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diff --git a/40611-0.txt b/40611-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..05a2ef3 --- /dev/null +++ b/40611-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,8203 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 40611 *** + + [Illustration] + + + + + Prince Charlie + + BY + + BURFORD DELANNOY + + + AUTHOR OF + "THE MARGATE MYSTERY" + "£19,000," ETC., ETC. + + + _WITH FRONTISPIECE_ + + + R. F. FENNO & COMPANY + 18 EAST SEVENTEENTH STREET, NEW YORK + + + + + CONTENTS + + + CHAP. PAGE + + I HERO AND HEROINE MEET 7 + + II THE CHILD THE WISE MAN, AND THE LADY 15 + + III SHE DISCOVERS THE AUTHOR 24 + + IV THE DANGER SIGNAL 31 + + V PLAYING WITH FIRE 40 + + VI A STRANGE REQUEST 48 + + VII READING THE HAND 59 + + VIII A SOFT GOOD-NIGHT 67 + + IX OVER THE GARDEN WALL 76 + + X THE LITTLE WINGED GOD 86 + + XI THE VOICE IN THE DARKNESS 94 + + XII MISUNDERSTANDINGS 100 + + XIII FEVERISH SYMPTOMS 111 + + XIV TO BEG FOR MERCY 123 + + XV ON HER KNEES TO HIM 131 + + XVI GOD'S LITTLE BOY 141 + + XVII THE PASSING OF THE NIGHT 150 + + XVIII THE BREAKING OF THE DAY 159 + + XIX PLAYING THE SPY 167 + + XX A HORRIBLE REVELATION 176 + + XXI THE ONLY WAY 184 + + XXII WHITE LIES 192 + + XXIII LOVE'S LABOUR LOST 204 + + XXIV RESTORED SIGHT 213 + + XXV EJECTED FROM THE CABIN 223 + + XXVI AS SOBER AS A JUDGE 230 + + XXVII THE FINANCIAL LOADSTONE 237 + + XXVIII HOMEWARD BOUND 244 + + XXIX ACHING HEARTS AND LAUGHING FACES 252 + + XXX AS FAITHFUL AS A DOG 261 + + XXXI A TEACUP STORM 269 + + XXXII RESUMPTION OF DICK'S GOOD TEMPER 277 + + XXXIII A TANGLED TRINITY 287 + + XXXIV OUR SEAT 298 + + XXXV CHRISTMAS EVE 308 + + XXXVI THE CHRISTMAS BOX 315 + + + + + PRINCE CHARLIE + + + + + CHAPTER I + + HERO AND HEROINE MEET + + +The advent of its regatta is usually the herald of a sea-side season's +demise. Wivernsea, as yet, is not sufficiently developed to justify +indulgence in a water festival. So far, its carnival flights have been +confined within the limits of flower shows and the treats of its Sunday +school. + +The builder--his surname is Jerry--is around with a rule though. His +conspiracy with the man who plots lands and dispenses free luncheons and +railway tickets, will possibly wreak a change on that part of the map's +countenance. Increased population may render the place more famous--or +infamous. So very much depends on one's viewpoint. + +The houses of Wivernsea are built in its bay. Stuck in round the fringe +of it like teeth in a lower jaw. Picture to yourself the long ago--the +bay's origin--and the present appearance of the place may come before +you. If possible to introduce a belief that there were giants in the +earth in those days it will make realization simpler. Because it looks +as if a mammoth had snapped at the coast just there and bitten out a +huge mouthful. + +If your imagination is sufficiently elastic to give play to it, conceive +houses being dropped into the marks left by the giant's teeth--a sort of +dental stopping. So may be garnered a fair idea of the presentment of +this particular indentation in the land. + +When the goose of Michaelmas is shaking in its scales, Wivernsea lodging +letters encroach on the farmer's privilege. The closing time of their +harvest is near enough to be grumbled at. It is painful knowledge to +them that visitors scuttle away as September ends. The exodus is due to +some absurd belief that the weather then--like a school at the advent of +the holidays--breaks up. + +In the ears of one man--William Masters by name, +binder-together-of-sensational-incidents in-book-form by +profession--such grumbles tingled pleasantly. Because the usual October +Wivernsea weather is mild and bright and rainless. Being a +non-gregarious man, the place shaped before his eyes as a land flowing +with milk and honey. He knew it to be good then. + +Knowledge is the wing on which we fly to heaven. In this instance, the +author's flight from London was via the London and South Western Railway +Company's terminus. Later on he told himself that it was +proving--veritably--his Waterloo. + +Wivernsea's sea wall is known locally as the Esplanade. +Euphemisms--sacrifices to vanity at the expense of truth--are not +uncommon objects of the seashore. The walk terminated eastwards with the +abruptness of a cinematograph view. A private owner claimed the land +there. + +It was not an undisputed claim. Opposition made the owner handle the +matter with mailed fist. To make his position stronger he erected a high +wall. If it did not prevent his opponents going further with their +labial opposition, it effectually prevented them from going further +along the parade. + +The embellishments of the wall were, apparently, the outcome of deep +thought. Its top was artistically embroidered with spikes and broken +bottles. This sharply jagged crown was known locally as a +shivery-freeze. Give the average man an opportunity to mispronounce a +word and his success may be counted on every time. + +Warnings to trespassers and threats of prosecution garnished the wall's +face with the liberality of almonds in a piece of French rock. The +everyday man might well be excused a fear that there was danger in +letting an unguarded eye rest on it. + +Amongst others, the wall barred the easterly progress of William +Masters. In his instance no chagrin resulted. It was a boast of his that +he possessed views of his own: the things which other people smile at +unpleasantly and label eccentricities. The owner of the wall was a man +after his own heart. Undoubtedly a fellow-feeling makes us wondrous +kind. + +It is not good that man should be alone. But the author had not yet +realized the greatness of that truth. He had been heard to voice the +nature of his Ultima Thule: undisturbed existence in a cot. Not beside +the hill, but in the centre of a big field. The situation to be enhanced +by possession of a shot gun, wherewith to pepper trespassers on his +solitude. + +Strangers who heard Masters speak so, felt inclination to move away a +pace; were prompted to thoughts of Hanwell and Colney Hatch. His +friends--another boast of his was the poverty of their number--smiled. +The idea of Masters hurting a fly appealed to the humour in them. + +But, as the blackest hat may have a silver-paper lining, so the wall +served a good purpose. It acted as a shelter from the one thing which +disturbed the enjoyment of October in Wivernsea: that wind which is said +to be good for neither man nor beast. Thoughtful hands had placed a +comfortable seat within the wall's shelter. + +Knowledge of these things had inspired Masters' journey to Wivernsea. +Where he had stayed before the landlady had rooms vacant. She knew his +requirements and, hitherto, had suited him admirably. Had even acquired +the knowledge that his visits to Wivernsea were not prompted solely by a +desire to hear her talk! + +Having done justice to a hastily prepared luncheon, Masters slipped a +note book into his pocket and sallied forth. His route was easterly, its +termination his favourite seat at the end of the Parade. There were some +hours left of warmth and sunshine: the author's intent was to avail +himself of them. + +Seated, he for a time succumbed to the charm of the water as it stole +out and away. Listened to its lapping as it broadened the ribbon of sand +at each receding wave. Then, turning a deaf ear to the charm and his +eyes on to his note book, he buried himself in the particular chapter on +which he was engaged. + +The writer's concentration was not of the plumbless kind. Sound of a +girl's voice roused him from his depth of thought. It should not be +gathered from that that the sex had any extraordinary influence over +him--save when it was very young. + +He loved children. Loved them best before the rubbing off of what is +called their corners: the sweetness of what is actually the innocence we +all come into the world with--which it seems the business of the world +to destroy. + +Masters guessed from the voice that it belonged to a very little girl. +Looking up, saw standing in front of him proof of the correctness of his +guess. A blue-eyed--wide-open-eyed-with-astonishment too at seeing him +there--little maid. She had turned the parade corner, and in doing so +came on him unexpectedly. It was plain that she had pulled up suddenly +at seeing him there. Just as suddenly called out in her clear, childish +treble: + +"Oh! There's someone on your seat, Miss Mivvins!" + +The young lady so addressed came into view at that moment, round the +bushes planted at the corner--the little one having, as usual, run on +ahead. + +Miss Mivvins flushed a little. Becomingly, for otherwise the face might +have been considered a trifle too pale. The possibility of the child's +speech being considered rude induced her to say in an undertone: + +"Hush, Gracie, dear!" + +The speech reached Masters' ears. He was at once struck with the +governess's singularly sweet voice. When he looked at the place whence +the voice issued, he thought it the prettiest mouth he had ever set eyes +on. The little droop of sadness at its corners mellowed rather than took +away from the sweetness of it. + +The lips--ripe red in colour, Cupid's bowed in shape--enchanting as they +were, did not hold his attention in iron bonds. His glance wandered to +her eyes and hair. From that inspection was formed an opinion--one which +he never changed. + +The features were the most beautiful and womanly ones he had ever seen. +Just as sweet a face as a woman with golden hair--that peculiar tint of +gold which the sun ever seems anxious to search amongst--and +forget-me-not eyes, can possess at the age of three-and twenty. She was +good to look upon. + +Observation was a trick of Masters' trade. The practice of it enabled +him to paint a picture in a paragraph. What he saw in one glimpse of +Miss Mivvins' face was eloquence itself. But of that gentle, +outward-going radiance in her eyes the merest layman would have been +sentient. It was the kind of which one felt even a blind man must be +conscious. + +Details appealed to Masters just then. He happened to be engaged at the +moment on the description of a heroine. When he saw Miss Mivvins his +difficulty about shaping the book-woman vanished. In flesh and blood she +stood before him. All he needed was to describe what he saw: she would +fit in all respects. + +Save her name. He was not particularly struck with that. + + + + + CHAPTER II + + THE CHILD, THE WISE MAN, AND THE LADY + + +Proverbially women love men's approbation. Something of the feeling +within him must have evidenced itself in Masters' eyes. His attentive +scrutiny--despite all there was of respect in it--did not, apparently, +please Miss Mivvins. Possibly, she was inclined to consider his +admiration rudeness. Anyway she called: + +"Come, Gracie!" + +Taking the child's little hand in her own neatly gloved one as she +spoke, the woman turned, evidently intent on walking back in the +direction whence she had come. + +That brought Masters to his feet in a moment--cap in hand, and apology +in mouth. Full of crudities as was his character, he possessed an +instinctive courtesy. In all the arraignments for his breaches of +Society's unwritten laws, impoliteness had never figured. He spoke; +said: + +"Pray do not let me drive you away! Possession may be nine points of the +law, but we may consider ourselves beyond the pale of its practice here. +If, as I hear--from lips the truth of which it would be absurd to +doubt--that this is considered your seat," his smile was not an +unpleasing one, "I should never forgive myself if trespass of mine +interfered with the owner's use of it." + +"Is that pen you are using," inquired Gracie suddenly, à propos of +nothing, "one of those you put the ink in at the wrong end, and trickle +it out of the other?" + +A softness blended with the smile on Masters' face and merged into that +kindly expression of the strong for the weak. It was the successful +catching of just such tenderness which made Landseer's name figure so +prominently in the world of Art. As the author looked down at the mite +from his six-feet altitude, the look on his face was an irresistible +reminder of a St. Bernard's kindness to a toy terrier. + +"You have accurately described it, little woman," he answered. "But it +does not always trickle when you want it to--though it generally does +when you don't." + +The child looked mystified; evidently deemed further explanation +necessary. Miss Mivvins was still standing, waiting to go. Masters +hesitated; looked from one to the other. Politeness made him say: + +"I am leaving--pray be seated." + +But the woman saw through that. Would have been very high up the fool +grade indeed had she failed to do so. It really was quite too +transparent an artifice. When truth is sacrificed on the altar of +politeness the ceremony needs skill, otherwise the lie becomes even more +offensive than the act it was to cover. + +His little speech induced her to take a step forward; made her say: + +"Oh, no! Do not let me drive you away!" + +She spoke impulsively; hurriedly. Masters thought with everything in the +tone that was desirable in a woman's voice. He smiled as he +expostulated: + +"But you remember, surely--it is not many moments ago--you were quite +willing to allow me to drive you away." + +Then she smiled too. Smiles which brought into play mouth and eyes and +the dimples in her cheeks. From his own face the gravity--some people +called it Austerity--had already departed. There was a peculiarly +softening influence about Miss Mivvins. Perhaps his own relaxing was the +result of that. + +"It is a long seat." + +He indicated its measurement with a sweep of his hand as he spoke; +continued: + +"Let its length be our way out of the difficulty--it is a long lane that +has no turning. How will it be if we make it large enough for both?" + +It was a tentative sort of invitation. An invisible olive branch to +which her hand went out. Again she smiled. A moment's hesitation ... +then seated herself. + +From the bag depending by silken cords from her wrist she drew a book. +Having given the little girl sundry directions as to the assumption of +preternatural virtue, the woman commenced to read. + +Masters resumed his place at the other end of the seat. Had book in hand +too: manuscript book. He had come out with intent to write; told himself +that fulfilment was necessary. But he had Gracie to reckon with. + +The sharp eyes of that four-year-old little maid were furtively fixed on +the magic pen. She was trying hard to fulfil the injunction: Be +good--from the adult standpoint. But gradually the admonition was fading +from her mind--she was very human. + +After a while--a courage-summoning period--the little hands were laced +behind her, and boldly facing the owner of the attraction, the little +one addressed him, in a kind of I Dare You voice: + +"I could write with a pen like that!" + +For a second time the child's voice brought the man's attention away +from his work. + +"Could you?" + +He smiled as he spoke. Looked up from his book as he did so. Then, +infusing a note of doubt in his voice, enquired: + +"Are you sure?" + +"Y--yes. Quite!" + +Then, as an afterthought, possibly by way of redemption of the +hesitation, the child continued: + +"I could if I had one!" + +Finding her first venture had not roused the lion, but fearing him a +little still, she went on defiantly: + +"I saw a man fill one once!" + +Such a statement as that surely could not fail to crush a mere user of +the pen! Seeing that astonishment was expected of him, Masters assumed +an appropriate look of surprise. His wearing of it pleased her mightily. + +"Perhaps," he said, "you would like to make quite sure you could write +with one, eh? Would you like to try with this?" + +The blue eyes brightened; she was at his side in a moment. Shyness is +readily overcome when our summers have not numbered five. Trustfulness +at that age has rarely been shocked. + +Therein, perhaps, lay the secret of the attraction children had for +Masters: the sweetness of their suspicionless existence. Viewed from the +standpoint of the after life, when--if we act up to the axioms of the +world we live in--we trust no man, it is apt to brush across us as +refreshingly as a gust of country air. + +Turning the leaves of his book till he came to a blank page, Masters +twisted and rested the cover on his knee. So the open leaf was level +with the intending--eyes-sparkling-with-excitement--writer. Then he gave +the child his pen. + +She drew a capital G--a bright little point of tongue protruding the +while. The head, too, seemed to follow the movements of the hand. Her +intent was plain: to write her own name. + +That was compassed. It took a little time--entailed a huge expenditure +of concentrated energy--but she got through with it at last. There +figured on the paper the words: + + _Gracie Seton-Carr._ + +The child's glance came off the page; she moved away a pace. Looked up +into his eyes, her own flashing like diamonds. Such little things +please--in that time of happiness when we are little ourselves. After +drawing a long breath she ejaculated triumphantly: + +"There!" + +Once more Masters gladdened the little one, by acting as he was expected +to act. No man on that coast could have worn a larger-sized look of +astonishment. He cried: + +"Won--der--ful!" + +A clapping of hands in her glee, and the child danced merrily along to +the other end of the seat. + +"I've written my name with one of those funny squirter pens, Miss +Mivvins! What do you think of that?" + +"I think you have a funny way of keeping your word, Gracie. You +professed anxiety to finish your castle on the sands, yet you are +spending your time on the wall!" + +"Oh-h-h!"--prolonged and drawn out--"I had forgotten all about it!" + +Attention diverted from the pen, the child ran down the steps on to the +beach. A few minutes after, Masters, looking up, saw her busily at work +with a spade and pail. The implements had evidently been left there in +the morning. + +That rather proved the excellence of the estimate the author had made of +Wivernsea out of the season. Castle builders could leave their tools +uncared for and find them when they returned. Not because of a +superabundance of honesty around; rather because of the lack of thieves. + +The castle creator continued her work; the pail-shaped battlements +increased in number. She handled bucket and spade with the same +earnestness, eagerness and engrossment with which she had fingered the +pen. + +Those were methods which appealed to the story-creator. But just now he +was not working with his own accustomed engrossment, eagerness and +earnestness. A disturbing element had crept in. + +From time to time he glanced towards the other end of the seat. There +the disturbing element lay: or rather sat. It seemed that there was +something magnetic about that presence there. He experienced a +difficulty in keeping his eyes away. Noting the neatness of the dress +worn by the woman, he could not fail to note too its sombre hue: +mourning evidently. His lively imagination was busily at work in a +moment. + +For him to weave a complete story with such material, was an easy task. +A pretty girl occupied the stellar part in it. He portrayed her as a +motherless one forced to face a hard, cold world. Depicted her seeking a +living in it as a governess. + +That imagination of his had a habit of running away with him. Perhaps +that was a reason why his fiction had so good a run. His books were +mostly all of the many-editioned kind. So, neglecting his own story for +fiction of another kind, the time came of the going down of the sun. The +tint of the vasty-deep changed: the sea grew greyer. His +heroine-presumptive closed her book and rose; cried: + +"Gracie!" + +Seeing that the child's attention had been attracted, she turned, and +bowing slightly, smilingly wished Masters: + +"Good-day!" + +From the sands, the little girl waved a vigorous +cumbered-with-bucket-and-spade good-bye to him. She evidently preferred +jumping the breakwaters on the way home to the more easy path of the sea +wall. The two passed altogether from the author's sight. Not altogether +from his mind. + +Good-day! Yes, he felt it had been--distinctly good. Till he looked at +clean pages, where writing should have been. Even then, despite the +unfinished chapter, he made no alteration in his verdict. + +It had been a good day. + + + + + CHAPTER III + + SHE DISCOVERS THE AUTHOR + + +For nearly a week--before and after noon--they met. It was a sheltered +spot Miss Mivvins walked out to each day. She had selected it on account +of its freedom from cold winds: there was a seat on which to sit and +read. At the same time a watchful eye could be kept on her +playing-on-the-sands charge. + +Masters had always used it. Neither now gave it up because of the other. +Each would have scornfully repudiated a suggestion that the regular +seeking of it arose from any other reason. For instance, that it could +be ascribed to the other's presence. + +But would the repudiation have been honestly grounded? Cupid alone +knows. The love-god is a deity enshrined in mystery. He never reveals +the secrets of the wonders he performs. Were it possible to see the hand +which lets loose the arrow, probably there would be many a stepping +aside to avoid it. The sudden striking of the dart makes it so +deadly--wounds to the heart. + +Gracie and the author became fast friends. She was a winsome little +soul, and children have their own methods of creating friendships. +Masters met her advances more than half-way: was as fond of children as +he was of flowers. + +His friends--the nice friends who feel privileged to say nasty +things--by reason of that fondness, professed to see in it a chance of +his redemption. They admitted a possibility of his becoming humanized +some day: said there was at least hope for him. + +Beyond a Good Morning, and occasionally a remark on one of the tenses of +the weather--past, present or future--the meetings were bare of +conversation, so far as the adults were concerned. + +Masters would have been more than glad to talk. Perhaps natural +nervousness prevented his setting the conversational ball rolling. For +he admired his companion of the seat with a fervent admiration--unable +to label the feeling, as yet, by any other name. + +Her presence did not disturb him now in his seclusion. She seemed to be +in keeping with his thoughts. His thoughts of her harmonized with the +surroundings--she belonged to them. + +A vague sort of wonder took possession of him; how it was that he had +never missed her--never known what was lacking. The more he saw of her, +the more deep his admiration grew. + +Admiration is the kind of thing which develops rapidly, once it +germinates. In this instance the seed had thrown deep roots. Masters' +heart seemed likely to prove fruitful soil. + +With Gracie he stood well. That, he felt, was a making of headway; for +the governess unquestionably loved her charge. On the principle of love +me, love my dog, he was acting wisely--apart from the pleasure it gave +him--in this cultivation of the little one's affection. + +When the child discovered his ability to manufacture stories she +instantly--the exacting nature of her sex in its dealings with man +manifested itself even at that early age--demanded to be told one. + +That was the introduction of the wedge's thin end: brought about a +little change in the current of the elders' conversation. The lady in +black came out of the ice-bound silence--fringed by a frigid Good +Morning and Good Afternoon; saying: + +"You must not let Gracie worry you." + +The lashes went up as she spoke and he got a good view of those lovely +eyes of hers. They held him spellbound. The evident admiration in his +glance caused the lashes to fall, and he, released from the momentary +thraldom, exclaimed: + +"Worry! How could she?" + +"She is a perfect little glutton for stories. Once you indulge her, she +will do her best to make your life unbearable with her clamour for more. +With food of that sort within reach she is a regular Oliver Twist." + +A gratified little laugh--he thought he saw the door to Friendship +opening a little wider--accompanied his answer: + +"Oh, story-telling is in my particular line! I am full of fiction to the +brim!" + +She reciprocated his laugh, and as she picked up, to resume, her book, +said: + +"Well, I have warned you! The consequences be on your own head." + +"I am moved to disregard your warning! Gracie is so excellent a +listener. That is so flattering, you know." Then turning to the child, +he continued: "Now, run on to the sands and finish your castle, little +woman, before the tide reaches it. When it can no longer withstand Old +Ocean's assaults and is washed away, come back. Then I will tell you +what became of Jack after the fairy had rescued him from the +three-headed giant." + +The child was sitting on his knee with her arms round his neck. Between +the kisses she was giving him, said: + +"You dear old thing! You are the very nicest, delightfullest, +beautifullest story-teller I ever met." + +"I am dethroned then?" The observation from Miss Mivvins. "I used to be +told that." + +"Y-y-yes. But you never told me tales like Prince Charlie's." + +Prince Charlie was a character in one of the stories Masters had told +the child. A prince who had rescued innumerable princesses from giants, +ogres and demons. Instantly it had pleased the listener to christen the +narrator after the hero. + +All her people, she informed him gravely, she christened out of stories. +It was much nicer than calling them by their real names. They were so +much prettier and lots easier to remember--didn't he think so? + +Yes, he had made answer. He quite thought that Prince Charlie was an +improvement on his own name. But Gracie betrayed no anxiety to know what +that was. To her henceforth he was Prince Charlie. That was quite +sufficient--she was a godmother of the most self-satisfied type. + +Turning to Miss Mivvins the child continued, with a trace of reproach in +her voice--she felt she had been defrauded: + +"Besides, your giants never had three heads!" + +A trinity of that description--unity is strength--appeared an +unanswerable argument; seemed to her to clinch the matter. She climbed +down from Masters' knee, and jumped her way down the steps to the sands, +with bucket and spade rattling in her little hand. + +As she disappeared, Masters took his courage in both hands; a trifle +nervously continued the conversation: + +"I shall have to prescribe a course of Grimm's _Fairy Tales_, if you +wish to resume your position as story-teller-in-chief." + +His speech was at random. The ice was broken; they had spoken; he did +not want the coldness of silence to freeze it all over again. Having got +in the thin edge of the wedge he proposed to drive it right home--if +possible. Hence his speech. + +Miss Mivvins laughed. The child liked him--so did she. Fearful of +driving her away, he had not attempted to force conversation. She had +curled up a trifle because of his reserve--hence they had spoken but +little. Unknown to themselves their communication had been more subtle +than that of words, perhaps had paved the way for them. They came easily +enough now. + +"You also," he said, "seem to have a taste for fiction of a pronounced +type. I see you are reading one of my books." + +"Your books?" Her query was uttered in a tone of surprise. "Oh, no! This +came down from Mudie's with other volumes yesterday." + +"Oh, I don't doubt that." + +He laughed openly at her concern--a hearty, resounding laugh, a trifle +loud, but with a pleasant honest ring in it; continued: + +"I don't doubt that the library people acquired it honestly. My claim +was not made in a possessory sense. I meant that my name figures on the +title page." + +She looked at him blankly for a moment, so great was her surprise. Then, +the truth dawning on her, she said: + +"You! You--are the author?" + + + + + CHAPTER IV + + THE DANGER SIGNAL + + +That she should meet a real live author, the writer of the book she was +reading, was a coincidence strange enough to take Miss Mivvins' breath +away. Masters saw her wonderment, smiled at it. + +"Is the fact," he asked, "so difficult a thing to reconcile with my +appearance?" + +"Oh, no, no! How awfully rude you must think me! I meant--I mean--that I +expected the author of this book to be----" + +Then she paused. Did not quite know what she expected or how to express +herself; added lamely: + +"To be much older." + +"Really! I am sorry I don't come up to your age standard. Age has its +privileges, but wisdom is not always its perquisite. Why should an +author be necessarily old? Surely youth is pardonable?" + +She--a woman famous in her own particular circle for the coolness of her +tongue--could have kicked herself. Was saying, in her unwonted +nervousness, all the things she would rather have left unsaid. Angry +with herself, she blurted out: + +"There is not, of course, any earthly reason why. It was purely my utter +stupidity." + +He smiled at the flush on her cheek; a smile conjured up by his +admiration of it; said merrily: + +"Here have I been peacocking around, with a sort of metaphorical feather +in my cap. Pampering my vanity, applying the flattering unction to my +soul--rubbing it in several times per diem--that no author of my age has +turned out so many volumes. Lo! with one breath you blow that feather +clean away." + +She could not resist laughing at his mock despair. Became at her ease +once more; said: + +"Indeed not! I don't know what prompted me to say what I did. As to this +book----" + +"No! Don't! Please don't give me your opinion of it!" + +His interruption was a continuance of his burlesque melodramatic style. +She did not quite know how to take him; said: + +"You mean you would not value my opinion?" + +That was disconcerting. Sobered him in a minute. He knew quite well the +kind of value he would be likely to put on any opinion of +hers--concerning himself. + +"Oh, no!" His answer was spoken earnestly. "I do not mea----" + +But she interrupted him. In her nervousness felt that whilst her tongue +was in action it would help to keep the helm the right way; said: + +"Why should you? A stranger's opinion would necessarily be valueless. +You know nothing of me." + +The deafness of those who will not hear is proverbial. The underlying +earnestness in the tone of his reply should have warned her. + +"Aren't you going just a trifle too far?" he asked. "We are not quite +strangers. True, I know nothing of you--except that you are Miss +Mivvins." + +An irresistible smile accompanied his words. His smile--and his laugh +too--were capable of creating many friends. But he did not allow them +to. His views on the subject of friendship were cynical in the extreme. + +His smile was infectious. Once more those alluring dimples which he had +noticed at their first meeting deepened in her face. + +"It is distinctly more my misfortune than my fault," he continued, "that +I know so little of you. May I say--with an absence of fear of your +thinking me impertinent--that I should like, much like, to know more of +you?" + +The flush, that becoming flush, on her cheek again. The eyes were +fringed over by those long lashes of hers as she cast them groundwards. +Just a blend of trouble in her look as she queried: + +"Really?" + +He liked the pink showing on the white. Colours inspire some men. +Perhaps the combination in her face inspired him. Anyway, there was more +vigour and determination in his voice as he answered: + +"Yes." + +She, dallying, as a woman will, quite well knew that there was a spark. +That it would burst into flame, chose she to fan it; gained time by +asking: + +"Why?" + +He vaulted on to his hobby horse. The question was a stirrup helping him +to the saddle. + +"Because I--may I say it?--hail you in a measure as a kindred soul." + +She lifted her eyes; he could not fail to read the astonishment filling +them; continued: + +"You are here in October, and you don't look bored; don't look as if +life held no further charm for you. You do not follow the fashionable +decrying of the place simply because it is out of fashion--_because_ it +is October." + +She smiled. Encouraged by it, he continued, in the same strain: + +"You are always alone, yet you create the impression that you are happy. +You don't seem to sigh for bands of music, to hanker after a crowded +promenade. You find existence possible without a shoal of people to help +you pass your time." + +Her smile broadened into a laugh. This time at herself--at his +description of her; she asked: + +"And those--shall I call them unusual?--characteristics in a woman +interest you?" + +"Amazingly!" + +"Why?" + +She put the question with a little nervousness, bred of that eagerness +of his. + +"Because--well, let me say by sheer force of contrast. In those +respects, Heaven be thanked, you are not as other women." + +The amused look had not left her face. It lingered in the upward curve +of the corners of her eyes. + +"So you prefer eccentric women, then?" + +She could not resist just a trace of mischief in the tone of her query. +He answered: + +"Heaven forefend! I see nothing eccentric in the attributes I have +allotted to you. They are refreshingly good to a thirsty soul." + +The amusement and mischief tones left her voice. She asked demurely: + +"Are you thirsty?" + +"Parched! I confess I am. I have just escaped from the dead level of dry +conventionality. That arid desert: the Sahara of Society. Its womenkind +are my abomination." + +She looked a little annoyed. As if not appreciating his description. + +"I have heard it rumoured, Mr. Masters, that you fly from London to +escape Society's attentions." + +"And for once the many-tongued is not a lying jade. I suppose all of us, +every man and woman, are more or less eccentric." + +"Put it that we, most of us, have bees in our bonnets." + +"Precisely. The buzzing of my particular insect is the artificial life +of modern Society. I just loathe it; never go out for that reason. Fly +from London? Yes; I own up; I do. As fast as an express can wing me. Fly +to escape the inanities with which the cup of social life is +overflowing." + +"Balls, parties----" + +"And things of that sort are my pet horrors." + +She smiled at the expression of his disgust; his manner of expressing +it; said: + +"I seem to be shaking a red rag at a bull!" + +"If," he continued, "Society is the product of civilization I am an +untutored savage. Not an ungrateful one, mark you, but one thankful for +his savagery. Afternoon teas, flower shows, and the hundred and one +idiotic things which go to make up the ordinary every-day life in London +ought to be abolished by a drastic Act of Parliament." + +Her smile merged into laughter. She had gauged his capacity for +exaggeration by this time. The beginning of her understanding of him was +setting in. Her laugh over, she said: + +"I think you are very drastic." + +"I hope not!" + +"Why?" + +"Because if you think so, I have been mistaken. I have formed a wrong +estimate of your character if you care for those things." + +"And supposing I did? Would it be, think you--unwomanly?" + +"As the world wags? No. On the contrary. The absolute quintessence of +womanliness in nine hundred and ninety-nine women out of a possible +thousand." + +"But----" + +"Ah! that is it!" + +"But if I did care for all and singular the things you object to so +much?" + +"I should be sorry--really sorry--that I had spoken as I have done." + +"Why?" + +"Because it would, must, savour of impertinence. We, each of us, have a +right to our own opinions. I should just hate to think that I have been +forcing mine on any one; it would be a painful thing. Opinions, like +boots, should fit the wearer--neither too narrow nor too wide, and +possibly an allowance for stretching a point. To force an opinion would +be a modernized version of the iron boot the torturers used to handle in +the Inquisition days." + +"But you expressed yourself"--she smiled at the recollection of +it--"very strongly just now." + +"Because I thought we were more or less on the same plane; were thinking +in common. I hoped so." + +"Tell me, will you, why you thought me different from other women: +thought as you did of me?" + +"Oh, come! Isn't that now--don't you think that rather hard on me?" + +"Why?" + +"To put such a question as that. Calling on me to tell you why I think." + +"Why not?" + +"Think! If I could bring myself to lie you would not like it. Yet, +supposing I said something to offend you?" + +"Why should you?" + +"Because of my ignorance. I would not for worlds--knowingly. You would +know that I should not mean to." + +"Very well, then. Why should I take offence where none is intended?" + +He hesitated a moment. Plainly saw the danger-signal flying; then he +spoke: + +"You are a woman." + +She tossed her head at that. There was no mistaking the tone in which +she said: + +"Thank you!" + +"There!... Proof positive! I won't speak; I won't risk it. I am most +anxious not to offend you, and you shan't force my hand." + +She tapped impatiently with the toe of her shoe. + + + + + CHAPTER V + + PLAYING WITH FIRE + + +Miss Mivvins was annoyed; the impatient tapping was evidence of it. Not +that a little exhibition of temper in any way detracted from her +personal appearance. On the contrary, the air of petulance heightened +her charms. + +"You are just like a man!" + +Her speech was accompanied by another toss of her shapely head. + +"Isn't that twisting things round? You mean that he never gives a reason +for what he says or does?" + +"Yes." + +Resumption of tattoo with her foot on the ground. It made him exclaim: + +"I knew I was right! What if I tell you that I am a mind reader?" + +"I would not be a bit surprised!" + +He was: greatly. Could not understand what she meant; queried: + +"You wouldn't?" + +"No." + +"I am--to hear you say it. Why?" + +"Because in this book of yours I am reading"--she held it up--"I see you +believe in palmistry." + +"Come, come!" He was genuine in his expostulation. "I make one of my +characters believe in it." + +"Then you do not?" + +She had him in a corner; was merciless. He tried to wriggle out; said: + +"I did not say so." + +It was an infecund effort on his part. She pinned him in still further; +was that kind of woman. + +"What does that mean? That you do and you do not?" + +There was nothing for him but to fence; he answered: + +"Yes and No." + +It did not in any way extricate him from his difficulty. She continued: + +"You are a complete enigma." + +"There is no prize offered for the solution." + +He endeavoured to speak lightly, to bring the conversation back to the +humorous line it had left; continued: + +"I have known people take quite an interest in enigmas. Do you?" + +She changed the subject. Kept away from where there was a treading on +dangerous ground; felt the ice getting thin; said: + +"I gather that this palmist character of yours professes to read the +past, but does not venture on prophecy?" + +"I venture on prophecy now!" + +He spoke suddenly, rising as he did so. Picking up his books, and--for +the first time--quietly possessing himself of her bag, continued: + +"That rapidly travelling cloud, at present looking very little larger +than a man's hand, coming from the south, is full of rain. It will burst +before we are back in the town, unless we hurry. Gracie! Gracie!" + +The little girl came running in response to his call. All three, for the +first time, walked homewards together. A student of human nature might +have seen in it a beginning of things. + +"I am living in Marine Terrace." + +He was describing the situation of his lodgings. Waited for her to +respond, and then asked: + +"Have you far to go?" + +"Oh, not so far as you have; little more than half-way. Ivy Cottage; on +the front. Do you know----" + +"That pretty little bungalow with the creeper over the porch? Before we +reach the big houses?" + +"Yes." + +He cast an eye over his shoulder at the still distant cloud, gauging the +time of its breaking; said: + +"When the rain comes it will last, I fear. That will mean confinement to +the house." + +"I fancy so, too. The local weatherwise are predicting it also. You are +not the only prophet. 