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diff --git a/40501-0.txt b/40501-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..5641e1a --- /dev/null +++ b/40501-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,7759 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 40501 *** + +_The_ BLOWER _of_ BUBBLES + + +BY + +ARTHUR BEVERLEY BAXTER + + +D. APPLETON AND COMPANY +NEW YORK +1920 + +COPYRIGHT, 1920, BY +D. APPLETON AND COMPANY + +PRINTED IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA + + + TO + MY MOTHER + + + + +PREFACE + + +It was one of Dumas' characters, I believe, who said: "I do not +apologize--I explain." The purpose of this brief preface is to explain +the many imperfections which of necessity appear in this volume. + +It was at a dance after Armistice, given by American officers in the +Palace Hotel, London, that I met a young lady who had landed from New +York two days previously. + +"My goodness!" she said, "they don't have any furnaces in their houses +here; and I've been trying all day to buy some rubbers, and no one knew +what I meant. My goodness! but they're backward over here." + +I looked at her face and recognized the joyful mania of the explorer. +She was "discovering" England. + +Before the war, England was "discovered" fairly often--but during the +war it became the passion of hundreds of thousands, Americans, +Australians, New Zealanders, Canadians, Newfoundlanders, South +Africans--we all brought our particular national viewpoint and centered +it on the "tight little Island," nor were we backward about telling the +English of their faults. Each one of us stated (or implied) that his +own country was the special acreage of God, and that the Kaiser ought +to be made to live in foggy London as a punishment. + +And for more than four years the Old Country listened patiently as the +throngs of adventurers poured in from the world's outskirts. The +stately homes of England were opened in their stately, hospitable way; +English taxicab drivers insulted and robbed us just as cheerfully as +they did their own countrymen; English girls proved the best of +comrades; and the Englishman proper continued to be the world's +greatest enigma. + +So, in claiming admittance to that vast throng that has already +discovered England, I do so with a certain humility but a hope that, +when my words are sifted, some little ore of truth may be discovered at +the bottom. + +In three of the five stories of this collection, I have usurped the +power of the Wizard of Oz, and have looked through three pairs of +glasses. In "The Blower of Bubbles" an Englishman subjects his own +country to analysis; in "Mr. Craighouse of New York, Satirist," the +glasses used are American and the medium is a New Yorker; in "The Airy +Prince" (the last and favorite child) a girl of sixteen from Picardy is +transplanted by aeroplane for one full day in wartime London. + +In the remaining two stories I have endeavored to paint something of +city life in Canada in the one, and in the other to do some little +justice to that least understood type--the French Canadian. + +During an interesting but undistinguished career of nearly four years +with the Canadian Forces, I realized that, although the army gives one +plenty of food for thought, it sometimes fails to supply facilities for +assimilation. _Par exemple_: "Mr. Craighouse of New York, Satirist," +was started in hospital at Abbéville, France, where my fellow-patients +assumed me to be a lovelorn swain, writing a love-letter that never +left off. Later, "Mr. Craighouse" developed a couple of thousand words +in a charming home of Scotland. The last part of the story was finished +at a table in the Turkish baths of the Royal Automobile Club, London, +where the attendants were good enough to consider me eccentric, but +apparently not violent. + +Under the robust companionship of several normal and talkative +subalterns, "The Blower of Bubbles" was written in a hut at Seaford +Camp during the month of November, 1918. As my stove was a consistent +performer, nearly every evening a few choice souls gathered for cocoa +and refreshments from home; and if their host persisted in writing at +his improvised table it did not disturb their good-fellowship in the +least, providing the author did not threaten to read his "stuff" aloud. + +It was in that hut in the mud of Seaford that, one November morning, a +little before eleven o'clock, we heard the sound of ships' sirens in +Newhaven Harbor some miles away; then a distant shouting, that grew in +a great crescendo, as it rode across the downs on the throats of +thousands of soldiers, and passed us in one great prolonged roar, "The +Germans have signed!" + +We missed Armistice Day in London, but I like to think of the thirty +Canadian officers, most of them veterans of many battles, gathered in +the mess of that bleakest of camps, while one chap at the piano played +the national anthems of the nations who had fought ... and in voices +that were not too steady we echoed the toast: "To the Allies and +America." + +And so "I do not apologize--I explain." + +In avoiding the "war-story" type, I have followed my own inclinations, +and have taken rather the inconspicuous parts played by ordinary people +who had never dreamed of being actors in the world's greatest drama. To +avoid the background of war would be utterly impossible, for war has +been a fever in our blood these last four years, and not in one or two +generations will our veins be free of it. + +If it seems in these stories that there is a recurrent note on the +necessity of artistic expression for the Old Country, the reason for it +is that we came from the Dominions to a land we all knew, because +English literature had made England our Mother-Country in the real +sense of the word. It is the hope of many of us that the artists of +Britain--whether they be writers, painters, or composers--will yet +realize that the Empire looks to them, as well as to the knights of the +air, to bridge the seas, and by their art make us feel as great a +kinship in peace as we did in war. Dickens and Burns were more than +writers; they were literature's ambassadors, and played no +inconsiderable part in empire-building. + +Perhaps, as the study of ordinary people gripped by emotions which left +no one ordinary, this volume of stories may be of some little interest. +They filled many dull hours in the writing.... It would be a rich +reward for the author if he could think that they do away with a few +dull hours in the reading. + +ARTHUR BEVERLEY BAXTER + + + + +CONTENTS + + +CHAPTER PAGE + + I. THE BLOWER OF BUBBLES 1 + + II. PETITE SIMUNDE 97 + +III. THE MAN WHO SCOFFED 141 + + IV. THE AIRY PRINCE 191 + + V. MR. CRAIGHOUSE OF NEW YORK, SATIRIST 287 + + + + +_The_ BLOWER _of_ BUBBLES + +I + + +Snow was falling in Sloane Square, quarreling with rain as it fell. +Lamps were gleaming sulkily in Sloane Square, as though they resented +being made to work on such a night, and had more than a notion to down +tools and go out of business altogether. Motor-cars were passing +through Sloane Square, with glaring lights, sliding and skidding like +inebriated dragons; and the clattering hoofs of horses drawing vagabond +cabs sounded annoyingly loud in the damp-charged air of Sloane Square. + +It was Christmas Eve in Sloane Square, and the match-woman, the vender +of newspapers, and the impossible road-sweeper were all exacting the +largesse of passers-by, who felt that the six-penny generosity of a +single night atoned for a year's indifference to their lot. People were +wishing each other a merry Christmas in Sloane Square, as they +struggled along under ungainly parcels. The muffin-man was doing an +enormous trade. + +And I looked from my window and prayed for Aladdin's Lamp or the Magic +Carpet, that I might place a thousand miles between myself and Sloane +Square. + +There was a knock at the door. + +"Enter the Slave of the Lamp," said I, and the door opened to admit--my +landlady, Mrs. Mulvaney. + +"Will you be dining in?" she said. Her Irish accent hardly helped the +illusion of the all-potent slave. + +"And why not?" I asked. + +"Ach, nothing, sor. I only thought----" + +"An unwomanly thing to do, Mrs. Mulvaney." + +"You're afther being a strange one, dining alone on Christmas Eve." + +"Then join me, Mrs. Mulvaney." + +I swear she blushed, and I felt more than a little envious of the +nature which could convert such a vinegary attempt at condescension +into a gallantry. + +"F'what would I be doing, taking dinner wid a child like you?" + +I was twenty-five, but Mrs. Mulvaney looked on all men as equally +immature. + +"And have you not got no friends?" she went on, but I stopped her with +a gesture. + +"Thank Heaven--no!" I said. "I am one of intellectuality's hermits. An +educated man in London is like the bell-cow of the herd--a thing +apart." + +"You're a great fool, I'm afther thinking." + +"The foolish always damn the wise," I answered, with an attempt at +epigrammatic misquotation. + +Mrs. Mulvaney heaved a sigh. Its very forcefulness recalled the +nautical meaning of the verb. + +"You'd be a sight happier outside," she said. "Holy Mary knows I +wouldn't be driving you into the streets, but I'm worried you'd get +cross wid yourself at home." + +To get rid of her, I put on my coat and went out. Perhaps she was +right; things would have been intolerable at home. Home! Such a +travesty of the word! The sickly lamplight of Sloane Square was +preferable. + +"Merry Christmas, guv'nor!" said the road-sweeper. + +"Merry fiddlesticks!" I growled, and gave him sixpence. I tried to +avoid the vender of newspapers, but he spotted my fur collar with the +instinct of a mendicant, handing me a paper and his blessing. + +"'Appy Christmas, milord!" said he. + +I paid him a shilling for his diplomacy. + +Thinking to escape the match-woman, I altered my course, but with the +intuition of her sex she contrived to put herself directly in my path. + +"It's a cauld nicht," she moaned in a rickety, quavering Scottish +voice--"a cauld, wintry nicht. Ye'll be haein' a wee box o' matches, +aw'm thinkin'!" + +I gave her twopence for them, and she shivered with cold as her skinny +fingers clutched the coins. I can think of no excuse for my parsimony +except the fact that I didn't need the wretched box--matches were not +yet a luxury of the very exclusive. + +Yes--in all Sloane Square, on that damp and foggy Christmas Eve in the +year 1913, I doubt if a more morose, self-satisfied, cynical human +being plunged into the mists than I. I was unhappy, and reveled in my +very unhappiness. If it had been in my power, I would have sent a cloud +of gloom into every home and over every hearth in London. There was +something splendid, something classical, in my melancholy; it was like +Hamlet's, but greater than Hamlet's, for he knew the reason of his +mood, while mine was born of an intangible superiority to my day! + +It is not easy, even now, to write of those days. The figure that +crosses the screen of memory reminds me of Chevy Slyme--a debt-paying, +respectable Chevy Slyme, forsooth!--but just as sulkily swaggering, +just as superior, and not quite so human; for Chevy, at least, inspired +the friendship of Mr. Tigg. + + +II + +Unconsciously following the bus route, I emerged eventually on +Piccadilly, and was jostled and ogled and blessed and cursed with the +greatest heartiness. Somewhere near Bond Street I collided heavily with +a young man who was trying to negotiate the crowd and at the same time +lose nothing of the shop windows' display. + +"A thousand devils!" I muttered, recoiling from the impact. + +"A thousand pardons!" he said, raising his hat. The graceful lilt of +his voice was peculiarly reminiscent; his smooth brow and silky fair +hair were both familiar and elusive. + +"One moment----" He gazed into my face with a searching look, keeping +his hat poised in the air as if the better to concentrate his thoughts. +"Not the Pest?" he said. + +I nodded, and, if the truth be told, felt not a little pleased at the +sound of the old _nom d'école_ earned when I was at Westminster. + +"And how," I said, "is the Blower of Bubbles?" + +For answer he replaced his hat at a rakish angle and shook my hand with +both his for what seemed a full minute, the crowd parting +good-naturedly like a wave encircling a rock. + +"My dear old Pest," he said, "we shall dine together." + +"I'm sorry, but----" + +"There is a perfectly vile restaurant half-a-mile from here, that has +the best violinist and the worst cook in London." + +"My dear chap----" + +"Of all the luck! Think of my running into you on Christmas Eve!" + +And just then I noticed that we were no longer standing still, but +proceeding up a side street, arm-in-arm, while his disengaged hand +indicated the passing scene as if it were the most gorgeous bazaar of +the Orient. He spoke with extraordinary rapidity, except in uttering +certain words, when he would make a slurring pause, as a singer will +let a note melt into a pianissimo, then race on again with renewed +vigor. It was a fascinating trick of speech, and, added to the subtle +inflections of his voice, never failed to startle one into the closest +attention. + +I turned to him once with some remark on my lips, and noticed that his +eyes were dancing with merriment. + +"What is it, Pest?" he cried. "Out with it!" + +I smiled gloomily; but still it was a smile. + +"Why," I said, "aren't the lamps in Sloane Square bright like these?" + +He didn't answer. Probably he knew the truth would have hurt. + + +III + +What a hole to dine in on Christmas Eve! Such waiters--such +guests--such food--such wine! + +I believe the proprietor owned three such establishments, each, in a +triumph of irony, called "Arcadia." The very linen of the waiters +drooped disconsolately, and the whole place reeked of cabbage and wet +umbrellas. My spirits, which had risen momentarily from their classic +depths, sank like the sands of an egg-timer. + +"My dear fellow," I said, "you can't mean to dine here?" + +An oily waiter ambled up to us and wrung his hands in a paroxysm of +welcome. + +"Your tabil, Meester Norman," he said in some nondescript foreign +dialect, "iss ready." + +Good heavens! The Blower of Bubbles had even ordered dinner in advance! +With the feelings of an unwilling martyr, I followed my friend and his +escort past tawdry millinery saleswomen, dining in state with their +knights-errant of the haberdashery stores; by a table where a woman was +gazing admiringly at a man with a face as expressionless as a pumpkin; +through a lane of chattering, laughing, rasping denizens of the London +that is neither West End nor East End--of people whose clothes, faces, +and voices merged into a positive debauch of mediocrity. + +When we were seated and had ordered something from the waiter, I turned +to Basil Norman for an explanation. + +"What is it?" I asked. "An affair with a seamstress, or are you just +looking for 'copy'?" + +He laughed and lit a cigarette. + +"Pest," he said, "this is a caprice of mine, a tit-bit for my vanity. +You would have chosen the 'Trocadero' or the 'Ritz,' with all the +tyranny of Olympian and largessed waiters with whom it is impossible to +attain the least pretence of equality. I prefer 'Arcadia,' where I am +something of a patron saint, and am even consulted by the proprietor." + +"You play to humble audiences." + +"Quietly, Pest--the proprietor might hear you. He is a very Magog for +dignity, I assure you, in spite of his asthma." + +"I gather, then, that you are a regular diner here?" + +"Hardly that. But I am a little more consistent than most of his +patrons. To be candid"--he leaned towards me as if it were a secret of +the first magnitude--"it's his cook." + +"His what?" + +"His cook. Really, I'm afraid he's hardly first class." + +"I am certain of it." + +"He would have made an admirable medieval Jesuit, but, as a matter of +fact, I wonder Steinburg----" + +"The proprietor?" + +"Yes. I don't know why he keeps him on. He says the fellow has a couple +of blind children, and if he were dismissed under a cloud he would have +trouble in securing employment. But that's not business. The fellow's +an ass, isn't he?" + +Whereupon his face beamed with delight, and his gray eyes twinkled like +diamonds. My comment on the matter was stifled by the arrival of +_hors-d'oeuvre_. I had no idea that one tray could hold such a variety +of unpalatable things. At the table next to us a woman laughed +boisterously, her shoulders, which were fat and formless, vibrating +like blanc-mange. + +"Ah!" said Basil Norman; "Klotz has arrived." + +He indicated a low platform, where a dingy pianist, pimply of +countenance and long of hair, was strumming the barbaric discords that +always accompany the tuning of stringed instruments. A violinist, with +his back towards us, was strangling his instrument into submission; +while a cellist, possessed of enormous eyebrows and a superb immobility +of pasty-facial expressionlessness, sat by his cello as though he had +been lured there under false pretenses, and had no intention of taking +any part in the proceedings--unless forced to do so by a writ of +habeas-corpus. A fourth musician, who seemed all shirt and collar, blew +fitfully into a flute, as if he realized it was an irrelevant thing, +and was trying to rouse it to a sense of responsibility. + +"Which," I asked, "is Klotz?" + +As I spoke the violinist turned about and caught my host's eye. They +both bowed--Norman cordially; the musician, I thought, with restraint. +The fellow stood out as a man apart from his accomplices; his high +forehead and dreamy eyes were those of an artist, though a receding +chin robbed his face of strength. He was the type one sees so +often--able to touch, but never grasp, the cup of success. + +"Klotz," said Norman, "is superb. He has the touch of the artist about +him. His tone is not always good, and sometimes he scratches; but when +he is at his best he does big things. So many people can perform at +music--just as so many write at words--but Klotz plays with color. His +art has all the charm of a day in April. He will caress a phrase +according to his mood, like a mother crooning to her child. To know how +to hesitate before a note in a melody, as a worshiper hesitates at the +entrance to a shrine, is Art, and an Art that cannot be taught. + +"It is so with painters, writers, musicians--they must have that sense +of color, that instinct that brings each subtle nuance of expression +into being." + +I began to feel bored. + +Suddenly the orchestra became animated and burst into a waltz, one of +those ageless, rhythmic compositions that might have been the very +first or the very last waltz ever written. Supported by wailing strings +and the irrelevant flute, the enjoyment of the diners took on fresh +impetus. The lady with the shoulders became a vibrating obbligato. The +pumpkin-faced man beamed fatuous delight, an electric light behind him +giving the odd effect that he was illuminated inside like a Hallow-e'en +figure. A girl, who might have been pretty if she hadn't rouged, took a +puff from her toilet-case and powdered her nose. She felt that the +evening was commencing. Over the whole scene my melancholy brooded as a +ghostly presence. To me it seemed like the dominant seventh in a chord +of surfeiting commonplaceness; once it was heard, the whole pitch of +the evening would alter to another key. + +Fortunately the dominant seventh remained unheard. + +The waltz stopped, and we turned our undivided attention to dinner. + +"Klotz," said my host, pouring me a glass of wine, "should have made a +mark, but----" + +"Damn Klotz!" + +"That has been done, Pest. The Bricklayers' Union, or something equally +esthetic, took exception to him for one reason or another, and +prevailed upon its sister-cabal to debar him from the big orchestras. +To offend your Union, dear boy, is to accomplish the total eclipse of +your future. Even genius to-day is subject to regulations. Klotz is in +a worse position than a clerk with a Board School education trying to +secure employment in a London bank." + +"Confound it!" I said, "there must be some spheres reserved for +gentlemen." + +His twinkling eyes steadied, and a dreamy look crept into them. "Pest," +he murmured, "some day England is going to thank God for the +gentlemen--who were educated at Board Schools. Listen!--the cellist is +playing Saint-Saëns." + +Dinner--or the mess of foodstuffs dignified by the name--was almost +finished when Klotz, the violinist, started one of the rare melodies +which Wagner permitted himself--the Song to the Evening Star. + +It was being beautifully played--even I would have admitted that--but I +could not account for the troubled look that crept into my companion's +face, driving the gayety and the whimsicality from it as a cloud +obscures the sunlight. + +"Klotz," he said anxiously, "is in great sorrow." + +"How the deuce," I muttered, with a feeling of creepiness stealing over +me, "can you tell that? Do you read it in his face?" + +He shook his head. "Listen!" he said; "can't you hear it? Can't you +feel the tears in it?" + +And in spite of myself I remained silent, held irresistibly by the +double fascination of the German's artistry and the sense of mystery +engendered by Norman. The last sob of the G string quivered to its +finish. The crowd applauded perfunctorily, then applied themselves to +the more essential things of life--food, wine and noise. + +Rousing myself from the reverie into which I had fallen, I turned to +Norman, and found his chair vacated. I started. He had reached the +platform, and was talking earnestly to the violinist. Half-contemptuous +and half-interested, I watched the pantomime as they talked. Norman's +hands were emphasizing some point, and every gesture was a pleasure to +the eye; the musician was protesting, but with steadily abating +determination. Then the scene came to a climax, and the German +disappeared. + +Holding the violin in his arms, Basil Norman mounted the platform, the +fingers of his left hand picking quiet, pizzicato notes from the +strings. + +"My friends----" His voice traveled like sound on the ocean at +twilight; the room subsided into silence, and diners craned their necks +to see him. The woman with the shoulders brought them to a standstill, +like an electric fan that had lost its current. + +"My friends"--what a charming voice the fellow had!--"I do not want to +bring a note of sorrow into your happiness. You are here, like my +companion and myself, for enjoyment; but Herr Klotz ... his wife is +very ill; she is perhaps dying; and, my friends, it is very hard that +he should play while his wife is dying ... on Christmas Eve ... in a +strange country. You are English, and I know you are kind. I have sent +him home, and I promised that I would take his place, as well as I can +take the place of such an artist. For you who work so hard, it is not +fair to spoil your happiness on this of all nights--but you will +forgive me? Good!" + +And his face had a whimsical, tender look. + +A murmur of sympathy rose from the crowd, but died away as he raised +the violin in his hands and brought from it a tone that breathed over +them like a benediction. It was Gounod's "_Ave Maria_," and the +pianist's fingers were mothering the keys as they had not done since +his ambition evaporated like a cloud on a summer day. + +It was exquisite--haunting. It was a prayer to Mary, but a prayer sung +in a field of daisies and violets. There was sorrow in it, but it was +the grief of a girl over a shattered dream. It was mature artistry, yet +was born of sunshine and throbbed with the primrose sweetness of youth. +It touched one like the face of a beautiful child. + +Still caressing the violin, he repeated the "_Ave Maria_," whistling a +unison. With almost any one else it would have been commonplace; with +him it was a sound more pleasing than any flute, and only accentuated +his sense of emancipation from the thrall of years. He played "_Still +wie die Nacht_," "_Old King Wenceslaus_," "_Meditation_" from Thaïs, +"_Intermezzo_" of Mascagni; and whatever he did, or however hackneyed +the piece, he surrounded it with a joyousness that trembled on the +brink of tears. + +I looked at my watch; it was nearly midnight, and the evening so +dreaded was almost at a close. He had put down his violin with a +gesture of finality, when the prolonged outburst of applause changed +his decision, and, with another of those rare smiles, he took the +instrument once more. + + Maxwellton's braes are bonnie + Where early fa's the dew, + And it's there that Annie Laurie + Gi'ed me her promise true.... + +The violin seemed to speak the words; and I'll swear there wasn't a +woman in the place who wasn't recalling the sweet innocence of her +first love. He had hardly finished, when the man with the face like a +pumpkin jumped to his feet, and I rubbed my eyes. + +The fellow had changed. His face had expression. Confound it! there was +something rather splendid about his features--a kindliness--a---- + +"Young feller, m'lad," he was saying, "I knows I speaks for hevery one +when I says we ain't 'eard music like that there since we was knee-'igh +to a grass'opper, and I knows you won't take it hamiss if we was to +pass the 'at and----" + +I held my breath. What would the Blower of Bubbles say? + +"You're a brick, sir!" His voice was a mellow contrast to the other's. +"My friends, this gentleman has suggested that we pass the hat for our +poor friend Klotz." + +"I didn't neither," protested the benefactor. "Leastways----" + +But the woman of the shoulders cut him short by placing two shillings +beside him. It was tactful of her, a kindly thing to do, and again I +was amazed. There was a womanly, motherly look about her as she turned +away, and her eyes were radiant like stars in a mist. + +I think I gave ten bob--it must have been a considerable amount, for +the girl who would have been pretty if she hadn't rouged looked +straight into my eyes and said something that sounded like a blessing. +I hope it was; she made me think of a little sister I once had. + +And then we were walking together again in the street, and the crowds +were thinner than before. I cannot remember what we talked of, but I +know I said to him, "Where did you learn to play like that?" + +And he answered, "My dear old boy, music must be loved, not learned." + +Then we were in Sloane Square, at my flat, and I was thanking him, or +he was thanking me--I forget which; and he promised to call at noon +next day to take me to Klotz's home.... And the lamps in Sloane Square +seemed duller than before. + +Selfishness does not die in an hour, but the bachelor who looked from +his window that night was a different man from the one who had spoken +to Mrs. Mulvaney. He was thinking ... and much is accomplished in +itself when a man is made to think. + +A distant clock struck one. + + +IV + +I have never known any one to change so little with the cycle of years +as Basil Norman. When he came to Westminster, at the age of twelve, he +had an easy nonchalance, a delightful insouciance, that never left him. +He went from form to form, trod the stone-flagged passages as others +did; but the youth of seventeen that left Westminster bore the same +smiling, detached personality as when he entered. The atmosphere of +tradition interested but did not drug him; the Elizabethan pancake +impressed him less than did a contemporary Edwardian soap-bubble. + +Conscientious form-masters recognized his extraordinary abilities, and +gave him the benefit of well-worded and impressive homilies on +achievement. Sometimes for effect they quoted Latin. Norman would +counter with a "Greek remark." He never studied, but more than one +scholar owed success to the eleventh-hour coaching of Basil Norman. +Learning, like everything else, came to him as a needle to a magnet. + +With a curious air of detachment he watched the panorama of schoolboy +life, noticing with a discerning eye the various strata upon which +public-school morality is founded, assigning the relative importance of +scholarship and cricket, and nodding knowingly as the process of +standardization brought similarity of speech, accent, thought, and +vocabulary to all his fellows. + +He was like a Puck who had never been really young, but who refused to +become a day older. + +For a few weeks he played cricket, but without reverence. During a +match he kept up (_sotto voce_, of course) a running commentary of +philosophy which, according to our ethics, was vulgar. I shudder to +think what he would have done if Westminster had adopted baseball. + +On one occasion the captain of the eleven took upon himself to point +out to Basil Norman the error of his ways. The worthy demigod deplored +Norman's habit of lying on the grass during practice and inventing +couplets on the various members of the team. The captain also said +that, providing he would take the game seriously, there was a future +for him as a cricketer. Whereupon Norman, from his recumbent position, +misquoted most of the "To be, or not to be" soliloquy, unblushingly +attributing Hamlet's indecision towards living to his doubts of himself +as a cricketer. When he finished he rose to his feet, and our comments +were frozen at the sight of his face. + +His cheeks had a ghastly pallor and his eyes were brilliant, but with a +fixed, glaring intensity. And as we looked his expression changed--the +color returned with a glow of warmth to his skin, and his eyes were +gray and humorous. Being boys, we forgot about it as quickly as it had +happened. + +The next Saturday we played Charterhouse, and though the score was +heavily against us, Norman gave the finest exhibition of batting I have +seen in public-school cricket, scoring a century and winning the match +for us. He was frail but lithe, and with an air of aplomb batted the +offerings of Charterhouse to all points of the compass. At the finish +of the game we crowded around him, but he smiled a little wearily, and +shook his head. + +"I am finished with cricket," he said. + +Bewilderment, then anathema, broke like a thunder-shower upon the head +of Basil Norman. We pleaded; we argued; we threatened; then we used +language which possessed the merit of forcefulness and frankness. We +called him a swine, a rotter, a skunk, and an absolute cad. Some one +ventured the opinion that he was a perfect stink, and we all stood +about him like the Klu Klux Klan trying a negro malefactor. + +"Gentlemen," he said--and there was a delightful touch of irony in the +word--"you have come to bury, not to praise, me; yet, unlike Cæsar, I +am not ambitious." + +"Swine!" said Smith tertius (or was it quartus?). + +"In spite of the witty comment of me learned friend," said Norman, +after the manner of the leading counsel of the day, "I have always held +the opinion that life is a thing to be sipped, not drunk. I have played +cricket--_veni, vidi_, I scored a century! I would not spoil me +appetite, milords, by overgorging." + +"Your conduct," said Grubbs, the captain, "is rotten. It shows that you +don't give a fig for the honor of the school. If you want to be a pig, +you can wear the cap of one." (We all knew what he meant, and admired +him frightfully for his venture into the quagmire of metaphor.) "We +will send you to Coventry until you come to your senses." + +The culprit bowed airily. + +"You will lose much more by my silence than I by yours," he said--and +it takes considerable courage to make such a statement to a tribunal of +schoolboys. + +If Norman suffered from our aloofness, he took it with the same +nonchalance as he had taken our plaudits. Oddly enough, he had no +intimate friends, and all of us, partly out of resentment against his +pose of onlooker, and more from the love of torture which links the +schoolboy to the savage, performed our duty of silent punishment with a +zeal which deserved a better inspiration. We forgot how he had made +friends with the misfits whose square personalities were being drawn +through the round hole of public-school life. Little chaps he had taken +in hand on arrival when they wanted to weep for loneliness turned from +him as if he held contagion. All the sensitive, shrinking ones about +whom he had thrown his cloak of vivacity, and who were now grown bold +and self-reliant, let him pass from the Little Dean's Yard to his house +and through the ancient passages, a lonely debonair figure that always +smiled.... And no one spoke to him. I, whom he had named "The Pest," +thus turning my naturally perverse sulkiness into a subject of jest and +good-humor, took a special delight in watching the man who had been +sentenced by his peers to solitude in the midst of a crowd. + +His peers?... Was it Smith tertius (or quartus) who used the word +"swine"? + +Two weeks had passed, and we were to play Winchester a decisive match +on our grounds, which, as land near the cathedral is rather difficult +to obtain, are almost a mile from the school. + +The stage was set. Youthful scholars of ten and twelve walked in their +gowns, their brows knit with thought, their eyes blinking from +over-study. Little chaps struggled under the responsibility of silk +toppers, and conversed solemnly on the deterioration of the tuck-shop; +and the Olympian creature who was the head-boy of the school lounged +outside the scoring-booth as if he were "fed up" with nectar, and would +like some brown October ale for a change--a pose much favored by the +best people in England. There was an excellent audience of the +secondary sex, composed of proud mothers and apologetic sisters, whose +presence was necessitating a sort of Jekyll and Hyde attitude on the +part of their schoolboy relatives, who were endeavoring to be polite to +their "people" and at the same time give the impression to their +_confrères_ that the women were mere acquaintances--accidental dinner +partners, as it were. + +No schoolboy of twelve likes to admit to a mother. + +Surrounding the field there is a high iron fence, through the railings +of which, or on top, a motley collection of gamins cheer on their +wealthier brethren of the silk hats. Naturally no notice is taken of +these uninvited guests. It is quite all right for them to shout for +Westminster if it gives them any pleasure, but what has a silk hat in +common with a red kerchief and a slouch-cap? + +On the day of the match they seemed in larger numbers than usual, and +the top of the fence was covered with urchins, who retained their +position of vantage as though the law of gravitation were no concern of +theirs, keeping up a shrill chorus as Winchester went out for a +moderate score. + +With the odds all in our favor we went in to bat, Grubbs, the captain, +and I leading off. The first ball was wide, but to feel the play of my +muscles I took a perfunctory swing at it with my bat. The effect was +extraordinary.... The crowd of Cockney youngsters raised a volume of +sound as if my bat had been a baton and they a chorus. + +"Gow it, Pest!" "That's the style, Gloomy!" "Troy t' other hend, +Bluntnose!" "Gee, he's got odd socks on!" "Nah then, Spiderlegs!" (The +blunt nose and the legs I admit to, but the accusation of odd socks was +pure malice.) + +The next ball, with no twist at all, bowled me clean, and I walked off +the field to the tune of high-pitched shrieks of delight, and with a +face that flushed a dark red. My place was taken by Smith tertius (or +quartus), whose appearance caused an even greater furore than mine. + +"'Ooray for Bones!" greeted the lanky youth as he emerged--"'im as his +the loife of the school!" (He was the most morose of boys.) "'I, Bones, +'oo did you crib from this time, eh?" (A subtle allusion to an ancient +offense which had almost earned him expulsion.) + +The first ball came for Smith with an inviting hop. He watched it--went +to strike at it--changed his mind--reconsidered his decision, and swung +at the air as the ball passed over the bails by an inch, a feat which +seemed to gratify our enemies on the fence immensely. + +"Nah then, Bones, non o' that there contortionizing!" "'It the ball, +Bones; don't miss it!" + +And he did--a miserable little pop into the air; the chap in the slips +didn't have to move a foot to gather it in. + +Mr. Smith then added his proof that Shakespeare was right when he said +in this world we have our exits and our entrances. + +The next six batters went out for a score of eleven, bowled clean by +the most intimate volume of abusive chaff ever endured by a cricket +team. Skeletons were not only being taken from their closets, but +paraded brazenly before the eyes of the world. The secret history of +Westminster was screamed from the fence-tops. + +It was after the loss of our eighth wicket that Grubbs and I, who had +stolen round by the street, stalked and discovered their ringleader. + +"That's him," said the captain hoarsely--the situation was too tense to +permit of the niceties of grammar. I followed the line of his accusing +finger--and gasped. There was no mistaking those gray twinkling eyes, +although they were almost hidden behind a huge bandage, presumably for +mumps. He was dressed in a rough coster suit, with a villainous cap on +one side of his head and a bandit's red kerchief about his neck. + +"It _is_ him," I said dramatically. + +"I thought so," said Grubbs, and cleared his throat. "Norman," he +cried. "Kid--Norman." + +The young rascal, who was sitting on top of a post, more like a Puck +than ever, swiveled about and solemnly winked one eye. "Do I understand +that the ban of silence is lifted?" he said from behind the mumps +bandage. + +Grubbs considered, and then made a tactful and instantaneous decision. +(Small wonder that a few years later he was entrusted with a war +mission to Washington, of the utmost delicacy.) + +"You've had your revenge," he said, "and the joke is on us. Call your +mob off, will you?" + +"You're quite sure you wouldn't like us to encourage the remainder for +a change?" + +"Quite sure." + +"So be it, my captain." + +He blew a whistle through his fingers, and in a moment the fence was +denuded of mortals like a tree smitten by an autumn gale. The Blower of +Bubbles removed his bandage, and presented a stocky youth with three +shillings. + +"Buy sweets for the crowd," he said, "and mind--play fair." + +"Right you har', guv'nor"; and the mob disappeared. And thus ended the +riot of the slouch-cap against the silk hat. To-day, if you are passing +the field during a match, you will see that the gamins are still there, +but they shout only for Westminster. + +We were just turning away, when Basil Norman laid his hand on Grubbs's +forearm, as a girl might do, and his eyes had a wistful look. + +"Before I change into more fitting garb," he said airily, then +paused.... My breathing seemed to stop at the sight--his face had gone +suddenly white, and his eyes were glazed. + +"Grubbs!" he cried, and his voice sounded hollow. "Don't you +understand?... Oh, _you damned fool_, can't you see it's my heart?" + + +V + +After Westminster I went to Cambridge, and succeeded in cultivating the +Oxford manner, by which all Cambridge men are known. When I emerged +from there I offered myself to the highest bidder (a sudden bankruptcy +of my father having made an occupation essential). + +A London newspaper was the fortunate winner in the mad race for my +services, though it would have been difficult for it to lose, as there +was but one entry. + +I became a writer of power--not quite so much so as the gentleman +to-day who wields his pen as he would a bludgeon, and succeeds in +writing a powerful article each week; but still I was a writer of +strength. I damned the present, doubted the future, and deplored the +past. I became an honored member of the group of London writers whose +entire genius is exhausted in criticism. I secured a bowing +acquaintance with Bernard Shaw, and always spoke of H. G. Wells as Mr. +Wells. It was obvious to me that to achieve literary success in England +one must abuse England--but especially any one who tried to change her. + +Some of my _confrères_ sided with Bernard Shaw and attacked +middle-class morality and patriotism. Mr. Arnold Bennett had a certain +following, though we agreed that his Five Towns stories were not really +critical, but merely observant. We did not know at the time that he had +it in him to write _The Pretty Lady_, which was to be neither. For +myself, I was drawn towards Mr. Wells, and hit at everything like a +blindfolded pugilist. + +We agreed with Granville Barker that Irving had reduced the value of +Shakespeare by over-staging; and we endorsed the opinion of a dramatic +critic, known to the public as "Jingle," who said that Shakespeare's +lines were often worthy of an Oxford undergraduate. + +For pastime we abused Lord Roberts as a monomaniac, and Winston +Churchill as a kleptomaniac with a passion for stealing the thunder of +others. We even argued that the Church had lost its grip, and wrote +eloquently on the value of doubt. With admirable _esprit de corps_ +we refrained from attacking the public-school system, though we +realized that one could always get a hearing by so doing. + +And every year those schools were turning out their thousands and the +universities their hundreds; every year our number was strengthened by +well-routined brains that took to destructive criticism like a German +to barbarity. + +Somebody was writing our puerile dramas; some one was producing the +trash which flooded our book-stalls; some brain was conceiving the +tawdry stuff which was educating the millions in the cinemas.... But we +thanked Heaven that we were not as other men. We were England's +educated class. For the education of England fails to teach one that a +country's art and literature are as vital to the nation as speech to +the individual. + +I took a flat in Sloane Square and read Russian novels. Whenever I +discovered a new Russian author, I quoted him as if I had known him all +my life; it used to pain me to find how unrecognized he was by my +fellows. I attended the opera only on Russian nights, and I became a +devotee of the Russian dancers. I used to quote Russian in my paper, +and brought down the curse of a hundred typesetters upon my head. + +I think every writer has his Russian period. + +Once or twice I heard of Basil Norman, though our paths did not cross. +Some one claimed that Norman could have been a great violinist, if---- +Another told me that _Punch_ had published a delicate little sonnet of +his that had the quality of tears about it. There was no question (he +said), if---- An artist I met had painted one landscape that defied +criticism--even ours--and I spoke of the exquisite coloring and detail +of the foreground. + +"I could not have done that," he said, "but for Basil Norman, who +brooded over me like an inspiration. The work is mine, but the +conception his. If----" + +Yet the world did not know of his existence. He remained a detached +personality, treading lightly where sorrow was, singing his song of the +sunlight wherever ears had become dulled with discouragement. A +fantastic, gentle, twinkling-eyed prince in a kingdom of butterflies +and violets. Try as I would, I could not refrain from contrasting my +life of literary vivisection with his primrose youth that seemed +eternal, springing from a genuine joy in living, a youth that was as +perfect as a melody of Chopin's. + +"The happiest of Christmases, old Pest!" + +The subject of my thoughts was standing before me, and the bells were +clamoring exultantly on the frosty air. + +I gripped his hand, and something in his eyes told me the truth.... He +had come for me because I was lonely and needed him. + +And the message of the bells took on a new meaning. + + +VI + +We walked into the brisk, vibrating sunshine of a glorious Christmas +morning. He had taken my arm, and was chatting gayly on everything from +"cabbages to kings." Sometimes his nostrils dilated, and he would look +up as if he were actually drinking in the ozone of the air; and he +seemed younger than ever, with a joyousness born of sheer intoxication +with life. We walked for a mile, and all the time his mood was as happy +and stimulating as the sunshine sparkling in the December air. + +Turning down a street, we passed a church from which the worshipers +were emerging, and a mother with two sons on the brink of manhood held +our attention for a moment. The lads had a gentleness of feature, an +unconscious grace that sometimes is the attribute of adolescence, and +their mother walked between them, proudly--they were her masterpieces. +For some time Norman chatted amiably, but I could see that a pensive +shadow was steadily creeping over the brilliancy of his spirits. + +"They tell me," he said in subdued tones, breaking suddenly from the +topic in hand, "that both my parents hoped for a girl when I was born. +And sometimes I have thought that there is a little of the feminine in +my nature. I love the pretty things of life, and there are times when I +have an unmistakable sense of intuition." + +I waited silently, but it was some moments before he resumed. + +"Somewhere ahead," he said dreamily, "in months or years to come, I see +a vision of a woman in black, coming from church alone, and her head is +bowed with grief----" He passed his hand over his brow with a weary, +querulous movement, and shadows appeared beneath his eyes. +"Where--where are the two sons? Not dead?" + +He smiled wistfully and replaced his hand in my arm. + +"The picture we saw just now," he said, "is my conception of +England--the real England of noble mothers and noble sons. But +something tells me that the woman in black is England too, mourning for +her sons who will never--come back." + +With an effort he squared his shoulders and forced a laugh from his +lips. + +"Pest!" he cried, "I should be burned as a witch. Heigho! it's a pretty +go when one has to turn lugubrious on a Christmas morning. Cheer us up, +Pest. Tell me about yourself--whom you are in love with, and your +dreams for the days to come. Let's blow bubbles--shall we?