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diff --git a/40114-0.txt b/40114-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..66cc659 --- /dev/null +++ b/40114-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,16653 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 40114 *** + ++-------------------------------------------------+ +|Transcriber's note: | +| | +|Obvious typographic errors have been corrected. | +| | ++-------------------------------------------------+ + + +FASHION AND FAMINE. + +BY + +MRS. ANN S. STEPHENS. + + + There is no sorrow for the earnest soul + That looketh up to God in perfect faith. + + +TWENTY-FIFTH THOUSAND. + +New York: + +BUNCE & BROTHER, PUBLISHERS, 134 NASSAU STREET. + +MDCCCLIV. + + +ENTERED according to Act of Congress, in the year 1854, by +MRS. ANN S. STEPHENS, +In the Clerk's Office of the District Court, +for the Southern District of New York. + +Republished in London by RICHARD BENTLEY, through special arrangement +with the Author + +W. H. TINSON, +STEREOTYPER, +24 Beckman Street. + +TAWS, RUSSELL & CO., Printers, +26 Beekman and 18 Spruce St., N. Y. + + + + +To + +MRS. LYDIA H. SIGOURNEY, + +OF HARTFORD, CONN., + +THE MOST VALUED FRIEND THAT I HAVE, + +AND ONE OF THE BEST WOMEN I EVER KNEW, THIS BOOK + +Is Most Respectfully Dedicated. + +ANN S. STEPHENS. + + + + +Preface. + + +What shall I say in this Preface to my book? Shall I make the usual +half-sincere, half-affected apology of haste and inexperience, with +hints of improvement in future efforts? Indeed I cannot, for though this +volume really is the first novel ever printed in book form under my +name, its imperfections, whatever they are, arise from no inexperience +or undue haste, but from absolute lack of power to accomplish that which +I have undertaken. Nor is it probable that the points in which I have +failed here, would be very greatly improved were the same book to be +written again. + +I have endeavored to make this book a good one. If I have failed it is +because the power has not been granted to me by the Source of all power, +and for deficiency like this, the only admissible apology would be for +having written at all. But excuses are out of place here. The book, with +all its faults, is frankly surrendered to the public judgment, asking +neither favoritism or forbearance, save that favoritism which deals +gently with unintentional error, and that forbearance which no American +ever withholds from a woman. Shall I say that this volume is launched on +the world with fear and trembling? That would express an ungrateful want +of faith in a class of readers who have generously sustained me through +years of literary toil, and have nobly supported not only Peterson's +Ladies' National Magazine now under my charge, but every periodical with +which I have been connected. It would be ungrateful to the press that, +without a single respectable exception, has always dealt generously by +me, and would betray a weakness of character which I am not willing to +acknowledge, for I have lived long enough to tremble at nothing which +results from an honest intention, and to fear nothing but deserved +disgrace--the death of beloved objects--or change in those affections +that no literary fame or misfortune can ever reach. + +But it is not without emotions that I present this book to the public, +grateful and sweet emotions that liberal minds must respect more than a +thousand insincere apologies. The thoughts of an author are the perfume +of her own soul going forth on the winds of heaven to awaken other souls +and renew itself in their kindred sympathies. I am more anxious for the +effect which these thoughts, so long a portion of my own being, will +have upon others, than for the return they may bring to myself. The +American people are, in the mass, just and intelligent judges; always +generous and perhaps over-indulgent to their authors. In writing this +book I have endeavored to deserve their approbation and to cast no +discredit upon a profession that I honor more than any other upon the +broad earth. If I have succeeded, no human being can be more grateful +than I shall be for the public opinion that assures me of it; but, to +satisfy even my humble ambition, it must be an opinion honestly earned +and frankly given. Popularity won without merit, and lost without blame, +would be valueless to me, even while it lasted. + +New York, May 22, 1854. + + + + +Contents. + + +CHAPTER PAGE + + I. The Strawberry Girl and Market Woman 9 + + II. The Old Couple in the Back Basement 26 + + III. The Lone Mansion and its Mistress 43 + + IV. The Astor House--the Ride--the Attic Room 54 + + V. Mistress and Servant in Consultation 72 + + VI. The Tempter and the Tempted--the young heart yields 81 + + VII. The Old Homestead and Home Memories 89 + + VIII. The City Cottage and its Strange Inmate 110 + + IX. Mrs. Gray's Thanksgiving Dinner--Julia and Robert 126 + + X. The Brother's Return--Questions and Answers 141 + + XI. The Mother's Letter and the Son's Commentary 158 + + XII. Strife for an Earl--Mrs. Sykes and Mrs. Nash 163 + + XIII. The Morning Lesson--Doubt--Sympathy--Misery 179 + + XIV. A Wedding Foreshadowed--Sunshine of the Heart 187 + + XV. The Mother's Appeal--the Son's Falsehood 194 + + XVI. The Bridal Wreath--Roses and Cypress 211 + + XVII. An Hour before the Ball--Strides of Destiny 222 + + XVIII. The Forged Check--Uncle and Nephew 228 + + XIX. Night and Morning--Wild Heart Strife 234 + + XX. The Last Interview--Parting--Death 251 + + XXI. The City Prison--Examination for Murder 266 + + XXII. The Imprisoned Witness in the Female Ward 282 + + XXIII. The Three Old Women in Fulton Market 299 + + XXIV. The First Night in Prison--Prayers--Tears--Dreams 311 + + XXV. Little Georgie--his Mother and Julia Warren 319 + + XXVI. Mrs. Gray and the Prison Woman 330 + + XXVII. Struggles and Revels--Unquenched Anguish 338 + + XXVIII. Ada Leicester and Jacob Strong 344 + + XXIX. Ada's Solitary Breakfast--Desolation of Heart 350 + + XXX. The Prison Woman in Ada's Dressing-Room 354 + + XXXI. The Tombs Lawyer and his Client Mrs. Gray 366 + + XXXII. The Lawyer's Visit to his Client 372 + + XXXIII. The Trial for Murder--Opening Scenes 380 + + XXXIV. The Two Witnesses--Recognition too Late 388 + + XXXV. The Verdict--Stillness--Death-Shadows 399 + + XXXVI. The Parents, the Child and Grandchild 405 + + XXXVII. The Dawning of Light--Angelic Missions 412 + +XXXVIII. Gathering for the Execution 414 + + XXXIX. Hearts and Consciences at Rest 422 + + + + +FASHION AND FAMINE. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +THE STRAWBERRY GIRL. + + Like wild flowers on the mountain side, + Goodness may be of any soil; + Yet intellect, in all its pride, + And energy, with pain and toil, + Hath never wrought a holier thing + Than Charity in humble birth. + God's brightest angel stoops his wing, + To meet so much of Heaven on earth. + + +The morning had not fully dawned on New York, yet its approach was +visible everywhere amid the fine scenery around the city. The dim +shadows piled above Weehawken, were warming up with purple, streaked +here and there with threads of rosy gold. The waters of the Hudson +heaved and rippled to the glow of yellow and crimson light, that came +and went in flashes on each idle curl of the waves. Long Island lay in +the near distance like a thick, purplish cloud, through which the dim +outline of house, tree, mast and spire loomed mistily, like half-formed +objects on a camera obscura. + +Silence--that strange, dead silence that broods over a scene crowded +with slumbering life--lay upon the city, broken only by the rumble of +vegetable carts and the jar of milk-cans, as they rolled up from the +different ferries; or the half-smothered roar of some steamboat putting +into its dock, freighted with sleeping passengers. + +After a little, symptoms of aroused life became visible about the +wharves. Grocers, carmen, and huckster-women began to swarm around the +provision boats. The markets nearest the water were opened, and soon +became theatres of active bustle. + +The first market opened that day was in Fulton street. As the morning +deepened, piles of vegetables, loads of beef, hampers of fruit, heaps of +luscious butter, cages of poultry, canary birds swarming in their wiry +prisons, forests of green-house plants, horse-radish grinders with their +reeking machines, venders of hot coffee, root beer and dough nuts, all +with men, women and children swarming in, over and among them, like so +many ants, hard at work, filled the spacious arena, but late a range of +silent, naked and gloomy looking stalls. Then carts, laden and groaning +beneath a weight of food, came rolling up to this great mart, crowding +each avenue with fresh supplies. All was life and eagerness. Stout men +and bright-faced women moved through the verdant chaos, arranging, +working, chatting, all full of life and enterprise, while the rattling +of carts outside, and the gradual accumulation of sounds everywhere, +bespoke a great city aroused, like a giant refreshed, from slumber. + +Slowly there arose out of this cheerful confusion, forms of homely +beauty, that an artist or a thinking man might have loved to look upon. +The butchers' stalls, but late a desolate range of gloomy beams, were +reddening with fresh joints, many of them festooned with fragrant +branches and gorgeous garden flowers. The butchers standing, each by his +stall, with snow-white apron, and an eager, joyous look of traffic on +his face, formed a display of comfort and plenty, both picturesque and +pleasant to contemplate. + +The fruit and vegetable stands were now loaded with damp, green +vegetables, each humble root having its own peculiar tint, often +arranged with a singular taste for color, unconsciously possessed by the +woman who exercised no little skill in setting off her stand to +advantage. + +There was one vegetable stand to which we would draw the reader's +particular attention; not exactly as a type of the others, for there was +something so unlike all the rest, both in this stall and its occupant, +that it would have drawn the attention of any person possessed of the +slightest artistical taste. It was like the arrangement of a picture, +that long table heaped with fruit, the freshest vegetables, and the +brightest flowers, ready for the day's traffic. Rich scarlet radishes +glowing up through their foliage of tender green, were contrasted with +young onions swelling out from their long emerald stalks, snowy and +transparent as so many great pearls. Turnips, scarcely larger than a +hen's egg, and nearly as white, just taken fresh and fragrant from the +soil, lay against heads of lettuce, tinged with crisp and greenish gold, +piled against the deep blackish green of spinach and water-cresses, all +moist with dew, or wet with bright water-drops that had supplied its +place, and taking a deeper tint from the golden contrast. These with the +red glow of strawberries in their luscious prime, piled together in +masses, and shaded with fresh grape leaves; bouquets of roses, +hyacinths, violets, and other fragrant blossoms, lent their perfume and +the glow of their rich colors to the coarser children of the soil, and +would have been an object pleasant to look upon, independent of the fine +old woman who sat complacently on her little stool, at one end of the +table, in tranquil expectation of customers that were sure to drop in as +the morning deepened. + +And now the traffic of the day commenced in earnest. Servants, +housekeepers and grocers swarmed into the market. The clink of +money--the sound of sharp, eager banter--the dull noise of the butcher's +cleaver, were heard on every hand. It was a pleasant scene, for every +face looked smiling and happy. The soft morning air seemed to have +brightened all things into cheerfulness. + +With the earliest group that entered Fulton market that morning was a +girl, perhaps thirteen or fourteen years old, but tiny in her form, and +appearing far more juvenile than that. A pretty quilted hood, of +rose-colored calico, was turned back from her face, which seemed +naturally delicate and pale; but the fresh air, and perhaps a shadowy +reflection from her hood, gave the glow of a rose-bud to her cheeks. +Still there was anxiety upon her young face. Her eyes of a dark violet +blue, drooped heavily beneath their black and curling lashes, if any one +from the numerous stalls addressed her; for a small splint basket on her +arm, new and perfectly empty, was a sure indication that the child had +been sent to make purchase; while her timid air--the blush that came and +went on her face--bespoke as plainly that she was altogether +unaccustomed to the scene, and had no regular place at which to make her +humble bargains. The child seemed a waif cast upon the market; and she +was so beautiful, notwithstanding her humble dress of faded and darned +calico, that at almost every stand she was challenged pleasantly to +pause and fill her basket. But she only cast down her eyes and blushed +more deeply, as with her little bare feet she hurried on through the +labyrinth of stalls, toward that portion of the market occupied by the +huckster-women. Here she began to slacken her pace, and to look about +her with no inconsiderable anxiety. + +"What do you want, little girl; anything in my way?" was repeated to her +once or twice, as she moved forward. At each of these challenges she +would pause, look earnestly into the face of the speaker, and then pass +on with a faint wave of the head, that expressed something of sad and +timid disappointment. + +At length the child--for she seemed scarcely more than that--was growing +pale, and her eyes turned with a sort of sharp anxiety from one face to +another, when suddenly they fell upon the buxom old huckster-woman, +whose stall we have described. There was something in the good dame's +appearance that brought an eager and satisfied look to that pale face. +She drew close to the stand, and stood for some seconds, gazing timidly +on the old woman. It was a pleasant face, and a comfortable, portly form +enough, that the timid girl gazed upon. Smooth and comely were the full +and rounded cheeks, with their rich autumn color, dimpled like an +over-ripe apple. Fat and good humored enough to defy wrinkles, the face +looked far too rosy for the thick, gray hair that was shaded, not +concealed, by a cap of clear white muslin, with a broad, deep border, +and tabs that met like a snowy girth to support the firm, double chin. +Never did your eyes dwell upon a chin so full of health and good humor +as that. It sloped with a sleek, smiling grace down from the plump +mouth, and rolled with a soft, white wave into the neck, scarcely +leaving an outline, or the want of one, before it was lost in the white +of that muslin kerchief, folded so neatly beneath the ample bosom of her +gown. Then the broad linen apron of blue and white check, girding her +waist, and flowing over the smooth rotundity of person, was a living +proof of the ripeness and wholesome state of her merchandise.