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diff --git a/40307-0.txt b/40307-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..e371cd5 --- /dev/null +++ b/40307-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,11993 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 40307 *** + +THE LETTERS OF WILLIAM JAMES + +[Illustration: Photo of William James.] + +FROM A PHOTOGRAPH BY ALICE BOUGHTON, NEW YORK, FEBRUARY 9, 1907] + + + + +THE LETTERS OF +WILLIAM JAMES + +EDITED BY HIS SON +HENRY JAMES + +IN TWO VOLUMES +VOLUME I + +[Illustration: colophon] + +THE ATLANTIC MONTHLY PRESS +BOSTON + +COPYRIGHT, 1920, BY +HENRY JAMES + + + _To my Mother, + gallant and devoted ally +of my Father's most arduous + and happy years, +this collection of his letters + is dedicated._ + + + + +PREFACE + + +WHETHER William James was compressing his correspondence into brief +messages, or allowing it to expand into copious letters, he could not +write a page that was not free, animated, and characteristic. Many of +his correspondents preserved his letters, and examination of them soon +showed that it would be possible to make a selection which should not +only contain certain letters that clearly deserved to be published +because of their readable quality alone, but should also include letters +that were biographical in the best sense. For in the case of a man like +James the biographical question to be answered is not, as with a man of +affairs: How can his actions be explained? but rather: What manner of +being was he? What were his background and education? and, above all, +What were his temperament and the bias of his mind? What native +instincts, preferences, and limitations of view did he bring with him to +his business of reading the riddle of the Universe? His own informal +utterances throw the strongest light on such questions. + +In these volumes I have attempted to make such a selection. The task has +been simplified by the nature of the material, in which the most +interesting letters were often found, naturally enough, to include the +most vivid elements of which a picture could be composed. I have added +such notes as seemed necessary in the interest of clearness; but I have +tried to leave the reader to his own conclusions. The work was begun in +1913, but had to be laid aside; and I should regret the delay in +completing it even more than I do if it were not that very interesting +letters have come to light during the last three years. + +James was a great reader of biographies himself, and pointed again and +again to the folly of judging a man's ideas by minute logical and +textual examinations, without apprehending his mental attitude +sympathetically. He was well aware that every man's philosophy is biased +by his feelings, and is not due to purely rational processes. He was +quite incapable himself of the cool kind of abstraction that comes from +indifference about the issue. Life spoke to him in even more ways than +to most men, and he responded to its superabundant confusion with +passion and insatiable curiosity. His spiritual development was a matter +of intense personal experience. + +So students of his books may even find that this collection of informal +and intimate utterances helps them to understand James as a philosopher +and psychologist. + +I have not included letters that are wholly technical or polemic. Such +documents belong in a study of James's philosophy, or in a history of +its origin and influence. However interesting they might be to certain +readers, their appropriate place is not here. + +A good deal of biographical information about William James, his brother +Henry, and their father has already been given to the public; but +unfortunately it is scattered, and much of it is cast in a form which +calls for interpretation or amendment. The elder Henry James left an +autobiographical fragment which was published in a volume of his +"Literary Remains," but it was composed purely as a religious record. He +wrote it in the third person, as if it were the life of one "Stephen +Dewhurst," and did not try to give a circumstantial report of his youth +or ancestry. Later, his son Henry wrote two volumes of early +reminiscences in his turn. In "A Small Boy and Others" and "Notes of a +Son and Brother" he reproduced the atmosphere of a household of which +he was the last survivor, and adumbrated the figures of Henry James, +Senior, and of certain other members of his family with infinite +subtlety at every turn of the page. But he too wrote without much +attention to particular facts or the sequence of events, and his two +volumes were incomplete and occasionally inaccurate with respect to such +details. + +Accordingly I have thought it advisable to restate parts of the family +record, even though the restatement involves some repetition. + +Finally, I should explain that the letters have been reproduced +_verbatim_, though not _literatim_, except for superscriptions, which +have often been simplified. As respects spelling and punctuation, the +manuscripts are not consistent. James wrote rapidly, used abbreviations, +occasionally "simplified" his spelling, and was inclined to use capital +letters only for emphasis. Thus he often followed the French custom of +writing adjectives derived from proper names with small letters--_e.g._ +french literature, european affairs. But when he wrote for publication +he was too considerate of his reader's attention to distract it with +such petty irregularities; therefore unimportant peculiarities of +orthography have generally not been reproduced in this book. On the +other hand, the phraseology of the manuscripts, even where grammatically +incomplete, has been kept. Verbal changes have not been made except +where it was clear that there had been a slip of the pen, and clear what +had been intended. It is obvious that rhetorical laxities are to be +expected in letters written as these were. No editor who has attempted +to "improve away" such defects has ever deserved to be thanked. + +Acknowledgments are due, first of all, to the correspondents who have +generously supplied letters. Several who were most generous and to whom +I am most indebted have, alas! passed beyond the reach of thanks. I wish +particularly to record my gratitude here to correspondents too numerous +to be named who have furnished letters that are not included. Such +material, though omitted from the book, has been informing and helpful +to the Editor. One example may be cited--the copious correspondence with +Mrs. James which covers the period of every briefest separation; but +extracts from this have been used only when other letters failed. From +Dr. Dickinson S. Miller, from Professor R. B. Perry, from my mother, +from my brother William, and from my wife, all of whom have seen the +material at different stages of its preparation, I have received many +helpful suggestions, and I gratefully acknowledge my special debt to +them. President Eliot, Dr. Miller, and Professor G. H. Palmer were, +each, so kind as to send me memoranda of their impressions and +recollections. I have embodied parts of the memoranda of the first two +in my notes; and have quoted from Professor Palmer's minute--about to +appear in the "Harvard Graduates' Magazine." For all information about +William James's Barber ancestry I am indebted to the genealogical +investigations of Mrs. Russell Hastings. Special acknowledgments are due +to Mr. George B. Ives, who has prepared the topical index. + +Finally, I shall be grateful to anyone who will, at any time, advise me +of the whereabouts of any letters which I have not already had an +opportunity to examine. + +H. J. + +_August, 1920._ + + + + +CONTENTS + + +I. INTRODUCTION 1-30 + +_Ancestry--Henry James, Senior--Youth--Education--Certain +Personal Traits._ + + +II. 1861-1864 31-52 + +_Chemistry and Comparative Anatomy in the Lawrence +Scientific School._ + +LETTERS:-- + +To his Family 33 + +To Miss Katharine Temple (Mrs. Richard Emmet) 37 + +To his Family 40 + +To Katharine James Prince 43 + +To his Mother 45 + +To his Sister 49 + + +III. 1864-1866 53-70 + +_The Harvard Medical School--With Louis Agassiz +to the Amazon._ + +LETTERS:-- + +To his Mother 56 + +To his Parents 57 + +To his Father 60 + +To his Father 64 + +To his Parents 67 + + +IV. 1866-1867 71-83 + +_Medical Studies at Harvard._ + +LETTERS:-- + +To Thomas W. Ward 73 + +To Thomas W. Ward 76 + +To his Sister 79 + +To O. W. Holmes, Jr. 82 + + +V. 1867-1868 84-139 + +_Eighteen Months in Germany._ + +LETTERS:-- + +To his Parents 86 + +To his Mother 92 + +To his Father 95 + +To O. W. Holmes, Jr. 98 + +To Henry James 103 + +To his Sister 108 + +To his Sister 115 + +To Thomas W. Ward 118 + +To Thomas W. Ward 119 + +To Henry P. Bowditch 120 + +To O. W. Holmes, Jr. 124 + +To Thomas W. Ward 127 + +To his Father 133 + +To Henry James 136 + +To his Father 137 + + +VI. 1869-1872 140-164 + +_Invalidism in Cambridge._ + +LETTERS:-- + +To Henry P. Bowditch 149 + +To O. W. Holmes, Jr., and John C. Gray, Jr. 151 + +To Thomas W. Ward 152 + +To Henry P. Bowditch 153 + +To Miss Mary Tappan 156 + +To Henry James 157 + +To Henry P. Bowditch 158 + +To Henry P. Bowditch 161 + +To Charles Renouvier 163 + + +VII. 1872-1878 165-191 + +_First Years of Teaching._ + +LETTERS:-- + +To Henry James 167 + +[Henry James, Senior, to Henry James] 169 + +To his Family 172 + +To his Sister 174 + +To his Sister 175 + +To his Sister 177 + +To Henry James 180 + +To Miss Theodora Sedgwick 181 + +To Henry James 182 + +To Henry James 183 + +To Charles Renouvier 186 + + +VIII. 1878-1883 192-222 + +_Marriage--Contract for the Psychology--European +Colleagues--Death of his Parents._ + +LETTERS:-- + +To Francis J. Child 196 + +To Miss Frances R. Morse 197 + +To Mrs. James 199 + +To Josiah Royce 202 + +To Josiah Royce 204 + +To Charles Renouvier 206 + +To Charles Renouvier 207 + +To Mrs. James 210 + +To Mrs. James 211 + +To Henry James 217 + +To his Father 218 + +To Mrs. James 221 + +IX. 1883-1890 223-299 + +_Writing the "Principles of Psychology"--Psychical +Research--The Place at Chocorua--The Irving +Street House--The Paris Psychological Congress +of 1889._ + +LETTERS:-- + +To Charles Renouvier 229 + +To Henry L. Higginson 233 + +To Henry P. Bowditch 234 + +To Thomas Davidson 235 + +To G. H. Howison 237 + +To E. L. Godkin 240 + +To E. L. Godkin 240 + +To Shadworth H. Hodgson 241 + +To Henry James 242 + +To Shadworth H. Hodgson 243 + +To Carl Stumpf 247 + +To Henry James 250 + +To W. D. Howells 253 + +To G. Croom Robertson 254 + +To Shadworth H. Hodgson 256 + +To his Sister 259 + +To Carl Stumpf 262 + +To Henry P. Bowditch 267 + +To Henry James 267 + +To his Sister 269 + +To Henry James 273 + +To Charles Waldstein 274 + +To his Son Henry 275 + +To his Son Henry 276 + +To his Son William 278 + +To Henry James 279 + +To Miss Grace Norton 282 + +To G. Croom Robertson 283 + +To Henry James 283 + +To E. L. Godkin 283 + +To Henry James 285 + +To Mrs. James 287 + +To Miss Grace Norton 291 + +To Charles Eliot Norton 292 + +To Henry Holt 293 + +To Mrs. James 294 + +To Henry James 296 + +To Mrs. Henry Whitman 296 + +To W. D. Howells 298 + + +X. 1890-1893 300-348 + +_The "Briefer Course" and the Laboratory--A +Sabbatical Year in Europe._ + +LETTERS:-- + +To Mrs. Henry Whitman 303 + +To G. H. Howison 304 + +To F. W. H. Myers 305 + +To W. D. Howells 307 + +To W. D. Howells 307 + +To Mrs. Henry Whitman 308 + +To his Sister 309 + +To Hugo Münsterberg 312 + +To Henry Holt 314 + +To Henry James 314 + +To Miss Grace Ashburner 315 + +To Henry James 317 + +To Miss Mary Tappan 319 + +To Miss Grace Ashburner 320 + +To Theodore Flournoy 323 + +To William M. Salter 326 + +To James J. Putnam 326 + +To Miss Grace Ashburner 328 + +To Josiah Royce 331 + +To Miss Grace Norton 335 + +To Miss Margaret Gibbens 338 + +To Francis Boott 340 + +To Henry James 342 + +To François Pillon 343 + +To Shadworth H. Hodgson 343 + +To Dickinson S. Miller 344 + +To Henry James 346 + + + + +LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS + + +William James _Frontispiece_ + +Henry James, Sr., and his Wife 8 + +William James at eighteen 20 + +Pencil Sketch: _A Sleeping Dog_ 52 + +Pencil Sketch from a Pocket Note-Book: _A Turtle_ 66 + +Pencil Sketch: _Retreating Figure of a Man_ 83 + +William James at twenty-five 86 + +Pencil Sketches from a Pocket Note-Book 108 + +Pencil Sketch: _An Elephant_ 139 + +Francis James Child 291 + + + + +DATES AND FAMILY NAMES + + + 1842. January 11. Born in New York. + + 1857-58. At School in Boulogne. + + 1859-60. In Geneva. + + 1860-61. Studied painting under William M. Hunt in Newport. + + 1861. Entered the Lawrence Scientific School. + + 1863. Entered the Harvard Medical School. + + 1865-66. Assistant under Louis Agassiz on the Amazon. + + 1867-68. Studied medicine in Germany. + + 1869. M.D. Harvard. + + 1873-76. Instructor in Anatomy and Physiology in Harvard College. + + 1875. Began to give instruction in Psychology. + + 1876. Assistant Professor of Physiology. + + 1878. Married. Undertook to write a treatise on Psychology. + + 1880. Assistant Professor of Philosophy. + + 1882-83. Spent several months visiting European universities + and colleagues. + + 1885. Professor of Philosophy. (Between 1889 and 1897 his + title was Professor of Psychology.) + + 1890. "Principles of Psychology" appeared. + + 1892-93. European travel. + + 1897. Published "The Will to Believe and other Essays on + Popular Philosophy." + + 1899. Published "Talks to Teachers," etc. + + 1899-1902. Broke down in health. Two years in Europe. + + 1901-1902. Gifford Lectures. "The Varieties of Religious Experience." + + 1906. Acting Professor for half-term at Stanford University. + (Interrupted by San Francisco earthquake.) + + 1906. Lowell Institute lectures, subsequently published as + "Pragmatism." + + 1907. Resigned all active duties at Harvard. + + 1908. Hibbert lectures at Manchester College, Oxford; + subsequently published as "A Pluralistic Universe." + + 1910. August 26. Died at Chocorua, N.H. + + (See Appendix in volume II for a full list of books by William + James, with their dates.) + +William James was the eldest of five children. His brothers and sister, +with their dates, were: Henry (referred to as "Harry"), 1843-1916; Garth +Wilkinson (referred to as "Wilky"), 1845-1883; Robertson (referred to as +"Bob" and "Bobby"), 1846-1910; Alice, 1848-1892. + +He had five children. Their dates and the names by which they are +referred to in the letters are: Henry ("Harry"), 1879; William +("Billy"), 1882; Hermann, 1884-1885; Margaret Mary ("Peggy," "Peg"), +1887; Alexander Robertson ("Tweedie," "François"), 1890. + + + + +THE LETTERS OF + +WILLIAM JAMES + + + + +THE LETTERS OF + +WILLIAM JAMES + + + + +I + +INTRODUCTION + +_Ancestry--Henry James, Senior--Youth--Education--Certain Personal +Traits_ + + +THE ancestors of William James, with the possible exception of one pair +of great-great-grandparents, all came to America from Scotland or +Ireland during the eighteenth century, and settled in the eastern part +of New York State or in New Jersey. One Irish forefather is known to +have been descended from Englishmen who had crossed the Irish Channel in +the time of William of Orange, or thereabouts; but whether the others +who came from Ireland were more English or Celtic is not clear. In +America all his ancestors were Protestant, and they appear, without +exception, to have been people of education and character. In the +several communities in which they settled they prospered above the +average. They became farmers, traders, and merchants, and, so far as has +yet been discovered, there were only two lawyers, and no doctors or +ministers, among them. They seem to have been reckoned as pious people, +and several of their number are known to have been generous supporters +of the churches in which they worshiped; but, if one may judge by the +scanty records which remain, there is no one among them to whom one can +point as foreshadowing the inclination to letters and religious +speculation that manifested itself strongly in William James and his +father. They were mainly concerned to establish themselves in a new +country. Inasmuch as they succeeded, lived well, and were respected, it +is likely that they possessed a fair endowment of both the imagination +and the solid qualities that one thinks of as appropriately combined in +the colonists who crossed the ocean in the eighteenth century and did +well in the new country. But, as to many of them, it is impossible to do +more than presume this, and impossible to carry presumption any farther. + +The last ancestor to arrive in America was William James's paternal +grandfather. This grandfather, whose name was also William James, came +from Bally-James-Duff, County Cavan, in the year 1789. He was then +eighteen years old. He may have left home because his family tried to +force him into the ministry,--for there is a story to that effect,--or +he may have had more adventurous reasons. But in any case he arrived in +a manner which tradition has cherished as wholly becoming to a first +American ancestor--with a very small sum of money, a Latin grammar in +which he had already made some progress at home, and a desire to visit +the field of one of the revolutionary battles. He promptly disposed of +his money in making this visit. Then, finding himself penniless in +Albany, he took employment as clerk in a store. He worked his way up +rapidly; traded on his own account, kept a store, traveled and bought +land to the westward, engaged as time went on in many enterprises, among +them being the salt industry of Syracuse (where the principal +residential street bears his name), prospered exceedingly, and amassed a +fortune so large, that after his death it provided a liberal +independence for his widow and each of his eleven children. The +imagination and sagacity which enabled him to do this inevitably +involved him in the public affairs of the community in which he lived, +although he seems never to have held political office. Thus his name +appears early in the history of the Erie Canal project; and, when that +great undertaking was completed and the opening of the waterway was +celebrated in 1823, he delivered the "oration" of the day at Albany. It +may be found in Munsell's Albany Collections, and considering what were +the fashions of the time in such matters, ought to be esteemed by a +modern reader for containing more sense and information than "oratory." +He was one of the organizers and the first Vice-President of the Albany +Savings Bank, founded in 1820, and of the Albany Chamber of +Commerce,--the President, in both instances, being Stephen Van +Rensselaer. When he died, in 1832, the New York "Evening Post" said of +him: "He has done more to build up the city [of Albany] than any other +individual." + +Two portraits of the first William James have survived, and present him +as a man of medium height, rather portly, clean-shaven, hearty, +friendly, confident, and distinctly Irish. + +Unrecorded anecdotes about him are not to be taken literally, but may be +presumed to be indicative. It is told of him, for instance, that one +afternoon shortly after he had married for the third time, he saw a lady +coming up the steps of his house, rose from the table at which he was +absorbed in work, went to the door and said "he was sorry Mrs. James was +not in." But the poor lady was herself his newly married wife, and cried +out to him not to be "so absent-minded." He discovered one day that a +man with whom he had gone into partnership was cheating, and immediately +seized him by the collar and marched him through the streets to a +justice. "When old Billy James came to Syracuse," said a citizen who +could remember his visits, "things went as _he_ wished." + +In his comfortable brick residence on North Pearl Street he kept open +house and gave a special welcome to members of the Presbyterian +ministry. One of his sons said of him: "He was certainly a very easy +parent--weakly, nay painfully sensitive to his children's claims upon +his sympathy." "The law of the house, within the limits of religious +decency, was freedom itself."[1] Indeed, there appears to have been only +one matter in which he was rigorous with his family: his Presbyterianism +was of the stiffest kind, and in his old age he sacrificed even his +affections for what he considered the true faith. Theological +differences estranged him from two of his sons,--William and Henry,--and +though the old man became reconciled to one of them a few days before +his death, he left a will which would have cut them both off with small +annuities if its elaborate provisions had been sustained by the Court. + +In 1803 William James married (his third wife) Catherine Barber,[2] a +daughter of John Barber, of Montgomery, Orange County, New York. The +Barbers had been active people in the affairs of their day. Catherine's +grandfather had been a judge of the Court of Common Pleas, and her +father and her two uncles were all officers in the Revolutionary Army. +One of the uncles, Francis Barber, had previously graduated from +Princeton and had conducted a boarding-school for boys at +"Elizabethtown," New Jersey, at which Alexander Hamilton prepared for +college. During the war he rose to the rank of Lieutenant-Colonel, was +detailed by Washington to be one of Steuben's four aides, and performed +other staff-duties. John, Catherine's father, returned to Montgomery +after the Revolution, was one of the founders of Montgomery Academy, an +associate judge of the County Court, a member of the state legislature, +and a church elder for fifty years. In Henry James, Senior's, +reminiscences there is a passage which describes him as an old man, much +addicted to the reading of military history, and which contrasts his +stoicism with his wife's warm and spontaneous temperament and her +exceptional gift of interesting her grandchildren in conversation.[3] + +In the same reminiscences Catherine Barber herself is described as +having been "a good wife and mother, nothing else--save, to be sure, a +kindly friend and neighbor" and "the most democratic person by +temperament I ever knew."[4] She adopted the three children of her +husband's prior marriages and, by their own account, treated them no +differently from the five sons and three daughters whom she herself +bore and brought up. She managed her husband's large house during his +lifetime, and for twenty-seven years after his death kept it open as a +home for children, and grandchildren, and cousins as well. This "dear +gentle lady of many cares" must have been a woman of sound judgment in +addition to being an embodiment of kindness and generosity in all +things; for admiration as well as affection and gratitude still attend +her memory after the lapse of sixty years. + +The next generation, eleven in number as has already been said,[5] may +well have given their widowed mother "many cares." It had been the +purpose of the first William James to provide that his children (several +of whom were under age when he died) should qualify themselves by +industry and experience to enjoy the large patrimony which he expected +to bequeath to them, and with that in view he left a will which was a +voluminous compound of restraints and instructions. He showed thereby +how great were both his confidence in his own judgment and his +solicitude for the moral welfare of his descendants. But he accomplished +nothing more, for the courts declared the will to be invalid; and his +children became financially independent as fast as they came of age. +Most of them were blessed with a liberal allowance of that combination +of gayety, volubility, and waywardness which is popularly conceded to +the Irish; but these qualities, which made them "charming" and +"interesting" to their contemporaries, did not keep them from +dissipating both respectable talents and unusual opportunities. Two of +the men--William, namely, who became an eccentric but highly respected +figure in the Presbyterian ministry, and Henry of whom more will be +said shortly--possessed an ardor of intellect that neither disaster nor +good fortune could corrupt. But on the whole the personalities and +histories of that generation were such as to have impressed the boyish +mind of the writer of the following letters and of his younger brother +like a richly colored social kaleidoscope, dashed, as the patterns +changed and disintegrated, with amusing flashes of light and occasional +dark moments of tragedy. After they were all dead and gone, the memory +of them certainly prompted the author of "The Wings of a Dove" when he +described Minny Theale's New York forebears as "an extravagant, +unregulated cluster, with free-living ancestors, handsome dead cousins, +lurid uncles, beautiful vanished aunts, persons all busts and curls," to +have known whom and to have belonged to whom "was to have had one's +small world-space both crowded and enlarged." + +It is unnecessary, however, to pause over any but one member of that +generation. + + * * * * * + +Henry James, the second son of William and Catherine, was born in 1811. +He was apparently a boy of unusual activity and animal spirits, but at +the age of thirteen he met with an accident which maimed him for life. +He was, at the time, a schoolboy at the Albany Academy, and one of his +fellow students, Mr. Woolsey Rogers Hopkins, wrote the following account +of what happened. (The Professor Henry referred to was Joseph Henry, +later the head of the Smithsonian Institute.) + +"On a summer afternoon, the older students would meet Professor Henry in +the Park, in front of the Academy, where amusements and instruction +would be given in balloon-flying, the motive power being heated air +supplied from a tow ball saturated with spirits of turpentine. When one +of these air-ships took fire, the ball would be dropt for the boys, when +it was kicked here and there, a roll of fire. [One day when] young James +had a sprinkling of this [turpentine] on his pantaloons, one of these +balls was sent into the open window of Mrs. Gilchrist's stable. [James], +thinking only of conflagration, rushed to the hayloft and stamped out +the flame, but burned his leg." + +The boy was confined to his bed for the next two years, and one leg was +twice amputated above the knee. He was robust enough to survive this +long and dire experience of the surgery of the eighteen-twenties, and to +establish right relations with the world again; but thereafter he could +live conveniently only in towns where smooth footways and ample +facilities for transportation were to be had. + +In 1830 he graduated from Union College, Schenectady, and in 1835 +entered the Princeton Theological Seminary with the class of '39. By the +time he had completed two years of his Seminary course, his discontent +with the orthodox dispensation was no longer to be doubted. He left +Princeton, and the truth seems to be that he had already conceived some +measure of the antipathy to all ecclesiasticisms which he expressed with +abounding scorn and irony throughout all his later years. + +[Illustration: Henry James, Sr., and his Wife.] + +In 1840 he married Mary Walsh, the sister of a fellow student at +Princeton, who had shared his religious doubts and had, with him, turned +his back on the ministry and left the Seminary. She was the daughter of +James and Mary (Robertson) Walsh of New York City, and was thus +descended from Hugh Walsh, an Irishman of English extraction who came +from Killingsley,[6] County Down, in 1764, and settled himself finally +near Newburgh, and from Alexander Robertson, a Scotchman who came to +America not long before the Revolution and whose name is borne by the +school of the Scotch Presbyterian Church in New York City. Mary Walsh +was a gentle lady, who accommodated her life to all her husband's +vagaries and presided with cheerful indulgence over the development of +her five children's divergent and uncompromising personalities. She +lived entirely for her husband and children, and they, joking her and +teasing her and adoring her, were devoted to her in return. Several +contemporaries left accounts of their impressions of her husband without +saying much about her; and this was natural, for she was not +self-assertive and was inevitably eclipsed by his richly interesting +presence. But it is all the more unfortunate that her son Henry, who +might have done justice, as no one else could, to her good sense and to +the grace of her mind and character, could not bring himself to include +an adequate account of her in the "Small Boy and Others." To a reader +who ventured to regret the omission, he replied sadly, "Oh! my dear +Boy--that memory is too sacred!" William James spoke of her very seldom +after her death, but then always with a sort of tender reverence that he +vouchsafed to no one else. She supplied an element of serenity and +discretion to the councils of the family of which they were often in +need; and it would not be a mistake to look to her in trying to account +for the unusual receptivity of mind and æsthetic sensibility that marked +her two elder sons. + +During the three or four years that followed his marriage Henry James, +Senior, appears to have spent his time in Albany and New York. In the +latter city, in the old, or then new, Astor House, his eldest son was +born on the eleventh of January, 1842. He named the boy William, and a +few days later brought his friend R. W. Emerson to admire and give his +blessing to the little philosopher-to-be.[7] Shortly afterwards the +family moved into a house at No. 2 Washington Place, and there, on April +15, 1843, the second son, Henry, came into the world. There was thus a +difference of fifteen months in the ages of William and the younger +brother, who was also to become famous and who figures largely in the +correspondence that follows. + +William James derived so much from his father and resembled him so +strikingly in many ways that it is worth while to dwell a little longer +on the character, manners, and beliefs of the elder Henry James. He was +not only an impressive and all-pervading presence in the early lives of +his children, but always continued to be for them the most vivid and +interesting personality who had crossed the horizon of their experience. +He was their constant companion, and entered into their interests and +poured out his own ideas and emotions before them in a way that would +not have been possible to a nature less spontaneous and affectionate. + +His books, written in a style which "to its great dignity of cadence and +full and homely vocabulary, united a sort of inward palpitating human +quality, gracious and tender, precise, fierce, scornful, humorous by +turns, recalling the rich vascular temperament of the old English +masters rather than that of an American of today,"[8] reveal him richly +to anyone who has a taste for theological reading. His philosophy is +summarized in the introduction to "The Literary Remains," and his own +personality and the very atmosphere of his household are reproduced in +"A Small Boy and Others," and "Notes of a Son and Brother." Thus what it +is appropriate to say about him in this place can be given largely in +either his own words or those of one or the other of his two elder sons. + +The intellectual quandary in which Henry James, Senior, found himself in +early manhood was well described in letters to Emerson in 1842 and 1843. +"Here I am," he wrote, "these thirty-two years in life, ignorant in all +outward science, but having patient habits of meditation, which never +know disgust or weariness, and feeling a force of impulsive love toward +all humanity which will not let me rest wholly mute, a force which grows +against all resistance that I can muster against it. What shall I do? +Shall I get me a little nook in the country and communicate with my +_living_ kind--not my talking kind--by life only; a word perhaps of that +communication, a fit word once a year? Or shall I follow some commoner +method--learn science and bring myself first into man's respect, that I +may thus the better speak to him? I confess this last theory seems rank +with earthliness--to belong to days forever past.... I am led, quite +without any conscious wilfulness either, to seek the _laws_ of these +appearances that swim round us in God's great museum--to get hold of +some central _facts_ which may make all other facts properly +circumferential, and _orderly_ so--and you continually dishearten me by +your apparent indifference to such law and central facts, by the +dishonor you seem to cast on our intelligence, as if it stood much in +our way. Now my conviction is that my intelligence is the necessary +digestive apparatus for my life; that there is _nihil in vita_--worth +anything, that is--_quod non prius in intellectu_.... Oh, you man +without a handle! Shall one never be able to help himself out of you, +according to his needs, and be dependent only upon your fitful +tippings-up?"[9] + +To a modern ear these words confess not only the mental isolation and +bewilderment of their author, but also the rarity of the atmosphere in +which his philosophic impulse was struggling to draw breath. Like many +other struggling spirits of his time, he fell into a void between two +epochs. He was a theologian too late to repose on the dogmas and beliefs +that were accepted by the preceding generation and by the less critical +multitude of his own contemporaries. He was, in youth, a skeptic--too +early to avail himself of the methods, discoveries, and perspectives +which a generation of scientific inquiry conferred upon his children. +The situation was one which usually resolved itself either into +permanent skepticism or a more or less unreasoning conformity. In the +case of Henry James there happened ere long one of those typical +spiritual crises in which "man's original optimism and self-satisfaction +get leveled with the dust."[10] + +While he was still struggling out of his melancholy state a friend +introduced him to the works of Swedenborg. By their help he found the +relief he needed, and a faith that possessed him ever after with the +intensity of revelation. + +"The world of his thought had a few elements and no others ever troubled +him. Those elements were very deep ones and had theological names." So +wrote his son after he had died.[11] He never achieved a truly +philosophic formulation of his religious position, and Mr. Howells once +complained that he had written a book about the "Secret of Swedenborg" +and had _kept it_. He concerned himself with but one question, conveyed +but one message; and the only business of his later life was the +formulation and serene reutterance, in books, occasional lectures, and +personal correspondence, of his own conception of God and of man's +proper relation to him. "The usual problem is--given the creation to +find the Creator. To Mr. James it [was]--given the Creator to find the +creation. God is; of His being there is no doubt; but who and what are +we?" So said a critic quoted in the Introduction to the "Literary +Remains," and William James's own estimate may be quoted from the same +place (page 12). "I have often," he wrote "tried to imagine what sort of +a figure my father might have made, had he been born in a genuinely +theological age, with the best minds about him fermenting with the +mystery of the Divinity, and the air full of definitions and theories +and counter-theories, and strenuous reasoning and contentions, about +God's relation to mankind. Floated on such a congenial tide, furthered +by sympathetic comrades, and opposed no longer by blank silence but by +passionate and definite resistance, he would infallibly have developed +his resources in many ways which, as it was, he never tried; and he +would have played a prominent, perhaps a momentous and critical, part in +the struggles of his time, for he was a religious prophet and genius, if +ever prophet and genius there were. He published an intensely positive, +radical, and fresh conception of God, and an intensely vital view of our +connection with him. And nothing shows better the altogether lifeless +and unintellectual character of the professional theism of our time, +than the fact that this view, this conception, so vigorously thrown +down, should not have stirred the faintest tremulation on its stagnant +pool." + +The reader will readily infer that there was nothing conventional, prim, +or parson-like about this man. The fact is that the devoutly religious +mind is often quite anarchic in its disregard of all those worldly +institutions and conventions which do not express human dependence on +the Creator. Henry James, Senior, dealt with such things in the most +allusive and paradoxical terms. "I would rather," he once ejaculated, +"have a son of mine corroded with all the sins of the Decalogue than +have him perfect!" His prime horror, writes Henry James, was of prigs; +"he only cared for virtue that was more or less ashamed of itself; and +nothing could have been of a happier whimsicality than the mixture in +him, and in all his walk and conversation, of the strongest instinct for +the human and the liveliest reaction from the literal. The literal +played in our education as small a part as it perhaps ever played in +any, and we wholesomely breathed inconsistency and ate and drank +contradictions.... The moral of all was that we need never fear not to +be good enough if we were only social enough; a splendid meaning indeed +being attached to the latter term. Thus we had ever the amusement, since +I can really call it nothing less, of hearing morality, or moralism, as +it was more invidiously worded, made hay of in the very interest of +character and conduct; these things suffering much, it seemed, by their +association with conscience--the very home of the literal, the haunt of +so many pedantries."[12] + +The erroneous statement that has become current, and that describes +Henry James, Senior, as a Swedenborgian minister, is a rich absurdity to +anyone who knew him or his writings. Not only had the churches in +general sold themselves to the devil, in his view, but the arch-sinners +in this respect were the Swedenborgian congregations, for they, if any, +might be expected to know better. A letter which he wrote to the editor +of the "New Jerusalem Messenger," in 1863, illustrates this and tells +more about him than could ten pages of description: + + DEAR SIR,--You were good enough, when I called on you at Mr. + Appleton's request in New York, to say among other friendly things + that you would send me your paper; and I have regularly received it + ever since. I thank you for your kindness, but my conscience + refuses any longer to sanction its taxation in this way, as I have + never been able to read the paper with any pleasure, nor therefore + of course with any profit. I presume its editorials are by you, and + while I willingly seized upon every evidence they display of an + enlarged spirit, I yet find the general drift of the paper so very + poverty-stricken in a spiritual regard, as to make it absolutely + the least nutritive reading I know. The old sects are notoriously + bad enough, but your sect compares with these very much as a heap + of dried cod on Long Wharf in Boston compares with the same fish + while still enjoying the freedom of the Atlantic Ocean. I remember + well the manly strain of your conversation with me in New York, and + I know therefore how you must suffer from the control of persons so + unworthy as those who have the property of your paper. Why don't + you cut the whole concern at once, as a rank offence to every human + hope and aspiration? The intercourse I had some years since with + the leaders of the sect, on a visit to Boston, made me fully aware + of their deplorable want of manhood; but judging from your paper, + the whole sect seems spiritually benumbed. Your mature men have an + air of childishness and your young men have the aspect of old + women. I find it hard above all to imagine the existence of a + living woman in the bounds of your sect, whose breasts flow with + milk instead of hardening with pedantry. I know such things are of + course, but I tell you frankly that these are the sort of questions + your paper forces on the unsophisticated mind. I really know + nothing so sad and spectral in the shape of literature. It seems + composed by skeletons and intended for readers who are content to + disown their good flesh and blood, and be moved by some ghastly + mechanism. It cannot but prove very unwholesome to you spiritually, + to be so nearly connected with all that sadness and silence, where + nothing more musical is heard than the occasional jostling of bone + by bone. Do come out of it before you wither as an autumn leaf, + which no longer rustles in full-veined life on the pliant bough, + but rattles instead with emptiness upon the frozen melancholy + earth. + + Pardon my freedom; I was impressed by your friendliness towards me, + and speak to you therefore in return with all the frankness of + friendship. + + Consider me as having any manner and measure of disrespect for your + ecclesiastical pretensions, but as being personally, yours + cordially, + +H. JAMES.[13] + + + +A diary entry made by his daughter Alice has fortunately been preserved. +"A week before Father died," says this entry, "I asked him one day +whether he had thought what he should like to have done about his +funeral. He was immediately very much interested, not having apparently +thought of it before; he reflected for some time, and then said with the +greatest solemnity and looking so majestic: 'Tell him to say only this: +"Here lies a man, who has thought all his life that the ceremonies +attending birth, marriage and death were all damned non-sense." Don't +let him say a word more!'" + +Henry James, Senior, lived entirely with his books, his pen, his +family, and his friends. The first three he could carry about with him, +and did carry along on numerous restless and extended journeys. From +friends, even when he left them on the opposite side of the ocean, he +was never quite separated, for he always maintained a wide +correspondence, partly theological, partly playful and friendly. He was +so sociable and so independent and lively a talker, that he entered into +hearty relations with interesting people wherever he went. Thackeray was +a familiar visitor at his apartment in Paris when his older children +were just old enough to remember, and his recollections of Carlyle and +Emerson will reward any reader whose appetite does not carry him as far +as the theological disquisitions. "I suppose there was not in his day," +said E. L. Godkin, "a more formidable master of English style."[14] In +his conversation the winning impulsiveness of both his humor and his +indignation appeared more clearly even than in his writing. He loved to +talk, not for the sake of oppressing his hearer by an exposition of his +own views, but in order to stir him up and rouse him to discussion and +rejoinder. At home he was not above espousing the queerest of opinions, +if by so doing he could excite his children to gallop after him and ride +him down. "Meal-times in that pleasant home were exciting. 'The adipose +and affectionate Wilky,' as his father called him, would say something +and be instantly corrected or disputed by the little cock-sparrow Bob, +the youngest, but good-naturedly defend his statement, and then Henry +(Junior) would emerge from his silence in defence of Wilky. Then Bob +would be more impertinently insistent, and Mr. James would advance as +Moderator, and William, the eldest, join in. The voice of the Moderator +presently would be drowned by the combatants and he soon came down +vigorously into the arena, and when, in the excited argument, the +dinner-knives might not be absent from eagerly gesticulating hands, dear +Mrs. James, more conventional, but bright as well as motherly, would +look at me, laughingly reassuring, saying, 'Don't be disturbed; they +won't stab each other. This is usual when the boys come home.' And the +quiet little sister ate her dinner, smiling, close to the combatants. +Mr. James considered this debate, within bounds, excellent for the boys. +In their speech singularly mature and picturesque, as well as vehement, +the Gaelic (Irish) element in their descent always showed. Even if they +blundered, they saved themselves by wit."[15] It was certainly to their +father's talk, to the influence of his "full and homely" idiom, and to +the attention-arresting whimsicality and humor with which he perverted +the whole vocabulary of theology and philosophy, that both William and +Henry owed much of their own wealth of resource in ordinary speech. They +used often to exaggerate their father's tricks of utterance, for he +would have been the last man to refuse himself as a whetstone for his +children's wit, and the business of outdoing the head of the family in +the matter of language was an exercise familiar to all his sons.[16] +Whoever knew them will remember that their everyday diction displayed a +natural command of such words and figures as most men cannot use +gracefully except when composing with pen in hand. + +Finally, with respect to the constancy of Henry James, Senior's, +presence in the lives of his children, it should be made clear that he +never had any "business" or profession to interfere with "his almost +eccentrically home-loving habit." During the years of moving about +Europe, during the quiet years in Newport, the family was thrown upon +its inner social resources. The children were constantly with their +parents and with each other, and they continued all their lives to be +united by much stronger attachments than usually exist between members +of one family. + + * * * * * + +William James never acknowledged himself as feeling particularly +indebted to any of the numerous schools and tutors to whom his father's +oscillations between New York, Europe, and Newport confided him. He was +sent first to private schools in New York City; but they seem to have +been considered inadequate to his needs, for he was not allowed to +remain long in any one. Nor were the changes any less frequent after the +family moved to Europe (for the second time since his birth) in 1855. He +was then thirteen years old. The exact sequence of events during the +next five years of restless movement cannot be determined now, but the +important points are clear. The family, including by this time three +younger brothers and a younger sister as well as a devoted maternal +aunt, remained abroad from 1855 to 1858. London, Paris, +Boulogne-sur-Mer, and Geneva harbored them for differing periods. In +London and Paris governesses, tutors, and a private school of the sort +that admits the irregularly educated children of strangers visiting the +Continent, administered what must have been a completely discontinuous +instruction. In Boulogne, William and his younger brother Henry +attended the _Collège_ through the winter of 1857-58. This term at the +_Collège de Boulogne_, during which he passed his sixteenth birthday, +was his earliest experience of thorough teaching, and he once said that +it gave him his first conception of earnest work. Then, after a year at +Newport, there was another European migration--this time to Geneva for +the winter of 1859-60. There William was entered at the "Academy," as +the present University was still called. He subsequently described +himself as having reached Geneva "a miserable, home-bred, obscure little +ignoramus." During the following summer he was sent for a while to +Bonn-am-Rhein, to learn German. Some Latin, mathematics to the extent of +the usual school algebra and trigonometry, a smattering of German and an +excellent familiarity with French--such, in conventional terms, was the +net result of his education in 1859. He tried to make up for the +deficiencies in his schooling, and as occasion offered he picked up a +few words of Greek, attained to a moderate reading knowledge of Italian, +and a quite complete command of German. But these came later. + +[Illustration: William James at eighteen. + +From a Daguerreotype.] + +He seldom referred to his schooling with anything but contempt, and +usually dismissed all reference to it by saying that he "never had any." +But, as is often the case with even those boys who follow a regular +curriculum, his amusements and excursions beyond the bounds of his +prescribed studies did more to develop him appropriately than did any of +his schoolmasters. An interest in exact knowledge showed itself early. +He once recalled a trivial incident which illustrates this, though he +apparently remembered it because he realized, young as he was when it +occurred, that it grew out of a real difference between the cast of his +mind and the cast of Henry's. As readers of the "Small Boy" will +remember, Henry, at the ordinarily "tough" age of ten, was already +animated by a secret passion for authorship, and used to confide his +literary efforts to folio sheets, which he stored in a copy-book and +which he tried to conceal from his tormenting brother. But William came +upon them, and discovered that on one page Henry had made a drawing to +represent a mother and child clinging to a rock in the midst of a stormy +ocean and that he had inscribed under it: "The thunder roared and the +lightning followed!" William saw the meteorological blunder immediately; +he fairly pounced upon it, and he tormented the sensitive romancer about +it so unmercifully that the occasion had to be marked by punishments and +the inauguration of a maternal protectorate over the copy-book. About +four years later, when he was fifteen years old, his father bought a +microscope to give him at Christmas. William happened upon the bill for +it in advance, and was hardly able to contain his excitement until +Christmas day, so portentous seemed the impending event. Apparently no +similar experience ever equalled the intensity of this one. He doubtless +made as good use of the instrument as an unguided boy could. But though +his proclivities were generously indulged, they were never trained. At +Geneva he began to study anatomy, but there was no regular instruction +in osteology; so he borrowed a copy of Sappey's "Anatomie" and got +permission to visit the Museum and there examine the human skeleton by +himself. + +Clearly, there was profit for him also in the restlessness which +governed his father's movements and which threw the boy into quickening +collision with places, people, and ideas at a rate at which such +contacts are not vouchsafed to many schoolboys. From so far back as his +nineteenth year (there is no evidence to go by before that) William was +blessed with an effortless and confirmed cosmopolitanism of +consciousness; and he had attained to an acquaintance with English and +French reviews, books, paintings, and public affairs which was +remarkable not only for its happy ease, but, in one so young, for its +wide range. The letters which follow show clearly with what expert +observation he responded, all his life, to changes of scene and to the +differences between peoples and environments. The fascination of these +differences never failed for him when he traveled, and his letters from +abroad give such voluminous proof of his own addiction to what he +somewhat harshly called "the most barren of exercises, the making of +international comparisons," that the problem of the editor is to control +rather than to emphasize the evidence. He began young to be a wide +reader; soon he became a wide reader in three languages. Above all, he +was encouraged early to trust his own impulse and pursue his own bent. +Probably his active and inquiring intelligence could not have been +permanently cribbed and confined by any schooling, no matter how narrow +and rigorous. But, as nothing was to be more remarkable about him in his +maturity than the easy assurance with which he passed from one field of +inquiry to another, ignoring conventional bounds and precincts, never +losing his freshness of tone, shedding new light and encouragement +everywhere, so it is impossible not to believe that the influences and +circumstances which combined in his youth fostered and corroborated his +native mobility and detachment of mind. + +Meanwhile he had one occupation to which no reference has yet been made, +but to which he thought, for a while, of devoting himself wholly, +namely, painting. He began to draw before he had reached his 'teens. +Henry James said: "As I catch W. J.'s image, from far back, at its most +characteristic, he sits drawing and drawing, always drawing, especially +under the lamp-light of the Fourteenth Street back parlor; and not as +with a plodding patience, which I think would less have affected me, but +easily, freely, and, as who should say, infallibly: always at the stage +of finishing off, his head dropped from side to side and his tongue +rubbing his lower lip. I recover a period during which to see him at all +was so to see him--the other flights and faculties removed him from my +view."[17] What was an idle amusement in New York became, when the boy +was transferred to foreign places and cut off from other amusements, a +sharpener of observation and a resource for otherwise vacant hours. For +when the family of young Americans reached St. John's Wood, London, and +then moved to the Continent, the two elder boys found little to do at +first except to wander about "in a state of the direst propriety," +staring at street scenes, shop-windows, and such "sights" as they were +old enough to enjoy, and then to buy "water-colors and brushes with +which to bedaub eternal drawing blocks." In Paris William had better +lessons in drawing than he had ever had elsewhere, and it seems fair to +say that he made good use of his opportunity to educate his eye; saw +good pictures; sketched and copied with zest; and began to show great +aptitude in his own "daubings." From Bonn, later still, he wrote to his +Genevese fellow student Charles Ritter: "Je me suis pleinement décidé à +éssayer le métier de peintre. En un an ou deux je saurais si j'y suis +propre ou non. Si c'est non, il sera facile de reculer. Il n'y a pas sur +la terre un objet plus déplorable qu'un méchant artiste."[18] + +He applied himself with energy to art for the following year at +Newport, working daily in the studio of William Hunt, along with his +stimulating young friend, John La Farge. To what good purpose he had +drawn and painted from boyhood, and to what point he trained his gift +that winter, cannot now be measured and defined in words. Paper and +canvas are the proof of such things, which must be seen rather than +described; and unfortunately only one canvas and very few drawings have +been preserved. In the "Notes of a Son and Brother," several random +sketches are reproduced which will say much to the discerning critic. +The one canvas that at all indicates the climax of his artistic effort, +the beautiful and simple portrait of his cousin Katharine Temple, is +also reproduced in the "Notes"; but a small half-tone gives, alas! only +an inadequate impression of the quality of the painting. The sketches +which are included in the following pages will give an idea of the +felicity of his hand, and of his talent for seeing the living line +whenever he made sketches or notes from life. He threw these scraps off +so easily, valuing them not at all, that few were kept. Then, before a +year had passed (that is to say, in 1861), he had decided not to be a +painter after all. Thereafter what was remarkable was just that he let +so genuine a talent remain completely neglected. Except to record an +observation in the laboratory, to explain the object under discussion to +a student, or to amuse his children, he soon left pencil and brush quite +untouched. + + * * * * * + +The photographs of James reproduced in this book are all excellent +"likenesses," and one, with his colleague, Royce, caught an attitude +which suggests the alertness that marked his bearing. He was of medium +height (about five feet eight and one-half inches), and though he was +muscular and compact, his frame was slight and he appeared to be +slender in youth, spare in his last years. His carriage was erect and +his tread was firm to the end. Until he was over fifty he used to take +the stairs of his own house two, or even three, steps at a bound. He +moved rapidly, not to say impatiently, but with an assurance that +invested his figure with an informal sort of dignity. After he strained +his heart in the Adirondacks in 1899 he had to habituate himself to a +moderate pace in walking, but he never learned to make short movements +and movements of unpremeditated response in a deliberate way. When he +drove about the hilly roads of the Adirondacks or New Hampshire, he was +forever springing in and out of the carriage to ease the horses where +the way was steep. (Indeed it was so intolerable to him to sit in a +carriage while straining beasts pulled it up grade, that he lost much of +his enjoyment of driving when he could no longer walk up the hills.) +Great was his brother Henry's astonishment at Chocorua, in 1904, to see +that he still got out of a "democrat wagon" by springing lightly from +the top of the wheel. His doctors had cautioned him against such sudden +exertions; but he usually jumped without thinking. + +In talking he gesticulated very little, but his face and voice were +unusually expressive. His eyes were of that not very dark shade whose +depth and color changes with alterations of mood. Mrs. Henry Whitman, +who knew him well and painted his portrait, called them "irascible blue +eyes." He talked in a voice that was low-pitched rather than deep--an +unforgettably agreeable voice, that was admirable for conversation or a +small lecture-room, although in a very large hall it vibrated and lacked +resonance. His speech was full of earnest, humorous and tender cadences. + +James was always as informal in his dress as the occasion permitted. The +Norfolk jacket in which he used to lecture to his classes invariably +figured in college caricatures--as did also his festive neckties. But +there was nothing that disgusted him more than a "loutish" carelessness +about appearances. A friend of old days, describing a first meeting with +him in the late sixties ejaculated, "He was the _cleanest_-looking +chap!" There seemed to be no flabby or unvitalized fibre in him. + +People and conversation excited him--if too many, or too long-continued, +to the point of irritation and exhaustion. If, as was sometimes the +case, he was moody and silent in a small company, it was a sign that he +was overworked and tired out. But when he was roused to vivacity and +floated on the current of congenial discussion, his enunciation was +rapid, with occasional pauses while he searched for the right word or +figure and pursed his lips as though helping the word to come. Then he +talked spontaneously, humorously, and often extravagantly, just as he +will appear to have written to his correspondents. Sometimes he was +vehement, but never ponderous; and he never made anyone, no matter how +humble, feel that he was trying to "impress." Men and women of all sorts +felt at ease with him, and anybody who, in Touchstone's phrase,[19] had +any philosophy in him, was soon expounding his private hopes, faiths, +and skepticisms to James with gusto. He was, distinctly, not a man who +required a submissive audience to put him in the vein. A kind of +admiring attention that made him self-conscious was as certain to reduce +him to silence as a manly give and take was sure to bring him out. It +never seemed to occur to him to debate or talk for victory. In Faculty +meetings he spoke seldom, and he spent very little time on his +feet--except as called upon--when professional congresses or conferences +were thrown open to discussion. Similarly, he was seldom at his best at +large dinners or formal occasions. His best talk might have been +described by a phrase which he used about his father. It was pat and +intuitive and had a "smiting" quality. He was never guilty of abusing +anecdote,--that frequent instrument of social oppression,--but he loved +and told a good story when it would help the discussion along, and +showed a fair gift of mimicry in relating one.[20] + +Once, in the early days of their acquaintance, François Pillon, who knew +how affectionately James was attached to Harvard University and +Cambridge and who assumed that he was a New Englander, asked him about +the Puritans. James launched upon a vivacious sketch of their sombre +community, and when he had finished Pillon ejaculated with mingled +solicitude and astonishment: "Alors! pas un seul bon-vivant parmi vos +ancêtres!" The story of the solemn-minded student who stemmed the full +tide of a lecture one day by exclaiming, "But, Doctor, Doctor!--to be +serious for a moment--," is already well known. + +But what counted for the charm and effect of James's conversation more +than all else was his lively interest in his interlocutor and in every +fresh idea that developed in talk with him. He made the other man feel +that he had no desire to pigeon-hole him and dismiss him from further +consideration, but that he rejoiced in him as a fellow creature, unique +like himself and forever fascinating. "How delicious," he cried, "is the +fact that you can't cram individuals under cut-and-dried heads of +classification!" He fell instinctively into the other man's mental +stride while he drew him out about his age, occupation, history, family +circumstances, theories, prejudices, and peculiarities. He abounded in +sympathy and even enthusiasm for the other's personal aims and peculiar +ideals. + +His first reaction to a new scene or to fresh contact with a foreign +people was apt to be one of admiration. "How jolly it looks!" he would +exclaim, "and how superior in such and such ways to that last!" "How +_good_ they seem!" "How sound and worthy to be given its chance to +develop is such a civilization!" Restlessness, discriminating moods, and +a longing for the "simplifications" of home soon followed; but even when +restlessness and homesickness became acute, their effect was not +permanent. He was no sooner back in his own home than the peculiar +virtues of the place and people from whom he had fled shone again as +unique and precious to the universe. It was good that there should be +one Oxford, and that it should cling to every ancient peculiarity +without surrendering to the spirit of the age--and good too that there +should be one Chautauqua! + +For James was perennially "keen" about new things and future things, +about beginnings and promises. His mind looked forward eagerly. Youth +never bored him. Anything spontaneous, young, or original was likely to +excite him. And then he would pour out expressions of approval and +acclaim. Brilliant students and young authors were often "little +geniuses"; he guessed that they would "produce something very big before +long"; they had already arrived at "an important vision," or had "driven +their spear into the Universe where its ribs are short"; they were going +to make "perhaps the most original contribution to philosophy that +anyone had made for a generation." + +It must be admitted that his recognition would occasionally have had a +happier effect had it been less encouraging. But he enjoyed being +generous and hated to spoil a gift of praise by "stingy" +qualifications. He might have said that the great point was not to let +any unique virtue in a man evaporate or be wasted. At any rate, he said, +that should be seen to in a university. He was quite unconventional in +recognizing originality, and preferred all the risks involved in hailing +potentialities that might never come to fruition, to a policy of playing +safe in his estimates. Yet on the whole he very seldom "fooled himself." +Few men who have possessed a comparable gift of discovering special +virtues in different individuals have combined with it so just a sense +of what could not be expected of those same individuals in the way of +other virtues. + +But there would be danger of misunderstanding if this trait were +mentioned without an important qualification. The reader will do well, +in interpreting any judgment of James's to consider whether the book, or +theory, or man under consideration was new and unrecognized, or was +already established and secure of a place in men's esteem. In the former +case, especially if there was anything in the situation to appeal to +James's natural "inclination to succor the under-dog," his praise was +likely to be extravagantly expressed and his reservations were apt to be +withheld. In the latter case he was no less certain to give free rein to +his critical discernment. Men who knew him as a teacher are likely to +remember how he encouraged them in their efforts on the one hand, and on +the other how stimulating to them and enlarging to their mental horizons +were his free and often destructive comments upon famous books and +illustrious men. + +As a teacher at Harvard for thirty-five years, he influenced the lives +and thoughts of more than a generation of students who sat in his +classes. To many of them he was an adviser as well as a teacher, and to +some he was a lifelong friend. Such was the character of his books and +public discourses that people of all sorts and conditions from outside +the University came to him or wrote to him for encouragement and +counsel. The burden of his message to all was the bracing text which he +himself loved and lived by--"Son of man, stand upon thy feet and I will +speak unto thee." He never tried to win disciples, to compel allegiance +to his own doctrines, or to found a school. But he taught countless +young men to love philosophy, and helped many a troubled soul besides to +face the problems of the universe in an independent and gallant spirit. +He helped them by example as well as by precept, for it was plain to +everyone who knew him or read him that his genius was ardently +adventurous and humane. + + + + +II + +1861-1864 + +_Chemistry and Comparative Anatomy in the Lawrence Scientific School_ + + +IN the autumn of 1861 James turned to scientific work, and began what +was to become a lifelong connection with Cambridge and Harvard +University by registering for the study of chemistry in the Lawrence +Scientific School. Among the students who were in the School in his time +were several who were to be his friends and colleagues in later +years--Nathaniel S. Shaler, later Professor of Geology and Dean of the +Scientific School, Alexander Agassiz, engineer, captain of industry, +eminent biologist, and organizer of the museum that his father had +founded, the entomologist Samuel H. Scudder, F. W. Putnam, who +afterwards became Curator of the Peabody Museum of Ethnology and +Anthropology, and Alpheus Hyatt, the palæontologist, who was Curator of +the Museum of Comparative Zoölogy at Harvard for many years before his +death in 1902. The chemical laboratory of the school had just been +placed under the charge of Charles W. Eliot,--in 1869 to become +President Eliot,--who writes: "I first came in contact with William +James in the academic year 1861-62. As I was young and inexperienced, it +was fortunate for me that there were but fifteen students of chemistry +in the Scientific School that year, and that I was therefore able to +devote a good deal of attention to the laboratory work of each student. +The instruction was given chiefly in the laboratory and was therefore +individual. James was a very interesting and agreeable pupil, but was +not wholly devoted to the study of Chemistry. During the two years in +which he was registered as a student in Chemistry, his work was much +interfered with by ill-health, or rather by something which I imagined +to be a delicacy of nervous constitution. His excursions into other +sciences and realms of thought were not infrequent; his mind was +excursive, and he liked experimenting, particularly novel +experimenting.... I received a distinct impression that he possessed +unusual mental powers, remarkable spirituality, and great personal +charm.[21] This impression became later useful to Harvard University." + +Henry James published many of the few still existing letters which +William wrote during this time in his "Notes of a Son and Brother." +Three of them are among the first six selected for inclusion here. The +fun and extravagance of these early letters is so full of an intimate +raillery that they should be read in their context in that book, where +the whole family has been made to live again. The first of the letters +that follow was written a few weeks after the opening of the autumn term +in which James began his course in chemistry. The son of Professor +Benjamin Peirce (the mathematician) of whom it makes mention was the +brilliant but erratic Charles S. Peirce, to whom other references appear +in later letters, and whose name James subsequently associated with his +pragmatism. "Harry," "Wilky" and "Bobby" will be recognized as William's +younger brothers. Wilky was at the Sanborn School in Concord, thirteen +miles away. Bobby was in Newport, under the parental roof at 13 Kay +Street. The Emerson referred to was R. W. Emerson's son, Edward W. +Emerson, and "Tom" Ward, the Thomas W. Ward of a lifelong friendship and +of several later letters and allusions. + + + + +_To his Family._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _Sunday Afternoon, Sept. 16, 1861_. + +DEAREST FAMILY,--This morning, as I was busy over the tenth page of a +letter to Wilky, in he popped and made my labor of no account. I had +intended to go and see him yesterday, but concluded to delay as I had +plenty of work to do and did not wish to take the relish off the visits +by making them frequent when I was not home-sick. Moreover, Emerson and +Tom Ward were going on, and I thought he would have too much of a good +thing. But he walked over this morning with, or rather without them, for +he went astray and arrived very hot and dusty. I gave him a bath and +took him to dinner and he is now gone to see [Andrew?] Robeson and +Emerson. His plump corpusculus looks as always. He says it is pretty +lonely at Concord and he misses Bob's lively and sportive wiles very +much in the long and lone and dreary evenings, tho' he consoles himself +by thinking he will have a great time at study. I have at last got to +feel quite settled and homelike. I write in my new parlor whither I +moved yesterday. You have no idea what an improvement it is on the old +affair, worth double the price, and the little bedroom under the roof +is perfectly delicious, with a charming outlook upon little backyards +with trees and pretty old brick walls. The sun is upon _this_ room from +earliest dawn till late in the afternoon--a capital thing in winter. + +I like Mrs. Upham's very much. Dark, aristocratic dining-room, with +royal cheer--"fish, roast-beef, veal-cutlets or pigeons?" says the +splendid, tall, noble-looking, white-armed, black-eyed Juno of a +handmaid as you sit down. And for dessert, a choice of three, _three_ of +the most succulent, unctuous (no, not unctuous, unless you imagine a +celestial unction without the oil) pie-ey confections, always two plates +full--my eye! She has an admirable chemical, not mechanical, combination +of jam and cake and cream, which I recommend to mother if she is ever at +a loss; though she has no well-stored pantry like that of good old 13 +Kay Street; or if she has, it exists not for miserable me. I get up at +six, breakfast and study till nine, when I go to school till one, when +dinner, a short loaf and work again till five, then gymnasium or walk +till tea, and after that, visit, work, literature, correspondence, etc., +etc., till ten, when I "divest myself of my wardrobe" and lay my weary +head upon my downy pillow and dreamily think of dear old home and Father +and Mother and brothers and sister and aunt and cousins and all that the +good old Newport sun shines upon, until consciousness is lost. My time +last week was fully occupied, and I suspect will be so all winter--I +hope so. + +This chemical analysis is so bewildering at first that I am entirely +"muddled and beat"[22] and have to employ most all my time reading up. +Agassiz gives now a course of lectures in Boston, to which I have been. +He is evidently a great favorite with his audience and feels so himself. +But he is an admirable, earnest lecturer, clear as day, and his accent +is most fascinating. I should like to study under him. Prof. Wyman's +lectures on [the] Comp[arative] anatomy of vert[ebrates] promise to be +very good; prosy perhaps a little and monotonous, but plain and packed +full and well arranged (_nourris_). Eliot I have not seen much of; I +don't believe he is a _very_ accomplished chemist, but can't tell yet. +Young [Charles] Atkinson, nephew of Miss Staigg's friend, is a very nice +boy. I walked over to Brookline yesterday afternoon with him to see his +aunt, who received me very cordially. There is something extremely good +about her. The rest of this year's class is nothing wonderful. In last +year's there is a son of Prof. Peirce, whom I suspect to be a very +"smart" fellow with a great deal of character, pretty independent and +violent though. [Storrow] Higginson I like very well. [John] Ropes is +always out, so I have not seen him again. + +We are only about twelve in the laboratory, so that we have a very cosy +time. I expect to have a winter of "crowded" life. I can be as +independent as I please, and want to live regardless of the good or bad +opinion of everyone. I shall have a splendid chance to try, I know, and +I know too that the "native hue of resolution" has never been of very +great shade in me hitherto. But I am sure that that feeling is a right +one, and I mean to live according to it if I can. If I do, I think I +shall turn out all right. + +I stopped this letter before tea, when Wilk the rosy-gilled and +Higginson came in. I now resume it after tea by the light of a taper and +that of the moon. This room is without gas and I must get some of the +jovial Harry's abhorred kerosene tomorrow. Wilk read Harry's letter and +amused me "metch" by his naïve interpretation of mother's most rational +request "that I should keep a memorandum of all monies I receive from +Father." He thought it was that she might know exactly what sums the +prodigal philosopher really gave out, and that mistrust of his +generosity caused it. The phrase has a little sound that way, as Harry +framed it, I confess.... + + * * * * * + +"Kitty" Temple, next addressed, was the eldest of four Temple cousins, +who were daughters of Henry James, Senior's, favorite sister. Having +lost both their parents the Temple children had come to live in Newport +under the care of their paternal aunt, Mrs. Edmund Tweedie. The fast +friendship between the elder Jameses and the Tweedies, the relationship +between the two groups of children and the parity of their ages resulted +in the Jameses, Temples and Tweedies all living almost as one family. +"Minny," Kitty's younger sister, was about seventeen years old and was +the enchanting and most adored of all the charming and freely +circulating young relatives with whom William had more or less grown up. +Henry James drew two of his most appealing heroines from her +image,--Minny Theale in the "Wings of the Dove" and Isabel Archer in +"The Portrait of a Lady,"--and she is still more authentically revealed +by references that recur in "Notes of a Son and Brother" and in the +bundle of her own letters with which that volume beautifully closes. In +a long-after year William, who was fondly devoted to her, received an +early letter of hers containing an affectionate reference to himself and +wrote to the friend who had sent it: "I am deeply thankful to you for +sending me this letter, which revives all sorts of poignant memories +and makes her live again in all her lightness and freedom. Few spirits +have been more free than hers. I find myself wishing so that she could +know me as I am now. As for knowing her as _she_ is now??!! I find that +she means as much in the way of human character for me now as she ever +did, being unique and with no analogue in all my subsequent experience +of people. Thank you once more for what you have done." At the time of +the next letter, "Minny" had just cut her hair short, and a photograph +of her new aspect was the occasion of the badinage about her madness. +"Dr. Prince" was an alienist to whom another James cousin had lately +been married. + + + + +_To Miss Katharine Temple (Mrs. Richard Emmet)._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, [_Sept. 1861_]. + +MY DEAR KITTY,--Imagine if you can with what palpitations I tore open +the rude outer envelope of your precious, long-looked-for missive. I +read it by the glimmer of the solitary lamp which at eventide lights up +the gloom of the dark and humid den called Post Office. And as I read on +unconscious of the emotion I was betraying, a vast crowd collected. +Profs. Agassiz and Wyman ran with their note-books and proceeded to take +observations of the greatest scientific import. I with difficulty +reached my lodgings. When thereout fell the Photograph. Wheeeew! oohoo! +aha! la-la! [_Marks representing musical flourish_] boisteroso +triumphissimmo, chassez to the right, cross over, forward two, hornpipe +and turn summerset! Up came the fire engines; but I proudly waved them +aside and plunged bareheaded into the chill and gloomy bowels of the +night, to recover by violent exercise the use of my reasoning faculties, +which had almost been annihilated by the shock of happiness. As I +stalked along, an understanding of the words in your letter grew upon +me, and then I felt, my sober senses returning, that I ought not to be +so elate. For you certainly bring me bad news enough. Elly's arm broken +and Minny gone mad should make me rather drop a tear than laugh. + +But leaving poor Elly's case for the present, let's speak of Minny and +her fearful catastrophe. Do you know, Kitty,--now that it 's all over, I +don't see why I should not tell you,--I have often had flashes of horrid +doubts about that girl. Occasionally I have caught a glance from her +furtive eye, a glance so wild, so weird, so strange, that it has frozen +the innermost marrow in my bones; and again the most sickening feeling +has come over me as I have noticed fleeting shades of expression on her +face, so short, but ah! so piercingly pregnant of the mysteries of +mania--_unhuman_, ghoul-like, fiendish-cunning! Ah me! ah me! Now that +my worst suspicions have proved true, I feel sad indeed. The well-known, +how-often fondly-contemplated features tell the whole story in the +photograph taken, as you say, a few days before the crisis. Madness is +plainly lurking in that lurid eye, stamps indelibly the arch of the +nostril and the curve of the lip, and in ambush along the soft curve of +the cheek it lies ready to burst forth in consuming fire. But oh! still +is it not pity to think that that fair frame, whilom the chosen fane of +intellect and heart, clear and white as noonday's beams, should now be a +vast desert through whose lurid and murky glooms glare but the fitful +forked lightnings of fuliginous insanity!