--and see +what fresh beauties we can find in this charming adventure called +life!" + +And I laughed with him, exchanging philosophies light as air; but the +chimes that rang out all about us had still another meaning. There was +a warning in the pealing discords that broke on the quiet air; there +was a requiem in the notes that lingered like an echo, then murmured +ominously to silence. + +I shivered as though I had a chill, for something of Norman's spirit +had seized me, and I felt that both the warning and the requiem +were--for England. + + +VII + +At the head of a stairway which one reached by going through a +tobacconist's, Herr Klotz greeted us with guttural cordiality. We asked +after his wife, and were told that she was a little better, though very +weak, and had insisted upon seeing her guests before they left, if they +would be so kind as to visit the sickroom. + +On the contents of an enormous hamper sent from "Arcadia" (and, I am +certain, paid for by Norman) the German and the two of us lunched with +all the bonhomie of bohemians. Basil Norman was in the best of spirits, +so much so, in fact, that Klotz was constantly overcome with laughter, +and on three occasions was forced to rush away to acquaint his wife +"mit der amuzing veet of zee altogedderillustrious Herr Norman." + +By no means least in importance, Klotz's little son of about four years +of age sat in a high chair and chuckled knowingly whenever he deemed +the humor had reached a necessary climax. + +Though he was not unlike his father in the shape of his head, his chin +did not recede, and one could only assume the mother had supplied the +qualities lacking in the father. Never for a moment did the child lose +interest in the proceedings; he followed throughout the facial +expression and the play of conversation of his elders. His face +interested me so intensely that I found myself glancing at him whenever +his interest in the others gave me a chance; there was so much of +promise and heredity about him. + +"And what," I said, during a momentary lull in the merriment, "is +Master Siegfried to become?" We had learned his name a moment before. + +"Siegfried," said his father, "tell zee gentlemens vot you to be +already intend." + +The little chap smiled, but without self-consciousness. "A +conducthtor," he lisped, "like Herr Nikith." + +Klotz crossed his hands upon his ample waistcoat and beamed paternally. + +"Your baton bring," he said, "und der score _Tristan_." + +With profuse apologies for this display of juvenile precocity, the +violinist hurried after the boy, and reëntered a moment later with his +violin and a music-stand, which he proceeded to set up. + +Siegfried followed close on his heels with the full orchestral score of +the last act of _Tristan and Isolde_, which almost obscured him from +sight. Placing it on the stand, he retired in a dignified manner; and +Herr Klotz, taking a chair, seated himself at the left of the stand, +and proceeded to tune his fiddle to pitch, varying the proceedings with +imitations of French-horns, vagrant clarionets, and irresponsible +trombones in the mélange of discord which always precedes the entrance +of the conductor. Norman, who had been enjoying the scene to the full, +suddenly rose to his feet. + +"Herr Klotz," he said sternly, "I protest." + +The tuning ceased, and the violinist looked anxiously at his guest. +"You do not like dis, zumtimes?" he faltered. + +"I object," cried Basil, "to being left out.--Herr Siegfried!" He +raised his voice. "Herr Siegfried!" + +The little chap walked solemnly in, a baton in his hand. "Yeth?" he +said. + +"_Mein Herr_, my friend and myself desire to join your orchestra." + +The youthful conductor considered, ruminatingly. "You blay goot?" he +said. + +"Wonderfully. I was comb-and-tissue-paper-player in the Cascade Steam +Laundry Orchestra, and my friend----" + +"He ith goot alzo?" + +"Pest, speak for yourself." + +I shrugged my shoulders. "Far be it from me to brag," I said, rather +lamely, "but I was first violinist to His Majesty the King of +Diddle-doodledums." + +"Ah, yes," cried Norman; "and you were dismissed because of your +unfortunate habit of playing an octave flat." He leaned over and put +his lips to Siegfried's ear. "Let him play the drums," he said in a +stage whisper. + +Amidst roars of delight from the older Klotz, the youngster left the +room, and returned in a minute's time, carrying an immense tin dishpan +and a broken broom-handle, which musical impedimenta he entrusted to my +tender mercies, and then sedately stalked from the scene once more. +With mixed emotions I carried my pan and stick over to the extreme +right, and placed a chair beneath the spot where the stage-box would +be, calmly surveying the assumed audience with that look of waggish +melancholy one associates with gentlemen of the drums. Norman, whom +Klotz had armed with the combined ingredients of his instrument, placed +a chair halfway between the conductor's stand and myself, and together +we joined Herr Klotz in a two-minutes' orgy of discordant preparation. +With a desire to increase the variety of my percussion effects, I +conscripted an extra chair into service, placed it back towards me, and +prepared to use my cane as an auxiliary drumstick. + +By common consent we achieved a moment's unanimity of silence, which +was seized by Herr Siegfried as the auspicious moment for his entrance. +Without the least loss of dignity he clambered onto his chair, as we +applauded, perfunctorily, by hammering our alleged music-stands with +non-existent bows; and, turning to the audience, he bowed with the +restraint of genius--a feat of condescension which appeared to delight +the throng hugely, for he was constrained to turn about and acknowledge +their plaudits a second time before they would allow him to proceed. + +As drummer I assumed an air of morose boredom. + +The noise of the audience having subsided, the conductor opened his +score and nodded to his _Concertmeister_, Herr Klotz, who carefully +found the required place in the orchestration. + +"Blay der 'Liebestod' music," said he in his most professional manner +to us. We nodded knowingly, and found the required part in the last act +of our scores, after turning over a vast number of visionary pages. + +"Do we begin at the beginning?" asked Norman. + +"Yes," I answered, "and leave off at the end." After which sally I +laughed immoderately, and began to understand the instinct which causes +a humorist to enjoy his own wit more than any other's. + +A rap on the stand brought my mirth to a close. Both arms were extended +in the air--a last look at both sides of the orchestra (there must have +been a hundred of us)--the left hand slowly poised to indicate +"piano"--the right hand gently raised--and then the strings were +brought into action. I had intended, as another excellent jest, to give +a tremendous crash on the pan at the start, so as to bring down the +leader's wrath, but something in the little chap's attitude stopped me. +This was not play to him--it was real; and, to my amazement, it seemed +no less vivid to my fellow-burlesquers. Herr Klotz was playing the +chromatic development of the opening as if it had been Covent Garden +and the real Nikisch conducting. The Blower of Bubbles was giving one +more proof of his amazing versatility. In some manner he was imitating +a cello, and he _knew_ the music. Where he had learned it one could +only conjecture--but when did he learn anything? + +Silently I watched the serio-comic development. The boy was conducting +remarkably, with unerring artistry, sustaining the exact Wagnerian +_tempi_, and, with little exaggeration, indicating the crescendo +and diminuendo which colors all the great master's composition. How +much of it he knew or whether he was following his father's violin I +could not make out, but his earnestness fascinated me; and suddenly his +eyes turned towards mine. I gripped the broom-handle--but no, it was +merely a warning that my time was imminent. I think my breath came +short as I waited. Then his eyes sought mine once more, and inclining +towards me, his baton called for the drums. It was _I_ he was +conducting, and no one else! And I vibrated the broom-handle against +the dish-pan, only to stop instantaneously as his baton moved to +subtler instruments. He never failed to warn me with that preliminary +glance, and when the magic wand followed I gave him all I had. The +little beggar was a hypnotist. + +Towards the climax I could have sworn the whole orchestra was there. +Klotz was playing superbly, and Norman was roaming from one instrument +to the other with a remarkable combination of accuracy and imitative +versatility. As for me, I supplied dynamic effects that would have +satisfied even the great Beethoven, who once asked for guns. + +Then it was over. + +Herr Siegfried bowed twice to the audience, indicated his entire +orchestra with an all-embracing wave of the baton, and ended by +solemnly shaking hands with his father, who stood up to accept the +honor. After that, with a self-conscious wriggle, he became the boy +once more, and removed his spell from us. With roars of delight we +gathered about him, making a circle by joining hands, and dancing +extempore, we sang a chorus consisting of constant repetitions of +"Hilee-hilo! Hilee-hilo!" That may not be the correct spelling, but +then we were singing, not writing it--which is one advantage music has +over literature. + +Before we went, Herr Klotz took us into the room where his wife lay +ill, and by her eyes--for she was too weak to speak--she thanked us for +our part in making the day a festival one for their lonely little +household. With an instinctive gentleness that a woman might have +shown, Norman spoke of the things she wanted to hear about: how her +husband had been missed at the restaurant, of the desire of every one +to make a little present to them, of the great future that lay before +their son, and of the genius of Herr Klotz that would some day be +recognized. With the cheeriest of good-byes, he lightly touched her +shoulder with his hand and said he knew she would soon be well again. + +He lied. In half of what he said he lied. He was blowing bubbles that +the woman stricken with fever might see in them some little +compensation for her life of drudgery. + +With the guttural good wishes of Herr Klotz still in our ears (we had +pledged eternal friendship in three foaming mugs of beer), we sought +the street, to find that dusk was settling over the city. For some +moments neither spoke, but feeling that perhaps I had descended too +abruptly from my pedestal, I cleared my throat and ventured on a +remark. + +"A decent fellow," I said patronizingly, and felt my dignity +reasserting myself; but Norman failed to hear me. He was lost in some +memory. Now that I look back, I wonder was it the picture of the sick +woman he saw or his vision of the mother with her two sons; or, with +his gift of intuition, could he see, less than a year ahead, Klotz, in +a German soldier's uniform, marching through Belgium with an army of +lust and rapine, gorged like gluttonous, venomous beasts? + +I wonder. + + +VIII + +It was from an aunt of mine that I first heard of Norman's attachment +to Lilias Oxley. + +Whenever I received a letter from my relative, I had first to realize +that its mission was to educate, not to entertain. She was a woman of +strong ideas, and, as my mother died very early in my life, she seldom +lost an opportunity of impressing a moral--like the Queen in _Alice +in Wonderland_. In her correspondence, and to a large extent in her +conversation, my aunt was given to dashes, underlines, and +exclamation-marks. It is perhaps unnecessary to state that she was a +single woman. + +I received the letter two months after Christmas; it was dated from the +Beacon at Hindhead. + + "MY DEAR NEPHEW,--You will find mentholated crystals--carried in a + small bottle--a splendid preventive against the present epidemic of + cold in the head! Sniff a little every night before going to bed. + + "When are you going to marry? For goodness' sake, marry a _dark_ + girl when you do. Our family is growing positively colorless! + + "Your friend, Mr. Norman, is visiting the Oxleys down here. It + seems young Oxley is trying to write a play with some ideas in it, + and Norman thinks he can help him! Who in the world wants to see a + play with _their_ ideas! It's a pity you couldn't teach him to do + something useful--Norman, I mean.--Young Oxley is going into the + Church! Why doesn't he go to Canada! I mean _Norman_. + + "Do you remember little Lilias Oxley? She had pneumonia last year, + though I _warned_ her mother about flannel soaked in goose-oil and + turpentine! She always looked like a hothouse flower, and now she + is simply _frail_. Of course, she's pretty and has eyes that always + makes fools of the men--not that _that_ signifies! Everybody says + she's artistic, but all I ever hear her play is by some newfangled + foreigner named Debussy, and it's all discord. She's only nineteen + and looks sixteen. + + "Of course, young Norman comes along, and instead of picking out + some healthy _buxom_ girl, he falls in love with this bit of tinsel + china! It's criminal, and should not be _allowed_. What kind of + children will they have, if any! He calls her his + _Beatrice_--Heaven knows why! + + "They are together _constantly_. I would write to the _Times_ about + it if I thought that Lord Northfellow would publish it. We should + have a Minister of _Eugenics_! Surely Winston Churchill would be + better employed at that than trying to build up a huge navy we'll + never need! By the way, I see he's taken to writing _novels_ now! + + "Do talk to young Norman! Tell him your uncle is doing very well + with pigs in Canada; and why not induce your friend to go _there_, + and get some _common-sense_, because every Canadian I meet has a + head on his shoulders? It must be the climate! + + "I am going to stay here for a month, and then visit my cousin in + Scotland. She has six children. Whatever induced her to marry a + minister? He has no money and no _prospects_--except more children, + I suppose! + + "Does that Mulvaney woman see that your room is kept aired? When + you write you should have the window open and a cap on your head. + + "I hope you will never write books! It is quite a _distinction_ + nowadays not to. + + "Where did you go for Christmas?--Your loving aunt, + + "HANNAH. + + "Feby. 8/1914." + +The only way I can account for my aunt's love of exclamation-marks was +her delight at seeing a sentence round to a good finish. I have known +authors to be so overcome with the dramatic significance of their work +that they put them in as a sort of public recognition thereof. + +_En passant_.... I wonder why my aunt never wrote a serial story +for one of the London dailies. + + +IX + +War. + +Our world of artificiality lay like a cracked eggshell. As drowning +men, we clutched at everything that seemed stable ... to find nothing +that was not made of perishable stuff. Our pens that had criticized so +long mocked us as we gazed at the pages which seemed to reject our +thoughts before we gave them life. A few of us turned into special war +writers and comforted the nation with statistics. We showed that +Germany was beaten--it was a mathematical truth that could be proved. +While we demonstrated our immense superiority to the enemy in figures, +a little British Army was fighting against odds of six to one. + +And the Fates stood by with poised shears, ready to cut the thread of +Britain's destiny. + +It is not pleasant to recall the arraignment of the year 1914. The Boer +War had shown our weakness to every nation but ourselves; our educated +men had graduated into the world using their abilities as +obstructionists. We had discouraged everything that had the very odor +of progress. + +Yet--we muddled through. Men still use that word as if it were +something creditable instead of hideous. We won, because, behind the +Britain that muddled and obstructed, there was the Britain of noble +mothers and noble sons. + +And into the first winter our orgy of statistics went on, like an +endless Babylonian feast ... while the British fleet--which we should +never need--strained and plunged in the icy gales of the North Sea, +grimly, silently, saving the world for Civilization. + +Great days. Fateful days. Terrible days. + +One Friday night early in December I received a note from Norman, +asking me to meet him for dinner at "Arcadia." I had not seen him for +six months, but his debonair charm was as potent as ever, and we +chatted of the past like friends who had not met for years. As if by +mutual consent, we avoided the present until I noticed that the +orchestra was different. + +"Where is Klotz?" I asked suddenly. + +"Gone." + +"Where?" + +"To the war. He was a German reservist and got away." + +"And his wife?" + +"She is confined to her bed all the time, but fortunately there is an +excellent woman looking after her and young Siegfried. By the way, what +a conductor he'll make some day!" + +By the subterfuge I knew who was paying for the woman, though his +income was always slender. Stimulated by a British-born orchestra that +played with a respectability beyond question, we pursued bubbles of +conversation for half-an-hour, saying many clever things and arriving +at no conclusions; but both of us knew that, behind the badinage, there +was the consciousness of war gripping our brains like a fever. + +"What do you think," I said at last, "of the question of enlisting?" It +would have been a mockery to deny the fever any longer. + +"Why should I enlist?" His smile was so disarming that I regretted my +move at once. + +"Don't misunderstand me," I said hastily. "You are not needed, and you +never will be. Besides----" My voice trailed off into the insincere +platitudes that always come to the lips when conscience is to be +drugged. + +He lit a cigarette. "Pest," he said, "most men are participants in +life; a few, like myself, are onlookers. It was my choice when I was a +mere youngster--wisely or not, I do not know--but the pose has become +reality now. I am a jester at the court of the world, a wordy fellow +with a touch of melancholy in his humor, watching and commenting on the +real things of life. Before there was a war I blew bubbles, and now I +am fit for nothing else. Have a cigarette?" + +"Thanks." + +He passed his hand across his brow with the same weariness I had +noticed before. + +"To gaze on life," he went on after a pause, "and not to live it, +spares one many sorrows. Even love, which comes to most men as an +overwhelming passion, stole into my life like a perfume of Cashmere. +When I was twelve years of age and living on the south coast, I used to +pass a little dream-girl of seven years or so. The purity of her face +stayed with me like a melody a mother sings to her child. Then she was +ill, and for three weeks I never saw her. Finally she came one day in a +chair, and her beauty was the most exquisite thing I had ever seen. It +made me think that the God who gave us this beautiful world sometimes +cherishes a soul as sweet as hers and keeps it in a body that is frail, +so that through life He can watch it like a flower, tenderly, +lovingly;... and when He wants it back again He has but to whisper, +and, like a violet bending to a summer breeze, it hears and obeys.... I +have sometimes thought that even tears shed for such a one have in them +the quality of dew, and serve to keep the memory green and pleasant. + +"The next day I brought her a rose. Though we had never spoken, she +took it, and gave me her face to kiss.... I lost my mother when I was +very young, but this dream-girl's kiss supplied that inspiration for +the ideal that a child takes from its mother. I could not have been +impure after that--I could not have been unkind. The next day she was +gone, and I never saw her again until I went to Surrey to visit young +Oxley. She was his sister." + +"And you found?" + +"That the dream-child had become a woman--the charm of Spring had +softened to the witchery of Summer." + +He shrugged his shoulders and relit his cigarette, which had gone out. + +"That, my dear Pest, is how love came to me." + +I frowned in an endeavor to pierce his apparently superficial dismissal +of the subject. + +"Don't you intend to marry her?" I said. + +"Marry her?" He laughed, but there was little mirth in the sound. "Does +a jester marry?" His eyes hardened, and there was a new ring to his +voice. "Who am I to take a wife? A _poseur_, a _flâneur_, in a world of +men, I stand discredited beside the poorest workman whose toil brings +in a pittance for his wife and kiddies. England is calling for men--for +men, I say." He brought his fist with a crash on the table. "What can I +offer her--my parlor accomplishments? My minstrel's mummery that +shudders at the sight of a sword? Can I blow bubbles in a world where +hearts are breaking?" + +There were tears in his voice, but his eyes were flashing furiously. + +"Hexcuse me." A man had stepped up to us, wearing the armlet of a +recruit. His face was oddly familiar, but I could not recall it until a +light was switched on just behind him, and I recognized the +pumpkin-faced man of Christmas Eve. + +"I just thought of 'ow I'd like for to tell you as I've been took for +the Army O.K." + +We shook his hand and wished him the best of luck. + +"Funny thing, sir, as 'ow the 'ole bloomin' time I was planning to sign +hup I was a-thinkin' of you and that there fiddle. 'You wouldn't like +to meet 'im,' I kind o' sez to myself, 'and you not in the harmy, you +wouldn't,' I sez." + +"Instead of which," smiled Norman, all trace of his intensity gone, "I +am the one who is the slacker." + +"But didn't I see you in the line the day we was going for to join +hup?" + +Norman laughed. "I was probably a hundred miles away," he said. "Pest, +have I a double?" + +The recruit scratched his head. "I could 'a sworn hit was you," he +said, and launched into a graphic description of drill and the +absurdities thereof, a recital which appeared to have no prospect of an +ending until we were interrupted by the restaurant proprietor, who took +Norman to one side for a consultation concerning the medieval cook. + +I felt a hand on my arm and turned to see our friend of the pumpkin +face making secret and terrifying signs for me to lend him my ear. + +"'E's a-'iding something," he whispered hoarsely. "I ain't been a +chandlery merchant hall my life, wot does most o' 'is business hon +tick, without hit learning me to remember faces. Hit _were_ 'im. +'E was turned down for a bad 'eart!" + +Whereupon he made a semi-mystic sign with his thumb and forefinger to +indicate that the whole affair was a secret between gentlemen. + +That night, in bed, the sensitive, delicate features of Basil Norman +remained in my memory. I had surprised his secret which he would admit +to no one; not to the girl he loved; not to himself. It was the same +spirit that had made him defy the whole of Westminster. We had called +him Puck and the Blower of Bubbles, and he himself had said he was +lighter than air.... But Basil Norman's life had been one endless +battle with an indomitable soul that refused to yield to the body. + +I could not sleep well that night. + + +X + +I did not meet Basil Norman for nearly four years. I joined the +Artists' Rifles early in 1915, fought for eleven months, and was given +a commission. After a short time in England I went out in all the glory +of a Sam Browne and one star, but in a few months I was wounded in the +chest, which earned me Blighty and a surfeit of Aunt Hannah, who still +contended that had we only concentrated on an _army_ instead of a +_navy_---- + +As I write, it all seems a blurred memory of colorless monotony, mud, +fatigue, death, and grim humor. In January, 1918, after a term of duty +as musketry instructor, I returned to France, and fought through the +horrible spring battles until, with cruel coincidence, I was wounded +again in the same place, and once more came to England with a bullet in +my chest--a bullet they dared not extract. In September I was +discharged. + +One morning in November I sat by the fire in my den at Sloane Square. I +had resumed the tenancy of the rooms, and Mrs. Mulvaney looked upon me +as being even less mature than before, warning me about goloshes when +it was wet, and umbrellas when it wasn't, but appeared likely to be. + +How long I sat there I do not know, but memory began to weave its +spell, driving my surroundings into a dim obscurity and bringing back +incidents of the past with vivid clarity. I gripped my head with both +hands, and, for the hundredth time, sought the truth that lay buried in +the holocaust of the nations.... My wound hurt again, and a dizziness +crept over me like a fog that rises from the sea and enshrouds the +land. + +Futile.... Futile.... + +Had some one spoken? The words sounded distinctly.... I could have +sworn I heard them. + +Was the whole war a dream, or was it real? Once more I was in Sloane +Square; there was my desk with its litter of papers, my pipe-rack, my +books.... Had I ever left them? Could it be true that I had led men +against machine-gun fire--and that I had killed? Were those boys who +died beside me, smiling like children in their sleep, really dead? Was +it all some hideous fantasy of an unhealthy brain--a gigantic charade +invented by the greatest buffoon of all time? + +Futile.... Futile.... Futile. + +I cursed, and pressed my brow with my hands. It was a fight for sanity, +as so many men have fought in the solitude of their rooms since the +hell of Flanders. + +Like a panorama the events of the war crossed my mind, and yet those +that stood out most clearly were the unimportant things that came as +mere incidents during the unfolding of the world's destiny. The senior +chaplain's dog, which was shot by an A.P.M. and mourned by a whole +division ... the new arrival who thought he was a special charge of the +Lord's, and who persisted in looking over the top during the day--we +buried him next morning ... the night that the female impersonator from +a divisional concert-party lured the colonel into amorous confession +... the little chap who got no mail at Christmas, and said he hadn't +received a letter for two years ... one after the other these human +trivialities coursed through my brain, forcing the vaster issues aside. + +From no apparent cause, the strain of reminiscence turned toward Basil +Norman. I had seen him somewhere, but whether in London or in the +country my poor tired brain seemed unable to determine. And then, with +no regard for relevancy, I was with my battalion once more, marching +with the Australians to hold a strategical point that one of our +brigades had saved from the disaster of March. Who was it said that the +Australians lacked discipline? Look at them grinning like youngsters at +a game, with the odds against any coming out alive! Discipline? Hell! + +We rested at a cross-roads and smoked; one of our Tommies was singing +the refrain of a song that urged the country to call up all his +relations, even his father and his mother, but "for Gawd's sake" not to +take him. The sublime incongruity of it was so thoroughly British that +we laughed and called for a repetition. A few minutes later the +Australians passed us, going forward, and there was a reckless air of +bravado about them that boded ill for the Hun. + +We waited an hour, two hours--perhaps more. + +By Jove! Coming around the bend in the road was the brigade that had +held the line. Good work, you chaps! Well done! Bravo! That's it, you +fellows; give them a cheer! Beneath the mud and the dust and the +beards, they were livid with fatigue; the skin beneath their eyes had +dropped, and their jaws hung impotently, like those of idiots. There +wasn't a sound from their ranks as, too weary to lift them, they +dragged their feet through the dust of the road. They had held their +position for fifty-six hours, attacked incessantly from three sides by +overwhelming numbers. Damned good, you fellows; damned good! + +Still buffeted by imagination, my memory of the scene seemed to fade; +yet one impression lingered that was both livid and blurred. It was +when that brigade, or what was left of it, had almost passed, and we +were tightening up the straps of our kits, that I caught a glimpse of +his face, or that of a man who could have passed as his twin. The +soldier beside him was limping painfully and leaning on him heavily in +an endeavor to keep up, and beneath the grimy pallor of that face I +could see the old wistful, whimsical smile.... I tried to cry out, but +something stuck in my throat, and next moment we were falling in. + +It was Basil Norman, and the lame soldier beside him was the man with a +face like a pumpkin. Either that or my brain had become the plaything +of fancy. + +Again my memory became a blank, and for a few minutes everything seemed +obscured. Some one was shouting! It was taken up by another, then by +many--the whole air was filled with noise.... I heard a woman's voice. +Good God! Had the Germans broken through?... "_Steady, men--get your +aim first._"... The shouting grew in intensity, and I pressed my +brow with my hands until the marks stood out like wounds. With a cry as +of an animal in pain, I rose to my feet and shook the shadows from my +eyes. There was my room--the smoldering fire--my chair ... but the +shouting--it was louder than before. + +Feeling my reason tottering, I crossed to the window and threw it open. +People were running, and crying some word as they ran; one woman wept +openly, and no one heeded her; a taxi passed crowded to the roof with +hatless, gesticulating enthusiasts. Was the whole world mad? From every +direction came the noise of deep-throated shouting, swelling into a +vast _Te Deum_ of sound. A soldier with one foot leaned against a +lamp-post and rested his muscles from their labor with the crutches. + +"Hello!" I cried. The khaki seemed to restore my grip on things. "I +say--hello!" + +He turned round and hobbled over to my window. "Wot's the trouble?" he +said. + +"This shouting," I cried; "these people running like rabbits. What does +it all mean?" + +"Wot! don't you know?" He smacked his lips in appreciation of the +surprise he had in store for me. "Why, Fritz 'as took the count, 'e +'as." + +"Then,----" Confound it; what made my lips quiver so? "Then--it's +peace?... You mean ... it's peace?" + +He nodded half-a-dozen times. "The war," he said, feeling the +importance of his declaration, "is napoo. Kaiser Bill 'as 'opped the +twig, and the hold firm of 'im and Gott is for sale, with the goodwill +thrown in, I _don't_ think." + +I leaned out of the window, and we grasped hands. + +Futile.... Futile.... Futile. + +No--by Heaven, no! Not while we remember our dead; not while the spirit +of comradeship still lives in the breasts of those who went out there; +never, if the Britain of the future is worthy of her knights of the +greatest crusade of all, and of the mothers who gave that which had +sprung from their very heart-beats. + +"_Out of sorrow have the worlds been built, and at the birth of a +child or a star there is pain._" + +Half-mad with joy, I rushed into the street and urged my hospitality on +the mutilated soldier, who came into my den and took a seat by the +fire, while I fetched a decanter and cigars that we might make the +occasion a jovial one. As I came into the room I noticed that he was +examining me curiously. + +"Hexcuse me," he said, "but if I may make so bold--wasn't you 'is pal?" + +"Good heavens!" I cried, a light bursting upon me. "You're the man with +a face like a--like a----" I suppose I blushed. + +"Don't 'esitate," he grinned. "Many a time over there 'e told me you +called me Pumpkin-Fice,' and, beggin' your pardon, sir, I likes it a +sight better than 'Pest.'" + +"Then--it was Norman I saw in March?" + +"Ay." He sipped his glass meditatively. "'E lied about 'is 'eart, and +was took O.K. late in 'fifteen. 'E was a ranker like the rest of us, +but 'e was a proper gentleman, 'e was--that is, not just like we +hunderstands the word in Hengland, but a _real_ gentleman. 'E never +preached and 'e never whined, but them two heyes just kept twinklin', +and whenever hany of us was a bit windy, 'e 'd sort of buck us hup by +that there smile 'e 'ad. I ain't much on langwidge, not 'avin' no +eddication to speak of, or I'd hexplain better; but when little Sawyers +got 'is from a sniper, and 'e knew 'is ticket was punched for to go +West, the sergeant says, 'Fetch the padre,' but Sawyers 'e says, 'No, +it's Bubbles I want.'... I ain't much on religion neither, and I've +done a 'eap o' filthy swearin', which I guess is all down agin me in +the book; but wherever Bubbles is goin' is good enough for me, whether +it's brimstin and blazes or hangels playin' 'arps." + +"Tell me"--I dreaded the answer to the question--"where is he now?" + +"'E's took a cottage hover in the Hisle o' Wight," he said, clearing +his throat and speaking slowly, "and 'e's married to the sweetest +creetur I ever saw houtside a book. Blime! after I gets hout o' +'ospital, me not 'avin' any hold woman of my own, 'e finds me hout and +sends a letter sayin' to go there for my convalessings, which likewise +I did. That's 'is haddress on the top of that there letter." + +I took the paper from his hand, but kept my eyes on his face; he was +keeping something from me. "Tell me the truth about him," I said, and +waited. + +He shifted uneasily in his chair. "'E got a blighty near 'is 'eart," he +said, making a supreme effort, "and 'e'll never get hup from 'is chair +no more." + + +XI + +The packet for the Isle of Wight threaded its way through the traffic +of incoming vessels, and ran by a cruiser that had just come from the +bloodless Trafalgar of German shame, where the second navy of the world +surrendered without a fight. + +A man next to me grunted. "It's all right for us to crow," he said; +"but Germany was beaten, and she did the right thing." + +I looked at him--he was quite sincere. His hair was unduly long, and he +carried a manuscript case--probably one of the statistical writers +still going strong. + +"In your wildest flights of imagination," I said, "even if the combined +fleets of the world were against him, could you picture Beatty leading +the British Navy out to surrender?" + +"Supposing he were ordered?" + +As if in answer to his question, our course took us by the hull of the +_Victory_, straining at her moorings in the November wind. + +"In that case," I said, "Beatty would have had two blind eyes." + +Which was the sum total of our conversation until we landed at Ryde, +when our paths diverged, never, I hope, to meet again. Probably, over +the week-end, he was polishing up some powerful articles on the +absurdity of Reconstruction. + +By the time the train had reached the little station of St. Louis, just +beyond Ventnor, the wind had blown away any clouds, and the sun was +shining radiantly. As I emerged from my carriage I felt a throb of +exhilaration shoot through my veins, but depart as quickly as it had +come, when I realized how near was the tragedy which I had soon to +witness. I heard my name spoken, and, turning, saw a ruddy-faced, +storm-blown fellow of fifty odd years, whose whole bearing smacked of +nor'-westers and mizzen-tops. When I admitted to my name, he seized my +bag without a word, and started down the road with the swaying motion +peculiar to mariners. + +We had hardly gone any distance, when he stopped at a gate which proved +to be the back entrance to a garden, and following him through it, I +was led along a path which was strewn with leaves in all the wealth of +autumnal coloring, while through the trees there was the deep blue of +the sea, flecked with crests of foam. We had gone about fifty yards +when we came upon a cottage, in front of which, on a promontory, was a +neatly trimmed lawn, guarded by six trees that stood like sentinels. +The lower branches had been cut to give a better view, and their +appearance lent a quaintly tropical look to the place, as if they were +palms. In front of the house, fields sloped gradually to the edge of +the cliff, which overlooked the sea beneath. + +"My dear old Pest!" + +Against the background of trees I had failed to notice him sitting in +an invalid's chair. In three strides I was by his side, his hands in +mine ... but no words came to my faltering lips. For a moment the gray +of his eyes softened to a look of understanding; then the old smile, +just as charming as ever, irradiated his face. + +"This is an event," he said, "to be entered in the log.