--I tell +you, reader, that woman, take her for all in all, was one to draw the +attention, aye, and the love of a child, who had come forth barefooted +and alone in search of kindness. + +At length the huckster-woman saw the child gazing upon her with a look +so earnest, that she was quite startled by it. She also caught a glance +at the empty basket, and her little brown eyes twinkled at the promise +of a new customer. + +"Well, my dear, what do you want this morning?" she said, smoothing her +apron with a pair of plump, little hands, and casting a well satisfied +look over her stall, and then at the girl, who grew pale at her notice, +and began to tremble visibly--"all sorts of vegetables, you +see--flowers--strawberries--radishes--what will you have, child?" + +The little girl crept round to where the woman stood, and speaking in a +low, frightened voice, said-- + +"Please, ma'm, I want you to trust me!" + +"Trust you!" said the woman, with a soft laugh that shook her double +chin, and dimpled her cheeks. "Why, I don't know you, little one--what +on earth do you want trust for? Lost the market money, hey, and afraid +of a scolding--is that it?" + +"No, no, I haven't lost any money," said the child eagerly; "please +ma'm, just stoop down one minute, while I tell you!" + +The little girl in her earnestness took hold of the woman's apron, and +she, kind soul, sunk back to her stool: it was the most comfortable way +of listening. + +"I--I live with grandfather and grandmother, ma'm; they are old and +poor--you don't know how poor; for he, grandpa, has been sick, and--it +seems strange--I eat as much as any of them. Well, ma'm, I tried to get +something to do, but you see how little I am; nobody will think me +strong enough, even to tend baby; so we have all been without anything +to eat, since day before yesterday." + +"Poor thing!" muttered the huckster-woman, "poor thing!" + +"Well, ma'm, I must do something. I can bear anything better than seeing +them hungry. I did not sleep a wink all last night, but kept thinking +what I should do. I never begged in my life; _they_ never did; and it +made me feel sick to think of it; but I could have done it rather than +see them sit and look at each other another day. Did you ever see an old +man cry for hunger, ma'm?" + +"No, no, God forbid!" answered the dame, brushing a plump hand across +her eyes. + +"I have," said the child, with a sob, "and it was this that made me +think that begging, after all, was not so very, very mean. So, this +morning, I asked them to let me go out; but grandpa said he might go +himself, if he were strong enough; but I never should--never--never!" + +"Nice old man--nice old man!" said the huckster-woman. + +"I did not ask again," resumed the child, "for an idea had come into my +head in the night. I have seen little girls, no older than I am, selling +radishes and strawberries, and things." + +"Yes--yes, I understand!" said the old woman, and her eyes began to +twinkle the more brightly that they were wet before. + +"But I had no strawberries to sell, nor a cent of money to buy them +with!" + +"Well! well!" + +"Not even a basket!" + +"Poor thing!" + +"But I was determined to do something. So I went to a grocery, where +grandpa used to buy things when he had money, and they trusted me with +this basket." + +"That was very kind of them!" + +"Wasn't it very kind?" said the child, her eyes brightening, "especially +as I told them it was all myself--that grandpa knew nothing about it. +See what a nice new basket it is--you can't think how much courage it +gave me. When I came into the market it seemed as if I shouldn't be +afraid to ask anybody about trusting me a little." + +"And yet you came clear to this side without stopping to ask anybody?" + +"I was looking into their faces to see if it would do," answered the +child, with meek simplicity, "but there was something in every face that +sent the words back into my throat again." + +"So you stopped here because it was almost the last stand." + +"No, no, I did not think of that," said the child eagerly. "I stopped +because something seemed to tell me that this was the place. I thought +if you would not trust me, you would, any way, be patient and listen." + +The old huckster-woman laughed--a low, soft laugh--and the little girl +began to smile through her tears. There was something mellow and +comfortable in that chuckle, that warmed her to the heart. + +"So you were sure that I would trust you--hey, quite sure?" + +"I thought if you wouldn't, there was no chance for me anywhere else," +replied the child, lifting her soft eyes to the face of the matron. + +Again the old woman laughed. + +"Well, well, let us see how many strawberries will set you up in +business for the day. Six, ten--a dozen baskets--your little arms will +break down with more than that. I will let you have them at cost, only +be sure to come back at night with the money. I would not for fifty +dollars have you fail." + +"But I may not sell them all!" said the child, anxiously. + +"I should not wonder, poor thing. That sweet voice of yours will hardly +make itself heard at first; but never mind, run down into the areas and +look through the windows--people can't help but look at your face, God +bless it!" + +As the good woman spoke, she was busy selecting the best and most +tempting strawberries from the pile of little baskets that stood at her +elbow. These she arranged in the orphan's basket, first sprinkling a +layer of damp, fresh grass in the bottom, and interspersing the whole +with young grape leaves, intended both as an embellishment, and to keep +the fruit fresh and cool. When all was arranged to her satisfaction, she +laid a bouquet of white and crimson moss rose-buds at each end of the +basket, and interspersed little tufts of violets along the side, till +the crimson berries were wreathed in with flowers. + +"There," said the old woman, lifting up the basket with a sigh of +satisfaction, "between the fruit and flowers you must make out. Sell the +berries for sixpence a basket, and the roses for all you can get. People +who love flowers well enough to buy them, never cavil about the price; +just let them pay what they like." + +The little girl took the basket on her arm; her pretty mouth grew +tremulous and bright as the moss rose-bud that blushed against her hand; +her eyes filled with tears. + +"Oh, ma'm, I want to thank you so much, only I don't know how," she +said, in a voice that went to the good woman's heart. + +"There, there!--never mind--be punctual, that's a good girl. Now, my +dear, what is your name?" + +"Julia--Julia Warren, ma'm!" + +"A pretty name--very well--stop a moment, I had forgotten." + +The child sat her basket down upon the stool which the huckster-woman +hastily vacated, and waited patiently while the good dame disappeared in +some unknown region of the market, eager to accomplish an object that +had just presented itself to her mind. + +"Here," she said, coming back with her face all in a glow, a small tin +pail in one hand, and her apron gathered up in the other. "Just leave +the strawberries, and run home with these. It will be a long time for +the old folks to wait, and you will go about the day's work with a +lighter heart, when you know that they have had a breakfast, to say +nothing of yourself, poor thing! There, run along, and be back in no +time." + +Julia took the little tin pail and the rolls that her kind friend +hastily twisted up in a sheet of brown paper. + +"Oh! they will be _so_ glad," broke from her, and with a sob of joy she +sprang away with her precious burden. + +"Well now, Mrs. Gray, you are a strange creature, trusting people like +that, and absolutely laying out money too; I only wonder how you ever +got along at all!" said a little, shrewish woman from a neighboring +stand, who had been watching this scene from behind a heap of +vegetables. + +"Poh! it's my way; and I can afford it," answered the huckster-woman, +rubbing her plump palms together, and twinkling her eyelashes to +disperse the moisture that had gathered under them. "I haven't sat in +this market fourteen years for nothing. The child is a good child, I'll +stake my life on it!" + +"I hope you may never see the pail again, that's all," was the terse +reply. + +"Well, well, I may be wrong--maybe I am--we shall know soon. At any rate +I can afford to lose half a dozen pails, that's one comfort." + +"Always chuckling over the money she has saved up," muttered the little +woman, with a sneer; "for my part I don't believe that she is half as +well off as she pretends to be." + +The conversation was here cut short by several customers, who crowded up +to make their morning purchases. During the next half hour good Mrs. +Gray was so fully occupied, that she had no opportunity for thought of +her protégé; but just as she obtained a moment's breathing time, up came +the little girl panting for breath; her cheeks glowing like June roses; +and her eyes sparkling with delight. + +"They have had their breakfast; I told them all about it!" she said, in +a panting whisper, drawing close up to the huckster-woman, and handing +back the empty pail. "I wish you could have seen grandpa when I took off +the cover, and let the hot coffee steam into the room. I only wish you +could have seen him!" + +"And he liked it, did he?" + +"Liked it! Oh! if you had been there to see!" + +The child's eyes were brimful of tears, and yet they sparkled like +diamonds. + +Mrs. Gray looked over her stall to see if there was anything else that +could be added to the basket. That pretty, grateful look expanded her +warm heart so pleasantly, that she felt quite like heaping everything at +hand upon the little girl. But the basket was already quite heavy enough +for that slender arm, and the addition of a single handful of fruit or +tuft of flowers, would have destroyed the symmetry of its arrangement. +So with a sigh, half of disappointment, half of that exquisite +satisfaction that follows a kind act, she patted little Julia on the +head, lifted the basket from the stool, and kindly bade her begone to +her day's work. + +The child departed with a light tread and a lighter heart, smiling upon +every one she met, and looking back, as if she longed to point out her +benefactress to the whole world. + +Mrs. Gray followed her with moist and sunny eyes; then shaking the empty +pail at her cynical neighbor, in the good-humored triumph of her +benevolence, she carried it back to the coffee-stand whence it had been +borrowed. + +"Strawberries!--strawberries!" + +Julia Warren turned pale, and looked around like a frightened bird, when +this sweet cry first broke from her lips in the open street. Nobody +seemed to hear--that was one comfort; so she hurried round a corner, and +creeping into the shadow of a house, leaned, all in a tremor, against an +iron railing, quite confident, for the moment, that she should never +find courage to open her mouth again. But a little reflection gave her +strength. Mrs. Gray had told her that the morning was her harvest hour. +She could not stand there trembling beneath the weight of her basket. +The fruity scent--the fragrant breath of the violets that floated up +from it, seemed to reproach her. + +"Strawberries!--strawberries!" + +The sound rose from those red lips more cheerily now. There was ripeness +in the very tones that put you in mind of the fruit itself. The cry was +neither loud nor shrill, but somehow people were struck by it, and +turned unconsciously to look upon the girl. This gave her fresh courage, +for the glances were all kind, and as she became accustomed to her own +voice, the novelty of her position began to lose its terror. A woman +called to her from the area of a house, and purchased two baskets of the +strawberries, without asking any reduction in the price. Poor child, how +her heart leaped when the shilling was placed in her hand! How important +the whole transaction seemed to her; yet with what indifference the +woman paid for the strawberries, and turned to carry them into the +basement. + +Julia looked through the railings and thanked this important customer. +She could not help it; her little heart was full. A muttered reply that +she was "welcome," came back; that was all. Notwithstanding the gruff +answer, Julia took up her basket with a radiant face. + +"Strawberries!