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diff --git a/40583-0.txt b/40583-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..f2920fb --- /dev/null +++ b/40583-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,9898 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 40583 *** + + THE GOD IN THE CAR + + _A NOVEL_ + + + BY + ANTHONY HOPE + AUTHOR OF THE PRISONER OF ZENDA, ETC. + + + [Illustration] + + + NEW YORK + D. APPLETON AND COMPANY + 1894 + + + + + COPYRIGHT, 1894. + + BY D. APPLETON AND COMPANY. + + + + + CONTENTS. + + + CHAPTER PAGE + + I.--AN INSOLENT MEMORY 1 + + II.--THE COINING OF A NICKNAME 14 + + III.--MRS. DENNISON'S ORDERS 26 + + IV.--TWO YOUNG GENTLEMEN 39 + + V.--A TELEGRAM TO FRANKFORT 52 + + VI.--WHOSE SHALL IT BE? 66 + + VII.--AN ATTEMPT TO STOP THE WHEELS 81 + + VIII.--CONVERTS AND HERETICS 96 + + IX.--AN OPPRESSIVE ATMOSPHERE 108 + + X.--A LADY'S BIT OF WORK 120 + + XI.--AGAINST HIS COMING 134 + + XII.--IT CAN WAIT 148 + + XIII.--A SPASM OF PENITENCE 160 + + XIV.--THE THING OR THE MAN 173 + + XV.--THE WORK OF A WEEK 185 + + XVI.--THE LAST BARRIERS 200 + + XVII.--A SOUND IN THE NIGHT 217 + + XVIII.--ON THE MATTER OF A RAILWAY 231 + + XIX.--PAST PRAYING FOR 248 + + XX.--THE BARON'S CONTRIBUTION 258 + + XXI.--A JOINT IN HIS ARMOUR 271 + + XXII.--A TOAST IN CHAMPAGNE 287 + + XXIII.--THE CUTTING OF THE KNOT 304 + + XXIV.--THE RETURN OF A FRIEND 317 + + XXV.--THE MOVING CAR 332 + + + + + THE GOD IN THE CAR. + + + CHAPTER I. + + AN INSOLENT MEMORY. + + +"I'm so blind," said Miss Ferrars plaintively. "Where are my glasses?" + +"What do you want to see?" asked Lord Semingham. + +"The man in the corner, talking to Mr. Loring." + +"Oh, you won't know him even with the glasses. He's the sort of man you +must be introduced to three times before there's any chance of a +permanent impression." + +"You seem to recognise him." + +"I know him in business. We are, or rather are going to be, +fellow-directors of a company." + +"Oh, then I shall see you in the dock together some day." + +"What touching faith in the public prosecutor! Does nothing shake your +optimism?" + +"Perhaps your witticisms." + +"Peace, peace!" + +"Well, who is he?" + +"He was once," observed Lord Semingham, as though stating a curious +fact, "in a Government. His name is Foster Belford, and he is still +asked to the State Concerts." + +"I knew I knew him! Why, Harry Dennison thinks great things of him!" + +"It is possible." + +"And he, not to be behindhand in politeness, thinks greater of Maggie +Dennison." + +"His task is the easier." + +"And you and he are going to have the effrontery to ask shareholders to +trust their money to you?" + +"Oh, it isn't us; it's Ruston." + +"Mr. Ruston? I've heard of him." + +"You very rarely admit that about anybody." + +"Moreover, I've met him." + +"He's quite coming to the front, of late, I know." + +"Is there any positive harm in being in the fashion? I like now and then +to talk to the people one is obliged to talk about." + +"Go on," said Lord Semingham, urbanely. + +"But, my dear Lord Semingham----" + +"Hush! Keep the truth from me, like a kind woman. Ah! here comes Tom +Loring----How are you, Loring? Where's Dennison?" + +"At the House. I ought to be there, too." + +"Why, of course. The place of a private secretary is by the side of----" + +"His chief's wife. We all know that," interposed Adela Ferrars. + +"When you grow old, you'll be sorry for all the wicked things you've +said," observed Loring. + +"Well, there'll be nothing else to do. Where are you going, Lord +Semingham?" + +"Home." + +"Why?" + +"Because I've done my duty. Oh, but here's Dennison, and I want a word +with him." + +Lord Semingham passed on, leaving the other two together. + +"Has Harry Dennison been speaking to-day?" asked Miss Ferrars. + +"Well, he had something prepared." + +"He had something! You know you write them." + +Mr. Loring frowned. + +"Yes, and I know we aren't allowed to say so," pursued Adela. + +"It's neither just nor kind to Dennison." + +Miss Ferrars looked at him, her brows slightly raised. + +"And you are both just and kind, really," he added. + +"And you, Mr. Loring, are a wonderful man. You're not ashamed to be +serious! Oh, yes, I've annoyed--you're quite right. I was--whatever I +was--on the ninth of last March, and I think I'm too old to be +lectured." + +Tom Loring laughed, and, an instant later, Adela followed suit. + +"I suppose it was horrid of me," she said. "Can't we turn it round and +consider it as a compliment to you?" + +Tom looked doubtful, but, before he could answer, Adela cried: + +"Oh, here's Evan Haselden, and--yes--it's Mr. Ruston with him?" + +As the two men entered, Mrs. Dennison rose from her chair. She was a +tall woman; her years fell one or two short of thirty. She was not a +beauty, but her broad brow and expressive features, joined to a certain +subdued dignity of manner and much grace of movement, made her +conspicuous among the women in her drawing-room. Young Evan Haselden +seemed to appreciate her, for he bowed his glossy curly head, and shook +hands in a way that almost turned the greeting into a deferentially +distant caress. Mrs. Dennison acknowledged his hinted homage with a +bright smile, and turned to Ruston. + +"At last!" she said, with another smile. "The first time after--how many +years?" + +"Eight, I believe," he answered. + +"Oh, you're terribly definite. And what have you been doing with +yourself?" + +He shrugged his square shoulders, and she did not press her question, +but let her eyes wander over him. + +"Well?" he asked. + +"Oh--improved. And I?" + +Suddenly Ruston laughed. + +"Last time we met," he said, "you swore you'd never speak to me again." + +"I'd quite forgotten my fearful threat." + +He looked straight in her face for a moment, as he asked-- + +"And the cause of it?" + +Mrs. Dennison coloured. + +"Yes, quite," she answered; and conscious that her words carried no +conviction to him, she added hastily, "Go and speak to Harry. There he +is." + +Ruston obeyed her, and being left for a moment alone, she sat down on +the chair placed ready near the door for her short intervals of rest. +There was a slight pucker on her brow. The sight of Ruston and his +question stirred in her thoughts, which were never long dormant, and +which his coming woke into sudden activity. She had not anticipated that +he would venture to recall to her that incident--at least, not at +once--in the first instant of meeting, at such a time and such a place. +But as he had, she found herself yielding to the reminiscence he +induced. Forgotten the cause of her anger with him? For the first two or +three years of her married life, she would have answered, "Yes, I have +forgotten it." Then had come a period when now and again it recurred to +her, not for his sake or its own, but as a summary of her stifled +feeling; and during that period she had resolutely struggled not to +remember it. Of late that struggle had ceased, and the thing lay a +perpetual background to her thoughts: when there was nothing else to +think about, when the stage of her mind was empty of moving figures, it +snatched at the chance of prominence, and thus became a recurrent +consciousness from which her interests and her occupations could not +permanently rescue her. For example, here she was thinking of it in the +very midst of her party. Yet this persistence of memory seemed +impertinent, unreasonable, almost insolent. For, as she told herself, +finding it necessary to tell herself more and more often, her husband +was still all that he had been when he had won her heart--good-looking, +good-tempered, infinitely kind and devoted. When she married she had +triumphed confidently in these qualities; and the unanimous cry of +surprised congratulations at the match she was making had confirmed her +own joy and exultation in it. It had been a great match; and yet, beyond +all question, also a love match. + +But now the chorus of wondering applause was forgotten, and there +remained only the one voice which had been raised to break the harmony +of approbation--a voice that nobody, herself least of all, had listened +to then. How should it be listened to? It came from a nobody--a young +man of no account, whose opinion none cared to ask; whose judgment, had +it been worth anything in itself, lay under suspicion of being biassed +by jealousy. Willie Ruston had never declared himself her suitor; yet +(she clung hard to this) he would not have said what he did had not the +chagrin of a defeated rival inspired him; and a defeated rival, as +everybody knows, will say anything. Certainly she had been right not to +listen, and was wrong to remember. To this she had often made up her +mind, and to this she returned now as she sat watching her husband and +Willie Ruston, forgetful of all the chattering crowd beside. + +As to what it was she resolved not to remember, and did remember, it was +just one sentence--his only comment on the news of her engagement, his +only hint of any opinion or feeling about it. It was short, sharp, +decisive, and, as his judgments were, even in the days when he, alone of +all the world, held them of any moment, absolutely confident; it was +also, she had felt on hearing it, utterly untrue, unjust, and +ungenerous. It had rung out like a pistol-shot, "Maggie, you're marrying +a fool," and then a snap of tight-fitting lips, a glance of scornful +eyes, and a quick, unhesitating stride away that hardly waited for a +contemptuous smile at her angry cry, "I'll never speak to you again." +She had been in a fury of wrath--she had a power of wrath--that a plain, +awkward, penniless, and obscure youth--one whom she sometimes disliked +for his arrogance, and sometimes derided for his self-confidence--should +dare to say such a thing about her Harry, whom she was so proud to love, +and so proud to have won. It was indeed an insolent memory that flung +the thing again and again in her teeth. + +The party began to melt away. The first good-bye roused Mrs. Dennison +from her enveloping reverie. Lady Valentine, from whom it came, lingered +for a gush of voluble confidences about the charm of the house, and the +people, and the smart little band that played softly in an alcove, and +what not; her daughter stood by, learning, it is to be hoped, how it is +meet to behave in society, and scanning Evan Haselden's trim figure with +wary, critical glances, alert to turn aside if he should glance her way. +Mrs. Dennison returned the ball of civility, and, released by several +more departures, joined Adela Ferrars. Adela stood facing Haselden and +Tom Loring, who were arm-in-arm. At the other end of the room Harry +Dennison and Ruston were still in conversation. + +"These _men_, Maggie," began Adela--and it seemed a mere caprice of +pronunciation, that the word did not shape itself into "monkeys"--"are +the absurdest creatures. They say I'm not fit to take part in politics! +And why?" + +Mrs. Dennison shook her head, and smiled. + +"Because, if you please, I'm too emotional. Emotional, indeed! And I +can't generalise! Oh, couldn't I generalise about men!" + +"Women can never say 'No,'" observed Evan Haselden, not in the least as +if he were repeating a commonplace. + +"You'll find you're wrong when you grow up," retorted Adela. + +"I doubt that," said Mrs. Dennison, with the kindest of smiles. + +"Maggie, you spoil the boy. Isn't it enough that he should have gone +straight from the fourth form--where, I suppose, he learnt to +generalise----" + +"At any rate, not to be emotional," murmured Loring. + +"Into Parliament, without having his head turned by----" + +"You'd better go, Evan," suggested Loring in a warning tone. + +"I shall go too," announced Adela. + +"I'm walking your way," said Evan, who seemed to bear no malice. + +"How delightful!" + +"You don't object?" + +"Not the least. I'm driving." + +"A mere schoolboy score!" + +"How stupid of me! You haven't had time to forget them." + +"Oh, take her away," said Mrs. Dennison, and they disappeared in a fire +of retorts, happy, or happy enough for happy people, and probably Evan +drove with the lady after all. + +Mrs. Dennison walked towards where her husband and Ruston sat on a sofa +in talk. + +"What are you two conspiring about?" she asked. + +"Ruston had something to say to me about business." + +"What, already?" + +"Oh, we've met in the city, Mrs. Dennison," explained Ruston, with a +confidential nod to Harry. + +"And that was the object of your appearance here to-day? I was +flattering my party, it seems." + +"No. I didn't expect to find your husband. I thought he would be at the +House." + +"Ah, Harry, how did the speech go?" + +"Oh, really pretty well, I think," answered Harry Dennison, with a +contented air. "I got nearly half through before we were counted out." + +A very faint smile showed on his wife's face. + +"So you were counted out?" she asked. + +"Yes, or I shouldn't be here." + +"You see, I am acquitted, Mrs. Dennison. Only an accident brought him +here." + +"An accident impossible to foresee," she acquiesced, with the slightest +trace of bitterness--so slight that her husband did not notice it. + +Ruston rose. + +"Well, you'd better talk to Semingham about it," he remarked to Harry +Dennison; "he's one of us, you know." + +"Yes, I will. And I'll just get you that pamphlet of mine; you can put +it in your pocket." + +He ran out of the room to fetch what he promised. Mrs. Dennison, still +faintly smiling, held out her hand to Ruston. + +"It's been very pleasant to see you again," she said graciously. "I hope +it won't be eight years before our next meeting." + +"Oh, no; you see I'm floating now." + +"Floating?" she repeated, with a smile of enquiry. + +"Yes; on the surface. I've been in the depths till very lately, and +there one meets no good society." + +"Ah! You've had a struggle?" + +"Yes," he answered, laughing; "you may call it a bit of a struggle." + +She looked at him with grave curious eyes. + +"And you are not married?" she asked abruptly. + +"No, I'm glad to say." + +"Why glad, Mr. Ruston? Some people like being married." + +"Oh, I don't claim to be above it, Mrs. Dennison," he answered with a +laugh, "but a wife would have been a great hindrance to me all these +years." + +There was a simple and _bona fide_ air about his statement; it was not +raillery; and Mrs. Dennison laughed in her turn. + +"Oh, how like you!" she murmured. + +Mr. Ruston, with a passing gleam of surprise at her merriment, bade her +a very unemotional farewell, and left her. She sat down and waited idly +for her husband's return. Presently he came in. He had caught Ruston in +the hall, delivered his pamphlet, and was whistling cheerfully. He took +a chair near his wife. + +"Rum chap that!" he said. "But he's got a good deal of stuff in him;" +and he resumed his lively tune. + +The tune annoyed Mrs. Dennison. To suffer whistling without visible +offence was one of her daily trials. Harry's emotions and reflections +were prone to express themselves through that medium. + +"I didn't do half-badly, to-day," said Harry, breaking off again. "Old +Tom had got it all splendidly in shape for me--by Jove, I don't know +what I should do without Tom--and I think I put it pretty well. But, of +course, it's a subject that doesn't catch on with everybody." + +It was the dullest subject in the world; it was also, in all likelihood, +one of the most unimportant; and dull subjects are so seldom unimportant +that the perversity of the combination moved Maggie Dennison to a +wondering pity. She rose and came behind the chair where her husband +sat. Leaning over the back, she rested her elbows on his shoulders, and +lightly clasped her hands round his neck. He stopped his whistle, which +had grown soft and contented, laughed, and kissed one of the encircling +hands, and she, bending lower, kissed him on the forehead as he turned +his face up to look at her. + +"You poor dear old thing!" she said with a smile and a sigh. + + + + + CHAPTER II. + + THE COINING OF A NICKNAME. + + +When it was no later than the middle of June, Adela Ferrars, having her +reputation to maintain, ventured to sum up the season. It was, she said, +a Ruston-cum-Violetta season. Violetta's doings and unexampled triumphs +have, perhaps luckily, no place here; her dancing was higher and her +songs more surpassing in another dimension than those of any performer +who had hitherto won the smiles of society; and young men who are +getting on in life still talk about her. Ruston's fame was less +widespread, but his appearance was an undeniable fact of the year. When +a man, the first five years of whose adult life have been spent on a +stool in a coal merchant's office, and the second five somewhere (an +absolutely vague somewhere) in Southern or Central Africa, comes before +the public, offering in one closed hand a new empire, or, to avoid all +exaggeration, at least a province, asking with the other opened hand for +three million pounds, the public is bound to afford him the tribute of +some curiosity. When he enlists in his scheme men of eminence like Mr. +Foster Belford, of rank like Lord Semingham, of great financial +resources like Dennison Sons & Company, he becomes one whom it is +expedient to bid to dinner and examine with scrutinising enquiry. He may +have a bag of gold for you; or you may enjoy the pleasure of exploding +his _prestige_; at least, you are timely and up-to-date, and none can +say that your house is a den of fogies, or yourself, in the language +made to express these things (for how otherwise should they get +themselves expressed?) on other than "the inner rail." + +It chanced that Miss Ferrars arrived early at the Seminghams, and she +talked with her host on the hearth-rug, while Lady Semingham was +elaborately surveying her small but comely person in a mirror at the +other end of the long room. Lord Semingham was rather short and +rather stout; he hardly looked as if his ancestors had fought at +Hastings--perhaps they had not, though the peerage said they had. He +wore close-cut black whiskers, and the blue of his jowl witnessed a +suppressed beard of great vitality. His single eye-glass reflected +answering twinkles to Adela's _pince-nez_, and his mouth was puckered at +the world's constant entertainment; men said that he found his wife +alone a sufficient and inexhaustible amusement. + +"The Heathers are coming," he said, "and Lady Val and Marjory, and young +Haselden, and Ruston." + +"_Toujours_ Ruston," murmured Adela. + +"And one or two more. What's wrong with Ruston? There is, my dear Adela, +no attitude more offensive than that of indifference to what the common +herd finds interesting." + +"He's a fright," said Adela. "You'd spike yourself on that bristly beard +of his." + +"If you happened to be near enough, you mean?--a danger my sex and our +national habits render remote. Bessie!" + +Lady Semingham came towards them, with one last craning look at her own +back as she turned. She always left the neighbourhood of a mirror with +regret. + +"Well?" she asked with a patient little sigh. + +"Adela is abusing your friend Ruston." + +"He's not my friend, Alfred. What's the matter, Adela?" + +"I don't think I like him. He's hard." + +"He's got a demon, you see," said Semingham. "For that matter we all +have, but his is a whopper." + +"Oh, what's my demon?" cried Adela. Is not oneself always the most +interesting subject? + +"Yours? Cleverness; He goads you into saying things one can't see the +meaning of." + +"Thanks! And yours?" + +"Grinning--so I grin at your things, though I don't understand 'em." + +"And Bessie's?" + +"Oh, forgive me. Leave us a quiet home." + +"And now, Mr. Ruston's?" + +"His is----" + +But the door opened, and the guests, all arriving in a heap, just twenty +minutes late, flooded the room and drowned the topic. Another five +minutes passed, and people had begun furtively to count heads and wonder +whom they were waiting for, when Evan Haselden was announced. Hot on his +heels came Ruston, and the party was completed. + +Mr. Otto Heather took Adela Ferrars in to dinner. Her heart sank as he +offered his arm. She had been heard to call him the silliest man in +Europe; on the other hand, his wife, and some half-dozen people besides, +thought him the cleverest in London. + +"That man," he said, swallowing his soup and nodding his head towards +Ruston, "personifies all the hideous tendencies of the age--its +brutality, its commercialism, its selfishness, its----" + +Miss Ferrars looked across the table. Ruston was seated at Lady +Semingham's left hand, and she was prattling to him in her sweet +indistinct little voice. Nothing in his appearance warranted Heather's +outburst, unless it were a sort of alert and almost defiant readiness, +smacking of a challenge to catch him napping. + +"I'm not a mediævalist myself," she observed, and prepared to endure the +penalty of an _exposé_ of Heather's theories. During its progress, she +peered--for her near sight was no affectation--now and again at the +occasion of her sufferings. She had heard a good deal about +him--something from her host, something from Harry Dennison, more from +the paragraphists who had scented their prey, and gathered from the four +quarters of heaven (or wherever they dwelt) upon him. She knew about the +coal merchant's office, the impatient flight from it, and the rush over +the seas; there were stories of real naked want, where a bed and shelter +bounded for the moment all a life's aspirations. She summed him up as a +buccaneer modernised; and one does not expect buccaneers to be amiable, +while culture in them would be an incongruity. It was, on the whole, not +very surprising, she thought, that few people liked William Roger +Ruston--nor that many believed in him. + +"Don't you agree with me?" asked Heather. + +"Not in the least," said Adela at random. + +The odds that he had been saying something foolish were very large. + +"I thought you were such friends!" exclaimed Heather in surprise. + +"Well, to confess, I was thinking of something else. Who do you mean?" + +"Why, Mrs. Dennison. I was saying that her calm queenly manner----" + +"Good gracious, Mr. Heather, don't call women 'queenly.' You're +like--what is it?--a 'dime novel.'" + +If this comparison were meant to relieve her from the genius' +conversation for the rest of dinner, it was admirably conceived. He +turned his shoulder on her in undisguised dudgeon. + +"And how's the great scheme?" asked somebody of Ruston. + +"We hope to get the money," he said, turning for a moment from his +hostess. "And if we do that, we're all right." + +"Everything's going on very well," called Semingham from the foot of the +table. "They've killed a missionary." + +"How dreadful!" lisped his wife. + +"Regrettable in itself, but the first step towards empire," explained +Semingham with a smile. + +"It's to stop things of that kind that we are going there," Mr. Belford +pronounced; the speech was evidently meant to be repeated, and to rank +as authoritative. + +"Of course," chuckled Semingham. + +If he had been a shopman, he could not have resisted showing his +customers how the adulteration was done. + +In spite of herself--for she strongly objected to being one of an +admiring crowd, and liked a personal _cachet_ on her emotions--Adela +felt pleasure when, after dinner, Ruston came straight to her and, +displacing Evan Haselden, sat down by her side. He assumed the position +with a business-like air, as though he meant to stay. She often, indeed +habitually, had two or three men round her, but to-night none contested +Ruston's exclusive possession; she fancied that the business-like air +had something to do with it. She had been taken possession of, she said +to herself, with a little impatience and yet a little pleasure also. + +"You know everybody here, I suppose?" he asked. His tone cast a doubt on +the value of the knowledge. + +"It's my tenth season," said Adela, with a laugh. "I stopped counting +them once, but there comes a time when one has to begin again." + +He looked at her--critically, she thought--as he said, + +"The ravages of time no longer to be ignored?" + +"Well, the exaggerations of friends to be checked. Yes, I suppose I know +most of----" + +She paused for a word. + +"The gang," he suggested, leaning back and crossing his legs. + +"Yes, we are a gang, and all on one chain. You're a recent captive, +though." + +"Yes," he assented, "it's pretty new to me. A year ago I hadn't a dress +coat." + +"The gods are giving you a second youth then." + +"Well, I take it. I don't know that I have much to thank the gods for." + +"They've been mostly against you, haven't they? However, what does that +matter, if you beat them?" + +He did not disdain her compliment, but neither did he accept it. He +ignored it, and Adela, who paid very few compliments, was amused and +vexed. + +"Perhaps," she added, "you think your victory still incomplete?" + +This gained no better attention. Mr. Ruston seemed to be following his +own thoughts. + +"It must be a curious thing," he remarked, "to be born to a place like +Semingham's." + +"And to use it--or not to use it--like Lord Semingham?" + +"Yes, I was thinking of that," he admitted. + +"To be eminent requires some self-deception, doesn't it? Without that, +it would seem too absurd. I think Lord Semingham is overweighted with +humour." She paused and then--to show that she was not in awe of +him--she added,--"Now, I should say, you have very little." + +"Very little, indeed, I should think," he agreed composedly. + +"You're the only man I ever heard admit that of himself; we all say it +of one another." + +"I know what I have and haven't got pretty well." + +Adela was beginning to be more sure that she disliked him, but the topic +had its interest for her and she went on, + +"Now I like to think I've got everything." + +To her annoyance, the topic seemed to lose interest for him, just in +proportion as it gained interest for her. In fact, Mr. Ruston did not +apparently care to talk about what she liked or didn't like. + +"Who's that pretty girl over there," he asked, "talking to young +Haselden?" + +"Marjory Valentine," said Adela curtly. + +"Oh! I think I should like to talk to her." + +"Pray, don't let me prevent you," said Adela in very distant tones. + +The man seemed to have no manners. + +Mr. Ruston said nothing, but gave a short laugh. Adela was not +accustomed to be laughed at openly. Yet she felt defenceless; this +pachydermatous animal would be impervious to the pricks of her rapier. + +"You're amused?" she asked sharply. + +"Why were you in such a hurry to take offence? I didn't say I wanted to +go and talk to her now." + +"It sounded like it." + +"Oh, well, I'm very sorry," he conceded, still smiling, and obviously +thinking her very absurd. + +She rose from her seat. + +"Please do, though. She'll be going soon, and you mayn't get another +chance." + +"Well, I will then," he answered simply, accompanying the remark with a +nod of approval for her sensible reminder. And he went at once. + +She saw him touch Haselden on the shoulder, and make the young man +present him to Marjory. Ruston sat down and Haselden drifted, aimless +and forlorn, on a solitary passage along the length of the room. + +Adela joined Lady Semingham. + +"That's a dreadful man, Bessie," she said; "he's a regular Juggernaut." + +She disturbed Lady Semingham in a moment of happiness; everybody had +been provided with conversation, and the hostess could sit in peaceful +silence, looking, and knowing that she looked, very dainty and pretty; +she liked that much better than talking. + +"Who's what, dear?" she murmured. + +"That man--Mr. Ruston. I say he's a Juggernaut. If you're in the way, he +just walks over you--and sometimes when you're not: for fun, I suppose." + +"Alfred says he's very clever," observed Lady Semingham, in a tone that +evaded any personal responsibility for the truth of the statement. + +"Well, I dislike him very much," declared Adela. + +"We won't have him again when you're coming, dear," promised her friend +soothingly. + +Adela looked at her, hesitated, opened her fan, shut it again, and +smiled. + +"Oh, I didn't mean that, Bessie," she said with half a laugh. "Do, +please." + +"But if you dislike him----" + +"Why, my dear, doesn't one hate half the men one likes meeting--and all +the women!" + +Lady Semingham smiled amiably. She did not care to think out what that +meant; it was Adela's way, just as it was her husband's way to laugh at +many things that seemed to her to afford no opening for mirth. But Adela +was not to escape. Semingham himself appeared suddenly at her elbow, and +observed, + +"That's either nonsense or a truism, you know." + +"Neither," said Adela with spirit; but her defence was interrupted by +Evan Haselden. + +"I'm going," said he, and he looked out of temper. "I've got another +place to go to. And anyhow----" + +"Well?" + +"I'd like to be somewhere where that chap Ruston isn't for a little +while." + +Adela glanced across. Ruston was still talking to Marjory Valentine. + +"What can he find to say to her?" thought Adela. + +"What the deuce she finds to talk about to that fellow, I can't think," +pursued Evan, and he flung off to bid Lady Semingham good-night. + +Adela caught her host's eye and laughed. Lord Semingham's eyes twinkled. + +"It's a big province," he observed, "so there may be room for him--out +there." + +"I," said Adela, with an air of affected modesty, "have ventured, +subject to your criticism, to dub him Juggernaut." + +"H'm," said Semingham, "it's a little obvious, but not so bad for you." + + + + + CHAPTER III. + + MRS. DENNISON'S ORDERS. + + +Next door to Mrs. Dennison's large house in Curzon Street there lived, +in a small house, a friend of hers, a certain Mrs. Cormack. She was a +Frenchwoman, who had been married to an Englishman, and was now his most +resigned widow. She did not pretend to herself, or to anybody else, that +Mr. Cormack's death had been a pure misfortune, and by virtue of her +past trials--perhaps, also, of her nationality--she was keenly awake to +the seamy side of matrimony. She would rhapsodise on the joys of an +ideal marriage, with a skilful hint of its rarity, and condemn +transgressors with a charitable reservation for insupportable miseries. +She was, she said, very romantic. Tom Loring, however (whose evidence +was tainted by an intense dislike of her), declared that _affaires du +coeur_ interested her only when one at least of the parties was lawfully +bound to a third person; when both were thus trammelled, the situation +was ideal. But the loves of those who were in a position to marry one +another, and had no particular reason for not following that legitimate +path to happiness, seemed to her (still according to Tom) dull, +uninspiring--all, in fact, that there was possible of English and +stupid. She hardly (Tom would go on, warming to his subject) believed in +them at all, and she was in the habit of regarding wedlock merely as a +condition precedent to its own violent dissolution. Whether this unhappy +mode of looking at the matter were due to her own peculiarities, or to +those of the late Mr. Cormack, or to those of her nation, Tom did not +pretend to say; he confined himself to denouncing it freely, and to +telling Mrs. Dennison that her next-door neighbour was in all respects a +most undesirable acquaintance; at which outbursts Mrs. Dennison would +smile. + +Mrs. Dennison, coming out on to the balcony to see if her carriage were +in sight down the street, found her friend close to her elbow. Their +balconies adjoined, and friendship had led to a little gate being +substituted for the usual dwarf-wall of division. Tom Loring erected the +gate into an allegory of direful portent. Mrs. Cormack passed through +it, and laid an affectionate grasp on Maggie Dennison's arm. + +"You're starting early," she remarked. + +"I'm going a long way--right up to Hampstead. I've promised Harry to +call on some people there." + +"Ah! Who?" + +"Their name's Carlin. He knows Mr. Carlin in business. Mr. Carlin's a +friend of Mr. Ruston's." + +"Oh, of Ruston's? I like that Ruston. He is interesting--inspiring." + +"Is he?" said Mrs. Dennison, buttoning her glove. "You'd better marry +him, Berthe." + +"Marry him? No, indeed. I think he would beat one." + +"Is that being inspiring? I'm glad Harry's not inspiring." + +"Oh, you know what I mean. He's a man who----" + +Mrs. Cormack threw up her arms as though praying for the inspired word. +Mrs. Dennison did not wait for it. + +"There's the carriage. Good-bye, dear," she said. + +Mrs. Dennison started with a smile on her face. Berthe was so funny; she +was like a page out of a French novel. She loved anything not quite +respectable, and peopled the world with heroes of loose morals and +overpowering wills. She adored a dominating mind and lived in the +discovery of affinities. What nonsense it all was--so very remote from +the satisfactory humdrum of real life. One kept house, and gave dinners, +and made the children happy, and was fond of one's husband, and life +passed most----Here Mrs. Dennison suddenly yawned, and fell to hoping +that the Carlins would not be oppressively dull. She had been bored all +day long; the children had been fretful, and poor Harry was hurt and in +low spirits because of a cruel caricature in a comic paper, and Tom +Loring had scolded her for laughing at the caricature (it hit Harry off +so exactly), and nobody had come to see her, except a wretch who had +once been her kitchenmaid, and had come to terrible grief, and wanted to +be taken back, and of course couldn't be, and had to be sent away in +tears with a sovereign, and the tears were no use and the sovereign not +much. + +The Carlins fortunately proved tolerably interesting in their own way. +Carlin was about fifty-five--an acute man of business, it seemed, and +possessed by an unwavering confidence in the abilities of Willie Ruston. +Mrs. Carlin was ten or fifteen years younger than her husband--a homely +little woman, with a swarm of children. Mrs. Dennison wondered how they +all fitted into the small house, but was told that it was larger by two +good rooms than their old dwelling in the country town, whence Willie +had summoned them to take a hand in his schemes. Willie had not insisted +on the coal business being altogether abandoned--as Mrs. Carlin said, +with a touch of timidity, it was well to have something to fall back +upon--but he required most of Carlin's time now, and the added work made +residence in London a necessity. In spite of Mr. Carlin's air of +hard-headedness, and his wife's prudent recognition of the business +aspect of life, they neither of them seemed to have a will of their own. +Willie--as they both called him--was the Providence, and the mixture of +reverence and familiarity presented her old acquaintance in a new light +to Maggie Dennison. Even the children prattled about "Willie," and their +mother's rebukes made "Mr. Ruston" no more than a strange and transitory +effort. Mrs. Dennison wondered what there was in the man--consulting her +own recollections of him in hope of enlightenment. + +"He takes such broad views," said Carlin, and seemed to find this +characteristic the sufficient justification for his faith. + +"I used to know him very well, you know," remarked Mrs. Dennison, +anxious to reach a more friendly footing, and realising that to connect +herself with Ruston offered the best chance of it. "I daresay he's +spoken of me--of Maggie Sherwood?" + +They thought not, though Willie had been in Carlin's employ at the time +when he and Mrs. Dennison parted. She was even able, by comparison of +dates, to identify the holiday in which that scene had occurred and that +sentence been spoken; but he had never mentioned her name. She very much +doubted whether he had even thought of her. The fool and the fool's wife +had both been dismissed from his mind. She frowned impatiently. Why +should it be anything to her if they had? + +There was a commotion among the children, starting from one who was +perched on the window-sill. Ruston himself was walking up to the door, +dressed in a light suit and a straw hat. After the greetings, while all +were busy getting him tea, he turned to Mrs. Dennison. + +"This is very kind of you," he said in an undertone. + +"My husband wished me to come," she replied. + +He seemed in good spirits. He laughed, as he answered, + +"Well, I didn't suppose you came to please me." + +"You spoke as if you did," said she, still trying to resent his tone, +which she thought a better guide to the truth than his easy disclaimer. + +"Why, you never did anything to please me!" + +"Did you ever ask me?" she retorted. + +He glanced at her for a moment, as he began to answer, + +"Well, now, I don't believe I ever did; but I----" + +Mrs. Carlin interposed with a proffered cup of tea, and he broke off. + +"Thanks, Mrs. Carlin. I say, Carlin, it's going first-rate. Your +husband's help's simply invaluable, Mrs. Dennison." + +"Harry?" she said, in a tone that she regretted a moment later, for +there was a passing gleam in Ruston's eye before he answered gravely, + +"His firm carries great weight. Well, we're all in it here, sink or +swim; aren't we, Carlin?" + +Carlin nodded emphatically, and his wife gave an anxious little sigh. + +"And what's to be the end of it?" asked Mrs. Dennison. + +"Ten per cent," said Carlin, with conviction. He could not have spoken +with more utter satisfaction of the millennium. + +"The end?" echoed Ruston. "Oh, I don't know." + +"At least he won't say," said Carlin admiringly. + +Mrs. Dennison rose to go, engaging the Carlins to dine with her--an +invitation accepted with some nervousness, until the extension of it to +Ruston gave them a wing to come under. Ruston, with that directness of +his that shamed mere dexterity and superseded tact, bade Carlin stay +where he was, and himself escorted the visitor to her carriage. Half-way +down the garden walk she looked up at him and remarked, + +"I expect you're the end." + +His eyes had been wandering, but they came back sharply to hers. + +"Then don't tell anybody," said he lightly. + +She did not know whether what he said amounted to a confession or were +merely a jest. The next moment he was off at a tangent. + +"I like your friend Miss Ferrars. She says a lot of sharp things, and +now and then something sensible." + +"Now and then! Poor Adela!" + +"Well, she doesn't often try. Besides, she's handsome." + +"Oh, you've found time to notice that?" + +"I notice that first," said Mr. Ruston. + +They were at the carriage-door. + +"I'm not dressed properly, so I mustn't drive with you," he said. + +"Supposing that was the only reason," she replied, smiling, "would it +stop you?" + +"Certainly." + +"Why?" + +"Because of other fools." + +"I'll take you as far as Regent's Park. The other fools are on the other +side of that." + +"I'll chance so far," and, waving his hand vaguely towards the house, he +got in. It did not seem to occur to him that there was any want of +ceremony in his farewell to the Carlins. + +"I suppose," she said, "you think most of us fools?" + +"I've been learning to think it less and to show it less still." + +"You're not much changed, though." + +"I've had some of my corners chipped off by collision with other hard +substances." + +"Thank you for that 'other'!" cried Mrs. Dennison, with a little laugh. +"They must have been very hard ones." + +"I didn't say that they weren't a little bit injured too." + +"Poor things! I should think so." + +"I have my human side." + +"Generally the other side, isn't it?" she asked with a merry glance. The +talk had suddenly become very pleasant. He laughed, and stopped the +carriage. A sigh escaped from Mrs. Dennison. + +"Next time," he said, "we'll talk about you, or Miss Ferrars, or that +little Miss Marjory Valentine, not about me. Good-bye," and he was gone +before she could say a word to him. + +But it was natural that she should think a little about him. She had +not, she said to herself with a weary smile, too many interesting things +to think about, and she began to find him decidedly interesting; in +which fact again she found a certain strangeness and some material for +reflection, because she recollected very well that as a girl she had not +found him very attractive. Perhaps she demanded then more colouring of +romance than he had infused into their intercourse; she had indeed +suspected him of suppressed romance, but the suppression had been very +thorough, betraying itself only doubtfully here and there, as in his +judgment of her accepted suitor. Moreover, let his feelings then have +been what they might, he was not, she felt sure, the man to cherish a +fruitless love for eight or nine years, or to suffer any resurrection of +expired emotions on a renewed encounter with an old flame. He buried his +dead too deep for that; if they were in the way, she could fancy him +sometimes shovelling the earth over them and stamping it down without +looking too curiously whether life were actually extinct or only +flickering towards its extinction; if it were not quite gone at the +beginning of the gravedigger's work, it would be at the end, and the +result was the same. Nor did she suppose that ghosts gibbered or clanked +in the orderly trim mansions of his brain. In fact, she was to him a +more or less pleasant acquaintance, sandwiched in his mind between Adela +Ferrars and Marjory Valentine--with something attractive about her, +though she might lack the sparkle of the one and had been robbed of the +other's youthful freshness. This was the conclusion which she called +upon herself to draw as she drove back from Hampstead--the plain and +sensible conclusion. Yet, as she reached Curzon Street, there was a +smile on her face; and the conclusion was hardly such as to make her +smile--unless indeed she had added to it the reflection that it is ill +judging of things till they are finished. Her acquaintance with Willie +Ruston was not ended yet. + +"Maggie, Maggie!" cried her husband through the open door of his study +as she passed up-stairs. "Great news! We're to go ahead. We settled it +at the meeting this morning." + +Harry Dennison was in exuberant spirits. The great company was on the +verge of actual existence. From the chrysalis of its syndicate stage it +was to issue a bright butterfly. + +"And Ruston was most complimentary to our house. He said he could never +have carried it through without us. He's in high feather." + +Mrs. Dennison listened to more details, thinking, as her husband talked, +that Ruston's cheerful mood was fully explained, but wondering that he +had not himself thought it worth while to explain to her the cause of it +a little more fully. With that achievement fresh in his hand, he had +been content to hold his peace. Did he think her not worth telling? + +With a cloud on her brow and her smile eclipsed, she passed on to the +drawing-room. The window was open and she saw Tom Loring's back in the +balcony. Then she heard her friend Mrs. Cormack's rather shrill voice. + +"Not say such things?" the voice cried, and Mrs. Dennison could picture +the whirl of expostulatory hands that accompanied the question. "But why +not?" + +Tom's voice answered in the careful tones of a man who is trying not to +lose his temper, or, anyhow, to conceal the loss. + +"Well, apart from anything else, suppose Dennison heard you? It wouldn't +be over-pleasant for him." + +Mrs. Dennison stood still, slowly peeling off her gloves. + +"Oh, the poor man! I would not like to hurt him. I will be silent. Oh, +he does his very best! But you can't help it." + +Mrs. Dennison stepped a yard nearer the window. + +"Help what?" asked Tom in the deepest exasperation, no longer to be +hidden. + +"Why, what must happen? It must be that the true man----" + +A smile flickered over Maggie Dennison's face. How like Berthe! But +whence came this topic? + +"Nonsense, I tell you!" cried Tom with a stamp of his foot. + +And at the sound Mrs. Dennison smiled again, and drew yet nearer to the +window. + +"Oh, it's always nonsense what I say! Well, we shall see, Mr. Loring," +and Mrs. Cormack tripped in through her window, and wrote in her +diary--she kept a diary full of reflections--that Englishmen were all +stupid. She had written that before, but the deep truth bore repetition. + +Tom went in too, and found himself face to face with Mrs. Dennison. +Bright spots of colour glowed on her cheeks; had she answered the +question of the origin of the topic? Tom blushed and looked furtively at +her. + +"So the great scheme is launched," she remarked, "and Mr. Ruston +triumphs!" + +Tom's manner betrayed intense relief, but he was still perturbed. + +"We're having a precious lot of Ruston," he observed, leaning against +the mantelpiece and putting his hands in his pockets. + +"_I_ like him," said Maggie Dennison. + +"Those are the orders, are they?" asked Tom with a rather wry smile. + +"Yes," she answered, smiling at Tom's smile. It amused her when he put +her manner into words. + +"Then we all like him," said Tom, and, feeling quite secure now, he +added, "Mrs. Cormack said we should, which is rather against him." + +"Oh, Berthe's a silly woman. Never mind her. Harry likes him too." + +"Lucky for Ruston he does. Your husband's a useful friend. I fancy most +of Ruston's friends are of the useful variety." + +"And why shouldn't we be useful to him?" + +"On the contrary, it seems our destiny," grumbled Tom, whose destiny +appeared not to please him. + + + + + CHAPTER IV. + + TWO YOUNG GENTLEMEN. + + +Lady Valentine was the widow of a baronet of good family and respectable +means; the one was to be continued and the other absorbed by her son, +young Sir Walter, now an Oxford undergraduate and just turned twenty-one +years of age. Lady Valentine had a jointure, and Marjory a pretty face. +The remaining family assets were a country-house of moderate dimensions +in the neighbourhood of Maidenhead, and a small flat in Cromwell Road. +Lady Valentine deplored the rise of the plutocracy, and had sometimes +secretly hoped that a plutocrat would marry her daughter. In other +respects she was an honest and unaffected woman. + +Young Sir Walter, however, had his own views for his sister, and young +Sir Walter, when he surveyed the position which the laws and customs of +the realm gave him, was naturally led to suppose that his opinion had +some importance. He was hardly responsible for the error, and very +probably Mr. Ruston would have been better advised had his bearing +towards the young man not indicated so very plainly that the error was +an error. But in the course of the visits to Cromwell Road, which Ruston +found time to pay in the intervals of floating the Omofaga Company--and +he was a man who found time for many things--this impression of his made +itself tolerably evident, and, consequently, Sir Walter entertained +grave doubts whether Ruston were a gentleman. And, if a fellow is not a +gentleman, what, he asked, do brains and all the rest of it go for? +Moreover, how did the chap live? To which queries Marjory answered that +"Oxford boys" were very silly--a remark which embittered, without in the +least elucidating, the question. + +Almost everybody has one disciple who looks up to him as master and +mentor, and, ill as he was suited to such a post, Evan Haselden filled +it for Walter Valentine. Evan had been in his fourth year when Walter +was a freshman, and the reverence engendered in those days had been +intensified when Evan had become, first, secretary to a minister and +then, as he showed diligence and aptitude, a member of Parliament. Evan +was a strong Tory, but payment of members had an unholy attraction for +him; this indication of his circumstances may suffice. Men thought him a +promising youth, women called him a nice boy, and young Sir Walter held +him for a statesman and a man of the world. + +Seeing that what Sir Walter wanted was an unfavourable opinion of +Ruston, he could not have done better than consult his respected friend. +Juggernaut--Adela Ferrars was pleased with the nickname, and it began to +be repeated--had been crushing Evan in one or two little ways lately, +and he did it with an unconsciousness that increased the brutality. +Besides displacing him from the position he wished to occupy at more +than one social gathering, Ruston, being in the Lobby of the House one +day (perhaps on Omofaga business), had likened the pretty (it was his +epithet) young member, as he sped with a glass of water to his party +leader, to Ganymede in a frock coat--a description, Evan felt, injurious +to a serious politician. + +"A gentleman?" he said, in reply to young Sir Walter's inquiry. "Well, +everybody's a gentleman now, so I suppose Ruston is." + +"I call him an unmannerly brute," observed Walter, "and I can't think +why mother and Marjory are so civil to him." + +Evan shook his head mournfully. + +"You meet the fellow everywhere," he sighed. + +"Such an ugly mug as he's got too," pursued young Sir Walter. "But +Marjory says it's full of character." + +"Character! I should think so. Enough to hang him on sight," said Evan +bitterly. + +"He's been a lot to our place. Marjory seems to like him. I say, +Haselden, do you remember what you spoke of after dinner at the Savoy +the other day?" + +Evan nodded, looking rather embarrassed; indeed he blushed, and little +as he liked doing that, it became him very well. + +"Did you mean it? Because, you know, I should like it awfully." + +"Thanks, Val, old man. Oh, rather, I meant it." + +Young Sir Walter lowered his voice and looked cautiously round--they +were in the club smoking-room. + +"Because I thought, you know, that you were rather--you know--Adela +Ferrars?" + +"Nothing in that, only _pour passer le temps_," Evan assured him with +that superb man-of-the-worldliness. + +It was a pity that Adela could not hear him. But there was more to +follow. + +"The truth is," resumed Evan--"and, of course, I rely on your discretion, +Val--I thought there might be a--an obstacle." + +Young Sir Walter looked knowing. + +"When you were good enough to suggest what you did--about your sister--I +doubted for a moment how such a thing would be received by--well, at a +certain house." + +"Oh!" + +"I shouldn't wonder if you could guess." + +"N--no, I don't think so." + +"Well, it doesn't matter where." + +"Oh, but I say, you might as well tell me. Hang it, I've learnt to hold +my tongue." + +"You hadn't noticed it? That's all right. I'm glad to hear it," said +Evan, whose satisfaction was not conspicuous in his tone. + +"I'm so little in town, you see," said Walter tactfully. + +"Well--for heaven's sake, don't let it go any farther--Curzon Street." + +"What! Of course! Mrs.