--Sindbad!" + +The ex-seaman who had acted as my guide pulled at his forelock. + +"Ay, ay, cap'n!" + +"Take this gentleman's things to the guestroom upstairs." + +"The cabin to starboard? Werry good, cap'n." + +Heavens! such a voice! There were fog, gale, piracy, rum, and combat in +it. + +"Sindbad," said Norman, in answer to my look, "is one of my +indiscretions--like 'Arcadia.' He turned up here one day with such a +tale of the sea as would have shamed Robert Louis Stevenson at his +best. So far as I can discover, he has been in every naval fight since +Aboukir Bay. He's a bit hazy on the Jutland scrap, but hints darkly at +the possibility of an invasion by Spain. He is convinced that the +_Armada_ is only hiding and waiting its time." + +In spite of myself, I laughed. + +"As he refused to go, I decided to employ him as a man-of-all-work, +and, as he appeared to have forgotten his own name, I gave him that of +'Sindbad,' which pleased him as much as me. As a result of my engaging +him, the lawn you stand on is the quarter-deck which he never fails to +salute. As nearly as I can discover, we are sailing a perpetual +voyage--you see by this view that the illusion is possible--and we're +living in the imminent danger and hope of an attack by the Spanish. By +the way, old man, would you rather go upstairs and clean up? Are you +cold sitting there? Sometimes, being so comfortable myself, I forget +all about my guests." + +I protested, sincerely, that I was quite contented where I was. + +"Good!" he smiled. "Now tell me all about London.... I see you were hit +twice. From more than a dozen sources I've heard how splendid you were +in France." + +His voice was so bright, with its old, happy mannerism of rapidity of +words, with the occasional slurring rallentando, and his gaiety so +infectious, that, under his influence, I felt the clouds about my brain +lifting--not only those caused by grief for his helpless condition, but +those born of my own black moods which drove sleep from my eyes for +nights at a time. I had come determined to be cheerful and to bring +encouragement to the invalid, but already I was drinking in the elixir +of his spirit and feeling my arteries throb with a kind of ecstasy. His +charm was more potent than before. + +For a few minutes we chatted about France and the old Westminster boys +who had won renown. We talked of many things, and laughed to find that +we were still boys. + +"By the way," he said, during a momentary lull in the stream of +reminiscence, "I must apologize for my wife. She is doing some +necessary shopping in Ventnor, but will be back by the next train." + +"I heard you were married," I said, but got no further. Delicacy +forbade my asking him how his dream of love had become a reality. He +must have read the question in my eyes, however, for he offered me his +cigarettes, which, with him, was always a prelude to a change in the +tone of conversation. + +"I did not write to her after I went to France," he said quietly, +"because ... well, I've spoken to you before of my sense of +intuition--and I knew that mine would be a heavy price to pay. It was +not fair to fasten her with a life none too robust at its best, because +of a love-fantasy between two children. When I was hit, and they broke +the news to me that--that this was to be my luck, the one thing that +comforted me was the thought that she was free and would not have to +share my captivity. By-the-by, Pest, isn't the sea fascinating? It is +never the same for two days together." + +He was still a Puck, lightening his moods whenever they threatened to +hurt the listener with their intensity. + +"Pest," he said, after a pause, "she came to me.... When everything was +dark, and I was groping blindly for some hand that would start me just +a--a little on my path, she came--out of the mists. I urged her to +leave me. I argued that she was not fair--and for answer she kissed +me.... Pest, it was a moment of such exquisite happiness, a happiness +so poignant, that I wish I could have died then. I was never so fit for +heaven." + +The figure of Sindbad appeared from the house, tugged at its forelock, +and disappeared into the garden to trim some shrubs. + +"How did you happen to come here?" I asked. + +"I had always looked on the island," he said, smiling, "as the only +spot in England where a twentieth-century Robinson Crusoe could find a +sanctuary from the world, and, by the courtesy of the gentleman who +owned the place, I was able to purchase it at a ridiculously low price. +As a matter of fact, he was offered twice the amount quoted to me, but +refused because I was a disabled Tommy. We came here strangers, but +really the kindness of every one is so great that the ordeal is turning +into a privilege. You have no idea, Pest, how extraordinarily +sympathetic and courteous these people are." + +"I suppose, though," I said softly, "that it is rather--lonely." + +"Lonely?" he laughed. "Bless your heart, old boy! talk about a French +savant and his _salon_--this place is a positive Mecca for all the +distinguished pilgrims on the island. For instance, there is the editor +of the _Tribune_--a man who thinks editorially and talks colossally. +He claims that any one who has read Boswell's _Life of Johnson_, +Cervantes' _Don Quixote_, and Carlyle's _French Revolution_ is +educated. He never reads anything else, but keeps on reading these +three in an endless cycle. We have perfectly stupendous arguments that +never get anywhere, but utterly exhaust both of us. Then there's the +station-master. How many passengers boarded the train here when you +were coming off?" + +"Four, I think." + +"Ah, yes; this is Saturday--a busy day. Some trains we don't get any, +and others just one or two; but in anticipation of a rush at some +future date, he's invented a scheme of getting tickets out of a drawer, +stamped and all complete, by merely pressing a button. I assure you +it's going to revolutionize the booking systems of the world--we've +been working on it for weeks, but so far all we've got is the button. +The plans are prodigious, though. And the Tommies! Gor blime, Pest! +there's a convalescent home just down the road, and it's a queer day +that at least two of the beggars don't come up for a 'jaw' about old +times. You talk about your officers' messes and brass hats; why, it's +real life in the ranks. I tell you, Pest, I would rather be the man +that coined the word 'Cheerio' than the greatest general the world has +seen." + +A merchant-ship, still wearing its strange motley of camouflage, sailed +past only a couple of miles from shore. + +"Look!" whispered Norman, and pointed down the garden. + +Sindbad was crouched behind some bushes, surveying the vessel through a +dilapidated telescope. After a careful scrutiny, he resumed his labors, +shaking his head and muttering darkly to himself. + +Norman chuckled hilariously. "He's on the look-out for Spaniards," he +said. + +"What a villainous telescope!" + +"Isn't it? He always has it by him, though. I'll swear you can't see +half-a-mile with the blessed thing." + +A huge black hound appeared from the direction of the conservatory, +and, after the canine manner, expressed his wriggliest delight at the +sight of Norman, ending by sitting solemnly beside the chair and laying +one paw on the invalid's knee. + +"Good-afternoon, Mr. Jones," said Norman. + +The dog thumped the ground four times with his tail, and emitted a yawn +like the sound of a train emerging from a tunnel. + +"Mr. Jones," said I, "changes from cordiality to ennui with rather +startling rapidity." + +The hound acknowledged his name by a solitary thump, and then groaned +with the air of a Stiggins contemplating the wickedness of a Weller. + +"What breed is he?" I asked. + +"Dog--just dog. He is, if I may say so, the battle-ground of his +ancestors. Every breed but that of bull can be traced in him, and each +has its moment of ascendancy. Mr. Jones possesses a most remarkable +hereditary system." + +The subject of our conversation became suddenly tense. A bird had +hopped on to the quarter-deck, and was pecking at the ground in a +manner that would infuriate any self-respecting dog. + +Gathering up his loins, Mr. Jones stalked the intruder to within four +yards, and then fell in a heap on the spot--where the bird had been. +After surveying the landscape with a puzzled air, as if to indicate to +us that foul work was afloat, he walked to the end of the lawn and +gazed thoughtfully at the sea. Having thoroughly demonstrated his +indifference as to whether he ever caught a bird or not, he yawned +terrifically, and left the scene for the comfort of the kitchen. + + +XII + +And so, partly with banter, but with many moments that were tense with +feeling, we talked while the afternoon wore on. Norman was in the midst +of some anecdote of either Sindbad or Mr. Jones, when he paused, and a +look of delighted anticipation lit his countenance. + +"That's the whistle," he said. "The train's right on time to-day." He +sighed happily, as a lover about to meet his sweetheart after a long +absence. + +"Sindbad," he cried, "pipe all hands to tea. Tell Mrs. M'Gillicuddy +we'll have it in the music-room." + +Telescope under his arm, the worthy buccaneer--for I am convinced he +sailed under Captain Kidd--shuffled into the house, and the noise of +the train could be distinctly heard as it emptied its crowd of one or +two at the little station. + +"I shall go and open the gate," I said, but he stopped me. + +"He is with her, Pest." + +"Who?" + +"Wait.... I have kept a surprise for you." + +A minute later I saw his wife at the end of the path as she waved to +him. She came through the leafy garden with a grace of movement that +made the scene a delicate, colorful picture, and even before she had +reached us I could see that her beauty was as exquisite, as perfect, as +an orchid's. All sacrificed to an invalid.... + +With the tenderest of smiles in her eyes, which were blue as the sky, +she advanced towards us and kissed him; and I, who detest things +sentimental as I would the plague, thought it was the loveliest tribute +I had ever seen. Before he could speak, she turned and gave me both her +hands. + +"I won't apologize," she said, and her voice was as sweet as a brook's, +"because I know you both enjoyed your talk of old times the better for +my absence." + +"It was a wonderful afternoon," I said, "but it would have been doubly +so with you here." + +And then I, the Pest, the cynic, the modernist, stooped and kissed her +hand. It seemed the natural thing to do, and she accepted it with the +understanding heart that Nature had given her. + +"But, Lilias, where is the lad?" + +"Oh," she laughed gaily, "the station-master kept him a moment to show +him an entirely new button he had thought of. But here he is now." + +Coming up the path, carrying a couple of parcels, was a boy of, +perhaps, ten years of age. His hair was golden and curly, and his eyes +had a dreamy look that contrasted strangely with the strength of his +chin. He had the poise and the appearance of a thoughtful, well-bred +youth; but there was something, I could not say what, that told me he +was not English. + +He touched his cap to me as he came on the lawn and smiled cordially to +Basil. + +"Do you remember the gentleman?" asked Norman. + +The boy shook his head and unconsciously moved nearer to the woman, who +placed her hand on his shoulder. + +"You shouldn't forget each other," laughed Norman, "for once he played +the drums under your baton." + +A few minutes later we went in for tea, the boy and Mrs. Norman going +first. I waited while Sindbad prepared to move the invalid, and then +turned to him for an explanation. + +"Klotz was killed," said Norman swiftly, "and his wife died a month +later, after she heard of his death. We have adopted Siegfried as our +ward." + + +XIII + +That night a storm came up from the sea, and the house rattled and +shook in the clutch of a November gale. The trees that looked like +palms swayed and bent before the wind, and the many-colored leaves in +the garden fled like refugees before an attack, and covered the ground +with their quivering bodies. + +We were gathered in the music-room, the cosy warmth from a fire of logs +making pleasant contrast to the snarling wind outside. The evening had +been a memorable one. The woman whose beauty was so delicate had +charmed us with her voice, her playing; charmed us without effort or +knowing how. + +From a lounge, Norman's vivacity, which always had in it the quality of +sympathy, illuminated everything that happened. When she sang a little +extract of the eighteenth century, "_Bergère Légère_," it was he +who knew that it had been a favorite of Marie Antoinette's. When she +played the love theme which Puccini gives the strings in the first act +of _Madame Butterfly_, it was Norman who, by a dozen deftly chosen +words, created the atmosphere of Japan and brought before us the cruel +tenderness of Pinkerton's love for Cho Cho San. After Siegfried had +played MacDowell's conception of "Mid-ocean," Norman recalled in a +moment the genius of America's greatest composer, the genius that had +finally crossed the thin barrier to insanity. From that we talked of +the sea, while the wind howled outside, and I spoke of the many moods +of blue that colored it in a single day, and, without giving the effect +of quotation or of monologue, he brought his artistry into play with +three lines of Keats's sonnet "Blue." + +Whenever any of us spoke, his sensitive rhythmic intellectuality seemed +to hover about us, acknowledging thought where it struggled to the +surface, adding some subtle touch of color when our efforts seemed too +drab. Under its influence we talked our best, we thought our best, we +were our best. + +At nine o'clock Siegfried rose to go to bed, and advanced to shake +hands with me. + +"Well," I said, "and do you still intend to be a conductor?" + +He smiled a little self-consciously. + +"There is much to learn," he said, "and--I do not want to leave my +home." + +Norman lit a cigarette--his old mannerism when emotions were taut. + +"Parents," he said, "and quasi-parents like us, march straight towards +loneliness. Our greatest concern is to have our children ready to leave +us as soon as they hear the call of the world, knowing that such a +moment will be the proudest and the saddest of our lives." + +"Good-night," said Siegfried to me. "Goodnight, Uncle Bubbles." He +turned wistfully to Mrs. Norman, who smiled and linked her arm in his. + +"Won't you come along?" she said to me. "Siegfried is very proud of his +room, and would like you to see it." It was her way of hiding her +knowledge that the little chap was frightened by the storm. So we saw +him safely in bed, and admired his books, and wished him pleasant +dreams. We had just left his room and were about to descend the stairs, +when we paused as the sound of rain beating against the house came to +our ears. We hurried about for a few moments seeing that all windows +were closed, and were going to rejoin Norman, when I stopped her. + +"Mrs. Norman," I said haltingly, "it is never easy for an Englishman to +express the emotion he feels, but may I tell you how touched I am by +your devotion to your husband? Without you, his life would +be--unbearable." + +She did not smile or protest, but her eyes looked straight into mine. + +"To live day by day," she said slowly, her fingers playing with a +necklace that hung about her full white throat, "near a soul like +Basil's, to commune with a brain like his ... to feel the inspiration +of his nature that is so in tune with the beauty of the world, is a +happiness few women can experience. If it were not too cruel, I could +feel thankful for his wound that has given him so completely to me." + +I stood by her on the creaking stairs as the rain swept in torrents +against the house, and her murmuring tones mingled with the sounds of +the storm. + +"Perhaps you cannot understand," she said gently, "but loving Basil as +I do, and having him dependent on me, is a selfish happiness that only +a woman could really know." + +And out of the night a truth came to me that, though it never, never +could be mine, the most precious thing in this world is a woman's +heart. + + +XIV + +It was eleven o'clock, and Basil Norman and I were alone. The storm had +subsided, and, through the sound of the rain, we could hear the waves +breaking against the shore. + +"I do not want Siegfried to go to school yet," he was saying; "he is so +full of promise and latent genius that I dread the risk of having it +all standardized into what we call a public-school man. I am coaching +him in languages and the three R's, but more than anything else I want +him to form his own conception of the scheme of the universe, so that +when he takes his position among the world's musicians--as I am +confident he will--he'll have the echo of what he interprets in his own +breast. Music is so vast, yet musicians, as a class, are people of +little depth." + +"Has the lad a chance in England with his German name?" + +"Yes. England must realize that genius has no nationality." + +"What was Siegfried like when you took him first?" + +"He was arrogant, sullen, and in his child's brain was the knowledge +that his father had fought against us. To make him forget his unhappy +past, and partly to satisfy a caprice of my own, I--well, you would say +I blew bubbles. We invented a little city of make-believe. From the +hill at the back of the house you can look down on all these houses, +and at dusk, when the mist rises from the sea and the windows begin to +glow with light, it is quaint enough for a study by Rackham. In our +little City of Bubbles there dwelt such celebrities as Aladdin, Jack +the Giant Killer, Midshipman Easy, Peter Pan, poor Wilde's Happy +Prince, and Heaven knows how many more. They were very real to +Siegfried and me, and Lilias used to have many a laugh over the +troubles of our little family. But I had not counted on Sindbad; he was +filling Siegfried with stories of buried treasure and men forced to +walk the plank (all of them absolutely authenticated by the narrator), +and the lurking Prussian began to appear. He stole down to Ventnor and +bought books on the war ... he began to glory in the stand Germany was +making. So I was not surprised when, one day, he suggested that we +should play soldiers. + +"Pest, you should have been there. Siegfried was Napoleon, and I was +Hindendorff, his chief of Staff. Sindbad was given command of a naval +brigade, and was also in charge of a large fleet lying in hiding to +cope with the Spaniard, should he emerge. In addition to these modest +duties, he had to wheel my chair. Lilias came along as a composite +representative of all the women's services. Napoleon's plans were that +we should attack the City of Bubbles, which was being defended by a +heavy force on the fringe of the hill. I omitted to mention our flying +cavalry in the person of Mr. Jones; but owing to a misunderstanding of +our objective he waged separate war on birds all afternoon, inflicting +no casualties, but covering an immense area of ground. We began the +attack about half-a-mile back; but when Napoleon ordered Sindbad's +naval brigade into action, we were unable to find him, until Mr. Jones +discovered him behind a rock, scrutinizing a passing merchantman +through the inevitable telescope. After some persuasion, we induced +Sindbad to attack, but half-way to his objective he remembered that he +had left his pipe in the kitchen, to which he repaired, leaving his +troops in the air, as we used to say in France, and taking away the +mobility which, as Chief of Staff, I needed urgently. There is no +question that Sindbad possesses imagination, but it is an unreliable +one. + +"To make the story short, we won by a brilliant ruse of Napoleon's, who +got word to the enemy that the tuck-shops in Ventnor were being +evacuated, which was as effective as his famous "_Sauve qui peut_" +at Waterloo, for they fled ignominiously, and we captured the city, +after inflicting heavy casualties." + +I looked at him and waited. Behind the nonsense I could see some +serious thought was lurking, but what I could not conjecture. + +"The next day," he resumed, "Siegfried was tired, and asked me to tell +how Peter Pan frustrated the pirates. 'Peter is dead,' said I. +Siegfried suppressed a sob, and asked when he died. 'He was killed in +our attack,' I said. After a long pause, he mentioned the probability +of Mr. Midshipman Easy being at home. 'He is dead,' said I. Again his +question, and again my answer: 'He was killed in our attack.' He went +out; but on going to bed that night he asked if Cinderella was really +very pretty. 'Not now,' I said, 'for she is lying dead.' Does it seem +ludicrous, Pest? That night he cried himself to sleep, and it is not +easy to listen to a youngster's sobs when you know that a word from you +will do away with them. For two long dreary weeks our City of Bubbles +was a City of the Dead.... Then I suggested that we play soldiers again +and make another attack. After all, Pest, it isn't every Tommy gets a +chance of being Chief of Staff. I wish you could have seen his face. It +was as though I had struck him with a whip, and he left me without a +word. That afternoon the Wizard of Oz visited our city and brought them +all back to life. That was some months ago, and our little dream-world +is only a serio-humorous memory for Siegfried and me now. But during +that night he cried himself to sleep I think the Prussian in him died." + +For several minutes we listened to the rain. + +"The greatest of the Arts," said Norman, very slowly, "is life. I don't +think our writers, our painters, our men who dream in bronze realize +that. If they did, it would not be said that the English are the least +artistic people in the world; for you and I know that is not true. +Scott going to his death in the Antarctic snow was a great artist. The +sailor standing to one side when the last boat is filled, and those six +Tommies at Grieswald in Germany, holding their ground against a row of +bayonets and taking a sentence of two years' imprisonment rather than +aid the Hun in making munitions--are they not artists? Where we fail as +a race is in our authors, composers, painters, who divorce themselves +from the real spirit of England and wonder that the products of their +brains quicken no pulse and stir no imagination. Our educationists, our +leaders in every movement allied with culture, have too often striven +to choke the imaginativeness and blind the eyes of our youth to the +beauty of life, which is one of its greatest truths. One has but to +read the despairing lines written by bereaved mothers for their sons +who have fallen, to feel the sorrow of England crying for expression; +instead of which, our triumph, our courage, our artistry are mute and +inarticulate." + +The rain had ceased, and the wind was moaning over the sea as if it had +been balked of its prey. + +"Mark my words, Pest," he said dreamily, "as a nation we shall have no +self-expression until our artists take for their model the greatest of +all Arts--_Life_." + +His eyes were fixed on the smouldering coals, and over his face there +was a mystic veil--a thing not of this world but born of the undying +spirit. It was like a mist that settles on a river in the hour between +sunset and night. + +"Basil," I cried; and the sound of my own voice startled me. I do not +know what words were surging to my lips, for he turned to me and the +smile of compassion in his eyes held me silent. + +Something choked in my throat.... I felt that I wanted to struggle to +my feet and stand at the salute. For the face that looked into mine was +that of a CONQUEROR. + +A burning ember fell from the grate and lay on the tiled surface of the +hearth. + + + + +PETITE SIMUNDE + + +I + +Three hundred miles north of Toronto, the Cobalt mining country +surrenders its daily toll of silver to the world. In that region there +is mostly rock. Where woods exist, the trees are gaunt and defiant, as +though resentful of the approach of man; in winter they stand like +white-shrouded ghosts, and the wind howls dismally through them until +in the little settlements across Lake Timiskaming men draw closer to +the fire, and women croon comfort to frightened children, yet +half-believe, themselves, the Indian legend that another soul is on its +way to the Great Unknown. + +Five miles north of Cobalt the town of Haileybury straggles down a hill +to the lake, on the other side of which can be seen the blue shores of +Pontiac, Quebec, where lies the sleepy little hamlet known as Ville +Marie, possessed of its church, its wayside public-house, "Les +Voyageurs," and a few vagabond frame buildings. The ring of the +blacksmith's anvil can be heard throughout the day, for there is little +else to drown the noise. But when the lumber-jacks come in from the +woods, or the river-runners from their convoys of logs, there is always +the sound of a noisy chorus from "Les Voyageurs," led (in the times we +write of) by Pierre Generaud, who knows that singing a constant +fortissimo stimulates thirst in participants and auditors alike. On +Sunday there is the sound of the organ, and the villagers walk about in +ill-fitting garments of respectability: a simple God-fearing community, +knowing no world but their own, and finding their joy of life in mere +existence. + +It was gathering dusk, one summer evening in the year 1914, when the +figure of a young officer wended its way towards "Les Voyageurs." + +He had crossed from Haileybury on the afternoon boat, causing not a +little comment by the uniform he wore. All in the mining country knew +him as "Dug" Campbell, manager of the Curran Like Mine--they were +hardly prepared for the sudden transition from his usual costume of +riding-breeches, brown shirt, and lumberman's boots, to the trappings +of a British officer. He was a young man of big stature, with broad, +restless shoulders that seemed to chafe under the bondage of a tunic, +and he had a long, loose-limbed stride oddly at variance with the usual +conception of military bearing. His eyes were light blue, his hair an +unruly brown that flirted with red--and his name was Campbell. Such men +do not wait for the second call when there is war. + +Wherever civilization is forcing her right of way, wherever she is +fighting for her existence, the descendants of Scotland will be found. +When a new railroad struggles over unnamed rivers and through untrodden +forests, somewhere ahead there is always a son or a grandson of old +Scotia, whose eyes are a humorous blue and whose hair has more than a +tinge of red. There is no part of the world to which the Scot is a +stranger, but he rises to his best in a new country where waterfalls +must be harnessed to give power; where great rocks must be blasted from +age-old foundations; where rebellious nature in her primeval state must +be taught that the world was made for man. + +On that August evening in that most fateful of years, the figure of +Captain Douglas Campbell, tall and somewhat rugged, like one of the +northern trees, might have served as a sculptor's model for the spirit +of Scotland confirming and strengthening the purpose of young Canada. + +Rich in tradition as she is, what glory of her past can Scotland have +that is greater than this--that, strong in the manhood which seems to +spring from the soil of her country, she sent her sons to every corner +of the world; and when the shadow of war fell upon her--they came back! +Sons, grandsons, those to whom their Scottish blood was little more +than a family legend, _they came back_. + +Scotland needs no other monument than those three words. + + +II + +Nearing "Les Voyageurs" the young officer paused at a sudden burst of +sound that came from the inn. In place of the usual chorus, one voice, +a slovenly but powerful one, was bellowing forth a ribald song, +remarkable only for its noisy coarseness. Reaching the hostelry, +Campbell hammered at the door, which was opened by mine host himself. + +"Ah!" he gesticulated eloquently, "Monsieur Cam-pell?" (Pierre +Generaud, like all French-Canadians, invariably reversed his accents on +English words.) "For why you come, eh?" + +"My dear Generaud, must I give reason for visiting the famous 'Les +Voyageurs'?" + +"Ah! By gosh, no!" He beamed welcome in every pore--then struck an +attitude of despair. "You come, is it not, as an officier, perhaps +no--yes?" + +"Correct. I want to speak just for a minute to the men inside." + +"Oh, _mais non_!" The good host's gesture was a masterpiece, even +among a race of gesticulators. "Not to-night, monsieur." + +"And why not?" + +"By Gar! Who you theenk is inside now? Listen--she sing!" + +Campbell was too well acquainted with the universal French-Canadian use +of the feminine pronoun to express any surprise when "she" proved to be +the possessor of the aforesaid raucous, bass voice, which had broken +into some song anent the passion of a sailor for a Portuguese young +lady of great charm but doubtful modesty. + +"Who is our friend?" asked the officer. + +"What--you know not? She is the terrible Des Rosiers!" + +"Well, I don't like Mr. Des Rosiers's voice." + +"You nevair hear her name, monsieur? Sometime she is called 'Jacque +Noir.' _Mon Dieu!_--she sleep with _le diable_." + +The landlord's eyes grew wide with horror; his shoulders contracted +until they touched his ears. + +"Look here, my friend," said Campbell, with a tinge of impatience, +"Jacque Noir or Jacque Rouge or Jacque Blanc is not going to keep me +out here." + +"But, monsieur, once she _keel_ a man." + +"My dear fellow----" + +"One winter, a man has insult Des Rosiers, and--_voilà!_ Jacque Noir +_burn_ her house--_keel_ her family--_murdair_ her"---- + +With a laugh, the newly created officer thrust the little man aside and +entered the sacred precincts of "Les Voyageurs." A big, dirty, bearded +fellow of about thirty years of age was leaning against the counter, +waving a mug and bellowing a song. He looked formidable enough, but +hardly justified the diabolical qualities attributed to him by Pierre +Generaud. In spite of his unshaven face with its bloodshot, inebriated +eyes, there was something not unpleasing about the fellow, and when his +lips parted they disclosed teeth that were gleaming white. + +A group of villagers sat in open-mouthed admiration beneath the singer, +for Des Rosiers's reputation had gathered velocity like a snowball +rolling down the side of a hill, gaining in size every time it came +into contact with the drifts of rumor, until it had become almost a +legend of wickedness. His audience felt a timid pride in the event. It +was as if his Satanic Majesty himself had condescended to appear from +below and sing comic songs for their benefit. + +On the entrance of the officer, the song ceased, and all eyes were +turned to the new-comer. + +"_Holà_," said Des Rosiers, with extraordinary resonance. "You drink by +me, _eh bien_?" + +"No, thanks. I must only stay a minute." + +"You no drink?" roared the lumber-jack, whose hospitality was not +unlike the forcefulness of the muscular Christian in "Androcles and the +Lion." "You drink, or, by Gar, I brak your neck." + +A hum of admiration rose from the villagers. They bore no possible +malice towards the officer, but it was gratifying to find Jacque Noir +living up to his reputation. + +"_Messieurs_," said Campbell, ignoring the gentleman in question, +"there is a war. _La belle France_ fights for her life, and Canada +must help. She needs you--and you--and you." + +With their meager knowledge of English, he was forced to a simplicity +of language that depended almost entirely on the personal appeal for +effect. "Come with me to the war. We pay you one dollar ten a day, and +your wife and _garçons_ get money too." + +Mr. Des Rosiers laughed, scornfully and sonorously. "I laugh," he +said. "You theenk we go to war, and you English, by Gar, no leave +Canada, but steal all we leave behind. The French-Canadian--he go; the +English-Canadian, _non_." He roared a vile oath, and laid his hand on +Campbell's shoulder. "I brak your neck," he said comfortingly. + +In a moment Campbell's tunic was off and he was facing Jacque Noir. +"You are a liar, Des Rosiers," he said. "You are the greatest liar and +the worst singer in the province of Quebec." + +The Frenchman tore the red kerchief from his neck and hurled the mug to +the floor, where it broke into a hundred pieces. "By gosh, me!" he +bellowed in a voice that would have terrified a bull. "I _keel_ you!" + +He advanced in windmill fashion, but his opponent, who had been one of +the best boxers of his year at Toronto 'Varsity, stopped him with a +blow known technically as a "straight left to the jaw." Des Rosiers +paused to collect his thoughts. He was wondering whether to kick with +one foot or with both, when something happened, and oblivion settled +over him like the curtain on the last act of a melodrama. Campbell had +stepped forward, and, putting his shoulder behind it, had delivered a +blow on the lower part of the jaw with force enough to fell an ox. For +Des Rosiers the rest was silence. + +Concluding his recruiting speech to the dazed villagers, Campbell put +on his tunic and strode down the street.... But the fall of Mr. +Pecksniff in the eyes of Tom Pinch was not more complete than the +collapse of their idol, Jacque Noir, in the eyes of the inhabitants of +Ville Marie. + + +III + +A sky that was hung with stars looked down upon the shimmering +roof-tops of Haileybury. The streets were deserted except in the main +thoroughfare, where a group of men were seated in an irregular line, +their pipes glowing in the darkness. They had been there since dusk. + +Midnight passed, and the shadowy line was longer as each hour struck. +Men with heavy packs; men with the mud of the northern wilderness still +on their boots; men who had walked for sixty miles; men whose beardless +chins bespoke the schoolboys of a year before; men whose faces would +have looked coarse and cruel in any light but that of the stars; one by +one or in pairs they came. For each there was a yell of welcome, a +ribald jest or two--then silence once more, and the glowing pipes. The +first glimmering streaks of dawn showed the queue in all its +picturesque grotesqueness. The man in front was leaning against a frame +store that bore the placard "Recruiting Office." + +Some three thousand miles away, a Hohenzollern Emperor had said that +the British Empire would crumble into disintegration at the first sound +of war. And through the forests of the north and over weary trails men +were staggering on, mile after mile, fearful of one thing only--that +they might be too late to answer the call which had come, from across +the Atlantic, speeding over forests, cities, prairies, lakes, and +mountains until echo answered from the shores of the Pacific Coast. + +The early boat from Ville Marie discharged its half-dozen passengers. A +powerfully built French-Canadian strode up the hill and stopped at the +crowd of men. With a worried contraction of his heavy eyebrows he +surveyed the formidable length of the line. + +"Godam!" said he. + +Heedless of the jests and the comments of the mob, he went slowly down +the line, carefully scrutinizing each man, until he stopped at a +half-breed Indian. For a moment only they argued in French, then he +produced a roll of dollar notes in one hand, and brandished the other +hand threateningly in the half-breed's face. The combined arguments +proved too much; when the enrollment of recruits took place, number +eighteen was Jacque Des Rosiers, sworn to serve His Majesty the King +for the duration of the war and six months afterwards--in witness +whereof he had drawn an inky cross after his name. + +It would be difficult to give the exact motive for his action. He +probably had never heard of Belgium, but--well, take horns and tail +from the devil, and what is left? + +Three weeks later the company of amateur soldiers were warned to +proceed to the concentration camp. Willing, but puzzled by the +infliction of army discipline, they had struggled past the first +pitfalls of recruitship. For the sake of Captain Douglas Campbell, +their "boss," they had suppressed their grumbling and submitted to the +rites and ceremonies of military routine, arguing that, inexplicable as +it was, it had some connection, however remote, with the ultimate goal +of warfare. The afternoon before their departure Campbell spoke to them +for exactly five minutes. His hair looked redder and his eyes seemed +bluer than before. His powerfully built shoulders and the rhythm of his +muscles lent a grace to his entire body, despite its ruggedness. + +"Look here, you fellows," he said, "you signed up to fight--so did I. +We will fight, too, but Kitchener can't use us until we're ready. You +wonder what all this drill is about. Well, here's my idea about it. +There isn't a coward in this crowd; there isn't a man who wouldn't go +down a shaft after a pal, even if the chances were a hundred to one +against his coming back. But you're not ready for the front. You've got +the heart, but your bodies must have training and discipline. Watch me +with this cigarette. In flicking the ash I burn my finger; the next +time I want to touch the ash, my finger avoids it by a quarter of an +inch. I laugh and try again. You all know what I mean. I am not afraid +of the cigarette, but my finger is. If you've ever been kicked in the +leg by a horse, the next time that horse kicks, which of your legs is +drawn back first? In some strange way your body has instincts of its +own, and though you might have a heart like a bull, your muscles and +nerves--your body--might fail you when you needed them most. As I +understand the army system, it is to train you to obey, not only +mentally but physically. Eight months from now we may be lying +half-dead with the enemy's guns playing hell all around us. We may want +to quit, we may be 'all in,' but, if the order comes to advance, we'll +go forward, because our bodies will be disciplined to obey. + +"Be patient then, men, and just grin when things go wrong. I would +gladly have gone with you in the ranks, and there are lots of you chaps +better able to lead than I, but a commission was given to me, and I'm +out to do my best with the finest company of men in the Canadian +Expeditionary Force. I'm learning all the time--as you are. You will +have bad times, and so shall I; but let's help each other to laugh and +make the best of it, for, after all, we're just great big children +playing a mighty big game.... And when we reach France we'll show them +all that the old Cobalt gang is afraid of nothing in this world or the +next." + +They cheered--and the man who shouted loudest was Jacque Des +Rosiers.... And somewhere in the speech _esprit de corps_ had been +born. + + +IV + +Four winters passed by. + +France lay in the warmth of a late spring evening, like a stricken deer +that has thrown off its pursuers momentarily, but is bleeding from a +hundred wounds. Month after month she had endured the invader, and the +cycle of years, instead of freeing her had only deepened her agony. +What had she left? The next attack would see Arras and her remaining +coalfields gone, the Channel ports captured, and then ... Paris?... +Paris? + +Unperturbed, however, by any such thoughts, Petite Simunde--no one +thought of her by any other name--was driving four cows home from +pasture. The setting sun shed a kindly hue on her gingham garment that +was neither a frock nor an apron, yet served as both. Nor was the +mellowing sunlight unkind to her face, for the racial sallowness of her +cheeks, accentuated by too constant exposure to the elements, was +softened and shaded into a gentle brown. Her shoes, which were far too +large, were in the final stages of disrepair. About the brow her hair +was braided with a simplicity that was by no means devoid of charm. Her +eyes--but there she was really French. Simunde had never been farther +from the village of Le Curois than the neighboring town of Avesnes Le +Comte (unless one counts the momentous occasion, a year after her +birth, when she was taken to Arras for exhibition before an esteemed +and wealthy relative, who was so little impressed that he bequeathed +his entire estate, consisting of eight thousand francs, to a +manufacturer of tombstones); but a French woman does not acquire +coquetry--she is born with it. Even in church Simunde would cast such +languishing yet mischievous eyes upon the curé himself, that the poor +little man, who had never liked Latin at any time, used to stammer and +mumble his orisons like an over-conscientious penitent at confessional. + +When her two brothers went to war Simunde, who was then sixteen, +assumed their tasks in addition to her own, in all of which she had the +able direction of "madame" her mother. Between them they performed a +day's work that would have exhausted two husky laborers. As is the +custom in most of northern France, their home was not on the farm, but +in the village, for one of the first essentials of existence to a +Frenchman is companionship. On the outskirts of Le Curois, just on the +hill, there was a great château, beautifully, gloomily aloof; but in +the one street of the village itself, pigs, cows, hens and their +offspring wallowed in mud and accumulated filth. + +It is difficult to know which is the more striking: the French +peasant's stoicism in the presence of war, or his indifference to dirt. + +On this particular evening in May of 1918 Simunde was frankly +regretting the absence of men. Not that she had ever been in love or +known the rapture of wandering in the moonlight with a man (France is +almost the only civilized country remaining that has not relegated +chaperons to the realm of fiction); but she wanted to use her eyes on +something more susceptible than a cow or a curé. It was spring, and she +felt pretty, and when a woman is conscious of her own charm she seldom +wishes to prove miserly with it. + +She had just run across the road to convince a cow of its loss of the +sense of direction when she heard the neighing of a horse. Glancing +behind her, she looked directly into the eyes of a mounted British +officer, whereupon that gentleman brought his steed to a standstill. + +"_Bon soir, mademoiselle_," he said. + +"_Bon soir, monsieur_," she answered demurely. Her eyes were lowered +shyly, and her fingers played over the stick she was carrying, like a +flute-player caressing his instrument. The officer bowed slightly and +tried to recall his French vocabulary, though it must be admitted he +was never loquacious in any tongue when conversing with a daughter of +Eve. As for her, since it is a woman's _rôle_, she waited. Would he +speak again or would he pass on, leaving the memory of yet one more +meeting with a gentleman of adventure--one more roadside drama in which +the dialogue consisted only of an exchange of salutations. Most men who +have returned from France will recall for years to come how, a few +kilometres back from Hell, they often caught a glimpse of two dark eyes +and a tender smile. Just that and-- + +"_Bon soir, mademoiselle._" + +"_Bon soir, monsieur._" + +Commonplace, perhaps, in the telling, but in France it was the +commonplace that became romance. + +A smile crept into the officer's eyes, which were blue and kindly, +though they had a glint in them--something like metal--a look that a +mother always noticed first when her son returned from the line. + +"_Où est le village?_" he ventured. + +"Le Curois?" + +"_Oui!_ Le Curois." + +"_Mais, monsieur_"--her eyes widened and her hands indicated the +village dwellings--"_c'est ici Le Curois_!" + +He breathed deeply and ventured again. + +"_Connaissez-vous un billet pour dix officiers?_" + +He felt rather pleased with the sentence; it was true he had intended +to get accommodation for eleven officers, but it was moderately +accurate for a foreign tongue. + +For answer Simunde led him, preceded by the four cows, to her domicile +as "Madame," like all French housewives had received billeting +instructions in the first year of the war. In conjunction with her +neighbors on either side, she speedily arranged accommodation for +eleven officers in their cottages, and for the officers' _domestiques_ +in the barns. + +One hour later the guests of war, their battalion having come out for a +rest, were dining comfortably in the home of Petite Simunde, while a +sow, attended by ten small pigs, snorted approvingly outside the door. + +Less than an hour afterwards Private Des Rosiers, acting as temporary +batman to Major Douglas Campbell, was sitting on a chair in the +farm-yard, in the glittering moonlight, regaling Simunde and her mother +with grossly exaggerated stories of the mining country of Cobalt. He +told them of his misdeeds, not in humility, but with much +_braggadocio_, and his auditors listened, lost in gesticulatory +admiration. Simunde was thrilled from her ill-shod feet to her braided +brow. Jacque Des Rosiers was the first really wicked man she had met, +and, woman-like, she was fascinated; also he had nice teeth and +flashing eyes. + +The picture of a young officer on horseback whose brown hair was almost +red and whose humorous blue eyes had a glint in them like metal, faded +as completely from her mind as the memory of the sunset that had thrown +its spell upon them. + +Unromantic?... _Que voulez-vous? C'est la guerre!_ + + +V + +Two weeks passed, during which period the placid fields about Le Curois +resounded to the shouts of Canadian troops rehearsing open warfare (for +rumor had it that the hour was almost at hand when Foch was to release +the forces of retribution). For pastime, the troops played baseball and +held field-days of many and varied sports. Whatever they did, they +shouted lustily and continuously while doing it, for they had mastered +one elemental truth--that nothing can be accomplished without +intensity. + +Des Rosiers explained baseball to Simunde, who enjoyed the description +without allowing it to interfere with her innumerable domestic and +agricultural duties. It was quite true that Jacque Noir had never +played the game or even mastered its rudiments, but he had the +narrator's instinct that rises above mere accuracy of detail. + +Every evening he accompanied Simunde to the pasture-land, and together +they guided the patient cows homeward. When darkness set in and +Simunde's tasks were finished for the day, he sat with her in the +farm-yard and told lurid tales of northern Canada--to all of which +"madame," whose tasks were never finished, lent a delighted and +adjoining ear. + +He pictured to Simunde the snow--how it filled the rivers till they ran +no more; how it covered the great pine-trees until, as far as eye could +see, there was nothing but white; and he told of the wind that was +never still. And she listened, as only a Frenchwoman can listen, with +every emotion he called forth registering in her face, as clouds racing +across the sun will throw their shadows on the ground. + +Just before the battalion was to return to the line, the second in +command, Major Douglas Campbell, was called to Divisional Headquarters +for a prolonged conference. As a result Des Rosiers was returned to his +company for duty, though he contrived to spend every free hour with the +little belle of Le Curois. As the time for parting approached with +cruel celerity, he talked less and took to long spells of moody +silence. His heart had been melted as completely as the snow in his +Northland is thawed by the sun in spring. As for her, the little +artifices of gesture and the ceaseless coquetry of the eyes became less +noticeable. For the first time in her life she felt the anguish of a +woman's tears; Petite Simunde's guileless and innocent heart had been +won by Jacque Des Rosiers, the bad man of Northern Quebec. + +In a tempest of passionate ardor, but with becoming deference, he +addressed his suit to the mother, who promised consideration that night +and her answer on the morrow. + +It was hardly twilight when he wandered back along the main road +towards the fields where his battalion was bivouacked. Full of the +picture of the little woman who had bewitched him, he failed to notice +the approach of an exceedingly smart young staff-officer, ablaze in a +glory of red and brass. With unseeing eyes, Des Rosiers looked directly +at the young gentleman, but failed to make any sign. The officer, fresh +from a staff course in England, stopped him with a sharp command. + +"Just a moment, my man. Don't you know enough to salute?" + +Des Rosiers awoke from his dream, came to attention, and saluted very +badly. + +"I no see you, sair," he said. + +"Don't lie to me," snapped Brass Hat (who wasn't a bad chap on the +whole); "of course you saw me. Damn it, you looked right at me. It's +fellows like you who give the corps a bad name." + +He was wrong there. It was the presence of several thousand men like +Des Rosiers that had given the Canadian Corps a wonderful name--but let +that pass, as Jack Point would have said. + +The element of tragedy seldom enters the lists of life with a fanfare +of trumpets. It steals in unobtrusively, like a poor relation. It comes +in the garb of the commonplace, or masked in triviality or gaiety. One +is unaware of its presence until it throws off concealment and points +its yellow fingers at the throat of its victims. What dramatist would +have read tragedy into the absurd tableau presented by a slouchy +French-Canadian soldier and a youthful staff-officer? Yet, as +inexorable as Fate, it was approaching Jacque Des Rosiers, and only a +few yards away, hiding its skeleton's grin behind the mundane +countenance of Sergeant Smith, returning to the battalion after a day's +work in the orderly room. + +The officer, who had just made a move to resume his walk, noticed the +sergeant, and called him over. + +"You are from the same battalion as this chap?