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- THESE TWAIN
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-Title: These Twain
-Author: Arnold Bennett
-Release Date: August 11, 2012 [EBook #40483]
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-[Illustration: Cover]
-
-
-
-
- THESE TWAIN
-
-
- BY
-
- ARNOLD BENNETT
-
- AUTHOR OF "THE OLD WIVES' TALE," "THE OLD ADAM,"
- "CLAYHANGER," "HILDA LESSWAYS," ETC.
-
-
-
- NEW YORK
- GEORGE H. DORAN COMPANY
-
-
-
-
- Copyright, 1915,
- BY ARNOLD BENNETT
-
-
-
-
- CONTENTS
-
-
- BOOK I
-
- THE WOMAN IN THE HOUSE
-
-CHAPTER
-
- I. THE HOUSE
- II. HILDA ON THE STAIRS
- III. ATTACK AND REPULSE
- IV. THE WORD
- V. TERTIUS INGPEN
- VI. HUSBAND AND WIFE
- VII. THE TRUCE
- VIII. THE FAMILY AT HOME
- IX. THE WEEK-END
- X. THE ORGREAVE CALAMITY
-
-
- BOOK II
-
- THE PAST
-
- XI. LITHOGRAPHY
- XII. DARTMOOR
- XIII. THE DEPARTURE
- XIV. TAVY MANSION
- XV. THE PRISON
- XVI. THE GHOST
-
-
- BOOK III
-
- EQUILIBRIUM
-
- XVII. GEORGE'S EYES
- XVIII. AUNTIE HAMPS SENTENCED
- XIX. DEATH AND BURIAL
- XX. THE DISCOVERY
-
-
-
-
- BOOK I
-
- THE WOMAN IN THE HOUSE
-
-
-
- THESE TWAIN
-
-
-
- CHAPTER I
-
- THE HOUSE
-
-
- I
-
-
-In the year 1892 Bleakridge, residential suburb of Bursley, was still
-most plainly divided into old and new,--that is to say, into the dull
-red or dull yellow with stone facings, and the bright red with terra
-cotta gimcrackery. Like incompatible liquids congealed in a pot, the
-two components had run into each other and mingled, but never mixed.
-
-Paramount among the old was the house of the Member of Parliament, near
-the top of the important mound that separates Hanbridge from Bursley.
-The aged and widowed Member used the house little, but he kept it up,
-and sometimes came into it with an unexpectedness that extremely
-flattered the suburb. Thus you might be reading in the morning paper
-that the Member had given a lunch in London on the previous day to
-Cabinet Ministers and ladies as splendid as the Countess of Chell,
-and--glancing out of the window--you might see the Member himself
-walking down Trafalgar Road, sad, fragile, sedately alert, with his
-hands behind him, or waving a gracious hand to an acquaintance.
-Whereupon you would announce, not apathetically: "Member's gone down to
-MacIlvaine's!" (MacIlvaine's being the works in which the Member had an
-interest) and there would perhaps be a rush to the window. Those were
-the last great days of Bleakridge.
-
-After the Member's house ranked such historic residences as those of
-Osmond Orgreave, the architect, (which had the largest, greenest garden
-and the best smoke-defying trees in Bleakridge), and Fearns, the
-Hanbridge lawyer; together with Manor "Cottage" (so-called, though a
-spacious house), where lived the mechanical genius who had
-revolutionised the pottery industry and strangely enough made a fortune
-thereby, and the dark abode of the High Church parson.
-
-Next in importance came the three terraces,--Manor Terrace, Abbey
-Terrace, and the Sneyd Terrace--each consisting of three or four houses,
-and all on the west side of Trafalgar Road, with long back-gardens and a
-distant prospect of Hillport therefrom over the Manor fields. The
-Terraces, considered as architecture, were unbeautiful, old-fashioned,
-inconvenient,--perhaps paltry, as may be judged from the fact that rents
-ran as low as £25 a year; but they had been wondrous in their day, the
-pride of builders and owners and the marvel of a barbaric populace.
-They too had histories, which many people knew. Age had softened them
-and sanctioned their dignity. A gate might creak, but the harsh curves
-of its ironwork had been mollified by time. Moreover the property was
-always maintained in excellent repair by its landlords, and residents
-cared passionately for the appearance of the windows and the
-front-steps. The plenary respectability of the residents could not be
-impugned. They were as good as the best. For address, they would not
-give the number of the house in Trafalgar Road, but the name of its
-Terrace. Just as much as the occupiers of detached houses, they had
-sorted themselves out from the horde. Conservative or Liberal, they
-were anti-democratic, ever murmuring to themselves as they descended the
-front-steps in the morning and mounted them in the evening: "Most folks
-are nobodies, but I am somebody." And this was true.
-
-The still smaller old houses in between the Terraces, and even the old
-cottages in the side streets (which all ran to the east) had a similar
-distinction of caste, aloofness, and tradition. The least of them was
-scornful of the crowd, and deeply conscious of itself as a separate
-individuality. When the tenant-owner of a cottage in Manor Street added
-a bay-window to his front-room the event seemed enormous in Manor
-Street, and affected even Trafalgar Road, as a notorious clean-shaven
-figure in the streets may disconcert a whole quarter by growing a beard.
-The congeries of cottage yards between Manor Street and Higginbotham
-Street, as visible from certain high back-bedrooms in Trafalgar Road,--a
-crowded higgledy-piggledy of plum-coloured walls and chimneys,
-blue-brick pavements, and slate roofs--well illustrated the grand
-Victorian epoch of the Building Society, when eighteenpence was added
-weekly to eighteenpence, and land haggled over by the foot, and every
-brick counted, in the grim, long effort to break away from the mass.
-
-The traditionalism of Bleakridge protected even Roman Catholicism in
-that district of Nonconformity, where there were at least three
-Methodist chapels to every church and where the adjective "popish" was
-commonly used in preference to "papal." The little "Catholic Chapel"
-and the priest's house with its cross-keys at the top of the mound were
-as respected as any other buildings, because Roman Catholicism had
-always been endemic there, since the age when the entire let belonged to
-Cistercian monks in white robes. A feebly endemic Catholicism and a
-complete exemption from tithes were all that remained of the Cistercian
-occupation. The exemption was highly esteemed by the possessing class.
-
-Alderman Sutton, towards the end of the seventies, first pitted the new
-against the old in Bleakridge. The lifelong secretary of a first-class
-Building Society, he was responsible for a terrace of three commodious
-modern residences exactly opposite the house of the Member. The Member
-and Osmond Orgreave might modernise their antique houses as much as they
-liked,--they could never match the modernity of the Alderman's Terrace,
-to which, by the way, he declined to give a name. He was capable of
-covering his drawing-room walls with papers at three-and-six a roll, and
-yet he capriciously preferred numbers to a name! These houses cost
-twelve hundred pounds each (a lot of money in the happy far-off days
-when good bricks were only £1 a thousand, or a farthing apiece), and
-imposed themselves at once upon the respect and admiration of
-Bleakridge. A year or two later the Clayhanger house went up at the
-corner of Trafalgar Road and Hulton Street, and easily outvied the
-Sutton houses. Geographically at the centre of the residential suburb,
-it represented the new movement in Bleakridge at its apogee, and indeed
-was never beaten by later ambitious attempts.
-
-Such fine erections, though nearly every detail of them challenged
-tradition, could not disturb Bleakridge's belief in the stability of
-society. But simultaneously whole streets of cheap small houses (in
-reality, pretentious cottages) rose round about. Hulton Street was all
-new and cheap. Oak Street offered a row of pink cottages to Osmond
-Orgreave's garden gates, and there were three other similar new streets
-between Oak Street and the Catholic Chapel. Jerry-building was
-practised in Trafalgar Road itself, on a large plot in full view of the
-Catholic Chapel, where a speculative builder, too hurried to use a
-measure, "stepped out" the foundations of fifteen cottages with his own
-bandy legs, and when the corner of a freshly-constructed cottage fell
-into the street remarked that accidents would happen and had the bricks
-replaced. But not every cottage was jerry-built. Many, perhaps most,
-were of fairly honest workmanship. All were modern, and relatively
-spacious, and much superior in plan to the old. All had bay-windows.
-And yet all their bay-windows together could not produce an effect equal
-to one bay-window in ancient Manor Street, because they had omitted to
-be individual. Not one showy dwelling was unlike another, nor desired
-to be unlike another.
-
-The garish new streets were tenanted by magic. On Tuesday the
-paperhangers might be whistling in those drawing-rooms (called parlours
-in Manor Street),--on Wednesday bay-windows were curtained and chimneys
-smoking. And just as the cottages lacked individuality, so the tenants
-were nobodies. At any rate no traditional person in Bleakridge knew who
-they were, nor where they came from, except that they came mysteriously
-up out of the town. (Not that there had been any shocking increase in
-the birthrate down there!) And no traditional person seemed to care.
-The strange inroad and portent ought to have puzzled and possibly to
-have intimidated traditional Bleakridge: but it did not. Bleakridge
-merely observed that "a lot of building was going on," and left the
-phenomenon at that. At first it was interested and flattered; then
-somewhat resentful and regretful. And even Edwin Clayhanger, though he
-counted himself among the enlightened and the truly democratic, felt
-hurt when quite nice houses, copying some features of his own on a small
-scale, and let to such people as insurance agents, began to fill up the
-remaining empty spaces of Trafalgar Road. He could not help thinking
-that the prestige of Bleakridge was being impaired.
-
-
-
- II
-
-
-Edwin Clayhanger, though very young in marriage, considered that he was
-getting on in years as a householder. His age was thirty-six. He had
-been married only a few months, under peculiar circumstances which
-rendered him self-conscious, and on an evening of August 1892, as he
-stood in the hall of his house awaiting the commencement of a postponed
-and unusual At Home, he felt absurdly nervous. But the nervousness was
-not painful; because he himself could laugh at it. He might be timid,
-he might be a little gawky, he might often have the curious sensation of
-not being really adult but only a boy after all,--the great impressive
-facts would always emerge that he was the respected head of a well-known
-family, that he was successful, that he had both ideas and money, and
-that his position as one of the two chief master-printers of the
-district would not be challenged. He knew that he could afford to be
-nervous. And further, since he was house-proud, he had merely to glance
-round his house in order to be reassured and puffed up.
-
-Loitering near the foot of the stairs, discreetly stylish in an almost
-new blue serge suit and a quite new black satin tie, with the light of
-the gas on one side of his face, and the twilight through the glazed
-front-door mitigating the shadow on the other, Edwin mused pleasingly
-upon the whole organism of his home. Externally, the woodwork and
-metalwork of the house had just been repainted, and the brickwork
-pointed. He took pleasure in the thought of the long even lines of
-fresh mortar, and of the new sage-tinted spoutings and pipings, every
-foot of which he knew by heart and where every tube began and where it
-ended and what its purpose was. The nice fitting of a perpendicular
-spout into a horizontal one, and the curve of the joint from the eave to
-the wall of the house, and the elaborate staples that firmly held the
-spout to the wall, and the final curve of the spout that brought its
-orifice accurately over a spotless grid in the ground,--the perfection
-of all these ridiculous details, each beneath the notice of a truly
-celestial mind, would put the householder Edwin into a sort of
-contemplative ecstasy. Perhaps he was comical. But such inner
-experiences were part of his great interest in life, part of his large
-general passion.
-
-Within the hall he regarded with equal interest and pride the
-photogravure of Bellini's "Agony in the Garden," from the National
-Gallery, and the radiator which he had just had installed. The radiator
-was only a half-measure, but it was his precious toy, his pet lamb, his
-mistress; and the theory of it was that by warming the hall and the well
-of the staircase it softly influenced the whole house and abolished
-draughts. He had exaggerated the chilliness of the late August night so
-that he might put the radiator into action. About the small furnace in
-the cellar that heated it he was both crotchetty and extravagant. The
-costly efficiency of the radiator somewhat atoned in his mind for the
-imperfections of the hot water apparatus, depending on the kitchen
-boiler. Even in 1892 this middle-class pioneer and sensualist was
-dreaming of an ideal house in which inexhaustible water was always
-positively steaming, so that if a succession of persons should
-capriciously desire hot baths in the cold middle of the night, their
-collective fancy might be satisfied.
-
-Bellini's picture was the symbol of an artistic revolution in Edwin. He
-had read somewhere that it was "perhaps the greatest picture in the
-world." A critic's exhortation to "observe the loving realistic passion
-shown in the foreshortening of the figure of the sleeping apostle" had
-remained in his mind; and, thrilled, he would point out this feature of
-the picture alike to the comprehending and the uncomprehending. The
-hanging-up of the Bellini, in its strange frame of stained unpolished
-oak, had been an epochal event, closing one era and inaugurating
-another. And yet, before the event, he had not even noticed the picture
-on a visit to the National Gallery! A hint, a phrase murmured in the
-right tone in a periodical, a glimpse of an illustration,--and the
-mighty magic seed was sown. In a few months all Victorian phenomena had
-been put upon their trial, and most of them condemned. And condemned
-without even the forms of justice! Half a word (in the right tone)
-might ruin any of them. Thus was Sir Frederick Leighton, P.R.A.,
-himself overthrown. One day his "Bath of Psyche" reigned in Edwin's
-bedroom, and the next it had gone, and none knew why. But certain aged
-Victorians, such as Edwin's Auntie Hamps, took the disappearance of the
-licentious engraving as a sign that the beloved queer Edwin was at last
-coming to his senses--as, of course, they knew he ultimately would. He
-did not and could not explain. More and more he was growing to look
-upon his house as an island, cut off by a difference of manners from the
-varnished barbarism of multitudinous new cottages, and by an immensely
-more profound difference of thought from both the cottages and the
-larger houses. It seemed astounding to Edwin that modes of thought so
-violently separative as his and theirs could exist so close together and
-under such appearances of similarity. Not even all the younger members
-of the Orgreave family, who counted as his nearest friends, were
-esteemed by Edwin to be meet for his complete candour.
-
-The unique island was scarcely a dozen years old, but historical
-occurrences had aged it for Edwin. He had opened the doors of all three
-reception-rooms, partly to extend the benign sway of the radiator, and
-partly so that he might judge the total effect of the illuminated
-chambers and improve that effect if possible. And each room bore the
-mysterious imprints of past emotion.
-
-In the drawing-room, with its new orange-coloured gas-globes that gilded
-everything beneath them, Edwin's father used to sit on Sunday evenings,
-alone. And one Sunday evening, when Edwin, entering, had first mentioned
-to his father a woman's name, his father had most terribly humiliated
-him. But now it seemed as if some other youth, and not Edwin, had been
-humiliated, so completely was the wound healed.... And he could
-remember leaning in the doorway of the drawing-room one Sunday morning,
-and his sister Clara was seated at the piano, and his sister Maggie,
-nursing a baby of Clara's, by her side, and they were singing Balfe's
-duet "Excelsior," and his father stood behind them, crying, crying
-steadily, until at length the bitter old man lost control of himself and
-sobbed aloud under the emotional stress of the women's voices, and Clara
-cheerfully upbraided him for foolishness; and Edwin had walked suddenly
-away. This memory was somehow far more poignant than the memory of his
-humiliation.... And in the drawing-room too he had finally betrothed
-himself to Hilda. That by comparison was only yesterday; yet it was
-historical and distant. He was wearing his dressing-gown, being
-convalescent from influenza; he could distinctly recall the feel of his
-dressing-gown; and Hilda came in--over her face was a veil....
-
-The dining-room, whose large glistening table was now covered with the
-most varied and modern "refreshments" for the At Home, had witnessed no
-event specially dramatic, but it had witnessed hundreds of monotonous
-tragic meals at which the progress of his father's mental malady and the
-approach of his death could be measured by the old man's increasing
-disability to distinguish between his knife and his fork; it had seen
-Darius Clayhanger fed like a baby. And it had never been the same
-dining-room since. Edwin might transform it, re-paper it, re-furnish
-it,--the mysterious imprint remained....
-
-And then there was the little "breakfast-room," inserted into the plan
-of the house between the hall and the kitchen. Nothing had happened
-there, because the life of the household had never adjusted itself to
-the new, borrowed convention of the "breakfast-room." Nothing? But the
-most sensational thing had happened there! When with an exquisite
-passing timidity she took possession of Edwin's house as his wife, Hilda
-had had a sudden gust of audacity in the breakfast-room. A mature woman
-(with a boy aged ten to prove it), she had effervesced into the naïve
-gestures of a young girl who has inherited a boudoir. "This shall be my
-very own room, and I shall arrange it just how I like, without asking
-you about _anything_. And it will be my very own." She had not offered
-an idea; she had announced a decision. Edwin had had other notions for
-the room, but he perceived that he must bury them in eternal silence,
-and yield eagerly to this caprice. Thus to acquiesce had given him deep
-and strange joy. He was startled, perhaps, to discover that he had
-brought into his house--not a woman, but a tripartite creature--woman,
-child, and sibyl. Neither Maggie nor Clara, nor Janet Orgreave, nor
-even Hilda before she became his wife, had ever aroused in him the least
-suspicion that a woman might be a tripartite creature. He was married,
-certainly--nobody could be more legally and respectably married than was
-he--but the mere marriage seemed naught in comparison with the enormous
-fact that he had got this unexampled creature in his house and was
-living with her, she at his mercy, and he at hers. Enchanting escapade!
-Solemn doom! ... By the way, she had yet done nothing with the
-breakfast-room. Yes, she had stolen a "cabinet" gold frame from the
-shop, and put his photograph into it, and stuck his picture on the
-mantelpiece; but that was all. She would not permit him to worry her
-about her secret designs for the breakfast-room. The breakfast-room was
-her affair. Indeed the whole house was her affair. It was no longer
-his house, in which he could issue orders without considering another
-individuality--orders that would infallibly be executed, either
-cheerfully or glumly, by the plump spinster, Maggie. He had to mind his
-p's and q's; he had to be wary, everywhere. The creature did not simply
-live in the house; she pervaded it. As soon as he opened the front-door
-he felt her.
-
-
-
- III
-
-
-She was now upstairs in their joint bedroom, dressing for the At Home.
-All day he had feared she might be late, and as he looked at the
-hall-clock he saw that the risk was getting acute.
-
-Before the domestic rearrangements preceding the marriage had been fully
-discussed, he had assumed, and Maggie and Clara had assumed, and Auntie
-Hamps had absolutely assumed, that the husband and wife would occupy the
-long empty bedroom of old Darius, because it was two-foot-six broader
-than Edwin's, and because it was the "principal" bedroom. But Hilda had
-said No to him privately. Whereupon, being himself almost morbidly
-unsentimental, he had judiciously hinted that to object to a room
-because an old man had died in it under distressing circumstances was to
-be morbidly sentimental and unworthy of her. Whereupon she had
-mysteriously smiled, and called him sweet bad names, and kissed him, and
-hung on his neck. _She_ sentimental! Could not the great stupid see
-without being told that what influenced her was not an aversion for his
-father's bedroom, but a predilection for Edwin's. She desired that they
-should inhabit his room. She wanted to sleep in his room; and to wake
-up in it, and to feel that she was immersing herself in his past....
-(Ah! The exciting flattery, like an aphrodisiac!) And she would not
-allow him to uproot the fixed bookcases on either side of the hearth.
-She said that for her they were part of the room itself. Useless to
-argue that they occupied space required for extra furniture! She would
-manage! She did manage. He found that the acme of convenience for a
-husband had not been achieved, but convenience was naught in the rapture
-of the escapade. He had "needed shaking up," as they say down there,
-and he was shaken up.
-
-Nevertheless, though undoubtedly shaken up, he had the male wit to
-perceive that the bedroom episode had been a peculiar triumph for
-himself. Her attitude in it, imperious superficially, was in truth an
-impassioned and outright surrender to him. And further, she had at once
-become a frankly admiring partisan of his theory of bedrooms. The need
-for a comfortable solitude earlier in life had led Edwin to make his
-bedroom habitable by means of a gas-stove, an easy chair, and minor
-amenities. When teased by hardy compatriots about his sybaritism Edwin
-was apt sometimes to flush and be "nettled," and he would make offensive
-un-English comments upon the average bedroom of the average English
-household, which was so barbaric that during eight months of the year
-you could not maintain your temperature in it unless you were either in
-bed or running about the room, and that even in Summer you could not sit
-down therein at ease because there was nothing easy to sit on, nor a
-table to sit at nor even a book to read. He would caustically ask to be
-informed why the supposedly practical and comfort-loving English were
-content with an Alpine hut for a bedroom. And in this way he would go
-on. He was rather pleased with the phrase "Alpine hut." One day he had
-overheard Hilda replying to an acquaintance upstairs: "People may say
-what they like, but Edwin and I don't care to sleep in an Alpine hut."
-She had caught it! She was his disciple in that matter! And how she
-had appreciated his easy-chair! As for calm deliberation in dressing
-and undressing, she could astonishingly and even disconcertingly surpass
-him in the quality. But it is to be noted that she would not permit her
-son to have a gas-stove in his bedroom. Nor would she let him occupy
-the disdained principal bedroom, her argument being that that room was
-too large for a little boy. Maggie Clayhanger's old bedroom was given
-to George, and the principal bedroom remained empty.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER II
-
- HILDA ON THE STAIRS
-
-
- I
-
-
-Ada descended the stairs, young, slim, very neat. Ada was one of Hilda's
-two new servants. Before taking charge of the house Hilda had ordained
-the operation called "a clean sweep," and Edwin had approved. The elder
-of Maggie's two servants had been a good one, but Hilda had shown no
-interest in the catalogue of her excellences. She wanted fresh
-servants. Maggie, like Edwin, approved, but only as a general principle.
-In the particular case she had hinted that her prospective sister-in-law
-was perhaps unwise to let slip a tested servant. Hilda wanted not
-merely fresh servants, but young servants agreeable to behold. "I will
-not have a lot of middle-aged scowling women about my house," Hilda had
-said. Maggie was reserved, but her glance was meant to remind Hilda
-that in those end-of-the-century days mistresses had to be content with
-what they could get. Young and comely servants were all very well--if
-you could drop on them, but supposing you couldn't? The fact was that
-Maggie could not understand Hilda's insistence on youth and comeliness
-in a servant, and she foresaw trouble for Hilda. Hilda, however,
-obtained her desire. She was outspoken with her servants. If Edwin
-after his manner implied that she was dangerously ignoring the
-touchiness of the modern servant, she would say indifferently: "It's
-always open to them to go if they don't like it." They did not go. It
-is notorious that foolhardy mistresses are often very lucky.
-
-As soon as Ada caught sight of her master in the hall she became
-self-conscious; all the joints of her body seemed to be hung on very
-resilient springs, and,--reddening slightly,--she lowered her gaze and
-looked at her tripping toes. Edwin seldom spoke to her more than once a
-day, and not always that. He had one day visited the large attic into
-which, with her colleague, she disappeared late at night and from which
-she emerged early in the morning, and he had seen two small tin trunks
-and some clothes behind the door, and an alarm-clock and a portrait of a
-fireman on the mantelpiece. (The fireman, he seemed to recollect, was
-her brother.) But she was a stranger in his house, and he had no
-sustained curiosity about her. The days were gone when he used to be
-the intimate of servants--of Mrs. Nixon, for example, sole prop of the
-Clayhanger family for many years, and an entirely human being to Edwin.
-Mrs. Nixon had never been either young, slim, or neat. She was dead.
-The last servant whom he could be said to have known was a pert niece of
-Mrs. Nixon's--now somebody's prolific wife and much changed. And he was
-now somebody's husband, and bearded, and perhaps occasionally pompous,
-and much changed in other ways. So that enigmatic Adas bridled at sight
-of him and became intensely aware of themselves. Still, this Ada in her
-smartness was a pretty sight for his eyes as like an aspen she trembled
-down the stairs, though the coarseness of her big red hands, and the
-vulgarity of her accent were a surprising contrast to her waist and her
-fine carriage.
-
-He knew she had been hooking her mistress's dress, and that therefore
-the hooking must be finished. He liked to think of Hilda being attired
-thus in the bedroom by a natty deferential wench. The process gave to
-Hilda a luxurious, even an oriental quality, which charmed him. He
-liked the suddenly impressive tone in which the haughty Hilda would say
-to Ada, "Your master," as if mentioning a sultan. He was more and more
-anxious lest Hilda should be late, and he wanted to ask Ada: "Is Mrs.
-Clayhanger coming down?"
-
-But he discreetly forbore. He might have run up to the bedroom and
-burst in on the toilette--Hilda would have welcomed him. But he
-preferred to remain with his anxiety where he was, and meditate upon
-Hilda bedecking herself up there in the bedroom--to please him; to
-please not the guests, but him.
-
-Ada disappeared down the narrow passage leading to the kitchen, and a
-moment later he heard a crude giggle, almost a scream, and some echo of
-the rough tones in which the servants spoke to each other when they were
-alone in the kitchen. There were in fact two Adas; one was as timid as
-a fawn with a voice like a delicate invalid's; the other a loud-mouthed
-hoity-toity girl such as rushed out of potbanks in flannel apron at one
-o'clock. The Clayhanger servants were satisfactory, more than
-satisfactory, the subject of favourable comment for their neatness among
-the mistresses of other servants. He liked them to be about; their
-presence and their official demeanour flattered him; they perfected the
-complex superiority of his house,--that island. But when he overheard
-them alone together, or when he set himself to imagine what their soul's
-life was, he was more than ever amazed at the unnoticed profound
-differences between modes of thought that in apparently the most natural
-manner could exist so close together without producing a cataclysm.
-Auntie Hamps's theory was that they were all--he, she, the
-servants--equal in the sight of God!
-
-
-
- II
-
-
-Hilda's son, George Edwin, sidled surprisingly into the hall. He was
-wearing a sailor suit, very new, and he had probably been invisible
-somewhere against the blue curtains of the drawing-room window--an
-example of nature's protective mimicry. George was rather small for his
-ten years. Dark, like his mother, he had her eyes and her thick
-eyebrows that almost met in the middle, and her pale skin. As for his
-mind, he seemed to be sometimes alarmingly precocious and sometimes a
-case of arrested development. In this and many other respects he
-greatly resembled other boys. The son of a bigamist can have no name,
-unless it be his mother's maiden name, but George knew nothing of that.
-He had borne his father's name, and when at the exciting and puzzling
-period of his mother's marriage he had learnt that his surname would in
-future be Clayhanger he had a little resented the affront to his egoism.
-Edwin's explanation, however, that the change was for the convenience of
-people in general had caused him to shrug his shoulders in concession
-and to murmur casually: "Oh, well then--!" He seemed to be assenting
-with loftiness: "If it's any particular use to the whole world, I don't
-really mind."
-
-"I say, uncle," he began.
-
-Edwin had chosen this form of address. "Stepfather" was preposterous,
-and "father" somehow offended him; so he constituted himself an uncle.
-
-"Hello, kid!" said he. "Can you find room to keep anything else in your
-pockets besides your hands?"
-
-George snatched his hands out of his pockets. Then he smiled
-confidently up. These two were friends. Edwin was as proud as the boy
-of the friendship, and perhaps more flattered. At first he had not
-cared for George, being repelled by George's loud, positive tones, his
-brusque and often violent gestures, and his intense absorption in
-himself. But gradually he had been won by the boy's boyishness, his
-smile, his little, soft body, his unspoken invocations, his resentment
-of injustice (except when strict justice appeared to clash with his own
-interests), his absolute impotence against adult decrees, his touching
-fatalism, his recondite personal distinction that flashed and was gone,
-and his occasional cleverness and wit. He admitted that George charmed
-him. But he well knew that he also charmed George. He had a way of
-treating George as an equal that few children (save possibly Clara's)
-could have resisted. True, he would quiz the child, but he did not
-forbid the child to quiz. The mother was profoundly relieved and
-rejoiced by this friendship. She luxuriated in it. Edwin might well
-have been inimical to the child; he might through the child have shown a
-jealousy of the child's father. But, somewhat to the astonishment of
-even Edwin himself, he never saw the father in the child, nor thought of
-the father, nor resented the parenthood that was not his. For him the
-child was an individual. And in spite of his stern determination not to
-fall into the delusions of conceited parents, he could not help thinking
-that George was a remarkable child.
-
-"Have you seen my horse?" asked George.
-
-"Have I seen your horse? ... Oh! ... I've seen that you've left it lying
-about on the hall-table."
-
-"I put it there so that you'd see it," George persuasively excused
-himself for the untidiness.
-
-"Well, let's inspect it," Edwin forgave him, and picked up from the
-table a piece of cartridge-paper on which was a drawing of a great
-cart-horse with shaggy feet. It was a vivacious sketch.
-
-"You're improving," said Edwin, judicially, but in fact much impressed.
-Surely few boys of ten could draw as well as that! The design was
-strangely more mature than certain quite infantile watercolours that
-Edwin had seen scarcely a year earlier.
-
-"It's rather good, isn't it?" George suggested, lifting up his head so
-that he could just see over the edge of the paper which Edwin held at
-the level of his watch-chain.
-
-"I've met worse. Where did you see this particular animal?"
-
-"I saw him down near the Brewery this morning. But when I'm doing a
-horse, I see him on the paper before I begin to draw, and I just draw
-round him."
-
-Edwin thought:
-
-"This kid is no ordinary kid."
-
-He said:
-
-"Well, we'll pin it up here. We'll have a Royal Academy and hear what
-the public has to say." He took a pin from under his waistcoat.
-
-"That's not level," said George.
-
-And when Edwin had readjusted the pin, George persisted boldly:
-
-"That's not level either."
-
-"It's as level as it's going to be. I expect you've been drawing horses
-instead of practising your piano."
-
-He looked down at the mysterious little boy, who lived always so much
-nearer to the earth's surface than himself.
-
-George nodded simply, and then scratched his head.
-
-"I suppose if I don't practise while I'm young I shall regret it in
-after life, shan't I?"
-
-"Who told you that?"
-
-"It's what Auntie Hamps said to me, I think... I say, uncle."
-
-"What's up?"
-
-"Is Mr. John coming to-night?"
-
-"I suppose so. Why?"
-
-"Oh, nothing.... I say, uncle."
-
-"That's twice you've said it."
-
-The boy smiled.
-
-"You know that piece in the Bible about if two of you shall agree on
-earth--?"
-
-"What of it?" Edwin asked rather curtly, anticipating difficulties.
-
-"I don't think two _boys_ would be enough, would they? Two grown-ups
-might. But I'm not so sure about two boys. You see in the very next
-verse it says two _or three_, gathered together."
-
-"Three might be more effective. It's always as well to be on the safe
-side."
-
-"Could you pray for anything? A penknife, for instance?"
-
-"Why not?"
-
-"But could you?" George was a little impatient.
-
-"Better ask your mother," said Edwin, who was becoming self-conscious
-under the strain.
-
-George exploded coarsely:
-
-"Poh! It's no good asking mother."
-
-Said Edwin:
-
-"The great thing in these affairs is to know what you want, and to
-_want_ it. Concentrate as hard as you can, a long time in advance. No
-use half wanting!"
-
-"Well, there's one thing that's poz [positive]. I couldn't begin to
-concentrate to-night."
-
-"Why not?"
-
-"Who could?" George protested. "We're all so nervous to-night, aren't
-we, with this At Home business. And I know I never could concentrate in
-my best clothes."
-
-For Edwin the boy with his shocking candour had suddenly precipitated
-out of the atmosphere, as it were, the collective nervousness of the
-household, made it into a phenomenon visible, tangible, oppressive. And
-the household was no longer a collection of units, but an entity. A
-bell rang faintly in the kitchen, and the sound abraded his nerves. The
-first guests were on the threshold, and Hilda was late. He looked at
-the clock. Yes, she was late. The hour named in the invitations was
-already past. All day he had feared lest she should be late, and she
-was late. He looked at the glass of the front-door; but night had come,
-and it was opaque. Ada tripped into view and ran upstairs.
-
-"Don't you hear the front-door?" he stopped her flight.
-
-"It was missis's bell, sir."
-
-"Ah!" Respite!
-
-Ada disappeared.
-
-Then another ring! And no parlour-maid to answer the bell! Naturally!
-Naturally Hilda, forgetting something at the last moment, had taken the
-parlour-maid away precisely when the girl was needed! Oh! He had
-foreseen it! He could hear shuffling outside and could even distinguish
-forms through the glass--many forms. All the people converging from
-various streets upon the waiting nervousness of the household seemed to
-have arrived at once.
-
-George moved impulsively towards the front-door.
-
-"Where are you going?" Edwin asked roughly. "Come here. It's not your
-place to open the door. Come with me in the drawing-room."
-
-It was no affair of Edwin's, thought Edwin crossly and uncompromisingly,
-if guests were kept waiting at the front-door. It was Hilda's affair;
-she was the mistress of the house, and the blame was hers.
-
-At high speed Ada swept with streamers down the stairs, like a squirrel
-down the branch of a tree. And then came Hilda.
-
-
-
- III
-
-
-She stood at the turn of the stairs, waiting while the front-door was
-opened. He and George could see her over and through the banisters.
-And at sight of her triumphant and happy air, all Edwin's annoyance
-melted. He did not desire that it should melt, but it melted. She was
-late. He could not rely on her not to be late. In summoning the
-parlourmaid to her bedroom when the parlourmaid ought to have been on
-duty downstairs she had acted indefensibly and without thought. No
-harm, as it happened, was done. Sheer chance often thus saved her, but
-logically her double fault was not thereby mitigated. He felt that if
-he forgave her, if he dismissed the charge and wiped the slate, he was
-being false to the great male principles of logic and justice. The
-godlike judge in him resented the miscarriage of justice. Nevertheless
-justice miscarried. And the weak husband said like a woman: "What does
-it matter?" Such was her shameful power over him, of which the
-unscrupulous creature was quite aware.
-
-As he looked at her he asked himself: "Is she magnificent? Or is she
-just ordinary and am I deluded? Does she seem her age? Is she a mature
-woman getting past the prime, or has she miraculously kept herself a
-young girl for me?"
-
-In years she was thirty-five. She had large bones, and her robust body,
-neither plump nor slim, showed the firm, assured carriage of its age.
-It said: "I have stood before the world, and I cannot be intimidated."
-Still, marriage had rejuvenated her. She was marvellously young at
-times, and experience would drop from her and leave the girl that he had
-first known and kissed ten years earlier; but a less harsh, less
-uncompromising girl. At their first acquaintance she had repelled him
-with her truculent seriousness. Nowadays she would laugh for no
-apparent reason, and even pirouette. Her complexion was good; he could
-nearly persuade himself that that olive skin had not suffered in a
-decade of distress and disasters.
-
-Previous to her marriage she had shown little interest in dress. But
-now she would spasmodically worry about her clothes, and she would make
-Edwin worry. He had to decide, though he had no qualifications as an
-arbiter. She would scowl at a dressmaker as if to say: "For God's sake
-do realise that upon you is laid the sacred responsibility of helping me
-to please my husband!" To-night she was wearing a striped blue dress,
-imperceptibly décolletée, with the leg-of-mutton sleeves of the period.
-The colours, two shades of blue, did not suit her. But she imagined
-that they suited her, and so did he; and the frock was elaborate, was
-the result of terrific labour and produced a rich effect, meet for a
-hostess of position.
-
-The mere fact that this woman with no talent for coquetry should after
-years of narrow insufficiency scowl at dressmakers and pout at senseless
-refractory silks in the yearning for elegance was utterly delicious to
-Edwin. Her presence there on the landing of the stairs was in the
-nature of a miracle. He had wanted her, and he had got her. In the end
-he had got her, and nothing had been able to stop him--not even the
-obstacle of her tragic adventure with a rascal and a bigamist. The
-strong magic of his passion had forced destiny to render her up to him
-mysteriously intact, after all. The impossible had occurred, and
-society had accepted it, beaten. There she was, dramatically, with her
-thick eyebrows, and the fine wide nostrils and the delicate lobe of the
-ear, and that mouth that would startlingly fasten on him and kiss the
-life out of him.
-
-"There is dear Hilda!" said someone at the door amid the arriving group.
-
-None but Auntie Hamps would have said 'dear' Hilda. Maggie, Clara, and
-even Janet Orgreave never used sentimental adjectives on occasions of
-ceremony.
-
-And in her clear, precise, dominating voice Hilda with gay ease greeted
-the company from above:
-
-"Good evening, all!"
-
-"What the deuce was I so upset about just now?" thought Edwin, in
-sudden, instinctive, exulting felicity: "Everything is absolutely all
-right."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER III
-
- ATTACK AND REPULSE
-
-
- I
-
-
-The entering guests were Edwin's younger sister Clara with her husband
-Albert Benbow, his elder sister Maggie, Auntie Hamps, and Mr. Peartree.
-They had arrived together, and rather unfashionably soon after the hour
-named in the invitation, because the Benbows had called at Auntie
-Hamps's on the way up, and the Benbows were always early, both in
-arriving and in departing, "on account of the children." They called
-themselves "early birds." Whenever they were out of the nest in the
-evening they called themselves early birds. They used the comparison
-hundreds, thousands, of times, and never tired of it; indeed each time
-they were convinced that they had invented it freshly for the occasion.
-
-Said Auntie Hamps, magnificent in jetty black, handsome, and above all
-imposing:
-
-"I knew you would be delighted to meet Mr. Peartree again, Edwin. He is
-staying the night at my house--I can be so much more hospitable now
-Maggie is with me--and I insisted he should come up with us. But it
-needed no insisting."
-
-The old erect lady looked from Mr. Peartree with pride towards her
-nephew.
-
-Mr. Peartree was a medium-sized man of fifty, with greying sandy hair.
-Twenty years before, he had been second minister in the Bursley Circuit
-of the Wesleyan Methodist Connexion. He was now Superintendent Minister
-in a Cheshire circuit. The unchangeable canons of Wesleyanism permit
-its ministers to marry, and celibacy is even discouraged, for the reason
-that wives and daughters are expected to toil in the cause, and their
-labour costs the circuit not a halfpenny. But the canons forbid
-ministers to take root and found a home. Eleven times in thirty years
-Mr. Peartree had been forced to migrate to a strange circuit and to
-adapt his much-travelled furniture and family to a house which he had
-not chosen, and which his wife generally did not like. During part of
-the period he had secretly resented the autocracy of Superintendent
-Ministers, and during the remainder he had learnt that Superintendent
-Ministers are not absolute autocrats.
-
-He was neither overworked nor underpaid. He belonged to the small
-tradesman class, and, keeping a shop in St. Luke's Square, he might well
-have worked harder for less money than he now earned. His vocation,
-however, in addition to its desolating nomadic quality, had other grave
-drawbacks. It gave him contact with a vast number of human beings, but
-the abnormal proportion among them of visionaries, bigots, hypocrites,
-and petty office-seekers falsified his general estimate of humanity.
-Again, the canons rigorously forbade him to think freely for himself on
-the subjects which in theory most interested him; with the result that
-he had remained extremely ignorant through the very fear of knowledge,
-that he was a warm enemy of freedom, and that he habitually carried
-intellectual dishonesty to the verge of cynicism. Thirdly, he was
-obliged always to be diplomatic (except of course with his family), and
-nature had not meant him for the diplomatic career. He was so sick of
-being all things to all men that he even dreamed diplomatic dreams as a
-galley-slave will dream of the oar; and so little gifted for the rôle
-that he wore insignificant tight turned-down collars, never having
-perceived the immense moral advantage conferred on the diplomatist by a
-high, loose, wide-rolling collar. Also he was sick of captivity, and
-this in no wise lessened his objection to freedom. He had lost all
-youthful enthusiasm, and was in fact equally bored with earth and with
-heaven.
-
-Nevertheless, he had authority and security. He was accustomed to the
-public gaze and to the forms of deference. He knew that he was as
-secure as a judge,--and far more secure than a cabinet-minister.
-Nothing but the inconceivable collapse of a powerful and wealthy sect
-could affect his position or his livelihood to the very end of life.
-Hence, beneath his weariness and his professional attitudinarianism
-there was a hint of the devil-may-care that had its piquancy. He could
-foresee with indifference even the distant but approaching day when he
-would have to rise in the pulpit and assert that the literal inspiration
-of the Scriptures was not and never had been an essential article of
-Wesleyan faith.
-
-Edwin blenched at the apparition of Mr. Peartree. That even Auntie Hamps
-should dare uninvited to bring a Wesleyan Minister to the party was
-startling; but that the minister should be Mr. Peartree staggered him.
-For twenty years and more Edwin had secretly, and sometimes in public,
-borne a tremendous grudge against Mr. Peartree. He had execrated,
-anathematised, and utterly excommunicated Mr. Peartree, and had extended
-the fearful curse to his family, all his ancestors, and all his
-descendants. When Mr. Peartree was young and fervent in the service of
-heaven he had had the monstrous idea of instituting a Saturday Afternoon
-Bible Class for schoolboys. Abetted by parents weak-minded and cruel,
-he had caught and horribly tortured some score of miserable victims, of
-whom Edwin was one. The bitter memory of those weekly half-holidays
-thieved from him and made desolate by a sanctimonious crank had never
-softened, nor had Edwin ever forgiven Mr. Peartree.
-
-It was at the sessions of the Bible Class that Edwin, while silently
-perfecting himself in the art of profanity and blasphemy, had in secret
-fury envenomed his instinctive mild objection to the dogma, the ritual,
-and the spirit of conventional Christianity, especially as exemplified
-in Wesleyan Methodism. He had left Mr. Peartree's Bible Class a
-convinced anti-religionist, a hater and despiser of all that the
-Wesleyan Chapel and Mr. Peartree stood for. He deliberately was not
-impartial, and he took a horrid pleasure in being unfair. He knew well
-that Methodism had produced many fine characters, and played a part in
-the moral development of the race; but he would not listen to his own
-knowledge. Nothing could extenuate, for him, the noxiousness of
-Methodism. On the other hand he was full of glee if he could add
-anything to the indictment against it and Christianity. Huxley's
-controversial victories over Gladstone were then occurring in the
-monthly press, and he acclaimed them with enormous gusto. When he first
-read that the Virgin Birth was a feature of sundry creeds more ancient
-than Christianity, his private satisfaction was intense and lasted
-acutely for days. When he heard that Methodism had difficulty in
-maintaining its supply of adequately equipped ministers, he rejoiced
-with virulence. His hostility was the more significant in that it was
-concealed--embedded like a foreign substance in the rather suave
-gentleness of his nature. At intervals--increasingly frequent, it is
-true--he would carry it into the chapel itself; for through mingled
-cowardice and sharp prudence, he had not formally left the Connexion.
-To compensate himself for such bowings-down he would now and then
-assert, judicially to a reliable male friend, or with ferocious contempt
-to a scandalised defenceless sister, that, despite all parsons, religion
-was not a necessity of the human soul, and that he personally had never
-felt the need of it and never would. In which assertion he was
-profoundly sincere.
-
-And yet throughout he had always thought of himself as a rebel against
-authority; and--such is the mysterious intimidating prestige of the
-past--he was outwardly an apologetic rebel. Neither his intellectual
-pride nor his cold sustained resentment, nor his axiomatic conviction of
-the crude and total falseness of Christian theology, nor all three
-together, had ever sufficed to rid him of the self-excusing air. When
-Auntie Hamps spoke with careful reverence of "the Super" (short for
-"superintendent minister"), the word had never in thirty years quite
-failed to inspire in him some of the awe with which he had heard it as
-an infant. Just as a policeman was not an employee but a _policeman_,
-so a minister was not a person of the trading-class who happened to have
-been through a certain educational establishment, subscribed to certain
-beliefs, submitted to certain ceremonies and adopted a certain
-costume,--but a _minister_, a being inexplicably endowed with
-authority,--in fact a sort of arch-policeman. And thus, while detesting
-and despising him, Edwin had never thought of Abel Peartree as merely a
-man.
-
-Now, in the gas-lit bustle of the hall, after an interval of about
-twenty years, he beheld again his enemy, his bugbear, his loathed
-oppressor, the living symbol of all that his soul condemned.
-
-Said Mrs. Hamps:
-
-"I reminded Mr. Peartree that you used to attend his Bible-class, Edwin.
-Do you remember? I hope you do."
-
-"Oh, yes!" said Edwin, with a slight nervous laugh, blushing. His eye
-caught Clara's, but there was no sign whatever of the old malicious grin
-on her maternal face. Nor did Maggie's show a tremor. And, of course,
-the majestic duplicity of Auntie Hamps did not quiver under the strain.
-So that the Rev. Mr. Peartree, protesting honestly that he should have
-recognised his old pupil Mr. Clayhanger anywhere, never suspected the
-terrific drama of the moment.
-
-And the next moment there was no drama.... Teacher and pupil shook
-hands. The recognition was mutual. To Edwin, Mr. Peartree, save for
-the greying of his hair, had not changed. His voice, his form, his
-gestures, were absolutely the same. Only, instead of being Mr.
-Peartree, he was a man like another man--a commonplace, hard-featured,
-weary man; a spare little man, with a greenish-black coat and
-bluish-white low collar; a perfunctory, listless man with an unpleasant
-voice; a man with the social code of the Benbows and Auntie Hamps; a man
-the lines of whose face disclosed a narrow and self-satisfied ignorance;
-a man whose destiny had forbidden him ever to be natural; the usual
-snobbish man, who had heard of the importance and the success and the
-wealth of Edwin Clayhanger and who kowtowed thereto and was naïvely
-impressed thereby, and proud that Edwin Clayhanger had once been his
-pupil; and withal an average decent fellow.
-
-Edwin rather liked the casual look in Mr. Peartree's eyes that said: "My
-being here is part of my job. I'm indifferent. I do what I have to do,
-and I really don't care. I have paid tens of thousands of calls and I
-shall pay tens of thousands more. If I am bored I am paid to be bored,
-and I repeat I really don't care." This was the human side of Mr.
-Peartree showing itself. It endeared him to Edwin.
-
-"Not a bad sort of cuss, after all!" thought Edwin.
-
-All the carefully tended rage and animosity of twenty years evaporated
-out of his heart and was gone. He did not forgive Mr. Peartree, because
-there was no Mr. Peartree--there was only this man. And there was no
-Wesleyan chapel either, but only an ugly forlorn three-quarters-empty
-building at the top of Duck Bank. And Edwin was no longer an apologetic
-rebel, nor even any kind of a rebel. It occurred to nobody, not even to
-the mighty Edwin, that in those few seconds the history of dogmatic
-religion had passed definitely out of one stage into another.
-
-Abel Peartree nonchalantly, and with a practised aplomb which was not
-disturbed even by the vision of George's heroic stallion, said the
-proper things to Edwin and Hilda; and it became known, somehow, that the
-parson was re-visiting Bursley in order to deliver his well-known
-lecture entitled "The Mantle and Mission of Elijah,"--the sole lecture
-of his repertoire, but it had served to raise him ever so slightly out
-of the ruck of 'Supers.' Hilda patronised him. Against the rich
-background of her home, she assumed the pose of the grand lady. Abel
-Peartree seemed to like the pose, and grew momentarily vivacious in
-knightly response. "And why not?" said Edwin to himself, justifying his
-wife after being a little critical of her curtness.
-
-Then, when the conversation fell, Auntie Hamps discreetly suggested that
-she and the girls should "go upstairs." The negligent Hilda had
-inexcusably forgotten in her nervous excitement that on these occasions
-arriving ladies should be at once escorted to the specially-titivated
-best bedroom, there to lay their things on the best counterpane. She
-perhaps ought to have atoned for her negligence by herself leading
-Auntie Hamps to the bedroom. But instead she deputed Ada. "And why
-not?" said Edwin to himself again. As the ladies mounted Mr. Peartree
-laughed genuinely at one of Albert Benbow's characteristic pleasantries,
-which always engloomed Edwin. "Kindred spirits, those two!" thought the
-superior sardonic Edwin, and privately raised his eyebrows to his wife,
-who answered the signal.
-
-
-
- II
-
-
-Somewhat later, various other guests having come and distributed
-themselves over the reception-rooms, the chandeliers glinted down their
-rays upon light summer frocks and some jewellery and coats of black and
-dark grey and blue; and the best counterpanes in the best bedroom were
-completely hidden by mantles and cloaks, and the hatstand in the hall
-heavily clustered with hats and caps. The reception was in being, and
-the interior full of animation. Edwin, watchful and hospitably anxious,
-wandered out of the drawing-room into the hall. The door of the
-breakfast-room was ajar, and he could hear Clara's voice behind it. He
-knew that the Benbows and Maggie and Auntie Hamps were all in the
-breakfast-room, and he blamed chiefly Clara for this provincial
-clannishness, which was so characteristic of her. Surely Auntie Hamps
-at any rate ought to have realised that the duty of members of the
-family was to spread themselves among the other guests!
-
-He listened.
-
-"No," Clara was saying, "we don't know what's happened to him since he
-came out of prison. He got two years." She was speaking in what Edwin
-called her 'scandal' tones, low, clipped, intimate, eager, blissful.
-
-And then Albert Benbow's voice:
-
-"He's had the good sense not to bother us."
-
-Edwin, while resenting the conversation, and the Benbows' use of "we"
-and "us" in a matter which did not concern them, was grimly comforted by
-the thought of their ignorance of a detail which would have interested
-them passionately. None but Hilda and himself knew that the bigamist
-was at that moment in prison again for another and a later offence.
-Everything had been told but that.
-
-"Of course," said Clara, "they needn't have said anything about the
-bigamy at all, and nobody outside the family need have known that poor
-Hilda was not just an ordinary widow. But we all thought--"
-
-"I don't know so much about that, Clary," Albert Benbow interrupted his
-wife; "you mustn't forget his real wife came to Turnhill to make
-enquiries. That started a hare."
-
-"Well, you know what I mean," said Clara vaguely.
-
-Mr. Peartree's voice came in:
-
-"But surely the case was in the papers?"
-
-"I expect it was in the Sussex papers," Albert replied. "You see, they
-went through the ceremony of marriage at Lewes. But it never got into
-the local rag, because he got married in his real name--Cannon wasn't
-his real name; and he'd no address in the Five Towns, then. He was just
-a boarding-house keeper at Brighton. It was a miracle it didn't get
-into the _Signal_, if you ask me; but it didn't. I happen to know"--his
-voice grew important--"that the _Signal_ people have an arrangement with
-the Press Association for a full report of all matrimonial cases that
-'ud be likely to interest the district. However, the Press Association
-weren't quite on the spot that time. And it's not surprising they
-weren't, either."
-
-Clara resumed:
-
-"No. It never came out. Still, as I say, we all thought it best not to
-conceal anything. Albert strongly advised Edwin not to attempt any such
-thing." ("What awful rot!" thought Edwin.) "So we just mentioned it
-quietly like to a few friends. After all, poor Hilda was perfectly
-innocent. Of course she felt her position keenly when she came to live
-here after the wedding." ("Did she indeed!" thought Edwin.) "Edwin
-would have the wedding in London. We did so feel for her." ("Did you
-indeed!" thought Edwin.) "She wouldn't have an At Home. I knew it was
-a mistake not to. We all knew. But no, _she would not_. Folks began to
-talk. They thought it strange she didn't have an At Home like other
-folks. Many young married women have two At Homes nowadays. So in the
-end she was persuaded. She fixed it for August because she thought so
-many people would be away at the seaside. But they aren't--at least not
-so many as you'd think. Albert says it's owing to the General Election
-upset. And she wouldn't have it in the afternoon like other folks.
-Mrs. Edwin isn't like other folks, and you can't alter her."
-
-"What's the matter with the evening for an At Home, anyhow?" asked
-Benbow the breezy and consciously broad-minded.
-
-"Oh, of course, _I_ quite agree. I like it. But folks are so funny."
-
-After a momentary pause, Mr. Peartree said uncertainly:
-
-"And there's a little boy?"
-
-Said Clara:
-
-"Yes, the one you've seen."
-
-Said Auntie Hamps:
-
-"Poor little thing! I do feel so sorry for him--when he grows up--"
-
-"You needn't, Auntie," said Maggie curtly, expressing her attitude to
-George in that mild curtness.
-
-"Of course," said Clara quickly. "We never let it make any difference.
-In fact our Bert and he are rather friends, aren't they, Albert?"
-
-At this moment George himself opened the door of the dining-room,
-letting out a faint buzz of talk and clink of vessels. His mouth was
-not empty.
-
-Precipitately Edwin plunged into the breakfast-room.
-
-"Hello! You people!" he murmured. "Well, Mr. Peartree."
-
-There they were--all of them, including the parson--grouped together,
-lusciously bathing in the fluid of scandal.
-
-Clara turned, and without the least constraint said sweetly:
-
-"Oh, Edwin! There you are! I was just telling Mr. Peartree about you
-and Hilda, you know. We thought it would be better."
-
-"You see," said Auntie Hamps impressively, "Mr. Peartree will be about
-the town to-morrow, and a word from him--"
-
-Mr. Peartree tried unsuccessfully to look as if he was nobody in
-particular.
-
-"That's all right," said Edwin. "Perhaps the door might as well be
-shut." He thought, as many a man has thought: "My relations take the
-cake!"
-
-Clara occupied the only easy chair in the room. Mrs. Hamps and the
-parson were seated. Maggie stood. Albert Benbow, ever uxorious, was
-perched sideways on the arm of his wife's chair. Clara, centre of the
-conclave and of all conclaves in which she took part, was the mother of
-five children,--and nearing thirty-five years of age. Maternity had
-ruined her once slim figure, but neither she nor Albert seemed to mind
-that,--they seemed rather to be proud of her unshapeliness. Her face was
-unspoiled. She was pretty and had a marvellously fair complexion. In
-her face Edwin could still always plainly see the pert, charming,
-malicious girl of fourteen who loathed Auntie Hamps and was rude to her
-behind her back. But Clara and Auntie Hamps were fast friends nowadays.
-Clara's brood had united them. They thought alike on all topics. Clara
-had accepted Auntie Hamps's code practically entire; but on the other
-hand she had dominated Auntie Hamps. The respect which Auntie Hamps
-showed for Clara and for Edwin, and in a slightly less degree for
-Maggie, was a strange phenomenon in the old age of that grandiose and
-vivacious pillar of Wesleyanism and the conventions.
-
-Edwin did not like Clara; he objected to her domesticity, her
-motherliness, her luxuriant fruitfulness, the intonations of her voice,
-her intense self-satisfaction and her remarkable duplicity; and perhaps
-more than anything to her smug provinciality. He did not positively
-dislike his brother-in-law, but he objected to him for his uxoriousness,
-his cheerful assurance of Clara's perfection, his contented and
-conceited ignorance of all intellectual matters, his incorrigible
-vulgarity of a small manufacturer who displays everywhere the stigmata
-of petty commerce, and his ingenuous love of office. As for Maggie, the
-plump spinster of forty, Edwin respected her when he thought of her, but
-reproached her for social gawkiness and taciturnity. As for Auntie
-Hamps, he could not respect, but he was forced to admire, her gorgeous
-and sustained hypocrisy, in which no flaw had ever been found, and which
-victimised even herself; he was always invigorated by her ageless energy
-and the sight of her handsome, erect, valiant figure.
-
-Edwin's absence had stopped the natural free course of conversation.
-But there were at least three people in the room whom nothing could
-abash: Mrs. Hamps, Clara, and Mr. Peartree.
-
-Mr. Peartree, sitting up with his hands on his baggy knees, said:
-
-"Everything seems to have turned out very well in the end, Mr.
-Clayhanger--very well, indeed." His features showed less of the tedium
-of life.
-
-"Eh, yes! Eh, yes!" breathed Auntie Hamps in ecstasy.
-
-Edwin, diffident and ill-pleased, was about to suggest that the family
-might advantageously separate, when George came after him into the room.
-
-"Oh!" cried George.
-
-"Well, little jockey!" Clara began instantly to him with an exaggerated
-sweetness that Edwin thought must nauseate the child, "would you like
-Bert to come up and play with you one of these afternoons?"
-
-George stared at her, and slowly flushed.
-
-"Yes," said George. "Only--"
-
-"Only what?"
-
-"Supposing I was doing something else when he came?"
-
-Without waiting for possible developments George turned to leave the
-room again.
-
-"You're a caution, you are!" said Albert Benbow; and to the adults:
-"Hates to be disturbed, I suppose."
-
-"That's it," said Edwin responsively, as brother-in-law to
-brother-in-law. But he felt that he, with a few months' experience of
-another's child, appreciated the exquisite strange sensibility of
-children infinitely better than Albert were he fifty times a father.
-
-"What is a caution, Uncle Albert?" asked George, peeping back from the
-door.
-
-Auntie Hamps good-humouredly warned the child of the danger of being
-impertinent to his elders:
-
-"George! George!"
-
-"A caution is a caution to snakes," said Albert. "Shoo!" Making a noise
-like a rocket, he feinted to pursue the boy with violence.
-
-Mr. Peartree laughed rather loudly, and rather like a human being, at
-the word "snakes." Albert Benbow's flashes of humour, indeed, seemed to
-surprise him, if only for an instant, out of his attitudinarianism.
-
-Clara smiled, flattered by the power of her husband to reveal the
-humanity of the parson.
-
-"Albert's so good with children," she said. "He always knows
-exactly..." She stopped, leaving what he knew exactly to the listeners'
-imagination.
-
-Uncle Albert and George could be heard scuffling in the hall.
-
-Auntie Hamps rose with a gentle sigh, saying:
-
-"I suppose we ought to join the others."
-
-Her social sense, which was pretty well developed, had at last
-prevailed.
-
-The sisters Maggie and Clara, one in light and the other in dark green,
-walked out of the room. Maggie's face had already stiffened into mute
-constraint, and Clara's into self-importance, at the prospect of meeting
-the general company.
-
-
-
- III
-
-
-Auntie Hamps held back, and Edwin at once perceived from the
-conspiratorial glance in her splendid eyes that in suggesting a move she
-had intended to deceive her fellow-conspirator in life, Clara. But
-Auntie Hamps could not live without chicane. And she was happiest when
-she had superimposed chicane upon chicane in complex folds.
-
-She put a ringed hand softly but arrestingly upon Edwin's arm, and
-pushed the door to. Alone with her and the parson, Edwin felt himself
-to be at bay, and he drew back before an unknown menace.
-
-"Edwin, dear," said she, "Mr. Peartree has something to suggest to you.
-I was going to say 'a favour to ask,' but I won't put it like that. I'm
-sure my nephew will look upon it as a privilege. You know how much Mr.
-Peartree has at heart the District Additional Chapels Fund--"
-
-Edwin did not know how much; but he had heard of the Macclesfield
-District Additional Chapels Fund, Bursley being one of the circuits in
-the Macclesfield District. Wesleyanism finding itself confronted with
-lessening congregations and with a shortage of ministers, the
-Macclesfield District had determined to prove that Wesleyanism was
-nevertheless spiritually vigorous by the odd method of building more
-chapels. Mr. Peartree, inventor of Saturday afternoon Bible-Classes for
-schoolboys, was one of the originators of the bricky scheme, and in fact
-his lecture upon the "Mantle and Mission of Elijah" was to be in aid of
-it. The next instant Mr. Peartree had invited Edwin to act as District
-Treasurer of the Fund, the previous treasurer having died.
-
-More chicane! The parson's visit, then, was not a mere friendly call,
-inspired by the moment. It was part of a scheme. It had been planned
-against him. Did they (he seemed to be asking himself) think him so
-ingenuous, so simple, as not to see through their dodge? If not, then
-why the preliminary pretences? He did not really ask himself these
-questions, for the reason that he knew the answers to them. When a
-piece of chicane had succeeded Auntie Hamps forgot it, and expected
-others to forget it,--or at any rate she dared, by her magnificent
-front, anybody on earth to remind her of it. She was quite indifferent
-whether Edwin saw through her dodge or not.
-
-"You're so good at business," said she.
-
-Ah! She would insist on the business side of the matter, affecting to
-ignore the immense moral significance which would be attached to Edwin's
-acceptance of the office! Were he to yield, the triumph for Methodism
-would ring through the town. He read all her thoughts. Nothing could
-break down her magnificent front. She had cornered him by a device; she
-had him at bay; and she counted on his weak good-nature, on his
-easy-going cowardice, for a victory.
-
-Mr. Peartree talked. Mr. Peartree expressed his certitude that Edwin
-was "with them at heart," and his absolute reliance upon Edwin's sense
-of the responsibilities of a man in his, Edwin's, position. Auntie
-Hamps recalled with fervour Edwin's early activities in Methodism--the
-Young Men's Debating Society, for example, which met at six o'clock on
-frosty winter mornings for the proving of the faith by dialectics.
-
-And Edwin faltered in his speech.
-
-"You ought to get Albert," he feebly suggested.
-
-"Oh, no!" said Auntie. "Albert is grand in his own line. But for this,
-_we want a man like you_."
-
-It was a master-stroke. Edwin had the illusion of trembling, and yet he
-knew that he did not tremble, even inwardly. He seemed to see the
-forces of evolution and the forces of reaction ranged against each other
-in a supreme crisis. He seemed to see the alternative of two futures
-for himself--and in one he would be a humiliated and bored slave, and in
-the other a fine, reckless ensign of freedom. He seemed to be doubtful
-of his own courage. But at the bottom of his soul he was not doubtful.
-He remembered all the frightful and degrading ennui which when he was
-young he had suffered as a martyr to Wesleyanism and dogma, all the
-sinister deceptions which he had had to practise and which had been
-practised upon him. He remembered his almost life-long intense hatred
-of Mr. Peartree. And he might have clenched his hands bitterly and said
-with homicidal animosity: "_Now_ I will pay you out! And I will tell
-you the truth! And I will wither you up and incinerate you, and be
-revenged for everything in one single sentence!" But he felt no
-bitterness, and his animosity was dead. At the bottom of his soul there
-was nothing but a bland indifference that did not even scorn.
-
-"No," he said quietly. "I shan't be your treasurer. You must ask
-somebody else."
-
-A vast satisfaction filled him. The refusal was so easy, the opposing
-forces so negligible.
-
-Auntie Hamps and Mr. Peartree knew nothing of the peculiar phenomena
-induced in Edwin's mind by the first sight of the legendary Abel
-Peartree after twenty years. But Auntie Hamps, though puzzled for an
-explanation, comprehended that she was decisively beaten. The blow was
-hard. Nevertheless she did not wince. The superb pretence must be kept
-up, and she kept it up. She smiled and, tossing her curls, checked
-Edwin with cheerful, indomitable rapidity.
-
-"Now, now! Don't decide at once. Think it over very carefully, and we
-shall ask you again. Mr. Peartree will write to you. I feel sure..."
-
-Appearances were preserved.
-
-The colloquy was interrupted by Hilda, who came in excited, gay, with
-sparkling eyes, humming an air. She had protested vehemently against an
-At Home. She had said again and again that the idea of an At Home was
-abhorrent to her, and that she hated all such wholesale formal
-hospitalities and could not bear "people." And yet now she was
-enchanted with her situation as hostess--delighted with herself and her
-rich dress, almost ecstatically aware of her own attractiveness and
-domination. The sight of her gave pleasure and communicated zest.
-Mature, she was yet only beginning life. And as she glanced with secret
-condescension at the listless Mr. Peartree she seemed to say: "What is
-all this talk of heaven and hell? I am in love with life and the
-senses, and everything is lawful to me, and I am above you." And even
-Auntie Hamps, though one of the most self-sufficient creatures that ever
-lived, envied in her glorious decay the young maturity of sensuous
-Hilda.
-
-"Well," said Hilda. "What's going on _here_? They're all gone mad about
-missing words in the drawing-room."
-
-She smiled splendidly at Edwin, whose pride in her thrilled him. Her
-superiority to other women was patent. She made other women seem
-negative. In fact, she was a tingling woman before she was anything
-else--that was it! He compared her with Clara, who was now nothing but
-a mother, and to Maggie, who had never been anything at all.
-
-Mr. Peartree made the mistake of telling her the subject of the
-conversation. She did not wait to hear what Edwin's answer had been.
-
-She said curtly, and with finality:
-
-"Oh, no! I won't have it."
-
-Edwin did not quite like this. The matter concerned him alone, and he
-was an absolutely free agent. She ought to have phrased her objection
-differently. For example, she might have said: "I hope he has refused."
-
-Still, his annoyance was infinitesimal.
-
-"The poor boy works quite hard enough as it is," she added, with
-delicious caressing intonation of the first words.
-
-He liked that. But she was confusing the issue. She always would
-confuse the issue. It was not because the office would involve extra
-work for him that he had declined the invitation, as she well knew.
-
-Of course Auntie Hamps said in a flash:
-
-"If it means overwork for him I shouldn't dream--" She was putting the
-safety of appearances beyond doubt.
-
-"By the way, Auntie," Hilda continued. "What's the trouble about the
-pew down at chapel? Both Clara and Maggie have mentioned it."
-
-"Trouble, my dear?" exclaimed Auntie Hamps, justifiably shocked that
-Hilda should employ such a word in the presence of Mr. Peartree. But
-Hilda was apt to be headlong.
-
-To the pew originally taken by Edwin's father, and since his death
-standing in Edwin's name, Clara had brought her husband; and although it
-was a long pew, the fruits of the marriage had gradually filled it, so
-that if Edwin chanced to go to chapel there was not too much room for
-him in the pew, which presented the appearance of a second-class railway
-carriage crowded with season-ticket holders. Albert Benbow had
-suggested that Edwin should yield up the pew to the Benbows, and take a
-smaller pew for himself and Hilda and George. But the women had
-expressed fear lest Edwin "might not like" this break in a historic
-tradition, and Albert Benbow had been forbidden to put forward the
-suggestion until the diplomatic sex had examined the ground.
-
-"We shall be only too pleased for Albert to take over the pew," said
-Hilda.
-
-"But have you chosen another pew?" Mrs. Hamps looked at Edwin.
-
-"Oh, no!" said Hilda lightly.
-
-"But--"
-
-"Now, Auntie," the tingling woman warned Auntie Hamps as one powerful
-individuality may warn another, "don't worry about us. You know we're
-not great chapel-goers."
-
-She spoke the astounding words gaily, but firmly. She could be firm, and
-even harsh, in her triumphant happiness. Edwin knew that she detested
-Auntie Hamps. Auntie Hamps no doubt also knew it. In their mutual
-smilings, so affable, so hearty, so appreciative, apparently so
-impulsive, the hostility between them gleamed mysteriously like
-lightning in sunlight.
-
-"Mrs. Edwin's family were Church of England," said Auntie Hamps, in the
-direction of Mr. Peartree.
-
-"Nor great church-goers, either," Hilda finished cheerfully.
-
-No woman had ever made such outrageous remarks in the Five Towns before.
-A quarter of a century ago a man might have said as much, without
-suffering in esteem--might indeed have earned a certain intellectual
-prestige by the declaration; but it was otherwise with a woman. Both
-Mrs. Hamps and the minister thought that Hilda was not going the right
-way to live down her dubious past. Even Edwin in his pride was
-flurried. Great matters, however, had been accomplished. Not only had
-the attack of Auntie Hamps and Mr. Peartree been defeated, but the
-defence had become an onslaught. Not only was he not the treasurer of
-the District Additional Chapels Fund, but he had practically ceased to
-be a member of the congregation. He was free with a freedom which he
-had never had the audacity to hope for. It was incredible! Yet there
-it was! A word said, bravely, in a particular tone,--and a new epoch
-was begun. The pity was that he had not done it all himself. Hilda's
-courage had surpassed his own. Women were astounding. They were
-disconcerting too. His manly independence was ever so little wounded by
-Hilda's boldness in initiative on their joint behalf.
-
-"Do come and take something, Auntie," said Hilda, with the most winning,
-the most loving inflection.
-
-Auntie Hamps passed out.
-
-Hilda turned back into the room: "Do go with Auntie, Mr. Peartree. I
-must just--" She affected to search for something on the mantelpiece.
-
-Mr. Peartree passed out. He was unmoved. He did not care in his heart.
-And as Edwin caught his indifferent eye, with that "it's-all-one-to-me"
-glint in it, his soul warmed again slightly to Mr. Peartree. And
-further, Mr. Peartree's aloof unworldliness, his personal practical
-unconcern with money, feasting, ambition, and all the grosser forms of
-self-satisfaction, made Edwin feel somewhat a sensual average man and
-accordingly humiliated him.
-
-As soon as, almost before, Mr. Peartree was beyond the door, Hilda
-leaped at Edwin, and kissed him violently. The door was not closed. He
-could hear the varied hum of the party.
-
-"I had to kiss you while it's all going on," she whispered. Ardent
-vitality shimmered in her eyes.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IV
-
- THE WORD
-
-
- I
-
-
-Ada was just crossing the hall to the drawing-room, a telegram on a
-salver in her red hand.
-
-"Here you are, Ada," said Edwin, stopping her, with a gesture towards
-the telegram.
-
-"It's for Mr. Tom Swetnam, sir."
-
-Edwin and Hilda followed the starched and fussy girl into the
-drawing-room, in which were about a dozen people, including Fearns, the
-lawyer, and his wife, the recently married Stephen and Vera Cheswardine,
-several Swetnams, and Janet Orgreave, who sat at the closed piano,
-smiling vaguely.
-
-Tom Swetnam, standing up, took the telegram.
-
-"I never knew they delivered telegrams at this time o' night," said
-Fearns sharply, looking at his watch. He was wont to keep a careful eye
-on the organisation of railways, ships, posts, and other contrivances
-for the shifting of matter from one spot to another. An exacting critic
-of detail, he was proud of them in the mass, and called them
-civilisation.
-
-"They don't," said Tom Swetnam naughtily, glad to plague a man older
-than himself, and the father of a family. Tom was a mere son, but he
-had travelled, and was, indeed, just returned from an excursion through
-Scandinavia. "Observe there's no deception. The envelope's been opened.
-Moreover, it's addressed to Ben Clewlow, not to me. Ben's sent it up.
-I asked him to. Now, we'll see."
-
-Having displayed the envelope like a conjurer, he drew forth the
-telegram, and prepared to read it aloud. One half of the company was
-puzzled; the other half showed an instructed excitement. Tom read the
-message:
-
-"'Twenty-seven pounds ten nine. Philosophers tell us that there is
-nothing new under the sun. Nevertheless it may well be doubted whether
-the discovery of gold at Barmouth, together with two earthquake shocks
-following each other in quick succession in the same district, does not
-constitute, in the history of the gallant little Principality, a double
-event of unique--'" He stopped.
-
-Vera Cheswardine, pretty, fluffy, elegant, cried out with all the
-impulsiveness of her nature:
-
-"Novelty!"
-
-"Whatever is it all about?" mildly asked Mrs. Fearns, a quiet and
-dignified, youngish woman whom motherhood had made somewhat
-absent-minded when she was away from her children.
-
-"Missing-word competition," Fearns explained to her with curt, genial
-superiority. He laughed outright. "You do go it, some of you chaps,"
-he said. "Why, that telegram cost over a couple of bob, I bet!"
-
-"Well, you see," said Tom Swetnam, "three of us share it. We get it
-thirty-six hours before the paper's out--fellow in London--and there's
-so much more time to read the dictionary. No use half doing a thing!
-Twenty-seven pounds odd! Not a bad share this week, eh?"
-
-"Won anything?"
-
-"Rather. We had the wire about the winning word this morning. We'd
-sent it in four times. That makes about £110, doesn't it? Between
-three of us. We sent in nearly two hundred postal orders. Which leaves
-£100 clear. Thirty-three quid apiece, net."
-
-He tried to speak calmly and nonchalantly, but his excitement was
-extreme. The two younger Swetnams regarded him with awe. Everybody was
-deeply impressed by the prodigious figures, and in many hearts envy,
-covetousness, and the wild desire for a large, free life of luxury were
-aroused.
-
-"Seems to me you've reduced this game to a science," said Edwin.
-
-"Well, we have," Tom Swetnam admitted. "We send in every possible
-word."
-
-"It's a mere thousand per cent profit per week," murmured Fearns. "At
-the rate of fifty thousand per cent per annum."
-
-Albert Benbow, entering, caught the last phrase, which very properly
-whetted his curiosity as a man of business. Clara followed him closely.
-On nearly all ceremonial occasions these two had an instinctive need of
-each other's presence and support; and if Albert did not run after
-Clara, Clara ran after Albert.
-
-
-
- II
-
-
-Then came the proof of the genius, the cynicism and the insight of the
-leviathan newspaper-proprietor who had invented the dodge of inviting
-his readers to risk a shilling and also to buy a coupon for the
-privilege of supplying a missing word, upon the understanding that the
-shillings of those who supplied the wrong word should be taken for ever
-away from them and given to those who supplied the right word. The
-entire company in the Clayhanger drawing-room was absorbed in the
-tremendous missing-word topic, and listened to Swetnam as to a new
-prophet bearing the secret of eternal felicity. The rumour of Swetnam's
-triumph drew people out of the delectable dining-room to listen to his
-remarks; and among these was Auntie Hamps. So it was in a thousand, in
-ten thousand, in hundreds of thousands of homes of all kinds throughout
-the kingdom. The leviathan journalist's readers (though as a rule they
-read nothing in his paper save the truncated paragraph and the rules of
-the competition) had grown to be equivalent to the whole British public.
-And he not only held them but he had overshadowed all other interests in
-their minds. Upon honeymoons people thought of the missing-word amid
-caresses, and it is a fact that people had died with the missing word on
-their lips. Sane adults of both sexes read the dictionary through from
-end to end every week with an astounding conscientiousness. The
-leviathan newspaper-proprietor could not buy enough paper, nor hire
-sufficient presses, to meet the national demands. And no wonder, seeing
-that any small news-agent in a side street was liable at any moment to
-receive an order from an impassioned student of periodical literature
-for more copies of one issue of the journal than the whole town had been
-used to buy before the marvellous invention of the missing-word. The
-post office was incommoded; even the Postmaster General was incommoded,
-and only by heroical efforts and miraculous feats of resourcefulness did
-he save himself from the ignominy of running out of shilling postal
-orders. Post office girls sold shilling postal orders with a sarcastic
-smile, with acerbity, with reluctance,--it was naught to them that the
-revenue was benefited and the pressure on taxpayers eased. Employers
-throughout the islands suffered vast losses owing to the fact that for
-months their offices and factories were inhabited not by clerks and
-other employees, but by wage-paid monomaniacs who did naught but read
-dictionaries and cut out and fill up coupons. And over all the land
-there hung the dark incredible menace of an unjust prosecution under the
-Gambling Laws, urged by interfering busybodies who would not let a
-nation alone.
-
-"And how much did you make last week, Mr. Swetnam?" judicially asked
-Albert Benbow, who was rather pleased and flattered, as an active
-Wesleyan, to rub shoulders with frank men of the world like Tom. As an
-active Wesleyan he had hitherto utterly refused to listen to the
-missing-word; but now it seemed to be acquiring respectability enough
-for his ears.
-
-Swetnam replied with a casual air:
-
-"We didn't make much last week. We won something, of course. We win
-every week; that's a mathematical certainty--but sometimes the expenses
-mount up a bit higher than the receipts. It depends on the word. If
-it's an ordinary word that everybody chooses, naturally the share is a
-small one because there are so many winners." He gave no more exact
-details.
-
-Clara breathed a disillusioned "Oh!" implying that she had known there
-must be some flaw in the scheme--and her husband had at once put his
-finger on it.
-
-But her husband, with incipient enthusiasm for the word, said: "Well, it
-stands to reason they must take one week with another, and average it
-out."
-
-"Now, Albert! Now, Albert!" Edwin warned him. "No gambling."
-
-Albert replied with some warmth: "I don't see that there's any gambling
-in it. Appears to me that it's chiefly skill and thoroughness that does
-the trick."
-
-"Gambling!" murmured Tom Swetnam shortly. "Of course it's not
-gambling."
-
-"No!"
-
-"Well," said Vera Cheswardine, "I say 'novelty.' 'A double event of
-unique novelty.' That's it."
-
-"I shouldn't go nap on 'novelty,' if I were you," said Tom Swetnam, the
-expert.
-
-Tom read the thing again.
-
-"Novelty," Vera repeated. "I know it's novelty. I'm always right,
-aren't I, Stephen?" She looked round. "Ask Stephen."
-
-"You were right last week but one, my child," said Stephen.
-
-"And did you make anything?" Clara demanded eagerly.
-
-"Only fifteen shillings," said Vera discontentedly. "But if Stephen had
-listened to me we should have made lots."
-
-Albert Benbow's interest in the word was strengthened.
-
-Fearns, leaning carefully back in his chair, asked with fine
-indifference: "By the way, what is this week's word, Tom? I haven't
-your secret sources of information. I have to wait for the paper."
-
-"'Unaccountably,'" said Tom. "Had you anything on it?"
-
-"No," Fearns admitted. "I've caught a cold this week, it seems."
-
-Albert Benbow stared at him. Here was another competitor--and as acute
-a man of business as you would find in the Five Towns!
-
-"Me, too!" said Edwin, smiling like a culprit.
-
-Hilda sprang up gleefully, and pointed at him a finger of delicious
-censure.
-
-"Oh! You wicked sinner! You never told me you'd gone in! You
-deceitful old thing!"
-
-"Well, it was a man at the shop who would have me try," Edwin boyishly
-excused himself.
-
-
-
- III
-
-
-Hilda's vivacity enchanted Edwin. The charm of her reproof was simply
-exquisite in its good-nature and in the elegance of its gesture. The
-lingering taste of the feverish kiss she had given him a few minutes
-earlier bemused him and he flushed. To conceal his inconvenient
-happiness in the thought of his wife he turned to open the new enlarged
-window that gave on the garden. (He had done away with the old
-garden-entrance of the house, and thrown the side corridor into the
-drawing-room.) Then he moved towards Janet Orgreave, who was still
-seated at the closed piano.
-
-"Your father isn't coming, I suppose?" he asked her.
-
-The angelic spinster, stylishly dressed in white, and wearing as usual
-her kind heart on her sleeve, smiled with soft benignity, and shook her
-head.
-
-"He told me to tell you he was too old. He is, you know."
-
-"And how's your mother?"
-
-"Oh, pretty well, considering.... I really ought not to leave them."
-
-"Oh, yes!" Edwin protested. The momentary vision of Mr. and Mrs.
-Orgreave in the large house close by, now practically deserted by all
-their children except Janet, saddened him.
-
-Then a loud voice dominated the general conversation behind him:
-
-"I say, this is a bit stiff. I did think I should be free of it here.
-But no! Same old missing-word everywhere! What is it this week,
-Swetnam?"
-
-It was Johnnie Orgreave, appreciably younger than his sister, but a
-full-grown man of the world, and somewhat dandiacal. After shaking
-hands with Hilda he came straight to Edwin.
-
-"Awfully sorry I'm so late, old chap. How do, Jan?"
-
-"Of course you are," Edwin quizzed him like an uncle.
-
-"Where's Ingpen?"
-
-"Not come."
-
-"Not come! He said he should be here at eight. Just like him!" said
-Johnnie. "I expect he's had a puncture."
-
-"I've been looking out for him every minute," Edwin muttered.
-
-In the middle of the room Albert Benbow, stocky and vulgar, but feeling
-himself more and more a man of the world among men and women of the
-world, was proclaiming, not without excitement:
-
-"Well, I agree with Mrs. Cheswardine. 'Novelty' 's much more likely
-than 'interest.' 'Interest' 's the wrong kind of word altogether. It
-doesn't agree with the beginning of the paragraph."
-
-"That's right, Mr. Benbow," Vera encouraged him with flirtatious
-dimples. "You put your money on me, even if my own husband won't."
-Albert as a dowdy dissenter was quite out of her expensive sphere, but
-to Vera any man was a man.
-
-"Now, Albert," Clara warned him, "if you win anything, you must give it
-to me for the new perambulator."
-
-("Dash that girl's infernal domesticity!" thought Edwin savagely.)
-
-"Who says I'm going in for it, missis?" Albert challenged.
-
-"I only say _if_ you do, dear," Clara said smoothly.
-
-"Then I _will_!" Albert announced the great decision. "Just for the fun
-of the thing, I will. Thank ye, Mrs. Cheswardine."
-
-He glanced at Mrs. Cheswardine as a knight at his unattainable mistress.
-Indeed the decision had in it something of the chivalrous; the attention
-of slim provocative Vera, costliest and most fashionably dressed woman
-in Bursley, had stirred his fancy to wander far beyond its usual limits.
-
-"Albert! Well, I never!" exclaimed Mrs. Hamps.
-
-"You don't mind, do you Auntie?" said Albert jovially, standing over
-her.
-
-"Not if it's not gambling," said Mrs. Hamps stoutly. "And I hope it
-isn't. And it would be very nice for Clara, I'm sure, if you won."
-
-"Hurrah for Mrs. Hamps!" Johnnie Orgreave almost yelled.
-
-At the same moment, Janet Orgreave, swinging round on the music-stool,
-lifted the lid of the piano, and, still with her soft, angelic smile,
-played loudly and dashingly the barbaric, Bacchic, orgiastic melody
-which had just recently inflamed England, Scotland, Ireland, Wales, and
-the Five Towns--the air which was unlike anything ever heard before by
-British ears, and which meant nothing whatever that could be avowed, the
-air which heralded social revolutions and inaugurated a new epoch. And
-as the ringed fingers of the quiet, fading spinster struck out the
-shocking melody, Vera Cheswardine and one or two others who had been to
-London and there seen the great legendary figure, Lottie Collins, hummed
-more or less brazenly the syllables heavy with mysterious significance:
-
- "_Tarara-boom-deay!_
- _Tarara-boom-deay!_
- _Tarara-boom-deay!_
- _Tarara-boom-deay!_"
-
-
-Upon this entered Mr. Peartree, like a figure of retribution, and
-silence fell.
-
-"I'm afraid..." he began. "Mr. Benbow."
-
-They spoke together.
-
-A scared servant-girl had come up from the Benbow home with the
-affrighting news that Bert Benbow, who had gone to bed with the other
-children as usual, was not in his bed and could not be discovered in the
-house. Mr. Peartree, being in the hall, had chosen himself to bear the
-grievous tidings to the drawing-room. In an instant Albert and Clara
-were parents again. Both had an idea that the unprecedented,
-incomprehensible calamity was a heavenly dispensation to punish them for
-having trifled with the missing-word. Their sudden seriousness was
-terrific. They departed immediately, without ceremony of any sort.
-Mrs. Hamps said that she really ought to go too, and Maggie said that as
-Auntie Hamps was going she also would go. The parson said that he had
-already stayed longer than he ought, in view of another engagement, and
-he followed. Edwin and Hilda dutifully saw them off and were as serious
-as the circumstances demanded. But those who remained in the
-drawing-room sniggered, and when Hilda rejoined them she laughed. The
-house felt lighter. Edwin, remaining longest at the door, saw a
-bicyclist on one of the still quaint pneumatic-tyred "safety" bicycles,
-coming along behind a "King of the Road" lamp. The rider dismounted at
-the corner.
-
-"That you, Mr. Ingpen?"
-
-Said a blithe voice:
-
-"How d'ye do, host? When you've known me a bit longer you'll learn that
-I always manage to arrive just when other people are leaving."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER V
-
- TERTIUS INGPEN
-
-
- I
-
-
-Tertius Ingpen was the new District Factory Inspector, a man of about
-thirty-five, neither fair nor dark, neither tall nor short. He was a
-native of the district, having been born somewhere in the aristocratic
-regions between Knype and the lordly village of Sneyd, but what first
-struck the local observer in him was that his speech had none of the
-local accent. In the pursuit of his vocation he had lived in other
-places than the Five Towns. For example, in London, where he had become
-acquainted with Edwin's friend, Charlie Orgreave, the doctor. When
-Ingpen received a goodish appointment amid the industrial horrors of his
-birth, Charlie Orgreave recommended him to Edwin, and Edwin and Ingpen
-had met once, under arrangement made by Johnnie Orgreave. It was
-Johnnie who had impulsively suggested in Ingpen's presence that Ingpen
-should be invited to the At Home. Edwin, rather intimidated by Ingpen's
-other-worldliness, had said: "You'll run up against a mixed lot." But
-Ingpen, though sternly critical of local phenomena, seemed to be ready
-to meet social adventures in a broad and even eager spirit of curiosity
-concerning mankind. He was not uncomely, and he possessed a short silky
-beard of which secretly he was not less proud than of his striking name.
-He wore a neat blue suit, with the trousers fastened tightly round the
-ankles for bicycle-riding, and thick kid gloves. He took off one glove
-to shake hands, and then, having leisurely removed the other, and
-talking all the time, he bent down with care and loosed his trousers and
-shook them into shape.
-
-"Now what about this jigger?" he asked, while still bending. "I don't
-care to leave it anywhere. It's a good jigger."
-
-As it leaned on one pedal against the kerb of Hulton Street, the
-strange-looking jigger appeared to be at any rate a very dirty jigger.
-Fastened under the saddle were a roll of paper and a mackintosh.
-
-"There are one or two ordinaries knocking about the place," said Edwin,
-"but we haven't got a proper bicycle-house. I'll find a place for it
-somewhere in the garden." He lifted the front wheel.
-
-"Don't trouble, please. I'll take it," said Ingpen, and before picking
-up the machine blew out the lamp, whose extinction left a great darkness
-down the slope of Hulton Street.
-
-"You've got a very nice place here. Too central for me, of course!"
-Ingpen began, after they had insinuated the bicycle through narrow paths
-to the back of the house.
-
-Edwin was leading him along the side of the lawn furthest away from
-Trafalgar Road. Certainly the property had the air of being a very nice
-place. The garden with its screen of high rustling trees seemed
-spacious and mysterious in the gloom, and the lighted windows of the
-house produced an effect of much richness--especially the half-open
-window of the drawing-room. Fearns and Cheswardine were standing in
-front of it chatting (doubtless of affairs) with that important adult
-air which Edwin himself could never successfully imitate. Behind them
-were bright women, and the brilliant chandelier. The piano faintly
-sounded. Edwin was proud of his very nice place. "How strange!" he
-thought. "This is all mine! These are my guests! And my wife is
-mine!"
-
-"Well, you see," he answered Ingpen's criticism with false humility.
-"I've no choice. I've got to be central."
-
-Ingpen answered pleasantly.
-
-"I take your word for it; but I don't see."
-
-The bicycle was carefully bestowed by its groping owner in a small
-rustic arbour which, situated almost under the wall that divided the
-Clayhanger property from the first cottage in Hulton Street, was hidden
-from the house by a clump of bushes.
-
-In the dark privacy of this shelter Tertius Ingpen said in a reflective
-tone:
-
-"I understand that you haven't been married long, and that this is a
-sort of function to inform the world officially that you're no longer
-what you were?"
-
-"It's something like that?" Edwin admitted with a laugh.
-
-He liked the quiet intimacy of Ingpen's voice, whose delicate
-inflections indicated highly cultivated sensibilities. And he thought:
-"I believe I shall be friends with this chap." And was glad, and faith
-in Ingpen was planted in his heart.
-
-"Well," Ingpen continued, "I wish you happiness. It may seem a strange
-thing to say to a man in your position, but my opinion is that the
-proper place for women is--behind the veil. Only my personal opinion,
-of course! But I'm entitled to hold it, and therefore to express it."
-Whatever his matter, his manner was faultless.
-
-"Yes?" Edwin murmured awkwardly. What on earth did Ingpen expect by way
-of reply to such a proposition? Surely Ingpen should have known that he
-was putting his host in a disagreeable difficulty. His new-born faith
-in Ingpen felt the harsh wind of experience and shivered. Nevertheless,
-there was a part of Edwin that responded to Ingpen's attitude. "Behind
-the veil." Yes, something could be said for the proposition.
-
-They left the arbour in silence. They had not gone more than a few
-steps when a boy's shrill voice made itself heard over the wall of the
-cottage yard.
-
-"Oh Lord, thou 'ast said 'If two on ye sh'll agray on earth as touching
-onything that they sh'll ask it sh'll be done for them of my Father
-which is in 'eaven. For where two or three are gathered together i' my
-name theer am I in th' midst of 'em. Oh Lord, George Edwin Clay'anger
-wants a two-bladed penknife. We all three on us want ye to send George
-Edwin Clay'anger a two-bladed penknife."
-
-The words fell with impressive effect on the men in the garden.
-
-"What the--" Edwin exclaimed.
-
-"Hsh!" Ingpen stopped him in an excited whisper. "Don't disturb them for
-anything in the world!"
-
-Silence followed.
-
-Edwin crept away like a scout towards a swing which he had arranged for
-his friend George before he became the husband of George's mother. He
-climbed into it and over the wall could just see three boys' heads in
-the yard illuminated by a lamp in the back-window of the cottage.
-Tertius Ingpen joined him, but immediately climbed higher on to the
-horizontal beam of the swing.
-
-"Who are they?" Ingpen asked, restraining his joy in the adventure.
-
-"The one on the right's my stepson. The other big one is my sister
-Clara's child, Bert. I expect the little one's old Clowes', the
-gravedigger's kid. They say he's a regular little parson--probably to
-make up for his parents. I expect they're out somewhere having a
-jollification."
-
-"Well," Ingpen breathed. "I wouldn't have missed this for a good deal."
-He gave a deep, almost soundless giggle.
-
-Edwin was startled--as much as anything by the extraordinary
-deceitfulness of George. Who could possibly have guessed from the boy's
-demeanour when his Aunt Clara mentioned Bert to him, that he had made an
-outrageous rendezvous with Bert that very night? Certainly he had
-blushed, but then he often blushed. Of course, the Benbows would assert
-that George had seduced the guileless Bert. Fancy them hunting the town
-for Bert at that instant! As regards Peter Clowes, George, though not
-positively forbidden to do so, had been warned against associating with
-him--chiefly because of the bad influence which Peter's accent would
-have on George's accent. His mother had said that she could not
-understand how George could wish to be friendly with a rough little boy
-like Peter. Edwin, however, inexperienced as he was, had already
-comprehended that children, like Eastern women, have no natural class
-bias; and he could not persuade himself to be the first to inculcate
-into George ideas which could only be called snobbish. He was a
-democrat. Nevertheless he did not like George to play with Peter Clowes.
-
-The small Peter, with uplifted face and clasped hands, repeated
-urgently, passionately:
-
-"O God! We all three on us want ye to send George Edwin Clay'anger a
-two-bladed penknife. Now lads, kneel, and all three on us together!"
-
-He stood between the taller and better-dressed boys unashamed, fervent,
-a born religionist. He was not even praying for himself. He was
-praying out of his profound impersonal interest in the efficacy of
-prayer.
-
-The three boys, kneeling, and so disappearing from sight behind the
-wall, repeated together:
-
-"O God! Please send George Edwin Clayhanger a two-bladed penknife."
-
-Then George and Bert stood up again, shuffling about. Peter Clowes did
-not reappear.
-
-"I can't help it," whispered Ingpen in a strange, moved voice, "I've got
-to be God. Here goes! And it's practically new, too!"
-
-Edwin in the darkness could see him feeling in his waistcoat pocket, and
-then raise his arm, and, taking careful aim, throw in the direction of
-the dimly lighted yard.
-
-"Oh!" came the cry of George, in sudden pain.
-
-The descending penknife had hit him in the face.
-
-There was a scramble on the pavement of the yard, and some muttered
-talk. The group went to the back window where the lamp was and examined
-the heavenly penknife. They were more frightened than delighted by the
-miracle. The unseen watchers in the swing were also rather frightened,
-as though they had interfered irremediably in a solemn and delicate
-crisis beyond their competence. In a curious way they were ashamed.
-
-"Yes, and what about me?" said the voice of fat Bert Benbow, sulkily.
-"This is all very well. But what about me? Ye tried without me and ye
-couldn't do anything. Now I've come and ye've done it. What am I going
-to get? Ye've got to give me something instead of a half-share in that
-penknife, George."
-
-George said:
-
-"Let's pray for something for you now. What d'you want?"
-
-"I want a bicycle. Ye know what I want."
-
-"Oh, no, you don't, Bert Benbow!" said George. "You've got to want
-something safer than a bike. Suppose it comes tumbling down like the
-penknife did! We shall be dam well killed."
-
-Tertius Ingpen could not suppress a snorting giggle.
-
-"I want a bike," Bert insisted. "And I don't want nothin' else."
-
-The two bigger boys moved vaguely away from the window, and the little
-religionist followed them in silence, ready to supplicate for whatever
-they should decide.
-
-"All right," George agreed. "We'll pray for a bicycle. But we'd better
-all stand as close as we can to the wall, under the spouting, in case."
-
-The ceremonial was recommenced.
-
-"No," Ingpen murmured. "I'm not being God this time. It won't run to
-it."
-
-Footsteps were heard on the lawn behind the swing. Ingpen slid down and
-Edwin jumped down. Johnnie Orgreave was approaching.
-
-"Hsh!" Ingpen warned him.
-
-"What are you chaps--"
-
-"Hsh!" Ingpen was more imperative.
-
-All three men walked away out of earshot of the yard, towards the window
-of the drawing-room--Johnnie Orgreave mystified, the other two smiling
-but with spirits disturbed. Johnnie heard the story in brief; it was
-told to him in confidence, as Tertius Ingpen held firmly that
-eavesdroppers, if they had any honour left, should at least hold their
-tongues.
-
-
-
- II
-
-
-When Tertius Ingpen was introduced to Hilda in the drawing-room, the
-three men having entered by the French window, Edwin was startled and
-relieved by the deportment of the orientalist who thought that the
-proper place for women was behind the veil. In his simplicity he had
-assumed that the orientalist would indicate his attitude by a dignified
-reserve. Not at all! As soon as Ingpen reached Hilda's hospitable gaze
-his whole bearing altered. He bowed, with a deferential bending that to
-an untravelled native must have seemed exaggerated; his face was
-transformed by a sweet smile; his voice became the voice of a courtier;
-he shook hands with chivalrous solicitude for the fragile hand shaken.
-Hilda was pleased by him, perceiving that this man was more experienced
-in the world than any of the other worldly guests. She liked that.
-Ingpen's new symptoms were modified after a few moments, but when he was
-presented to Mrs. Fearns he reproduced them in their original intensity,
-and again when he was introduced to Vera Cheswardine.
-
-"Been out without your cap?" Hilda questioned Edwin, lifting her
-eyebrows. She said it in order to say something, for the entry of this
-ceremonious personage, who held all the advantages of the native and of
-the stranger, had a little overpowered the company.
-
-"Only just to see after Mr. Ingpen's machine. Give me your cap, Mr.
-Ingpen. I'll hang it up."
-
-When he returned to the drawing-room from the hatstand Ingpen was
-talking with Janet Orgreave, whom he already knew.
-
-"Have you seen George, Edwin?" Hilda called across the drawing-room.
-
-"Hasn't he gone to bed?"
-
-"That's what I want to know. I haven't seen him lately."
-
-Everyone, except Johnnie Orgreave and a Swetnam or so, was preoccupied
-by the thought of children, by the thought of this incalculable and
-disturbing race that with different standards and ideals lived so
-mysteriously in and among their adult selves. Nothing was said about
-the strange disappearance of Bert Benbow, but each woman had it in mind,
-and coupled it with Hilda's sudden apprehension concerning George, and
-imagined weird connections between the one and the other, and felt
-forebodings about children nearer to her own heart. Children dominated
-the assemblage and, made restless, the assemblage collectively felt that
-the moment for separation approached. The At Home was practically over.
-
-Hilda rang the bell, and as she did so Johnnie Orgreave winked
-dangerously at Edwin, who with sternness responded. He wondered why he
-should thus deceive his wife, with whom he was so deliciously intimate.
-He thought also that women were capricious in their anxieties, and yet
-now and then their moods--once more by the favour of hazard--displayed a
-marvellous appositeness. Hilda had no reason whatever for worrying more
-about George on this night than on any other night. Nevertheless this
-night happened to be the night on which anxiety would be justified.
-
-"Ada," said Hilda to the entering servant. "Have you seen Master
-George?"
-
-"No'm," Ada replied, almost defiantly.
-
-"When did you see him last?"
-
-"I don't remember, m'm."
-
-"Is he in bed?"
-
-"I don't know, m'm."
-
-"Just go and see, will you?"
-
-"Yes'm."
-
-The company waited with gentle, concealed excitement for the returning
-Ada, who announced:
-
-"His bedroom door's locked, m'm."
-
-"He will lock it sometimes, although I've positively forbidden him to.
-But what are you to do?" said Hilda, smilingly to the other mothers.
-
-"Take the key away, obviously," Tertius Ingpen answered the question,
-turning quickly and interrupting his chat with Janet Orgreave.
-
-"That ought not to be necessary," said Fearns, as an expert father.
-
-Ada departed, thankful to be finished with the ordeal of
-cross-examination in a full drawing-room.
-
-"Don't you know anything about him?" Hilda addressed Johnnie Orgreave
-suddenly.
-
-"Me? About your precious? No. Why should I know?"
-
-"Because you're getting such friends, you two."
-
-"Oh! Are we?" Johnnie said carelessly. Nevertheless he was flattered
-by a certain nascent admiration on the part of George, which was then
-beginning to be noticeable.
-
-A quarter of an hour later, when several guests had gone, Hilda murmured
-to Edwin:
-
-"I'm not easy about that boy. I'll just run upstairs."
-
-"I shouldn't," said Edwin.
-
-But she did. And the distant sound of knocking, and "George, George,"
-could be heard even down in the hall.
-
-"I can't wake him," said Hilda, back in the drawing-room.
-
-"What do you want to wake him for, foolish girl?" Edwin demanded.
-
-She enjoyed being called "foolish girl," but she was not to be
-tranquillised.