--Well, Kitty, after all, it is +but an organic lesion of the gray cortical substance which forms the +_pia mater_ of the brain, which is very consoling to us all. Was she all +alone when she did it? Could no one wrest the shears from her vandal +hand? I declare I fear to return home,--but of course Dr. Prince has +her by this time. I shall weep as soon as I have finished this letter. + +But now, to speak seriously, I am really shocked and grieved at hearing +of poor little Elly's accident and of her suffering. I suppose she bears +it though like one of the Amazons of old. I suppose the proper thing for +me to do would be to tell her how naughty and careless she was to go and +risk her bones in that unprincipled way, and how it will be a good +lesson to her for the future about climbing into swings, etc., etc., _ad +libitum_; but I will leave that to you, as her elder sister (I have no +doubt you've dosed her already), and convey to her only the expression +of my warmest condolence and sympathy. I hope to see her getting on +finely when I come home, which will be shortly. After all it will soon +be over, and then her arm will be better than ever, twice as strong, and +who of us are exempt from pain? Take me, for example: you might weep +tears of blood to see me day after day forced to hold ignited crucibles +in my naked hands till the eyes of my neighbors water and their throats +choke with the dense fumes of the burning leather. Yet I ask for no +commiseration. Nevertheless I bestow it upon poor Elly, to whom give my +best love and say I look forward to seeing her soon. + +And Henrietta the ablebodied and strongminded--your report of her +constancy touched me more than anything has for a long while. Tell her +to stick it out for a few days longer and she will be richly rewarded by +an apple and a chestnut _from Massachusetts_. As for yourself and sister +in the affair of the wings, 'tis but what I expected,--I am too old now +to expect much from human nature,--yet after such length of striving to +please, so many months of incessant devotion, one _must_ feel a slight +twinge. If your sister can still understand, let her know that I thank +her for her photograph. Too bad, too bad! With her long locks she would +still be winning, outwardly, spite of the howling fiends within; but +they gone, like Samson, she has nothing left.--But now, my dear Kitty, I +must put an end to my scribbling. This writing in the middle of the week +is an unheard-of license, for I must work, work, work. Relentless +Chemistry claims its hapless victim. Excuse all faults of grammar, +punctuation, spelling and sense on the score of telegraphic haste. Love +to all and to yourself. Please "remember me" to your aunt Charlotte, and +believe [me] yours affectionately, + +W. J. + + + + +_To his Family._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, +Sunday afternoon [_Early Nov., 1861_]. + +DEARLY BELOVED FAMILY,--Wilky and I have just returned from dinner, and +having completed a concert for the benefit of the inmates of Pasco Hall +and the Hall next door, turn ourselves, I to writing a word home, he to +digesting in a "lobbing" position on the sofa. Wilky wrote you a +complete account of our transactions in Boston yesterday much better +than I could have done. I suppose you will ratify our action as it +seemed the only one possible to us. The radiance of Harry's visit[23] +has not faded yet, and I come upon gleams of it three or four times a +day in my farings to and fro; but it has never a bit diminished the +lustre of far-off shining Newport all silver and blue and this heavenly +group below[24] (all being more or less failures, especially the two +outside ones),--the more so as the above-mentioned Harry could in no +wise satisfy my cravings to know of the family and friends, as he did +not seem to have been on speaking terms with any of them for some time +past and could tell me nothing of what they did, said, or thought about +any given subject. Never did I see a so much uninterested creature in +the affairs of those about him. He is a good soul though in his way, +too--much more so than the light fantastic Wilky, who has been doing +nothing but disaster since he has been here, breaking down my good +resolutions about eating, keeping me from any intellectual exercise, +ruining my best hat wearing it while dressing, while in his night-gown, +wishing to wash his face with it on, insisting on sleeping in my bed, +inflicting on me thereby the pains of crucifixion, and hardly to be +prevented from taking the said hat to bed with him. The odious creature +occupied my comfortable armchair all the morning in the position +represented in the fine plate which accompanies this letter. But one +more night though and he shall be gone and no thorn shall be in the side +of the serene and hallowed felicity of expectation in which I shall +revel until the time comes for going home, home, home to the hearts of +my infancy and budding youth. + +It is not homesickness I have, if by that term be meant a sickness of +heart and loathing of my present surroundings, but a sentiment far +transcending this, that makes my hair curl for joy whenever I think of +home, by which home comes to me as hope, not as regret, and which puts +roses long faded thence in my old mother's cheeks, mildness in my +father's voice, flowing graces into my Aunt Kate's movements, babbling +confidingness into Harry's talk, a straight parting into Robby's hair +and a heavenly tone into the lovely babe's temper, the elastic graces of +a kitten into Moses's[25] rusty and rheumatic joints. Aha! Aha! The +time will come--Thanksgiving in less than two weeks and then, oh, +then!--probably a cold reception, half repellent, no fatted calf, no +fresh-baked loaf of spicy bread,--but I dare not think of that side of +the picture. I will ever hope and trust and my faith shall be justified. + +As Wilky has submitted to you a résumé of his future history for the +next few years, so will I, hoping it will meet your approval. Thus: one +year study chemistry, then spend one term at home, then one year with +Wyman, then a medical education, then five or six years with Agassiz, +then probably death, death, death with inflation and plethora of +knowledge. This you had better seriously consider. This is a glorious +day and I think I must close and take a walk. So farewell, farewell +until a quarter to nine Sunday evening soon! Your bold, your beautiful, + +Your Blossom!! + + * * * * * + +_Dedicated to Miss Kitty, oh! I beg pardon, to Miss Temple._ + +The following curious facts were discovered by the Chemist James in some +of his recent investigations: + +At Pensacola, Fla., there is a navy yard, and consequently many officers +of the U.S.A. + +In Pensacola there is a larger proportional number of old maids than in +any city of the Union. + +The ladies of Pensacola, instead of seeking an eligible partner in the +middle ranks of society, spend their lives in a vain attempt to entrap +the officers who flirt with them and then leave Pensacola. The moral +lesson is evident. + + * * * * * + +The "Kitty" to whom James addressed the next letter was another cousin, +the daughter of one of his father's elder brothers. Her husband was the +alienist to whom the reader will remember that the mad Minny was +consigned in a previous letter. It should also be explained that James's +two youngest brothers had now entered the Union army, and that one of +them, Wilky, adjutant of the first colored regiment, had been wounded in +the charge on Fort Wagner in which Colonel Robert Gould Shaw was killed. + + + + +_To Mrs. Katharine James (Mrs. William H.) Prince._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _Sept. 12, 1863_. + +MY DEAR COUSIN KITTY,--I was very agreeably surprised at getting your +letter a few days after arriving here, and am heartily glad to find that +you still remember me and think sometimes of the visit you paid us that +happy summer. I often think of you, and at such times feel very much +like renewing our delightful converse. Several times I have been on the +uttermost _brink_ of writing to you, but somehow or other I have always +quailed at plunging over. Nature makes us so awkward. I again felt +several times like going to pay you a short visit,--last winter and this +spring, I remember,--but hesitated, never having been invited, and being +entirely ignorant how you would receive me, whether you would chain me +up in your asylum and scourge me, or what--tho' I believe those good old +days are over. + +When you were at our house, I recollect I was in the first flush of my +chemical enthusiasm. A year and a half of hard work at it here has +somewhat dulled my ardor; and after half a year's vegetation at home, I +am back here again, studying this time Comparative Anatomy. I am obliged +before the 15th of January to make finally and irrevocably "the choice +of a profession." I suppose your sex, which has, or should have, its +bread brought to it, instead of having to go in search of it, has no +idea of the awful responsibility of such a choice. I have four +alternatives: Natural History, Medicine, Printing, Beggary. Much may be +said in favor of each. I have named them in the ascending order of their +pecuniary invitingness. After all, the great problem of life seems to be +how to keep body and soul together, and I _have_ to consider lucre. To +study natural science, I know I should like, but the prospect of +supporting a family on $600 a year is not one of those rosy dreams of +the future with which the young are said to be haunted. Medicine would +pay, and I should still be dealing with subjects which interest me--but +how much drudgery and of what an unpleasant kind is there! Of all +departments of Medicine, that to which Dr. Prince devotes himself is, I +should think, the most interesting. And I should like to see him and his +patients at Northampton very much before coming to a decision. + +The worst of this matter is that everyone must more or less act with +insufficient knowledge--"go it blind," as they say. Few can afford the +time to try what suits them. However, a few months will show. I shall be +most happy some day to avail myself of your very cordial invitation. I +have heard so much of the beauty of Northampton that I want very much to +see the place too. + +I heard from home day before yesterday that "Wilky was improving daily." +I hope he is, poor fellow. His wound is a very large and bad one and he +will be confined to his bed a long while. He bears it like a man. He is +the best abolitionist you ever saw, and makes a common one, as we are, +feel very small and shabby. Poor little Bob is before Charleston, too. +We have not heard from him in a very long while. He made an excellent +officer in camp here, every one said, and was promoted. + +But I must stop. I hope, now that the ice is broken, you will soon feel +like writing again. And, if you please, eschew all formality in +addressing me by dropping the title of our relationship before my name. +As for you, the case is different. My senior, a grave matron, +quasi-mother of I know not how many scores, not of children, but of live +lunatics, which is far more exceptional and awe-inspiring, I tremble to +think I have shown too much levity and familiarity already. Are you very +different from what you were two years ago? As no word has passed +between us since then, I suppose I should have begun by congratulating +you first on your engagement, which is I believe the fashionable thing, +then on your marriage, tho' I don't rightly know whether that is +fashionable or not. At any rate I now end. Yours most sincerely, + +WM. JAMES. + + + + +_To his Mother._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, [_circa Sept., 1863_]. + +MY DEAREST MOTHER,--...To answer the weighty questions which you +propound: I am glad to leave Newport because I am tired of the place +itself, and because of the reason which you have very well expressed in +your letter, the necessity of the whole family being near the arena of +the future activity of us young men. I recommend Cambridge on account of +its own pleasantness (though I don't wish to be invidious towards +Brookline, Longwood, and other places) and because of its economy if I +or Harry continue to study here much longer.... + +I feel very much the importance of making soon a final choice of my +business in life. I stand now at the place where the road forks. One +branch leads to material comfort, the flesh-pots; but it seems a kind of +selling of one's soul. The other to mental dignity and independence; +combined, however, with physical penury. If I myself were the only one +concerned I should not hesitate an instant in my choice. But it seems +hard on Mrs. W. J., "that not impossible she," to ask her to share an +empty purse and a cold hearth. On one side is _science_, upon the other +_business_ (the honorable, honored and productive business of printing +seems most attractive), with _medicine_, which partakes of [the] +advantages of both, between them, but which has drawbacks of its own. I +confess I hesitate. I fancy there is a fond maternal cowardice which +would make you and every other mother contemplate with complacency the +worldly fatness of a son, even if obtained by some sacrifice of his +"higher nature." But I fear there might be some anguish in looking back +from the pinnacle of prosperity (_necessarily_ reached, if not by eating +dirt, at least by renouncing some divine ambrosia) over the life you +might have led in the pure pursuit of truth. It seems as if one _could_ +not afford to give that up for any bribe, however great. Still, I am +undecided. The medical term opens tomorrow and between this and the end +of the term here, I shall have an opportunity of seeing a little into +medical business. I shall confer with Wyman about the prospects of a +naturalist and finally decide. I want you to become familiar with the +notion that I _may_ stick to science, however, and drain away at your +property for a few years more. If I can get into Agassiz's museum I +think it not improbable I may receive a salary of $400 to $500 in a +couple of years. I know some stupider than I who have done so. You see +in that case how desirable it would be to have a home in Cambridge. +Anyhow, I am convinced that somewhere in this neighborhood is the place +for us to rest. These matters have been a good deal on my mind lately, +and I am very glad to get this chance of pouring them into yours. As +for the other boys, I don't know. And that idle and useless young +female, Alice, too, whom we shall have to feed and clothe!... Cambridge +is all right for business in Boston. Living in Boston or Brookline, +etc., would be as expensive as Newport if Harry or I stayed here, for we +could not easily go home every day. + +Give my warmest love to Aunt Kate, Father, who I hope will not tumble +again, and all of them over the way. Recess in three weeks; till then, +my dearest and best of old mothers, good-bye! Your loving son, + +W. J. + +[P.S.] Give my best love to Kitty and give _cette petite_ humbug of a +Minny a hint about writing to me. I hope you liked your shawl. + + * * * * * + +The physical and nervous frailty, which President Eliot had noticed in +James during the first winter at the Scientific School, and which later +manifested itself so seriously as to interfere with his studies, kept +him from enlisting in the Federal armies during the Civil War. The case +was too clear to occasion discussion in his letters. He continued as a +student at the School and, at about the time the foregoing letter was +written, transferred himself from the Chemical Department to the +Department of Comparative Anatomy and Physiology, in which Professor +Jeffries Wyman was teaching. It was in these two subjects that he +himself was to begin teaching ten years later. The next year (1864-65), +when he entered the Medical School, Professor Wyman was again his +instructor. + +Jeffries Wyman (1814-1874) was a less widely effective man than Agassiz, +but his influence counted more in James's student years than did that of +any other teacher. "All the young men who worked under him," says +President Eliot, "took him as the type of scientific zeal, +disinterestedness and candor." N. S. Shaler, an admirable judge of men, +has recorded his opinion of Wyman in his autobiography, saying: "In some +ways he was the most perfect naturalist I have ever known ... within the +limits of his powers he had the best-balanced mind it has been my good +fortune to come into contact with.... Though he published but little, +his store of knowledge of the whole field of natural history was +surprisingly great, and, as I came to find, it greatly exceeded that of +my master Agassiz in its range and accuracy."[26] + +James, who was Wyman's pupil during two critical years, held him in +particular reverence and affection, and said of him: "Those who year by +year received part or all of their first year's course of medical +instruction from him always speak with a sort of worship of their +preceptor. His extraordinary effect on all who knew him is to be +accounted for by the one word, character. Never was a man so absolutely +without detractors. The quality which every one first thinks of in him +is his extraordinary modesty, of which his unfailing geniality and +serviceableness, his readiness to confer with and listen to younger +men--how often did his unmagisterial manner lead them unawares into +taking dogmatic liberties, which soon resulted in ignominious collapse +before his quiet wisdom!--were kindred manifestations. Next were his +integrity, and his complete and simple devotion to objective truth. +These qualities were what gave him such incomparable fairness of +judgment in both scientific and worldly matters, and made his opinions +so weighty even when they were unaccompanied by reasons.... An +accomplished draughtsman, his love and understanding of art were +great.... He had if anything too little of the _ego_ in his composition, +and all his faults were excesses of virtue. A little more restlessness +of ambition, and a little more willingness to use other people for his +purposes, would easily have made him more abundantly productive, and +would have greatly increased the sphere of his effectiveness and fame. +But his example on us younger men, who had the never-to-be-forgotten +advantage of working by his side, would then have been, if not less +potent, at least different from what we now remember it; and we prefer +to think of him forever as the paragon that he was of goodness, +disinterestedness, and single-minded love of the truth."[27] + +The stream of James's correspondence still flowed entirely for his +family at this time, and his letters were often facetious accounts of +his way of life and occupations. + + + + +_To his Sister_ (age 15). + + +CAMBRIDGE, _Sept. 13, 1863_. + +CHÉRIE CHARMANTE DE BAL,--Notwithstanding the abuse we poured on each +other before parting and the (on _my_ part) feigned expressions of joy +at not meeting you again for so many months, it was with the liveliest +regret that I left Newport before your return. But I was obliged in +order to get a room here--drove, literally drove to it. That you should +not have written to me for so long grieves me more than words can +tell--you who have nothing to do besides. It shows you to have little +affection and _that_ of a poor quality. I have, however, heard from +_others_ who tell me that Wilky is doing well, "improving daily," which +I am very glad indeed to hear. I am glad you had such a pleasant summer. +I am nicely established in a cosy little room, with a large recess with +a window in it, containing bed and washstand, separated from the main +apartment by a rich green silken curtain and a large gilt cornice. This +gives the whole establishment a splendid look. + +I found when I got here that Miss Upham had changed her price to $5.00. +Great efforts were made by two of us to raise a club, but little +enthusiasm was shown by anyone else and it fell through. I then, with +that fine economical instinct which distinguishes me, resolved to take a +tea and breakfast of bread and milk in my room and only pay Miss Upham +for dinners. Miss U. is at Swampscott. So I asked to see [her sister] +Mrs. Wood, to learn the cost of seven dinners. She, with true motherly +instinct, said that I should only make a slop in my room, and that she +would rather let me keep on for $4.50, seeing it was me. I said she must +first consult Miss Upham. She returned from Swampscott saying that Miss +U. had sworn _she_ would rather pay _me_ a dollar a week than have me go +away. Ablaze with economic passion, I cried "Done!" trying to make it +appear as if she had made a formal offer to that effect. But she would +not admit it, and after much recrimination we were separated, it being +agreed that I should come for $4.50, _but tell no-one_. (Mind _you_ +don't either.) I now lay my hand on my heart, and confidently look +towards my mother for that glance of approbation which she _must_ +bestow. Have I not redeemed any weaknesses of the past? Though part of +my conception failed, yet it was boldly planned and would have been a +noble stroke. + +I have been pretty busy this week. I have a filial feeling towards Wyman +already. I work in a vast museum, at a table all alone, surrounded by +skeletons of mastodons, crocodiles, and the like, with the walls hung +about with monsters and horrors enough to freeze the blood. But I have +no fear, as most of them are tightly bottled up. Occasionally solemn +men and women come in to see the museum, and sometimes timid little +girls (reminding me of thee, beloved, only they are less fashionably +dressed) who whisper: "Is folks allowed here?" It pains me to remark, +however, that not all the little girls are of this pleasing type, _most_ +being boldfaced jigs. How does Wilky get on? Is Mayberry gone? How is he +nursed? Who holds his foot for the doctor? Tell me all about him. +Everyone here asks about him, and all without exception seem +enthusiastic about the darkeys. How has Aunt Kate's knee been since her +return? Sorry indeed was I to leave without seeing her. Give her my best +love. Is Kitty Temple as angelic as ever? Give my best love to her and +Minny and the little ones. (My little friend Elly, how often I think of +her!) Have your lessons with Bradford (the brandy-witness) begun? You +may well blush. Tell Harry Mr. [Francis J.] Child is here, just as +usual; Mrs. C. at Swampscott. [C. C.] Salter back, but morose. One or +two new students, and Prof. [W. W.] Goodwin, who is a very agreeable +man. Among other students, a son of Ed. Everett [William Everett], very +intelligent and a capital scholar, studying law. He took honors at +Cambridge, England. Tucks, _mère & fille_ away, _fils_ here.... + +I send a photograph of Gen. Sickles for yours and Wilky's amusement. It +is a part of a great anthropomorphological collection[28] which I am +going to make. So take care of it, as well as of all the photographs you +will find in the table drawer in my room. But isn't he a bully boy? +Harry's handwriting much better. Desecrate my room as little as +possible. Good-bye, much love to Wilky and all. If he wants nursing send +for me without hesitation. Love to the Tweedies. Haven't you heard yet +from Bobby? + +Your aff. bro., +WM. + +[Illustration: Pencil Sketch from a Pocket Note-Book.] + + + + +III + +1864-1866 + +_The Harvard Medical School--With Louis Agassiz to the Amazon_ + + +IN 1864 the family moved from Newport to Boston, where Henry James, +Senior, took a house on Ashburton Place (No. 13) for two years, and +there was no more occasion for family letters. Although James began the +regular course at the Medical School, he had arrived at no clear +professional purpose and no selection of any particular field of study. +The School afforded him some measure of preparation for natural science +as well as for practice. + +Philosophy had undoubtedly begun to beckon him, although its appealing +gesture lacked authority and did not enlist him in any regular course of +philosophic studies. In sixty-five he wrote to his brother Henry from +Brazil saying, "When I get home, I'm going to study philosophy all my +days." But in many respects his character and tastes matured slowly. The +instruction offered by Professor Francis Bowen in Harvard College does +not appear to have excited his interest at all. It cannot have failed to +excite the irony of his father,--as did everything of the sort that was +academic and orthodox,--and James would have been aware of this and +might have been influenced. On the other hand, it was obvious that, in +the case of his father, who had no connection with church, college or +school, the consideration and expression of theories and beliefs had +always been a totally unremunerative occupation; and James had to +consider how to earn a living. His prospective share of the property +that had sufficed for his parents was clearly not going to be enough to +support him in independent leisure. In the way of bread and butter, +biology and medicine offered more than metaphysical speculation. Last +and most important, the tide of contemporary inquiry, driven forward by +the storm of the Darwinian controversy, was setting strongly toward a +fresh examination of nature. Philosophy must embrace the new reality. +Everything that was stimulating in contemporary thought urged men to the +scrutiny of the phenomenal world. "Natural History," which has since +diversified and amplified itself beyond the use of that appellation, was +almost romantically "having its day." + + Grau, teurer Freund, ist alle Theorie, + Und grün des Lebens goldener Baum.[29] + +Thus Goethe, and Louis Agassiz, whose lectures James had already +followed, and with the abundance of whose inspiring activity no other +scientific energizing could then compare, was fond of quoting the lines. + +Under such circumstances it was not strange that James should interrupt +his medical studies in order to join the expedition which Agassiz was +preparing to lead to the Amazon. + +No richer or more instructive experience could well have offered itself +to him at twenty-three than this journey to Brazil seemed to promise. He +was no sooner on the Amazon, however, than it became clear to him that +he was not intended to be a field-naturalist; and he pictured the stages +of this self-discovery in long, diary-like letters which he sent home +to his family. On arriving at Rio he was forced to consider the question +of his going on or coming home, by an illness that kept him quarantined +for several uncomfortable weeks, and left him depressed and unable to +use his eyes during several weeks more. Although he decided in favor of +continuing with Agassiz, he revealed more and more clearly in his +letters that he was seeing Brazil with the eye of an adventurer and +lover of landscape rather than of a geologist or collector, and that the +months spent in fishing and pickling specimens were to count most for +him by teaching him what his vocation was _not_. He found that he was +essentially indifferent to the classification of birds, beasts, and +fishes, and that he was not made to deal with the riddle of the universe +from the only angle of approach that was possible in Agassiz's company. + +It would be a mistake, however, to let it appear that nine months of +collecting with Louis Agassiz were nine months wasted. There are some +men whom it is an education to work under, even though the affair in +hand be foreign to one's ultimate concern. Agassiz was such an one, +"recognized by all as one of those naturalists in the unlimited sense, +one of those folio-copies of mankind, like Linnæus and Cuvier." Thirty +years after, James could still say of him: "Since Benjamin Franklin we +had never had among us a person of more popularly impressive type.... He +was so commanding a presence, so curious and enquiring, so responsive +and expansive, and so generous and reckless of himself and his own, that +everyone said immediately, Here is no musty _savant_, but a man, a great +man, a man on the heroic scale, not to serve whom is avarice and +sin."[30]--"To see facts and not to argue or _raisonniren_ was what life +meant for Agassiz," and James, who was already incorrigibly interested +in the causes, values and purposes of things, and whose education had +been most unsystematic, profited by his corrective influence. "James," +said Agassiz at this time, "some people perhaps consider you a bright +young man; but when you are fifty years old, if they ever speak of you +then, what they will say will be this: That James--oh, yes, I know him; +he used to be a very bright young man!" Such "cold-water therapeutics" +were gratefully accepted from one who was not only a teacher but a kind +friend; and James remembered them, and recorded later that "the hours he +spent with Agassiz so taught him the difference between all possible +abstractionists and all livers in the light of the world's concrete +fullness, that he was never able to forget it." Considering with what +passionate fidelity his own abstractions always face the concrete, this +is perhaps more of an acknowledgment than at first sight appears. + + * * * * * + +The Thayer Expedition set sail from New York April 1, 1865. The next +letter was written from ship-board, still in New York Harbor. The +"Professor" will be recognized as Louis Agassiz. + + + + +_To his Mother._ + + +[_Mar. 30?_], 1865. + +...We have been detained 48 hours on this steamer in port on account of +different accidents.... A dense fog is raging which will prevent our +going outside as long as it lasts. Sapristi! c'est embêtant.... + +The Professor has just been expatiating over the map of South America +and making projects as if he had Sherman's army at his disposal instead +of the ten novices he really has. He may get some students at Rio to +accompany the different parties, which will let them be more numerous. +I'm sure I hope he will, on account of the language. If each of us has a +Portuguese companion, he can do things twice as easily. The Prof. now +sits opposite me with his face all aglow, holding forth to the Captain's +wife about the imperfect education of the American people. He has talked +uninterruptedly for a quarter of an hour at least. I know not how she +reacts; I presume she feels somewhat flattered by the attention, +however. This morning he made a characteristic speech to Mr. Billings, +Mr. Watson's friend. Mr. B. had offered to lend him some books. Agassiz: +"May I enter your state-room and take them when I shall want them, sir?" +Billings, extending his arm said genially, "Sir, all that I have is +yours!" To which, Agassiz, far from being overcome, replied, shaking a +monitory finger at the foolishly generous wight, "Look out, sir, dat I +take not your skin!" That expresses very well the man. Offering your +services to Agassiz is as absurd as it would be for a South Carolinian +to invite General Sherman's soldiers to partake of some refreshment when +they called at his house.... + +At this moment Prof. passes behind me and says, "Now today I am going to +show you a little what I will have _you_ do." Hurray! I have not been +able to get a word out of the old animal yet about my fate. I'm only +sorry I can't tell _you_.... + + + + +_To his Parents._ + + +RIO, BRAZIL, _Apr. 21, 1865_. + +MY DEAREST PARENTS,--Every one is writing home to catch the steamer +which leaves Rio on Monday. I do likewise, although, so far, I have very +little to say to you. You cannot conceive how pleasant it is to feel +that tomorrow we shall lie in smooth water at Rio and the horrors of +this voyage will be over. O the vile Sea! the damned Deep! No one has a +right to write about the "nature of Evil," or to have any opinion about +evil, who has not been at sea. The awful slough of despond into which +you are there plunged furnishes too profound an experience not to be a +fruitful one. I cannot yet say what the fruit is in my case, but I am +sure some day of an accession of wisdom from it. My sickness did not +take an actively nauseous form after the first night and second morning; +but for twelve mortal days I was, body and soul, in a more indescribably +hopeless, homeless and friendless state than I ever want to be in again. +We had a head wind and tolerably rough sea all that time. The trade +winds, which I thought were gentle zephyrs, are hideous moist gales that +whiten all the waves with foam.... + +_Sunday Evening._ Yesterday morning at ten o'clock we came to anchor in +this harbor, sailing right up without a pilot. No words of mine, or of +any man short of William the divine, can give any idea of the +magnificence of this harbor and its approaches. The boldest, grandest +mountains, far and near. The palms and other trees of such vivid green +as I never saw anywhere else. The town "realizes" my idea of an African +town in its architecture and effect. Almost everyone is a negro or a +negress, which words I perceive we don't know the meaning of with us; a +great many of them are native Africans and tattooed. The men have white +linen drawers and short shirts of the same kind over them; the women +wear huge turbans, and have a peculiar rolling gait that I have never +seen any approach to elsewhere. Their attitudes as they sleep and lie +about the streets are picturesque to the last degree. + +Yesterday was, I think, the day of my life on which I had the most +outward enjoyment. Nine of us took a boat at about noon and went on +shore. The strange sights, the pleasure of walking on terra firma, the +delicious smell of land, compared with the hell of the last three weeks, +were perfectly intoxicating. Our Portuguese went beautifully,--every +visage relaxed at the sight of us and grinned from ear to ear. The +amount of fraternal love that was expressed by bowing and gesture was +tremendous. We had the best dinner I ever eat. Guess how much it cost. +140,000 reis--literal fact. Paid for by the rich man of the party. The +Brazilians are of a pale Indian color, without a particle of red and +with a very aged expression. They are very polite and obliging. _All_ +wear black beaver hats and glossy black frock coats, which makes them +look like _des épiciers endimanchés_. We all returned in good order to +the ship at 11 P.M., and I lay awake most of the night on deck listening +to the soft notes of the vampire outside of the awning. (Not knowing +what it was, we'll call it the vampire.) This morning Tom Ward and I +took another cruise on shore, which was equally new and strange. The +weather is like Newport. I have not seen the thermometer.... + +Agassiz just in, delighted with the Emperor's simplicity and the +precision of his information; but apparently they did not touch upon our +material prospects. He goes to see the Emperor again tomorrow. Agassiz +is one of the most fascinating men personally that I ever saw. I could +listen to him talk by the hour. He is so childlike. Bishop Potter, who +is sitting opposite me writing, asks me to give his best regards to +father. I am in such a state of abdominal tumefaction from having eaten +bananas all day that I can hardly sit down to write. The bananas here +are no whit better than at home, but _so_ cheap and _so_ filling at the +price. My fellow "savans" are a very uninteresting crew. Except Tom +Ward I don't care if I never see one of 'em again. I like Dr. Cotting +very much and Mrs. Agassiz too. I could babble on all night, but must +stop somewhere. + +Dear old Father, Mother, Aunt Kate, Harry and Alice! You little know +what thoughts I have had of you since I have been gone. And I have felt +more sympathy with Bob and Wilk than ever, from the fact of my isolated +circumstances being more like theirs than the life I have led hitherto. +Please send them this letter. It is written as much for them as for +anyone. I hope Harry is rising like a phoenix from his ashes, under +the new régime. Bless him. I wish he or some person I could talk to were +along. Thank Aunt Kate once more. Kiss Alice to death. I think Father is +the _wisest_ of all men whom I know. Give my love to the girls, +especially the Hoopers. Tell Harry to remember me to T. S. P[erry] and +to Holmes. Adieu. + +Your loving +W. J. + +Give my love to Washburn. + + + + +_To his Father._ + + +RIO, _June 3, 1865_. + +MY DEAREST OLD FATHER AND MY DEAREST OLD EVERYBODY AT HOME,--I've got so +much to say that I don't well know where to begin.--I sent a letter +home, I think about a fortnight ago, telling you about my small-pox, +etc., but as it went by a sailing vessel it is quite likely that this +may reach you first. That was written from the _maison de santé_ where I +was lying in the embrace of the loathsome goddess, and from whose hard +straw bed, eternal chicken and rice, and extortionate prices I was +released yesterday. The disease is over, and granting the necessity of +having it, I have reason to think myself most lucky. My face will not +be marked at all, although at present it presents the appearance of an +immense ripe raspberry.... My sickness began four weeks ago today. You +have no idea of the state of bliss into which I have been plunged in the +last twenty-four hours by the first draughts of my newly gained freedom. +To be dressed, to walk about, to see my friends and the public, to go +into the dining-room and order my own dinner, to feel myself growing +strong and smooth-skinned again, make a very considerable reaction. Now +that I know I am no longer an object of infection, I am perfectly +cynical as to my appearance and go into the dining-room here when it is +at its fullest, having been invited and authorized thereto by the good +people of the hotel. I shall stay here for a week before returning to my +quarters, although it is very expensive. But I need a soft bed instead +of a hammock, and an arm-chair instead of a trunk to sit upon for some +days yet.... + +In my last letter, I said something about coming home sooner than I +expected. Since then, I have thought the matter over seriously and +conscientiously every day, and it has resulted in my determining so to +do. My coming was a mistake, a mistake as regards what I anticipated, +and a pretty expensive one both for you, dear old Father, and for the +dear generous old Aunt Kate. I find that by staying I shall learn next +to nothing of natural history as I care about learning it. My whole work +will be mechanical, finding objects and packing them, and working so +hard at that and in traveling that no time at all will be found for +studying their structure. The affair reduces itself thus to so many +months spent in physical exercise. Can I afford this? _First_, +pecuniarily? No! Instead of costing the $600 or $700 Agassiz told me +twelve months of it would cost, the expense will be nearer to triple +that amount.... + +_Secondly_, I can't afford the excursion mentally (though that is not +exactly the adjective to use). I said to myself before I came away: "W. +J., in this excursion you will learn to know yourself and your resources +somewhat more intimately than you do now, and will come back with your +character considerably evolved and established." This has come true +sooner, and in a somewhat different way, than I expected. I am now +certain that my forte is not to go on exploring expeditions. I have no +inward spur goading me forwards on that line, as I have on several +speculative lines. I am convinced now, for good, that I am cut out for a +speculative rather than an active life,--I speak now only of my +_quality_; as for my _quantity_, I became convinced some time ago and +reconciled to the notion, that I was one of the very lightest of +featherweights. Now why not be reconciled with my deficiencies? By +accepting them your actions cease to be at cross-purposes with your +faculties, and you are so much nearer to peace of mind. On the steamer I +began to read Humboldt's Travels. Hardly had I opened the book when I +seemed to become illuminated. "Good Heavens, when such men are provided +to do the work of traveling, exploring, and observing for humanity, men +who gravitate into their work as the air does into our lungs, what need, +what _business_ have we outsiders to pant after them and toilsomely try +to serve as their substitutes? There are men to do all the work which +the world requires without the talent of any one being strained." Men's +activities are occupied in two ways: in grappling with external +circumstances, and in striving to set things at one in their own +topsy-turvy mind. + +You must know, dear Father, what I mean, tho' I can't must[er] strength +of brain enough now to express myself with precision. The grit and +energy of some men are called forth by the resistance of the world. But +as for myself, I seem to have no spirit whatever of that kind, no pride +which makes me ashamed to say, "I can't do that." But I have a mental +pride and shame which, although they seem more egotistical than the +other kind, are still the only things that can stir my blood. These +lines seem to satisfy me, although to many they would appear the height +of indolence and contemptibleness: "Ne forçons point notre talent,--Nous +ne ferions rien avec grâce,--Jamais un lourdaud, quoi-qu'il fasse,--Ne +deviendra un galant." Now all the time I should be gone on this +expedition I should have a pining after books and study as I have had +hitherto, and a feeling that this work was not in my path and was so +much waste of life. I had misgivings to this effect before starting; but +I was so filled with enthusiasm, and the romance of the thing seemed so +great, that I stifled them. Here on the ground the romance vanishes and +the misgivings float up. I have determined to listen to them this time. +I said that my act was an expensive mistake as regards what I +anticipated, but I have got this other _edification_ from it. It has to +be got some time, and perhaps only through some great mistake; for there +are some familiar axioms which the individual only seems able to learn +the meaning of through his individual experience. I don't know whether I +have expressed myself so as to let you understand exactly how I feel. O +my dear, affectionate, wise old Father, how I longed to see you while I +lay there with the small-pox,[31] first revolving these things over! and +how I longed to confer with you in a more confiding way than I often do +at home! When I get there I can explain the gaps. As this letter does +not sail till next Saturday (this is Sunday), I will stop for the +present, as I feel quite tired out.... + + * * * * * + +It was not feasible for James to leave the expedition and return home +immediately, and soon after the last letter was written, his returning +health and eyesight brought with them a more cheerful mood. He +determined to stay in Brazil for a few months longer. + + + + +_To his Father._ + + +RIVER SOLIMOES (AMAZON), +_Sept. 12-15, 1865_. + +MY DEAREST DADDY,--Great was my joy the other evening, on arriving at +Manaos, to get a batch of letters from you.... I could do no more then +than merely "accuse" the reception. Now I can manage to sweat out a few +lines of reply. It is noon and the heat is frightful. We have all come +to the conclusion that, for _us_ at least, there will be no hell +hereafter. We have all become regular alembics, and the heat grows upon +you, I find. Nevertheless it is not the dead, sickening heat of home. It +is more like a lively baking, and the nights remain cool. We are just +entering on the mosquito country, and I suspect our suffering will be +great from them and the flies. While the steamboat is in motion we don't +have them, but when she stops you can hardly open your mouth without +getting it full of them. Poor Mr. Bourkhardt is awfully poisoned and +swollen up by bites he got ten days ago on a bayou. At the same time +with the mosquitoes, the other living things seem to increase; so it has +its good side. The river is much narrower--about two miles wide perhaps +or three (I'm no judge)--very darkly muddy and swirling rapidly down +past the beautiful woods and islands. We are all going up as far as +Tabatinga, when the Professor and Madam, with some others, go into Peru +to the Mountains, while Bourget and I will get a canoe and some men and +spend a month on the river between Tabatinga and Ega. Bourget is a very +dog, yapping and yelping at every one, but a very hard-working +collector, and I can get along very well with him. We shall have a very +gypsy-like, if a very uncomfortable time. The best of this river is that +you can't bathe in it on account of the numerous anthropophagous fishes +who bite mouthfuls out of you. Tom Ward _may_ possibly be out and at +Manaos by the time we get back there at the end of October. Heaven grant +he may, poor fellow! I'd rather see him than any one on this continent. +Agassiz is perfectly delighted with him, his intelligence and his +energy, thinks him in fact much the best man of the expedition. + +I see no reason to regret my determination to stay. "On contrary," as +Agassiz says, as I begin to use my eyes a little every day, I feel like +an entirely new being. Everything revives within and without, and I now +feel sure that I shall learn. I have profited a great deal by hearing +Agassiz talk, not so much by what he says, for never did a man utter a +greater amount of humbug, but by learning the way of feeling of such a +vast practical engine as he is. No one sees farther into a +generalization than his own knowledge of details extends, and you have a +greater feeling of weight and solidity about the movement of Agassiz's +mind, owing to the continual presence of this great background of +special facts, than about the mind of any other man I know. He has a +great personal tact too, and I see that in all his talks with me he is +pitching into my loose and superficial way of thinking.... Now that I am +become more intimate with him, and can talk more freely to him, I +delight to be with him. I only saw his defects at first, but now his +wonderful qualities throw them quite in the background. I am convinced +that he is the man to do me good. He will certainly have earned a +holiday when he gets home. I never saw a man work so hard. Physically, +intellectually and socially he has done the work of ten different men +since he has been in Brazil; the only danger is of his overdoing it.... + +I am beginning to get impatient with the Brazilian sleepiness and +ignorance. These Indians are particularly exasperating by their laziness +and stolidity. It would be amusing if it were not so infuriating to see +how impossible it is to make one hurry, no matter how imminent the +emergency. How queer and how exhilarating all those home letters were, +with their accounts of what every one was doing, doing, doing. To me, +just awakening from my life of forced idleness and from an atmosphere of +Brazilian inanity, it seemed as if a little window had been opened and a +life-giving blast of one of our October nor'westers had blown into my +lungs for half an hour. I had no idea before of the real greatness of +American energy. They wood up the steamer here for instance at the rate +(accurately counted) of eight to twelve logs a minute. It takes them two +and one-half hours to put in as much wood as would go in at home in less +than fifteen minutes. + +[Illustration: A Pencil Sketch from a Pocket Note-Book.] + +Every note from home makes me proud of our country.... I have not been +able to look at the papers, but I have heard a good deal. I do hope our +people will not be such fools as to hang Jeff. Davis for treason. Can +any one believe in revenge now? And if not for that, for what else +should we hang the poor wretch? Lincoln's violent death did more to +endear him to those indifferent and unfriendly to him than the whole +prosperous remainder of his life could have done; and so will Jeff's +if he is hung. Poor old Abe! What is it that moves you so about his +simple, unprejudiced, unpretending, honest career? I can't tell why, but +albeit unused to the melting mood, I can hardly ever think of Abraham +Lincoln without feeling on the point of blubbering. Is it that he seems +the representative of pure simple human nature against all conventional +additions?... + + + + +_To his Parents._ + + +TEFFÉ (AMAZON), _Oct. 21, 1865_. + +...I left the party up at Saõ Paulo the 20th of last month and got here +the 16th of this, having gone up two rivers, the Içá and Jutay, and made +collections of fishes which were very satisfactory to the Prof. as they +contained almost one hundred new species. On the whole it was a most +original month, and one which from its strangeness I shall remember to +my dying day; much discomfort from insects and rain, much ecstasy from +the lovely landscape, much hard work and heat, a very disagreeable +companion, J---- [added to the party in Brazil], the very best of fare, +turtle and fresh fish every day, and running through all a delightful +savor of freedom and gypsy-hood which sweetened all that might have been +unpleasant. We slept on the beaches every night and fraternized with the +Indians, who are socially very agreeable, but mentally a most barren +people. I suppose they are the most exclusively practical race in the +world. When I get home I shall bore you with all kinds of stories about +them. I found the rest of the party at this most beautiful little place +in a wonderful picturesque house. It was right pleasant to meet them +again. The Prof. has been working himself out and is thin and nervous. +That good woman, Mrs. Agassiz, is perfectly well. The boys, poor +fellows, have all their legs in an awful condition from a kind of mite +called "muguim" which gets under the skin and makes dreadful sores. You +can't walk in the woods without getting them on you, and poor Hunney +[Hunnewell] is ulcerated very badly. They have no mosquitoes though +here. + +Since last night we have had everything packed--our packing-work, its +volume, its dirtyness, and its misery is wonderful. Twenty-nine full +barrels of specimens from here, and hardly one tight barrel among them. +The burly execrations of the burly Dexter when at the cooper's work +would make your hair shiver. But when a good barrel presents itself, +then the calm joy almost makes amends for the past. Dexter says he has +the same feeling for a decent barrel that he has for a beautiful woman. +When the steamer comes we are going down to Manaos, where we expect the +gunboat which the government has promised the Prof. Dexter and Tal go up +the Rio Negro for a month. The rest of us are going to the Madeira River +in the steamer. I don't know what I shall do exactly, but there will +probably be some canoeing to be done, in which case I'm ready; tho' the +rainy season is beginning, which makes canoe traveling very +uncomfortable. We shall be at Parâ by the middle of December certainly. +I am very anxious to learn whether the New York and Brazilian steamers +are to run. We may learn at Manaos, where there is also a chance for +letters for us, and American papers. Why can't you send the "North +American," with Father's and Harry's articles? It would be worth any +price to me. + + * * * * * + +_22nd Oct._ + +On board the old homestead, viz., Steamer Icamiaba. The only haven of +rest we have in this country, and then only when she is in motion; for +when we stop at a place, the Prof. is sure to come around and say how +very desirable it would be to get a large number of fishes from this +place, and willy-nilly you must trudge. I wrote in my last letter +something about the possibility of my wishing to go down South again +with the Professor. I don't think there is any more probability of it +than of my wishing to explore Central Africa. If there is anything I +hate, it is collecting. I don't think it is suited to my genius at all; +but for that very reason this little exercise in it I am having here is +the better for me. I am getting to be very practical, orderly, and +businesslike. That fine disorder which used to prevail in my precincts, +and which used to make Mother heave a beautiful sigh when she entered my +room, is treated by the people with whom I am here as a heinous crime, +and I feel very sensitive and ashamed about it. The 22nd of +October!--what glorious weather you are having at home now, and how we +should all like to be wound up by one day of it! I have often longed for +a good, black, sour, sleety, sloshy winter's day in Washington Street. +Oh, the bliss of standing on such a day half way between Roxbury and +Boston and having all the horse-cars pass you full! It will be splendid +to get home in mid-winter and revel in the cold. + +I am delighted to hear how well Wilky is, and to hear from him. I wish +Bob would write me a line--and only one letter from Alice in all this +time--shame! Oh, the lovely white child! How the red man of the forest +would like to hug her to his bosom once more! I proposed, beloved Alice, +to write thee a long letter by this steamer describing my wonderful +adventures with the wild Indians, and the tiger [jaguar?], and various +details which interest thy lovely female mind; but I feel so darned +heavy and seedy this morning that I cannot pump up the flow of words, +and the letter goes on with the steamer from Manaos this evening. This +expedition has been far less adventurous and far more picturesque than +I expected. I have not yet seen a single snake wild here. The adventure +with the tiger consisted in his approaching to within 30 paces of our +mosquito net, and roaring so as to wake us, and then keeping us awake +most of the rest of the night by roaring far and near. I confess I felt +some skeert, on being suddenly awoke by him, tho' when I had laid me +down I had mocked the apprehensions of Tal about tigers. The adventure +with the wild Indians consisted in our seeing two of them naked at a +distance on the edge of the forest. On shouting to them in Lingoa Geral +they ran away. It gave me a very peculiar and unexpected thrilling +sensation to come thus suddenly upon these children of Nature. But I now +tell you in confidence, my beloved white child, what you must not tell +any of the rest of the family (for it would spoil the adventure), that +we discovered a few hours later that these wild Indians were a couple of +mulattoes belonging to another canoe, who had been in bathing. + +I shall have to stop now. Do you still go to school at Miss Clapp's? For +Heaven's sake write to me, Bal! Tell Harry if he sees [John] Bancroft to +tell him Bourkhardt is much better, having found an Indian remedy of +great efficacy. Please give my best love to the Tweedies, Temples, +Washburns, La Farges, Paine, Childs, Elly Van Buren and in fact +everybody who is in any way connected with me. Best of love to Aunt +Kate, Wilk and Bob, Harry and all the family. I pine for Harry's +literary _efforts_ and to see a number or so of the "Nation." You can't +send too many magazines or papers--Care of James B. Bond, Parâ. + +W. J. + + + + +IV + +1866-1867 + +_Medical Studies at Harvard_ + + +JAMES returned from Brazil in March, 1866, and immediately entered the +Massachusetts General Hospital for a summer's service as undergraduate +interne. In the autumn he left the Hospital and resumed his studies in +the Harvard Medical School. + +The Faculty of the School then included Dr. O. W. Holmes and Professor +Jeffries Wyman. Charles Ed. Brown-Séquard was lecturing on the pathology +of the nervous system. During the years of James's interrupted course a +number of men attended the school who were to be his friends and +colleagues for many years thereafter--among them William G. Farlow, +subsequently Professor of Cryptogamic Botany and a Cambridge neighbor +for forty years, and Charles P. Putnam and James J. Putnam--two brothers +in whose company he was later to spend many Adirondack vacations and to +whom he became warmly attached. Henry P. Bowditch, whose instinct for +physiological inquiry was already vigorous, and who was destined to +become a leader of research in America, and the teacher and inspirer of +a generation of younger investigators, was another Medical School +contemporary with whom he formed an enduring friendship. + +The instruction given in the Harvard Medical School in the sixties was +as good as any obtainable in America, but it fell short of what is +nowadays reckoned as essential for a medical education to an extent that +none but a modern student of medicine can understand. The emphasis was +still on lectures, demonstrations and reading, and the pupil's rôle was +an almost completely passive one. James, according to the testimony of +one of his classmates, made a solitary exception to the practice of the +class by attempting to keep a graphic record of his microscopic studies +in histology and pathology. When questioned about this long after, he +admitted that he believed himself to have been the only student of his +time in the Medical School who took the trouble to make drawings from +the microscopic field with regularity. + +The teaching of Pasteur and Lister had not then revolutionized medicine. +Modern bacteriology and the possibilities of aseptic surgery were yet to +be understood. Surgeons who operated in the amphitheatre of the +Massachusetts General Hospital could still take pride in appearing in +blood-soiled gowns, much as a fisherman scorns a brand-new outfit and +sports his weather-rusted old clothes. The demonstrations of even Dr. +Henry J. Bigelow, a skillful operator who was then a leader in his +profession, filled James with a horror which he never forgot. + +On the other hand, the discovery of anesthesia, which made possible an +enlarged and humane use of animals for experimental inquiry, and such +illuminating reports and investigations as those of Claude Bernard, +Helmholtz, Virchow and Ludwig were giving a great impetus to the +investigation of bodily processes and functions, and a study of these +was a possible next step in James's evolution. He had already been +unusually well grounded in comparative anatomy by Agassiz and Jeffries +Wyman. He was gravitating surely, even if he did not yet realize it +clearly, toward philosophy. Whenever he more or less consciously +projected himself forward, it must have seemed to him that the +examination of processes in the living body, for which he was already +prepared, might be related, in an enlightening way, to the philosophic +pursuits that were beginning to invite him. Physiology therefore +commanded both his respect and his curiosity, and he turned in that +direction rather than toward what he then saw surgery and the practice +of internal medicine to be. + +During the winter of 1866-67 he lived with his parents in the house[32] +in Quincy Street, Cambridge, in which they had settled themselves, and +worked regularly at the Medical School. He had come back from the year +of mere animal existence on the Amazon in excellent physical condition. + +Of the four letters which follow, two were written to Thomas W. Ward, +who, it will be remembered, had been a member of the Amazon Expedition, +and who, after getting back to New York, had entered the great Baring +banking house of which his father, Samuel Ward, was the American +partner. O. W. Holmes, Jr., will be recognized as the present Associate +Justice of the United States Supreme Court. In no one did James find +more sympathetic philosophic companionship at this period. + + + + +_To Thomas W. Ward._ + + +BOSTON, _Mar. 27, 1866_. + +MEO CARO COMPADRE,--I have been intending to write you every night for +the last month, but the strange epistolary inertia which always weighs +down upon me has kept me from it until now. I have had news of you two +or three times from my father having met yours, and from Dexter, who +said he had met you in New York. I am very curious to know how you find +your occupation to suit you, and if you find the dust of daily drudgery +to obscure at all the visions of your far-off-future power. From what +Dexter said I am afraid they do a little. We had given up Allen[33] as +gone to the fishes; but the poor Devil arrived last week after a +98-days' passage!!! I never felt gladder for anything in my life. He had +a horrible time at sea, being within 160 miles of New York and then +blown back as far as St. Thomas. He says most of his collections arrived +at Bahia spoiled by the sun. He was sixteen days crossing a limestone +desert on which nothing grew but cacti; so there was no shade at noon, +and the thermometer at 98°. His health has been improved by the voyage, +however, and he thinks it is better now than when he left for Brazil. +Nevertheless he is going to give up natural history for the present and +adopt some out-of-door life till he gets decidedly better, which he says +he has been slowly but steadily doing for some years past. Poor Allen! +None of us have been sold as badly as he. If I had not been to Brazil, I +would go again to do what I have done, knowing beforehand what it would +be. Allen says _he_ would not, on any account. + +I have been studying now for about two weeks, and think I shall be much +more interested in it than before. It was some time before I could get +settled down to reading. But now I do it quite naturally, and even +_thinking_ is beginning not to feel like a wholly abnormal process; all +which, as you may imagine, is very agreeable--altho' I confess that as +yet the philosophical _rouages_ of my mind have not attained even to the +degree of lubrication they had before I left. I shan't apologize for the +egotistical pronoun, for I suppose, my dear old Thomas, that you will be +interested to compare my experience since my return with yours, and +learn something from it if possible--even as I would with yours. I spent +the first month of my return in nothing but "social intercourse," having +the two Temple girls and Elly Van Buren in the house for a fortnight, +and being obliged to escort them about to parties, etc., nearly every +night. The consequences were a falling in love with every girl I +met--succeeded now by a reaction which makes me, and will make me for a +long time, decline every invitation. I feel now somehow as if I had +settled down upon a steady track that I shall not have much temptation +to slip off of, for a good many months at any rate. I am conscious of a +desire I never had before so strongly or so permanently, of narrowing +and deepening the channel of my intellectual activity, of economizing my +feeble energies and consequently treating with more _respect_ the few +things I shall devote them to. This temper may be a transient one; mais +pour peu qu'il dure un an ou deux, to fix the shorter term! I'm sure it +will give a tone to my mind it lacked before. As for the disrespect with +which you treat the worthy problems that you turn your back upon, I +don't see now exactly how you get over that; but something tells me +that, practically, my salvation depends for the present on following +some such plan. And, I am sure that, in the majority of men at any rate, +the process of growing into a calm mental state is not one of leveling, +but of going around, difficulties. The problem they solve is not one of +being, but of method. They reach a point from which the view within +certain limits is harmonious, and they keep within those limits; they +find as it were a centre of oscillation in which they may be at rest. +Now whether any other kind of solution is possible, I don't know. Many +men will say not; but I feel somehow, now, as if I had no right to an +opinion on any subject, no right to open my mouth before others until I +know some _one_ thing as thoroughly as it can be known, no matter how +insignificant it may be. After that I shall perhaps be able to think on +general subjects.--The only fellow here I care anything about is +Holmes, who is on the whole a first-rate article, and one which improves +by wear. He is perhaps too exclusively intellectual, but sees things so +easily and clearly and talks so admirably that it's a treat to be with +him. T. S. Perry is also flourishing in health and spirits. Ed[ward] +Emerson I have not yet seen. I made the acquaintance the other day of +Miss Fanny Dixwell of Cambridge (the eldest), do you know her? She is +decidedly AI, and (so far) the best girl I have known. I should like if +possible to confine my whole life to her, Ellen Hooper, Sara +Sedgwick,[34] Holmes, Harry, and the Medical School, for an indefinite +period, letting no breath of extraneous air enter. + +There, I hope that's a confession of faith. I wish you would write me a +similar or even more "developed" one, for I really want to know how the +building up into flesh and blood of the wide-sweeping plans that the +solitudes of Brazil gave birth to seems to alter them. Write soon, and +I'll answer soon; for I think, Chéri de Thomas, que ce doux commerce que +nous avons mené tant d'années ought not all of a sudden to die out. I'd +give a great deal to see you, but see no prospect of getting to New York +for a long time. Our family spends six months at Swampscott from the +first of May. I shall have a room in town. What chance is there of your +being able to pay us a visit at Swampscott in my vacation (from July 15 +to Sept. 15)? Ever your friend + +WM. JAMES. + + + + +_To Thomas W. Ward._ + + +BOSTON, _June 8, 1866_. + +CHÉRI DE THOMAS,--I cannot exactly say I _hasten_ to reply to your +letter. I have thought of you about every day since I received it, and +given you a Brazilian hug therewith, and wanted to write to you; but +having been in a pretty unsettled theoretical condition myself, from +which I hoped some positive conclusions might emerge worthy to be +presented to you as the last word on the Kosmos and the human soul, I +deferred writing from day to day, thinking that better than to offer you +the crude and premature spawning of my intelligence. In vain! the +conclusions never have emerged, and I see that, if I am _ever_ to write +you, I must do it on the spur of the moment, with all my dullness thick +upon me. + +I have just read your letter over again, and am grieved afresh at your +melancholy tone about yourself. You ask why I am quiet, while you are so +restless. Partly from the original constitution of things, I suppose; +partly because I am less quiet than you suppose; only I once heard a +proverb about a man consuming his own smoke, and I do so particularly in +your presence because you, being so much more turbid, produce a reaction +in me; partly because I am a few years older than you, and have not +solved, but grown callous (I hear your sneer) to, many of the problems +that now torture you. The _chief_ reason is the original constitution of +things, which generated me with fewer sympathies and wants than you, and +also perhaps with a certain tranquil confidence in the right ordering of +the Whole, which makes me indifferent in some circumstances where you +would fret. Yours the nobler, mine the happier part! I _think_, too, +that much of your uneasiness comes from that to which you allude in your +letter--your oscillatoriness, and your regarding each oscillation as +something final as long as it lasts. There is nothing more certain than +that every man's life (except perhaps Harry Quincy's) is a line that +continuously oscillates on every side of its direction; and if you +would be more confident that any state of tension you may at any time +find yourself in will inevitably relieve _itself_, sooner or later, you +would spare yourself much anxiety. I myself have felt in the last six +months more and more certain that each man's constitution limits him to +a certain amount of emotion and action, and that, if he insists on going +under a higher pressure than normal for three months, for instance, he +will pay for it by passing the next three months below par. So the best +way is to keep moving steadily and regularly, as your mind becomes thus +deliciously appeased (as you imagine mine to be; ah! Tom, what damned +fools we are!). If you feel below par now, don't think your life is +deserting you forever. You are just as sure to be up again as you are, +when elated, sure to be down again. Six months, or any given cycle of +time, is sure to see you produce a certain amount, and your fretful +anxiety when in a stagnant mood is frivolous. The good time will come +again, as it has come; and go too. I think we ought to be independent of +our moods, look on them as external, for they come to us unbidden, and +feel if possible neither elated nor depressed, but keep our eyes upon +our work and, if we have done the best we could _in that given +condition_, be satisfied. + +I don't know whether all this solemn wisdom of mine seems to you +anything better than conceited irrelevance. I began the other day to +read the thoughts of Marcus Aurelius, translated by Long, published by +Ticknor, which, if you have not read, I advise you to read, slowly. I +only read two or three pages a day, and am only half through the book. +He certainly had an invincible soul; and it seems to me that any man who +can, like him, grasp the love of a "life according to nature," _i.e._, a +life in which your individual will becomes so harmonized to nature's +will as cheerfully to acquiesce in whatever she assigns to you, knowing +that you serve _some_ purpose in her vast machinery which will never be +revealed to you--any man who can do this will, I say, be a pleasing +spectacle, no matter what his lot in life. I think old Mark's perpetual +yearnings for patience and equanimity and kindliness would do your heart +good.--I have come to feel lately, more and more (I can't tell though +whether it will be permanent) like paying my footing in the world in a +very humble way, (driving my physicking trade like any other tenth-rate +man), and then living my free life in my leisure hours entirely within +my own breast as a thing the world has nothing to do with; and living it +easily and patiently, without feeling responsible for its future. + +I will now, my dear old Tom, stop my crudities. Although these notions +and others have of late led me to a pretty practical contentment, I +cannot help feeling as if I were insulting Heaven by offering them about +as if they had an absolute worth. Still, as I am willing to take them +all back whenever it seems right, you will excuse my apparent conceit. +Besides, they may suggest some practical point of view to you. + +The family is at Swampscott. I have a room in Bowdoin Street for the +secular part of the week. We have a very nice house in Swampscott.... I +am anxiously waiting your arrival on Class Day. I expect you to spend +all your time with me either here or in Swampscott, when we shall, I +trust, patch up the Kosmos satisfactorily and rescue it from its present +fragmentary condition.... + + + + +_To his Sister._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _Nov. 14, 1866_. + +CHÉRIE DE JEUNE BALLE,--I am just in from town in the keen, cold and eke +beauteous moonlight, which by the above qualities makes me think of +thee, to whom, nor to whose aunt, have I (not) yet written. (I don't +understand the grammar of the not.) + +Your first question is, "where have I been?" "To C. S. Peirce's lecture, +which I could not understand a word of, but rather enjoyed the sensation +of listening to for an hour." I then turned to O. W. Holmes's and +wrangled with him for another hour. + +You may thank your stars that you are not in a place where you have to +ride in such full horse-cars as these. I rode half way out with my +"form" entirely out of the car overhanging the road, my feet alone being +on the same vertical line as any part of the car, there being just room +for them on the step. Aunt Kate may, and probably _will_, have shoot +through her prolific mind the supposish: "How wrong in him to do sich! +for if, while in that posish, he should have a sudden stroke of +paralysis, or faint, his nerveless fingers relaxing their grasp of the +rail, he would fall prostrate to the ground and bust." To which I reply +that, when I go so far as to have a stroke of paralysis, I shall not +mind going a step farther and getting bruised. + +Your next question probably is "_how_ are and _where_ are father and +mother?"... I think father seems more lively for a few days past and +cracks jokes with Harry, etc. Mother is recovering from one of her +indispositions, which she bears like an angel, doing any amount of work +at the same time, putting up cornices and raking out the garret-room +like a little buffalo. + +Your next question is "wherever is Harry?" I answer: "He is to +Ashburner's, to a tea-squall in favor of Miss Haggerty." I declined. He +is well. We have had nothing but invitations (6) in 3 or 4 days. One, a +painted one, from "Mrs. L----," whoever she may be. I replied that +domestic affliction prevented me from going, but I would take a +pecuniary equivalent instead, viz: To 1 oyster stew 30 cts., 1 chicken +salad 0.50, 1 roll 0.02, 3 ice creams at 20 cts. 0.60, 6 small cakes at +0.05, 0.30, 1 pear $1.50, 1 lb. confectionery 0.50. + + 6 glasses hock at 0.50 $3.00 + 3 glasses sherry at 30 0.90 + Salad spilt on floor 5.00 + Dish of do., broken 3.00 + Damage to carpet & Miss L----'s dress frm. do 75.00 + 3 glasses broken 1.20 + Curtains set fire to in dressing-room 40.00 + Other injury frm. fire in room 250.00 + Injury to house frm. water pumped upon it by + steam fire-engine come to put out fire 5000.00 + Miscellaneous 0.35 + ------- + 5300.00 + +I expect momentarily her reply with a check, and when it comes will take +you and Aunt Kate on a tour in Europe and have you examined by the +leading physicians and surgeons of that country. M---- L---- came out +here and dined with us yesterday of her own accord. I no longer doubt +what I always suspected, her _penchant_ for me, and I don't blame her +for it. Elly Temple staid here two days, too. She scratched, smote, +beat, and kicked me so that I shall dread to meet her again. What an +awful time Bob & Co. must have had at sea! and how anxious you must have +been about them. + +With best love to Aunt Kate and yourself believe me your af. bro. + +WM. JAMES. + + + + +_To O. W. Holmes, Jr._ + + +[A pencil memorandum, Winter of 1866-67?] + +Why I'm blest if I'm a Materialist: + +The materialist posits an X for his ultimate principle. + +Were he satisfied to inhabit this vacuous X, I should not at present try +to disturb him. + +But that atmosphere is too rare; so he spends all his time on the road +between it and sensible realities, engaged in the laudable pursuit of +degrading every (sensibly) higher thing into a (sensibly) lower. He thus +accomplishes an immensely great positively conceived and felt result, +and it availeth little to naturalize the sensible impression of this +that he should at the end put in his little caveat that, after all, the +low denomination is as unreal as the unreduced higher ones were. In the +confession of ignorance is nothing which the mind can close upon and +clutch--it's a vanishing negation; while the pretension of knowledge is +full of positive, massively-felt contents. The former kicks the beam. +What balm is it, when instead of my High you have given me a Low, to +tell me that the Low is good for nothing? + +If you take my $1000 gold and give me greenbacks, I feel unreconciled +still, even when you have assured me that the greenbacks are +counterfeit. Or what comfort is it to me now to be told that a billion +years hence greenbacks and gold will have the same value? especially +when that is explained to be zero? How anyone can say that this +pennyworth of negation can so balance these tons of affirmation as to +make the naturalist _feel_ like anyone else--I confess it's a mystery to +me. + +But as a man's happiness depends on his feeling, I think materialism +inconsistent with a high degree thereof, and in this sense maintained +that a materialist should not be an optimist, using the latter word to +signify one whose philosophy authenticates, by guaranteeing the +objective significance of, his most pleasurable feelings. + +You have transferred the question of optimism to a wider field, where I +can't well follow it now. The term would have to be defined first, and +then I think it would take me ten or twelve years of hard study to form +any opinion as to the truth of your second premise.--I send the above +remarks on "materialism," because they were what I was groping for the +other evening, but could not say till you were gone and I in bed. To +conclude: + +_Corruptio optimistorum pessima!