----" + +"All right, yes. But I've made up my mind. I shall drop all that. Best, +isn't it?" + +Walter nodded a sagacious assent. + +"There was never anything in it, really," said Evan, and he was not +displeased with his friend's incredulous expression. It is a great +luxury to speak the truth and yet not be believed. + +"Now, what you propose," continued Evan, "is most--but, I say, Val, what +does she think?" + +"She likes you--and you'll have all my influence," said the Head of the +Family in a tone of importance. + +"But how do you know she likes me?" insisted Evan, whose off-hand air +gave place to a manner betraying some trepidation. + +"I don't know for certain, of course. And, I say, Haselden, I believe +mother's got an idea in her head about that fellow Ruston." + +"The devil! That brute! Oh, hang it, Val, she can't--your sister, I +mean--I tell you what, I shan't play the fool any longer." + +Sir Walter cordially approved of increased activity, and the two young +gentlemen, having settled one lady's future and disposed of the claims +of two others to their complete satisfaction, betook themselves to +recreation. + +Evan was not, however, of opinion that anything in the conversation +above recorded, imposed upon him the obligation of avoiding entirely +Mrs. Dennison's society. On the contrary, he took an early opportunity +of going to see her. His attitude towards her was one of considerably +greater deference than Sir Walter understood it to be, and he had a high +idea of the value of her assistance. And he did not propose to deny +himself such savour of sentiment as the lady would allow; and she +generally allowed a little. He intended to say nothing about Ruston, but +as it happened that Mrs. Dennison's wishes set in an opposing direction, +he had not been long in the drawing room at Curzon Street before he +found himself again with the name of his enemy on his lips. He spoke +with refreshing frankness and an engaging confidence in his hostess' +sympathy. Mrs. Dennison had no difficulty in seeing that he had a +special reason for his bitterness. + +"Is it only because he called you Ganymede? And it's a very good name +for you, Mr. Haselden." + +To be compared to Ganymede in private by a lady and in public by a +scoffer, are things very different. Evan smiled complacently. + +"There's more than that, isn't there?" asked Mrs. Dennison. + +Evan admitted that there was more, and, in obedience to some skilful +guidance, he revealed what there was more--what beyond mere offended +dignity--between himself and Mr. Ruston. He had to complain of no lack +of interest on the part of his listener. Mrs. Dennison questioned him +closely as to his grounds for anticipating Ruston's rivalry. The idea +was evidently quite new to her; and Evan was glad to detect her +reluctance to accept it--she must think as he did about Willie Ruston. +The tangible evidence appeared on examination reassuringly small, and +Evan, by a strange conversion, found himself driven to defend his +apprehensions by insisting on just that power of attraction in his foe +which he had begun by denying altogether. But that, Mrs. Dennison +objected, only showed, even if it existed, that Marjory might like +Ruston, not that Ruston would return her liking. On the whole Mrs. +Dennison comforted him, and, dismissing Ruston from the discussion, said +with a smile, + +"So you're thinking of settling down already, are you?" + +"I say, Mrs. Dennison, you've always been awfully good to me; I wonder +if you'd help me in this?" + +"How could I help you?" + +"Oh, lots of ways. Well, for instance, old Lady Valentine doesn't ask me +there often. You see, I haven't got any money." + +"Poor boy! Of course you haven't. Nice young men never have any money." + +"So I don't get many chances of seeing her." + +"And I might arrange meetings for you? That's how I could help? Now, why +should I help?" + +Evan was encouraged by this last question, put in his friend's +doubtfully-serious doubtfully-playful manner. + +"It needn't," he said, in a tone rather more timid than young Sir Walter +would have expected, "make any difference to our friendship, need it? If +it meant that----" + +The sentence was left in expressive incompleteness. + +Mrs. Dennison wanted to laugh; but why should she hurt his feelings? He +was a pleasant boy, and, in spite of his vanity, really a clever one. He +had been a little spoilt; that was all. She turned her laugh in another +direction. + +"Berthe Cormack would tell you that it would be sure to intensify it," +she said. "Seriously, I shan't hate you for marrying, and I don't +suppose Marjory will hate me." + +"Then" (Mrs. Dennison had to smile at that little word), "you'll help +me?" + +"Perhaps," said Mrs. Dennison, allowing her smile to become manifest. + +"You won't be against me?" + +"Perhaps not." + +"Good-bye," said Evan, pressing her hand. + +He had enjoyed himself very much, and Mrs. Dennison was glad that she +had been good-natured, and had not laughed. + +"Good-bye, and I hope you'll be very happy, if you succeed. +And--Evan--don't kill Mr. Ruston!" + +The laugh came at last, but he was out of the door in time, and Mrs. +Dennison had no leisure to enjoy it fully, for, the moment her visitor +was gone, Mr. Belford and Lord Semingham were announced. They came +together, seeking Harry Dennison. There was a "little hitch" of some +sort in the affairs of the Omofaga Company--nothing of consequence, said +Mr. Belford reassuringly. Mrs. Dennison explained that Harry Dennison +had gone off to call on Mr. Ruston. + +"Oh, then he knows by now," said Semingham in a tone of relief. + +"And it'll be all right," added Belford contentedly. + +"Mr. Belford," said Mrs. Dennison, "I'm living in an atmosphere of +Omofaga. I eat it, and drink it, and wear it, and breathe it. And, what +in the end, is it?" + +"Ask Ruston," interposed Semingham. + +"I did; but I don't think he told me." + +"But surely, my dear Mrs. Dennison, your husband takes you into his +confidence?" suggested Mr. Belford. + +Mrs. Dennison smiled, as she replied, + +"Oh, yes, I know what you're doing. But I want to know why you're doing +it. I don't believe you'll ever get anything out of it, you know." + +"Oh, directors always get something," protested Semingham. "Penal +servitude sometimes, but always something." + +"I've never had such implicit faith in any undertaking in my life," +asserted Mr. Belford. "And I know that your husband shares my views. +It's bound to be the greatest success of the day. Ah, here's Dennison!" + +Harry came in wiping his brow. Belford rushed to him, and drew him to +the window, button-holing him with decision. Lord Semingham smiled +lazily and pulled his whisker. + +"Don't you want to hear the news?" Mrs. Dennison asked. + +"No! He's been to Ruston." + +Mrs. Dennison looked at him for an instant with something rather like +scorn in her eye. Lord Semingham laughed. + +"I'm not quite as bad as that, really," he said. + +"And the others?" she asked, leaning forward and taking care that her +voice did not reach the other pair. + +"He turns Belford round his fingers." + +"And Mr. Carlin?" + +"In his pocket." + +Mrs. Dennison cast a glance towards the window. + +"Don't go on," implored Semingham, half-seriously. + +"And my husband?" she asked in a still lower voice. + +Lord Semingham protested with a gesture against such cross-examination. + +"Surely it's a good thing for me to know?" she said. + +"Well--a great influence." + +"Thank you." + +There was a pause for an instant. Then she rose with a laugh and rang +the bell for tea. + +"I hope he won't ruin us all," she said. + +"I've got Bessie's settlement," observed Lord Semingham; and he added +after a moment's pause, "What's the matter? I thought you were a +thoroughgoing believer." + +"I'm a woman," she answered. "If I were a man----" + +"You'd be the prophet, not the disciple, eh?" + +She looked at him, and then across to the couple by the window. + +"To do Belford justice," remarked Semingham, reading her glance, "he +never admits that he isn't a great man--though surely he must know it." + +"Is it better to know it, or not to know it?" she asked, restlessly +fingering the teapot and cups which had been placed before her. "I +sometimes think that if you resolutely refuse to know it, you can alter +it." + +Belford's name had been the only name mentioned in the conversation; yet +Semingham knew that she was not thinking of Belford nor of him. + +"I knew it about myself very soon," he said. "It makes a man better to +know it, Mrs. Dennison." + +"Oh, yes--better," she answered impatiently. + +The two men came and joined them. Belford accepted a cup of tea, and, as +he took it, he said to Harry, continuing their conversation, + +"Of course, I know his value; but, after all, we must judge for +ourselves." + +"Of course," acquiesced Harry, handing him bread-and-butter. + +"We are the masters," pursued Belford. + +Mrs. Dennison glanced at him, and a smile so full of meaning--of meaning +which it was as well Mr. Belford should not see--appeared on her face, +that Lord Semingham deftly interposed his person between them, and said, +with apparent seriousness, + +"Oh, he mustn't think he can do just what he likes with us." + +"I am entirely of your opinion," said Belford, with a weighty nod. + +After tea, Lord Semingham walked slowly back to his own house. He had a +trick of stopping still, when he fell into thought, and he was +motionless on the pavement of Piccadilly more than once on his way home. +The last time he paused for nearly three minutes, till an acquaintance, +passing by, clapped him on the back, and inquired what occupied his +mind. + +"I was thinking," said Semingham, laying his forefinger on his friend's +arm, "that if you take what a clever man really is, and add to it what a +clever woman who is interested in him thinks he is, you get a most +astonishing person." + +The friend stared. The speculation seemed hardly pressing enough to +excuse a man for blocking the pavement of Piccadilly. + +"If, on the other hand," pursued Semingham, "you take what an ordinary +man isn't, and add all that a clever woman thinks he isn't, you get----" + +"Hadn't we better go on, old fellow?" asked the friend. + +"No, I think we'd better not," said Semingham, starting to walk again. + + + + + CHAPTER V. + + A TELEGRAM TO FRANKFORT. + + +The success of Lady Valentine's Saturday to Monday party at Maidenhead +was spoilt by the unscrupulous, or (if the charitable view be possible) +the muddle-headed conduct of certain eminent African chiefs--so small is +the world, so strong the chain of gold (or shares) that binds it +together. The party was marred by Willie Ruston's absence; and he was +away because he had to go to Frankfort, and he had to go to Frankfort +because of that little hitch in the affairs of the Omofaga. The hitch +was, in truth, a somewhat grave one, and it occurred, most annoyingly, +immediately after a gathering, marked by uncommon enthusiasm and +composed of highly influential persons, had set the impress of approval +on the scheme. On the following morning, it was asserted that the said +African chiefs, from whom Ruston and his friends derived their title to +Omofaga, had acted in a manner that belied the character for honesty and +simplicity in commercial matters (existing side by side with intense +savagery and cruelty in social and political life) that Mr. Foster +Belford had attributed to them at the great meeting. They had, it was +said, sold Omofaga several times over in small parcels, and twice, at +least, _en bloc_--once to the Syndicate (from whom the Company was +acquiring it) and once to an association of German capitalists. The +writer of the article, who said that he knew the chiefs well, went so +far as to maintain that any person provided with a few guns and a dozen +or so bottles of ardent spirits could return from Omofaga with a +portmanteau full of treaties, and this facility in obtaining the article +could not, in accordance with the law of supply and demand, do other +than gravely affect the value of it. Willie Ruston was inclined to make +light of this disclosure; indeed, he attributed it to a desire--natural +but unprincipled--on the part of certain persons to obtain Omofaga +shares at less than their high intrinsic value; he called it a "bear +dodge" and sundry other opprobrious names, and snapped his fingers at +all possible treaties in the world except his own. Once let him set his +foot in Omofaga, and short would be the shrift of rival claims, +supposing them to exist at all! But the great house of Dennison, Sons & +Company, could not go on in this happy-go-lucky fashion--so the senior +partner emphatically told Harry Dennison--they were already, in his +opinion, deep enough in this affair; if they were to go any deeper, this +matter of the association of German capitalists must be inquired into. +The house had not only its money, but its credit and reputation to look +after; it could not touch any doubtful business, nor could it be left +with a block of Omofagas on its hands. In effect they were trusting too +much to this Mr. Ruston, for he, and he alone, was their security in the +matter. Not another step would the house move till the German +capitalists were dissolved into thin air. So Willie Ruston packed his +portmanteau--likely enough the very one that had carried the treaties +away from Omofaga--and went to Frankfort to track the German capitalists +to their lair. Meanwhile, the issue of the Omofaga was postponed, and +Mr. Carlin was set a-telegraphing to Africa. + +Thus it also happened that, contrary to her fixed intention, Lady +Valentine was left with a bedroom to spare, and with no just or +producible reason whatever for refusing her son's request that Evan +Haselden might occupy it. This, perhaps, should, in the view of all true +lovers, be regarded as an item on the credit side of the African chiefs' +account, though in the hostess' eyes it aggravated their offence. Adela +Ferrars, Mr. Foster Belford and Tom Loring, who positively blessed the +African chiefs, were the remaining guests. + +All parties cannot be successful, and, if truth be told, this of Lady +Valentine's was no conspicuous triumph. Belford and Loring quarrelled +about Omofaga, for Loring feared (he used that word) that there might be +a good deal in the German treaties, and Belford was loud-mouthed in +declaring there could be nothing. Marjory and her brother had a "row" +because Marjory, on the Saturday afternoon, would not go out in the +Canadian canoe with Evan, but insisted on taking a walk with Mr. Belford +and hearing all about Omofaga. Finally, Adela and Tom Loring had a +rather serious dissension because--well, just because Tom was so +intolerably stupid and narrow-minded and rude. That was Adela's own +account of it, given in her own words, which seems pretty good +authority. + +The unfortunate discussion began with an expression of opinion from Tom. +They were lounging very comfortably down stream in a broad-bottomed +boat. It was a fine still evening and a lovely sunset. It was then most +wanton of Tom--even although he couched his remark in a speciously +general form--to say, + +"I wonder at fellows who spend their life worming money out of other +people for wild-cat schemes instead of taking to some honest trade." + +There was a pause. Then Adela fitted her glasses on her nose, and +observed, with a careful imitation of Tom's forms of expression, + +"I wonder at fellows who drift through life in subordinate positions +without the--the _spunk_--to try and do anything for themselves." + +"Women have no idea of honesty." + +"Men are such jealous creatures." + +"I'm not jealous of him," Tom blurted out. + +"Of who?" asked Adela. + +She was keeping the cooler of the pair. + +"Confound those beastly flies," said Tom, peevishly. There was a fly or +two about, but Adela smiled in a superior way. "I suppose I've some +right to express an opinion," continued Tom. "You know what I feel about +the Dennisons, and--well, it's not only the Dennisons." + +"Oh! the Valentines?" + +"Blow the Valentines!" said Tom, very ungratefully, inasmuch as he sat +in their boat and had eaten their bread. + +He bent over his sculls, and Adela looked at him with a doubtful little +smile. She thought Tom Loring, on the whole, the best man she knew, the +truest and loyalest; but, these qualities are not everything, and it +seemed as if he meant to be secretary to Harry Dennison all his life. Of +course he had no money, there was that excuse; but to some men want of +money is a reason, not for doing nothing, but for attempting everything; +it had struck Willie Ruston in that light. Therefore she was at times +angry with Tom--and all the more angry the more she admired him. + +"You do me the honour to be anxious on my account?" she asked very +stiffly. + +"He asked me how much money you had the other day." + +"Oh, you're insufferable; you really are. Do you always tell women that +men care only for their money?" + +"It's not a bad thing to tell them when it's true." + +"I call this the very vulgarest dispute I was ever entrapped into." + +"It's not my fault. It's----Hullo!" + +His attention was arrested by Lady Valentine's footman, who stood on the +bank, calling "Mr. Loring, sir," and holding up a telegram. + +"Thank goodness, we're interrupted," said Adela. "Row ashore, Mr. +Loring." + +Loring obeyed, and took his despatch. It was from Harry Dennison, and he +read it aloud. + + "Can you come up? News from Frankfort." + +"I must go," said Tom. + +"Oh, yes. If you're not there, Mr. Ruston will do something dreadful, +won't he? I should like to come too. News from Frankfort would be more +interesting than views from Mr. Belford." + +They parted without any approach towards a reconciliation. Tom was +hopelessly sulky, Adela persistently flippant. The shadow of Omofaga lay +heavy on Lady Valentine's party, and still shrouded Tom Loring on his +way to town. + +The important despatch from Frankfort had come in cipher, and when Tom +arrived in Curzon Street, he found Mr. Carlin, who had been sent for to +read it, just leaving the house. The men nodded to one another, and +Carlin hastily exclaimed, + +"You must reassure Dennison! You can do it!" and leapt into a hansom. + +Tom smiled. If the progress of Omofaga depended on encouragement from +him, Omofaga would remain in primitive barbarism, though missionaries +fell thick as the leaves in autumn. + +Harry Dennison was walking up and down the library; his hair was +roughened and his appearance indicative of much unrest; his wife sat in +an armchair, looking at him and listening to Lord Semingham, who, +poising a cigarette between his fingers, was putting, or trying to put, +a meaning to Ruston's message. + + "Position critical. Must act at once. Will you give me a free + hand? If not, wire how far I may go." + +That was how it ran when faithfully interpreted by Mr. Carlin. + +"You see," observed Lord Semingham, "it's clearly a matter of money." + +Tom nodded. + +"Of course it is," said he; "it's not likely to be a question of +anything else." + +"Therefore the Germans have something worth paying for," continued +Semingham. + +"Well," amended Tom, "something Ruston thinks it worth his while to pay +for, anyhow." + +"That is to say they have treaties touching, or purporting to touch, +Omofaga." + +"And," added Harry Dennison, who did not lack a certain business +shrewdness, "probably their Government behind them to some extent." + +Tom flung himself into a chair. + +"The thing's monstrous," he pronounced. "Semingham and you, Dennison, +are, besides himself--and he's got nothing--the only people responsible +up to now. And he asks you to give him an unlimited credit without +giving you a word of information! It's the coolest thing I ever heard of +in all my life." + +"Of course he means the Company to pay in the end," Semingham reminded +the hostile critic. + +"Time enough to talk of the Company when we see it," retorted Tom, with +an aggressive scepticism. + +"Position critical! Hum. I suppose their treaties must be worth +something," pursued Semingham. "Dennison, I can't be drained dry over +this job." + +Harry Dennison shook his head in a puzzled fashion. + +"Carlin says it's all right," he remarked. + +"Of course he does!" exclaimed Tom impatiently. "Two and two make five +for him if Ruston says they do." + +"Well, Tom, what's your advice?" asked Semingham. + +"You must tell him to do nothing till he's seen you, or at least sent +you full details of the position." + +The two men nodded. Mrs. Dennison rose from her chair, walked to the +window, and stood looking out. + +"Loring just confirms what I thought," said Semingham. + +"He says he must act at once," Harry reminded them; he was still +wavering, and, as he spoke, he glanced uneasily at his wife; but there +was nothing to show that she even heard the conversation. + +"Oh, he hates referring to anybody," said Tom. "He's to have a free +hand, and you're to pay the bill. That's his programme, and a very +pretty one it is--for him." + +Tom's _animus_ was apparent, and Lord Semingham laughed gently. + +"Still, you're right in substance," he conceded when the laugh was +ended, and as he spoke he drew a sheet of notepaper towards him and took +up a pen. + +"We'd better settle just what to say," he observed. "Carlin will be back +in half an hour, and we promised to have it ready for him. What you +suggest seems all right, Loring." + +Tom nodded. Harry Dennison stood stock still for an instant and then +said, with a sigh, + +"I suppose so. He'll be furious--and I hope to God we shan't lose the +whole thing." + +Lord Semingham's pen-point was in actual touch with the paper before +him, when Mrs. Dennison suddenly turned round and faced them. She rested +one hand on the window-sash, and held the other up in a gesture which +demanded attention. + +"Are you really going to back out now?" she asked in a very quiet voice, +but with an intonation of contempt that made all the three men raise +their heads with the jerk of startled surprise. Lord Semingham checked +the movement of his pen, and leant back in his chair, looking at her. +Her face was a little flushed and she was breathing quickly. + +"My dear," said Harry Dennison very apologetically, "do you think you +quite understand----?" + +But Tom Loring's patience was exhausted. His interview with Adela left +him little reserve of toleration; and the discovery of another and even +worse case of Rustomania utterly overpowered his discretion. + +"Mrs. Dennison," he said, "wants us to deliver ourselves, bound hand and +foot, to this fellow." + +"Well, and if I do?" she demanded, turning on him. "Can't you even +follow, when you've found a man who can lead?" + +And then, conscious perhaps of having been goaded to an excess of warmth +by Tom's open scorn, she turned her face away. + +"Lead, yes! Lead us to ruin!" exclaimed Tom. + +"You won't be ruined, anyhow," she retorted quickly, facing round on him +again, reckless in her anger how she might wound him. + +"Tom's anxious for us, Maggie," her husband reminded her, and he laid +his hand on Tom Loring's shoulder. + +Tom's excitement was not to be soothed. + +"Why are we all to be his instruments?" he demanded angrily. + +"I should be proud to be," she said haughtily. + +Her husband smiled in an uneasy effort after nonchalance, and Lord +Semingham shot a quick glance at her out of his observant eyes. + +"I should be proud of a friend like you if I were Ruston," he said +gently, hoping to smooth matters a little. + +Mrs. Dennison ignored his attempt. + +"Can't you see?" she asked. "Can't you see that he's a man to--to do +things? It's enough for us if we can help him." + +She had forgotten her embarrassment; she spoke half in contempt, half in +entreaty, wholly in an earnest urgency, that made her unconscious of any +strangeness in her zeal. Harry looked uncomfortable. Semingham with a +sigh blew a cloud of smoke from his cigarette. + +Tom Loring sat silent. He stretched out his legs to their full length, +rested the nape of his neck on the chair-back, and stared up at the +ceiling. His attitude eloquently and most rudely asserted folly--almost +lunacy--in Mrs. Dennison. She noticed it and her eyes flashed, but she +did not speak to him. She looked at Semingham and surprised an +expression in his eyes that made her drop her own for an instant; she +knew very well what he was thinking--what a man like him would think. +But she recovered herself and met his glance boldly. + +Harry Dennison sat down and slowly rubbed his brow with his +handkerchief. Lord Semingham took up the pen and balanced it between his +fingers. There was silence in the room for full three minutes. Then came +a loud knock at the hall door. + +"It's Carlin," said Harry Dennison. + +No one else spoke, and for another moment there was silence. The steps +of the butler and the visitor were already audible in the hall when Lord +Semingham, with his own shrug and his own smile, as though nothing in +the world were worth so much dispute or so much bitterness, said to +Dennison, + +"Hang it! Shall we chance it, Harry?" + +Mrs. Dennison made one swift step forward towards him, her face all +alight; but she stopped before she reached the table and turned to her +husband. At the moment Carlin was announced. He entered with a rush of +eagerness. Tom Loring did not move. Semingham wrote on his paper,-- + + "Use your discretion, but make every effort to keep down + expenses. Wire progress." + +"Will that do?" he asked, handing the paper to Harry Dennison and +leaning back with a smile on his face; and, though he handed the paper +to Harry, he looked at Mrs. Dennison. + +Mrs. Dennison was standing by her husband now, her arm through his. As +he read she read also. Then she took the paper from his yielding hand +and came and bent over the table, shoulder to shoulder with Lord +Semingham. Taking the pen from his fingers, she dipped it in the ink, +and with a firm dash she erased all save the first three words of the +message. This done, she looked round into Semingham's face with a smile +of triumph. + +"Well, it'll be cheap to send, anyhow," said he. + +He got up and motioned Carlin to take his place. + +Mrs. Dennison walked back to the window, and he followed her there. They +heard Carlin's cry of delight, and Harry Dennison beginning to make +excuses and trying to find business reasons for what had been done. +Suddenly Tom Loring leapt to his feet and strode swiftly out of the +room, slamming the door behind him. Mrs. Dennison heard the sound with a +smile of content. She seemed to have no misgivings and no regrets. + +"Really," said Lord Semingham, sticking his eye-glass in his eye and +regarding her closely, "you ought to be the Queen of Omofaga." + +With her slim fingers she began to drum gently on the window-pane. + +"I think there's a king already," she said, looking out into the street. + +"Oh, yes, a king," he answered with a laugh. + +Mrs. Dennison looked round. He did not stop laughing, and presently she +laughed just a little herself. + +"Oh, of course, it's always that in a woman, isn't it?" she asked +sarcastically. + +"Generally," he answered, unashamed. + +She grew grave, and looked in his face almost--so it seemed to him--as +though she sought there an answer to something that puzzled her. He gave +her none. She sighed and drummed on the window again; then she turned to +him with a sudden bright smile. + +"I don't care; I'm glad I did it," she said defiantly. + + + + + CHAPTER VI. + + WHOSE SHALL IT BE? + + +Probably no one is always wrong; at any rate, Mr. Otto Heather was right +now and then, and he had hit the mark when he accused Willie Ruston of +"commercialism." But he went astray when he concluded, _per saltum_, +that the object of his antipathy was a money-grubbing, profit-snatching, +upper-hand-getting machine, and nothing else in the world. Probably, +again, no one ever was. Ruston had not only feelings, but also what many +people consider a later development--a conscience. And, whatever the +springs on which his conscience moved, it acted as a restraint upon him. +Both his feelings and his conscience would have told him that it would +not do for him to delude his friends or the public with a scheme which +was a fraud. He would have delivered this inner verdict in calm and +temperate terms; it would have been accompanied by no disgust, no +remorse, no revulsion at the idea having made its way into his mind; it +was just that, on the whole, such a thing wouldn't do. The vagueness of +the phrase faithfully embodied the spirit of the decision, for whether +it wouldn't do, because it was in itself unseemly, or merely because, if +found out, it would look unseemly, was precisely one of those curious +points with which Mr. Ruston's practical intellect declined to trouble +itself. If Omofaga had been a fraud, then Ruston would have whistled it +down the wind. But Omofaga was no fraud--in his hands at least no fraud. +For, while he believed in Omofaga to a certain extent, Willie Ruston +believed in himself to an indefinite, perhaps an infinite, extent. He +thought Omofaga a fair security for anyone's money, but himself a superb +one. Omofaga without him--or other people's Omofagas--might be a +promising speculation; add him, and Omofaga became a certainty. It will +be seen, then, that Mr. Heather's inspiration had soon failed--unless, +that is, machines can see visions and dream dreams, and melt down hard +facts in crucibles heated to seven times in the fires of imagination. +But a man may do all this, and yet not be the passive victim of his +dreams and imaginings. The old buccaneers--and Adela Ferrars had thought +Ruston a buccaneer modernised--dreamt, but they sailed and fought too; +and they sailed and fought and won because they dreamt. And if many of +their dreams were tinted with the gleam of gold, they were none the less +powerful and alluring for that. + +Ruston had laid the whole position before Baron von Geltschmidt of +Frankfort, with--as it seemed--the utmost candour. He and his friends +were not deeply committed in the matter; there was, as yet, only a small +syndicate; of course they had paid something for their rights, but, as +the Baron knew (and Willie's tone emphasised the fact that he must know) +the actual sums paid out of pocket in these cases were not of staggering +magnitude; no company was formed yet; none would be, unless all went +smoothly. If the Baron and his friends were sure of their ground, and +preferred to go on--why, he and his friends were not eager to commit +themselves to a long and arduous contest. There must, he supposed, be a +give-and-take between them. + +"It looks," he said, "as far as I can judge, as if either we should have +to buy you out, or you would have to buy us out." + +"Perhaps," suggested the Baron, blinking lazily behind his gold +spectacles, "we could get rid of you without buying you out." + +"Oh, if you drove us to it, by refusing to treat, we should have a shot +at that too, of course," laughed Willie Ruston, swallowing a glass of +white wine. The Baron had asked him to discuss the matter over luncheon. + +"It seems to me," observed the Baron, lighting a cigar, "that people are +rather cold about speculations just now." + +"I should think so; but this is not a speculation; it's a certainty." + +"Why do you tell me that, when you want to get rid of me?" + +"Because you won't believe it. Wasn't that Bismarck's way?" + +"You are not Bismarck--and a certainty is what the public thinks one." + +"Is that philosophy or finance?" asked Ruston, laughing again. + +The Baron, who had in his day loved both the subjects referred to, drank +a glass of wine and chuckled as he delivered himself of the following +doctrine: + +"What the public thinks a certainty, is a certainty for the public--that +would be philosophy, eh?" + +"I believe so. I never read much, and your extract doesn't raise my idea +of its value." + +"But what the public thinks a certainty, is a certainty--for the +promotors--that is finance. You see the difference is simple." + +"And the distinction luminous. This, Baron, seems to be the age of +finance." + +"Ah, well, there are still honest men," said the Baron, with the +optimism of age. + +"Yes, I'm one--and you're another." + +"I'm much obliged. You've been in Omofaga?" + +"Oh, yes. And you haven't, Baron." + +"Friends of mine have." + +"Yes. They came just after I left." + +The Baron knew that this statement was true. As his study of Willie +Ruston progressed, he became inclined to think that it might be +important. Mere right (so far as such a thing could be given by prior +treaties) was not of much moment; but right and Ruston together might be +formidable. Now the Baron (and his friends were friends much in the way, +_mutatis mutandis_, that Mr. Wagg and Mr. Wenham were friends of the +Marquis of Steyne, and may therefore drop out of consideration) was old +and rich, and, by consequence, at a great disadvantage with a man who +was young and poor. + +"I don't see the bearing of that," he observed, having paused for a +moment to consider all its bearings. + +"It means that you can't have Omofaga," said Willie Ruston. "You were +too late, you see." + +The Baron smoked and drank and laughed. + +"You're a young fool, my boy--or something quite different," said he, +laying a hand on his companion's arm. Then he asked suddenly, "What +about Dennisons?" + +"They're behind me if----" + +"Well?" + +"If you're not in front of me." + +"But if I am, my son?" asked the Baron, almost caressingly. + +"Then I leave for Omofaga by the next boat." + +"Eh! And for what?" + +"Never mind what. You'll find out when you come." + +The Baron sighed and tugged his beard. + +"You English!" said he. "Your Government won't help you." + +"Damn my Government." + +"You English!" said the Baron again, his tone struggling between +admiration and a sort of oppression, while his face wore the look a man +has who sees another push in front of him in a crowd, and wonders how +the fellow works his way through. + +There was a long pause. Ruston lit his pipe, and, crossing his arms on +his breast, blinked at the sun; the Baron puffed away, shooting a glance +now and then at his young friend, then he asked, + +"Well, my boy, what do you offer?" + +"Shares," answered Ruston composedly. + +The Baron laughed. The impudence of the offer pleased him. + +"Yes, shares, of course. And besides?" + +Willie Ruston turned to him. + +"I shan't haggle," he announced. "I'll make you one offer, Baron, and +it's an uncommon handsome offer for a trunk of waste paper." + +"What's the offer?" asked the Baron, smiling with rich subdued mirth. + +"Fifty thousand down, and the same in shares fully paid." + +"Not enough, my son." + +"All right," and Mr. Ruston rose. "Much obliged for your hospitality, +Baron," he added, holding out his hand. + +"Where are you going?" asked the Baron. + +"Omofaga--_viâ_ London." + +The Baron caught him by the arm, and whispered in his ear, + +"There's not so much in it, first and last." + +"Oh, isn't there? Then why don't you take the offer?" + +"Is it your money?" + +"It's good money. Come, Baron, you've always liked the safe side," and +Willie smiled down upon his host. + +The Baron positively started. This young man stood over him and told him +calmly, face-to-face, the secret of his life. It was true. How he had +envied men of real nerve, of faith, of daring! But he had always liked +the safe side. Hence he was very rich--and a rather weary old man. + +Two days later, Willie Ruston took a cab from Lord Semingham's, and +drove to Curzon Street. He arrived at twelve o'clock in the morning. +Harry Dennison had gone to a Committee at the House. The butler had just +told him so, when a voice cried from within, + +"Is it you, Mr. Ruston?" + +Mrs. Dennison was standing in the hall. He went in, and followed her +into the library. + +"Well?" she asked, standing by the table, and wasting no time in formal +greetings. + +"Oh, it's all right," said he. + +"You got my telegram?" + +"Your telegram, Mrs. Dennison?" said he with a smile. + +"I mean--the telegram," she corrected herself, smiling in her turn. + +"Oh, yes," said Ruston, and he took a step towards her. "I've seen Lord +Semingham," he added. + +"Yes? And these horrid Germans are out of the way?" + +"Yes; and Semingham is letting his shooting this year." + +She laughed, and glanced at him as she asked, + +"Then it cost a great deal?" + +"Fifty thousand!" + +"Oh, then we can't take Lord Semingham's shooting, or anybody else's. +Poor Harry!" + +"He doesn't know yet?" + +"Aren't you almost afraid to tell him, Mr. Ruston?" + +"Aren't you, Mrs. Dennison?" + +He smiled as he asked, and Mrs. Dennison lifted her eyes to his, and let +them dwell there. + +"Why did you do it?" he asked. + +"Will the money be lost?" + +"Oh, I hope not; but money's always uncertain." + +"The thing's not uncertain?" + +"No; the thing's certain now." + +She sat down with a sigh of satisfaction, and passed her hand over her +broad brow. + +"Why did you do it?" Ruston repeated; and she laughed nervously. + +"I hate going back," she said, twisting her hands in her lap. + +He had asked her the question which she had been asking herself without +response. + +He sat down opposite her, flinging his soft cloth hat--for he had not +been home since his arrival in London--on the table. + +"What a bad hat!" said Mrs. Dennison, touching it with the end of a +forefinger. + +"It's done a journey through Omofaga." + +"Ah!" she laughed gently. "Dear old hat!" + +"Thanks to you, it'll do another soon." + +Mrs. Dennison sat up straight in her chair. + +"You hope----?" she began. + +"To be on my way in six months," he answered in solid satisfaction. + +"And for long?" + +"It must take time." + +"What must?" + +"My work there." + +She rose and walked to the window, as she had when she was about to send +the telegram. Now also she was breathing quickly, and the flush, once so +rare on her cheeks, was there again. + +"And we," she said in a low voice, looking out of the window, "shall +just hear of you once a year?" + +"We shall have regular mails in no time," said he. "Once a year, indeed! +Once a month, Mrs. Dennison!" + +With a curious laugh, she dashed the blind-tassel against the window. It +was not for the sake of hearing of her that he wanted the mails. With a +sudden impulse she crossed the room and stood opposite him. + +"Do you care _that_," she asked, snapping her fingers, "for any soul +alive? You're delighted to leave us all and go to Omofaga!" + +Willie Ruston seemed not to hear; he was mentally organizing the mail +service from Omofaga. + +"I beg pardon?" he said, after a perceptible pause. + +"Oh!" cried Maggie Dennison, and at last her tone caught his attention. + +He looked up with a wrinkle of surprise on his brow. + +"Why," said he, "I believe you're angry about something. You look just +as you did on--on the memorable occasion." + +"Uh, we aren't all Carlins!" she exclaimed, carried away by her +feelings. + +The least she had expected from him was grateful thanks; a homage tinged +with admiration was, in truth, no more than her due; if she had been an +ugly dull woman, yet she had done him a great service, and she was not +an ugly dull woman. But then neither was she Omofaga. + +"If everybody was as good a fellow as old Carlin----" began Willie +Ruston. + +"If everybody was as useful and docile, you mean; as good a tool for +you----" + +At last it was too plain to be missed. + +"Hullo!" he exclaimed. "What are you pitching into me for, Mrs. +Dennison?" + +His words were ordinary enough, but at last he was looking at her, and +the mails of Omofaga were for a moment forgotten. + +"I wish I'd never made them send the wretched telegram," she flashed out +passionately. "Much thanks I get!" + +"You shall have a statue in the chief street of the chief town of----" + +"How dare you! I'm not a girl to be chaffed." + +The tears were standing in her eyes, as she threw herself back in a +chair. Willie Ruston got up and stood by her. + +"You'll be proud of that telegram some day," he said, rather as though +he felt bound to pay her a compliment. + +"Oh, you think that now?" she said, unconvinced of his sincerity. + +"Yes. Though was it very difficult?" he asked with a sudden change of +tone most depreciatory of her exploit. + +She glanced at him and smiled joyfully. She liked the depreciation +better than the compliment. + +"Not a bit," she whispered, "for me." + +He laughed slightly, and shut his lips close again. He began to +understand Mrs. Dennison better. + +"Still, though it was easy for you, it was precious valuable to me," he +observed. + +"And how you hate being obliged to me, don't you?" + +He perceived that she understood him a little, but he smiled again as he +asked, + +"Oh, but what made you do it, you know?" + +"You mean you did? Mr. Ruston, I should like to see you at work in +Omofaga." + +"Oh, a very humdrum business," said he, with a shrug. + +"You'll have soldiers?" + +"We shall call 'em police," he corrected, smiling. + +"Yes; but they keep everybody down, and--and do as you order?" + +"If not, I shall ask 'em why." + +"And the natives?" + +"Civilise 'em." + +"You--you'll be governor?" + +"Oh, dear, no. Local administrator." + +She laughed in his face; and a grim smile from him seemed to justify +her. + +"I'm glad I sent the telegram," she half-whispered, lying back in the +chair and looking up at him. "I shall have had something to do with all +that, shan't I? Do you want any more money?" + +"Look here," said Willie Ruston, "Omofaga's mine. I'll find you another +place, if you like, when I've put this job through." + +A luxury of pleasure rippled through her laugh. She darted out her hand +and caught his. + +"No. I like Omofaga too!" she said, and as she said it, the door +suddenly opened, and in walked Tom Loring--that is to say--in Tom Loring +was about to walk; but when he saw what he did see, he stood still for a +moment, and then, without a single word, either of greeting or apology, +he turned his back, walked out again, and shut the door behind him. His +entrance and exit were so quick and sudden, that Mrs. Dennison had +hardly dropped Willie Ruston's hand before he was gone; she had +certainly not dropped it before he came. + +Willie Ruston sat down squarely in a chair. Mrs. Dennison's hot mood had +been suddenly cooled. She would not ask him to go, but she glanced at +the hat that had been through Omofaga. He detected her. + +"I shall stay ten minutes," he observed. + +She understood and nodded assent. Very little was said during the ten +minutes. Mrs. Dennison seemed tired; her eyes dropped towards the +ground, and she reclined in her chair. Ruston was frowning and thrumming +at intervals on the table. But presently his brow cleared and he smiled. +Mrs. Dennison saw him from under her drooping lids. + +"Well?" she asked in a petulant tone. + +"I believe you were going to fight me for Omofaga." + +"I don't know what I was doing." + +"Is that fellow a fool?" + +"He's a much better man than you'll ever be, Mr. Ruston. Really you +might go now." + +"All right, I will. I'm going down to the city to see your husband and +Carlin." + +"I'm afraid I've wasted your time." + +She spoke with a bitterness which seemed impossible to miss. But he +appeared to miss it. + +"Oh, not a bit, really," he assured her anxiously. "Good-bye," he added, +holding out his hand. + +"Good-bye. I've shaken hands once." + +He waited a moment to see if she would speak again, but she said +nothing. So he left her. + +As he called a hansom, Mrs. Cormack was leaning over her balcony. She +took a little jewelled watch out of her pocket and looked at it. + +"An hour and a quarter!" she cried. "And I know the poor man isn't at +home!" + + + + + CHAPTER VII. + + AN ATTEMPT TO STOP THE WHEELS. + + +Miss Adela Ferrars lived in Queen's Gate, in company with her aunt, Mrs. +Topham. Mrs. Topham's husband had been the younger son of a peer of +ancient descent; and a practised observer might almost have detected the +fact in her manner, for she took her station in this life as seriously +as her position in the next, and, in virtue of it, assumed a +responsibility for the morals of her inferiors which betrayed a +considerable confidence in her own. But she was a good woman, and a +widow of the pattern most opposite to that of Mrs. Cormack. She dwelt +more truly in the grave of her husband than in Queen's Gate, and +permitted herself no recreations except such as may privily creep into +religious exercises and the ministrations of favourite clergymen; and it +is pleasant to think that she was very happy. As may be supposed, +however, Adela (who was a good woman in quite another way, and therefore +less congenial with her aunt than any mere sinner could have been) and +Mrs. Topham saw very little of one another, and would not have thought +of living together unless each had been able to supply what the other +wanted. Adela found money for the house, and Mrs. Topham lent the +shelter of her name to her niece's unprotected condition. There were +separate sitting-rooms for the two ladies, and, if rumour were true +(which, after all, it usually is not), a separate staircase for the +clergy. + +Adela was in her drawing-room one afternoon when Lord Semingham was +announced. He appeared to be very warm, and he carried a bundle of +papers in his hand. Among the papers there was one of those little +smooth white volumes which epitomise so much of the joy and sorrow of +this transitory life. He gave himself a shake, as he sat down, and held +up the book. + +"The car has begun to move," he observed. + +"Juggernaut's?" + +"Yes; and I have been to see my bankers. I take a trip to the seaside +instead of a moor this year, and have let my own pheasant shooting." + +He paused and added, + +"Dennison has not taken my shooting. They go to the seaside too--with +the children." + +He paused again and concluded, + +"The Omofaga prospectus will be out to-morrow." + +Adela laughed. + +"Bessie is really quite annoyed," remarked Lord Semingham. "I have +seldom seen her so perturbed--but I've sent Ruston to talk to her." + +"And why did you do it?" asked Adela. + +"I should like to tell you a little history," said he. + +And he told her how Mrs. Dennison had sent a telegram to Frankfort. This +history was long, for Lord Semingham told it dramatically, as though he +enjoyed its quality. Yet Adela made no comment beyond asking, + +"And wasn't she right?" + +"Oh, for the Empire perhaps--for us, it means trips to the seaside." + +He drew his chair a little nearer hers, and dropped his affectation of +comic plaintiveness. + +"A most disgusting thing has happened in Curzon Street," he said. "Have +you heard?" + +"No; I've seen nothing of Maggie lately. You've all been buried in +Omofaga." + +"Hush! No words of ill-omen, please! Well, it's annoyed me immensely I +can't think what the foolish fellow means. Tom Loring's going." + +"Tom--Loring--going?" she exclaimed with a punctuated pause between +every word. "What in the world for?" + +"What is the ultimate cause of everything that happens to us now?" he +asked, sticking his glass in his eye. + +Adela felt as though she were playing at some absurd game of questions +and answers, and must make her reply according to the rules. + +"Oh, Mr. Ruston!" she said, with a grimace. + +Her visitor nodded--as though he had been answered according to the +rules. + +"Tom broke out in the most extraordinary manner. He said he couldn't +stay with Dennison, if Dennison let Ruston lead him by the nose +(_ipsissima verba_, my dear Adela), and told Ruston to his face that he +came for no good." + +"Were you there?" + +"Yes. The man seemed to choose the most public opportunity. Did you ever +hear such a thing?" + +"He's mad about Mr. Ruston. He talked just the same way to me. What did +Harry Dennison say?" + +"Harry went up to him and took his hand, and shook it, and, you know old +Harry's way, tried to smooth it all down, and get them to shake hands. +Then Ruston got up and said he'd go and leave them to settle it between +Tom and him. Oh, Ruston behaved very well. It was uncommonly awkward for +him, you know." + +"Yes; and when he'd gone?" + +"Harry told Tom that he must keep his engagements; but that, sooner than +lose him, he'd go no deeper. That was pretty handsome, I thought, but it +didn't suit Tom. 