diff options
Diffstat (limited to '40325-0.txt')
| -rw-r--r-- | 40325-0.txt | 4600 |
1 files changed, 4600 insertions, 0 deletions
diff --git a/40325-0.txt b/40325-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..9b61118 --- /dev/null +++ b/40325-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,4600 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 40325 *** + +Transcriber's Notes: + + 1. Page scan source: + http://books.google.com/books?id=pPYUAAAAQAAJ + (Oxford University) + + + + + + + TRUE TO A TYPE + + + + + + + TRUE TO A TYPE + + + + + BY + + R. CLELAND + + + + + IN TWO VOLUMES + + VOL. II. + + + + + WILLIAM BLACKWOOD AND SONS + + EDINBURGH AND LONDON + + MDCCCLXXXVII + + + _All Rights reserved_ + + + + + + + CONTENTS OF THE SECOND VOLUME. + + CHAP. + + XX. PAUL AND VIRGINIA. + + XXI. IS SHE HERE? + + XXII. "WELL, PETER?" + + XXIII. "POOR SUSAN!" + + XXIV. "THEY MET, 'TWAS IN A CROWD." + + XXV. ROSE AND THE RING. + + XXVI. THE MOTHERS. + + XXVII. AN OBDURATE DAUGHTER. + + XXVIII. THEY HAVE IT OUT. + + XXIX. "IT IS ALL A MESS!" + + XXX. A CLOSE OBSERVER. + + XXXI. THE LADY PRINCIPAL. + + XXXII. "YOU MAY TRUST ME TO HOLD MY TONGUE!" + + XXXIII. SUSAN IS EQUAL TO THE EMERGENCY. + + XXXIV. MISS ROLPH IS SEVERE. + + XXXV. MILLICENT. + + + + + + TRUE TO A TYPE. + + + + + CHAPTER XX. + + PAUL AND VIRGINIA. + + +The storm exhausted itself at length. The thunder passed on westward, +the rain abated and ceased, the clouds parted and rolled away, leaving +the sky clear but paler for its agony of tears. It was now evening, +and the air felt fresh even to chilliness, for the temperature had +fallen a matter of fifteen degrees--from 90° to 70° or 75°. The party +stood round the fire with something not greatly removed from a shiver, +and warmed their hands. It was not actually cold, but the transition +had been sudden and violent, which came to the same thing. + +"And now to get back?" said Wilkie, looking at his watch. "The gong at +the beach is just going to sound for supper. I confess I feel peckish. +Should we not be thinking of a move, Blount?" + +Blount coughed. "There are rather many of us for my small boat, in the +present state of the weather. There is probably more wind, and +certainly more swell, than you would suppose from looking at the +landlocked channel down there. I fear we must postpone thoughts of +supper for the present." + +"If we delay, no one can say when we may get in. I don't see why we +should not make the attempt at once. We shall at least have daylight +to lessen our difficulties if we attempt it now. What do you say?" + +"I fear it is impossible. What do _you_ say, Jake?" + +Jake caught a look from his "boss," and understood. "No, sir-ree! you +won't reach Lippenstock to-night in that aar boat with a crew of six. +It 'ud be more'n a man's life is worth, with the sea as is on in the +bay now." + +"Suppose we go four, then. I could take charge of the young ladies." + +"We won't break up the party, neither Margaret nor I," said Rose. "You +might try the voyage with Jake, however, by yourself. You could tell +them at the beach to expect us for breakfast." + +Wilkie looked doubtfully to Jake; but Jake's eyes were averted. He had +pulled out his plug of tobacco, and was intent upon judiciously +whittling off the exact quantity for a chew. He had no idea of making +the voyage twice for the accommodation of one man, that man not being +the "boss," and one, besides, who did not seem over-likely to remember +to tip. Jake's look afforded little encouragement to make a proposal, +and that reminded Wilkie in time that the figure he himself would make +would not be heroic if he arrived alone at the beach and said that the +others were coming. He elevated his eyebrows into the British +equivalent of a Frenchman's plaintive shrug, and sighed, and resigned +himself to his fate. If he had even had some one to "spoon" with, it +would not have been so bad; but after his experience in that hut +during the hours of the thunderstorm, he realised that he was in the +position of one who at the last moment goes to a place of amusement, +and finds every desirable place ticketed "engaged." + +"Worse than Robinson Crusoe," he grumbled to himself, "for I've no man +Friday." + +"Then you would make the rest of us stand for the savages," laughed +Blount; "which is scarcely flattering. But keep up your heart, old +man; it might be worse. It is warm in here, at any rate--thanks to our +absent hosts the fishermen. We must not forget to leave something +behind in payment for the use of their wood-heap." + +"Why didn't they leave provisions when they were about it? Even a +ship-biscuit would be agreeable now." + +"And sugar and tea," laughed Margaret. "They might have left some +tea--and cups and saucers." + +Wilkie objected to being chaffed. He looked severe. "I feel almost +faint, I can tell you, Miss Naylor. Brain-workers, I suppose, are more +susceptible to physical privation than the generality," and his eye +rested on the other two gentlemen, as though they were instances in +point. "The brain is a delicate organ, and easily thrown out of gear. +It needs frequent nourishment at short intervals, to keep it in good +working order." + +"You will have to give your brain a rest to-night, then, Mr Wilkie, +and husband your fibre, as there is nothing here to renew it with--no +larder, even, except the sea down there. I am glad that, being a +woman, I have no brain to speak of. The exhaustion of its fibre won't +be noticed." + +"You've hit it, Margaret!" cried Blount--"without even caring--as you +so often do. Smart girl, and don't know it. The sea is our larder, +full of fish, and Jake has lines in the boat's locker. Let's go +fishing." + +"The boat will be wet after the rain," said Rose, "and I have had one +wetting already. I shall not go fishing, thanks; but I do not mind +looking among the rocks for limpets and mussels, and things. They tell +me they are good to eat, when people are very hungry." + +"Not a bad thing to do. Whoever likes, can fish from the boat; I shall +_shell_-fish on shore," chimed in Margaret. + +"To shell-fish is not wisely selfish," retorted Wilkie, with the air +of a wag. "How much more comfortable to sit in the boat hauling up +your fish, than go pottering and stumbling over slippery rocks with a +lapful of rubbish you won't be able to cook after you have got it! +while we could broil some fish nicely on the hot coals. Believe me, +it's better to be wisely selfish than to bother about worthless +shell-fish." + +"I don't think I am selfish; but you may end in becoming a punster if +you are not warned in time; and to show you are not selfish, you had +better go out with Jake, and we will all assist you to cook and eat +whatever you may be lucky enough to catch." + +Wilkie looked to the other two men, but both were reaching down hats +for the girls from lofty pegs where they had been hung. No one heeded +him, and he deemed it best to follow Jake, who had already gone down +to the boat and was preparing to launch it. If he was condemned to be +a supernumerary, it was better to be a useful and independent one +afloat, than merely in the way on shore; and he had his reward in a +calm and tranquil evening on the water, his self-love unfretted by the +view of less learned men preferred to himself, his hand bobbing +peacefully with his line, and his head in a cloud of soothing tobacco. +Occasionally he would get a bite, and hauled in his fish with the +consoling thought that there were some creatures whom he could catch, +and that the girls would not object to partake of his fish, however +they might disregard himself. + +The four remaining in the hut stood by the door and watched the +launching of the boat; then they likewise descended to the beach and +began to look among the rocks for shell-fish. But either there were +few to find, or the seekers were inattentive in their search, for they +did not find many, and soon wearying, abandoned even the pretence of +being useful. + +They wandered idly along in the purple light, now waning swiftly into +bluish grey and shadowy indistinctness. Of the wild and lonely scene +of half an hour ago, nothing was left but the dusky darkness of the +land lifting its solid outline against the tinted sky, where wan +transparent gleams of the departing day contended with the darkling +blue of night, and the dim sea escaping from the shadows of the +islands spread away to the horizon, to bound the low-down glimmer in +the southern sky. + +The talk had split itself into two separate strands, and the talkers +had drifted apart, each couple following the thread of its own +discourse, and oblivious to its divergence from the other. Joseph and +Rose were alone again. She was walking by his side, looking with level +gaze straight out before, to the distant line where sea and sky, +straining to meet each other, were yet parted where they touched, as +two who could not be united. She was thinking--or more, perhaps, she +was waiting--with head inclining forward and to her companion, while +his eyes sought the ground. His footsteps sounded irregular as he +walked, as though he were not at ease, but laboured with something to +be said, for which the word was difficult to find. He looked up more +than once as if about to speak, and then his eyes fell again without +his having spoken. She did not observe. Her eyes were on the horizon +and the light was dim. + +At length he clenched his hands, stopped short, and spoke abruptly. +His voice was low, but there was an intensity in the utterance, which +made her start although she had been expecting him to speak. + +"Rose! will you be my wife?... Why should I try to lead up easily to +what I meant to say? I am too much in earnest to be able to coin +phrases." + +She turned and looked at him. She did not look up shyly, but yet she +was not bold. Doubt, if there had been light enough to see, or if his +mind had been calm enough to observe, was the prevailing sentiment +which her face betrayed. She looked, and her lips grew tense, and then +she drew a heavy, deep, slow breath; and, like a sleep-walker obeying +an impulse apart from common consciousness or volition, she held out +her hand. + +He caught it in both of his, and raised it to his lips, and clasped it +as if he never would let it go; and the boiling blood went tingling +through his veins in a transport of tumultuous joy, which shook his +frame and made it vain for him to try to raise his voice. + +She thought she heard him whisper, "Rose! My own!" and straight the +tears began to gather in her eyes, and her breathing broke into a sob. +She thought, she was about to give way, and covered her face with the +other hand. And yet there was a stillness in her heart, as though it +were some one else--a looker-on--a curious and yet an approving +onlooker, but one who felt no joy at her being sought, no hope and no +elation, though it bade her accept. And then a despairing pang shot +through her. Was it impossible for her to love? But she would! She was +resolved to love--to love this man. She had read in him that he loved +her well. He was good and true; she more than liked or even respected +him. She was resolved to love as fondly and as faithfully as ever +woman had, if only to show----but she would not think of that--never +again. The past was buried. Let it lie. + +Joseph, in his own tumultuous exaltation, felt the trembling of her +hand. He heard her sob. He saw her cover her face as if to hide her +tears, and caught her in his arms, folding her in, and pressing her to +his heart in a tender transport. To dry those tears was now his +rightful privilege; and very tenderly and softly did he whisper in her +ear, bidding her calm herself and have no fear, for he loved and +worshipped her, and would devote his life to shelter her from care or +harm. + +And now the stars came out upon the night, looking down with friendly +understanding eyes, like beings of a higher sphere, approving the +troth-plight and bidding them be happy. They sat them down upon a +broad flat rock; her hand was nestling in his palm, and her form drawn +up against him within his encircling arm; and the silent peace of +night, tranquil and still beneath the keeping of the kindly stars, +wore in upon their agitated spirits, helping the fever in their blood +to cool. + +To realise that there is some one in accord, and all our own, who +shares desire and hope, our present and our future, to whom the inmost +thought might be revealed, if that were possible, without the +conventional disguises in which we hide while we converse with one +another, is a sensation of the rarest joy, but seldom known, and never +known for long. To Joseph, who had lived alone in heart, it was very +new and inexpressibly delightful. There were no words to image forth a +tithe of what he felt. Speech failed. He held her hand, and breathed +the pure delicious night in gasps of satisfaction: and it was all so +still and simple; only the outlined rocks against the sky, and +glimmering faint reflections of the stars on the dim water; no +troubling details or petty objects, no motion but the ceaseless +current of the universe, the noiseless unseen marching of the host of +heaven from east to west. He and his love were the only two in all the +mighty vault. For them the night was still, the air so sweet, the +stars so kind and friendly. They and the universe were in company and +at one in some mysterious way, and the peace of the universe flowed in +upon his soul. + +Rose sat in wonder at the intensity of the silence. How this man must +love her! It was sweet to be so loved, but it was solemn. She felt +small within his clasping arms. Her hand was laid in his, and nestled +in the tender warmth of its grasp, so strong and so protecting. He had +taken her for his very own, and she felt humble in the unworthiness of +the self he set such store on. She felt ashamed at the inward +stillness which could respond so coldly; but the feeling roused and +warmed her somewhat, and she was glad of it. She had striven to win +him. Honestly she had striven, if in a divided spirit, which made +her blush now to think of the depth and tenderness of the love which +she had won. But at least he should never have ground to suspect +half-heartedness. She would compel herself to love him more; and if +the reality fell short of what she felt she owed, at least the +expression should not fall short in fulness. She crept closer, and +strove to thaw away the numbing chill which hung about her heart, and +was so stubborn to dispel. He responded with a tightening clasp +against the strong warm throbbing of his breast, till she vibrated +with the pulses of his perfect love. She looked out across the sea, +and vowed to be more than he had hoped or dreamed, and felt still and +strengthened by the peace spread out around her. And so they sat, +together, and yet so far apart in feeling; and time went by without +their taking heed. + + * * * * * + +At length--they knew not when or how the idea came into their minds, +but probably it was because a star, appearing to have parted from the +rest, came down, and seemed to be pursuing an independent course, and +to outstrip its fellows, being only, when they looked a little later, +the lantern hung out upon a passing ship--they started from their +reverie and stood up. + +"The dew is falling; you will be chilled." It was Joseph who spoke. +"Let me button my coat round your shoulders. It is not thick or warm, +but at least it adds another fold of covering." + +"Thanks, but I am warm.... No; I do not want it. But you are kind to +mean giving it. Only you should not think that I would strip you of +your coat. Is it not time that we were turning back?" + +"Yes; we have strayed a long way from the hut. The ground is rough, +and it is so dark one cannot see where one steps. You will stumble. +Give me your hand, and let me lead." + +The unevenness of the ground, and the consequent stumbling among rocks +and boulders in the uncertain dimness, soon brought them back to the +level of everyday life; and when at length, after an hour of +floundering and groping, they came in sight of the fire-glow streaming +from the fishermen's shelter, they were completely themselves +again--gayer even than their wont, in the reaction from the deeper +feelings in which they had been lately steeped. + +They were the last of the party to come in. The others were already +round the fire, assisting with their advice the experienced Jake, who +was on his knees broiling fish upon the coals. They made a tolerable +supper, without bread or salt, Jake assuring Wilkie that, coming from +the sea, fish needed none, and that they would lie the lighter on his +"stommick" for lack of fixings. And then the girls were left alone, +and the men withdrew to the boat, under whose shelter they contrived +to sleep till morning, when they sailed from the desert island, each +with some memory or experience to mark it in his recollection for +life. + + + + + CHAPTER XXI. + + IS SHE HERE? + + +The house was very quiet when Gilbert Roe met Maida and Mrs Denwiddie +at breakfast on the morning after his arrival. Only an invalid, one or +two old people, some dull ones who had no friends, and a few young +children with nurses, were scattered here and there at the deserted +tables. He adjusted his eyeglass and looked about. He saw as well as +other people; but, like them, he found the glass useful as a +demonstration on many occasions. + +"I thought," he said, "you told me the house was full. This is the +poorest showing I have come on yet for a seaside resort in August. Not +by any means a promising crowd to live in--and to-morrow is Sunday. +One can't well get away before Monday morning." + +"There was not a vacant place yesterday at this hour," Maida answered, +a little hurt. "That I can tell you. Can _you_ tell, Mrs Denwiddie, +what has become of them all?" + +"Did you not hear the fuss an hour ago or more? It woke me out of my +morning sleep. Such gabble and uproar I never did hear--slamming doors +and scuttling feet, everybody speaking at once, enough to wake the +dead. And when I got up and looked out, there they were, just starting +away in buggies and 'buses and rockaways, the whole lot of boarders it +seemed to me, and it just astonishes me to see so many left behind. +Jest those that couldn't go, I guess, or didn't care to go, because +there was nobody to mind them." + +"Where have they gone, then?" asked Maida. "As I went away, so to +speak, yesterday, I was taking no interest in the plans; but I am real +sorry for Gil----for Mr Roe's sake, that I did not know; and I wonder +you did not go with the rest, Mrs Denwiddie." + +"So I would, perhaps, if it had not been for promising to breakfast +along with you, under the circumstances;" and she looked most +knowingly into the other's eyes with her head on one side. But seeing +the humour was not appreciated, she went on--"though I don't know +either. I don't much hold with boat-rides, and there'll be sech a +crush! Jest think of a boat on the water in Lippenstock Bay a day like +this! for it's there they're gone to, and Fessenden's Island, for a +picnic. And won't they find they've had enough of their steamboat-ride +afore they're done with it! I went last summer, and I know." + +"We must resign ourselves to a quiet day on the sands, then," said +Maida, with a little sigh which expressed nothing but satisfaction. +"Let's go at once, Gilbert, before the heat comes on. There's a nice +grove down near the shore, about three miles along, and it'll be just +splendid to rest there about noon." + +"Three miles, Maidy--and three back! And how am I to go that far in +the heat?" exclaimed the widow. + +Maida opened her eyes, just a little. It was convenient to have her +aged friend--for so she was now for the first time disposed to +consider her--sit by her at table, and fend off curious remark; but to +have her make a third in her intercourse with Gilbert was more than +flesh and blood could be expected to bear. Her lips tightened, and +there was a quiver of the nostril suggestive of a sniff; but she took +care to make no emendation of her first proposal. + +"I think, now," said Mrs Denwiddie, "the best thing Mr Roe can do +would be to give us a ride along the sands in one of the landlord's +rockaways. He'd find it real smooth and pleasant for conversation." +She was indeed loath to part from "these two interestin' young +things," as she would have called them now, though twenty-four hours +earlier she would certainly have spoken of Maida as a forlorn old +maid; so completely will circumstances alter cases. The young man made +the difference--the old, old story which is always new. She was too +old herself for these sweet passages; but if she could no longer hope +to woo or be wooed, it was pleasant to assist at the wooing of some +one else. People do not cease to be hungry when they lose their teeth, +and a Barmecide banquet is better than no feast at all. Is not this +"the long-felt want," to quote the prospectus-writers, which finds +readers for the shoal of love-tales published every week? + +"I'm going for a smoke," Gilbert observed, after an interval in which +the play of knife and fork had absorbed their undivided attention; and +marshalling his companions out of the dining-room, he withdrew to the +male lounging-ground of the establishment. There he found the +"proprietor" and his clerk, each with a newspaper and a toothpick, +arranging themselves on three chairs apiece to ruminate on the +breakfast they had eaten, and to anticipate the meal which was to come +next. The day was _dies non_ with them, their customers being away at +the picnic, and they were promising themselves a morning of complete +repose. Gilbert's appearance was not particularly welcome; however, +they both favoured him with an inclination of the head, the proprietor +combining his with a flourish of his toothpick towards the regiment of +empty chairs, by way of inviting him to take a few and make himself at +home. + +He condescended to accept one of Gilbert's cigars; and finding +it good, he relaxed so far as to vouchsafe a reference from the paper +he was still reading, with regard to the state of politics in +"Bhoston,"--to which Gilbert replied, alluding in passing to affairs +in the West. Thereupon the proprietor woke up sufficiently to put one +of his feet to the ground, and proceeded to interrogate him as to +where was his home, what was his occupation, why was he travelling in +the East, &c. Having received all the particulars which his guest +seemed disposed to communicate, his interest subsided again, his leg +resumed the horizontal position, his eyes returned to his paper, and +his answers to Gilbert's efforts to converse became so brief and +indifferent that the latter gave it up, and pored over his own +newspaper in silence. The captain of a ship may be an important person +on his own deck, but his grandeur is nothing to that of a hotel +proprietor when his house is full. He is so accustomed to be spoken +fair by guests desiring improved accommodation and eccentric +et-ceteras, that he stiffens into an autocrat of the severest type. + +Gilbert smoked, and read till he grew tired of it, and then he got up +and sauntered away. He was becoming a bore unto himself, and longed +for other company. On the gallery near the entrance he espied Maida +hatted and gloved, awaiting an invitation to walk. She was alone; he +had only to signify his wish, and away they strolled along the sands. +It was not unpleasant, he found, now that the restlessness of his +spirit had been chastened by the proprietor's severe neglect, to be +looked up to, made of, and courted. His weed became more fragrant in +the freshness of the air and sunshine as they wandered along by the +water's-edge. Maida's low eager tones mingled agreeably with the +babble of the breakers coming on, curling and retreating respectfully +within some inches of his feet, and made him realise once more that he +was lord of the creation, and a very fine fellow indeed. + +Maida's flow of conversation trickled on without intermission. It was +wonderful, indeed, how she found so much to say; but the well of happy +feeling within yielded a steady flow of purling talk, not deep, +perhaps, but clear and cheerful, with opportunities for him to answer +if so it pleased him, yet able to babble along pleasantly if he said +nothing. She did not talk about herself, which might have grown +tedious, nor did she trouble him with questions about his own career. +He must tell her of that, she thought, when he chose, though she +longed to know. Her thoughts were back in the time when she used to +know him, and her talk was reminiscences, touched with the ideal +brightness which the days of our youth never assume till after they +are fled. + +Gilbert listened, remembering enough to verify her words; but yet it +seemed most different, as she described it, from what he had supposed. +It was like being told about some one else, especially when she +recalled their conversations in those ancient days. To think that he, +a weather-beaten worldling, shrewd, clear-headed, and cool, could +ever have been given up to fancies and enthusiasms such as she spoke +of--such as she seemed to cling to still! There had been no changes of +circumstance and position with her, to show things in new lights and +under new aspects; and so she had continued to serve the old gods. +They had flown away from him long ago, as birds escape from their +nesting-places when the sun is up. He knew them no more, immersed as +he was in the hurry of workaday life, and it seemed strange to have +them brought before him now. They were pretty and curious, but oh, so +narrow and mistaken! A moth may feel as he did, when, shown the +chrysalis out of which it crept, it realises how impossible it would +be for it to fold and compress itself again within the old limits. + +For one morning, the sensation of being made love to by Maida, and +being courted under the form of his older self, was distinctly +pleasurable, though mild. She thought all the world of him--that he +could see--and he would be kind to her by way of making some small +return, especially in the absence of any one else to amuse him. After +their early dinner, the house being still in its deserted condition, +he brought her into the billiard-room to teach her the game. It was +her first lesson, and she was eager to learn; but she could not do so +quickly enough to play with him that day, however many points he might +give her--so he tired of that, and then, being still in a gracious +mood, he remembered Mrs Denwiddie's suggestion of the morning, that he +should give them a drive, and he fulfilled her desire. Both ladies +enjoyed it immensely; and to crown their triumph, they found that the +picnickers had returned only a minute before them, and had the +gratification of alighting in state with their escort, in full view of +the whole houseful of guests. + +The thunderstorm which had reached Fessenden's Island an hour before, +came on shortly after; wherefore the remainder of the evening was +spent within doors, in the usual way, save that the company were more +disposed to sit still after their long day in the open air. Music, +singing, and conversation were the occupations at first; but the +quicksilver in Lucy Naylor and one or two more prevailed at last, and +by the time it grew dark the dance was in full force as on other +evenings. + +"Now!" said Maida to Gilbert. "Are there enough people for your idea +of being sociable, now? You are always the same old man, as fond of +company as ever. Do you remember the country-dances and cotillions at +Deacon Benson's? How we used to keep it up! And the walking home +afterwards in the early morning--with the grass running dew, and +taking the starch out of my flounces! But you don't remember that, I +guess. Ah, those parties! They were just too sweet to last. I have +never been at any, since, I cared so much for.... Do you know the +cotillion now as well as you used to? My! how you did know it! We +girls were always wishing to have you call the figures. Nobody could +ever guess what you were going to make us do next. It kept up the +interest, and was real exciting. When we'd expect to have 'ladies' +chain,' it would be 'set to partners,' or 'ladies in the centre,' or +'first gentleman to the right,' or something quite unexpected. They +don't dance cotillions here. I guess it's because they don't know how; +though they pretend it's because they've gone out, and the upper +circles don't dance them. It's all round-dancing here, except when +it's lancers; and then they don't call the figures, so I never know +what to do next." + +"Well, this is a round-dance. Come! No use sitting here the whole +night." + +"I'll try," said Maida, delighted to be taken out, but with a +misgiving. She did not dance often, and she felt doubtful whether she +would acquit herself to the satisfaction of her hero. "Not too fast, +please--not any faster than you can help. The waltz is apt to make me +giddy," she ejaculated as they started off; but then she was in +rapture, and said nothing more. Were not his arms around her? and was +it not he whom she held and clung to as the room began to swim, and +her sense of terra firma to grow