_ + +[Illustration: Pencil Sketch from a Pocket Note-Book.] + + + + +V + +1867-1868 + +_Eighteen Months in Germany_ + + +IN the spring of 1867 James interrupted his course at the Medical School +again. He was impelled to do this, partly by the pressure of a +conviction that his health required him to stop work or continue +elsewhere under different conditions, and partly by a desire to learn +German and study physiology in the German laboratories. He knew a little +German already, and it seemed reasonable to suppose that if he went +abroad immediately he would have time to familiarize himself with the +language during a pleasant and restful summer and would be ready to +enter one of the universities in the autumn. He sailed in April and +spent the summer in Dresden and Bohemia. But his health became worse +instead of better. + +It is unnecessary to detail the record of a long illness by selecting +for this book the passages of his correspondence in which James sooner +or later revealed what his condition was. It would also be idle to +inquire closely about the causes of his illness, considering that, for +one reason, James was completely puzzled and baffled himself. Insomnia, +digestive disorders, eye-troubles, weakness of the back, and sometimes +deep depression of spirits followed each other or afflicted him +simultaneously. If his trouble was in part nervous, it was a reality +none the less. A photograph that was taken of him at about this period +recorded the aspect of a very ill man. If his introspective genius made +things worse for him for a while, it probably did more to pull him +through in the end than the--to our present-day understanding--harsh and +unnecessary treatments, regimens, water-cures, courses of exercise, +galvanisms, and blistering to which he subjected himself. + +On the other hand, the illness which began in 1867, and which limited +James's activities and occupations for several years, had another +effect. It overtook him when he was only twenty-five years old, and +threw him heavily upon his inner moral and intellectual resources. It +caught him alone and among strangers, more or less prostrated him, and +defeated his plans just at a time of life when he was beginning, with +the eagerness of youth and philosophic genius combined, to reckon over +each fresh experience into the terms of a possible answer to the riddles +of life and death, predestination, freedom, and responsibility. It gave +a personal intimacy and intensity to the deepest problems that +philosophy and religion can present to man's understanding. This illness +may perhaps have prevented James from becoming a physiological +investigator. But clearly it developed and deepened the bed in which the +stream of his philosophic life was to flow. + +He sailed for Europe in April, and went almost directly to Dresden, +where he found quarters in a _pension_ presided over by an amiable Frau +Spannenberg. He spent his mornings, and often his evenings, reading and +studying German. He made an excursion to Bad-Teplitz in Bohemia, but the +"cure" there did not greatly relieve his back, and the baths made him +feel "as if his brain had been boiled,"[35] so he returned to Frau +Spannenberg's. In the early autumn he moved to Berlin, attended a few +lectures at the University there, and read a good deal on the physiology +of the nervous system; but he was unable to work in the laboratories, +and found it expedient to return to Teplitz at the end of January +(1868). What he did thereafter will appear as the letters proceed. + + + + +_To his Parents._ + + +DRESDEN, _May 27, 1867_. + +...Though I have been just a little over two weeks settled in Dresden, I +hardly know anything about it or about Germany yet. Nothing but +confused, vague and probably erroneous impressions of the people, owing +chiefly to my imperfect knowledge of the language. In the first place +there is not the slightest touch of the romantic, picturesque, or even +_foreign_ about living here. I think there is very little absolutely in +the place to give such impressions, and I think I have outgrown my old +susceptibility to them. Whereas in old times I used to notice every +window, door-handle and smell as having a peculiar and exotic charm, +every old street and house as filled with historic life and mystery, +they are now to me streets and houses and nothing more. The heyday of +youth is o'er! Alack the day! My traveling has been accompanied with +hardly more astonishment or excitement than would accompany a journey to +Chicago.... + +[Illustration: William James at twenty-five. + +From a Photograph] + +The place which has most invited me to live in it is Strasburg. The +people all speak both French and German, each with the other's accent, +and the environs are ravishing. The Saxons are a very short and +ill-favored race, both sexes, not light-haired as the Rhinelanders, and +most eccentrically toothed. Many of the young officers, however, are +very good-looking fellows. The poor people wear old greasy caps and +black coats, and no collars, but black cravats as in England, and look +very ugly. The great number of _old_ men and women here has struck me +very much. Can it be that we have so few at home? or do we keep them +indoors? Or do the Germans show their age so much sooner? I know not. +The Americans I have met have been a poor crowd. The English I have seen +have been distinguished by their pure and clean appearance, and by an +awkwardness which in a certain way appeals to your sympathies. They have +the faculty of _blushing_ which is denied to the French and +comparatively to the Germans, and in spite of all my prejudices I feel +more akin to them than to the others. + +I have, since I wrote my last letter, led a perfectly monotonous life. +Read all the morning, go out for a walk and a lounge in a concert garden +in the afternoon, and read after tea. I am quite well satisfied with my +progress in the noble German tongue, which has been steady, although, +since the first day I wrote to you about [it], not brilliant. Its +difficulties are I think quite unjustifiably great for a modern +language--it is in fact without _any_ of the modern improvements. I read +the little newspapers, which Dr. Semler takes, carefully from beginning +to end; and what with the other newspapers I see at a reading-room, the +talk I hear, and a little other reading, I have a quite vague and +confused but very wonderful impression of the strange difference between +the whole German way of thinking and ours; and in my as yet crude fancy +it seems to be connected with the grammatical structure of the sentences +and the endless power of making new words by combination. I have just +been reading Hegel's chapter on epic poetry in his "Aesthetik," and +[the] truly monstrous sentences therein were quite a revelation to me. +It seems to me that the expression corresponds much more closely to the +spontaneous and impromptu mode of thought than in our Latinized +tongues--that the language allows and invites speculation and +expatiation without limit. As soon as the first glimmering of an idea +has dawned upon you, there is no reason why you should not begin to +inscribe, for you can wallow round and round as you proceed, affixing +limitations, lugging in definitions and explanations as fast as they +suggest each other, and need never go back to reshape your beginning. +While with us you will, as a rule, come to grief if you begin your +sentence without a pretty distinct idea of what the whole is going to +be. Then the endless power of word-multiplication by composition, and of +making adjectives of whole phrases must allow you to _fix_, and to fix +in a most homely, pregnant form, a host of evanescent shades of meaning +(most of which would with us be lost), as fast as they flash upon the +mind. And from these successive approximations the final form of the +thought may be more easily and surely distilled than if it had to be all +formed in one's head before it could get even an approximate expression. + +However, I don't pretend to say that these hasty impressions are +correct. They may be the mere creations of a distempered fancy. At any +rate, I am sure that German is the native tongue of all Wilky-isms, and +that in Germany [Wilky] would be one of the first authors of the age for +style. The mischief of it is that, instead of using these approximations +as such, the people let them stand permanently, and as they can make +them with so little trouble, there arises in literature and talk an +entangled mass of crudity and barbarism that spoils everything. They get +accustomed to such elephantine ways of saying things that they don't +mind it at all, and I have had more amusement out of the newspaper than +I ever derived from the text of "Punch." I wish I could remember some of +the expressions. Yesterday, for instance, the paper said the Emperor of +Austria's message was more _atomistisch_ than _dynamisch_--this, in a +peppery little political article, shows what scholastic expressions the +people are accustomed to. The context gave no explanation. Then, a +couple of days ago, in a review of some histories of German literature, +the surprising depth of one author was praised, altho' it was granted +"that _here and there_ he had not succeeded in lighting up the ultimate +life-spring (_Lebensgrund_) of the phenomena." Of another that "_without +entirely losing sight of what was human_ (_menschlich_) in the +phenomena, he had accomplished a work of extraordinarily logical +development and luminous procedure (_Gang_)." Imagine entirely leaving +out the human in a history of _literature_!... + + * * * * * + +_May 30._ + +The pleasant spinster from Hamburg I mentioned in my last letter as +being so well read, has, I find, "drawn the line" of her information at +geography and physical science. She comes out strong in Sanscrit and +Greek literature (which she knows of course by translations), and in +church history, but she drives me frantic by her endless talking about +America, in the course of which she continually leaps without any +warning from New York to Rio de Janeiro and thence to Valparaiso. She +has friends in each of these localities, and it is apparently a fixed +conviction of hers that they take tea together every evening. At first I +tried to show her that these places were all far apart and that the ways +of one were not those of the others, and from her apparent comprehension +and submission I used to fancy I had succeeded; but it was only the +elastic and transient bowing of the reed before the gale. A rather +amusing incident occurred the other evening. I was speaking of the +different classes of people that made up our population, and endeavoring +to give a keen analysis of the Irish character, when she asked me to +tell her something about a people we had with us called "Yankees," about +whom she had heard such strange stories, and who seemed to be, if +report were true, of all the peoples in the world the very worst (_das +allerschlimmste_). What was their genesis and what were they? Imagine +the feelings of the poor old lady, who had asked the question merely +from a wish to please me by her intelligent interest in our affairs, +when the truth was told her.... + +The other afternoon I fell into conversation with a tall and rather +aristocratic-looking old gentleman with a gray moustache, who spoke very +good French, at a beer garden, and found out afterwards that he was no +less a person than the illustrious Kaulbach. Strangely enough, we quite +accidentally got on the subject of the Gallery. He spoke of several of +the pictures, but said nothing that was not commonplace. I have as yet +only had a mere glimpse at the Gallery, but will do it thoroughly before +I leave. I'd give anything if Harry could see some of the Venetian +things there, and the Shepherds' Adoration of Correggio, which he +probably knows, or rather _méconnaît_, by prints which give nought but +the rather unpleasant and, unless you are let into the secret, +motivelessly eccentric drawing. But it would take Victor Hugo to find +the proper antithetic epithets to describe the combined gladness and +solemnity of the painting, its innocence and its depth. I have always +had, I don't know why, a prejudice against Correggio; but I never saw a +painting before that breathed out so easily such a moral poetry. It +seems to me to kill Rafael's celebrated Madonna right out. Although that +too is a good "piece." I find myself in the Gallery much too disposed to +exalt one thing at the expense of its neighbors, which is very unjust to +them; but by taking it easily and letting the pictures do their own work +I think it will all come right. Mr. Paul Veronese had _eyes_, anyhow. I +am sure it would be the making of John La Farge to come abroad, alone, +if no other way. Dis lui, Henry, que je lui écrirai tantôt à ce sujet. + +I have been having a literary debauch to start in the language with, but +am getting down again to medicine. The enthusiastic, oratorical and +eloquent Schiller, the wise and exquisite Goethe, and the virile and +human Lessing have in turn held me entranced by their _Dramal_. Je te +recommande, Henry, "Emilia Galotti" comme étude. C'est serré comme du +chêne, rapide comme l'avalanche, toute la retenue et la vigueur de +Merimée, et au fond un gros coeur dont la tendresse comprimée +n'échappe que par des phrases dont la sobriété même déchire, ou bien par +du bitter irony. Lessing seems to have a religious feeling that people +miss in Goethe, and seems to be a great deal deeper than Schiller, +though, of course, he is a far more homespun character. I have been +reading Goethe's "Italienische Reise." It is perfectly fascinating; but +you can read very little of it at a time, it is so damnably tedious, and +you can't bear to skip. Paradoxical as it may appear, there is a deal of +_naïveté_ in the old cuss. Attends donc un peu que mon grand article sur +Goethe apparaisse dans "L'Américain du Nord!" + +I expect T. S. Perry here in a fortnight on his way from Venice. You may +imagine with what joy. I have just been interrupted by the supper, which +takes place at nine P.M. and consists of beer, eggs, herrings, ham, and +bread and butter, and is not displeasing to the carnal man. I have been +writing a most infernally long letter, for which I apologize. It will be +the last time. The fact is I have so few resources here that I am driven +to write. Tell Alice that there are two Miss Twomblys from Boylston +Street living here, one exceedingly pretty. She doubtless, by her +feminine system of espionage, knows who they are, though I know none of +their friends and they none of mine. I got mother's letter and the +"Nation" with great joy soon after my arrival. I read Father's article, +but with much the old result. I am desirous of reading his article in +the N. A. R. and hope he will not delay to send it when it appears. +Heaps of love all round. + + + + +_To his Mother._ + + +DRESDEN, _June 12, 1867_. + +DEAREST MOTHER,--I have been reading a considerable deal of German, and +in a very desultory way, as I want to get accustomed to a variety of +styles, so as to be able to read any book at sight, skipping the +useless; and I may say that I now begin to have that power whenever the +book is writ in a style at all adapted to the requirements of the human, +as distinguished from the German, mind. The profounder and more +philosophical German requires, however, that you should bring all the +resources of your nature, of every kind, to a focus, and hurl them again +and again on the sentence, till at last you feel something give way, as +it were, and the Idea begins to unravel itself. As for speaking, that is +a very different matter and advances much more slowly.... + +Life is so monotonous in this place that unless I make some +philosophical discoveries, or unless _something_ happens, my letters +will have to be both few and short. I get up and have breakfast, which +means a big cup of cocoa and some bread and butter with an egg, if I +want it, at eight. I read till half-past one, when dinner, which is +generally quite a decent meal; after dinner a nap, more _Germanorum_ and +more read till the sun gets low enough to go out, when out I +go--generally to the Grosser Garten, a lovely park outside the town +where the sun slants over the greenest meadows and sends his shafts +between the great trees in a most wholesome manner. There are some spots +where the trees are close together, and in their classic gloom you find +mossy statues, so that you feel as if you belonged to the last century. +Often I go and sit on a terrace which overlooks the Elbe and, with my +eyes bent upon the lordly cliffs far down the river on the other side, +with strains of the sweetest music in my ear, and with pint after pint +of beer successively finding their way into the fastnesses of my +interior, I enjoy most delightful reveries, _au nombre desquels_ those +concerning my home and my sister are not the least frequent. + +In the house (which stands on a corner) my great resource when time +hangs heavy on my hands is to sit in the window and examine my +neighbors. The houses are all four stories high and composed of separate +flats, as in Paris. I live in the 3me. Diagonally opposite is a young +ladies' boarding-school where the _young_ ladies, very young they are, +are wont to relax from their studies by kissing their hands, etc., etc., +etc., to a young English lout, who has been here in the house, and +myself. Said lout left for England yesterday, for which I heartily thank +him, and I shall now monopolize the attention of the school. We rather +_had_ them, for we had a telescope to observe them by. Not one was +good-looking. There has, however, lately arisen in the Christian +Strasse, just under my window, a most ravishing apparition, and I begin +to think my heart will not wither wholly away. About eighteen, hair like +night, and _such_ eyes! Their mute-appealing, love-lorn look goes +through and through me. Every day for the last week, after dinner, have +I sat in my window and she in hers. I with the telescope! she with those +eyes! and we communing with each other!! I will try to make a likeness +of her and send with this letter, but I may not succeed.[36] She has +only one defect, which is the length of her nose. If that were only an +inch and a half shorter, I should propose at once to her Mother for it; +but religious difference might intervene, so it is better as it is. + +I am expecting T. S. Perry any day now, you may imagine how +impatiently.... Tell Harry I have been reading some essays by Fr. Theod. +Vischer, the _bedeutende Esthetiker_, on Strauss, on Goethe's "Faust" +and its critics, etc., etc., which have much interested me. He is a +splendid writer for style and matter--as brilliant as any of the +non-absolutely-harlequin Frenchmen. The foundation of the thought is, or +at least appears to be to my untutored mind, Hegelian; but they were +published in 1844 and he may have changed. His "Aesthetik" henceforward +appears in the list of "books which I must some day read." Some of the +commentaries there quoted on "Faust" are incredibly monstrous for +ponderous imbecility and seeing everything in the universe and out of +it, except the point. I read this morning an Essay of Kuno Fischer's on +Lessing's "Nathan"--one of the parasitic and analytic sort on the whole, +but still very readable. The way these cusses slip so fluently off into +the "Ideal," the "Jenseitige," the "Inner," etc., etc., and undertake to +give a _logical_ explanation of everything which is so palpably trumped +up _after_ the facts, and the reasoning of which is so grotesquely +incapable of going an inch into the future, is both disgusting and +disheartening. You never saw such a mania for going deep into the bowels +of truth, with such an absolute lack of intuition and perception of the +skin thereof. To hear the grass grow from morn till night is their +happy occupation. There is something that strikes me as corrupt, +immodest in this incessant taste for explaining things in this +mechanical way; but the era of it may be past now--I don't know. I speak +only of æsthetic matters, of course. The political moment both here and +in Austria is extremely interesting to one who has a political sense, +and even I am beginning to have an opinion--and one all in favor of +Prussia's victory and supremacy as a great practical stride towards +civilization. I think the French tone in the last quarrel deserved a +degrading and stinging humiliation as much as anything in history ever +did, and I'm very sorry they did not get it. Of course there's no end of +bunkum and inflation here, too, but it is practically a healthy +thing.... + + + + +_To his Father._ + + +BERLIN, _Sept. 5, 1867_. + +MY BELOVED OLD DAD,--...I think it will be just as well for you not to +say anything to any of the others about what I shall tell you of my +condition hitherto, as it will only give them useless pain, and poor +Harry especially (who evidently from his letters runs much into that +utterly useless emotion, sympathy, with me) had better remain +ignorant.... My confinement to my room and inability to indulge in any +social intercourse drove me necessarily into reading a great deal, which +in my half-starved and weak condition was very bad for me, making me +irritable and tremulous in a way I have never before experienced. Two +evenings which I spent out, one at Gerlach's, the other at Thies's, +aggravated my dorsal symptoms very much, and as I still clung to the +hope of amelioration from repose, I avoided going out to the houses +where it was possible. Although I cannot exactly say that I got +low-spirited, yet thoughts of the pistol, the dagger and the bowl began +to usurp an unduly large part of my attention, and I began to think that +some change, even if a hazardous one, was necessary. It was at that time +that Dr. Carus advised Teplitz. While there, owing to the weakening +effects of the baths, both back and stomach got worse if anything; but +the beautiful country and a number of drives which I thought myself +justified in taking made me happy as a king.... I have purposely +hitherto written fallacious accounts of my state home, to produce a +pleasant impression on you all--but you may rely on the present one as +literally certain, and as it makes the others after all only +_premature_, I don't see what will be the use of impairing the family +confidence in my letters by saying anything about it to them. I have no +doubt that you will consider the Teplitz expenditure justified, as I do. +My sickness has added some other items in the way of medicine and cab +hire to the expenses of my life in Dresden, but nothing _very_ +considerable. So much for biz. + +I have read your article, which I got in Teplitz, several times +carefully. I must confess that the darkness which to me has always hung +over what you have written on these subjects is hardly at all cleared +up. Every sentence seems written from a point of view which I nowhere +get within range of, and on the other hand ignores all sorts of +questions which are visible from my present view. My questions, I know, +belong to the Understanding, and I suppose deal entirely with the +"natural constitution" of things; but I find it impossible to step out +from them into relation with "spiritual" facts, and the very language +you use _ontologically_ is also so extensively rooted in the finite and +phenomenal that I cannot avoid accepting it as it were in its mechanical +sense, when it becomes to me devoid of significance. I feel myself in +fact more and more drifting towards the sensationalism closed in by +skepticism--but the skepticism will keep bursting out in the very midst +of it, too, from time to time; so that I cannot help thinking I may one +day get a glimpse of things through the ontological window. At present +it is walled up. I can understand now no more than ever the world-wide +gulf you put between "Head" and "Heart"; to me they are inextricably +entangled together, and seem to grow from a common stem--and _no_ theory +of creation seems to me to make things clearer. I cannot logically +understand _your_ theory. You posit first a phenomenal Nature in which +the _alienation_ is produced (but phenomenal to _what_? to the already +unconsciously existing creature?), and from this effected alienation a +_real_ movement of return follows. But how _can_ the real movement have +its rise in the phenomenal? And if it does not, it seems to me the +creation is the very arbitrary one you inveigh against; and the whole +process is a mere circle of the creator described within his own being +and returning to the starting-point. I cannot understand what you mean +by the descent of the creator into nature; you don't explain it, and it +seems to be the kernel of the whole. + +You speak sometimes of our natural life as our whole conscious life; +sometimes of our consciousness as composed of both elements, finite and +infinite. If our _real_ life is unconscious, I don't see how you can +occupy in the final result a different place from the Stoics, for +instance. These are points on which I have never understood your +position, and they will doubtless make you smile at my stupidity; but I +cannot help it. I ought not to write about them in such a hurry, for I +have been expecting every moment to see Tom Dwight come in, with whom I +promised to go to the theatre. I arrived here late last night. My back +will prevent my studying physiology this winter at Leipsig, which I +rather hoped to do. I shall stay here if I can. If unable to live here +and cultivate the society of the natives without a greater moral and +dorsal effort than my shattered frame will admit, I will retreat to +Vienna where, knowing so many Americans, I shall find social relaxation +without much expense of strength. Dwight has come. Much love from your +affectionate, + +WM. JAMES. + + + + +_To O. W. Holmes, Jr._ + + +BERLIN, _Sept. 17, 1867_. + +MY DEAR WENDLE,--I was put in the possession, this morning, by a +graceful and unusual attention on the part of the postman, of a letter +from home containing, amongst other valuable matter, a precious specimen +of manuscript signed "O. W. H. Jr." covering just one page of small note +paper belonging to a letter written by Minny Temple!!!!! Now I myself am +not proud,--poverty, misery and philosophy have together brought me to a +pass where there are few actions so shabby that I would not commit them +if thereby I could relieve in any measure my estate, or lighten the +trouble of living,--but, by Jove, Sir! there _is_ a point, _sunt_ certi +denique fines, down to which it seems to me hardly worth while to +condescend--better give up altogether.--I do not intend any personal +application. Men differ, thank Heaven! and there may be some constituted +in such a fearful and wonderful manner, that to write to a friend after +six months, in another person's letter, hail him as "one of the pillars +on which life rests," and after twelve lines stop short, seems to them +an action replete with beauty and credit. To me it is otherwise. And if +perchance, O Wendy boy, there lurked in any cranny of _thy_ breast a +spark of consciousness, a germ of shame at the paltriness of thy +procedure as thou inditedst that pitiful apology for a letter, I would +fain fan it, nourish it, till thy whole being should become one +incarnate blush, one crater of humiliation. Mind, I should not have +found fault with you if you had not written at all. There would have +been a fine brutality about that which would have commanded respect +rather than otherwise--certainly not _pity_. 'Tis that, _writing_, THAT +should be the result. Bah! + +But I will change the subject, as I do not wish to provoke you to +recrimination in your next letter. Let it be as substantial and +succulent as the last, with its hollow hyperbolic expression of esteem, +was the opposite, and I assure you that the past shall be forgotten.--I +am, as you have probably been made aware, "a mere wreck," bodily. I left +home without telling anyone about it, because, hoping I might get well, +I wanted to keep it a secret from Alice and the boys till it was over. I +thought of telling you "in confidence," but refrained, partly because +walls have ears, partly from a morbid pride, mostly because of the habit +of secrecy that had grown on me in six months. I dare say Harry has kept +you supplied with information respecting my history up to the present +time, and perhaps read you portions of my letters. My history, internal +and external, since I have been in Germany, has been totally uneventful. +The external, with the exception of three R. R. voyages (to and from +Teplitz and to Berlin), resembles that of a sea anemone; and the +internal, notwithstanding the stimulus of a new language and country, +has contracted the same hue of stagnation. A tedious egotism seems to be +the only mental plant that flourishes in sickness and solitude; and when +the bodily condition is such that muscular and cerebral activity not +only remain _unexcited_, but are _solicited_, by an idiotic hope of +recovery, to crass indolence, the "elasticity" of one's spirits can't be +expected to be very great. Since I have been here I have admired Harry's +pluck more and more. _Pain_, however intense, is light and life, +compared to a condition where hibernation would be the ideal of conduct, +and where your "conscience," in the form of an aspiration towards +recovery, rebukes every tendency towards motion, excitement or life as a +culpable excess. The deadness of spirit thereby produced "must be felt +to be appreciated." + +I have been in this city ten days and hope to stay all winter. I have +got a comfortable room near the University and will attempt to follow +some of the lectures. My wish was to study physiology practically, but I +shall not be able. The number of subjects and fractions of subjects on +which courses of lectures are given here and at the other universities +would make you stare. Berlin is a "live" place, with a fine, tall, +intelligent-looking population, infinitely better-looking than that of +Dresden. I like the Germans very much, so far (which is not far at all) +as I have got to know them. The apophthegm, "a fat man consequently a +good man," has much of truth in it. The Germans come out strong on their +abdomens,--even when these are not vast in capacity, one feels that they +are of mighty powerful construction, and play a much weightier part in +the economy of the man than with us,--affording a massive, immovable +background to the consciousness, over which, as on the surface of a deep +and tranquil sea, the motley images contributed by the other senses to +life's drama glide and play without raising more than a pleasant +ripple,--while with _us_, who have no such voluminous background, they +forever touch bottom, or come out on the other side, or kick up such a +tempest and fury that we enjoy no repose. The Germans have leisure, +kindness to strangers, a sort of square honesty, and an absence of false +shame and damned pecuniary pretension that makes intercourse with them +very agreeable. The language is infernal; and I seem to be making no +progress beyond the stage in which one just begins to misunderstand and +to make one's self misunderstood. The scientific literature is even +richer than I thought. In literature proper, Goethe's "Faust" seems to +me almost worth learning the language for. + +I wish I could communicate to you some startling discoveries regarding +our dilapidated old friend the Kosmos, made since I have been here. But +I actually haven't had a fresh idea. And my reading until six weeks ago, +having been all in German, covered very little ground. For the past six +weeks I have, by medical order, been relaxing my brain on French +fiction, and am just returning to the realities of life, German and +Science. If you want to be consoled, refreshed, and reconciled to the +Kosmos, the whole from a strictly abdominal point of view, read "L'Ami +Fritz," and "Les Confessions d'un Joueur de Clarinette," etc., by +Erckmann-Chatrian. They are books of gold, so don't read them till you +are just in the mood and all other wisdom is of no avail. Then they will +open the skies to you. + +On looking back over this letter I perceive I have unwittingly been +betrayed into a more gloomy tone than I intended, and than would convey +a faithful impression of my usual mental condition--in which occur +moments of keen enjoyment. The contemplation of my letter of credit +alone makes me chuckle for hours. If I ever have leisure I will write an +additional Bridgewater, illustrating the Beneficence and Ingenuity, +etc., in providing me with a letter of credit when so many poor devils +have none. There, I have again unintentionally fallen into a vein of +irony--I do not mean it. I am full of hope in the future. + +My back, etc., are far better since I have been in Teplitz; in fact I +feel like a new man. I have several excellent letters to people here, +and when they return from the country, when T. S. Perry arrives for the +winter, when the lectures get a-going, and I get thinking again, when +long letters from you and the rest of my "_friends_" (ha! ha!) arrive +regularly at short intervals--I shall mock the state of kings. You had +better believe I have thought of you with affection at intervals since I +have been away, and prized your qualities of head, heart, and person, +and my priceless luck in possessing your confidence and friendship in a +way I never did at home; and cursed myself that I didn't make more of +you when I was by you, but, like the base Indian, threw evening after +evening away which I might have spent in your bosom, sitting in your +whitely-lit-up room, drinking in your profound wisdom, your golden +jibes, your costly imagery, listening to your shuddering laughter, +baptizing myself afresh, in short, in your friendship--the thought of +all this makes me even now forget your epistolary peculiarities. But +pray, my dear old Wendell, let me have _one_ letter from you--tell me +how your law business gets on, of your adventures, thoughts, discoveries +(even though but of mares' nests, they will be interesting to your +Williams); books read, good stories heard, girls fallen in love +with--nothing can fail to please me, except your failing to write. +Please give my love to John Gray, Jim Higginson and Henry Bowditch. Tell +H. B. I will write to him very soon; but that is no reason why he should +not write to me without waiting, and tell me about himself and medicine +in Boston. Give my very best regards also to your father, mother and +sister. And believe me ever your friend, + +WM. JAMES. + +P. S. Why can't you write me the result of your study of the _vis viva_ +question? I have not thought of it since I left. I wish very much you +would, if the trouble be not too great. Anyhow you could write the +central formulas without explication, and oblige yours. Excuse the +scrawliness of this too hurriedly written letter. + + + + +_To Henry James._ + + +BERLIN, _Sept. 26, 1867_. + +BELOVED 'ARRY,--I hope you will not be severely disappointed on opening +this fat envelope to find it is not all _letter_. I will first explain +to you the nature of the enclosed document and then proceed to personal +matters. The other day, as I was sitting alone with my deeply breached +letter of credit, beweeping my outcast state, and wondering what I could +possibly do for a living, it flashed across me that I might write a +"notice" of H. Grimm's novel which I had just been reading. To conceive +with me is to execute, as you well know. And after sweating fearfully +for three days, erasing, tearing my hair, copying, recopying, etc., +etc., I have just succeeded in finishing the enclosed. I want you to +read it, and if, after correcting the style and thoughts, with the aid +of Mother, Alice and Father, and rewriting it if possible, you judge it +to be capable of interesting in any degree anyone in the world but H. +Grimm, himself, to send it to the "Nation" or the "Round Table." + +I feel that a living is hardly worth being gained at this price. Style +is not my forte, and to strike the mean between pomposity and vulgar +familiarity is indeed difficult. Still, an the rich guerdon accrue, an +but ten beauteous dollars lie down on their green and glossy backs +within the family treasury in consequence of my exertions, I shall feel +glad that I have made them. I have not seen Grimm yet as he is in +Switzerland. In his writings he is possessed of real imagination and +eloquence, chiefly in an ethical line, and the novel is really +_distingué_, somewhat as Cherbuliez's are, only with rather a deficiency +on the physical and animal side. He is, to my taste, too idealistic, and +Father would scout him for his arrant moralism. Goethe seems to have +mainly suckled him, and the manner of this book is precisely that of +"Wilhelm Meister" or "Elective Affinities." There is something not +exactly _robust_ about him, but, _per contra_, great delicacy and an +extreme belief in the existence and worth of truth and desire to attain +it justly and impartially. In short, a rather painstaking liberality and +want of careless animal spirits--which, by the bye, seem to be rather +characteristics of the rising generation. But enough of him. The notice +was mere taskwork. I could not get up a spark of interest in it, and I +should not think it would be _d'actualité_ for the "Nation." Still, I +could think of nothing else to do, and was bound to do something.[37] +... + +I am a new man since I have been here, both from the ruddy hues of +health which mantle on my back, and from the influence of this live city +on my spirits. Dresden was a place in which it always seemed afternoon; +and as I used to sit in my cool and darksome room, and see through the +ancient window the long dusty sunbeams slanting past the roof angles +opposite down into the deep well of a street, and hear the distant +droning of the market and think of no reason why it should not thus +continue _in secula seculorum_, I used to have the same sort of feeling +as that which now comes over me when I remember days passed in +Grandma's old house in Albany. Here, on the other hand, it is just like +home. Berlin, I suppose, is the most American-looking city in Europe. In +the quarter which I inhabit, the streets are all at right angles, very +broad, with dusty trees growing in them, houses all new and flat-roofed, +covered with stucco, and of every imaginable irregularity in height, +bleak, ugly, unsettled-looking--_werdend_. Germany is, I find, as a +whole (I hardly think more experience will change my opinion), very +nearly related to our country, and the German nature and ours so akin in +fundamental qualities, that to come here is not much of an experience. +There is a general colorlessness and bleakness about the outside look of +life, and in artistic matters a wide-spread manifestation of the very +same creative spirit that designs our kerosene-lamp models, for +instance, at home. Nothing in short that is worth making a pilgrimage to +see. To travel in Italy, in Egypt, or in the Tropics, may make creation +widen to one's view; but to one of our race all that is _peculiar_ in +Germany is mental, and _that_ Germany can be brought to us.... + +(_After dinner._) I have just been out to dine. I am gradually getting +acquainted with all the different restaurants in the neighborhood, of +which there are an endless number, and will presently choose one for +good,--certainly not the one where I went today, where I paid 25 +_Groschen_ for a soup, chicken and potatoes, and was almost prevented +from breathing by the damned condescension of the waiters. I fairly sigh +for a home table. I used to find a rather pleasant excitement in dining +"round," that is long since played out. Could I but find some of the +honest, florid and ornate ministers that wait on you at the Parker +House, here, I would stick to their establishment, no matter what the +fare. These indifferent reptiles here, dressed in cast-off +wedding-suits, insolent and disobliging and always trying to cheat you +in the change, are the plague of my life. After dinner I took quite a +long walk under the Linden and round by the Palace and Museum. There are +great numbers of statues (a great many of them "equestrian") here, and +you have no idea how they light up the place. What you say about the +change of the seasons wakens an echo in my soul. Today is really a +harbinger of winter, and felt like an October day at home, with a +northwest wind, cold and crisp with a white light, and the red leaves +falling and blowing everywhere. I expect T. S. Perry in a week. We shall +have a very good large parlor and bedroom, _together_, in this house, +and steer off in fine style right into the bowels of the winter. I +expect it to be a stiff one, as everyone speaks of it here with a +certain solemnity.... + +I wish you would articulately display to me in your future letters the +names of all the books you have been reading. "A great many books, none +but good ones," is provokingly vague. On looking back at what _I_ have +read since I left home, it shows exceeding small, owing in great part I +suppose to its being in German. I have just got settled down +again--after a nearly-two-months' debauch on French fiction, during +which time Mrs. Sand, the fresh, the bright, the free; the somewhat +shrill but doughty Balzac, who has risen considerably in my esteem or +rather in my affection; Théophile Gautier the good, the golden-mouthed, +in turn captivated my attention; not to speak of the peerless +Erckmann-Chatrian, who renews one's belief in the succulent harmonies of +creation--and a host of others. I lately read Diderot, "OEuvres +Choisies," 2 vols., which are entertaining to the utmost from their +animal spirits and the comic modes of thinking, speaking and behaving of +the time. Think of meeting continually such delicious sentences as +this,--he is speaking of the educability of beasts,--"Et peut-on savoir +jusqu'où l'usage des mains porterait les singes s'ils avaient le loisir +comme la faculté d'inventer, et si la frayeur continuelle que leur +inspirent les hommes ne les retenait dans l'abrutissement"!!! But I must +pull up, as I have to write to Father still.... + +Adieu, lots of love from your aff. + +WILHELM. + + * * * * * + +The preceding letter shows James as but recently arrived in Berlin and +as arranging himself there for a winter of physiology at the University. +He was soon joined by his young compatriot Thomas Sergeant Perry, an +intimate friend of earlier Newport days and of the subsequent Boston and +Cambridge years, and the two young Americans set up joint lodgings at +Number 12 in the Mittelstrasse. Although James's main purpose was to +work at the University, he was luckily not without social resources. +George Bancroft, the historian and former Secretary of the Navy and +Minister to England, was at this time representing the United States in +Berlin and was an old family acquaintance. His and another hospitable +family, the Louis Thieses, who had been Cambridge neighbors and whose +house in Quincy Street the James parents had acquired upon Mr. Thies's +return to his native land, were a link with home, and at the same time +rendered hospitable services to James by helping him to a few German +acquaintances. By far the most congenial and interesting of these was +Herman Grimm, the son of the younger of the universally beloved brothers +of the Fairy Tales. Herman Grimm had married Gisela von Arnim, the +daughter of Goethe's Bettina, and was at this time a man of just past +forty years. Professor of the History of Art in the University of +Berlin, essayist, author of "The Life of Michael Angelo" and of Lectures +on Goethe as well as of several works of fiction, Grimm was a versatile +and charming specimen of that "learned" Germany which we now think of as +flourishing most amiably during the generation that preceded the +Franco-Prussian War. The easy and cordial way in which his household +accepted James appears, as in the next letter, to have been richly +appreciated. + + + + +_To his Sister._ + + +BERLIN, _Oct. 17, 1867_. + +Your excellent long letter of September 5 reached me in due time. If +about that time you felt yourself strongly hugged by some invisible +spiritual agency, you may now know that it was _me_. What would not I +give if you could pay me a visit here! Since I last wrote home the +lingual Rubicon has been passed, and I find to my surprise that I can +speak German--certainly not in an ornamental manner, but there is hardly +anything which I would not dare to attempt to _begin_ to say and be +pretty sure that a kind providence would pull me through, somehow or +other. I made the discovery at my first visit to Grimm a fortnight ago, +and have confirmed it several times since. I can likewise understand +educated people perfectly. I feel my German as old Moses used to feel +his oats, and for ten days past have walked along the street dandling my +head in a fatuous manner that rivets the attention of the public. The +University lectures were to have begun this week, but the lazy +professors have put it off to the last of the month. + +[Illustration: Pencil Sketches from a Pocket Note-Book.] + +I will describe to you the manner in which I spent yesterday. _Ex uno +disce omnes_--(a German proverb). I awoke at half-past eight at the +manly voice of T. S. Perry caroling his morning hymn from his +neighboring bed--if the instrument of torture the Germans sleep in be +worthy of that name. After some preliminary conversation we arose, +performed our washing, each in a couple of tumblers full of water in a +little basin of this shape [sketch], donned our clothes, and stepped +into our SALON into which the morning sun was streaming and adding its +genial warmth to that of the great porcelain stove, into which the maid +had put the handful of fuel (which, when ignited, makes the stove +radiate heat for twelve hours) the while we slumbered. T. S. P. found on +the table a letter from [Moorfield] Storey, which the same vigilant maid +had placed there, and I the morning paper, full of excitement about the +Italian affairs and the diabolical designs of Napoleon on Germany. After +a breakfast of cocoa, eggs and excellent rolls, I finished the paper, +and took up my regular reading, while T. S. P. worked at his German +lesson. I finished the chapter in a treatise on Galvanism which bears +the neat and concise title of [_not deciphered_]. + +By 10 o'clock T. S. P. had gone to his German lesson, and it was about +time for me to rig up to go to Grimm's to dine, having received a kind +invitation the day before. As I passed through the pleasant wood called +the "Thiergarten," which was filled with gay civil and military +cavaliers, I looked hard for the imposing equestrian figure of the Hon. +Geo. Bancroft; but he was not to be seen. I got safely to Grimm's, and +in a moment the other guest arrived. Herr Professor----, whose name I +could not catch,[38] a man of a type I have never met before. He is +writing now a life of Schleiermacher of which one volume is published. A +soft fat man with black hair (somewhat the type of the photographs of +Renan), of a totally uncertain age between 25 and 40, with little bits +of green eyes swimming in their fat-filled orbits, and the rest of his +face quite "realizing one's idea" of the infant Bacchus. I, with my +usual want of enterprise, have neglected hitherto to provide myself with +a swallow-tailed coat; but I had a resplendent fresh-biled shirt and +collar, while the Professor, who wore the "obligatory coat," etc., had +an exceedingly grimy shirt and collar and a rusty old rag of a cravat. +Which of us most violated the proprieties I know not, but your feminine +nature will decide. Grimm wore a yellowish, greenish, brownish coat +whose big collar and cuffs and enormous flaps made me strongly suspect +it had been the property of the brothers Grimm, who had worn it on state +occasions, and dying, bequeathed it to Herman. The dinner was very good. +The Prof. was overflowing with information with regard to everything +knowable and unknowable. He is the first man I have ever met of a class, +which must be common here, of men to whom learning has become as natural +as breathing. A learned man at home is in a measure isolated; his study +is carried on in private, at reserved hours. To the public he appears as +a citizen and neighbor, etc., and they know at most _about_ him that he +is addicted to this or that study; his intellectual occupation always +has something of a put-on character, and remains external at least to +some part of his being. Whereas this cuss seemed to me to be nothing if +not a professor ... [_line not deciphered_] as if he were able to stand +towards the rest of society _merely_ in the relation of a man learned in +this or that branch--and never for a moment forget the interests or put +off the instincts of his specialty. If he should meet people or +circumstances that could in no measure be dealt with on that ground, he +would pass on and ignore them, instead of being obliged, like an +American, to sink for the time the specialty. He talked and laughed +incessantly at table, related the whole history of Buddhism to Mrs. +Grimm, and I know not what other points of religious history. After +dinner Mrs. Grimm went, at the suggestion of her husband, to take a nap +... [_line not deciphered_] while G. and the Professor engaged in a hot +controversy about the natural primitive forms of religion, Grimm +inclining to the view that the historically first form must have been +monotheistic. I noticed the Professor's replies grow rather languid, +when suddenly his fat head dropped forward, and G. cried out that he had +better take a good square nap in the arm-chair. He eagerly snatched at +the proposal. Grimm got him a clean handkerchief, which he threw over +his face, and presently he seemed to slumber. Grimm woke him in ten +minutes to take some coffee. He rose, refreshed like a giant, and +proceeded to fight with Grimm about the identity of Homer. Grimm has +just been studying the question and thinks that the poems of Homer +_must_ have been composed in a _written_ language. From there through a +discussion about the madness of Hamlet--G. being convinced that +Shakespeare _meant_ to mystify the reader, and intentionally constructed +a riddle. The sun waned low and I took my leave in company with the +Prof. We parted at the corner, _without_ the Prof. telling me (as an +honest, hospitable American would have done) that he would be happy to +see me at his domicile, so that I know not whether I shall be able to +continue acquainted with a man I would fain know more of. + +I got into a droschke and, coming home, found T. S. P. in the room, and +while telling him of the events of the dinner was interrupted by the +entrance of the Rev. H. W. Foote of Stone Chapel.... The excellent +little man had presented himself a few evenings before, bringing me from +Dresden a very characteristic note from Elizabeth Peabody (in which +among other things she says she is "on the wing for Italy"--she is as +_folâtre_ a creature as your friend Mrs. W----), and we have dined +together every day since, and had agreed to go to hear "Fidelio" +together at the Opera that evening. Foote is really a good man and I +shall prosecute his friendship every moment of his stay here; seems to +have his mind open to every interest, and has a sweet modesty that +endears him to the heart. He goes home next month. I advise Harry to +call and see him; I know he will sympathize with him. T. S. P. never +grows weary of repeating a pun of Ware's about him in Italy, who, when +asked what had become of Foote (they traveled for a time together), +replied: "I left him at the Hotel, hand in glove with the Bootts." + +"Fidelio" was truly musical. After it, I went to Zennig's restaurant (it +was over by quarter before nine), where I had made a rendez-vous with a +young Doctor to whom Mr. Thies had given me a letter. Having been away +from Berlin, I had seen him for the first time the day before yesterday. +He is a very swell young Jew with a gorgeous cravat, blue-black whiskers +and oily ringlets, not prepossessing; and we had made this appointment. +I waited half an hour and, the faithless Israelite not appearing, came +home, and after reading a few hours went to bed. + +_Two hours later._ I have just come in from dinner, a ceremony which I +perform at the aforesaid Zennig's, Unter den Linden. (By the bye, you +must not be led by that name to imagine, as I always used to, an avenue +over-shadowed by patriarchal lime trees, whose branches form a long +arch. The "Linden" are two rows of small, scrubby, abortive +horse-chestnuts, beeches, limes and others, planted like the trees in +Commonwealth Avenue.) Zennig's is a table-d'hôte, so-called +notwithstanding the unities of hour and table are violated. You have +soup, three courses, and dessert or coffee and cheese for 12-1/2 +Groschen if you buy 14 tickets, and I shall probably dine there all +winter. We dined with Foote today, who spoke among other things of a new +English novel whose heroine "had the bust and arms of the Venus of +Milo." T. S. P. remarked that her having the arms might account for the +Venus herself being without them. + +I enclose you the photograph of an actress here with whom I am in love. +A neat coiffure, is it not? I also send you a couple more of my own +precious portraits. I got them taken to fulfill a promise I had made to +a young Bohemian lady at Teplitz, the niece of the landlady. Sweet Anna +Adamowiz! (pronounce--_vitch_), which means descendant of Adam.--She +belongs consequently to one of the very first families in Bohemia. I +used to drive dull care away by writing her short notes in the Bohemian +tongue such as; "Navzdy budes v me mysli Irohm pamatkou," _i.e._, +forever bloomest thou in my memory;--"dej mne tooji bodo biznu," give me +your photograph; and isolated phrases as "Mlaxik, Dicka, pritel, +pritelkyne," _i.e._, Jüngling, Mädchen, Freund, Freundinn; "mi luja," I +love, etc. These were carried to her by the chambermaid, and the style, +a little more florid than was absolutely _required_ by mere courtesy, +was excused by her on the ground of my limited acquaintance with the +subtleties of the language. Besides, the sentiments were on the whole +good and the error, if any, in the right direction. When she gave me her +photograph (which I regret to say she spelt "fotokraft"!!!!) she made me +promise to send her mine. _Hence_ mine. + +I have been this afternoon to get a dress-coat measured, which will +doubtless be a comfort to you to know. I must now stop. G-- + + * * * * * + +I had got as far as the above _G_ when the faithless Israelite of +yesterday evening came in. He gave a satisfactory explanation of his +absence and has been making a very pleasant visit. He is coming back at +nine o'clock to take us (after the German mode of exercising +hospitality) to a tavern to meet some of his boon companions. I reckon +he is a better fellow than he seemed at first sight. I will leave this +letter open till tomorrow to let you know what happens at the tavern, +and whether the boon companions are old-clothes men, or Christian +gentlemen. Good-night, my darling sister! Sei tausend mal von mir +geküsst.[39] Give my best love to Father, Mother, Aunt Kate, the boys +and everyone. Ever yr. loving bro., + +WM. JAMES. + + * * * * * + +11 P.M. Decidedly the Jew rises in my estimation. He treated us in the +German fashion to a veal cutlet and a glass of beer which we paid for +ourselves. His boon companions were apparently Christians of a +half-baked sort. One who sat next to me was half drunk [and] insisted on +talking the most hideous English. T. S. P., who necessarily took small +part in the conversation, endeavored to explain to Selberg that he was a +"skeleton at the banquet," but could not get through. I came to his +assistance, but forgot, of course, the word "Skelett," and found nothing +better to say than that he was a _vertebral column_ at their banquet, +which classical allusion I do not think was understood by the Jew. The +young men did not behave with the politeness and attention to us which +would have been shown to two Germans by a similar crowd at home. +Selberg himself however improved every minute, and I have no doubt will +turn out a capital fellow. Excuse these scraps of paper, + +W. J. Good night. + + + + +_To his Sister._ + + +BERLIN, _Nov. 19, 1867_. + +SÜSS BALCHEN!--I stump wearily up the three flights of stairs after my +dinner to this lone room where no human company but a ghastly lithograph +of Johannes Müller and a grinning skull are to cheer me. Out in the +street the slaw and fine rain is falling as if it would never stop--the +sky is low and murky, and the streets filled with water and that finely +worked-up paste of mud which never is seen on our continent. For some +time past I have thought with longing of the brightness and freshness of +my home in New England--of the extraordinary, and in ordinary moments +little appreciated, but +sometimes-coming-across-you-and-striking-you-with-an-unexpected-sense-of-rich-privilege +blessings of a mother's love (excuse my somewhat German style)--of the +advantage of having a youthful-hearted though bald-headed father who +looks at the Kosmos as if it had some life in it--of the delicious and +respectable meals in the family circle with the aforesaid father telling +touching horse-car anecdotes,[40] and the serene Harry dealing his snubs +around--with a clean female handmaiden to wait, and an open fire to +toast one's self at afterwards instead of one of these pallid porcelain +monuments here,--with a whole country around you full of friends and +acquaintances in whose company you can refresh your social nature, a +library of books in the house and a still bigger one over the way,--and +all the rest of it. The longer I live, the more inclined am I to value +the domestic affections and to be satisfied with the domestic and +citizenly virtues (probably only for the reason that I am temporarily +debarred from exercising any of them, I blush to think). At any rate I +feel _now_ and _here_ the absence of any object with which to start up +some sympathy, and the feeling is real and unpleasant while it lasts. + +I ought not, I confess, to sing in this tune _today_, for before dinner +I made a call on a young lady here (named Frl. Bornemann) whom I had met +at Mrs. Grimm's and whom Mrs. G. had advised me to go and see. She lives +with her brother, an _Advocat_. They are rich orflings, and I had really +a friendly visit there and hope it may ripen into familiarity. I got on +tolerably well with the German--only making one laughable mistake, viz. +in talking of the shower of meteors, _Stern-schnuppen_, the other night +to speak of the "Stern-schnupfen" (_Schnupfen_ = snuffles, catarrh). And +this visit is the occasion of my writing this week to you. Frl. B. is +intimate with Miss Thies, and hearing that we lived in their house, she +was seized with an extremely German desire to have some ivy leaves or +other leaves from the garden to surprise Miss Thies with on Christmas. +Your young female heart will probably beat responsive to the project and +_infallibly_ by return mail send the leaves. She only wants one or two. +You might also send a board from the flooring, some old grass and bits +of hay from the front "lawn," or cut out an eye from the "gal" who is so +much "struck with them babies"[41] in the parlor. They would all awaken +tender memories, I have no doubt. Now do not delay even for one day to +execute this, Alice! but set about it now with this letter in your +hand. You see there is no time to lose, and I am very anxious not to +disappoint the excellent young lady. + +The few commissions and questions I have sent home have been so +unnoticed and disregarded that I hardly hope for success this time. It +has always been the way with me, however, from birth upwards, and Heaven +forbid that I should now begin to complain! But lo! I here send another +commission. I definitely appoint by name my father H. James, Senior, +author of Substance & Shadder, etc., to perform it; and solemnly charge +all the rest of you to be as lions in his path, as thorns upon his side, +as lumps in his mashed potatoes, until he do it or write me Nay. 'Tis to +send by post Cousin's lectures on Kant, and that other French +translation of a German introduction to Kant, which he bought last +winter! By return of mail! And if not convenient to send the books, to +write me the name of the author of the last-mentioned one, which I have +forgotten. It behooves me to learn something of the "Philosopher of +Königsberg," and I want these to ease the way. I sincerely hope that +these words may not be utterly thrown away. + +I got a letter from Mother the day after I wrote last week to Harry, +without date, but written after the Tweedies' visit. I got this morning +a "Nation" and the "advertisement" to Father's Essay on Swedenborg. In +the latter the old lyre is twanged with a greater freshness and force +than ever, so that even T. S. Perry was made to vibrate in unison with +it. I wrote to Father three weeks ago respecting his former article. I +hope the letter is by this time in his hands. I am very sorry the fat +one went astray. It contained, _inter alia_, an account of my +expenditure up to its time of writing. I would give a good deal to be +able to enjoy as you are all doing the society of Venerable Brother +Robertson. It is a great pity that we should get so estranged by +separation from each other. I wish, now he's at home, he would once +write to me. I have got tolerably well to work, and enjoy my lectures at +the University intensely. Are the "Rainbows for Children" I see noticed +in the "Nation" that old book by Mrs. Tappan? I hope Harry is not the +person therein mentioned as having palmed off on Godkin a translation +from the German as an original article on Thorwaldsen. You have not told +me a word about the Tappans since I quit. I am very glad to hear of Aunt +Kate's leg being so much better and staying so. Tell her I hope it has +not been improving at the expense of her heart, as her long silence +sometimes makes me shudderingly fear. + +Adieu. 1000 kisses to all, not forgetting Ellen.[42] + +Ever your Bruder, W. J. + + + + +_To Thomas W. Ward._ + + +[Fragment of a letter from Berlin, +_circa Nov. 1867?_] + +...I have begun going to the physiological lectures at the University. +There are in all seven courses and four lectures. I take five courses +and three lectures. There is a bully physiological laboratory, the sight +of which, inaccessible as it is to me in my present condition, gave me a +sharp pang. I have blocked out some reading in physiology and psychology +which I hope to execute this winter--though reading German is still +disgustingly slow.... It seems to me that perhaps the time has come for +psychology to begin to be a science--some measurements have already been +made in the region lying between the physical changes in the nerves and +the appearance of consciousness-at (in the shape of sense perceptions), +and more may come of it. I am going on to study what is already known, +and perhaps may be able to do some work at it. Helmholtz and a man named +Wundt at Heidelberg are working at it, and I hope I live through this +winter to go to them in the summer. From all this talk you probably +think I am working straight ahead--towards a definite aim. Alas, no! I +finger book-covers as ineffectually as ever. The fact is, this sickness +takes all the spring, physical and mental, out of a man.... + + + + +_To Thomas W. Ward._ + + +BERLIN, _Nov. 7, 1867_. + +...If six years ago I could have felt the same satisfied belief in the +worthiness of a life devoted to simple, patient, monotonous, scientific +labor day after day (without reference to its results) and at the same +time have had some inkling of the importance and nature of _education_ +(_i.e._, getting orderly habits of thought, and by intense exercise in a +variety of different subjects, getting the mind supple and delicate and +firm), I might be now on the path to accomplishing something some day, +even if my health had turned out no better than it is. But my habits of +mind have been so bad that I feel as if the greater part of the last ten +years had been worse than wasted, and now have so little surplus of +physical vigor as to shrink from trying to retrieve them. Too late! too +late! If I had been _drilled_ further in mathematics, physics, +chemistry, logic, and the history of metaphysics, and had established, +even if only in my memory, a firm and thoroughly familiar _basis_ of +knowledge in all these sciences (like the basis of human anatomy one +gets in studying medicine), to which I should involuntarily refer all +subsequently acquired facts and thoughts,--instead of having now to +keep going back and picking up loose ends of these elements, and wasting +whole hours in looking to see how the new facts are related to them, or +whether they are related to them at all,--I might be steadily +advancing.--But enough! Excuse the damned whine of this letter; I had no +idea whatever of writing it when I sat down, but I am in a mood of +indigestion and blueness. I would not send you the letter at all, were +it not that I thought it might tempt you soon to write to me. You have +no idea, my dear old Tom, how I long to hear a word about you.... + + + + +_To Henry P. Bowditch._ + + +BERLIN, _Dec. 12, 1867_. + +BESTER HEINRICH,--I have arrived safely on this side of the ocean and +hasten to inform you of the fact.--What a fine pair of young men we are +to write so punctually and constantly to each other!--I will not gall +you by any sarcasms, however (I naturally think you are more to blame +than myself), because (as you naturally are of a similar way of +thinking) you might recriminate at great length in your next and much +other to-me-more-agreeable matter be crowded out of your letter. Suffice +[it] to say that I have thought of you continually, and with +undiminished affection, since that bright April morn when we parted; but +I am of such an invincibly inert nature as regards letter-writing that +it takes a combination of outward and inward circumstances and motives +that hardly ever happens, to start me. I wrote you a letter last summer, +but destroyed it because I was in such doleful dumps while writing it +that it would have given you too unpleasant an impression.... + +I live near the University, and attend all the lectures on physiology +that are given there, but am unable to do anything in the Laboratory, or +to attend the cliniques or Virchow's lectures and demonstrations, etc. +Du Bois-Raymond, an irascible man of about forty-five, gives a very good +and clear, yea, brilliant, series of five lectures a week, and two +ambitious young Jews give six more between them which are almost as +instructive. The opportunities for study here are superb, it seems to +me. Whatever they may be in Paris, they can_not_ be better. The +physiological laboratory, with its endless array of machinery, frogs, +dogs, etc., etc., almost "bursts my gizzard," when I go by it, with +vexation. The German language is not child's play. I have lately begun +to understand almost everything I hear said around me; but I still speak +"with a slight foreign accent," as you may suppose--and, with all my +practice in reading, do not think I can read more than half as fast as +in English. It is very discouraging to get over so little ground. But a +steady boring away is bound to fetch it, I suppose; and it seems to me +it is worth the trouble. + +The general level of thoroughness and exactness in scientific work here +is beyond praise; and the abundance of books on every division of every +subject something we English have no idea of. It all comes from the +thorough mode of educating the people from childhood up. The _Staats +Examina_, before passing which no doctor can practise here in Prussia, +exact an amount of physiological, and what we at home call "merely +theoretical" knowledge of the candidate, which a young doctor at home +would claim and receive especial distinction for having made himself +master of. But the men here think it but fair; gird about their loins +and set about working their way through. The general impression the +Germans make on me is not at all that of a remarkably intellectually +gifted people; and if they are not so, their eminence must come solely +from their habits of conscientious and plodding work. It may be that +their expressionless faces do their minds injustice. I don't know enough +of them to decide. But I know the work is a large factor in the result. +It makes one repine at the way he has been brought up, to come here. +Unhappily most of us come too late to profit by what we see. Bad habits +are formed, and life hurries us on too much to stop and drill. But it +seems to me that the fact of so many American students being here of +late years (they outnumber greatly all other foreign students) ought to +have a good influence on the training of the succeeding generation with +us. Tuck, Dwight, Dick Derby, Quincy, Townsend, and Heaven knows how +many more are in Vienna. Tuck and Dwight write me that they are getting +on remarkably well. I saw them both here in September and think T. D. +improves a good deal as he grows older. + +Berlin is a bleak and unfriendly place. The inhabitants are rude and +graceless, but must conceal a solid worth beneath it. I only know seven +of them, and they are of the _élite_. It is very hard getting acquainted +with them, as you have to make all the advances yourself; and your +antagonist shifts so between friendliness and a drill sergeant's formal +politeness that you never know exactly on what footing you stand with +him. These Prussians bow in the most amusing way you ever saw,--as if an +invisible hand suddenly punched them in the abdomen and an equally +invisible foot forthwith kicked them in the rear,--one time and two +motions, and they do it 100 times a day. + +But enough of national gossip--let us return to that about individuals. +Oh! that I could see thy prominent nose and thy sagacious eyes at this +moment relieved against the back of that empty arm-chair that stands +opposite this table. Oh! that we might once again sit apart from the +fretful and insipid herd of our congeners, and take counsel together +concerning the world and life--our lives in particular, and all life in +general. How the shy goddess would tremble in her hiding-places at the +sound of our unerringly approaching voices. And how you would pour into +my astonished ear all that is new and wonderful about pathology and +microscopical research, all that is sound and neat about operative +surgery, while I would recite the most thrilling chapters of Kolliker's +"Entwickelungs-geschichte," or Helmholtz's +"Innervationsfortpflanzungsgeschwindigkeitsbestimmungen"! I suppose you +have been rolling on like a great growing snowball through the vast +fields of medical knowledge and are fairly out of the long tunnel of low +spirits that leads there by this time. It is only three months since I +have taken up medical reading, as I made all sorts of excursions into +the language when I came here, and, owing to the slowness of progression +I spoke of above, I have not got over much ground. Of course I can never +hope to practise; but I shall graduate on my return, and perhaps pick up +a precarious and needy living by doing work for medical periodicals or +something of that kind--though I hate writing as I do the foul fiend. +But I don't want to break off connexion with biological science. I can't +be a teacher of physiology, pathology, or anatomy; for I can't do +laboratory work, much less microscopical or anatomical. I may get +better, but hardly before it will be too late for me to begin school +again. + +I'll tell you what let's do! Set up a partnership, you to run around and +attend to the patients while I will stay at home and, reading everything +imaginable in English, German, and French, distil it in a concentrated +form into your mind. This division of labor will give the firm an +immense advantage over all of our wooden-headed contemporaries. For, in +your person, it will have more experience than any one else has time to +acquire; and in mine, more learning. We will divide the profits equally, +of course; and he who survives the other (you, probably) will inherit +the whole. Does not the idea tempt you? If you don't like it, I'll go +you halves in the profits in any other feasible way. Seriously, you see +I have no very definite plans for the future; but I have enough to keep +body and soul together for some years to come, and I see no need of +providing for more. This talk of course is only for your "private ear." +I want you to write immediately on receipt of this,--for if you don't +then, you never will,--and tell me all about what you've been doing and +learning and what your future plans are. Also, gossip about the School +and Hospital. I have not had a chance to talk medicine with any one but +Dwight and Tuck (for a week), and hunger thereafter.... Believe me, ever +til deth, your friend + +WM. JAMES. + +T. S. Perry of '66, who lives with me here, reminds me of a story to +tell you. He lived with Architect Ware in Paris, and Ware received a +visit from Dr. Bowditch and Mr. Dixwell last summer. The concierge woman +was terribly impressed by the personal majesty of your uncles, +particularly of Dr. Bowditch, of whom she said: "Il a le grand air, tout +à fait comme Christophe Colomb!" It would be curious to understand +exactly who and what she thought C. C. was, or whether she would have +thought Mr. Dixwell like Americus Vespucius if she had known _him_. + + + + +_To O. W. Holmes, Jr._ + + +BERLIN, _Jan. 3, 1868_. + +MY DEAR WENDLE,--Ich weiss nicht was soll es bedeuten, dass ich so +traurig bin, tonight. The ghosts of the past all start from their +unquiet graves and keep dancing a senseless whirligig around me so +that, after trying in vain to read three books, to sleep, or to think, I +clutch the pen and ink and resolve to work off the fit by a few lines to +one of the most obtrusive ghosts of all--namely the tall and lank one of +Charles Street. Good golly! how I would prefer to have about twenty-four +hours talk with you up in that whitely lit-up room--without the sun +rising or the firmament revolving so as to put the gas out, without +sleep, food, clothing or shelter except your whiskey bottle, of which, +or the like of which, I have not partaken since I have been in these +longitudes! I should like to have you opposite me in any mood, whether +the facetiously excursive, the metaphysically discursive, the personally +confidential, or the jadedly _cursive_ and argumentative--so that the +oyster-shells which enclose my being might slowly turn open on their +rigid hinges under the radiation, and the critter within loll out his +dried-up gills into the circumfused ichor of life, till they grew so fat +as not to know themselves again. I feel as if a talk with you of any +kind could not fail to set me on my legs again for three weeks at least. +I have been chewing on two or three dried-up old cuds of ideas I brought +from America with me, till they have disappeared, and the nudity of the +Kosmos has got beyond anything I have as yet experienced. I have not +succeeded in finding any companion yet, and I feel the want of some +outward stimulus to my Soul. There is a man named Grimm here whom my +soul loves, but in the way Emerson speaks of, _i.e._ like those people +we meet on staircases, etc., and who always ignore our feelings towards +them. I don't think we shall ever be able to establish a straight line +of communication between us. + +I don't know how it is I am able to take so little interest in reading +this winter. I marked out a number of books when I first came here, to +finish. What with their heaviness and the damnable slowness with which +the Dutch still goes, they weigh on me like a haystack. I loathe the +thought of them; and yet they have poisoned my slave of a conscience so +that I can't enjoy anything else. I have reached an age when practical +work of some kind clamors to be done--and I must still wait! + +There! Having worked off that pent-up gall of six weeks' accumulation I +feel more genial. I wish I could have some news of you--now that the +postage is lowered to such a ridiculous figure (and no letter is double) +there remains no _shadow_ of an excuse for not writing--but, still, I +don't expect anything from you. I suppose you are sinking ever deeper +into the sloughs of the law--yet I ween the Eternal Mystery still from +time to time gives her goad another turn in the raw she once established +between your ribs. Don't let it heal over yet. When I get home let's +establish a philosophical society to have regular meetings and discuss +none but the very tallest and broadest questions--to be composed of none +but the very topmost cream of Boston manhood. It will give each one a +chance to air his own opinion in a grammatical form, and to sneer and +chuckle when he goes home at what damned fools all the other members +are--and may grow into something very important after a sufficient +number of years. + +The German character is without mountains or valleys; its favorite food +is roast veal; and in other lines it prefers whatever may be the +analogue thereof--all which gives life here a certain flatness to the +high-tuned American taste. I don't think any one need care much about +coming here unless he wants to dig very deeply into some exclusive +specialty. I have been reading nothing of any interest but some chapters +of physiology. There has a good deal been doing here of late on the +physiology of the senses, overlapping perception, and consequently, in +a measure, the psychological field. I am wading my way towards it, and +if in course of time I strike on anything exhilarating, I'll let you +know. + +I'll now pull up. I don't know whether you take it as a compliment that +I should only write to you when in the dismalest of dumps--perhaps you +ought to--you, the one emergent peak, to which I cling when all the rest +of the world has sunk beneath the wave. Believe me, my Wendly boy, what +poor possibility of friendship abides in the crazy frame of W. J. +meanders about thy neighborhood. Good-bye! Keep the same bold front as +ever to the Common Enemy--and don't forget your ally, + +W. J. + +That is, after all, all I wanted to write you and it may float the rest +of the letter. Pray give my warm regards to your father, mother and +sister; and my love to the honest Gray and to Jim Higginson. + +[_Written on the outside of the envelope._] + +_Jan. 4._ By a strange coincidence, after writing this last night, I +received yours this morning. Not to sacrifice the postage-stamps which +are already on the envelope (Economical W!) I don't reopen it. But I +will write you again soon. Meanwhile, bless your heart! thank you! +_Vide_ Shakespeare: sonnet XXLX. + + + + +_To Thomas W. Ward._ + + +BERLIN, _Jan. --, 1868_. + +...It made me feel quite sad to hear you talk about the inward deadness +and listlessness into which you had again fallen in New York. Bate not a +jot of heart nor hope, but steer right onward. Take for granted that +you've got a temperament from which you must make up your mind to +expect twenty times as much anguish as other people need to get along +with. Regard it as something as external to you as possible, like the +curl of your hair. Remember when old December's darkness is everywhere +about you, that the world is really in every minutest point as full of +life as in the most joyous morning you ever lived through; that the sun +is whanging down, and the waves dancing, and the gulls skimming down at +the mouth of the Amazon, for instance, as freshly as in the first +morning of creation; and the hour is just as fit as any hour that ever +was for a new gospel of cheer to be preached. I am sure that one can, by +merely thinking of these matters of fact, limit the power of one's evil +moods over one's way of looking at the Kosmos. + +I am very glad that you think the methodical habits you must stick to in +book-keeping are going to be good discipline to you. I confess to having +had a little feeling of spite when I heard you had gone back on science; +for I had always thought you would one day emerge into deep and clear +water there--by keeping on long enough. But I really don't think it so +_all_-important what our occupation is, so long as we do respectably and +keep a clean bosom. Whatever we are _not_ doing is pretty sure to come +to us at intervals, in the midst of our toil, and fill us with pungent +regrets that it is lost to us. I have felt so about zoölogy whenever I +was not studying it, about anthropology when studying physiology, about +practical medicine lately, now that I am cut off from it, etc., etc., +etc.; and I conclude that that sort of nostalgia is a necessary incident +of our having imaginations, and we must expect it more or less whatever +we are about. I don't mean to say that in some occupations we should not +have less of it though. + +My dear old Thomas, you have always sardonically greeted me as the man +of calm and clockwork feelings. The reason is that your own vehemence +and irregularity was so much greater, that it involuntarily, no matter +what my private mood might have been, threw me into an outwardly +antagonistic one in which I endeavored to be a clog to your mobility, as +it were. So I fancy you have always given me credit for less sympathy +with you and understanding of your feelings than I really have had. All +last winter, for instance, when I was on the continual verge of suicide, +it used to amuse me to hear you chaff my animal contentment. The +appearance of it arose from my reaction against what seemed to me your +unduly _noisy_ and demonstrative despair. The fact is, I think, that we +have both gone through a good deal of similar trouble; we resemble each +other in being both persons of rather wide sympathies, not particularly +logical in the processes of our minds, and of mobile temperament; though +your physical temperament being so much more tremendous than mine makes +a great quantitative difference both in your favor, and against you, as +the case may be. + +Well, neither of us wishes to be a mere loafer; each wishes a work which +shall by its mere _exercise_ interest him and at the same time allow him +to feel that through it he takes hold of the reality of things--whatever +that may be--in some measure. Now the first requisite is hard for us to +fill, by reason of our wide sympathy and mobility; we can only choose a +business in which the evil of feeling restless shall be at a minimum, +and then go ahead and make the best of it. That minimum will grow less +every year.