'I can't stay in the house while that fellow comes,' he +said." + +"While he comes to the house?" cried Adela. + +Lord Semingham nodded. "You've hit the point," he seemed to say, and he +went on, + +"And then they both turned and looked at Maggie Dennison. She'd been +sitting there without speaking a single word the whole time. I couldn't +go--Harry wouldn't let me--so I got into a corner and looked at the +photograph book. I felt rather an ass, between ourselves, you know." + +"And what did Maggie say?" + +"Harry was looking as puzzled as an owl, and Tom as obstinate as a toad, +and both stared at her. She looked first at Harry, and then at Tom, and +smiled in that quiet way of hers. By the way, I never feel that I quite +understand----" + +"Oh, never mind! Of course you don't. Go on." + +"And then she said, 'What a fuss! I hope that after all this Omofaga +business is over Mr. Loring will come back to us.' Pretty straight for +Tom, eh? He turned crimson, and walked right out of the room, and she +sat down at the piano and began to play some infernal tune, and that +soft-hearted old baby, Harry, blew his nose, and damned the draught." + +"And he's going?" + +"Yes." + +"But," she broke out, "how can he? He's got no money. What'll he live +on?" + +"Harry offered him as much as he wanted; but he said he had some +savings, and wouldn't take a farthing. He said he'd write for papers, or +some such stuff." + +"He's been with the Dennisons ever since--oh, years and years! Can't you +take him? He'd be awfully useful to you." + +"My dear girl, I can't offer charity to Tom Loring," said Semingham, and +he added quickly, "No more can you, you know." + +"I quarrelled with him desperately a week ago," said she mournfully. + +"About Ruston?" + +"Oh, yes. About Mr. Ruston, of course." + +Lord Semingham whistled gently, and, after a pause, Adela leant forward +and asked, + +"Do you feel quite comfortable about it?" + +"Hang it, no! But I'm too deep in. I hope to heaven the public will +swallow it!" + +"I didn't mean your wretched Company." + +"Oh, you didn't?" + +"No; I meant Curzon Street." + +"It hardly lies in my mouth to blame Dennison, or his wife either. If +they've been foolish, so have I." Adela looked at him as if she thought +him profoundly unsatisfactory. He was vaguely conscious of her +depreciation, and added, "Ruston's not a rogue, you know." + +"No. If I thought he was, I shouldn't be going to take shares in +Omofaga." + +"You're not?" + +"Oh, but I am!" + +"Another spinster lady on my conscience! I shall certainly end in the +dock!" Lord Semingham took his hat and shook hands. Just as he got to +the door, he turned round, and, with an expression of deprecating +helplessness, fired a last shot. "Ruston came to see Bessie the other +day," he said. "The new mantle she's just invented is to be called--the +Omofaga: That is unless she changes it because of the moor. I suggested +the _Pis-aller_, but she didn't see it. She never does, you know. +Good-bye." + +The moment he was gone, Adela put on her hat and drove to Curzon Street. +She found Mrs. Dennison alone, and opened fire at once. + +"What have you done, Maggie?" she cried, flinging her gloves on the +table and facing her friend with accusing countenance. + +Mrs. Dennison was smelling a rose; she smelt it a little longer, and +then replied with another question. + +"Why can't men hate quietly? They must make a fuss. I can go on hating a +woman for years and never show it." + +"We have the vices of servility," said Adela. + +"Harry is a melancholy sight," resumed Mrs. Dennison. "He spends his +time looking for the blotting-paper; Tom Loring used to keep it, you +know." + +Her tone deepened the expression of disapproval on Adela's face. + +"I've never been so distressed about anything in my life," said she. + +"Oh, my dear, he'll come back." As she spoke, a sudden mischievous smile +spread over her face. "You should hear Berthe Cormack on it!" she said. + +"I don't want to hear Mrs. Cormack at all. I hate the woman--and I think +that I--at any rate--show it." + +It surprised Adela to find her friend in such excellent spirits. The air +of listlessness, which was apt to mar her manner, and even to some +degree her appearance (for to look bored is not becoming), had entirely +vanished. + +"You don't seem very sorry about poor Mr. Loring," Adela observed. + +"Oh, I am; but Mr. Loring can't stop the wheels of the world. And it's +his own fault." + +Adela sighed. It did not seem of consequence whose fault it was. + +"I don't think I care much about the wheels of the world," she said. +"How are the children, Maggie?" + +"Oh, splendid, and in great glee about the seaside"--and Mrs. Dennison +laughed. + +"And about losing Tom Loring?" + +"They cried at first." + +"Does anyone ever do anything more than 'cry at first'?" exclaimed +Adela. + +"Oh, my dear, don't be tragical, or cynical, or whatever you are being," +said Maggie pettishly. "Mr. Loring has chosen to be very silly, and +there's an end of it. Have you seen the prospectus? Do you know Mr. +Ruston brought it to show me before it was submitted to Mr. Belford and +the others--the Board, I mean?" + +"I think you see quite enough of Mr. Ruston," said Adela, putting up her +glass and examining Mrs. Dennison closely. She spoke coolly, but with a +nervous knowledge of her presumption. + +Mrs. Dennison may have had a taste for diplomacy and the other arts of +government, but she was no diplomatist. She thought herself gravely +wronged by Adela's suggestion, and burst out angrily, + +"Oh, you've been listening to Tom Loring!" and her heightened colour +seemed not to agree with the idea that, if Adela had listened, Tom had +talked of nothing but Omofaga. "I don't mind it from Berthe," Mrs. +Dennison continued, "but from you it's too bad. I suppose he told you +the whole thing? I declare I wasn't dreaming of anything of the kind; I +was just excited, and----" + +"I haven't seen Mr. Loring," put in Adela as soon as she could. + +"Then how do you know----?" + +"Lord Semingham told me you quarrelled with Mr. Loring about Omofaga." + +"Is that all?" + +"Yes. Maggie, was there any more?" + +"Do you want to quarrel with me too?" + +"I believe Mr. Loring had good reasons." + +"You must believe what you like," said Mrs. Dennison, tearing her rose +to pieces. "Yes, there was some more." + +"What?" asked Adela, expecting to be told to mind her own business. + +Mrs. Dennison flung away the rose and began to laugh. + +"He found me holding Willie Ruston's hand and telling him I--liked +Omofaga! That's all." + +"Holding his hand!" exclaimed Adela, justifiably scandalised and +hopelessly puzzled. "What did you do that for?" + +"I don't know," said Mrs. Dennison. "It happened somehow as we were +talking. We got interested, you know." + +Adela's next question was also one at which it was possible to take +offence; but she was careless now whether offence were taken or not. + +"Are you and the children going to the seaside soon?" + +"Oh, yes," rejoined her friend, still smiling. "We shall soon be deep in +pails and spades and bathing, and buckets and paddling, and a final +charming walk with Harry in the moonlight." + +As the sentence went on, the smile became more fixed and less pleasant. + +"You ought to be ashamed to talk like that," said Adela. + +Mrs. Dennison walked up the room and down again. + +"So I am," she said, pausing to look down on Adela, and then resuming +her walk. + +"I wish to goodness this Omofaga affair--yes, and Mr. Ruston too--had +never been invented. It seems to set us all wrong." + +"Wrong!" cried Mrs. Dennison. "Oh, yes, if it's wrong to have something +one can take a little interest in!" + +"You're hopeless to-day, Maggie. I shall go away. What did you take his +hand for?" + +"Nothing. I tell you I was excited." + +"Well, I think he's a man one ought to keep cool with." + +"Oh, he's cool enough. He'll keep you cool." + +"But he didn't----" + +"Oh, don't--pray don't!" cried Mrs. Dennison. + +Adela took her leave; and, as luck would have it, opened the door just +as Tom Loring was walking downstairs with an enormous load of dusty +papers in his hands. She pulled the door close behind her hastily, +exclaiming, + +"Why, I thought you'd gone!" + +"So you've heard? I'm just putting things shipshape. I go this evening." + +"Well, I'm sorry--still, for your sake, I'm glad." + +"Why?" + +"You may do something on your own account now." + +"I don't want to do anything," said Tom obstinately. + +"Come and see me some day. I've forgiven you, you know." + +"So I will." + +"Mr. Loring, are you going to say good-bye to Maggie?" + +"I don't know. I suppose so." Then he added, detecting Adela's +unexpressed hope, "Oh, it's not a bit of use, you know." + +Adela passed on, and, later, Loring, having finished his work and being +about to go, sought out Mrs. Dennison. + +"You're determined to go, are you?" she asked, with the air of one who +surrenders before an inexplicable whim. + +"Yes," said Tom. "You know I must go." + +"Why?" + +"I'm not a saint--nor a rogue; if I were either, I might stay." + +"Or even if you were a sensible man," suggested Maggie Dennison. + +"Being merely an honest man, I think I'll go. I've tried to put all +Harry's things right for him, and to make it as easy for him to get +along as I can." + +"Can he find his papers and blue-books and things?" + +"Oh, yes; and I got abstracts ready on all the things he cares about." + +"He'll miss you horribly. Ah, well!" + +"I suppose a little; but, really, I think he'll learn to get along----" + +Mrs. Dennison interrupted with a laugh. + +"Do you know," she asked, "what we remind me of? Why, of a husband and +wife separating, and wondering whether the children will miss poor +papa--though poor papa insists in going, and mamma is sure he must." + +"I never mentioned the children," said Tom angrily. + +"I know you didn't." + +Tom looked at her for an instant. + +"For God's sake," said he, "don't let him see that!" + +"Oh, how you twist things!" she cried in impatient protest. + +Tom only shook his head. The charge was not sincere. + +"Good-bye, Tom," she went on after a pause. "I believe, some day or +other, you'll come back--or, at any rate, come and live next +door--instead of Berthe Cormack, you know. But I don't know in what +state you'll find us." + +"I'd just like to tell you one thing, if I may," said Tom, resolutely +refusing to meet the softened look in her eyes with any answering +friendliness. + +"Yes?" + +"You've got one of the best fellows in the world for a husband." + +"Well, I know that, I suppose, at least, as well as you do." + +"That's all. Good-bye." + +Without more he left her. She drew the window-curtain aside and watched +him get into his cab and be driven away. The house was very still. Her +husband was in his place at Westminster, and the children had gone to a +party. She went upstairs to the nursery, hoping to find something to +criticise; then to Harry's dressing-room, where she filled his +pin-cushion with pins and put fresh water to the flowers in the vase. +She could find no other offices of wife or mother to do, and she +presently found herself looking into Tom's room, which was very bare and +desolate, stripped of the homelike growth of a five years' tenancy. Her +excitement was over; she felt terribly like a child after a tantrum; she +flung open the window of the room and stood listening to the noise of +the town. It was the noise of happy people, who had plenty to do; or of +happier still, who did not want to do anything, and thus found content. +She turned away and walked downstairs with a step as heavy as physical +weariness brings with it. It came as a curious aggravation--light +itself, but gaining weight from its surroundings--that, for once in a +way, she had no engagements that evening. All the tide seemed to be +flowing by, leaving her behind high and dry on the shore. Even the +children had their party, even Harry his toy at Westminster; and Willie +Ruston was working might and main to give a good start to Omofaga. Only +of her had the world no need--and no heed. + + + + + CHAPTER VIII. + + CONVERTS AND HERETICS. + + +Had Lord Semingham and Harry Dennison taken an opportunity which many +persons would have thought that they had a right to take, they might +have shifted the burden of the Baron's _douceur_ and of sundry other not +trifling expenses on to the shoulders of the public, and enjoyed their +moors that year after all; for at the beginning Omofaga obtained such a +moderate and reasonable "boom" as would have enabled them to perform the +operation known as "unloading" (and literary men must often admire the +terse and condensed expressiveness of "City" metaphors) with much profit +to themselves. But either they conceived this course of conduct to be +beneath them, or they were so firm of faith in Mr. Ruston that they +stood to their guns and their shares, and took their seats at the Board, +over which Mr. Foster Belford magniloquently presided, still possessed +of the strongest personal interest in the success of Omofaga. Lady +Semingham, having been made aware that Omofaga shares were selling at +forty shillings a piece, was quite unable to understand why Alfred and +Mr. Dennison did not sell all they had, and thereby procure moors or +whatever else they wanted. Willie Ruston had to be sent for again, and +when he told her that the same shares would shortly be worth five pounds +(which he did with the most perfect confidence), she was equally at a +loss to see why they were on sale to anybody who chose to pay forty +shillings. Ruston, who liked to make everybody a convert to his own +point of view, spent the best part of an afternoon conversing with the +little lady, but, when he came away, he left her placidly admiring the +Omofaga mantle which had just arrived from the milliner's, and promised +to create an immense sensation. + +"I believe she's all gown," said he despairingly, at the Valentines in +the evening. "If you undressed her there'd be no one there." + +"Well, there oughtn't to be many people," said young Sir Walter, with a +hearty laugh at his boyish joke. + +"Walter, how can you!" cried Marjory. + +This little conversation, trivial though it be, has its importance, as +indicating the very remarkable change which had occurred in young Sir +Walter. There at least Ruston had made a notable convert, and he had +effected this result by the simple but audacious device of offering to +take Sir Walter with him to Omofaga. Sir Walter was dazzled. Between +spending another year or two at Oxford _in statu pupillari_, vexed by +schools and disciplined by proctors--between being required to be in by +twelve at night and unable to visit London without permission--between +this unfledged state and the position of a man among the men who were in +the vanguard of the empire there rolled a flood; and the flood was +mighty enough to sweep away all young Sir Walter's doubts about Mr. +Ruston being a gentleman, to obliterate Evan Haselden's sneers, to +uproot his influence--in a word, to transform that youthful legislator +from a paragon of wisdom and accomplishments into "a good chap, but +rather a lot of side on, you know." + +Marjory, having learnt from literature that hers was supposed to be the +fickle sex, might well open her eyes and begin to feel very sorry indeed +for poor Evan Haselden. But she also was under the spell and hailed the +sun of glory rising for her brother out of the mists of Omofaga; and if +poor Lady Valentine shed some tears before Willie Ruston convinced her +of the rare chance it was for her only boy--and a few more after he had +so convinced her--why, it would be lucky if these were the only tears +lost in the process of developing Omofaga; for it seems that great +enterprises must always be watered by the tears of mothers and nourished +on the blood of sons. _Sic fortis Etruria crevit._ + +One or two other facts may here be chronicled about Omofaga. There were +three great meetings: one at the Cannon Street Hotel, purely commercial; +another at the Westminster Town Hall, commercial-political; a third at +Exeter Hall, commercial-religious. They were all very successful, and, +taken together, were considered to cover the ground pretty completely. +The most unlike persons and the most disparate views found a point of +union in Omofaga. Adela Ferrars put three thousand pounds into it, Lady +Valentine a thousand. Mr. Carlin finally disposed of the coal business, +and his wife dreamt of the workhouse all night and scolded herself for +her lack of faith all the morning. Willie Ruston spoke of being off in +five months, and Sir Walter immediately bought a complete up-country +outfit. + +Suddenly there was a cloud. Omofaga began to be "written down," in the +most determined and able manner. The anonymous detractor--in such terms +did Mr. Foster Belford refer to the writer--used the columns of a +business paper of high standing, and his letters, while preserving a +judicial and temperate tone, were uncompromisingly hostile and +exceedingly damaging. A large part of Omofaga (he said) had not been +explored, indeed, nobody knew exactly what was and what was not Omofaga; +let the shareholders get what comfort they could out of that; but, so +far as Omofaga had been explored, it had been proved to be barren of all +sources of wealth. The writer grudgingly admitted that it might feed a +certain head of cattle, though he hastened to add that the flies were +fatal all the hot months; but as for gold, or diamonds, or any such +things as companies most love, there were none, and if there were, they +could not be won, and if they could be won no European could live to win +them. It was a timid time on the markets then, and people took fright +easily. In a few days any temptation that might have assailed Lord +Semingham and Harry Dennison lost its power. Omofagas were far below +par, and Lady Semingham was entreating her husband to buy all he could +against the hour when they should be worth five pounds a piece, because, +as she said, Mr. Ruston was quite sure that they were going to be, and +who knew more about it than Mr. Ruston? + +It was just about this time that Tom Loring, who had vanished completely +for a week or two, after his departure from Curzon Street, came up out +of the depths and called on Adela Ferrars in Queen's Gate; and her first +remark showed that she was a person of some perspicacity. + +"Isn't this rather small of you?" she asked, putting on her eyeglasses +and finding an article which she indicated. "You may not like him, but +still----" + +"How like a woman!" said Tom Loring in the tone of a man who expects +and, on the whole, welcomes ill-usage. "How did you know it was mine?" + +"It's so like that article of Harry Dennison's. I think you might put +your name, anyhow." + +"Yes, and rob what I say of all weight. Who knows my name?" + +Adela felt an impulse to ask him angrily why nobody knew his name, but +she inquired instead what he thought he knew about Omofaga. She put this +question in a rather offensive tone. + +It appeared that Tom Loring knew a great deal about Omofaga, all, in +fact, that there was to be learnt from blue-books, consular reports, +gazetteers, travels, and other heavy works of a like kind. + +"You've been moling in the British Museum," cried Adela accusingly. + +Tom admitted it without the least shame. + +"I knew this thing was a fraud and the man a fraud, and I determined to +show him up if I could," said he. + +"It's because you hate him." + +"Then it's lucky for the British investor that I do hate him." + +"It's not lucky for me," said Adela. + +"You don't mean to say you've been----" + +"Fool enough? Yes, I have. No, don't quarrel again. It won't ruin me, +anyhow. Are the things you say really true?" + +Tom replied by another question. + +"Do you think I'd write 'em if I didn't believe they were?" + +"No, but you might believe they were because you hate him." + +Tom seemed put out at this idea. It is not one that generally suggests +itself to a man when his own views are in question. + +"I admit I began because I hate him," he said, with remarkable candour, +after a moment's consideration; "but, by Jove, as I went on I found +plenty of justification. Look here, you mustn't tell anyone I'm writing +them." + +Tom looked a little embarrassed as he made this request. + +Adela hesitated for a moment. She did not like the request, either. + +"No, I won't," she said at last; and she added, "I'm beginning to think +I hate him, too. He's turning me into an hospital." + +"What?" + +"People he wounds come to me. Old Lady Valentine came and cried because +Walter's going to Omofaga; and Evan came and--well, swore because Walter +worships Mr. Ruston; and Harry Dennison came and looked bewildered, +and--you know--because--oh, because of you, and so on." + +"And now I come, don't I?" + +"Yes, and now you." + +"And has Mrs. Dennison come?" asked Tom, with a look of disconcerting +directness. + +"No," snapped Adela, and she looked at the floor, whereupon Tom diverted +his eyes from her and stared at the ceiling. + +Presently he searched in his waistcoat pocket and brought out a little +note. + +"Read that," he said, a world of disgust in his tone. + +"'I told you so.--B.C.'" read Adela. "Oh, it's that Cormack woman!" she +cried. + +"You see what it means? She means I've been got rid of in order +that----" Tom stopped, and brought his clenched fist down on his opened +palm. "If I thought it, I'd shoot the fellow," he ended. + +He looked at her for the answer to his unexpressed question. + +Adela turned the pestilential note over and over in her fingers, +handling it daintily as though it might stain. + +"I don't think he means it," she said at last, without trying to blink +the truth of Tom's interpretation. + +Tom rose and began to walk about. + +"Women beat me," he broke out. "I don't understand 'em. How should I? +I'm not one of these fellows who catch women's fancy--thank God!" + +"If you continue to dislike the idea, you'll probably manage to escape +the reality," observed Adela, and her tone, for some reason or +other--perhaps merely through natural championship of her sex--was +rather cold and her manner stiff. + +"Oh, some women are all right;" and Adela acknowledged the concession +with a satirical bow. "Look here, can't you help?" he burst out. "Tell +her what a brute he is." + +"Oh, you do not understand women!" + +"Well, then, I shall tell Dennison. He won't stand nonsense of that +kind." + +"You'll deserve horsewhipping if you do," remarked Adela. + +"Then what am I to do?" + +"Nothing. In fact, Mr. Loring, you have no genius for delicate +operations." + +"Of course I'm a fool." + +Adela played with her _pince-nez_ for a minute or two, put it on, looked +at him, and then said, with just a touch of unwonted timidity in her +voice, + +"Anyhow, you happen to be a gentleman." + +Poor Tom had been a good deal buffeted of late, and a friendly stroking +was a pleasant change. He looked up with a smile, but as he looked up +Adela looked away. + +"I think I'll stop those articles," said he. + +"Yes, do," she cried, a bright smile on her face. + +"They've pretty well done their work, too." + +"Don't! Don't spoil it! But--but don't you get money for them?" + +Tom was in better humour now. He held out his hand with his old friendly +smile. + +"Oh, wait till I am in the workhouse, and then you shall take me out." + +"I don't believe I did mean that," protested Adela. + +"You always mean everything that--that the best woman in the world could +mean," and Tom wrung her hand and disappeared. + +Adela's hand was rather crushed and hurt, and for a moment she stood +regarding it ruefully. + +"I thought he was going to kiss it," she said. "One of those fellows who +take women's fancy, perhaps, would have! And--and it wouldn't have hurt +so much. Ah, well, I'm very glad he's going to stop the articles." + +And the articles did stop; and perhaps things might have fallen out +worse than that an honest man, driven hard by bitterness, should do a +useful thing from a doubtful motive, and having done just enough of it, +should repent and sin no more; for unquestionably the articles prevented +a great many persons from paying an unduly high price for Omofaga +shares. This line of thought seems defensible, but it was not Adela's. +She rejoiced purely that Tom should turn away from the doubtful thing; +and if Tom had been a man of greater acuteness, it would have struck him +as worthy of note, perhaps even of gratification, that Miss Adela +Ferrars should care so much whether he did or did not do doubtful +things. But then Miss Ferrars--for it seems useless to keep her secret +any longer, the above recorded interview having somewhat impaired its +mystery--was an improbably romantic person--such are to be met even at +an age beyond twenty-five--and was very naturally ashamed of her +weakness. People often are ashamed of being better than their +surroundings. Being better they feel better, and feeling better they +feel priggish, and then they try not to be better, and happily fail. So +Adela was very shamefaced over her ideal, and would as soon have thought +of preaching on a platform--of which practice she harboured a most +bigoted horror--as of proclaiming the part that love must play in her +marriage. The romantic resolve lay snug in its hidden nest, sheltered +from cold gusts of ridicule by a thick screen of worldly sayings, and, +when she sent away a suitor, of worldly-wise excuses. Thus no one +suspected it, not even Tom Loring, although he thought her "the best of +women;" a form of praise, by the way, that gave the lady honoured by it +less pleasure than less valuable commendation might have done. Why best? +Why not most charming? Well, probably because he thought the one and +didn't think the other. She was the best; but there was another whose +doings and whose peril had robbed Tom Loring of his peace, and made him +do the doubtful thing. Why had he done it? Or (and Adela smiled +mockingly at this resurrection of the Old Woman), if he did do it, why +did he do it for Maggie Dennison? She didn't believe he would ever do a +doubtful thing for her. For that she loved him; but perhaps she would +have loved him--well, not less--if he did; for how she would forgive +him! + +After half-an-hour of this kind of thing--it was her own summary of her +meditations--she dressed, went out to dinner, sat next Evan Haselden, +and said cynical things all the evening; so that, at last Evan told her +that she had no more feeling than a mummified Methodist. This was +exactly what she wanted. + + + + + CHAPTER IX. + + AN OPPRESSIVE ATMOSPHERE. + + +The Right Honourable Foster Belford, although not, like Mr. Pitt, famous +for "ruining Great Britain gratis"--perhaps merely from want of the +opportunity--had yet not made a fortune out of political life, and it +had suggested a pleasant addition to his means, when Willie Ruston +offered him the chairmanship of the Omofaga Company, with the promise of +a very comfortable yearly honorarium. He accepted the post with +alacrity, but without undue gratitude, for he considered himself well +worth the price; and the surprising fact is that he was well worth it. +He bulked large to the physical and mental view. His colleagues in the +Cabinet had taken a year or two to find out his limits, and the public +had not found them out yet. Therefore he was not exactly a fool. On the +other hand, the limits were certainly there, and so there was no danger +of his developing an inconvenient greatness. As has been previously +hinted, he enjoyed Harry Dennison's entire confidence; and he could be +relied upon not to understand Lord Semingham's irreverence. Thus his +appointment did good to the Omofaga as well as to himself, and only the +initiated winked when Willie Ruston hid himself behind this imposing +figure and pulled the strings. + +"The best of it is," Ruston remarked to Semingham, "that you and Carlin +will have the whole thing in your own hands when I've gone out. Belford +won't give you any trouble." + +"But, my dear fellow, I don't want it all in my hands. I want to grow +rich out of it without any trouble." + +Ruston twisted his cigar in his mouth. The prospect of immediate wealth +flowing in from Omofaga was, as Lord Semingham knew very well, not +assured. + +"Loring's stopped hammering us," said Ruston; "that's one thing." + +"Oh, you found out he wrote them?" + +"Yes; and uncommonly well he did it, confound him. I wish we could get +that fellow. There's a good deal in him." + +"You see," observed Lord Semingham, "he doesn't like you. I don't know +that you went the right way about to make him." + +The remark sounded blunt, but Semingham had learnt not to waste delicate +phrases on Willie Ruston. + +"Well, I didn't know he was worth the trouble." + +"One path to greatness is said to be to make no enemies." + +"A very roundabout one, I should think. I'm going to make a good many +enemies in Omofaga." + +Lord Semingham suddenly rose, put on his hat, and left the offices of +the Company. Mrs. Dennison had, a little while ago, complained to him +that she ate, drank, breathed and wore Omofaga. He had detected the +insincerity of her complaint, but he was becoming inclined to echo it in +all genuineness on his own account. There were moments when he wondered +how and why he had allowed this young man to lead him so far and so +deep; moments when a convulsion of Nature, redistributing Africa and +blotting out Omofaga, would have left him some thousands of pounds +poorer in purse, but appreciably more cheerful in spirit. Perhaps +matters would mend when the Local Administrator had departed to his +local administration, and only the mild shadow of him which bore the +name of Carlin trod the boards of Queen Street, Cheapside. Ruston began +to be oppressive. The restless energy and domineering mind of the man +wearied Semingham's indolent and dilettante spirit, and he hailed the +end of the season as an excellent excuse for putting himself beyond the +reach of his colleague for a few weeks. Yet, the more he quailed, the +more he trusted; and when a very great man, holding a very great office, +met him in the House of Lords, and expressed the opinion that when the +Company and Mr. Ruston went to Omofaga they would find themselves in a +pretty hornets' nest, Lord Semingham only said that he should be sorry +for the hornets. + +"Don't ask us to fetch your man out for you, that's all," said the very +great man. + +And for an instant Lord Semingham, still feeling that load upon his +shoulders, fancied that it would be far from his heart to prefer such a +request. There might be things less just and fitting than that Willie +Ruston and those savage tribes of Omofaga should be left to fight out +the quarrel by themselves, the civilised world standing aloof. And the +dividends--well, of course, there were the dividends, but Lord Semingham +had in his haste forgotten them. + +"Ah, you don't know Ruston," said he, shaking a forefinger at the great +man. + +"Don't I? He came every day to my office for a fortnight." + +"Wanted something?" + +"Yes, he wanted something certainly, or he wouldn't have come, you +know." + +"Got it, I suppose?" asked Lord Semingham, in a tone curiously +indicative of resignation rather than triumph. + +"Well, yes; I did, at last, not without hesitation, accede to his +request." + +Then Lord Semingham, with no apparent excuse, laughed in the face of the +great man, left the House (much in the same sudden way as he had left +Queen Street, Cheapside), and passed rapidly through the lobbies till he +reached Westminster Hall. Here he met a young man, clad to perfection, +but looking sad. It was Evan Haselden. With a sigh of relief at meeting +no one of heavier metal, Semingham stopped him and began to talk. Evan's +melancholy air enveloped his answers in a mist of gloom. Moreover there +was a large streak on his hat, where the nap had been rubbed the wrong +way; evidently he was in trouble. Presently he seized his friend by the +arm, and proposed a walk in the Park. + +"But are you paired?" asked Semingham; for an important division was to +occur that day in the Commons. + +"No," said Evan fiercely. "Come along;" and Lord Semingham went, +exclaiming inwardly, "A girl!" + +"I'm the most miserable devil alive," said Evan, as they left the Horse +Guards on the right hand. + +Semingham put up his eyeglass. + +"I've always regarded you as the favourite of fortune," he said. "What's +the matter?" + +The matter unfolded itself some half-hour after they had reached the Row +and sat down. It came forth with difficulty; pride obstructed the +passage, and something better than pride made the young man diffuse in +the telling of his trouble. Lord Semingham grew very grave indeed. Let +who would laugh at happy lovers, he had a groan for the unfortunate--a +groan with reservations. + +"She said she liked me very much, but didn't feel--didn't, you know, +look up to me enough, and so on," said poor Evan in puzzled pain. "I--I +can't think what's come over her. She used to be quite different. I +don't know what she means by talking like that." + +Lord Semingham played a tune on his knee with the fingers of one hand. +He was waiting. + +"Young Val's gone back on me too," moaned Evan, who took the brother's +deposal of him hardly more easily than the sister's rejection. Suddenly +he brightened up; a smile, but a bitter one, gleamed across his face. + +"I think I've put one spoke in his wheel, though," he said. + +"Ruston's?" inquired Semingham, still playing his tune. + +"Yes. A fortnight ago, old Detchmore" (Lord Detchmore was the very great +man before referred to) "asked me if I knew Loring. You know Ruston's +been trying to get Detchmore to back him up in making a railway to +Omofaga?" + +"I didn't know," said Lord Semingham, with an unmoved face. + +"You're a director, aren't you?" + +"Yes. Go on, my dear boy." + +"And Detchmore had seen Loring's articles. Well, I took Tom to him, and +we left him quite decided to have nothing to do with it. Oh, by Jove, +though, I forgot; I suppose you'd be on the other side there, wouldn't +you?" + +"I suppose I should, but it doesn't matter." + +"Why not?" + +"Because I fancy Ruston's got what he wanted;" and Lord Semingham +related what he had heard from the Earl of Detchmore. + +Evan listened in silence, and, the tale ended, the two lay back in their +chairs, and idly looked at the passing carriages. At last Lord Semingham +spoke. + +"He's going to Omofaga in a few months," he observed. "And, Evan, you +don't mean that he's your rival at the Valentines'?" + +"I'm not so sure, confound him. You know how pretty she is." + +Semingham knew that she was pretty; but he also knew that she was poor, +and thought that she was, if not too insipid (for he recognised the +unusual taste of his own mind), at least too immature to carry Willie +Ruston off his feet, and into a love affair that promised no worldly +gain. + +"I asked Mrs. Dennison what she thought," pursued Evan. + +"Oh, you did?" + +"But the idea seemed quite a new one to her. That's good, you know. I +expect she'd have noticed if he'd shown any signs." + +Lord Semingham thought it very likely. + +"Anyhow," Evan continued, "Marjory's awfully keen about him." + +"He'll be in Omofaga in three or four months," Semingham repeated. It +was all the consolation he could offer. + +Presently Evan got up and strode away. Lord Semingham sat on, musing on +the strange turmoil the coming of the man had made in the little corner +of the world he dwelt in. He was reminded of what was said concerning +Lord Byron by another poet. They all felt Ruston. His intrusion into the +circle had changed all the currents, so that sympathy ran no longer +between old friends, and hearts answered to a new stimulus. Some he +attracted, some he repelled; none did he leave alone. From great to +small his influence ran; from the expulsion of Tom Loring to the +christening of the Omofaga mantle. Semingham had an acute sense of the +absurdity of it all, but he had seen absurd things happen too often to +be much relieved by his intuition. And when absurd things happen, they +have consequences just as other things have. And the most exasperating +fact was the utter unconsciousness of the disturber. He had no +mystery-airs, no graces, no seeming fascinations. He was relentlessly +business-like, unsentimental, downright; he took it all as a matter of +course. He did not pry for weak spots. He went right on--on and +over--and seemed not to know when he was going over. A very Juggernaut +indeed! Semingham thanked Adela for teaching him the word. + +He was suddenly roused by the merry laughter of children. Three or four +little ones were scampering along the path in the height of glee. As +they came up, he recognised them. He had seen them once before. They +were Carlin's children. Five there were, he counted now; three ran +ahead; two little girls held each a hand of Willie Ruston's, who was +laughing as merrily as his companions. The whole group knew Semingham, +and the eldest child was by his knees in a moment. + +"We've been to the Exhibition," she cried exultantly; "and now +Willie--Mr. Ruston, I mean--is taking us to have ices in Bond Street." + +"A human devil!" said the astonished man to himself, as Willie Ruston +plumped down beside him, imploring a brief halt, and earnestly +asseverating that his request was in good faith, and concealed no +lurking desire to evade the ices. + +"I met young Haselden as we came along," Ruston observed, wiping his +brow. + +"Ah! Yes, he's been with me." + +The children had wandered a few yards off, and stood impatiently looking +at their hero. + +"He's had a bit of a facer, I fancy," pursued Willie Ruston. "Heard +about it?" + +"Something." + +"It'll come all right, I should think," said Ruston, in a comfortably +careless tone. "He's not a bad fellow, you know, though he's not +over-appreciative of me." Lord Semingham found no comment. "I hear +you're going to Dieppe next week?" asked Ruston. + +"Yes. My wife and Mrs. Dennison have put their heads together, and fixed +on that. You know we're economising." + +Ruston laughed. + +"I suppose you are," he said through his white teeth. The idea seemed to +amuse him. "We may meet there. I've promised to run over for a few days +if I can." + +"The deuce you have!" would have expressed his companion's feelings; but +Lord Semingham only said, "Oh, really?" + +"All right, I'm coming directly," Ruston cried a moment later to his +young friends, and, with a friendly nod, he rose and went on his way. +Lord Semingham watched the party till it disappeared through the Park +gates, hearing in turn the children's shrill laugh and Willie Ruston's +deeper notes. The effect of the chance meeting was to make his fancies +and his fancied feelings look still more absurd. That he perceived at +once; the devil appeared so very human in such a mood and such +surroundings. Yet that attribute--that most demoniac attribute--of +ubiquity loomed larger and larger. For not even a foreign land--not even +a watering-place of pronounced frivolity--was to be a refuge. The man +was coming to Dieppe! And on whose bidding? Semingham had no doubt on +whose bidding; and, out of the airy forms of those absurd fancies, there +seemed to rise a more material shape, a reality, a fabric not compounded +wholly of dreams, but mixed of stuff that had made human comedies and +human tragedies since the world began. Mrs. Dennison had bidden Willie +Ruston to Dieppe. That was Semingham's instant conclusion; she had +bidden him, not merely by a formal invitation, or by a simple +acquiescence, but by the will and determination which possessed her to +be of his mind and in his schemes. And perhaps Evan Haselden's innocent +asking of her views had carried its weight also. For nearly an hour +Semingham sat and mused. For awhile he thought he would act; but how +should he act? And why? And to what end? Since what must be must, and in +vain do we meddle with fate. An easy, almost eager, recognition of the +inevitable in the threatened, of the necessary in everything that +demanded effort for its avoidance, had stamped his life and grown deep +into his mind. Wherefore now, faced with possibilities that set his +nerves on edge, and wrung his heart for good friends, he found nothing +better to do than shrug his shoulders and thank God that his own wife's +submission to the man went no deeper than the inside lining of that +famous Omofaga mantle, nor his own than the bottom, or near the bottom, +of his trousers' pocket. + +"Though that, in faith," he exclaimed ruefully, as at last he rose, "is, +in this world of ours, pretty deep!" + + + + + CHAPTER X. + + A LADY'S BIT OF WORK. + + +The Dennison children, after a two nights' banishment, had come down to +dessert again. They had been in sore disgrace, caused (it was stated to +Mrs. Cormack, who had been invited to dine _en famille_) by a grave +breach of hospitality and good manners which Madge had led the younger +ones--who tried to look plaintively innocent--into committing. + +The Carlin children had come to tea, and a great dissension had arisen +between the two parties. The Carlins had belauded the generous donor of +ices; Madge had taken up the cudgels fiercely on Tom Loring's behalf, +and Dora and Alfred had backed her up. Each side proceeded from praise +of its own favourite to sneers--by no means covert--at the other's man, +and the feud had passed from the stage of words to that of deeds before +it was discovered by the superior powers and crushed. On the hosts, of +course, the blame had to fall; they were sent to bed, while the guests +drove off in triumph, comforted by sweets and shillings. Madge did not +think, or pretend to think, that this was justice, and her mother's +recital of her crimes to Mrs. Cormack, so far from reducing her to +penitence, brought back to her cheeks and eyes the glow they had worn +when she slapped (there is no use in blinking facts) Jessie Carlin, and +told her that she hated Mr. Ruston. Madge Dennison was like her mother +in face and temper. That may have been the reason why Harry Dennison +squeezed her hand under the table, and by his tacit aid broke the force +of his wife's cold reproofs. But there was perhaps another reason also. + +Mrs. Cormack said that she was shocked, and looked very much amused. The +little history made up for the bore of having the children brought in. +That was a thing she objected to very much; it stopped all rational +conversation. But now her curiosity was stirred. + +"Why don't you like Mr. Ruston, my child?" she asked Madge. + +"I don't dislike him," said Madge, rosy red, and speaking with elaborate +slowness. She said it as though it were a lesson she had learnt. + +"But why, then," said Mrs. Cormack, whirling her hands, "beat the little +Carlin?" + +"That was before mamma told me," answered Madge, the two younger ones +sitting by, open-mouthed, to hear her explanation. + +"Oh, what an obedient child! How I should have liked a little girl like +you, darling!" + +Madge hated sarcasm, and her feelings towards Mrs. Cormack reflected +those of her idol, Tom Loring. + +"I don't know what you mean," she said curtly; and then she looked +anxiously at her mother. + +But Mrs. Dennison was smiling. + +"Let her alone, Berthe," she said. "She's been punished. Give her some +fruit, Harry." + +Harry Dennison piled up the plate eagerly held out to him. + +"Who'll give you fruit at Dieppe?" he asked, stroking his daughter's +hair. + +Mrs. Cormack pricked up her ears. + +"Didn't we tell you?" asked Mrs. Dennison. "Harry can't come for a +fortnight. That tiresome old Sir George" (Sir George was the senior +partner in Dennison, Sons & Company) "is down with the gout, and Harry's +got to stay in town. But I'll give Madge fruit--if she's good." + +"Papa gives it me anyhow," said Madge, who preferred unconditional +benefits. + +Harry laughed dolefully. He had been looking forward to a holiday with +his children. Their uninterrupted society would have easily consoled him +for the loss of the moor. + +"It's an awful bore," he said; "but there's no help for it. Sir George +can't put a foot to the ground." + +"Anyhow," suggested Mrs. Cormack, "you will be able to help Mr. Ruston +with the Omofaga." + +"Papa," broke out Madge, her face bright with a really happy idea, which +must, she thought, meet with general acceptance, "since you can't come, +why shouldn't Tom?" + +Mrs. Cormack grew more amused. Oh, it was quite worth while to have the +children! They were so good at saying things one couldn't say oneself; +and then one could watch the effect. In an impulse of gratitude, she +slid a banana on to Madge's plate. + +"Marjory Valentine's coming," said Mrs. Dennison. "You like her, don't +you, Madge?" + +"She's a girl," said Madge scornfully; and Harry, with a laugh, stroked +her hair again. + +"You're a little flirt," said he. + +"But why can't Tom?" persisted Madge, as she attacked the banana. It was +Mrs. Cormack's gift, but--_non olet_. + +For a moment nobody answered. Then Harry Dennison said--not in the least +as though he believed it, or expected anybody else to believe it-- + +"Tom's got to stay and work." + +"Have all the gentlemen we know got to stay and work?" + +Harry nodded assent. + +Mrs. Cormack was leaning forward. A moment later she sank back, hiding a +smile behind her napkin; for Madge observed, in a tone of utter +contentment, + +"Oh, then, Mr Ruston won't come;" and she wagged her head reassuringly +at the open-mouthed little ones. They were satisfied, and fell again to +eating. + +After a few moments, Mrs. Dennison, who had made no comment on her +daughter's inference, swept the flock off to bed, praying Berthe to +excuse her temporary absence. It was her habit to go upstairs with them +when possible, and Harry would see that coffee came. + +"Poor Madge!" said Harry, when the door was shut, "what'll she say when +Ruston turns up?" + +"Then he does go?" + +"I think so. We'd asked him to stay with us, and though he can't do that +now, he and young Walter Valentine talk of running over for a few days. +I hope they will." + +Mrs. Cormack, playing with her teaspoon, glanced at her host out of the +corner of her eye. + +"He can go all the better, as I shall be here," continued Harry. "I can +look after Omofaga." + +Mrs. Cormack rapped the teaspoon sharply on her cup. The man was such a +fool. Harry, dimly recognising her irritation, looked up inquiringly; +but she hesitated before she spoke. Would it spoil sport or make sport +if she stirred a suspicion in him? A thought threw its weight in the +balance. Maggie Dennison's friendship had been a trifle condescending, +and the grateful friend pictured her under the indignity of enforced +explanations, of protests, even of orders to alter her conduct. But how +would Harry take a hint? There were men silly enough to resent such +hints. Caution was the word. + +"Well, I almost wish he wasn't going," she said at last. "For Maggie's +sake, I mean. She wants a complete rest." + +"Oh, but she likes him. He amuses her. Why, she's tremendously +interested in Omofaga, Mrs. Cormack." + +"Ah, but he excites her too. We poor women have nerves, Mr. Dennison. It +would be much better for her to hear nothing of Omofaga for a few +weeks." + +"Has she been talking to you much about it?" asked Harry, beginning to +feel anxious at his guest's immensely solemn tone. + +Indeed, little Mrs. Cormack spoke for the nonce quite like a family +physician. + +"Oh, yes, about it and him," she replied. "She's never off the subject. +Mr. Loring was half right." + +"Tom's objections were based on quite other grounds." + +"Oh, were they really? I thought--well, anyhow, Mr. Ruston being there +will do her no good. She'll like it immensely, of course." + +Harry Dennison rubbed his hand over his chin. + +"I see what you mean," he said. "Yes, she'd have been better away from +everything. But I can't object to Ruston going. I asked him myself." + +"Yes, when you were going." + +"That makes no difference." + +Mrs. Cormack said nothing. She tapped her spoon against the cup once +more. + +"Why, we should have talked all the more about it if I'd been there." + +His companion was still silent, her eyes turned down towards the table. +Harry looked at her with perplexity, and when he next spoke, there was a +curious appealing note in his voice. + +"Surely it doesn't make any difference?" he asked. "What difference can +it make?" + +No answer came. Mrs. Cormack laid down the spoon and sat back in her +chair. + +"You mean there'll be no one to make a change for her--to distract her +thoughts?" + +Mrs. Cormack flung her hands out with an air of impatience. + +"Oh, I meant nothing," said she petulantly. + +The clock seemed to tick very loud in the silence that followed her +words. + +"I wish I could go," said Harry at last, in a low tone. + +"Oh, I wish you could, Mr. Dennison;" and as she spoke she raised her +eyes, and, for the first time, looked full in his face. + +Harry rose from his chair; at the same moment his wife re-entered the +room. He started a little at the sight of her. + +She held a letter in her hand. + +"Mr. Ruston will be at Dieppe on the 15th with Walter Valentine," she +said, referring to it. "Give me some coffee, Harry." + +He poured it out and gave it to her, saying, + +"A letter from Ruston? Let's see what he says." + +"Oh, there's nothing else," she answered, laying it beside her. + +Mrs. Cormack sat looking on. + +"May I see?" asked Harry Dennison. + +"If you like," she answered, a little surprised; and, turning to Mrs. +Cormack, she added, "Mr. Ruston's a man of few words on paper." + +"Ah, he makes every word mean something, I expect," returned that lady, +who was quite capable of the same achievement herself, and exhibited it +in this very speech. + +"What does he mean by the postscript?