vague and indistinct? + +"Don't hang on quite so altogetherly, Maida. And if you could keep +your feet to the ground, it would _look_ better, you know. You're more +hefty, as we used to say, than when you were a baby," Gilbert +observed, as they swung and revolved laboriously round the room; but +at length he got out of breath, and they had to stop. + +"Oh!" sighed Maida, with closed eyes, clinging to her partner for +support because she was giddy, and also, perhaps, because she liked to +do it. "I am quite run out! But it was lovely." + +"Come and sit down then, and rest," said the matter-of-fact Gilbert, +"and get back your breath;" which was not just the form of answer +which Maida had looked for. However, the music was ending and it could +not be helped. + +And now Gilbert, having done his duty by his old friend, thought it +was time for her to be of some little service to him in return. He +asked her to introduce him to some of the other young ladies whom he +might ask to dance; and she could not but consent. It seemed a strange +request to make, she thought, a strange desire to feel, when she was +by--so soon after returning from so long an absence! It was a +masculine caprice, she supposed. And those men! Who could understand +them? She could take care, however, that the ladies she presented him +to were not more than moderately endowed with beauty. And she did. One +cannot be expected to court misfortune--to introduce rivals to even +the most loyal of swains--to fetch a stick from the wood to break +one's own back with. Perhaps she rather overdid it, in fact; at least +Gilbert did not invite many of her beauties to dance, and when the +introductions were over he could not help saying, "What a homely lot +of friends you have, Maida! They must be awful good, if appearances +are as deceitful as folks say. Now there's a little girl over yonder, +a peart little filly, that it would be a real pleasure to dance with. +What's her name? Can you not introduce me there?" + +"I don't know her. She's a stuck-up little thing; and if I'm any judge +of girls, as I ought to be, there's not much in her. I hear them call +her Fanny Payson, and she belongs to Senator Deane's party--Deane of +Indiana, you know." + +"I knew Deane well; he lives part of the time in Chicago. Is his +family with him?" + +"Oh yes; but they put on airs, no end of. We poor New Hampshire folks +ain't good enough for them to know." + +Gilbert was not listening now. He had fallen into a brown study, and +presently without any explanation he left her. He wandered up and down +the rooms, wearing a look of impatient eagerness, and peering into +faces as though in search of some one. At length he darted forward to +the side of a lady standing up to dance. "Miss Deane," he whispered +hoarsely, "is she here?" + +Lettice turned. "You, Mr Roe?" Then, recovering from her surprise, she +assumed a manner of great coldness, and opening her eyes, as if in +wonder at his audacious intrusion, she limited her answer to a clearly +articulated "No." + +"Where is she? Pray tell! I----" + +He had stretched out his hand as if to lay hold on her skirt to detain +her; but with a motion of her hand she swept it beyond his reach, +saying severely, "I cannot tell you;" and then, in turning away, she +added, "Do not expose yourself in this public place;" and giving her +hand to her partner, she was whirled away among the dancers. + +Gilbert set his teeth, and a look of despairing woe passed across his +features. He traversed the crowded rooms once more, and then, too +miserable to remain, he went out upon the dripping galleries, where +darkness and the cooled and moistened air yielded a kind of +consolation. There he paced and smoked, till life grew bearable again, +though still ungenial, and then he went to his room and turned in. + +Maida sat where he had left her on the brink of the dance, and grew +very sad when he did not return to her side. What had she done to +offend or weary him? But at least he was not dancing--that was +something. Yet where could he be? A heaviness came over her spirits, +and she felt depressed for the first time in the last four-and-twenty +hours. + + + + + CHAPTER XXII. + + "WELL, PETER?" + + +Next day was Sunday. Compared with other days at Clam Beach, it was +the same with a difference--leisure combined with fresh air, but +partaken of in a different form. Church was the recognised occupation; +but the churches were at Blue Fish Creek, four miles away, down the +coast in the other direction from Lippenstock. Omnibuses were in use +to convey the inmates, and everybody went, even the old people, the +dull ones, the invalid, and the young children. It was the only outing +which the dull people allowed themselves; there was nothing to pay for +the carriage exercise, and they never missed it. + +Mrs Naylor and Mrs Wilkie remained at home. They had had enough of +driving the day before, and found it agreeable now to sit still in the +deserted gallery, and absorb sunshine and fresh air in peace. At least +such was the state of Mrs Naylor's feelings. Not being a British +mother, she had considerable confidence in her daughter's ability to +take care of herself, so long, at least, as that pernicious young man +Walter Blount was away, and she had no ground to suspect his presence +on Fessenden's Island. Besides, she was aware now that the girl's +uncle had also been left behind, therefore she was safe, not to +mention Peter Wilkie, whose mother had been making herself ridiculous +on the subject all the previous evening. There was nothing very +compromising in the situation, so far as she could see; in fact, with +her desire to suppress the girl's kindness for Blount, she could +almost have wished there had been. It would have brought the other +young man up to the point of committing himself, and, with a little +maternal pressure, compelled her to accept him; and as she had quite +made up her mind that Margaret was to marry in Toronto, that pressure +would assuredly be forthcoming. + +Mrs Wilkie's motherly feelings were in a state of ebullition which +would not let her sit still. She would get up from her chair and pace +the gallery with irregular steps, puffing and sighing distractedly, +get tired and plump down again, pressing her hands together, and +sighing worse than before. Her boy was done for--bagged by a designing +girl. Speculatively and in the abstract, she was wont to express a +strong desire to see him married, whatever she may have felt; but the +ideal spouse had never yet appeared--or rather, whenever there seemed +a possibility of any fair one finding favour in his eyes, she began to +see objections, even if she had herself recommended the girl and +fancied that she would like him to marry her. Speculatively, she had +held Margaret Naylor in the highest esteem; actually, she found +herself detesting her with all her might. She had struck up quite a +friendship with her mother, and the fellow-boarders had differed only +as to which of the mothers was most desirous of being allied to the +other. Now, alas! her son's fate seemed to be decided. She must resign +the first place in his care, and had her supplanter been a seraph with +wings come straight down from heaven, she could not have accepted her +without a spasm of jealousy. + +"Cast upon a desert island," she muttered to herself, as she paced the +gallery. "A second Robinson Crusoe, with his man Friday. But it's not +a man Friday! It's worse; it's a girl Friday!--or rather, it's worse +than any Friday at all--it's the parrot! A gabbin', chatterin', +useless thing--all tongue and feathers, and not wan grain of sense in +its head. An empty, feckless, dressed-up doll, with nothing but the +face and the clothes to recommend her. How can men of intelleck be +such fools? And after all, it isn't much of a face even. I've +seen----" but here the soliloquy grew inaudible; only, judging by the +toss of her head, which set the little grey curls on her temples +a-dancing, it must have been what she had seen in her own mirror long +ago which was so much more admirable. + +She dropped into a chair near her companion, panting, and fanned +herself vehemently, complaining of the heat. It seemed to make her +hotter still to sit beside Mrs Naylor, in her present frame of mind. + +"Try to sit still, dear Mrs Wilkie. You will find it the best way to +get cool," Mrs Naylor said, very sweetly. "He will be sure to be home +very soon. My brother-in-law is with them, you know; and between two +gentlemen, they will be sure to contrive some means of getting away." + +Mrs Wilkie snorted, and fanned herself more vehemently than before, +relapsing into her late mutterings about Robinson Crusoe and the +desert island; but, disturbed as she was, she had presence of mind +enough to suppress the parrot, and complained of the heat and her +palpitations instead. + +Mrs Naylor grew positively nervous, and even began to feel an +anticipatory pity for her daughter, in the prospect of so tumultuous a +mother-in-law--when, quite unexpectedly, the truants drove up to the +door. + +"Peter, you rascal!" his mother exclaimed, jumping up and running +down-stairs to meet him. "You've nearly been the death of me;" and, to +demonstrate how much she had suffered, so soon as she came within +range of his supporting arms, she pressed both hands upon her +"palpitation," crying, "Oh!" and made as if she would fall. + +Peter caught her as intended, and supported her up to her room, not +soothing her, by any means, but scolding her roundly, in good set +terms; but then he had known her for many years, and understood her +idiosyncrasies. Doubtless his system was the right one. Soothing would +only have encouraged her to rave and do the scolding herself, till her +palpitations came on in earnest. He was an excellent son, whatever his +shortcomings in other respects might be; and there are constitutions +which require what their medical advisers might call "bracing +treatment," just as others agree with bland and soothing remedies. + +"Well, Peter?" she asked, with impatient eagerness, so soon as they +were closeted together, in complete forgetfulness of the scene which +she had been enacting the minute before--forgetting her incipient +faintness, and likewise the rough restoratives which had been applied. +"Have ye done it?" + +"Done what, mother?" + +"You know very well what I mean. Have ye promised to marry that girl +down-stairs?" + +"I have not." + +She heaved a great sigh of relief; but she went on with her catechism. +"How's that? I never saw ye more taken up with anybody. Ye stuck to +her like a burr the livelong day; and many were the envious glances I +saw some others casting after you two, as ye went dandering over the +hills like a pair of lovers. I was sure ye were nabbet--just grippet +and done for like a wired rabbit; and, says I to myself, there's wan +of the simple wans that love simplicity, and she's just inveigled him +into makin' her an offer." + +"She doesn't want to inveigle me. She is provided already. She did not +give me the chance to make a fool of myself, like your young friend in +the Proverbs, whom you are so fond of talking about. She availed +herself of my escort to bring her to a man she liked better than me; +that was all." + +"The besom! She took her use out of ye, and let ye slide? Do ye mean +to tell me that, Peter Wilkie? And are ye going to stand it? Have ye +nothing more to say than just stand like a gowk and own til it? Have +ye no spurrit left?" + +"Whisht, mother! and don't haver." + +"Whisht yourself! Do ye think I'm going to sit still and see a monkey +like that scancing at my son? She'd have the assurance, would she, to +take her use out of my boy, and throw him away when she was done, like +a socket gooseberry! My certie, but she'll rue it yet!" + +"She did nothing, mother. The girl is engaged, though we did not know +it. You would not have me cut in and break up an engagement?" + +"Ye might, if ye liked. Your poseetion would justifee you, and the +girl would be the gainer." + +"But I wouldn't, mother, if she was fond of some one else." + +"And who's the young man?" + +"You don't know him. He is a Mr Blount, who was staying here last +week, but he went away." + +"I never saw him, and ye know I have been a great deal with the girl's +mother. I'm thinking the attachment has not gone far, or I would have +seen him hanging about Mrs Naylor." + +"I do not think Mrs Naylor likes him, and that was why he came to the +island to meet her quietly." + +"Illeecitly? It'll be an illeecit amoor!" + +"Whisht, mother! and don't speak French. You are taking away the +girl's character without knowing it." + +"She deserves it, and more. To trifle with a Deputy Minister, and have +a sweetheart without telling her mother! I never heard the like. Ye're +well quit o' her, Peter." + +"I never had her. She would not look at me." + +"Set her up! But it will be my duty to say a quiet word to Mrs Naylor, +and enlighten her about her daughter's ongoings. It'll be good for the +hizzy, and a warning to her not to make use of gentlemen of poseetion +to serve her underhand ends." + +"You won't, mother. It is no concern of yours. We know nothing about +the Naylors' affairs. Let them settle their own hash." + +"I cannot but let a mother know about her daughter's ongoings. And oh, +but she's fond of her! It will stab her to the heart. But it may be +blessed to herself, for she's inclined to be rather high sometimes. +It's time she was learning a little humeelity." + +"If you do, you'll disgrace me. People will say it was because she +would not look at me that I went and betrayed the girl's meeting her +lover, out of pure spite. Her uncle was there, besides, so it is no +concern of ours. And again, I do not want her." + +"Of course not. But to think she would go walking away with you before +everybody, and laughing at you in her sleeve, to keep tryst with +another man! My blood just biles to think of it. I'd like to nip her +ears for her. But see if I don't give her a bit of my mind ere all's +done." + +"If you do, mother----" + +"Now, don't be clenchin' your fists at me, you unnatural boy. Just +your father over again. And a dour, cantankerous, wrongheaded gowk he +always was. He'd go out in the world and let them just trample on him, +and then he'd come home to his poor sufferin' wife, and play the +roaring lion. But he'd play another tune now, I warrant, if he could +get me back again. He'd be glad enough to have me, now he has to do +without me. And so with you, Peter, when you see me laid out stiff in +my coffin, ye'll be wishin' ye had used me better. Ah, my bonny man, +ye'll be wishin', when it's too late, ye had behaved different to your +fond old mother!" which was pathetic, and caused the speaker to wipe +her eyes. The effect on her son was different. + +"I wish you would let the old man alone," he said. "It would sound +better. Nobody knows anything about him here, and need not, if you +will but hold your tongue. Some day you will forget yourself; there +will be a washing of our family linen held in public, and nobody will +think the more of either you or me. As for the young lady, unless you +will promise to say nothing either to her or her mother, we pack up +everything tonight, and back we go to Canada to-morrow morning." + + + + + CHAPTER XXIII. + + "POOR SUSAN!" + + +The subject of the foregoing discussion stole quickly and quietly up +to her room, unconscious of the angry passions she had unwittingly +aroused, intending to remain there till the people returned from +church, when she would meet her mother surrounded by strangers, and so +avoid the bad quarter of an hour which her conscience told her she +ought to expect. She had scarcely removed her hat, however, when the +door opened and her mother appeared, wearing a smile in which curious +impatience mingled with complacent certainty. The worthy lady had very +little doubt as to what she was going to be told, and was already +congratulating herself on her good management and good luck combined. + +"Good morning, mamma. How anxious you must have been! Did you think I +was lost? But, to be sure, uncle Joseph's being in the same +predicament would keep your mind at ease." + +Margaret had run forward to embrace her mother effusively, and was +speaking with unusual vivacity. There was so much to tell and so much +to leave untold, without hesitancy, which might betray that aught was +being kept back. She did not know how she was to manage, and like +other timid things when they find there is no escape, she rushed at +the danger as if she could encounter and overbear it. Anything seemed +preferable to expectancy, cowering and waiting to be fallen upon and +devoured. + +Her mother submitted to be kissed. It was the morning +routine-observance between her and her girls, but she had not patience +for prolonged embraces on the present occasion. + +"Tell me," she said, as soon as she could free herself from the +importunate endearments; "has he proposed?" + +"I almost think he has, to judge from his manner; and he looks so +happy." + +"You think? You do not know? Come, that is too ridiculous! What did he +say?" + +"I do not know what he said." + +"You don't? And you call yourself a grown-up girl?... That I should be +mother to such an _ingénue_!... You must be a fool!" + +"You do not imagine he would propose in open meeting, do you? I only +infer from her affectionateness to me when we were alone together last +night.... We slept in a fisherman's hut.... But she did not exactly +tell me anything.... And then he was so awfully attentive to her this +morning; ... and they seemed to understand each other so perfectly, +although both were rather quiet, and not particularly good company for +the rest of us." + +"Margaret Naylor! Am I to believe my ears? Do you mean to say you +have let that Hillyard girl cut you out?... You grown-up baby! When I +was your age, no girl should have done that to me--whether I wanted +the man or not. It's a disgrace to your womanhood, and your +upbringing--that means me--and your looks, and your spirit--if you had +any; but you have none, or you would not have allowed it. The way that +man stuck to you yesterday, and trotted away with you on that blessed +island!... And you to let another woman cut in and take him away from +you!... And people call you a clever girl! Hm!" + +"But what was I to do, mother? I could not go in for him myself. I +could not make him propose to me." + +"Why not, pray? Is he not good enough for you? What do you expect? Is +it a President of the United States you hope to captivate?" + +"I do not understand. He could not have been persuaded to do anything +so dreadful. And you, I am sure, whatever the surprise of this may +have stupefied you into saying, you would not have me want to be my +own aunt?" + +"What do you mean? Whom are you talking about?" + +"Uncle Joseph, to be sure. Whom else?" + +"Joseph? You must be dreaming." + +"I really think, however, he has proposed to Rose Hillyard, and been +accepted." + +"Impossible! Joseph marry! I never heard anything so preposterous." + +"Nevertheless, you will see now. I am sure he is in love I do not +think he spoke twice to me all the time we were upon the island--only +to Rose, and once or twice, when it was necessary, to Wa--W--to Mr +Wilkie, I ought to say." + +Margaret started and grew pale as she spoke, but her mother was too +intent upon the idea of Joseph's entanglement to observe the stumble. + +"My dear, he was blighted some years before you were born. There was a +time when I would have laughed at the notion of a blighted man. It +seemed one only fit to exist in a novel. Even the novels, some of +them, used to make fun of a blighted being. There was 'Mr Toots,' I +remember. But in the case of your uncle Joseph, the thing positively +occurred. His affections got a wrench some time very long ago,--I +never heard the particulars,--and he has never got over it to this +day. He might have had any woman in the country for the asking, any +time these twenty years--till lately, at least, when he began to grow +stout and grey, and, one would have thought, had given up all idea of +that sort of thing. There never was as good and soft-hearted a fellow +as Joseph, I do believe. You don't catch many of his fellow-men +playing such games of constancy, I promise you. His heart must have +been shattered. So different from other men's hearts, my dear, as +you'll find out! They seem generally to be made of india-rubber--able +to swell or contract any quantity, but there's no break in them. You +may jump on them, if they will let you; but you will not crush or +bruise them. Joseph is the exception to a universal rule--the best +brother-in-law and friend that ever lived. But you will not persuade +me that he would ask any one to marry him, after the dozen or more +fine women I have seen throw themselves at his head; and he never knew +it, I do believe. The idea of Joseph becoming entangled! There's no +constancy in man, if it turns out that _he_ has succumbed to a woman's +wiles. If what men call their heart has begun to sprout again with +him, it is an unbreakable article for sure.... But I will not believe +it: it would spoil my ideal of a perfect love." + +"Have you not noticed, mamma, how much he and Rose have been +together?" + +"Now you speak of it, he has certainly taken most unusual notice of +her--for him, that is. But think of the disparity in age!" + +"She saved him from drowning, remember." + +"That is enough to account for their striking up a fast friendship. +But _she_ is no forlorn damsel, and no pauper, evidently. She may +choose where she likes. Why should she take up with a man old enough +to be her father?" + +"I do not think anybody need look on Uncle Joseph as old. There are +very few young fellows to compare with him for activity or strength, +or niceness every way. And he is so well off, besides." + +"That maybe it. Poor Joseph! To be saved from the sea only to fall +into the hands of a designing fortune-hunter! But I hope you are +mistaken. It would be too sad; it would be dreadful! And you and Lucy, +my poor children, what a difference it will make in your prospects! +You will have to stand on your merits now, if this should chance to be +true. No longer the heiresses of wealthy Joseph Naylor!" + +"That is no reason why Uncle Joseph should not marry. We have lived +very comfortably on what papa left us." + +"You do not understand yet. Wait till you go to Ottawa or Toronto. You +will recognise the difference then." + +"I do not want to stand on anybody's merits but my own. I think I +shall be fond of Rose, after the first queerness of her being Uncle +Joseph's wife wears off." + +"You think so because you do not know the world. I know it, and I can +tell you you are wrong.... If once that woman is married to your +uncle, there will be no standing her.... And I won't!" And Mrs Naylor, +flushing an angry red, turned and left the room. The impending danger +to her own consequence had driven every other idea from her mind, and +she went without one word upon the subject she had come to discuss--to +wit, Peter Wilkie's attentions to her daughter, and how they had been +received. + +On the stair she met Joseph coming up as she went down. It required an +effort to pull herself together and meet him as usual, but she +succeeded; or perhaps he was too preoccupied to observe the constraint +of her manner as she wished him good-morning and proceeded on her way. +He turned in his course, and followed her into a parlour, empty like +the other rooms at that hour, owing to the absence of every one at +church. + +She sat down in a large chair before the open window, with the shady +gallery outside, and the fanning breeze blowing in from off the sea. +He drew up the nearest seat and placed himself beside her, looking at +his nails the while, but saying nothing. + +She watched him from under her eyelids. It was true, then, she feared, +what Margaret had been telling her, and it made her feel so angry and +vindictive that she would not even help him out of the difficulty of +breaking his news, by beginning the conversation. He sat, and she sat, +but they did not speak. Those nails of his must have had uncommon +attractions, or his thoughts had wandered away into pleasant fields, +and he had forgotten that speech was expected of him. + +She shuffled her feet beneath her gown and waited, growing more and +more impatient. The front of her dress was agitated by the drumming of +her slipper-toes, which would not keep still, yet proved an inadequate +vent for the impatience which devoured her. It grew intolerable, at +last, to have him beaming there upon his own finger-tips, and saying +never a word. A red spot came in either cheek; and steadying her voice +with a little cough into an uncertain tone, ready alike to grow +plaintive or indignant as occasion should arise, she spoke at last-- + +"How did you contrive to be left behind yesterday?" + +He started. His thoughts came back from their wool-gathering with a +leap. "Very simply. We stayed too long, I suppose, on the other side +of the island. Then the storm came on, and we took shelter in a +fisherman's hut. We sent a man to bid the steamer people wait. When he +reached the landing the steamer was gone." + +"That must have been hours after we left. We got home before the storm +overtook us." + +"You travelled faster than the storm, then. It was quite early, I +should say, when it came on us; though I cannot name the hour, having +forgot my watch." + +"Had nobody a watch? There were four of you." + +"I do not know. The fact is, I was interested in other things." + +"Such as--for instance----" + +"Well, I was---- But really, Susan, I cannot speak of it in this +cold-blooded way. The truth is, I--I have asked Rose Hillyard to marry +me." + +Mrs Naylor sat bolt-upright in her chair, and turned to look at him, +with the red spot burning in either cheek. She lifted her hands, but +whether she intended to clasp them or to do something else, was not +apparent. His unabashed assurance seemed to petrify her, for though +her lips were parted she did not speak. + +"And she has been so kind as to say yes.... Wish me joy, dear Susan, +of my happiness. It is more than I can believe to be possible." Before +she could protest, he had taken her hands in his and shaken them, and +was imprinting a kiss upon the flushed place on her cheek. + +"Let go, Joseph! You will suffocate me. This is more than---- This is +something---- You must be out of your senses." + +"Very nearly, Susan. I am the happiest man alive!" + +"She is not half your age." + +"She is twenty-five." + +"And you are forty-seven. May and December! How can you possibly get +on together?" + +"Where love is, Susan, what else matters?" + +"At your age, Joseph, you should have more sense than yield to such +raptures. You must know you are talking nonsense." + +"Come! you know better than that. It is your commonplace worldliness +that is nonsense; and you know it. You were once a bride yourself." + +"I was young then, Joseph. We get sense--or we should--as we grow +older." + +"Rose is young. Why may she not have fresh true feeling, just as you +had yourself?" + +"But has she? Does she go into raptures as you do, I wonder?" + +"One would not like a girl to display her feelings too openly before +marriage. You would call it boldness." + +"Has she any feeling to display? Can we expect her to have that kind +of feeling for a man who might be her father?" + +"My dear Susan, time will show. I bring love to the union enough for +both, and it will be strange if I do not make her happy. If you knew +the story of my youth--which you do not, and it is not needful that +you should--but you have known my later life; how I have been alone +while others have been making themselves tender ties and households. +Do you think it can be anything but dreary to feel that you have no +one to call your own--that you can shelter your whole family under +your hat-brim?" + +"What of your nieces? What of poor Caleb's children?" + +"You know I am fond of them, Susan. I do not think you will accuse me +of being a neglectful uncle or brother-in-law." + +"And yet you are going to cast us off, and put this stranger in our +places." + +"Not in your places. Why should it make any difference between us? The +girls like her." + +"That only shows their innocence and ignorance of the world, poor +things." + +"I do not see it, Susan. If it is their prospects you mean, they are +independent already; but you may rest assured they will both come in +for a slice, when my belongings come to be divided." + +"There! It only wanted that!" cried the sister-in-law, seizing the +opportunity to let off steam in a burst of indignation. "It only +wanted insult to heap upon the injury. You must fling your +testamentary intentions in my teeth, as if I were a mercenary person, +in case I should not feel crushed and humbled sufficiently under your +latest whim! Have I failed to keep up the family respectability and +position as I should? I am growing too old, I suppose, to be the Mrs +Naylor of Jones's Landing. Somebody younger must be found to lord it +over the people, and turn their heads with follies and expensive +notions they cannot afford; and I am to be the neglected dowager +living in retirement with my fatherless girls.... But she shall never +have it all her own way, Joseph Naylor, if _I_ can help it; and if she +has, it will be still worse for _you!