--In this connection I will again refer to a poem you +probably know: "A Grammarian's Funeral," by R. Browning, in "Men and +Women." It always strengthens my backbone to read it, and I think the +feeling it expresses of throwing upon eternity the responsibility of +making good your one-sidedness somehow or other ("Leave _now_ for dogs +and apes, Man has forever") is a gallant one, and fit to be trusted if +one-sided activity is in itself at all respectable. + +The other requirement is hard theoretically, though practically not so +hard as the first. All I can tell you is the thought that with me +outlasts all others, and onto which, like a rock, I find myself washed +up when the waves of doubt are weltering over all the rest of the world; +and that is the thought of my having a will, and of my belonging to a +brotherhood of men possessed of a capacity for pleasure and pain of +different kinds. For even at one's lowest ebb of belief, the fact +remains empirically certain (and by our will we can, if not _absolutely_ +refrain from looking beyond that empirical fact, at least practically +and _on the whole_ accept it and let it suffice us)--that men suffer and +enjoy. And if we have to give up all hope of seeing into the purposes of +God, or to give up theoretically the idea of final causes, and of God +anyhow as vain and leading to nothing for us, we can, by our will, make +the enjoyment of our brothers stand us in the stead of a final cause; +and through a knowledge of the fact that that enjoyment on the whole +depends on what individuals accomplish, lead a life so active, and so +sustained by a clean conscience as not to need to fret much. Individuals +can add to the welfare of the race in a variety of ways. You may delight +its senses or "taste" by some production of luxury or art, comfort it by +discovering some moral truth, relieve its pain by concocting a new +patent medicine, save its labor by a bit of machinery, or by some new +application of a natural product. You may open a road, help start some +social or business institution, contribute your mite in _any_ way to the +mass of the work which each generation subtracts from the task of the +next; and you will come into _real_ relations with your brothers--with +some of them at least. + +I know that in a certain point of view, and the most popular one, this +seems a cold activity for our affections, a stone instead of bread. We +long for sympathy, for a purely _personal_ communication, first with the +soul of the world, and then with the soul of our fellows. And happy are +they who think, or know, that they have got them! But to those who must +confess with bitter anguish that they are perfectly isolated from the +soul of the world, and that the closest human love encloses a potential +germ of estrangement or hatred, that all _personal_ relation is finite, +conditional, mixed (_vide_ in Dana's "Household Book of Poetry," stanzas +by C. P. Cranch, "Thought is deeper than speech," etc., etc.), it may +not prove such an unfruitful substitute. At least, when you have added +to the property of the race, even if no one knows your name, yet it is +certain that, without what you have done, some individuals must needs be +acting now in a somewhat different manner. You have modified their life; +you are in _real_ relation with them; you have in so far forth entered +into their being. And is that such an unworthy stake to set up for our +good, after all? Who are these men anyhow? Our predecessors, even apart +from the physical link of generation, have made us what we are. Every +thought you now have and every act and intention owes its complexion to +the acts of your dead and living brothers. _Everything_ we know and are +is through men. We have no revelation but through man. Every sentiment +that warms your gizzard, every brave act that ever made your pulse bound +and your nostril open to a confident breath was a man's act. However +mean a man may be, man is _the best we know_; and your loathing as you +turn from what you probably call the vulgarity of human life--your +homesick yearning for a _Better_, somewhere--is furnished by your +manhood; your ideal is made up of traits suggested by past men's words +and actions. Your manhood shuts you in forever, bounds all your thoughts +like an overarching sky--and all the Good and True and High and Dear +that you know by virtue of your sharing in it. They are the Natural +Product of our Race. So that it seems to me that a sympathy with men as +such, and a desire to contribute to the weal of a species, which, +whatever may be said of it, contains All that we acknowledge as good, +may very well form an external interest sufficient to keep one's moral +pot boiling in a very lively manner to a good old age. The idea, in +short, of becoming an accomplice in a sort of "Mankind its own God or +Providence" scheme is a _practical_ one. + +I don't mean, by any means, to affirm that we must come to that, I only +say it is _a_ mode of envisaging life; which is capable of affording +moral support--and may at any rate help to bridge over the despair of +skeptical intervals. I confess that, in the lonesome gloom which beset +me for a couple of months last summer, the only feeling that kept me +from giving up was that by waiting and living, by hook or crook, long +enough, I might make my _nick_, however small a one, in the raw stuff +the race has got to shape, and so assert my reality. The stoic feeling +of being a sentinel obeying orders without knowing the general's plans +is a noble one. And so is the divine enthusiasm of moral culture +(Channing, etc.), and I think that, successively, they may all help to +ballast the same man. + +What a preacher I'm getting to be! I had no idea when I sat down to +begin this long letter that I was going to be carried away so far. I +feel like a humbug whenever I endeavor to enunciate moral truths, +because I am at bottom so skeptical. But I resolved to throw off +"_views_" to you, because I know how stimulated you are likely to be by +any accidental point of view or formula which you may not exactly have +struck on before (_e.g._, what you write me of the effect of that +sentence of your mother's about marrying). I had no idea this morning +that I had so many of the elements of a Pascal in me. Excuse the +presumption.--But to go back. I think that in business as well as in +science one can have this philanthropic aspiration satisfied. I have +been growing lately to feel that a great mistake of my past life--which +has been prejudicial to my education, and by telling me which, and by +making me understand it some years ago, some one might have conferred a +great benefit on me--is an impatience of _results_. Inexperience of life +is the cause of it, and I imagine it is generally an American +characteristic. I think you suffer from it. Results should not be too +voluntarily aimed at or too busily thought of. They are _sure_ to float +up of their own accord, from a long enough daily work at a given matter; +and I think the work as a mere occupation ought to be the primary +interest with us. At least, I am sure this is so in the intellectual +realm, and I strongly suspect it is the secret of German prowess +therein. Have confidence, even when you seem to yourself to be making no +progress, that, if you but go on in your own uninteresting way, they +must bloom out in their good time. Ouf, my dear old Tom! I think I must +pull up. I have no time or energy left to gossip to thee of our life +here.... + + + + +_To his Father._ + + +TEPLITZ, _Jan. 22, 1868_. + +MY DEAR DAD,--Don't allow yourself to be shocked with surprise on +reading the above date till you hear the reasons which have brought me +here at this singular season. They are grounded in the increasing wear +and tear of my life in Berlin, and in my growing impatience to get well +enough to be able to do some work in the summer.... I find myself +getting more interested in physiology and nourishing a hope that I _may_ +be able to make its study (and perhaps its teaching) my profession; and, +joining the thought that if I came to Teplitz now for three weeks I +could have still another turn at it, if necessary, in April,--before the +summer semester at Heidelberg began,--to the consciousness that in my +present condition I was doing worse than wasting time at Berlin, I took +advantage of a fine sunshiny morning four days ago, packed my trunk, +said good-bye to T. S. Perry, and took the railroad for this place. I +hope you won't think from seeing me back here that my loudly trumpeted +improvement in the autumn was fallacious. On the contrary, I feel more +than ever, now that I am back in presence of my old measures of strength +(distances, etc.), how substantial that improvement was--only it has not +yet bridged the way up to complete soundness. + +I have been feeling for a month past that I ought to come here, but an +effeminate shrinking from loneliness and so forth, and the inhuman +blackness of the weather kept me from it. Now that I am here, I am only +sorry I deferred it so long. I found the _Fürstenbad_ open, and with +four other "cure-guests" in it. All its varletry, male and female, fat +as wood-chucks from their winter's repose; a theatre (!) going in town +three times a week; the head waiter of the restaurant where in the +summer I used, for the price of a glass of milk, to read the "Times" and +the "Independence Belge," no longer wearing the pallid look of stern and +desperate _business_ with which he used to scud around among the crowded +tables, and which used to make me stand in mortal fear of him, but +appearing as a comfortable and red-cheeked human being with even greater +conversational gifts than usual; every one moreover glad to see me, +etc., etc. The veil of winter has been lifted for a week and the buried +spring [has] peeped out and taken a-breathing before her time. Today +everything is a-dripping, the earth has a moving smell, and the sky is +full of spots of melting blue. If such weather but lasts, the time will +pass here very quickly. I have brought a lot of good books, and if their +interest wanes have the whole circulating library to fall back on. So +much for Teplitz. + +Sunday before last Mrs. Bancroft told me that the most beautiful woman +in Berlin had asked after me with affection and expressed a desire to +see me. After making me guess in vain she told me that it was Mrs. +Lieutenant Pertz, _née_ Emma Wilkinson.[43] I went to see her and found +her looking hardly a day older or different, and certainly very +good-looking, though probably Mrs. B.'s description was exaggerated. She +had the sweetest and simplest of manners and asked all about the family, +to whom she sends her love. She told me nothing particular about her own +family which we did not know, except that Jamie had an aquiline nose. +She has three fine children, much more of the British than the German +type, and it was right pleasant to see her. She has very handsome brown +eyes. Nice manners are a very charming thing, and some of the ladies +here might set a good example to some _other_ young ladies I might +mention (who do not live 100 miles from Quincy Street); Fräulein +Borneman, for example. Let Alice cultivate a manner clinging yet +self-sustained, reserved yet confidential; let her face beam with +serious beauty, and glow with quiet delight at having you speak to her; +let her exhibit short glimpses of a soul _with wings_, as it were (but +very short ones); let her voice be musical and the tones of her voice +full of caressing, and every movement of her full of grace, and you have +no idea how lovely she will become.... I am sorry Wilky has had a +relapse of his fever. He and Bob are still the working ones of the +family (Harry too, though!), but I hope my day will yet come. Give him +and Bob a great deal of love for me. Life in Teplitz is favorable to +letter-writing and I will write to Bob next week. Love to every one +else, from yours ever, + +WM. JAMES. + + + + +_To Henry James._ + + +FÜRSTENBAD, TEPLITZ, _Mar. 4, 1868_. + +...I have been admitted to the intimacy of a family here named G----, +who keep a hotel and restaurant. Immense, bulky, garrulous, kind-hearted +woman, father with thick red face, little eyes and snow-white hair, two +daughters of about twenty. The whole conversation and tea-taking there +reminded me so exactly of Erckmann-Chatrian's stories that I wanted to +get a stenographer and a photographer to take them down. The great, +thick remarks, all about housekeeping and domestic economy of some sort +or other; the jokes; the masses of eatables, from the awful swine soup +(tasting of nothing I could think of but the perspiration of the animal +and which the terrible mother forced me to gulp down by accusing me, +whenever I grew pale and faltered, of not relishing their food), through +the sausages (liver sausages, blood sausages, and more), to the beer and +wine; then the masses of odoriferous cheese, which I refused in spite of +all attacks, entreaties and accusations, and then heard, oh, horrors! +with somewhat the feeling I suppose with which a criminal hears the +judge pass sentence of death upon him,--then heard an order given for +some more sausages to be brought in to me instead; the air of religious +earnestness with which the eating of the father was talked about, how +the mother told the daughter not to give him so much wine, because he +never enjoyed his beer so much after it, while he with his silver +spectacles and pointing with his pudgy forefinger to the lines, read out +of the newspaper half aloud to himself; the immense long room with walls +of dark wood, the big old-fashioned china stove at each end of it, etc., +etc.,--all brought up the _Taverne du Jambon de Mayence_ into my +mind.... + +[W. J.] + + * * * * * + +The water-cure at Teplitz worked no cure; but James repaired to +Heidelberg in the spring, to hear Helmholtz lecture and with the hope of +following the medical courses during the summer semester. Once more he +had to stop work, and for a while he returned to Berlin. From there he +traveled by way of Geneva, stopping characteristically for only the very +briefest of glances at the familiar scenes of his school-days, and +hurrying on to spend the latter part of the summer at another +watering-place, Divonne in Savoy. The following brief letter seems to +have been written there, and is interesting as a first reference to +Charles Renouvier, a French philosopher who later exercised an important +influence on James's thinking. + + + + +_To his Father._ + + +[DIVONNE?], _Oct. 5, 1868_. + +DEAR FATHER,--...I have not been doing much studying lately, nor indeed +for some time past, though I manage to keep something _dribbling_ all +the while. I began the other day Kant's "Kritik," which is written +crabbedly enough, but which strikes me so far as almost the sturdiest +and _honestest_ piece of work I ever saw. Whether right or wrong (and it +is pretty clearly wrong in a great many details of its _Analytik_ part, +however the rest may be), there it stands like a great snag or mark to +which everything metaphysical or psychological must be _referred_. I +wish I had read it earlier. It is very slow reading and I shall only +give it a couple of hours daily. + +I got a little book by a number of authors, "L'Année 1867 +Philosophique," which may interest you if you have not got it already. +The introduction, a review of the state of philosophy in France for some +years back, is by one Charles Renouvier, of whom I never heard before +but who, for vigor of style and compression, going to the core of half a +dozen things in a single sentence, so different from the namby-pamby +diffusiveness of most Frenchmen, is unequaled by anyone. He takes his +stand on Kant. I have not read the rest of the book. + +Here I stop and take my douche. I will be as economical as I can this +winter in details, and next summer will see us together. I wish I had +the inclination to write, or anything to write about, as Harry has. I +feel ashamed of fattening on the common purse when all the other boys +are working, but writing seems for me next to impossible. Lots of love +to all. Yours, + +W. J. + + * * * * * + +The "cure" at Divonne was as profitless as had been the similar +experiments at Teplitz. So instead of staying abroad for the winter, +James turned his face homeward almost immediately. After a fortnight's +companionship with H. P. Bowditch in Paris, he embarked on November 7 +for America, disappointed in the chief hopes with which he had landed in +Europe eighteen months before, but much matured in character and +thought, and resolved to seek his health and his career at home. + +[Illustration: Pencil Sketch from a Pocket Note-Book.] + + + + +VI + +1869-1872 + +_Invalidism in Cambridge_ + + +THE return to Cambridge from Germany in November, 1868, marked the +beginning of four outwardly uneventful years. James spent them under his +father's roof. His family and intimate friends were usually close at +hand; the stream of his correspondence shrank to almost nothing. The few +letters that have been preserved do incomplete justice to this period, +but can, fortunately, be supplemented by other documents. + + * * * * * + +James obtained his medical degree easily enough in June, 1869; but he +had no thought of engaging in the practice of medicine. He wanted to go +on with physiology; but he was not strong enough to work in a +laboratory. Condemned to sedentary occupations, and without any definite +responsibilities, he seemed, to his own jaundiced vision, to be +declining into a desultory and profitless idleness. + +In this he was hardly fair to himself or to the conditions. It is true +that he had no remunerative occupation, and that he could look forward +to no well-defined professional career for which he could be preparing +and training himself. He was, also, handicapped by the fact that +sometimes he could not use his eyes for more than two hours a day. On +the other hand, he would probably not have been happy in any +professional harness into which he could then have fitted, and was +really more fortunate in having leisure to read and discuss and fill +note-books forced upon him between his twenty-seventh and thirty-first +years. Such leisure has been the unattained goal of many another man +with a mind not one tenth so curious and speculative as his; and few men +who have attained it have made as good use of their free time as James +made of the years 1869 to 1872. + +His eyes were weak, to be sure, and his letters usually bewail his +inability to use them more. But, skipping as he had trained himself to, +and snatching at every opportunity, he somehow got over a great deal of +reading in neurology, physiology of the nervous system, and psychology. +He was not confined to the books that were on the shelves of the Quincy +Street house, but could borrow from the excellent Harvard and Boston +libraries without inconvenience. At times, when he was able to read for +several hours a day, he used, as he put it, "to keep himself from using +his mind too much" by turning to non-professional literature in German, +French, and English. One letter to his brother (June 1, 1869) affords +material for reflection upon the range and power of assimilation of a +mind which could seek such relaxation. "I have," he writes in this +letter, "been reading for recreation, since you left, a good many German +books: Steffens and C. P. Moritz's autobiographies, some lyric poetry, +W. Humboldt's letters, Schmidt's history of German literature, etc., +which have brought to a head the slowly maturing feeling of German +culture.... Reading of the revival, or rather the birth, of German +literature--Kant, Schiller, Goethe, Jacobi, Fichte, Schelling, [the] +Schlegels, Tieck, Richter, Herder, Steffens, W. Humboldt, and a number +of others--puts one into a real classical period. These men were all +interesting as men, each standing as a type or representative of a +certain way of taking life, and beginning at the bottom--taking nothing +for granted. In England, the only parallel I can think of is Coleridge, +and in France, Rousseau and Diderot. If the heroes and heroines of all +of Ste.-Beuve's gossip had had a tenth part of the _significance_ of +these and their male and female friends, bad readers like myself would +never think of growing impatient with him as an old debauchee." A diary +entry made by his sister Alice, a few years later says: "In old days, +when [William's] eyes were bad, and I used to begin to tell him +something which I thought of interest from whatever book I might be +reading ... he would invariably say, 'I glanced into that book yesterday +and read that.'"[44] + +He had already formed the habit of making marginal notes, of writing +down summaries of his reading, and of formulating his ideas on +paper--the admirable practice, in short, of confiding in note-books and +addressing himself freely to the waste-basket. For instance: "In 1869, +when still a medical student, he began to write an essay showing how +almost everyone who speculated about brain processes illicitly +interpolated into his account of them links derived from the entirely +heterogeneous universe of Feeling. Spencer, Hodgson (in his 'Time and +Space'), Maudsley, Lockhart, Clarke, Bain, Dr. Carpenter, and other +authors were cited as having been guilty of the confusion. The writing +was soon stopped because he perceived that the view which he was +upholding against these authors was a pure conception, with no proofs to +be adduced of its reality."[45] + +He kept some of his memoranda in a series of the alphabetized +blank-books which used to be sold under the name of "Todd's Index Rerum" +during the sixties, and which were devised to facilitate indexing and +reference. He continued to make entries in these books until 1890, and +perhaps later. He also filled copy-books and pocket note-books, of which +a few mutilated but interesting fragments remain. In these he sometimes +copied out quotations, sometimes noted comments on his reading, +sometimes tried to clothe an idea of his own in precise words. +Occasionally he made diary-like entries that show how familiar a +companion he was making of the note-book. He was already at his ease in +the practice of the Baconian maxim that reading maketh a full man, +conference a ready man, and writing an exact man. + +A few book-notices or reviews did reach the public. Seven are listed +under the years 1868 to 1872 in Professor R. B. Perry's "List of +Published Writings." Although the matter of these reviews is seldom of +present-day interest, the curious reader will find sentences and +paragraphs in them that are prophetic of passages in James's later +writings, and will observe that he already commanded a style that +expressed the color and quality of his thought.[46] + + * * * * * + +Considering that James, while still in his twenties, had found such +resources within himself, and had learned how to occupy himself in ways +so appropriate to the development of his best faculties, it would seem +that he need not have labored under any sense of frustration and +impotence. But such a feeling undoubtedly did weigh heavily upon him +during more or less of the whole period between his winter in Berlin and +1872. And it was indeed due in great part to something else than the +mere fact that he could not yet feel the rungs of the ladder of any +particular career under his feet. No reader of the "Varieties of +Religious Experience" can have doubted that he had known religious +despondency himself as well as observed the distress of it in others. +The problem of the moral constitution of things, the question of man's +relation to the Universe,--whether significant or impotent and +meaningless,--these had clearly come home to him as more than questions +of metaphysical discourse. It was during this period that such doubts +invaded his consciousness in a way that was personal and intimate and, +for the time being, oppressive. He was tormented by misgivings which +almost paralyzed his naturally buoyant spirit. Bad health, a feeling of +the purposelessness of his own particular existence, his philosophic +doubts and his constant preoccupation with them, all these combined to +plunge him into a state of morbid depression. He seems to have hidden +the depth of it from those who were about him. He even had an experience +of that kind of melancholy "which takes the form of panic fear." When he +wrote the chapter on the "sick soul" thirty years later, he put into it +an account of this experience. He still disguised it as the report of an +anonymous "French correspondent." Subsequently he admitted to M. Abauzit +that the passage was really the story of his own case,[47] and it may be +repeated here, for the words of the fictitious French correspondent, who +was really James, are the most authentic statement that could be given. +They will be found at page 160 of the "Varieties of Religious +Experience." + +"Whilst in this state of philosophic pessimism and general depression +of spirits about my prospects, I went one evening into a dressing-room +in the twilight, to procure some article that was there; when suddenly +there fell upon me without any warning, just as if it came out of the +darkness, a horrible fear of my own existence. Simultaneously there +arose in my mind the image of an epileptic patient whom I had seen in +the asylum, a black-haired youth with greenish skin, entirely idiotic, +who used to sit all day on one of the benches, or rather shelves, +against the wall, with his knees drawn up against his chin, and the +coarse gray undershirt, which was his only garment, drawn over them, +inclosing his entire figure. He sat there like a sort of sculptured +Egyptian cat or Peruvian mummy, moving nothing but his black eyes and +looking absolutely non-human. This image and my fear entered into a +species of combination with each other. _That shape am I_, I felt, +potentially. Nothing that I possess can defend me against that fate, if +the hour for it should strike for me as it struck for him. There was +such a horror of him, and such a perception of my own merely momentary +discrepancy from him, that it was as if something hitherto solid within +my breast gave way entirely, and I became a mass of quivering fear. +After this the universe was changed for me altogether. I awoke morning +after morning with a horrible dread at the pit of my stomach, and with a +sense of the insecurity of life that I never knew before, and that I +have never felt since. It was like a revelation; and although the +immediate feelings passed away, the experience has made me sympathetic +with the morbid feelings of others ever since. It gradually faded, but +for months I was unable to go out into the dark alone. + +"In general I dreaded to be left alone. I remember wondering how other +people could live, how I myself had ever lived, so unconscious of that +pit of insecurity beneath the surface of life. My mother in particular, +a very cheerful person, seemed to me a perfect paradox in her +unconsciousness of danger, which you may well believe I was very careful +not to disturb by revelations of my own state of mind. I have always +thought that this experience of melancholia of mine had a religious +bearing.... I mean that the fear was so invasive and powerful that, if I +had not clung to scripture-texts like _The eternal God is my refuge_, +etc., _Come unto me all ye that labor and are heavy-laden_, etc., _I am +the Resurrection and the Life_, etc., I think I should have grown really +insane." + +The date of this experience cannot and need not be fixed exactly. It was +undoubtedly later than the Berlin winter and after the return to +Cambridge. Perhaps it was during the winter of 1869-70, for one of the +note-books contains an entry dated April 30, 1870, in which James's +resolution and self-confidence appear to be reasserting themselves. This +entry must be quoted too. It is not only illuminating with respect to +1870, but suggests parts of the "Psychology" and of the philosophic +essays that later gave comfort and courage to unnumbered readers. + +"I think that yesterday was a crisis in my life. I finished the first +part of Renouvier's second "Essais" and see no reason why his definition +of Free Will--"the sustaining of a thought _because I choose to_ when I +might have other thoughts"--need be the definition of an illusion. At +any rate, I will assume for the present--until next year--that it is no +illusion. My first act of free will shall be to believe in free will. +For the remainder of the year, I will abstain from the mere speculation +and contemplative _Grüblei_[48] in which my nature takes most delight, +and voluntarily cultivate the feeling of moral freedom, by reading books +favorable to it, as well as by acting. After the first of January, my +callow skin being somewhat fledged, I may perhaps return to metaphysical +study and skepticism without danger to my powers of action. For the +present then remember: care little for speculation; much for the _form_ +of my action; recollect that only when habits of order are formed can we +advance to really interesting fields of action--and consequently +accumulate grain on grain of willful choice like a very miser; never +forgetting how one link dropped undoes an indefinite number. _Principiis +obsta_--Today has furnished the exceptionally passionate initiative +which Bain posits as needful for the acquisition of habits. I will see +to the sequel. Not in maxims, not in _Anschauungen_,[49] but in +accumulated _acts_ of thought lies salvation. _Passer outre._ Hitherto, +when I have felt like taking a free initiative, like daring to act +originally, without carefully waiting for contemplation of the external +world to determine all for me, suicide seemed the most manly form to put +my daring into; now, I will go a step further with my will, not only act +with it, but believe as well; believe in my individual reality and +creative power. My belief, to be sure, _can't_ be optimistic--but I will +posit life (the real, the good) in the self-governing _resistance_ of +the ego to the world. Life shall [be built in][50] doing and suffering +and creating." + + * * * * * + +The next letter was written from Cambridge during the winter following +the return from Germany, and while James was completing the work +necessary to entitle him to a medical degree.[51] The reader will +recognize "the firm of B & J" as the medical partnership proposed to +Bowditch in the letter of December 12, 1867. + + + + +_To Henry P. Bowditch._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _Jan. 24, 1869_. + +MY DEAR HENRY,--I am in receipt of two letters from yez (dates +forgotten) wherein you speak of having received my money and paid my +bills and of Fleury's book. You're a gentleman in all respects. You said +nothing about whether the pounds when reduced back to francs and Thalers +made exactly the original sum from which the pounds were calculated. If +it was but five centimes under and you have concealed it, I shall brand +you as a villain where'er I go. So out with the truth. Do I still owe +you anything?... + +I have just been quit by Chas. S. Peirce, with whom I have been talking +about a couple of articles in the St. Louis "Journal of Speculative +Philosophy" by him, which I have just read. They are exceedingly bold, +subtle and incomprehensible, and I can't say that his vocal elucidations +helped me a great deal to their understanding, but they nevertheless +interest me strangely. The poor cuss sees no chance of getting a +professorship anywhere, and is likely to go into the observatory for +good. It seems a great pity that as original a man as he is, who is +willing and able to devote the powers of his life to logic and +metaphysics, should be starved out of a career, when there are lots of +professorships of the sort to be given in the country to "safe," +orthodox men. He has had good reason, I know, to feel a little +discouraged about the prospect, but I think he ought to hang on, as a +German would do, till he grows gray.... + +I saw Wyman a few weeks ago. He said his Indian collecting, etc., took +up all his working time now. Do you keep your room above the freezing +point or can't the thing be done? Have you made any bosom friends among +French students, or do you find the superficial accidents of language +and breeding to hold you wider apart than the deep force of your common +humanity can draw you together? It's deuced discouraging to find how +this is almost certain to be the case. + +The older I grow, the more important does it seem to me for the interest +of science and of the sick, and of the firm of B. & J., that you should +take charge of a big state lunatic asylum. Think of the interesting +cases, and of the autopsies! And if you once took firm root, say at +Somerville, I should feel assured of a refuge in my old and destitute +days, for you certainly would not be treacherous enough to spurn me from +the door when I presented myself--on the pretext that I was only +shamming dementia. Think of the matter seriously. + +I read a little while ago Chambers's "Clinical Lectures," which are +exceedingly interesting and able. The lectures on indigestion in the +volume are worth, in quality, ten such books as that Guipon I left in +Paris, though more limited in subject. I have been trying to get "Hilton +on Rest and Pain," which you recommended, from the Athenæum, but, _more +librorum_, when you want 'em, it keeps "out." ... + +I hope this letter is _décousue_ enough for you. What is a man to write +when a reef is being taken in his existence, and absence from thought +and life is all he aspires to. Better times will come, though, and with +them better letters. Good-bye! Ever yours, + +WM. JAMES. + + + + +_To O. W. Holmes, Jr., and John C. Gray, Jr._ + + +[_Winter of 1868-69._] + +Gents!--entry-thieves--chevaliers d'industrie--well-dressed +swindlers--confidence men--wolves in sheep's clothing--asses in lion's +skin--gentlemanly pickpockets--beware! The hand of the law is already on +your throats and waits but a wink to be tightened. All the resources of +the immensely powerful Corporation of Harvard University have been set +in motion, and concealment of your miserable selves or of the almost +equally miserable (though not _as such_ miserable) goloshes which you +stole from our entry on Sunday night is as impossible as would be the +concealment of the State House. The motive of your precipitate departure +from the house became immediately evident to the remaining guests. But +they resolved to _ignore_ the matter provided the overshoes were +replaced within a week; if not, no _considerations whatever_ will +prevent Messrs. Gurney & Perry[52] from proceeding to treat you with the +utmost severity of the law. It is high time that some of these genteel +adventurers should be made an example of, and your offence just comes in +time to make the cup of public and private forbearance overflow. My +father and self have pledged our lives, our fortunes and our sacred +honor to see the thing through with Gurney and Perry, as the credit of +our house is involved and we might ourselves have been losers, not only +from you but from the aforesaid G. & P., who have been heard to go about +openly declaring that "if they had known the party was going to be +_that_ kind of an affair, d--d if they would not have started off +earlier themselves with some of those aristocratic James overcoats, +hats, gloves and canes!" + +So let me as a friend advise you to send the swag back. No questions +will be asked--Mum's the word. + +WM. JAMES. + + + + +_To Thomas W. Ward._ + + +_March_ [?], 1869. + +...I had great movings of my bowels toward thee lately--the distant, +cynical isolation in which we live with our heart's best brothers +sometimes comes over me with a deep bitterness, and I had a little while +ago an experience of life which woke up the spiritual monad within me as +has not happened more than once or twice before in my life. "Malgré la +vue des misères où nous vivons et qui nous tiennent par la gorge," there +is an inextinguishable spark which will, when we least expect it, flash +out and reveal the existence, at least, of something real--of reason at +the bottom of things. I can't tell you how it was now. I'm swamped in an +empirical philosophy.[53] I feel that we are Nature through and through, +that we are wholly conditioned, that not a wiggle of our will happens +save as the result of physical laws; and yet, notwithstanding, we are +_en rapport_ with reason.--How to conceive it? Who knows? I'm convinced +that the defensive tactics of the French "spiritualists" fighting a +steady retreat before materialism will never do anything.--It is not +that we are all nature _but_ some point which is reason, but that all is +nature _and_ all is reason too. We shall see, damn it, we shall see!... + +[W. J.] + + * * * * * + +"The Bootts," with whom "architect Ware" reported the Reverend Mr. Foote +to be hand in glove in Italy in 1867, reappear in the following letter. +Francis Boott (Harvard 1832) had early been left a widower, and had just +returned from a long European residence which he had devoted to the +education of his charming and gifted daughter "Lizzie," later to become +the wife of Frank Duveneck of Cincinnati, the painter and sculptor. +Boott was about the age of Henry James, Senior, but the intimacy which +began at Pomfret during the summer of 1869 ripened into one of those +whole-family friendships which obliterate differences of age. Later, +although both the elder Jameses and young Mrs. Duveneck had died, +William and Boott saw each other frequently in Cambridge. The beautiful +little commemorative address which James delivered after Boott's death +has been included in the volume of "Memories and Studies." + + + + +_To Henry P. Bowditch._ + + +POMFRET, CONN., _Aug. 12, 1869_. + +...I have been at this place since July 1st with my family. There are a +few farmhouses close together on the same road, which take boarders. We +are in the best of them, and very pleasant it is. The country is +beautifully hilly and fertile, and the climate deliciously windy and +cool. I came here resolved to lead the life of an absolute caterpillar, +and have succeeded very well so far, spending most of my time swinging +in a hammock under the pine trees in front of the house, and having +hardly read fifty pages of anything in the whole six weeks. It has told +on me most advantageously. I am far better every way than when I came, +and am beginning to walk about quite actively. Maybe it's the beginning +of a final rise to health, but I'm so sick of prophesying that I won't +say anything about it till it gets more confirmed. One thing is sure, +however, that I've given the policy of "rest" a fair trial and shall +consider myself justified next winter in going about visiting and to +concerts, etc., regardless of the fatigue. + +I am forgetting all this while to tell you that I passed my examination +with no difficulty and am entitled to write myself M.D., if I choose. +Buckingham's midwifery gave me some embarrassment, but the rest was +trifling enough. So there is one epoch of my life closed, and a pretty +important one, I feel it, both in its scientific "yield" and in its +general educational value as enabling me to see a little the inside +workings of an important profession and to learn from it, as an average +example, how all the work of human society is performed. I feel a good +deal of intellectual hunger nowadays, and if my health would allow, I +think there is little doubt that I should make a creditable use of my +freedom, in pretty hard study. I hope, even as it is, not to have to +remain absolutely idle--and shall try to make whatever reading I can do +bear on psychological subjects.... + +Wendell Holmes and John Gray were on here last Saturday and Sunday, and +seemed in very jolly spirits at being turned out to pasture from their +Boston pen. I should think Wendell worked too hard. Gray is going to +Lenox for a fortnight, but W. is to take no vacation. + +During the month of July we had the good fortune to have as fellow +boarders Mr. Boott and his daughter from Boston. Miss B., although not +overpoweringly beautiful, is one of the very best members of her sex I +ever met. She spent the first eighteen years of her life in Europe, and +has of course Italian, French and German at her fingers' ends, and I +never realized before how much a good education (I mean in its common +sense of a wide information) added to the charms of a woman. She has a +great talent for drawing, and was very busy painting here, which, as she +is in just about the same helpless state in which I was when I abandoned +the art, made her particularly interesting to me. You had better come +home soon and make her acquaintance--for you know these first-class +young spinsters do not _always_ keep for ever, although on the whole +they tend to, in Boston. + +The successors to the Bootts in this house are Gen. Casey (of "Infantry +Tactics" notoriety) and spouse. He is an amiable but mildish old +gentleman, and about thirty years older than his wife. I'm glad, on the +whole, that General Grant, and not he, was our commander in the late +war. + +If you want some good light German reading, let me advise you to try at +least the first half of Jung-Stilling's autobiography. He was a pious +German who lived through the latter half of the last century, and wrote +with the utmost vividness and naïveté all his experiences, that the +glory of God's Providence might be increased. I read it with great +delight a few weeks since; it merits the adjective _fresh_ as well as +most books. + +I saw Jeffries Wyman a short time before leaving. He said he had heard +from you. I'd give much to hear from your lips an account of your plans, +hopes and so forth, as well as the _Ergebnisse_ of the past year. I was +truly glad to hear of your determination to stick to physiology. However +discouraging the work of each day may seem, stick at it long enough, and +you'll wake up some morning--a physiologist--just as the man who takes a +daily drink finds himself unexpectedly a drunkard. I wish I'd asked you +sooner to send me a photograph of Bernard and Vulpian--or any other +Parisian medical men worth having--is it too late now?--and too late for +Pflüger? I address this still to Bonn, supposing they'll send it after +you if you've gone. + +Write soon to yours affectionately, + +WM. JAMES. + + + + +_To Miss Mary Tappan._ + + +_Sunday, April 26_ [1870?]. + +MY DEAR MARY,--Mother says she met you in town this morning, looking +more lovely than ever, but--_with your bonnet on the back of your head!_ + +I hope that this is a mistake. Mother's eyesight is growing fallacious +and frequently leads her to see what she would like to see. I cannot +think that you would submit to be swayed in your own views of right +bonnet-wearing by the mere vociferation of persons like her and Alice, +especially when you had heard _me_ expressly say I agreed with you that +the forehead is the truly ladylike place for a bonnet. Enough!---- I +waded out to Cambridge from your party. If you enjoyed yourselves as +much as I did (but I'm afraid you didn't) you will keep on giving them. +Somehow your part of the town is very inaccessible to me or I should +frequently bore you. Hoping, in spite of this fearful mother story +today, that you are still unsophisticated, I am always yours +affectionately, + +WM. JAMES. + +You need not answer this. + +[_Across top of first page_] + +Written two days ago--kept back from diffidence--sent now because +anything is better than this dead silence between us! + + + + +_To Henry James._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _May 7, 1870_. + +DEAR HARRY,--'Tis Saturday evening, ten minutes past six of the clock +and a cold and rainy day (Indian winter, as T. S. P. calls such). I had +a fire lighted in my grate this afternoon. There is nevertheless a +broken blue spot in the eastern clouds as I look out, and the grass and +buds have started visibly since the morning. The trees are half-way +out--you of course have long had them in full leaf--and the early green +is like a bath to the eyes. Father is gone to Newport for a day, and is +expected back within the hour. My jaw is aching badly in consequence of +a tooth I had out two days ago, the which refused to be pulled, was +broken, but finally extracted, and has left its neighbors prone to ache +since. I hope it won't last much longer. I spent the morning, part of it +at least, in fishing the "Revues Germaniques" up from [the] cellar, +looking over their contents, and placing them volumewise, and flat, in +the two top shelves of the big library bookcase _vice_ Thies's good old +books just removed, the shelves being too low to take any of our books +upright. I feel melancholy as a whip-poor-will and took up pen and paper +to sigh melodiously to you. But sighs are hard to express in words. We +have been three weeks now without hearing from you, and if a letter does +not come tomorrow or Monday, I don't know what'll become of us. Howells +brought, a week ago, a long letter you had written to him on the eve of +leaving Malvern, so our next will be from London.... + +My! how I long to see you, and feel of you, and talk things over. I have +at last, I think, begun to rise out of the sloughs of the past three +months.... What a blessing this change of seasons is, as you used to +say, especially in the spring. The winter is man's enemy, he must exert +himself against it to live, or it will squeeze him in one night out of +existence. So it is hateful to a sick man, and all the greater is the +peace of the latter when it yields to a time when nature seems to +coöperate with life and float one passively on. But I hear Father +arriving and I must go down to hear his usual _compte rendu_.[54] + + * * * * * + +_Sunday_, 3 P.M. + +No letter from you this morning.... It seems to me that all a man has to +depend on in this world, is, in the last resort, mere brute power of +resistance. I can't bring myself, as so many men seem able to, to blink +the evil out of sight, and gloss it over. It's as real as the good, and +if it is denied, good must be denied too. It must be accepted and hated, +and resisted while there's breath in our bodies.... + + + + +_To Henry P. Bowditch._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _Dec. 29, 1870_. + +MY DEAR HENRY,--Your letter written from Leipzig just before the +declaration of war reached me in the country. I have thought of you and +of answering you, abundantly, ever since; but have mostly been +prevented by sheer physical _imbecillitas_. Now I am ashamed of such a +state, and shall write you a page or so a day till the letter is +finished. I have had no idea all this time where or what you have been, +traveler, student, or medical army officer. You may imagine how excited +I was at the beginning of the war. I had not dared to hope for such a +complete triumph of poetic justice as occurred. Now I feel much less +interested in the success of the Germans, first because I think it's +time that the principle of territorial conquest were abolished, second +because success will redound to the credit of autocratic government +there, and good as that may happen to be in the particular junctures, +it's unsafe and pernicious in the long run. Moreover, if France succeeds +in beating off the Germans now, I should think there would be some +chance of the peace being kept between them hereafter--the French will +have gained an insight they never had of the horrors of a war of +conquest, and some degree of loathing for it in the abstract; and they +will not have to fight to regain their honor. Moreover, I should like to +see the republic succeed. But if Alsace and Lorraine be taken, there +_must_ be another war, for them and for honor. On the other hand, +justice seems to demand a permanent penalty for the political immorality +of France. So that there will be enough good to console one for the bad, +whichever way it turns out.... + + * * * * * + +31st. + +As I said, I have no idea of how the war may have affected your +movements and occupations. It did my heart good to hear of the solid and +businesslike way in which you were working at Leipzig, and I should +think [that], with Ludwig and the laboratory, you would feel like giving +it another winter--though the other attractions of Berlin and Vienna +must pull you rather strongly away. I heard a rumor the other day that +Lombard's place was being kept for you here. I hope it's true, for your +sake and that of Boston. Thank you very much for the photographs of +Ludwig and Fechner. I have enjoyed Ludwig's face very much, he must be a +good fellow; and Fechner, down to below the orbits, has a strange +resemblance to Jeffries Wyman. I have quite a decent nucleus of a +physiognomical collection now, and any further contributions it may +please you to make to it will be most thankfully received. + +J. Wyman I have not seen since his return. Such is the state of brutal +social isolation which characterizes this community! Partly sickness, +partly a morbid shrinking from the society of anyone who is alive +intellectually are to blame, however, in my case. I, as I wrote, am long +since dead and buried in that respect. I fill my belly for about four +hours daily with husks,--newspapers, novels and biographies, but thought +is tabooed,--and you can imagine that conversation with Wyman should +only intensify the sense of my degradation. + + * * * * * + +_Jan. 23, 1871._ + +Since my last date I have been unable to write until today, and now, I +think, to make sure of the letter going at all, I had better cut it +short and send it off to your father to direct. I have indeed nothing +particular to communicate, and only want to give you assurance of my +undying affection. This morning 4 degrees below zero, and N.W. wind. +Don't you wish you were here to enjoy the sunshine of it? A batch of +telegrams in the "Advertiser," showing that France must soon throw up +the sponge. Faidherbe licked at St. Quentin, Bourbaki pursued, Chanzy +almost disintegrated, and Paris frozen and starved out. Well, so be it! +only the German liberals will have the harder battle to fight at home +for the next twenty years. I suspect that England, irresolute and +unhandsome as is the figure she makes externally, is today in a +healthier state than any country in Europe. She is renovating herself +socially, and although she may be eclipsed during these days of +"militarismus," yet when they depart, as surely they must some time, +from sheer exhaustion, she will be ready to take the lead by influence. +I know of no news here to tell you. I suppose you get the "Nation," +which keeps up well, notwithstanding its monotony. I shall be expecting +to fold you to my bosom some time next summer. Heaven speed the day! +Write me as soon as you get this. You haven't the same excuse for +silence that I have. Speak of your work, your plans and the war. Good +bye, old fellow, and believe me, ever your friend, + +WM. JAMES. + + + + +_To Henry P. Bowditch._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _Apr. 8, 1871_. + +...So the gallant Gauls are shooting each other again! I wish we knew +what it all meant. From the apparent generality of the movement in +Paris, it seems as if it must be something more dignified than it at +first appeared. But can anything great be expected now from a nation +between the two factions of which there is such hopeless enmity and +mistrust as between the religious and the revolutionary parties in +France? No mediation is possible between them. In England, America and +Germany, a regular advance is possible, because each man confides in his +brothers. However great the superficial differences of opinion, there is +at bottom a trust in the power of the deep forces of human nature to +work out their salvation, and the minority is contented to bide its +time. But in France, nothing of the sort; no one feels secure against +what he considers evil, by any guaranty but force; and if his opponents +get uppermost, he thinks all is forever lost. How much Catholic +education is to answer for this and how much national idiosyncrasy, it +is hard to say. But I am inclined to think the latter is a large factor. +The want of true sympathy in the French character, their love of +external mechanical order, their satisfaction in police-regulation, +their everlasting cry of "traitor," all point to it. But, on the other +hand, protestantism would seem to have a good deal to do with the +fundamental cohesiveness of society in the countries of Germanic blood. +For what may be called the revolutionary party there has _developed_ +through insensible grades of rationalism out of the old orthodox +conceptions, religious and social. The process has been a continuous +modification of positive belief, and the extremes, even if they had no +respect for each other and no desire for mutual accommodation (which I +think at bottom they have), would yet be kept from cutting each other's +throats by the intermediate links. But in France Belief and Denial are +separated by a chasm. The step once made, "écrasez l'infâme" is the only +watchword on each side. How any order is possible except by a Cæsar to +hold the balance, it is hard to see. But I don't want to dose you with +my crude speculations. This difference was brought home vividly to me by +reading yesterday in the "Revue des Deux Mondes" for last December a +splendid little story, "Histoire d'un Sous-Maître," by Erckmann-Chatrian, +and what was uppermost in my mind came out easiest in writing. + +I shall be overjoyed to see you in September, but expect to hear from +you many a time ere then. I see little medical society, none in fact; +but hope to begin again soon. [R. H.] Fitz, I believe, is showing great +powers in "Pathology" since his return. And I hear a place in the +school is being kept warm for you on your return. Count me for an +auditor. I invested yesterday in a ticket for a course of "University" +lectures on "Optical Phenomena and the Eye," by B. Joy Jeffries, to be +begun out here tomorrow. It's the first mingling in the business of life +which I have done since my return home. Wyman is in Florida till May. He +has an obstinate cough and seems anxious about his lungs. I hope he'll +be spared, though, many a long year. + +Ever yours truly, +WM. JAMES. + + + + +_To Charles Renouvier._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _Nov. 2, 1872_. + +MONSIEUR,--Je viens d'apprendre par votre "Science de la Morale," que +l'ouvrage de M. Lequier, auquel vous faites renvoi dans votre deuxième +Essai de Critique, n'a jamais été mis en vente. Ceci explique l'insuccès +avec lequel j'ai pendant longtemps tâché de me le procurer par la voie +de la librairie. + +Serait-ce trop vous demander, s'il vous restait encore des exemplaires, +de m'en envoyer un, que je présenterais, après l'avoir lu, en votre nom, +à la bibliothèque Universitaire de cette ville? + +Si l'édition est déjà épuisée, ne vous mettez pas en peine de me +répondre, et que le vif intérêt que je prends à vos idées serve d'excuse +à ma demande. Je ne peux pas laisser échapper cette occasion de vous +dire toute l'admiration et la reconnaissance que m'ont inspirée la +lecture de vos Essais (sauf le 3me, que je n'ai pas encore lu). Grâce à +vous, je possède pour la première fois une conception intelligible et +raisonnable de la Liberté. Je m'y suis rangé à peu près. Sur d'autres +points de votre philosophie il me reste encore des doutes, mais je puis +dire que par elle je commence à renaître à la vie morale; et croyez, +monsieur, que ce n'est pas une petite chose! + +Chez nous, c'est la philosophie de Mill, Bain, et Spencer qui emporte +tout à présent devant lui. Elle fait d'excellents travaux en +psychologie, mais au point de vue pratique elle est déterministe et +matérialiste, et déjà je crois aperçevoir en Angleterre les symptomes +d'une renaissance de la pensée religieuse. Votre philosophie par son +côté phénoméniste semble très propre à frapper les ésprits élevés dans +l'école empirique anglaise, et je ne doute pas dès qu'elle sera un peu +mieux connue en Angleterre et dans ce pays, qu'elle n'ait un assez grand +retentissement. Elle paraît faire son chemin lentement; mais je suis +convaincu que chaque année nous rapprochera du jour où elle sera +reconnue de tous comme étant la plus forte tentative philosophique que +le siècle ait vue naître en France, et qu'elle comptera toujours comme +un des grands jalons dans l'histoire de la speculation. Dès que ma santé +(depuis quelques années très mauvaise) me permet un travail intellectuel +un peu sérieux, je me propose d'en faire une étude plus approfondie et +plus critique, et d'en donner un compte-rendu dans une de nos revues. Si +donc, monsieur, il se trouve un exemplaire encore disponible de la +"Rech[erche] d'une première Verité," j'oserai vous prier de l'envoyer à +l'adresse de la libraire ci-incluse, en écrivant mon nom sur la +couverture. M. Galette soldera tous les frais, s'il s'en trouve. + +Veuillez encore une fois, cher monsieur, croire aux sentiments +d'admiration et de haut respect avec lesquels je suis votre très +obéissant serviteur, + +WILLIAM JAMES. + + + + +VII + +1872-1878 + +_First Years of Teaching_ + + +IN 1872 President Eliot wished to provide instruction in physiology and +hygiene for the Harvard undergraduates, and looked about him for +instructors. He had formed an impression of James ten years before +which, as he said, "was later to become useful to Harvard University," +and in the interval he had known him as a Cambridge neighbor and had +been aware of the direction his interests had taken. He proposed that +James and Dr. Thomas Dwight--a young anatomist who was also to become an +eminent teacher--should share in the new undertaking. In August, 1872, +the College appointed James "Instructor in Physiology," to conduct three +exercises a week "during half of the ensuing academic year." Thus began +a service in the University which was to be almost continuously active +and engrossing until 1907. + +The fact that James began by teaching anatomy and physiology, passed +thence to psychology, and last to philosophy, has been wrongly cited as +if his interest in each successive subject of his college work had been +the fruit of his experience in teaching the preceding subject. This +inference from the mere sequence of events will appear strange to +attentive readers of what has gone before. Indeed, if the fact that +James devoted a good share of his time to physiology in the seventies +calls for remark at all, it should be noted that his subject, from soon +after the beginning, was really physiological psychology, and +that--more interesting than anything else in this connection--one may +discern a patient surrender to limitations imposed by the state of his +health on the one hand, and on the other a sound sense of the value of +physiology to psychological investigations and so to philosophy, as both +underlying the sequence of events in his teaching. Whatever may have +been the succession of his college "courses," psychology and philosophy +were never divorced from each other in his thought or in his writings. +Thus it is interesting to find, that at the very moment of his +engagement to teach physiology,--at a date intermediate between the +appointment and the commencement of the course in fact,--he wrote to his +brother, "If I were well enough, now would be my chance to strike at +Harvard College, for Peterson has just resigned his sub-professorship of +philosophy, and I know of no very formidable opponent. But it's +impossible. I keep up a small daily pegging at my physiology, whose +duties don't begin till January, and which I shall find easy, I think." + +He had needed definite duties and responsibilities and more or less +recognized his need; so he undertook to teach a subject which, though +congenial and interesting, lay distinctly off the path of his deepest +inclination. + +The first three fragments that follow refer to his preparation for the +plunge into teaching. The course on Comparative Anatomy and Physiology +was given by Dwight and James under the general head of Natural History +and was an "elective" open to Juniors and Seniors. "As the course was +experimental and a part of the new expansion of the Elective System," +writes President Eliot, "the President and the Faculty were interested +in the fact that the new course under these two young instructors +attracted 28 Juniors and 25 Seniors." + + + + +_To Henry James._ + + +SCARBORO, _Aug. 24, 1872_. + +...The appointment to teach physiology is a perfect God-send to me just +now, an external motive to work, which yet does not strain me--a dealing +with men instead of my own mind, and a diversion from those +introspective studies which had bred a sort of philosophical +hypochondria in me of late and which it will certainly do me good to +drop for a year.... + + * * * * * + +CAMBRIDGE, _Nov. 24, 1872_. + +...I go into the Medical School nearly every morning to hear Bowditch +lecture, or paddle round in his laboratory. It is a noble thing for +one's spirits to have some responsible work to do. I enjoy my revived +physiological reading greatly, and have in a corporeal sense been better +for the past four or five weeks than I have been at all since you +left.... + + * * * * * + +CAMBRIDGE, _Feb. 13, 1873_. + +...This morning arose, went to Brewer's to get two partridges to garnish +our cod-fish dinner. Bought at Richardson's an "Appleton's Journal" +containing part of "Bressant," a novel by Julian Hawthorne, to send Bob +Temple. At 10.30 arrived your letter of January 26th, which was a very +pleasant continuation of your _Aufenthalt_ in Rome. At 12.30, after +reading an hour in Flint's "Physiology," I went to town, paid a bill of +Randidge's, looked into the Athenæum reading-room, got one dozen raw +oysters at Higgins's saloon in Court Street, came out again, thermometer +having risen to near thawing point, dozed half an hour before the fire, +and am now writing this to you. + +I am enjoying a two weeks' respite from tuition, the boys being +condemned to pass examinations, in which I luckily take no part at +present. I find the work very interesting and stimulating. It presents +two problems, the intellectual one--how best to state your matter to +them; and the practical one--how to govern them, stir them up, not bore +them, yet make them work, etc. I should think it not unpleasant as a +permanent thing. The authority is at first rather flattering to one. So +far, I seem to have succeeded in interesting them, for they are +admirably attentive, and I hear expressions of satisfaction on their +part. Whether it will go on next year can't at this hour, for many +reasons, be decided. I have done almost absolutely no visiting this +winter, and seen hardly anyone or heard anything till last week, when a +sort of frenzy took possession of me and I went to a symphony concert +and thrice to the theatre. A most lovely English actress, young, +innocent, refined, has been playing Juliet, which play I enjoyed most +intensely, though it was at the Boston Theatre and her support almost as +poor as it could have been. Neilson is she hight. I ne'er heard of her +before. A rival American beauty has been playing a stinking thing of +Sardou's ("Agnes") at the Globe, which disgusted me with cleverness. Her +name is Miss Ethel, and she is a ladylike but depressing phenomenon, all +made up of nerves and American insubstantiality. I have read hardly +anything of late, some of the immortal Wordsworth's "Excursion" having +been the best. I have simply shaken hands with Gray since his +engagement, and have only seen Holmes twice this winter. I fear he is at +last feeling the effects of his overwork.... + + * * * * * + +CAMBRIDGE, _Apr. 6, 1873_. + +...I have been cut out all this winter from the men with whom I used to +gossip on generalities, Holmes, Putnam, Peirce, Shaler, John Gray and, +last not least, yourself. I rather hanker after it, Bowditch being +almost the only man I have seen anything of this winter, and that at his +laboratory.... Child and I have struck up quite an intimacy.... T. S. +Perry is my only surviving crony. He dines pretty regular once a week +here.... Ever your affectionate + +W. J. + + * * * * * + +The next letter, although not from William James, will help to fill out +the picture. + + + + +_Henry James, Senior, to Henry James._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _Mar. 18, 1873_. + +... [William] gets on greatly with his teaching; his +students--fifty-seven of them--are elated with their luck in having him, +and I feel sure he will have next year a still larger number by his +fame. He came in the other afternoon while I was sitting alone, and +after walking the floor in an animated way for a moment, broke out: +"Bless my soul, what a difference between me as I am now and as I was +last spring at this time! Then so hypochondriacal"--he used that word, +though perhaps less in substance than form--"and now with my mind so +cleared up and restored to sanity. It's the difference between death and +life." + +He had a great effusion. I was afraid of interfering with it, or +possibly checking it, but I ventured to ask what especially in his +opinion had produced the change. He said several things: the reading of +Renouvier (particularly his vindication of the freedom of the will) and +of Wordsworth, whom he has been feeding on now for a good while; but +more than anything else, his having given up the notion that all mental +disorder requires to have a physical basis. This had become perfectly +untrue to him. He saw that the mind does act irrespectively of material +coercion, and could be dealt with therefore at first hand, and this was +health to his bones. It was a splendid declaration, and though I had +known from unerring signs of the fact of the change, I never had been +more delighted than by hearing of it so unreservedly from his own lips. +He has been shaking off his respect for men of mere science as such, and +is even more universal and impartial in his mental judgments than I have +known him before.... + + * * * * * + +James's first Harvard appointment had been for one year only. In the +spring of 1873 the question of its renewal on somewhat different terms +came up. President Eliot informed him that the College wished some one +man to give the instruction which he and Dr. Dwight had shared between +them, and offered him the whole course, including the anatomy. + +It cost him "some perplexity to make the decision." He thought he saw +that such an instructorship "might easily grow into a permanent +biological appointment, to succeed Wyman, perhaps." At first he resolved +"to fight it out on the line of mental science," feeling that "with such +arrears of lost time behind [him] and such curtailed power of work," he +could no longer "afford to make so considerable an expedition into the +field of anatomy." But when he then considered himself as a possible +future teacher of philosophy, he was overwhelmed by a feeling which he +recorded on a page of his diary: "Philosophical activity _as a business_ +is not normal for most men, and not for me.... To make the _form_ of all +possible thought the prevailing _matter_ of one's thought breeds +hypochondria. Of course my deepest interest will, as ever, lie with the +most general problems. But ... my strongest moral and intellectual +craving is for some stable reality to lean upon.... That gets reality +for us in which we place our responsibility, and the concrete facts in +which a biologist's responsibilities lie form a fixed basis from which +to aspire as much as he pleases to the mastery of universal questions +when the gallant mood is on him; and a basis too upon which he can +passively float and tide over times of weakness and depression, trusting +all the while blindly in the beneficence of nature's forces, and the +return of higher opportunities." Accordingly he determined to give +himself to biology, reporting to his brother Henry, who was at that time +in Europe, "I am not a strong enough man to choose the other and nobler +lot in life, but I can in a less penetrating way work out a philosophy +in the midst of the other duties...." + + * * * * * + +As the summer went on, he still had misgivings that he would not be +strong enough to prepare and conduct the laboratory demonstrations +necessary for a large class in comparative anatomy and physiology. He +saw that his first year of teaching had been "of great moral service to +him," but thought that in other ways the strain and fatigue had been a +brake upon the rate of his wished-for improvement. He therefore made up +his mind to postpone the instructorship for a year and go abroad once +more. + +These hesitations, and a few months in Europe, marked the end of the +period of morbid depression through which the reader has been following +him. He returned to America eager for work. + +Meanwhile parts of four letters written while he was abroad may be +given. + + + + +_To his Family._ + + +ON BOARD S.S. SPAIN, _Oct. 17, 1873_. + +DEAREST FAMILY,--I begin my Queenstown letter now because the first +section of the voyage seems to be closing. The delicious warm stern +wind, cloudy sky and smooth sea which we have had, unlike anything I +remember on the Atlantic, threatens to change into something less +agreeable, for the wind is fresh ahead, and the waves all capped with +white and the vessel begins to roll more and more. Hitherto she has not +rolled an inch, and all our days have been spent on deck, and I have +enjoyed less sickness than ever before; though I must say I loathe the +element. I am confirmed in my preference for big boats, and shall +probably try one of the Inman line when I return, as this, sweet Alice, +is rather Cunardy as to its table and sitting accommodations. Miss K---- +and her two friends sit opposite me at meals and seem to ply a good +knife and fork. The other passengers are inoffensive and quiet, with the +exception of my roommate, who is a fine fellow, and a lovely young +missionary going to the Gabun coast to convert the niggers--a fearful +waste of herself, one is tempted to think. There are eleven missionaries +on board, and a young lady who is traveling with a party of them and +confided to me yesterday that she dreaded it was her doom to become one +too. My chum is a graduate of Bowdoin College, going to study two years +in Europe on money which he made during his vacations by peddling quack +medicines of his own concoction, and cutting corns. He has supported +himself four years in this way, and _abgesehen_ from the swindle of his +life in vacation time, is an honor to his native land, without +prejudices and full of animal spirits, wit and intelligence. We wash in +the same basin. He has never tasted spirituous liquor. I am also +intimate with a French commercial traveler, incredibly ignorant, but +extremely good-natured and gentlemanly. I have now determined to stick +to the missionary as close as possible. She is twenty-four years old and +very beautiful. I finished the "Strange Adventures of a Phaeton" +yesterday. A perfectly beautiful book, beside which "Good-bye, +Sweetheart," which I have begun, tastes coarse. + +Good-bye. I hope a storm won't arise, but if it does, I'm glad enough to +be in such an extraordinarily steady ship. I pity you at home without +me, and long to pat the rich, creamy throat of little sister. +(Expression derived from "Goodbye, Sweetheart.") + + * * * * * + +_Friday Morn._ + +Ach! I thought yesterday was Friday, but found in the evening that it +was only Thursday. No matter, six days are now past. As I predicted, the +sea grew pretty big before sundown and the ship has been skipping about +all night like a lively kitten. But her motion is delightfully easy, and +no one, so far as I can see, has been sick. I never was better in my +life than yesterday made me. Nevertheless, little Sister, in looking at +the black waves with their skin of silver lace I have regretted saying +that safety was a minor consideration with me. I doubt in my heart that +even comfort is to be preferred to danger. The sea looks too +indigestible--the all-digesting sea! I threw away "Goodbye, Sweetheart" +at the 40th page and have begun the "Tour of the World in Eighty Days," +a much better book. I am sorry that the little beauty's care for her +Bro.'s comfort did not go so far as to provide him with a +needle-and-thread-book, etc. _True_ sympathy divines wants; and a sister +who could not foresee that in three days her bro. should be driven to +borrowing Miss K----'s needle-book to sew on his buttons cannot be said +to be in very close magnetic relations with him. I lurched about the +deck arm in arm with the young missionary yestreen. I told her that, if +I were a missionary, instead of going to the most unhealthy part of +Africa, I would choose, say, Paris for a field. She, all unconscious of +the subtle humor of my remark, said, "Oh, yes! there are fearful numbers +of heathen there!" I have just rolled out of bed and into my clothes, +and write this in my stateroom, but can stand no longer its aromatic air +and hasten to say good-bye and mount to the deck.... Good-bye, good-bye. +Ever your loving + +W. J. + + * * * * * + +On landing, James proceeded to Florence, to join his brother Henry for a +winter in Italy. + + + + +_To his Sister._ + + +FLORENCE, _Oct. 29_ [1873]. +12 midnight. + +BELOVED SWEETLINGTON,--At this solemn hour I can't go to sleep without +remembering thee and thy beauty. I have just arrived from an +eleven-hours ride from Turin, pouring rain all the way. Ditto yesterday +during my twenty-two-hours ride from Paris. The Angel sleeps in number +39 hard by, all unwitting that I, the Demon (or perhaps you have already +begun in your talks to distinguish me from him as the Archangel), am +here at last. I wouldn't for worlds disturb this his last independent +slumber. + +Not having seen the sun but for three days (on board ship) since the +eleventh, the natural gloom of my disposition and circumstances has been +much aggravated. And I had in London and Paris a pretty melancholy time. +I stayed but two days and one night in the latter place, which, +according to the law of opposition that rules your opinions and mine, +seemed to me a very tedious place. Its Haussmanization has produced a +terribly monotonous-looking city--no expression of having _grown_, in +any of the quarters I visited, and I did not have time to bring to the +surface what power I may possess of sympathizing with the French way of +being and doing. The awful thin and slow dinner in the tremendously +imperial dining-room of the Hôtel du Louvre, the exaggerated neatness +and order and reglementation of everything visible, contrasted with the +volcanic situation of things at the present moment, all a-kinder turned +my plain Yankee stomach, which has not yet recovered from the simpler +lessons of joy it learnt at Scarboro and Magnolia last summer. I went to +the Théâtre Français and heard a play in verse of Ponsard, thin stuff +splendidly represented. Altogether I don't care if I never go to Paris +again. London "impressed" me twelve times as much. Today in Italy my +spirits have riz. The draggle-tailed physiognomy of the railway stations +on the way here, the beautifully good-natured easy-going expression on +the faces of the railway officials, the charming dialogue I have just +had with the aged but angelic chambermaid whose phrases I managed to +understand the sense of as a whole without recognizing any particular +words--together with the consciousness of having for a time come to my +journey's end and of the certainty of breakfasting tomorrow with the +Angel, all let me go to bed with a light heart; hoping that yours is as +much so, beloved Alice and all.... + + + + +_To his Sister._ + + +FLORENCE, _Nov. 23, 1873_. + +BELOVED SISTERKIN,--Your "nice long letter," as you call it, of Oct. 26 +reached me five days ago, Mother's of November 4th yesterday, and with +it one from Father to Harry. Though you will probably disbelieve me, I +cannot help stating how agreeable it is to me to be once more in +regular communication with that which, in spite of all shortcomings, is +all that has ever been vouchsafed to me in the way of a "home" (and a +mother). The hotel in which we live here is anything but home-like. In +fact, when the heart aches for cosiness, etc., all it can do is to turn +out into the street. + +I begin to feel, too, strongly that at my time of life, with such a set +of desultory years behind, what a man most wants is to be settled and +concentrated, to cultivate a patch of ground which may be humble but +still is his own. Here all this dead civilization crowding in upon one's +consciousness forces the mind open again even as the knife the unwilling +oyster--and what my mind wants most now is practical tasks, not the +theoretical digestion of additional masses of what to me are raw and +disconnected empirical materials. I feel like one still obliged to eat +more and more grapes and pears and pineapples, when the state of the +system imperiously demands a fat Irish stew, or something of that sort. +I knew it all before I came, however; and I hope in a fortnight to be +able comparatively to disregard what lies about me and get interested in +the physiological books I brought. So far I find the pictures, etc., +drive my thoughts far away. I have just been reading a big German +octavo, Burkhardt's "Renaissance in Italy," with the title of which you +may enrich your historical consciousness, though I hardly think you need +read the book. This is the place for history. I don't see how, if one +lived here, historical problems could help being the most urgent ones +for the mind. It would suit you admirably. Even art comes before one +here much more as a problem--how to account for its development and +decline--than as a refreshment and an edification. I really think that +end is better served by the stray photographs which enter our houses at +home, finding us in the midst of our work and surprising us. + +But here I am pouring out this one-sided splenetic humor upon you +without having the least intended it when I sat down. Your pen +accidentally slips into a certain vein and you must go on till you get +it out clearly. If you had heard me telling Harry two or three times +lately that I feared the fatal fascination of this place,--that I began +to feel it taking little stitches in my soul,--you would have a +different impression of my state than my above written words have left +upon you.... I went out intending to stroll in the Boboli Garden, a +wonderful old piece of last-century stateliness, but found it shut till +twelve. So I returned to Harry's room, where I sit by the pungent wood +fire writing this letter which I did not expect to begin till the +afternoon, while he, just at this moment rising from the table where his +quill has been busily scratching away at the last pages of his +Turguenieff article, comes to warm his legs and puts on another log.... + +Good-bye beloved Sister, and Father and Mother.... Write repeatedly such +nice long letters, and make glad the heart of both the Angel and the +other brother, + +W. J. + + + + +_To his Sister._ + + +ROME, _Dec. 17, 1873_. + +BELOVED BEAUTLINGTON,--I cannot retire to rest on this eve of a +well-filled day without imparting to thy noble nature a tithe of the +enjoyment and happiness with which I am filled, and wishing you was here +to take your share in it.... The barbarian mind stretches little by +little to take in Rome, but I doubt if I shall ever call it the "city of +my soul," or "my country." Strange to say, my very enjoyment of what +here belongs to hoary eld has done more to reconcile me to what belongs +to the present hour, business, factories, etc., etc., than anything I +ever experienced. Every day I sally out into the sunshine and plod my +way o'er steps of broken thrones and temples until one o'clock, when I +repair to a certain café in the Corso, begin to eat and read "Galignani" +and the "Débats," until Harry comes in with the flush of successful +literary effort fading off his cheek. (It may interest the sympathetic +soul of Mother to know that my diet until that hour consists of a roll, +which a waiter in wedding costume brings up to my room when I rise, and +three sous' worth of big roasted chestnuts, which I buy, on going out, +from an old crone a few doors from the hotel. In this respect I am +economical. Likewise in my total abstinence from spirituous liquors, to +which Harry, I regret to say, has become an utter slave, spending a +large part of his earnings in Bass's Ale and wine, and trembling with +anger if there is any delay in their being brought to him.) After +feeding, the Angel in his old and rather shabby striped overcoat, and I +in my usual neat attire, proceed to walk together either to the big +Pincian terrace which overhangs the city, and where on certain days +everyone resorts, or to different churches and spots of note. I always +dine at the table-d'hôte here; Harry sometimes, his indisposition lately +(better the past two days) having made him prefer a solitary gorge at +the restaurant. + +The people in the house are hardly instructive or exciting, but at +dinner and for an hour after in the dining-room they very pleasantly +kill time. I am become so far Anglicized that I find myself quite +fearful of speaking too much to a family of three "cads" who sit +opposite me at the table-d'hôte, and of whom the young lady (though +rather greasy about the face) is very handsome and intelligent. In the +evening I usually light my fire and read some local book.... + +I got a note from Hillebrand saying Schiff would gladly let me work in +his laboratory if I liked. I suppose I ought if I can, but I hanker +after home even at the price of a February voyage, and I hate to spend +so much money here on my mere gizzard and cheeks.