--strawberries!" + +Now the words came forth from red and smiling lips--nay, once or twice +the little girl broke into a laugh, as she went along, for the bright +shilling lay in the bottom of her basket. She wandered on unacquainted +with the streets, but quite content; for though she found herself down +among warehouses only, and in narrow, crowded streets, the gentlemen who +hurried by would now and then turn for a bunch of violets, and she kept +on bewildered, but happy as a bird. + +All at once the strawberry girl found herself among the shipping; and a +little terrified at the coarse and barren appearance of the wharves, she +paused close by the water, irresolute what direction to pursue. It was +now somewhat deep in the morning, and everything was life and bustle in +that commercial district; for the child was but a few streets above the +Battery, and could detect the cool wave of its trees through a vista in +the buildings. The harbor, glowing with sunshine and covered with every +species of water craft, lay spread before her gaze. Brooklyn Heights, +Jersey City, and the leafy shores of Hoboken, half veiled in the golden +haze of a bright June morning, rose before her like soft glimpses of the +fairy land she had loved to read about. Never in her life had she been +in that portion of the city before; and she forgot everything in the +strange beauty of the scene, which few ever looked upon unmoved. The +steamboats ploughing the silvery foam of the waters, curving around the +Battery, darting in and out from every angle of the shore; the fine +national vessels sleeping upon the waters, with their masts pencilled +against the sky, and their great, black hulls, so imposing in their +motionless strength; the ferry-boats, the pretty barges and smaller kind +of water craft shooting with arrowy speed across the waves--all these +things had a strange and absorbing effect on the girl. + +As she stood gazing upon the scene, there came looming up in the distant +horizon, an ocean steamer, riding majestically on the waters, that +seemed to have suddenly heaved the monster up into the bright June +atmosphere. At first, the vast proportions of this sea monarch were lost +in the distance; but it came up with the force and swiftness of some +wild steed of the desert, and each moment its vast size became more +visible. Up it came, black, swift, and full of majestic strength, +ploughing the waters with a sort of haughty power, as if spurning the +element which had become its slave. Its great pipes poured forth a +whirlwind of black, fleecy smoke, now and then flaked and lurid with +fire, that whirled and whirled in the curling vapor, till all its glow +went out, rendering the thick volumes of smoke that streamed over the +water still more dense and murky. + +At first the child gazed upon this imposing object with a sensation of +affright. Her large eyes dilated; her cheek grew pale with excitement; +she felt a disposition to snatch up her basket, and flee from the +water's edge. But curiosity, and something akin to superstitious dread +kept her motionless. She had heard of these great steamships, and knew +that this must be one; yet it seemed to her like some dangerous monster +tortured with black, fiery venom. She turned to an old sailor that stood +near, his countenance glowing with enthusiasm, and muttering eagerly to +himself-- + +"Oh! sir, it is only a ship--you are sure of that!" she said, for her +childish dread of strangers was lost in wonder at a sight so new and +majestic. + +The man turned and gave one glance at the mild, blue eyes and earnest +face of the child. + +"Why, bless your heart, what else should it be? A ship, to be sure it +is--or at any rate, a sort of one, going by wind and fire both together; +but arter all, a clean rigged taut merchantman for me--that's the sort +of craft for an old salt that's been brought up to study wind and water, +not fire and smoke! But take care of your traps, little one, she'll be +up to her berth in no time." + +The child snatched up her basket and gave a hurried glance around, +seeking for some means of egress from the wharf; but while she was +occupied by the steamer, a crowd had gathered down to the water's edge, +and she shrunk from attempting a passage through the mass of carts, +carriages and people that blocked up her way to the city. + +"Poh! there's nothing to be afeared of!" said the good-natured tar, +observing her terrified look; "only take care of your traps, and it's +worth while waiting." + +By this time the steamer was opposite Governor's Island. She made a bold +curve around the Battery, and came up to her berth with a slow and +measured beat of the engine, blowing off steam at intervals, like a +racer drawing breath after sweeping his course. + +The deck of the steamer was alive with passengers, an eager crowd full +of cheerfulness and expectation. Most of them were evidently from the +higher classes of society; for their rich attire and a certain air of +refined indifference was manifest, even in the excitement of an arrival. + +Among the rest, Julia saw two persons that fascinated her attention in +a most singular degree, drawing it from the whole scene, till she heeded +nothing else. + +One of these was a woman somewhat above the common size, and of superb +proportions, who leaned against the railing of the steamer with a heavy, +drooping bend, as if occupied with some deep and painful feeling. One +glove was off, and her eager grasp upon the black wood-work seemed to +start the blue veins up to the snowy surface of a hand, whose symmetry +was visible, even from the shore. Julia could not remove her eyes from +the strange and beautiful face of this woman. Deep, but subdued agony +was at work in every lineament. There was wildness in her very motion, +as she lifted her superb form from the railing, and drew the folds of a +cashmere shawl over her bosom, pressing her hand hard upon the rich +fabric, as if to relieve some painful feeling that it covered. + +The steamer now lay close in her berth. A sort of movable staircase was +flung from the side of the wharf, and down this staircase came the +passengers, eager to touch the firm earth once more. Among the foremost +was the woman who had so riveted the attention of Julia Warren; and, +behind her, bearing a silver dressing-case and a small embroidered +satchel, came a tall and singular looking man. Though his form was +upright enough in itself, he bent forward in his walk; and his arms, +long and awkward, seemed like the members of some other body, that had, +by mistake, been given up to his ungainly use. His dress was fine in +material, but carelessly put on, ill-fitting and badly arranged in all +its tints. A hat of fine beaver and foreign make, seemed flung on the +back of his head, and settled tightly there by a blow on the crown; his +great hands were gloveless; and his boots appeared at least a size too +large for the feet they encased. + +This man would now and then cast a glance from his small, gray eyes on +the superb woman who preceded him; and it was easy to see by his +countenance, that he observed, and after his fashion shared the anguish +visible in her features. His own face deepened in its expression of +awkward sadness with every glance; and he hugged the dressing case to +his side with unconscious violence, which threatened to crush the +delicate frost-work that enriched it. + +With a wild and dry brightness in her large, blue eyes, the lady +descended to the wharf, a few paces from the spot occupied by the +strawberry girl. As her foot touched the earth, Julia saw that the white +hand dropped from its hold on the shawl, and the costly garment half +fell from her shoulders, trailing the dirty wharf with its embroidery. +In the whole crowd there was no object but this woman to the girl. With +a pale cheek and suspended breath she watched every look and motion. +There was something almost supernatural in the concentration of her +whole being on this one person. An intense desire to address the +stranger--to meet the glance of her eyes--to hear her voice, seized upon +the child. She sprang forward, obeying this strange impulse, and lifting +the soiled drapery of the shawl, held it up grasped in her trembling +hands. + +"Lady, your shawl!" + +The child could utter no more. Those large, blue eyes were bent upon her +face. Her own seemed fascinated by the gaze. Slowly, sadly they filled +with tears, drop by drop, and the eyes of that strange, beautiful woman +filled also. Still she gazed upon the child--her clean, poverty-stricken +dress--her meek face, and the basket of fruit and flowers upon her arm; +and as she gazed, a faint smile crept around her mouth. + +"This sweet voice--the flowers--is it not a beautiful welcome?" she +said, glancing through her tears upon the man who stood close by her +side; but the uncouth friend, or servant, whatever he might be, did not +answer. His eyes were riveted on the child, and some strange feeling +seemed to possess him. + +"Give me," said the lady, passing her hand over Julia's head with a +caressing motion--"give me some of these roses; it is a long time since +I have touched a flower grown in home soil!" + +Julia selected her freshest bouquet and held it up. The lady's hand +trembled as she drew forth her purse, and dropping a bright coin into +the basket, received the flowers. + +"Take a few of the strawberries, lady, they are so ripe and cool!" said +the little girl, lifting one of the baskets from its leafy nest. + +Again the lady smiled through her tears, and taking the little basket, +poured a few of the strawberries into her ungloved hand. + +"Would not he like some?" questioned the child, offering the basket with +its scarcely diminished contents to the man, who still kept his eyes +fixed on her face. + +"No, not them--but give me a bunch of the blue flowers--they grew around +the rock-spring at the old homestead, thousands and thousands on 'em!" +cried the man, with a strong Down East pronunciation, and securing a +tuft of the violets he turned aside, as if ashamed of the emotion he had +betrayed. + +The lady turned away. Something in his words seemed to have disturbed +her greatly. She gathered the shawl about her, and moved towards a +carriage that had drawn close up to the wharf. + +Julia's heart beat quick; she could not bear to see that strange, +beautiful woman depart without speaking to her again. + +"Lady, will you take this one little bunch?--some people love violets +better than anything!" + +"No, no, I cannot--I----" The lady paused, tears seemed choking her. She +drew down the folds of a rich blonde veil over her face, and moved on. + +Julia laid the violets back into her basket with a sigh. Feelings of +vague disappointment were saddening her heart. When she looked up again, +the lady had taken her seat in the carriage, and leaning out was +beckoning to her. + +"I will take the violets!" she said, reaching forth her hand, that +trembled as the simple blossoms were placed in it.--"Heaven forbid that +I should cast the sweet omen from me. Thank you child--thank you." + +The lady drew back into the carriage. Her face was clouded by the veil, +but tears trembled in her voice, and that voice lingered upon Julia +Warren's ear many a long month afterward. It had unlocked the deepest +well-spring of her life. + +The strawberry girl stood upon the wharf motionless and lost in thought +minutes after the carriage drove away. She had forgotten the basket on +her arm, everything in the strange regret that lay upon her young heart. +Never, never would she meet that beautiful woman again. The thought +filled her soul with unutterable loneliness. She was unconscious that +another carriage had driven up, and that a Southern vessel, arrived that +morning, was pouring forth luggage and passengers on the opposite side +of the pier. She took no heed of anything that was passing around her, +till a sweet, low voice close by, exclaimed-- + +"Oh! see those flowers--those beautiful, beautiful moss rose-buds!" + +Julia looked up. A young girl with soft, dark eyes, and lips dewy and +red as the buds she coveted, stood a few paces off, with her hand +grasped by a tall and stately looking man, approaching middle age, if +not a year or two on the other side, who seemed anxious to hurry his +companion into the carriage. + +"Step in, Florence, the girl can come to us!" said the man, restraining +the eager girl, who had withdrawn her foot from the carriage steps. +"Come, come, lady-bird, this is no place for us: see, half the crowd are +looking this way." + +The young lady blushed and entered the carriage, followed by her +impatient companion, who beckoned Julia towards him. + +"Here," he said, tossing a silver coin into her basket, "give me those +buds, quick, and then get out of the way, or you will be trampled down." + +Julia held up her basket, half terrified by the impatience that broke +from the dark eyes bent upon her. + +"There, sweet one, these might have ripened on your own smile: kiss them +for my sake!" said the man, gently bending with his fragrant gift toward +his lovely companion. + +His voice, soft, sweet and harmonious, fell upon the child's heart +also; and while the tones melted into her memory, she shuddered as the +flower may be supposed to shrink when a serpent creeps by. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +THE OLD COUPLE. + + There is no spot so dark on earth, + But love can shed bright glimmers there, + Nor anguish known, of human birth, + That yieldeth not to faith and prayer. + + +In the basement of a rear building in one of those cross streets that +grow more and more squalid as they stretch down to the water's edge, sat +an aged couple, at nightfall, on the day when our humble heroine was +presented to the reader. The room was damp, low and dark; a couple of +rude chairs, a deal table, and a long wooden chest were all the +furniture it contained. A rough shelf ran over the mantel-piece, on +which were arranged a half dozen unmatched cups and saucers, and a +broken plate or two, and a teapot, minus half its spout, all +scrupulously washed, and piled together with some appearance of +ostentation. + +A brown platter, which stood on the table, contained the only approach +to food that the humble dwelling afforded. A bone of bacon thrice +picked, and preserved probably from a wretched desire to possess +something in the shape of food, though that something was but a mockery, +this and a fragment of bread lay upon the platter, covered with a neat +crash towel. + +A straw bed made up on one corner of the floor partook of the general +neatness everywhere visible in the wretched dwelling; the sheets were of +homespun linen, such as our Down East house-wives loved to manufacture +years ago, and the covering a patch-work quilt, formed of rich, +old-fashioned chintz, was neatly turned under the edges. One might have +known how more than precious was that fine old quilt, by the great care +taken to preserve it. The whole apartment bespoke extreme poverty in its +most respectable form. Perfect destitution and scrupulous neatness were +so blended, that it made the heart ache with compassion. + +The old couple drew their seats closer together on the hearth-stone, and +looked wistfully in each other's faces as the darkness of coming night +gathered around them. The bright morning had been succeeded by a chill, +uncomfortable rain, and this increased tenfold the gloomy and dark +atmosphere of the basement. Thus they sat gazing at each other, and +listening moodily to the rain as it beat heavier and heavier upon the +sidewalks. + +"Come, come!" said the old woman, with a smile that she intended to be +cheerful, but which was only a wan reflection of what she wished. "This +is all very wrong; once to-day the Lord has sent us food, and here we +are desponding again. Julia will be cold and wet, poor thing; don't let +her find us looking so hungry when she comes in." + +"I was thinking of her," muttered the old man, in a sad voice. "Yes, the +poor thing will be cold and wet and wretched enough, but that is nothing +to the disappointment; she had built up such hopes this morning." + +"Well, who knows after all; something may have happened!" said the old +woman, with an effort at hopefulness. + +"No, no," replied the man, in a voice of touching despondency, "if she +had done anything, the child would have been home long ago. She has no +heart to come back." + +The old man passed his hand over his eyes, and then flung a handful of +chips and shavings on the fire from a scant pile that lay in a corner. +The blaze flamed up, revealing the desolate room for a moment, and then +died away, flashing over the pale and haggard faces that bent over it, +with a wan brilliancy that made them look absolutely corpse-like. + +Those two wrinkled faces were meagre and wrinkled from lack of +sustenance; still, in the faded lineaments there was nothing to revolt +the heart. Patience, sweet and troubled affection, were blended with +every grief-written line. But the wants of the body had stamped +themselves sharply there. The thin lips were pale and fixed in an +expression of habitual endurance. Their eyes were sharp and eager, dark +arches lay around them, and these were broken by wrinkles that were not +all of age. + +As the flame blazed up, the old man turned and looked earnestly on his +wife, a look of keen want, of newly whetted hunger broke from her eyes, +naturally so meek and tranquil, and the poor old man turned his glance +another way with a faint groan. It was a picture of terrible famine. Yet +patience and affection flung a thrilling beauty over it. + +One more furtive glance that old man cast on his wife, as the flame went +down, and then he clasped his withered fingers, wringing them together. + +"You are starving--you are more hungry than ever," he said, "and I have +nothing to give you." + +The poor woman lifted up her head and tried to smile, but the effort was +heart-rending. + +"It is strange," she said, "but the food we had this morning only seems +to make me more hungry. Is it so with you, Benjamin? I keep thinking of +it all the time. The rain as it plashes on the pavement seems like that +warm coffee boiling over on the hearth; those shavings as they lie in +the corner are constantly shifting before my eyes, and seem like rolls +and twists of bread, which I have only to stoop forward and take." + +The old man smiled wanly, and a tear started to his eyes, gliding down +his cheek in the dim light. + +"Let us try the bone once more," he said, after a brief silence, "there +may be a morsel left yet." + +"Yes, the bone! there may be something on the bone yet! In our good +fortune this morning we must have forgotten to scrape it quite clean!" +cried the old woman, starting up with eager haste, and bringing the +platter from the table. + +The husband took it from her hands, and setting it down before the +fire, knelt on one knee, and began to scrape the bone eagerly with a +knife. "See, see!" he said, with a painful effort at cheerfulness, as +some strips and fragments fell on the platter, leaving the bone white +and glistening like ivory. "This is better than I expected! With a crust +and a cup of clear cold water, it will go a good way." + +"No, no," said the woman, turning her eyes resolutely away, "we had +forgotten Julia. She scarcely ate a mouthful this morning!" + +"I know," said the old man, dropping his knife with a sigh. + +"Put it aside, and let us try and look as if we had been eating all day. +She would not touch it if--if----" Here the good old woman's eyes fell +upon the little heap of food--those precious fragments which her husband +had scraped together with his knife. The animal grew strong within her +at the sight; she drew a long breath, and reaching forth her bony hand, +clutched them like a bird of prey; her thin lips quivered and worked +with a sort of ferocious joy, as she devoured the little morsel, then, +as if ashamed of her voracity, she lifted her glowing eyes to her +husband, and cast the fragment of food still between her fingers back +upon the platter. + +"I could not help it! Oh, Benjamin, I could _not_ help it!" Big tears +started in her eyes, and rolled penitently down her cheek. "Take it +away! take it away!" she said, covering her face with both hands. "You +see how ravenous the taste of food makes me!" + +"Take it!" said the old man, thrusting the platter into her lap. + +"No! no! You haven't had a taste; you--you--I am better now, much +better!" + +For one instant the old man's fingers quivered over the morsel still +left upon the platter, for he was famished and craving more food, even +as his wife had been; but his better nature prevailed, and dashing his +hand away, he thrust the plate more decidedly into her lap. + +"Eat!" he said. "Eat! I can wait, and God will take care of the child!" + +But the poor woman waved the food away, still keeping one hand +resolutely over her eyes. "No--no!" she said faintly, "no--no!" + +Her husband lifted the plate softly from her lap: she started, looked +eagerly around, and sunk back in her chair with a hysterical laugh. + +"The strawberries! the strawberries, Benjamin! Only think, if Julia +could not sell the strawberries she will eat them, you know, all--all. +Only think what a feast the child will have when she has all those +strawberries! Bring back the meat; what will she care for that?" + +The old man brought back the plate, but with a sorrowful look. He +remembered that the strawberries entrusted to his grandchild were the +property of another; but he could not find the heart to suggest this to +the poor famished creature before him, and he rejoiced at the brief +delusion that would induce her to eat the little that was left. With +martyr-like stoicism he stifled his own craving hunger, and sat by while +his wife devoured the remainder of the precious store. + +"And you have had none," she said, with a piteous look of self-reproach, +when her own sharp want was somewhat appeased. + +"Oh, I can wait for Julia and the strawberries." + +"And if that should fail," answered the poor wife, filled with remorse +at her selfishness, or what she began to condemn as such, "if anything +should have happened, you may pawn or sell the quilt to-morrow--I will +say nothing against it--not a word. It was used for the first time +when--when _she_ was a baby, and--" + +"And we have starved and suffered rather than part with it!" cried the +old man, moving gloomily up and down the room, "while she--" + +"Is dead and buried, I am afraid," said the woman, interrupting him. + +"No," answered the old man, solemnly, "or we should not have been left +behind. It is not for nothing, wife, that you and I, and her child too, +have starved and pined, and prayed in this cellar. God has an end to +accomplish, and we are His instruments; how, I cannot tell. It is dark, +as yet; but all in His good time, His work will be done. Let us be +patient." + +"Patient!" said the old woman, dolefully; "I haven't strength to be +anything but patient." + +"She will yet return to us--our beautiful prodigal--our lost child," +continued the old man, lifting his meek eyes heavenward. "We have waited +long; but the time will come." + +"If I could only think so," said the woman, shaking her head +drearily--"If I could but think so!" + +"I know it," said the old man, lifting his clasped hands upward, while +his face glowed with the holy faith that was in him; "God has filled my +soul with this belief. It has given me life when food was wanting. It +grows stronger with each breath that I draw. The time will come when I +shall be called to redeem our child, even to the laying down of life, it +may be. I sometimes had a thought, wife, that her regeneration will be +thus accomplished." + +"How? What do you mean to say, husband?" + +"How, I cannot tell that; but the God of heaven will, in His own good +time. Let us wait and watch." + +"Oh! if she comes at last, I could be so patient! But think of the years +that are gone, and no news, not a word. While we have suffered so much, +every month, more and more--ah, husband, how can I be patient?" + +"Wait," said the old man, solemnly; "keep still while God does his work. +We know that our child has committed a great sin; but she was good once, +and--" + +"Oh, how kind, how good she was! I think she was more like an angel than +any thing on earth, till _he_ came." + +"Hush! When he is mentioned, bitter wrath rises in my bosom; I cannot +crush it out--I cannot pray it out. God help me! Oh, my God, help me to +hear this one name with charity." + +"Benjamin--my husband!" cried the old woman, regarding the strong +anguish in his face with affright, as his uplifted hands shook in their +tight grip on each other, and his whole frame began to tremble. + +He did not heed her pathetic cry, but sat down again by the hearth, and +with a thin hand pressed hard upon each knee, bent forward, gazing into +the smouldering fire, gloomy and silent. The old woman stole one hand +over his and pressed it gently. It returned no answering token of her +sympathy, but still rigidly held its grasp on his knee. + +Again she touched his hand, and the loved name, that had been so sweet +to her in youth, filled his ear with pathetic tenderness. + +"Benjamin!" + +He lifted his head, looked earnestly in her face, and then sunk slowly +to his knees. With his locked hands pressed down upon the hearth, and +his head bent low like one preparing to cast off a heavy weight, he +broke forth in a prayer of such stern, passionate entreaty, that the +very storm seemed to pause and listen to the outbreak of a soul more +impetuous than itself. Never in God's holiest temple has the altar been +sanctified by a prayer, more full of majestic eloquence, than that which +rose from the hearth of the miserable cellar that night. The old man +truly wrestled with the angels, and called for help against his own +rebellious nature, till his forehead was beaded with drops of anguish, +and every word seemed to burn and quiver like fire upon his meagre lips. + +She, in her weaker and more timid nature, fell down by his side, pouring +faint ejaculations and low moans into the current of his eloquence. But +while he prayed for strength to endure, for divine light by which he +could tread on beneath the burden of life, she now and then broke forth +into a moaning cry, which was, + +"Bread! bread! oh God, give us this day our daily bread!" + +All at once, in the midst of his pleading, the old man's voice broke; a +glorious smile spread over his features, and dropping his forehead +between both hands, he murmured in the fulness of a heart suddenly +deluged with love, + +"Oh, my God, I thank thee, thou hast indeed rendered me worthy to redeem +our child!" + +Then he arose feebly from his knees, and sat down with her withered hand +in his, and gazed tranquilly on the sparks of fire that shot, at +intervals, through the black shaving ashes. + +"Wife," he said, and his voice was so changed from its sharp accents, +that she lifted her eyes to his in wonder; "wife, you may speak of him +now, God has given me strength; I can hear it without a vengeful wish." + +"But I don't want to mention his name, I didn't mean to do it, then," +answered the wife with a shudder. + +"You see," rejoined Father Warren, with a grave, sweet smile, "You see, +wife, how long the Lord has been chastening us before he would drive the +fiend from my heart. How could I expect God to make me the instrument to +save our child while this hate of her husband lay coiled up like a viper +in my bosom?" + +"And did you hate him so terribly?" she asked, not able to comprehend +the strength of a nature like his. + +"Hate!" exclaimed the old man, "did you not see how I toiled and +wrestled to cast that hate out from my soul?" + +"Yes, I saw," answered the wife, timidly, and they sunk into silence. +Thus minutes stole on; the rain came down more furiously; the winds +shook the loose window panes, and the fire grew fainter and fainter, +only shedding a smoky gloom over those two pale faces. + +All at once there came a faint noise in the area--the moist plash of a +footstep mingled with the sound of falling rain. Then the outer door +opened, admitting a gush of damp wind into the hall that forced back the +door of the basement, and there stood little Julia Warren, panting for +breath, but full of wild and beautiful animation. The rain was dripping +from her hood, and down the heavy braids of her hair, and her little +feet left a wet print on the floor at every step. + +The old man started up, and flung some fresh fuel on the fire, which +instantly filled the basement with a brilliant but transitory light. +There she stood, that brave little girl, dripping with wet, and deluged +with sudden light. Her cheeks were all in a glow, warm and wet, like +roses in a storm. Her eyes were absolutely star-like in their +brilliancy, and her voice broke through the room in a joyful gush that +made everything cheerful again. + +"Did you think I was lost, grandpa, or drowned in the rain--don't it +pour, though? Here, grandma, come help me with the basket. Stop, till I +light a candle, though." + +The child knelt down in her dripping garments to ignite the candle, +which she had taken somewhere from the depths of her basket. But her +little hands shook, and the flame seemed to dance before her; she really +could not hold the candle still enough for her