_" And so saying, Susan got up +and flung out of the room, retiring to her chamber, where a full hour +elapsed before her heat subsided, and she was able to see how foolish +and unreasonable, not to say imprudent, she had been. + +Joseph, as was natural, saw it at once, but he was too happy to be +easily annoyed. He rose as she did, stepped out on the gallery, and so +away, merely whispering to himself, half aloud-- + +"Poor Susan! It must be a disappointment, and hard to bear. But she is +not half as bad and worldly as she pretends. She will be ashamed and +sorry enough when next we meet. My cue is to forget this little +tantrum altogether." + + + + + CHAPTER XXIV. + + "THEY MET, 'TWAS IN A CROWD." + + +It was long before Gilbert Roe could go to sleep, and the occupants of +adjoining chambers had abundant opportunity to sympathise with him. He +could not rest peacefully in his bed, and was driven to get up and +pace his room after his neighbours had retired. He thought he would +smoke, but could not find a light, so groped his way down passages and +staircases, where only a lamp was left burning here and there, +stumbling over boots at bedroom-doors, and arousing echoes in the +slumbering house, to ask for matches from the night-watchman. +Returned to his room he could not sit and smoke, but must go out upon +the gallery, marching up and down through the night-watches, till +every sleeper lay awake counting his footfalls and wishing him a +cripple. Towards morning he succeeded in growing drowsy, and turned +in, and this time slept till it was late. Maida joined him at the +breakfast-table, wishing him good morning with an easy intimacy of +proprietorship, which provoked him for some reason which did not +appear. However, her company was a relief after the weary solitude of +his midnight vigil, and in spite of himself he relaxed and grew +sociable. + +"Come to church, Gilbert?" she said, when breakfast was over; and he, +having nothing better to do, consented. They walked leisurely along +the sands, as did also a good many of the younger company, who +objected to being mewed up in an omnibus. + +"Let us step out a little," said Gilbert, "and join those folks in +front." + +"It is too warm for stepping out much," she answered. "We have a long +walk before us. If we hurry we will be flushed and crumpled, and not +fit to be seen, when we go into church. And it is a close little place +at the best." + +"Never mind. We can stop outside when we get there; but let's be +cheerful in the meantime. I see Miss Deane in that crowd on in front. +Come, let's join them." + +"Oh yes! and that little Fanny Payson you were so set on dancing with +last night," Maida answered, a little crossly. "You'll have to take to +surf-bathing if you want to get in with that crowd. I think them real +frivolous, myself, and mighty conceited and stuck-up. My father might +have been a senator too, by now, if he had lived. He ran for Congress +the year I was born; and if he did not get sent there, it was none of +his fault." + +"Never mind, Maida; you may go to Congress yourself yet, when +the woman's suffrage law passes. But you must take to wearing +glasses"--she had dropped using her goggles, I must observe, since +Gilbert's appearance--"to show that you have intellect. Intellect, +short-sight, and high culture, all run together, like a three-abreast +Russian team. If it wasn't for their short-sightedness they would drop +the high culture altogether, for they would see it don't pay in this +country. We have only a few professors and scientists all told, you +see. Three or four dozen women could marry them all, and the rest of +the men don't care to be kept humble all the time, by living with +wives who know more than themselves. That's why so many spectacled +women go lecturing. It's because nobody wants to marry them." + +"To hear you talk, Gilbert, one would say you were just dreadful. You +do not really mean, I'm sure, that you believe a woman makes a better +wife for being ignorant or a fool. What companionship can there be +between an intelligent man and an empty-headed doll? And perhaps you +are not aware, but it is a fact, that the most successful female +lecturers are married women; and very poorly off their families and +invalid husbands would be, if they could not earn money that way." + +"Maybe, Maida; I do not know from personal knowledge. I do not attend +many lectures, and I never heard a female lecture in my life; but if +you think the average man don't like what you call a doll--which, I +suppose, means a nice, soft, pretty little thing, who believes she is +not clever, and lets other women trample on her, as regards science +and things--you never were more mistaken in your life. Lots of smart +men find them the best company in the world; and--well--I know for a +fact that a woman may be no end of smart, and the very best of +company, though she don't read poetry, and knows nothing about the +'ologies.'" + +"Natural intelligence, you mean, without any advantages of education. +To be sure, you find that in many a farmhouse--the kind of woman who +scrapes and saves to send all her sons to college, and sees one of +them elected President of the United States, and has her likeness in +all the illustrated papers. But if she had had culture, think what +such a woman would have become!" + +"She would have become a female lecturer. The men would have been +afraid of her. She would never have been married, never had a son, and +never got her likeness into the magazines as mother of a President. +When men marry, they hope, at least, to be boss at home: and few have +the conceit to tackle a female steam-engine, expecting to be able to +break her in to quiet paces." + +"But in cities you want culture to keep up your place in the +community. A poorly educated woman must be a drag on her husband's +social advancement." + +"Not a bit of it. Our first families in Chicago and elsewhere, in this +country, and in every other, are noways remarkable for culture. +Sometimes it's money raises them, sometimes it's because their fathers +were of first families before them, or their friends. Culture may help +now and then--it's a distinction in its way, just like beauty or +talent; but there must be money, you bet! You country folks talk a +heap of nonsense about the help culture is, to rising in the world; so +do the newspapers, though they should know better. They think they +have it themselves, you see, so they crack it up for their own sakes." + +"Oh, Gilbert! I am sorry to hear you speak like that. You used to +think very differently." + +"Because I did not know any better, and I believed what I read in +print. We're not a highly cultured lot in the cities, I can tell +you--we successful folks, I mean. How could we be? It takes all we +can do to keep ourselves ahead of our neighbours. If we were to divide +ourselves between business and politics, or business and culture, we +would have to take a back seat in the community. It is not so much +special talent that is wanted, for getting on, as entireness. A man +must pour his whole self into the one groove, if he is to make a hit. +The whole of a very ordinary fellow is more, you see, and therefore +surer to win, than part of one of your superior people dabbling in +half-a-dozen different pursuits. Remember that, when you come to many, +Maida; and if you want to stand high, choose a man of one idea, and +that one his business." + +"I know better than that, Gilbert," Maida answered, looking up in his +eyes with a fond but rather watery smile. She felt wounded by the +advice, but she took comfort, in that he was by her side while he +spoke, and could not mean it. It was only a man's thoughtless +speech--his rough way of being playful. For had he not kept faithful +through ten long years--long after she herself had ceased to expect or +hope? Had he not come back to her? and was not his presence the +strongest refutation of his worldly and cynical words? + +And now, having gained, unconsciously to Maida, upon the party whose +appearance had started their discussion, she found they were abreast. +Gilbert drew towards them, leaving her somewhat apart, as if he would +join them. + +"Good morning, Miss Deane," he said to Lettice, who was next him. + +"Good morning, Mr Roe," she answered very coldly, passing behind +Walter Petty immediately after, and becoming engrossed in conversation +with Lucy Naylor, who walked on his other side. + +Gilbert bit his lip, and Maida could not forbear a smile, to see with +the corner of her eye--for she would not turn her head--his chilling +reception by those he had been so eager to overtake, as if in +preference to her own company. They were all in close discussion now, +and completely ignored his presence. The distance widened between him +and them, while Maida walked straight forward; and not being minded to +walk alone, he was compelled, with something of a crestfallen air, to +return to her side. + +Maida was not ill-natured. She betrayed no sign of having perceived +his discomfiture, and exerted herself to talk in a livelier way than +her wont, till he should recover from his mortification. She felt that +she was generous in doing this, and the neglect of the others seemed +to bind him to her by a rivet the more; so that her spirits rose, and +completely shook off the depression which his seeming weariness of her +company had been bringing on. He felt grateful in his turn that she +should so well cover his retreat, and enable him to bear up under the +snub he had been subjected to; the consequence being that they reached +Blue Fish Creek on terms of demonstrative good-fellowship, sang from +one hymn-book in church, and walked home by the sands again in cordial +intimacy. + +"Jest look at them two interestin' young things!" Mrs Denwiddie +observed to her neighbour, as she pointed them out from the omnibus +window. "Ain't they fond, now! It makes me feel better to look at +them. It's kind of hard, you see, for us worldly-minded Americans, +sometimes, to believe about Adam and Eve and their innocent ongoings +mentioned in Scripter. There's nothing makes me so 'feared of turning +into one of them sceptics the ministers are so down on, as that +history; when I see the way young men and gals get on together, with +never a thought but dollars and cents and sich. 'There ain't one of +them as 'ud eat an apple as he knows'll disagree with him, jest to +please his Betsy, nowadays,' I thought. But there!--you see an +instance of what faithful love'll do. Jest look at them on the sands +there, wanderin' along! They might be babies gatherin' shells, with +their little spades in their hands." + +"Do you mean the Montpelier schoolma'am?" the friend replied. "'Pears +to me always like as she was jest vinegar--with her blue glasses and +her knitting. I see she has left the glasses at home to-day--guess +it's to get a better look at her young man. Wonder what he thinks of +her? His taste must be pecooliar." + +"They're true lovers, them two, believe me, Mrs Strange. If they +ain't, there's none sich. It's more'n ten years since they were +engaged, and he's been away all that time, to make his pile, and she's +been a-waitin' and a-workin' till he could come back to her, and never +a complaint. It's not a week yet, since she told me all about it, and +not a man would she listen to, in all that time, out of pure +faithfulness." + +"There's few would try to shake her constancy, I'm thinkin'," said Mrs +Strange; but her companion was too busy talking to heed her, and +continued-- + +"Think of the young man keepin' her image before his mind's eye all +them years! and the world so full of gals, and temptations of all +kinds." + +Lettice Deane, returning home in the same omnibus, sat opposite. She +raised her eyebrows, looking in the speaker's face, her nostrils +quivered, and the corners of her mouth, and then she buried her face +in her handkerchief and laughed silently; or, at least, so thought Mrs +Denwiddie, who returned her look with one of blackest indignation, +calling her, in her own mind, "A sassy brat, and that stuck-up as no +self-respectin' woman would demean herself by taking account of." + +And the modern illustrations of Adam and Eve walked cheerfully +homeward along the sands. It was indeed Eden to one of them--an Eden +such as she had never hoped to enter, so bright that she could not +think what she had done to earn it. As for the other, it did not +appear exactly what were his thoughts, but he was cheerful, and +perfectly kind and attentive to his companion. + +At dinner, Gilbert and Maida were early in their places. They had +earned an appetite by their long walk, and were duly hungry. Gilbert's +soup was before him, his spoon was lifted half-way to his mouth, when +the voices of a party in high spirits entering the room reached his +ear. The tone of a familiar voice among the others drew his attention, +and he raised his eyes. Senator Deane and his wife headed their party, +advancing up the room; behind came Lettice and Rose Hillyard. Gilbert +started, and the spoon slipped from his fingers and fell back in the +plate with a clatter which resounded through the room. + +Rose's eye was drawn in the direction, and she saw him. She grew pale +to the lips and faltered, with a stop and a half-turn, as though she +would leave the room; then her colour flooded back and mounted to her +brow, her lips grew hard and set, and with a flash of the eye she +turned away her head and walked proudly forward to her place; taking +care that her back should be turned to the object which had disturbed +her. + +Gilbert's blood had rushed into his face when their eyes met, but he +grew pale when she turned away, and he did not very speedily recover +himself. His soup was taken away untasted, and he refreshed himself +with ice-water instead. + +Maida was filled with tender solicitude, and he would have been +overwhelmed with her inquiries and suggestions, if he had been +attending to what she said; but it scarcely seemed as if he were. "Was +it a qualm? Was he faint? Did he feel better now? Perhaps his heart +was weak, and he had over-exerted himself in the sun. She would never +forgive herself for taking him so long a walk. Would he not try some +wine?" which last was an ill-advised question, seeing they were then +in the State of Maine, where strong drink is not partaken of in +public. Not that an innkeeper's guests must go without--far from it; +but they must imbibe their stimulants _sub rosâ_, though the +concealment is merely of a conventional kind. + +Gilbert ate very little dinner, and poor Maida never taxed her skill +to interest and enliven, with less success than during that meal. +Her companion attempted to eat one thing and another, and he drank +ice-water, but he had become deaf as the adder which refuses to hear +the voice of the charmer. He parted from her at the dining-room door, +saying he would go in search of brandy, as he really felt ill; and +Maida ended the Sunday which had begun so brightly, in solicitude and +wretchedness. She might have had as much sympathy as she pleased from +her elderly friend, but the unending Denwiddie babble was more than +she could endure. It was easier to be alone and nurse her anxiety. +There was a foreboding on her spirit which she could not define, a +clouding over of the future and its dawning hopes, which she felt but +could not explain. Nothing had happened, so far as she knew, but she +felt a frost in the air, which had been so warm and bland, and it was +nipping the blossoms in her poor fool's paradise. + + + + + CHAPTER XXV. + + ROSE AND THE RING. + + +When Rose was left alone with Margaret in the fisherman's hut, she sat +down upon a bench before the fire and gazed into the embers, falling +into a reverie in which ideas not all pleasurable chased each other as +fitfully as the leaping flames which licked the new-laid log, as if +searching for a spot on which they might fasten and take hold. Her +companion sat by and wondered at her silence. She had been so gay a +little before, while the men were still with them, and now her lips +were tightly closed, and there came an angry frown upon her brow. That +changed into a look of triumph and disdain, which faded in its turn +into one almost soft and pitiful; and that in time gave place to one +of sadness, and she sighed, and her features fell into the desponding +look of one who bids adieu to hope. She moved impatiently, as if to +shake off brooding thoughts which were settling down to oppress and +stifle her--as some stricken animal might struggle to beat back the +greedy kites swooping down to tear their prey, ere death had prepared +the feast. She roused herself with an effort, and turned to speak. + +"You have had a good time, Margaret, have you not?" + +"Perhaps I might say the same to you, Rose. You were very long of +returning from your stroll. But I will not deny that I am glad we +missed the boat." + +"You might tell a blind man that, my dear. The rest of us can see it. +I admire your taste. He is a good fellow, I am sure, and handsome; and +devoted too, if signs tell anything." + +"We have known each other all our lives--at least, since I was quite a +little girl. It must be five years that we have known one another +now." + +"A long time." + +"But you will promise me, Rose dear, not to say anything to anybody +when we get back? Nobody knows that he came here. Still, Uncle Joseph +is here too--my guardian as well as my uncle, you know--and you are +here, another girl to keep me in countenance, so there is nothing Mrs +Grundy can disapprove. If he and you had not joined us, I should not +have missed the steamer, you may be sure; or if I had--but that is no +matter. + + * * * * * + +"Mamma is very fond of him, you must know--or she used to be. But she +is afraid of our becoming engaged, and she has been bothering, ever +since we came to Clam Beach.... Uncle Joseph is safe, I am sure, +though he will not acknowledge that he approves. I know he will not +cause trouble. So it all rests with you, dear. Promise me. You will +not make mischief? A careless word might do it, you see. But you will +forget his being here? It is Jake's boat, you know, we are to go home +in tomorrow morning.... He is a fisherman, you know, who fortunately +was here when the storm overtook us." + +"I know, dear. We won't spoil sport, I promise you; and we will help +you all we can--all _I_ can, I ought to say. What right have I to +promise for your uncle? I am talking nonsense. What help can I--I +declare my mind is astray--I must be growing sleepy. Let us see how we +are to dispose ourselves for the night. They are to call us at +daylight, you know, and it must be late." + +Margaret had shot an intelligent glance at Rose when that "we" slipped +out unawares. Her lips parted in a smile at the endeavour to correct +it. She understood it all. Rose changed colour, though she said +nothing more; but both were unwontedly affectionate when they said +good night, and composed themselves to sleep. + +The early morning saw the party afloat again on the bay, under all the +sail their boat would carry, making straight for Lippenstock, and in +the best of spirits. Even Peter Wilkie was gay; there was breakfast in +prospect, and a bath, at Lippenstock. As for the others, the present +was enough, and they did not waste thought upon the future: cutting +smoothly through the glassy tide which babbled at their prow, fanned +by cool airs, and seated where it was best to be, exchanging short +sentences in undertones, with long and pleasant gaps of silence in +between. If any brow betrayed a line of discontent, it was Blount's. +Things had not ended altogether as he had hoped or wished. When he had +hired Jake and his boat, he had thought that perhaps he should meet +Margaret wandering by herself, that he might persuade her to an +elopement, and sail away; and this was all which had come of it. They +were sailing, indeed, but the "away" was only for Margaret, while he, +"poor devil," as he told himself with deep compassion, must stay +behind at Lippenstock. However, there would be other chances, more +excursions and merrymakings at which he might surreptitiously assist, +and some time win his point. She was worth it, as he told himself, +lying gazing up in her face, while her eyes roved idly across the +dancing water; and even if it should come to her mother's ears that he +had been on the island that night, the news would aid his hopes, +rather than hinder. It would incite her to worry the girl worse than +ever, and Margaret was not of the kind to be worried for long. There +was the look in her nostril of one who could take the bit in her teeth +and bolt, if fretted too far by injudicious reining. + +Rose and Joseph sat behind the other two, Rose calmly, even +impassively perhaps, accepting the assiduous little cares of which it +seemed as if Joseph could not lavish enough. At last he took her hand, +lying nerveless on her lap, and began to examine it. + +"Take off your glove, dearest," he whispered; "I want to measure your +finger. How can I feel secure of this treasure I so little deserve, +till I have fettered it with a link? When I see my ring upon your +hand, I shall feel better assured that we are indeed engaged." + +There came a line of faint contraction between her eyebrows, which was +scarcely a frown. It may have been mere impatience, or perhaps it was +dread or remorse. + +"Not now," she said abruptly, withdrawing her hand and looking away to +the harbour, which was wearing near. "My glove is tight; my hands feel +hot and swollen this morning. Another time," and drew a quick short +breath which seemed half a sob. Then turning round to him, as though +she feared he might feel vexed, she added, with a doubtful smile, +"There's time enough, you know. We shall be at the wharf before I +could draw it on again;" and then, hurried and constrained, plunged +into voluble expression of such commonplaces as occurred to her. + +Joseph felt chilled, though he told himself there was no ground for +feeling so. It seemed as if the first thin cloud had come between him +and the sun, the sun so lately risen, in whose beams he had been +warming his poor starved heart. He had little to answer to the +commonplaces; they ran themselves out ere long, and both were lapsing +into silence when they reached the shore. + +The party of four which drove from Lippenstock was not a very +talkative one; in fact, if the truth were told, all were more or less +sleepy. The hour was still on the early side of noon; but when the day +begins between three o'clock and four, for persons whose waking hour +is seven--when those persons, instead of breaking their fast when they +get up, spend hours in the keen morning air and on the water before +breakfast, a heaviness supervenes, and the system of the individual +makes it late in the day, however early be the time which the clock +may indicate. Wilkie, as was not unnatural, began to feel the +expedition something of a bore. He had not been admired so much by the +ladies, or consulted by the men, as to compensate for irregular meals +or hours, and indifferent repose on the open shore. Margaret had +parted from Walter, and for her the pleasure was over--something to +remember and think about, but all of the past. Rose was pensive and +very still, though it did not appear from her behaviour of what nature +were her thoughts. Joseph was yet under the influence of that chilling +sensation which had fallen on him in the boat--a creeping melancholy +which stole on him in spite of every consideration which good sense +could suggest, the reaction perhaps from his transports of the night +before. He found himself sinking into despondent broodings, from which +every now and then he would awaken with a start, and tip up his horses +with an unnecessary flick of the whip. How much these dumb servants +have to bear from the wayward moods of their masters, and how many an +unmerited cut descends upon their patient sides! + +Rose spent the remainder of the morning in her room, sitting listless +and despondent where she had sunk on entering it. There was no eye +present before whom she must hang out the veils and disguises of +conventional life. Her head hung forward on her breast, her hands lay +folded on her lap. The light had faded from her eyes, her features +were drawn and set, and she looked as unlike a promised bride, a woman +who, of her own free will, has accepted an offer of marriage, as it +was possible to imagine. + +The man was all she could desire, she told herself. The disparity in +their years did not once present itself to her mind. She felt very +friendly to him, liked him, respected him; but she could not love. +"Could she ever love any one?"--that was the miserable thought which +rose before her mind; and she was no inexperienced maid whose heart +still sleeps, to fool herself into the belief that such liking as hers +was the mysterious visitant she had read about in books, and awaited +to descend and stir the waters of her being. It was duty, not love, +which she was taking to her breast. She knew it, and looked forward to +her life in the greyness of the coming years with an overflowing sense +of pity. But she did not falter or think of drawing back. No; she +would go on with it, and do her duty, and no one should ever know. But +it was pitiful, all the same; though it must be--for she would have it +so. Here in her solitary chamber there needed no disguise; and she +looked hopelessly around her, wondering if there could be any escape, +or if this weary part she was undertaking to play would last for long. +It might last for fifty years, she thought, looking down at her hands. +How shapely and strong they looked--so firm, and with so full a tide +of vigorous life tingling in every pulse! And the ring--she remembered +the morning's episode in the boat. It was not there yet; the jeweller +had not begun to make it. How it would scorch, that little hoop of +gold and brilliants, and confine and shackle her! There was respite +for the present, but it would not be for long--and she scarcely +desired that it should be. + +The gong sounded sooner than she could have believed. She must go down +and face the world again, and play her part; but there was consolation +even in this. It showed how quickly time could wear away. The years, +be they ever so grey, would run their course with the same even and +imperceptible current, and there would be an end at last. She rose to +resume the armour of conventional life. She bathed her temples, +smoothed her hair before the glass, and arrayed herself as usual; +and when the next gong sounded, she was once more her ordinary +self--bright, proud, and confident, without a sign of care, or +seemingly a wish left unfulfilled. + +The Deanes had heard of her return, and were awaiting her in the +drawing-room to go down to dinner. Lettice and the rest bantered her +on her escapade. + +"Staying out o' nights, Miss Rose," the Senator cried, jocosely. "And +without a latch-key! What next?" + +The next, for her, was to meet Gilbert Roe's eyes looking straight +into her own. It was like the sudden onslaught of an ambushed foe, on +a band marching in careless order. They form square if they can, and +stand to their arms. It was well for her she had so recently looked to +her armour. The shock to her nerves was severe, but her spirit rose in +defiance. She recovered, without betraying herself before the crowded +room, and was more than usually gay all through dinner. It was a +relief, however, when the repast was ended, and she could saunter with +Lettice along the sands away from curious eyes, and feel at ease. + +"What a shock it must have been to you, Rose! I meant to have given +you warning, but you came down so late, and the old folks were so +hungry and impatient, that there was no chance.... However, you bore +up splendidly--and now, it is over." + +"Yes, I am glad it is over; and glad I did not know beforehand." + +"If he is a gentleman, he will go first thing to-morrow morning." + +"It is no matter whether he goes or stays." + +"To think of his assurance! He came to me in the parlour, last night +when I was dancing, to ask if you were here." + +"Yes?" and there was a tone of softening in Rose's voice as she said +it. + +"But you may be sure I gave him no satisfaction." + +Rose sighed a little, but not audibly. + +"This morning, again, when we were walking to church, what does he do, +do you think, but join me?