-
-"Do you think he is in bed?" she questioned, before the whole remaining
-company, and the dread suspicion was out!
-
-After more journeys upstairs, and more bangings, and essays with keys,
-and even attempts at lock-picking, Hilda announced that George's room
-must be besieged from its window. A ladder was found, and interested
-visitors went into the back-entry, by the kitchen, to see it reared and
-hear the result. Edwin thought that the cook in the kitchen looked as
-guilty as he himself felt, though she more than once asseverated her
-belief that Master George was safely in bed. The ladder was too short.
-Edwin mounted it, and tried to prise himself on to the window-sill, but
-could not.
-
-"Here, let me try!" said Ingpen, joyous.
-
-Ingpen easily succeeded. He glanced through the open window into
-George's bedroom, and then looked down at the upturned faces, and Ada's
-apron, whitely visible in the gloom.
-
-"He's here all right."
-
-"Oh, good!" said Hilda. "Is he asleep?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"He deserves to be wakened," she laughed.
-
-"You see what a foolish girl you've been," said Edwin affectionately.
-
-"Never mind!" she retorted. "_You_ couldn't get on the window. And you
-were just as upset as anybody. Do you think I don't know? Thank you,
-Mr. Ingpen."
-
-"Is he really there?" Edwin whispered to Ingpen as soon as he could.
-
-"Yes. And asleep, too!"
-
-"I wonder how the deuce he slipped in. I'll bet anything those servants
-have been telling a lot of lies for him. He pulls their hair down and
-simply does what he likes with them."
-
-Edwin was now greatly reassured, but he could not quite recover from the
-glimpse he had had of George's capacity for leading a double life.
-Sardonically he speculated whether the heavenly penknife would be
-brought to his notice by its owner, and if so by what ingenious method.
-
-
-
- III
-
-
-The final sensation was caused by the arrival, in a nearly empty
-drawing-room, of plump Maggie, nervous, constrained, and somewhat
-breathless.
-
-"Bert has turned up," she said. "Clara thought I'd better come along
-and tell you. She felt sure you'd like to know."
-
-"Well, that's all right then," Hilda replied perfunctorily, indicating
-that Clara's conceited assumption of a universal interest in her dull
-children was ridiculous.
-
-Edwin asked:
-
-"Did the kid say where he'd been?"
-
-"Been running about the streets. They don't know what's come over
-him--because, you see, he'd actually gone to bed once. Albert is quite
-puzzled; but he says he'll have it out of him before he's done."
-
-"When he does get it out of him," thought Edwin again, "there will be a
-family row and George will be indicted as the corrupter of innocence."
-
-Maggie would not stay a single moment. Hilda attentively accompanied
-her to the hall. The former and the present mistress of the house
-kissed with the conventional signs of affection. But the fact that one
-had succeeded the other seemed to divide them. Hilda was always lying
-in wait for criticism from Maggie, ready to resent it; Maggie divined
-this and said never a word. The silence piqued Hilda as much as
-outspoken criticism would have annoyed her. She could not bear it.
-
-"How do you like my new stair-carpet?" she demanded defiantly.
-
-"Very nice! Very nice, I'm sure!" Maggie replied without conviction.
-And added, just as she stepped outside the front-door, "You've made a
-lot of changes." This was the mild, good-natured girl's sole thrust,
-and it was as effective as she could have wished.
-
-Everybody had gone except the two Orgreaves and Tertius Ingpen.
-
-"I don't know about you, Johnnie, but I must go," said Janet Orgreave
-when Hilda came back.
-
-"Hold on, Jan!" Johnnie protested. "You're forgetting those duets you
-are to try with Ingpen."
-
-"Really?"
-
-"Duets!" cried Hilda, instantly uplifted and enthusiastic. "Oh, do
-let's have some music!"
-
-Ingpen by arrangement with the Orgreaves had brought some pianoforte
-duets. They were tied to his bicycle. He was known as an amateur of
-music. Edwin, bidding Ingpen not to move, ran out into the garden to get
-the music from the bicycle. Johnnie ran after him through the French
-window.
-
-"I say!" Johnnie called in a low voice.
-
-"What's up?" Edwin stopped for him.
-
-"I've a piece of news for you. About that land you've set your heart
-on, down at Shawport! ... It can be bought cheap--at least the old man
-says it's cheap--whatever his opinion may be worth. I was telling him
-about your scheme for having a new printing works altogether.
-Astonishing how keen he is! If I'd had a plan of the land, I believe
-he'd have sat down and made sketches at once."
-
-Johnnie (with his brother Jimmie) was in partnership with old Orgreave
-as an architect.
-
-"'Set my heart on?'" Edwin mumbled, intimidated as usual by a nearer
-view of an enterprise which he had himself conceived and which had
-enchanted him from afar. "'Set my heart on?'"
-
-"Well, had you, or hadn't you?"
-
-"I suppose I had," Edwin admitted. "Look here, I'll drop in and see you
-to-morrow morning."
-
-"Right!"
-
-Together they detached the music from the bicycle, and, as Edwin
-unrolled it and rolled it the other side out to flatten it, they
-returned silently through the dark wind-stirred garden into the
-drawing-room.
-
-There were now the two Orgreaves, Tertius Ingpen, and Hilda and Edwin in
-the drawing-room.
-
-"We will now begin the evening," said Ingpen, as he glanced at the
-music.
-
-All five were conscious of the pleasant feeling of freedom, intimacy,
-and mutual comprehension which animates a small company that by
-self-selection has survived out of a larger one. The lateness of the
-hour aided their zest. Even the more staid among them perceived as by a
-revelation that it did not in fact matter, once in a way, if they were
-tired and inefficient on the morrow, and that too much regularity of
-habit was bad for the soul. Edwin had brought in a tray from the
-dining-room, and rearranged the chairs according to Hilda's caprice, and
-was providing cushions to raise the bodies of the duet-players to the
-proper height. Janet began to excuse herself, asserting that if there
-was one member of her family who could not play duets, she was that
-member, that she had never seen this Dvorak music before, and that if
-they had got her brother Tom, or her elder sister Marion, or even
-Alicia,--etc., etc.
-
-"We are quite accustomed to these formal preliminaries from
-duet-players, Miss Orgreave," said Ingpen. "I never do them
-myself,--not because I can play well, but because I am hardened. Now
-shall we start? Will you take the treble or the bass?"
-
-Janet answered with eager modesty that she would take the bass.
-
-"It's all one to me," said Ingpen, putting on spectacles; "I play either
-equally badly. You'll soon regret leaving the most important part to
-me. However...! Clayhanger, will you turn over?"
-
-"Er--yes," said Edwin boldly. "But you'd better give me the tip."
-
-He knew a little about printed music, from his experiences as a boy when
-his sisters used to sing two-part songs. That is to say, he had a vague
-idea "where a player was" on a page. But the enterprise of turning over
-Dvorak's "Legends" seemed to him critically adventurous. Dvorak was
-nothing but a name to him; beyond the correct English method of
-pronouncing that name, he had no knowledge whatever of the subject in
-hand.
-
-Then the performance of the "Legends" began. Despite halts, hesitations,
-occasional loud insistent chanting of the time, explanations between the
-players, many wrong notes by Ingpen, and a few wrong notes by Janet, and
-one or two enormous misapprehensions by Edwin, the performance was a
-success, in that it put a spell on its public, and permitted the loose
-and tender genius of Dvorak to dominate the room.
-
-"Play that again, will you?" said Hilda, in a low dramatic voice, at the
-third "Legend."
-
-"We will," Ingpen answered. "And we'll play it better."
-
-Edwin had the exquisite sensation of partially comprehending music whose
-total beauty was beyond the limitations of his power to enjoy--power,
-nevertheless, which seemed to grow each moment. Passages entirely
-intelligible and lovely would break at intervals through the veils of
-general sound and ravish him. All his attention was intensely
-concentrated on the page. He could hear Ingpen breathing hard. Out of
-the corner of his eye he was aware of Johnnie Orgreave on the sofa
-making signs to Hilda about drinks, and pouring out something for her,
-and something for himself, without the faintest noise. And he was aware
-of Ada coming to the open door and being waved away to bed by her
-mistress.
-
-"Well," he said, when the last "Legend" was played. "That's a bit of the
-right sort--no mistake." He was obliged to be banal and colloquial.
-
-Hilda said nothing at all. Johnnie, who had waited for the end in order
-to strike a match, showed by two words that he was an expert listener to
-duets. Tertius Ingpen was very excited and pleased. "More tricky than
-difficult, isn't it--to read?" he said privately to his
-fellow-performer, who concurred. Janet also was excited in her fashion.
-But even amid the general excitement Ingpen had to be judicious.
-
-"Delightful stuff, of course," he said, pulling his beard. "But he's
-not a great composer you know, all the same."
-
-"He'll do to be going on with," Johnnie murmured.
-
-"Oh, yes! Delightful! Delightful!" Ingpen repeated warmly, removing
-his spectacles. "What a pity we can't have musical evenings regularly!"
-
-"But we can!" said Hilda positively. "Let's have them here. Every
-week!"
-
-"A great scheme!" Edwin agreed with enthusiasm, admiring his wife's
-initiative. He had been a little afraid that the episode of George had
-upset her for the night, but he now saw that she had perfectly recovered
-from it.
-
-"Oh!" Ingpen paused. "I doubt if I could come every week. I could come
-once a fortnight."
-
-"Well, once a fortnight then!" said Hilda.
-
-"I suppose Sunday wouldn't suit you?"
-
-Edwin challenged him almost fiercely:
-
-"Why won't it suit us? It will suit us first-class."
-
-Ingpen merely said, with quiet delicacy:
-
-"So much the better.... We might go all through the Mozart fiddle
-sonatas."
-
-"And who's your violinist?" asked Johnnie.
-
-"I am, if you don't mind." Ingpen smiled. "If your sister will take
-the piano part."
-
-Hilda exclaimed admiringly:
-
-"Do you play the violin, too, Mr. Ingpen?"
-
-"I scrape it. Also the tenor. But my real instrument is the clarinet."
-He laughed. "It seems odd," he went on with genuine scientific
-unegotistic interest in himself. "But d'you know I thoroughly enjoy
-playing the clarinet in a bad orchestra whenever I get the chance. When
-I happen to have a free evening I often wish I could drop in at a
-theatre and play rotten music in the band. It's better than nothing.
-Some of us are born mad."
-
-"But Mr. Ingpen," said Janet Orgreave anxiously, after this speech had
-been appreciated. "I have never played those Mozart sonatas."
-
-"I am glad to hear it," he replied with admirable tranquillity.
-"Neither have I. I've often meant to. It'll be quite a sporting event.
-But of course we can have a rehearsal if you like."
-
-The project of the musical evenings was discussed and discussed until
-Janet, having vanished silently upstairs, reappeared with her hat and
-cloak on.
-
-"I can go alone if you aren't ready, Johnnie," said she.
-
-Johnnie yawned.
-
-"No. I'm coming."
-
-"I also must go--I suppose," said Ingpen.
-
-They all went into the hall. Through the open door of the dining-room,
-where one gas-jet burned, could be seen the rich remains of what had
-been "light refreshments" in the most generous interpretation of the
-term.
-
-Ingpen stopped to regard the spectacle, fingering his beard.
-
-"I was just wondering," he remarked, with that strange eternal curiosity
-about himself, "whether I'd had enough to eat. I've got to ride home."
-
-"Well, what have you had?" Johnnie quizzed him.
-
-"I haven't had anything," said Ingpen, "except drink."
-
-Hilda cried.
-
-"Oh! You poor sufferer! I am ashamed!" And led him familiarly to the
-table.
-
-
-
- IV
-
-
-Edwin was kept at the front-door some time by Johnnie Orgreave, who
-resumed as he was departing the subject of the proposed new works, and
-maintained it at such length that Janet, tired of waiting on the
-pavement, said that she would walk on. When he returned to the
-dining-room, Ingpen and Hilda were sitting side by side at the littered
-table, and the first words that Edwin heard were from Ingpen:
-
-"It cost me a penknife. But it was dirt cheap at the price. You can't
-expect to be the Almighty for much less than a penknife." Seeing Edwin,
-he added with a nonchalant smile: "I've told Mrs. Clayhanger all about
-the answer to prayer. I thought she ought to know."
-
-Edwin laughed awkwardly, saying to himself:
-
-"Ingpen, my boy, you ought to have thought of my position first. You've
-been putting your finger into a rather delicate piece of mechanism.
-Supposing she cuts up rough with me afterwards for hiding it from her
-all this time! ... I'm living with her. You aren't."
-
-"Of course," Ingpen added. "I've sworn the lady to secrecy."
-
-Hilda said:
-
-"I knew all the time there was something wrong."
-
-And Edwin thought:
-
-"No, you didn't. And if he hadn't happened to tell you about the thing,
-you'd have been convinced that you'd been alarming yourself for
-nothing."
-
-But he only said, not certain of Hilda's humour, and anxious to placate
-her:
-
-"There's no doubt George ought to be punished."
-
-"Nothing of the kind! Nothing of the kind!" Ingpen vivaciously
-protested. "Why, bless my soul! The kids were engaged in a religious
-work. They were busy with someone far more important than any parents."
-And after a pause, reflectively: "Curious thing, the mentality of a
-child! I doubt if we understand anything about it."
-
-Hilda smiled, but said naught.
-
-"May I enquire what there is in that bottle?" Ingpen asked.
-
-"Benedictine."
-
-"Have some, Mr. Ingpen."
-
-"I will if you will, Mrs. Clayhanger."
-
-Edwin raised his eyebrows at his wife.
-
-"You needn't look at me!" said Hilda. "I'm going to have some."
-
-Ingpen smacked his lips over the liqueur.
-
-"It's a very bad thing late at night, of course. But I believe in
-giving your stomach something to think about. I never allow my
-digestive apparatus to boss me."
-
-"Quite right, Mr. Ingpen."
-
-They touched glasses, without a word, almost instinctively.
-
-"Well," thought Edwin, "for a chap who thinks women ought to be behind
-the veil...!"
-
-"Be a man, Clayhanger, and have some."
-
-Edwin shook his head.
-
-With a scarcely perceptible movement of her glass, Hilda greeted her
-husband, peeping out at him as it were for a fraction of a second in a
-glint of affection. He was quite happy. They were all seated close
-together, Edwin opposite the other two at the large table. The single
-gas-jet, by the very inadequacy with which it lighted the scene of
-disorder, produced an effect of informal homeliness and fellowship that
-warmed the heart. Each of the three realised with pleasure that a new
-and promising friendship was in the making. They talked at length about
-the Musical Evenings, and Edwin said that he should buy some music, and
-Hilda asked him to obtain a history of music that Ingpen described with
-some enthusiasm, and the date of the first evening was settled,--Sunday
-week. And after uncounted minutes Ingpen remarked that he presumed he
-had better go.
-
-"I have to cycle home," he announced once more.
-
-"To-night?" Hilda exclaimed.
-
-"No. This morning."
-
-"All the way to Axe?"
-
-"Oh, no! I'm three miles this side of Axe. It's only six and a half
-miles."
-
-"But all those hills!"
-
-"Pooh! Excellent for the muscles of the calf."
-
-"Do you live alone, Mr. Ingpen?"
-
-"I have a sort of housekeeper."
-
-"In a cottage?"
-
-"In a cottage."
-
-"But what do you _do_--all alone?"
-
-"I cultivate myself."
-
-And Hilda, in a changed tone, said:
-
-"How wise you are!"
-
-"Rather inconvenient, being out there, isn't it?" Edwin suggested.
-
-"It may be inconvenient sometimes for my job. But I can't help that. I
-give the State what I consider fair value for the money it pays me, and
-not a grain more. I've got myself to think about. There are some things
-I won't do, and one of them is to live all the time in a vile hole like
-the Five Towns. I won't do it. I'd sooner be a blooming peasant on the
-land."
-
-As he was a native he had the right to criticise the district without
-protest from other natives.
-
-"You're quite right as to the vile hole," said Hilda with conviction.
-
-"I don't know----" Edwin muttered. "I think old Bosley isn't so bad."
-
-"Yes. But you're an old stick-in-the-mud, dearest," said Hilda. "Mr.
-Ingpen has lived away from the district, and so have I. You haven't.
-You're no judge. We know, don't we, Mr. Ingpen?"
-
-When, Ingpen having at last accumulated sufficient resolution to move
-and get his cap, they went through the drawing-room to the garden, they
-found that rain was falling.
-
-"Never mind!" said Ingpen, lifting his head sardonically in a mute
-indictment of the heavens. "I have my mack."
-
-Edwin searched out the bicycle and brought it to the window, and Hilda
-stuck a hat on his head. Leisurely Ingpen clipped his trousers at the
-ankle, and unstrapped a mackintosh cape from the machine, and folded the
-strap. Leisurely he put on the cape, and gazed at the impenetrable
-heavens again.
-
-"I can make you up a bed, Mr. Ingpen."
-
-"No, thanks. Oh, no, thanks! The fact is, I rather like rain."
-
-Leisurely he took a box of fusees from his pocket, and lighted his lamp,
-examining it as though it contained some hidden and perilous defect.
-Then he pressed the tyres.
-
-"The back tyre'll do with a little more air," he said thoughtfully. "I
-don't know if my pump will work."
-
-It did work, but slowly. After which, gloves had to be assumed.
-
-"I suppose I can get out this way. Oh! My music! Never mind, I'll
-leave it."
-
-Then with a sudden access of ceremoniousness he bade adieu to Hilda; no
-detail of punctilio was omitted from the formality.
-
-"Good-bye. Many thanks."
-
-"Good-bye. Thank _you_!"
-
-Edwin preceded the bicyclist and the bicycle round the side of the house
-to the front-gate at the corner of Hulton Street and Trafalgar Road.
-
-In the solemn and chill nocturnal solitude of rain-swept Hulton Street,
-Ingpen straddled the bicycle, with his left foot on one raised pedal and
-the other on the pavement; and then held out a gloved hand to Edwin.
-
-"Good-bye, old chap. See you soon."
-
-Much good-will and appreciation and hope was implicit in that rather
-casual handshake.
-
-He sheered off strongly down the dark slope of Hulton Street in the
-rain, using his ankles with skill in the pedal-stroke. The man's calves
-seemed to be enormously developed. The cape ballooned out behind his
-swiftness, and in a moment he had swerved round the flickering mournful
-gas-lamp at the bottom of the mean new street and was gone.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VI
-
- HUSBAND AND WIFE
-
-
- I
-
-
-"I'm upstairs," Hilda called in a powerful whisper from the head of the
-stairs as soon as Edwin had closed and bolted the front-door.
-
-He responded humorously. He felt very happy, lusty, and wideawake. The
-evening had had its contretemps, its varying curve of success, but as a
-whole it was a triumph. And, above all, it was over,--a thing that had
-had to be accomplished and that had been accomplished, with dignity and
-effectiveness. He walked in ease from room to lighted empty room, and
-the splendid waste of gas pleased him, arousing something royal that is
-at the bottom of generous natures. In the breakfast-room especially the
-gas had been flaring to no purpose for hours. "_Her_ room, her very own
-room!" He wondered indulgently when, if ever, she would really make it
-her own room by impressing her individuality upon it. He knew she was
-always meaning to do something drastic to the room, but so far she had
-got no further than his portrait. Child! Infant! Wayward girl! ...
-Still the fact of the portrait on the mantelpiece touched him.
-
-He dwelt tenderly on the invisible image of the woman upstairs. It was
-marvellous how she was not the Hilda he had married. The new Hilda had
-so overlaid and hidden the old, that he had positively to make an effort
-to recall what the old one was, with her sternness and her anxious air
-of responsibility. But at the same time she was the old Hilda too. He
-desired to be splendidly generous, to environ her with all luxuries, to
-lift her clear above other women; he desired the means to be senselessly
-extravagant for her. To clasp on her arm a bracelet whose cost would
-keep a workingman's family for three years would have delighted him.
-And though he was interested in social schemes, and had a social
-conscience, he would sooner have bought that bracelet, and so purchased
-the momentary thrill of putting it on her capricious arm, than have
-helped to ameliorate the lot of thousands of victimised human beings.
-He had Hilda in his bones and he knew it, and he knew that it was a
-grand and a painful thing.
-
-Nevertheless he was not without a considerable self-satisfaction, for he
-had done very well by Hilda. He had found her at the mercy of the
-world, and now she was safe and sheltered and beloved, and made mistress
-of a house and home that would stand comparison with most houses and
-homes. He was proud of his house; he always watched over it; he was
-always improving it; and he would improve it more and more; and it
-should never be quite finished.
-
-The disorder in it, now, irked him. He walked to and fro, and restored
-every piece of furniture to its proper place, heaped the contents of the
-ash-trays into one large ash-tray, covered some of the food, and locked
-up the alcohol. He did this leisurely, while thinking of the woman
-upstairs, and while eating two chocolates,--not more, because he had
-notions about his stomach. Then he shut and bolted the drawing-room
-window, and opened the door leading to the cellar steps and sniffed, so
-as to be quite certain that the radiator furnace was not setting the
-house on fire. And then he extinguished the lights, and the hall-light
-last of all, and his sole illumination was the gas on the first-floor
-landing inviting him upstairs.
-
-Standing on the dark stairs, on his way to bed, eager and yet reluctant
-to mount, he realised the entity of the house. He thought of the
-astounding and mysterious George, and of those uncomprehended beings,
-Ada and the cook in their attic, sleeping by the side of the portrait of
-a fireman in uniform. He felt sure that one or both of them had been
-privy to George's unlawful adventures, and he heartily liked them for
-shielding the boy. And he thought of his wife, moving about in the
-bedroom upon which she _had_ impressed her individuality. He went
-upstairs.... Yes, he should proceed with the enterprise of the new
-works. He had the courage for it now. He was rich, according to
-Bursley ideas,--he would be far richer.... He gave a faint laugh at the
-memory of George's objection to Bert's choice of a bicycle as a gift
-from heaven.
-
-
-
- II
-
-
-Hilda was brushing her hair. The bedroom seemed to be full of her and
-the disorder of her multitudinous things. Whenever he asked why a
-particular item of her goods was in a particular spot--the spot
-appearing to him to have been bizarrely chosen--she always proved to her
-own satisfaction, by a quite improvised argument, that that particular
-spot was the sole possible spot for that particular item. The bedroom
-was no longer theirs--it was hers. He picnicked in it. He didn't mind.
-In fact he rather liked the picnic. It pleased him to exercise his
-talent for order and organisation, so as to maintain his own comfort in
-the small spaces which she left to him. To-night the room was in a
-divine confusion. He accepted it with pleasure. The beds had not been
-turned down, because it was improper to turn them down when they were to
-be used for the deposit of strangers' finery. On Edwin's bed now lay the
-dress which Hilda had taken off. It was a most agreeable object on the
-bed, and seemed even richer and more complex there than on Hilda. He
-removed it carefully to a chair. An antique diaphanous shawl remained,
-which was unfamiliar to him.
-
-"What's this shawl?" he asked. "I've never seen this shawl before.
-What is it?"
-
-Hilda was busy, her bent head buried in hair.
-
-"Oh, Edwin, what an old fusser you are!" she mumbled. "What shawl?"
-
-He held it up.
-
-"Someone must have left it."
-
-He proceeded with the turning down of his bed. Then he sat on a chair
-to regard Hilda.
-
-When she had done her hair she padded across the room and examined the
-shawl.
-
-"What a precious thing!" she exclaimed. "It's Mrs. Fearns's. She must
-have taken it off to put her jacket on, and then forgotten it. But I'd
-no idea how good it was. It's genuine old. I wonder how it would suit
-me?"
-
-She put it round her shoulders, and then stood smiling, posing, bold,
-provocative, for his verdict. The whiteness of her deshabille showed
-through the delicate pattern and tints of the shawl, with a strange
-effect. For him she was more than a woman; she was the incarnation of a
-sex. It was marvellous how all she did, all her ideas and her gestures,
-were so intensely feminine, so sure to perturb or enchant him.
-Nervously he began to wind his watch. He wanted to spring up and kiss
-her because she was herself. But he could not. So he said:
-
-"Come here, chit. Let me look at that shawl."
-
-She obeyed. She knelt acquiescent. He put his watch back into his
-pocket, and fingered the shawl.
-
-Then she said:
-
-"I suppose one'll be allowed to grumble at Georgie for locking his
-bedroom door." And she said it with a touch of mockery in her clear,
-precise voice, as though twitting him, and Ingpen too, about their
-absurd theoretical sense of honour towards children. And there was a
-touch of fine bitterness in her voice also,--a reminiscence of the old
-Hilda. Incalculable creature! Who could have guessed that she would
-make such a remark at such a moment? In his mind he dashed George to
-pieces. But as a wise male he ignored all her implications and answered
-casually, mildly, with an affirmative.
-
-She went on:
-
-"What were you talking such a long time to Johnnie Orgreave about?"
-
-"Talking a long time to Johnnie Orgreave? Oh! D'you mean at the
-front-door? Why, it wasn't half a minute! He happened to mention a
-piece of land down at Shawport that I had a sort of a notion of buying."
-
-"Buying? What for?" Her tone hardened.
-
-"Well, supposing I had to build a new works?"
-
-"You never told me anything about it."
-
-"I've only just begun to think of it myself. You see, if I'm to go in
-for lithography as it ought to be gone in for, I can't possibly stay at
-the shop. I must have more room, and a lot more. And it would be
-cheaper to build than to rent."
-
-She stood up.
-
-"Why go in more for lithography?"
-
-"You can't stand still in business. Must either go forward or go back."
-
-"It seems to me it's very risky. I wondered what you were hiding from
-me."
-
-"My dear girl, I was not hiding anything from you," he protested.
-
-"Whose land is it?"
-
-"It belongs to Tobias Hall's estate."
-
-"Yes, and I've no doubt the Halls would be very glad to get rid of it.
-Who told you about it?"
-
-"Johnnie."
-
-"Of course it would be a fine thing for him too."
-
-"But I'd asked him if he knew of any land going cheap."
-
-She shrugged her shoulders, and shrugged away the disinterestedness of
-all Orgreaves.
-
-"Anyone could get the better of you," she said.
-
-He resented this estimate of himself as a good-natured simpleton. He
-assuredly did not want to quarrel, but he was obliged to say:
-
-"Oh! Could they?"
-
-An acerbity scarcely intentional somehow entered into his tone. As soon
-as he heard it he recognised the tone as the forerunner of altercations.
-
-"Of course!" she insisted, superiorly, and then went on: "We're all
-right as we are. We spend too much money, but I daresay we're all
-right. If you go in for a lot of new things you may lose all we've got,
-and then where shall we be?"
-
-In his heart he said to her:
-
-"What's it got to do with you? You manage your home, and I'll manage my
-business! You know nothing at all about business. You're the very
-antithesis of business. Whatever business you've ever had to do with
-you've ruined. You've no right to judge and no grounds for judgment.
-It's odious of you to asperse any of the Orgreaves. They were always
-your best friends. I should never have met you if it hadn't been for
-them. And where would you be now without me? Trying to run some
-wretched boarding-house and probably starving. Why do you assume that
-I'm a d----d fool? You always do. Let me tell you that I'm one of the
-most common-sense men in this town, and everybody knows it except you.
-Anyhow I was clever enough to get _you_ out of a mess.... You knew I
-was hiding something from you, did you? I wish you wouldn't talk such
-infernal rot. And moreover I won't have you interfering in my business.
-Other wives don't, and you shan't. So let that be clearly understood."
-In his heart he was very ill-used and very savage.
-
-But he only said:
-
-"Well, we shall see."
-
-She retorted:
-
-"Naturally if you've made up your mind, there's no more to be said."
-
-He broke out viciously:
-
-"I've not made up my mind. Don't I tell you I've only just begun to
-think about it?"
-
-He was angry. And now that he actually was angry, he took an almost
-sensual pleasure in being angry. He had been angry before, though on a
-smaller scale, with less provocation, and he had sworn that he would
-never be angry again. But now that he was angry again, he gloomily and
-fiercely revelled in it.
-
-Hilda silently folded up the shawl, and, putting it into a drawer of the
-wardrobe, shut the drawer with an irritatingly gentle click.... Click!
-He could have killed her for that click.... She seized a dressing-gown.
-
-"I must just go and look at George," she murmured, with cool, clear
-calmness,--the virtuous, anxious mother; not a trace of coquetry
-anywhere in her.
-
-"What bosh!" he thought. "She knows perfectly well George's door is
-bolted."
-
-Marriage was a startling affair. Who could have foretold this finish to
-the evening? Nothing had occurred ... nothing ... and yet everything.
-His plans were all awry. He could see naught but trouble.
-
-She was away some time. When she returned, he was in bed, with his face
-averted. He heard her moving about.
-
-"Will she, or won't she, come and kiss me?" he thought.
-
-She came and kissed him, but it was a meaningless kiss.
-
-"Good-night," she said, aloofly.
-
-"'Night."
-
-She slept. But he could not sleep. He kept thinking the same thought:
-"She's no right whatever.... I must say I never bargained for this...."
-etc.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VII
-
- THE TRUCE
-
-
- I
-
-
-Nearly a week passed. Hilda, in the leisure of a woman of fashion after
-dinner, was at the piano in the drawing-room. She had not urgent
-stockings to mend, nor jam to make, nor careless wenches to overlook,
-nor food to buy, nor accounts to keep, nor a new dress to scheme out of
-an old one, nor to perform her duty to her neighbour. She had nothing
-to do. Like Edwin, she could not play the piano, but she had picked up
-a note here and a note there in the course of her life, and with much
-labour and many slow hesitations she could puzzle out a chord or a
-melody from the printed page. She was now exasperatingly spelling with
-her finger a fragment of melody from one of Dvorak's "Legends,"--a
-fragment that had inhabited her mind since she first heard it, and that
-seemed to gather up and state all the sweet heart-breaking intolerable
-melancholy implicit in the romantic existence of that city on the map,
-Prague. On the previous day she had been a quarter of an hour
-identifying the unforgetable, indismissible fragment amid the multitude
-of notes. Now she had recognisably pieced its phrases together, and as
-her stiff finger stumbled through it, her ears heard it, once more; and
-she could not repeat it often enough. What she heard was not what she
-was playing but something finer,--her souvenir of what Tertius Ingpen
-had played; and something finer than that, something finer than the
-greatest artist could possibly play--magic!
-
-It was in the nature of a miracle to her that she had been able to
-reproduce the souvenir in physical sound. She was proud of herself as a
-miracle-worker, and somewhat surprised. And at the same time she was
-abject because she "could not play the piano." She thought that she
-would be ready to sacrifice many happinesses in order to be able to play
-as well as even George played, that she would exchange all her own gifts
-multiplied by a hundred in order to be able to play as Janet Orgreave
-played, and that to be a world-renowned pianist dominating immense
-audiences in European capitals must mean the summit of rapture and
-glory. (She had never listened to a world-renowned pianist.)
-Meanwhile, without the ennui and slavery of practice, she was enchanting
-herself; and she savoured her idleness, and thought of her young pretty
-servants at work, and her boy loose and at large, and her husband
-keeping her, and of the intensity of beautiful sorrow palpitating behind
-the mediæval façades of Prague. Had Ingpen overheard her, he might have
-demanded: "Who is making that infernal noise on the piano?"
-
-Edwin came into the room, holding a thick green book. He ought long ago
-to have been back at the works (or "shop," as it was still called,
-because it had once been principally a shop), keeping her.
-
-"Hello!" she murmured, without glancing away from the piano. "I thought
-you were gone."
-
-They had not quarrelled; but they had not made peace; and the open
-question of lithography and the new works still separated them.
-Sometimes they had approached each other, pretending amiably or even
-affectionately that there was no open question. But the reality of the
-question could not be destroyed by any pretence of ignoring it.
-
-While gazing at the piano, Hilda could also see Edwin. She thought she
-knew him, but she was always making discoveries in this branch of
-knowledge. Now and then she was so bewildered by discoveries that she
-came to wonder why she had married him, and why people do marry--really!
-The fact was that she had married him for the look in his eyes. It was
-a sad look, and beyond that it could not be described. Also, a little,
-she had married him for his bright untidy hair, and for that short
-oblique shake of the head which with him meant a greeting or an
-affirmative. She had not married him for his sentiments nor for his
-goodness of heart. Some points in him she did not like. He had a
-tendency to colds, and she hated him whenever he had a cold. She often
-detested his terrible tidiness, though it was a convenient failing.
-More and more she herself wilfully enjoyed being untidy, as her mother
-had been untidy.... And to think that her mother's untidiness used to
-annoy her! On the other hand she found pleasure in humouring Edwin's
-crotchettiness in regard to the details of a meal. She did not like his
-way of walking, which was ungainly, nor his way of standing, which was
-infirm. She preferred him to be seated. She could not but regret his
-irresolution, and his love of ease. However, the look in his eyes was
-paramount, because she was in love with him. She knew that he was more
-deeply and helplessly in love with her than she with him, but even she
-was perhaps tightlier bound than in her pride she thought.
-
-Her love had the maladies of a woman's love when it is great; these may
-possibly be also the maladies of a man's love. It could be bitter.
-Certainly it could never rest from criticism, spoken or unspoken. In
-the presence of others she would criticise him to herself, if not aloud,
-nearly all the time; the ordeal was continuous. When she got him alone
-she would often endow him at a stroke with perfection, and her
-tenderness would pour over him. She trusted him profoundly; and yet she
-had constant misgivings, which weakened or temporarily destroyed her
-confidence. She would treat a statement from him with almost hostile
-caution, and accept blindly the very same statement from a stranger!
-Her habit was to assume that in any encounter between him and a stranger
-he would be worsted. She was afraid for him. She felt that she could
-protect him better than he could protect himself,--against any danger
-whatever. This instinct to protect him was also the instinct of
-self-protection; for peril to him meant peril to her. And she had had
-enough of peril. After years of disastrous peril she was safe and
-George was safe. And if she was passionately in love with Edwin, she
-was also passionately in love with safety. She had breathed a long sigh
-of relief, and from a desperate self-defender had become a woman. She
-lay back, as it were, luxuriously on a lounge, after exhausting and
-horrible exertions; she had scarcely ceased to pant. At the least sign
-of recurring danger all her nerves were on the _qui vive_. Hence her
-inimical attitude towards the project of the new works and the extension
-of lithography in Bursley. The simpleton (a moment earlier the perfect
-man) might ruin himself--and her! In her view he was the last person to
-undertake such an enterprise.
-
-Since her marriage, Clara, Maggie, and Auntie Hamps had been engaged in
-the pleasant endless task of telling her all about everything that
-related to the family, and she had been permitted to understand that
-Edwin, though utterly admirable, was not of a creative disposition, and
-that he had done nothing but conserve what his father had left. Without
-his father Edwin "would have been in a very different position." She
-believed this. Every day, indeed, Edwin, by the texture of his hourly
-life, proved the truth of it.... All the persons standing to make a
-profit out of the new project would get the better of his fine ingenuous
-temperament--naturally! She knew the world. Did Edwin suppose that she
-did not know what the world was? ... And then the interminable worry of
-the new enterprise--misgivings, uncertainties, extra work, secret
-preoccupations! What room for love, what hope of tranquillity in all
-that? He might argue---- But she did not want to argue; she would not
-argue. She was dead against the entire project. He had not said to her
-that it was no affair of hers, but she knew that such was his thought,
-and she resented the attitude. No affair of hers? When it threatened
-her felicity? No! She would not have it. She was happy and secure. And
-while lying luxuriously back in her lounge she would maintain all the
-defences of her happiness and her security.
-
-
-
- II
-
-
-Holding the green book in front of her, Edwin said quietly:
-
-"Read this!"
-
-"Which?"
-
-He pointed with his finger.
-
-She read:
-
-
-"_I think I could turn and live with animals, they are so placid and
-self-contained._
-
-_I stand and look at them long and long._
-
-_They do not sweat and whine about their condition._
-
-_They do not lie awake in the dark and weep for their sins._
-
-_They do not make me sick discussing their duty to God._
-
-_Not one is dissatisfied, not one is demented with the mania of owning
-things._
-
-_Not one kneels to another, nor to his kind that lived thousands of
-years ago._
-
-_Not one is respectable or unhappy over the whole earth._"
-
-
-Edwin had lately been exciting himself, not for the first time, over
-Walt Whitman.
-
-"Fine, isn't it?" he said, sure that she would share his thrill.
-
-"Magnificent!" she agreed with quiet enthusiasm. "I must read more of
-that." She gazed over the top of the book through the open
-blue-curtained window into the garden.
-
-He withdrew the book and closed it.
-
-"You haven't got that tune exactly right, you know," he said, jerking
-his head in the direction of the music.
-
-"Oh!" She was startled. What did he know about it? He could not play
-the piano.
-
-"Where are you?" he asked. "Show me. Where's the confounded place on
-the piano? Well! At the end you play it like this." He imitated her.
-"Whereas it ought to be like this." He played the last four notes
-differently.
-
-"So it ought!" She murmured with submission, after having frowned.
-
-"That bit of a tune's been running in my head, too," he said.
-
-The strange beauty of Whitman and the strange beauty of Dvorak seemed to
-unite, and both Edwin and Hilda were uplifted, not merely by these
-mingled beauties, but by their realisation of the wondrous fact that
-they both took intense pleasure in the same varied forms of beauty.
-Happiness rose about them like a sweet smell in the spaces of the
-comfortable impeccable drawing-room. And for a moment they leaned
-towards each other in bliss--across the open question.... Was it still
-open? ... Ah! Edwin might be ingenuous, a simpleton, but Hilda admitted
-the astounding, mystifying adroitness of his demeanour. Had he
-abandoned the lithographic project, or was he privately nursing it? In
-his friendliness towards herself was there a reserve, or was there not?
-She knew ... she did not know ... she knew.... Yes, there was a
-reserve, but it was so infinitesimal that she could not define
-it,--could not decide whether it was due to obstinacy of purpose, or
-merely to a sense of injury, whether it was resentful or condescending.
-Exciting times! And she perceived that her new life was gradually
-getting fuller of such excitements.
-
-"Well," said he. "It's nearly three. Quarter-day's coming along. I'd
-better be off down and earn a bit towards Maggie's rent."
-
-Before the June quarter-day, he had been jocular in the same way about
-Maggie's rent. In the division of old Darius Clayhanger's estate Maggie
-had taken over the Clayhanger house, and Edwin paid rent to her
-therefor.
-
-"I wish you wouldn't talk like that," said Hilda, pouting amiably.
-
-"Why not?"
-
-"Well, I wish you wouldn't."
-
-"Anyhow, the rent has to be paid, I suppose."
-
-"And I wish it hadn't. I wish we didn't live in Maggie's house."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"I don't like the idea of it."
-
-"You're sentimental."
-
-"You can call it what you like. I don't like the idea of us living in
-Maggie's house. I never feel as if I was at home. No, I don't feel as
-if I was at home."
-
-"What a kid you are!"
-
-"You won't change me," she persisted stoutly.
-
-He knew that she was not sympathetic towards the good Maggie. And he
-knew the reasons for her attitude, though they had never been mentioned.
-One was mere vague jealousy of Maggie as her predecessor in the house.
-The other was that Maggie was always very tepid towards George. George
-had annoyed her on his visits previous to his mother's marriage, and
-moreover Maggie had dimly resented Edwin's interest in the son of a
-mysterious woman. If she had encountered George after the proclamation
-of Edwin's engagement she would have accepted the child with her
-customary cheerful blandness. But she had encountered him too soon, and
-her puzzled gaze had said to George: "Why is my brother so taken up with
-you? There must be an explanation, and your strange mother is the
-explanation." Edwin did not deny Maggie's attitude to George, but he
-defended Maggie as a human being. Though dull, "she was absolutely the
-right sort," and the very slave of duty and loyalty. He would have
-liked to make Hilda see all Maggie's excellences.
-
-"Do you know what I've been thinking?" Hilda went on. "Suppose you were
-to buy the house from Maggie? Then it would be ours."
-
-He answered with a smile:
-
-"What price 'the mania for owning things'? ... Would you like me to?"
-There was promise in his roguish voice.
-
-"Oh! I should. I've often thought of it," she said eagerly. And at
-the same time all her gestures and glances seemed to be saying: "Humour
-me! I appeal to you as a girl pouting and capricious. But humour me.
-You know it gives you pleasure to humour me. You know you like me not to
-be too reasonable. We both know it. I want you to do this."
-
-It was not the fact that she had often thought of the plan. But in her
-eagerness she imagined it to be the fact. She had never seriously
-thought of the plan until that moment, and it appeared doubly favourable
-to her now, because the execution of it, by absorbing capital, ought to
-divert Edwin from his lithographic project, and perhaps render the
-lithographic project impossible for years.
-
-She added, aloud:
-
-"Then you wouldn't have any rent to pay."
-
-"How true!" said Edwin, rallying her. "But it would stand me in a loss,
-because I should have to pay too much for the place."
-
-"Why?" she cried, in arms. "Why should Maggie ask too much just because
-you want it? And think of all the money you've spent on it!"
-
-"The money spent on it only increases its value to Maggie. You don't
-seem to understand landlordism, my child. But that's not the point at
-all. Maggie won't ask any price. Only I couldn't decently pay her less
-than the value she took the house over at when we divided up. To wit,
-£1,800. It ain't worth that. I only pay £60 rent."
-
-"If she took it over at too high a value that's her look-out," said the
-harsh and unjust Hilda.
-
-"Not at all. She was a fool. Albert and Clara persuaded her. It was a
-jolly good thing for them. I couldn't very well interfere."
-
-"It seems a great shame you should have to pay for what Albert and Clara
-did."
-
-"I needn't unless I want to. Only, if I buy the house, £1,800 will have
-to be the price."
-
-"Well," said Hilda. "I wish you'd buy it."
-
-"Would she feel more at home if he did?" he seductively chaffed her.
-
-"Yes, she would." Hilda straightened her shoulders, and smiled with
-bravado.
-
-"And suppose Mag won't sell?"
-
-"Will you allow me to mention it to her?" Hilda's submissive tone
-implied that Edwin was a tyrant who ruled with a nod.
-
-"I don't mind," he said negligently.
-
-"Well, one of these days I just will."
-
-Edwin departed, leaving the book behind. Hilda was flushed. She
-thought: "It is marvellous. I can do what I like with him. When I use
-a particular tone, and look at him in a particular way, I can do what I
-like with him."
-
-She was ecstatically conscious of an incomprehensible power. What a
-rôle, that of the capricious, pouting queen, reclining luxuriously on
-her lounge, and subduing a tyrant to a slave! It surpassed that of the
-world-renowned pianist!...
-
-
-
- III
-
-
-But soon she became more serious. She had a delicious glow of
-seriousness. She overflowed with gratitude to Edwin. His good-nature
-was exquisite. He was not perfect. She could see all his faults just
-as plainly as when she was angry with him. But he was perfect in
-lovableness. She adored every aspect of him, every manifestation of his
-character. She felt her responsibility to him and to George. It was
-hers to bring grace into their lives. Without her, how miserable, how
-uncared for, those two would be! They would be like lost children.
-Nobody could do for them what she did. Money could not buy what she
-gave naturally, and mere invention could not devise it. She looked up
-to Edwin, but at the same time she was mysteriously above both him and
-George. She had a strange soft wisdom for them. It was agreeable, and
-it was proper, and it was even prudent, to be capricious on occasion and
-to win by pouting and wiles and seductions; but beneath all that lay the
-tremendous sternness of the wife's duty, everlasting and intricate, a
-heavy obligation that demanded all her noblest powers for its
-fulfilment. She rose heroically to the thought of duty, conceiving it
-as she had never conceived it before. She desired intensely to be the
-most wonderful wife in the whole history of marriage. And she believed
-strongly in her capabilities.
-
-She went upstairs to put on another and a finer dress; for since the
-disastrous sequel to the At Home she had somewhat wearied in the pursuit
-of elegance. She had thought: "What is the use of me putting myself to
-such a lot of trouble for a husband who is insensible enough to risk my
-welfare unnecessarily?" She was now ashamed of this backsliding. Ada
-was in the bedroom finicking with something on the dressing-table. Ada
-sprang to help as soon as she knew that her mistress had to go out. And
-she openly admired the new afternoon dress and seemed as pleased as
-though she was to wear it herself. And Ada buttoned her boots and found
-her gloves and her parasol, and remembered her purse and her bag and her
-handkerchief.
-
-"I don't quite know what time I shall be back, Ada."
-
-"No'm," said Ada eagerly, as though saying: "Of course you don't, m'm.
-You have many engagements. But no matter when you come back we shall be
-delighted to see you because the house is nothing without you."
-
-"Of course I shall be back for tea."
-
-"Oh, yes'm!" Ada agreed, as though saying: "Need you tell me that, m'm?
-I know you would never leave the master to have his tea alone."
-
-Hilda walked regally down the stairs and glanced round about her at the
-house, which belonged to Maggie and which Edwin had practically promised
-to buy. Yes, it was a fine house, a truly splendid abode. And it seemed
-all the finer because it was Maggie's. Hilda had this regrettable human
-trait of overvaluing what was not hers and depreciating what was. It
-accounted in part, possibly, for her often very critical attitude
-towards Edwin. She passed out of the front-door in triumph, her head
-full of wise schemes and plots. But even then she was not sure whether
-she had destroyed--or could ever destroy, by no matter what arts!--the
-huge dangerous lithographic project.
-
-As soon as she was gone, Ada ran yelling to the kitchen:
-
-"Hooray! She's safe."
-
-And both servants burst like infants into the garden, to disport
-themselves upon the swing.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VIII
-
- THE FAMILY AT HOME
-
-
- I
-
-
-When Hilda knocked at the door of Auntie Hamps's house, in King Street,
-a marvellously dirty and untidy servant answered the summons, and a
-smell of greengage jam in the making surged out through the doorway into
-the street. The servant wore an apron of rough sacking.
-
-"Is Miss Clayhanger in?" coldly asked Hilda, offended by the sight and
-the smell.
-
-The servant looked suspicious and mysterious.
-
-"No, mum. Her's gone out."
-
-"Mrs. Hamps, then?"
-
-"Missis is up yon," said the servant, jerking her tousled head back
-towards the stairs.
-
-"Will you tell her I'm here?"
-
-The servant left the visitor on the doorstep, and with an elephantine
-movement of the knees ran upstairs.
-
-Hilda walked into the passage towards the kitchen. On the kitchen fire
-was the brilliant copper pan sacred to "preserving." Rows of
-earthenware and glass jars stood irregularly on the table.
-
-"Her'll be down," said the brusque servant, returning, and glared
-open-mouthed.
-
-"Shall I wait in the sitting-room?"
-
-The house, about seventy years old, was respectably situated in the
-better part of King Street, at the bottom of the slope near St. Luke's
-Church. It had once been occupied by a dentist of a certain grandeur,
-and possessed a garden, of which, however, Auntie Hamps had made a
-wilderness. The old lady was magnificent, but her magnificence was
-limited to herself. She could be sublimely generous, gorgeously
-hospitable, but only upon special occasions. Her teas, at which a fresh
-and costly pineapple and wonderful confectionery and pickled salmon and
-silver plate never lacked, were renowned, but the general level of her
-existence was very mean. Her servants, of whom she had many, though
-never more than one at a time, were not only obliged to be Wesleyan
-Methodists and to attend the Sunday night service, and in the week to go
-to class-meeting for the purpose of confessing sins and proving the
-power of Christ,--they were obliged also to eat dripping instead of
-butter. The mistress sometimes ate dripping, if butter ran short or
-went up in price. She considered herself a tremendous housewife. She
-was a martyr to her housewifely ideals. Her private career was chiefly
-an endless struggle to keep the house clean--to get forward with the
-work. The house was always going to be clean and never was, despite
-eternal soap, furniture-polish, scrubbing, rubbing. Auntie Hamps never
-changed her frowsy house-dress for rich visiting attire without the sad
-thought that she was "leaving something undone." The servant never went
-to bed without hearing the discontented phrase: "Well, we must do it
-to-morrow." Spring-cleaning in that house lasted for six weeks. On
-days of hospitality the effort to get the servant "dressed" for tea-time
-was simply desperate, and not always successful.
-
-Auntie Hamps had no sense of comfort and no sense of beauty. She was
-incapable of leaning back in a chair, and she regarded linoleum as one
-of the most satisfactory inventions of the modern age. She "saved" her
-carpets by means of patches of linoleum, often stringy at the edges, and
-in some rooms there was more linoleum than anything else. In the way of
-renewals she bought nothing but linoleum,--unless some chapel bazaar
-forced her to purchase a satin cushion or a hand-painted grate-screen.
-All her furniture was old, decrepit and ugly; it belonged to the worst
-Victorian period, when every trace of the eighteenth century had
-disappeared. The abode was always oppressive. It was oppressive even
-amid hospitality, for then the mere profusion on the tables accused the
-rest of the interior, creating a feeling of discomfort; and moreover
-Mrs. Hamps could not be hospitable naturally. She could be nothing and
-do nothing naturally. She could no more take off her hypocrisy than she
-could take off her skin. Her hospitality was altogether too ruthless.
-And to satisfy that ruthlessness, the guests had always to eat too much.
-She was so determined to demonstrate her hospitality to herself, that
-she would never leave a guest alone until he had reached the bursting
-point.
-
-Hilda sat grimly in the threadbare sitting-room amid morocco-bound
-photograph albums, oleographs, and beady knickknacks, and sniffed the
-strong odour of jam; and in the violence of her revolt against that
-wide-spread messy idolatrous eternal domesticity of which Auntie Hamps
-was a classic example, she protested that she would sooner buy the worst
-jam than make the best, and that she would never look under a table for
-dust, and that naught should induce her to do any housework after
-midday, and that she would abolish spring-cleaning utterly.
-
-The vast mediocre respectability of the district weighed on her heart.
-She had been a mistress-drudge in Brighton during a long portion of her
-adult life; she knew the very depths of domesticity; but at Brighton the
-eye could find large, rich, luxurious, and sometimes beautiful things
-for its distraction; and there was the sea. In the Five Towns there was
-nothing. You might walk from one end of the Five Towns to the other, and
-not see one object that gave a thrill--unless it was a pair of lovers.
-And when you went inside the houses you were no better off,--you were
-even worse off, because you came at once into contact with an ignoble
-race of slatternly imprisoned serfs driven by narrow-minded women who
-themselves were serfs with the mentality of serfs and the prodigious
-conceit of virtue.... Talk to Auntie Hamps at home of lawn-tennis or a
-musical evening, and she would set you down as flighty, and shift the
-conversation on to soaps or chapels. And there were hundreds of houses
-in the Five Towns into which no ideas save the ideas of Auntie Hamps had
-ever penetrated, and tens and hundreds of thousands of such houses all
-over the industrial districts of Staffordshire, Cheshire, Lancashire,
-and Yorkshire,--houses where to keep bits of wood clean and to fulfil
-the ceremonies of pietism, and to help the poor to help themselves, was
-the highest good, the sole good. Hilda in her mind saw every house, and
-shuddered. She turned for relief to the thought of her own house, and
-in a constructive spirit of rebellion she shaped instantaneously a
-conscious policy for it.... Yes, she took oath that her house should at
-any rate be intelligent and agreeable before it was clean. She pictured
-Auntie Hamps gazing at a layer of dust in the Clayhanger hall, and heard
-herself saying: "Oh, yes, Auntie, it's dust right enough. I keep it
-there on purpose, to remind me of something I want to remember." She
-looked round Auntie Hamps's sitting-room and revelled grimly in the
-monstrous catalogue of its mean ugliness.
-
-And then Auntie Hamps came in, splendidly and yet soberly attired in
-black to face the world, with her upright, vigorous figure, her
-sparkling eye, and her admirable complexion; self-content, smiling
-hospitably; quite unconscious that she was dead, and that her era was
-dead, and that Hilda was not guiltless of the murder.
-
-"This is nice of you, Hilda. It's quite an honour." And then, archly:
-"I'm making jam."
-
-"So I see," said Hilda, meaning that so she smelt. "I just looked in on
-the chance of seeing Maggie."
-
-"Maggie went out about half-an-hour ago."
-
-Auntie Hamps's expression had grown mysterious. Hilda thought: "What's
-she hiding from me?"
-
-"Oh, well, it doesn't matter," said she. "You're going out too,
-Auntie."
-
-"I do wish I'd known you were coming, dear. Will you stay and have a
-cup of tea?"
-
-"No, no! I won't keep you."
-
-"But it will be a _pleasure_, dear," Auntie Hamps protested warmly.
-
-"No, no! Thanks! I'll just walk along with you a little of the way.
-Which direction are you going?"
-
-Auntie Hamps hesitated, she was in a dilemma.
-
-"What _is_ she hiding from me?" thought Hilda.
-
-"The truth is," said Auntie Hamps, "I'm just popping over to Clara's."
-
-"Well, I'll go with you, Auntie."
-
-"Oh, do!" exclaimed Mrs. Hamps almost passionately. "Do! I'm sure Clara
-will be delighted!" She added in a casual tone: "Maggie's there."
-
-Thought Hilda:
-
-"She evidently doesn't want me to go."
-
-After Mrs. Hamps had peered into the grand copper pan and most
-particularly instructed the servant, they set off.
-
-"I shan't be easy in my mind until I get back," said Auntie Hamps.
-"Unless you look after them all the time they always forget to stir it."
-
-
-
- II
-
-
-When they turned in at the gate of the Benbows' house the front-door was
-already open, and Clara, holding Rupert--her youngest--by the hand,
-stood smiling to receive them. Obviously they had been descried up the
-street from one of the bow-windows. This small fact, strengthening in
-Hilda's mind the gradually-formed notion that the Benbows were always
-lying in wait and that their existence was a vast machination for
-getting the better of other people, enlivened her prejudice against her
-sister-in-law. Moreover Clara was in one of her best dresses, and her
-glance had a peculiar self-conscious expression, partly guilty and
-partly cunning. Nevertheless, the fair fragility of Clara's face, with
-its wonderful skin, and her manner, at once girlish and maternal, of
-holding fast the child's hand, reacted considerably against Hilda's
-prejudice.
-
-Rupert was freshly all in white, stitched and embroidered with millions
-of plain and fancy stitches; he had had time neither to tear nor to
-stain; only on his bib there was a spot of jam. His obese right arm was
-stretched straight upwards to attain the immense height of the hand of
-the protective giantess his mother, and this reaching threw the whole
-balance of his little body over towards the left, and gave him a comical
-and wistful appearance. He was a pretty and yet sturdy child, with a
-look indicating a nice disposition, and he had recently been acquiring
-the marvellous gift of speech.... Astounding how the infantile brain
-added word to word and phrase to phrase, and (as though there were not
-enough) actually invented delicious words and graphic droll phrases!
-Nobody could be surprised that he became at once the centre of
-greetings. His grand-aunt snatched him up, and without the slightest
-repugnance he allowed the ancient woman to bury her nose in his face and
-neck.
-
-And then Hilda embraced him with not less pleasure, for the contact of
-his delicate flesh, and his flushed timid smile, were exquisite. She
-wished for a moment that George was only two and a half again, and that
-she could bathe him, and wipe him, and nurse him close. Clara's pride,
-though the visitors almost forgot to shake hands with her, was ecstatic.
-At length Rupert was safely on the step once more. He had made no
-remark whatever. Shyness prevented him from showing off his new
-marvellous gift, but his mother, gazing at him, said that in ordinary
-life he never stopped chattering.
-
-"Come this way, will you?" said Clara effusively, and yet
-conspiratorially, pointing to the drawing-room, which was to the left of
-the front-door. From the dining-room, which was to the right of the
-front-door, issued confused sounds. "Albert's here. I'm so glad you've
-come," she added to Hilda.
-
-Auntie Hamps murmured warningly into Hilda's ear:
-
-"It's Bert's birthday party."
-
-A fortnight earlier Hilda had heard rumours of Bert's approaching
-birthday--his twelfth, and therefore a high solemnity--but she had very
-wrongly forgotten about it. "I'm so glad you've come," Clara repeated
-in the drawing-room. "I was afraid you might be hurt. I thought I'd
-just bring you in here first and explain it all to you."
-
-"Oh! Bless me!" exclaimed Auntie Hamps,--interrupting, as she glanced
-round the drawing-room. "We are grand! Well I never! We are grand!"
-
-"Do you like it?" said Clara, blushing.
-
-Auntie Hamps in reply told one of the major lies of her career. She
-said with rapture that she did like the new drawing-room suite. This
-suite was a proof, disagreeable to Auntie Hamps, that the world would
-never stand still. It quite ignored all the old Victorian ideals of
-furniture; and in ignoring the past, it also ignored the future.
-Victorian furniture had always sought after immortality; in Bursley
-there were thousands of Victorian chairs and tables that defied time and
-that nothing but an axe or a conflagration could destroy. But this new
-suite thought not of the morrow; it did not even pretend to think of the
-morrow. Nobody believed that it would last, and the owners of it simply
-forbore to reflect upon what it would be after a few years of family
-use. They contemplated with joy its first state of dainty freshness,
-and were content therein. Whereas the old Victorians lived in the
-future (in so far as they truly lived at all), the neo-Victorians lived
-careless in the present.
-
-The suite was of apparent rosewood, with salmon-tinted upholstery ending
-in pleats and bows. But white also entered considerably into the
-scheme, for enamel paint had just reached Bursley and was destined to
-become the rage. Among the items of the suite was a three-legged
-milking-stool in deal covered with white enamel paint heightened by
-salmon-tinted bows of imitation silk. Society had recently been
-thunderstruck by the originality of putting a milking-stool in a
-drawing-room; its quaintness appealed with tremendous force to nearly
-all hearts; nearly every house-mistress on seeing a milking-stool in a
-friend's drawing-room, decided that she must have a milking-stool in her
-drawing-room, and took measures to get one. Clara was among the earlier
-possessors, the pioneers. Ten years--five years--before, Clara had
-appropriated the word "æsthetic" as a term of sneering abuse, with but a
-vague idea of its meaning; and now--such is the miraculous effect of
-time--she was caught up in the movement as it had ultimately spread to
-the Five Towns, a willing convert and captive, and nothing could exceed
-her scorn for that which once she had admired to the exclusion of all
-else. Into that mid-Victorian respectable house, situate in a rather
-old-fashioned street leading from Shawport Lane to the Canal, and whose
-boast (even when inhabited by non-conformists) was that it overlooked
-the Rectory garden, the new ideals of brightness, freshness,
-eccentricity, brittleness and impermanency had entered, and Auntie Hamps
-herself was intimidated by them.
-
-Hilda gave polite but perfunctory praise. Left alone, she might not
-have been averse from the new ideals in their more expensive forms, but
-the influence of Edwin had taught her to despise them. Edwin's tastes
-in furniture, imbibed from the Orgreaves, neglected the modern, and went
-even further back than earliest Victorian. Much of the ugliness bought
-by his father remained in the Clayhanger house, but all Edwin's own
-purchases were either antique, or, if new, careful imitations of the
-pre-Victorian. Had England been peopled by Edwins, all original artists
-in furniture might have died of hunger. Yet he encouraged original
-literature. What, however, put Hilda against Clara's drawing-room
-suite, was not its style, nor its enamel, nor its frills, nor the
-obviously inferior quality of its varnish, but the mere fact that it had
-been exposed for sale in Nixon's shop-window in Duck Bank, with the
-price marked. Hilda did not like this. Now Edwin might see an old
-weather-glass in some frowsy second-hand shop at Hanbridge or Turnhill,
-and from indecision might leave it in the second-hand shop for months,
-and then buy it and hang it up at home,--and instantly it was somehow
-transformed into another weather-glass, a superior and personal
-weather-glass. But Clara's suite was not--for Hilda--thus transformed.
-Indeed, as she sat there in Clara's drawing-room, she had the illusion
-of sitting in Nixon's shop.
-
-Further, Nixon had now got in his window another suite precisely like
-Clara's. It was astonishing to Hilda that Clara was not ashamed of the
-publicity and the wholesale reproduction of her suite. But she was not.
-On the contrary she seemed to draw a mysterious satisfaction from the
-very fact that suites precisely similar to hers were to be found or
-would soon be found in unnumbered other drawing-rooms. Nor did she mind
-that the price was notorious. And in the matter of the price the phrase
-"hire-purchase" flitted about in Hilda's brain. She felt sure that
-Albert Benbow had not paid cash to Nixon. She regarded the
-hire-purchase system as unrespectable, if not immoral, and this opinion
-was one of the very few she shared with Auntie Hamps. Both ladies in
-their hearts, and in the security of their financial positions, blamed
-the Benbows for imprudence. Nobody, not even his wife, knew just how
-Albert "stood," but many took leave to guess--and guessed unfavourably.
-
-"Do sit down," said Clara, too urgently. She was so preoccupied that
-Hilda's indifference to her new furniture did not affect her.
-
-They all sat down, primly, in the pretty primness of the drawing-room,
-and Rupert leaned as if tired against his mother's fine skirt.
-
-Hilda, expectant, glanced vaguely about her. Auntie Hamps did the same.
-On the central table lay a dictionary of the English language, open and
-leaves downwards; and near it a piece of paper containing a long list of
-missing words in pencil. Auntie Hamps, as soon as her gaze fell on
-these objects, looked quickly away, as though she had by accident met
-the obscene. Clara caught the movement, flushed somewhat, and recovered
-herself.
-
-"I'm so glad you've come," she repeated yet again to Hilda, with a
-sickly-sweet smile. "I did so want to explain to you how it was we
-didn't ask George--I was afraid you might be vexed."
-
-"What an idea!" Hilda murmured as naturally as she could, her nostrils
-twitching uneasily in the atmosphere of small feuds and
-misunderstandings which Clara breathed with such pleasure. She laughed,
-to reassure Clara, and also in enjoyment of the thought that for days
-Clara had pictured her as wondering sensitively why no invitation to the
-party had come for George, while in fact the party had never crossed her
-mind. She regretted that she had no gift for Bert, but decided to give
-him half-a-crown for his savings-bank account, of which she had heard a
-lot.
-
-"To tell ye the truth," said Clara, launching herself, "we've had a lot
-of trouble with Bert. Albert's been quite put about. It was only the
-day before yesterday Albert got out of him the truth about the night of
-your At Home, Hilda, when he ran away after he'd gone to bed. Albert
-said to him: 'I shan't whip you, and I shan't put you on bread and
-water. Only if you don't tell me what you were doing that night
-there'll be no birthday and no birthday party--that's all.' So at last
-Bert gave in. And d'you know what he was doing? Holding a
-prayer-meeting with your George and that boy of Clowes's next door to
-your house down Hulton Street. Did you know?"
-
-Hilda shook her head bravely. Officially she did not know.
-
-"Did you ever hear of such a thing?" exclaimed Auntie Hamps.
-
-"Yes," proceeded Clara, taking breath for a new start. "And Bert's
-story is that they prayed for a penknife for your George, and it came.
-And then they prayed for a bicycle for our Bert, but the bicycle didn't
-come, and then Bert and George had a fearful quarrel, and George gave
-him the penknife--made him have it--and then said he'd never speak to
-him any more as long as he lived. At first Albert was inclined to
-thrash Bert for telling lies and being irreverent, but in the end he
-came to the conclusion that at any rate Bert was telling what he thought
-to be the truth.... And that Clowes boy is so _little_! ... Bert wanted
-his birthday party of course, but he begged and prayed us not to ask
-George. So in the end we decided we'd better not, and we let him have
-his own way. That's all there is to it.... So George has said
-nothing?"
-
-"Not a word," replied Hilda.
-
-"And the Clowes boy is so _little_!" said Clara again. She went suddenly
-to the mantelpiece and picked up a penknife and offered it to Hilda.
-
-"Here's the penknife. Of course Albert took it off him."
-
-"Why?" said Hilda ingenuously.
-
-But Clara detected satire and repelled it with a glance.
-
-"It's not Edwin's penknife, I suppose?" she queried, in a severe tone.
-
-"No, it isn't. I've never seen it before. Why?"
-
-"We were only thinking Edwin might have overheard the boys and thrown a
-knife over the wall. It would be just like Edwin, that would."
-
-"Oh, no!" The deceitful Hilda blew away such a possibility.
-
-"I'm quite sure he didn't," said she, and added mischievously as she
-held out the penknife: "I thought all you folks believed in the efficacy
-of prayer."
-
-These simple words were never forgiven by Clara.
-
-The next moment, having restored the magic penknife to the mantelpiece,
-and gathered up her infant, she was leading the way to the dining-room.
-
-"Come along, Rupy, my darling," said she.
-
-"'Rupy!'" Hilda privately imitated her, deriding the absurdity of the
-diminutive.
-
-"If you ask me," said Auntie Hamps, determined to save the honour of the
-family, "it's that little Clowes monkey that is responsible. I've been
-thinking it over since you told me about it last night, Clara, and I
-feel almost sure it must have been that little Clowes monkey."
-
-She was magnificent. She was no longer a house-keeper worried about the
-processes of jam-making, but a grandiose figure out in the world, a
-figure symbolic, upon whom had devolved the duty of keeping up
-appearances on behalf of all mankind.
-
-
-
- III
-
-
-The dining-room had not yet begun to move with the times. It was rather
-a shabby apartment, accustomed to daily ill-treatment, and its contents
-dated from different periods, the most ancient object of all stretching
-backwards in family history to the epoch of Albert's great-grandfather.
-This was an oak arm-chair, occupied usually by Albert, but on the
-present occasion by his son and heir, Bert. Bert, spectacled, was at
-the head of the table; and at the foot was his auntie Maggie in front of
-a tea-tray. Down the sides of the table were his sisters, thin Clara,
-fat Amy, and little Lucy--the first nearly as old as Bert--and his
-father; two crumb-strewn plates showed that the mother and Rupert had
-left the meal to greet the visitors. And there were two other empty
-places. In a tiny vase in front of Amy was a solitary flower. The room
-was nearly full; it had an odour of cake, tea, and children.
-
-"Well, here we are," said Clara, entering with the guests and Rupert,
-very cheerfully. "Getting on all right?" (She gave Albert a glance
-which said: "I have explained everything, but Hilda is a very peculiar
-creature.")
-
-"A1," Albert answered. "Hello, all you aunties!"
-
-"Albert left the works early on purpose," Clara explained her husband's
-presence.
-
-He was a happy man. In early adolescence he had taken to Sunday Schools
-as some youths take to vice. He loved to exert authority over children,
-and experience had taught him all the principal dodges. Under the forms
-of benevolent autocracy, he could exercise a ruthless discipline upon
-youngsters. He was not at all ashamed at being left in charge of a
-tableful of children while his wife went forth to conduct diplomatic
-interviews. At the same time he had his pride. Thus he would express no
-surprise, nor even pleasure, at the presence of Hilda, his theory being
-that it ought to be taken as a matter of course. Indeed he was
-preoccupied by the management of the meal, and he did not conceal the
-fact. He shook hands with the ladies in a perfunctory style, which
-seemed to say: "Now the supreme matter is this birthday repast. I am
-running it, and I am running it very well. Slip inobtrusively into your
-places in the machine, and let me continue my work of direction."
-
-Nevertheless, he saw to it that all the children rose politely and
-saluted according to approved precedents. His eye was upon them. He
-attached importance to every little act in any series of little acts.
-If he cut the cake, he had the air of announcing to the world: "This is
-a beautiful cake. I have carefully estimated the merits of this cake,
-and mother has carefully estimated them; we have in fact all come to a
-definite and favourable conclusion about this cake,--namely that it is a
-beautiful cake. I will now cut it. The operation of cutting it is a
-major operation. Watch me cut it, and then watch me distribute it.
-Wisdom and justice shall preside over the distribution." Even if he
-only passed the salt, he passed it as though he were passing extreme
-unction.
-
-Auntie Hamps with apparent delight adapted herself to his humour. She
-said she would "squeeze in" anywhere, and was soon engaged in finding
-perfection in everything that appertained to the Benbow family. Hilda,
-not being quite so intimate with the household, was installed with more
-ceremony. She could not keep out of her eye the idea that it was droll
-to see a stoutish, somewhat clay-dusted man neglecting his business in
-order to take charge of a birthday-party of small children; and Albert,
-observing this, could not keep out of his eye the rebutting assertion
-that it was not in the least droll, but entirely proper and laudable.
-
-The first mention of birthday presents came from Auntie Hamps, who
-remarked with enthusiasm that Bert looked a regular little man in his
-beautiful new spectacles. Bert, glowering, gloomy and yet proud, and
-above all self-conscious, grew even more self-conscious at this
-statement. Spectacles had been ordained for him by the oculist, and his
-parents had had the hardihood to offer him his first pair for a birthday
-present. They had so insisted on the beauty and originality of the
-scheme that Bert himself had almost come to believe that to get a pair
-of spectacles for a birthday present was a great thing in a boy's life.
-He was now wearing the spectacles for the first time. On the whole,
-gloom outbalanced pride in his demeanour, and Bert's mysterious soul,
-which had flabbergasted his father for about a week, peeped out sidelong
-occasionally through those spectacles in bitter criticism of the
-institution of parents. He ate industriously. Soon Auntie Hamps,
-leaning over, rapped half-a-sovereign down on his sticky plate.
-Everybody pretended to be overwhelmed, though nobody entitled to
-prophesy had expected less. Almost simultaneously with the ring of the
-gold on the plate, Clara said:
-
-"Now what do you say?"
-
-But Albert was judiciously benevolent:
-
-"Leave him alone, mother--he'll say it all right."
-
-"I'm sure he will," his mother agreed.
-
-And Bert said it, blushing, and fingering the coin nervously. And
-Auntie Hamps sat like an antique goddess, bland, superb, morally
-immense. And even her dirty and broken finger-nails detracted naught
-from her grandiosity. She might feed servants on dripping, but when the
-proper moment came she could fling half-sovereigns about with anybody.
-
-And then, opening her purse, Hilda added five shillings to the
-half-sovereign, amid admiring exclamations sincere and insincere.
-Beside Auntie Hamps's gold the two half-crowns cut a poor figure, and
-therefore Hilda, almost without discontinuing the gesture of largesse,
-said:
-
-"That is from Uncle Edwin. And this," putting a florin and three
-shillings more to the treasure, "is from Auntie Hilda."
-
-Somehow she was talking as the others talked, and she disliked herself
-for yielding to the spirit of the Benbow home, but she could not help
-it; the pervading spirit conquered everybody. She felt self-conscious;
-and Bert's self-consciousness was still further increased as the
-exclamations grew in power and sincerity. Though he experienced the
-mournful pride of rich possessions, he knew well that the money would be
-of no real value. His presents, all useful (save a bouquet of flowers
-from Rupert), were all useless to him. Thus the prim young Clara had
-been parentally guided to give him a comb. If all the combs in the
-world had been suddenly annihilated Bert would not have cared,--would
-indeed have rejoiced. And as to the spectacles, he would have preferred
-the prospect of total blindness in middle age to the compulsion of
-wearing them. Who can wonder that his father had not fathomed the mind
-of the strange creature?
-
-Albert gazed rapt at the beautiful sight of the plate. It reminded him
-pleasantly of a collection-plate at the Sunday School Anniversary
-sermons. In a moment the conversation ran upon savings-bank accounts.
-Each child had a savings-bank account, and their riches were astounding.
-Rupert had an account and was getting interest at the rate of two and a
-half per cent on six pounds ten shillings. The thriftiness of the elder
-children had reached amounts which might be mentioned with satisfaction
-even to the luxurious wife of the richest member of the family. Young
-Clara was the wealthiest of the band. "I've got the most, haven't I,
-fardy?" she said with complacency. "I've got more than Bert, haven't
-I?" Nobody seemed to know how it was that she had surpassed Bert, who
-had had more birthdays and more Christmases. The inferiority of the
-eldest could not be attributed to dissipation or improvidence, for none
-of the children was allowed to spend a cent. The savings-bank devoured
-all, and never rendered back. However, Bert was now creeping up, and
-his mother exhorted him to do his best in future. She then took the
-money from the plate, and promised Bert for the morrow the treat of
-accompanying her to the Post Office in order to bury it.
-
-A bell rang within the house, and at once young Clara exclaimed:
-
-"Oh! There's Flossie! Oh, my word, she is late, isn't she, fardy?
-What a good thing we didn't wait tea for her! ... Move up, miss." This
-to Lucy.
-
-"People who are late must take the consequences, especially little
-girls," said Albert in reply.
-
-And presently Flossie entered, tripping, shrugging up her shoulders and
-throwing back her mane, and wonderfully innocent.
-
-"This is Flossie, who is always late," Albert introduced her to Hilda.
-
-"Am I really?" said Flossie, in a very low, soft voice, with a bright
-and apparently frightened smile.
-
-Dark Flossie was of Amy's age and supposed to be Amy's particular
-friend. She was the daughter of young Clara's music mistress. The
-little girl's prestige in the Benbow house was due to two causes. First
-she was graceful and rather stylish in movement--qualities which none of
-the Benbow children had, though young Clara was pretty enough; and
-second her mother had rather more pupils than she could comfortably
-handle, and indeed sometimes refused a pupil.
-
-Flossie with her physical elegance was like a foreigner among the
-Benbows. She had a precocious demeanour. She shook hands and embraced
-like a woman, and she gave her birthday gift to Bert as if she were
-distributing a prize. It was a lead-pencil, with a patent sharpener.
-Bert would have preferred a bicycle, but the patent sharpener made an
-oasis in his day. His father pointed out to him that as the pencil was
-already sharpened he could not at present use the sharpener. Amy
-thereupon furtively passed him the stump of a pencil to operate upon,
-and then his mother told him that he had better postpone his first
-sharpening until he got into the garden, where bits of wood would not be
-untidy. Flossie carefully settled her very short white skirts on a
-chair, smiling all the time, and enquired about two brothers whom she
-had been told were to be among the guests. Albert informed her with
-solemnity that these two brothers were both down with measles, and that
-Auntie Hamps and Auntie Hilda had come to make up for their absence.
-
-"Poor things!" murmured Flossie sympathetically.
-
-Hilda laughed, and Flossie screwing up her eyes and shrugging up her
-shoulders laughed too, as if saying: "You and I alone understand me."
-
-"What a pretty flower!" Flossie exclaimed, in her low soft voice,
-indicating the flower in the vase in front of Amy.
-
-"There's half a crumb left," said Albert, passing the cake-plate to
-Flossie carefully. "We thought we'd better keep it for you, though we
-don't reckon to keep anything for little girls that come late."
-
-"Amy," whispered her mother, leaning towards the fat girl. "Wouldn't it
-be nice of you to give your flower to Flossie?" Amy started.
-
-"I don't want to," she whispered back, flushing.
-
-The flower was a gift to Amy from Bert, out of the birthday bunch
-presented to him by Rupert. Mysterious relations existed between Bert
-and the benignant, acquiescent Amy.
-
-"Oh! Amy!" her mother protested, still whispering, but shocked.
-
-Tears came into Amy's eyes. These tears Amy at length wiped away, and,
-straightening her face, offered the flower with stiff outstretched arm
-to her friend Flossie. And Flossie smilingly accepted it.
-
-"It _is_ kind of you, you darling!" said Flossie, and stuck the flower
-in an interstice of her embroidered pinafore.
-
-Amy, gravely lacking in self-control, began to whimper again.
-
-"That's my good little girl!" muttered Clara to her, exhibiting pride in
-her daughter's victory over self, and rubbed the child's eyes with her
-handkerchief. The parents were continually thus "bringing up" their
-children. Hilda pressed her lips together.
-
-Immediately afterwards it was noticed that Flossie was no longer eating.
-
-"I've had quite enough, thank you," said she in answer to
-expostulations.
-
-"No jam, even? And you've not finished your tea!"
-
-"I've had quite enough, thank you," said she, and folded up her napkin.
-
-"Please, father, can we go and play in the garden now?" Bert asked.
-
-Albert looked at his wife.
-
-"Yes, I think they might," said Clara. "Go and play nicely." They all
-rose.
-
-"Now quietly, qui-etly!" Albert warned them.
-
-And they went from the room quietly, each in his own fashion,--Flossie
-like a modest tsarina, young Clara full of virtue and holding Rupert by
-the hand, Amy lumpily, tiny Lucy as one who had too soon been robbed of
-the privilege of being the youngest, and Bert in the rear like a
-criminal who is observed in a suspicious act. And Albert blew out wind,
-as if getting rid of a great weight.
-
-
-
- IV
-
-
-"Finished your greengage, auntie?" asked Clara, after the pause which
-ensued while the adults were accustoming themselves to the absence of
-the children.
-
-And it was Maggie who answered, rather eagerly:
-
-"No, she hasn't. She's left it to the tender mercies of that Maria.
-She wouldn't let me stay, and she wouldn't stay herself."
-
-These were almost the first words, save murmurings as to cups of tea,
-quantities of sugar and of milk, etc., that the taciturn Maggie had
-uttered since Hilda's arrival. She was not sulky, she had merely been
-devoting herself and allowing herself to be exploited, in the vacuous
-manner customary to her,--and listening receptively--or perhaps not even
-receptively--offering no remark. Save that the smooth-working mechanism
-of the repast would have creaked and stopped at her departure, she might
-have slipped from the room unnoticed as a cat. But now she spoke as one
-capable of enthusiasm and resentment on behalf of an ideal. To her it
-was scandalous that greengage jam should be jeopardised for the sake of
-social pleasures, and suddenly it became evident she and her auntie had
-had a difference on the matter.
-
-Mrs. Hamps said stoutly and defiantly, with grandeur:
-
-"Well, I wasn't going to have my eldest grand-nephew's twelfth birthday
-party interfered with for any jam."
-
-"Hear, hear!" said Hilda, liking the terrific woman for an instant.
-
-But mild Maggie was inflexible.
-
-Clara, knowing that in Maggie very slight symptoms had enormous
-significance, at once changed the subject. Albert went to the back
-window, whence by twisting his neck he could descry a corner of the
-garden.
-
-Said Clara, smiling:
-
-"I hear you're going to have some _musical evenings_, Hilda ... on
-Sunday nights."
-
-Malice and ridicule were in Clara's tone. On the phrase "musical
-evenings" she put a strange disdainful emphasis, as though a musical
-evening denoted something not only unrighteous but snobbish,
-new-fangled, and absurd. Yet envy also was in her tone.
-
-Hilda was startled.
-
-"Ah! Who told you that?"
-
-"Never mind! I heard," said Clara darkly.
-
-Hilda wondered where the Benbows, from whom seemingly naught could be
-concealed, had in fact got this tit-bit of news. By tacit consent she
-and Edwin had as yet said nothing to anybody except the Orgreaves, who
-alone, with Tertius Ingpen and one or two more intimates, were invited,
-or were to be invited, to the first evening. Relations between the
-Orgreaves and the Benbows scarcely existed.
-
-"We're having a little music on Sunday night," said Hilda, as it were
-apologetically, and scorning herself for being apologetic. Why should
-she be apologetic to these base creatures? But she couldn't help it;
-the public opinion of the room was too much for her. She even added:
-"We're hoping that old Mrs. Orgreave will come. It will be the first
-time she's been out in the evening for ever so long." The name of Mrs.
-Orgreave was calculated by Hilda to overawe them and stop their mouths.
-
-No name, however, could overawe Mrs. Hamps. She smiled kindly, and with
-respect for the caprices of others; she spoke in a tone exceptionally
-polite,--but what she said was: "I'm sorry ... I'm sorry."
-
-The deliverance was final. Auntie Hamps was almost as deeply moved
-about the approaching desecration of the Sabbath as Maggie had been
-about the casual treatment of jam. In earlier years she would have said
-a great deal more--just as in earlier years she would have punctuated
-Bert's birthday mouthfuls with descants upon the excellence of his
-parents and moral exhortations to himself; but Auntie Hamps was growing
-older, and quieter, and "I'm sorry ... I'm sorry" meant much from her.
-
-Hilda became sad, disgusted, indignant, moody. The breach which
-separated her and Edwin from the rest of the family was enormous, as
-might be seen in the mere fact that they had never for a moment
-contemplated asking anybody in the family to the musical evening, nor
-had the family ever dreamed of an invitation. It was astonishing that
-Edwin should be so different from the others. But after all, was he?
-She could see in him sometimes bits of Maggie, of Clara, and even of the
-Unspeakable. She was conscious of her grievances against Edwin. Among
-these was that he never, or scarcely ever, praised her. At moments,
-when she had tried hard, she felt a great need of praise. But Edwin
-would watch her critically, with the damnable grim detachment of the
-Five Towns towards a stranger or a returned exile.
-
-As she sat in the stuffy dining-room of the Benbows, surrounded by
-hostilities and incomprehensions, she had a sensation of unreality, or
-at any rate of a vast mistake. Why was she there? Was she not tied by
-intimate experience to a man at that very instant in prison? (She had a
-fearful vision of him in prison,--she, sitting there in the midst of
-Maggie, Clara, and Auntie Hamps!) Was she not the mother of an
-illegitimate boy? Victimised or not, innocent or not, she, a guest at
-Bert's intensely legitimate birthday fête, was the mother of an
-illegitimate boy. Incredible! She ought never to have married into the
-Clayhangers, never to have come back to this cackling provincial
-district. All these people were inimical towards her,--because she
-represented the luxury and riches and worldly splendour of the family,
-and because her illegitimate boy had tempted the heir of the Benbows to
-blasphemous wickedness, and because she herself had tempted a weak Edwin
-to abandon chapel and to desecrate the Sabbath, and again because she,
-without a penny of her own, had stepped in and now represented the
-luxury and riches and worldly splendour of the family. And all the
-family's grievances against Edwin were also grievances against her.
-Once, long ago, when he was yet a bachelor, and had no hope of Hilda,
-Edwin had prevented his father, in dotage, from lending a thousand
-pounds to Albert upon no security. The interference was unpardonable,
-and Hilda would not be pardoned for it.
-
-Such was marriage into a family. Such was family life.... Yes, she
-felt unreal there, and also unsafe. She had prevaricated about George
-and the penknife; and she had allowed Clara to remain under the
-impression that her visit to the house was a birthday visit. Auntie
-Hamps and destiny, between them, would lay bare all this lying. The
-antipathy against her would increase. But let it increase never so
-much, it still would not equal Hilda's against the family, as she
-thrilled to it then. Their narrow ignorance, their narrow self-conceit,
-their detestation of beauty, their pietism, their bigotry--revolted her.
-In what century had they been living all those years? Was this married
-life? Had Albert and Clara ever felt a moment of mutual passion? They
-were nothing but parents, eternally preoccupied with "oughts" and "ought
-nots" and forbiddances and horrid reluctant permissions. They did not
-know what joy was, and they did not want anybody else to know what joy
-was. Even on the outskirts of such a family, a musical evening on a
-Sunday night appeared a forlorn enterprise. And all the families in all
-the streets were the same. Hilda was hard enough on George sometimes,
-but in that moment she would have preferred George to be a thoroughly
-bad rude boy and to go to the devil, and herself to be a woman abandoned
-to every licence, rather than that he and she should resemble Clara and
-her offspring. All her wrath centred upon Clara as the very symbol of
-what she loathed.
-
-"Hello!" cried the watchful Albert from the window. "What's happening, I
-wonder?"
-
-In a moment Rupert ran into the room, and without a word scrambled on
-his mother's lap, absolutely confident in her goodness and power.
-
-"What's amiss, tuppenny?" asked his father.
-
-"Tired," answered Rupert, with a faint, endearing smile.
-
-He laid himself close against his mother's breast, and drew up his
-knees, and Clara held his body in her arms, and whispered to him.
-
-"Amy 'udn't play with me," he murmured.
-
-"Wouldn't she? Naughty Amy!"
-
-"Mammy tired too," he glanced upwards at his mother's eyes in sympathy.
-
-And immediately he was asleep. Clara kissed him, bending her head down
-and with difficulty reaching his cheek with her lips.
-
-Auntie Hamps enquired fondly:
-
-"What does he mean--'mother tired too'?"
-
-"Well," said Clara, "the fact is some of 'em were so excited they
-stopped my afternoon sleep this afternoon. I always do have my nap, you
-know,"--she looked at Hilda. "In here! When this door's closed they
-know mother mustn't be disturbed. Only this afternoon Lucy or Amy--I
-don't know which, and I didn't enquire too closely--forgot.... He's
-remembered it, the little Turk."
-
-"Is he asleep?" Hilda demanded in a low voice.
-
-"Fast. He's been like that lately. He'll play a bit, and then he'll
-stop, and say he's tired, and sometimes cry, and he'll come to me and be
-asleep in two jiffs. I think he's been a bit run down. He said he had
-toothache yesterday. It was nothing but a little cold; they've all had
-colds; but I wrapped his face up to please him. He looked so sweet in
-his bandage, I assure you I didn't want to take it off again. No, I
-didn't.... I wonder why Amy wouldn't play with him? She's such a
-splendid playmate--when she likes. Full of imagination! Simply full of
-it!"
-
-Albert had approached from the window.
-
-With an air of important conviction, he said to Hilda:
-
-"Yes, Amy's imagination is really remarkable." As no one responded to
-this statement, he drummed on the table to ease the silence, and then
-suddenly added: "Well, I suppose I must be getting on with my dictionary
-reading! I'm only at S; and there's bound to be a lot of words under
-U--beginning with _un_, you know. I saw at once there would be." He
-spoke rather defiantly, as though challenging public opinion to condemn
-his new dubious activity.
-
-"Oh!" said Clara. "Albert's quite taken up with missing words
-nowadays."
-
-But instead of conning his dictionary, Albert returned to the window,
-drawn by his inexhaustible paternal curiosity, and he even opened the
-window and leaned out, so that he might more effectively watch the
-garden. And with the fresh air there entered the high, gay, inspiriting
-voices of the children.
-
-Clara smiled down at the boy sleeping in her lap. She was happy. The
-child was happy. His flushed face, with its expression of loving
-innocence, was exquisitely touching. Clara's face was full of proud
-tenderness. Everybody gazed at the picture with secret and profound
-pleasure. Hilda wished once more that George was only two and a half
-years old again. George's infancy, and her early motherhood, had been
-very different from all this. She had never been able to shut a
-dining-room door, or any other door, as a sign that she must not be
-disturbed. And certainly George had never sympathetically remarked that
-she was tired.... She was envious.... And yet a minute ago she had been
-execrating the family life of the Benbows. The complexity of the tissue
-of existence was puzzling.
-
-
-
- V
-
-
-When Albert brought his head once more into the room he suddenly
-discovered the stuffiness of the atmosphere, and with the large, free
-gestures of a mountaineer and a sanitarian threw open both windows as
-wide as possible. The bleak wind from the moorlands surged in,
-fluttering curtains, and lowering the temperature at a run.
-
-"Won't Rupert catch cold?" Hilda suggested, chilled.
-
-"He's got to be hardened, Rupert has!" Albert replied easily. "Fresh
-air! Nothing like it! Does 'em good to feel it!"
-
-Hilda thought:
-
-"Pity you didn't think so a bit earlier!"
-
-Her countenance was too expressive. Albert divined some ironic thought
-in her brain, and turned on her with a sort of parrying jeer:
-
-"And how's the great man getting along?"
-
-In this phrase, which both he and Clara employed with increasing
-frequency, Albert let out not only his jealousy of, but his respect for,
-the head of the family. Hilda did not like it, but it flattered her on
-Edwin's behalf, and she never showed her resentment of the attitude
-which prompted it.
-
-"Edwin? Oh, he's all right. He's working." She put a slight emphasis
-on the last pronoun, in order revengefully to contrast Edwin's industry
-with Albert's presence during business hours at a children's birthday
-party. "He said to me as he went out that he must go and earn something
-towards Maggie's rent." She laughed softly.
-
-Clara smiled cautiously; Maggie smiled and blushed a little; Albert did
-not commit himself; only Auntie Hamps laughed without reserve.
-
-"Edwin will have his joke," said she.
-
-Although Hilda had audaciously gone forth that afternoon with the
-express intention of opening negotiations, on her own initiative, with
-Maggie for the purchase of the house, she had certainly not meant to
-discuss the matter in the presence of the entire family. But she was
-seized by one of her characteristic impulses, and she gave herself up to
-it with the usual mixture of glee and apprehension. She said:
-
-"I suppose you wouldn't care to sell us the house, would you, Maggie?"
-
-Everybody became alert, and as it grew apparent that the company was
-assisting at the actual birth of a family episode or incident, a
-peculiar feeling of eager pleasure spread through the room, and the
-appetite for history-making leapt up.
-
-"Indeed I should!" Maggie answered, with a deepening flush, and all were
-astonished at her decisiveness, and at the warmth of her tone. "I never
-wanted the house. Only it was arranged that I should have it, so of
-course I took it." The long-silent victim was speaking. Money was
-useless to her, for she was incapable of turning it into happiness; but
-she had her views on finance and property, nevertheless; and though in
-all such matters she did as she was told, submissively accepting the
-decisions of brother or brother-in-law as decrees of fate, yet she was
-quite aware of the victimhood. The assemblage was surprised and even a
-little intimidated by her mild outburst.
-
-"But you've got a very good tenant, Maggie," said Auntie Hamps
-enthusiastically.
-
-"She's got a very good tenant, admitted!" Albert said judicially and
-almost sternly. "But she'd never have any difficulty in finding a very
-good tenant for that house. That's not the point. The point is that
-the investment really isn't remunerative. Maggie could do much better
-for herself than that. Very much better. Why, if she went the right
-way about it she could get ten per cent on her money! I know of
-things.... And I bet she doesn't get three and a half per cent clear
-from the house. Not three and a half." He glanced reproachfully at
-Hilda.
-
-"Do you mean the rent's too low?" Hilda questioned boldly.
-
-He hesitated, losing courage.
-
-"I don't say it's too low. But Maggie perhaps took the house over at
-too big a figure."
-
-Maggie looked up at her brother-in-law.
-
-"And whose fault was that?" she asked sharply. The general surprise was
-intensified. No one could understand Maggie. No one had the wit to
-perceive that she had been truly annoyed by Auntie Hamps's negligence in
-regard to jam, and was momentarily capable of bitterness. "Whose fault
-was that?" she repeated. "You and Clara and Edwin settled it between
-you. You yourself said over and over again it was a fair figure."
-
-"I thought so at the time! I thought so at the time!" said Albert
-quickly. "We all acted for the best."
-
-"I'm sure you did," murmured Auntie Hamps.
-
-"I should think so, indeed!" murmured Clara, seeking to disguise her
-constraint by attentions to the sleeping Rupert.
-
-"Is Edwin thinking of buying, then?" Albert asked Hilda in a quiet,
-studiously careless voice.
-
-"We've discussed it," responded Hilda.
-
-"Because if he is, he ought to take it over at the price Mag took it at.
-She oughtn't to lose on it. That's only fair."
-
-"I'm sure Edwin would never do anything unfair," said Auntie Hamps.
-
-Hilda made no reply. She had already heard the argument from Edwin, and
-Albert now seemed to her more tedious and unprincipled than usual. Her
-reason admitted the force of the argument as regards Maggie, but
-instinct opposed it.
-
-Nevertheless she was conscious of sudden sympathy for Maggie, and of a
-weakening of her prejudice against her.
-
-"Hadn't we better be going, Auntie?" Maggie curtly and reproachfully
-suggested. "You know quite well that jam stands a good chance of being
-ruined."
-
-"I suppose we had," Auntie Hamps concurred with a sigh, and rose.
-
-"I shall be able to carry out my plan," thought Hilda, full of wisdom
-and triumph. And she saw Edwin, owner of the house, with his wild
-lithographic project scotched. And the realisation of her own sagacity
-thus exercised on behalf of those she loved, made her glad.
-
-At the same moment, just as Albert was recommencing his flow, the door
-opened and Edwin entered. He had glimpsed the children in the garden
-and had come into the house by the back way. There were cries of
-stupefaction and bliss. Both Albert and Clara were unmistakably
-startled and flattered. Indeed, several seconds elapsed before Albert
-could assume the proper grim, casual air. Auntie Hamps rejoiced and sat
-down again. Maggie disclosed no feeling, and she would not sit down
-again. Hilda had a serious qualm. She was obliged to persuade herself
-that in opening the negotiations for the house she had not committed an
-enormity. She felt less sagacious and less dominant. Who could have
-dreamt that Edwin would pop in just then? It was notorious, it was even
-a subject of complaint, that he never popped in. In reply to enquiries
-he stammered in his customary hesitating way that he happened to be in
-the neighbourhood on business and that it had occurred to him, etc.,
-etc. In short, there he was.
-
-"Aren't you coming, Auntie?" Maggie demanded.
-
-"Let me have a look at Edwin, child," said Auntie Hamps, somewhat
-nettled. "How set you are!"
-
-"Then I shall go alone," said Maggie.
-
-"Yes. But what about this house business?" Albert tried to stop her.
-
-He could not stop her. Finance, houses, rents, were not real to her.
-She owned but did not possess such things. But the endangered jam was
-real to her. She did not own it, but she possessed it. She departed.
-
-"What's amiss with her to-day?" murmured Mrs. Hamps. "I must go too, or
-I shall be catching it; my word I shall!"
-
-"What house business?" Edwin asked.
-
-"Well," said Albert. "I like that! Aren't you trying to buy her house
-from her? We've just been talking it over."
-
-Edwin glanced swiftly at Hilda, and Hilda knew from the peculiar
-constrained, almost shamefaced, expression on his features, that he was
-extremely annoyed. He gave a little nervous laugh.
-
-"Oh! Have ye?" he muttered.
-
-
-
- VI
-
-
-Although Edwin discussed the purchase of the house quite calmly with
-Albert, and appeared to regard it as an affair practically settled,
-Hilda could perceive from a single gesture of his in the lobby as they
-were leaving, that his resentment against herself had not been
-diminished by the smooth course of talking. Nevertheless she was
-considerably startled by his outburst in the street.
-
-"It's a pity Maggie went off like that," she said quietly. "You might
-have fixed everything up immediately."
-
-Then it was that he turned on her, glowering angrily.
-
-"Why on earth did you go talking about it, without telling me first?" he
-demanded, furious.
-
-"But it was understood, dear----" She smiled, affecting not to perceive
-his temper, and thereby aggravating it.
-
-He almost shouted:
-
-"Nothing of the kind! Nothing of the kind!"
-
-"Maggie was there. I just happened to mention it." Hilda was still
-quite placid.
-
-"You went down on purpose to tell her, so you needn't deny it. Do you
-take me for a fool?"
-
-Her placidity was undiminished.
-
-"Of course I don't take you for a fool, dear. I assure you I hadn't the
-slightest idea you'd be annoyed."
-
-"Yes, you had. I could see it on your face when I came in. Don't try
-to stuff me up. You go blundering into a thing, without the least
-notion--without the least notion! I've told you before, and I tell you
-again--I won't have you interfering in my business affairs. You know
-nothing of business. You'll make my life impossible. All you women are
-the same. You will poke your noses in. There'll have to be a clear
-understanding between you and me on one or two points, before we go much
-further."
-
-"But you told me I could mention it to her."
-
-"No, I didn't."
-
-"You did, Edwin. Do be just."
-
-"I didn't say you could go and plunge right into it at once. These
-things have to be thought out. Houses aren't bought like that. A house
-isn't a pound of tea, and it isn't a hat."
-
-"I'm very sorry."
-
-"No, you aren't. And you know jolly well you aren't. Your scheme was
-simply to tie my hands."
-
-She knew the truth of this, and her smile became queer. Nevertheless
-the amiable calm which she maintained astonished even herself. She was
-not happy, but certainly she was not unhappy. She had got, or she was
-going to get, what she wanted; and here was the only fact important to
-her; the means by which she had got it, or was going to get it, were
-negligible now. It cost her very little to be magnanimous. She
-wondered at Edwin. Was this furious brute the timid, worshipping boy
-who had so marvellously kissed her a dozen years earlier--before she had
-fallen into the hands of a scoundrel? Were these scenes what the
-exquisite romance of marriage had come to? ... Well, and if it was so,
-what then? If she was not happy she was elated, and she was
-philosophic, and she had the terrific sense of realities of some of her
-sex. She was out of the Benbow house; she breathed free, she had
-triumphed, and she had her man to herself. He might be a brute--the
-Five Towns (she had noticed as a returned exile) were full of brutes
-whose passions surged and boiled beneath the phlegmatic surface--but he
-existed, and their love existed. And a peep into the depth of the
-cauldron was exciting.... The injustice or the justice of his behaviour
-did not make a live question.
-
-Moreover, she did not in truth seriously regard him as a brute. She
-regarded him as an unreasonable creature, something like a baby, to be
-humoured in the inessentials of a matter of which the essentials were
-now definitely in her favour. His taunt that she went blundering into a
-thing, and that she knew naught of business, amused her. She knew her
-own business, and knew it profoundly. The actual situation was a proof
-of that. As for abstract principles of business, the conventions and
-etiquette of it--her lips condescendingly curled. After all, what had
-she done to merit this fury? Nothing! Nothing! What could it matter
-whether the negotiations were begun instantly or in a week's or a
-month's time? (Edwin would have dilly-dallied probably for three
-months, or six). She had merely said a few harmless words, offered a
-suggestion. And now he desired to tear her limb from limb and eat her
-alive. It was comical! Impossible for her to be angry, in her triumph!
-It was too comical! She had married an astounding personage.... But she
-had married him. He was hers. She exulted in the possession of him.
-His absurd peculiarities did not lower him in her esteem. She had a
-perfect appreciation of his points, including his general wisdom. But
-she was convinced that she had a special and different and superior kind
-of wisdom.