purpose, that little form +thrilled and shook so with her innocent joy. + +"Here, grandpa, you try," she said, surrendering the candle, while her +laugh filled the room like the carol of birds, when all the trees are in +blossom, "I never shall make it out; but don't think, now, that I am +shivering with the wet, or tired out--don't think anything till I have +told you all about it. There, now, we have a light; come, come!" + +The little girl dragged her basket to the hearth, and no fairy, telling +down gold and rubies to a favorite, ever looked more lovely. Down by the +basket the old grandparents fell upon their knees--one holding the +light--the other crying like a child. + +"See, grandpa, see; a beef-steak--a great, thick beef-steak, and +pickles, and bread, and--and--do look, grandmother, this paper--what do +you think is in it? oh! ha! I thought you would brighten up! tea, green +tea, and sugar, and--why grandfather, is that you crying so? Dear, dear, +how can you? Don't you see how happy I am? Why, as true as I live, if I +ain't crying myself all the time! Now, ain't it strange; every one of us +crying, and all for what? I--I believe I shall die, I'm so happy!" + +The excited little creature dropped the paper of tea from her hands, as +she uttered these broken words, and flinging herself on the old woman's +bosom, clung to her, bathed in tears, and shaking like an aspen leaf, +literally strengthless with the joy that her coming had brought to that +desolate place. + +While her arms were around the poor woman's neck, the grandmother kept +her eyes fixed upon the basket, and she contrived to break a fragment +from one of the loaves it contained, and greedily devour it amid those +warm caresses. + +Joy is often more restless than grief; Julia was soon on her feet again. + +"There, there, grandmother! just let the bread alone, what is that to +the supper we will have by-and-bye. I'll get three cents' worth of +charcoal, and borrow a gridiron, and--and--now don't eat any more till I +come back, because of the supper!" + +The little girl darted out of the room as she uttered this last +injunction, and her step was heard like the leap of a fawn, as she +bounded through the passage. When she returned, the larger portion of a +loaf had disappeared, and the old couple were in each other's arms, +while fragments of prayer and thanksgiving fell from their lips. It was +a beautiful picture of the human heart, when its holiest and deepest +feelings are aroused. Gratitude to God and to his creatures shed a +touching loveliness over it all. + +Julia, with her bright eyes and eager little hands, bustled about, quite +too happy for a thought of the fatigue she had endured all the day. She +drew forth the little table. She furbished and brightened up the cups +and saucers, and gave an extra rub to the iron candlestick, which was, +for the first time in many a day, warmed up by a tall and snowy candle. +The scent of the beef-steak as it felt the heat, the warm hiss of the +tea-kettle, the crackling of the fire, made a cheerful accompaniment to +her quick and joyous movements. The cold rain pattering without--the +light gusts of wind that shook the windows, only served to render the +comfort within more delightful. + +"There now," said Julia, wiping the bottom of her broken-spouted +tea-pot, and placing it upon the table, "there now, all is ready! I'm to +pour out the tea, grandpa must cut the steak, and you, grandma--oh, you +are company to-night. Come, every thing is warm and nice." + +The old people drew up to the humble board. A moment their gray heads +were bent, while the girl bowed her forehead gently downward, and veiled +her eyes with their silken lashes, as if the joy sparkling there were +suddenly clouded by a thought of her own forgetfulness in taking a seat +before the half-breathed blessing was asked. + +But her heart was only subdued for a moment. Directly her hands began to +flutter about the tea-pot, like a pair of humming birds, busy with some +great, uncouth flower. She poured the rich amber stream forth with a +dash, and as each lump of sugar fell into the cups, her mouth dimpled +into fresh smiles. It was quite like a fairy feast to her. Too happy for +thoughts of her own hunger, she was constantly dropping her knife and +fork to push the bread to her grandfather, or heap the old grandma's +plate afresh, and it seemed as if the broken tea-pot was perfectly +inexhaustible, so constantly did she keep it circulating around the +table. + +"Isn't it nice, grandma, green tea, and such sugar. What, grandpa! you +haven't got through yet?" she was constantly saying, if either of the +old people paused in the enjoyment of their meal, for it seemed to her +as if such unusual happiness ought to last a long, long time. + +"Yes," said the old man at length, pushing back his plate with a +pleasant sigh, and more pleasant smile; "yes, Julia; now let us see you +eat something, then tell us how all these things came about. You must +have been very lucky to have earned a meal like this with one day's +work." + +"A meal!" cried the child; "oh, the supper. You relished the supper, +grandpa?" + +"Yes; you couldn't have guessed how hungry we were, or how keenly we +should have relished anything." + +"But--but, you are wondering where the next will come from. You think +me like a child in having spent so much in this one famous supper." + +"Yes, like a child, a good, warm-hearted child--who could blame you?" + +"Blame!" cried the grandmother, with tears in her eyes;--"blame! God +bless her!" + +"But then," said the child, shaking her head and forcing back a tear +that broke through the sunshine in her eyes, "one should not spend +everything at once; grandpa means that, I suppose?" + +"No, no!" answered the old woman, eagerly, "he does not mean to find the +least fault. How should he?" + +"It would have been childish, though; but perhaps I should have done it, +who knows?--one don't stop to think with a bright half dollar in one's +hand, and a poor old grandfather and grandmother, hungry at home. But +then look here!" + +The child drew a coin from her bosom, and held it up in the +candle-light. + +"Gold!" cried the astonished grandfather, absolutely turning pale with +surprise. + +"A half eagle, a genuine half eagle, as I am alive!" exclaimed the old +woman, taking the coin between her fingers and examining it eagerly. + +"Yes, gold--a half eagle," said the exulting child, clasping her small +hands on the table, "worth five dollars--the old woman in the market +told me so!--five dollars! only think of that!" + +"But you did not earn it," said the old man, gravely. + +"Earn it--oh, no," answered the little girl with a joyous laugh, "who +ever thought of a little girl like me earning five dollars in a day? +Still I don't know. That good woman at the market told me to let every +one give what he liked for the flowers, and so I did. The most beautiful +lady you ever set eyes on, took a bunch of rose-buds from my basket, and +flung that money in its place." + +"But who was this lady? There may be some mistake. She might not have +known that it was gold!" said the old man, reaching over, and taking the +half eagle from his wife. + +"I think she knew; indeed I am quite sure she did," answered the child, +"for she looked at the piece as she took it from her purse. She knew +what it was worth, but I didn't." + +"Well, that we may know what to think, tell us more about this wonderful +day," said the old man, still examining the gold with an anxious +expression of countenance. "Your grandmother has finished her tea, and +will listen now." + +Julia was somewhat subdued by her grandfather's grave air; but spite of +this, tears and smiles struggled in her eyes, and her mouth, now +tremulous, now dimpling, could hardly be trained into anything like +serious narrative. + +"Well," she said, shaking back the braids of her hair, and resolutely +folding both hands in her lap. "Very well; please don't ask any +questions till I have got through, and I'll do my best to tell +everything just as it happened. You know how I went out this morning, +about the basket that I got trusted for at the grocery, and all that. +Well, I went off with the new basket on my arm, making believe to myself +as bold as a lion. Still I couldn't but just keep from +crying--everything felt so strange, and I was frightened too--you don't +know how frightened! + +"Grandma, I think the babes in the woods must have felt as I did, only I +had no brother with me, and it is a great deal more lonesome to wander +through lots of cold looking men and women that you never saw before, +than to be lost among the green woods, where flowers lie everywhere in +the moss, and the trees are all sorts of colors, with birds hopping and +singing about--dear little birds, such as covered the poor babes with +leaves, and--and--finally grandmother, as I was saying, I felt more +lonesome and down-hearted than these children could have done, for they +had plenty of blackberries, you know, but I was dreadful hungry--I was +indeed, though I would not own it to you; and then all the windows were +full of nice tarts and candies, just as if the people had put them +there to see how bad they could make me feel. Well, I have told you +about going into the market, and how my heart seemed to get colder and +colder, till I saw that good woman--that dear, blessed woman----" + +"God bless her, for that one kind act!" exclaimed the old man, +fervently. + +"He _will_ bless her; be sure of that," chimed in the good grandame. + +"I wish you could have seen her--I only wish you could!" cried the +child, in her sweet, eager gratitude, "perhaps you will some day, who +knows?" + +And in the same sweet, disjointed language, the child went on relating +her adventures along the streets, and on the wharf, where for the first +time she had seen an ocean steamer. + +When she spoke of the lady and her strange attendant, the old people +seemed to listen with more absorbing interest. They were keenly excited +by the ardent admiration expressed by the child, yet to themselves even +this feeling was altogether unaccountable. When the little girl spoke of +the strange man whom she had met on the wharf also, her voice become +subdued, and there was a half terrified look in her eyes. The singular +impression which that man had left upon her young spirit seemed to haunt +it like a fear; she spoke almost in whispers, and looked furtively +toward the door, as if afraid of being overheard; but the moment she +related how he drove away with his beautiful companion, her courage +seemed to return, she glanced brightly around, and went on with her +narrative with renewed spirit. + +"He had just gone," she said, "and I was beginning to look around for +some way to leave the wharf, when I saw a handkerchief lying at my feet. +The carriage wheel had run over it, and it was crushed down in the mud. +I picked it up, and run after the carriage, for the handkerchief was +fine as a cobweb, and worth ever so much, I dare say. In and out, +through the carts, and trunks, and people, I ran with my basket on my +arm, and the muddy handkerchief in one hand. Twice I saw the carriage, +but it was too far ahead, and at last I turned a corner--I lost it +there, and stood thinking what I should do, when the very carriage which +I had seen go off with the lady in it, passed by; the lady had stopped +for something, I suppose, and that kept her back. She was looking from +the window that minute. I thought perhaps the handkerchief was hers, +after all; so I ran off the sidewalk and shook it, that she might take +notice. The carriage stopped; down came the driver and opened the door, +and then the lady leaned out, and smiling with a sort of mournful smile, +said-- + +"'Well, my girl, what do you want now?'" + +"I held up the handkerchief, but was quite out of breath, and could only +say, 'this--this--is it yours, ma'am?' + +"She took the handkerchief, and turned to a corner where a name was +marked. Then her cheek turned pale as death, and her mouth, so full, so +red, grew white. I should have thought that she was dying, she fixed her +eyes on me so wildly. + +"'Come in, come in, this instant,' she said, and before I could speak, +she caught hold of my arm, and drew me--basket and all--into the +carriage. The door was shut, and in my fright I heard her tell the man +to drive fast. I did not speak; it seemed like dreaming. There sat the +lady, so pale, so altered, with the handkerchief, all muddy as it was, +crushed hard in her white hand--sometimes looking with a sort of wild +look at me, sometimes seeming to think of nothing on earth. The carriage +went faster and faster; I was frightened and began to cry. She looked at +me very kindly then, and said-- + +"'Hush, child, hush! no one will harm you.' Still I could not keep from +sobbing, for it all seemed very wild and strange. + +"Then the carriage stopped before a great stone house, with so many long +windows, and iron-work fence all before it. A good many trees stood +around it, and a row of stone steps went up half way from the gate to +the front door. The windows of the house were painted all sorts of +colors, and at one corner was a kind of steeple, square at the top and +full of narrow windows, and half covered with a green vine that crept +close to the stone-work almost to the top. + +"No one came to the door. The strange man who rode with the driver let +us in with a key that he had, and everything was as still as a +meeting-house. When we got inside, the lady took my hand and led me into +a great square entry-way, with a marble floor checked black and white; +then she led me up a great high stair-case, covered from top to bottom +with a carpet that seemed made of roses and wood-moss. Everything was +still and half dark, for all the windows were covered deep with silk +curtains, and it had begun to cloud up out of doors. + +"The lady opened a door, and led me into a room more beautiful that +anything I ever set my eyes on. But this was dark and dim like the rest. +My feet sunk into the carpet, and everything I touched seemed made of +flowers, the seats were so silken and downy. + +"The lady flung off her shawl, and sat down upon a little sofa covered +with blue silk. She drew me close to her, and tried to smile. + +"'Now,' she said, 'you must tell me, little girl, exactly where you got +the handkerchief!' + +"'I found it--indeed I found it on the wharf,' I said, as well as I +could, for crying. 