'Corns are shooting and roomatiz is bad.'" + +He laughed at her excellent imitation of the dialect ruling the language +of the people; then said: + +"May I be personal? How are you off for reading matter?" + +"Oh, Mudie's have sent me down an absolutely abominable selection. +With"--a twinkle escaped from the corner of her eye--"with the exception +of that one of yours." + +"I won't gratify you with even a smile of approval at so callous a +joke," he said coolly. "To trample on my feelings so is positively +inhuman. Still, that 'exception' emboldens me." + +"In what way?" + +"That finding you interested in one of my books, I want you to let me--I +want you to favour me by accepting from me a set?" + +"A set?" + +"I have been guilty of five others." Mock despair was in his tone. +"Accept my contrite apologies." + +"Five others!" + +"I have to plead guilty to that number. Heinous, isn't it?" + +"Oh, I did not mean that." + +"And so young too!" + +"Really, Mr. Masters!" The flush was being worn again. "You are, really, +too bad; raking up old grievances!" + +"I would like you to try and think there is a substratum of good." + +She ignored his speech, rather the significance in the tone of its +delivery; said: + +"I did not know--I confess openly, you see. This makes but the third of +yours I have read." + +"Then there is a possibility of interest being left in the three you +have not read. Let the weather be my excuse for forcing them on you." + +"As if an excuse were needed! Pray do not speak of your kindness so!" + +"Then--I have some work I must finish this afternoon for the post--may I +bring them to you this evening?" + +She hesitated a moment. Induced to do so by a thought of the unwisdom of +playing with fire. His hyper-sensitive nature made him shrink from that +hesitation, to nervously say: + +"I beg your pardon. I mean I will make a parcel of them and send them up +to you." + +The note of pain in his voice was so plain that any question of her +wisdom--or want of it--vanished. She was moved to put her hand on his +arm; to say: + +"Don't deprive me of half the pleasure of the gift. Please bring them +yourself." + +It was a pretty little speech. Prettily spoken. No answering word came +to his lips, but the look of gladness in his eyes was eloquent. Eloquent +enough to make her mentally pause again and ask herself: was she acting +altogether wisely? + +Miss Mivvins was sailing under false colours. Was not in a position to +haul them down, or fly her own. But she found him entertaining +and--and--and very pleasant to talk to. She left it at that. + +She could not afterwards remember much of what they talked about on +their walk along the wall homewards. But she was conscious of spending a +very pleasant afternoon; that it had passed away all too quickly. The +most entertaining conversations are usually those which flow so smoothly +that we forget to note the landmarks and stepping-stones on the way. + +She was in a quandary: dared not reveal to him her true self. She had +learnt enough of him to know that if she ran up her own flag, one glance +at the masthead would mean his sheering right away. + +She was not at all anxious that that should happen; did not want to lose +him. She had grown to--to--to more than like him. Why, she asked herself +petulantly, why could he not be as other men? + +The rain held off till they reached her gate. There they said good-bye, +shaking hands for the first time. The touch thrilled them both. As an +outcome he saw possibilities; felt what their meeting might possibly +lead to. It was a pleasant feeling. Things were coloured by it--colour +of the rose. + +Her good-bye was spoken lightly. Instinctively she tried to counteract +that thrill. Yet there was a lingering tone in her voice as she said, +finally: + +"Till eight o'clock." + +Then came Gracie's turn. He stooped down, lifted and kissed her. She +said-- + +"Good-bye, Prince Charlie. I shan't see you in the evening because I go +to bed at half-past seven." + +"My word! Half-past seven! How late for a little girl to sit up!" + +She exclaimed indignantly at so gross an insult: + +"I'm not a little girl! I'm nearly five!" + +Her indignation was a fleeting one. He held her away; threw her up in +the air till she screamed with the delight of the pleasant fear. Then +caught and kissed her and set the mite on her feet again. + +So he dealt with the child. Then, raising his hat, gave a final kindly +smile in the direction of the governess; nodded and said a final +good-bye. + +Such was their parting. Each was full of thoughts of the other. He +walked home wonderingly, thinking, why--for what reason--she had said +eight o'clock. It sounded so--then he laughed at his stupid thought. + +So life touches life a moment, thrills and bids it stay--as two drops of +water in a peaceful stream may touch for an instant and in the next be +parted by the waving reeds. + +What of after meetings? Would they be guided to one another by that +strange fate that we call Destiny? + + + + + CHAPTER VI + + A STRANGE REQUEST + + +As a weather prophet Masters proved more reliable than those who fill a +like mission on the daily papers. + +It rained heavily all the afternoon. His landlady when she brought in +his tea remarked that it was pouring cats and dogs--the latter, +presumably, of the Skye terrier breed. + +A temporary clearance of the weather came about in the evening. Masters +was glad; he went to Ivy Cottage. The bungalow-like building was +curiously situate in its own square piece of grass land, fronting the +sea. The back of the house looked on to the road leading to the railway +station a little distance away. Admission to the cottage was gained by +doors at back and front of it. + +The house agent entrusted with the letting of the place had described it +as possessed of advantages not to be passed over lightly. There was +one--an unsurpassed convenience in the matter of not missing a +train--that certainly was undeniable and evident. + +So close was the back of the house to the railway that from the windows +an approaching train could be seen in time enough to allow of easy +walking to catch it. Masters walked up the gravel path to the front +door. Touched the push of the bell.... A trim maid-servant responded. He +enquired: + +"Miss Mivvins--is she within?" + +The girl started. Hesitated as she looked at him +closely--doubtfully--for a moment. Then opened a side door in the hall, +requesting him to enter and be seated. + +It was a charmingly arranged room to which he was thus introduced. +Evidenced woman in every insignificant little detail; her gentle touch +was visible in all things. He thought of the touch of one woman in +particular. + +Miss Mivvins' spirit seemed to have impressed itself in every fold of +the curtains; in all the quiet harmony of colouring; in the inexpensive +simplicity of the whole--as distinct from cheapness. + +Expensive simplicity often stamps the quality of a room; it was not to +be seen here. There was nothing cheap about the furnishing; nothing +meretricious; nothing to catch the eye. Nothing of the enamel paint and +varnish description; all in that apartment was plainly and simply what +it represented itself to be; its keynote: truth. + +Masters was astonished. Because he had no idea that such signs of +refinement existed in Wivernsea. But then he knew its lodging houses +only--where the great god is Aspinall and an uneasy chair the only +attempt at comfort. + +He sat some moments waiting. Whilst doing so, he thought again of the +curious way in which the maid had looked at him. Perhaps Miss Mivvins +was in a less comfortable place than he had thought. He had judged by +the freedom she enjoyed, that no possible harm could result from his +visit to her. Was he wrong? + +Perhaps that accounted for her hesitation, when he had suggested calling +with the books. What a fool he had been, not to think of that! Perhaps +she would get into trouble by reason of his visit to her employer's +house. + +The more he thought of this the more uncomfortable he became. As a +result of his deliberations, determined that he would make his stay a +short and formal one. There could surely be no harm accrue to her from +that. + +The rustle of a woman's dress warned him of her approach. Presently she +entered. The moment his eyes rested on her he was amazed: she was +dressed so perfectly. No scrap of colour; no scintillation of a jewel. + +He had a mere man's eye for woman's dress--sensible of the tout +ensemble, not of detail--but he did not despise it. It seemed fitting to +him that graceful women should be gracefully attired. + +All harmony was grateful to his soul; it did not seem unnatural for Miss +Mivvins to be gowned in accordance with her beauty. Still he experienced +astonishment, grave astonishment, when she entered. + +For the life of him he could not have defined the impression which took +hold of him. But he knew that her gown was of some soft, rich, silken, +costly texture. Resultant upon that was the belief that her place must +be an easier one than he had begun to think it. + +The extension of her hand to him. Once more with it in his own, he felt +thrilled. That feeling and his previous resolve to hurry away did not +blend well. The thrill remained; the resolve faded. + +He produced the books he had promised to bring with him. On the fly-leaf +of each he had written her name; beneath it had appended his signature. +So many people bothered him for autograph copies of his books, that it +was a pardonable vanity if he had begun to think there was something +around his signature which enhanced the value of his works. So he had +penned the words, _With kindest regards, from the Author_, between her +name and his own. + +At sight of what he had written she laughed. At first, gently; a +gentleness which passed into real hearty mirth. Then, catching sight of +his face, the laugh died away ashamedly! Had she whipped him he could +not have looked more hurt. His hyper-sensitive nature was suffering. + +That laughter acted on Masters as if the ceiling had opened and a shower +of cold water had fallen--his face showed it. To be the subject of mirth +was a novelty to him. He was glad that that was so. Felt that it was not +a pleasant sensation to experience. That a very little of it went an +extremely long way. + +She flushed with annoyance at her own rudeness; with shame for having +wounded the feelings of her visitor. He had not the faintest idea why +she laughed, of course; want of knowledge so often leads to +misunderstanding. She said hurriedly: + +"I hope you do not--oh, how can I explain what I was laughing at? Mr. +Masters, don't, pray don't--I beg of you--think I was rude--intended to +be rude--or that I was laughing at anything even remotely connected with +these books, which, believe me, I shall always value, always prize." + +That earnest humble little speech of hers did not sponge away the look +from his face. In her eagerness to acquit herself she placed her hand on +his arm--it was for the second time that day. It was a habit of hers +when moved. Was quite an innocent gesture; but there was--in his +estimation, anyway--a distinct piquancy about its naturalness. + +"Oh--Mr. Masters!" + +She got as far as that. Then stood at a loss for words. She had spoken +in such dead earnest tones that it would have been absurd to think her +lying. Finding her tongue again, she continued: + +"Pray, pray believe me! I was stupid, I know, but don't be so hard as to +think me capable of insulting you. Don't! Please, don't!" + +His forgiveness was hers that moment. The wonder remained what she could +have laughed at--but all else was forgotten. She had looked into his +eyes--a pretty woman's trick, mostly always successful. When performed +with such eyes as Miss Mivvins' failure was absolutely impossible. + +"I don't think you rude. Don't think you insulting. I could not think +any ill thing of you if I tried." + +She had badly wanted to hear just some such thing. But there was that in +the tone in which he spoke it that made her flush again. She drew in her +breath; drew back a little. + +"I am so glad!" + +Miss Mivvins spoke impetuously--nervously. She to be nervous! And that, +too, in speaking to such a boyish, ingenuous individual as was Masters! +It was quite too absurd! She continued: + +"I--I should not like you to think badly of me." + +She was obviously ill at ease--the obviousness was the worst part of it. +She knew that herself; knew quite well. It was because he believed in +her! Because he trusted her so implicitly; had an almost childlike faith +in her. + +With all the other men she had known, on whom she had exerted the power +of her fascination, her woman's ways and wiles had seemed fair and +fitting. They were but part of the game, and understood by both sides of +it. The men had been men of the world--her world--armed and armoured +against her coquetry and charm. + +Flirtation in those instances had been carried to the point of a fine +art--it was part of the life she lived. But it had been flirtation, pure +and simple. Though it was amusing enough while it lasted, it had been +fencing with blunt points. + +No one had any wounds--not a scratch. Experience had taught them all to +play the game skilfully. No one had been deceived into taking things +seriously. No soul was a scrap the worse. + +But Masters was of another world than hers. Superficiality seemed +unknown to him; he put his heart into what he said and did. Playing with +life was evidently a thing unknown to him; he was in earnest; always +would be; that was his temperament. Honest himself, he believed her to +be likewise. + +What a character! Of course it appealed to her--she would not have been +a woman if it had not. He would face her woman's weapons--even her most +innocent little deceptions--unsuspecting; unarmed. To shower on him the +full force of her artillery would be grossly unfair. + +She was constrained to throw off the conventional. To don the mantle of +guilelessness--such as he wore himself. He made it impossible for her to +act otherwise. But the experience was quite a new one to her; it was the +novelty that made her nervous. To be trusted--implicitly--was +delightfully disconcerting. + +Her manner filled Masters with wonder. The key to the mysterious +nervousness was not in his possession. Again there flitted across his +mind the idea that it arose from his visit to her employer's house. + +His resolution to stay but a little time occurred to him. It would be +best to go. Yet he abhorred the idea of so speedy a parting; if only he +could----He paused. Thought a moment. Risked it; said tentatively: + +"The rain has ceased. It is damp below but bright above." + +A pause. His reference to the weather seemed out of place. She did not +know the difficulty he was experiencing in screwing his courage to the +sticking place. He continued: + +"I am walking to the end of the parade and back." + +Having voiced as much, his conversational powers failed him. He somehow +hoped that she would suggest joining him in his walk. That his ignorance +of women was of vast magnitude was evidenced by the nature of that hope. + +He was very transparent--so much so that there was no difficulty in +guessing his thoughts. She smiled. Ingenuousness was scarcely the word +for him! He should have known the impossibility of her offering to +accompany him, however much she might desire to do so. As she did not +speak he went even further, saying, with nervous awkwardness: + +"It is a warm evening--will you walk with me?" + +The smile left her face and her eyes opened wide. She was startled at +the suddenness of his request. Still more at the nature of it. Then +remembered the nature of the man. Felt too that there was owing to him +something for that unkind laugh of hers. Then there was the trend of her +own feelings! After a moment she tossed discretion to the winds; said: + +"I shall be glad to--if you wish it!" + +The words spoken, she was amazed at their utterance. Her ready +acquiescence pleased him. It voiced that honesty he thought so precious +in her, which was so sadly lacking in other women. He suspected that +another member of her sex would have raised scruples, merely that he +might flatter himself that he had overcome them. + +The absence of such coquetry in Miss Mivvins was refreshing--refreshing +as the rays of the sun after electric light. So he likened her womanhood +to other women's. He little knew what a whited sepulchre she felt +herself to be. His admiration of what she did not possess positively +hurt her. + +Leaving the room for outdoor covering, she presently returned with a +long warm cloak and her hat. Had got them from the hall; came back with +them over her arm. Having agreed to accompany him, she lost no time. + +He assisted her to put on the cloak: an expensive, fur-lined wrap. He +could not but notice that as, with trembling fingers--a nervousness born +of his touch of her--he helped to button the garment down the front. + +Microbes multiply in darkness; sunlight kills them. Her natural manner, +open as day, crushed the germ of suspicion. They left the house and +walked along the parade: in the direction of the seat at the end of it. + + + + + CHAPTER VII + + READING THE HAND + + +The moon was now shining, now obscured. A capricious, gusty wind played +fantastic tricks with dark clouds across its face. But by the time the +eastern end of the sea wall was reached the Goddess of Night had risen +clear; was shining brightly. She silvered and lighted up the rippling +waters: jewelling it as only the moon can. + +"Shall we rest for a few minutes?" + +The suggestion was Masters'. Not that he was tired. But he had that on +his mind to unload, which he felt would be easier of utterance sitting +down. + +They sat. After an awkward interval--she was afraid to help him--he +spoke again. Not without difficulty. Love-making in his novels he had +found the easiest part of his writing. He was finding reality a steed of +a totally different colour. + +In an imaginative man it is possible for imagination to be more real +than reality; just as a painting may give a truer impression than a +photograph. To Masters, just now, reality seemed frigid and limited. He +felt himself bound; tied down to--and by--hard-and-fast lines. + +Then again there was the horrible uncertainty: he was not sure. It was +necessary to feel his way. He had heard her laugh once. He did not need +a second edition of that--with himself filling the rôle of laughee. He +had no desire to figure as a larger-sized ass than was possible. Putting +stripes on a donkey does not make a zebra of it. He said slowly: + +"I have been here, to Wivernsea, regularly for years past. Have sat on +this seat scores and scores of times. Now--I shall never forget +Wivernsea or this seat." + +That was his heavily-shod method of feeling his way; of nearly putting +his foot into it. She afforded him no fragment of assistance; being a +woman, of course help was not to be expected of her. Woman is an enigma; +sympathetic to the point of soft-as-silk, heart bleeding; yet there are +times when she finds pleasure in a man's agony. Masters' speech simply +elicited the query: + +"Why?" + +He gathered boldness from the sheer impudence of her question. Felt that +it was impossible that she could have misunderstood; said: + +"I shall always link the place--and the seat--with thoughts of you." + +Her impudence had limits. She could not affect to misunderstand that. +Besides, the accelerated beating of her heart warned her. She must +change the subject. + +"The last time we were sitting here, Mr. Masters, you hurriedly broke +into the subject of palmistry, with wise prophecies of bad weather." + +"Realized prophecies! Give me that credit!" + +"Certainly; you deserve it! But tell me now--quite seriously--do you +believe in palmistry?" + +The dexterous turning of the subject annoyed him. He was, however, +compelled to reply to her question; said: + +"Seriously? Well, to an extent--yes." + +"Really?" + +"Oh, don't think I go too far! Don't for a moment suppose that I am +pretending that the geography of the future, mountains, plains--the ups +and downs of life--can be studied from the map of the hand." + +"And yet I have heard----" + +"Charlatans profess to do so? Oh, yes; scores of them. I can understand +a nimble-witted, half-a-guinea--or a guinea if she can get it--Regent +Street sibyl professing so. That is fraud; absolute downright fraud. But +I believe that much of a man's or woman's temperament, disposition, call +it what you will, can be plainly read from the lines of the hand." + +"Read mine." + +She spoke impulsively. Persuasively too, the while she pulled off her +glove. Palmistry, if it does not truly predict fate, is ofttimes +responsible for much of its direction. + +To hold her warm little hand in his--she had kept it close within the +recesses of her muff--was much too good an opportunity to let slip. He +bent over; spent quite a time on the study of the lines on her palm. He +had only the light of the moon to work by; perhaps that accounted for +the time expenditure; or perhaps he--well, anyway, he was holding her +hand all the while. + +During the task--it was a silent one--he was tempted, sore, to put his +lips in the warm centre of what he held. Possibly she divined that; +gathered it perhaps from the trembling of his fingers as they grasped +her own. Stiffening a little, she queried: + +"Well?" + +Her voice was as the application of a brake; pulled him up. Tightening +his hold on himself he loosened his tongue. + +"Temperament first," he answered. +"Passionate--wilful--affectionate--hasty----" + +The reading was wound up at that point. The cataloguer paused, as it +were, in the middle of his list. In astonishment she asked: + +"Why do you stop? Is that all you can read?" + +"No--no. But my belief--my faith--is shaken!" + +Just a faint tremor in the voice--it was not unnoticed by him--as she +asked: + +"Faith? In what?" + +He fenced. Did not like to shape words around what he thought he read. +The truth is not always pleasant. So it was that he answered: + +"Palmistry as a science." + +The woman's voice was steadied again. There was a ring of merriment in +it, ridiculing his seriousness, as she said-- + +"Why this shaken faith? Because of what you read in my hand?" + +"M'yes." + +"Tell me----" + +"No. What I have read--the indications--I know to be wrong. This is a +rude shock to my credence! I shall never again believe in palmistry's +infallibility!" + +"Tell me?" + +She spoke impatiently; her curiosity was well aroused. Scrutinizing her +hand with interest; wholly disbelieving him, she said imperatively: + +"What do you read?" + +"There seemed to be indicated characteristics there, the exact opposite +of those you possess." + +"Tell me?" + +"No." + +She drew her hand away a trifle angrily: obstinacy opposed to curiosity +is as flint to steel. Fingers, trembling a little, began putting on her +glove. The look in her eyes could not be truthfully described as +softness; all the same it was very becoming. + +He was not insensible of her feeling, for the birth of which he was +responsible. Just restrained her: put his hand out on to hers. A simple +act, but one he performed more gravely than the occasion warranted; +said: + +"Don't be angry." + +Then hesitated; conscious, now he had spoken, that the admonition--by +presupposing cause for it--was not likely to improve matters. Felt that +he had put a large-sized foot into it. + +"Angry!" + +The glitter in her eyes, as she repeated his word, warned him that his +intuition was correct; made him say: + +"Well--annoyed." + +"You are so--so provoking!" + +"I am sorry----" + +"No, you are not! You are not sorry a little bit!" + +"Believe me----" + +"If you were sorry for your rudeness----" + +"Rudeness!" + +"Yes!" + +She spoke with a certain tone of defiance; her anger blinding her to the +fitness of things--he was really but an acquaintance; continued: + +"I think so. Tell me, what did you read?" + +His silence incensed her more. Tapping her foot impatiently at his +manifest reluctance to answer, she went on: + +"What does it matter? You say you read the exact opposite of the truth." + +"If you insist----" + +She was in buckram in a moment; pride stiffened her. Drawing herself up, +she interrupted him; spoke with an imperious little gesture: + +"Oh, no! I have no right to do that. I merely asked." + +Miss Mivvins rose to her feet: a woman's way of terminating an +interview. In his sorrow--disappointment--once more he touched her hand +restrainingly. + +"Please sit down." + +The note of pleading sounded in his voice. Then--surely his good angel +whispered him which line to strike out--he added: + +"Don't go yet. You are right--I was wrong." + + + + + CHAPTER VIII + + A SOFT GOOD NIGHT + + +Masters took his stand on that apology and made capital out of it. Miss +Mivvins resumed her seat. With all his ignorance of the treatment women +expected--out of books--he had acted in strict consonance with the sex's +idea of the fitness of things. + +To own up to the rightness of the woman you are talking with, and your +own wrong, is as oil to machinery. It is an almost infallible way of +worming yourself into the woman's good graces; rarely fails. Its lack of +truth is compensated for by its success: the Jesuitical theory that the +end justifies the means. + +"Why I said the exact opposite, was because in your hand there are +lines"--he was holding her hand in his now; holding it tightly as if he +did not want it to slip away again--"which signify love of +admiration--society--entertainment--jewels--riches--luxury--noise-- +bustle and excitement." + +She listened to the catalogue in silence--save for the eloquence of the +lashes of her eyes. + +"And if," she queried after a moment, "if I confessed to all that--that +you had read correctly--what then?" + +He smiled, so certain was he of the falsity of his catalogue: that her +character was very different from his delineation. + +"At the risk of your again calling me rude," he answered, "I should say +you were speaking falsely." + +"Why?" + +"Because in Nature's library there is a more truthful book to read than +that of the hand--the face." + +She started; he had commenced the perusal of what he referred to. Her +slight blush was hidden; a kindly cloud passed over the moon at the +moment. + +"I have read that face of yours--read it again and again. I read it each +time I see you, I read it even when I do not see you; your face is never +away from me now." + +His voice had grown very soft. Having taken his courage in both hands he +made the first real movement in their little comedy. There followed on +his speech a slight pause--an interval filled in, as it were, by the +provision of accompanying music: the rippling surge. + +She essayed to draw her hand away--not putting too much heart in the +attempt. He needed to make no superhuman effort to be successful in its +retention. + +"Do you know that you are the cause of my destruction of three-fourths +of a story I have written?" + +Her astonishment at his utterance was due to the fact that she did not +at all understand him. + +"I? Why?" + +"The day we met here--a red-letter day in the calendar of my life--when +first we sat together on this seat, I was dissatisfied with the heroine +I was creating: she was not good enough. You came; I put you in my book; +put you in the place of the creation I had been dissatisfied with--the +study from life was so much better. And it was so simple; I never had to +wander or imagine things about her. She was always--is always--before +me." + +She persisted in her affected disregard--a poor sort of performance--of +the meaning in his voice; asked: + +"How have you painted her--me?" + +"Unsophisticated, ingenuous, frank, guileless. She comes into the life +of a man who has lived away from women, who has never believed in them, +never wanted to. She makes the man see the error of his ways; leads him +out of the darkness and blackness of his night into the brightness of +her day. She becomes his sun." + +His words, the manner of their utterance, made her bosom rise and fall. +The deep earnestness in his voice would have moved a much harder heart +than hers. + +"And he?" + +His eyes lighted up as, in reply to that question, he began a sort of +description of himself. + +"He thanks God for the light! Lives! Lives! Sees things in life he never +saw before. She has thrown a searchlight on the barrenness of his +solitude: shown him its poverty. He realizes that it is not good for man +to live alone." + +An onlooker just then would have imagined her sole object in life to be +the boring of a hole in the tarred path. She was watching her toe at +work with an engrossment of the most, apparently, intense kind. + +"And all this--these ideas--were born of my--our--chance meetings?" + +"Yes! My work became easier; there was no labour. Your face was as a +book to me; an open book. I just seemed to copy from it what was written +there. But as for chance--who can say? Chance is but unseen direction." + +The caress in his voice made itself felt. Ignoring the latter part of +his speech she made hurried reply: + +"And you read all this in my face? My face which contradicts my hand +so?" + +So earnest was he, that he grew almost petulant over the wilful +misunderstanding, her changing of the subject; said: + +"Let the reading of the hand go. I am content with the face." + +Looking up, she realized that his eager eyes were fixed earnestly on +her. Saw in them the smouldering fire waiting for the smallest draught +to lick it into flame. + +"Are you reading it now? Don't you know"--with a nervous little +laugh--"that it is very rude to stare so?" + +He felt reminded of the action of an engine's piston: his heart was +pumping so furiously. + +"Don't," he urged. "Please don't say so. It would wipe out half the +happiness of your presence if----" + +That eagerness of his must be checked! There was no knowing how far it +would lead! She stepped behind the lattice of conventionality. + +"It is growing late." She was on her feet; used the interview terminator +again. "We must be returning." + +He drew in his breath; was so afraid. Struggled in vain to control his +rebellious pulse; fancied he had gone too far. Tried to retrace his +steps and found--as most of us do--walking backwards gracefully to be a +matter difficult of performance. + +"I have not offended you by speaking as I have done, the truth?" + +"Offended!" + +She spoke shortly. Just repeated his word, not being in a mood for the +making of long speeches; added: + +"Oh no!... Now let us be going." + +They went. Homeward bound the conversation perched on stilts; seemed +artificially out of reach; a reserve had sprung up between them. Both +were making obvious efforts to be natural. Masters was appreciative of +the fact that his own were a sickly failure. + +At her gate she assumed merriment; a transparent, fraudulent kind of +mirth. Said laughingly, one hand on the latch, the other ready to place +in his: + +"And now, Mr. Prophet, what of the morrow? Think you will it hail, rain, +wind or snow?" + +It was not infectious, that merriment of hers. She had fallen on the +first subject in Valapuk: the weather. Staple of English intercourse, +how many can deny it a debt of gratitude? Common ground--a national +heritage whereon we can disport ourselves at ease. + +"Rain, I am afraid." He looked round. "Those banks of clouds augur +badly." + +"You are not a comforting sort of prophet! Assumption of your +correctness means confinement to the house all day." + +"Yes." + +He looked at her as he answered. The glance made it hardly a laconic +reply.... She stretched out her hand. With the light in her +forget-me-not eyes full on, said: + +"Good-bye." + +Taking her hand--his retention of it was for a period considerably +longer than is considered quite good form in Mayfair--he asked: + +"If a wet day--to-morrow, you know--I shall not see you at all, shall +I?" + +Those eloquent lashes of hers helped her speech as she replied: + +"It may clear in the evening, as it did to-day. I may not take Gracie +out in the damp. But, unless it rains, I shall take my own walk in the +evening." + +Even a smaller mercy would have made him thankful. He enquired eagerly: + +"At eight o'clock?" + +The fringes lifted, giving him what he extravagantly labelled a glimpse +of Heaven. In the moonlight he saw all the glory of her eyes, as she +answered: + +"Yes." + +He had never thought it possible that room could be found for so +delightful a tone in a woman's voice, as was in Miss Mivvins' utterance +of that one-syllable word. + +"If you should find me walking on the parade at that time," he +suggested, "you--you would not be displeased?" + +She looked at him again. What she read prompted her to think him +deserving some little reward. Casting her eyes down to her hand, which +he was still holding, and lowering her voice too, till it was almost a +half-whisper, she said: + +"What--what would you think if I said that----" + +She hesitated--stopped. Quite eagerly he endeavoured to help her on; +interjected: + +"Yes?" + +"That I might be disappointed if I did not see you?" + +The sigh he drew was of a plumbless nature. He answered, his soul in his +utterance: + +"You will not be disappointed." + +The sweetest of sweet tones, speaking in the low, tremulous voice which +may say so little but mean so much: + +"Good-night!" + +A grip of her hand that almost hurt her; a light in his eyes which had +never found place there before, and he echoed her final words: + +"Good-night!" + +Softness in both their voices, in their whole manner. A reciprocated +hand pressure. + +So they parted. + + + + + CHAPTER IX + + OVER THE GARDEN WALL + + +Miss Mivvins was very full of thought of the man who had left her; he +was full to the point of over-brimming of thought of her. They were +soulful thoughts, which lasted them both till sleep closed the windows +of their souls. + +In the case of the man the eyelids remained wide open till the grey dawn +flushed rosily before the rising sun. Even then he dreamt: of her. + +Later, when he awoke, it was evident that a halo of success would +surround his weather prophecy. His prediction of wet turned out correct: +it rained nearly all day. But Cupid must have bribed Pluvius; the rain +ceased to fall as the grey of evening closed down on the day. + +Then they met again. It was a walk only; a walk up and down the front. +She did not feel equal to trusting herself on that seat again. Did not +trust him--or herself. + +A moonlight night, a murmuring sea and a man with eyes of greater +eloquence than his tongue possessed--decidedly she thought it was best +to avoid sitting down. + +Miss Mivvins did not altogether seem herself; was nothing like so bright +as she had been before. The sweet mouth never parted in laughter once +during all the walk. It was a new mood to him; one in which he could +find no pleasantness. + +He taxed her with it; something was worrying her. He would have liked to +plainly ask what, that he might lighten or at least share the trouble. +She, not admitting it, endeavoured to shake off the depression. + +As their good-byes were uttered, he exhibited a surprising fertility in +the invention of hints of meetings again. She, for reasons known to +herself, did not take them. + +The weather afforded her a shield; she switched the conversation on to +that. Clouds were shaping ominously; there was a prospect of more foul +weather on the breaking of the morrow. So was avoided any open reference +to another evening walk when they parted. + +Clouds, of another kind, seemed to envelop him. He had counted so on the +meeting; had watched the ticking away of the hours till the fall of +eventide: and after, till eight o'clock came. + +All the warmth of the previous evening, all his delicious anticipation, +was eclipsed by the frigidity of to-night. He felt like one for whom the +sun has set while it is yet day. + +He worried himself to the point of haggardness: being a man possessed of +strong emotions. Walked home mind-laden with fear that he had done or +said something to offend her. Racking his brain, yet failed to find a +record; could not imagine what had been his sin. + +His slumber was not of the peaceful kind. Although his dreams were of +her--the woman his waking thoughts were so full of--they were not of the +pleasant kind of yesternight. Again, too, he saw the red fringe in the +east grow into dawn before he slept. + +A warm, drizzling rainy day; so he found the weather on awaking. So warm +that at breakfast he had his window open; his landlady referred to the +condition of things as being muggy. That was not the only speech of hers +he heard that morning. + +The proverb about listeners and the good things they hear occurred to +him. By reason of the open window he was unable to avoid overhearing a +conversation. It was carried on between the next door landlady and his +own. + +Masters would have scorned a suggestion of eavesdropping. He was aroused +from the depths of the morning paper, in the columns of which he was +immersed, by hearing his own name spoken. That is usually a call to +attention to most of us. The voice of the neighbour reached him: + +"Yes. My Liza saw 'em walking together, so to speak. Lord, 'e don't look +a gent like that, do 'e? But you never know, do you? As I was only +sayin' to Mrs. Robinson this very mornin', quiet ones is always the +wust. She's a 'ot lot, and no mistake!" + +"Are you sure it was my lodger?" + +The inquiry was from his own landlady. He recognized her voice, low +pitched as it was: there were top notes in it she could never eliminate. +The answer came over the garden wall: + +"My Liza ain't a fool, I give you my word! There, as I says, you never +know, do you? It don't always do to judge by 'pearances. Your ground +floor looks as if butter wouldn't melt in his mouth, as the sayin' is. +But she--there! You can tell with 'alf-an-eye what she is." + +"Yes. I s'pose there ain't no mistake about that. Fine feathers don't +always make fine birds." + +"She's going about, in a manner of speaking, plainly dressed too, just +now. Ev you noticed it? I see her with my own eyes in Juggins' shop +without a single ring on her finger! She as used to ev a 'alf-dozen +sparkling di'monds on each 'and." + +"Pawned 'em, perhaps." + +"No fear! She knows your lodger's well-to-do, and she's working 'im for +all 'es wuth, as the sayin' is. Lor! She's up to snuff, I can tell you. +As I was sayin' to Mrs. Smith, them kind of women is up to every thing." + +A voice, presumably the tones of the afore-mentioned Liza, broke in. The +next door neighbour was being called; some one was enquiring about +lodgings. The conversation ended with the suddenness of an eye's +twinkling. + +Little as Masters had heard, he was the whole day trying to digest it. +Material for thought was there: a pregnancy of horrible suggestions. + +As to his work, he did not write a line; could not read a paragraph. +After the manner of a caged beast walked up and down the room. When at +last he sat, sheer exhaustion was the compelling force. + +His mid-day meal was turned over on his plate; any idea of eating it was +out of the question; it was taken away practically untouched. He had no +room for physical food; he was so very full just then of mental +provender. One dominating thought reigned over all others. What +should--what could he do? + +His habit was to drink a cup of tea in the early afternoon. His landlady +entered bearing a little tray. Whilst she was spreading its contents, +the thoughts consuming him found vent. He said: + +"Don't go away--for a moment. I want to ask you something." + +"Yes, sir?" + +"You know Ivy Cottage--on the front? Do you know who lives there?" + +She looked at him for a moment before answering. An autumn bird needs +careful handling; if it takes flight the nest remains empty till the +following summer. She passed her tongue over the thin lips which framed +it; said warily: + +"No, sir. That is to say, not their present names." + +Memory's finger pointed out the conversation of the morning over the +garden wall; this woman's share in it. He knew she was lying. His anger +against things in general was smouldering; something to let it loose on +would be a relief. Why this deceit and mystery? + +The wisdom of keeping his foot on the brake was known to him. He was +wise enough, too, to grasp the fact that a man in a temper weakens his +armour. There was battle to be done; he meant having it out before the +woman left his room. + +"Is that altogether correct?" he inquired. "Surely you must, living in +this place, have heard?" + +"Oh!" + +Exclamation with a vinegary shake of her head. She was standing now with +her mittened hands crossed, prepared evidently for a long talk; +continued: + +"We hear plenty about them, sir!" + +"You know the master of the house?" + +"Not the present one, sir--if there is one just now!" + +In shaping the deep lines round her mouth his satanic majesty had surely +held the graver! Masters thought the meaning smile with which she let +loose the innuendo positively hideous in its suggestiveness. His +inflammable emotions rendered it difficult for him to get proper control +of his voice as he enquired: + +"The mistress, then?" + +Impatience in the tone of his voice. He had hoped to elicit replies +without this direct inquiry. Felt ashamed of himself the while he +probed. It was not a feeling the woman shared. She answered: + +"Oh, yes, sir." + +The readiness of her answer was apparent. She was the kind of woman to +whom slander was a dainty morsel to be tongue-rolled. Her own tongue +became as the pen of a ready writer. It sickened the questioner, but he +continued: + +"And the governess?" + +Vigorous shaking of the woman's head again. In the same +redolent-of-sourness style, too, as she answered: + +"There is no governess there, sir. The only servints is the cook and +'ousemaid and the odd boy." + +He knew that to be a lie! Hope, that he had thought entombed, rose +again. One thing incorrect, why not all? He said sharply: + +"You are mistaken!" + +"I don't think so, sir." + +Again that hideous smile. Accompanied this time by a pitying expression; +pity for his simplicity! He was like the generality of men--writhed +under pity. It acted on him with the irritation of a rasp. He, however, +controlled himself sufficiently to