--There, my sweet +sister, I hope that is a sufficiently spirited epistle for 10.30 P.M. +When, oh, when, will you write me another like the solitary one I got +from you in Florence? Seven weeks and one letter! C'est très +caractéristique de vous! I wrote two days ago to Annie Ashburner. Tell +the adorable Sara Sedgwick [Mrs. W. E. Darwin] that I can't possibly +refrain much longer--in spite of my just resentment--from writing to +her. Love to all.... Your + +W. J. + + * * * * * + +After his return his college duties proved both absorbing and +stimulating. Beginning, as the reader has seen, as an instructor in the +Department of Natural History, charged with teaching the comparative +anatomy and physiology of vertebrates, he added a course on +physiological psychology in 1876, and organized the beginnings of the +psychological laboratory.[55] The next year this course was transferred +to the Department of Philosophy and given under the title "Psychology." +He contributed numerous reviews of scientific and philosophic +literature, along with a few anonymous articles, to the columns of the +"Atlantic Monthly" and the "Nation," and in 1878 appeared in the +"Journal of Speculative Philosophy" and the "Critique Philosophique," +with three important papers entitled "Spencer's Definition of Mind as +Correspondence," "Brute and Human Intellect," and "Quelques +Considérations sur la Méthode Subjective." + +Meanwhile his correspondence diminished to its minimum. When his brother +Henry also came home to America in 1874, it ceased almost entirely. It +did not begin to flow freely again, at least so far as letters are now +recoverable, until after 1878. + + + + +_To Henry James._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _June 25, 1874_. + +A few days ago came your letter from Florence of June 3, speaking of the +glare on the _piazza_ and the coolness and space of your rooms, of your +late dinners and your solitude, and of the progress of your novel, and, +finally, of your expected departure about the 20th; so that I suppose +you are today percolating the cool arcades of Bologna or the faded +beauties of Verona, or haply [are] at Venice.... As the weeks glide by, +my present life and my last year's life at home seem to glide together +across the five months breach that Italy made in them, and to become +continuous; while those months step out of the line and become a sort of +side-decoration or picture hanging vaguely in my memory. As this happens +more and more, I take the greater pleasure in it. Especially does the +utter friendliness of Florence, Rome, etc., grow dear to me, and get +strangely mixed up with still earlier and more faded impressions, +derived I know not whence, which infused into the places when I first +saw them that strange thread of familiarity. The thought of the +Florentine places you name in your letters like "leiser Nachhall längst +verklungner Lieder, zieht mit Errinnerungsschauer durch die Brust." I +hope you'll pass through Dresden if you sail from Germany. I forgot to +say that the Eagle line from Hamburg has now the largest and finest +ships and the newest.... + + * * * * * + +Miss Theodora Sedgwick, to whom the next letter is addressed, was a +member of the Stockbridge and New York family of that name, and a sister +of Mrs. Charles Eliot Norton and Mrs. William Darwin, to whom reference +has already been made. At this time she was living with two maiden aunts +named Ashburner, friends of James's parents, in a house on Kirkland +Street, Cambridge, not far from Mr. Norton's "Shady Hill." The letter of +November 14, 1866, contained an allusion to this household, and others +will occur as the letters proceed. + + + + +_To Miss Theodora Sedgwick._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _Aug. 8, 1874_. + +MISS THEODORA SEDGWICK + +to WILLIAM JAMES, Dr. + + Aug. 6, to 1 Orchestra Seat in Hippodrome [Barnum's Circus] $1.00 + " " " 2 carriage fares at 50c. $1.00 + " " " 1 glass vanilla cream sodawater $ .10 + " " " 1 plate of soup lost $ .25 + " " " 4 hours time at 12-1/2 cents $ .50 + " " " Sundries $ .05 + ----- + Total $2.90 + + Rec'd on account. $2.00 + +WM. JAMES + +HONORED MISS,--I hope you will find the aforesaid charges moderate. When +you transmit me the 90 cents still due, please send back at the same +time whatever letters of mine you may still have in your possession, and +the diamonds, silks, etc., which you may have at different times been +glad to receive from me. Likewise both pieces of the collar stud I so +recently lavished upon you. We can then remain as strangers. + +I come of a race sensitive in the extreme; more accustomed to treat than +to be treated, especially in this manner; and caring for its money as +little as for its life. What wonder then that the mercenary conduct of +One whom I have ever fostered without hope of pecuniary reward should +work like madness in my brain? + +On the point of closing I see with rapture that a way of accommodation +is still open! O joy! The salmon, blackberries, etc., I consumed, had a +market value. By charging me for the tea 90 cents, you will make the +thing reciprocal, and I will call the account square. Perhaps even then +the dreadful feeling of wounded pride and Barnum-born resentment may +with time fade away. Amen. Respectfully yours, + +W. J. + + + + +_To Henry James._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _Jan._ [2], 1876. + +...Your letter No. 2 speaking of your visit to Turguenieff was received +by me duly and greatly enjoyed. I never heard you speak so +enthusiastically of any human being. It is too bad he is to leave Paris; +but if he gives you the "run" of Flaubert and eke George Sand, it will +be so much gained. I don't think you know Miss A----, but if you did, +you would thank me for pointing out to you the parallelism between her +and George Sand which overwhelmed me the other day when I was calling on +her, and she (who has just lost her sister B---- and had her father go +through an attack of insanity) was snuggling down so hyper-comfortably +into garrulity about B----, and her poor dead T---- and her dead mother, +that I was fairly suffocated, just as I am by the _comfort_ George Sand +takes in telling you of the loves of servant men for ladies, and other +things _contra naturam_. + +Christmas passed off here in a rather wan and sallow manner. I got a +gold scarf-ring from Mother and a gold watch-chain from Aunt Kate. Let +me, by the way, advise you to get a scarf-ring; 't is one of the +greatest inventions of modern times, in saving labor, silk and shirt +fronts. Alice got a desk, and from me a Scotch terrier pup only seven +weeks old, whom we call Bunch, who has almost doubled his size in a +week, who is a perfect lion in determination and courage, and who don't +seem to care a jot for any human society but that of Jane in the +kitchen, whose person is, I suppose, pervaded by a greasy and smoky +smell agreeable to his nostrils. He has a perfect passion for the +dining-room; whenever he is left to himself, he travels thither and lies +down under the table and takes no notice of you when you go to call him. +He does not sleep half as much as Dido, never utters a sound when shut +up for the night in the kitchen, and altogether fills us with a sort of +awe for the Roman firmness and independence of his character. He is +"animated" by a colliquative diarrhoea or cholera, which keeps us all +sponging over his tracks, but which don't affect his strength or spirits +a bit. He is in short a very queer substitute for poor, dear Dido.... + + + + +_To Henry James._ + + +NEWPORT, _June 3, 1876_. + +MY DEAR H.,--I write you after [a] considerable interval filled with too +much work and weariness to make letter-writing convenient.... I ran away +three days ago, the recitations being over for the year, in order to +break from the studious associations of home. I have been staying at the +Tweedies with Mrs. Chapman, and James Sturgis and his wife, and enjoying +extremely, not the conversation indoors, but the lonely lying on the +grass on the cliffs at Lyly Pond, and four or five hours yesterday at +the Dumplings, feeling the moving air and the gentle living sea. There +is a purity and mildness about the elements here which purges the soul +of one. And I have been as if I had taken opium, not wanting to do +anything else than the particular thing I happened to be doing at the +moment, and feeling equally good whether I stood or walked or lay, or +spoke or was silent. It's a splendid relief from the overstrain and +stimulus of the past few scholastic months. I go the day after tomorrow +(Monday) with the Tweedies to New York, assist at Henrietta Temple's +wedding on Tuesday, and then pass on to the Centennial for a couple of +days. I suppose it will be pretty tiresome, but I want to see the +English pictures, which they say are a good show.... I fancy my +vacationizing will be confined to visits of a week at a time to +different points, perhaps the pleasantest way after all of spending it. +Newport as to its villas, and all that, is most repulsive to me. I +really didn't know how little charm and how much shabbiness there was +about the place. There are not more than three or four houses out of the +whole lot that are not offensive, in some way, externally. But the mild +nature grows on one every day. This afternoon, God willing, I shall +spend on Paradise.[56] + +The Tweedies keep no horses, which makes one walk more or pay more than +one would wish. The younger Seabury told me yesterday that he was just +reading your "Roderick Hudson," but offered no [comment]. Colonel +Waring said of your "American" to me: "I'm not a blind admirer of H. +James, Jr., but I said to my wife after reading that first number, 'By +Jove, I think he's hit it this time!'" I think myself the thing opens +very well indeed, you have a first-rate datum to work up, and I hope +you'll do it well. + +Your last few letters home have breathed a tone of contentment and +domestication in Paris which was very agreeable to get.... Your accounts +of Ivan Sergeitch are delightful, and I envy you the possession of the +young painter's intimacy. Give my best love to Ivan. I read his book +which you sent home (foreign books sent by mail pay duty now, though; so +send none but good ones), and although the vein of "morbidness" was so +pronounced in the stories, yet the mysterious depths which his plummet +sounds atone for all. It is the amount of life which a man feels that +makes you value his mind, and Turguenieff has a sense of worlds within +worlds whose existence is unsuspected by the vulgar. It amuses me to +recommend his books to people who mention them as they would the novels +of Wilkie Collins. You say we don't notice "Daniel Deronda." I find it +extremely interesting. Gwendolen and her spouse are masterpieces of +conception and delineation. Her ideal figures are much vaguer and +thinner. But her "sapience," as you excellently call it, passes all +decent bounds. There is something essentially womanish in the +irrepressible garrulity of her moral reflections. Why is it that it +makes women feel so good to moralize? Man philosophizes as a matter of +business, because he must,--he does it to a purpose and then lets it +rest; but women don't seem to get over being tickled at the discovery +that they have the faculty; hence the tedious iteration and restlessness +of George Eliot's commentary on life. The La Farges are absent. Yours +always, + +W. J. + + * * * * * + +Under the title "Bain and Renouvier," James contributed a review +containing a brief discussion of free will and determinism to the +"Nation" of June 8, 1876. He of course sent a copy to Renouvier. The +following letter begins with a reference to Renouvier's acknowledgment. +James had been acquainted with Renouvier's work since 1868, when, as the +reader will recall, he read a number of the "Année Philosophique," +Renouvier's annual survey of contemporary philosophy, for the first +time. The diary entry already quoted from the year 1870 has shown what +effect Renouvier's essays then had on his mind. His admiration for the +elder philosopher was great and he cherished it loyally for the rest of +his life. Indeed, in the unfinished manuscript, which was published +posthumously as "Some Problems of Philosophy," James looked back at the +formative period of his own philosophical thinking and wrote: "Renouvier +was one of the greatest of philosophic characters, and but for the +decisive impression made on me in the seventies by his masterly advocacy +of pluralism I might never have got free from the monistic superstition +under which I had grown up." In time he made Renouvier's acquaintance in +France and wrote to him often. He examined and discussed his writings +with college classes. Occasionally he reported these discussions and +read Renouvier's answers to the students. On the other side, Renouvier +paid James the compliment of printing or translating several of his +papers in the "Critique Philosophique," and thus brought him early to +the notice of French readers. + + + + +_To Charles Renouvier._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _July 29, 1876_. + +MY DEAR SIR,--I am quite overcome by your appreciation of my poor little +article in the "Nation." It gratifies me extremely to hear from your +own lips that my apprehension of your thoughts is accurate. In so +despicably brief a space as that which a newspaper affords, I could +hardly hope to attain any other quality than that, and perhaps +clearness. I had written another paragraph of pure eulogy of your +powers, which the editor suppressed, to my great regret, for want of +room. I need not repeat to you again how grateful I feel to you for all +I have learned from your admirable writings. I do what lies in my feeble +power to assist the propagation of your works here, but _students_ of +philosophy are rare here as everywhere. It astonishes me, nevertheless, +that you have had to wait so long for general recognition. Only a few +months ago I had the pleasure of introducing to your "Essais" two +_professors_ of philosophy, able and learned men, who hardly knew your +name!! But I am perfectly convinced that it is a mere affair of time, +and that you will take your place in the general History of Speculation +as the classical and finished representative of the tendency which was +begun by Hume, and to which writers before you had made only fragmentary +contributions, whilst you have fused the whole matter into a solid, +elegant and definitive system, perfectly consistent, and capable, by +reason of its moral vitality, of becoming popular, so far as that is +permitted to philosophic systems. After your Essays, it seems to me that +the only important question is the deepest one of all, the one between +the principle of contradiction, and the _Sein und Nichts_.[57] You have +brought it to that clear issue; and extremely as I value your logical +attitude, it would be uncandid of me (after what I have said) not to +confess that there are certain psychological and moral facts, which make +me, as I stand today, unable wholly to commit myself to your position, +to burn my ships behind me, and proclaim the belief in the _one_ and the +many to be the Original Sin of the mind. I long for leisure to study up +these questions. I have been teaching anatomy and physiology in Harvard +College here. Next year, I add a course of physiological psychology, +using, for certain practical reasons, Spencer's "Psychology" as a +textbook. My health is not strong; I find that laboratory work and +study, too, are more than I can attend to. It is therefore not +impossible that I may in 1877-8 be transferred to the philosophical +department, in which there is likely to be a vacancy. If so, you may +depend upon it that the name of Renouvier will be as familiar as that of +Descartes to the Bachelors of Arts who leave these walls. Believe me +with the greatest respect and gratitude, faithfully yours, + +WM. JAMES. + +...I must add a _vivat_ to your "Critique Philosophique," which keeps up +so ably and bravely! And although it is probably an entirely superfluous +recommendation, I cannot refrain from calling your attention to the most +robust of English philosophic writers, [Shadworth] Hodgson, whose "Time +and Space" was published in 1865 by Longmans, and whose "Theory of +Practice," in two volumes, followed it in 1870. + + * * * * * + +In connection with the allusion to two professors of philosophy who +hardly knew Renouvier's name, it would be fair to say that James was +acutely conscious of the prevailing academic conditions. He was, in +fact, one among a few younger men who were already rejuvenating the +teaching of philosophy in American colleges. They began their work under +difficult conditions. + +Dr. G. Stanley Hall wrote an open letter to the "Nation" in 1876, in +which he said:-- + +"I have often wished that the 'Nation' would devote some space to the +condition of philosophy in American colleges. Within the last few years +I have visited the class-rooms of many of our best institutions, and +believe that there are few if any branches which are so inadequately +taught as those generally roughly classed as philosophy. Deductive +logic, or the syllogism, is the most thoroughly dwelt upon, while +induction, æsthetic and psychological and ethical studies, and +especially the history of the leading systems of philosophy, ancient and +modern, and the marvellous new developments in England and Germany, are +almost entirely ignored. The persistent use of Hamilton, Butler's +'Analogy' and a score of treatises on 'moral science,' which deduce all +the ground of obligation from theological considerations, as text-books, +is largely responsible for the supposed unpopularity of the studies.... +I think the success which has attended the recent lecture courses at +Cambridge on modern systems of philosophy, and on æsthetic studies of +literature and the fine arts, shows plainly how much might be +accomplished in this direction by the proper method of instruction." + +James's comment on this, printed anonymously in the "Nation" for +September 21, 1876, expressed his view of the situation more fully:-- + +"The philosophical teaching, as a rule, in our higher seminaries is in +the hands of the president, who is usually a minister of the Gospel, +and, as he more often owes his position to general excellence of +character and administrative faculty than to any speculative gifts or +propensities, it usually follows that 'safeness' becomes the main +characteristic of his tuition; that his classes are edified rather than +awakened, and leave college with the generous youthful impulse, to +reflect on the world and our position in it, rather dampened and +discouraged than stimulated by the lifeless discussions and flabby +formulas they have had to commit to memory.... + +"Let it not be supposed that we are prejudging the question whether the +final results of speculation will be friendly or hostile to the formulas +of Christian thought. All we contend for is that we, like the Greeks and +the Germans, should now attack things as if there were no official +answer preoccupying the field. At present we are bribed beforehand by +our reverence or dislike for the official answer; and the free-thinking +tendency which the 'Popular Science Monthly,' for example, represents, +is condemned to an even more dismal shallowness than the spiritualistic +systems of our text-books of 'Mental Science.' We work with one eye on +our problem, and with the other on the consequences to our enemy or to +our lawgiver, as the case may be; the result in both cases is +mediocrity. + +"If the best use of our colleges is to give young men a wider openness +of mind and a more flexible way of thinking than special technical +training can generate, then we hold that philosophy (taken in the broad +sense in which our correspondent uses the word) is the most important of +all college studies. However skeptical one may be of the attainment of +universal truths (and to make our position more emphatic, we are willing +here to concede the extreme Positivistic position), one can never deny +that philosophic study means the habit of always seeing an alternative, +of not taking the usual for granted, of making conventionalities fluid +again, of imagining foreign states of mind. In a word, it means the +possession of mental perspective. Touchstone's question, 'Hast any +philosophy in thee, shepherd?' will never cease to be one of the tests +of a wellborn nature. It says, Is there space and air in your mind, or +must your companions gasp for breath whenever they talk with you? And +if our colleges are to make men, and not machines, they should look, +above all things, to this aspect of their influence.... + +"As for philosophy, technically so called, or the reflection of man on +his relations with the universe, its educational essence lies in the +quickening of the spirit to its _problems_. What doctrines students take +from their teachers are of little consequence provided they catch from +them the living, philosophic attitude of mind, the independent, personal +look at all the data of life, and the eagerness to harmonize them.... + +"In short, philosophy, like Molière, claims her own where she finds it. +She finds much of it today in physics and natural history, and must and +will educate herself accordingly.... Meanwhile, when we find announced +that the students in Harvard College next year may study any or all of +the following works under the guidance of different professors,--Locke's +'Essay,' Kant's 'Kritik,' Schopenhauer and Hartmann, Hodgson's 'Theory +of Practice,' and Spencer's 'Psychology,'--we need not complain of +universal academic stagnation, even today." + + + + +VIII + +1878-1883 + +_Marriage--Contract for the Psychology--European Colleagues--Death of +his Parents_ + + +EARLY in 1876 James had been introduced by their common friend Thomas +Davidson (that ardent and lovable man whom he sketched with incomparable +strokes in "A Knight Errant of the Intellectual Life") to Miss Alice H. +Gibbens, and the next day he wrote to his brother Wilky that he had met +"the future Mrs. W. J." Miss Gibbens had grown up in Weymouth, a +pleasant little Massachusetts town in which several generations of her +ancestors had lived comfortably and which was then still untouched by +the "development" that later converted it and its neighbour, Quincy, +into unseemly stone-quarriers' suburbs. In 1876 she had just returned, +with her widowed mother and two younger sisters, from a five-years' +residence in Europe and was teaching in a school for girls in Boston. On +July 10, 1878, after a short engagement, he and Miss Gibbens were +married by the Reverend Rufus Ellis at the house of the bride's +grandmother in Boston. + +It must be left to a later day and a less intimate and partial hand to +do adequate justice to a marriage which was happy in the rarest and +fullest sense, and which was soon to work an abiding transformation in +James's health and spirits. No mere devotion could have achieved the +skill and care with which his wife understood and helped him. Family +duties and responsibilities, often grave and worrisome enough, weighed +lightly in the balance against the tranquillity and confidence that his +new domesticity soon brought him. During the twenty-one years that +immediately followed his marriage he accomplished an amount of teaching, +college committee-service and administration, friendly and helpful +personal intercourse with his students, reading and book-writing, +original research, not to speak of his initial excursions into the field +of psychical research, and a good deal of popular lecturing to eke out +his income, that would have astonished anyone who had known him only +during the early seventies, and that would have honored the capacity and +endurance of any man. The serener tone of his letters soon contrasts +itself with much that has gone before. The occasional references to +fatigue, insomnia, and eye-strain, which still occur in his +correspondence are explained by the amount of work he imposed upon +himself rather than by the lack of strength with which he met his tasks. + +Meanwhile his wife, who entered into all his plans and undertakings with +unfailing understanding and high spirit, stood guard over his library +door, protected him from interruptions and distractions, managed the +household and the children and the family business, helped him to order +his day and to see and entertain his friends at convenient times, sped +him off on occasional much-needed vacations, and encouraged him to all +his major undertakings, with a sustaining skill and cheer which need not +be described to anyone who knew his household. To the importance of her +companionship it is still, happily, impossible to do justice. If +consulted, she would not tolerate even this allusion; yet to gloss over +her sustaining influence entirely would be to do injustice to James +himself. + + * * * * * + +The summer of 1878 was momentous in James's life for another reason. In +June, one month before his marriage, he contracted with Messrs. Henry +Holt & Company to write a volume on Psychology for the "American Science +Series" that they were beginning to publish. He was asked by Mr. Holt, +in the course of preliminary correspondence, whether he could deliver +the manuscript in a year's time. James replied (June, 1878): "My other +engagements and my health both forbid the attempt to execute the work +rapidly. Its quality too might then suffer. I don't think I could finish +it inside of two years--say the fall of 1880." Thus he proposed to throw +the book off rapidly. He doubtless conceived of it in the beginning as a +more or less literary survey of the subject as it was then known, and he +certainly did not foresee that he was going to devote twelve years of +critical study and original research to its preparation. + + * * * * * + +Meanwhile, immediately after their marriage, James took his wife to the +upper end of Keene Valley in the Adirondacks for the rest of the summer. +They both knew and loved the region already. Indeed, although there has +been no occasion to mention it before, Keene Valley had already become +for James the playground toward which he turned most eagerly when summer +came. It never lost its charm for him; he managed to spend a week or two +of almost every year there or nearby; and allusions to the region will +appear in a number of later letters. + +At the head of these valleys, in the basin of the Ausable Lakes and on +the surrounding slopes of the most interesting group of mountains in the +Adirondacks, a great tract of forest has been preserved. Giant, +Noonmark, Colvin, and the Gothics raise their splendid ridges and +summits to the enclosing horizon, and Dix, Haystack, and Marcy, the +last the highest mountain of the Adirondack range, are within a day's +walk of the little community that used to be known as "Beede's." Where +the Ausable Club's picturesque golf-course is now laid out, the fields +of Smith Beede's farm then surrounded his primitive, white-painted +hotel. Half a mile to the eastward, in a patch of rocky pasture beside +Giant Brook, stood the original Beede farm-house, and this Henry P. +Bowditch, Charles and James Putnam, and William James had bought for a +few hundred dollars (subject to Beede's cautious proviso in the deed +that "the purchasers are to keep no boarders"). They had adapted the +little story-and-a-half dwelling to their own purposes and converted its +surrounding sheds and pens into habitable shanties of the simplest kind. +So they established a sort of camp, with the mountains for their +climbing, the brook to bathe in, and the primeval forest fragrant about +them. + +With a friend or native guide,--or often alone, with a book and lunch in +his light rücksack,--James would go off for a long day's walk on one of +the mountain trails. He liked to start early and to spend several hours +at mid-day stretched out on the sheltered side of an open ridge or +summit. In this way he would combine a day of outdoor exercise with +fifty to eighty pages of professional reading, the daily stint to which +he often held himself in his holidays. + +In the summer of seventy-eight he planned to combine this sort of +refreshment with work on the "Psychology." The plan seemed a little +innocent to at least one friend,--Francis J. Child,--who said in a +letter to James Russell Lowell: "William has already begun a Manual of +Psychology--in the honeymoon;--but they are both writing it." + + + + +_To Francis J. Child._ + +[Dictated to Mrs. James] + + +KEENE VALLEY, _Aug. 16_ [1878]. + +CARISSIMO,--Daily since the first instant have we trembled with joyous +expectancy of your holiday face arriving at our door. Daily have we +dashed the teardrop of disappointment from our common eye! And now to +get a letter instead of your revered form! It is shameful. We are dying +with the tedium of each other's society and you would make the wheels of +life go round again. Your excursion to Scarborough is simply criminal +under the circumstances. You know we longed to see you. It is not too +late to repair your fault, for although we shall not outstay the 1st of +September, you would find the Putnams and the best thirty-five-year-old +medical society in Boston to keep you company after we go. You had +better come from Scarborough through Portland direct to Burlington by +the White Mt. R.R. From Burlington take boat to Westport, whence stage +to Beede's and our beating heart. But such is the crassitude of your +malignity that after this we hardly dare expect you. Seriously, how +could you be so insane? + +As for the remaining matter of your somewhat illegible letter, what is +this mythological and poetical talk about psychology and Psyche and +keeping back a manuscript composed during a honeymoon? The only Psyche +now recognized by science is a decapitated frog whose writhings express +deeper truths than your weakminded poets ever dreamed. _She_ (not Psyche +but the bride) loves all these doctrines which are quite novel to her +mind, hitherto accustomed to all sorts of mysticism and superstitions. +She swears entirely by reflex action now, and believes in universal +_Nothwendigkeit_. Hope not with your ballad-mongering ever to gain an +influence. + +We have spent, however, a ballad-like summer in this delicious cot among +the hills. We only needed crooks and a flock of sheep. I need not say +that our psychic reaction has been one of content--perhaps as great as +ever enjoyed by man. + +So farewell, false friend, till such near time as your ehrwürdig person +decorate our hearth at Mrs. Hanks's in Harvard St. + +Communicate our hearty love to Mrs. Child and believe us your always +doting + +(W. and A.) J. + +And for Heaven's sake _come_ while yet there is time! + +WM. + + * * * * * + +When the College opened in the autumn of seventy-eight James and his +wife returned to Cambridge and lived for a few months in lodgings at 387 +Harvard Street. The next letter begins a series from which a number of +later letters will be given. One of the warmest of James's lifelong +friendships was with Miss Frances R. Morse of Boston. The "exquisite +Mary" referred to near the end is her sister, later Mrs. John W. Elliot. + + + + +_To Miss Frances R. Morse._ + +[Dictated to Mrs. James] + + +CAMBRIDGE, _Dec. 26, 1878_. + +_Our_ DEAR FANNY,--I (W.) shield myself under my wife's handwriting to +drop that formal style of address which has so long cast its cold shadow +over our intercourse, and for which, now that I have become an old fogy +whilst you still remain a blooming child, there seems no further good +reason. Are you willing that henceforward we should call each other by +our first names? If so, respond in kind. I have got into the habit of +dictating to _her_ all that I write, in order to save my eyes. This +letter is from both of us. + +Your letter from Brighton of Oct. 15th was duly and gladly received. You +have since then seen a great many things, and we have heard of you +occasionally, latest of your ascent of the Nile with the Longfellows. +They will be pleasant companions and I hope the long rest, delicious +climate and beautiful outlook of that voyage will do ---- a world of +good. It is too pitiful to think of her breaking down just at a time +when one's active faculties have so much incitement to exert themselves. +I am glad your mother is so much better. And how you will enjoy the +sights of the winter! Don't you wish you had taken history instead of +English literature! + +We are very happily "boarding" on the corner of Harvard and Ware Street, +next door to old Mrs. Cary's, where the Tappans used to live. We have +absolutely no housekeeping trouble; we live surrounded by our wedding +presents, and can devote all our energies to studying our lessons, +dining with our respective mothers-in-law, receiving and repaying our +"calls," which average one a day, and anxiously keeping our accounts in +a little book so as to see where the trouble is if both ends don't meet. + +We meant to have sent you this letter on Christmas day, but it was +crowded out by many interruptions. We had, considering the age of the +world and the hard times, quite a show of Xmas gifts and mild +festivities. + +...I suppose you get your "Nation" regularly on the Nile, so I make no +comments on public affairs. We all feel sorry for poor old England just +now. It really seems as if with us things were settling down upon a +solid and orderly basis of general frugality. Keen cold weather, bare +ground, and clear sky, west wind filling the air with clouds of frozen +dust, and an engagement at the dentist's in an hour from this will seem +to you on the Nile like tales told by an idiot. Still they are true for +me. Pray write again and let us hear that you are all well, especially +the exquisite Mary, to whom give lots of love, and with plenty to your +parents and self, believe me, yours faithfully, + +WM. JAMES. + + * * * * * + +The passage which follows is taken from a letter to Mrs. James, of about +this time. It is so unusual a bit of self-analysis that it is included +here. James himself never failed to recognize that every man's thought +is biased by his temperament as well as guided by purely rational +considerations. + + + + +_To Mrs. James._ + + +...I have often thought that the best way to define a man's character +would be to seek out the particular mental or moral attitude in which, +when it came upon him, he felt himself most deeply and intensely active +and alive. At such moments there is a voice inside which speaks and +says: "_This_ is the real me!" And afterwards, considering the +circumstances in which the man is placed, and noting how some of them +are fitted to evoke this attitude, whilst others do not call for it, an +outside observer may be able to prophesy where the man may fail, where +succeed, where be happy and where miserable. Now as well as I can +describe it, this characteristic attitude in me always involves an +element of active tension, of holding my own, as it were, and trusting +outward things to perform their part so as to make it a full harmony, +but without any _guaranty_ that they will. Make it a guaranty--and the +attitude immediately becomes to my consciousness stagnant and stingless. +Take away the guaranty, and I feel (provided I am _überhaupt_ in +vigorous condition) a sort of deep enthusiastic bliss, of bitter +willingness to do and suffer anything, which translates itself +physically by a kind of stinging pain inside my breast-bone (don't smile +at this--it is to me an essential element of the whole thing!), and +which, although it is a mere mood or emotion to which I can give no form +in words, authenticates itself to me as the deepest principle of all +active and theoretic determination which I possess.... + +W. J. + + * * * * * + +The next letter contains the first reference to work on the +"Psychology." It also introduces into this volume the name and +personality of a colleague-to-be with whom James's relations were +destined to be close and permanent. + +Josiah Royce was then a young man "from the intellectual barrens of +California" whose brilliant work was still to be done, and whose +philosophic genius had not yet been disclosed to the public, although it +may fairly be said to have been announced by every line of his +engagingly Socrates-like face and figure. He had been born and brought +up among the most primitive surroundings in Grass Valley, California, +and won his way to a brief period of study in Germany and to a degree at +Johns Hopkins in 1878. While yet a student there, he paid a visit to +Cambridge, and he has left his own quotable record of the meeting which +resulted, and of what followed. + +"My real acquaintance with [James] began one summer-day in 1877, when I +first visited him in [his father's] house on Quincy Street, and was +permitted to pour out my soul to somebody who really seemed to believe +that a young man might rightfully devote his life to philosophy if he +chose. I was then a student at the Johns Hopkins University. The +opportunities for a life-work in philosophy in this country were few. +Most of my friends and advisers had long been telling me to let the +subject alone. Perhaps, so far as I was concerned, their advice was +sound; but in any case I was, so far, incapable of accepting that +advice. Yet if somebody had not been ready to tell me that I had a right +to work for truth in my own way, I should ere long have been quite +discouraged. I do not know what I then could have done. James found me +at once--made out what my essential interests were at our first +interview, accepted me with all my imperfections, as one of those many +souls who ought to be able to find themselves in their own way, gave a +patient and willing ear to just my variety of philosophical experience, +and used his influence from that time on, not to win me as a follower, +but to give me my chance. It was upon his responsibility that I was +later led to get my first opportunities here at Harvard."[58] + +The opportunities did not ripen until 1882-83, however; and in the +meanwhile Royce returned to the young University of California as an +instructor in logic and rhetoric. Letters written to him there will show +how cordially James continued to sympathize with the aspirations of his +young friend, and how eagerly he fostered the possibility of an +appointment to the Harvard philosophical department. When the +opportunity arose, James seized it. Thereafter he and Royce saw each +other so constantly in Cambridge that there were not many occasions for +either to write letters to the other. Instead, allusions to Royce appear +frequently in the letters to other people. + +The philosophical club which is alluded to at the end of the letter was +presided over by Dr. W. T. Harris and held informal meetings in Boston +during this one winter. Its purpose was to read and discuss Hegel. Dr. +C. C. Everett, Prof. G. H. Palmer, and Thomas Davidson were among the +members. + + + + +_To Josiah Royce._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _Feb. 16_ [1879]. + +MY DEAR ROYCE,--Your letter was most welcome. I had often found myself +wondering how you were getting on, and your wail as the solitary +philosopher between Behrings' Strait and Tierra del Fuego has a grand, +lonesome picturesqueness about it. I am sorry your surroundings are not +more mentally congenial. But recollect your extreme youth and the fact +that you are making a living and practising yourself in the pedagogic +art, _überhaupt_. You might be forced to do something much farther away +from your chosen line, and even then not make a living. I think you are +a lucky youth even as matters stand. Unexpected chances are always +turning up. A fortnight ago President Eliot was asked to recommend some +one for a $5000 professorship of philosophy in the New York City +College. One Griffin of Amherst was finally appointed. I imagine that +Gilman [of Johns Hopkins] is keeping his eye on you and only waiting for +the disgrace of youth to fade from your person. + +I liked your article on Schiller very much, and hope you will send more +to Harris. That most villainous of editors, as I am told, has himself +been to Baltimore lately as an office-seeker. But the rumor may be +false. In some respects he might be a useful man for the Johns Hopkins +University, but I would give no more for his judgment than for that of a +Digger Indian. I hope you will write something about Hodgson. He is +quite as worthy as Kant of supporting any number of parasites and +partial assimilators of his substance. My sentence, I perceive, has a +rather uncomplimentary sound. I meant only to say that you should not be +deterred from treating him in your own way from fear of inadequacy. All +his commentators must undoubtedly be inadequate for some time to come; +but they will all help each other out. He seems to me the wealthiest +mine of thought I ever met with. + +With me, save for my eyes, things are jogging along smoothly. I am +writing (very slowly) what may become a text-book of psychology. A +proposal from Gilman to teach in Baltimore three months yearly for the +next three years had to be declined as incompatible with work here. I +will send you a corrected copy of Harris's journal with my article on +Space, which was printed without my seeing the proof. + +I suppose you subscribe to "Mind." The only decent thing I have ever +written will, I hope, appear in the July number of that sheet.[59] The +delays of publication are fearful. Most of this was written in 1877. If +it ever sees the light, I hope you will let me know what you think of +it, and how it tallies with your own theory of the Concept, which latter +I would fain swallow and digest. I wish you belonged to our philosophic +club here. It is very helpful to the uprooting of weeds from one's own +mind as well as the detection of beams in one's neighbor's eyes. Write +often and believe me faithfully yours, + +WM. JAMES. + + + + +_To Josiah Royce._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _Feb. 3, 1880_. + +BELOVED ROYCE!--So far was I from having forgotten you that I had been +revolving in my mind, on the very day when your letter came, the +rhetorical formulas of objurgation with which I was to begin a page of +inquiries of you: whether you were dead and buried or had become an +idiot or were sick or blind or what, that you sent no word of yourself. +_I_ am blind as ever, which may excuse my silence. + +First of all _Glückwünsche_ as to your _Verlobung_! which, like the true +philosopher that you are, you mention parenthetically and without names, +dates, numbers of dollars, etc., etc. I think it shows great sense in +her, and no small amount of it in you, whoe'er she be. I have found in +marriage a calm and repose I never knew before, and only wish I had done +the thing ten years earlier. I think the lateness of our usual marriages +is a bad thing, and hope your engagement will not last very long. + +It is refreshing to hear your account of philosophic work.... I'm sorry +you've given up your article on Hodgson. He _is_ obscure enough, and +makes me sometimes wonder whether the _ignotum_ does not pass itself off +for the _magnifico_ in his pages. I enclose his photograph as a loan, +trusting you will return it soon. I will never write again for Harris's +journal. He refused an article of mine a year ago "for lack of room," +and has postponed the printing of two admirable original articles by T. +Davidson and Elliot Cabot for the last ten months or more, in order to +accommodate Mrs. Channing's verses and Miss----'s drivel about the +school of Athens, etc., etc. It is too loathsome. Harris has resigned +his school position in St. Louis and will, I am told, come East to live. +I know not whether he means to lay siege to the Johns Hopkins +professorship. My ignorant prejudice against all Hegelians, except +Hegel himself, grows wusser and wusser. Their sacerdotal airs! and their +sterility! Contemplating their navels and the syllable _oum_! My dear +friend Palmer, assistant professor of philosophy here, is already one of +the white-winged band, having been made captive by Caird in two summers +of vacation in Scotland.... The ineffectiveness and impotence of the +ending of [Caird's] work on Kant seem to me simply scandalous, after its +pretentious (and able) beginning. What do you think of Carveth [Reid]'s +Essay on Shadworth [Hodgson]? I haven't read it. Our Philosophic Club +here is given up this year--I think we're all rather sick of each +other's voices. My teaching is small in numbers, though my men are good. +I've tried Renouvier as a text-book--for the last time! His exposition +offers too many difficulties. I enjoyed your Rhapsody on Space, and +hereby pledge myself to buy two copies of your work ten years hence, and +to devote the rest of my life to the propagation of its doctrines. I +despise my own article,[60] which was dashed off for a momentary purpose +and published for another. But I don't see why its main doctrine, from a +psychologic and sublunary point of view, is not sound; and I think I +can, if my psychology ever gets writ, set it down in decently clear and +orderly form. All _deducers_ of space are, I am sure, mythologists. You +are, after all, not so very much isolated in California. We are all +isolated--"columns left alone of a temple once complete," etc. Books are +our companions more than men. But I wish nevertheless, and firmly +expect, that somehow or other you will get a call East, and within my +humble sphere of power I will do what I can to further that end. My +accursed eye-sight balks me always about study and production. _Ora pro +me!_ With most respectful and devout regards to the fair Object, believe +me always your + +WM. JAMES. + + + + +_To Charles Renouvier._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _June 1, 1880_. + +MY DEAR MONSIEUR RENOUVIER,--My last lesson in the course on your +"Essais" took place today. The final examination occurs this week. The +students have been profoundly interested, though their reactions on your +teaching seem as diverse as their personalities; one (the maturest of +all) being yours body and soul, another turning out a strongly +materialistic fatalist! and the rest occupying positions of mixed doubt +and assent; all however (but one) being convinced by your treatment of +freedom and certitude. + +As for myself, I must frankly confess to you that I am more unsettled +than I have been for years. I have read several times over your reply to +Lotze, and your reply to my letter. The latter was fully discussed in +the class. The former seems to me a perfectly masterly expression of a +certain intellectual position, and with the latter, I think it makes it +perfectly clear to me where our divergence lies. I can formulate all +your reasonings for myself, but--dare I say it?--they fail to awaken +conviction. It seems as if, the simpler the point, the more hopeless the +disagreement in philosophy. But I will enter into no further discussion +now. I think it will be profitable for me, for some time to come, +inwardly to digest the matters in question and your utterances before +trying to articulate any more opinions. + +I am overwhelmed with duties at present, and shall very shortly sail for +England to pass part of the vacation; maybe I shall get to the Continent +and see you. If we meet, I hope you will treat my heresies on the +question of the Infinite with the indulgence and magnanimity which your +doctrine of freedom in theoretic affirmations exacts!! I will send you +in a day or two an essay which develops your psychology of the voluntary +process, and which I hope will give you pleasure. + +Pray excuse the haste and superficiality of this note, which is only +meant to explain why I do not write at greater length and to announce my +hope of soon grasping you by the hand and assuring you in person of my +devotion and indebtedness. Always yours, + +WM. JAMES. + + * * * * * + +James sailed in June a good deal fagged by his year's work, and got back +by the first week of September, having spent most of the interval +seeking solitude and refreshment in the Alps and Northern Italy. On his +way home he paid his respects to Renouvier at Avignon, but otherwise +made no effort to meet his European colleagues. + + + + +_To Charles Renouvier._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _Dec. 27, 1880_. + +MY DEAR MONSIEUR RENOUVIER,--Your note and the conclusion of my article +in the "Critique" came together this morning. It gives me almost a +feeling of pain that you, at your age and with your achievements, should +be spending your time in translating my feeble words, when by every +principle of right I should be engaged in turning your invaluable +writings into English. The state of my eyes is, as you know, my excuse +for this as for all other shortcomings. I have not even read the whole +of your translation of [my] "Feeling of Effort," though the passages I +have perused have seemed to me excellently well done. My exposition +strikes me as rather complicated now. It was written in great haste +and, were I to rewrite it, it should be simpler. The omissions of which +you speak are of no importance whatever. + +I have read your discussion with Lotze in the "Revue Philosophique" and +agree with Hodgson that you carry off there the honors of the battle. +_Quant au fond de la question_, however, I am still in doubt and wait +for the light of further reflexion to settle my opinion. The matter in +my mind complicates itself with the question of a universal ego. If time +and space are not _in se_, do we not need an enveloping ego to make +continuous the times and spaces, not necessarily coincident, of the +partial egos? On this question, as I told you, I will not fail to write +again when I get new light, which I trust may decide me in your favor. + +My principal amusement this winter has been resisting the inroads of +Hegelism in our University. My colleague Palmer, a recent convert and a +man of much ability, has been making an active propaganda among the more +advanced students. It is a strange thing, this resurrection of Hegel in +England and here, after his burial in Germany. I think his philosophy +will probably have an important influence on the development of our +liberal form of Christianity. It gives a quasi-metaphysic backbone which +this theology has always been in need of, but it is too fundamentally +rotten and charlatanish to last long. As a reaction against +materialistic evolutionism it has its use, only this evolutionism is +fertile while Hegelism is absolutely sterile. + +I think often of the too-short hours I spent with you and Monsieur +Pillon and wish they might return. Believe me with the warmest thanks +and regards, yours faithfully, + +WM. JAMES. + + * * * * * + +In August of 1882 James arranged with the College for a year's leave of +absence, and sailed for Europe again, this time with the double purpose +of giving himself a vacation and of meeting some of the European +investigators who were working on the problems in which he had become +absorbed. + +He landed in England, and paused there just long enough to throw his +brother Henry into the state of half-resentful bewilderment that +invariably resulted from their first European reunions. Henry, to whom +Europe, and England in particular, had already become an absorbing +passion and for whom American reactions upon Europe were still an +unexhausted theme, greeted every arriving American with eager curiosity +and a confident expectation that the stranger would "register" +impressions of the most charming enchantment and pleasure for his +edification. William, on the other hand, was always most under the +European spell when in America; and--whether moved by the constitutional +restlessness that seized him so soon as ever he began to travel, or by +the perversity that was a fascinating trait in his character and was +usually provoked by his younger brother's admiring neighborhood--he was +always most ardently American when on European soil. Thus his first +words of greeting to Henry on stepping out of the steamer-train were: +"My!--how cramped and inferior England seems! After all, it's poor old +Europe, just as it used to be in our dreary boyhood! America may be raw +and shrill, but I could never live with this as you do! I'm going to +hurry down to Switzerland [or wherever] and then home again as soon as +may be. It was a mistake to come over! I thought it would do me good. +Hereafter I'll stay at home. You'll have to come to America if you want +to see the family." + +The effect on Henry can better be imagined than described. Time never +accustomed him to these collisions, even though he learned to expect +them. England inferior! A mistake to come abroad! Horror and +consternation are weak terms by which to describe his feelings; and +nothing but a devotion seldom existing between brothers, and a lively +interest in the astonishing phenomenon of such a reaction, ever carried +him through the hour. He usually ended by hurrying William +onward--anywhere--within the day if possible--and remained alone to +ejaculate, to exclaim and to expatiate for weeks on the rude and +exciting cyclone that had burst upon him and passed by. + +On this occasion it took only two days for William to start on from +London for the Rhine, Nüremburg, and Vienna; then to Venice, where he +idled for the first half of October. After this short pause he returned +to Prague; and then, working northward, consumed the autumn in visiting +the universities of Dresden, Berlin, Leipzig, Liège and Paris. Intimate +letters to his wife, who had remained in Cambridge with their two little +boys, are almost the only ones that survive. A few passages from these +will therefore be included. + + + + +_To Mrs. James._ + + +VIENNA, _Sept. 24, 1882_. + +...I wish you could have been with me yesterday to see some French +pictures at the "Internationale Kunst Ausstellung"; they gave an idea of +the vigor of France in that way just now. One, a peasant woman, in all +her brutish loutishness sitting staring before her at noonday on the +grass she's been cutting, while the man lies flat on his back with straw +hat over face. She with such a look of infinite unawakenedness, such +childlike virginity under her shapeless body and in her face, as to make +it a poem.[61] Dear, perhaps the deepest impression I've got since I've +been in Germany is that made on me by the indefatigable beavers of old +wrinkled peasant women, striding like men through the streets, dragging +their carts or lugging their baskets, minding their business, seeming to +notice nothing, in the stream of luxury and vice, but belonging far +away, to something better and purer. Their poor, old, ravaged and +stiffened faces, their poor old bodies dried up with ceaseless toil, +their patient souls make me weep. "They are our conscripts." They are +the venerable ones whom we should reverence. All the mystery of +womanhood seems incarnated in their ugly being--the Mothers! the +Mothers! Ye are all one! Yes, Alice dear, what I love in you is only +what these blessed old creatures have; and I'm glad and proud, when I +think of my own dear Mother with tears running down my face, to know +that she is one with these.[62] Good-night, good-night!... + + + + +_To Mrs. James._ + + +AUSSIG, BOHEMIA, _Nov. 2, 1882_. + +...As for Prague, _veni, vidi, vici_. I went there with much trepidation +to do my social-scientific duty. The mighty Hering in especial +intimidated me beforehand; but having taken the plunge, the cutaneous +glow and "euphoria" (_vide_ dictionary) succeeded, and I have rarely +enjoyed a forty-eight hours better, in spite of the fact that the good +and sharp-nosed Stumpf (whose book "Über die Raumvorstellungen" I verily +believe thou art capable of never having noticed the cover of!) insisted +on trotting me about, day and night, over the whole length and breadth +of Prague, and that [Ernst] Mach (Professor of Physics), genius of all +trades, simply took Stumpf's place to do the same. I heard [Ewald] +Hering give a very poor physiology lecture and Mach a beautiful physical +one. I presented them with my visiting card, saying that I was with +their "Schriften sehr vertraut und wollte nicht eher Prague verlassen +als bis ich wenigstens ein Paar Worte mit ihnen umtauschte," etc.[63] +They received me with open arms. I had an hour and a half's talk with +Hering, which cleared up some things for me. He asked me to come to his +house that evening, but I gave an evasive reply, being fearful of boring +him. Meanwhile Mach came to my hotel and I spent four hours walking and +supping with him at his club, an unforgettable conversation. I don't +think anyone ever gave me so strong an impression of pure intellectual +genius. He apparently has read everything and thought about everything, +and has an absolute simplicity of manner and winningness of smile when +his face lights up, that are charming. + +With Stumpf I spent five hours on Monday evening (this is Thursday), +three on Wednesday morning and four in the afternoon; so I feel rather +intimate. A clear-headed and just-minded, though pale and +anxious-looking man in poor health. He had another philosopher named +Marty [?] to dine with me yesterday--jolly young fellow. My native +_Geschwätzigkeit_[64] triumphed over even the difficulties of the German +tongue; I careered over the field, taking the pitfalls and breastworks +at full run, and was fairly astounded myself at coming in alive. I +learned a good many things from them, both in the way of theory and +fact, and shall probably keep up a correspondence with Stumpf. They are +not so different from us as we think. Their greater thoroughness is +largely the result of circumstances. I found that I had a more +_cosmopolitan_ knowledge of modern philosophic literature than any of +them, and shall on the whole feel much less intimidated by the thought +of their like than hitherto. + +My letters will hereafter, I feel sure, have a more jocund tone. Damn +Italy! It isn't a good thing to stay with one's inferiors. With the +nourishing breath of the German air, and the sort of smoky and leathery +German smell, vigor and good spirits have set in. I have walked well and +slept well and eaten well and read well, and in short begin to feel as I +expected I should when I decided upon this arduous pilgrimage. Prague is +a ---- city--the adjective is hard to find; not magnificent, but +everything is too honest and homely,--we have in fact no English word +for the peculiar quality that good German things have, of depth, +solidity, picturesqueness, magnitude and homely goodness combined. They +have worked out a really great civilization. "Dienst ist Dienst"![65] +said the gateman of a certain garden yesterday afternoon whom Stumpf was +trying to persuade to let me in, as an American, to see the view five +minutes after the closing hour had struck. _Dienst ist Dienst._ That is +really the German motto everywhere--and I should like to know what +American would ever think of justifying himself by just that formula. I +say German of Prague, for it seems to me, in spite of the feverish +nationalism of the natives, to be outwardly a pure German city.... + + * * * * * + +BERLIN, _Nov. 9, 1882_. + +...Yesterday I went to the veterinary school to see H. Munk, the great +brain vivisector. He was very cordial and poured out a torrent of talk +for one and a half hours, though he could show me no animals. He gave +me one of his new publications and introduced me to Dr. Baginsky +(Professor Samuel Porter's favorite authority on the semicircular +canals, whose work I treated superciliously in my article). So we opened +on the semicircular canals, and Baginsky's torrent of words was even +more overwhelming than Munk's. I never felt quite so helpless and +small-boyish before, and am to this hour dizzy from the onslaught. In +the evening at the house of Gizycki (a Docent on Ethics), to a +"privatissimum" with a supper after it. Good, square, deep-chested talk +again, which I couldn't help contrasting with the whining tones of our +students and of some of the members of the Hegel Club--I hate to leave +the wholesome, tonic atmosphere, the land where one talks best when he +talks manliest--slowest, distinctest, with most deliberate emphasis and +strong voice.... + + * * * * * + +LEIPZIG, _Nov. 11, 1882_. + +...Jones spoilt my incipient nap this afternoon and I adjourned to his +room to meet Smith and Brown[66] again, with another American wild-cat +reformer. Jones is too many for me--I'm glad I'm to get far off. +Religion is well, moral regeneration is well, so is improvement of +society, so are the courage, disinterestedness, ideality of all sorts, +these men show in their lives; but I verily believe that the condition +of being a man of the world, a gentleman, etc., carries something with +it, an atmosphere, an outlook, a play, that all these things together +fail to carry, and that is worth them all. I got so suffocated with +their everlasting spiritual gossip! The falsest views and tastes somehow +in a man of fashion are truer than the truest in a plebeian cad. And +when I told the new man there that a "materialist" would have no +difficulty in keeping his place in Harvard College provided he was +well-bred, I said what was really the highest test of the College +excellence. I suppose he thought it sounded cynical. _Their_ sphere is +with the masses struggling into light, not with us at Harvard; though +I'm glad I can meet them cordially for a while now and then. Thou +see'est I have some "spleen" on me today.... + + * * * * * + +LEIPZIG, _Nov. 13, 1882_. + +...Yesterday was a splendid day within and without.... The old town +delightful in its blackness and plainness. I heard several lecturers. +Old Ludwig's lecture in the afternoon was memorable for the +extraordinary impression of character he made on me. The traditional +German professor in its highest sense. A rusty brown wig and +broad-skirted brown coat, a voluminous black neckcloth, an absolute +unexcitability of manner, a clean-shaven face so plebeian and at the +same time so grandly carved, with its hooked nose and gentle kindly +mouth and inexhaustible patience of expression, that I never saw the +like. Then to Wundt, who has a more refined elocution than any one I've +yet heard in Germany. He received me very kindly after the lecture in +his laboratory, dimly trying to remember my writings, and I stay over +today, against my intention, to go to his _psychologische Gesellschaft_ +tonight. Have been writing psychology most all day.... + + * * * * * + +In train for LIÈGE, _Nov. 18, 1882_. + +...I believe I didn't tell you, in the bustle of traveling, much about +Wundt. He made a very pleasant and personal impression on me, with his +agreeable voice and ready, tooth-showing smile. His lecture also was +very able, and my opinion of him is higher than before seeing him. But +he seemed very busy and showed no desire to see more of me than the +present interview either time. The _psychologische Gesellschaft_ I +stayed over to see was postponed, but he did not propose to me to do +anything else--to the gain of my ease, but to the loss of my vanity. +Dear old Stumpf has been the friendliest of these fellows. With him I +shall correspond.... + + * * * * * + +LIÈGE, _Nov. 20, 1882_. + +...I am still at Delboeuf's, aching in every joint and muscle, weary +in every nerve-cell, but unable to get away till tomorrow noon. I was to +have started today.... The total lesson of what I have done in the past +month is to make me quieter with my home-lot and readier to believe that +it is one of the chosen places of the Earth. Certainly the instruction +and facilities at our university are on the whole superior to anything I +have seen; the rawnesses we mention with such affliction at home belong +rather to the century than to us (witness the houses here); we are not a +whit more isolated than they are here. In all Belgium there seem to be +but two genuine philosophers; in Berlin they have little to do with each +other, and I really believe that in my way I have a wider view of the +field than anyone I've seen (I count out, of course, my ignorance of +ancient authors). We are a sound country and my opinion of our essential +worth has risen and not fallen. We only lack abdominal depth of +temperament and the power to sit for an hour over a single pot of beer +without being able to tell at the end of it what we've been thinking +about. Also to reform our altogether abominable, infamous and +infra-human voices and way of talking. (What _further_ fatal defects +hang together with that I don't know--it seems as if it must carry +something very bad with it.) The first thing to do is to establish in +Cambridge a genuine German plebeian Kneipe club, to which all +instructors and picked students shall be admitted. If that succeeds, we +shall be perfect, especially if we talk therein with deeper voices.... + + + + +_To Henry James._ + + +PARIS, _Nov. 22, 1882_. + +DEAR H.,--Found at Hottinguer's this A.M. your letter with all the +enclosures--and a wail you had sent to Berlin. Also six letters from my +wife and seven or eight others, not counting papers and magazines. I +will mail back yours and father's letter to me. Alice [Mrs. W. J.] +speaks of father's indubitable improvement in strength, but our sister +Alice apparently is somewhat run down.--Paris looks delicious--I shall +try to get settled as soon as possible and meanwhile feel as if the +confusion of life was recommencing. I saw in Germany all the men I cared +to see and talked with most of them. With three or four I had a really +nutritious time. The trip has amply paid for itself. I found third-class +_Nichtraucher_ almost always empty and perfectly comfortable. The great +use of such experiences is less the definite information you gain from +anyone, than a sort of solidification of your own foothold on life. +Nowhere did I see a university which seems to do for _all_ its students +anything like what Harvard does. Our methods throughout are better. It +is only in the select "Seminaria" (private classes) that a few German +students making researches with the professor gain something from him +personally which his genius alone can give. I certainly got a most +distinct impression of my own _information_ in regard to _modern_ +philosophic matters being broader than that of any one I met, and our +Harvard post of observation being more cosmopolitan. Delboeuf in Liège +was an angel and much the best teacher I've seen....[67] "The Century," +with your very good portrait, etc., was at Hottinguer's this A.M., sent +by my wife. I shall read it presently. I'm off now to see if I can get +your leather trunk, sent from London, arrested by inundations, and +ordered to be returned to Paris. I never needed its contents a second. +And in your little American valise and my flabby black hand-bag and +shawl-straps and a small satchel, I carried not only everything I used, +but collected a whole library of books in Leipsig, some pieces of +Venetian glass in their balky bolsters of seaweed, a quart bottle of eau +de Cologne, and a lot of other acquisitions. I feel remarkably tough +now, and fairly ravenous for my psychologic work. Address Hottinguer's. + +W. J. + + * * * * * + +James's mother had died during the preceding winter. Now, just after his +arrival in Paris, he received news that his father was dangerously ill. + +He went to London immediately, with the intention of getting home as +soon as possible. On arriving at his brother Henry's lodgings, he found +that Henry had already sailed. He also received a despatch advising him +that the danger was not immediate and that he should wait. He remained, +but with misgivings which the next news intensified. + + + + +_To his Father._ + + +BOLTON ST., LONDON, _Dec. 14, 1882_. + +DARLING OLD FATHER,--Two letters, one from my Alice last night, and one +from Aunt Kate to Harry just now, have somewhat dispelled the mystery +in which the telegrams left your condition; and although their news is +several days earlier than the telegrams, I am free to suppose that the +latter report only an aggravation of the symptoms the letters describe. +It is far more agreeable to think of this than of some dreadful unknown +and sudden malady. + +We have been so long accustomed to the hypothesis of your being taken +away from us, especially during the past ten months, that the thought +that this may be your last illness conveys no very sudden shock. You are +old enough, you've given your message to the world in many ways and will +not be forgotten; you are here left alone, and on the other side, let us +hope and pray, dear, dear old Mother is waiting for you to join her. If +you go, it will not be an inharmonious thing. Only, if you are still in +possession of your normal consciousness, I should like to see you once +again before we part. I stayed here only in obedience to the last +telegram, and am waiting now for Harry--who knows the exact state of my +mind, and who will know yours--to telegraph again what I shall do. +Meanwhile, my blessed old Father, I scribble this line (which may reach +you though I should come too late), just to tell you how full of the +tenderest memories and feelings about you my heart has for the last few +days been filled. In that mysterious gulf of the past into which the +present soon will fall and go back and back, yours is still for me the +central figure. All my intellectual life I derive from you; and though +we have often seemed at odds in the expression thereof, I'm sure there's +a harmony somewhere, and that our strivings will combine. What my debt +to you is goes beyond all my power of estimating,--so early, so +penetrating and so constant has been the influence. You need be in no +anxiety about your literary remains. I will see them well taken care +of, and that your words shall not suffer for being concealed. At Paris I +heard that Milsand, whose name you may remember in the "Revue des Deux +Mondes" and elsewhere, was an admirer of the "Secret of Swedenborg," and +Hodgson told me your last book had deeply impressed him. So will it be; +especially, I think, if a collection of _extracts_ from your various +writings were published, after the manner of the extracts from Carlyle, +Ruskin, & Co. I have long thought such a volume would be the best +monument to you.--As for us; we shall live on each in his way,--feeling +somewhat unprotected, old as we are, for the absence of the parental +bosoms as a refuge, but holding fast together in that common sacred +memory. We will stand by each other and by Alice, try to transmit the +torch in our offspring as you did in us, and when the time comes for +being gathered in, I pray we may, if not all, some at least, be as ripe +as you. As for myself, I know what trouble I've given you at various +times through my peculiarities; and as my own boys grow up, I shall +learn more and more of the kind of trial you had to overcome in +superintending the development of a creature different from yourself, +for whom you felt responsible. I say this merely to show how my +_sympathy_ with you is likely to grow much livelier, rather than to +fade--and not for the sake of regrets.--As for the other side, and +Mother, and our all possibly meeting, I _can't_ say anything. More than +ever at this moment do I feel that if that _were_ true, all would be +solved and justified. And it comes strangely over me in bidding you +good-bye how a life is but a day and expresses mainly but a single note. +It is so much like the act of bidding an ordinary good-night. +Good-night, my sacred old Father! If I don't see you again--Farewell! a +blessed farewell! Your + +WILLIAM. + + * * * * * + +The elder Henry James died on the nineteenth of December. A cablegram +was sent to London; and on learning of his father's death, James wrote a +letter to his wife from which the following extract is taken. + + + + +_To Mrs. James._ + + +...Father's boyhood up in Albany, Grandmother's house, the father and +brothers and sister, with their passions and turbulent histories, his +burning, amputation and sickness, his college days and ramblings, his +theological throes, his engagement and marriage and fatherhood, his +finding more and more of the truths he finally settled down in, his +travels in Europe, the days of the old house in New York and all the men +I used to see there, at last his quieter motion down the later years of +life in Newport, Boston and Cambridge, with his friends and +correspondents about him, and his books more and more easily brought +forth--how long, how long all these things were in the living, but how +short their memory now is! What remains is a few printed pages, us and +our children and some incalculable modifications of other people's +lives, influenced this day or that by what he said or did. For me, the +humor, the good spirits, the humanity, the faith in the divine, and the +sense of his right to have a say about the deepest reasons of the +universe, are what will stay by me. I wish I could believe I should +transmit some of them to our babes. We all of us have some of his +virtues and some of his shortcomings. Unlike the cool, dry thin-edged +men who now abound, he was full of the fumes of the _ur-sprünglich_ +human nature; things turbid, more than he could formulate, wrought +within him and made his judgments of rejection of so much of what was +brought [before him] seem like revelations as well as knock-down +blows.... I hope that rich soil of human nature will not become more +rare!... + + * * * * * + +Two months later James said in a letter to Mrs. Gibbens: "It is singular +how I'm learning every day now how the thought of his comment on my +experiences has hitherto formed an integral part of my daily +consciousness, without my having realized it at all. I interrupt myself +incessantly now in the old habit of imagining what he will say when I +tell him this or that thing I have seen or heard." + + * * * * * + +James remained in London until mid-February of 1883, and took advantage +of the opportunity to see more of certain men there--among them +Shadworth Hodgson, Edmund Gurney, Croom Robertson, Frederick Pollock, +Leslie Stephen, Carveth Reid, and Francis Galton. His eyes were +troubling him again, but he did some writing on psychology. After paying +another short visit to Paris, he sailed for home in March. + + + + +IX + +1883-1890 + + _Writing the "Principles of Psychology"--Psychical Research--The + Place at Chocorua--The Irving Street House--The Paris Psychological + Congress of 1889_ + + +JAMES had now found his feet, professionally, as well as in other ways. +He strode ahead on the next stage of his journey with a firmness of +which he would have been incapable in the seventies, and carried a heavy +burden of work forward, with never a long halt and without ever setting +it down, until he had finished the two large volumes of the "Principles +of Psychology" in 1890. The previous decade had counted steadily for +inward clarification, for health and for confidence. He was no longer +harassed by serious illnesses and pursued by the spectre of possible +invalidism. Marriage, parenthood--these immense events in a man's +spiritual journey--had happened for him within the last four years and +had brought him new loves and ambitions. He was no longer perplexed by +misgivings about his aims and abilities, but had arrived at the +conception of his treatise on psychology and had begun to formulate its +chapters. He had become a very successful teacher, and might fairly have +suspected himself of being an inspiring one. His work was beginning to +be well known outside the halls of his own University. + +It is not the purpose of this book to trace the origin of his ideas or +their influence on contemporary discussion. But any reader who will +glance at Professor Perry's annotated "List" of his published work may +see that he had written important papers by 1883, and that most of what +was original in his psychology must by then have been present to his +mind. During the visit he had just made to Europe, he had got a personal +impression of the transatlantic colleagues whose writings had interested +him especially, and had spent many hours in the company of certain among +them with whom he found himself to be particularly in sympathy. Thus he +had gained a bracing sense of comradeship with the men who were +collaborating in his field. Last of all, he had brought home with him a +happy conviction that the most propitious place for him to teach and +write his book in was the philosophical department of his own +University. + +So far as the "textbook on Psychology" was concerned, however, he still +underestimated the amount of original investigation and thought which +his instinct for "concrete" reality was to exact of him. Perhaps also he +made too little allowance for the inadequacies of current laboratory +methods and of the existing literature of the subject. Helmholtz and +Wundt had already published important reports from their laboratories in +Germany; but psychology was still generally considered to be an +inductive science, which achieved its purposes by introspection and +description, and which had no very broad connection with physiology nor +many laboratory methods of its own. James had still to help make a +modern science of it by his own immense effort. He may perhaps be said +to have set to work when he offered the course on "The Relation between +Physiology and Psychology" to graduate students in 1875, and made the +class take part in experiments which he arranged in a room in the +Lawrence Scientific School building.