--which, after the setting down I had given +him last night, was really more than a girl could be expected to +stand." + +Rose looked interested now and softened. "And? Well?" she said. + +"Well, I just treated him as he deserved; would have nothing to do +with him; got round to the other side of my escort, and ignored him +altogether." + +Rose's sigh was audible this time. + +"But you need not pity him, Rose, dear; or not much, at any rate. He +is not inconsolable; and, what is better, he has a consoler. And such +a one! You could not imagine an odder belle for the dashing Bertie Roe +we can remember. He is no longer hypercritical as to good looks, I can +tell you." + +"Who is it?" + +"Whom would you suppose? You know the washed-out little Yankee +schoolma'am with the blue goggles? That's her!" + +"You must be mistaken." + +"So I was sure myself, at first. But no. I came home from church in +the omnibus, and an old thing sat opposite me, who takes a most +motherly interest in the pair--a friend of the schoolma'am. You should +have heard her talk about them! It was just too altogether rich and +comical. She says the sweet young things have been faithfully attached +for the last ten years. To think of Bertie's constancy, you know! And +they are going to be married. And in the meantime they spend their +time gathering shells and grubbing in the sand together, for she +mentioned their having little spades." + +"They are most welcome," cried Rose, impatiently. "Do not let us +bother about them any more." There was an angry colour in her cheek, +and fire in her eye, and the sound of her voice grated harshly. + +Lettice began to wonder if her story had been judicious, or +well-timed. She was Rose's stanch friend and partisan, willing to do +or think whatever Rose might like best. It was in espousing Rose's +side that she felt hostile to Gilbert; but she began to doubt, now, if +what she had been telling appeared to Rose as droll as to herself. And +yet every one said that Rose had such a sense of humour! + +There was silence between the friends. They no longer sauntered, but +stepped out quickly, Rose hurrying the pace with strides of varying +length, till Lettice had difficulty in keeping up with her. Each fibre +of her frame was strung into fierce activity. She even snatched the +fan, hanging idly from her waist, as if its dangling were a +provocation. She opened and closed it rudely once or twice, till some +of the slender ribs gave way and got entangled; then, with an +impatient gesture, caught it by both ends and broke the thing across, +and flung it from her. And then she stopped, with the empty chain +between her fingers, and turned to her companion with a short, dry +laugh. + +"You will say I am in one of my tempers, Lettie, dear. You are good to +bear with me.... You are out of breath, too. Come, let's walk slower. +I have something to tell you." + +"Something nice, Rose? What is it, dearest?" + +"Pray, not that tender sympathetic tone, Lettice, 'an you love me,' as +they say in the theatre, or you will drive me wild. What is there to +condole about?... Nothing that I can see. If people who are strangers +to me--whom I have said a hundred times I will have none of--want to +marry, what is it to me?" + +"Nothing, dear, nothing," Lettice answered soothingly. "Nothing +whatever to you." + +"It is less than nothing; for I am going to be married myself--at +least I am engaged. Wish me joy, dear. You are the first to be told." + +"You are? I knew you would be, from the first. You liked him the first +day you saw him. Indeed I wish you happiness. I am quite sure you will +be happy, dear." And they embraced; or Lettice did, at least. Rose +submitted rather than joined in the caress, and there was a look of +deep self-pity in her face, as if she doubted about the happiness +which her friend foretold. Her eyes moistened, and then, with a start +which was half a sob, she recovered herself, and put her arm through +her friend's, and turned homewards. + +"And how did it happen, dear? Tell me all about it." + +"The usual way, dear; though people do say these things are never done +twice alike. You have some experience, yourself, about it, I fancy; +though you are so good to the poor fellows, that you never betray +them, or divulge their disappointment." + +"It is bad enough for them to be refused, without being laughed at +into the bargain.... But tell me about the accepting, at least. I have +no experience of that. Is it not hard to say yes, and not feel the +least bit ashamed of one's self?" + +"One does not remember one's own part in the tragedy so well. One +grows bewildered at such a time. I am not sure that one knows exactly +what one says or does. But the gentleman seems to understand. That is +the main point." + +"And what did _he_ say then?... I declare, Rose, you are telling me +nothing!" + +"He said scarcely anything. I did not think a man could say so little, +to mean so much. It was the way he did it--the way he was so +still--the sound of his voice--his touch. He meant it all, Lettie, so +deeply. It was in that he was so strong. One seemed to feel it in the +air about him. It was overwhelming. And oh, dear, I feel so small and +worthless beside the earnestness of that man's love! I feel humbled, I +am so little worthy of love like his." + +"The proof that you are worthy, is his having given it to you.... I +declare!" The last exclamation had escaped her involuntarily. Her +roving eyes had alighted on the figures of Gilbert Roe and Maida +Springer together upon the sands at a distance. + +Rose lifted her eyes from the ground, which they had sought while she +was making her confidences, and turned them in the direction to which +Lettice was looking. She saw, and the view communicated a shock, which +thrilled through all her frame. Again her colour rose, and her teeth +were set, and she grasped the arm of her friend. The pathetic drooping +of her eyelids had vanished, and the lights beneath them flashed like +living coals. She said nothing, but she quickened her steps--they had +turned, some time before, when her mood had changed from fiery to +pathetic--and now they were back within the shadow of the hotel, +extending itself to the eastward and the south as day declined. + +Upon the gallery, along beyond the entrance, she saw Joseph Naylor, +with his feet on the balusters and his chair tilted back, a newspaper +before him and a cigar between his teeth, enjoying the tranquil +afternoon. "I shall go in now, Lettice, dear; but do not let me drag +you indoors so early. There is something I wanted to mention to Mr +Naylor, and there he is, above and disengaged." + +Lettice strolled away and soon found other company. Rose hurried +forward alone, her eyes still flashing and her cheek aflame. There was +no one on the gallery but Naylor, no one on the ground below looking +up or taking heed; the moment was as private as though they had been +again on Fessenden's Island. + +"I fear I vexed you this morning in the boat," she said, coming upon +him unexpectedly where he sat. + +He looked up from his paper, let it fall, and sprang to his feet, +throwing his cigar away. "Impossible, my dearest, even if you were to +try. You have made me the very happiest man alive." + +"But I was cross, though I did not mean it, and refused to take off my +glove. It is off now. There!" and she held out her hand. "I have been +looking for an opportunity to make it up. I was sleepy and out of +sorts, I think." + +"No wonder, with no bed to sleep in last night. But do not dream of +apologising. You shall be cross with me whenever it so shall please +you, and not a word to be said in amends when you are minded to +relent." + +"You will spoil me; it is not safe to be too worshipful with women. +There is the finger you were good enough to want to measure." + + + + + CHAPTER XXVI. + + THE MOTHERS. + + +Joseph was a happy man that evening. He was going to testify for the +first time the pride and glory within him, by presenting a _cadeau_ to +his promised bride. How should he contrive that it might be rich and +rare enough to express his worship, and be worthy of the object? Could +he have fetched down a star--one of those which last night had beamed +so kindly on their espousal--that might perhaps have been enough; but +less than a star out of heaven seemed all inadequate. The writing-room +of the hotel was too open and profane a place for him to sit in, while +he indited his order to Tiffany the jeweller, for such a purpose. He +made them carry store of stationery to his room. And then about the +post. Did no mail go out to-night? The clerk reminded him rebukingly +that it was Sunday. They never sent to the Junction on Sunday nights, +and no one in serious-minded New England would wish them to do it. +"Ten dollars for a messenger to go at once," was Joseph's sole reply, +as he followed the stationery to his room, to be overtaken before he +had gone many steps by the porter and the bell-boy, both eager to +break the Sabbath at the price he had named. + +Senator Deane, lounging by the clerk's desk, turned to Mr Sefton with +a remarkably knowing look. "Canada Pacific. You bet! Something up. +Telegraph clerk away for the day. Something important." + +Sapphires, diamonds, and precious stones danced before the mind's eye +of Joseph Naylor. How pale and small and poor they seemed to him! How +could enough of them to testify his love, be collected on so trivial +an object as a finger-ring? "Spare no expense," he wrote, offering an +unusual price, and expressing his willingness to double it if needful. +"Only let it be the best." The ring from Cleopatra's finger would have +been too poor. And so the order was sent, and Tiffany of New York, +having assured himself of the writer's sufficiency, sent a clerk with +designs to wait on so lavish-minded a client. + +The clerk arrived in due time, was closeted in long consultation, and +on leaving could not but mention to the clerk of the house the +princely order he had taken. The house-clerk listened with pride. It +was a credit to Clam Beach; and in fancy he saw scores of fashionable +damsels arriving with heaps of luggage, all hoping to be objects of a +like munificence. He mentioned the circumstance, in confidence, to +each male guest who came to him for cigar-lights; the males, as was to +be expected, repeated it to the females, and soon there was not a soul +in the house who had not heard the news. It was the common talk with +every one but Joseph. He, good man, never doubted the closeness of his +secret. He had not breathed a word, but to his sister-in-law, and she +would not circulate the report. She had been behaving to him like an +injured woman ever since his telling her; but she had not lost hope, +he suspected, promising herself, on the contrary, that it would end in +nothing; and therefore would not help to assure it by spreading the +news. + +Those were happy days for Joseph. What plunging in the early bracing +surf! What morning walks upon the sands! What shady lounges in the +afternoon! And then the cheerful evenings in the parlours, or the +quiet of the galleries on starlit nights! He was with her continually, +drinking in sweet influence from her presence, and striving to attune +himself to her changeful moods. + +Yes; her moods were certainly becoming very changeful--liable to +abrupt transitions from a stillness which seemed almost despondent, +and so different from anything he had seen in her before their +engagement, to a gaiety which at times grew feverish and even forced. +She had grown restless, too, of late, unable or unwilling to remain +long in one place, or engaged in one pursuit. Suddenly, in the hottest +of the afternoon, she would start up and rouse her drowsy intimates to +play lawn-tennis; and ere the game was half played out, she would +declare herself sick of it, and beg some bystander to take her place. + +Joseph looked on in tender sympathy. It was what was to be expected, +he told himself, and would soon wear off. The free young life was +chafing at first beneath the yoke she had herself assumed--the filly, +unbroke to harness, was galled by the collar; but soon she would +settle down to steady running. He must humour her for the present. And +what delight there was in doing it! And she was always kind to him, +and showed that she appreciated his thoughtfulness and forbearance by +many a grateful look and little speech. He only wished that he had +more to bear and to do for her sake; he was so richly rewarded when +the humour changed, and her mood became remorseful. Then, as if she +could not sufficiently express herself to him, she would relieve her +feelings by caresses and endearments to his nieces. She was fast +friends with them now, especially with Margaret, even to the length of +exciting a little pique in Lettice Deane. + +And Margaret had need of sympathy and backing, and all the friendship +she could secure. Her mother "was going on just dreadful," as she +expressed it with more force than elegance to her sister Lucy, who, +however, observed a judicious neutrality, agreeing so far with the +maternal desire to settle Margaret in Toronto, as being a much jollier +place for herself to live in than Jones's Landing. + +Mrs Naylor's perturbation of spirit on receiving her brother's +intelligence lasted two full days, during which there seemed nothing +else worth thinking about. The world itself seemed coming to an end, +and what did anything matter? After that, it began to occur to her +that there were other interests in life--her own, for instance. If +Joseph was going to bring home a wife to Jones's Landing, the place +would be insupportable. She must remove to Ottawa or Toronto; and that +she might do her duty there in bringing out Lucy properly--so she +phrased it to herself in summoning her moral forces to her +assistance--it was indispensable that Margaret should have an +established position. With that, it began to strike her that Wilkie no +longer hovered near them, and that Ann Petty was become the recipient +of the attentions which last week had been bestowed on Margaret. His +mother, even, it almost seemed, had begun to hold aloof; and yet the +supposition was too preposterous. That a half-bred old thing like +that, should think to take up and lay down at pleasure, her--Mrs +Naylor of Jones's Landing! What were things coming to? The creature +must have heard of Joseph's fatuous engagement--the mercenary, horrid, +vulgar old woman! And she was vulgar. Mrs Naylor saw it clearly enough +now, though last week she had looked quite kindly on her social +solecisms as being so racy and original. But at least she was not so +crushed and humbled yet that "the Wilkie woman" might trample on her +with impunity. The creature should have a lesson, if Mrs Naylor could +give her one, and be taught her place. To think that a Naylor--a +daughter of hers--should be trifled with and all but compromised by +a--a what was she to call him?--a clerk in a public office--something +not much better than a schoolmaster--merely because she, the mother, +had kindly taken some notice of him! That nice quiet young Petty must +be brought on, if only to show the futility of such an idea. +Encouragement was all he wanted, and Margaret should give him that, or +she would know why. She did not blame the girl now for being +impervious to the other--indeed, his mother's impertinence had made +her glad of it--but she would insist on her being civil to Petty. +There must be no more nonsense. As for the old woman, she must have it +out with her, and let her know her place. + +An opportunity arose in the heat of the afternoon, when some +irrepressibles of the younger set played lawn-tennis, and such of the +elders as were not asleep looked on. The shade at that hour was +confined to a limited space, and thither the lady spectators carried +their camp-stools, and pressed one another more closely than the state +of the weather made quite agreeable. Mrs Wilkie was the last to place +herself, and it happened that she took ground at Mrs Naylor's side, +who had planned her place nicely, to be in shadow, and yet be the last +of her row, so as to be free at least on one side. + +"Mrs Wilkie?" she said, turning in surprise and displeasure, which she +made no attempt to conceal. "Would you not be more comfortable farther +back? It is less crowded, and the shadow is broader." + +"I'll do," Mrs Wilkie answered determinedly, unfurling an umbrella, +which interfered considerably with Mrs Naylor's view. "If people would +sit closer, there would be room enough. I see no reason for leading +people to sit behind, and those of no poseetion at all taking room for +two." + +"But your umbrella intercepts any little air there is." + +"I need it to keep off the sun." + +"I declare I shall suffocate! Pray take it down." + +"I won't! Why should I? Sit behind there; or go round to the front of +the house. You'll get it all to yourself." + +"Really--Mrs Wilkie--but what else can one expect?" and she sighed +with contemptuous resignation. + +Mrs Wilkie bridled, with a little snort, moved her stool an inch or +two nearer, and held the umbrella in provoking proximity to Mrs +Naylor's eye. + +"These promiscuous gatherings are dreadful," moaned Mrs Naylor. "This +is the reward one may expect for not taking care whom we allow to +slide into our intimacy." Then, in a very superior tone, she added, "I +must beg of you to put down that umbrella." + +"You may beg till you're tired, ma'am; my umbrelly is going to stay as +it is. To hear some people, out of little, country, back-door +settlements! Ye would not think that it was a shanty among the stumps, +they lived in at home. The pint of an umbrelly needn't trouble them so +much. Does she think people are to be put about by sich as she? Her +and her daughter setting up to trifle with gentlemen of intelleck and +poseetion, forsooth! Yes, ma'am, ye may look! and be as mad as ye +like. It's shame ye should be thinking of yourself and your girls--two +sassy, underhand, designing brats!" + +"My good woman, what can you possibly know about me and my daughters? +Were you ever in your life under the same roof with gentlefolks, +before you came to Clam Beach?" + +Mrs Wilkie grew hot with indignation to hear herself addressed as a +"good woman." It is a mystery to the male mind why this should be so, +but it is undeniable that when one lady is minded to put the last +indignity upon another, she speaks of her as a "woman." The only +analogous trait--and we commend it to those with a turn for natural +history--appears in coloured circles, where, as the most crushing +retort in a scolding-match, the disputants are wont to apostrophise +each other as "you black nigger." But this is digression. + +Mrs Wilkie grew hot and indignant at being called a woman. It confused +and silenced her. The thread of her ideas was broken, and she was not +equal to a prompt rejoinder. But she was not going to give in on that +account--being, indeed, more angry than before. It was to avenge a +slight to her son that she had started on the war-path, and now the +insult to herself added fuel to her wrath. She pressed her lips +tightly together, and moved closer to Mrs Naylor, as the readiest way +of being provoking. + +"Where are you crushing to?" cried the other. "Would you force me into +Mrs Petty's lap?" and then, after a pause, "unmannerly woman!" This +time the word failed of its effect. "Woman" used as a missile is no +better than a bomb-shell or a torpedo. It goes off but once. It passed +unheeded, and Mrs Wilkie rejoined-- + +"You're great upon the manners to-day. Ye'll be making manners to Mrs +Petty, as ye made them to me wance, to try if ye can inveigle her son +into the clutches of your little-worth daughter?" + +"What do you mean?" cried the other, angrily. + +"Just what I say. But ye may save yourself the trouble. The girl's +well able to fish on her own account. She has a beau of her own on the +sly. What do ye think of that? I thought I'd make ye wince, for all +your airs and pretensions! She had a young man waiting for her on the +island. And never said a word to ye about it, I'm thinking? And then, +to have the assurance to take Mr Wilkie away stravaiging with her, +like a toy dog, before the eyes of all the company! Ye may well start +and look affronted." + +Mrs Naylor did start, but the assault was so outrageous that she could +not but show fight. + +"Your son was disappointed, I presume, that he could not have Miss +Naylor's undivided attention; and so, when he comes home, he +circulates idle tattles to her disadvantage. Is that conduct becoming +a gentleman? I should say it was an act of the kind of person whom +gentlemen call a cad." + +Peter Wilkie, who had heard his mother's voice wax louder, looked +round to where they sat. The angry looks of both ladies told him all. +He hastened towards them, and if anything more had been needed to +incriminate his poor old mother, her guilty and frightened looks at +his approach would have sufficed. She pressed her hand to her side and +rolled her eyes. + +"Your palpitations, mother?" he said. "You have been exerting yourself +in the heat. Come up-stairs to your room and lie down." He gave her +his arm, and led her away looking like a bold child detected in a +misdemeanour. She did not appear again in public till the cool of the +evening, when she presented a penitent and crestfallen aspect, very +different from her warlike demeanour on the tennis-ground. + +Mrs Naylor's spirit sank almost as rapidly as her foe's. Now that the +stir of battle was at an end, she could sit and make up her list of +killed and wounded. Whether the enemy had taken flight or been +withdrawn from the contest, this was a grievous blow which she had +dealt at parting. She had been pluming herself on her skilful +management of Margaret's affairs; and it now appeared that she had +managed nothing, and the objectionable attachment was like to be too +much for her. But the girl should not have her way, if she could help +it. She would keep a sharper eye on her than ever. It was that +pernicious young Blount's going away which had thrown her off her +guard. But her eyes were opened now, and she would watch; and +meanwhile she would rate Margaret soundly, and bring her to a sense of +the turpitude of her behaviour. + +She did so, and Margaret had to expiate in much weariness of spirit +her happy little outbreak on Fessenden's Island. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVII. + + AN OBDURATE DAUGHTER. + + +Margaret had a bad quarter of an hour that afternoon, when the +lawn-tennis was over. She felt no misgiving as she went up-stairs. The +danger had been got over, she thought, on Sunday morning, when her +mother started off in full career upon the other scent. What a happy +circumstance was Uncle Joseph's engagement! She positively loved Rosa +now for having accepted him. And Rose herself was so dear a girl, the +very nicest aunt whom Joseph could have found her; binding him closer +to them, if that were possible, instead of estranging him as another +might have done. It was therefore an altogether unexpected shock when +her mother, following her into her room, closed and fastened the door, +and in a voice which shook with anger, demanded of her what she meant. + +"Mean, mother dear? I do not understand you." + +"You know perfectly what I mean, you double, deceitful girl!" + +Margaret understood now. The tempest, delayed for a while, was upon +her. She hung her head, and bent like a willow before the blast. + +"You may well cower," her mother cried, pacing up and down. Her spirit +boiled, to think that she had been so duped--she, the wise one, the +manager--and she could neither sit nor stand still, in her vehement +indignation. + +"That I should be mother of a girl whose name can be mentioned +as I have heard you spoken of this day! Shameless, deceitful, +unwomanly--oh!" Words failed her as she stood with clenched hands and +eyes of wrath, which might have turned the other to stone, had she +dared look up and meet them. + +"Say that it is not true! Tell me that woman has lied!--that there was +no man with you on the island but your uncle and her detestable son! + +"You do not answer me? Speak! Let me hear that there is not a word of +truth in her horrid insinuations. I will even say that I am not sorry +you would have none of such a woman's son;" and here her voice veered +round into the minor key. "I shall not press you to think of _him_. +His mother is no better than a common scold. Do you hear me, Margaret? + +"You will not speak? Is it that you cannot deny the scandalous things +she has been saying?--that you could plan a surreptitious meeting, +upon a lonely island, with a man? + +"What will people say? It could have been but a chance that your uncle +was there to save appearances. Have you no thought for your character? +Is every scurrilous beldame to bandy your name about?--and have the +right to do it? Have you no womanly pride? and will you drag your +innocent young sister in the mire with you?--and your too trusting +mother? What have we done that you should expose us to public scorn? + +"Ah me! that I should have lived for this! How could you do it? To +dig your mother's grave before her eyes! Say that you did not mean +it!--that it was thoughtlessness!--that you listened to the voice of a +tempter!--that you will not do it again! He is a serpent, Margaret. + +"You do not answer me? Ah! my poor heart! How it throbs!" and she +pressed her side, and sank into a chair. "You will kill me, Margaret, +with shame and grief. A mother cannot survive such undutifulness. My +blood will cry at you from the ground! What peace can you ever hope to +know, when you have killed your mother?" and here her handkerchief +came into use. She covered her face and sobbed. + +Margaret was greatly moved. Her eyes were full. She durst not speak, +even if she would; she must have broken down had she attempted it. She +was distressed to see her mother shedding tears. To be threatened +with her early death was terrible. She would do anything to calm +her--anything else, at least, whatever it might cost herself. But she +had given her promise to Walter--poor Walter! whom her mother used to +be so fond of. How could she take it again? It was no longer hers. She +could only stand in despair and shame, and see her mother weep herself +back into composure. + +Mrs Naylor's composure returned all the sooner, that nothing seemed +likely to come of her having yielded to her feelings. She pulled the +handkerchief from her reddened eyes, and with a concluding sob which +was partly a sniff of impatience, put it back in her pocket. + +"I declare, Margaret," she cried, "you are harder than flint! One +might as well cry at a slate roof as you. It just runs off without +softening you in the least. You are obdurate. You have no feeling, and +no heart. The momentary indulgence of a headstrong whim is all you +think of. Consequences to your family, or even yourself, you never +dream of considering. But you shall not ruin yourself, however much +you may desire it, even if I have to lock you up. You will please to +understand that you are to remain by me from this time on, and not to +leave me without permission. You have made me ill enough with your +undutifulness to enable me to tell people quite honestly that I am +poorly, and need your care. Now, understand! If you leave my side +without my sending you, I shall follow and bring you back before the +assembled company; and I fancy, although you are impervious to higher +considerations, you will not wish to be the laughing-stock of the +hotel. If you leave me, I shall come and fetch you back, and there +will be a scene, I promise you. + +"Now do not stand there biting your lips in dumb rebellion; I am not +done yet. I do not insist on your encouraging Mr Wilkie; in fact, +after the setting down I have given his mother, I do not suppose he +will venture to intrude on us. But mind what you are about with young +Mr Petty. I will not have him repulsed or trifled with. It was pitiful +to see how forlornly he crept about the steamboat on our return from +the island, after your outrageous behaviour in leaving him all alone. +If he should be willing to overlook the slight, I insist on your +behaving properly to him for the future. With his talents and his +interest, he will be Attorney-General one day; so mind what you are +about." + +Margaret felt too well sat upon to venture a reply. She had dared say +nothing while her mother held forth at large, and now that she had +talked herself out of breath, she feared to tempt her to break out +anew; but like others who have been silenced without being convinced, +she only wanted time and opportunity to return to her old paths. +Though sat upon, she was neither broken nor crushed. It is a state of +things which in the present day is not unfrequent. Rulers having grown +to take things easily, allow the subject to have his head, until he +goes too far. Then they put on authority with a spurt, find it irksome +to themselves, and take it off again too soon. It is only systematic +repression which need hope to prevail, and the arm which applies that, +must never grow weary or relax. + +Margaret sat disconsolately at her mother's elbow that evening, and +felt like a martyr, while her fancies flew away in pursuit of Walter +Blount. "Poor fellow! he was thinking of her, no doubt--walking the +streets of Lippenstock, and feeling so lonely. How dreadful this +separation must be to him! But she would be true. She could never love +another. She would not try. She would never marry any one else, +however they might try to force her. No; she would pine--she was sure +she would--grow pale and thin; and nobody would mind her after that. +By-and-by she would grow old, and have poor health; and she would +still be single, with nothing to think about but her own faithfulness, +and how happy she might have been if her