-
-"And a nice thing you've let Maggie in for!" Edwin broke out afresh
-after a spell of silent walking.
-
-"Let Maggie in for?" she exclaimed lightly.
-
-"Albert ought never to have known anything of it until it was all
-settled. He will be yarning away to her about how he can use her money
-for her, and what he gets hold of she'll never see again,--you may bet
-your boots on that. If you'd left it to me I could have fixed things up
-for her in advance. But no! In you must go! Up to the neck! And ruin
-everything!"
-
-"Oh!" she said reassuringly. "You'll be able to look after Maggie all
-right."
-
-He sniffed, and settled down into embittered disgust, quickening
-somewhat his speed up the slope of Acre Lane.
-
-"Please don't walk so fast, Edwin," she breathed, just like a nice
-little girl. "I can't keep up with you."
-
-In spite of his enormous anger he could not refuse such a request. She
-was getting the better of him again. He knew it; he could see through
-the devices. With an irritated swing of his body he slowed down to suit
-her.
-
-She had a glimpse of his set, gloomy, savage, ruthless face, the lower
-lip bulging out. Really it was grotesque! Were they grown up, he and
-she? She smiled almost self-consciously, fearing that passers-by might
-notice his preposterous condition. All the way up Acre Lane and across
-by St. Luke's Churchyard into Trafalgar Road they walked thus side by
-side in silence. By strange good luck they did not meet a single
-acquaintance, and as Edwin had a latchkey, no servant had to come and
-open the door and behold them.
-
-Edwin, throwing his hat on the stand, ran immediately upstairs. Hilda
-passed idly into the drawing-room. She was glad to be in her own
-drawing-room again. It was a distinguished apartment, after Clara's.
-There lay the Dvorak music on the piano.... The atmosphere seemed full
-of ozone. She rang for Ada and spoke to her with charming friendliness
-about Master George. Master George had returned from an informal
-cricket match in the Manor Fields, and was in the garden. Yes, Ada had
-seen to his school-clothes. Everything was in order for the new term
-shortly to commence. But Master George had received a blow from the
-cricket-ball on his shin, which was black and blue.... Had Ada done
-anything to the shin? No, Master George would not let her touch it, but
-she had been allowed to see it.... Very well, Ada.... There was
-something beatific about the state of being mistress of a house.
-Without the mistress, the house would simply crumble to pieces.
-
-Hilda went upstairs; she was apprehensive, but her apprehensiveness was
-agreeable to her.... No, Edwin was not in the bedroom.... She could
-hear him in the bathroom. She tried the door. It was bolted. He always
-bolted it.
-
-"Edwin!"
-
-"What is it?"
-
-He opened the door. He was in his shirt sleeves and had just finished
-with the towel. She entered, and shut the door and bolted it. And then
-she began to kiss him. She kissed him time after time, on his cheek so
-damp and fresh.
-
-"Poor dear!" she murmured.
-
-She knew that he could not altogether resist those repeated kisses.
-They were more effective than the best arguments or the most graceful
-articulate surrenders. Thus she completed her triumph. But whether the
-virtue of the kisses lay in their sensuousness or in their sentiment,
-neither he nor she knew. And she did not care.... She did not kiss him
-with abandonment. There was a reserve in her kisses, and in her smile.
-Indeed she went on kissing him rather sternly. Her glance, when their
-eyes were very close together, was curious. It seemed to imply: "We are
-in love. And we love. I am yours. You are mine. Life is very fine
-after all. I am a happy woman. But still--_each is for himself in this
-world_, and that's the bedrock of marriage as of all other
-institutions." Her sense of realities again! And she went on kissing,
-irresistibly.
-
-"Kiss me."
-
-And he had to kiss her.
-
-Whereupon she softened to him, and abandoned herself to the emanations
-of his charm, and her lips became almost liquid as she kissed him again;
-nevertheless there was still a slight reserve in her kisses.
-
-At tea she chattered like a magpie, as the saying is. Between her and
-George there seemed to be a secret instinctive understanding that Edwin
-had to be humoured, enlivened, drawn into talk,--for although he had
-kissed her, his mood was yet by no means restored to the normal. He
-would have liked to remain, majestic, within the tent of his soul. But
-they were too clever for him. Then, to achieve his discomfiture,
-entered Johnnie Orgreave, with a suggestion that they should all
-four--Edwin, Hilda, Janet, and himself--go to the theatre at Hanbridge
-that night. Hilda accepted the idea instantly. Since her marriage, her
-appetite for pleasure had developed enormously. At moments she was
-positively greedy for pleasure. She was incapable of being bored at the
-theatre, she would sooner be in the theatre of a night than out of it.
-
-"Oh! Do let's go!" she cried.
-
-Edwin did not want to go, but he had to concur. He did not want to be
-pleasant to Johnnie Orgreave or to anybody, but he had to be pleasant.
-
-"Be on the first car that goes up after seven fifteen," said Johnnie as
-he was departing.
-
-Edwin grunted.
-
-"You understand, Teddy? The first car that goes up after seven
-fifteen."
-
-"All right! All right!"
-
-Blithely Hilda went to beautify herself. And when she had beautified
-herself and made herself into a queen of whom the haughtiest
-master-printer might be proud, she despatched Ada for Master George.
-And Master George had to come to her bedroom.
-
-"Let me look at that leg," she said. "Sit down."
-
-Devious creature! During tea she had not even divulged that she had
-heard of the damaged shin. Master George was taken by surprise. He sat
-down. She knelt, and herself unloosed the stocking and exposed the
-little calf. The place was black and blue, but it had a healthy look.
-
-"It's nothing," she said.
-
-And then, all in her splendid finery, she kissed the dirty discoloured
-shin. Strange! He was only two years old and just learning to talk.
-
-"Now then, missis! Here's the tram!" Edwin yelled out loudly, roughly,
-from below. He would have given a sovereign to see her miss the car,
-but his inconvenient sense of justice forced him to warn her.
-
-"Coming! Coming!"
-
-She kissed Master George on the mouth eagerly, and George seemed,
-unusually, to return the eagerness. She ran down the darkening stairs,
-ecstatic.
-
-In the dusky road, Edwin curtly signalled to the vast ascending
-steam-car, and it stopped. Those were in the old days, when people did
-what they liked with the cars, stopping them here and stopping them
-there according to their fancy. The era of electricity and fixed
-stopping-places, and soulless, conscienceless control from London had
-not set in. Edwin and Hilda mounted. Two hundred yards further on the
-steam-tram was once more arrested, and Johnnie and Janet joined them.
-Hilda was in the highest spirits. The great affair of the afternoon had
-not been a quarrel, but an animating experience which, though dangerous,
-intensified her self-confidence and her zest.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IX
-
- THE WEEK-END
-
-
- I
-
-
-The events of the portentous week-end which included the musical evening
-began early on the Saturday, and the first one was a chance word uttered
-by George.
-
-Breakfast was nearly over in the Clayhanger dining-room. Hilda sat
-opposite to Edwin, and George between them. They had all eaten with
-appetite, and the disillusion which usually accompanies the satisfaction
-of desire was upon them. They had looked forward to breakfast, scenting
-with zest its pleasing odours, and breakfast was over, save perhaps for
-a final unnecessary piece of toast or half a cup of chilled coffee.
-
-Hilda did not want to move, because she did not care for the Saturday
-morning task of shopping and re-victualling and being bland with
-fellow-shoppers in the emporiums. The house-doors were too frequently
-open on Saturday mornings, and errand-boys thereat, and a wind blowing
-through the house, and it was the morning for specially cleaning the
-hall--detestable and damp operation--and servants seemed loose on
-Saturday morning, and dinner was apt to be late. But Hilda knew she
-would have to move. To postpone was only to aggravate. Destiny grasped
-her firm. George was not keen about moving, because he had no plan of
-campaign; the desolating prospect of resuming school on Monday had
-withered his energy; he was in a mood to be either a martyr or a
-villain. Edwin was lazily sardonic, partly because the leisure of
-breakfast was at an end, partly because he hated the wage-paying
-slackness of Saturday morning at the shop, and partly because his
-relations with Hilda had remained indefinite and disquieting, despite a
-thousand mutual urbanities and thoughtful refinements, and even some
-caresses. A sense of aimlessness dejected him; and in the central caves
-of his brain the question was mysteriously stirring: What is the use of
-all these things,--success, dignity, importance, luxury, love,
-sensuality, order, moral superiority? He foresaw thirty years of
-breakfasts, with plenty of the finest home-cured bacon and fresh eggs,
-but no romance.
-
-Before his marriage he used to read the paper honestly and rudely at
-breakfast. That is to say, he would prop it up squarely in front of
-him, hiding his sister Maggie, and anyhow ignoring her; and Maggie had
-to "like it or lump it"; she probably lumped it. But upon marriage he
-had become a chevalier; he had nobly decided that it was not correct to
-put a newspaper between yourself and a woman who had denied you nothing.
-Nevertheless, his appetite for newspapers being almost equal to his
-appetite for bacon, he would still take nips at the newspaper during
-breakfast, hold it in one hand, glance at it, drop it, pick it up, talk
-amiably while glancing at it, drop it, pick it up again. So long as the
-newspaper was held aside and did not touch the table, so long as he did
-not read more than ten lines at a time, he considered that punctilio was
-satisfied, and that he was not in fact reading the newspaper at all.
-But towards the end of breakfast, when the last food was disappearing,
-and he had lapped the cream off the news, he would hold the newspaper in
-both hands--and brazenly and conscientiously read. His chief interest,
-just then, was political. Like most members of his party, he was
-endeavouring to decipher the party programme and not succeeding, and he
-feared for his party and was a little ashamed for it. Grave events had
-occurred. The substructure of the state was rocking. A newly elected
-supporter of the Government, unaware that he was being admitted to the
-best club in London, had gone to the House of Commons in a tweed cap and
-preceded by a brass-band. Serious pillars of society knew that the time
-had come to invest their savings abroad. Edwin, with many another
-ardent liberal, was seeking to persuade himself that everything was all
-right after all. The domestic atmosphere--Hilda's baffling face, the
-emptied table, the shadow of business, repletion, early symptoms of
-indigestion, the sound of a slop-pail in the hall--did not aid him to
-optimism. In brief the morning was a fair specimen of a kind of morning
-that seemed likely to be for him an average morning.
-
-"Can't I leave the table, mother?" asked George discontentedly.
-
-Hilda nodded.
-
-George gave a coarse sound of glee.
-
-"George! ... That's so unlike you!" his mother frowned.
-
-Instead of going directly towards the door, he must needs pass right
-round the table, behind the chair of his occupied uncle. As he did so,
-he scanned the newspaper and read out loudly in passing for the benefit
-of the room:
-
-"'Local Divorce Case. Etches v. Etches. Painful details.'"
-
-The words meant nothing to George. They had happened to catch his eye.
-He read them as he might have read an extract from the books of Euclid,
-and noisily and ostentatiously departed, not without a further protest
-from Hilda.
-
-And Edwin and Hilda, left alone together, were self-conscious.
-
-"Lively kid!" murmured Edwin self-consciously.
-
-And Hilda, self-consciously:
-
-"You never told me that case was on."
-
-"I didn't know till I saw it here."
-
-"What's the result?"
-
-"Not finished.... Here you are, if you want to read it."
-
-He handed the sheet across the table. Despite his serious interest in
-politics he had read the report before anything else. Etches v. Etches,
-indeed, surpassed Gladstonian politics as an aid to the dubious
-prosperity of the very young morning newspaper, which represented the
-latest and most original attempt to challenge the journalistic monopoly
-of the afternoon _Staffordshire Signal_. It lived scarcely longer than
-the divorce case, for the proprietors, though Non-conformists and
-therefore astute, had failed to foresee that the Five Towns public would
-not wait for racing results until the next morning.
-
-"Thanks," Hilda amiably and negligently murmured.
-
-Edwin hummed.
-
-Useless for Hilda to take that casual tone! Useless for Edwin to hum!
-The unconcealable thought in both their minds was--and each could divine
-the other's thought and almost hear its vibration:
-
-"We might end in the divorce court, too."
-
-Hence their self-consciousness.
-
-The thought was absurd, irrational, indefensible, shocking, it had no
-father and no mother, it sprang out of naught; but it existed, and it
-had force enough to make them uncomfortable.
-
-The Etches couple, belonging to the great, numerous, wealthy, and
-respectable family of Etches, had been married barely a year.
-
-Edwin rose and glanced at his well-tended fingernails. The pleasant
-animation of his skin caused by the bath was still perceptible. He
-could feel it in his back, and it helped his conviction of virtue. He
-chose a cigarette out of his silver case,--a good cigarette, a good
-case--and lit it, and waved the match into extinction, and puffed out
-much smoke, and regarded the correctness of the crease in his trousers
-(the vertical trouser-crease having recently been introduced into the
-district and insisted on by that tailor and artist and seeker after
-perfection, Shillitoe), and walked firmly to the door. But the
-self-consciousness remained.
-
-Just as he reached the door, his wife, gazing at the newspaper, stopped
-him:
-
-"Edwin."
-
-"What's up?"
-
-He did not move from the door, and she did not look up from the
-newspaper.
-
-"Seen your friend Big James this morning?"
-
-Edwin usually went down to business before breakfast, so that his
-conscience might be free for a leisurely meal at nine o'clock. Big
-James was the oldest employee in the business. Originally he had been
-foreman compositor, and was still technically so described, but in fact
-he was general manager and Edwin's majestic vicegerent in all the
-printing-shops. "Ask Big James," was the watchword of the whole
-organism.
-
-"No," said Edwin. "Why?"
-
-"Oh, nothing! It doesn't matter."
-
-Edwin had made certain resolutions about his temper, but it seemed to
-him that such a reply justified annoyance, and he therefore permitted
-himself to be annoyed, failing to see that serenity is a positive virtue
-only when there is justification for annoyance. The nincompoop had not
-even begun to perceive that what is called "right-living" means the
-acceptance of injustice and the excusing of the inexcusable.
-
-"Now then," he said, brusquely. "Out with it." But there was still a
-trace of rough tolerance in his voice.
-
-"No. It's all right. I was wrong to mention it."
-
-Her admission of sin did not in the least placate him.
-
-He advanced towards the table.
-
-"You haven't mentioned it," he said stiffly.
-
-Their eyes met, as Hilda's quitted the newspaper. He could not read
-hers. She seemed very calm. He thought as he looked at her: "How
-strange it is that I should be living with this woman! What is she to
-me? What do I know of her?"
-
-She said with tranquillity:
-
-"If you do see Big James you might tell him not to trouble himself about
-that programme."
-
-"Programme? What programme?" he asked, startled.
-
-"Oh! Edwin!" She gave a little laugh. "The musical evening programme,
-of course. Aren't we having a musical evening to-morrow night?"
-
-More justification for annoyance! Why should she confuse the situation
-by pretending that he had forgotten the musical evening? The pretence
-was idiotic, deceiving no one. The musical evening was constantly being
-mentioned.
-
-Reports of assiduous practising had reached them; and on the previous
-night they had had quite a subdued altercation over a proposal of
-Hilda's for altering the furniture in the drawing-room.
-
-"This is the first I've heard of any programme," said Edwin. "Do you
-mean a printed programme?"
-
-Of course she could mean nothing else. He was absolutely staggered at
-the idea that she had been down to his works, without a word to him, and
-given orders to Big James, or even talked to Big James, about a
-programme. She had no remorse. She had no sense of danger. Had she
-the slightest conception of what business was? Imagine Maggie
-attempting such a thing! It was simply not conceivable. A wife going to
-her husband's works, and behind his back giving orders----! It was as
-though a natural law had suspended its force.
-
-"Why, Edwin," she said in extremely clear, somewhat surprised, and
-gently benevolent accents. "What ever's the matter with you? There
-_is_ a programme of music, I suppose?" (There she was, ridiculously
-changing the meaning of the word programme! What infantile tactics!)
-"It occurred to me all of a sudden yesterday afternoon how nice it would
-be to have it printed on gilt-edged cards, so I ran down to the shop,
-but you weren't there. So I saw Big James."
-
-"You never said anything to me about it last night. Nor this morning."
-
-"Didn't I? ... Well, I forgot."
-
-Grotesque creature!
-
-"Well, what did Big James say?"
-
-"Oh! Don't ask me. But if he treats all your customers as he treated
-me ... However, it doesn't matter now. I shall write the programme out
-myself."
-
-"What did he say?"
-
-"It wasn't what he said.... But he's very rude, you know. Other people
-think so too."
-
-"What other people?"
-
-"Oh! Never mind who! Of course, _I_ know how to take it. And I know
-you believe in him blindly. But his airs are preposterous. And he's a
-dirty old man. And I say, Edwin, seeing how very particular you are
-about things at home, you really ought to see that the front shop is
-kept cleaner. It's no affair of mine, and I never interfere,--but
-really...!"
-
-Not a phrase of this speech but what was highly and deliberately
-provocative. Assuredly no other person had ever said that Big James was
-rude. (But _had_ someone else said so, after all? Suppose, challenged,
-she gave a name!) Big James's airs were not preposterous; he was merely
-old and dignified. His apron and hands were dirty, naturally.... And
-then the implication that Big James was a fraud, and that he, Edwin, was
-simpleton enough to be victimised by the fraud, while the great
-all-seeing Hilda exposed it at a single glance! And the implication
-that he, Edwin, was fussy at home, and negligent at the shop! And the
-astounding assertion that she never interfered!
-
-He smothered up all his feelings, with difficulty, as a sailor smothers
-up a lowered sail in a high wind, and merely demanded, for the third
-time:
-
-"What did Big James say?"
-
-"I was given to understand," said Hilda roguishly, "that it was quite,
-quite, quite impossible. But his majesty would see! ... Well, he
-needn't 'see.' I see how wrong I was to suggest it at all."
-
-Edwin moved away in silence.
-
-"Are you going, Edwin?" she asked innocently.
-
-"Yes," glumly.
-
-"You haven't kissed me."
-
-She did not put him to the shame of returning to her. No, she jumped up
-blithely, radiant. Her make-believe that nothing had happened was
-maddening. She kissed him lovingly, with a smile, more than once. He
-did not kiss; he was kissed. Nevertheless somehow the kissing modified
-his mental position and he felt better after it.
-
-"Don't work yourself up, darling," she counselled him, with kindness and
-concern, as he went out of the room. "You know how sensitive you are."
-It was a calculated insult, but an insult which had to be ignored. To
-notice it would have been a grave tactical error.
-
-
-
- II
-
-
-When he reached the shop, he sat down at his old desk in the
-black-stained cubicle, and spied forth and around for the alleged dust
-which he would tolerate in business but would not tolerate at home. It
-was there. He could see places that had obviously not been touched for
-weeks, withdrawn places where the undisturbed mounds of stock and litter
-had the eternal character of Roman remains or vestiges of creation. The
-senior errand-boy was in the shop, snuffling over a blue-paper parcel.
-
-"Boy," said Edwin. "What time do you come here in the morning?"
-
-"'A' past seven, sir."
-
-"Well, on Monday morning you'll be here at seven and you'll move
-everything--there and there and there--and sweep and dust properly.
-This shop's like a pigstye. I believe you never dust anything but the
-counters."
-
-He was mild but firm. He knew himself for a just man; yet the fact that
-he was robbing this boy of half-an-hour's sleep and probably the boy's
-mother also, and upsetting the ancient order of the boy's household, did
-not trouble him, did not even occur to him. For him the boy had no
-mother and no household, but was a patent self-causing boy that came
-miraculously into existence on the shop doorstep every morning and
-achieved annihilation thereon every night.
-
-The boy was a fatalist, but his fatalism had limits, because he well
-knew that the demand for errand-boys was greater than the supply.
-Though the limits of his fatalism had not yet been reached, he was
-scarcely pleased.
-
-"If I come at seven who'll gi' me th' kays, sir?" he demanded rather
-surlily, wiping his nose on his sleeve.
-
-"I'll see that you have the keys," said Edwin, with divine assurance,
-though he had not thought of the difficulty of the keys.
-
-The boy left the shop, his body thrown out of the perpendicular by the
-weight of the blue-paper parcel.
-
-"You ought to keep an eye on this place," said Edwin quietly to the
-young man who combined the function of clerk with that of salesman to
-the rare retail customers. "I can't see to everything. Here, check
-these wages for me." He indicated small piles of money.
-
-"Yes, sir," said the clerk with self-respect, but admitting the justice
-of the animadversion.
-
-Edwin seldom had difficulty with his employees. Serious friction was
-unknown in the establishment.
-
-He went out by the back-entrance, thinking:
-
-"It's no affair whatever of hers. Moreover the shop's as clean as shops
-are, and a damned sight cleaner than most. A shop isn't a
-drawing-room.... And now there's the infernal programme."
-
-He would have liked to bury and forget the matter of the programme. But
-he could not. His conscience, or her fussiness, would force him to
-examine into it. There was no doubt that Big James was getting an old
-man, with peculiar pompous mannerisms and a disposition towards
-impossibilism. Big James ought to have remembered, in speaking to
-Hilda, that he was speaking to the wife of his employer. That Hilda
-should give an order, or even make a request, direct was perhaps
-unusual, but--dash it!--you knew what women were, and if that old josser
-of a bachelor, Big James, didn't know what women were, so much the worse
-for him. He should just give Big James a hint. He could not have Big
-James making mischief between himself and Hilda.
-
-But the coward would not go straight to Big James. He went first up to
-what had come to be called "the litho room," partly in order to postpone
-Big James, but partly also because he had quite an affectionate proud
-interest in the litho room. In Edwin's childhood this room, now
-stripped and soiled into a workshop, had been the drawing-room of the
-Clayhanger family; and it still showed the defect which it had always
-shown; the window was too small and too near the corner of the room. No
-transformation could render it satisfactory save a change in the window.
-Old Darius Clayhanger had vaguely talked of altering the window. Edwin
-had thought seriously of it. But nothing had been done. Edwin was
-continuing the very policy of his father which had so roused his disdain
-when he was young: the policy of "making things do." Instead of
-entering upon lithography in a manner bold, logical, and decisive, he
-had nervously and half-heartedly slithered into it. Thus at the back of
-the yard was a second-hand "Newsom" machine in quarters too small for
-it, and the apparatus for the preliminary polishing of the stones; while
-up here in the ex-drawing-room were grotesquely mingled the final
-polishing process and the artistic department.
-
-The artist who drew the designs on the stone was a German, with short
-fair hair and moustache, a thick neck and a changeless expression.
-Edwin had surprisingly found him in Hanbridge. He was very skilled in
-judging the amount of "work" necessary on the stone to produce a desired
-result on the paper, and very laborious. Without him the nascent
-lithographic trade could not have prospered. His wages were extremely
-moderate, but they were what he had asked, and in exchange for them he
-gave his existence. Edwin liked to watch him drawing, slavishly,
-meticulously, endlessly. He was absolutely without imagination,
-artistic feeling, charm, urbanity, or elasticity of any sort,--a miracle
-of sheer gruff positiveness. He lived somewhere in Hanbridge, and had
-once been seen by Edwin on a Sunday afternoon, wheeling a perambulator
-and smiling at a young enceinte woman who held his free arm. An
-astounding sight, which forced Edwin to adjust his estimates! He grimly
-called himself an Englishman, and was legally entitled to do so. On
-this morning he was drawing a ewer and basin, for the illustrated
-catalogue of an earthenware manufacturer.
-
-"Not a very good light to-day," murmured Edwin.
-
-"Eh?"
-
-"Not a very good light."
-
-"No," said Karl sourly and indifferently, bent over the stone, and
-breathing with calm regularity. "My eyesight is being de-stroit."
-
-Behind, a young man in a smock was industriously polishing a stone.
-
-Edwin beheld with pleasure. It was a joy to think that here was the
-sole lithography in Bursley, and that his own enterprise had started it.
-Nevertheless he was ashamed too,--ashamed of his hesitations, his
-half-measures, his timidity, and of Karl's impaired eyesight. There was
-no reason why he should not build a proper works, and every reason why
-he should; the operation would be remunerative; it would set an example;
-it would increase his prestige. He grew resolute. On the day of the
-party at the Benbows' he had been and carefully inspected the plot of
-land at Shawport, and yesterday he had made a very low offer for it. If
-the offer was refused, he would raise it. He swore to himself he would
-have his works.
-
-Then Big James came into the litho room.
-
-"I was seeking ye, sir," said Big James majestically, with a mysterious
-expression.
-
-Edwin tried to look at him anew, as it were with Hilda's eyes.
-Certainly his bigness amounted now to an enormity, for proportionately
-his girth more than matched his excessive height. His apron descended
-from the semicircle of his paunch like a vast grey wall. The apron was
-dirty, this being Saturday, but it was at any rate intact; in old days
-Big James and others at critical moments of machining used to tear
-strips off their aprons for machine-rags.... Yes, he was conceivably a
-grotesque figure, with his spectacles, which did not suit him, his heavy
-breathing, his mannerisms, and his grandiose air of Atlas supporting the
-moral world. A woman might be excused for seeing the comic side of him.
-But surely he was honest and loyal. Surely he was not the adder that
-Hilda with an intonation had suggested!
-
-"I'm coming," said Edwin, rather curtly.
-
-He felt just in the humour for putting Big James "straight." Still his
-reply had not been too curt, for to his staff he was the opposite of a
-bully; he always scorned to take a facile advantage of his power, often
-tried even to conceal his power in the fiction that the employee was one
-man and himself merely another. He would be far more devastating to his
-wife and his sister than to any employee. But at intervals a bad or
-careless workman had to meet the blaze of his eye and accept the lash of
-his speech.
-
-"It's about that little job for the mistress, sir," said Big James in a
-soft voice, when they were out on the landing.
-
-Edwin gave a start. The ageing man's tones were so eager, so anxiously
-loyal! His emphasis on the word 'mistress' conveyed so clearly that the
-mistress was a high and glorious personage to serve whom was an honour
-and a fearful honour! The ageing man had almost whispered, like a boy,
-glancing with jealous distrust at the shut door of the room that
-contained the German.
-
-"Oh!" muttered Edwin, taken aback.
-
-"I set it up myself," said Big James, and holding his head very high
-looked down at Edwin under his spectacles.
-
-"Why!" said Edwin cautiously. "I thought you'd given Mrs. Clayhanger
-the idea it couldn't be done in time."
-
-"Bless ye, sir! Not if I know it! I intimated to her the situation in
-which we were placed, with urgent jobs on hand, as in duty bound, sir,
-she being the mistress. Ye know how slow I am to give a promise, sir.
-But not to do it--such was not my intention. And as I have said
-already, sir, I've set it up myself, and here's a rough pull."
-
-He produced a piece of paper.
-
-Edwin's ancient affection for Big James grew indignant. The old fellow
-was the very mirror of loyalty. He might be somewhat grotesque and
-mannered upon occasion, but he was the soul of the Clayhanger business.
-He had taught Edwin most of what he knew about both typesetting and
-machining. It seemed not long since that he used to call Edwin "young
-sir," and to enter into tacit leagues with him against the dangerous
-obstinacies of his decaying father. Big James had genuinely admired
-Darius Clayhanger. Assuredly he admired Darius's son not less. His
-fidelity to the dynasty was touching; it was wistful. The order from
-the mistress had tremendously excited and flattered him in his secret
-heart.... And yet Hilda must call him names, must insinuate against his
-superb integrity, must grossly misrepresent his attitude to herself.
-Whatever in his pompous old way he might have said, she could not
-possibly have mistaken his anxiety to please her. No, she had given a
-false account of their interview,--and Edwin had believed it! Edwin now
-swerved violently back to his own original view. He firmly believed Big
-James against his wife. He reflected: "How simple I was to swallow all
-Hilda said without confirmation! I might have known!" And that he
-should think such a thought shocked him tremendously.
-
-The programme was not satisfactorily set up. Apart from several
-mistakes in the spelling of proper names, the thing with its fancy
-types, curious centring, and superabundance of full-stops, resembled
-more the libretto of a Primitive Methodist Tea-meeting than a programme
-of classical music offered to refined dilettanti on a Sunday night.
-Though Edwin had endeavoured to modernise Big James, he had failed. It
-was perhaps well that he had failed. For the majority of customers
-preferred Big James's taste in printing to Edwin's. He corrected the
-misspellings and removed a few full-stops, and then said:
-
-"It's all right. But I doubt if Mrs. Clayhanger'll care for all these
-fancy founts," implying that it was a pity, of course, that Big James's
-fancy founts would not be appreciated at their true value, but women
-were women. "I should almost be inclined to set it all again in
-old-face. I'm sure she'd prefer it. Do you mind?"
-
-"With the greatest of pleasure, sir," Big James heartily concurred,
-looking at his watch. "But I must be lively."
-
-He conveyed his immense bulk neatly and importantly down the narrow
-stairs.
-
-
-
- III
-
-
-Edwin sat in his cubicle again, his affection for Big James very active.
-How simple and agreeable it was to be a man among men only! The
-printing-business was an organism fifty times as large as the home, and
-it worked fifty times more smoothly. No misunderstandings, no secrecies
-(at any rate among the chief persons concerned), and a general
-recognition of the principles of justice! Even the errand-boy had
-understood. And the shop-clerk by his tone had admitted that he too was
-worthy of blame. The blame was not overdone, and common-sense had
-closed the episode in a moment. And see with what splendid good-will
-Big James, despite the intense conservatism of old age, had accepted the
-wholesale condemnation of his idea of a programme! The relations of men
-were truly wonderful, when you come to think about it. And to be at
-business was a relief and even a pleasure. Edwin could not remember
-having ever before regarded the business as a source of pleasure. A
-youth, he had gone into it greatly against his will, and by tradition he
-had supposed himself still to hate it.
-
-Why had Hilda misled him as to Big James? For she had misled him. Yes,
-she had misled him. What was her motive? What did she think she could
-gain by it? He was still profoundly disturbed by this deception.
-"Why!" he thought, "I can't trust her! I shall have to be on my guard!
-I've been in the habit of opening my mouth and swallowing practically
-everything she says!" His sense of justice very sharply resented her
-perfidy to Big James. His heart warmed to the defence of the excellent
-old man. What had she got against Big James? Since the day when the
-enormous man had first shown her over the printing shops, before their
-original betrothal, a decade and more ago, he had never treated her with
-anything but an elaborate and sincere respect. Was she jealous of him,
-because of his, Edwin's, expressed confidence in and ancient regard for
-him, and because Edwin and he had always been good companions? Or had
-she merely taken a dislike to him,--a physical dislike? Edwin had
-noticed that some women had a malicious detestation for some old men,
-especially when the old men had any touch of the grotesque or the
-pompous.... Well, he should defend Big James against her. She should
-keep her hands off Big James. His sense of justice was so powerful in
-that moment that if he had had to choose between his wife and Big James
-he would have chosen Big James.
-
-He came out of the cubicle into the shop, and arranged his countenance
-so that the clerk should suppose him to be thinking in tremendous
-concentration upon some complex problem of the business. And
-simultaneously Hilda passed up Duck Bank on the way to market. She
-passed so close to the shop that she seemed to brush it like a
-delicious, exciting, and exasperating menace. If she turned her head
-she could scarcely fail to see Edwin near the door of the shop. But she
-did not turn her head. She glided up the slope steadily and implacably.
-And even in the distance of the street her individuality showed itself
-mysterious and strong. He could never decide whether she was beautiful
-or not; he felt that she was impressive, and not to be scorned or
-ignored. Perhaps she was not beautiful. Certainly she was not young.
-She had not the insipidity of the young girl unfulfilled. Nor did she
-inspire melancholy like the woman just beyond her prime. The one was
-going to be; the other had been. Hilda was. And she had lived. There
-was in her none of the detestable ignorance and innocence that, for
-Edwin, spoilt the majority of women. She knew. She was an equal, and a
-dangerous equal. Simultaneously he felt that he could crush and kill
-the little thing, and that he must beware of the powerful, unscrupulous,
-inscrutable individuality.... And she receded still higher up Duck Bank
-and then turned round the corner to the Market Place and vanished. And
-there was a void.
-
-She would return. As she had receded gradually, so she would gradually
-approach the shop again with her delicious, exciting, exasperating
-menace. And he had a scheme for running out to her and with candour
-inviting her in and explaining to her in just the right tone of
-good-will that loyalty to herself simply hummed and buzzed in the shop
-and the printing-works, and that Big James worshipped her, and that
-though she was perfect in sagacity she had really been mistaken about
-Big James. And he had a vision of her smiling kindly and frankly upon
-Big James, and Big James twisting upon his own axis in joyous pride.
-Nothing but good-will and candour was required to produce this bliss.
-
-But he knew that he would never run out to her and invite her to enter.
-The enterprise was perilous to the point of being foolhardy. With a
-tone, with a hesitation, with an undecipherable pout, she might, she
-would, render it absurd.... And then, his pride! ... At that moment
-young Alec Batchgrew, perhaps then the town's chief mooncalf, came down
-Duck Bank in dazzling breeches on a superb grey horse. And Edwin went
-abruptly back to work lest the noodle should rein in at the shop door
-and talk to him.
-
-
-
- IV
-
-
-When he returned home, a few minutes before the official hour of one
-o'clock, he heard women's voices and laughter in the drawing-room. And
-as he stood in the hall, fingering the thin little parcel of six
-programmes which he had brought with him, the laughter overcame the
-voices and then expended itself in shrieks of quite uncontrolled mirth.
-The drawing-room door was half open. He stepped quietly to it.
-
-The weather, after being thunderous, had cleared, and the part of the
-drawing-room near the open window was shot with rays of sunshine.
-
-Janet Orgreave, all dressed in white, lay back in an easy chair; she was
-laughing and wiping the tears from her eyes. At the piano sat very
-upright a seemingly rather pert young woman, not laughing, but smiling,
-with arch sparkling eyes fixed on the others; this was Daisy Marrion, a
-cousin of Mrs. Tom Orgreave, and the next to the last unmarried daughter
-of a large family up at Hillport. Standing by the piano was a young
-timid girl of about sixteen, whom Edwin, who had not seen her before,
-guessed to be Janet's niece, Elaine, eldest daughter of Janet's elder
-sister in London; Elaine's approaching visit had been announced. These
-other two, like Janet, were in white. Lastly there was Hilda, in grey,
-with a black hat, laughing like a child. "They are all children," he
-thought as, unnoticed, he watched them in their bright fragile frocks
-and hats, and in their excessive gaiety, and in the strange abandon of
-their gestures. "They are a foreign race encamped among us men. Fancy
-women of nearly forty giggling with these girls as Janet and Hilda are
-giggling!" He felt much pleasure in the sight. It could not have
-happened in poor old Maggie's reign. It was delicious. It was one of
-the rewards of existence, for the grace of these creatures was
-surpassing. But at the same time it was hysterical and infantile. He
-thought: "I've been taking women too seriously." And his heart
-lightened somewhat.
-
-Elaine saw him first. A flush flowed from her cheeks to her neck. Her
-body stiffened. She became intensely self-conscious. She could not
-speak, but she leaned forward and gazed with a passion of apprehension
-at Janet, as if murmuring: "Look! The enemy! Take care!" The
-imploring silent movement was delightful in its gawky ingenuousness.
-
-"Do tell us some more, Daisy," Hilda implored weakly.
-
-"There is no more," said Daisy, and then started: "Oh, Mr. Clayhanger!
-How long have you been there?"
-
-He entered the room, yielding himself, proud, masculine, acutely aware
-of his sudden effect on these girls. For even Hilda was naught but a
-girl at the moment; and Janet was really a girl, though the presence of
-that shy niece, just awaking to her own body and to the world, made
-Janet seem old in spite of her slimness and of that smoothness of skin
-that was due to a tranquil, kind temperament. The shy niece was
-enchantingly constrained upon being introduced to Edwin, whom she was
-enjoined to call uncle. Only yesterday she must have been a child. Her
-marvellously clear complexion could not have been imitated by any aunt
-or elder sister.
-
-"And now perhaps you'll tell me what it's all about," said Edwin.
-
-Hilda replied:
-
-"Janet's called about tennis. It seems they're sick of the new Hillport
-Club. I knew they would be. And so next year Janet's having a private
-club on her lawn----"
-
-"Bad as it is," said Janet.
-
-"Where the entire conversation won't be remarks by girls about other
-girls' frocks and remarks by men about the rotten inferiority of other
-men."
-
-"This is all very sound," said Edwin, rather struck by Hilda's
-epigrammatic quality. "But what I ask is--what were you laughing at?"
-
-"Oh, nothing!" said Daisy Marrion.
-
-"Very well then," said Edwin, going to the door and shutting it.
-"Nobody leaves this room till I know.... Now, niece Elaine!"
-
-Elaine went crimson and squirmed on her only recently hidden legs, but
-she did not speak.
-
-"Tell him, Daisy," said Janet.
-
-Daisy sat still straighter.
-
-"It was only about Alec Batchgrew, Mr. Clayhanger; I suppose you know
-him."
-
-Alec was the youngest scion of the great and detested plutocratic family
-of Batchgrew,--enormously important in his nineteen years.
-
-"Yes, I know him," said Edwin. "I saw him on his new grey horse this
-morning."
-
-"His 'orse," Janet corrected. They all began to laugh again loudly.
-
-"He's taken a terrific fancy to Maud, my kiddie sister," said Daisy.
-"She's sixteen. Yesterday afternoon at the tennis club he said to Maud:
-'Look 'ere. I shall ride through the town to-morrow morning on my 'orse,
-while you're all marketing. I shan't take any notice of any of the
-other girls, but if you bow to me I'll take my 'at off to you.'" She
-imitated the Batchgrew intonation.
-
-"That's a good tale," said Edwin calmly. "What a cuckoo! He ought to
-be put in a museum."
-
-Daisy, made rather nervous by the success of her tale, bent over the
-piano, and skimmed pianissimo and rapidly through the "Clytie" waltz.
-Elaine moved her shoulders to the rhythm.
-
-Janet said they must go.
-
-"Here! Hold on a bit!" said Edwin, through the light film of music, and
-undoing the little parcel he handed one specimen of the programme to
-Hilda and another to Janet, simultaneously.
-
-"Oh, so my ideas are listened to, sometimes!" murmured Hilda, who was,
-however, pleased.
-
-A malicious and unjust remark, he thought. But the next instant Hilda
-said in a quite friendly natural tone:
-
-"Janet's going to bring Elaine. And she says Tom says she is to tell
-you that he's coming whether he's wanted or not. Daisy won't come."
-
-"Why?" asked Edwin, but quite perfunctorily; he knew that the Marrions
-were not interested in interesting music, and his design had been to
-limit the audience to enthusiasts.
-
-"Church," answered Daisy succinctly.
-
-"Come after church."
-
-She shook her head.
-
-"And how's the practising?" Edwin enquired from Janet.
-
-"Pretty fair," said she. "But not so good as this programme. What
-swells we are, my word!"
-
-"Hilda's idea," said Edwin generously. "Your mother coming?"
-
-"Oh, yes, I think so."
-
-As the visitors were leaving, Hilda stopped Janet.
-
-"Don't you think it'll be better if we have the piano put over there,
-and all the chairs together round here, Janet?"
-
-"It might be," said Janet uncertainly.
-
-Hilda turned sharply to Edwin:
-
-"There! What did I tell you?"
-
-"Well," he protested good-humouredly, "what on earth do you expect her
-to say, when you ask her like that? Anyhow I may announce definitely
-that I'm not going to have the piano moved. We'll try things as they
-are, for a start, and then see. Why, if you put all the chairs together
-over there, the place'll look like a blooming boarding-house."
-
-The comparison was a failure in tact, which he at once recognised but
-could not retrieve. Hilda faintly reddened, and the memory of her
-struggles as manageress of a boarding-house was harshly revived in her.
-
-"Some day I shall try the piano over there," she said, low.
-
-And Edwin concurred, amiably:
-
-"All right. Some day we'll try it together, just to see what it is
-like."
-
-The girls, the younger ones still giggling, slipped elegantly out of the
-house, one after another.
-
-Dinner passed without incident.
-
-
-
- V
-
-
-The next day, Sunday, Edwin had a headache; and it was a bilious
-headache. Hence he insisted to himself and to everyone that it was not
-a bilious headache, but just one of those plain headaches which
-sometimes visit the righteous without cause or excuse; for he would
-never accept the theory that he had inherited his father's digestive
-weakness. A liability to colds he would admit, but not on any account a
-feeble stomach. Hence, further, he was obliged to pretend to eat as
-usual. George was rather gnat-like that morning, and Hilda was in a
-susceptible condition, doubtless due to nervousness occasioned by the
-novel responsibilities of the musical evening--and a Sabbath musical
-evening at that! After the one o'clock dinner, Edwin lay down on the
-sofa in the dining-room and read and slept; and when he woke up he felt
-better, and was sincerely almost persuaded that his headache had not
-been and was not a bilious headache. He said to himself that a short
-walk might disperse the headache entirely. He made one or two trifling
-adjustments in the disposition of the drawing-room furniture--his own
-disposition of it, and immensely and indubitably superior to that so
-pertinaciously advocated by Hilda--and then he went out. Neither Hilda
-nor George was visible. Possibly during his rest they had gone for a
-walk; they had fits of intimacy.
-
-He walked in the faint September sunshine down Trafalgar Road into the
-town. Except for a few girls in dowdy finery and a few heavy youths
-with their black or dark-blue trousers turned up round the ankles far
-enough to show the white cotton lining, the street was empty. The
-devout at that hour were either dozing at home or engaged in Sunday
-school work; thousands of children were concentrated in the hot Sunday
-schools. As he passed the Bethesda Chapel and School he heard the
-voices of children addressing the Lord of the Universe in laudatory and
-intercessory song. Near the Bethesda chapel, by the Duke of Cambridge
-Vaults, two men stood waiting, their faces firm in the sure knowledge
-that within three hours the public-houses would again be open. Thick
-smoke rose from the chimneys of several manufactories and thin smoke
-from the chimneys of many others. The scheme of a Sunday musical
-evening in that land presented itself to Edwin as something rash,
-fantastic, and hopeless,--and yet solacing. Were it known it could
-excite only hostility, horror, contempt, or an intense bovine
-indifference; chiefly the last.... Breathe the name of Chopin in that
-land!...
-
-As he climbed Duck Bank he fumbled in his pocket for his private key of
-the shop, which he had brought with him; for, not the desire for fresh
-air, but an acute curiosity as to the answer to his letter to the
-solicitor to the Hall trustees making an offer for the land at Shawport,
-had sent him out of the house. Would the offer be accepted or declined,
-or would a somewhat higher sum be suggested? The reply would have been
-put into the post on Saturday, and was doubtless then lying in the
-letter-box within the shop. The whole future seemed to be lying
-unopened in that letter-box.
-
-He penetrated into his own shop like a thief, for it was not meet for an
-important tradesman to be seen dallying with business of a Sunday
-afternoon. As he went into the shutter-darkened interior he thought of
-Hilda, whom many years earlier he had kissed in that very same
-shutter-darkened interior one Thursday afternoon. Life appeared
-incredible to him, and in his wife he could see almost no trace of the
-girl he had kissed there in the obscure shop. There was a fair quantity
-of letters in the box. The first one he opened was from a solicitor;
-not the solicitor to the Hall trustees, but Tom Orgreave, who announced
-to Edwin Clayhanger, Esquire, dear sir, that his clients, the Palace
-Porcelain Company of Longshaw, felt compelled to call their creditors
-together. The Palace Porcelain Company, who had believed in the
-efficacy of printed advertising matter and expensive catalogues, owed
-Edwin a hundred and eighty pounds. It was a blow, and the more so in
-that it was unexpected. "Did I come messing down here on a Sunday
-afternoon to receive this sort of news?" he bitterly asked. A moment
-earlier he had not doubted the solvency of the Palace Porcelain Company;
-but now he felt that the Company wouldn't pay two shillings in the
-pound,--perhaps not even that, as there were debenture-holders. The
-next letter was an acceptance of his offer for the Shawport land. The
-die was cast, then. The new works would have to be created; lithography
-would increase; in the vast new enterprise he would be hampered by the
-purchase of Maggie's house; he had just made a bad debt; and he would
-have Hilda's capricious opposition to deal with. He quitted the shop
-abruptly, locked the door, and went back home, his mind very active but
-undirected.
-
-
-
- VI
-
-
-Something unfamiliar in the aspect of the breakfast-room as glimpsed
-through the open door from the hall, drew him within. Hilda had at last
-begun to make it into "her" room. She had brought an old writing-desk
-from upstairs and put it between the fireplace and the window. Edwin
-thought: "Doesn't she even know the light ought to fall over the left
-shoulder, not over the right?" Letter paper and envelopes and even
-stamps were visible; and a miscellaneous mass of letters and bills had
-been pushed into the space between the flat of the desk and the small
-drawers about it. There was also an easy-chair, with a freshly-covered
-cushion on it; a new hearthrug that Edwin neither recognised nor
-approved of; several framed prints, and other oddments. His own
-portrait still dominated the mantelpiece, but it was now flanked by two
-brass candle-sticks. He thought: "If she'd ask me, I could have
-arranged it for her much better than that." Nevertheless the idea of
-her being absolute monarch of the little room, and expressing her
-individuality in it and by it, both pleased and touched him. Nor did he
-at all resent the fact that she had executed her plan in secret. She
-must have been anxious to get the room finished for the musical evening.
-
-Thence he passed into the drawing-room,--and was thunderstruck. The
-arrangement of the furniture was utterly changed, and the resemblance to
-a boarding-house parlour after all achieved. The piano had crossed the
-room; the chairs were massed together in the most ridiculous way; the
-sofa was so placed as to be almost useless. His anger was furious but
-cold. The woman had considerable taste in certain directions, but she
-simply did not understand the art of fixing up a room. Whereas he did.
-Each room in the house (save her poor little amateurish breakfast-room
-or "boudoir") had been arranged by himself, even to small details,--and
-well arranged. Everyone admitted that he had a talent for interiors.
-The house was complete before she ever saw it, and he had been
-responsible for it. He was not the ordinary inexperienced ignorant
-husband who "leaves all that sort of thing to the missis." Interiors
-mattered to him; they influenced his daily happiness. The woman had
-clearly failed to appreciate the sacredness of the _status quo_. He
-appreciated it himself, and never altered anything without consulting
-her and definitely announcing his intention to alter. She probably
-didn't care a fig for the _status quo_. Her conduct was inexcusable.
-It was an attack on vital principles. It was an outrage. Doubtless, in
-her scorn for the _status quo_, she imagined that he would accept the
-_fait accompli_. She was mistaken. With astounding energy he set to
-work to restore the _status quo ante_. The vigour with which he dragged
-and pushed an innocent elephantine piano was marvellous. In less than
-five minutes not a trace remained of the _fait accompli_. He thought:
-"This is a queer start for a musical evening!" But he was triumphant,
-resolute, and remorseless. He would show her a thing or two. In
-particular he would show that fair play had to be practised in his
-house. Then, perceiving that his hands were dirty, and one finger
-bleeding, he went majestically, if somewhat breathless, upstairs to the
-bathroom, and washed with care. In the glass he saw that, despite his
-exertions, he was pale. At length he descended, wondering where she
-was, where she had hidden herself, who had helped her to move the
-furniture, and what exactly the upshot would be. There could be no
-doubt that he was in a state of high emotion, in which unflinching
-obstinacy was shot through with qualms about disaster.
-
-He revisited the drawing-room to survey his labours. She was there.
-Whence she had sprung, he knew not. But she was there. He caught sight
-of her standing by the window before entering the room.
-
-When he got into the room he saw that her emotional excitement far
-surpassed his own. Her lips and her hands were twitching; her nostrils
-dilated and contracted; tears were in her eyes.
-
-"Edwin," she exclaimed very passionately, in a thick voice, quite unlike
-her usual clear tones, as she surveyed the furniture, "this is really
-too much!"
-
-Evidently she thought of nothing but her resentment. No consideration
-other than her outraged dignity would have affected her demeanour. If a
-whole regiment of their friends had been watching at the door, her
-demeanour would not have altered. The bedrock of her nature had been
-reached.
-
-"It's war, this is!" thought Edwin.
-
-He was afraid; he was even intimidated by her anger; but he did not lose
-his courage. The determination to fight for himself, and to see the
-thing through no matter what happened, was not a bit weakened. An
-inwardly feverish but outwardly calm vindictive desperation possessed
-him. He and she would soon know who was the stronger.
-
-At the same time he said to himself:
-
-"I was hasty. I ought not to have acted in such a hurry. Before doing
-anything I ought to have told her quietly that I intended to have the
-last word as regards furniture in this house. I was within my rights in
-acting at once, but it wasn't very clever of me, clumsy fool!"
-
-Aloud he said, with a kind of self-conscious snigger:
-
-"What's too much?"
-
-Hilda went on:
-
-"You simply make me look a fool in my own house, before my own son and
-the servants."
-
-"You've brought it on yourself," said he fiercely. "If you will do these
-idiotic things you must take the consequences. I told you I didn't want
-the furniture moved, and immediately my back's turned you go and move
-it. I won't have it, and so I tell you straight."
-
-"You're a brute," she continued, not heeding him, obsessed by her own
-wound. "You're a brute!" She said it with terrifying conviction.
-"Everybody knows it. Didn't Maggie warn me? You're a brute and a
-bully. And you do all you can to shame me in my own house. Who'd think
-I was supposed to be the mistress here? Even in front of my friends you
-insult me."
-
-"Don't act like a baby. How do I insult you?"
-
-"Talking about boarding-houses. Do you think Janet and all of them
-didn't notice it?"
-
-"Well," he said. "Let this be a lesson to you."
-
-She hid her face in her hands and sobbed, moving towards the door.
-
-He thought:
-
-"She's beaten. She knows she's got to take it."
-
-Then he said:
-
-"Do _I_ go altering furniture without consulting you? Do _I_ do things
-behind your back? Never!"
-
-"That's no reason why you should try to make me look a fool in my own
-house. I told Ada how I wanted the furniture, and George and I helped
-her. And then a moment afterwards you give them contrary orders. What
-will they think of me? Naturally they'll think I'm not your wife, but
-your slave. You're a brute." Her voice rose.
-
-"I didn't give any orders. I haven't seen the damned servants and I
-haven't seen George."
-
-She looked up suddenly:
-
-"Then who moved the furniture?"
-
-"I did."
-
-"Who helped you?"
-
-"Nobody helped me."
-
-"But I was here only a minute or two since."
-
-"Well, do you suppose it takes me half a day to move a few sticks of
-furniture?"
-
-She was impressed by his strength and his swiftness, and apparently
-silenced; she had thought that the servants had been brought into the
-affair.
-
-"You ought to know perfectly well," he proceeded, "I should never dream
-of insulting you before the servants. Nobody's more careful of your
-dignity than I am. I should like to see anybody do anything against
-your dignity while I'm here."
-
-She was still sobbing.
-
-"I think you ought to apologise to me," she blubbered. "Yes, I really
-do."
-
-"Why should I apologise to you? You moved the furniture against my
-wish. I moved it against yours. That's all. You began. I didn't
-begin. You want everything your own way. Well, you won't have it."
-
-She blubbered once more:
-
-"You ought to apologise to me."
-
-And then she wept hysterically.
-
-He meditated sourly, harshly. He had conquered. The furniture was as he
-wished, and it would remain so. The enemy was in tears, shamed,
-humiliated. He had a desire to restore her dignity, partly because she
-was his wife and partly because he hated to see any human being beaten.
-Moreover, at the bottom of his heart he had a tremendous regard for
-appearances, and he felt fears for the musical evening. He could not
-contemplate the possibility of visitors perceiving that the host and
-hostess had violently quarrelled. He would have sacrificed almost
-anything to the social proprieties. And he knew that Hilda would not
-think of them, or at any rate would not think of them effectively. He
-did not mind apologising to her, if an apology would give her
-satisfaction. He was her superior in moral force, and naught else
-mattered.
-
-"I don't think I ought to apologise," he said, with a slight laugh.
-"But if you think so I don't mind apologising. I apologise. There!"
-He dropped into an easy-chair.
-
-To him it was as if he had said:
-
-"You see what a magnanimous chap I am."
-
-She tried to conceal her feelings, but she was pleased, flattered,
-astonished. Her self-respect returned to her rapidly.
-
-"Thank you," she murmured, and added: "It was the least you could do."
-
-At her last words he thought:
-
-"Women are incapable of being magnanimous."
-
-She moved towards the door.
-
-"Hilda," he said.
-
-She stopped.
-
-"Come here," he commanded with gentle bluffness.
-
-She wavered towards him.
-
-"Come here, I tell you," he said again.
-
-He drew her down to him, all fluttering and sobbing and wet, and kissed
-her, kissed her several times; and then, sitting on his knees, she
-kissed him. But, though she mysteriously signified forgiveness, she
-could not smile; she was still far too agitated and out of control to be
-able to smile.
-
-The scene was over. The proprieties of the musical evening were saved.
-Her broken body and soul huddled against him were agreeably wistful to
-his triumphant manliness.
-
-But he had had a terrible fright. And even now there was a certain mere
-bravado in his attitude. In his heart he was thinking:
-
-"By Jove! Has it come to this?"
-
-The responsibilities of the future seemed too complicated, wearisome and
-overwhelming. The earthly career of a bachelor seemed almost heavenly
-in its wondrous freedom.... Etches v. Etches.... The unexampled
-creature, so recently the source of ineffable romance, still sat on his
-knees, weighing them down. Suddenly he noticed that his head ached very
-badly--worse than it had ached all day.
-
-
-
- VII
-
-
-The Sunday musical evening, beyond its artistic thrills and emotional
-quality, proved to be exciting as a social manifestation. Those present
-at it felt as must feel Russian conspirators in a back room of some big
-grey house of a Petrograd suburb when the secret printing-press begins
-to function before their eyes. This concert of profane harmonies,
-deliberately planned and pouring out through open windows to affront the
-ears of returners from church and chapel, was considered by its
-organisers as a remarkable event; and rightly so. The Clayhanger house
-might have been a fortress, with the blood-red standard of art and
-freedom floating from a pole lashed to its chimney. Of course everybody
-pretended to everybody else that the musical evening was a quite
-ordinary phenomenon.
-
-It was a success, and a flashing success, yet not unqualified. The
-performers--Tertius Ingpen on the piano, on the fiddle, and on the
-clarinet, Janet Orgreave on the piano, and very timidly in a little song
-by Grieg, Tom Orgreave on the piano and his contralto wife in two famous
-and affecting songs by Schumann and also on the piano, and Edwin sick
-but obstinate as turner-over of pages--all did most creditably. The
-music was given with ardent sympathy, and in none of it did any marked
-pause occur which had not been contemplated by the composer himself.
-But abstentions had thinned the women among the audience. Elaine Hill
-did not come, and, far more important, Mrs. Orgreave did not come. Her
-husband, old Osmond Orgreave, had not been expected, as of late (owing
-to the swift onset of renal disease, hitherto treated by him with some
-contempt) he had declined absolutely to go out at night; but Edwin had
-counted on Mrs. Orgreave. She simply sent word that she did not care to
-leave her husband, and that Elaine was keeping her company.
-Disappointment, keen but brief, resulted. Edwin's severe sick headache
-was also a drawback. It did, however, lessen the bad social effect of
-an altercation between him and Hilda, in which Edwin's part was
-attributed to his indisposition. This altercation arose out of an
-irresponsible suggestion from somebody that something else should be
-played instead of something else. Now, for Edwin, a programme was a
-programme,--sacred, to be executed regardless of every extrinsic
-consideration. And seeing that the programme was printed...! Edwin
-negatived the suggestion instantly, and the most weighty opinion in the
-room agreed with him, but Hilda must needs fly out: "Why not change it?
-I'm sure it will be better," etc. Whereas she could be sure of nothing
-of the sort, and was incompetent to offer an opinion. And she
-unreasonably and unnecessarily insisted, despite Tertius Ingpen, and the
-change was made. It was astounding to Edwin that, after the shattering
-scene of the afternoon, she should be so foolhardy, so careless, so
-obstinate. But she was. He kept his resentment neatly in a little
-drawer in his mind, and glanced at it now and then. And he thought of
-Tertius Ingpen's terrible remark about women at Ingpen's first visit.
-He said to himself: "There's a lot in it, no doubt about that."
-
-At the close of the last item, two of Brahms's Hungarian Dances for
-pianoforte duet (played with truly electrifying _brio_ by little
-wizening Tom Orgreave and his wife), both Tertius Ingpen and Tom fussed
-consciously about the piano, triumphant, not knowing quite what to do
-next, and each looking rather like a man who has told a good story, and
-in the midst of the applause tries to make out by an affectation of
-casualness that the story is nothing at all.
-
-"Of course," said Tom Orgreave carelessly, and glancing at the ground as
-he usually did when speaking, "Fine as those dances are on the piano, I
-should prefer to hear them with the fiddle."
-
-"Why?" demanded Ingpen challengingly.
-
-"Because they were written for the fiddle," said Tom Orgreave with
-finality.
-
-"Written for the fiddle? Not a bit of it!"
-
-With superiority outwardly unruffled, Tom said:
-
-"Pardon me. Brahms wrote them for Joachim. I've heard him play them."
-
-"So have I," said Tertius Ingpen, lightly but scornfully. "But they
-were written originally for pianoforte duet, as you played them
-to-night. Brahms arranged them afterwards for Joachim."
-
-Tom Orgreave shook under the blow, for in musical knowledge his
-supremacy had never been challenged in Bleakridge.
-
-"Surely----!" he began weakly.
-
-"My dear fellow, it is so," said Ingpen impatiently.
-
-"Look it up," said Edwin, with false animation, for his head was
-thudding. "George, fetch the encyclopædia B--and J too."
-
-Delighted, George ran off. He had been examining Johnnie Orgreave's
-watch, and it was to Johnnie he delivered the encyclopædia, amid mock
-protests from his uncle Edwin. More than one person had remarked the
-growing alliance between Johnnie and young George.
-
-But the encyclopædia gave no light.
-
-Then the eldest Swetnam (who had come by invitation at the last moment)
-said:
-
-"I'm sure Ingpen is right."
-
-He was not sure, but from the demeanour of the two men he could guess,
-and he thought he might as well share the glory of Ingpen's triumph.
-
-The next instant Tertius Ingpen was sketching out future musical
-evenings at which quartets and quintets should be performed. He knew
-men in the orchestra at the Theatre Royal, Hanbridge; he knew
-girl-violinists who could be drilled, and he was quite certain that he
-could get a 'cello. From this he went on to part-songs, and in answer
-to scepticism about local gift for music, he said that during his visits
-of inspection to factories he had heard spontaneous part-singing "that
-would knock spots off the Savoy chorus." Indeed, since his return to
-it, Ingpen had developed some appreciation of certain aspects of his
-native district. He said that the kindly commonsense with which as an
-inspector he was received on pot-banks, surpassed anything in the whole
-country.
-
-"Talking of pot-banks, you'll get a letter from me about the Palace
-Porcelain Company," Tom Orgreave lifting his eyebrows muttered to Edwin
-with a strange gloomy constraint.
-
-"I've had it," said Edwin. "You've got some nice clients, I must say."
-
-In a moment, though Tom said not a word more, the Palace Porcelain
-Company was on the carpet, to Edwin's disgust. He hated to talk about a
-misfortune. But others beside himself were interested in the Palace
-Porcelain Company, and the news of its failure had boomed mysteriously
-through the Sabbath air of the district.
-
-Hilda and Janet were whispering together. And Edwin, gazing at them,
-saw in them the giggling tennis-playing children of the previous
-day,--specimens of a foreign race encamped among the men.
-
-Suddenly Hilda turned her head towards the men, and said:
-
-"Of course _Edwin's_ been let in!"
-
-It was a reference to the Palace Porcelain Company. How ungracious! How
-unnecessary! How unjust! And somehow Edwin had been fearing it. And
-that was really why he had not liked the turn of the conversation,--he
-had been afraid of one of her darts!
-
-Useless for Tom Swetnam to say that a number of business men quite as
-keen as Edwin had been "let in"! From her disdainful silence it appeared
-that Hilda's conviction of the unusual simplicity of her husband was
-impregnable.
-
-"I hear you've got that Shawport land," said Johnnie Orgreave.
-
-The mystic influences of music seemed to have been overpowered.
-
-"Who told ye?" asked Edwin in a low voice, once more frightened of
-Hilda.
-
-"Young Toby Hall. Met him at the Conservative Club last night."
-
-But Hilda had heard.
-
-"What land is that?" she demanded curtly.
-
-"'What land is that?'" Johnnie mimicked her. "It's the land for the new
-works, missis."
-
-Hilda threw her shoulders back, glaring at Edwin with a sort of outraged
-fury. Happily most of the people present were talking among themselves.
-
-"You never told me," she muttered.
-
-He said:
-
-"I only knew this afternoon."
-
-Her anger was unmistakable. She was no longer a fluttering feminine
-wreck on his manly knee.
-
-"Well, good-bye," said Janet Orgreave startlingly to him. "Sorry I have
-to go so soon."
-
-"You aren't going!" Edwin protested with unnatural loudness. "What
-about the victuals? I shan't touch 'em myself. But they must be
-consumed. Here! You and I'll lead the way."
-
-Half playfully he seized her arm. She glanced at Hilda uncertainly.
-
-"Edwin," said Hilda very curtly and severely, "don't be so clumsy.
-Janet has to go at once. Mr. Orgreave is very ill--very ill indeed.
-She only came to oblige us." Then she passionately kissed Janet.
-
-It was like a thunderclap in the room. Johnnie and Tom confirmed the
-news. Of the rest only Tom's wife and Hilda knew. Janet had told Hilda
-before the music began. Osmond Orgreave had been taken ill between five
-and six in the afternoon. Dr. Stirling had gone in at once, and
-pronounced the attack serious. Everything possible was done; even a
-nurse was obtained instantly, from the Clowes Hospital by the station.
-From reasons of sentiment, if from no other, Janet would have stayed at
-home and foregone the musical evening. But those Orgreaves at home had
-put their heads together and decided that Janet should still go, because
-without her the entire musical evening would crumble to naught. Here
-was the true reason of the absence of Mrs. Orgreave and Elaine--both
-unnecessary to the musical evening. The boys had come, and Tom's wife
-had come, because, even considered only as an audience, the Orgreave
-contingent was almost essential to the musical evening. And so Janet,
-her father's especial favourite and standby, had come, and she had
-played, and not a word whispered except to Hilda. It was wondrous. It
-was impressive. All the Orgreaves departed, and the remnant of guests
-meditated in proud, gratified silence upon the singular fortitude and
-heroic commonsense that distinguished their part of the world. The
-musical evening was dramatically over, the refreshments being almost
-wasted.
-
-
-
- VIII
-
-
-Hilda was climbing on to the wooden-seated chair in the hall to put out
-the light there when she heard a noise behind the closed door of the
-kitchen, which she had thought to be empty. She went to the door and
-pushed it violently open. Not only was the gas flaring away in an
-unauthorised manner, not only were both servants (theoretically in bed)
-still up, capless and apronless and looking most curious in unrelieved
-black, but the adventurous and wicked George was surreptitiously with
-them, flattering them with his aristocratic companionship, and eating
-blanc-mange out of a cut-glass dish with a tablespoon. Twice George had
-been sent to bed. Once the servants had been told to go to bed. The
-worst of carnivals is that the dregs of the population, such as George,
-will take advantage of them to rise to the surface and, conscienceless
-and mischievous, set at defiance the conventions by which society
-protects itself.
-
-She merely glanced at George; the menace of her eyes was alarming. His
-lower lip fell; he put down the dish and spoon, and slunk timorously
-past her on his way upstairs.
-
-Then she said to the servants:
-
-"You ought to be ashamed of yourselves, encouraging him! Go to bed at
-once." And as they began nervously to handle the things on the table,
-she added, more imperiously: "At once! Don't keep me waiting. I'll see
-to all this."
-
-And they followed George meekly.
-
-She gazed in disgust at the general litter of broken refreshments,
-symbolising the traditional inefficiency of servants, and extinguished
-the gas.
-
-The three criminals were somewhat the victims of her secret resentment
-against Edwin, who, a mere martyrised perambulating stomach, had
-retired. Edwin had defeated her in the afternoon; and all the evening,
-in the disposition of the furniture, the evidence of his victory had
-confronted her. By prompt and brutal action, uncharacteristic of him
-and therefore mean, he had defeated her. True he had embraced and
-comforted her tears, but it was the kiss of a conqueror. And then, on
-the top of that, he had proved his commercial incompetence by making a
-large bad debt, and his commercial rashness by definitely adopting a
-scheme of whose extreme danger she was convinced. One part of her mind
-intellectually knew that he had not wilfully synchronised these events
-in order to wound her, but another part of her mind felt deeply that he
-had. She had been staggered by the revelation that he was definitely
-committed to the project of lithography and the new works. Not one word
-about the matter had he said to her since their altercation on the night
-of the reception; and she had imagined that, with his usual indecision,
-he was allowing it to slide. She scarcely recognised her Edwin. Now
-she accused him of a malicious obstinacy, not understanding that he was
-involved in the great machine of circumstance and perhaps almost as much
-surprised as herself at the movement of events. At any rate she was
-being beaten once more, and her spirit rebelled. Through all the
-misfortunes previous to her marriage that spirit, if occasionally cowed,
-had never been broken. She had sat grim and fierce against even
-bum-bailiffs in her time. Yes, her spirit rebelled, and the fact that
-others had known about the Shawport land before she knew made her still
-more mutinous against destiny. She looked round dazed at the situation.
-What? The mild Edwin defying and crushing her? It was scarcely
-conceivable. The tension of her nerves from this cause only was
-extreme. Add to it the strain of the musical evening, intensified by
-the calamity at the Orgreaves'!
-
-A bell rang in the kitchen, and all the ganglions of her spinal column
-answered it. Had Edwin rung? No. It was the front-door.
-
-"Pardon me," said Tertius Ingpen, when she opened. "But all my friends
-soon learn how difficult it is to get rid of me."
-
-"Come in," she said, liking his tone, which flattered her by assuming
-her sense of humour.
-
-"As I'm sleeping at the office to-night, I thought I might as well take
-one or two of my musical instruments after all. So I came back."
-
-"You've been round?" she asked, meaning round to the Orgreaves'.
-
-"Yes."
-
-"What is it, really?"
-
-"Well, it appears to be pericarditis supervening on renal disease. He
-lost consciousness, you know."
-
-"Yes, I know. But what is pericarditis?"
-
-"Pericarditis is inflammation of the pericardium."
-
-"And what's the pericardium?"
-
-They both smiled faintly.
-
-"The pericardium is the membrane that encloses the heart. I don't mind
-telling you that I've only just acquired this encyclopædic knowledge
-from Stirling,--he was there."
-
-"And is it supposed to be very dangerous?"
-
-"I don't know. Doctors never want to tell you anything except what you
-can find out for yourself."
-
-After a little hesitating pause they went into the drawing-room, where
-the lights were still burning, and the full disorder of the musical
-evening persisted, including the cigarette-ash on the carpet. Tertius
-Ingpen picked up his clarinet case, took out the instrument, examined
-the mouthpiece lovingly, and with tenderness laid it back.
-
-"Do sit down a moment," said Hilda, sitting limply down. "It's
-stifling, isn't it?"
-
-"Let me open the window," he suggested politely.
-
-As he returned from the window, he said, pulling his short beard:
-
-"It was wonderful how those Orgreaves went through the musical evening,
-wasn't it? Makes you proud of being English.... I suppose Janet's a
-great friend of yours?"
-
-His enthusiasm touched her, and her pride in Janet quickened to it. She
-gave a deliberate, satisfied nod in reply to his question. She was glad
-to be alone with him in the silence of the house.
-
-"Ed gone to bed?" he questioned, after another little pause.
-
-Already he was calling her husband Ed, and with an affectionate
-intonation!
-
-She nodded again.
-
-"He stuck it out jolly well," said Ingpen, still standing.
-
-"He brings these attacks on himself," said Hilda, with the calm
-sententiousness of a good digestion discussing a bad one. She was
-becoming pleased with herself--with her expensive dress, her position,
-her philosophy, and her power to hold the full attention of this man.
-
-Ingpen replied, looking steadily at her:
-
-"We bring everything on ourselves."
-
-Then he smiled, as a comrade to another.
-
-She shifted her pose. A desire to discuss Edwin with this man grew in
-her, for she needed sympathy intensely.
-
-"What do you think of this new scheme of his?" she demanded somewhat
-self-consciously.
-
-"The new works? Seems all right. But I don't know much about it."
-
-"Well, I'm not so sure." And she exposed her theory of the entire
-satisfactoriness of their present situation, of the needlessness of
-fresh risks, and of Edwin's unsuitability for enterprise. "Of course
-he's splendid," she said. "But he'll never push. I can look at him
-quite impartially--I mean in all those things."
-
-Ingpen murmured as it were dreamily:
-
-"Have you had much experience of business yourself?"
-
-"It depends what you call business. I suppose you know I used to keep a
-boarding-house." She was a little defiant.
-
-"No, I didn't know. I may have heard vaguely. Did you make it pay?"
-
-"It did pay in the end."
-
-"But not at first? ... Any disasters?"
-
-She could not decide whether she ought to rebuff the cross-examiner or
-not. His manner was so objective, so disinterested, so innocent, so
-disarming, that in the end she smiled uncertainly, raising her thick
-eyebrows.
-
-"Oh yes," she said bravely.
-
-"And who came to the rescue?" Ingpen proceeded.
-
-"Edwin did."
-
-"I see," said Ingpen, still dreamily.
-
-"I believe you knew all about it," she remarked, having flushed.
-
-"Pardon me! Almost nothing."
-
-"Of course you take Edwin's side."
-
-"Are we talking man to man?" he asked suddenly, in a new tone.
-
-"Most decidedly!" She rose to the challenge.
-
-"Then I'll tell you my leading theory," he said in a soft, polite voice.
-"The proper place for women is the harem."
-
-"Mr. Ingpen!"
-
-"No, no!" he soothed her, but firmly. "We're talking man to man. I can
-whisper sweet nothings to you, if you prefer it, but I thought we were
-trying to be honest. I hold a belief. I state it. I may be wrong, but
-I hold that belief. You can persecute me for my belief if you like.
-That's your affair. But surely you aren't afraid of an idea! If you
-don't like the mere word, let's call it zenana. Call it the
-drawing-room and kitchen."
-
-"So we're to be kept to our sphere!"
-
-"Now don't be resentful. Naturally you're to be kept to your own
-sphere. If Edwin began dancing around in the kitchen, you'd soon begin
-to talk about _his_ sphere. You can't have the advantages of married
-life for nothing--neither you nor he. But some of you women nowadays
-seem to expect them gratis. Let me tell you, everything has to be paid
-for on this particular planet. I'm a bachelor. I've often thought
-about marrying, of course. I might get married some day. You never
-know your luck. If I do----"
-
-"You'll keep your wife in the harem, no doubt! And she'll have to
-accept without daring to say a word all the risks you choose to take."
-
-"There you are again!" he said. "This notion that marriage ought to be
-the end of risks for a woman is astonishingly rife, I find. Very
-curious! Very curious!" He seemed to address the wall. "Why, it's the
-beginning of them. Doesn't the husband take risks?"
-
-"He chooses his own. He doesn't have business risks thrust upon him by
-his wife."
-
-"Doesn't he? What about the risk of finding himself tied for life to an
-inefficient housekeeper? That's a bit of a business risk, isn't it?
-I've known more than one man let in for it."
-
-"And you've felt so sorry for him!"
-
-"No, not specially. You must run risks. When you've finished running
-risks you're dead and you ought to be buried. If I was a wife I should
-enjoy running a risk with my husband. I swear I shouldn't want to shut
-myself up in a glass case with him out of all the draughts! Why, what
-are we all alive for?"
-
-The idea of the fineness of running risks struck her as original. It
-challenged her courage, and she began to meditate.
-
-"Yes," she murmured. "So you sleep at the office sometimes?"
-
-"A certain elasticity in one's domestic arrangements." He waved a hand,
-seeming to pooh-pooh himself lightly. Then, quickly changing his mood,
-he bent and said good-night, but not quite with the saccharine
-artificiality of his first visit--rather with honest, friendly
-sincerity, in which were mingled both thanks and appreciation. Hilda
-jumped up responsively. And, the clarinet-case under his left arm, and
-the fiddle-case in his left hand, leaving the right arm free, Ingpen
-departed.
-
-She did not immediately go to bed. Now that Ingpen was gone she
-perceived that though she had really said little in opposition to
-Edwin's scheme, he had at once assumed that she was a strong opponent of
-it. Hence she must have shown her feelings far too openly at the first
-mention of the affair before anybody had left. This annoyed her. Also
-the immense injustice of nearly all Ingpen's argument grew upon her
-moment by moment. She was conscious of a grudge against him, even while
-greatly liking him. But she swore that she would never show the grudge,
-and that he should never suspect it. To the end she would play a man's
-part in the man-to-man discussion. Moreover her anger against Edwin had
-not decreased. Nevertheless, a sort of zest, perhaps an angry joy,
-filled her with novel and intoxicating sensations. Let the scheme of
-the new works go forward! Let it fail! Let it ruin them! She would
-stand in the breach. She would show the whole world that no ordeal
-could lower her head. She had had enough of being the odalisque and the
-queen, reclining on the soft couch of security. Her nostrils scented
-life on the wind.... Then she heard a door close upstairs, and began at
-last rapidly, as it were cruelly, to put out the lights.
-
-
-
- IX
-
-
-The incubus and humiliations of a first-class bilious attack are not
-eternal. Edwin had not retired very long before the malignant phase of
-the terrible malady passed inevitably, by phenomena according with all
-clinical experience, into the next phase. And the patient, who from
-being chiefly a stomach, had now become chiefly a throbbing head, lay on
-his pillow exhausted but once more capable of objective thought. His
-resentment against his wife on account of her gratuitous disbelief in
-his business faculty, and on account of her interference in a matter
-that did not concern her, flickered up into new flame. He was
-absolutely innocent. She was absolutely guilty; no excuse existed or
-could be invented for her rude and wounding attitude. He esteemed
-Tertius Ingpen, bachelor, the most fortunate of men.... Women--unjust,
-dishonourable, unintelligent, unscrupulous, giggling, pleasure-loving!
-Their appetite for pleasure was infantile and tigerish. He had noticed
-it growing in Hilda. Previous to marriage he had regarded Hilda as
-combining the best feminine with the best masculine qualities. In many
-ways she had exhibited the comforting straightforward characteristics of
-the male. But since marriage her mental resemblance to a man had
-diminished daily, and now she was the most feminine woman he had ever
-met, in the unsatisfactory sense of the word. Women ... Still, the
-behaviour of Janet and Hilda during the musical evening had been rather
-heroic. Impossible to dismiss them as being exclusively of the giggling
-race! They had decided to play a part, and they had played it with
-impressive fortitude.... And the house of the Orgreaves--was it about
-to fall? He divined that it was about to fall. No death had so far
-occurred in the family, which had seemed to be immune through decades
-and forever. He wondered what would have happened to the house of
-Orgreave in six months' time.... Then he went back into the dark
-origins of his bilious attack.... And then he was at inexcusable Hilda
-again.
-
-At length he heard her on the landing.
-
-She entered the bedroom, and quickly he shut his eyes. He felt
-unpleasantly through his eyelids that she had turned up the gas. Then
-she was close to him, sat down on the edge of the bed. She asked him a
-question, calmly, as to occurrences since his retirement. He nodded an
-affirmative.
-
-"Your forehead's all broken out," she said, moving away.
-
-In a few moments he was aware of the delicious, soothing, heavenly
-application to his forehead of a handkerchief drenched in eau de cologne
-and water. The compress descended upon his forehead with the infinite
-gentleness of an endearment and the sudden solace of a reprieve. He
-made faint, inarticulate noises.
-
-The light was extinguished for his ease.
-
-He murmured weakly:
-
-"Are you undressed already?"
-
-"No," she said quietly. "I can undress all right in the dark."
-
-He opened his eyes, and could dimly see her moving darkly about,
-brushing her hair, casting garments. Then she came towards him, a vague
-whiteness against the gloom, and, bending, felt for his face, and kissed
-him. She kissed him with superb and passionate violence; she drew his
-life out of him, and poured in her own. The tremendous kiss seemed to
-prove that there is no difference between love and hate. It contained
-everything--surrender, defiance, anger and tenderness.
-
-Neither of them spoke. The kiss dominated and assuaged him. Its
-illogicalness overthrew him. He could never have kissed like that under
-such circumstances. It was a high and bold gesture. It expressed and
-transmitted confidence. She had explained nothing, justified nothing,
-made no charge, asked no forgiveness. She had just confronted him with
-one unarguable fact. And it was the only fact that mattered. His
-pessimism about marriage lifted. If his spirit was splendidly romantic
-enough to match hers, marriage remained a feasible state. And he threw
-away logic and the past, and in a magic vision saw that success in
-marriage was an affair of goodwill and the right tone. With the whole
-force of his heart he determined to succeed in marriage. And in the
-mighty resolve marriage presented itself to him as really rather easy
-after all.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER X
-
- THE ORGREAVE CALAMITY
-
-
- I
-
-
-On the following Saturday afternoon--that is, six days later--Edwin had
-unusually been down to the shop after dinner, and he returned home about
-four o'clock. Ada, hearing his entrance, came into the hall and said:
-
-"Please, sir, missis is over at Miss Orgreave's and will ye please go
-over?"
-
-"Where's Master George?"
-
-"In missis's own room, sir."
-
-"All right."
-
-The "mistress's own room" was the new nomenclature adopted by the
-kitchen, doubtless under suggestion, for the breakfast-room or boudoir.
-Edwin opened the door and glanced in. George, apparently sketching, sat
-at his mother's desk, with the light falling over his right shoulder.
-
-He looked up quickly in self-excuse:
-
-"Mother said I could! Mother said I could!"
-
-For the theory of the special sanctity of the boudoir had mysteriously
-established itself in the house during the previous eight or ten days.
-George was well aware that even Edwin was not entitled to go in and out
-as he chose.
-
-"Keep calm, sonny," said Edwin, teasing him.
-
-With permissible and discreet curiosity he glanced from afar at the
-desk, its upper drawers and its pigeon-holes. Obviously it was very
-untidy. Its untidiness gave him sardonic pleasure, because Hilda was
-ever implying, or even stating, that she was a very tidy woman. He
-remembered that many years ago Janet had mentioned orderliness as a
-trait of the wonderful girl, Hilda Lessways. But he did not personally
-consider that she was tidy; assuredly she by no means reached his
-standard of tidiness, which standard indeed she now and then dismissed
-as old-maidish. Also, he was sardonically amused by the air of
-importance and busyness which she put on when using the desk and the
-room; her household accounts, beheld at a distance, were his wicked joy.
-He saw a bluish envelope lying untidily on the floor between the desk
-and the fireplace, and he picked it up. It had been addressed to "Mrs.
-George Cannon, 59 Preston Street, Brighton," and readdressed in a
-woman's hand to "Mrs. Clayhanger, Trafalgar Road, Bursley." Whether the
-handwriting of the original address was masculine or feminine he could
-not decide. The envelope had probably contained only a bill or a
-circular. Nevertheless he felt at once inimically inquisitive towards
-the envelope. Without quite knowing it he was jealous of all Hilda's
-past life up to her marriage with him. After a moment, reflecting that
-she had made no mention of a letter, he dropped the envelope
-superciliously, and it floated to the ground.
-
-"I'm going to Lane End House," he said.
-
-"Can I come?"
-
-"No."
-
-
-
- II
-
-
-The same overhanging spirit of a great event which had somehow justified
-him in being curt to the boy, rendered him self-conscious and furtive as
-he stood in the porch of the Orgreaves, waiting for the door to open.
-Along the drive that curved round the oval lawn under the high trees
-were wheel-marks still surviving from the previous day. The house also
-survived; the curtains in all the windows, and the plants or the pieces
-of furniture between the curtains, were exactly as usual. Yet the solid
-building and its contents had the air of an illusion.
-
-A servant appeared.
-
-"Good afternoon, Selina."
-
-He had probably never before called her by name, but to-day his
-self-consciousness impelled him to do uncustomary things.
-
-"Good afternoon, sir," said Selina, whose changeless attire ignored even
-the greatest events. And it was as if she had said:
-
-"Ah, sir! To what have we come!"
-
-She too was self-conscious and furtive.
-
-Aloud she said:
-
-"Miss Orgreave and Mrs. Clayhanger are upstairs, sir. I'll tell Miss
-Orgreave."
-
-Coughing nervously, he went into the drawing-room, the large obscure
-room, crowded with old furniture and expensive new furniture, with
-books, knickknacks, embroidery, and human history, in which he had first
-set eyes on Hilda. It was precisely the same as it had been a few days
-earlier; absolutely nothing had been changed, and yet now it had the
-archæological and forlorn aspect of a museum.
-
-He dreaded the appearance of Janet and Hilda. What could he say to
-Janet, or she to him? But he was a little comforted by the fact that
-Hilda had left a message for him to join them.
-
-On the previous Tuesday Osmond Orgreave had died, and within twenty-four
-hours Mrs. Orgreave was dead also. On the Friday they were buried
-together. To-day the blinds were up again; the funereal horses with
-their artificially curved necks had already dragged other corpses to the
-cemetery; the town existed as usual; and the family of Orgreave was
-scattered once more. Marian, the eldest daughter, had not been able to
-come at all, because her husband was seriously ill. Alicia Hesketh, the
-youngest daughter, far away in her large house in Devonshire, had not
-been able to come at all, because she was hourly expecting her third
-child; nor would Harry, her husband, leave her. Charlie, the doctor at
-Ealing, had only been able to run down for the funeral, because, his
-partner having broken his leg, the whole work of the practice was on his
-shoulders. And to-day Tom, the solicitor, was in his office exploring
-the financial side of his father's affairs; Johnnie was in the office of
-Orgreave and Sons, busy with the professional side of his father's
-affairs; Jimmie, who had made a sinister marriage, was nobody knew
-precisely where; Tom's wife had done what she could and gone home;
-Jimmie's wife had never appeared; Elaine, Marian's child, was shopping
-at Hanbridge for Janet; and Janet remained among her souvenirs. An
-epoch was finished, and the episode that concluded it, in its strange
-features and its swiftness, resembled a vast hallucination.
-
-Certain funerals will obsess a whole town. And the funeral of Mr. and
-Mrs. Osmond Orgreave might have been expected to do so. Not only had
-their deaths been almost simultaneous, but they had been preceded by
-superficially similar symptoms, though the husband had died of
-pericarditis following renal disease, and the wife of hyperæmia of the
-lungs following increasingly frequent attacks of bronchial catarrh. The
-phenomena had been impressive, and rumour had heightened them. Also
-Osmond Orgreave for half a century had been an important and celebrated
-figure in the town; architecturally a large portion of the new parts of
-it were his creation. Yet the funeral had not been one of the town's
-great feverish funerals. True, the children would have opposed anything
-spectacular; but had municipal opinion decided against the children,
-they would have been compelled to yield. Again and again prominent men
-in the town had as it were bought their funeral processions in advance
-by the yard--processions in which their families, willing or not, were
-reduced to the rôle of stewards.
-
-Tom and Janet, however, had ordained that nobody whatever beyond the
-family should be invited to the funeral, and there had been no sincere
-protest from outside.
-
-The fact was that Osmond Orgreave had never related himself to the
-crowd. He was not a Freemason; he had never been President of the
-Society for the Prosecution of Felons; he had never held municipal
-office; he had never pursued any object but the good of his family. He
-was a particularist. His charm was kept chiefly for his own home. And
-beneath the cordiality of his more general connections, there had always
-been a subtle reservation--on both sides. He was admired for his
-cleverness and his distinction, liked where he chose to be liked, but
-never loved save by his own kin. Further, he had a name for being
-"pretty sharp" in business. Clients had had prolonged difficulties with
-him--Edwin himself among them. The town had made up its mind about
-Osmond Orgreave, and the verdict, as with most popular verdicts, was
-roughly just so far as it went, but unjust in its narrowness. The
-laudatory three-quarters of a column in the _Signal_ and the briefer
-effusive notice in the new half-penny morning paper, both reflected, for
-those with perceptions delicate enough to understand, the popular
-verdict. And though Edwin hated long funerals and the hysteria of a
-public woe, he had nevertheless a sense of disappointment in the
-circumstances of the final disappearance of Osmond Orgreave.
-
-The two women entered the room, silently. Hilda looked fierce and
-protective. Janet Orgreave, pale and in black, seemed very thin. She
-did not speak. She gave a little nod of greeting.
-
-Edwin, scarcely controlling his voice and his eyes, murmured:
-
-"Good afternoon."
-
-They would not shake hands; the effort would have broken them. All
-remained standing, uncertainly. Edwin saw before him two girls aged by
-the accumulation of experience. Janet, though apparently healthy, with
-her smooth fair skin, was like an old woman in the shell of a young one.
-Her eyes were dulled, her glance plaintive, her carriage slack. The
-conscious wish to please had left her, together with her main excuse for
-being alive. She was over thirty-seven, and more and more during the
-last ten years she had lived for her parents. She alone among all the
-children had remained absolutely faithful to them. To them, and to
-nobody else, she had been essential--a fountain of vigour and brightness
-and kindliness from which they drew. To see her in the familiar and
-historic room which she had humanised and illuminated with her very
-spirit, was heartrending. In a day she had become unnecessary, and
-shrunk to the unneeded, undesired virgin which in truth she was. She
-knew it. Everybody knew it. All the waves of passionate sympathy which
-Hilda and Edwin in their different ways ardently directed towards her
-broke in vain upon that fact.
-
-Edwin thought:
-
-"And only the other day she was keen on tennis!"
-
-"Edwin," said Hilda. "Don't you think she ought to come across to our
-place for a bit? I'm sure it would be better for her not to sleep
-here."
-
-"Most decidedly," Edwin answered, only too glad to agree heartily with
-his wife.
-
-"But Johnnie?" Janet objected.
-
-"Pooh! Surely he can stay at Tom's."
-
-"And Elaine?"
-
-"She can come with you. Heaps of room for two."
-
-"I couldn't leave the servants all alone. I really couldn't. They
-wouldn't like it," Janet persisted. "Moreover, I've got to give them
-notice."
-
-Edwin had to make the motion of swallowing.
-
-"Well," said Hilda obstinately. "Come along now--for the evening,
-anyhow. We shall be by ourselves."
-
-"Yes, you must," said Edwin, curtly.
-
-"I--I don't like walking down the street," Janet faltered, blushing.
-
-"You needn't. You can get over the wall," said Edwin.
-
-"Of course you can," Hilda concurred. "Just as you are now. I'll tell
-Selina."
-
-She left the room with decision, and the next instant returned with a
-telegram in her hand.
-
-"Open it, please. I can't," said Janet.
-
-Hilda read:
-
-"Mother and boy both doing splendidly. Harry."
-
-Janet dropped onto a chair and burst into tears.
-
-"I'm so glad. I'm so glad," she spluttered. "I can't help it."
-
-Then she jumped up, wiped her eyes, and smiled.
-
-For a few yards the Clayhanger and the Orgreave properties were
-contiguous, and separated by a fairly new wall, which, after much
-procrastination on the part of owners, had at last replaced an
-unsatisfactory thorn-hedge. While Selina put a chair in position for
-the ladies to stand on as a preliminary to climbing the wall, Edwin
-suddenly remembered that in the days of the untidy thorn-hedge Janet had
-climbed a pair of steps in order to surmount the hedge and visit his
-garden. He saw her balanced on the steps, and smiling and then jumping,
-like a child. Now, he preceded her and Hilda on to the wall, and they
-climbed carefully, and when they were all up Selina handed him the chair
-and he dropped it on his own side of the wall so that they might descend
-more easily.
-
-"Be careful, Edwin. Be careful," cried Hilda, neither pleasantly nor
-unpleasantly.
-
-And as he tried to read her mood in her voice, the mysterious and
-changeful ever-flowing undercurrent of their joint life bore rushingly
-away his sense of Janet's tragedy; and he knew that no events exterior
-to his marriage could ever overcome for long that constant secret
-preoccupation of his concerning Hilda's mood.
-
-
-
- III
-
-
-When they came into the house, Ada met them with zest and calamity in
-her whispering voice:
-
-"Please 'm, Mr. and Mrs. Benbow are here. They're in the drawing-room.
-They said they'd wait a bit to see if you came back."
-
-Ada had foreseen that, whatever their superficially indifferent
-demeanour as members of the powerful ruling caste, her master and
-mistress would be struck all of a heap by this piece of news. And they
-were. For the Benbows did not pay chance calls; in the arrangement of
-their lives every act was neatly planned and foreordained. Therefore
-this call was formal, and behind it was an intention.
-
-"_I_ can't see them. I can't possibly, dear," Janet murmured, as it
-were intimidated. "I'll run back home."
-
-Hilda replied with benevolent firmness:
-
-"No you won't. Come upstairs with me till they're gone. Edwin, you go
-and see what they're after."
-
-Janet faltered and obeyed, and the two women crept swiftly upstairs.
-They might have been executing a strategic retirement from a bad smell.
-The instinctive movement, and the manner, were a judgment on the ideals
-of the Benbows so terrible and final that even the Benbows, could they
-have seen it, must have winced and doubted for a moment their own moral
-perfection. It came to this, that the stricken fled from their
-presence.
-
-"'What they're after'!" Edwin muttered to himself, half resenting the
-phrase; because Clara was his sister; and though she bored and
-exasperated him, he could not class her with exactly similar boring and
-exasperating women.
-
-And, throwing down his cap, he went with false casual welcoming into the
-drawing-room.
-
-Young Bert Benbow, prodigiously solemn and uncomfortable in his birthday
-spectacles, was with his father and mother. Immense satisfaction,
-tempered by a slight nervousness, gleamed in the eyes of the parents.
-And the demeanour of all three showed instantly that the occasion was
-ceremonious. Albert and Clara could not have been more pleased and
-uplifted had the occasion been a mourning visit of commiseration or even
-a funeral.
-
-The washed and brushed schoolboy, preoccupied, did not take his share in
-the greetings with sufficient spontaneity and promptitude.
-
-Clara said, gently shocked:
-
-"Bert, what do you say to your uncle?"
-
-"Good afternoon, uncle."
-
-"I should think so indeed!"
-
-Clara of course sprang at once to the luscious first topic, as to a
-fruit:
-
-"How is poor Janet bearing up?"
-
-Edwin was very characteristically of the Five Towns in this,--he hated
-to admit, in the crisis itself, that anything unusual was happening or
-had just happened. Thus he replied negligently:
-
-"Oh! All right!"
-
-As though his opinion was that Janet had nothing to bear up against.
-
-"I hear it was a _very_ quiet funeral," said Clara, suggesting somehow
-that there must be something sinister behind the quietness of the
-funeral.
-
-"Yes," said Edwin.
-
-"Didn't they ask _you_?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Well--my word!"
-
-There was a silence, save for faint humming from Albert. And then, just
-as Clara was mentioning her name, in rushed Hilda.
-
-"What's the matter?" the impulsive Hilda demanded bluntly.
-
-This gambit did not please Edwin, whose instinct was always to pretend
-that nothing was the matter. He would have maintained as long as anybody
-that the call was a chance call.
-
-After a few vague exchanges, Clara coughed and said:
-
-"It's really about your George and our Bert.... Haven't you heard? ...
-Hasn't George said anything?"
-
-"No.... What?"
-
-Clara looked at her husband expectantly, and Albert took the grand male
-rôle.
-
-"I gather they had a fight yesterday at school," said he.
-
-The two boys went to the same school, the new-fangled Higher Grade
-School at Hanbridge, which had dealt such a blow at the ancient
-educational foundations at Oldcastle. That their Bert should attend the
-same school as George was secretly a matter of pride to the Benbows.
-
-"Oh," said Edwin. "We've seen no gaping wounds, have we, Hilda?"
-
-Albert's face did not relax.
-
-"You've only got to look at Bert's chin," said Clara.
-
-Bert shuffled under the world's sudden gaze. Undeniably there was a
-small discoloured lump on his chin.
-
-"I've had it out with Bert," Albert continued severely. "I don't know
-who was in the wrong--it was about that penknife business, you know--but
-I'm quite sure that Bert was not in the right. And as he's the older
-we've decided that he must ask George's forgiveness."
-
-"Yes," eagerly added Clara, tired of listening. "Albert says we can't
-have quarrels going on like this in the family--they haven't spoken
-friendly to each other since that night we were here--and it's the manly
-thing for Bert to ask George's forgiveness, and then they can shake
-hands."
-
-"That's what I say." Albert massively corroborated her.
-
-Edwin thought:
-
-"I suppose these people imagine they're doing something rather fine."
-
-Whatever they imagined they were doing, they had made both Edwin and
-Hilda sheepish. Either of them would have sacrificed a vast fortune and
-the lives of thousands of Sunday school officers in order to find a
-dignified way of ridiculing and crushing the expedition of Albert and
-Clara; but they could think of naught that was effective.
-
-Hilda asked, somewhat curtly, but lamely:
-
-"Where is George?"
-
-"He was in your boudoir a two-three minutes ago, drawing," said Edwin.
-
-Clara's neck was elongated at the sound of the word "boudoir."
-
-"Boudoir?" said she. And Edwin could in fancy hear her going down
-Trafalgar Road and giggling at every house-door: "Did ye know Mrs.
-Clayhanger has a boudoir? That's the latest." Still he had employed
-the word with intention, out of deliberate bravado.
-
-"Breakfast-room," he added, explanatory.
-
-"I should suggest," said Albert, "that Bert goes to him in the
-breakfast-room. They'll settle it much better by themselves." He was
-very pleased by this last phrase, which proved him a man of the world
-after all.
-
-"So long as they don't smash too much furniture while they're about it,"
-murmured Edwin.
-
-"Now, Bert, my boy," said Albert, in the tone of a father who is also a
-brother.
-
-And, as Hilda was inactive, Bert stalked forth upon his mission of
-manliness, smiling awkwardly and blushing. He closed the door after him,
-and not one of the adults dared to rise and open it.
-
-"Had any luck with missing words lately?" Albert asked, in a detached
-airy manner, showing that the Bert-George affair was a trifle to him, to
-be dismissed from the mind at will.
-
-"No," said Edwin. "I've been off missing words lately."
-
-"Of course you have," Clara agreed with gravity. "All this must have
-been very trying to you all.... Albert's done very well of course."
-
-"I was on 'politeness,' my boy," said Albert.
-
-"Didn't you know?" Clara expressed surprise.
-
-"'Politeness'?"
-
-"Sixty-four pounds nineteen shillings per share," said Albert
-tremendously.
-
-Edwin appreciatively whistled.
-
-"Had the money?"
-
-"No. Cheques go out on Monday, I believe. Of course," he added, "I go
-in for it scientifically. I leave no chances, I don't. I'm making a
-capital outlay of over five pounds ten on next week's competition, and I
-may tell you I shall get it back again, _with_ interest."
-
-At the same moment, Bert re-entered the room.
-
-"He's not there," said Bert. "His drawing's there, but he isn't."
-
-This news was adverse to the cause of manly peace.
-
-"Are you sure?" asked Clara, implying that Bert might not have made a
-thorough search for George in the boudoir.
-
-Hilda sat grim and silent.
-
-"He may be upstairs," said the weakly amiable Edwin.
-
-Hilda rang the bell with cold anger.
-
-"Is Master George in the house?" she harshly questioned Ada.
-
-"No'm. He went out a bit since."
-
-The fact was that George, on hearing from the faithful Ada of the
-arrival of the Benbows, had retired through the kitchen and through the
-back-door, into the mountainous country towards Bleakridge
-railway-station, where kite-flying was practised on immense
-cinder-heaps.
-
-"Ah! Well," said Albert, undefeated, to Edwin. "You might tell him
-Bert's been up specially to apologise to him. Oh! And here's that
-penknife!" He looked now at Hilda, and, producing Tertius Ingpen's
-knife, he put it with a flourish on the mantelpiece. "I prefer it to be
-on your mantelpiece than on ours," he added, smiling rather grandiosely.
-His manner as a whole, though compound, indicated with some clearness
-that while he adhered to his belief in the efficacy of prayer, he could
-not allow his son to accept from George earthly penknives alleged to
-have descended from heaven. It was a triumphant hour for Albert Benbow,
-as he stood there dominating the drawing-room. He perceived that, in
-addition to silencing and sneaping the elder and richer branch of the
-family, he was cutting a majestic figure in the eyes of his own son.
-
-In an awful interval, Clara said with a sweet bright smile:
-
-"By the way, Albert, don't forget about what Maggie asked you to ask."
-
-"Oh, yes! By the way," said Albert, "Maggie wants to know how soon you
-can complete the purchase of this house of yours."
-
-Edwin moved uneasily.
-
-"I don't know," he mumbled.
-
-"Can you stump up in a month? Say the end of October anyway, at
-latest." Albert persisted, and grew caustic. "You've only got to sell
-a few of your famous securities."
-
-"Certainly. Before the end of October," Hilda replied, with impulsive
-and fierce assurance.
-
-Edwin was amazed by this interference on her part. Was she incapable of
-learning from experience? Let him employ the right tone with absolutely
-perfect skill, marriage would still be impossible if she meant to carry
-on in this way! What did she know about the difficulties of completing
-the purchase? What right had she to put in a word apparently so
-decisive? Such behaviour was unheard of. She must be mad. Nevertheless
-he did not yield to anger. He merely said feebly and querulously:
-
-"That's all very well! That's all very well! But I'm not quite so sure
-as all that. Will she let some of it be on mortgage?"