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Report him to his company commander for failing to salute an officer. +Impress upon him that I would not have made this complaint, but your +man looked directly at me, and--well, discipline must be maintained, +especially out here." + +Whereupon, feeling that he had rendered unto Cæsar the things that were +Cæsar's, the youthful captain sauntered on to the château, occupied by +Divisional Headquarters, and dined with extra zest. And if it be +thought that this narrative treats him unkindly, let it be written +that, three months later, he was badly wounded while performing a very +gallant action. He was a professional soldier, somewhat lacking in +psychology; that was all. + +A little later Private Des Rosiers was arraigned before his company +commander, a gentleman who was neither a soldier nor a psychologist. +The heinous crime of passing an officer without acknowledgment was laid +to the charge of the battle-worn and love-lorn villain from Quebec. + +"What have you got to say for yourself?" + +Des Rosiers said it. The officer shook his head. + +"It's not good enough," he said. "You French-Canadians seem to think +there's one law for yourselves and another for everybody else. You +throw all your comrades down by deliberately insulting an officer--a +staff-officer, who reports it to the G.O.C., and there you are. We're +known as a bad battalion just because of a few slackers like you. Put +him on the horse line picket for two nights, and confine him to camp +during the day." + +The prisoner started. "Sair," he said, "I can no be here to-morrow +night. _C'est impossible._" + +"Oh, is it emposeeble?" answered the officer, who prided himself on a +gift of neat retort. Des Rosiers's eyes protruded to their utmost. + +"By Gar!" he cried, "and nex' morning we go back to the line _encore_, +yes?" + +"Well? Have you any objections? If so, I am sure the divisional +commander would appreciate hearing them." + +"Ah, but _monsieur l'officier_"--his hands were stretched forth in +an agony of appeal--"Petite Simunde, she wait for me. I promise to +come--I no come--it is terrible!" + +The judge in khaki laughed. + +"I am fed up with the stories of you French-Canadians and your village +sweethearts--and, confound it, stop waving your hands about!" + +"Standt'attenshun!" bellowed the sergeant-major. + +"Consider yourself lucky to get off so lightly, my man.--That will do, +sergeant-major." + +"Escor' a'prisoner--ri tuh--qui' mawch.--Lef' ri', lef' ri', lef' +ri--Pawty, ha't.--Report to horse line N.C.O. right away.--Escor', +dees-mi!" + +Rather late for mess, by reason of holding orderly room at an unusual +hour, the company commander sat down to dinner with a glow of virtue in +his bosom. He had been a lawyer-politician in a small Ontario town, and +it pleased him to find that he had not lost the art of Buzfuzian +browbeating. + +And through it all the Fates had woven a thread of tragedy about the +life of Jacque Noir, using in their scheme of things a +non-psychological staff-officer, a non-military and non-psychological +company commander, and a sergeant whose name was Smith. + +"There is humor in all things," said Jack Point. Gilbert would have +been equally correct if he had substituted the word "tragedy." + +Before sundown of the next day the prisoner was reported absent, and +when the battalion marched away for the line Jacque Des Rosiers was not +with it. + + +VI + +Four days had passed before the second-in-command rejoined his unit in +the trenches. Campbell had been held at Divisional Headquarters, and +now for the first time learned of Des Rosiers's desertion. With a +stiffening of the jaw and an ugly contraction of his shoulders, he +quickly interrogated tragedy's mummers--a sergeant named Smith and a +politician-lawyer company commander. To the former he said nothing; the +man had done his obvious duty. To the company commander he gave a +careful hearing; then, in short staccato sentences that had an odd +resemblance to a machine-gun in action, subjected him to brief +questioning. + +"What is Des Rosiers's conduct-sheet like?" + +"Pretty bad, sir." + +"What were his crimes?" + +"Oh, the usual things--dirty on C.O.'s inspection, equipment missing, +late for parades, and generally slovenly. If he hadn't had such a poor +sheet, he would have been decorated." + +"In other words, his crimes are rest-billet ones. Is that correct?" + +"Well--yes, sir." + +"But in the line he earned a decoration?" + +"Yes--at Vimy, he----" + +"Have you known him to lie?" + +"Well, you know what these French-Canadians are like." + +"You understand what I mean. Have you ever known him to lie when put on +his honor?" + +"Er--no." + +"When he told you that he had to see this girl, did you find out if he +was speaking the truth?" + +"No, sir, I----" + +"Did you look for him at this girl's place when you were coming away?" + +"I sent a picket through the village." + +The blue in Campbell's eyes became unpleasantly light. "I had Des +Rosiers in my company at Ypres when the Hun sent over his first +gas--you were addressing meetings in Canada at the time--and I know him +for a brave chap, as faithful as a dog. It's men like you with a sense +of vision no better than a mud-puddle that are making the +French-Canadian question another Irish one. They are like children, +easily swayed and true as steel to those they trust; but as long as you +and your kind make a political cat's-paw out of them, alternately +yelling 'Kamerad' and 'Traitor,' according to the political exigencies +of the moment, so long will Canada be without the sympathy and the +enriching of a wonderfully virile race." + +The junior officer's face flushed. "I acted according to the evidence," +he persisted hotly. + +"Damn the evidence!" said Campbell furiously. "Play the man, not the +charge-sheet. Does Des Rosiers strike you as a chap who would +deliberately insult a staff-officer? When he is caught he will be shot. +It can't be helped--discipline must be maintained; but I tell you, +when, every few days I read in the adjutant-general's orders that +Private So-and-So, charged with desertion in the presence of the enemy, +was apprehended in a certain village, tried by court-martial, and +sentenced to be shot, sentence duly carried out at 4:15 A.M. on such +and such a date--you know the ghastly rhythm of the thing as well as I +do--I never read one of these announcements without having a bad ten +minutes afterwards. I don't question the decision of the court--a +deserter must pay the penalty--but, mark my words, behind every one of +these offences there is the unseen part played by some officer or +N.C.O. who punished at the wrong time or failed to punish at the right. +There are far too many machine-made routine-fed chaps in the army, with +stars on their cuffs, who don't know that there are times when the grip +of a hand on a Tommy's shoulder, and a few words as man to man, free of +any cursed condescension, are worth all the conduct-sheets in +existence." + +"You are making a mountain out of a mole-hill, sir. I consider you are +very unfair to me." + +"You do, eh?... What about your unfairness to Des Rosiers and his +little French girl, when he faces a firing-squad in the early morning?" + +With an angry gesture, Campbell left the dugout and hurried to +Battalion Headquarters. For twenty minutes he and the colonel, a +gentleman and a soldier, quietly but firmly discussed the case of +desertion. + +"I agree with everything you say, Campbell," said the older man, "and I +will strongly recommend mercy to the court; but I am commanding a unit +made up of many personalities, and must think of the example to all." + +"Very good, sir. By the way, colonel, I know where Des Rosiers is." + +"You do? Then send word to the A.P.M." + +"Excuse me, sir; may I go and bring him myself? I ask this as a very +great favor." + +The colonel pondered for a moment. "When will you be back?" he said. + +"Before 'Stand to' in the morning." + +"Right--but, Campbell, my boy." + +"Sir." + +"Whatever you have in mind, remember that your duty and mine is to +think of the example to the battalion." + +The blue in Campbell's eyes deepened; then, with an imperious gesture +of the head, like that of a horse that hears the sound of galloping +hoofs a mile away, he saluted. + +"I shall not forget what you say, sir." + +"Thank you, Douglas." + +With a restless impatience for delay, Campbell left the dug-out and +climbed from the trench to open land. Heedless of a machine-gun that +spat at him from the enemy lines, he hurried on until he reached the +brigade transport lines, where he secured a motor-car. + +"Where to, sir?" asked the driver. + +"Le Curois," said the major; "and drop me just before you come to the +village." + + +VII + +In the scorching heat of a summer afternoon, Petite Simunde was washing +some linen outside her cottage home. The silence, like the heat, was +oppressive, and seemed more so by contrast with the noise of the troops +who had been there a week before. An apple falling from a tree to the +ground; the restless pounding of a horse's hoof in its stall; the +distant hum of an aeroplane; the rumble of guns, faint but +ominous--these and the sighs of the little woman at her task, were the +only sounds that broke the stillness of the air. + +She heard footsteps, and her heart, more than her eyes, told her that +the man she dreaded had come. Her face blanched, and she caught her +breath with a spasm of pain. + +"Simunde"--Campbell's voice was gentle but firm--"where is Jacque?" + +She continued her work without looking up. + +"Simunde"--again the quiet monotone--"where is Jacque?" + +She shook her head. "No compree" she faltered, falling into the jargon +of war. + +"Simunde!" There was an inflection in his voice, an almost +imperceptible note of severity, that set her heart throbbing with fear. +This was a new person to her, this calm, stern, blue-eyed man who +showed no excitement, no anger, only a quiet, kindly severity that gave +her no chance for subterfuge. She hated him for his calmness--because +he was English--because he was unfair. If he had only shouted or +gesticulated--but this brown-haired giant! To oppose him was like +trying to stem the incoming tide. + +She looked up suddenly, and her dripping hands were clenched in a fever +of supplication. Madly she pleaded for her lover, as a woman will plead +only for the man she loves or for her child. Tears ran down her cheeks, +and her voice was choked with sobs. + +Patiently he listened, gathering from the anguish more than from her +words the story he had already guessed. In a climax of grief, she +groped for him with her hands and would have cried on his breast. But +he made no move; only his eyes were very grave and tender. + +"Simunde," he reiterated in English, "where is Jacque?" + +With a shrill cry of rage, she stamped her foot on the ground. This +great iceberg of a man was a devil! He had come for her lover. He would +take Jacque away to be shot. With an involuntary instinct of dismay, +she glanced at the barn some little distance away; then, fearful that +he had read her meaning, she forced a smile with her lips. + +Without a word, he put her gently aside and started for the barn. He +had gone ten steps before she moved, when he heard her hurried +breathing and her hands were on his arm. + +"_Monsieur_" she cried--"_monsieur le major_--Jacque--Jacque _keel_ +you!" She spoke in broken English, remembering one of Des Rosiers's +stories of his misdeeds. Releasing her fingers, he reached the barn in +a few short paces. Opening the door, he cautiously entered and tried to +accustom himself to the semi-darkness--and saw the barrel of a rifle in +the loft slowly aligning itself in his direction. + +"Des Rosiers!" His voice rang out like a pistol-shot. "It is I--your +officer!" + +There was no sound for almost a full minute, then the rifle was +withdrawn, and the unshaved, disheveled French-Canadian stood before +him. + +"Why you come?" he said brokenly. "I can no shoot my officier. Why you +come, eh?" + +"Because you will go back with me, Des Rosiers." + +The deserter's eyes filled with tears. "By Gar!" he said, "it is not, +what you say, play fair. I say I shoot who come, and Jacque Des +Rosiers, he is no afraid. But you--my boss--_mais non_! Maybe I go +back with you and maybe they shoot me, yes?" + +"You have deserted, and the punishment is--well, you know as well as I. +If you come with me now there is a small chance of mercy." + +The man's eyes flashed. "I no ask for mercy," he cried. "I, Jacque Des +Rosiers want mercy? Pouf! I laugh. They tell me I no see Simunde again, +when I do nottings wrong. _Très bien_--I say sometings about it too. I +go, I stay--_mêm' chose_; I am shot. Good! I stay with Simunde." + +Campbell took a step forward, and there was metal in his voice as well +as in his eyes. His hand fell on the other's shoulder and gripped it +like a vice. "You will come back with me," he said, and again there was +a strange similarity to a machine-gun; "not that you may receive mercy, +but because you are a coward, and must face your punishment for +desertion in the presence of the enemy." + +Des Rosiers's face darkened. + +"Now, at this minute," went on Campbell, "the battalion, your battalion +and mine, is in the line. Because you were not there, another man is in +your place, perhaps at sentry duty. He may be dead by now--and why? +Because he did his duty, and took the place of a man who was afraid." + +The French-Canadian's breath was hot with fury. He clenched his fists, +and great veins stood out on his forehead. "By gosh, me!" he yelled; +"who say Jacque Noir, she is afraid?" + +With apparent calm, but his muscles poised for action, the officer +looked squarely at him. "I say you are a coward," he answered. "You +were afraid to go to the line with your comrades. You are afraid now to +face your punishment." + +He noticed that Jacque was crouching for a spring. With a shrug of his +shoulders, he produced a cigarette-case and put a cigarette into his +mouth. + +"Well?" he said. + +It was the second time he had beaten Des Rosiers. The poor fellow +paused, then fell at his feet and exhausted his passion in a sobbing +explanation that would have been ludicrous but for the sincerity of +anguish behind it. + +A few minutes later they went together from the barn. Simunde was +standing by her door. From the interior of the house the lamentations +of "madame" could be heard. With a simplicity that strangely ennobled +the rough fellow, Des Rosiers stopped and spoke to Simunde in French, +then kissed her on the lips with a reverence that was more moving than +the deepest passion. Without a word, he entered the motor-car and +stared fixedly ahead at the road which climbed by the château. With a +half-sob, Simunde turned to the officer. She said nothing, but her +tears spoke a language that needed no words. The metal in his eyes +melted into a deep compassionate blue; and Petite Simunde's troubled +little heart thanked God for the great, broad-shouldered man with the +hair that was almost red. + + +VIII + +The two men slept in a deserted hut that night, but an hour before +daybreak they were wending their way through the communication-trenches +to the front line. It was half-an-hour before "Stand to" when the major +and his unkempt companion reached the last dark trench where sentries +were straining their eyes at the blackness of No Man's Land. A junior +officer stepped up to the major and reported, quietly, the situation +during the night. + +"They've got a machine-gun post," he said at the end, "somewhere over +by those three trees. Can you see them, sir? They got five of our chaps +last night and two the night before." + +"Humph! They tried for me too, yesterday afternoon. Can't the guns do +anything?" + +"They've tried, sir, but the rise in the ground seems to protect them +from anything except a direct hit." + +Even in the darkness the young lieutenant could notice the sudden look +of decision which flashed into Campbell's eyes. + +"Give me an A form," he said tersely. + +The lieutenant handed him a message-pad on which he wrote a few words. + +"See that the colonel gets this," he said, "and pass word along to the +other companies that Private Des Rosiers and I are going to get that +machine-gun post; so if we come back don't give us too hot a reception +from your sentries.--Sergeant, some bombs.--And let Des Rosiers have +that revolver, old chap. My batman will give you one of mine. +Right--thanks." + +"But, sir"--the young officer was vastly troubled--"it's not up to you. +I'll go, major. Honestly, I want to----" + +"Thanks, old man; but this is a bigger job than it looks. Not that you +couldn't do it as well or better, but--well, I've set my heart on +going, that's all." + +He glanced at Des Rosiers, and noticed that his face was grim and set. + +"But, my officier, it is not fair," began the French-Canadian; "it----" + +"Not fair?" There was a rasping sound in the major's voice. + +"For me, _mais oui_, but for you, _non_. Please--I do my bes'--I go +alone." + +Without a word, the second-in-command put out his hand and grasped that +of the deserter; and Des Rosiers felt that death for the other would be +easy. Truly, as Campbell had said, war is a great big game, and men are +like children. + +Three minutes later two figures were crawling like panthers towards the +German lines. + + +IX + +The colonel of the battalion took the message from the runner's hand. +It contained seven words: + + "_As an example to the battalion._ + + "CAMPBELL." + +"What's that noise?" + +"Sounds like Mills bombs," said the adjutant. + +"And revolvers," muttered the colonel, and swore softly to himself with +a lip that quivered strangely. + + +X + +If ever you go to the Cobalt country, do not fail to take the boat to +Ville Marie, on the blue shores of Pontiac. + +There is an excellent hostelry at Ville Marie called "Les Voyageurs," +where a little lady, known as Petite Simunde, has worked wonders in +making it the cosiest, snuggest, neatest little place that ever warmed +the heart of a lumberjack or a mining-prospector. At night her husband +leads the singing with a mighty voice that shakes the rafters; for did +not the former proprietor, Pierre Generaud, say that singing encouraged +thirst? + +At times, when Madame Des Rosiers is away for a day, Jacque Noir will +regale his old friends with tales of his past life, stories that differ +with every telling, and seem to indicate that the narrator himself is +beginning to doubt their accuracy. At these times, too, he has been +known to sing of a sailor who loved a Portuguese maid; but at the first +sound of his wife's footsteps outside Monsieur Des Rosiers is the model +husband, a _rôle_, to be frank, which suits him quite well. + +When the snow is very thick on the ground, and the wind howls +mournfully over the lake, Jacque Noir talks of France and the weary +years of war. He will point with pride to his artificial foot, and then +to his decoration, and slowly tell how two men went out into the dark +after a machine-gun post. + +And when the guests are gone and the fire is low, when the wind is +moaning quietly, while the snow falls thick--thick--thick--they speak +to each other of the officer who will never come back; of the one whose +hair was brown, almost like red; whose blue eyes were stern, and yet so +kind. + +Hand-in-hand they sit close together, and the only sounds are those of +the crackling logs and the wind that is never still. + + + + +THE MAN WHO SCOFFED + + +I + +Dennis Montague of Toronto emerged from his bath, glowing and +talkative. A luxurious deep-blue dressing-gown was wrapped about his +form, its color accentuating the gray-blue of his eyes. His valet stood +beside his bed, on which there reposed a set of garments suitable for a +gentleman bent on spending an evening out. + +"Ah, Sylvester! That's right. We poor devils must look as well as the +abominable fashions will permit. Did you ever wonder why the men of +to-day are so commonplace? It is the clothes they wear." + +Mr. Sylvester took the dressing-gown and hung it in the closet. + +"For instance, my dear fellow, to-night I am in a devilishly brilliant +mood; almost any moment now I might say something clever. If I had my +way, I should dress in scarlet, like a toreador, and when I spoke, my +sentences would have something of the dart about them.... Such would be +the fusion of temperament and costume. Instead of which--by the way, +mix me a cocktail--I am forced to put on this hideous shirt and a +swallow-tailed monstrosity that gives one the appearance of a reformed +chimney-sweep. A greater man than either of us, Sylvester, said that +the world was all a stage. Then why the deuce don't we dress for our +parts?" + +"'Ere's your cocktail, sir." + +"Good--excellent. What's the time?" + +"Gone past seven-thirty, sir." + +"By Jove! I shall be late. I am always late, my dear chap; it partly +accounts for my extraordinary popularity. A hostess is so relieved to +see me by the time I turn up that for years afterwards she associates +my face with pleasant sensations. Any mail, Sylvester?" + +His servant crossed to the table, on which there reposed four letters. +"These came in this afternoon, sir." + +"Read them to me while I dress." + +"Read them, Mr. Montague?" The valet's face was a study of respectful +expostulation. + +"Is the idea so preposterous, my dear fellow? I believe most people +write letters with the idea of having them read." + +The decorous Sylvester sighed, and broke the seal of the first letter. +"I would beg to remind you," he read, "that your account----" + +Montague made a deprecatory gesture. "How polite these trades-people +are!" he said. "I shall expect one some day to enclose forget-me-nots. +The next letter?" + +Sylvester solemnly opened a diminutive envelope. "Mrs. W. De-Ponsy +Harris requests the pleasure----" + +"Another request! What is it--a tea or a dance?" + +"A dinner, sir." + +"Good! I shall go. Mrs. Harris is the worst hostess in the city, but +she keeps the best cook. Proceed." + +The worthy Sylvester took from the table a delicately scented letter +that breathed its delightful suggestion of romance to his grateful +nostrils, whereupon he promptly blushed a deep, unlovely, tomato-like +red. "It starts," said he, "'My Dearest Love----'" + +His master glanced at him. "Don't blush," he said. "The _grande +passion_ is nothing to be ashamed of." He carefully adjusted his tie. +"What is the young lady's name?" + +"Myrtle, sir." + +"Ah, yes; poor little Myrtle! What a pity a woman clings to a romance +that is dead. There is something morbid in women that makes them do it. +It is like embracing a corpse." + +"Shall I read it, sir?" + +"No, no; don't bother. I know what is in it. On the third page she +declares she hates me, and on the fifth she denies it. Myrtle runs so +deucedly to form." + +A look of relief crossed the rotund countenance of Mr. Sylvester as he +took up the last letter. "It's from a society for educating the poor, +sir." + +"Tear it up. What we need is a society for educating the rich." +Completely dressed, Montague turned round and struck an attitude. "It +is my intention some day," he said with mock airiness, "to found a +_Conservatoire Universelle_, where philanthropists will be taught +charity, ministers of the gospel gain humility, musicians learn to +feel, and newspaper writers take up the elements of language. Heavens! +such scope as I should have! Stick your head out of the window and see +if a taxi is waiting." + +Sylvester raised the window and surveyed the street below. "It's there, +sir," he said, drawing his head in. + +"Then I shall leave you. Mrs. Le Roy is giving a dinner-party this +evening, and she invariably has guests who listen charmingly. +Good-night, Sylvester." + +"Good-night, sir." + +When he was gone, William Sylvester scratched his thinly covered head. +He then shrugged his shoulders, and followed this action by pouring out +a glass of sherry. He took a sip. "'Eavens!" he said aloud; "'ow 'e do +talk!" + + +II + +Montague leaned back in the taxicab and, enjoying that sense of +contentment almost invariably engendered by a smooth-running vehicle, +allowed his mind to browse in the meadows of memory. + +It was a process which gave him considerable pleasure, for he was a man +who respected his own accomplishments--though given to satirical +comment on those of others. Satisfaction with his past had bred in him +a contentment with the present.... And he never doubted the future; for +was not to-morrow merely to-day carried on? + +There were many reasons tending towards his peace of mind. One: that he +was twenty-eight years of age. At such a period in a man's life he +meets older men on a footing of equality, and younger men with +patronage. Women of all ages admire him, and their husbands ask him to +lunch at their clubs. There is no age more gratifying to the vanity. + +The man of twenty-eight is an Ambassador of Youth meeting the +Plenipotentiaries of Age as an equal. + +Unfortunately for Dennis Montague, he allowed his own excellent opinion +of himself to deepen with the admiration of others until it completely +outstripped all rivals. At twenty-six he had his first great love +affair--with himself. At twenty-eight it had ripened into a sort of +reverence. Occasionally he flirted with women, but such incidents were +mere inconstancies, peccadillos, which never seriously threatened his +own overwhelming _affaire d'amour_. + +Born in Ottawa, Dennis was the son of an ambitious mother and a +high-placed Government official. Educated for the law, he had applied a +dexterous intellect to that noble and musty study, and had succeeded in +having himself called to the Bar when he was twenty-three. Up to that +time he had known no other civilization than that found in the capital +of his native land, where a peer of the realm, graciously appointed by +the Imperial Government to act as interpreter between the Mother +Country and the Dominion of Canada, regularly spends his appointed term +at the Government House, thereby stimulating Ottawa's social activities +to fever-heat. It even produces a philosophy of its own among the +capital's tuft-hunters. For, even if _this_ governor-general doesn't +ask us to dinner, there's always a chance that the _next_ one will. + +Montague became a noted figure in Ottawa's younger social set, and, +though he expressed contempt for all such things, found a certain +gratification in seeing his name appear constantly in the social +columns of the city's press. It was a soothing sensation to read the +chronicle of his adolescent activities.... Few people can resist a glow +of pleasure on seeing in the morning paper that they were where they +were the previous evening. + +Even in the remotest rural districts of America the weekly journal +records that "Hank Wilson went over to Hiram Johnston's farm at Hen's +Creek to see his new barn. Hiram Johnston is one of the most +enterprising farmers that we got." + +But--there is something solid about that barn. + +After the legal profession had opened its portals to Montague he moved +to Toronto, accepting a junior partnership in a firm of some standing. +To his amazement, he found that in Toronto the _entrée_ into the best +circles--and he could not exist in any other--was more difficult than +in Ottawa. Though both cities had that reverence for wealth which is +universal, Toronto's large population made a sudden and successful +_début_ far from easy. There were so many sets--those who yachted, +danced, and golfed; those who danced and golfed; and those who merely +golfed. Montague decided that the last class was too fatiguing. + +Then there were those extraordinary people who practiced the arts in an +amiable way. There is probably no city in the world where there exists +more comfortable talent than in Toronto. For a time music was the +occupation of musicians, but society embraced it, to the benefit of +them both, with the result that musical homes abound. + +This worried Montague. The younger set in Ottawa knew no such +phenomena. + +Looking farther afield, he next caught a glimpse of the University +family, an after-growth of the larger life of Toronto 'Varsity. But he +avoided that. His mind was dexterous, but needed lesser minds beside it +to give it the sparkle of contrast. + +In desperation he turned to the purely _nouveaux riches_, only to +find that they had made entangling alliances with all the other +fraternities. + +There was only one well untapped--the Canadian Militia; but his mind +rejected that at once. He had always agreed with Disraeli that +soldiering was fit only for fools in peace-time and for barbarians in +times of war. + +He joined the Royal Canadian Yacht Club. + +His dinner-parties on the verandas of that beautiful place caused him +to be noticed. A friend of his introduced him to one of the society +reporters. He invited her to a dinner, and sent her home in a +limousine. + +Toronto wavered. He was certainly good-looking, and had not the "_C'est +entendu_" column of one of the largest dailies recorded that "Mr. +Dennis Montague's dinner-parties at the Yacht Club have a----" followed +by several French words that were most impressive? + +With the genius of a great general, he saw that the gates were +unlocked. Now for some stroke to thrust them open! For two months he +cogitated, and then one day it came to him with a flash, as ideas +occasionally present themselves to authors. + +He engaged Mr. Sylvester as a valet. Toronto society surrendered +unconditionally. + +It was not so much that Sylvester was a valet, but that he had a nice +appreciation of effect. Sometimes, when his master was playing tennis +on the lawns of the Yacht Club, the unobtrusive servant would be seen +patiently waiting outside the wire-screen, with a letter, or a +suit-case, or some verbal question concerning domestic economy. +Montague appeared annoyed and raised his salary. + +But triumph is satisfying only if it leads to further victories; and +Dennis began to cast about for some _rôle_ which would distinguish +him from his fellows. The death of his father handed on to him a yearly +income which made his position secure; but he was not satisfied. It was +then that he learned to scoff. + +It was an experiment at first, but an immediately successful one. His +brain, always keen and linked to a facile vocabulary, became focused on +the unlovely task of ridiculing life; and as he was ever careful not to +satirize the set with whom he was dining, his popularity became +tremendous. By a process of catalogue culture he was able to talk on a +variety of subjects; his method being that if one heard the waltz from +_La Bohème_, one was entitled to discuss Puccini. One of Brangwyn's +earlier efforts in a friend's house was sufficient basis for him to +pose as a judge of etchings. He read part of one book by a myriad of +writers, then discarding their works, held forth on the authors +themselves. + +With young men of observant and creative minds there are two paths +which, early in life's journey, offer puzzling deviation. To follow one +(and to youth it seems the less attractive), a man must bend his +faculties to the discovering and the interpreting of the beauty of +life; the other leads to the annihilation of everything that is genuine +and that can be used as a target for cynicism. Montague chose the +second path, and spared nothing but himself. + +Even when the war gripped the city, and one by one the little gods of +puny social life crashed impotently to destruction, he continued his +glittering way unperturbed. The war was young, and the 1st Canadian +Division was merely holding the line somewhere near a place called +Ypres.... The market for superficiality was still brisk. + +The taxi came to a stop outside a lovely home in Chestnut Park, and, +paying the driver, Montague mounted the steps and rang the bell. + +"I wonder," he mused, "who the deuce I shall have as a dinner partner?" + + +III + +After his usual apologies for tardiness, Montague led Mrs. Le Roy in to +dinner, and like the seasoned campaigner he had become, glanced at the +guests for conversational adversaries. His host and hostess were noisy +and given to platitudes; there was a soft-voiced American from the +South who seemed only anxious to be attentive and courteous to the +woman next him; on the other side there was a young woman who was so +consistently effusive that she was the most invited-out guest in +Toronto--but never had a love affair; beside her was a young subaltern +in an obviously new uniform. Montague had a vague idea that he had seen +that well-groomed uninspired face in some bank. And he was right. Less +than six months back the bank manager had written to the General Office +about this youth--"He's a decent enough fellow, but lacking in +initiative." + +Just beyond the subaltern Montague saw the finely chiseled features of +Vera Dalton, and for some reason unknown to himself his color mounted +as their eyes met. He had known her in Ottawa, though she had +steadfastly avoided his friends, and later, when her parents had come +to Toronto, he had seen her at odd intervals. He liked to think of her +as an old friend, though there was something about her that made his +flippancy difficult in her presence; but beyond their occasional +meetings at certain houses, neither one had made any attempt to develop +the friendship. + +She was fair without being blond, and avoiding the riotous climax of +color so tempting to fair women, she dressed in subtle shades, with +colors suggested rather than displayed. Her face had a poise and a +composure that had nothing in common with placidity; and she was +feminine without being helpless or making a constant sex appeal. She +had always interested Montague, and even though their conversations had +consisted of neatly worded nothings, her memory had a habit of +lingering with him in a way that disturbed his self-admiration. Two +things he felt about her--one, that she disliked him; the other, that +he held some power over her. + +He removed his eyes from hers, and, glancing for a moment at the +remaining guests, who sat like a jury with Mr. Le Roy at the end as +foreman, he drained his glass and leaped into the conversational ring +with a vivacious effrontery that was startling. Naturally of high +spirits and easily stimulated by applause, he juggled phrase and +quotation, tossed words into the air, and, as though he were a +conjurer, watched them link together into ideas. He held his listeners +in wonder and challenged them all on subjects ranging from New Thought +to the latest scandal. Once the American held him with a witty retort, +but Montague feinted with an epigram and stabbed him with a paradox. On +one occasion the newly created subaltern, stirred by wine and a certain +courage derived from his khaki, threw a truism into the arena in the +hope that it would trip the talker, but Montague, catching it on the +point of his wit, twirled it about, and hurled it at its source, +laughing as the discomfited young officer retired behind the barriers +of self-conscious silence. + +His hearers applauded by look and word, and Mrs. Le Roy whispered to +her servant to keep Montague's glass full.... She was delighted.... She +had never seen him glitter so. + +And Montague noted the applause, emptying his glass again and again; +but it was neither wine nor the incense of flattery that had stirred +his pulse to such energy.... In that glance from Vera's eyes he had +read a truth. His power, whatever it was, had mastered her dislike, and +he knew that in the evening before him she would bend in his arms as +the bow yields to the strength of the archer. + + +IV + +After dinner they danced. Mrs. Le Roy was not a gifted hostess, but she +acted on the principle that food, wine and music--provided the food and +the wine were high-class, and the music was not--would make any evening +a success. Few of her guests disagreed with her; their feet and their +tongues were light, and they danced and talked without self-consciousness +or mental effort. + +Twice Montague had danced with the girl, but it amused him to leave +her each time with some mocking pleasantry, the only answer to the +smoldering question of her eyes. It was nearly midnight when he led +her, almost without asking, into the deserted recess of the Le Roy's +conservatory, and, beckoning her to a settee, sat down beside her. With +her hands clasped on her lap she gazed fixedly at the shadowy garden +showing outside. + +Montague looked at her, and his eyes grew bright as they noted her +poise, tempered by fear of him. He leaned over and rested his hand on +hers. + +"Please don't," she said quietly, making no effort to withdraw her own. + +"Women always say 'don't,'" he said. "I suppose they enjoy a sort of +preliminary _tête-à-tête_ with conscience before committing an +indiscretion." + +"But I mean it, Dennis." + +"All women mean it, my dear Vera." + +Her color deepened, and she tried to release her hands from his, but +his grip tightened until it hurt. She made no further attempt, and he +moved still closer to her. + +"Please let me go," she said, keeping her eyes steadily from him. + +"You are inartistic." + +"But I ask you--and you are a gentleman." Something of the dislike that +he had always known she felt for him crept into her voice and left a +nice tinge of irony. + +"I have a valet and three addresses," he said, "and only pay my tailor +once a year.... In most countries that gives one the standing of a +gentleman." + +She bit her lip and glanced quickly at him. His pulses, already stirred +by wine and the intrigue of a midnight amour, leaped into a fever at +the glimpse of burning eyes and lips that slightly trembled. He placed +his hand on her shoulder and drew her face towards his. + +"Why," she said hesitatingly--"why do you want to kiss me?" + +Montague smiled. "The eternal question, Vera. It has trapped more men +into proposals than all the wiles of a generation of fond mothers." + +"But you don't love me," she said, her hands pressed against the lapels +of his jacket in self-defense. + +"On such a night as this," he said, "who could help but love you?" + +"Dennis, please let me go--I mean it--I shall call for help." + +His brow contracted with a sudden frown. "You come here," he said, "at +midnight--into a deserted conservatory ... with me. Then, because I do +what you knew from the start I would do, you suddenly decide to play +'Little Miss Prude from the Convent.'" + +"I--I should not have come. I did not want to, Dennis." + +His lips curved into a smile. "Then why did you?" + +Her eyes pleaded with him not to prolong the scene, but he was mad with +the joy of seeing this sensitive woman, who had so long kept him at a +distance, caught in the meshes of his fascination, and he held her in +his arms, confident of his power to sway her at his will. + +"I fought against it, Dennis," she said quickly. "But--I had to come. +Oh, why force me to say such a thing. Can you not see how unfair you +are?" + +She struggled to her feet, but he stood before her, barring the way to +the door. + +His breath came faster. This was a charming surrender! It had +gracefulness, novelty, charm.... Only, something in her eyes warned him +to come no closer. + +"I have admitted, Dennis Montague," she said breathlessly, "that I came +here because you fascinated me. It's true; you have always fascinated +me. But I tell you that down in my heart I loathe you, detest you, for +the coward that you are." Montague drew back as though fired upon by a +masked battery. "In all the years I have known you," she went on +furiously, as though fearing that her courage would leave her before +the finish, "you have done nothing that was not selfish, mean, and +cowardly--above everything else, cowardly. Look at the girls you have +known----" Montague interrupted her with an impatient gesture, but she +went on: "More than a dozen I could name have given you the depth and +the sweetness of their first love, inspired by you, called forth by +you. Do you realize what a woman's heart is and what she gives with it? +And you--you are too cowardly to face marriage, too cowardly to love +with your own heart--too selfish to leave women's hearts alone." + +Montague took a cigarette-case from his pocket. "May I smoke?" he said +coolly. + +"You are a coward about your profession as well," she hurried on, +ignoring his interruption. "Your mother, I know, had great dreams for +you. She planned, worked, sacrificed for you. Yet you are too much of a +coward seriously to face competition with what you choose to call 'the +little legal minds of the city.'" + +"And thirdly?" he said, lighting a cigarette. + +"Yes, thirdly," she said desperately, although his easy nonchalance was +fast undermining her courage, "you are not in the army. Yet no one +could say that Dennis Montague is not fit. I can only presume, like +every one else, that you are afraid." + +"And lastly?" He was still calm, although keener eyes than hers would +have noticed a dark, ominous flush under his eyes. + +"And, lastly," she said, unconsciously repeating his formula, "you +scoff at everything that is good and pure, sneering at religion, and +drawing yourself aside from your fellow-creatures as though they were +loathsome. Yet I say to you, Dennis, that there is not a man in the +slums whose soul isn't far, far richer than yours. It is only a coward, +afraid to face the real things, who scoffs at life." + +Weak from the effort she had made, her voice subsided into silence and +a cold sweat broke out on her brow and the palms of her hands. + +"Will you smoke, Vera?" + +"No, thanks," she answered faintly. + +"Do. It would soothe you." + +"No, I thank you." She repressed a sudden desire to fly from the +conservatory. She had become suddenly afraid of the cool, smiling +figure beside her. + +"As far as girls are concerned," he said quietly, replacing the +cigarette-case in his pocket, "just as long as they angle for us with +every artifice of dress and rouge and coquetry, so long will they catch +us and the consequences. As for the law, which my mother planned for +me, I regret that my father left me the instincts of a gentleman, not +of an attorney. I am not boring you?" + +She made no reply. + +"As for the army, I don't happen to be interested in the war. I +disapprove of the crudeness of our Canadian civilization. I disapprove +of England's lack of the artistic. I disapprove of German militarism, +Scotch bagpipes, Swiss cheese, Chinese laundries, and American +politics. Why should I fight for one when I disapprove of them all? As +for my fellow-man, I shun the ordinary man of the streets because he +does not think, read, or bathe often enough. I am not hostile to him; I +merely ignore him. I am not a coward at all, my dear Vera; I am merely +an artist among artisans." + +He bowed gracefully. "Let us return to the dancing," he said. + +With a frightened, inquiring glance, she took his arm, and without a +word they left the conservatory. At the door of the ballroom they +paused, and she laid a timid hand on his arm. It will ever be a mystery +to men how women can love and despise the same object. + +"Dennis," she said, "will you try to forget what I have said?" Her +courage had gone, fled before his coolness and the fascination he held +for her, though she had striven with all her womanhood to free herself +from it. + +"I wish to Heaven I could," he said grimly. + + +V + +The morning sunshine invaded the rooms of Dennis Montague with +pervading cheeriness. It was nearing the end of April, and a hundred +birds sang of the winter wonders of arid Africa, and of the witcheries +of the Nile, where Pygmies are at war with the butterflies, and the +great god Memnon raises his mighty shout to greet the dawn of day. + +Oblivious to the sunshine and everything but his thoughts, Montague lay +in bed, and sought to wrestle with the truth he had heard the night +before. It was impossible to dismiss the thing from his mind. His brain +throbbed with resentment, questioning, searching her words--striving to +convince himself that her charge of cowardice was the vituperation of +an unrequited love. But it was useless. He could explain her actions, +dissect her motives, applaud his own pose, but he could not eliminate +the feeling of personal nausea which clung to him, as though he had +suddenly sickened of his whole nature. + +A knock at the door interrupted the thread of his thoughts, and his +valet entered with a tray of breakfast-things. + +"Good morning, sir." Sylvester carefully rearranged the tray on a +little table beside the bed. "It's a beautiful morning, sir. There's +great news too." + +"What is it?" + +"Canadians 'ave saved Calais, sir--leastways they've stopped them for +the time." + +"They're in action, eh?" + +"'Orrible, too, sir; the paper says the Germans used poison gas." + +"Good God!" + +"Yes, sir--the French Colonials gave way, yelling that 'ell was let +loose, and the Canadians went up and 'eld the line." + +Montague put down the cup of coffee untasted. "What does it say--about +casualties?" + +"Why, sir it looks as if some battalions was pretty well wiped out. +'Ere's the paper, sir----" + +"No--no. I don't want to see it. Tell me--it says ... the Canadians +held against ... gas?