misguided friends would have +allowed it. And then her mother would be sorry, when it was too late; +but she would forgive her, and tend her declining years to the last. +What a beautiful touching martyr life it would all make! but so +terribly dull." She pictured to herself a desolate hearth, with not a +creature to keep her company but a stupid cat upon a footstool +blinking at the fire, and herself in spectacles and a cap, knitting or +making clothes for the poor, beneficent to everybody, but sadly moped +herself--and all for Walter! She grew consoled in thinking about it. +It was as good as a play--at least a dull one. The others were +beginning to dance, now; but she would not dance, though her mother +had given her leave when Walter Petty came to ask her. She had a +headache, she said; and now she knew she must refuse every one else +that evening. What of that? It was making a sort of commencement of +the life she saw in store for her in the future. Poor girl! + +A mood so doleful does not last, however, when we are young and +healthy. It grew tantalising to Margaret to see the others enjoying +themselves, and made her feel neglected; and she welcomed Rosa when +Joseph brought her to sit beside his family, and accustom Mrs Naylor +to the prospect of a sister-in-law. The jeweller's clerk having +divulged that he had ordered a magnificent ring for a lady, it was +useless to affect reserve. He accepted the people's congratulations +calmly, as his due; and his sister-in-law, making a virtue of +necessity, endeavoured to do so likewise. Mrs Deane was in the little +knot by Mrs Naylor's sofa--good-natured people who did not believe in +her ailments, but had no objection to humouring her, and found the +fixed centre of an invalid's couch convenient in that fortuitous +concourse of atoms. Mrs Naylor engrossed herself with Mrs Deane, +Rose's chaperon, that her feeling towards Rose herself might be less +apparent. It was oppressive to go on talking pleasantly to one whom +she would have liked to address in quite other terms, had it been +permissible. Wherefore Rose fell out of the conversation and turned to +Margaret, with whom she had more in common. + +"How are you here, Margaret? You have neither sung, played, nor +danced. What is the matter?" + +"Mamma is poorly. She needs some one by to fetch her smelling-bottle +and keep her company when other people go away." She said it with much +sobriety and demureness of manner, but the act of saying appeared to +dissolve the little which remained of her self-restraint. She bent +forward and took Rose's hand, adding in an undertone, "She knows. She +has been told about the island. She is coming between us. Wants to +break off everything. But she can't! I will not give him up. I will +have nothing to say to any one else. Oh Rose! what am I to do? I +cannot live if I do not see him sometimes. What shall I do?" + +Rose's eyes were roving far away, as were her thoughts; she was +looking over Margaret's head, as Margaret leant forward and whispered. +By a distant doorway stood a group of men, and her eyes turned +dreamily and of themselves in that direction. The group parted to let +two ladies enter, an elder and a younger one. The latter addressed a +gentleman in passing, and carried him away between herself and her +friend from his fellow-loungers. Rose coloured and started, then, +meeting Margaret's look of surprise, she controlled herself-- + +"Forgive me, Margaret. My thoughts were wool-gathering; I scarcely +caught your words." + +Margaret repeated her words without surprise. She had observed how +absent-minded Rose had grown, her varying moods, her starts and +flushings, and sudden growings pale; but then she was engaged to Uncle +Joseph, and doubtless these were symptoms of the delightful malady she +laboured under herself, though she hoped that she concealed her own +little tumults of the spirit more successfully. + +Rose was all attention and eager interest now--quite vehemently +interested, it really seemed. + +"Your happiness for life is at stake, Margaret. I will not stand by +and see you robbed of the man of your choice. And he is so nice! +Joseph thinks all the world of him, I know. I see Joseph coming this +way. We must devise something for you. My own idea is that you should +get married at once. It will be easier to reconcile your mother +afterwards. But here he is." + +Joseph sat down beside his affianced, and she was so eager to speak to +him that he was delighted. He too had observed her fits of absence, +and had attributed them to the same cause as Margaret; but he wondered +that they did not begin to subside as the idea of her engagement grew +familiar. She was eager enough now. How pleasant it was! And it was in +Margaret she was interesting herself, which was "nice" in her. + +Mrs Naylor observed the eagerness, and was disgusted. It was +positively indelicate, she thought, for a girl not yet married to make +such open advances before a roomful of people. "Poor Joseph! What a +fool he was! And how he would suffer for it by-and-by! A bold, forward +girl!" + +Joseph and Rose went on talking, regardless of that same Susan and +anything she might think. Joseph was averse to interfering; but Rose +talked him over, which, as this was the first time she had asked him +to do her a favour, was not difficult. And then, his views on many +subjects were different now from what they had been not long before. +True love had grown more precious in his eyes, and poor Susan's wisdom +perhaps less so, since she had expressed her disapproval of his +matrimonial scheme. + +"Well, Margaret," he said, sitting down between her and Rose, with a +hand laid upon the hands of each, "we have made up our minds to help +you if we can; but I think you should try and get away quietly, and +avoid fuss. I will try and smooth matters with your mother after you +are gone. So try and manage it quietly." + + + + + CHAPTER XXVIII. + + THEY HAVE IT OUT. + + +The next three or four days produced nothing remarkable. Margaret +remained in close attendance on her mother, who did her best to make +her feel like a naughty child. Her only solace was Rose's sympathy; +but notwithstanding it, she felt at times most dreadfully wicked, and +always depressed and contrite. Only the thought of Walter's loneliness +at Lippenstock kept her true; and she did contrive to send him little +notes, and to receive through Rosa notes in return, notwithstanding +the sharp eye which her mother kept upon her movements. + +Rose herself continued feverish and uncertain enough to occasion +surprise to all her friends. She, so light-hearted and brave, so +bright and clever--that she should appear in the character of +tremulous and wistful maid, on the fulfilment of what had seemed her +dearest wish! She was as kind and intimate with Joseph as ever; and he +told himself that he had nothing to complain of, that he must remember +their difference in age, and that with time they would grow nearer to +one another. But still he felt a barrier between them--a reserve which +all his ardour failed to surmount--an unresponsive silence when his +raptures strove to fit themselves to words, which chilled him in spite +of his assurances to himself that all was well. In desultory +conversation she would be as bright as ever; but as he strove to lead +up to converse more close, he found himself checked he knew not how; +for she did not repulse, she only failed to respond. Her favourite +topic to converse on was Margaret's attachment: on that she would warm +even to enthusiasm, and run on at any length, till he almost felt it +in his heart to grow jealous of his favourite niece. + +Lettice Deane was the only one who had a clue to Rose's strangeness. +She felt sorry for her and greatly surprised, blaming Roe, +notwithstanding her declaration that he was nothing to her; and vowed +that his conduct in hanging on at the Beach, was ungentlemanlike, and +altogether abominable. + +Roe himself seemed as feverish and ill at ease as the lady. He took +little interest in the society of the other men, and seemed to submit +to the company of Maida rather than court it. Maida felt that he was +growing moody on her hands, and that their intimacy was not +progressing. "Yet why did he stay on?" she asked herself. "There was +no one else in the house for whom he seemed to care." She must learn +to be more devoted and winning, she thought, and get over this +constraint on his part, which she felt was growing up between them; +but she did not see very clearly how she was to set about it. He +detested forward women and bold women--he often said so--and was +severely critical when they sat together on the galleries looking down +on the young people upon the sands, who, after the manner of their +kind, had a way of assorting themselves in couples as they took their +evening strolls. + +It was arranged that on a certain day there should be a "clam-bake" on +the sands at Blue Fish Creek. It was to be an affair on a gigantic +scale. The keepers of half-a-dozen establishments along the coast had +got it up. Bushels innumerable of clams were to be roasted around a +huge bonfire; an ox was to be roasted whole; and the seaside visitors, +cloyed with innkeepers' fare and indoor luxury, were for once to dine +uncomfortably on the sands, upon slices of half-raw beef and platefuls +of scorched shell-fish. As a slice of lemon gives savour to insipid +veal, so a rough and indigestible banquet in the open air revives a +relish in jaded guests for the daily superfluity of everything, which +hotel dinners provide. There was to be a dance in the town hall +afterwards, and the company would drive home in the dark. All Clam +Beach was to go, as a matter of course; even the valetudinarian Mrs +Naylor resolved to venture. Margaret took care that Walter should +know, and--for why indulge in useless mystery?--they were to make +their push for freedom on that return journey. + +The affair came off as designed. The weather was propitious, the +guests hungry, in high spirits, and more numerous even than had been +expected. They seated themselves in parties on the sands. The Naylors +and Deanes naturally sat together, along with the Pettys and +Wilkies--Ann Petty beside Peter Wilkie, and Walter Petty next +Margaret; Ann feeling a little ashamed and altogether proud, at +having, as she thought, taken away the other's young man; while +Walter, poor lad, confronted Peter in triumph. His fortunes, he felt, +were mending. The two mothers cast glances of wrathful scorn at each +other between the legs of the black waiters running assiduously round +within the ring. It was the only amusement open to them at their time +of life, in the intervals between plying knife and fork. + +Margaret, looking over the people's heads, descried far away the manly +form she most desired to see. Her plot was going to work, but +meanwhile she must take care to lull suspicion in her mother's mind. +The way to do that was being civil to her companion. She exerted +herself and made the poor lad really happy--feeling ashamed and +burdened the while, at her appalling treachery, and really sorry for +the young fellow, who was so kind and nice, and who admired her so +openly. + +At length the repast was ended. Everybody had eaten as many clams as +seemed expedient. The company rose up and sauntered away, leaving the +waiters free to clear off the relics of the feast. Joseph took Rose's +arm and drifted apart from the rest as quietly as he could contrive. +It was not to eat shell-fish in public that he had consented to dine +uncomfortably on a sandheap. Rose would have been content to be less +exclusively private, and looked round to see if she could not beckon +Margaret to join them; but Margaret, between Walter Petty and her +mother, was walking another way, so she accepted the inevitable with a +good grace, and strove to interest herself in her companion. A few +wind-bent trees maintained a struggling existence not far off upon a +slope of sun-parched turf coming down upon the shore, with morsels of +grateful shade; and thither they bent their steps. + +"I am glad _that_ part of the enjoyment is through," Joseph was +saying. "It gives one cramps all over, that sitting on the ground all +crumpled up, and eating things. But apparently there must be eating, +if it is a party of pleasure." + +"Please, sir, there is a parcel for you at the kitchen tent--sent on +as you ordered. The man says you must sign a receipt." It was a waiter +who spoke, puffing and fanning his shining black face, and grinning +with all his teeth, while he held his hand convenient for the expected +tip. + +"Ha! Come, has it?" and Joseph smiled in return, slipping the dollars +in the ready palm, and dismissing the messenger well pleased. + +"Let me settle you comfortably beneath yon tree, dearest; and then +will you excuse me till I run after the fellow? I shall not be a +minute gone. You will wait for me there, will you not?" + +"Go back at once; I can do that much for myself, and will wait there +as you say." + +And so they parted, Joseph making all haste in one direction, while +Rose walked leisurely forward in the other. She had almost reached the +trees, her sunshade open before her, her eyes upon the sand. + +"At last!" and a figure stood between her and the light. "I have been +waiting, Rose, for a chance like this." + +Rose started at the voice. A thrill ran through her, and the sunshade +fell aside, as though the arm which held it were benumbed. Immediately +in front of her stood Gilbert Roe. The flaming red and white chased +one another across her face, but her eye looked steadily in his. + +"Sir!" she cried, with indignant emphasis; but she said no more, her +lips closed tightly, and her eyebrows straightened in a frown. + +"They tell me you are going to be married, Rose? You must hear me this +once. I am resolved to have it out with you." + +She threw back her head, and her nostrils quivered in pride. The angry +blood suffused her temples now; there was no paleness and no sign of +fear. "Allow me to pass," she answered, haughtily. + +"Not till you hear me, Rose. I mean to save you from yourself." + +"What right have you to interfere with me?" + +"The strongest; the right of one who loves you." + +"You have _no_ right! The law denies it. It gives me freedom. You +shall not interfere." + +"Calm yourself, Rose. I cannot live without you. And more, you never +will be happy but with me." + +"Bah! you are too long of finding it out. I am free, and I shall keep +my liberty as far as you are concerned. I have tried you, and know you +to my cost. It is over now. The law has cried quits between us." + +"It cannot, Rose! Think of the old time in Canada!--the evenings when +we sang together, and talked in the porch--the walks between the +corn-fields--the afternoons in the orchard--and the promises we made. +Can you ever forget them?" + +"How dare you remind me of them? Have you no decent shame? You might +wish the ground to open and let you through, rather than hear those +old days named, and be reminded how you have outraged a trusting +girl!" + +"I have been true to my vows, Rose. I make no merit of it; I could not +have been otherwise. It was my glory and delight to fulfil them." + +"And you did it admirably! certainly. It was in fulfilment of them, I +suppose, that you made fierce love to that silly Horatia Simpkins, +under my very nose, and before the eyes of her own husband? If it had +even been a handsome woman, or one not absolutely a fool, the slight +might have been less unpardonable. But with her!" + +"What else could I have done?--the way you went on with her +husband--that conceited ass Rupert. Would you have had me stand by, +like a gawk, with my thumb in my mouth, assenting to your outrageous +flirtation, which nearly drove his poor little silly wife out of her +wits with jealousy? She is not as clever, perhaps, as you are, but at +least she is fond of her husband!" + +Rose coughed impatiently and stamped her foot. The adversary must be +admitted to have scored one by that thrust. + +"Is a woman to give up the amusements of social life--the little +conventional pleasantnesses of society--because she happens to have +lent a too trusting ear, and yielded to the man who wanted to marry +her? Does she grow plain and old and stupid from the day she becomes a +wife? Is she no more to find pleasure in being liked and admired? Life +is not over when she comes back from church: she is still as human as +she was before--wants a little of the diversions she has learnt to +like, and needs a continuance of the devotion her suitor taught her +to expect. You are hideously jealous, Gilbert. You should have been +born a Turk, with a harem built out in the back-yard, beside the +chicken-house, to lock up your wife in." + +It was the first time she had used his name. Gilbert noted it and took +courage. + +"You know you wanted me to be jealous when you took up with that +ninny--and you wanted to tease his wife. You succeeded. She thought +you had stolen her husband's affection--or what represents it, in +him--and she was not going to submit quietly to the robbery. She +thought to make reprisals, and so laid siege to your husband in +return. I am not sure but she got the revenge she wanted. You cannot +deny that you were absurdly jealous." + +"Absurdly? Yes; laugh at me! I deserve it for allowing you to address +me. You consider me a fool. You have said as much before, and you said +other things as well, which were even worse. You insulted me with +suspicion, and used expressions as if I were improper. You know you +did! Bertie Roe!... You never loved me really, I do believe--not as +you made me expect you would--not as a girl should be loved, who gives +up her life and everything to be married to a man. You behaved like a +barbarian! Deny it if you dare!" + +"I do deny it, Rose. Could I stand by and see you play the fool with a +contemptible duffer, before the eyes of all Chicago?--see people in +ball-rooms and theatres follow you with their eyes, nudge each other, +and exchange glances, and shrug, as if to say, 'another young wife +taking the turn downhill'?" + +"You are insulting!--but I might have expected it. 'Cruelty and +desertion' were the words in the decree." + +"I dare you to lay your hand upon your heart and say that I was cruel. +I merely remonstrated--and then you scolded.... You know you did, +Rose. You made home unbearable. I had to leave the house." + +"You outraged my feelings. Was I to accept your insinuations of +improper conduct as a polite compliment, or an everyday commonplace of +domestic conversation?... You did not strike me, I admit--the man in +you would restrain you from that; but you did worse!--the things you +said." + +"Could I see people taking away your character by a shrug without +giving you warning? Could I tell you about it, as something amusing +and to your credit?" + +"It was yourself who goaded me on to do whatever I did. And then to +insult and desert me!" + +"I did not desert you. I merely took rooms down town, leaving you in +sole possession of the house until you should come to your senses.... +You did not believe that I had deserted you; but you wanted to make me +beg pardon and come back as if I had been to blame." + +"And so you _were_ to blame! The Court has decided that, and granted +me my divorce." + +"And has your divorce, then, made you happy? Would you have filed your +petition, if you had expected to have it granted? You thought I would +have come and prayed you to withdraw it. I let you take your course. +Was I wrong?" + +"You knew you had no defence--had no case to plead--that I was right. +You let judgment go by default." + +"Did you imagine that I would plead?--have all our little +altercations, which would have sounded so pitiful in Court, raked out +and exposed before a crew of newspaper reporters, to be read and +chuckled over by the people going home in the tram-cars? Did you +imagine that I would attempt to keep you bound, if you wanted to break +loose from the marriage tie? I would not have you, if I could, against +your will." + +"You are very magnanimous, and I--of course I am the +opposite--everything bad, and frivolous, and foolish. I wonder you +should have troubled yourself to address against her will so poor a +creature." + +"I have been waiting here all these days, Rose, in hopes of getting +speech of you. You are not bad, or frivolous, or foolish. You are the +only woman I have ever cared for, or ever shall. We have been--not +very wise, shall I call it?--headstrong and obstinate, and neither +would give in; and both, if I may venture to say it, have been +miserable in consequence. Forget and forgive, Rose. Let's try again, +begin the game anew, and profit by sad experience. It is for that I +have been waiting here--to prevent this marriage of yours, if the +people say true, which will make both you and me miserable for ever." + +"You are kind; but do you not exaggerate? My marriage at least will +not leave you inconsolable. You have secured the consoler already. +I wish you joy of her. May she make you as happy as you deserve, +and----" But here, to her own astonishment--for Rose had felt proud of +her bravery and calmness throughout the interview--there came a spasm +in her throat, which choked her utterance. The corners of her mouth +began to droop, and her eyes sought the ground. + +"Do you mean Maida Springer? This is worse than Horatia Simpkins! I am +sure I have not flirted with Maida. Come, if you like, and ask her; +she is sitting under that tree. She is an acquaintance of very old +standing; that is all. She taught my uncle's children long ago, when I +was a lad. We saw each other constantly when I was home from Harvard +at the vacation. But there is nothing between us--never was. Come, ask +her yourself. She is sitting behind this nearest tree: she will be the +first to wish us joy." + +He took Rose's hand to lead her to the spot, and Rose had moved a step +or two before she had recovered self-command enough to resist. The +tree was very close. Whoever sat behind it must have overheard the +conversation, for both had been too intent to keep their voices low. +Rose shrank from meeting the listener. She stopped short, and looked +timidly where the eavesdropper was said to be. + +There seemed little which need make her feel uneasy. A woman's +figure--or was it only a bundle of summer clothing? so limp and +collapsed it seemed--lay crouched and huddled together against the +bole. The hat was pushed aside, the head bowed between the knees, and +two slender hands spread out before it to exclude the light. The hair +had come unfastened, and fell in wisps down to the ground, swaying and +quivering in the sobbing tremor which shook the woman's frame. + +Rose drew away her hand. "It is too late to talk, Bertie. We have +chosen our roads in life, and we must keep them. But we will think +more kindly of one another now. I am engaged, as you know. I did it +freely, and I must keep my word. I will not spoil the life of +another--of a man who is as fond of me as this one, and so good and +true. We will forgive one another--will we not?--and learn from sad +experience more forbearance in our future lots. There he is coming. I +shall go and meet him. Goodbye. We must not meet again." + +She went, leaving Gilbert elated at his success, but dissatisfied with +its incompleteness, and a little doubtful how he ought to return to +Maida Springer. They had been reclining rather aimlessly behind the +tree, when he looked up and saw Rose almost upon them, and alone. It +seemed to be now or never, if he was to have speech with her. He +bounded to his feet without a word to his companion, and her own ears +must soon have told her why. It felt decidedly awkward to return to +Maida; yet what was he to do? He could not follow Rose without +imperilling such way as he had made back to her favour, by inducing +perhaps an ugly scene with Naylor; and having brought Maida there, he +must fetch her back to her friends. It was an uncomfortable task, but +it had to be performed. He hardened his soul, expecting to hear +something unpleasant, composed his features, and turned round to the +tree. + +He might have spared his anxiety. The tree was deserted. No one was +near. Far up the slope the flutter of a white gown and streaming blue +veil might be discerned between the trees, in swift retreat, and +Gilbert found that Maida had saved him the unpleasantness of an +explanation. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIX. + + "IT IS ALL A MESS!" + + +It fell hard upon Rose to have to meet Joseph again so immediately +after the passage she had gone through with Gilbert Roe--to pass, with +scarce a pause in which to brace herself together, from the lover of +her youth into the presence of the man to whom she had chosen to +transfer her regard. She had fooled herself in her pique into the +belief that she had trodden down and stamped out the last spark of +kindness for the husband who had been, as she told herself, so hard +and cruel and insulting--the man who could let her untie their +marriage bond, without showing a sign or offering a word of +remonstrance. He was nothing to her now--she had been saying it within +herself ever since their separation--or if anything, only her +aversion. She had been persuading herself that she was an injured +woman, and that it was righteous resentment which she had been nursing +against the unfeeling tyrant who had blighted her early wifehood. She +had resolved that she would never speak to him again, nor even name +him; that she would pluck out the very memory of her first and foolish +love--have done with him for ever, and begin anew. (As if our past, +the foundation of our present, could ever be obliterated!) + +When he forced himself upon her so unexpectedly, the anger smouldering +through her year of unmolested separation, the regret and +disappointment grown sour in concealment and suppression, and turned +by silence and defeated pride into what had seemed an inextinguishable +hatred, had burst into a flame of fiercest indignation. It had burst +into flame, but how pitifully soon it had burnt low! It had been but a +fire of straw, blazing up for a moment and sinking as quickly as it +rose; leaving nothing behind, nothing but the emptiness of separation. +The grievances and wrongs and barriers piled up so high between them, +where were they gone to? Vanished utterly away. There had been a +leaping flame and a whirling puff of smoke, and the ground was clear +between them--clear save for the ashes of happiness destroyed for +ever! And there she stood, naked and exposed before her own eyes and +his, stripped of her false pretexts, a vain and headstrong fool, who +in very wantonness had made bonfire of their wedded happiness! + +And yet her indignation had seemed so just, her wrongs so deep and +unforgivable! How speedily her wrath had oozed away before a few +words! words not of contrition, scarce even of reproach, but only +common-sense, and spoken by the old dear voice! Where were the bitter +memories now? How could she be so false to herself? Where was her +pride?