-
-"No, she won't," said Albert.
-
-"Why not?"
-
-"Because I've got a new security for the whole amount myself."
-
-"Oh!"
-
-Edwin glanced at his wife and his resentful eyes said: "There you are!
-All through your infernal hurry and cheek Maggie's going to lose
-eighteen hundred pounds in a rotten investment. I told you Albert would
-get hold of that money if he heard of it. And just look!"
-
-At this point Albert, who knew fairly well how to draw an advantage from
-his brother-in-law's characteristic weaknesses, perceived suddenly the
-value of an immediate departure. And amid loud enquiries of all sorts
-from Clara, and magnificent generalities from Albert, and gloomy, stiff
-salutations from uncomfortable Bert, the visit closed.
-
-But destiny lay in wait at the corner of the street for Albert Benbow's
-pride. Precisely as the Benbows were issuing from the portico, the
-front-door being already closed upon them, the second Swetnam son came
-swinging down Trafalgar Road. He stopped, raising his hat.
-
-"Hallo, Mr. Benbow," he said. "You've heard the news, I suppose?"
-
-"What about?"
-
-"Missing word competitions."
-
-It is a fact that Albert paled.
-
-"What?"
-
-"Injunction in the High Court this morning. All the money's impounded,
-pending a hearing as to whether the competitions are illegal or not. At
-the very least half of it will go in costs. It's all over with missing
-words."
-
-"Who told you?"
-
-"I've had a wire to stop me from sending in for next week's."
-
-Albert Benbow gave an oath. His wife ought surely to have been
-horrorstruck by the word; but she did not blench. Flushing and scowling
-she said:
-
-"What a shame! We've sent ours in."
-
-The faithful creature had for days past at odd moments been assisting
-her husband in the dictionary and as a clerk.... And lo! at last,
-confirmation of those absurd but persistent rumours to the effect that
-certain busybodies meant if they could to stop missing word competitions
-on the ground that they were simply a crude appeal to the famous
-"gambling instincts" of mankind and especially of Englishmen!
-
-Albert had rebutted the charge with virtuous warmth, insisting on the
-skill involved in word-choosing, and insisting also on the historical
-freedom of the institutions of his country. He maintained that it was
-inconceivable that any English court of justice should ever interfere
-with a pastime so innocent and so tonic for the tired brain. And though
-he had had secret fears, and had been disturbed and even hurt by the
-comments of a religious paper to which he subscribed, he would not waver
-from his courageous and sensible English attitude. Now the fearful blow
-had fallen, and Albert knew in his heart that it was heaven's punishment
-for him. He turned to shut the gate after him, and noticed Bert. It
-appeared to him that in hearing the paternal oath, Bert had been guilty
-of a crime, or at least an indiscretion, and he at once began to make
-Bert suffer.
-
-Meanwhile Swetnam had gone on, to spread the tale which was to bring
-indignation and affliction into tens of thousands of respectable homes.
-
-
-
- IV
-
-
-Janet came softly and timidly into the drawing-room.
-
-"They are gone?" she questioned. "I thought I heard the front-door."
-
-"Yes, thank goodness!" Hilda exclaimed candidly, disdaining the
-convention (which Edwin still had in respect) that a weakness in family
-ties should never be referred to, beyond the confines of the family,
-save in urbane terms of dignity and regret excusing so far as possible
-the sinner. But in this instance the immense ineptitude of the Benbows
-had so affected Edwin that, while objecting to his wife's outbreak, he
-could not help giving a guffaw which supported it. And all the time he
-kept thinking to himself:
-
-"Imagine that d----d pietistic rascal dragging the miserable shrimp up
-here to apologise to George!"
-
-He was ashamed, not merely of his relatives, but somehow of all
-humanity. He could scarcely look even a chair in the face. The Benbows
-had left behind them desolation, and this desolation affected
-everything, and could be tasted on the tongue. Janet of course
-instantly noticed it, and felt that she ought not to witness the shaming
-of her friends. Moreover, her existence now was chiefly an apology for
-itself.
-
-She said:
-
-"I really think I ought to go back and see about a meal for Johnnie in
-case he turns up."
-
-"Nonsense!" said Hilda, sharply. "With three servants in the house, I
-suppose Johnnie won't starve! Now just sit down. Sit _down_!" Her tone
-softened. "My dear, you're worse than a child.... Tell Edwin." She put
-a cushion behind Janet in the easy chair. And the gesture made Janet's
-eyes humid once more.
-
-Edwin had the exciting, disquieting, vitalising sensation of being shut
-up in an atmosphere of women. Not two women, but two thousand, seemed to
-hem him in with their incalculable impulses, standards, inspirations.
-
-"Janet wants to consult you," Hilda added; and even Hilda appeared to
-regard him as a strong saviour.
-
-He thought:
-
-"After all, then, I'm not the born idiot she'd like to make out. Now
-we're getting at her real opinion of me!"
-
-"It's only about father's estate," said Janet.
-
-"Why? Hasn't he made a will?"
-
-"Oh yes! He made a will over thirty years ago. He left everything to
-mother and made her sole executor or whatever you call it. Just like
-him, wasn't it? ... D'you know that he and mother never had a quarrel,
-nor anything near a quarrel?"
-
-"Well," Edwin, nodding appreciatively, answered with an informed
-masculine air. "The law provides for all that. Tom will know. Did
-your mother make a will?"
-
-"No. Dear thing! She would never have dreamt of it."
-
-"Then letters of administration will have to be taken out," said Edwin.
-
-Janet began afresh:
-
-"Father was talking of making a new will two or three months ago. He
-mentioned it to Tom. He said he should like you to be one of the
-executors. He said he would sooner have you for an executor than
-anybody."
-
-An intense satisfaction permeated Edwin, that he should have been
-desired as an executor by such an important man as Osmond Orgreave. He
-felt as though he were receiving compensation for uncounted detractions.
-
-"Really?" said he. "I expect Tom will take out letters of
-administration, or Tom and Johnnie together; they'll make better
-executors than I should."
-
-"It doesn't seem to make much difference who looks after it and who
-doesn't," Hilda sharply interrupted. "When there's nothing to look
-after."
-
-"Nothing to look after?" Edwin repeated.
-
-"Nothing to look after!" said Hilda in a firm and clear tone.
-"According to what Janet says."
-
-"But surely there must be something!"
-
-Janet answered mildly:
-
-"I'm afraid there isn't much."
-
-It was Hilda who told the tale. The freehold of Lane End House belonged
-to the estate, but there were first and second mortgages on it, and had
-been for years. Debts had always beleaguered the Orgreave family. A
-year ago money had apparently been fairly plentiful, but a great deal
-had been spent on re-furnishing. Jimmie had had money, in connection
-with his sinister marriage; Charlie had had money in connection with his
-practice, and Tom had enticed Mr. Orgreave into the Palace Porcelain
-Company. Mr. Orgreave had given a guarantee to the Bank for an
-overdraft, in exchange for debentures and shares in that company. The
-debentures were worthless, and therefore the shares also, and the bank
-had already given notice under the guarantee. There was an insurance
-policy--one poor little insurance policy for a thousand pounds--whose
-capital well invested might produce an income of twelve or fifteen
-shillings a week; but even that policy was lodged as security for an
-overdraft on one of Osmond's several private banking accounts. There
-were many debts, small to middling. The value of the Orgreave
-architectural connection was excessively dubious--so much of it had
-depended upon Osmond Orgreave himself. The estate might prove barely
-solvent; on the other hand it might prove insolvent; so Johnnie, who had
-had it from Tom, had told Janet that day, and Janet had told Hilda.
-
-"Your father was let in for the Palace Porcelain Company?" Edwin
-breathed, with incredulous emphasis on the initial p's. "What on earth
-was Tom thinking of?"
-
-"That's what Johnnie wants to know," said Janet. "Johnnie was very
-angry. They've had some words about it."
-
-Except for the matter of the Palace Porcelain Company, Edwin was not
-surprised at the revelations, though he tried to be. The more closely
-he examined his attitude for years past to the Orgreave household
-structure, the more clearly he had to admit that a suspicion of secret
-financial rottenness had never long been absent from his mind--not even
-at the period of renewed profuseness, a year or two ago, when
-furniture-dealers, painters, and paperhangers had been enriched. His
-resentment against the deceased charming Osmond and also against the
-affectionate and blandly confident mother, was keen and cold. They had
-existed, morally, on Janet for many years; monopolised her, absorbed
-her, aged her, worn her out, done everything but finish her,--and they
-had made no provision for her survival. In addition to being useless,
-she was defenceless, helpless, penniless, and old; and she shivered now
-that the warmth of her parents' affection was withdrawn by death.
-
-"You see," said Janet. "Father was so transparently honest and
-generous."
-
-Edwin said nothing to this sincere outburst.
-
-"Have you got any money at all, Janet?" asked Hilda.
-
-"There's a little household money, and by a miracle I've never spent the
-ten-pound note poor dad gave me on my last birthday."
-
-"Well," said Edwin, sardonically imaging that ten-pound note as a sole
-defence for Janet against the world. "Of course Johnnie will have to
-allow you something out of the business--for one thing."
-
-"I'm sure he will, if he can," Janet agreed. "But he says it's going to
-be rather tight. He wants us to clear out of the house at once."
-
-"Take my advice and don't do it," said Edwin. "Until the house is let or
-sold it may as well be occupied by you as stand empty--better in fact,
-because you'll look after it."
-
-"_That's_ right enough, anyway," said Hilda, as if to imply that by a
-marvellous exception a man had for once in a while said something
-sensible.
-
-"You needn't use all the house," Edwin proceeded. "You won't want all
-the servants."
-
-"I wish you'd say a word to Johnnie," breathed Janet.
-
-"I'll say a word to Johnnie, all right," Edwin answered loudly. "But it
-seems to me it's Tom that wants talking to. I can't imagine what he was
-doing to let your father in for that Palace Porcelain business. It
-beats me."
-
-Janet quietly protested:
-
-"I feel sure he thought it was all right."
-
-"Oh, of course!" said Hilda, bitterly. "Of course! They always do think
-it's all right. And here's my husband just going into one of those big
-dangerous affairs, and _he_ thinks it's all right, and nothing I can say
-will stop him from going into it. And he'll keep on thinking it's all
-right until it's all wrong and we're ruined, and perhaps me left a widow
-with George." Her lowered eyes blazed at the carpet.
-
-Janet, troubled, glanced from one to the other, and then, with all the
-tremendous unconscious persuasive force of her victimhood and her
-mourning, murmured gently to Edwin:
-
-"Oh! Don't run any risks! Don't run any risks!"
-
-Edwin was staggered by the swift turn of the conversation. Two thousand
-women hemmed him in more closely than ever. He could do nothing against
-them except exercise an obstinacy which might be esteemed as merely
-brutal. They were not accessible to argument--Hilda especially.
-Argument would be received as an outrage. It would be impossible to
-convince Hilda that she had taken a mean and disgraceful advantage of
-him, and that he had every right to resent her behaviour. She was
-righteousness and injuredness personified. She partook, in that moment,
-of the victimhood of Janet. And she baffled him.
-
-He bit his lower lip.
-
-"All that's not the business before the meeting," he said as lightly as
-he could. "D'you think if I stepped down now I should catch Johnnie at
-the office?"
-
-And all the time, while his heart hardened against Hilda, he kept
-thinking:
-
-"Suppose I _did_ come to smash!"
-
-Janet had put a fear in his mind, Janet who in her wistfulness and her
-desolating ruin seemed to be like only a little pile of dust--all that
-remained of the magnificent social structure of a united and numerous
-Orgreave family.
-
-
-
- V
-
-
-Edwin met Tertius Ingpen in the centre of the town outside the offices
-of Orgreave and Sons, amid the commotion caused by the return of
-uplifted spectators from a football match in which the team curiously
-known to the sporting world as "Bursley Moorthorne" had scored a broken
-leg and two goals to nil.
-
-"Hello!" Ingpen greeted him. "I was thinking of looking in at your
-place to-night."
-
-"Do!" said Edwin. "Come up with me now."
-
-"Can't! ... Why do these ghastly louts try to walk over you as if they
-didn't see you?" Then in another tone, very quietly, and nodding in the
-direction of the Orgreave offices: "Been in there? ... What a week, eh!
-... How are things?"
-
-"Bad," Edwin answered. "In a word, bad!"
-
-Ingpen lifted his eyebrows.
-
-They turned away out of the crowd, up towards the tranquillity of the
-Turnhill Road. They were manifestly glad to see each other. Edwin had
-had a satisfactory interview with Johnnie Orgreave,--satisfactory in the
-sense that Johnnie had admitted the wisdom of all that Edwin said and
-promised to act on it.
-
-"I've just been talking to young Johnnie for his own good," said Edwin.
-
-And in a moment, with eagerness, with that strange deep satisfaction
-felt by the carrier of disastrous tidings, he told Ingpen all that he
-knew of the plight of Janet Orgreave.
-
-"If you ask me," said he, "I think it's infamous."
-
-"Infamous," Ingpen repeated the word savagely. "There's no word for it.
-What'll she do?"
-
-"Well, I suppose she'll have to live with Johnnie."
-
-"And where will Mrs. Chris come in, then?" Ingpen asked in a murmur.
-
-"Mrs. Chris Hamson?" exclaimed Edwin startled. "Oh! Is that affair
-still on the carpet? ... Cheerful outlook!"
-
-Ingpen pulled his beard.
-
-"Anyhow," said he, "Johnnie's the most reliable of the crew. Charlie's
-the most agreeable, but Johnnie's the most reliable. I wouldn't like to
-count much on Tom, and as for Jimmie, well of course----!"
-
-"I always look on Johnnie as a kid. Can't help it."
-
-"There's no law against that, so long as you don't go and blub it out to
-Mrs. Chris," Ingpen laughed.
-
-"I don't know her."
-
-"You ought to know her. She's an education, my boy."
-
-"I've been having a fair amount of education lately," said Edwin. "Only
-this afternoon I was practically told that I ought to give up the idea
-of my new works because it has risks and the Palace Porcelain Co. was
-risky and Janet hasn't a cent. See the point?"
-
-He was obliged to talk about the affair, because it was heavily on his
-mind. A week earlier he had persuaded himself that the success of a
-marriage depended chiefly on the tone employed to each other by the
-contracting parties. But in the disturbing scene of the afternoon, his
-tone had come near perfection, and yet marriage presented itself as even
-more stupendously difficult than ever. Ingpen's answering words salved
-and strengthened him. The sensation of being comprehended was
-delicious. Intimacy progressed.
-
-"I say," said Edwin, as they parted. "You'd better not know anything
-about all this when you come to-night."
-
-"Right you are, my boy."
-
-Their friendship seemed once more to be suddenly and surprisingly
-intensified.
-
-When Edwin returned, Janet had vanished again. Like an animal which
-fears the hunt and whose shyness nothing can cure, she had fled to cover
-at the first chance. According to Hilda she had run home because it had
-occurred to her that she must go through her mother's wardrobe and chest
-of drawers without a moment's delay.
-
-Edwin's account to his wife of the interview with Johnnie Orgreave was
-given on a note justifiably triumphant. In brief he had "talked sense"
-to Johnnie, and Johnnie had been convicted and convinced. Hilda
-listened with respectful propriety. Edwin said nothing as to his
-encounter with Tertius Ingpen, partly from prudence and partly from
-timidity. When Ingpen arrived at the house, much earlier than he might
-have been expected to arrive, Edwin was upstairs, and on descending he
-found his wife and his friend chatting in low and intimate voices close
-together in the drawing-room. The gas had been lighted.
-
-"Here's Mr. Ingpen," said Hilda, announcing a surprise.
-
-"How do, Ingpen?"
-
-"How do, Ed?"
-
-Ingpen did not rise. Nor did they shake hands, but in the Five Towns
-friends who have reached a certain degree of intimacy proudly omit the
-ceremony of handshaking when they meet. It was therefore impossible for
-Hilda to divine that Edwin and Tertius had previously met that day, and
-apparently Ingpen had not divulged the fact. Edwin felt like a plotter.
-
-The conversation of course never went far away from the subject of the
-Orgreaves--and Janet in particular. Ingpen's indignation at the
-negligence which had left Janet in the lurch was more than warm enough
-to satisfy Hilda, whose grievance against the wicked carelessness of
-heads of families in general seemed to be approaching expression again.
-At length she said:
-
-"It's enough to make every woman think seriously of where she'd be--if
-anything happened."
-
-Ingpen smiled teasingly.
-
-"Now you're getting personal."
-
-"And what if I am? With my headstrong husband going in for all sorts of
-schemes!" Hilda's voice was extraordinarily clear and defiant.
-
-Edwin nervously rose.
-
-"I'll just get some cigarettes," he mumbled.
-
-Hilda and Ingpen scarcely gave him any attention. Already they were
-exciting themselves. Although he knew that the supply of cigarettes was
-in the dining-room, he toured half the house before going there; and
-then lit the gas and with strange deliberation drew the blinds; next he
-rang the bell for matches, and, having obtained them, lit a cigarette.
-
-When he re-entered the drawing-room, Ingpen was saying with terrific
-conviction:
-
-"You're quite wrong, as I've told you before. It's your instinct that's
-wrong, not your head. Women will do anything to satisfy their
-instincts, simply anything. They'll ruin your life in order to satisfy
-their instincts. Yes, even when they know jolly well their instincts
-are wrong!"
-
-Edwin thought:
-
-"Well, if these two mean to have a row, it's no affair of mine."
-
-But Hilda, seemingly overfaced, used a very moderate tone to retort:
-
-"You're very outspoken."
-
-Tertius Ingpen answered firmly:
-
-"I'm only saying aloud what every man thinks.... Mind--every man."
-
-"And how comes it that _you_ know so much about women?"
-
-"I'll tell you sometime," said Ingpen, shortly, and then smiled again.
-
-Edwin, advancing, murmured:
-
-"Here. Have a cigarette."
-
-A few moments later Ingpen was sketching out a Beethoven symphony
-unaided on the piano, and holding his head back to keep the
-cigarette-smoke out of his eyes.
-
-
-
- VI
-
-
-When the hour struck for which Hilda had promised a sandwich supper
-Edwin and Tertius Ingpen were alone in the drawing-room, and Ingpen was
-again at the piano, apparently absorbed in harmonic inventions of his
-own. No further word had been said upon the subject of the discussion
-between Ingpen and Hilda. On the whole, despite the reserve of Hilda's
-demeanour, Edwin considered that marriage at the moment was fairly
-successful, and the stream of existence running in his favour. At five
-minutes after the hour, restless, he got up and said:
-
-"I'd better be seeing what's happened to that supper."
-
-Ingpen nodded, as in a dream.
-
-Edwin glanced into the dining-room, where the complete supper was
-waiting in illuminated silence and solitude. Then he went to the
-boudoir. There, the two candlesticks from the mantelpiece had been put
-side by side on the desk, and the candles lit the figures of Hilda and
-her son. Hilda, kneeling, held a stamped and addressed letter in her
-hand, the boy was bent over the desk at his drawing, which his mother
-regarded. Edwin in his heart affectionately derided them for employing
-candles when the gas would have been so much more effective; he thought
-that the use of candles was "just like" one of Hilda's unforeseeable
-caprices. But in spite of his secret derision he was strangely affected
-by the group as revealed by the wavering candle-flames in the general
-darkness of the room. He seldom saw Hilda and George together; neither
-of them was very expansive; and certainly he had never seen Hilda
-kneeling by her son's side since a night at the Orgreaves' before her
-marriage, when George lay in bed unconscious and his spirit hesitated
-between earth and heaven. He knew that Hilda's love for George had in
-it something of the savage, but, lacking demonstrations of it, he had
-been apt to forget its importance in the phenomena of their united
-existence. Kneeling by her son, Hilda had the look of a girl, and the
-ingenuousness of her posture touched Edwin. The idea shot through his
-brain like a star, that life was a marvellous thing.
-
-As the door had been ajar, they scarcely heard him come in. George
-turned first.
-
-And then Ada was standing at the door.
-
-"Yes'm?"
-
-"Oh! Ada! Just run across with this letter to the pillar, will you?"
-
-"Yes'm."
-
-"You've missed the post, you know," said Edwin.
-
-Hilda got up slowly.
-
-"It doesn't matter. Only I want it to be in the post."
-
-As she gave the letter to Ada he speculated idly as to the address of
-the letter, and why she wanted it to be in the post. Anyhow, it was
-characteristic of her to want the thing to be in the post. She would
-delay writing a letter for days, and then, having written it, be "on
-pins" until it was safely taken out of the house; and even when the
-messenger returned she would ask: "Did you put that letter in the post?"
-
-Ada had gone.
-
-"What's he drawing, this kid?" asked Edwin, genially.
-
-Nobody answered. Standing between his wife and the boy he looked at the
-paper. The first thing he noticed was some lettering, achieved in an
-imitation of architect's lettering: "_Plan for proposed new
-printing-works to be erected by Edwin Clayhanger, Esq., upon land at
-Shawport. George Edwin Clayhanger, architect._" And on other parts of
-the paper, "Ground-floor plan" and "Elevation." The plan at a distance
-resembled the work of a real architect. Only when closely examined did
-it reveal itself as a piece of boyish mimicry. The elevation was not
-finished.... It was upon this that, with intervals caused by the
-necessity of escaping from bores, George had been labouring all day.
-And here was exposed the secret and the result of his chumminess with
-Johnnie Orgreave. Yet the boy had never said a word to Edwin in
-explanation of that chumminess; nor had Johnnie himself.
-
-"He's been telling me he's going to be an architect," said Hilda.
-
-"Is this plan a copy of Johnnie's, or is it his own scheme?" asked
-Edwin.
-
-"Oh, his own!" Hilda answered, with a rapidity and an earnestness which
-disclosed all her concealed pride in the boy.
-
-Edwin was thrilled. He pored over the plan, making remarks and putting
-queries, in a dull matter-of-fact tone; but he was so thrilled that he
-scarcely knew what he was saying or understood the replies to his
-questions. It seemed to him wondrous, miraculous, overwhelming, that
-his own disappointed ambition to be an architect should have re-flowered
-in his wife's child who was not his child. He was reconciled to being a
-printer, and indeed rather liked being a printer, but now all his career
-presented itself to him as a martyrisation. And he passionately swore
-that such a martyrisation should not happen to George. George's ambition
-should be nourished and forwarded as no boyish ambition had ever been
-nourished and forwarded before. For a moment he had a genuine
-conviction that George must be a genius.
-
-Hilda, behind the back of proud, silent George, pulled Edwin's face to
-hers and kissed it. And as she kissed she gazed at Edwin and her eyes
-seemed to be saying: "Have your works; I have yielded. Perhaps it is
-George's plan that has made me yield, but anyhow I am strong enough to
-yield. And my strength remains."
-
-And Edwin thought: "This woman is unique. What other woman could have
-done that in just that way?" And in their embrace, intensifying and
-complicating its significance, were mingled the sensations of their
-passion, his triumph, her surrender, the mysterious boy's promise, and
-their grief for Janet's tragedy.
-
-"Old Ingpen's waiting for his supper, you know," said Edwin tenderly.
-"George, you must show that to Mr. Ingpen."
-
-
-
-
- BOOK II
-
- THE PAST
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XI
-
- LITHOGRAPHY
-
-
- I
-
-
-Edwin, sitting behind a glazed door with the word "Private" elaborately
-patterned on the glass, heard through the open window of his own office
-the voices of the Benbow children and their mother in the street
-outside.
-
-"Oh, Mother! What a big sign!"
-
-"Yes. Isn't Uncle Edwin a proud man to have such a big sign?"
-
-"Hsh!"
-
-"It wasn't up yesterday."
-
-"L, i, t, h, o,----"
-
-"My word, Rupy! You are getting on!"
-
-"They're such large letters, aren't they, mother? ... 'Lithographic' ...
-'Lithographic printing. Edwin Clayhanger'."
-
-"Hsh! ... Bert, how often do you want me to tell you about your
-shoe-lace?"
-
-"I wonder if George has come."
-
-"Mother, can't _I_ ring the bell?"
-
-All the children were there, with their screeching voices. Edwin
-wondered that Rupert should have been brought. Where was the sense of
-showing a three-year-old infant like Rupert over a printing-works? But
-Clara was always like that. The difficulty of leaving little Rupert
-alone at home did not present itself to the august uncle.
-
-Edwin rose, locked a safe that was let into the wall of the room, and
-dropped the key into his pocket. The fact of the safe being let into
-the wall gave him as much simple pleasure as any detail of the new
-works; it was an idea of Johnnie Orgreave's. He put a grey hat
-carelessly at the back of his head, and, hands in pockets, walked into
-the next and larger room, which was the clerks' office.
-
-Both these rooms had walls distempered in a green tint, and were fitted
-and desked in pitchpine. Their newness was stark, and yet in the
-clerks' office the irrational habituating processes of time were already
-at work. On the painted iron mantelpiece lay a dusty white tile,
-brought as a sample long before the room was finished, and now without
-the slightest excuse for survival. Nevertheless the perfunctory cleaner
-lifted the tile on most mornings, dusted underneath it, and replaced it;
-and Edwin and his staff saw it scores of times daily and never
-challenged it, and gradually it was acquiring a prescriptive right to
-exist just where it did. And the day was distant when some
-inconvenient, reforming person would exclaim:
-
-"What's this old tile doing here?"
-
-What Edwin did notice was that the walls and desks showed marks and even
-wounds; it seemed to him somehow wrong that the brand new could not
-remain forever brand new. He thought he would give a mild reproof or
-warning to the elder clerk, (once the shop-clerk in the ancient
-establishment at the corner of Duck Bank and Wedgwood Street) and then
-he thought: "What's the use?" and only murmured:
-
-"I'm not going off the works."
-
-And he passed out, with his still somewhat gawky gait, to the small
-entrance-hall of the works. On the outer face of the door, which he
-closed, was painted the word "Office." He had meant to have the words
-"Counting-House" painted on that door, because they were romantic and
-fine-sounding; but when the moment came to give the order he had quaked
-before such romance; he was afraid as usual of being sentimental and of
-"showing off," and with assumed satire had publicly said: "Some chaps
-would stick 'Counting-house' as large as life all across the door." He
-now regretted his poltroonery. And he regretted sundry other failures
-in courage connected with the scheme of the works. The works existed,
-but it looked rather like other new buildings, and not very much like
-the edifice he had dreamed. It ought to have been grander, more
-complete, more dashingly expensive, more of an exemplar to the slattern
-district. He had been (he felt) unduly influenced by the local spirit
-for half-measures. And his life seemed to be a life of half-measures, a
-continual falling-short. Once he used to read studiously on Tuesday,
-Thursday and Saturday evenings. He seldom read now, and never with
-regularity. Scarcely a year ago he had formed a beautiful vague project
-of being "musical." At Hilda's instigation he had bought a book of
-musical criticism by Hubert Parry, and Hilda had swallowed it in three
-days, but he had begun it and not finished it. And the musical
-evenings, after feeble efforts to invigorate them, had fainted and then
-died on the miserable excuse that circumstances were not entirely
-favourable to them. And his marriage, so marvellous in its romance
-during the first days...!
-
-Then either his commonsense or his self-respect curtly silenced these
-weak depreciations. He had wanted the woman and he had won her,--he had
-taken her. There she was, living in his house, bearing his name,
-spending his money! The world could not get over that fact, and the
-carper in Edwin's secret soul could not get over it either. He had said
-that he would have a new works, and, with all its faults and little
-cowardices, there the new works was! And moreover it had just been
-assessed for municipal rates at a monstrous figure. He had bought his
-house (and mortgaged it); he had been stoical to bad debts; he had sold
-securities--at rather less than they cost him; he had braved his
-redoubtable wife; and he had got his works! His will, and naught else,
-was the magic wand that had conjured it into existence.
-
-The black and gold sign that surmounted its blue roofs could be seen
-from the top of Acre Lane and half way along Shawport Lane, proclaiming
-the progress of lithography and steam-printing, and the name of Edwin
-Clayhanger. Let the borough put that in its pipe and smoke it! He was
-well aware that the borough felt pride in his works. And he had orders
-more than sufficient to keep the enterprise handsomely going. Even in
-the Five Towns initiative seemed to receive its reward.
-
-Life might be as profoundly unsatisfactory as you pleased, but there was
-zest in it.
-
-The bell had rung. He opened the main door, and there stood Clara and
-her brood. And Edwin was the magnificent, wonderful uncle. The
-children entered, with maternal precautions and recommendations. Every
-child was clean and spruce: Bert clumsy, Clara minxlike, Amy heavy and
-benignant, Lucy the pretty little thing, and Rupert simply
-adorable--each representing a separate and considerable effort of
-watchful care. The mother came last, worn, still pretty, with a slight
-dragging movement of the limbs. In her glittering keen eyes were both
-envy and naïve admiration of her brother. "What a life!" thought Edwin,
-meaning what a narrow, stuffy, struggling, conventional, unlovely
-existence was the Benbows'! He and they lived in different worlds of
-intelligence. Nevertheless he savoured the surpassing charm of Rupert,
-the goodness of Amy, the floral elegance of Lucy, and he could
-appreciate the unending labours of that mother of theirs, malicious
-though she was. He was bluff and jolly with all of them. The new works
-being fairly close to the Benbow home, the family had often come _en
-masse_ to witness its gradual mounting, regarding the excursions as a
-sort of picnic. And now that the imposing place was inaugurated and the
-signs up, Uncle Edwin had been asked to show them over it in a grand
-formal visit, and he had amiably consented.
-
-"Has George come, Uncle Edwin?" asked Bert.
-
-George had not come. A reconciliation had occurred between the cousins
-(though by no means at the time nor in the manner desired by Albert);
-they were indeed understood by the Benbows to be on the most touching
-terms of intimacy, which was very satisfactory to the righteousness of
-Albert and Clara; and George was to have been of the afternoon party;
-but he had not arrived. Edwin, knowing the unknowableness of George,
-suspected trouble.
-
-"Machines! Machines!" piped tiny white-frocked Rupert, to whom wondrous
-tales had been told.
-
-"You'll see machines all right," said Edwin promisingly. It was not his
-intention to proceed straight to the machine-room. He would never have
-admitted it, but his deliberate intention was to display the works
-dramatically, with the machine-room as a culmination. The truth was,
-the man was full of secret tricks, contradicting avuncular superior
-indifference. He was a mere boy--he was almost a school-girl.
-
-He led them through a longish passage, and up steps and down
-steps--steps which were not yet hollowed, but which would be
-hollowed--into the stone-polishing shop, which was romantically obscure,
-with a specially dark corner where a little contraption was revolving
-all by itself in the process of smoothing a stone. Young Clara stared
-at the two workmen, while the rest stared at the contraption, and Edwin,
-feeling ridiculously like a lecturer, mumbled words of exposition. And
-then next, after climbing some steps, they were in a lofty apartment
-with a glass roof, sunshine-drenched and tropical. Here lived two more
-men, including Karl the German, bent in perspiration over desks, and
-laboriously drawing. Round about were coloured designs, and stones
-covered with pencilling, and boards, and all sorts of sheets of paper
-and cardboard.
-
-"Ooh!" murmured Bert, much impressed by the meticulous cross-hatching of
-Karl's pencil on a stone.
-
-And Edwin said:
-
-"This is the drawing-office."
-
-"Oh yes!" murmured Clara vaguely. "It's very warm, isn't it?"
-
-None of them except Bert was interested. They gazed about dully,
-uncomprehendingly, absolutely incurious.
-
-"Machines!" Rupert urged again.
-
-"Come on, then," said Edwin going out with assumed briskness and gaiety.
-
-At the door stood Tertius Ingpen, preoccupied and alert, with all the
-mien of a factory inspector in full activity.
-
-"Don't mind me," said Ingpen, "I can look after myself. In fact I
-prefer to."
-
-At the sight of an important stranger speaking familiarly to Uncle
-Edwin, all the children save Rupert grew stiff, dismal and apprehensive,
-and Clara looked about as though she had suddenly discovered very
-interesting phenomena in the corners of the workshop.
-
-"My sister, Mrs. Benbow--Mr. Ingpen. Mr. Ingpen is Her Majesty's
-Inspector of Factories, so we must mind what we're about," said Edwin.
-
-Clara gave a bright, quick smile as she limply shook hands. The
-sinister enchantment which precedes social introduction was broken. And
-Clara, overcome by the extraordinary chivalry and deference of Ingpen's
-customary greeting to women, decided that he was a particularly polite
-man; but she reserved her general judgment on him, having several times
-heard Albert inveigh against the autocratic unreasonableness of this
-very inspector, who, according to Albert, forgot that even an employer
-had to live, and that that which handicapped the employer could not
-possibly help the workman--"in the long run."
-
-"Machines!" Rupert insisted.
-
-They all laughed; the other children laughed suddenly and imitatively,
-and an instant later than the elders; and Tertius Ingpen, as he grasped
-the full purport of the remark, laughed more than anyone. He turned
-sideways and bent slightly in order to give vent to his laughter, which,
-at first noiseless and imprisoned, gradually grew loud in freedom. When
-he had recovered, he said thoughtfully, stroking his soft beard:
-
-"Now it would be very interesting to know exactly what that child
-understands by 'machines'--what his mental picture of them is. Very
-interesting! Has he ever seen any?"
-
-"No," said Clara.
-
-"Ah! That makes it all the more interesting," Ingpen added roguishly:
-"I suppose you think you do know, Mrs. Benbow?"
-
-Clara smiled the self-protective, non-committal smile of one who is not
-certain of having seen the point.
-
-"It's very hot in here, Edwin," she said, glancing at the door. The
-family filed out, shepherded by Edwin.
-
-"I'll be back in a sec," said he to Clara, on the stairs, and returned
-to the drawing-office.
-
-Ingpen was in apparently close conversation with Karl.
-
-"Yes," murmured Ingpen, thoughtfully tapping his teeth. "The whole
-process is practically a contest between grease and water on the stone."
-
-"Yes," said Karl gruffly, but with respect.
-
-And Edwin could almost see the tentacles of Ingpen's mind feeling and
-tightening round a new subject of knowledge, and greedily possessing it.
-What a contrast to the vacuous indifference of Clara, who was so
-narrowed by specialisation that she could never apply her brain to
-anything except the welfare and the aggrandizement of her family! He
-dwelt sardonically upon the terrible results of family life on the
-individual, and dreamed of splendid freedoms.
-
-"Mr. Clayhanger," said Ingpen, in his official manner, turning.
-
-The two withdrew to the door. Invisible, at the foot of the stairs,
-could be heard the family, existing.
-
-"Haven't seen much of lithography, eh?" said Edwin, in a voice
-discreetly restrained.
-
-Ingpen, ignoring the question, murmured:
-
-"I say, you know this place is much too hot."
-
-"Well," said Edwin. "What do you expect in August?"
-
-"But what's the object of all that glass roof?"
-
-"I wanted to give 'em plenty of light. At the old shop they hadn't
-enough, and Karl, the Teuton there, was always grumbling."
-
-"Why didn't you have some ventilation in the roof?"
-
-"We did think of it. But Johnnie Orgreave said if we did we should
-never be able to keep it watertight."
-
-"It certainly isn't right as it is," said Ingpen. "And our experience
-is that these skylighted rooms that are too hot in summer are too cold
-in winter. How should you like to have your private office in here?"
-
-"Oh!" protested Edwin. "It isn't so bad as all that."
-
-Ingpen said quietly:
-
-"I should suggest you think it over--I mean the ventilation."
-
-"But you don't mean to say that this shop here doesn't comply with your
-confounded rules?"
-
-Ingpen answered:
-
-"That may or may not be. But we're entitled to make recommendations in
-any case, and I should like you to think this over, if you don't mind.
-I haven't any thermometer with me, but I lay it's ninety degrees here,
-if not more." In Ingpen's urbane, reasonable tone there was just a hint
-of the potential might of the whole organised kingdom.
-
-"All serene," said Edwin, rather ashamed of the temperature after all,
-and loyally responsive to Ingpen's evident sense of duty, which somehow
-surprised him; he had not chanced, before, to meet Ingpen at work;
-earthenware manufactories were inspected once a quarter, but other
-factories only once a year. The thought of the ameliorating influence
-that Ingpen must obviously be exerting all day and every day somewhat
-clashed with and overset his bitter scepticism concerning the real value
-of departmental administrative government,--a scepticism based less upon
-experience than upon the persuasive tirades of democratic apostles.
-
-They walked slowly towards the stairs, and Ingpen scribbled in a
-notebook.
-
-"You seem to take your job seriously," said Edwin, teasing.
-
-"While I'm at it. Did you imagine that I'd dropped into a sinecure?
-Considering that I have to keep an eye on three hundred and fifty
-potbanks, over a thousand other factories, and over two thousand
-workshops of sorts, my boy...! _And_ you should see some of 'em. _And_
-you should listen to the excuses."
-
-"No wonder," thought Edwin, "he hasn't told me what a fine and large
-factory mine is! ... Still, he might have said something, all the same.
-Perhaps he will."
-
-When, after visiting the composing-room, and glancing from afar at the
-engine-house, the sight-seeing party reached the machine-room, Rupert
-was so affected by the tremendous din and the confusing whir of huge
-machinery in motion that he began to cry, and, seizing his mother's
-hand, pressed himself hard against her skirt. The realisation of his
-ambition had overwhelmed him. Amy protectingly took Lucy's hand. Bert
-and Clara succeeded in being very casual.
-
-In the great lofty room there were five large or fairly large machines,
-and a number of small ones. The latter had chiefly to do with envelope
-and bill-head printing and with bookbinding, and only two of them were
-in use. Of the large machines, three were functioning--the cylinder
-printing-machine which had been the pride of Edwin's father, the
-historic "old machine," also his father's, which had been so called ever
-since Edwin could remember and which was ageless, and Edwin's latest and
-most expensive purchase, the "Smithers" litho-printer. It was on the
-guarded flank of the Smithers, close to the roller-racks, that Edwin
-halted his convoy. The rest of the immense shop with its complex masses
-of metal revolving, sliding, or paralysed, its shabby figures of men,
-boys, and girls shifting mysteriously about, its smell of iron, grease,
-and humanity, and its fearful racket, was a mere background for the
-Smithers in its moving might.
-
-The Smithers rose high above the spectators, and at one end of it,
-higher even than the top parts of the machine, was perched a dirty,
-frowsy, pretty girl. With a sweeping gesture of her bare arms this girl
-took a wide sheet of blank paper from a pile of sheets, and lodged it on
-the receiving rack, whereupon it was whirled off, caught into the
-clutches of the machine, turned, reversed, hidden away from sight among
-revolving rollers red and black, and finally thrust out at the other end
-of the machine, where it was picked up by a dirty, frowsy girl, not
-pretty, smaller and younger than the high-perched creature, indeed
-scarcely bigger than Amy. And now on the sheet was printed four times
-in red the words "Knype Mineral Water Mnfg. Co. Best and cheapest.
-Trademark." Clara screeched a question about the trademark, which was
-so far invisible. Edwin made a sign to the lower dirty, frowsy girl,
-who respectfully but with extreme rapidity handed him a sheet as it came
-off the machine, and he shouted through the roar in explanation that the
-trademark, a soda-water syphon in blue, would be printed on the same
-sheet later from another stone, and the sheets cut into fours, each
-quarter making a complete poster. "I thought it must be like that,"
-replied Clara superiorly. From childhood she had been well accustomed
-to printing processes, and it was not her intention to be perplexed by
-"this lithography." Edwin made a gesture to hand back the sheet to the
-machine-girl, but the machine would not pause to allow her to take it.
-She was the slave of the machine; so long as it functioned, every second
-of her existence was monopolised, and no variation of conduct
-permissible. The same law applied to the older girl up near the
-ceiling. He put the sheet in its place himself, and noticed that to do
-so required appreciable care and application of the manipulative
-faculty.
-
-These girls, and the other girls at their greasy task in the great
-shaking interior which he had created, vaguely worried him. Exactly
-similar girls were employed in thousands on the pot-banks, and had once
-been employed also at the pit-heads and even in the pits; but until
-lately he had not employed girls, nor had his father ever employed
-girls; and these girls so close to him, so dependent on him, so
-submissive, so subjugated, so soiled, so vulgar, whose wages would
-scarcely have kept his wife in boots and gloves, gave rise to strange
-and disturbing sensations in his heart--not merely in regard to
-themselves, but in regard to the whole of the workpeople. A question
-obscure and lancinating struck upwards through his industrial triumph
-and through his importance in the world, a question scarcely articulate,
-but which seemed to form itself into the words: Is it right?
-
-"Is what right?" his father would have snapped at him. "Is what right?"
-would have respectfully demanded Big James, who had now sidled
-grandiosely to the Smithers, and was fussing among the rollers in the
-rack. Neither of them would have been capable of comprehending his
-trouble. To his father an employee was an employee, to be hired as
-cheaply as possible, and to be exploited as completely as possible. And
-the attitude of Big James towards the underlings was precisely that of
-his deceased master. They would not be unduly harsh, they would often
-be benevolent, but the existence of any problem, and especially any
-fundamental problem, beyond the direct inter-relation of wages and work
-could not conceivably have occurred to them. After about three quarters
-of a century of taboo trade-unions had now for a dozen years ceased to
-be regarded as associations of anarchistic criminals. Big James was
-cautiously in favor of trade-unions, and old Darius Clayhanger in late
-life had not been a quite uncompromising opponent of them. As for
-Edwin, he had always in secret sympathised with them, and the
-trade-unionists whom he employed had no grievance against him. Yet this
-unanswerable, persistent question would pierce the complacency of
-Edwin's prosperity. It seemed to operate in a sort of fourth dimension;
-few even amongst trade-unionists themselves would have reacted to it.
-But Edwin lived with it more and more. He was indeed getting used to
-it. Though he could not answer it, he could parry it, thanks to
-scientific ideas obtained from Darwin and Spencer, by the reflection
-that both he and his serfs, whatever their sex, were the almost blind
-agencies of a vast process of evolution. And this he did, exulting with
-pride sometimes in the sheer adventure of the affair, and sharing his
-thoughts with none.... Strange that once, and not so many years ago
-either, he had been tempted to sell the business and live inert and
-ignobly secure on the interest of invested moneys! But even to-day he
-felt sudden fears of responsibility; they came and went.
-
-The visitors, having wandered to and fro, staring, trailed out of the
-machine-room, led by Edwin. A wide door swung behind them, and they
-were in the abrupt, startling peace of another corridor. Clara wiped
-Rupert's eyes, and he smiled, like a blossom after a storm. The mother
-and the uncle exchanged awkward glances. They had nothing whatever to
-say to each other. Edwin could seldom think of anything that he really
-wanted to say to Clara. The children were very hot and weary of
-wonders.
-
-"Well," said Clara, "I suppose we'd better be moving on now." She had
-somewhat the air of a draught-animal about to resume the immense labour
-of dragging a train. "It's very queer about George. He was to have
-come with us for tea."
-
-"Oh! Was he?"
-
-"Of course he was," Clara replied sharply. "It was most distinctly
-arranged."
-
-At this moment Tertius Ingpen and Hilda appeared together at the other
-end of the corridor. Hilda's unsmiling face seemed enigmatic. Ingpen
-was talking with vivacity.
-
-Edwin thought apprehensively:
-
-"What's up now? What's she doing here, and not George?"
-
-And when the sisters-in-law, so strangely contrasting, shook hands, he
-thought:
-
-"Is it possible that Albert looks on his wife as something
-unpredictable? Do those two also have moods, and altercations and
-antagonisms? Are they always preoccupied about what they are thinking
-of each other? No! It's impossible. Their life must be simply
-fiendishly monotonous." And Clara's inferiority before the erect,
-flashing individuality of Hilda appeared to him despicable. Hilda bent
-and kissed Rupert, Lucy, Amy and young Clara, as it were with passion.
-She was marvellous as she bent over Rupert. She scarcely looked at
-Edwin. Ingpen stood aside.
-
-"I'm very sorry," said Hilda perfunctorily. "I had to send George on an
-errand to Hanbridge at the last moment."
-
-Nothing more! No genuine sign of regret! Edwin blamed her severely.
-"Send George on an errand to Hanbridge!" That was Hilda all over! Why
-the devil should she go out of her way to make unpleasantness with
-Clara? She knew quite well what kind of a woman Clara was, and that the
-whole of Clara's existence was made up of domestic trifles, each of
-which was enormous for her.
-
-"Will he be down to tea?" asked Clara.
-
-"I doubt it."
-
-"Well ... another day, then."
-
-Clara, gathering her offspring, took leave at a door in the corridor
-which gave on to the yard. Mindful to the last of Mr. Ingpen's presence
-(which Hilda apparently now ignored), she smiled sweetly as she went.
-But behind the smile, Edwin with regret, and Hilda with satisfaction,
-could perceive her everlasting grudge against their superior splendour.
-Even had they sunk to indigence Clara could never have forgiven Edwin
-for having towards the end of their father's life prevented Albert from
-wheedling a thousand pounds out of old Darius, nor Hilda for her
-occasional pricking, unanswerable sarcasms.... Still, Rupert,
-descending two titanic steps into the yard, clung to his mother as to an
-angel.
-
-"And _what_ errand to Hanbridge?" Edwin asked himself mistrustfully.
-
-
-
- II
-
-
-Scarcely a minute later, when Edwin, with Hilda and Ingpen, was back at
-the door of the machine-room, the office boy could be seen voyaging
-between roaring machines across the room towards his employer. The
-office boy made a sign of appeal, and Edwin answered with a curt sign
-that the office boy was to wait.
-
-"What's that ye say?" Edwin yelled in Ingpen's ear.
-
-Ingpen laughed, and made a trumpet with his hands:
-
-"I was only wondering what your weekly running expenses are."
-
-Even Ingpen was surprised and impressed by the scene, and Edwin was
-pleased now, after the flatness of Clara's inspection, that he had
-specially arranged for two of the machines to be running which strictly
-need not have been running that afternoon. He had planned a spectacular
-effect, and it had found a good public.
-
-"Ah!" He hesitated, in reply to Ingpen. Then he saw Hilda's face, and
-his face showed confusion and he smiled awkwardly.
-
-Hilda had caught Ingpen's question. She said nothing. Her expressive,
-sarcastic, unappeasable features seemed to say: "Running expenses!
-Don't mention them. Can't you see they must be enormous? How can he
-possibly make this place pay? It's a gigantic folly--and what will be
-the end of it?"
-
-After all, her secret attitude towards the new enterprise was unchanged.
-Arguments, facts, figures, persuasions, brutalities had been equally and
-totally ineffective. And Edwin thought:
-
-"She is the bitterest enemy I have."
-
-Said Ingpen:
-
-"I like that girl up there on the top of that machine. And doesn't she
-just know where she is! What a movement of the arms, eh?"
-
-Edwin nodded, appreciative, and then beckoned to the office boy.
-
-"What is it?"
-
-"Please, Sir, Mrs. 'Amps in the office to see you."
-
-"All right," he bawled, casually. But in reality he was taken aback.
-"It's Auntie Hamps now!" he said to the other two. "We shall soon have
-all Bursley here this afternoon."
-
-Hilda raised her eyebrows.
-
-"D'you know 'Auntie Hamps'?" she grimly asked Ingpen. Her voice, though
-she scarcely raised it, was plainer than the men's when they shouted.
-As Ingpen shook his head, she added: "You ought to."
-
-Edwin did not altogether care for this public ridicule of a member of
-the family. Auntie Hamps, though possibly a monster, had her qualities.
-Hilda, assuming the lead, beckoned with a lift of the head. And Edwin
-did not care for that either, on his works. Ingpen followed Hilda as
-though to a menagerie.
-
-Auntie Hamps, in her black attire, which by virtue of its changeless
-style amounted to a historic uniform, was magnificent in the private
-office. The three found her standing in wait, tingling with vitality
-and importance and eagerness. She watched carefully that Edwin shut the
-door, and kept her eye not only on the door but also on the open window.
-She received the presentation of Mr. Tertius Ingpen with grandeur and
-with high cordiality, and she could appreciate even better than Clara
-the polished fealty of his greeting.
-
-"Sit down, Auntie."
-
-"No, I won't sit down. I thought Clara was here. I told her I might
-come if I could spare a moment. I must say, Edwin"--she looked around
-the small office, and seemed to be looking round the whole works in a
-superb glance--"you make me proud of you. You make me proud to be your
-Auntie."
-
-"Well," said Edwin, "you can be proud sitting down."
-
-She smiled. "No, I won't sit down. I only just popped in to catch
-Clara. I was going to tea with her and the chicks." Then she lowered
-her voice: "I suppose you've heard about Mr. John Orgreave?" Her tone
-proved, however, that she supposed nothing of the kind.
-
-"No. What about Johnnie?"
-
-"He's run away with Mrs. Chris Hamson."
-
-Her triumph was complete. It was perhaps one of her last triumphs, but
-it counted among the greatest of her career as a watchdog of society.
-
-The thing was a major event, and the report was convincing. Useless to
-protest "Never!" "Surely not!" "It can't be true!" It carried truth
-on its face. Useless to demand sternly: "Who told you?" The news had
-reached Auntie Hamps through a curious channel--the stationmaster at
-Latchett. Heaven alone could say how Auntie Hamps came to have
-relations with the stationmaster at Latchett. But you might be sure
-that, if an elopement was to take place from Latchett station, Auntie
-Hamps would by an instinctive prescience have had relations with the
-station-master for twenty years previously. Latchett was the next
-station, without the least importance, to Shawport on the line to Crewe.
-Johnnie Orgreave had got into the train at Shawport, and Mrs. Chris had
-joined it at Latchett, her house being near by. Once on the vast
-platforms of Crewe, the guilty couple would be safe from curiosity, lost
-in England, like needles in a haystack.
-
-The Orgreave-Hamson flirtation had been afoot for over two years, but
-had only been seriously talked about for less than a year. Mrs. Chris
-did not "move" much in town circles. She was older than Johnnie, but
-she was one of your blonde, slim, unfruitful women, who under the shade
-of a suitable hat-brim are ageless. Mr. Chris was a heavy man, "glumpy"
-as they say down there, a moneymaker in pots, and great on the colonial
-markets. He made journeys to America and to Australia. His Australian
-journey occupied usually about four months. He was now on his way back
-from Sydney, and nearly home. Mrs. Chris had not long since inherited a
-moderate fortune. It must have been the fortune, rendering them
-independent, that had decided the tragic immoralists to abandon all for
-love. The time of the abandonment was fixed for them by circumstance,
-for it had to occur before the husband's return.
-
-Imagine the Orgreave business left in the hands of an incompetent
-irresponsible like Jimmie Orgreave! And then, what of that martyr,
-Janet? Janet and Johnnie had been keeping house together--a tiny house.
-And Janet had had to "have an operation." Women, talking together, said
-exactly what the operation was, but the knowledge was not common. The
-phrase "have an operation" was enough in its dread. As a fact the
-operation, for calculus, was not very serious; it had perfectly
-succeeded, and Janet, whom Hilda had tenderly visited, was to emerge
-from the nursing home at Knype Vale within three days. Could not
-Johnnie and his Mrs. Chris have waited until she was re-established? No,
-for the husband was unpreventibly approaching, and romantic love must
-not be baulked. Nothing could or should withstand romantic love. Janet
-had not even been duly warned; Hilda had seen her that very morning, and
-assuredly she knew nothing then. Perhaps Johnnie would write to her
-softly from some gay seaside resort where he and his leman were hiding
-their strong passion. The episode was shocking; it was ruinous. The
-pair could never return. Even Johnnie alone would never dare to return.
-
-"He was a friend of yours, was he not?" asked Auntie Hamps in bland
-sorrow of Tertius Ingpen.
-
-He was a friend, and a close friend, of all three of them. And not only
-had he outraged their feelings--he had shamed them, irretrievably
-lowered their prestige. They could not look Auntie Hamps in the face.
-But Auntie Hamps could look them in the face. And her glance, charged
-with grief and with satisfaction, said: "How are the mighty fallen, with
-their jaunty parade of irreligion, and their musical evenings on
-Sundays, with the windows open while folks are coming home from chapel!"
-And there could be no retort.
-
-"Another good man ruined by women!" observed Tertius Ingpen, with a
-sigh, stroking his beard.
-
-Hilda sprang up; and all her passionate sympathy for Janet, and her
-disappointment and disgust with Johnnie, the victim of desire, and her
-dissatisfaction with her husband and her hatred of Auntie Hamps, blazed
-forth and devastated the unwise Ingpen as she scathingly replied:
-
-"Mr. Ingpen, that is a caddish thing to say!"
-
-She despised convention; she was frankly and atrociously rude; and she
-did not care. Edwin blushed. Tertius Ingpen blushed.
-
-"I'm sorry," said Ingpen, keeping his temper. "I think I ought to have
-left a little earlier. Good-bye, Ed. Mrs. Hamps--" He bowed with
-extreme urbanity to the ladies, and departed.
-
-Shortly afterwards Auntie Hamps also departed, saying that she must not
-be late for tea at dear Clara's. She was secretly panting to disclose
-the whole situation to dear Clara. What a scene had Clara missed by
-leaving the works too soon!
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XII
-
- DARTMOOR
-
-
- I
-
-
-"What was that telegram you had this afternoon, Hilda?"
-
-The question was on Edwin's tongue as he walked up Acre Lane from the
-works by his wife's side. But it did not achieve utterance. A year had
-passed since he last walked up Acre Lane with Hilda; and now of course
-he recalled the anger of that previous promenade. In the interval he
-had acquired to some extent the habit of containing his curiosity and
-his criticism. In the interval he had triumphed, but Hilda also had
-consolidated her position, so that despite the increase of his prestige
-she was still his equal; she seemed to take strength from him in order
-to maintain the struggle against him.
-
-During the final half-hour at the works the great, the enormous problem
-in his mind had been--not whether such and such a plan of action for
-Janet's welfare in a very grave crisis would be advisable, but whether
-he should demand an explanation from Hilda of certain disquieting
-phenomena in her boudoir. In the excitement of his indecision Janet's
-tragic case scarcely affected his sensibility. For about twelve months
-Hilda had, he knew, been intermittently carrying on a correspondence as
-to which she had said no word to him; she did not precisely conceal it,
-but she failed to display it. Lately, so far as his observation went,
-it had ceased. And then to-day he had caught sight of an orange
-telegraph-envelope in her wastepaper basket. Alone in the boudoir, and
-glancing back cautiously and guiltily at the door, he had picked up the
-little ball of paper and smoothed it out, and read the words: "Mrs.
-Edwin Clayhanger." In those days the wives of even prominent business
-men did not customarily receive such a rain of telegrams that the
-delivery of a telegram would pass unmentioned and be forgotten. On the
-contrary, the delivery of a telegram was an event in a woman's life.
-The telegram which he had detected might have been innocently
-negligible, in forty different ways. It might, for example, have been
-from Janet, or about a rehearsal of the Choral Society, or from a
-tradesman at Oldcastle, or about rooms at the seaside. But supposing
-that it was not innocently negligible? Supposing that she was keeping a
-secret? ... What secret? What conceivable secret? He could conceive no
-secret. Yes, he could conceive a secret. He had conceived and did
-conceive a secret, and his private thoughts elaborated it.... He had
-said to himself at the works: "I may ask her as we go home. I shall
-see." But, out in the street, with the disturbing sense of her
-existence over his shoulder, he knew that he should not ask her. Partly
-timidity and partly pride kept him from asking. He knew that, as a wise
-husband, he ought to ask. He knew that commonsense was not her strongest
-quality, and that by diffidence he might be inviting unguessed future
-trouble; but he would not ask. In the great, passionate war of marriage
-they would draw thus apart, defensive and watchful, rushing together at
-intervals either to fight or to kiss. The heat of their kisses had not
-cooled; but to him at any rate the kisses often seemed intensely
-illogical; for, though he regarded himself as an improving expert in the
-science of life, he had not yet begun to perceive that those kisses were
-the only true logic of their joint career.
-
-He was conscious of grievances against her as they walked up Acre Lane,
-but instead of being angrily resentful, he was content judicially to
-register the grievances as further corroboration of his estimate of her
-character. They were walking up Acre Lane solely because Hilda was
-Hilda. A year ago they had walked up Acre Lane in order that Edwin
-might call at the shop. But Acre Lane was by no means on the shortest
-way from Shawport to Bleakridge. Hilda, however, on emerging from the
-works, full of trouble concerning Janet, had suddenly had the beautiful
-idea of buying some fish for tea. In earlier days he would have said:
-"How accidental you are! What would have happened to our tea if you
-hadn't been down here, or if you hadn't by chance thought of fish?" He
-would have tried to show her that her activities were not based in the
-principles of reason, and that even the composition of meals ought not
-to depend upon the hazard of an impulse. Now, wiser, he said not a
-word. He resigned himself in silence to an extra three-quarters of a
-mile of walking. In such matters, where her deep instinctiveness came
-into play, she had established over him a definite ascendancy.
-
-Then another grievance was that she had sent George to Hanbridge,
-knowing that George, according to a solemn family engagement, ought to
-have been at the works. She was conscienceless. A third grievance,
-naturally, was her behaviour to Ingpen. And a fourth came back again to
-George. Why had she sent George to Hanbridge at all? Was it not to
-despatch a telegram which she was afraid to submit to the
-inquisitiveness of the Post Office at Bursley? A daring supposition,
-but plausible; and if correct, of what duplicity was she not guilty!
-The mad, shameful episode of Johnnie Orgreave, the awful dilemma of
-Janet--colossal affairs though they were--interested him less and less
-as he grew more and more preoccupied with his relations to Hilda. And
-he thought, not caring:
-
-"Something terrific will occur between us, one of these days."
-
-And then his bravado would turn to panic.
-
-
-
- II
-
-
-They passed along Wedgwood Street, and Hilda preceded him into the chief
-poulterer-and-fishmonger's. Here was another slight grievance of
-Edwin's; for the chief poulterer-and-fishmonger's happened now to be the
-Clayhanger shop at the corner of Wedgwood Street and Duck Bank.
-Positively there had been competitors for the old location! Why should
-Hilda go there and drag him there? Could she not comprehend that he had
-a certain fine delicacy about entering? ... The place where the former
-sign had been was plainly visible on the brickwork above the shop-front.
-Rabbits, fowl, and a few brace of grouse hung in the right-hand window,
-from which most of the glass had been removed; and in the left, upon
-newly-embedded slabs of Sicilian marble, lay amid ice the curved forms
-of many fish, and behind them was the fat white-sleeved figure of the
-chief poulterer-and-fishmonger's wife with her great, wet hands. He was
-sad. He seriously thought yet again: "Things are not what they were in
-this town, somehow." For this place had once been a printer's; and he
-had a conviction that printing was an aristocrat among trades. Indeed,
-could printing and fishmongering be compared?
-
-The saleswoman greeted them with deference, calling Edwin "sir," and yet
-with a certain complacent familiarity, as an occupant to ex-occupants.
-Edwin casually gave the short shake of the head which in the district
-may signify "Good-day," and turned, humming, to look at the hanging
-game. It seemed to him that he could only keep his dignity as a man of
-the world by looking at the grouse with a connoisseur's eye. Why didn't
-Hilda buy grouse? The shop was a poor little interior. It smelt ill.
-He wondered what the upper rooms were like, and what had happened to the
-decrepit building at the end of the yard. The saleswoman slapped the
-fish about on the marble, and running water could be heard.
-
-"Edwin," said Hilda, with enchanting sweetness and simplicity, "would
-you like hake or turbot, dear?"
-
-Impossible to divine from her voice that the ruin of their two favourite
-Orgreaves was complete, that she was conducting a secret correspondence,
-and that she had knowingly and deliberately offended her husband!
-
-Both women waited, moveless, for the decision, as for an august decree.
-
-When the transaction was finished, the saleswoman handed over the parcel
-into Hilda's gloved hands; it was a rough-and-ready parcel, not at all
-like the neat stiff paper-bag of the modern age.
-
-"Very hot, isn't it, ma'am?" said the saleswoman.
-
-And Hilda, utterly distinguished in gesture and tone, replied with calm,
-impartial urbanity:
-
-"Very. Good afternoon."
-
-"I'd better take that thing," said Edwin outside, in spite of himself.
-
-She gave up the parcel to him.
-
-"Tell cook to fry it," said Hilda. "She always fries better than she
-boils."
-
-He repeated:
-
-"'Tell cook to fry it.' What's up now?" His tone challenged.
-
-"I must go over and see Janet at once. I shall take the next car."
-
-He lifted the end of his nose in disgust. There was no end to the
-girl's caprices.
-
-"Why at once?" the superior male demanded. Disdain and resentment were
-in his voice. Hundreds of times, when alone, he had decided that he
-would never use that voice--first, because it was unworthy of a
-philosopher, second, because it never achieved any good result, and
-third, because it often did harm. Yet he would use it. The voice had
-an existence and a volition of its own within his being; he marvelled
-that the essential mechanism of life should be so clumsy and
-inefficient. He heard the voice come out, and yet was not displeased,
-was indeed rather pleasantly excited. A new grievance had been created
-for him; he might have ignored it, just as he might ignore a solitary
-cigarette lying in his cigarette case. Both cigarettes and grievances
-were bad for him. But he could not ignore them. The last cigarette in
-the case magnetised him. Useless to argue with himself that he had
-already smoked more than enough,--the cigarette had to emerge from the
-case and be burnt; and the grievance too was irresistible. In an
-instant he had it between his teeth and was darkly enjoying it. Of
-course Hilda's passionate pity for Janet was a fine thing. Granted!
-But therein was no reason why she should let it run away with her. The
-worst of these capricious, impulsive creatures was that they could never
-do anything fine without an enormous fuss and upset. What possible
-difference would it make whether Hilda went to break the news of
-disaster to Janet at once or in an hour's time? The mere desire to
-protect and assuage could not properly furnish an excuse for
-unnecessarily dislocating a household and depriving oneself of food. On
-the contrary, it was wiser and more truly kind to take one's meals
-regularly in a crisis. But Hilda would never appreciate that profound
-truth--never, never!
-
-Moreover, it was certain that Johnnie had written to Janet.
-
-"I feel I must go at once," said Hilda.
-
-He spoke with more marked scorn:
-
-"And what about your tea?"
-
-"Oh, it doesn't matter about my tea."
-
-"Of course it matters about your tea. If you have your tea quietly,
-you'll find the end of the world won't have come, and you can go and see
-Janet just the same, and the whole house won't have been turned upside
-down."
-
-She put her lips together and smiled mysteriously, saying nothing. The
-racket of the Hanbridge and Knype steam-car could be heard behind them.
-She did not turn her head. The car overtook them, and then stopped a
-few yards in front. But she did not hail the conductor. The car went
-onwards.
-
-He had won. His argument had been so convincing that she could not help
-being convinced. It was too powerful for even her obstinacy, which as a
-rule successfully defied any argument whatever.
-
-Did he smile and forgive? Did he extend to her the blessing of his
-benevolence? No. He could not have brought himself to such a point.
-After all, she had done nothing to earn approval; she had simply
-refrained from foolishness. She had had to be reminded of
-considerations which ought ever to have been present in her brain.
-Doubtless she thought that he was hard, that he was incapable of her
-divine pity for Janet. But that was only because she could not imagine
-a combination of emotional generosity and calm commonsense; and she
-never would be able to imagine it. Hence she would always be unjust to
-him.
-
-When they arrived home, she was still smiling mysteriously to herself.
-She did not take her hat off--sign of disturbance! He moved with
-careful tranquillity through the ritual that preceded tea. He could
-feel her in the house, ordering it, softening it, civilising it. He
-could smell the fish. He could detect the subservience of Ada to her
-mistress's serious mood. He went into the dining-room. Ada followed him
-with a tray of hot things. Hilda followed Ada. Then George entered,
-cleaner than ordinary. Edwin savoured deeply the functioning of his
-home. And his wife had yielded. Her instinct had compelled her not to
-neglect him; his sagacity had mastered her. In her heart she must
-admire his sagacity, whatever she said or looked, and her unreasoning
-passion for him was still the paramount force in her vitality.
-
-"Now, are you two all right?" said Hilda, when she had poured out the
-tea, and Edwin was carving the fish.
-
-Edwin glanced up.
-
-"I don't want any tea," she said. "I couldn't touch it."
-
-She bent and kissed George, took her gloves from the sideboard, and left
-the house, the mysterious smile still on her face.
-
-
-
- III
-
-
-Edwin controlled his vexation at this dramatic move. It was only slight,
-and he had to play the serene omniscient to George. Further, the
-attractive food helped to make him bland.
-
-"Didn't you know your mother had to go out?" said Edwin, with astounding
-guile.
-
-"Yes, she told me upstairs," George murmured, "while she was washing me.
-She said she had to go and see Auntie Janet again."
-
-The reply was a blow to Edwin. She had said nothing to him, but she had
-told the boy. Still, his complacency was not overset. Boy and
-stepfather began to talk, with the mingled freedom and constraint
-practised by males accustomed to the presence of a woman, when the woman
-is absent. Each was aware of the stress of a novel, mysterious, and
-grave situation. Each also thought of the woman, and each knew that the
-other was thinking of the woman. Each, over a serious apprehension,
-seemed to be lightly saying: "It's rather fun to be without her for a
-bit. But we must be able to rely on her return." Nothing stood between
-them and domestic discomfort. Possible stupidity in the kitchen had no
-check. As regards the mere household machine, they had a ridiculous and
-amusing sense of distant danger.
-
-Edwin had to get up in order to pour out more tea. He reckoned that he
-could both make tea and pour it out with more exactitude than his wife,
-who often forgot to put the milk in first. But he could not pour it out
-with the same grace. His brain, not his heart, poured the tea out. He
-left the tray in disorder. The symmetry of the table was soon wrecked.
-
-"Glad you're going back to school, I suppose?" said Edwin satirically.
-
-George nodded. He was drinking, and he glanced at Edwin over the rim of
-the cup. He had grown much in twelve months, and was more than twelve
-months older. Edwin was puzzled by the almost sudden developments of
-his intelligence. Sometimes the boy was just like a young man; his
-voice had become a little uncertain. He still showed the greatest
-contempt for his fingernails, but he had truly discovered the
-toothbrush, and was preaching it at school among a population that
-scoffed yet was impressed.
-
-"Yes, I'm glad," he answered.
-
-"Oh! You're glad, are you?"
-
-"Well, I'm glad in a way. A boy does have to go to school, doesn't he,
-uncle? And the sooner it's over the better. I tell you what I should
-like--I should like to go to school night and day and have no holidays
-till it was all done. I sh'd think you could save at least three years
-with that."
-
-"A bit hard on the masters, wouldn't it be?"
-
-"I never thought of that. Of course it would never be over for them. I
-expect they'd gradually die."
-
-"Then you don't like school?"
-
-George shook his head.
-
-"Did you like school, uncle?"
-
-Edwin shook his head. They both laughed.
-
-"Uncle, can I leave school when I'm sixteen?"
-
-"I've told you once."
-
-"Yes, I know. But did you mean it? People change so."
-
-"I told you you could leave school when you're sixteen if you pass the
-London Matric."
-
-"But what good's the London Matric to an architect? Mr. Orgreave says it
-isn't any good, anyway."
-
-"When did he tell you that?"
-
-"Yesterday."
-
-"But not so long since you were all for being a stock-breeder!"
-
-"Ah! I was only pretending to myself!" George smiled.
-
-"Well, fetch me my cigarettes off the mantelpiece in the drawing-room."
-
-The boy ran off, eager to serve, and Edwin's glance followed him with
-affection. George's desire to be an architect had consistently
-strengthened, save during a brief period when the Show of the North
-Staffordshire Agricultural Society, held with much splendour at
-Hanbridge, had put another idea into his noddle--an idea that fed itself
-richly on glorious bulls and other prize cattle for about a week, and
-then expired. Indeed, already it had been in a kind of way arranged
-that the youth should ultimately be articled to Johnnie Orgreave. Among
-many consequences of Johnnie's defiance to society would probably be the
-quashing of that arrangement. And there was Johnnie, on the eve of his
-elopement, chatting to George about the futility of the London
-Matriculation! Edwin wondered how George would gradually learn what had
-happened to his friend and inspirer, John Orgreave.
-
-He arrived with the cigarettes, and offered them, and lit the match, and
-offered that.
-
-"And what have you been doing with yourself all afternoon?" Edwin
-enquired, between puffs of smoke.
-
-"Oh, nothing much!"
-
-"I thought you were coming to the works and then going down to Auntie
-Clara's for tea."
-
-"So I was. But mother sent me to Hanbridge."
-
-"Oh," murmured Edwin casually. "So your mother packed you off to
-Hanbridge, did she?"
-
-"I had to go to the Post Office," George continued. "I think it was a
-telegram, but it was in an envelope, and some money."
-
-"_In_deed!" said Edwin, with a very indifferent air.
-
-He was, however, so affected that he jumped up abruptly from the table,
-and went into the darkening, chill garden, ignoring George. George,
-accustomed to these sudden accessions of interest and these sudden
-forgettings, went unperturbed his ways.
-
-About half past eight Hilda returned. Edwin was closing the curtains in
-the drawing-room. The gas had been lighted.
-
-"Johnnie has evidently written to Alicia," she burst out somewhat
-breathless. "Because Alicia's telegraphed to Janet that she must
-positively go straight down there and stay with them when she leaves the
-Home."
-
-"What, on Dartmoor?" Edwin muttered, in a strange voice. The very word
-"Dartmoor" made him shake.
-
-"It isn't actually on the moor," said Hilda. "And so I shall take her
-down myself. I've told her all about things. She wasn't a bit
-surprised. They're a strange lot."
-
-She tried to speak quite naturally, but he knew that she was not
-succeeding. Their eyes would not meet. Edwin thought:
-
-"How far away we are from this morning!" Hazard and fate, like
-converging armies, seemed to be closing upon him.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIII
-
- THE DEPARTURE
-
-
- I
-
-
-It was a wet morning. Hilda, already in full street attire, save for
-her gloves, and with a half empty cup of tea by her side, sat at the
-desk in the boudoir. She unlocked the large central drawer immediately
-below the flap of the desk, with a peculiar, quick, ruthless gesture,
-which gesture produced a very short snappy click that summed up all the
-tension spreading from Hilda's mind throughout the house and even into
-the town. It had been decided that in order to call for Janet at the
-Nursing Home and catch the Crewe train at Knype for the Bristol and
-Southwest of England connexion, Hilda must leave the house at five
-minutes to nine.
-
-This great fact was paramount in the minds of various people besides
-Hilda. Ada upstairs stood bent and flushed over a huge portmanteau into
-which she was putting the last things, while George hindered her by
-simultaneously tying to the leather handle a wet label finely directed
-by himself in architectural characters. The cook in the kitchen was
-preparing the master's nine o'clock breakfast with new solicitudes
-caused by a serious sense of responsibility; for Hilda, having informed
-her in moving tones that the master's welfare in the mistress's absence
-would depend finally on herself, had solemnly entrusted that welfare to
-her--had almost passed it to her from hand to hand, with precautions,
-like a jewel in a casket. Ada, it may be said, had immediately felt the
-weight of the cook's increased importance. Edwin and the clerks at the
-works knew that Edwin had to be home for breakfast at a quarter to nine
-instead of nine, and that he must not be late, as Mrs. Clayhanger had a
-train to catch, and accordingly the morning's routine of the office was
-modified. And, finally, a short old man in a rainy stable-yard in Acre
-Parade, between Acre Lane and Oldcastle Street, struggling to force a
-collar over the head of a cab-horse that towered above his own head, was
-already blasphemously excited by those pessimistic apprehensions about
-the flight of time which forty years of train-catching had never
-sufficed to allay in him. As for Janet, she alone in her weakness and
-her submissiveness was calm; the nurse and Hilda understood one another,
-and she was "leaving it all" to them.
-
-Hilda opened the drawer, half lifting the flap of the desk to disclose
-its contents. It was full of odd papers, letters, bills,
-blotting-paper, door-knobs, finger-plates, envelopes, and a small book
-or two. A prejudiced observer, such as Edwin, might have said that the
-drawer was extremely untidy. But to Hilda, who had herself put in each
-item separately, and each for a separate reason, the drawer was not
-untidy, for her intelligence knew the plan of it, and every item as it
-caught her eye suggested a justifying reason, and a good one.
-Nevertheless, she formed an intention to "tidy out" the drawer (the only
-drawer in the desk with a safe lock), upon her return home. She felt at
-the back of the drawer, drew forth the drawer a little further, and felt
-again, vainly. A doubt of her own essential orderliness crossed her
-mind. "Surely I can't have put those letters anywhere else? Surely
-I've not mislaid them?" Then she closed the flap of the desk, and
-pulled the drawer right out, letting it rest on her knees. Yes, the
-packet was there, hidden, and so was another packet of letters--in the
-handwriting of Edwin. She was reassured. She knew she was tidy, had
-always been tidy. And Edwin's innuendos to the contrary were
-inexcusable. Jerking the drawer irregularly back by force into its
-place, she locked it, reopened the desk, laid the packet on the
-writing-pad, and took a telegram from her purse to add to the letters in
-the packet.
-
-The letters were all in the same loose, sloping hand, and on the same
-tinted notepaper. The signature was plain on one of them, "Charlotte M.
-Cannon," and then after it, in brackets "(Canonges),"--the latter being
-the real name of George Cannon's French father, and George Cannon's only
-legal name. The topmost letter began: "Dear Madam, I think it is my duty
-to inform you that my husband still declares his innocence of the crime
-for which he is now in prison. He requests that you shall be informed
-of this. I ought perhaps to tell you that, since the change in my
-religious convictions, my feelings--" The first page ended there.
-Hilda turned the letters over, preoccupied, gazing at them and
-deciphering chance phrases here and there. The first letter was dated
-about a year earlier; it constituted the beginning of the resuscitation
-of just that part of her life which she had thought to be definitely
-interred in memory.
-
-Hilda had only once--and on a legal occasion--met Mrs. Canonges (as with
-strict correctness she called herself in brackets)--a surprisingly old
-lady, with quite white hair, and she had thought: "What a shame for that
-erotic old woman to have bought and married a man so much younger than
-herself! No wonder he ran away from her!" She had been positively
-shocked by the spectacle of the well-dressed, well-behaved,
-quiet-voiced, prim, decrepit creature with her aristocratic voice. And
-her knowledge of the possibilities of human nature was thenceforth
-enlarged. And when George Cannon (known to the law only as Canonges)
-had received two years' hard labour for going through a ceremony of
-marriage with herself, she had esteemed, despite all her resentment
-against him, that his chief sin lay in his real first marriage, not in
-his false second one, and that for that sin the old woman was the more
-deserving of punishment. And when the old woman had with strange
-naïvete written to say that she had become a convert to Roman
-Catholicism and that her marriage and her imprisoned bigamous husband
-were henceforth to her sacred, Hilda had reflected sardonically: "Of
-course it is always that sort of woman that turns to religion, when
-she's too old for anything else!" And when the news came that her
-deceiver had got ten years' penal servitude (and might have got penal
-servitude for life) for uttering a forged Bank-of-England note, Hilda
-had reflected in the same strain: "Of course, a man who would behave as
-George behaved to me would be just the man to go about forging bank
-notes! I am not in the least astonished. What an inconceivable
-simpleton I was!"
-
-A very long time had elapsed before the letter arrived bearing the
-rumour of Cannon's innocence. It had not immediately produced much
-effect on her mind. She had said not a word to Edwin. The idea of
-reviving the shames of that early episode in conversation with Edwin was
-extremely repugnant to her. She would not do it. She had not the right
-to do it. All her proud independence forbade her to do it. The episode
-did not concern Edwin. The effect on her of the rumour came gradually.
-It was increased when Mrs. Cannon wrote of evidence, a petition to the
-Home Secretary, and employing a lawyer. Mrs. Cannon's attitude seemed
-to say to Hilda: "You and I have shared this man, we alone in all the
-world." Mrs. Cannon seemed to imagine that Hilda would be interested.
-She was right. Hilda was interested. Her implacability relented. Her
-vindictiveness forgave. She pondered with almost intolerable compassion
-upon the vision of George Cannon suffering unjustly month after long
-month interminably the horrors of a convict's existence. She read with
-morbidity reports of Assizes, and picked up from papers and books and
-from Mrs. Cannon pieces of information about prisons. When he was
-transferred to Parkhurst in the Isle of Wight on account of ill-health,
-she was glad, because she knew that Parkhurst was less awful than
-Portland, and when from Parkhurst he was sent to Dartmoor she tried to
-hope that the bracing air would do him good. She no longer thought of
-him as a criminal at all, but simply as one victim of his passion for
-herself; she, Hilda, had been the other victim. She raged in secret
-against the British Judicature, its delays, its stoniness, its
-stupidity. And when the principal witness in support of Cannon's
-petition died, she raged against fate. The movement for Cannon's
-release slackened for months. Of late it had been resumed, and with
-hopefulness. One of Cannon's companions had emerged from confinement
-(due to an unconnected crime), and was ready to swear affidavits.
-Lastly, Mrs. Cannon had written stating that she was almost beggared,
-and suggesting that Hilda should lend her ten pounds towards the
-expenses of the affair. Hilda had not ten pounds. That very day Hilda,
-seeing Janet in the Nursing Home, had demanded: "I say Jan, I suppose
-you haven't got ten pounds you can let me have for about a day or so?"
-And had laughed self-consciously. Janet, flushing with eager pleasure,
-had replied: "Of course! I've still got that ten-pound note the poor
-old dad gave me. I've always kept it in case the worst should happen."
-Janet was far too affectionate to display curiosity. Hilda had posted
-the bank-note late at night. The next day had come a telegram from Mrs.
-Cannon: "Telegraph if you are sending money." Not for a great deal
-would Hilda have despatched through the hands of the old postmaster at
-Bursley--who had once been postmaster at Turnhill and known her
-parents--a telegram such as hers addressed to anybody named "Cannon."
-The fear of chatter and scandal was irrational, but it was a very
-genuine fear. She had sent her faithful George with the telegram to
-Hanbridge--it was just as easy.
-
-Hilda now, after hesitation, put the packet of letters in her handbag,
-to take with her. It was a precaution of secrecy which she admitted to
-be unnecessary, for she was quite certain that Edwin never looked into
-her drawers; much less would he try to open a locked drawer; his
-incurious confidence in her was in some respects almost touching.
-Certainly nobody else would invade the drawer. Still, she hid the
-letters in her handbag. Then, in her fashion, she scribbled a
-bold-charactered note to Mrs. Cannon, giving a temporary address, and
-this also she put in the handbag.
-
-Her attitude to Mrs. Cannon, like her attitude to the bigamist, had
-slowly changed, and she thought of the old woman now with respect and
-sympathetic sorrow. Mrs. Cannon, before she knew that Hilda was married
-to Edwin, had addressed her first letter to Hilda, "Mrs. Cannon," when
-she would have been justified in addressing it, "Miss Lessways." In the
-days of her boarding-house it had been impossible, owing to business
-reasons, for Hilda to drop the name to which she was not entitled and to
-revert to her own. The authentic Mrs. Cannon, despite the violence of
-her grievances, had respected Hilda's difficulty; the act showed kindly
-forbearance and it had aroused Hilda's imaginative gratitude. Further,
-Mrs. Cannon's pertinacity in the liberation proceedings, and her calm,
-logical acceptance of all the frightful consequences of being the legal
-wife of a convict, had little by little impressed Hilda, who had said to
-herself: "There is something in this old woman." And Hilda nowadays
-never thought of her as an old woman who had been perverse and shameless
-in desire, but as a victim of passion like George Cannon. She said to
-herself: "This old woman still loves George Cannon; her love was the
-secret of her rancour against him, and it is also the secret of her
-compassion." These constant reflections, by their magnanimity, and
-their insistence upon the tremendous reality of love, did something to
-ennoble the clandestine and demoralising life of the soul which for a
-year Hilda had hidden from her husband and from everybody.
-
-
-
- II
-
-
-It still wanted twenty minutes to nine o'clock. She was too soon. The
-night before, Edwin had abraded her sore nerves by warning her not to be
-late--in a tone that implied habitual lateness on her part. Hilda was
-convinced that she was an exact woman. She might be late--a little
-late--six times together, but as there was a sound explanation of and
-excuse for each shortcoming, her essential exactitude remained always
-unimpaired in her own mind. But Edwin would not see this. He told her
-now and then that she belonged to that large class of people who have
-the illusion that a clock stands still at the last moment while last
-things are being done. She resented the observation, as she resented
-many of Edwin's assumptions concerning her. Edwin seemed to forget that
-she had been one of the first women-stenographers in England, that she
-had been a journalist-secretary and accustomed to correct the
-negligences of men of business, and finally that she had been in
-business by herself for a number of years. Edwin would sweep all that
-away, and treat her like one of your mere brainless butterflies. At any
-rate, on the present occasion she was not late. And she took pride,
-instead of shame, in her exaggerated earliness. She had the air of
-having performed a remarkable feat.
-
-She left the boudoir to go upstairs and superintend Ada, though she had
-told the impressed Ada that she should put full trust in her, and should
-not superintend her. However, as she opened the door she heard the
-sounds of Ada and George directing each other in the joint enterprise of
-bringing a very large and unwieldy portmanteau out of the bedroom. The
-hour for superintendence was therefore past. Hilda went into the
-drawing-room, idly, nervously, to wait till the portmanteau should have
-reached the hall. The French window was ajar, and a wet wind entered
-from the garden. The garden was full of rain. Two workmen were in it,
-employed by the new inhabitants of the home of the Orgreaves. Those
-upstarts had decided that certain branches of the famous Orgreave elms
-were dangerous and must be cut, and the workmen, shirt sleeved in the
-rain, were staying one of the elms with a rope made fast to the swing in
-the Clayhanger garden. Hilda was unreasonably but sincerely
-antipathetic to her new neighbours. The white-ended stumps of great
-elm-branches made her feel sick. Useless to insist to her on the
-notorious treachery of elms! She had an affection for those elms, and,
-to her, amputation was an outrage. The upstarts had committed other
-sacrilege upon the house and grounds, not heeding that the abode had
-been rendered holy by the sacraments of fate. Hilda stared and stared
-at the rain. And the prospect of the long, jolting, acutely depressing
-drive through the mud and the rain to Knype Vale, and of the
-interminable train journey with a tragic convalescent, braced her.
-
-"Mother!"
-
-George stood behind her.
-
-"Well, have you got the luggage down?" She frowned, but George knew her
-nervous frown and could rightly interpret it.
-
-He nodded.
-
-"Ought I to put 'Dartmoor' on the luggage-label?"
-
-She gave a negative sign.
-
-Why should he ask such a question? She had never breathed the name of
-Dartmoor. Why should he mention it? Edwin also had mentioned Dartmoor.
-"What, on Dartmoor?" Edwin had said. Did Edwin suspect her
-correspondence? No. Had he suspected he would have spoken. She knew
-him. And even if Edwin had suspected, George could not conceivably have
-had suspicions, of any sort.... There he stood, the son of a convict,
-with no name of his own. He existed--because she and the convict had
-been unable to keep apart; his ignorance of the past was appalling to
-think of, the dangers incident to it dreadful; his easy confidence
-before the world affected her almost intolerably. She felt that she
-could never atone to him for having borne him.
-
-A faint noise at the front-door reached the drawing-room.
-
-"Here's Nunks," exclaimed George, and ran off eagerly.
-
-This was his new name for his stepfather.
-
-Hilda returned quickly to the boudoir. As she disappeared therein, she
-heard George descanting to Edwin on the beauties of his luggage-label,
-and Edwin rubbing his feet on the mat and removing his mackintosh.
-
-She came back to the door of the boudoir.
-
-"Edwin."
-
-"Hello!"
-
-"One moment."
-
-He came into the boudoir, wiping the rain off his face.
-
-"Shut the door, will you?"
-
-Her earnest, self-conscious tone stirred into activity the dormant
-secret antagonisms that seemed ever to lie between them. She saw them
-animating his eyes, stiffening his pose.
-
-Pointing to the cup and saucer on the desk, Edwin said, critically:
-
-"That all you've had?"
-
-"Can you let me have ten pounds?" she asked bluntly, ignoring his
-implication that in the matter of nourishment she had not behaved
-sensibly.
-
-"Ten pounds? More?" He was on the defensive, as it were crouching
-warily behind a screen of his suspicions.
-
-She nodded, awkwardly. She wanted to be graceful, persuasive,
-enveloping, but she could not. It was to repay Janet that she had need
-of the money. She ought to have obtained it before, but she had
-postponed the demand, and she had been wrong. Janet would not require
-the money, she would have no immediate use for it, but Hilda could not
-bear to be in debt to her; to leave the sum outstanding would seem so
-strange, so sinister, so equivocal; it would mar all their intercourse.
-
-"But look here, child," said Edwin, protesting, "I've given you about
-forty times as much as you can possibly want already."
-
-He had never squarely refused any demand of hers for money; he had
-almost always acceded instantly and without enquiry to her demands.
-Obviously he felt sympathy with the woman who by eternal custom is
-forced to ask, and had a horror of behaving as the majority of husbands
-notoriously behaved in such circumstances; obviously he was anxious not
-to avail himself of the husband's overwhelming economic advantage.
-Nevertheless the fact that he earned and she didn't was ever
-mysteriously present in his relatively admirable attitude. And
-sometimes--perhaps not without grounds, she admitted--he would hesitate
-before a request, and in him a hesitation was as humiliating as a
-refusal would have been from another man. And Hilda resented, not so
-much his attitude, as the whole social convention upon which it was
-unassailably based. He earned--she knew. She would not deny that he
-was the unique source and that without him there would be naught. But
-still she did not think that she ought to have to ask. On the other
-hand she had no alternative plan to offer. Her criticism of the
-convention was destructive, not constructive. And all Edwin's careful
-regard for a woman's susceptibilities seemed only to intensify her
-deep-hidden revolt. It was a mere chance that he was thus chivalrous.
-And whether he was chivalrous or not, she was in his power; and she
-chafed.
-
-"I should be glad if you could let me have it," she said, grimly.
-
-The appeal, besides being unpersuasive in manner, was too general; it
-did not particularize. There was no frankness between them. She saw
-his suspicions multiplying. What did he suspect? What could he
-suspect? ... Ah! And why was she herself so timorous, so strangely
-excited, about going even to the edge of Dartmoor? And why did she feel
-guilty, why was her glance so constrained?
-
-"Well, I can't," he answered. "Not now; but if anything unexpected
-turns up, I can send you a cheque."
-
-She was beaten.
-
-The cab stopped at the front-door, well in advance of time.
-
-"It's for Janet," she muttered to him, desperately.
-
-Edwin's face changed.
-
-"Why in thunder didn't you say so to start with?" he exclaimed. "I'll
-see what I can do. Of course I've got a fiver in my pocket-book."
-
-There were a number of men in the town who made a point of always having
-a reserve five-pound note and a telegraph-form upon their persons. It
-was the dandyism of well-off prudence.
-
-He sprang out of the room. The door swung to behind him.
-
-In a very few moments he returned.
-
-"Here you are!" he said, taking the note from his pocket-book and adding
-it to a collection of gold and silver.
-
-Hilda was looking out of the window at the tail of the cab. She did not
-move.
-
-"I don't want it, thanks," she replied coldly. And she thought: "What a
-fool I am!"
-
-"Oh!" he murmured, with constraint.
-
-"You'd do it for her!" said Hilda, chill and clear, "But you wouldn't do
-it for me." And she thought: "Why do I say such a thing?"
-
-He slapped all the money crossly down on the desk and left the room.
-She could hear him instructing Ada and the cabman in the manipulation of
-the great portmanteau.
-
-"Now, mother!" cried George.
-
-She gazed at the money, and, picking it up, shovelled it into her purse.
-It was irresistible.
-
-In the hall she kissed George, and nodded with a plaintive smile at Ada.
-Edwin was in the porch. He held back; she held back. She knew from his
-face that he would not offer to kiss her. The strange power that had
-compelled her to alienate him refused to allow her to relent. She
-passed down the steps out into the rain. They nodded, the theory for
-George and Ada being that they had made their farewells in the boudoir.
-But George and Ada none the less had their notions. It appeared to
-Hilda that instead of going for a holiday with her closest friend, she
-was going to some recondite disaster that involved the end of marriage.
-And the fact that she and Edwin had not kissed outweighed all other
-facts in the universe. Yet what was a kiss? Until the cab laboriously
-started she hoped for a miracle. It did not happen. If only on the
-previous night she had not absolutely insisted that nobody from the
-house should accompany her to Knype! ... The porch slipped from her
-vision.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIV
-
- TAVY MANSION
-
-
- I
-
-
-Hilda and Harry Hesketh stood together in the soft warm Devonshire
-sunshine bending above the foot-high wire-netting that separated the
-small ornamental pond from the lawn. By their side was a St. Bernard
-dog with his great baptising tongue hanging out. Two swans, glittering
-in the strong light, swam slowly to and fro; one had a black claw tucked
-up on his back among downy white feathers; the other hissed at the dog,
-who in his vast and shaggy good-nature simply could not understand this
-malevolence on the part of a fellow-creature. Round about the elegant
-haughtiness of the swans clustered a number of iridescent Muscovy ducks,
-and a few white Aylesburys with gamboge beaks that intermittently
-quacked, all restless and expectant of blessings to fall over the
-wire-netting that eternally separated them from the heavenly
-hunting-ground of the lawn. Across the pond, looking into a moored
-dinghy, an enormous drake with a vermilion top-knot reposed on the
-balustrade of the landing-steps. The water reflected everything in a
-rippled medley--blue sky, rounded woolly clouds, birds, shrubs, flowers,
-grasses, and browny-olive depths of the plantation beyond the pond,
-where tiny children in white were tumbling and shrieking with a nurse in
-white.
-
-Harry was extraordinarily hospitable, kind, and agreeable to his guest.
-Scarcely thirty, tall and slim, he carried himself with distinction.
-His flannels were spotless; his white shirt was spotless; his tennis
-shoes were spotless; but his blazer, cap and necktie (which all had the
-same multicoloured pattern of stripes) were shabby, soiled, and without
-shape; nevertheless their dilapidation seemed only to adorn his
-dandyism, for they possessed a mysterious sacred quality. He had a
-beautiful moustache, nice eyes, hands excitingly dark with hair, and no
-affectations whatever. Although he had inherited Tavy Mansion and a
-fortune from an aunt who had left Oldcastle and the smoke to marry a
-Devonshire landowner, he was boyish, modest, and ingenuous. Nobody
-could have guessed from his manner that he had children, nurses,
-servants, gardeners, grooms, horses, carriages, a rent-roll, and a safe
-margin at every year's end. He spoke of the Five Towns with a mild
-affection. Hilda thought, looking at him: "He has everything, simply
-everything! And yet he's quite unspoilt!" In spite of the fact that in
-previous years he had seen Hilda only a few times--and that quite
-casually at the Orgreaves'--he had assumed and established intimacy at
-the very moment of meeting her and Janet at Tavistock station the night
-before, and their friendship might now have been twenty years old
-instead of twenty hours. Very obviously he belonged to a class superior
-to Hilda's, but he was apparently quite unconscious of what was still
-the most deeply-rooted and influential institution of English life. His
-confiding confidential tone flattered her.
-
-"How do you think Alicia's looking?" he asked.
-
-"Magnificent," said Hilda, throwing a last piece of bread into the
-water.
-
-"So do I," said he. "But she's ruined for tennis, you know. This baby
-business is spiffing, only it puts you right off your game. As a rule
-she manages to be hors de combat bang in the middle of the season. She
-has been able to play a bit this year, but she's not keen--that's what's
-up with her ladyship--she's not keen now."
-
-"Well," said Hilda. "Even you can't have everything."
-
-"Why 'even' me?" He laughed.
-
-She merely gazed at him with a mysterious smile. She perceived that he
-was admiring her--probably for her enigmatic quality, so different from
-Alicia's--and she felt a pleasing self-content.
-
-"Edwin do much tennis nowadays?"
-
-"Edwin?" She repeated the name in astonishment, as though it were the
-name of somebody who could not possibly be connected with tennis. "Not
-he! He's not touched a racket all this season. He's quite otherwise
-employed."
-
-"I hear he's a fearful pot in the Five Towns, anyway," said Harry
-seriously. "Making money hand over fist."
-
-Hilda raised her eyebrows and shook her head deprecatingly. But the
-marked respectfulness of Harry's reference to Edwin was agreeable. She
-thought: "I do believe I'm becoming a snob!"
-
-"It's hard work making money, even in our small way, in Bursley," she
-said--and seemed to indicate the expensive spaciousness of the gardens.
-
-"I should like to see old Edwin again."
-
-"I never knew you were friends."
-
-"Well, I used to see him pretty often at Lane End House, after Alicia
-and I were engaged. In fact once he jolly nearly beat me in a set."
-
-"Edwin did?" she exclaimed.
-
-"The same.... He had a way of saying things that a feller somehow
-thought about afterwards."
-
-"Oh! So you noticed that!"
-
-"Does he still?"
-
-"I--I don't know. But he used to."
-
-"You ought to have brought him. In fact I quite thought he was coming.
-Anyhow, I told Alicia to invite him, too, as soon as we knew you were
-bringing old Jan down."
-
-"She did mention it, Alicia did. But, oh! He wouldn't hear of it.
-Works! Works! No holiday all summer."
-
-"I'll tell you a scheme," said Harry roguishly. "Refuse to rejoin the
-domestic hearth until he comes and fetches you."
-
-She gave a little laugh. "Oh, he won't come to fetch me."
-
-"Well," said Harry shortly and decisively, "we shall see what can be
-done. I may tell you we're rather great at getting people down here....
-I wonder where those girls are?" He turned round and Hilda turned
-round.
-
-The red Georgian house with its windows in octagonal panes, its large
-pediment hiding the centre of the roof, and its white paint, showed
-brilliantly across the hoop-studded green, between some cypresses and an
-ilex; on either side were smooth walls of green--trimmed shrubs forming
-long alleys whose floors were also green; and here and there a round or
-oval flowerbed, and, at the edges of the garden, curved borders of
-flowers. Everything was still, save the ship-like birds on the pond,
-the distant children in the plantation, and the slow-moving, small
-clouds overhead. The sun's warmth was like an endearment.
-
-Janet and Alicia, their arms round each other's shoulders, sauntered
-into view from behind the cypresses. On the more sheltered lawn nearest
-the house they were engaged in a quiet but tremendous palaver; nobody
-but themselves knew what they were talking about; it might have been the
-affair of Johnnie and Mrs. Chris Hamson, as to which not a word had been
-publicly said at Tavy Mansion since Janet and Hilda's arrival. Janet
-still wore black, and now she carried a red sunshade belonging to
-Alicia. Alicia was in white, not very clean white, and rather tousled.
-She was only twenty-five. She had grown big and jolly and downright
-(even to a certain shamelessness) and careless of herself. Her body had
-the curves, and her face the emaciation, of the young mother. She used
-abrupt, gawky, kind-hearted gestures. Her rough affectionateness
-embraced not merely her children, but all young living things, and many
-old. For her children she had a passion. And she would say openly, as
-it were, defiantly, that she meant to be the mother of more
-children--lots more.
-
-"Hey, lass!" cried out Harry, using the broad Staffordshire accent for
-the amusement of Hilda.
-
-The sisters stopped and untwined their arms.
-
-"Hey, lad!" Alicia loudly responded. But instead of looking at her
-husband she was looking through him at the babies in the plantation
-behind the pond.
-
-Janet smiled, in her everlasting resignation. Hilda, smiling at her in
-return from the distance, recalled the tone in which Harry had said 'old
-Jan'--a tone at once affectionate and half-contemptuous. She was old
-Jan, now; destined to be a burden upon somebody and of very little use
-to anybody; no longer necessary. If she disappeared, life would
-immediately close over her, and not a relative, not a friend, would be
-inconvenienced. Some among them would remark: "Perhaps it's for the
-best." And Janet knew it. In the years immediately preceding the death
-of Mr. and Mrs. Orgreave, she had hardened a little from her earlier
-soft, benevolent self--hardened to everybody save her father and mother,
-whom she protected--and now she was utterly tender again, and her gentle
-acquiescences seemed to say: "I am defenceless, and to-morrow I shall be
-old."
-
-"I'm going to telegraph to Edwin Clayhanger to come down for the
-week-end," shouted Harry.
-
-And Alicia shouted in reply:
-
-"Oh! Spiffing!"
-
-Hilda said nervously:
-
-"You aren't, really?"
-
-She had no intention of agreeing to the pleasant project. A breach
-definitely existed between Edwin and herself, and the idea of either
-maintaining it or ending it on foreign ground was inconceivable. Such
-things could only be done at home. She had telegraphed a safe arrival,
-but she had not yet written to him nor decided in what tone she should
-write.
-
-Two gardeners, one pushing a wheeled water-can, appeared from an alley
-and began silently and assiduously to water a shaded flower-bed. Alicia
-and Harry continued to shout enthusiastically to each other in a manner
-sufficiently disturbing, but the gardeners gave no sign that anybody
-except themselves lived in the garden. Alicia, followed by Janet, was
-slowly advancing towards the croquet lawn, when a parlourmaid tripping
-from the house overtook her, and with modest deference murmured
-something to the bawling, jolly mistress. Alicia, still followed by
-Janet, turned and went into the house, while the parlourmaid with bent
-head waited discreetly to bring up the rear.