--'Have you found another kingdom +yet?'" asked Harry, with a puzzled frown. + +"It's a joke, dear." + +"But what does it mean?" + +"Oh, my dear Harry, I can't explain jokes." + +Harry laid the note down again. + +"It's a joke between ourselves," Mrs. Dennison went on. "I oughtn't to +have shown you the letter. Come, Berthe, we'll go upstairs." + +And Mrs. Cormack had no alternative but to obey. + +Left alone, Harry Dennison drew his chair up to the hearthrug. There was +no fire, but he acted as though there were, leaning forward with his +elbows on his knees, and gazing into the grate. He felt hurt and +disconsolate. His old grievance--that people left him out--was strong +upon him. He had delighted in the Omofaga scheme, because he had been in +the inside ring there--because he was of importance to it--because it +showed him to his wife as a mover in great affairs. And now--somehow--he +seemed to be being pushed outside there too. What was this joke between +themselves? At Dieppe they would have all that out; he would not be in +the way there. Then he did not understand what Berthe Cormack would be +at. She had looked at him so curiously. He did not know what to make of +it, and he wished that Tom Loring were on the other side of the +fireplace. Then he could ask him all about it. Tom! Why, Tom had looked +at him almost in the same way as Berthe Cormack had--just when he was +wringing his hand in farewell. No, it was not the same way--and yet in +part the same. Tom's look had pity in it, and no derision. Mrs. +Cormack's derision was but touched with pity. Yet both seemed to ask, +"Don't you see?" See what? Why had Tom gone away? He could rely on Tom. +See what? There was nothing to see. + +He sat longer than he meant. It was past ten when he went upstairs. Mrs. +Cormack had gone, and his wife was in an armchair by the open window. He +came in softly and surprised her with her head thrown back on the +cushions and a smile on her lips. And the letter was in her hands. +Hearing his step when he was close by her, she sat up, letting the note +fall to the ground. + +"What a time you've been! Berthe's gone. Were you asleep?" + +"No. I was thinking; Maggie, I wish I could come to Dieppe with you." + +"Ah, I wish you could," said she graciously. "But you're left in charge +of Omofaga." + +She spoke as though in that charge lay consolation more than enough. + +"I believe you care--I mean you think more about Omofaga than about----" + +"Anything in the world?" she asked, in playful mockery. + +"Than about me," he went on stubbornly. + +"Than about your coming to Dieppe, you mean?" + +"I mean, than about me," he repeated. + +She looked at him wonderingly. + +"My dear man," said she, taking his hand, "what's the matter?" + +"You do wish I could come?" + +"Must I say?" smiled Mrs. Dennison. "For shame, Harry! You might be on +your honeymoon." + +He moved away, and flung himself into a chair. + +"I don't think it's fair of Ruston," he broke out, "to run away and +leave it all to me." + +"Why, you told him you could do it perfectly! I heard you say so." + +"How could I say anything else, when--when----" + +"And originally you were both to be away! After all, you're not stopping +because of Omofaga, but because Sir George has got the gout." + +Harry Dennison, convicted of folly, had no answer, though he was hurt +that he should be convicted out of his wife's mouth. He shuffled his +feet about and began to whistle dolefully. + +Mrs. Dennison looked at him with smothered impatience. Their little boy +behaved like that when he was in a naughty mood--when he wanted the +moon, or something of that kind, and thought mother and nurse cruel +because it didn't come. Mrs. Dennison forgot that mother and nurse were +fate to her little boy, or she might have sympathised with his naughty +moods a little better. + +She rose now and walked slowly over to her husband. She had a hand on +his chair, and was about to speak, when he stopped his whistling and +jerked out abruptly, + +"What did he mean about the kingdom?" + +Mrs. Dennison's hand slid away and fell by her side. Harry caught her +look of cold anger. He leapt to his feet. + +"Maggie, I'm a fool," he cried. "I don't know what's wrong with me. Sit +down here." + +He made her sit, and half-crouched, half-knelt beside her. + +"Maggie," he went on, "are you angry? Damn the joke! I don't want to +know. Are you sorry I'm not coming?" + +"What a baby you are, Harry! Oh, yes, awfully sorry." + +He knew so well what he wanted to say: he wanted to tell her that she +was everything to him, that to be out of her heart was death: that to +feel her slipping away was a torture: he wanted to woo and win her over +again--win her more truly than he had even in those triumphant days when +she gave herself to him. He wanted to show her that he understood +her--that he was not a fool--that he was man enough for her! Yes, that +she need not turn to Ruston or anybody else. Oh, yes, he could +understand her, really he could. + +Not a word of it would come. He dared not begin: he feared that he would +look--that she would find him--more silly still, if he began to say that +sort of thing. She was smiling satirically now--indulgently but +satirically, and the emphasis of her purposely childish "awfully" +betrayed her estimation of his question. She did not understand the +mood. She was accustomed to his admiration--worship would hardly be too +strong a word. But the implied demand for a response to it seemed +strange to her. Her air bore in upon him the utter difference between +his thoughts of her and the way she thought about him. Always dimly +felt, it had never pressed on him like this before. + +"Really, I'm very sorry, dear," she said, just a little more seriously. +"But it's only a fortnight. We're not separating for ever," and her +smile broke out again. + +With a queer feeling of hopelessness, he rose to his feet. No, he +couldn't make her feel it. He had suffered in the same way over his +speeches; he couldn't make people feel them either. She didn't +understand. It was no use. He began to whistle again, staring out of the +open window. + +"I shall go to bed, Harry. I'm tired. I've been seeing that the maid's +packed what I wanted, and it's harder work than packing oneself." + +"Give me a kiss, Meg," he said, turning round. + +She did not do that, but she accepted his kiss, and he, turning away +abruptly, shaped his lips to resume his tune. But now the tune wouldn't +come. His wife left him alone. The tune came when she was there. Now it +wouldn't. Ah, but the words would. He muttered them inaudibly to himself +as he stood looking out of the window. They sounded as though they must +touch any woman's heart. With an oath he threw himself on to the sofa, +trying now to banish the haunting words--the words that would not come +at his call, and came, in belated uselessness, to mock him now. He lay +still; and they ran through his head. At last they ceased; but, before +he could thank God for that, a strange sense of desolation came over +him. He looked round the empty, silent room, that seemed larger now than +in its busy daylight hours. The house was all still; there might have +been one lying dead in it. It might have been the house of a man who had +lost his wife. + + + + + CHAPTER XI. + + AGAINST HIS COMING. + + +"The great Napoleon once observed----" + +"Don't quote from 'Anecdotes, New and Old,'" interrupted Adela unkindly. + +"That when his death was announced," pursued Lord Semingham, who thought +it good for Adela to take no notice of such interruptions, "everybody +would say _Ouf_. I say '_Ouf_' now," and he stretched his arms +luxuriously to their full length. "There's room here," he added, +explaining the gesture. + +"Well, who's dead?" asked Adela, choosing to be exasperatingly literal. + +"Nobody's dead; but a lot of people--and things--are a long way off." + +"That's not so satisfactorily final," said Adela. + +"No, but it serves for the time. Did you see me on my bicycle this +morning?" + +"What, going round here?" and Adela waved her hand circularly, as though +embracing the broad path that runs round the grass by the sea at Dieppe. + +"Yes--just behind a charming _Parisienne_ in a pair of--behind a +charming _Parisienne_ in an appropriate costume." + +"Bessie must get one," said Adela. + +"Good heavens!" + +"I mean a bicycle." + +"Oh, certainly, if she likes; but she'd as soon mount Salisbury Spire." + +"How did you learn?" + +"I really beg your pardon," said Semingham, "but the fact is--Ruston +taught me." + +"Let's change the subject," said Adela, smiling. + +"A charming child, this Marjory Valentine," observed Semingham. "She's +too good for young Evan. I'm very glad she wouldn't have him." + +"I'm not." + +"You're always sorry other girls don't marry. Heaven knows why." + +"Well, I'm sorry she didn't take Evan." + +"Why?" + +"I can't tell you." + +"Not--not the forbidden topic?" + +"I half believe so." + +"But she's here with Maggie Dennison." + +"Well, everybody doesn't chatter as you do," said Adela incisively. + +"I don't believe it. She----Hallo! here she is!" + +Marjory Valentine came along, bending her slim figure a little, the +better to resist a fresh breeze that blew her skirts out behind her, and +threatened to carry off her broad-brimmed hat. She had been bathing; the +water was warm, and her cheeks glowed with a fine colour. As she came +up, both Adela and Lord Semingham put on their eyeglasses. + +"An uncommon pretty girl," observed the latter. + +"Isn't it glorious?" cried Marjory, yet several yards away. "Walter will +enjoy the bathing tremendously." + +"When's he coming?" + +"Saturday," answered Marjory. "Where is Lady Semingham?" + +"Dressing," said Semingham solemnly. "Costume number one, off at 11.30. +Costume number two, on at 12. Costume number two, off at 3.30. +Costume----" + +"After all, she's your wife," said Adela, in tones of grave reproach. + +"But for that, I shouldn't have a word to say against it. Women are very +queer reasoners." + +Marjory sat down next to Adela. + +"Women do waste a lot of time on dress, don't they?" she asked, in a +meditative tone; "and a lot of thought, too!" + +"Hallo!" exclaimed Lord Semingham. + +"I mean, thought they might give to really important things. You can't +imagine George Eliot----" + +"What about Queen Elizabeth?" interrupted Semingham. + +"She was a horrible woman," said Adela. + +"Phryne attached no importance to it," added Semingham. + +"Oh, I forgot! Tell me about her," cried Marjory. + +"A strong-minded woman, Miss Marjory." + +"He's talking nonsense, Marjory." + +"I supplied a historical instance in Miss Valentine's favour." + +"I shall look her up," said Marjory, at which Lord Semingham smiled in +quiet amusement. He was a man who saw his joke a long way off, and could +wait patiently for it. + +"Yes, do," he said, lighting a cigarette. + +Adela had grown grave, and was watching the girl's face. It was a pretty +face, and not a silly one; and Marjory's blue eyes gazed out to sea, as +though she were looking at something a great way off. Adela, with a +frown of impatience, turned to her other neighbour. She would not be +troubled with aspirations there. In fact, she was still annoyed with her +young friend on Evan Haselden's account. But it was no use turning to +Lord Semingham. His eyes were more than half-closed, and he was beating +time gently to the Casino band, audible in the distance. Adela sighed. +At last Marjory broke the silence. + +"When Mr. Ruston comes," she began, "I shall ask him whether----" + +The sentence was not finished. + +"When who comes?" cried Adela; and Semingham opened his eyes and stilled +his foot-pats. + +"Mr. Ruston." + +"Is he coming after all? I thought, now that Dennison----" + +"Oh, yes--he's coming with Walter. Didn't you know?" + +"Is he coming to-day?" + +"I suppose so. Aren't you glad?" + +"Of course," from Adela, and "Oh, uncommonly," from Lord Semingham, +seemed at first sight answers satisfactory enough; but Marjory's +inquiring gaze rested on their faces. + +"Come for a stroll," said Adela abruptly, and passing her arm through +Marjory's, she made her rise. Semingham, having gasped out his +conventional reply, sat like a man of stone, but Adela, for all that it +was needless, whispered imperatively, "Stay where you are." + +"Well, Marjory," she went on, as they began to walk, "I don't know that +I am glad after all." + +"I believe you don't like him." + +"I believe I don't," said Adela slowly. It was a point she had not yet +quite decided. + +"I didn't use to." + +"But you do now?" + +"Yes." + +Adela hated the pregnant brevity of this affirmative. + +"Mamma doesn't," laughed Marjory. "She's so angry with him carrying off +Walter. As if it wasn't a grand thing for Walter! So she's quite turned +round about him." + +"He's not staying in--with you, I suppose?" + +"Oh, no. Though I don't see why he shouldn't. Conventions are so stupid, +aren't they? Mrs. Dennison's there," and Marjory looked up with an +appeal to calm reason as personified in Adela. + +At another time, nineteen's view of twenty-nine--Marjory's conception of +Maggie Dennison as a sufficing chaperon--would have amused Adela. But +she was past amusement. Her patience snapped, as it were, in two. She +turned almost fiercely on her companion, forgetting all prudence in her +irritation. + +"For heaven's sake, child, what do you mean? Do you think he's coming to +see you?" + +Marjory drew her arm out from Adela's, and retreated a step from her. + +"Adela! I never thought----" She did not end, conscious, perhaps, that +her flushed face gave her words the lie. Adela swept on. + +"You! He's not coming to see you. I don't believe he's coming to see +anyone--no, not even Maggie--I mean no one, at all." + +The girl's look marked the fatal slip. + +"Oh!" she gasped, just audibly. + +"I don't believe he cares _that_ for any of us--for anyone alive. +Marjory, I didn't mean what I said about Maggie, I didn't indeed. Don't +look like that. Oh, what a stupid girl you are!" and she ended with a +half-hysterical laugh. + +For some moments they stood facing one another, saying nothing. The +meaning of Adela's words was sinking into Marjory's mind. + +"Let's walk on. People will wonder," said she at last; and she enlaced +Adela's arm again. After another long pause, during which her face +expressed the turmoil of her thoughts, she whispered, + +"Adela, is that why Mr. Loring went away?" + +"I don't know why he went away." + +"You think me a child, so you say you don't mean it now. You do mean it, +you know. You wouldn't say a thing like that for nothing. Tell me what +you do mean, Adela." It was almost an order. Adela suddenly realised +that she had struck down to a force and a character. "Tell me exactly +what you mean," insisted Marjory; "you ought to tell me, Adela." + +Adela found herself obeying. + +"I don't know about him; but I'm afraid of her," she stammered, as if +confessing a shameful deed of her own. A moment later she broke into +entreaty. "Go away, dear. Don't get mixed up in it. Don't have anything +to do with him." + +"Do you go away when your friends are in trouble or in danger?" + +Adela felt suddenly small--then wise--then small because her wisdom was +of a small kind. Yet she gave it utterance. + +"But, Marjory, think of--think of yourself. If you----." + +"I know what you're going to say. If I care for him? I don't. I hardly +know him. But, if I did, I might--I might be of some use. And are you +going to leave her all alone? I thought you were her friend. Are you +just going to look on? Though you think--what you think!" + +Adela caught hold of the girl's hands. There was a choking in her +throat, and she could say nothing. + +"But if he sees?" she murmured, when she found speech. + +"He won't see. There's nothing to see. I shan't show it. Adela, I shall +stay. Why do you think what--what you think?" + +People might wonder, if they would--perhaps they did--when Adela drew +Marjory towards her, and kissed her lips. + +"I couldn't, my dear," she said, "but, if you can, for heaven's sake do. +I may be wrong, but--I'm uneasy." + +Marjory's lips quivered, but she held her head proudly up; then she +sobbed a short quick-stifled sob, and then smiled. + +"I daresay it's not a bit true," she said. + +Adela pressed her hand again, saying, + +"I'm an emotional old creature." + +"Why did Mr. Loring go away?" demanded Marjory. + +"I don't know. He thought it----" + +"Best? Well, he was wrong." + +Adela could not hear Tom attacked. + +"Maggie turned him out," she said--which account of the matter was, +perhaps, just a little one-sided, though containing a part of the truth. +Marjory meditated on it for a moment, Adela still covertly looking at +her. The discovery was very strange. Half-an-hour ago she had smiled +because the girl hinted a longing after something beyond frocks, and had +laughed at her simple acceptance of Semingham's joke. Now she found +herself turning to her, looking to her for help in the trouble that had +puzzled her. In her admiration of the girl's courage, she forgot to +wonder at her intuition, her grasp of evil possibilities, the knowledge +of Maggie Dennison that her resolve implied. Adda watched her, as, their +farewell said, she walked, first quickly, then very slowly, towards the +villa which Mrs. Dennison had hired, on the cliff-side, near the old +Castle. Then, with a last sigh, she put up her parasol and sauntered +back to the Hôtel de Rome. Costume number two would be on by now, and +Bessie Semingham ready for luncheon. + +Marjory, finally sunk into the slow gait that means either idleness or +deep thought, made her way up to the villa. With every step she drew +nearer, the burden she had taken up seemed heavier. It was not sorrow +for the dawning dream that the storm-cloud had eclipsed that she really +thought of. But the task loomed large in its true difficulty, as her +first enthusiasm spent itself. If Adela were right, what could she do? +If Adela were wrong, what unpardonable offence she might give. Ah, was +Adela right? Strange and new as the idea was, there was an unquestioning +conviction in her manner that Marjory could hardly resist. Save under +the stress of a conviction, speech on such a matter would have been an +impossible crime. And Marjory remembered, with a sinking heart, Maggie +Dennison's smile of happy triumph when she read out the lines in which +Ruston told of his coming. Yes, it was, or it might be, true. But where +lay her power to help? + +Coming round the elbow of the rising path, she caught sight of Maggie +Dennison sitting in the garden. Mrs. Dennison wore white; her pale, +clear-cut profile was towards Marjory; she rested her chin on her hand, +and her elbow on her knee, and she was looking on the ground. Softly +Marjory drew near. An unopened letter from Harry lay on a little table; +the children had begun their mid-day meal in the room, whose open window +was but a few feet behind; Mrs. Dennison's thoughts were far away. +Marjory stopped short. A stronger buffet of fear, a more overwhelming +sense of helplessness, smote her. She understood better why Adela had +been driven to do nothing--to look on. She smiled for an instant; the +idea put itself so whimsically; but she thought that, had Mrs. Dennison +been walking over a precipice, it would need all one's courage to +interfere with her. She would think it such an impertinence. And Ruston? +Marjory saw, all in a minute, his cheerful scorn, his unshaken +determination, his rapid dismissal of one more obstacle. She drew in her +breath in a long inspiration, and Mrs. Dennison raised her eyes and +smiled. + +"I believe I felt you there," she said, smiling. "At least, I began to +think of you." + +Marjory sat near her hostess. + +"Did you meet anyone?" asked Mrs. Dennison. + +"Adela Ferrars and Lord Semingham." + +"Well, had they anything to say?" + +"No--I don't think so," she answered slowly. + +"What should they have to say in this place? The children have begun. +Aren't you hungry?" + +"Not very." + +"Well, I am," and Mrs. Dennison arose. "I forgot it, but I am." + +"They didn't know Mr. Ruston was coming." + +"Didn't they?" smiled Mrs. Dennison. "And has Adela forgiven you? Oh, +you know, the poor boy is a friend of hers, as he is of mine." + +"We didn't talk about it." + +"And you don't want to? Very well, we won't. See, here's a long +letter--it's very heavy, at least--from Harry. I must read it +afterwards." + +"Perhaps it's to say he can come sooner." + +"I expect not," said Mrs. Dennison, and she opened the letter. "No; a +fortnight hence at the soonest," she announced, after reading a few +lines. + +Marjory was both looking and listening closely, but she detected neither +disappointment nor relief. + +"He's seen Tom Loring! Oh, and Tom sends me his best remembrances. Poor +Tom! Marjory, does Adela talk about Mr. Loring?" + +"She mentioned him once." + +"She thinks it was all my fault," laughed Mrs. Dennison. "A woman always +thinks it's a woman's fault; at least, that's our natural tendency, +though we're being taught to overcome it. Marjory, you look dull! It +will be livelier for you when your brother and Mr. Ruston come." + +The hardest thing about great resolves and lofty moods is their +intermixture with everyday life. The intervals, the "waits," the mass of +irrelevant trivialities that life inartistically mingles with its drama, +flinging down pell-mell a heap of great and small--these cool courage +and make discernment distrust itself. Mrs. Dennison seemed so quiet, so +placid, so completely the affectionate but not anxious wife, the kind +hostess, and even the human gossip, that Marjory wanted to rub her eyes, +wondering if all her heroics were nonsense--a girl's romance gone wrong. +There was nothing to be done but eat and drink, and talk and lounge in +the sun--there was no hint of a drama, no call for a rescue, no place +for a sacrifice. And Marjory had been all aglow to begin. Her face grew +dull and her eyelids half-dropped as she leant her head on the back of +her chair. + +"_Déjeuner!_" cried Mrs. Dennison merrily. "And this afternoon we're all +going to gamble at _petits chevaux_, and if we win we're going to buy +more Omofagas. There's a picture of a speculator's family!" + +"Mr. Dennison's not a speculator, is he?" + +"Oh, it depends on what you mean. Anyhow, I am;" and Mrs. Dennison, +waving her letter in the air and singing softly, almost danced in her +merry walk to the house. Then, crying her last words, "Be quick!" from +the door, she disappeared. + +A moment later she was laughing and chattering to her children. Marjory +heard her burlesque complaints over the utter disappearance of an +omelette she had set her heart upon. + +That afternoon they all played at _petits chevaux_, and the only one to +win was Madge. But Madge utterly refused to invest her gains in +Omofagas. She assigned no reasons, slating that her mother did not like +her to declare the feeling which influenced her, and Mrs. Dennison +laughed again. But Adela Ferrars would not look towards Marjory, but +kept her eyes on an old gentleman who had been playing also, and playing +with good fortune. He had looked round curiously when, in the course of +the chaff, they had mentioned Omofaga, and Adela detected in him the +wish to look again. She wondered who he was, scrutinising his faded blue +eyes and the wrinkles of weariness on his brow. Willie Ruston could have +told her. It was Baron von Geltschmidt of Frankfort. + + + + + CHAPTER XII. + + IT CAN WAIT. + + +In all things evil and good, to the world, and--a thing quite rare--to +himself, Willie Ruston was an unaffected man. Success, the evidence of +power and the earnest of more power, gave him his greatest pleasure, and +he received it with his greatest and most open satisfaction. It did not +surprise him, but it elated him, and his habit was to conceal neither +the presence of elation nor the absence of surprise. That irony in the +old sense, which means the well-bred though hardly sincere depreciation +of a man's own qualities and achievements, was not his. When he had done +anything, he liked to dine with his friends and talk it over. He had +been sharing the Carlins' unfashionable six o'clock meal at Hampstead +this evening, and had taken the train to Baker Street, and was now +sauntering home with a cigar. He had talked the whole thing over with +them. Carlin had said that no one could have managed the affair so well +as he had, and Mrs. Carlin had not once referred to that lost _tabula in +naufragio_, the coal business. Yes, his attack on London had been a +success. He had known nothing of London, save that its denizens were +human beings, and that knowledge, whether in business or society, had +been enough. His great scheme was floated; a few months more would see +him in Omofaga; there was money to last for a long time to come; and he +had been cordially received and even made a lion of in the +drawing-rooms. They would look for his name in the papers ("and find it, +by Jove," he interpolated). Men in high places would think of him when +there was a job to be "put through;" and women, famous in regions +inaccessible to the vulgar, would recollect their talks with Mr. Ruston. +Decidedly they were human beings, and therefore, raw as he was (he just +knew that he had come to them a little raw), he had succeeded. + +Yet they were, some of them, strange folk. There were complications in +them which he found it necessary to reconnoitre. They said a great many +things which they did not think, and, _en revanche_, would often only +hint what they did. And----But here he yawned, and, finding his cigar +out, relit it. He was not in the mood for analysing his acquaintance. He +let his fancy play more lightly. It was evening, and work was done. He +liked London evenings. He had liked bandying repartees with Adela +Ferrars (though she had been too much for him if she could have kept her +temper); he liked talking to Marjory Valentine and seeing her occupied +with his ideas. Most of all, he liked trying to catch Maggie Dennison's +thought as it flashed out for a moment, and fled to shelter again. He +had laughed again and again over the talk that Tom Loring had +interrupted--and not less because of the interruption. There was little +malice in him, and he bore no grudge against Tom. Even his anger at the +Omofaga articles had been chiefly for public purposes and public +consumption. It was always somebody's "game" to spoil his game, and one +must not quarrel with men for playing their own hands. Tom amused him, +and had amused him, especially by his behaviour over that talk. No doubt +the position had looked a strange one. Tom had been so shocked. Poor +Tom, it must be very serious to be so easily shocked. Mr. Ruston was not +easily shocked. + +Unaffected, free from self-consciousness, undividedly bent on his +schemes, unheeding of everything but their accomplishment, he had spent +little time in considering the considerable stir which he had, in fact, +created in the circle of his more intimate associates. They had proved +pliable and pleasant, and these were the qualities he liked in his +neighbours. They said agreeable things to him, and they did what he +wanted. He had stayed not (save once, and half in jest, with Maggie +Dennison) to inquire why, and the quasi-real, quasi-burlesque +apprehension of him--burlesqued perhaps lest it should seem too +real--which had grown up among such close observers as Adela Ferrars and +Semingham, would have struck him as absurd, the outcome of that idle +business of brain which weaves webs of fine fancies round the obvious, +and loses the power of action in the fascination of self-created +puzzles. The _nuances_ of a woman's attraction towards a man, whether it +be admiration, or interest, or pass beyond--whether it be liking and +just not love--or interest running into love--or love masquerading as +interest, or what-not, Willie Ruston recked little of. He was a man, and +a young man. He liked women and clever women--yes, and handsome women. +But to spend your time thinking of or about women, or, worse still, of +or about what women thought of you, seemed poor economy of precious +days--amusing to do, maybe, in spare hours, inevitable now and +again--but to be driven or laughed away when there was work to be done. + +Such was the colour of his floating thoughts, and the loose-hung +meditation brought him to his own dwelling, in a great building which +overlooked Hyde Park. He lived high up in a small, irregular, +many-cornered room, sparely-furnished, dull and pictureless. The only +thing hanging on the walls was a large scale map of Omofaga and the +neighbouring territories; in lieu of nicnacks there stood on the +mantlepiece lumps of ore, specimens from the mines of Omofaga (would not +these convince the most obstinate unbeliever?), and half-smothered by +ill-dusted papers, a small photograph of Ruston and a potent Omofagan +chief seated on the ground with a large piece of paper before them--a +treaty no doubt. A well-worn sofa, second-hand and soft, and a deep +arm-chair redeemed the place from utter comfortlessness, but it was +plain that beauty in his daily surroundings was not essential to Willie +Ruston. He did not notice furniture. + +He walked in briskly, but stopped short with his hand still on the knob +of the door. Harry Dennison lay on the sofa, with his arm flung across +his face. He sprang up on Ruston's entrance. + +"Hullo! Been here long? I've been dining with Carlin," said Ruston, and, +going to a cupboard, he brought out whisky and soda water. + +Harry Dennison began to explain his presence. In the first place he had +nothing to do; in the second he wanted someone to talk to; in the +third--at last he blurted it out--the first, second, third and only +reason for his presence. + +"I don't believe I can manage alone in town," he said. + +"Not manage? There's nothing to do. And Carlin's here." + +"You see I've got other work besides Omofaga," pleaded Harry. + +"Oh, I know Dennisons have lots of irons in the fire. But Omofaga won't +trouble you. I've told Carlin to wire me if any news comes, and I can be +back in a few hours." + +Harry had come to suggest that the expedition to Dieppe should be +abandoned for a week or two. He got no chance and sat silent. + +"It's all done," continued Ruston. "The stores are all on their way. +Jackson is waiting for them on the coast. Why, the train will start +inland in a couple of months from now. They'll go very slow though. I +shall catch them up all right." + +Harry brightened a little. + +"Belford said it was uncertain when you would start," he said. + +"It may be uncertain to Belford, it's not to me," observed Mr. Ruston, +lighting his pipe. + +The speech sounded unkind; but Mr. Belford's mind dwelt in uncertainty +contentedly. + +"Then you think of----?" + +"My dear Dennison, I don't 'think' at all. To-day's the 12th of August. +Happen what may, I sail on the 10th of November. Nothing will keep me +after that--nothing." + +"Belford started for the Engadine to-day." + +"Well, he won't worry you then. Let it alone, my dear fellow. It's all +right." + +Clearly Mr. Ruston meant to go to Dieppe. That was now to Harry Dennison +bad news; but he meant to go to Omofaga also, and to go soon; that was +good. Harry, however, had still something that he wished to convey--a +bit of diplomacy to carry out. + +"I hope you'll find Maggie better," he began. "She was rather knocked up +when she went." + +"A few days will have put her all right," responded Ruston cheerfully. + +He was never ill and treated fatigue with a cheery incredulousness. But, +at least, he spoke with an utter absence of undue anxiety on the score +of another man's wife. + +Harry Dennison, primed by Mrs. Cormack's suggestions, went on, + +"I wish you'd talk to her as little as you can about Omofaga. She's very +interested in it, you know, and--and very excitable--and all that. We +want her mind to get a complete rest." + +"Hum. I expect, then, I mustn't talk to her at all." + +The manifest impossibility of making such a request did not prevent +Harry yearning after it. + +"I don't ask that," he said, smiling weakly. + +"It won't hurt her," said Willie Ruston. "And she likes it." + +She liked it beyond question. + +"It tires her," Harry persisted. "It--it gets on her nerves. It absorbs +her too much." + +His face was turned up to Ruston. As he spoke the last words, Ruston +directed his eyes, suddenly and rapidly, upon him. Harry could not +escape the encounter of eyes; hastily he averted his head, and his face +flushed. Ruston continued to look at him, a slight smile on his lips. + +"Absorbs her?" he repeated slowly, fingering his beard. + +"Well, you know what I mean." + +Another long stare showed Ruston's meditative preoccupation. Harry sat +uncomfortable under it, wishing he had not let fall the word. + +"Well, I'll be careful," said Ruston at last. "Anything else?" + +Harry rose. Ruston carried an atmosphere of business about with him, and +the visit seemed naturally to end with the business of it. Taking his +hat, Harry moved towards the door. Then, pausing, he smiled in an +embarrassed way, and remarked, + +"You can talk to Marjory Valentine, you know." + +"So I can. She's a nice girl." + +Harry twirled his hat in his fingers. His brain had conceived more +diplomacy. + +"It'll be a fine chance for you to win her heart," he suggested with a +tentative laugh. + +"I might do worse," said Willie Ruston. + +"You might--much worse," said Harry eagerly. + +"Aren't you rather giving away your friend young Haselden?" + +"Who told you, Ruston?" + +"Lady Val. Who told you?" + +"Semingham." + +"Ah! Well, what would Haselden say to your idea?" + +"Well, she won't have him--he's got no chance anyhow." + +"All right. I'll think about it. Good-night." + +He watched his guest depart, but did not accompany him on his way, and, +left alone, sat down in the deep arm-chair. His smile was still on his +lips. Poor Harry Dennison was a transparent schemer--one of those whose +clumsy efforts to avert what they fear effects naught save to suggest +the doing of it. Yet Willie Ruston's smile had more pity than scorn in +it. True, it had more of amusement than of either. He could have taken a +slate and written down all Harry's thoughts during the interview. But +whence had come the change? Why had Dennison himself bidden him to +Dieppe, to come now, a fortnight later, and beg him not to go? Why did +he now desire his wife to hear no more of Omofaga, whose chief delight +in it had been that it caught her fancy and imparted to him some of the +interest she found in it? Ruston saw in the transformation the working +of another mind. + +"Somebody's been putting it into his head," he muttered, still +half-amused, but now half-angry also. + +And, with his usual rapidity of judgment, he darted unhesitatingly to a +conclusion. He identified the hand in the business; he recognised whose +more subtle thoughts Harry Dennison had stumbled over and mauled in his +painful devices. But to none is it given to be infallible, and want of +doubt does not always mean absence of error. Forgetting this commonplace +truth, Willie Ruston slapped his thigh, leapt up from his chair and, +standing on the rug, exclaimed, + +"Loring--by Jove!" + +It was clear to him. Loring was his enemy; he had displaced Loring. +Loring hated him and Omofaga. Loring had stirred a husband's jealousy to +further his own grudge. The same temper of mind that made his anger fade +away when he had arrived at this certainty, prevented any surprise at +the discovery. It was natural in man to seek revenge, to use the nearest +weapon, to counter stroke with stroke, not to throw away any advantages +for the sake of foibles of generosity. So, then, it was Loring who bade +him not go to Dieppe, who prayed him to not to "absorb" Mrs. Dennison in +Omofaga, who was ready, notwithstanding his hatred and distrust, to see +him the lover of Marjory Valentine sooner than the too engrossing friend +of Mrs. Dennison! What a fool they must think him!--and, with this +reflection, he put the whole matter out of his head. It could wait till +he was at Dieppe, and, taking hold of the great map by the roller at the +bottom, he drew it to him. Then he reached and lifted the lamp from the +table, and set it high on the mantlepiece. Its light shone now on his +path, and with his finger he traced the red line that ran, curving and +winding, inwards from the coast, till it touched the blue letters of the +"Omofaga" that sprawled across the map. The line ended in a cross of red +paint. The cross was Fort Imperial--was to be Fort Imperial, at least; +but Willie Ruston's mind overleapt all difference of tenses. He stood +and looked, pulling hard and fast at his pipe. He was there--there in +Fort Imperial already--far away from London and London folk--from weak +husbands and their causes of anxiety--from the pleasing recreations of +fascinating society, from the covert attacks of men whose noses he had +put out of joint. He forgot them all; their feelings became naught to +him. What mattered their graces, their assaults, their weal or woe? He +was in Omofaga, carving out of its rock a stable seat, carving on the +rock face, above the seat, a name that should live. + +At last he turned away, flinging his empty pipe on the table and +dropping the map from his hand. + +"I shall go to bed," he said. "Three months more of it!" + +And to bed he went, never having thought once during the whole evening +of a French lady, who liked to get amusement out of her neighbours, and +had stayed in town on purpose to have some more talks with Harry +Dennison. Had Willie Ruston not been quite so sure that he read Tom +Loring's character aright, he might have spared a thought for Mrs. +Cormack. + + + + + CHAPTER XIII. + + A SPASM OF PENITENCE. + + +Tom Loring had arranged to spend the whole of the autumn in London. His +Omofaga articles had gained such favourable notice that his editor had +engaged him to contribute a series dealing with African questions and +African companies (and the latter are in the habit of producing the +former), while he was occupied, on his own account, at the British +Museum, in making way with a treatise of a politico-philosophical +description, which had been in his head for several years. He hailed +with pleasure the prospect of getting on with it; the leisure afforded +him by his departure from the Dennisons was, in its way, a consolation +for the wrench involved in the parting. Could he have felt more at ease +about the course of events in his absence, he would have endured his +sojourn in town with equanimity. + +Of course, the place was fast becoming a desert, but, at this moment, +chance, which always objects to our taking things for granted, brought a +carriage exactly opposite the bench on which Tom was seated, and he +heard his name called in a high-pitched voice that he recognised. +Looking up, he saw Mrs. Cormack leaning over the side of her victoria, +smiling effusively and beckoning to him. That everyone should go save +Mrs. Cormack seemed to Tom the irony of circumstance. With a mutter to +himself, he rose and walked up to the carriage. He then perceived, to +his surprise, that it contained, hidden behind Mrs. Cormack's +sleeves--sleeves were large that year--another inmate. It was Evan +Haselden, and he greeted Tom with an off-hand nod. + +"The good God," cried Mrs. Cormack, "evidently kept me here to console +young men! Are you left desolate like Mr. Haselden here?" + +"Well, it's not very lively," responded Tom, as amiably as he could. + +"No, it isn't," she agreed, with the slightest, quickest glance at Evan, +who was staring moodily at the tops of the trees. + +Tom laughed. The woman amused him in spite of himself. And her failures +to extract entertainment from poor heart-broken Evan struck him as +humorous. + +"But I'm at work," he went on, "so I don't mind." + +"Ah! Are you still crushing----?" + +"No," interrupted Tom quickly. "That's done." + +"I should not have guessed it," said Mrs. Cormack, opening her eyes. + +"I mean, I've finished the articles on that point." + +"That is rather a different thing," laughed she. + +"I'm afraid so," said Tom. + +"I wish to heaven it wasn't!" ejaculated Evan suddenly, without shifting +his gaze from the treetops. + +"Oh, he is very very bad," whispered Mrs. Cormack. "Poor young man! Are +you bad too?" + +"Eh?" + +"Oh, but I know." + +"Oh, no, you don't," said Tom. + +Suddenly Evan rose, opened the carriage door, got out, shut it, and +lifted his hat. + +"Good-bye," said Mrs. Cormack, smiling merrily. + +"Good-bye. Thanks," said Evan, with unchanged melancholy, and, with +another nod to Tom, he walked round to the path and strode quickly away. + +"How absurd!" said she. + +"Not at all. I like to see him honest about it. He's hard hit--and he's +not ashamed of it." + +"Oh, well," said Mrs. Cormack, shrugging the subject away in weariness +of it. "And how do you stand banishment? Will you get in?" + +"Yes, if you won't assume----" + +"Too great familiarity, Mr. Loring?" + +"Oh, I was only going to say--with my affairs. With me--I should be +charmed," and Tom settled himself in the victoria. + +He had, now he came to think of it, been really very much bored; and the +little woman was quite a resource. + +She rewarded his ironical gallantry with a look that told him she took +it for what it was worth, but liked it all the same; and, after a pause, +asked, + +"And you see Mr. Dennison often?" + +"Very seldom, on the contrary. I don't know what he does with himself." + +"The poor man! He walks up and down. I hear him walking up and down." + +"What does he do that for?" + +"Ah! what? Well, he cannot be happy, can he?" + +"Can't he?" said Tom, determined to understand nothing. + +"You are very discreet," she said, with a malicious smile. + +"I'm obliged to be. Somebody must be." + +"Mr. Loring," she said abruptly, "you don't like me, neither you nor +Miss Ferrars." + +"I never answer for others. For myself----" + +"Oh, I know. What does it matter? Well, anyhow, I'm sorry for that poor +man." + +"Your sympathy is very ready, Mrs. Cormack." + +"You mean it is too soon--premature?" + +"I mean it's altogether unnecessary, to my humble thinking." + +"But I'm not a fool," she protested. + +Tom could not help laughing. The laugh, however, rather spoilt his +argument. + +"Have it your own way," he conceded, conscious of his error, and trying +to cover it by a burlesque surrender. "He's miserable." + +"Well, he is." + +There was a placid certainty about her that disturbed Tom's attitude of +incredulity. + +"Why is he?" he asked curiously. + +"I have talked to him. I know," she answered, with a nod full of +meaning. + +"Oh, have you?" + +"Yes, and he--well, do you want to hear, or will you be angry and +despise me as you used?" + +"I want to hear." + +"What did I use to say? That the man would come? Well, he has come. +_Voilà tout!_" + +"Oh, so you say. But Harry doesn't think such--I beg pardon, I was about +to say, nonsense." + +"Yes, he does. At least, he is afraid of it." + +"How do you know?" + +"I tell you, we have talked. And I saw. He almost cried that he couldn't +go to Dieppe, and that somebody else----" + +Tom suddenly turned upon her. + +"Who began the talk?" he demanded. + +"What do you say?" + +"Who began?" + +"Oh, what nonsense! Who does begin to talk? How do I know? It came, Mr. +Loring." + +Tom said nothing. + +"You look as if you didn't believe me," she remarked, pouting. + +"I don't. He's the most unsuspicious fellow alive." + +"Well, if you like, I began. I'm not ashamed. But I said very little. +When he asked me if I thought it good that she and--the other--should be +together out there and he here--well, was I to say yes?" + +"I think," observed Tom, in quiet and deliberate tones, "that it's a +great pity that some women can't be gagged." + +"They can, but only with kisses," said Mrs. Cormack, not at all +offended. "Oh, don't be frightened. I do not wish to be gagged at all. +If I did--there is more than one man in the world." + +Tom despised and half-hated her; but he liked her good-nature, and, in +his heart, admired her for not flinching. Her shamelessness was crossed +with courage. + +"So you've made him miserable?" + +"Well, I might say, I, a wicked Frenchwoman, that it is better to be +deceived than to be wretched. But you, an Englishman----! Oh, never, Mr. +Loring!" + +Tom sat silent a little while. + +"I don't know what to do," he said, half in reverie. + +"Who thought you would?" asked Mrs. Cormack, unkindly. + +"I believe it's all a mare's nest." + +"That means a mistake, a delusion?" + +"It does." + +"Then I don't think you do believe it. And, if you do, you are wrong. It +is not all a--a mare's nest." + +She pronounced the word with unfamiliar delicateness. + +Tom knew that he did not believe that it was all a mare's nest. He would +have given everything in the world--save one thing--and that, he +thought, he had not got--to believe it. + +"Then, if you believed it, why didn't you do something?" he asked rather +fiercely. + +"What have you all done? I, at least, warned him. Yes, since you insist, +I hinted it. But you--you ran away; and your Adela Ferrars, she looks +prim and pained, oh! and shocked, and doesn't come so much." + +It was a queer source to learn lessons from, and Tom was no less +surprised than Adela had been a day or two before at Dieppe. + +"What should you do?" he asked, in new-born humility. + +"I? Nothing. What is it to me?" + +"What should you do, if you were me?" + +"Make love to her myself," smiled Mrs. Cormack. She was having her +revenge on Tom for many a scornful speech. + +"If you'd held your tongue, it would all have blown over!" he exclaimed +in exasperation. + +"It will blow over still; but it will blow first," she said. "If that +contents you, hold your tongue." + +Then she turned to Tom, and laid a small fore-finger on his arm. + +"Mark this," said she, "he does not care for her. He cares for himself; +she is--what would you say? an incident--an accident--I do not know how +to say it--to him." + +"Well, if you're right there----" began Tom in some relief. + +"If I'm right there, it will make no difference--at first. But, as you +say, it will blow over--and sooner." + +Tom looked at her, and thought, and looked again. + +"By Jove, you're not a fool, Mrs. Cormack," said he, almost under his +breath. + +Then he added, louder, + +"It's the wisdom of the devil." + +"Oh, you surpass yourself," she smiled. "Your compliments are +magnificent." + +"You must have learnt it from him." + +"Oh, no. From my husband," said Mrs. Cormack. + +The carriage, which during their talk had moved slowly round the circle, +stopped again. + +Mrs. Cormack turned to Tom. He was already looking at her. + +"I don't understand you," said he. + +"No? Well, you'll hardly believe it, but that does not surprise me." + +"I'm not sure you don't mean well, if you weren't ashamed to confess +it," said Tom. + +For the first time since he had known her, she blushed and looked +embarrassed. Then she began, in a quick tone, + +"Well, I talked. I wanted to see how he took it; and it amused me. +And--well, our dear Maggie--she is so very magnificent at times. She +looks down so calmly--oh! from such a height--on one. She had told me +that day--well, never mind that; it was true, I daresay. I don't love +truth. I don't see what right people have to say things to me, just +because one may know they are true." + +"So you made a little mischief?" + +"Well, I hear that poor man walking up and down. I want to comfort him. +I asked him to come in, and he refused. Then I offered to go in--he was +very frightened. Oh, _mon Dieu_!" and she laughed almost hysterically. + +This very indirect confession proved in the end to be all that Mrs. +Cormack's penitence could drive her to, and Tom left her, feeling a +little softened towards her, but hardly better equipped for action. +What, indeed, could be done? Tom's sense of futility expressed itself in +a long letter to Adela Ferrars. As he had no suggestions for present +action, he took refuge in future promises. + +"It will be very awkward for me to come, but if, as time goes on, you +think I should be any good, I will come." + +And Adela, when she read it, was tempted to send for him on the spot; he +would have been of no use, but he would have comforted her. But then his +presence would unquestionably exasperate Maggie Dennison. Adela decided +to wait. + +Now, by the time Tom Loring's letter reached Dieppe, young Sir Walter +and Willie Ruston were on the boat, and they arrived hard on its heels. +They took up their abode at a hotel a few doors from where the +Seminghams were staying, and Walter at once went round to pay his +respects. + +Ruston stayed in to write letters. So he said; but when he was alone he +stood smoking at the window and looking at the people down below. +Presently, to his surprise, he saw the same old gentleman whom Adela had +noticed in the Casino. + +"The Baron, by Jove!" he exclaimed. "Now, what brings him here?" + +The Baron was sauntering slowly by, wrapped in a cloak, and leaning +heavily on a malacca cane. In a moment Willie Ruston was down the stairs +and after him. + +Hearing his name cried, the Baron stopped and turned round. + +"What chance brings you here?" asked Willie, holding out his hand. + +"Oh, hardly chance," said the Baron. "I always go to some seaside place, +and I thought I might meet friends here," and he smiled significantly. + +"Yes," said Ruston, after a pause; "I believe I did mention it in +Threadneedle Street. I went in there the other day." + +By the general term Threadneedle Street he meant to indicate the offices +of the Baron's London correspondents, which were situate there. + +"They keep you informed, it seems?" + +"I live by being kept informed," said the Baron. + +Ruston was walking by him, accommodating his pace to the old man's +feeble walk. + +"You mean you came to see me?" he asked. + +"Well, if you'll forgive the liberty--in part." + +"And why did you want me?" + +"Oh, I've not lost all interest in Omofaga." + +"No, you haven't," said Ruston. "On the contrary, you've been increasing +your interest." + +The Baron stopped and looked at him. + +"Oh, you know that?" + +"Certainly." + +The Baron laughed. + +"Then you can tell me whether I shall lose my money," he said. + +"Do you ever lose your money, Baron?" + +"But am I to hear about Omofaga?" asked the Baron, countering question +by question. + +"As much as you like," answered Ruston, with the indifference of perfect +candour. + +"Ah, by the way, I have heard about it already. Who are the ladies here +who talk about it?" + +Willie Ruston gave a careful catalogue of all the persons in Dieppe who +were interested in the Omofaga Company. The Baron identified the +Seminghams and Adela. Then he observed, + +"And the other lady is Mrs. Dennison, is she?" + +"She is. I'm going to her house to-morrow. Shall I take you?" + +"I should be charmed." + +"Very well. To-morrow afternoon." + +"And you'll dine with me to-night?" + +Ruston