enquire: + +"A tall, fair, blue-eyed young lady?" + +The description elicited a second edition of the pity--third of the head +shaking--as the woman answered: + +"That's the mistress, sir." + +It is difficult to keep a watchful eye ever on the safety valve. The +indignation within him was seething to boiling point. He was getting up +steam so rapidly as to create the impression that his emotions were +arranged on the principle of the tubular boiler. He blurted out: + +"I tell you, you are wrong! Her name is Miss Mivvins!" + +Combination of every unpleasant wrinkle that the human face is capable +of assuming, as she replied, with the incisiveness of a knife cut: + +"Very likely that's one of her names, sir! Now I come to remember, I did +once in a shop 'ear her called so--called so by her own child." + +That was the last straw! the safety valve was discarded. He blurted out: + +"Her--own--child!" + +"Yes. The little girl who's always with her. The one with the carity +'air as some people calls orebin." + +Amazement! Consternation! Disappointment! A combination of these +feelings, and many other indescribable ones, made him break out with: + +"Then--then she is married?" + +All the subtle devilish suggestions in her came to the surface. To +emphasize the point of her answer, slow head-shaking was necessary: + +"I couldn't say as to that, sir." + +She smiled too that horrible smile again! The desire to speak evil of +others assails some natures irresistibly. She really could not +resist--October lodger or no lodger. + +"Thank you. That will do." + +He managed to dismiss her so, and the landlady left the room. She was +fearful of having gone a little too far; yet was filled with the +complacency with which such utterances--to such natures--is fruitful. + +Yes, he was alone--but such a loneliness! + + + + + CHAPTER X + + THE LITTLE WINGED GOD + + +The closing of the door behind his landlady was unheard by Masters. He +did not move from the position in which the woman had left him for many, +very many minutes. + +When at last he rose, lifting his head, he caught sight of his own +reflection in the mirror. Started back, almost cried out: there was such +a deathly pallor covering his face. + +His mouth felt as parched as Sahara. Mechanically he mixed a whisky and +soda: drank it off. Then laughed. Not a pleasant mirth; one of those +built up on a sob. + +Then self-raillery: the old, old, ever sought useless salve. What a +fool! What a fool he was to care! A woman! Just as he had always +pictured them--always till the book he was now engaged on. When he +thought how chaste and good and pure his last heroine was, on paper, he +laughed again. The same laugh; with the same choking painful little +catch-in-the-throat in it too. + +He thought he had lost his ideals long ago; we are apt to flatter +ourselves so. But their death is hard; they live on--unknown even to +ourselves--to appear before us like some new star of whose existence we +know nothing. Make it our guiding star, and we are--when it sinks below +the horizon of fate--as children crying in the night. + +The mantel clock chimed seven times. Masters' attention was thereby +drawn to the fact that it was half-past that hour. Lodging-house clocks +are not without their peculiarities; the fulfilled ambition of this +particular one was to be half-an-hour behind time. + +Masters started, too, at the sound. Memory of his neglected work came to +him. Lying on his desk was a bundle of corrected galley proofs, which +should have been posted to his publisher. Now it was too late: the post +bag would be made up. + +He was annoyed that he had allowed the incident--he was miserably +failing in trying to label it so to himself--to interrupt the routine of +his work. Another glance at the clock and he kicked off his slippers and +horned on his shoes. + +Putting on a cap, fastening his greatcoat as he went, he hurried railway +stationwards. For all the thickness of his coat he was not warm. There +was a coldness around his heart as if it were icebound. + +The last up-train left at eight o'clock. In October the passengers made +no great demand on the guard's attention; in the season he might have +been, with justness, likened to a sardine packer. Entrustment of the +bundle of proofs, to be posted by the railway man on arrival in London, +was an easily arranged matter. + +Crossing the hand with a piece of silver is as effective with the +average guard as it is with a gipsy: the oracle is worked thereby. The +proofs would reach the publisher by first post in the morning. + +Masters had effected this arrangement by five minutes to eight; five +minutes before the scheduled time for the train's departure for London. +Having lighted a cigar in the shelter of the waiting-room doorway, he +buttoned up his coat, prepared for his return walk home. + +As--buttoned up, cigar in mouth--he emerged from the station's +precincts, he could not fail to observe the lights in the back windows +of Ivy Cottage. The bungalow stood not three minutes' walk away. + +That he should have avoided, he knew; but the night was dark; he would +not be seen. Moreover, he was in no way different from other moths who +ever flutter round candles. + +So, more or less unconsciously, he was attracted; slowly walked in the +direction of the light. The little god with wings is as experienced in +the use of the magnet as the dart. + +The corner of the road, which the rear of the house faced, was reached. +Suddenly the back door of the house was opened. By the light in the +passage behind he saw a man and a woman silhouetted in the door-frame, +evidently engaged in actions of a farewell. + +The woman had her arms lovingly round the man's neck. She fervently +kissed him--his lips--again and again. Her sorrow at the parting was +apparently of the deepest kind; at times she applied her handkerchief to +her eyes. Not a detail of the incident escaped the attention of the man +in the road. + +Masters stood quite still watching them. Not an act due to ill-breeding: +he was for the moment simply incapable of movement. Had his existence +depended on a forward step, Death would have added another name to his +list. + +The couple came out in the garden; walked towards the gate. The path led +straight from the door; the hall lamp still showed him the positions: +the woman's arms clinging around the man. + +It was well he stood in the shadow on that road; well that they were so +occupied as to prevent their noticing him. Perhaps the iron that had +entered into his soul travelled viâ his face. That would account for the +seared look on it. It was as the face of the dead. + +So different. Ah! So different had he thought her. Had linked up, in his +mind, the purity of the snow in connexion with her. This was the woman +he had pictured; who was ever so before him that his pen seemed animated +when he handled it to describe her. + +His thoughts--edged with keen bitterness and self-contempt--went back to +the pure, guileless heroine in his book. Had he been capable of laughter +at himself, for being a fool, his mirth would have been of the greatest +heartiness just then. + +The couple at the gate parted; the watcher was not very clear how. What +followed being--by reason of a sort of indescribable veil or mist which +enveloped him--blurred, almost hidden from him. Dazed as was his +condition, he was cognizant that the man crossed the road, ran past up +the pathway to the station. Then came the sound of a whistle, followed +by the rumbling of the departing train. + +Footsteps! He knew them--short as had been his acquaintance with +them--along the gravel path; then the door of Ivy Cottage was shut. The +blackness of the night could not have been heavier than the thoughts he +was alone with. Ideas of things seemed to grow more entangled and +confused every instant. + +From the moment that he had despatched his parcel, he had been mentally +accusing himself of folly of the highest class. Did so whilst lighting +his cigar and on the way from the booking office--with the back of Ivy +Cottage fronting him. Why had he believed those wretched over-the-wall +gossips, when there was the face--those soulful eyes--of the woman +herself to look into? + +That he had listened to and questioned his landlady was an insult to the +woman of whom his mind was so full. He knew how those glorious, +plumbless blue eyes of hers would flash contempt for him did she but +know: she must never know! Standing there--near the house which +enshrined what he thought the dearest and best in the world--he almost +cursed himself. For his folly in doubting her. His future faith should +obliterate the memory of that moment. + +Then--then the back door had opened! It was a shock; a horrible shock. +But there was confirmation of what he had been told. The scales fell +from his eyes. + +Minutes--they seemed to him centuries--passed. The mist before his eyes +cleared away; the veiling disappeared. But he felt that it would not be +a display of wisdom to turn homewards, just yet. + +Masters was a sensitive--hyper-sensitive is perhaps a better word--man. +To rub up against inquiries from a garrulous landlady as to his health +would prove more irritating than sand paper. He knew that his appearance +would provoke comment; felt how he looked; determined to try and walk +the look off. + +By setting his face eastward, continuing on the station road for a mile +or so, he would come out on the shore at what was known as The Gap. By +walking along the sands therefrom, past the private owner's wall, he +would be able to mount to the parade by the steps which faced his seat. + +Lips tightened and his fingers clenched when he remembered the reference +to this as "our" seat. The walk would do him good; he laughed a little +at that last idea. As if, he thought, anything in the whole world would +ever do him any good again! + +Shaken faith is a wound that smarts acutely; the only surgeon able to +apply a salve is Time. + + + + + CHAPTER XI + + THE VOICE IN THE DARKNESS + + +It was a fitful night; one on which the clouds travelled swiftly. One +moment the brightness of a silvering moon; the next comparative +darkness. When the extinguishers hid the lamp of night, the illumination +of the heavens was left to the stars. + +There was sufficient light for Masters to find his way over the +breakwaters without stumbling. At times, though, despite the brightness +of the moon, his eyes saw dimly. With a swiftness bred of anger he +knuckled the dimness away, cursing his own irrepressible folly the +while. + +His heart--soul--was full to bursting point. If he could only laugh, he +thought; only laugh at himself! What an immense, great big thing it +would be! + +Walking, smart walking, was the only relief he experienced; physical +exertion was reputedly an antidote to mental excitement. He felt +sufficient energy to have moved on indefinitely. Wished he could walk on +till he fell from exhaustion. In that there would have been +satisfaction; rest, at any rate. Rest from that tumultuous tide of +recrimination surging in his brain. + +His anger was directed against himself; no one else. It upsprung from +the fact that he had been such a fool, such an utter, absolute fool, as +to be gulled by a woman! Scoffingly he told himself that anger against +her would be unfair; that her behaviour had been merely typical of her +sex! + +He, who had ever with his pen written against womankind--until at last +reviewers had spoken of his work as being that of a woman-hater--to have +fallen such an easy victim to the first siren who spread her snare for +him! The thought was fuel to the maddening fever in possession of him. + +Then came before him her face; those sweet, eloquent, soulful eyes! +Well, he endeavoured to comfort himself with the thought that any man +would have fallen a victim as he had done. The amount of comfort in it, +though, would have found resting-place on a needle's point. + +There was an underlying reason for the failure. Granted that his ideal +was shattered, he still loved its ruins. Therein lay the hopelessness of +it all--and he knew it. Striding on, he savagely kicked out of his way, +now and then, a stone. Poor sort of relief again. + +The configuration of the coast line brought him to an abrupt standstill. +The cliff, jutting out, was met by a barrier of high rocks. These latter +were overgrown with seaweed of the slipperiest sort: defiance bidding. +Nature's sudden intervention in his proceedings produced a corresponding +interruption in his thoughts. + +Why should he think about this woman any longer? She was not worth +wasting thought over. He had been happy enough without her--before he +knew her. So he would be happy without her still. + +Cut the thought of her clean out of his mind; out of his heart. That, he +told himself, was the correct thing to do. Life should be for him as if +he had never seen her, never looked into the unfathomable depths of +those forget-me-not eyes. It would be quite easy; a little effort of +will was needed--that was all. + +All that he meant; every word of it. Framed a resolution that he looked +on as adamantine. But he ignored an important factor; made no allowance +for the strange vitality of that prolific pure white flower: Love. + +The axe of common sense may be laid to the root of the tree; may cut it +down root and branch. Still one small remaining tendril, hidden from the +sight, will work its way into the heart; spread and grow until in its +magnitude it overshadows every other thought. Such is love. + +Masters reached the steps which led up from the sands to the seat. +Standing at their base, he looked away in the direction of the sea. It +was easy to mark the spot where Gracie had worked so hard with spade and +pail. + +He thought of the child with a pang of pity. For his heart had gone out +to her; he had been captivated by her loving, winsome ways. Even now his +eyes rested on where Gracie had built her last castle. He could mentally +see her gleesomely watching the waters overflowing the moat and +gradually sweeping down the castle's inverted pail-shaped turrets. + +Gracie! Poor little soul! And so she, whom he had mistaken for the +governess--this woman--was the mother of that incarnation of innocence +and purity! What of the child's future? He shuddered to think of it; it +was horrible; all horrible in the extreme. + +Well, he would go home to his lodgings. First he would look again--for +the last time--on that portion of the sands. For he felt that he would +never be able to come there again. He would have been thankful for a +breeze just then: his brow was feeling so fevered. + +Perhaps there was more air on the seawall; he would test it, pass up the +steps. There was the seat to avoid looking at; the seat whereon they had +both sat reading--heart reading heart. Where had been born to him the +happiest moment in life: love's awakening. + +There was other history about the seat too: pencil created. Thereon, +before that meeting, had been born heroes and heroines, wicked men and +wicked women. All to be bound together and pressed between covers later +on, to gladden or sadden readers' hearts. + +Living a romance is less alluring than writing one: Masters found it so. +He had been wont to believe in the parts he cast his characters for. He +was learning! + +Stumbling up the steps on to the wall, he started to walk home. But he +halted, suddenly, before he had taken half-a-dozen paces. No drill +sergeant's command ever brought up an absent-minded beggar on parade as +did the words which fell on his ear. + +"I thought that was you, Mr. Masters!" + +Her voice! The voice of his shattered idol! The same voice: just as +fresh and soft and kind as ever! Her voice, speaking to him! Could it +be? Or was it a dream simply, a chimera of his brain? Or was this +voice--this voice ringing, singing in his ears now--the result of his +highly fevered imagination only? + +He feared to turn his head to see. To know whether it was in reality the +woman for whom he had been ready to lay down his life--whom he had +considered a princess among women; chaste, pure, modest; whose +dethronation had been so recent. Whom he had come to think of as soiled. + +Yes! She was there before him in the flesh! This perfidious parody of +perfection, this transmuted ideal. He waited for a moment motionless; +then raised his cap--a merely mechanical act. + +Besides, being a woman, whatever else she might be, she was exempt from +rudeness at his hands. + +Her sex protected her. + + + + + CHAPTER XII + + MISUNDERSTANDINGS + + +"Aren't you going to sit on Our Seat? Or don't you need a rest?" + +It was said archly; the significant reference to Our Seat, subtly +conveyed. She seemed to have shaken off the depression of yesterday. Was +herself; her own blithe, bright self again. + +Mechanically Masters accepted the implied invitation; sat. There ensued +silence; a silence which told more than speech. Not the silence which +breathes of sweet accord between two understanding hearts. + +She, on her part, was filled with wonder--expectancy--an undefined sense +of something being wrong. He was not insensible of the fact that the +plumage of his dove was rustling. No woman could, of course, endure such +treatment. + +The need for speech on his part was plain: but, somehow, he was at a +loss for words. Was yet alive to the fact that she would read his +speechlessness her own way: would set him down as guilty of caddish +behaviour. The silence became tense: the strain was fast becoming +unbearable. + +But little time passed; she got to her feet--being the kind of woman +quick to take offence. The insult was felt the more acutely because, she +told herself, she was alone to blame: had simply courted it, brought it +on herself. + +She had wanted to meet this man. Had hurried on to the parade with the +feeling in her heart that it would be good to meet him. Had sat on the +seat for a minute's rest and a faint sense of grief that she had not +encountered him on her walk. Had been thinking disconsolately of walking +home, when she was rendered joyful by his presence. + +And then--to be treated like that! Had she offended him? Such a +possibility passed rapidly through her mind; was as rapidly rejected as +a theory untenable. Did he disapprove of her coming there alone, at that +time? + +She knew that some men were punctilious in regard to such matters. But +he--natural, unconventional as he was himself--surely it could not be +that. His voice interrupted her reflections. In a husky, strained tone, +looking neither right nor left, but aimlessly in front of him, he said: + +"Nice, fine evening, isn't it?" + +Another credit note to our fickle climate! But the utter incongruity of +the remark, the exceedingly strange tone of his voice, caused her to +wheel round and look at him. Then she saw. The moon chanced to be free +from clouds just then; its pale beams accentuated the lividity of +Masters' face. + +"Oh, my God! you are ill! What has happened--an accident? What can I do +for you?" + +As she was quick of thought so she was quick of movement. In a moment +was kneeling beside him--all the annoyance and hastily-aroused temper +gone to the winds. Only her helpful woman's instinct aching to be of +service to him: to the man she loved. + +"It is nothing. Don't--please. Don't worry yourself." + +Impulsively her arms went up to his shoulders in sheer sympathy and +kindliness. All the stiffness, all the resentment, left her. She was +only just plainly and simply a woman. + +That being the case, her womanly pride was relegated to a back seat. Her +precious dignity went down in value; right down to nil. It was not in +the question at all--that question she asked as she gave herself to the +needs of the moment; asked with real anxiety: + +"Tell me--what to do?" + +The light was there on her face, in her eyes! Oh, unmistakably there! +The light which yesterday he had prayed he might see; that he had +yearned for with his heart and soul. Her soft beautiful radiant eyes +were looking with eager, tearful anxiety into his own. + +For a moment--the influence of the moment and forgetfulness in +combination--he felt that he must grasp, grip, strain her to him. Hold +her in one long, lasting embrace. Then--he remembered! That an hour back +she had been clinging to, looking into another man's face with the same +tearful eyes! Oh, the excellence, super-excellence, of her acting! He +would have given a king's ransom for the ability to laugh just then--at +himself. + +Could it be--could it? For a brief instant he doubted. The next moment +blamed himself for being a fool. But not a blind fool--oh, no! He had +the evidence of his own eyes: the evidence for the prosecution. + +Most of us, under such circumstances, willingly take upon ourselves the +threefold responsibility of witness, jury and judge. It is instinctive +in most men: the desire to ladle out justice. But the appeal court +sometimes oversets the decisions; Justice is not infallible--perhaps her +blindness has something to do with it. + +Few of us betray modesty when wearing the ermine. The more rigorously we +silence the opposing counsel--the evidence of our own hearts--the more +we pride ourselves on our impartiality, our exemplary Roman-fatherly +administration of justice. We are apt to ignore any talk of a Court of +Appeal; arrogate to ourselves supreme wisdom. + +Curiously enough, the more severe the sentence we pronounce, the more we +rise in our own estimation. The rise may not be permanent--seldom is; +but while we are at the high water mark of self-assurance we generally +make the most of the tide. The sailing along on it is helped by the wind +of serene self-complacency; we sun ourselves in vanity of our prowess. +Forgetfulness is there; that the tide--like the proverbial lane or +worm--has a knack of turning. + +The dominant note in Masters at the moment was anger. That such a woman +should have power over men. He mentally thanked God that her power over +him was of the past. Laid the flattering unction to his soul that +perhaps he was cleaner-minded than his fellows. Man applies curious +ointments to his wounds! + +But that thankfulness did not arrest his anger; made it the greater +perhaps. He was hardly in a state of that judicial calm which should +characterize dispassionate inquiry. Being angry, he spoke--after the +manner of the angry man--foolishly; said brutally: + +"This has been a busy evening with you. Don't you get tired of hugging +men? I am the second in one hour." + +For a moment she made no movement, no sound--save of the quick indrawing +of her breath. It was as if some icy blast had suddenly assailed and +frozen her to the spot. Her face retained the same look; she was too +amazed--not understanding--too astonished to do more than look. He went +on mercilessly: + +"I saw the parting at your back door; I was passing. Saw you slobbering +over a man there as you seem inclined to slobber over me." + +It was as if he had struck her! She drew in her breath so that it +sounded whistle-like. Fell back; extending her arms, seemed as if she +would push him from her as something unclean. In colourlessness her face +rivalled his. + +"How dare you----" + +Those words were shaped on her white lips. Then she stopped. The lips +trembled, tightened. Rising to her feet, the indignation in her eyes as +she looked down at him completed the sentence. + +He laughed; that laugh with the underlying sobbing catch in it, for his +laughter was not born of merriment. Said, righteous indignation shining +in his own eyes too: + +"Dare! What do you mean? The witnessing of it, or telling you of it?" + +She scorned reply; he was really too contemptible! Yet the woman in her +bubbled to the surface; she could not resist an effort to hurt him: + +"And you--you played the spy!" + +A raising of his shoulders, a lowering of his eyes, as he answered: + +"Call it so if you wish." + +He really did not care what she thought of him; plainly showed that. The +indifference roused her; she tried again. Spoke with forced +quietness--standing a little way from him--her voice full of contempt: + +"There is a man bearing your name in the High Street: a blacksmith. I +could understand such behaviour on his part. But--a--gentleman!" + +Her satisfaction came then: she had hurt. A deep flush streamed over his +face, then faded altogether away, except for two red streaks. + +"Am I not behaving as one?" + +Keenly sensitive to her rebuke, he spoke half-apologetically. The +bitterness of the incident was making him more himself. Brought home to +him, forcefully, the irony of things. + +"Pray pardon me." He rose and stepped towards her. "Will you allow me to +see you home?" + +"Don't touch me!" + +There seemed an absolute fire burning in her eyes, so intense was her +scorn. She could not have shrunk from him, or found him more repellent, +had he been a leper. Her eyes seemed to scorch him. + +He knew himself to be in the right; knew it perfectly well; beyond the +shadow of a doubt. But standing before that searing indignation, it was +he who appeared to be in the wrong, even to himself--his inmost self. + +Such treatment hurt. Thought of the gross unfairness of it too was +positively stinging. He who was suffering--the victim--to be put in the +wrong! To be arraigned by the victimiser! + +His blood, his forehead, seemed to be burning hot, the while he was +conscious of cold shivers running through him. Was this--he despised +himself as he questioned--carrying out his intention? Was he plucking up +his love by the roots? + +It was weakness--he labelled it so--weakness on his part that her words, +her presence, had still such power to move him. He would be +strong--strong and just. But he realized the hardness of the task he set +himself. It was man's work; he would prove himself worthy of it. + +She did not deign him another word; the wound to her pride was too +severe for that. Her blue eyes blazed, as perhaps only blue eyes can. +She would have given worlds for tears to soften their burning heat, but +no tears came. Without another glance at him she turned and walked +away--assumed an every-day gait; he should not think she was excited. + +He did not attempt to stop her. Why should he? It was better so. Better +that the sharp severing blow had been struck then than later: clean cuts +heal quickest. He would let her get well on her way home before he +moved. She must not think he was trying to follow. + +Standing on the edge of the wall he looked out to sea. The water wore an +appearance of invitation: that dangerous aspect which has proved +irresistibly attractive to so many. Right out too, it looked so--so--so +away from everything. + +The tide was receding; was going out and away--to the Great Beyond. He +knew that if he chose he could go with it. It would be so easy an act, +if he stepped off the rocks further down--into the water that was always +deep. + +Then he pulled himself up with a jerk. Pride came to the rescue. Was he +to cave in, go under, just because of a woman? What a fool he was! What +an unmitigated, arrant fool! Was there a woman in the world--the whole +world--worth caring so much for? No. Not one! + +But his heart contradicted. He remembered that anxious look on her face, +the loving attitude, the feel of her arms as they rested on his breast, +his shoulders. His, too, was the remembrance of the warmth of the sweet +human breath; her eyes that had looked into his. Then he looked out to +sea again; mentally out to the Great Beyond. Asked himself the old, old +question: Was life worth living? + +Bathos saved the situation. He remembered that a character in one of his +stories had asked the same question: Was life worth living? The comic +doctor had replied that it depended--depended on the liver! + +He walked home. + + + + + CHAPTER XIII + + FEVERISH SYMPTOMS + + +Masters did not leave Wivernsea. The obstinacy of his character came +into play there; he had come down for a month, and he stopped. + +He had come for a purpose too--business purpose--had his book to finish. +Was a trifling incident, the accident common to men's lives, to disturb +the current of his life? To turn him from his prearranged plan in the +smallest degree? Perish the thought! + +All he altered was the direction of his walks; he thought that wisdom. +Because, like other wise men, he left the east and went west. It was +Cliffland there; sheltered spots innumerable were easily found. + +She, yet more proud than he, altered nothing; took her walks with Gracie +as usual. Sat on the seat at the far end of the walk; read novels there +with stoic fortitude--except for an occasional long look across the +waters. + +Looking across the wide sea seems to afford scope for, to encourage, +limitless, aimless reflections. At any rate hers were aimless; she knew +that. But a woman dearly loves the memories of the past, to bring them +before her: to pet and fondle and keep them alive with the warmth of her +heart. + +Being at opposite poles, east and west, their daily meetings ended. Once +he met her in the post office; he was leaving as she was entering. He +raised his hat, and would--from mere courtesy--have said: Good Morning. +But the unframed words wilted on his lips. + +Her eyes, as they fell on him, lighted up with indignation; a second +edition of what he had seen before. As they for a moment rested on him +they seemed to scorch up what he would have said. His raised-to-hat hand +trembled and fell: he passed out. + +Reaching home she found that she had carried with her a recollection of +his face. By the seat he had said things to her that no woman could +forgive. She told herself that an average hundred times a day--to say +nothing of the sleepless nights she passed with thoughts full of him. +But she was sorry to see the haggard, worn look he was wearing as he +left the post office. + +He had appeared ill. His, she had told him, was a face which had borne +no worry lines; lines of thought but not of trouble. The absence of the +latter had made him appear younger than he really was. + +With a smile she thought back on the time--it seemed quite a long while +ago--when she had fancied that she had almost come to love that eager, +enthusiastic face; boyish, but still with an air of manly determination +about it, set in a manly frame. + +Masters' shoulders were quite abnormally broad and square; accentuated +the impression of strength made by the broad bronzed forehead. How +foolish women were, she thought. Well, she had learnt a lesson; she +would profit by it. Experience had taught her; she would prove herself a +grateful pupil. + +She had deceived herself for the first time and the last. Of course it +was painful--the awakening. Waking up to the perception of unvarnished +facts generally is unpleasant. But she could look at her own foolishness +without wincing, indulgently--her foolishness of a week ago. Just an +error of judgment that there was no scrap of likelihood of her +repeating. + +Still--she admitted it to herself--he was undeniably attractive. Hardly +less so because he looked older in the post office than he had done +formerly. The worry lines, whose absence she had remarked, were there +now. + +One hasty glance had shown them to her; they were so apparent. She +wondered--a kindly feeling stealing over her--whether she had anything +to do with it: the change. Then memory came and withered up the +softness; pointed out what had been said to her that night when she +knelt by the seat! The memory was a blasting breath; her softness fell +away. + +The mere remembrance of it made her feel hot all over. She--she to kneel +to a man! Because she had fancied he was ill--full of kind feelings +towards him, she had knelt; and he had talked of hugging and slobbering! +To have her kindness, so well meant, recoil on her, thrown back on her +hands as it were, with gratuitous, unwarranted insult instead of thanks! + +It is galling to have a gift returned; the gall is greater when the gift +is of the heart's kindness; more galling still when the ungracious +recipient vacates a place in that heart itself. The return then savours +of brutality. + +Fury, too, came to her at the mere memory of his speech. She was almost +as angry as when the words rang freshly in her ears. But with all the +temper there was mingled wonder. Surely he could not be a man to whom +brutality came easily. Why--why--why--had he behaved so? + +Fool? No. She told herself that she was not that. She had read in his +eyes that he loved her; indeed, had more than once checked his telling +her so. What could be the cause? + +He had spoken of seeing her in the back garden that night--but that was +a mere incident--there were a thousand-and-one explanations of that. He +would know that; there must have been something else. + +But why should she worry herself about the matter--about the man? +Plainly he was not worthy a second thought. Ready to misjudge her as he +had been--well let him! She did not care; not a scrap. She was quite +capable of fighting her way alone. + +Then she picked up one of the books of his he had given her. On the fly +leaf she read: + + _Miss Mivvins; to remind her of Our Seat, on which so many of + these pages were written._ + _William Masters._ + +She stood with her eyes on the writing, the book in her hand, for many +minutes. Then put the volume down with a sigh. After all, she thought, +real friends are as rare as Christian charity. + +Crunching sounds--boot pressure of gravel, made her look out of the +window on to the path leading to the gate. The doctor was coming up it +to the house. She went out to meet him. + +Gracie was not well--restless and feverish--was now lying on her bed +sleeping. The doctor, on his previous visit, had thought it a cold +merely, but there were faint symptoms which made him promise to come +again. He was there in fulfilment of that promise now. + +She was waiting for him at the door when he reached it. Nodding to her, +in an informal, friendly way, he questioned cheerily: + +"And how is the little one this morning?" + +"Much better, I think, doctor. She is sleeping peacefully now." + +"Sleeping? Still? Is she drowsy?... Let me see her." + +They walked into the bedroom together. The noise of their entrance +roused the child. She looked up and around her, with the frightened eyes +of one suddenly awakened from alarming dreams. + +"Well, little girlie!" + +The doctor spoke merrily. He was of that type; did not carry the +undertaker with him when visiting a patient. He advanced to take the +child's hand lying on the coverlet; continued: + +"This is a nice idea of yours, upon my word! Going to sleep in the +day----" + +His intent in the adoption of a reassuring tone was to change the +current of her thoughts: the wild thoughts evidently surging in that +active little brain. But when he clasped the child's hand in his own, +the merriment left his voice, the smile his face. His other hand he +placed on her forehead, then turning, said: + +"Why did you not send for me?" + +The mother was standing close beside the child, stooping so that her +face was on a level with the terror-stricken little one's bright eyes. +She was speaking loving words, in the loving way that appeals to +children. Words which read so foolishly, yet sound so sweetly. She +turned round suddenly, startled by the gravity in the doctor's voice. + +"Send!" she cried. "Why? She--she is not--oh, don't tell me----" + +"Hush!" + +She became quiet at once. Another phase of the doctor's character +showed: his will power. The loving anxiety was suppressed. The practical +woman was to the fore, intent on the doctor's instructions: + +"She must be undressed and put to bed. Have a fire here; it must be kept +going night and day. Send one of your maids"--he was writing on a leaf +of his note-book as he spoke, and finishing, tore it out--"with this +prescription at once." + +Gracie was fever-stricken! Tossed in delirium all that night and the +next day. All the next day and night--and the mother sat by the bedside, +tending, never leaving the little one. + +The doctor came three and four times a day. Each time he looked grave. +There was no sign of improvement in the child's condition. The mother, +worn out with watching, ever looking to him for comfort, read none. + +Did ever--during all those hours of wearing, waiting, anxious +watching--the thought of Masters cross her mind? She had shut him +resolutely out of her heart, turned the key of consciousness upon him. +But even bolts and bars are proverbially of small efficacy in such +cases. + +In those long hours, the only silence breaking sounds were the +monotonous ticking of the clock and the short, quick breathing of the +little white-robed, white-faced form on the white pillows. Sometimes, +then, the woman's resolution broke down; thoughts of The Man crept in +upon her all unbidden. Gentler thoughts than she had harboured in the +previous days: troubles' softening influence was around. + +Their first meeting! She thought of that. Of his affection for Gracie; +of the child's love for him. Surely a child's instinctive love and trust +went for something. Perhaps, after all--and then those horrible words of +his rang in her ears, and she hid her hot face in the white coverlet. +Never, never--they were unforgivable. Besides, he did not seek +forgiveness. + +Strange that, by the bedside of the panting child, with Life and Death +fighting for possession of the fragile little form, her ears ever +straining to catch the sound of that softer breathing which she knew +would signal Life's victory--strange, that with fear and hope surging in +her bosom, even while her gentle hand restrained her dear one's restless +tossing to and fro and cooled the burning forehead and feverish, +clinging little fingers; strange that there should seem no wrong, +nothing incongruous in the thought of an almost stranger--of William +Masters. Perhaps it was because Gracie loved him so dearly: that must +have been the reason. + +Poor little Gracie! She little knew what manner of man it was to whom +she had offered her affectionate, trusting little heart. Yet he had been +kind to her, more than kind. There was pleasantness in the memory of +that. + +Fugitive thoughts were these; stealing in under cover of the night. +Those hours when that watchful keeper of the heart--a woman's pride--is +prone to forsake his trust; to leave the secret of that heart revealed +before its Maker, and herself. A moment, and the watchful sentinel is +back again at his post; repentant for his lapse, guarding his treasure +more jealously than ever. + +The white soul of the child stood at the entrance of the Valley of the +Shadow. Hour by hour the watching woman seemed to see the Shadow +deepening, growing. Hour by hour she strove with all the power that in +her lay to lead that white soul back into life's sunshine. + +The watching and anxiety told on her. The doctor, noting her sunken +eyes, had to speak firmly: + +"You must take rest. You need it as much as your patient." + +"Rest!" + +"Don't be foolish! You have a good woman; this woman who is helping +you." + +"She has been a nurse." + +"I see she understands. You must take rest or you will be ill. Ill, too, +at a time when you are most needed." + +"Tell me, doctor. Oh! For God's sake, tell me--you don't know what she +is to me! Tell me----" + +"My dear madam, I can tell you nothing. As it nears midnight, will come +a crucial time. Humour her; whatever she wants, no matter how +extravagant it may seem, let her have it. She has an excitable nature, a +nervous temperament. Do all you can to soothe her. She must not worry +for anything: it might prove her death. Gratify her desires and she may +sleep--sleep will be her salvation. You understand?" + +"Yes, doctor." + +"Whatever she asks for, gratify her." + +"Yes, doctor." + +"She is needing sleep; rest for that active little brain of hers. She is +full of ideas of triple-headed giants, fairies and stories of that sort. +Don't contradict her, get her into a state of contentment if possible. +Who is this Prince Charlie she was asking for just now?" + +"A friend--a casual friend--some one we know." + +"She is inexplainably anxious to see him. Soothe, by letting her do so +if possible. She has intervals when she is as rational as you or I; it +is well to prolong those by letting her talk to people she knows and +wants to see. Does he live far away--this Prince Charlie?" + +"In--in the town." + +"Then, by all means, if she asks again, send for him." + +"Yes, doctor." + +"Fretting and excitement are to be avoided. Soothe her in every possible +way; gentleness and firmness combined go a long way. But this Prince +Charlie--from the hold he seems to have on her--may go a longer way +still. Of course she may not ask for him again--maybe it is a mere +delirious fancy--but if she does, you will know how to act." + +But Gracie did ask again. Asked persistently, petulantly, pleadingly. +The watcher with the breaking heart allowed the mother in her nature to +smother the mere woman. She resolved to humble herself in the dirt: to +send for him; he who had so grossly insulted her. + +She would not write, she would not see him herself: she could not. She +would send a verbal message. Late as it was there was no fear of not +finding him up, she knew. He had told her that he always wrote till one +in the morning. + +The midnight oil phrase was one he was ever using. + + + + + CHAPTER XIV + + TO BEG