-
-A sudden and terrific envy possessed Hilda as she contrasted the
-circumstances of these people with her own. These people lived in
-lovely and cleanly surroundings without a care beyond the apprehension
-of nursery ailments. They had joyous and kindly dispositions. They
-were well-bred, and they were attended by servants who, professionally,
-were even better bred than themselves, and who were rendered happy by
-smooth words and good pay. They lived at peace with everyone. Full of
-health, they ate well and slept well. They suffered no strain. They
-had absolutely no problems, and they did not seek problems. Nor had
-they any duties, save agreeable ones to each other. Their world was
-ideal. If you had asked them how their world could be improved for
-them, they would not have found an easy reply. They could only have
-demanded less taxes and more fine days.... Whereas Hilda and hers were
-forced to live among a brutal populace, amid the most horrible
-surroundings of smoke, dirt, and squalor. In Devonshire the Five Towns
-was unthinkable; the whiteness of the window-curtains at Tavy Mansion
-almost broke the heart of the housewife in Hilda. And compare--not
-Hilda's handkerchief-garden, but even the old garden of the Orgreaves,
-with this elysium, where nothing offended the eye and the soot nowhere
-lay on the trees, blackening the shiny leaves and stunting the branches.
-And compare the too mean planning and space-saving of the house in
-Trafalgar Road with the lavish generosity of space inside Tavy
-Mansion!...
-
-Edwin in the Bursley sense was a successful man, and had consequence in
-the town, but the most that he had accomplished or could accomplish
-would not amount to the beginning of appreciable success according to
-higher standards. Nobody in Bursley really knew the meaning of the word
-success. And even such local success as Edwin had had--at what peril
-and with what worry was it won! These Heskeths were safe forever. Ah!
-She envied them, and she intensely depreciated everything that was hers.
-She stood in the Tavy Mansion garden--it seemed to her--like an
-impostor. Her husband was merely struggling upwards. And moreover she
-had quarrelled with him, darkly and obscurely; and who could guess what
-would be the end of marriage? Harry and Alicia never quarrelled; they
-might have tiffs--nothing worse than that; they had no grounds for
-quarrelling.... And supposing Harry and Alicia guessed the link
-connecting her with Dartmoor prison! ... No, it could not be supposed.
-Her envy melted into secret deep dejection amid the beautiful and
-prosperous scene.
-
-"Evidently some one's called," said Harry, of his wife's disappearance.
-"I hope she's nice."
-
-"Who?"
-
-"Whoever's called. Shall we knock the balls about a bit?"
-
-They began a mild game of croquet. But after a few minutes Hilda burst
-out sharply:
-
-"You aren't playing your best, Mr. Hesketh. I wish you would."
-
-He was startled by her eyes and her tone.
-
-"Honest Injun! I am," he fibbed in answer. "But I'll try to do better.
-You must remember croquet isn't my game. Alicia floors me at it five
-times out of six."
-
-Then the parlourmaid and another maid came out to lay tea on two tables
-under the ilex.
-
-"Bowley," said Harry over his shoulder. "Bring me a telegraph-form next
-time you come out, will you?"
-
-"Yes, sir," said the parlourmaid.
-
-Hilda protested:
-
-"No, Mr. Hesketh! Really! I assure you--"
-
-The telegraph-form came with the tea. Harry knocked a ball against a
-coloured stick, and both he and Hilda sat down with relief.
-
-"Who's called, Bowley?"
-
-"Mrs. Rotherwas, sir."
-
-Harry counted the cups.
-
-"Isn't she staying for tea?"
-
-"No, sir. I think not, sir."
-
-Hilda, humming, rose and walked about. At the same moment Alicia,
-Janet, and a tall young woman in black and yellow emerged from the
-house. Hilda moved behind a tree. She could hear good-byes. The group
-vanished round the side of the house, and then came the sound of hoofs
-and of wheels crunching. An instant later Alicia arrived at the ilex,
-bounding and jolly; Janet moved more sedately. The St. Bernard, who had
-been reposing near the pond, now smelt the tea and hot cakes and joined
-the party. The wagging of his powerful tail knocked over a
-wicker-chair, and Alicia gave a squeal. Then Alicia, putting her hands
-to her mouth, shouted across the lawn and the pond:
-
-"Nursey! Nursey! Take them in!"
-
-And a faint reply came.
-
-"What was the Rotherwas dame after?" asked Harry, sharpening a pencil,
-when Alicia had ascertained the desires of her guests as to milk and
-sugar.
-
-"She was after you, of course," said Alicia. "Tennis party on Monday.
-She wants you to balance young Truscott. I just told her so. We shall
-all go. You'll go, Hilda. She'll be delighted. I should have brought
-her along only she was in such a hurry."
-
-Hilda enquired:
-
-"Who is Mrs. Rotherwas?"
-
-"Her husband's a big coal-owner at Cardiff. But she's a niece or
-something of the governor of Dartmoor prison, and she's apparently
-helping to keep house for dear uncle just now. They'll take us over the
-prison before tennis. It's awfully interesting. Harry and I have been
-once."
-
-"Oh!" murmured Hilda, staggered.
-
-"Now about this 'ere woire," said Harry. "What price this?" He handed
-over the message which he had just composed. It was rather long, and on
-the form was left space for only two more words.
-
-Hilda could not decipher it. She saw the characters with her eyes, but
-she was incapable of interpreting them. All the time she thought:
-
-"I shall go to that prison. I can't help it. I shan't be able to keep
-from going. I shall go to that prison. I must go. Who could have
-imagined this? I am bound to go, and I shall go."
-
-But instead of objecting totally to the despatch of the telegram, she
-said in a strange voice:
-
-"It's very nice of you."
-
-"You fill up the rest of the form," said Harry, offering the pencil.
-
-"What must I put?"
-
-"Well, you'd better put 'Countersigned, Hilda.' That'll fix it."
-
-"Will you write it?" she muttered.
-
-He wrote the words.
-
-"Let poor mummy see!" Alicia complained, seizing the telegraph-form.
-
-Harry called out:
-
-"Leeks!"
-
-A shirt-sleeved gardener half hidden by foliage across the garden looked
-up sharply, saw Harry's beckoning finger, and approached running.
-
-"Have that sent off for me, will you? Tell Jos to take it," said Harry,
-and gave Leeks the form and a florin.
-
-"Why, Hilda, you aren't eating anything!" protested Alicia.
-
-"I only want tea," said Hilda casually, wondering whether they had
-noticed anything wrong in her face.
-
-
-
- II
-
-
-Edwin, looking curiously out of the carriage-window as the train from
-Plymouth entered Tavistock station early on the Monday, was surprised to
-perceive Harry Hesketh on the platform. While, in the heavenly air of
-the September morning, the train was curving through Bickleigh Vale and
-the Valley of the Plym and through the steeper valley of the Meavy up
-towards the first fastnesses of the Moor, he had felt his body to be
-almost miraculously well and his soul almost triumphant. But when he
-saw Harry--the remembered figure, but a little stouter and coarser--he
-saw a being easily more triumphant than himself.
-
-Harry had great reason for triumph, for he had proved himself to possess
-a genius for deductive psychological reasoning and for prophecy. Edwin
-had been characteristically vague about the visit. First he had
-telegraphed that he could not come, business preventing. Then he had
-telegraphed that he would come, but only on Sunday, and he had given no
-particulars of trains. They had all assured one another that this was
-just like Edwin. "The man's mad!" said Harry with genial benevolence,
-and had set himself to one of his favourite studies--Bradshaw. He
-always handled Bradshaw like a master, accomplishing feats of
-interpretation that amazed his wife. He had announced, after careful
-connotations, that Edwin was perhaps after all not such a chump, but
-that he was in fact a chump, in that, having chosen the Bristol-Plymouth
-route, he had erred about the Sunday night train from Plymouth to
-Tavistock. How did he know that Edwin would choose the Bristol-Plymouth
-route? Well, his knowledge was derived from divination, based upon vast
-experience of human nature. Edwin would "get stuck" at Plymouth. He
-would sleep at Plymouth--staying at the Royal (he hoped)--and would come
-on by the 8.1 a.m. on Monday, arriving at 8.59 a.m., where he would be
-met by Harry in the dog-cart drawn by Joan. The telegraph was of course
-closed after 10 a.m. on Sunday, but if it had been open and he had been
-receiving hourly despatches about Edwin's tortuous progress through
-England, Harry could not have been more sure of his position. And on
-the Monday Harry had risen up in the very apogee of health, and had
-driven Joan to the station. "Mark my words!" he had said. "I shall
-bring him back with me for breakfast." He had offered to take Hilda to
-the station to witness his triumph; but Hilda had not accepted.
-
-And there Edwin was! Everything had happened according to Harry's
-prediction, except that, from an unfortunate modesty, Edwin had gone to
-the wrong hotel at Plymouth.
-
-They shook hands in a glow of mutual pleasure.
-
-"How on earth did you know?" Edwin began.
-
-The careful-casual answer rounded off Harry's triumph. And Edwin
-thought: "Why, he's just like a grown-up boy!" But he was
-distinguished; his club-necktie in all its decay was still impressive;
-and his expansive sincere goodwill was utterly delightful. Also the
-station, neat, clean, solid--the negation of all gimcrackery--had an
-aspect of goodwill to man; its advertisements did not flare; and it
-seemed to be the expression of a sound and self-respecting race. The
-silvern middle-aged guard greeted Harry with deferential heartiness and
-saluted Edwin with even more warmth than he had used at Plymouth. On
-the Sunday Edwin had noticed that in the western country guards were not
-guards (as in other parts of England), but rather the cordial hosts of
-their trains. As soon as the doors had banged in a fusillade and the
-engine whistled, a young porter came and, having exchanged civilities
-with Harry, picked up Edwin's bag. This porter's face and demeanour
-showed perfect content. His slight yet eager smile and his quick
-movements seemed to be saying: "It is natural and proper that I should
-salute you and carry your bag while you walk free. You are gentlemen by
-divine right, and by the same right I am a railway porter and happy."
-To watch the man at his job gave positive pleasure, and it was
-extraordinarily reassuring--reassuring about everything. Outside the
-station, the groom stood at Joan's head, and a wonderful fox-terrier sat
-alert under the dog-cart. Instantly the dog sprang out and began to
-superintend the preparations for departure, rushing to and fro and
-insisting all the time that delay would be monstrous, if not fatal. The
-dog's excellence as a specimen of breeding was so superlative as to
-accuse its breeder and owner of a lack of perspective in life. It was
-as if the entire resources of civilization had been employed towards the
-perfecting of the points of that dog.
-
-"Balanced the cart, I suppose, Jos?" asked Harry, kindly.
-
-"Yes, sir," was all that Jos articulated, but his bright face said:
-"Sir, your assumption that I have already balanced the cart for three
-and a bag is benevolent and justified. You trust me. I trust you, sir.
-All is well."
-
-The bag was stowed and the porter got threepence and was so happy in his
-situation that apparently he could not bring himself to leave the scene.
-Harry climbed up on the right, Edwin on the left. The dog gave one
-short bark and flew madly forward. Jos loosed Joan's head, and at the
-same moment Harry gave a click, and the machine started. It did not
-wait for young Jos. Jos caught the back step as the machine swung by,
-and levered himself dangerously to the groom's place. And when he had
-done it he grinned, announcing to beholders that his mission in life was
-to do just that, and that it was a grand life and he a lucky and
-enviable fellow.
-
-Harry drove across the Tavy, and through the small grey and brown town,
-so picturesque, so clean, so solid, so respectable, so content in its
-historicity. A policeman saluted amiably and firmly, as if saying: "I
-am protecting all this,--what a treasure!" Then they passed the Town
-Hall.
-
-"Town Hall," said Harry.
-
-"Oh!"
-
-"The Dook's," said Harry.
-
-He put on a certain facetiousness, but there nevertheless escaped from
-him the conviction that the ownership of a town hall by a Duke was a
-wondrous rare phenomenon and fine, showing the strength of grand English
-institutions and traditions, and meet for honest English pride. (And
-you could say what you liked about progress!) And Edwin had just the
-same feeling. In another minute they were out of the town. The
-countryside, though bleak, with its spare hedges and granite walls, was
-exquisitely beautiful in the morning light; and it was tidy, tended,
-mature; it was as though it had nothing to learn from the future.
-Beyond rose the slopes of the moor, tonic and grim. An impression of
-health, moral and physical, everywhere disengaged itself. The wayfarer,
-sturdy and benign, invigorated by his mere greeting. The trot of the
-horse on the smooth winding road, the bounding of the dog, the
-resilience of the cart-springs, the sharp tang of the air on the cheek,
-all helped to perfect Edwin's sense of pleasure in being alive. He
-could not deny that he had stood in need of a change. He had been
-worrying, perhaps through overwork. Overwork was a mistake. He now saw
-that there was no reason why he should not be happy always, even with
-Hilda. He had received a short but nice and almost apologetic letter
-from Hilda. As for his apprehensions, what on earth did it matter about
-Dartmoor being so near? Nothing! This district was marvellously
-reassuring. He thought: "There simply is no social question down here!"
-
-"Had your breakfast?" asked Harry.
-
-"Yes, thanks."
-
-"Well, you just haven't, then!" said Harry. "We shall be in the nick of
-time for it."
-
-"When do you have breakfast?"
-
-"Nine thirty."
-
-"Bit late, isn't it?"
-
-"Oh no! It suits us.... I say!" Harry stared straight between the
-horse's ears.
-
-"What?"
-
-Harry murmured:
-
-"No more news about Johnnie, I suppose?"
-
-(Edwin glanced half round at the groom behind. Harry with a gesture
-indicated that the groom was negligible.)
-
-"Not that I've heard. Bit stiff, isn't it?" Edwin answered.
-
-"Bit stiff? I should rather say it was. Especially after Jimmie's
-performance. Rather hard lines on Alicia, don't you think?"
-
-"On all of 'em," said Edwin, not seeing why Johnnie's escapade should
-press more on Alicia than, for example, on Janet.
-
-"Yes, of course," Harry agreed, evidently seeing and accepting the
-point. "The less said the better!"
-
-"I'm with you," said Edwin.
-
-Harry resumed his jolly tone:
-
-"Well, you'd better peck a bit. We've planned a hard day for you."
-
-"Oh!"
-
-"Yes. Early lunch, and then we're going to drive over to Princetown.
-Tennis with the Governor of the prison. He'll show us all over the
-prison. It's worth seeing."
-
-Impulsively Edwin exclaimed:
-
-"All of you? Is Hilda going?"
-
-"Certainly. Why not?" He raised the whip and pointed: "Behold our
-noble towers."
-
-Edwin, feeling really sick, thought:
-
-"Hilda's mad. She's quite mad..... Morbid isn't the word!"
-
-He was confounded.
-
-
-
- III
-
-
-At Tavy Mansion Edwin and Harry were told by a maid that Mrs. Hesketh
-and Miss Orgreave were in the nursery and would be down in a moment, but
-that Mrs. Clayhanger had a headache and was remaining in bed for
-breakfast. The master of the house himself took Edwin to the door of
-his wife's bedroom. Edwin's spirits had risen in an instant, as he
-perceived the cleverness of Hilda's headache. There could be no doubt
-that women were clever, though perhaps unscrupulously and crudely
-clever, in a way beyond the skill of men. By the simple device of
-suffering from a headache Hilda had avoided the ordeal of meeting a
-somewhat estranged husband in public; she was also preparing an excuse
-for not going to Princetown and the prison. Certainly it was better, in
-the Dartmoor affair, to escape at the last moment than to have declined
-the project from the start.
-
-As he opened the bedroom-door, apprehensions and bright hope were
-mingled in him. He had a weighty grievance against Hilda, whose
-behaviour at parting had been, he considered, inexcusable; but the warm
-tone of her curt private telegram to him and of her almost equally curt
-letter, re-stating her passionate love, was really equivalent to an
-apology, which he accepted with eagerness. Moreover he had done a lot
-in coming to Devonshire, and for this great act he lauded himself and he
-expected some gratitude. Nevertheless, despite the pacificism of his
-feelings, he could not smile when entering the room. No, he could not!
-
-Hilda was lying in the middle of a very wide bed, and her dark hair was
-spread abroad upon the pillow. On the pedestal was a tea-tray. Squatted
-comfortably at Hilda's side, with her left arm as a support, was a baby
-about a year old, dressed for the day. This was Cecil, born the day
-after his grandparents' funeral. Cecil, with mouth open and
-outstretched pink hands, of which the fingers were spread like the rays
-of half a starfish, from wide eyes gazed at Edwin with a peculiar
-expression of bland irony. Hilda smiled lovingly; she smiled without
-reserve. And as soon as she smiled, Edwin could smile, and his heart
-was suddenly quite light.
-
-Hilda thought:
-
-"That wistful look in his eyes has never changed, and it never will.
-Imagine him travelling on Sunday, when the silly old thing might just as
-well have come on Saturday, if he'd had anybody to decide him! He's
-been travelling for twenty-four hours or more, and now he's here! What
-a shame for me to have dragged him down here in spite of himself! But
-he would do it for me! He has done it.... I had to have him, for this
-afternoon! ... After all he must be very good at business. Everyone
-respects him, even here. We may end by being really rich. Have I ever
-really appreciated him? ... And now of course he's going to be annoyed
-again. Poor boy!"
-
-"Hello! Who's this?" cried Edwin.
-
-"This is Cecil. His mummy's left him, here with his Auntie Hilda," said
-Hilda.
-
-"Another clever dodge of hers!" thought Edwin. He liked the baby being
-there.
-
-He approached the bed, and, staring nervously about, saw that his bag
-had already mysteriously reached the bedroom.
-
-"Well, my poor boy! What a journey!" Hilda murmured compassionately.
-She could not help showing that she was his mother in wisdom and sense.
-
-"Oh no!" he amiably dismissed this view.
-
-He was standing over her by the bedside. She looked straight up at him
-timid and expectant. He bent and kissed her. Under his kiss she
-shifted slightly in the bed, and her arms clung round his neck, and by
-her arms she lifted herself a little towards him.
-
-She shut her eyes. She would not loose him. She seemed again to be
-drawing the life out of him. At last she let him go, and gave a great
-sigh. All the past which did not agree with that kiss and that sigh of
-content was annihilated, and an immense reassurance filled Edwin's mind.
-
-"So you've got a headache?"
-
-She gave a succession of little nods, smiling happily.
-
-"I'm so glad you've come, dearest," she said, after a pause. She was
-just like a young girl, like a child, in her relieved satisfaction.
-"What about George?"
-
-"Well, as it was left to me to decide, I thought I'd better ask Maggie
-to come and stay in the house. Much better than packing him off to
-Auntie Hamps's."
-
-"And she came?"
-
-"Oh yes!" said Edwin, indifferently, as if to say: "Of course she came."
-
-"Then you did get my letter in time?"
-
-"I shouldn't have got it in time if I'd left Saturday morning as you
-wanted. Oh! And here's a letter for _you_."
-
-He pulled a letter from his pocket. The envelope was of the peculiar
-tinted paper with which he had already been familiarised. Hilda became
-self-conscious as she took the letter and opened it. Edwin too was
-self-conscious. To lighten the situation, he put his little finger in
-the baby's mouth. Cecil much appreciated this form of humour, and as
-soon as the finger was withdrawn from his toothless gums, he made a
-bubbling whirring noise, and waved his arms to indicate that the game
-must continue. Hilda, frowning, read the letter. Edwin sat down,
-ledging himself cautiously on the brink of the bed, and leaned back a
-little so as to be able to get at the baby and tickle it among its
-frills. From the distance, beyond walls, he could hear the powerful
-happy cries of older babies, beings fully aware of themselves, who knew
-their own sentiments and could express them. And he glanced round the
-long low room with its two small open windows showing sunlit yellow
-cornfields and high trees, and its monumental furniture, and the
-disorder of Hilda's clothes and implements humanising it and
-individualising it and making it her abode, her lair. And he glanced
-prudently at Hilda over the letter-paper. She had no headache; it was
-obvious that she had no headache. Yet in the most innocent touching way
-she had nodded an affirmative to his question about the headache. He
-could not possibly have said to her: "Look here, you know you haven't
-got a headache." She would not have tolerated the truth. The truth
-would have made her transform herself instantly into a martyr, and him
-into a brute. She would have stuck to it, even if the seat of eternal
-judgment had suddenly been installed at the brassy foot of the bed, that
-she had a headache.
-
-It was with this mentality (he reflected, assuming that his own
-mentality never loved anything as well as truth) that he had to live
-till one of them expired. He reminded himself wisely that the woman's
-code is different from the man's. But the honesty of his intelligence
-rejected such an explanation, such an excuse. It was not that the woman
-had a different code,--she had no code except the code of the utter
-opportunist. To live with her was like living with a marvellous wild
-animal, full of grace, of cunning, of magnificent passionate gestures,
-of terrific affection, and of cruelty. She was at once indispensable and
-intolerable. He felt that to match her he had need of all his force,
-all his prescience, all his duplicity. The mystery that had lain
-between him and Hilda for a year was in the letter within two feet of
-his nose. He could watch her as she read, study her face; he knew that
-he was the wiser of the two; she was at a disadvantage; as regards the
-letter, she was fighting on ground chosen by him; and yet he could not
-in the least foresee the next ten minutes,--whether she would advance,
-retreat, feint, or surrender.
-
-"Did you bring your dress-clothes?" she murmured, while she was reading.
-She had instructed him in her letter on this point.
-
-"Of course," he said, manfully, striving to imply the immense untruth
-that he never stirred from home without his dress-clothes.
-
-She continued to read, frowning, and drawing her heavy eyebrows still
-closer together. Then she said:
-
-"Here!"
-
-And passed him the letter. He could see now that she was becoming
-excited.
-
-The letter was from the legitimate Mrs. George Cannon, and it said that,
-though nothing official was announced or even breathed, her solicitor
-had gathered from a permanent and important underling of the Home Office
-that George Cannon's innocence was supposed to be established, and that
-the Queen's pardon would, at some time or other, be issued. It was an
-affecting letter. Edwin, totally ignorant of all that had preceded it,
-did not immediately understand its significance. At first he did not
-even grasp what it was about. When he did begin to comprehend he had
-the sensation of being deprived momentarily of his bearings. He had
-expected everything but this. That is to say, he had absolutely not
-known what to expect. The shock was severe.
-
-"_What_ is it? _What_ is it?" he questioned, as if impatient.
-
-Hilda replied:
-
-"It's about George Cannon. It seems he was quite innocent in that
-bank-note affair. It's his wife who's been writing to me about it. I
-don't know why she should. But she did, and of course I had to reply."
-
-"You never said anything to me about it."
-
-"I didn't want to worry you, dearest. I knew you'd quite enough on your
-mind with the works. Besides, I'd no right to worry you with a thing
-like _that_. But of course I can show you all her letters,--I've kept
-them."
-
-Unanswerable! Unanswerable! Insincere, concocted, but unanswerable!
-The implications in her spoken defence were of the simplest and deepest
-ingenuity, and withal they hurt him. For example, the implication that
-the strain of the new works was breaking him! As if he could not
-support it, and had not supported it, easily! As if the new works meant
-that he could not fulfil all his duties as a helpmeet! And then the
-devilishly adroit plea that her concealment was morally necessary since
-he ought not to be troubled with any result of her pre-conjugal life!
-And finally the implication that he would be jealous of the
-correspondence and might exact the production of it! ... He now
-callously ignored Cecil's signals for attention.... He knew that he
-would receive no further enlightenment as to the long secrecy of the
-past twelve months. His fears and apprehensions and infelicity were to
-be dismissed with those few words. They would never be paid for,
-redeemed, atoned. The grand scenic explanation and submission which was
-his right would never come. Sentimentally, he was cheated, and had no
-redress. And, as a climax, he had to assume, to pretend, that justice
-still prevailed on earth.
-
-"Isn't it awful!" Hilda muttered. "Him in prison all this time!"
-
-He saw that her eyes were wet, and her emotion increasing.
-
-He nodded in sympathy.
-
-He thought:
-
-"She'll want some handling,--I can see that!"
-
-He too, as well as she, imaginatively comprehended the dreadful tragedy
-of George Cannon's false imprisonment. He had heart enough to be very
-glad that the innocent man (innocent at any rate of that one thing) was
-to be released. But at the same time he could not stifle a base
-foreboding and regret. Looking at his wife, he feared the moment when
-George Cannon, with all the enormous prestige of a victim in a woman's
-eyes, should be at large. Yes, the lover in him would have preferred
-George Cannon to be incarcerated forever. Had he not heard, had he not
-read, had he not seen on the stage, that a woman never forgets the first
-man? Nonsense, all that! Invented theatrical psychology! And yet--if
-it was true! ... Look at her eyes!
-
-"I suppose he _is_ innocent?" he said gruffly, for he mistrusted, or
-affected to mistrust, the doings of these two women together,--Cannon's
-wife and Cannon's victim. Might they not somehow have been hoodwinked?
-He knew nothing, no useful detail, naught that was convincing--and he
-never would know! Was it not astounding that the bigamist should have
-both these women on his side, either working for him, or weeping over
-his woes?
-
-"He must be innocent," Hilda answered, thoughtfully, in a breaking
-voice.
-
-"Where is he now,--up yon?"
-
-He indicated the unvisited heights of Dartmoor.
-
-"I believe so."
-
-"I thought they always shifted 'em back to London before they released
-'em."
-
-"I expect they will do. They may have moved him already."
-
-His mood grew soft, indulgent. He conceded that her emotion was
-natural. She had been bound up with the man. Cannon's admitted guilt
-on the one count, together with all that she had suffered through it,
-only intensified the poignancy of his innocence on the other count.
-Contrary to the general assumption, you must be sorrier for an
-unfortunate rascal than for an unfortunate good man. He could feel all
-that. He, Edwin, was to be pitied; but nobody save himself would
-perceive that he was to be pitied. His rôle would be difficult, but all
-his pride and self-reliance commanded him to play it well, using every
-resource of his masculine skill, and so prove that he was that which he
-believed himself to be. The future would be all right, because he would
-be equal to the emergency. Why should it not be all right? His heart
-in kindliness and tenderness drew nearer to Hilda's, and he saw, or
-fancied he saw, that all their guerilla had been leading up to this, had
-perhaps been caused by this, and would be nobly ended by it.
-
-Just then a mysterious noise penetrated the room, growing and growing
-until it became a huge deafening din, and slowly died away.
-
-"I expect that's breakfast," said Edwin in a casual tone.
-
-The organism of the English household was functioning. Even in the
-withdrawn calm of the bedroom they could feel it irresistibly
-functioning. The gong had a physical effect on Cecil; all his
-disappointment and his sense of being neglected were gathered up in his
-throat and exploded in a yell. Hilda took him in her right arm and
-soothed him and called him silly names.
-
-Edwin rose from the bed, and as he did so, Hilda retained him with her
-left hand, and pulled him very gently towards her, inviting a kiss. He
-kissed her. She held to him. He could see at a distance of two inches
-all the dark swimming colour of her wet eyes half veiled by the long
-lashes. And he could feel the soft limbs of the snuffling baby
-somewhere close to his head.
-
-"You'd better stick where you are," he advised her in a casual tone.
-
-Hilda thought:
-
-"Now the time's come. He'll be furious. But I can't help it."
-
-She said:
-
-"Oh no. I shall be quite all right soon. I'm going to get up in about
-half an hour."
-
-"But then how shall you get out of going to Princetown?"
-
-"Oh! Edwin! I must go. I told them I should go."
-
-He was astounded. There was no end to her incalculability,--no end!
-His resentment was violent. He stood right away from her.
-
-"'Told them you should go'!" he exclaimed. "What in the name of heaven
-does that matter? Are you absolutely mad?"
-
-She stiffened. Her features hardened. In the midst of her terrible
-relief as to the fate of George Cannon and of her equal terrible
-excitement under the enigmatic and irresistible mesmerism of Dartmoor
-prison, she was desperate, and resentment against Edwin kindled deep
-within her. She felt the brute in him. She felt that he would never
-really understand. She felt all her weakness and all his strength, but
-she was determined. At bottom she knew well that her weakness was the
-stronger.
-
-"I must go!" she repeated.
-
-"It's nothing but morbidness!" he said savagely. "Morbidness! ... Well,
-I shan't have it. I shan't let you go. And that's flat."
-
-She kept silent. Frightfully disturbed, cursing women, forgetting
-utterly in a moment his sublime resolves, Edwin descended to breakfast
-in the large, strange house. Existence was monstrous.
-
-And before the middle of the morning Hilda came into the garden where
-everyone else was idling. And Alicia and Janet fondly kissed her. She
-said her headache had vanished.
-
-"Sure you feel equal to going this afternoon, dearest?" asked Janet.
-
-"Oh yes!" Hilda replied lightly. "It will do me good."
-
-Edwin was helpless. He thought, recalling with vexation his last firm
-forbidding words to Hilda in the bedroom:
-
-"Nobody _could_ be equal to this emergency."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XV
-
- THE PRISON
-
-
- I
-
-
-Harry had two stout and fast cobs in a light wagonette. He drove
-himself, and Hilda sat by his side. The driver's boast was that he
-should accomplish the ten miles, with a rise of a thousand feet, in an
-hour and a quarter. A hired carriage would have spent two hours over
-the journey.
-
-It was when they had cleared the town, and were on the long straight
-rise across the moor towards Longford, that the horses began to prove
-the faith that was in them, eager, magnanimous, conceiving grandly the
-splendour of their task in life, and irrepressibly performing it with
-glory. The stones on the loose-surfaced road flew from under the
-striding of their hoofs into the soft, dark ling on either hand.
-Harry's whip hovered in affection over their twin backs, never touching
-them, and Harry smiled mysteriously to himself. He did not wish to talk.
-Nor did Hilda. The movement braced and intoxicated her, and rendered
-thought impossible. She brimmed with emotion, like a vase with some
-liquid unanalysable and perilous. She was not happy, she was not
-unhappy; the sensation of her vitality and of the kindred vitality of
-the earth and the air was overwhelming. She would have prolonged the
-journey indefinitely, and yet she intensely desired the goal, whatever
-terrors it might hold for her. At intervals she pulled up the
-embroidered and monogrammed apron that slipped slowly down over her
-skirt and over Harry's tennis-flannels, disclosing two rackets in a
-press that lay between them. Perhaps Harry was thinking of certain
-strokes at tennis.
-
-"Longford!" ejaculated Harry, turning his head slightly towards the body
-of the vehicle, as they rattled by a hamlet.
-
-Soon afterwards the road mounted steeply,--five hundred feet in little
-more than a mile, and the horses walked, but they walked in haste,
-fiercely, clawing at the road with their forefeet and thrusting it
-behind them. And some of the large tors emerged clearly into view--Cox
-Tor, the Staple Tors, and Great Mis lifting its granite above them and
-beyond.
-
-They were now in the midst of the moor, trotting fast again. Behind and
-before them, and on either side, there was nothing but moor and sky.
-The sky, a vast hemisphere of cloud and blue and sunshine, with a
-complex and ever elusive geography of its own, discovered all the tints
-of heath and granite. It was one of those days when every tint was
-divided into ten thousand shades, and each is richer and more softly
-beautiful than the others. On the shoulder of Great Mis rain fell,
-while little Vixen Tor glittered with mica points in the sun. Nothing
-could be seen over the whole moor save here and there a long-tailed
-pony, or a tiny cottage set apart in solitude. And the yellowish road
-stretched forward, wavily, narrowing, disappeared for a space,
-reappeared still narrower, disappeared once more, reappeared like a thin
-meandering line, and was lost on the final verge. It was an endless
-road. Impossible that the perseverance of horses should cover it yard
-by yard! But the horses strained onward, seeing naught but the macadam
-under their noses. Harry checked them at a descent.
-
-"Walkham River!" he announced.
-
-They crossed a pebbly stream by a granite bridge.
-
-"Hut-circles!" said Harry laconically.
-
-They were climbing again.
-
-Edwin, in the body of the wagonette with Janet and Alicia, looked for
-hut-circles and saw none; but he did not care. He was content with the
-knowledge that prehistoric hut-circles were somewhere there. He had
-never seen wild England before, and its primeval sanity awoke in him the
-primeval man. The healthiness and simplicity and grandiose beauty of it
-created the sublime illusion that civilisation was worthy to be
-abandoned. The Five Towns seemed intolerable by their dirt and
-ugliness, and by the tedious intricacy of their existence.
-Lithography,--you had but to think of the word to perceive the
-paltriness of the thing! Riches, properties, proprieties, all the
-safeties,--futile! He could have lived alone with Hilda on the moor,
-begetting children by her, watching with satisfaction the growing curves
-of her fecundity--his work, and seeing her with her brood, all their
-faces beaten by wind and rain and browned with sun. He had a
-tremendous, a painful longing for such a life. His imagination played
-round the idea of it with voluptuous and pure pleasure, and he wondered
-that he had never thought of it before. He felt that he had never
-before peered into the depths of existence. And though he knew that the
-dream of such an arcadian career was absurd, yet he seemed to guess that
-beneath the tiresome surfaces of life in the Five Towns the essence of
-it might be mystically lived. And he thought that Hilda would be
-capable of sharing it with him,--nay, he knew she would!
-
-His mood became gravely elated, even optimistic. He saw that he had
-worried himself about nothing. If she wanted to visit the prison, let
-her visit it! Why not? At any rate he should not visit it. He had an
-aversion for morbidity almost as strong as his aversion for
-sentimentality. But her morbidity could do no harm. She could not
-possibly meet George Cannon. The chances were utterly against such an
-encounter. Her morbidity would cure itself. He pitied her, cherished
-her, and in thought enveloped her fondly with his sympathetic and
-protective wisdom.
-
-"North Hessary," said Harry, pointing with his whip to a jutting tor on
-the right hand. "We go round by the foot of it. There in a jiff!"
-
-Soon afterwards they swerved away from the main road, obeying a signpost
-marked "Princetown."
-
-"Glorious, isn't it?" murmured Janet, after a long silence which had
-succeeded the light chatter of herself and Alicia about children,
-servants, tennis, laundries.
-
-He nodded, with a lively responsive smile, and glanced at Hilda's
-mysterious back. Only once during the journey had she looked round.
-Alicia with her coarse kind voice and laugh began to rally him, saying
-he had dozed.
-
-A town, more granite than the moor itself, gradually revealed its roofs
-in the heart of the moor. The horses, indefatigable, quickened their
-speed. Villas, a school, a chapel, a heavy church-tower followed in
-succession; there were pavements; a brake full of excursionists had
-halted in front of a hotel; holiday-makers--simple folk who disliked to
-live in flocks--wandered in ecstatic idleness. Concealed within the
-warmth of the mountain air, there pricked a certain sharpness. All
-about, beyond the little town, the tors raised their shaggy flanks
-surmounted by colossal masses of stone that recalled the youth of the
-planet. The feel of the world was stimulating like a tremendous tonic.
-Then the wagonette passed a thick grove of trees, hiding a house, and in
-a moment, like magic, appeared a huge gated archway of brick and stone,
-and over it the incised words:
-
-
- PARCERE SUBJECTIS
-
-
-"Stop! Stop! Harry," cried Alicia shrilly. "What are you doing?
-You'll have to go to the house first."
-
-"Shall I?" said Harry. "All right. Two thirty-five, be it noted."
-
-The vehicle came to a standstill, and instantly clouds of vapour rose
-from the horses.
-
-"Virgil!" thought Edwin, gazing at the archway, which filled him with
-sudden horror, like an obscenity misplaced.
-
-
-
- II
-
-
-Less than ten minutes later, he and Hilda and Alicia, together with
-three strange men, stood under the archway. Events had followed one
-another quickly, to Edwin's undoing. When the wagonette drew up in the
-grounds of the Governor's house, Harry Hesketh had politely indicated
-that for his horses he preferred the stables of a certain inn down the
-road to any stables that hospitality might offer; and he had driven off,
-Mrs. Rotherwas urging him to return without any delay so that tennis
-might begin. The Governor had been called from home, and in his absence
-a high official of the prison was deputed to show the visitors through
-the establishment. This official was the first of the three strange
-men; the other two were visitors. Janet had said that she would not go
-over the prison, because she meant to play tennis and wished not to tire
-herself. Alicia said kindly that she at any rate would go with
-Hilda,--though she had seen it all before, it was interesting enough to
-see again.
-
-Edwin had thereupon said that he should remain with Janet. But
-immediately Mrs. Rotherwas, whose reception of him had been full of the
-most friendly charm, had shown surprise, if not pain. What,--come to
-Princetown without inspecting the wonderful prison, when the chance was
-there? Inconceivable! Edwin might in his blunt Five Towns way have
-withstood Mrs. Rotherwas, but he could not withstand Hilda, who,
-frowning, seemed almost ready to risk a public altercation in order to
-secure his attendance. He had to yield. To make a scene, even a very
-little one, in the garden full of light dresses and polite suave voices
-would have been monstrous. He thought of all that he had ever heard of
-the subjection of men to women. He thought of Johnnie and of Mrs. Chris
-Hamson, who was known for her steely caprices. And he thought also of
-Jimmie and of the undesirable Mrs. Jimmie, who, it was said, had
-threatened to love Jimmie no more unless he took her once a week without
-fail to the theatre, whatever the piece, and played cards with her and
-two of her friends on all the other nights of the week. He thought of
-men as a sex conquered by the unscrupulous and the implacable, and in
-this mood, superimposed on his mood of disgust at the mere sight of the
-archway, he followed the high official and his train. Mrs. Rotherwas's
-last words were that they were not to be long. But the official said
-privately to the group that they must at any rate approach the precincts
-of the prison with all ceremony, and he led them proudly, with an air of
-ownership, round to the main entrance where the wagonette had first
-stopped.
-
-A turnkey on the other side of the immense gates, using a theatrical
-gesture, jangled a great bouquet of keys; the portal opened, increasing
-the pride of the official, and the next moment they were interned in the
-outer courtyard. The moor and all that it meant lay unattainably beyond
-that portal. As the group slowly crossed the enclosed space, with the
-grim façades of yellow-brown buildings on each side and vistas of
-further gates and buildings in front, the official and the two male
-visitors began to talk together over the heads of Alicia and Hilda. The
-women held close to each other, and the official kept upon them a
-chivalrous eye; the two visitors were friends; Edwin was left out of the
-social scheme, and lagged somewhat behind, like one who is not wanted
-but who cannot be abandoned. He walked self-conscious, miserable,
-resentful, and darkly angry. In one instant the three men had estimated
-him, decided that he was not of their clan nor of any related clan, and
-ignored him. Whereas the official and the two male visitors, who had
-never met before, grew more and more friendly each minute. One said
-that he did not know So-and-So of the Scots Greys, but he knew his
-cousin Trevor of the Hussars, who had in fact married a niece of his
-own. And then another question about somebody else was asked, and
-immediately they were engaged in following clues, as explorers will
-follow the intricate mouths of a great delta and so unite in the main
-stream. They were happy.
-
-Edwin did not seriously mind that; but what he did mind was their
-accent--in those days termed throughout the Midlands "lah-di-dah" (an
-onomatopoeic description), which, falsifying every vowel sound in the
-language, and several consonants, magically created around them an aura
-of utter superiority to the rest of the world. He quite unreasonably
-hated them, and he also envied them, because this accent was their
-native tongue, and because their clothes were not cut like his, and
-because they were entirely at their ease. Useless for the official to
-throw him an urbane word now and then; neither his hate nor his
-constraint would consent to be alleviated; the urbane words grew less
-frequent. Also Edwin despised them because they were seemingly
-insensible to the tremendous horror of the jail set there like an
-outrage in the midst of primitive and sane Dartmoor. "Yes," their
-attitude said. "This is a prison, one of the institutions necessary to
-the well being of society, like a workhouse or an opera house,--an
-interesting sight!"
-
-A second pair of iron gates were opened with the same elaborate
-theatricality as the first, and while the operation was being done the
-official, invigorated by the fawning of turnkeys, conversed with Alicia,
-who during her short married life had acquired some shallow acquaintance
-with the clans, and he even drew a reluctant phrase from Hilda. Then,
-after another open space, came a third pair of iron gates, final and
-terrific, and at length the party was under cover, and even the sky of
-the moor was lost. Edwin, bored, disgusted, shamed, and stricken,
-yielded himself proudly and submissively to the horror of the
-experience.
-
-
-
- III
-
-
-Hilda had only one thought--would she catch sight of the innocent
-prisoner? The party was now deeply engaged in a system of corridors and
-stairways. The official had said that as the tour of inspection was to
-be short he would display to them chiefly the modern part of the prison.
-So far not a prisoner had been seen, and scarcely a warder. The two
-male visitors were scientifically interested in the question of escapes.
-Did prisoners ever escape?
-
-"Never!" said the official, with satisfaction.
-
-"Impossible, I suppose. Even when they're working out on the moor?
-Warders are pretty good shots, eh?"
-
-"Practically impossible," said the official. "But there is one way."
-He looked up the stairway on whose landing they stood, and down the
-stairway, and cautiously lowered his voice. "Of course what I tell you
-is confidential. If one of our Dartmoor fogs came on suddenly, and kind
-friends outside had hidden a stock of clothes and food in an arranged
-spot, then theoretically--I say, theoretically--a man might get away.
-But nobody ever has done."
-
-"I suppose you still have the silent system?"
-
-The official nodded.
-
-"Absolutely?"
-
-"Absolutely."
-
-"How awful it must be!" said Alicia, with a nervous laugh.
-
-The official shrugged his shoulders, and the other two males murmured
-reassuring axioms about discipline.
-
-They emerged from the stairway into a colossal and resounding iron hall.
-Round the emptiness of this interior ran galleries of perforated iron
-protected from the abyss by iron balustrades. The group stood on the
-second of the galleries from the stony floor, and there were two
-galleries above them. Far away, opposite, a glint of sunshine had
-feloniously slipped in, transpiercing the gloom, and it lighted a series
-of doors. There was a row of these doors along every gallery. Each had
-a peep-hole, a key-hole and a number. The longer Hilda regarded, the
-more nightmarishly numerous seemed the doors. The place was like a huge
-rabbit-hutch designed for the claustration of countless rabbits. Across
-the whole width and length of the hall, and at the level of the lowest
-gallery, was stretched a great net.
-
-"To provide against suicides?" suggested one of the men.
-
-"Yes," said the official.
-
-"A good idea."
-
-When the reverberation of the words had ceased, a little silence ensued.
-The ear listened vainly for the slightest sound. In the silence the
-implacability of granite walls and iron reticulations reigned over the
-accursed vision, stultifying the soul.
-
-"Are these cells occupied?" asked Alicia timidly.
-
-"Not yet, Mrs. Hesketh. It's too soon. A few are."
-
-Hilda thought:
-
-"He may be here,--behind one of those doors." Her heart was liquid with
-compassion and revolt. "No," she assured herself. "They must have
-taken him away already. It's impossible he should be here. He's
-innocent."
-
-"Perhaps you would like to see one of the cells?" the official
-suggested.
-
-A warder appeared, and, with the inescapable jangle of keys, opened a
-door. The party entered the cell, ladies first, then the official and
-his new acquaintances; then Edwin, trailing. The cell was long and
-narrow, fairly lofty, bluish-white colour, very dimly lighted by a tiny
-grimed window high up in a wall of extreme thickness. The bed lay next
-the long wall; except the bed, a stool, a shelf, and some utensils,
-there was nothing to furnish the horrible nakedness of the cell. One of
-the visitors picked up an old book from the shelf. It was a Greek
-Testament. The party seemed astonished at this evidence of culture
-among prisoners, of the height from which a criminal may have fallen.
-
-The official smiled.
-
-"They often ask for such things on purpose," said he. "They think it's
-effective. They're very naïve, you know, at bottom."
-
-"This very cell may be his cell," thought Hilda. "He may have been here
-all these months, years, knowing he was innocent. He may have thought
-about me in this cell." She glanced cautiously at Edwin, but Edwin
-would not catch her eye.
-
-They left. On the way to the workshops, they had a glimpse of the old
-parts of the prison, used during the Napoleonic wars, incredibly dark,
-frowsy, like catacombs.
-
-"We don't use this part--unless we're very full up," said the official,
-and he contrasted it with the bright, spacious, healthy excellences of
-the hall which they had just quitted, to prove that civilisation never
-stood still.
-
-And then suddenly, at the end of a passage, a door opened and they were
-in the tailors' shop, a large irregular apartment full of a strong
-stench and of squatted and grotesque human beings. The human beings,
-for the most part, were clothed in a peculiar brown stuff, covered with
-broad arrows. The dress consisted of a short jacket, baggy
-knickerbockers, black stockings, and coloured shoes. Their hair was cut
-so short that they had the appearance of being bald, and their great
-ears protruded at a startling angle from the sides of those smooth
-heads. They were of every age, yet they all looked alike, ridiculous,
-pantomimic, appalling. Some gazed with indifference at the visitors;
-others seemed oblivious of the entry. They all stitched on their
-haunches, in the stench, under the surveillance of eight armed warders
-in blue.
-
-"How many?" asked the official mechanically.
-
-"Forty-nine, sir," said a warder.
-
-And Hilda searched their loathsome and vapid faces for the face of
-George Cannon. He was not there. She trembled,--whether with relief or
-with disappointment she knew not. She was agonised, but in her torture
-she exulted that she had come.
-
-No comment had been made in the workshop, the official having hinted
-that silence was usual on such occasions. But in a kind of
-antechamber--one of those amorphous spaces, serving no purpose and
-resembling nothing, which are sometimes to be found between definable
-rooms and corridors in a vast building imperfectly planned--the party
-halted in the midst of a discussion as to discipline. The male
-visitors, except Edwin, showed marked intelligence and detachment; they
-seemed to understand immediately how it was that forty-nine ruffians
-could be trusted to squat on their thighs and stitch industriously and
-use scissors and other weapons for hours without being chained to the
-ground; they certainly knew something of the handling of men. The
-official, triumphant, stated that every prisoner had the right of
-personal appeal to the Governor every day.
-
-"They come with their stories of grievances," said he, tolerant and
-derisive.
-
-"Which often aren't true?"
-
-"Which are never true," said the official quietly. "Never! They are
-always lies--always! ... Shows the material we have to deal with!" He
-gave a short laugh.
-
-"Really!" said one of the men, rather pleased and excited by this report
-of universal lying.
-
-"I suppose," Edwin blurted out, "you can tell for certain when they
-aren't speaking the truth?"
-
-Everybody looked at him surprised, as though the dumb had spoken. The
-official's glance showed some suspicion of sarcasm and a tendency to
-resent it.
-
-"We can," he answered shortly, commanding his features to a faint smile.
-"And now I wonder what Mrs. Rotherwas will be saying if I don't restore
-you to her." It was agreed that regard must be had for Mrs. Rotherwas's
-hospitable arrangements, though the prison was really very interesting
-and would repay study.
-
-They entered a wide corridor--one of two that met at right-angles in the
-amorphous space--leading in the direction of the chief entrance. From
-the end of this corridor a file of convicts was approaching in charge of
-two warders with guns. The official offered no remark, but held on.
-Hilda, falling back near to Edwin in the procession, was divided between
-a dreadful fear and a hope equally dreadful. Except in the tailors'
-shop, these were the only prisoners they had seen, and they appeared out
-of place in the half-freedom of the corridor; for nobody could conceive
-a prisoner save in a cell or shop, and these were moving in a public
-corridor, unshackled.
-
-Then she distinguished George Cannon among them. He was the third from
-the last. She knew him by his nose and the shape of his chin, and by
-his walk, though there was little left of his proud walk in the
-desolating, hopeless prison-shuffle which was the gait of all six
-convicts. His hair was iron-grey. All these details she could see and
-be sure of in the distance of the dim corridor. She no longer had a
-stomach; it had gone, and yet she felt a horrible nausea.
-
-She cried out to herself:
-
-"Why did I come? Why did I come? I am always doing these mad things.
-Edwin was right. Why do I not listen to him?"
-
-The party of visitors led by the high official, and the file of convicts
-in charge of armed warders, were gradually approaching one another in
-the wide corridor. It seemed to Hilda that a fearful collision was
-imminent, and that something ought to be done. But nobody among the
-visitors did anything or seemed to be disturbed. Only they had all
-fallen silent; and in the echoing corridor could be heard the firm steps
-of the male visitors accompanying the delicate tripping of the women,
-and the military tramp of the warders with the confused shuffling of the
-convicts.
-
-"Has he recognised me?" thought Hilda, wildly.
-
-She hoped that he had and that he had not. She recalled with the most
-poignant sorrow the few days of their union, their hours of intimacy,
-his kisses, her secret realisation of her power over him, and of his
-passion. She wanted to scream:
-
-"That man there is as innocent as any of you, and soon the whole world
-will know it! He never committed any crime except that of loving me too
-much. He could not do without me, and so I was his ruin. It is horrible
-that he should be here in this hell. He must be set free at once. The
-Home Secretary knows he is innocent, but they are so slow. How can
-anyone bear that he should stop here one instant longer?"
-
-But she made no sound. The tremendous force of an ancient and organised
-society kept her lips closed and her feet in a line with the others.
-She thought in despair:
-
-"We are getting nearer, and I cannot meet him. I shall drop." She
-glanced at Edwin, as if for help, but Edwin was looking straight ahead.
-
-Then a warder, stopping, ejaculated with the harsh brevity of a
-drill-serjeant:
-
-"Halt!"
-
-The file halted.
-
-"Right turn!"
-
-The six captives turned, with their faces close against the wall of the
-corridor, obedient, humiliated, spiritless, limp, stooping. Their backs
-presented the most ridiculous aspect; all the calculated grotesquerie of
-the surpassingly ugly prison uniform was accentuated as they stood thus,
-a row of living scarecrows, who knew that they had not the right even to
-look upon free men. Every one of them except George Cannon had large
-protuberant ears that completed the monstrosity of their appearance.
-
-The official gave his new acquaintances a satisfied glance, as if
-saying:
-
-"That is the rule by which we manage these chance encounters."
-
-The visitors went by in silence, instinctively edging away from the
-captives. And as she passed, Hilda lurched very heavily against Edwin,
-and recovered herself. Edwin seized her arm near the shoulder, and saw
-that she was pale. The others were in front.
-
-Behind them they could hear the warder:
-
-"Left turn! March!"
-
-And the shuffling and the tramping recommenced.
-
-
-
- IV
-
-
-In the garden of the Governor's house tennis had already begun when the
-official brought back his convoy. Young Truscott and Mrs. Rotherwas
-were pitted against Harry Hesketh and a girl of eighteen who possessed a
-good wrist but could not keep her head. Harry was watching over his
-partner, quietly advising her upon the ruses of the enemy, taking the
-more difficult strokes for her, and generally imparting to her the
-quality which she lacked. Harry was fully engaged; the whole of his
-brain and body was at strain; he let nothing go by; he missed no chance,
-and within the laws of the game he hesitated at no stratagem. And he was
-beating young Truscott and Mrs. Rotherwas, while an increasing and
-polite audience looked on. To the entering party, the withdrawn scene,
-lit by sunshine, appeared as perfect as a stage-show, with its trees,
-lawn, flowers, toilettes, the flying balls, the grace of the players,
-and the grey solidity of the governor's house in the background.
-
-Alicia ran gawkily to Janet, who had got a box of chocolates from
-somewhere, and one of the men followed her, laughing. Hilda sat apart;
-she was less pale. Edwin remained cautiously near her. He had not left
-her side since she lurched against him in the corridor. He knew; he had
-divined that that which he most feared had come to pass,--the supreme
-punishment of Hilda's morbidity. He had not definitely recognised
-George Cannon, for he was not acquainted with him, and in the past had
-only once or twice by chance caught sight of him in the streets of
-Bursley or Turnhill. But he had seen among the six captives one who
-might be he, and who certainly had something of the Five Towns look.
-Hilda's lurch told him that by vindictiveness of fate George Cannon was
-close to them.
-
-He had ignored his own emotion. The sudden transient weight of Hilda's
-body had had a strange moral effect upon him. "This," he thought, "is
-the burden I have to bear. This, and not lithography, nor riches, is my
-chief concern. She depends on me. I am all she has to stand by." The
-burden with its immense and complex responsibilities was sweet to his
-inmost being; and it braced him and destroyed his resentment against her
-morbidity. His pity was pure. He felt that he must live more
-nobly--yes, more heroically--than he had been living; that all irritable
-pettiness must drop away from him, and that his existence in her regard
-must have simplicity and grandeur. The sensation of her actual weight
-stayed with him. He had not spoken to her; he dared not; he had
-scarcely met her eyes; but he was ready for any emergency. Every now and
-then, in the garden, Hilda glanced over her shoulder at the house, as
-though her gaze could pierce the house and see the sinister prison
-beyond.
-
-The set ended, to Harry Hesketh's satisfaction; and, another set being
-arranged, he and Mrs. Rotherwas, athletic in a short skirt and simple
-blouse, came walking, rather flushed and breathless, round the garden
-with one or two others, including Harry's late partner. The
-conversation turned upon the great South Wales colliery strike against a
-proposed reduction of wages. Mrs. Rotherwas' husband was a colliery
-proprietor near Monmouth, and she had just received a letter from him.
-Everyone sympathised with her and her husband, and nobody could
-comprehend the wrongheadedness of the miners, except upon the
-supposition that they had been led away by mischievous demagogues. As
-the group approached, the timid young girl, having regained her nerve,
-was exclaiming with honest indignation: "The leaders ought to be shot,
-and the men who won't go down the pits ought to be forced to go down and
-made to work." And she picked at fluff on her yellow frock. Edwin
-feared an uprising from Hilda, but naught happened. Mrs. Rotherwas
-spoke about tea, though it was rather early, and they all, Hilda as
-well, wandered to a large yew tree under which was a table; through the
-pendant branches of the tree the tennis could be watched as through a
-screen.
-
-The prison clock tolled the hour over the roofs of the house, and Mrs.
-Rotherwas gave the definite signal for refreshments.
-
-"You're exhausted," she said teasingly to Harry.
-
-"You'll see," said Harry.
-
-"No," Mrs. Rotherwas delightfully relented. "You're a dear, and I love
-to watch you play. I'm sure you could give Mr. Truscott half fifteen."
-
-"Think so?" said Harry, pleased, and very conscious that he was living
-fully.
-
-"You see what it is to have an object in life, Hesketh," Edwin remarked
-suddenly.
-
-Harry glanced at him doubtfully, and yet with a certain ingenuous
-admiration. At the same time a white ball rolled near the tree. He
-ducked under the trailing branches, returned the ball, and moved slowly
-towards the court.
-
-"Alicia tells me you're very old friends of theirs," said Mrs.
-Rotherwas, agreeably, to Hilda.
-
-Hilda smiled quietly.
-
-"Yes, we are, both of us."
-
-Who could have guessed, now, that her condition was not absolutely
-normal?
-
-"Charming people, aren't they, the Heskeths?" said Mrs. Rotherwas.
-"Perfectly charming. They're an ideal couple. And I do like their
-house, it's so deliciously quaint, isn't it, Mary?"
-
-"Lovely," agreed the young girl.
-
-It was an ideal world, full of ideal beings.
-
-Soon after tea the irresistible magnetism of Alicia's babies drew Alicia
-off the moor, and with her the champion player, Janet, Hilda and Edwin.
-Mrs. Rotherwas let them go with regret, adorably expressed. Harry would
-have liked to stay, but on the other hand he was delightfully ready to
-yield to Alicia.
-
-
-
- V
-
-
-On arriving at Tavy Mansion Hilda announced that she should lie down.
-She told Edwin, in an exhausted but friendly voice, that she needed only
-rest, and he comprehended, rightly, that he was to leave her. Not a
-word was said between them as to the events within the prison. He left
-her, and spent the time before dinner with Harry Hesketh, who had the
-idea of occupying their leisure with a short game of bowls, for which it
-was necessary to remove the croquet hoops.
-
-Hilda undressed and got into bed. Soon afterwards both Alicia, with an
-infant, and Janet came to see her. Had Janet been alone, Hilda might
-conceivably in her weakness have surrendered the secret to her in
-exchange for that soft and persuasive sympathy of which Janet was the
-mistress, but the presence of Alicia made a confidence impossible, and
-Hilda was glad. She plausibly fibbed to both sisters, and immediately
-afterwards the household knew that Hilda would not appear at dinner.
-There was not the slightest alarm or apprehension, for the affair
-explained itself in the simplest way,--Hilda had had a headache in the
-morning, and had been wrong to go out; she was now merely paying for the
-indiscretion. She would be quite recovered the next day. Alicia
-whispered a word to her husband, who, besides, was not apt easily to get
-nervous about anything except his form at games. Edwin also, with his
-Five Towns habit of mind, soberly belittled the indisposition. The
-household remained natural and gay. When Edwin went upstairs to prepare
-for dinner, moving very quietly, his wife had her face towards the wall
-and away from the light. He came round the bed to look at her.
-
-"I'm all right," she murmured.
-
-"Want nothing at all?" he asked, with nervous gruffness.
-
-She shook her head.
-
-Very impatiently she awaited his departure, exasperated more than she
-had ever been by his precise deliberation over certain details of his
-toilet. As soon as he was gone she began to cry; but the tears came so
-gently from her eyes that the weeping was as passive, as independent of
-volition, as the escape of blood from a wound.
-
-She had a grievance against Edwin. At the crisis in the prison she had
-blamed herself for not submitting to his guidance, but now she had
-reacted against all such accusations, and her grievance amounted to just
-an indictment of his commonsense, his quietude, his talent for keeping
-out of harm's way, his lack of violent impulses, his formidable
-respectability. She was a rebel; he was not. He would never do
-anything wrong, or even perilous. Never, never would he find himself in
-need of a friend's help. He would always direct his course so that
-society would protect him. He was a firm part of the structure of
-society; he was the enemy of impulses. When he foresaw a danger, the
-danger was always realised: she had noticed that, and she resented it.
-He was infinitely above the George Cannons of the world. He would be
-incapable of bigamy, incapable of being caught in circumstances which
-could bring upon him suspicion of any crime whatever. Yet for her the
-George Cannons had a quality which he lacked, which he could never
-possess, and which would have impossibly perfected him--a quality
-heroic, foolish, martyr-like! She was almost ready to decide that his
-complete social security was due to cowardice and resulted in
-self-righteousness! ... Could he really feel pity as she felt it, for
-the despised and rejected, and a hatred of injustice equal to hers?
-
-These two emotions were burning her up. Again and again, ceaselessly,
-her mind ran round the circle of George Cannon's torture and the
-callousness of society. He had sinned, and she had loathed him; but
-both his sin and her loathing were the fruit of passion. He had been a
-proud man, and she had shared his pride; now he was broken, unutterably
-humiliated, and she partook of his humiliation. The grotesque and
-beaten animal in the corridor was all that society had left of him who
-had once inspired her to acts of devotion, who could make her blush, and
-to satisfy whom she would recklessly spend herself. The situation was
-intolerable, and yet it had to be borne. But surely it must be ended!
-Surely at the latest on the morrow the prisoner must be released, and
-soothed and reinstated! ... Pardoned? No! A pardon was an insult,
-worse than an insult. She would not listen to the word. Society might
-use it for its own purposes; but she would never use it. Pardon a man
-after deliberately and fiendishly achieving his ruin? She could have
-laughed.
-
-Exhaustion followed, tempering emotion and reducing it to a profound
-despairing melancholy that was stirred at intervals by frantic revolt.
-The light failed. The windows became vague silver squares. Outside
-fowls clucked, a horse's hoof clattered on stones; servants spoke to
-each other in their rough, good-natured voices. The peace of the world
-had its effect on her, unwilling though she was. Then there was a faint
-tap at the door. She made no reply, and shut her eyes. The door gently
-opened, and someone tripped delicately in. She heard movements at the
-washstand.... One of the maids. A match was struck. The blinds were
-stealthily lowered, the curtains drawn; garments were gathered together,
-and at last the door closed again.
-
-She opened her eyes. The room was very dimly illuminated. A
-night-light, under a glass hemisphere of pale rose, stood on the
-dressing-table. By magic, order had been restored; a glinting copper
-ewer of hot water stood in the whiteness of the basin with a towel over
-it; the blue blinds, revealed by the narrowness of the red curtains,
-stirred in the depths of the windows; each detail of the chamber was
-gradually disclosed, and the chamber was steeped in the first
-tranquillity of the night. Not a sound could be heard. Through the
-depths of her bitterness, there rose slowly the sensation of the beauty
-of existence even in its sadness....
-
-A long time afterwards it occurred to her in the obscurity that the bed
-was tumbled. She must have turned over and over. The bed must be
-arranged before Edwin came. He had to share it. After all, he had
-committed no fault; he was entirely innocent. She and fate between them
-had inflicted these difficulties and these solicitudes upon him. He had
-said little or nothing, but he was sympathetic. When she had stumbled
-against him she had felt his upholding masculine strength. He was
-dependable, and would be dependable to the last. The bed must be
-creaseless when he came; this was the least she could do. She arose.
-Very faintly she could descry her image in the mirror of the great
-wardrobe--a dishevelled image. Forgetting the bed, she bathed her face,
-and, unusually, took care to leave the washstand as tidy as the maid had
-left it. Then, having arranged her hair, she set about the bed. It was
-not easy for one person unaided to make a wide bed. Before she had
-finished she heard footsteps outside the door. She stood still. Then
-she heard Edwin's voice:
-
-"Don't trouble, thanks. I'll take it in myself."
-
-He entered, carrying a tray, and shut the door, and instantly she busied
-herself once more with the bed.
-
-"My poor girl," he said with quiet kindliness, "what are you doing?"
-
-"I'm just putting the bed to rights," she answered, and almost with a
-single movement she slid back into the bed. "What have you got there?"
-
-"I thought I'd ask for some tea for you," he said. "Nearly the whole
-blessed household wanted to come and see you, but I wouldn't have it."
-
-She could not say: "It's very nice of you." But she said, simply to
-please him: "I should like some tea."
-
-He put the tray on the dressing-table; then lit three candles, two on
-the dressing-table and one on the night-table, and brought the tray to
-the night-table.
-
-He himself poured out the tea, and offered the cup. She raised herself
-on an elbow.
-
-"Did you recognise him?" she muttered suddenly, after she had blown on
-the tea to cool it.
-
-Under ordinary conditions Edwin would have replied to such an unprepared
-question with another, petulant and impatient: "Recognise who?"
-pretending that he did not understand the allusion. But now he made no
-pretences.
-
-"Not quite," he said. "But I knew at once. I could see which of them
-it must be."
-
-The subject at last opened between them, Hilda felt an extraordinary
-solace and relief. He stood by the bedside, in black, with a great
-breastplate of white, his hair rough, his hands in his pockets. She
-thought he had a fine face; she thought of him as, at such a time, her
-superior; she wanted powerfully to adopt his attitude, to believe in
-everything he said. They were talking together in safety, quietly,
-gravely, amicably, withdrawn and safe in the strange house--he
-benevolent and assuaging and comprehending, she desiring the balm which
-he could give. It seemed to her that they had never talked to each
-other in such tones.
-
-"Isn't it awful--awful?" she exclaimed.
-
-"It is," said Edwin, and added carefully, tenderly: "I suppose he _is_
-innocent."
-
-She might have flown at him: "That's just like you--to assume he isn't!"
-But she replied:
-
-"I'm quite sure of it. I say--I want you to read all the letters I've
-had from Mrs. Cannon. I've got them here. They're in my bag there.
-Read them now. Of course I always meant to show them to you."
-
-"All right," he agreed, drew a chair to the dressing-table where the bag
-was, found the letters, and read them. She waited, as he read one
-letter, put it down, read another, laid it precisely upon the first one,
-with his terrible exactitude and orderliness, and so on through the
-whole packet.
-
-"Yes," said he at the end, "I should say he's innocent this time, right
-enough."
-
-"But something ought to be done!" she cried. "Don't you think something
-ought to be done, Edwin?"
-
-"Something has been done. Something is being done."
-
-"But something else!"
-
-He got up and walked about the room.
-
-"There's only one thing to be done," he said.
-
-He came towards her, and stood over her again, and the candle on the
-night-table lighted his chin and the space between his eyelashes and his
-eyebrows. He timidly touched her hair, caressing it. They were
-absolutely at their ease together in the intimacy of the bedroom. In
-her brief relations with George Cannon there had not been time to
-establish anything like such intimacy. With George Cannon she had
-always had the tremors of the fawn.
-
-"What is it?"
-
-"Wait. That's all. It's not the slightest use trying to hurry these
-public departments. You can't do it. You only get annoyed for nothing
-at all. You can take that from me, my child."
-
-He spoke with such delicate persuasiveness, such an evident desire to be
-helpful, that Hilda was convinced and grew resigned. It did not occur
-to her that he had made a tremendous resolve which had raised him above
-the Edwin she knew. She thought she had hitherto misjudged and
-underrated him.
-
-"I wanted to explain to you about that ten pounds," she said.
-
-"That's all right--that's all right," said he hastily.
-
-"But I _must_ tell you. You saw Mrs. Cannon's letter asking me for
-money. Well, I borrowed the ten pounds from Janet. So of course I had
-to pay it back, hadn't I?"
-
-"How is Janet?" he asked in a new, lighter tone.
-
-"She seems to be going on splendidly, don't you think so?"
-
-"Well then, we'll go home to-morrow."
-
-"Shall we?"
-
-She lifted her arms and he bent. She was crying. In a moment she was
-sobbing. She gave him violent kisses amid her sobs, and held him close
-to her until the fit passed. Then she said, in her voice reduced to
-that of a child:
-
-"What time's the train?"
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVI
-
- THE GHOST
-
-
- I
-
-
-It was six-thirty. The autumn dusk had already begun to fade; and in
-the damp air, cold, grimy, and vaporous, men with scarves round their
-necks and girls with shawls over their heads, or hatted and even gloved,
-were going home from work past the petty shops where sweets, tobacco,
-fried fish, chitterlings, groceries, and novelettes were sold among
-enamelled advertisements of magic soaps. In the feeble and patchy
-illumination of the footpaths, which left the middle of the streets and
-the upper air all obscure, the chilled, preoccupied people passed each
-other rapidly like phantoms, emerging out of one mystery and
-disappearing into another. Everywhere, behind the fanlights and shaded
-windows of cottages, domesticity was preparing the warm relaxations of
-the night. Amid the streets of little buildings the lithographic
-establishment, with a yellow oblong here and there illuminated in its
-dark façades, stood up high, larger than reality, more important and
-tyrannic, one of the barracks, one of the prisons, one of the
-money-works where a single man or a small group of men by brains and
-vigour and rigour exploited the populace.
-
-Edwin, sitting late in his private office behind those façades, was not
-unaware of the sensation of being an exploiter. By his side on the
-large flat desk lay a copy of the afternoon's _Signal_ containing an
-account of the breaking up by police of an open-air meeting of confessed
-anarchists on the previous day at Manchester. Manchester was, and is
-still, physically and morally, very close to the Five Towns, which
-respect it more than they respect London. An anarchist meeting at
-Manchester was indeed an uncomfortable portent for the Five Towns.
-Enormous strikes, like civil wars at stalemate, characterised the autumn
-as they had characterised the spring, affecting directly or indirectly
-every industry, and weakening the prestige of government, conventions,
-wealth, and success. Edwin was successful. It was because he was
-successful that he was staying late and that a clerk in the outer office
-was staying late and that windows were illuminated here and there in the
-façades. Holding in his hand the wage-book, he glanced down the long
-column of names and amounts. Some names conveyed nothing to him; but
-most of them raised definite images in his mind--of big men, roughs,
-decent clerks with wristbands, undersized pale machinists, intensely
-respectable skilled artisans and daughtsmen, thin ragged lads, greasy,
-slatternly, pale girls, and one or two fat women,--all dirty, and
-working with indifference in dirt. Most of them kowtowed to him; some
-did not; some scowled askance. But they were all dependent on him. Not
-one of them but would be prodigiously alarmed and inconvenienced--to say
-nothing of going hungry--if it he did not pay wages the next morning.
-The fact was he could distribute ruin with a gesture and nobody could
-bring him to book....
-
-Something wrong! Under the influence of strikes and anarchist meetings
-he felt with foreboding and even with a little personal alarm that
-something was wrong. Those greasy, slatternly girls, for instance, with
-their coarse charm and their sexuality,--they were underpaid. They
-received as much as other girls, on pot-banks, perhaps more, but they
-were underpaid. What chance had they? He was getting richer every day,
-and safer (except for the vague menace); yet he could not appreciably
-improve their lot, partly for business reasons, partly because any
-attempt to do so would bring the community about his ears and he would
-be labelled as a doctrinaire and a fool, and partly because his own
-commonsense was against such a move. Not those girls, not his works, not
-this industry and that, was wrong. All was wrong. And it was
-impossible to imagine any future period when all would not be wrong.
-Perfection was a desolating thought. Nevertheless the struggle towards
-it was instinctive and had to go on. The danger was (in Edwin's eyes)
-of letting that particular struggle monopolise one's energy. Well, he
-would not let it. He did a little here and a little there, and he voted
-democratically and in his heart was most destructively sarcastic about
-toryism; and for the rest he relished the adventure of existence, and
-took the best he conscientiously could, and thought pretty well of
-himself as a lover of his fellowmen. If he was born to be a master, he
-would be one, and not spend his days in trying to overthrow mastery. He
-was tired that evening, he had a slight headache, he certainly had
-worries; but he was not unhappy on the throbbing, tossing steamer of
-humanity. Nobody could seem less adventurous than he seemed, with his
-timidities and his love of moderation, comfort, regularity and security.
-Yet his nostrils would sniff to the supreme and all-embracing adventure.
-
-He heard Hilda's clear voice in the outer office: "Mr. Clayhanger in
-there?" and the clerk's somewhat nervously agitated reply, repeating
-several times in eager affirmative. And he himself, the master, though
-still all alone in the sanctum, at once pretended to be very busy.
-
-Her presence would thus often produce an excitation in the organism of
-the business. She was so foreign to it, so unsoiled by it, so aloof
-from it, so much more gracious, civilised, enigmatic than anything that
-the business could show! And, fundamentally, she was the cause of the
-business; it was all for her; it existed with its dirt, noise, crudity,
-strain, and eternal effort so that she might exist in her elegance, her
-disturbing femininity, her restricted and deep affections, her
-irrational capriciousness, and her strange, brusque commonsense. The
-clerks and some of the women felt this; Big James certainly felt it; and
-Edwin felt it, and denied it to himself, more than anybody. There was
-no economic justice in the arrangement. She would come in veiled, her
-face mysterious behind the veil, and after a few minutes she would
-delicately lift her gloved fingers to the veil, and raise it, and her
-dark, pale, vivacious face would be disclosed. "Here I am!" And the
-balance was even, her debt paid! That was how it was.
-
-In the month that had passed since the visit to Dartmoor, Edwin, despite
-his resolve to live heroically and philosophically, had sometimes been
-forced into the secret attitude: "This woman will kill me, but without
-her I shouldn't be interested enough to live." He was sometimes morally
-above her to the point of priggishness, and sometimes incredibly below
-her; but for the most part living in a different dimension. She had
-heard nothing further from Mrs. Cannon; she knew nothing of the
-bigamist's fate, though more than once she had written for news. Her
-moods were unpredictable and disconcerting, and as her moods constituted
-the chief object of Edwin's study the effect on him was not
-tranquillising. At the start he had risen to the difficulty of the
-situation; but he could not permanently remain at that height, and the
-situation had apparently become stationary. His exasperations, both
-concealed and open, were not merely unworthy of a philosopher, they were
-unworthy of a common man. "Why be annoyed?" he would say to himself.
-But he was annoyed. "The tone--the right tone!" he would remind
-himself. Surely he could remember to command his voice to the right
-tone? But no! He could not. He could infallibly remember to wind up
-his watch, but he could not remember that. Moreover, he felt, as he had
-felt before, on occasions, that no amount of right tone would keep their
-relations smooth, for the reason that principles were opposed. Could
-she not see? ... Well, she could not. There she was, entire,
-unalterable--impossible to chip inconvenient pieces off her--you must
-take her or leave her; and she could not see, or she would not--which in
-practice was the same thing.
-
-And yet some of the most exquisite moments of their union had occurred
-during that feverish and unquiet month--moments of absolute surrender
-and devotion on her part, of protective love on his; and also long
-moments of peace. With the early commencement of autumn, all the family
-had resumed the pursuit of letters with a certain ardour. A startling
-feminist writer, and the writer whose parentage and whose very name lay
-in the Five Towns, who had re-created the East and whose vogue was a
-passion among the lettered--both these had published books whose success
-was extreme and genuine. And in the curtained gas-lit drawing-room of a
-night Hilda would sit rejoicing over the triumphant satire of the
-woman-novelist, and Edwin and George would lounge in impossible
-postures, each mesmerised by a story of the Anglo-Indian; and between
-chapters Edwin might rouse himself from the enchantment sufficiently to
-reflect: "How indescribably agreeable these evenings are!" And ten to
-one he would say aloud, with false severity: "George! Bed!" And George,
-a fine judge of genuineness in severity, would murmur carelessly: "All
-right! I'm going!" And not go.
-
-And now Edwin in the office thought:
-
-"She's come to fetch me away."
-
-He was gratified. But he must not seem to be gratified. The sanctity
-of business from invasion had to be upheld. He frowned, feigning more
-diligently than ever to be occupied. She came in, with that air at once
-apologetic and defiant that wives have in affronting the sacred
-fastness. Nobody could have guessed that she had ever been a business
-woman, arriving regularly at just such an office every morning,
-shorthand-writing, twisting a copying-press, filing, making
-appointments. Nobody could have guessed that she had ever been in
-business for herself, and had known how sixpence was added to sixpence
-and a week's profit lost in an hour. All such knowledge had apparently
-dropped from her like an excrescence, had vanished like a temporary
-disfigurement, and she looked upon commerce with the uncomprehending,
-careless, and yet impressed eyes of a young girl.
-
-"Hello, missis!" he exclaimed casually.
-
-Then George came in. Since the visit to Dartmoor Hilda had much
-increased her intimacy with George, spending a lot of time with him,
-walking with him, and exploring in a sisterly and reassuring manner his
-most private life. George liked it, but it occasionally irked him and
-he would give a hint to Edwin that mother needed to be handled at times.
-
-"You needn't come in here, George," said Hilda.
-
-"Well, can I go into the engine-house?" George suggested. Edwin had
-always expected that he would prefer the machine-room. But the
-engine-house was his haunt, probably because it was dirty, fiery, and
-stuffy.
-
-"No, you can't," said Edwin. "Pratt's gone by this, and it's shut up."
-
-"No, it isn't. Pratt's there."
-
-"All right."
-
-"Shut the door, dear," said Hilda.
-
-"Hooray!" George ran off and banged the glass door.
-
-Hilda, glancing by habit at the unsightly details of the deteriorating
-room, walked round the desk. With apprehension Edwin saw resolve and
-perturbation in her face. He was about to say: "Look here, infant, I'm
-supposed to be busy." But he refrained.
-
-Holding out a letter which she nervously snatched from her bag, Hilda
-said:
-
-"I've just had this--by the afternoon post. Read it."
-
-He recognised at once the sloping handwriting; but the paper was
-different; it was a mere torn half-sheet of very cheap notepaper. He
-read: "Dear Mrs. Clayhanger. Just a line to say that my husband is at
-last discharged. It has been weary waiting. We are together, and I am
-looking after him. With renewed thanks for your sympathy and help.
-Believe me, Sincerely yours, Charlotte M. Cannon." The signature was
-scarcely legible. There was no address, no date.
-
-Edwin's first flitting despicable masculine thought was: "She doesn't
-say anything about that ten pounds!" It fled. He was happy in an
-intense relief that affected all his being. He said to himself: "Now
-that's over, we can begin again."
-
-"Well," he murmured. "That's all right. Didn't I always tell you it
-would take some time? ... That's all right."
-
-He gazed at the paper, waving it in his hand as he held it by one
-corner. He perceived that it was the letter of a jealous woman, who had
-got what she wanted and meant to hold it, and entirely to herself; and
-his mood became somewhat sardonic.
-
-"Very curt, isn't it?" said Hilda strangely. "And after all this time,
-too!"
-
-He looked up at her, turning his head sideways to catch her eyes.
-
-"That letter," he said in a voice as strange as Hilda's, "that letter is
-exactly what it ought to be. It could not possibly have been better
-turned.... You don't want to keep it, I suppose, do you?"
-
-"No," she muttered.
-
-He tore it into very small pieces, and dropped them into the
-waste-paper-basket beneath the desk.
-
-"And burn all the others," he said, in a low tone.
-
-"Edwin," after a pause.
-
-"Yes?"
-
-"Don't you think George ought to know? Don't you think one of us ought
-to tell him,--either you or me? You might tell him?"
-
-"Tell him what?" Edwin demanded sharply, pushing back his chair.
-
-"Well, everything!"
-
-He glowered. He could feel himself glowering. He could feel the
-justifiable anger animating him.
-
-"Certainly not!" he enunciated resentfully, masterfully, overpoweringly.
-"Certainly not!"
-
-"But supposing he hears from outsiders?"
-
-"You needn't begin supposing."
-
-"But he's bound to have to know sometime."
-
-"Possibly. But he isn't going to know now, any road! Not with my
-consent. The thing's absolute madness."
-
-Hilda almost whispered:
-
-"Very well, dear. If you think so."
-
-"I do think so."
-
-He suddenly felt very sorry for her. He was ready to excuse her
-astounding morbidity as a consequence of extreme spiritual tribulation.
-He added with brusque good-nature:
-
-"And so will you, in the morning, my child."
-
-"Shall you be long?"
-
-"No. I told you I should be late. If you'll run off, my chuck, I'll
-undertake to be after you in half an hour."
-
-"Is your headache better?"
-
-"No. On the other hand, it isn't worse."
-
-He gazed fiercely at the wages-book.
-
-She bent down.
-
-"Kiss me," she murmured tearfully.
-
-As he kissed her, and as she pressed against him, he absorbed and
-understood all the emotions through which she had passed and was
-passing, and from him to her was transmitted an unimaginable tenderness
-that shamed and atoned for the inclemency of his refusals. He was very
-happy. He knew that he would not do another stroke of work that night,
-but still he must pretend to do some. Playfully, without rising, he
-drew down her veil, smacked her gently on the back, and indicated the
-door.
-
-"I have to call at Clara's about that wool for Maggie," she said, with
-courage. His fingering of her veil had given her extreme pleasure.
-
-"I'll bring the kid up," he said.
-
-"Will you?"
-
-She departed, leaving the door unlatched.
-
-
-
- II
-
-
-A draught from the outer door swung wide-open the unlatched door of
-Edwin's room.
-
-"What are doors for?" he muttered, pleasantly impatient; then he called
-aloud:
-
-"Simpson. Shut the outer door--and this one, too."
-
-There was no answer. He arose and went to the outer office. Hilda had
-passed through it like an arrow. Simpson was not there. But a man
-stood leaning against the mantelpiece; he held at full spread a copy of
-the _Signal_, which concealed all the upper part of him except his
-fingers and the crown of his head. Though the gas had been lighted in
-the middle of the room, it must have been impossible for him to read by
-it, since it shone through the paper. He lowered the newspaper with a
-rustle and looked at Edwin. He was a big, well-dressed man, wearing a
-dark grey suit, a blue Melton overcoat, and a quite new glossy
-"boiler-end" felt hat. He had a straight, prominent nose, and dark,
-restless eyes, set back; his short hair was getting grey, but not his
-short black moustache.
-
-"Were you waiting to see me?" Edwin said, in a defensive, half-hostile
-tone. The man might be a belated commercial traveller of a big
-house--some of those fellows considered themselves above all laws; on
-the other hand he might be a new; customer in a hurry.
-
-"Yes," was the reply, in a deep, full and yet uncertain voice. "The
-clerk said you couldn't be disturbed, and asked me to wait. Then he
-went out."
-
-"What can I do for you? It's really after hours, but some of us are
-working a bit late."
-
-The man glanced at the outer door, which Edwin was shutting, and then at
-the inner door, which exposed Edwin's room.
-
-"I'm George Cannon," he said, advancing a step, as it were defiantly.
-
-For an instant Edwin was frightened by the sudden melodrama of the
-situation. Then he thought:
-
-"I am up against this man. This is a crisis."
-
-And he became almost agreeably aware of his own being. The man stood
-close to him, under the gas, with all the enigmatic quality of another
-being. He could perceive now--at any rate he could believe--that it was
-George Cannon. Forgetful of what the man had suffered, Edwin felt for
-him nothing but the instinctive inimical distrust of the individual who
-has never got at loggerheads with society for the individual who once
-and for always has. To this feeling was added a powerful resentment of
-the man's act in coming--especially unannounced--to just _him_, the
-husband of the woman he had dishonoured. It was a monstrous act--and
-doubtless an act characteristic of the man. It was what might have been
-expected. The man might have been innocent of a particular crime, might
-have been falsely imprisoned; but what had he originally been doing,
-with what rascals had he been consorting, that he should be even
-suspected of crime? George Cannon's astonishing presence, so suddenly
-after his release, at the works of Edwin Clayhanger, was unforgiveable.
-Edwin felt an impulse to say savagely:
-
-"Look here. You clear out. You understand English, don't you? Hook
-it."
-
-But he had not the brutality to say it. Moreover, the clerk returned,
-carrying, full to the brim, the tin water-receptacle used for wetting
-the damping-brush of the copying-press.
-
-"Will you come in, please?" said Edwin curtly. "Simpson, I'm engaged."
-
-The two men went into the inner room.
-
-"Sit down," said Edwin grimly.
-
-George Cannon, with a firm gesture, planted his hat on the flat desk
-between them. He looked round behind him at the shut glazed door.
-
-"You needn't be afraid," said Edwin. "Nobody can hear--unless you
-shout."
-
-He gazed curiously but somewhat surreptitiously at George Cannon, trying
-to decide whether it was possible to see in him a released convict. He
-decided that it was not possible. George Cannon had a shifty, but not a
-beaten, look; many men had a shifty look. His hair was somewhat short,
-but so was the hair of many men, if not of most. He was apparently in
-fair health; assuredly his constitution had not been ruined. And if his
-large, coarse features were worn, marked with tiny black spots, and
-seamed and generally ravaged, they were not more ravaged than the
-features of numerous citizens of Bursley aged about fifty who saved
-money, earned honours, and incurred the envy of presumably intelligent
-persons. And as he realised all this, Edwin's retrospective painful
-alarm as to what might have happened if Hilda had noticed George Cannon
-in the outer office lessened until he could dismiss it entirely. By
-chance she had ignored Cannon, perhaps scarcely seeing him in her
-preoccupied passage, perhaps taking him vaguely for a customer; but
-supposing she _had_ recognised him, what then? There would have been an
-awkward scene--nothing more. Awkward scenes do not kill; their effect is
-transient. Hilda would have had to behave, and would have behaved, with
-severe commonsense. He, Edwin himself, would have handled the affair.
-A demeanour matter-of-fact and impassible was what was needed. After
-all, a man recently out of prison was not a wild beast, nor yet a freak.
-Hundreds of men were coming out of prisons every day.... He should know
-how to deal with this man--not pharisaically, not cruelly, not unkindly,
-but still with a clear indication to the man of his reprehensible
-indiscretion in being where he then was.
-
-"Did she recognise me--down there--Dartmoor?" asked George Cannon,
-without any preparing of the ground, in a deep, trembling voice; and as
-he spoke a flush spread slowly over his dark features.
-
-"Er--yes!" answered Edwin, and his voice also trembled.
-
-"I wasn't sure," said George Cannon. "We were halted before I could
-see. And I daren't look round--I should ha' been punished. I've been
-punished before now for looking up at the sky at exercise." He spoke
-more quickly and then brought himself up with a snort. "However, I've
-not come all the way here to talk prison, so you needn't be afraid. I'm
-not one of your reformers."
-
-In his weak but ungoverned nervous excitement, from which a faint trace
-of hysteria was not absent, he now seemed rather more like an
-ex-convict, despite his good clothes. He had become, to Edwin's
-superior self-control, suddenly wistful. And at the same time, the
-strange opening question, and its accent, had stirred Edwin, and he saw
-with remorse how much finer had been Hilda's morbid and violent pity
-than his own harsh commonsense and anxiety to avoid emotion. The man in
-good clothes moved him more than the convict had moved him. He seemed
-to have received vision, and he saw not merely the unbearable pathos of
-George Cannon, but the high and heavenly charitableness of Hilda, which
-he had constantly douched, and his own common earthliness. He was
-exceedingly humbled. And he also thought, sadly: "This chap's still
-attached to her. Poor devil!"
-
-"What have you come for?" he enquired.
-
-George Cannon cleared his throat. Edwin waited, in fear, for the
-avowal. He could make nothing out of the visitor's face; its expression
-was anxious and drew sympathy, but there was something in it which
-chilled the sympathy it invoked and which seemed to say: "I shall look
-after myself." It yielded naught. You could be sorry for the heart
-within, and yet could neither like nor esteem it. "Punished for looking
-up at the sky." ... Glimpses of prison life presented themselves to
-Edwin's imagination. He saw George Cannon again halted and turning like
-a serf to the wall of the corridor. And this man opposite to him, close
-to him in the familiar room, was the same man as the serf! Was he the
-same man? ... Inscrutable, the enigma of that existence whose breathing
-was faintly audible across the desk.
-
-"You know all about it--about my affair, of course?"
-
-"Well," said Edwin. "I expect you know how much I know."
-
-"I'm an honest man--you know that. I needn't begin by explaining that
-to you."
-
-Edwin nerved himself:
-
-"You weren't honest towards Hilda, if it comes to that."
-
-He used his wife's Christian name, to this man with whom he had never
-before spoken, naturally, inevitably. He would not say "my wife." To
-have said "my wife" would somehow have brought some muddiness upon that
-wife, and by contact upon her husband.
-
-"When I say 'honest' I mean--you know what I mean. About Hilda--I don't
-defend that. Only I couldn't help myself.... I daresay I should do it
-again." Edwin could feel his eyes smarting and he blinked, and yet he
-was angry with the man, who went on: "It's no use talking about that.
-That's over. And I couldn't help it. I had to do it. She's come out
-of it all right. She's not harmed, and I thank God for it! If there'd
-been a child living ... well, it would ha' been different."
-
-Edwin started. This man didn't know he was a father--and his son was
-within a few yards of him--might come running in at any moment! (No!
-Young George would not come in. Nothing but positive orders would get
-the boy out of the engine-house so long as the engine-man remained
-there.) Was it possible that Hilda had concealed the existence of her
-child, or had announced the child's death? If so, she had never done a
-wiser thing, and such sagacity struck him as heroic. But if Mrs. Cannon
-knew as to the child, then it was Mrs. Cannon who, with equal prudence
-and for a different end, had concealed its existence from George Cannon
-or lied to him as to its death. Certainly the man was sincere. As he
-said "Thank God!" his full voice had vibrated like the voice of an
-ardent religionist at a prayer-meeting.
-
-George Cannon began again:
-
-"All I mean is I'm an honest man. I've been damnably treated. Not that
-I want to go into that. No! I'm a fatalist. That's over. That's done
-with. I'm not whining. All I'm insisting on is that I'm not a thief,
-and I'm not a forger, and I've nothing to hide. Perhaps I brought my
-difficulties about that bank-note business on myself. But when you've
-once been in prison, you don't choose your friends--you can't. Perhaps I
-might have ended by being a thief or a forger, only on this occasion it
-just happens that I've had a good six years for being innocent. I never
-did anything wrong, or even silly, except let myself get too fond of
-somebody. That might happen to anyone. It did happen to me. But
-there's nothing else. You understand? I never--"
-
-"Yes, yes, certainly!" said Edwin, stopping him as he was about to
-repeat all the argument afresh. It was a convincing argument.
-
-"No one's got the right to look down on me, I mean," George Cannon
-insisted, bringing his face forward over the desk. "On the contrary
-this country owes me an apology. However, I don't want to go into that.
-That's done with. Spilt milk's spilt. I know what the world is."
-
-"I agree. I agree!" said Edwin.
-
-He did. The honesty of his intelligence admitted almost too eagerly and
-completely the force of the pleading.
-
-"Well," said George Cannon, "to cut it short, I want help. And I've
-come to you for it."
-
-"Me!" Edwin feebly exclaimed.
-
-"You, Mr. Clayhanger! I've come straight here from London. I haven't a
-friend in the whole world, not one. It's not everybody can say that.
-There was a fellow named Dayson at Turnhill--used to work for me--he'd
-have done something if he could. But he was too big a fool to be able
-to; and besides, he's gone, no address. I wrote to him."
-
-"Oh, that chap!" murmured Edwin, trying to find relief in even a
-momentary turn of the conversation. "I know who you mean.
-Shorthand-writer. He died in the Isle of Man on his holiday two years
-ago. It was in the papers."
-
-"_That's_ his address, is it? Good old Dead Letter Office! Well, he is
-crossed off the list, then; no mistake!" Cannon snarled bitterly. "I'm
-aware you're not a friend of mine. I've no claim on you. You don't
-know me; but you know about me. When I saw you in Dartmoor I guessed
-who you were, and I said to myself you looked the sort of man who might
-help another man.... Why did you come into the prison? Why did you
-bring her there? You must have known I was there." He spoke with a
-sudden change to reproachfulness.
-
-"I didn't bring her there." Edwin blushed. "It was---- However, we
-needn't go into that, if you don't mind."
-
-"Was she upset?"
-
-"Of course."
-
-Cannon sighed.
-
-"What do you want me to do?" asked Edwin gloomily. In secret he was
-rather pleased that George Cannon should have deemed him of the sort
-likely to help. Was it the flattery of a mendicant? No, he did not
-think it was. He believed implicitly everything the man was saying.
-
-"Money!" said Cannon sharply. "Money! You won't feel it, but it will
-save me. After all, Mr. Clayhanger, there's a bond between us, if it
-comes to that. There's a bond between us. And you've had all the luck
-of it."
-
-Again Edwin blushed.
-
-"But surely your wife--" he stammered. "Surely Mrs. Cannon isn't
-without funds. Of course I know she was temporarily rather short a
-while back, but surely--"
-
-"How do you know she was short?" Cannon grimly interrupted.
-
-"My wife sent her ten pounds--I fancy it was ten pounds--towards
-expenses, you know."
-
-Cannon ejaculated, half to himself, savagely:
-
-"Never told me!"
-
-He remained silent.
-
-"But I've always understood she's a woman of property," Edwin finished.
-
-Cannon put both elbows on the desk, leaned further forward, and opened
-his mouth several seconds before speaking.
-
-"Mr. Clayhanger, I've left my wife--as you call her. If I'd stayed with
-her I should have killed her. I've run off. Yes, I know all she's done
-for me. I know without her I might have been in prison to-day and for a
-couple o' years to come. But I'd sooner be in prison or in hell or
-anywhere you like than with Mrs. Cannon. She's an old woman. She
-always was an old woman. She was nearly forty when she hooked me, and I
-was twenty-two. And I'm young yet. I'm not middle-aged yet. She's got
-a clear conscience, Mrs. Cannon has. She always does her duty. She'd
-let me walk over her, she'd never complain, if only she could keep me.
-She'd just play and smile. Oh yes, she'd turn the other cheek--and keep
-on turning it. But she isn't going to have me. And for all she's done
-I'm not grateful. Hag. That's what she is!" He spoke loudly,
-excitedly, under considerable emotion.
-
-"Hsh!" Edwin, alarmed, endeavoured gently to soothe him.
-
-"All right! All right!" Cannon proceeded in a lower but still
-impassioned voice. "But look here! You're a man. You know what's what.
-You'll understand what I mean. Believe me when I say that I wouldn't
-live with that woman for eternal salvation. I couldn't. I couldn't do
-it. I've taken some of her money, only a little, and run off..." He
-paused, and went on with conscious persuasiveness now: "I've just got
-here. I had to ask your whereabouts. I might have been recognised in
-the streets, but I haven't been. I didn't expect to find you here at
-this time. I might have had to sleep in the town to-night. I wouldn't
-have come to your private house. Now I've seen you I shall get along to
-Crewe to-night. I shall be safer there. And it's on the way to
-Liverpool and America. I want to go to America. With a bit o' capital
-I shall be all right in America. It's my one chance; but it's a good
-one. But I must have some capital. No use landing in New York with
-empty pockets."
-
-Said Edwin, still shying at the main issues:
-
-"I was under the impression you had been to America once."
-
-"Yes, that's why I know. I hadn't any money. And what's more," he added
-with peculiar emphasis, "I was brought back."
-
-Edwin thought:
-
-"I shall yield to this man."
-
-At that instant he saw the shadow of Hilda's head and shoulders on the
-glass of the door.
-
-"Excuse me a second," he murmured, bounded with astonishing velocity out
-of the room, and pulled the door to after him with a bang.
-
-
-
- III
-
-
-Hilda, having observed the strange, excited gesture, paused a moment, in
-an equally strange tranquillity, before speaking. Edwin fronted her at
-the very door. Then she said, clearly and deliberately, through her
-veil:
-
-"Auntie Hamps has had an attack--heart. The doctor says she can't
-possibly live through the night. It was at Clara's."
-
-This was the first of Mrs. Hamps's fatal heart-attacks.
-
-"Ah!" breathed Edwin, with apparently a purely artistic interest in the
-affair. "So that's it, is it? Then she's at Clara's."
-
-"Yes."
-
-"What doctor?"
-
-"I forget his name. Lives in Acre Lane. They sent for the nearest.
-She can't get her breath--has to fight for it. She jumped out of bed,
-struggling to breathe."
-
-"Have you seen her?"
-
-"Yes. They made me."
-
-"Albert there?"
-
-"Oh, yes."
-
-"Well, I suppose I'd better go round. You go back. I'll follow you."
-
-He was conscious of not the slightest feeling of sorrow at the imminent
-death of Auntie Hamps. Even the image of the old lady fighting to fetch
-her breath scarcely moved him, though the deathbed of his father had
-been harrowing enough. He and Hilda had the same thought: "At last
-something has happened to Auntie Hamps!" And it gave zest.
-
-"I must speak to you," said Hilda, low, and moved towards the inner
-door.
-
-The clerk Simpson was behind them at his ink-stained desk, stamping
-letters, and politely pretending to be deaf.
-
-"No," Edwin stopped her. "There's someone in there. We can't talk
-there."
-
-"A customer?"
-
-"Yes ... I say, Simpson. Have you done those letters?"
-
-"Yes, sir," answered Simpson, smiling. He had been recommended as a
-"very superior" youth, and had not disappointed, despite a
-constitutional nervousness.
-
-"Take them to the pillar, and call at Mr. Benbow's and tell them that
-I'll be round in about a quarter of an hour. I don't know as you need
-come back. Hurry up."
-
-"Yes, sir."
-
-Edwin and Hilda watched Simpson go.
-
-"Whatever's the matter?" Hilda demanded in a low, harsh voice, as soon
-as the outer door had clicked. It was as if something sinister in her
-had been suddenly released.
-
-"Matter? Nothing. Why?"
-
-"You look so queer."
-
-"Well--you come along with these shocks." He gave a short, awkward
-laugh. He felt and looked guilty, and he knew that he looked guilty.
-
-"You looked queer when you came out."
-
-"You've upset yourself, my child, that's all." He now realised the high
-degree of excitement which he himself, without previously being aware of
-it, had reached.
-
-"Edwin, who is it in there?"
-
-"Don't I tell you--it's a customer."
-
-He could see her nostrils twitching through, the veil.
-
-"It's George Cannon in there!" she exclaimed.
-
-He laughed again. "What makes you feel that?" he asked, feeling all the
-while the complete absurdity of such fencing.
-
-"When I ran out I noticed somebody. He was reading a newspaper and I
-couldn't see him. But he just moved it a bit, and I seemed to catch
-sight of the top of his head. And when I got into the street I said to
-myself, 'It looked like George Cannon,' and then I said, 'Of course it
-couldn't be.' And then with this business about Auntie Hamps the idea
-went right out of my head."
-
-"Well, it is, if you want to know."
-
-Her mysterious body and face seemed to radiate a disastrous emotion that
-filled the whole office.
-
-"Did you know he was coming?"
-
-"I did not. Hadn't the least notion!" The sensation of criminality
-began to leave Edwin. As Hilda seemed to move and waver, he added:
-
-"Now you aren't going to see him!"
-
-And his voice menacingly challenged her, and defied her to stir a step.
-The most important thing in the world, then, was that Hilda should not
-see George Cannon. He would stop her by force. He would let himself
-get angry and brutal. He would show her that he was the stronger. He
-had quite abandoned his earlier attitude of unsentimental callousness
-which argued that after all it wouldn't ultimately matter whether they
-encountered each other or not. Far from that, he was, so it appeared to
-him, standing between them, desperate and determined, and acting
-instinctively and conventionally. Their separate pasts, each full of
-grief and tragedy, converged terribly upon him in an effort to meet in
-just that moment, and he was ferociously resisting.
-
-"What does he want?"
-
-"He wants me to help him to go to America."
-
-"_You!_"
-
-"He says he hasn't a friend."
-
-"But what about his wife?"
-
-"That's just what I said.... He's left her. Says he can't live with
-her."
-
-There was a silence, in which the tension appreciably lessened.
