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diff --git a/40477-0.txt b/40477-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..83dd257 --- /dev/null +++ b/40477-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,4292 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 40477 *** + +WITH FIRE AND SWORD + + + + +[Illustration] + + + + +[Illustration: W. T. Sherman] + +[Illustration: S. H. M. Byers.] + + + + + With Fire and Sword + + BY + MAJOR S. H. M. BYERS + + OF GENERAL SHERMAN'S STAFF + + Author of "Sherman's March to the Sea," "Iowa + in War Times," "Twenty Years in + Europe," and of other books + + + [Illustration] + + + NEW YORK + THE NEALE PUBLISHING COMPANY + 1911 + + + + +Copyright, 1911, by + +THE NEALE PUBLISHING COMPANY + + + + +CONTENTS + + + PAGE + + +CHAPTER I 11 + + My enlistment in the Union Army--The "Bushwhackers" of Missouri--The + Quantrells and the James Brothers--Cutting a man's head off--My + first adventure in the war--Capturing a guerrilla. + + +CHAPTER II 22 + + We leave Missouri and go South--The prisoners of Donelson--The taking + of New Madrid--"Kindly bury this unfortunate officer"--Quaker guns + at Shiloh--The killing of the colonel. + + +CHAPTER III 29 + + Iuka, the fiercest battle of the war, 217 men out of 482 of my + regiment are shot--The awful rebel charge at Corinth--Moonlight on + the battlefield--Bushels of arms and legs--Tombstones for + fireplaces--One of Grant's mistakes. + + +CHAPTER IV 40 + + An unlucky campaign led by General Grant--Holly Springs burned up--The + first foragers--Some modern Falstaffs--Counting dead men. + + +CHAPTER V 49 + + The laughable campaign of the war--An army floating among the tree + tops of the Yazoo Pass. + + +CHAPTER VI 54 + + Grant's new plan at Vicksburg--Running the Vicksburg batteries--An + hour and a half of horror--The batteries are passed--The most + important event in the war. + + +CHAPTER VII 63 + + Crossing the Mississippi on gunboats and steamers--Battle of Port + Gibson--How General Grant looked to a private soldier--A boy from + Mississippi--Fights at Raymond--Battle of Jackson in a + thunderstorm--Digging his brothers' grave--Grant in battle--Saving a + flag--How men feel in battle--An awful spectacle--The critical + moment of General Grant's life--A battlefield letter from him to + Sherman. + + +CHAPTER VIII 87 + + Assaults on the walls of Vicksburg--Logan in battle--An army mule--A + promotion under the guns of Vicksburg--A storm of iron hail at + Vicksburg--The Vicksburg clock--The town surrenders--The glad + news--Reading my first order to the regiment--My regiment put on + guard in the captured city--Eight days' furlough in four years of + war. + + +CHAPTER IX 102 + + Sherman's army floats across the Tennessee River at + midnight--Washington at the Delaware nothing compared to this--We + assault Missionary Ridge--An awful battle--My capture. + + +CHAPTER X 111 + + In Libby Prison--Life there--"Belle Isle"--All prisons bad--The great + escape--"Maryland, My Maryland." + + +CHAPTER XI 119 + + Escaping from Macon--An adventure in Atlanta--In the disguise of a + Confederate soldier--My wanderings inside the Confederate army and + what I experienced there--I am captured as a spy--How I got out of + it all. + + +CHAPTER XII 137 + + Under fire of our own guns at Charleston--Trying to capture a railway + train--The secret band--Betrayed--The desolation of Charleston. + + +CHAPTER XIII 144 + + Living in a grave--An adventure in the woods of South Carolina--Life + in the asylum yard at the capital of South Carolina--The song of + "Sherman's March to the Sea"--How it came to be written--Final + escape--The burning up of South Carolina's capitol. + + +CHAPTER XIV 174 + + The army in the Carolinas--General Sherman sends for me--Gives me a + place on his staff--Experiences at army headquarters--Sherman's life + on the march--Music at headquarters--Logan's violin--The General's + false friend--The army wades, swims, and fights through the + Carolinas--I am sent as despatch bearer to General Grant--A strange + ride down the Cape Fear River in the night--General Terry--Learn + that my song "The March to the Sea" is sung through the North, and + has given the campaign its name--I bring the first news of Sherman's + success to the North--An interview with General Grant. + + +CHAPTER XV 198 + + Washington City in the last three days of the war--Look, the + President!--_The last man of the regiment._ + + + + +PREFACE + +In war some persons seek adventures; others have them in spite of +themselves. It happened that the writer of this book belonged to a +regiment that seemed to be always in the midst of great experiences. It +was, in fact, one of the few regiments that absolutely fought themselves +out of existence. It was mustered in a thousand strong; it lost seven +hundred and seventy-seven men by death, wounds, and disease. The +fragment that was left over was transferred to a cavalry command. When +the writer finally escaped from prison, after many months of confinement +and many thrilling adventures both in prison and in the army of the +enemy, he was mustered out as a "supernumerary officer." His command had +ceased to exist. He was literally the _last man of the regiment_. Of the +eighty of his regiment who had been taken to prison with him all but +sixteen were dead. Of the nine captured from his own company all were +dead but one. + +While with his command he had served as a private soldier, as sergeant, +and as adjutant. On escaping from prison he was for a time on General +Sherman's staff and was selected to run down the Cape Fear River and +carry the great news of Sherman's successes to the people of the North. + +He kept a diary every day in the four years of war and adventure. The +substance of the facts related here is from its pages; occasionally they +are copied just as they are there set down. The book is not a history of +great army movements, it is simply a true tale of the thrilling +experiences of a subordinate soldier in the midst of great events. + + + + +With Fire and Sword + + + + +CHAPTER I + + My enlistment in the Union Army--The "Bushwhackers" of Missouri--The + Quantrells and the James Brothers--Cutting a man's head off--My + first adventure in the war--Capturing a guerrilla. + + +I am writing down these sketches of adventures of mine from a daily +journal or diary kept by me throughout the four years of the Civil War. +Its pages are crumpled and old and yellow, but I can read them still. + +Fate so arranged it that I was the very first one to enlist in my +regiment, and it all came about through a confusion of names. A +patriotic mass-meeting was held in the court-house of the village where +I lived. Everybody was there, and everybody was excited, for the war +tocsin was sounding all over the country. A new regiment had been +ordered by the governor, and no town was so quick in responding to the +call as the village of Newton. We would be the very first. Drums were +beating at the mass-meeting, fifes screaming, people shouting. There was +a little pause in the patriotic noise, and then someone called out, +"Myers to the platform!" "Myers! Myers! Myers!" echoed a hundred other +voices. Mr. Myers never stirred, as he was no public speaker. I sat +beside him near the aisle. Again the voices shouted "Myers! Myers!" +Myers turned to me, laughed, and said, "They are calling you, Byers," +and fairly pushed me out into the aisle. A handful of the audience +seeing Myers would not respond, did then call my own name, and both +names were cried together. Some of the audience becoming confused called +loudly for me. "Go on," said Myers, half-rising and pushing me toward +the platform. + +I was young,--just twenty-two,--ambitious, had just been admitted to the +bar, and now was all on fire with the newly awakened patriotism. I went +up to the platform and stood by the big drum. The American flag, the +flag that had been fired on by the South, was hanging above my head. In +a few minutes I was full of the mental champagne that comes from a +cheering multitude. I was burning with excitement, with patriotism, +enthusiasm, pride, and my enthusiasm lent power to the words I uttered. +I don't know why nor how, but I was moving my audience. The war was not +begun to put down slavery, but what in the beginning had been an +incident I felt in the end would become a cause. + +The year before I had been for many months on a plantation in +Mississippi, and there with my own eyes had seen the horrors of slavery. +I had seen human beings flogged; men and women bleeding from an +overseer's lash. Now in my excitement I pictured it all. I recalled +everything. "And the war, they tell us," I cried, "is to perpetuate this +curse!" In ten minutes after my stormy words one hundred youths and men, +myself the first, had stepped up to the paper lying on the big drum and +had put down our names for the war. + +We all mustered on the village green. Alas, not half of them were ever +to see that village green again! No foreboding came to me, the +enthusiastic youth about to be a soldier, of the "dangers by flood and +field," the adventures, the thrilling scenes, the battles, the prisons, +the escapes, that were awaiting me. + +Now we were all enthusiasm to be taken quickly to the front, to the +"seat of war." We could bide no delay. Once our men were on the very +point of mobbing and "egging" our great, good Governor Kirkwood, because +for a moment he thought he would be compelled to place us in a later +regiment. However, we were immediately started in wagons for the nearest +railroad, fifty miles away. + +At the town of Burlington, on the 15th of July, 1861, we were mustered +into the service as Company B of the Fifth Iowa Infantry. Our colonel, +W. H. Worthington, was a military martinet from some soldier school in +Kentucky. His sympathies were with his native South. Why he was leading +a Northern regiment was a constant mystery to his men. + +The regiment spent scant time in Burlington, for in a little while we +were whisked down the Mississippi River in a steamer to St. Louis, and +soon joined the army of Frémont, organizing at Jefferson City to march +against General Price, who was flying toward Springfield with the booty +he had gained in his capture of Mulligan and his men at Boonville. Now +all began to look like war. Missouri was neither North nor South; she +was simply hell, for her people were cutting one another's throats, and +neighboring farmers killed each other and burned each other's homes. The +loyal feared to shut their eyes in sleep; the disloyal did not know if a +roof would be above their heads in the morning. Brothers of the same +family were in opposing armies, and the State was overrun by Southern +guerrillas and murderers. The Quantrells, the James Brothers, and other +irregular and roaming bands of villains rode everywhere, waylaying, +bushwhacking, and murdering. + +We followed General Price's army to the Ozark Mountains, marching day +and night--the nights made hideous by the burning of homes on the track +of both the armies, while unburied corpses lay at the roadside. We +marched half the nights and all the days and just as we got close enough +to fight, the Washington politicians caused Frémont to be removed from +his command. Frémont had been ahead of his time. He had freed some +slaves, and the dough-faced politicians were not yet ready for action of +that character. + +The campaign had been to no purpose. Some of our regiment, indignant at +the removal of their general, had to be guarded to prevent mutiny and +disorder. Now we turned about and made the long march back to the +Missouri River. Half that cold winter was spent near Syracuse, in +guarding the Pacific Railway. We lived in wedge tents, and spite of the +cold and snow and storm, our squads by turn tramped for miles up and +down the railroad in the darkness every night. What terrible tales, too, +we had in our little tents that winter, of the deeds of Quantrell's men. +It did not seem possible that the South could set loose a lot of +murderers to hang on the skirts of our army, to "bushwhack" an honorable +foe, burn villages, destroy farms, and drive whole counties into +conditions as frightful as war was in the Middle Ages. Only savage +Indians fought that way. Yet Quantrell's band of murderers was said to +be on the payroll of the Confederate States. Here and there, however, +his guerrilla outlaws met with awful punishment, and horrible incidents +became the order of the day and night. + +I recall now how a prize was once offered by one of our commanders for +the head of a certain man among those desperate murderers, a desperado +with a band of men that knew no mercy. His troop of riders had +ambuscaded almost scores of our soldiers, and innocent farmers who did +not happen to like his ways were strung up to trees as unceremoniously +as one would drown a kitten. The offered prize of a thousand dollars +stimulated certain of our men in taking chances with this beast of the +Confederacy, and a corporal of our cavalry learned of the desperado's +occasional visits at night to his home, only a dozen miles away from +where we were camped. Several nights he secretly watched from a thicket +near the cabin for the bandit's return. Once in the darkness he heard a +horse's hoofs, and then a man dismounted and entered at the door. The +evening was chilly, and a bright fire in the open fireplace of the cabin +shone out as the man entered. + +The corporal, who had disguised himself in an old gray overcoat, knocked +for entrance, and pretended to be a sick Confederate going on a furlough +to his home not far away. He was cautiously admitted and given a seat by +the open fire. He had no arms, and to the bandit and his wife his story +of sickness and a furlough seemed probable enough. The two men and the +one woman sat in front of the fireplace talking for an hour. The +corporal, with the guerrilla sitting within a few feet of him, thought +of the prize, and of his comrades murdered by this man. But what could +he do? Suddenly the thought came, "I must kill or be killed." Outside +there was only darkness and silence; inside the cabin, the low voices of +these three people and the flickering fire. + +The corporal glanced about him. There was no gun to be seen that he +could seize. The guerrilla's big revolver hung at his belt. While +sitting thus, a bit of burning wood rolled out onto the hearth. The +guerrilla stooped over to put it in its place. Instantly the corporal +saw his chance and, springing for the iron poker at the fireside, dealt +the guerrilla a blow on the head that stretched him dead on the cabin +floor. In an instant his big jackknife was out of his pocket and in the +presence of the screaming wife the brute severed the man's head from his +body. Then he left the cabin, mounted his horse in the thicket, and in +the darkness carried his ghostly trophy into camp. It is a horrible ride +to think of, that dozen miles, with the bleeding head of a murdered man +on the saddle bow. + +So the awful things went on all that winter in Missouri. As for myself, +I was tramping about as a corporal, helping in a small way to keep the +great railroad free from marauders and in possession of the Union army. + +I don't know how it happened, but one morning our colonel, who had +always treated me with extreme gruffness, though he well knew I did my +duties with patriotic zeal, sent for me to come to his tent. I was a +little alarmed, not knowing what was about to happen to me. The colonel +called me by name as I entered, saluting him cap in hand, and for once +he actually smiled. + +"Corporal," he said dryly, as if suddenly regretting his smile, "I have +noticed that you always did the duty assigned you with promptness. I +need a quartermaster sergeant. You are the man." + +I was almost paralyzed with astonishment and pleasure. I stood stock +still, without a word of gratitude. At last, recovering myself, I +explained that I had enlisted expecting to fight, and not to fill some +easy position with the trains. + +"If I could only be allowed to find a substitute," I ventured to say, +"in case of a fight, so I might share the danger with my comrades, I +would like the promotion." + +Again the colonel tried to smile. "You probably will change your mind; +you will find excitement enough," he remarked, dismissing me. + +I was hardly installed in my new post when to my surprise I was ordered +by the colonel to take a good horse and ride twelve miles across the +lone prairies and carry a message to a command at the village of Tipton. +Instantly my mind was excited with the hopes of an adventure. I don't +know, even now, just why I was selected for the venturesome undertaking. +I knew there was scarcely a road and not a house in the whole distance. +I knew, too, the whole country was full of murderous guerrillas. But +nevertheless I was full of elation. This was the kind of a thing I had +hoped for when I enlisted. + +Light flakes of snow were falling when, with exultant spirits, I started +from the camp. The trip outward proved uneventful, for nothing happened +to me on my way. As I was returning, however, at a point halfway across +the prairie I was surprised to see a man in gray, probably a guerrilla, +ride out of a long slough or hollow to my left and gallop into the road +directly ahead of me. He was in complete gray uniform, wore a saber, and +had revolvers at his saddle bow. The man glanced back at me, and I saw +him reaching for his pistols. "Here comes my first fight in the war," I +thought instantly, "out here alone on the prairie." Save my one +half-loaded revolver, strapped to my waist, I was unarmed. The stranger, +without firing, galloped faster. I, too, galloped faster, the distance +between us remaining about the same. Each of us now had a pistol in his +hand, but it looked as if each were afraid to commence the duel. If the +stranger checked his horse to give him breath, I checked mine. If he +galloped again, I, too, put spurs to my animal. Imagining that other +guerrillas must be lurking quite near, I was not over-anxious to bring +on the engagement, and I suppose the armed man felt much the same way, +for he could not have thought that I was in such a place absolutely +alone. So neither fired. We just looked at each other and galloped. +Finally we approached a little wood, and in a twinkling he turned into a +path and was out of sight. I did not care to follow him to his +hiding-place just then, and quickly galloped to our camp a few miles +off. + +Before midnight that night I, with a dozen of my regiment, surrounded +the little wood and a cabin secreted in its center. Approaching, we +looked into the windows, and, sure enough, there, roasting his feet in +front of an open fire, sat my rider of the day. When three of us +suddenly entered the house and demanded his surrender he sprang for a +rifle that stood like a poker by the fireside, aimed it at me, and +shouted "Never! Surrender yourself." A bayonet that instant against his +breast brought him to terms, however. There followed a little farewell +scene between him and his wife, who poured bottles of wrath on the heads +of the "bluecoats," and our captive--my captive--was hurried to the +guardhouse at the camp. It had been a perfectly bloodless encounter, but +next morning it turned out that I had by chance captured one of the most +dangerous guerrillas in Missouri. + + + + +CHAPTER II + + We leave Missouri and go South--The prisoners of Donelson--The taking + of New Madrid--"Kindly bury this unfortunate officer"--Quaker guns + at Shiloh--The killing of the colonel. + + +It was a trifling incident, this capture, compared with the dreadful +things I have referred to as going on in Missouri that memorable first +year of the Civil War. A great volume would not contain the record of +them all. The first dead men I saw while in the army were eight Missouri +farmers murdered by guerrillas and left lying in the hot sun and dust at +the roadside. The sight moved me as no great battle ever did afterward. + +One half of the male population of Missouri was trying to kill the other +half. They were not opponents from different far-off sections fighting, +but near neighbors, and nothing seemed too awful or too cruel for them +to do. How I pitied the women and children who lived in the State in +those awful days! + +General Sherman's designation of war as "hell" found more confirmation +in the dreadful raids, outrages, and murders by Quantrell's guerrillas +in Missouri than in the bloodiest battles of the four years' conflict. + +Now for months my regiment, with others, had chased up and down, and all +over that unhappy old State of Missouri, trying to capture and punish +these bands of murderers. On the old steamboat _War Eagle_, too, we +paddled for weeks along the "Muddy Missouri" River, landing every here +and there to have a little brush with guerrillas who had fired on our +boat from the banks or from secret recesses in the woods. It was rare +that we could catch them or have a real fight. Their kind of war meant +ambuscades and murder. + +At last an end came to this dreadful guerrilla-chasing business in +Missouri so far as we were concerned, anyway. We were to stop running +after Price's ubiquitous army too. We were no longer to be the victims +of ambuscades and night riding murderers. + +The glad news came to my regiment that we were to be transferred to the +South, where the real war was. + +One morning we left the cold and snow, where we had lived and shivered +in thin tents all the winter, left the thankless duty of patrolling +railroads in the storm at midnight, and marched in the direction of St. +Louis. A long, cold, miserable march it was too, hurrying in the daytime +and freezing in our bivouacs in the snow and woods at night. Many a man +we left to sicken and die at some farmhouse by the roadside. Our +destination was New Madrid, where we were to be a part of Pope's army in +the siege and capture of that town. + +As we were about to embark on boats at St. Louis we beheld in the snow +and storm many steamers anchored out in the pitiless waters of the +Mississippi River. These vessels were loaded with shivering thousands in +gray and brown uniforms, the prisoners whom General Grant had captured +at the battle of Fort Donelson. There were twelve or fifteen thousand of +them. Seeing this host of prisoners made us feel that at last the Union +army had a general, although we had scarcely heard of U. S. Grant +before. This army of prisoners taken in battle was his introduction to +the world. + +Shortly we were before New Madrid, and the siege conducted by General +Pope commenced. The town was defended by strong forts and many cannon, +but its speedy capture by us helped to open up the Mississippi River. It +was a new experience to us, to have cannonballs come rolling right into +our camp occasionally. Yet few men were injured by them. We were in more +danger when a fool officer one day took our brigade of infantry down +through a cornfield to assault a gunboat that lay in a creek close by. + +The Rebel commander had expected us, and had his grape shot and his hot +water hose, and such things all ready for us. We went out of that +cornfield faster than we went in. This was real war, the thing my +regiment had been so longing for, in place of chasing murderers and +guerrillas in Missouri. + +We entered New Madrid one morning before daylight. The enemy had left in +awful haste. I recall finding a dead Rebel officer, lying on a table in +his tent, in full uniform. He had been killed by one of our shells. A +candle burned beside him, and his cold hands closed on a pencil note +that said, "Kindly bury this unfortunate officer." His breakfast waited +on a table in the tent, showing how unexpected was his taking off. + +Our victory was a great one for the nation, and it put two stars on the +shoulder straps of General Pope. It made him, too, commander of the +Eastern army. + +A comrade in Company A of my regiment had been wounded a few days before +and had died in the enemy's hands. I now found his grave. At its head +stood a board with this curious inscription: "This man says he was a +private in the Fifth Iowa Regiment. He was killed while trying to attend +to other people's business." + +Our command was now hurried to the Shiloh battlefield, of course too +late to be of any use. But we took part in the long, wonderful, and +ridiculous siege of Corinth, under Halleck, when our great army was held +back by red tape, martinets, and the fear of a lot of wooden guns that +sat on top of the enemy's breastworks, while that enemy, with all his +men, and with all his guns, and bag and baggage, was escaping to the +south. Our deeds were no credit to anybody, though here and there we had +a little fight. + +One incident of great importance, however, happened to my regiment here. +It was the death of our colonel. One night when he was going the rounds +of the picket lines out in the woods he was shot dead by one of our own +men. The sentinel who did the killing declared that Rebels had been +slipping up to his post all night, and when he would hail with "Who goes +there?" they would fire at him and run into the darkness. He resolved to +stand behind a tree the next time and fire without hailing. By some +accident Colonel Worthington and his adjutant were approaching this +sentinel from the direction of the enemy. Suddenly the sentinel held his +gun around the tree and fired. The bullet struck the colonel in the +forehead, killing him instantly. As he fell from his horse the adjutant +sprang to the ground and cried, "Who shot the officer of the day?" "I +fired," exclaimed the sentinel, and he then told of his experiences of +the night. He was arrested, tried, and acquitted. Yet there were many +among us who believed that the colonel had been intentionally murdered. +He was one of the most competent colonels in the army, but among his +soldiers he was fearfully unpopular. He was, however, a splendid +disciplinarian, but this was something the volunteers did not want. In +their minds the colonel had been only a petty tyrant, and not even +wholly loyal. With a different disposition he certainly would have been +a distinguished soldier. He was one of the most military-looking men in +the whole army, but friends he had none. More than once his life had +been threatened by soldiers who regarded themselves as having been +treated badly by him. + +His body was brought into camp the next morning and lay in his tent in +state. He was given a military funeral, and the horse that was bearing +him when he was killed was led behind his coffin. + +After his death numbers of the men of the regiment were indignant, when +they found among his papers warrants and commissions intended by the +governor for them, commissions that had never been delivered. Their +promotions had never come about. Now they knew why. + +Worthington was succeeded by Colonel C. L. Matthies, one of the +bravest, best, and most loved commanders of our army. Later Matthies was +made a general, and at the close of the war died of wounds received in +battle. + +Although I was quartermaster sergeant of the regiment, I was always +careful that this should not keep me away from the command when enduring +hard marches or when engagements were coming on. When in camp I kept my +rifle in one of the ammunition wagons (of several of which I had +charge), but if the alarm sounded my rifle was on my shoulder and I was +the private soldier in the ranks of the company. I deserved no special +credit for this. I was only doing my duty. We had muzzle-loading Whitney +rifles and bayonets. The equipment and rations we carried in weight +would have been a respectable load for a mule. + + + + +CHAPTER III + + Iuka, the fiercest battle of the war, 217 men out of 482 of my + regiment are shot--The awful Rebel charge at Corinth--Moonlight on + the battlefield--Bushels of arms and legs--Tombstones for + fireplaces--One of Grant's mistakes. + + +All that summer, after taking Corinth, we chased up and down the State +of Mississippi, trying to get fair battle with the Rebel army. At last +the chance came, and for my regiment it was an awful one--the battle of +Iuka. + +The battle of Iuka took place on the 19th of September, 1862. It was +fought by a handful of the troops of General Rosecrans against half the +army of General Price. Grant was only a few miles away, but although +commander-in-chief, he knew nothing of the hardest-fought battle of the +Civil War until it was over. + +One morning before daylight while camped in the woods near Jacinto half +expecting to be attacked, we heard that Price's army was in Iuka, some +eighteen miles away, and that if we would hurry there and attack from +one side, General Grant, with Ord's troops, would attack from another +side. How eagerly the regiment made the forward march on that beautiful +autumn day! The woods were in their fairest foliage, and it seemed too +lovely a day for war and bloodshed. The bugles played occasionally as +the men hurried along, but not a shot was fired. No noise like war fell +on the soldiers' ears as they tramped over the beautiful country road +toward the Tennessee River. They had time for reflection as they +marched, and they knew now they were going to battle. There had been no +time for letters or farewells, and each thought the other one, not +himself, most likely to fall in the coming engagement. + +There were only 482 of my little regiment now marching there, hoping, +almost praying, the enemy might only wait. How little anyone dreamed +that before the sun set 217 of that little command would be stretched +dead or dying among the autumn leaves! + +It was just two o'clock when the regiment ran on to the army of the +enemy, lying in line right across the road close to Iuka. My own +regiment was in the advance. Instantly it, too, was in line of battle +across that road, and in a few minutes absolutely the fiercest little +conflict of the war began. Our brigade was fearfully outnumbered. +Rosecrans, had ten thousand soldiers within five miles of the +battlefield, yet let three or four small regiments and a battery do all +the fighting. Ten miles away, in another direction, lay General Grant +and General Ord, with many other thousands, as silent as if paralyzed. +An unlucky wind blew, they said, and the sound of our cannon, that was +to have been the signal for them to attack also, was unheard by them. + +Charge after charge was made upon our little line, and the Eleventh Ohio +Battery, which the regiment was protecting, was taken and retaken three +times. There were no breastworks, yet that one little brigade of +Hamilton's division stood there in the open and repulsed assault after +assault. It was the Iowa, the Missouri, and the Ohio boys against the +boys of Alabama and Mississippi, and the grass and leaves were covered +with the bodies in blue and gray. Not Balaklava, nor the Alma, saw such +fighting. It was a duel to the death. For hours the