FOR MERCY + + +An upward glance at the clock on the mantel. It was late: within an hour +of midnight. The servants had already gone to bed. Going to their rooms +she gently knocked at the door; called to one of them by name: + +"Ellen!" + +"Yes, ma'am." + +The reply in a frightened, startled voice. The tone betrayed the maid's +fear that she was to hear bad news. The next words were a relief: + +"You know where Mr. Masters lives?" + +The possibility of a want of knowledge on the part of the servants never +occurred to her. She was not in the least surprised when an affirmative +answer was returned to her: + +"Yes, ma'am." + +"I want you to get up at once, Ellen--I am sure you will not mind--and +dress yourself quickly. Go to Mr. Masters, give him my compliments, and +ask him--ask him to come here--to be kind enough to come here at once." + +"Yes, ma'am. Certainly." + +The girl had listened in astonishment, but obediently set about the task +set her. She was fond of children, was Ellen; was thankful too that she +had not, as she had feared at first, been called to hear bad news about +Miss Gracie. + +The maid had no thought of grumbling at the late service demanded of +her, although greatly wondering at the message she was to deliver. The +over-wrought, tired woman returned to the sick room and waited. +Presently the little lips--for the hundredth time--shaped the question: + +"I want Prince Charlie; won't he come and tell me about the fairy and +Jack?" + +The mother's heart was full of thankfulness that she had sent; that she +had humbled herself to do so. She was able to bend over and whisper: + +"Yes, darling. Mother has sent for him. He will be here directly." + +She was without fear in making the promise; felt so sure he would come. +He was a gentleman, he would understand. He would know how urgent must +be the need which could demand his presence at that late hour--indeed, +to send for him at all. Or would he think--No! The thought was too +horrible! She stifled it. + +Waiting, waiting, waiting--weary waiting! At last she heard the maid's +returning steps on the path without; ran to the door and opened it. The +girl spoke reluctantly; what she had to say made the mother turn sick at +heart. + +"Said, ma'am, it was too late to come out to-night. He would come round +in the morning." + +The mother's mind failed to grasp it: that message. The callous cruelty +of it. It seemed too--too impossible. Had he misunderstood--misjudged +her? Could it be? Had she fallen so low in his estimation? A crimson +flood overspread her face.... After a pause, as if clutching at a straw, +she inquired: + +"Did you see him yourself?" + +"Yes, ma'am. He seemed to wonder what you could want with him. Said it +would keep, whatever it was, till the morning." + +"Keep--till--the--morning!" + +Gracie's pleading, her own promise, rang in her ears! Keep till the +morning. The irony of it! She staggered against the wall, passed her +hand across her brow--loath to believe that the author, fond of +children, could behave so--asked again-- + +"You are quite sure you saw him yourself?" + +"Oh, yes, ma'am. I know Mr. Masters quite well by sight." She +did--Masters, the blacksmith! She had been to his shop in the High +Street, and in response to her ringing of his house bell, he had put his +head out of his bedroom window and spoken to her. Not in any very +pleasant tone; he was not pleased that his beauty sleep had been broken +into. + +He was an early-to-bed and early-to-rise old man. He could see no sense +in turning out at past eleven o'clock at night for any one. Not even for +a sick child or for the finest lady in the land. + +As he went grumbling back to his bed the blacksmith muttered that some +of them fine ladies seemed to think it was a nonner to be at their beck +and call; summat to be proud of, it was, for a poor man like hisself. +None of their airs for him--he wasn't having any, this time. Such was +his grumble; weighted with a plethora of adjectives--of a quite +unprintable kind. + +The mother staggered back into the bedroom, to the child's side. +White-faced, trembling in every limb, supported herself by the bed rail. +Noted the hour: past eleven o'clock. The crucial time the doctor had +spoken of was approaching. + +Gracie was in a quite rational mood. Her brightly burning eyes were +fixed on her mother as she entered the room, and she spoke at once, +eagerly--as eagerly as the feeble little lips could frame +words--stuttering in her eagerness: + +"Has Pr--Prince Charlie come yet, mamma?" + +Right down into the depths of despair sank the mother's heart. She took +the child's hot hand in her own; gently brushed the curls away from the +little forehead with the other. As she did so the hot dryness of that +brow was brought to her notice afresh. It was necessary to answer the +child; the reply was gently given. Yet the utterance of each word was as +a stab to her: + +"Not--not yet, darling." + +A little whimpering, plaintive voice uprose from amongst the pillows: + +"I want him, mamma--won't he come?" + +How was she to gratify the little one's desire: to get Prince Charlie +there? The doctor had warned her that at this stage the child's demands +were to be granted if possible. If possible. She had sent and he had +refused to come. The doctor's words rang in her ears. If Possible. + +She thought of the man sitting--as she knew he would be--shaping with +his pen, fictional pathetic pictures, intended to draw tears from the +tender-hearted. She thought of the real pathos of this child, perhaps +dying, to whom he might bring life and hope by his mere immediate +presence. And he had returned the message: That It Would Keep. + +The child tossed uneasily from side to side. The corners of the arched +little mouth went down threateningly. If Possible! Was it possible to +bring him--by any means? Was it possible for her to sink her womanhood +even deeper? To humble herself to Beg of him to come? Would he come even +if she did? + +Then the direction came from the little form tossing restlessly from +side to side; the weak voice whispered: + +"You said he would come, mamma. Won't you fetch him? He will come if you +fetch him." + +Would he? Was that the possibility? Was the little one wise in saying +that? She remembered that out of the mouths of babes and----Well, she +could but try. The mother in her was mighty, stronger than all else: +prevailed. + +There was no mental balance used in her decision. No conscious weighing +of pros and cons. The duty--if aught prompted by love is duty--stood +clear before her. Something greater than her own will impelled her +decision. She would at once go to him herself. + +Glancing at the clock again, she saw that the recorded time was +half-past eleven. She would go to him. Go on her knees to him: would not +spare herself further. Would beg him, for God's sake, to be more +merciful than he had shown himself in his message. Entreat him not to +put off till to-morrow--when it might be too late--that which could be +done to-night. + +Self-blame just then she was very full of; bitterness for not having +gone to him in the first instance herself. Tortured herself with the +thought that it might now be too late. Wondered if God would forgive her +obstinate pride. Still be merciful to her: still let her keep her child. + +She bent over the bed and spoke close into the little ear. Made +spasmodic but unavailing attempts to control her emotion: could not +bring herself to utter the words more than just audibly: + +"You'll be quite still, darling, won't you, whilst mother goes to fetch +him?" + +The face turned upwards. The mother kissed it passionately, tenderly, +again and again. The wasted little arms went round her neck and clung +there gratefully. Mother was going to fetch Prince Charlie! + +From the adjoining room the woman who assisted in the child's nursing +came; posted herself by the bedside. Then the mother--staggering as if +the unknown gaped before her--left the room. In the hall slipped on the +cloak which, she remembered, he had buttoned. + +She spent no time in seeking a hat. Swung the hood up from behind over +her head. So hurried out of the house. + +So, into the night. + + + + + CHAPTER XV + + ON HER KNEES TO HIM + + +Wivernsea was asleep. Like its blacksmith, it believed in the theory of +early rising. Not a light was to be seen in one of the windows she +passed. Not until she came to the end of the Marine Terrace. There she +saw an illuminated window: her beacon. + +It was but a short distance from her own place; not ten minutes' walk. +She seems to have spent as many hours in covering it. Despite the +proverb, time does not always fly. + +The house which Masters lodged in was known to her. He had described the +quaintness of its old-fashioned bay window; the only one in the row. She +would have known it as his place without even the beacon light for +identification. He was a slave of the lamp: consumed the midnight oil. + +As she made towards the light she prayed, almost aloud. Prayed for a +conquering power--over her pride. That she might be humble. For the +framing of words to move this man when she besought him to come. +Soulfully prayed that God would incline his heart to hear her prayer. + +Three steps--she faltered up them; proximity to her goal rendered her +invertebrate--brought her to the level of the door. If she put her hand +over the rails she could tap at the window. It would be better so than +disturbing the household by knocking. She tapped. + +Her actions elicited no response! She waited, with a hard-beating heart. +Still no reply: dead silence! Had he expected this--this visit of +hers--and resolved to remain obdurate? + +The window blind was not pulled down to its full length. Through the +lace edging she could see the man calmly writing; writing as if +thoroughly engrossed in his work. Evidently the thought of his cruelty +did not trouble him in the least. + +In desperation, there seemed nothing else to do, she used her fingers +again: loudly. Masters looked up; started in astonishment. Heard a +distinct tapping on the glass of his window! + +He walked to the casement; pulled the cord attached to a spring roller, +and in a moment the blind had shot up. Outside all was moonlight +brightness. At first he looked straight away; saw only the sea with the +intervening roadway. Then, suddenly, at the side, on the steps, saw a +woman with a ghastly white, haggard face looking at him! The Woman He +Loved! + +Start? He almost jumped in his amazement! Was he dreaming? Was it his +phantasy? Then he came plump to earth; lost no further time in surmises; +went to the door. + +The room opened on to the hall; the street door was but a couple of +yards away. He had gripped its handle and opened it in a moment. The +woman was there--no phantasy--flesh and blood, clinging to the railings. + +"My God! What has happened to bring you at this hour?" + +"Just--a--moment!" + +The answer given weakly; breathlessly. A swerve, and she would have +fallen, but for an almost nerveless clutch at the railings--but that he +was by her side in a moment, with a strong upholding arm round her +waist. + +There was unconsciousness of his clasp; things were all going round with +her.... She had a feeling of being lifted; then set down again. +Then--then a blankness: consciousness left her. + +For a brief moment Masters held her in his arms; her whole weight. For a +brief moment the blood coursed wildly through his veins; surged +brainwards. A wild, mad impulse seized him: to press his lips to hers, +helpless, passive as she lay there. + +With difficulty he restrained himself. Laid down his burden reverently; +her angel's face seemed eloquent of innocence. Once, surely once on a +time, it had spoken truth. Ah! What Might Have Been. + +She opened her eyes. Found herself lying on a sofa. Masters standing by +her side, holding brandy. She tried, feebly, to push it away; but his +now full-of-authority voice commanded: + +"Drink!" + +She was constrained to do so by reason of a hand which went under and +lifted her head; another which placed the glass to her lips.... +Struggling to a sitting position, passing her hand across her eyes, with +a pitiful little drooping at the corners of her mouth, she said: + +"I beg your pardon for--for--Was I silly? Did I--I felt a little faint." + +He remained watching her. His own face had grown almost the colour of +hers. He had touched her, had had her hand in his, had felt the softness +of her hair! It seemed to him as if the noise of the beating of his +heart drowned the ticking of the clock. + +"Tell me," he inquired, still supporting her, "what brings you here so +late?" + +She shook her head. Womanlike, answered his question by another: + +"Didn't the girl tell you?" + +"What girl?" He asked in surprise. "Didn't the girl tell me what?" + +"About Gracie. I--I sent to you half-an-hour ago. She--they tell me--I +think--Oh, my God!--I am so--so afraid!--is dying. She asked for you +again and again. You sent a message that you would come tomorrow." + +"I!" + +His astonished look, the blaze of suddenly aroused anger in his eyes, +frightened her. Could he be even now deceiving her? His kindness--was it +falsity? She hurried on with her explanation; in her embarrassment the +words tumbled from her lips. + +"Yes. You did--did you not? Ah! Don't tell me there was any mistake--the +girl saw you herself! I ought to be with Gracie now, but you wouldn't +come when I sent for you. She--I--thought if I came for you, you +wouldn't be so hard. You could not--oh, you could not--if you knew that +perhaps her very life depended on you." + +In speaking she had fallen on her knees; knelt to him in her entreaty. +It hurt; he could not bear to see her--a woman--in this attitude of +supplication to him. Almost roughly he raised her to her feet. + +When erect, not seeing through her tear-streaming eyes, choked with her +emotion, she plucked at his coat sleeve. The action horrified him; +recalled the night he had stood beside his mother's death-bed; the dying +woman had plucked at the counterpane in just such a way. Roughly--to +hide his aroused emotion--he shook himself free. + +Then she seized on and took his hand in her own burning hot shaking +ones. Continued to plead, sobs breaking her utterance: + +"It is a child; a little child dying! She wanted to see you so much! The +doctor said we were to gratify her, soothe her, and perhaps get her to a +sleep which will save her life. You will come back with me--oh, you +will, will you not? She knows I have come to fetch you. She was so +confident you would come! I--I have annoyed you, or done something to +displease you, I know that, but I am all humility now, Mr. Masters; +humble, oh, so humble!" + +She had slid to her knees again before he could stop her; continued; + +"Humbly begging your pardon for whatever I have done. Praying you, for +my little child's sake, to come back with me, please.... Please.... +Please!" + +For a second time he stooped and raised the sobbing woman; bodily picked +her up. He was naturally a strong man, and the feeling filling him just +then lent additional strength. + +He was so much moved by the present that he lost sight of all he had +heard, all he had seen in the past. Only knew that this woman, whom he +loved with all his heart and soul, whose shoes he would have kissed, +knelt to him. + +"How dare you?" + +His question was put fiercely, as in that moment of lifting, he held her +tightly to him. He repeated it: + +"How dare you kneel to me? How dare you beg of me to do what the most +inhuman wretch in the world would do?" + +For a moment he left her side; inside that time had slipped into his +overcoat and drawn a cap from his pocket. + +"Finish that brandy." + +There was that in his voice which commanded obedience; she never thought +of disobeying. + +"You will come?" + +She put the question tremblingly; holding the glass to her lips as she +did so with a shaking hand. + +"At once." + +A feeling of anger took possession of him: that she could put such a +question; he continued: + +"How can you ask?" + +Her only answer was a soulful, grateful cry; a cry from her heart: + +"Thank God!" + +He was feeling himself considerably less of a hero than on the last +occasion of their meeting. But this was not a time for thought; as he +opened the door he said, speaking almost gruffly: + +"You can see your way?" + +There was quite light enough shed by the moon for that; and there was +light ahead too! She knew she could rely on him; the very sound of his +voice told her that; was an inspiration in itself. Making her way to the +hall door she staggered out; down the little stone flight to the +pavement. + +Ere she reached the bottom step, he had turned down the lamp, closed the +house door and joined her. + +"Take my arm.... Cling to me tightly. You are not fit to walk alone." + +And she clung. Forgot all he had said to her. Just had something strong +and powerful to cling to in her time of trouble, and she clung. Her +heart beat so as to pain her. She heard him speak and spoke to him in +reply. But all the while her heart was full of prayers of gratitude. God +had been very good to her. + +Every step they took brought them nearer the bungalow. Nearer the +realization of hopes upon which she had almost erected a monument. She +knew--felt rather--for certain that he would save Gracie. Faith was +strong in her. + +He kept her talking all the way they walked. Thought to divert her mind +from thoughts of the sick chamber they were coming to. But she wanted to +think of it; there was happiness in the thought. Her companion's voice +rang so cheerily--it gave her hope. There seemed magic in it; power to +dispel doubts and fears. + +"What did you mean by a girl and a message you sent half-an-hour ago? My +landlady went to bed about nine o'clock. There has not been a soul near +the house since." + +"A mistake evidently." + +She answered feebly. Was too fatigued to seek explanation. He was there, +going home with her--that was enough. + +"In some way, yes. But there was no mistake in your thinking me capable +of such brutality as----" + +He stopped. Recollected the words he had himself used to her in his +anger at their last meeting. She was entitled to judge him so; was fully +justified. The reflection was bitter as gall. + +She had no suspicion why he paused. Had she known, her answer might have +been different. As it was she said meekly: + +"Please don't be angry with me." + +It would have been impossible for her to choose words more likely to +touch him in his present mood of self-reproach. She spoke too with such +an appeal in her tremulous voice, that retention of his anger would have +meant changing his whole nature. + +He strode on. It was all she could do to keep up with him. His anxiety +was to get where he might be of help. He forgot; he had had so little to +do with women. + +They reached the bungalow. Divested themselves of their outdoor garments +in the hall. The house was so quiet, Death himself might have been in +possession. It struck an unpleasant chill to the new comer. + +Then he followed her to the sick room. + + + + + CHAPTER XVI + + GOD'S LITTLE BOY + + +Gracie was sitting up in bed, propped up by the pillows. Masters gave a +sigh of relief: they were not too late. Death might be knocking at the +door, but had not yet been admitted. + +The child looked expectantly at the door as her mother opened it. Her +cheeks and eyes were bright with the fever in them. Then the expectant +look mellowed into a smile. She had seen the man behind! + +"I knew you would come, Prince Charlie!" + +"Of course you did! Knew I should come when I knew you wanted me. I +shouldn't have been much of a Prince Charlie if I hadn't, should I?" + +Masters sat on the bed with his back against the headrail. Put his arm +round the little one and snuggled her to him. She nestled up to him with +a croon--a little grunting ejaculation of content--as he tucked the +clothes closely round her. Did not seem to desire to talk, was just +simply happy in having him there. He inquired: + +"Comfy?" + +"Awful." + +He was grieved to feel how she had fallen away. How, in a few days, she +had grown so thin. For the mother's and child's sakes, he made no +outward manifestation of his grief: expressed no surprise. He felt that +his mission just then was to brighten, not to shed gloom. Spoke +jestingly: + +"Now that Prince Charlie is here, what have you to say to his royal +highness? Nothing?" + +"I dreamed a dream, Prince Charlie!" + +"Oh!" + +"Yes. That you were married to me; that you were my husband." + +"Did you? Now that was something like a dream! What sort of husband did +I make?" + +"I don't know. You see the dream didn't last long enough." + +"That was a bad job! Because if you had liked me in the dream, you might +have married me later on." + +"I thought that." She spoke quite gravely. "But you see I know I should +like you as a husband." + +"I am glad you think that." + +"Who asks? Do you say to me 'marry me,' or do I say to you 'marry me'?" + +"M'well, that depends. I really don't think it would matter much; which +ever way you like best." + +"Of course, you would marry me if I asked you? What do I have to +do--kneel down, like the Prince in Cinderella?" + +"That is the really proper way, of course. But if you have a very pretty +pinafore on it would be a pity, wouldn't it? Then I think you could +manage without kneeling." + +"I see. I could put on my black dress, though. It's got some sticky +stuff I spilt down the front." + +"But I am afraid before this marriage takes place you will have to grow +a little older." + +"Of course!" + +She essayed a laugh. The mother pricked up her ears: it was the first +time the sound of laughter had come from those lips for many an hour; +the child continued: + +"You don't think I am so silly as to think I can be married in short +frocks, do you? What an old goose you are! Of course, I mean when I am +bigger and wear a train." + +"I see. Do you think the black dress will grow too?" + +"N--no. I forgot that--that's my fault. But you promised." + +"Why certainly. I most cheerfully promise that I will marry you, if you +ask me when you are a big girl." + +"A real, real promise?" + +"A most really, real, realiest of real promises. If you ask me when you +are a big girl, to marry you, I promise you I will." + +She sighed contentedly. Nestling to him, closed her eyelids as she said: + +"People go away for honey-dews, don't they?" + +He smiled. Gathered that she had confused names by reading the label on +his tobacco packet. She had seen him fill his pouch, and clamoured for +the silver paper to make impressions of coins on. To her huge +satisfaction had more than once induced him to pick up her coinage in +the belief that they were real. + +"Yes," he answered. "It is usual for married persons to go away. We must +consider where we will spend our honeymoon. You have been to the +Hippodrome, haven't you?" + +Her eyes opened; sparkled at the recollection. The dustmen were banished +for a moment as she answered: + +"Twice! That's where I saw Cinderella!" + +"That wouldn't be altogether a bad place for a honeymoon, would it? Then +there's the Zoo--how about that?" + +"Lovely! You are a very dear old Prince Charlie. I think if I couldn't +marry you I wouldn't marry anybody. I am sorry for all the other little +girls that can't marry you. You know lots of little girls, don't you?" + +"Yes. But then you are my real sweetheart, you know." + +"I'm glad. 'Cos you can't marry more than one, can you? I hope the other +little girls won't cry, all the same." + +"I don't think they will. Some of them are bigger than you; have given +up crying." + +"Oh, big little girls cry! But they don't make a noise, and they don't +like you to see. I've seen mamma cry!" + +Prince Charlie was silent; he too had seen the mother's tears. The child +prattled on: + +"We shall have to go all the way to Heaven when we are married, shan't +we?" + +He wondered what childish idea could prompt such a question; asked: + +"What makes you think that, darling?" + +"When we went to church last Sunday--no, it was the Sunday before; the +man in the white dress said so." + +"Did he?" + +"Yes; he did really. I heard him quite plainly. He said 'marriages are +made in heaven.' Is heaven very, very beautiful, Prince Charlie?" + +"Much more beautiful than we can even think it is, darling." + +"All the good little girls go there, don't they?" + +"Yes. Most certainly." + +"When doctors come to people they are ill, aren't they? And they die +sometimes when they are ill, don't they?... If I die now shall I go +right straight to heaven, Prince Charlie?" + +The woman kneeling by the bedside turned away her head. The trembling +hand found her throat and helped to stifle the sob bursting there. Life +and death were fighting for conquest. Contemplation of the battle is +ever sad; sadder because the watchers can do nought to turn the tide of +victory. Time was arbiter; yet the little one was speaking as if the +Grim One's victory were assured. + +There was a little quaver, just a little huskiness, in Masters' voice, +as he said: + +"Don't talk of dying, Gracie." + +"Oh, I am not going to die yet." + +The child's attempt at a laugh was pitiful, by reason of the lack of +mirth in it; she continued: + +"I shouldn't be able to marry you till you got to heaven if I did, +should I? How full it must be up there of little boys and girls, Prince +Charlie." + +"Yes, darling." + +He acquiesced aloud; truthfully. Then added, under his breath: + +"Of such is the Kingdom of Heaven." + +"God is very fond of children, isn't He?" + +"Very fond." + +Again there came to him a suggestion; to himself he quoted: + +"Suffer little children to come unto Me." + +"You are very fond of little children too, aren't you?" She nestled, if +possible, a little closer. "Mamma says she knows you are." + +"Mamma is right, darling. Very fond." + +"But you don't love any of them better than you do me, do you?" + +Her blue eyes were fixed on his face as she looked up, eager to hear his +reply; quite truthfully he answered: + +"Not one. Not one." + +"I forgot." A little sigh of content. "You told me that before. You +haven't any children of your real own, have you?" + +"No dear." + +"I'm glad of that." + +She sighed in the same way again. Pillowed her head more deeply on his +arm; inquired suddenly: + +"God has a Child of his real own, hasn't He?" + +"Yes, love." + +"A little boy?" + +"Was a little boy; yes, darling." + +"I know. Because we keep His birthday; same as we keep mine. Only mine +comes with the roses, His with the holly. You know--it is on Christmas +day." + +"Yes; we all of us keep it, dear." + +"Prince Charlie?" + +"Yes, darling?" + +"Do you know any stories about God's Little Boy?" + +"Yes, dear; some." + +"Tell me--a nice story about Him--will you? No giants or bears in it, +because I feel so sleepy--and I am too tired.... So tired.... I would +like to go to sleep--just like this--in your arms." + +He bent his head. Kissed the flushed, sweet little face he was cradling +in the hollow of his arm. Then told the story of the birth of God's +Little Boy; in a manner adapted to the little ears listening to it. + +Her sleepiness grew; the blue eyes opened each time more reluctantly. As +the little body lost its stiffness, he blue-pencilled the story down to +the stage where God's Little Boy was lying asleep in the manger. And the +watching angels--even as the narrator was--were continually saying: + +"Hus-s-h!" + +The fact that he repeated this part of the story again and again to +bring in the soothing "Hus-s-sh" passed unnoticed by Gracie. Her eyes +had closed; she was asleep. The doctor had said sleep would be her +salvation. + +The crucial time--midnight--and she slept! + + + + + CHAPTER XVII + + THE PASSING OF THE NIGHT + + +The tone of the story-teller's voice had grown softer and softer; had +dropped lower and lower; then stopped altogether. + +The silence caused the woman, whose pent-up emotion had been finding +vent in silent tears, to uplift her head. Her very soul was gladdened by +the picture upon which her eyes rested. + +The man had drawn the coverlet up so that it shielded the wearied little +eyes from the light. Her child was asleep! Peacefully sleeping in the +arms of Prince Charlie. + +She had been kneeling with her face buried in her hands, on the same +side of the bed as he sat. Now she had but to bend to reach his +disengaged hand. The burning, feverish lips were pressed to it, with all +the heartfelt fervour inspired by a mother's gratitude: surely the very +strongest inspiration in the world. + +Ere she took her lips away he felt, drop--drop--drop. Three tears on his +hand! Tears from the eyes of the woman to whom, in her grief, his heart +opened. Despite the fact that he had thought it closed against her for +ever. + +His heart was very full just then. A veritable agony of love was in his +eyes as he looked at her. Passionate words were framed in his thoughts; +rose to his lips and were choked back. + +Except for that strained expression in his eyes, his face was calm as +stone; the pallor likened it to marble. But the woman's head was bent; +his suffering was unseen by her. + +It pained him--her gratitude. He had done so little to deserve it. +Indeed would have been a brute had he done less. No thanks were due to +him; acceptance of them made him feel himself in a false position. But +he could do nothing to restrain her--for fear of waking Gracie. + +She moved a little away, glancing again at the sleeping child with a +deep sigh of thankfulness. A slight movement of his head, a look in his +eyes, beckoned her to come closer. + +She understood. Noiselessly walked behind him; stood so, leaning over +the bed rail. Her head was close to his, as he asked in an undertone: + +"The medicine?" + +"She should take it in two hours." + +"She must." + +He said that in a whisper, with a meaning glance at the child's flushed +face. + +"Will it be wise to awaken her?" + +"Distinctly; in case of fever. Besides, at this stage, the more she +sleeps the more easily she will go to sleep again. Poor little mite! +This is not half so comfortable a position for her as if she were lying +down, but I can't move her till the slumber feeling gets a tighter hold +on her. I shall awaken her at medicine time, and she will go to sleep +quickly enough by then in any position. Drink?" + +"Milk. There is some." + +She pointed to a jug standing on a table near by. His eyes followed the +direction of her hand; he nodded. + +"Good. Now, lie you down on the sofa. Try and get some sleep yourself." + +She drew back in astonishment at his suggestion. Shook her head; then +expostulated: + +"I could not!" + +"You must!" + +"I cou--" + +"You don't want to annoy--to seriously annoy me, do you?" + +The voice was very earnest; that voice which she found so wonderfully +deep and thrilling. Even in its whisper there was, for her, all the +power of great music; even in the lightest words he spoke. + +She brushed a tear from her eyes. Once more impulsively bent and kissed +the hand which was resting on the rail. He whispered: + +"Let me ask you to lie down--to oblige me. Will you do that? You have +not slept for long. I, as you know, am a veritable owl; a complete +night-bird. My consumption of midnight oil is a standing joke. It is +easier for me to keep awake than to go to sleep--oblige me." + +All the boy in him had departed for the time. Yet there was no effort, +no conscious assumption of manly dignity. On the contrary, it suited him +well. Seemed merely another phase of his character. + +Her answer was in as earnest a tone as he himself used; strangely +earnest considering the smallness of his request; she said: + +"I would do anything--anything in the world you asked me." + +"Then lie down. Remember that the greatest pleasure you can give me will +be to see you asleep. That is not very complimentary to you, is it?" + +That was said in an endeavour to make her smile. He was sorry he had +spoken so when he saw how the lips curved. Sad smiles are not pretty +things; he continued hastily: + +"And you may sleep in peace. Your fears may be at rest; Gracie is doing +well. Short as has been her sleep, so far, I feel the temperature is +lower--her breathing to be more regular. Now go." + +Dutifully, obediently, she went. There are some men who must be obeyed +without question. Masters was of those--when he chose. That was not +often. He was of so kindly a nature that he never cared to press his +authority: unless occasion rendered that course absolutely necessary. + +The sofa was on the other side of the room. He furtively watched her for +a long time, as she lay there with her eyes wide open. Watched her +unavailing fight against sleep; smiled when at last she succumbed, when +Nature conquered. She went to sleep: a sound sleep bred of that previous +wakefulness and anxiety. + +Time passed. The hands of the clock on the mantel crept round slowly +minute by minute, twice. Then, very quietly, very gently, he woke the +child. She was so sleepy and drowsy that his heart smote him; it seemed +almost cruel to rouse her. + +The eyes opened widely for a minute in surprise at seeing him there. +Then she remembered; the lids half closed again. She stretched her hand +a little higher up his shoulder and said: + +"You're still here, Prince Charlie." + +"Yes, darling. I am going to stop all night. We must not speak loudly; +Mamma is asleep; and she is so tired." + +"So am I, Prince Charlie. Peepy and thirsty. Will you give me some +milk?" + +"After this medicine, dear.... There. Now the milk.... My! What a +thirsty little girlie. What? More!... We shall have to buy another cow!" + +He smoothed her pillow, laid her comfortably down and stroked her brow. +Was glad to note how fast the feverishness was leaving her; she was +distinctly cooler. In less than a minute she was peacefully asleep +again. + +A good nurse, was Masters. Many trained to the calling might have taken +hints from him. Some men are born that way. + +He had in his composition just the right proportions of firmness, +kindness, and that constant thoughtfulness for others which go to make +up the ideal attendant. + +Moreover, he had a way, through some subtle influence of his +personality, of making his will felt without irritating by its actual +expression. He rarely raised opposition; rather it fell away before him. + +Gracie was not the only being who succumbed to this man's latent force +of character. Most people with whom he came in contact felt its power, +wholly unaware of it as he was himself. + +Yet another satisfied glance at the sleeping figure, then he made +preparations for the night. Quietly drawing off his boots, walked across +the room to the fireplace. Converted his fingers into tongs, and so from +the coalbox noiselessly replenished the fire. Then he sat down to watch; +to watch and think. + +For hours he sat there without stirring. Made no movement lest he should +disturb the sleepers. He was over-anxious perhaps--afraid to make the +smallest sound. + +His reflections were not altogether in the groove they had followed +hitherto. He had felt certainty where now he felt doubt. There were, +too, throbbing moments when he doubted not the woman, but himself. + +But ever the truth, the bitter truth, rose up before him, like a great +black veil. In it was no loophole for charity. Besides, love asks for +love--not for compassion. Could she know what was in his mind, she would +scornfully refuse his pity. He knew that; had no doubt of it, low as he +deemed her to have fallen. + +She would reject so poor a substitute for love, and she would be right. +There would be no hesitation; he knew that instinctively. He had once +seen the blaze of anger in those now closed eyes; the memory remained +with him. Yet that substitute was all he had to offer her; all he felt +for her now--so he told himself. + +Was it? Was it in very truth? He asked himself the question, and his +throbbing heart made answer. But his lips formed another reply, although +unspoken. They were tightly shut, firmly set. The tenseness was the +reply itself. + +Yet--he could not help it--he wondered whether it could be possible. +That the woman, from whose face he scarcely took his eyes, was what he +thought her. Whose emotion and love for her child had been so real and +earnest, whose gratitude had shown itself in her humility to him. To +him! He who had so grossly insulted her that night on the seat. + +Even in sleep, tell-tale sleep, when that watchful control which we may +keep on our waking expression is no longer possible, even then the lines +of her face were all of purity and gentleness. + +The lips were closed in sweet soft curves; a faint flush was on her pale +cheeks; her white brow was wholly serene. It was surely as innocent a +face as the little one's to which--he saw it now for the first time--it +bore so striking a likeness. Was it possible that a woman could sin, or +be sinned against, and remain unsullied? + +When the time for medicine came round again, he gently touched the child +with intent to waken her. Then drew away his hand. He felt that she was +so much cooler, the flush had almost gone from her face, that he +determined not to disturb her. To let her awaken of her own accord.... +So the night passed. + +During all those long hours, Masters might have applied wisdom to a +grasping of the situation. But it has been well said that wisdom does +not pour knowledge from above as the clouds let down rain. It is to be +delved for patiently and with hard toil, at the cost of flinty hands +and, mayhap, of skinned knuckles. + + + + + CHAPTER XVIII + + THE BREAKING OF THE DAY + + +The eastern sky was painted rosier and rosier; day broke. Still the +sleepers slept, and the watcher watched. Never moved he except when need +arose to feed the fire. + +Seven o'clock. Eight o'clock. Then Gracie woke. Gracie, save for +weakness, her own bright, clear-headed, intelligent little self. He was +once more making up the fire. Turned round at the sound of her voice, to +find her sitting up in bed laughing at him. + +"Prince Charlie! I'm ashamed of you! You dir-ty boy! Don't you know what +tongs are made for?" + +Then she laughed at him again! A faint little laugh though, and so +exhausting that after it she fell back on the pillows, scant of breath. + +The laugh aroused the mother, trained by love to awaken at the least +sound. She sprang to her feet and hastened to the bedside. When she saw +the change for the better in her child, the smile on the little face, +thankfulness overwhelmed her. + +Never had waking moments been more sweet. It was less like waking than +like a dream itself. She hugged Gracie to her bosom; just escaped crying +over her. + +Masters smilingly humoured the child--a little tyranny is a welcome sign +in a patient; said, suiting the action to the word: + +"Well, I'll use the coal scoop, as you object so to my hands." + +"Look at your fingers! Isn't he a dirty boy, mamma? I mustn't let him +touch my clean nightgown, must I?" + +It was a challenge! Masters saw through the ruse. Her desire was that he +should make pretence he wanted to catch hold of her. Then she would +struggle to escape him. It was a game she was very fond of--he was to +catch her after a long while--and then the romp would begin all over +again. Fearing to excite her, he took no notice of the thrown-down +glove; merely remarked: + +"Well, you look all the better for your sleep." Added, with a smile: +"Both of you, I mean." + +The mother's heart was too full to speak. Her child was hers once more. +Had come back to her from out the Valley of the Shadow of Death. After a +long pause she managed to look up at him, tears bedewing her eyes, and +inquire: + +"And you?" + +"Don't worry about me! I am as right as right can be. Just let me go to +your bath-room, will you? I shall emerge from it as fresh as the +proverbial lark." + +"You will stop to breakfast--" + +Gracie caught the suggestion in a moment; interposed eagerly: + +"Oh, yes, Prince Charlie! You will! Won't you? Have breakfast with +me--out of my own tea service." + +"Very well. I'll have a bath, and then come and breakfast with you, +Gracie--out of your very own cups and saucers and plates. That's +understood." + +He went to the bath-room. His matutinal cold water sponge was a thing he +would have missed dreadfully. During his absence, the doctor paid an +early morning visit. + +Masters was pleased when he returned to the sick room to see the happy +look on the mother's face. Gracie was out of danger the doctor had said. +Was going on splendidly--thanks, she said, to---- + +"To Prince Charlie, mamma! I heard the doctor say so. He's a fairy +prince who comes and saves little girls." + +Gracie held Prince Charlie with one hand; her mother's with the other, +as she spoke: + +"Prince Charlie, I want to kiss you." + +He submitted to the wish of the little autocrat. Both her arms went +round his neck as she gave him what she called her extra nicest. + +After that there was a happy breakfast party. The cups were very small; +Gracie, propped up with pillows, had to fill them many times. But that +was just as well; the greater demand, the greater her pleasure. + +The plates, too, were not quite large enough to hold ordinary slices of +bread and butter. But then, as Gracie explained, you could hold your +bread in