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Are our Toronto chaps in it?" + +"Very 'eavy, sir. It seems as if the 'Ighland Brigade got it the +worst." + +Montague sank back on the pillow, his face grim and pallid. + +"Come along, sir; 'ere's your breakfast." + +His master gazed at the ceiling. "Sylvester," he said listlessly, "for +a long time you have ministered to my body. What can you do for a soul +that is starving?" + +The valet beamed reassuringly. A large and varied experience as a +servant to young gentlemen had inured him to morning-after repentances. + +"That's all right, sir," he said, rubbing his hands genially. "A +bromo-seltzer will fix you up. 'Ello, sir!" The sound of a military +band drew him to the window. "It's one of the new battalions--blooming +near a thousand of them. Seems like 'ome, it does, when the Guards used +to do London in all their swankin' regimentals." + +A battalion swung past in steady rhythmical tread to the stirring +strains of the Welsh hymn of freedom, "Men of Harlech"--and there was a +youthful vigorousness about the men, a suggestion of unconquerable +manhood.... And on every man's face there was written pride and +determination. For their comrades had been tried at Ypres.... They had +held the line.... And, by the living God, the Hun would pay for that +foul gas given to the wind to carry against defenseless men. + +The last ranks of the battalion passed, and the music ceased as +suddenly as it had come. The birds resumed their chorus, and William +Sylvester his imperturbable mask of deference. Languidly Montague rose +from his bed and lit a cigarette. + +"Our civilization," he said quietly, "need not pride itself on raising +those men. Men have always been brave since the beginning of time. The +terrible failure of our age is that it has produced men like me--a +coward." + +Mr. Sylvester scratched his head. "Lord bless me, sir!" he ventured, +"you're not a coward. Why, look at the jump you took at last year's +horse show." + +Montague turned on him with a vehemence that the valet had never before +seen in his master. "I tell you I am a coward," he said fiercely. +"Don't I know that my place is with these men? In that battalion that +passed there are married men with families, there are only sons of +widows, there are brothers, sweethearts. Who is there to care if I go? +My death would not cause a single tear; and yet I stay--not that I am +afraid of bullets or death, but because I know that I should have to +sleep beside men who are filthy, unclean, and that I should grow filthy +too. I abhor it. I detest it. Yet I stand aside and let others go." + +"You--you are a gentleman, sir." + +"A gentleman!" Montague laughed raspingly. "My own definition last +night was 'a man with a valet and three addresses.' What a fool I was! +No, I am not a gentleman. I have never been one. The greatest gentleman +of all time was a carpenter. That is the truth I have to burn into my +soul." + +He sank into a chair, and shadows of fatigue marred his face. "Last +night, Sylvester," he said slowly, "I lay awake for hours, and +sometimes in the awful darkness that surrounds one when sleep refuses +to come, things seem clearer and more cruel than in daylight. Last +night I saw myself for the first time.... I do not say I shall +change.... It is too late, I think...." + +An hour later he left his flat, fully dressed, and strolled into the +sun-lit streets. A newsboy dashed past, screaming in strident tones, +"All night fighting--Canadian Line still holding;" and then, apparently +feeling the announcement needed identification, he shrieked, "All about +that great big European War." + +Montague heard his name spoken. It was the ex-bank clerk, the young +subaltern with the uninspired face. + +"Good-bye," he said rather shyly. + +"Where are you going?" + +"Marching orders," said the other. "We leave here to-morrow. By jove, +we've got something to fight for now!" + +Montague murmured his best wishes and moved on, but the words that kept +running through his brain were those of the boy's manager who had +written "A decent enough fellow, but lacking in initiative." + + +VI + +His walk, unplanned as it was, drew him towards the center of the city. +He mechanically avoided the streets that were crowded, and, like a bit +of flotsam on the ocean's surface, was guided and buffeted until, +turning down a quiet side-street, he emerged upon the corner of a huge +stone building. He glanced up, to realize that it was the Armories and +was about to change his course when a recruiting sergeant, noticing his +hesitation, stepped up to him. + +"Beg pardon," he said, "but was you lookin' to sign up?" + +"Sign up?" Montague repeated the words automatically. + +"Sure--sign up with the Brindle's Battalion." + +"The Brindle's Battalion?" + +"Come off that parrot stuff," growled Sergeant Saunders. + +Montague shook himself together. "I beg your pardon," he said stiffly. + +The sergeant shuffled uneasily. "Say, don't be so dashed polite," he +said, not ill-naturedly. "I'm here to get recruits. We're a tough +bunch; we're a rough bunch; but we're men. Our boys ain't strong on +polish or eddication, and they're no boozeless, non-smoking crowd; but +they're straight, and they're game, and they're men." + +"They're men," repeated Montague, dazed by a dizziness that seemed to +wrap himself and the sergeant in an enveloping mist. + +"That's what I said," reiterated Sergeant Saunders, mentally noting +that he would make Montague drop his sing-song if he ever got the +opportunity. "What do you say, old scout?" + +Montague glanced up. "Will you take me?" he said. + +"Will we take you?" A broad, brown hand grasped Montague's arm, and he +found himself being led into a room in the Armories, where he +discovered that his full name was Dennis Oliver Montague, that he was +twenty-eight years of age, that he was an Anglican, and that his Uncle +Charles was his next of kin. He further found that he was the property +of His Majesty King George the Fifth for the duration of the war and +six months after. "So 'elp me; and shove 'im in to the medico.--Glad +you signed up, my lad; you'll never regret it. We've got a man's job +for you, and--close that bleeding door, Nokes.--All right.--_Next!_" + +With whirlwind rapidity Dennis stripped for the doctor, who pronounced +him an excellent example of cannon-fodder; and, still dazed, he put on +his clothes and emerged into the open air, a red band about his arm +proclaiming to the world that he was now Private D. O. Montague, of the +Brindle's Battalion, C.E.F. He gasped, shrugged his shoulders, then +went home. + + +VII + +Sergeant Skimps surveyed the squad of recruits with the eye of a man +who had seen recruits for twenty years and was impervious to any +emotion on the subject. + +"You're soldiers now," he began, his dialect strongly reminiscent of +Bow Bells; "you're in the service now, so, kiss me, 'Arry, get your +'air cut, all of yer. We don't go in for Paderooskies in the harmy. +Then 'old yer 'eads hup and put yer chests hout has though you was +somebody. You ain't, but don't go tellin' no one." (A gentle murmur +greeted this sally.) "Halways respeck yer hofficers and +non-commissioned hofficers, and don't go slapping the colonel on the +back and hoffering 'im a cigar. You're in the harmy--that bloke at the +hend, spit out that there tobacco--g'wan!--a filthy 'abit on parade, +and it'll get C.B. for yer. Where do you 'ail from, hany'ow?--a nice +specimen, I don't think--chewing when a sawgeant's talking to yer. Now, +then, fall in--hanother 'arf-hour's drill." + +For five hours that day alternately Sergeant Skimps talked, and his +tired squad turned, marched, and wheeled about the gravel +parade-ground. Weary to the point of exhaustion, already deaf to the +interminable harangue of Sergeant Skimps, the hour of four-thirty found +Montague with his first day in the army finished. He had only one +desire--to seek his apartment, to feel the cool shower upon his body, +and to lounge in languid repose in his dressing-gown, soothed by the +inevitable cigarette. He broke away from the group, but was hailed by a +ruddy-faced Little Englander, who had made various overtures to him +during the day. + +"Going up?" said the other, his accent proclaiming his British birth, +tempered by ten years of Canadian citizenship. + +"Yes," said Montague; "but I'm in a hurry." + +"Right-o! I'm with you." He swung along beside Montague. "This is the +life," he said cheerily. + +"What?" asked Montague. + +"Soldiering--a dollar ten a day, short hours, and no work--what ho!" + +"Do you mean to say you like it?" asked Montague, wishing his companion +reeked a little less of his recent exertions. + +"Why not like it?" said Private Waller. "We're in it, ain't we?" + +"I suppose so," said the other shortly. + +Private Waller rubbed his hands together. "He's a sergeant, ain't he?" + +"Do you mean that strutting bounder who drilled us to-day?" + +"Lordee! don't let him hear you say that." The little man went pale at +the thought. "Say, if you don't like him, just wait until you see +Sergeant-Major 'Awkins." + +A cockney of even ten years' Canadian citizenship loses his h's when +excited. Montague began to wince under it, and wished a dozen times +that his companion would hold his tongue and give him a chance to +think, to separate the varied experiences of the day, and to edit his +thoughts. He shrugged his shoulders and acknowledged the greeting of +Mrs. Merryweather from a huge motor-car. Waller's eyes bulged. + +"I say, you know some swells, don't you? What was you--a chauffeur?" + +Montague considered. "No; I was a sort of social buffoon." + +Waller considered. "Something in the plumbing line?" he ventured. + +"Not exactly," answered Montague, and muttered, "Duration of the +war--and six months after--with plebs like this!" + +"I'm a carpenter by trade," vouchsafed Private Waller, and then emitted +a shout of delight. "I say," he cried; "blime, if it ain't the missus!" + +In a few moments they reached a little Englishwoman, not much more than +a girl, who was guiding a baby-carriage containing a chubby little +youngster of some two years of age. + +"'Ello, Bill!" she said. "'Ow's the army?" + +"Great," said her husband; "but meet my pal, Private Montague.--Private +Montague, meet my old woman." + +"Glad to know any friend of Bill's," said Mrs. Waller warmly. + +Montague bowed. "Thank you," he said gravely. "You are giving up a lot +in letting your husband go to the war." + +"You said I had to, Emily." + +The girl pouted. "'E would go." + +"But you wanted to go, Bill." + +"Of course; but I said----" + +"I know--about the biby; but----" + +"There you go again. Didn't you say I must?" + +"Oh, well, Mr. Montague"--the little woman looked frankly into his +gray-blue, unreadable eyes--"the biby's a boy, and when he grows up I +cawn't say to 'im, ''Arry, your father was a slacker!' Now, can I, Mr. +Montague?" + +He made no answer, but a thoughtful look crept into the hard, unsmiling +eyes. + +"Come and have a bit of supper, pard?" Private Waller rubbed his hands +together at the prospect. + +"No--no, thanks," said Montague hastily. He was longing for privacy and +the solace that comes with solitude. "Some other night, perhaps, when +we have our uniforms." + +"Good enough!" cried the cheery little man. "Then we'll do Queen Street +together and show the girls--what ho--oh no!" + +Montague raised his hat. "Good evening," he said. + +"So long," said Private Waller. "See you in the morning." + +When they were alone the husband turned to his young wife with an air +of pride. "What do you think of my pal?" he asked, with an air of +proprietorship. + +"G'wan," said Emily disdainfully; "'e ain't your pal." + +"He is, too." + +"'E ain't!" She tossed her head. "Don't I know one when I sees one; me, +the daughter of a footman in Lady Swankbourne's? 'E your pal! 'E +blooming well ain't--'e's a _gentleman_!" + +Far up the street Montague was striding towards his home, wondering if +any one had seen him with the Wallers, or had heard the garrulous +little cockney call him pard. Good heavens! what would his friends say; +or, for that matter, how could he face Sylvester if he had been seen by +that polite scion of servitude? "But I'll see it through," he muttered +savagely, biting his lip, "if only to prove that the under-dog, like +all other dogs, is a thing without a soul!" + + +VIII + +It was early in November about eighteen months later that Vera Dalton, +returning from her self-imposed task at a Military Convalescent Home, +found a letter awaiting her which bore the heading that will cast its +unique spell over us and our children for generations to +come--"Somewhere in France." + +Sorrow had come into her home, as it had into so many hundreds of +others, but it had mellowed, not marred her womanliness. + +Into the vortex of the nations she had seen the young men of Canada +flinging themselves with laughing voices and sturdy courage. With the +other women of the city she had watched the endless stream of youth as +though, across the seas, some Hamelin Piper were playing an +irresistible, compelling melody.... And still the cry was for +more--more sons, more brothers, more fathers! Month after month the +ceaseless crusade went on--month after month new battalions sprang into +being, trained a short time, and then made for the sea.... Always the +sea, waiting with its foaming restlessness to carry its human cargo to +the slaughter. + +The sea ... the sea.... + +It became the symbol of sacrifice to her. Across its turbulent expanse, +youth was forfeiting its life for the blindness of the past. The hungry +fire of war was being fed with human hearts.... But such is the nature +of fire that what lives through it is imperishable. + +A year ago Montague had gone with his battalion--without even a +good-bye. She had never heard of him, but the ordeal of the flames had +left him stripped of his artificiality as a tree stricken by a sudden +frost is robbed in a moment of its foliage. It is not only the best in +men that lives through war--vile passions vie with courage and great +sacrifice.... But artificial things succumb and crumple with the +scorching heat, and are blown into space by the breath of passions, +base or noble--it matters not--they are _real_. + +With trembling hands she opened the letter. + + "SOMEWHERE IN FRANCE. + + "MY DEAR GIRL,--In a couple of hours we are going over the parapet + to reach the German lines or gain oblivion--or worse. All around me + the men I have worked with, slept with, fought with, are writing + to, or thinking of, some loved one at home. I do not know whether + the love you once felt for me has died or not, but it was once + strong enough to hurt me as no one had ever done before--to tear my + soul out to where I could see its rottenness with my own eyes. I + could not live with myself after that, and as you must have heard, + for I believe it was a drawing-room jest for some time, I joined a + battalion composed almost entirely of men from the factories, the + workshops, and the streets. + + "It was partly a spirit of bravado made me do it, and partly a + desire to wrestle with truth. I cannot say how hard it was at first + to endure their company, their incessant, meaningless profanity. I + hated every one of them. To salute an officer in the street caused + me such humiliation that I thought of desertion a dozen times. From + my contempt of my fellow-soldiers to an understanding of their + nobility has been a hard, cruel road to travel; but I have traveled + it, and I think that somewhere on the road there is a cross whereon + my pride was crucified. Vera, my prayer is no longer that of the + Pharisee, but of the Publican. I was offered a commission; I was + urged to join the signalers or the machine-gun section, because + there I should find men more after my own stamp; but I refused--the + memory of your words made me stick with the men I started with. + + "I have found them crude, uneducated, unambitious, but true as + steel, and asking no better reward for their heroism than that + their 'missus and kids' will be looked after at home. I tell you, + Vera, that when the war is over we shall have to realize that it is + not only the consumptive and the imbecile that deserve care and + thought. There is a grandeur, a manhood, in the ordinary, unlovely, + unkempt man of the streets that our civilization has failed to + bring out, but war has done it. So much has war given to us; so + much has peace failed to give. + + "Life has become a riddle to me, still fascinating, but + fascinatingly puzzling. Perhaps I shall find the answer in No Man's + Land. + + "Good-bye, dear girl. Don't think from the tone of my letter that I + have forgotten how to smile (this is where real humor is found, for + humor was always a twin to tragedy). But I am forgetting how to + scoff. I suppose, though, that I haven't changed beyond + recognition, for I believe behind my back I am called 'The Duke.' + + "Like my comrades, I have written to a loved one at home. + + "I trust, Vera, that it is _au revoir_. + + "DENNIS. + + "D. O. Montague, Pte. No. 67,895, + "Brindle's Battalion, C.E.F." + + +IX + +"Four minutes!" A subaltern, who had reached the Brindle's Battalion +only the night before, stood with his back to the parapet, his wrist +turned so that he could study the face of his watch. Half-a-dozen +rifles spat at the German trench opposite. The attack was to be a +surprise, without preliminary artillery fire. + +"Three minutes!" There was a slight catch in the lieutenant's voice as +he watched the ominous course of the hand of his watch ticking off the +seconds. Dennis Montague turned to look at him, wondering where he had +seen him before, and idly conjecturing how he had earned that little +splash of color on his breast. + +A signaler looked up from his phone. "O.C. wants to know if everything +is ready, sir." + +"Two minutes! Has every man his gas-helmet, water-bottle, iron ration? +Right. Tell the O.C. everything's O.K." + +There was a coarse jest from a grizzled corporal; a few laughed +nervously. A little chap, who had lied about his age, caught his breath +in a sob he could not stifle. The young officer, who was beside him, +reached out his hand and patted the lad's shoulder. + +"One minute!" Every man crouched for the spring--there was a mumbled +prayer--a curse--a laugh. Montague took a deep, quivering breath, and +his trembling hand felt for the bayonet-stud to see that it was firm. + +"Come on, Brindles! Give 'em hell!" The subaltern leaped to the +parapet, stood silhouetted a moment against the dull, cloudy sky, and, +without a word, fell back into the trench--a corpse. And in that moment +Montague remembered him. He was the "decent enough fellow"--"lacking in +initiative." + +Cursing, shouting, laughing, the men scrambled over the breastwork, and +were met by a torrent of machine-gun fire that swept through their +ranks with pitiless accuracy. + +"Something's wrong!" yelled Major Watson from the center. "They knew we +were coming;" and he whirled around twice and dropped in his tracks. +Montague leaped forward with a hoarse, inarticulate shout, when he felt +a blow on his arm as though it had been struck by a red-hot iron. He +fell, but rose immediately, madly excited, muttering words that meant +nothing. The charge had stopped halfway, and all about him his comrades +stood irresolute, desperate, unable to advance, determined not to +retreat. + +"Come on," shrieked the adjutant, "for God's sake!" And he fell, +choking, vomiting blood, with a bullet in his throat. + +Without an officer left, the men looked wildly about, the bullets +spitting around them and taking their steady, merciless toll. With a +great feeling of ecstasy, Montague staggered to the front. + +"Steady, the Brindles!" he yelled hoarsely. "Shake out the line to the +left--cold steel, Brindles! Come on!" + +"Follow the Duke!" roared a dozen voices; and they hurled themselves +forward. + +They hacked their way into the trench, but their triumph was +short-lived. Things had gone badly on the left, and the signal to +retire flashed along the line. With horrible blaspheming, the Brindles +gave up their trench and started back for their own line. When he was +half-way across a bullet struck Montague in the shoulder, then another +in the thigh, and he sank to the ground unconscious. + +When he awoke the moonlight was streaming over the stricken field. He +bit his lip to keep from crying out at the sudden spasm of pain in his +shoulder, and then something he saw almost stopped the beating of his +heart. A figure was slowly crawling towards him, inch by inch, but +steadily, ominously coming nearer with every moment. His left arm was +helpless, and he tried to reach for his bayonet by turning over. + +"Pard, are you dead?" + +Never did sounds of sweetest music fall more gratefully on human ears +than the words uttered by Private Waller on the night of October 16, +1916, on No Man's Land, Somewhere in France. + +"Thank God!" cried Montague, his voice weak and quavering. +"Waller--old--boy." + +"Damn!" muttered Private Waller. The Germans, with customary +fiendishness, were searching the ground with rifle-fire to prevent any +attempt at rescue. "Are you much hurt, pard?" + +"I'm used up pretty bad," Montague answered weakly, and in incorrect +English. Things change in No Man's Land. + +"I'm the third as has come after you," whispered Waller; "Sykes and +Thompson got theirs." + +"Coming--for me?" Montague's voice trailed off into a querulous sob. + +"Sure--those of us as got back shook hands on it that we'd get the Duke +back dead or alive." + +Montague tried to speak, but only two scalding tears slowly trickled +down his cheeks. He was weak from loss of blood, and he was learning a +bitter lesson in the moonlight on the stricken field. + +"I'll hoist you up as easy as I can," whispered Private Waller eagerly, +"and I'll sort of crawl; and if they spot us, I'll let you down easy. +Come on, pard." + +Fifty yards--that was all--but fifty yards of unspeakable agony. The +blood flowed again from Dennis's wounds and matted over Waller's hair. +A dozen times he would have fainted, but he grit his teeth, and +crawling, grasping, falling, Waller took him to the edge of the trench. +And then a bullet caught the little man, and he dropped. + +"Good-bye, pard," he said. + +So died Private W. Waller, of His Majesty's Canadian Expeditionary +Force. + + +X + +Almost a year later, a one-armed man was walking along a quiet street +in the northern suburbs of a great Canadian city. He paused at a pretty +little cottage that nestled in a well-kept garden to speak to a young +woman whose black dress was mute testimony to her tragic bereavement. + +"'Ow can I ever thank you, Mr. Montague," she said, "for giving me this +cottage and going guardian to little 'Arry? And your wife, too, is that +kind and beautiful that after she comes--and she is in and out nearly +hevery day--I feel as if an angel had been 'ere. Well, if here ain't +little 'Arry with his face all dirty!" + +A sturdy urchin stumbled forward, and in some way the one-armed man +hoisted him to his shoulder. + +"Hello, pard!" said Montague. + +The little chap chuckled and pulled at his hat. + +"I often wonders," said the little mother, "why you always calls him +'pard.' Bill used to call you his pard, but I knew all along you +wasn't. You was a gentleman, Mr. Montague." + +"Mrs. Waller," said Montague, and his voice was very low and soft, "I +lay one night, wounded and dying, on No Man's Land. Your husband came +for me, and he called me 'pard,' and he died for me. Perhaps you may +understand a little of--what it means to me now." + +Tears, bitter tears, the heritage of war. Mrs. Waller wept silently, +and Montague's eyes looked past the garden, past the countryside, and +saw neither trees nor houses, but a strip of land guarded by wire +entanglements, and two lines of trenches where men lived, and laughed, +and learned, and died. + + * * * * * + +A little later the same one-armed man stood at a gate that gave +entrance to a splendid lawn. It was his home, and as he stood for a +moment drinking in the calm and peace of Nature at sundown, a girl +emerged from the house and came towards him with outstretched hands. + +Wonderfully happy, maimed, but filled with deep content, Dennis +Montague, the man who had scoffed, went forward to meet his wife, the +girl who had had the courage to hurt the thing she loved. And the +deepening rays of the setting sun spread a golden carpet for them to +walk upon. + + + + +THE AIRY PRINCE + + +I + +On a hillock that overlooked a mill-stream in Picardy, a girl of +sixteen was lying, face downwards, reading a book. The noise of the +water tumbling over the chute was a song to which her ears had grown +accustomed, but more than once she looked up as the October wind rose +and fell in a chromatic whine. A dark, thickening cloud crept sullenly +towards the earth, throwing its shadow on her book. + +She gazed up at it and sighed. + +A black cat, his green eyes glowing suspiciously in the fading light, +stalked from the mill-house and furtively watched a wanton leaf that +was flirting hilariously with the autumn breeze, until, still +coquetting, it was caught by the stream and carried to destruction. + +The cat's teeth showed for a moment in a sinister grin. Cautiously +measuring each step, he climbed to the top of the hillock, crouched +suspiciously as a blade of grass moved in the wind, then scampered +boldly up to the girl and settled ostentatiously upon the open pages of +the book, for a siesta. + +"_Tiens!_" The girl started, laughingly caught the offender by the ear, +and pulled him to one side. "Louis, you have very bad manners," she +said, speaking in French. "You come so, without asking permission, and +you go to sleep on _The Fairy Prince_. Wake up, Louis! To you I am +speaking." + +The cat opened his eyes, bent them on her with a reproving look, and +slowly closed them once more. + +"Louis! Wake up--listen! I will read to you _The Fairy Prince_, and if +you go to sleep I'll have you gr-r-r-r-ound into black flour. See there +now!" + +Louis scratched his ear with a hind paw, rubbed his nose with a fore +one, sneezed, opened his eyes to their widest, and generally indicated +that he was thoroughly awake--in fact, was not likely ever to sleep +again in this world. His little mistress gathered her shawl more +tightly about her shoulders, and, crossing one foot over the other, +shifted her position to secure the acme of comfort. + +"Now then, my friend, attention! This is all about a little girl--like +me, Louis, only she was pretty. Tell me, Louis, am I pretty, eh? Stop +yawning when I ask you a question. You sleep almost all day and all +night, and when you do wake up--you yawn. Pouf! Such laziness! So--this +is the story. This little girl, she lived like me in a house away, ever +so far away, from everything, and she was very unhappy. You understand, +Louis, she was _so_ lonesome. And every night she would cry herself to +sleep--as I do sometimes, because--because----Wake up, you wicked cat!" + +The feline culprit stretched his paws and sat up rigidly, like a +slumbering worshiper in church who has been detected in the act, but +tries to indicate that he has merely been lost in contemplation of the +preacher's theme. The girl frowned at Louis, and, laughing gaily, +rubbed her cheek against his head. + +Her laugh had hardly ended when, as her ear caught the note of +melancholy in the wind, she looked up, and her face, which had hovered +a moment before between a frown and a smile, was shadowed by a musing +expression that left her eyes dreamy and her lips drooping in the +slightest and most sensitive of curves. Her dark hair, rippling into +curls, fell back from a forehead whose fullness and whiteness added to +the spiritual innocence of her countenance. Without being faultless, +her face had an elusive mobility of expression that altered with each +mood as swiftly as the surface of a pool lying exposed to the caprices +of an April morning. + +"Is it not a pretty story, Louis?" Of a sudden the filmy dreaminess of +her eyes had lifted, and their dark-brown depths sparkled with life. "I +am so glad at the convent they made me learn to read. But it is +dreadfully difficult, my friend--there are such big words, you see. +Well, Louis, this little girl went one day for a walk to the top of a +hill--but you shall hear exactly how it is." + +She carefully found the place in the book, and, with a finger following +each line in case she should miss any of it, proceeded to read in that +ecstatic and unreal style of voice inevitable to young people when +uttering other thoughts than their own. + +"'... Reaching the top of the hill, the most beautiful little girl in +the world, whose eyes were brighter than stars, and whose lips were +redder than the heart of a rose' (like me, Louis--yes?) 'sat down on a +fallen tree and started to sing a song which she had learned from a +solitary shepherd near her home.'--It does not say, Louis, but I think, +perhaps, the music goes like this: + + "'Maman, dites moi ce qu'on sent quand on aime. + Est-ce plaisir, est-ce tourment? + Je suis tout le jour dans une peine extrême, + Et la nuit, je ne sais comment. + Si quelqu'un près.... + +"'And just then she saw a handsome cavalier approaching on foot.' (Is +it not exciting, Louis?) 'He was tall and young, and was the bravest +soldier in all France. He was so brave and handsome that every one +called him "The Fairy Prince"'--Listen, Louis, to the wind." + +The lowering clouds threw black shadows over the fields; the hurrying +water of the mill-stream turned the color of ink as it made, +shudderingly, for the fall of the chute. Through the ominous rise and +fall of the October wind came the sound of an aeroplane in the clouds, +to be lost a moment later in a boisterous rush of wind that swept the +girl's tresses. + +"Come, Louis, under my shawl--so! It is cold, is it not? As soon as we +finish this part of the story, we shall go in by the stove and work +until bed-time, then.... Do you ever dream, Louis?" + +The black cat opened one green eye and closed it with the solemnity of +an all-understanding wink. + +"I often dream, my cat"--again the wistfulness lingered about her +face--"and always it is of the world that is past the village.... Is it +that I must stay here and never, never, see that world but when I +dream? _Voyons_--what has all this to do with the Fairy Prince? I +continue, Louis: 'As soon as the handsome cavalier saw the loveliest +little girl in all the country, he came towards her....'" + +The droning sound grew louder. She looked up and watched the dark +billows of clouds hovering over the fields, when, suddenly, through the +heavy, underhanging mist, an aeroplane appeared, descended swiftly +towards the earth, straightened out its course, and soared into the +clouds again. + +She could hear the whirring of the machine as it circled round and +round, like an angry hornet outside its nest that has been entered by +an invader. The sound of the engine grew increasingly loud; again the +mists parted as foam from the prow of a ship, and again the aeroplane +swooped towards the earth. She could almost make out the features of +the helmeted occupant, when, with a deafening roar, the machine checked +its downward flight, and rose once more until the clouds took it to +their bosom and hid it from sight. + +"Louis!" Her voice shook. "I am frightened. Louis, we will go in and +pray to the Virgin, you and I. It may be an _Allemand_, and, so 'tis +said, they eat little girls--and black cats too." + +The whir-r of the engines grew angry with intensity, then fainter as +the machine rose to a greater height. Suddenly the droning ceased. The +tumbling waters of the chute seemed insistently loud, as though jealous +of the brawling monster that had dared to challenge its incessant song. +The girl had just stooped to resume her book when, above the whining +breeze, there was a sound like that of a saw-mill she had once heard in +Étrun--but it came from the air--far over by the village road. + +With a catch of her breath, she saw the aeroplane pierce the mists once +more, and realized that it was pointing towards her as it descended. +Rising to her feet, she pressed her hand against her mouth to keep from +screaming, while ominously, noiselessly (but for an occasional hum such +as wires give on a frosty night), the giant bird sped lower and nearer. + +"Louis!" she cried. "Louis!" + +Weak with terror, she grasped for the cat, to find that that ungallant +protector had bolted ingloriously to the mill-house. Unable to move, +she watched the monster as it touched the earth, bounded lightly, felt +the ground a second time, and staggered unevenly over a rise in the +ground. There was a final Wagnerian crescendo of the engines, and the +aeroplane stopped, motionless, less than fifty yards from her. + +The aviator climbed from the pilot's seat and looked about with a +puzzled air. He was dressed in a leather coat which reached to the top +of his riding-boots, and his head was encased in a leather helmet. +Raising his goggles, he looked toward the mill-house, and, for the +first time, caught sight of the girl. + +For a moment he hesitated, then made towards her, taking an +extraordinary length of pace for one of his medium build, and raising +his knees, as a bather will do when wading through surf. He paused, +irresolute, about five yards from her, saluted, unbuckled a strap, and +removed his helmet with a carelessness that left his generous supply of +light-brown hair standing straight up like the quills of a porcupine. +His face was rather long, and, except for his eyes, which twinkled +humorously, bore a look of exaggerated solemnity. Constant exposure to +the sun had tanned his face a vigorous brown, but his moustache and +eyebrows, which were of a size, appeared to have completely faded, and +stood out, glow-worm-like, against the background of tan. + +For a full minute they gazed at each other, the girl with parted lips +and heightened color, the new-comer's gravity slowly giving way to the +good-humored persistence of his light-blue eyes, until with a smile he +ran his fingers through his rumpled hair. + +"Phew!" he said. + +With something between a sob and an exclamation of delight, she clapped +her hands together twice, "_Ciel!_" she cried, "but I am so happy!" + +The mill-stream had ceased to shudder and had resumed its song.... With +an air of furtive preoccupation, Louis emerged from concealment and +proceeded towards them after the manner of an unpopular Mexican +President walking down the main street of an unfriendly city.... The +darkening shadows blended with the early approach of night.... And her +heart was beating wildly, joyously. + +Adventure had come to the lonely mill-house in Picardy--and, after all, +one is not always sixteen. + + +II + +"Will you please tell me where I am?" The young man spoke in French +with ease, but more than a trace of an English accent. + +"This is my uncle's mill." + +"Of course. And that road?----" + +"But the village road, monsieur--what else?" + +"And, Mademoiselle Elusive, what village may it be?" + +"'Tis where the church is, monsieur; and every Sunday I go there to +mass." + +The pilot produced a pipe and, extracting a pouch, proceeded to fill it +with tobacco. + +"I am lost," he said complacently. "My compass was shot away, and the +clouds are hanging too low for me to follow any landmarks." + +He looked about at the steadily thickening twilight. "How far is it to +the village?" he asked. + +"Five kilometers--and a little better." + +"The Devil!" He made a screen from the wind with the flap of his coat, +and lighting his pipe, puffed it with evident satisfaction. "I shall +have to leave the old 'bus' here. As a matter of fact, she's so nearly +'napoo' that I rather expected to come riding home on one plane, like +the old woman with the broom. But, mademoiselle----" + +"Monsieur?" + +"I am very tired and distinctly hungry, and I know of a mill-house with +a cosy fire in the kitchen, where a pretty little fairy that----" + +"There is no fairy--only Louis." + +"And who the deuce may he be?" + +"The cat--_le voici!_" + +He surveyed the feline with an air of tolerant gravity. "Do you think +Louis may object if I remain for supper?" + +"Ah--but no!" She laughed gaily, but a look of doubt changed the +expression of her features in a moment. "But my uncle--he never has any +one in the house. For many years I have lived alone with him. Only when +the curé comes, perhaps once a month, does any one visit the mill. My +uncle is very surly, a perfect bear, and often he gets drunk as well." + +The young man raised his absurdly light eyebrows. "A pleasant relative, +mademoiselle. And, pray, what is his grievance against his fellowmen?" + +"I know not, monsieur. All week he works alone, except when he takes +the flour to sell, but on Sundays he always goes to church and leads +the chanting. He was taught Latin by his father, who was a gravedigger +in Paris and learned it from the tombstones. So on Sundays my uncle, +from his seat in the chancel, performs the chants in such a terrible +voice that almost always some children scream with terror, and once +Madame La Comtesse fainted." + +The aviator relit his pipe, which had gone out, but did not remove his +eyes from hers. + +"Once," went on the girl, plucking a blade of grass and making a knot +with it about her finger, "two villagers, Simon Barit and Armand +Cartier, were requested by the curé, who is very small and weak, to +tell my uncle to sing no more. Ah monsieur, it was terrible!" + +"Yes?" + +"My uncle he is a very strong man; he threw Simon Barit into the +stream, and the other he chased almost to the village." + +"And so, like the mill-stream, he goes on forever?" + +"Ah, yes, monsieur, like the war--forever. Listen!" + +A great voice, sonorous as that of the fabled giant calling for his +evening meal of an Englishman, rent the air. The October wind seemed to +quiver to its lowest note, and the water racing over the chute was +quieter than it had been for hours. + +"I must go, monsieur. It is his supper he wants." + +"And may I not come too?" + +"Ah--but no! I am frightened." + +"Of me?" + +She raised her wide brown eyes to his, and her eyelashes, which so +jealously guarded those guileless depths, parted grudgingly, revealing +to him their full beauty.... Another roar shattered the air, and she +laid her hand upon his wrist. "You must not come," she said earnestly. +"He would throw you into the stream." + +His melancholy face gave way to a boyish grin. "If he did, +mademoiselle, my ghost would haunt him forever. All night it would sing +outside his window--and, in truth, my singing is no less terrible than +his." + +There was another roar, followed by a reference to the untimely decease +of ten thousand devils. + +Without a word, she reached for her book, and, throwing her shawl over +her left shoulder, hurried away. The aviator watched her girlish figure +with its unconscious grace, then, turning about, he strolled to the +machine, and, sitting on the side of the fuselage, surveyed its +bullet-punctured carcass. + +"Five kilometers and a little better," he soliloquized in English, "and +a doubtful prospect of a meal.... Contrast that with what the gods +offer here--a cosy fire, coffee, eggs and chips, I warrant, and the +daintiest of little maids--to say nothing of a musical uncle with an +amiable propensity for throwing visitors into the stream. By Jove, it +is chilly.... Over in dear old England they'll be roasting nuts and +telling ghost-stories to-night." + +The fast-thickening shadows deepened into the blackness of an October +night; the wind grew quieter, but there was a bite in the air that made +him draw his fur collar about his ears. + +"What excellent French the little lady uses," he went on. "I wonder who +her parents were, and why the deuce she has to live with this ogre. And +what eyes! Enough to make one invent new songs of Araby just to see +them sparkle and soften.... One moment sad, another tender--and always +lovely. Steady, the Air Force--you're becoming sentimental." + +He looked at the battered machine and shook his head; a solitary +raindrop lit on his face and slid down its surface like a tear. + +A belated gust of wind smote his face and left it moist. He rose in a +determined manner and adjusted his helmet. + +"_Adieu_, my Camel!" He took a last survey of the machine. "The kitchen +is calling to my appetite; a storm is brewing in the heavens; a pair of +dark eyes is urging all the romance within me; so--mill-stream or no +mill-stream--_mon oncle_, I come." + +He squared his shoulders and, with the rather absurd long stride and +the odd raising of the knee, made for the cottage door, from underneath +which a faint glow of light was timidly emerging. + + +III + +In response to his knock there was a roar from within, and the door +opened enough to show the young lady in the doorway. + +"Good evening," he said gravely. "I saw the light in here and decided +to accept its kindly invitation." + +She glanced over her shoulder; but the airman, gently putting her to +one side, entered and looked serenely about the room, which appeared to +be kitchen, dining-room, and parlor in one. Beside the stove he noticed +the stooped figure of a man, whose huge black beard straggled over a +suit of overalls that had once been dark blue, but had become a dirty +white from constant association with flour. + +"Good evening, monsieur." The airman handed his helmet to the girl and +proceeded to unbutton his coat. The miller's blotched eyes rose sulkily +to the visitor's face. + +"What do you want here?" His voice was nasal and slovenly, and there +was a hoarse growl in the words, as though his throat was parched and +rusted. + +"I am doing myself the honor of taking supper with you, monsieur." The +airman's face was full of melancholy dignity as he divested himself of +his coat. + +The miller's mouth opened, and a rasping, deep snarl resonated +disagreeably. "There is the village, five kilometers that way." + +"Ah--but that is five kilometers too far." + +"You cannot stay here"--the miller's voice rose angrily--"there is but +food for two." + +The Englishman tapped his pipe against his heel, and blew through it to +ensure its being empty. "Then, monsieur," he said, "you must go +hungry." + +The Frenchman rose to his feet and brandished both arms above his head. +"Go!" he bellowed, and swore an oath that comprised a reference to the +sacred name of one dog and the sudden demise of the afore-mentioned ten +thousand devils who, it appeared, rested heavily on his conscience. + +"Mademoiselle"--the young man turned politely to the girl--"I apologize +for this gentleman. Shall I throw him into the stream, or would a +cleansing spoil his particular style of mottled beauty?" + +The miller became eloquent. His language was threatening, blasphemous, +and deafening. His whole ungainly body vibrated with a fury which, at +certain moments, grew to such a pitch that he would raise his chin +upwards until all that could be seen was a forest of beard, the while +he emitted an unearthly roar that could have been clearly heard on the +village road. The girl, who had been making preparations for supper, +glanced timidly at him, but continued her work. The cat, slumbering by +the stove, opened his eyes dreamily as if some sweet strain had come to +his ears then settled to slumber once more. + +And the whole room resounded and quivered to the hurricane of sound. + +With an air of complete imperturbability, the intruding guest slowly +backed towards the table and became engrossed in the task of refilling +his pipe, though beneath the glow-worm eyebrows his eyes (which were +very clear and blue, as though his excursions into the last free +element of nature had blown all the dust and grime away) held the +orator in a steady look. + +"Fill your pipe?" he said cryptically, choosing a moment when his host +was swelling up with a breath that promised to burst his ribs. + +The response was startling. + +Exhausting the air from his lungs with the noise of steam escaping from +an overcharged boiler, the miller rushed blindly forward, crouching so +low that his beard against his discolored clothes suggested an ugly +bush against a background of slushy snow. + +With the precision of a guardsman forming fours, the airman took one +pace to the rear with his left foot and one to the right with his right +foot. This maneuver, successfully completed, placed the table between +himself and his assailant, and, tilting it dexterously, he swiftly +thrust that article of furniture forward, where it came into violent +contact with the irate miller's knees and shins. With an indescribable +howl the worthy man fell back in a paroxysm of agony, grasping his +knees with both hands, and rocking to and fro like a demented dervish. + +The airman bowed gravely to the girl. "I learned that," he said, "from +a gentleman by name of Charlie Chaplin. If you can oblige me with a +custard pie I shall hurl it at your uncle and thus complete the +Chaplinesque method of discounting violence." + +The young woman's brows puckered. The spectacle of her uncle's +discomfiture had not disturbed her so much as this new kind of a person +who could bow so courteously, whose eyes twinkled humorously, and whose +words were full of gravity on the subject of custard pies. She came of +a race that coordinated gestures and the play of features with speech; +but this stranger of the air--_Sapristi!