was about to refuse; but the Baron added, half seriously, + +"I've come a long way to see you." + +"All right, I'll come," he said. Then he paused a moment, and looked at +the Baron curiously. "And perhaps you'll tell me then," he added. + +"Why I've come?" + +"Yes; and why you've been buying. You were bought out. What do you want +to come in again for?" + +"I'll tell you all that now," said the Baron. "I've come because I +thought I should like to see some more of you; and I've been buying +because I fancy you'll make a success of it." + +Willie Ruston pulled his beard thoughtfully. + +"Don't you believe me?" asked the Baron. + +"Let's wait a bit," suggested Ruston. Then, with a sudden twinkle of his +eye, his holiday mood seemed to come back again. Seizing the Baron's +arm, he pressed it, and said with a laugh, "I say, Baron, if you want to +get control over Omofaga----" + +"But, my dear friend----" protested the Baron. + +"If you do--I only say 'if'--I'm not the only man you've got to fight. +Well, yes, I am the only _man_." + +"My dear young friend, I don't understand you," pleaded the Baron. + +"We'll go and see Mrs. Dennison to-morrow," said Willie Ruston. + + + + + CHAPTER XIV. + + THE THING OR THE MAN. + + +"Well?" + +It was the morning of the next day, Mrs. Dennison sat in her place in +the little garden on the cliff, and Willie Ruston stood just at the turn +of the mounting path, where Marjory had paused to look at her friend. + +"Well, here I am," said he. + +She did not move, but held out her hand. He advanced and took it. + +"I met your children down below," he went on, "but they would hardly +speak to me. Why don't they like me?" + +"Never mind the children." + +"But I do mind. Most children like me." + +"How is everything?" + +"In London? Oh, first-rate. I saw your husband the----" + +"I mean, how is Omofaga?" + +"Capital; and here?" + +"It has been atrociously dull. What could you expect?" + +"Well, I didn't expect that, or I shouldn't have come." + +"Are the stores started?" + +"I thought it was holiday time? Well, yes, they are." + +She had been looking at him ever since he came, and at last he noticed +it. + +"Do I look well?" he asked in joke. + +"You know, it's rather a pleasure to look at you," she replied. "I've +been feeling so shut in," and she pushed her hair back from her +forehead, and glanced at him with a bright smile. "And it's really going +well?" + +"So well," he nodded, "that everything's quiet, and the preparations +well ahead. In three months" (and his enthusiasm began to get hold of +him) "I shall be off; in two more I hope to be actually there, and +then--why, forward!" + +She had listened at first with sparkling eyes; as he finished, her lips +drooped, and she leant back in her chair. There was a moment's silence; +then she said in a low voice, + +"Three months!" + +"It oughtn't to take more than two, if Jackson has arranged things +properly for me." + +Evidently he was thinking of his march up country; but it was the first +three mouths that were in her mind. She had longed to see the thing +really started, hastened by all her efforts the hour that was to set him +at work, and dreamt of the day when he should set foot in Omofaga. Now +all this seemed assured, imminent, almost present; yet there was no +exultation in her tone. + +"I meant, before you started," she said slowly. + +He looked up in surprise. + +"I can't manage sooner," he said, defending himself. "You know I don't +waste time." + +He was still off the scent; and even she herself was only now, for the +first time and as yet dimly, realising her own mind. + +"I have to do everything myself," he said. "Dear old Carlin can't walk a +step alone, and the Board"--he paused, remembering that Harry Dennison +was on the Board--"well, I find it hard to make them move as quick as I +want. I had to fix a date, and I fixed the earliest I could be +absolutely sure of." + +"Why don't they help you more?" she burst out indignantly. + +"Oh, I don't want help." + +"Yes, but I helped you!" she exclaimed, leaning forward, full again of +animation. + +"I can't deny it," he laughed. "You did indeed." + +"Yes," she said, and became again silent. + +"_Apropos_," said he. "I want to bring someone to see you this +afternoon--Baron von Geltschmidt." + +"Who?" + +"He was the German capitalist, you know." + +"What! Why, what's he doing here?" + +"He came to see me--so he says. May I bring him?" + +"Why, yes. He's a great--a great man, isn't he?" + +"Well, he's a great financier." + +"And he came to see you?" + +"So he says." + +"And don't you believe him?" + +"I don't know. I want your opinion," answered Ruston, with a smile. + +"Are you serious?" she asked quickly. "I mean, do you really want my +opinion, or are you being polite?" + +"I don't think _you_ a fool, you know," said Willie Ruston. + +She flashed a glance of understanding, mingled with reproach, at him, +and, leaning forward again, said, + +"Has he come about Omofaga?" + +"That you might tell me too--or will you want all Omofaga if you do so +much?" + +For a moment she smiled in recollection. Then her face grew sad. + +"Much of Omofaga I shall have!" she said. + +"Oh, I'll write," he promised carelessly. + +"Write!" she repeated in low, scornful tones. "Would you like to be +written to about it? It'll happen to you, and I'm to be written to!" + +"Well, then, I won't write." + +"Yes, do write." + +Willie Ruston smiled tolerantly, but his smile was suddenly cut short, +for Mrs. Dennison, not looking at him but out to sea, asked herself in a +whisper, which was plainly not meant for him though he heard it, + +"How shall I bear it?" + +He had been tilting his chair back; he brought the front legs suddenly +on to the ground again and asked, + +"Bear what?" + +She started to find he had heard, but attempted no evasion. + +"When you've gone," she answered in simple directness. + +He looked at her with raised eyebrows. There was no embarrassment in her +face, and no tremble in her voice; and no passion could he detect in +either. + +"How flat it will all be," she added in a tone of utter weariness. + +He was half-pleased, half-piqued at the way she seemed to look at him. +It not only failed to satisfy him, but stirred a new dissatisfaction. It +hinted much, but only, it seemed to him, to negative it. It left Omofaga +still all in all, and him of interest only because he would talk of and +work for Omofaga, and keep the Omofaga atmosphere about her. Now this +was wrong, for Omofaga existed for him, not he for Omofaga; that was the +faith of true disciples. + +"You don't care about me," he said. "It's all the Company--and only the +Company because it gives you something to do. Well, the Company'll go on +(I hope), and you'll hear about our doings." + +She turned to him with a puzzled look. + +"I don't know what it is," she said with a shake of her head. Then, with +a sudden air of understanding, as though she had caught the meaning that +before eluded her, she cried, "I'm just like you, I believe. If I went +to Omofaga, and you had to stay----" + +"Oh, it would be the deuce!" he laughed. + +"Yes, yes. Well, it is--the deuce," she answered, laughing in return. +But in a moment she was grave again. + +Her attraction for him--the old special attraction of the unknown and +unconquered--came strongly upon him, and mingled more now with pleasure +in her. Her silence let him think; and he began to think how wasted she +was on Harry Dennison. Another thought followed, and to that he gave +utterance. + +"But you've lots of things you could do at home; you could have plenty +to work at, and plenty of--of influence, and so on." + +"Yes, but--oh, it would come to Mr. Belford! Who wants to influence Mr. +Belford? Besides, I've grown to love it now, haven't you?" + +"Omofaga?" + +"Yes! It's so far off--and most people don't believe in it." + +"No, confound them! I wish they did!" + +"Do you? I'm not sure I do." + +She was so absorbed that she had not heard an approaching step, and was +surprised to see Ruston jump up while her last sentence was but half +said. + +"My dear Miss Valentine," he cried, his face lighting up with a smile of +pleasure, "how pleasant to meet you again!" + +There was no mistaking the sincerity of his greeting. Marjory blushed as +she gave him her hand, and he fixed his eyes on her in undisguised +approval. + +"You're looking splendid," he said. "Is it the air or the bathing or +what?" + +Perhaps it was both in part, but, more than either, it was a change that +worked outwards from within, and was giving to her face the expression +without which mere beauty of form or colour is poor in allurement. The +last traces of what Lord Semingham meant by "insipidity" had been chased +away. Ruston felt the change though he could not track it. + +Marjory, a bad dissembler, greeted him nervously, almost coldly; she was +afraid to let her gaze rest on him or on Mrs. Dennison for long, lest it +should hint her secret. Her manner betrayed such uneasiness that Ruston +noticed it. Mrs. Dennison did not, for something in Ruston's face had +caught her attention. She had seen many expressions in his eyes as he +looked at her--of sympathy, amusement, pleasure, even (what had pleased +her most) puzzle, but never what she saw now. The look now was a man's +homage to beauty--it differs from every other--a lover hardly seems to +have it unless his love be beautiful--and she had never yet seen it when +he looked at her. She turned away towards the sea, grasping the arm of +her chair with a sudden grip that streaked her fingers red and white. +Marjory also saw, and a wild hope leapt up in her that her task needed +not the doing. But a moment later Ruston was back in Omofaga--young Sir +Walter being his bridge for yet another transit. + +"How's Mr. Dennison?" asked Marjory, when he gave her an opportunity. + +"Oh, he's all right. You'd have heard, I suppose, if he hadn't been?" + +It was true. Marjory recognised the inappropriateness of her question, +but Mrs. Dennison came to the rescue. + +"Marjory wants a personal impression," she said. "You know she and my +husband are great allies!" + +"Well," laughed Ruston, "he was a little cross with me because I would +come to Dieppe. I should have felt the same in his place; but he's well +enough, I think." + +"I was going down to find Lady Semingham," said Marjory. "Are you coming +down this morning, Maggie?" + +"Maggie" was something new--adopted at Mrs. Dennison's request. + +"I think not, dear." + +"I am," said Ruston, taking up his walking stick. "I shall be up with +the Baron this afternoon, Mrs. Dennison. Come along, Miss Valentine. +We've been having no end of palaver about Omofaga," and as they +disappeared down the cliff Mrs. Dennison heard his voice talking eagerly +to Marjory. + +She felt her heart beating quickly. She had to conquer a strange +impulse to rise and hurry after them. She knew that she must be +jealous--jealous, she said to herself, trying to laugh, that he should +talk about Omofaga to other people. Nonsense! Why, he was always talking +of it! There was a stronger feeling in her, less vague, of fuller force. +It had come on her when he spoke of his going to Africa, but then it was +hard to understand, for with all her heart she thought she was still +bent on his going. It spoke more clearly now, stirred by the threat of +opposition. At first it had been the thing--the scheme--the idea--that +had caught her; she had taken the man for the thing's sake, because to +do such a thing proved him a man after her pattern. But now, as she sat +in the little garden, she dimly traced her change--she loved the scheme +because it was his. She did not shrink from testing it. "Yes," she +murmured, "if he gave it up now, I should go on with him to something +else." Then came another step--why should he not give it up? Why should +he go into banishment--he who might go near to rule England? Why should +he empty her life by going? But if he went--and she could not persuade +herself that she had power to stop his going--he must go from her side, +it must be she who gave him the stirrup-cup, she towards whom he would +look across the sea, she for whom he would store up his brief, grim +tales of victory, in whose eyes he would see the reflection of his +triumphs. Could she fill such a place in his life? She knew that she did +not yet, but she believed in herself. "I feel large enough," she said +with a smile. + +Yet there was something that she had not yet touched in him--the thing +which had put that look in his eyes, a thing that for the moment at +least Marjory Valentine had touched. Why had she not? She answered, with +a strong clinging to self-approbation, that it was because she would +not. She told herself that she had asked nothing from her intercourse +with him save the play of mind on mind--it was her mind and nothing else +that her own home failed to satisfy. She recalled the scornful disgust +with which she had listened to Semingham when he hinted to her that +there was only one way to rule a man. It seemed less disgusting to her +now than when he spoke. For, in the light of that look in his eyes, +there stood revealed a new possibility--always obvious, never hitherto +thought of--that another would take and wield the lower mighty power +that she had disdained to grasp, and by the might of the lower wrest +from her the higher. Was not the lower solidly based in nature, the +higher a fanciful structure resting in no sound foundation? The moment +this spectre took form before her--the moment she grasped that the +question might lie between her and another--that it might be not what +she would take but what she could keep--her heart cried out, to ears +that shrank from the tumultuous reckless cry, that less than all was +nothing, that, if need be, all must be paid for all. And, swift on the +horror of her discovery, came the inevitable joy in it--joy that will be +silenced by no reproofs, not altogether abashed by any shame, that no +pangs can rob utterly of its existence--a thing to smother, to hide, to +rejoice in. + +Yet she would not face unflinchingly what her changing mind must mean. +She tried to put it aside--to think of something, ah! of anything else, +of anything that would give her foothold. + +"I love my husband," she found herself saying. "I love poor old Harry +and the children." She repeated it again and again, praying the +shibboleth to show its saving virtue. It was part of her creed, part of +her life, to be a good wife and mother--part of her traditions that +women who were not that were nothing at all, and that there was nothing +a woman might take in exchange for this one splendid, all-comprehending +virtue. To that she must stand--it was strange to be driven to argue +with herself on such a point. She mused restlessly as she sat; she +listened eagerly for her children's footsteps mounting the hill; she +prayed an interruption to rescue her from her thoughts. Just now she +would think no more about it; it was thinking about it that did all the +harm. Yet while she was alone she could not choose but surrender to the +thought of it--to the thought of what a price she must pay for her +traditions and her creed. The payment, she cried, would leave life an +empty thing. Yet it must be paid--if it must. Was it now come to that? +Was this the parting of the roads? + +"I must, yet I cannot! I must not, yet I must." It was the old clash of +powers, the old conflict of commands, the old ruthless will of nature +that makes right too hard and yet fastens anguish upon sin--that makes +us yearn for and hate the higher while we love and loathe the lower. + + + + + CHAPTER XV. + + THE WORK OF A WEEK. + + +Much went to spoil the stay at Dieppe, but the only overt trouble was +the feeble health of the Baron von Geltschmidt. The old man had rapidly +made his way into the liking of his new acquaintances. Semingham found +his dry, worldly-wise, perhaps world-weary, humour an admirable sauce to +conversation; Adela Ferrars detected kindness in him; his gallant +deference pleased Lady Semingham. They were all grieved when the cold +winds laid hold of him, forced him to keep house often, and drove him to +furs and a bath-chair, even when the sun shone most brightly. Although +they liked him, they implored him to fly south. He would not move, +finding pleasure in them, and held fast by an ever-increasing uneasy +interest in Willie Ruston. Adela quarrelled with him heartily and +energetically on this score. To risk health because anyone was +interesting was absurd; to risk it on Ruston's account most +preposterous. "I'd be ill to get away from him," she declared. The Baron +was obstinate, fatalistic as to his health, infatuated in his folly; +stay he would, while Ruston stayed. Yet what Ruston did, pleased him +not; for the better part of the man--what led him to respond to kindness +or affection, and abate something of his hardness where he met no +resistance--seemed to be conspiring with his old domineering mood to +lead him beyond all power of warning or recall. + +A week had passed since Ruston paid his first visit to Mrs. Dennison in +the cottage on the cliff. It was a bright morning. The Baron was feeling +stronger; he had left his chair and walked with Adela to a seat. There +they sat side by side, in the occasional talk and easy silences of +established friendship. The Baron smoked his cigar; Adela looked idly at +the sea; but suddenly the Baron began to speak. + +"I had a talk with our friend, Lord Semingham, this morning," said he. + +"About anything in particular?" + +"I meant it to be, but he doesn't like talk that leads anywhere in +particular." + +"No, he doesn't," said Adela, with a slight smile. + +The Baron sat silent for a moment, then he said, + +"May I talk to you, Miss Ferrars?" and he looked at her inquiringly. + +"Why, of course," she answered. "Is it about yourself, Baron? You're not +worse, are you?" + +He took no notice of her question, but pointed towards the cliff. + +"What is happening up there?" he asked. + +Adela started. She had not realised that he meant to talk on that +subject. + +He detected her shrinking and hastened to defend himself. + +"Or are we to say nothing?" he asked. "Nothing? When we all see! Don't +you see? Doesn't Miss Valentine see? Is she so sad for nothing? Oh, +don't shake your head. And the other--this Mrs. Dennison? Am I to go +on?" + +"No," said Adela sharply; and added, a moment later, "I know." + +"And what does he mean?" + +"He?" cried Adela. "Oh, he's not human." + +"Nay, but he's terribly human," said the old Baron. + +Adela looked round at him, but then turned away. + +"I know what I would say, but I may not say it," pursued the Baron. "To +you I may not say it. I know him. He will take, if he is offered." + +His voice sank to a whisper. + +"Then God help her," murmured Adela under her breath, while her cheeks +flamed red. + +"Yes, he will take, and he will go. Ah, he is a man to follow and to +believe in--to trust your money, your fortune, your plans, even your +secrets to; but----" + +He paused, flinging away his extinct cigar. + +"Well?" asked Adela in a low tone, eager in spite of her hatred of the +topic. + +"Never your love," said he; and added, "yet I believe I, who am old +enough to know better, and too old to learn better, have almost given +him mine. Well, I am not a woman." + +"He can't hurt you," said Adela. + +"Yes, he can," said the Baron with a dreary smile. + +Adela was not thinking of her companion. + +"Why do you talk of it?" she asked impatiently. + +"I know I was wrong." + +"No, no. I mean, why do you talk of it now?" + +"Because," said the Baron, "he will not. Have you seen no change in him +this week? A week ago, he laughed when I talked to him. He did not mind +me speaking--it was still a trifle--nonsense--a week ago; if you like, +an amusement, a pastime!" + +"Well, and now?" + +"Now he tells me to hold my tongue. And yet I am glad for one thing. +That girl will not have him for a husband." + +"Glad! Why, Baron, don't you see----" + +"Yes, I see. Still I am glad." + +"I can't go on talking about it; but is there no hope?" + +"Where is it? For the time--mind you for the time--he is under that +other woman's power." + +"She's under his, you mean." + +"I mean both. She was a friend of yours. Yes. She is not altogether a +bad woman; but she has had a bad fortune. Ah, there she is, and he with +her." + +As he spoke, Mrs. Dennison and Ruston came by. Mrs. Dennison flung them +a glance of recognition; it was hardly more, and even for so much she +seemed to grudge the interruption. Ruston's greeting was more +ceremonious; he smiled, but his brows contracted a little, and he said +to his companion, + +"Miss Ferrars isn't pleased with me." + +"That hurts?" she asked lightly. + +"No," he answered, after a short pause, "I don't know that it does." + +But the frown dwelt a little longer on his face. + +"Sit down here," she said, and they sat down in full view of Adela and +the Baron, about twenty yards off. + +"She's mad," murmured Adela, and the Baron muttered assent. + +It was the time of the morning when everybody was out. Presently Lord +and Lady Semingham strolled by--Lady Semingham did not see Maggie +Dennison, her husband did, and Adela caught the look in his eye. Then +down from the hill and on to the grass came Marjory Valentine. She saw +both couples, and, for a perceptible moment, stood wavering between +them. She looked pale and weary. Mrs. Dennison indicated her with the +slightest gesture. + +"You were asking for her. There she is," she said to Willie Ruston. + +"Well, I think I'll go and ask her." + +"What?" + +"To come for a walk." + +"Now?" + +"Why not?" he asked with a surprised smile. + +As he spoke, Marjory's hesitation ended; she joined Adela and the Baron. + +"How rude you are!" exclaimed Mrs. Dennison angrily, "you asked me to +come out with you." + +"So I did. By Jove, so I did! But you don't walk, do you? And I feel +rather like a walk now." + +"Oh, if you prefer her society----" + +"Her prattle," he said, smiling, "amuses me. You and I always discuss +high matters, you see." + +"She doesn't prattle, and you know it." + +He looked at her for a moment. He had gone so far as to rise, but he +resumed his seat. + +"What's the matter?" he asked tolerantly. + +Maggie Dennison's lip quivered. The week that had passed had been a +stormy one to her. There had been a breaking-down of barriers--barriers +of honour, conscience, and pride. All she could do to gain or keep her +mastery she had done. She had all but thrown herself at his feet. She +hated to think of the things she had said or half-said; and she had seen +Marjory's eyes look wondering horror and pitying contempt at her. Of her +husband she would not think. And she had won in return--she knew not +what. It hung still in the balance. Sometimes he would seem engrossed in +her; but again he would turn to Marjory or another with a kind of +relief, as though she wearied him. And of her struggles, of the great +humiliations she suffered, of all she sacrificed to him, he seemed +unconscious. Yet, cost what it might, she could not let him go now. The +screen of Omofaga was dropped; she knew that it was the man whose life +she was resolute to fill; whether she called it love for him or what +else mattered little; it seemed rather a mere condition of existence, +necessary yet not sweet, even revolting; but its alternative was death. + +She had closed her eyes for a moment under the stress of her pain. When +she opened them, he was looking at her. And the look she knew was at +last in his eyes. She put up her hand to ward it off; it woke her +horror, but it woke her delight also. She could not choose whether to +banish it, or to live in it all her life. She tried to speak, but her +utterance was choked. + +"Why, I believe you're--jealous," said Willie Ruston. "But then they +always say I'm a conceited chap." + +He spoke with a laugh, but he looked at her intently. The little scene +was the climax of a week's gradual betrayal. Often in all the hours they +had spent together, in all the engrossing talks they had had, something +of the kind had appeared and disappeared; he had wondered at her +changefulness, her moods of expansion and of coldness--a rapturous +greeting of him to be followed by a cold dismissal--an eager sympathy +alternating with wilful indifference. She had, too, fits of prudence, +when she would not go with him--and then spasms of recklessness when her +manner seemed to defy all restraint and mock at the disapproval of her +friends. On these puzzles--to him, preoccupied as he was and little +versed in such matters, they had seemed such--the present moment shed +its light. He recalled, with understanding, things that had passed +meaninglessly before his eyes, that he seemed to have forgotten +altogether; the ambiguous things became plain; what had been, though +plain, yet strange, fell into its ordered place and became natural. The +new relation between them proclaimed itself the interpretation and the +work of the bygone week. + +Her glove lay in her lap, and he touched it lightly; the gesture +speaking of their sudden new familiarity. + +Her reproach was no less eloquent; she rebuked not the thing, but the +rashness of it. + +"Don't do that. They're looking," she found voice to whisper. + +He withdrew his hand, and, taking off his hat, pushed the hair back from +his forehead. Presently he looked at her with an almost comical air of +perplexity; she was conscious of the glance, but she would not meet it. +He pursed his lips to whistle. + +"Don't," she whispered sharply. "Don't whistle." A whistle brought her +husband to her mind. + +The checked whistle rudely reflected his mingled feelings. He wished +that he had been more on his guard--against her and against himself. +There had been enough to put him on his guard; if he had been put on his +guard, this thing need not have happened. He called the thing in his +thoughts "inconvenient." He was marvellously awake to the inconvenience +of it; it was that which came uppermost in his mind as he sat by Maggie +Dennison. Yet, in spite of a phrase that sounded so cold and brutal, his +reflections paid her no little compliment; for he called the revelation +inconvenient all the more, and most of all, because he found it of +immense interest, because it satisfied suddenly and to the full a sense +of interest and expectation that had been upon him, because it seemed to +make an immense change in his mind and to alter the conditions of his +life. Had it not done all this, its inconvenience would have been much +less--to him and save in so far as he grieved for her--nay, it would +have been, in reality, nothing. It was inconvenient because it twisted +his purposes, set him at jar with himself, and cut across the orderly +lines he had laid down--and because, though it did all this, he was not +grieved nor angry at it. + +He rose to his feet. Mrs. Dennison looked up quickly. + +"I shall go for my walk now," he said, and he added in answer to her +silent question, "Oh, yes, alone. I've got a thing or two I want to +think about." + +Her eyes dropped as he spoke. He had smiled, and she, in spite of +herself, had smiled in answer; but she could not look at him while she +smiled. He stood there for an instant, smiling still; then he grew +grave, and turned to walk away. Her sigh witnessed the relaxation of the +strain. But, after one step, he faced her again, and said, as though the +idea had just struck him, + +"I say, when does Dennison come?" + +"In a week," she answered. + +For just a moment again, he stood still, thoughtfully looking at her. +Then he lifted his hat, wheeled round, and walked briskly off towards +the jetty at the far end of the expanse of grass. Adela Ferrars, twenty +yards off, marked his going with a sigh of relief. + +Mrs. Dennison sat where she was a little while longer. Her agitation was +quickly passing, and there followed on it a feeling of calm. She seemed +to have resigned charge of herself, to have given her conduct into +another's keeping. She did not know what he would do; he had uttered no +word of pleasure or pain, praise or blame; and that question at the +last--about her husband--was ambiguous. Did he ask it, fearing Harry's +arrival, or did he think the arrival of her husband would end an awkward +position and set him free? Really, she did not know. She had done what +she could--and what she could not help. He must do what he liked--only, +knowing him, she did not think that she had set an end to their +acquaintance. And that for the moment was enough. + +"A woman, Bessie," she heard a voice behind her saying, "may be anything +from a cosmic force to a clothes-peg." + +"I don't know what a cosmic force is," said Lady Semingham. + +"A cosmic force? Why----" + +"But I don't want to know, Alfred. Why, Maggie, that's a new shade of +brown on your shoes. Where do you get them?" + +Mrs. Dennison gave her bootmaker's address, and Lady Semingham told her +husband to remember it. She never remembered that he always forgot such +things. + +The arrival of the Seminghams seemed to break the spell which had held +Mrs. Dennison apart from the group over against her. Adela strolled +across, followed by Marjory, and the Baron on Marjory's arm. The whole +party gathered in a cluster; but Marjory hung loosely on the outskirts +of the circle, and seemed scarcely to belong to it. + +The Baron seated himself in the place Willie Ruston had left empty. The +rest stood talking for a minute or two, then Semingham put his hand in +his pocket and drew out a folded sheet of tracing-paper. + +"We're all Omofagites here, aren't we?" he said; "even you, Baron, now. +Here's a plan Carlin has just sent me. It shows our territory." + +Everybody crowded round to look as he unfolded it. Mrs. Dennison was +first in undisguised eagerness; and Marjory came closer, slipping her +arm through Adela Ferrars'. + +"What does the blue mean?" asked Adela. + +"Native settlements." + +"Oh! And all that brown?--it's mostly brown." + +"Brown," answered Semingham, with a slight smile, "means unexplored +country." + +"I should have made it all brown," said Adela, and the Baron gave an +appreciative chuckle. + +"And what are these little red crosses?" asked Mrs. Dennison, laying the +tip of her finger on one. + +"Eh? What, those? Oh, let me see. Here, just hold it while I look at +Carlin's letter. He explains it all," and Lord Semingham began to fumble +in his breast-pocket. + +"Dear me," said Bessie Semingham, in a tone of delicate pleasure, "they +look like tombstones." + +"Hush, hush, my dear lady," cried the old Baron; "what a bad omen!" + +"Tombstones," echoed Maggie Dennison thoughtfully. "So they do--just +like tombstones." + +A pause fell on the group. Adela broke it. + +"Well, Director, have you found your directions?" she asked briskly. + +"It was a momentary lapse of memory," said Semingham with dignity. +"Those--er--little----" + +"No, not tombstones," interrupted the Baron earnestly. + +"Little--er--signposts are, of course, the forts belonging to the +Company. What else should they be?" + +"Oh, _forts_," murmured everybody. + +"They are," continued Lord Semingham apologetically, "in the nature of a +prophecy at present, as I understand." + +"A very bad prophecy, according to Bessie," said Mrs. Dennison. + +"I hope," said the Baron, shaking his head, "that the official name is +more correct than Lady Semingham's." + +"So do I," said Marjory; and added, before she could think not to add, +and with unlucky haste, "my brother's going out, you know." + +Mrs. Dennison looked at her. Then she crossed over to her, saying to +Adela, + +"You never let me have a word with my own guest, except at breakfast and +bedtime. Come and walk up and down with me, Marjory." + +Marjory obeyed; the group began to scatter. + +"But didn't they look like tombstones, Baron?" said Bessie Semingham +again, as she sat down and made room for the old man beside her. When +she had an idea she liked it very much. He began to be voluble in his +reproof of her gloomy fancies; but she merely laughed in glee at her +ingenuity. + +Adela, by a gesture, brought Semingham to her side and walked a few +paces off with him. + +"Will you go with me to the post-office?" she said abruptly. + +"By all means," he answered, feeling for his glass. + +"Oh, you needn't get your glass to spy at me with." + +"Dear, dear, you use one yourself!" + +"I'll tell you myself why I'm going. You're going to send a telegram." + +"Am I?" + +"Yes; to invite someone to stay with you. Lord Semingham, when you find +a woman relies on a man--on one man only--in trouble, what do you +think?" + +She asked the question in a level voice, looking straight before her. + +"That she's fond of him." + +"And does he--the man--think the same?" + +"Generally. I think most men would. They're seldom backward to think it, +you know." + +"Then," she said steadily, "you must think, and he must think, what you +like. I can't help it. I want you to wire and ask a man to come and stay +with you." + +He turned to her in surprise. + +"Tom Loring," she said, and the moment the name left her lips Semingham +hastily turned his glance away. + +"Awkward--with the other fellow here," he ventured to suggest. + +"Mr. Ruston doesn't choose your guests." + +"But Mrs.----" + +"Oh, fancy talking of awkwardness now! He used to influence her once, +you know. Perhaps he might still. Do let us try," and her voice trembled +in earnestness. + +"We'll try. Will he come? He's very angry with her." + +And Adela answered, still looking straight in front of her, + +"I'm going to send him a wire, too." + +"I'm very glad to hear it," said Lord Semingham. + + + + + CHAPTER XVI. + + THE LAST BARRIERS. + + +Willie Ruston rested his elbows on the jetty-wall and gazed across the +harbour entrance. He had come there to think; and deliberate thinking +was a rare thing for him to set his head to. His brain dealt +generally--even with great matters, as all brains deal with small--in +rapid half-unconscious beats; the process coalescing so closely with the +decision as to be merged before it could be recognised. But about this +matter he meant to think; and the first result of his determination was +(as it often is in such a case) that nothing at all relevant would stay +by him. There was a man fishing near, and he watched the float; he +looked long at the big hotel at Puys, which faced him a mile away, and +idly wondered whether it were full; he followed the egress of a fishing +boat with strict attention. Then, in impatience, he turned round and sat +down on the stone bench and let his eyes see nothing but the flags of +the pavement. Even then he hardly thought; but after a time he became +vaguely occupied with Maggie Dennison, his mind playing to and fro over +her voice, her tricks of manner, her very gait, and at last settling +more or less resolutely on the strange revelation of herself which she +had gradually made and had consummated that day. It changed his feelings +towards her; but it did not change them to contempt. He had his ideas, +but he did not make ideal figures out of humanity; and humanity could go +very far wrong and sink very deep in its lower possibilities without +shocking him. Nor did he understand her, nor realise how great a +struggle had brought what he saw to birth. It seemed to him a thing not +unnatural, even in her, who was in much unlike most other women. There +are dominions that are not to be resisted, and we do not think people +weak simply because they are under our own influence. His surprise was +reserved for the counter-influence which he felt, and strove not to +acknowledge; his contempt for the disturbance into which he himself was +thrown. At that he was half-displeased, puzzled, and alarmed; yet that, +too, had its delight. + +"What rot it is!" he muttered, in the rude dialect of self-communion, +which sums up a bewildering conflict in a word of slang. + +He was afraid of himself--and his exclamation betrayed the fear. Men of +strong will are not all will; the strong will has other strong things to +fight, and the strong head has mighty rebels to hold down. That he felt; +but his fear of himself had its limits. He was not the man--as he saw +very well at this moment, and recognised with an odd mixture of pride +and humiliation--to give up his life to a passion. Had that been the +issue clearly and definitely set before him he would not have sat +doubtful on the jetty. He understood what of nobility lay in such a +temperament, and his humiliation was because it made no part of him; but +the pride overmastered, and at last he was glad to say to himself that +there was no danger of his losing all for love. Indeed, was he in love? +In love in the grand sense people talked and wrote about so much? Well, +there were other senses, and there were many degrees. The question he +weighed, or rather the struggle which he was undergoing, was between +resisting or yielding before a temptation to take into his life +something which should not absorb it, but yet in a measure alter it, +which allured him all the more enticingly because, judging as he best +could, he could see no price which must be paid for it--well, except +one. And, as the one came into his mind, it made him pause, and he mused +on it, looking at it in all lights. Sometimes he put the price as an act +of wrong which would stain him--for, apart from other, maybe greater, +maybe more fanciful obstacles, Harry Dennison held him for a +friend--sometimes as an act of weakness which would leave him +vulnerable. And, after these attempted reasonings, he would fall again +to thinking of Maggie Dennison, her voice, her manner, and the +revelation of herself; and in these picturings the reasoning died away. + +There are a few deliberate sinners, a few by whom "Evil, be thou my +Good" is calmly uttered as a dedication and a sacrament, but most men do +not make up their minds to be sinners or determine in cool resolve to do +acts of the sort that lurked behind Willie Ruston's picturings. They +only fail to make up their minds not to do them. Ruston, in a fury of +impatience, swept all his musings from him--it led to nothing. It left +him where he was. He was vexing himself needlessly; he told himself that +he could not decide what he ought to do. In truth, he did not choose to +decide what it was that he chose to do. And with the thoughts that he +drove away went the depression they had carried with them. He was +confident again in himself, his destiny, his career; and in its fancied +greatness, the turmoil he had suffered sank to its small proportions. He +returned to his old standpoint, and to the old medley of pride and shame +it gave him; he might be of supreme importance to Maggie Dennison, but +she was only of some importance to him. He could live without her. But, +at present, he regarded her loss as a thing not necessary to undergo. + +It was late in the day that he met young Sir Walter, who ran to him, +open-mouthed with news. Walter was afraid that the news would be +unpalatable, and could not understand such want of tact in Semingham. To +ask Tom Loring while Ruston was there argued a bluntness of perception +strange to young Sir Walter. But, be the news good or bad, he had only +to report; and report it he did straightway to his chief. Willie Ruston +smiled, and said that, if Loring did not mind meeting him, he did not +mind meeting Loring; indeed, he would welcome the opportunity of proving +to that unbeliever that there was water somewhere within a hundred miles +of Fort Imperial (which Tom in one of those articles had sturdily +denied). Then he flirted away a stone with his stick and asked if anyone +had yet told Mrs. Dennison. And, Sir Walter thinking not, he said, + +"Oh, well, I'm going there. I'll tell her." + +"She'll know why he's coming," said Walter, nodding his head wisely. + +"Will she? Do you know?" asked Ruston with a smile--young Sir Walter's +wisdom was always sure of that tribute from him. + +"If you'd seen Adela Ferrars, you'd know too. She tries to make believe +it's nothing, but she's--oh, she's----" + +"Well?" + +"She's all of a flutter," laughed Walter. + +"You've got to the bottom of that," said Ruston in a tone of conviction. + +"Still, I think it's inconsiderate of Loring; he must know that Mrs. +Dennison will find it rather awkward. But, of course, if a fellow's in +love, he won't think of that." + +"I suppose not," said Willie Ruston, smiling again at this fine scorn. + +Then, with a sudden impulse, struck perhaps with an envy of what he +laughed at, he put his arm through his young friend's, and exclaimed, +with a friendly confidential pressure of the hand, + +"I say, Val, I wish the devil we were in Omofaga, don't you?" + +"Rather!" came full and rich from his companion's lips. + +"With a few thousand miles between us and everything--and everybody!" + +Young Sir Walter's eyes sparkled. + +"Off in three months now," he reminded his leader exultingly. + +It could not be. The Fates will not help in such a fashion, it is not +their business to cut the noose a man ties round his neck--happy is he +if they do not draw it tight. With a sigh, Willie Ruston dropped his +companion's arm, and left him with no other farewell than a careless +nod. Of Tom Loring's coming he thought little. It might be that Sir +Walter had seen most of its meaning, and that Semingham was acting as a +benevolent match-maker--a character strange for him, and amusing to see +played--but, no doubt, there was a little more. Probably Tom had some +idea of turning him from his path, of combating his influence, of +disputing his power. Well, Tom had tried that once, and had failed; he +would fail again. Maggie Dennison had not hesitated to resent such +interference; she had at once (Ruston expressed it to himself) put Tom +in his right place. Tom would be no more to her at Dieppe than in +London--nay, he would be less, for any power unbroken friendship and +habit might have had then would be gone by now. Thus, though he saw the +other meaning, he made light of it, and it was as a bit of gossip +concerning Adela Ferrars, not as tidings which might affect herself, +that he told Mrs. Dennison of Tom's impending arrival. + +On her the announcement had a very different effect. For her the whole +significance lay in what Ruston ignored, and none in what had caught his +fancy. He was amazed to see the rush of colour to her cheeks. + +"Tom Loring coming here!" she cried in something like horror. + +Again, and with a laugh, Ruston pointed out the motive of his coming, as +young Sir Walter had interpreted it; but he added, as though in +concession, and with another laugh, + +"Perhaps he wants to keep his eye on me, too. He doesn't trust me +further than he can see me, you know." + +Without looking at him or seeming to listen to his words, she asked, in +low, indignant tones, + +"How dare he come?" + +Willie Ruston opened his eyes. He did not understand so much emotion +spent on such a trifle. Say it was bad taste in Loring to come, or an +impertinence! Well, it was not a tragedy at all events. He was almost +angry with her for giving importance to it; and the importance she gave +set him wondering. But before he could translate his feeling into words, +she turned to him, leaning across the table that stood between them, and +clasping her hands. + +"I can't bear to have him here now," she murmured. + +"What harm will he do? You needn't see anything of him," rejoined +Ruston, more astonished at each new proof of disquietude in her. + +But Tom Loring was not to be so lightly dismissed from her mind; and she +did not seem to heed when Ruston added, with a laugh, + +"You got rid of him once, didn't you? I should think you could again." + +"Ah, then! That was different." + +He looked at her curiously. She was agitated, but there seemed to be +more than agitation. As he read it, it was fear; and discerning it, he +spoke in growing surprise and rising irritation. + +"You look as if you were afraid of him." + +"Afraid of him?" she broke out. "Yes, I am afraid of him." + +"Of Loring?" he exclaimed in sheer wonder. "Why, in heaven's name? +Loring's not----" + +He was going to say "your husband," but stopped himself. + +"I can't face him," she whispered. "Oh, you know! Why do you torment me? +Or don't you know? Oh, how strange you are!" + +And now there was fear in her eyes when she looked at Ruston. + +He sat still a moment, and then in slow tones he said, + +"I don't see what concern your affairs are of Loring's, or mine either, +by God!" + +At the last word his voice rose a little, and his lips shut tight as it +left them. + +"Oh, it's easy for you," she said, half in anger at him, half in scorn +of herself. "You don't know what he is--what he was--to me." + +"What was Loring to you?" he asked in sharp, imperious tones--tones that +made her hurriedly cry, + +"No, no; not that, not that. How could you think that of me?" + +"What then?" came curt and crisp from him, her reproach falling +unheeded. + +"Oh, I wish--I wish you could understand just a little! Do you think +it's all nothing to me? Do you think I don't mind?" + +"I don't know what it is to you," he said doggedly. "I know it's nothing +to Loring." + +"I don't believe," she went on, "that he's coming because of Adela at +all." + +And as she spoke, she met his eyes for a moment, and then shrank from +them. + +"Come, shall we speak plainly?" he asked with evident impatience. + +"Ah, you will, I know," she wailed, with a smile and a despairing +gesture. She loved and dreaded him for it. "Not too plainly, Willie!" + +His mouth relaxed. + +"Why do you worry about the fellow?" he asked. + +"Well, I'll speak plainly, too," she cried. "He's not a fool; and he's +an honest man. That's why I don't want him here;" and enduring only till +she had flung out the truth, she buried her face in her hands. + +"I've had enough of him," said Willie Ruston, frowning. "He's always got +in my way; first about the Company--and now----" + +He broke off, pushing his chair back, and rising to his feet. He walked +to the window of the little sitting-room where they were; the sun was +setting over the sea, and early dusk gathering. It was still, save for +the sound of the waves. + +"Is there nobody at home?" he asked, with his back towards her. + +"No. Marjory and the children have gone down to the _Rome_ to have tea +with Bessie Semingham." + +He waited a moment longer, looking out, then he came back and stood +facing her. She was leaning her head on her hand. At last she spoke in a +low voice. + +"He's Harry's friend," she said, "and he used to be mine; and he trusted +me." + +Willie Ruston threw his head back with a little sharp jerk. + +"Oh, well, I didn't come to talk about Tom Loring," he said. "If you +value his opinion so very much, why, you must keep it; that's all," and +he moved towards where his hat was lying. "But I'm afraid I can't share +my friends with him." + +"Oh, I know you won't share anything with anybody," said Maggie +Dennison, her voice trembling between a sob and a laugh. + +He turned instantly. His face lighted up, and the sun, casting its last +rays on her eyes, made them answer with borrowed brilliance. + +"I won't share you with Loring, anyhow," he cried, walking close up to +her, and resting his hand on the table. + +She laid hers gently on it. + +"Don't go to Omofaga, Willie," she said. + +For a moment he sheerly stared at her; then he burst into a merry +unrestrained peal of laughter. Next he lifted her hand and kissed it. + +"You are the most wonderful woman in the world," said he, his mouth +quivering with amusement. + +"Oh!" she exclaimed, throwing her arms wide for a moment. + +"Well, what's the matter? What have I done wrong now?" + +She rose and walked up and down the room. + +"I wish I'd never seen you," she said from the far end of it. + +"I wish I'd never seen--Tom Loring." + +"Ah, that's the only thing!" she cried. "I may live or I may die, or I +may--do anything you like; but I mustn't have another friend! I mustn't +give a thought to what anybody else thinks of me!" + +"You mustn't balance me against Tom Loring," he answered between his +teeth, all signs of his merriment gone now. + +For a moment--not long, but seeming very long--there was silence in the +room; and, while the brief stillness reigned, she fought a last battle +against him, calling loyalty and friendship to her aid, praying their +alliance against the overbearing demand he made on her--against his +roughness, his blindness to all she suffered for him. But the strife was +short. Lifting her hands above her head, and bringing them down through +the air as with a blow, she cried, + +"My God, I balance nothing against you!" + +Her reward--her only reward--seemed on the instant to be hers. Willie +Ruston was transformed; his sullenness was gone; his eyes were alight +with triumph; the smile she loved was on his lips, and he had forgotten +those troubled, useless, mazy musings on the jetty. He took a quick step +towards her, holding out both his hands. She clasped them. + +"Nothing?" he asked in a low tone. "Nothing, Maggie?" + +She bowed her head for answer; it was the attitude of surrender, of +helplessness, and of trust, and it appealed to the softer feeling in him +which her resistance had smothered. He was strongly moved, and his face +was pale as he drew her to him and kissed her lips; but all he said was, + +"Then the deuce take Tom Loring!" + +It seemed to her enough. The light devil-may-care words surely covered a +pledge from him to her--something in return from him to her. At last, +surely he was hers, and her wishes his law. It was her moment; she would +ask of him now the uttermost wish of her heart--the wish that had +displaced all else--the passionate wish not to lose him--not, as it +were, to be emptied of him. + +"And Omofaga?" she whispered. + +His eyes looked past her, out into the dim twilight, into the broad +world--the world that she seemed to ask him to give for her, as she was +giving her world for him. He laughed