--that stanch support against which she had been wont to set her +back, ready to outface the world? It had bent and broken, like a +worthless reed, before a few words of the man against whom she had +invoked its aid. "Bertie!" She had resolved to obliterate the memory +of that name; and yet it had passed her lips, and the old caressing +sweetness of the sound was in her ears, and would not go away. + +It was not half an hour since the mere sight of him had hardened her +with hate, and made her feel strong, if yet unhappy. Now, she was weak +as water. If she had stayed, she would have given way and yielded--she +could not tell to what--but to anything the old sweet strong influence +in that voice had chosen to command her. But she had escaped, and she +was still free, and she would keep her liberty, whatever it might cost +her peace. At least she thought so. + +What would they say, those sympathising friends who had come to her in +her conflict, with their well-meant phrases of support, and told her +she had done so wisely, and shown so brave a spirit? What would they +say to see her lower the lance and go back again to the bondage of her +tyrant? How could she face their pity at her weakness? And then there +were the others, who had disapproved of her conduct--had advised her +to submit, yield something, and make it up; and when she would not, +had turned away from knowing her. They would call her repentant, and +perhaps would turn again to countenance her reformation! That would be +more intolerable even than the pitying surprise of her stancher +friends. No; she must follow out the road she had entered on. There +could be no returning upon the lost steps. And she had so nearly +yielded. It startled her to find she was so weak. She must build a +barrier between the old life and the new, which could neither be +surmounted nor thrown down. + +Joseph was close upon her now. He had not been very long away, but he +did not seem in her eyes exactly as he had seemed before. It was not +half an hour that he had been gone, yet he looked more ordinary than +she had supposed him. The redundancy of waistcoat, or rather of waist, +offended her sense of symmetry as it had not done before; and if he +had been just a little taller! Bertie was six-feet-one, and gracefully +slim, and chestnut-haired, while the other's locks were darkening, as +the leaves grow dark before the autumn tints begin to light them up +with the rustiness that comes before decay. It was the difference +between thirty and forty-seven. What a fool she was to notice such +things, and at such a time, when the very contrary was what she would +have wished to notice! She told herself so with vehemence, and bit her +lip, as if that would make her mind it better; but she went on +noticing all the same. When the eye has been turned for a little on +the sun, what a poor, dim, purblind thing does the light of a candle +afterwards appear! + +Joseph came on with swinging elastic strides, impatient to be with +her, irradiated with a joyful pride, and beaming on her with smiles of +confidence irrepressible. + +"If he would only have been tranquil!" she thought. This exuberance +seemed so utterly out of place. It was a discord in the bland and +half-parental warmth which, she told herself, would have been correct +in view of their disparity of age. "It was bad taste. There was even +an element of ridicule in a venerable Cupid of forty-seven exerting +himself to gambol before her like one of those boy Loves with wings +the artists picture. She had not thought so half an hour ago, but we +live and change so quickly at times. He was too solid for that sort of +thing, and she felt sorry to see him attempt it, for she really +respected and liked him." + +"You grew tired of waiting, Rose?" + +"Why would he call her by her name just then?" she asked herself, +forgetting that he had been doing so habitually for a week past, and +that she had encouraged him to do it. + +"And came to meet me? Forgive me, dearest. I could not help it. Your +own disinclination to be kept waiting, must plead for my impatience to +get my little parcel, that I might present it. I made the hotel people +promise to send it after us, if it should arrive this forenoon. It has +come, but the express man would not part with it till I had signed the +receipt. Then the rascal went to refresh himself, and I had quite a +hunt to find him. However, it is all right now. Shall we turn back and +get under the shadow of the trees?" + +"As you like," Rose answered, a little dully. + +Joseph tore off the wrappings of his parcel as they walked along, +laying bare the little ring-case. He opened it, and the merry little +stones within, catching the sunbeams, cast them back in a dazzling +gleam beyond his expectation. + +Rose saw and shuddered. The glancing ray seemed to pierce her with a +cold sharp pang, like the thrust of steel. It was the token of her +engagement; and that, of a sudden, and without her being aware of an +alteration in her mind, had grown distasteful. + +"And now, my dearest, will you let me fit it in its place. It is not +worthy your acceptance; but then, what is? Still it is pretty, is it +not? And seeing that you were kind enough to accept myself, you will +let me slip on my ring. It is an earnest of the other you have +promised to let me give you." + +"Not now, Mr----dear Joseph, I mean." How unreadily his name came to +her lips! and half an hour since she had used it freely--had even +liked to use it in a very friendly way, as leading up to the more +intimate connection which was to be established between them. What a +rift between the now and then! + +"Do you not like it, dear?" Joseph asked, in a disappointed tone. "I +said it was not worthy either of your acceptance or of my love; but +still, I confess I thought it pretty, and I hoped you would have worn +it." + +"Oh, as to that--yes, by all means. It is a lovely ring, the very +handsomest I ever saw. Any one might feel proud to wear it on its own +merits; but you know how whimsical we women are. It is a whim which I +have taken, that I will not put on a ring to-day." + +"Let me persuade you out of it, dearest. Let me overbear the whim." He +took her hand in his, drew off the glove, and reverently pressed his +lips upon the fingers, while she stood looking listlessly and sadly in +his face. He took the engagement-finger and attempted to slip on the +ring without more ado; but at the touch of it Rose started and drew +away her hand with a shrinking cry, while Joseph strove to retain it, +and still attempted to slip on the ring. + +"It must not be, at least not yet a while, Joseph. I have something +which I must tell you, that will make a difference between us. It +would be unfair to you not to tell you in time, what may influence +your feelings with regard to an engagement between us. And meanwhile, +I give you back your promise, that you may be free to do as you will, +after you have heard me." + +"You shall not give it back, Rose. I will not accept it. And more, I +hold _you_ to your promise still. Nothing which you can tell me will +induce me to give you back yours." + +"Not if you heard dreadful things against me?" + +"I would not believe them. I know you too well for that. What do you +take me for?" + +"I take you for a noble-minded man. It is that which troubles me. I am +not worth your caring for." + +"You are my own, a part of my very self." + +"You would not say so if you knew--that I have been married +before!--if you were told that I am a divorced woman!" + +"I would not believe them." + +"But it is true." + +"What a villain the man must have been!--what a fool!--to cast away +the flower he was unworthy to have worn! But, my poor darling, if this +is so, you have the deeper need of my protecting care." + +"But it was I who divorced--him!" + +"You have been cruelly used, then. Ah, what you must have suffered! It +shall be all the more my care to make you forget your unhappiness. +Forget it you shall. Let's say no more about it." + +"But I must. You do not know how poor a thing you have anchored your +heart to--how fickle and headstrong and vain a creature I have been! I +petitioned for a divorce from my husband." + +"And you got it. Is not that a proof that you were in the right?--when +the law granted your demand? What you must have come through! But it +shall be mine to make you forget." + +"He--filed no rejoinder, as they call it He let the law take its +course." + +"He did not, because he could not. The law has relieved you from an +unworthy mate. Forget it, my poor darling. Forget _him_. We have the +future before us. Forget all the past." + +"He refused to plead; but I am not so sure that he could not have +pleaded successfully if he had chosen to do it. My petition was an +outrage to him." + +"Do not think it. A woman is not driven to take such a step without +sufficient grounds." + +"That is what the judge said; but--ah me!--I do not know." + +"What has called up these morbid fancies in your mind, Rose? You were +cheerful an hour ago." + +"He--has spoken to me. When you were gone he came to me--and things +seem different now. I am not so sure that I was right, as I used to +be." + +"The sneaking villain! Who is he? Where is he? To come molesting the +woman he has wronged, so soon as my back was turned! Kicking is too +good for such a hound. Where is he?" + +"You must not ask. What would people say of me, if you and he were to +meet?... But I am upset; my head is splitting. I do not know what I am +saying, or what I do. I will go back to the village inn and lie down." + +"We can drive back to Clam Beach. No one will miss us. Come." + +"I want to be alone, and think. Do not come with me. Yonder is Lettice +Deane; bring me to her, and then let me leave you." + +Lettice was following her own amusement in her own way. She was +holding a kind of auction of her smiles as she walked upon the sands +between Mr Sefton and Peter Wilkie, who vied with each other to +engross her attention, flashing speeches across her, to her infinite +diversion, in their efforts to extinguish one another. It was amusing, +but she cared nothing for either, and was mischievously ready to +disgust them both alike, by yielding to Rose's petition for her +company back to the village. + +"Is your head _very_ bad, Rose, dear?" she asked, full of sympathy, as +soon as they were alone. "It must be, to take you away from him so +soon after his present. Or is it a sort of necessary discipline?--in +case of his growing too confident on the head of it? Let me see it. +Everybody knows that the express man was sent after you here. What! +you have not put it on yet? I declare, I think you are rigorous. You +owed him the satisfaction of seeing you wear it, I think, seeing how +much it cost." + +"I have not got it. I could not accept it to-day. I have been trying +to have an explanation and tell him everything. He--the other--dropped +upon me suddenly when I was alone and not expecting him, and we +talked--and, oh Lettice! I am in a maze. What am I to do? It seems to +be I won't and I will with me, all the time. I can't do both, and I +won't do either. I am distracted, Lettice. I must go to bed and try to +think." + +"Who-o-o----!" Lettice could not whistle as some girls can; but that +long-drawn masculine expression of--of everything at once--of the fat +having fallen in the fire, with general loss, trouble, and confusion, +seemed the only adequate and appropriate one for the occasion, and she +framed her lips and voice to the nearest equivalent. + +"And what will you do, dear?" she said, after a considerable pause. + +"Don't bother me with questions, Lettie. I do not know in the very +least. I shall go to bed, and try to sleep, and to forget everything. +If one could only forget for always! How good it would be! I am in a +mess. And all from having my way, and getting everything I thought I +wanted. It is all a mess! an irretrievable muddle. Whatever I may do, +it will be sure to be wrong. Oh Lettie! take warning in time; and +don't let your little tempers run away with you, as mine have done +with me." + + + + + CHAPTER XXX. + + A CLOSE OBSERVER. + + +When Rose and Lettice went their way, the three cavaliers found their +occupation gone. They stood an instant looking after the retreating +fair, then turned to face one another; but there was no satisfaction +in view of the witnesses of their discomfiture--each felt small, +rather, and perhaps a little ridiculous. The only plaster for their +grazed self-love was absence from the witnesses; and accordingly each +turned on his heel, going off in quest of some new interest, and +diverging as widely from the other two as was possible. + +Joseph strolled despondently back toward the stunted grove, to which +twice already he had bent his steps, but had not reached. He had borne +up bravely enough under Rose's disclosure at the moment. In the thick +of the fight one generally does bear up. The excitement of combat +stirs the blood, and blows fall scarcely heeded on him who struggles +hard to have his way. It is when the battle is over, that the wounds +begin to smart, when the stricken have leisure to feel them. And +Joseph was wounded sore. It crushed him to think that anything could +be said in derogation of the peerless one whom he had found to fit +into' the long-vacant shrine, where the beloved of his youth had sat, +and whose memory, still hovering there, had made it a holy place. +There seemed impiety in associating the new avatar of his love with +the ribald vulgarities of the divorce court, in dragging the blossom +of his worship through its noisome mire. Yet was she the less precious +because her lines had fallen haplessly? Does a jewel lose worth for +having fallen in the kennel? He told himself this, and repeated it +over and over. He vowed that her need of sympathy and support, was a +claim the more upon his honour, and that the claim should be +satisfied; but still it was painful to think that the name of his wife +to be, had been bandied from mouth to mouth as one of the motley crew +who shock chaste ears with their clamour to be relieved from +obligations which if was their own free choice to undertake. It dimmed +the bright promise of that future in which he had been basking so +unsuspiciously, but it should not appal him. He would steadfastly look +forward to all being well; his own faith and hope would of themselves +contribute to a happy consummation; and for Rose, how much she must +have suffered!--how much she needed him! + +He had reached the grove at last. His feet were on the turf, and he +was strolling upwards through the trees, buried in deep and not too +sweet reflections. + +"Alone, Joseph?" There was much in the tone to irritate. It contained +a suggestion of pity, combined with the "I thought as much," or "I +told you so," with which intimate friends are wont to rub up our +little sorenesses, and make them smart. It was his sister-in-law who +spoke--Susan--who already had expressed her disapproval of his +intended change in life, and who could not be expected to regret any +little unsmoothness in the current of his love. She had risen from a +corner of shade in which she had been encouraging the faltering +advances of Walter Petty to closer intimacy with her girl Margaret. +The two seemed fairly well tackled in conversation, now, and she felt +free to devote a little attention to Joseph and his concerns. She took +his arm, and accommodated her pace to his for a little turn, ignoring +the sudden tightening of his features into an impatient frown. + +"'The course of true love,' &c.--you know the rest, Joseph. Where +there is disparity, one must be prepared for little _contretemps_. One +cannot expect young girls to accommodate themselves at once to the +steady jog-trot of their seniors. They would not be so attractive, I +daresay, if one could. She certainly----" + +"What are you talking about, Susan?" + +"You do not know, eh? Or rather you think I do not know? I have seen +everything--more than you have yourself. I was sitting up here in the +shade, when you were called away a while ago." + +"Yes, I was called away. It was annoying, I confess; but I got back +when I had completed my little matter of business. I see nothing in +that which calls for your condolence." + +"Of course not, dear Joseph. It was far too cleverly arranged for +that. She certainly is clever--an accomplished actress. I only hope it +may answer, and that you may not find her out to be too clever by +half. A good many people have seen as well as me. It was very well +done--quite dramatic, in fact; or rather, pantomimic--for they were +far too judicious to raise their voices and be overheard." + +"Enough, Susan. I detest insinuations. Who are they whose private +affairs you have been watching and prying into? Do you know that you +have been accusing yourself of eavesdropping, mitigated only by your +inability to hear what was said? It is scarcely the pursuit I should +have expected a ladylike person to take up." + +"You are rude, Joseph; but I forgive you. One must not expect people +to accept disenchantment with an equable mind." + +"You speak riddles. I am in no mood for guessing them." + +"Just what I say. You are upset, Joseph, and I am truly sorry." + +"I am not upset. I am perfectly well and happy, Susan. It is you who +are absurd. You have your girls' hands to dispose of. It is occupation +enough for any woman. See you do it wisely; and leave me to bestow my +own in peace. I decline your interference." + +"You are blind, Joseph. There are a score of people in this wood. +Every one of them must have seen. It is only you, the one who ought to +know, who have not, and do not know. I insist on telling you. You may +not like it, but it is my duty." + +"Always a duty--when a woman wants to be provoking." + +"I forgive the gibe. The young person you have chosen to devote +yourself to, has a lover." + +"Certainly. The lady you stigmatise as a person has me; and I mean to +marry her." + +"You and another. Ha! you did not know that! I can read it in your +face. Your back was scarcely turned, when out there bounced from +behind a tree--a man!--that tall slim young fellow you must have +noticed at the Beach any time this last week. He has been devoting +himself to that little spare woman with the blue veil whom nobody +seems to mind. People said they were engaged, and wondered at one with +his good looks bestowing himself so cheaply. Well, as I was saying, +out he bounced upon Miss--what's her name?--Miss Hillyard; and I can +tell you their interview was an animated one. How the colour of both +came and went! There must a great deal have taken place between them. +How he gesticulated! She was comparatively calm. He is an ardent +fellow, I can tell you, Joseph. Better have an eye on him." + +Joseph did not know exactly what to say. He felt himself disloyal in +listening; but still he was interested, and if he waited to hear more, +he fancied he should be better able to defend Rose. + +"The lady he had left--her with the blue veil--seemed to take her +squire's sudden desertion in very bad part. She started and looked +shocked at his departure, then bent forward where she sat, and looked, +and listened. They were within a few yards of her, and she must have +heard all that passed. The disillusion must have been terrible. I saw +her head bow lower and lower, as though all fortitude were deserting +her; and soon she seemed utterly crushed. She buried her head in her +lap, and clasped her hands above it--a most pitiable spectacle. + +"But that was not the worst. He certainly must be a man without pity +or a spark of feeling. He actually had the cruelty to lead the other a +little to one side, where she could have a view of the discarded +rival. Was it not barbarous? This was too much for the other. It stung +her into something like proper self-respect. As soon as the other +turned away--and I will do the Hillyard girl the justice to say that +she betrayed no sign of gratification at her rival's confusion--she +jumped to her feet with a little cry, tied on her hat, and ran away up +the hill, as if to hide herself among the trees. Then Miss Rose seemed +suddenly to remember about you. She dismissed her admirer with the +peremptory assurance of an old hand, who knows exactly what she means +to do, and strolled calmly across the sands to meet you coming back to +her. She must have managed very well. I saw her leaning on your arm as +friendly as possible--a clever girl, but a sad handful, I should +imagine, for the man whose doubtful fortune it may be to get her for a +wife." + +"And now you have done, Susan, with your romance? Let me congratulate +you on your talent for 'putting that and that together,' and producing +a coherent fiction from true premisses, which might do credit to the +author of the 'Arabian Nights.'" + +"And pray, if the premisses are true, and nothing of my own is added, +how can you venture to suppose that my inferences are astray? You are +infatuated, Joseph Naylor." + +"My good creature, the young lady has told me of this interview with +the tall young man which you have described so graphically. It must +indeed have been exciting and full of emotion, but you have entirely +failed to catch its true import; and, as far as I can see, there is no +reason why you should understand it, either you or any of the twenty +other eavesdroppers you mention, who have been gratuitously +interesting themselves in what does not concern them. Miss Hillyard is +suffering from violent headache in consequence of what occurred, and +has returned to the village to lie down. On second thoughts, I believe +I shall follow her, and try if she will not let me drive her back to +the Beach at once. That will be better than encountering the twenty +pairs of curious eyes during the evening, who will want to watch her +every movement, and piece a romance out of every time she looks at her +watch. Goodbye, Susan. Accept thanks for kind intentions on my +account; but do, pray, be more charitable in future. Good-bye, +Margaret. I am going back at once, and shall be asleep when you get +home. Kiss me good-night, child." + +Margaret rose to pay the dutiful salute. Joseph kissed her on the +cheek, and finding his lips so conveniently near her ear, he +whispered-- + +"Walter's buggy will be the first in the line. He will be waiting. Get +down before the others. Jump in; and God bless you!" + +Margaret changed colour violently. Her mother, looking on, was +surprised to see an embrace from an old uncle, produce signs of +emotion. "It must be because of the young man sitting by," she thought +sapiently, and drew happy auguries from the circumstance. Those close +observers are so often astray! + +When Joseph reached the inn at Blue Fish Creek, he sent up a little +note to Rose, asking if she would not rather come home now in quiet, +than wait through the racket of the evening, to be followed by a +riotous journey after dark with the rest in their overflowing high +spirits. Rose consented, and they drove home forthwith. + +How different were Joseph's feelings now, from what they had been in +the morning! Then, everything was bathed in sunshine and hope. The +bare supposition that aught could go amiss did not once cross his +mind. Now, he could not say what had befallen him, but a cloud had +come down and enveloped him, and blotted out the future, and every +certainty from his view, chilling his hopes and even his desires as +with an untimely frost. The ring lay forgotten in his pocket. It did +not occur to him to offer it again. If he had, the probability is that +it would have been accepted, though perhaps without the enthusiasm +which would have made the acceptance of value in his eyes. + +Another phase of feeling had arisen in Rose's mind since her walk with +Lettice. Her friend had betrayed a presentiment, that now Gilbert had +had speech of her, he would win her back; and Rose revolted at the +idea of figuring before her friends as a repentant naughty child. No; +she had made her choice, and she would show that she could hold to it. +She might not be happy in the future, but at least she could be +steadfast. And truly, the man beside her as she drove, so truthful and +so good, deserved all the duty and devotion she could devote to him. +If she did not love as once she might have loved, at least he should +never know it. She would be but the more dutiful on that account; she +would even--what seemed the hardest thing of all to her headstrong +nature--even obey him. + +She was very near to him then, if Joseph had but known; but he did +not. The old doubleness between his wife of long ago, and this heir to +her place in his regard, had arisen anew within him, and it was still +the older god who held the shrine. He felt regretfully tender and +considerate to his companion by his side, but the enthusiasm of the +morning was wanting. + +They spoke little to one another as they travelled along. Rose was +pale and had a splitting headache, and Joseph was consideration +itself. He forbore to disturb her, assisted her to alight when they +arrived at Clam Beach, and expressed a hope that she would be better +in the morning, when they parted and she went up-stairs. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXI. + + THE LADY PRINCIPAL. + + +The Principal of the Female College of Montpelier sat in her +room--office, call it, or study--her seat of authority, absorbed in +business. Her table was littered with papers; the waste-paper basket +overflowed with them. There was ink before her, a pen in her hand. Her +cap sat crooked on her head; her whitened hair was rumpled. The too +active cerebration within had no doubt disturbed the external trimness +of her dome of thought, as phrenologists used to tell us that it +worked ridges and hollows in the bones of the skull. She was deep in +thought. Her grey, intellectual features were tightened in the effort, +and her eye roved vacantly in space in search of those choice forms +which had long made her style the model of literary expression in +Montpelier. + +She had spent the morning in compounding a syllabus, or a +compendium--matters in the manufacture of which she was unrivalled. +Now she was considering her address on female self-culture, shortly to +be delivered before the Institute of Emancipated Woman, with a list of +the hundred books which should form the inseparable companions of +every female aspirant to Breadth of View. Her eye wandered to the +terrestrial globe at her elbow--a symbol of her learned office, handed +down from her predecessors in more simple-minded times; and she +reviewed the distinguished literary reputations in remote places and +times--the less vulgarly popular or comprehensible, the better for her +purpose. + +Ha! there was the Nile--Egypt--Manetho! A most respectable name +Manetho, and not too much said about him. The only difficulty was, +were his works extant? She was not sure, and her encyclopædia was too +old an edition to make it worth while looking up. Her eye moved +eastward: India? _eureka!_ The Rig Veda,--Max Müller and the 'Asiatic +Review'! She had read all about it in Littel's 'Living Age,' the +pirate's treasure-house. + +The Rig Veda should head her list. She had not read it, to be sure; +but neither had those whom she addressed, and they would not be able +to read it, if they were to try--in the original, at least, and she +intended to pour scorn upon the use of translations; but it looked +well at the head of a list, showed comprehensiveness in the lecturer, +and ensured respect from the omniscient critic of the 'Montpelier +Review.' + +The 'Zend-Avesta' made a handsome second; but as she did not desire to +smother her audience under the load of erudition, she considerately +offered it as an alternative to the Rig Veda. "A Saga" came next--she +did not specify which. Her familiarity with Scandinavian literature +was not intimate enough to particularise; but as not one of her +audience would know anything about it, that made little difference. +Being minded that nothing she said should savour of the too familiar, +she gave Klopstock the first place in her German list rather than +Goethe; and for the same reason Marlowe led off her English +dramatists, with Shakespeare far down among the ruck. Then there were +Hegel and Haekel, with permission to add the 'Critique of Pure Reason' +for those who relished intellectual nut-cracking. There was to have +been a name or two from every tribe and tongue in Europe; but in her +ignorance she could think of no Russian but Turguenief; and when she +came to the Lapps, Finns, Liths, and Basques, they had no literary +representative whom she had ever heard of. After that she took up a +publisher's list and filled up the remaining sixty places at random. +What did it matter? People would read what they liked or understood. +If they did not understand, it could not influence them one way or +other. She knew as well as you or I do, reader, that wheat is not +grown on pure sand; that loams, clays, moulds, each produce a +vegetation limited by their capacity; that everything will not grow +everywhere, and that, if it could, it would not be worth much. But +while the public laboured under the fad of comprehensiveness, she +recognised that she, its servant, must be comprehensive too, or her +employer would pay her off and get some one else who was up to its +standard. No one person could read, or, if they could, would care to +read, a tenth part of the literature upon her list; but that she +considered the one useful element in what she was about. It introduced +a moral influence. It would keep her audience humble--an end not +always easy to achieve where that audience is feminine, and more +richly endowed with aspiration than with solid learning--and show them +how much there still was which they did not know, notwithstanding +their acquirements. + +There came a timid knock at the door, and a second, which the +Principal heard; and laying down her pen she sat bolt-upright and +said, "Come in." + +It was Maida Springer who entered. + +At the sight of her subordinate looking crushed and wan, the +Principal's aspect softened. Her impatience of interruption gave place +to those motherly instincts which nestled sweet and fresh about her +heart, though usually sheltered and concealed from an uncongenial +world under the dry husk of her superior-woman-hood. + +"You--Maida?... I had almost given up hope of seeing you again. But +have you been sick? You do not look much benefited by your stay at the +shore--rather the other way." + +Maida looked down. "I am well, Miss Rolph. I arrived by the +night-train. I suppose that accounts for my--for my want of looks," +and she sighed; but more for the want of looks, than for herself. + +"Did my letter miscarry? It is nearly a fortnight since I wrote." + +Maida coloured. "I got it, Miss Rolph, and I am come to thank you. I +know I should have written at once; but--I meant to come instead. +Indeed I started, but--when----" Her voice died away. She looked down +more than she had done before, and her colour deepened. + +"What was it, my dear? What prevented your coming?" + +Maida lifted her head, drew a long breath, and raised her eyes to Miss +Rolph's face. Then the impossibility of uttering what there was to +tell arose before her. She bowed her head till the hat-brim and the +wisp of blue veil came down between her eyes and those of the +Principal. She strained down her arms before her, locked the fingers +of both hands together, and was speechless. + +Miss Rolph was scarcely pleased that her kindly meant interest should +be put aside; but she was not the woman to obtrude unwelcome sympathy. +She stiffened back to business, and observed with manifest coldness of +voice-- + +"Your neglect may prove prejudicial to your interests, I fear; though +perhaps not. It would have been great advancement for you, and quite a +distinguished position, if you had been able to give the course on +political economy and sociology. You would have been the first woman +in this State to enter that important field. You would have made a +name, and become a leader in our sex's emancipation. On the other +hand, I admit that I felt a misgiving as to whether your character was +yet sufficiently formed for the post. The long ages of woman's +subordination have communicated a weakness of moral fibre to the +individual of today, which it requires maturity of years, experience, +and study, to overcome. I have feared at times that I detected some +remains of the old-fashioned missishness in your character, not yet +subdued. A year or two longer in your present duties may be +advantageous. I have arranged with Dr Langenwoert from Boston to +lecture three times a-week next term. After that--who knows?