blue and the gray +stood within forty yards of each other and poured in sheets of musketry. +Every horse of the battery at the left of my regiment was killed, and +every gunner but one or two was shot and lying among the debris. No +battery in the whole four years' war lost so many men in so short a +time. Antietam, Gettysburg, the Wilderness, could show nothing like it. +Only the setting sun put an end to what was part of the time a hand to +hand conflict. One daring Rebel was shot down and bayoneted clear +behind the line of Company B, where he had broken through to seize the +flag of my regiment. + +That night the enemy slipped away, leaving hundreds and hundreds of his +dead and wounded on the field. With a few lanterns our men then went +about and tried to gather up the wounded; the dead were left till +morning. There were 782 Union men lying there in their blood that long +night, 608 of them out of a single small brigade. While mothers and +sisters at home were praying for the safety of these dear ones at the +front, their spirits that night were leaving their torn bodies in the +dark and ascending heavenward. Five of my eight messmates of the day +before were shot. It was not a question who was dead, or wounded, but +who was _not_. Fifteen officers of our little half regiment were dead or +wounded. The enemy lost more than one thousand men in trying to destroy +that single brigade and its Ohio battery. + +The burying party the next morning found nineteen dead Rebels lying +together at one place. At another spot 182 Rebel corpses lay in a row +covered by tarpaulins. The enemy had not had time to bury them. + +It was a principle among our generals that if a command fought well in a +battle or got cut all to pieces, that was the particular command to be +put at the very front in the next hard scrap. And so it was that within +two weeks my regiment was placed outside the breastworks at Corinth, to +wait and receive another awful assault. + +The night before the battle of Corinth the Fifth Iowa Regiment lay +across the Purdy road, in the bright moonlight. I remained awake all +night, talking with a comrade who shared my blanket with me. Poor Jimmy +King! he survived the war only to be murdered later on a plantation in +Mississippi. As we lay there in the wagon road, the awful losses of my +regiment at Iuka kept us thinking there in the moonlight what would +happen on the morrow. When morning came the firing opened, and for all +that day the battle raged fiercely at the left and center left, we +getting the worst of it, too. The Rebels were charging works that they +themselves had built when they held the town during Halleck's siege. +General Haccelman and many other of our officers had fallen. Our own +division, though fighting some, had lost but few men. That evening an +order came for us--Hamilton's Division--to assault the enemy's left +flank at midnight. Before the hour came, however, the move was decided +to be too dangerous, and we changed our position to one nearer the +forts. All the night we lay there under the brightest moonlight I ever +saw. Under the same quiet moonlight, and only six hundred yards away +from us, also lay the victorious Rebel army. They believed Corinth as +good as taken, but they had only captured our outer lines of forts. Yet +it looked very bad for us. Every house in town was full of our wounded +and our dead lay everywhere. + +Once in the night I slipped away from the bivouac and hurried to the old +Tishimingo Hotel, to see a lieutenant of my company, who had been shot +through the breast. Never will I forget the horrible scenes of that +night. The town seemed full of the groans of dying men. In one large +room of the Tishimingo House surgeons worked all the night, cutting off +arms and legs. I could not help my friend. It was too late, for he was +dying. "Go back to the regiment," he said, smiling, "all will be +needed." + +It was a relief to me to get back into the moonlight and out of the +horror, yet out there lay thousands of others in line, only waiting the +daylight to be also mangled and torn like these. The moon shone so +brightly the men in the lines, tired though they were, could scarcely +sleep. There the thousands lay, the blue and the gray, under the same +peaceful moon, worshiping the same God, and each praying for dear ones +North and South they would never again see. God could not answer the +prayers of the men in both armies that night. Had He done so, all would +have been killed on the morrow. At early daybreak I again went to see my +lieutenant. As I entered the building a cannonball from the enemy +crashed through the house and killed four soldiers by the stairway. My +friend, with many others, was being carried out to die elsewhere. + +It was soon full day. In one of the rooms I saw the floors, tables, and +chairs covered with amputated limbs, some white and some broken and +bleeding. There were simply bushels of them, and the floor was running +blood. It was a strange, horrible sight,--but it was war. Yes, it was +"hell." I hastened back to the lines. Nine o'clock came, and now we knew +that the great assault was to be made. We looked for it against our own +division, as we lay in the grass waiting. Suddenly we heard something, +almost like a distant whirlwind. My regiment rose to its feet, fired a +few moments at scattering Rebels in our front, and were amazed to see a +great black column, ten thousand strong, moving like a mighty +storm-cloud out of the woods and attacking the forts and troops at our +left. Instantly we changed direction a little and, without further +firing, witnessed one of the greatest assaults of any war. It was the +storming of Fort Robinett. The cloud of Rebels we had seen divided +itself into three columns. These recklessly advanced on the forts, +climbing over the fallen trees and bending their heads against the awful +storm of grape and canister from all our cannon. A perfect blaze of +close range musketry, too, mowed them down like grass. Even a foe could +feel pity to see brave men so cruelly slaughtered. + +When the assault had failed and the noise of battle was stilled, I +hurried down in front of Robinett. My canteen was full of water and I +pressed it to the lips of many a dying enemy--enemy no longer. Our grape +shot had torn whole companies of men to pieces. They lay in heaps of +dozens, even close up to the works. General Rogers, who had led a +brigade into the hopeless pit, lay on his back, dead, with his flag in +his hand. _He was the fifth one to die carrying that flag._ When I +reached him some cruel one had stripped him of his boots. Another had +taken his fine gold watch. + +In this attack on Corinth the brave Southerners lost 5000 wounded, and +we buried 1423 of their dead on the battlefield. Our own loss had been +2200 dead and wounded. That night I stood guard under an oak tree on the +battlefield among the unburied dead. Many of the wounded, even, had not +yet been gathered up. The moon shone as brightly as the night before, +while thousands who had lain there under its peaceful rays before the +battle were now again sleeping, but never to waken. + +Our regiment now pursued the flying Rebels with great vigor. The +quantities of broken batteries, wagons, tents, knapsacks, guns, etc., +strewn along the roads behind them were immense. At the Hatchie River +the Rebels were momentarily headed off by a division under Hurlbut that +had hurried across from Bolivar. A seven hours' battle was fought at the +bridge, but the Rebels got away in another direction. Possibly the best +friend I had in the world, save my kin, was killed at that bridge. It +was Lieutenant William Dodd, a classmate in school. His head was shot +off by a cannonball just as his regiment was charging at the bridge. + +The pursuit of the enemy was being pushed with vigor when the army was +ordered to desist and return to camp. It was an astounding order, as it +was in our power to destroy the defeated and flying columns. That order +was one of the mistakes of Grant's earlier days as a commander. Indeed, +we of the rank and file had little confidence in Grant in those days. We +reflected that at Shiloh he was miles away from the battlefield at the +critical moment. Sherman had saved the Union army from destruction +there. At Iuka, Grant, though commander, did not even know a battle was +going on. At Corinth he was forty miles away, and now, when we had the +enemy almost within our grasp, he suddenly called us back. Rosecrans +protested. It was in vain. The order, more imperative than before, was +repeated. It required months, and great events, to make Grant the hero +of the army which he afterward became. + +This entry I find in my diary in one of those days: "Our commander of +the district is General U. S. Grant, who took Donelson; but aside from +that one hour's fighting, and a little fighting at Shiloh, the troops +know little about him. Rosecrans is at present the hero of this army, +and, with him leading it, the boys would storm Hades." + +With the mercury at one hundred, the dust in the roads ankle deep, and +the whole atmosphere yellow and full of it, the regiments exhausted by +the pursuit, and yet disgusted at our recall, slowly tramped their way +back to Corinth. Now I visited my wounded companions in the hospital. On +inquiry for certain ones I learned that they were dead and lying out in +the improvised graveyard near by. + +For some reason the dead at Hatchie Bridge were not buried. A week after +the battle my brother rode by there on a cavalry expedition and made the +horrible discovery that hogs were eating up the bodies of our dead +heroes. _That too was war._ + +We now camped on the edge of the town and went on building still other +and greater forts. Many of the soldiers made huts for themselves. It was +getting cooler now, and little fireplaces were built in the huts and +tents. Brick was scarce, and in a few instances the men used the stone +slabs from a graveyard close at hand. It seemed vandalism, but the dead +did not need them and the living did. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + An unlucky campaign led by General Grant--Holly Springs burned up--The + first foragers--Some modern Falstaffs--Counting dead men. + + +In a month's time, or by November 2, 1862, the army, reorganized, our +division led by Quimby, and Grant in command of the whole force, started +on that very first disastrous campaign for the rear of Vicksburg. Grant +had some thirty thousand soldiers to march with him by way of Grand +Junction and Holly Springs, and another thirty thousand men, under +Sherman, he sent down the Mississippi River to attack Vicksburg from +another direction. We marched in mud and wind and rain till nearly +Christmas, the enemy constantly retreating before us. We made a +tremendous supply station at Holly Springs and left it in charge of a +garrison. There were supplies there for a hundred thousand men, besides +a million dollars' worth of captured cotton. + +Just as we were confident of overtaking and destroying the enemy, we +were stunned by the tidings that a great column of Rebel cavalry had +dashed in behind our army. With torches and firebrands they had burned +Holly Springs to the ground, and had destroyed all the army stores. +There was not a potato or cracker or a pound of bacon left. How I +remember that dark night when Van Dorn's cavalry got behind us in the +country lanes of Mississippi! I had been started back to a hospital in +Holly Springs, for my eyes had been inflamed for days. Just as my little +freight train reached the suburb of what had been the town, the rear +guard of the enemy rode out at the other side. The morning that I +arrived there was nothing there but smoke, and ashes, and ruins, and a +smell of coal oil over all. A million dollars' worth of our army +supplies had been burned up in a night. The pretty town, too, was in +ashes, and Van Dorn's bold cavalry swung their sabers in the air and +rode away laughing. General Grant's father and mother, in the town at +the time on their way to visit their illustrious son with the advance of +the army, were captured, but politely paroled and left among the ruins. + +The loss of the town was a disgrace to the North. There was a fort +there, solidly built of cotton bales and occupied by a colonel and a +thousand troops. The colonel forgot what our ancestors did with cotton +bales at New Orleans, and promptly threw up the sponge. But then Colonel +Murphy was not General Jackson. With the loss of Holly Springs and the +destruction of our base of supplies there was nothing for that whole +army of Grant's to do but to trudge its weary way back to Corinth and +Memphis, through the mud and the wind and the rain. + +The tragical part of that campaign was taking place at the same moment +down by the Yazoo River, right under the guns of Vicksburg. Grant, when +he marched out of Memphis, had sent Sherman and thirty thousand men down +the river in steamboats to attack Vicksburg from one side while he +should hurry along with another thirty thousand men and pound it from +the other side. Sherman and his heroes made the awful assaults at +Chickasaw bayou we read of, never dreaming of the fiasco that had +befallen the main army at Holly Springs. Not one word of the news ever +reached him--and then in swamps and bayous his soldiers waded in water +halfway to their necks and assaulted impregnable hills and breastworks. +Two thousand men were killed or mangled to no purpose. Some of the +heroic fighting of the war was done in that Yazoo slaughter pen, and +then Sherman and his crippled army withdrew in utter failure. + +Vicksburg was safe for awhile. + +My own duty in that unlucky campaign with Grant had been to search the +country in the neighborhood of our camps and bivouacs for additional +supplies. Many a time, with a dozen or twenty men for guards, and a +couple of six-mule teams, we would venture miles from camp to confiscate +bacon, flour, poultry, or whatever else a soldier could eat. On my +return to the regiment with a wagon full of good things, the companies +would set up a cheer for the quartermaster sergeant. The colonel always +allowed me to choose the guards who should accompany me. Many a time our +little squad got back to camp by the skin of their teeth, chased by +guerrillas or some wandering band of Rebel cavalry. Our habit was, when +we found a plantation with something to spare on it, to post sentinels +in the lanes in every direction, while a few of us with the aid of the +negroes loaded the wagons. If all went well, the procession, followed by +the slaves we freed and took with us, went back to camp in state. +Sometimes there was indecorous haste in getting home, owing to our +sentinel firing his gun in warning of near danger. More than one of the +boys of those venturous excursions, to this day, have not yet come back +to camp. + +On one of these excursions one day we were surprised by a little party +of rangers, but we took their leader captive, and with him a fine +Kentucky charger and a splendid rifle. The brigade colonel presented to +me the rifle I myself had captured, for my "bravery," he said, but the +splendid thoroughbred he took for himself. Alas! this rifle, the +testimonial of my adventure, was burned up when the Rebel cavalry took +Holly Springs. I had left it there to send North some day. + +These excursions after food that I have described must have been the +forerunners of Sherman's great forage parties later, on his "march to +the sea." It was easy enough to feed an army that way, if men could be +found to take the risk. Sherman's later forage parties were so strong +that the risk was reduced to fun. + +I copy from my diary here (1862): + +"Now the enemy is in front of us. He is on our flank and all around us. +It is dangerous to venture a mile from camp alone. In fact, orders are +strict for every man and every officer to stay close to his regiment day +or night. + +"On all the plantations along our way in this campaign there are signs +of war. The cotton gins, the fences, the barns, are all gone,--burned by +raiders of both armies, who have scouted through this same country time +and again. The weather is often gloomy; the fenceless fields are brown +and naked; the big houses left standing on the plantations look lone and +desolate. There is no song of birds. The army wagons, in long trains, +and the soldiers in great strung-out columns of blue, go over the soft +ground across the fields, along what once was lanes and country roads, +almost in silence. Here and there a skirmish of musketry at some creek +crossing or at some wood is the only noise heard. This state of +Mississippi, like the whole South, sees the desolation of war. But the +big, white, lone houses on the deserted lawns, with their low verandas +about them, are not wholly unoccupied. Though the arms-bearing men of +the country are every one in the army fighting us, the women and the +children and the slaves are still at home. These slaves desert their +mistresses and come into the Union camps at night by hundreds, bearing +their bundles on their heads and their pickaninnies under their arms. + +"As Rebel cavalry bands are rioting all around us, the strictest orders +are given about leaving camp. But those who slipped away without leave +the oftenest were themselves officers. Numbers of these went off almost +nightly, to pay their devoirs to ladies whom they happened to admire at +neighboring plantations. These women, glad enough of the compliments of +the Federal officers, let it be very clearly understood that they were +nevertheless true-blue Rebels. Things as to the war were simply glossed +over in conversation, and both the lady and the officer sometimes had a +delightful evening, even if the delight on the officer's part was in +violation of duty. Sometimes these visits led to ridiculous +terminations. War is not all tragedy." + +Again I copy from the journal of that December: + +"The other night three of the officers of our brigade, Captain H---- and +Lieutenants D---- and O---- got themselves into a pretty mess by leaving +camp to visit at a plantation. The laughable facts are these: We had +stopped two or three days, to mend bridges over the Yocona River. +General Grant had asked our brigade commander to report the names of +three officers for promotion. Captain H---- and two lieutenants were +selected. Among the private soldiers these men were not regarded as +deserving honor. On the contrary, they were looked upon as common +braggarts. Some politician at home, probably, had moved the wires for +their promotion. As it happened, these three officers were the worst +offenders of all, as to leaving camp without orders for the purpose of +visiting Rebel ladies at neighboring plantations. Some of the staff +heard of this and determined to unmask them. Some Rebel uniforms were +secured from prisoners in our hands, and one dark night when the captain +and his friends were away from camp at the home of a Mrs. S----, +visiting, a dozen of us in disguise were sent to surround the house. +Instantly there was a cry among the women of "guerrillas!" +"Confederates!" "Confederates!" "Friends!" and a bonny blue Rebel flag +was waved in the doorway. We were indeed a desperate-looking lot, but +the women met the supposed Rebel guerrillas almost with embraces. The +captain and his two lieutenants we pulled from under the bed by their +heels, and threatened them with instant death. The women begged us only +not to kill them in the house. The officers, on their knees, pleaded for +their lives. It was agreed that they should simply give up their swords, +be paroled, and allowed to return to camp. At headquarters the next +morning, in explanation of the loss of their swords, they told a +wonderful and Falstaffian tale of being overwhelmed by Van Dorn's +guerrillas the night before, and of their miraculous escape to camp. +That moment they were confronted with their surrendered swords and their +signatures to their paroles. There was a fine collapse at headquarters +that morning. The names of the three gentlemen were sent to General +Grant the same day, I understand. But not for promotion." + +I had a little taste of life in the hospital that December. My eyes got +worse. For a little time I was in a fine private home in Holly Springs, +for the town, after its burning by Van Dorn, had been retaken by us. +Every room in the house had its floors filled with the sick and the +dying of both armies. Long years after that, while on shipboard +returning from Europe, I made by chance the acquaintance of Mrs. Kate +Sherwood Bonner, the authoress, who as a girl had lived in Holly +Springs. We talked of the war times, and it transpired that the mansion +where I had witnessed such distressful scenes among the dead and dying +was her father's home. + +I saw General Grant's father and mother there in Holly Springs daily. At +the capture of the town they had been taken as stated, and released, the +father on parole. + +I was now sent to Memphis, as I was still in hospital. The hospital here +was in the old Overton Hotel, which was crowded with hundreds of +wounded. The room used as a dead house was filled every night. It was +across the court and below my own room. I could see the corpses +distinctly, as the window was left open. It was my habit, a strange one, +when I awoke in the morning, to look over and count the corpses of men +who had been carried in there while I had been sleeping. It seems now a +ghastly business enough. + + + + +CHAPTER V + + The laughable campaign of the war--An army floating among the tree + tops of the Yazoo Pass. + + +In a little time, February, 1863, Grant's army was again off to try for +Vicksburg. This time it was to go on that campaign, so laughable now, +but romantic always, called the "Yazoo Pass expedition." We were to go +down the Mississippi River in big steamers to Helena, and there transfer +ourselves on to a fleet of little steamers, cut the levee into the +overflooded country, and try floating a whole army a hundred miles +across the plantations and swamps of Mississippi. + +My eyes were well again, and I was happy to join our regiment and be one +of the aquatic throng. Just as we were getting on to the boat at Memphis +two of my company managed to get shot by the provost guard. They had +been full of liquor, and refused to go to the steamer. They had been +heroes at Iuka. How unlucky now to get crippled for life in a drunken +brawl! + +On the 22d of March, near Helena, my regiment went aboard the pretty +little schooner called the _Armada_. Shortly, dozens of these small +boats, crowded with regiments, accompanied by gunboats, were floating +about, awaiting the order to sail through a big cut that our engineers +had made in the river levee and get down the pass into Moon Lake. The +Mississippi was high and raging. All the low-lying country for half a +hundred miles was flooded till it looked like a vast sea, with forests +of trees standing in its midst. Here and there, too, a plantation, +higher than the surrounding country, was noticeable. The first pass into +Moon Lake was but a mile long. But through that pass swirled and roared +the waters of the Mississippi, so suddenly let loose by the break in the +levee. + +At just four in the evening our little steamer got the order to turn out +of the river and into the rushing waters of the pass. We would not have +been more excited at being told to start over Niagara Falls. Our engines +are working backward and we enter the crevasse slowly, but in five +minutes the fearful, eddying current seized us, and our boat was whirled +round and round like a toy skiff in a washtub. We all held our breath as +the steamer was hurled among floating logs and against overhanging +trees. In ten minutes the rushing torrent had carried us, backward, +down into the little lake. Not a soul of the five hundred on board the +boat in this crazy ride was lost. Once in the lake we stopped, and with +amazement watched other boats, crowded with soldiers, also drift into +the whirl and be swept down the pass. It was luck, not management, that +half the little army was not drowned. + +Now for days and days our little fleet coursed its way toward Vicksburg +among the plantations, swamps, woods, bayous, cane-brakes, creeks, and +rivers of that inland sea. Wherever the water seemed deepest that was +our course, but almost every hour projecting stumps and trees had to be +sawn off under the water to allow our craft to get through. Sometimes we +advanced only four or five miles a day. At night the boat would be tied +to some tall sycamore. Here and there we landed at some plantation that +seemed like an island in the flood. The negroes on the plantation, +amazed at our coming, wondered if it was the day of Jubilee or if it was +another Noah's flood and that these iron gunboats arks of safety. + +We soldiers, if not on duty pushing the boat away from trees, had +nothing to do but sleep and eat and read. Most of the soldiers slept on +the decks, on the guards, and on the cabin floors. Four of us had a +little stateroom. I had with me a copy of Shakespeare, cribbed by one +of the boys somewhere, and the Bard of Avon was never studied under +stranger circumstances. + +The Yazoo Pass, though not so crazy as the crevasse we had come through, +was nevertheless bad and dangerous. Two of our craft sank to the bottom, +but the soldiers were saved by getting into trees. All the boats were +torn half to pieces. One day as we pushed our way along the crooked +streams amid the vine-covered forests we ran onto a Rebel fort built on +a bit of dry land. In front of it were great rafts that completely +obstructed our way. An ocean steamer was also sunk in the channel in +front of us. To our amazement we learned that it was the _Star of the +West_, the ship that received the first shot fired in the war of the +Rebellion. That was when it was trying to take supplies to Fort Sumter. +Our gunboats shelled this "Fort Greenwood" in vain, and now Rebels were +gathering around and behind us and guerrillas were beginning to fire on +the boats. The waters, too, might soon subside, and our fleet and army +be unable to get back into the Mississippi. We could not go ahead. +Suddenly the orders came to turn about and steam as fast as possible to +a place of safety. + +By April 8 we had made the journey through the woods and cane-brake back +to the pass. The picturesque farce was ended. We could now hunt some +other road to Vicksburg. We know nothing of what the generals thought of +this fiasco, but we private soldiers had great fun, and the long stay on +the boats had been a rest from hard campaigning. We had not lost a man. +A whole campaign and not a soldier lost! + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + Grant's new plan at Vicksburg--Running the Vicksburg batteries--An + hour and a half of horror--The batteries are passed--The most + important event in the war. + + +The attempt on Vicksburg was not to be given up. In the spring of 1863 +the whole army moved down the Mississippi to begin one of the most noted +campaigns of history. + +A real sane notion had gotten hold of Grant, and of scarcely anyone +else. That notion was, if possible, to get across the Mississippi +_below_ the town (Sherman had failed trying it above) and throw the +whole army on to the fortifications at the rear. If the town's defenders +should be bold and come out and fight us, so much the better. We wanted +that. + +Soon General Grant built long stretches of wagon roads and corduroy +bridges that ran snakelike for forty miles among the black swamps, +cane-brakes, and lagoons on the west bank of the Mississippi River. He +then marched half his army down these roads to a point below Vicksburg, +below Grand Gulf, and bivouacked them on the shore of the river. The +other half, of which my regiment was a part, remained near the river +above the city. Possibly we were twenty-five thousand men there. + +One night these twenty-five thousand bivouacked along the levees of the +great river were all in great excitement. "Coming events were casting +their shadows before." + +It must have been some great event was about to happen that April night +of 1863, for the Assistant Secretary of War was there, and General Grant +and General Sherman were there, waiting and watching in the greatest +suspense. What was going to happen? Some one hundred and fifty private +soldiers were going to perform a deed that should help make American +history. The success of a whole army and the capture of the best +fortified city on the American continent depended on the heroism of this +handful of private soldiers on this April night. No wonder the +government at Washington sat by the telegraph and anxiously awaited +every scrap of news sent from Grant's army before Vicksburg. He was to +open the Mississippi River. That very day, almost, the government at +Washington sent a letter urging General Grant to hurry. "In my opinion," +telegraphed General Halleck for the President, "_this is the most +important operation of the war. To open the Mississippi River would be +better than the capture of forty Richmonds._" + +General Grant realized the mighty things he had at stake. + +But what availed it to collect his soldiers there? In front of him, in +high flood, swept the mightiest river on the continent; he had not a +boat to cross with, and the enemy laughed and dared him from the other +side. His fleet of steamboats was forty miles and more up the river, and +between him and that fleet were four miles of hostile batteries strong +enough to blow a fleet to pieces. In fact, every hill, hollow, and +secret place above and below the city hid a dozen cannon. All the way +from Vicksburg down to Warrentown was a fort. + +What could be done? Without some steamers on which to cross, the game +was blocked, and Vicksburg, strong as Sebastopol itself, might stand +there forever and the Mississippi River be blockaded to the end of the +war. Two or three of Grant's ironclad gunboats had run past these awful +batteries one night, their sides banged to pieces and their iron mail +scooped up as if it had been made of putty. One of them was sunk. But +these iron tubs could not serve as ferryboats for forty thousand men. +Then, the scheme was proposed to cover some of the wooden steamboats +with cotton bales and on a dark night try and rush them past the +batteries. The boat captains, however, would not risk it with their own +crews, even had they as a rule been willing, and so the commands of the +army asked for _volunteers_ from the private soldiers. Desperate as the +undertaking seemed, one hundred and fifty Union soldiers stepped forward +and offered to run these steamboats past the guns. The writer was one of +these volunteers. But too many had offered to take the risk. The +required number was selected by lot, and the most I could do that +historic night was to stand on the river levee in the dark and watch my +comrades perform one of the most heroic acts