again, but not as he had laughed +before. There was a note of wonder in his laugh now--of wonder that the +prayer seemed now not so utterly absurd--that he could imagine himself +doing even that--spoiling his heart of its darling ambition--for her. +Yet, even in that moment of her strongest sway, as her arms were about +him, he was swearing to himself that he would not. + +She did not press for an answer. A glance into his distant eyes gave her +one, perhaps, for she sighed as though in pain. Hearing her, he bent his +look on her again. Though he might deny that last boon, he had given her +much. So she read; and, drawing herself to her full height, she released +one of her hands from his, and held it out to him. For a moment he +hesitated; then a slow smile breaking on his face, he bent and kissed +it, and she whispered over his bent head, half in triumph, half in +apology for bidding him bend his head even in love, + +"I like pretending to be queen--even with you, Willie." + +Her flattery, so sweet to him, because it was wrung from her all against +her will, and was for him alone of men, thrilled through him and he was +drawing her to him again when the merry chatter of a child struck on +their ears from the garden. + +She shrank back. + +"Hark!" she murmured. "They're coming." + +"Yes," he said, with a frown. "I shall come to-morrow, Maggie." + +"To-morrow? Every day?" said she. + +"Well, then, every day. But to-morrow all day." + +"Ah, yes, all day to-morrow." + +"But I must go now." + +"No, no, don't go," she said quickly. "Sit down; see, sit there. Don't +look as if you'd thought of going." + +He did as she bade him, trying to assume an indifferent air. + +She, too, sat down, her eyes fixed on the door. A strange look of pain +and shame spread over her face. She must bend to deceive her children, +to dread detection, to play little tricks and weave little devices +against the eyes of those for whom she had been an earthly +providence--the highest, most powerful, and best they knew. Willie +Ruston did not follow the thought that stamped its mark on her face +then, nor understand why, with a sudden gasp, she dashed her hand across +her eyes and turned to him with trembling lips, crying, in low tones, + +"Ah, but I have you, Willie!" + +Before he could answer her appeal, the voices were in the passage. Her +face grew calm, save for a slight frown on her brow. She shaped her lips +into a smile to meet the incomers. She shot a rapid glance of caution +and warning at him. The door was flung open, and the three children +rushed in, Madge at their head. Madge, seeing Willie Ruston, stopped +short, and her laughter died away. She turned and said, + +"Marjory, here's Mr. Ruston." + +None could mistake her tone for one of welcome. + +Marjory Valentine came forward. She looked at neither of them, but sat +down near the table. + +"Well, Madge," said Mrs. Dennison, "there's good news for you, isn't +there? Your friend's coming." + +Madge, finding (as she thought) sympathy, came to her mother's knee. + +"Yes, I'm glad," she said. "Are you glad, mother?" + +"Oh, I don't mind," answered Mrs. Dennison, kissing her; but she could +not help one glance at Willie Ruston. Bitterly she repented it, for she +found Marjory Valentine following it with her open sorrowful eyes. She +rose abruptly, and Ruston rose also, and with brief good-nights--Madge +being kissed only on strong persuasion--took his leave. The children +flocked away to take off their hats, and Marjory was left alone with her +hostess. + +The girl looked pale, weary, and sad. Mrs. Dennison was stirred to an +impulse of compassion. Walking up to where she sat, she bent down as +though to kiss her. Marjory looked up. There was a question--it seemed +to be a question--in her face. Mrs. Dennison flushed red from neck to +forehead, and then grew paler than the pallor she had pitied. The girl's +unspoken question seemed to echo hauntingly from every corner of the +little room, "Are your lips--clean?" + + + + + CHAPTER XVII. + + A SOUND IN THE NIGHT. + + +Slow in forming, swift in acting; slow in the making, swift in the +working; slow to the summit, swift down the other slope; it is the way +of nature, and the way of the human mind. What seemed yesterday unborn +and impossible, is to-day incipient and a great way off, to-morrow +complete, present, and accomplished. After long labour a thing springs +forth full grown; to deny it, or refuse it, or fight against it, seems +now as vain as a few hours ago it was to hope for it, or to fear, or to +imagine, or conceive it. In like manner, the slow, crawling, upward +journey can be followed by every eye; its turns, its twists, its checks, +its zigzags may be recorded on a chart. Then is the brief pause--on the +summit--and the tottering incline towards the declivity. But how +describe what comes after? The dazzling rush that beats the eye, that in +its fury of advance, its paroxysm of speed, is void of halts or turns, +and, darting from point to point, covers and blurs the landscape till +there seems nothing but the moving thing; and that again, while the +watcher still tries vainly to catch its whirl, has sprung, and reached, +and ceased; and, save that there it was and here it is, he would not +know that its fierce stir had been. + +Such a race runs passion to its goal, when the reins hang loose. Hours +may do what years have not done, and minutes sum more changes than long +days could stretch to hold. The world narrows till there would seem to +be nothing else existent in it--nothing of all that once held out the +promise (sure as it then claimed to be) of escape, of help, or warning. +The very promise is forgotten, the craving for its fulfilment dies away. +"Let me alone," is the only cry; and the appeal makes its own answer, +the entreaty its own concession. + +Some thirty hours had passed since the last recorded scene, and Marjory +Valentine was still under Mrs. Dennison's roof. It had been hard to +stay, but the girl would not give up her self-imposed hopeless task. +Helpless she had proved, and hopeless she had become. The day had passed +with hardly a word spoken between her and her hostess. Mrs. Dennison had +been out the greater part of the time, and, when out, she had been with +Ruston. She had come in to dinner at half-past seven, and at nine had +gone to her room, pleading fatigue and a headache. Marjory had sat up a +little longer, with an unopened book on her knee. Then she also went to +bed, and tried vainly to sleep. She had left her bed now, and, wrapped +in a dressing-gown, sat in a low arm-chair near the window. It was a +dark and still night; a thick fog hung over the little garden; nothing +was to be heard save the gentle roll of a quiet sea, and the occasional +blast of a steam whistle. Marjory's watch had stopped, but she guessed +it to be somewhere in the small hours of the morning--one o'clock, +perhaps, or nearing two. There was an infinite weary time, then, before +the sun would shine again, and the oppression of the misty darkness be +lifted off. She hated the night--this night--it savoured not of rest to +her, but of death; for she was wrought to a nervous strain, and felt her +imaginings taking half-bodily shapes about her, so that she was fearful +of looking to the right hand or the left. Sleep was impossible; to try +to sleep like a surrender to the mysterious enemies round her. Time +seemed to stand still; she counted sixty once, to mark a minute's +flight, and the counting took an eternity. The house was utterly +noiseless, and she shivered at the silence. She would have given half +her life, she felt, for a ray of the sun; but half a life stretched +between her and the first break of morning. Sitting there, she heaped +terrors round her; the superstitions that hide their heads before +daytime mockery reared them now in victory and made a prey of her. The +struggle she had in her weakness entered on seemed less now with human +frailty than against the strong and evil purpose of some devil; in face +of which she was naught. How should she be? She had not, she told +herself in morbid upbraiding, even a pure motive in the fight; her +hatred of the sin had been less keen had she not once desired the love +of him that caused it, and when she arrested Maggie Dennison's kiss, she +shamed a rival in rebuking an unfaithful wife. Then she cried +rebelliously against her anguish. Why had this come on her, darkening +bright youth? Why was she compassed about with trouble? And +why--why--why did not the morning come? + +The mist was thick and grey against the window. A fog-horn roared, and +the sea, regardless, repeated its even beat; behind the feeble +interruptions there sounded infinite silence. She hid her face in her +hands. Then she leapt up and flung the window open wide. The damp +fog-folds settled on her face, but she heard the sea more plainly, and +there were sounds in the air about her. It was not so terribly quiet. +She peered eagerly through the mist, but saw nothing save vague +tremulous shapes, vacant of identity. Still the world, the actual, +earthly, healthy world, was there--a refuge from imagination. + +She stood looking; and, as she looked, one shape seemed to grow into a +nearer likeness of something definite. It was motionless; it differed +from the rest only in being darker and of rather sharper outline. It +must be a tree, she thought, but remembered no tree there; the garden +held only low-growing shrubs. A post? But the gate lay to the right, and +this stood on her left hand, hard by the door of the house. What then? +The terror came on her again, but she stood and looked, longing to find +some explanation for it--some meaning on which her mind could rest, and, +reassured, drive away its terrifying fancies. For the shape was large in +the mist, and she could not tell what it might mean. Was it human? On +her superstitious mood the thought flashed bright with sudden relief, +and she cried beseechingly, + +"Who is it? Who is there?" + +A human voice in answer would have been heaven to her, but no answer +came. With a stifled cry, she shut the window down, and stood a moment, +listening--eager, yet fearful, to hear. Hark! Yes, there was a sound! +What was it? It was a footstep on the gravel--a slow, uncertain, +wavering, intermittent step, as though of someone groping with +hesitating feet and doubtful resolution through the mist. She must know +what it was--who it was--what it meant. She started up again, laying +both hands on the window-sash. But then terror conquered curiosity; +gasping as if breath failed her and something still pursued, she ran +across the room and flung open the door. She must find someone--Maggie +or someone. + +On the threshold she paused in amazement. The door of Mrs. Dennison's +room was open, and Maggie stood in the doorway, holding a candle, behind +which her face gleamed pale and her eyes shone. She was muffled in a +long white wrapper, and her dark hair fell over her shoulders. The +candle shook in her hand, but, on sight of Marjory, her lips smiled +beneath her deep shining eyes. Marjory ran to her crying, + +"Is it you, Maggie?" + +"Who should it be?" asked Mrs. Dennison, still smiling, so well as her +fast-beating breath allowed her. "Why aren't you in bed?" + +The girl grasped her hand, and pushed her back into the room. + +"Maggie, I----Hark! there it is again! There's something outside--there, +in the garden! If you open the window----" + +As she spoke, Mrs. Dennison darted quick on silent naked feet to the +window, and stood by it; but she seemed rather to intercept approach to +it than to think of opening it. Indeed there was no need. The slow +uncertain step sounded again; there were five or six seeming footfalls, +and the women stood motionless, listening to them. Then there was +stillness outside, matching the hush within; till Maggie Dennison, +tearing the wrapper loose from her throat, said in low tones, + +"I hear nothing outside;" and she put the candle on the table by her. +"You can see nothing for the fog," she added as she gazed through the +glass. Her tone was strangely full of relief. + +"I opened the window," whispered Marjory, "and I saw--I thought I +saw--something. And then I heard--that. You heard it, Maggie?" + +The girl was standing in the middle of the room, her eyes fixed on Mrs. +Dennison, who leant against the window-sash with a strained, alert, +watchful look on her face. + +"I heard you open the window and call out something," she said. "That's +all I heard." + +"But just now--just now as we stood here?" + +Mrs. Dennison did not answer for a moment; her ear was almost against +the panes, and her face was like a runner's as he waits for the +starter's word. There was nothing but the gentle beat of the sea. Mrs. +Dennison pushed her hair back over her shoulders and sighed; her tense +frame relaxed, and the fixed smile on her lips seemed, in broadening, to +lose something of its rigidity. + +"No, I didn't, you silly child," she said. "You're full of fancies, +Marjory." + +The curl of her lip and the shrug of her shoulders won no attention. + +"It went across the garden from the door--across towards the gate," said +Marjory, "towards the path down. I heard it. It came from near the door. +I heard it." + +Mrs. Dennison shook her head. The girl sprang forward and again caught +her by the arm. + +"You heard too?" she cried. "I know you heard!" and a challenge rang in +her voice. + +"I didn't hear," she repeated impatiently, "but I daresay you did. +Perhaps it was a man--a thief, or somebody lost in the fog. Would you +like me to wake the footman? I can tell him to take a lantern and look +if anyone's in the garden." + +Marjory took no notice of the offer. + +"But if it was anyone, he'll have gone now," continued Maggie Dennison, +"your opening the window will have frightened him. You made such a +noise--you woke me up." + +"Were you asleep?" came in quick question. + +"Yes," answered Mrs. Dennison steadily, "I was asleep. Couldn't you +sleep?" + +"Sleep? No, I couldn't sleep. I was afraid." + +"You're as bad as the children," said Mrs. Dennison, laughing gently. +"Come, go back to bed. Shall I come and sit by you till it's light?" + +The girl seemed not to hear; she drew nearer, searching Mrs. Dennison's +face with suspicious eyes. Maggie could not face her; she dropped her +glance to the floor and laughed nervously and fretfully. Suddenly +Marjory threw herself on the floor at her friend's feet. + +"Maggie, come away from here," she beseeched. "Do come; do come away +directly. Maggie, dear, I love you so, and--and I was unkind last night. +Do come, darling! We'll go back together--back home," and she burst into +sobbing. + +Maggie Dennison stood passive and motionless, her hands by her side. Her +lips quivered and she looked down at the girl kneeling at her feet. + +"Won't you come?" moaned Marjory. "Oh, Maggie, there's still time!" + +Mrs. Dennison knew what she meant. A strange smile came over her face. +Yes, there was time; in a sense there was time, for the uncertain +footfalls had not reached their goal--arrested by that cry from the +window, they had stopped--wavered--retreated--and were gone. Because a +girl had not slept, there was time. Yet what difference did it make that +there was still time--to-night? Since to-morrow was coming and must +come. + +"Time!" she echoed in a whisper. + +"For God's sake, come, Maggie! Come to-morrow--you and the children. +Come back with them to England! Maggie, I can't stay here!" + +Mrs. Dennison put out her hands and took Marjory's. + +"Get up," she said, almost roughly, and dragged the girl to her feet. +"You can go, Marjory; I--I suppose you're not happy here. You can go." + +"And you?" + +"I shan't go," said Maggie Dennison. + +Marjory, standing now, shrank back from her. + +"You won't go?" she whispered. "Why, what are you staying for?" + +"You forget," said Mrs. Dennison coldly. "I'm waiting for my husband." + +"Oh!" moaned Marjory, a world of misery and contempt in her voice. + +At the tone Mrs. Dennison's face grew rigid, and, if it could be, paler +than before; she had been called "liar" to her face, and truly. It was +lost to-night her madness mourned--hoped for to-morrow that held her in +her place. + +The fog was lifting outside; the darkness grew less dense; a distant, +dim, cold light began to reveal the day. + +"See, it's morning," said Mrs. Dennison. "You needn't be afraid any +longer. Won't you go back to your own room, Marjory?" + +Marjory nodded. She wore a helpless bewildered look, and she did not +speak. She started to cross the room, when Mrs. Dennison asked her, + +"Do you mean to go this morning? I suppose the Seminghams will take you, +if you like. We can make some excuse if you like." + +Marjory stood still, then she sank on a chair near her, and began to sob +quietly. Mrs. Dennison slowly walked to her, and stood by her. Then, +gently and timidly, she laid her hand on the girl's head. + +"Don't cry," she said. "Why should you cry?" + +Marjory clutched her hand, crying, + +"Maggie, Maggie, don't, don't!" + +Mrs. Dennison's eyes filled with tears. She let her hand lie passive +till the girl released it, and, looking up, said, + +"I'm not going, Maggie. I shall stay. Don't send me away! Let me stay +till Mr. Dennison comes." + +"What's the use? You're unhappy here." + +"Can't I help you?" asked the girl, so low that it seemed as though she +were afraid to hear her own voice. + +Mrs. Dennison's self-control suddenly gave way. + +"Help!" she cried recklessly. "No, you can't help. Nobody can help. It's +too late for anyone to help now." + +The girl raised her head with a start. + +"Too late! Maggie, you mean----?" + +"No, no, no," cried Mrs. Dennison, and then her eager cry died swiftly +away. + +Why protest in horror? By no grace of hers was it that it was not too +late. The girl's eyes were on her, and she stammered, + +"I mean nothing--nothing. Yes, you must go. I hate--no, no! Marjory, +don't push me away! Let me touch you! There's no reason I shouldn't +touch you. I mean, I love you, but--I can't have you here." + +"Why not?" came from the girl in slow, strong tones. + +A moment later, she sprang to her feet, her eyes full of new horror, as +the vague suspicion grew to a strange undoubting certainty. + +"Who was it in the garden? Who was out there? Maggie, if I hadn't----?" + +She could not end. On the last words her voice sank to a fearful +whisper; when she had uttered them--with their unfinished, yet plain and +naked, question--she hid her face in her hands, listening for the +answer. + +A minute--two minutes--passed. There was no sound but Maggie Dennison's +quick breathings; once she started forward with her lips parted as if to +speak, and a look of defiance on her face; once too, entreaty, hope, +tenderness dawned for a moment. In anger or in sorrow, the truth was +hard on being uttered; but the impulse failed. She arrested the words on +her lips, and with an angry jerk of her head, said petulantly, + +"Oh, you're a silly girl, and you make me silly too. There's nothing the +matter. I don't know who it was or what it was. Very likely it was +nothing. I heard nothing. It was all your imagination." Her voice grew +harder, colder, more restrained as she went on. "Don't think about what +I've said to-night--and don't chatter about it. You upset me with your +fancies. Marjory, it means nothing." + +The last words were imperative in their insistence, but all the answer +Marjory made was to raise her head and ask, + +"Am I to go?" while her eyes added, too plainly for Maggie Dennison not +to read them, "You know the meaning of that." + +Under the entreaty and the challenge of her eyes, Mrs. Dennison could +not give the answer which it was her purpose to give--the answer which +would deny the mad hope that still filled her, the hope which still +cried that, though to-night was gone, there was to-morrow. It was the +answer she must make to all the world--which she must declare and study +to confirm in all her acts and bearing. But there--alone with the +girl--under the compelling influence of the reluctant confidence--that +impossibility of open falsehood--which the time and occasion seemed +strangely to build up between them--she could not give it plainly. She +dared not bid the girl stay, with that hope at her heart; she dared not +cast away the cloak by bidding her go. + +"You must do as you like," she said at last. "I can't help you about +it." + +Marjory caught at the narrow chance the answer left her; with returning +tenderness she stretched out her hands towards her friend, saying, + +"Maggie, do tell me! I shall believe what you tell me." + +Mrs. Dennison drew back from the contact of the outstretched hands. +Marjory rose, and for an instant they stood looking at one another. Then +Marjory turned, and walked slowly to the door. To her own room she went, +to fear and to hope, if hope she could. + +Mrs. Dennison was left alone. The night was far gone, the morning coming +apace. Her lips moved, as she gazed from the window. Was it in +thanksgiving for the escape of the night, or in joy that the morrow was +already to-day? She could not tell; yes, she was glad--surely she was +glad? Yet, as at last she flung herself upon her bed, she murmured, +"He'll come early to-day," and then she sobbed in shame. + + + + + CHAPTER XVIII. + + ON THE MATTER OF A RAILWAY. + + +Willie Ruston was half-dressed when the chamber-maid knocked at his +door. He opened it and took from her three or four letters. Laying them +on the table he finished his dressing--with him a quick process, devoid +of the pleasant lounging by which many men cheat its daily tiresomeness. +At last, when his coat was on, he walked two or three times up and down +the room, frowning, smiling for an instant, frowning long again. Then he +jerked his head impatiently as though he had had too much of his +thoughts, and, going to the table, looked at the addresses on his +letters. With a sudden access of eagerness he seized on one and tore it +open. It bore Carlin's handwriting, and he groaned to see that the four +sides were close-filled. Old Carlin was terribly verbose and roundabout +in his communications, and a bored look settled on Willie Ruston's face +as he read a wilderness of small details, skirmishes with unruly clerks, +iniquities of office-boys, lamentations on the apathy of the public, and +lastly, a conscientious account of the health of the writer's household. +With a sigh he turned the second page. + +"By the way," wrote Carlin, "I have had a letter from Detchmore. He +draws back about the railway, and says the Government won't sanction +it." + +Willie Ruston raced through the rest, muttering to himself as he read, +"Why the deuce didn't he wire? What an old fool it is!" and so forth. +Then he flung down the letter, put his hands deep in his pockets and +stood motionless for a few moments. + +"I must go at once," he said aloud. + +He stood thinking, and a rare expression stole over his face. It showed +a doubt, a hesitation, a faltering--the work and the mark of the day and +the night that were gone. He walked about again; he went to the window +and stared out, jangling the money in his pockets. For nearly five +minutes that expression was on his face. For nearly five minutes--and it +seemed no short time--he was torn by conflicting forces. For nearly five +minutes he wavered in his allegiance, and Omofaga had a rival that could +dispute its throne. Then his brow cleared and his lips shut tight again. +He had made up his mind; great as the thing was that held him where he +was, yet he must go, and the thing must wait. Wheeling round, he took up +the letter and, passing quickly through the door, went to young Sir +Walter's room, with the face of a man who knows grief and vexation but +has set wavering behind him. + +It was an hour later when Adela Ferrars and the Seminghams sat down to +their coffee. A fourth plate was laid at the table, and Adela was in +very good spirits. Tom Loring had arrived; they had greeted him, and he +was upstairs making himself fit to be seen after a night-voyage; his +boat had lain three hours outside the harbour waiting for the fog to +lift. "I daresay," said Tom, "you heard our horn bellowing." But he was +here at last, and Adela was merrier than she had been in all her stay at +Dieppe. Semingham also was happy; it was a great relief to feel that +there was someone to whom responsibility properly, or at least more +properly, belonged, and an end, therefore, to all unjustifiable attempts +to saddle mere onlookers with it. And Lady Semingham perceived that her +companions were in more genial mood than lately had been their wont, and +expanded in the warmer air. When Tom came down nothing could exceed the +_empressement_ of his welcome. + +The sun had scattered the last remnants of fog, and, on Semingham's +proposal, the party passed from the table to a seat in the hotel garden, +whence they could look at the sea. Here they became rather more silent; +for Adela began to feel that the hour of explanation was approaching, +and grew surer and surer that to her would be left the task. She +believed that Tom was tactful enough to spare her most of it, but +something she must say--and to say anything was terribly difficult. Lord +Semingham was treating the visit as though there were nothing behind; +and his wife had no inkling that there was anything behind. The wife's +genius for not observing was matched by the husband's wonderful power of +ignoring; and if Adela had allowed herself to translate into words the +exasperated promptings of her quick temper, she would have declared a +desire to box the ears of both of them. It would have been vulgar, but +entirely satisfactory. + +At last Tom, with carefully-prepared nonchalance, asked, + +"Oh, and how is Mrs. Dennison?" + +Bessie Semingham assumed the question to herself. + +"She's very well, thank you, Mr. Loring. Dieppe has done her a world of +good." + +Adela pursed her lips together. Semingham, catching her eye, smothered a +nascent smile. Tom frowned slightly, and, leaning forward, clasped his +hands between his knees. He was guilty of wishing that Bessie Semingham +had more pressing avocations that morning. + +"You see," she chirruped, "Marjory's with her, and the children dote on +Marjory, and she's got Mr. Ruston and Walter to wait on her--you know +Maggie always likes somebody in her train. Well, Alfred, why shouldn't I +say that? I like to have someone myself." + +"I didn't speak," protested Semingham. + +"No, but you looked funny. I always say about Maggie, Mr. Loring, +that----" + +All three were listening in some embarrassment; out of the mouths of +babes come sometimes alarming things. + +"That without any apparent trouble she can make her clothes look better +than anybody I know." + +Lord Semingham laughed; even Adela and Tom smiled. + +"What a blessed irrelevance you have, my dear," said Semingham, stroking +his wife's small hand. + +Lady Semingham smiled delightedly and blushed prettily. She enjoyed +Alfred's praise. He was so _difficile_ as a rule. The exact point of the +word "irrelevance" she did not stay to consider; she had evidently said +something that pleased him. A moment later she rose with a smile, +crying, + +"Why, Mr. Ruston, how good of you to come round so early!" + +Willie Ruston shook hands with her in hasty politeness. A nod to +Semingham, a lift of the hat to Adela, left him face to face with Tom +Loring, who got up slowly. + +"Ah, Loring, how are you?" said Willie holding out his hand. "Young Val +told me you were to arrive to-day. How did you get across? Uncommon +foggy, wasn't it?" + +By this time he had taken Tom's hand and shaken it, Tom being purely +passive. + +"By the way, you're all wrong about the water, you know," he continued, +in sudden remembrance. "There's enough water to supply Manchester within +ten miles of Fort Imperial. What? Why, man, I'll show you the report +when we get back to town; good water, too. I had it analysed, and--well, +it's all right; but I haven't time to talk about it now. The fact is, +Semingham, I came round to tell you that I'm off." + +"Off?" exclaimed Semingham, desperately fumbling for his eyeglass. + +Adela clasped her hands, and her eyes sparkled. Tom scrutinised Willie +Ruston with attentive eyes. + +"Yes; to-day--in an hour; boat goes at 11:30. I've had a letter from old +Carlin. Things aren't going well. That ass Detch----By Jove, though, I +forgot you, Loring! I don't want to give you materials for another of +those articles." + +His rapidity, his bustle, his good humour were all amazing. + +Tom glanced in bewilderment at Adela. Adela coloured deeply. She felt +that she had no adequate reason to give for having summoned Tom Loring +to Dieppe, unless (she brightened as the thought struck her) Tom had +frightened Ruston away. + +Willie seized Semingham's arm, and began to walk him (the activity +seemed all on Willie's part) quickly up and down the garden. He held +Carlin's letter in his hand, and he talked eagerly and fast, beating the +letter with his fist now and again. Bessie Semingham sat down with an +amiable smile. Adela and Tom were close together. Adela lifted her eyes +to Tom's in question. + +"What?" he asked. + +"Do you think it's true?" she whispered. + +"He's the finest actor alive if it isn't," said Tom, watching the beats +of Ruston's fist. + +"Then thank heaven! But I feel so foolish." + +"Hush! here they come," said Tom. + +There was no time for more. + +"Tom, there's riches in it for you if we told you," laughed Semingham; +"but Ruston's going to put it all right." + +Tom gave a not very easy laugh. + +"Fancy old Carlin not wiring!" exclaimed Willie Ruston. + +"Shall I sell?" asked Adela, trying to be frivolous. + +"Hold for your life, Miss Ferrars," said Willie; and going up to Bessie +Semingham he held out his hand. + +"What, are you really off? It's too bad of you, Mr. Ruston! Not that +I've seen much of you. Maggie has quite monopolised you." + +Adela and Tom looked at the ground. Semingham turned his back; his smile +would not be smothered. + +"Of course you're going to say good-bye to her?" pursued Lady Semingham. + +Tom looked up, and Adela followed his example. They were rewarded--if it +were a reward--by seeing a slight frown--the first shadow since he had +been with them--on Ruston's brow. But he answered briskly, with a glance +at his watch, + +"I can't manage it. I should miss the boat. I must write her a line." + +"Oh, she'll never forgive you," cried Lady Semingham. + +"Oh, yes, she will," he laughed. "It's for Omofaga, you know. Good-bye. +Good-bye. I'm awfully sorry to go. Good-bye." + +He was gone. It was difficult to realise at first. His presence, the +fact of him, had filled so large a space; it had been the feature of the +place from the day he had joined them. It had been their interest and +their incubus. + +For a moment the three stood staring at one another; then Semingham, +with a curious laugh, turned on his heel and went into the house. His +wife unfolded yesterday's _Morning Post_ and began to read. + +"Come for a stroll," said Tom Loring to Adela. + +She accompanied him in silence, and they walked a hundred yards or more +before she spoke. + +"What a blessing!" she said then. "I wonder if your coming sent him +away?" + +"No, it was genuine," declared Tom, with conviction. + +"Then I was very wrong, or he's a most extraordinary man. I can't talk +to you about it, Mr. Loring, but you told me I might send. And I did +think it--desirable--when I wrote. I did, indeed. I hope you're not very +much annoyed?" + +"Annoyed! No; I was delighted to come. And I am still more delighted +that it looks as if I wasn't wanted." + +"Oh, you're wanted, anyhow," said Adela. + +She was very happy in his coming, and could not help showing it a +little. Fortunately, it was tolerably certain (as she felt sometimes, +intolerably certain) that Tom Loring would not notice anything. He never +seemed to consider it possible that people might be particularly glad to +see him. + +"And you can stay, can't you?" she added. + +"Oh, yes; I can stay a bit. I should like to. What made you send?" + +"You know. I can't possibly describe it." + +"Did Semingham notice it too?" + +"Yes, he did, Mr. Loring. I distrust that man--Mr. Ruston I +mean--utterly. And Maggie----" + +"She's wrapped up in him?" + +"Terribly. I tried to think it was his wretched Omofaga; but it's not; +it's him." + +"Well, he's disposed of." + +"Yes, indeed," she sighed, in complacent ignorance. + +"I must go and see her, you know," said Tom, wrinkling his brow. + +Adela laughed. + +"What'll she say to me?" asked Tom anxiously. + +"Oh, she'll be very pleasant." + +"I shan't," said Tom with sudden decision. + +Adela looked at him curiously. + +"You mean to--to give her 'a bit of your mind?'" + +"Well, yes," he answered, smiling. "I think so; don't you?" + +"I should like to, if I dared." + +"Why, you dare anything!" exclaimed Tom. + +"Oh, no, I don't. I splash about a good deal, but I am a coward, +really." + +They relapsed into silence. Presently Tom began, + +"It's been awfully dull in town; nobody to speak to, except Mrs. +Cormack." + +"Mrs. Cormack!" cried Adela. "I thought you hated her?" + +"Well, I've thought a little better of her lately." + +"To think of your making friends with Mrs. Cormack!" + +"I haven't made friends with her. She's not such a bad woman as you'd +think, though." + +"I think she's horrible," said Adela. + +Tom gave it up. + +"There was no one else," he pleaded. + +"Well," retorted Adela, "when there is anyone else, you never come near +them." + +The grammar was confused, but Adela could not improve it, without being +landed in unbearable plainness of speech. + +"Don't I?" he asked. "Why, I come and see you." + +"Oh, for twenty minutes once a month; just to keep the acquaintance +open, I suppose. It's like shutting all the gates on Ascension Day +(isn't it Ascension Day?), only the other way round, you know." + +"You so often quarrel with me," said Tom. + +"What nonsense!" said Adela. "Anyhow, I won't quarrel here." + +Tom glanced at her. She was looking bright and happy and young. He liked +her even better here in Dieppe than in a London drawing-room. Her +conversation was not so elaborate, but it was more spontaneous and, to +his mind, pleasanter. Moreover, the sea air had put colour in her cheeks +and painted her complexion afresh. The thought strayed through Tom's +mind that she was looking quite handsome. It was the one good thing that +he did not always think about her. He went on studying her till she +suddenly turned and caught him. + +"Well," she asked, with a laugh and a blush, "do I wear well?" + +"You always talk as if you were seventy," said Tom reprovingly. + +Adela laughed merrily. The going of Ruston and the coming of Tom were +almost too much good-fortune for one day. And Tom had come in a pleasant +mood. + +"You don't really like Mrs. Cormack, do you?" she asked. "She hates me, +you know." + +"Oh, if I have to choose between you----" said Tom, and stopped. + +"You stop at the critical moment." + +"Well, Mrs. Cormack isn't here," said Tom. + +"So I shall do to pass the time?" + +"Yes," he laughed; and then they both laughed. + +But suddenly Adela's laugh ceased, and she jumped up. + +"There's Marjory Valentine!" she exclaimed. + +"What! Where?" asked Tom, rising. + +"No, stay where you are, I want to speak to her. I'll come back," and, +leaving Tom, she sped after Marjory, calling her name. + +Marjory looked round and hastened to meet her. She was pale and her eyes +heavy for trouble and want of sleep. + +"Oh, Adela, I'm so glad to find you! I was going to look for you at the +hotel. I must talk to you." + +"You shall," said Adela, taking her arm and smiling again. + +She did not notice Marjory's looks; she was full of her own tidings. + +"I want to ask you whether you think Lady Semingham----" began Marjory, +growing red, and in great embarrassment. + +"Oh, but hear my news first," cried Adela; "Marjory, he's gone!" + +"Who?" + +"Why, that man Mr. Ruston." + +"Gone?" echoed Marjory in amazement. + +To her it seemed incredible that he should be gone--strange perhaps to +Adela, but to her incredible. + +"Yes, this morning. He got a letter--something about his Company--and he +was off on the spot. And Tom--Mr. Loring (he's come, you know), +thinks--that that really was his reason, you know." + +Marjory listened with wide-open eyes. + +"Oh, Adela!" she said at last with a sort of shudder. + +She could have believed it of no other man; she could hardly believe it +of one who now seemed to her hardly a man. + +"Isn't it splendid? And he went off without seeing--without going up to +the cliff at all. I never was so delighted in my life." + +Marjory was silent. No delight showed on her face; the time for that was +gone. She did not understand, and she was thinking of the night's +experience and wondering if Maggie Dennison had known that he was going. +No, she could not have known. + +"But what did you want with me, or with Bessie?" asked Adela. + +Marjory hesitated. The departure of Willie Ruston made a difference. She +prayed that it meant an utter difference. There was a chance; and while +there was a chance her place was in the villa on the cliff. His going +rekindled the spark of hope that almost had died in the last terrible +night. + +"I think," she said slowly, "that I'll go straight back." + +"And tell Maggie?" asked Adela with excited eyes. + +"If she doesn't know." + +Adela said nothing; the subject was too perilous. She even regretted +having said so much; but she pressed her friend's arm approvingly. + +"It doesn't matter about Lady Semingham just now," said Marjory in an +absent sort of tone. "It will do later." + +"You're not looking well," remarked Adela, who had at last looked at +her. + +"I had a bad night." + +"And how's Maggie?" + +The girl paused a moment. + +"I haven't seen her this morning. She sent word that she would breakfast +in bed. I'll just run up now, Adela." + +She walked off rapidly. Adela watched her, feeling uneasy about her. +There was a strange constraint about her manner--a hint of something +suppressed--and it was easy to see that she was nervous and unhappy. But +Adela, making lighter of her old fears in her new-won comfort, saw only +in Marjory a grief that is very sad to bear, a sorrow that comes where +love--or what is nearly love--meets with indifference. + +"She's still thinking about that creature!" said Adela to herself in +scorn and in pity. She had quite made up her mind about Willie Ruston +now. "I'm awfully sorry for her." Adela, in fact, felt very sympathetic. +For the same thing might well happen with love that rested on a worthier +object than "that creature, Willie Ruston!" + +Meanwhile the creature--could he himself at the moment have quarrelled +with the word?--was carried over the waves, till the cliff and the house +on it dipped and died away. The excitement of the message and the start +was over; the duty that had been strong enough to take him away could +not yet be done. A space lay bare--exposed to the thoughts that fastened +on it. Who could have escaped their assault? Not even Willie Ruston was +proof; and his fellow-voyagers wondered at the man with the frowning +brows and fretful restless eyes. It had not been easy to do, or pleasant +to see done, this last sacrifice to the god of his life. Yet it had been +done, with hardly a hesitation. He paced the deck, saying to himself, +"She'll understand." Would any woman? If any, then, without doubt, she +was the woman. "Oh, she'll understand," he muttered petulantly, angry +with himself because he would not be convinced. Once, in despair, he +tried to tell himself that this end to it was what people would call +ordered for the best--that it was an escape for him--still more for her. +But his strong, self-penetrating sense pushed the plea aside--in him it +was hypocrisy, the merest conventionality. He had not even the +half-stifled thanksgiving for respite from a doom still longed for, +which had struggled for utterance in Maggie's sobs. Yet he had something +that might pass for it--a feeling that made even him start in the +knowledge of its degradation. By fate, or accident, or mischance--call +it what he might--there was nothing irrevocable yet. He could draw back +still. Not thanksgiving for sin averted, but a shamefaced sense of an +enforced safety made its way into his mind--till it was thrust aside by +anger at the check that had baffled him, and by the longing that was +still upon him. + +Well, anyhow--for good or evil--willing or unwilling--he was away. And +she was alone in the little house on the cliff. His face softened; he +ceased to think of himself for a moment; he thought of her, as she would +look when he did not come--when he was false to a tryst never made in +words, but surely the strongest that had ever bound a man. He clenched +his fists as he stood looking from the stern of the boat, muttering +again his old plea, "She'll understand!" + +Was there not the railway? + + + + + CHAPTER XIX. + + PAST PRAYING FOR. + + +Mrs. Dennison needed not Marjory to tell her. She had received Willie +Ruston's note just as she was about to leave her bedroom. It was +scribbled in pencil on half a sheet of notepaper. + + "Am called back to England--something wrong about our railway. + Very sorry I can't come and say good-bye. I shall run back if I + can, but I'm afraid I may be kept in England. Will you write? + + "W. R. R." + +She read it, and stood as if changed to stone. "Something wrong about +our railway!" Surely an all-sufficient reason; the writer had no doubt +of that. He might be kept in England; that meant he would be, and the +writer seemed to see nothing strange in the fact that he could be. She +did not doubt the truth of what the note said. A man lying would have +piled Pelion on Ossa, reason on reason, excuse on excuse, protestation +on protestation. Besides Willie Ruston did not lie. It was just the +truth, the all-sufficient truth. There was something wrong with the +railway, so he left her. He would lose a day if he missed the boat, so +he left her without a word of farewell. The railway must not suffer for +his taking holiday; her suffering was all his holiday should make. + +Slowly she tore the note into the smallest of fragments, and the +fragments fell at her feet. And his passionate words were still in her +ears, his kisses still burnt on her cheek. This was the man whom to sway +had been her darling ambition, whom to love was her great sin, whom to +know, as in this moment she seemed to know him, her bitter punishment. +In her heart she cried to heaven, "Enough, enough!" + +The note was his--his to its last line, its last word, its last silence. +The man stood there, self-epitomised, callous and careless, unmerciful, +unbending, unturning; vowed to his quest, recking of naught else. +But--she clung to this, the last plank in her shipwreck--great--one of +the few for whom the general must make stepping-stones. She thought she +had been one of the few; that torn note told her error. Still, she had +held out her hands to ruin for no common clay's sake. But it was too +hard--too hard--too hard. + +"Will you write?" Was he tender there? Her bitterness would not grant +him even that. He did not want her to slip away. The smallest addition +will make the greatest realm greater, and its loss sully the king's +majesty. So she must write, as she must think and dream--and remember. + +Perhaps he might choose to come again--some day--and she was to be +ready! + +She went downstairs. In the hall she met her children, and they said +something to her; they talked and chattered to her, and, with the +surface of her mind, she understood; and she listened and answered and +smiled. And all that they had said and she had said went away; and she +found them gone, and herself alone. Then she passed to the sitting-room, +where was Marjory Valentine, breathless from mounting the path too +quickly; and at sight of Marjory's face, she said, + +"I've heard from Mr. Ruston. He has been called away," forestalling +Marjory's trembling words. + +Then she sat down, and there was a long silence. She was conscious of +Marjory there, but the girl did not speak, and presently the impression +of her, which was very faint, faded altogether away, and Maggie Dennison +seemed to herself alone again--thinking, dreaming, and remembering, as +she must now think, dream, and remember--remembering the day that was +gone, thinking of what this day should have been. + +She sat for an hour, still and idle, looking out across the sea, and +Marjory sat motionless behind, gazing at her with despair in her eyes. +At last the girl could bear it no longer. It was unnatural, unearthly, +to sit there like that; it was as though, by an impossibility, a dead +soul were clothed with a living breathing body. Marjory rose and came +close, and called, + +"Maggie, Maggie!" + +Her voice was clear and louder than her ordinary tones; she spoke as if +trying to force some one to hear. + +Maggie Dennison started, looked round, and passed her hand rapidly +across her brow. + +"Maggie, I--I've not done anything about going." + +"Going?" echoed Maggie Dennison. But her mind was clearing now; her +brain had been stunned, not killed, and her will drove it to wakefulness +and work again. "Going? Oh, I hope not." + +"You know, last night----" began Marjory, timidly, flushing, keeping +behind Mrs. Dennison's chair. "Last night we--we talked about it, but I +thought perhaps now----" + +"Oh," interrupted Mrs. Dennison, "never mind last night. For goodness' +sake, forget last night. I think we were both mad last night." + +Marjory made no answer; and Mrs. Dennison, her hand having swept her +brow once again, turned to her with awakened and alert eyes. + +"You upset me--and then I upset you. And we both behaved like hysterical +creatures. If I told you to go, I was silly; and if you said you wanted +to go, you were silly too, Marjory. Of course, you must stop; and do +forget that--nonsense--last night." + +Her tone was eager and petulant, the colour was returning to her cheeks; +she looked alive again. + +Marjory leant an arm on the back of the chair, looking down into Maggie +Dennison's face. + +"I will stay," she said softly, ignoring everything else, and then she +swiftly stooped and kissed Maggie's cheek. + +Mrs. Dennison shivered and smiled, and, detaining the girl's head, most +graciously returned her caress. Mrs. Dennison was forgiving everything; +by forgiveness it might be that she could buy of Marjory forgetfulness. + +There was a ring at the door. Marjory looked through the window. + +"It's Mr. Loring," she said in a whisper. + +Maggie Dennison smiled--graciously again. + +"It's very kind of him to come so soon," said she. + +"Shall I go?" + +"Go? No, child--unless you want to. You know him too. And we've no +secrets, Tom Loring and I." + +Tom Loring had mounted the hill very slowly. The giving of that "piece +of his mind" seemed not altogether easy. He might paint poor Harry's +forlorn state; Mrs. Dennison would be politely concerned and politely +sceptical about it. He might tell her again--as he had told her +before--that Willie Ruston was a knave and a villain, and she might +laugh or be angry, as her mood was; but she would not believe. Or he +might upbraid her for folly or for worse; and this was what he wished to +do. Would she listen? Probably--with a smile on her lips and mocking +little compliments on his friendly zeal and fatherly anxiety. Or she +might flash out on him, and call his charge an insult, and drive him +away; and a word from her would turn poor old Harry into his enemy. +Decidedly his task was no easy one. + +It was a coward's joy that he felt when he found a third person there; +but he felt it from the bottom of his heart. Divine delay! Gracious +impossibility! How often men adore them! Tom Loring gave thanks, praying +silently that Marjory would not withdraw, shook hands as though his were +the most ordinary morning call, and began to discuss the scenery of +Dieppe, and--as became a newcomer--the incidents of his voyage. + +"And while you were all peacefully in your beds, we were groping about +outside in that abominable fog," said he. + +"How you must have envied us!" smiled Mrs. Dennison, and Marjory found +herself smiling in emulous hypocrisy. But her smile was very +unsuccessful, and it was well that Tom Loring's eyes were on his +hostess. + +Then Mrs. Dennison began to talk about Willie Ruston and her own great +interest in him, and in the Omofaga Company. She was very good-humoured +to Tom Loring, but she did not fail to remind him how unreasonable he +had been--was still, wasn't he? The perfection of her manner frightened +Marjory and repelled her. Yet it would have seemed an effort of bravery, +had it been done with visible struggling. But it betrayed no effort, and +therefore made no show of bravery. + +"So now," said Maggie Dennison, "since I haven't got Mr. Ruston to +exchange sympathy with, I must exchange hostilities with you. It will +still be about Omofaga--that's one thing." + +Tom had definitely decided to put off his lecture. The old manner he had +known and mocked and admired--the "these-are-the-orders" manner--was too +strong for him. He believed he was still fond of her. He knew that he +wondered at her still. Could it be true what they told him--that she was +as a child in the hands of Willie Ruston? He hated to think that, +because it must mean that Willie Ruston was--well, not quite an ordinary +person--a conclusion Tom loathed to accept. + +"And you're going to stay some time with the Seminghams? That'll be very +pleasant. And Adela will like to have you so much. Oh, you can convert +her! She's a shareholder. And you must have a talk to the old Baron. +You've heard of him? But then he believes in Mr. Ruston, as I do, so +you'll quarrel with him." + +"Perhaps I shall convert him," suggested Tom. + +"Oh, no, we thorough believers are past praying for; aren't we, +Marjory?" + +Marjory