-
-"Can't live with her! Well, I'm not surprised. But I do think it's
-strange, him coming to you."
-
-"So do I," said Edwin drily, taking the upper hand; for the change in
-Hilda's tone--her almost childlike satisfaction in the news that Cannon
-would not live with his wife--seemed to endow him with superiority.
-"But there's a lot of strange things in this world. Now listen here.
-I'm not going to keep him waiting; I can't."
-
-He then spoke very gravely, authoritatively and ominously: "Find George
-and take him home at once."
-
-Hilda, impressed, gave a frown.
-
-"I think it's very wrong that you should be asked to help him." Her
-voice shook and nearly broke. "Shall you help him, Edwin?"
-
-"I shall get him out of this town at once, and out of the country. Do
-as I say. As things are he doesn't know there is any George, and it's
-just as well he shouldn't. But if he stays anywhere about, he's bound
-to know."
-
-All Hilda's demeanour admitted that George Cannon had never been allowed
-to know that he had a son; and the simple candour of the admission
-frightened Edwin by its very simplicity.
-
-"Now! Off you go! George is in the engine-house."
-
-Hilda moved reluctantly towards the outer-door, like a reproved and
-rebellious schoolgirl. Suddenly she burst into tears, sprang at Edwin,
-and, putting her arms round his neck, kissed him through the veil.
-
-"Nobody but you would have helped him--in your place!" she murmured
-passionately, half admiring, half protesting. And with a backward look
-as she hurried off, her face stern and yet soft seemed to appeal: "Help
-him."
-
-Edwin was at once deeply happy and impregnated with a sense of the
-frightful sadness that lurks in the hollows of the world. He stood
-alone with the flaring gas, overcome.
-
-
-
- IV
-
-
-He went back to the private room, self-conscious and rather tongue-tied,
-with a clear feeling of relief that Hilda was disposed of, removed from
-the equation--and not unsuccessfully. After the woman, to deal with the
-man, in the plain language of men, seemed simple and easy. He was
-astounded, equally, by the grudging tardiness of Mrs. Cannon's
-information to Hilda as to the release, and by the baffling, inflexible
-detraction of Hilda's words: "Well, I'm not surprised." And the
-flitting image of Auntie Hamps fighting for life still left him
-untouched. He looked at George Cannon, and George Cannon, with his
-unreliable eyes, looked at him. He almost expected Cannon to say: "Was
-that Hilda you were talking to out there?" But Cannon seemed to have no
-suspicion that, in either the inner or the outer room, he had been so
-close to her. No doubt, when he was waiting by the mantel-piece in the
-outer room, he had lifted the paper as soon as he heard the door
-unlatched, expressly in order to screen himself from observation.
-Probably he had not even guessed that the passer was a woman. Had
-Simpson been there, the polite young man would doubtless have said:
-"Good night, Mrs. Clayhanger," but Simpson had happened not to be there.
-
-"Are you going to help me?" asked George Cannon, after a moment, and his
-heavy voice was so beseeching, so humble, so surprisingly sycophantic,
-so fearful, that Edwin could scarcely bear to hear it. He hated to hear
-that one man could be so slavishly dependent on another. Indeed, he
-much preferred Cannon's defiant, half-bullying tone.
-
-"Yes," said he. "I shall do what I can. What do you want?"
-
-"A hundred pounds," said George Cannon, and, as he named the sum, his
-glance was hard and steady.
-
-Edwin was startled. But immediately he began to readjust his ideas,
-persuading himself that after all the man could not prudently have asked
-for less.
-
-"I can't give it you all now."
-
-Cannon's face lighted up in relief and joy. His black eyes sparkled
-feverishly with the impatience of an almost hopeless desire about to be
-satisfied. Although he did not move, his self-control had for the moment
-gone completely, and the secrets of his soul were exposed.
-
-"Can you send it me--in notes? I can give you an address in Liverpool."
-His voice could hardly utter the words.
-
-"Wait a second," said Edwin.
-
-He went to the safe let into the wall, of which he was still so naïvely
-proud, and unlocked it with the owner's gesture. The perfect fitting of
-the bright key, the ease with which it turned, the silent, heavy swing
-of the massive door on its hinges--these things gave him physical as
-well as moral pleasure. He savoured the security of his position and
-his ability to rescue people from destruction. From the cavern of the
-safe he took out a bag of gold, part of the money required for wages on
-the morrow,--he would have to send to the Bank again in the morning. He
-knew that the bag contained exactly twenty pounds in half-sovereigns,
-but he shed the lovely twinkling coins on the desk and counted them.
-
-"Here," he said. "Here's twenty pounds. Take the bag, too--it'll be
-handier," and he put the money into the bag. Then a foolish, grand idea
-struck him. "Write down the address on this envelope, will you, and
-I'll send you a hundred to-morrow. You can rely on it."
-
-"Eighty, you mean," muttered George Cannon.
-
-"No," said Edwin, with affected nonchalance, blushing, "a hundred. The
-twenty will get you over and you'll have a hundred clear when you arrive
-on the other side."
-
-"Ye're very kind," said Cannon weakly. "I--"
-
-"Here. Here's the envelope. Here's a bit of pencil." Edwin stopped
-him hastily. His fear of being thanked made him harsh.
-
-While Cannon was nervously writing the address, he noticed that the
-man's clumsy fingers were those of a day-labourer.
-
-"You'll get it all back. You'll see," said Cannon, as he stood up to
-leave, holding his glossy felt hat in his left hand.
-
-"Don't worry about that. I don't want it. You owe me nothing."
-
-"You'll have every penny back, and before long, too."
-
-Edwin smiled, deprecating the idea.
-
-"Well, good luck!" he said. "You'll get to Crewe all right. There's a
-train at Shawport at eight seven."
-
-They shook hands, and quitted the inner office. As he traversed the
-outer office on his way forth, in front of Edwin, Cannon turned his
-head, as if to say something, but, confused, he said nothing and went
-on, and at once he disappeared into the darkness outside. And Edwin was
-left with a memory of his dubious eyes, hard rather than confident,
-profoundly relieved rather than profoundly grateful.
-
-"By Jove!" Edwin murmured by himself. "Who'd have thought it? ... They
-say those chaps always turn up again like bad pennies, but I bet he
-won't." Simultaneously he reflected upon the case of Mrs. Cannon,
-deserted; but it did not excite his pity. He fastened the safe,
-extinguished the lights, shut the office, and prepared his mind for the
-visit to Auntie Hamps.
-
-
-
- V
-
-
-Hilda and her son were in the dining-room, in which the table, set for a
-special meal--half-tea, half-supper--made a glittering oblong of white.
-On the table, among blue-and-white plates, and knives and forks, lay
-some of George's shabby school-books. In most branches of knowledge
-George privately knew that he could instruct his parents--especially his
-mother. Nevertheless that beloved outgrown creature was still
-occasionally useful at home-lessons, as for instance in "poetry."
-George, disdainful, had to learn some verses each week, and now his
-mother held a book entitled "The Poetry Reciter," while George mumbled
-with imperfect verbal accuracy the apparently immortal lines:
-
- Abou Ben Adhem, may his tribe increase,
- Awoke one night from a deep dream of peace.
-
-
-His mother, however, scarcely regarded the book. She knew the poem by
-heart, and had indeed recited it to George, who, though he was much
-impressed by her fire, could not by any means have been persuaded to
-imitate the freedom of her delivery. His elocution to-night was
-unusually bad, for the reason that he had been pleasurably excited by
-the immense news of Auntie Hamps's illness. Not that he had any grudge
-against Auntie Hamps! His pleasure would have been as keen in the grave
-illness of any other important family connection, save his mother and
-Edwin. Such notable events gave a sensational interest to domestic life
-which domestic life as a rule lacked.
-
-Then, through the half-open door of the dining-room came the sound of
-Edwin's latch-key in the front-door.
-
-"There's uncle!" exclaimed George, and jumped up.
-
-Hilda stopped him.
-
-"Put your books together," said she. "You know uncle likes to go up to
-the bathroom before he does anything!"
-
-It was a fact that the precisian hated even to be greeted, on his return
-home in the evening, until he came downstairs from the bathroom.
-
-Hilda herself collected the books and put them on the sideboard.
-
-"Shall I tell Ada?" George suggested, champing the bit.
-
-"No. Ada knows."
-
-With deliberation Hilda tended the fire. Her mind was in a state of
-emotional flux. Memories and comparisons mournfully and yet agreeably
-animated it. She thought of the days when she used to recite amid
-enthusiasm in the old drawing-room of the Orgreaves; and of the days
-when she was a wanderer, had no home, no support, little security; and
-of the brief, uncertain days with George Cannon; and of the eternal days
-when her only assurance was the assurance of disaster. She glanced at
-George, and saw in him reminders of his tragic secret father now hidden
-away, forced into the background, like something obscene. Nearly every
-development of the present out of the past seemed to her, now, to be
-tragic. Johnnie Orgreave had of course not come back from his idyll
-with the ripping Mrs. Chris Hamson; their seclusion was not positively
-known; but the whole district knew that the husband had begun
-proceedings and that the Orgreave business was being damaged by the
-incompetence of Jimmie Orgreave, whose deplorable wife had a few days
-earlier been seen notoriously drunk in the dress-circle of the Hanbridge
-Theatre Royal. Janet was still at Tavy Mansion because there was no
-place for her in the Five Towns. Janet had written to Hilda, sadly, and
-the letter breathed her sense of her own futility and superfluousness in
-the social scheme. In one curt phrase, that very afternoon, the taciturn
-Maggie, who very seldom complained, had disclosed something of what it
-was to live day and night with Auntie Hamps. Even Clara, the
-self-sufficient, protected by an almost impermeable armour of conceit,
-showed signs of the anxiety due to obscure chronic disease and a husband
-who financially never knew where he was. Finally, the last glories of
-Auntie Hamps were sinking to ashes. Only Hilda herself was, from nearly
-every point of view, in a satisfactory and promising situation. She
-possessed love, health, money, stability. When danger threatened, a
-quiet and unfailingly sagacious husband was there to meet and destroy
-it. Surely nothing whatever worth mentioning, save the fact that she
-was distantly approaching forty, troubled the existence of Hilda now;
-and her age certainly did not trouble her.
-
-Ada entered with the hot dishes, and went out.
-
-At length Hilda heard the bathroom door. She left the dining-room,
-shutting the door on George, who could take a hint very
-well--considering his years. Edwin, brushed and spruce, was coming
-downstairs, rubbing his clean hands with physical satisfaction. He
-nodded amiably, but without smiling.
-
-"Has he gone?" said Hilda, in a low voice.
-
-Edwin nodded. He was at the foot of the stairs.
-
-She did not offer to kiss him, having a notion that he would prefer not
-to be kissed just then.
-
-"How much did you give him?" She knew he would not care for the
-question, but she could not help putting it.
-
-He smiled, and touched her shoulder. She liked him to touch her
-shoulder.
-
-"That's all right," he said, with a faint condescension. "Don't you
-worry about that."
-
-She did not press the point. He could be free enough with
-information--except when it was demanded. Some time later he would
-begin of his own accord to talk.
-
-"How was Auntie Hamps?"
-
-"Well, if anything, she's a bit easier. I don't mind betting she gets
-over it."
-
-They went into the dining-room almost side by side, and she enquired
-again about his headache.
-
-The meal was tranquil. After a few moments Edwin opened the subject of
-Auntie Hamps's illness with some sardonic remarks upon the demeanour of
-Albert Benbow.
-
-"Is Auntie dying?" asked George with gusto.
-
-Edwin replied:
-
-"What are those schoolbooks doing there on the sideboard? I thought it
-was clearly understood that you were to do your lessons in your mother's
-boudoir."
-
-He spoke without annoyance, but coldly. He was aware that neither Hilda
-nor her son could comprehend that to a bookman schoolbooks were not
-books, but merely an eyesore. He did not blame them for their
-incapacity, but he considered that an arrangement was an arrangement.
-
-"Mother put them there," said the base George.
-
-"Well, you can take them away," said Edwin firmly. "Run along now."
-
-George rose from his place between Hilda and Edwin, and from his
-luscious plate, and removed the books. Hilda watched him meekly go.
-His father, too, had gone. Edwin was in the right; his position could
-not be assailed. He had not been unpleasant, but he had spoken as one
-sublimely confident that his order would not be challenged. Within her
-heart Hilda rebelled. If Edwin had been responsible for some act
-contrary to one of her decrees, she would never in his presence have
-used the tone that he used to enforce obedience. She would have laughed
-or she would have frowned, but she would never have been the polite
-autocrat. Nor would he have expected her to play the rôle; he would
-probably have resented it.
-
-Why? Were they not equals? No, they were not equals. The fundamental
-unuttered assumption upon which the household life rested was that they
-were not equals. She might cross him, she might momentarily defy him,
-she might torture him, she might drive him to fury, and still be safe
-from any effective reprisals, because his love for her made her
-necessary to his being; but in spite of all that his will remained the
-seat of government, and she and George were only the Opposition. In the
-end, she had to incline. She was the complement of his existence, but
-he was not the complement of hers. She was just a parasite, though an
-essential parasite. Why? ... The reason, she judged, was economic, and
-solely economic. She rebelled. Was she not as individual, as original,
-as he? Had she not a powerful mind of her own, experience of her own,
-ideals of her own? Was she not of a nature profoundly and exceptionally
-independent?...
-
-Her lot was unalterable. She had of course, not the slightest desire to
-leave him; she was devoted to him; what irked her was that, even had she
-had the desire, she could not have fulfilled it, for she was too old
-now, and too enamoured of comfort and security, to risk such an
-enterprise. She was a captive, and she recalled with a gentle pang,
-less than regret, the days when she was unhappy and free as a man, when
-she could say, "I will go to London," "I will leave London," "I am
-deceived and ruined, but I am my own mistress."
-
-These thoughts in the idyllic tranquillity of the meal, mingled, below
-her smiling preoccupations of an honoured house-mistress, with the
-thoughts of her love for her husband and son and of their excellences,
-of the masculine love which enveloped and shielded her, of her security,
-of the tragedy of the bribed and dismissed victim and villain, George
-Cannon, of the sorrows of some of her friends, and of the dead. In her
-heart was the unquiet whispering: "I submit, and yet I shall never
-submit."
-
-
-
-
- BOOK III
-
- EQUILIBRIUM
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVII
-
- GEORGE'S EYES
-
-
- I
-
-
-Hilda sat alone in the boudoir, before the fire. She had just come out
-of the kitchen, and she was wearing the white uniform of the kitchen,
-unsuited for a boudoir; but she wore it with piquancy. The November
-afternoon had passed into dusk, and through the window, over the roofs
-of Hulton Street, stars could be seen in a darkening clear sky. After a
-very sharp fall and rise of the barometer, accounting for heavy
-rainstorms, the first frosts were announced, and winter was on the
-doorstep. The hardy inhabitants of the Five Towns, Hilda among them,
-were bracing themselves to the discipline of winter, with its mud,
-increased smuts, sleet, and damp, piercing chills; and they were taking
-pleasure in the tonic prospect of discomfort. The visitation had
-threatened ever since September. Now it had positively come. Let it
-come! Build up the fire, stamp the feet, and defy it! Hilda was
-exhilarated, having been reawakened to the zest and the romance of life,
-not merely by the onset of winter, but by dramatic events in the
-kitchen.
-
-A little over three years had elapsed since the closing of the episode
-of George Cannon, and for two of those years Hilda had had peace in the
-kitchen. She had been the firm mistress who knows what she wants, and,
-knowing also how to handle the peculiar inmates of the kitchen, gets it;
-she had been the mistress who "won't put up with" all sorts of things,
-including middle-age and ugliness in servants, and whom heaven has
-spoilt by too much favour. Then the cook, with the ingratitude of a
-cherished domestic, had fallen in love and carried her passion into a
-cottage miles away at Longshaw. And from that moment Hilda had ceased
-to be the mistress who by firmness commands fate; she had become as
-other mistresses. In a year she had had five cooks, giving varying
-degrees of intense dissatisfaction. She had even dismissed the slim and
-constant Ada once, but, yielding to an outburst of penitent affection,
-had withdrawn the notice. The last cook, far removed from youthfulness
-or prettiness, had left suddenly that day, after insolence, after the
-discovery of secret beer and other vileness in the attic-bedroom, after
-a scene in which Hilda had absolutely silenced her, reducing ribaldry to
-sobs. Cook and trunk expelled, Hilda had gone about the house like a
-fumigation, and into the kitchen like the embodiment of calm and gay
-efficiency. She would do the cooking herself. She would show the
-kitchen that she was dependent upon nobody. She had quickened the speed
-of Ada, accused her "tartly," but not without dry good-humour, of a
-disloyal secretiveness, and counselled her to mind what she was about if
-she wanted to get on in the world.
-
-Edwin knew nothing, for all had happened since his departure to the
-works after midday dinner. He would be back in due course, and George
-would be back, and Tertius Ingpen (long ago reconciled) was coming for
-the evening. She would show them all three what a meal was, and
-incidentally Ada would learn what a meal was. There was nothing like
-demonstrating to servants that you could beat them easily at their own
-game.
-
-She had just lived through her thirty-ninth birthday. "Forty!" she had
-murmured to herself with a shiver of apprehension, meaning that the next
-would be the fortieth. It was an unpleasant experience. She had told
-Edwin not to mention her birthday abroad. Clumsy George had enquired:
-"Mother, how old are you?" To which she had replied, "Lay-ours for
-meddlers!" a familiar phrase whose origin none of them understood, but
-George knew that it signified, "Mind your own business." No! She had
-not been happy on that birthday. She had gazed into the glass and
-decided that she looked old, that she did not look old, that she looked
-old, endlessly alternating. She was not stout, but her body was solid,
-too solid; it had no litheness, none whatever; it was absolutely set;
-the cleft under the chin was quite undeniable, and the olive complexion
-subtly ravaged. Still, not a hair of her dark head had changed colour.
-It was perhaps her soul that was greying. Her married life was fairly
-calm. It had grown monotonous in ease and tranquillity. The sharp,
-respectful admiration for her husband roused in her by his handling of
-the Cannon episode, had gradually been dulled. She had nothing against
-him. Yet she had everything against him, because apart from his grave
-abiding love for her he possessed an object and interest in life, and
-because she was a mere complement and he was not. She had asked herself
-the most dreadful of questions: "Why have I lived? Why do I go on
-living?" and had answered: "Because of _them_," meaning Edwin and her
-son. But it was not enough for her, who had once been violently
-enterprising, pugnacious, endangered, and independent. For after she
-had watched over them she had energy to spare, and such energy was not
-being employed and could not be employed. Reading--a diversion! Fancy
-work--a detestable device for killing time and energy! Social
-duties--ditto! Charity--hateful! She had slowly descended into marriage
-as into a lotus valley. And more than half her life was gone. She
-could never detect that any other married woman in the town felt as she
-felt. She could never explain herself to Edwin, and indeed had not
-tried to explain herself.
-
-Now the affair of the alcoholic cook, aided by winter's first fillip,
-stimulated and brightened her. And while thinking with a glance at the
-clock of the precise moment when she must return to the kitchen and put
-a dish down to the fire, she also thought, rather hopefully and then
-quite hopefully, about the future of her marriage. Her brain seemed to
-straighten and correct itself, like the brain of one who, waking up in
-the morning, slowly perceives that the middle-of-the-night
-apprehensiveness about eventualities was all awry in its pessimism. She
-saw that everything could and must be improved, that the new life must
-begin. Edwin needed to be inspired; she must inspire him. He slouched
-more and more in his walk; he was more and more absorbed in his
-business, quieter in the evenings, more impatient in the mornings.
-Moreover, the household machine had been getting slack. A general tonic
-was required; she would administer it--and to herself also. They should
-all feel the invigorating ozone that very night. She would organise
-social distractions; on behalf of the home she would reclaim from the
-works those odd hours and half-hours of Edwin's which it had
-imperceptibly filched. She would have some new clothes, and she would
-send Edwin to the tailor's. She would make him buy a dog-cart and a
-horse. Oh! She could do it. She had the mastery of him in many things
-when she chose to be aroused. In a word, she would "branch out."
-
-She was not sure that she would not prosecute a campaign for putting
-Edwin on the Town Council, where he certainly ought to be. It was his
-duty to take a share in public matters, and ultimately to dominate the
-town. Suggestions had already been made by wirepullers, and
-unreflectively repulsed by the too casual Edwin. She saw him mayor, and
-herself mayoress. Once, the prospect of any such formal honour, with
-all that it entailed of ceremoniousness and insincere civilities, would
-have annoyed if not frightened her. But now she thought, proudly and
-timidly and desirously, that she would make as good a mayoress as most
-mayoresses, and that she could set one or two of them an example in tact
-and dignity. Why not? Of late neither mayors nor mayoresses in the
-Five Towns had been what they used to be. The grand tradition was
-apparently in abeyance, the people who ought to carry it on seeming
-somehow to despise it. She could remember mayors, especially Chief
-Bailiffs at Turnhill, who imposed themselves upon the imagination of the
-town. But nowadays the name of a mayor was never a household word. She
-had even heard Ingpen ask Edwin: "See, who is the new mayor?" and Edwin
-start his halting answer: "Let me see--"
-
-And she had still another and perhaps greater ambition--to possess a
-country house. In her fancy her country house was very like Alicia
-Hesketh's house, Tavy Mansion, which she had never ceased to envy. She
-felt that in a new home, spacious, with space around it, she could
-really commence the new life. She saw the place perfectly appointed and
-functioning perfectly--no bother about smuts on white curtains; no
-half-trained servants; none of the base, confined, promiscuity of filthy
-Trafalgar Road; and the Benbows and Auntie Hamps at least eight or ten
-miles off! She saw herself driving Edwin to the station in the morning,
-or perhaps right into Bursley if she wanted to shop.... No, she would
-of course shop at Oldcastle.... She would leave old Darius Clayhanger's
-miracle-house without one regret. And in the new life she would be
-always active, busy, dignified, elegant, influential, and kind. And to
-Edwin she would be absolutely indispensable.
-
-In these imaginings their solid but tarnished love glittered and gleamed
-again. She saw naught but the charming side of Edwin and the romantic
-side of their union. She was persuaded that there really was nobody
-like Edwin, and that no marriage had ever had quite the mysterious,
-secretly exciting quality of hers. She yearned for him to come home at
-once, to appear magically in the dusk of the doorway. The mood was
-marvellous.
-
-
-
- II
-
-
-The door opened.
-
-"Can I speak to you, m'm?"
-
-It was the voice of Ada, somewhat perturbed. She advanced a little and
-stood darkly in front of the open doorway.
-
-"What is it, Ada?" Hilda asked curtly, without turning to look at her.
-
-"It's--" Ada began and stopped.
-
-Hilda glanced round quickly, recognising now in the voice a peculiar
-note with which experience had familiarised her. It was a note between
-pertness and the beginning of a sob, and it always indicated that Ada
-was feeling more acutely than usual the vast injustice of the worldly
-scheme. It might develop into tears; on the other hand it might develop
-into mere insolence. Hilda discerned that Ada was wearing neither cap
-nor apron. She thought: "If this stupid girl wants trouble, she has
-come to me at exactly and precisely the right moment to get it. I'm not
-in the humour, after all I've gone through to-day, to stand any nonsense
-either from her or from anybody else."
-
-"What is it, Ada?" she repeated, with restraint, and yet warningly.
-"And where's your apron and your cap?"
-
-"In the kitchen, m'm."
-
-"Well, go and put them on, and then come and say what you have to say,"
-said Hilda, thinking: "I don't give any importance to her cap and apron,
-but she does."
-
-"I was thinking I'd better give ye notice, m'm," said Ada, and she said
-it pertly, ignoring the command.
-
-The two women were alone together in the house. Each felt it; each felt
-the large dark emptiness of the house behind them, and the solid front
-and back doors cutting them off from succour; each had to depend
-entirely upon herself.
-
-Hilda asked quietly:
-
-"What's the matter now?"
-
-She knew that Ada's grievance would prove to be silly. The girl had
-practically no commonsense. Not one servant girl in a hundred had any
-appreciable commonsense. And when girls happened to be "upset"--as they
-were all liable to be, and as Ada by the violent departure of the cook
-no doubt was--even such minute traces of gumption as they possessed were
-apt to disappear.
-
-"There's no pleasing you, m'm!" said Ada. "The way you talked to me in
-the kitchen, saying I was always a-hiding things from ye. I've felt it
-very much!"
-
-She threw her head back, and the gesture signified: "I'm younger than
-you, and young men are always running after me. And I can get a new
-situation any time. And I've not gone back into my kitchen to put my
-cap and apron on."
-
-"Ada," said Hilda. "Shall I tell you what's wrong with you? You're a
-little fool. You know you're talking rightdown nonsense. You know that
-as well as I do. And you know you'll never get a better place than you
-have here. But you've taken an idea into your head--and there you are!
-Now do be sensible. You say you think you'd better give notice. Think
-it over before you do anything ridiculous. Sleep on it. We'll see how
-you feel in the morning."
-
-"I think I'd better give notice, m'm, especially seeing I'm a fool, and
-silly," Ada persisted.
-
-Hilda sighed. Her voice hardened slightly:
-
-"So you'd leave me without a maid just at Christmas! And that's all the
-thanks I get for all I've done for you."
-
-"Well, m'm. We've had such a queer lot of girls here lately, haven't
-we?" The pertness was intensified. "I don't hardly care to stay. I
-feel we sh'd both be better for a change like."
-
-It was perhaps Ada's subtly insolent use of the word "we" and "both"
-that definitely brought about a new phase of the interview. Hilda
-suddenly lost all desire for an amicable examination of the crisis.
-
-"Very well, Ada," she said, shortly. "But remember I shan't take you
-back again, whatever happens."
-
-Ada moved away, and then returned.
-
-"Could I leave at once, m'm, same as cook?"
-
-Hilda was astonished and outraged, despite all her experience and its
-resulting secret sardonic cynicism in regard to servants. The girl was
-ready to walk out instantly.
-
-"And may I enquire where you'd go to?" asked Hilda with a sneer. "At
-this time of night you couldn't possibly get home to your parents."
-
-"Oh!" answered Ada brightly. "I could go to me cousin's up at Toft End.
-And her could send down a lad with a barrow for me box."
-
-The plot, then, had been thought out. "Her cousin's!" thought Hilda,
-and seemed to be putting her finger on the cause of Ada's disloyalty.
-"Her cousin's!" It was a light in a dark mystery. "Her cousin's!"
-
-"I suppose you know you're forfeiting the wages due to you the day after
-to-morrow?"
-
-"I shall ask me cousin about that, m'm," said Ada, as it were
-menacingly.
-
-"I should!" Hilda sarcastically agreed. "I certainly should." And she
-thought with bitter resignation: "She'll have to leave anyhow after
-this. She may as well leave on the spot."
-
-"There's those as'll see as I have me rights," said Ada pugnaciously,
-with another toss of the head.
-
-Hilda had a mind to retort in anger; but she controlled herself.
-Already that afternoon she had imperilled her dignity in the altercation
-with the cook. The cook, however, had not Ada's ready tongue, and, while
-the mistress had come off best against the cook, she might through
-impulsiveness find herself worsted by Ada's more youthful impudence,
-were it once unloosed.
-
-"That will do, then, Ada," she said. "You can go and pack your box
-first thing."
-
-In less than three quarters of an hour Ada was gone, and her corded
-trunk lay just within the scullery door, waiting the arrival of the
-cousin's barrow. She had bumped it down the stairs herself.
-
-All solitary in the house, which had somehow been transformed into a
-strange and unusual house, Hilda wept. She had only parted with an
-unfaithful and ungrateful servant, but she wept. She dashed into the
-kitchen and began to do Ada's work, still weeping, and she was savage
-against her own tears; yet they continued softly to fall, misting her
-vision of fire and utensils and earthenware vessels. Ada had left
-everything in a moment; she had left the kettle on the fire, and the
-grease in the square tin in which the dinner-joint had been cooked, and
-the ashes in the fender, and tea-leaves in the kitchen teapot and a cup
-and saucer unwashed. She had cared naught for the inconvenience she was
-causing; had shewn not the slightest consideration; had walked off
-without a pang, smilingly hoity-toity. And all servants were like that.
-Such conduct might be due as much to want of imagination, to a simple
-inability to picture to themselves the consequences of certain acts, as
-to stark ingratitude; but the consequences remained the same; and Hilda
-held fiercely to the theory of stark ingratitude.
-
-She had made Ada; she had created her. When Hilda engaged her, Ada was
-little more than an "oat-cake girl,"--that is to say, one of those girls
-who earn a few pence by delivering oat-cakes fresh from the stove at a
-halfpenny each before breakfast at the houses of gormandising superior
-artisans and the middle-classes. True, she had been in one situation
-prior to Hilda's, but it was a situation where she learnt nothing and
-could have learnt nothing. Nevertheless, she was very quick to learn,
-and in a month Hilda had done wonders with her. She had taught her not
-only her duties, but how to respect herself, to make the best of
-herself, and favourably to impress others. She had enormously increased
-Ada's value in the universe. And she had taught her some worldly
-wisdom, and permitted and even encouraged certain coquetries, and in the
-bed-room during dressings and undressings had occasionally treated her
-as a soubrette if not as a confidante; had listened to her at length,
-and had gone so far as to ask her views on this matter or that--the
-supreme honour for a menial. Also she had very conscientiously nursed
-her in sickness. She had really liked Ada, and had developed a
-sentimental weakness for her. She had taken pleasure in her prettiness,
-in her natural grace, and in her crude youth. She enjoyed seeing Ada
-arrange a bedroom, or answer the door, or serve a meal. And Ada's
-stupidity--that half-cunning stupidity of her class, which immovably
-underlay her superficial aptitudes--had not sufficed to spoil her
-affection for the girl. She had been indulgent to Ada's stupidity; she
-had occasionally in some soft moods hoped that it was curable. And she
-had argued in moments of discouragement that at any rate stupidity could
-be faithful. In her heart she had counted Ada as a friend, as a true
-standby in the more or less tragic emergencies of the household. And
-now Ada had deserted her. Stupidity had proved to be neither faithful
-nor grateful. Why had Ada been so silly and so base? Impossible to
-say! A nothing! A whim! Nerves! Fatuity! The whole affair was
-horribly absurd. These creatures were incalculable. Of course Hilda
-would have been wiser not to upbraid her so soon after the scene with
-the cook, and to have spoken more smoothly to the chit in the boudoir.
-Hilda admitted that. But what then? Was that an excuse for the chit's
-turpitude? There must be a limit to the mistress's humouring. And
-probably after all the chit had meant to go.... If she had not meant to
-go she would not have entered the boudoir apronless and capless. Some
-rankling word, some ridiculous sympathy with the cook, some wild dream
-of a Christmas holiday--who could tell what might have influenced her?
-Hilda gave it up--and returned to it a thousand times. One truth
-emerged--and it was the great truth of housemistresses--namely, that it
-never, never, never pays to be too kind to servants. "Servants do not
-understand kindness." You think they do; they themselves think they do;
-but they don't,--they don't and they don't. Hilda went back into the
-immensity of her desolating experience as an employer of female domestic
-servants of all kinds, but chiefly bad--for the landlady of a small
-boarding house must take what servants she can get--and she raged at the
-persistence of the proof that kindness never paid. What did pay was
-severity and inhuman strictness, and the maintenance of an impassable
-gulf between employer and employed. Not again would she make the
-mistake which she had made a hundred times. She hardened herself to the
-consistency of a slave-driver. And all the time it was the woman in her,
-not the mistress, that the hasty thoughtless Ada had wounded. To the
-woman the kitchen was not the same place without Ada--Ada on whom she
-had utterly relied in the dilemma caused by the departure of the cook.
-As with angrily wet eyes she went about her new work in the kitchen, she
-could almost see the graceful ghost of Ada tripping to and fro therein.
-
-And all that the world, and the husband, would know or understand was
-that a cook had been turned out for drunkenness, and that a quite sober
-parlour-maid had most preposterously walked after her. Hilda was aware
-that in Edwin she had a severe, though a taciturn, critic of her
-activities as employer of servants. She had no hope whatever of his
-sympathy, and so she closed all her gates against him. She waited for
-him as for an adversary, and all the lustre faded from her conception of
-their love.
-
-
-
- III
-
-
-When Edwin approached his home that frosty evening, he was disturbed to
-perceive that there was no light from the hall-gas shining through the
-panes of the front-door, though some light showed at the dining-room
-window, the blinds of which had not been drawn. "What next?" he thought
-crossly. He was tired, and the keenness of the weather, instead of
-bracing him, merely made him petulant. He was astonished that several
-women in a house could all forget such an important act as the lighting
-of the hall-gas at nightfall. Never before had the hall-gas been
-forgotten, and the negligence appeared to Edwin as absolutely monstrous.
-The effect of it on the street, the effect on a possible caller, was bad
-enough (Edwin, while pretending to scorn social opinion, was really very
-deferential towards it), but what was worse was the revelation of the
-feminine mentality.
-
-In opening the door with his latchkey he was purposely noisy, partly in
-order to give expression to his justified annoyance, and partly to warn
-all peccant women that the male had arrived, threatening.
-
-As his feet fumbled into the interior gloom and he banged the door, he
-quite expected a rush of at least one apologetic woman with a box of
-matches. But nobody came. Nevertheless he could hear sharp movements
-through the half-open door of the kitchen. Assuredly women had the
-irresponsibility of infants. He glanced for an instant into the
-dining-room; the white cloth was laid, but the table was actually not
-set. With unusual righteous care he wiped the half-congealed mud off his
-boots on the mat; then removed his hat and his overcoat, took a large
-new piece of indiarubher from his pocket and put it on the hall-table,
-felt the radiator (which despite all his injunctions and recommendations
-was almost cold); and lastly he lighted the gas himself. This final act
-was contrary to his own rule, for he had often told Hilda that half her
-trouble with servants arose through her impatiently doing herself things
-which they had omitted, instead of ringing the bell and seeing the
-things done. But he was not infrequently inconsistent, both in deed and
-in thought. For another example, he would say superiorly that a woman
-could never manage women, ignoring that he the all-wise had never been
-able to manage Hilda.
-
-He turned to go upstairs. At the same moment somebody emerged obscurely
-from the kitchen. It was Hilda, in a white apron.
-
-"Oh! I'm glad you've lighted it," said she curtly, without the least
-symptom of apology, but rather affrontingly.
-
-He continued his way.
-
-"Have you seen anything of George?" she asked, and her tone stopped him.
-
-Yet she well knew that he hated to be stopped of an evening on his way
-to the bathroom. It could not be sufficiently emphasized that to accost
-him before he had descended from the bathroom was to transgress one of
-the most solemn rules of his daily life.
-
-"Of course I haven't seen George," he answered. "How should I have seen
-George?"
-
-"Because he's not back from school yet, and I can't help wondering----"
-
-She was worrying about George as usual.
-
-He grunted and passed on.
-
-"There's no light on the landing, either," he said, over the banisters.
-"I wish you'd see to those servants of yours."
-
-"As it happens there aren't any servants."
-
-Her tone, getting more peculiar with each phrase, stopped him again.
-
-"Aren't any servants? What d'you mean?"
-
-"Well, I found the attic full of beer bottles, so I sent her off on the
-spot."
-
-"Sent who off?"
-
-"Eliza."
-
-"And where's Ada?"
-
-"She's gone too," said Hilda defiantly, and as though rebutting an
-accusation before it could be made.
-
-"Why?"
-
-"She seemed to want to. And she was very impertinent over it."
-
-He snorted and shrugged his shoulders.
-
-"Well, it's your affair," he muttered, too scornful to ask details.
-
-"It is," said she, significantly laconic.
-
-In the bathroom, vexed and gloomy as he brushed his nails and splashed
-in the wash basin, he mused savagely over the servant problem. The
-servant problem had been growing acute. He had predicted several times
-that a crisis would arrive; a crisis had arrived; he was always right;
-his rightness was positively uncanny. He had liked Ada; he had not
-disliked the cook. He knew that Hilda was to blame. How should she not
-be to blame,--losing her entire staff in one afternoon? It was not
-merely that she lacked the gift of authoritative control,--it was also
-that she had no feeling for democratic justice as between one human
-being and another. And yet among his earliest recollections of her was
-her passionate sympathy with men on strike as against their employers.
-Totally misleading manifestations! For her a servant was nothing but a
-"servant." She was convinced that all her servants were pampered and
-spoilt; and as for Edwin's treatment of his workpeople she considered it
-to be ridiculously, criminally soft. If she had implied once she had
-implied a hundred times that the whole lot of them laughed at him behind
-his back for a sentimental simpleton. Occasionally Edwin was quite
-outraged by her callousness. The topic of the eight-hours day, of the
-ten-hours day, and even of the twelve-hours day (the last for
-tramwaymen) had been lately exciting the district. And Edwin was
-distressed that in his own house a sixteen-hour day for labour was in
-vogue and that the employer perceived no shame in it. He did not
-clearly see how the shame was to be abolished, but he thought that it
-ought to be admitted. It was not admitted. From six in the morning
-until ten at night these mysterious light-headed young women were the
-slaves of a bell. They had no surcease except one long weekday evening
-each week and a short Sunday evening each fortnight. At one period
-Hilda had had a fad for getting them out of bed at half-past five, to
-cure them of laziness. He remembered one cook whose family lived at the
-village of Brindley Edge, five miles off. This cook on her weekday
-evening would walk to Brindley Edge, spend three quarters of an hour in
-her home, and walk back to Bursley, reaching Trafalgar Road just in time
-to get to bed. Hilda saw nothing very odd in that. She said the girl
-could always please herself about going to Brindley Edge.
-
-Edwin's democratic sense was gradually growing in force; it disturbed
-more and more the peace of his inmost mind. He seldom displayed his
-sympathies (save to Tertius Ingpen who, though a Tory, was in some ways
-astoundingly open to ideas, which seemed to interest him as a pretty
-equation would interest him), but they pursued their secret activity in
-his being, annoying him at his lithographic works, and still more in his
-home. He would suppress them, and grin, and repeat his ancient
-consoling truth that what was, was. The relief, however, was not
-permanent.
-
-In that year the discovery of Rontgen Rays, the practical invention of
-the incandescent gas-mantle, the abolition of the man with the red flag
-in front of self-propelled vehicles, and the fact that Consols stood at
-113, had combined to produce in innumerable hearts the illusion that
-civilisation was advancing at a great rate. But Edwin in his soul
-scarcely thought so. He was worrying not only about Liberal principles,
-but about the world; in his youth he had never worried about the world.
-And of his own personal success he would ask and ask: Is it right? He
-said to himself in the bathroom: "There's a million domestic servants in
-this blessed country, and not one of them works less than a hundred
-hours a week, and nobody cares. I don't think I really care myself.
-But there it is all the same!" And he was darkly resentful against
-Hilda on account of the entire phenomenon.... He foresaw, too, a period
-of upset and discomfort in his house. Would there, indeed, ever be any
-real tranquillity in his house, with that strange, primeval cave-woman
-in charge of it?
-
-As he descended the stairs, Hilda came out of the dining-room with an
-empty tray.
-
-She said:
-
-"I wish you'd go out and look for George."
-
-Imagine it--going out into the Five Towns to look for one boy!
-
-"Oh! He'll be all right. I suppose you haven't forgotten Ingpen's
-coming to-night."
-
-"Of course I haven't. But I want you to go out and look for George."
-
-He knew what was in her mind,--namely an absurd vision of George and his
-new bicycle crushed under a tramcar somewhere between Bleakridge and
-Hanbridge. In that year everybody with any pretension to youthfulness
-and modernity rode a bicycle. Both Edwin and Hilda rode
-occasionally--such was the power of fashion. Maternal apprehensions had
-not sufficed to keep George from having a bicycle, nor from riding on it
-unprotected up and down the greasy slopes of Trafalgar Road to and from
-school. Edwin himself had bought the bicycle, pooh-poohing danger, and
-asserting that anyhow normal risks must always be accepted with an even
-mind.
-
-He was about to declare that he would certainly not do anything so silly
-as to go out and look for George,--and then all of a sudden he had the
-queer sensation of being alone with Hilda in the house made strange and
-romantic by a domestic calamity. He gazed at Hilda with her apron, and
-the calamity had made her strange and romantic also. He was vexed,
-annoyed, despondent, gloomy, fearful of the immediate future; he had
-immense grievances; he hated Hilda, he loathed giving way to her. He
-thought: "What is it binds me to this incomprehensible woman? I will
-not be bound!" But he felt that he would be compelled (not by her but
-by something in himself) to commit the folly of going out to look for
-George. And he felt that though his existence was an exasperating
-adventure, still it was an adventure.
-
-"Oh! Damn!" he exploded, and reached for a cap.
-
-And then George came into the hall through the kitchen. The boy often
-preferred to enter by the back, the stalking Indian way.
-
-
-
- IV
-
-
-George wore spectacles. He had grown considerably. He was now between
-fourteen and fifteen years of age, and he had begun to look his age.
-His mental outlook and conversation were on the whole in advance of his
-age. Even when he was younger he had frequently an adult manner of wise
-talking, but it had appeared unreal, naïve,--it was amusing rather than
-convincing. Now he imposed himself even on his family as a genuine
-adolescent, though the idiom he employed was often schoolboyish and his
-gestures were immaturely rough. The fact was he was not the same boy.
-Everybody noticed it. His old charm and delicacy seemed to have gone,
-and his voice was going. He had become harsh, defiant, somewhat brutal,
-and egotistic if not conceited. He held a very low opinion of all his
-school-fellows, and did not conceal it. Yet he was not very high in his
-form (the lower fifth); his reports were mediocre; and he cut no figure
-in the playfield. In the home he was charged with idleness,
-selfishness, and irresolution. It was pointed out to him that he was
-not making the best of his gifts, and that if he only chose to make the
-best of them he might easily, etc., etc. Apparently he did not care a
-bit. He had marked facility on the piano, but he had insisted on giving
-up his piano lessons and would not open the piano for a fortnight at a
-time. He still maintained his intention of being an architect, but he
-had ceased to show any interest in architecture. He would, however,
-still paint in water-colours; and he read a lot, but gluttonously,
-without taste. Edwin and Hilda, and especially Hilda, did not hide
-their discontent. Hilda had outbursts against him. In regard to Hilda
-he was disobedient. Edwin always spoke quietly to him, and was seldom
-seriously disobeyed. When disobeyed Edwin would show a taciturn
-resentment against the boy, who would sulk and then melt.
-
-"Oh! He'll grow out of it," Edwin would say to Hilda, yet Edwin, like
-Hilda, thought that the boy was deliberately naughty, and they held
-themselves towards him as grieved persons of superior righteousness
-towards a person of inferior righteousness. Not even Edwin reflected
-that profound molecular changes might be proceeding in George's brain,
-for which changes he was in no way responsible. Nevertheless, despite
-the blighting disappointment of George's evolution, the home was by no
-means deeply engloomed. No! George had an appealing smile, a mere gawky
-boyishness, a peculiar way of existing, that somehow made joy in the
-home. Also he was a centre of intense and continual interest, and of
-this he was very well aware.
-
-In passing through the kitchen George had of course been struck by the
-astounding absence of the cook; he had noticed further a fancy apron and
-a cap lying on the window sill therein. And when he came into the hall,
-the strange aspect of his mother (in a servant's apron) and his uncle
-proved to him that something marvellously unusual, exciting, and
-uplifting was afoot. He was pleased, agog, and he had the additional
-satisfaction that great events would conveniently divert attention from
-his lateness. Still he must be discreet, for the adults were evidently
-at loggerheads, and therefore touchy. He slipped between Edwin and
-Hilda with a fairly good imitation of innocent casualness, as if saying:
-"Whatever has occurred, I am guiltless, and going on just as usual."
-
-"Ooh! Bags I!" he exclaimed loudly, at the hall-table, and seized the
-indiarubber, which Edwin had promised him. His school vocabulary
-comprised an extraordinary number of words ending in _gs_. He would
-never, for example, say "first," but "foggs"; and never "second," but
-"seggs." That very morning, for example, meeting Hilda on the mat at
-the foot of the stairs, he had shocked her by saying: "You go up foggs,
-mother, and I'll go seggs."
-
-"George!" Hilda severely protested. Her anxiety concerning him was now
-turned into resentment. "Have you had an accident?"
-
-"An accident?" said George, as though at a loss. Yet he knew perfectly
-that his mother was referring to the bicycle.
-
-Edwin said curtly:
-
-"Now, don't play the fool. Have you fallen off your bike? Look at your
-overcoat. Don't leave that satchel there, and hang your coat up
-properly."
-
-The overcoat was in a grievous state. A few days earlier it had been
-new. Besides money, it had cost an enormous amount of deliberation and
-discussion, like everything else connected with George. Against his
-will, Edwin himself had been compelled to conduct George to Shillitoe's,
-the tailor's, and superintend a third trying-on, for further
-alterations, after the overcoat was supposed to be finished. And lo,
-now it had no quality left but warmth! Efforts in regard to George were
-always thus out of proportion to the trifling results obtained. At
-George's age Edwin doubtless had an overcoat, but he positively could
-not remember having one, and he was quite sure that no schoolboy
-overcoat of his had ever preoccupied a whole household for two minutes,
-to say nothing of a week.
-
-George's face expressed a sense of injury, and his face hardened.
-
-"Mother made me take my overcoat. You know I can't cycle in my
-overcoat. I've not been on my bicycle all day. Also my lamp's broken,"
-he said, with gloomy defiance.
-
-His curiosity about wondrous events in the house was quenched.
-
-And Edwin felt angry with Hilda for having quite unjustifiably assumed
-that George had gone to school on his bicycle. Ought she not to have
-had the ordinary gumption to assure herself, before worrying, that the
-lad's bicycle was not in the shed? Incredible thoughtlessness! All
-these alarms for nothing!
-
-"Then why are you so late?" Hilda demanded, diverting to George her
-indignation at Edwin's unuttered but yet conveyed criticism of herself.
-
-"Kept in."
-
-"All this time?" Hilda questioned, suspiciously.
-
-George sullenly nodded.
-
-"What for?"
-
-"Latin."
-
-"Homework? Again?" ejaculated Edwin. "Why hadn't you done it
-properly?"
-
-"I had a headache last night. And I've got one to-day."
-
-"Another of your Latin headaches!" said Edwin sarcastically. There was
-nothing, except possibly cod liver oil, that George detested more than
-Edwin's serious sarcasm.
-
-The elders glanced at one another and glanced away. Both had the same
-fear--the dreadful fear that George might be developing the worse
-characteristics of his father. Both had vividly in mind the fact that
-this boy was the son of George Cannon. They never mentioned to each
-other either the fear or the fact; they dared not. But each knew the
-thoughts of the other. The boy was undoubtedly crafty; he could conceal
-subtle designs under a simple exterior; he was also undoubtedly
-secretive. The recent changes in his disposition had put Edwin and
-Hilda on their guard, and every time young George displayed cunning, or
-economised the truth, or lied, the fear visited them. "I hope he'll turn
-out all right!" Hilda had said once. Edwin had nearly replied: "What are
-you worrying about? The sons of honest men are often rascals. Why on
-earth shouldn't the son of a rascal be an honest man?" But he had only
-said, with good-humoured impatience: "Of course he'll turn out all
-right!" Not that he himself was convinced.
-
-Edwin now attacked the boy gloomily:
-
-"You didn't seem to have much of a headache when you came in just now."
-
-It was true.
-
-But George suddenly burst into tears. His headaches were absolutely
-genuine. The emptiness of the kitchen and the general queer look of
-things in the house had, however, by their promise of adventurous
-happenings, caused him to forget his headache altogether, and the
-discovery of the new indiarubber had been like a tonic to a
-convalescent. The menacing attitude of the elders had now brought about
-a relapse. The headache established itself as his chief physical
-sensation. His chief moral sensation was that of a terrible grievance.
-He did not often cry; he had not indeed cried for about a year. But
-to-night there was something nervous in the very air, and the sob took
-him unawares. The first sob having prostrated all resistance, others
-followed victoriously, and there was no stopping them. He did not quite
-know why he should have been more liable to cry on this particular
-occasion than on certain others, and he was rather ashamed; on the other
-hand it was with an almost malicious satisfaction that he perceived the
-troubling effect of his tears on the elders. They were obviously in a
-quandary. Serve them right!
-
-"It's my eyes," he blubbered. "I told you these specs would never suit
-me. But you wouldn't believe me, and the headmaster won't believe me."
-
-The discovery that George's eyesight was defective, about two months
-earlier, had led to a desperate but of course hopeless struggle on his
-part against the wearing of spectacles. It was curious that in the
-struggle he had never even mentioned his strongest objection to
-spectacles,--namely, the fact that Bert Benbow wore spectacles.
-
-"Why didn't you tell us?" Edwin demanded.
-
-Between sobs George replied with overwhelming disillusioned disgust:
-
-"What's the good of telling you anything? You only think I'm codding."
-
-And he passed upstairs, apparently the broken victim of fate and
-parents, but in reality triumphant. His triumph was such that neither
-Edwin nor Hilda dared even to protest against the use of such an
-inexcusable word as 'codding.'
-
-Hilda went into the kitchen, and Edwin rather aimlessly followed her.
-He felt incompetent. He could do nothing except carry trays, and he had
-no desire to carry trays. Neither spoke. Hilda was bending over the
-fire, then she arranged the grid in front of the fire to hold a tin, and
-she greased the tin. He thought she looked very wistful, for all the
-somewhat bitter sturdiness of her demeanour. Tertius Ingpen was due for
-the evening; she had no servants--through her own fault; and now a new
-phase had arrived in the unending responsibility for George's welfare.
-He knew that she was blaming him on account of George. He knew that she
-believed in the sincerity of George's outburst; he believed in it
-himself. The spectacles were wrong; the headache was genuine. And he,
-Edwin, was guilty of the spectacles because he had forced Hilda, by his
-calm bantering commonsense, to consult a small local optician of good
-reputation.
-
-Hilda had wanted to go to Birmingham or Manchester; but Edwin said that
-such an idea was absurd. The best local optician was good enough for
-the great majority of the inhabitants of the Five Towns and would be
-good enough for George. Why not indeed? Why the craze for specialists?
-There could be nothing uniquely wrong with the boy's eyes,--it was a
-temporary weakness. And so on and so on, in accordance with Edwin's
-instinct for denying the existence of a crisis. And the local optician,
-consulted, had borne him out. The local optician said that every year
-he dealt with dozens of cases similar to George's. And now both the
-local optician and Edwin were overthrown by a boy's sobbing tears.
-
-Suddenly Hilda turned round upon her husband.
-
-"I shall take George to London to-morrow about his eyes," she said, with
-immense purpose and sincerity, in a kind of fierce challenge.
-
-This was her amends to George for having often disbelieved him, and for
-having suspected him of taking after his father. She made her amends
-passionately, and with all the force of her temperament. In her eyes
-George was now a martyr.
-
-"To London?" exclaimed Edwin weakly.
-
-"Yes. It's no use half doing these things. I shall ask Charlie
-Orgreave to recommend me a first-class oculist."
-
-Edwin dared say nothing. Either Manchester or Birmingham would have
-been just as good as London, perhaps better. Moreover, she had not even
-consulted him. She had decided by a violent impulse and announced her
-decision. This was not right; she would have protested against a
-similar act by Edwin. But he could not argue with her. She was far
-beyond argument.
-
-"I wouldn't have that boy's eyesight played with for anything!" she said
-fiercely.
-
-"Well, of course you wouldn't! Who would?" Edwin thought, but he did
-not say it.
-
-"Go and see what he's doing," she said.
-
-Edwin slouched off. He was no longer the master of the house. He was
-only an economic factor and general tool in the house. And as he
-wandered like a culprit up the stairs of the mysteriously transformed
-dwelling he thought again: "What is it that binds me to her?" But he
-was abashed and in spite of himself impressed by the intensity of
-Hilda's formidable emotion. Nevertheless as he began vaguely to
-perceive all that was involved in her threat to go to London on the
-morrow, he stiffened, and said to himself: "We shall see about that. We
-shall just see about that!"
-
-
-
- V
-
-
-They were at the meal. Hilda had covered George's portion of fish with
-a plate and put it before the fire to keep warm. She was just returning
-to the table. Tertius Ingpen, who sat with his back to the fire, looked
-at her over his shoulder with an admiring smile and said:
-
-"Well, I've had some good meals in this house, but this is certainly the
-best bit of fish I ever tasted. So that the catastrophe in the kitchen
-leaves me unmoved."
-
-Hilda, with face suddenly transformed by a responsive smile, insinuated
-herself between the table and her arm-chair, drew forward the chair by
-its arms, and sat down. Her keen pleasure in the compliment was
-obvious. Edwin noted that the meal was really very well served, the
-table brighter than usual, the toast crisper, and the fish--a fine piece
-of hake white as snow within its browned exterior--merely perfect. There
-was no doubt that Hilda could be extremely efficient when she desired;
-Edwin's criticism was that she was too often negligent, and that in her
-moods of conscientiousness she gave herself too urgently and completely,
-producing an unnecessary disturbance in the atmosphere of the home.
-Nevertheless Edwin too felt pleasure in the compliment to Hilda; and he
-calmly enjoyed the spectacle of his wife and his friend side by side on
-such mutually appreciative terms. The intimacy of the illuminated table
-in the midst of the darker room, the warmth and crackling of the fire,
-the grave solidity of the furniture, the springiness of the thick
-carpet, and the delicate odours of the repast,--all these things
-satisfied in him something that was profound. And the two mature,
-vivacious, intelligent faces under the shaded gas excited his loyal
-affection.
-
-"That's right," Hilda murmured, in her clear enunciation. "I do like
-praise!"
-
-"Now then, you callous brute," said Ingpen to Edwin. "What do you say?"
-
-And Hilda cried with swift, complaining sincerity:
-
-"Oh! Edwin never praises me!"
-
-Her sincerity convinced by its very artlessness. The complaint had come
-unsought from her heart. And it was so spontaneous and forcible that
-Tertius Ingpen, as a tactful guest, saw the advisability of easing the
-situation by laughter.
-
-"Yes, I do!" Edwin protested, and though he was shocked, he laughed, in
-obedience to Ingpen's cue. It was true; he did praise her; but not
-frequently, and almost always in order to flatter her rather than to
-express his own emotion. Edwin did not care for praising people; he
-would enthusiastically praise a book, but not a human being. His way
-was to take efficiency for granted. "Not so bad," was a superlative of
-laudation with him. He was now shocked as much by the girl's outrageous
-candour as by the indisputable revelation that she went hungry for
-praise. Even to a close friend such as Ingpen, surely a wife had not
-the right to be quite so desperately sincere. Edwin considered that in
-the presence of a third person husband and wife should always at any
-cost maintain the convention of perfect conjugal amenity. He knew
-couples who achieved the feat,--Albert and Clara, for example. But
-Hilda, he surmised, had other ideas, if indeed she had ever consciously
-reflected upon this branch of social demeanour. Certainly she seemed at
-moments to lose all regard for appearances.
-
-Moreover, she was polluting by acerbity the pure friendliness of the
-atmosphere, and endangering cheer.
-
-"He's too wrapped up in the works to think about praising his wife,"
-Hilda continued, still in the disconcerting vein of sincerity, but with
-less violence and a more philosophical air. The fact was that, although
-she had not regained the zest of the mood so rudely dissipated by the
-scene with Ada, she was kept cheerful by the mere successful exercise of
-her own energy in proving to these two men that servants were not in the
-least essential to the continuance of plenary comfort in her house; and
-she somewhat condescended towards Edwin.
-
-"By the way, Teddie," said Ingpen, pulling lightly at his short beard,
-"I heard a rumour that you were going to stand for the Town Council in
-the South ward. Why didn't you?"
-
-Edwin looked a little confused.
-
-"Who told you that tale?"
-
-"It was about."
-
-"It never came from me," said Edwin.
-
-Hilda broke in eagerly:
-
-"He was invited to stand. But he wouldn't. I thought he ought to. I
-begged him to. But no, he wouldn't. And did you know he refused a
-J.P.ship too?"
-
-"Oh!" mumbled Edwin. "That sort o' thing's not my line."
-
-"Oh, isn't it!" Ingpen exclaimed. "Then whose line is it?"
-
-"Look at all the rotters in the Council!" said Edwin.
-
-"All the more reason why you should be on it!"
-
-"Well, I've got no time," Edwin finished gloomily and uneasily.
-
-Ingpen paused, tapping his teeth with his finger, before proceeding, in
-a judicial, thoughtful manner which in recent years he had been
-developing:
-
-"I'll tell you what's the matter with you, old man. You don't know it,
-but you're in a groove. You go about like a shuttle from the house to
-the works and the works to the house. And you never think beyond the
-works and the house."
-
-"Oh, don't I?"
-
-Ingpen went placidly on:
-
-"No, you don't. You've become a good specimen of the genus
-'domesticated business man.' You've forgotten what life is. You fancy
-you're at full stretch all the time, but you're in a coma. I suppose
-you'll never see forty again--and have you ever been outside this
-island? You went to Llandudno this year because you went last year.
-And you'll go next year because you went this year. If you happen now
-and then to worry about the failure of your confounded Liberal Party you
-think you're a blooming broad-minded publicist. Where are your musical
-evenings? When I asked you to go with me to a concert at Manchester
-last week but one, you thought I'd gone dotty, simply because it meant
-your leaving the works early and not getting to bed until the
-unheard-of-time of one thirty a.m."
-
-"I was never told anything about any concert," Hilda interjected
-sharply.
-
-"Go on! Go on!" said Edwin raising his eyebrows.
-
-"I will," said Ingpen with tranquillity, as though discussing
-impartially and impersonally the conduct of some individual at the
-Antipodes. "Where am I? Well, you're always buying books, and I believe
-you reckon yourself a bit of a reader. What d'you get out of them? I
-daresay you've got decided views on the transcendent question whether
-Emily Brontë was a greater writer than Charlotte. That's about what
-you've got. Why, dash it, you haven't a vice left. A vice would
-interfere with your lovely litho. There's only one thing that would
-upset you more than a machinery breakdown at the works----"
-
-"And what's that?"
-
-"What's that? If one of the hinges of your garden-gate came off, or you
-lost your latchkey! Why, just look how you've evidently been struck all
-of a heap by this servant affair! I expect it occurred to you your
-breakfast might be five minutes late in the morning."
-
-"Stuff!" said Edwin, amiably. He regarded Ingpen's observations as
-fantastically unjust and beside the mark. But his sense of fairness and
-his admiration of the man's intellectual honesty would not allow him to
-resent them. Ingpen would discuss and dissect either his friends or
-himself with equal detachment; the detachment was complete. And his
-assumption that his friends fully shared his own dispassionate, curious
-interest in arriving at the truth appealed very strongly to Edwin's
-loyalty. That Ingpen was liable to preach and even to hector was a
-drawback which he silently accepted.
-
-"Struck all of a heap indeed!" muttered Edwin.
-
-"Wasn't he, Hilda?"
-
-"I should just say he was! And I know he thinks it's all my fault,"
-said Hilda.
-
-Tertius Ingpen glanced at her an instant, and gave a short half-cynical
-laugh, which scarcely concealed his mild scorn of her feminine confusion
-of the argument.
-
-"It's the usual thing!" said Ingpen, with scorn still more marked. At
-this stage of a dissertation he was inclined to be less a human being
-than the trumpet of a sacred message. "It's the usual thing! I never
-knew a happy marriage yet that didn't end in the same way." Then,
-perceiving that he was growing too earnest, and that his emphasis on the
-phrase 'happy marriage' had possibly been too sarcastic, he sniggered.
-
-"I really don't see what marriage has to do with it," said Hilda,
-frowning.
-
-"No, of course you don't," Ingpen agreed.
-
-"If you'd said business----" she added.
-
-"Now we've had the diagnosis," Edwin sardonically remarked, looking at
-his plate, "what's the prescription?" He was reflecting: "'Happy
-marriage,' does he call it! ... Why on earth does she say I think it's
-all her fault? I've not breathed a word."
-
-"Well," replied Ingpen. "You live much too close to your infernal
-works. Why don't you get away, right away, and live out in the country
-like a sensible man, instead of sticking in this filthy hole--among all
-these new cottages? ... Barbarian hordes...."
-
-"Oh! Hurrah!" cried Hilda. "At last I've got somebody who takes my
-side."
-
-"Of course you say it's impossible. You naturally would----" Ingpen
-resumed.
-
-He was interrupted by the entrance of George. Soon after Tertius
-Ingpen's arrival, George had been despatched to summon urgently Mrs.
-Tams, the charwoman who had already more than once helped to fill a
-hiatus between two cooks. George showed now no trace of his late
-martyrdom, nor of a headache. To conquer George in these latter days
-you had to demand of him a service. It was Edwin who had first
-discovered the intensity of the boy's desire to take a useful share in
-any adult operation whatever. He came in red-cheeked, red-handed,
-rough, defiant, shy, proud, and making a low intermittent "Oo-oo" noise
-with protruding lips to indicate the sharpness of the frost outside. As
-he had already greeted Ingpen he was able to go without ceremony
-straight to his chair.
-
-Confidentially, in the silence, Hilda raised her eyebrows to him
-interrogatively. In reply he gave one short nod. Thus in two scarcely
-perceptible gestures the assurance was asked for and given that the
-mission had been successful and that Mrs. Tams would be coming up at
-once. George loved these private and laconic signallings, which
-produced in him the illusion that he was getting nearer to the enigma of
-life.
-
-As he persisted in the "Oo-oo" manifestation, Hilda amicably murmured:
-
-"Hsh-hsh!"
-
-George pressed his lips swiftly and hermetically together, and raised
-his eyebrows in protest against his own indecorum. He glanced at his
-empty place; whereupon Hilda glanced informingly in the direction of the
-fire, and George, skilled in the interpretation of minute signs, skirted
-stealthily round the table behind his mother's chair, and snatched his
-loaded plate from the hearth.
-
-Nobody said a word. The sudden stoppage of the conversation had indeed
-caused a slight awkwardness among the elders. George, for his part, was
-quite convinced that they had been discussing his eyesight.
-
-"Furnace all right again, sonny?" asked Edwin, quietly, when the boy had
-sat down. Hilda was replenishing Ingpen's plate.
-
-"Blop!" muttered George, springing up aghast. This meant that he had
-forgotten the furnace in the cellar, source of heat to the radiator in
-the hall. By a recent arrangement he received sixpence a week for
-stoking the furnace.
-
-"Never mind! It'll do afterwards," said Edwin.
-
-But George, masticating fish, shook his head. He must be stern with
-himself, possibly to atone for his tears. And he went off instantly to
-the cellar.
-
-"Bit chill," observed Edwin to him as he left the room. "A bit chilly"
-was what he meant; but George delighted to chip the end off a word, and
-when Edwin chose to adopt the same practice, the boy took it as a
-masonic sign of profound understanding between them.
-
-George nodded and vanished. And both Edwin and Hilda dwelt in secret
-upon his boyish charm, and affectionate satisfaction mingled with and
-softened their apprehensions and their brooding responsibility and
-remorse. They thought: "He is simply exquisite," and in their hearts
-apologised to him.
-
-Tertius Ingpen asked suddenly:
-
-"What's happened to the young man's spectacles?"
-
-"They don't suit him," said Hilda eagerly. "They don't suit him at all.
-They give him headaches. Edwin would have me take him to the local man,
-what's-his-name at Hanbridge. I was afraid it would be risky, but Edwin
-would have it. I'm going to take him to London to-morrow. He's been
-having headaches for some time and never said a word. I only found it
-out by accident."
-
-"Surely," Ingpen smiled, "it's contrary to George's usual practice to
-hide his troubles like that, isn't it?"
-
-"Oh!" said Hilda. "He's rather secretive, you know."
-
-"I've never noticed," said Ingpen, "that he was more secretive than most
-of us are about a grievance."
-
-Edwin, secretly agitated, said in a curious light tone:
-
-"If you ask me, he kept it quiet just to pay us out."
-
-"Pay you out? What for?"
-
-"For making him wear spectacles at all. These kids want a deuce of a
-lot of understanding; but that's my contribution. He simply said to
-himself: 'Well, if they think they're going to cure my eyesight for me
-with their beastly specs they just aren't, and I won't tell 'em!'"
-
-"Edwin!" Hilda protested warmly. "I wonder you can talk like that!"
-
-Tertius Ingpen went off into one of his peculiar long fits of laughter;
-and Edwin quizzically smiled, feeling as if he was repaying Hilda for
-her unnecessary insistence upon the fact that he was responsible for the
-choosing of an optician. Hilda, suspecting that the two men saw
-something droll which was hidden from her, blushed and then laughed in
-turn, somewhat self-consciously.
-
-"Don't _you_ think it's best to go to London, about an affair like
-eyesight?" she asked Ingpen pointedly.
-
-"The chief thing in these cases," said Ingpen solemnly, "is to satisfy
-the maternal instinct. Yes, I should certainly go to London. If Teddie
-disagrees, I'm against him. Who are you going to?"
-
-"You are horrid!" Hilda exclaimed, and added with positiveness: "I shall
-ask Charlie Orgreave first. He'll tell me the best man."
-
-"You seem to have a great belief in Charlie," said Ingpen.
-
-"I have," said Hilda, who had seen Charlie at George's bedside when
-nobody knew whether George would live or die.
-
-And while they were talking about Charlie and about Janet, who was now
-living with her brother at Ealing, the sounds of George stoking the
-furnace below came dully up through the floor-boards.
-
-"If you and George are going away," asked Ingpen, "what'll happen to his
-worship--with not a servant in the house?"
-
-This important point had been occupying Edwin's mind ever since Hilda
-had first announced her intention to go to London. But he had not
-mentioned it to her, nor she to him, their relations being rather
-delicate. It had, for him, only an academic interest, since he had
-determined that she should not go to London on the morrow. Nevertheless
-he awaited anxiously the reply.
-
-Hilda answered with composure:
-
-"I'm hoping he'll come with us."
-
-He had been prepared for anything but this. The proposition was
-monstrously impossible. Could a man leave his works at a moment's
-notice? The notion was utterly absurd.
-
-"That's quite out of the question," he said at once. He was absolutely
-sincere. The effect of Ingpen's discourse was, however, such as to
-upset the assured dignity of his pronouncement; for the decision was
-simply an illustration of Ingpen's theory concerning him. He blushed.
-
-"Why is it out of the question?" demanded Hilda, inimically gazing at
-him.
-
-She had lost her lenient attitude towards him of the afternoon.
-Nevertheless, reflecting upon Tertius Ingpen's indictment of the usual
-happy marriage, she had been planning the expedition to London as a
-revival of romance in their lives. She saw it as a marvellous
-rejuvenating experience. When she thought of all that she had suffered,
-and all that Edwin had suffered, in order that they might come together,
-she was quite desolated by the prosaic flatness of the ultimate result.
-Was it to attain their present stolid existence that they had endured
-affliction for a decade? She wanted passionately to break the
-mysterious bands that held them both back from ecstasy and romance. And
-he would not help her. He would not enter into her desire. She had
-known that he would refuse. He refused everything--he was so set in his
-own way. Resentment radiated from her.
-
-"I can't," said Edwin. "What d'you want to go to-morrow for? What does
-a day or two matter?"
-
-Then she loosed her tongue. Why to-morrow? Because you couldn't trifle
-with a child's eyesight. Already the thing had been dragging on for
-goodness knew how long. Every day might be of importance. And why not
-to-morrow? They could shut the house up, and go off together and stay
-at Charlie's. Hadn't Janet asked them many a time? Maggie would look
-out for new servants. And Mrs. Tams would clean the house. It was
-really the best way out of the servant question too, besides being the
-best for George.
-
-"And there's another thing," she went on without a pause, speaking
-rapidly and clearly. "Your eyes want seeing to as well. Do you think I
-don't know?" she sneered.
-
-"Mine!" he exclaimed. "My eyes are as right as rain." It was not true.
-His eyes had been troubling him.
-
-"Then why have you had a double candle-bracket fixed at your bed-head,
-when a single one's been enough for you all these years?" she demanded.
-
-"I just thought of it, that's all," said Edwin glumly, and with no
-attempt to be diplomatic. "Anyhow I can't go to London to-morrow. And
-when I want an oculist," he finished with grimness, "Hanbridge'll be
-good enough for me, I'm thinking."
-
-Strange, she had never before said a word to him about his eyes!
-
-"Then what shall you do while I'm away?" she asked implacably.
-
-But if she was implacable, he also could be implacable. If she insisted
-on leaving him in the lurch,--well, she should leave him in the lurch!
-Tertius Ingpen was witness of a plain breach between them. It was
-unfortunate; it was wholly Hilda's fault; but he had to face the fact.
-
-"I don't know," he replied curtly.
-
-The next moment George returned.
-
-"Hasn't Mrs. Tams been quick, mother?" said George. "She's come."
-
-
-
- VI
-
-
-In the drawing-room, after the meal, Edwin could hear through the half
-open door the sounds of conversation between Hilda and Mrs. Tams, with
-an occasional word from George, who was going to help Mrs. Tams to "put
-the things away" after she had washed and wiped. The voice of Mrs. Tams
-was very gentle and comforting. Edwin's indignant pity went out to her.
-Why should Mrs. Tams thus cheerfully bear the misfortunes of others?
-Why should she at a moment's notice leave a cottageful of young children
-and a husband liable at any time to get drunk and maim either them or
-her, in order to meet a crisis caused by Hilda's impulsiveness and lack
-of tact? The answer, as in so many cases, was of course economic. Mrs.
-Tams could not afford not to be at Mrs. Clayhanger's instant call; also
-she was born the victim of her own altruism; her soul was soft like her
-plump cushionlike body, and she lived as naturally in injustice as a
-fish in water. But could anything excuse those who took advantage of
-such an economic system and such a devoted nature? Edwin's conscience
-uneasily stirred; he could have blushed. However, he was helpless; and
-he was basely glad that he was helpless, that it was no affair of his
-after all, and that Mrs. Tams had thus to work out her destiny to his
-own benefit. He saw in her a seraph for the next world, and yet in this
-world he contentedly felt himself her superior. And her voice,
-soothing, acquiescent, expressive of the spirit which gathers in
-extraneous woes as the mediæval saint drew to his breast the swords of
-the executioners, continued to murmur in the hall.
-
-Edwin thought:
-
-"I alone in this house feel the real significance of Mrs. Tams. I'm
-sure she doesn't feel it herself."
-
-But these reflections were only the vague unimportant background to the
-great matter in his mind,--the difficulty with Hilda. When he had
-entered the house, questions of gaslight and blinds were enormous to
-him. The immense general question of servants had diminished them to a
-trifle. Then the question of George's headache and eyesight had taken
-precedence. And now the relations of husband and wife were mightily
-paramount over everything else. Tertius Ingpen, having as usual opened
-the piano, was idly diverting himself with strange chords, while
-cigarette smoke rose into his eyes, making him blink. Like Edwin,
-Ingpen was a little self-conscious after the open trouble in the
-dining-room. It would have been absurd to pretend that trouble did not
-exist; on the other hand the trouble was not of the kind that could be
-referred to, by even a very intimate friend. The acknowledgment of it
-had to be mute. But in addition to being self-conscious, Ingpen was
-also triumphant. There was a peculiar sardonic and somewhat disdainful
-look on his face as he mused over the chords, trying to keep the
-cigarette smoke out of his eyes. His oblique glance seemed to be saying
-to Edwin: "What have I always told you about women? Well, you've
-married and you must take the consequences. Your wife's no worse than
-other wives. Here am I, free! And wouldn't you like to be in my place,
-my boy! ... How wise I have been!"
-
-Edwin resented these unspoken observations. The contrast between
-Ingpen's specious support and flattery of Hilda when she was present,
-and his sardonic glance when she was absent, was altogether too marked.
-Himself in revolt against the institution of marriage, Edwin could not
-bear that Ingpen should attack it. Edwin had, so far as concerned the
-outside world, taken the institution of marriage under his protection.
-Moreover Ingpen's glance was a criticism of Hilda such as no husband
-ought to permit. And it was also a criticism of the husband--that slave
-and dupe! ... Yet, at bottom what Edwin resented was Ingpen's
-contemptuous pity for the slave and the dupe.
-
-"Why London--and why to-morrow?" said Edwin, cheerfully, with a superior
-philosophical air, as though impartially studying an argumentative
-position, as though he could regard the temporary vagaries of an
-otherwise fine sensible woman with bland detachment. He said it because
-he was obliged to say something, in order to prove that he was neither a
-slave nor a dupe.
-
-"Ask me another," replied Ingpen curtly, continuing to produce chords.
-
-"Well, we shall see," said Edwin mysteriously, firmly, and loftily;
-meaning that, if his opinion were invited, his opinion would be that
-Hilda would not go away to-morrow and that whenever she went she would
-not go to London.
-
-He had decided to have a grand altercation with his wife that night,
-when Ingpen and Mrs. Tams had departed and George was asleep and they
-had the house to themselves. He knew his ground and he could force a
-decisive battle. He felt no doubt as to the result. The news of his
-triumph should reach Ingpen.
-
-Ingpen was apparently about to take up the conversation when George came
-clumsily and noisily into the drawing-room. All his charm seemed to
-have left him.
-
-"I thought you were going to help," said Edwin.
-
-"So I am," George challenged him; and, lacking the courage to stop at
-that point, added: "But they aren't ready yet."
-
-"Let's try those Haydn bits, George," Ingpen suggested.
-
-"Oh no!" said George curtly.
-
-Ingpen and the boy had begun to play easy fragments of duets together.
-
-Edwin said with sternness:
-
-"Sit down to that piano and do as Mr. Ingpen asks you."
-
-George flushed and looked foolish and sat down; and Ingpen quizzed him.
-All three knew well that Edwin's fierceness was only one among sundry
-consequences of the mood of the housemistress. The slow movement and
-the scherzo from the symphony were played. And while the music went on,
-Edwin heard distantly the opening and shutting of the front-door and an
-arrival in the hall, and then chattering. Maggie had called. "What's
-she after?" thought Edwin.
-
-"Hoo! There's Auntie Maggie!" George exclaimed, as soon as the scherzo
-was finished, and ran off.
-
-"That boy is really musical," said Ingpen with conviction.
-
-"Yes, I suppose he is," Edwin agreed casually, as though deprecating a
-talent which however was undeniable. "But you'd never guess he's got a
-bad headache, would you?"
-
-It was a strange kind of social evening, and Hilda--it seemed to the
-august Edwin--had a strange notion of the duties of hostess. Surely, if
-Mrs. Tams was in the kitchen, Hilda ought to be in the drawing-room with
-their guest! Surely Maggie ought to have been brought into the
-drawing-room,--she was not a school girl, she was a woman of over forty,
-and yet she had quite inexcusably kept her ancient awkwardness and
-timidities. He could hear chatterings from the dining-room, scurryings
-through the hall, and chatterings from the kitchen; then a smash of
-crockery, a slight scream, and girlish gigglings. They were all the
-same, all the women he knew, except perhaps Clara,--they had hours when
-they seemed to forget that they were adult and that their skirts were
-long. And how was it that Hilda and Maggie were suddenly so intimate,
-they whose discreet mutual jealousy was an undeniable phenomenon of the
-family life? With all his majesty he was simpleton enough never to have
-understood that two women who eternally suspect each other may yet
-dissolve upon occasion into the most touching playful tenderness. The
-whole ground-floor was full of the rumour of an apparent alliance
-between Hilda and Maggie. And as he listened Edwin glanced sternly at
-the columns of the evening _Signal_, while Tertius Ingpen, absorbed,
-worked his way bravely through a sonata of Beethoven.
-
-Then George reappeared.
-
-"Mother's going to take me to London to-morrow about my eyes," said
-George to Ingpen, stopping the sonata by his mere sense of the terrific
-importance of such tidings. And he proceeded to describe the projected
-doings in London, the visit to Charlie and Janet Orgreave, and possibly
-to the Egyptian Hall.
-
-Edwin did not move. He kept an admirable and complete calm under the
-blow. Hilda was decided, then, to defy him. In telling the boy, who
-during the meal had been permitted to learn nothing, she had burnt her
-boats; she had even burnt Edwin's boats also: which seemed to be
-contrary to the rules laid down by society for conjugal warfare,--but
-women never could fight according to rules! The difficulties and
-dangers of the great pitched battle which Edwin had planned for the
-close of the evening were swiftly multiplied. He had misgivings.
-
-The chattering, giggling girls entered the drawing-room. But as Maggie
-came through the doorway her face stiffened; her eyes took on a glaze;
-and when Ingpen bent over her hand in all the false ardour of his
-excessive conventional chivalry, the spinster's terrible
-constraint--scourge of all her social existence--gripped her like a
-disease. She could scarcely speak.
-
-"Hello, Mag," Edwin greeted her.
-
-Impossible to divine in this plump, dowdy, fading, dumb creature the
-participator in all those chatterings and gigglings of a few moments
-earlier! Nevertheless Edwin, who knew her profoundly, could see beneath
-the glaze of those eyes the commonsense soul of the sagacious woman
-protesting against Ingpen's affected manners and deciding that she did
-not care for Ingpen at all.
-
-"Auntie Hamps is being naughty again," said Hilda bluntly.
-
-Ingpen, and then Edwin, sniggered.
-
-"_I_ can't do anything with her, Edwin," said Maggie, speaking quickly
-and eagerly, as she and Hilda sat down. "She's bound to let herself in
-for another attack if she doesn't take care of herself. And she won't
-take care of herself. She won't listen to the doctor or anybody else.
-She's always on her feet, and she's got sewing-meetings on the brain
-just now. I've got her to bed early to-night--she's frightfully
-shaky--and I thought I'd come up and tell you. You're the only one that
-can do anything with her at all, and you really must come and see her
-to-morrow on your way to the works."
-
-Maggie spoke as though she had been urging Edwin for months to take the
-urgent matter in hand and was now arrived at desperation.
-
-"All right! All right!" said he, with amiable impatience; it was the
-first he had heard of the matter. "I'll drop in. But I've got no
-influence over her," he added, with sincerity.
-
-"Oh yes, you have!" said Maggie, mildly now. "I'm very sorry to hear
-about George's eyes. Seeing it's absolutely necessary for Hilda to take
-him to London to-morrow, and you've got no servants at all, can't you
-come and sleep at Auntie's for a night or two? You've no idea what a
-relief it would be to me."
-
-In an instant Edwin saw that he was beaten, that Hilda and Maggie, in
-the intervals of their giggling, had combined to overthrow him. The
-tone in which Maggie uttered the words 'George's eyes,' 'absolutely
-necessary' and 'such a relief' precluded argument. His wife would have
-her capricious unnecessary way, and he would be turned out of his own
-house.
-
-"I think you might, dear," said Hilda, with the angelic persuasiveness
-of a loving and submissive wife. Nobody could have guessed from that
-marvellous tone that she had been determined to defeat him and was then,
-so to speak, standing over his prostrate form.
-
-Maggie, having said what was necessary to be said, fell back into the
-constraint from which no efforts of her companions could extricate her.
-Such was the effect upon her of the presence of Tertius Ingpen, a
-stranger. Presently Ingpen was scanning time-tables for Hilda, and
-George was finding notepaper for her, and Maggie was running up and down
-stairs for her. She was off to London. "In that woman's head," thought
-Edwin, as, observing his wife, he tried in vain to penetrate the secrets
-behind her demeanour, "there's only room for one idea at a time."
-
-
-
- VII
-
-
-Edwin sat alone in the drawing-room, at the end of an evening which he
-declined to call an evening at all. His eyes regarded a book on his
-knee, but he was not reading it. His mind was engaged upon the enigma
-of his existence. He had entered his house without the least
-apprehension, and brusquely, in a few hours, everything seemed to be
-changed for him. Impulse had conquered commonsense; his ejectment was a
-settled thing; and he was condemned to the hated abode of Auntie Hamps.
-Events seemed enormous; they desolated him; his mouth was full of ashes.
-The responsibilities connected with George were increasing; his wife,
-incalculable and unforeseeable, was getting out of hand; and the menace
-of a future removal to another home in the country was raised again.
-
-He looked about the room; and he imagined all the house, every object in
-which was familiar and beloved, and he simply could not bear to think of
-the disintegration of these interiors by furniture-removers, and of the
-endless rasping business of creating a new home in partnership with a
-woman whose ideas about furnishing were as unsound as they were
-capricious. He utterly dismissed the fanciful scheme, as he dismissed
-the urgings towards public activity. He deeply resented all these
-headstrong intentions to disturb him in his tranquillity. They were
-indefensible, and he would not have them. He would die in sullen
-obstinacy rather than yield. Impulse might conquer commonsense, but not
-beyond a certain degree. He would never yield.
-
-Ingpen had departed, to sleep in a room in the same building as his
-office at Hanbridge. He knew that Ingpen had no comprehension of
-domestic comfort and a well-disposed day. Nevertheless he envied the
-man his celestial freedom. If he, Edwin, were free, what an ideal life
-he could make for himself, a life presided over by commonsense,
-regularity, and order! He was not free; he would never be free; and
-what had he obtained in exchange for freedom? ... Ingpen's immense
-criticism smote him. He had a wife and her child; servants--at
-intervals; a fine works and many workpeople; a house, with books; money,
-security. The organised machinery of his existence was tremendous; and
-it was all due to him, made by him in his own interests and to satisfy
-his own desires. Without him the entire structure would crumble in a
-week; without him it would have no excuse. And what was the result? Was
-he ever, in any ideal sense, happy: that is, free from foreboding, from
-friction, from responsibility, and withal lightly joyous? Was any
-quarter of an hour of his day absolutely what he would have wished? He
-ranged over his day, and concluded that the best part of it was the very
-last.... He got into bed, the candles in the sconce were lit, the gas
-diminished to a blue speck, and most of the room in darkness; he lay
-down on his left side, took the marker from the volume in his hand, and
-began to read; the house was silent and enclosed; the rumbling
-tramcar--to whose sound he had been accustomed from infancy--did not a
-bit disturb him; it was in another world; over the edge of his book he
-could see the form of his wife, fast asleep in the other bed, her
-plaited hair trailing over the pillow; the feel of the sheets to his
-limbs was exquisite; he read, the book was good; the chill of winter
-just pleasantly affected the hand that held the book; nothing annoyed;
-nothing jarred; sleep approached.... That fifteen minutes, that twenty
-or thirty minutes, was all that he could show as the result of the
-tremendous organised machinery of his existence--his house, his works,
-his workpeople, his servants, his wife with her child....
-
-Hilda came with quick determination into the drawing-room. They had not
-spoken to each other alone since the decision and his defeat. He was
-aware of his heart beating resentfully.
-
-"I'm going to bed now, dear," she said in an ordinary tone. "I've got a
-frightful headache, and I must sleep. Be sure and wake me up at seven
-in the morning, will you? I shall have such lots to do."
-
-He thought:
-
-"Has she a frightful headache?"
-
-She bent down and kissed him several times, very fervently; her lips
-lingered on his. And all the time she frowned ever so little; and it
-was as if she was conveying to him: "But--each for himself in marriage,
-after all."
-
-In spite of himself, he felt just a little relieved; and he could not
-understand why. He watched her as she left the room. How had it come
-about that the still finally mysterious creature was living in his
-house, imposing her individuality upon him, spoiling his existence? He
-considered that it was all disconcertingly strange.
-
-He rose, lit a cigarette, and opened the window; and the frosty air,
-entering, braced him and summoned his self-reliance. The night was
-wondrous. And when he had shut the window and turned again within, the
-room, beautiful, withdrawn, peaceful, was wondrous too. He reflected
-that soon he would be in bed, calmly reading, with his wife unconscious
-as an infant in the other bed. And then his grievance against Hilda
-slowly surged up and he began for the first time to realise how vast it
-was.
-
-"Confound that woman!" he muttered, meaning Auntie Hamps.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVIII
-
- AUNTIE HAMPS SENTENCED
-
-
- I
-
-
-On the next evening it was Maggie who opened Mrs. Hamps's front-door for
-Edwin. There was no light in the lobby, but a faint gleam coming
-through the open door of the sitting-room disclosed the silhouette of
-Maggie's broad figure.
-
-"I thought you'd call in this morning," said Maggie discontentedly. "I
-asked you to. I've been expecting you all day."
-
-"Didn't you get my message?"
-
-"No. What message?"
-
-"D'you mean to say a lad hasn't been here with my portmanteau?" demanded
-Edwin, alarmed and ready to be annoyed.
-
-"Yes. A lad's been with your portmanteau. But he gave no message."
-
-"D--n him. I told him to tell you I couldn't possibly get here before
-night."
-
-"Well, he didn't!" said Maggie stoutly, throwing back the blame upon
-Edwin and his hirelings. "I particularly wanted you to come early. I
-told Auntie you'd be coming."
-
-"How's she getting on?" Edwin asked with laconic gruffness, dismissing
-Maggie's grievance without an apology. He might have to stand nonsense
-from Hilda; but he would not stand it from Maggie, of whose notorious
-mildness he at once began to take advantage, as in the old days of their
-housekeeping together. Moreover, his entrance into this abode was a
-favour, exhibiting the condescension of the only human being who could
-exercise influence upon Auntie Hamps.
-
-"She's worse," said Maggie, briefly and significantly.
-
-"In bed?" said Edwin, less casually, marking her tone.
-
-Maggie nodded.
-
-"Had the doctor?"
-
-"I should think so indeed!"
-
-"Hm! Why don't you have a light in this lobby?" he enquired suddenly,
-on a drily humorous note, as he groped to suspend his overcoat upon an
-unstable hatstand. It seemed to be a very cold lobby, after his own
-radiator-heated half.
-
-"She never will have a light here, unless she's doing the grand for
-someone. Are you going to wash ye?"
-
-"No. I cleaned up at the works." A presentiment of the damp chilliness
-of the Hamps bedroom had suggested this precaution.
-
-Maggie preceded him into the sitting-room, where a hexagonal
-occasional-table was laid for tea.
-
-"Hello! Do you eat here? What's the matter with the dining-room?"
-
-"The chimney always smokes when the wind's in the south-west."
-
-"Well, why doesn't she have a cowl put on it?"
-
-"You'd better ask her.... Also she likes to save a fire. She can't
-bear to have two fires going as well as the kitchen-range. I'll bring
-tea in. It's all ready."
-
-Maggie went away.
-
-Edwin looked round the shabby Victorian room. A length of featureless
-linoleum led from the door to the table. This carpet-protecting
-linoleum exasperated him. It expressed the very spirit of his aunt's
-house. He glanced at the pictures, the texts, the beady and the woolly
-embroideries, the harsh chairs, and the magnificent morocco exteriors of
-the photograph-albums in which Auntie Hamps kept the shiny portraits of
-all her relatives, from grand-nieces back to the third and fourth
-generation of ancestors. And a feeling of desolation came over him. He
-thought: "How many days shall I have to spend in this deadly hole?" It
-was extremely seldom that he visited King Street, and when he did come
-the house was brightened to receive him. He had almost forgotten what
-the house really was. And, suddenly thrown back into it at its most
-lugubrious and ignoble, after years of the amenities of Trafalgar Road,
-he was somehow surprised that that sort of thing had continued to exist,
-and he resented that it should have dared to continue to exist. He had
-a notion that, since he had left it behind, it ought to have perished.
-
-He cautiously lifted the table and carried it to the hearthrug. Then he
-sat down in the easy-chair, whose special property, as he remembered,
-was slowly and inevitably to slide the sitter forward to the hard edge
-of the seat; and he put his feet inside the fender. In the grate a small
-fire burned between two fire-bricks. He sneezed. Maggie came in with a
-tray.
-
-"Are you cold?" she asked, seeing the new situation of the table.
-
-"Am I cold!" Edwin repeated.
-
-"Well," said Maggie, "I always think your rooms are so hot."
-
-Edwin seized the small serviceable tongs which saved the wear of the
-large tongs matching the poker and the shovel, and he dragged both
-firebricks out of the grate.
-
-"No coal here, I suppose!" he exclaimed gloomily, opening the black
-japanned coal-scuttle. "Oh! Corn in Egypt!" The scuttle was full of
-coal. He threw on to the fire several profuse shovelfuls of best
-household nuts which had cost sixteen shillings a ton even in that
-district of cheap coal.
-
-"Well," Maggie murmured, aghast. "It's a good thing it's you. If it
-had been anybody else--"
-
-"What on earth does she do with her money?" he muttered.
-
-Shrugging her shoulders, Maggie went out again with an empty tray.
-
-"No servant, either?" Edwin asked, when she returned.
-
-"She's sitting with Auntie."
-
-"Must I go up before I have my tea?"
-
-"No. She won't have heard you come."
-
-There was a grilled mutton-chop and a boiled egg on the crowded small
-table, with tea, bread-and-butter, two rounds of dry bread, some cakes,
-and jam.
-
-"Which are you having--egg or chop?" Edwin demanded as Maggie sat down.
-
-"Oh! They're both for you."
-
-"And what about you?"
-
-"I only have bread-and-butter as a rule."
-
-Edwin grunted, and started to eat.
-
-"What's supposed to be the matter with her?" he enquired.
-
-"It seems it's congestion of the lung, and thickened arteries. It
-wouldn't matter so much about the lung being congested, in itself, only
-it's the strain on her heart."
-
-"I see."
-
-"Been in bed all day, I suppose."
-
-"No, she would get up. But she had to go back to bed at once. She had
-a collapse."
-
-"Hm!"
-
-He could not think of anything else to say.
-
-"Haven't got to-night's _Signal_, have you?"
-
-"Oh no!" said Maggie, astonished at such a strange demand. "Hilda get
-off all right?"
-
-"Yes, they went by the nine train."
-
-"She told me that she should, if she could manage it. I expect Mrs.
-Tams was up there early."
-
-Edwin nodded, recalling with bitterness certain moments of the early
-morning. And then silence ensued. The brother and sister could not keep
-the conversation alive. Edwin thought: "We know each other intimately,
-and we respect each other, and yet we cannot even conduct a meal
-together without awkwardness and constraint. Has civilisation down here
-got no further than that?" He felt sorry for Maggie, and also kindly
-disdainful of her. He glanced at her furtively and tried to see in her
-the girl of the far past. She had grown immensely older than himself.
-She was now at home in the dreadful Hamps environment. True, she had an
-income, but had she any pleasures? It was impossible to divine what her
-pleasures might be, what she thought about when she lay in bed, to what
-hours she looked forward. First his father, then himself, and lastly
-Auntie Hamps had subjugated her. And of the three Auntie Hamps had most
-ruthlessly succeeded, and in the shortest time. And yet--Edwin
-felt--even Auntie Hamps had not quite succeeded, and the original
-individual still survived in Maggie and was silently critical of all the
-phenomena which surrounded her and to which she had apparently
-submitted. Realising this, Edwin ceased to be kindly disdainful.
-
-Towards the end of the meal a heavy foot was heard on the stairs.
-
-"Minnie!" Maggie called.
-
-After shuffling and hesitation the sitting-room door was pushed ever so
-little open.
-
-"Yes, miss," said someone feebly.
-
-"Why have you left Mrs. Hamps? Do you need anything?"
-
-"Missis made me go, miss," came the reply, very loosely articulated.
-
-"Come in and take your bread," said Maggie, and aside to Edwin:
-"Auntie's at it again!"
-
-After another hesitation the door opened wide, and Minnie became
-visible. She was rather a big girl, quite young, fat, too fair,
-undecided, obviously always between two minds. Her large apron,
-badly-fitting over the blue frock, was of a dubious yellow colour. She
-wore spectacles. Behind her spectacles she seemed to be blinking in
-confusion at all the subtle complexities of existence. She advanced
-irregularly to the table with a sort of nervous desperation, as if
-saying: "I have to go through this ordeal." Edwin could not judge
-whether she was about to smile or about to weep.
-
-"Here's your bread," said Maggie, indicating the two rounds of dry
-bread. "I've left the dripping on the kitchen table for you."
-
-Edwin, revolted, perceived of course in a flash what the life of Minnie
-was under the regime of Auntie Hamps.
-
-"Thank ye, miss."
-
-He noticed that the veiled voice was that of a rather deaf person.
-
-Blushing, Minnie took the bread, and moved away. Just as she reached the
-door, she gave a great sob, followed by a number of little ones; and the
-bread fell on to the carpet. She left it there, and vanished, still
-violently sobbing.
-
-Edwin, spellbound, stopped masticating. A momentary sensation almost of
-horror seized him. Maggie turned pale, and he was glad that she turned
-pale. If she had shown by no sign that such happenings were unusual, he
-would have been afraid of the very house itself, of its mere sinister
-walls which seemed to shelter sick tyrants, miserable victims, and
-enchanted captives; he would have begun to wonder whether he himself was
-safe in it.
-
-"What next?" muttered Maggie, intimidated but plucky, rising and
-following Minnie. "Just go up to Auntie, will you?" she called to Edwin
-over her shoulder. "She oughtn't really to be left alone for a minute."
-
-
-
- II
-
-
-Edwin pushed open the door and crept with precautions into the bedroom.
-Mrs. Hamps was dozing. In the half-light of the lowered gas he looked
-at her and was alarmed, shocked, for it was at once apparent that she
-must be very ill. She lay reclining against several crumpled and
-crushed pillows, with her head on one side and her veined hands limp on
-the eiderdown, between the heavy brown side-curtains that hung from the
-carved mahogany tester. The posture seemed to be that of an exhausted
-animal, surprised by the unconsciousness of final fatigue, shameless in
-the intense need of repose. Auntie Hamps had ceased to be a Wesleyan, a
-pillar of society, a champion of the conventions, and a keeper-up of
-appearances; she was just an utterly wearied and beaten creature,
-breathing noisily through wide-open mouth. Edwin could not remember
-ever having seen her when she was not to some extent arrayed for the
-world's gaze; he had not seen her at the crisis of any of her recent
-attacks. He knew that more than once she had recovered when good judges
-had pronounced recovery impossible; but he was quite sure, now, that she
-would never rise from that bed. He had the sudden dreadful thought:
-"She is done for, sentenced, cut off from the rest of us. This is the
-end for her. She won't be able to pretend any more. All her efforts
-have come to this." The thought affected him like a blow. And two
-somewhat contradictory ideas sprang from it: first, the entire absurdity
-of her career as revealed by its close, and secondly, the tragic dignity
-with which its close was endowing her.
-
-At once contemptible and august, she was diminished, even in size. Her
-scanty grey hair was tousled. Her pink flannel night-dress with its
-long, loose sleeves was grotesque; the multitude of her patched outer
-wrappings, from which peeped her head on its withered neck, and
-safety-pins, and the orifice of a hot-water bag, were equally grotesque.
-None of the bed-linen was clean, or of good quality. The eiderdown was
-old, and the needle-points of its small white feathers were piercing it.
-The table at the bed-head had a strange collection of poor, odd
-crockery. The whole room, with its distempered walls of an
-uncomfortable green colour, in spite of several respectable pieces of
-mahogany furniture, seemed to be the secret retreat of a graceless and
-mean indigence. And above all it was damply cold; the window stood a
-little open, and only the tiniest fire burnt in the inefficient grate.
-
-For decades Auntie Hamps, with her erect figure and handsome face, her
-black silks, jet ornaments, and sealskins, her small regular
-subscriptions and her spasmodic splendours of golden generosity, her
-heroic relentless hypocrisies and her absolute self-reliance and
-independence, had exhibited a glorious front to the world. With her,
-person and individuality were almost everything, and the environment she
-had made for herself almost nothing. The ground-floor of her house was
-presentable, especially when titivated for occasional hospitalities, but
-not more than presentable. The upper floor was never shown. In
-particular, Auntie Hamps was not one of those women who invite other
-women to their bedrooms. Her bedroom was guarded like a fastness. In
-it, unbeheld, lived the other Auntie Hamps, complementary to the grand
-and massive Mrs. Hamps known to mankind. And now the fastness was
-exposed, defenceless, and its squalid avaricious secrets discovered; and
-she was too broken to protest. There was something unbearably pitiful
-in that. Her pose was pitiful and her face was pitiful. Those features
-were still far from ugly; the contours of the flushed cheeks, the chin,
-and the convex eyelids were astonishingly soft, and recalled the young
-girl of about half a century earlier. She was both old and young in her
-troubled unconsciousness. The reflection was inevitable: "She was a
-young girl--and now she is sentenced." Edwin felt himself desolated by
-a terrible gloom which questioned the justification of all life. The
-cold of the room made him shiver. After gazing for a long time at the
-sufferer, he tiptoed to the fire. On the painted iron mantelpiece were
-a basalt clock and three photographs; a recent photograph of smirking
-Clara surrounded by her brood; a faded photograph of Maggie as a young
-girl, intolerably dowdy; and an equally faded photograph of himself as a
-young man of twenty,--he remembered the suit and the necktie in which he
-had been photographed. The simplicity, the ingenuousness, of his own
-boyish face moved him deeply and at the same time disgusted him. "Was I
-like that?" he thought, astounded, and he felt intensely sorry for the
-raw youth. Above the clock was suspended by a ribbon a new green card,
-lettered in silver with some verses entitled "Lean Hard." This card, he
-knew, had superseded a booklet of similar tenor that used to lie on the
-dressing-table when he was an infant. The verses began:
-
- _Child of My love, "Lean hard",_
- _And let Me feel the pressure of thy care._
-
-
-And they ended:
-
- _Thou lovest Me. I knew it. Doubt not then,_
- _But loving Me, LEAN HARD._
-
-
-All his life he had laughed at the notion of his Auntie leaning hard
-upon anything whatever. Yet she had lived continually with these verses
-ever since the year of their first publication; she had never tired of
-their message. And now Edwin was touched. He seemed to see some
-sincerity, some beauty, in them. He had a vision of their author,
-unknown to literature, but honoured in a hundred thousand respectable
-homes. He thought: "Did Auntie only pretend to believe in them? Or did
-she think she did believe in them? Or did she really believe in them?"