of any war. It was hardly a +secret. The whole army was excited over the desperate proposal. The +enemy must have heard of it, and been doubly prepared to destroy us. "If +Grant's attempt prove successful he can destroy the whole Confederate +army, take Vicksburg, and open the Mississippi River." No wonder the +Washington officials sat by the telegraph day and night just then +awaiting great news. + +The moon was down by ten o'clock of the night of April 16. Under the +starlight one hardly saw the dark river or the cane-brakes, swamps, and +lagoons along its border. The whole Northern fleet lay anchored in +silence. Grant's army too, down below, was silent and waiting. A few +miles below us lay Vicksburg, dark, sullen, and sleeping. Not a gun was +being fired. A few lonesome Confederate river guards floated above the +town in rowboats watching to give the alarm at the approach of any foe +on the water. + +Three mysterious looking Northern steamboats, with crews of volunteer +soldiers on board, lay out in the middle of the Mississippi River in +front of Milliken's Bend, a dozen miles above Vicksburg. Down in the +dark hold of each vessel stand a dozen determined men. They have boards, +and pressed cotton, and piles of gunny sacks beside them there, to stop +up holes that shall be made pretty soon by the cannon of the enemy. They +have none of war's noise and excitement to keep them up--only its +suspense. They are helpless. If anything happens they will go to the +bottom of the river without a word. Above the decks the pilot-houses are +taken off and the pilot wheels are down by the bows, and the pilot will +stand there wholly exposed. Lashed to the sides of each of the three +little steamers are barges piled up with bales of hay and cotton. They +look like floating breastworks. Anchored still a little further down the +stream seven gunboats also wait in silence. They will lead these +steamboats and try the batteries first. The boats must all move two +hundred yards apart. That is the order. + +All is suspense. For a little while the night grows darker and more +silent; the moon now is down. The thousands of soldiers standing on the +levee waiting, and watching to see them start, almost hold their +breath. At the boats there is no noise save the gurgling of the water as +it grinds past the hulls of the anchored vessels. That is all the noise +the men waiting down in the dimly lighted hulls can hear. On a little +tug, near by, General Grant, the commander of the Western armies, waits +and listens. The Assistant Secretary of War is at his side. In a yawl, +farther down the stream, General Sherman ventures far out on the dark +river to watch events. All is ready, all is suspense. Just then a +lantern on the levee is moved slowly up and down. It is the signal to +start. Down in Vicksburg the unexpectant enemy sleeps. Their guards out +on the river, too, almost sleep; all is so safe. Quietly we lift anchors +and float off with the current. Our wheels are not moving. There is a +great bend in the river, and as we round it the river guard wakened, +sends up a rocket, other rockets too go up all along the eastern or +Vicksburg shore. That instant, too, a gun is fired from a neighboring +bluff. We are discovered. "Put on all steam," calls the captain, and our +boats move swiftly into the maelstrom of sulphur and iron, for the enemy +opens fire vigorously. The enemy sets houses on fire all along the levee +to illuminate the river, bonfires are lighted everywhere, and suddenly +the whole night seems but one terrific roar of cannon. The burning +houses make the river almost as light as day. We see the people in the +streets of the town running and gesticulating as if all were mad; their +men at the batteries load and fire and yell as if every shot sunk a +steamboat. On the west side of the river the lagoons and cane-brakes +look weird and dangerous. The sky above is black, lighted only by sparks +from the burning houses. Down on the river it is a sheet of flame. One +of the steamers and a few of the barges have caught fire and are burning +up, the men escaping in life-boats and by swimming to the western shore. +The excitement of the moment is maddening, the heavy fire appalling, +while the musketry on the shore barks and bites at the unprotected +pilots on the boats. Ten-inch cannon and great columbiads hurl their +shot and shell into the cotton breastworks of the barges or through the +rigging of the steamers. The gunboats tremble from the impact of shot +against their sides, and at times the little steamers are caught in the +powerful eddies of the river and are whirled three times around right in +front of the hot firing batteries. + +_Five hundred and twenty-five shells and cannonballs are hurled at the +hurrying fleet._ The flash of the guns, the light of the blazing houses, +make the night seem a horrible tempest of lightning and thunder. +Sherman, sitting out there alone in his yawl on the dark river, has +witnessed awful spectacles, but this is the sight of a lifetime. "It +was," he exclaimed, "_a picture of the terrible not often seen_." And +amid all this roar and thunder and lightning and crash of cannonballs +above, the men down in the holds of the boats--they are the real +heroes--stand in the dim candle-light waiting, helpless, ignorant of +events, and in terrible suspense, while sounds like the crash of worlds +go on above their heads. Once some of them climb up to the hatchways and +look out into the night. One look is enough! What a sight! The whole +Mississippi River seems on fire, the roar of the gunboats answering the +howling cannon on the shore, the terrific lightnings from the batteries, +the screeching shells above the decks. It was as if hell itself were +loose that night on the Mississippi River. For one hour and thirty +minutes the brave men stood speechless in the holds of the boats while +hell's hurricane went on above. They lived an age in that hour and a +half, and yet a thousand of us in Grant's army tried to volunteer that +we, too, might have this awful experience. + +Daylight saw the little fleet safe below Vicksburg, where thousands of +soldiers welcomed it with cheers. No such deed had ever been done in the +world before. Only one boat and some barges were lost, and only a few +of the soldiers were hurt. The cotton bales had proved a miracle of +defense. In a week still other steamers, though with greater loss, +passed the batteries. + +We know the rest. On these same boats Grant's army would ferry across +the Mississippi, and there on the other side fight five battles and win +them all. Vicksburg will be surrounded and assaulted and pounded and its +soldiers starved, till, on the nation's birthday, thirty thousand of its +brave defenders will lay down their arms forever. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + Crossing the Mississippi on gunboats and steamers--Battle of Port + Gibson--How General Grant looked to a private soldier--A boy from + Mississippi--Fights at Raymond--Battle of Jackson in a + thunderstorm--Digging his brothers' grave--Grant in battle--Saving a + flag--How men feel in battle--An awful spectacle--The critical + moment of General Grant's life--A battlefield letter from him to + Sherman. + + +Now that the boats were below the city, we were to begin the Vicksburg +campaign in earnest. All the troops that had been left camped on the +river levee above at Milliken's Bend hurried by roundabout roads through +cane-brakes and swamps to the point where our little boats had anchored +after running past the batteries that night. Here we joined the rest of +the army, and the ferrying of thousands of soldiers across the great +river day and night at once commenced. + +My own regiment was put on to one of the iron gunboats and ferried over +the Mississippi at a point close to Grand Gulf. Here our river navy had +silenced the Rebel forts. It was the first gunboat I had ever seen. Its +sides bore great scars, indentations made by the enemy's batteries on +the preceding day. We hurried on and became a part of the reserve at the +hot battle of Port Gibson, as we ourselves did no fighting. In a +plantation yard, close by my regiment, lay our wounded as they were +carried back from the front. It was a terrible sight. Many had been torn +by shrapnel and lay there on the grass in great agony. Some seemed with +their own hands to be trying to tear their mangled limbs from their +bodies. The possession of all Vicksburg did not seem worth the pain and +the agony I saw there that afternoon. That was war; and it was "hell," +sure enough. + +The next day, when the battle was over, I was at a negro cabin getting a +loaf of corn bread. I suddenly heard a little cheering down by the +river, where some men were putting down pontoons in place of the bridge +burned by the enemy. I went down at once, and as I stood by the river +bank I noticed an officer on horseback in full general's uniform. +Suddenly he dismounted and came over to the very spot where I was +standing. I did not know his face, but something told me it was +Grant,--Ulysses Grant,--at that moment the hero of the Western army. +Solid he stood, erect, about five feet eight in height, with square +features, thin, closed lips, brown hair, brown beard, both cut short, +and neat. "He must weigh one hundred and forty or fifty pounds. Looks +just like the soldier he is. I think he is larger than Napoleon, but not +much; he is not so dumpy, his legs are not so short, and his neck is not +so short and thick. He looks like a man in earnest, and the Rebels think +he is one." + +This was the first time I saw Grant. I think I still possess some of the +feeling that came over me at that moment as I stood so near to one who +held our lives, and possibly his country's life, in his hands. How +little I dreamed that some day I would have the great honor of sitting +beside him at my own table. Yet this occurred. + +Now he spoke, "Men, push right along; close up fast, and hurry over." +Two or three men on mules attempted to wedge past the soldiers on the +bridge. Grant noticed it, and quietly said, "Lieutenant, arrest those +men and send them to the rear." Every soldier passing turned to gaze on +him. But there was no further recognition. There was no McClellan +begging the boys to allow him to light his cigar by theirs; no inquiring +to what regiment that exceedingly fine marching company belonged; there +was no Pope bullying the men for not marching faster, reproving officers +for neglecting trivial details remembered only by martinets; there was +no Bonaparte posturing for effect; no pointing to the pyramids, no +calling the centuries to witness. There was no nonsense, no sentiment. +Only a plain business man of the republic there for the one single +purpose of getting that army across the river in the shortest time +possible. In short, it was just plain General Grant, as he appeared on +his way to Vicksburg. On a horse near by, and among the still mounted +staff, sat the General's son, a bright-looking lad of perhaps eleven +years. Fastened to his little waist by a broad yellow belt was his +father's sword--that sword on whose clear steel was yet to be engraved +"Vicksburg," "Spotsylvania," "The Wilderness," "Appomattox." The boy +talked and jested with the bronzed soldiers near him, who laughingly +inquired where we should camp that night; to which the young field +marshal replied, "Oh, over the river." + +"Over the river!" Ah, that night we slept with our guns in our hands, +and another night, and another, saw more than one of our division, and +of my own regiment, camped over the river--in that last tenting +ground--where the réveille was heard no more forever. + +My own command crossed the bridge that night by torchlight. It was a +strange weird scene. Many of the Rebel dead--killed beyond the stream by +our cannon before our approach--still lay at the roadside or in fields +unburied. At one turn in the road my regiment marched close by a Rebel +battery that had been completely destroyed. Men, horses, and all lay +there dead in indiscriminate heaps. The face of one boy lying there +among the horses I shall never forget. It was daylight now, the bright +sun was just rising, when I left the ranks a moment to step aside to see +that boy. He was lying on his back. His face was young and fair, his +beautiful brown hair curled almost in ringlets, and his eyes, brown and +beautiful, were wide open; his hands were across his breast. A +cannonball had in an instant cut away the top of his head in as straight +a line as if it had been done with a surgeon's saw. There had been no +time for agony or pain. The boy's lips were almost in a smile. It was a +Mississippi battery that had been torn to pieces there, and it may be +that in a home near by a mother stood that morning praying for her boy. +The South had such war costs as well as the North. + +My regiment now entered on all those rapid marches and battles in the +rear of Vicksburg--Raymond, Jackson, Champion Hills, and the assaults on +the breastworks about the city. For days we scarcely slept at all; it +was hurry here and quickstep there, day or night. None of us soldiers or +subordinates could tell the direction we were marching. We had few +rations, little water, and almost no rest. We had left our base at the +river, and in a large sense we were cut off and surrounded all the time. +The capture of a Rebel scout at once changed everything. Through him +Grant learned how hurrying divisions of the enemy were about to unite. A +quick move could checkmate everything. Indeed, it was nothing but a +great game of chess that was being played, only we, the moving pieces, +had blood and life. At one time Grant's army was as likely to be +captured as to capture. My regiment, like all the others, hurried along +the country roads through dust that came to the shoe top. The atmosphere +was yellow with it. The moving of a column far away could be traced by +it. We followed it in the way that Joshua's army followed the mighty +cloud. As we passed farms where there was something to eat the captains +would call out to a dozen men of the line to hurry in, carry off all +they could, and pass it over to the companies still marching. It was a +singular looking army. So whole regiments tramped along with sides of +bacon or sheaves of oats on the points of their bayonets. We dared not +halt. When we bivouacked, long after dark, often it was the dust of the +roadside. We always lay upon our arms. Sometimes there was a little +fire, oftener there was none. The fat bacon was eaten raw. + +My regiment was in advance at the engagement at Raymond; also at +Jackson. At Jackson it rained and thundered fearfully during the battle. +A Rebel battery was on a green slope right in front of us, pouring a +terrible shelling into us as we approached it from the Raymond road. The +shocks of thunder so intermingled with the shocks from the guns that we +could not tell the one from the other, and many times a sudden crash of +thunder caused us all to drop to the ground, fearing a cannonball would +cut its swath through the regiment. We were marching in columns of +fours. Shortly, we formed line of battle, and in rushing to the left +through a great cane-brake, while we were advancing in battle line under +a fire of musketry, the order was given to lie down. + +We obeyed quickly. How closely, too, we hugged the ground and the +depression made by a little brook! While I lay there it happened that my +major (Marshall) was close behind me on horseback. He had no orders to +dismount. I could glance back and see his face as the bullets zipped +over our heads or past him. He sat on his horse as quiet as a statue, +save that with his right hand he constantly twisted his mustache. He +looked straight into the cane-brake. He was a brave man. Could the enemy +behind the forests of cane have seen where they were firing he would not +have lived a minute. Shortly there was roaring of cannon and quick +charges at the other side of the town. Jackson was won. + +At daylight the next morning we hurried in the direction of Champion +Hills. At our left, as we went down the road, the battlefield of the day +before was strewn with corpses of our own men. In a few minutes the +brave Seventeenth Regiment of Iowa had lost 80 men at this spot, out of +350 engaged in an assault. My friend Captain Walden received honorable +mention, among others, for gallantry in this Jackson charge. A few +hundred yards off I noticed a man in a field quite alone, digging in the +ground. Out of curiosity I went to him and asked what he was doing alone +when the regiments were all hurrying away. A brown blanket covered +something near by. He pointed to it and said that two of his brothers +lay dead under that blanket. He was digging a grave for them. He went on +with his work and I hurried to overtake my command. This was the 15th of +May, 1863. I did not know it then, but shortly I was to see General +Grant in the midst of battle. I was to see several other things, and +feel some of them also. + +My situation as to the Fifth Regiment was a peculiar one; being the +quartermaster sergeant, I belonged to no company in particular. The +good colonel, however, knowing my love for adventure, and that I was +never lacking in duty, allowed me to attach myself to any company I +liked, provided only, that there was a reliable substitute performing my +duties with the train at the rear. I had no trouble in securing such a +substitute, usually found among the slightly wounded soldiers. + +Since we crossed the Mississippi I had marched and carried my rifle all +the way,--had been in every skirmish and engagement. Sometimes I tramped +along with my old Company B of Newton, sometimes I went with the extreme +left of the regiment. I was no more heroic than all the others in the +command, but I was fond of the risk and the excitement of battle. I +would have resigned my warrant as quartermaster sergeant in a moment +rather than miss a hard march or an engagement, let the chance be what +it might. I think my love of adventure, and my seeking it so often away +from my proper post of duty at the rear, was often the occasion of +amused comment. Once when marching at the left I heard our surgeon, +Carpenter, cry out to another officer riding beside him: "There's a +fight to-day. Look out. The sign's sure. The quartermaster sergeant has +got his gun." + +None of us private soldiers now really knew in what direction we were +marching. We heard only that the enemy was concentrating at Edwards +Ferry Station, between us and Big Black River. General Crocker of my +State was now leading our division, and the magnificent General +McPherson commanded the army corps. The night of May 15 the division +bivouacked in the woods by the side of a road that leads from Bolton +toward Vicksburg. We marched hard and late that day. The morning of the +16th my regiment was up and getting breakfast long before daylight. The +breakfast consisted of some wet dough cooked on the ends of ramrods; +nothing more. + +Troops were hurrying past our bivouac by daylight. Once I went out to +the roadside to look about a bit. It was scarcely more than early +daylight, yet cannon could occasionally be heard in the far distance, +something like low thunder. As I stood there watching some batteries +hurrying along I noticed a general and his staff gallop through the +woods, parallel with the road. They were leaping logs, brush, or +whatever came in their way. It was General Grant, hurrying to the front. +Shortly came the orders, "Fall in!" and we too were hurrying along that +road toward Champion Hills. By ten o'clock the sound of the cannon fell +thundering on our ears, and we hurried all we could, as riders came back +saying the battle had already begun. As we approached the field the +sound of great salvos of musketry told us the hour had surely come. The +sound was indeed terrible. + +At the left of the road we passed a pond of dirty water. All who could +broke ranks and filled canteens, knowing that in the heat of the fight +we would need the water terribly. I not only filled my canteen, I filled +my stomach with the yellow fluid, in order to save that in the canteen +for a critical moment. Just then there was in front of us a terrific +crashing, not like musketry, but more like the falling down of a +thousand trees at once. Our brigade, a small one, was hurried into line +of battle at the edge of an open field that sloped down a little in +front of us and then up to a wood-covered ridge. That wood was full of +the Rebel army. Fighting was going on to the right and left of us, and +bullets flew into our own line, wounding some of us as we stood there +waiting. There was an old well and curb at the immediate right of my +regiment, and many of our boys were climbing over each other to get a +drop of water. Soon the bullets came faster, zipping, zipping among us, +thicker and thicker. We must have been in full view of the enemy as we +stood there, not firing a shot. Our line stood still in terrible +suspense, not knowing why we were put under fire without directions to +shoot. Zip! zip! zip! came the Rebel bullets, and now and then a boy in +blue would groan, strike his hand to a wounded limb or arm, drop his gun +and fall to the rear; or perhaps he fell in his tracks dead, without +uttering a word. We too, who saw it, uttered no word, but watched +steadily, anxiously at the front. + +Then General Grant himself rode up behind us, and so close to the spot +where I stood, that I could have heard his voice. He leaned against his +little bay horse, had the inevitable cigar in his mouth, and was calm as +a statue. Possibly smoking so much tranquillized his nerves a little and +aided in producing calmness. Still, Grant was calm everywhere; but he +also smoked everywhere. Be that as it may, it required very solid +courage to stand there quietly behind that line at that moment. For my +own part, I was in no agreeable state of mind. In short, I might be +killed there at any moment, I thought, and I confess to having been +nervous and alarmed. Every man in the line near me was looking serious, +though determined. We had no reckless fools near us, whooping for blood. +Once a badly wounded man was carried by the litter-bearers--the drummers +of my regiment--close to the spot where the General stood. He gave a +pitying glance at the man, I thought,--I was not twenty feet away,--but +he neither spoke nor stirred. Then I heard an officer say, "We are going +to charge." It seems that our troops in front of us in the woods had +been sadly repulsed, and now our division was to rush in and fight in +their stead, and the commander-in-chief was there to witness our +assault. Two or three of us, near each other, expressed dissatisfaction +that the commander of an army in battle should expose himself, as +General Grant was doing at that moment. When staff officers came up to +him, he gave orders in low tones, and they would ride away. One of them, +listening to him, glanced over our heads toward the Rebels awhile, +looked very grave, and gave some mysterious nods. The colonel who was +about to lead us also came to the General's side a moment. He, too, +listened, looked, and gave some mysterious nods. Something was about to +happen. + +"My time has probably come now," I said to myself, and with a little bit +of disgust I thought of the utter uselessness of being killed there +without even firing a shot in self-defense. The suspense, the anxiety, +was indeed becoming fearfully intense. Soon General Grant quietly +climbed upon his horse, looked at us once, and as quietly rode away. +Then the colonel came along the line with a word to each officer. As he +came near me he called me from the ranks and said: "I want you to act +as sergeant-major of the regiment in this battle." I was surprised, but +indeed very proud of this mark of confidence in me. "Hurry to the left," +he continued. "Order the men to fix bayonets--quick!" I ran as told, +shouting at the top of my voice, "Fix bayonets! fix bayonets!" I was not +quite to the left, when I heard other voices yelling, "Forward! quick! +double quick! forward!" and the line was already on the run toward the +Rebels. I kept up my shouting, "Fix bayonets!" for by some blunder the +order had not been given in time, and now the men were trying to get +their bayonets in place while running. We were met in a minute by a +storm of bullets from the wood, but the lines in blue kept steadily on, +as would a storm of wind and cloud moving among the tree-tops. Now we +met almost whole companies of wounded, defeated men from the other +division, hurrying by us, and they held up their bleeding and mangled +hands to show us they had not been cowards. They had lost twelve hundred +men on the spot we were about to occupy. Some of them were laughing +even, and yelling at us: "Wade in and give them hell." We were wading in +faster than I am telling the story. + +On the edge of a low ridge we saw a solid wall of men in gray, their +muskets at their shoulders blazing into our faces and their batteries +of artillery roaring as if it were the end of the world. Bravely they +stood there. They seemed little over a hundred yards away. There was no +charging further by our line. We halted, the two lines stood still, and +for over an hour we loaded our guns and killed each other as fast as we +could. The firing and the noise were simply appalling. Now, I was not +scared. The first shot I fired seemed to take all my fear away and gave +me courage enough to calmly load my musket at the muzzle and fire it +forty times. Others, with more cartridges, fired possibly oftener still. +Some of the regiments in that bloody line were resupplied with +cartridges from the boxes of the dead. In a moment I saw Captain Lindsey +throw up his arms, spring upward and fall dead in his tracks. Corporal +McCully was struck in the face by a shell. The blood covered him all +over, but he kept on firing. Lieutenant Darling dropped dead, and other +officers near me fell wounded. + +I could not see far to left or right, the smoke of battle was covering +everything. I saw bodies of our men lying near me without knowing who +they were, though some of them were my messmates in the morning. The +Rebels in front we could not see at all. We simply fired at their lines +by guess, and occasionally the blaze of their guns showed exactly where +they stood. They kept their line like a wall of fire. When I fired my +first shot I had resolved to aim at somebody or something as long as I +could see, and a dozen times I tried to bring down an officer I dimly +saw on a gray horse before me. Pretty soon a musket ball struck me fair +in the breast. "I am dead, now," I said, almost aloud. It felt as if +someone had struck me with a club. I stepped back a few paces and sat +down on a log to finish up with the world. Other wounded men were there, +covered with blood, and some were lying by me dead. I spoke to no one. +It would have been useless; thunder could scarcely have been heard at +that moment. My emotions I have almost forgotten. I remember only that +something said to me, "It is honorable to die so." I had not a thought +of friends, or of home, or of religion. The stupendous things going on +around me filled my mind. On getting my breath a little I found I was +not hurt at all,--simply stunned; the obliquely-fired bullet had struck +the heavy leather of my cartridge belt and glanced away. I picked up my +gun, stepped back into the line of battle, and in a moment was shot +through the hand. The wound did not hurt; I was too excited for that. + +The awful roar of battle now grew more terrific, if possible. I wonder +that a man on either side was left alive. Biting the ends off my +cartridges, my mouth was filled with gunpowder; the thirst was +intolerable. Every soldier's face was black as a negro's, and, with +some, blood from wounds trickled down over the blackness, giving them a +horrible look. Once a boy from another part of the line to our left ran +up to me crying out: "My regiment is gone! what shall I do?" + +There was now a little moment's lull in the howling noise; something was +going on. "Blaze away right here," I said to the boy, and he commenced +firing like a veteran. Then I heard one of our own line cry, "My God, +they're flanking us!" I looked to where the boy had come from. His +regiment had indeed given way. The Rebels had poured through the gap and +were already firing into our rear and yelling to us to surrender. In a +moment we would be surrounded. It was surrender or try to get back past +them. I ran like a racehorse,--so did the left of the regiment, amid a +storm of bullets and yells and curses. I saved my musket, anyway. I +think all did that,--but that half-mile race through a hot Mississippi +sun, with bullets and cannonballs plowing the fields behind us, will +never be forgotten. My lungs seemed to be burning up. Once I saw our +regimental flag lying by a log, the color-bearer wounded or dead. I +cried to a comrade flying near me, "Duncan Teter, it is a shame--the +Fifth Iowa running." + +Only the day before Teter had been reduced to the ranks for some offense +or another. He picked up the flag and with a great oath dared me to stop +and defend it. For a moment we two tried to rally to the flag the men +who were running by. We might as well have yelled to a Kansas cyclone. +Then Captain John Tait, rushing by, saw us, stopped, and, recognizing +the brave deed of Corporal Teter, promoted him on the spot. But the +oncoming storm was irresistible, and, carrying the flag, we all again +hurried rearward. We had scarcely passed the spot where I had seen Grant +mount his horse before the charge when a whole line of Union cannon, +loaded to the muzzle with grape-shot and canister, opened on the howling +mob that was pursuing us. The Rebels instantly halted, and now again it +seemed our turn. A few minutes rest for breath and our re-formed lines +once more dashed into the woods. In half an hour the battle of Champion +Hills was won, and the victorious Union army was shortly in a position +to compel the surrender of the key to the Mississippi River. Grant's +crown of immortality was won, and the jewel that shone most brightly in +it was set there by the blood of the men of Champion Hills. Had that +important battle failed, Grant's army, not Pemberton's, would have +become prisoners of war. Where then would have been Vicksburg, +Spotsylvania, Richmond, Appomattox? + +Six thousand blue- and gray-coated men were lying there in the woods, +dead or wounded, when the last gun of Champion Hills was fired. Some of +the trees on the battlefield were tall magnolias, and many of their +limbs were shot away. The trees were in full bloom, their beautiful +blossoms contrasting with the horrible scene of battle. Besides killing +and wounding three thousand of the enemy, we had also captured thirty +cannon and three thousand prisoners. + +When the troops went off into the road to start in pursuit of the