started. + +"Past praying for?" she echoed. + +Her thoughts had strayed from the conversation--back to what she had +been bidden to forget; and she spoke not as one who speaks a trivial +phrase. + +For an instant a gleam of something--anger or fright--shot from Maggie +Dennison's eyes. The next, she was playfully, distantly, delicately +chaffing Tom about the meaning of his sudden arrival. + +"Of course _not_----" she began. + +And Tom, interrupting, stopped the "Adela." + +"And you stay here too?" he asked, to turn the conversation. + +"Why, of course," smiled Mrs. Dennison. "After being here all this time, +it would look rather funny if I ran away just when Harry's coming. I +think he really would have a right to be aggrieved then." She paused, +and added more seriously, "Oh, yes, I shall wait here for Harry." + +Then Tom Loring rose and took his leave. Mrs. Dennison entrusted him +with an invitation to the whole of the Seminghams' party to luncheon +next day ("if they don't mind squeezing into our little room," she gaily +added), and walked with him to the top of the path, waving her hand to +him in friendly farewell as he began to descend. And, after he was gone, +she stood for a while looking out to sea. Then she turned. Marjory was +in the window and saw her face as she turned. In a moment Maggie +Dennison saw her looking, and smiled brightly. But the one short instant +had been enough. The feelings first numbed, then smothered, had in that +second sprung to life, and Marjory shrank back with a little +inarticulate cry of pain and horror. Almost as she uttered it, Mrs. +Dennison was by her side. + +"We'll go out this afternoon," she said. "I think I shall lie down for +an hour. We managed to rob ourselves of a good deal of sleep last night. +You'd better do the same." She paused, and then she added, "You're a +good child, Marjory. You're very kind to me." + +There was a quiver in her voice, but it was only that, and it was +Marjory, not she, who burst into sobs. + +"Hush, hush," whispered Maggie Dennison. "Hush, dear. Don't do that. Why +should you do that?" and she stroked the girl's hot cheek, wet with +tears. "I'm very tired, Marjory," she went on. "Do you think you can dry +your eyes--your silly eyes--and help me upstairs? I--I can hardly +stand," and, as she spoke, she swayed and caught at the curtain by her, +and held herself up by it. "No, I can go alone!" she exclaimed almost +fiercely. "Leave me alone, Marjory, I can walk. I can walk perfectly;" +and she walked steadily across the room, and Marjory heard her +unwavering step mounting the stairs to her bedroom. + +But Marjory did not see her enter her room, stop for a moment over the +scraps of torn paper, still lying on the floor, stoop and gather them +one by one, then put them in an envelope, and the envelope in her purse, +and then throw herself on the bed in an agony of dumb pain, with the +look on her face that had come for a moment in the garden and came now, +fearless of being driven away, lined strong and deep, as though graven +with some sharp tool. + + + + + CHAPTER XX. + + THE BARON'S CONTRIBUTION. + + +It may be that the Baron thought he had sucked the orange of life very +dry--at least, when the cold winds and the fog had done their work, he +accepted without passionate disinclination the hint that he must soon +take his lips from the fruit. He went to bed and made a codicil to his +will, having it executed and witnessed with every requisite formality. +Then he announced to Lord Semingham, who came to see him, that, +according to his doctor's opinion and his own, he might manage to +breathe a week longer; and Semingham, looking upon him, fancied, without +saying, that the opinion was a sanguine one. This happened five days +before Harry Dennison's arrival at Dieppe. + +"I am very fortunate," said the Baron, "to have found such kind friends +for the last stage;" and he looked from Lady Semingham's flowers to +Adela's grapes. "I could have bought them, of course," he added. "I've +always been able to buy--everything." + +The old man smiled as he spoke, and Semingham smiled also. + +"This," continued the Baron, "is the third time I have been laid up like +this." + +"There's luck in odd numbers," observed Semingham. + +"But which would be luck?" asked the Baron. + +"Ah, there you gravel me," admitted Semingham. + +"I came here against orders, because I must needs poke my old nose into +this concern of yours----" + +"Not of mine." + +"Of yours and others. Well, I poked it in--and the frost has caught the +end of it." + +"I don't take any particular pleasure in the concern myself," said +Semingham, "and I wish you'd kept your nose out, and yourself in a more +balmy climate." + +"My dear Lord, the market is rising." + +"I know," smiled Semingham. "Tom Loring can't make out who the fools are +who are buying. He said so this morning." + +The Baron began to laugh, but a cough choked his mirth. + +"He's an honest and an able man, your Loring; but he doesn't see clear +in everything. I've been buying, myself." + +"Oh, you have?" + +"Yes, and someone has been selling--selling largely--or the price would +have been driven higher. It is you, perhaps, my friend?" + +"Not a share. I have the vices of an aristocracy. I am stubborn." + +"Who, then?" + +"It might be--Dennison." + +The Baron nodded. + +"But what did you want with 'em, Baron? Will they pay?" + +"Oh, I doubt that. But I wanted them. Why should Dennison sell?" + +"I suppose he doubts, like you." + +"Perhaps it is that." + +"Perhaps," said Semingham. + +In the course of the next three days they had many conversations; the +talks did the Baron no good nor, as his doctor significantly said, any +harm; and when he could not talk, Semingham sat by him and told stories. +He spoke too, frequently, of Willie Ruston, and of the Company--that +interested the Baron. And at last, on the third day, they began to speak +of Maggie Dennison; but neither of them connected the two names in talk. +Indeed Semingham, according to his custom, had rushed at the possibility +of ignoring such connection. Ruston's disappearance had shown him a way; +and he embraced the happy chance. He was always ready to think that any +"fuss" was a mistake; and, as he told the Baron, Mrs. Dennison had been +in great spirits lately, cheered up, it seemed, by the prospect of her +husband's immediate arrival. The Baron smiled to hear him; then he +asked, + +"Do you think she would come to see me?" + +Semingham promised to ask her; and, although the Baron was fit to see +nobody the next day--for he had moved swiftly towards his journey's end +in those twenty-four hours--yet Mrs. Dennison came and was admitted; +and, at sight of the Baron, who lay yellow and gasping, forgot both her +acting and, for an instant, the reality which it hid. + +"Oh!" she cried before she could stop herself, "how ill you look! Let me +make you comfortable!" + +The Baron did not deny her. He had something to say to her. + +"When does your husband come?" he asked. + +"To-morrow," said she briefly. + +She did all she could for his comfort, and then sat down by his bedside. +He had an interval of some freedom from oppression and his mind was +clear and concentrated. + +"I want to tell you," he began, "something that I have done." He paused, +and added a question, "Ruston does not come back to Dieppe, I suppose?" + +"I think not. He is detained on business," she answered, "and he will be +more tied when my husband leaves." + +"Your husband will not long be concerned in the Omofaga," said he. + +She started; the Baron told her what he had told Semingham. + +"He will soon resign his place on the Board, you will see," he ended. + +She sat silent. + +"He will have nothing more to do with it, you will see;" and, turning to +her, he asked with a sudden spurt of vigour, "Do you know why?" + +"How should I?" she answered steadily. + +"And I--I have done my part too. I have left him some money (she knew +that the Baron did not mean her husband) and all the shares I held." + +"You've done that?" she cried, with a sudden light in her eyes. + +"You do not want to know why?" + +"Oh, I know you admired him. You told me so." + +"Yes, that in part. I did admire him. He was what I have never been. I +wish he was here now. I should like to look at that face of his before I +die. But it was not for his sake that I left him the money. Why, he +could get it without me if he needed it! You don't ask me why?" + +In his excitement he had painfully pulled himself higher up on his +pillows, and his head was on the level with hers now. He looked right +into her eyes. She was very pale, but calm and self-controlled. + +"I don't know," she said. "Why have you?" + +"It will make him independent of your husband," said the Baron. + +Mrs. Dennison dropped her eyes and raised them again in a swift, +questioning glance. + +"Yes, and of you. He need not look to you now." + +He paused and added, slowly, punctuating every word, + +"You will not be necessary to him now." + +Mrs. Dennison met his gaze full and straight; the Baron stretched out +his hand. + +"Ah, forgive me!" he exclaimed. + +"There is nothing to forgive," said she. + +"I saw; I knew; I have felt it. Now he will go away; he will not lean on +you now. I have set him where he can stand alone." + +A smile, half scornful and half sad, came on her face. + +"You hate me," said the Baron. "But I am right." + +"I was--we were never necessary to him," said she. "Ah, Baron, this is +no news you give me. I know him better than that." + +He raised himself higher still, panting as he rested on his elbow. His +head craned forward towards her as he whispered, + +"I'm a dying man. You can tell me." + +"If you were a dead man----" she burst out passionately. Then she +suddenly recovered herself. + +"My dear Baron," she went on, "I'm very glad you've done this for Mr. +Ruston." + +He sank down on his pillows with a weary sigh. + +"Let him alone, let him alone," he moaned. "You thought yourself +strong." + +"I suppose you mean kindly," she said, speaking very coldly. "Indeed, +that you should think of me at all just now shows it. But, Baron, you +are disquieting yourself without cause." + +"I'm an old man, and a sick man," he pleaded, "and you, my dear----" + +"Ah, suppose I have been--whatever you like--indiscreet? Well----?" + +She paused, for he made a feebly impatient gesture. Mrs. Dennison kept +silence for a moment; then in a low tone she said, + +"Baron, why do you speak to a woman about such things, unless you want +her to lie to you?" + +The Baron, after a moment, gave his answer, that was no answer. + +"He is gone," he said. + +"Yes, he is gone--to look after his railway." + +"It is finished then?" he half asked, half implored, and just caught her +low-toned reply. + +"Finished? Who for?" Then she suddenly raised her voice, crying, "What +is it to you? Why can't I be let alone? How dare you make me talk about +it?" + +"I have done," said he, and, laying his thin yellow hand in hers, he +went on, "If you meet him again--and I think you will--tell him that I +longed to see him, as a man who is dying longs for his son. He would be +a breath of life to me in this room, where everything seems dead. He is +full of life--full as a tiger. And you can tell him----" He stopped a +moment and smiled. "You can tell him why I was a buyer of Omofagas. What +will he say?" + +"What will he say?" she echoed, with wide-opened eyes, that watched the +old man's slow-moving lips. + +"Will he weep?" asked the Baron. + +"In God's name, don't!" she stammered. + +"He will say, 'Behold, the Baron von Geltschmidt was a good man--he was +of use in the world--may he sleep in peace!' And now--how goes the +railway?" + +The old man lay silent, with a grim smile on his face. The woman sat by, +with lips set tight in an agony of repression. At last she spoke. + +"If I'd known you were going to tell me this, I wouldn't have come." + +"It's hard, hard, hard, but----" + +"Oh, not that. But--I knew it." + +She rose to her feet. + +"Good-bye," said the Baron. "I shan't see you again. God make it light +for you, my dear." + +She would not seem to hear him. She smoothed his pillows and his scanty +straggling hair; then she kissed his forehead. + +"Good-bye," she said. "I will tell Willie when I see him. I shall see +him soon." + +The old man moaned softly and miserably. + +"It would be better if you lay here," he said. + +"Yes, I suppose so," she answered, almost listlessly. "Good-bye." + +Suddenly he detained her, catching her hand. + +"Do you believe in people meeting again anywhere?" he asked. + +"Oh, I suppose so. No, I don't know, I'm sure." + +"They've been telling me to have a priest. I call myself a Catholic, you +know. What can I say to a priest? I have done nothing but make money. If +that is a sin, it's too simple to need confession, and I've done too +much of it for absolution. How can I talk to a priest? I shall have no +priest." + +She did not speak, but let him hold her hand. + +"If," he went on, with a little smile, "I'm asked anywhere what I've +done, I must say, 'I've made money.' That's all I shall have to say." + +She stooped low over him and whispered, + +"You can say one more thing, Baron--one little thing. You once tried to +save a woman," and she kissed him again and was gone. + +Outside the house, she found Semingham waiting for her. + +"Oh, I say, Mrs. Dennison," he cried, "Harry's come. He got away a day +earlier than he expected. I met him driving up towards your house." + +For just a moment she stood aghast. It came upon her with a shock; +between a respite of a day and the actual terrible now, there had seemed +a gulf. + +"Is he there--at the house--now?" she asked. + +Semingham nodded. + +"Will you walk up with me?" she asked eagerly. "I must go directly, you +know. He'll be so sorry not to find me there. Do you mind coming? I'm +tired." + +He offered his arm, and she almost clutched at it, but she walked with +nervous quickness. + +"He's looking very well," said Semingham. "A bit fagged, and so on, you +know, of course, but he'll soon get all right here." + +"Yes, yes, very soon," she replied absently, quickening her pace till he +had to force his to match it. But, half-way up the hill, she stopped +suddenly, breathing rapidly. + +"Yes, take a rest, we've been bucketing," said he. + +"Did he ask after me?" + +"Yes; directly." + +"And you said----?" + +"Oh, that you were all right, Mrs. Dennison." + +"Thanks. Has he seen Mr. Loring?" + +"No; but he knew he had come here. He told me so." + +"Well, I needn't take you right up, need I?" + +Semingham thought of some jest about not intruding on the sacred scene, +but the jest did not come. Somehow he shrank from it. Mrs. Dennison did +not. + +"We shall want to fall on one another's necks," said she, smiling. "And +you'd feel in the way. You hate honest emotions, you know." + +He nodded, lifted his hat, and turned. On his way down alone, he stopped +once for a moment and exclaimed, + +"Good heavens! And I believe she'd rather meet the devil himself. She is +a woman!" + +Mrs. Dennison pursued her way at a gentler pace. Before she came in +sight, she heard her children's delighted chatterings, and, a moment +later, Harry's hearty tones. His voice brought to her, in fullest force, +the thing that was always with her--with her as the cloak that a man +hath upon him, and as the girdle that he is always girded withal. + +When the children saw her, they ran to her, seizing her hands and +dragging her towards Harry. A little way off stood Marjory Valentine, +with a nervous smile on her lips. Harry himself stood waiting, and Mrs. +Dennison walked up to him and kissed him. Not till that was done did she +speak or look him in the face. He returned her kiss, and then, talking +rapidly, she made him sit down, and sat herself, and took her little boy +on her knee. And she called Marjory, telling her jokingly that she was +one of the family. + +Harry began to talk of his journey, and they all joined in. Then he grew +silent, and the children chattered more about the delights of Dieppe, +and how all would be perfect now that father was come. And, under cover +of their chatter, Maggie Dennison stole a long covert glance at her +husband. + +"And Tom's here, father," cried the little boy on her lap exultingly. + +"Yes," chimed in Madge, "and Mr. Ruston's gone." + +There was a momentary pause; then Mrs. Dennison, in her calmest voice, +began to tell her husband of the sickness of the Baron. And over Harry +Dennison's face there rested a new look, and she felt it on her as she +talked of the Baron. She had seen him before unsatisfied, puzzled, and +bewildered by her, but never before with this look on his face. It +seemed to her half entreaty and half suspicion. It was plain for +everyone to see. He kept his eyes on her, and she knew that Marjory must +be reading him as she read him. And under that look she went on talking +about the Baron. The look did not frighten her. She did not fear his +suspicions, for she believed he would still take her word against all +the world--ay, against the plainest proof. But she almost broke under +the burden of it; it made her heart sick with pity for him. She longed +to cry out, then and there, "It isn't true, Harry, my poor dear, it +isn't true." She could tell him that--it would not be all a lie. And +when the children went away to prepare for lunch, she did much that very +thing; for, with a laughing glance of apology at Marjory, she sat on her +husband's knee and kissed him twice on either check, whispering, + +"I'm so glad you've come, Harry." + +And he caught her to him with sudden violence--unlike his usual manner, +and looked into her eyes and kissed her. Then they rose, and he turned +towards the house. + +For a moment Marjory and Mrs. Dennison were alone together. Mrs. +Dennison spoke in a loud clear voice--a voice her husband must hear. + +"We're shamefully foolish, aren't we, Marjory?" + +The girl made no answer, but, as she looked at Maggie Dennison, she +burst into a sudden convulsive sob. + +"Hush, hush," whispered Maggie eagerly. "My God! if I can, you can!" + +So they went in and joined the children at their merry noisy meal. + + + + + CHAPTER XXI. + + A JOINT IN HIS ARMOUR. + + +Willie Ruston slept, on the night following his return to London, in the +Carlins' house at Hampstead. The all-important question of the railway +made a consultation necessary, and Ruston's indisposition to face his +solitary rooms caused him to accept gladly the proffered hospitality. +The little cramped place was always a refuge and a rest; there he could +best rejoice over a victory or forget a temporary defeat. There he fled +now, in the turmoil of his mind. The question of the railway had hurried +him from Dieppe, but it could not carry away from him the memories of +Dieppe. Yet that was the office he had already begun to ask of it--of it +and of the quiet busy life at Hampstead, where he lingered till a week +stretched to two and to three, spending his days at work in the City, +and his evenings, after his romp with the children, in earnest and eager +talk and speculation. He regretted bitterly his going to Dieppe. He had +done what he condemned; he had raised up a perpetual reproach and a +possible danger. He was not a man who could dismiss such a thing with a +laugh or a sneer, with a pang of penitence and a swift reaction to the +low levels of morality, with a regret for imprudence and a prayer +against consequences. His nature was too deep, and the influence he had +met too strong, for any of these to be enough. Yet he had suffered the +question of the railway to drag him away at a moment's notice; and he +was persuaded that he must take his leaving as setting an end to all +that had passed. All that must be put behind; forgetfulness in thought +might be a relief impossible to attain, a relief that he would be +ashamed of striving to attain; but forgetfulness in act seemed a duty to +be done. In his undeviating reference of everything to his own work in +life and his neglect of any other touchstone, he erected into an +obligation what to another would have been a shameless matter of course; +or, again, to yet another, a source of shame-faced relief. His sins were +sin first against himself, in the second degree only against the +participant in them; his preoccupation with their first quality went far +to blind him to the second. + +Yet he was very sorry for Maggie Dennison. Nay, those words were +ludicrously feeble for the meaning he wanted from them. Acutely +conscious of having done her a wrong, he was vaguely aware that he might +underestimate the wrong, and remembered uneasily how she had told him +that he did not understand, and despaired because he could not +understand. He felt more for her now--much more, it seemed to him; but +the consciousness of failure to put himself where she stood dogged him, +making him afraid sometimes that he could not realise her sufferings, +sometimes that he was imputing to her fictitious tortures and a sense of +ignominy which was not her own. Searching light, he began to talk to +Carlin in general terms, of course, and by way of chance discourse; and +he ran up against a curious stratum of Puritanism imbedded amongst the +man's elastic principles. The narrowest and harshest judgment of an +erring woman accompanied the supple trader and witnessed the surviving +barbarian in Mr. Carlin; an accidental distant allusion displayed an +equally relentless attitude in his meek hard-working little wife. Willie +Ruston drew in his feelers, and, aghast at the evil these opinions +stamped as the product of his acts, declared for a moment that his life +must be the only and insufficient atonement. The moment was a brief one. +He dismissed the opinions with a curse, their authors with a smile, and +did not scorn to take for comfort even Maggie Dennison's own enthusiasm +for his work. That had drawn them together; that must rule and limit the +connection which it had created. An end--a bound--a peremptory stop +(there was still time to stop) was the thing. She would see that, as he +saw it. God knew (he said to himself) what a wrench it was--for she +meant more to him than he had ever conceived a woman could mean; but the +wrench must be undergone. He would rather die than wreck his work; and +she, he knew, rather die than prove a wrecking siren to him. + +Suddenly, across the desponding stubbornness of his resolves, flashed, +with a bright white light, the news of the Baron's legacy, accompanying, +but, after a hasty regretful thought and a kindly regretful smile, +obliterating the fact of the Baron's death. Half the steps upward, he +felt, which he had set himself painfully and with impatient labour to +cut, were hewn deep and smooth for his feet; he had now but to tread, +and lift his foot and tread again. From a paid servant of his Company, +powerful only by a secret influence unbased on any substantial +foundation, he leapt to the position of a shareholder with a larger +stake than any man besides; no intrigue could shake him now, no sudden +gust of petulant impatience at the tardiness of results displace him. He +had never thought of this motive behind the Baron's large purchases of +Omofaga shares; as he thought of it, he had not been himself had he not +smiled. And his smile was of the same quality as had burst on his face +when first Maggie Dennison dropped the veil and owned his sway. + +One day he did not go down to the city, but spent his time wandering on +the heath, mapping out what he would do in the fast-approaching days in +Omofaga. The prospects were clearing; he had had two interviews with +Lord Detchmore, and the Minister had fallen back from his own objections +on to the scruples of his colleagues. It was a promising sign, and +Willie was pressing his advantage. The fall in the shares had been +checked; Tom Loring wrote no more; and Mrs. Carlin had forgotten to +mourn the extinct coal business. He came home, with a buoyant step, at +four o'clock, to find Carlin awaiting him with dismayed face. There was +the worst of news from Queen Street. Mr. Dennison had written announcing +resignation of his place on the Board. + +"It's a staggering blow," said Carlin, thrusting his hands into his +pockets. "Can't you bring him round? Why is he doing it?" + +"Well, what does he say?" asked Ruston, a frown on his brow. + +"Oh, some nonsense--pressure of other business or something of that +kind. Can't you go and see him, Willie? He's back in town. He writes +from Curzon Street." + +"I don't know why he does it," said Ruston slowly. "I knew he'd been +selling out." + +"He hasn't made money at that." + +"No. I've made the profit there," said Ruston, with a sudden smile. + +"The Baron bought 'em, eh?" laughed Carlin. "You generally come out +right side up, Willie. You'll go and see him, though, won't you?" + +Yes. He would go. That was the resolution which in a moment he reached. +If there were danger, he must face it, if there were calamity, he must +know it. He would go and see Harry Dennison. + +As he was, on the stroke of half-past four, he jumped into a hansom-cab, +and bade the man drive to Curzon Street. + +Harry was not at home--nor Mrs. Dennison, added the servant. But both +were expected soon. + +"I'll wait," said Willie, and he was shown up into the drawing-room. + +As the servant opened the door, he said in his low respectful tones, + +"Mrs. Cormack is here, sir, waiting for Mrs. Dennison." + +A moment later Willie Ruston was overwhelmed in a shrilly enthusiastic +greeting. Mrs. Cormack had been in despair from _ennui_; Maggie's delay +was endless, and Mr. Ruston was in verity a godsend. Indeed there was +every appearance of sincerity in the lady's welcome. She stood and +looked at him with an expression of most wicked and mischievous +pleasure. The remorse detected by Tom Loring was not visible now; pure +delight reigned supreme, and gave free scope to her frivolous +fearlessness. + +"_Enfin!_" she said. "Behold the villain of the piece!" + +He opened his eyes in questioning. + +"Oh, you think to deceive me too? Why, I have prophesied it." + +"You are," said Willie, standing on the hearth-rug, and gazing at her +nervous restless figure, so rich in half-expressed hints too subtle for +language, "the most outrageous of women, Mrs. Cormack. Fortunately you +have a fling at everybody, and the saints come off as badly as the +sinners." + +A shrug asserted her opinion of his pretences. He answered, + +"I really am so unfortunate as not to have the least idea what you're +driving at." + +An inarticulate scornful little sound greeted this protest. + +"Oh, well, I shall wait till you say something," remarked Willie, with a +laugh. "I can't deny villainies wholesale, and I can't argue against +Gallic ejaculations." + +"You still come here?" she asked, ignoring his rudeness, and coming to +close quarters with native audacity. + +He looked at her for a moment, and then walked up to her chair, and +stood over her. She leant back, gazing up at him with a smile. + +"Look here! Don't talk nonsense," he said brusquely; "even such talk as +yours may do harm with fools." + +"Fools!" she echoed. "You mean----?" + +"More than half the world," he interrupted. + +"Including----?" she began again in mockery. + +"Some of our acquaintance," he answered, with the glimmer of a smile. + +"Ah, I thought you were angry!" she cried, pointing at the smile on his +lips. + +"I shall be, if you don't hold your tongue." + +"You beg me to be silent, Mr. Ruston?" + +"I desire you not to chatter about me, Mrs. Cormack." + +"Ah, what politeness! I shall say what I please," and she rose and stood +facing him defiantly. + +"I wish," he said, "that I could tell you what they do to gossiping +women in Omofaga. It is so very disagreeable--and appropriate." + +"Oh, I don't mind hearing." + +"I can believe it, but I mind saying." + +She flushed, and her breath came more quickly. + +"No doubt you will enforce the treatment--in your own interest," she +said. + +"You won't be there," replied he, with affected regret. + +"Well, here I shall say what I please." + +"And who will listen?" + +"One man, at least," she cried, in incautious anger. "Ah, you'd like to +beat me, wouldn't you?" + +"Why suggest the impossible?" he asked, smiling. "I can't beat +every----" he paused, and added with deliberateness, "every +vulgar-minded woman in London;" and turning his back on her, he sat down +and took up a newspaper that lay on the table. + +For full five or six minutes Mrs. Cormack sat silent. Willie Ruston +glanced through the leading article, and turned the paper, folding it +neatly. There was a letter from a correspondent on the subject of the +watersheds of Central South Africa, and he was reading it with +attention. He thought that he recognised Tom Loring's hand. The +watersheds of Omofaga were not given their due. Ah, and here was that +old falsehood about arid wastes round Fort Imperial! + +"By Jove, it's too bad!" he exclaimed aloud. + +Mrs. Cormack, who had for the last few moments been watching him, first +with a frown, then with a half-incredulous, half-amazed smile, burst out +into laughter. + +"Really, one might as well be offended with a grizzly bear!" she cried. + +He put down the paper, and met her gaze. + +"How in the world," she went on, "does she--there, I beg your pardon. +How does anyone endure you, Mr. Ruston?" + +As she spoke, before he could answer, the door opened, and Harry +Dennison came in. He entered with a hesitating step. After greeting Mrs. +Cormack, he advanced towards Ruston. The latter held out his hand, and +Harry took it. He did not look Ruston in the eyes. + +"How are you?" said he. "You want to see me?" + +"Well, for a moment, if you can spare the time--on business." + +"Is it about my letter to Carlin?" + +Ruston nodded. Mrs. Cormack kept a close watch. + +"I--I can't alter that," said Harry, in a confused way. "Sir George is +so crippled now, so much of the work falls on me; I have really no +time." + +"You might have left us your name." + +"I couldn't do that, could I? Suppose you came to grief?" and he laughed +uncomfortably. + +Willie Ruston was afflicted by a sense of weakness--a vulnerability new +in his experience--forbidding him to be urgent with the renegade. Had +Carlin been present, he would have stood astounded at his chief's +tonguetiedness. Mrs. Cormack smiled at it, and her smile, caught in a +swift glance by Ruston, spurred him to a voluble appeal, that sounded to +himself hollow and ineffective. It had no effect on Harry Dennison, who +said little, but shook his head with unfailing resolution. Mrs. Cormack +could not resist the temptation to offer matters an opportunity of +development. + +"But what does Maggie say to your desertion?" she asked in an innocently +playful way. + +Harry seemed nonplussed at the question, and Willie Ruston interposed. + +"We needn't bring Mrs. Dennison into it," he said, smiling. "It's a +matter of business, and if Dennison has made up his mind----" + +He ended with a shrug, and took up his hat. + +"I--I think so, Ruston," stumbled Harry. + +"Where is Maggie?" asked Mrs. Cormack curiously. "They told me she would +be in soon." + +"I don't know," said Harry. "She went out driving. She's sometimes late +in coming back." + +Ruston was shaking hands with Mrs. Cormack, and, when he walked out, +Harry followed him. The two men went downstairs in silence. Harry opened +the front door. Willie Ruston held out his hand, but Harry did not this +time take it. Holding the door-knob, he looked at his visitor with a +puzzled entreaty in his eyes, and his visitor suddenly felt sorry for +him. + +"I hope Mrs. Dennison is well?" said Ruston, after a pause. + +"No," answered Harry, with rough abruptness. "She's not well. I knew how +it would be; I told you. You would go." + +"My dear fellow----" + +"You would talk to her about your miserable Company--our Company, if you +like. I knew it would do her harm. I told you so." + +He was pouring out his incoherent charges and repetitions in a fretful +petulance. + +"The doctor says her nerves are all wrong; she must be left alone. I see +it. She's not herself." + +"Then that," said Ruston, "is the real reason why you're severing +yourself from us?" + +"I don't want her to hear anything more about it; she got absorbed in +it. I told you she would, but you wouldn't listen. Tom Loring thought +just the same. But you would go." + +"Is she ill?" + +"Oh, I don't know that she's ill. She's--she's not herself. She's +strange." + +The note of distress in his voice grew more acute as he went on. + +"I'm very sorry," said Willie, baldly. "Give her my best----" + +"If you want to see me again about it, I--you'll always know where to +find me in the City, won't you?" He shuffled his feet nervously, and +twisted the door-knob as he spoke. + +"You mean," asked Ruston, slowly, "that I'd better not come here?" + +"Well, yes--just now," mumbled Harry; and he added apologetically, +"She's seeing very few people just now, you know." + +"As you please, of course," said Ruston, shortly. "I daresay you're +right. I should like to say, Dennison, that I did not intend----." He +suddenly stopped short. There was no need to rush unbidden into more +falseness. "Good-bye," he said. + +Harry took the offered hand in a limp grasp, but his eyes did not leave +the ground. A moment later the door closed, and Ruston was alone +outside--knowing that he had been turned out--in however ineffective +blundering manner, yet, in fact, turned out--and by Harry Dennison. That +Harry knew nothing, he hardly felt as a comfort; that perhaps he +suspected hardly as a danger. He was angry and humiliated that such a +thing should happen, and that he should be powerless to prevent, and +without title to resent, the blow. + +Looking up he caught sight dimly in the dim light of a lithe figure and +a mocking face. Mrs. Cormack had regained her own house by means of the +little gate, and stood leaning over the balcony smiling at him like some +disguised fiend in a ballet or opera-bouffe. He heard a tinkling laugh. +Had she listened? She was capable of it, and if she had, it might well +be that she had caught a word or two. But perhaps his air and attitude +were enough to tell the tale. She craned her neck over the parapet, and +called to him. + +"I hope we shall see you soon again. Of course, you'll be coming to see +Maggie soon?" + +"Oh, soon, I hope," he answered sturdily, and the low tinkle of laughter +rang out again in answer. + +Without more, he turned on his heel and walked down the street, a morose +frown on his brow. + +He had been gone some half-hour when, just before eight o'clock, Mrs. +Dennison's victoria drove quickly up to the door. The evening was chilly +and she was wearing her furs. Her face rose pale and rigid above them; +and as she walked to the house, her steps dragged as though in +weariness. She did not go upstairs, but knocked, almost timidly, at the +door of her husband's study. Entering in obedience to his call, she +found him sitting in his deep leathern arm-chair by the fire. She leant +her arm on the back and stared over his head into the fire. + +"Anyone been, Harry?" she asked. + +He lifted his eyes with a start. + +"Is it you, Maggie?" he cried, leaping up and seizing her hand. "Why, +how cold you are, dear! Come and sit by the fire." + +She did as he bade her. + +"Any visitors?" she asked again. + +"Ruston," he answered, turning and poking the fire as he did so. "He +came to see me about the Company, you know." + +"Is he long gone?" + +"Yes, some time." + +"He was angry, was he?" + +"Yes, Maggie. But I stuck to it. I won't have anything more to do with +the thing." + +His petulance betrayed itself again in his voice. She said nothing, and, +after a moment, he asked anxiously, + +"Do you mind much? You know the doctor----?" + +"Oh, the doctor! No, Harry, I don't mind. Do as you like. He can get on +without us." + +"If you really mind, I'll try----" + +"No, no, no," she burst out. "You're quite right. Of course you're +right. I don't want you to go on. I'm tired of it too." + +"Are you?" he asked, with a face suddenly brightening. "Are you really? +Then I'm glad I told Ruston not to come bothering about it here." + +Had he been listening, he could have heard the sharp indrawing of her +breath. + +"What do you mean?" she asked. + +"Why, I told him not to come and see you till--till you were stronger." + +She shot a terrified glance at him. His expression was merely anxious +and, according to its wont when he was in a difficulty, apologetic. + +"And he won't be here much longer now," he added, comfortingly. + +"No, not much," she forced herself to murmur. + +"Won't you go and dress for dinner?" he asked, after a moment. "It's +ordered for a quarter-past, and it's more than that now." + +"Is it? I'll come directly. You go, and I'll follow you. I shan't be +long." + +He came near to where she sat. + +"Are you feeling better?" he asked. + +"Oh, Harry, Harry, I'm well, perfectly well! You and your doctor!" and +she broke into an impatient laugh. "You'll persuade me into the grave +before you've done." + +He looked at her for a moment, and then, shaping his lips to whistle, +sounded a few dreary notes and stole out of the room. + +She heard the door close, and, sitting up, stretched her arms over her +head. Then she sighed for relief at his going. It was much to be alone. + + + + + CHAPTER XXII. + + A TOAST IN CHAMPAGNE. + + +"A month to-day!" said Lady Valentine, pausing in her writing (she had +just set "Octr. 10th" at the head of her paper) and gazing sorrowfully +across the room at Marjory. + +Marjory knew well what she meant. The poor woman was counting the days +that still lay between her and the departure of her son. + +"Now don't, mother," protested Marjory. + +"Oh, I know I'm silly. I met Mr. Ruston at the Seminghams' yesterday, +and he told me that there wasn't the least danger, and that it was a +glorious chance for Walter--just what you said from the first, dear--and +that Walter could run over and see me in about eighteen months' time. +Oh, but, Marjory, I know it's dangerous!" + +Marjory rose and crossed over to where her mother sat. + +"You must be a Spartan matron, dear," said she. "You can't keep Walter +in leading strings all his life." + +"No; but he might have stayed here, and got on, and gone into +Parliament, and so on." She paused and added, "Like Evan, you know." + +Marjory coloured--more from self-reproach than embarrassment. She had +gone in these last weeks terribly near to forgetting poor Evan's +existence. + +"Evan came in while I was at the Seminghams'. He looked so dull, poor +fellow. I--I asked him to dinner, Marjory. He hasn't been here for a +long while. We haven't seen nearly as much of him since we knew Mr. +Ruston. I don't think they like one another." + +"You know why he hasn't come here," said Marjory softly. + +"He spent a week with me while you were at Dieppe. He seemed to like to +hear about you." + +A smile of sad patience appeared on Marjory's face. + +"Oh, my dear, you are such a bad hinter," she half laughed, half moaned. + +"Poor Evan! I'm very sorry for him; but I can't help it, can I?" + +"It would have been so nice." + +"And you used to be such a mercenary creature!" + +"Ah, well, my dear, I want to keep one of my children with me. But, if +it can't be, it can't." + +Marjory bent down and whispered in her mother's ear, "I'm not going to +Omofaga, dear." + +"Well, I used to be half afraid of it," admitted Lady Valentine (she +forgot that she had half hoped it also); "but you never seem to be +interested in him now. Do you mind Evan coming to dinner?" + +"Oh, no," said Marjory. + +Since her return from Dieppe she had seemed to "mind" nothing. +Relaxation of the strain under which her days passed there had left her +numbed. She was conscious only of a passionate shrinking from the sight +or company of the two people who had there filled her life. To meet them +again forced her back in thought to that dreary mysterious night with +its unsolved riddle, that she feared seeking to answer. + +Her mother had called on Maggie Dennison, and came back with a flow of +kindly lamentations over Maggie's white cheeks and listless weary air. +Her brother was constantly with Ruston, and tried to persuade her to +join parties of which he was to be one. She fenced with both of them, +escaping on one plea and another; and Maggie's acquiescence in her +absence, no less than Ruston's failure to make a chance of meeting her, +strengthened her resolve to remain aloof. + +Young Sir Walter also came to dinner that night; he was very gay and +chatty, full of Omofaga and his fast-approaching expedition. He greeted +Evan Haselden with a manner that claimed at least equality; nay, he +lectured him a little on the ignorant interference of a stay-at-home +House of Commons with the work of the men on the spot, in South Africa +and elsewhere; people on this side would not give a man a free hand, he +complained, and exhorted Evan to take no part in such ill-advised +meddling. + +Hence he was led on to the topic he was never now far away from--Willie +Ruston--and he reproached his mother and sister for their want of +attention to the hero. + +This was the first gleam of light for poor Evan Haselden, for it told +him that Willie Ruston was not, as he had feared, a successful rival. He +rejoiced at Lady Valentine's hinted dislike of Ruston, and anxiously +studied Marjory's face in hope of detecting a like disposition. But his +vanity led him to return Walter's lecture, and he added an innuendo +concerning the unscrupulousness of adventurers who cloaked money-making +under specious pretences. Walter flared up in a moment, and the dinner +ended in something like a dispute between the two young men. + +"Well, Dennison's found him out, anyhow," said Evan bitterly. "He's cut +the whole concern." + +"We can do without Dennison," said young Sir Walter scornfully. + +When the meal was finished, young Sir Walter, treating his friend +without ceremony, carelessly pleaded an engagement, and went out. Lady +Valentine, interpreting Evan's glances, and hoping against hope, seized +the chance of leaving him alone with her daughter. Marjory watched the +manoeuvre without thwarting it. Her heart was more dead to Evan than it +had ever been. Her experiences at Dieppe had aged her mind, and she +found him less capable of stirring any feeling in her than even in the +days when she had half made a hero out of Willie Ruston. + +She waited for his words in resignation; and he, acute enough to mark +her moods, began as a man begins who rushes on anticipated defeat. What +is unintelligible seems most irresistible, and he knew not at what point +to attack her indifference. He saw the change in her; he could have +dated its beginning. The cause he found somehow in Ruston, but yet it +was clear to him that she did not think of Ruston as a suitor--almost +clear that she heard his name and thought of him with repulsion--and +that the attraction he had once exercised over her was gone. + +The weary talk wore to its close, ending with angry petulance on his +side, and, at last, on hers with a grief that was half anger. He could +not believe in her decision, unless there were one who had displaced +him; and, seeing none save Ruston, in spite of his own convictions, he +broke at last into a demand to be told whether she thought of him. +Marjory started in horror, crying, "No, no," and, for all Evan's +preoccupation, her vehemence amazed him. + +"Oh, you've found him out too, perhaps," he sneered. "You've found him +out by now. All the same, it was his fault that you didn't care for me +before." + +"Evan," she implored, "do, pray, not talk like that. There's not a man +in the whole world that I would not have for my husband rather than +him." + +"Now," he repeated; "but I'm speaking of before." + +Half angry again at that he should allow himself such an insinuation, +she yet liked him too well, and felt too unhappy to be insincere. + +"Well," she said with a troubled smile, "if you like, I've found him +out." + +"Then, Marjory," cried Evan, in a spasm of reviving hope, "if that +fellow's out of the way----" + +But she would not hear him, and he flung himself out of the house with a +rudeness that his love pardoned. + +She heard him go, in aching sorrow that he, who felt few things deeply, +should feel this one so deeply. Then, following the calls of society, +which are followed in spite of most troubles, she, pale-faced and sad, +and her mother, almost weeping in motherly distress, dressed themselves +to go to a party. Lady Semingham was at home that night. + +At the party all was gay and bright. Lady Semingham was chattering to +Mr. Otto Heather. Semingham was trying to make Mr. Foster Belford +understand the story of the Baron and Willie Ruston, Lord Detchmore, who +had come in from a public dinner, was conspicuous in his blue riband, +and was listening to Adela Ferrars with a smile on his face. Marjory sat +down in a corner, hoping to escape introductions, and, when an old +friend carried her mother off to eat an ice, she kept her place. +Presently she heard cried, "Mrs. Dennison," and Maggie came in with her +usual grace. It seemed as though the last few months were blotted out, +and they were all again at that first party at Mrs. Dennison's where +Willie Ruston had made his _entrée_. The illusion was not to lack +confirmation, for, a moment later, Ruston himself was announced, and the +sound of his name made Adela turn her head for one swift moment from her +distinguished companion. + +"Ah!" said Lord Detchmore, "then I must go. If I talk to him any more +I'm a lost man." + +"There's Mr. Loring in the corner--no, not that corner; that's Marjory +Valentine. He will take your side." + +"Why are they all in corners?" asked Detchmore. + +"They don't want to be trodden on," said Adela, with a grimace. "You'd +better take one too." + +"There's Mrs. Dennison in a third corner. Shall I take that one, or +should I get trodden on there?" + +Adela looked up swiftly. His remark hinted at gossip afloat. + +"Take one for yourself," she began, with an uneasy laugh. But the laugh +suddenly became genuine for the very absurdity of the thing. "We'll go +and join Mr. Loring, shall we?" she proposed. + +Lord Detchmore acquiesced, and they walked over to where Tom stood. On +their way, to their consternation, they encountered Willie Ruston. + +"Now we're in for it," breathed Detchmore in low tones. But Ruston, with +a bow, passed on, going straight as an arrow towards where Maggie +Dennison sat. Lord Detchmore raised his eyebrows, Adela shut her fan +with a click, Tom Loring, when they reached him, was frowning. Away +across the room sat Marjory alone. + +"Good heavens! he let me alone!" exclaimed Lord Detchmore. + +"Perhaps I was your shield," said Adela. "He doesn't like me." + +"Nor you, Loring, I expect?" + +Presently Lord Detchmore moved away, leaving Adela and Tom together. +They had been together a good deal lately, and their tones showed the +intimacy of friendship. + +"That man," said Adela quickly, "suspects something. He's a terrible old +gossip, although he is a great statesman, of course. Can't you prevent +them talking there together?" + +"No," said Tom composedly, "I can't; she'd send me away if I went." + +"Then I shall go. Why isn't Harry here?" + +"He wouldn't come. I've been dining with him at the club." + +"He ought to have come." + +"I don't believe it would have made any difference." + +Adela looked at him for a moment; then she walked swiftly across the +room to Maggie Dennison, and held out her hand. + +"Maggie, I haven't had a talk with you for ever so long. How do you do, +Mr. Ruston?" + +Ruston shook hands but did not move. He stood silently through two or +three moments of Adela's forced chatter. Mrs. Dennison was sitting on a +small couch, which would just hold two people; but she sat in the middle +of it, and did not offer to make room for Adela. When Adela paused for +want of anything to say, there was silence. She looked from the one to +the other. Ruston smiled the smile that always exasperated her on his +face--the smile of possession she called it in an attempt at definition. + +"Look at Marjory!" said Mrs. Dennison. "How solitary she looks! Poor +girl! Do go and talk to her, Adela." + +"I came to talk to you," said Adela, in fiery temper. + +"Well, I'll come and talk to you both directly," said Maggie. + +"We're talking business," added Willie Ruston, still smiling. + +"Oh, if you don't want me!" cried Adela, and she turned away, declaring +in her heart that she had made the last effort of friendship. + +With her going went Ruston's smile. He bent his head, and said in a low +voice, + +"You are the only woman whom I could have left like that, and the only +one whom I could have found it hard to leave. Was it very hard for you?" + +"It was just the truth for me," she answered. + +"Of course you were angry and hurt. I was afraid you would be," he said. + +She looked at him with a curious smile. + +"But then," he continued, "you saw how I was placed. Do you think I +didn't suffer in going? I've never had such a wrench in my life. Won't +you forgive me, Maggie?" + +"Forgive! What's the use of talking like that? What's the use of my +'forgiving' you for being what you are?" + +"You talk as if you'd found me out in something." + +She turned to him, saying very low, + +"And haven't you found me out, too? We are face to face now, Willie." + +He did not fully understand her. Half in justification, half in apology, +he said doggedly, + +"I simply had to go." + +"Yes, you simply had to go. There was the railway. Oh, what's the use of +talking about it?" + +"I was afraid you meant to have nothing more to do with me." + +"Or you wished it?" she asked quickly. + +He started. She had discerned the thoughts that came into his mind in +his solitary walks. + +"Don't be afraid. I've wished it," she added. + +There was a pause; then he, not denying her charge, whispered, + +"I can't wish it now--not when I'm with you." + +"To have nothing more to do with you! Ah, Willie, I have nothing to do +with anything but you." + +A swift glance from him told her that her appeal touched him. + +"What else is left me? Can I live as I am living?" + +"What are we to do?" he asked. "We shall see one another sometimes now. +I can't come to your house, you know. But sometimes----" + +"At a party--here and there! And the rest of the time I must live at--at +home! Home!" + +He bent to her, whispering, + +"We must arrange----" + +"No, no," she replied, passionately. "Don't you see?" + +"What?" he asked, puzzled. + +"Oh, you don't understand! It's not that. It's not that I can't live +without you." + +"I never said that," he interposed quickly. + +"And yet I suppose it is that. But it's something more. Willie, I can't +live with him." + +"Does he suspect?" he asked in an eager whisper. + +"I don't know. I really don't know. It's worse if he doesn't. Oh, if you +knew what I feel when he looks at me and asks----" + +"Asks what?" + +"Nothing--nothing in words; but, Willie, everything, everything. I shall +go mad, if I stay. And then don't you see----?" She stopped, going on +again a moment later. "I've borne it till I could see you. But I can't +go on bearing it." + +He glanced at her. + +"We can't talk about it here," he said. "Everybody will see how agitated +you are." + +For answer she schooled her face to rigidity, and her hands to +motionlessness. + +"You must talk about it--here and now," she said. "It's the only time +I've seen you since--Dieppe. What are you going to do, Willie?" + +He looked round. Then, with a smile, he offered his arm. + +"I must take you to have something," he said. "Come, we must walk +through the room." + +She rose and took his arm. Bowing and smiling, she turned to greet her +acquaintances. She stopped to speak to Lord Detchmore, and exchanged a +word with her host. + +"Yes. What are you going to do?" she asked again, aloud. + +They had reached the room where the _buffet_ stood. Mrs. Dennison, after +a few words to Lady Valentine, who was still there, sat down on a chair +a little remote from the crowd. Ruston brought her a cup of coffee, and +stood in front of her, with the half-conscious intention of shielding +her from notice. She drank the coffee hastily; its heat brought a slight +glow to her face. + +"You're going as you planned?" she asked. + +He answered in low, dry tones, emptied of all emotion. + +"Yes," said he, "I'm going." + +She stretched out her hand towards him imploringly. + +"Willie, you must take me with you," she said. + +He looked down with startled face. + +"My God, Maggie!" he exclaimed. + +"I can't stay here. I can't stay with him." + +Her lips quivered; he took her cup from her (he feared that she would +let it fall), and set it on the table. Behind them he heard merry +voices; Semingham's was loud among them. The voices were coming near +them. + +"I must think," he whispered. "We can't talk now. I must see you again." + +"Where?" she asked helplessly. + +"Carlin's. Come up to-morrow. I can arrange it. For heaven's sake, begin +to talk about something." + +She looked up in his face. + +"I could stand here and tell it to the room," she said, "sooner than +live as I live now." + +He had no time to answer. Semingham's arm was on his shoulder. Lord +Detchmore stood by his side. + +"I want," said Semingham, "to introduce Lord Detchmore to you, Mrs. +Dennison. It's not at all disinterested of me. You must persuade +him--you know what about." + +"No, no," laughed the Minister, "I mustn't be talked to; it's highly +improper, and I distrust my virtue." + +"I'll be bound now that you were talking about Omofaga this very +minute," pursued Semingham. + +"Of course we were," said Ruston. + +"You're a great enthusiast, Mrs. Dennison," smiled Detchmore. "You ought +to go out, you know. Can't you persuade your husband to lend you to the +expedition?" + +Ruston could have killed the man for his _malapropos_ jesting. Maggie +Dennison seemed unable to answer it. Semingham broke in lightly, + +"It would be a fine chance for proving the quality--and the equality--of +women," said he. "I always told Mrs. Dennison that she ought to be Queen +of Omofaga." + +"And I hope," said Detchmore, with a significant smile, "that there'll +soon be a railway to take you there." + +Even at that moment, the light of triumph came suddenly gleaming into +Ruston's eyes. He looked at Detchmore, who laughed and nodded. + +"I think so. I think I shall be able to manage it," he said. + +"That's an end to all our troubles," said Semingham. "Come, we'll drink +to it." + +He signed to a waiter, who brought champagne. Lord Detchmore gallantly +pressed a glass on Mrs. Dennison. She shook her head, but took it. + +"Long life to Omofaga, and death to its enemies!" cried Semingham in +burlesque heroics, and, with a laugh--that was, as his laughs so often +were, as much at himself as at the rest of the world--he made a mock +obeisance to Willie Ruston, adding, "_Moriamur pro rege nostro!