-The last seemed a possibility. Supposing she did really believe in
-them? ... Yes, he was touched. He was ready to admit that spirituality
-was denied to none. He seemed to come into contact with the universal
-immanent spirituality.
-
-Then he stooped to put some bits of coal silently on the fire.
-
-"Who's that putting coal on the fire?" said a faint but sharply
-protesting voice from the bed.
-
-The weakness of the voice gave Edwin a fresh shock. The voice seemed to
-be drawing on the very last reserves of its owner's vitality. Owing to
-the height of the foot of the bed, Auntie Hamps could not see anything
-at the fireplace lower than the mantelpiece. As she withdrew from earth
-she employed her fading faculties to expostulate against a waste of coal
-and to identify the unseen criminal.
-
-"I am," said Edwin cheerfully. "It was nearly out."
-
-He stood up, smiling slightly, and faced her.
-
-Auntie Hamps, lifting her head and frowning in surprise, gazed at him
-for a few moments, as if trying to decide who he was. Then she said, in
-the same enfeebled tone as before:
-
-"Eh, Edwin! I never heard you come in. This is an honour!" And her
-head dropped back.
-
-"I'm sleeping here," said Edwin, with determined cheerfulness. "Did ye
-know?"
-
-She reflected, and answered deliberately, using her volition to
-articulate every syllable:
-
-"Yes. Ye're having Maggie's room."
-
-"Oh no, Auntie!"
-
-"Yes, you are. I've told her." The faint voice became harshly
-obstinate. "Turn the gas up a bit, Edwin, so that I can see you. Well,
-this is an honour. Did Maggie give ye a proper tea?"
-
-"Oh yes, thanks. Splendid."
-
-He raised the gas. Auntie Hamps blinked.
-
-"You want something to shade this gas," said Edwin. "I'll fix ye
-something."
-
-The gas-bracket was a little to the right of the fireplace, over the
-dressing-table, and nearly opposite the bed. Auntie Hamps nodded.
-Having glanced about, Edwin put a bonnet-box on the dressing-table and
-on that, upright and open, the Hamps family Bible from the ottoman. The
-infirm creation was just lofty enough to come between the light and the
-old woman's eyes.
-
-"That'll be better," said he. "You're not at all well, I hear, Auntie."
-He endeavoured to be tactful.
-
-She slowly shook her head as it lay on the pillow.
-
-"This is one of my bad days.... But I shall pick up.... Then has Hilda
-taken George to London?"
-
-Edwin nodded.
-
-"Eh, I do hope and pray it'll be all right. I've had such good eyesight
-myself, I'm all the more afraid for others. What a blessing it's been
-to me! ... Eh, what a good mother dear Hilda is!" She added after a
-pause: "I daresay there never was such a mother as Hilda, unless it's
-Clara."
-
-"Has Clara been in to-day?" Edwin demanded, to change the subject of
-conversation.
-
-"No, she hasn't. But she will, as soon as she has a moment. She'll be
-popping in. They're such a tie on her, those children are--and how she
-looks after them! ... Edwin!" She called him, as though he were
-receding.
-
-"Yes?"
-
-The frail voice continued, articulating with great carefulness, and
-achieving each sentence as though it were a miracle, as indeed it was:
-
-"I think no one ever had such nephews and nieces as I have. I've never
-had children of my own--that was not to be!--but I must say the Lord has
-made it up to me in my nephews and nieces. You and Hilda ... and Clara
-and Albert ... and the little chicks!" Tears stood in her eyes.
-
-"You're forgetting Maggie," said Edwin, lightly.
-
-"Yes," Auntie Hamps agreed, but in a quite different tone, reluctant and
-critical. "I'm sure Maggie does her best. Oh! I'm sure she does ...
-Edwin!" Again she called him.
-
-He approached the tumbled bed, and even sat on the edge of it, his hands
-in his pockets. Auntie Hamps, though breathing now more rapidly and
-with more difficulty, seemed to have revitalised herself at some
-mysterious source of energy. She was still preoccupied by the mental
-concentration and the effort of volition required for the smallest
-physical acts incident to her continued existence; but she had
-accumulated power for the furtherance of greater ends.
-
-"D'ye want anything?" Edwin suggested, indicating the contents of the
-night-table.
-
-She moved her head to signify a negative. Her pink-clad arms did not
-stir. And her whole being seemed to be suspended while she prepared for
-an exertion.
-
-"I'm so relieved you've come," she said at length, slowly and painfully.
-"You can't think what a relief it is to me. I've really no one but
-you.... It's about that girl."
-
-"What girl?"
-
-"Minnie."
-
-"The servant?"
-
-Mrs. Hamps inclined her head, and fetched breath through the wide-open
-mouth. "I've only just found it out. She's in trouble. Oh! She
-admitted it to me a bit ago. I sent her downstairs. I wouldn't have
-her in my bedroom a minute longer. She's in trouble. I felt sure she
-was.... She was at class-meeting last Wednesday. And only yesterday I
-paid her her wages. Only yesterday! Here she lives on the fat of the
-land, and what does she do for it? I assure you I have to see to
-everything myself. I'm always after her.... In a month she won't be
-fit to be seen ... Edwin, I've never been so ashamed.... That I should
-have to tell such a thing to my own nephew!" She ceased, exhausted.
-
-Edwin was somewhat amused. He could not help feeling amused at such an
-accident happening in the house of Mrs. Hamps.
-
-"Who's the man?" he asked.
-
-"Yes, and that's another thing!" answered Mrs. Hamps solemnly, in her
-extreme weakness. "It's the barman at the Vaults, of all people. She
-wouldn't admit it, but I know."
-
-"What are you going to do?"
-
-"She must leave my house at once."
-
-"Where does she live--I mean her people?"
-
-"She has no parents." Auntie Hamps reflected for a few moments. "She
-has an aunt at Axe."
-
-"Well, she can't get to Axe to-night," said Edwin positively. "Does
-Maggie know about it?"
-
-"Maggie!" exclaimed Mrs. Hamps scornfully. "Maggie never notices
-_anything_." She added in a graver tone: "And there's no reason why
-Maggie should know. It's not the sort of thing that Maggie ought to
-know about. You can speak to the girl herself. It will come much
-better from you. I shall simply tell Maggie I've decided the girl must
-go."
-
-"She can't go to-night," Edwin repeated, humouringly, but firmly.
-
-Auntie Hamps proved the sincerity of her regard for him by yielding.
-
-"Well," she murmured, "to-morrow morning, then. She can turn out the
-sitting-room, and clean the silver in the black box, and then she can
-go--before dinner. I don't see why I should give her her dinner. Nor
-her extra day's wages either."
-
-"And what shall you do for a servant? Get a charwoman?"
-
-"Charwoman? No! Maggie will manage." And then with a sudden flare of
-relished violence: "I always knew that girl was a mopsy slut. And
-what's more, if you ask me, she brought him into the house--and after
-eleven o'clock at night too!"
-
-"All right!" Edwin muttered, to soothe the patient.
-
-And Mrs. Hamps sadly smiled.
-
-"It's such a relief to me," she breathed. "You don't know what a relief
-to me it is to put it in your hands."
-
-Her eyelids dropped. She said no more. Having looked back for an
-instant in a supreme effort on behalf of the conventions upon which
-society was established, Auntie Hamps turned again exhausted towards the
-lifting veil of the unknown. And Edwin began to realise the
-significance of the scene that was ended.
-
-
-
- III
-
-
-"I say," Edwin began, when he had silently closed the door of the
-sitting-room. "Here's a lark, if you like!" And he gave a short laugh.
-It was under such language and such demeanour that he concealed his real
-emotion, which was partly solemn, partly pleasurable, and wholly
-buoyant.
-
-Maggie looked up gloomily. With a bit of pencil held very close to the
-point in her heavy fingers, she was totting up the figures of household
-accounts in a penny red-covered cash-book.
-
-Edwin went on:
-
-"It seems the girl yon"--he indicated the kitchen with a jerk of the
-head--"'s been and got herself into a mess."
-
-Maggie leaned her chin on her hand.
-
-"Has she been talking to you about it?" With a similar jerk of the head
-Maggie indicated Mrs. Hamps's bedroom.
-
-"Yes."
-
-"I suppose she's only just found it out?"
-
-"Who? Auntie? Yes. Did you know about it?"
-
-"Did I know about it?" Maggie repeated with mild disdainful impatience.
-"Of course I knew about it. I've known for weeks. But I wasn't going to
-tell _her_." She finished bitterly.
-
-Edwin regarded his sister with new respect and not without astonishment.
-Never before in their lives had they discussed any inconvenient sexual
-phenomenon. Save for vague and very careful occasional reference to
-Clara's motherhood, Maggie had never given any evidence to her brother
-that she was acquainted with what are called in Anglo-Saxon countries
-"the facts of life," and he had somehow thought of her as not having
-emerged, at the age of forty-four or so, from the naïve ignorance of the
-young girl. Now her perfectly phlegmatic attitude in front of the
-Minnie episode seemed to betoken a familiarity that approached cynicism.
-And she was not at all tongue-tied; she was at her ease. She had become
-a woman of the world. Edwin liked her; he liked her manner and her tone.
-His interest in the episode even increased.
-
-"She was for turning her out to-night," said he. "I stopped that."
-
-"I should think so indeed!"
-
-"I've got her as far as to-morrow morning."
-
-"The girl won't go to-morrow morning either!" said Maggie. "At least,
-if she goes, I go." She spoke with tranquillity, adding: "But we
-needn't bother about that. Auntie'll be past worrying about Minnie
-to-morrow morning.... I'd better go up to her. She can't possibly be
-left alone."
-
-Maggie shut the account-book, and rose.
-
-"I only came down for a sec to tell you. She was dozing," said Edwin
-apologetically. "She's awfully ill. I'd no idea."
-
-"Yes, she's ill right enough."
-
-"Who'll sit up with her?"
-
-"I shall."
-
-"Did you sit up with her last night?"
-
-"No--only part of the night."
-
-"We ought to get a nurse."
-
-"Well, we can't get one to-night."
-
-"And what about Clara? Can't she take a turn? Surely in a case like
-this she can chuck her eternal kids for a bit."
-
-"I expect she could. But she doesn't know."
-
-"Haven't you sent round?" He expressed surprise.
-
-"I couldn't," said Maggie with undisturbed equanimity. "Who could I
-send? I couldn't spare Minnie. The thing didn't seem at all serious
-until this morning. Since then I've had my hands full."
-
-"Yes, I can see you have," Edwin agreed appreciatively.
-
-"It was lucky the doctor called on his own. He does sometimes, you
-know, since she began to have her attacks."
-
-"Well, I'll go round to Clara's myself," said Edwin.
-
-"I shouldn't," said Maggie. "At least not to-night."
-
-"Why not?" He might have put the question angrily, overbearingly; but
-Maggie was so friendly, suave, confidential, persuasive, and so sure of
-herself, that with pleasure he copied her accents. He enjoyed thus
-talking to her intimately in the ugly dark house, with the life-bearing
-foolish Minnie on the one hand, and the dying old woman on the other.
-He thought: "There's something splendid about Mag. In fact I always
-knew there was." And he forgot her terrible social shortcomings, her
-utter lack of the feminine seductiveness that for him ought to be in
-every woman, and her invincible stolidity. Her sturdy and yet scarcely
-articulate championship of Minnie delighted him and quickened his pulse.
-
-"I'd sooner not have her here to-night," said Maggie. "You knew they'd
-had a tremendous rumpus, didn't you?"
-
-"Who? Auntie and Clara?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"I didn't. What about? When? Nobody ever said anything to me."
-
-"Oh, it must have been two or three months ago. Auntie said something
-about Albert not paying me my interest on my money he's got. And then
-Clara flared up, and the fat was in the fire."
-
-"D'you mean to say he's not paying you your interest? Why didn't you
-tell me?"
-
-"Oh! It doesn't matter. I didn't want to bother you."
-
-"Well, you ought to have bothered me," said Edwin, with a trace of
-benevolent severity. He was astounded, and somewhat hurt, that this
-great family event should have been successfully concealed from him. He
-felt furious against Albert and Clara, and at the same time proud that
-his prognostication about the investment with Albert had proved correct.
-
-"Did Hilda know?"
-
-"Oh yes. Hilda knew."
-
-"Well, I'm dashed!" The exclamation showed naïvete. His impression of
-the chicanery of women was deepened, so that it actually disquieted him.
-"But I suppose," he went on, "I suppose this row isn't going to stop
-Clara from coming here, seeing the state Auntie's in?"
-
-"No, certainly not. Clara would come like a shot if she knew, and
-Albert as well. She's a good nurse--in some ways."
-
-"Well, if they aren't told, and anything happens to Auntie in the night,
-there'll be a fine to-do afterwards,--don't forget that."
-
-"Nothing'll happen to Auntie in the night," said Maggie, with tranquil
-reassurance. "And I don't think I could stand 'em to-night."
-
-The hint of her nervous susceptibility, beneath that stolid exterior,
-appealed to him.
-
-Maggie, since closing the account-book, had moved foot by foot anxiously
-towards the door, and had only been kept in the room by the imperative
-urgency of the conversation. She now had her hand on the door.
-
-"I say!" He held her yet another moment. "What's this about me taking
-your room? I don't want to turn you out of your room."
-
-"That's all right," she said, with a kind smile. "It's easiest, really.
-Moreover, I daresay there won't be such a lot of sleeping.... I must go
-up at once. She can't possibly be left alone."
-
-Maggie opened the door and she had scarcely stepped forth when Minnie
-from the kitchen rushed into the lobby and dropped, intentionally or
-unintentionally, on her knees before her. Edwin, unobserved by Minnie,
-witnessed the scene through the doorway. Minnie, agitated almost to the
-point of hysteria, was crying violently and as she breathed her
-shoulders lifted and fell, and the sound of her sobbing rose
-periodically to a shriek and sank to a groan. She knelt with her body
-and thighs upright and her head erect, making no attempt to stem the
-tears or to hide her face. In her extreme desolation she was perhaps as
-unconscious of herself as she had ever been. Her cap was awry on her
-head, and her hair disarranged; the blinking spectacles made her
-ridiculous; only the blue print uniform, and the sinister yellowish
-apron drawn down tight under her knees, gave a certain respectable
-regularity to her extraordinary and grotesque appearance.
-
-To Edwin she seemed excessively young and yet far too large and too
-developed for her age. The girl was obviously a fool. Edwin could
-perceive in her no charm whatever, except that of her innocence; and it
-was not easy to imagine that any man, even the barman at the Vaults,
-could have mistaken her, even momentarily, for the ideal. And then some
-glance of her spectacled eyes, or some gesture of the great red hand,
-showed him his own blindness and mysteriously made him realise the
-immensity of the illusion and the disillusion through which she had
-passed in her foolish and incontinent simplicity. What had happened to
-her was miraculous, exquisite, and terrible. He felt the magic of her
-illusion and the terror of her disillusion. Already in her girlishness
-and her stupidity she had lived through supreme hours. "Compared to
-her," he thought, "I don't know what life is. No man does." And he not
-only suffered for her sorrow, he gave her a sacred quality. It seemed to
-him that heaven itself ought to endow her with beauty, grace, and
-wisdom, so that she might meet with triumphant dignity the ordeals that
-awaited her; and that mankind should supplement the work of heaven by
-clothing her richly and housing her in secluded splendour, and offering
-her the service which only victims merit. Surely her caprices ought to
-be indulged and honoured! ... Edwin was indignant; indignation
-positively burnt his body. She was helpless and defenceless and she had
-been exploited by Auntie Hamps. And after having been exploited she had
-been driven out by ukase on week-night to class-meeting and on Sunday
-night to chapel, to find Christ, with the result that she had found the
-barman at the Vaults. The consequences were inevitable. She was
-definitely ruined, unless the child should bereave her by dying; and
-even then she might still be ruined. And what about the child, if the
-child lived? And although Edwin had never seen the silly girl before,
-he said to himself, while noticing that a crumb or two of the bread
-dropped by her still remained on the floor: "I'll see that girl through
-whatever it costs!" He was not indignant against Auntie Hamps. How
-could he be indignant against an expiring old creature already desperate
-in the final dilemma. He felt nearly as sorry for Auntie Hamps as for
-Minnie. He was indignant against destiny, of which Auntie Hamps was
-only the miserable, unimaginative instrument.
-
-"I'd better go to-night, miss. Let me go to-night!" cried Minnie. And
-she cried so loudly that Edwin was afraid Auntie Hamps might hear and
-might make an apparition at the head of the stairs and curse Minnie with
-fearful Biblical names. And the old woman in the curtained bed upstairs
-was almost as present to him as the girl kneeling before his eyes on the
-linoleum of the lobby.
-
-"Minnie! Minnie! Don't be foolish!" said Maggie, standing over her and
-soothing her, not with her hands but with her voice.
-
-Maggie had shown no perturbation or even surprise at Minnie's behaviour.
-She stood looking down at her benevolent, deprecating, and calm. And by
-contrast with Minnie she seemed to be quite middle-aged. Her tone was
-exactly right. It reminded Edwin of the tone which she would use to
-himself when, she was sixteen and the housekeeper, and he was twelve.
-Maggie had long since lost authority over him; she had lost everything;
-she would die without having lived; she had never begun to live--(No,
-perhaps once she had just begun to live!)--Minnie had prime knowledge
-far exceeding hers. And yet she had power over Minnie and could
-exercise it with skill.
-
-Minnie, hesitating, sobbed more slowly, and then ceased to sob.
-
-"Go back into the kitchen and have something to eat, and then you can go
-to bed. You'll feel differently in the morning," said Maggie with the
-same gentle blandness.
-
-And Minnie, as though fascinated, rose from her knees.
-
-Edwin, surmising what had passed between the two in the kitchen while he
-was in the bedroom, was aware of a fresh, intense admiration for Maggie.
-She might be dowdy, narrow, dull, obstinate, virgin,--but she was
-superb. She had terrific reserves. He was proud of her. The tone
-merely of her voice as she spoke to the girl seemed to prove the
-greatness of her deeply-hidden soul.
-
-Suddenly Minnie caught sight of Edwin through the doorway, flushed red,
-had the air of slavishly apologising to the unapproachable male for
-having disturbed him by her insect-woes, and vanished. Maggie hurried
-upstairs to the departing. Edwin was alone with the chill draught from
-the lobby into the room, and with the wonder of life.
-
-
-
- IV
-
-
-In the middle of the night Edwin kept watch over Auntie Hamps, who was
-asleep. He sat in a rocking-chair, with his back to the window and the
-right side of his face to the glow of the fire. The fire was as
-effective as the size and form of the grate would allow; it burnt richly
-red; but its influence did not seem to extend beyond a radius of four
-feet outwards from its centre. The terrible damp chill of the Five
-Towns winter hung in the bedroom like an invisible miasma. He could feel
-the cold from the window, which was nevertheless shut, through the shawl
-with which he had closed the interstices of the back of the chair, and,
-though he had another thick shawl over his knees, the whole of his left
-side felt the creeping attack of the insidious miasma. A thermometer
-which he had found and which lay on the night-table five yards from the
-fire registered only fifty-two degrees. His expelled breath showed in
-the air. It was as if he were fighting with all resources against
-frigidity, and barely holding his own.
-
-In the half-light of the gas, still screened from the bed by the
-bonnet-box and the Bible, he glanced round amid the dark meadows at the
-mean and sinister ugliness of the historic chamber, the secret nest and
-withdrawing place of Auntie Hamps; and the real asceticism of her life
-and of the life of all her generation almost smote him. Half a century
-earlier such a room had represented comfort; in some details, as for
-instance in its bed, it represented luxury; and in half a century Auntie
-Hamps had learnt nothing from the material progress of civilisation but
-the use of the hot-water bag; her vanished and forgotten parents would
-have looked askance at the enervating luxuriousness of her hot-water
-bag--unknown even to the crude wistful boy Edwin on the mantelpiece.
-And Auntie Hamps herself was wont as it were to atone for it by using
-the still tepid water therefrom for her morning toilet instead of having
-truly hot water brought up from the kitchen. Edwin thought: "Are we
-happier for these changes brought about by the mysterious force of
-evolution?" And answered very emphatically: "Yes, we are." He would
-not for anything have gone back to the austerities of his boyhood.
-
-He rocked gently to and fro in the chair, excited by events and by the
-novel situation, and he was not dissatisfied with himself. Indeed he
-was aware of a certain calm complacency, for his commonsense had
-triumphed over Maggie's devoted silly womanishness. Maggie was for
-sitting up through the night; she was anxious to wear herself out for no
-reason whatever; but he had sent her to bed until three o'clock,
-promising to call her if she should be needed. The exhausted girl was
-full of sagacity save on that one point of martyrdom to the
-fullest--apparently with her a point of honour. For the sake of the
-sensation of having martyrised herself utterly she was ready to imperil
-her fitness for the morrow. She secretly thought it was unfair to call
-upon him, a man, to share her fatigues. He regarded himself as her
-superior in wisdom, and he was relieved that anyone so wise and balanced
-as Edwin Clayhanger had taken supreme charge of the household organism.
-
-Restless, he got up from the chair and looked at the bed. He had heard
-no unusual sound therefrom, but to excuse his restlessness he had said:
-"Suppose some change had occurred and I didn't notice it!" No change
-had occurred. Auntie Hamps lay like a mite, like a baby forlorn, senile
-and defenceless, amid the heaped pillows and coverings of the bed.
-Within the deep gloom of the canopy and the over-arching curtains only
-her small, soft face was alive; even her hair was hidden in the
-indentation made by the weight of her head in the pillows. She was
-unconscious, either in sleep or otherwise,--he could not tell how. And
-in her unconsciousness the losing but obstinate fight against the power
-which was dragging her over the edge of eternity still went on. It
-showed in the apprehensive character of her breathing, which made a
-little momentary periodic cloud above her face, and in the uneasy
-muscular movements of the lips and jaws, and in the vague noises in her
-throat. A tremendous pity for her re-entered his heart, almost breaking
-it, because she was so beaten, and so fallen from the gorgeousness of
-her splendour. Even Minnie could have imposed her will upon Auntie
-Hamps now; each hour she weakened.
-
-He had no more resentment against her on account of Minnie, no
-accusation to formulate. He was merely grieved, with a compassionate
-grief, that Auntie Hamps had learnt so little while living so long. He
-knew that she was cruel only because she was incapable of imagining what
-it was to be Minnie. He understood. She worshipped God under the form
-of respectability, but she did worship God. Like all religious votaries
-she placed religion above morality; hence her chicane, her inveterate
-deceit and self-deceit. It was with a religious aim that she had
-concealed from him the estrangement between herself and Clara. The
-unity of the family was one of her major canons (as indeed it was one of
-Edwin's). She had a passion for her nephew and nieces. It was a grand
-passion. Her pride in them must have been as terrific as her longing
-that they and all theirs should conform to the sole ideal that she
-comprehended. Undeniably there was something magnificent in her
-religion--her unscrupulousness in the practice of it, and the mighty
-consistency of her career. She had lived. He ceased to pity her, for
-she towered above pity. She was dying, but only for an instant. He
-would smile at his aunt's primeval notions of a future life, yet he had
-to admit that his own notions, though far less precise, could not be
-appreciably less crude. He and she were anyhow at one in the profound
-and staggering conviction of immortality. Enlightened by that
-conviction, he was able to reduce the physical and mental tragedy of the
-death-bed to its right proportions as a transiency between the heroic
-past and the inconceivable future. And in the stillness of the room and
-the stillness of the house, perfumed by the abnegation of Maggie and the
-desolate woe of the ruined Minnie whom the Clayhangers would save, and
-in the outer stillness of the little street with the Norman church-tower
-sticking up out of history at the bottom of its slope, Edwin felt
-uplifted and serene.
-
-He returned to the rocking-chair.
-
-"She's asleep now in some room I've never seen!" he reflected.
-
-He was suddenly thinking of his wife. During the previous night, lying
-sleepless close to her while she slept soundly, he had reflected long
-and with increasing pessimism. The solace of Hilda's kiss had proved
-fleeting. She had not realised--he himself was then only realising
-little by little--the enormity of the thing she had done. What she had
-deliberately and obstinately done was to turn him out of his house. No
-injury that she might have chosen could have touched him more closely,
-more painfully,--for his house to him was sacred. Her blundering with
-the servants might be condoned, but what excuse was it possible to find
-for this precipitate flight to London involving the summary ejectment
-from the home of him who had created the home and for and by whom the
-home chiefly existed? True the astounding feat of wrong-headedness had
-been aided by the mere chance of Maggie's calling (capricious women were
-always thus lucky!),--Maggie's suggestion and request had given some
-afterglow of reason to the mad project. But the justification was still
-far from sufficient. And the odious idea haunted him that, even if
-Maggie had not called with her tale, Hilda would have persisted in her
-scheme all the same. Yes, she was capable of that! The argument that
-George's eyes (of whose condition she had learnt by mere hazard) could
-not wait until domestic affairs were arranged, was too grotesque to
-deserve an answer.
-
-Lying thus close to his wife in the dark, he had perceived that the
-conflict between his individuality and hers could never cease. No
-diplomatic devices of manner could put an end to it. And he had seen
-also that as they both grew older and developed more fully, the conflict
-was becoming more serious. He assumed that he had faults, but he was
-solemnly convinced that the faults of Hilda were tremendous, essential,
-and ineradicable. She had a faculty for acting contrary to justice and
-contrary to sense which was simply monstrous. And it had always been
-so. Her whole life had been made up of impulsiveness and contumacy in
-that impulsiveness. Witness the incredible scenes of the strange
-Dartmoor episode--all due to her stubborn irrationality! The
-perspective of his marriage was plain to him in the night,--and it ended
-in a rupture. He had been resolutely blind to Hilda's peculiarities,
-dismissing incident after incident as an isolated misfortune. But he
-could be blind no more. His marriage was all of a piece, and he must
-and would recognise the fact.... The sequel would be a scandal! ...
-Well, let it be a scandal! As the minutes and hours passed in grim
-meditation, the more attractive grew the lost freedom of the bachelor
-and the more ready he felt to face any ordeal that lay between him and
-it.... And just as it was occurring to him that his proper course was
-to have fought a terrific open decisive battle with her in front of both
-Maggie and Ingpen he had fallen asleep.
-
-Upon awaking, barely in time to arouse Hilda, he knew that the mood of
-the night had not melted away as such moods are apt to melt when the
-window begins to show a square of silver-grey. The mood was even
-intensified. Hilda had divined nothing. She never did divine the
-tortures which she inflicted in his heart. She did not possess the
-gumption to divine. Her demeanour had been amazing. She averred that
-she had not slept at all. Instead of cajoling, she bullied. Instead of
-tacitly admitting that she was infamously wronging him, she had assumed
-a grievance of her own--without stating it. Once she had said
-discontentedly about some trifle: "You might _at any rate_----" as
-though the victim should caress the executioner. She had kissed him at
-departure, but not as usual effusively, and he had suffered the kiss in
-enmity; and after an unimaginable general upset and confusion, in which
-George had shown himself strangely querulous, she had driven off with
-her son,--unconscious, stupidly unaware, that she was leaving a disaster
-behind her. And last of all Edwin, solitary, had been forced to perform
-the final symbolic act, that of locking him out of his own sacred home!
-The affair had transcended belief.
-
-All day at the works his bitterness and melancholy had been terrible,
-and the works had been shaken with apprehension, for no angry menaces
-are more disconcerting than those of a man habitually mild. Before
-evening he had decided to write to his wife from Auntie Hamps's,--a
-letter cold, unanswerable, crushing, that would confront her unescapably
-with the alternatives of complete submission or complete separation.
-The phrases of the letter came into his mind.... He would see who was
-master.... He had been full of the letter when he entered Auntie
-Hamps's lobby. But the strange tone in which Maggie had answered his
-questions about the sick woman had thrust the letter and the crisis
-right to the back of his mind, where they had uneasily remained
-throughout the evening. And now in the rocking-chair he was reflecting:
-
-"She's asleep in some room I've never seen!"
-
-He smiled, such a smile, candid, generous, and affectionate, as was
-Hilda's joy, such a smile as Hilda dwelt on in memory when she was
-alone. The mood of resentment passed away, vanished like a nightmare at
-dawn, and like one of his liverish headaches dispersed suddenly after
-the evening meal. He saw everything differently. He saw that he had
-been entirely wrong in his estimate of the situation, and of Hilda.
-Hilda was a mother. She had the protective passion of maternity. She
-was carried away by her passions; but her passions were noble,
-marvellous, unique. He himself could never--he thought, humbled--attain
-to her emotional heights. He was incapable of feeling about anything or
-anybody as she felt about George. The revelation concerning George's
-eyesight had shocked her, overwhelmed her with remorse, driven every
-other idea out of her head. She must atone to George instantly;
-instantly she must take measures--the most drastic and certain--to
-secure him from the threatened danger. She could not count the cost till
-afterwards. She was not a woman in such moments,--she was an instinct,
-a desire, a ruthless purpose. And as she felt towards George, so she
-must feel, in other circumstances, towards himself. Her kisses proved
-it, and her soothing hand when he was unwell. Mrs. Hamps had said: "Eh,
-dear! What a good mother dear Hilda is!" A sentimental outcry! But
-there was profound truth in it, truth which the old woman had seen
-better than he had seen it. "I daresay there never was such a
-mother--unless it's Clara!" Hyperbole! And yet he himself now began to
-think that there never could have been such a mother as Hilda. Clara
-too in her way was wonderful.... Smile as you might, these mothers were
-tremendous. The mysterious sheen of their narrow and deep lives dazzled
-him. For the first time, perhaps, he bowed his head to Clara.
-
-But Hilda was far beyond Clara. She was not only a mother but a lover.
-Would he cut himself off from her loving? Why? For what? To live
-alone in the arid and futile freedom of a Tertius Ingpen? Such a notion
-was fatuous. Where lay the difficulty between himself and Hilda? There
-was no difficulty. How had she harmed him? She had not harmed him.
-Everything was all right. He had only to understand. He understood. As
-for her impulsiveness, her wrongheadedness, her bizarre
-ratiocination,--he knew how to accept them, for was he not a
-philosopher? They were indeed part of the incomparable romance of
-existence with these prodigious and tantalising creatures. He admitted
-that Hilda in some aspects transcended him, but in others he was
-comfortably confident of his own steady, conquering superiority. He
-thought of her with the most exquisite devotion. He pictured the secret
-tenderness of their reunion amid the conventional gloom of Auntie
-Hamps's death-bed.... He was confident of his ability to manage Hilda,
-at any rate in the big things,--for example the disputed points of his
-entry into public activity and their removal from Trafalgar Road into
-the country. The sturdiness of the male inspired him. At the same time
-the thought of the dark mood from which he had emerged obscurely
-perturbed him, like a fearful danger passed; and he argued to himself
-with satisfaction, and yet not quite with conviction, that he had
-yielded to Maggie, and not to Hilda, in the affair of the journey to
-London, and that therefore his masculine marital dignity was intact.
-
-And then he started at a strange sound below, which somehow recalled him
-to the nervous tension of the house. It was a knocking at the
-front-door. His heart thumped at the formidable muffled noise in the
-middle of the night. He jumped up, and glanced at the bed. Auntie Hamps
-was not wakened. He went downstairs where the gas which he had lighted
-was keeping watch.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIX
-
- DEATH AND BURIAL
-
-
- I
-
-
-Albert Benbow was at the front-door. Edwin curbed the expression of his
-astonishment.
-
-"Hello, Albert!"
-
-"Oh! You aren't gone to bed?"
-
-"Not likely. Come in. What's up?"
-
-Albert, with the habit of one instructed never to tread actually on a
-doorstep lest it should be newly whitened, stepped straight on to the
-inner mat. He seemed excited, and Edwin feared that he had just learnt
-of Auntie Hamps's illness and had come in the middle of the night
-ostensibly to make enquiries, but really to make a grievance of the fact
-that the Benbows had been "kept in ignorance." He could already hear
-Albert demanding: "Why have you kept us in ignorance?" It was quite a
-Benbow phrase.
-
-Edwin shut the door and shut out the dark and windy glimpse of the outer
-world which had emphasised for a moment the tense seclusion of the
-house.
-
-"You've heard of course about the accident to Ingpen?" said Albert. His
-hands were deep in his overcoat pockets; the collar of the thin, rather
-shabby overcoat was turned up; an old cap adhered to the back of his
-head. While talking he slowly lifted his feet one after the other, as
-though desiring to get warmth by stamping but afraid to stamp in the
-night.
-
-"No, I haven't," said Edwin, with false calmness. "What accident?"
-
-The perspective of events seemed to change; Auntie Hamps's illness to
-recede, and a definite and familiar apprehension to be supplanted by a
-fear more formidable because it was a fear of the unknown.
-
-"It was all in the late special _Signal_!" Benbow protested, as if his
-pride had been affronted.
-
-"Well, I haven't seen the _Signal_. What is it?" And Edwin thought:
-"Is somebody else dying too?"
-
-"Fly-wheel broke. Ingpen was inspecting the slip-house next to the
-engine-house. Part of the fly-wheel came through and knocked a loose
-nut off the blunger right into his groin."
-
-"Whose works?"
-
-Albert answered in a light tone:
-
-"Mine."
-
-"And how's he going on?"
-
-"Well, he's had an operation and Sterling's got the nut out. Of course
-they didn't know what it was till they got it out. And now Ingpen wants
-to see you at once. That's why I've come."
-
-"Where is he?"
-
-"At the hospital."
-
-"Pirehill?"
-
-"No. The Clowes--Moorthorne Road, you know."
-
-"Is he going on all right?"
-
-"He's very weak. He can scarcely whisper. But he wants you. I've been
-up there all the time, practically."
-
-Edwin seized his overcoat from the rack.
-
-"I had a rare job finding ye," Benbow went on. "I'd no idea you weren't
-all at home. I wakened most of Hulton Street over it. It was Smiths
-next door came out at last and told me missis and George had gone to
-London and you were over here."
-
-"I wonder who told them!" Edwin mumbled as Albert helped him with the
-overcoat. "I must tell Maggie. We've got some illness here, you know."
-
-"Oh?"
-
-"Yes. Auntie. Very sudden. Seemed to get worse to-night. Fact is I
-was sitting up while Maggie has a bit of sleep. She was going to send
-round for Clara in the morning. I'll just run up to Mag."
-
-Having thus by judicious misrepresentation deprived the Benbows of a
-grievance, Edwin moved towards the stairs. Maggie, dressed, already
-stood at the top of them, alert, anxious, adequate.
-
-"Albert, is that you?"
-
-After a few seconds of quick murmured explanation, Edwin and Albert
-departed, and as they went Maggie, in a voice doubly harassed but
-cheerful and oily called out after them how glad she would be, and what
-a help it would be, if Clara could come round early in the morning.
-
-The small Clowes Hospital was high up in the town opposite the Park,
-near the station and the railway-cutting and not far from the Moorthorne
-ridge. Behind its bushes, through which the wet night-wind swished and
-rustled, it looked still very new and red in the fitful moonlight. And
-indeed it was scarcely older than the Park and swimming-baths close by,
-and Bursley had not yet lost its naïve pride in the possession of a
-hospital of its own. Not much earlier in the decade this town of
-thirty-five thousand inhabitants had had to send all its "cases" five
-miles in cabs to Pirehill Infirmary. Albert Benbow, with the
-satisfaction of a habitué, led Edwin round through an aisle of bushes to
-the side-entrance for out-patients. He pushed open a dark door, walked
-into a gaslit vestibule, and with the assured gestures of a proprietor
-invited Edwin to follow. A fat woman who looked like a char-woman made
-tidy sat in a windsor-chair in the vestibule, close to a radiator. She
-signed to Albert as an old acquaintance to go forward, and Albert nodded
-in the manner of one conspirator to another. What struck Edwin was that
-this middle-aged woman showed no sign of being in the midst of the
-unusual. She was utterly casual and matter-of-fact. And Edwin had the
-sensation of moving in a strange nocturnal world--a world which had
-always co-existed with his own, but of which he had been till then most
-curiously ignorant. His passage through the town listening absently to
-Albert's descriptions of the structural damage to Ingpen and to the
-works, and Albert's defence against unbrought accusations, had shown him
-that the silent streets lived long after midnight in many a lighted
-window here and there and in the movements of mysterious but not furtive
-frequenters. And he seemed to have been impinging upon half-veiled
-enigmas of misfortune or of love. At the other end of the thread of
-adventure was his aunt's harsh bedroom with Maggie stolidly watching the
-last ebb of senile vitality, and at this end was the hospital, full of
-novel and disturbing vibrations and Tertius Ingpen waiting to impose
-upon him some charge or secret.
-
-At the top of the naked stairs which came after a dark corridor was a
-long naked resounding passage lighted by a tiny jet at either end. A
-cough from behind a half-open door came echoing out and filled the night
-and the passage. And then at another door appeared a tall, thin, fair
-nurse in blue and white, with thin lips and a slight smile hard and
-disdainful.
-
-"Here's Mr. Clayhanger, nurse!" muttered Albert Benbow, taking off his
-cap, with a grimace at once sycophantic and grandiose.
-
-Edwin imagined that he knew by sight everybody in the town above a
-certain social level, but he had no memory of the face of the nurse.
-
-"How is he?" he asked awkwardly, fingering his hat.
-
-The girl merely raised her eyebrows.
-
-"You mustn't stay," said she, in a mincing but rather loud voice that
-matched her lips.
-
-"Oh no, I won't!"
-
-"I suppose _I'd_ better stop outside!" said Benbow.
-
-Edwin followed the nurse into a darkened room, of which the chief
-article of furniture appeared to be a screen. Behind the screen was a
-bed, and on the bed in the deep obscurity lay a form under creaseless
-bedclothes. Edwin first recognised Ingpen's beard, then his visage very
-pale and solemn, and without the customary spectacles. Of the whole
-body only the eyes moved. As Edwin approached the bed he cast across
-Ingpen a shadow from the distant gas.
-
-"Well, old chap!" he began with constraint. "This is a nice state of
-affairs! How are you getting on?"
-
-Ingpen's enquiring apprehensive dumb glance silenced the clumsy
-greeting. It was just as if he had rebuked: "This is no time for How
-d'ye do's." When he had apparently made sure that Edwin was Edwin,
-Ingpen turned his eyes to the nurse.
-
-"Water," he whispered.
-
-The nurse shook her head.
-
-"Net yet," she replied, with tepid indifference.
-
-Ingpen's eyes remained on her a moment and then went back to Edwin.
-
-"Ed," he whispered, and gazed once more at the nurse, who, looking away
-from the bed, did not move.
-
-Edwin bent over the bed.
-
-"Ed," Ingpen demanded, speaking very deliberately. "Go to my office. In
-the top drawer of the desk in the bedroom there's some photos and
-letters.... Burn them.... Before morning.... Understand?"
-
-Edwin was profoundly stirred. In his emotion was pride at Ingpen's
-trust, astonishment at the sudden, utterly unexpected revelation, and
-the thrill of romance.
-
-He thought:
-
-"The man is dying!"
-
-And the tragic sensation of the vigil of the nocturnal world almost
-overcame him.
-
-"Yes," he said. "Anything else?"
-
-"No."
-
-"What about keys?"
-
-Ingpen gave him another long glance.
-
-"Trousers."
-
-"Where are his clothes?" Edwin asked the nurse, whose lips were ironic.
-
-"Oh! They'll tell you downstairs. You'd better go now."
-
-As he went from the room he could feel Ingpen's glance following him.
-He raged inwardly against the callousness of the nurse. It seemed
-monstrous that he should abandon Ingpen for the rest of the night,
-defenceless, to the cold tyranny of the nurse, whose power over the
-sufferer was as absolute as that of an eastern monarch, who had never
-heard of public opinion, over the meanest slave. He could not bear to
-picture to himself Ingpen and the nurse alone together.
-
-"Isn't he allowed to drink?" he could not help murmuring, at the door.
-
-"Yes. At intervals."
-
-He wanted to chastise the nurse. He imagined an endless succession of
-sufferers under her appalling, inimical nonchalance. Who had allowed
-her to be a nurse? Had she become a nurse in order to take some needed
-revenge against mankind? And then he thought of Hilda's passionate,
-succouring tenderness when he himself was unwell,--he had not been
-really ill for years. What was happening to Ingpen could never happen
-to him, because Hilda stood everlastingly between him and such a horror.
-He considered that a bachelor was the most pathetic creature on the
-earth. He was drenched in the fearful, wistful sadness of all life....
-The sleeping town; Auntie Hamps on the edge of eternity; Minnie
-trembling at the menaces of her own body; Hilda lying in some room that
-he had never seen; and Ingpen...!
-
-"Soon over!" observed Albert Benbow in the corridor.
-
-Edwin could have winced at the words.
-
-"How do you think he is?" asked Albert.
-
-"Don't know!" Edwin replied. "Look here, I've got to get hold of his
-clothes--downstairs."
-
-"Oh! That's it, is it? Pocket-book! Keys! Eh?"
-
-
-
- II
-
-
-Edwin had once been in Tertius Ingpen's office at the bottom of Crown
-Square, Hanbridge, but never in the bedroom which Ingpen rented on the
-top floor of the same building. It had been for seventy or eighty years
-a building of four squat storeys; but a new landlord, seeing the
-architectural development of the town as a local metropolis and
-determined to join in it at a minimum of expense, had knocked the two
-lower storeys into one, fronted them with fawn-coloured terra cotta, and
-produced a lofty shop whose rent exceeded the previous rent of the
-entire house.
-
-The landlord knew that passers-by would not look higher up the façade
-than the ground-floor, and that therefore any magnificence above that
-level was merely wasted. The shop was in the occupation of a tea-dealer
-who gave away beautiful objects such as vases and useful objects such as
-tea-trays, to all purchasers. Ingpen's office, and a solicitor's office,
-were on the first floor, formerly the second; the third floor was the
-headquarters of the Hanbridge and District Ethical Society; the top
-floor was temporarily unlet, save for Ingpen's room. Nobody except
-Ingpen slept in the building, and he very irregularly.
-
-The latchkey for the sidedoor was easy to choose in the glittering light
-of the latest triple-jetted and reflectored gaslamps which the
-corporation, to match the glories of the new town-hall, had placed in
-Crown Square. The lock, strange to say, worked easily. Edwin entered
-somewhat furtively, and as it were guiltily, though in Crown Square and
-the streets and the other squares visible therefrom, not a soul could be
-seen. The illuminated clock of the Old Town Hall at the top of the
-square showed twenty-five minutes to four. Immediately within the door
-began a new, very long and rather mean staircase, with which Edwin was
-acquainted. He closed the door, shutting out the light and the town,
-and struck a match in the empty building. He had walked into Hanbridge
-from Bursley, and as soon as he began to climb the stairs he was aware
-of great fatigue, both physical and mental. The calamity to Ingpen had
-almost driven Auntie Hamps out of his mind; it had not, however, driven
-Minnie out of his mind. He was gloomy and indignant on behalf of both
-Ingpen and Minnie. They were both victims. Minnie was undoubtedly a
-fool, and he was about to learn, perhaps, to what extent Ingpen had been
-a fool.
-
-Each footstep sounded loud on the boards of deserted house. Having used
-several matches and arrived at the final staircase, Edwin wondered how
-he was to distinguish Ingpen's room there from the others without trying
-keys in all of them till he got to the right one. But on the top
-landing he had no difficulty, for Ingpen's card was fastened with a
-drawing-pin on to the first door he saw. A match burnt his fingers and
-expired just as he was shaking out a likely key from Ingpen's bunch.
-And then, in the black darkness, he perceived a line of light under the
-door in front of which he stood. He forgot his fatigue in an instant.
-His heart leaped. A burglar? Or had Ingpen left the gas burning?
-Ingpen could not have left the gas burning since, according to Albert
-Benbow, he had been in Bursley all afternoon. With precautions, and
-feeling very desperate and yet also craven, he lit a fresh match and
-managed quietly to open the door, which was not locked.
-
-As soon as he beheld the illuminated interior of the room, all his skin
-crept and flushed as though he had taken a powerful stimulant. A girl
-reclined asleep in a small basket lounge-chair by the gas-fire. He
-could not see her face, which was turned towards the wall and away from
-the gas-jet that hung from the ceiling over an old desk; but she seemed
-slim and graceful, and there was something in the abandonment of
-unconsciousness that made her marvellously alluring. Her hat and gloves
-had been thrown on the desk, and a cloak lay on a chair. These coloured
-and intimate objects--extensions of the veritable personality of the
-girl--had the effect of delightfully completing the furniture of a room
-which was in fact rather bare. A narrow bed in the far corner,
-disguised under a green rug as a sofa; a green square of carpet, showing
-the unpolished boards at the sides; the desk, and three chairs; a
-primitive hanging wardrobe in another corner, hidden by a bulging linen
-curtain; a portmanteau; a few unframed prints on the walls; an
-alarm-clock on the mantelpiece,--there was nothing else in the chamber
-where Ingpen slept when it was too late, or he was too slack, to go to
-his proper home. But nothing else was needed. The scene was perfect;
-the girl rendered it so. And immense envy of, and admiration for,
-Ingpen surged through Edwin, who saw here the realisation of a dream
-that was to marriage what poetry is to prose. Ingpen might rail against
-women and against marriage in a manner exaggerated and indefensible; but
-he had at any rate known how to arrange his life and how to keep his own
-counsel. He had all the careless masculine freedom of his
-condition,--and in the background this exquisite phenomenon! The girl,
-her trustfulness, her abandonment, her secrecy, that white ear peeping
-out of her hair,--were his! It was staggering that such romance could
-exist in the Five Towns, of all places--for Edwin had the vague notion,
-common to all natives, that his own particular district fell short of
-full human nature in certain characteristics. For example, he could
-credit a human nature dying for love in Manchester, but never in the
-Five Towns. Even the occasional divorces that gave piquancy to life in
-the Five Towns seemed to lack the mysterious glamour of all other
-divorces.
-
-He thought:
-
-"Was it because he was expecting her that he sent me? Perhaps the desk
-was only a blind--and he couldn't tell me any more. Anyhow I shall have
-to break it to her."
-
-He felt exceedingly awkward and unequal to the situation so startling in
-its novelty. Yet he did not wish himself away.
-
-As timidly, hat in hand, he went forward into the room, the girl stirred
-and woke up, to the creaking of the chair.
-
-"Oh! Tert!" she murmured between sleeping and waking.
-
-Edwin did not like her voice. It reminded him of the voice of the nurse
-whom he had just left.
-
-The girl, looking round, perceived that it was not Tertius Ingpen who
-had come in. She gave a short, faint scream, then gathered herself
-together and with a single movement stood up, perfectly collected and on
-the defensive.
-
-"It's all right! It's all right!" said Edwin. "Mr. Ingpen gave me his
-keys and asked me to come over and get some papers he wants.... I hope
-I didn't frighten you. I'd no idea----"
-
-She was old! She was old! That is to say, she was not the girl he had
-seen asleep. Before his marriage he would have put her age at
-thirty-two, but now he knew enough to be sure that she must be more than
-that. She was not graceful in movement. The expression of her pale
-face was not agreeable. Her gestures were not distinguished. And she
-could not act her part in the idyll. Moreover her frock was shabby and
-untidy. But chiefly she was old. Had she been young, Edwin would have
-excused all the rest. Romance was not entirely destroyed, but very
-little remained.
-
-He thought, disdainfully, and as if resenting a deception:
-
-"Is this the best he can do?"
-
-And the Five Towns sank back to its ancient humble place in his esteem.
-
-The woman said with a silly nervous giggle:
-
-"I called to see Mr. Ingpen. He wasn't expecting me. And I suppose
-while I was waiting I must have dropped off to sleep."
-
-It might have been true, but to Edwin it was inexpressibly inane.
-
-She seized her hat and then her cloak.
-
-"I'm sorry to say Mr. Ingpen's had an accident," said Edwin.
-
-She stopped, both hands above her head fingering her hat.
-
-"An accident? Nothing serious?"
-
-"Oh no! I don't think so," he lied. "A machinery accident. They had
-to take him to the Clowes Hospital at Bursley. I've just come from
-there."
-
-She asked one or two more questions, all the time hurrying her
-preparations to leave. But Edwin judged with disgust that she was not
-deeply interested in the accident. True, he had minimised it, but she
-ought not to have allowed him to minimise it. She ought to have
-obstinately believed that it was very grave.
-
-"I do hope he'll soon be all right," she said, snatching at her gloves
-and going to the door. "Good night!" She gave another silly giggle,
-preposterous in a woman of her age. Then she stopped. "I think you're
-gentleman enough not to say anything about me being here," she said,
-rather nastily. "It was quite an accident. I could easily explain it,
-but you know what people are!"
-
-What a phrase--"I think you're gentleman enough!"
-
-He blushed and offered the required assurance.
-
-"Can I let you out?" he started forward.
-
-"No, thanks!"
-
-"But you can't open the door."
-
-"Yes I can."
-
-"The stairs are all dark."
-
-"Please don't trouble yourself," she said drily, in the tone of a woman
-who sees offence in the courtesy of a male travelling companion on the
-railway.
-
-He heard her steps _diminuendo_ down the stairs.
-
-Closing the door, he went to the window, and drew aside the blind.
-Perhaps she would pass up the Square. But she did not pass up the Square
-which was peopled by nothing but meek gaslamps under the empire of the
-glowing clock in the pediment of the Old Town Hall. Where had she gone?
-Where did she come from? Her accent had no noticeable peculiarity. Was
-she married, or single, or a widow? Perhaps there was hidden in her
-some strange and seductive quality which he had missed.... He saw the
-slim girl again reclining in the basket-chair.... After all, she was a
-woman, and she had been in Ingpen's room, waiting for him!
-
-Later, seated in front of the open drawer in the old desk, gathering
-together letters and photographs--photographs of her in adroitly managed
-poses, taken at Oldham; letters in a woman's hand--he was penetrated to
-the marrow by the disastrous and yet beautiful infelicity of things.
-The mere sight of the letters (of which he forebore to decipher a single
-word, even a signature) nearly made him cry; the photographs were tragic
-with the intolerable evanescence of life. By the will of Tertius Ingpen
-helpless on the bed in the hospital, these documents of a passion or of
-a fancy were to be burnt. Why? Was it true that Ingpen was dying?
-Better to keep them. No, they must be burnt. He rose, and, with
-difficulty, burnt them by instalments in a shovel over the tiny fender
-that enclosed the gas-stove,--the room was soon half full of smoke....
-Why had he deceived the woman as to the seriousness of Ingpen's
-accident? To simplify and mitigate the interview, to save himself
-trouble; that was all! Well, she would learn soon enough!
-
-His eye caught a print on the wall above the bed,--a classic example of
-the sentimentality of Marcus Stone: departing cavalier, drooping maiden,
-terraced garden. It was a dreadful indictment of the Tertius Ingpen who
-talked so well, with such intellectual aplomb, with such detachment and
-exceptional cynicism. It was like a ray exposing some secret sinister
-corner in the man's soul. He had hung up that print because it gave him
-pleasure! Poor chap! But Edwin loved him. He decided that he would
-call again at the hospital before returning to Auntie Hamps's.
-Impossible that the man was dying! If the doctor or the matron had
-thought he was in danger they would have summoned his relatives. He
-might be dying. He might be dead. He must have immediately feared
-death, or he would not have imposed upon Edwin such an errand.... What
-simple, touching, admirable trust in a friend's loyalty the man had
-displayed!
-
-Edwin put out the gas-stove, which exploded, lit a match, gave a great
-yawn, put out the gas, and began the enterprise of leaving the house.
-
-
-
- III
-
-
-"Look here! I must have some tea, _now_!" said Edwin curtly and yet
-appealingly to Maggie, who opened the door for him at Auntie Hamps's.
-
-It was nearly eight o'clock. He had been to the hospital again, and,
-having reported in three words to Ingpen, whose condition was unchanged,
-had remained there some time. But he had said nothing to Ingpen about
-the woman. At six o'clock the matron had come into the room, and the
-nurse thenceforward until seven o'clock, when she went off duty, was a
-changed girl. Edwin slightly knew the matron, who was sympathetic but
-strangely pessimistic--considering her healthy, full figure.
-
-"The water's boiling," answered Maggie, in a comforting tone, and
-disappeared instantly into the kitchen.
-
-Edwin thought:
-
-"There are some things that girl understands!"
-
-She had shown no curiosity, no desire to impart news, because she had
-immediately comprehended that Edwin was, or imagined himself to be, at
-the end of his endurance. Maggie, with simple and surpassing wisdom had
-just said to herself: "He's been out all night, and he's not used to
-it." For a moment he felt that Maggie was wiser, and more intimately
-close to him, than anybody else in the world.
-
-"In the dining-room," she called out from the kitchen.
-
-And in the small dining-room there was a fire! It was like a living,
-welcoming creature. The cloth was laid, the gas was lighted. On the
-table was beautiful fresh bread and butter. A word, a tone, a glance of
-his on the previous evening had been enough to bring back the
-dining-room into use! Happily the wind suited the chimney. He had
-scarcely sat down in front of the fire when Maggie entered with the
-teapot. And at the sight of the teapot Edwin felt that he was saved.
-Before the tea was out of the teapot it had already magically alleviated
-the desperate sensations of physical fatigue and moral weariness which
-had almost overcome him on the way from the hospital in the chill and
-muddy dawn.
-
-"What will you have to eat?" said Maggie.
-
-"Nothing. I couldn't eat to save my life."
-
-"Perhaps you'll have a bit of bread-and-butter later," said Maggie
-blandly.
-
-He shook his head.
-
-"How is she?"
-
-"Worse," said Maggie. "But she's slept."
-
-"Who's up with her now? Minnie?"
-
-"No. Clara."
-
-"Oh! She's come?"
-
-"She came at seven."
-
-Edwin was drinking the divine tea. After a few gulps he told Maggie
-briefly about Tertius Ingpen, saying that he had had to go "on business"
-for Ingpen to Hanbridge.
-
-"Are you all right for the present?" she asked after a few moments.
-
-He nodded. He was eating bread-and-butter.
-
-"You had any sleep at all?" he mumbled, munching.
-
-"Oh yes! A little," she answered cheerfully, leaving the room.
-
-He poured out more tea, and then sat down in the sole easy-chair for a
-minute's reflection before going upstairs and thence to the works.
-
-Not until he woke up did he realise that there had been any danger of
-his going to sleep. The earthenware clock on the mantelpiece (a
-birthday gift from Clara and Albert) showed five minutes past eleven.
-Putting no reliance on the cheap, horrible clock, he looked at his
-watch, which had stopped for lack of winding up. The fire was very low.
-His chief thought was: "It can't possibly be eleven o'clock, because I
-haven't been down to the works, and I haven't sent word I'm not coming
-either!" He got up hurriedly and had reached the door when a sound of a
-voice on the stairs held him still like an enchantment. It seemed to be
-the voice, eloquent, and indeed somewhat Church-of-England, of the Rev.
-Christian Flowerdew, the new superintendent of the Bursley Wesleyan
-Methodist Circuit. The voice said: "I do hope so!" and then offered a
-resounding remark about the weather being the kind of weather that, bad
-as it was, people must expect in view of the time of year. Maggie's
-voice concurred.
-
-As soon as the front-door closed, Edwin peeped cautiously out of the
-dining-room.
-
-"Who was that?" he murmured.
-
-"Mr. Flowerdew. She wanted him. Albert sent for him early this
-morning."
-
-Maggie came into the room and shut the door.
-
-"I've been to sleep," said Edwin.
-
-"Yes, I know. I wasn't going to have you disturbed. They're all here."
-
-"Who are all here?"
-
-"Clara and the children. Auntie asked to see all of them. They waited
-in the drawing-room for Mr. Flowerdew to go. Bert didn't go to school
-this morning, in case--because it was so far off. Clara fetched the
-others out of school, except Rupy of course--he doesn't go--"
-
-"Good heavens! I never came across such a morbid lot in my life. I
-believe they like it."
-
-Clara could be heard marshalling the brood up the stairs.
-
-"You'd better go up," said Maggie persuasively.
-
-"I'd better go to the works--I'm no use here. What time is it?"
-
-"After eleven. I think you'd better go up."
-
-"Does she ask for me?"
-
-"Oh yes. All the time sometimes. But she forgets for a bit."
-
-"Well, anyhow I must wash myself and change my collar."
-
-"All right. Wash yourself, then."
-
-"How is she now?"
-
-"She isn't taking anything."
-
-When Edwin nervously pushed open the bedroom door, the room seemed to be
-crowded. Over the heads of clustering children towered Clara and
-Albert. As soon as the watchful Albert caught sight of Edwin, he made a
-conspiratorial sign and hurried to the door, driving Edwin out again.
-
-"Didn't know you were here," Edwin muttered.
-
-"I say," Albert whispered. "Has she made a will?"
-
-"I don't know."
-
-The bedroom door half opened, and Clara in her shabby morning dress
-glidingly joined them.
-
-"He doesn't know," said Albert to Clara.
-
-Clara's pretty face scowled a little as she asked sharply and
-resentfully:
-
-"Then who does know?"
-
-"I should ha' thought _you'd_ know," said Edwin.
-
-"Me! I like that! She hasn't spoken to me for months, has she, Albert?
-And she was always frightfully close about all these things."
-
-"About what things?"
-
-"Well, you know."
-
-It was a fact. Auntie Hamps had never discussed her own finance, or her
-testamentary dispositions, with anybody. And nobody had ever dared to
-mention such subjects to her.
-
-"Don't you think you'd better ask her?" said Clara. "Albert thinks you
-ought."
-
-"No, I don't," said Edwin, with curt disdain.
-
-"Well, then I shall," Albert decided.
-
-"So long as you don't do it while I'm there!" Edwin said menacingly.
-"If you want to ask people about their wills you ought to ask them
-before they're actually dying. Can't you see you can't worry her about
-her will now?"
-
-He was intensely disgusted. He thought of Mrs. Hamps's bed, and of
-Tertius Ingpen's bed, and of the woman at dead of night in Ingpen's
-room, and of Minnie's case; and the base insensibility of Albert and
-Clara made him feel sick. He wondered whether any occasion would ever
-have solemnity enough for them to make them behave with some
-distinction, some grandeur. For himself, if he could have secured a
-fortune by breathing one business word to Auntie Hamps just then, he
-would have let the fortune go.
-
-"There's nothing more to be said," Clara murmured.
-
-In the glance of both Clara and Albert Edwin saw hatred and envy. Clara
-especially had never forgiven him for preventing their father from
-pouring money into that sieve, her husband, nor for Hilda's wounding
-tongue, nor for his worldly success. And they both suspected that
-either Maggie or Auntie Hamps had told him of Albert's default in the
-payment of interest, and so fear was added to their hatred and envy.
-
-They all entered the bedroom, the children having been left alone only a
-few seconds. Rupert, wearing a new blue overcoat with gilt buttons, had
-partially scrambled on to the bed; the pale veiled hands of Auntie Hamps
-could be seen round his right hand; Rupert had grown enormous, and had
-already utterly forgotten the time when he was two years old. The
-others, equally altered, stood two on either side of the bed,--Bert and
-young Clara to the right, and Amy and Lucy to the left. Lucy was crying
-and Amy was benignantly wiping her eyes. Bert, a great lump of a boy,
-was to leave school at Christmas, but he was still ranked with the other
-children as a child. Young Clara sharply and Bert heavily turned round
-to witness the entrance of their elders.
-
-"Oh! Here's Uncle Edwin!"
-
-"Edwin!"
-
-"Yes, Auntie!"
-
-The moral values of the room were instantly changed by the tone in which
-Auntie Hamps had murmured "Edwin." All the Benbows knew, and Edwin
-himself knew, that a personage of supreme importance in Auntie Hamps's
-eyes had come into the scene. The Benbows became secondary, and even
-Auntie Hamps's grasp of Rupert's hand loosened, and, having already
-kissed her, the child slipped off the bed. Edwin approached, and over
-the heads of the children, and between the great darkening curtains, he
-could at last see the face of the dying woman like a senile doll's face
-amid the confusion of wrappings and bedclothes. The deep-set eyes
-seemed to burn beneath the white forehead and sparse grey hair; the
-cheeks, still rounded, were highly flushed over a very small part of
-their surface; the mouth, always open, was drawn in, and the chin, still
-rounded like the cheeks, protruded. The manner of Auntie Hamps's noisy
-breathing, like the puzzled gaze of her eyes, indicated apprehension of
-the profoundest, acutest sort.
-
-"Eh!" said she, in a somewhat falsetto voice, jerky and excessively
-feeble. "I thought--I'd--lost you." Her hand was groping about.
-
-"No, no," said Edwin, leaning over between young Clara and Rupert.
-
-"She's feeling for your hand, Edwin," said Clara.
-
-He quickly took her hot, brittle fingers; they seemed to cling to his
-for essential support.
-
-"Have you--been to the works?" Auntie Hamps asked the question as though
-the answer to it would end all trouble.
-
-"No," he said. "Not yet."
-
-"Eh! That's right! That's right!" she murmured, apparently much
-impressed by a new proof of Edwin's wisdom.
-
-"I've had a sleep."
-
-"What?"
-
-"I've been having a sleep," he repeated more loudly.
-
-"Eh! That's right! That's right.... I'm so glad--the children have
-been to see me.... Amy--did you kiss me?" Auntie Hamps looked at Amy
-hard, as if for the first time.
-
-"Yes, Auntie."
-
-And then Amy began to cry.
-
-"Better take them away," Edwin suggested aside to Albert. "It's as much
-as she can stand. The parson's only just gone, you know."
-
-Albert, obedient, gave the word of command, and the room was full of
-movement.
-
-"Eh, children--children!" Auntie Hamps appealed.
-
-Everybody stood stockstill, gazing attendant.
-
-"Eh, children, bless you all for coming. If you grow up--as good as
-your mother--it's all I ask--all I ask.... Your mother and I--have
-never had a cross word--have we, mother?"
-
-"No, auntie," said Clara, with a sweet, touching smile that accentuated
-the fragile charm of her face.
-
-"Never--since mother was--as tiny as you are."
-
-Auntie Hamps looked up at the ceiling during a few strained breaths, and
-then smiled for an instant at the departing children, who filed out of
-the room. Rupert loitered behind, gazing at his mother. The mere
-contrast between the infant so healthy and the dying old woman was
-pathetic to Edwin. Clara, with an exquisite reassuring gesture and
-smile picked up the stout Rupert and kissed him and carried him to the
-door, while Auntie Hamps looked at mother and son, ecstatic.
-
-"Edwin!"
-
-"Yes, Auntie?"
-
-They were alone now. She had not loosed his hand. Her voice was very
-faint, and he bent over her still lower in the alcove of the curtains,
-which seemed to stretch very high above them.
-
-"Have you heard from Hilda?"
-
-"Not yet. By the second post, perhaps."
-
-"It's about George's eyes--isn't it?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"She's done quite right--quite right. It's just--like Hilda. I do
-hope--and pray--the boy's eyesight--is safe."
-
-"Oh yes!" said Edwin. "Safe enough."
-
-"You really think so?" She had the air of hanging on his words.
-
-He nodded.
-
-"What a blessing!" She sighed deeply with relief.
-
-Edwin thought:
-
-"I believe her relations must have been her passion." And he was
-impressed by the intensity of that passion.
-
-"Edwin!"
-
-"Yes, Auntie."
-
-"Has--that girl--gone yet?"
-
-"Who?" he questioned, and added more softly: "Minnie d'you mean?" His
-own voice sounded too powerful, too healthy and dominating, in
-comparison with her failing murmurs.
-
-Auntie Hamps nodded. "Yes--Minnie."
-
-"Not yet."
-
-"She's going?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Because I can't trust--Maggie--to see to it."
-
-"I'll see to it."
-
-"Has she done--the silvers--d'you know?"
-
-"She's doing them," answered Edwin, who thought it would be best to
-carry out the deception with artistic completeness.
-
-"She needn't have her dinner before she goes."
-
-"No?"
-
-"No." Auntie Hamps's face and tone hardened. "Why should she?"
-
-"All right."
-
-"And if she asks--for her wages--tell her--I say there's nothing
-due--under the circumstances."
-
-"All right, Auntie," Edwin agreed, desperate.
-
-Maggie, followed by Clara, softly entered the room. Auntie Hamps glanced
-at them with a certain cautious suspicion, as though one or other of
-them was capable of thwarting her in the matter of Minnie. Then her eyes
-closed, and Edwin was aware of a slackening of her hold on his hand.
-The doctor, who called half an hour later, said that she might never
-speak again, and she never did. Her last conscious moments were moments
-of satisfaction.
-
-Edwin slowly released his hand.
-
-"Where's Albert?" he asked Clara, merely for the sake of saying
-something.
-
-"He's taking the children home, and then he's going to the works. He
-ought to have gone long ago. There's a dreadful upset there."
-
-"I suppose there is," said Edwin, who had forgotten that the fly-wheel
-accident must have almost brought Albert's manufactory to a standstill.
-And he wondered whether it was the family instinct, or anxiety about
-Auntie Hamps's will, that had caused Albert to absent himself from
-business on such a critical morning.
-
-"I ought to go too," he muttered, as a full picture of a lithographic
-establishment masterless swept into his mind.
-
-"Have you telegraphed to Hilda?" Clara demanded.
-
-"No."
-
-"Haven't you!"
-
-"What's the use?"
-
-"Well, I should have thought you would."
-
-"Oh, no!" he said, falsely mild. "I shall write." He was immensely
-glad that Hilda was not present in the house to complicate still further
-the human equation.
-
-Maggie was silently examining the face obscured in the gloom of the
-curtains.
-
-Instead of remaining late that night at the works, Edwin came back to
-the house before six o'clock. He had had word that the condition of
-Tertius Ingpen was still unchanged. Clara had gone home to see to her
-children's evening meal. Maggie sat alone in the darkened bedroom,
-where Auntie Hamps, her features a mere pale blur between the
-over-arching curtains, still withheld the secret of her soul's reality
-from the world. Even in the final unconsciousness there was something
-grandiose which lingered from her crowning magnificent deceptions and
-obstinate effort to safeguard the structure of society. The sublime
-obstinacy of the woman had transformed hypocrisy into a virtue, and not
-the imminence of the infinite unknown had sufficed to make her apostate
-to the steadfast principles of her mortal career.
-
-"What about to-night?" Edwin asked.
-
-"Oh! Clara and I will manage."
-
-There was a tap at the door. Edwin opened it. Minnie, abashed but
-already taking courage, stood there blinking with a letter in her hand.
-"Ah!" he breathed. Hilda's scrawling calligraphy was on the envelope.
-
-The letter read: "Darling boy. George has influenza, Charlie says.
-Temp. 102 anyway. So of course he can't go out to-morrow. I knew this
-morning there was something wrong with him. Janet and Charlie send
-their love. Your ever loving wife, Hilda."
-
-He was exceedingly uplifted and happy and exhausted. Hilda's
-handwriting moved him. The whole missive was like a personal emanation
-from her. It lived with her vitality. It fought for the mastery of the
-household interior against the mysterious, far-reaching spell of the
-dying woman. "Your loving wife." Never before, during their marriage,
-had she written a phrase so comforting and exciting. He thought: "My
-faith in her is never worthy of her." And his faith leaped up and
-became worthy of her.
-
-"George has got influenza," he said indifferently.
-
-"George! But influenza's very serious for him, isn't it?" Maggie showed
-alarm.
-
-"Why should it be?"
-
-"Considering he nearly died of it at Orgreaves'!"
-
-"Oh! _Then_! ... He'll be all right."
-
-But Maggie had put fear into Edwin,--a superstitious fear. Influenza
-indeed might be serious for George. Suppose he died of it. People did
-die of influenza. Auntie Hamps--Tertius Ingpen--and now George! ... All
-these anxieties mingling with his joy in the thought of Hilda! And all
-the brooding rooms of the house waiting in light or in darkness for a
-decisive event!
-
-"I must go and lie down," he said. He could contain no more sensations.
-
-"Do," said Maggie.
-
-
-
- IV
-
-
-At two o'clock in the afternoon of Auntie Hamps's funeral, a procession
-consisting of the following people moved out of the small, stuffy
-dining-room of her house across the lobby into the drawing-room:--the
-Rev. Christian Flowerdew, the Rev. Guy Cliffe (second minister), the
-aged Reverend Josiah Higginbotham (supernumerary minister), the chapel
-and the circuit stewards, the doctor, Edwin, Maggie, Clara, Bert and
-young Clara (being respectively the eldest nephew and the eldest niece
-of the deceased), and finally Albert Benbow; Albert came last because he
-had constituted himself the marshal of the ceremonies. In the
-drawing-room the coffin with its hideous brass plate and handles lay
-upon two chairs, and was covered with white wreaths. At the head of the
-coffin was placed a small table with a white cloth; on the cloth a large
-inlaid box (in which Auntie Hamps had kept odd photographs), and on the
-box a black book. The drawn blinds created a beautiful soft silvery
-gloom which solemnised everything and made even the clumsy carving on
-the coffin seem like the finest antique work. The three ministers
-ranged themselves round the small table; the others stood in an
-irregular horseshoe about the coffin, nervous, constrained, and in dread
-of catching each other's glances. Mr. Higginbotham, by virtue of his
-age, began to read the service, and Auntie Hamps became "she," "her,"
-and "our sister,"--nameless. In the dining-room she had been the paragon
-of all excellences,--in the drawing-room, packed securely and neatly in
-the coffin, she was a sinner snatched from the consequences of sin by a
-miracle of divine sacrifice.
-
-The interment thus commenced was the result of a compromise between two
-schools of funebrial manners sharply divergent. Edwin, immediately
-after the demise, had become aware of influences far stronger than those
-which had shaped the already half-forgotten interment of old Darius
-Clayhanger into a form repugnant to him. Both Albert and Clara, but
-especially Albert, had assumed an elaborate funeral, with a choral
-service at the Wesleyan chapel, numerous guests, a superb procession,
-and a substantial and costly meal in the drawing-room to conclude.
-Edwin had at once and somewhat domineeringly decided: no guests whatever
-outside the family, no service at the chapel, every rite reduced to its
-simplest. When asked why, he had no logical answer. He soon saw that
-it would be impossible not to invite a minister and the doctor. He
-yielded, intimidated by the sacredness of custom. Then not only the
-Wesleyan chapel but its Sunday School sent dignified emissaries, who so
-little expected a No to their honorific suggestions that the No was
-unuttered and unutterable. Certain other invitations were agreed upon.
-The Sunday School announced that it would "walk," and it prepared to
-"walk."
-
-All the emissaries spoke of Auntie Hamps as a saint; they all averred
-with restrained passion that her death was an absolutely irreparable
-loss to the circuit; and their apparent conviction was such that Edwin's
-whole estimate of Auntie Hamps and of mankind was momentarily shaken.
-Was it conceivable that none of these respectable people had arrived at
-the truth concerning Auntie Hamps? Had she deceived them all? Or were
-they simply rewarding her in memory for her ceaseless efforts on behalf
-of the safety of society?
-
-Edwin stood like a rock against a service in the Wesleyan Chapel. Clara
-cunningly pointed out to him that the Wesleyan Chapel would be heated
-for the occasion, whereas the chapel at the cemetery, where scores of
-persons had caught their deaths in the few years of its existence, was
-never heated. His reply showed genius. He would have the service at
-the house itself. The decision of the chief mourner might be regretted,
-and was regretted, but none could impugn its correctitude, nor its
-social distinction; some said approvingly that it was 'just like' Edwin.
-Thenceforward the arrangements went more smoothly, the only serious
-difficulty being about the route to the cemetery. Edwin was met by a
-saying that "the last journey must be the longest," which meant that the
-cortège must go up St. Luke's Square and along the Market Place past the
-Town Hall and the Shambles, encountering the largest number of
-sightseers, instead of taking the nearest way along Wedgwood Street.
-Edwin chose Wedgwood Street.
-
-In the discussions, Maggie was neutral, thus losing part of the very
-little prestige which she possessed. Clara and Albert considered Edwin
-to be excessively high-handed. But they were remarkably moderate in
-criticism, for the reason that no will had been found. Maggie and Clara
-had searched the most secret places of the house for a will, in vain.
-All that they had found was a brass and copper paper-knife wrapped in
-tissue-paper and labelled "For Edwin, with Auntie's love," and a set of
-tortoise-shell combs equally wrapped in tissue-paper and labelled "For
-Maggie, with Auntie's love." Naught for Clara! Naught for the chicks.
-
-Albert (who did all the running about) had been to see Mr. Julian
-Pidduck, the Wesleyan solicitor, who had a pew at the back of the chapel
-and was famous for invariably arriving at morning service half an hour
-late. Mr. Pidduck knew of no will. Albert had also been to the
-Bank--that is to say, the Bank, at the top of St. Luke's Square, whose
-former manager had been a buttress of Wesleyanism. The new manager
-(after nearly eight years he was still called the "new" manager, because
-the previous manager, old Lovatt, had been in control for nearly thirty
-years), Mr. Breeze, was ill upstairs on the residential floor with one
-of his periodic attacks of boils; the cashier, however, had told Albert
-that certain securities, but no testament, were deposited at the Bank;
-he had offered to produce the securities, but only to Edwin, as the
-nearest relative. Albert had then secretly looked up the pages entitled
-"Intestates' Estates" in Whitaker's Almanac and had discovered that
-whereas Auntie Hamps being intestate, her personal property would be
-divided equally between Edwin, Maggie, and Clara, her real property
-would go entirely to Edwin. (Edwin also had secretly looked up the same
-pages.) This gross injustice nearly turned Albert from a Tory into a
-Land Laws reformer. It accounted for the comparative submissiveness of
-Clara and Albert before Edwin's arrogance as the arbiter of funerals.
-They hoped that, if he was humoured, he might forego his rights. They
-could not credit, and Edwin maliciously did not tell them, that no
-matter what they did he was incapable of insisting on such rights.
-
-While the ministers succeeded each other in the conduct of the service,
-each after his different manner, Edwin scrutinised the coffin, and the
-wreaths, and the cards inscribed with mournful ecstatic affection that
-nestled amid the flowers, and the faces of the audience, and his thought
-was: "This will soon be over now!" Beneath his gloomy and wearied
-expression he was unhappy, but rather hopeful and buoyant, looking
-forward to approaching felicity. His reflections upon the career of
-Auntie Hamps were kind, and utterly uncritical; he wondered what her
-spirit was doing in that moment; the mystery ennobled his mind. Yet he
-wondered also whether the ministers believed all they were saying, why
-the superintendent minister read so well and prayed with such a lack of
-distinction, how much the wreaths cost, whether the Sunday School
-deputation had silently arrived in the street, and why men in overcoats
-and hatless looked so grotesque in a room, and why when men and women
-were assembled on a formal occasion the women always clung together.
-
-Probing his left-hand pocket, he felt a letter. He had received it that
-morning from Hilda. George was progressing very well, and Charlie
-Orgreave had actually brought the oculist with his apparatus to see him
-at Charlie's house. Charlie would always do impossibilities for Hilda.
-It was Charlie who had once saved George's life--so Hilda was convinced.
-The oculist had said that George's vision was normal, and that he must
-not wear glasses, but that on account of a slight weakness he ought to
-wear a shade at night in rooms which were lighted from the top. In a few
-days Hilda and George would return. Edwin anticipated their arrival
-with an impatience almost gleeful, so anxious was he to begin the new
-life with Hilda. Her letters had steadily excited him. He pictured the
-intimacies of their reunion. He saw her ideally. His mind rose to the
-finest manifestations of her individuality, and the inconveniences of
-that individuality grew negligible. Withal, he was relieved that
-George's illness had kept her out of Bursley during the illness, death,
-and burial of Auntie Hamps. Had she been there, he would have had three
-persons to manage instead of two, and he could not have asserted himself
-with the same freedom.
-
-And then there was a sound of sobbing outside the door. Minnie, sharing
-humbly but obstinately in the service according to her station, had
-broken down in irrational grief at the funeral of the woman whose dying
-words amounted to an order for her execution. Edwin, though touched,
-could have smiled; and he felt abashed before the lofty and
-incomprehensible marvels of human nature. Several outraged bent heads
-twisted round in the direction of the door, but the minister intrepidly
-continued with the final prayer. Maggie slipped out, the door closed,
-and the sound of sobbing receded.
-
-After the benediction Albert resumed full activity, while the remainder
-of the company stared and cleared their throats without exchanging a
-word. The news that the hearse and coaches had not arrived helped them
-to talk a little. The fault was not that of the undertaker, but
-Edwin's. The service had finished too soon, because in response to Mr.
-Flowerdew's official question: "How much time do you give me?" he had
-replied: "Oh! A quarter of an hour," whereas Albert the organiser had
-calculated upon half an hour. The representatives of the Sunday School
-were already lined up on the pavement and on the opposite pavement and
-in the roadway were knots of ragged, callously inquisitive spectators.
-The vehicles could at length be described on the brow of Church Street.
-They descended the slope in haste. The four mutes nipped down with
-agility from the hammer cloths, hung their greasy top-hats on the
-ornamental spikes of the hearse, and sneaked grimly into the house. In
-a second the flowers were shifted from the coffin, and with startling
-accomplished swiftness the coffin was darted out of the room without its
-fraudulent brass handles even being touched, and down the steps into the
-hearse, and the flowers replaced. The one hitch was due to Edwin
-attempting to get into the first coach instead of waiting for the last
-one. Albert, putting on his new black gloves, checked him. The
-ministers and the doctor had to go first, the chapel officials next, and
-the chief mourners--Edwin, Albert, and Bert--had the third coach. The
-women stayed behind at the door, frowning at the murmurous crowd of
-shabby idlers. Albert gave a supreme glance at the vehicles and the
-walkers, made a signal, and joined Edwin and Bert in the last coach,
-buttoning his left hand glove. Edwin would only hold his gloves in his
-hand. The cortège moved. Rain was threatening, and the street was
-muddy.
-
-At the cemetery it was raining, and the walkers made a string of
-glistening umbrellas; only the paid mutes had no umbrellas. Near the
-gates, under an umbrella, stood a man with a protruding chin and a wiry
-grey moustache. He came straight to Edwin and shook hands. It was Mr.
-Breeze, the Bank manager. His neck, enveloped in a white muffler, showed
-a large excrescence behind, and he kept his head very carefully in one
-position.
-
-He said, in his defiant voice:
-
-"I only had the news this morning, and I felt that I should pay the last
-tribute of respect to the deceased. I had known her in business and
-privately for many years."
-
-His greeting of Albert was extremely reserved, and Albert showed him a
-meek face. Albert's overdraft impaired the cordiality of their
-relations.
-
-"Sorry to hear you've got your old complaint!" said Edwin, astounded at
-this act of presence by the terrible bank-manager.
-
-Vehicles, by some municipal caprice, were forbidden to enter the
-cemetery. And in the rain, between the stone-perpetuated great names of
-the town's history--the Boultons, the Lawtons, the Blackshaws, the
-Beardmores, the Dunns, the Longsons, the Hulmes, the Suttons, the
-Greenes, the Gardiners, the Calverts, the Dawsons, the Brindleys, the
-Baineses, and the Woods--the long procession preceded by Auntie Hamps
-tramped for a third of a mile along the asphalted path winding past the
-chapel to the graveside. And all the way Mr. Breeze, between Edwin and
-Albert, with Bert a yard to the rear, talked about boils, and Edwin said
-"Yes" and "No," and Albert said nothing. And at the graveside the three
-ministers removed their flat round hats and put on skull-caps while
-skilfully holding their umbrellas aloft.
-
-And while Mr. Flowerdew was reading from a little book in the midst of
-the large encircling bare-headed crowd with umbrellas, and the
-gravedigger with absolute precision accompanied his words with three
-castings of earth into the hollow of the grave, Edwin scanned an
-adjoining tombstone, which marked the family vault of Isaac Plant, a
-renowned citizen. He read, chased in gilt letters on the Aberdeen
-granite, the following lines:
-
-"Sacred to the memory of Adelaide Susan, wife of Isaac Plant, died 27th
-June, 1886, aged 47 years. And of Mary, wife of Isaac Plant, died 11th
-December, 1890, aged 33 years. And of Effie Harriet, wife of Isaac
-Plant, died 9th December, 1893, aged 27 years. _The Flower Fadeth_.
-And of Isaac Plant, died 9th February, 1894, aged 79 years. _I know
-that my Redeemer Liveth_." And the passionate career of the aged and
-always respectable rip seemed to Edwin to have been a wondrous thing.
-The love of life was in Isaac Plant. He had risen above death again and
-again. After having detested him, Edwin now liked him on the tombstone.
-
-And even in that hilly and bleak burial ground, with melancholy
-sepulchral parties and white wind-blown surplices dotted about the
-sodden slopes, and the stiff antipathetic multitude around the pit which
-held Auntie Hamps, and the terrible seared, harsh, grey-and-brown
-industrial landscape of the great smoking amphitheatre below, Edwin felt
-happy in the sensation of being alive and of having to contend with
-circumstance. He was inspired by the legend of Isaac Plant and of
-Auntie Hamps, who in very different ways had intensely lived. And he
-thought in the same mood of Tertius Ingpen, who was now understood to be
-past hope. If he died,--well, he also had intensely lived! And he
-thought too of Hilda, whose terrific vitality of emotion had caused him
-such hours of apprehension and exasperation. He exulted in all those
-hours. It seemed almost a pity that, by reason of his new-found
-understanding of Hilda, such hours would not recur. His heart flew
-impatiently forward into the future, to take up existence with her
-again.
-
-When the ministers pocketed their skull-caps and resumed their hats,
-everybody except Edwin appeared to feel relief in turning away from the
-grave. Faces brightened; footsteps were more alert. In the
-drawing-room Edwin had thought: "It will soon be over," and every face
-near him was saying, "It is over"; but now that it was over Edwin had a
-pang of depression at the eagerness with which all the mourners
-abandoned Auntie Hamps to her strange and desolate grave amid the
-sinister population of corpses.
-
-He lingered, glancing about. Mr. Breeze also lingered, and then in his
-downright manner squarely approached Edwin.
-
-"I'll walk down with ye to the gates," said he.
-
-"Yes," said Edwin.
-
-Mr. Breeze moved his head round with care. Their umbrellas touched. In
-front of them the broken units of a procession tramped in disorder,
-chatting.
-
-"I've got that will for you," said Mr. Breeze in a confidential tone.
-
-"What will?"
-
-"Mrs. Hamps's."
-
-"But your cashier said there was no will at your place!"
-
-"My cashier doesn't know everything," remarked Mr. Breeze. And in his
-voice was the satisfied grimness of a true native of the district, and a
-Longshaw man. "Mrs. Hamps deposited her will with me as much as a friend
-as anything else. The fact is I had it in my private safe. I should
-have called with it this morning, but I knew that you'd be busy, and
-what's more I can't go paying calls of a morning. Here it is."
-
-Mr. Breeze drew an endorsed foolscap envelope from the breast pocket of
-his overcoat, and handed it to Edwin.
-
-"Thanks," said Edwin very curtly. He could be as native as any native.
-But beneath the careful imperturbability of his demeanour he was not
-unagitated.
-
-"I've got a receipt for you to sign," said Mr. Breeze. "It's slipped
-into the envelope. Here's an ink-pencil."
-
-Edwin comprehended that he must stand still in the rain and sign a
-receipt for the will as best he could under an umbrella. He complied.
-Mr. Breeze said no more.
-
-"Good-bye, Mr. Breeze," said Edwin at the gates.
-
-"Good-day to you, Mr. Clayhanger."
-
-The coaches trotted down the first part of the hill into Bursley but as
-soon as the road became a street, with observant houses on either side,
-the pace was reduced to a proper solemnity. Edwin was amused and even
-uplifted by the thought of the will in his pocket; his own curiosity
-concerning it diverted him; he anticipated complications with a light
-heart. To Albert he said nothing on the subject, which somehow he could
-not bring himself to force bluntly into the conversation. Albert talked
-about his misfortunes at the works, including the last straw of the
-engine accident; and all the time he was vaguely indicating reasons--the
-presence of Bert in the carriage necessitated reticence--for his default
-in the interest-paying to Maggie. At intervals he gave out that he was
-expecting much from Bert, who at the New Year was to leave school for
-the works--and Bert taciturn behind his spectacles had to seem loyal,
-earnest, and promising.
-
-As they approached the Clowes Hospital Edwin saw a nurse in a bonnet,
-white bow, and fluent blue robe emerging from the shrubbery and putting
-up an umbrella. She looked delightful,--at once modest and piquant,
-until he saw that she was the night-nurse; and even then she still
-looked delightful. He thought: "I'd no idea she could look like that!"
-and began to admit to himself that perhaps in his encounters with her in
-the obscurity of the night he had not envisaged the whole of her
-personality. Involuntarily he leaned forward. Her eyes were
-scintillant and active, and they caught his. He saluted; she bowed,
-with a most inviting, challenging and human smile.
-
-"There's Nurse Faulkner!" he exclaimed to Albert. "I must just ask her
-how Ingpen is. I haven't heard to-day." He made as if to lean out of
-the window.
-
-"But you can't stop the procession!" Albert protested in horror, unable
-to conceive such an enormity.
-
-"I'll just slip out!" said Edwin, guiltily.
-
-He spoke to the coachman and the coach halted.
-
-In an instant he was on the pavement.
-
-"Drive on," he instructed the coachman, and to the outraged Albert:
-"I'll walk down."
-
-Nurse Faulkner, apparently flattered by the proof of her attractiveness,
-stopped and smiled upon the visitor. She had a letter in one hand.
-
-"Good afternoon, nurse."
-
-"Good morning, Mr. Clayhanger. I'm just going out for my morning walk
-before breakfast," said she.
-
-She had dimples. These dimples quite ignored Edwin's mourning and the
-fact that he had quitted a funeral in order to speak to her.
-
-"How is Mr. Ingpen to-day?" Edwin asked. He could read on the envelope
-in her hand the words "The Rev."
-
-She grew serious, and said in a low, cheerful tone: "I think he's going
-on pretty well."
-
-Edwin was startled.
-
-"D'you mean he's getting better?"
-
-"Slowly. He's taking food more easily. He was undoubtedly better this
-morning. I haven't seen him since, of course."
-
-"But the matron seemed to think----" He stopped, for the dimples began
-to reappear.
-
-"Matron always fears the worst, you know," said Nurse Faulkner, not
-without irony.
-
-"Does she?"
-
-The matron had never held out hope to Edwin; and he had unquestioningly
-accepted her opinion. It had not occurred to him that the matron of a
-hospital could be led astray by her instinctive unconscious appetite for
-gloom and disaster.
-
-The nurse nodded.
-
-"Then you think he'll pull through?"
-
-"I'm pretty sure he will. But of course I've not seen the doctor--I
-mean since the first night."
-
-"I'm awfully glad."
-
-"His brother came over from Darlington to see him yesterday evening, you
-know."
-
-"Yes. I just missed him."
-
-The nurse gave a little bow as she moved up the road.
-
-"Just going to the pillar-box," she explained. "Dreadful weather we're
-having!"
-
-He left her, feeling that he had made a new acquaintance.
-
-"She's in love with a parson, I bet," he said to himself. And he had to
-admit that she had charm--when off duty.
-
-The news about Ingpen filled him with bright joy. Everything was going
-well. Hilda would soon be home; George's eyes were not seriously wrong;
-the awful funeral was over; and his friend was out of
-danger--marvellously restored to him. Then he thought of the will. He
-glanced about to see whether anybody of importance was observing him.
-There was nobody. The coaches were a hundred yards in front. He drew
-out the envelope containing the will, managed to extract the will from
-the envelope, and opened the document,--not very easily because he was
-holding his umbrella.
-
-A small printed slip fluttered to the muddy pavement. He picked it up;
-it was a printed form of attestation clause, seemingly cut from
-Whitaker's Almanac:--"Signed by the testator (or testatrix as the case
-may be) in the presence of us, both present at the same time," etc.
-
-"She's got that right, anyhow," he murmured.
-
-Then, walking along, he read the will of Auntie Hamps. It was quickly
-spotted with raindrops.
-
-At the house the blinds were drawn up, and the women sedately cheerful.
-Maggie was actually teasing Bert about his new hat, and young Clara,
-active among the preparations for tea for six, was intensely and
-seriously proud at being included in the ceremonial party of adults.
-She did not suspect that the adults themselves had a novel sensation of
-being genuinely adult, and that the last representative of the older
-generation was gone, and that this common sensation drew them together
-rather wistfully.
-
-"Oh! By the way, there's a telegram for you," said Maggie, as Minnie
-left the dining-room after serving the last trayful of hot dishes and
-pots.
-
-Edwin took the telegram. It was from Hilda, to say that she and George
-would return on the morrow.
-
-"But what about the house being cleaned, and what about servants?" cried
-Edwin, affecting, in order to conceal his pleasure, an annoyance which
-he did not in the least feel.
-
-"Oh! Mrs. Tams has been looking after the house--I shall go round and
-see her after tea. I've got one servant for Hilda."
-
-"You never told me anything about it," said Edwin, who was struck, by no
-means for the first time, by the concealment which all the women
-practised.
-
-"Didn't I?" Maggie innocently murmured. "And then Minnie can go and
-help if necessary until you're all settled again. Hadn't we better have
-the gas lighted before we begin?"
-
-And in the warm cosiness of the small, ugly, dining-room shortly to be
-profaned by auctioneers and furniture-removers, amid the odours of tea
-and hot tea-cakes, and surrounded by the family faces intimate, beloved,
-and disdained, Edwin had an exciting vision of the new life with Hilda,
-and the vision was shot through with sharp flitting thoughts of the once
-gorgeous Auntie Hamps forlorn in the cemetery and already passing into
-oblivion.
-
-After tea, immediately the children had been sent home, he said,
-self-consciously to Albert:
-
-"I've got something for you."
-
-And offered the will. Maggie and Clara were upstairs.
-
-"What is it?"
-
-"It's Auntie's will. Breeze had it. He gave it to me in the cemetery.
-It seems he only knew this morning Auntie was dead. I think that was
-why he came up."
-
-"Well, I'm----!" Albert muttered.
-
-His hand trembled as he opened the paper.
-
-Auntie Hamps had made Edwin sole executor, and had left all her property
-in trust for Clara's children. Evidently she had reasoned that Edwin and
-Maggie had all they needed, and that the children of such a father as
-Albert could only be effectually helped in one way, which way she had
-chosen. The will was seven years old, and the astounding thing was that
-she had drawn it herself, having probably copied some of the wording
-from some source unknown. It was a wise if a rather ruthless will; and
-its provisions, like the manner of making it, were absolutely
-characteristic of the testatrix. Too mean to employ a lawyer, she had
-yet had a magnificent gesture of generosity towards that Benbow brood
-which she adored in her grandiose way. And further she had been clever
-enough not to invalidate the will by some negligent informality. It was
-as tight as if Julian Pidduck himself had drawn it.
-
-And she had managed to put Albert in a position highly exasperating.
-For he was both very pleased and very vexed. In slighting him, she had
-aggrandized his children.
-
-"What of it?" he asked nervously.
-
-"It's all right so far as I'm concerned," said Edwin, with a short
-laugh. And he was sincere, for he had no desire whatever to take a
-share of his aunt's modest wealth. He shrank from the trusteeship, but
-he knew that he could not avoid it, and he was getting accustomed to
-power and dominion. Albert would have to knuckle down to him, and Clara
-too.
-
-Maggie and Clara came back together into the room, noticeably sisterly.
-They perceived at once from the men's faces that they were in the
-presence of a historic event.
-
-"I say, Clary," Albert began; his voice quavered.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XX
-
- THE DISCOVERY
-
-
- I
-
-
-Hilda showed her smiling, flattering face at the door of Edwin's private
-office at a few minutes to one on Saturday morning, and she said:
-
-"I had to go to the dressmaker's after my shopping, so I thought I might
-as well call for you." She added with deference: "But I can wait if
-you're busy."
-
-True that the question of mourning had taken her to the dressmaker's,
-and that the dressmaker lived in Shawport Lane, not four minutes from
-the works; but such accidents had nothing to do with her call, which,
-being part of a scheme of Hilda's, would have occurred in any case.
-
-"I'm ready," said Edwin, pleased by the vision of his wife in the
-stylish wide-sleeved black jacket and black hat which she had bought in
-London. "What have you got in that parcel?"
-
-"It's your new office-coat," Hilda replied, depositing on the desk the
-parcel which had been partly concealed behind her muff. "I've mended
-the sleeves."
-
-"Aha!" Edwin lightly murmured. "Let's have a look at it."
-
-His benevolent attitude towards the new office-coat surprised and
-charmed her. Before her journey to London with George he would have
-jealously resented any interfering hand among his apparel, but since her
-return he had been exquisitely amenable. She thought, proud of herself:
-
-"It's really quite easy to manage him. I never used to go quite the
-right way about it."
-
-Her new system, which was one of the results of contact with London and
-which had been inaugurated a week earlier on the platform of Knype
-station when she stepped down from the London train, consisted chiefly
-in smiles, voice-control, and other devices to make Edwin believe in any
-discussion that she fully appreciated his point of view. Often (she was
-startled to find) this simulation had the unexpected result of causing
-her actually to appreciate his point of view. Which was very curious.
-
-London indeed had had its effect on Hilda. She had seen the Five Towns
-from a distance, and as something definitely provincial. Having lived
-for years at Brighton, which is almost a suburb of London, and also for
-a short time in London itself, she could not think of herself as a
-provincial, in the full sense in which Edwin, for example, was a
-provincial. She had gone to London with her son, not like a staring and
-intimidated provincial, but with the confidence of an initiate returning
-to the scene of initiation. And once she was there, all her old
-condescensions towards the dirty and primitive ingenuous Five Towns had
-very quickly revived. She discovered Charlie Orgreave, the fairly
-successful doctor in Ealing (a suburb rich in doctors), to be the
-perfect Londoner, and Janet, no longer useless and forlorn, scarcely
-less so. These two, indeed, had the air of having at length reached
-their proper home after being born in exile. The same was true of
-Johnnie Orgreave, now safely through the matrimonial court and married
-to his blonde Adela (formerly the ripping Mrs. Chris Hamson), whose
-money had bought him a junior partnership in an important architectural
-firm in Russell Square. Johnnie and Adela had come over from Bedford
-Park to Ealing to see Hilda, and Hilda had dined with them at Bedford
-Park at a table illuminated by crimson-shaded night-lights,--a repast
-utterly different in its appointments and atmosphere from anything
-conceivable in Trafalgar Road. The current Five Towns notion of Johnnie
-and his wife as two morally ruined creatures hiding for the rest of
-their lives in shame from an outraged public opinion, seemed merely
-comic in Ealing and Bedford Park. These people referred to the Five
-Towns with negligent affection, but with disdain, as to a community
-that, with all its good qualities, had not yet emerged from barbarism.
-They assumed that their attitude was also Hilda's, and Hilda, after a
-moment's secret resentment, had indeed made their attitude her own.
-When she mentioned that she hoped soon to move Edwin into a country
-house, they applauded and implied that no other course was possible.
-Withal, their respect, to say nothing of their regard, for Edwin, the
-astute and successful man of business, was obvious and genuine. The two
-brothers Orgreave, amid their possibly superficial splendours of
-professional men, hinted envy of the stability of Edwin's trade
-position. And both Janet and Adela, shopping with Hilda, showed her, by
-those inflections and eyebrow-liftings of which women possess the
-secret, that the wife of a solid and generous husband had quite as much
-economic importance in London as in the Five Towns.
-
-Thus when Hilda got into the train at Euston, she had in her head a plan
-of campaign compared to which the schemes entertained by her on the
-afternoon of the disastrous servants episode seemed amateurish and
-incomplete. And also she was like a returning adventurer, carrying back
-to his savage land the sacred torch of civilisation. She had perceived,
-as never before, the superior value of the suave and refined social
-methods of the metropolitan middle-classes, compared with the manners of
-the Five Towns, and it seemed to her, in her new enthusiasm for the art
-of life, that if she had ever had a difficulty with Edwin, her own
-clumsiness was to blame. She saw Edwin as an instrument to be played
-upon, and herself as a virtuoso. In such an attitude was necessarily a
-condescension. Yet this condescension somehow did not in the least
-affect the tenderness and the fever of her longing for Edwin. Her
-excitement grew as the train passed across the dusky December plain
-towards him. She thought of the honesty of his handshake and of his
-wistful glance. She knew that he was better than any of the people she
-had left,--either more capable, or more reliable, or more charitable, or
-all three. She knew that most of the people she had left were at heart
-snobs. "Am I getting a snob?" she asked herself. She had asked herself
-the question before. "I don't care if it is snobbishness. I want
-certain things, and I will have them, and they can call it what they
-like." Like the majority of women, she was incapable of being
-frightened by the names of her desires. She might be snobbish in one
-part of her, but in another she had the fiercest scorn for all that
-Ealing stood for. And in Edwin she admired nothing more than the fact
-that success had not modified his politics, which were as downright as
-they had ever been; she could not honestly say the same for herself; and
-assuredly the Orgreaves could not say the same for themselves. In
-politics, Edwin was an inspiration to her.