flying +enemy, I searched over the battlefield for my best friend, poor Captain +Poag, with whom I had talked of our Northern homes only the night +before. He lay dead among the leaves, a bullet hole in his forehead. +Somebody buried him, but I never saw his grave. Another friend I found +dying. He begged me only to place him against a tree, and with leaves to +shut the burning sun away from his face. While I was doing this I heard +the groaning of a Rebel officer, who lay helpless in a little ditch. He +called to me to lift him out, as he was shot through both thighs, and +suffering terribly. "Yes," I said, "as soon as I get my friend here +arranged a little comfortably." His reply was pathetic. "Yes, that's +right; help your own first." I had not meant it so. I instantly got to +him and, with the aid of a comrade, pulled him out of the ditch. He +thanked me and told me he was a lieutenant colonel, and had been shot +while riding in front of the spot where he lay. I eased his position as +best I could, but all that night, with many another wounded soldier, +blue and gray, he was left on the desolate battlefield. + +Now I realized how terrible the fire had been about us,--for some +comrades counted two hundred bullet marks on a single oak tree within a +few feet of where the left of the regiment had stood loading and firing +that awful hour and a half. Most of the bullets had been fired too high, +else we had all been killed. Near by lay the remains of a Rebel battery. +Every horse and most of the cannoneers lay dead in a heap, the caissons +and the gun carriages torn to pieces by our artillery. Never in any +battle had I seen such a picture of complete annihilation of men, +animals, and material as was the wreck of this battery, once the pride +of some Southern town--its young men, the loved ones of Southern homes, +lying there dead among their horses. That was war! + +Some weeks after this battle, and after Vicksburg had been won, my +regiment was marched in pursuit of Joe Johnston, and we recrossed this +same battlefield. We reached it in the night and bivouacked on the very +spot where we had fought. It was a strange happening. Our sensations +were very unusual, for we realized that all about us there in the woods +were the graves of our buried comrades and the still unburied bones of +many of our foes. Save an occasional hooting owl the woods were sad and +silent. Before we lay down in the leaves to sleep the glee club of +Company B sang that plaintive song, "We're Tenting To-night on the Old +Camp Ground." Never was a song sung under sadder circumstances. All the +night a terrible odor filled the bivouac. When daylight came one of the +boys came to our company and said, "Go over to that hollow, and you will +see hell." Some of us went. We looked but once. Dante himself never +conjured anything so horrible as the reality before us. After the battle +the Rebels in their haste had tossed hundreds of their dead into this +little ravine and slightly covered them over with earth, but the rains +had come, and the earth was washed away, and there stood or lay hundreds +of half-decayed corpses. Some were grinning skeletons, some were +headless, some armless, some had their clothes torn away, and some were +mangled by dogs and wolves. The horror of that spectacle followed us +for weeks. That, too, was war! + +I have written this random but true sketch of personal recollections of +a severe battle because it may help young men who are anxious for +adventure and war, as I was, to first realize what war really is. My +experiences probably were the same as hundreds of others in that same +battle. I only tell of what was nearest me. A third of my comrades who +entered this fight were lost. Other Iowa and other Western regiments +suffered equally or more. General Hovey's division had a third of its +number slain. I have been in what history pronounces greater battles +than Champion Hills, but only once did I ever see two lines of blue and +gray stand close together and fire into each other's faces for an hour +and a half. I think the courage of the private soldiers, standing in +that line of fire for that awful hour and a half, gave us Vicksburg, +made Grant immortal as a soldier, and helped to save this country. + +But I must return to that afternoon of the battle. All that could be +assembled of our men gathered in line in a road near the field. It was +nearly dark. Sergeant Campbell walked about, making a list of the dead +and wounded of Company B. As I was not now on the company rolls, being +quartermaster sergeant, my name was not put down as one of the wounded. +Nor, seeing how many were sadly torn to pieces, did I think my wound +worth reporting. Shortly General Grant passed us in the road. Knowing +well how the regiment had fought in the battle, he rode to where our +colors hung over a stack of muskets and saluted them. We all jumped to +our feet and cheered. He spoke a few words to the colonel and rode on +into the darkness. That night we marched ahead, and in the morning +bivouacked in the woods as a reserve for troops fighting at the Black +River bridge. _There it was that Grant reached the crisis of his +career._ While sitting on his horse waiting to witness a charge by +Lawler's brigade, a staff officer overtook him, bringing a peremptory +order from Washington to _abandon the campaign_ and take his army to +Port Hudson to help General Banks. That moment Grant glanced to the +right of his lines and saw a dashing officer in his shirt sleeves +suddenly come out of a cluster of woods, leading his brigade to the +assault. It was General Lawler, and in five minutes the Rebel +breastworks were carried, the enemy in flight or drowning in the rapid +river. Then Grant turned to the staff officer and simply said, "_See +that charge! I think it is too late to abandon this campaign._" The +movements that were to make him immortal went on. Had that order of +Halleck's, written of course without knowledge of the recent victories, +been followed, Banks, and not Grant, would have been first commander in +the West. Had Lawler's charge failed just then and the battle been lost, +Grant could have had no excuse for not obeying the order that staff +officer held in his hand, directing him to abandon what turned out to be +one of the great campaigns of history. While sitting there in his saddle +at the close of that charge, General Grant wrote a little note in +pencil, the original of which is among my treasured souvenirs of the +war: + + "DEAR GENERAL: Lawler's brigade stormed the enemy's works a few + minutes since; carried them, capturing from two thousand to three + thousand prisoners, ten guns, so far as heard from, and probably + more will be found. The enemy have fired both bridges. A. J. Smith + captured ten guns this morning, with teams, men, and ammunition. I + send you a note from Colonel Wright. + + "Yours, + "U. S. GRANT, M. G. + + "TO MAJOR GENERAL SHERMAN." + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + Assaults on the walls of Vicksburg--Logan in battle--An army mule--A + promotion under the guns of Vicksburg--A storm of iron hail at + Vicksburg--The Vicksburg clock--The town surrenders--The glad + news--Reading my first order to the regiment--My regiment put on + guard in the captured city--Eight days' furlough in four years of + war. + + +The next morning (the 18th) my regiment crossed the pontoon bridge over +the Big Black and marched eight miles further toward Vicksburg. Now we +knew we were getting close to the Richmond of the West. As we crossed +the Black River we gazed with curiosity at the half-burned bridge from +which so many unfortunates had been hurled into the water by our +artillery the day before. After Lawler's charge thousands had tried to +get over the stream by the trestle-work and bridge, or by swimming. +General Osterhaus, seeing the fugitives from a high point where he +stood, cried out to his batteries: "Now, men, is the time to give them +hell." Twenty cannon instantly hurled their iron missiles at the bridge, +and the flying soldiers fell to the ground or into the foaming river, +almost by hundreds. "Lost at Black River," was the only message that +ever reached the home of many a Southern soldier of that day. + +On the 19th, at two o'clock, a terrible assault was made by the army on +the walls of Vicksburg. My own regiment, still in McPherson's corps, lay +close to the Jackson wagon road and under a tremendous thundering of the +enemy's artillery. We suffered little, however. Once I was ordered to +help some men build sheds of brush for the wounded. This was in a ravine +behind us. In an hour the work was done, and as I crept up the slope to +get forward to my regiment again I heard the loud voice of some officer +on horseback. It was General John A. Logan. The enemy's artillery was +sweeping the field at this point, but I could still hear Logan's voice +above the battle, cheering a number of soldiers that were near. "We have +taken this fort and we have taken that," he cried in tones that were +simply stentorian. "We are giving them hell everywhere." He was in full +uniform, his long black hair swept his shoulders, his eyes flashed fire, +he seemed the incarnation of the reckless, fearless soldier. He must +have thought cannonballs would not hurt him. For five minutes, perhaps, +I stood in a little dip in the ground, comparatively protected, while +he rode up and down under a storm of cannonballs, calling at the top of +his warrior's voice. I expected every moment to see him drop from his +horse, but nothing happened, and I went on to the line where all our men +were closely hugging the ground. Soon I, too, was stretched on the +ground, making myself as thin as I could. + +On the 20th we advanced still closer to the frowning works. It was only +a thousand yards to the forts of Vicksburg. We moved up in the darkness +that night. I think no one knew how close we were being taken to the +enemy. We lay down in line of battle and in the night our line was moved +a little. When daylight came my regiment was no little astonished to +find that we were on an open place in full view of the enemy. A comrade +and I rose from the ground and commenced our toilet, by pouring water +into each other's hands from our canteens. Almost at that moment the +Rebels had caught sight of our men lying there in long lines so close to +them, and instantly commenced throwing shells at us. My friend and I +left our morning toilet uncompleted and, seizing our rifles, we all +stood in line waiting. We could see the flags of the enemy above the +forts distinctly. With a glass the gunners could be seen at their guns, +hurling shot and shell at us. We were in a perilous and helpless +position. We were also very tired and hungry, for we had had nothing +whatever to eat. But here we stayed, and by the next morning our +skirmishers had advanced so close to the Vicksburg forts that the Rebel +gunners could reach us but little. Our gunboats too, down in the river +now commenced hurling mighty bombs and balls into the city. + +On the morning of the 22d of May all the batteries of the army and the +big guns of the river fleet bombarded the city for an hour, and under +the fog and the smoke of the battle the infantry advanced to assault the +works. It was a perilous undertaking. The day was fearfully hot; the +forts, ten feet high, were many and powerful; the ditches in front of +them were seven feet deep. That made seventeen feet to climb in the face +of musketry. In battle line, my regiment ran down into the ravines in +front and then up the opposite slope to the smoking breastwork. + +The colonel had ordered me to fasten two ammunition boxes across a mule +and follow the regiment into the assault. I was to lead my mule. A +soldier with a bush was to beat him from behind, so as to hurry him over +an exposed bit of ground at our front. The moment my mule appeared in +full sight of the enemy the bullets commenced whizzing past us. The +mule, true to his ancestral instinct, commenced pulling backward. +Yelling and pounding and pulling helped none at all. Two or three +bullets struck the boxes on his back, and before we had pulled him half +across he braced himself, held his ears back, and stood stock still. +That moment the bridle came off. My assistant dodged back to our rifle +pit and I hurried down to the ravine in front. The mule, too, as luck +would have it, also ran now,--ran down into the ravine beside me, right +where he was wanted. I tied him to a little bush and, awful as the +situation about me was, I almost laughed to see the antics of that +animal's ears as the bullets whizzed past him. + +My regiment was all lying against the hill close up to the fort. In +front of them was the ditch seven feet deep, beyond them an armed fort +ten feet high, emitting a constant blaze of cannon and musketry. The sun +was broiling hot. I crept along the line of the regiment and gave +ammunition to every company; then I crept back a little to where my mule +was still alive and his ears still at their antics. Lying there in the +line beside the boys, roasting in the sun and suffering from the +musketry in front, was our brave Colonel Boomer, leading the brigade. He +asked me once what I was doing, and, when I told him, he gave me some +compliments in a kind, but sad, low tone. Now I saw a company of men +creep by me, dragging little ladders in their hands. They were to make a +rush and throw these ladders across the ditch of the forts for the +assaulters to cross on. They were all volunteers for a work that seemed +sure death. I looked in each hero's face as he passed me, knowing almost +that he would be dead in a few minutes. Scarcely a dozen of them +returned alive. My regiment, with the rest of the assaulters, was simply +being shot to pieces without a hope of getting into the forts. We fell +back under the smoke of the battle as best we could, only to be led into +an assault at another point. McClernand had sent Grant word that he had +taken a fort on our left. He wanted help to hold it. + +Our division, now led by Quimby, was double quicked to the next place of +assault. I saved my mule. Again I strapped two ammunition boxes over his +back and followed the regiment. This time I did not risk my mule so +close in the battle, but took all the cartridges I could carry in my +arms and went to the left of the regiment. Once I saw a body lying on +the grass by me, with a handkerchief over the face. I went up and +looked. It was our own Colonel Boomer, who had spoken so kindly to me in +the morning. A useless charge had already been made by the brigade and +he, with many brave men, was dead. Some of my own company lay dead there +too. One of them had come from Iowa and joined his brother in the +company that very morning. All the assaulting of the 22d of May and all +the sacrifice of life had been for nothing. Vicksburg was not taken. + +Now commenced the regular siege of the city. We hid ourselves behind +ridges, in hollows, and in holes in the ground, as best we could. +Communication with our gunboats on the Yazoo was opened, and we had +plenty to eat and ammunition enough to bombard a dozen cities. Then the +bombardment commenced indeed, and lasted to the end, forty-four days. We +often threw three hundred cannonballs and shells a day into the city. +The whole Rebel army was also hidden in holes and hollows. All the +people of Vicksburg lived in caves at the sides of the hills or along +the bluffs of the river. Their homes now were like swallows' nests, with +small entrances in the face of hills and bluffs and big, dug-out +chambers inside. It was a strange life. With the eternal hail of cannon +over them day and night, and starvation a familiar figure to them, it +must have been a horrible one. + +Now we advanced our rifle pits and trenches and mines close up to the +Rebel forts, though our main lines lay in the ravines and on the ridge +a few hundred feet farther back. As for me, when not looking after the +ammunition, a trifling duty now, I was in the trenches with the others. + +One morning when out there at the front among our riflemen, who were +forever blazing day and night at every Rebel fort and rifle pit, I +noticed our good Colonel Matthies creeping along the trench to where I +was. He had a package of brown paper in his hand. Imagine my surprise +and pride to have him come to me and say: "Sergeant, this officer's sash +is yours." Then he announced my appointment as adjutant of the regiment. +He had been made a general now, and would soon leave for his new +command. This sash was one that he had worn and honored on many a +battlefield. Is it any wonder that now, after the long and perilous +years, it is preserved by me as a souvenir of honor? Soon after, I went +to a sutler's store on the Yazoo River to buy a sword and uniform. In +those days swords were not given to officers by committees in dress +coats, until they had been earned. This little trip to get my sword +almost cost me my life. My path to the river, six miles away, lay partly +along a ridge and partly close to an empty Rebel fort. This fort showed +scarcely any signs of having ever been used. I stayed all night with +the sutler, whom I knew very well, and at noon on a hot day started, on +my big yellow government horse, to go back to my regiment. My sword was +buckled on me and my new uniform was tied in a bundle on my saddle-bow. +It was too hot to ride fast, and my horse almost slept as he slowly +carried me close by the seemingly abandoned fort. Suddenly there was a +crash and a whole volley of musketry rattled about my ears. My poor +horse fell dead. It was a quick awakening, but I managed to pull my +bundle from the saddle-bow and to escape into a ravine where our own +troops lay. There I learned that the fort had been occupied by the +Rebels in the night, while I was with the sutler. It was a close call +for me. One of the boys declared he could save my saddle and bridle. +"Take them as a present," I said, "if you can get them." He crept up to +where my dead horse lay, and as he rose to his feet to undo the saddle +another volley from the fort hastened him to the ravine. I laughed. "If +your saddle and bridle were made of gold and silver," he shouted at me +as he ran back, "I wouldn't try it again." + +Slowly and without perceptible advance the siege went on. The little +battery that my regiment had saved at Iuka was still with us and behind +some breastworks at our immediate right. It was no uncommon thing to +see even Grant himself come along and stop and watch Captain Sears' guns +knock the dirt up from some fort in front of us. One day this battery +wounded a man who was running between two Rebel breastworks. The enemy +tried to secure his body, but every soul that showed himself for an +instant was shot by our riflemen. For half an hour this shooting over +one poor man's body was kept up, until it seemed that a battle was +taking place. + +Now our lines were so close together that our pickets often had a cup of +coffee or a chew of tobacco with the Rebel pickets at night. Drummer +Bain, of my company, had a brother among the soldiers inside Vicksburg. +One night he met him at the picket line, and together they walked all +through the beleagured town. But such things were dangerous business and +had to be kept very quiet. The weather was now very warm and fine, some +of the nights clear moonlight, and when the guns had stopped their +roaring many a time in the quiet night we heard the bell clock on the +Vicksburg Court House measuring out the hours. It is said that this +clock never stopped for an instant in all the siege, nor under the +hundred cannon that rained iron hail into the town. At night, too, the +big mortars from our fleet some miles from us tossed mighty bombs into +the air, that sailed like blazing comets and fell at last among the +people hidden in their caves. + +One day Governor Kirkwood of Iowa visited our regiment and made a speech +to us in a hollow back of our line. We cheered, and the Rebels, hearing +us and knowing we must be assembled in masses, hurled a hundred +cannonballs and shells over our heads, yet I think few were hurt. This +was the 3d of June. Every night that we lay there on the line we went to +sleep fearing to be waked by an attack from the army of Rebels under +Johnston, now assembled at our rear. This was the force we most feared, +not the army we had penned up in Vicksburg. Nevertheless, the batteries +in front of us gave us enough to do to prevent any ennui on our part. On +the 15th of June the enemy got one big gun in a position to rake from +our left the ravine in which my regiment was lying. We all stuck close +to our little caves on the ridge side, and few got hurt. In the meantime +we were working day and night putting more breastworks in front of us, +though we were now but four hundred yards away from the Rebel lines. +Here, as many times elsewhere, I copy from my diary. "Last night, the +16th, the major of our regiment, Marshall, took two hundred men and +worked all night digging new ditches and building breastworks. It was +rainy and muddy. The Rebels heard us at the work and in the darkness +slipped up and captured a few men. Some of the enemy, however, also got +taken in. This is the kind of work that is going on every night until +daybreak, and then we fire bullets all the day into the enemy's lines, +to prevent their repairing their forts. The cannonading and the rifle +shooting never cease. The roar is simply incessant, and yet when off +duty we sleep like newborn babes. + +"All the region we are in is hills and ravines, brush and cane-brake, +with here and there a little cotton field. Nature defends Vicksburg more +than a dozen armies could. She has built scores of positions around the +town strong as anything at Sevastapol." + +The rumors kept coming of a purposed attack on our rear. On the 20th of +June, at four o'clock in the morning, all the cannon on Grant's lines +and all the cannon on the gunboats opened fire on the town and thundered +at it for six mortal hours. They must have been awful hours for the +people inside. No such cannonading ever took place on the continent +before or since. We private soldiers did not know the exact object of +this fearful bombardment. The Rebels probably lay in battle line, +expecting an assault, and must have suffered greatly. + +In the night of the 22d of June, at midnight, rumors again came of a +great Rebel army marching on our rear. It was a beautiful moonlight +night, and my regiment, together with whole divisions of the army, +received orders to hurry back toward Black River, where cavalry +skirmishing had taken place. No battle came on, but for two days we lay +in line of battle, or else built breastworks for defense. + +On the 3d of July, as we were bivouacked in a little wood, news came +that the whole Rebel army in Vicksburg had prepared to surrender the +next day, the Nation's jubilee day. Instantly the regiment was ordered +to fall in. I had no little pride in reading to the men the dispatch +from General Grant announcing the great news. It was the first order I +had ever read to the regiment as its adjutant, and its great importance +gratified me much. The whole command acted as if they were drunken or +had suddenly lost their minds. Privates and officers shook hands and +laughed and wept, while majors and colonels turned somersaults on the +grass. It was indeed a great moment to us all. Twenty-seven thousand +men, with twenty-four generals and one hundred and eighty cannon, was a +great capture. We all knew we had made history on that day. + +Now the whole Rebel army passed out along the roads where we lay. I sat +on a rail fence near our bivouac and watched the host go by. The +officers all looked depressed, but the soldiers seemed glad the suspense +and danger were over and that now they could have enough to eat. Our +regiment freely divided with them all we had. + +"After a few days pursuit of Johnston's army at our rear (now suddenly +our front), my regiment is ordered into Vicksburg. We pass in over the +breastworks that had been so terrible to us a few days before. Looking +at them, I wonder at our hardihood in assaulting them. It would be hard +to climb through these ditches and into these forts even were no cannon +and no deadly muskets behind them. + +"My regiment is put on duty as a city guard. It now seems strange enough +to be guarding the very town and the very forts we had so recently been +assaulting. There are other troops here, but the Fifth Iowa is the guard +proper. We find the town badly battered up, with terrible signs of war +everywhere. There, too, were the graves of the dead and brave defenders. +If wrong, they still had been brave men." Years afterward, a shaft was +put up to their memory, and on it I read these words: + + "We care not whence they came, + Dear in their lifeless clay, + Whether unknown, or known to fame, + Their cause and country's still the same, + They died, and they wore the gray." + +The weather continued hot while we were there guarding the town, and the +place was very sickly; many citizens and very many colored soldiers +died. It was pitiable to see how little people cared, even our own +soldiers, whether these poor negro soldiers died or lived. Our own +regiment suffered little, yet on July 28 seventy were in the hospital. +We camped at Randolph and Locust streets, and spite of the mercury's +being 100 degrees in the shade, had pleasant soldier times. I mounted +the guard every morning and then spent most of the day reading to the +colonel, who was sick. + +In September I secured a leave of absence to go North. For the only time +during the four years' war I visited my home. I was there but eight +days, half of my time having been lost by the steamer I was on sticking +on sandbars. + +I saw strange sights in the North in those few days--women and children +and old men reaping the fields; home guards training at every village; +cripples and hospitals everywhere. Yet in spite of war prosperity was +blessing the North. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + Sherman's army floats across the Tennessee River at + midnight--Washington at the Delaware nothing compared to this--We + assault Missionary Ridge--An awful battle--My capture. + + +On my return from my home to my regiment I found it had been transported +to Memphis, where, as a part of General Sherman's army corps, we were +now to make a forced march to relieve Rosecrans' army at Chattanooga. +Chickamauga had been lost. The Union army lying under Lookout Mountain +was starving and its destruction almost certain. We made now the march +of four hundred miles from the Tennessee River, at Florence, in twenty +days, without incident. On the 22d of November, 1863, we beheld the +heights of Lookout Mountain and Missionary Ridge. + +November 23, 1863, and the great battle of Chattanooga was about to +begin. The victorious Rebel army, seventy-five thousand strong, lay +intrenched along the heights of Missionary Ridge and on top of Lookout +Mountain. My regiment was in Sherman's corps that had just hurried +across from Memphis. We had marched twenty miles a day. Now this corps +was to form the left of Grant's forces, cross a deep river in the +darkness, and assault the nearly inaccessible position of Bragg's army. +That night we lay in bivouac in the woods close by the Tennessee River. +We very well knew that 116 rude pontoon boats had been built for us and +were lying hidden in a creek near by. We had almost no rations for the +army. As for the horses and mules, they had already starved to death by +the thousands, and were lying around everywhere. Rosecran's army had +been virtually besieged, and was about to starve or surrender when Grant +came on to the ground and took command. When Sherman's corps got up it +was decided to stake all on a great battle. If defeated, we should +probably all be lost. All the men in Sherman's corps who were to make +the first great assault realized that, and they realized also the danger +we were now to encounter by attempting to cross that rapid river in the +night. + +Midnight came and all were still awake, though quiet in the bivouac. At +two o'clock we heard some quiet splashing in the water. It was the sound +of muffled oars. The boats had come for us. Every man seized his rifle, +for we knew what was coming next. "Quietly, boys, fall in quietly," said +the captains. Spades were handed to many of us. We did not ask for +what, as we knew too well. Quietly, two by two, we slipped down to the +water's edge and stepped into the rude flatboats that waited there. "Be +prompt as you can, boys; there's room for thirty in a boat," said a tall +man in a long waterproof coat who stood on the bank near us in the +darkness. Few of us had ever before heard the voice of our beloved +commander. Sherman's kind words gave us all cheer, and his personal +presence, his sharing the danger we were about to undertake, gave us +confidence. + +In a quarter of an hour a thousand of us were out in the middle of the +river afloat in the darkness. Silent we sat there, our rifles and our +spades across our knees. There was no sound but the swashing of the +water against the boats. We had strange feelings, the chief of which was +probably the thought: Would the enemy on the opposite bank fire into us +and drown us all? Every moment we expected a flash of musketry or a roar +of cannon. We did not know that a ruse had been played on the pickets on +the other side; that a boatload of our soldiers had crossed farther up +and in the darkness caught every one of them without firing a shot. One +only got away. Who knew how soon all of Braggs' army might be alarmed +and upon us? + +In half an hour we were out on the opposite bank and creeping along +through the thicket, a spade in one hand a rifle in the other. What +might happen any moment we knew not. Where was that escaped picket? And +where was Braggs' army? Instantly we formed in line of battle and +commenced digging holes for ourselves. We worked like beavers, turn +about; no spade was idle for one moment. Daylight found us there, two +thousand strong, with rifle pits a mile in length. Other brigades got +over the river, pontoons soon were down; still other troops, whole +divisions, were across, and forty cannon were massed close to the +crossing to protect us. What a sight was that for General Bragg, when he +woke up that morning at his headquarters' perch, on top of Missionary +Ridge! All that day we maneuvered under heavy cannonading and drove the +enemy from hill to hill at our front. Some of the troops did heavy +fighting, but the Rebels only fell back to their great position on the +Ridge. + +That night my regiment stood picket at the front. The ground was cold +and wet, none of us slept a wink, and we were almost freezing and +starving. We had not slept, indeed, for a hundred hours. It had been one +vast strain, and now a battle was coming on. All that night we who were +on the picket line could hear