[68] + +Thus with teaching, experimenting, and occasionally writing out his +conclusions as he went along, he ploughed his way through his subject. +The triple process is familiar enough today to most men of science. But +James and the majority of his contemporaries had been trained +differently or not at all; and their generation, following a few great +leaders like Pasteur, Darwin and Helmholtz, had to establish new +standards of criticism and new methods of inquiry in every department of +science. When the "Psychology" was drawing to its completion, James +wrote two sentences about his difficulties to his brother Henry. They +might equally well have been written at any other time during the +eighties. "I have," he said, "to forge every sentence in the teeth of +irreducible and stubborn facts. It is like walking through the densest +brush-wood." + + * * * * * + +There was one peculiarly stubborn and irreducible class of facts which +he took up and gave much thought to during this period. + +As early as 1869 he had recognized the desirability of examining the +class of phenomena that are popularly called psychic[69] in a critical +and modern spirit. This was not because he was in the least impressed by +the lucubrations of the kind of mind which can be well described, in +Macaulay's phrase, as "utterly wanting in the faculty by which a +demonstrated truth is distinguished from a plausible supposition." But +an instinctive "love of sportsmanlike fair play" was stirred in him by +the indifference with which men who professed to be students of +nature,[70] and particularly scientists whose prime concern was with our +mental life, usually declined to examine phenomena which have occurred +in every known human race and generation. He was in cordial sympathy +with the announced intention of the Society for Psychical Research to +investigate the abnormal and "supernormal" occurrences. He referred +aptly to such occurrences as "wild facts," having as yet no scientific +"stall or pigeon-hole."[71] Above all, he was conscious, from the +beginning, of the proximity and possible relevance to his psychological +and philosophical problems of this large body of unanalyzed material. + +Most people cannot approach such matters without emotional bias. The +atmosphere in which the public discussion of them goes on is still +poisoned by superstition and clouded by prejudice. No scientific man +involves himself in such inquiries, even now, without the certitude that +his statements will be misconstrued by some of his professional +brethren, and that his name will be taken in vain by newspapers and +charlatans. James recognized all this, but saw in it no excuse for +avoiding the subject; rather, a reason for examining it in an +unprejudiced spirit and for avowing his conclusions openly. + +The English Society for Psychical Research had been founded in 1882. In +1884 James became a corresponding member and concerned himself actively +in organizing an American society of the same name in Boston. He made +contributions to the "Proceedings" of this society during the six years +of its existence; and, when it amalgamated with the English Society in +1890, he became a Vice-President of the latter. With the exception of a +term during which he served as its President (in 1894-95), he continued +to be a Vice-President of the S. P. R. until his death, and occasionally +published through its "Proceedings." + +In the eighties he took up his share of the drudgery which was involved +in investigating alleged cases of apparition, thought-transference, and +mediumship. For one entire winter he and Professor G. H. Palmer attended +"cabinet séances" every Saturday without discovering anything that they +could report as other than fraudulent. But in the following year he got +upon the track of the now famous Mrs. Piper, and he made his first +report on her trance-state to the S. P. R. in 1886. After many tests and +trials he was unable to "resist the conviction that knowledge appeared +in her trances which she had never gained by the ordinary waking use of +her eyes, ears and wits." Withholding his acceptance from the +spirit-message hypothesis, he added: "What the source of this knowledge +may be I know not, and have not a glimmer of an explanatory suggestion +to make; but from admitting the fact of such knowledge I can see no +escape."[72] He continued to find time for the investigation of other +cases, and could sometimes console himself by laughing over expeditions +which were quite fruitless of interesting result. A few sentences from +letters addressed to Mrs. James in 1888, reporting an adventure with +Richard Hodgson in New York, will serve as illustration:-- + +"[Apr. 6.] Hodgson and I started after our baggage arrived, to find Mr. +B----, who, you may have seen by the papers, is making a scandal by +having given himself over (hand and foot) to a medium, 'Madam D----,' +who does most extraordinarily described physical performances. We found +the old girl herself, a type for Alexandre Dumas, obese, wicked, jolly, +intellectual, with no end of go and animal spirits, who entertained us +for an hour, gave us an appointment for a sitting on Monday, and asked +us to come and see Mr. B. tonight. What will come of it all I don't +know. It will be baffling, I suppose, like everything else of that +kind." + +"[Apr. 7.] Mr. B. and Mrs. D. were 'too tired' to see us last night! I +suspect that will be the case next Monday. It is the knowing thing to do +under the circumstances. But that woman is one with whom one would fall +_wildly_ in love, if in love at all--she is such a fat, _fat_ old +villain...." + +"[Apr. 24th.] In bed at 11.30, after the most hideously inept psychical +night, in Charleston, over a much-praised female medium who fraudulently +played on the guitar. A plague take all white-livered, anæmic, flaccid, +weak-voiced Yankee frauds! Give me a full blooded red-lipped villain +like dear old D.--when shall I look upon her like again?" + +In 1889 James undertook the labor of conducting the "Census of +Hallucinations" in America. The census sought to discover, from lists of +people selected at random, how many of them, when in good health and +awake, had ever heard a voice, seen a form, or felt a touch which no +material presence could account for. James received about seven thousand +answers to the inquiries that were sent out in America; and after he had +digested and reported them, the results turned out to be in remarkable +conformity with the returns from other parts of the world. Some of +James's own deductions from the returns will be found in the essay, +"What Psychical Research has Accomplished."[73] Among other things, the +census showed apparitions corresponding with a distant event as +occurring more than four hundred times oftener than could be expected +from a calculation of chances. + +After this task had been completed, he usually avoided spending time in +personal investigations. + + + + +_To Charles Renouvier._ + + +KEENE VALLEY, _Aug. 5, 1883_ +ADIRONDACKS. + +MY DEAR MONSIEUR RENOUVIER,--My silence has been so protracted that I +fear you must have wondered what its reasons could be. Only the old +ones!--much to do, and little power to do it, obliging procrastination. +You will doubtless have heard from the Pillons of my safe return home. I +have spent the interval in the house of my mother-in-law in Cambridge, +trying to do some work in the way of psychologic writing before the +fatal day should arrive when the College bell, summoning _me_ as well +as my colleagues to the lecture-room, should make literary work almost +impossible. Although my bodily condition, thanks to my winter abroad, +has been better than in many years at a corresponding period, what I +succeeded in accomplishing was well-nigh zero. I floundered round in the +morasses of the theory of cognition,--the Object and the Ego,--tore up +almost each day what I had written the day before, and although I am +inwardly, of course, more aware than I was before of where the +difficulties of the subject lie, outwardly I have hardly any manuscript +to show for my pains. Your unparalleled literary fecundity is a perfect +wonder to me. You should return pious thanks to the one or many gods who +had a hand in your production, not only for endowing you with so clear a +head, but for giving you so admirable a working temperament. The most +rapid piece of literary work I ever did was completed ten days ago, and +sent to "Mind," where it will doubtless soon appear. I had promised to +give three lectures at a rather absurd little "Summer School of +Philosophy," which has flourished for four or five years past in the +little town of Concord near Boston, and which has an audience of from +twenty to fifty persons, including the lecturers themselves; and, +finding at the last moment that I could do nothing with my much +meditated subject of the Object and the Ego, I turned round and lectured +"On Some Omissions of Introspective Psychology,"[74] and wrote the +substance of the lectures out immediately after giving them--the whole +occupying six days. I hope you may read the paper some time and approve +it--though it is out of the current of your own favorite topics and +consequently hardly a proper candidate for the honours of translation in +the "Critique." + +I understand now why no really good classic manual of psychology exists; +why all that do exist only treat of particular points and chapters with +any thoroughness. It is impossible to write one at present, so +infinitely more numerous are the difficulties of the task than the means +of their solution. Every chapter bristles with obstructions that refer +one to the next ten years of work for their mitigation. + +With all this I have done very little consecutive reading. I have not +yet got at your historic survey in the "Critique Religieuse," for which +my brain nevertheless itches. But I have read your articles apropos of +Fouillée, and found them--the latest one especially--admirable for +clearness and completeness of statement. Surely nothing like them has +ever been written--no such stripping of the question down to its naked +essentials. Those who, like Fouillée, have the intuition of the Absolute +Unity, will of course not profit by them or anything else. Why can all +others view their own beliefs as _possibly_ only hypotheses--_they_ only +not? Why does the Absolute Unity make its votaries so much more +_conceited_ at having attained it, than any other supposed truth does? +This inner sense of superiority to all antagonists gives Fouillée his +_fougue_ and adds to his cleverness, and no doubt increases immensely +the effectiveness of his writing over the average reader's mind. But it +also makes him careless and liable to overshoot the mark. + +I have just been interrupted by a visit from Noah Porter, D.D., +President of Yale College, whose bulky work on "The Human Intellect" you +may have in your library, possibly. An American college president is a +very peculiar type of character, partly man of business, partly +diplomatist, partly clergyman, and partly professor of metaphysics, +armed with great authority and influence if his college is an important +one--which Yale is; and Porter is the paragon of the type--_bonhomme et +rusé_, learned and simple, kindhearted and sociable, yet possessed of +great decision and obstinacy. He is over seventy, but comes every summer +here to the woods to refresh himself by long mountain walks and life in +"camp," sleeping on a bed of green boughs before a great fire in the +open air. He looks like a farmer or a fisherman, and there is no sort of +human being who does not immediately feel himself entirely at home in +his company. + +I have been here myself just a week. The virgin forest comes close to +our house, and the diversity of walks through it, the brooks and the +ascensions of hilltops are infinite. I doubt if there be anything like +it in Europe. Your mountains are grander, but you have nowhere this +carpet of absolutely primitive forest, with its indescribably sweet +exhalations, spreading in every direction unbroken. I shall stay here +doing hardly any work till late in September. I need to lead a purely +animal life for at least two months to carry me through the teaching +year. My wife and two children are here, all well. I would send you her +photograph and mine, save that hers--the only one I have--is too bad to +send to anyone, and my own are for the moment exhausted. I find myself +counting the years till my next visit to Europe becomes possible. Then +it shall occur under more cheerful circumstances, if possible; and I +shall stay the full fifteen months instead of only six. As I look back +now upon the winter, I find the strongest impression I received was that +of the singularly artificial, yet deeply vital and soundly healthy, +character of the English social and political system as it now exists. +It is one of the most _bizarre_ outbirths of time, one of the most +abnormal, in certain ways, and yet one of the most successful. I know +nothing that so much confirms your philosophy as this spectacle of an +accumulation of individual initiatives _all preserved_. I hope both you +and the Pillons are well. I shall never forget their friendliness, nor +the spirit of human kindness that filled their household. I am ashamed +to ask for letters from you, when after so long a silence I can myself +give you so little that is of philosophic interest. But we must take +long views; and, if life be granted, I shall do something yet, both in +the way of reading and writing. Ever truly yours, + +WM. JAMES. + + * * * * * + +At about this time Major Henry L. Higginson, then the junior partner in +the banking house of Lee, Higginson & Company and soon to be widely +known as the founder of the Boston Symphony Orchestra, undertook to look +after the small patrimony which James had inherited. He tactfully +assumed the initiative respecting whatever had to be done, and continued +to render this friendly service as long as James lived. On his side +James, who knew nothing about investments and was incapable of +considering them without involving himself in excessive and unprofitable +worry, was delighted to leave decisions to his friend's wiser judgment. +Occasional jocose communications like the following came to be almost +his only incursions into his own "affairs." + + + + +_To Henry L. Higginson._ + + +_Oct. 14_ [1883?]. + +MY DEAR HENRY,--I receive today from your office two documents, one +containing some unintelligible hieroglyphics, "C. B.& Q., 138" etc., +etc.; the other winding up with a statement that I owe you $12,674.97!! + +The latter explains your mysterious interest in my affairs. I feared as +much! Go on, Shylock, go on! you have me in your power. The peculiar +combination of ignorance and poverty which I present makes me an easy +victim. And I confess that as a psychologist I am curious to see how far +your instincts of cupidity will carry you. I await eagerly the ulterior +developments. Yours, etc., + +WM. JAMES. + +[_Enclosed with the foregoing_] + +Extract from a biographic sketch of W. J. soon to be published in the +"Harvard Register":-- + +"He now fancied himself possessed of immense wealth, and gave without +stint his imaginary riches. He has ever since been under gentle +restraint, and leads a life not merely of happiness, but of bliss; +converses rationally, reads the newspapers, where every talk of distress +attracts his notice, and being furnished with an abundant supply of +blank checks, he fills up one of them with a munificent sum, sends it +off to the sufferer, and sits down to his dinner with a happy conviction +that he has earned the right to a little indulgence in the pleasures of +the table; and yet, on a serious conversation with one of his old +friends, he is quite conscious of his real position; but the conviction +is so exquisitely painful that he will not let himself believe it." + + + + +_To H. P. Bowditch._ + + +[Post-card] + +CAMBRIDGE, MASS., _Jan. 31_ [1884]. + +Heute den 31ten Januar wurde mir vor 2 Stunden in rascher +Aufeinander-folge _ein_ (1) wunderschöner jüdischaussehender, kräftiger +und munterer Knabe geboren. Alles geht nach Wunsch, und bittet um +stiller Theilnahme der glückliche Vater. + +W. J. + +[_Translation._] + +Today the 31st of January, two hours since, there was born to me in +rapid succession _one_ (I) wonderfully beautiful, Jewish-looking, +sturdy and lively boy. Everything is going as one would wish, and the +happy father craves your hushed sympathy. + +W. J. + + + + +_To Thomas Davidson._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _Mar. 30, 1884_. + +MY DEAR DAVIDSON,--I am in receipt of two letters from you since my +last, the latest one of them from Capri. I am very sorry to hear of your +continued bad physical condition. You have a queer constitution,--with +such an unusual amount of strength in most ways,--to be a constant prey +to ailment. I have long ago come to think that the right measure of a +man's health is not how much comfort or discomfort he feels in the year, +but how much work, through thick and thin, he manages to get through. +Judged by that standard, you doubtless score an unusually high number. +But when I hear you talking about Texas, I confess I really begin to +feel alarmed. From Rome to Austin! How can you think of such a thing? +Are you sure M---- is not playing the part of the tailless fox in the +fable? I know not a living soul in Texas, and if I did I should have +moral scruples about becoming an accomplice in any plot for transporting +you there. Why is it that everything in this world is offered us on no +medium terms between either having too much of it or too little? You +pine for a professorship. I pine for your leisure to write and study. +Teaching duties have really devoured the whole of my time this winter, +and with hardly any intellectual profit whatever. I have read nothing, +and written nothing save one lecture on the freedom of the will. How it +is going to end, I don't well see. The four months of non-lecturing +study I had at home last year, when I slept well and led a really +intellectual life, seem like a sort of lost paradise. However, vacations +make amends. This summer I am to edit my poor father's literary remains, +"with a sketch of his writings" which will largely consist of extracts +and no doubt help to the making him better known. + +You ask why I don't write oftener. If you could see the arrears of work +under which my table groans, and the number of semi-business letters and +notes I now have to write with my infernal eyesight, you would ask no +longer. In fact I am beginning to ask whether it be not my bounden duty +to stop corresponding with my friends altogether. Only at that price +does there seem to be any prospect of doing any reading at all. + +I had neither seen your article in the Unitarian Review[75] nor heard of +it, but ran for it as soon as I got your announcement of its existence. +I know not what to think of it practically; though I confess the idea of +engrafting the bloodless pallor of Boston Unitarianism on the Roman +temperament strikes one at first sight as rather queer. Unitarianism +seems to have a sort of moribund vitality here, because it is a branch +of protestantism and the tree keeps the branch sticking out. But whether +it could be grafted on a catholic trunk seems to me problematic. I +confess I rather despair of any popular religion of a philosophic +character; and I sometimes find myself wondering whether there can be +any popular religion raised on the ruins of the old Christianity without +the presence of that element which in the past has presided over the +origin of all religions, namely, a belief in new _physical_ facts and +possibilities. Abstract considerations about the soul and the reality of +a moral order will not do in a year what the glimpse into a world of new +phenomenal possibilities enveloping those of the present life, afforded +by an extension of our insight into the order of nature, would do in an +instant. Are the much despised "Spiritualism" and the "Society for +Psychical Research" to be the chosen instruments for a new era of faith? +It would surely be strange if they were; but if they are not, I see no +other agency that can do the work. + +I like your formula that in consciousness there must be two +irreducibles, "being and feeling," and nothing else. But I can't put +philosophy into letters. When is our long-postponed talk to take place? +_Aufgeschoben_ for another summer, and I fear another winter too, from +what you write. It is too bad! + +We have a week's recess in a couple of days and I start to look up +summer lodgings. Alice and the two-month-old baby are very well and send +you love. Always truly yours, + +WM. JAMES. + + + + +_To G. H. Howison._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _Feb. 5, 1885_. + +MY DEAR HOWISON,--I've just reread (for the fourth time, I believe) your +letter of the 30th November. I need not say how tickled I am at your too +generous words about my Divinity school address on Determinism.[76] +Sweet are the praises of an enemy. There is, thank Heaven! a plane below +all formulas and below enmities due to formulas, where men occasionally +meet each other moving, and recognize each other as brothers inhabiting +the _same depths_. Such is this depth of the _problem_ of +determinism--howe'er we solve it, we are brothers if we know it to be a +_problem_. No man on either side awakens any sense of intellectual +respect in me who regards the solution as a cock-sure and immediately +given thing, and wonders that any one should hesitate to choose his +party. You find fault with my deterministic disjunction, "pessimism or +subjectivism," and ask why I forgot the third way of "objective moral +activity," etc. (You probably remember.) I didn't forget it. It entered +for me into pessimism, for, since such activity has failed to be +universally realized, it was (deterministically) _impossible from +eternity_, and the Universe in so far forth not an object of pure +worship, not an Absolute. My trouble, you see, lies with monism. +Determinism = monism; and a monism like this world can't be an object of +pure optimistic contemplation. By pessimism I simply mean _ultimate_ +non-optimism. The Ideal is only a part of this world. Make the world a +Pluralism, and you forthwith have an object to worship. Make it a Unit, +on the other hand, and worship and abhorrence are equally one-sided and +equally legitimate reactions. _Indifferentism_ is the true condition of +such a world, and turn the matter how you will, I don't see how any +philosophy of the Absolute can ever escape from that capricious +alternation of mysticism and satanism in the treatment of its great +Idol, which history has always shown. Reverence is an accidental +personal mood in such a philosophy, and has naught to do with the +essentials of the system. At least, so it seems to me; and in view of +that, I prefer to stick in the wooden finitude of an ultimate pluralism, +because that at least gives me something definite to worship and fight +for. + +However, I know I haven't exhausted all wisdom, and am too well aware +that this position, like everything else, is a _parti pris_ and a _pis +aller_,--_faute de mieux_,--to continue the Gallic idiom. Your +predecessor Royce thinks he's got the thing at last. It is too soon for +me to criticize his book; but I must say it seems to me one of the very +freshest, profoundest, solidest, most human bits of philosophical work +I've seen in a long time. In fact, it makes one think of Royce as a man +from whom nothing is too great to expect. + +Your list of thirty lectures makes one bow down in reverence before you. +I should be afraid you were over-working. Your Hume-Kant circular shall +be diligently scanned when my Hume lectures come off, in about six +weeks. I am better as to the eyes, which gives me much hope. Am, +however, "maturing" building plans for a house, which is bad for sleep. +I do hope and trust there will be no "Enttäuschung" about Berkeley,[77] +and that not only the work, but the place and the climate, may prove +well adapted to both you and Mrs. Howison. Ever truly yours, + +WM. JAMES. + + * * * * * + +The next letters relate to the "Literary Remains of Henry James," which +had just been published, and in which William James had collected a +number of his father's papers and edited them with an introductory essay +on their author's philosophy. Needless to say, the two letters to Godkin +have not been included among these with any thought of the unfortunate +review to which they refer. They furnish too good an illustration of +James's loyalty and magnanimity to be omitted. If more critics, and more +of the criticized, were to cultivate the manliness and generosity with +which James always entered discussion, there would be less reviewers +"never-quite-forgiven," and less feuds in the world of science. + + + + +_To E. L. Godkin._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, [_Feb._] 16, 1885. + +MY DEAR GODKIN,--Doesn't the impartiality which I suppose is striven for +in the "Nation," sometimes overshoot the mark "and fall on t'other +side"? Poor Harry's books seem always given out to critics with +antipathy to his literary temperament; and now for this only and last +review of my father--a writer exclusively religious--a personage seems +to have been selected for whom the religious life is complete _terra +incognita_. A severe review by one interested in the subject is one +thing; a contemptuous review by one with the subject out of his sight is +another. + +Make no reply to this! One must disgorge his bile. + +I was taken ill in Philadelphia the day after seeing you, and had to +return home after some days without stopping in N.Y. I _may_ get there +the week after next, and if so shall claim _one_ dinner, over which I +trust no cloud will be cast by the beginning of this note! With best +respects to Mrs. Godkin, always truly yours + +WM. JAMES. + + + + +_To E. L. Godkin._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _Feb. 19, 1885_. + +MY DEAR GODKIN,--Your cry of remorse or regret is so "whole-souled" and +complete that I should not be human were I not melted almost to tears by +it, and sorry I "ever spoke to you as I did." I felt pretty sure that +you had no positive oversight of the thing in this case, but I addressed +you as the official head. And my _emotion_ was less that of filial +injury than of irritation at what seemed to me editorial stupidity in +giving out the book to the wrong _sort_ of person altogether--a Theist +of some sort being the only proper reviewer. I am heartily sorry that +the thing should have distressed you so much more than it did me. You +can take your consolation in the fact that it has now afforded you an +opportunity for the display of those admirable qualities of the heart +which your friends know, but which the ordinary readers of the "Nation" +probably do not suspect to slumber beneath the gory surface of that +savage sheet. + +I hear that you are soon coming to give us some political economy. I am +very glad on every account, and suppose Mrs. Godkin will come _mit_. +Always truly yours + +WM. JAMES. + + + + +_To Shadworth H. Hodgson._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _20 Feb., 1885_. + +MY DEAR HODGSON,--Your letter of the 7th was most welcome. Anything +responsive about my poor old father's writing falls most gratefully upon +my heart. For I fear he found _me_ pretty unresponsive during his +lifetime; and that through my means any post-mortem response should come +seems a sort of atonement. You would have enjoyed knowing him. I know of +no one except Carlyle who had such a smiting _Ursprünglichkeit_ of +intuition, and such a deep sort of humor where human nature was +concerned. He bowled one over in such a careless way. He was like +Carlyle in being no _reasoner_ at all, in the sense in which +philosophers are reasoners. Reasoning was only an unfortunate necessity +of exposition for them both. His _ideas_, however, were the exact +inversion of Carlyle's; and he had nothing to correspond to Carlyle's +insatiable learning of historic facts and memory. As you say, the world +of his thought had a few elements and no others ever troubled him. +_Those_ elements were very deep ones, and had theological names. Under +"Man" he would willingly have included all flesh, even that resident in +Sirius or ethereal worlds. But he felt no need of positively looking so +far. He was the humanest and most genial being in his impulses whom I +have ever personally known, and had a bigness and power of nature that +everybody felt. I thank you heartily for your interest. I wish that +somebody could _take up_ something from his system into a system more +articulately scientific. As it is, most people will feel the _presence_ +of something real and true for the while they read, and go away and +presently, unable to dovetail [it] into their own framework, forget it +altogether. + +I am hoping to write you a letter ere long, a letter philosophical. I am +going over Idealism again, and mean to review your utterances on the +subject. You know that, to quote what Gurney said one evening, to attain +to assimilating your thought is the chief purpose of one's life. But you +know also how hard it is for the likes of me to write, and how much that +is felt is unthought, and that as thought [it] goes and must go +unspoken. Brother Royce tells me he has sent you his "Religious Aspect +of Philosophy." He is a wonderfully powerful fellow, not yet thirty, and +this book seems to me to have a real fresh smell of the Earth about it. +You will enjoy it, I know. I am very curious to hear what you think of +his brand-new argument for Absolute Idealism. + +I and mine are well. But the precious time as usual slips away with +little work done. Happy you, whose time is all your own! + +WM. JAMES + + + + +_To Henry James._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _Apr. 1, 1885_. + +...I am running along quite smoothly, and my eyes,--you never knew such +an improvement! It has continued gradually, so that practically I can +use them all I will. It saves my life. _Why_ it should come now, when, +bully them as I would, it wouldn't come in the past few years, is one of +the secrets of the nervous system which the last trump, but nothing +earlier, may reveal. A week's recess begins today, and the day after +tomorrow I shall start for the South Shore to look up summer quarters. I +want to try how sailing suits me as a summer kill-time. The walking in +Keene Valley suits me not, and driving is too "cost-playful." I have +made a start with my psychology which I shall work at, temperately, +through the vacation and hope to get finished a year from next fall, +_sans faute_. Then shall the star of your romances be eclipst!... + + + + +_To Shadworth H. Hodgson._ + + +NEWPORT, _Dec. 30, 1885_. + +MY DEAR HODGSON,--I have just read your "Philosophy and Experience" +address, and re-read with much care your "Dialogue on Free Will" in the +last "Mind." I thank you kindly for the address. But isn't philosophy a +sad mistress, estranging the more intimately those who in all other +respects are most intimately united,--although 'tis true she unites them +afresh by their very estrangement! I feel for the first time now, after +these readings, as if I might be catching sight of your foundations. +Always hitherto has there been something elusive, a sense that what I +caught could not be _all_. Now I feel as if it might be all, and yet for +me 'tis not enough. + +Your "method" (which surely after _this_ needs no additional expository +touch) I seem at last to understand, but it shrinks in the +understanding. For what is your famous "two aspects" principle more than +the postulate that the world is thoroughly _intelligible_ in nature? And +what the practical outcome of the distinction between _whatness_ and +_thatness_ save the sending us to experience to ascertain the +connections among things, and the declaration that no amount of insight +into their intrinsic qualities will account for their existence? I can +now get no more than that out of the method, which seems in truth to me +an over-subtle way of getting at and expressing pretty simple truths, +which others share who know nothing of your formulations. In fact your +wondrously delicate retouchings and discriminations appear rather to +darken the matter from the point of view of teaching. One gains much by +the way, of course, that he would have lost by a shorter path, but one +risks losing the end altogether. (I reserve what you say at the end of +both articles about Conscience, etc.--which is original and beautiful +and which I feel I have not yet assimilated. I will only ask whether all +you say about the decisions of conscience implying a future verification +does not hold of scientific decisions as well, so that _all_ reflective +_cognitive_ judgments, as well as practical judgments, project +themselves ideally into eternity?) + +As for the Free Will article, I have very little to say, for it leaves +entirely untouched what seems to me the only living issue involved. The +paper is an exquisite piece of literary goldsmith's work,--nothing like +it in that respect since Berkeley,--but it hangs in the air of +speculation and touches not the earth of life, and the beautiful +distinctions it keeps making gratify only the understanding which has no +end in view but to exercise its eyes by the way. The distinctions +between _vis impressa_ and _vis insita_, and compulsion and "reaction" +_mean_ nothing in a monistic world; and any world is a monism in which +the parts to come are, as they are in your world, absolutely involved +and presupposed in the parts that are already given. Were such a monism +a palpable optimism, no man would be so foolish as to care whether it +was predetermined or not, or to ask whether he was or was not what you +call a "real agent." He would acquiesce in the flow and drift of things, +of which he found himself a part, and rejoice that it was such a whole. +The question of free will owes its entire being to a difficulty you +disdain to notice, namely that we _cannot_ rejoice in such a whole, for +it is _not_ a palpable optimism, and yet, if it be predetermined, we +_must treat_ it as a whole. Indeterminism is the only way to _break_ the +world into good parts and into bad, and to stand by the former as +against the latter. + +I can understand the determinism of the mere mechanical intellect which +will not hear of a moral dimension to existence. I can understand that +of mystical monism shutting its eyes on the concretes of life, for the +sake of its abstract rapture. I can understand that of mental defeat and +despair saying, "it's all a muddle, and here I go, along with it." I can +_not_ understand a determinism like yours, which rejoices in clearness +and distinctions, and which is at the same time alive to moral +ones--unless it be that the latter are purely speculative for it, and +have little to do with its real feeling of the way life _is_ made up. + +For life _is_ evil. Two souls are in my breast; I see the better, and in +the very act of seeing it I do the worse. To say that the molecules of +the nebula implied this and _shall have implied it_ to all eternity, so +often as it recurs, is to condemn me to that "dilemma" of pessimism or +subjectivism of which I once wrote, and which seems to have so little +urgency to you, and to which all talk about abstractions erected into +entities; and compulsion _vs._ "freedom" are simply irrelevant. What +living man cares for such niceties, when the real problem stares him in +the face of how practically to meet a world foredone, with no +possibilities left in it? + +What a mockery then seems your distinction between determination and +compulsion, between passivity and an "activity" every minutest feature +of which is preappointed, both as to its _whatness_ and as to its +_thatness_, by what went before! What an insignificant difference then +the difference between "impediments from within" and "impediments from +without"!--between being fated to do the thing _willingly_ or not! The +point is not as to how it is done, but as to its being done at all. It +seems a wrong complement to the rest of life, which rest of life +(according to your precious "free-will determinism," as to any other +fatalism), whilst shrieking aloud at its _whatness_, nevertheless exacts +rigorously its _thatness_ then and there. Is that a reasonable world +from the moral point of view? And is it made more reasonable by the fact +that when I brought about the _thatness_ of the evil _whatness_ decreed +to come by the _thatness_ of all else beside, I did so consentingly and +aware of no "impediments outside of my own nature"? With what can I +_side_ in such a world as this? this monstrous indifferentism which +brings forth everything _eodem jure_? Our nature demands something +_objective_ to take sides with. If the world is a Unit of this sort +there _are_ no sides--there's the moral rub! And you don't see it! + +Ah, Hodgson! Hodgson _mio!_ from whom I hoped so much! Most spirited, +most clean, most thoroughbred of philosophers! _Perchè di tanto inganni +i figli tuoi?_[78] If you want to reconcile us rationally to +Determinism, write a Theodicy, reconcile us to _Evil_, but don't talk of +the distinction between impediments from within and without when the +within and the without of which you speak are both within that _Whole_ +which is the only real agent in your philosophy. There is no such +superstition as the idolatry of the _Whole_. + +I originally finished this letter on sheet number one--but it occurred +to me afterwards that the end was too short, so I scratched out the +first lines of the crossed writing, and refer you now to what follows +them.--[_Lines from sheet number I._] It makes me sick at heart, this +discord among the only men who ought to agree. I am the more sick this +moment as I must write to your ancient foe (at least the stimulus to an +old "Mind" article of yours), one F. E. Abbot who recently gave me his +little book "Scientific Theism"--the burden of his life--which makes me +groan that I cannot digest a word of it. Farewell! Heaven bless you all +the same--and enable you to forgive me. We are well and I hope you are +the same. Ever faithfully yours, + +W. J. + +[_From the final sheet._] Let me add a wish for a happy New Year and the +expression of my undying regard. You are tenfold more precious to me now +that I have braved you thus! Adieu! + + + + +_To Carl Stumpf._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _Jan. 1, 1886_. + +MY DEAR STUMPF,--...Let me tell you of my own fate since I wrote you +last. It has been an eventful and in some respects a sad year. We lost +our youngest child in the summer--the flower of the flock, 18 months +old--with a painful and lingering whooping-cough complicated with +pneumonia. My wife has borne it like an angel, however, which is +something to be thankful for. Her mother, close to whom we have always +lived, has had a severe pulmonary illness, which has obliged her to +repair to Italy for health. She is now on the Ocean, with her youngest +and only unmarried daughter, the second one having only a month ago +become the wife of that [W. M.] Salter whose essays on ethics have +lately been translated by von Gizycki in Berlin. So I have gained him as +a brother-in-law, and regard it as a real gain. I have also gained a +full Professorship with an increase of pay, and have moved into a larger +and more commodious house.[79] My eyes, too, are much better than they +were a year ago, and I am able to do more work, so there is plenty of +sweet as well as bitter in the cup. + +I don't know whether you have heard of the London "Society for Psychical +Research," which is seriously and laboriously investigating all sorts of +"supernatural" matters, clairvoyance, apparitions, etc. I don't know +what you think of such work; but I think that the present condition of +opinion regarding it is scandalous, there being a mass of testimony, or +apparent testimony, about such things, at which the only men capable of +a critical judgment--men of scientific education--will not even look. We +have founded a similar society here within the year,--some of us thought +that the publications of the London society deserved at least to be +treated as if worthy of experimental disproof,--and although work +advances very slowly owing to the small amount of disposable time on the +part of the members, who are all very busy men, we have already stumbled +on some rather inexplicable facts out of which something may come. It is +a field in which the sources of deception are extremely numerous. But I +believe there is no source of deception in the investigation of nature +which can compare with a fixed belief that certain kinds of phenomenon +are _impossible_. + +My teaching is much the same as it was--a little better in quality, I +hope. I enjoy very much a new philosophic colleague, Josiah Royce, from +California, who is just thirty years old and a perfect little Socrates +for wisdom and humor. I still try to write a little psychology, but it +is exceedingly slow work. No sooner do I get interested than bang! goes +my sleep, and I have to stop a week or ten days, during which my ideas +get all cold again. Nothing so fatiguing as the eternal hanging on of an +uncompleted task.... I try to spend two hours a day in a laboratory for +psycho-physics which I started last year, but of which I fear the +_fruits_ will be slow in ripening, as my experimental aptitude is but +small. But I am convinced that one must guard in some such way as that +against the growing tendency to _subjectivism_ in one's thinking, as +life goes on. I am hypnotizing, on a large scale, the students, and have +hit one or two rather pretty unpublished things of which some day I hope +I may send you an account.... Ever faithfully yours, + +WM. JAMES. + + * * * * * + +When the American Society for Psychical Research was organized in Boston +in the autumn of 1884, Thomas Davidson wrote to comment on its apparent +anti-spiritual bias. In the following reply, dated February 1, 1885, but +more easily understood if inserted here out of its chronological place, +James defined the society's conception of its function. In so doing he +described his own attitude toward psychical research quite exactly:-- + +"As for any 'antispiritual bias' of our Society, no theoretic basis, or +_bias_ of any sort whatever, so far as I can make out, exists in it. The +one thing that has struck me all along in the men who have had to do +with it is their complete colorlessness philosophically. They seem to +have no preferences for any general _ism_ whatever. I doubt if this +could be matched in Europe. Anyhow, it would make no difference in the +important work to be done, what theoretic bias the members had. For I +take it the urgent thing, to rescue us from the present disgraceful +condition, is to ascertain in a manner so thorough as to constitute +_evidence_ that will be accepted by outsiders, just what the _phenomenal +conditions of certain_ concrete phenomenal occurrences are. Not till +that is done, can spiritualistic or anti-spiritualistic theories be even +mooted. I'm sure that the more we can steer clear of theories at first, +the better. The choice of officers was largely dictated by motives of +policy. Not that scientific men are necessarily better judges of all +truth than others, but that their adhesion would popularly seem better +_evidence_ than the adhesion of others, in the matter. And what we want +is not only truth, but evidence. We shall be lucky if our scientific +names don't grow discredited the instant they subscribe to any +'spiritual' manifestations. But how much easier to discredit literary +men, philosophers or clergymen! I think Newcomb, for President, was an +uncommon hit--if he believes, he will probably carry others. You'd +better chip in, and not complicate matters by talking either of +spiritualism or anti-spiritualism. '_Facts_' are what are wanted." + + + + +_To Henry James._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _May 9, 1886_. + +MY DEAR HARRY,--I seize my pen the first leisure moment I have had for a +week to tell you that I have read "The Bostonians" in the full +flamingness of its bulk, and consider it an exquisite production. My +growling letter was written to you before the end of Book I had appeared +in the "Atlantic"; and the suspense of narrative in that region, to let +the relation of Olive and Verena grow, was enlarged by the vacant months +between the numbers of the magazine, so that it seemed to me so slow a +thing had ne'er been writ. Never again shall I attack one of your novels +in the magazine. I've only read one number of the "Princess +Casamassima"--though I hear all the people about me saying it is the +best thing you've done yet. To return to "The Bostonians"; the two last +books are simply sweet. There isn't a hair wrong in Verena, you've made +her neither too little nor too much--but absolutely _liebenswürdig_. It +would have been so easy to spoil her picture by some little excess or +false note. Her moral situation, between Woman's rights and Ransom, is +of course deep, and her discovery of the truth on the Central Park day, +etc., inimitably given. Ransom's character, which at first did not +become alive to me, does so, handsomely, at last. In Washington, Hay +told me that Secretary Lamar was delighted with it; Hay himself ditto, +but especially with "Casamassima." I enclose a sheet from a letter of +Gurney's but just received. You see how seriously he takes it. And I +suppose he's right from a profoundly serious point of view,--_i.e._, he +would be right if the characters were real,--but as the story stands, I +don't feel his objection. The _fancy_ is more tickled by R.'s victory +being complete. I hear very little said of the book, and I imagine it is +being less read than its predecessors. The truth about it, combining +what I said in my previous letter with what I have just written, seems +to be this, that it is superlatively well done, provided one admits that +method of doing such a thing at all. Really the _datum_ seems to me to +belong rather to the region of fancy, but the treatment to that of the +most elaborate realism. One can easily imagine the story cut out and +made into a bright, short, sparkling thing of a hundred pages, which +would have been an absolute success. But you have worked it up by dint +of descriptions and psychologic commentaries into near 500--charmingly +done for those who have the leisure and the peculiar mood to enjoy that +amount of miniature work--but perilously near to turning away the great +majority of readers who crave more matter and less art. I can truly say, +however, that as I have lain on my back after dinner each day for ten +days past reading it to myself, my enjoyment has been complete. I +imagine that inhabitants of other parts of the country have read it more +than natives of these parts. They have bought it for the sake of the +information. The way you have touched off the bits of American nature, +Central Park, the Cape, etc., is exquisitely true and calls up just the +feeling. Knowing you had done such a good thing makes the meekness of +your reply to me last summer all the more wonderful. + +I cannot write more--being much overloaded and in bad condition. The +spring is opening deliciously--all the trees half out, and the white, +bright, afternoon east winds beginning. Our household is well.... + +Don't be alarmed about the labor troubles here. I am quite sure they are +a most healthy phase of evolution, a little costly, but normal, and sure +to do lots of good to all hands in the end. I don't speak of the +senseless "anarchist" riot in Chicago, which has nothing to do with +"Knights of Labor," but is the work of a lot of pathological Germans and +Poles. I'm amused at the anti-Gladstonian capital which the English +papers are telegraphed to be making of it. All the Irish names are among +the killed and wounded policemen. Almost every anarchist name is +Continental. Affectly., + +W. J. + + * * * * * + +James read "The Bostonians," and wrote to his brother about it, with +that special shade of detachment which is peculiar to fraternal +judgments. He was less careful to measure his praise when he wrote to +other authors about their novels. + + + + +_To W. D. Howells._ + + +JAFFREY, N.H., _July 21, 1886_. + +MY DEAR HOWELLS,--I "snatch" a moment from the limitless vacation peace +and leisure in which I lie embedded and which doesn't leave me "time" +for anything, to tell you that I have been reading your "Indian Summer," +and that it has given me about as exquisite a kind of delight as +anything I ever read in my life, in the line to which it belongs. How +you tread the narrow line of nature's truth so infallibly is more than I +can understand. Then the profanity, the humor, the humanity, the +morality--the everything! In short, 'tis cubical, and set it up any way +you please 'twill stand. That blessed young female made me squeal at +every page. How _can_ you have got back to the conversations of your +prime? + +But I won't discriminate or analyze. This is only meant for an +inarticulate cry of _viva Howells_. I repeat it: long live Howells! God +grant you may do as good things again! I don't believe you can do +better. + +With warmest congratulations to Mrs. Howells that you _and_ she were +born, I am ever yours, + +WM. JAMES. + + * * * * * + +Mr. Howells called such letters "whoops of blessing." When a new book +pleased James particularly, he was apt to send a "whoop" to its author. + +With respect to the next letter, it will be recalled that Croom +Robertson was the Editor of "Mind." Richard Hodgson was later for many +years the Secretary of the American Branch of the Society for Psychical +Research, in Boston. He became a warm friend. Other allusions to him +occur later. + + + + +_To G. Croom Robertson._ + + +_Aug. 13, 1886_. + +MY DEAR ROBERTSON,--...I have just been reading the last number of +"Mind," and find it rather below par. R. Hodgson muddled, clotted, dusky +and ineffectual, save for a gleam or two of light in as many separate +points. How can an adult man spend his time in trying to torture an +accurate meaning into Spencer's incoherent accidentalities? It is so +much more easy to do the work over for oneself. I rubbed my eyes at the +Macdonald paper, as a dim sense came over me that it might be a Divinity +student who "sat under" me for a part of last year. I ween it is. Little +did I know the viper I was nourishing. Why don't you have a special +"Neo-Hegelian Department" in "Mind," like the "Children's Department" or +the "Agricultural Department" in our newspapers--which educated readers +skip? With Montgomery's paper I am for the most part in warm sympathy, +though he might make a discrimination or two more. I'm sorry I've not +yet read his first number. His non-empirical style, so different from +that of the British school, will stand in the way of his views' +deglutition by the ordinary reader. I've got the same stuff all neatly +down in black and white, in a very empirical style, which alas! must +wait perhaps years till the other chapters are finished. However, in +these matters, no matter how much different men strike the same vein, +they do it in such different _ways_, that no one of them absolutely +supersedes the need of the others. + +Davidson I saw the other day in Cambridge. He was fresh from the Concord +School, where they had been belaboring Goethe as their _pièce de +résistance_ and topping off with pantheism as dessert. He had read aloud +a paper of Montgomery's against pantheism, as well as one of his own on +Goethe's Titanism. Montgomery's is shortly to appear in a journal here. +I am rather curious to read it. + +To go on with "Mind," Hull's paper (Donaldson's) is refreshing. X---- is +a little stub-and-twist fellow who also sat under me last year, and now +has a fellowship for next year. He is a silent, mannerless little cub, +but has first-rate stuff in him, I think, as an original worker; +theological training. Have you had time yet to look into Royce's book? +Royce seems to me to be a man of the greatest promise, performance too, +in that book. I wish you would have it worthily reviewed. + +Here I have run on about the accidents of the hour, instead of the +eternal things of the soul. No matter; all is a symbol, and these words +will probably waft my presence somehow into yours.... + +Pray drop me even a short line soon, to let me know about you and Mrs. +Robertson. I've heard nothing _of_ you, even, for many months. Haven't +you a brother, or something, to send over here, since there seems no +hope of having you yourself? Gurney wrote the other day that he was +about to send his brother. + +Farewell! I think of you both often, and am with heartiest affection, +Yours always, + +WM. JAMES. + + + + +_To Shadworth H. Hodgson._ + + +JAFFREY, N.H., _Sept. 12, 1886_. + +MY DEAR HODGSON,--I ought long ere this to have written you a genuine +letter in reply to your two of Feb. 3, _respective_ March 6. (The latter +by the way came to me many weeks too late, all blurred and +water-stained, with a notice gummed on it telling as how it had been +rescued from the Oregon sunken on the bottom of the Ocean. This makes it +ex-as well as in-trinsically interesting, and does honor to our +nineteenth-century post-office perfection.) I suppose one reason for my +procrastination has been the shrinking-back of the fleshly man from +another gnashing of the teeth over the free-will business. I have just +been reading your letters again, and beautiful letters they are--also +your pregnant little paper on Monism. But I'm blest if they make me +budge an inch from my inveterate way of looking at the question. I hate +to think that controversy should be useless, and arguments of no avail, +but the history of opinion on this problem is ominous; so I will be very +short, hardly more than "yea, yea! nay, nay!" + +The subject of my concern seems entirely different from yours. I care +absolutely nothing whether there be "agents" or no agents, or whether +man's actions be really "_his_" or not. + +What I care for is that my moral reactions should find a real outward +application. All those who, like you, hold that the world is a system of +"uniform law" which repels all variation as so much "chaos," oblige, it +seems to me, the world to be judged integrally. Now the only _integral_ +emotional reaction which can be called forth by such a world as this of +our experience, is that of dramatic or melodramatic +interest--romanticism--which _is_ the emotional reaction upon it of all +intellects who are neither religious nor moral. The moment you seek to +go deeper, you must break the world into parts, the parts that seem good +and those that seem bad. Whatever Indian mystics may say about +overcoming the bonds of good and evil, for _us_ there is no higher +synthesis in which their contradiction merges, no _one_ way of judging +that world which holds them both. Either close your eyes and adopt an +optimism or a pessimism equally daft; or exclude moral categories +altogether from a place in the world's definition, which leaves the +world _unheimlich_, reptilian, and foreign to man; or else, sticking to +it that the moral judgment _is_ applicable, give up the hope of applying +it to the _whole_, and admit that, whilst some parts are good, others +are bad, and being bad, _ought_ not to have been, "argal," possibly +_might_ not have been. In short, be an indeterminist on moral grounds +with which the differences between compulsory or spontaneous uniformity +and perceptive and conceptive order have absolutely nothing to do. + +But enough! I am far beyond the yea and nay I promised, and feel more +like gossiping with you as a friend than wrangling with you as a foe. I +hope things are going well with you in these months and that politics +have not exasperated you beyond the possibility of philosophizing.... I +got successfully through the academic year, in spite of the fact that I +wasted a great deal of time on "psychical research" and had other +interruptions from work which I would fain have done. I intend _per fas +aut nefas_ to make more time for myself next year. The family is very +well; and with the exception of an attack of illness of a couple of +weeks, the vacation has been a delightful and beneficial one. I wish I +could live in the country all the year round, or rather nine months of +it. When I retire from the harness, if that ever happens, I probably +shall. + +I have just been on a little trip to the White Mountains and may +possibly buy a small farm which I saw in a convenient and romantic +neighborhood. New England farms are now dirt cheap--the natives going +West, the Irish coming in and making a better living than the Yankees +could. Here were seventy-five acres of land, two thirds of it oak and +pine timber, one third hay, a splendid spring of water, fair little +house and large barn, close to a beautiful lake and under a mountain +3500 feet high, four and a half hours from Boston, for 900 dollars! A +rivulet of great beauty runs through it. I am only waiting to see if I +can get the strip between it and the lake shore to buy.... + +I have just read, with infinite zest and stimulation, Bradley's "Logic." +I suppose you have read it. It is surely "epoch-making" in English +philosophy. Both empiricists and pan-rationalists must settle their +accounts with it. It breaks up all the traditional lines. And what a +fighter the cuss is! Do you know him? What is he personally? Whether +churlish and sour, or simply redundantly ironical and irrepressible, I +can't make out from his polemic tone; but should apprehend the former. +It will be long ere I settle my accounts with his book. + +Well! adieu and good luck to you, in spite of your viciousness in the +matter of determinism! Send me all you write and believe me as ever, +Always most affectionately yours, + +WM. JAMES. + + * * * * * + +With respect to the next letter, and others to James's sister, which +follow, it should now be explained that Miss Alice James had gone abroad +in 1885. The illness which was the cause of her journey developed more +and more serious complications. Being near her brother Henry in England, +she stayed on there during the remaining six years of her life. In +spite of much suffering, she never let herself adopt an invalidish +tone,[80] but kept her attention turned toward things outside her +sick-room, and was apt to greet expressions of commiseration in a way to +discourage their repetition--as the following letter testifies. "K. P. +L." was a devoted friend, Miss Katharine P. Loring of Boston; "A. K." +was the Aunt Kate mentioned in early letters. + + + + +_To his Sister._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _Feb. 5, 1887_. + +DEAREST ALICE,--Your card and, a day or two later, K. P. L.'s letter to +A. K., have made us acquainted with your sad tumble-down, for which I am +sorrier than I can express, and can only take refuge in the hope, +incessantly springing up again from its ashes, that you will +"recuperate" more promptly than of late has been the case. I'm glad, at +any rate, that it has got you into Harry's lodgings for a while, and +hope your next permanent arrangement will prove better than the last. +When, as occasionally happens, I have a day of headache, or of real +sickness like that of last summer at Mrs. Dorr's, I think of you whose +whole life is woven of that kind of experience, and my heart sinks at +the horizon that opens, and wells over with pity. But when all is over, +the longest life appears short; and we had better drink the cup, +whatever it contains, for it _is_ life. But I will not moralize or +sympathize, for fear of awakening more "screams of laughter" similar to +those which you wrote of as greeting my former attempts. + +We have had but one letter from Harry--soon after his arrival at +Florence. I hope he has continued to get pleasure and profit from his +outing. I haven't written to him since he left London, nor do I now +write him a special letter, but the rest of this is meant for him as +well as you, and if he is still to be away, you will forward it to him. +We are getting along very well, on the whole, I keeping very +continuously occupied, but not seeming to get ahead much, _for the days +grow so short_ with each advancing year. A day is now about a +minute--hardly time to turn round in. Mrs. Gibbens arrived from Chicago +last night, and in ten days she and Margaret will start, with our little +Billy, for Aiken, S.C., to be gone till May. B. is asthmatic, she is +glad to go south for her own sake, and the open-air life all day long +will be much better for him than our arduous winter and spring. He is +the most utterly charming little piece of human nature you ever saw, so +packed with life, impatience, and feeling, that I think Father must have +been just like him at his age.... + +I have been paying ten or eleven visits to a mind-cure doctress, a +sterling creature, resembling the "Venus of Medicine," Mrs. Lydia E. +Pinkham,[81] made solid and veracious-looking. I sit down beside her and +presently drop asleep, whilst she disentangles the snarls out of my +mind. She says she never saw a mind with so many, so agitated, so +restless, etc. She said my _eyes_, mentally speaking, kept revolving +like wheels in front of each other and in front of my face, and it was +four or five sittings ere she could get them _fixed_. I am now, +_unconsciously to myself_, much better than when I first went, etc. I +thought it might please you to hear an opinion of my mind so similar to +your own. Meanwhile what boots it to be made unconsciously better, yet +all the while consciously to lie awake o' nights, as I still do? + +Lectures are temporarily stopped and examinations begun. I seized the +opportunity to go to my Chocorua place and see just what was needed to +make it habitable for the summer. It is a goodly little spot, but we may +not, after all, fit up the buildings till we have spent a summer in the +place and "studied" the problem a little more closely. The snow was +between two and three feet deep on a level, in spite of the recent +thaws. The day after I arrived was one of the most crystalline purity, +and the mountain simply exquisite in gradations of tint. I have a tenant +in the house, one Sanborn, who owes me a dollar and a half a month, but +can't pay it, being of a poetic and contemplative rather than of an +active nature, and consequently excessively poor. He has a sign out +"Attorney and Pension Agent," and writes and talks like one of the +greatest of men. He was working the sewing machine when I was there, and +talking of his share in the war, and why he didn't go to live in +Boston, etc. (namely that he wasn't known), and my heart was heavy in my +breast that so rich a nature, fitted to inhabit a tropical dreamland, +should have nothing but that furnitureless cabin within and snow and sky +without, to live upon. For, however spotlessly pure and dazzlingly +lustrous snow may be, pure snow, always snow, and naught but snow, for +four months on end, is, it must be confessed, a rather lean diet for the +human soul--deficient in variety, chiaroscuro, and oleaginous and +medieval elements. I felt as I was returning home that some intellectual +inferiority _ought_ to accrue to all populations whose environment for +many months in the year consisted of pure snow.--You are better off, +better off than you know, in that great black-earthed dunghill of an +England. I say naught of politics, war, strikes, railroad accidents or +public events, unless the departure of C. W. Eliot and his wife for a +year in Europe be a public event.... + +Well, dear old Alice, I hope and pray for you. Lots of love to Harry, +and if Katharine is with you, to her. Yours ever, + +W. J. + + + + +_To Carl Stumpf._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _6 Feb., 1887_. + +MY DEAR STUMPF,--Your two letters from Rügen of Sept. 8th, and from +Halle of Jan. 2 came duly, and I can assure you that their contents was +most heartily appreciated, and not by me alone. I fairly squealed with +pleasure over the first one and its rich combination of good counsel and +humorous commentary, and read the greater part of it to my friend Royce, +assistant professor of philosophy here, who enjoyed it almost as much as +I. There is a heartiness and solidity about your letters which is truly +German, and makes them as nutritious as they are refreshing to receive. +Your _Kater-Gefühl_,[82] however, in your second letter, about your +_Auslassungen_[83] on the subject of Wundt, amused me by its speedy +evolution into _Auslassungen_ more animated still. I can well understand +why Wundt should make his compatriots impatient. Foreigners can afford +to be indifferent for he doesn't _crowd_ them so much. He aims at being +a sort of Napoleon of the intellectual world. Unfortunately he will +never have a Waterloo, for he is a Napoleon without genius and with no +central idea which, if defeated, brings down the whole fabric in ruin. +You remember what Victor Hugo says of Napoleon in the Miserables--"Il +gênait Dieu"; Wundt only _gêners_ his _confrères_; and whilst they make +mincemeat of some one of his views by their criticism, he is meanwhile +writing a book on an entirely different subject. Cut him up like a worm, +and each fragment crawls; there is no _noeud vital_ in his mental +medulla oblongata, so that you can't kill him all at once. + +But surely you must admit that, since there must be professors in the +world, Wundt is the most praiseworthy and never-too-much-to-be-respected +type of the species. He isn't a genius, he is a _professor_--a being +whose duty is to know everything, and have his own opinion about +everything, connected with his _Fach_. Wundt has the most prodigious +faculty of appropriating and preserving knowledge, and as for opinions, +he takes _au grand sérieux_ his duties there. He says of each possible +subject, "Here I must have an opinion. Let's see! What shall it be? How +many possible opinions are there? three? four? Yes! just four! Shall I +take one of these? It will seem more original to take a higher position, +a sort of _Vermittelungsansicht_[84] between them all. That I will do, +etc., etc." So he acquires a complete assortment of opinions of his own; +and, as his memory is so good, he seldom forgets which they are! But +this is not reprehensible; it is admirable--from the professorial point +of view. To be sure, one gets tired of that point of view after a while. +But was there ever, since Christian Wolff's time, such a model of the +German Professor? He has utilized to the uttermost fibre every gift that +Heaven endowed him with at his birth, and made of it all that mortal +pertinacity could make. He is the finished example of how much mere +_education_ can do for a man. Beside him, Spencer is an ignoramus as +well as a charlatan. I admit that Spencer is occasionally more _amusing_ +than Wundt. His "Data of Ethics" seems to me incomparably his best book, +because it is a more or less frank expression of the man's personal +_ideal of living_--which has of course little to do with science, and +which, in Spencer's case, is full of definiteness and vigor. Wundt's +"Ethics" I have not yet seen, and probably shall not "tackle" it for a +good while to come. + +I was much entertained by your account of F----, of whom you have seen +much more than I have. I am eager to see him, to hear about his visit to +Halle, and to get his account of you. But [F.'s place of abode] and +Boston are ten hours asunder by rail, and I never go there and he never +comes here. He seems a very promising fellow, with a good deal of +independence of character; and if you knew the conditions of education +in this country, and of the preparation to fill chairs of philosophy in +colleges, you would not express any surprise at his, or mine, or any +other American's small amount of "Information über die philosophische +Literatur." Times are mending, however, and within the past six or eight +years it has been possible, in three or four of our colleges, to get +really educated for philosophy as a profession. The most promising man +we have in this country is, in my opinion, the above-mentioned Royce, a +young Californian of thirty, who is really built for a metaphysician, +and who is, besides that, a very complete human being, alive at every +point. He wrote a novel last summer, which is now going through the +press, and which I am very curious to see. He has just been in here, +interrupting this letter, and I have told him he must send a copy of his +book, the "Religious Aspect of Philosophy," to you, promising to urge +you to read it when you had time. The first half is ethical, and very +readable and full of profound and witty details, but to my mind not of +vast importance philosophically. The second half is a new argument for +monistic idealism, an argument based on the possibility of truth and +error in knowledge, subtle in itself, and rather lengthily expounded, +but seeming to me to be one of the few big original suggestions of +recent philosophical writing. I have vainly tried to escape from it. I +still suspect it of inconclusiveness, but I frankly confess that I am +_unable_ to overthrow it. Since you too are an anti-idealist, I wish +very much you would try your critical teeth upon it. I can assure you +that, if you come to close quarters with it, you will say its author +belongs to the genuine philosophic breed. + +I am myself doing very well this year, rather light work, etc., but +still troubled with bad sleep so as to advance very slowly with private +study and writing. However, few days without a line at least. I found to +my surprise and pleasure that Robertson was willing to print my chapter +on Space in "Mind," even though it should run through all four numbers +of the year.[85] So I sent it to him. Most of it was written six or even +seven years ago. To tell the truth, I am _off_ of Space now, and can +probably carry my little private ingenuity concerning it no farther than +I have already done in this essay; and fearing that some evil fiend +might put it into Helmholtz's mind to correct all his errors and tell +the full truth in the new edition of his "Optics," I felt it was high +time that what I had written should see the light and not be lost. It is +dry stuff to read, and I hardly dare to recommend it to you; but if you +do read it, there is no one whose favorable opinion I should more +rejoice to hear; for, as you know, you seem to me, of all writers on +Space, the one who, on the whole, has thought out the subject most +_philosophically_. Of course, the experimental patience, and skill and +freshness of observation of the Helmholtzes and Herings are altogether +admirable, and perhaps at bottom _worth_ more than philosophic ability. +Space is really a direfully difficult subject! The third dimension +bothers me very much still. + +I have this very day corrected the proofs of an essay on the Perception +of Time,[86] which I will send you when it shall appear in the "Journal +of Speculative Philosophy" for October last. (The number of "July, 1886" +is not yet out!) I rather enjoyed the writing of it. I have just begun a +chapter on "Discrimination and Comparison," subjects which have been +long stumbling-blocks in my path. Yesterday it seemed to me that I could +perhaps do nothing better than just translate 6 and 7 of the first +_Abschnitt_ of your "Tonpsychologie," which is worth more than +everything else put together which has been written on the subject. But +I will stumble on and try to give it a more personal form. I shall, +however, borrow largely from you.... + +Have you seen [Edmund] Gurney's two bulky tomes, "Phantasms of the +Living," an amazingly patient and thorough piece of work? I should not +at all wonder if it were the beginning of a new department of natural +history. But even if not, it is an important chapter in the statistics +of _Völkerpsychologie_, and I think Gurney worthy of the highest praise +for his devotion to this unfashionable work. He is not the kind of stuff +which the ordinary pachydermatous fanatic and mystic is made of.... + + + + +_To Henry P. Bowditch._ + + +[Post-card] + +CAMBRIDGE, _Mar. 26_ [1887]. + +My live-stock is increased by a _Töchterchen_, modest, tactful, +unselfish, quite different from a boy, and in fact a really +_epochmachendes Erzeugniss_.[87] I shall begin to save for her dowry and +perhaps your Harold will marry her. Their ages are suitable. + +Grüsse an die gnädige Frau. + +W. J. + + + + +_To Henry James._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _Apr. 12, 1887_. + +MY DEAR HARRY,--...I got back yesterday from five days spent at my +sylvan home at Lake Chocorua, whither I had gone to see about getting +the buildings in order for the summer. The winter has been an +exceptionally snowy one back of the coast, and I found, when I arrived, +four feet of snow on a level and eight feet where it had drifted. The +day before yesterday the heat became summer-like, and I took a long walk +in my shirt-sleeves, going through the snow the whole length of my leg +when the crust broke. It was a queer combination--not exactly agreeable. +The snow-blanket keeps the ground from freezing deep; so that very few +days after the snow is gone the soil is dry, and spring begins in good +earnest. I tried snow-shoes but found them clumsy. They were making the +maple-sugar in the woods; I had excellent comfort at the hotel hard by; +with whose good landlord and still better landlady I am good friends; I +rested off the fumes of my lore-crammed brain, and altogether I smile at +the pride of Greece and Rome--from the height of my New Hampshire home. +I'm afraid it will cost nearer $2000 than $800 to finish all the work. +But we shall have ten large rooms (two of them 24 x 24), and three small +ones--not counting kitchen, pantries, etc., and if you want some real, +roomy, rustic happiness, you had better come over and spend all your +summers with us. I can see that the thought makes you sick, so I'll say +no more about it, but my permanent vision of your future is that your +pen will fail you as a means of support, and, having laid up no income, +you will return like the prodigal son to my roof. You will then find +that, with a wood-pile as large as an ordinary house, a hearth four feet +wide, and the American sun flooding the floor, even a New Hampshire +winter is not so bad a thing. With house provided, two or three hundred +dollars a year will support a man comfortably enough at Tamworth Iron +Works, which is the name of our township. But, enough! My vulgarity +makes you shudder.... + +College begins tomorrow, and there are seven weeks more of lectures. I +never did my work so easily as this year, and hope to write two more +chapters of psychology ere the vacation. That immortal work is now more +than two thirds done. To you, who throw off two volumes a year, I must +seem despicable for my slowness. But the truth is that (leaving other +impediments out of account) the "science" is in such a confused and +imperfect state that every paragraph presents some unforeseen snag, and +I often spend many weeks on a point that I didn't foresee as a +difficulty at all. American scholarship is looking up in that line. +Three first-class works, in point both of originality and of learning, +have appeared here within four months. Stanley Hall's and mine will make +five. Meanwhile in England they are doing little or nothing. The +"psychical researchers" seem to be the only active investigators.... + + + + +_To his Sister._ + + +CHOCORUA, N.H., _July 2, 1887_. + +DEAREST SISTER,--It is an unconscionable time since I have written +either to you or to Harry. Too little eyesight, and too much use +thereof, is the reason. I thought I should go wild during the +examination period. I have now got some presbyopic spectacles and hope +for an improvement. I think I've been straining my eyes for three or +four months past by not having them on. + +A short dictated letter from you came the other day, and has been sent +back to Alice in Cambridge, so I cannot give its date. I am grieved in +the extreme to hear of another breakdown in your health.... But I make +no sympathetic comment, as you would probably "roar" over it. There is +this to be said, that it is probably less tragic to be sick all the time +than to be sometimes well and incessantly tumbling down again. + +I thought of the difference in our lots yesterday as I was driving home +in the evening with a wagon in tow, which I had started at six-thirty +to get at a place called Fryeburg, 19 miles away. All day in the open +air, talking with the country people, trying horses which they had to +swap, but concluding to stick to my own--a most blessed feeling of +freedom, and change from Cambridge life. I never knew before how much +freedom came with having a horse of one's own. I am becoming quite an +expert jockey, having examined and tried at least two dozen horses in +the last six weeks; and I don't know a more fascinating occupation. The +day before yesterday, I spent most of both forenoon and afternoon in the +field under the blazing sun, sprinkling my potato plants with Paris +green. The house comes on slowly, but in a fortnight we shall surely be +inside of the larger half of it, and the rest can then drag on. Three or +four men can't get ahead very fast. It has some delightful rooms, and, I +have no doubt, will make us all happy for several years to come. Not for +eternity, for everything fades, and I can see that some day we shall be +glad to sell out and move on, to something grander, perhaps. For simple +harmonious loveliness, however, this can't be beat.... + +What a grotesque sort of time you have been having with your Queen's +jubilee! What a chance for a woman to give some human shove to things, +by the smallest _real_ word or act, and what incapacity to guess its +existence or to profit by it! One can see the ground for +Bonaparte-worship, when one contemplates the results of the orthodox and +conservative crowned-head education. He, at least, could have dropped an +unconventional word, done something to pierce the cuticle. But the +density of British unintellectuality is a spectacle for gods. One can't +imagine it or describe it. One can only _see_ it.... + +W. J. + + * * * * * + +Such enterprises as the horse-swapping just alluded to were not always +conducted with that circumspection which marks your true horse-trader. +The companion of one search for a horse reported James as accosting a +man whom he met driving along the road and asking, "Do you know anyone +who wants to sell a horse?" At Chocorua everyone was willing to sell a +horse, and accordingly the man answered that he "didn't know as he did," +but what might James be ready to pay? James replied that he was looking +for a horse "for about $150, but _might_ pay $175." There was a pause +before the man spoke: "I've got a horse in my barn that would be just +what you want--_for one hundred and seventy five_." + +The buyer was ready enough to laugh over such an incident; but he could +not mend his trustful ways. The great thing was to have the fun of +poking about the country-side and of talking business, or anything else, +with its people whenever occasion offered; and, after all, the horses +James bought usually turned out to be sound and serviceable enough. +Perhaps it was because he looked at every living creature with a +discriminating eye, and had not been a comparative anatomist for +nothing. In the end, too, he was suited by any horse that pulled +willingly and was safe for man, woman, and child to drive. There were no +motor-cars then, and few other summer residents or visitors at Chocorua. +James's two-seated "democrat" wagon, full of family and guests, and +often followed by a child on the pony and by one or two other riders, +used to travel quietly along the secluded and hilly roads for many hours +a day. + +During this summer, and yearly during the next four, James found real +rest and refreshment on his Chocorua farm. The conditions were simple +and the place yielded him all the joys of proprietorship without +involving him in responsibilities to cattle and fields. Anyone who +knows central New Hampshire will realize how rudimentary "farming" in +one of the most barren parts of rocky New England necessarily was. The +glacial soil produced nothing naturally except woods and apple trees. +But the country was very beautiful, and on his own acres James was lord +of part of the Earth. Clearing away bushes and stones from one of the +little fields near the house; causing something to be planted which, +during those first years, always seemed as if it _must_ be responsive +enough to grow; cutting out trees to improve the look of the woods or to +open an interesting view; dragging stones out of the bathing-hole in the +brook; buying a horse or two and a cow on some lonely roadside at the +beginning of each summer--these were fascinating adventures. + +James was an insatiable lover of landscape, and particularly of wide +"views." His inclination was to "open" the view, to cut down obstructing +trees, even at the expense of the foreground. In drives and walks about +Chocorua he usually made for some high hill that commanded the Ossipee +Valley or the peaks of the Sandwich Range and White Mountains. Most +hills in the neighborhood were topped by granite ledges and deserted +pastures, and each commanded a different prospect. So the expedition +often took the form of a picnic on one of these ledges. Axes were taken +along; permission was sometimes obtained to cut down any worthless tree +that had sprung up to shut off the horizon. + +Before the end of such an afternoon James was more than likely to have +fallen in love with the spot and to be talking of buying it. Indeed he +was forever playing with projects for buying this or that hill-top or +high farm and establishing a new dwelling-place of some sort on it. He +was usually restrained by the price or by remembering the housekeeping +cares with which his wife was already over-burdened. But he actually did +buy two--one near Chocorua and one on a shoulder of Mt. Hurricane in the +Adirondacks; and about the Chocorua region there is hardly a +high-perched pasture which he did not at some time nourish the hope of +possessing. + +Another consideration that usually deterred him from buying was the +difficulty of combining hill-tops with brooks. He used often to bewail +this dispensation of nature; for a vacation without a brook or a pond to +bathe in was as unthinkable as a summer dwelling-place that did not +command a splendid view was "inferior." The little house at Chocorua +stood at no great elevation, but it was near the Lake, and the place +boasted its own brook, with a little pool, overhung by trees, into which +the cold water splashed noisily over a natural dam. Thither, rain or +shine, James used to walk across the meadow for an early morning dip; +and after a walk or a drive or a couple of hours of chopping, or a warm +half-day with a book in the woods, he used to plunge into it again. + +A few lines, through which breathes the happiest Chocorua mood, may be +added here, although they were written during a later summer. + + + + +_To Henry James._ + + +CHOCORUA, _July 10_. + +...I have been up here for ten days reveling in the deliciousness of the +country, dressed in a single layer of flannel, shirt, breeches and long +stockings, exercising my arms as well as my legs several hours a day, +and already feeling that bodily and spiritual freshness that comes of +health, and of which no other good on earth is worthy to unlatch the +shoe.... + + * * * * * + +The next letter also rejoices over Chocorua, although it turns first to +academic amenities. The correspondent addressed, now Sir Charles +Walston, and Henry Jackson, both of the English Cambridge, had sent +James two cases of audit ale. + + + + +_To Charles Waldstein._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _July 20, 1887_. + +MY DEAR WALDSTEIN,--It never rains but it pours. The case of beer from +_you_ also came duly. Day after day I wondered about its _provenance_, +but your letter dispels the mystery. I had begun to believe that all the +colleges of Cambridge and Oxford were going to vie with each other in +wooing my appreciation of their respective brews. The dream is shattered +but the reality remains. Five dozen is enough for me to fall back +upon--in the immediate present, at all events. + +As for that unknown but thrice-blest Jackson, Henry Jackson of Trinity +(_dulcissimum mundi nomen_)--is that the way he always acts, or is he +only so towards _me_? I thank him from the bottom of my heart, and swear +an eternal friendship with him. If ever he is in need of meat, drink, +advice or defence, let him henceforth know to whom to apply--purse, +house, life, all shall be at his disposal. Such a magnanimous heart as +his was ne'er known before. + +I wish I knew his _Fach_! But my ignorance is too encyclopedic. He must +be a very great philosopher. Goddard shall have some of the stuff.