-
-And when the train entered the fiery zone of industry, and slackened
-speed amid the squalid twilit streets, and stopped at Knype station in
-front of a crowd of local lowering faces and mackintoshed and gaitered
-forms, and the damp chill of the Five Towns came in through the opened
-door of the compartment, her heart fell, and she regretted the elegance
-of Ealing. But simultaneously her heart was beating with ecstatic
-expectation. She saw Edwin's face. It was a local face. He wore
-mourning. He saw her; his eye lighted; his wistful smile appeared.
-"Yes," she thought, "he is the same as my image of him. He is better
-than any of them. I am safe. What a shame to have left him all alone!
-He was quite right--there was no need for it. But I am so impulsive. He
-must have suffered terribly with those Benbows, and shut out of his own
-house too." ... His hand thrilled her. In the terrible sincerity and
-outpouring of her kiss she sought to compensate him for all wrongs past
-and future. Her joy in being near him again made her tingle. His
-matter-of-fact calmness pleased her. She thought: "I know him, with his
-matter-of-fact calmness!" "Hello, kid," Edwin addressed George with
-man-to-man negligence. "Been looking after your mother?" George
-answered like a Londoner. She had them side by side. It was the fact
-that George had looked after her. London had matured him; he had picked
-up a little Ealing. He was past Edwin's shoulder. Indeed he was
-surprisingly near to being a man. She had both of them. On the
-platform they surrounded her with their masculine protection. George's
-secret deep respect for Edwin was not hidden from her.
-
-And yet, all the time, in her joy, reliance, love, admiration, eating
-him with her eyes, she was condescending to Edwin,--because she had
-plans for his good. She knew better than he did what would be for his
-good. And he was a provincial and didn't suspect it. "My poor boy!" she
-had said gleefully in the cab, pulling suddenly at a loose button of the
-old grey coat which he wore surreptitiously under his new black
-overcoat. "My poor boy, what a state you are in!" implying in her tone
-of affectionate raillery that without her he was a lost man. Through
-this loose button, she was his mother, his good angel, his saviour. The
-trifle had led to a general visitation of his wardrobe, conducted by her
-with metropolitan skill in humouring his susceptibilities.
-
-Edwin now tried on the new office-coat with the self-consciousness that
-none but an odious dandy can avoid on such occasions.
-
-"It seems warmer than it used to be," he said, pleased to have her
-beholding him and interesting herself in him, especially in his office.
-Her presence there, unless it happened to arouse his jealousy for his
-business independence, always pleasurably excited him. Her muff on the
-desk had the air of being the muff of a woman who was amorously
-interested in him, but his relations with whom were not regularised by
-the law or the church.
-
-"Yes," said she. "I've put some wash-leather inside the lining at the
-back."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"Well, didn't you say you felt the cold from the window, and it's bad
-for your liver?"
-
-Her glance said:
-
-"Am I not a clever woman?"
-
-And his replied:
-
-"You are."
-
-"That's the end of that, I hope, darling," she remarked, picking up the
-old office-coat and dropping it with charming affected disgust into the
-waste-paper basket.
-
-He shouted for the clerk, who entered with some letters for signature.
-Under the eyes of his wife Edwin signed them with the demeanour of a
-secretary of state signing the destiny of provinces, while the clerk
-respectfully waited.
-
-"I've asked Maggie to come up for the week-end," said Hilda carelessly,
-when they were alone together, and Edwin was straightening the desk
-preparatory to departure.
-
-Since her return she had become far more friendly with Maggie than ever
-before,--not because Maggie had revealed any new charm, but because she
-saw in Maggie a victim of injustice. Nothing during the week had more
-severely tested Hilda's new methods of intercourse with Edwin than the
-disclosure of the provisions of Auntie Hamps's will, which she had at
-once and definitely set down as monstrous. She simply could not
-comprehend Edwin's calm acceptance of them, and a month earlier she
-would have been bitter about it. It was not (she was convinced) that
-she coveted money, but that she hated unfairness. Why should the
-Benbows have all Auntie Hamps's possessions, and Edwin and Maggie, who
-had done a thousand times more for her than the Benbows, nothing?
-Hilda's conversation implied that the Benbows ought to be ashamed of
-themselves, and when Edwin pointed out that their good luck was not
-their fault, only a miracle of self-control had enabled her to say
-nicely: "That's quite true," instead of sneering: "That's you all over,
-Edwin!" When she learnt that Edwin would receive not a penny for his
-labours as executor and trustee for the Benbow children, she was
-speechless. Perceiving that he did not care for her to discourse upon
-what she considered to be the wrong done to him, she discoursed upon the
-wrong done to Maggie--Maggie who was already being deprived by the
-wicked Albert of interest due to her. And Edwin had to agree with her
-about Maggie's case. It appeared that Maggie also agreed with her about
-Maggie's case. As for the Benbows, Hilda had not deigned to say one word
-to them on the matter. A look, a tone, a silence, had sufficed to
-express the whole of Hilda's mind to those Benbows.
-
-"Oh!" said Edwin. "So Maggie's coming for the week-end, is she? Well,
-that's not a bad scheme." He knew that Maggie had been very helpful
-about servants, and that, the second servant having not yet arrived, she
-would certainly do much more work in the house than she "made." He
-pictured her and Hilda becoming still more intimate as they turned
-sheets and blankets and shook pillows on opposite sides of beds, and he
-was glad.
-
-"Yes," said Hilda. "I've called there this morning."
-
-"And what's she doing with Minnie?"
-
-"We've settled all that," said Hilda proudly. Edwin had told her in
-detail the whole story of Minnie, and she had behaved exactly as he had
-anticipated. Her championship of Minnie had been as passionate as her
-ruthless verdict upon Minnie's dead mistress. "The girl's aunt was there
-when I called. We've settled she is to go to Stone, and Maggie and I
-shall do something for her, and when it's all over I may take her on as
-housemaid. Maggie says she probably wouldn't make a bad housemaid.
-Anyhow it's all arranged for the present."
-
-"Then Maggie'll be without a servant?"
-
-"No, she won't. We shall manage that. Besides, I suppose Maggie won't
-stay on in that house all by herself for ever! ... It's just the right
-size, I see."
-
-"Just!" said Edwin.
-
-He was spreading over his desk a dust-sheet with a red scolloped edging
-which Hilda had presented to him three days earlier.
-
-She gazed at him with composed and justifiable self-satisfaction, as if
-saying: "Leave absolutely to me everything in my department, and see how
-smooth your life will be!"
-
-He would never praise her, and she had a very healthy appetite for
-praise, which appetite always went hungry. But now, instead of
-resenting his niggardly reserve, she said to herself: "Poor boy! He
-can't bring himself to pay compliments; that's it. But his eyes are
-full of delicious compliments." She was happy, even if apprehensive for
-the immediate future. There she was, established and respected in his
-office, which was his church and the successful rival of her boudoir.
-Her plans were progressing.
-
-She approached the real business of her call:
-
-"I was thinking we might have gone over to see Ingpen this afternoon."
-
-"Well, let's."
-
-Ingpen, convalescent, had insisted, two days earlier, on being removed
-to his own house, near the village of Stockbrook, a few miles south of
-Axe. The departure was a surprising example of the mere power of
-volition on the part of a patient. The routine of hospital life had
-exasperated the recovering soul of this priest of freedom to such a
-point that doctor, matron, and friends had had to yield to a mere
-instinct.
-
-"There's no decent train to go, and none at all to come back until
-nearly nine o'clock. And we can't cycle in this weather--at least I
-can't, especially in the dark."
-
-"Well, what about Sunday?"
-
-"The Sunday trains are worse."
-
-"What a ghastly line!" said Edwin. "And they have the cheek to pay five
-per cent! I remember Ingpen telling me there was one fairish train into
-Knype in the morning, and one out in the afternoon. And there wouldn't
-be that if the Locomotive Superintendent didn't happen to live at Axe."
-
-"It's a pity you haven't got a dog-cart, isn't it?" said Hilda, lightly
-smiling. "Because then we could use the works horse now and then, and
-it wouldn't really cost anything extra, would it?"
-
-Her heart was beating perceptibly.
-
-Edwin shook his head, agreeably, but with firmness.
-
-"Can't mix up two different things like that!" he said.
-
-She knew it. She was aware of the whole theory of horse-owning among
-the upper trading-class in the Five Towns. A butcher might use his cob
-for pleasure on Sundays--he never used it for pleasure on any other
-day--but traders on a higher plane than butchers drew between the works
-and the house a line which a works horse was not permitted to cross.
-One or two, perhaps,--but not the most solid--would put a carter into a
-livery overcoat and a shabby top-hat and describe him as a coachman
-while on rare afternoons he drove a landau or a victoria picked up cheap
-at Axe or Market Drayton. But the majority had no pretensions to the
-owning of private carriages. The community was not in fact a carriage
-community. Even the Orgreaves had never dreamed of a carriage. Old
-Darius Clayhanger would have been staggered into profanity by the
-suggestion of such a thing. Indeed, until some time after old
-Clayhanger's death the printing business had been content to deliver all
-its orders in a boy-pushed handcart. Only when Edwin discovered that,
-for instance, two thousand catalogues on faced clay paper could not be
-respectably delivered in a handcart, had he steeled himself to the
-prodigious move of setting up a stable. He had found an entirely
-trustworthy ostler-carter with the comfortable name of Unchpin, and, an
-animal and a tradesman's covered cart having been bought, he had left
-the affair to Unchpin. Naturally he had never essayed to drive the
-tradesman's cart. And Edwin Clayhanger could not be seen on the
-insecure box of a tradesman's cart. He had learnt nothing about horses
-except that a horse should be watered before, and not after, being fed,
-that shoeing cost a shilling a week and fodder a shilling a day, and
-that a horse driven over a hundred and fifty miles a week was likely to
-get "a bit over" at the knees. At home the horse and cart had always
-been regarded as being just as exclusively a works item as the
-printing-machines or the steam-engine.
-
-"I suppose," said Hilda carefully, "you've got all the work one horse
-can do?"
-
-"And more."
-
-"Well, then, why don't you buy another one?" She tried to speak
-carelessly, without genuine interest.
-
-"Yes, no doubt!" Edwin answered drily. "And build fresh stables, too."
-
-"Haven't you got room for two?"
-
-"Come along and look, and then perhaps you'll be satisfied."
-
-Buzzers, syrens, and whistles began to sound in the neighbourhood. It
-was one o'clock.
-
-"Shall I? ... Your overcoat collar's turned up behind. Let me do it."
-
-She straightened the collar.
-
-They went out, through the clerk's office. Edwin gave a sideways nod to
-Simpson. In the passage some girls and a few men were already hurrying
-forth. None of them took notice of Edwin and Hilda. They all plunged
-for the street as though the works had been on fire.
-
-"They are in a hurry, my word!" Hilda murmured, with irony.
-
-"And why shouldn't they be?" the employer protested almost angrily.
-
-In the small yard stood the horseless cart, with "Edwin Clayhanger,
-Lithographer and Steam Printer, Bursley," on both its sides. The stable
-and cart-shed were in one penthouse, and to get to the stable it was
-necessary to pass through the cart-shed. Unchpin, a fat man of forty
-with a face marked by black seams, was bending over a chaff-cutter in
-the cart-shed. He ignored the intruders. The stable consisted of one
-large loose-box, in which a grey animal was restlessly moving.
-
-"You see!" Edwin muttered curtly.
-
-"Oh! What a beautiful horse! I've never seen him before."
-
-"Her," Edwin corrected.
-
-"Is it a mare?"
-
-"So they say!"
-
-"I never knew you'd got a fresh one."
-
-"I haven't--yet. I've taken this one for a fortnight's trial, from
-Chawner.... How's she doing, Unchpin?" he called to the cart-shed.
-
-Unchpin looked round and stared.
-
-"Bit light," he growled and turned back to the chaff-cutter, which he
-seemed to be repairing.
-
-"I thought so," said Edwin.
-
-"But her's a good 'un," he added.
-
-"But where's the old horse?" asked Hilda.
-
-"With God," Edwin replied. "Dropped down dead last week."
-
-"What of?"
-
-Edwin shook his head.
-
-"It's a privilege of horses to do that sort of thing," he said.
-"They're always doing it."
-
-"You never told me."
-
-"Well, you weren't here, for one thing."
-
-The mare inquisitively but cautiously put her muzzle over the door of
-the box. Hilda stroked her. The animal's mysterious eyes, her
-beautiful coat, her broad back, her general bigness relatively to Hilda,
-the sound of her feet among the litter on the paving stones, the smell
-of the stable,--these things enchanted Hilda.
-
-"I should adore horses!" she breathed, half to herself, ecstatically;
-and wondered whether she would ever be able to work her will on Edwin in
-the matter of a dog-cart. She pictured herself driving the grey mare,
-who had learnt to love her, in a flashing dog-cart, Edwin by her side on
-the front-seat. Her mind went back enviously to Tavy Mansion and
-Dartmoor. But she felt that Edwin had not enough elasticity to
-comprehend the rapture of her dream. She foresaw nearly endless trouble
-and altercation and chicane before she could achieve her end. She was
-ready to despair, but she remembered her resolutions and took heart.
-
-"I say, Unchpin," said Edwin. "I suppose this box couldn't be made into
-two stalls?"
-
-Unchpin on his gaitered legs clumped towards the stable, and gazed
-gloomily into the box. When he had gazed for some time, he touched his
-cap to Hilda.
-
-"It could," he announced.
-
-"Could you get a trap into the shed as well as the cart?"
-
-"Ay! If ye dropped th' shafts o' th' trap under th' cart. What of it,
-mester?"
-
-"Nothing. Only missis is going to have this mare."
-
-After a pause, Unchpin muttered:
-
-"Missis, eh!"
-
-Hilda had moved a little away into the yard. Edwin approached her,
-flushing slightly, and with a self-consciousness which he tried to
-dissipate with one wink. Hilda's face was set hard.
-
-"I must just go back to the office," she said, in a queer voice.
-
-She walked quickly, Edwin following. Simpson beheld their return with
-gentle surprise. In the private office Hilda shut the door. She then
-ran to the puzzled Edwin, and kissed him with the most startling
-vehemence, clasping her arms--in one hand she still held the muff--round
-his neck. She loved him for being exactly as he was. She preferred his
-strange, uncouth method of granting a request, of yielding, of
-flattering her caprice, to any politer, more conventional methods of the
-metropolis. She thought that no other man could be as deeply romantic
-as Edwin. She despised herself for ever having been misled by the
-surface of him. And even the surface of him she saw now as it were,
-through the prism of passionate affection, to be edged with the blending
-colours of the rainbow. And when they came again out of the office,
-after the sacred rite, and Edwin, as uplifted as she, glanced back
-nevertheless at the sheeted desk and the safe and the other objects in
-the room with the half-mechanical habitual solicitude of a man from whom
-the weight of responsibility is never lifted, she felt saddened because
-she could not enter utterly into his impenetrable soul, and live through
-all his emotions, and comprehend like a creator the always baffling
-wistfulness of his eyes. This sadness was joy; it was the aura of her
-tremendous satisfaction in his individuality and in her triumph and in
-the thought: "I alone stand between him and desolation."
-
-
-
- II
-
-
-"Wo!" exclaimed Hilda broadly, bringing the mare and the vehicle to a
-standstill in front of the "Live and Let Live" inn in the main street of
-the village of Stockbrook, which lay about a mile and a half off the
-high road from the Five Towns to Axe. And immediately the mare stopped
-she was enveloped in her own vapour.
-
-"Ha!" exclaimed Edwin, with faint benevolent irony. "And no bones
-broken!"
-
-A man came out from the stable-yard.
-
-The village of Stockbrook gave the illusion that hundreds of English
-villages were giving that Christmas morning,--the illusion that its name
-was Arcadia, that finality had been reached, and that the forces of
-civilisation could go no further. More suave than a Dutch village,
-incomparably neater and cleaner and more delicately finished than a
-French village, it presented, in the still, complacent atmosphere of
-long tradition, a picturesque medley of tiny architectures nearly every
-aspect of which was beautiful. And if seven people of different ages
-and sexes lived in a two-roomed cottage under a thatched roof hollowed
-by the weight of years, without drains and without water, and also
-without freedom, the beholder was yet bound to conclude that by some
-mysterious virtue their existence must be gracious, happy, and in fact
-ideal--especially on Christmas Day, though Christmas Day was also
-Quarter Day--and that they would not on any account have it altered in
-the slightest degree. Who could believe that fathers of families drank
-away their children's bread in the quaint tap-room of that creeper-clad
-hostel--a public-house fit to produce ecstasy in the heart of every
-American traveller--"The Live and Let Live"? Who could have believed
-that the Wesleyan Methodists already singing a Christmas hymn inside the
-dwarf Georgian conventicle, and their fellow-Christians straggling under
-the lych into the church-yard, scorned one another with an immortal
-detestation, each claiming a monopoly in knowledge of the unknowable?
-But after all the illusion of Arcadia was not entirely an illusion. In
-this calm, rime-decked, Christmas-imbued village, with its motionless
-trees enchanted beneath a vast grey impenetrable cloud, a sort of
-relative finality had indeed been reached,--the end of an epoch that was
-awaiting dissolution.
-
-Edwin had not easily agreed to the project of shutting up house for the
-day and eating the Christmas dinner with Tertius Ingpen. Although
-customarily regarding the ritual of Christmas, with its family visits,
-its exchange of presents, its feverish kitchen activity, its somewhat
-insincere gaiety, its hours of boredom, and its stomachic regrets, as an
-ordeal rather than a delight, he nevertheless abandoned it with
-reluctance and a sense of being disloyal to something sacred. But the
-situation of Ingpen, Hilda's strong desire and her teasing promise of a
-surprise, and the still continuing dearth of servants had been good
-arguments to persuade him.
-
-And though he had left Trafalgar Road moody and captious, thinking all
-the time of the deserted and cold home, he had arrived in Stockbrook
-tingling and happy, and proud of Hilda,--proud of her verve, her
-persistency, and her success. She had carried him very far on the wave
-of her new enthusiasm for horse-traction. She had beguiled him into
-immediately spending mighty sums on a dog-cart, new harness, rugs, a
-driving-apron, and a fancy whip. She had exhausted Unchpin, upset the
-routine of the lithographic business, and gravely overworked the mare,
-in her determination to learn to drive. She had had the equipage out at
-night for her lessons. On the other hand she had not in the least
-troubled herself about the purchase of a second horse for mercantile
-purposes, and a second horse had not yet been bought.
-
-When she had announced that she would herself drive her husband and son
-over to Stockbrook, Edwin had absolutely negatived the idea; but Unchpin
-had been on her side; she had done the double journey with Unchpin, who
-judged her capable and the mare (eight years old) quite reliable, and
-who moreover wanted Christmas as much as possible to himself. And Hilda
-had triumphed. Walking the mare uphill--and also downhill--she had
-achieved Stockbrook in safety; and the conquering air with which she
-drew up at the "Live and Let Live" was delicious. The chit's happiness
-and pride radiated out from her. It seemed to Edwin that by the mere
-strength of violition she had actually created the dog-cart and its
-appointments, and the mare too! And he thought that he himself had not
-lived in vain if he could procure her such sensations as her glowing
-face then displayed. Her occasionally overbearing tenacity, and the
-little jars which good resolutions several weeks old had naturally not
-been powerful enough to prevent, were forgotten and forgiven. He would
-have given all his savings to please her caprice, and been glad. A
-horse and trap, or even a pair of horses and a landau, were a trifling
-price to pay for her girlish joy and for his own tranquillity in his
-beloved house and business.
-
-"Catch me, both of you!" cried Hilda.
-
-Edwin had got down, and walked round behind the vehicle to the footpath,
-where George stood grinning. The stableman, in classic attitude, was at
-the mare's head.
-
-Hilda jumped rather wildly. It was Edwin who countered the shock of her
-descent. The edge of her velvet hat knocked against his forehead,
-disarranging his cap. He could smell the velvet, as for an instant he
-held his wife--strangely acquiescent and yielding--in his arms, and
-there was something intimately feminine in the faint odour. All Hilda's
-happiness seemed to pass into him, and that felicity sufficed for him.
-He did not desire any happiness personal to himself. He wanted only to
-live in her. His contentment was profound, complete, rapturous.
-
-And yet in the same moment, reflecting that Hilda would certainly have
-neglected the well-being of the mare, he could say to the stableman:
-
-"Put the rug over her, will you?"
-
-"Hello! Here's Mr. Ingpen!" announced George, as he threw the coloured
-rug on the mare.
-
-Ingpen, pale and thickly enveloped, came slowly round the bend of the
-road, waving and smiling. He had had a relapse, after a too early
-sortie, and was recovering from it.
-
-"I made sure you'd be about here," he said, shaking hands. "Merry
-Christmas, all!"
-
-"Ought you to be out, my lad?" Edwin asked heartily.
-
-"Out? Yes. I'm as fit as a fiddle. And I've been ordered mild
-exercise." He squared off gaily against George and hit the stout
-adolescent in the chest.
-
-"What about all your parcels, Hilda?" Edwin enquired.
-
-"Oh! We'll call for them afterwards."
-
-"Afterwards?"
-
-"Yes. Come along--before you catch a chill." She winked openly at
-Ingpen, who returned the wink. "Come along, dear. It's not far. We
-have to walk across the fields."
-
-"Put her up, sir?" the stableman demanded of Edwin.
-
-"Yes. And give her a bit of a rub down," he replied absently,
-remembering various references of Hilda's to a surprise. His heart
-misgave him. Ingpen and Hilda looked like plotters, very intimate and
-mischievous. He had a notion that living with a woman was comparable to
-living with a volcano--you never knew when a dangerous eruption might
-not occur.
-
-Within three minutes the first and minor catastrophe had occurred.
-
-"Bit sticky, this field path of yours," said Edwin, uneasily.
-
-They were all four slithering about in brown clay under a ragged hedge
-in which a few red berries glowed.
-
-"It was as hard as iron the day before yesterday," said Hilda.
-
-"Oh! So you were here the day before yesterday, were you? ... What's
-that house there?" Edwin turned to Ingpen.
-
-"He's guessed it in one!" Ingpen murmured, and then went off into his
-characteristic crescendo laugh.
-
-The upper part of a late eighteenth-century house, squat and square,
-with yellow walls, black uncurtained windows, high slim chimney, and a
-blue slate roof, showed like a gigantic and mysterious fruit in a clump
-of variegated trees, some of which were evergreen.
-
-"Ladderedge Hall, my boy," said Ingpen. "Seat of the Beechinors for
-about a hundred years."
-
-"'Seat', eh!" Edwin murmured sarcastically.
-
-"It's been empty for two years," remarked Hilda brightly. "So we
-thought we'd have a look at it."
-
-And Edwin said to himself that he had divined all along what the
-surprise was. It was astounding that a man could pass with such
-rapidity as Edwin from vivid joy to black and desolate gloom. She well
-knew that the idea of living in the country was extremely repugnant to
-him, and that nothing would ever induce him to consent to it. And yet
-she must needs lay this trap for him, prepare this infantile surprise,
-and thereby spoil his Christmas, she who a few moments earlier had been
-the embodiment of surrender in his arms! He said no word. He hummed a
-few notes and glanced airily to right and left with an effort after
-unconcern. The presence of Ingpen and the boy, and the fact of
-Christmas, forbade him to speak freely. He could not suddenly stop and
-drive his stick into the earth and say savagely:
-
-"Now listen to me! Once for all, I won't have this country house idea!
-So let it be understood,--if you want a row, you know how to get it."
-
-The appearance of amity--and the more high-spirited the better--must be
-kept up throughout the day. Nevertheless in his heart he challenged
-Hilda desperately. All her good qualities became insignificant, all his
-benevolent estimates of her seemed ridiculous. She was the impossible
-woman. He saw a tremendous vista of unpleasantness, for her obstinacy
-in warfare was known to him, together with her perfect lack of scruple,
-of commonsense, and of social decency. He had made her a present of a
-horse and trap--solely to please her--and this was his reward! The more
-rope you gave these creatures, the more they wanted! But he would give
-no more rope. Compromise was at an end. The battle would be joined that
-night.... In his grim and resolute dejection there was something almost
-voluptuous. He continued to glance airily about, and at intervals to
-hum a few notes.
-
-Over a stile they dropped into a rutty side-road, and opposite was the
-worn iron gate of Ladderedge Hall, with a house-agent's board on it. A
-short curved gravel drive, filmed with green, led to the front-door of
-the house. In front were a lawn and a flower-garden, beyond a paddock,
-and behind a vegetable garden and a glimpse of stabling; a compact
-property! Ingpen drew a great key from his pocket. The plotters were
-all prepared; they took their victim for a simpleton, a ninny, a lamb!
-
-In the damp echoing interior Edwin gazed without seeing, and heard as in
-a dream without listening. This was the hall, this the dining-room, this
-the drawing-room, this the morning-room.... White marble mantelpieces,
-pre-historic grates, wall-paper hanging in strips, cobwebs, uneven
-floors, scaly ceilings, the invisible vapour of human memories! This
-was the kitchen, enormous; then the larder, enormous, and the scullery
-still more enormous (with a pump-handle flanking the slopstone)! No
-water. No gas. And what was this room opening out of the kitchen? Oh!
-That must be the servants' hall.... Servants' hall indeed! Imagine
-Edwin Clayhanger living in a "Hall," with a servants' hall therein!
-Snobbishness unthinkable! He would not be able to look his friends in
-the face.... On the first floor, endless bedrooms, but no bath-room.
-Here, though, was a small bedroom that would make a splendid
-bath-room.... Ingpen, the ever expert, conceived a tank-room in the
-roof, and traced routes for plumbers' pipes. George, excited, and
-comprehending that he must conduct himself as behoved an architect, ran
-up to the attic floor to study on the spot the problem of the tank-room,
-and Ingpen followed. Edwin stared out of a window at the prospect of
-the Arcadian village lying a little below across the sloping fields.
-
-"Come along, Edwin," Hilda coaxed.
-
-Yes, she had pretended a deep concern for the welfare of the suffering
-feckless bachelor, Tertius Ingpen. She had paid visit after visit in
-order to watch over his convalescence. Choosing to ignore his scorn for
-all her sex, she had grown more friendly with him than even Edwin had
-ever been. Indeed by her sympathetic attentions she had made Edwin seem
-callous in comparison. And all the time she had merely been pursuing a
-private design--with what girlish deceitfulness.
-
-In the emptiness of the house the voices of Ingpen and George echoed
-from above down the second flight of stairs.
-
-"No good going to the attics," muttered Edwin, on the landing.
-
-Hilda, half cajoling, half fretful, protested:
-
-"Now, Edwin, don't be disagreeable."
-
-He followed her on high, martyrised. The front wall of the house rose
-nearly to the top of the attic windows, screening and darkening them.
-
-"Cheerful view!" Edwin growled.
-
-He heard Ingpen saying that the place could be had on a repairing lease
-for sixty-five pounds a year, and that perhaps £1,200 would buy it.
-Dirt cheap.
-
-"Ah!" Edwin murmured. "I know those repairing leases. £1,000 wouldn't
-make this barn fit to live in."
-
-He knew that Ingpen and Hilda exchanged glances.
-
-"It's larger than Tavy Mansion," said Hilda.
-
-Tavy Mansion! There was the secret! Tavy Mansion was at the bottom of
-her scheme. Alicia Hesketh had a fine house, and Hilda must have a
-finer. She, Hilda, of all people, was a snob. He had long suspected it.
-
-He rejoined sharply: "Of course it isn't larger than Tavy Mansion! It
-isn't as large."
-
-"Oh! Edwin. How can you say such things!"
-
-In the portico, as Ingpen was re-locking the door, the husband said
-negligently, superiorly, cheerfully:
-
-"It's not so bad. I expect there's hundreds of places like this up and
-down the country--going cheap."
-
-The walk back to the "Live and Let Live" was irked by constraint,
-against which everyone fought nobly, smiling, laughing, making remarks
-about cockrobins, the sky, the Christmas dinner.
-
-"So I hear it's settled you're going to London when you leave school,
-kiddie," said Tertius Ingpen, to bridge over a fearful hiatus in the
-prittle-prattle.
-
-George, so big now and so mannishly dressed as to be amused and not a
-bit hurt by the appellation "kiddie," confirmed the statement in his
-deepening voice.
-
-Edwin thought:
-
-"It's more than _I_ hear, anyway!"
-
-Hilda had told him that during the visit to London the project for
-articling George to Johnnie Orgreave had been revived, but she had not
-said that a decision had been taken. Though Edwin from careful pride
-had not spoken freely--George being Hilda's affair and not his--he had
-shown no enthusiasm. Johnnie Orgreave had sunk permanently in his
-esteem--scarcely less so than Jimmie, whose conjugal eccentricities had
-scandalised the Five Towns and were achieving the ruin of the Orgreave
-practice; or than Tom, who was developing into a miser. Moreover, he
-did not at all care for George going to London. Why should it be
-thought necessary for George to go to London? The sagacious and
-successful provincial in Edwin was darkly jealous of London, as a rival
-superficial and brilliant. And now he learnt from Ingpen that George's
-destiny was fixed.... A matter of small importance, however!
-
-Did "they" seriously expect him to travel from Ladderedge Hall to his
-works, and from his works to Ladderedge Hall every week-day of his life?
-He laughed sardonically to himself.
-
-Out came the sun, which George greeted with a cheer. And Edwin, to his
-own surprise, began to feel hungry.
-
-
-
- III
-
-
-"I shan't take that house, you know," said Edwin, casually and yet
-confidentially, in a pause which followed a long analysis, by Ingpen, of
-Ingpen's sensations in hospital before he was out of danger.
-
-They sat on opposite sides of a splendid extravagant fire in Ingpen's
-dining-room.
-
-Ingpen, sprawling in a shabby, uncomfortable easychair, and flushed with
-the activity of digestion, raised his eyebrows, squinted down at the
-cigarette between his lips, and answered impartially:
-
-"No. So I gather. Of course you must understand it was Hilda's plan to
-go up there. I merely fell in with it,--simplest thing to do in these
-cases!"
-
-"Certainly."
-
-Thus they both condescended to the feather-headed capricious woman,
-dismissed her, and felt a marked access of sincere intimacy on a plane
-of civilisation exclusively masculine.
-
-In the succeeding silence of satisfaction and relief could be heard
-George, in the drawing-room above, practising again the piano part of a
-Haydn violin sonata which he had very nervously tried over with Ingpen
-while they were awaiting dinner.
-
-Ingpen said suddenly:
-
-"I say, old chap! Why have you never mentioned that you happened to
-meet a certain person in my room at Hanbridge that night you went over
-there for me?" He frowned.
-
-Edwin had a thrill, pleasurable and apprehensive, at the prospect of a
-supreme confidence.
-
-"It was no earthly business of mine," he answered lightly. But his tone
-conveyed: "You surely ought to be aware that my loyalty and my
-discretion are complete."
-
-And Ingpen, replying to Edwin's tone, said with a simple directness that
-flattered Edwin to the heart:
-
-"Naturally I knew I was quite safe in your hands.... I've reassured the
-lady." Ingpen smiled slightly.
-
-Edwin was too proud to tell Ingpen that he had not said a word to Hilda,
-and Ingpen was too proud to tell Edwin that he assumed as much.
-
-At that moment Hilda came into the room, murmuring a carol that some
-children of Stockbrook had sung on the doorstep during dinner.
-
-"Don't be afraid--I'm not going to interrupt. I know you're in the
-thick of it," said she archly, not guessing how exactly truthful she
-was.
-
-Ingpen, keeping his presence of mind in the most admirable manner,
-rejoined with irony:
-
-"You don't mean to say you've finished already explaining to Mrs. Dummer
-how she ought to run my house for me!"
-
-"How soon do you mean to have this table cleared?" asked Hilda.
-
-The Christmas dinner, served by a raw girl in a large bluish-white
-pinafore, temporarily hired to assist Mrs. Dummer the housekeeper, had
-been a good one. Its only real fault was that it had had a little too
-much the air of being a special and mighty effort; and although it owed
-something to Hilda's parcels, Ingpen was justified in the
-self-satisfaction which he did not quite conceal as a bachelor host.
-But now, under Hilda's quizzing gaze, not merely the table but the room
-and the house sank to the tenth-rate. The coarse imperfections of the
-linen and the cutlery grew very apparent; the disorder of bottles and
-glasses and cups recalled the refectory of an inferior club. And the
-untidiness of the room, heaped with accumulations of newspapers,
-magazines, documents, books, boxes and musical-instrument cases, loudly
-accused the solitary despot whose daily caprices of arrangement were
-perpetuated and rendered sacred by the ukase that nothing was to be
-disturbed. Hilda's glinting eyes seemed to challenge each corner and
-dark place to confess its shameful dirt, and the malicious poise of her
-head mysteriously communicated the fact that in the past fortnight she
-had spied out every sinister secret in the whole graceless, primitive
-wigwam.
-
-"This table," retorted Ingpen bravely, "is going to be cleared when it
-won't disturb me to have it cleared."
-
-"All right," said Hilda. "But Mrs. Dummer does want to get on with her
-washing-up."
-
-"Look here, madam," Ingpen replied. "You're a little ray of sunshine,
-and all that, and I'm the first to say so; but I'm not your husband."
-He made a warning gesture. "Now don't say you'd be sorry for any woman
-I was the husband of. Think of something more original." He burst out
-laughing.
-
-Hilda went to the window and looked out at the fading day.
-
-"Please, I only popped in to say it's nearly a quarter to three, and
-George and I will go down to the inn and bring the dog-cart up here. I
-want a little walk. We shan't get home till dark as it is."
-
-"Oh! Chance it and stop for tea, and all will be forgiven."
-
-"Drive home in the dark? Not much!" Edwin murmured.
-
-"He's afraid of my driving," said Hilda.
-
-When Edwin and Ingpen were alone together once more, Ingpen's expression
-changed back instantly to that which Hilda had disturbed, and Edwin's
-impatience, which had uneasily simmered during the interruption, began
-to boil.
-
-"Her husband's in a lunatic asylum, I may tell you," said Ingpen.
-
-"Whose?"
-
-"The young woman's in question."
-
-For Edwin, it was as if a door had opened in a wall and disclosed a vast
-unsuspected garden of romance.
-
-"Really!"
-
-"Yes, my boy," Ingpen went on, quietly, with restraint, but not without
-a naïve and healthy pride in the sudden display of the marvellous
-garden. "And I didn't meet her at a concert, or on the Grand Canal, or
-anything of that sort. I met her in a mill at Oldham while I was doing
-my job. He was the boss of the mill; I walked into an office and he was
-lying on the floor on the flat of his back, and she was wiping her feet
-on his chest. He was saying in a very anxious tone: 'You aren't half
-wiping them. Harder! Harder!' That was his little weakness, you see.
-He happened to be convinced that he was a doormat. She had been hiding
-the thing for weeks, coming with him to the works, and so on, to calm
-him." Ingpen spoke more quickly and excitedly: "I never saw a more
-awful thing in my life! I never saw a more awful thing in my life! And
-coming across it suddenly, you see.... There was something absolutely
-odious in him lying down like that, and her trying to soothe him in the
-way he wanted. You should have seen the serious expression of his face,
-simply bursting with anxiety for her to wipe her boots properly on him.
-And her face when she caught sight of me. Oh! Dreadful! Dreadful!"
-Ingpen paused, and then continued calmly: "Of course I soon tumbled to
-it. For the matter of that, it didn't want much tumbling to. He went
-raving mad the same afternoon. And he's been more or less raving mad
-ever since."
-
-"What a ghastly business.... Any children?"
-
-"No, thank God!" Ingpen answered with fresh emotion. "But don't you
-forget that she's still the wife of that lunatic, and he'll probably
-live for ever. She's tied up to him just as if she was tied up to a
-post. Those are our Divorce Laws! Isn't it appalling? Isn't it
-inconceivable? Just think of the situation of that woman!" Ingpen
-positively glared at Edwin in the intensity of his indignation.
-
-"Awful!" Edwin murmured.
-
-"Quite alone in the world, you know!" said Ingpen. "I'm hanged if I know
-what she'd have done without me. She hadn't a friend--at any rate she
-hadn't a friend with a grain of sense. Astonishing how solitary some
-couples are! ... It aged her frightfully. She's much younger than she
-looks. Happily there was a bit of money--enough in fact."
-
-Deeply as Edwin had been impressed by his romantic discovery of a woman
-in Ingpen's room at Hanbridge, he was still more impressed by it now.
-He saw the whole scene again, and saw it far more poetically. He accused
-himself of blindness, and also of a certain harshness of attitude
-towards the woman. He endowed her now with wondrous qualities. The
-adventure, in its tragicalness and its clandestine tenderness, was
-enchanting. How exquisite must be the relations between Ingpen and the
-woman if without warning she could go to his lair at night and wait
-confidently for his return! How divine the surprise for him, how ardent
-the welcome! He envied Ingpen. And also he admired him, for Ingpen had
-obviously conducted the affair with worthy expertise. And he had known
-how to win devotion.
-
-With an air of impartiality Ingpen proceeded:
-
-"You wouldn't see her quite at her best, I'm afraid. She's very shy--and
-naturally she'd be more shy than ever when you saw her. She's quite a
-different woman when the shyness has worn off. The first two or three
-times I met her I must say I didn't think she was anything more than a
-nice well-meaning creature,--you know what I mean. But she's much more
-than that. Can't play, but I believe she has a real feeling for music.
-She has time for reading, and she does read. And she has a more
-masculine understanding than nearly any other woman I've ever come
-across."
-
-"You wait a bit!" thought Edwin. This simplicity on the part of a
-notable man of the world pleased him and gave him a comfortable sense of
-superiority.
-
-Aloud he responded sympathetically:
-
-"Good! ... Do I understand she's living in the Five Towns now?"
-
-"Yes," said Ingpen, after a hesitation. He spoke in a peculiar,
-significant voice, carefully modest. The single monosyllable conveyed
-to Edwin: "I cannot deny it. I was necessary to this woman, and in the
-end she followed me!"
-
-Edwin was impressed anew by the full revelation of romance which had
-concealed itself in the squalid dailiness of the Five Towns.
-
-"In fact," said Ingpen, "you never know your luck. If she'd been free I
-might have been fool enough to get married."
-
-"Why do you say a thing like that?"
-
-"Because I think I should be a fool to marry." Ingpen tapping his front
-teeth with his finger-nail, spoke reflectively, persuasively, and with
-calm detachment.
-
-"Why?" asked Edwin, persuasively also, but nervously, as though the
-spirit of adventure in the search for truth was pushing him to fatal
-dangers.
-
-"Marriage isn't worth the price--for me, that is. I daresay I'm
-peculiar." Ingpen said this quite seriously, prepared to consider
-impartially the proposition that he was peculiar. "The fact is, my boy,
-I think my freedom is worth a bit more than I could get out of any
-marriage."
-
-"That's all very well," said Edwin, trying to speak with the same
-dispassionate conviction as Ingpen, and scarcely succeeding. "But look
-what you miss! Look how you live!" Almost involuntarily he glanced
-with self-complacence round the unlovely, unseemly room, and his glance
-seemed to penetrate ceilings and walls, and to discover and condemn the
-whole charmless house from top to bottom.
-
-"Why? What's the matter with it?" Ingpen replied uneasily; a slight
-flush came into his cheeks. "Nobody has a more comfortable bed or more
-comfortable boots than I have. How many women can make coffee as good
-as mine? No woman ever born can make first-class tea. I have all I
-want."
-
-"No, you don't. And what's the good of talking about coffee, and tea,
-and beds?"
-
-"Well, what else is there I want that I haven't got? If you mean fancy
-cushions and draperies, no, thanks!"
-
-"You know what I mean all right.... And then 'freedom' as you say.
-What do you mean by freedom?"
-
-"I don't specially mean," said Ingpen, tranquil and benevolent, "what I
-may call physical freedom. I'd give that up. I like a certain amount
-of untidiness, for instance, and I don't think an absence of dust is the
-greatest thing in the world; but I wouldn't in the least mind giving all
-that up. It wouldn't really matter to me. What I won't give up is my
-intellectual freedom. Perhaps I mean intellectual honesty. I'd give up
-even my intellectual freedom if I could be deprived of it fairly and
-honestly. But I shouldn't be. There's almost no intellectual honesty in
-marriage. There can't be. The entire affair is a series of compromises,
-chiefly base on the part of the man. The alternative is absolute
-subjection of the woman, which is offensive. No woman not absolutely a
-slave ever hears the truth except in anger. You can't say the same
-about men, and you know it. I'm not blaming; I'm stating. Even
-assuming a married man gets a few advantages that I miss, they're all
-purely physical----"
-
-"Oh no! Not at all."
-
-"My boy," Ingpen insisted, sitting up, and gazing earnestly at Edwin.
-"Analyse them down, and they're all physical--all! And I tell you I
-won't pay the price for them. I won't. I've no grievance against
-women; I can enjoy being with women as much as anybody, but I won't--I
-will not--live permanently on their level. That's why I say I might
-have been fool enough to get married. It's quite simple."
-
-"Hm!"
-
-Edwin, although indubitably one of those who had committed the vast
-folly of marriage, and therefore subject to Ingpen's indictment, felt
-not the least constraint, nor any need to offer an individual defence.
-Ingpen's demeanour seemed to have lifted the argument above the
-personal. His assumption that Edwin could not be offended was
-positively inspiring to Edwin. The fear of truth was exorcised.
-Freedom of thought existed in that room in England. Edwin reflected:
-"If he's right and I'm condemned accordingly,--well, I can't help it.
-Facts are facts, and they're extremely interesting."
-
-He also reflected:
-
-"Why on earth can't Hilda and I discuss like that?"
-
-He did not know why, but he profoundly and sadly knew that such
-discussion would be quite impossible with Hilda.
-
-The red-hot coals in the grate subsided together.
-
-"And I'll tell you another thing----" Ingpen commenced.
-
-He was stopped by the entrance of Mrs. Dummer, a fat woman, with an old
-japanned tray. Mrs. Dummer came in like a desperate forlorn hope. Her
-aged, grim, and yet somewhat hysterical face seemed to say: "I'm going
-to clear this table and get on with my work, even if I die for it at the
-hands of a brutal tyrant." Her gestures as she made a space for the
-tray and set it down on the table were the formidable gestures of the
-persecuted at bay.
-
-"Mrs. Dummer," said Ingpen, in a weak voice, leaning back in his chair,
-"would you mind fetching me my tonic off my dressing-table? I've
-forgotten it."
-
-"Bless us!" exclaimed Mrs. Dummer.
-
-As she had hurried out, Ingpen winked placidly at Edwin in the room in
-which the shadows were already falling.
-
-Nevertheless, when the dog-cart arrived at the front-door, Ingpen did
-seem to show some signs of exhaustion. Hilda would not get down. She
-sent word into the house by George that the departure must occur at
-once. Ingpen went out with Edwin, plaintively teased Hilda about the
-insufferable pride of those who sit in driving-seats, and took leave of
-her with the most punctilious and chivalrous ceremonial, while Hilda
-inscrutably smiling bent down to him with condescension from her perch.
-
-"I'll sit behind going home, I think," said Edwin. "George, you can sit
-with your mother."
-
-"Tchik! Tchik!" Hilda signalled.
-
-The mare with a jerk started off down the misty and darkening road.
-
-
-
- IV
-
-
-The second and major catastrophe occurred very soon after the arrival in
-Trafalgar Road. It was three-quarters of an hour after sunset and the
-street lamps were lighted. Unchpin, with gloomy fatalism, shivered
-obscurely in the dark porch, waiting to drive the dog-cart down to the
-stable. Hilda had requested his presence; it was she also who had got
-him to bring the equipage up to the house in the morning. She had
-implied, but not asserted, that to harness the mare and trot up to
-Bleakridge was the work of a few minutes, and that a few minutes' light
-labour could make no real difference to Unchpin's Christmas Day. Edwin,
-descrying Unchpin in the porch, saw merely a defenceless man who had
-been robbed of the most sacred holiday of the year in order to gratify
-the selfish caprice of an overbearing woman. When asked how long he had
-been in the porch, Unchpin firmly answered that he had been there since
-three o'clock, the hour appointed by Mrs. Clayhanger. Edwin knew
-nothing of this appointment, and in it he saw more evidence of Hilda's
-thoughtless egotism. He perceived that he would be compelled to stop
-her from using his employees as her private servants, and that the
-prohibition would probably cause trouble. Hilda demanded curtly of
-Unchpin why he had not waited in the warm kitchen, according to
-instructions, instead of catching his death of cold in the porch. The
-reply was that he had rung and knocked fifteen times without getting a
-response.
-
-At this Hilda became angry, not only with Emmie, the defaulting servant,
-but with the entire servant class and with the world. Emmie, the new
-cook, and temporarily the sole resident servant, was to have gone to
-Maggie's for her Christmas dinner, and to have returned at half past two
-without fail in order to light the drawing-room fire and prepare for
-tea-making. But, Maggie at the last moment having decided to go to
-Clara's for the middle of the day, Emmie was told to go with her and be
-as useful as she could at Mrs. Benbow's until a quarter past two.
-
-"I hope you've got your latch-key, Edwin," said Hilda threateningly, as
-if ready to assume that with characteristic and inexcusable negligence
-he had left his latch-key at home.
-
-"I have," he said drily, drawing the key from his pocket.
-
-"Oh!" she muttered, as if saying: "Well, after all, you're no better
-than you ought to be." And took the key.
-
-While she opened the door, Edwin surreptitiously gave half a crown to
-Unchpin, who was lighting the carriage-lamps.
-
-George, with the marvellous self-preserving instinct of a small animal
-unprotected against irritated prowling monsters, had become invisible.
-
-The front-doorway yawned black like the portal of a tomb. The place was
-a terrible negation of Christmas. Edwin felt for the radiator; it was
-as cold to the touch as a dead hand. He lit the hall-lamp, and the
-decorations of holly and mistletoe contrived by Hilda and George with
-smiles and laughter on Christmas Eve stood revealed as the very symbol
-of insincerity. Without taking off his hat and coat, he went into the
-unlighted glacial drawing-room, where Hilda was kneeling at the grate
-and striking matches. A fragment of newspaper blazed, and then the
-flame expired. The fire was badly laid.
-
-"I'm sick of servants!" Hilda exclaimed with fury. "Sick! They're all
-alike!" Her tone furiously blamed Edwin and everybody.
-
-And Edwin knew that the day was a pyramid of which this moment was the
-dreadful apex. At intervals during the drive home Hilda had talked
-confidentially to George of the wondrous things he and she could do if
-they only resided in the country--things connected with flowers,
-vegetables, cocks, hens, ducks, cows, rabbits, horses. She had sketched
-out the life of a mistress of Ladderedge Hall, and she had sketched it
-out for the benefit of the dull, hard man sitting behind. Her voice, so
-persuasive and caressing to George, had been charged with all sorts of
-accusations against the silent fellow whose back now and then collided
-with hers. She had exasperated him. She had wilfully and deliberately
-exasperated him.... Her treatment of Unchpin, her childish outburst
-concerning servants, her acutely disagreeable demeanour, all combined
-now to exhaust the poor remainder of Edwin's patience. Not one word had
-been said about Ladderedge Hall, but Ladderedge Hall loomed always
-between them. Deadly war was imminent. Let it come! He would prefer
-war to a peace which meant for him nothing but insults and injustice.
-He would welcome war. He turned brusquely and lit the chandelier. On
-the table beneath it lay the writing-case that Hilda had given to
-George, and the edition of Matthew Arnold that she had given to Edwin,
-for a Christmas present. One of Edwin's Christmas presents to her, an
-ermine stole, she was wearing round her neck. Tragic absurdities, these
-false tokens of love.... There they were, both of them in full street
-attire, she kneeling at the grate and he standing at the table, in the
-dank drawing-room which now had no resemblance to a home.
-
-Edwin said with frigid and disdainful malevolence:
-
-"I wish you could control yourself, Hilda. The fact that a servant's a
-bit late on Christmas Day is no reason for you to behave like a spoilt
-child. You're offensive."
-
-His words, righteously and almost murderously resentful, seemed to
-startle and frighten the very furniture, which had the air of waiting,
-enchanted, for disaster.
-
-Hilda turned her head and glared at Edwin. She threw back her
-shoulders, and her thick eyebrows seemed to meet in a passionate frown.
-
-"Yes," she said, with her clear, stinging articulation. "That's just
-like you, that is! I lend my servant to your sister. She doesn't send
-her back,--and it's my fault! I should have thought the Benbows twisted
-you round their little finger enough, without you having to insult me
-because of them. Goodness knows what tricks they didn't play to get
-your Aunt's money--every penny of it! And now they make you do all the
-work of the estate, for their benefit, and of course you do it like a
-lamb! You can never spare a minute from the works for me, but you can
-spare hours and hours for Auntie Hamps's estate and the Benbows! It's
-always like that." She paused and spoke more thickly: "But I don't see
-why you should insult me on the top of it!"
-
-Her features went awry. She sobbed.
-
-"You make me ill!" said Edwin savagely.
-
-He walked out of the room and pulled the door to.
-
-George was descending the stairs.
-
-"Where are you going to, uncle?" demanded George, as Edwin opened the
-front-door.
-
-"I'm going down to see Auntie Maggie," Edwin answered, forcing himself
-to speak very gently. "Tell your mother if she asks." The boy guessed
-the situation. It was humiliating that he should guess it, and still
-more humiliating to be compelled to make use of him in the fatal affair.
-
-
-
- V
-
-
-He walked at a moderate pace down Trafalgar Road. He did not know where
-he was going. Certainly he was not going to see Maggie. He had invented
-the visit to Maggie instantly in answer to George's question, and he
-could not understand why he had invented it. Maggie would be at
-Clara's; and, in a misfortune, he would never go to Clara's; only when
-he was successful and triumphant could he expose himself to the Benbows.
-
-The weather was damp and chill without rain. The chilliness was rather
-tonic and agreeable to his body, and he felt quite warm, though on
-getting down from the dog-cart a few minutes earlier he had been cold
-almost to the point of numbness. He could not remember how, nor when,
-the change had occurred.
-
-Every street lamp was the centre of a greenish-grey sphere, which
-presaged rain as though the street-lamp were the moon. The pavements
-were greasy with black slime, the road deep in lamp-reflecting mire
-through which the tram-lines ran straight and gleaming. Far down the
-slope a cage of light moving obscurely between the glittering avenue of
-lamps indicated the steam-tram as it lifted towards the further hill
-into the heart of the town. Where the lamps merged together and
-vanished, but a little to the left, the illuminated dial of the clock in
-the Town Hall tower glowed in the dark heavens. The street was
-deserted; no _Signal_ boys, no ragged girls staring into sweet shops, no
-artisans returning from work, no rattling carts, no vehicles of any kind
-save the distant tram. All the little shops were shut; even the little
-greengrocer's shop, which never closed, was shut now, and its customary
-winter smell of oranges and apples withdrawn. The little inns, not yet
-open, showed through their lettered plate windows one watching jet of
-gas amid blue-and-red paper festoons and bunches of holly. The gloomy
-fronts of nearly all the houses were pierced with oblongs of light on
-which sometimes appeared transient shadows of human beings. A very few
-other human beings, equally mysterious, passed furtive and baffling up
-and down the slope. Melancholy, familiar, inexplicable, and
-piteous--the melancholy of existence itself--rose like a vapour out of
-the sodden ground, ennobling all the scene. The lofty disc of the Town
-Hall clock solitary in the sky was somehow so heart-rending, and the
-lives of the people both within and without the houses seemed to be so
-woven of futility and sorrow, that the menace of eternity grew
-intolerable.
-
-Edwin's brain throbbed and shook like an engine-house in which the
-machinery was his violent thoughts. He no longer saw his marriage as a
-chain of disconnected episodes; he saw it as a drama the true meaning of
-which was at last revealed by the climax now upon him. He had had many
-misgivings about it, and had put them away, and they all swept back
-presenting themselves as a series of signs that pointed to inevitable
-disaster. He had been blind, from wilfulness or cowardice. He now had
-vision. He had arrived at honesty. He said to himself, as millions of
-men and women have said to themselves, with awestruck calm: "My marriage
-was a mistake." And he began to face the consequences of the admission.
-He was not such a fool as to attach too much importance to the immediate
-quarrel, nor even to the half-suppressed but supreme dissension
-concerning a place of residence. He assumed, even, that the present
-difficulties would somehow, with more or less satisfaction, be adjusted.
-What, however, would not and could not be adjusted was the temperament
-that produced them. Those difficulties, which had been preceded by
-smaller difficulties, would be followed by greater. It was inevitable.
-To hope otherwise would be weakly sentimental, as his optimism during
-the vigil in Auntie Hamps's bedroom had been weakly sentimental. He
-must face the truth: "She won't alter her ways--and I shan't stand
-them." No matter what their relations might in future superficially
-appear to be, their union was over. Or, if it was not actually over, it
-soon would be over, for the forces to shatter it were uncontrollable and
-increasing in strength.
-
-"Of course she can't help being herself!" he said impartially. "But
-what's that got to do with me?"
-
-His indictment of his wife was terrific and not to be answered. She had
-always been a queer girl. On the first night he ever saw her, she had
-run after him into his father's garden, and stood with him in the
-garden-porch that he had since done away with, and spoken to him in the
-strangest manner. She was abnormal. The dismal and perilous adventure
-with George Cannon could not have happened to a normal woman. She could
-not see reason, and her sense of justice was non-existent. If she
-wanted a thing she must have it. In reality she was a fierce and
-unscrupulous egotist, incapable of understanding a point of view other
-than her own. Imagine her bursting out like that about Auntie Hamps's
-will! It showed how her mind ran. That Auntie Hamps had an absolute
-right to dispose of her goods as she pleased; that there was a great
-deal to be said for Auntie Hamps's arrangements; that in any case the
-Benbows were not to blame; that jealousy was despicable and the mark of
-a mean mind; that the only dignified course for himself was to execute
-the trust imposed upon him without complaining,--these things were
-obvious; but not to her! No human skill could ever induce her to grant
-them. She did not argue,--she felt; and the disaster was that she did
-not feel rightly.... Imagine her trying to influence Ingpen's
-housekeeping, to worry the man,--she the guest and he the host! What
-would she say if anybody played the same game on her?...
-
-She could not be moderate. She expected every consideration from
-others, but she would yield none. She had desired a horse and trap.
-She had received it. And how had she used the gift? She had used it in
-defiance of the needs of the works. She had upset everybody and
-everything, and assuredly Unchpin had a very legitimate grievance....
-She had said that she could not feel at home in her own house while the
-house belonged to Maggie. Edwin had obediently bought the house,--and
-now she wanted another house. She scorned her husband's convenience and
-preferences, and she wanted a house that was preposterously
-inaccessible. The satisfaction of her caprice for a dog-cart had not in
-the slightest degree appeased her egotism. On the contrary it had
-further excited her egotism and sharpened its aggressiveness. And by
-what strange infantile paths had she gone about the enterprise of
-shifting Edwin into the country! Not a frank word to Edwin of the house
-she had found and decided upon! Silly rumours of a "surprise!" And she
-had counted upon the presence of Ingpen to disarm Edwin and to tie his
-hands. The conspiracy was simply childish. And because Edwin had at
-once shown his distaste for her scheme, she had taken offence. Her
-acrimony had gradually increased throughout the day, hiding for a time
-under malicious silences and enigmatic demeanours, darting out in
-remarks to third persons and drawing back, and at last displaying itself
-openly, cruelly, monstrously. The injustice of it all passed belief.
-There was no excuse for Hilda, and there never would be any excuse for
-her. She was impossible; she would be still more impossible. He did
-not make her responsible; he admitted that she was not responsible. But
-at the same time, with a disdainful and cold resentment, he condemned
-and hated her.
-
-He recalled Ingpen's: "I won't pay the price."
-
-"And I won't!" he said. "The end has come!"
-
-He envied Ingpen.
-
-And there flitted through his mind the dream of liberty--not the liberty
-of ignorant youth, but liberty with experience and knowledge to use it.
-Ravishing prospect! Marriage had advantages. But he could retain those
-advantages in freedom. He knew what a home ought to be; he had the
-instinct of the interior; he considered that he could keep house as well
-as any woman, and better than most; he was not, in that respect, at all
-like Ingpen, who suffered from his inability to produce and maintain
-comfort.... He remembered Ingpen's historic habitual phrase about the
-proper place for women,--"behind the veil." It was a phrase which
-intensely annoyed women; but nevertheless how true! And Ingpen had put
-it into practice. Ingpen, even in the banal Five Towns, had shown the
-way.... He saw the existence of males, with its rationality and its
-dependableness, its simplicity, its directness, its honesty, as
-something ideal. And as he pictured such an existence--with or without
-the romance of mysterious and interesting creatures ever modestly
-waiting for attention behind the veil--further souvenirs of Hilda's
-wilful naughtiness and injustice rushed into his mind by thousands; in
-formulating to himself his indictment against her, he had overlooked
-ninety per cent of them; they were endless, innumerable. He marshalled
-them again and again, with the fiercest virulence, the most sombre
-gloom, with sardonic, bitter pleasure.
-
-In the hollow where Trafalgar Road begins to be known as Duck Bank, he
-turned to the left and, crossing the foot of Woodisun Bank, arrived at
-one of the oldest quarters of the town, where St. Luke's Church stands
-in its churchyard amid a triangle of little ancient houses. By the
-light of a new and improved gas-lamp at the churchyard gates could be
-seen the dark silhouette of the Norman tower and the occasional white
-gleam of gravestones.
-
-One solitary couple, arm-in-arm, and bending slightly towards each
-other, came sauntering in the mud past the historic National Schools
-towards the illumination of the lamp. The man was a volunteer, with a
-brilliant vermilion tunic, white belt, and black trousers; he wore his
-hat jauntily and carried a diminutive cane; pride was his warm overcoat.
-The girl was stout and short, with a heavily flowered hat and a dark
-amorphous cloak; under her left arm she carried a parcel. They were
-absorbed in themselves. Edwin discerned first the man's face, in which
-was a gentle and harmless coxcombry, and then the girl's face, ecstatic,
-upward-gazing, seeing absolutely naught but the youth.... It was Emmie's
-face, as Edwin perceived after a momentary doubt due to his
-unfamiliarity with the inhabitants of his own house. Emmie, so
-impatiently and angrily awaited by her mistress, had lost her head about
-a uniform. Emmie, whose place was in the kitchen among saucepans and
-crockery, dish-clouts and brushes, had escaped into another realm, where
-time is not. That she had no immediate intention of returning to her
-kitchen was shown by the fact that she was moving deliberately in a
-direction away from it. She was not pretty, for Hilda had perforce long
-since ceased to insist upon physical charm in her servants. She was not
-even young,--she was probably older than the adored soldier. But her
-rapt ecstasy, her fearful bliss, made a marvellous sight, rendered
-touching by the girl's coarse gawkiness.
-
-It seemed lamentable, pathetic, to Edwin that destiny should not permit
-her to remain forever in that dream. "Can it be possible," he thought,
-"that a creature capable of such surpassing emotion is compelled to cook
-my bacon and black my boots?"
-
-The couple, wordless, strolled onwards, sticking close to the railings.
-The churchyard was locked, but Emmie and the soldier were doing the best
-they could to satisfy that instinct which in the Five Towns seems to
-drive lovers to graves for their pleasure. The little houses cast here
-and there a blind yellow eye on the silent and tranquil scene. Edwin
-turned abruptly back into Woodisun Bank, feeling that he was a disturber
-of the peace.
-
-Suddenly deciding to walk up to Hillport "for the sake of exercise," he
-quickened his pace. After a mile and a half, when he had crossed the
-railway at Shawport and was on the Hillport rise, and the Five Towns had
-begun to spread out in a map behind him, he noticed that he was
-perspiring. He very seldom perspired, and therefore he had the
-conviction that the walk was "doing him good." He felt exhilarated, and
-moved still faster.
-
-His mood was now changed. The spectacle of Emmie and the soldier had
-thrown him violently out of resentment into wonder. His indignation was
-somewhat exhausted, and though he tried again and again to flick it back
-into full heat and activity, he could not. He kept thinking of the
-moment in the morning when, standing ready to jump from the dog-cart,
-his wife had said: "Catch me, both of you," and he recalled vividly the
-sensation of her acquiescence, her momentary yielding--imperceptible yet
-unforgettable--as he supported her strongly in his arms; and with this
-memory was mingled the smell of velvet. Strange that a woman so harsh,
-selfish and overbearing, could thus contradict her whole character in an
-instant of surrender! Was she in that gesture confiding to him the
-deepest secret? ... Rubbish! But now he no longer looked down on her
-disdainfully. Honesty made him admit that it was puerile to affect
-disdain of an individuality so powerful and so mysterious. If she was a
-foe, she was at any rate a dangerous fighter, and not to be played with.
-And yet she could be a trifle, a wisp of fragile flesh in his arms!
-
-He saw the beatific face of Emmie against the churchyard gates under the
-lamp.... Why not humour Hilda? Why not let her plant their home
-according to her caprice? ... Certainly not! Never would he do it! Why
-should he? Time after time he angrily rejected the idea. Time after
-time it returned. What did it matter to Hilda where she lived? And had
-he not bought their present house solely in order to please her? The
-first consideration in choosing a home ought to be and must be the
-consideration of business convenience.... Yet, what did it matter to
-him where his home was? (He remembered a phrase of Ingpen's: "I don't
-live on that plane.") Could he not adapt himself? He dreamt of very
-rapid transit between Ladderedge Hall and the works. Motor-cars had
-just become lawful; but he had never happened to see one, though he had
-heard of several in the district, or passing through. His imagination
-could not rise so high as a motor-car. That he could ever use or
-possess one did not even occur to him. He thought only of a
-fast-trotting horse, and a trap with indiarubber tyres; himself the
-driver; sometimes Hilda the driver.... An equipage to earn renown in
-the district. "Clayhanger's trap,"--"He drives in from Ladderedge in
-thirty-five minutes. The horse simply won't walk; doesn't know how to!"
-And so on. He had heard such talk of others. Why should not others
-hear it of him? ... Then, the pleasure, the mere pleasure--call it
-sensual or what you like--of granting a caprice to the capricious
-creature! If a thing afforded her joy, why not give it? ... To see her
-in the rôle of mistress of a country-house, delicately horsey, excited
-about charitable schemes, protecting the poor, working her will upon
-gardeners and grooms, stamping her foot in the violence of her
-resolution to have her own way, offering sugar to a horse, nursing a
-sick dog! Amusing; Agreeable! ... And all that activity of hers a mere
-dependence of his own! Flattering to his pride! ... He could afford it
-easily, for he was richer even than his wife supposed. To let the
-present house ought not to be difficult. To sell it advantageously
-ought not to be impossible. In this connection, he thought, though not
-seriously, of Tom Swetman, who had at last got himself engaged to one of
-those Scandinavian women about whom he had been chaffed for years; Tom
-would be wanting an abode, and probably a good one.
-
-He was carried away by his own dream. To realise that dream he had only
-to yield, to nod negligently, to murmur with benevolent tolerance: "All
-right. Do as you please." He would have nothing to withdraw, for he
-had uttered no refusal. Not a word had passed between them as to
-Ladderedge Hall since they had quitted it. He had merely said that he
-did not like it,--"poured cold water on it" as the phrase was. True,
-his demeanour had plainly intimated that he was still opposed in
-principle to the entire project of living in the country; but a
-demeanour need not be formally retracted; it could be negatived without
-any humiliation....
-
-No, he would never yield, though yielding seemed to open up a pleasant,
-a delicious prospect. He could not yield. It would be wrong, and it
-would be dangerous, to yield. Had he not already quite clearly argued
-out with himself the whole position? And yet why not yield? ... He was
-afraid as before a temptation.
-
-He re-crossed the railway, and crossed Fowlea Brook, a boundary, back
-into the borough. The dark path lay parallel with the canal, but below
-it. He had gone right through Hillport and round Hillport Marsh and
-returned down the flank of the great ridge that protects the Five Towns
-on the West. He could not recollect the details of the walk; he only
-knew that he had done it all, that time and the miles had passed with
-miraculous rapidity, and that his boots were very muddy. A change in
-the consistency of the mud caused him to look up at the sky, which was
-clearing and showed patches of faint stars. A frost had set in, despite
-the rainy prophecy of street-lamps. In a few moments he had climbed the
-short steep curving slope on to the canal-bridge. He was breathless and
-very hot.
-
-He stopped and sat on the parapet. In his school-days he had crossed
-this bridge twice a day on the journey to and from Oldcastle. Many
-times he had lingered on it. But he had forgotten the little episodes
-of his schooldays, which seemed now almost to belong to another
-incarnation. He did, however, recall that as a boy he could not sit on
-the parapet unless he vaulted up to it. He thought he must have been
-ridiculously small and boyish. The lights of Bursley, Bleakridge,
-Hanbridge and Cauldon hung round the eastern horizon in an arc. To the
-north presided the clock of Bursley Town Hall, and to the south the
-clock of Cauldon Church; but both were much too far off to be
-deciphered. Below and around the Church clock the vague fires of
-Cauldon Bar Ironworks played, and the tremendous respiration of the
-blast-furnaces filled the evening. Beneath him gleamed the foul water
-of the canal.... He trembled with the fever that precedes a supreme
-decision. He trembled as though he was about to decide whether or not
-he would throw himself into the canal. Should he accept the
-country-house scheme? Ought he to accept it? The question was not
-simply that of a place of residence,--it concerned all his life.
-
-He admitted that marriage must be a mutual accommodation. He was, and
-always had been, ready to accommodate. But Hilda was unjust,
-monstrously unjust. Of that he was definitely convinced.... Well,
-perhaps not monstrously unjust, but very unjust. How could he excuse
-such injustice as hers? He obviously could not excuse it.... On
-previous occasions he had invented excuses for her conduct, but they
-were not convincing excuses. They were compromises between his
-intellectual honesty and his desire for peace. They were, at bottom,
-sentimentalism.
-
-And then there flashed into his mind, complete, the great discovery of
-all his career. It was banal; it was commonplace; it was what everyone
-knew. Yet it was the great discovery of all his career. If Hilda had
-not been unjust in the assertion of her own individuality, there could
-be no merit in yielding to her. To yield to a just claim was not
-meritorious, though to withstand it would be wicked. He was objecting
-to injustice as a child objects to rain on a holiday. Injustice was a
-tremendous actuality! It had to be faced and accepted. (He himself was
-unjust. At any rate he intellectually conceived that he must be unjust,
-though honestly he could remember no instance of injustice on his part.)
-To reconcile oneself to injustice was the master achievement. He had
-read it; he had been aware of it; but he had never really felt it till
-that moment on the dark canal-bridge. He was awed, thrilled by the
-realisation. He longed ardently to put it to the test. He did put it
-to the test. He yielded on the canal-bridge. And in yielding, it
-seemed to him that he was victorious.
-
-He thought confidently and joyously:
-
-"I'm not going to be beaten by Hilda! And I'm not going to be beaten by
-marriage. Dashed if I am! A nice thing if I had to admit that I wasn't
-clever enough to be a husband!"
-
-He was happy, but somewhat timorously so. He had the sense to suspect
-that his discovery would scarcely transform marriage into an everlasting
-Eden, and that serious trouble would not improbably recur. "Marriage
-keeps on all the time till you're dead!" he said to himself. But he
-profoundly knew that he had advanced a stage, that he had acquired new
-wisdom and new power, and that no danger in the future could equal the
-danger that was past.
-
-He thought:
-
-"I know where I am!"
-
-It had taken him years to discover where he was. Why should the
-discovery occur just then? He could only suppose that the cumulative
-battering of experience had at length knocked a hole through his thick
-head, and let saving wisdom in. The length of time necessary for the
-operation depended upon the thickness of the head. Some heads were
-impenetrable and their owners came necessarily to disaster. His head
-was probably of an average thickness.
-
-When he got into Trafalgar Road, at the summit of Bleakridge, he
-hesitated to enter his own house, on account of the acute social
-difficulties that awaited him there, and passed it like a beggar who is
-afraid. One by one he went by all the new little streets of cottages
-with drawing-rooms--Millett Street, Wilcox Street, Paul Street, Oak
-Street, Hulton Street,--and the two old little streets, already partly
-changed--Manor Street and Higginbotham Street. Those mysterious
-newcoming families from nowhere were driving him out--through the agency
-of his wife! The Orgreaves had gone, and been succeeded by excellent
-people with whom it was impossible to fraternise. There were rumours
-that in view of Tom Swetnam's imminent defection the Swetnam household
-might be broken up and the home abandoned. The Suttons, now that
-Beatrice Sutton had left the district, talked seriously of going. Only
-Dr. Sterling was left on that side of the road, and he stayed because he
-must. The once exclusive Terraces on the other side were losing their
-quality. Old Darius Clayhanger had risen out of the mass, but he was
-fiercely exceptional. Now the whole mass seemed to be rising, under the
-action of some strange leaven, and those few who by intelligence, by
-manners, or by money counted themselves select were fleeing as from an
-inundation.
-
-Edwin had not meant to join in the exodus. But he too would join it.
-Destiny had seized him. Let him be as democratic in spirit as he would,
-his fate was to be cut off from the democracy, with which, for the rest,
-he had very little of speech or thought or emotion in common, but in
-which, from an implacable sense of justice, he was religiously and
-unchangeably determined to put his trust.
-
-He braced himself, and, mounting the steps of the porch, felt in his
-pocket for his latchkey. It was not there. Hilda had taken it and not
-returned it. She never did return it when she borrowed it, and probably
-she never would. He had intended to slip quietly into the house, and
-prepare if possible an astute opening to minimise the difficulty of the
-scenes which must inevitably occur. For his dignity would need some
-protection. In the matter of his dignity, he wished that he had not
-said quite so certainly to Ingpen: "I shan't take that house."
-
-With every prim formality, Emmie answered his ring. She was wearing the
-mask and the black frock and the white apron and cap of her vocation.
-Not the slightest trace of the beatified woman in the flowered hat under
-the lamp at the gates of the churchyard! No sign of a heart or of
-passion or of ecstasy! Incredible creatures--they were all incredible!
-
-He thought, nervous:
-
-"I shall meet Hilda in half a second."
-
-George ran into the hall, wearing his new green shade over his eyes.
-
-"Here he is, mother!" cried George. "I say, nunks, Emmie brought up a
-parcel for you from Uncle Albert, and Auntie Clara. Here it is. It
-wasn't addressed outside, so I opened it."
-
-He indicated the hall-table, on which, in a bed of tissue paper and
-brown paper, lay a dreadful flat ink-stand of blue glass and bronze,
-with a card: "Best wishes to Edwin from Albert and Clara."
-
-George and Edwin gazed at each other with understanding.
-
-"Just my luck isn't it, sonny?" said Edwin. "It's worse than last
-year's."
-
-"You poor dear!" said Hilda, appearing, all smiles and caressing
-glances. She was in a pale grey dress. "Whatever shall you do with it?
-You know you'll have to put it on view when they come up. Emmie----" to
-the maid vanishing into the kitchen--"We'll have supper now."
-
-"Yes," said Edwin to himself, with light but sardonic tolerance. "Yes,
-my lady. You're all smiles because you're bent on getting Ladderedge
-Hall out of me. But you don't know what a near shave you've had of
-getting something else."
-
-He was elated. The welcome of his familiar home was beautiful to him.
-And the incalculable woman with a single gesture had most unexpectedly
-annihilated the unpleasant past and its consequences. He could yield
-upon the grand contention how and when he chose. He had his
-acquiescence waiting like a delightful surprise for Hilda. As he looked
-at her lovingly, with all her crimes of injustice thick upon her, he
-clearly realised that he saw her as no other person saw her, and that
-because it was so she in her entirety was indispensable to him. And
-when he tried to argue impartially and aloofly with himself about rights
-and wrongs, asinine reason was swamped by an entirely irrational and
-wise joy in the simple fact of the criminal's existence.
-
-
-
- VI
-
-
-In the early spring of 1897 there was an evening party at the
-Clayhangers'. But it was not called a party; it was not even called a
-reception. The theory of the affair was that Hilda had "just asked a
-few people to come in, without any fuss." The inhabitants of the Five
-Towns had, and still have, an aversion for every sort of formal
-hospitality, or indeed for any hospitality other than the impulsive and
-the haphazard. One or two fathers with forceful daughters agitated by
-newly revealed appetites in themselves, might hire a board-schoolroom in
-January, and give a dance at which sharp exercise and hot drinks alone
-kept bodies warm in the icy atmosphere. Also musical and dramatic
-societies and games clubs would have annual conversaziones and dances,
-which however were enterprises of coöperation rather than of
-hospitality. Beyond these semi-public entertainments there was almost
-nothing, in the evening, save card-parties and the small regular
-reunions of old friends who had foregathered on a certain night of the
-week for whiskey or tea and gossip ever since the beginning of time, and
-would continue to do so till some coffin or other was ordered. Every
-prearranged assemblage comprising more than two persons beyond the
-family was a "function"--a term implying both contempt and respect for
-ceremonial; and no function could be allowed to occur without an excuse
-for it,--such as an anniversary. The notion of deliberately cultivating
-human intercourse for its own sake would have been regarded as an
-affectation approaching snobbishness. Hundreds of well-to-do and
-socially unimpeachable citizens never gave or received an invitation to
-a meal. The reason of all this was not meanness, for no community
-outside America has more generous instincts than the Five Towns; it was
-merely a primitive self-consciousness striving to conceal itself beneath
-breezy disdain for those more highly developed manners which it read
-about with industry and joy in the weekly papers, but which it lacked
-the courage to imitate.
-
-The break-up of the Orgreave household had been a hard blow to the cult
-of hospitality in Bleakridge. Lane End House in the old days was a
-creative centre of hospitality; for the force of example, the desire to
-emulate, and the necessity of paying in kind for what one has permitted
-oneself to receive will make hosts of those who by their own initiative
-would never have sent out an invitation. When the Orgreaves vanished,
-sundry persons in Bleakridge were discouraged,--and particularly Edwin
-and Hilda, whose musical evenings had never recovered from the effect of
-the circumstances of the first one. They entertained only by fits and
-starts, when Hilda happened to remember that she held a high position in
-the suburb. Hilda was handicapped by the fact that she could not easily
-strike up friendships with other women. She had had one friend, and
-after Janet's departure she had fully confided in no woman. Moreover it
-was only at intervals that Hilda felt the need of companionship. Her
-present party was due chiefly to what Edwin in his more bitter moods
-would have called snobbishness,--to-wit, partly a sudden resolve not to
-be outshone by the Swetnams, who in recent years, as the younger
-generation of the family grew up, had beyond doubt increased their
-ascendancy; and partly the desire to render memorable the last months of
-her residence in Bleakridge.
-
-The list of Hilda's guests, and the names absent from it, gave an
-indication of the trend of social history. The Benbows were not asked;
-the relations of the two families remained as friendly as ever they
-were, but the real breach between them, caused by profound differences
-of taste and intelligence, was now complete. Maggie would have been
-asked, had she not refused in advance, from a motive of shyness. In all
-essential respects Maggie had been annexed by Clara and Albert. She had
-given up Auntie Hamps's house (of which the furniture had been either
-appropriated or sold) and gone to live with the Benbows as a working
-aunt,--this in spite of Albert's default in the matter of interest; she
-forewent her rights, slept in a small room with Amy, paid a share of the
-household expenses, and did the work of a nursemaid and servant
-combined--simply because she was Maggie. She might, had she chosen,
-have lived in magnificence with the Clayhangers, but she would not face
-the intellectual and social strain of doing so. Jim Orgreave was not
-invited; briefly he had become impossible, though he was still
-well-dressed. More strange--Tom Orgreave and his wife had only been
-invited after some discussion, and had declined! Tom was growing
-extraordinarily secretive, solitary, and mysterious. It was reported
-that Mrs. Tom had neither servant nor nursemaid, and that she dared not
-ask her husband for money to buy clothes. Yet Edwin and Tom when they
-met in the street always stopped for a talk, generally about books.
-Daisy Marrion, who said openly that Tom and Mrs. Tom were a huge
-disappointment to everybody, was invited and she accepted. Janet
-Orgreave had arrived in Bursley on a visit to the Clayhangers on the
-very day of the party. The Cheswardines were asked, mainly on account
-of Stephen, whose bluff, utterly unintellectual, profound good-nature,
-and whose adoration of his wife, were gradually endearing him to the
-perceptive. Mr. and Mrs. Fearns were requested to bring their daughter
-Annunciata, now almost marriageable, and also Mademoiselle Renée
-Souchon, the French governess, newly arrived in the district, of the
-Fearns younger children. Folks hinted their astonishment that Alma
-Fearns should have been imprudent enough to put so exotic a woman under
-the same roof with her husband. Ingpen needed no invitation; nothing
-could occur at the Clayhangers' without him. Doctor Stirling was the
-other mature bachelor. Finally in the catalogue were four Swetnams, the
-vigorous and acute Sarah (who was a mere acquaintance), aged
-twenty-five, Tom Swetnam, and two younger brothers. Tom had to bring
-with him the prime excuse for the party,--namely, Miss Manna Höst of
-Copenhagen, to whom Hilda intended to show that the Swetnams were not
-the only people on earth. There were thus eight women, eight men (who
-had put on evening dress out of respect for the foreigner), and George.
-
-At eleven o'clock, when the musical part of the entertainment was over,
-Miss Höst had already fully secured for herself the position which later
-she was to hold as the wife of Tom Swetnam. Bleakridge had been asked
-to meet her and inspect her, and the opinion of Bleakridge was soon
-formed that Copenhagen must be a wondrous and a romantic place and that
-Tom Swetnam knew his way about. In the earliest years when the tourist
-agencies first discovered the advertising value of the phrase "Land of
-the Midnight Sun," Tom the adventurous had made the Scandinavian round
-trip, and each subsequent Summer he had gone off again in the same
-direction. The serpents of the Hanbridge and the Bursley Conservative
-clubs, and of the bar of the Five Towns Hotel, had wagered that there
-was a woman at the bottom of it. There was. He had met her at
-Marienlyst, the watering-place near Helsingor (called by the tourist
-agencies Elsinore). Manna Höst was twenty-three, tall and athletically
-slim, and more blonde than any girl ever before seen in the Five Towns.
-She had golden hair and she wore white. It was understood that she
-spoke Danish, Swedish and Norwegian. She talked French with facility to
-Renée Souchon. And Tom said that her knowledge of German surpassed her
-knowledge of either French or English. She spoke English excellently,
-with a quaint, endearing accent, but with correctness. Sometimes she
-would use an idiom (picked up from the Swetnam boys), exquisitely
-unaware that it was not quite suited to the lips of a young woman in a
-strange drawing-room; her innocence, however, purified it.
-
-She sang classical songs in German, with dramatic force, and she could
-play accompaniments. She was thoroughly familiar with all the music
-haltingly performed by Ingpen, Janet, Annunciata, and young George.
-Ingpen was very seriously interested in her views thereon. She knew
-about the French authors from whose works Renée Souchon chose her
-recitations. And standing up at the buffet table in the dining-room, she
-had fabricated astounding sandwiches in the Danish style. She stated
-that Danish cooks reckoned ninety-three sorts of sandwiches. She said
-in her light, eager voice, apropos of cooking: "There is one thing I
-cannot understand. I cannot understand why you English throw your
-potatoes to melt in cold water for an hour before you boil them." "Nor
-I!" interjected Renée Souchon. No other woman standing round the table
-had ever conceived the propriety of boiling potatoes without first
-soaking them in cold water, and Manna was requested to explain.
-"Because," she said, "it--it lets go the salts of potassium which are so
-necessary for the pheesical deve*lop*ment of the body." Whereupon
-Tertius Ingpen had been taken by one of his long _crescendo_ laughs, a
-laugh that ended by his being bent nearly double below the level of the
-table. Everybody was much impressed, and Ingpen himself not the least.
-Ingpen wondered what a girl so complex could see in a man like Tom
-Swetnam, who, although he could talk about the arts, had no real feeling
-for any of them.
-
-But what impressed the company even more than Miss Höst's
-accomplishments was the candid fervour of her comprehensive interest in
-life, which was absolutely without self-consciousness or fear. She
-talked with the same disarming ingenuous eager directness to hard-faced
-Charles Fearns, the secret rake; to his wife, the ageing and sweetly-sad
-mother of a family; to Renée Souchon, who despite her plainness and her
-rumoured bigotry seemed to attract all the men in the room by something
-provocative in her eye and the carriage of her hips; to the simple and
-powerful Stephen Cheswardine; to Vera, the delicious and elegant cat; to
-Doctor Stirling with his Scotch mysticism, and to Tertius Ingpen the
-connoisseur and avowed bachelor. She spoke to Hilda, Janet and Daisy
-Marrion as one member of a secret sisterhood to other members, to
-Annunciata as a young girl, and to George as an initiated sister. She
-left them to turn to Edwin with a trustful glance as to one whose
-special reliability she had divined from the first. "Have a liqueur,
-Miss Höst," Edwin enjoined her. In a moment she was sipping Chartreuse.
-"I love it!" she murmured.
-
-But somehow beneath all such freedoms and frankness she did not cease to
-be a maiden with reserves of mystery. Her assumption that nobody could
-misinterpret her demeanour was remarkable to the English observers, and
-far more so to Renée Souchon. All gazed at her piquant blonde face,
-scarcely pretty, with its ardent restless eyes, and felt the startling
-compliment of her quick, searching sympathy. And she, tinglingly aware
-of her success, proved easily equal to the ordeal of it. Only at rare
-intervals did she give a look at the betrothed, as if for confirmation
-of her security. As for Tom, he was positively somewhat unnerved by the
-brilliance of the performance. He left her alone, without guidance, as
-a ring-master who should stand aside during a turn and say: "See this
-marvel! I am no longer necessary." When people glanced at him after
-one of her effects, he would glance modestly away, striving to hide from
-them his illusion that he himself had created the bewitching girl. At
-half past eleven, when the entire assemblage passed into the
-drawing-room, she dropped on to the piano-stool and began a Waldteufel
-waltz with irresistible seductiveness.
-
-Hilda's heart leaped. In a minute the carpet was up, and the night,
-which all had supposed to be at an end, began.
-
-At nearly one o'clock in the morning the party was moving strongly by
-its own acquired momentum and needed neither the invigoration nor the
-guidance which hosts often are compelled to give. Hilda, having
-finished a schottische with Dr. Stirling, missed Janet from the
-drawing-room. Leaving the room in search of her, she saw Edwin with Tom
-Swetnam and the glowing Manna at the top of the stairs.
-
-"Hello!" she called out. "What are you folks doing?"
-
-Manna's light laugh descended like a shower of crystals.
-
-"Just taking a constitutional," Edwin answered.
-
-Hilda waved to them in passing. She was extremely elated. Among other
-agreeable incidents was the success of her new black lace frock.
-Edwin's voice pleased her,--it was so calm, wise, and kind, and at the
-same time mysteriously ironical. She occasionally admitted, at the
-sound of that voice when Edwin was in high spirits, that she had never
-been able to explore completely the more withdrawn arcana of his nature.
-He had behaved with perfection that evening. She admitted that he was
-the basis of the evening, that without him she could never have such
-triumphs. It was strange that a man by spending so many hours per day
-at a works could create the complicated ease and luxury of a home. She
-perceived how steadily and surely he had progressed since their
-marriage, and how his cautiousness always justified itself, and how he
-had done all that he had said he would do. And she had a vision of that
-same miraculous creative force of his at work, by her volition, in the
-near future upon Ladderedge Hall. Her mood became a strange compound of
-humility before him and of self-confident pride in her own power to
-influence him.
-
-In the boudoir Janet was reclining in the sole easy chair. Dressed in
-grey (she had abandoned white), she was as slim as ever, and did not
-look her age. With face flushed, eyes glinting under drooping lids, and
-bosom heaving rather quickly, she might have passed in the half-light
-for a young married woman still under the excitement of matrimony,
-instead of a virgin of forty.
-
-"I was so done up I had to come and hide myself!" she murmured in a
-dreamy tone.
-
-"Well, of course you've had the journey to-day and everything..."
-
-"I never did come across such a dancer as Charles Fearns!" Janet went
-on.
-
-"Yes," said Hilda, standing with her back to the fire, with one hand on
-the mantelpiece. "He's a great dancer--or at least he makes you think
-so. But I'm sure he's a bad man."
-
-"Yes, I suppose he is!" Janet agreed with a sigh.
-
-Neither of the women spoke for a moment, and each looked away.
-
-Through the closed door came the muffled sound of the piano, played by
-Annunciata. No melody was distinguishable,--only the percussion of the
-bass chords beating out the time of a new mazurka. It was as if the
-whole house faintly but passionately pulsed in the fever of the dance.
-
-"I see you've got a Rossetti," said Janet at last, fingering a blue
-volume that lay on the desk.
-
-"Edwin gave it me," Hilda replied. "He's gradually giving me all my
-private poets. But somehow I haven't been able to read much lately. I
-expect it's the idea of moving into the country that makes me restless."
-
-"But is it settled, all that?"
-
-"Of course it's settled, my dear. I'm determined to take him away--"
-Hilda spoke of her husband as of a parcel or an intelligent bear on a
-chain, as loving wives may--"right out of all this. I'm sure it will be
-a good thing for him. He doesn't mind, really. He's promised me. Only
-he wants to make sure of either selling or letting this house first.
-He's always very cautious, Edwin is. He simply hates doing a thing
-straight off."
-
-"Yes, he is rather that way inclined," said Janet.
-
-"I wanted him to take Ladderedge at once, even if we didn't move into
-it. Anyhow we couldn't move into it immediately, because of the repairs
-and things. They'll take a fine time, I know. We can get it for sixty
-pounds a year. And what's sixty pounds more or less to Edwin? It's no
-more than what the rent of this house would be. But no, he wouldn't!
-He must see where he stands with this house before he does anything
-else! You can't alter him, you know!"
-
-The door was cautiously pushed, and Ingpen entered.
-
-"So you're discussing her!" he said, low, with a satiric grin.
-
-"Discussing who?" Hilda sharply demanded.
-
-"You know."
-
-"Tertius," said Hilda, "you're worse than a woman."
-
-He giggled with delight.
-
-"I suppose you mean that to be very severe."
-
-"If you want to know, we were talking about Ladderedge."
-
-"So apologise!" added Janet, sitting up.
-
-Ingpen's face straightened, and he began to tap his teeth with his
-thumb.
-
-"Curious! That's just what I came in about. I've been trying to get a
-chance to tell you all the evening. There's somebody else after
-Ladderedge, a man from Axe. He's been to look over it twice this week.
-I thought I'd tip you the wink."
-
-Hilda stood erect, putting her shoulders back.
-
-"Have you told Edwin?" she asked very curtly.
-
-"Yes."
-
-"What did he say?"
-
-"He said it was only a dodge of the house-agent's to quicken things up."
-
-"And do you think it is?"
-
-"Well, I doubt it," Ingpen answered apprehensively. "That's why I wanted
-to warn you--his lordship being what he is."
-
-Voices, including Edwin's, could be heard in the hall.
-
-"Here, I'm not going to be caught conspiring with you!" Ingpen
-whispered. "It's more than my place is worth." And he departed.
-
-The voices receded, and Hilda noiselessly shut the door. Everything was
-now changed for her by a tremendous revulsion. The beating of the
-measure of the mazurka seemed horrible and maddening. Her thought was
-directed upon Edwin with the cold fury of which only love is capable.
-It was not his fault that some rival was nibbling at Ladderedge, but it
-was his fault that Ladderedge should still be in peril. She saw all her
-grandiose plan ruined. She felt sure that the rival was powerful and
-determined, and that Edwin would let him win, either by failing to bid
-against him, or by mere shilly-shallying. Ladderedge was not the only
-suitable country residence in the county; there were doubtless many
-others; but Ladderedge was just what she wanted, and--more important
-with her--it had become a symbol. She had a misgiving that if they did
-not get Ladderedge they would remain in Trafalgar Road, Bursley, for
-ever and ever. Yet, angry and desperate though she was, she somehow did
-not accuse and arraign Edwin--any more than she would have accused and
-arraigned a climate. He was in fact the climate in which she lived. A
-moment ago she had said: "You can't alter him!" But now all the energy
-of her volition cried out that he must be altered.
-
-"My girl," she said, turning to Janet, "do you think you can stand a
-scene to-morrow?"
-
-"A scene?" Janet repeated the word guardedly. The look on Hilda's face
-somewhat alarmed her.
-
-"Between Edwin and me. I'm absolutely determined that we shall take
-Ladderedge, and I don't care how much of a row we have over it."
-
-"It isn't as bad as all that?" Janet softly murmured, with her skill to
-soothe.
-
-"Yes it is!" said Hilda violently.
-
-"I was wondering the other day, after one of your letters," Janet
-proceeded gently, "why after all you were so anxious to go into the
-country. I thought you wanted Edwin to be on the Town Council or
-something of that kind. How can he do that if you're right away at a
-place like Stockbrook?"
-
-"So I should like him to be on the Town Council! But all I really want
-is to get him away from his business. You don't know, Janet!" she spoke
-bitterly, and with emotion. "Nobody knows except me. He'll soon be the
-slave of his business if he keeps on. Oh! I don't mean he stays at
-nights at it. He scarcely ever does. But he's always thinking about it.
-He simply can't bear being a minute late for it, everything must give
-way to it,--he takes that as a matter of course, and that's what annoys
-me, especially as there's no reason for it, seeing how much he trusts
-Big James and Simpson. I believe he'd do anything for Big James. He'd
-listen to Big James far sooner than he'd listen to me.... Disagreeable
-fawning old man, and quite stupid. Simpson isn't so bad. I tell you
-Edwin only looks on his home as a nice place to be quiet in when he
-isn't at the works. I've never told him so, and I don't think he
-suspects it, but I will tell him one of these days. He's very good,
-Edwin is, in all the little things. He always tries to be just. But he
-isn't just in the big thing. He's most frightfully unjust. I sometimes
-wonder where he imagines I come in. Of course he'd do any mortal thing
-for me--except spare half a minute from the works.... What do I care
-about money? I don't care that much about money. When there's money I
-can spend it, that's all. But I'd prefer to be poor, and him to be rude
-and cross and impatient--which he scarcely ever is--than have this
-feeling all the time that it's the works first, and everything else
-second. I don't mind for myself--no, really I don't, at least very
-little! But I do mind for him. I call it humiliating for a man to get
-like that. It puts everything upside down. Look at Stephen
-Cheswardine, for instance. There's a pretty specimen! And Edwin'll be
-as bad as him soon."
-
-"But everyone says how fond Stephen is of his wife!"
-
-"And isn't Edwin fond of me? Stephen Cheswardine despises his
-wife--only he can't do without her. That's all. And he treats her
-accordingly. And I shall be the same."
-
-"Oh! Hilda!'
-
-"Yes, I shall. Yes, I shall. But I won't have it. I'd as lief be
-married to a man like Charles Fearns. He isn't a slave to his business
-anyhow. I shall get Edwin further away. And when I've got him away I
-shall see he doesn't go to the works on Saturdays, too. I've quite made
-up my mind about that. And if he isn't on the Town Council he can be on
-the County Council--that's quite as good, I hope!"
-
-Never before had Hilda spoken so freely to anyone, not even to Janet.
-Fierce pride had always kept her self-contained. But now she had no
-feeling of shame at her outburst. Tears stood in her eyes--and yet she
-faced Janet, making no effort to hide them.
-
-"My dear!" breathed the deprecating Janet, shocked out of her tepid
-virginal calm by a revelation of conjugal misery such as had never been
-vouchsafed to her. She was thinking: "How can the poor thing face her
-guests after this? Everybody will see that something's happened--it
-will be awful! She really ought to think of her position."
-
-There was a silence.
-
-The door opened with a sharp sound, and Hilda turned away her head as
-from the suddenly visible mouth of a cannon. The music could be heard
-plainly, and beneath it the dull shuffling of feet on the bare boards of
-the drawing-room. Manna Höst came in radiant, followed by Edwin and Tom
-Swetnam.
-
-"Well, Hilda," said Edwin, with a slight timid constraint. "I've got
-rid of your house for you. Here are the deluded victims."
-
-"We have seen every corner of it, Mrs. Clayhanger," said Manna Höst,
-enthusiastically. "It is lovely. But how can you wish to leave it? It
-is so practical!"
-
-Perceiving the agitation of Hilda's face, Edwin added in a lower voice
-to his wife:
-
-"I thought I wouldn't say anything until it was settled, for fear you
-might be let in for a disappointment. He'll buy it if I leave fifteen
-hundred on mortgage. So I shall. But of course he wanted her to have a
-good look at it first."
-
-"How unfair I am!" thought Hilda, as she made some banal remark to Miss
-Höst. "Don't I know I can always rely on him?"
-
-"Mr. Clayhanger made us promise not to----" Miss Höst began to explain.
-
-"It was just like him!" Hilda interrupted, smiling.
-
-She had a strong desire to jump at Edwin and kiss him. She was saved.
-Her grandiose plan would proceed. The house sold, Edwin was bound to
-secure Ladderedge Hall against no matter what rival; and he would do it.
-But it was the realisation of her power over her husband that gave her
-the profoundest joy.
-
-About an hour later, when everyone felt that the party was over, the
-guests, reluctant to leave, and excited afresh by the news that the
-house had changed hands during the revel, were all assembled in the
-drawing-room. A few were seated on the chairs which, with the tables,
-had been pushed against the walls. George had squatted on the carpet
-rolled up into the hearth, where the fire was extinct; he was not
-wearing his green shade. The rest were grouped around Manna Höst in the
-middle of the room.
-
-Miss Höst, the future mistress of the abode, was now more than ever the
-centre of regard. Apparently as fresh as at the start, and picking
-delicately at a sweet biscuit, the flushed blonde stood answering
-questions about her views on England and especially on the Five Towns.
-She was quite sure of herself, and utterly charming in her confidence.
-Annunciata Fearns envied her acutely. The other women were a little
-saddened by the thought of all the disillusions that inevitably lay
-before her. It was touching to see her glance at Tom Swetnam, convinced
-that she understood him to the core, and in him all the psychology of
-his sex.
-
-"Everybody knows," she was saying, "that the English are the finest
-nation, and I think the Five Towns are much more English than London.
-That's why I adore the Five Towns. You do not know how English you are
-here. It makes me laugh because you are so English, and you do not know
-it. I love you."
-
-"You're flattering us," said Stephen Cheswardine, enchanted with the
-girl.
-
-Everybody waited in eager delight for her next words. Such tit-bits of
-attention and laudation did not often fall to the district. It occurred
-to people that after all the local self-conceit might not be entirely
-unjustified.
-
-"Ah!" Manna pouted. "But you have spots!"
-
-"Spots!" repeated young Paul Swetnam, amid a general laugh.
-
-She turned to him: "You said there were no spots on Knype Football Club,
-did you not? Well, there is a spot on you English. You are dreadfully
-exasperating to us Danes. Oh, I mean it! You are exasperating because
-you will not show your feelings!"
-
-"Tom, that must be one for you," said Charlie Fearns.
-
-"We're too proud," said Dr. Stirling.
-
-"No," replied Manna maliciously. "It is not pride. You are afraid to
-show your feelings. It is because you are cowards--in that!"
-
-"We aren't!" cried Hilda, inspired. And yielding to the temptation
-which had troubled her incessantly ever since she left the boudoir, she
-put her arms round Edwin and kissed him. "So there!"
-
-"Loud applause!" said young George on the roll of carpet. He said it
-kindly, but with a certain superiority, perhaps due to the facts that he
-was wearing a man's "long trousers" for the first time that night, and
-that he regarded himself as already almost a Londoner. There was some
-handclapping.
-
-Edwin's eyes had seduced Hilda. Looking at them surreptitiously she had
-suddenly recalled another of his tricks,--tricks of goodness. When she
-had told him one evening that Minnie was prematurely the mother of a
-girl, he had said: "Well, we'll put £130 in the savings bank for the
-kid." "£130? Whatever are you talking about?" "£130. I received it
-from America this very morning as ever is." And he showed her a draft
-on Brown, Shipley & Co. He said 'from America.' He was too delicate to
-say 'from George Cannon.' It had been a triumphant moment for him. And
-now, as before them all Hilda held him to her, the delicious thought
-that she had power over him, that she was shaping the large contours of
-his existence, made her feel solemn in her bliss. And yet
-simultaneously she was reflecting with a scarcely perceptible hardness:
-"It's each for himself in marriage after all, and I've got my own way."
-And then she noticed the whiteness of his shirt-front under her chin,
-and that reminded her of his mania for arranging his linen according to
-his own ideas in his own drawer, and the absurd tidiness of his linen;
-and she wanted to laugh.
-
-"What a romance she has made of my life!" thought Edwin, confused and
-blushing, as she loosed him. And though he looked round with affection
-at the walls which would soon no longer be his, the greatness of the
-adventure of existence with this creature, to him unique, and the
-eternal expectation of some new ecstasy, left no room in his heart for a
-regret.
-
-He caught sight of Ingpen alone in a corner by the piano, nervously
-stroking his silky beard. The memory of the secret woman in Ingpen's
-room came back to him. Without any process of reasoning, he felt very
-sorry for both of them, and he was aware of a certain condescension in
-himself towards Ingpen.
-
-
-
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