--but it +depends on yourself. The Committee believes, as you are aware, that +female education should be confided to women alone. You have been +appointed a professorial assistant _pro tem_. to Dr Langenwoert. Avail +yourself of your opportunities. Study his methods; and who knows but +you may succeed him?" + +"Oh, Miss Rolph, how good you are! Forgive my seeming +thanklessness,--but, indeed--oh, Miss Rolph!" + +Maida came forward and took the Principal's hand. Her voice was too +tremulous to be trusted; her eyes were brimming full. She had entered +that room feeling so lonely, desolate, and without a friend; and here, +in her professional chief, with whom her intercourse had been limited +to what related to her duties, was a woman who cared for her, bestowed +consideration, and was kind. She could have kissed the hand--she would +fain have kissed the lips which had spoken to her kindly; but Miss +Rolph was so very superior a woman, so above and beyond female +weakness!--and what was that which she had said just now about +_missish?_ + +Miss Rolph wheeled round on her pivoted chair, and looked with her +clear, cool eyes in the other's face. + +"Maida Springer, you are in trouble! Tell me what it is. Am not I a +woman? Confide in me. I know you have no mother. I would try to advise +you as she might have done, though perhaps I am not quite old enough +for that." + +She might have spared the last observation, being fifty-five, while +Maida was but thirty; but, good lady, though undeniably superior, she +was still a woman. + +Maida's eyes overflowed. This was kindness unexpected. + +"Take a chair, my dear. Draw up close to me, and tell me all." And +when Maida drew close, she laid a hand upon her shoulder, and one +soothingly upon the fingers wringing themselves into knots in +perturbed irresolution. + +"I would--I would! But how? I cannot speak of it!" + +"When people have done no wrong, there is nothing they need fear to +tell--to a friend. Injuries and mistakes often seem lessened when we +can bring ourselves to speak about them. A burden shared presses with +but half the weight it did before. Confide in me, Maida, Unburden your +trouble." + +Maida's tears flowed freely. She made no effort to restrain them. They +softened the dry crust of misery which encased her spirit. Her head +inclined to her consoler. So did her heart in tender gratitude. She +caressed the soothing hand, but still the pent-up words refused to +come. Miss Rolph waited in silence, but found at length that she must +assist if the explanation was to be made. + +"You said, Maida, that you intended to come instead of answering my +letter--that you started?" + +"I did. I was at Narwhal Junction waiting for the train, when I met a +very old friend on the platform--going to Clam Beach, just as I was +coming away. I could not resist going back with my old friend, it was +so long since we had met. And after that, the matter of the sociology +class escaped my memory." + +"Very strange. Is Clam Beach a scene of such rackety dissipation that +people forget their private affairs? I had inferred from your +descriptions that it was quite retired--a place to rest in." + +"My friend and I had not met for years. The meeting engrossed me." + +Miss Rolph glanced in Maida's face, one sharp short glance, like an +inquisitive bird, and with the flicker of a smile which did not spread +beyond the corner of her mouth, inquired-- + +"And did--she?--your friend, take as engrossing an interest in you, my +dear? Such friendships are rare, as well as precious." + +"I did not say 'she,' Miss Rolph. It was a gentleman." + +"I imagined as much, my dear; but you were so hampered by your noun of +epicene gender, that I thought it best to be rid of it." + +Maida blushed. "Oh, Miss Rolph! What will you think of me?--of my +fitness as a pioneer in Woman's cause?" + +"Think, my dear? That you are a woman like the rest of us. This was a +feature in your nature that seemed missing. The absence of a universal +weakness does not necessarily argue strength. It may arise from +insensibility, and merely show an incomplete nature. I think better of +you, perhaps. Go on." + +"I had known him long ago. My first situation, when I began to teach, +was in his uncle's house. He was a student at Harvard, but spent his +vacations at home with us. His cousins were mere children; his uncle +and aunt had their own affairs; I was his sole companion. He taught +me much. It was a happy time. We were both young, fresh and hopeful, +and--well---- He is the only young man I ever saw much of. He expected +to make his fortune right away, and we---- But I cannot speak of +it.... + +"That was ten years ago. We corresponded--for the first year or so. +After that we lost sight of one another. I came to Montpelier; he--was +making his fortune. He recognised me on the platform at Narwhal +Junction. I was so pleased to find that he remembered me. He asked if +I was married, and he told me that he was not. He went back with me to +Clam Beach--or so I thought. Perhaps I ought to put it the other way, +and say that it was I who went with him; but at any rate we went +together, and we were together there all the time. He knew nobody but +myself, and he did not care to make acquaintances, it seemed; and he +stayed on, though at first he had spoken of leaving in two days. +And so it appeared to me--is there not some excuse for me, Miss +Rolph?--that we were taking up our intimacy just where we had laid it +down before." + +"Ah!" said Miss Rolph. The bird-like look of the philosophic +investigator had left her features now, and she was listening with +genuine interest. She had still a heart, away down deep below her +theories and professional fads, and there was perennial interest for +her in a kindness between man and woman; which may have been unworthy +of her position, but was as salt to preserve her nature sound and +wholesome. + +"What is his name, my dear? One follows a story so much better for +knowing the names." + +"Roe--Gilbert Roe. Has it not a pleasant sound?" + +Miss Rolph's eyelids quivered in a momentary start. Then she looked +down into her lap, compressing her lips, and making as if she would +show no sign till all was told. + +"He stayed on more than a week. He is there now, I daresay. He was +with me constantly--sat beside me at table. People said it was a sure +case, and congratulated me; and I--well--what else could I think? I +believed them. Looking back now, with my insight cleared by what came +after, I am bound to own that he said nothing in all that time. When I +tried to hark back to the community of feeling that had subsisted +between us long ago, he disregarded and passed it by. I am not +accusing him of behaving badly, remember. It is my own foolish +credulity alone which I have to blame; and oh, Miss Rolph, what +humiliation it has brought on me! It hunted me away home here. I dared +not, for shame, go back to Clam Beach, even to bring away my things." + +"I do not follow." + +"We went one day--it was yesterday, but it seems like years since, for +the gulf of misery I have waded across since then. There was a +clam-bake at Blue Fish Creek, and we were there. Everybody was there. +We were sitting apart in a shady place, waiting till the heat would +temper down. He was smoking or reading the paper, I forget which. All +of a sudden he jumped up and left me. I looked round. He was +addressing a lady who seemed unwilling to hear him. She tried to pass +on without noticing him. She had taken no notice of him at the Beach, +though they had been living under the same roof for a week. He +persisted in accosting her, and angry words passed between them. She +said she was free of him. He would not admit it." + +"Who was the lady?" + +"A Miss Hillyard of Chicago or somewhere. I am not acquainted with +her." + +"That is my niece! The Gilbert Roe you speak of must be her husband." + +"Husband? Ah! that may explain the cruelty of what he did next. And it +was cruel and humiliating to me! And there need have been no occasion +for it, if he had told me at the first that he was married. She +taunted him with my friendship. I heard her. And he--was it manly of +him?--he actually proposed to bring her to me, to ask if there was +anything between us more than old acquaintanceship!" Maida's voice +rose into a cry as she said it. She clenched her hands; and cheeks, +brow, neck, grew scarlet, and then she buried her face in her +handkerchief and sobbed. + +"It must be Rose, my niece, and her husband. I would believe anything +that could be told me of them. There never were two such ill-regulated +young things brought together, I do believe--so fond, so foolish, so +obstinate and wayward. There never was such a fiasco as their married +life has proved. Both handsome, both clever, both well off, and each, +I believe, most truly attached to the other; yet neither would forbear +to gratify a whim, neither would submit to be crossed in the smallest +trifle by the other. They squabbled away for not much over a year, and +then the Divorce Court came in and parted them. A pair of unruly +children! It was whipped they should have been, and made promise to +kiss and be friends. Instead of that, they are divorced and +discredited for life, and nothing good need be expected ever to happen +to either of them any more. These ill-considered changes in our +customs are deplorable. It is good to rescue the downtrodden from +oppression, but only evil can come of confounding liberty with +licence." + +"Perhaps you may be mistaken," Maida answered, looking up and drying +her eyes. It consoled her to hear her affronters soundly scolded, even +in their absence. "Hillyard is no such uncommon name. This lady passed +for unmarried at the hotel, and they say she is engaged to be married +to a gentleman from Canada. Yes, by the by, it was to remonstrate +about that, that Mr Roe spoke to her." + +"So the Divorce Court, even, does not end their squabbles! Whom was +she said to be engaged to?" + +"A Mr Naylor--a real nice gentleman, and devoted to her. Every one was +talking about the beautiful presents of jewellery he had ordered her +from New York." + +"Naylor? What is he like?" + +"He is real nice, I should say, by his looks, and very rich. He has +some nieces with him, well dressed and real aristocratic. Belong to +the first families, I guess, and quite thick with all the first people +at the Beach. No culture to speak of, but high-strung--very!" + +"How old is this Mr Naylor, should you suppose? and what is he like? +Is he a tall man, now, for instance?" + +"He is not tall--no. Thick-set, almost stout; a heap shorter than +Gil----Mr Roe. Middle-aged. His hair is beginning to turn. Not old, +though certainly not young, but with a nice kindly face, and real +cheerful. I hope she will stick to him. It would be real distressing +if she were to jilt him, and I don't see what call a divorced husband +can have to interfere. What were divorces made for, if not to keep bad +husbands from bothering?" + +Miss Rolph had been moving uneasily in her chair. She stood up now, +looking agitated but very firm. + +"I believe I know this Mr Naylor. The engagement must be broken off +without an hour's delay. The idea is horrible!... I thought I had done +with this awful girl. When she left her husband, and refused to listen +to right principle and common decency, I washed my hands of her. But +this---- It is an unimaginable horror! When does the next train leave +for Clam Beach, I wonder? How do you go?" + +"You cannot go to-night You will not be able to connect," Maida +answered in some disgust. The idea of Naylor's coming in and securing +the lady, and leaving Roe forlorn, which she had begun to conjure up, +was distinctly consoling. She did not like to think of the energetic +Miss Rolph intervening to upset the pleasing possibility. + +Miss Rolph spread out a map. "There is Lippenstock, a station where +all trains stop, close by. I can book for there, and drive over in the +evening." + +Maida sighed. "If you go, Miss Rolph, would you kindly mention to Mrs +Denwiddie that I am here? You know her, I daresay; you seem to know +every one at the Beach. Say I got a telegram--say anything. She is +sure to be thinking something dreadful about my going away so +sudden-like--without a word, or taking away my things." + +Miss Rolph, in her agitation, looked round on Maida. She could not +help smiling, notwithstanding her anxiety. The world is filled with +such a tangle of conflicting interests, and each of us has room in his +little brain only for the few which connect with himself. + +"I do not know the lady, my dear; but I shall mention at the office +that you were suddenly called home. I will settle your bill, and bid +them pack up and forward your things." + + + + + CHAPTER XXXII. + + "YOU MAY TRUST ME TO HOLD MY TONGUE!" + + +The dance at Blue Fish Creek was a success of its kind--the kind which +might be expected. It was held in the "town hall," a sort of loft +above the station of the village fire-engine, the one large room of +the place; used on Sundays as a church by some sect which had not +attained to a meeting-house of its own, as a singing-school on winter +nights when the younger villagers grew tired of remaining at home, and +as general place of gathering where the people met to discuss politics +or to be entertained by itinerant players. + +The hall was crowded and very hot. Three fiddles supplied the +squeaking music of catgut in agony, while the young and active +disported themselves amid clouds of dust of their own raising. The +dances were complicated and strange, being of the kind in which an +earlier generation loved to take exercise; but the motley crowd was +happy--poussetted, chassied, and performed feats which I can neither +name nor spell, with a will. + +Margaret Naylor had had a great deal of young Petty's company, and was +rather weary of him. From the moment when her uncle had bidden her +farewell, her attention to the young man's conversation had begun to +wander. Exert himself as he might, he failed to interest her, and he +grew depressed himself in consequence. In the hall he persuaded her to +dance once, but she refused point-blank when he ventured to ask her +again. He felt dispirited, and soon withdrew from the festive throng, +going out into the night, which had fallen dark and starless, and +wandering round within hearing of the fiddles and the stamping feet, +like a Peri shut out of Paradise--detesting the sounds of mirth in +which he had no share, but unable to drag himself away. Even tobacco, +that silent comforter of the miserable, failed to soothe him, and he +hung around the entrance of the hall, to which he had no desire to +return. + +It was growing late. The stablemen had put the horses to the vehicles +for the home-going, and ranged them in double row to await the +breaking up of the gathering; but still the fiddlers plied the cruel +bow upon the screeching catgut, and still the steady tramp of the +dancers went on as briskly as ever. Petty lighted a fresh cigar, and +told himself that his time of waiting had nearly expired. As the +thought formed itself, a figure passed him coming down from the hall. +It was muffled, so far as the lightness of summer attire would admit. +Something was drawn over the head which made it unrecognisable as it +passed quickly from under the dim lamp on the stairs into the darkness +without. It stood for an instant accustoming itself to the gloom. He +could see it turn about as if looking for an expected object. There +was an omnibus provided with a lantern in the line of vehicles, which +weakly illumined a little circle around it, and lent a few feeble +indications as to more distant objects. The figure looked around +again, and then, in a tremulous voice raised little above a whisper, +it uttered the one word "Walter!" + +Walter Petty's heart bounded into his throat, and beat tumultuously, +like a startled bird, against his ribs. This was an altogether +unexpected turn. She--there was no question as to who she was, when +once that dear voice sounded--she called him by his name! It was her +first time to do it, and he had not dared to hope she ever would. The +cigar was tossed into the gutter in a twinkling, and he was at her +side, too deeply moved to trust himself to speak. + +That was unnecessary. Her own excitement compelled her to take the +word. + +"Oh quick, Walter! If mamma should miss me, and come out in search! +What a commotion! Hurry! quick!... The buggy in front?--is it not?... +You have everything ready of course? Oh hurry!" + +Petty was puzzled What was she up to? Yet it did not matter what. It +was right, or she would not do it. And if there was danger, he would +be at her side. She flew to the front of the line, he striding, almost +running, beside her. She was in the buggy in an instant. He followed. +The reins were in his hands. The stable-boy let go the horse's head. +They were away. + +Away, but whither? Home, of course. Where else could she desire to go? +Yet why so much mystery? such anxiety to escape, and steal away? It +must be that detestable Wilkie, who had been so intrusive at +Fessenden's Island. She had been staving him off for a week back, he +thought he had observed. Now her mother was forcing him on her, and +she had run away. What a fine spirited girl! Yet why did all the +mothers run after that cad Wilkie? He was not a gentleman even, and +yet Walter's own mother had been encouraging his attentions to his +sister Ann. A pretty brother-in-law to bring into a family! And to +think the fellow should presume to have two strings to his bow! And +such strings! It made this jolly clatter of hoofs and wheels, this +careering headlong through the night, even more delightful, if that +were possible, to think of the other man left behind and biting his +nails in disappointment. + +"Quicker, Walter! quicker! Are we safely away, do you think? Can they +overtake us?" How close she nestled to his side! How strong and +protecting he felt! How heroic, as he peered out in the darkness, +between the ears of his horse, to see if all were clear! The horse +could see the way and take the turns, Walter could not. His driving +was an act of faith; he could but sit and peer, and feel the horse's +mouth, and be alert against a stumble or anything which might befall. +Not seeing, he could not guide. It was late, fortunately, and there +were no other travellers on the road. The night air blew past them +fresh and exhilarating, and the soft pressure of his companion +nestling to his side was an unspeakable delight. She seemed +agitated--unduly, as it appeared to him; but then a woman is a tender +thing, he thought, and how tender and solicitous he would be of this +one, if she gave him the right! He could feel her tremble, and she +spoke short ejaculatory sentences from time to time; not as if she +wanted him to answer--and what was there he could say?--but merely to +relieve her high-wrought feelings. + +"I did not think I could have done it, Walter. Only for you I could +have broke away. I feel quite wicked. But surely even mamma has no +right to come in between you and me; and now she certainly must not." + +Walter Petty agreed with the conclusion, but was at a loss to divine +the premisses through which it was arrived at. However, they were +going down a steep hill, his faculties were on the stretch as they +jolted down in the darkness, and he had to support the horse, +momentarily in danger of a stumble or upset upon the loose stones +which encumbered the way. He did not answer, and Margaret was growing +accustomed to the situation and recovering her composure. + +They passed a wayside tavern whose windows still showed light, +standing at a crossing where four ways met. Margaret recognised it, +and the next moment observing that they turned to the right, she +exclaimed-- + +"Walter! That is Mollekin's; you should have turned to the left for +Narwhal Junction. If you keep on as we are going, we shall be at Clam +Beach in fifteen minutes." + +"Or ten, dear Margaret," Walter answered. + +Margaret bounded up in her seat and drew away. Had Walter not clutched +at her gown in time, she must have fallen out. + +"Mr Petty! How come _you_ to be here? What trap--what trick is this?" + +"You brought me yourself, Miss Naylor. I have complied with your +wishes as far as I have known how. You called me. You seemed to want +my service. I was proud to be of use." + +"You? I was to have met---- I did not call you, Mr Petty. How could +you suppose it? I am not intimate with you. We are common +acquaintances. That is all. What right had you to intrude? You have +done me an irreparable injury. I should not have expected this of +you." + +"You came out of the hall in haste, Miss Naylor. You spoke to me. You +said 'Walter.' I obeyed. I supposed you wanted to get home." + +"You----" Margaret did not finish the sentence. Why should she betray +herself? she thought. He seemed to have no suspicion as to her +intentions. Why should she enlighten him? As he had frustrated her +design, her best course was to leave him in his delusion. It would +prevent gossip in the hotel. She would acquiesce in his supposition, +seeing that her scheme to get away was balked for the present. "I did +not know you in the dark, Mr Petty; I thought you were some one else. +But it is all right. I have been driven nearly crazy by those jarring +fiddles, and the dust and heat. Thanks for your kind readiness to +oblige. I am dizzy with headache. I shall go to my room at once, and +be asleep before the rest get home." + +There was a clatter of hoofs behind them. Margaret drew her wraps over +her head, and cowered low in her seat. Was she pursued? Was she +overtaken? A little in front shone the lights of the hotel. How +welcome they were now! A horseman dashed past at full gallop. He leapt +down at the hotel door, and when the buggy drew up, Walter Blount was +there to receive Margaret on alighting. + +"You took away my buggy, Mr Petty," he observed, when that gentleman's +countenance came within the circle of light streaming from the hotel +door. "However, you have brought it safely here. Accept my thanks. I +will relieve you now." Then turning to Margaret, "Now, dearest! in +again!" He followed her, and to Petty's astonishment, the pair were +gone. + +Joseph Naylor, lounging on the gallery hard by, had seen the passage. +He came forward and laid his hand on Petty's arm, as, standing +stock-still in his bewilderment, he peered into the darkness after the +vanished buggy. + +"A strange part you seem to have played in those young folk's +comedy--a tantalising part, and laughable, if people knew about it. +But we will not tell them, will we? They have been long engaged. Mamma +was adverse, perhaps unreasonable. But she will come round. We won't +interfere, to spoil sport. Will we, Petty?" + +Walter looked round rather ruefully. "You may trust to my holding my +tongue, Mr Naylor. My own part in it has not been so distinguished +that I need wish it known." + +The runaways were on the road to Lippenstock. Walter Blount had spent +the evening in the hall ready to follow Margaret as she went out. He +had missed her, and waited on, till the party broke up not long after. +Then he had found that his buggy was gone, and not seeing the lady, +surmised she might be in it--might have got in to await him, and +allowed the horse to bolt. He had difficulty in procuring a horse to +follow, but in the end succeeded in bribing the man to take a leader +out of one of the omnibuses, under a storm of reproaches from the +outraged passengers, and had galloped to the Beach in hopes of +overtaking and reclaiming his missing "rig"; and he had succeeded, +recovering both outfit and passenger. + +"Oh, Walter! what luck!" cried Margaret. "I thought that ridiculous Mr +Petty had spoiled everything. His name is Walter, it seems; and when I +called you, he answered. He should have known I would not call him by +his name. We must hurry, though. Everybody will know, now, as soon as +they get home. I see we are on the road to Lippenstock." + +"Yes. Why should we risk meeting them, even in the dark? But I do not +think young Petty will say anything. He seems a decent fellow who +would not do a shabby thing; and he is not likely to tell an adventure +in which he plays so ridiculous a part. To carry away a lady for +another man!" + + + + + CHAPTER XXXIII. + + SUSAN IS EQUAL TO THE EMERGENCY. + + +Mrs Naylor was late of coming down-stairs next morning, but she took +no special notice of Margaret's not having come to inquire for her, +further than to prepare herself with a taunt at undutiful children +against the moment when they should meet. Her empty chair at dinner, +however, told that something was amiss; and Lucy could give no +information, further than that Margaret had not slept at Clam Beach +the previous night. + +"Not slept? What do you mean? Have you been keeping this from me all +these hours? Why did you not tell me at once?" + +"Because you make such a fuss, mamma. It was as much as my peace for +all day was worth to disturb you." + +"You take it coolly. You must know where she is?" + +"No indeed, mamma. She was under your own wing when I saw her last. +You sat on one side of her, and Mr Petty on the other. If she has +broken away at last from such close _surveillance_, it is not very +surprising." + +"Has your sister run away, my dear?" asked Mrs Wilkie across the table +of Lucy. Then, turning her eyes defiantly on the mother, with whom, +since their last set-to, she could scarcely be said to be on speaking +terms, she added, "I gave you warning, ma'am, about certain on-goings; +and ye were scarcely ceevil to me on the head of it. Who's right now? +I'd like to know." + +"Whist, mother!" said her son, pulling at her gown under the table. +"Let people settle their own hash." + +"They would have mixed my son up in their hash, and done for him, if +they could. I'll show them I see through them and their pretensions, +now when they're fand out, and know what a little-worth crew they +are." + +Joseph Naylor overheard, and could not restrain a smile, which excited +the indignation of his sister-in-law almost beyond control. + +"I remember your polite expressions, ma'am," she said; "but there are +distinctions which make a difference. The gentleman you then chose to +speak of disrespectfully, coupling his name with Miss Naylor's in a +most unwarrantable manner, is fifth son of a deputy-lieutenant and +Custos Rotulorum in Memicombshire, England. You have not been used to +meet gentlemen of his station, and had better not refer to them. +Ignorance becomes ridiculous when it forces itself into notice." + +"The fifth son of a tirlie-wirlie, is he, ma'am? I think little of +that. I'd have ye know that my son has a tirlie-wirlie of his own, if +it's a cairidge ye mean. The fifth son of people with a cairidge isn't +much. He'd have to ride outside on the dickie beside the driver, I'm +thinking." + +Mrs Naylor was dumb. It is useless to retort on people who do not, or +who will not, understand. + +At that moment a telegram was brought to Joseph. He tore it open, read +it, and handed it to his sister-in-law. + +"This is from Margaret," he whispered. "Control yourself, and do not +give the people room to snigger at your expense." + +The telegram was dated Gorham, New Hampshire. It ran: "Married at +eleven this morning. Margaret Blount." + +Mrs Naylor read, and but for the sudden flushing of her features, +controlled herself from any outward betrayal of displeasure. It is the +one unmixed good which comes of living in public, that people are +compelled to suppress their manifestations of feeling; and, driven by +stress of circumstances to seem calm, the more speedily become so +really. Reason, unimpeded by emotion, which is nourished on its own +manifestations, comes sooner to the rescue, and shows how few +miscarriages are worth the distress we are apt to give ourselves over +them. In pretending before observers