--Of +course you mean George Goddard--I know him well. + +This has been written in the midst of interruptions. I am back in +Cambridge for only a couple of days, to send furniture up to my New +Hampshire farmlet. You may play the swell, but I play the yeoman. Which +is the better and more godly life? Surely the latter. The mother earth +is in my finger-nails and my back is aching and my skin sweating with +the ache and sweat of Father Adam and all his _normal_ descendants. No +matter! Swells and artists have their place too. Farewell! I am called +off again by the furniture. Remember me! And as for the divine Henry +Jackson, thank him again and again. His ale is royal stuff. I will make +no comparisons between his and yours. Ever affectionately yours, + +WM. JAMES. + + * * * * * + +In explanation of the next letters, it should be said that in 1888 it +seemed advisable to get the children into a warmer winter climate than +that of Cambridge. Accordingly Mrs. James carried the three ("Harry," +"Billy," and "Margaret Mary," aged respectively eight, five, and two +years), and a German governess off to Aiken, South Carolina, for three +months. James was thus left in the Garden Street house with no other +member of the family except--for he counted as one--a small pug-dog +named Jap. Dr. Hildreth, who is referred to, was a next-door neighbor, +whose children were somewhat older than the James children. + + + + +_To his Son Henry (age 8)._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _Mar. 1, 1888_. + +BELOVED HEINRICH,--You lazy old scoundrel, why don't you write a letter +to your old Dad? Tell me how you enjoy your riding on horseback, what +Billy does for a living, and which things you like best of all the new +kinds of things you have to do with in Aiken. How do you like the +darkeys being so numerous? Everything goes on quietly here. The house so +still that you can hear a pin drop, and so clean that everything makes a +mark on it. All because there are no brats and kids around. Jap is my +only companion, and he sneezes all over me whenever I pick him up. Mrs. +Hildreth and the children are gone to Florida. The Emmets seem very +happy. I will close with a fable. A donkey felt badly because he was not +so great a favorite as a lap-dog. He said, I must act like the lap-dog, +and then my mistress will like me. So he came into the house and began +to lick his mistress, and put his paws on her, and tried to get into her +lap. Instead of kissing him for this, she screamed for the servants, who +beat him and put him out of the house. Moral: It's no use to try to be +anything but a donkey if you are one. But neither you nor Billy are one. + +Good-night! you blessed boy. Stick to your three R's and your riding, so +as to get on _fast_. The ancient Persians only taught their boys to +ride, to shoot the bow and to tell the truth. Good-night! + +Kiss your dear old Mammy and that belly-ache of a Billy, and little +Margaret Mary for her Dad. Good-night. + +YOUR FATHER. + + + + +_To his Son Henry._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _Mar. 27_ [1888]. + +BELOVED HEINRICH,--Your long letter came yesterday P.M. Much the best +you ever writ, and the address on the envelope so well written that I +wondered whose hand it was, and never thought it might be yours. Your +tooth also was a precious memorial--I hope you'll get a better one in +its place. Send me the other as soon as it is tookin out. They ought to +go into the Peabody Museum. If any of George Washington's baby-teeth had +been kept till now, they would be put somewhere in a public museum for +the world to wonder at. I will keep this tooth, so that, if you grow up +to be a second Geo. Washington, I may sell it to a Museum. When +Washington was only eight years old his mother didn't know he was going +to be Washington. But he did be it, when the time came. + +I will now tell you about what Dr. Hildreth is doing. The family is in +Florida, and he is building himself a new house. They are just starting +the foundation. The fence is taken down between our yard and his, by the +stable, and teams are driving through with lumber. Our back yard is +filled with lumber for the frame of the house. It is to be cut, squared, +mortised, etc., in our yard and then carried through to his. + +I dined last night at the Dibblees'. The boys had been to +dancing-school. I like their looks. All the boys and girls together kept +up such a talking that I seemed to be in a boiler factory where they +bang the iron with the hammers so. It's just so with them every day. But +they're very good-natured, even if they don't let the old ones speak. + +Say to Fräulein that "ich lasse Sie grüssen von Herzensgrund!"[88] + +Thump Bill for me and ask him if he likes it so nicely. + +Jap's nose is all dry and brown with holding it so everlastingly towards +the fire. + +We are having ice-cream and the Rev. George A. Gordon to lunch today. +The ice-cream is left over from the Philosophical Club last night. + +Now pray, old Harry, stick to your books and let me see you do sums and +read _fast_ when you get back. + +The best of all of us is your mother, though. + +Good-bye! + +Your loving Dad. + +W. J. + + + + +_To his Son William._ + + +18 GARDEN STREET, _Apr. 29, 1888_. +9:30 A.M. + +BELOVED WILLIAMSON,--This is Sunday, the sabbath of the Lord, and it has +been very hot for two days. I think of you and Harry with such longing, +and of that infant whom I know so little, that I cannot help writing you +some words. Your Mammy writes me that she can't get _you_ to _work_ +much, though Harry works. You _must_ work a little this summer in our +own place. How nice it will be! I have wished that both you and Harry +were by my side in some amusements which I have had lately. First, the +learned seals in a big tank of water in Boston. The loveliest beasts, +with big black eyes, poking their heads up and down in the water, and +then scrambling out on their bellies like boys tied up in bags. They +play the guitar and banjo and organ, and one of them saves the life of a +child who tumbles in the water, catching him by the collar with its +teeth, and swimming him ashore. They are both, child and seal, trained +to do it. When they have done well, their master gives them a lot of +fish. They eat an awful lot, scales, and fins, and bones and all, +without chewing. That is the worst thing about them. He says he never +beats them. They are full of curiosity--more so than a dog for far-off +things; for when a man went round the room with a pole pulling down the +windows at the top, all their heads bobbed out of the water and followed +him about with their eyes _aus lauter_[89] curiosity. Dogs would hardly +have noticed him, I think. Now, speaking of dogs, Jap was _nauseated_ +two days ago. I thought, from his licking his nose, that he was going to +be sick, and got him out of doors just in time. He vomited most awfully +on the grass. He then acted as if he thought I was going to punish him, +poor thing. He can't discriminate between sickness and sin. He leads a +dull life, without you and Margaret Mary. I tell him if it lasts much +longer, he'll grow into a common beast; he hates to be a beast, but +unless he has human companionship, he will sink to the level of one. So +you must hasten back and make much of him. + +I also went to the panorama of the battle of Bunker Hill, which is as +good as that of Gettysburg. I wished Harry had been there, because he +knows the story of it. You and he shall go soon after your return. It +makes you feel just as if you lived there. + +Well, I will now stop. On Monday morning the 14th or Sunday night the +13th of May, I will take you into my arms; that is, I will meet you with +a carriage on the wharf, when the boat comes in. And I tell you I shall +be glad to see the whole lot of you come roaring home. Give my love to +your Mammy, to Aunt Margaret, to Fräulein, to Harry, to Margaret Mary, +and to yourself. Your loving Dad, + +WM. JAMES. + + + + +_To Henry James._ + + +CHOCHURA, N.H., _July 11, 1888_. + +MY DEAR HARRY,--Your note announcing Edmund Gurney's death came +yesterday, and was a most shocking surprise. It seems one of Death's +stupidest strokes, for I know of no one whose life-task was begun on a +more far-reaching scale, or from whom one expected with greater +certainty richer fruit in the ripeness of time. I pity his lovely wife, +to whom I wrote a note yesterday; and also a brief notice for the +"Nation."[90] To me it will be a cruel loss; for he recognized me more +than anyone, and in all my thoughts of returning to England he was the +Englishman from whom I awaited the most nourishing communion. We ran +along on very similar lines of interest. He was very profound, subtle, +and voluminous, and bound for an intellectual synthesis of things much +solider and completer than anyone I know, except perhaps Royce. Well! +such is life! all these deaths make what remains here seem strangely +insignificant and ephemeral, as if the weight of things, as well as the +numbers, was all on the other side.[91] + +I have to thank you for a previous letter three or four weeks old, +which, having sent to Aunt Kate, I cannot now date. I must also thank +for "Partial Portraits" and "The Reverberator." The former, I of course +knew (except the peculiarly happy Woolson one), but have read several of +'em again with keen pleasure, especially the Turguenieff. "The +Reverberator" is masterly and exquisite. I quite squealed through it, +and all the household has amazingly enjoyed it. It shows the technical +ease you have attained, that you can handle so delicate and difficult a +fancy so lightly. It is simply delicious. I hope your other magazine +things, which I am following your advice and not reading [in magazine +form], are only half as good. How you can keep up such a productivity +and live, I don't see. All your time is your own, however, barring +dinner-parties, and that makes a great difference. + +Most of my time seems to disappear in college duties, not to speak of +domestic interruptions. Our summer starts promisingly. How with my lazy +temperament I managed to start all the things we put through last +summer, now makes me wonder. The place has yet a good deal to be done +with it, but it can be taken slowly, and Alice is a most _vaillante_ +partner. We have a trump of a hired man.... Some day I'll send you a +photograph of the little place. Please send this to Alice, for whose +letters I'm duly grateful. I only hope she'll keep decently well for a +little while. Yours ever, + +W. J. + +P.S. I have just been downstairs to get an envelope, and there on the +lawn saw a part of the family which I will describe, for you to insert +in one of your novels as a picture of domestic happiness. On the newly +made lawn in the angle of the house and kitchen ell, in the shadow of +the hot afternoon sun, lies a mattress taken out of our spare-room for +an airing against Richard Hodgson's arrival tomorrow. On it the madonna +and child--the former sewing in a nice blue point dress, and smiling at +the latter (named Peggy), immensely big and fat for her years, and who, +with quite a vocabulary of adjectives, proper names, and a mouthful of +teeth, shows as yet, although in her sixteenth month, no disposition to +walk. She is rolling and prattling to herself, now on mattress and now +on grass, and is an exceedingly good-natured, happy, and intelligent +child. It conduces to her happiness to have a hard cracker in her fist, +at which she mumbles more or less all day, and of which she is never +known to let go, even taking it into her bath with her and holding it +immersed till that ceremony is o'er. A man is papering and painting one +of our parlors, a carpenter putting up a mantelpiece in another. +Margaret and Harry's tutor are off on the backs of the two horses to the +village seven miles off, to have 'em shod. I, with naught on but gray +flannel shirt, breeches, belt, stockings and shoes, shall now proceed +across the Lake in the boat and up the hill, to get and carry the mail. +Harry will probably ride along the shore on the pony which Aunt Kate has +given him, and where Billy and Fräulein are, Heaven only knows. +Returning, I shall have a bath either in lake or brook--doesn't it sound +nice? On the whole it is nice, but very hot. + + + + +_To Miss Grace Norton._ + + +[Post-card] + +[CHOCORUA,] _Aug. 12, 1888_. + +It would take G[uy] de M[aupassant] himself to just fill a post-card +chock-full and yet leave naught to be desired, with an account of +"Pierre et Jean." It is a little cube of bronze; or like the body of the +Capitaine Beausire, "plein comme un oeuf, dur comme une balle"--dur +surtout! Fifteen years ago, I might have been _enthused_ by such art; +but I'm growing weak-minded, and the charm of this admirable precision +and adequacy of art to subject leaves me too cold. It is like these +modern tools and instruments, so admirably compact, and strong, and +reduced to their fighting weight. One of those little metallic pumps, +_e.g._, so oily and powerful, with a handle about two feet long, which +will throw a column of water about four inches thick 100 feet. +Unfortunately, G. de M.'s pump only throws dirty water--and I am +_beginning_ to be old fogy eno' to like even an old shackly wooden +pump-handle, if the water it fetches only carries all the sweetness of +the mountain-side. Yrs. ever, + +W.J. + +The dying fish on p[in]s stick most in my memory. Is that right in a +novel of human life? + + + + +_To G. Croom Robertson._ + + +_Oct. 7, 1888._ + +...I am teaching ethics and the philosophy of religion for the first +time, with that dear old duffer Martineau's works as a text. It gives me +lots to do, as I only began my systematic reading in that line three +weeks ago, having wasted the summer in farming (if such it can be +called) and philosophizing. My "Psychology" will therefore have to be +postponed until another year; for with as much college work as I have +this year, I can't expect to write a line of it.... + + + + +_To Henry James._ + + +_Oct. 14, 1888._ + +...The Cambridge year begins with much vehemence--I with a big class in +ethics, and seven graduates from other colleges in advanced psychology, +giving me a good deal of work. But I feel uncommonly hearty, and shall +no doubt come out of it all in good shape.... I am to have lots of +reading and no writing to speak of this year and expect to enjoy it +hugely. It does one good to read classic books. For a month past I've +done nothing else, in behalf of my ethics class--Plato, Aristotle, Adam +Smith, Butler, Paley, Spinoza, etc., etc. No book is celebrated without +deserving it for some quality, and recenter books, certain never to be +celebrated, have an awfully squashy texture.... + + + + +_To E. L. Godkin._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _Apr. 15, 1889_. + +MY DEAR GODKIN,--Harry's address is 34 De Vere Gardens, W. I imagine +that he will be there till midsummer. + +I hope 'tis yourself that's going! You must need it awfully. I fully +meant to call on you when I was in N. Y. a fortnight ago. But I was so +dead tired that I slept on my hotel bed all the only afternoon I had, +went to Daly's theatre in the evening and then had to come away. You are +the noblest Roman of them all; and what a man shall do for a newspaper +with sanity, intellect and backbone in it, when your editorial pen has +ceased to trickle, I don't know. There must be plenty of morals in the +world, plenty of brains, plenty of education, plenty of literary skill, +but was there ever a time or country when they seemed less to coalesce, +in the field of journalism? In the earlier years I may say that my whole +political education was due to the "Nation"; later came a time when I +thought you looked on the doings of Terence Powderly and Co. too much +from without and too little from within; now I turn to you again as my +only solace in a world where nothing stands straight. You have the most +curious way of always being _right_, so I never dare to trust myself now +when you're agin me. I read my "Nation" rather quicker than I used, but +I depend on it perhaps more than ever, and cannot forbear seizing this +passing occasion to tell you so. + +I hope, once more, that you're going abroad yourself. It will do you no +end of good to _take in_ after your daily giving out for so long. Harry +will be delighted to see you. Poor Alice is stranded at Leamington, +unable to use her legs or brain to any account, but never complaining, +and living apparently on the Irish question, being a violent Parnellite. +I settle the affairs of the Universe in my College courses, and have got +so far ahead as to be building a big new house on that part of it known +as the Norton estate.[92] A new street passes before your old house, now +Grace Norton's. I am a little north of it, facing it, and squatting +right across the old Norton Avenue. Four other houses are going up +there immediately, two of 'em actually under way. No answer to this is +expected, from a man as busy as you. Please give my best respects to +Mrs. Godkin, and believe me ever affectionately yours, + +WM. JAMES. + + + + +_To Henry James._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _May 12, 1889_. + +MY DEAR HARRY,--I have been feeling so dead-tired all this spring that I +believe a long break from my usual scenes is necessary. It is like the +fagged state that drove me abroad the last two times. I have been pretty +steadily busy for six years and the result isn't wonderful, considering +what a miserable nervous system I have anyhow. The upshot of it is that +I have pretty much made up my mind to invest $1000 (if necessary) of +Aunt Kate's legacy in my constitution, and spend the summer abroad. This +will give me the long-wished opportunity of seeing you and Alice, and +enable me to go to an international congress of "physiological +psychologists" which I have had the honor of an invitation to attend in +the capacity of "honorary committee"-man for the U. S. It will be +instructive and inspiring, no doubt, and won't last long, and [will] +give me an opportunity to meet a number of eminent men. But for these +three reasons, I think I should start for the Pacific coast as being +more novel. I confess I find myself caring more for landscapes than for +men--strange to say, and doubtless shameful; so my stay in London will +probably be short. + +I learn from Godkin that he is to be with you about the same time that I +shall be in London. I don't suppose you have room for both of us, but +pray don't let that trouble you. I can easily find a lodging somewhere +for a few days, which are all that I shall stay. I am heartily glad +Godkin is about to go abroad; I know of no one who so richly deserves a +vacation. My heart is warming up again to the "Nation," as it hasn't for +many years. + +I long to have a good long talk with you about yourself, Alice, and +10,000 old things. Alice used to be so perturbed at _expecting_ things +that in my ignorance of her present condition I don't venture to +announce to her my arrival. But do you use your discretion as to where +and how she shall be informed. Send her this, if it is the best way. + +It's a bad summer for me to be gone, with the house-building here, the +Chocorua place unfinished, and the crowds set in motion by the Paris +exhibition; and _perhaps_, if I find myself unexpectedly hearty when +lectures end two weeks hence, I may not go after all. But I can't help +feeling in my bones that I _ought_ to go, so I probably shall. It will +then be the Cephalonia, sailing June 22, and I shall get off at +Queenstown, as I am on the whole more curious to see the Emerald Isle +than any other part of Europe, except Scotland, which I probably shan't +see at all. The "Congress" in Paris begins Aug. 5. + +How good it will be to see poor Alice again, and to hear you discourse! +Ever affectly, yours, + +W.J. + + * * * * * + +In late June James did, in fact, sail on the Cephalonia and disembark at +Queenstown. Thence he proceeded _via_ Cork to Killarney and on to +Dublin, where he spent a day at Trinity College before going to Glasgow +and Oban. Having, in the briefest time and at first sight, fallen "dead +in love wi' Scotland both land and people" he traveled on _via_ +Edinburgh, and reached London by the 17th of July. There he stayed with +Henry James for ten days and saw his sister. A letter from London to +Mrs. James may be included in part. + + + + +_To Mrs. James._ + + +34 DE VERE GARDENS, LONDON, +_July 29, 1889_. + +... [After seeing Mrs. Gurney I went] to Brighton, where I spent a night +at Myers's lodgings, and the evening with him and the Sidgwicks trying +thought-transference experiments which, however, on that occasion did +not succeed.... The best thing by far which I saw in Brighton, and a +thing the impression of which will perhaps outlast everything else on +this trip, was four cuttle-fish (octopus) in the Aquarium. I wish we had +one of them for a child--such flexible intensity of life in a form so +inaccessible to our sympathy. Next day to Haslemere to the Pearsall +Smiths, where I spent a really _gemüthlich_ evening and morning. +Pearsall himself as engaging as of yore. The place and country +wonderfully rich and beautiful. Returning yesterday, went with H. to +National Gallery in the afternoon, and read Brownell on France in the +P.M. Yesterday, Sunday, Harry went to the country after breakfast, +whilst I wrote a lot of notes and read Zola's "Germinal," a story of +mines and miners, and a truly magnificent work, if successfully to +reproduce the horror and pity of certain human facts and make you see +them as if real can make a book magnificent. + +Towards four o'clock (the weather fine) I mounted the top of a bus and +went (with thousands of others similarly enthroned) to Hampton Court, +through Kew, Richmond, Bushey Park, etc.; about 30 miles there and back, +all for 4_s._ 6_d._ I strolled for an hour or more in the Hampton Court +Gardens, and overlooked the Thames all _bizarrée_ with row-boats and +male and female rowers, and got back, _perdu dans la foule_, at 10 +P.M.--a most delightful and interesting six hours, with but the usual +drawback, that _you_ were not along. How you would have enjoyed every +bit of it, especially the glimpses, between Richmond and Hampton, over +the high brick walls and between the bars of the iron gates, of these +extraordinary English gardens and larger grounds, all black with their +tufted vegetation. More different things can grow in a square foot here, +if they're taken care of, than I've ever seen elsewhere, and one of +these high ivy-walled gardens is something the _like_ of which is +altogether unknown to us. Like all human things (except wives) they grow +banal enough, if one stays long in their company, but the first +acquaintance between Alice Gibbens and them is something which I would +fain see. The crowd was immense and the picturesqueness of everything +quite medieval, as were also the good manners and the tendency to a +certain hearty sociability, shown in the chaffing from vehicle to +vehicle along the road. I'm glad I had this sight of the greatness of +the English people, and glad I had no social duties to perform.... + +Harry is as nice and simple and amiable as he can be. He has covered +himself, like some marine crustacean, with all sorts of material +growths, rich sea-weeds and rigid barnacles and things, and lives hidden +in the midst of his strange heavy alien manners and customs; but these +are all but "protective resemblances," under which the same dear old, +good, innocent and at bottom very powerless-feeling Harry remains, +caring for little but his writing, and full of dutifulness and affection +for all gentle things.... + + * * * * * + +From London James crossed to Paris, to attend the International Congress +of Physiological Psychology which had been arranged to coincide with the +International Exposition of that year. He found between 60 and 120 +colleagues, most of them European, of course, in attendance at its +sessions. This incident in his life may be summarized in a few sentences +from his own report of the Congress, in "Mind": "The most striking +feature of the discussions was, perhaps, their tendency to slope off to +some one or other of those shady horizons with which the name of +"psychic-research" is now associated.... The open results were, however +(as always happens at such gatherings), secondary in real importance to +the latent ones--the friendships made, the intimacies deepened, and the +encouragement and inspiration which came to everyone from seeing before +them in flesh and blood so large a portion of that little army of fellow +students from whom and for whom all contemporary psychology exists. The +individual worker feels much less isolated in the world after such an +experience." To Stumpf he wrote similarly (Aug. 15): "The sight of 120 +men all actively interested in psychology has made me feel much less +lonely in the world, and ready to finish my book this year with a great +deal more _entrain_. A book hanging so long on one's hands at last gets +outgrown, and even disgusting to one." + +On his way home James went again to see his sister, and her account of +him is not to be omitted. + +"William, instead of going to Switzerland, came suddenly back from Paris +and went home, having, as usual, exhausted Europe in a few weeks, +finding it stale, flat and unprofitable. The only necessity being to get +home, the first letter after his arrival, was, of course, full of plans +for his return _plus_ wife and infants; he is just like a blob of +mercury--you can't put a mental finger upon him. H. and I were laughing +over him, and recalling Father, and William's resemblance (in his ways) +to him. Tho' the results are the same, they seem to come from such a +different nature in the two; in W., an entire inability or indifference +to 'stick to a thing for the sake of sticking,' as some one said of him +once; whilst Father, the delicious infant! couldn't submit even to the +thralldom of his own whim; and then the dear being was such a prey to +the demon homesickness.... But to return to our mutton, William: he came +with H. on August 14 on his way to Liverpool. He told all about his +Paris experience, where he was a delegate to the Psychological Congress, +which was a most brilliant success. The French most polite and +hospitable. They invited W. to open the Congress, and they always had a +foreigner in the Chair at the different meetings. I extracted with great +difficulty from him that 'Monsieur Willyam James' was frequently +referred to by the speakers. He liked the Henry Sidgwicks and Fred. +Myers. Mrs. Myers paid him the following enigmatic compliment: 'We are +so glad that you are _as_ you are.'" + + * * * * * + +[Illustration: Francis James Child. + +Caricature from a Pocket Note-Book.] + +On getting back to Cambridge in the autumn, James moved his family into +a house which he had just built in Irving Street--a street which had +been newly opened through what used to be called Norton's Woods. He had +planned this house with such eager interest in all its details that he +had even designed doors and windows and had practically been his own +architect with respect to everything except structural specifications. +The result was a detached wooden house of pleasantly square outer +appearance, covered with shingles which soon weathered brown, and having +dark green trimmings. Inside there was one room which deserves +particular mention. James loved to have "space" about him[93] and he +planned a library that was the largest and sunniest room the house +could provide. It was about 22-1/2 feet wide and 27 feet long. The walls +were lined with book-shelves from floor to ceiling, except where James +hung a portrait of his father over the open fireplace. On the southern +side there was a triple window whose total width was nearly half the +length of the room, and which let in a flood of sunlight. Through it one +looked out upon a small lawn overhung by a large elm, and upon more +grass and trees beyond. This was his study and living-room for the rest +of his life. Here most of the Cambridge letters that follow may be +assumed to have been written. + + * * * * * + +After James moved to 95 Irving Street, several people referred to in the +letters became his very near neighbors. Josiah Royce, Francis J. Child, +C. E. Norton, Miss Theodora Sedgwick were all within three minutes walk +of his door. Miss Grace Norton lived across the way. + + + + +_To Miss Grace Norton._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _Dec. 25, 1889_. + +DEAR MISS NORTON,--Will you accept, as a Christmas offering, the +accompanying bottles of California Champagne, _extremely_ salubrious in +its after-effects, quite as intoxicating, almost as good-tasting and +only half as "cost-playful" as French Champagne--in short, a beverage +which no household should be without. + +I should gladly have sought out something more sentimental,--though +after a bottle or so, this seems rosy with sentiment,--but I have no +gifts of invention in the _present_ line, and took something useful, +merely to testify to the affection and admiration with which I am ever +yours, + +WM. JAMES. + + + + +_To Charles Eliot Norton._ + + +Undated [1889]. + +MY DEAR MR. NORTON,--This introduces to you Mr. X----, from South +Abington, a workman in a tack factory since boyhood, who has +nevertheless gone quite deeply into studies philosophic, mathematical +and sociological. He will tell you more about himself, and I wish if +convenient that you would "draw him out"--I should like much to hear +your impression. I want, if possible, to help him to a start in life +here. Palmer has invited him to stay with him for a week. And we are +busy studying him and trying to cast his horoscope, to feel whether we +can conscientiously recommend him to some millionaire to support in +college for a year (as unmatriculated), and so give him a chance to make +himself known and find some better avocation for himself than the making +of tacks ten hours a day. He knows nothing of our plan, thinks this a +mere spree, so please don't let it out! Very truly yours, + +WM. JAMES. + + * * * * * + +The workman from the tack factory, like more than one other lame duck +before and after him, had aroused what Professor Palmer once aptly +called James's "inclination toward the under-dog and his insistence on +keeping the door open for every species of human experiment." It made no +difference what X----'s doctrines were, or whether or not they were akin +to James's way of thinking. And if such a man was unfitted to arouse +other people's sympathies, James's own were the more readily challenged. +The erratics of the philosophical world were significant phenomena, and +sometimes interested him most just when they were most "queer"--when +they were perhaps aberrant to the point of being pathological specimens. +It mattered as little to James where such people sprang from, or by +what strange processes they had arrived at their ideas, as it matters to +a naturalist that beetles have to be hunted for in all sorts of places. +He filled the "Varieties of Religious Experience" with the records of +abnormal cases and with accounts of the mental and emotional adventures +of people whom the everyday world called cranks and fanatics. He was not +only curious about such men, but endlessly patient and helpful to them. +To some indeed his encouragement was more comforting than profitable, +and among them must be numbered the X---- of this letter--an uncouth and +helpless creature, who has since achieved his only immortality in +another sphere of being. The poor man never got over this "spree," but +withdrew from the tack factory forever, spent many years in a Mills +Hotel working over an unsalable _magnum opus_, and every now and then +appealing for funds. A letter on a later page recurs to this case. + + * * * * * + +In the spring of 1890 James finished the remaining chapters of the +"Psychology." The next letters were written during the final weeks of +work on the book. + + + + +_To Henry Holt._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _May 9, 1890_. + +MY DEAR HOLT,--I was in hopes that you would propose to break away from +the famous "Series" and publish the book independently, in two volumes. +An abridgement could then be prepared for the Series. If there be +anything which I loathe it is a mean overgrown page in small type, and I +think the author's feelings ought to go for a good deal in the case of +the enormous _rat_ which his ten years gestation has brought forth. + +In any event, I dread the summer and next year, with two new courses to +teach, and, I fear, no vacation. What I wrote you, if you remember, was +to send you the "heft" of the MS. by May 1st, the rest to be done in the +intervals of proof-correcting. You however insisted on having the entire +MS. in your hands before anything should be done. It seems to me that +this delay is, _now_ at any rate, absurd. There is certainly less than +two weeks' work on the MS. undone. And every day got behind us now means +a day of travel and vacation for me next September. I really think, +considering the sort of risk I am running by the delay, that I must +_insist_ on getting to press now as soon as the page is decided on. + +No one could be more disgusted than I at the sight of the book. _No_ +subject is worth being treated of in 1000 pages! Had I ten years more, I +could rewrite it in 500; but as it stands it is this or nothing--a +loathsome, distended, tumefied, bloated, dropsical mass, testifying to +nothing but two facts: _1st_, that there is no such thing as a _science_ +of psychology, and _2nd_, that W. J. is an incapable. + +Yours provided you hurry up things, + +WM. JAMES. + + * * * * * + +When Mrs. James took the children to Chocorua for the summer, James +remained in Cambridge to finish the book. + + + + +_To Mrs. James._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _May 17_, 7:50 P.M. + +...Wrote hard pretty much all day, lectured on Ansel Bourne, etc., had +three students to lunch, Chubb being gone to Milton. Visit this A.M. +from Bishop Keane of the New Catholic University at Washington, to get +advice about psycho-physic laboratory. Feel very well, though I drink +coffee daily. "Psychology" will certainly be finished by Sunday noon!... + + * * * * * + +_Sunday, May_ [18], 9:50 P.M. + +...The job is done! All but some paging and half a dozen little +footnotes, the work is completed, and as I see it as a unit, I feel as +if it might be rather a vigorous and richly colored chunk--for that kind +of thing at least!... + + * * * * * + +_May 22_, 5:45 P.M. + +...I sot up till two last night putting the finishing touches on the +MS., which now goes to Holt in irreproachable shape, woodcuts and all. I +insured it for $1000.00 in giving it to the express people this A.M. +That will make them extra careful at a cost of $1.50. This morning a +great feeling of weariness came over me at 10 o'clock, and I was taking +down a volume of Tennyson intending to doze off in my chair, when X---- +arrived.... + + * * * * * + +_May 24._ + +...I came home very weary, and lit a fire, and had a delicious two hours +all by myself, thinking of the big _étape_ of my life which now lay +behind me (I mean that infernal book done), and of the possibilities +that the future yielded of reading and living and loving out from the +shadow of that interminable black cloud.... At any rate, it does give me +some comfort to think that I don't live _wholly_ in projects, +aspirations and phrases, but now and then have something done to show +for all the fuss. The joke of it is that I, who have always considered +myself a thing of glimpses, of discontinuity, of _aperçus_, with no +power of doing a big job, suddenly realize at the _end_ of this task +that it is the biggest book on psychology in any language except +Wundt's, Rosmini's and Daniel Greenleaf Thompson's! Still, if it burns +up at the printing-office, I shan't much care, for I shan't ever write +it again!! + + + + +_To Henry James._ + + +CHOCORUA, _June 4, 1890_. + +MY DEAR HARRY, ...The great event for me is the completion at last of my +tedious book. I have been at my desk with it every day since I got back +from Europe, and up at four in the morning with it for many a day of the +last month. I have written every page four or five times over, and +carried it "on my mind" for nine years past, so you may imagine the +relief. Besides, I am glad to appear at last as a man who has done +something more than make phrases and projects. I will send you a copy, +in the fall, I trust, though [the printer] is so inert about starting +the proofs that we may not get through till midwinter or later. As +"Psychologies" go, it is a good one, but psychology is in such an +ante-scientific condition that the whole present generation of them is +predestined to become unreadable old medieval lumber, as soon as the +first genuine tracks of insight are made. The sooner the better, for +me!... + + + + +_To Mrs. Henry Whitman._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _July 24, 1890_. + +MY DEAR MRS. WHITMAN,--How good a way to begin the day, with a letter +from you, and a composition of yours to correct! + +To take the latter first, I trembled a little when, after looking over +the printed document, I found you beginning so sympathetically to stroke +down Mr. Jay; but you made it all right ere the end. Since the movement +is on foot, it is time that rational people like yourself should get an +influence in it. I doubt whether the earth supports a more genuine enemy +of all that the Catholic Church _inwardly_ stands for than I +do--_écrasez l'infâme_ is the only way I can feel about it. But the +concrete Catholics, including the common priests in this country, are an +entirely different matter. Their wish to educate their own, and to do +what proselytizing they can, is natural enough; so is their wish to get +state money. "Destroying American institutions" is a widely different +matter; and instead of this vague phrase, I should like to hear one +specification laid down of an "institution" which they are now +threatening. The only way to resist them is absolute firmness and +impartiality, and continuing in the line which you point out, bless your +'art! Down with demagogism!--this document is not quite free +therefrom.... + +As for the style, I see in it nothing but what is admirable. A pedant +might object (near the end) to a _drop_ of (even Huguenot) blood +_beating high_; but how can I object to anything from your pen? + +And now 10,000 thanks for your kind words about the proofs. The pages I +sent you are probably the most _continuously_ amusing in the +book--though occasionally there is a passing gleam elsewhere. If there +is aught of good in the style, it is the result of ceaseless toil in +rewriting. Everything comes out wrong with me at first; but when once +objectified in a crude shape, I can torture and poke and scrape and pat +it till it offends me no more. I take you at your word and send you some +more sheets--only, to get something pithy and real, I go back to some +practical remarks at the end of a chapter on Habit, composed with a view +of benefiting the _young_. May they accordingly be an inspiration to +_you_! + +Most of the book is altogether unreadable from any human point of view, +as I feel only too well in my deluge of proofs. My dear wife will come +down next week (I think) to help me through. Thank you once more, and +believe me, with warm regards to your husband, Yours always, + +WM. JAMES. + + + + +_To W. D. Howells._ + + +CHOCORUA, _Aug. 20, 1890_. + +MY DEAR HOWELLS,--You've done it this time and no mistake! I've had a +little leisure for reading this summer, and have just read, first your +"Shadow of a Dream," and next your "Hazard of New Fortunes," and can +hardly recollect a novel that has taken hold of me like the latter. Some +compensations go with being a mature man, do they not? You couldn't +possibly have done so solid a piece of work as that ten years ago, could +you? The steady unflagging flow of it is something wonderful. Never a +weak note, the number of characters, each intensely individual, the +observation of detail, the everlasting wit and humor, and beneath all +the bass accompaniment of the human problem, the entire Americanness of +it, all make it a very great book, and one which will last when we shall +have melted into the infinite azure. Ah! my dear Howells, it's worth +something to be able to write such a book, and it is so peculiarly +_yours_ too, flavored with your idiosyncrasy. (The book is so d--d +humane!) Congratulate your wife on having brought up such a husband. +_My_ wife had been raving about it ever since it came out, but I +couldn't read it till I got the larger printed copy, and naturally +couldn't credit all she said. But it makes one love as well as admire +you, and so o'er-shadows the equally exquisite, though slighter "Shadow +of a Dream," that I have no adjectives left for that. I hope the summer +is speeding well with all of you. I have been in Cambridge six weeks and +corrected 1400 pages of proof. The year which shall have witnessed the +apparition of your "Hazard of New Fortunes," of Harry's "Tragic Muse," +and of _my_ "Psychology" will indeed be a memorable one in American +Literature!! Believe me, with warm regards to Mrs. Howells, yours ever +affectionately, + +WM. JAMES. + + * * * * * + +The "Principles of Psychology" appeared in the early autumn. + + + + +X + +1890-1893 + +_The "Briefer Course" and the Laboratory--A Sabbatical Year in Europe_ + + +THE publication of the "Principles" may be treated as making a date--at +any rate in the story of James's life. Although conceived originally as +a manual or textbook, it had gone far beyond that mere summary of a +subject which it is the rôle of most textbooks to be, and had finally +assumed the form of a philosophic survey. "It was a declaration of +independence (defining the boundary lines of a new science with +unapproachable genius.)"[94] In the scientific world it established +James's already high reputation and greatly extended his influence. + +Beyond scientific circles the book's style, its colloquial directness, +its humor, and its moral depth and appeal, won it an instantaneous +popularity. Even before it appeared, the compositor at the +printing-press was reported as so enthralled by his "copy" that he was +reading the manuscript out of hours. Passages, among which the chapter +on Habit is the most widely known, "went home" with the force of +eloquent sermons. "I can't tell you what the book has _meant_ to me." +Such was the burden of countless messages that began to come in from +non-professional readers. During the course of the first winter after +its appearance, it became clear that the only obstacle to its almost +universal use in American colleges was its size. And so James spent the +summer of 1891 in making an abridgment which appeared that autumn under +the title "Briefer Course." In one form or the other, either in the +two-volume edition or the one-volume abridgment,--either in "James" or +in "Jimmy," as the two books were soon nicknamed,--James's "Psychology" +was soon in use in most of the colleges. During the thirty years that +have passed since then, the majority of the English-speaking students +who have entered the field of psychology have entered by the door which +James's pages threw wide to them. + +But by this time the inclination of James's own mind was more and more +strongly toward philosophy, and the experimental laboratory was becoming +a burden to him. It is true that the laboratory with which he had thus +far done his own work would not nowadays be reckoned as at all a big +affair. But owing to advances which had been made in the science during +the previous ten years, an enlarged laboratory was a necessity for +further progress and for right teaching. It would then require more time +and attention from its director; James wished to give less time than +heretofore. "I naturally hate experimental work," he said, "and all my +circumstances conspired (during the important years of my life) to +prevent me from getting into a routine of it, so that now it is always +the duty that gets postponed. There are plenty of others, to keep my +time as fully employed as my working powers permit."[95] There appeared +to be one solution for the difficulty, and in 1892 he set about to +arrange it. He raised enough money to establish the Harvard Laboratory +on such a basis that an able experimenter could be invited to make its +direction his chief concern. He recommended the appointment of Hugo +Münsterberg to take charge for three years. He had been much impressed +by the originality and promise implied by some experimental work which +Münsterberg had already done at Freiburg, and his conviction--in respect +to all academic appointments--was that youth and originality should be +sought rather than "safety"; that the way to organize a strong +philosophical department was to get men of different schools into its +faculty, and that they should expound dissimilar rather than harmonious +points of view and doctrines. + +When this appointment had been made, James saw his way clear to taking +the sabbatical year of absence from college duties to which he was +already more than entitled. For nine years he had allowed himself only +the briefest interruptions of work, and by 1892 he was in a badly +fatigued condition. He sailed for Antwerp in May, and took his family +with him. He had no more definite purpose than to escape all literary +and academic obligations and "lie fallow" in Europe for the next fifteen +months. Letters will show that he accomplished this with fair success. + + * * * * * + +Meanwhile, those which immediately follow were written from Cambridge. +The first of them was to a Boston neighbor and correspondent, one letter +to whom has already been given and to whom there will be a number more. +Sarah Whitman, who had lived in Baltimore before her marriage to Henry +Whitman of Boston made her a resident of that city and of Beverly, was a +person to whose charm and talents and taste it would be impossible to do +justice here. She was a lover of every art, and worked, herself, at +painting, and with more success and great distinction in stained glass. +Eager and generous of spirit, she was constantly confided in and +consulted by a small host of friends. She was, in an eminent degree, one +of those happy mortals who possess a native gift for friendship and +hospitality. At the date of the next letter she was, for a season, in +England. + + + + +_To Mrs. Henry Whitman._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _Oct. 15, 1890_. + +MY DEAR MRS. WHITMAN,--It does me good to hear from you, and to come in +contact with the spirit with which you "chuck" yourself at life. It is +medicinal in a way which it would probably both surprise and please you +to know, and helps to make me ashamed of those pusillanimities and +self-contempts which are the bane of my temperament and against which I +have to carry on my lifelong struggle. Enough! As for you, beat Sargent, +play round Chamberlain, extract the goodness and wisdom of Bryce, absorb +the autumn colors of the land and sea, mix the crimson and the opal fire +in the glass, charm everyone you come in contact with by your humanity +and amiability; in short, _continue_, and we shall have plenty to talk +about at the next (but for that, tedious) dinner at which it may be my +blessing to be placed by your side! Also enough! + +You will probably erelong be receiving the stalwart [Henry M.] Stanley +and his accomplished bride. I am reading with great delight his book. +How delicious is the fact that you can't cram individuals under cut and +dried heads of classification. Stanley is a genius all to himself, and +on the whole I like him right well, with his indescribable mixture of +the battering ram and the orator, of hardness and sentiment, egotism and +justice, domineeringness and democratic feeling, callousness to others' +insides, yet kindliness, and all his other odd contradictions. He is +probably on the whole an innocent. At any rate, it does me a lot of good +to read about his heroic adventures. + +As for "detail," of which you write, it is the ever-mounting sea which +is certain to engulf one, soul and body. You have a genius to cope with +it.--But again, enough! + +Naturally I "purr" like your cat at the handsome words you let fall +about the "Psychology." Go on! But remember that you can do so just as +well without reading it: I shan't know the difference. Seriously, your +determination to read that fatal book is the one flaw in an otherwise +noble nature. I wish that I had never written it. + +I hope to get my wife and the rest of the family down from New Hampshire +this week, though it does seem a sin to abandon the feast of light, +color, and purity, for the turbid town. + +Good-night! Yours faithfully, + +WM. JAMES. + + * * * * * + +James was now beginning to prepare the condensed edition of the +"Principles of Psychology," which appeared the next year as the "Briefer +Course." + +Professor Howison, who was informed of the project, had uttered a +protest against the irreverent irony with which James treated the +Hegelian dialectics in the "Principles,"[96] and had expressed a hope +that such passages would be omitted from the Briefer Course. + + + + +_To G. H. Howison._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _Jan. 20, 1891_. + +MY POOR DEAR DARLING HOWISON,--Your letter is received and wrings my +heart with its friendliness and animosity combined. But don't think me +more frivolous than I am. "Those bagatelle diatribes about Hegelism," +etc., are not reprinted in this book, not a single syllable of them! I +make some jokes about Caird on a certain page, but Caird already +forgives me, and writes that I am sophisticated by Hegel myself. If you +carefully ponder the _note_ on that same page or the next one (Volume I, +page 370), you will see the real inwardness of my whole feeling about +the matter. I am not as low as I seem, and some day (D. v.) may get out +another and a more "metaphysical" book, which will steal all your +Hegelian thunder except the dialectical method, and show me to be a true +child of the gospel. Heartily and everlastingly yours, + +WM. JAMES. + + + + +_To F. W. H. Myers._ + + +NEWPORT, R.I., _Jan. 30, 1891_. + +MY DEAR MYERS,--Your letter of the 12th came duly, but not till now have +I had leisure to write you a line of reply. Verily you are the stuff of +which world-changers are made! What a despot for Psychical Research! I +always feel guilty in your presence, and am, on the whole, glad that the +broad blue ocean rolls between us for most of the days of the year; +although I should be glad to have it intermit occasionally, on days when +I feel particularly larky and indifferent, when I might meet you without +being bowed down with shame. + +To speak seriously, however, I agree in what you say, that the position +I am now in (Professorship, book published and all) does give me a very +good pedestal for carrying on psychical research effectively, or rather +for disseminating its results effectively. I find however that +_narratives_ are a weariness, and I must confess that the reading of +narratives for which I have no personal responsibility is almost +intolerable to me. Those that come to me at first-hand, incidentally to +the Census, I get interested in. Others much less so; and I imagine my +case is a very common case. One page of experimental thought-transference +work will "carry" more than a hundred of "Phantasms of the Living." I +shall stick to my share of the latter, however; and expect in the summer +recess to work up the results already gained in an article[97] for +"Scribner's Magazine," which will be the basis for more publicity and +advertising and bring in another bundle of Schedules to report on at the +Congress. Of course I wholly agree with you in regard to the _ultimate_ +future of the business, and fame will be the portion of him who may +succeed in naturalizing it as a branch of legitimate science. I think it +quite on the cards that you, with your singular tenacity of purpose, and +wide look at all the intellectual relations of the thing, may live to be +the ultra-Darwin yourself. Only the facts are _so_ discontinuous so far +that possibly all our generation can do may be to get 'em called facts. +I'm a bad fellow to investigate on account of my bad memory for +anecdotes and other disjointed details. Teaching of students will have +to fill most of my time, I foresee; but of course my weather eye will +remain open upon the occult world. + +Our "Branch," you see, has tided over its difficulties temporarily; and +by raising its fee will enter upon the new year with a certain momentum. +You'll have to bleed, though, ere the end, devoted creatures that you +are, over there! + +I thank you most heartily for your kind words about my book, and am +touched by your faithful eye to the errata. The volumes were run through +the press in less than seven weeks, and the proof-reading suffered. My +friend G. Stanley Hall, leader of American Psychology, has written that +the book is the most complete piece of self-evisceration since Marie +Bashkirtseff's diary. Don't you think that's rather unkind? But in this +age of nerves all philosophizing is really something of that sort. I +finished yesterday the writing of an address on Ethics which I have to +give at Yale College; and, on the way hither in the cars, I read the +last half of Rudyard Kipling's "The Light that Failed"--finding the +latter indecently true to nature, but recognizing after all that my +ethics and his novel were the same sort of thing. All literary men are +sacrifices. "Les festins humains qu'ils servent à leurs fêtes +ressemblent la plupart à ceux des pélicans," etc., etc. Enough!... + + + + +_To W. D. Howells._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _Apr. 12, 1891_. + +MY DEAR HOWELLS,--You made me what seemed at the time a most reckless +invitation at the Childs' one day--you probably remember it. It seemed +to me improper then to take it up. But it has lain rankling in my mind +ever since; and now, as the spring weather makes a young man's fancy +lightly turn away from the metaphysical husks on which he has fed +exclusively all winter to some more human reading, I say to myself, Why +shouldn't I have copies, from the Author himself, of "Silas Lapham" and +of the "Minister's Charge"--which by this time are almost the only +things of yours which I have never possessed? Take this as thou wilt!... + + + + +_To W. D. Howells._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _June 12, 1891_. + +MY DEAR HOWELLS,--You are a sublime and immortal genius! I have just +read "Silas Lapham" and "Lemuel Barker"--strange that I should not have +read them before, after hearing my wife rave about them so--and of all +the perfect works of fiction they are the perfectest. The truth, in +gross and in detail; the concreteness and solidity; the geniality, +humanity, and unflagging humor; the steady way in which it keeps up +without a dead paragraph; and especially the fidelity with which you +stick to the ways of human nature, with the ideal and the un-ideal +inseparably beaten up together so that you never give them "clear"--all +make them a feast of delight, which, if I mistake not, will last for all +future time, or as long as novels _can_ last. Silas is the bigger total +success because it deals with a more important story (I think you ought +to have made young Corey _angrier_ about Irene's mistake and its +consequences); but the _work_ on the much obstructed Lemuel surely was +never surpassed. I hope his later life was happy! + +Altogether _you_ ought to be happy--you can fold your arms and write no +more if you like. I've just got your "Criticism and Fiction," which +shall speedily be read. And whilst in the midst of this note have +received from the postman your clipping from Kate Field's "Washington," +the author of which I can't divine, but she's a blessed creature whoever +she is. Yours ever, + +WM. JAMES. + + + + +_To Mrs. Henry Whitman._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _June 20, 1891_. + +MY DEAR MRS. WHITMAN,--You _are_ magnificent. Here comes your letter at +6 o'clock, just as I am looking wearily out of the window for a change, +and makes me feel like an aspiring youth again. But I can't go to +Beverly tomorrow, nor indeed leave my room, I fear; for I've had every +kind of _-itis_ that can afflict one's upper breathing channels, and +although convalescent, am as weak as a blade of grass, and feel as +antique as Methusalem. A fortnight hence I shall be like a young +puppy-dog again, however, and shall turn up inevitably between two +trains more than once ere the summer is over. + +I've managed to get through Volume I of Scott's Journal in the last two +days. The dear old boy! But who would not be "dear" who could have such +a mass of doggerel running in his head all the time, and make a hundred +thousand dollars a year just by letting his pen trickle? Bless his dear +old "unenlightened" soul all the same! The Scotch are the finest race in +the world--except the Baltimoreans[98] and Jews--and I think I enjoyed +my twenty-four hours of Edinburgh two summers ago more than any +twenty-four hours a city ever gave me. + +Good-bye! I'm describing W. S.'s character when I ought to be describing +yours--but you never give me a chance. When I get that task performed, +we shall settle down to a solid basis; though probably all that will be +in "the dim future." Meanwhile my love to all the Youth and Beauty +(including your own) and best wishes for their happiness and freedom +from influenzas of every description till the end of time. +Affectionately yours, + +W. J. + + + + +_To his Sister._ + + +CHOCORUA, N.H., _July 6, 1891_. + +DEAREST ALICE,--...Of course [this medical verdict on your case may +mean] as all men know, a finite length of days; and then, good-bye to +neurasthenia and neuralgia and headache, and weariness and palpitation +and disgust all at one stroke--I should think you would be reconciled to +the prospect with all its pluses and minuses! I know you've never cared +for life, and to me, now at the age of nearly fifty, life and death seem +singularly close together in all of us--and life a mere farce of +frustration in all, so far as the realization of the innermost ideals go +to which we are made respectively capable of feeling an affinity and +responding. Your frustrations are only rather more flagrant than the +rule; and you've been saved many forms of self-dissatisfaction and +misery which appertain to such a multiplication of responsible relations +to different people as I, for instance, have got into. Your fortitude, +good spirits and unsentimentality have been simply unexampled in the +midst of your physical woes; and when you're relieved from your post, +just _that_ bright note will remain behind, together with the +inscrutable and mysterious character of the doom of nervous weakness +which has chained you down for all these years. As for that, there's +more in it than has ever been told to so-called science. These +inhibitions, these split-up selves, all these new facts that are +gradually coming to light about our organization, these enlargements of +the self in trance, etc., are bringing me to turn for light in the +direction of all sorts of despised spiritualistic and unscientific +ideas. Father would find in me today a much more receptive listener--all +_that_ philosophy has got to be brought in. And what a queer +contradiction comes to the ordinary scientific argument against +immortality (based on body being mind's condition and mind going _out_ +when body is gone), when one must believe (as now, in these neurotic +cases) that some infernality in the body _prevents_ really existing +parts of the mind from coming to their effective rights at all, +suppresses them, and blots them out from participation in this world's +experiences, although they are _there_ all the time. When that which is +_you_ passes out of the body, I am sure that there will be an explosion +of liberated force and life till then eclipsed and kept down. I can +hardly imagine _your_ transition without a great oscillation of both +"worlds" as they regain their new equilibrium after the change! Everyone +will feel the shock, but you yourself will be more surprised than +anybody else. + +It may seem odd for me to talk to you in this cool way about your end; +but, my dear little sister, if one has things present to one's mind, and +I know they are present enough to _your_ mind, why not speak them out? I +am sure you appreciate that best. How many times I have thought, in the +past year, when my days were so full of strong and varied impression and +activities, of the long unchanging hours in bed which those days stood +for with you, and wondered how you bore the slow-paced monotony at all, +as you did! You can't tell how I've pitied you. But you _shall_ come to +your rights erelong. Meanwhile take things gently. Look for the little +good in each day as if life were to last a hundred years. Above all +things, save yourself from bodily pain, if it can be done. You've had +too much of that. Take all the morphia (or other forms of opium if that +disagrees) you want, and don't be afraid of becoming an opium-drunkard. +What was opium created for except for such times as this? Beg the good +Katharine (to whom _our_ debt can never be extinguished) to write me a +line every week, just to keep the currents flowing, and so farewell +until I write again. Your ever loving, + +W. J. + + * * * * * + +The reader should not fail to realize, in reading the letter which +follows, that it was written, not only while Münsterberg was still a +remote young psychologist in Germany, with no claim on James's +consideration, but before there was any question of calling him to +Harvard. + + + + +_To Hugo Münsterberg._ + + +CHOCORUA, _July 8, 1891_. + +DEAR DR. MÜNSTERBERG,--I have just read Prof. G. E. Müller's review of +you in the G. G. H., and find it in many respects so brutal that I am +impelled to send you a word of "consolation," if such a thing be +possible. German polemics in general are not distinguished by +mansuetude; but there is something peculiarly hideous in the business +when an established authority like Müller, instead of administering +fatherly and kindly admonition to a youngster like yourself, shows a +malign pleasure in knocking him down and jumping up and down upon his +body. All your merits he passes by parenthetically as +_selbstverständlich_; your sins he enlarges upon with unction. Don't +mind it! Don't be angry! Turn the other cheek! Make no ill-mannered +reply!--and great will be your credit and reward! Answer by continuing +your work and making it more and more irreproachable. + +I can't myself agree in some of your theories. _A priori_, your muscular +sense-theory of psychic measurements seems to me incredible in many +ways. Your general mechanical _Welt-anschauung_ is too abstract and +simple for my mind. But I find in you just what is lacking in this +critique of Müller's--a sense for the perspective and proportion of +things (so that, for instance, you _don't_ make experiments and quote +figures to the 100th decimal, where a coarse qualitative result is all +that the question needs). Whose _theories_ in Psychology have any +_definitive_ value today? No one's! Their only use is to sharpen +farther reflexion and observation. The man who throws out most new ideas +and immediately seeks to subject them to experimental control is the +most useful psychologist, in the present state of the science. No one +has done this as yet as well as you. If you are only _flexible_ towards +your theories, and as ingenious in testing them hereafter as you have +been hitherto, I will back you to beat the whole army of your critics +before you are forty years old. Too much ambition and too much rashness +are marks of a certain type of genius in its youth. The _destiny_ of +that genius depends on its power or inability to assimilate and get good +out of such criticisms as Müller's. Get the good! forget the bad!--and +Müller will live to feel ashamed of his tone. + +I was very much grieved to learn from Delabarre lately that the doctors +had found some weakness in your heart! What a wasteful thing is Nature, +to produce a fellow like you, and then play such a trick with him! +Bah!--But I prefer to think that it will be no serious impediment, if +you only go _piani piano_. You will do the better work doubtless for +doing it a little more slowly. Not long ago I was dining with some old +gentlemen, and one of them asked, "What is the best assurance a man can +have of a long and active life?" He was a doctor; and presently replied +to his own question: "To be entirely broken-down in health before one is +thirty-five!"--There is much truth in it; and though it applies more to +nervous than to other diseases, we all can take our comfort in it. _I_ +was entirely broken-down before I was thirty. Yours cordially, + +WM. JAMES. + +Delabarre and Mackaye wrote to me of you with great admiration and +gratitude for all they have gained. + + + + +_To Henry Holt._ + + +CHOCORUA, N.H., _July 24, 1891_. + +MY DEAR HOLT,--I expect to send you within ten days the MS. of my +"Briefer Course," boiled down to possibly 400 pages. By adding some +twaddle about the senses, by leaving out all polemics and history, all +bibliography and experimental details, all metaphysical subtleties and +digressions, all quotations, all humor and pathos, all _interest_ in +short, and by blackening the tops of all the paragraphs, I think I have +produced a tome of pedagogic classic which will enrich both you and me, +if not the student's mind. + +The difficulty is about when to correct the proofs. I've practically had +no vacation so far, and won't touch them during August. I can start them +September first up here. I can't rush them through in Cambridge as I did +last year; but must do them leisurely, to suit this northern mail and +its hours. I _could_ have them done by another man in Cambridge, if +there were desperate hurry; but on the whole I should prefer to do them +myself. + +Write and propose something! The larger book seems to be a decided +success--especially from the literary point of view. I begin to look +down upon Mark Twain! Yours ever, + +WM. JAMES. + + + + +_To Henry James._ + + +ASHEVILLE, N.C., _Aug. 20, 1891_. + +MY DEAR HARRY,--...Of poor Lowell's death you heard. I left Cambridge +the evening of the funeral, for which I had waited over, and meant to +write to you about it that very afternoon. But as it turned out, I +didn't get a moment of time.... He had never been ill in his life till +two years ago, and didn't seem to understand or realize the fact as +most people do. I doubt if he dreamed that his end was approaching until +it was close at hand. Few images in my memory are more touching than the +picture of his attitude in the last visits I paid him. He was always up +and dressed, in his library, with his velvet coat and tobacco pipes, and +ready to talk and be talked to, alluding to his illness with a sort of +apologetic and whimsical plaintiveness that had no querulousness in it, +though he coughed incessantly, and the last time I was there (the last +day of June, I think) he was strongly narcotized by opium for a sciatica +which had lately supervened. Looking back at him, what strikes one most +was his singularly boyish cheerfulness and robustness of temperament. He +was a sort of a boy to the end, and makes most others seem like +premature old men....[99] + + * * * * * + +Miss Grace Ashburner, next addressed, and her sister Miss Anne +Ashburner, were two old ladies, friends of James's parents, for whom he +felt an especially affectionate regard. They, and their niece Miss +Theodora Sedgwick, lived in Kirkland Street, next door to Professor +Child and near the Norton family. They had become near neighbors as well +as friends when James moved into his new house. + + + + +_To Miss Grace Ashburner._ + + +LINVILLE, N.C., _Aug. 25, 1891_. + +MY DEAR MISS GRACE,--The time has come for that letter to be written! I +have been thinking of you ever since I left home; but every +letter-writing moment so far has been taken up by the information +necessary to be imparted to my faithful spouse about my whereabouts, +expenses, health, longings for home and the children, etc.; then a +long-due letter to Harry had to be written, another to Alice, and one to +Katharine Loring; finally, one to my Cousin Elly Emmet who is about to +marry _en secondes noces_ a Scotchman, until at the last the moment is +ripe for the most ideal correspondent of all! + +I have at last "struck it rich" here in North Carolina, and am in the +most peculiar, and one of the most poetic places I have ever been in. +Strange to say, it is on the premises of a land speculation and would-be +"boom." A tract of twenty-five square miles of wilderness, 3800 feet +above the sea at its lowest part, has been bought; between 30 and 40 +miles of the most admirable alpine, evenly-graded, zigzagging roads +built in various directions from the centre, which is a smallish cleared +plateau; an exquisite little hotel built; nine cottages round about it; +and that is all. Not a loafer, not a fly, not a blot upon the scene! The +serpent has not yet made his appearance in this Eden, around which stand +the hills covered with primeval forest of the most beautiful +description, filled with rhododendrons, laurels, and azaleas which, +through the month of July, must make it ablaze with glory. + +I went this morning on horseback with the manager of the concern, a +really charming young North Carolinian educated at our Institute of +Technology, to the top of "Grandfather Mountain" (close by, which the +Company owns) and which is only a couple of hundred feet lower than Mt. +Washington. The road, the forest, the view, the crags were as good as +such things can be. Apparently the company had just planted a couple of +hundred thousand dollars in _pure esthetics_--a most high-toned +proceeding in this degenerate age. Later, doubtless, a railroad, +stores, and general sordidness with wealth will creep in. Meanwhile let +us enjoy things! There "does be" advantages in creation as opposed to +evolution, in the railway, in the telegraph and the electric light, and +all that goes with them. This peculiar combination of virgin wilderness +with perfectly planned roads, Queen Anne cottages, and a sweet little +modern hotel, has never been realized until our day. + +But what am I doing? I always held a descriptive letter in abhorrence: +sentiment is the only thing that should be allowed a place in a +correspondence between two persons of opposite genders. But to feel +sentiment is one thing, and to express it both forcibly and gracefully +is another. Had I but the pen of an F. J. Child, I might do something. +As it is, my dear, dear Miss Grace, I can only rather dumbly say how +everlastingly tender was, is and ever shall be the emotion which +accompanies my thoughts of you. Especially in these days when your +patience and good spirits add such a halo to you and to your sister too. +I am fast overtaking you in age, and it gives the deepest sort of +satisfaction to feel the process of growing together with one's old +friends as one does. "Thought is deeper than all speech," so I will say +no more. I shall hope to see you, and see you feeling well, before the +week is over. Meanwhile, with heartiest affection to your dear sister, +and to Theodora as well as to yourself, I am always, your loving, + +WM. JAMES. + + + + +_To Henry James._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _Apr. 11, 1892_. + +MY DEAR HARRY,--...I have been seething in a fever of politics about the +future of our philosophy department. Harvard must lead in psychology; +and I, having founded her laboratory, am not the man to carry on the +practical work. I have _almost_ succeeded, however, in clinching a +bargain whereby Münsterberg, the ablest experimental psychologist in +Germany, allowance made for his being only 28 years old,--he is in fact +the Rudyard Kipling of psychology,--is to come here. When he does he +will scoop out all the other universities as far as that line of work +goes. We have also had another scheme, at the various stages of which +you, Balzac or Howells ought to have been present, to work up for a +novel or the stage. There's a great comedy yet to be made out of the +University newly founded by the American millionaire. In this case the +millionaire had announced his desire to found a professorship of +psychology applied to education. The thing was to get it for Harvard, +which he mistrusted. I went at him tooth and nail, trying to persuade +him that Royce was the man. Letters, _pour-parlers_, visits (he lives in +N. Y.), finally a two-days' visit at this house, and a dinner for him. +He is a real Balzackian figure--a regular porker, coarse, vulgar, vain, +cunning, mendacious, etc., etc. The worst of it is that he will probably +give us nothing,--having got all the attention and flattery from us at +which he aimed,--so that we have our labor for our pains, and the gods +laugh as they say "served them right." + +I have long been meaning to write of my intense enjoyment of Du +Maurier's "Peter Ibbetson," which I verily believe will be one of the +classics of the English tongue. The _beauty_ of it goes beyond +everything--and the light and happy touch--the rapid style! Please tell +him if you see him that we are all on our knees. Your last book fell +into Margaret Gibbens's hands, and I have barely seen it. I shan't have +time to read it till the voyage.... + + + + +_To Miss Mary Tappan._ + + +CAMBRIDGE, _April 29, 1892_. + +MY DEAR MARY,--Your kind letter about poor Alice came today, and makes +me do what I have long been on the _point_ of doing--write a friendly +word to you. Yes, Alice's death is a great release to her; she longed +for it; and it is in a sense a release to all of us. In spite of its +terrific frustrations her life was a triumph all the same, as I now see +it. Her particular burden was borne well. She never whimpered or +complained of her sickness, and never seemed to turn her face towards +it, but up to the very limit of her allowance attended to outer things. +When I went to London in September to bid her good-bye, she altogether +refused to waste a minute in talking about her disease, and conversed +only of the English people and Harry's play. So her soul was not +subdued! I wish that mine might ever be as little so! Poor Harry is left +rather disconsolate. He habitually stored up all sorts of things to tell +her, and now he has no ear into which to pour their like. He says her +talk was better than anyone's he knew in London. Strange to say, altho' +practically bedridden for years, her mental atmosphere, barring a little +over-vehemence, was altogether that of the _grand monde_, and the +information about both people and public affairs which she had the art +of absorbing from the air was astonishing. + +We are probably all going to Europe on the 25th of May--[SS.] Friesland +[to] Antwerp. Both Alice and I need a "year off," and I hope we shall +get it. Our winter abode is yet unknown. I wish you were going to stay +and we could be near you. I wish anyhow we might meet this summer and +talk things over. It doesn't pay in this short life for good old friends +to be non-existent for each other; and how can one write letters of +friendship when letters of business fill every chink of time? I _do +hope_ we shall meet, my dear Mary. Both of us send you lots of love, and +plenty to Ellen too. Yours ever, + +W.J. + + * * * * * + +James sailed for Antwerp with his family on May 25, and escaped not only +from college duties but from the postman and from his writing-table. He +spent the summer in the Black Forest and Switzerland before moving down +to Florence in September. It happened that a few weeks were passed in a +_pension_ at Vers-chez-les-Blanc above the Lake of Geneva, in which +Professor Theodore Flournoy of the University of Geneva, to whom the +next letter but one is addressed, was also spending his vacation with +his family. Flournoy had reviewed the "Principles" in the "Journal de +Genève," and there had already been some correspondence between the two +men. At Vers-chez-les-Blanc a real friendship sprang up quickly. It grew +deeper and closer as the years slipped by, for in temperament and mental +outlook the Swiss and the American were close kin. + + + + +_To Miss Grace Ashburner._ + + +GRYON, SWITZERLAND, _July 13, 1892_. + +MY DEAR MISS GRACE, or rather, let me say, MY DEAR GRACE,--since what +avails such long friendship and affection, if not that privilege of +familiarity? I have thought of you often and of the quiet place that +harbors you, but have been too distracted as yet to write any letters +but necessary ones on business. We have been in Europe five and a half +weeks and are only just beginning to see a ray of daylight on our path. +How could Arthur, how could Madame Lucy,[100] see us go off and not +raise a more solemn word of warning? It seems to me that the most +solemn duty _I_ can have in what remains to me of life will be to save +my inexperienced fellow beings from ignorantly taking their little ones +abroad when they go for their own refreshment. To combine novel +anxieties of the most agonizing kind about your children's education, +nocturnal and diurnal contact of the most intimate sort with their +shrieks, their quarrels, their questions, their rollings-about and +tears, in short with all their emotional, intellectual and bodily +functions, in what practically in these close quarters amounts to one +room--to combine these things (I say) with a _holiday_ for _oneself_ is +an idea worthy to emanate from a lunatic asylum. The wear and tear of a +professorship for a year is not equal to one week of this sort of thing. +But let me not complain! Since I am responsible for their being, I will +launch them worthily upon life; and if a foreign education is required, +they shall have it. Only why talk of "sabbatical" years?