_" and +draining the glass. + +Maggie Dennison's eyes sparkled. Behind the mockery in Semingham's jest, +behind the only half make-believe homage which Detchmore's humorous +glance at Ruston showed, she saw the reality of deference, the +acknowledgment of power in the man she loved. For a brief moment she +tasted the troubled joy which she had paid so high to win. For a moment +her eyes rested on Willie Ruston as a woman's eyes rest on a man who is +the world's as well as hers, but also hers as he is not the world's. She +sipped the champagne, echoing in her low rich voice, so that the men but +just caught the words, "_Moriamur pro rege nostro_" and gave the glass +into Ruston's hand. + +A sudden seriousness fell upon them. Detchmore glanced at Semingham, and +thence, curiously, at Willie Ruston, whose face was pale and marked with +a deep-lined frown. Mrs. Dennison had sunk back in her chair, and her +heart rose and fell in agitated breathings. Then Willie Ruston spoke in +cool deliberate tones. + +"The King there was a Queen," he said. "You've drunk to the wrong +person, Semingham. I'll drink it right," and, bowing to Maggie Dennison, +he drained his glass. Looking up, he found Detchmore's eyes on him in +overpowering wonder. + +"If I tell you a story, Lord Detchmore," said he, "you'll understand," +and, yielding his place by Maggie Dennison, he took Detchmore with him, +and they walked away in talk. + +It was an hour later when Lord Detchmore took leave of his host. + +"Well, did you hear the story?" asked Semingham. + +"Yes; I heard it," said Detchmore, "about the telegram, wasn't it?" + +"Yes, and of course, you see, it explains the toast." + +"That sounds like a question, Semingham." + +"Oh, no. The note of interrogation was--a printer's error." + +"It's a remarkable story." + +"It really is," said Semingham. + +"And--is it the whole story?" + +"Well, isn't it enough to justify the toast?" + +"It--and she--are enough," said Detchmore. "But, Semingham----" + +Lord Semingham, however, took him by the arm, walked him into the hall, +got his hat and coat for him, helped him on with them, and wished him +good-night. Detchmore submitted without resistance. Just at the last, +however, as he fitted his hat on his head, he said, + +"You're unusually explicit, Semingham. He goes to Omofaga soon, don't +he?" + +"Yes, thank God," said Semingham, almost cheerfully. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIII. + + THE CUTTING OF THE KNOT. + + +"You can manage it for me?" asked Willie Ruston. + +"I suppose I can," answered Carlin; "but it's rather queer, isn't it, +Willie?" + +"I don't know whether it's queer or not; but I must talk to her for +half-an-hour." + +"Why not at Curzon Street?" + +Ruston laughed a short little laugh. + +"Do you really want the reason stated?" he inquired. + +Carlin shook his head gloomily, but he attempted no remonstrance. He +confined himself to saying, + +"I hope the deuce you're not getting yourself into a mess!" + +"She'll be here about five. You must be here, you know, and you must +leave me with her. Look here, Carlin, I only want a word with her." + +"But my wife----" + +"Send your wife somewhere--to the theatre with the children, or +somewhere. Mind you're here to receive her." + +He issued his orders and walked away. He hated making arrangements of +this sort, but there was (he told himself) no help for it. Anything was +better than talking to Maggie Dennison before the world in a +drawing-room. And it was for the last time. Removed from her presence, +he felt clear about that. The knot must be cut; the thing must be +finished. His approaching departure made a natural and inevitable end to +it; and her mad suggestion of coming with him shewed in its real +enormity as he mused on it in his solitary thoughts. For a moment she +had carried him away. The picture of her pale eloquent face, and the +gleam of her eager eyes had almost led him to self-betrayal; the idea of +her in such a mood beside him in his work and his triumphs had seemed +for the moment irresistible. She could double his strength and make joy +of his toil. But it could not be so; and for it to be so, if it could +be, he must stand revealed as a traitor to his friend, and be banned for +an outlaw by his acquaintance. He had been a traitor, of course, but he +need not persist. They--she and he--must not stereotype a passing +madness, nor refuse the rescue chance had given them. There was time to +draw back, to set matters right again--at least, to trammel up the +consequence of wrong. + +When she came, and Carlin, frowning perplexedly, had, with awkward +excuses, taken himself away, he said all this to her in stumbling +speech. From the exaltation of the evening before they fell pitiably. +They had soared then in vaulting imagination over the bristling +barriers; to-day they could rise to no such height. Reality pressed hard +upon them, crushing their romance into crime, their passion to the +vulgarity of an everyday intrigue. This secret backstairs meeting seemed +to stamp all that passed at it with its own degrading sign; their +high-wrought defiance of the world and the right dwindled before their +eyes to a mean and sly evasiveness. So felt Willie Ruston; and Maggie +Dennison sat silent while he painted for her what he felt. She did not +interrupt him; now and again a shiver or a quick motion shewed that she +heard him. At last he had said his say, and stood, leaning against the +mantelpiece, looking down on her. Then, without glancing up, she asked, + +"And what's to become of me, Willie?" + +The sudden simple question revealed him to himself. Put in plain +English, his rigmarole meant, "Go your way and I'll go mine." What he +had said might be right--might be best--might be duty--might be +religion--might be anything you would. But a man may forfeit the right +to do right. + +"Of you?" he stammered. + +"I can't live as I am," she said. + +He began to pace up and down the room. She sat almost listlessly in her +chair. There was an air of helplessness about her. But she was slowly +thinking over what he had said and realising its purport. + +"You mean we're never to meet again?" she asked. + +"Not that!" he cried, with a sudden heat that amazed himself. "Not that, +Maggie. Why that?" + +"Why that?" she repeated in wondering tones. "What else do you mean? You +don't mean we should go on like this?" + +He did not dare to answer either way. The one was now impossible--had +swiftly, as he looked at her, come to seem impossible; the other was to +treat her as not even he could treat her. She was not of the stuff to +live a life like that. + +There was silence while he waged with himself that strange preposterous +struggle, where evil seemed good, and good a treachery not to be +committed; wherein his brain seemed to invite to meanness, and his +passion, for once, to point the better way. + +"I wish to God we had never----" he began; but her despairing eyes +stifled the feeble useless sentence on his lips. + +At last he came near to her; the lines were deep on his forehead, and +his mouth quivered under a forced smile. He laid his hand on her +shoulder. She looked up questioningly. + +"You know what you're asking?" he said. + +She nodded her head. + +"Then so be it," said he; and he went again and leant against the +mantelpiece. + +He felt that he had paid a debt with his life, but knew not whether the +payment were too high. + +It seemed to him long before she spoke--long enough for him to repeat +again to himself what he had done--how that he, of all men, had made a +burden that would break his shoulders, and had fettered his limbs for +all his life's race--yet to be glad, too, that he had not shrunk from +carrying what he had made, and had escaped coupling the craven with his +other part. + +"What do you mean?" she asked at last; and there was surprise in her +tone. + +"It shall be as you wish," he answered. "We'll go through with it +together." + +Though he was giving what she asked, she seemed hardly to understand. + +"I can't let you go," he said; "and I suppose you can't let me go." + +"But--but what'll happen?" + +"God knows," said he. "We shall be a long way off, anyhow." + +"In Omofaga, Willie?" + +"Yes." + +After a pause she rose and moved a step towards him. + +"Why are you doing it?" she asked, searching his eyes with hers. "Is it +just because I ask? Because you're sorry for me?" + +She was standing near him, and he looked on her face. Then he sprang +forward, catching her hands. + +"It's because you're more to me than I ever thought any woman could be." + +She let her hands lie in his. + +"But you came here," she said, "meaning to send me away." + +"I was a fool," he said, grimly, between his teeth. + +She drew her hands away, and then whispered, + +"And, Willie--Harry?" + +Again he had nothing to answer. She stood looking at him with a wistful +longing for a word of comfort. He gave none. She passed her hand across +her eyes, and burst into sudden sobs. + +"How miserable I am!" she sobbed. "I wish I was dead!" + +He made as though to take her hand again, but she shrank, and he fell +back. With one hand over her eyes, she felt her way back to her chair. + +For five minutes or more she sat crying. Ruston did not move. He had +nothing wherewith to console her, and he dared not touch her. Then she +looked up. + +"If I were dead?" she said. + +"Hush! hush! You'd break my heart," he answered in low tones. + +In the midst of her weeping, for an instant she smiled. + +"Ah, Willie, Willie!" she said; and he knew that she read him through +and through, so that he was ashamed to protest again. + +She did not believe in that from him. + +Presently her sobs ceased, and she crushed her handkerchief into a ball +in her hand. + +"Well, Maggie?" said he in hard even tones. + +She rose again to her feet and came to him. + +"Kiss me, Willie," she said; "I'm going back home." + +He took her in his arms and kissed her. She released herself, and gazed +long in his face. + +"Why?" he asked. "You can't bear it; you know you can't. Come with me, +Maggie. I don't understand you." + +"No; I don't understand myself. I came here meaning to go with you. I +came here thinking I could never bear to go back. Ah, you don't know +what it is to live there now. But I must go back. Ah, how I hate it!" + +She laid her hand on his arm. + +"Think--if I came with you! Think, Willie!" + +"Yes," he said, as though it had been wrung from him, "I know. But come +all the same, Maggie," and with a sudden gust of passion he began to +beseech her, declaring that he could not live without her. + +"No, no," she cried; "it's not true, Willie, or you're not the man I +loved. Go on, dear; go on. I shall hear about you. I shall watch you." + +"But you'll be here--with him," he muttered in grim anger. + +"Ah, Willie, are you still--still jealous? Even now?" + +A silence fell between them. + +"You shall come," he said at last. "What do I care for him or the rest +of them? I care for nothing but you." + +"I will not come, Willie. I dare not come. Willie, in a week--in a +day--Willie, my dear, in an hour you will be glad that I would not +come." + +As she spoke, her voice grew louder. The words sounded like a sentence +on him. + +"Is that why?" he asked, regarding her with moody eyes. + +She hesitated before she answered, in bewildered despair. + +"Yes. I don't know. In part it is. And I daren't think of Harry. Let me +think, Willie, that it's a little bit because of Harry and the children. +I know I can't expect you to believe it, but it is a little, though it's +more because of you." + +"Of me?--for my sake, do you mean?" + +"No; not altogether for your sake; because of you." + +"And, Maggie, if he suspects?" + +"He won't suspect," she said. "He would take my word against the world." + +"They suspect--some of them--that woman Mrs. Cormack. And--does +Marjory?" + +"It is nothing. He won't believe. Marjory will not say a word." + +"You'll persuade him that there was nothing----?" + +"Yes; I'll persuade him," she answered. + +She began to pull a glove on to her hand. + +"I must go," she said. "It's nearly an hour since I came." + +He took a step towards her. + +"You won't come, Maggie?" he urged, and there was still eagerness in his +voice. + +"Not again, Willie. I can't stand it again. Good-bye. I've given you +everything, Willie. And you'll think of me now and then?" + +He was unmanned. He could not answer her, but turned towards the wall +and covered his face with his hand. + +"I shan't think of you like that," she said, a note of wondering +reproach in her voice. "I shall think of you conquering. I like the hard +look that they blame you for. Well, you'll have it soon again, Willie." + +She moved towards the door. He did not turn. She waited an instant +looking at him. A smile was on her lips, and a tear trickled down her +cheeks. + +"It's like shutting the door on life, Willie," she said. + +He sprang forward, but she raised her hand to stay him. + +"No. It is--settled," said she; and she opened the door of the room and +walked out into the little entrance-hall. + +It was a wet evening, and the rain pattered on the roof of the +projecting porch. They stood there a moment, till her cabman, who had +taken refuge in the lee of the garden wall, brought his vehicle up to +the door. They heard a step creak behind them in the hall, and then +recede. Carlin was treading on tip-toe away. + +Maggie Dennison put out her hand and met Ruston's. She pressed his hand +with strength more than her own, and she said, very low, + +"I am dying now--this way--for my king, Willie," and she stepped out +into the rain, and climbed into the cab. + +"Back to where you brought me from," she called to the man, and leaning +forward, where the cab lamps caught her face, so that it gleamed like +the face of some marble statue, she looked on Willie Ruston. Her lips +moved, but he heard no word. The wheels turned and the lamps flashed, +and she was carried away. + +Willie started forward a step or two, then ran to the gate and, leaning +on it, watched the red lights as they fled away; and long after they +were gone, he stood there, bareheaded, in the drenching rain. He did not +think; he still saw her, still heard her voice, and watched her broad +low brow. She still stood before him, not the fairest of women, but the +woman who was for him. And the rumble of retreating wheels sounded again +in his ears. She was gone. + +How long he stood he did not know. Presently he felt an arm passed +through his, and he was led back to the house. + +Old Carlin took him through the hall into his own little study, where a +bright fire blazed, and gave him brandy, which he drank, and helped him +off with his wet coat, and put a cricketing jacket on him, and pushed +him into an arm-chair, and hunted for a pair of slippers for him. + +All this while neither spoke; and at last Carlin, his tasks done, stood +and warmed himself at the fire, looking steadily in front of him, and +never at his friend. + +"You dear old fool," said Willie Ruston. + +"Ah, well, well, you mustn't take cold. If you were laid up now, what +the deuce would become of Omofaga?" + +His small, sharp, shrewd eyes blinked as he spoke, and he glanced at +Willie Ruston as he named Omofaga. + +Willie sprang to his feet with an oath. + +"My God!" he cried, "why do you do this for me? Who'll do anything for +her?" + +Carlin blinked again, keeping his gaze aloof. Then he held out his hand, +and Willie seized it, saying, + +"I'm--I'm precious hard hit, old man." + +The other nodded and, as Willie sank back in his chair, stole quietly +out of the room, shutting the door close behind him. + +Willie Ruston drew his chair nearer the fire, and spread out his hands +to the blaze. And as the heat warmed his frame, the stupor of his mind +passed, and he saw some of what was true--a glimpse of his naked self +thrown up against the light of the love that others found for him. And +he turned away his eyes, for it seemed to him that he could not look +long and endure to live. And he groaned that he had won love and made +for himself so mighty an accuser of debts that it lay not in him to pay. +For even then, while he cursed himself, and cursed the nature that would +not be changed in him; even while the words of his love were in his +ears, and her presence near with him; even while life seemed naught for +the emptiness her going made, and himself nothing but longing for her; +even then, behind regret, behind remorse, behind agony, behind +self-contempt and self-disgust, lay hidden, and deeper hidden as he +thrust it down, the knowledge that he was glad--glad that his life was +his own again, to lead and make and shape; wherein to take and hold, to +play and win, to fasten on what was his, and to beat down his enemies +before his face. That no man could rob him of, and the woman who could +would not. So, as Maggie Dennison had said, in the passing of an hour he +was glad; and in the passing of a week he had learnt to look in the face +of the gladness which he had and loathed. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIV. + + THE RETURN OF A FRIEND. + + +About a week later, Tom Loring sat at work in his rooms. The table was +strewn with books of blue and of less alarming colours. Tom was smoking +a short pipe, and when he paused for a fresh idea, the smoke welled out +of his mouth, aye, and out of his nose, thick and fast. For a while he +wrote busily; then a dash of his pen proclaimed a finished task, and he +lay back in the luxury of accomplishment. Presently he pushed back his +chair, knocked out his pipe, refilled it, and stretched himself on the +sofa. After the day's work came the day's dream; and the day's dream +dwelt on the coming of the evening hour, when Tom was to take tea with +Adela Ferrars at half-past five. When he had an appointment like that, +it coloured his whole day, and made his hard labour pass lightly. Also +it helped him to forget what there was in his own life and his friends' +to trouble him; and he nursed with quiet patience a love that did not +expect, that hardly hoped for, any issue. As he had been content to be +Harry Dennison's secretary, so he seemed satisfied to be an undeclared +lover; finding enough for his modesty in what most men would have felt +only a spur to urge them to press further. + +He was roused by a step on the stair. A moment later, Harry Dennison +burst into the room. Tom had seen him a few days before, uneasy, +troubled, apologetic, talking of Maggie's strange indisposition--she was +terribly out of sorts, he had said, and appeared to find all company and +all talk irksome. He had spoken with a meek compassion that exasperated +Tom--an unconsciousness of any hardship laid on him. Tom sat up, glad to +console him for an hour; glad, perhaps, of any company that would trick +an hour into the past. But to-day Harry's step was light; there was a +smile on his lips, a gleam of hope in his eyes; he rushed to Tom, seized +his hand, and, before he sat down or took off his hat, blurted out, + +"Tom, old boy, she wants you to come back." + +Tom started. + +"What?" he cried, "Mrs. Dennison wants----" + +"Yes," Harry went on, "she sent for me to-day, and told me that she saw +how I missed you, and that she was sorry that she had--well--sorry for +all the trouble, you know. Then she said, 'I wonder if Tom (she called +you Tom) bears malice. Tell him Omofaga is quite gone, and I want him to +come back, and if he'll come here, I'll go on my knees to him.'" + +Harry stopped, smiling joyfully at his wonderful news. Tom wore a +doubtful look. + +"I can't tell you," said Harry, "what it means to me. It's not only your +coming, old chap, though, heaven knows, I'm gladder of that than I've +been of anything for months--but you see what it means, Tom? It +means--why, it means that we're to be as we were before that fellow +came. Tom, she spoke to me more as she used to-day." + +His voice faltered; he spoke as an innocent loyal man might of a pardon +from some loved capricious Sovereign. He had not understood the +disfavour--he had dimly discerned inexplicable anger. Now it was past, +and the sun shone again. Tom found himself saying, + +"I wish there were more fellows in the world like you, Harry." + +Harry's eyes opened in momentary astonishment at the irrelevance, but he +was too full of his news and his request to stay for wonder. + +"You'll come, Tom?" he asked. "You won't refuse her?" "Could anyone +refuse her anything?" was what his tone said. "We want you, Tom," he +went on. "Hang it, I've had no one to speak to lately but that Cormack +woman. I hate that woman. She's always hinting something--some lie or +other, you know." + +"Don't be too hard on little Mrs. Cormack," said Tom. + +He remembered certain words which had shown a soft spot in Mrs. +Cormack's heart. Harry did not know that she had grieved to hear him +pacing up and down. + +"You'll come, Tom? I know, of course, that you've a right to be angry, +and to say you won't, and all that. But I know you won't do it. She's +not well, Tom; and I--I can't always understand her. You used to +understand her, Tom. She used to like your chaff, you know." + +Tom would not enter on that. He pressed Harry's hand, answering, + +"Of course, I'll come." + +"Bring all this with you," cried Harry. "I shan't take up your time. You +must stick to your own work as much as you like. When'll you come, Tom?" + +"Why, to-morrow," said Tom Loring. + +"Not now?" + +"I might, if you like," smiled Tom. + +"That's right, old chap. You can send round for your things. Bring a +bag, and come to-night. Your room's there for you. I told them to keep +it ready. Damn it, Tom, I thought things would come straight some day, +and I kept it ready." + +Had things come straight? Tom did not know. + +"I say," pursued Harry, "I met Ruston to-day. He was very kind about my +cutting the Omofaga. I wonder if I've been unjust to him!" + +Then Tom smiled. + +"I shouldn't bother about that, if I were you," said he. + +"Well, he's not a thin-skinned chap, is he?" asked Harry, with relief. + +"I should fancy not," said Tom. + +"You see, he's off in a fortnight, and I thought we ought to part +friends. So I told him--well, I said, you know, that when he came back, +we should be glad to see him." + +Tom began to laugh. + +"You're getting quite a diplomatist, Harry," he said. + +When Harry bustled away, his high spirits raised higher still by Tom's +ready assent, Tom put on the garb of society, and took a cab to Adela +Ferrars'. + +"She'll be very pleased about this," thought Tom, as he went along. +"It's good news to take her." + +But whatever else Tom Loring knew, it is certain that he was not +infallible on the subject of women and their feelings. He recognised the +fact (having indeed suspected it many times before) when Adela, on the +telling of his tidings, flashed out in petulance, + +"She's sent for you back?" she asked; and Tom nodded. + +"And you're going?" was the next quick question. + +"Well, I could hardly refuse, could I?" + +"No; I suppose not--at least not if you're Maggie Dennison's dog, for +her to drive away with a stick and whistle back at her pleasure." + +Tom had been drinking tea. He set down the cup, and feebly stroked his +thigh with his hand; and he glanced at Adela (who was rattling the tea +things) with deprecatory surprise. + +"I hadn't thought of it like that," he ventured to remark. + +"Oh, of course, you hadn't. Maggie sends you away--you go. Maggie sends +a footman (well, then, Harry) for you--and back you go. And I suppose +you'll say you're very sorry, won't you? and you'll promise you won't do +it again, won't you?" + +"I don't think I shall be asked to do that," said Tom, speaking +seriously, but showing a slight offence in his manner. + +"But if she tells you to?" asked Adela scornfully. + +"I didn't think you'd take it like this. Why shouldn't I go back?" + +"Oh, go back! Go back and fetch and carry for Maggie, and write Harry's +speeches till the end of the chapter. Oh, yes, go back." + +Tom was puzzled. + +"Has anything upset you to-day?" he asked. + +"Has anything upset me!" echoed Adela, throwing her eyes up to the +ceiling. + +Tom finished his tea in a nervous gulp. + +"I don't see why I shouldn't go back," he said. + +"Well, I'm telling you to go back," said Adela. "Go back till she's had +enough of you again--and then be turned out again." + +Tom's face grew crimson. + +"At least," he said slowly, "she has never spoken to me like that." + +Adela had left the table and taken an arm-chair near the fire. Her back +was to the door and her face towards Tom; she held a fire-screen between +her and him, letting the blaze burn her face. But Tom, being +unobservant, paid no attention to the position of the fire-screen. With +a look of pain on his face, he took up his hat and rose to his feet. The +meeting had been very different from what he had hoped. + +"When do you go?" she asked brusquely. + +"To-night. I'm just going back to my rooms for a bag, and then I shall +go. I'm sorry you should--I'm sorry you don't think I'm doing right." + +"It doesn't matter two straws what I think," said Adela behind the +screen. + +"Aye, but it does to me," said Tom. + +She made no answer, and he stood for a moment, looking uneasily at the +intruding fire-screen. + +"Well, good-bye," he said. + +"Good-bye." + +"I shall see you soon, I hope." + +"If Maggie will let you come." + +"I don't know," said Tom, "what pleasure you find in that. It seems to +me that as a gentleman--to say nothing of my being their friend--I must +go back." + +She made no retort to this, and he moved a step towards the door. Then +he turned and glanced at her. She had dropped the screen and her eyes +were fixed on the fire. He sighed, frowned, shrugged his shoulders, +turned, and made for the door again. In another second he would have +been gone, but Adela cried softly, + +"Mr. Loring." + +"Yes," he answered, coming to a halt. + +"Stay where you are a minute. Will you stay there a minute?" + +"An hour if you like," said Tom. + +"I just want to say that--that--You're coming nearer!--I want you to +stay just where you are." + +Tom halted. He had, in fact, been coming slowly towards her. + +"I suppose," said Adela, in quite an indifferent tone, "that you'll +settle down with the Dennisons again?" + +"I don't know. Yes; I suppose so." + +"Do you," said Adela, sinking far into the recesses of the arm-chair, +and holding up the screen again, "like being there better than anywhere +else? I suppose Maggie is very charming?" + +"You know just what she is." + +"I'm sure I don't. I'm a woman." + +There was a long pause. Tom felt absurd, standing there in the middle of +the room. Suddenly Adela leapt to her feet. + +"Oh, go away! Yes, you're right to go back. Oh, yes, you're quite right. +Good-bye, Mr. Loring." + +For a moment longer Tom stood still; then he moved, not towards the +door, but towards Adela. When he spoke to her it was in a husky voice. +There were no sweet seducing tones in his voice. + +"There's only one place in the world I really care to be," he said. + +She did not speak. + +"Harry and Mrs. Dennison are my friends," he said, "and as long as my +time's my own, I'll give it to them. But you don't suppose I go there +for happiness?" + +"I don't suppose you ever did anything for happiness," said Adela, as +though she were advancing a heinous charge. "Really, nothing makes me so +impatient as an unselfish man." + +Tom smiled, but his smile was still a nervous one. Nevertheless he felt +less absurd. A distant presage of triumph stole into his mind. + +"Don't you want me to go?" he asked. + +"You may go wherever you like," said she. + +Tom came still nearer. Adela held out her hand and said "good-bye." Tom +took the hand and held it. + +"You see," he said, "I didn't think I had anywhere else to go. I did +know a charming lady who was very witty and--very rich----!" + +"I--I'll put some more in Omofaga and lose it. Oh, you are stupid, Tom! +I really thought I should have to ask you myself, Tom. I'd have done it +sooner than let you go." + +It was not, happily, in the end necessary, and Adela said with a sigh, + +"I believe that I've something to thank Mr. Ruston for, after all." + +"What's that?" + +"Why, he made me resolved to marry the man who of all the world was most +unlike him." + +"Then I've something to thank him for too." + +"Tom," she said, "I don't know what I said to you. I--I was jealous of +Maggie Dennison." + +It was later by an hour when Tom Loring took his way, not to his rooms +for a bag, but straight to Curzon Street. Adela had consented not to +wait ("In one's eleventh season one does not want to wait," she said), +and Tom considered that it was now hardly worth while to move. So he +broke into Harry Dennison's study with a radiant face, crying, + +"Harry, I'm not coming to you after all, old fellow." + +Harry started up in dismay, but a short explanation turned his sorrow +into rejoicing. Again and again he shook Tom's hand, telling him that +the man who won a good wife won the greatest treasure earth could +offer--and (he added) "by Jove, Tom, I believe the best chance of heaven +too," and Tom gripped Harry's hand and cleared his own throat. Then they +both felt very much ashamed, and, by way of forgetting this deplorable +outburst of emotion (which Tom felt was quite un-English, and smacked +indeed of Mrs. Cormack), agreed to go upstairs and announce the news to +Maggie. + +"She'll be delighted," said Harry. + +Tom followed him upstairs to the drawing-room. Mrs. Dennison was sitting +by the fire, doing nothing. But she sprang up when they came in, and +advanced to meet Tom. He also felt like an ill-used subject as she gave +him her hand and said, + +"How forgiving you are, Tom!" + +He looked in her face, and found her smiling under sad eyes. And he +muttered some confused words about "all that" not mattering "tuppence." +And indeed Mrs. Dennison seemed content to take the same view, for she +smiled again and said, + +"Ah, well, there's an end of it, anyhow." + +Then Harry, who had been wondering why Tom delayed his tidings, burst +out with them, and Tom added lamely, + +"Yes, it's true, Mrs. Dennison. So you see I can't come." + +She laughed. + +"I must accept your excuse," she said, and added a few kind words. "As +for Adela," she went on, "she's never been to see me lately, but for +your sake I'll be humble and go and see her to-morrow." + +Harry, as though suddenly remembering, exclaimed that he must tell the +children; in fact, he had an idea that a man liked to talk about his +engagement to a woman alone, and plumed himself on getting out of the +room with some dexterity. So Tom and Maggie Dennison were left for a +little while together. + +At first they talked of Adela, but it was on Tom's mind to say something +else, and at last he contrived to give it utterance. + +"I can't tell you," he said, looking away from her, "how glad I was to +get your message. This--this trouble--has been horrible. I know I +behaved like a sulky fool. I was quite wrong. It's awfully good of you +to forget it." + +"Don't talk like that," she said in a low, slow voice. "How do you think +Harry's looking?" + +"Oh, better than I have seen him for a long time. But you're not looking +very blooming, Mrs. Dennison." + +She leant forward. + +"Do you think he's happy, or is he worrying? He talks to you, you know." + +"I think he's happier than he's been for months." + +She lay back with a sigh. + +"I hope so," she said. + +"And you?" he asked, timidly yet urgently. + +It seemed useless to pretend complete ignorance, yet impossible to +assert any knowledge. + +"Oh, why talk about me? Talk about Adela." + +"I love Adela," he said gravely, "as I've never loved any other woman. +But when I was a young man and came here, you were very kind to me. And +I--no, I'll go on now--I looked up to you, and thought you the--the +grandest woman I knew; and to us young men you were a sort of queen. +Well, I haven't changed, Mrs. Dennison. I still think all that, and, if +you ever want a friend to help you, or--or a servant to serve you, why, +you can call on me." + +She sat silent while he spoke, gazing at the ground in front of her. Tom +grew bolder. + +"There was one thing I came to Dieppe to do, but I hadn't the courage +there. I wanted to tell you that Harry--that Harry was worthy of your +love. I thought--well, I've gone further than I thought I could. You +know; you must forgive me. If there's one thing in all the world that +makes me feel all I ever felt for you, and more, it's to see him happy +again, and you here trying to make him. Because I know that, in a way, +it's difficult." + +"Do you know?" she asked. + +"Yes, I know. And, because I know, I tell you that you're a wife any man +might thank God for." + +Mrs. Dennison laughed; and Tom started at the jarring sound. Yet it was +not a sound of mirth. + +"You had temptations most of us haven't--yes, and a nature most of us +haven't. And here you are. So,"--he rose from his chair and took her +hand that drooped beside her, and bent his head and kissed it--"though I +love Adela with all my heart, still I kiss your hand as your true and +grateful servant, as I used to be in old days." + +Tom stopped; he had said his say, and his voice had grown tremulous in +the saying. Yet he had done it; he had told her what he felt; and he +prayed that it might comfort her in the trouble that had lined her +forehead and made her eyes sad. + +Mrs. Dennison did not glance at him. For a moment she sat quite silent. +Then she said, + +"Thanks, Tom," and pressed his hand. + +Then she suddenly sat up in her chair and held her hand out before her, +and whispered to him words that he hardly heard. + +"If you knew," she said, "you wouldn't kiss it; you'd spit on it." + +Tom stood, silently, suddenly, wretchedly conscious that he did not know +what he ought to do. Then he blurted out, + +"You'll stay with him?" + +"Yes, I shall stay with him," she said, glancing up; and Tom seemed to +see in her eyes the picture of the long future that her words meant. And +he went away with his joy eclipsed. + + + + + CHAPTER XXV. + + THE MOVING CAR. + + +In the month of June two years later, Lord Semingham sat on the terrace +outside the drawing-room windows of his country house. By him sat Adela +Loring, and Tom was to be seen a hundred yards away, smoking a pipe, and +talking to Harry Dennison. Suddenly Semingham, who had been reading the +newspaper, broke into a laugh. + +"Listen to this," said he. "It is true that the vote for the Omofaga +railway was carried, but a majority of ten is not a glorious victory, +and there can be little doubt that the prestige of the Government will +suffer considerably by such a narrow escape from defeat, and by Lord +Detchmore's ill-advised championship of Mr. Ruston's speculative +schemes. Why is the British Government to pull the chestnuts out of the +fire for Mr. Ruston? That is what we ask." + +Lord Semingham paused and added, + +"They may well ask. I don't know. Do you?" + +"Yesterday," observed Adela, "I received a communication from you in +your official capacity. It was not a pleasant letter, Lord Semingham." + +"I daresay not, madam," said Semingham. + +"You told me that the Board regretted to say that, owing to unforeseen +hindrances, the work in Omofaga had not advanced as rapidly as had been +hoped, and that for the present it was considered advisable to devote +all profits to the development of the Company's territory. You added +however, that you had the utmost confidence in Mr. Ruston's zeal and +ability, and in the ultimate success of the Company." + +"Yes; that was the circular," said Semingham. "That is, in fact, for +some time likely to be the circular." + +They both laughed; then both grew grave, and sat silent side by side. + +The drawing-room window was thrown open, and Lady Semingham looked out. +She held a letter in her hand. + +"Oh, fancy, Adela!" she cried. "Such a terrible thing has happened. I've +had a letter from Marjory Valentine--she's in awful grief, poor child." + +"Why, what about?" cried Adela. + +"Poor young Walter Valentine has died of fever in Omofaga. He caught it +at Fort Imperial, and he was dead in a week. Poor Lady Valentine! Isn't +it sad?" + +Adela and Semingham looked at one another. A moment ago they had jested +on the sacrifices demanded by Omofaga; Semingham had seen in the +division on the vote for the railway a delightful extravagant burlesque +on a larger stage of the fatefulness which he had whimsically read into +Willie Ruston's darling scheme. Adela had fallen into his mood, adducing +the circular as her evidence. They were taken at their word in grim +earnest. Omofaga claimed real tears, as though in conscious malice it +had set itself to outplay them at their sport. + +"You don't say anything, Alfred," complained little Lady Semingham from +the window. + +"What is there to say?" asked he, spreading out his hands. + +"The only son of his mother, and she is a widow," whispered Adela, +gazing away over the sunny meadows. + +Bessie Semingham looked at the pair for an instant, vaguely dissatisfied +with their want of demonstrativeness. There seemed, as Alfred said, very +little to say; it was so sad that there ought to have been more to say. +But she could think of nothing herself, so, in her pretty little lisp, +she repeated, + +"How sad for poor Lady Valentine!" and slowly shut the window. + +"He was a bright boy, with the makings of a man in him," said Semingham. + +Adela nodded, and for a long while neither spoke again. Then Semingham, +with the air of a man who seeks relief from sad thoughts which cannot +alter sadder facts, asked, + +"Where are the Dennisons?" + +"She went for a walk by herself, but I think she's come back and gone a +stroll with Tom and Harry." As she spoke, she looked up and caught a +puzzled look in Semingham's eye. "Yes," she went on in quick +understanding. "I don't quite understand her either." + +"But what do you think?" he asked, in his insatiable curiosity that no +other feeling could altogether master. + +"I don't want to think about it," said Adela. "But, yes, I'll tell you, +if you like. She isn't happy." + +"No. I could tell you that," said he. + +"But Harry is happy. Lord Semingham, when I see her with him--her +sweetness and kindness to him--I wonder." + +This time it was Semingham who nodded silent assent. + +"And," said Adela, with a glance of what seemed like defiance, "I pray." + +"You're a good woman, Adela," said he. + +"He sees no change in her, or he sees a change that makes him love her +more. Surely, surely, some day, Lord Semingham----?" + +She broke off, leaving her hope unexpressed, but a faint smile on her +face told of it. + +"It may be--some day," he said, as though he hardly hoped. Then, with +one of his quick retreats, he took refuge in asking, "Are you happy with +your husband, Adela? I hope to goodness you are." + +"Perfectly," she answered, with a bright passing smile. + +"But you get no dividends," he suggested, raising his brows. + +"No; no dividends," said she. "No more do you." + +"No; but we shall." + +"I suppose we shall." + +"He'll pull us through." + +"I wish he'd never been born," cried Adela. + +"Perhaps. Since he has, I shall keep my eye on him." + +From the shrubbery at the side of the lawn, Maggie Dennison came out. +She was leaning on her husband's arm, and Tom Loring walked with them. A +minute later they had heard from Adela the news of the ending of young +Sir Walter's life and hopes. + +"Good God!" cried Harry Dennison in grief. + +They sat down and began to talk sadly of the lost boy. Only Maggie +Dennison said nothing. Her eyes were fixed on the sky, and she seemed +hardly to hear. Yet Adela, stealing a glance at her, saw her clenched +hand quiver. + +"Do you remember," asked Semingham, "how at Dieppe Bessie would have it +that the little red crosses were tombstones? She was quite pleased with +the idea." + +"Yes; and how horrified the old Baron was," said Adela. + +"Both he and Walter gone!" mused Harry Dennison. + +"Well, the omen is fulfilled now," said Tom Loring. "Ruston need not +fear for himself." + +Harry Dennison turned a sudden uneasy glance upon his wife. She looked +up and met it with a calm sad smile. + +"He was a brave boy," she said. "Mr. Ruston will be very sorry." She +rose and laid her hand on her husband's arm. "Come, Harry," she said, +"we'll walk again." + +He rose and gave her his arm. She paused, glancing from one to the other +of the group. + +"You mustn't think he won't be sorry," she said pleadingly. + +Then she pressed her husband's arm and walked away with him. They passed +again into the fringing shrubbery and were lost to view. Tom Loring did +not go with them this time, but sat down by his wife's side. For a while +no one spoke. Then Adela said softly, + +"She knows him better than we do. I suppose he will be sorry. Will he be +sorry for Marjory too?" + +"If he thinks of her," said Semingham. + +"Yes--if he thinks of her." + +Semingham lit a cigarette and watched the smoke curl skywards. + +"Some of us are bruised," said he, "and some of us are broken." + +"Not beyond cure?" Adela beseeched, touching his arm. + +"God knows," said he with a shrug. + +"Not beyond cure?" she said again, insisting. + +"I hope not, my dear," said Tom Loring gently. + +"Bruised or broken--bruised or broken!" mused Semingham, watching his +smoke-rings. "But the car moves on, eh, Adela?" + +"Yes, the car moves on," said she. + +"And I don't know," said Tom Loring, "that I'd care to be the god who +sits in it." + + * * * * * + +While Maggie Dennison walked with Harry in the shrubbery, and the group +on the terrace talked of the god in the car, on the other side of the +world a man sat looking out of a window under a new-risen sun. Presently +his eyes dropped, and they fell on a wooden cross that stood below the +window. A cheap wreath of artificial flowers decked it--a wreath one of +Ruston's company had carried over seas from the grave of his dead wife, +and had brought out of his treasures to honour young Sir Walter's grave; +because he and they all had loved the boy. And, as Maggie Dennison had +said, Ruston also was sorry. His eyes dwelt on the cross, while he +seemed to hear again Walter's merry laugh and confident ringing tones, +and to see his brave, lithe figure as he sprang on his horse and +cantered ahead of the party, eager for the road, or the sport, aye, or +the fight. For a moment Willie Ruston's head fell, then he got up--the +cross had sent his thoughts back to the far-off land he had left. He +walked across the little square room to an iron-bound box; unlocking it, +he searched amid a pile of papers and found a woman's letter. He began +to read it, but, when he had read but half, he laid it gently down again +among the papers and closed and locked the box. His face was white and +set, his eyes gleamed as if in anger. Suddenly he muttered to himself, + +"I loved that boy. I never thought of it killing him." + +And on thought of the boy came another, and for an instant the stern +mouth quivered, and he half-turned towards the box again. Then he jerked +his head, muttering again; yet his face was softer, till a heavy frown +grew upon it, and he pressed his hand for the shortest moment to his +eyes. + +It was over--over, though it was to come again. Treading heavily on the +floor--there was no lightness left in his step--he reached the door, and +found a dozen mounted men waiting for him, and a horse held for him. He +looked round on the men; they were fine fellows, tall and stalwart, +ready for anything. Slowly a smile broke on his face, an unmirthful +smile, that lasted but till he had said, + +"Well, boys, we must teach these fellows a little lesson to-day." + +His followers laughed and joked, but none joined him where he rode at +their head. The chief was a man to follow, not to ride with, they said, +half in liking, half in dislike, wholly in trust and deference. Yet in +old days he had been good to ride with too. + +The car was moving on. Maybe Tom Loring was not very wrong, when he said +that he would not care to be the man who sat in it. + + + THE END. + + + + + Transcriber Notes: + +Passages in italics were indicated by _underscores_. + +Small caps were replaced with ALL CAPS. + +Throughout the document, the oe ligature was replaced with "oe". + +Throughout the dialogues, there were words used to mimic accents of +the speakers. Those words were retained as-is. + +Errors in punctuations and inconsistent hyphenation were not corrected +unless otherwise noted. + +On page 57, a period was added after "Mr". + +On page 67, "Omafaga" was replaced with "Omofaga". + +On page 109, "thats" was replaced with "that's". + +On page 238, "wathc" was replaced with "watch". + +On page 244, a single quotation mark was replaced with a double +quotation mark. + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The God in the Car, by Anthony Hope + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 40583 *** |