_ + +The moaning of the uncle grew less and his figure stopped its rocking; +but his red, blotchy eyes looked furtively at the young man, biding +their owner's time for a renewal of hostilities. + +With an air of deep dejection the airman gazed at the unlovely +spectacle, then, very slowly, unfastened his holster and drew a +revolver. + +"Monsieur," he said, "I offer peace. The alternative is--that I fill +you full of holes--which would interfere with your singing. I intend to +have supper here, because I saw hens outside. If they have given no +eggs, we shall eat the hens themselves as a punishment. We are allies, +you and I; let us be friends as well. Monsieur"--he struck a Napoleonic +attitude--"_Vive l'Entente!_" + +The swarthy face of the miller, who had retained his posture on the +floor throughout, wrinkled hideously into a grin, which developed into +a roaring laugh that set a solitary vase jingling. + +With a doubtful air of appreciation, the airman surveyed him, his head +inclining dubiously to one side. "Come, monsieur," he said, after the +miller's unpleasant mirth had subsided, "you sit there--at the far end +of the table; mademoiselle--when you have given us the supper +things--here; and I, at this end. Just to show how completely I trust +you, my host, I will keep my revolver beside my plate; and should it be +necessary for me to blow your brains out during the meal, it will be +with the very keenest regret that I lose a friend for whom I have +acquired such an instantaneous and profound affection." + +Thus the young lady with the guileless eyes, the youth who had +descended from the clouds, and the stentorian miller with the painful +knees, sat down together for their evening repast. + +And the mill-stream, chuckling as it sportively tumbled over the chute, +made a pleasant serenade. + + +IV + +The airman glanced at his wrist-watch; it was half-past nine. The +miller slept by the side of the stove, his chin crushing his beard +against his chest. Louis also slept, having curled himself into a +black, furry ball, apparently possessed of neither head nor tail. A +clock brazenly stating the time to be five-thirty, ticked lazily as +though finding itself four hours behind the correct hour, there was no +chance of its ever catching up, and it only kept going because it was +the sporting thing to do. Just over the clock a picture of Marshal +Joffre gazed paternally on the quiet scene. + +Seated at the table, which was covered by a geranium-colored cloth, the +girl and the airman sat silent, while a shaded lamp lent a crimson glow +through which her deep eyes gleamed, like the first stars of a summer +evening. + +To her romance had come. + +She was no longer the miller's niece, but the girl who had seen the +Fairy Prince. All the sighs, all the questionings, all the longings of +her girlhood had culminated in this amazing adventure of a fair-haired +knight who, descending from the clouds, had proceeded to terrorize her +uncle who was feared for miles around. It was wonderful. And he was so +droll, this young man; and his voice had a little soothing drop in it, +at times, that left a fluttering echo in her heart. + +She had left the convent when ten years of age, on the death of her +mother. Her father--but then gossip was never kind. He was an officer +who had deserted his pretty little wife for another woman--or so rumor +had it; and her mother had died, a flower stricken by a frost. The +daughter had been taken by a relative, the owner of a lonely mill, and +for six years had lived in solitude, her horizon of life limited to the +adjacent village, her knowledge of women gained from the memory of a +sad, yearning face, paler than the pillow on which it rested, and an +occasional visit to the curé's sister. Of men she knew only her uncle +and the few villagers that had not gone to fight for La Belle France. + +From unquestioning childhood she had passed to that stage in a girl's +life when the emotions leap past the brain, fretful of the latter's +plodding pace. Her mind untutored, unsharpened by contact with other +minds, left her the language and the reasonings of a child; but her +imagination, feeding on the strange longings and dreams which permeated +her life, pictured its own world where romance held sway over all the +creatures that inhabited its realm. + +It is the instinct of a little child to picture unreal things--the +unconscious protest of immaturity against the commonplaceness of life. +But with the education of to-day and the labyrinth of artificiality +which characterizes modern living, the imaginativeness of childhood +disappears, except in a few great minds who, retaining it, are hailed +by the world as possessors of genius. + +Unhampered (or unhelped, as the case may be) by association with the +patchwork pattern of society, the miller's niece had retained her gift +of imagination, without which the solitude and the monotony of her days +would have been unendurable; until, blending it with the budding flower +of womanhood, she found mystery in the moaning of the wind. While the +sun danced upon the grass her spirit mingled with the sunlight; and +when the moon exercised her suzerainty of the heavens the poetry in her +soul thrilled to sweet dreams of lover's wooings (though her unreasoned +rapture often ended in unreasoned tears upon the pillow).... She found +melancholy in the coloring of an autumn leaf, and laughter in the music +of the mill-stream.... There were smugglers' tales in a northeast gale, +and fairy stories in a summer's shower. + +The doctrine of pleasure so feverishly followed by her sisters to-day +was unknown to her--as was its insidious reaction which comes to so +many women, with the dulling of the perceptions, the blinding of eyes +to the colors of life, the deadening of ears to the music of nature, +until they cannot hear the subtle melody of happiness itself, so +closely allied to the somber beauty of sorrow. + +"Little one"--the aviator's voice was very soft, so that the ticking of +the clock sounded clearly above it--"in a few minutes I must go. It is +a dark night, and of necessity I must get to the village to-night, and +be on my way before dawn." + +Her eyes were hidden by her drooping eyelashes. "You will return--yes?" +she asked, without looking up. + +He smiled rather wistfully. "'When the red-breasted robins are +nesting,'" he quoted slowly, "'I shall come.'" + +The clock ticked wearily on.... A few drops of rain fell upon the roof. + +"Monsieur"--the crimson in her cheeks deepened--"you must not smile; +but it is in my book, here." + +She took from the table _The Fairy Prince_, and handed it to him. He +gazed at it with a seriousness he might have shown towards a book of +Scottish theology. + +"You know, monsieur"--she appeared deeply concerned in the design of +the geranium table-cover--"I never leave the mill-house unless to +attend mass, and sometimes--perhaps you would think so, too--it is very +lonesome; no brother, no sister, just Louis and my uncle." + +He nodded, and, with an air of abstraction, his brow wrinkled +sympathetically, and his fingers strummed five-finger exercises on the +table. + +"It must be very dull," he said. + +"But no, monsieur"--her eyes looked up in protest--"not dull--just +lonesome." + +He sustained an imaginary note with his little finger, frowned +thoughtfully until his eyebrows almost obscured his eyes, then came +down the scale with slow and measured pace. + +"Well, little lady who is never dull, and what has all this to do with +_The Fairy Prince_?" + +"It is because I have no sisters, no friends, that--that I pretend. But +you do not understand." + +He played some chord with both hands. + +"Very young people and very old ones pretend," he said, with dreamy +sententiousness; "pretending is what makes them happy. But the +Prince----?" + +She smiled deprecatingly. "When I read, monsieur, I think that the +girl--there is always a girl, is there not?" He nodded gravely. "I do +not think it is she," she went on, "but myself; and when the book is +finished, and she marries her lover, then I am happy ... and dream...." + +"'We are such stuff as dreams are made of,'" he murmured, and trilled +with his first and second fingers. + +"So, monsieur," she continued, glancing shyly at him, "in that +book----" + +"There is a girl." + +"Yes. And a Fairy Prince who was very handsome." + +"Like me?" + +"It does not say, monsieur." + +"Ah!" + +"But I think so," she said earnestly, "for he was the handsomest man in +all France." + +"It said nothing of England?" + +"No, monsieur, only France." + +He nodded with great dignity, and motioned her to proceed. She leaned +forward with her elbows on the table, and rested her chin on her +interlocked fingers. + +"To-day I was reading it to Louis," she said, "when, just at the moment +that they met--_vous voilà!_--you came. Monsieur," she said naïvely, +"are you a fairy prince?" + +He considered, with head characteristically on one side. + +"N-no," he said, "I cannot claim that, but----" + +"Ah, yes?" Her face lit up with delighted anticipation. + +"I am a prince of the air." He struck an attitude and held it. + +"Oh!" Her lips parted in ecstasy and her cheeks, which had been +crimson, became scarlet. "You--are really a prince?" + +"Of the air, mademoiselle." He folded his arms and tilted his chair +back. His face was still grave, but his voice had a sense of distance +in it, and his light eyes widened as though they saw the world his +words were picturing. "My kingdom is greater than all the kingdoms of +the earth, and when I ride, my steed with wings takes me towards the +stars. For sport I play with clouds and race the wind; at night the +moon gives me light; and when I travel there are no mountains to climb, +no lakes to cross. I go faster than the swiftest horse, and ride from +villages to cities, out into the country, and over the sea with a steed +that never tires." + +"But, monsieur," she cried, "this is wonderful!" + +He looked frankly into her eyes. "It _is_ wonderful," he said. + +For a few minutes neither spoke, and the soft symphony of raindrops +played through the quietness of the night. + +"Your Majesty," she said timorously, "are you very brave? You +understand," she hurried on as a slight blush darkened the tan of his +cheeks, "in fairy books the prince always fights a dragon or a wicked +giant." + +"Don't uncles count?" + +She made a pretty _moue_. + +"As a matter of fact," he said slowly, "there was a wicked Emperor--a +blustering popinjay with a madman's vanity--who decreed that all the +world should be his slaves, and sent his armies into France and Belgium +to enforce his will. My brothers heard of this, and came from countries +and dominions thousands of miles away. Across great continents of water +they sailed, and, with their brothers from the little Islands of the +North Sea, came to France...." + +"Your voice is very sad," she said tenderly. Her nature, that knew +every mood of a summer breeze, had caught the inflection of his words, +understanding by their tone what the vagueness of his words hid from +her mind. + +"So many have died," he said, looking away from her. "Almost every day +some one rides out into the sunlight to his death, young, brave, and +smiling.... Mademoiselle, it is wonderful how they smile." + +Tick--tick--tick. + +For more than a minute neither spoke, then, with a smile that was +strangely boyish, he squared his shoulders and ran his fingers through +his rumpled hair. + +"Ha!" he laughed; "what fancies get into a scatter-brain like mine when +the rain's a-pattering on the roof. If you will allow me, little Pippa, +I shall smoke." + +"Little Peepa?" she laughed delightedly. + +"Pippa," he assented, puffing smoke as he lighted the pipe. "I think I +shall call you that. You see, according to her biographer, Mr. +Browning, she worked in the silk-mills all the year, but one day she +had to herself, from dawn to midnight, and so as to enjoy it to the +full she--well, she pretended, like you." + +"But that is droll," she said eagerly, "for every Easter after Sunday, +my uncle, who is fatigued from so much chanting in the church, always +goes to Boulogne and becomes drunk for one whole day. On Wednesday he +returns. These six years he has done it always the same; and on the +Tuesday it is wonderful. I am alone with Louis, and we ask all the +people in our books to visit us." + +A sudden gleam of excitement lit his eyes. + +"The Tuesday after Easter?" + +"Always it is so." + +"Pippa," he said--but checked the remainder of his words. He placed the +pipe in his mouth and ran five-finger exercises at a terrific speed. + +"Pippa," he said again, then, ceasing his display of virtuosity, leaned +back and gazed at her from beneath his eyebrows. "Next spring, on the +Tuesday after Easter, I will come for you." + +She caught her breath deliriously. + +"Beyond the village road," he went on, speaking slowly and distinctly, +"I saw a big pasture-field at the top of the hill. Be there as the sun +is just above the horizon, and I will come in an aeroplane." + +"And, your Majesty, you will take me to your kingdom?" + +"For one day, Pippa, to the great city of London--the city that is open +to all who possess a golden key. We shall return by the stars at +night." + +"Then"--her voice shook, and the brilliancy of her eyes was softened by +sudden tears, as the rays of an August sun are sometimes tempered by a +shower, "then--at last--I am to see the world--boys and girls and +palaces and----" + +"To say nothing of prunes and potentates." + +"Oh, but, your Majesty, it is too wonderful. I am certain it will not +come true." + +He rose and quietly placed his chair against the wall. "Pippa," he +said, "there are only two things that could prevent it. One, if there +is a storm and--the other----" he shook his head impatiently. + +The girl took down a work-basket, and after searching its contents +extracted a tiny trinket. + +"You mean," she said, stepping lightly over to him, "that you might go +to join your brothers--those who smiled so bravely?" + +"We never know, Pippa," he answered. + +She reached for the lapel of his coat and pinned the little keepsake on +it. "'Tis a black cat," she said. "I saw it in the village store, so +small and funny, like Louis. It is a gift from little Pippa, who will +pray to the Virgin every night that her Prince may not be +killed--unless----" + +He looked at the little mascot, which dangled above a couple of +ribbons. + +"Unless?" he said. + +For a moment there was a flash in her eyes and a sudden crimson flush +in her cheeks that startled him. For the first time in her life she +felt the instinct of a tigress; that strange fusion of passion and +timidity that comes to women of her kind when it seems they may lose +the object of their love. + +"Unless he--forgets." The words were spoken between lips that hardly +moved. + +"By the sacred bones of my ancestors," he said, with a sort of sincere +grandiloquence, "I promise to come. So that I shall always think of +you, my Pippa, I will paint a black cat upon the machine, and woe to +the Hun who dares to singe its whiskers!" + +A few minutes later, the heavily coated figure of an aviator was +plowing its way through a drizzling rain, along a dark and solitary +road. His pace was extraordinarily long for his height, and he appeared +to be stepping over a perpetual array of obstacles at least one foot +high. + +By a casement window a girl, with hair like the dusk, stood gazing +towards the road that was hidden in darkness. Silently and motionless +she watched the melancholy drops of rain as they fell upon the glass, +until, unconsciously, her lips parted and she sang, very softly, the +little song taught to the maiden in the story by the lonely shepherd: + + "Maman, dites moi ce qu'on sent quand on aime. + Est-ce plaisir, est-ce tourment?" + +She paused in the improvised melody, and repeated the words slowly. + + "Est-ce plaisir, est-ce tourment?" + +And then the little mistress of the mill laid herself upon her bed and +wept profusely; but whether it was because she was happy or because she +was sorrowful, let those explain who understand the psychology of a +woman's tears. + +Downstairs, Louis and the miller slept profoundly. + + +V + +It was several months later that an airman emerged from his hut into +the chilly air of an April night that was lingering grudgingly over its +last hour of darkness. There was a sullen rumble of guns borne on a +restless breeze that stirred the long grass of the fields and set the +leaves in the trees whispering and quivering. The drone could be heard +of a lonely aeroplane returning from its night-ride over the enemy +lines.... Above the distant roll of the artillery, one gun stood out +like a pizzicato note on a giant bass violin. + +The airman passed the silent aerodrome, and, with difficulty +accustoming himself to the darkness, made out the shadow of a machine +in the adjoining field. He heard the sigh of cylinders sucking in the +petrol as the mechanics warmed the machine, and walked over to it. For +a moment he spoke to the men before climbing into the pilot's seat. +There followed the incisive monotone of the flier's incantation between +himself and the non-commissioned officer. + +"Petrol on: switch off." + +"Petrol on: switch off." + +"Contact." + +"Contact." + +The propellers were swung into action, hesitated for a moment, then +wheezily subsided. + +The incantation was repeated; the propeller blades coughed, and leaped +into a deafening roar. The mechanics sprang aside, and the machine, +stumbling forward for a few yards, turned into the wind. There was a +sudden acceleration of the propeller, a crescendo from the engines, and +the machine made swiftly across the field, rising as it attained flying +speed, and disappearing into the night. + +A few moments later its light was mixing with the dulling stars, and +the drone of its engine could be heard only at the whim of the breeze. + +"I wonder what the Black Cat's up to now," said mechanic No. 1, rubbing +his hands together for warmth. "Rum beggar, isn't he?" + +His companion slapped his breast with his arms and blew on his fingers. +"Mad as a March hare," he growled; "takes a two-seater out at this time +of night." + +"And did you notice the extra outfit?" + +"He's mad," repeated the before-dawn psychologist, "mad as a rabbit." + +"But he's a mighty stout boy," interposed the N.C.O., who was torn +between his duty of keeping discipline and his love of character study; +"and he sure puts the wind up Fritz when he takes off with his Black +Cat Bristol fighter." + +The blackness of night was beginning to give way to a dull and sullen +gray as the solitary pilot made a detour over the lines. In the gloom +beneath he could see a long crescent of orange-colored flashes where +the British guns were maintaining their endless pounding of the enemy. +Farther east was a large patch of winking, yellow lights, giving to his +eye the same effect as flakes of gunpowder dropped upon a heated stove: +it was the bursting of the British shells. Beyond that field of death +he could see other and larger flashes, and knew the Hun was replying in +kind. + +Everywhere the darkness was being penetrated by long, rocket-like +lights with a white, starry burst at the end, and, as though to give +variety to the scene, a few red and green bursts mingled garishly with +them. + +To the airman, from his refuge of height, it all combined in an uncanny +pageant of fireworks--a weird spectacle of death, as though hell had +opened and the passions of men were feeding the flames to make a +devils' holiday. + +A searchlight woke him from his reverie. A couple of anti-aircraft guns +barked at him. With a smile he noticed the rapid approach of morning's +light, and, turning to the west, he set his course by the compass and +made for the lonely mill-house of Picardy. + + +VI + +From a meadow at the top of a hill, a girl watched the horizon of the +east as the first glow of daylight heralded the arrival of Aurora's +chariot. The hurried walk from the mill-house and the climbing of the +hill had set her pulses throbbing with vitality, and as she watched the +dull gray give way with the promise of dawn, a wild, unthinking spirit +of exaltation seized her. Like the Pippa of Browning's song, she felt +her spirit rise with the triumph of nature. + + Day! + Faster and more fast, + O'er night's brim, day boils at last: + Boils, pure gold, o'er the cloud-cup's brim + Where spurting and suppressed it lay, + For not a froth-flake touched the rim + Of yonder gap in the solid gray + Of the eastern cloud, an hour away; + But forth one wavelet, then another, curled, + Till the whole sunrise, not to be suppressed, + Rose, reddened, and its seething breast + Flickered in bounds, grew gold, then overflowed the world. + +But he had not come--her Prince with the solemn face and the laughing +eyes. Day after day, through the long winter, she had lived for this +hour, thrilling over it, picturing it, dreaming of it--both awake and +asleep.... And he had not come. + +Suppose--supposing---- + +Her heart leaped painfully. She had heard a sound like the humming of +an insect--faint--then more clear. The hum became a drone, and in sheer +intoxication she reached her hands towards the east as the sun, well +above the horizon, illumed the sky with gold-red flames. Blinded by its +brilliancy, she turned away; but her ear heard the cessation of the +engine as the pilot brought his machine towards the earth. She knew +that he must be approaching her; yet she kept her face averted, on some +caprice of sixteen years, until she heard his voice calling, a few +yards off. + +He bowed very low as, with lowered eyes, she gave him her hand; then, +indicating a coat on his arm, he leant towards her, with some effort +making his voice heard above the impatient throbbing of the aeroplane's +engine. + +"Take off your hat," he cried, noticing with quick approval the pretty +costume she wore (for however poor she may be, no French girl is +without one becoming frock), "and slip your curls into this helmet. +It's the largest I could find." + +She did as she was bidden, laughing delightedly. + +"Now, youngster, climb into this." + +He wrapped her in a fur-lined leather coat, and after buttoning it +securely, lingered for a moment over the amusing and dainty picture she +presented. Then, picking her up in his arms, he carried her over to the +machine and deposited her in the observer's seat, fastening the belt. +He was just about to climb into his place in front, when, changing his +mind, he leaned over to her and placed both hands on her shoulders. + +"Frightened?" he smiled, speaking so close to her ear that a truant +curl brushed against his cheek. + +She shook her head decisively--for a considerable period she had been +beyond the power of speech. + +He looked into her eyes, which seemed to have borrowed something of the +sunlight, and patted her reassuringly on the shoulder.... And +Mademoiselle Pippa, niece of the absent miller, would have gone +straight to the moon with him had it been his wish and in his power. + +She watched him wonderingly as he lifted a heavy sand-bag used as +ballast, and dropped it on the ground. The next moment he was in the +pilot's seat, there was a crescendo of the engine, a waddling sensation +as the aeroplane went forward, the sudden development of the crescendo, +the burst of speed, and.... + +The earth was receding! + +She caught her breath, and hid her face in her hands to stifle a cry +and keep the sight from her eyes. She had been afraid that she would +faint with dizziness, and for a full minute sat, terror-stricken, +until, gaining courage, she tremblingly parted two fingers and cast a +timorous glance below. A cry escaped from her--but it was not one of +fear. + +Beneath her, though she was not conscious of height, the countryside +spread, a great masterpiece of color, the light brown of plowed fields +standing out vividly against the green of meadows where sheep (she +laughed out at the thought) were huddled in little groups like peanuts; +roads had become paths, and cottages were dwarfed to miniature +dwellings for the tiniest dolls. + +But--she felt no height. + +Only, the landscape, refreshed after its long winter repose, kept +closing in--closing in, displaying new beauties every minute, as though +she were in real truth a Fairy Princess summoning villages and rivers +and farms into one vast tapestry of nature. + +And this was France! As far as the eye could see, it was France, the +mother of greatness. For the first time she pictured the wide, charred +plains where the Hun had been, and scalding tears hid everything from +her sight. + +Several times her cavalier of the clouds had turned around to see that +she was not frightened, and, as often as he did so, she nodded +excitedly, and waved both hands after the manner of an orchestral +conductor calling for a fortissimo. Once he shut off the engines, and +they seemed to lie in the wind, a becalmed ship of the air. + +"All right?" he queried inelegantly. + +She tried to think of some word to summarize her emotions, but, failing +utterly, raised her goggles and thanked him with her eyes. A woman's +methods are not affected by altitude. + +It seemed to her that they had flown for an hour, when, in her tapestry +of landscape, she found the gradual inclusion of the steeples and the +roof-tops of a city, the streets of which gave the impression of having +been drawn with a brown crayon with the aid of a ruler. The aeroplane +appeared to be turning with the wind, and she grasped the side of the +fuselage, when the whole scene was obliterated by a sea of billowy foam +that left her cheek wet. She laughed with delight, and reached out with +her hands, as though she would grasp the foam and compress it like snow +in her fingers. She sang and clapped her hands in sheer joyousness. She +was alone with her Prince in a world of dreams. The billows of foam +grew less dense, became a mist through which light gleamed, and they +emerged once more. Beneath them lay the Channel, shimmering in the +April sun. The magic wand drew the Strait to her gaze as it had done +the fields of France... Suddenly there was no throbbing of the engine, +and they seemed to float, motionless, in space. + +He turned around and pointed to a border of white that lay against the +blue of the water. + +"_Enfin!_" he cried. "England!" + + +VII + +There was a knock at the door of "The Plough and Crown," which, in +spite of its similarity to the title of a treatise, is the name of an +exceedingly cosy little inn less than twenty miles from the outskirts +of London. The landlady answered in person, presenting just the stout, +apple-cheeked, buxom appearance that any one would expect from the +owner of so cheery a hostelry. + +"Good-morning to you, sir--and to you, miss," said the estimable woman, +as the unlocked door revealed an airman of solemn mien and a blushing +young lady whose hair had been blown into utter and captivating +disorder. + +A very small dog appeared, irritably, from some subterranean passage, +and taking in the sight of strangers, proceeded to bark with such +energy that, with each effort, he was shunted several inches to the +rear, like a gun recoiling after discharge, until from very ill-temper +he barked himself completely off the scene and out of this history. + +"Good-morning, madam," said the aviator. "This young lady and myself +would like to have breakfast at your house." + +The girl glanced furtively at him. It was the first time she had heard +him speak in English. + +"Bless your baby faces!" cried the good woman. "Come in out of the +chilly morning; though what you be doing at this hour is beyond the +likes o' me to fathomate" (a word which performed its function by being +thoroughly understood). + +She led them into the coffee-room, where he removed his coat and +helmet, and threw them, together with the girl's flying-costume, over a +chair. A sleepy-eyed and slovenly young woman-of-all-work appeared on +the scene, and proceeded to build a wood fire in the grate; while the +landlady, after the manner of her kind, bustled about, shifting chairs, +colliding with the fire-making girl, removing glasses from the bar to +the table, from the table to the shelf, and back again to the bar +again, all the while talking incessantly, or making comfortable noises +when words failed her (which was very seldom), and in short, giving +that feeling of hospitable activity handed down from the good old days +when passengers used to arrive by coach at "The Plough and Crown." + +"Madam," said the flying-man, seizing a moment when a more than usually +severe jolt against her assistant had deprived the good woman of +breath, "I must telephone the aerodrome at Hounslow to send for my +machine, so I shall stroll to the post-office down the road. In the +meantime--this young lady speaks no English----" + +"Bless her heart! What heathen country----" + +"----speaks no English," he persisted, "and has traveled a long +distance in the air----" + +"Well, I've often said that----" + +"----in the air," he repeated, stifling her philosophy in its birth, +"and I shall be grateful if you will give her any attentions that your +kind heart may suggest. She is cold, and I suppose she wants to make +herself look pretty." + +"Leave her to me, the sweet innocent. If she were my own daughter, me +not having any, but----" + +"When I return, may we have breakfast?" + +"A simple breakfast 'twill have to be," said the hostess, emitting the +words with a forcefulness reminiscent of a geyser that has been +supporting on its chest a mountain which has obligingly shifted its +position. "Things is awful bad, and the Government don't trust no one +these days. But I'll see what I can get for you two children, for +you're an officer gentleman, and my own good man's in the army--London +Scottish he is, though he ain't any more Scottish than the Pope of +Rome; but he always had a fine figure, had my man--Jacob Wilson is his +name, for thirty year owner of "The Plough and Crown," which always is +welcome to them as wants a pint o' bitter or a bed for the night, and +always will be as long as Jacob Wilson or me is to be found in the +taproom when opening-time arrives." + +After this announcement of the past and future policy of "The Plough +and Crown," the worthy woman seized a chair that was innocently gazing +out of the window, and placed it directly opposite a highly colored +picture of a young lady in pink, talking to a blue young gentleman, +while a yellow horse, in proportion a little larger than the horse of +Troy, looked soulfully at them over a hedge. + +Having done this, she rested her hands on her hips and sighed like a +woman who knows she is overworked, but is resigned to her fate. + +"Excuse me," said the airman politely, then turned to his companion, +who had been staring in wide-eyed bewilderment at the activities of +Mrs. Jacob Wilson.... Frowning heavily at his young passenger, he +inserted his pipe into his mouth, and left the inn without another +word, sauntering along the roadway, where hedges and meadow-larks and +cosy thatched cottages were combining in the merriest of madrigals on +the beauty of Old England. + +Upstairs, in "The Plough and Crown," Pippa's toilet was being +superintended by the estimable proprietress, whose hospitality, +surmounting the difficulty of language, poured out in a stream of +garrulity. + +She described to her little guest how Mr. Jacob Wilson first appeared +in kilts, causing her (Mrs. Jacob Wilson) to throw her apron over her +face and bid her lord and master go upstairs and clothe himself in +propriety. She further confessed that he was a poor correspondent +(though a man of deep intellect, for he was given to long spasms of +silence); but every time he wrote from the trenches, which was once a +month (though one month he had written twice, but in September--or was +it October?--he had not written at all)--at any rate, he always said +that he had a cold in his head and would she send his medicine, which +he had used for eight-and-twenty years, and which had never failed to +cure him. + +After this testimony to Mr. Jacob Wilson's recuperative powers, despite +his susceptibility to colds, his wife became confidential, and told the +girl of the adoration showered on her during her honeymoon by the +aforesaid absent gentleman, together with other and romantic details +which, being told in the strictest confidence, naturally have no place +in these pages. + +And the little girl from the Picardy mill-house listened. She may have +understood that somewhere in the landlady's bountiful breast a noble +heart was beating, that behind her cheerfulness lay the shadow of the +trenches, and that any moment "The Plough and Crown" might be robbed of +the good man who had marched away with the London Scottish. + +She may have understood less than that--or more. Who knows? + +Half-an-hour later the Airy Prince returned, and they sat down together +to a breakfast served to the tune of chortling fowls and the neighing +of a nearby horse, while the fire chuckled and crackled in enjoyment of +some joke of its own. + +"Well, Pippa," said the Black Cat, seizing a moment when Mrs. Jacob +Wilson had absented herself from the room, "and what do you think of +the English?" + +The girl of the mill-house pictured the only two she had met. + +"I think," she said timidly, "that you are--how say you it--great +talkers, yes?" + +"Bless my soul!" said he, cutting a loaf of bread with the melancholy +of an executioner beheading an esteemed relative; "aren't we?" + + +VIII + +The train for London came round the bend, and drew up, panting, beside +the platform. The airman and his little companion glanced into four +compartments which were completely filled, and, hearing the admonition +of the guard, were forced to enter a first-class carriage containing +five occupants, who glared at the intruders with that triumph of +rudeness found only on an English railroad. + +"Sorry," murmured the airman, and added something unintelligible about +the train being full. A fierce-looking gentleman looked up from the +_Morning Post_ and lowered the window to its fullest extent. An anemic +woman opposite sneezed and fixed a devastating stare on the fierce +gentleman. A very young officer of the Guards felt his lip, and stroked +that portion of it which was pregnant with promise of mustache, while +his mind wandered into the future. Would he cut Lady Dazzrymple's +beastly dance, and content himself with only three that evening? Or, +dash it all! should he go the whole works? What a bore!... A young +woman with a face of deep intensity read the _New Statesman_, every now +and then looking up from its pages (as a horse drinking at a trough +will raise its head between draughts), apparently defying any one to +challenge her on anything. + +With his hands lazily in his coat-pockets, an Australian captain leant +back in his corner and took in the freshness and winsomeness of the +French girl, with an admiring frankness that inspired sudden doubt in +the airman's mind whether it was really desirable to maintain a huge +Empire. + +For ten minutes, in a funereal silence, the train hurried towards the +Metropolis, while the temperature of the compartment, both actually and +temperamentally, dropped to freezing-point. Once, as an unusually +pretty meadow met her eye (and where are there such meadows as one sees +in England?), Pippa emitted an exclamation of delight and clapped her +hands. + +A look of horror from the fierce gentleman caromed off the _Morning +Post_ to the face of the offender. The anemic woman stopped blowing her +nose, and concentrated all her energies on a disdainful sniff. The very +young Guardsman brought his eyes out of the future, and stared right +through the girl--rotten form, what! The intense young woman frowned +and made a mental note that she would write an article on "The Girl of +To-day"--or, perhaps, a letter to the _New Statesman_ would be more +effective. One never knew, these degenerate times, if an author was +writing from conviction or merely writing for a living. + +The Australian smiled generously, and burrowed his hands deeper into +his capacious pockets. + +Very timidly the erring daughter of France shifted closer to her +protector, and her hand reached appealingly for his, which caused all +eyes but the Australian's to disappear like the legs of a troupe of +Japanese acrobats from a cross-bar. + +"Your Majesty----" she said. + +"Hush, Pippa. You must call me just 'monsieur.'" + +"But why?" + +"Well--you see, a prince is very important, and----" + +"Then that is why these people are so solemn? They know you are a +prince, yes?" + +The airman tapped the bridge of his nose meditatively. "N-not exactly," +he said. + +"But they are so sad." + +"They are," he agreed; "but my countrymen sink to their greatest +melancholy when they travel." + +"But why, monsieur?" + +"That," he said, "I cannot tell you. Perhaps traveling on a train +reminds them of the brief journey of life itself. At any rate, all +really well-bred people who travel resent others doing the same thing." + +"What are well-bred people?" + +He gazed at an advertisement for pyjamas. + +"Well-bred people," he said sententiously, "are those who base their +superiority on such intangible things that they leave nothing on which +one can contest it. Do you understand me?" + +"No," said Pippa frankly; "but I like your voice." + +"Thank you, little one. It was one of the first things I learned at +Harrow--to say something well rather than something worth hearing." + +"I wonder if Louis had his breakfast," said she, at a tangent. + +"I think so," he said, with a man's vagueness towards domestic economy; +"but, to finish my definition of well-bred people----" + +"Louis will be angry at my leaving him," she said musingly. + +"Pippa, you must listen to me," he said gravely. + +"But may I not talk as well?" + +"Really charming women only listen." + +"_Tiens!_ What a droll country! Do these people understand what we +say?" + +"I don't think so, youngster. Most Britishers look on foreign languages +as immoral." + +The fierce gentleman, who had been growing bluer with cold every +minute, suddenly endeavored to suppress a sneeze by smothering his face +in a large handkerchief, with the result that he produced a combustive +cohesion of sounds, which caused a gurgle of delight from the miller's +niece. Violently blowing his nose, the irate one resumed his newspaper, +first turning his coat-collar about his ears as the bracing April air +blew full against him, and looking as genuinely bad-tempered as his +somewhat immobile features would permit. + +"But he is amusing, is he not?" cried the little French girl, then +shrank back as the New Statesmanist fixed her with a look of ineffable +and disapproving intellectuality. "Monsieur, why is it she looks at me +so?" + +The aviator transferred his scrutiny from pyjamas to a picture of +Canterbury Cathedral. + +"She is the New Woman," he said; "and all New Women resent the Old." + +"I am old?--but no!" + +He lowered his eyes from the cathedral to her happy, flushed face. + +"Pippa," he said, "you are as old as Cleopatra." + +"Cleo-patra. How many years has she?" + +"Oh, about two thousand." + +She pretended to be offended, and ended by looking such a thoroughly +engaging little figure, with her dark hair and innocently intriguing +eyes, that the airman resumed his study of architecture from sheer +self-defense, and the Australian contemplated the odds against his +knocking the student of cathedrals on the head, and, _à la_ caveman of +old, eloping forcibly with the damsel. + +Chimney-pots! Hundreds of them--thousands of them. + +Chimney-pots! Standing like regiments in stiff and orderly array, +waiting for a review that never took place. + +Chimney-pots! Short ones, stout ones, crumbling ones; gray, blue, and +indigo ones; pots of no color at all, and just as little character. + +Chimney-pots! Racing by, mile after mile; industrious fellows, some of +them, puffing out black smoke as though the mist over London were their +private and personal concern. + +Chimney-pots! + +"Waterloo!" yelled a dozen voices, and the bewildered Pippa heard a +stamping of feet, a rattling of trucks, the din of two porters in a +semi-religious discussion concerning the right of way, the din being +aided and abetted by a young gentleman possessed of a voice which had +recently broken, who howled, alternately in a deep bass and a shrill +treble (giving the general effect of a Swiss yodeler running amok), +that, in exchange for coin of the realm, he was willing to barter light +refreshment--very light refreshment indeed--in the shape of small +biscuits or popular magazines. A slim girl porter, far too weak for her +task, dragged a trunk from the van for a vigorous indispensable, who +stood by with sixpence in his hand. A sailor kissed a rosy-cheeked +woman with moist heartiness.... A taxi-driver, outside the station, +took a sudden and violent dislike to a horse-cabby, casting loud +aspersions on the latter's respectability, and hinting at a doubtful +pedigree; to which the other replied simultaneously, his remarks being +quite unintelligible, but apparently giving himself the greatest +personal satisfaction. Down the road a street-piano burst forth into +"The Lost Chord." + +"Pippa," said the airman, opening the door, "we have arrived. The +Prince with the Golden Key welcomes you to London." + +"_Mon Dieu_," said that young person, "what a noise!" + + +IX + +It was nearing the middle of the afternoon when the airman succeeded, +after some difficulty, in piloting his little companion across +Piccadilly Circus to Regent Street. It is something to be noticed in +that most cosmopolitan of districts, but more than one turned to watch +the solemn officer of the formidable stride and the French girl whose +wealth of hair and length of dress (barely revealing her ankles) made +her seem a vignette from some past century novel. + +It had been, for her, a day of wonders. + +From her lonely little world, peopled with make-believe inhabitants, +she had been transported through the air to the center of reality. +London, the "Bagdad of the West," huge, monotonous, garish, +beautiful--what term is there in language that could not be applied to +that great gathering of human souls?