your hands, couldn't you? + +As for the cups, small cups were very fashionable--mamma had told her +so. It wasn't good manners to eat and drink too much; even if you were +ever so hungry. But it was quite good form to say the tea was hot even +if it was quite cold. That was part of the game. + +The child's daily improvement was of the rapid kind. In less than a week +she was skipping about the room. In ten days, well wrapped up, was +playing--literally skipping--on the sun-lit sands. + +And during the ten days? The author and the mother drifted apart! As the +child's convalescence became assured his visits grew less in number; +shorter in length. + +From visiting three times a day his calls came down to once. His usual +hour's visits were curtailed. He stayed but a quarter of that time. + +When the child asked a reason, he was busy, he said. But the mother, +listening, was not for a moment deceived. Read in his eyes that there +had been no removal of his doubt of her. Her pride rose--rose higher and +higher and higher day by day. + +Her struggle was a hard one, to keep the bitter resentful feeling down. +She endeavoured to stifle it with thought of the gratitude she owed him. +But it was hard, terribly hard. She was not of a lachrymose temperament +at all, but her eyes often tear-filled when she thought of him. + +He was cold to her; grew more so; coldly courteous and reserved. +Instinctively he feared his own weakness. Kept so close a guard upon +himself, so firm a brake upon his feelings, that intercourse with him +became depressing and wearying. + +There was no longer the old easy flow of talk; words came with +difficulty; conversation was an effort on both sides. Forced +conversation is usually a failure. + +She saw clearly that but for his love for the child--and that, she knew, +was genuine--he would not have come to the house at all. She felt that +all the while he spoke to her courteously and politely, he was +suspicious of her. She showed nothing of her indignation; that would +only have been acknowledgment of the hit. + +Suspicious of what? She asked herself; asked not once, but a hundred +times a day. Her pride would not allow her to put the question to him; +so they drifted further and further apart. To her it seemed as with +Ichabod: the glory had departed. + +Sorry? She was heart-broken over it. She had not learned to love him: +she had cared for him all along. More even than she had known, more than +she knew even now. The sweet, helpful gentleness of his care for her +child when sick, had shown him in a light in which few women would have +failed to admire--nay, more than that: to love him. + +He was a veritable Prince to her; she could have worshipped him. Her +soul had gone out to him--and his to her--so naturally she had scarce +noticed its passage. She felt she had known him all her life; so +perfectly their thoughts and views seemed to dovetail one another. + +There had been no shaping and moulding and rubbing off of corners; no +making of rough edges to fit evenly; all that is usually the work of +time. It is said that there is no soul but somewhere on this crowded +earth another soul responds unto its needs. The meeting is still a +rarity, but kindly old Time goes on with his everlasting pruning and +polishing and planing down to suit mutual requirements. + +He has them--has the man with the scythe and hour glass--in his +workshop; hundreds and thousands of young couples. He lets them rub +along together, Fate having joined them, until the roughnesses are all +worn away and it is scarcely noticeable--certainly not by the young +people themselves--that they were not expressly made for each other. + +The manufactured article produced in that workshop of Old Time is +durable and generally gives satisfaction. Looks so much like the real +thing that most people want nothing better. Some people prefer it even, +take more pride in it. + +Besides, the Merchandise Marks Act is not in force in regard to this +particular class of goods, so there is not much loss. It all bears the +same label, and there is no penalty for deceiving the public. It is all +marked--hall marked: Love. + +Sometimes, however, it happens that two souls come together whom Nature +has really designed and moulded each to each. It is fraught with much +sweetness, such a meeting; sweetness as of music. The harmonies are so +perfect and so pure, it seems no power in Heaven or Earth could destroy +the enduring melody by a jarring note. + +The swelling tones would rise and fall and echo, long after the +discordance had subsided. Real love is very rare, rarer than gold and +diamonds, but it is found sometimes. In out-of-the-way places, too; +wholly unsought, conjoining the hearts of man and woman by the closeness +and perfection of their union and coincidence. + +She had come to think, and he had thought so, too, that God had framed +them so, the one to the other. Fight the idea as she would, in her +woman's weakness she thought so still. He, in his manly strength, +endeavoured to crush the thought as it rose in his bosom. + +But it was there to crush. + + + + + CHAPTER XIX + + PLAYING THE SPY + + +When the child had passed all the signposts on the road of +convalescence, had reached perfect health, Masters ceased his visits to +the bungalow. His interest in Gracie induced him not to avoid meeting +her on the front. + +The child was all warmth and affection and love for the man she was +going to marry. The mother hid her aching heart behind a smile: a +woman's usual veil. It was not what a novelist describes as a sad sweet +smile; it had degenerated into an hysterical, jerky, clattering, little +laugh. + +The weather continued fine; the author prolonged his stay. For that +reason--anyway, for his own satisfaction he set down that as the +cause--he stayed on at Wivernsea. + +Not a day passed but he met his little sweetheart. Not a day passed but +the breach between the man and woman widened. Soon the conventional +greeting at meeting and parting came to be dreaded by each. + +They dared not look into each other's eyes. As hands met for those two +brief moments, each involuntarily looked away from the other. Fingers +were clasped limply; fell away awkwardly. Heartiness, even of the +faintest description, was sadly lacking in the shake. + +One morning he had a letter from his lawyers. It called for his +attendance in London; a question of making an affidavit over some +copyright infringement. He resolved to catch the fast train up, and so +be able to get back by the fast evening train down. + +He was at the station early, having inquiries to make. A parcel of books +sent down to him had, by reason of the railway company's vagaries, not +reached him. Those inquiries made and satisfied, he purchased +newspapers. + +Messrs. Smith and Son occupied a space in the booking office. As he +dealt with the juvenile representative of the great Strand firm, he was +standing with his back to the ticket pigeon-hole. He was presently +startled by hearing a voice he recognized, saying: + +"First-class, return, London, please." + +He turned round sharply, expecting to see the mistress of Ivy Cottage; +he could have sworn to her voice anywhere. A woman plainly dressed, +almost shabbily, with a long thick veil, stood purchasing the ticket. +She repeated the demand; the ticket seller had not caught the words. + +Hearing it a second time, Masters had no shadow of doubt about the +voice's owner. There were no two voices like it in the world. But the +costume amazed him; could only be explained one way. + +Not a pleasant way, either. It was a disguise! Masters felt certain of +it. She had always been well, expensively dressed. Now, by reason of +that, the change was the more striking. + +There were three minutes before the train was due; five minutes passed +before it arrived. The shabbily-dressed woman paced the platform. +Masters watched her from the waiting-room window; five minutes of utter +misery. + +The station bell rang a second time, the train came in. The veiled woman +hurried to a first-class carriage in front of the train. The guard +opened a door and she entered one of its compartments. A moment after +Masters had entered another. + +His purchases at the bookstall lay on the seat beside him all the way to +London; he did not read a line of them. For two whole hours he sat +stonily looking out of the window, thinking. Thinking, as well as the +numb feeling of wretchedness and horror holding him would allow. + +It was the first really cold day of the approaching winter. With a view +to travelling in comfort, Masters had unpacked, and was wearing a long +heavy ulster. It changed his appearance altogether. He knew that, and, +bred of the knowledge, there came a desire to track the woman in the +other compartment. + +With his coat-collar up, she would not be likely to recognize him. It +would be possible to follow her and see what this mysterious disguise +and flight to London meant; whether she was really as black as his +suspicion painted her, as appearances represented her. + +Was it a gentlemanly thing to do?... He did not pause to answer his own +question. Curiosity and the desire, the necessity, to either set at rest +or confirm his fears outweighed everything. Any certainty is better than +suspense; we always say so and feel it so--until that certainty is +known. + +His mind was quickly made up: to follow her. Besides, how could he tell +but what she might have need of him; the disguise led to the thought of +such a possibility. Masters' was a fertile brain; a dozen such +possibilities entered his mind at once. Disguise very frequently meant +danger. If that were the case it was his duty, as a man, to shield her. + +He would not fail her--so he argued with himself. A desire to do any +particular thing causes us to find reasons for its justification; +excellent reason. He had made up his mind to follow her. + +At Charing Cross the woman in the front part of the train alighted.... +Got into a hansom cab.... Masters got into another. A disturbing +recollection came to him of a private detective in one of his own books +who had acted in similar fashion. But he was not deterred by it. + +"Where to, sir?" + +Through the trap in the cab roof the inquiry came. Looking up he +answered the driver: + +"Keep that hansom in sight. I want to see, and not be seen--do you +understand?" + +"I'm fly." + +As the Jehu answered he shut one eye. Then, as he closed the trap, said +to himself: + +"Man from the Yard--what's she been a-doin' of, I wonder?" + +The first cab went over Westminster Bridge, turned into Lambeth, pulled +up outside a corner public house. The second cab slowed down and passed +the first at walking pace. The woman was paying her fare. Then she +entered a door on the glass panels of which were inscribed the words: + + BOTTLE AND JUG DEPARTMENT + +Masters' cabman knew his business; promptly reined in his horse just +round the corner. + +"That do you, sir?" + +He put the question as Masters alighted, and was feeling in his trousers +pocket; the driver continued: + +"She's gone into the _Green Dragon_ round the corner, she has. We passed +the pub a minute agone." + +Masters winced. Then reflected that the cabman was only fulfilling his +duty zealously. Rewarded him with a half-sovereign. + +"Going back, sir?" + +Golden fares are rare enough to be worth looking after for a return +journey. + +"Perhaps--I don't know." + +"I'll be stopping here, sir--here, for half-an-hour if you should want +me, sir." + +Masters nodded.... Passed through a door brass-plated with the words: + + HOTEL ENTRANCE. + +A flight of stairs faced him. To the left was another door, +glass-lettered with the word: + + SALLOON. + +Into the saloon Masters went. Square panels of bevelled ground glass +pivoted on their centres along the top of the bar, shielding the +occupants of the saloon from the gaze of those in the opposite bar. + +As he entered, Masters heard the woman he had followed enquiring over +the bar: + +"Mr. Rigby? He is staying here--he expects me." + +The hesitation in the enquiring voice made the barman look up. +Nervousness in women is rather an uncommon thing to find in the bar of a +Surrey-side public-house. + +"Oh, yes. But you've come in the wrong way. Round the corner and in at +the hotel entrance. You'll find him on the second floor, room 15." + +She went out. The bar-tender crossing to him, Masters called for a +whisky and soda. Tasted, then tilted the glass, and let the contents be +soaked up by the sawdust on the floor. It was not a drink which he +thought likely to benefit him. The Lambeth blend of whisky did not +somehow seem to tickle his palate. + +Watching through the saloon door, he presently saw the veiled woman come +in through the hotel entrance, and ascend the stairs. Allowing +half-a-minute to elapse, he passed out and followed in her steps. As he +commenced the ascent of the second flight he heard a door close; guessed +it to be the door of room No. 15. + +Reaching the passage on the second floor he noted that the door of room +No. 14 was shut. No. 15 was shut too. No. 16 was open. He paused on its +threshold. Cast an eye round; not a soul was in the passage; entered. +Then the door of No. 16 was shut too; shut, and the key turned on the +inside. + +A hurried glance satisfied him that it was an unoccupied room. He was +glad of that; an explanation that he had entered to wash his hands would +suffice, should need of such excuse arise. All the rooms, he guessed, +were bedrooms on that floor. + +A door was in the dividing wall of Nos. 15 and 16. To that Masters +applied his ear. A sense of the contemptibility of the action was strong +upon him; yet he could not refrain from acting so. + +Something crossed his mind about the end justifying the means. It was a +principle he had always violently combated; practice and theory are +sometimes at variance. Shame was merged into a feeling of gladness: that +there was no key in the lock; it made hearing easier. And he meant to go +the whole length; to listen. + +As he did so, reflected that such a despicable act as eavesdropping +would have been impossible to him a month ago. Suggested to himself that +she had brought him to it. + +That is men's way--even the best of them. + + + + + CHAPTER XX + + A HORRIBLE REVELATION + + +The man she had inquired for in the bar, Rigby--he guessed it was +he--was speaking. A husky-toned voice, but the listener could plainly +catch the words: + +"There! Don't cry, old girl. I have broken my promise to you, I know. +You thought I had gone out of England, and I haven't. Well, I am +going--going early to-morrow." + +"Dick!" + +"Gospel truth, old girl. When I said good-bye last time, I meant it. But +I got in with the boys and it was the old story. You know; I needn't +tell you. I don't blame the boys; they think it a lark, that's all. +First one comes and then the other, and each one doesn't know how far +I've gone already. I have myself to blame; no one else. I have been +lying here over a fortnight with the D.T.'s--came out of them two days +ago. Doctor says I shall be able to go abroad to-morrow. He's a good +sort; says the Mediterranean cruise will be the thing to set me on my +legs. You said so; he says so. He has been kind enough to see to things, +booked my berth, and I am going to-morrow from St. Katharine's dock on +_La Mascotte_. + +"Dick!" + +"I am speaking honest, old girl; I am going. I might have gone without +writing to you to come up and see me, and you would have been spared +this, but I couldn't. I felt that I wanted to say good-bye, old girl, +because--because you've been so good to me--more than I deserve. +Because," there was a quaver in the speaker's voice, "because I believe +it will be the last time." + +"Dick!" + +The listener, a fierce pain at his heart, heard the catch in her voice, +the gasping way in which she ejaculated the name. The man continued: + +"It is possible to travel too far on the downward road. So far that you +get lost for ever and ever in the valley. I have been down a great big +distance. There is a presentiment in possession of me that, somehow, I +shall never come back to England. That I shall never come back to worry +you again!" + +"Dick! Dick! Dick!" + +The listening man could hear the heart-breaking sound; the woman's sobs +as she spoke. Despite Rigby, despite all, his heart went out to her. +Involuntarily he stretched out his arms. They fell to his side again, +empty. There was the door between. + +"Don't cry. After all, it is perhaps for the best. See what a failure I +am. If I drink myself to death perhaps it would be best. Pity it takes +so long, that's all. See how like a blackguard I have behaved to you." + +The listener could not see, but he knew her actions to be expostulating. + +"Ah, it's so; it's so.... I know; I'm sober now. When I come out of it I +lie thinking, thinking, thinking. Realize then what a foul beast I have +made of myself. When I think how I have behaved to you--to you, my +staunch, devoted, dear old pal, the one soul who has stuck to me through +thick and thin, I hate myself, I hate myself; and I wonder you don't +hate me too." + +"You know I love you, Dick. You know that no soul in the whole world +loves you as I do." + +"Somehow I'd rather see you fly into a rage and call me all the evil +names you could invent than look at me so lovingly and sadly; I would +indeed. I should feel more that I had deserved to lose you; it would +hurt less. But I know you love me; that is one reason why I have +determined on trying this Mediterranean trip. Do you know, before I sat +down to write to you yesterday, I made a balance of my hands. Held the +pen in one and a razor in the other----" + +"Dick! Dick! Oh, for God's sake don't talk so!" + +"You would never have known, Mab. I am staying here in the name of +Rigby. You don't read the police intelligence in the papers. If you had, +you would never have linked an account of a drunkard's suicide in a +Lambeth hotel with me. You would have thought me on blue water, keeping +my promise to you." + +The man at the door could hear the sounds of her grief still. It was +agony to him; he ground his teeth. That she should suffer so, and he so +close, so helpless to help her! + +"The pen won the day, Queenie." The speaker was trying to infuse a note +of cheeriness. "Don't cry, old girl; there is nothing to cry about after +all. I'm here right enough. I wrote you to come up; to say good-bye to +the man who has wronged you so. If I live through the trip I shall come +back a better, sounder, healthier man. With the courage to fight this +drink devil for life or death, for all I am worth." + +"And, please God, conquer him, Dick!" + +"And what about yourself, little woman? Have you been ill? You look worn +out, worn and thinner. You haven't been worrying about me?" + +"No, Dick; about Grace. She has been ill; dying once, I thought, but +thank God she is as well to-day as ever she was." + +"Our little Gracie has been as ill as all that? Poor little soul! And +I've been drinking from morning till night, selfish brute that I am, +without any thought for you or her. Good God! Why was I born--answer me +that?" + +The listening man had started back, horrified at the speaker's use of +the word, Our. So stupefied was he that he hardly heard the latter part +of the man's speech. So, then, this drink-sodden being, posturing under +the name of Rigby, was the father of Gracie! Of the little girl he had +helped to nurse back to life. + +He shook off the numbness which had gripped him; there was more to hear. +The thread was taken up again; the mother was speaking: + +"----for us to love each other dearly, Dick, all through our lives. Let +that be reason enough. Banish those presentiments of yours, dearest. Go +bravely on this voyage. It must benefit you, give you strength--moral +strength." + +"I am a pretty nice sort of beauty to be thinking of moral strength----" + +"Don't turn away from me like that; I can't bear it! Pray for strength, +Dick; pray for it! Oh, come back to me, Dick dear, your old, old self. +My heart aches for you all the while you are away from me. Come back to +me, Dick, come back to my loving arms, stronger and better--yourself." + +"I'm going to, old girl--going to try hard this time. I can be stronger +when I am away from the boys. On board _La Mascotte_ there won't be a +soul I shall know. It will be torture for me to travel in solitude, for +I don't expect such a wreck as I am will make friends. I carry my story +written on my face; every man can read it first glance. At the same +time, there will be safety in it. From the time I set foot on deck till +the time I come back--if ever I come back----" + +"Dick!" + +"I'll only take claret; will not touch a drop of spirits; so help me +God!" + +The listener thought he heard a sigh, a despondent sigh, as the man +uttered this resolution; probably it had been so resolved before. But it +might have been fancy; the dividing door was too thick for him to hear +with certainty. + +"God will help you, Dick. He must. I believe you, Dick, I believe you. +You mean well, and you will succeed. You will come back, and we shall be +happy. My dear, dear old Dick; happy again, I know it." + +"We will hope so, Queenie." + +"Another man, Dick! A strong, healthy and well man. And what I am +praying to see, Dick--for I think the tie will help you to keep +straight--well and able to marry." + +There ensued a moment's silence. The listener's imagination supplied the +gap. What he had seen at the back of the bungalow at Wivernsea helped +him thereto. He heard the passionate sobbing; the impact of their lips. +Then he heard no more. + +A great blurring veil seemed to come over sight, hearing, even faculty; +to enshroud him. He staggered away as if physically injured. What he had +heard hurt so. + +On the other side of the door were Gracie's mother, Gracie's father. And +they were talking of his coming back from a voyage well enough to marry. + +His thoughts went away. Were of that sweet, innocent little child down +at Wivernsea. As she came before him he almost groaned; it was too +terrible, too horrible. Poor little Gracie! + +Trembling fingers unlocked the door; he got downstairs somehow; down to +the level of the bar. Called for brandy there, and, regardless of its +quality, swallowed it. + +It was a mechanical act. Instinct told him that he needed brandy, and he +wanted to be doing something; inaction at that moment was maddening. + +He walked outside. + + + + + CHAPTER XXI + + THE ONLY WAY + + +The cabman was of a speculative nature. Had hung on the chance of +Masters' needing to return. Half-sovereign fares are not picked up every +hour in the day; the man who dispensed them was worth waiting for. + +"Where to, sir?" + +The query called down through the trap in the cab roof. The reply was: + +"Back again." + +Directions so given, because, for the moment, the fare could think of +nowhere else.... The cool air blowing on his face gradually brought him +back to his usual clear perception of things; he remembered. + +The woman he loved so, was lost and dead to him; he quite realized that. +Knew too that he loved her still; would do anything to ensure or bring +about her happiness. Pity--heart-felt, whole-souled pity--was mingled +with his feeling for her now. + +Pondering over his position, he came to think of her as more sinned +against than sinning. Almost joined in the prayer that the man she +loved--whose existence was a bar to his own success--might return well +enough to marry. + +For Gracie's sake too--sweet, winsome little Gracie! If the man returned +well enough to marry it would silence tongues. Surely it was a good +prayer. + +Then Gracie would grow up knowing nothing of her childhood. No bar +sinister would, anyway, be apparent on her escutcheon. She could travel +her road in life without a dark shadow o'erhanging it. + +If he returned well enough to marry! Why shouldn't he? Or was he, in the +solitude which he feared, likely to become despondent again? Was he not +more liable to be so, in abstinence from those accustomed stimulants? +Despondent even to the clutching of a razor again? + +What manner of man was he that had stolen the heart of Gracie's mother? +What manner of man was he who could have led astray so pure, so loving a +soul? + +Surely Rigby had spoken rightly; it were best for such a man no longer +to cumber the earth. And yet--that was not the only consideration. There +was another. Two: Gracie and her mother. + +The man had said that he feared solitude. Had spoken of his personal +appearance with loathing. Had feared that no soul would wish to speak to +him; that Drink was written on his face. Even allowing for exaggeration, +there must be a basis of truth. + +Was it wise to let him spend that voyage alone? Was it not possible to +send with him a companion? One who would interest him; divert his +thoughts; take him out of himself? + +A companion to do this for her sake--for her child's sake. Why not +himself? What was there in it after all? Not even self-sacrifice. +Masters felt that a voyage would do him good. That to stop in England +just then, where he was, would stifle him. Let him go on to the broad +ocean where he would be able to breathe. + +His work he could take with him. Write as well, better, on the ship than +in his own rooms. Why not? There was a soul to help to save! There was a +woman to be made happy! A child to be taken out of the range of the +pointed finger of shame! Why not? + +If it were true, as the mother said, that he had saved the child's life, +was it to be saved only that she should suffer misery thereafter? +Undeserved misery in all the future years? Should he not prevent that if +he could? + +Himself! Who better fitted? His heart and soul would be in the act. He +would be working for those he loved! What a triumph if he could restore +this man to her Well Enough To Marry. Why not? + +Resolution: he would go. Yes, he would go on to the boat: it was the +only way. The cab passed a bill-poster's hoarding. A drama being played +in London just then was: _The Only Way_. The mind of the man in the cab +had run in keeping with the theatre announcement. He thought of Sidney +Carton. + +He would go! The hero of that _Tale of Two Cities_ was not the only man +who had made sacrifices for the woman he loved; although his own +sacrifice was hardly worth such a name. In his heart he wished it +greater. + +The thought trembled through his mind, result of the years of +journalistic labour, that his cruise would serve in affording a supply +of copy. He hated himself for the thought; it seemed to sully the purity +of his motive, his love. He wanted to give to the woman he loved +whole-souled service. Yet was weak enough to want an excuse. + +Sidney Carton, when his good work was accomplished, died on the +scaffold. When Masters had accomplished his good work--well, there would +be time enough to think of that later. + +Life was worth living just then: for her sake. It would have little +value to him after; after its work was over. Then he would be content, +wishful to rest. + +The cab had reached Parliament Street. The fare's hand went through the +roof trap; the driver reined up. + +"There is a passenger--ship's passenger--agent's, somewhere round here," +he called up to the bending-down driver, "Cockspur Street, I think; do +you know it?" + +"So many about, sir. Might you happen to know the name, sir?" + +"M'no. Yes! I have just remembered it: Sewell and Crowther." + +"Oh, yes; I know the place, sir. Do you want to drive there?" + +"Please." + +"Right, sir." + +A few minutes later the cab stopped and he was alighting at the +passenger agents' door. Entering, he said to the counter clerk: + +"You are booking for _La Mascotte_, leaving for the Mediterranean, +aren't you?" + +"Yes, sir; we're the agents." + +"Have you any berths left?" + +"Oh, yes, sir, a number. It's an off time of the year, and we do not +fill up from London. We are stopping at coast stations. We shall fill up +from those." + +"Let me see a plan of the ship." + +"Yes, sir.... That's it. Which class--which part of the boat do you +want, sir?" + +Masters ignored the question. Pointing to the pen and ink list of names, +inquired: + +"These are the names of those who have already booked their passages?" + +"Yes, sir." + +Having located what he wanted he turned to the plan of the ship again, +saying: + +"This is a two-berthed cabin. One berth is taken, I see. Is the other +vacant?" + +"Yes, sir. But you can book one in an empty cabin if you like. You will +have more room, unless we fill up." + +"Thank you. I prefer this one. I think I happen to know the Mr. Rigby +who has the other half." + +"Oh, I see, sir--friend of yours--of course, companionship. I beg your +pardon." + +Masters paid his passage money; booked in the name of Charleigh; +inquired the time of sailing on the morrow. + +"Tide serves at noon, sir. The vessel will go out on top of the water." + +"From St. Katharine's?" + +"Yes, sir.... Good-day, sir, and thank you.... Not that way, sir.... +This door on the left. + +"Good-day." + +The cabman was waiting. Stooped down from his perch to receive +instructions. + +"The Telegraph Office, Charing Cross." + +There the fare despatched a wire to his Wivernsea landlady; telling her +to pack everything of his in his portmanteaux, and send them up by the +afternoon train to the care of the Cloak Room, Charing Cross. + +Then he drove to his publishers. He would be away some time, and there +were certain business arrangements to be made.... Then to his flat in +Shaftesbury Avenue. He slept there the night. + +More correctly, he spent the night there. Spent it in pacing to and fro, +recalling all the events of that long last month. All the happiest days; +all the most miserable ones. + +He was heart-full of pity for the woman, poor soul! Wished he could wipe +away the bitterness of his words that night on the seat at Wivernsea. +That was impossible. But he could try to make amends. + +In the early morning--dawn just lightening the sky--he wrote a note to +Gracie's mother: directed it to Ivy Cottage. Just a purely formal little +letter, saying he was called away on urgent business and would not +return to Wivernsea again. + +As coming from an author it was a disappointing note; there was nothing +clever in it. Most authors' notes, perhaps because literary fireworks +are supposed to be contained in them, are disappointing. + +He sent his fondest love to his little sweetheart Gracie, and expressed +a sincere hope for her mother's future happiness. That letter later on +in the morning he dropped into a post office. + +Gracie's mother, who had journeyed home by the previous evening's train, +read it, dry-eyed. + +The dryness which burns. + + + + + CHAPTER XXII + + WHITE LIES + + +Masters gathered in his luggage from Charing Cross cloak room; reached +St. Katharine's Docks with it; got aboard _La Mascotte_. + +He was first in the cabin; was arranging his things in an orderly way +when Mr. Rigby came aboard. The second tenant of the cabin looked every +bit of the wreck he had painted himself. + +The author, quick of observation, gauged him to be a man of twenty-five +or thereabouts. Younger possibly, but dissipation is an artist who +graves deep lines; wrinkles are ageing things. Still of fine physique, +but dull-eyed, heavy, face bluish and swollen. + +Masters, sweeping a comprehensive glance round, brushed up the new comer +with it; said generally: + +"I am first to take possession. It seems we are to be close companions +on this voyage; too close, in one sense." + +He referred to the size of the cabin; then stretching out his hand, +continued: + +"Let me introduce myself. William Charleigh, journalist. I sincerely +hope we shall be very good friends whilst we are together." + +The gloom on Dick's face lighted; his colourless horizon seemed +brightened; it was as if the sun had suddenly popped out. This cheerful, +strong-looking man making overtures of friendship, dissipated all his +fearsomeness of solitude on the voyage. Eagerly gripping the hand held +out, he shook it long and earnestly; saying: + +"I reciprocate that! Thanks! My name's Rigby. Nothing by profession and +very little better by nature. I have just come out of--out of an +illness. I am taking the trip in the hope of--of getting well." + +"No trip like it!" Masters' response was cheerily uttered. "Take my word +for that. I took the voyage some years ago, and it pulled me off the +grave's brink." + +"Really! You look so strong and well I should not have thought you'd had +an illness in all the days of your life." + +Lies, white lies, came to Masters' lips with the readiness of fiction +flowing from his pen; he said: + +"I went to the dogs and the dogs nearly did for me. That's an unpleasant +way they have when you get inside the kennel. It's a mere shave I'm here +talking to you. I pulled up just in time." + +"No!" + +There were both astonishment and eagerness in Dick's question; both of +the most intense kind. Masters' lying was very successful. He was acting +so with a view to drawing his companion out. + +If a confession could be got from the sick man it would help. Dick would +rely for strength and help on the man he had confessed to. That was only +human nature. + +If you tell a man your troubles he is more than likely to want to tell +you his own. A keen observer was Masters; knew that confidence begets +confidence. So himself became very confidential. + +"It is a fact," he continued. "Like a great number of others, I liked +society, and cards, and wine, and--well, I am quite cured now, so I +don't mind confessing it. I sacrificed at the shrine of Bacchus too +often, and Bacchus resented it. The drink god is an ungrateful sort of +deity, isn't he? He sent me visions of snakes and other creepy-crawlies. +When I came out of the land of visions I was the most washed-out wreck +you ever saw. The doctor gave me up." + +"No?" + +Dick ejaculated the word almost breathlessly. His own doctor had not +gone so far as that. There was more than a chance of hope, after all! He +listened. + +"Fact. When I heard that, I was on the verge of suicide. Then they put +me on a boat doing the Mediterranean trip; just as this one is. This +brings back old times, and--well, here I am, you see; I am all right +now." + +"And the doctor, you say--but how did you--did you conquer your +craving?" + +"Sheer force of will. I took an oath that whilst I was on the ship I +wouldn't touch a drop." + +"I have done that, too!" + +"You?" + +Masters started round in astonishment: really a clever piece of acting. + +"Yes.... Well, the cat's out of the bag now. Thank God I haven't got a +temperance crank for a companion on the voyage. I have done what you +have done, and I am setting out to do now what you did: coming away to +get shut of it all. To try and break myself free from the curse." + +"You'll do it!" + +The flushed face flushed still deeper; deepened to purple, at the +assurance. But the dulled eyes had quite an eager light in them, as the +speaker pressed his question: + +"You think I will? You really think I will? That I have strength +enough?" + +"Of course! It's the despondent times you have to fear; just don't fear +them. Just hang on to me when you feel them coming. Don't get by +yourself; it's like taking one's pill uncoated; cling to me like a +barnacle. I'll help you to kill your blue devils!" + +"You will? By God!" He spoke almost breathlessly; the proffered help was +so sweet: hit him in the face. "You're a brick! And a stranger, too; +never set eyes on me before!" + +"Never. Quite right; never set eyes on you before! But remember, we've +been burnt in the same fire. A fellow-feeling makes us--you know the +rest." + +"By Jove! You are wondrous kind. Do you know, I funked this voyage; +funked it believing there was death aboard--overboard--for me. Imagined +every soul would read the story in my face and shun me. People are so +apt to judge the quality of a pasture by the length of the grass." + +"Rot!" + +Masters was shuddering inwardly as he looked at his companion. This +bloated youth, who looked five-and-twenty, yet spoke with the boyishness +of eighteen. He dived into his secret apprehension; shuddered to think +that the woman he loved should be linked to such a drink-sodden wretch. +Thought of her induced him to lower the sail of his dignity. + +There was the hope, the chance, of reformation. When Rigby set foot on +the vessel it had been with despair at his heart; he had attended the +funeral of hope long ago. Things were different now. As for Masters, he +realized that the man was young; might perhaps still meet with +salvation. + +But it was a thin reed on which to rely: his youth; a two-edged fact: +might cut either way. Masters was quite aware of that as he uttered the +reassuring monosyllable. Spoke in a forced tone of conviction; there is +a limit to suffering; none to fear. + +The odds, too, are against a drunkard's reformation; all Lombard Street +to a China orange. Anyway, it was a fact he was going to do his level +best to turn things to good account. The youngster must be spurred on; +not to advance is to retreat. Not only is courage needed in facing a +difficulty, but the ability to grapple with it; if looked in the face +too long, it is apt to stare us out of countenance. + +"I believe you." Rigby spoke with grateful fervour. "Anyway, I am not +going to face the future gloomily now!" + +"That's half the battle. After all, life's only a journey; it's more or +less our own fault if we don't make a pleasure excursion of it." + +"I believe that." + +"I know it. Remember, I have been in the battle, and came out upper dog. +So long as you win the race, what does it matter whether you had a good +start or not?" + +"Anyway, I shall keep you to your word. If I feel that awful thirst +coming on me; feel, as I have felt, that Hell's got its doors gaping +wide open for me, I shall worry you." + +"You won't; not worry me. Come that moment you hear the hinges start +creaking, and we'll try, try together, to keep the doors shut." + +"That you should take all this trouble----" + +"Trouble be hanged! Don't you know how easy it is to poke another man's +fire?" + +Masters' eyes looked honestly into Dick's; he was very honest of +purpose. Wanted, with all his soul, to keep those doors closed. For the +sake of the woman whose trust had been betrayed; for the sake of the +little one. He knew how facile is the descent into Hell. Knew, too, that +a man ambitious to make a fool of himself never lacks help. + +How shines a good deed in this bad world! The goodness of his own was +illuminating Masters' eyes at that moment. And he had no fear of the +proverb: that if he conferred a favour he might expect ingratitude. +Plainly, Rigby was not built on those lines. + +Dick was not much of a psychologist or mind reader. Saw only the honest +eyes bright with enthusiasm; found them inspiriting; knew nothing of the +inner thought prompting this extraordinary kindness. + +His was not an inquiring nature; in his happy-go-lucky way he accepted +Fate unquestionably. Help had come in his way, and he snapped at it as +suddenly as if it were a dish of snapdragon. In response to Masters' +words, he mentally thanked his stars, physically held out his hand. In +silence, gratefully gripped his companion; was too thankful to speak. + +Masters resumed his assumption of cheerfulness. Knew the difficulty he +had to face before he spoke: putting seed into the ground does not make +a harvest certain; said: + +"Now, there is another thing to discuss: about the grub." + +"My dear old chap!" Earnestness, conviction in his tone. "I feel as if I +shouldn't touch food again for months." + +"I know. That's not an unusual symptom." Masters affected to laugh. "I +felt like that. And if you go to the saloon table you'll feel like it +for quite a while. Look here now!" He spoke suddenly, as if inspired +with an idea. "Will you leave your commissariat to me?" + +"To you! But why on earth, now, should you be troubled to----" + +Masters let a shade of annoyance creep over his face. There was no +misreading it. Assuming, too, a tone of regret; he said: + +"You mean that? That you would rather I did not interfere?" + +The facial expression and voice had the desired effect. Cheated the +younger man--surely he must be very young!