the Rebel field batteries taking position +on Missionary Ridge, to fight us on the morrow. The morning of the 25th +dawned clear and beautiful. Instantly whole divisions of troops +commenced slaughtering each other for the possession of single hills and +spurs. At times the battle in front of Sherman was a hand to hand +encounter. My own brigade was so close that the Rebels even threw stones +down upon us. Over to the far right Hooker's men were in possession of +Lookout Mountain, and were breaking in on the enemy's left flank. + +It was two o'clock when our division, my own regiment with it, received +orders from Sherman to fix bayonets and join in the assault on +Missionary Ridge. General J. E. Smith led the division, and General +Matthies, our former colonel, led the brigade. We had to charge over the +open, and by this time all the cannon in the Rebel army were brought to +bear on the field we had to cross. We emerged from a little wood, and at +that moment the storm of shot and shell became terrific. In front of us +was a rail fence, and, being in direct line of fire, its splinters and +fragments flew in every direction. "Jump the fence, men! tear it down!" +cried the colonel. Never did men get over a fence more quickly. Our +distance was nearly half a mile to the Rebel position. + +We started on a charge, running across the open fields. I had heard the +roaring of heavy battle before, but never such a shrieking of +cannonballs and bursting of shell as met us on that charge. We could +see the enemy working their guns, while in plain view other batteries +galloped up, unlimbered, and let loose at us. Behind us our own +batteries (forty cannon) were firing at the enemy over our heads, till +the storm and roar became horrible. It sounded as if the end of the +world had come. Halfway over we had to leap a ditch, perhaps six feet +wide and nearly as many deep. Some of our regiment fell into this ditch +and could not get out, a few tumbled in intentionally and stayed there. +I saw this, and ran back and ordered them to get out, called them +cowards, threatened them with my revolver; they did not move. Again I +hurried on with the line. All of the officers were screaming at the top +of their voices; I, too, screamed, trying to make the men hear. "Steady! +steady! bear to the right! keep in line! Don't fire! don't fire!" was +yelled till we all were hoarse and till the awful thunder of the cannon +made all commands unheard and useless. + +In ten minutes, possibly, we were across the field and at the beginning +of the ascent of the Ridge. Instantly the blaze of Rebel musketry was in +our faces, and we began firing in return. It helped little, the foe was +so hidden behind logs and stones and little breastworks. Still we +charged, and climbed a fence in front of us and fired and charged again. +Then the order was given to lie down and continue firing. That moment +someone cried, "Look to the tunnel! They're coming through the tunnel." +Sure enough, through a railway tunnel in the mountain the gray-coats +were coming by hundreds. They were flanking us completely. + +"Stop them!" cried our colonel to those of us at the right. "Push them +back." It was but the work of a few moments for four companies to rise +to their feet and run to the tunnel's mouth, firing as they ran. Too +late! an enfilading fire was soon cutting them to pieces. "Shall I run +over there too?" I said to the colonel. We were both kneeling on the +ground close to the regimental flag. He assented. When I rose to my feet +and started it seemed as if even the blades of grass were being struck +by bullets. As I ran over I passed many of my comrades stretched out in +death, and some were screaming in agony. For a few minutes the whole +brigade faltered and gave way. + +Colonel Matthies, our brigade commander, was sitting against a tree, +shot in the head. Instantly it seemed as if a whole Rebel army was +concentrated on that single spot. For a few moments I lay down on the +grass, hoping the storm would pass over and leave me. Lieutenant Miller, +at my side, was screaming in agony. He was shot through the hips. I +begged him to try to be still; he could not. Now, as a second line of +the enemy was upon us, and the first one was returning, shooting men as +they found them, I rose to my feet and surrendered. "Come out of that +sword," shrieked a big Georgian, with a terrible oath. Another grabbed +at my revolver and bellowed at me "to get up the hill quicker than +hell." It was time, for our own batteries were pouring a fearful fire on +the very spot where we stood. I took a blanket from a dead comrade near +me, and at the point of the bayonet I was hurried up the mountain. We +passed lines of infantry in rifle pits and batteries that were pouring a +hail of shells into our exposed columns. Once I glanced back, +and--glorious sight!--I saw lines of bluecoats at our right and center, +storming up the ridge. + +In a few minutes' time I was taken to where other prisoners from my +regiment and brigade were already collected together in a hollow. We +were quickly robbed of nearly everything we possessed and rapidly +started down the railroad tracks toward Atlanta. While we were there in +that little hollow General Breckenridge, the ex-Vice President of the +United States, came in among us prisoners to buy a pair of Yankee +gauntlets. I sold him mine for fifteen dollars (Confederate money). + +General Grant's victorious army was already over the Ridge and in rapid +pursuit. Taking the Ridge and Lookout Mountain cost the Union army well +on to six thousand dead and wounded. The Rebels lost as many, or more, +so that twelve thousand human beings were lying dead, or in agony, that +night among the hills of Chattanooga. Not long before, thirty thousand +had been killed and wounded, on both sides, close to this same Ridge. +Forty-two thousand men shot for the possession of a single position. +_That was war._ + +That night as the guards marched us down the railroad we saw train after +train whiz by loaded with the wounded of the Rebel army. The next day +when they halted us, to bivouac in the woods, we were amazed to see +quite a line of Union men from East Tennessee marching along in +handcuffs. Many of them were old men, farmers, whose only crime was that +they were true to the Union. They were hated ten times worse than the +soldiers from the North. These poor men now were allowed no fire in the +bivouac, and had almost nothing to eat. "They will everyone be shot or +hanged," declared the officer of our guard to me. I do not know what +happened to these poor Tennesseeans. Shortly after, we Northern +prisoners were put aboard cattle cars and started off for Libby Prison +at Richmond, most of us never to see the North or our homes again. + + + + +CHAPTER X + + In Libby Prison--Life there--"Belle Isle"--All prisons bad--The great + escape--"Maryland, My Maryland." + + +The story of Libby Prison at Richmond has been told so often I shall not +dwell on details about it here. Besides, the experiences of one man +there were not materially different from the experiences of another. I +was to stay there some seven months, always in the same room, and +oftenest denied the poor privilege of looking out of the window. Our +lives were to be very wretched there. That is now a thread-worn tale. At +their very best, war prisons in every country are wretched places. One's +friends do not stand guard there; it is our enemies. They are not penal +establishments; they are simply places for keeping captives who, until +in our so-called civilized days, would have been put to death on the +battlefield. + +Our little company of captives from Chattanooga reached Libby Prison +just after daylight of December 8, 1863. As we crossed the big bridge +over the James River we looked down into the stream and saw "Belle +Isle." It was a cold wet sandbar, and there, shivering in the wind, we +saw five thousand ragged and emaciated human beings. They were prisoners +of war. Some of them were from my own regiment. Most of them were never +to see their homes again. The tales of their experiences would stagger +human belief. These were all private soldiers; the commissioned officers +were to be locked up in Libby Prison. + +The old tobacco warehouse of Libby & Son had been transformed into a +monster guardhouse for officers captured from the Federal army. Little +the two old tobacco merchants must have dreamed with what infamy their +names would go down to history, through no fault of their own. + +The big brick building stood close to the James River. It had no glass +in its windows, and the cold wind from the bay swept through its vast +rooms day and night. Six hundred other prisoners were already there on +our arrival, picked up from many battlefields. + +Libby Prison was three stories high and its floors were divided into +several rooms each. The prisoners slept on the floor, with only old army +blankets around them. When thus lying down, the floor was entirely +covered with shivering human beings. Each group of half a dozen men had +extemporized tables, made from old boxes. A few seats were made by +cutting barrels in two. At night the seats, and whatever else might be +there, were piled on top of the tables, while the prisoners stretched +themselves on the floor to try to sleep. In my diary of the time I read: +"The food doled out to us is miserable and scanty in the extreme. A +species of corn bread, ground up cobs and all, and a little rice form +the principal part of the ration. The fact that this bread is burned +black outside and is raw inside renders it more detestable. Occasionally +letters from the North reach us by a flag of truce, and at very rare +intervals a prisoner is allowed to receive a little box of coffee, +sugar, and salt, sent to him by his friends in the North." + +As the time went on this privilege was denied us. The high price of +everything South in the war times was the flimsy excuse for giving the +captured ones so little. + +Prices of provisions were indeed terrible in Richmond. This list I +copied from a Richmond paper, December 20, 1863: Bacon, $3 per pound; +potatoes, $18 per bushel; turkeys, $25 each; sugar, $3 per pound; beef, +$1 per pound; butter, $5 per pound; shad, $34 per pair; whisky, $75 a +gallon. This was in the discounted money of the Confederates. + +The beginning of the new year 1864 came in cold and gloomy. We could +keep warm only by running and jumping and pushing each other about the +prison. I was in the upper east room, and had for messmates Captains +Page and Bascom and Lieutenants Austin and Hoffman, all of my own +regiment. In the little box of provisions sent me by my mother in the +North was a copy of a Latin grammar, put there by good old Professor +Drake, my former school-teacher. Evidently he thought the mind needed +feeding as well as the body. I took the hint and studied the book +faithfully. I recited to Major Marshall, and eight times I went through +this Latin grammar. I had nothing else to do, but Latin is no go on an +empty stomach. When, later, I got out of prison Latin was as strange to +me as if I had never seen a grammar in my life. My memory had been +well-nigh ruined by my confinement. One day, fearing our escape, the +authorities put iron bars on all our windows. They did not think to put +glass in them to keep the cold air out. + +On the night of February 10 occurred the famous escape of one hundred +and nine prisoners. For many weeks certain officers had been missing. +They were in the earth under the prison, digging a tunnel to liberty. +The length of this secret tunnel, dug under the prison, under stone +walls, under the street and under the very feet of the guards, was +eighty-six feet. + +Forty-six nights were consumed in digging it. Only certain of the +prisoners knew anything about it. On the night of the escape I was told +of it. I stood in the dark at an upper window and watched the prisoners +as they came out at the farther end of the tunnel and slipped away. I +did not try to enter the tunnel when I heard of it; there was already +five times as many men in the cellar as could possible get away by +daylight. As it was, a third of those escaping were captured and brought +back again to the prison. + +On the 20th of March some exchanged Confederates were sent into Richmond +under flag of truce. The President, Jefferson Davis, and all the +dignitaries welcomed them. The President also came into Libby Prison one +day, possibly to see with his own eyes and hear with his own ears if all +the terrible tales of hardship and cruelties occurring there were true. +Whatever conclusion he may have reached, the hard lines of our life in +the prison were not visibly altered. They have been told of a hundred of +times. + +All the nights now it was very cold. I had but one blanket. I, like all +the others, slept on the floor, and in my clothes, with my boots under +my head for a pillow. One night,--it was at the close of February, +1864,--we in the prison were greatly excited over a report that Union +cavalry under Generals Kilpatrick and Dahlgren were making a raid on +the city for the purpose of releasing us. It was raining outside, and +very dark, but we were sure we heard the Union cannon close at hand. We +thought the hour of our deliverance had come. Instantly, but secretly, +we organized ourselves into bands to break out and help. + +Soon Major Turner, the prison commander, came into the prison, making +mysterious threats of something awful that would happen should we lift a +single hand. Some negro help about the prison whispered to us all that, +under Turner's direction, they had been compelled to carry thirty kegs +of gunpowder into the cellar of the prison. Rumor said that it was +Turner's intention, if our troops should get into Richmond, to blow up +the prison and destroy us. A horrible plan, if true. Sadly for us, the +great raid proved a failure. Dahlgren was killed, and his body was +mutilated and exposed to an enraged public at one of the railroad depots +in the city. These things were not done by honorable Confederate +soldiers, but by irresponsible home guards and undisciplined rowdies. + +Now we saw no hopes of ever getting away. We would at last all die here, +we thought. The nights seemed colder than ever; perhaps our blood was +getting thinner. Some of us played chess; numbers sat with cards in +their hands from early morning till bedtime. A few, experts with the +knife, made bone rings and the like to sell, and so increased their +rations a little. Generally now the rations were getting poorer, if such +a thing were possible. Many prisoners were breaking down and were +carried out to die. My own health--and I was young and strong--was +beginning to give way. Once I fell on the floor in an utter swoon from +weakness and hunger. From Andersonville, where the private soldiers +were, came the horrible reports that "all were dying." + +One day a lot of Marylanders, most of whom had run through the Union +lines from Baltimore, were organized into a battalion called "The +Maryland Line." They were led by Marshall Wilder. They were marched past +the prison, singing "Maryland, My Maryland." It was the first time I +ever heard the song sung by Southerners. The music seemed to stir the +whole city.[A] + + [A] Years afterwards I wrote a song to this music myself ("The Song + of Iowa"). To this day it is well known, and has become the official + State song. + +Great battles were being fought in Virginia, and sometimes Grant's +soldiers approached close to Richmond. Before daylight of May 7 our +captors, fearing mutiny and escape, placed all the prisoners in cattle +cars and hurried us across the Confederacy to Macon, Ga. For seven +long, dreary, awful months I had been in one room in Libby Prison, with +little to eat or wear. It all seems a horrible dream as I write of it +now. + +Now there were rumors that we were to be taken to a prison farther +South. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + + Escaping from Macon--An adventure in Atlanta--In the disguise of a + Confederate soldier--My wanderings inside the Confederate army and + what I experienced there--I am captured as a spy--How I got out of + it all. + + +I have related how suddenly we prisoners were hurried from Libby Prison +in Richmond to the town of Macon in Georgia. + +It was now the hot summer of 1864, that summer when Sherman, only a +hundred and fifty miles from our prison, was having a battle every day. +He was marching and fighting his way to Atlanta. Seven hundred of us, +all Federal officers, were now penned up in a hot stockade. I copy a +page from my diary: + +"The walls here at Macon prison are twelve feet high. Sentries are +posted near the top of them on a platform running around the outside. +Their orders are to shoot any prisoners seen approaching the dead line. +This dead line is simply marked off by an occasional stake, and is +twelve feet inside the surrounding wall. It is fearfully hot here inside +this stockade. The ground is pure sand, reflecting the sun's rays +powerfully. We had no cover of any kind at first, save the blankets +stretched over pine sticks. It is as hot here at Macon as it was cold at +Libby Prison." + +We tried digging a tunnel by which to escape. It was four feet under +ground and seventy-five feet long. It was barely ready when some spy +revealed it, and our chance was lost. For my own part, I was determined +to get away. The food was now again horrible, and all kinds of +indignities and insults were heaped upon the prisoners. One night during +a hard rain I attempted to escape through a washout under the stockade. +I remained by the spot till nearly midnight, not knowing that I was +being watched every moment. As I was about to give up the attempt and go +away Captain Gesner, of a New York regiment, came to the little brook +for a cup of water. The guard who had been watching me then fired, and +Gesner dropped dead. They came in with lanterns to see who had been +killed, and the guard who had fired related how he had watched the man +for nearly two hours trying to escape. I did not dare say that it was I, +not poor Gesner, who had been trying to get away. + +Now I contemplated, too, a different means of escape. It was to get a +Rebel uniform, escape from the stockade by some means, and enter the +Rebel army in disguise, trusting my chance to get away during the first +battle. + +There was but one gate or door to the stockade, and this door was kept +constantly closed. It was guarded by a sentinel who stood, gun in hand, +immediately above it while a corporal stood watch below. Once a day a +few guards and officers entered this door, closed it behind them, and +formed us into lines for counting. I had studied a small map of the +country for days, and by dint of trading tobacco, etc., with an +occasional guard who was dying for the weed I acquired, piece by piece, +a pretty decent Rebel uniform. This I kept buried in the sand where I +slept. July 15, 1864, came around. My term of enlistment expired that +day. I had been in the Union army three years; was it not a good time to +give the Rebels a trial? There were a few old sheds not far from the +gate, and in one of these one morning about nine o'clock I waited with a +friend, and saw the sergeants and the guards come in, when the bell +rang, to count the prisoners. I had resurrected my Rebel uniform and had +quietly slipped it on. It fitted amazingly. My friend was lingering +there, simply to see what would become of me. He has often declared +since then that he expected me to be shot the moment I should approach +the dead-line. + +The prisoners were some way off, in rows, being counted. I stepped from +under cover and quickly walked up to and over the dead-line by the gate. +The guard walking above brought his gun from his shoulder, halted, and +looked at me. I paid no attention, but knocked, when the door opened, +and the corporal stepped in the opening and asked what I wanted. "The +lieutenant misses a roll-list, and I must run out and bring it from +headquarters," I answered, pushing by him hurriedly. There was no time +for questions, and the corporal, before getting over his surprise, had +passed me out as a Rebel sergeant. I quickly turned the corner, passed a +number of "Johnnies" sitting on the grass drinking coffee and went +straight up to the commandent's tent, near the edge of the wood, but did +not go in. I had not looked behind me once, but expected every moment to +hear a bullet whizzing after me. I passed behind the tent, walked slowly +into the wood, and then ran my best for an hour. + +I was outside of prison. How free, how green, how beautiful all things +seemed! It was the joy of years in a few minutes. Of course I was +instantly missed at the roll-call, and bloodhounds were soon upon my +track. I avoided them, however, by different maneuvers. I changed my +course, shortly repassed the prison pen on the opposite side, and went +back and up into the city of Macon. After wandering through its streets +for an hour I again took to the woods. That night I slept in a swamp of +the Ocmulgee River. What bedfellows I had!--frogs, lizards, bats, and +alligators. But it was better than the inside of a war prison. All the +next day I lay in a blackberry patch, fearing to move, but feasting on +the luscious, ripe berries. What a contrast it was to my previous +starving! Never in this world shall I enjoy food so again. + +Near to me was a watering-station for the railway to Atlanta. As I lay +in the bushes I heard trains halting all the day. With night came a +glorious moon. Such a flood of heaven's own light I had never seen +before. By ten at night a long, empty train halted, and in two minutes I +had sprung from the bushes and was inside of an empty freight car. In +ten minutes more I stood in the door of the car watching the fair farms +and the hamlets of Georgia sleeping under the glorious moonlight, while +I was being hurled along heaven knew where. + +That was the strangest ride of my life. The conductor came along when we +were near Atlanta, swinging his lantern into the cars, and found a +strange passenger. He threatened all sorts of things if my fare were not +paid, of course I had no money, but I put myself on my dignity, told him +I was a convalescent soldier coming back from a furlough, and dared him +or any other civilian to put me off the train. That ended the colloquy, +and just before daylight the whistle screamed for Atlanta, and I was +inside the lines of Hood's army. + +I left the train and in a few moments was tucked away in the haymow of a +barn near the station. So far, good; but daylight brought a squad of +Rebel cavalry into the barn, who, to my dismay, soon commenced climbing +up to the mow for hay for their horses. My presence of mind was about +leaving me utterly when I happened to notice an empty sugar hogshead in +the corner of the mow. Before the Rebels were up I was in it, and there +I sat and perspired for six mortal hours. Those hours were days, every +one of them. All of this time Sherman's army, then besieging Atlanta, +was throwing shells into our neighborhood. At last, at last! the Rebels +saddled their horses and rode out of the barnyard. + +I was not long in changing my headquarters. For days and days I walked +up and down Atlanta among the troops, to the troops, away from the +troops, always moving, always just going to the regiment, to which I had +attached myself as ordnance sergeant. I was very careful, however, to +keep far away from that particular regiment. I knew its position, its +chief officers, knew, in fact, the position of every brigade in Hood's +army. It was to my interest, under the circumstances, to know them well, +for I was continually halted with such exclamations as, "Hallo! which +way? Where's your regiment? What you doing away over here?" A hundred +times I was on the point of being arrested and carried to my alleged +command. For every man I met I had a different tale, to suit the +circumstances. At night I slept where I could--under a tree, behind a +drygoods box; it made little difference, as my lying down on the ground, +hungry, pillowless, and blanketless, and fearing every moment to be +arrested, could not be called sleeping. This life was growing monotonous +at last; the more so as, aside from an occasional apple, I had nothing +at all to eat. + +About the fifth day I overheard an old Irishman, hoeing among his +potatoes, bitterly reviling the war to his wife. I made his acquaintance +and discovered our sentiments as to the rebellion to be very nearly +identical. Under the most tremendous of oaths as to secrecy, I told who +I was and that I was absolutely starving. If he would help me, I knew +how to save his property when Sherman's army should enter. That it would +enter, and that Atlanta would be razed to the ground, and every human +being's throat cut, he had not a doubt. Still, if detected in secreting +or feeding me, he would be hanged from his own door-post. There was no +doubting that, either. + +However, that night I slept in his cellar and was fed with more than the +crumbs from his table. It was arranged that I should wander about the +army day-times, and come to his cellar--unknown to him, of course--about +ten every night, when his family were likely to be in bed. The outside +door was to be left unlocked for me. Prisoners did not carry timepieces +in the South. Mine disappeared with my pistols on the battlefield of +Chattanooga, and as an unfortunate result I went to my den in the cellar +an hour too early one evening. None of my protector's family seemed to +have been aware of the guest in the cellar. + +I was sitting quietly in a corner of the dark, damp place when the +trap-door opened above and a young lady, bearing a lamp, descended and +seemed to be searching for something. It was a romantic +situation--destined to be more so. Groping about the cellar, the young +lady approached me. I moved along the wall to avoid her. She unluckily +followed. I moved farther again. She followed, cornered me, screamed at +the top of her voice, dropped the lamp, and fainted. In half a minute +three soldiers who had happened to be lunching upstairs, the old lady, +and my friend, her husband, rushed down the steps, armed with lights. +The old gentleman recognized me and was in despair. I think I too was in +despair, but, rightfully or wrongfully, I took to my heels and escaped +through the door which I had entered, leaving the fainting girl, the +despairing father, and the astonished soldiers to arrange matters as +they might. The girl recovered, I learned years afterward, and her +father's house was one of the few that escaped the flames when Sherman +started to the sea. + +From that night on I slept again at the roadsides, and as for rations, I +might say I did not have any. The weather was terribly hot, but I spent +my days wandering from regiment to regiment and from fort to fort, +inspecting the positions and the works. I knew if I did get through, all +this would be equal to any army corps for Sherman. + +Once I crept into a little deserted frame house and, happening to find +an old white palmetto hat there, I changed it for my own, on account of +the heat. I then laid my Rebel jacket and cap under the boards and, +fastening my pantaloons up with a piece of broad red calico that +happened to be with the hat, sallied out, seeing what I could see. I +very soon saw more than I had calculated on. I had wandered well off to +the right of the army and was quietly looking about when a squad of +cavalry dashed in, shouting, "The Yankees are on us!" There was a +regiment of infantry close by, which sprang to its feet, and every man +in sight was ordered to seize a gun and hurry to the front. I, too, was +picked up, and before I had time to explain that I was just going over +to my division a gun was in my hands and I was pushed into the line. The +whole force ran for a quarter of an hour into the woods, firing as they +ran, and shouting. Suddenly, as a few shots were fired into us, we +stopped and formed line of battle. + +The skirmish was soon over. Some cavalry had flanked the Yanks and +brought them in, and while their pockets were being gone through with by +my fellow-soldiers I slipped to the rear, and was glad to get back into +my own cap and jacket. + +I lay in the little empty house that night. Sherman's army had been +banging at the city fearfully, and setting houses on fire all night. It +was a little revenge, I presume, for the losses in the skirmish in which +I had taken so picturesque a part. These shelled houses had emptied +their occupants into the street, and a little after daylight I noticed a +family, with its worldly baggage piled on a one-mule wagon, stop in +front of my residence. "Here's a house out of range of bullets. Why not +move in?" I heard a manly voice call to the women and children, +following with the traps. "Move in," I thought to myself. "Well, they +can stand it, if I can." The house consisted of but one large room, +unceiled, and reaching to the rafters, with the exception of a small +compartment, finished off and ceiled, in one corner. On top of this +little compartment were my headquarters. + +In they moved, bag and baggage, and the women folks soon commenced +preparing a meal outside, under the shadows of the front door. This +half-finished room had been used as a butcher shop in the past, it +seemed, and the meat hooks in the corner had served me as a ladder to +mount to my perch on the ceiling. "Now, Johnny," chirped the wife, "do +run uptown and buy some red and white muslin. We will make a Union flag, +and when Sherman gits in, as he's bound to, we're jest as good Union +folks as he is. You know I'm dyin' for real coffee. I'm tired of chicory +and Injun bread, and I don't keer if Sherman's folks is in to-morrow. +We'll draw government rations, and be Union." + +These good people were probably "poor trash" of the South, not caring +much which way the war went provided they could get rations. Their +general talk, however, was of the real Rebel character, and it was an +unsafe place for me to stop in. In an hour the banquet before the front +door was prepared, and all hands went out to partake. Soon they were +joined by a Rebel soldier, who seemed to be on a half-hour's furlough +to visit the young lady of the party, whom I took to be his sweetheart. +Sherman's army, I was sorry to learn from this soldier, was being simply +"mowed out of existence." "All the woods about Atlanta were as a reeking +corpse." Sherman himself was in flight northward. + +By looking more closely through a chink in the weather-boarding of my +hiding-place I discovered that he was reading all this dreadful +information from a Copperhead newspaper from Chicago, and then I felt +easier. + +Again, there was the talk about money purses made of Yankee's scalps and +finger rings from Yankee bones; and during the dinner I was no little +astonished to see this valiant Southerner exhibit to his eager listeners +a