'At first I thought it must belong to the tall +gentleman, but he drove away so fast; then I saw your carriage, and +thought----' + +"She stopped me before I could say the rest--her eyes were as bright as +diamonds, and her cheeks grew red again. + +"'The tall gentleman! What tall gentleman?' she said. + +"I told her about the man with the beautiful lady. Before I had done, +she let go of my hand and fell back on the sofa; her eyes were shut, but +down through the black lashes the great tears kept rolling till the silk +cushion under her head was wet with them. I felt sorry to see her so +troubled, and took the handkerchief from the floor--for it fell from her +hand as she sunk down. With one corner that the wheel had not touched, I +tried to wipe away the tears from her face, but she started up, all in +a tremble, and pushed me away; but not as if she were angry with me; +only as if she hated the handkerchief to touch her face. + +"She walked about the room a few times, and then seemed to get quite +natural again. By-and-bye the queer looking man came up with a satchel +and a silver box, under his arm; and she talked with him in a low voice. +He seemed not to like what she said; but she grew positive, and he went +out. Then she lay down on the sofa again, as if I had not been by; her +two hands were clasped under her head; she breathed very hard, and the +tears now and then came in drops down her cheeks. + +"It was getting dark, and I could hear the rain pattering outside. I +spoke softly, and said that I must go; she did not seem to hear; so I +waited and spoke again. Still she took no notice. Then I took up my +basket and went out. Nobody saw me. The great house seemed +empty--everything was grand, but so still that it made me afraid. +Nothing but the rain dripping from the trees made the least noise. All +around was a garden, and the house stood mostly alone, among the trees +on the top of a hill and lifted up from the street. I had no idea where +I was, for it seemed almost like the country, trees all around, and +green grass and rose bushes growing all about the house! + +"A long wide street stretched down the hill toward the city. I noticed +the street lamp posts standing in a line each side, and just followed +them till I got into the thick of the houses once more. After this I +went up one street and down another, inquiring the way, till after a +long, long walk, I got back to the market, quite tired out and anxious. + +"The good market woman was _so_ pleased to see me again. I gave her all +my money, and she counted it, and took out pay for the flowers and +strawberries. There was enough without the gold piece; she would not let +me change that, but filled the basket with nice things, just to +encourage me to work hard next week. There, now, grandfather, I have +told you all about this wonderful day. Isn't it quite like a fairy +tale?" + +The old man sat gazing on the sweet and animated face of his +grandchild; his hands were clasped upon the table, and his aged face +grew luminous with Christian gratitude. Slowly his forehead bent +downward, and he answered her in the solemn and beautiful words of +Scripture, "I have been young, and now I am old; yet I have never seen +the righteous forsaken, or his seed begging bread." There was pathos and +fervency in the old man's voice, solemn even as the words it syllabled. +The little strawberry girl bowed her head with gentle feeling, and the +grandmother whispered a meek "Amen." + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +THE LONE MANSION. + + There are some feelings all too deep, + For grief to shake, or torture numb, + Sorrows that strengthen as they sleep, + And struggle though the heart is dumb. + + +Little Julia Warren had given a very correct description of the house to +which she had been so strangely conveyed. Grand, imposing, and +unsurpassed for magnificence by anything known in our city, it was +nevertheless filled with a sort of gorgeous gloom that fell like a +weight upon the beholder. Most of the shutters were closed, and where +the glass was not painted, rich draperies muffled and tinted the light +wherever it penetrated a crevice, or struggled through the reversed fold +of a blind. + +As you passed through those sumptuous rooms, so vast, so still, it +seemed like traversing a flower-garden by the faintest starlight; you +knew that beautiful objects lay around you on every side, without the +power of distinguishing them, save in shadowy masses. All this +indistinctness took a strong hold on the imagination, rendered more +powerful, perhaps, by the profound stillness that reigned in the +dwelling. + +Since the great front door had fallen softly to its latch after the +little girl left the building, no sound had broken the intense hush that +surrounded it. Still the lady, who had so marvelously impressed herself +upon the heart of that child, lay prone upon the couch in her boudoir in +the second story. She was the only living being in that whole dwelling, +and but for the quick breath that now and then disturbed her bosom, she +appeared lifeless as the marble Flora that seemed scattering lilies over +the cushion where she rested. + +After a time the stillness seemed to startle her. She lifted her head +and looked around the room. + +"Gone!" she said, in a tone of disappointment, which had something of +impatience in it--"gone!" + +The lady started up, pale and with an imperious motion, as one whose +faintest wish had seldom been opposed. She approached a window, and +flinging back the curtains of azure damask, cast another searching look +over the room. But the pale, sweet features of the Flora smiling down +upon her lilies, was the only semblance to a human being that met her +eye. She dropped the curtain impatiently. The statue seemed mocking her +with its cold, classic smile. It suited her better when the wind came +with a sweep, dashing the rain-drops fiercely against the window. + +The irritation which this sound produced on her nerves seemed to animate +her with a keen wish to find the child who had disappeared so +noiselessly. She went to the door, traversed the hall and the great +stair-case; and her look grew almost wild when she found no signs of the +little girl! Two or three times she parted her lips, as if to call out; +but the name that she would have uttered clung to her heart, and the +parted lips gave forth no sound. + +It was strange that a name, buried in her bosom for years, unuttered, +hidden as the miser hides his gold, at once the joy, and agony of his +life, should have sprung to her memory there and then; but so it was, +and the very attempt to syllable that name seemed to freeze up the +animation in her face. She grew much paler after that, and her white +fingers clung to the silver knob like ice as she opened the great +hall-door and looked into the street. + +The entrance to the mansion was sheltered, and though the rain was +falling, it had not yet penetrated to the threshold. Up and down the +broad street no object resembling the strawberry girl could be seen; and +with an air of disappointment, the lady was about to close the door, +when she saw upon the threshold a broken rose-bud, which had evidently +fallen from the child's basket, and beside it the prints of a little, +naked foot left in damp tracery on the granite. These foot-prints +descended the steps, and with a sigh the lady drew back, closing the +door after her gently as she had opened it. + +She stood awhile musing in the vestibule, then slowly mounting the +stairs, entered the boudoir again. She sat down, but it was only for a +minute; the solitude of the great house might have shaken the nerves of +a less delicate woman, now that the rain was beating against the +windows, and the gloom thickening around her, but she seemed quite +unconscious of this. Some new idea had taken possession of her mind, and +it had power to arouse her whole being. She paced the room, at first +gently, then with rapid footsteps, becoming more and more excited each +moment; though this was only manifested by the brilliancy of her eyes, +and the breathless eagerness with which she listened from time to time. +No sound came to her ears, however--nothing but the rain beating, +beating, beating against the plate-glass. + +The lady took out her watch, and a faint, mocking smile stole over her +lips. It seemed as if she had been expecting the return of her servant +for hours; and lo! only half an hour had passed since he went forth. + +"And this," she said, with a gesture and look of self-reproach--"this is +the patience--this the stoicism which I have attained--Heaven help me!" +She walked slower then, and at length sunk upon the couch with her eyes +closed resolutely, as one who forced herself to wait and be still. Thus +she remained, perhaps fifteen minutes, and the marble statue smiled +upon her through its chill, white flowers. + +She had wrestled with herself and conquered. So much time! Only fifteen +minutes, but it seemed an hour. She opened her eyes, and there was that +smiling face of marble peering down into hers; it seemed as if something +human were scanning her heart. The fancy troubled her, and she began to +walk about again. + +As the lady was pacing to and fro in her boudoir, her foot became +entangled in the handkerchief which she had so passionately wrested from +the strawberry-girl, when in her gentle sympathy the child would have +wiped the tears from her eyes. She took the cambric in her hand, not +without a shudder; it might be of pain; it might be that some hidden joy +blended itself with the emotion; but with an effort at self-control she +turned to a corner of the handkerchief, and examined a name written +there with attention. + +Again some powerful change of feeling seemed to sweep over her; she +folded the handkerchief with care, and went out of the room, still +grasping it in her hand. Slowly, and as if impelled against her wishes, +this singular woman mounted a flight of serpentine stairs, which wound +up the tower that Julia had described as a steeple, and entered a remote +room of the dwelling. Even here the same silent splendor, the same +magnificent gloom that pervaded the whole dwelling, was darkly visible. +Though perfectly alone, carpets thick as forest moss muffled her +foot-steps, till they gave forth no echo to betray her presence. Like a +spirit she glided on, and but for her breathing she might have been +taken for something truly supernatural, so singular was her pale beauty, +so strangely motionless were her eyes. + +For a moment the lady paused, as if calling up the locality of some +object in her mind, then she opened the door of a small room and +entered. + +A wonderful contrast did that little chamber present to the splendor +through which she had just passed. No half twilight reigned there; no +gleams of rich coloring awoke the imagination; everything was chaste and +almost severe in its simplicity. Half a shutter had been left open, and +thus a cold light was admitted to the chamber, revealing every object +with chilling distinctness:--the white walls; the faded carpet on the +floor; and the bed piled high with feathers, and covered with a +patch-work quilt pieced from many gorgeously colored prints, now +somewhat faded and mellowed by age. Half a dozen stiff maple chairs +stood in the room. In one corner was a round mahogany stand, polished +with age, and between the windows hung a looking-glass framed in curled +maple. No one of these articles bore the slightest appearance of recent +use, and common-place as they would have seemed in another dwelling, in +that house they looked mysteriously out of keeping. + +The lady looked around as she entered the room, and her face expressed +some new and strong emotion; but she had evidently schooled her +feelings, and a strong will was there to second every mental effort. +After one quick survey her eyes fell upon the carpet. It was an humble +fabric, such as the New England housewives manufacture with their own +looms and spinning wheels; stripes of hard, positive colors contrasted +harshly together, and even time had failed to mellow them into harmony; +though faded and dim, they still spread away from the feet harsh and +disagreeable. No indifferent person would have looked upon that +cheerless object twice; but it seemed to fascinate the gaze of the +singular woman, as no artistic combination of colors could have done. +Her eyes grew dim as she gazed; her step faltered as she moved across +the faded stripes; and reaching a chair near the bed, she sunk upon it +pale and trembling. The tremor went off after a few minutes, but her +face retained its painful whiteness, and she fell into thought so deep +that her attitude took the repose of a statue. + +Thus an hour went by. The storm had increased, and through the window +which opened upon a garden, might be seen the dark sway of branches +tossed by the roaring wind, and blackened with the gathering night. The +rain poured down in sheets, and beat upon the spacious roof like the +rattle of artillery. Gloom and commotion reigned around. The very +elements seemed vexed with new troubles as that beautiful woman entered +the room whose humble simplicity seemed so unsuited to her. + +Ada saw nothing of the storm, or if she did, the wildness and gloom +seemed but a portion of the tumult in her own heart. Yet how still and +calm she was--that strange being! At length the chain of iron thought +seemed broken; she turned toward the bed, laid her hand gently down upon +the quilt, and gazed at the faded colors till some string in her proud +heart gave way, and sinking down with her face buried in the scant +pillows, she wept like a child. Every limb in her body began to tremble. +The bed shook under her, and notwithstanding the stormy elements, the +noise of her bitter sobs filled the room. The voice of her grief was +soon broken by another sound--the sound of passionate kisses lavished +upon the pillows, the