to make light of a +disappointment, we involuntarily give heed to our own words, and come +to think less of it than otherwise we should have done. Mrs Naylor's +mind, instead of dwelling on her provocation, was forced to conceal +the wound from the impertinently curious, and thereby dividing itself +upon two views of the subject--the grievance and its concealment--was +less disturbed by either. + +The first idea which came distinct to the surface, through her mental +perturbation, was an appreciation of her own good sense; and her good +fortune, in having boasted, immediately before having received this +news, of her son-in-law's high connections. Now that the young man was +indissolubly knotted to her family, and she must make the most of him, +the Custos Rotulorum, with his ancestral hall in Memicombshire, was +the sheet-anchor of his claim to consequence. If it was an ideal +claim, instead of the grossly real one she had desired for her +daughter's husband, it was infinitely finer in kind; and she prepared +to take it up, and brandish it vigorously, to cow and overpower +impressible minds, and suppress colonial pretension. + +She began to feel quite imperial, after a little trying, and when +dinner was over, had come to feel that a Custos Rotulorum made an +infinitely finer father-in-law for her girl than all the judges in the +Dominion rolled into one could have done. When the ladies gathered +up-stairs, therefore, she played her best card, under the +circumstances, with quite a good heart; she showed them her telegram, +and claimed their congratulations. She talked effusively of "an old +attachment"--"two romantic children, who could not bring themselves to +profane the interchange of their holy vows, with the garish +vulgarities of orange-blossoms and Brussels lace, bride's-maids, +breakfast, and speechifying, but had resolved to go away by themselves +and be married in peace." "She had been persuaded to keep their secret +and say nothing." "They were away on their wedding tour, now; but she +was still under promise to reveal no more." "They might have gone to +California or to visit the Custos Rotulorum," she would not say which, +but she let it be inferred that it was England and the ancestral hall, +to which their happy steps were bent. + +The ladies thus unexpectedly called on for congratulations paid them +at once--they could not help themselves; but they paid them perhaps a +little grudgingly, feeling injured at having been balked of the +preliminary tattle. Had it been sympathy and condolence which Mrs +Naylor claimed, they could have opened their hearts much more freely. +They could have mingled a tear or two quite comfortably with hers, and +felt deeply interested in the new sensation; but that two young people +should go away and get married, without telling anybody, and then that +it should turn out a right, proper, and desirable union, was treating +them very badly, in the dearth just then of pleasurable excitement. + +Joseph Naylor was the only person who fully enjoyed the scene, as he +walked upon the gallery with Rose, and looked in through the open +windows. What a remarkable woman was this sister-in-law of his, to be +sure! and how little he had been aware of those reserves of strength +and quickness which she was now displaying to such good purpose! +Accustomed in the family circle to have her way, and to overbear +opposition with petulance, peevishness, indignation, or convenient ill +health, as best suited, it had not occurred to him that for once she +could act like a sensible woman and bravely accept the inevitable. He +had dreaded an explosion, a scene, perhaps a fainting-fit and general +commotion, when in helpless trepidation he had handed her that +telegram; and here she was, with a smiling face, claiming felicitation +on the overthrow of her plans and wishes, and actually taking credit +for a result which had worked itself out in defiance of her +opposition. + +"There is not an acrobat in Barnum's circus," he said, "who could have +turned a somersault as neatly. I could not have believed our Susan +capable of so sudden a change of front. A woman of her talent and +resource is hid away and completely lost in a small place like Jones's +Landing." + +Rose agreed with him, and was vastly interested in the whole affair. +She dwelt on it, recurred to the different points and stages, +discussed, analysed, and combed out every detail separately to its +greatest length. It gratified Joseph that she should concern herself +so warmly in his family affairs, but he would have been glad if her +interest had been sooner satisfied. She contrived that the +conversation should not progress, as it naturally would have done, +from Margaret's love-passages to their own. Even the night on +Fessenden's Island was not able, as Joseph had felt confident that it +would be, to withdraw her thoughts from the runaways to their own +tender affairs. When he endeavoured to transfer the interest, she +returned with renewed curiosity to ask where Margaret and Blount first +met, and from that digressed still further, to demand full particulars +of his circumstances, birth, and parentage. She was as charmingly +companionable as she always had been; Joseph loved and adored as he +always did; but he could not draw her on to the closer and more +personal topic on which he yearned to hold converse. + +That topic--their engagement--was one to which this afternoon she had +an insuperable, and, as she told herself, an unreasonable repugnance +to reopen at the present moment. Come it must, eventually, and she +would welcome it; but not to-day. A shadow was upon her, the shadow of +Bertie Roe, an influence to which she was resolved that she would not +yield, but which yet had power to cast an unattractiveness and dimness +over all beside. She had broken with that man for ever, had she not? +but she had spoken with him, in dismissing him, and the converse of +all the world beside had lost its relish. She felt, but would not own +it. Had she not announced openly her new engagement? and was she, like +some poor-spirited slave, to break it off and go back, because her old +tyrant had chosen to lift his finger? What would her friends, the +world, the free-thinking and strong-minded who had applauded her +spirit, say to see her go back to bondage and resume her chains? She +chafed to think of it, and tried to lash herself into new anger +against her husband. And she had felt so strong in her resolve, all +through the bygone week! To think that a few words, and a little +pleading, should have weakened her like this! She was growing unworthy +of her former self. How dim and indistinct her wrongs had grown since +yesterday, when that sweet insidious voice had taken on itself to +explain them away! Why had she listened?... And until yesterday, the +sight of the woman he was always walking with had made her strong; but +that crouching figure under the tree, seen yesterday, who could fear +that? How feel jealous of aught so forlorn? There was a little triumph +in it, that Bertie should have been brought so low; but she missed the +tonic and strengthening influence which had been thus dispelled. She +was resolved to resist, to have done with Bertie Roe; but there was a +strange diffidence of the strength within her, which she would not +acknowledge to herself, but still was aware of, foreboding general +collapse. + +Trying to keep up this waning strength, she worked hard at being +interested in Joseph and his family, especially in the family; that +was the easier subject of the two, and it avoided comparisons, +dangerous at this moment--comparison of years, of stature and physical +endowment, which told against him. + +And so Joseph and Rose worked out this day in ostensible amity and +intimacy, but with an inward doubt burrowing and working like hidden +currents in spring beneath the ice, eating it away, and honeycombing +the solid mass, which still looks huge and immovable as ever; and will +continue so to seem, till comes the end, and with a crash the massive +structure crumbles and melts and disappears. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXIV. + + MISS ROLPH IS SEVERE. + + +It was growing late at night. The proprietor and his clerk had +concluded the labours of the day, and were arranging with the +house-steward the bill of fare for the morrow. The male guests were +up-stairs in the parlours with the ladies, or else had secluded +themselves to play poker in private rooms, in accordance with the +rigorous house-rule against gambling. Gilbert Roe alone paced the +lower corridor, smoking cigar after cigar, which failed to soothe +him--restless and woebegone, waiting on for he knew not what, unable +to tear himself from the dreariest quarters in which he had ever +sojourned. + +He was not popular with the men. He took no interest in their +amusements, having other cares at this time, and they voted him +unsociable and of no account. Since Maida's disappearance, the few +lady guests with whom he was acquainted had asked him where she was; +and on his declaring that he did not know, they had turned away with a +frightened and suspicious glance, as though they suspected him of +having made away with her. He wandered about the house like another +Cain, suspected, dreaded, and shunned, as though there were a mark of +warning and of evil on his brow; but he would not go away while Rose +remained an inmate of the house. He had an impression that there was +an influence within her doing battle on his behalf--he had detected +her furtive glances more than once wandering towards him, and averted +again ere he could meet them, and he would not go away; but the +waiting was inexpressibly dreary in the meantime. + +The rumble of wheels was heard outside; a vehicle stopped before the +door. The porter, drowsing in his corner, started to his feet and ran +down to carry in baggage, and the landlord followed to inspect the +untimely arrival. It was a tall spare lady, dressed in black, who +walked straight to the desk and registered herself, "Principal Rolph, +Female College, Montpelier;" then asked to have Miss Springer's bill +made out, that she might settle it, and desired that lady's effects to +be packed up and forwarded. + +Having finished her business with the clerk, she turned to follow the +bell-boy to her appointed chamber, and met Roe straight in the eye, as +he wearily paced the tiles, counting the minutes in their lagging +flight, till his hour should arrive for turning in. + +"Bertie Roe! Ha! you may well look guilty and ashamed to face me. You +did not expect to see me here, I reckon." + +He held out his hand to her, though his look on meeting was scarcely +one of welcome. + +"We will dispense with hand-shaking, all things considered. We can +neither of us be very pleased to see the other; but you need not pass +on. I mean to speak my mind to you before I let you go." + +"Speak on, Miss Rolph. It is natural you should feel strongly against +me. I will not even tell you that it was not my fault. That would seem +like casting reflections where I promised and still wish to defend." + +"That sounds proper enough; but I have more against you than you +think--another instance of your misconduct. What possesses you, Bertie +Roe, to go prowling and ravening about the world like this?--blighting +the lives and devastating the affections of trusting women? Why do you +do it? What pleasure can you feel in crushing a girl's self-respect, +and making her feel shameless and a fool?" + +"She does not feel one bit like a fool, Miss Rolph; and her +self-respect is not crushed at all. Far from wishing to crush her, I +am ready to humble myself, and take the blame of what I did not bring +about, and, heaven knows, had no wish should happen." + +"Then you did not wish Maida Springer to run away as she did? If she +had stayed, would you have proposed to marry her? You took a curious +way to show your intentions." + +"Maida Springer! What have I to do with _her?_ And what have _you_ to +do with Maida Springer?" + +"She is a particular friend of mine. I have a high opinion of Maida +Springer, and I think you have behaved to her like a ruffian." + +"We are old friends. I have always wished her well, and she wishes me +well, I am sure. An unkind word has never passed between us, and we +have been constantly together for--let me see--all the time I have +been staying here." + +"I know that; and when a single man devotes himself in that open way +to an unmarried woman, what does it mean, if not marriage? Was it +honourable of you, Bertie Roe, to behave like that?" + +"I do not consider myself a single man, Miss Rolph. I never +shall--unless--unless--which God forbid!" + +"Did you tell her you did not consider yourself single?" + +"How could I, Miss Rolph? Do you think a man is made of wood and +leather?" + +"Then you left her to believe that you were single, Bertie Roe; and +you should be ashamed of yourself. You told her--I have it from +herself--that you were not married." + +"Neither am I, Miss Rolph. The Divorce Court has annulled my +marriage." + +"You have behaved dishonourably, Bertie; and with callous cruelty +besides, from what she told me, in betraying her weakness as you did, +to the other. It was not a manly act, let me tell you. I expected +better things of you." + +"How could I know, or even suspect? Do you take me for so conceited an +ass that I must needs suppose every woman I converse with is in love +with me?" + +"That will not do, Bertie. You are not such a stripling as not to know +that girls expect to marry, that society forbids them to make the +advance, and that if a man pays them undivided and conspicuous +attention, they are entitled to believe that he means something." + +"I never thought of that, Miss Rolph. If you will believe me, there is +but one woman in the world I can ever feel towards in that way." + +"And a pretty way you took to show your love!--deserted her--judgment +by default--'cruelty and desertion'!" + +"What could I do? She would not listen to reason. I could not let her +name be dragged through the law reports in company with those of all +the worst people in the State. No; you must acknowledge, Miss Rolph, +that I showed forbearance and consideration there, at least. What +would the charming little tempers we both remember have looked like, +after being carded out and hackled by a pair of foul-mouthed lawyers? +They would have made her a laughing-stock to the whole country. I know +I was right in letting judgment go by default, though it went sorely +against my grain to do it." + +"And now you see the consequence. She is engaged to marry another +man." + +"But you will not let her, Miss Rolph? You will insist on her giving +me another chance. I am confident she will never be fond of any one +else as she was fond of me, and still is in her heart, if she would +listen to its promptings." + +"That you may bicker together incessantly, and quarrel anew?--like a +pair of spoilt children, to be a scandal to decent people?" + +"Ah! that is over, you may rely, Miss Rolph. I venture to assert that +we have both suffered too deeply in our separation ever to let the +bond, if it should be renewed, fret us again. Such patience as we +shall have with one another, will be a sight to see. You will help us +to make it up, Miss Rolph? Your advice goes a long way with her." + +"I fear not. I have tried ere now, and had my interference declined +with thanks. I cannot attempt to make it up between you and her. In +fact I had resolved to wash my hands of her altogether; but for other +reasons, this new engagement of hers must be broken off, though I +shall not approach _her_ on the subject--in the first instance, at +least. I shall go to the gentleman." + +"Only break it off, dear Miss Rolph, and you have my lifelong +gratitude--and hers too, though it seems a bold assertion; but I have +seen signs of relenting, and I believe it is pride, and the fear of +being laughed at, which chiefly keep up the estrangement." + +"We shall see, Bertie; but you do not deserve it," said Miss Rolph, +attempting to keep up the rigour of her first words, though the +friendliness of her nod and smile at parting belied the pretence. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXV. + + MILLICENT. + + +Next morning, Joseph Naylor was disturbed in the act of shaving by the +intelligence that a lady desired to see him, and that she was waiting +his coming down-stairs in one of the parlours. + +"A lady? Who is it? What does she want?" he inquired of the black boy +who brought the message. + +"Principal of the Female College at Montpelier, sah." + +"Never heard of the institution. Some one drumming up for pupils, I +suppose. My nieces are rather old to put to school. They would not go +if I tried to put them. Why does she not apply to their mother? Susan +never did allow me to interfere about the schools--or anything else, +for that matter, when she could manage without me." + +He finished his dressing quickly, however, and hastened down-stairs. + +In the parlour stood a tall, grey woman, clad in black, awaiting him. +He advanced with a low bow and a look of inquiry. The lady looked +earnestly in his face, coming forward to meet him with extended hand. + +"You do not know me, Joseph?" + +Joseph stared in surprise at so intimate a form of address; yet there +was a tone in the voice which seemed not unfamiliar, though he could +not connect it in his memory with any particular time, place, or +person. + +"I am changed, of course,"--it was still the lady who spoke,--"but so +are you. Try if you cannot recall. It is five-and-twenty years since +we last met." + +"You have the advantage, ma'am." + +"My name is Millicent Rolph. You know me now?" + +"You? Do you mean that you are Lina's sister?" + +"I am, Joseph--your sister-in-law. You cannot have forgotten our last +meeting at the old home in New Orleans?" + +"I can never forget the last time I met Millicent Rolph; but I trace +no resemblance between you and her. She was a woman of thirty, +dark-haired, large, handsome; you--do not resemble her." + +"She was thirty twenty-five years ago, and you were twenty-two. The +years have left their mark upon us both. I cannot but be changed. I +have come through the troubles of a lifetime. There was the war, and +mother's death, and the ruin of our affairs in New Orleans; and there +have been trials and much hard work since then, to change me into the +spare, elderly, white-haired woman you see now. You are changed too, +though life has dealt less harshly, I should judge. Yet I recognised +you at once, though I had prayed that I might not--that you might +prove to be another man, bearing by accident the name of my +brother-in-law.... We were such friends once, Joseph, in the long ago. +Sitting under the shade of the magnolias in the dear old garden, with +Lina between us----" + +"Have done, Millicent! I confess now that it is you. I recognise your +voice. But do not stir up old memories. They haunted me like ghosts +for more than twenty years. It is only recently that I have been able +to lay them.... Let them lie. You weighed me down with misery enough +when last we met. Do not refer to it. I had rather we had not met now. +It is like reopening a grave, even to hear you speak. It brings back +all I would forget--all I have been cheating myself into believing +that I had buried and got rid of at last." + +"I can understand the feeling." + +"What can I do to serve you? Tell me; but let us part at once. I will +do anything, but I cannot stand here listening. Your voice is heavy +with memories like forebodings; my heart sinks at the very sound. +Speak, and let me leave you. What do you want?" + +"I want nothing, Joseph--nothing for myself. It is for your own sake I +am come, and it tears my heart to say the things I have to tell you." + +"You said something like that when you acted so cruelly before, you +and your mother; but you did not spare me." + +"I am come to warn you, Joseph, against this marriage you propose to +make." + +"You are? Have you not injured me enough in my affections already? Are +five-and-twenty years of widowhood not enough to have inflicted on one +who never knowingly offended you? What wrong have I done you, that you +should persecute me like this?" + +"Joseph, I always loved you like a sister. It crushes me to be made +the herald of your disappointments; but I have no choice." + +"I will not listen to you. You shall not put me from Rose as you did +from Lina. Let me pass." + +"You cannot marry Rose. You must stop and hear me;" and she planted +herself between him and the door. + +"Then I must escape by the window; and there she is, standing at the +farther end of the gallery. How spirited and sweet she looks--how like +our Lina!... Millicent, you will pity, and not come in between? Look, +she sees us! She starts. She is coming to us with that pretty shyness +which seems half defiance. One would think she knew you well, +Millicent?" + +"She does, Joseph. Listen to her when we meet; it will save a world of +painful explanation." + +Rose came forward, not very quickly, though pride forbade her +faltering. She held her head erect, and her colour was heightened; but +her eyes were far from steady, and for all her endeavours to outface +the situation, betrayed an inclination to seek the ground. + +"You here, Aunt Millicent? I did not know that you and Mr Naylor were +acquainted." + +"_Aunt_ Millicent? Are you two related, then?" gasped Joseph, his +nether jaw falling. + +"She is your own daughter, Joseph Naylor! It was to tell you so that I +sought you out--to preserve you from the hideous mistake you were +about to make. But oh! it breaks my heart that I should be your +messenger of evil tidings again." + +Joseph leant against the window-jamb, looking very pale, and uttering +a sigh so deep that it sounded like a moan. + +"Do you mean that she is Lina's child?" he said, after a pause. + +"Yes; and yours." + +"I never was told that I had a child. You might have told me that, +when you told the rest." + +"Would it have been easier, think you, to bear the loss of Lina, if +you had been told that we were keeping you from your child? If we had +told you of her birth, perhaps you might have claimed her. Lina must +have learnt everything. She would have died of shame and remorse." + +"When was the child born?" + +"The day the news reached us of her father's loss at sea; her birth +was hastened by the news. The mother nearly died. She fell out of one +fainting-fit into another, till exhausted nature could endure no more. +For days her life hung trembling in the balance, and then the sight of +the baby turned the scale. There was something to live for--something +that seemed part of you. We took them North. The baby throve, and for +her sake poor Lina took heart and tried to live." + +"And you deprived the child even of its father's name?" + +"Hillyard adopted her. Lina had no other family. She lived five years +only after that marriage." + +"Why did you not restore her to me when her mother died?" + +"We could not, Joseph: the world is so big. Where were we to look for +you? You came no more to New Orleans. By-and-by the war drove us +North, and reduced us to poverty. Mother died. I went to live with +Hillyard and bring up the child. He was devoted to her. They were +everything to one another. It would have been cruelty to interfere." + +"You seem to have had pity for every one but me, Millicent. Could this +Hillyard's rights in the child compare with mine?" + +"You had gone out of our lives, Joseph. We knew--that is, I +knew--little about your family, except that they lived somewhere up in +Canada. That was too far away for us, living in New Orleans, to take +much interest in. Afterwards, when I lived with Hillyard in Canada, +near Sarnia, I did not remember, or know how to set about inquiring." + +"You might have been more considerate, Millicent. You have had a care +for every one but me. I do not deny that you do your duty in +interfering to prevent me from marrying my own daughter; but you +should have begun sooner. To find an intended wife changed into a +daughter is--is--is a shock!" + +"You will bear it, Joseph, like the man you are. In any case, you +could not have married this headstrong girl: she is another man's +wife." + +Rose flushed, but said nothing. She and her Aunt Millicent had been +accustomed to each other's contradictious speeches all through life. +It was Joseph who came to the rescue of his new-found daughter. + +"You should not speak so, Millicent, of your sister's child. You may +not hold with divorces in general, but you should keep quiet in this +case. If the law of her country declares her single, there is no +gainsaying it." + +"That is just where the impediment stands, Joseph; for I have taken a +lawyer's advice. She is a single woman in the United States, and a +married one in British territory. She was married at Sarnia in Canada. +She is Bertie Roe's wife wherever British law prevails, seeing that +she was granted her divorce on grounds which a British court will not +allow. See the scrape your daughter is in! and use a father's +authority to send her back to her husband." + +Rose tried to grow angry. She turned upon her aunt with a frown, to +repudiate the proposal and declare she would never go back. But the +words failed her; a strange, sweet weakness stole through every limb. +She felt conquered without knowing how, or desiring to know why. She +covered her face and burst into tears. + +Millicent saw her opportunity. While father and daughter were still +struggling with themselves to regain composure, she sent for Roe, +presented him to his father-in-law, and explained the legal position +of his relation to his wife. + +The wife kept her face concealed in her handkerchief, but she relented +so far as to let Bertie take her hand. To all expostulation she +declared that she could not do more. "Was she to make herself the +laughing-stock of the house? She was on American ground, where +Millicent herself acknowledged she was free; and she would remain so, +or go right away from everybody, if they teased her any more." + +It was concluded at length that they should return to Canada that very +day. Roe, Mrs Naylor, Lucy, and Millicent, accompanied Rose and her +father; and Blount and Margaret were telegraphed to meet them at +Jones's Landing. There, away from the curious eyes of fellow-guests +who had been witnesses, if unconscious ones, of their little comedy, +the party at once fell into their readjusted relations with one +another. Joseph, with a grown-up and married daughter, naturally took +the position of benevolent patriarch and head of the family. He +associated Blount in his business, thereby securing that his niece +should not be carried away into the wilds, and contenting his +sister-in-law Susan, who thereafter maintained in private to Lucy that +she had carried her point after all, notwithstanding the seeming +defeat; as, but for the stand which she had made against Margaret's +living in the woods, it never would have occurred to Joseph to provide +for Blount, and settle the pair beside her at Jones's Landing. + +From the moment Rose got into the railway at Narwhal Junction, she +slid contentedly back into Mrs Roe. No one ever again alluded to an +estrangement between the married pair, and Jones's Landing was left in +total ignorance that their married life had ever been other than the +even, trustful, and happy existence which it had now become. The two +seemed never apart, never weary of each other's society, yet never in +each other's way in fulfilling the duties of social life. The only +separation which took place between them was when Gilbert returned to +Chicago to wind up his affairs there, preparatory to settling in +Canada beside his father-in-law. Rose shrank from meeting again the +aiders and abettors who had encouraged her matrimonial escapades, of +which she was now thoroughly ashamed, as well as the friends who had +disapproved of her conduct. Having sealed a peace with her husband, +she was fain to forget that they had ever been divided. Scenes and +persons associated with the estrangement had become alike detestable +to her; she wished never to see or hear of them again. The only +occasion on which she has ever recurred to that miserable year of her +life was when, about twelve months after their establishment at +Jones's Landing, she came unexpectedly upon Bertie writing a letter, +with a case containing jewellery lying open on the desk beside him. + +"What a lovely bracelet, Bertie!" + +He looked up, colouring and confused, and drew the blotting-paper +across his letter. + +"And you are writing! To whom, pray? Sending valuable presents to +ladies, and not a word to your wife. There was a time--when,--but +never mind. Who is it you are writing to?" + +"It is--but you never heard the name--Mrs Langenwoert." + +"No. Where did you know her?" + +"Do you remember the little schoolma'am at Clam Beach?--the last +lady you did me the honour to be jealous of? She is to be married +to-morrow." + + + + THE END. + + + + PRINTED BY WILLIAM BLACKWOOD AND SONS. + + + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's True to a Type, Vol. II (of 2), by Robert Cleland + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 40325 *** |