--London sprawled before her gaze +in a yellow sunlight which played such tricks with its tired buildings +that age-old stone looked bright and cheerful, and the very dust seemed +like the coating of frost when a thaw succeeds a freezing night. + +Before her eyes the pageant of passions passed in endless array. +Poverty and hypocrisy rubbed shoulders with ostentation, greed, and +lust. Streets, crowded with a suffocating similarity of stodgy +dwelling-places, gave way to parks, fragrant with the atmosphere of +romance. Vice stalked unashamed through the thronged streets, and dull, +tired faces, leaving monotony in their trail, passed their next of kin +without a glance, those to whom discouragement had come as some +incurable disease. Sinister, sensuous eyes looked into hers, and +children pure in mind as snowflakes laughed as they walked beside their +nurses. + +For the sun was in the heavens--and the same warmth that brings the +beauty of a narcissus into being gives life to the noisome, crawling +things that feed on decay. + +London's costume drama was at its height; uniformed men and girls +paraded in their thousands. There were loose-limbed Colonials, +slouchily-smart British Tommies, amazingly serious Americans; +bus-girls, land-girls, girls on motor-cycles, and girls driving +ambulances; graceful French officers, swarthy Italians, impassive +Japanese, and ruddy-faced British sailors seeking a day's diversion +from the sentry-go of the sea. + +From the great, throbbing city a babel of voices rose, like the sound +from a gigantic mart; hurrying, restless vehicles worried their way +through the maze of traffic; Youth with its carelessness of years +elbowed Age, waiting with weakening tread the call of the Reaper to +whom all men's lives are but sands that run their little course. Over +the whole city brooded the Past. + +Take all the comedies of the centuries; gather the tragedies of +history; piece them together with the fancies of a madman's brain--and +what could they offer in the play of human emotions that would compare +with one hour of London's life? + +They had gone a little way down Regent Street when an exclamation of +delight escaped from the girl. + +"_Tiens!_" She caught the airman by the arm. "Papa Joffre!" + +A one-legged man with outstretched cap was seated on the pavement, and +beside him were five colored drawings vaguely suggesting men of the +times. + +"But he is wonderful," cried the girl. "See--it is Papa Joffre himself! +Monsieur, you will give him a little present?" + +The airman presented the art-exhibitor with half-a-crown, receiving a +gin-and-watery blessing in return, as they strolled on their way. + +"She's the fust one," muttered the cripple, preparing to close business +for the day, "as 'as recognoized that there dial of Juff's this last +four month. It were a rotten drawink and no mistike. Blime! I'll give +that cove this 'arf-crown to draw me a picter of this 'ere General Fush +as what is getting hisself talked abaht." + +He saw a shadow on the pavement and held out his cap. A Jewish rabbi, +with sallow brow and spiritual face, passed without a glance, his +flowing robes oddly reminiscent of the Levite in that Past to which the +age of London is mere immaturity. + +The wanderers turned into Pall Mall, and, traversing it, reached the +Strand, where the meeting of human currents forms a whirlpool. +Threading their way with difficulty, he felt the restraining hand on +his arm, as he had done two hundred times that day. The girl had +stopped opposite a hollow-eyed old woman offering violets, from her +seat on a box, to the thousands who cared as little for her flowers as +for her. + +Once more he produced the inevitable coin, and again received a +blessing, as trembling, unlovely fingers clutched it. He was about to +turn away, when something almost attractive in the wrinkled face held +his attention. The woman had looked searchingly at the girl, then into +his eyes, and, touched by sudden sympathy, there was a faded echo of +comeliness in her features that came and went, like a glow caused by a +breath of air on ashes that seemed dead. + +"What is it, mother?" he asked, holding the girl's arm. "Business bad?" + +"Yes--yes," answered the woman in a low, weak voice; "but it's her I'm +thinking of. Take care of her, laddie, won't you?" + +The girl, unable to understand them, leaned over and smiled into the +wrinkled face. With a little air of embarrassment Pippa picked +half-a-dozen violets from her cluster, holding them out to the woman, +who took them with strangely twitching features, just as an encircling +current of the Strand caught them in its grip and carried them away. + +Although they had rested at noon in a quiet hostelry in Oxford Street, +after visiting Kensington Gardens where the delightful statue of Peter +Pan pleads for belief in fairies, it was obvious that the strain of +countless impressions was beginning to bring fatigue to his charge. +Accordingly the airman paused in the doorway of a theater and drew her +away from the traffic's turmoil. + +"It is three-thirty," he said, "and there is a performance inside." + +Her eyes, which still held their tenderness for the woman of the +flowers, sparkled happily. + +"That is delightful monsieur. Is it a play as I read in my books?" + +"Alas, Pippa! there are no more plays--only revues." + +"But there is music?" + +"There is an orchestra." + +"It will be droll, monsieur?" + +"I doubt it, little one; but we shall see." + +Purchasing tickets from a lordly being in a cage, they entered the +theater, where a huge audience was rocking with laughter at the three +hundred and sixteenth performance of _Oh Aunt!_ They took their seats +just in time to hear the best of a scene between two comedians who, +lest the subtlety of their wit be lost, were talking at the top of +their lung-power, pulling chairs from underneath one another, colliding +frequently, and every now and then, to emphasize some point, kicking +each other. + +Several minutes passed, and wonderingly the French girl gazed at the +pair, while the melancholy of her escort's face reached an intensity +that threatened tears. + +"Monsieur." + +He inclined his face towards hers. + +"Monsieur--they are----?" She did not complete the sentence, but her +shoulders conveyed her meaning. + +He smiled sadly. "They are," he said. + +She sighed sympathetically. "Poor gentlemen!" she murmured. + +After that the comedians sang a duet, the words of which dealt with +marital infidelity, that screamingly funny subject on which the stage +of to-day builds its humorous efforts. Once the verse ended with an +innuendo so crude that a gathering of navvies might have resented it. + +There was a laugh and a gasp from the audience--then wild applause; the +song could not go on for the riot of appreciation. One of the comedians +(who had sung it only three hundred and fifteen times) tried to +commence the next verse, but was suddenly overcome with laughter +himself. The guffaws became a barrage; then, as the other singer turned +abruptly about, his shoulders heaving convulsively, the din grew to +drum-fire and was deafening. How richly humorous! It was really too +much! People held their sides and gasped for breath.--"Have you seen +_Oh Aunt_? My dear, it is _too_ killing for words." + +Up in the gallery one man sat with an unsmiling face. He was a wounded +Tommy who had been blown from a ditch to the top of a barn, and from +the barn to another ditch. He had had his fill of slapstick comedy. + +When the song was over there were shrieks of forced, girlish laughter, +and nearly forty young women in various stages of dishabille rushed on +the stage, exhibiting to a critical audience the charms and the defects +of their forty individual forms. The producer had been both daring and +sparing. He was a second-rate burlesque manager in New York, but +London, that great haven for American mediocrity, recognized his +genius, and gave him a chance. He knew the value of a chorus, and how +to get the best out of them--oh, he knew! + +"Monsieur." + +The officer turned slowly and looked at the girl beside him. Her face +was flushed and her eyes stared at the ground. + +"Yes, little one?" + +"Please--take me away." + +Without questioning her further, he reached for his cap, and amid the +wondering glances of the people around, they left the theater. He +paused in the foyer and put on his gloves. + +"I am sorry, Pippa," he said gravely. + +Her hand stole soothingly into his arm, and both of them, unknown to +each other, experienced a feeling that he was the younger of the two. +After all, every woman is a potential mother, and men are only boys +grown serious; so she comforted him with the touch of her hand, +and--perhaps it was the natural contraction in putting on the +glove--his arm pressed hers tight to his side. + +And though he was a man, he understood. It is not precept or preaching +that teaches it. Modesty in a girl is instinctive; and the little lady +from the mill-house had known no other teacher than instinct. + +Outside the theater an attendant was changing the performance number of +_Oh Aunt!_ from 316 to 317. + + +X + +Twenty minutes later, in the large tea-rooms of a fashionable hotel +just off the Strand, there was a murmur of interest as a +flying-officer, quizzically dejected of countenance, entered with a +young lady, who glanced shyly about, and whose fingers held his, +timidly but confidingly. + +He secured a table, and ordered tea from a pleasant waitress. This +accomplished, he said something to his companion, who was sitting +bolt-upright, keeping a steady gaze on her hands crossed on her lap. +Smiling a little, she slowly raised her face and looked into his. A +young Canadian subaltern, seated at a table with a woman whose +overpowdered, meaningless beauty was only too eloquent, stopped in some +remark he was making. Something in the French girl's face had sent his +mind, smitten with loneliness, speeding across the Atlantic to a home +whence a mother and a sister had sent the finest thing they had across +the seas. + +Near them, two girls, fresh of face, tittered and posed, challenging +the eyes of every man who entered, with a brazen immodesty strangely at +variance with their appearance of decent breeding. At a farther table a +young woman, with a beauty that was marred by too hard a mouth, sat +with her mother and listened to that woman's urging that she should +marry a wealthy Jew who had asked for her hand. Was it not her duty to +herself and to her mother? Besides, even if that young fellow did come +back uncrippled from the trenches--which was unlikely--he would have to +begin all over again. Alone, a good-looking artist, discharged from the +army with wounds, sat with an insouciant, mocking eye, searching for +types and adventure. Around him women of all ages, some of them with +men, smoked, while their chatter mixed discordantly with the orchestra +playing some negroid ragtime piece, and with the sound of rattling +tea-cups. + +"Your Majesty," said the miller's niece, relapsing into her former +style of address, "there is so much I cannot understand." + +"Such as what, youngster?" + +"These ladies here. Some are so pretty and so nice. Others are pretty +and----" Again she shrugged her shoulders as only a French woman can. +"I am so young, it is true--but see that lady there." + +"With the young Canadian--yes?" + +"Somehow, monsieur, she frightens me. I did not know that women ever +looked that way--like Louis when he catches a mouse." + +"The simile is very apt, Pippa." + +"But then"--her brows puckered with a first endeavor to harness +language to her psychology--"you can see that nice girl there, so fair +and pink." + +"I prefer them dark," said he seriously; "but what of her?" + +The expounder of philosophy breathed deeply, but stuck to her task. + +"I think," she said, "that the fair girl is nice, but this one is ..." +(shrug) ... "Then why, monsieur, does the nice one try to look just +like the other?--_Regardez-moi ça_--see her now." + +He poured out the tea, which had just arrived. + +"Shall I tell you a story?" he asked. + +She sighed happily. "Tell me a true story," she said with that +insistence of the young on making all things believable. + +He sipped his tea and frowned meditatively. + +"Not long ago, my dear, there lived a stupid king." + +"Your father?" + +"In any one but you, Pippa, that would be pert. No, he was not my +father." + +"I wonder if Louis----" she began, but he checked her with a portentous +frown. + +"Once," he began again, "there lived a stupid king named Convention." + +"What a silly name!" + +"Pippa!" he admonished her with a warning finger. + +She tried to look serious, but ended by laughing mischievously. + +"There was a stupid king with a silly name?" she said encouragingly. + +"This king," he said, "was very wise in some things, and often kind, +but his courtiers were a poor lot--Hypocrisy, Snobbery, Good and Bad +Form, and a lot of others. Now the king used to favor the men among his +subjects." + +"You mean, he liked men?" + +"Yes." + +"So do I," she said in an outburst of frankness. "They are so droll." + +He poured some fresh tea into the cups. + +"This King Convention," he said, after a thoughtful pause, "said that +men could do a lot of things that women could not, which made the women +very angry. Now the king had a jester named Shaw." + +"What is a jester?" + +"A man who makes jokes that people may laugh." + +"Why do they laugh at jokes?" + +"Well, in England--especially on the stage--it is from the pleasure of +meeting old friends. As a race, we are rather sentimental about our +jests, and don't take kindly to new ones." + +She sipped some tea, holding the cup in both hands, but with +considerable daintiness. + +"Tell me an English joke," she said. + +He stroked his faded little mustache. + +"The House of Lords," he ventured, after some thought. + +"_Hé!_ Is that funny?" + +"Very." + +"I do not laugh. Tell me another." + +He broke a corner off a piece of toast. + +"One of the richest bits of humor in England," he said, "is the idea +that children born into wealthy or titled families are superior clay to +their fellows." + +Pippa thought tremendously. + +"I think, monsieur, I know why you look so sad. It is because of what +you have to laugh at in your country.... But please go on and tell me +what happened to--how say you it?--the jester." + +"Ah yes. Well, G. B. Shaw----" + +"What is this--G. B.?" + +"Those are his names--Gor' Blime Shaw." + +Pippa sighed. It was very difficult to become interested in people of +such strange nomenclature. + +"What did he, then, this Gor Shaw?" she asked, feeling that the story +must end sometime. + +"Well, as a matter of fact, he was rather a poor jester, because his +only joke was to stand on his head. At first every one laughed; but +after a while they thought that it was his natural position, and paid +no attention to him. It was really pretty hard on the poor chap, +because he was too old to learn any new tricks, and he used to become +dizzy from being upside-down so much. Finally he grew furious at the +king for not laughing, and urged all the women who did not like +Convention to murder him. When the war came along they saw their +chance. The men went away, and the real women of England were too busy +helping them to bother about anything else. You see, Pippa, in our +country we have the noisy, chattering, selfish women who do good by +lime-light and find their reward in the illustrated journals. But there +are also those, the unrecognized and unthanked ones, who share others' +griefs, but suffer alone. It is the unseen, unheard women of Britain +who are really wonderful." + +The girl said nothing, but her face, so suggestive of color in its +elusive change of expression, softened to a tender mood that left her +eyes very dark and somber, and her lips curved slightly into a smile +that was full of sympathy. + +The young Canadian subaltern looked directly at her and compressed his +lower lip with his teeth. + +"What's the matter, dearie?" croaked the woman beside him; but he +returned no answer. + +The two tittering girls stopped their staccato giggling for a moment, +then resumed with a steadfastness of purpose that somehow robbed the +effect of spontaneity. The young woman with the over-firm mouth took in +the tableau of the airman and his little charge, and turned to her +mother with some sarcastic comment that was strangely belied by the +look of hunger in her eyes. The artist, still with his air of graceful +insouciance, sat with half-closed eyelids and visualized Pippa as a +subject for canvas. "What a Psyche she would make!" he muttered. The +orchestra was just going to play, when the leader, who had been idly +gazing at the throng of guests, made a gesture of dissent. + +"We shall not do 'Oh, that Opium Rag,'" he said. "You see that girl +there, with the dark curls and the sweet little face? For her let us +play Mendelssohn's 'Spring Song.'" + +Quite unaware of their interested audience, the flying-man and his +companion continued their excursion into the realm of fables, while +untouched toast and half-emptied cups stood by in neglected array. + +"That is practically all the story," he said. "When the war came on, +they murdered poor old Convention." + +"Oh!" + +"Slaughtered him," he said gloomily; "though all his bad courtiers +escaped. For a long time it was feared that the king's son, Courtesy, +and his niece, Charm (who were very much in love with each other), had +also been done to death, but there are rumors that they have been seen +in remote parts of England. So, Pippa, that is why these young women +look and act alike. They are the murderers of Convention." + +"Monsieur, I am frightened." + +He produced his pipe, received a horrified look from a gorgeous waiter, +and hurriedly replaced it in his pocket. "The first thing the women +did," he went on, "was to place Vulgarity and his Queen, Stupidity, on +the throne; but there are signs that their reign will be brief. When +the men come back and the quiet women speak, I think we shall see +another Revolution that will put Courtesy and Charm in the place of +Vulgarity and Stupidity. So, after all, my dear"--he grew quite +cheerful at the thought--"poor old Shaw may have done some good in +inciting the murder of Convention. Perhaps, though the thought would +annoy him frightfully, he may yet go down to history as a martyr--the +reformer who stood on his head!" + +But she was not listening to him. She was silently enjoying, for the +first time, the fragrance of Mendelssohn's Melody of Spring, which +found immediate response in her nature, so attuned to the delicate +things of life. It had a somewhat contrary effect on the others, whose +conversation, which had begun to lag, took on fresh impetus with the +sound of the orchestra. + +"Tell me," she whispered, vastly puzzled, "why do they talk so loud +when there is music?" + +He shook his head. "I don't know," he answered. "It is said that music +soothes the savage breast--it certainly loosens the civilized tongue." + +The charming setting to the happiness of Spring-time, written by a +composer who really never grew up, came to an end, and in sheer delight +the French girl clapped her hands twice. The leader acknowledged the +compliment by bowing. She did not know that it was for her alone he had +chosen it. + +The airman examined his watch. "Little one," he said, "I am afraid our +day is nearly over. In half-an-hour we must catch a train back to 'The +Plough and Crown,' where we shall have dinner and a little rest. At +eight o'clock two friends of mine from the aerodrome here will bring +the machine--you understand that taking young ladies from France to +England has not been officially authorized by the Air Ministry. As soon +as the stars are out we shall start for home." + +They rose to go. + +She smiled shyly at the orchestra, and once more the leader bowed. With +the daintiest of gestures she raised her hand and waved to him; then, +feeling for her protector's arm, she started for the door, her eyes +timidly glancing about her from beneath sheltering, downcast eyelashes. +Without the least embarrassment, the tanned airman with the strangely +light moustache and eyebrows walked beside her, experiencing an +indefinable sense of possession that proved most agreeable. + +The artist toyed with an unlit cigarette. "With such a model," he +muttered, "if I could only indicate that swift rhythm of expression, I +should be great." + +The tittering girls kept up their chatter. They had long since learned +that nothing stifles thought like meaningless conversation--and they +were afraid their thoughts might be unpleasant. + +The young woman with the over-firm mouth drew back as the airman and +his companion passed her table, but her eyes clung to the French girl's +face as though its winsomeness and purity held the answer to her +troubles. Swift as imagination itself, her mind leaped to France, +picturing a young fellow who, if he did come back unmaimed, would have +to begin all over again. + +"Mother," she said, with hot resentment in her voice, "I am entitled to +my own life. I have seen too many tragedies in material marriages to +dread one of love." + +"You are a fool," said the other; and because she was the stronger of +the two, she prevailed. + +The woman who looked as Louis did when he caught a mouse turned on the +Canadian boy, who had followed Pippa with a far-away, dreamy stare. + +"What's the matter, dearie?" she queried, with the tedious endearment +of her class. + +He brought himself from the reveries that had strangely blended the +French girl's face with the faces of two other women across the sea; +then he looked into his companion's with its leering comeliness. With a +quick, decisive movement he rose to his feet, and, feeling for his +pocket-book, placed a pound-note on the table. + +"Pay for what we've had," he said, his jaw stiffening, but his voice +shaking oddly. + +"What! aren't I going to see you again?" + +He was going to speak, but changed his mind, and, turning on his heel, +strode from the place, his spurs jingling with each step ... and there +was something in his face that made people keep silent as he passed. + + +XI + +It lacked two hours of midnight when an aeroplane crossed the Channel. + +With his feet automatically guiding the rudder and his eyes keeping +incessant watch on his compass and the pulsating lights of landing +points showing like lighthouses at sea, the Black Cat brought all his +conscious mind to bear on the events of the day. + +In the whim of the moment, when the rain was on the roof, he had +suggested this adventure to the little girl of the lonely mill-house; +and for one day London had been hers. He had carried out his plan. Her +countless comments, some childish, some strangely mature, were evidence +enough of her enjoyment. Then why, he questioned, was he experiencing a +dull feeling of depression, as the shadows beneath showed that once +more they were over France? To-morrow he would have the zest of battle; +again he would lead his squadron in the greatest sport of the ages.... +Then why this heaviness of spirit? + +His mind relapsed into a musing mood that got him no further in his +introspective analysis; and his eyes, which had always been a reliable +pair, commenced playing odd tricks with him. Though in the daytime he +was used to seeing the earth and the horizon, and thus establishing his +estimate of distance, he was relying that night almost entirely on his +sense of equilibrium, glancing only occasionally at the instruments +which would tell him if he were not flying level. + +It was the compass that first surprised him. + +He was studying its sensitive needle when he noted with some +astonishment that the dial had taken on the addition of two dark and +most expressive eyes, which proceeded to surround themselves with the +delicate features of a girl's face, possessed of a brow that was +spiritually white, and dark hair that melted into the blackness of the +night. + +He shook his head and sought a light on the ground, which, after the +manner of "Winking Willies," was showing long and short flashes like +Morse. To his amazement, the light became a smile, which gradually +developed into a most alluring female face. If he had been in +possession of his usual sense of the humorous, he would have recalled +that Lewis Carroll's cat appeared to Alice in much the same way; but +his mind and body were both in the clouds, a realm where cats and humor +are uninvited guests. + +He next tried a star, which underwent the same evolution. Even the moon +was not proof against the phenomenon. Once he half-closed his eyes, but +that was worse than ever. Everywhere he looked, there was the same +face--smiling, pouting, coquetting, sympathizing, commiserating. + +He tried whistling, but it offered no relief. + +Behind him, nearly asleep, Pippa sat with closed eyes. To her the +solution was much more simple. All day she had had her Prince by her +side, her arm in his, her fingers locked with his. Therefore she was +happy; also she was tired. + +Not having any tiresome masculine mental gyrations to perform in +discovering a truth that was so easily apparent, she accepted the +situation with sentimental nonchalance, and falling asleep, dreamed +that the statue of Peter Pan in Kensington Gardens had changed to that +of the Airy Prince (who, she thought, was ever so much more handsome), +and that she was sitting on the grass admiring him, while rabbits +played about his feet. She was awakened from this delightful dream by a +sensation similar to that of falling off a ladder in one's sleep; but +such is the penalty of those who travel at night by air. + +And, applying the laws of logic to the case, when a young gentleman +sees dark eyes and curved lips in a compass, and a young woman dreams +that the citizens of London have erected a monument to a young +gentleman with a long face and glow-worm eyebrows, it is reasonable to +suppose that they have fallen in love with each other. + +But strange things happen in the month of April. + + +XII + +She had just fallen asleep for the second time, when the cessation of +the engines woke her, and a few moments later they had descended in a +field adjoining his aerodrome. + +He jumped from the pilot's seat and lifted her out. "Quick, Pippa," he +said. "They'll be here in a few minutes for the machine. I had to land +here because that light was my only guide. Do you see that heavy tree +over there by the road? Wait by it until I return with a motor-cycle. +Hurry, youngster; they're coming." + +She did as he bade her, and took refuge in the shadow of a huge tree, +just as men's voices told her the mechanics had come. The rolling of +distant guns, like thunder echoing through cavernous depths, traveled +on the wings of the wind and left her heart fluttering from a sudden +contraction of pain. For one day, in the restful meadows of England and +in the fascination of the unmarred City of Adventure, she had forgotten +France's agony. With the thought came a sudden bitterness. + +Ten minutes later she heard him coming with a motor-cycle, to which a +side-car was attached. She took her seat in the car, and he fastened +the rubber cover over her knees. Then, opening the throttle, they sped +through the night towards her home. + +It was just twenty minutes to twelve when they reached the mill. +Hurrying across the foot-bridge which spanned the chute, she entered +the cottage and lit the lamp. + +"Louis!" she cried. "Louis!" + +That patient feline awoke from slumber and stretched in the most blasé +manner; but his little mistress, gathering him in her arms, pressed her +cheek against his head, asking a dozen questions at once, to which he +deigned no reply other than blinking into space and licking his chops, +as though the ways of women were beyond him, but 'twere best to let +them have their own way. + +The airman followed her in.... The prevaricating clock continued its +dilatory march of time. Marshal Joffre was, if anything, more paternal +than before, and the geranium-colored table cover lent its unsubtle +glow to the scene. + +"Good-by, Pippa," he said. + +The girl stood motionless, and there was a quick stab in her heart. She +had known that this moment would come, but had kept her thoughts from +it ... and now ... he was going.... + +Once more she would have only her little world of make-believe. She +released the cat from her arms and turned her eyes away. + +"You have been very kind, monsieur," she said. + +He fingered his helmet absent-mindedly. "Did you enjoy it?" he asked +aimlessly. + +"It was wonderful," she said quietly, still looking into distance; "I +have seen so much. This morning I was just a little girl, but now----" + +His fingers ceased turning the helmet, and he frowned at it intently. +"We do not grow old with years but by moments," he said. "For a long +time one is a child; then there comes an instant of suffering, or of +love ... and one is no longer a child. That is all." + +She slowly sank into a chair by the table, and, folding her hands, +appeared engrossed in the table cover. "Your Majesty," she said, "do +you remember the poor lady with the violets?" + +"Yes, Pippa." + +"What did she say to you?" + +He smiled awkwardly. "It--it is rather hard to explain, little one. She +told me to--to take care of you." + +"Why did she say that?" she asked without removing her eyes for a +moment from the table. + +"Well--perhaps you do not know this--but men are sometimes very unkind +to women." + +"I know, monsieur. Simon Barit, he often beats his wife." + +He sat down on a chair opposite her. "There are many more ways of being +cruel than that," he said. "Sometimes a kiss, or the gift of a flower, +is worse than a blow. Often, Pippa, men play with women's hearts +as--well, as Louis does with a spool." + +A shadow fell on her face. "I think I understand, monsieur. That poor +lady was afraid I should fall in love with you, but that you would not +love me." + +"That is partly what she meant." + +Pippa rose and walked to the window. "To-night I think," she said, +after a minute's silence, "that women have the most sorrow in life." + +"They do, little one." + +"But also the most joy, monsieur." + +He rested his chin on his hand, but said nothing. + +"All to-day," resumed the girl, "when men seemed happiest it was +because they were with women. Also when they looked most cruel--you +perhaps know what I mean--there were women there too with the faces +that frightened me. And all those lovely children playing in the +park--always they seemed so merry because their mothers were near them. +But also, you remember the poor soldier in the chair?--no legs and but +one arm. His face was so sad until once the lady with him--a nurse, you +said--spoke to him and he looked at her and smiled. It was lovely, +monsieur. I think I wept a little." + +He made no comment, but his left hand ran slow arpeggios on the table. +From the window she could see the water of the chute, all silvery in +the moonlight. + +"So to-night, monsieur," she went on, "I am not the same as this +morning. Then I thought that we who are women are the happiest; but now +I think, in the real world, it is we who give pleasure or unhappiness. +Perhaps, monsieur"--she turned around and faced him--"perhaps a woman +finds joy only when she gives it to others." + +He looked at her, and his eyebrows were raised in wonder. When he had +said we grow old by moments, was it more than just a well-turned +phrase? + +She returned to her chair by the table. + +"When Louis and I are alone," she murmured, "I shall not dream the same +as before. Then we had only young people, brave and handsome, but now I +shall pretend that there are many old and sad ones, who perhaps will be +glad if I am with them. And----" + +"Pippa, my dear"--he looked into her eyes that met his without +timidity, and there was a pleading note in his voice--"you may be +lonely here, but you saw to-day how many discouraged, unhappy people +there are--how much sickness and unkindness there is. Keep to your +little world here with its Fairy Princes and the music of the wind. It +is better, Pippa.... Perhaps it is even more real than the other." + +She smiled, patiently, and, for the second time that day, felt a +motherly pity for his youthfulness. + +"Your Majesty," she said, "in my book, _The Fairy Prince_, the girl +sings a song about love, and she asks her mother, '_Est-ce plaisir, +est-ce tourment?_' I know now that it is both. Ah! I think it is too +wonderful to be a woman; for some day, perhaps yes, perhaps no, I shall +have my own children and a husband and friends. And sometimes, when my +husband, he is much discouraged if the mill makes no money, though he +works so hard, or if my children are perhaps sick and cry--then it is I +who smile and say: '_Mes enfants_'--for he, too, will be only a big +child--'_Mes enfants_, can you see the sunshine? Do you hear the birds? +Can you smell these flowers?--So!' _Et alors_--perhaps they smile too. +So I sing a pretty song and say to my husband '_Courage, mon ami!_ Have +you not your little wife?' And after that we are all happy.... And now, +that is why I think it is so wonderful to be a woman." + +The clock hiccoughed, and struck eight. + +The airman looked at his watch. "By Jove, it is midnight!" he said. +"Pippa, our day is over----" + +Tears sprang to her eyes, and her hands groped for his. "But no, +monsieur," she cried, "you must not go. It will be so lonely." + +He leaned over and covered her little hands with his large, tanned +ones. "It will be lonely for me as well," he said. + +"But you will come back, Your Majesty? Perhaps--next Easter?" + +He gently stroked her hand. "On my honor," he said, "I will come on the +Tuesday at dawn. You will be there?" + +He released her hands as she slowly rose and crossed once more to the +window. + +"At daybreak," she said very quietly, gazing at the steely brilliance +of the running water, "I will watch from the hill. And if you do not +come, though I shall weep a little, I shall say, 'He is fighting, and +could not leave for little Pippa. Next year he will come.'" + +"And supposing, little one, he does not come the next year either?" + +She leaned her arm against the window-pane and rested her cheek on it. +"I shall watch again at dawn, monsieur"--the words were spoken very +slowly--"and I shall say, 'He is not coming.... He has gone to be with +his brothers who went, out into the sunlight, smiling so bravely----'" + +Her words ended in a half-sob, and she pressed her face with both +hands. + +"But every Easter," she said, her voice very soft and trembling, "on +the Tuesday I will watch the dawn from the hill, and perhaps, monsieur, +you will see me." + +He stood motionless for a moment, slowly reached for her leather coat +and helmet, and placed them over his arm. "Good-by, Pippa," he said, +and he held out his hands. + +Timidly, and with cheeks that went all white, then crimson, she came +towards him and raised her face for him to kiss. For a moment he held +her in his arms, which quivered oddly.... Then, stooping, he gently +kissed her--not on the upturned, trembling lips, but on the cheek, just +beside her mouth. + +Without a word he gently released her from his arms, flung the door +open and went out into the night. + +Motionless, with the burning memory of his hot lips upon her cheek, she +stood until the sound of his footsteps was lost in the song of the +chute. Slowly her hands dropped to her side and she sank into the chair +by the table. The cat looked up from the task of licking his paws, and +sprang upon her lap. + +"Louis!" she cried, smothering him in an embrace that threatened to +snuff out his nine lives prematurely, while tears from her eyes fell +glistening on his fur. "Louis!" + + + + +MR. CRAIGHOUSE OF NEW YORK, SATIRIST + + +I + +A raw wind from the sea swept against the mammoth building of the +_New York Monthly Journal_. The editor of that classic publication +stretched his arms lazily, then crossed to the rattling window and +looked at Broadway, far beneath. A few belated flakes of snow mingled +with the dust that eddied about in little whirlpools of wind. Like +gnomes, the people hurried on in an endless diverging torrent of +humanity, slouch-hats of soldiers adding a strangely Western effect to +the usual bizarre scene. + +The telephone rang, and the editor, Mr. E. H. Townsend, left the window +to answer it. + +"Yes?" he said. "Mr. Craighouse? Send him right in." + +He took from a drawer a box of notoriously expensive cigars, and laid +it on his desk. The reasonings of Dr. Watson himself could hardly have +failed to deduce that the visitor was of some importance. + +A moment later a young man, in the uniform of a United States officer, +knocked, and, in response to the invitation, entered the inner temple. +Mr. Townsend offered him the arm-chair, and reached for the cigars. + +"You look well in uniform," he said, after appropriate comments on the +April weather had been made by both. + +"Thanks. I received your note this morning asking me to call." + +"Ah yes. By-the-by, you are sailing soon, I believe?" + +"Any time, now; naturally, we don't know to a day." + +"What branch of the Service are you with?" + +"The Engineers." + +The editor thrust his hands into his pockets. "That is odd," he said. +"Did you know anything about engineering?" + +"A little." The young man's voice was abrupt, but not unmusical. His +brain had always been alert, and army training was making his voice so. +"I was a science grad. at Harvard." + +The editor gazed out of the window again. "You are a remarkable +combination, Mr. Craighouse," he said. "There is nothing more stifling +to the artistic nature than a purely scientific training; in fact, the +influence of this journal has always been used against absolutely +technical schools. Almost the first requisite of any artist is a keen +appreciation of the intangible; science deals only with things that can +be proved. I often nurse along a young writer if he is incoherent +because, as frequently happens, his temperament is greater than his +technique. Scientists always marshal their facts well, but they never +soar to the heights." + +The editor tapped the window gently, the young officer gazing +quizzically at him the while. They were a strangely contrasted pair, +the editor in the autumn of life, with the calm voice and bearing of +one who has fastened routine to art, and become jaded in the process; +the young man keenly alert, with eyes that never lost their +restlessness, and thin, satirical lips that mocked the high forehead of +a philosopher. + +"I am greatly interested in your writing," said the editor, after +rather a lengthy pause. + +The officer smiled. "Is that why you rejected my last two manuscripts?" + +"Yes. Neither of them did you credit. Both of them betrayed rather a +nasty cynicism in your style." + +"I meant them for satire." + +"Ah! there is a great difference. Cynicism recoils on the cynic; satire +is always delightful, and is never offensive. However, I may say, in +spite of their faults, if you survive the war you should become one of +America's finest writers." + +The young man flushed with pleasure. "Thanks very much, Mr. Townsend." + +"You have temperament and you have language," went on the editor, "and, +though your emotions are artificial and your judgments too impetuous, +that is a natural condition of youth--nature has to keep something to +recompense us for growing old. But you have big moments, plus some most +promising incoherency, as I said before, and when that chaos becomes +cosmos, the world will acknowledge you. You have never been to England +before, have you?" + +The officer shook his head, a little puzzled at the abrupt descent from +the abstract. + +Mr. Townsend smoked reflectively for a full minute. "England," he said +slowly, "is the paradox of the ages. In America we have the present and +the future; England has the present and the past--principally the past. +Inefficiency is often no bar to success there--as a matter of fact, an +Englishman dislikes appearing efficient--but remember that the British +Navy is the most thorough organization in the world. I have often +thought that England's success in colonization was largely due to her +utter inability to understand the temperament of the people she +governed. Look at Canada. There was never an Englishman who really +appreciated the restless independence of the Canadian; yet, when the +Old Land goes to war, Canada sends and maintains a mighty fine army +corps to help her. Listen, my boy. I want you to go to England with +your pores open; receive impressions and make a note of them. I want a +series of articles explaining England to America--not as it is being +done by those polished gentlemen who visit us from London, but by an +American for Americans. Don't send me a description of the Strand, or +Westminster Abbey, or your thoughts on first seeing the Thames. Go +deep. I want a series of articles that rise above journalism. I want +the psychology of England written up in a light satirical vein by a +clever man with red blood in his veins. You will be there for some +time, I suppose?" + +"Very likely, as we are the first of the vanguard." + +A half-hour later the young officer rose to go, with a contract that +promised him generous remuneration, in return for which he had agreed +to write ten articles on England. He stood, facing the older man, and +smiled slightly. He had removed his cap, and his black hair, struggling +into an unruly curl, combined with his dark, brilliant eyes in an +appearance of arresting virility. + +"You are very encouraging, Mr. Townsend," he said. "I had no idea that +an editor could be so--so nearly human." + +"My son," said the older man, "we are literature's midwives, toiling +year in and year out in the hope that some day we shall assist at the +birth of a masterpiece." + +"But how is it that you don't write yourself?" + +The editor shrugged his shoulders. "Why does a hangman never commit a +murder?" he said. + + +II + +Three weeks later a great ocean liner, known since the war as H.M. +Transport, No. --, dropped gracefully down the river towards the open +sea. Craighouse, from the hurricane-deck, watched the amazing +silhouette of New York, as her mighty buildings stood outlined against +the darkening skyline. From the wharf came the strains of "The +Star-Spangled Banner," and hundreds of handkerchiefs fluttered in +farewell. + +A British cruiser was lying at anchor, and a thousand bluejackets +roared three mighty British cheers for the new crusaders. A bedlam of +shouting from the transport acknowledged the compliment, and one +American soldier, whose constant attendance at baseball matches had +produced stentorian qualities within him, boomed out the words, "Good +old Roast Beef!" + +Every one laughed. Why not? Men always laugh readily when their +emotions are playing leapfrog with each other. + +The strains of "The Star-Spangled Banner" sounded fainter; the +handkerchiefs were blurred into a fluttering white cloud. A French +battleship lay a quarter of a mile from them. As they passed it a bugle +sounded on board, followed by a salvo of cheers from the crew. +Craighouse noticed that the French cheers were a full third higher in +pitch than the British. + +Another roar came from the transport, and all eyes were turned towards +the stentorian private. He took a deep breath. + +"Good old Froggy!" he bellowed, and two or three soldiers laughed. To +America, France is the martyr of the ages, and there is a strange sense +of the feminine in the affection which the Old World republic inspires +in the New. Truly, the ways of an extempore humorist are unhappy. + +They passed the Battery, and, nearing the open sea, received the +blessing of the Statue of Liberty extending her welcome to all that are +weary and discouraged. + +Craighouse experienced a thrill of patriotism, and, feeling that he +must express it in language, turned to his nearest neighbor, who +happened to be a British officer. "That's an inspiring sight," he said. + +"Which?" said the Englishman briefly. + +"The Statue of Liberty," answered Craighouse with the tone of a 4th of +July orator. "That is the spirit of America--equality for all, freedom +of thought and action, liberty for every one." + +"Oh yes--splendid," commented the Englishman politely. + +There was silence for a moment, and then, in a burst of inexcusable +chauvinism, Craighouse said, "You haven't anything like that in +England, have you?" + +"No," said the English officer casually; "but we had an army in France +two weeks after war was declared. I say, do come and have a drink." + + +III + +Three months later the editor of the _New York Monthly Journal_ +received a letter from Craighouse. Adjusting his glasses, he settled +comfortably into his chair and read it. + + "MY DEAR PATRON,--I hope you have not been disappointed at my lack + of articles, but, to be candid, I have not struck the proper mental + balance yet. + + "England is delightful; England is absurd. I was on a bus + yesterday, and the conductress gave the signal to go ahead by + hammering the side with the fare-box. It fascinated me. + Incidentally, the girls have wonderful complexions over here, but + they do not dress as cleverly as ours. I know you will say it is + war-time, but nothing is powerful enough to interfere with anything + so fundamental as a woman's clothes." ("A bit labored, but quite + good," muttered the editor.) + + "The country, as you know, is like a garden, with all a garden's + charm and limitations. I don't feel yet that I can take a deep + breath. There are woods; but the trees seem to huddle together for + want of space, and one always feels that just the other side of the + woods there is a town or a village. England is lovely, but I feel + the lack of immensity. To me, the whole effect is that the country + is complete; there is nothing more to do. Everything that can be + built has been built." ("And well built, too," muttered Mr. + Townsend.) "In fact, I don't see what there is over here to employ + to the full the brains, the nerves, and the imagination of a + full-blooded _homo_. Again I return to the garden simile. Is + the task of maintenance big enough for the splendid specimens of + manhood that England rears? + + "I feel that there is something wrong with the public-school + system. Not that it is inefficient, but rather that it is too + thorough in its results. Judging superficially, of course, it seems + that the public school ignores the fact that every one is born an + individual, and proceeds to produce a type. To use a vulgarism, it + is a high-class scholastic sausage-machine. It takes in variegated + ingredients, and turns out uniformity of product. It instructs the + youth of the land in the manly virtues of past ages, but appears to + ignore the creative instinct. Public-school men are the Greek + chorus of England's national drama; they seldom provide either the + dramatist or the principal actors. + + "My biggest disappointment has been the English stage. I know our + 'playsmiths' are futile enough, but we would never endure in New + York what is put on at many first-class London theaters. At a time + when her grandsons from the four corners of the world are paying, + in most cases, their first visit to the Old Country, England offers + them the spectacle of a once classic stage given over to inanity + and vulgarity. Of course, there are two or three producers who + still maintain a commendable standard of art, but in the majority + of first-class London theaters one finds a coarseness of innuendo, + an utter lack of refinement, and an almost total elimination of + humor. In their musical shows the producers still go in for the + type of comedian known on Broadway as 'hard-boiled'--the kind that + carries his own jests in a valise, and whose _pièce de résistance_ + is the word 'damn,' which seldom fails to convulse the audience. If + I may coin a phrase, I would say the aim of some London producers + is 'to be vulgar without being funny.'" ("I wonder if that is + original," observed the editor.) + + "I like the restraint of the better English newspapers, and there + are still five or six monthly journals that demand a high standard + of writing from their contributors. Some of the popular English + magazines, however, publish stories that would hardly pass muster + as a blushing schoolgirl's first attempt at authorship. I remember + my mother used to say to me, 'Out of nothing, nothing comes.' She + had obviously never seen one of these fiction magazines. + + "Judging by the advertisements in these publications and in the + society illustrated papers, I would say that manufacturing women's + underwear, or 'undies,' as they are coyly called, is the greatest + commercial industry here. The advertisements state that an officer + can send a lady a complete set of these garments with his + regimental crest on them. I am still trying to gauge the mental + attitude of an officer who would do so. + + "The political situation puzzles me. Lloyd George looks like a + mighty big man, but he has to spend most of his time dodging + snipers from behind. Nero fiddled while Rome was burning, but a + certain section of the House of Commons goes in for absolute + symphonies while Britain is locked in the death-grip with Germany. + But she's a dear old country, and her people are as brave and + cheery as in the days when she was Merrie England, and not England + of Many Sorrows. + + "To hear her people talk, you would think that the Canadians and + the Australians had done all the fighting, and that the United + States was the savior of the world; but I know there's hardly a + home in England or Scotland that hasn't lost a son--and often the + last son too. And when the old families send their boys, it's right + into the trenches, not back on the lines of communication. + + "There--you can see why I have not written before. Incoherency + alone is hardly sufficient. I haven't seriously sorted my + impressions as yet. As you would say, the chaos has not yet become + cosmos. + + "By-the-by, the British Navy mothered us from the coast of Ireland + like an eagle with her young. + + "Every one is most cordial, and invitations are showered on us from + every quarter. I'm going to-morrow to visit the Earl of + Lummersdale, who seems to want to entertain a real, live American. + As I have six days' leave, I'm going to let him. They tell me he + comes of a very old family, so look out for an article on the + aristocracy. + + "This letter is rambling most aimlessly. I suppose you are bored to + tears. Just a minute, till I read over what I have written.... + Yes--I might add in my comments on the English theater that a chap + named Beecham is doing opera in English, and it's pretty nearly the + finest opera I have ever heard. Then, of course, Barrie produces a + play every now and then, just to show that he hasn't lost his + genius of tenderness and whimsical charm. + + "Perhaps my visit to the Earl of Lummersdale will crystallize some + of my vagrant impressions. Good-by, dear patron.