quilt, and the homespun linen upon the bed. She +looked at them through her tears; she smoothed them out with her +trembling hands; she laid her cheek against them lovingly, as a punished +child will sometimes caress the very garments of a mother whose +forgiveness it craves; yet in all this you saw that this strange, almost +insane excitement was not usual to the woman--that she was not one to +yield her strength to a light passion; and this made her grief the more +touching. You felt that if such storms often swept across her track of +life, she did not bow herself to them without a fierce struggle. + +She lay upon the bed weeping and faint with exhausted emotion, when the +sound of a closing door rang through the building. This was followed by +stumbling footsteps so heavy that even the turf-like carpets could not +muffle them. The lady started up, listened an instant, and then hurried +from the room, closing the door carefully after her. It was now almost +dark, and but for the angular figure and ungainly attitude of the person +she found in her boudoir, she might not have recognized her own servant, +who stood waiting her approach. + +"Jacob, you have come--well!" said the lady in a low voice. + +"Yes, and a pretty time I have had of it," said the man, drawing back +from the hand which she had almost placed upon his arm, and shaking +himself with much of the surliness, and all the indifference of a +mastiff, till the rain fell in showers from his coat. "I am soaking wet, +ma'm, and dangerous to come near--it might give you a cold." + +"It is raining then?" said the lady, subduing her impatience. + +"Raining! I should think it was, and blowing too. Why, don't you hear +the wind yelling and tusseling with the trees back of the house?" + +"I have not noticed," answered the lady, mournfully; "I was thinking of +other things." + +"Of _him_, I suppose!" There was something husky in the man's voice as +he spoke, the more remarkable that his strong Down East pronunciation +was usually prompt, and clear from any signs of feeling. + +"Yes, of him and of them! Jacob, this has been a terrible day to me." + +"And to me, gracious knows!" muttered the man, giving his coat another +rough shake. + +"Yes, you have been upon your feet all day--you are wet through, my kind +friend, and all to serve me--I know that it is hard!" + +"Nothing of the sort!--nothing of the sort! Who on earth complained, I +should like to know? A little rain, poh!" exclaimed the man, evidently +annoyed that his vexation, uttered in an under tone, should have reached +the lady's ear. + +"No, you never do complain, Jacob; and yet you have often found me an +exacting mistress--or friend, I should rather say--for it is long since +I have considered you as anything else. I have often taxed your strength +and patience too far!" + +"There it is again!" answered the man, with a sort of rough impatience, +which, however, had nothing unkind or disrespectful in it--"jist as if I +was complaining or discontented--jist as if I wasn't your hired +man--no, servant, that is the word--to serve, wait, tend on you; and +hadn't been ever since the day--but no matter about that--jist now I've +been down town as you ordered." + +"Well!" + +Oh! how much of exquisite self-control was betrayed by the low, steady +tone in which that little word was uttered. + +"Of course," said the man, "I could do nothing without help. The little +girl's story was enough to prove that--that he was in town, but it only +went so far. She neither knew which way he drove, or how the coach was +numbered; so it seemed very much like searching for a needle in a +hay-mow. But you wanted to know where he was, and I determined to find +out. Wal, this morning, as we left the steamer, I saw a man in the crowd +with a great, gilt star on his breast, and as the thing looked rather +odd for a republican, I asked what it meant. It was a policeman; they +have got up a new system here in the city, it seems, and from what was +said on the wharf, I thought it no bad idea to get some of these men to +help me to search for Mr. Leicester." + +"Hush, hush; don't speak so loud," said the lady, starting as a name her +lips had not uttered for years was thus suddenly pronounced. + +"I inquired the way, and went to the police office at once: it is in the +Park, ma'm, under the City Hall. Wal, there I found the chief, a smart, +active fellow as I ever set eyes on; I told him what brought me there, +and who I wanted to find. He called a young man from the out room; wrote +on a slip of paper; gave it to the man, and asked me to sit down. Wal, I +sat down, and we began to talk about my travels, and things in gineral, +like old acquaintances, till by-and-bye in came the very policeman that +I had seen on the wharf. + +"'Mr. Johnson,' says the chief, 'a Southern vessel arrived to-day at the +same wharf where the steamer lies. Did you observe a tall gentlemen with +a young lady on his arm, leave that vessel?' + +"'Dark hair; large eyes; a black coat?' says the man, looking at me. + +"'Exactly,' says I. + +"'The lady beautiful; eyes you could hardly tell the color of; lashes +always down; black silk dress; cashmere scarf; cottage-bonnet!' says he, +again. + +"'Jist so!' says I. + +"'Yes,' says he to the chief, 'I saw them.' + +"'Where did they go?' questions the chief. + +"'Hack No. 117 took three fares from the vessel and steamer, one to the +City Hall, one to the New York, one to the Astor. This was the second, +he went to the Astor.'" + +"And the young girl--did she go with him?" cried the lady, striving in +vain to conceal the keen interest which prompted the question. + +"That was just what the chief asked," was the reply. + +"And the answer--was she with him?" + +"Wal, the chief put that question, only a little steadier; and the man +answered that the young lady----" + +"Well." + +"That the coachman first took the young lady to a house in--I believe it +was Ninth street, or Tenth, or----" + +"No matter, so she was not with him," answered the lady, drawing a deep +breath, while an expression of exquisite relief, came to her features; +"and he is there alone at the Astor House. And I in the same city! Does +nothing tell him?--has his heart no voice that clamors as mine does? The +Astor House! Jacob, how far is the Astor House from this?" + +"More than a mile--two miles. I don't exactly know how far it is." + +"A mile, perhaps two, and that is all that divides us. Oh! God, would +that it were all!" she cried, suddenly clasping her hands with a burst +of wild agony. + +The servant man recoiled as he witnessed this burst of passion, +wherefore it were difficult to say; for he remained silent, and the +twilight had gathered fast and deep in the room. For several minutes no +word was spoken between the two persons so unlike in looks, in mind, in +station, and yet linked together by a bond of sympathy strong enough to +sweep off these inequalities into the dust. At length the lady lifted +her head, and looked at the man almost beseechingly through the +twilight. + +The storm was still fierce. The wind shook and tore through the foliage +of the trees; and the rain swept by in sheets, now and then torn with +lightning, and shaken with loud bursts of thunder. + +"The weather is terrible!" said the lady, with a sad, winning smile, and +with her beautiful eyes bent upon the man. + +He thought that she was terrified by the lightning, and this brought his +kind nature back again. + +"This--oh! this is nothing, madam. Think of the storms we used to have +in the Alps, and at sea." + +A beautiful brilliancy came into the lady's eyes. + +"True, this is nothing compared to them: and the evening, it is not yet +entirely dark!" + +"The storm makes it dark--that is all. It isn't far off from sun-down by +the time!" answered Jacob, taking out an old silver watch, and examining +it by the window. + +"Jacob, are you very tired?" + +"Tired, ma'm! What on earth should make me tired? One would think I had +been hoeing all day, to hear such questions!" + +The lady hesitated. She seemed ashamed to speak again, and her voice +faltered as she at length forced herself to say-- + +"Then, Jacob, as you are not quite worn out--perhaps you will get me a +carriage--there must be stables in the neighborhood." + +"A carriage!" answered the man, evidently overwhelmed with surprise: "a +carriage, madam, to-night, in all this rain!" + +"Jacob--Jacob, I must see him--I must see him now, to-night--this hour! +The thought of delay suffocates me--I am not myself--do you not see it? +All power over myself is gone. Jacob, I must see him now, or die!" + +"But the storm, madam," urged poor Jacob, from some cause almost as pale +as his mistress. + +"The better--all the better. It gives me courage. How can we two meet, +save in storm and strife? I tell you the tempest will give me strength." + +"I beg of you, I--I----" + +"Jacob, be kind--get me the carriage!" pleaded the lady, gently +interrupting him: "urge nothing more, I entreat you; but instead of +opposing, help me. Heaven knows, but for you I am helpless enough!" + +There was no resisting that voice, the pleading eloquence of those eyes. +A deep sigh was smothered in that faithful breast, and then he went +forth perfectly heedless of the rain; which, to do him justice, had +never been considered in connection with his own personal comfort. + +He returned after a brief absence; and a dark object before the iron +gate, over which the rain was dripping in streams, bespoke the success +of his errand. The lady had meantime changed her dress to one of black +silk, perfectly plain, and giving no evidence of position, by which a +stranger might judge to what class of society she belonged; a neat straw +bonnet and a shawl completed her modest costume. + +"I am ready, waiting!" she cried, as Jacob presented himself at the +door, and drawing down her veil that he might not see all that was +written in her face, she passed him and went forth. + +But Jacob caught one glance of that countenance with all its eloquent +feeling, for a small lamp had been lighted in the boudoir during his +absence; and that look was enough. He followed her in silence. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +THE ASTOR HOUSE AND THE ATTIC ROOM. + + When woman sinneth with her heart, + Some trace of heaven still lingers there; + The angels may not all depart + And yield her up to dark despair. + + But man--alas, when thought and brain + Can sin, and leave the soul at ease: + Can sneer at truth and scoff at pain!-- + God's angels shrink from sins like these! + + +Alone in one of the most sumptuous chambers of the Astor House, sat the +man who had made an impression so powerful upon little Julia Warren that +morning. Though the chill of that stormy night penetrated even the +massive walls of the hotel, it had no power to throw a shadow upon the +comforts with which this man had found means to surround himself. A fire +blazed in the grate, shedding a glow upon the rug where his feet were +planted, till the embroidered slippers that encased them seemed buried +in a bed of forest moss. + +The curtains were drawn close, and the whole room had an air of snugness +and seclusion seldom found at a hotel. Here stood an open dressing-case +of ebony, with its gold mounted and glittering equipments exposed; there +was a travelling desk of ebony, inlaid with mother-of-pearl, opal-tinted +and glittering like gems in the uncertain light. Upon the mantel-piece +stood a small picture-frame, carved to a perfect net-work, and +apparently of pure gold, circling the miniature of a female, so +exquisitely painted, so beautiful in itself, that the heart warmed to a +glow while gazing upon it. It was a portrait of the very girl whom Julia +had seen supported by that man's arm in the morning--new and fresh was +every tint upon the ivory. Alas! no female face ever had time to grow +shadowy and mellow in that little frame; with almost every change of the +moon some new head was circled by the glittering net-work--and this +spoke eloquently of one dark trait in the character of the man. + +He sat before the fire, leaning back in his cushioned easy-chair, now +glancing with an indolent smile at the picture--now leaning toward a +small table at his elbow, and helping himself to the fragments of some +tiny game-birds from a plate where several were lying, all somewhat +mutilated, as if he had tried each without perfectly satisfying his +fastidious appetite. Various foreign condiments, and several flasks of +wine stood on the table, with rich china and glasses of unequal shape +and variously tinted. For at the hotel this man was known to be as +fastidious in his taste as in his appetite; with him the appointments of +a meal were equally important with the viands. + +No lights were in the room, save two wax tapers in small candle-sticks +of frosted silver, which, with various articles of plate upon the table, +composed a portion of his travelling luxuries. If we have dwelt long +upon these small objects, it is because they bespoke the character of +the man better than any philosophical analysis of which we are capable, +and from a feeling of reluctance to come in contact with the hard and +selfish, even in imagination. + +Oh! if the pen were only called upon to describe the pure and the good, +what a pleasant task might be this of authorship; but while human life +is made up of the evil and the good, in order to be true, there must be +many dark shadows in every picture of life as it exists now, and has +existed from the beginning of the world. In humanity, as in nature +herself, there is midnight darkness contrasting with the bright and pure +sunshine. + +There was nothing about the person of Leicester that should make the +task of describing him an unpleasant one. He had reached the middle age, +at least was fast approaching it: and on a close scrutiny, his features +gave indication of more advanced years than the truth would justify; for +his life had been one that seldom leaves the brow smooth, or the mouth +perfectly flexible. Still to a casual observer, Leicester was a +noble-looking and elegant man. The dark gloss and luxuriance of his +hair was in nothing impaired by the few threads of