--there is the +hideous mockery! Alice, if she writes to you, will (after her feminine +fashion) gloze over this aspect of our existence, because she has been +more or less accustomed to it all these years and _on the whole does not +dislike it_ (!!), but I for once will speak frankly and not disguise my +sufferings. Here in this precipitous Alpine village we occupy rooms in +an empty house with a yellow-plastered front and an iron balcony above +the street. Up and down that street the cows, the goats, the natives, +and the tourists pass. The church-roof and the pastor's house are across +the way, dropped as it were twenty feet down the slope. Close beside us +are populous houses either way, and others beside _them_. Yet on that +iron balcony all the innermost mysteries of the James family are +blazoned and bruited to the entire village. _Things_ are dried there, +quarrels, screams and squeals rise incessantly to Heaven, dressing and +undressing are performed, punishments take place--recriminations, +arguments, execrations--with a publicity after which, if there _were_ +reporters, we should never be able to show our faces again. And when I +think of that cool, spacious and quiet mansion lying untenanted in +Irving Street, with a place in it for everything, and everything in its +place when _we_ are there, I could almost weep for "the pity of it." But +we may get used to this as other travelers do--only Arthur and Lucy +ought to have dropped some word of warning ere we came away! + +Our destiny seems relentlessly driving us towards Paris, which on the +whole I rather hate than otherwise, only the educational problem +promises a better solution there. The boys meanwhile have got started on +French lessons here, and though we must soon "move on" like a family of +wandering Jews, we shall probably leave one behind in the pastor's +family hard-by. The other boy we shall get into a family somewhere else, +and then have none but Peg and the baby to cope with. Perhaps strength +will be given us for that. + +Switzerland meanwhile is an unmitigated blessing, from the mountains +down to the bread and butter and the beds. The people, the arrangements, +the earth, the air and the sky, are satisfactory to a degree hard to +imagine beforehand. There is an extraordinary absence of feminine +beauty, but great kindliness, absolute honesty, fixed tariffs and prices +for everything, etc., etc., and of course absolutely clean hotels at +prices which, though not the "dirt cheap" ones of former times, are yet +very cheap compared with the American standard. We stayed for ten days +at a _pension_ on the Lake of Lucerne which was in all respects as +beautiful and ideal as any scene on the operatic stage, yet we paid +just about what the Childs pay at Nickerson's vile and filthy hotel at +Chocorua. Of course we made the acquaintance of Cambridge people there +whose acquaintance we had not made before--I mean the family of Joseph +Henry Thayer of the Divinity School, whose daughter Miriam, with her +splendid playing and general grace and amiability, was a proof of how +much hidden wealth Cambridge contains. + +But I have talked too much about ourselves and ought to talk about you. +What can I do, however, my dear Grace, except express hopes? I know that +you have had a hot summer, but I know little else. Have you borne it +well? Have you had any relief from your miserable suffering state? or +have you gone on as badly or worse than ever? Of course you can't answer +these questions, but some day Theodora will. I devoutly trust that +things have gone well and that you may even have been able to see some +friends, and in that way get a little change. Your sister, to whom pray +give the best love of both of us, is I suppose holding her own as +bravely as ever; only I should like to know the fact, and that too +Theodora will doubtless ere long acquaint us with. To that last-named +exemplary and delightful Being give also our best love; and with any +amount of it of the tenderest quality for yourself, believe me, always +your affectionate, + +WM. JAMES. + +Love to all the Childs, please, and all the Nortons who may be within +reach. + + + + +_To Theodore Flournoy._ + + +PENSIONE VILLA MAGGIORE +(PALLANZA), _Sept. 19, 1892_. + +MY DEAR FLOURNOY,--Your most agreeable letter--one of those which one +preserves to read in one's old age--came yesterday.... I am much +obliged to you for the paper by Sécretan, and (unless you deny me the +permission) I propose to keep it, and let you get a new one, which you +can do more easily than I. It is much too oracular and brief, but its +_pregnancy_ is a good example of what an intellect gains by growing old: +one says vast things simply. I read it stretched on the grass of Monte +Motterone, the Rigi of this region, just across the Lake, with all the +kingdoms of the earth stretched before me, and I realized how exactly a +philosophic _Weltansicht_ resembles that from the top of a mountain. You +are driven, as you ascend, into a choice of fewer and fewer paths, and +at last you end in two or three simple attitudes from each of which we +see a great part of the Universe amazingly simplified and summarized, +but nowhere the entire view at once. I entirely agree that Renouvier's +system fails to satisfy, but it seems to me the classical and consistent +expression of _one_ of the great attitudes: that of insisting on +logically intelligible formulas. If one goes beyond, one must abandon +the hope of _formulas_ altogether, which is what all pious +sentimentalists do; and with them M. Sécretan, since he fails to give +any articulate substitute for the "Criticism" he finds so +unsatisfactory. Most philosophers give formulas, and inadmissible ones, +as when Sécretan makes a _memoire sans oubli_ = _duratio tota simul_ = +eternity! + +I have been reading with much interest the articles on the will by +Fouillée, in the "Revue Philosophique" for June and August. There are +admirable descriptive pages, though the final philosophy fails to +impress me much. I am in good condition now, and must try to do a little +methodical work every day in Florence, in spite of the temptations to +_flânerie_ of the sort of life. + +I did hope to have spent a few days in Geneva before crossing the +mountains! But perhaps, for the holidays, you and Madame Flournoy will +cross them to see us at Florence. The Vers-chez-les-Blanc days are +something that neither she nor I will forget! + +You and I are strangely contrasted as regards our professorial +responsibilities: you are becoming entangled in laboratory research and +demonstration just as I am getting emancipated. As regards +_demonstrations_, I think you will not find much difficulty in +concocting a programme of classical observations on the senses, etc., +for students to verify; it worked much more easily at Harvard than I +supposed it would when we applied it to the whole class, and it improved +the spirit of the work very much. As regards _research_, I advise you +not to take that duty too conscientiously, if you find that ideas and +projects do not abound. As long as [a] man is working at anything, he +must give up other things at which he might be working, and the best +thing he can work at is usually the thing he does most spontaneously. +You philosophize, according to your own account, more spontaneously than +you work in the laboratory. So do I, and I always felt that the +occupation of philosophizing was with me a valid excuse for neglecting +laboratory work, since there is not time for both. Your work as a +philosopher will be more _irreplaceable_ than what results you might get +in the laboratory out of the same number of hours. Some day, I feel +sure, you will find yourself impelled to publish some of your +reflections. Until then, take notes and read, and feel that your true +destiny is on the way to its accomplishment! It seems to me that a great +thing would be to add a new course to your instruction. Au revoir, my +dear friend! My wife sends "a great deal of love" to yours, and says she +will write to her as soon as we get settled. I also send my most cordial +greetings to Madame Flournoy. Remember me also affectionately to those +charming young _demoiselles_, who will, I am afraid, incontinently +proceed to forget me. Always affectionately yours, + +WM. JAMES. + + + + +_To William M. Salter._ + + +FLORENCE, _Oct. 6, 1892_. + +...So the magician Renan is no more! I don't know whether you were ever +much subject to his spell. If so, you have a fine subject for Sunday +lectures! The queer thing was that he so slowly worked his way to his +natural mental attitude of irony and persiflage, on a basis of moral and +religious material. He levitated at last to his true level of +superficiality, emancipating himself from layer after layer of the +inhibitions into which he was born, and finally using the old moral and +religious vocabulary to produce merely musical and poetic effects. That +moral and religious ideals, seriously taken, involve certain refusals +and renunciations of freedom, Renan seemed at last entirely to forget. +On the whole, his sweetness and mere literary coquetry leave a +displeasing impression, and the only way to handle him is not to take +him heavily or seriously. The worst is, he was a prig in his ideals.... + + + + +_To James J. Putnam._ + + +16 PIAZZA DELL'INDIPENDENZA, +FLORENCE, _Oct. 7, 1892_. + +MY DEAR JIM,--We got your delightful letter ever so long ago, and +nothing but invincible lethargy on my part, excusing itself to +conscience by saying, "I mustn't write till I have something definitive +to announce," is responsible for this delay. The lethargy was doubtless +the healthy reversion of the nervous system to its normal equilibrium +again, so I let it work. And the conscientious sophism was not so +unreasonable after all. My brain has gradually got working in a natural +manner again, and we are definitively settled for the winter, so the +time for a line to you has come. + +To begin with, your letter sounded delicious, and I like to think of you +as enjoying the neighborhood of our good little [Chocorua] lake so much, +and particularly as expressing such satisfaction in the look of our +little place. If it hasn't "style," it has at least a harmonious +domesticity of appearance. A recent letter referred to "Dr. Putnam's" +place on the hill across the lake, as if you or Charlie might have been +buying over there too. Is this so? I shall be very glad if it is so. + +As for ourselves, coming abroad with a pack of children is not the same +thing in reality as it is on paper. A summer full of passive enjoyment +is one thing, a summer full of care for the present and anxious schemes +for the coming winter is another. When you come abroad, come with Marian +for the summer only and leave the children at home. Of course they have +gained perception and intelligence, and if this Florence school only +turns out well, they will have a good deal of French, and other +experiences which will be precious to them hereafter; so that on their +[account] there will be nothing to regret. But the parental organism in +sore need of recuperative vacation gets a great deal more of it per +dollar and per day if allowed to wander by itself. Enough now of this +philosophy!... + +I am telling you nothing of our summer, most all of which was passed in +Switzerland. Germany is good, but Switzerland is better. _How_ good +Switzerland is, is something that can't be described in words. The +healthiness of it passes all utterance--the air, the roads, the +mountains, the customs, the institutions, the people. Not a breath of +art, poetry, esthetics, morbidness, or "suggestions"! It is all there, +solid meat and drink for the sick body and soul, ready to be turned to, +and do you infallible good when the nervous and gas-lit side of life has +had too much play. What a see-saw life is, between the elemental things +and the others! We must have both; but aspiration for aspiration, I +think that of the over-cultured and exquisite person for the insipidity +of health is the more pathetic. After the suggestiveness, decay and +over-refinement of Florence this winter, I shall be hungry enough for +the eternal elements to be had in Schweiz. I didn't do any high +climbing, for which my legs and _Schwindeligkeit_ both unfit me, but any +amount of solid moderate walking (say four to six hours a day), which +did me a lot of good. I envy the climbers, though! + +Now that my brain begins to work again, I have mapped out a profitable +course of winter reading, _Naturphilosophie_ and _Kunstgeschichte_, and, +if the boys' school is only as good as it is cracked up to be, we shall +have had a good year. Alice is very well, and much refreshed in spite of +maternal cares and perplexities.... Love from both of us to both of you, +and wishes for a good winter. Love also to all your family circle, +especially Annie, and to Mrs. Wynne if she be near. + +W. J. + + + + +_To Miss Grace Ashburner._ + + +6 PIAZZA DELL INDIPENDENZA +FLORENCE, _Oct. 19, 1892_. + +MY DEAR GRACE,--It is needless to say that your long and delightful +reply written by Theodora's self-effacing hand reached us duly, and that +I have "been on the point" of writing to you again ever since. That +"point" as you well know, is one to which somehow one seems long to +cleave without jumping off. But at last here goes--irrevocably! I did +not expect that in your condition you would be either so conscientious +or so energetic as to send so immediate and full a return, and I must +expressly stipulate, my dear old friend, that the sole condition upon +which I write now is that you shall not feel that I expect a single word +of answer. (Needless to say, however, how much any infringement of this +condition on your part will be _enjoyed_.) + +Well! Cold and wet drove us out of Switzerland that first week in +September, though, as it turned out, we should have had a fine rest of +the month if we had stayed. We crossed the Simplon to Pallanza on Lake +Maggiore, where we stayed ten days, till the bad fare made us sick; and +then came straight to Florence by the 21st. As almost no strangers had +arrived, we had the pick of all the furnished apartments, most of which +threatened great bleakness or gloominess for the winter, with their high +ceilings, and _some_ rooms in all of them lit from court or well. Our +family seems to be of the maximum size for which apartments are made! We +found but this one into all the rooms of which the sun can come either +before- or after-noon. It is clean, and abundantly furnished with sofas +and chairs, but not a "convenience for housekeeping" of any kind +whatsoever. No oven in which to make the macaroni _au gratin_, no place +to keep more than a week's supply of charcoal, or I fear more than three +or four days' supply of wood for the fire when the cold weather comes, +as come it will with a vengeance, from all accounts. I hope our children +won't freeze! + +Harry and Billy started school at last two days ago, and glad I am to +see them at it. In the immortal words of our townsman Rindge in his +monumental inscription, "every man" (and "every" boy!) "should have an +honest occupation."[101] What they need is comrades of their own age, +and competitive play and work, rather than monuments of antiquity or +landscape beauty. Animal, not vegetable or mineral life is their +element. The school is English, they'll get no more French or German +there than at Browne and Nichols's [school at home] and they'll have to +begin Italian, I'm afraid, which will be pure interruption and leave not +a rack behind after they've been home a year. Still one mustn't always +grumble about one's children, and they are getting an amount of +perception over here, and a freedom from prejudices about American +things and ways, which will certainly be of general service to their +intelligence, and be worth more to them hereafter than their year would +have been if spent in drill for the Harvard exams--even if what they +lose do amount to a whole year, which I much doubt. But I think it may +be called certain that they shan't be kept abroad a _second_ year! + +For ourselves, Florence is delicious. I have a sort of organic +protestation against certain things here, the toneless air in the +streets, which feels like used-up indoor air, the "general debility" +which pervades all ways and institutions, the worn-out faces, etc., etc. +But the charming sunny manners, the old-world picturesqueness wherever +you cast your eye, and above all, the magnificent remains of art, redeem +it all, and insidiously spin a charm round one which might well end by +turning one into one of these mere northern loungers here for the rest +of one's days, recreant to all one's native instincts. The stagnancy of +the thermometer is the great thing. Day after day a changeless air, +sometimes sun and sometimes shower, but no other difference except +possibly from week to week the faintest possible progress in the +direction of cold. It must be very good for one's nerves after our +acrobatic climate. We have an excellent man-cook, the most faithful of +beings, at two and a half dollars a week. He never goes out except to +market, and understands, strange to say, the naked Latin roots without +terminations in which we hold _un_sweet discourse with him. But on Dante +and Charles Norton's _admirable_ "pony" I am getting up the lingo fast! + +All this time I am saying nothing about you or your sister, or the dear +Childs, or the Nortons, or anyone. Of your own condition we have got +very scanty news indeed since your letter.... Perhaps Theodora will just +sit down and write two pages,--not a letter, if she isn't ready; but +just two pages--to give some authentic account of how the fall finds you +all, especially you. I hope the opium business and all has not given you +additional trouble, and that the pain has not made worse havoc than +before. When one thinks of your patience and good cheer, my dear, dear +Grace, through all of life, one feels grateful to the Higher Powers for +the example. Please take the heartfelt love of both of us, give some to +your dear sister and to Theodora, and believe me ever your affectionate, + +WM. JAMES. + +Love too, to the Nortons, old and young, and to the Childs. + + + + +_To Josiah Royce._ + + +FLORENCE, _Dec. 18, 1892_. + +BELOVED JOSIAH,--Your letter of Oct. 12, with "missent Indian mail" +stamped upon its envelope in big letters, was handed in only ten days +ago, after I had long said in my heart that you were no true friend to +leave me thus languishing so long in ignorance of all that was +befalling in Irving St. and the country round about. Its poetical +hyperboles about the way I was missed made amends for everything, so I +am not now writing to ask you for my diamonds back, or to return my +ringlet of your hair. It was a beautiful and bully letter and filled the +hearts of both of us with exceeding joy. I have heard since then from +the Gibbenses that you are made Professor--I fear at not more than +$3000. But still it is a step ahead and I congratulate you most heartily +thereupon. + +What I most urgently wanted to hear from you was some estimate of +Münsterberg, and when you say, "he is an immense success," you may +imagine how I am pleased. He has his foibles, as who has not; but I have +a strong impression that that youth will be a great man. Moreover, his +naïveté and openness of nature make him very lovable. I do hope that +[his] English will go--of course there can be no question of the +students liking him, when once he gets his communications open. He has +written me exhaustive letters, and seems to be outdoing even you in the +amount of energizing which he puts forth. May God have him in his holy +keeping! + +From the midst of my laziness here the news I get from Cambridge makes +it seem like a little seething Florence of the XVth Century. Having all +the time there is, to myself, I of course find I have no time for doing +any particular duties, and the consequence is that the days go by +without anything very serious accomplished. But we live well and are +comfortable by means of sheet-iron stoves which the clammy quality of +the cold rather than its intensity seems to necessitate, and Italianism +is "striking in" to all of us to various degrees of depth, shallowest of +all I fear in Peg and the baby. When _Gemüthlichkeit_ is banished from +the world, it will still survive in this dear and shabby old country; +though I suppose the same sort of thing is really to be found in the +East even more than in Italy, and that we shall seek it there when Italy +has got as tram-roaded and modernized all over as Berlin. It is a +curious smell of the past, that lingers over everything, speech and +manners as well as stone and stuffs! + +I went to Padua last week to a Galileo anniversary. It was splendidly +carried out, and great fun; and they gave all of us foreigners honorary +degrees. I rather like being a doctor of the University of Padua, and +shall feel more at home than hitherto in the "Merchant of Venice." I +have written a letter to the "Nation" about it, which I commend to the +attention of your gentle partner.[102] ... + +Mark Twain is here for the winter in a villa outside the town, hard at +work writing something or other. I have seen him a couple of times--a +fine, soft-fibred little fellow with the perversest twang and drawl, but +very human and good. I should think that one might grow very fond of +him, and wish he'd come and live in Cambridge. + +I am just beginning to wake up from the sort of mental palsy that has +been over me for the past year, and to take a little "notice" in matters +philosophical. I am now reading Wundt's curiously long-winded "System," +which, in spite of his intolerable sleekness and way of _soaping_ +everything on to you by plausible transitions so as to make it run +continuous, has every now and then a compendiously stated truth, or +_aperçu_, which is nourishing and instructive. Come March, I will send +you proposals for my work next year, to the "Cosmology" part of which I +am just beginning to wake up. [A. W.] Benn, of the history of Greek +Philosophy, is here, a shy Irishman (I should judge) with a queer +manner, whom I have only seen a couple of times, but with whom I shall +probably later take some walks. He seems a good and well-informed +fellow, much devoted to astronomy, and I have urged your works on his +attention. He lent me the "New World" with your article in it, which I +read with admiration. Would that belief would ensue! Perhaps I shall get +straight. + +I have just been "penning" a notice of Renouvier's "Principes de la +Nature" for Schurman.[103] Renouvier cannot be _true_--his world is so +much _dust_. But that conception is a _zu überwindendes Moment_, and he +has given it its most energetic expression. There is a theodicy at the +end, a speculation about this being a world fallen, which ought to +interest you much from the point of view of your own Cosmology. + +Münsterberg wrote me, and I forgot to remark on it in my reply, that +Scripture wanted him to contribute to a new Yale psychology review, but +that he wished to publish in a volume. I confess it disgusts me to hear +of each of these little separate college tin-trumpets. What I should +really like would be a philosophic _monthly_ in America, which would be +all sufficing, as the "Revue Philosophique" is in France. If it were a +monthly, Münsterberg could find room for all his contributions from the +laboratory. But I don't suppose that Scripture will combine with +Schurman any more than Hall would, or for the matter of that, I don't +know whether Schurman himself would wish it.... + +What are you working at? Is the Goethe work started? Is music raging +round you both as of yore? How are the children? We heard last night the +new opera by Mascagni, "I Rantzau," which has made a _furore_ here and +which I enjoyed hugely. How is Santayana, and what is he up to? You +can't tell how thick the atmosphere of Cambridge seems over here? +"Surcharged with vitality," in short. Write again whenever you can spare +a fellow a half hour, and believe me, with warmest regards from both of +us to both of you, yours always, + +WM. JAMES. + +Pray give love to Palmer, Nichols, Santayana, Münsterberg, and all. + + + + +_To Miss Grace Norton._ + + +FLORENCE, _Dec. 28, 1892_. + +MY DEAR GRACE,--I hope that my silence has not left you to think that I +have forgotten all the ties of friendship. Far from it!--but have _you_ +never felt the rapture of day after day with no letter to write, nor the +shrinking from breaking the spell by changing a limitless possibility of +future outpouring into a shabby little actual scrawl? Remote, unwritten +to and unheard from, you seem to me something ideal, off there in your +inaccessible Cambridge palazzo, bathed in the angelic American light, +occupying your mind with noble literature, pure, solitary, +incontaminate--a station from which the touch of this vulgar epistle +will instantly bring you down; for you will have been imagining your +poor correspondent in the same high and abstract fashion until what he +says breaks the charm (as infallibly it must), and with the perception +of his finiteness must also come a faint sense of discouragement as if +_you_ were finite too--for communications bring the communicants to a +common level. All of which sounds, my dear Grace, as if I were +refraining from writing to you out of my well-known habit of +"metaphysical politeness"; or trying to make you think so. But I think I +can trust you to see that all these elaborate conceits (which seem +imitated from the choice Italian manner, and which I confess have flowed +from my pen quite unpremeditatedly and somewhat to my own surprise) are +nothing but a shabby cloak under which I am trying to hide my own +palpable _laziness_--a laziness which even the higher affections can +only render a little restless and uncomfortable, but not +dispel.--However, it _is_ dispelled at last, isn't it? So let me begin. + +You will have heard stray tidings of us from time to time, so I need +give you no detailed account of our peregrinations or decisions. We had +a delicious summer in Switzerland, that noble and medicinal country, and +we have now got into first-rate shape at Florence, although there is a +menace of "sociability" commencing, which may take away that wonderful +and unexampled sense of peace. I have been enjoying [myself] of late in +sitting under the lamp until midnight, secure against any possible +interruption, and reading what things I pleased. I believe that last +year in Cambridge I counted one single night in which I could sit and +read passively till bedtime; and now that the days have begun to +lengthen and that the small end of winter appears looking through the +future, I begin to count them here as something unspeakably precious +that may ne'er return. + +The boys are at an English school which, though certainly very good, +gives them rather less French and German than they would have at Browne +and Nichols's. Peg is having first-rate "opportunities" in the way of +dancing, gymnastics and other accomplishments of a bodily sort. We have +a little shred of a half-starved, but very cheerful, ex-ballet dancer +who brings a poor little, humble, peering-eyed fiddler--"Maestro" she +calls him--three times a week to our big salon, and makes supple the +limbs of Peg and the two infants of Dr. Baldwin by the most wonderful +patience and diversity of exercises at five francs a lesson. When one +thinks of the sort of lessons the children at Cambridge get, and of the +sort of price they pay, it makes one feel that geography is a tremendous +frustrator of the so-called laws of demand and supply. + +Alice and I lunched this noon with young Loeser, whose name you may +remember some years ago in Cambridge. He is devoted to the scientific +study of pictures, and I hope to gain some truth from him ere we leave. +He is a dear good fellow. Baron Ostensacken is also here--I forget +whether you used to know him. The same quaint, cheerful, nervous, +intelligent, rather egotistic old bachelor that he used to be, who also +runs to pictures in his old age, after the strictly entomological +method, I fancy, this time; for I doubt whether he cares near as much +for the pictures themselves as for the science of them. But you can't +keep science out of anything in these bad times. Love is dead, or at any +rate seems weak and shallow wherever science has taken possession. I am +glad that, being incapable cf anything like scholarship in any line, I +still can take some pleasure from these pictures in the way of love; +particularly glad since some years ago I thought that my care for +pictures had faded away with youth. But with better opportunities it has +revived. Loeser describes Bôcher as _basking_ in the presence of +pictures, as if it were an amusing way of taking them, whereas it is the +true way. Is Mr. Bôcher giving his lectures or talks again at your +house? + +Duveneck[104] is here, but I have seen very little of him. The professor +is an oppressor to the artist, I fear; and metaphysical politeness has +kept me from pressing him too much. What an awful trade that of +professor is--paid to talk, talk, talk! I have seen artists growing +pale and sick whilst I talked to them without being able to stop. And I +loved them for not being able to love me any better. It would be an +awful universe if _everything_ could be converted into words, words, +words. + +I have been so sorry to hear of the miserable condition of so many of +your family circle this summer.... Give my love to your brother Charles, +to Sally, Lily, Dick, Margaret and all the dear creatures. Also to the +other dears on both sides of the Kirkland driveway. I hope and trust +that your winter is passing cheerfully and healthily away. With warm +good wishes for a happy new year, and affectionate greetings from both +of us, believe me always yours, + +WM. JAMES. + + * * * * * + +It will be recalled that Miss Gibbens, to whom the next letter was +addressed, was Mrs. James's sister. + + + + +_To Miss Margaret Gibbens (Mrs. L. R. Gregor)._ + + +FLORENCE, _Jan. 3, 1893_. + +BELOVED MARGARET,--A happy New Year to you all! My immediate purpose in +writing is to celebrate Alice's social greatness, and to do humble +penance for the obstacles I have persistently thrown in her path. By +which I mean that the dinner which we gave on Sunday night, and which +she with great equanimity got up, was a perfect success. She began, +according to her wont, after we had been in the apartment a fortnight, +to say that we must give a dinner to the Villaris, etc. If you could +have seen the manner of our ménage at that time, you would have excused +the terrible severity of the tones in which I rebuked her, and the +copious eloquence in which I described our past, present, and future +life and circumstances and expressed my doubts as to whether she ought +not to inhabit an asylum rather than an apartment. As time wore on we +got a waitress, and added dessert spoons, fruit knives, etc., etc., to +our dining-room resources; also got some silver polish, etc.; and Alice +would keep returning to the idea in a way which made _me_, I confess, +act like the madman with whose conversation at such times (dictated I +must say by the highest social responsibility) you are acquainted. At +last she invited the Lorings, I. Ostensacken and Loeser for New Year's +night; I groaning, she smiling; I hopeless and abusive, she confident +and defensive, of our resources; I doing all I could to add to her +burden and make things impossible, she explaining to Raffaello in her +inimitable Italian, drilling the handmaids, screening the direful lamp +most successfully with three Japanese umbrellas after I contended that +it was impossible to do so, procuring the only two little red petticoats +in the city to put on our two candles, making a bunch of flowers, so +small in the centre of a star of fern leaves that I bitterly laughed at +it, look exquisitely lovely--and then, with her beautiful countenance, +which always becomes transfigured in the presence of company, keeping +the conversation going till after eleven o'clock. I humbly prostrated +myself before her after it was over,--for the table really looked +sweet--no human being would have believed it beforehand,--threw the +wood-ashes on my head, and swore that she should have the Villaris, and +the King of Italy if she wished and whenever she wished, and that I +would write to you in token of my shame. It will please your mother to +hear what a successful creature she is. Her diet is still +eccentric,--flying from one extreme of abstinence to another,--and her +sleep fitful and accidental in its times and seasons. She sits up very +late at night, and slumbers publicly when afternoon visitors come in, +upright in her chair, with the lamp shining full on her beautiful +countenance from which all traces of struggle have disappeared and +[where] sleep reigns calmly victorious--at least she did this once +lately.... + +P.S. On reading this to Alice she says she doesn't see what call I had +to write it, and that as for my obstructing the dinner, I hadn't made it +more impossible than I always make everything. This with a sweet +ironical smile which I can't give on paper.... + + + + +_To Francis Boott._ + + +FLORENCE, _Jan. 30, 1893_. + +DEAR MR. BOOTT,--Your letter of Dec. 15th was very welcome, with its +home gossip and its Florentine advice. Our winter has worn away, as you +see, with very little discomfort from cold. It is true that I have been +irritated at the immovable condition of my bed-room thermometer which, +for five weeks, has been at 40°F., not shifting in all that time more +than one degree either way, until I longed for a change; but how much +better such steadfastness than the acrobatic performances of our +American winter-thermometer. You and other sybarites scared us so, in +the fall, about the arctic cold we should have, that I used daily to +make vows to the Creator and the Saints that, if they would only carry +us safely to the first of February, I never would ask them for another +favor as long as I lived. With the impending winter once _overcome_ I +thought life would be one long vista of relief thenceforth. But +practically there has been nothing _to_ overcome. I am glad, however, +that now that January disappears, we may have some warm days, coming +more and more frequently. The spring must be really delicious. We are +keeping as shy of "Society" as we can, but still we see a good many +people, and the interruptions to study (from that, and the domestic +causes which abound in our narrow quarters--narrow in winter-time, broad +enough when fires go out) are very great. + +Duveneck[105] spent a most delightful evening here a while ago, and left +a big portfolio of photos of Böcklin's pictures and a big bunch of +cigars for me two days later. I wish I didn't always feel like a +_phrase-monger_ with honest artists like him. However there are some +fellows who seem phrase-mongers to me, X----, _e.g._, so it's +"square."... We have a cook, Raffaello, the most modest and faithful of +his sex. Our manner of communication with him is _awful_; but he +finishes all our sentences for us, and, strange to say, just as we would +have finished them if we could. Alice swears we must bring him home to +America. Should you think it safe? He seems to have no friends or +diversions here, and no love except for his saucepans. But I dread the +responsibility of being foster-father to him in our cold and uncongenial +land. It would be different if I spoke his lingo.--What do _you_ think? + +And _what_ a pretty lingo it is! Italian and German seem to me _the_ +languages. The mongrels French and English might drop out! + +Apropos to English, I return your slip [about the teaching of English?] +"as per request," having been amused at the manifestation of the ruling +passion in you. I don't care how incorrect language may be if it only +has fitness of epithet, energy and clearness. But I do pity the poor +English Department. I see they are talking in England of more study of +their own tongue in the schools being required.... Mark Twain dined with +us last night, in company with the good Villari and the charming Mrs. +Villari; but there was no chance then to ask him to sing Nora McCarty. +He's a dear man, and there'll be a chance yet. He is in a delightful +villa at Settignano, and says he has written more in the past four +months than he could have done in two years at Hartford. Well! good-bye, +dear old friend. Yours ever, + +WM. JAMES. + + + + +_To Henry James._ + + +FLORENCE, _Mar. 17, 1893_. + +...I don't wonder that it seems strange to you that we should be leaving +here just in the glory of the year. _Your_ view of Italy is that of the +tourist; and that is really the only way to _enjoy_ any place. Ours is +that of the resident in whom the sweet decay breathed in for six months +has produced a sort of physiological craving for a change to robuster +air. One ends by craving one's own more permanent attitude, and a +country whose language I can speak and where I can settle into my own +necessary work (which has been awfully prevented here of late), without +a guilty sense that I am neglecting the claims of pictures and +monuments, is the better environment now. In short, Italy has well +served its purpose by us and we shall be eternally grateful. But we have +no farther use for it, and the spring is also beautiful in lands that +will [be] fresher to our senses. There are moments when the Florentine +debility becomes really hateful to one, and I don't see how the Lorings +and others can come and make their home with it. You have done the best +thing, in putting yourself in the strongest _milieu_ to be found on +earth. But Italy is incomparable as a refreshing refuge, and I am sorry +that you are likely to lose it this year.... + + + + +_To François Pillon._ + +[Post-card] + + +LONDON, _June 17, 1893_. + +You can hardly imagine how strong my disappointment was in losing you in +Paris--when we might have found you by going to Alcan's on Monday, or by +writing you before we came. It seems now sheer folly! But I didn't think +of the possibility of your being gone so early in the summer. Our three +young children are all in Switzerland, the older boy in Munich, and my +wife and I are like middle-aged omnibus-horses let loose in a pasture. +The first time we have had a holiday together for 15 years. I feel like +a barrel without hoops! We shall be here in England for a month at +least. After that everything is uncertain. I _may_ not even pass through +Paris again. + +W. J. + + + + +_To Shadworth H. Hodgson._ + + +LONDON, _June 23, 1893_. + +MY DEAR HODGSON,--I am more different kinds of an ass, or rather I am +(without ceasing to be different kinds) the same kind more often than +any other living man! This morning I knocked at your door, inwardly +exultant with the certainty that I should find you, and learned that you +had left for Saltburn just one hour ago! A week ago yesterday the same +thing happened to me at Pillon's in Paris, and because of the same +reason, my having announced my presence a day too late. + +My wife and I have been here six days. As it was her first visit to +England and she had a lot of clothes to get, having worn out her +American supply in the past year, we thought we had better remain +_incog._ for a week, drinking in London irresponsibly, and letting the +dressmakers have their will with her time. I early asked at your door +whether you were in town and visible, and received a reassuring reply, +so I felt quite safe and devoted myself to showing my wife the sights, +and enjoying her naïf wonder as she drank in Britain's greatness. Four +nights ago at 9:30 P.M. I pointed out to her (as possibly the climax of +greatness) your library windows with one of them open and bright with +the inner light. She said, "Let's ring and see him." My heart palpitated +to do so, but it was late and a hot night, and I was afraid you might be +in tropical costume, safe for the night, and my hesitation lost us. We +came home. It is too, too bad! I wanted much to see you, for though, my +dear Hodgson, our correspondence has languished of late (the effect of +encroaching eld), my sentiments to you-ward (as the apostle would say) +are as lively as ever, and I recognize in you always the friend as well +as the master. Are you likely to come back to London at all? Our plans +didn't exactly lie through Yorkshire, but they are vague and may +possibly be changed. But what I wanted my wife to see was S. H. H. in +his own golden-hued library with the rumor of the cab-stand filling the +air.... But write, you noble old philosopher and dear young man, to +yours always, + +WM. JAMES. + + + + +_To Dickinson S. Miller._ + + +LONDON, _July 8, 1893_. + +DARLING MILLER,--I must still for a while call you darling, in spite of +your Toryism, ecclesiasticism, determinism, and general diabolism, which +will probably result in your ruthlessly destroying me both as a man and +as a philosopher some day. But sufficient unto that day will be its +evil, so let me take advantage of the hours before "black-manhood comes" +and still fondle you for a while upon my knee. And both you and Angell, +being now colleagues and not students, had better stop Mistering or +Professoring me, or I shall retaliate by beginning to "Mr." and "Prof." +you.... + +What you say of Erdmann, Uphues and the atmosphere of German academic +life generally, is exceedingly interesting. If we can only keep our own +humaner tone in spite of the growing complication of interests! I think +we shall in great measure, for there is nothing here in English academic +circles that corresponds to the German savagery. I do hope we may meet +in Switzerland shortly, and you can then tell me what Erdmann's +greatness consists in.... + +I have done hardly any reading since the beginning of March. My genius +for being frustrated and interrupted, and our unsettled mode of life +have played too well into each other's hands. The consequence is that I +rather long for settlement, and the resumption of the harness. If I only +had working strength not to require these abominably costly vacations! +Make the most of these days, my dear Miller. They will never exactly +return, and will be looked back to by you hereafter as quite ideal. I am +glad you have assimilated the German opportunities so well. Both Hodder +and Angell have spoken with admiration of the methodical way in which +you have forged ahead. It is a pity you have not had a chance at +England, with which land you seem to have so many inward affinities. If +you are to come here let me know, and I can give you introductions. +Hodgson is in Yorkshire and I've missed him. Myers sails for the Chicago +Psychic Congress, Aug. 2nd. Sidgwick may still be had, perhaps, and +Bryce, who will give you an order to the Strangers' Gallery. The House +of Commons, cradle of all free institutions, is really a wonderful and +moving sight, and at bottom here the people are more good-natured on +the Irish question than one would think to listen to their strong words. +The cheery, active English temperament beats the world, I believe, the +Deutschers included. But so cartilaginous and unsentimental as to the +_Gemüth_! The girls like boys and the men like horses! + +I shall be greatly interested in your article. As for Uphues, I am duly +uplifted that such a man should read me, and am ashamed to say that +amongst my pile of sins is that of having carried about two of his books +with me for three or four years past, always meaning to read, and never +actually reading them. I only laid them out again yesterday to take back +to Switzerland with me. Such things make me despair. Paulsen's +_Einleitung_ is the greatest treat I have enjoyed of late. His synthesis +is to my mind almost lamentably unsatisfactory, but the book makes a +station, an _étape_, in the expression of things. Good-bye--my wife +comes in, ready to go out to lunch, and thereafter to Haslemere for the +night. She sends love, and so do I. Address us when you get to +Switzerland to M. Cérésole, as above, "la Chiesaz sur Vevey (Vaud), and +believe me ever yours, + +WM. JAMES. + + + + +_To Henry James._ + + +THE SALTERS' HILL-TOP +[near CHOCORUA], _Sept. 22, 1893_. + +...I am up here for a few days with Billy, to close our house for the +winter, and get a sniff of the place. The Salters have a noble hill with +such an outlook! and a very decent little house and barn. But oh! the +difference from Switzerland, the thin grass and ragged waysides, the +poverty-stricken land, and sad American sunlight over all--sad because +so empty. There is a strange thinness and femininity hovering over all +America, so different from the stoutness and masculinity of land and air +and everything in Switzerland and England, that the coming back makes +one feel strangely sad and hardens one in the resolution never to go +away again unless one can go to end one's days. Such a divided soul is +very bad. To you, who now have real practical relations and a place in +the old world, I should think there was no necessity of ever coming back +again. But Europe has been made what it is by men staying in their homes +and fighting stubbornly generation after generation for all the beauty, +comfort and order that they have got--we must abide and do the +same.[106] As England struck me newly and differently last time, so +America now--force and directness in the people, but a terrible +grimness, more ugliness than I ever realized in things, and a greater +weakness in nature's beauty, such as it is. One must pitch one's whole +sensibility first in a different key--then gradually the quantum of +personal happiness of which one is susceptible fills the cup--but the +moment of change of key is lonesome.... + +We had the great Helmholtz and his wife with us one afternoon, gave them +tea and invited some people to meet them; she, a charming woman of the +world, brought up by her aunt, Madame Mohl, in Paris; he the most +monumental example of benign calm and speechlessness that I ever saw. He +is growing old, and somewhat weary, I think, and makes no effort beyond +that of smiling and inclining his head to remarks that are made. At +least he made no response to remarks of mine; but Royce, Charles Norton, +John Fiske, and Dr. Walcott, who surrounded him at a little table where +he sat with tea and beer, said that he spoke. Such power of calm is a +great possession. + +I have been twice to Mrs. Whitman's, once to a lunch and reception to +the Bourgets a fortnight ago. Mrs. G----, it would seem, has kept them +like caged birds (probably because they wanted it so); Mrs. B. was +charming and easy, he ill at ease, refusing to try English unless +compelled, and turning to _me_ at the table as a drowning man to a +"hencoop," as if there were safety in the presence of anyone connected +with you. I could do nothing towards inviting them, in the existent +state of our ménage; but when, later, they come back for a month in +Boston, I shall be glad to bring them into the house for a few days. I +feel quite a fellow feeling for him; he seems a very human creature, and +it was a real pleasure to me to see a Frenchman of B.'s celebrity _look_ +as ill at ease as I myself have often _felt_ in fashionable society. +They are, I believe, in Canada, and have only too much society. + +I shan't go to Chicago, for economy's sake--besides I _must_ get to +work. But _everyone_ says one ought to sell all one has and mortgage +one's soul to go there; it is esteemed such a revelation of beauty. +People cast away all sin and baseness, burst into tears and grow +religious, etc., under the influence!! _Some_ people evidently.... + +The people about home are very pleasant to meet.... Yours ever +affectionately, + +WM. JAMES. + + +END OF VOLUME I + +MCGRATH-SHERRILL PRESS + +GRAPHIC ARTS BLDG. + +BOSTON + + * * * * * + +Typographical errors corrected by the etext transcriber: + +He tried to make up for the deficiences=>He tried to make up for the +deficiencies + +"little genuises"=>"little geniuses" + +I am desirious of reading=>I am desirous of reading + +Et peut-on savoir jusqu'ou=>Et peut-on savoir jusqu'où + +Dés que ma santé=>Dès que ma santé + +Journal of Speculative Philsophy=>Journal of Speculative Philosophy + +end was apporaching until it was close at hand=>end was approaching +until it was close at hand + + +FOOTNOTES: + +[1] _Literary Remains of Henry James_, p. 151. + +[2] Henry James (in _A Small Boy and Others_, p. 5) says of Catherine +Barber; "She represented for us in our generation the only English +blood--that of both her own parents--flowing in our veins." She may well +have seemed to her grandson to be of a different type from other members +of the family, who were more recently, and doubtless obviously, Irish or +Scotch; but the statement is incorrect. John Barber was the son of +Patrick Barber, who came from Longford County, Ireland, about 1750 and +settled at Neelytown near Newburgh (after having lived in New York City +and Princeton) about 1764, and of Jannet Rhea (or Rea) whose parents +were well-to-do people in old Shawangunk in 1790. Whatever may have been +the previous history of the Rhea family, their name does not suggest an +English origin. Both Patrick Barber and Matthew Rhea were pillars of +Goodwill Presbyterian Church in Montgomery. + +[3] See _Literary Remains_, p. 149. + +[4] If the reader were familiar, as he cannot be presumed to have been, +with the elder Henry James or his writings, he would be in no danger of +finding anything cold or qualifying in these words, but would discern a +true adoration expressing itself in a way that was peculiarly +characteristic of their writer. For Henry James, Senior, a spiritual +democracy deeper than that of our political jargon was not a mere +conception: it was an unquestioned reality. The outer wrappings in which +people swathed their souls excited him to anger and ridicule more often +than praise; but when men or women seemed to him beautiful or adorable +he thought it was because they betrayed more naturally than others the +inward possession of that humble "social" spirit which he wanted to +think of as truly a common possession--God's equal gift to each and all. +To say of his mother that _that_ could be felt in her, that she was +_merely_ that, was his purest praise. The reader may find this habit of +his thought expressing itself anew in William James by turning to a +letter on page 210 below. That letter might have been written by Henry +James, Senior. + +[5] The places of two of the eleven who died early were taken by their +orphaned children. + +[6] According to the Rev. Hugh Walsh of Newburgh, who has worked out the +Walsh genealogy. _A Small Boy and Others_ (page 6) says "Killyleagh." + +[7] _A Small Boy and Others_, p. 8. + +[8] _Literary Remains of Henry James_, Introduction, p. 9. + +[9] See, further, _Notes of a Son and Brother_, pp. 181 _et seq._ + +[10] _Society of the Redeemed Form of Man_, quoted in the Introduction +to _Literary Remains_, p. 57, _et seq._ + +[11] Letter to Shadworth H. Hodgson, p. 241 _infra_. + +[12] _A Small Boy and Others_, p. 216. + +[13] _Vide_ also a passage in the _Literary Remains_, at p. 104. + +[14] _Life of E. L. Godkin_, vol. II, p. 218. New York, 1907. + +[15] _Early Years of the Saturday Club_; E. W. Emerson's chapter on +Henry James, Senior, p. 328. There follows a delightful account of a +"Conversation" at R. W. Emerson's house in Concord, at which Henry +James, Senior, upset a prepared discourse of Alcott's and launched +himself into an attack on "Morality." Whereupon Miss Mary Moody Emerson, +"eighty-four years old and dressed underneath without doubt, in her +shroud," seized him by the shoulders and shook him and rebuked him. "Mr. +James beamed with delight and spoke with most chivalrous courtesy to +this Deborah bending over him." + +[16] Some passages in William James's early letters to his family might +seem labored. They should be read with this in mind. An especially +high-sounding phrase or a flight into a grand style was understood as a +signal meaning "fun," and such passages are never to be taken as +serious. + +[17] _A Small Boy and Others_, p. 207. + +[18] "I have fully decided to try being a painter. I shall know in a +year or two whether I am made to be one. If not, it will be easy to +retreat. There's nothing in the world so despicable as a bad artist." +(1860.) + +[19] For James's use of Touchstone's question, see p. 190 _infra_. + +[20] _Cf._ Henry James's _Life of W. W. Story_, vol. II, p. 204, where +there is a passage which sounds reminiscent of the author's father and +brother. + +[21] The following entries occur among some "notes on his students" +which President Eliot made at the time-- + +"First term, '61-'62, James, W., entered this term, passed examination +on qualitative analysis well." + +"Second term, '61-'62, James, W., studied quantitative analysis. +Irregular in attendance at laboratory, passed examination on Fownes's +Organic Chemistry, mark 85." + +"First term, '62-'63, James, W., studied quantitative analysis and was +tolerably punctual at recitations till Thanksgiving, when he began an +investigation of the effects of different bread-raising materials on the +urine. He worked steadily on this until the end of the term, mastering +the processes, and studying the effect of yeast on bicarbonate of sodium +and bitartrate of potash." The investigation referred to consisted of +experiments of which he himself was the subject. + +There is no record for the second term of 1862-63. + +President Eliot has generously supplied the Editor with a memorandum on +William James's connection with the College, from which these, and +several statements below, have been drawn. + +[22] The expression was undoubtedly recognized in Kay Street as borrowed +from the Lincolnshire boor, in Fitzjames Stephen's Essay on +Spirit-Rapping, who ended his life with the words, "What with faith, and +what with the earth a-turning round the sun, and what with the railroads +a-fuzzing and a-whizzing, I'm clean stonied, muddled and beat." + +[23] A diary of Mr. T. S. Perry's has fixed the date of this visit as +Oct. 31-Nov. 4. + +[24] W. J. could make much better drawings than the ones which he +enclosed in this letter. + +[25] A horse. + +[26] N. S. Shaler, _Autobiography_, pp. 105 _ff._ + +[27] _Harvard Advocate_, Oct. 1, 1874. + +[28] The "great anthropomorphological collection" consisted of +photographs of authors, scientists, public characters, and also people +whose only claim upon his attention was that their physiognomies were in +some way typical or striking. James never arranged the collection or +preserved it carefully, but he filled at least one album in early days, +and he almost always kept some drawer or box at hand and dropped into it +portraits cut from magazines or obtained in other ways. He seemed to +crave a visual image of everybody who interested him at all. + +[29] + + All theory is gray, dear friend, + But the golden tree of life is green. + + +[30] See _Memories and Studies_, pp. 6, 8, and 9; and the address on +Agassiz, _passim_. + +[31] The case of small-pox left no scar whatever. Indeed James afterward +regarded it as having been perhaps no small-pox at all, but only +varioloid, and by October he described himself as being in better health +than ever before. During several weeks of convalescence that followed +his distressing experience in quarantine he was, however, quite +naturally, "blue and despondent." + +[32] This house has since been enlarged and converted into the Colonial +Club. + +[33] John A. Allen, another of the Brazilian party. + +[34] Miss Dixwell became Mrs. O. W. Holmes; the other two, Mrs. E. W. +Gurney and Mrs. William E. Darwin respectively. + +[35] Miss Kate Havens of Stamford, Conn., a fellow _pensionnaire_ at +Frau Spannenberg's, has kindly supplied a helpful memorandum. + +[36] An accompanying drawing presented a telescopic exaggeration of +features, which are hardly appropriate to the Christian Strasse. + +[37] The notice of Grimm's _Unüberwindliche Mächte_ appeared under the +title "A German-American Novel" in the _Nation_, 1867; vol. V, p. 432. + +[38] The Herr Professor was later identified as W. Dilthey. + +[39] I send you a thousand kisses. + +[40] "When in his grotesque moods [the elder Henry James] maintained +that, to a right-minded man, a crowded Cambridge horse-car 'was the +nearest approach to Heaven upon earth.'" E. L. Godkin, _Life_, vol. II, +p. 117. + +[41] An allusion to a picture in the parlor which had formerly belonged +to the Thieses. + +[42] A devoted family servant. + +[43] A daughter of Henry James, Senior's, English friend J. J. Garth +Wilkinson. "Wilky" James had been named after Mr. Wilkinson. See _Notes +of a Son and Brother_, p. 196. + +[44] A note-book in which there are many pages of titles, under dates +between 1867 and 1872, appears to have been a record of reading; it was +not kept systematically and is incomplete. The following entries were +made between the date "June 21, '69--M.D."--the date of graduation from +the Medical School--and the end of the year 1869. It will be understood +that "R 2 M" signified the _Revue des deux Mondes_. The original entries +stand in a column, without punctuation, and occupy two and a half pages. +Amplifications are added in brackets:-- + +"A. Dumas, fils; Père prod[igue], 1/2 Monde; Fils naturel, Question +D'Argent. / Jung; Stilling's Leben. [5 vols. 1806]. / J. S. Mill; +Subjection of Women [1869]. / H[orace] Bushnell; Woman suffrage, etc. +[1869]. / Balzac; Le curé de Tours. / Browning; The Ring and the Book. / +Ravaison [Mollien]; Rapport s. l. Philosophie [La philosophie en France +au xixe Siècle. Paris, 1868]. / Goethe; Aus meinem Leben. / Coquerel +fils; [Perhaps Athanase Josué Coquerel, 1820-1875, author of "Libres +études" (1867)]. / Em. Burnouf; [La] Sc[ience] des Relig[ions, vi. Les +orthodoxies, comment elles se forment et déclinent] R2M. July 1, 69. / +Leblais; Matérialisme and Sp[iri]t[ua]l[i]sme. [Paris, 1865]. / Littré; +Paroles de [la] Philos[ophie] pos[itive, 1859]. / Caro; le +Mat[érialis]me and la Science [1868]. / Comte and Littré; principes de +Phil. pos. [Comte, Auguste. Cours de philosophie positive, 6 vols., 2nd +ed. with preface by Littré. Paris, 1864]. / Littré, Bridges; replies to +Mill. [Bridges, John Henry. Unity of Comte's life and doctrine; a reply +to strictures on Comte's later writings, addressed to J. S. Mill. +London, 1866]. / H. Spencer; Reasons for dissenting from Comte. / +Secrétan; Preface to Phil. de la Liberté [1848]. / Schopenhauer; das +Metaph. Bedürfniss. / H[enry] James [sen.]; Moralism and Christianity +[N.Y. 1850]. / Jouffroy; Dist. ent. Psych. and Phys. [Part of the +"Mélanges Philosophiques"?]. / Benedikt; Electrotherap[ie], first 100 +pp. / Lecky; History of Morals [2 vols. 1869]. / Froude; Short Studies, +etc. (skimmed). / Duke of Argyle; Primeval Man [1869]. / Turgeneff; +Nouvelles Moscovites. / Lewes: [Biographical] Hist. of Phil., +Prolegomena, Kant, Comte. / Geo. Sand; Constance Verrier. / Mérimée; +Lokis. R2M. 15 Sept. 69. / J. Grote; Exploratio philosophica, [1865]. / +H[enry] James [Sen.]; Lectures and Miscellanies. [1852]. / [K. J?] +Simrock. / C. Reade; Griffith Gaunt. / G. Droz; Autour d'une Source. / +O. Feuillet. / D. F. Strauss; Chr[istian] Marklin. Mannheim. 1851. / M. +Müller; Chips [from a German workshop] vol. I and vol. II partly. / Lis +[Elisa?] Maier; W. Humboldt's Leben. [1865]. / Lis Maier; Geo. Forster's +[Leben, 1856]. / Schleiermacher; Correspondenz. vol. I. / Réville; +Israelitic monotheism, R2M, 1er Sept. 69. [La religion primitive +d'Israel et le développement du monothéisme]. / Deutsch; Islam. +Quarterly Rev. Oct. '69. / Fichte; Best[immung] des Gelehrten. i and ii +Vorlesungen. / Ste.-Beuve; Art[icle on] Leopardi, [in] Port[raits] +cont[emporains] iii. / Westm[inster]: Rev[iew] Art. on Lecky. Oct. 69. / +[T. G. von] Hippel; Selbstleben. / Vita de Leopardi. / Fichte; +Bestim[mung] des Menschen. / Gwinner; Schopenhauer. /" + +Thanks are due to Mr. E. F. Walbridge, Librarian of the New York Harvard +Club, for identifying a number of abbreviated titles. + +[45] _Psychology_, vol. I, p. 130, note. The quotation is literal. The +subject of the foot-note in the _Psychology_ is "the author." + +[46] See, for example, the use made of Touchstone's question, in the +_Nation_ in 1876 (quoted on page 190 _infra_). James was certainly +unconscious of the repetition when he wrote page 7 of _Some Problems of +Philosophy_. Consider also, a few sentences from a notice of Morley's +_Voltaire_ (_Atlantic Monthly_, 1872, vol. XXX, p. 624). "As the +opinions of average men are swayed more by examples and types than by +mere reasons, so a personality so accomplished as Mr. Morley's cannot +fail by its mere attractiveness to influence all who come within its +reach and inspire them with a certain friendliness toward the faith that +animates it. The standard example, Goethe, is ever at hand. But to be +thus widely effective, a man must not be a specialist. Mr. John Mill, +weighty and many-sided as he is by nature and culture, is yet deficient +in the æsthetic direction; and the same is true of M. Littré in France. +Their lances lack that final tipping with light that made Voltaire's so +irresistible. What Henry IV's soldiers followed was his white plume; and +that imponderable superfluity, grace, in some shape, seems one factor +without which no awakening of men's sympathies on a large scale can take +place." + +[47] _William James_, by Theodore Flournoy (Geneva, 1911), p. 149 note. + +[48] Grubbing among subtleties. + +[49] Regardings, or contemplative views. + +[50] MS. doubtful. + +[51] "I made a discovery in sending in my credentials to the Dean which +gratified me. It was that, adding in conscientiously every week in which +I have had anything to do with medicine, I can't sum up more than three +years and two or three months. Three years is the minimum with which one +can go up for examination; but as I began away back in '63, I have been +considering myself as having studied about five years, and have felt +much humiliated by the greater readiness of so many younger men to +answer questions and understand cases." To Henry James, June 12, 1869. + +[52] Ephraim W. Gurney and T. S. Perry. + +[53] It ought perhaps to be noted, even if only to dismiss the subject +and prevent misapprehension, that at about this time a man whose +philosophic ability was great and whose thought was vigorously +materialistic was often at the house in Quincy Street. This was Chauncey +Wright. He was twelve years James's senior; a man whose best work was +done in conversation--who wrote little, and whose talents are now to be +measured chiefly by the strong impression that he made on some of his +contemporaries. "Of the two motives to which philosophic systems owe +their being, the craving for consistency or unity in thought, and the +desire for a solid outward warrant for our emotional ends, his mind was +dominated only by the former. Never in a human head was contemplation +more separated from desire." (_Vide_ James's obituary notice of Wright, +contributed to the _Nation_ for Sept. 23, 1875.) It has been suggested +that Wright influenced James's thinking. If so, his influence was not +lasting and, in the opinion of the editor, can easily be overstated. +James was not limited to any one philosophic companionship even at this +time; and if he felt Wright's influence, it is remarkable that there +should be no mention of him in any of the letters or memoranda that have +survived and that there was never any acknowledgment in James's +subsequent writings. He was ever inclined to make acknowledgment, even +to his opponents. + +[54] _Cf._ the description of Henry James, Senior's, home-comings in _A +Small Boy and Others_, p. 72. + +[55] The early history of experimental psychology in America once +occasioned discussion. But the discussion seems to have arisen from its +being assumed that some particular formality or event should be +recognized as marking the coming into being, or the coming of age, of a +"Department" or a "Laboratory." James has stated the facts as to the +history of the Harvard Laboratory in his own words: "I, myself, +'founded' the instruction in experimental psychology at Harvard in +1874-5, or 1876, I forget which. For a long series of years the +laboratory was in two rooms of the Scientific School building, which at +last became choked with apparatus, so that a change was necessary. I +then, in 1890, resolved on an altogether new departure, raised several +thousand dollars, fitted up Dane Hall, and introduced laboratory +exercises as a regular part of the undergraduate psychology +course."--_Vide Science_, (N. S.) vol. II, pp. 626, 735. Also, p. 301 +_infra_. + +[56] The name of a rocky promontory near Newport. + +[57] Being and Non-Being. + +[58] _Harvard Graduates' Magazine_, vol. XVIII, p. 631 (June, 1910). + +[59] "The only decent thing I have ever written" appeared in _Mind_ +under the title "The Sentiment of Rationality." A footnote (p. 346) ran +as follows: "This article is the first chapter of a psychological work +on the motives which lead men to philosophize. It deals with the purely +theoretic or logical impulse. Other chapters treat of practical and +emotional motives, and in the conclusion an attempt is made to use the +motives as tests of the soundness of different philosophies." + +[60] "The Spatial Quale," _Journal of Speculative Philosophy_, 1879, +vol. XIII, p. 64. + +[61] Bastien-Lepage's Les Foins (The Hay-Makers). + +[62] _Vide_ Introduction, p. 9 _supra_. + +[63] That I was intimate with their writings and did not wish to leave +Prague without exchanging a few words with them. + +[64] Loquacity. + +[65] Service is service. + +[66] The true names of three compatriots, who may be living, are not +given. + +[67] "My tour in Germany was pleasant, and from the pedagogic point of +view instructive; although its chief result was to make me more +satisfied than ever with our Harvard College methods of teaching, and to +make me feel that in America we have perhaps a more cosmopolitan post of +observation than is elsewhere to be found." To Renouvier, Dec. 18, 1882. + +[68] See p. 179 _supra_, and note. + +[69] See an unsigned review of Epes Sargent's "Planchette," in the +Boston _Advertiser_ of March 10, 1869. "The present attitude of society +on this whole question is as extraordinary and anomalous as it is +discreditable to the pretension of an age which prides itself on +enlightenment and the diffusion of knowledge.... The phenomena seem, in +their present state, to pertain more to the sphere of the disinterested +student of nature than to that of the ordinary layman." The review was +reprinted in _Collected Essays and Reviews_. + +[70] As an example of this James once quoted Huxley: "I take no interest +in the subject. The only case of 'Spiritualism' I have had the +opportunity of examining into for myself was as gross an imposture as +ever came under my notice. But supposing the phenomena to be +genuine--they do not interest me. If anybody would endow me with the +faculty of listening to the chatter of old women and curates in the +nearest cathedral town, I should decline the privilege, having better +things to do. And if the folk in the spiritual world do not talk more +wisely and sensibly than their friends report them to do, I put them in +the same category. The only good that I can see in the demonstration of +the truth of 'Spiritualism' is to furnish an additional argument against +suicide. Better live a crossing-sweeper, than die and be made to talk +twaddle by a 'medium' hired at a guinea a séance." _Life and Letters_, +vol. I, p. 452 (New York, 1900). + +James's comment should be added: "Obviously the mind of the excellent +Huxley has here but two whole-souled categories, namely, revelation or +imposture, to apperceive the case by. Sentimental reasons bar revelation +out, for the messages, he thinks, are not romantic enough for that; +fraud exists anyhow; therefore the whole thing is nothing but imposture. +The odd point is that so few of those who talk in this way realize that +they and the spiritists are using the same major premise and differing +only in the minor. The major premise is: 'Any spirit-revelation must be +romantic.' The minor of the spiritist is: 'This _is_ romantic'; that of +the Huxleyan is: 'This is dingy twaddle'--whence their opposite +conclusions!" (_Memories and Studies_, pp. 185, 186.) + +[71] _The Will to Believe_, etc., p. 302. + +[72] _Cf._ _The Will to Believe_, etc., p. 319. + +[73] It is not the province of this book to estimate the importance of +the work done by James and the other men--Sidgwick, Myers, Gurney, +Richard Hodgson, Sir Oliver Lodge, and Richet, to go no further--who +supported and guided the S. P. R. It must be traced in the literature of +automatisms, hypnosis, divided personality, and the "subliminal." In +James's own writings the reader may be referred to the above named +chapter of _The Will to Believe_, etc., two papers included in _Memories +and Studies_, and a review of Myers's _Human Personality_ in Proc. of +the (Eng.) S. P. R., vol. XVIII, p. 22 (1903). See also p. 306 _infra_, +and note. + +[74] _Mind_, 1884, vol. IX, pp. 1-26. + +[75] _Unitarian Review_, Dec., 1883; vol. XX, p. 481. + +[76] "The Dilemma of Determinism." _Unitarian Review_, Sept., 1884. +Republished in _The Will to Believe and Other Essays_. + +[77] Professor Howison had accepted an appointment at the University of +California (Berkeley). + +[78] + + "Why so heartlessly deceive your sons?" + + LEOPARDI, _To Sylvia_. + + +[79] From 15 Appian Way to 18 Garden Street. + +[80] "It's amusing to see how, even upon my microscopic field, minute +events are perpetually taking place illustrative of the broadest facts +of human nature. Yesterday Nurse and I had a good laugh, but I must +allow that decidedly she 'had' me. I was thinking of something that +interested me very much, and my mind was suddenly flooded by one of +those luminous waves that sweep out of consciousness all but the living +sense, and overpower one with joy in the rich, throbbing complexity of +life, when suddenly I looked up at Nurse, who was dressing me, and saw +her primitive, rudimentary expression (so common here), as of no +inherited quarrel with her destiny of putting petticoats over my head; +the poverty and deadness of it, contrasted to the tide of speculation +that was coursing through my brain, made me exclaim, 'Oh, Nurse, don't +you wish you were inside of _me_?' Her look of dismay, and vehement +disclaimer--'Inside of you, Miss, when you have just had a sick-headache +for five days!'--gave a greater blow to my vanity than that +much-battered article has ever received. The headache had gone off in +the night and I had clean forgotten it when the little wretch confronted +me with it, at this sublime moment, when I was feeling within me the +potency of a Bismarck, and left me powerless before the immutable law +that, however great we may seem to our own consciousness, no human being +would exchange his for ours, and before the fact that _my_ glorious rôle +was to stand for _sick-headache_ to mankind! What a grotesque being I +am, to be sure, lying in this room, with the resistance of a +thistle-down, having illusory moments of throbbing with the pulse of the +race, the mystery to be solved at the next breath, and the fountain of +all happiness within me--the sense of vitality, in short, simply +proportionate to the excess of weakness. To sit by and watch these +absurdities is amusing in its way, and reminds me of how I used to +_listen_ to my 'company manners' in the days when I had 'em, and how +ridiculous they sounded. + +"Ah! Those strange people who have the courage to be unhappy! _Are_ they +unhappy, by the way?" [From a diary of Alice James's.] + +[81] Whose picture used to adorn the numerous advertisements of a patent +medicine called "Mrs. Pinkham's Vegetable Compound." + +[82] The state of self-reproachful irritation described by +_Kater-Gefühl_ cannot be justly rendered by any English word. + +[83] Outbursts. + +[84] Mediatory attitude (view). + +[85] "The Perception of Space." _Mind_, 1887; vol. XII, pp. 1-30, +183-211, 321-353, 516-548. + +[86] _Journal of Speculative Philosophy_, 1886, vol. XX, p. 374. + +[87] Epochmaking manifestation. + +[88] I send her heartiest greetings. + +[89] From pure. + +[90] If it was printed, this notice has escaped identification. + +[91] "How I shall miss that man's presence in the world!... Our problems +were the same and for the most part our solutions." + +"He is a terrible loss to me. I didn't know till the news came how much +I mentally referred to him as a critic and sympathizer, or how much I +counted on seeing more of him hereafter." (From letters to G. Croom +Robertson.) + +_Vide_, also, _The Will to Believe_, etc., pp. 306-7. + +[92] _Vide_, pp. 290-91 _infra_. + +[93] "I write every morning at one of the card tables in the parlor, all +alone in a room 120 feet long--just about the right size for one man." +(Letter from the Hotel Del Monte, Sept. 8, 1898.) + +[94] J. M. Cattell. Address upon the 25th Anniversary of the American +Psychological Association, Dec. 1916. _Science_ (N.S.), vol. XLV, p. +276. + +[95] To Hugo Münsterberg, Aug. 22, 1890. + +[96] _E.g._, _Principles of Psychology_, vol. I, p. 369. "One is almost +tempted to believe that the pantomime state of mind and that of the +Hegelian dialectics are, emotionally considered, one and the same thing. +In the pantomime all common things are represented to happen in +impossible ways, people jump down each other's throats, houses turn +inside out, old women become young men, everything 'passes into its +opposite' with inconceivable celerity and skill; and this, so far from +producing perplexity, brings rapture to the beholder's mind. And so, in +the Hegelian logic, relations elsewhere recognized under the insipid +name of distinctions (such as that between knower and object, many and +one) must first be translated into impossibilities and contradictions, +then 'transcended' and identified by miracles, ere the proper temper is +induced for thoroughly enjoying the spectacle they show." + +[97] "What Psychical Research has Accomplished," was first published in +_The Forum_, 1892, vol. XIII, p. 727. + +[98] It will be recalled that Mrs. Whitman had been a Baltimorean before +she came to live in Boston. + +[99] _Aug. 14._ "Lowell's funeral at mid-day.... Went to Child's to say +good-bye, and found Walcott, Howells, Cranch, etc. Poor dear old Child! +We drank a glass standing to the hope of seeing Lowell again." + +[100] Mr. and Mrs. Arthur Sedgwick. Mr. Sedgwick was Miss Ashburner's +nephew. + +[101] See vol. II, p. 39 _infra_. + +[102] See "The Galileo Festival at Padua": _Nation_ (New York), Jan. 5, +1893; a four-column account of the Festival. + +[103] _Philosophical Review_ (1893), vol. II, p. 213 + +[104] Mr. Frank Duveneck, painter and sculptor, now of Cincinnati. + +[105] Mr. Duveneck was Mr. Boott's son-in-law. _Vide_ page 153 _supra_. + +[106] Jan. 24, '94. To Carl Stumpf. "One should not be a cosmopolitan, +one's soul becomes 'disintegrated,' as Janet would say. Parts of it +remain in different places, and the whole of it is nowhere. One's native +land seems foreign. It is not wholly a good thing, and I think I suffer +from it." + + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Letters of William James, Vol. 1, by +William James + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 40307 *** |