--Faithfully yours, + + "LAWRENCE CRAIGHOUSE (Lt.), + + "c/o American Officers' Club, London. + + "P.S.--We're working like beavers getting things ready for the + American Army which is coming. It looks slow, but when Uncle Sam's + men are ready, Fritz is going to enjoy a real avalanche. This, I + promise you. + + "L. C." + + +IV + +One morning a south coast train contained a first-class compartment +which was shared by Lieutenant Craighouse, U.S.A., and a timorously +proper gentleman who read the _Times_ for twenty minutes, and then +stared at nothing very intently--an art highly developed amongst those +who worship at the shrine of good form. + +Craighouse was silent also for over an hour, which was a feat of the +first magnitude for him. He was thinking of some official figures shown +to him, in confidence, a week past--figures which gave the totals of +England's manufacture of munitions and guns, her construction of +aeroplanes and tanks, her production of all the minutiæ of war +essentials, in quantities which his brain could hardly grasp. + +Judged by any standard, the achievement was amazing. For a nation at +peace it would have been stupendous; but, in addition, this country +that amused Americans, this nation of obsolete methods and lack of +organization, had held the seas open and frustrated Germany's plans on +land. He wondered if he had been a fool--if, after all, the English +were not the most efficient race on earth. Just then an advertisement, +conspicuously placed beside the mirror in the compartment, smote his +eye, and he gasped. + +"How many people ride in a carriage like this in one day?" he asked +abruptly. + +The well-bred one cleared his throat and shook his head. They had not +been introduced; and, besides, he didn't know. + +"Ten, twenty, forty--say thirty?" said Craighouse. + +"Very probably--oh, yes--rather--quite." The words were decorously +languid. + +"Thirty people a day," went on Craighouse rapidly; "say a thousand a +month. In a year that would mean, roughly--oh, put it at ten thousand. +Am I right?" + +The Englishman shifted uneasily. "Very probably--oh +yes--rather--quite." + +"The war has been going on for three years." The American was warming +to his subject. "Three years mean that approximately thirty thousand +passengers have traveled in this compartment since the beginning of the +war, eh?" + +His companion reached for his cigarettes. "Very probably," he said. "Oh +yes--rath----" + +"How many of these carriages are in use?" interrupted Craighouse. "Two +hundred, four hundred--say three hundred?" + +"Very probably--oh yes----" + +"I may be short or long on that estimate, but putting it at three +hundred, this line has had about--well, roughly, nine million +first-class passengers. Is that correct?" + +"Very pro----" + +"Then, great Scott! look at the advertisement behind you, the most +prominent one in the compartment. This line has had a chance to have a +heart-to-heart talk with nine million average, well-to-do passengers. +From the standpoint of propaganda, figure out the national importance +of that. From the commercial point of view, estimate the value of that +space. And yet, after three years of war, it says that the steamship +line from Newhaven to Dieppe is the shortest route to Austria, south +Germany, and Spain! And it gives a map! Austria, south Germany, and +Spain!----" The American's tirade ended in a splutter of indignation. + +The train stopped at a junction station, and both men emerged, the +Englishman proffering his cigarettes. + +"Thanks very much," said Craighouse, taking one. "Good-morning." And he +disappeared into the crowd. + +The Englishman paused to light his cigarette. + +"What extraordinary people these Americans are!" he said to +himself--which recalls the well-known saying of a Quaker to his wife, +"Every one is queer but thee and me; and thou beest a little queer." + + +V + +When one passed the lodge which guarded the entrance to the Lummersdale +estate, all sense of present-day responsibilities fell away like a +cloak. Decades made no impression upon Oaklands; centuries very little. +The family was surrounded by traditions; the past pointed the way to +each succeeding generation, as sign-posts direct itinerant motor-cars +upon their course. A Lummersdale never was forced to plan his own +future, and there is no record of one ever having done so. Whoever bore +the proud title felt that his children did not really belong to him; he +was but a pruner, and they were branches to be trimmed to an absolute +uniformity. A Lummersdale must resemble nothing so much as a +Lummersdale; the associations of Oaklands and a judicious period spent +at a public school succeeded admirably in effecting the required +standardization. + +To this home Lieutenant Craighouse, of the U.S.A. Engineers, brought +his ultra-modern and Western Hemispheric personality. Like all men born +in a republic, he had instinctive leanings towards Socialism; like most +men of artistic tastes, he was distinctly susceptible to luxury. He +snorted disapprovingly when the castle-like turrets of Oaklands +appeared, but he drank in the green of the lawns and the colors of the +flowers like a desert traveler who finds a pool in his path. + +The earl and his lady welcomed him with simple dignity, spoke of the +pleasure it afforded them to entertain an American officer; and the +butler then took charge of him. Craighouse made a facetious remark to +that gentleman as they went upstairs, but received no encouragement. +Within the precincts of his chamber he made another attempt with +creditable bonhomie, but Mr. Watkins's reply was not stimulating. + +"Your bath, sir, is next door, and will be ready for you immediately. +The family breakfasts at nine; lunch is at one-thirty, tea at five; and +dinner is served at eight-fifteen. The gong is sounded, and the family +assembles in the saloon." Whereupon, with an air of deferential +superiority, Mr. Watkins cruised from the room with no apparent +physical effort whatever. + +Luncheon produced Second Lieutenant Viscount Oaklands, the +twenty-year-old son and heir, who was leaving that afternoon to join +the --th Horse Guards in France. He was of good athletic physique, and +had a high, clear complexion which spoke not only of an out-of-door +life, but a clean one as well. He was rather languid, and, in an +amiable, impersonal way, appeared somewhat bored. The second son, on +three days' leave from Dartmouth, was two years younger, but differed +very little from the viscount in any other respect. + +There was also a daughter. (Craighouse knew instinctively that, if the +countess had been enumerating her family, she would have said, "I also +have a daughter.") She was apparently twenty-three or twenty-four years +of age, possessed of an exquisite skin, eyes which were both blue and +deep, and a golden luxury of hair. With all these fundamentals of +feminine beauty, her appearance was rather disappointing--a lack of +animation in the eyes, a stolidity about the mouth. Craighouse felt, +like Pygmalion, that if this statue could only come to life she would +be irresistible. + +The conversation at lunch consisted of flattering questions about +America's preparations--questions to which Craighouse, who was never an +economist in words, did full justice. They all said that it was +perfectly splendid of America to come into the war; in fact, they +didn't know what Britain would have done without her. + +"I know," blurted Craighouse. "She'd have gone on fighting until every +family was drained to the last man; and, by Jove! I believe the women +would have carried on then. America is going to make victory possible, +thank God! but England never would have been beaten." + +He stopped, surprised at his own vehemence. The Earl of Lummersdale +protested that he was too generous. The countess echoed her husband's +opinion. The sub and naval cadet sons supported their parents' protests +languidly. The daughter, in acknowledged order of precedence, ended the +chorus by the statement that it was ripping of him to say so. Had they +been discussing the commentaries of Cæsar they could not have shown +less enthusiasm. Craighouse pictured a similar situation at home if an +English officer had paid a corresponding compliment. He had not learned +as yet that carrying emotional moderation to excess is part of the +English paradox. + +At four that afternoon a trap drove up to the door, and the kit of +Viscount Oaklands appeared followed a moment later by that young +gentleman himself. He kissed his mother, and gave his sister a +half-embrace; then he shook hands with his paternal progenitor, and +nodded to his younger brother. + +"Good-by, old man," he said, shaking hands with Craighouse. "Look me up +if you ever get near the regiment, won't you?" + +For a few minutes every one spoke of the military situation, the +delightful fellow-officers he would have, and other things which +well-bred people talk of. Amidst all this the trap started, then +stopped at a sign from the viscount. + +"I say, dad." + +"Yes, Douglas?" + +"Do tell Edwards to see that the hounds get some exercise this +week.--Cheer-o, mater!" And thus the eldest son and heir to Oaklands, +which he was never to see again, went to the war. + + +VI + +Dazed at the bloodlessness of the scene, feeling his heart torn by the +apparent lack of depth in the most primeval of all emotions, the parent +love, Craighouse strolled away, to find that the daughter was by his +side. + +"You will miss your brother," he said. + +"We shall," she said; "though, as a matter of fact, I haven't seen much +of Douglas the last three or four years." + +"How is that?" + +"Oh, he was at Eton, and only home during the holidays. I was always +away at those times; and, of course, he's been training for the last +year." + +"He is joining the Horse Guards?" + +"Yes. The eldest son always goes into the army until he succeeds to the +title." + +"And the second son?" + +"The navy." + +A smile lurked in the corners of his mouth. "Supposing the second son +proved a bad sailor, what then?" + +She shrugged her shoulders. "I suppose he would stay on shore, and +probably go to the devil." + +He stooped to pick a blade of grass, and munched it meditatively. "And +what happens to the girls?" he asked, after a pause. + +Her lips, which were like pomegranates, straightened into a line. "The +girls are not of great account," she said, a note of suppressed tension +in her voice, which he quite failed to note. "We are educated in a sort +of a way, introduced to the arts, but not allowed to pursue the +acquaintanceship; then we marry--if at all--some one of our set and +everybody says, 'Didn't she do well to get him?'" + +"And then?" + +Again she made a pretty shrug with her shoulders. "Then we move into +our new homes, which are much the same as the old ones, and we bring up +a family of descendants for our husbands. When the husband dies, the +eldest male child takes over the estate, and his wife rules in the +mother's place." + +"And she leaves, in her declining years, the home which, naturally, she +has grown to love?" + +"Yes. Why not?" + +For several moments neither spoke. Always hasty in its judgments, his +brain was fired with a rankling sense of injustice. He thought he saw +the explanation of the bloodless good-by to the viscount. The mental +inertia of the sons and the emotional placidity of the girl were +natural consequences of a hereditary system which dulled personalities +and drove initiative into the scrap-heap of tradition. It was monstrous +that one's future and entity should be planned like the life of a +hot-house plant; it was no longer a puzzle to him that England's real +leaders and thinkers sprang from obscurity. He thanked "whatever gods +there be" that he was born in a country which had only one +tradition--that it once rebelled against the past. + +He turned towards the girl and gazed argumentatively into her very deep +and very blue eyes; then he gasped, and a far-away look crept into his +own dark, restless ones. + +"_Galatea_," he said, "_is coming to life_." + +Subconsciously she had caught his spirit of resentment, and, being a +woman, she thrilled to the sense of rebellion in his nature. With the +unlocking of her emotions had come the sparkle in the blue depths of +her eyes, and the animation which had lit at once the dormant radiancy +of her beauty--and his sudden admiration. In addition--though none was +needed--the mellowing sun lingered on her hair till it seemed like +strands of gold. + +"You look like a wild rose," he said irrelevantly, then dashed on into +a sea of words. "Are you content with this? Do you never feel a divine +restlessness in your nature, urging you to be the architect of your own +fate? Are you satisfied to be a mere link in the chain of generations? +Surely the individualistic instinct is not dead in this country?" + +He paused, rather astonished, but quite pleased with his burst of +oratory. + +"What would you have me do?" + +"Anything--everything that expresses your own personality. Be yourself, +and get away from type." + +"I have done a little." + +"What? Appeared in a few charity _tableaux vivants_? Posed for your +photo in the _Sketch_ as a woman interested in war work?" + +"I am sorry," she said demurely, "that you disapprove of me." + +"Great Scott!" he said, thrusting his hands into his pockets with an +air of defiance, "you are one of the most charming women I've ever +seen." He drew himself up to his full height. "But before I succumb to +the beauty of these surroundings and the--the--loveliest----" + +"Yes? Please don't hesitate." + +"You are mocking me." + +"Not at all, Don Quixote. Only why shy at the windmill?" + +He surveyed her carefully with his head cocked to one side. "I believe +you have a sense of humor," he said. + +"The daughter of an earl humorous?" She laughed gaily, and her beauty +was exceedingly good to look upon. + +An uncomfortable feeling crept into the mind of Lawrence Craighouse, +officer and satirist, that, though armed with the broadsword of +masculine self-assurance, he was being beaten by the stiletto of +feminism. His embarrassment, however, was broken by the approach of a +servant. + +"Pardon me," said Lady Dorothy. "It's the mail." + +She took from the salver a letter, which bore the stamp of the Red +Cross, and opened it. + +"I am so glad," she said, looking up at him; "I have been accepted for +France." + +"As what?" + +"As a V.A.D., my dear knight. I have been one for two years." + +He began to think that his broadsword was decidedly worsted, but he +made one final and thoroughly masculine attempt to retain the posture +of superiority. + +"I supposed you soothed a great many convalescent and gallant +lieutenants?" he said airily. It was a lamentable attempt, but he felt +a sudden jealously of all wounded subalterns. + +She pirouetted daintily. + +"I was in a Tommies' hospital," she said; "and when I wasn't scrubbing +floors I was waiting on the nurses at table--and you have no idea what +cats some of them were." + +Whereupon Lawrence Craighouse of New York handed over his sword and +surrendered unconditionally. + + +VII + +Three days later Craighouse wrote another letter to Mr. Townsend. That +gentleman read it with great interest, and noted particularly these +passages: "They have a library, but nearly every book I have opened has +uncut pages." "The daughter, Lady Dorothy Oaklands by name, is quite +good-looking, but mentally and emotionally she is asleep." "The old boy +showed me the portraits of his ancestors this morning. I made the +mistake of asking what each one _did_. It appears that they merely +_were_." "I am trying an experiment in feminine psychology--I am +acting Pygmalion to Lady Dorothy's Galatea." "The earl appears to be +very rich, but quite respectable." "We had some titled women to lunch +to-day. I have at last found out what countesses talk about--how to +secure exemption for their gardeners. It has quite done away with the +former vice of gossip." "Lady Dorothy plays the piano rather nicely, +but with no soul." "Have I mentioned the daughter, Lady Dorothy? She is +refreshingly beautiful at times." "I do like the speaking voices of +English women when they are not putting on side. Lady Dorothy has a +contralto lilt in her voice that is rather pleasing." "Dinner is a +tremendous affair. A prune may constitute a course, but nothing reduces +the ritual performed by the high priest and his assistant." + +That evening Mr. Townsend looked over the table at his wife. + +"My dear," he said, "what happens when an American young man falls in +love with the daughter of an English earl?" + +"Why, both families object, naturally," said the companion of his joys +and sorrows. + + +VIII + +It was the last evening before his departure, and Lady Dorothy had +played for him for an hour; played little melodies from _La Bohème_, +lesser gems from _Chu Chin Chow_, and twice had explored the delightful +memories of Gilbert and Sullivan. Once he sang very softly to her +accompaniment, and when they finished she turned abruptly to him. + +"You have a voice," she said. + +"You play beautifully," he answered. + +"It is easy to play when an artist is listening." + +"Have you found that, too?" + +She turned to the piano and softly fingered the opening strains of +Rudolpho's aria in the first act of _La Bohème_. + +"It is just a matter of personality," he said softly. "One woman chokes +a man's artistry; another reveals the heights which are in his soul. I +suppose it is the same with men?" + +She played on in silence for a few moments, then murmured, "What +happened to the statue when it came to life?" + +"You mean Galatea?" + +She nodded her head. + +"I don't know," he said pensively. "I have quite forgotten the ending." + +She went on playing, and in the soothing light of the music-room she +made a picture that lingered for months in his memory. + +"Some day I will tell you," she said suddenly. "Here are mother and +dad." + +That night, while in the act of disrobing, he heard the calm knock of +Mr. Watkins at his door. + +"Come in," he said. "I am going at seven to-morrow morning." + +"Very good, sir." + +Mr. Watkins carefully placed a pitcher of hot water on the stand. + +"Are you married, Watkins?" + +The butler considered deferentially. "No, sir," he said, after mature +reflection. + +"You ought to be," said the American. + +The butler carefully drew the window-curtains together. "Are you, sir?" + +"No," said Craighouse with great energy; "but when I do marry it will +be with some girl born in the United States of America." + +Mr. Watkins drifted towards the door. "Your bath will be ready at six, +and breakfast at six-thirty," he said. + +What Mr. Watkins had taken for persiflage was in reality another +American declaration of independence. + + +IX + +It was late in March, 1918, that two American officers sat by the side +of a road in France and watched a stream of refugees go by in an +endless pageant of misery. Old men crawled along on bleeding, ill-shod +feet; women were carrying grotesque bundles and leading absurd ponies +that drew household goods on rickety carts; and there were girls, +half-women, who bore infants in their arms, and who looked neither to +right nor left, but followed on in mute fatigue and tearless agony. + +Craighouse, who wore the badges of a captain, swore softly to himself. +His companion bit his lip. + +"I hear the Germans are smashing through everywhere," said the latter. + +"God! I wonder if we have been too late." + +Several ambulances passed in rapid succession, their bandaged and +bleeding occupants lying crowded together. + +A girl, less than eighteen years of age, dropped to the ground opposite +to them. In a bound Craighouse was by her side and had lifted her to +her feet. For a moment his strong hands gripped her arms tenaciously as +though he would transmit some of his strength to her. + +Without a word, without a look at him, she freed herself and staggered +on, her face livid except where a slight flush showed beneath the black +hollows of her eyes. + +Craighouse went back to the other officer, but his face was gray and +drawn, while his clenched fists drove the nails into his palms. His +companion cursed blasphemously. + +The roar of the guns grew louder, like a storm that is driven on the +wings of a hurricane. They heard the snorting of engines behind them, +and looking quickly, they saw a long line of London omnibuses crowded +with English soldiers. They were shouting encouragement to the +refugees, and waved gaily as they passed the Americans. + +"Those chaps will be in action in an hour," said Craighouse, and +swallowed noticeably. "Simpson," he went on, "do you realize that it's +little England who has kept this thing from us for three and a half +years? It's England who stood by her word; and now that she's drained +of her men and boys, she doesn't reproach Russia for letting her down; +she hasn't uttered a word of impatience for our slow arrival--asking +nothing for herself, blaming no one. It's little England who is +gathering the spear-points into her breast that your children and mine +may live like human beings!" + +His companion rose to his feet, and his jaw stiffened ominously. He +felt for his revolver-holster and adjusted his haversack. + +"Tell the O.C. I've deserted," he said grimly. "I'm going up the line +to join the first bunch that'll take me. There's some vermin up there +that I reckon need exterminating." + +Craighouse muttered something about discipline. + +"To hell with discipline!" said Lieutenant Simpson, ex-mining engineer +of Colorado. "I'm going----" + +A corporal had halted before them and saluted. "O.C.'s compliments," he +said tersely, "and the company is to go up the line as auxiliary +infantry. Parade falling in now, sir. We move off in an hour." + +When the officers reached their headquarters they found a scene of +bustling activity. Gas-masks were being inspected, ammunition supplied, +first-aid packages given out where they had been lost, rifles cleaned +and inspected, and all the accouterments of war checked and shortages +replaced. + +Craighouse strode up to his section, ignoring the sergeant's salute. +"We're going into this scrap," he said quietly, though his voice +vibrated oddly, "and I want every mother's son of you to see red. +There's a girl out on that road who is dying of fever, and its fear of +the Hun that is driving her on, and before night she'll be lying dead +by the side of the road. She's somebody's daughter--somebody's +sister--and, by Heaven, we'll make the Hun pay for it! What do you say, +you Yankee sons o' guns?" + +They cheered him to the echo, and some of them swore, and some of them +laughed (but the laugh had a cruel ring in it), and some of them felt +the salt tears stinging their eyes--but every one saw red. + +Craighouse slowly walked over to his hut to superintend the packing of +his own things. In his heart was a great exaltation and a mad love for +the men who looked to him for leadership. In the seclusion of his hut +he did what he had not done for years. He knelt for a moment by the +side of his kit and prayed that he might quit himself like a man. + +There are moments in war when men's very souls are touched by a +nobility, by a compassion, by a reverence that rises above all creeds. +Out of the depths they have risen to heights supernal. + + +X + +In a private ward at Abbeville an American officer lay in great pain, +and tossed restlessly in a delirium of fever. A young woman in the +uniform of a V.A.D. watched by his side, and, sponging his palms and +forehead, sought to soothe him with a gentleness and a tenderness that +a mother would show to her child. The man was badly wounded in chest +and leg, and exposure had brought a fever to torment his sufferings. +Once he sat up and glared wildly at her. + +"Did the guns get away?" he cried. "Did they get away?" + +"Hush!" she said softly. "You must not talk. You are very ill." + +He sank back on the pillows and laughed. "There's a girl lying dead on +the road," he said; "but there's a crowd of Huns this morning who are +answering the roll-call in hell." + +He was silent for several minutes, then frowned heavily. "Look here," +he said sternly, "I wish you would stop driving nails into my knee. Who +do you think I am--Hindenburg?" + +He laughed again, then groaned, and great drops of perspiration stood +out on his brow. The woman ministered to him with the gentle firmness +of her sex that rises to its best when face to face with suffering. She +smoothed his pillows and shifted his position so that he might not +irritate his wounds; and, as if soothed by her presence, he sighed +weakly and broke into a little negro melody: + + "All dat I got on de whole plantation, + All dat I got in de whole creation, + In de big roun' worl' or de deep-blue skies, + Is dat fat li'l feller wid his mammy's eyes, + Li'l feller wid his mammy's eyes." + +His voice was very low and soft. Then he suddenly sat up in bed and +pointed past her. "Look!" he cried. "The cavalry! The cavalry! By +Heaven, how they ride! Look at that officer! Great Scott! it's +Oaklands!--Good old Oaklands!--Come on, men--one last fight!--Get those +guns away--d' you hear? Get those guns away--_now_!" + +Weak from the effort he had made, he sank back with a moan; and the +woman stroked his brow, and kept back the tears which welled to her +eyes. For half-an-hour he did not speak; then he went through the +pantomime of lighting a cigarette. + +"The reason I can't marry her," he said abruptly, "is the same reason +that East is East and West is West. What can I offer her? She can't +dress on two manuscripts a month; and, besides, she knows nothing of +building bridges. If I made a great success I might come to her, +but--as I am now--no--no." He solemnly shook his head and flicked the +ash from the imaginary cigarette. "Can you picture Lady Dorothy in a +pretty little cottage outside New York, helping me to write--my +constant inspiration--the mother of my children? Can you picture her +sharing my discouragements; telling me I can write if the whole world +says I cannot; believing in me when I've lost belief in myself? Can you +see her motoring into New York with me, and the two of us dining at +Rector's to celebrate the acceptance of a play? Would she be happy in +such a life? No--no--no; as Euclid says, it 'is absurd.' By the way, my +dear fellow, you might shift the grand piano, will you? It is resting +on my knee." + +His voice trailed into silence, and he sank into a slumber. Twilight +was throwing its cloak over the earth when he spoke again. His hand +reached out, and she took it in both of hers. + +"I thought I was dying," he murmured. "I think I should have died +there--in that ditch--but Dorothy--Dorothy--was beside me.... She held +my hand when everything went dark--she wept a little.... It was only a +dream, I know; but I lived. She must never know I loved +her--because----" + +"Lawrence!" The word was low and stifled. "Lawrence"--that was all. +Then she leaned over and kissed his lips. + +_Galatea had come to life._ + + +XI + +The first darkening shadows of an August night crept over the lawns of +Oaklands, and settled about the turrets of the house like a mist. +Inside, in the music-room, a pale American officer was telling some +story--a story that kept his listeners silent and made the distant cry +of a hawk sound strangely eerie and loud. He had three auditors--an +elderly man, who had an unlit cigarette in his fingers; a woman, with +gray locks, who sat, motionless, with folded hands; and a young woman, +whose brown hair was like gold, and in whose deep-blue eyes there was a +mingled look of pain and love. + +"We knew when dawn broke," went on the American, "that we were +outflanked, and we tried to get the guns away; but the Huns saw our +move, and came at us with bayonets. We formed a line in front of the +guns, Scots and Englishmen, and the few of our fellows who were left, +and we did our best to give the gunners a chance, but they were on us +too soon. Everything looked over, when we heard the cavalry coming. +God! how our men shouted as they saw the squadron--that is all there +were--bear down on the Germans! Their officer seemed to bear a charmed +life, for he thrust and cut like a demon, while his commands rang out +above the whole shock and crash of the fight. The Germans fell back, +and this officer wheeled about, shouting instructions for the guns and +rallying his men. For the first time I saw his face as he rode up to +me. It was your boy." + +There was a deathly silence for a moment, unbroken by a sound from his +hearers, though a solitary tear fell slowly on the older woman's cheek. + +"We contrived to get the guns started back, and we retreated to a +sunken road which gave us protection. It was on the way there that I +was shot in the knee, but managed to keep up, when a shell lit between +two guns and killed some of the horses. We had to leave them, and went +on; but a few minutes later we heard a shout. The Germans were surging +about the guns, and the little group of cavalry had turned and charged +right into the center of them. I was hit again, and dropped; but +Simpson, one of our officers from Colorado, led our men back to their +assistance, and they fought till only Simpson and eight others were +left. Then he fell dead beside the body of your lad who had led the +cavalry." + +There was a long silence, broken finally by the voice of the older +woman. "I am glad that Douglas died bravely," she said, and her voice +was low and calm, "and I am proud that he lies in France beside a very +gallant American gentleman." + +As if by mutual consent, every one rose, and the two women left the +room together. + +The old nobleman stood by the fireplace and gazed at the undulating +lawns that showed from the windows in the deepening shroud of night. +"It was good of you to tell us that," he said; "it will make my wife's +sorrow more easy to bear." He walked slowly to a window and passed his +hand wearily over his brow. "Sometime," he went on gently, "I must show +you his room. We are keeping it just as it was." + +Craighouse said nothing, but in his heart was a great understanding. + +The first silver rays of the moon were dancing on the grass, when the +earl spoke again. "It is hard for my wife," he said; "but she will be +proud to know that she gave everything she had for--for England." + +The American's heart sank. "Everything?" he stammered. "You mean----" + +The older man's head was bowed with the simple dignity of his grief. "I +have not told her yet," he said, "but I received an Admiralty message +to-day that my second son's destroyer has gone down. He is reported +'missing.'" + + +XII + +It was nearly an hour later, when Craighouse was wandering about the +lawns in the glistening moonlight, that he heard the rustle of skirts +behind him. It was Lady Dorothy, and her eyes were shining like +twin-stars. + +"I thought you would be here," she said. "It is a night that draws one +to it." + +"It is a night for memories," he said quietly. "What bitter-sweet +things they have become since we had war!" + +"Yes;" and she sighed. + +For a little time they spoke of the sorrows and the tragedies of their +world; they talked of Oaklands, which would pass from her family +because there was no heir; they played on the minor chords of life, and +in their voices the melancholy elegy for beautiful things that had died +found expression in their hushed and murmuring tones. + +But they were young, and in the heart of youth there is always Spring; +and the witchery of a moonlight night was calling to it. The minor +strains trembled into silence, and the melody of hearts that are young +took its place. She had deep-blue eyes that were never meant for tears, +and he had a nature that responded to the beauty of life as an Æolian +harp to the moods of the wind. + +As men and maids have done for generations, they talked of themselves. +(A dangerous topic when the moon is making fairy-rings upon the grass.) +They traced their friendship from his first visit, and lightly touched +on the weary hours when she watched by his bedside in France. They +laughed, they sighed, and once their fingers touched by accident, and +he felt a thrill as the hot blood rushed to his cheeks. He experienced +a sudden resentment against her wild-rose coloring, the marble fullness +of her throat, and the luxury of silky, brown hair which held a vagrant +moonbeam in a lingering caress. It was a protest of the brain to the +senses against the allurement of beauty. + +"We must never meet again," he said severely. + +"You are right," she answered wistfully, and something like a smile +lurked mischievously in the corners of her mouth. The moon plays havoc +with men, but lends great discernment to the daughters of earth. + +Another half-hour passed, full of words that meant so little and +silences that meant so much. Then, with a quick contraction of his +shoulders and a deepening frown, he turned and faced her squarely. + +"I came to your home," he said, "to gather material for satire. I found +it in your parents--in your brothers--in you. In my room are ten +completed articles which I am going to send to New York. They are my +impressions of the English. They will be published as the psychology of +England studied under the microscope of a satirist." + +"And I form one of your satirical studies?" + +"Yes. I referred to you as Galatea, and to myself as Pygmalion. You +supply the feminine interest which is so necessary. I pictured you as a +statue amidst stifling conventionality, and I was the artist who tried +to bring you to life." + +"With what success?" + +He thrust his hands into his pockets, and his shoulders drooped +listlessly. "The artist," he said, "fell in love with her the moment +the marble became human. He was a fool." + +"I am so sorry," she said gently; and for a brief moment--a very brief +moment--her hand rested in his. Whereupon the moon was constrained to +disappear behind a cloud to hide her smile. "And what happened to her?" + +"Oh," he said, "being a woman, she decided to torture Pygmalion. She +came out on the lawn at night with him, and, by the music of her voice +and the charm of her beauty, inflicted an hour's exquisite pain. I am +like a man," he said, with an abrupt descent from the impersonal, "who +knows that on the morrow he will be stricken with blindness, and is +looking for the last time on a sunset." Whereupon Captain Craighouse +sighed like the classic furnace, and Lady Dorothy Oaklands smiled +again, though her eyes were glistening with a mysterious dew. +"To-morrow morning," he went on, "the sculptor, sometimes known as Don +Quixote, is going away to forget about the statue. It is the only thing +he can do." + +Her eyes were lowered to the ground. "The woman--Galatea," she +murmured--"she just forgets, I suppose?" + +"Women forget easily," he said, and thought he spoke the truth. + +"Listen," she said, and her voice was so soft that he could just make +out the half-whispered words; "let me tell you the real story of +Pygmalion and Galatea. When the marble became life, she loved the +artist who had created her soul. But he didn't return her love; it had +been an experiment with him. So the woman in her froze and died, and +Galatea became a statue again." + +He caught her hands in his, and his eyes flashed like brilliants. +"Dorothy!" he cried, "you are not jesting? You are not just--cruel?" + +She said nothing; but, oh, what eloquence sometimes lies in a woman's +silence! Then did Captain Craighouse of New York say many things which +would look absurd in the cold medium of print, but which sounded like +sweet music to his companion on that moonlight August night. He likened +her to a motif that remained in his life as a melody that haunts the +memory. He told her he would scale the heights of fame to cast its +laurels at her feet. + +"You stupid boy," she laughed caressingly; "as if anything you could +ever do would be finer than just this--that you are fighting for your +country!" + +In some mysterious way his hands reached her shoulders; and in an +equally inexplicable manner she was suddenly in his arms, and her hot +cheek was against his. + +"Lawrence dear," she murmured, "Galatea only knew one thing about +Pygmalion--that he had brought her into being, and so she loved him. +That was all." + +And the moon, feeling that her evening had been a complete success, +disappeared behind a cloud, and stayed there. + + +XIII + +A raw wind from the sea swept against the mammoth building of the +_New York Monthly Journal_. The editor of that famous publication +crossed to the rattling window and looked at Broadway, far beneath. A +few drops of rain mingled with the dust that eddied about in little +whirlpools of wind. + +In his hand he held a long letter from Craighouse, and, after a pause, +he re-read the ending. + +... "And so I crept downstairs in the early morning and built a fire of +my articles, in a grate. I am sorry to have failed you; but, if one +would ridicule England, first let him go to the sea and watch the men +that go out in ships--and the men that never come back from the sea. If +he would scoff at the simple folk of England, first let him stop at a +farm I saw, where an old man of seventy is toiling in the fields, that +the King's horses and men may be fed; while his four sons sleep in +France. If he would laugh at the old families of England, let him come +to the old homes where every son went without a murmur, and where, too +often, the last one fell beside his brothers, because England had +called for men. + +"If he would make the mothers of England a study for satire, first he +should mock the woman at the foot of the Cross, for her love and their +love, her grief and their grief, are one." + +Like gnomes, the people on Broadway hurried on in an endless, diverging +torrent of humanity. + + +THE END + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's The Blower of Bubbles, by Arthur Beverley Baxter + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 40501 *** |