veritable ring, rough and yellow, made, as he said, from the bones of +one of Sherman's cavalrymen. This was probably brag. + +The banquet of cucumbers, chicory, and Injun bread was about +terminating. My soldier with the ring had used up his furlough and was +gone. The house was still empty, and it was now, or never, if I proposed +getting down from my perch without alarm. My plan was silently to climb +down the meat hooks which I had ascended and to slip out at the still +open back door of the house. On peeping over the edge of the ceiling, +however, what was my amazement to see a bull-dog of immense proportions +tied to one of my hooks! + +Here was a "situation"! He was sound asleep, but had an amiable +countenance. I dropped a bit of plaster on his nose. He looked up +amazed, and smiled. Then I smiled, and then he smiled again; and then I +carefully crept down, patted him on the head, said good-by in a whisper, +and in a twinkling was out at the back door. My gratitude to this dog is +boundless. + +I had found it unsafe to be about houses, and again I took my lodgings +in the field. Again I was busy, just _going to my division_, but never +getting there. Once, near the sacred quarters of a brigadier, the guard +arrested me. I protested, and our loud talk brought the brigadier to the +rescue. I explained how I was "just going to my regiment," and how my +pass had been lost, and the necessity of my going on at once. The +brigadier took in the situation at a glance, and with a pencil wrote me +a pass, good for that day. + +Fighting was going on about Atlanta constantly, but with so many +apparent reverses to our arms that I feared I should never get away. + +The memorable 22d of July came, and with it the most terrific fighting +on Hood's right, and in fact all round the semi-circle about the city. A +division, with my Alabama regiment, entered the battle on Hood's right +wing, and I followed, at a safe distance, as an ordnance sergeant. +Everybody was too busy and excited to ask me questions, and in the hope +that Hood would be defeated and an opportunity for getting through the +lines be at last presented, I was feeling good. Hundreds, thousands +possibly, of wounded men fell back by me, but all shouting, "The Yankees +are beaten, and McPherson is killed." + +It was too true! McPherson had fallen and, if reports were correct, +Sherman's army had met with an awful disaster. For me, there was nothing +left but to get back to the rear and try another direction. I knew that +Sherman's advance was at the ford, at Sandtown, on the Chattahoochie +River, at our left. Could I only get there, I might still be saved. I +had now been seen among the Rebel forts and troops so much that there +was the greatest danger of my being recaptured, and shot as a spy. On +the night of the 22d I took refuge under a hedge, near to a field +hospital. + +No food and no sleep for days was killing me. Still there was no rest, +for all the night long I heard the groans of the poor fellows whose arms +and legs were being chopped off by the surgeons. The whole night was +simply horrible. I might have died there myself; I wonder that I did +not. Only the hope of escape was keeping me alive. I had not eaten a +pound of food in days. + +Daylight of the 23d came. It was my birthday. Auspicious day, I thought, +and again my hopes gave me strength and courage to work my way past +lines of infantry and cavalry. + +All day, till nearly sunset, I had crept around in the woods, avoiding +sentinels, and now I was almost in sight of the longed-for goal. It was +not a mile to the ford. When darkness set in I should swim the river and +be a free man. More, I had news that would help Sherman's army to +capture Atlanta. A thousand pictures of home, of freedom, peace, were +painting themselves in my mind. One hour more, and all would be well. + +Hark! a shot, and then a call to halt and hold up my arms. I was +surrounded in a moment by fifty cavalrymen who had been secreted in the +bushes--how or where I know not. We were in sight of the river, and the +Union flag was just beyond. It was no use here to talk about being a +Confederate. I was arrested as a spy, and in great danger of being shot +then and there, without a hearing. I was partly stripped, searched +thoroughly, and then marched between two cavalrymen to General Ross, of +Texas, who, with his staff, was also at a hidden point in the woods. +General Ross treated me kindly and gave me lunch and a blanket to rest +on. It was his duty, however, to send me to the division headquarters, +to be tried. I was again marched till nine at night, when I was turned +over to General H----. He was sitting by a fire in the woods roasting +potatoes and reviling the Yankees. As I was arrested as a spy, and to be +tried, I deemed it best to say nothing. "Try to escape from me tonight," +shouted General H----, as if he were commanding an army corps, "and I'll +put you where there is no more 'scaping." Through the whole night a +soldier sat at my head with a cocked pistol, but for the first time in +days I slept soundly. Why not? The worst had happened. By daylight a +guard marched me up to the city, where Hood had army headquarters in the +yard of a private residence. + +On the way there my guard, a mere boy, was communicative, and I +persuaded him to show me the paper that was being sent around with me, +from one headquarters to another. I read it. Sure enough, I was +considered a spy, and was being forwarded for trial. The paper gave the +hour and place of my capture, with the statement that one of those +capturing me had seen me inspecting a fort on the previous Sunday. + +When we reached Hood's tents, in the dooryard of the Atlanta mansion, I +was turned over to a new guard, and the document brought with me was +carelessly thrown into an open pigeon-hole of a desk out on the grass by +a clerk who seemed too much disturbed about other matters to ask where +the guard came from or what I was accused of. I, at least, noticed where +the paper was put. There was the most tremendous excitement at +headquarters. Orderlies and officers were dashing everywhere at once, +fighting was constantly going on, and an immediate retreat seemed to be +determined. I was left that night in a tent with a few other prisoners, +among them two deserters, sentenced to be shot. Close by on the lawn was +the desk where the clerk had deposited my paper. Our guard was very +accommodating, or very negligent, for he allowed different persons to go +in and out from our tent at all hours during the night. Daylight brought +the provost-marshal general to the tent, to dispose of the prisoners. +The name of each was called, and all but myself were taken out, heard, +and sent off. + +"And who are you?" he said, pleasantly enough to me. I stepped forward. +The clerk was asked for the paper, but it was gone. "It certainly had +been misplaced," said the clerk, in embarrassment. He had put it in that +particular pigeon-hole. I testified to that myself, and added,--this +sudden inspiration coming to me in the emergency,--that "it was of +little consequence, as it was from an officer,--I didn't know whom,--who +had simply picked me up as an escaped prisoner." The provost-marshal +took me aside and asked me if I had been about the works or the troops +any. I told him my name, that I was really an escaped prisoner, and that +I had just walked up from Macon and had hoped to get away. "You have had +a hard time of it," he said, "and I almost wish you had got away. I hope +you will soon be free," he added, "and that the cruel war is almost +over." It was a sudden and great relief to me to know that now I was not +to be regarded as a spy. What became of the "papers" and the charges +against me afterward in the midst of war excitements, I never knew. The +next night the provost-marshal sent me under guard back to Macon prison +whence I had escaped. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + + Under fire of our own guns at Charleston--Trying to capture a railway + train--The secret band--Betrayed--The desolation of Charleston. + + +I was scarcely returned to the Macon prison again when two hundred of +us, all officers, were selected to be placed under the fire from our +navy then bombarding Charleston. By some wonderful fiction of military +law the "Confederates," as the Rebels called themselves, pretended to +regard the bombardment of Charleston as a crime. I do not remember now +how the selection of victims to be sent to Charleston was made one +evening about the end of July, 1864. This, however, happened that night, +to add adventure and excitement to the Charleston trip. The greater +number of those selected were members of a "Secret Band" of prisoners +who had resolved to mutiny or to do any act in our power that could +result in our escape from captivity. I recall how Major Marshall one +afternoon secretly administered to me the oath of this desperate band. +With my hand on my heart I swore to instantly obey every order given to +me by the "head captain." I was to ask no questions, but to strike, +whenever told; to kill, no matter whom, even were my own brother to be +the victim. I was ready to do anything. I had been mistreated and +starved long enough. Death could be little worse than all of us had been +undergoing for months. The news coming to us from our prison comrades at +Andersonville was perfectly horrible. History had never related the like +of it. We received the _Telegraph_, a Macon newspaper, into the prison +pen every morning. At the head of one of its columns each day the editor +reported the awful number of poor starving creatures who had died at +Andersonville the day before. It was not unlike the reports of the +number of dumb beasts killed each day in the Chicago slaughter pens. +Pretty soon I learned that the eighty comrades of my regiment captured +with me at Missionary Ridge were nearly every one dead. The details of +their sufferings were too horrible to dilate upon. WE WONDERED SOMETIMES +IF GOD HAD FORSAKEN THE WORLD. + +We who joined the "Band," and took the awful oath we did, knew what it +all meant. Outside our stockade loaded cannon waited but the least alarm +to fire upon us. On top of the stockade guards walked day and night with +orders to instantly kill any prisoner who should approach within twelve +feet of the high wall. We were only eight hundred prisoners all told, +and nothing to fight with but naked hands. Outside whole regiments armed +to the teeth lay with guns in their hands waiting to destroy every one +of us should we offer to escape. What was our chance? Almost nothing; or +if anything, death! Still we resolved to try. + +Then came that night when we were to get on the cars and start for +Charleston. Instantly the word was passed along for every member of the +secret "Band" to quietly arm himself with a short club, made from our +bunks and sheds, and to keep it hid under his coat or blanket. Now we +were counted and put into a train of box cattle cars. Twenty-five +prisoners were in a car, and in the side door of each car stood a guard +with his loaded musket. We who were not leaders of the "Band" wondered +what desperate thing we were about to try. I do not know where the tools +came from, but when the train was well in motion, and the noise deadened +our movements, a big hole, large enough to permit a man to creep +through, was knocked in the end of each car. The darkness, the crowd in +the cars and the noise prevented the guards knowing what was going on. +This was the first "_vestibule_" railroad train ever made. + +Shortly now one of our leaders came creeping along from car to car, and +in a low voice he told us what was about to happen. The train on its way +to Charleston would halt close to the sea at a little town called +Pocotaligo. We knew that some ships of the Union navy lay out in the +water there, scarce a dozen miles away. The design was to seize on our +guards as we reached the village, disarm them, kill them, if necessary, +ditch the train, destroy the road and the telegraph, and then escape to +the ships. I think not a soul of us doubted the likelihood of our +success. We would be free men on the morrow if all went well. It would +be two or three o'clock in the night when the train would pass the point +of action. Every one of us had his club and his pocket knife in his hand +ready to strike. At the proper moment Colonel ----, our leader, with +three comrades, was to spring through the end of the front car where he +was, onto the tender, seize the engineer and fireman and wave a lantern +violently as a signal for us to suddenly lay hold of every Rebel soldier +on the train. Ten miles out from Pocotaligo our hearts beat in terrible +excitement. No one spoke; we only waited. It was silence, all save the +rumbling of the car wheels. So far our guards seemed in perfect +ignorance of the approaching danger. Five miles out, so sure were we of +success, a few began to act without waiting for the signal. In one or +two of the cars the guards had been suddenly seized and their muskets +were in our hands. In the car where I was, one of the astonished guards, +finding himself without a gun, coolly said: "And what are you 'uns going +to do with we 'uns?" It was a tremendous moment, as the train sped along +in the dark. Three miles to Pocotaligo; two miles; one mile. With quick +beating heart I leaned from our car door, straining my eyes for the +lantern signal. Then the whistle blew loudly, but the train only +hastened its speed, and in two minutes, instead of stopping, we shot +past the station at lightning speed. + +What had happened? Were we discovered? Not a signal had been given to +us. In the morning we were all hurried inside the jail yard of +Charleston. Now we knew it all. At the crucial moment our leader _had +lost his nerve_ and _become a coward_; or had he betrayed us? He had not +waved the lantern, though he had captured it, and held it in his hand. +We were now much alarmed as to what would be done with us for seizing +the guards. We might lose our lives. Colonel ----, the false leader, was +taken to another prison to save him from being torn to pieces by his own +comrades. + +The newspapers of Charleston that morning contained flaming articles, +describing how a terrible catastrophe had been averted by the cowardice +or treason of one man. Where they got the details of the proposed +capture of the train, no one will ever know. Was the leader simply a +coward, or was he paid for betraying us? + +After a while we were transferred to what was called the "Roper +Hospital." It was close to the jail, and the danger of being killed by +the shells from our own fleet was still very great, though, in fact, few +of us were hurt. The yellow fever was to be a greater scourge than +Yankee cannon. + +Our fleet officers had learned the locality where the prisoners were +guarded, and fired their shells mostly in other directions. It was a +grand spectacle at night--the soaring through the heavens of so many +blazing bombshells and their bursting in the city. Parts of Charleston +that we could see were perfect pictures of desolation; whole quarters +stood in black ruins and uninhabited. The weather was exceedingly hot, +and the yellow fever broke out and raged fearfully among both prisoners +and guards. It seemed as if we should all die there. At last they +transported us away to a little open field in the woods, close to the +town of Columbia, the capital of South Carolina. + +The surgeon of the prison camp at Charleston was Dr. Todd, a brother of +President Lincoln's wife. A more rabid Secessionist was nowhere to be +found. It was a curious situation, that the brother-in-law of the great +President should be so attached to the country's opponents. + +On our way to the prison at Columbia Major Marshall of my regiment and +two captains escaped from the train and reached the North by tramping at +night through the mountains of North Carolina and Tennessee. They had +horrible experiences for many weeks. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + + Living in a grave--An adventure in the woods of South Carolina--Life + in the asylum yard at the capital of South Carolina--The song of + "Sherman's March to the Sea"--How it came to be written--Final + escape--The burning up of South Carolina's capital. + + +Now we were near the capital of South Carolina. It is our third prison. +We were placed in a cleared field among the pine woods, a few miles from +the town. Here we spent a part of a terrible winter exposed to the storm +and rain. We had no shelter save such as we made at last of sticks and +logs that we were allowed to carry in from the neighboring wood. Our +food was wretched, we had almost no clothing, and the weather was very +bad nearly all the time. We were surrounded by a line of guards. A +battery constantly in readiness to fire on us should an alarm be given +stood near by. Our food was still the half-cooked corn and cobs +together, with quantities of a poor and sickly sorghum molasses. We +heard that the Rebel army was living little better than we were. In +ridicule of the rations the prisoners dubbed this prison pen "Camp +Sorghum." Every man among us was sick with diarrhoea. The little +grave-yard for the prisoners near by grew rapidly. The details of our +life in this miserable camp I shall not relate. They were simply too +horrible. As for myself,--my only shelter was a hole in the ground, four +feet deep, four feet wide and eight feet long. It was covered with +boughs and earth. Lieutenant Morris and myself occupied this living +grave for months. We had a tiny fire-place of clay built in the end of +it, where we burned roots, and the long rainy nights we two sat there +alone, reading an old newspaper by our root-light or talking of our +far-away homes. One very stormy night our water-soaked roof fell in on +us, and then we were compelled to walk about in the rain. I wonder now +that any soul survived the miseries of that camp. Valley Forge was +paradise compared to it. But all this misery was a part of war. + +Naturally, numbers ran the guard lines at this woeful prison pen and +escaped into the woods. Firing by the sentinels on these escaping +prisoners was a common occurrence on dark nights. Here and there an +officer was killed, and sometimes under circumstances that marked the +sentinel a common murderer. A battery of loaded cannons stood outside +the guard line, with orders to open on the prisoners should five musket +shots be heard. With the constant escaping of prisoners at night these +five fatal shots could occur at any hour. + +For my own part, I resolved to again attempt escape, but my efforts +failed again, and twice in succession. I recall with a shudder how one +night late in November my friend, Lieutenant Ecking of New York, was +foully murdered. He had bribed a guard to let two or three of us run +across the line that night at midnight. The bribe was to consist of a +silver watch. Some of these men were easily bribed. They were not +regular Confederate soldiers, but usually cowardly home guards, who +regarded the murdering of a helpless prisoner a heroic act. + +When midnight came three of us were secreted close to the dead line. As +soon as the bribed sentinel came to his post and commenced walking up +and down his beat Lieutenant Ecking rose and approached him. The night +was clear moonlight. The moment Ecking had crossed the dead line, and +was holding the watch up to the guard, the coward shot him dead. For +this outrage the home guard received a furlough. + +About this time, too, Lieutenant Turbayne was murdered by a guard for +mistaking the ringing of a bell. Some of us had been permitted to go out +on parole and carry in wood at stated times. Without notice, this +privilege was suspended, but the bellman, by mistake, rang as usual. +Turbayne started for the dead line. "Go back, halt!" shouted a sentinel. +Turbayne turned to obey, but was instantly shot in the back and dropped +dead. There was a furious commotion among the prisoners. The guards, +too, collected about the spot. The Rebel officer in charge left his +lunch and walked over also. He held in his hand a great piece of pumpkin +pie, and continued eating from it as he stood there by the corpse of the +man they had murdered. There was almost a mutiny in the prison camp, and +one proper leader at that moment would have put an end to the whole +Rebel outfit. In the end it would have been death to the whole of us. + +Previous to this threatened outbreak I had again tried my own chance at +escaping. It was now November 4, 1864, a cold blustering day, and the +prisoners in their rags and almost barefooted stood and shivered in the +naked field. At four o'clock a dozen were paroled and allowed to go out +to the woods and carry in some fuel. + +Lieutenant Fritchie and myself managed to mix ourselves among this +little paroled company, and forgot to return to the enclosure. We helped +a little in the fuel getting, and then suddenly disappeared in the pine +forests. For some days we crept about in the great pine woods, scarcely +knowing our direction or where we were going. Our leaving had been so +sudden that we were planless. Here and there we stumbled onto a darkey, +who never hesitated to bring us corn hoe cake or whatever eatables he +might happen to have in his cabin. The slaves universally were the +prisoners' friends, and they knew a hundred times more about the war and +its object than their plantation masters ever supposed. Many an escaping +prisoner was fed by them and, with the north star as a guide, conducted +to safety. Many an army movement was made possible by loyal negroes. +Barring an occasional Union white man, they were the only friends the +soldiers had in the South. + +Lieutenant Fritchie and I had some queer adventures while we wandered +about the woods of South Carolina during this little leave of absence +from the Confederates. We did not see a single white man, save one, and +he tried to shoot us. One night we lodged in an open-topped corn-crib, +not knowing in the darkness that we were quite close to an inhabited +farmhouse. When daylight came we peeped over the corn-crib and were much +astonished to see a woman at her wash-tub on the back porch of a cabin +close by. She must have seen our heads, for that very moment she stopped +her washing and entered the cabin. Shortly she appeared again, followed +by a man, who took one long steady look at the corn-crib; then he +entered the cabin, and we knew it was to get his gun. Very quick +resolution and action on our part became advisable. A little plowed +field only separated our corn-crib, at the back, from a thick piece of +woods. In a moment the man was out again on the porch, bearing a musket. + +"Drop to the ground behind the crib and run to the woods," said +Fritchie. "I'll keep watch on the man. I'll drop down too. When you are +across wave your hand if he is not coming, and then I'll run." In a +moment's time I was running across the plowed field, keeping the crib +between me and the porch of the cabin. The man with the musket never saw +me. I waved to Fritchie; he, too, started on the run, and to this hour I +laugh to myself when I picture to my mind Fritchie, a short, stumpy +fellow, tumbling absolutely heels over head in his haste to cover that +bit of plowed ground. + +Very shortly we heard bloodhounds bellowing. We knew too well what that +meant. Numbers of escaping prisoners had been torn to pieces by them. +That was the common way of catching runaway slaves and prisoners of war +down South. They hunt "niggers" that way to-day down there. + +By hard running, turns and counter-turns, and frequent crossing and +recrossing little streams, we threw the dogs off our track, and slept +until night in the thicket. The wind blew hard and cold that night, and +as we stood secreted under a thorn-tree by the roadside two men passed, +so close we could have touched them. Something told us they, too, were +escaping prisoners. We tried to attract their attention enough to be +sure. One of us spoke, scarcely more than whisper. Instantly and in +alarm the two men bounded away like scared wolves. Days afterward we +found out that they had been not only fleeing prisoners, but were, +indeed, two of our personal friends. + +The next night was fair, and a full round moon lighted up the sandy +desert with its oasis of tall, immense pine trees. The white winding +road of sand that seemed to have been abandoned for a hundred years was +almost trackless. Here and there, too, we saw an abandoned turpentine +camp, the spiles still in the trees and the troughs lying rotting at +their feet. + +There was nothing but silence there, and loneliness, and moonlight. Here +in the quiet night, if anywhere in the world, two poor escaping +prisoners of war would be in no danger of a foe. + +For hours we trudged along, going where we knew not, when suddenly to +our amazement two mounted cavalrymen stood right in our way and called +to us to surrender. There was nothing to do but to obey. Our capture +had been an accident. These two officers, a captain and a lieutenant, +had been riding the country trying to catch some deserters from their +army and had blundered on to us. They started with us to Lexington jail, +some miles away. The captain rode a dozen yards or so ahead, with a +revolver in his hand. I trudged along in the sand at his side, +faithfully hanging on to his stirrup strap. The lieutenant and Fritchie +followed us in a like manner in the moonlight. It seems to have been a +romantic occasion, when I think of it now; we two Federals and these two +Confederates, there alone in the moonlight, and the big pine trees and +the white sands about. I could not help reflecting, though, how many a +captured prisoner had never been accounted for. Possibly we should never +see Lexington jail. It would be an easy thing for these men to leave our +bodies there in the sand somewhere. There were few words at first as we +plodded our slow way in the moonlight. At last my captain and I entered +into lively conversation about the South in general, and then both of us +hoped the war would soon come to an end. To my surprise the young +captain confided to me that he was, at heart, a Union man. "And why in +the Confederate army?" I asked, in astonishment. "Because," said the +captain, "everybody in my village in South Carolina is. I would have +been hooted to death had I remained at home. My father is a rich man; he +is opposed to the war, but he, too, is in the service at Richmond." + +"Under the circumstances," I said, "I being Union, and you being Union, +why not look the other way a moment and let me try the time required to +reach yonder clump of trees." "No, not a thought of it," he answered +almost hotly. "You are my prisoner, I will do my duty." The subject was +dropped, and in half an hour Fritchie and I were inside a stone cell in +Lexington jail. "You can lie down on the stone floor and sleep if you +want to," the jailer said, crustily. The two young officers said a +cheery good-by and went away. + +Before daybreak the door of our cell opened again and the gruff jailer +called, "Which of you is Adjutant Byers." Then he pushed a basket and +blanket in to me, and a little note. The basket was full of good warm +food and the little note, in a woman's hand, said: "With the compliments +of the captain's wife." + +I think tears came to the eyes of both of us there in that cell that +night. It was among the few kindnesses I ever experienced in the +Confederacy. Of course it was a woman's act. The captain had gone to his +home near by and told his wife about his prisoners, and here was the +remembrance. The world is not so bad after all, we said to each other, +Fritchie and I. + +The next day the jailer paraded us out in the corridor, and I think all +the people in the county came to see us, to remark on us, and touch us +with their hands. Most of these men, women, and children had absolutely +never seen a Northern man before, and a Yankee soldier was a greater +curiosity than a whole menagerie of polar bears. I saw the ignorance of +the "poor white trash" of the South that day. Not one in twenty of them +knew what the war was about. The negroes had a more intelligent notion +of affairs than did the people of the Carolinas. + +In a few days Fritchie and I were conducted back to our prison pen near +Columbia, South Carolina. + +Shortly they moved us once more. This time to the high-walled yard of +the lunatic asylum, inside the city. As they marched us through the +streets we could see how beautiful the little capital of South Carolina +was. It had handsome shops and residences, and beautiful shade trees +everywhere gave it a most attractive appearance. It was almost the best +known city of the South and here the fatal heresy of secession had been +born. As we went along the streets a mob of people gathered around us, +hooting and hissing their hatred at us, just as they had done that +first time we were taken through the town. A few wanted the guards to +give them a chance to hang us. It was a sorry sight--this band of +ragged, helpless, hungry loyalists being led like slaves and animals +through the hooting, threatening crowd. That mob, thirsting for our +blood, did not dream what was about to happen. + +Here now in Columbia we were walled in just as we had been at Macon, and +our lives continued in much the same hardship as before. Only here I do +not recall that any prisoner was murdered. It is right to say, too, that +the outrages so often committed on prisoners here and elsewhere in the +South were not by the regular Confederate soldiers, but by home guards +usually set over us. It seems now, when I recall it, that life was not +quite so bad here. We soon had some boards given us; so we built sheds +to live in. As for myself, I, with three or four comrades, lived in a +little wedge tent. It was very cold and midwinter now. I scarcely slept +at night, but walked about to keep warm. It was on one of these midnight +tramps that it occurred to me to write the song, "Sherman's March to the +Sea." I recur to it here because it gave its name to the great campaign +it celebrates. + +The story of how it came to be written cannot perhaps be wholly without +interest. During the days that Sherman's army was tramping from Atlanta +toward Savannah we prisoners were not permitted to have any news from +the outside of any kind whatever. There was a fear that if we knew what +was going on a mutiny might follow. We were constantly being told by our +guards that Sherman's invading army was being headed off or destroyed. +In the beginning we feared these stories to be true, but the uneasy +actions and sullen looks of our captors soon began to belie their +statements. As said, three or four of us prisoners occupied a little +wedge tent. A negro had recently been allowed to come into the prison +pen mornings to sell bread to those who had any money with which to buy. +Our little mess got a small loaf now every morning; not