--into expostulating: + +"My dear old chap! For Heaven's sake don't think I mean anything of that +sort! I'll do whatever you say." + +So he would; that was plainly evident. The strong will had conquered the +weaker. Masters felt overjoyed at his success. Most hearts have secret +drawers in them containing some good traits: if we can only find the +spring. + +Moreover, strange as it seemed, Masters was conscious of the birth of a +liking for his young companion. He was surprised, too, to realize that +he was but a boy. Had thought him five-and-twenty at first; now imagined +him to be not much over one-and-twenty years of age--if that. + +It was, in a measure, a welcome surprise. His imagination had portrayed +Rigby as a hardened debauchee; sunken in vice as sodden in drink. +Mingled with the surprise, too, was a feeling of wonder that Gracie's +mother should, with one younger than herself----But there, he told +himself, there was no accounting for these things; there was no logic or +reason in them. + +"Very well, then"--Masters speaking, his face cleared of its +cloud--"I'll arrange with the steward and the cook. Fresh milk, while it +lasts, and beef tea right away till you feel you can compass solidity +little and often; that is my prescription." + +"You are a good old chap!" + +Almost tears in his eyes as he spoke. He had not counted on making +friends at all, and here, the moment he set foot on the boat, was one to +hand. And such a one! A perfect prince of good fellows. + +"For some days," Dick continued, "I shall keep almost to this cabin. +Lying down will rest me. Moreover, I am not anxious to show up to the +crowd." + +Again that purple flush. Masters, considerately, was not looking. Was +engaged hanging up his belongings and stowing them away in the limited +space at his disposal. It was work which afforded occasion for a +considerable display of invention and ingenuity. + +The cabin of a three thousand ton vessel, or of an Atlantic liner for +that matter, offers little luxury in the way of wardrobe accommodation. +Masters, though his personal luggage did not rival in extent that of +Beau Brummel, yet found himself in difficulties. He turned to his +companion; said: + +"I shall be inside a lot too. As a matter of fact, I'm finishing a book; +have a lot of writing to do. So you won't be altogether alone." + +"That's jolly!" + +"Lend a hand here, old fellow, will you? See if we can shove this +portmanteau under." + +Dick was only too glad to be of service; willingly rendered aid in the +stowing away of things. Later followed suit with his own stuff. Masters +was intent on keeping his companion occupied even with the smallest +matters. + +That was the beginning of things. The author felt that he had got the +bit in his companion's mouth; that it rested with him which road was +taken; depended on his skill as a rider. Still there was every care and +caution to be exercised. + +When you ride a young colt it is well to see that your saddle is well +girt. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIII + + LOVE'S LABOUR LOST + + +Prosperity attended the voyage; if that term may be applied to recovery +of health. The sea-air--genial companionship had something to do with +it--was pulling Dick round. He said he was a new man; received assurance +of that fact from inspection of his reflection in the mirror. + +Although his story was no longer visible on his face, it was in his +heart; hidden away perhaps, but there still. He had left the +stepping-stones of milk and beef-tea a long way behind; was walking +through square meals as vigorously as any man aboard. + +The friendship opened up in the little two-berth cabin had developed +into the closest kind. On one side it had started garbed in the mantle +of pretence. That was soon shed; sincerity taking its place. + +Dick's fidelity was dog-like; he followed his companion about as if +loath to lose sight of him. Masters had discovered in him artistic +tendencies; the ability to draw well. It was long before Dick's hand +ceased to remind one of a jelly; when it did, Masters asked, would Dick +oblige him by doing something? + +Oblige him? Dick repeated the question. Great Scott! Was there anything +he could ask which he, Dick, wouldn't jolly well jump at the chance of +doing. What did Charleigh take him for? + +The story Masters was engaged on was to be illustrated; sketches were +needed of the proposed drawings. So the author said, speaking quite +casually. + +As a matter of fact, he was anxious to find occupation for idle hands. +Feared the provision, if he did not himself provide it, of less +profitable work. Remembered a proverb to that effect: Satan filling a +stellar part in it. + +"Let me make them for you, will you?" Dick spoke eagerly. "I can draw +properly, really; I've had drawings in the _Strand_ and _Windsor_, and +they're particular, you know. I did it because I loved the work; I had +to give it up, because my hand----" + +Masters interrupted him; was ever anxious to prevent a harking back to +the old days of failure. Wanted his protégé to look forward, not +backward: at the brightness ahead, not on the horror which he hoped was +for ever left behind. + +"My dear Dick, a thousand thanks! I shall be only too glad if you will." + +That was the commencement of an even closer intercourse; the drawings +drew them together. The sketches had to be thought out and considered. +On smooth days were worked at with pencil on paper. + +Dick's was really a skilled hand. And that hand of his--he took immense +pride in the fact--was steady now. The ability is not given to every +artist to do line work on a boat. The throbbing from the engine room +usually permeates every part of the vessel. + +So the two men would sit on deck, one writing and the other drawing. +Sometimes the author's pen would suddenly cease work; cease for quite a +while. Dick respected those pauses; imagined Charleigh to be thinking +out the details of his work. + +He was wrong. Masters was thinking of Miss Mivvins. Remorseful thoughts; +remorse that he had ever wounded that generous, sweet soul; ever added +by his harsh words to her burden of sorrow. Vainly regretful thoughts: +regret that he had not met her earlier in life. A sigh usually marked +Masters' emergence from dreamland. If he did not directly pick up his +work again, his companion would open up conversation; one day said: + +"I call you Prince, old fellow, because you told me to. Is it a nickname +or your real name?" + +Masters smiled; the sweet innocence of his godmother occurred to him; he +said: + +"Which do you think, now?" + +"Well, I can't help thinking that Prince Charleigh seems too happy a +combination to be the real thing. Real godmothers and godfathers don't +hit on those things usually." + +"Mine did not. Yet all the same I was christened, quite recently, +Prince." + +"Ah!" Dick's eyes sparkled; he fancied himself a discoverer. "I'll bet +you a new hat I can guess the sex of the christener--a girl?" + +"Splendid marksman! A bull's eye! Hit the centre of the target first +time!" + +A merry twinkle found place in the younger man's eyes as he inquired: + +"Engaged to her, old fellow?" + +"Well----" + +Masters paused. Then, with a quiet smile and a long puff at his pipe, +completed his sentence: + +"We have spoken of marriage." + +"Soon?" + +"M'no. She's very young." + +The quiet smile broadened on Masters' face; he remembered how very +young! + +"I have been writing this morning to my girl," said Dick. "We shall +touch port today for stores, and be able to post letters, the Captain +says." + +"So I gathered." + +"Did your ears burn this morning, old chap? My letter was full of you." + +"Was it?" + +Masters started; was troubled. His pipe was being smoked more vigorously +than ever; he continued: + +"I am sorry for that." + +"Why? I told my girl who was responsible for my salvation. You.... Ah, +don't shake your head, Prince. My living, my being here on this deck +alive, sane, and, thank God! with a feeling of manhood strong in me, is +due to you. But for you, I should have gone overboard.... Yes, I know +it; I want you to know that I know it. I can never repay you, that's out +of the region of possibility, but you might like to feel that you took a +fellow-creature out of the slough, even if the fellow isn't worth much. +You saved my life and you've made it worth living--to me, at any rate." + +He spoke with a catch in his voice; gratitude moved him. So earnest was +his speech of thankfulness that it moved Masters also; Dick went on: + +"I came aboard with the knowledge in my heart that I should make a hole +in the water. I got my girl up to London, the only friend that has stuck +to me, to say good-bye to her. And I meant it, Prince; meant it for a +final good-bye, a good-bye for ever. Thanks to you, old chap, that's a +thing of the past; the shadow has passed away." + +"I hope, Dick--nay, more than hope--I am confident, never to return." + +"I pray God so, Prince! I do! I do! I say that reverently. I pray God +so. I'm a bit fearful of when this trip is over; just a bit; that's all +that's wrong with me. You've been my anchor; I don't know how I shall +ride on a tempting sea without you. You are not as other men--no, let me +say it--I have clung to you, Prince, old fellow, like--well, like the +ivy clings to the oak. I can't help thinking, when the oak's gone what's +to become of the ivy." + +"You'll go back home well, and find other ties." + +Then he gave utterance to the phrase which had been persistently ringing +in his ears so long: + +"You will go back well enough to marry." + +Dick started; smiled. The memory of that last interview came back to him +too; he answered: + +"That's what my girl says, Prince. But I don't feel at all like +marrying: I'm not that sort." + +"Not--that--sort!" + +It seemed to Masters as if all the blood in his body suddenly turning +scalding hot and black-coloured; filled his veins to bursting point. He +sat quite still, motionless; fearful that if he moved, loosened for one +instant his hold on himself, his feelings would be too much for him. + +His trip, his care for Dick then, was so much labour thrown away.... He +must keep that feeling, that desire to rush at the boy's throat and +choke his worthless life out, keep it down. Nothing would be gained by +loss of temper. It is the cool hammer which fashions the red-hot iron; +he knew that, yet did not dare to look at his companion. + +His stylographic pen was not of the best make; perhaps resented being +held down so. The ink ran from it and made a blot on the paper. Although +conscious of its existence he allowed the size of the blot to increase; +still he made no movement.... At last he spoke; spoke so huskily that +Dick looked up from his sketch. The moment he did so, he cried: + +"Prince! Good God, old chap, what's the matter? Prince! Prince! You are +ill!" + +"I am quite well. Sit down; I am all right I tell you. I want to talk to +you." + +"Rot!" + +The boy scrambled to his feet impatiently, looking in amazement at the +white, drawn expression on his companion's face; continued: + +"You're ill. Think I am blind? Come to the cabin and lie down." + +"Sit down." + +"Not for half a second!" + +As he answered he was cramming the drawing materials into his pocket; +continued: + +"If you want to talk come into the cabin and lie down. I'll talk to you +there till the doctor comes." + +"Doctor! Don't be absurd! I am all right. I want to talk to----" + +"Then come right along into the cabin out of this sun; talk there. It's +my turn to give orders. I'm going." + +He moved away as he spoke, throwing a glance over his shoulders: an +anxious look. He was fearing greatly for the man whom he had grown to +love. + +Masters rose; staggered up really. That hot black blood seemed to rise +with him, right up to his brain. Had the effect of making things go +whirling round and round for a minute. Then with an immense effort he +pulled himself together. Better perhaps in the cabin, out of earshot. + +He must have his talk out with Master Dick. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIV + + RESTORED SIGHT + + +Dick led the way; Masters followed; the cabin was reached. The moment +they had entered, the author put his back against the door; spoke with a +gravity which alarmed his companion: + +"You and I have got to have a talk. Plain talk." + +Dick's anxiety was evidenced in the tone of his voice as he said: + +"All right, old son. Cackle for hours if you like. But I wish to +goodness you'd lie down and see the doctor first." + +Masters disregarded this; considered it a flippant, out-of-place remark; +in inconceivably bad taste. Moreover, he was disgusted by Dick's +evasion; by reason of it went himself the straighter to the point: + +"We left off on deck at where you were talking of your girl. You said +you were--were not of the marrying kind!" + +"Eh? Yes, of course I said so. It is so. But what on earth does it +matter what I said?" + +Dick still looked anxious. Was making all due allowance for the fact +that literary fellows are inclined to be cranks. Yet was doubtful +whether the man with his back to the door was not overstepping the +limits of legitimate and traditional crankiness. + +"It matters a deal!" + +Masters uttered these words so fiercely that--in no way relieved--Dick +said: + +"Does it? Well then, Prince, old fellow, if you're so anxious about my +future as all that, I'll relieve your anxiety. I can truthfully tell you +that I have never set eyes on a girl yet that I should be at all likely +to marry. Wine's been my trouble, not women." + +Once more the black blood surged up; a curtain seemed to come up before +Masters' eyes; a thick misty curtain blotting things out. But he knew he +must keep his temper in hand; exhibit only calmness. He would gain more +that way: for the child's sake--for her sake. + +"Dick." He spoke with all the earnestness in him. "Awhile back you spoke +of being grateful to me. Said you would do anything to--to please me." + +"So I would, old fellow; so I would. On my soul I would! But I wish to +goodness you would lie----" + +Dick's hand was placed soothingly on his companion's shoulder, as he +spoke. Masters bore it, but interrupted expression of the wish that he +would lie down; said: + +"Suppose I put you to the test? If I ask you to marry your girl, will +you do it?" + +"No!" + +Dick answered with a laugh. Despite the anxiety of which he was so full, +he could not resist a feeling of amusement at the request; added +emphatically: + +"I most certainly will not." + +Up surged the blood again; anger came into the eyes which flashed so; +almost blinded their owner. A step forward, and he seized Dick by the +shoulders; held him so firmly, as in a vice. + +"Tell me." He was speaking from a throat the dryness of which made it +hoarse. "After the way in which you have behaved to her--tell me why you +refuse to marry her?" + +Dick looked at his companion doubtfully; had not a trace of anger in +doing so. Felt that in dealing with him the truth was the only thing; +said: + +"Refuse to marry her? Why, you confounded old idiot, you! How on earth +can a fellow marry his own sister?" + +"SISTER!" + +Just the one word--he almost screamed it--that was all Masters could +utter. He started away and released his hold. Fell back against the +door, in the intensity of his astonishment, clutching wildly, +unfeelingly, at the panels for support. + +Dick's anxiety rapidly gained strength; he became more alarmed than +ever. Formed the idea now that this was no passing faintness, but that +Masters was seriously ill. Was even afraid to leave him standing there +against the door, for fear he should fall. Suddenly, flinging off his +coat, he cried: + +"You're stronger than I am, and I guess I'll get the worst of it, but +here goes." + +He stood threateningly in front of the much bigger man, the light of +determination in his eyes; continued: + +"Will you lie down on that bunk and let me fetch you the doctor? Refuse, +and as sure as I stand here I shall try my hardest to make you." + +Masters pressed his hands to his aching, throbbing forehead. His mind +was whirling so, that it was no wonder he staggered. His brain did not +seem able to hold the blend: could not contain so much happiness and so +much condemnation of himself, for his unutterable foolishness. True to +his threat, Dick advanced; Masters warded him off. + +"Don't, Dick! Just a moment, old fellow.... I don't want a doctor. What +you have just said has done me more good than a syndicate of all the +doctors in the world could effect." + +He laughed weakly, foolishly: by no means a confidence-inspiring laugh. +The mirth, if such it could be called, and the change of tone were even +more disturbing to the listener. + +"What have I said? Here, Prince, you are going off your nut, old man; +that's what's the matter with you! I thought it when you began this +game, but I didn't like to say so; I must now. Sitting in the sun so +much has given you a mild attack of sunstroke. If you've any feeling +that you would like to knock me about, now's your time to indulge it; +for I am going to try to make you come away from that door." + +"Dick! My dear boy! I assure you I am all right! All I want is a +talk----" + +"Talk! Great Scott! Have you done anything else? This has been like a +tabbies' tea-fight! There's been enough chatter to keep a tree-full of +monkeys going! Talk! Christopher Columbus! It's been a perfect Niagara +of jaw!" + +"There, I'll lie in my bunk if it will please you, Dick." + +"It's that, or sudden death from a blow of this ought-to-be brawny arm! +Money or your life was never uttered more seriously than I am talking. +The doctor----" + +"Don't go for the doctor, Dick, please. I don't need him. I am all right +now." + +"I've only your word for that; I may tell you that your face doesn't +lend any confirmation! You look as if you'd lost your seven senses and +couldn't say Bo! to a goose! Are you better?... Really? Honour bright?" + +"Yes, yes, yes. Tell me, Dick, if she is your sister, who is Gracie?" + +It looked like a turning of the tables! Was Dick's turn to start and +exhibit surprise. His was the wide-open-eyed-and-mouthed type of +astonishment; showed plainly in his face; deception was a thing unknown +to him. A moment's wondering silence; then he inquired: + +"Who's Gracie? How the dickens did you know there was any Gracie? Why, +she's her kid, of course; my little niece!" + +At that the man in the bunk laughed. Almost his old hearty ringing laugh +again. But even yet it retained a tone of wildness; he cried: + +"Blind! Blind! Blind! What a crass idiot; what a senseless fool I have +been!" + +Dick scratched his head; these sudden changes of mood were too much for +him; said: + +"Well, you certainly _are_ behaving in first-prize-gold-medal idiotic +fashion! But the puzzle to me is, how the deuce did you know anything +about little Gracie?" + +"Know about her? I actually know her! Good heavens! How clear it all +seems now." + +"Does it? That's all right! I may be permitted to remark that our ideas +on opaqueness would be likely to differ!" + +"It was she--oh, Dick, Dick, Dick! Don't you understand?" + +"How can I help doing so--when you are so lucid! You brainless old +firework, you; let off some more crackers." + +"Dick! Dick! It was she, she who christened me Prince!" + +"What! Why, you said it was the girl to whom you had spoken about +marriage!" + +"Quite right." + +The idea returned to Dick that there must be something wrong, very +wrong--as he put it--in Masters' upper storey. Marriage! With Gracie! It +was simply too absurd for words; he said: + +"You jibbering old idiot, you, what do you mean? Gracie isn't five years +old!" + +"I know! I know! I know! And yet a month ago at Wivernsea I promised +her, if when she grew up she wanted to marry me--which she won't--that I +would." + +"Wivernsea! Why, you know my sister!" + +Masters started up. Gripped the boy by both shoulders and shook him. +Happiness struggled with the tears in his eyes as he said: + +"Dick, just a wee while ago--forgive me for it, laddie--I hated you! Now +I love you! I love you! I love you! You've told me just the best news +I've heard for years." + +"That's all right, old man." + +He shook himself free, and ruefully rubbing his shoulders, continued: + +"What that news may be I don't know; it's beyond my intellect's horizon. +However, as it pleases you it's sufficient--so long as it doesn't hurt +me. Don't make me black and blue in the exuberance of your affection. As +the poet hath it: It's all very well to dissemble your love, but why do +you kick me downstairs?" + +"I'm sorry, Dick--really sorry. Did I hurt you? I'm so full of happiness +that I could kick myself for having been such a fool all this horrible +long time." + +"You speak in the past tense. Seems to me the foolishness is only just +coming to a head!" + +"Stop your chaff, there's a good fellow. You can use that later on. Just +now it's almost life and death with me. What's your sister's full name, +Dick?" + +"Full name? Mabel Seton-Carr, of course!" + +"Of course! Of course! Of course! Didn't Gracie write it in full in my +book?" + +"I'll be hanged if I know! I shouldn't think it would add to the book's +sale if she did--with my remembrance of her pothooks and hangers. You +don't live at Wivernsea, do you? I never heard that there was a lunatic +asylum there!" + +"Lived there for years!" + +"Oh! Then perhaps you knew Mabel's husband, Seton-Carr, when he was +alive?" + +"When--he--was--alive?" + +"Yes. Of course! You blithering old idiot, you; what are you looking at +me like that for? You don't think that I am such an utter egregious ass +as to suggest that you have known him since his death, do you?" + +"How long, Dick--how long--how long has he been dead?" + +"Nine--ten months now. Between ourselves, there was not much to regret +when he added his signature to the big death-roll. Though it's not +customary to speak truth of a man who can't speak for himself, is it?" + +"Blind! Blind! Blind! She's a widow! Of course! What a fool--what a fool +I have been!" + +"Hear, hear--large-sized kind!" + + + + + CHAPTER XXV + + EJECTED FROM THE CABIN + + +Masters remained buried in thought for a few moments. The sudden opening +of his eyes and the refreshing news were almost overpowering him. + +Presently he looked up at his companion, who was watching him closely; +said: + +"You can't think, Dick, my dear boy, what a big fool I have been making +of myself." + +"No--I can't. If it was any foolishness bigger than your present size, +it must have been simply colossal!" + +"You told your sister of me in your letter. Did you mention me as Prince +Charlie?" + +"Of course!" + +"She'll know! She'll guess! I am glad. Thanks! Thanks! Thanks!" + +He seized and wrung the hand of the amazed Dick, utterly ignoring his +feelings. Only felt that he must do something to relieve his own. He +retained just sufficient self-control to keep himself from indulging in +a wild dance of jubilation. + +Dick, affecting to nurse crushed fingers, made an effort to get to the +bottom of things. Usually he accepted circumstances without inquiry as +to their source; but suspicion was roused in him now. It was suspicion +of a kind that he wanted to make into certainty; he said: + +"A few minutes ago you expressed regret that I had mentioned you at all +in the letter." + +"I know! But a few minutes ago things were all gloomy and black and +ugly! Now they are all bright, rose-coloured and lovely. The sun has +risen! The pulse of day is beginning to beat!" + +"I say, old chap--how much a thousand words do you get for that kind of +thing? You roll it off as naturally as water rolls off a duck's back." + +"When do we reach London, Dick?" + +"Reach London? Are you mad? Why, we haven't turned round on our homeward +journey yet!" + +"There's some sort of overland route, isn't there? We can get back +quicker?" + +"Quicker? You are mad! It was only this very morning that you were +expressing regret that the time of the trip wasn't going to be double +the length!" + +"This morning was then! Now is now! Oh, Dick, you stony-hearted, wicked +villain you!" He sprang laughingly over to the boy as he spoke. "Why +didn't you say before----" + +"Keep off!" + +Dick, dodging, picked up the first thing his hands rested on and assumed +a burlesque attitude of threat as he continued: + +"Assault me again with one of your hundred-ton affectionate squeezes, +and I'll blow your brains out with this telescope. Throw up your hands!" + +"I surrender!" + +Masters laughingly fell in with the other's burlesque melodramatic +humour; continued: + +"I am a bear, but a tamed one. I haven't a squeeze left in me!" + +"Perhaps your Royal Highness is saving them up," suggested Dick, his +eyes twinkling as he spoke. "I begin to have a grave suspicion--garnered +from some of your rambling ravings--that you have designs on my sister!" + +"I have, Dick, I have!" + +"Open confession is good for the soul! But you don't fool me. I should +be false to every sense of brotherly duty if I failed to warn her +against your embraces. I shall bear the marks of one of them--on my +shoulder--to the grave." + +"Dear old Dick!" Masters started forward impulsively: "I am ever so +sorry that----" + +"Keep off! Keep off! If you don't I'll scream for help!" + +Masters' thoughts went off at a tangent. Love is a leveller. Even +authors, under the influence of that other circumstance to which all +flesh is heir, are not superior to a passion for the conjunction of +octavo sheets and pens. It found expression in Masters' exclamation: + +"The letters!" + +Dick, inexperienced in such matters, failed to understand. His denseness +was irritating. He was aware of that, but only with intent to provoke, +ejaculated: + +"Eh?" + +"The letters! Don't you understand? We haven't touched port yet--not +near it." + +"Four hours off yet." + +"Then I shall have time to write to your sister myself." + +"What--in four hours? Bold adventurer! If at first you don't succeed, +try, try, try, again. Your bravery unmans me! Excuse these tears!" + +"Clear out of this cabin, Dick, and leave me to myself. I want to +write." + +"What! For four hours? I'll be hanged if you do! Four hours of letter +from a man in your condition would prove deadly to the woman receiving +it. I won't be party to such inhumanity." + +"Will you go out?" + +"No, I won't! I paid the ship people for half this cabin, and I'm going +to assert my rights.... Keep off, Prince Charlie. If you put a finger on +me I'll have you tried by court-martial, and sentenced to walk the +plank!" + +"Will you leave peaceably then?" + +"No, I won't; keep off!" + +Dick was thoroughly enjoying the situation now; his face was one huge +beaming grin as he continued: + +"Besides, I am going to write a letter myself. To my sister, warning her +against the introduction of a lunatic into the family. She has been good +to me, and I shall take this opportunity of making some return for it." + +"You wrote your letter to her this morning on deck with the stub of a +pencil. Go and write the other the same way." + +"Shan't! Can't: want ink. Couldn't describe your vile character in +pencil; such labour necessitates ink: black ink." + +"Out you go!" + +"Keep off!... If you evict me from my cabin--I believe you are a woild +Oirish landlord in disguise, you spalpeen--I'll sue you for damages, and +have you hanged at the yard arm." + +"Out you go!" + +That time the boy's dodging ended in failure; his laughter rather +handicapped him. The other, laughing triumphantly, caught, struggled +with and pushed him out of the cabin. Clapping the door to, bolted it. + +Then Masters sought again his berth, intending to indulge in a little +castle-building: aerial kind. Dick's tattooing on the door-panels with +his fists eliciting no reply, he bent and shouted through the keyhole: + +"You bushranging brigand! You buccaneering bandit! You blood-thirsty old +skull-and-cross-bones, you! I've just remembered that this is piracy! +Piracy on the high seas! I'm going straight to the Captain to get the +handcuffs polished up. I'll make it my business to see you go back to +England in irons. Put that in your pipe and smoke it." + +With that he retired--to the accompaniment of a shrilly whistled Rule +Britannia and a tramp as of soldiers. Masters was left the opportunity +of writing his love-letter. + +He came out of the land of dreams. Sat down at the table, and drew paper +and pen towards him, implements of his trade. Spent time in looking at +the paper, pen in hand, but no words were formed. + +It seemed strange that a man who for many years had gained a living by +dexterous juggling with words should be unable to shape them now. But +they would not come, to his satisfaction. + +"What can I say on paper," he thought, "which will exhibit my awakened +conscience? Will be sufficiently contrite and penitent to appeal to her? +Nothing! Half the meaning of a letter lies in the reading of it. She +would be justified, fully justified, from her present point of view, if +she were to throw it into the fire without reading it at all." + +A look of gloom settled on his countenance; he asked himself: + +"What right have I to write to her at all?--after the way in which I +insulted her? To apologise on paper is the act of a coward. I must go to +her, and hear her contempt of me. I deserve it." + +He did not write his letter after all. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVI + + AS SOBER AS A JUDGE + + +That determination of his, to wait, was a hard thing for Masters to +adhere to. He knew it was a wholesome resolve; at the same time the pill +was very bitter: uncoated kind. + +It is so much easier to do things on the spur of the moment; courage is +an unbidden lieutenant then. Later on the aid must consciously be +gathered together. + +Curiously enough, Masters experienced pleasure in making the way hard +for himself; there was no attempt to boil the peas before putting them +in his shoe. It seemed more just to her whom he had wronged, this +penance: a flagellation of his soul, as it were. + +"She must witness my utter, abject humility," he reflected. "Must hear +my prayer for forgiveness of my doubt of her. My sorrow must be seen; I +can't paint it in pen and ink. Whatever I wrote--oh, the voice is +mightier than the pen!--she might refuse to forgive me. Besides, if she +is forewarned, knows I intend seeking her, she may even refuse to see +me. I won't give her the chance; I won't write at all." + +That was his decision; the result of half-an-hour's close thought and +the consumption of three pipes of tobacco. Then he sought his companion +on deck. Braced himself up for the interview, rightly guessing the +manner in which he would be assailed. + +"Hullo!" Dick grinned. "What have you come up on deck for--inspiration? +Think to infuse a sea-kissed salty air in your correspondence? I +wouldn't lose any of that four hours if I were you. How many quires of +my superfine cream-laid vellum note paper have you consumed so far? I +know you haven't got any of your own." + +"Not a sheet." + +"Eh?" + +"I have changed my mind." + +"I deny the possibility of that! You haven't a mind to change!" + +"I am not going to write a letter at all." + +"What! After all this fuss too! Well, I am--there! After those +absolutely brutal and unprovoked assaults on me too! Truly has the +mountain laboured!" + +"What I have to say shall be uttered orally." + +"I doubt that! If my sister takes the advice I have given her in this +letter, you'll never have a chance of getting within earshot. I have +told her that you are the most violent, headstrong, ferocious, wrathful +savage I ever met; that you are coming home. I have advised her to flee +from the wrath to come." + +"You are incorrigible, Dick." + +"I like that! For pure and adulterated cheek, that annexes Huntley & +Palmers' entire factory! I am viciously assaulted by a rabid lunatic. I +am deprived of the use of ink and paper purchased with my own hard coin. +I am thrown out of my cabin. And the man guilty of these foul crimes +coolly stands in front of me with a pipe and a jeering remark in his +mouth. Incorrigible!" + +"My dear old Dick----" + +Masters commenced a speech so; putting his hand on the boy's shoulder +affectionately. He was interrupted by the cry of: + +"Hands off!" + +Dick assumed an appearance of abject fear, shivering like a calves-foot +jelly. It was belied by the grin he could not keep off his face as he +continued: + +"No more of your affection! I want to walk ashore. I don't want to be +carried on a stretcher, maimed for life." + +Masters was in earnest: deadly earnest. He wished he could get his +companion to veer round from his frivolous mood. There was a slight +frown on his face, as he said: + +"Will you be serious, Dick?" + +The boy was not insensible to the intonation of the words. Looked up, +saying: + +"Well, what is it?" + +"I want to talk to you about your sister." + +The opportunity was too good to be missed; appealed irresistibly to the +humorous side of the listener; frivolity gained the day. Dick's nature +was such that happiness ever wanted to bubble up, and it was so long +since he had felt inclined to give it a show. He emitted a groan; leaned +back in the deck chair and thrust his hands into his pockets. + +"I thought that," he said. "I guessed it! Existence aboard this lugger's +going to be made a curse to me! I am going to have her drummed into my +ears all the rest of the voyage." + +"Dick!" + +"Understand, Prince Charleigh, that I know her. Have known her for +nearly one-and-twenty years. By your own showing, you have known her +little more than a month. ... Very well, two months then. It's out of +your power to present her in any light in which I haven't seen her. I +know the colour of her eyes, hair and teeth; the tilt of her nose and +the length of it; how she looks when she's doing this, and how she looks +when she's doing that. You understand? I'm not going to be bored all day +long with your two-months old description of her." + +"My dear Dick!" + +Masters could not help laughing. Concluded that it would be best to let +the boy run on. Necessarily he must reach the end of his tether, and his +own turn would come then, when, in the natural course of things, the +other's exuberance had subsided. + +"You may laugh! You're infected. The disease is coursing through your +veins. But you're not going to make a victim of me. When you feel it +coming on, you just go to the bows--there's never any one there--and +rhapsodize to the ship's figurehead. Spare me." + +"Dick!" + +Masters spoke quite patiently, smiling the while. He was giving the +other his head; it was his best, his only, plan. + +"Grin on, you old lunatic! But I warn you, if you seek to make my life a +misery by pouring lover-like descriptions of my sister into my unwilling +ear, I'll abandon myself to the mercy of the ocean, and sneak off alone +in the Captain's gig." + +"Well, I do want to talk to you about your sister." + +Dick groaned again. He was in great good humour; his feet were beating a +lively tattoo; Masters continued: + +"But I don't propose now, or hereafter, to say one word about her +appearance, manner or ways." + +"Thanks, thanks, kind sir. For this relief much thanks. Excuse this +emotion; they are tears of relief." + +There was a limit; Masters was reaching it. Was forced into saying, half +seriously, half jokingly: + +"You are the most unsympathetic, hard-hearted brute that ever existed." + +Dick grinned. It was exactly what he wanted to hear; took the utterance +as the greatest possible compliment. He was succeeding admirably; +restraining his delight, he said: + +"Your flattery is too subtle. You wrap it up too much: like an American +caramel. Please remember that my perception is not as delicate as +yours." + +"There is one thing I wanted to ask you, but whilst you are in this +mood, I won't." + +He turned to walk away. Dick realized the possibility of carrying a joke +too far; in a minute was all repentance. He would not have wounded his +friend's feelings for worlds; called out: + +"Come back.... Orate. I'll be as sober as a judge." + +He fully meant that. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVII + + THE FINANCIAL LOADSTONE + + +Masters walked back to where Dick was sitting; stood facing the boy +again. It was plain that he was really worried; evidently had something +on his mind. Dick paid as much quiet attention as it was possible for +him to bestow as the author spoke: + +"You will oblige me very much by listening. This business reminds me of +the boys and the frog, and I am not finding the rôle of frog a pleasant +one to fill. If you will drop stone throwing and let me croak, I shall +take it as a particular favour." + +"Croak on." + +"When I told you that I had lived at Wivernsea for years, I should have +said only a month in each year. I go down there each October." + +"This is of absorbing interest!" + +Dick's intentions were good, but his high spirits got the better of him. +The look on his companion's face induced him to settle for another +effort of solemnity. + +"It was necessary for me to tell you that; by way of explanation of how +little I know of Ivy Cottage!" + +"Croak on." + +Masters was leaning against the handrail, his fingers handling the ropes +which supported the lifeboat. He put both arms through and, resting so, +spoke on: + +"People in Wivernsea--who don't know your sister--don't speak well of +the place, Dick." + +"What do you mean--haunted?" + +"No. Worse than that." + +The gravity in the speaker's manner was not without its effect on the +boy. A spasm of pain shot across his face; he sat up soberly enough now. +The feet ceased their drumming; the hands came out of his pockets; the +air of nonchalance fell from him like a mask. + +"Worse? What?" + +"That is what I am anxious to have explained. In a sense, it is no +business of mine, but I want it cleared up for your sister's sake; and I +think you ought to know." + +"What?" + +"This tittle-tattle I am referring to. It goes to the length of saying +that people living at Ivy Cottage go under false names. That not long +since, the sheriff was in possession under a warrant of execution and +the furniture was seized. Of course, I know they are all lies----" + +"You're wrong, Prince. There is a basis of truth in it." + +Masters started in surprise. Dick's head was bent, to hide the flush of +shame on his face. He spoke in a troubled voice; then suddenly lifted +his head; meant to speak honestly, said: + +"I am the foundation of that; the miserable cause of that rumour." + +"You!" + +"Yes. You can't help despising my meanness when I have told you, even if +you don't already. It is due to you that I should explain how it came +about. I have had drinking bouts similar to the last one you helped me +out of----" + +"_The_ last one." + +"Please God--yes; the last one. At the commencement of one of them, +about six months ago, I fell an easy victim to some card-sharpers; I was +a stranger within their gates and they took me in--literally. I had no +more idea what I was playing than I had of the character of the players. +A thousand pounds was the amount they said I had lost, and I was too far +gone to deny it. Of course I had not that money on me. I was made to +sign a cheque they drew on my bankers on a half-sheet of note paper with +a penny stamp stuck on it." + +"I see." + +"I was reaching the shaky stage then, Prince, when the hands need a +ton-weight pressure to prevent their acting like aspen leaves. The bank +refused payment on the ground of 'difference of signature.' The +card-sharping people consulted the six-and-eightpenny fraternity and +issued a writ for that thousand pounds. Served it on me whilst I was +lying in bed in a state of mental insensibility." + +"Is it possible? I wonder the process-server was allowed to enter your +room." + +"He was the kind that could not be kept out. They had a wily little +lawyer acting for them--I found this all out afterwards, of course. He +found out the name of the medical man attending me and presented himself +as the doctor's assistant; so served me." + +"What a beastly trick!" + +"Success attended its performance, though. The game was in their own +hands, and they were playing it by the end-justifying-the-means rule. +Eight days after service judgment was signed and an execution was put in +at my sister's house at Wivernsea." + +"Why on earth there?" + +"Part of the game they were playing. They had made inquiries, and found +that I was living in London at the time in a furnished flat. I suppose +they relied on my sister paying the execution out." + +"Which she did?" + +"She flew up to London, and consulted our family lawyer. He looked into +the thing at the Law Courts; read the affidavit of service and things of +that sort; saw that the whole matter was in order. They came on to see +me, but I was in the snakes-on-the-wall stage at the time; didn't know +them from Adam and Eve. The family lawyer--one of the best, but rather +inclined to look on the breath of scandal as a fatal thing--advised a +settlement. Said that, even if she turned the execution out, they might +proceed against me in bankruptcy. Pointed out that expenses were piling +up, and--well, Sis paid the sheriff." + +"How ghastly!" + +"I used a stronger word. My adjectives were like fireworks, then I came +round and learnt what had been done: but it was too late. All I could do +was to give Sis a cheque for what was paid, and ask her to forgive me; +which, dearest of dear souls, she has done a dozen times in my miserable +life." + +Dick looked the picture of dejection by the time he had finished. +Masters was not, however, observing him: was following out his own train +of thought. + +"Of course. That explains. News of a thing like that, and in another +name too, would speedily spread over a small place like Wivernsea." + +"As easily as jam is spread on a piece of bread. I never thought of +that, though. What a beast--what a perfect beast I have been!" + +Dick was of an excitable temperament: the alcohol in his +thermometer--his spirits--was ever at the fever-heat of exuberance or +deep down at the zero of dejection. But little was needed to carry him +to either extreme: therein lay his danger. Masters knew it; yet he said: + +"If I had only known all this a few weeks ago, I should not be on this +boat now." + +"I am glad you lacked the knowledge, then, Prince. For if you hadn't +come aboard when you did, I shouldn't be here either." + +Masters regretted his reproachful speech the moment it was uttered. +Instantly changed its tone; put up a warning finger as he cried +threateningly: + +"Dick!" + +"I know it, dear old chap; I know what my intent was. But don't let's +talk about it now." + +"Or ever again." + +The cloud cleared from the lad's face; he responded heartily: + +"Right!" + +At the moment the gong sounded in the engine-room. An air of bustle +pervaded the ship. They looked to discover the cause. + +"Hullo! Why, look here! Here we are at Madeira." + +They were. So absorbed had they been in conversation as not to notice +how near they were to land. The usual excitement of a stoppage now +occupied their attention. + +The vessel was to stay at Madeira for a time. Stores had to be taken in +and the passengers allowed a chance of seeing the place before the +vessel was turned for her homeward voyage. + +Masters and Dick spent their whole time on shore; always in each other's +company. The author explained that he liked sympathy in his admiration +for the lions of the port. The one made many sketches and the other many +mental notes. + +They were quite good friends again. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVIII + + HOMEWARD BOUND + + +Two days after; _La Mascotte_ steamed away from Madeira. The list of the +ship's passengers had been added to. Two new persons were aboard, +returning to England. + +Masters and Dick were seated on deck in their usual places. The one +writing, the other sketching; suddenly a voice behind them said: + +"If it were needed, here is more evidence of the smallness of the +world." + +The voice had that settled Society drawl about it. Particularly +unwelcome hearing away from its proper setting: the surroundings in +which it is usually to be heard. In its own sphere it is bad enough; is +positively jarring in the unconventional atmosphere of aboard-ship life. + +At any rate, Dick found it so, if judgment might be framed from his +expression. He looked the reverse of pleased, but subdued the feeling as +he turned round and spoke: + +"Hullo! I didn't see you come aboard. How do you do, old fellow? How do +you do, Miss Chantrelle?... Let me introduce Mr. Masters to you." He +knew his friend's real name now, and was rather proud of it. "Mr. +William Masters.... Yes, the novelist--Miss Chantrelle... Her brother, +Percy Chantrelle." + +They formed, more or less, a quartette on the voyage home. Dick saw he +was in for it and could not help himself--easy-going Dick! Occasionally +they paired off: Miss Chantrelle and Dick and the two men. + +Masters prided himself on possession of an ability to read faces; he had +no liking for the two new ones which had come aboard at Madeira. Miss +Chantrelle's more especially repelled him. Not because he preferred her +brother; rather that he set up a higher standard as necessary for women +than men. + +Human nature was a power Masters ever recognized. He could forgive a man +being hard, calculating and selfish, but not a woman; in Miss +Chantrelle's face he read all those attributes. Still, they were Dick's +friends, more or less; so, in a measure, they became his. + +Amy Chantrelle was equally quick in facial perusal; speedily read +distrust in Masters'. She had not lived in the world without acquiring +its knowledge; was wise enough to appreciate the power in others she +possessed herself. She was a distinctly clever, shrewd, woman of the +world. + +Nothing would have arisen from all this, but for the rattling of Master +Dick's tongue. He told of Prince Charlie's matrimonial intent: the +possibility of friend merging into brother-in-law. At heart he was so +proud of this possibility that he would have liked to proclaim it from +the house-tops--masthead would perhaps have been a more suitable word. + +Miss Chantrelle listened with interest; scarcely sympathetic interest, +but the distinction was not obvious. It was unobserved by Dick, and he +felt himself encouraged to expound the subject he had so much at heart. +Was led on to so doing by skilfully-put questions such as only a woman +would know how to frame. + +Amy Chantrelle was greatly displeased; all her sympathy was assumed. The +Chantrelles were poor. Both brother and sister were well-favoured; each +looked to marriage as a little boat in which the storm of life might be +weathered. + +They inclined to the belief that Percy was a favourite with Mrs. +Seton-Carr. Now that she was a widow there was hope, a very strong hope +too, in their hearts that she might be induced to change her name to +that of Chantrelle. + +As a matter of fact, they were coming to England for the very purpose of +trying to induce her to do so; the Seton-Carr bank balance serving as +the lodestone. + +They had imagined her left fairly well-to-do, but when they saw in the +newspapers the amount her husband's estate was sworn under, their +breaths were taken away! They promptly packed and set out for England, +home and beauty--not forgetting the aforesaid credit balance. + +They were greatly disturbed by what they heard on the boat: when Dick +told of the position Masters was hoping to fill. The disturbance rapidly +shaped into indignation: they looked on it as an endeavour to take the +bread from out their mouths. The pleasant voyage they had looked forward +to was not without its unpleasant moments. + +"Never mind, Percy." The sister speaking to her brother one day. "Given +a clear field, you will go in and win yet." + +"The clearness of the field is----" + +"Leave that to me; I'll make it my business to see that you have a clear +field." + +The brother shook his head as he responded gloomily: + +"Easier said than done, I fancy, Sis. I'm not overbrimming with hope." + +"There is no need for despondency. We will arrange to go to Wivernsea +right off. That young fool Dick is finger-twistable: I can make him do +anything." + +The brother needed more than mere words to convince him; observed +sneeringly: + +"Except propose marriage to you!" + +An ugly light came into her eyes. His shaft had gone in up to the +feather; she spoke bitterly: + +"Yes. He is not of the impressionable kind. I don't suppose any woman +will ever get him." + +"Odds on that, Amy, if you fail to bring him up to the scratch." + +"But I can make him arrange for us to visit there. His sister thinks +everything of him.... Masters won't go there." + +"Don't be so sure of that." + +"I am. He is one of those thin-skinned, sensitive sort of beasts. There +has been some misunderstanding--probably of his own creation--which he +counts on being able to wipe away. But he has never stayed there; we +have. He goes year after year to rooms in the place; he'll put up at the +same rooms again." + +"Think so?" + +"Am certain of it. I can read the man as easily--well, as easily as his +books are read." + +"Yes, he's read. A popular writer like that must be earning pots of +money in royalties. Might be worth setting your cap at, Amy." + +He looked at his sister critically. She was a handsome girl. The face a +trifle hard, perhaps, but not every man goes in for melting beauty; some +look for character--so thought her brother. + +Bitter laughter shaped on her lips at her brother's suggestion; a woman +ever takes defeat badly; she replied: + +"I am not his sort; I am not the kind of woman he writes about! He can +dissect me, probably has done so, as easily as you can carve a pigeon. +Besides, he's dead gone on Mabel." + +"Curse him!" + +"By all means. But whatever you do, don't fear him. Outwardly he is as +cold as ice; inside there is a raging volcano. Women don't hanker after +that kind of love, if there's anything more outwardly tempestuous: like +yourself. They are apt to judge of the surface." + +"Thanks!" + +"Oh! It's true; we don't want to mince words. That's where the average +woman makes a fool of herself; where your chance comes in. Masters is +worth fifty of you, but there are no scales to balance or register +values of that kind." + +"Thanks again!" + +"Oh, we know it, you and I. We can speak to each other without putting +foot on the soft pedal. He has a nature which would make him stick to a +woman till, literally, death did them part. Yours is of the type which +would prompt thoughts of a separation the moment the woman's bank +balance ran out." + +"And you?" + +He could not resist the sneer; she had fingered a sore place. But he did +not hurt her this time; she owned up at once: + +"Cast in the same mould! I did not mean blame to you. My own glass-house +prevents stone-throwing. I was merely stating facts; I would not have +them otherwise. Men like Masters are profitless in this world. When +virtue is its own reward, the reward is usually too small to be seen +with the naked eye. I have a distinct preference for qualifications +which are otherwise." + +Percy smiled. Was full of admiration points for his sister. She was the +stronger of the two: he ever recognized that; she continued bitterly: + +"Virtue is all very well for woman: it may serve her purpose. For a man +it is a useless luxury." + +His own non-possession of it made him smile again; she went on: + +"As you don't seem inclined to take the initiative I shall do so myself. +Before we reach Wivernsea, Mabel will have received a letter from me. I +am going to write it ready to post at the first port we touch. It will +go by the overland route." + +It did. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIX + + ACHING HEARTS AND LAUGHING FACES + + +The composition of the letter to Wivernsea needed all the powers Miss +Chantrelle could bring to bear upon it. They were in no way of a mean +order. + +She did not, however, grudge time or labour; the expenditure was in a +good cause: Percy had been on the matrimonial stocks too long; his was +the kind of beauty which age withered rather than ripened. + +A little sigh of content escaped her when, at last, she had finished +writing. Leaning back in her chair, the end of the penholder between her +lips, she read: + + MY DEAREST MAB,--_Isn't_ it a tiny little world? Just fancy--my + brother and I are coming back to England on the same boat your + brother is travelling by! Dear old Dick! He looks so strong and + well; better I think than I have _ever_ seen him look. With him + is Mr. Masters--oh, of course, I ought to congratulate you, + oughtn't I?--but I will leave that till I see you. It is a good + job you are not of a jealous disposition, Mab, or I am afraid + there would be a rough time ahead for you: Mr. Masters is such a + _dreadful_ flirt! He has been most popular with all the ladies + on board, and made _violent_ love to me within twenty-four hours + of meeting me! He did not succeed in _my_ case, though (not + because of you, my darling Mab, because I had not heard of your + engagement to him then) but I do not like a man who makes love + to every woman he meets; whom you run across in odd parts of the + boat engrossed in conversation with some pretty girl, generally + _a different one each time_. But there, I must not say anything + against him, or you will never forgive me. Besides, if you don't + mind it, what does it matter? Of course, there's no real harm in + what he does--don't think I want to insinuate that, it is the + last thing I mean--as the girls must know he is only flirting; + perhaps his heart is with you all the time. How beautiful it + must be to have such faith as yours--I am afraid I'm not gifted + that way. You must be _very_ fond of him if all he says is true: + that you dote on the ground he walks on, etc., etc., etc. Asked + if the marriage day had been fixed, he replied that that only + rested with himself! Fancy that; _Aren't_ the men growing + dreadfully cheeky? Your brother has asked us to come down to + Wivernsea for Christmas. I _never_ saw a man grow so awfully + white as Percy did when he heard of your forthcoming marriage to + Mr. Masters. Till then I had had no idea that he--but there, + that would be telling tales out of school. We are coming to + spend Christmas, _unless_, dear Mabel, you would rather we did + not. If for that or _any reason_ you would rather we did not + come just now, _wire_ to us, care of Charing Cross cloak room, + when you get this. _We shall quite understand_ that it is not + convenient just now. You know what a dear, impulsive boy Dick + is; he _absolutely insists_ on our coming; says you will be + _really_ pleased to see us. I do hope so, darling. I have a + recollection of many, _many_ happy days spent with you. + + With _all_ my love, + Believe me, _dearest_ Mabel, + Your _ever true_ friend, + AMY. + +As she folded the letter and directed its envelope she muttered: + +"I think this puts a spoke in Prince Charlie's wheel! If I know anything +of Mabel's pride, this won't ensure open arms and the warmest of +welcomes for him." + +She hesitated a moment, then laughed; continued: + +"There is no scrap of fear of my letter ever being produced. Her pride +would not allow her to do that, and she overruns with it." + +Amy Chantrelle was a clever woman; that fact has been recorded. In +addition to knowing what to say and how to say it, she correctly foresaw +just the effect it would produce. Her study of womankind was a very +close one. + +The letter sent to Wivernsea carried all its intended evil. The descent +of a bombshell could not have had a more disturbing effect. After +perusal of it, Mrs. Seton-Carr was simply furious. Amy had not relied on +the widow's pride in vain. Moreover, her belief in the proverb was +justified: throw enough mud, some of it sticks. + +The letter was read over and over again. Each time an effort was made to +disbelieve its contents, each time the bad impression became deeper: +that there is no smoke without fire. + +Laughter would have resulted at the impertinence of Masters' conduct, as +detailed in the letter, if she had not cared for the man. That was the +weak point. + +Not a day passed without her thoughts being full of him. The letter came +as a blow; a blow of the severely hurting sort. Wounded pride is hard of +healing: there is generally some poison in the wound; it is apt to +spread too, and endanger the hurt. + +By the same mail which brought the Chantrelle episode she received a +letter from her brother Dick. It told her that he was coming down to +Wivernsea to spend his Christmas; that Prince Charlie was coming too. + +Apart from the pleasure of receiving a letter from him written with an +unshaking hand and the natural joy she felt at his buoyant style of +writing, what he said was a big annoyance to her. + +His letter exuded praise of Masters in every sentence. It was easy to +read between the lines that he looked upon himself as that gentleman's +future brother-in-law. This to Mrs. Seton-Carr could only fit as a +confirmation of her friend Amy's letter. + +Pride and a readily aroused temper usually battle together with +conspicuous success. Mabel worked herself up to such a pitch of +excitement that she positively cried. To think that this man--she knew +in her heart of hearts that she loved him--should have the effrontery to +talk of her so! + +Was it to be nothing but insult from him? Could she not--was it not +possible to--pay him back somehow? What had she done that he should +single her out for annoyance? Whatever it might be, when was she to feel +herself free from his cowardly attacks? + +If only he were open about the matter; but he was not. Then came +remembrance of the time of Gracie's convalescence; how he had ever +treated her with uniform courtesy. She remembered, and sighed. The crown +of sorrow is the remembrance of happier days. + +The inaudible feet of Time continued their never-ending progress. It was +not a period in which Mrs. Seton-Carr was at ease; the amount of +patience in which she possessed her soul could have been easily balanced +on a needle point. + +The steamer bringing the quartette reached England. The four passengers +kept together; travelled down to Wivernsea in the same carriage. Reached +it early in Christmas week. + +Dick's reluctance to allow Masters to go to his old lodgings was +manifest. There were many spare rooms at Ivy Cottage, he said, so why +not go there? In his opinion it was simply idiotic to pig in at digs. +But Masters had ideas of his own; at that moment they did not fit in +with his friend's. + +The Chantrelles went on with Dick to Ivy Cottage. It was arranged that +Masters should turn up there in the evening in time for dinner. + +He had been a trifle reluctant to accept that invitation at Dick's hand, +but did so. He could have kicked himself, later, for doing so. As for +Dick, the nearer they drew to the point where separation must come, the +more full of admiration and real affection he became. He rested uneasily +whenever his friend was out of his sight. + +Masters impatiently ticked off the hours till the arrival of +dinner-time. He wanted so to see the woman he loved. Wanted a quiet ten +minutes, that he might pour out his heart to her. He was willing to ask +her forgiveness on his knees--had she not knelt to him? Had a +heart-aching, a tongue-itching, to tell her that she was the one woman +in the world for him. + +Things are not always disposed as man proposes; he did not tell her +that. The quiet ten minutes did not come. When he entered Ivy Cottage +before dinner it was with a light heart, the happiest man in Wivernsea. +He left it after, with a heart of lead, the most miserable of men. + +Beneath the surface, the dinner party was not a success; yet it cannot +be said to have flagged. Almost every one was in good spirits, in too +good spirits, apparently, to trouble about the quiet man who sat next to +Dick. + +Dick was thunderstruck at his friend's reticence. Thought at first that +he must be, ridiculous as it seemed, suffering from shyness. Mrs. +Seton-Carr thought she was getting a little of her own back! She got +more; more than all. + +Common decency prevented her cutting Masters dead. But, as nearly as was +consistent with common politeness, that was what happened. As fuel to +fire was the open and violent flirtation of the hostess with Percy +Chantrelle. + +Exultant as she was of her success, flushed as was her cheek with +triumph--she knew Masters was smarting--she feared that she almost +overdid it. But the pulsations of Percy's heart were accelerated; beat +fast with hope: so did his sister's. + +It was impossible to avoid seeing Mrs. Seton-Carr's flushed excitement. +Masters noted too the soft glances she shot across the table Percy +Chantrelle's way; noticed them with a feeling at his heart which was +more than painful. + +The author was in possession of more than his usual keenness. Perhaps it +out-balanced his power of cool observation. Anyway, he saw not beneath +the surface. The soundness of his deductions suffered by reason thereof. + +They were happy enough, the brother and sister; the only real happiness +there was around the table. Mabel was playing a part: playing it well; +wore her mask with success. Her laugh rang out merrily at each of +Chantrelle's jokes. But just as full as her face and voice were of +mirth, so was her heart full of ache and pain. + +Mrs. Seton-Carr would have given worlds just then to be able to rise +from her table; she needed so greatly to go to her room for a good cry. +But a Lucifer-like pride upheld her. Laugh, and the world laughs with +you; weep, and you weep alone. She knew that. + +The men did not remain long in union after the retirement of the ladies. +To two-thirds of the trinity the cigars seemed flavourless. As a matter +of fact, their respective elements lacked the power of combination. + +The third factor, Chantrelle, was happy enough; triumph made him so. But +there was no infection in his merriment. As a smoking-room raconteur he +was usually a big success. But to-night his best stories fizzled out to +lame and impotent conclusions. + +The laugh of approval was conspicuously absent. + + + + + CHAPTER XXX + + AS FAITHFUL AS A DOG + + +The men left the smoke-room; there was no calumet of peace +there. All Percy's efforts to be entertaining ended in--perhaps +appropriately--smoke. They joined the ladies, to find harmony and +concord; music was under way. + +Masters was full of thought; deep misery kind. Whatever charm music may +have to soothe a savage breast, it had none for him. He was ever a +failure at social functions: was conspicuously so to-night; detested +them, in fact, with a whole-souled detestation. + +As to Dick, the gloom which had fallen on him during dinner seemed too +thick for penetration. Merry Dick belied his nickname; had no more +merriment in him than has a mute at a funeral. + +In the drawing-room Masters was as miserable as he had been in the +dining and smokerooms. Turned over photographs; sought in vain for +something to make him look less of a fool than he felt. At last came to +the end of his endurance tether; under a plea of some work he had to +post to a publisher by the early morning's mail, hastily excused +himself. + +"It's a glorious night, old chap." Dick, speaking hoarsely, and getting +into his great-coat. "I'll walk home with you. We will smoke a cigar +together." + +Masters said good-night; shook hands. Noticed the burning heat of Mrs. +Seton-Carr's, as for a moment her hand rested in his--but did not accord +the true reason for it. She was even laughing with Chantrelle at the +very moment she said good-night; was a natural actress: a woman. + +"How quiet Mr. Masters is." The cat purring: Amy speaking, as the door +closed. "But I suppose, socially, authors are as dull as ditch water. +Keep all their clever thoughts for their books. It is selfish of them in +the extreme." + +Amy laughed gaily; continued in that strain. Laughter is the allotment +of those who win; the Chantrelles felt justified in the belief that they +were in no way losing. + +Mrs. Seton-Carr professed accord in the opinion of Masters' dulness; the +sea voyage had not improved him. Society was not the thing he shone in; +in fact, she had found him rather depressing; was glad he left so early. +Lies! Lies--each and every one of the opinions she expressed. + +The two men who had left the bungalow walked along the Parade for a time +without speaking. Each was full of emotion. Dick's found vent first; he +blurted out: + +"I'm--I'm awfully sorry, old man!" + +There was a faint tinge of nervousness in Masters' responding laugh; he +was not a man to assimilate pity very well, even his best friends'. +Throwing away the cigar, which had gone out, he lighted his pipe; the +match betrayed a shaking hand. + +"Thanks.... Cloudless night; looks like being a fine day to-morrow, +doesn't it?" + +The effort to change the subject proved futile; Dick spoke impulsively: + +"Hang the weather!... You don't think I knew anything of this, dear old +chap----" + +"No! No!" + +"--or you know I should have----" + +"Yes, yes. I know." + +"Mab has always professed to positively loathe Percy; tolerated him +because she liked his sister. He is a bit of a bounder, you know." + +"Your sister does not seem to share in that opinion of yours." + +He could not quite keep the bitterness out of the way in which he said +that. + +"No!" + +The brother admitted it; spoke just as bitterly. When they reached his +lodgings Masters said: + +"Come round, will you?" + +"You--you won't come on to the cottage to----" + +"Oh, no! No!" + +"No. I didn't expect you would. I had counted on things being so +different! Counted on a merry Christmas." + +Dick laughed as he said, thought of, a merry Christmas: the unpleasant, +ironic laugh of a disappointed man. Just then he was as full of +disappointment as he could well hold. + +"I had gone in for a certain amount of accountancy too." + +Masters made the response with a little catch in his voice, which the +assumed laugh could not disguise. He had stopped and was standing with +his hand on Dick's shoulder. + +"Do you remember that last time I held you like this, dear boy? I was so +full of joy then, so blinded by it, to what I was doing, that you +accused me of squeezing you to hurting point." A sigh punctuated his +speech. "I don't feel like hurting you now." + +"Squeeze the life out of me, if it will be any relief to your feelings." +Dick spoke gruffly. "It's your life. I shouldn't be living at all if it +were not for you." + +He was a good boy was Dick, with a heart in him; a heart in the right +place. It grieved him to see even the suspicion of a tear in the eye of +the friend he loved so well. + +His own brown eyes looked into the author's with silent, dog-like +fidelity and sympathy. Masters was not insensible to it. It was an +eloquent silence; expressed far more to him than words could have done. + +"I made a mistake, Dick; that's all. I suppose all of us do; the world +seems so full of them.... And let this be the last of it, dear old man, +will you? Don't recur to it ever again; please. The sore is fresh, +and--and--I don't mind owning to you, it hurts. Please don't let us talk +about it--ever again--please." + +Dick grasped the hand extended to him; held it in a long, tight grip. +Put his other hand on his companion's shoulder, and was about to speak. +Then felt that speech would be a failure; simply said gruffly: + +"I'll see you in the morning, old man; I'll walk round. Good-night." + +Not another word passed between them; a tight hand-grip and they parted. +Masters to his rooms, Dick homeward bound--a journey he made with the +blood coursing through his veins at boiling point. He had more than a +little of his sister's temper. + +Dick was simply furious at the manner in which Mabel had treated +Masters. He dared not trust himself to more talk that night. Just looked +into the drawing-room at the bungalow, professed weariness, said a +hurried good-night and retired to his room. + +In the morning, Gracie offered strong evidence that she had a tongue in +her head; was full of the return of Prince Charlie. She had heard of his +arrival with delight; was running over with anxiety to see him. +Instinctively she felt that Uncle Dick was the ways and means. When she +heard that he was going to call on Masters that morning, she emulated +the limpet; he could not have shaken her off had he tried. + +"Get your things on, Puss," said Dick, as the breakfast things were +being cleared away, "and I'll take you round to see him." + +Miss Chantrelle professed the most acute astonishment. Not so much by +what she said, but the way she acted. Wasn't Mr. Masters coming in to +lunch?... Nor to dinner? Not at all that day?... Those carefully combed +eyebrows of hers almost disappeared under her fringe--she was so +surprised! + +Gracie had scampered off and returned in full war-paint: best hat, best +shoes, best coat and, crowning glory, new muff! She did hope Prince +Charlie would notice it and ask her all about it. But if he did not, she +could tell him. That is one of the advantages of being very young. + +When Gracie and Dick had gone out, Miss Chantrelle improved the +opportunity with her hostess. Nearly drove that lady to the brink of +madness by her anxiety to know if they had quarrelled; what it meant; +why he wasn't coming, etc. + +Mabel did not know; really, the matter was of little interest to her. +His presence made very little difference; she wondered Amy could bother +about him. + +That was what she was able to bring herself to say. But the effort was a +big one; she was not a conspicuous success in lies of the top-notch +kind. + +Matters continued in this way. Things are not always what they seem; it +was by no means a pleasant little party at Ivy Cottage. When at +home--which was a very rare thing, for he spent most of his time at +Masters' lodgings--Dick was sulky to the extreme of sullenness. + +Affairs wore a different complexion a little later. When the rosy finger +heralded the dawn of the day before Christmas, it was the precursor of +brightness of another kind. Two incidents happened which changed the +current of things. + +Miss Chantrelle had the watchful, veiled eyes of the domestic cat. On +the principle of striking the iron whilst hot, she urged her brother to +propose marriage to their hostess forthwith. Thought that delays were +dangerous. + +She took him out for a walk to discuss the pros and cons of the +proposal. Was a wise little woman, and a firm believer in the theory +that walls have ears. Knowing what she knew, she mapped out the route +her brother was to travel in his journey to Mrs. Seton-Carr's heart. + +But there is such a thing as being too clever: so sharp that one cuts +oneself. The average brain has a direct way of working; sees no +by-paths, so wastes no time on them; goes straight to the point. + +Amy's cleverness led to her undoing. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXI + + A TEACUP STORM + + +The coast being clear, Dick's storm-cloud burst. The Chantrelles out for +their walk, he imagined them to be washing their domestic dirty linen, +he took the floor. + +Being alone, he meant having it out, as he termed it, with his sister. +Had quite determined on doing it very quietly and calmly. Whistling a +few bars of Rule Britannia by way of appropriate prelude, he said +suddenly: + +"I am expecting one or two important letters, Mab. I wish directly they +come you would send them to the post, will you--re-directed to my club?" + +"Re-directed--to--your--club!" + +"Yes. I have not quite made up my mind where I shall put up, but I am +bound to go into the club each day. You won't forget, will you?" + +He made a pretended movement in the direction of the door. She was on +her feet in a moment, stopping him; stood by his side in dismay. Seized +the lapels of his coat and looked at him reproachfully, horror-stricken; +fear for him tearing at her heart-strings. + +"Dick!" + +"Hullo!" + +"What--do--you--mean?" + +"What do I me--. Surely I spoke plainly. I just want you to +re-direct----" + +"Yes, yes, yes. But you are here!" + +"Ah! Now. But I am going up to London by the afternoon train." + +"To--London!" + +"Yes." + +Mabel's heart sank. She read obstinacy in that frowning face of his; +knew what sort of thing that was to fight; had had experience of it. She +played what was usually a trump card. + +"And at Christmas time, too! Christmas! You will leave me here alone?" + +"Alone? Well--I like that! You have got your dear friends, the +Chantrelles. There isn't much of a lonely look about you when Percy is +around." + +"Dick!" + +"Hullo!" + +"Don't be horrid!" + +"Why? Do you claim a monopoly of the right to be so?" + +"Dick!" + +Her eyes were flashing now; her face had gone crimson-coloured, and her +little foot was tapping the floor. She had emotions which ran up her +thermometer with the rapidity of a lightning's flash. The altitude of +their tempers just then was about equally high. + +"Don't keep calling me Dick like that," he said. "It's irritating." + +"What's the matter?" + +"With me? Nothing!" + +"There is." + +"Very well, there is. Have your own way. I know that way--you are like +the Pears' Soap boy--you won't be happy till you get it." + +"Dick!" She almost spat out his name in her fierce emphasis. "You are +not going--you shall not go to town to-day!" + +"All being well," he replied calmly--white heat calm--"I shall catch the +three-thirty-five up." + +She was white too, with annoyance. Managed to choke down some of the +things she was burning to say; was alive to what their effect would be +if uttered. She knew Dick; experience had taught her how large was the +amount of patience needed to cope with his impetuosity. Her foot heavily +on the pedal of her temper, she gave forth sweet sounds: + +"What does this mean? Tell me, Dick. Why are you going?" + +The voice was so very gentle that it hurt Dick to hurt her. But he +persisted--the little wretch, to treat his best friend so!--she deserved +it. Yawning, he said: + +"Oh, I feel like spending a merry Christmas. The kind of thing that +clings to Christmas cards and Dickens was so full of, you know. I am +afraid there isn't enough merriment to go round here; not enough to +satisfy a man with a large appetite for it." + +"Why not?" + +"Way it is dished up, I suppose: surroundings. I don't like your +friends----" + +"My friends!" + +The foot slipped off the pedal: the note of temper sounded as she blazed +out indignantly: + +"Who asked them here?" + +Dick shrugged his shoulders. Otherwise disregarded her interruption as +he continued: + +"--you positively insult mine." + +"Insult!" + +"I think that's the correct word; I can't find a more expressive one +lying about." + +"Pray who are the friends of mine that you do not like?" + +"Refrain from the obvious! You haven't fifty thousand of them staying in +the house just now!" + +"The Chantrelles, you mean. I repeat, who invited them here? Answer me!" + +She stamped her foot as she let loose her shaft. It went home this time: +buried its head, rendering Dick furious. He had cursed himself a hundred +times for being the cause of their presence. But for that---- + +"Look here, Mab, you and I don't want to quarrel." + +A quarrel just then was the thing he was itching for; if he could have +hit something or somebody it would have been an immense relief to his +feelings; he went on: + +"I have a friend; a man who saved my life! A man who devoted himself to +me; but for whom, I should be now at the bottom of the sea." + +"Dick!" + +She hid her face in her hands. All the memories she had thrust aside, +grateful memories, rushed back on her. She did not want Dick to see what +she knew her face would show: horror of her own ingratitude to Masters. +The recollection of all he had done for her brother flooded her. + +"Oh, it's true! I'm not romancing. When I said good-bye to you in that +Lambeth bedroom, I meant it to be a good-bye. I went on board that boat +with the full intention of making a hole in the water." + +"Dick! Dick! Don't say it!" + +"I do say it. I say it emphatically. Life didn't seem worth the living +to me. Masters shared my cabin; nursed me; tended me; made me see things +differently. In fact, made a man of me. When I think of him, and all he +did for me, I cry from my heart: God bless him! God bless him!" + +He turned his head that she might not see the tears filling his eyes; +continued: + +"When I think of the debt I owe him, a debt I would pay with my life +cheerfully if it would help him, I--I--I----" + +She interrupted him; was standing close to him again, white-faced, +dry-eyed, breathing heavily. + +"Dick! Dick!" she gasped. "You don't know how you are hurting me!" + +"And I bring him here," he spluttered, "to your home. Because it was the +only place I could bring him to; because I thought my sister loved me, +that she would stretch out a warm hand of welcome to the man who saved +me. What happens? What happens? She doesn't throw the plates and dishes +at him, but, by God! I wish she had! It would have been better than the +cold, cutting, contemptuous nature of her insults!" + +He struggled to get free from her arms; they had found their way round +his neck, and her head was on his bosom. But she held him too tightly. +He was unfair; she knew it; not all the wrong was on her side. + +"You think nothing of me, Dick!" Her sobbing expostulation: "You ignore +the things he has done; the way he has behaved to me!" + +"Yes," replied Dick grimly. "Perhaps it's just as well I do. Gracie +tells me that in the dead of night he came, and sat up, and nursed her +back to life! That's one of the things he did for you and the child you +profess to love so much! He's good at nursing, is Prince Charlie, poor +old chap!--I have had some. You have had some. But it seems to have +struck us in different lights; to have inspired different feelings. +Personally, I'd lay down my life for him! The grandest fellow I ever +met; God bless him!" + +"Dick! Dick! Dick!" + +She covered her face with her hands; the tears were streaming through +her fingers. He went on pitilessly; his blood was too hot now for +softness. + +"You don't see anything to be grateful for in what he did for you. On +the contrary, his kindly affection for Gracie is a cause of complaint! +You coolly tell me I don't know the things he has done, and how he has +behaved to you! 'Prince Charlie'--yes. Gracie was right in naming him +so. He is a prince; a Real Prince. The child has more gratitude in her +little finger than you----" + +She stopped him. Would not let him continue. Placed a hand over his +mouth as she cried: + +"Dick, you are breaking my heart!" + + + + + CHAPTER XXXII + + RESUMPTION OF DICK'S GOOD TEMPER + + +Although she had got her arms round him again, Mabel could not stop +Dick's voice. He had something to say and was determined to say it; felt +wound up to go. + +"Breaking your heart!" he commented contemptuously. "You have already +broken his; but you will have Percy to mend yours." + +"Percy! How dare you suggest such a thing!" + +He looked at her astonished; was startled into absolute amazement at the +indignation in her voice as she broke away from him. + +"Dare! Well----" + +"Percy!" She repeated the name scornfully. "You know I hate, detest, +despise, loathe him." + +Her face was so very expressive just then that there could be no doubt +she was saying what she meant. Dick was quick to realize that. Was so +astonished at the turn matters had taken that he could only ejaculate: + +"Eh!" + +A small word, but all he felt capable of shaping just then; was his way +of expressing the unutterable mystification and astonishment which had +gripped hold of him. + +"You _know_ it, Dick!" Boot on floor: tattoo resumed. "Don't stand there +with that idiotic vacant look on your face, as if you were surprised to +hear it." + +Surprised! It was a feeble description; idiotic was distinctly better. +He stood as one paralysed, listening whilst she excitedly continued: + +"I have told you so dozens, hundreds, thousands, millions of times!" + +Trust a woman if she picks up figures to shed them with a lavish hand! +The blank look on Dick's face intensified. He shook his head in utter +hopelessness; the mystery was too much for him. He was dealing with a +woman, and--and--well, he was only an average specimen of a man after +all! + +"Do I sleep?" He found voice at last; quoted: "Do I dream? Or are +visions about?" + +"I felt mad when I got the letter to say you insisted on the Chantrelles +coming here for Christmas. But I didn't like to disappoint you, Dick, +the moment of your home-coming, too." + +"I insisted?" He was all eagerness as he blurted out the question. "Who +says I insisted?" + +"Amy in her letter said so----" + +"The awful liar!" + +"Nice way to talk of a lady!" + +"Lady be--I mean she's not a lady if she set down such a thing in black +and white. She so badgered me on the boat with hints for an invitation, +that at last, in sheer desperation, I did ask them to come." + +"Of course you did! And I wish they were a hundred thousand miles away!" + +The blank look of astonishment crept on to his face again as he +stuttered: + +"You--wish--they----" + +"Yes, yes, yes." + +"Well, I'm----Do--you--mean--to--tell--me that you weren't glad to see +them? When during the whole of the first dinner you did nothing but +simper and make eyes and laugh with Percy, till the veriest fool in +Christendom could have seen you were head over ears in love with him?" + +"I hate him! I hate him! I Hate Him!" + +His sister's vehemence partly cleared the clouds away. Acted as a douche +on his bad temper, as a tonic to his good one; coolly he said: + +"My dear girl, take my advice; you'd better send for the quack! Your +mind's unhinged; that's what's the matter with you. You're fairly going +dotty! If you hate him, what the dev--deuce did you want to pretend to +make love to him for?" + +"I d--did it"--she was sobbing in her handkerchief now; all the +stiffening gone from her back--"to annoy P--Prince Ch--Ch--Charlie." + +What there was left of the look of astonishment quite left his face. The +scales fell; his eyes were fully opened. Thrusting his hands into his +pockets he said vigorously, characteristically: + +"Well--I'm--damned!" + +Then hope sprang into his eyes; filled his bosom. There was a tangle +somewhere, but he was getting his fingers on the ends: he needed to +unravel it. Walking over to, he sat beside his sister, who was sobbing +on the sofa. + +"Just hold up the water supply, old girl." He spoke with all a brother's +brutality. "Turn off the tap, and talk coherently, if it isn't too great +a tax. I've only got a man's brain, so you might make an effort and +leave off conundruming. The way you women twist up things--well, there! +You seem to take a positive delight in making troubles for yourselves +and everybody else; put up obstacles and cry because you can't get over +them. Why did you want to annoy Masters?" + +"He insul--sul--sul--ted me so." + +Once more a look of amazement crept on Dick's face as he repeated: + +"He--insulted--you--so?" + +The idea of Prince Charlie's insulting a woman was--well, he almost +laughed as he said: + +"For many weeks past he had not seen you; for many weeks past I have +been his close companion. During all that time he has spoken of you to +me as if you were a goddess, instead of being a little devil with a +temper vile enough to provoke a saint. He insult you!" + +Then he did laugh--heartily. Began to see that there was a path out of +the difficulty--it only needed finding. Let him find it--that was all! + +"He c--c--could not have thought m--m--much of me, or he would not have +f--f--flirted with every girl on board." + +"Flirted! Prince Ch----" His laugh broke out again; into a roar this +time. "Why, he was the most taciturn beggar on the boat, to everyone but +me! Flirt! That's good. Beyond a 'Good morning,' I never heard him +address a woman. If one at table asked him for the water-bottle, he +acted as if she had done him a deadly wrong in speaking to him! He was +not even on pass-the-salt-and-pepper terms with a lady on board. Flirt! +This is really too rich!" + +The laughter rang out again. His anger was all gone; his face was all +sunshine. There was a comedy side to the affair, after all! That was the +side of things Dick was sure to reach sooner or later; his nature tended +that way. It served to detect the merest trace of humour in things. + +"Dick!" + +A misgiving was seizing her. She was putting two and two together and +making a decidedly unpleasant four of it; said: + +"Isn't it true that he made violent love to Amy directly she came on +board?" + +"To Amy! To Amy! If there was one woman he avoided--positively +avoided--more than another, it was Amy. He seemed to take a dislike to +her directly she was introduced; and in justice to her, I am bound to +say that she reciprocated. From her point of view, I suppose that was +showing proper feeling. She was for ever trying to poison my mind +against him. But I knew him, and I knew her. She preached to the winds!" + +Dick had to pause. Having got hold of the offending root, his +indignation was rising, getting the better of him. + +"Make love to her!" he repeated. "Good Heavens! Beyond 'Good morning' +and 'Good night' I don't suppose he spoke a hundred words to her on the +whole voyage home." + +"Then--I--I--have been made a fool----" + +"Rather an easy task, I should imagine," interjected Dick, with truly +brotherly contempt. "But who is responsible for the job? Whoever it was, +couldn't have been killed with the hard work!" + +"Wait." + +She ran out of the room to her bedroom. Quickly opening a drawer, made a +moment's search therein. Then returned with a letter in her +hand--triumphant. + +"It is not altogether correct form for a woman to show a man another +woman's letter, but read that." + +Dick sat down at the table and she smoothed the document out before him +with a degree of gusto. It was her warrant of justification; the only +title-deed she possessed to the behaviour of which she had been guilty. + +He read it. His face became worth watching as he did so. Amusement, +loathing, astonishment, all held sway on it at odd times. Despite his +disgust though, there was big hope in the sediment. As he concluded he +whistled his favourite "Rule Britannia." + +"Well?" + +She had been eagerly watching him. Read the answer in his face, but +woman-like asked what she already knew: + +"Isn't it true?" + +"True!" He tossed the letter back to her as he answered. "From beginning +to end it is a tissue of deliberate lies." + +She heard rapturously. The moral worth of her friend Amy and the +ultimate destination of Amy's soul, were matters for future +commiseration. They sank into insignificance before the resuscitation of +her faith in Masters. That mighty edifice had been obscured by clouds; +the clouds were clearing and the proud summit was peeping through. + +So glad was she, that she positively revelled in the admission of her +own gullibility; said joyously: + +"Lies! And I believed them!" + +"That doesn't astonish me! I used to think you were a sensible girl, but +now--well, there! But there's more than mere lies in that letter." + +"What?" + +"You can't see it? And you think yourself cute! Can't you read between +the lines?" + +"What?" + +"I told Amy of Prince Charlie's love for you; that started the ball. +What does she set herself to do? Poison your mind against him. Why? Note +the lie about Percy's turning white when----Good Lord, you can see +through it now, can't you? You don't want spectacles for that? Your own +common sense will tell you--though you certainly don't seem to have a +large supply on hand." + +"I--she wanted me--wanted her brother to----" + +"That's it! You've got the hammer on the nail head at last! That +accounts for her questioning me as to how you were left under the will; +whether the money was settled on you or not." + +"What a perfect pair of beasts!" + +"Hear, hear!" + +"And you invited them here! How could you? They are not fit people to +have in the house!" + +"I like that! Upon my word! See how gone you were on Percy at din----" + +"Dick! If you ever dare to say----" + +"Well, I must see about packing up----" + +"Packing up! Don't let me think you quite a complete idiot, Dick!" + +"The train goes at three-thir----" + +"Dick!" She stamped her foot in anger. "Why do you want to make it worse +for me than it need be by your stupidity. You perfect horror, you!" + +"Stupidity runs in the family, I suppose. You have been mighty wise, +haven't you? Um--you don't want me to go, then?" + +"And leave me in this hopeless muddle alone? It wouldn't be commonly +human--to say nothing of brotherly!" + +"Oh, well." He affected a resigned air to hide his smiles. "I suppose +I'll have to stop if you put it like that. I'll just walk up to Prince +Charlie's place and tell him I shan't be able to go up with him." + +"To--go--up--with--him?" + +Dismay caused her to voice the question in instalments. Dick stooped, +pretended to tie up his shoe-lace, some act was necessary to hide from +her the amused look in his eyes. + +"Yes. I'd like to say good-bye to the dear old chap. He'll probably go +abroad and stop there. Maybe I shall never see him again." + +"Abroad! Never--see----" + +Then she stopped dead in the middle of what she was saying; stood as one +dumbfounded. Dick's eyes in his averted head were twinkling and his +mouth twitching. She certainly had some ground for the opinion she +expressed of him. + +He was a brute of a brother. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXIII + + A TANGLED TRINITY + + +An observer might have imagined Dick possessed of a just grievance +against his tailor; it took him such a while to get into his coat. He +was doing so to the accompaniment of "Rule, Britannia," pursed-up lips +fashioning it. The difficulty with his coat was one of his own creation; +he was thoroughly enjoying the situation and prolonging it as long as +possible. The whistling served as a sort of slow music to his little +drama. + +There was not even a whisper of Masters' leaving England. Indeed, it was +pretty certain that had he been going abroad, Dick would have been on +hand as his travelling companion. He was, as he termed it, rubbing it +in. Brothers are awful brutes at times. + +"Dick! Dear Dick!" + +She had come to him affectionately; had put her arms round his neck. + +"Hold on there! Don't go slobbering on my front again; it is all limp +and wet now. I don't want to get inflammation of the lungs through +wearing a damp shirt! You are too liberal with your grief, Sis; keep +some of it for your handkerchief." + +"I'm not crying. Dick--Dick--dear, dear old Dick." She was whispering in +his ear in an artful way that she had never known him able to resist. +"You know you would not like to make me miserable--your own loving +sister----" + +He was grinning from ear to ear. The humour of the situation appealed to +him as he interrupted: + +"None of your blarney; none of your soft sawder! What's the meaning of +this sudden overflowing, spring-up-in-a-moment affection? I was an +idiot, fool, stupid, a few minutes ago." + +"Dear Dick!" + +"Yes, that's all very well. But what is it? This sudden discovery of my +value means you want something." + +She put her mouth close to his ear and whispered again. A very low +whisper; he only just caught it: + +"Don't let him go, Dick." + +"Let who go?" + +She knew that to be an evasion; that he was wilfully misunderstanding +her. Just shook him and whispered earnestly: + +"Please!" + +Dick was magnanimous; he could afford to be. His deep-laid scheme had +proved successful. + +"Well, I'll see what I can do. But what are you going to do about the +Chantrelles?" + +A change came over her face; every scrap of softness seemed to fade out +of it. In a voice full of determination she said: + +"The Chantrelles will leave here before the day is over!" + +"Rule, Britannia" once more thrilled the air as the whistler caught his +sister in his arms. + +"You're a brick, old girl." He kissed her. "Things will pan out all +right after all. Now, shall I stay and bear a hand, or would you rather +handle the precious couple all by yourself?" + +There was a steely glitter in her eye--it boded ill for the absent +ones--as she answered vindictively: + +"I think I can manage alone!" + +"I think you can, old girl!... Do you know," he added with mock +severity, "when you look a little demon like that, I don't somehow fancy +trusting my friend into your keeping. One good turn----; you know the +rest. I believe I should be carrying that out by preventing his marrying +you." + +"He hasn't asked me yet!" + +She spoke saucily with sparkling eyes; yet with a rosy blush on her +face. + +"That's true; perhaps he won't! There's hope for the poor beggar after +all! He came all the way from the Mediterranean framing words how he +should ask you to marry him, and he had a narrow escape on the dinner +party night. Perhaps you killed him then by your nice behaviour; killed +any desire he might have had to marry you." Then he added maliciously: +"Let's hope so, for his sake." + +"Dick! You are a perfect horror!" + +"It was 'Dear Dick' a minute ago! But there--you're as uncertain as the +weather." + +The shot went home; told in the flushed, shamefaced look; Dick inquired: + +"What are you going to say to the Chantrelles?" + +"That is my business. They will travel up by the afternoon train. Your +business is to go to Prince Charlie, and see that he comes here to-night +to dinner." + +He sobered down in a moment at that; answered seriously: + +"No, old girl, that is out of the question. Nothing I could say would +induce him to that. He simply hates the Chantrelles." + +"I have told you--they won't be here." + +"Even the knowledge of their absence wouldn't make him come to your +house, after the way in which you behaved to him last time." + +"All the same," she said defiantly, "a place shall be set for him at +table." + +"Look here, old girl, I'm willing to help you, but don't make a pocket +idiot of yourself. I tell you nothing I could say would induce him +to----" + +"Well, you can get him to go for a walk, I suppose, can't you?" + +"You know we always go for a walk late every afternoon--weather +permitting or otherwise." + +"Very well; this afternoon walk eastwards. You know the seat at the end +of the Parade?" + +"You mean, that one by the wall, which Gracie calls Our Seat?" + +"Yes. Make your way there; walk to that, sit down and wait--till I +come." + +It dawned on him then: her intent. Admiration of her diplomacy found +vent in the strains of "Rule, Britannia." + +"Don't say anything, Dick. Promise me that. Not a word to Prince Charlie +about--about--anything." + +"But when you turn up at the seat, what am I to do? I suppose it will be +a case of two's company, three's none?" + +"Oh, you can go and pick shells and seaweed on the beach!" + +"What! In the dark? Is thy brother a dog that he should do these things? +I'll find my way back by myself. You think he'll see you home?" + +"You can rely on it he will." + +Mrs. Seton-Carr had confidence in herself. Perhaps it was as well; few +things are won without that. + +"All right. We shall be there about five o'clock." + +"So shall I." + +"Right.... There are the Chantrelles coming up the road; I'll clear out +the back way. If they are going, I'd rather be spared saying farewells. +I might introduce some choice expressions of my opinion of them." + +"Leave that to me!" + +Mabel spoke with bitter sweetness. One glance at her face convinced Dick +that he could do so with safety. + +"Right!" + +He disappeared through the back as the Chantrelles entered by the front +door. Mrs. Seton-Carr was waiting for them. She smiled pleasantly, iced +pleasantry, and invited them into the drawing-room. Seated, she faced +them. There, wasted no time in preliminaries; struck out: + +"There is something I want to clear up, Mr. Chantrelle." + +She fixed that gentleman with her eyes. On her face was a pleasant +smile; it never faded once during the interview. + +"Yes?" + +"About Mr. Masters," she continued. "There has been something +unpleasant--so far as he is concerned--said of the voyage home you all +made from the Mediterranean. Did you ever see him attempt to make love +to your sister?" + +"Great Scott! No. He seemed to like her about as little as Amy liked +him." + +From the corner of her eye, Mrs. Seton-Carr could see that her dear +friend Amy had grown very white--Amy had a quicker brain than had her +brother--but she never lost her hold on Percy's face; went on: + +"Did he bear the reputation of a lady-killer? Of making love to every +woman on board?" + +"My dear Mrs. Carr!" Percy laughed heartily as he replied, "I never saw +him talk to a woman! He had the reputation on board of being a +woman-hater. He was a perfect bear!" + +Amy glanced at her brother reproachfully, meaningly--too late. Besides, +he was looking at his hostess and not at her; her telegraphic +communication was without effect. It was a pity, a thousand pities, from +Amy's point of view. She had to sit quiet and listen. + +"Thanks so much," Mrs. Seton-Carr was saying sweetly. "You see, I was +told all that, and it was not a pleasant thing to be told. You must +understand that I am engaged to be married to Mr. Masters shortly--but I +think you knew that?" + +Percy's face fell; all the merriment dropped out of it. A moment's +silence ensued; not what could fairly be labelled a dull moment. Then +Percy broke it; said slowly: + +"No; I had not the slightest idea of such a thing." + +"Is that possible? Surely your sister told you! She says in this letter +that when you heard of my forthcoming marriage to Mr. Masters you grew +white. Although why," she laughed, "you should grow white, I cannot +conceive. Our pleasant intercourse has always been quite platonic, +hasn't it? That was its charm; one has so few friends. You know that?" + +"I--yes. Now I know it." + +"I am sorry to say it, Mr. Chantrelle, to you; you always have behaved +as a gentleman to me; but this letter," she held it out to him, "written +by your sister whilst on the boat, is a tissue of lies from beginning to +end. The work of a woman absolutely unfitted--in my opinion--for decent +society!" + +Brother and sister were on their feet in a moment. The atmosphere seemed +red-hot to them. They had had unpleasant moments in their somewhat +adventurous career, but this was the worst. Their hostess's words were +as the lashes of a whip. + +Chantrelle muttered something about breaking the laws of hospitality; a +weak effort to stand up for his sister. It failed half-way. Then he +abandoned her to her fate. + +"Take me away, Percy," his sister gasped. "I will not stay to be further +insulted." + +"Miss Chantrelle has forestalled me." Mrs. Seton-Carr still spoke +quietly, still retained her seat. "That is precisely what I was about to +ask you to do, Mr. Chantrelle. One can lock up from a thief, but a +liar--a deliberate, scheming, unscrupulous liar--there is no guarding +against. Your sister, by her trickery, came near separating me from the +man who loves me, the man I love. I should not forgive it in fifty +lifetimes." + +Miss Chantrelle made an effort to speak. Her lips moved, but for once in +her life she was unable to fashion words. She was a woman who trusted to +a well-oiled tongue for squeezing out of the tightest places. It failed +her now; the effort ended in a gasp. + +"Go and pack your things, Amy." + +Her brother spoke sternly. The white-faced woman almost staggered out of +the room without a word. She was terribly upset; none of us like to be +found out in our little lapses. + +"Read the letter, Mr. Chantrelle; I request you to. It will convince you +that I am not more than necessarily bitter----" + +"There is no need. Your word is sufficient." + +Mr. Chantrelle bowed; had changed his tactics and was making the best of +his position. His sister had led him into this; he would stand by her up +to a point, but at the same time he would do what he could to save his +own skin. There was no sense in needless sacrifice. + +"I know you well enough, know you could only behave as you are doing +with good reason," he continued. "I am heartily sorry. Amy is my sister; +I am bound to remember that whatever she has done." He held out his +hand. "Good-bye. I can only ask you to acquit me personally of any--but +there; explanations are perhaps better left alone. Good-bye--it will be +well for us not to meet again." + +A note of feeling vibrated in his voice. A mere listener to the actual +words would have detected no false ring in them. Would, perhaps, have +admired him for the staunchness he exhibited towards his misguided +sister. + +But his hostess stood face to face with him, and she saw that in his +eye--lack of sincerity--which discounted the ingenuousness of his +speech. Still Mrs. Seton-Carr agreed with it--in substance. + +"Good-bye. Yes, it is certainly better so.... My maid shall go across to +the station for a porter and truck. They will be here by the time you +have packed." + +They were. The Chantrelles left. Journeyed to London by the train Dick +had mentioned; the most crestfallen couple travelling in it. + +It was the last of them. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXIV + + OUR SEAT + + +The Chantrelles gone, with the whistle of their departing train +shrilling in her ears, Mabel sighed contentedly, gathered all there was +of her together and spent a full two minutes in inspecting its +reflection in the mirror. + +The sound of the closing of the door on them as they left had been sweet +music in her ears. The warning shriek of the engine as it started out of +the station, drawing them every moment further and further away from +her, was sweeter still. + +Then she entered into consultation with her cook; set about ordering the +most appetising little dinner she could devise. There was entailed an +expenditure of anxious thought; the function was an important one. Mrs. +Seton-Carr was not a woman to despise details of that kind. + +She had laughed once at a cynic's belief that, if you cannot make sure +of retaining a man's love, you can, by securing the services of a good +cook, make sure of his respect. Despite her laughter she was not without +faith in the proverb that the road to a man's heart lies through his +stomach. + +The last time Prince Charlie had dined at Ivy Cottage he had not enjoyed +himself; she remembered why with a little flush of shame. There was +determination that he should do so this time. And she rather thought she +would enjoy herself too; anyway, it would not be her fault if they +failed to do so. + +The shades of evening began their descent soon after half-past four +o'clock. It was not too dark then for her to see her brother and Prince +Charlie go by on the Parade--eastwards. The author's broad, square +shoulders were unmistakable. She herself was hidden by the bedroom +curtain she was behind. + +They had gone in the direction of the seat. A smile found place on her +face; so far all was well. Then she tried on two or three hats. Was +anxious to look her best; she knew that she could talk so much better +when sure of her appearance. Sadness tinged her reflection; the beauty +of her millinery would be wasted in the darkness. + +Then, with a sigh--she was a woman, with all a woman's belief in +millinery's power--she hoped that not much talking would be needed. +Silence and a good profile were more reliable. She looked at the clock: +the minutes dragged slowly. + +At a quarter to five she left the cottage. Before the hour reached the +end of the Parade. An east wind was blowing. As she neared the seat the +odour of cigars came to her, borne on the wind from which the smokers +were sheltered. Then she advanced. + +"Hullo, Sis!" + +Dick started to his feet as if she were an apparition, spoke in an +exaggerated tone of surprise; continuing: + +"Who on earth would have thought of seeing you here?" + +She could have soundly boxed his ears for him--well-meaning Dick--for so +overdoing it. He could not have exhibited more surprise had he thought +her dropped from the clouds. Brothers really are terribly trying at +times. + +Perhaps it was as well for him that he slowly moved away. Apparently he +evinced a judicious, if sudden, interest in moonlight conchology. +Anyway, he devoted his attention to some of the common objects of the +sea-shore. + +That Dick did move off was the essential point. She saw, with relief, +that he had sense enough for that. The sound of the whistling of "Rule +Britannia" gradually died away in the distance. + +Masters had risen to his feet the moment his eyes fell on her. Stood +there doubtful what he should do. She did not leave him in doubt long; +advanced towards him, and stretching out her hand, said: + +"Prince Charlie, I am--oh, I am so sorry! Please forgive me!" + +It was a lame speech. She was surprised at, ashamed of, herself. She had +rehearsed what she had intended saying all the afternoon. Now it came to +the point she could not remember a word. + +Whatever she might think of her own words they were an immense surprise +to Masters. He took her extended hand, common courtesy compelled him to +that, and said gently: + +"Forgive? You are surely--oh, I have nothing to forgive!" + +"You have!" + +She insisted with a charming insistence. Somehow her eyes got to need +mopping with her handkerchief--a lace handkerchief with a singularly +pretty border, by the way. + +"I have b-behaved"--she mopped on--"like a wicked wretch t-to you." + +Of course, with a man of Masters' temperament it was most effective; she +was playing an ideal game. Some men are used to tears; come to look upon +them as an unavoidable factor in their dealings with women. The author +had not reached that stage: probably never would. + +A woman crying, or in distress, never failed to appeal to him. Perhaps +Mrs. Seton-Carr knew that. Women are very subtle; their intuition is no +mythical possession. Any way, she played that handkerchief of hers for +all it was worth. + +Masters still stood hesitating; was genuinely anxious and full of +wonder: what he ought to do. Thoughts of eau de Cologne occurred to him. +He knew women found relief in that kind of thing; but he bent over her +and said: + +"I beg you--oh, I beg, earnestly, you will not distress yourself." + +He really meant it; her distress distressed him. The more she saw that +the more tears she shed. Artful little crocodile! + +"You w-won't f-f-forgive me!" + +She knew all the time that he would. + +"Pray, Mrs.--you--I--I--have nothing to forgive. But if you think I +have, I forgive you freely, fully." + +The road was getting smooth, she thought, but it was not safe to drop +the handkerchief yet; plainly that was a strong weapon. + +"You m-m-must think me such an awful b-b-brute!" + +Wretched little prevaricator! She knew quite well that he thought +nothing of the kind. + +"Believe me, I can never think of you in any way but the kindliest." + +True; every word of it. His heart was like a photographic plate, capable +only of bearing one clear picture. + +"I d-daresay you wish me dead, or at the bottom of the s-sea--and I +d-deserve it." + +Really she did. It was most unfair--this present performance of hers. It +distressed him beyond measure; he said: + +"I wish you nothing but the greatest happiness it is possible for you to +enjoy; wish it from my heart." + +"And I--I--have behaved so--s-s-so ungratefully to you." + +She uttered truth; perhaps for a change. But he denied what she said; +answered: + +"Not at all! You behaved rightly; as your heart dictated." + +She had to flare up at that; could not help it. As a matter of fact all +her actions had been in direct opposition to her heart's promptings. + +"I did nothing of the sort! My behaviour was quite wrong!" + +The handkerchief shifted a little to enable her to look up at him out of +the corner of her eye, as she continued: + +"Just the reverse of the way my h-h-heart dictated." + +His own heart beat a little quicker at that, in expectation, as he asked +eagerly: + +"When was that?" + +"At that wr-r-retched dinner." + +He sat down; somehow they both sat--apparently it was a simultaneous +act. He was, however, to windward of her; she engineered that. The faint +perfume of the hair of her bent head came to him. It has been already +mentioned that Mrs. Seton-Carr devoted attention to details. No wonder +the elder Weller warned his son against widows! + +"You have said either not enough or too much." He spoke hoarsely, in +tense tones. "Tell me--more." + +"You want to make it h-h-hard for me; to humble me m-m-more." + +She sobbed out the words, the while her disengaged hand, curiously, fell +on his. Naturally, his hand closed on hers, and--quite easily--he +frustrated her efforts to take it away. He moved closer to her. + +She turned the back of her head to him. Was not unaware of the fact that +her hair grew very prettily there; fell in soft little golden curls at +the nape of her neck. Of course the movement was quite an unconscious +one! Perhaps, too, it was pure accident that the moon just then had +popped from behind a cloud, so lighting up things; she went on: + +"I t-think you are very h-hard to me." + +He moved closer still; every fibre in his being thrilled by contact with +the woman he loved. Had he bent down, his lips would have touched her +head. The blood was racing through his veins as he wondered--should he +dare? Then he thought of the dinner party--remembered Chantrelle. The +thought acted as the descent of iced water might have done: she was +another man's property! He took his hand away. + +That alarmed her--dreadfully! She had thought all was going along so +nicely; was actually getting ready for the union of lips; the final +drying of her eyes. What could possibly have frozen him up like that? + +"I am sorry," he said, "you should think unpleasant things of me. But is +there need?" + +The coldness of his tone struck a horrible chill to her heart. But it +was not a moment for despair, rather for a marshalling of all her +forces. She redoubled her efforts; fell on her knees by his side, and +cried: + +"You are cruel! I am kneeling to you, asking you to forgive me, and you +won't! I knelt to you once before--here on this spot--and you were cruel +to me then----" + +"Ah, yes!" + +He interrupted her; the memory of his brutality then--he called it +so--returned to him; his words came hurriedly: + +"For that I need your forgiveness; I ought to abjectly apologise. What I +did, said, then was wholly under a misapprehension----" + +She seized on that: it gave her a chance. Moreover, it was now or +never--so she thought. Metaphorically she set her teeth and said--Now. +Actually she whispered: + +"Isn't it possible perhaps, that you may be under a misapprehension +now?" + +She boldly raised her head and looked him straight in the face as she +spoke. Tears had not in the least, strange to say, disfigured hers; her +grief had not been that kind! She continued: + +"Don't do as you did then; don't push me away from you!" + +That was a rubbing of it in with a vengeance. Had the effect of making +him speak with a strange quiver in his voice. + +"Please--please get up! I don't like--I can't bear--to see you----" + +Her disobedience was of the studied kind. She got so close to him that +he felt the warmth of her body, the up-creep of her hands on his breast, +the sweet warm breath from her lips. So holding him--holding in every +sense of the word--she said with a spice of defiance in her voice: + +"I won't get up till you tell me you forgive me everything!" + +She had him at such a disadvantage! It was really grossly unfair. The +poor wretch did not know whether he was on his head or his heels. Then, +almost before he knew what he was doing, his arms were about her; he +could not help it. He gripped her to him so closely that she could have +cried out--but it was too sweet a pain to ask relief from. + +"Tell me." His voice was raucous in its hoarseness. "You do not--do not +belong to Chantrelle?" + +A laugh came to her lips. A tinge of jealousy in the man she loves +pleases a woman, spices things as it were. Besides, looked at from the +right view-point, it is the subtlest of flattery. + +Hence her laughter. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXV + + CHRISTMAS EVE + + +Mrs. Seton Carr seemed in no hurry to withdraw herself from the author's +tightly clasping arms. Seriously, it was really very disgraceful +behaviour of hers. She excused herself with the knowledge that there was +no audience: save the moon and the sea. After subsidence of her laugh +she said: + +"I have said good-bye for ever to the Chantrelles. They have left Ivy +Cottage. I shall never see them again----" + +"I thought----" + +"I loved him?" she interrupted gleefully. "I didn't--I just hated +him----" + +"Yet you----" + +"Pretended I did because I wanted to annoy you! There! I wanted to annoy +you because--I.... Don't, Prince Charlie! You're making me look so +untidy.... Yes do--I don't mind.... They'll think it was the wind." + +Thoughts of other people and of dinner came to them at last. But it was +half-past seven before they started to walk back home. What they said +during all the time they were on the seat is a matter of concern to +themselves only. + +Besides which, when people are in love, their conversation is not +remarkable for originality and general interest. Even authors get out of +the stirrups--off their high horse--and talk like other people. + +She explained to him that she had loved him from the first. He, +wondering how he could have been blind to the fact, hugged her close +again. Thereupon, she complained that he hurt her, and then contradicted +herself; in fact behaved like a true woman. + +She confessed why she had not told him she was Mrs. Seton-Carr at first: +because she was a leader of London fashion, and she knew he hated London +Society and everything connected therewith. The newspaper people +chronicled her movements and she was much talked about; she had thought +he would not fail to recognize her name. + +But she need not have feared; he would not have done so. Fashionable +Intelligence, and all columns captioned in kindred fashion, he never +read. Had an idea of his own that in the study of mankind his society +papers were not very suitable textbooks. + +It would naturally be supposed that seeing how late it was they would +have hurried home. Not they! It was nearly eight o'clock when they +reached Ivy Cottage. Dick was waiting for them. + +"This is a pretty idea, upon my soul!" His greeting. "A nice way to +treat your brother! Dinner has been waiting hours!" + +"Never mind, Dick dear," replied his sister, pecking at his lips as she +removed the pins from her hat. "It doesn't matter, it really doesn't +matter in the least." + +"Doesn't it! It matters to me! Am I supposed to be a fasting man, giving +a seaside exhibition of myself? There's been no midday meal, because I +had to bolt whilst you were turning people out of the house neck and +crop. I did think I was going to get some dinner! I don't even get an +apology. You're flouncing around grinning all over your face as if you'd +picked up sixpence. What have you been doing?" + +"There--sit down--like a good boy. Here's the soup coming. Now start and +try to make up for lost time." + +She ran to her room and threw off her hat and mantle. Laughed at her +reflection in the glass--a laugh inspired by sheer happiness. Then she +crept softly into Gracie's room; the child was not yet asleep, though +sleepy. Bending over the cot she kissed the little rosy face, and +Gracie's arms went up and around the neck of her Dear Miss Mivvins. + +Mrs. Seton-Carr had not been away from the dining room more than two +minutes; when she returned to take her place at table mischievous Dick +was ready waiting for her, said: + +"What I want to know is, what the deuce you two have been sitting out on +that blessed seat all night for? Why couldn't you come in like rational +beings and sit in chairs and talk?" + +"Never you mind, Dick; don't ask questions. Have some more soup?" + +"Oh, you can't stop my mouth with soup! I have been kept without food +for so long that I'm afraid to eat much! I expect it was some of that +tommy-rot Prince Charlie was always flooding my ears with. About your +eyes and hair and----" + +"Now, Dick," interrupted Masters, "drop that please. It is a forbidden +subject." + +"Is it? I am not to talk about what you said?" He turned to his sister +and continued: "What have you had to say then, Sis? Been telling him how +you begged and prayed of me not to let him----" + +"Dick! If you don't be quiet, I'll never forgive you!" + +"Now, look here." Dick assumed an aggrieved tone. "Am I supposed not to +talk at all? Is this house run on the silent system? I might just as +well be having dinner in a deaf and dumb asylum." + +"Talk sensibly then," said his sister patronisingly, "and we'll listen +to you with pleasure." + +"We! Oh, it's reached that stage, has it: plural! 'M very well. Let's +take up a serious subject: horribly serious. Have you lunatics decided +when your two throbbing hearts are going to be merged into one; when you +are to be married?" + +"Dick! Don't you want--let me pass you some more vegetables!" + +"Don't stop his thirst for information," interposed Masters quietly. +"He's got to be best man, so he may as well know. It is settled that we +are to be married by special licence on New Year's Day." + +"Oh, Prince Charlie!" she cried. "I never said--indeed I didn't----" + +"No, dear," he replied calmly. "I know you did not. But you said that +that woman I made love to on the boat--what was her name?--Amy--pass the +sauce, Dick--alleged that I said it rested with me, so far as the naming +of the day was concerned." + +"How can you----" + +"It occurred to me that that was a capital idea. I am not one of those +superior persons; am never above taking a hint. I know I have +had--thanks to you--the most unhappy end of a year. By way of +compensation I am going--thanks to you again--to have a most happy +beginning of one." + +Dick viewed the consternation displayed on his sister's face to the +accompaniment of a broad grin on his own, said: + +"That's right! Start quarrelling now, even before you are tied up! +Goodness knows what it will be like after, when you are sentenced to--I +mean when you are linked for life. Miserable wretches! You have my +sincerest sympathy; all my pity." + +"It takes two to make a quarrel." + +Prince Charlie uttering the aphorism. Then with a smile, holding out his +hand to Mabel, he continued: + +"You agree with me, don't you, darling? Just by your action convince +this beardless youth that we are in accord about the first of +January--if we are to be married on that day, put your hand in mine." + +She hesitated a moment, perhaps her brother's derisive laugh helped to +her action: she put it right there. + +"There's one thing about this affair--having long been an acute sufferer +from my headstrong sister's temper," said Dick, grinning all over his +face--"about which I am distinctly displeased." + +"You are going to make one of your terrible jokes, Dick!" she said. "I +can see it in your face!" + +"Oh, let him run loose," interposed Masters. "It's Christmas time, you +know. What's the joke? If it's going to give us pain, out with it--as +the boy said to the dentist." + +"If you labour over one of your usual atrocious puns, Dick," warned his +sister, "I'll throw you down and pummel you black and blue!" + +"I was merely going to observe," said her brother, regardless of the +threat, "that I was glad that at length you had found your master!" + +He had to howl for mercy before she let him go. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXVI + + THE CHRISTMAS BOX + + +Gracie had to be reckoned with. Prince Charlie was looked on as her +exclusive property. Considerable diplomacy and tact would have to be +brought to bear; that exacting atom of humanity needed careful handling. + +Uncle Dick, with a thoughtfulness which earned from his sister and +prospective brother-in-law grateful thanks, went out, late as it was, +and routed round the few shops of which Wivernsea boasted. The shops +were full of people and empty of wares. By diligent search he ran to +earth in a grocer's shop a box of crackers, packed by Tom Smith, as he +needed to find it packed: labelled Pantomime. He thought that would +answer the purpose of conciliating his niece. + +He was not disappointed. On the morrow, with a harlequin's cap and mask, +a wand, and conjured up recollections of last year's pantomime all went +well. Promise of a visit that week to another pantomime completed the +matter. There was no breach. + +Gracie gave up all rights in Prince Charlie. Indeed, viewed his changing +into the character of a new papa with curious equanimity. Curious, that +is to say, to any one ignorant of her knowledge of the doings of +fairies. The literature upon which she fed was of the divided syllable +type. A story without a fairy in it was beneath her contempt. + +So it was that on Christmas morning she viewed the matter complacently. +Having disposed of Prince Charlie to her mother, she gave him Miss +Mivvins as a Christmas box. Borrowed his fountain pen, and in a large +round hand wrote: + +"_With best wishes for a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year._" + +Dancing up to, and putting this into Miss Mivvins' hand, she gracefully +led that lady to her former prince; was rejoiced when she saw how glad +he was to accept her gift! + +And the wish was realized too: their Christmas was of the merriest. +Gracie said she had never spent so happy a one in all the years of her +life; was of opinion that the harlequin had been at work with Uncle +Dick; he was so different from what he used to be. + +Uncle Dick was, and he knew it. Looked back at his past with eyes full +of horror, at his prospective brother-in-law with love in them, because +he felt, knew, to whom his reformation was due. + +Gracie's other wish was granted: the new year was a happy one. It +commenced with the actual transformation of Prince Charlie into Gracie's +new papa. The child said she had never made a change which pleased her +so much. + +As Gracie wisely observed, it was not now a matter of occasional calls, +he was always there. So much better, wasn't it? She really thought they +had all been quite foolish not to think of arranging it so before. + +As to Uncle Dick--well, as Gracie said, he was changed. And it was a +permanent change, too; he feared no relapse. Just sometimes the memory +of the old evil times would return, and a suspicious moisture come into +his eyes. He could not help thinking of what might have been, and what +was. Thanked God from his heart for his present condition. + +As to Miss Mivvins--well, of course she no longer exists. She merged +into Mrs. Masters on the first day of the new year. + +Another change which had Gracie's full approval. + + + THE END. + + + + +Transcriber Notes: + +Passages in italics were indicated by _underscores_. + +Small caps were replaced with ALL CAPS. + +Throughout the dialogues, there were words used to mimic accents of +the speakers. Those words were retained as-is. + +The illustrations have been moved so that they do not break up +paragraphs and so that they are next to the text they illustrate. Thus +the page number of the illustration might not match the page number in +the List of Illustrations, and the order of illustrations may not be the +same in the List of Illustrations and in the book. + +Errors in punctuations and inconsistent hyphenation were not corrected +unless otherwise noted. + +On page 15, a single quotation mark was replaced with a double quotation +mark. + +On page 85, "thet" was replaced with "that". + +On page 86, a period was added after "face". + +On page 125, "overspead" was replaced with "overspread". + +On page 132, a period was added after "husband". + +On page 163, "convalesence" was replaced with "convalescence". + +On page 179, a single quotation mark was replaced with a double +quotation mark. + +On page 189, a period was added after "morrow". + +On page 193, a double quotation mark was added after "getting well.". + +On page 205, "protègè" was replaced with "protégé". + +On page 207, a single quotation mark was deleted before a double +quotation mark. + +On page 227, a single quotation mark was replaced with a double +quotation mark. + +On page 257, a period was replaced with a question mark. + +On page 264, a single quotation mark was deleted before a double +quotation mark. + +On page 296, a period was added after "fashion words". + +On page 304, a hyphen was added before "r-retched dinner". + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Prince Charlie, by Burford Delannoy + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 40611 *** |