more for the +bread, though we needed that badly enough, than for a certain little +roll of paper carefully hidden away in the middle of the loaf. It was a +Columbia morning newspaper printed on soft thin paper and of extremely +small size. Our loyal negro had easily enough been persuaded to hide a +copy of this paper in the bread for us as often as he could have the +chance unobserved. A knowing wink from him told us when to eat our loaf +of bread inside the tent and with one of us watching at the door while +another read in a low voice the news from the invading army. The paper +rolled up was not larger than a walnut. + +It was full of misrepresentations and reports of disasters to Sherman, +to mislead the Georgians and lessen their alarm. Yet between the lines +we easily enough read that Sherman was surely marching on, and +victorious. His columns were coming nearer to us; and how we longed +night and day that he might capture the prison! At last we saw that +there was no hope. He was passing us,--though, but many miles away. + +Then one morning, when we unrolled the little paper in the bread and +read it, we knew that _he had reached the sea_. Savannah had fallen. The +consternation of the Southerners was tremendous. But, next, they +pretended that they could box Sherman up in Savannah and capture his +whole army. + +One December night when I was tramping up and down the prison pen in the +dark, trying to keep warm, I reflected on the tremendous importance of +what Sherman had done. And I wondered what so curious a campaign would +be called. It was not a series of battles--it was a great _march_. And +then the title, and almost the words, of the song came to me. + +The next morning when my tent comrades were out of doors shivering over +a little fire I remained in our little heap of straw, and completed the +verses. + +I went out to the fire and read them to my comrades. A Lieutenant +Rockwell happened to be present and asked permission to make a copy of +the verses. He, with many others, slept on the ground under the hospital +building. One had to crawl on his hands and knees to enter there. There +was a most capable Glee Club among the officers, and they had by some +means secured a flute, violins, and bass viol for accompaniments. They +kept their instruments under the house, too, where they slept. + +Every afternoon this Glee Club was permitted to sing and play on the +little elevated porch of the hospital. The only condition was that +Southern songs should be sung, not less than Northern songs. There was +no trouble about that. The songs of our captors were better than no +songs. Besides, these singers made music. All the crowd of prisoners, +eight hundred now, often stood in front of the little porch to enjoy the +singing. Almost hundreds of the Rebels, too, together with many ladies +of Columbia, climbed up onto the walls, where the guards stood, and +applauded the singers as much as any. + +One drizzly afternoon I was standing by a little persimmon tree in the +midst of the crowd listening to the songs, when Major Isett, leader of +the Glee Club, said: "Now we will have a song about Sherman." To my +astonishment, it was my "Sherman's March to the Sea." + +It was received in a tremendous fashion. Everybody cheered and hurrahed. +The news of Sherman's victories was fresh upon them. In five minutes' +time the good fortune of my song was settled. The name of the author was +loudly called for; someone saw me by the little tree, and I was quickly +hauled to the front and up onto the platform. In a few moments an +unknown officer among the many prisoners became a sort of prison hero. + +Everybody wanted the song, everybody sang it; and clever penmen made a +good thing making copies at twenty dollars apiece, Confederate money. As +a little compliment to me the captain of the prison allowed me to sleep +on the floor of the hospital room. To me that was important, as shall +appear. Later in this narrative, too, will be seen how an exchanged +prisoner, by the name of Tower, who had an artificial leg, carried the +song in this wooden limb through the lines to our soldiers in the North, +where it was sung everywhere and with demonstration. In a week it had +given its name to the campaign, and a million copies of it soon passed +into circulation. + +Lieutenant Rockwell, who had asked my leave to copy the verses that +first morning, was a composer, and there in the dust under the old +hospital he had, unknown to me, written the first music to which the +song was ever sung. Later, it had many other settings, but that one, +though difficult, remained the best. The song has often since been sung +to the air of "The Red, White, and Blue." This is the history of the +song, which I print here as a part of this narrative. + + + SHERMAN'S MARCH TO THE SEA + + Our camp fires shone bright on the mountains + That frowned on the river below, + While we stood by our guns in the morning + And eagerly watched for the foe-- + When a rider came out from the darkness + That hung over mountain and tree, + And shouted, "Boys, up and be ready, + For Sherman will march to the sea." + + Then cheer upon cheer for bold Sherman + Went up from each valley and glen, + And the bugles re-echoed the music + That came from the lips of the men. + For we knew that the stars in our banner + More bright in their splendor would be, + And that blessings from Northland would greet us + When Sherman marched down to the sea. + + Then forward, boys, forward to battle, + We marched on our wearisome way, + And we stormed the wild hills of Resaca,-- + God bless those who fell on that day-- + Then Kenesaw, dark in its glory, + Frowned down on the flag of the free, + But the East and the West bore our standards, + And Sherman marched on to the sea. + + Still onward we pressed, till our banners + Swept out from Atlanta's grim walls, + And the blood of the patriot dampened + The soil where the traitor flag falls; + But we paused not to weep for the fallen, + Who slept by each river and tree; + Yet we twined them a wreath of the laurel + As Sherman marched down to the sea. + + O, proud was our army that morning + That stood where the pine darkly towers, + When Sherman said: "Boys, you are weary, + This day fair Savannah is ours." + Then sang we a song for our chieftain + That echoed over river and lea, + And the stars in our banner shown brighter + When Sherman marched down to the sea. + + [SHERMAN'S MARCH TO THE SEA.--From _Eggleston's Famous War + Ballads_.--General Sherman, in a recent conversation with the editor + of this collection, declared that it was this poem with its phrase, + "march to the sea," that threw a glamour of romance over the + campaign which it celebrates. Said General Sherman: "The thing was + nothing more or less than a change of base; an operation perfectly + familiar to every military man, but a poet got hold of it, gave it + the captivating label, 'The March to the Sea,' and the unmilitary + public made a romance out of it." It may be remarked that the + General's modesty overlooks the important fact that the romance lay + really in his own deed of derring-do; the poet merely recorded it, + or at most interpreted it to the popular intelligence. The glory of + the great campaign was Sherman's and his army's; the joy of + celebrating it was the poet's; the admiring memory of it is the + people's.--EDITOR.] + +As stated, I slept nights now on the floor of the prison hospital. This +added comfort, however, did not tempt me to stay in prison, if I could +get away. Once more we heard that the prisoners were to be carted away +to some safer place, out of the line of Sherman's army, now turned North +and moving rapidly toward us. A night or two before this move of +prisoners really commenced Lieutenant Devine of Philadelphia joined me +in an effort to get away. The walls of the least used room of the +hospital were made of joined boards. By the use of an old case knife, +hacked into a saw, or auger, we managed to cut a hole sufficiently large +to permit us to pull ourselves through and out into an attic above a +little porch. We repaired the boards as best we could and crept out +into the dark hole. It was the attic of the same porch on which our Glee +Club stood when they sang my song. It was a little cramped up place we +were in, where we could neither sit erect nor lie at full length. There +were no guards inside the prison hospital; the night was very dark; the +sick prisoners seemed to be sleeping. A dim lamp hung from the ceiling. +We were not detected. The next night at midnight, when the prisoners +were being marched away, two of them were missing. What a night and day +and part of another night that was for us, crooked and cramped as we +were, in the top of that little porch. + +At the next midnight, when every soul, prisoners, guards and all, seemed +to be gone far away and dead silence was upon the place, Devine and I +crept down from our hiding place. The big gate was closed and locked. By +the aid of a scantling I managed to get up onto the high brick wall. My +surprise was immense to see guards waiting for us outside, and to know +that we were discovered. One of the guards rushed up to his post at the +top of the wall, but he was too late to shoot; we were already in hiding +among the empty board huts and barracks.[B] + + [B] When springing down from the top of that wall I lost my shoes--I + had had them in my hand. I also let fall from my pocket the pages of + this diary. I could not think of losing them, and at the risk of my + life I slipped over the dead line and from under the guard's very + feet, I snatched them up and ran behind one of the huts. + +In a moment the big gate opened and a hundred men rushed in, looking for +the escaping Yankees. They howled, they cursed at us, they set the +barracks on fire. Then amid the mêlée and excitement in the dark my +comrade and myself pulled our gray blankets about us, picked up a water +bucket each, and pushed up to the guard at the gate. We were "going for +water," we said. "The lieutenant says the fire must be put out." Without +waiting a reply we hurried out in the darkness. There were some vain +shots after us. + +Shortly we heard the tramp of horses coming toward us. A friendly +culvert in the road into which we dodged afforded us protection while a +whole company of Johnny Rebs rode over our heads. What would they have +thought, that night, had they known it as they went skipping along with +arms and jingling sabers, to confront Sherman's advance guards? + +We were gone. After a while, in the outskirts of the city, we saw a +light in a cabin and a negro walking up and down by the window. Every +negro we knew to be a loyal friend. This one we called out among some +rose bushes in the dooryard. Instantly, and without fear, we told him +who we were and that we were in his power. There is not a question but +he would have been well rewarded had he betrayed us to the Confederate +soldiers in the city that night. Few words were spoken. That morning two +escaped prisoners were secreted under some bean stalks in the garret of +the negro's cabin. The negro's sick wife lay in the single room below. +Had we been discovered now that negro would have been hanged from his +own door lintel. And well he knew it. + +Sherman's army was already pounding at the gates of the town. He was +crossing the river and his shells reached to the capital. This much we +knew from what we could hear in the yard below, for the negro's cabin +stood at the edge of a green lawn where General Chestnut had his +headquarters. We broke a little hole through the siding of the house, +and now could see what the general and his staff were doing. We also +could hear much that was said. Once we thought ourselves discovered, for +we observed two or three of the general's negro servants standing in a +group on the grass looking steadily toward the spot where our little +improvised window was. What on earth were they looking at? + +It was not much the old negro could give us to eat. A little dried beef +and some cold corn bread; that was all, save that once he brought us a +gallon of buttermilk. He had no cow, but he would not tell us where +this, to us, heavenly nectar had come from. + +There was much hurrying of officers back and forth at General Chestnut's +headquarters, and plainly we could see there was great excitement. Our +own negro was kept going back and forth into the town to pick up for us +whatever news he could of the fight going on at the river. After awhile +the cannonading grew louder, and it seemed to us the conflict must be +right at the outskirts of the town. Then we saw General Chestnut +hurriedly ride on to the headquarter's lawn, and we distinctly heard him +say to an officer, "Sherman has got a bridge down. The game's up. We +must evacuate." In a few minutes the sound of the guns increased, and +then we saw General Chestnut call his slaves to him to bid them +farewell. It was a touching scene, amid the dramatic surroundings. He +seemed very kind, and some of them in their ignorance wept. "You will be +free," he said. "Be good." I thought, he too was affected as he mounted +his horse and, followed by his staff, rode away. He was hardly out of +sight when our negro protector came running toward the cabin. He was +tremendously excited. A tall, old cylinder hat he had picked up on the +way was on his head, his eyes bulged out, his hands waved like +windmills; he was celebrating. In a moment the black face and the +cylinder hat shot up the ladder and through the hatch-way to where we +were. + +"God Almighty be thanked!" he cried in a loud voice. "Massa, the Stars +and Stripes are waving above the capital of South Carolina. Praise to +the God Almighty!" + +Sure enough, Union troops, had entered, and a flag from my own State had +been run up on the State House. Instantly we bade him hurry and bring +some Union soldiers to us. In his absence Devine and I stood shaking +each other's hands and thanking God for our deliverance. No slave who +had his chains knocked off that day by the coming of the Union army felt +more thankful than we, freed from the wretchedness and horrors of +fifteen months of imprisonment. Now we could see the Confederate cavalry +evacuating the town. Whole companies passed, each trooper having a sheaf +of oats slung to his saddle bow. Shortly our black friend returned, and +with him two Union soldiers. "It is time to drink, boys," they cried +out, as they fairly forced us to partake of the whisky in their +canteens. When we all went down into the yard I was sure we would be +recaptured, for the Rebel rear-guard was passing close to our cabin. The +flying troops, however, had fish of their own to fry, and were in too +much haste to be looking after us. Now, too, we were surrounded by +General Chestnut's black servants, who were hopping about, giving thanks +for their freedom. I asked one of them what it was they had been looking +at so attentively the day before, when I had seen them gazing right at +our hiding-place. "Ha ha! massa! we just knowed you was up there all the +time. Reckon you didn't like that ar buttermilk what we'uns sent you." +Our negro friend then had made confidents of them, and we had been fed, +without knowing it, on some of the good things from General Chestnut's +kitchen. Should the general ever read this little book, I hope he will +cease wondering what became of his buttermilk that day at Columbia. + +Now, our two soldiers escorted us to a street where some of the army had +halted and stacked arms. A Union flag hung over a stack of muskets, and +no human being will ever know with what thankful heart-beatings and +tears we gathered its silken folds into our arms. Now we knew that we +were free. The terrible days were indeed over, and God's rainbow +illumined our sky. + +In half an hour the victorious veterans of Sherman's army, their great +leader riding before, with bands playing and banners flying, entered the +captured city. My comrade and I stood on a high door-step and saw them +pass. Someone pointed us out to Sherman, and for a moment the whole +moving army was halted till he greeted the freed prisoners. We two +comrades lived a month in that short seventeenth day of February, 1865, +in Columbia. I think we shook hands with a thousand soldiers, even with +many soldiers we had never seen before. It seemed to us that everybody +must be as glad to see us as we were to see them. + +That night Columbia was burned to the ground amid untold horrors. The +conflagration had commenced from bales of cotton that the enemy had +fired and left in the street to prevent falling into the Union hands. A +big wind rose toward evening and the burning cotton flakes were flying +all over the city. It was a terrible spectacle that night. My comrade +and I walked about the streets till nearly morning. Whole squares and +streets were crumbling to ashes and tall buildings tumbled down +everywhere. Here and there, too, there was a terrific explosion. It was +Moscow done over on a smaller scale. A division of Union troops, under +Hazen, was sent into the town to fight the flames and to arrest every +man discovered firing houses or walking around without a pass. So it +happened that my comrade and myself, though but innocent spectators, +were at midnight arrested and taken to provost headquarters. We very +soon explained ourselves and were released and sent to comfortable +quarters, where we slept till late the next day. It was four nights +since we had had any sleep at all. + +But the sights of that awful night will never fade from my memory. Most +of the citizens of Columbia had sons or relations in the Rebel army. +Half of them were dead, the army itself was flying everywhere, and in +the blackness of this terrible night their fortunes were all lost, their +homes were all burning up. Many wandered about wringing their hands and +crying; some sat stolid and speechless in the street watching everything +that they had go to destruction. A few wandered around, wholly demented. +Some of the invading soldiers tried earnestly to extinguish the flames; +others broke into houses and added to the conflagration. Numbers of the +Federal prisoners, who only a few weeks before had been marched through +the streets like felons, had escaped, and what average human nature led +them to do never will be known. There were fearful things going on +everywhere. It was reported that an explosion occurred in one house and +that twenty-four soldiers, carousing there, were lost in the ruins. Most +of the people of Columbia would have been willing to have died that +night, then and there. What had they left to live for? _This, too, was +war._ + +When the army entered in the afternoon, Lieutenant Devine and I, as +related, stood on the high steps of a mansion and watched it pass. +Shortly after a very charming young woman, a Mrs. C----, seeing us, came +down and invited us into her father's house and gave us food. It was the +first real food we had had for many, many months. The lady's father was +a rich jeweler, and, though a Southerner, was a Union man. Her own +husband, however, was somewhere in the Southern army. My comrade and I +spent an entertaining hour in the mansion, and then went and walked +about the city. + +At six o'clock the awful cry, "The town is burning up, the town is +burning up!" was heard everywhere. Devine and I at once thought of Mrs. +C----and our friends of the afternoon, and hurried to their home to +offer help. The flames were already across the street from there. Mrs. +C----'s father was weeping in the drawing-room. Once he took me by the +arm and led me to where we could see his own business establishment +burning to the ground. "There goes the savings of a life," said he, in +bitterness. "There is what the curse of secession has done for us; there +is what Wade Hampton and the other political firebrands have done for +South Carolina." My comrade and I at once began carrying some of the +more valuable goods out of the house for them, doing everything possible +to help them save some remnant from their beautiful and luxurious home. +We ran up and down the mansion stairs until we were almost dead with +exhaustion. Everything we could save we piled into a phaeton that stood +by the yard. Once the lady cried that her child was still in the house, +burning up. Her shrieks pierced even the noise of that fearful night. +Her alarm was without cause, for I soon found the child safe in the arms +of a faithful slave nurse. She had simply carried it out of danger. + +When the walls of the house seemed about to fall, Devine and I took the +loaded buggy, he pulling in the shafts, I pushing behind, and, followed +by the weeping family on foot, we drew it for a mile or more to the +outer edge of the town. Here we left them in safety by a little wood, +yet not knowing if we would ever see them again. Many of our soldiers +were burnt up that night. + +The next day Sherman's army left the ruins of the city behind them and +marched away. They had, however, left supplies of rations for their +unfortunate enemies. A train of empty wagons was also furnished for +those fugitives who wished to follow the army and work their way North. +Hundreds, possibly thousands, left the smoking ruins of their homes and +traveled along with us in every conceivable conveyance that was heard +of. Black and white, slave and free, rich and poor, joined in the +procession behind the army. Mrs. C---- and her father's family were +among them. + +I now tried to find my regiment. It was gone. Many battles and many +marches had so decimated it that the little fragment left had been +disbanded and transferred into a regiment of cavalry. + +Colonel Silsby, of the Tenth Iowa, offered me a place with his mess. I +accepted. The Colonel, as it happened, had charge of perhaps a hundred +prisoners, captured on the march. Naturally, I was interested to go +among them. I soon saw how much better they fared than I had done when +in Southern hands. Two or three of them, as it happened, had been among +the guards who had treated us so badly while we were in the prison known +as "Camp Sorghum," outside of Columbia. They were perfectly terrified +when they learned that I had been there under their charge. They seemed +to fear instant and awful retaliation; but I thought of nothing of the +kind. I was too glad just to be free to be thinking of any vengeance. + +A curious incident now happened. This was the discovery, among these +prisoners, of the husband of the young Mrs. C---- who had given us food +in Columbia and whose belongings I and my comrade had tried to save. He +was overjoyed to learn from me that his wife and child were at least +alive. I instantly went to General Logan, and related to him how this +man's family had been kind to me the day that I escaped. I had no +trouble in securing his release. It was at Logan's headquarters, too, +that I had secured money and an order for provisions to give to Edward +Edwards, the black man who had been the means of my final rescue. His +sick wife had kept him behind, else he would have followed the army. We +left him in Columbia. Years later, as a sign of my gratitude toward this +slave, I dedicated a little volume to him, in which I had described my +prison life. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + + The army in the Carolinas--General Sherman sends for me--Gives me a + place on his staff--Experiences at army headquarters--Sherman's life + on the march--Music at headquarters--Logan's violin--The General's + false friend--The army wades, swims, and fights through the + Carolinas--I am sent as a despatch bearer to General Grant--A + strange ride down the Cape Fear River in the night--General + Terry--Learn that my song "The March to the Sea" is sung through the + North, and has given the campaign its name--I bring the first news + of Sherman's successes to the North--An interview with General + Grant. + + +It was on this march in the Carolinas that General Sherman sent for me +to come to army headquarters. We were two days away from Columbia. I was +ashamed to go in my prison rags, so I waited. The next day the request +was repeated, and Major Nichols of the staff came and said, "But you +must go, it is an order." And I went. The General was sitting by a +little rail fire in front of his tent, reading a newspaper, when we +approached his bivouac in the woods. I was introduced. He at once told +me how pleased he had been with my song, that I had written in prison +about his army. Devine had given him a copy at that time when he halted +his column to greet us by the door-step at Columbia. "Our boys shall all +sing this song," he said; "and as for you, I shall give you a position +on my staff. Tomorrow you will be furnished a horse and all that you +need; and you must mess with me." + +It would be very hard to express my feelings at this sudden transition +from a prisoner in rags to a post at the headquarters of the great +commander. I was almost overcome, but General Sherman's extreme kindness +of manner and speech at last put me partly at my ease. Shortly a big +colored man, in a green coat, announced dinner. "Come," said the +General, pushing me ahead of him into a tent, where a number of +handsomely uniformed staff officers stood around a table waiting his +approach. I was still in my rags. I could not help noticing the curious +glances of the fine gentlemen, who doubtless were wondering what General +Sherman had picked up now. + +My embarrassment was extreme. The commander however soon told them who I +was, gave me the seat at his right hand, and almost his entire +conversation at the table was directed to me. The officers of the staff +quickly took the General's cue, and I was soon an object of interest, +even to them. + +He directed a hundred questions to me as to the general treatment of +war prisoners in the South, and he, as well as the staff, interested +themselves in all the details of my escape. Telling the story very soon +relieved me of my embarrassment as to my clothes. The horrible tales of +Southern prison pens, however, was nothing new to General Sherman, for +he related to me some of the awful things he had heard of Andersonville +while his army was at Atlanta. + +"At one time," said he, "I had great hopes of rescuing all of them at +one quick blow. I gave General Stoneman a large body of cavalry, with +directions to raid down about Macon. This raid was to go farther, and, +by a quick, secret dash capture Andersonville and release every prisoner +there. It was a chance to do the noblest deed of the war, but it all +failed miserably. Stoneman had not fully obeyed orders, and, instead of +releasing a whole army of suffering captives, he got captured himself, +and, with him, a lot of my best cavalry." + +It happened that I saw General Stoneman the very day he was brought to +the prison. My narrative of how by desperately bold and violent cursing +he denounced and defied his captors, and everything in Rebeldom, greatly +amused Sherman and all at the table. + +Stoneman's awful language and flashing eyes did indeed fairly +intimidate the officer in charge. Evidently he thought he had captured a +tiger. It was a wonder Stoneman was not killed. + +The conversation about the prisoners continued. Twenty-five thousand of +them were starving and dying in Andersonville. "It is one of the awful +fates of war," said the General. "It can't be helped; they would have +been better off had all been killed on the battlefield; and one almost +wishes they had been." After a pause, he continued. "At times, I am +almost satisfied it would be just as well to _kill all prisoners_." The +remark, to me, a prisoner just escaped, seemed shocking. I am sure he +noticed it, for he soon added: "They would be spared these atrocities. +Besides, _the more awful you can make war the sooner it will be over_." + +It would, after all, be a mercy. + +"_War is hell, at the best_," he went on, half in anger, and using an +expression common to him. + +For the moment I thought him heartless, but other remarks made to me, +and to the staff, soon told us that whatever the cruelties imposed on +him as a commander, they were executed with heart-pain and only as plain +duty for the salvation of his own army. He even talked of how glad he +would be to be out of the whole bloody business, once the Union were +restored. But if the rebellion continued all his life, he would stay and +fight it out. + +When the dinner was over each looked about him to find some garment to +give me. This one had an extra coat, that one a pair of trousers, and +another one a hat. In short I was quickly attired in a rather +respectable uniform. + +This matter was just about ended when a beautiful woman was conducted to +Sherman, to ask protection for her home, that was in his line of march. +She was "true blue Union," despite her surroundings. In a moment the +whole atmosphere about the tent was changed. The red-handed warrior, who +a moment before was ready to kill even prisoners, suddenly became the +most amiable, the most gallant and knightly looking man I ever saw. +Beauty, that can draw a soldier with a single hair, had ensnared the +great commander. He had become a gentle knight. The whole army if need +be, would stand stock still to do her one little favor. I now recall how +long after the war I noticed a hundred times this perfectly knightly +gallantry of Sherman toward all women. + +This one particular woman seemed a hundred times more beautiful, more +fascinating, there in the green wood alone, with an army of a hundred +thousand strangers about her, when, pointing her hand toward a great +banner that swung in the wind between two tall pines, she smiled and +cried: "General Sherman, THAT IS MY FLAG TOO." There was a clapping of +hands from all of us, and any one of us would have been glad to be sent +as the protector of her home. + +The great army was now marching, or rather swimming and wading, in the +direction of Fayetteville, N. C. There were heavy rains and the country, +naturally swampy, was flooded everywhere. I soon learned from the staff +where the army had already been. After the end of the march to the sea +and the capture of Savannah, Sherman had started in with sixty thousand +men, to treat South Carolina in the manner he had treated Georgia--march +through it and desolate it. His proposed march northward from Savannah +was regarded by the Southern generals as an impossibility. The obstacles +were so great as to make it a hundred times as difficult as his march +from Atlanta to the sea. But he led a great army of picked veterans, +accustomed to everything, whose flags had almost never known defeat. +Their confidence in their general and in themselves was simply absolute. +So far, in their march from Savannah they had hesitated at nothing. + +It was midwinter, and yet that army had often waded in swamps with the +cold water waist deep, carrying their clothes and their muskets on their +heads. Half the roads they followed had to be corduroyed, or their +horses would all have been lost in the bottomless mire and swamps. Often +their artillery was for miles pulled along by the men themselves, and +that in the face of the enemy, hidden behind every stream, and ready to +ambush them at every roadside. Over all these infamous wagon roads, +across all these bridgeless rivers and endless swamps, our army now +dragged with it a train of sixty-nine cannon, twenty-five hundred +six-mule wagons, and six hundred ambulances. The tremendous obstacles +they encountered before reaching Columbia they were again to encounter +beyond. Not a bridge was left on any creek or river in the Carolinas. +Roads were built of poles and logs through swamps ten miles wide. +Sherman's army had few rations and no tents. The foragers brought in all +the food they could pick up near the line of march. The little rubber +blankets the soldiers carried were their sole protection from storm. +They were almost shoeless. There were not a dozen full tents in the +army. Officers used tent flies sometimes, but oftener simply rolled +themselves up in their blankets, as their men did. At army headquarters +we had but one large tent, used generally for dining under; so we +usually slept in deserted cabins at the roadside. + +I recall one fearfully stormy night when the General and his staff had +all crept into a little church we found in the woods. The General would +not accept the bit of carpet one of us had improvised into a bed for him +on the pulpit platform. "No," he said, "keep that for some of you young +fellows who are not well." He then stretched himself out on a wooden +bench for the night. I think he never removed his uniform during the +campaign. Day and night he was alert, and seemed never to be really +asleep. We of the staff now had little to do save carrying orders +occasionally to other commanders. + +General Sherman did most of his own writing, and he wrote a rapid, +beautiful hand. We had breakfast by the light of the campfire almost +every morning, and were immediately in the saddle, floundering along +through the mud, always near to, or quite at, the head of the army. At +noon we always dismounted and ate a simple lunch at the roadside, +sometimes washed down by a little whisky. Now and then some one of the +army, recognizing the General riding past, would give a cheer that would +be taken up by brigades and divisions a mile away. There seemed to be +something peculiar about this Sherman cheer, for soldiers far off would +cry out: "Listen to them cheering Billy Sherman." + +On the 3d of March we took Cheraw, and twenty-four cannon, also nearly +four thousand barrels of gunpowder. That day General Logan, General +Howard, General Kilpatrick, General Hazen, and many other notables came +to headquarters. There was a jolly time of rejoicing. + +Here General Logan, who could play the violin, entertained them by +singing my song of "Sherman's March to the Sea," accompanying his voice +with the instrument. A dozen famous generals joined in the chorus. After +the singing, Logan insisted that I should also recite the poem. I did +so, meeting with great applause from the very men who had been the +leaders in the great "March." Alas! save one or two, they are now all +dead. + +Among the captures that day had been eight wagonloads of fine, old wine. +It was now distributed among the different headquarters of the Union +army, and as a result some of the said headquarters were pretty nearly +drunk. One of our staff, at dinner the next day, attempted to explain +his condition of the day before. "Never mind explaining," said General +Sherman crustily, and without looking up, "but only see that the like of +that does not happen again; that is all." That staff officer was a very +sober man the rest of the campaign. + +While we were lying there in Cheraw we heard an awful explosion; the +very earth shook. I supposed it to be an earthquake until a messenger +brought word that a lot of captured gunpowder had exploded and killed +and wounded twenty soldiers. + +As we were crossing on our pontoons over the Pedee River at Cheraw I +noticed a singular way of punishing army thieves. An offender of this +kind stood on the bridge, guarded by two sentinels. He was inside of a +barrel that had the ends knocked out. On the barrel in big letters were +the words: "I am a thief." The whole army corps passed close by him. An +occasional man indulged in some joke at his expense, but the body of +soldiers affected not to see him. The day we entered Cheraw General +Sherman and his staff rode through the country alone for ten miles, +going across from one column to another. It was a hazardous ride, as the +whole country was full of guerrillas. But nothing of note happened to +us. + +On the 8th of March the headquarters staff was bivouacked in the woods +near Laurel Hill. The army was absolutely cut off from everywhere. It +had no base; it was weeks since Sherman had heard from the North or +since the North had heard from him. Now he resolved to try to get a +courier with a message through to Wilmington, at the seaside. An +experienced spy by the name of Pike was selected to float down the Cape +Fear River to ask the commander to try to send a tugboat up, to +communicate with the army. I did not know then that the next one to run +down Cape Fear River would be myself. + +In four days we had taken Fayetteville and its wonderful arsenal, built +years before by the American people, and where now half the war supplies +of the Rebel army were made. + +When the General and his staff first rode into Fayetteville headquarters +were established in the arsenal. The General, wishing to look about the +town for an hour or so, left me in charge. The other officers rode away +with him. Very shortly a well-dressed, fine-looking old Southerner came +to me and complained that his home was being disturbed by some of our +soldiers. He was, he said, an old West Point friend of General +Sherman's. While waiting the return of the commander, he regaled me with +incidents of their early days together in the North and with his +intimacies with one who would now doubtless be overwhelmed with joy at +seeing him. He begged me to observe what would be his reception when the +General should come. Impressed by his conversation, I at once sent a +soldier or two to guard his home. + +Shortly after General Sherman rode in through the arsenal portal and +dismounted. The Southerner advanced with open arms, and for a moment +there was a ray of pleasure illuminating Sherman's face. Then he went +and leaned against a column, and, turning to the Southerner, said, "Yes, +we were long together, weren't we?" "Yes," answered the Southerner, +delighted. "You shared my friendship, shared my bread, even, didn't +you?" continued Sherman. "Indeed, indeed!" the Southerner replied, with +increasing warmth. The General gave the Southerner a long, steady, +almost pathetic look, and answered, "You have betrayed it all; me, your +friend, your country that educated you for its defense. You are here a +traitor, and you ask me to be again your friend, to protect your +property, to send you these brave men, some of whose comrades were +murdered by your neighbors this very morning--fired on from hidden +houses by you and yours as they entered the town. Turn your back to me +forever. I will not punish you; only go your way. There is room in the +world even for traitors." The Southerner turned ashy white and walked +away from us in silence. Sherman sat down with the rest of us to our +noonday lunch. We sat about the portal on stones, or barrels, or +whatever happened to answer for seats. The General could scarcely eat. +Never had I seen him under such emotion; the corners of his mouth +twitched as he continued talking to us of this false friend. The hand +that held the bread trembled and for a moment tears were in his eyes. +For a little while we all sat in silence, and we realized as never +before what treason to the republic really meant. The General spoke as +if he, nor we, might ever live through it all. + +Very soon General Howard rode in to complain anew of the outrages +committed on our troops by men firing from windows as they passed along +the streets. Two or three soldiers had been killed. "Who did this +outrage?" cried Sherman, in a loud and bitter voice, "Texans, I think," +answered General Howard. "Then shoot some Texan prisoners in +retaliation," said Sherman sternly. "We have no Texans," replied Howard, +not inclined, apparently, to carry out the serious, but just order. +"Then take other prisoners, take any prisoners," continued General +Sherman. "I will not permit my soldiers to be murdered." He turned on +his heel and walked away. Howard mounted and rode into the town. What +happened, I do not know. + +On Sunday morning General Sherman asked me to take a walk with him +through the immense arsenal of Fayetteville before he should blow it up. +We were gone an hour, and I was surprised at his great familiarity with +all the machinery and works of the immense establishment. He talked +constantly and explained many things to me. Never more than at that time +was I impressed with the universal knowledge, the extraordinary genius, +of the man. There seemed to be nothing there he did not understand. On +our way back to headquarters I heard him give the order to destroy +everything, to burn the arsenal down, blow it up, to leave absolutely +nothing, and he added the prayer that the American government might +never again give North Carolina an arsenal and forts to betray. He was +very angry now at those who had used the United States property in their +desire to destroy the government itself. He had seen nothing in the war +that seemed so treasonable, unless it was the base ingratitude of those +who entered the service of the Rebellion after having been educated at +West Point at the Government's expense. + +Pretty soon he said to me: "If I can get any kind of a boat up here, I +am going to have you try to reach Wilmington with dispatches." Almost at +that minute a steam whistle sounded in the woods below us. "There it +is," said the General joyfully. "Pike got through." Very soon someone +came running to say a communication had come from the seashore; a little +tug had run the Rebel gauntlet all the way from Wilmington. + +We went in to lunch and the General announced to the staff his intention +of sending me down the river, and off to General Grant with dispatches. +This chance to get word of his movements and his successes to General +Grant and the North was of vast importance, and it moved him greatly. He +left his lunch half finished and commenced writing letters and reports +to the commander-in-chief. That evening at twilight General Sherman +walked with me down to the riverside where the little tug lay waiting. +"When you reach the North," he said, putting his arm around me, "don't +tell them we have been cutting any great swath in the Carolinas; simply +tell them the plain facts; tell them that the army is not lost, but is +well, and still marching." So careful was I as to his injunctions, that +even the newspapers at Washington never knew how the great news from +Sherman reached the North. + +I did not know then, starting down the river with my message, that it +was to be seven years before I was again to see the face of my beloved +commander. + +The Cape Fear River was flooded at this time, a mile wide, in places +even more, and though its banks were lined with guerrillas there could +not be great danger, if we could stay in the middle of the stream, +unless our little boat should get wrecked in the darkness by floating +trees or by running into shallow places. The lights were all put out. +The pilot house and the sides of the boat were covered by bales of +cotton, to protect us against the Rebel bullets. My dispatches to +General Grant were carefully sewed up inside my shirt, and were +weighted, so that I could hastily sink them in the river should we be +captured. A half dozen refugees from Columbia joined us. Among them was +the Mrs. C----, whose property Devine and I had tried to save the night +of the fire. It was a curious and dangerous voyage down that roaring, +flooded river for a woman to be undertaking in the darkness, but this +woman had now undertaken many dangers. Another of my companions on that +strange voyage was Theodore Davis, a corresponding artist of _Harper's +Weekly_. We kept the boat in the channel as far as we could guess it, +and, for the rest, simply floated in the darkness. We went through +undiscovered; not a shot fired at us. Before daylight, so swift had been +the current, we were in Wilmington. + +General Terry had just taken Wilmington and was in command of the city. +Some of my dispatches were for him. He was still in bed, in one of the +fine residences of the place, but instantly arose and urged me to jump +into bed and get some rest while he should arrange to get me immediate +transportation to Grant. I slept till nine, and when I came down to the +drawing-room, now used as headquarters, General Terry asked if perhaps +it were I who wrote the song about Sherman's March from Atlanta seaward. +It had been sung at the theater the night before, he said. I was much +gratified to have him tell me that the whole army had taken it up. "Tens +of thousands of men," he said, "were singing it." I knew, as already +told, that an exchanged prisoner had brought the song through the Rebel +lines in an artificial leg he wore, but it was an agreeable surprise to +now learn of its sudden and tremendous success. + +General Terry impressed me as the handsomest soldier I had seen in the +army--McPherson, the commander of my own corp, only excepted. He was, +too, a refined and perfect gentleman. Looking at him I thought of the +cavaliers of romance. Here was real knighthood, born and bred in the +soil of the republic. The laurels for his heroic capture of Fort Fisher +were fresh on his brow. + +Before noon an ocean steamer, the _Edward Everett_, was ordered to take +me at once to Fortress Monroe. Two of my army friends went along. The +captain, leaving on so short notice, had provided his ship with +insufficient ballast, and to me, a landsman, the vessel's lurchings were +very astonishing. I had never seen the ocean before, and it was not long +till I wished I might never see it again. To add to my alarm, a fierce +tempest sprang up as we passed around Cape Hatteras, and the danger was +no longer imaginary, but very real. The few passengers on the boat might +as well have been dead, so far as any self-help was to be thought of in +case of disaster. Even the captain was very seasick, and, altogether, +passengers and crew were badly scared. For many hours it was nothing but +a fierce blow and a roll about on the mad waters. All things come to an +end; so did this storm, and at last we reached Fortress Monroe, where I +was hurriedly transferred by some sailors in a yawl over to a boat that +had already started up the James toward Richmond. Our captain had +signaled that he had a dispatch bearer from the Carolinas. We had not +gone far until we passed the top of a ship's mast sticking a few feet +above the water. It was the mast of the _Cumberland_, that had gone down +in her fight with the _Merrimac_ with as brave a crew as ever manned a +war boat. + +The steamer I was now on was crowded with officers in bright uniforms, +apparently returning to their regiments. I wondered if all the Eastern +army had been home on a furlough. I could not help contrasting to myself +this ship full of sleek, brightly uniformed officers with the +rough-clad soldiers and officers of the army of Sherman. Sherman's +foragers and veterans of the March to the Sea might have cut an awkward +figure alongside these gay youths just from Washington. + +In the afternoon the ship came to at City Point, and I climbed up the +bank of the river bluff for perhaps a hundred feet, and was soon +directed to the headquarters of the commander-in-chief of the United +States armies. + +When I reached the open door of Grant's famous little cabin a young +officer asked me to come in, and was introducing me to the chief of +staff, Rawlins, who stood there with some letters in his hands. That +instant General Grant showed his face at the door in the back of the +room. I knew who it was at once. He stepped forward to where General +Rawlins was speaking with me, listened to the conversation a moment, and +without any formal introduction, smiled, took me by the hand and led me +into the back room of the cabin shutting the door behind us. He asked me +to sit down, but I first proceeded to rip the dispatches out of my +clothing, and with intense interest watched his features while he sat on +a camp stool by the window, his legs crossed, and read Sherman's letter. +I could see the glow of silent satisfaction as he glanced along the +lines that told of his great lieutenant's successes in the South. He +glanced at another letter I held in my hand. "It is for the President," +I said. "He will be here yet to-night," he answered. "His boat must now +be coming up the bay." + +Then General Grant questioned me as to all I knew about Sherman's army, +the character of the opposition he had met, the condition of his +soldiers, their clothing, the roads, the weather. He also asked me how I +had reached him with the dispatches, coming all the way from the +interior of North Carolina. He seemed to have thought for a moment that +I had come across Virginia on foot. He wanted to know of me again about +the terrible treatment of prisoners in the South. What I told him only +"confirmed," he said, what he had heard from a hundred sources. + +Very shortly he heard the voice of General Ord in the outer room. + +"Come in here, Ord," he said, holding the door open. "Come in and hear +the news from Sherman. Look at that, listen to this," and again he went +through Sherman's letter, reading parts of it aloud. "Good! Good!" cried +Ord, fairly dancing about the cabin, his spurs and saber jingling. "I +was really getting afraid." "Not I, not I, not a bit," exclaimed Grant +enthusiastically, as he rose to his feet. "_I knew my man. I knew +General Sherman._" + +I was astonished now at the simple and perfectly frank manner with which +General Grant talked to me about the situation of the army. I had +ventured to ask if there was any outlook for the immediate fall of +Richmond or a battle. + +"Very great," he answered. "I am only afraid Lee may slip out before we +can get a great blow at him. Any hour this may happen." Just then there +was cannonading. I wondered if a fight were commencing somewhere in the +line already. General Grant did not change a muscle in his face. "Send +out and see what the firing is," he said to an officer quietly, and then +as quietly continued talking, asking me to tell him all I knew of a +recent escapade of Kilpatrick and his cavalry. It happened that I knew +all about it. Only a couple of weeks before Kilpatrick and his +headquarters had been surprised in bed at a bivouac on the flank of +Sherman's army, and were surrounded and some were captured. By a heroic +struggle the cavalry leader had escaped his captors, had instantly +rallied his troops there in the dark woods and given the bold Rebels a +little drubbing. The next day I had been with Sherman at headquarters +and listened to Kilpatrick's recital of his adventure. My own narration +of the night's cavalry fight, reciting how the cavalrymen and his aids +dashed about with nothing on but their shirts, made General Grant smile +very audibly. "I had expected the whole thing to be about as you say," +he exclaimed, in a grateful way, "but the Richmond newspapers which fell +into my hands made a big thing of the so-called capture of Sherman's +cavalry leader." + +Once, as the General rose and stood directly in front of us, I was +astonished to see how small he seemed. I had seen Grant before, but on +horseback or in battle, and, somehow, I had always regarded him as a +rather large, solidly built man. To-day in the little back room of his +cabin, talking with him, I saw how mistaken I had been. General Grant, +as I now saw him, was, in fact, a little man. Several times he rose and +walked about the room. He was not more than five feet seven or eight +inches high, and he could not have weighed more than one hundred and +forty or fifty pounds. He wore a simple fatigue uniform, and his coat +thrown open gave him the appearance of being larger chested than he +really was. His brown hair was neither short nor long, and he wore a +full beard, well trimmed. Had I not known to whom I was talking, or had +I not seen the three stars on his shoulders, I would have supposed +myself in the presence of some simple army captain. There was nothing +whatever about him to announce the presence of genius or extraordinary +ability of any kind. He was in no sense a striking-looking man. His +manner and words to me were kind and earnest. There was an agreeable +look about his mouth and eyes that made him seem very sincere. Indeed, +if any one thing about him impressed me more than another, it was his +apparent sincerity and earnestness. And he looked to me like a man of +great common sense. Of vanity, pretence, or power there was not a single +sign. He could not have looked very greatly different when he was hewing +logs for his house at his father-in-law's farm ten years before, from +what he looked just now, quietly directing a million soldiers in the +greatest war of modern times. + +Like General Sherman, he repeatedly expressed his interest concerning +the terrible experiences I had undergone in Southern prisons. + +"I suppose you will want to get home as quickly as possible, won't you?" +he inquired, "or would you rather remain here awhile and look about the +army?" A steamer was to leave for the North in an hour. Privately, I was +fearing a sudden break-down of my health, and longed for a home that I +had visited but eight days during four long years of war. Then I thought +of my letter to Mr. Lincoln. The General seemed to anticipate my +thought. "Leave the President's letter with me," he said, "if you +choose, and I will give it to him, or stay over and give it to him +yourself." + +There was no man living I was so anxious to see as Abraham Lincoln. And +this was my opportunity. But something like a premonition said, "Go +home." When I expressed my feeling General Grant stepped to the door of +the office room and directed General Rawlins to see that I be provided +with leave of absence and transportation. That little order, signed by +Rawlins, I still possess. + +With an earnest handshake and good-by General Grant thanked me for +bringing him the dispatches. I was not to see him again for many +years.[C] + + [C] At the town of Lucerne in Switzerland there is in front of the + Schweizerhof a quay lined with castanien trees. It overlooks the + beautiful lake. Long years after the war General Grant sat there on a + bench one quiet summer night and talked to me of the time I brought + the news to him from Sherman in the Carolinas. In a few weeks from + that night by the lakeside I had the honor of entertaining my old + commander at my own home, in the city of Zurich, where I was now + representing the government as one of his appointees. The order + naming me to go to Zurich had, on a certain time, been written by his + own hand. + + This night at Zurich proved to be almost the last time I was ever to + see the great commander. His presence and words that evening are + among the treasured memories of my life. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + + Washington City in the last days of the war--Look, the + President!--_The last man of the regiment._ + + +Leaving General Grant's headquarters at City Point was for me a final +good-by to the army. The little steamer _Martin_ carried me down the +James River, up the Chesapeake Bay, and the Potomac, toward the North. I +recall now the strange sensations I had in passing Washington's tomb at +Mount Vernon. The green slopes and the oak wood in front of the old +mansion were in full view. I could even see the front columns of the +house, and someone on the steamer's deck pointed out to me the spot +where stood the simple brick mausoleum where with folded arms slept the +Father of his Country. I could not help reflecting that at that moment +not a hundred miles away stood nearly all George Washington's State's +descendants, with arms in their hands, striving to destroy the +government that he had founded. + +How I enjoyed that ship ride! Here there was no sandy prison pen with +poor, starving, dying comrades lying around; no futile efforts at +escape; no taunts and jeers that the American flag had gone down in +disgrace; now all was free and beautiful, and _mine_. The hated rag of +the Confederacy that had floated over my head and threatened me every +day with death for fifteen long months was gone forever. At the mast of +our little vessel waved the Stars and Stripes, conscious, it seemed to +me, of the free air I was breathing. That was a happy day for me. + +Some time in the following night the wheels of the boat stopped +revolving--there was silence; and when I woke at daylight there was the +land. The ship was fast in the slip at the wharf, and there, too, was +the capital of the republic. I went ashore by myself and wandered into +the city, my mind crowded every moment with the thoughts of what had +taken place here in the last four years. Soldiers I saw everywhere, with +arms and without arms. Negroes, now freedmen, by the ten thousand fairly +darkened the population. With some friends I found a boarding place on +the avenue above the National Hotel. If I wanted to see great men, +notorious men, men making history, all kinds of men, I had only to step +into the corridors of the National. + +I had little or no ready money, nor could I get any until the +government settled my accounts. I waited in Washington for a week. +General Sherman had given me papers that would insure my promotion in +the regular army. I presented them; they were all-sufficient; I needed +only to say the word. But I was sick and tired of war, and would not +have exchanged a glimpse of my Western home for the commission of a +brigadier. + +But while I stayed in Washington what sights I saw! Our capital is now +possibly the finest in the world. Then it was the most hateful; the most +hateful in every way. Militarism, treason, political scoundrelism, and +every other bad ism reigned in every hotel, on every street corner, in +Congress, out of Congress--everywhere; reigned right at the elbows of +loyalty and patriotism such as the world never saw. Society was one +grand conglomeration of everything good and bad. + +Washington City itself was a spectacle. It had no streets, save one or +two--simply dirty unpaved roads. The dirty street cars, pulled by +worn-out horses, were crowded inside and outside by a mass of struggling +politicians, soldiers, gamblers, adventurers, and women. The city was +also full of hospitals; everywhere there were lazarettos and graveyards. +It looked as if half the Union army had dragged itself into the capital +to die. The great Capital building was uncompleted; its dome stood +there covered with scaffoldings and windlasses. The plaza at the east +end of the structure looked like a vast stone quarry. The Washington +Monument had only gotten itself safe above high-water mark; and what +there was of it was in danger of falling down. It stood in the middle of +the flats, the mud and the malaria--the graveyard, in short, that formed +the unsavory prospect from the White House windows. + +Aside from the unfinished government buildings there was not a pretense +of architecture in all Washington. There was nothing beautiful there. +The very atmosphere seemed sickly; fever, malaria, were everywhere. It +was the one city in all creation to get out of as soon as possible. + +Once I tried to get a glimpse of the President. I failed. The White +House gates were held by sentries. "Why do you want to see that old +Ape?" said a man to me one day. I was shocked, and would like to have +killed him. But he was not alone in his vileness. Thousands in +Washington affected to despise Lincoln. I wondered then that it was +regarded safe for him to appear in public. One day a carriage rolled +rapidly up the avenue in front of the National. I heard some men cry, +"Look, the President!" I glanced quickly. A tall, dark man, wearing a +silk hat sat in the carriage; at his side a lady. + +In a moment they were out of sight. There was not a cheer, not a hat +touched, not a hand waved, and yet _that was Abraham Lincoln passing_, +soon to be the greatest man in history. A little wrangle and almost a +fist-fight between some bystanders on the pavement followed; one party +denouncing the President for freeing the "damned niggers"; another +thanking God for the President's noble deed. Such scenes were going on +everywhere all over the capital, pro and con. Approval and hatred. The +best praised, the worst abused mortal in America was just entering on +his second term at the White House. I never even had a glimpse of the +kindly face again. + +At last my accounts were ready. "But your regiment," said the Assistant +War Secretary, "does not exist. What was left of them were all put into +a cavalry troop long ago. _You are the last man of the regiment._" +Across the face of my paper he wrote, "_Discharged as a supernumerary +officer._" That paper lies before me while I write. I was paid off in +shining greenbacks for all the time I had been in prison. + +As to the eighty comrades who had been captured with me that 25th of +November in the assault on Missionary Ridge, all but sixteen were dead. +Nine of my old Company B of the Fifth Regiment were taken prisoners, and +only one of them had survived the horrors of Andersonville. Poor +Cartwright died not long after, and I alone of the little band was left +to tell the story. + + + + +TRANSCRIBER'S NOTE: + + +Obvious typos and printer errors have been corrected without comment. +Other than obvious errors, the author's spelling, grammar, and use of +punctuation are retained as in the original publication. In addition to +obvious errors, the following changes have been made: + + Page 50: "dozen" changed to "dozens" in the phrase, "Shortly, dozens + of these small boats...." + + Page 89: "connonballs" changed to "cannonballs" in the phrase, "... + storm of cannonballs...." + + Page 100: opening quote mark added: "My regiment is put...." + + Page 132: "thousand" changed to "thousands" in the phrase, "Hundreds, + thousands possibly, of...." + + Page 187: "gaunlet" changed to "gauntlet" in the phrase, "... had run + the Rebel gauntlet...." + + Page 192: "cammander" changed to "commander" + + Page 198: "straving" changed to "starving" in the phrase, "... poor, + starving...." + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's With Fire and Sword, by Samuel H. M. Byers + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 40477 *** |