silver that begun to +make themselves visible; his forehead was high, broad and white; his +teeth perfect, and though the lips were somewhat heavy, the smile that +at rare intervals stole over them was full of wily fascination, wicked, +but indescribably alluring. That smile had won many a new face to the +little frame from which poor Florence Craft seemed to gaze upon him with +mournful tenderness. + +As he looked upward it deepened, spread and quivered about his mouth, +that subtle and infatuating smile. There was something of tenderness, +something of indolent scorn blended with it then, for his eyes were +lifted to that beautiful face gazing upon him so immovably from the +ivory. He caught the mournful expression, cast, perhaps, by the position +of the candles, and it was this that gave a new character to his smile. +He stretched himself languidly back in his chair, clasped both hands +behind his head, and still gazed upward with half closed eyes. + +This change of position loosened the heavy cord of silk with which a +dressing-gown, lined with crimson velvet, and of a rich cashmere +pattern, had been girded to his waist, thus exposing the majestic +proportions of a person strong, sinewy and full of flexible vigor. His +vest was off, and the play of his heart might have been counted through +the fine and plaited linen that covered his bosom. Something more than +the rise and fall of a base heart, had that loosened cord exposed. +Protruding from an inner pocket of his dressing-gown the inlaid butt of +a revolver was just visible. + +Thus surrounded by luxuries, with a weapon of death close to his heart, +William Leicester sat gazing with half-shut eyes upon the mute shadow +that returned his look with such mournful intensity. At length the smile +upon his lip gave place to words full of meaning, treacherous and more +carelessly cruel than the smile had foreshadowed. + +"Oh! Flor, Flor," he said, "your time will soon come. This excessive +devotion--this wild love--it tires me, child--you are unskilful, Flor--a +little spice of the evil-one--a storm of anger--now a dash of +indifference--anything but this eternal tenderness. It gets to be a bore +at last, Flor, indeed it does." + +And Leicester waved his head at the picture, smiling gently all the +time. Then he unsealed one of the wine-flasks, filled a glass and lifted +it to his mouth. After tasting the wine with a soft, oily smack of the +lips, and allowing a few drops to flow down his throat, he put aside the +glass with a look of disgust, and leaning forward, rang the bell. + +Before his hand left the bell-tassel, a servant was at the door, not in +answer to his summons, but with information that a carriage had stopped +at the private entrance, and that some one within wished to speak with +him. + +Leicester seemed annoyed. He drew the cords of his dressing-gown, and +stood up. + +"Who is in the carriage? What does he seem like, John?" + +The mulatto smiled till his teeth glistened in the candle-light. + +"Why don't you speak, fellow?" + +The waiter cast a shy glance toward the picture on the mantel-piece, and +his teeth shone again. + +"The night is dark as pitch, sir; I couldn't see a yard from the door; +but I heard a voice. It wasn't a man's voice." + +"A woman!--in all this storm too. Surely _she_ cannot have been so +wild," cried Leicester, casting aside his dressing-gown, and hurriedly +replacing it with garments more befitting the night, "Go, John, and say +that I will be down presently, and listen as you give the message; try +and get a glimpse of the lady." + +John disappeared, and threaded his way to the entrance with wonderful +alacrity. A man stood upon the steps, apparently indifferent to the rain +that beat in his face. By changing his position he might have avoided +half the violence of each new gust, but he seemed to feel a sort of +pleasure in braving it, for a stern pallor lay upon the face thus +steadily turned to the storm. + +This was the man who had first spoken to the servant, but instead of +addressing him, John was passing to the carriage, intent on learning +something of its inmate. But as he went down the steps a strong grasp +was fixed on his arm, and he found himself suddenly wheeled, face to +face, with the powerful man upon the upper flag. + +"Where are you going?" + +There was something in the man's voice that made the mulatto shake. + +"I was going to the carriage, sir, with Mr. Leicester's message to +the--the----" Here John began to stammer, for he felt the grasp upon his +arm tighten like a vice. + +"I sent for Mr. Leicester to come down; give _me_ his answer!" + +"Yes--yes, sir, certainly. Mr. Leicester will be down in a minute," +stammered John, shaking the rain from his garments, and drawing back to +the doorway the moment he was released, but casting a furtive glance +into the darkness, anxious, if possible, to learn something of the +person in the carriage. + +That moment, as if to reward his vigilance, the carriage window was let +down, and by the faint light that struggled from the lanterns, the +mulatto saw a white hand thrust forth; and a face of which he could +distinguish nothing, save that it was very pale, and lighted by a pair +of large eyes fearfully brilliant, gleamed on him through the +illuminated mist. + +"What is it? Will he not come? Open the door--open the door," cried a +voice that rang even through his inert heart. + +It was a female's voice, full and clear, but evidently excited to an +unnatural tone by some powerful feeling. + +Again the mulatto attempted to reach the carriage. + +"Madam--Mr. Leicester will----" + +Before the sentence was half uttered, the mulatto found himself reeling +back against the door, and the man who hurled him there, darted down the +steps. + +"Shut the window--sit further back, for gracious' sake." + +"Is he coming? Is he here?" was the wild rejoinder. + +"He _is_ coming; but do be more patient." + +"I will--I will!" cried the lady, and without another word she drew back +into the darkness. + +Meanwhile the mulatto found his way back to the chamber, where Mr. +Leicester was waiting with no little impatience. The very imperfect +report which he was enabled to give, relieved Leicester from his first +apprehension, and excited a wild spirit of adventure in its place. + +"Who in the name of Heaven can it be?" broke from him as he was looking +for his hat. "The face, John, you saw the face, ha!" + +"Only something white, sir; and the eyes--such eyes, large and +shining--a great deal brighter than the lamp, that was half put out by +the rain!" + +"It cannot be Florence, that is certain," muttered Leicester, as he took +up his dressing-gown from the floor and transferred the revolver to an +inner pocket of his coat--"some old torment, perhaps, or a new one. +Well, I'm ready." + +Leicester found the carriage at the entrance, its outlines only defined +in the surrounding darkness by the pale glimmer of a lamp, whose +companion had been extinguished by the rain. Upon the steps, but lower +down, and close by the carriage, stood the immovable figure of that self +constituted sentinel. As Leicester presented himself, on the steps +above, this man threw open the carriage door, but kept his face turned +away, even from the half dying lamp-light. + +Leicester saw that he was expected to enter; but though bold, he was a +cautious man, and for a moment held back with a hand upon his revolver. + +"Step in--step in, sir," said the man, who still held the door; "the +rain will wet you to the skin." + +"Who wishes to see me?--what do you desire?" said Leicester, with one +foot on the steps. "I was informed that a lady waited. Is she within the +carriage?" + +A faint exclamation broke from the carriage, as the sound of his voice +penetrated there. + +"Step in, sir, at once, if you would be safe!" was the stern answer. + +"I am always safe," was the haughty reply, and Leicester touched his +side pocket significantly. + +"You are safe here. Indeed, indeed you are!" cried a sweet and tremulous +voice from the carriage. "In Heaven's name, step in, it is but a woman." + +He was ashamed of the hesitation that might have been misunderstood for +cowardice, and sprang into the vehicle. The door was instantly closed; +another form sprang up through the darkness and placed itself by the +driver. The carriage dashed off at a rapid pace, for, drenched in that +pitiless rain, both horses and driver were impatient to be housed for +the night. + +Within the carriage all was profound darkness. Leicester had placed +himself in a corner of the back seat. He felt that some one was by his +side shrinking back as if in terror or greatly agitated. It was a +female, he knew by the rustling of a silk dress--by the quick +respiration--by the sort of thrill that seemed to agitate the being so +mysteriously brought in contact with him. His own sensations were +strange and inexplicable; accustomed to adventure, and living in +intrigue of one kind or another continually, he entered into this +strange scene with absolute trepidation. The voice that had invited him +into the carriage was so clear, so thrillingly plaintive, that it had +stirred the very core of his heart like an old memory of youth, planted +when that heart had not lost all feeling. + +He rode on then in silence, disturbed as he had not been for many a day, +and full of confused thought. His hearing seemed unusually acute. +Notwithstanding the rain that beat noisily on the roof, the grinding +wheels, and loud, splashing tread of the horses, he could hear the +unequal breath of his companion with startling distinctness. Nay, it +seemed to him as if the very beating of a heart all in tumult reached +his ear also: but it was not so. That which he fancied to be the voice +of another soul, was a powerful intuition knocking at his own heart. + +Leicester had not attempted to speak; his usual cool self-possession +was lost. His audacious spirit seemed shamed down in that unknown +presence. But this was not a state of things that could exist long with +a man so bold and so unprincipled. After the carriage had dashed on, +perhaps ten minutes, he thought how singular this silence must appear, +and became ashamed of it. Even in the darkness he smiled in self +derision; a lady had called at his hotel--had taken him almost per force +into her carriage--was he to sit there like a great school-boy, without +one gallant word, or one effort to obtain a glimpse at the face of his +captor? He almost laughed as this thought of his late awkward confusion +presented itself. All his audacity returned, and with a tone of half +jeering gallantry he drew closer to the lady. + +"Sweet stranger," he said, "this seems a cold reception for your +captive. If one consents to be taken prisoner on a stormy night like +this, surely he may expect at least a civil word." + +He had drawn close to the lady, her hand lay in his cold as ice. Her +breath floated over his cheek--that, too, seemed chilly, but familiar as +the scent of a flower beloved in childhood. There was something in the +breath that brought that strange sensation to his heart again. He was +silent--the gallant words seemed freezing in his throat. The hand +clasped in his grew warmer, and began to tremble like a half frozen bird +taking life from the humane bosom that has given it shelter. Again he +spoke, but the jeering tone had left his voice. He felt to his innermost +soul that this was no common adventure, that the woman by his side had +some deeper motive than idle romance or ephemeral passion for what she +was doing. + +"Lady," he said, in a tone harmonious with gentle respect, "at least +tell me why I am thus summoned forth. Let me hear that voice again, +though in this darkness to see your face is impossible. It seemed to me +that your voice was familiar. Is it so? Have we ever met before?" + +The lady turned her head, and it seemed that she made an effort to +speak; but a low murmur only met his ear, followed by a sob, as if she +was gasping for words. + +With the insidious tenderness which made this man so dangerous, he +threw his arm gently around the strangely agitated woman, not in a way +to arouse her apprehensions had she been the most fastidious being on +earth, but respectfully, as if he felt that she required support. She +was trembling from head to foot. He uttered a few soothing words, and +bending down, kissed her forehead. Then her head fell upon his shoulder, +and she burst into a passion of tears. Her being seemed shaken to its +very centre; she murmured amid her tears soft words too low for him to +hear. Her hand wove itself around his tighter and more passionately; she +clung to him like a deserted child restored to its mother's bosom. + +Libertine as he was, Leicester could not misunderstand the agitation +that overwhelmed the stranger. It aroused all the sleeping romance--all +the vivid imagination of his nature; unprincipled he certainly was, but +not altogether without feeling. Surprise, gratified vanity, nay, some +mysterious influence of which he was unaware, held the deep evil of his +nature in abeyance. Strange as this woman's conduct had been, wild, +incomprehensible as it certainly was, he could not think entirely ill of +her. He would have laughed at another man in his place, had he +entertained a doubt of her utter worthlessness; but there she lay +against his heart, and spite of that, spite of a nature always ready to +see the dark side of humanity, he could not force himself to treat her +with disrespect. After all, there must have been some few sparks of +goodness in that man's heart, or he could not so well have comprehended +the better feelings of another. + +She lay thus weeping and passive, circled by his arm; her tears seemed +very sweet and blissful. Now and then she drew a deep, tremulous sigh, +but no words were uttered. At length he broke the spell that controlled +her with a question. + +"Will you not tell me now, why you came for me, and your name? If not +that, say where we have ever met before?" + +She released herself gently from his arm at these words, and drew back +to a corner of the seat. He had aroused her from the sweetest bliss ever +known to a human heart. This one moment of delusion was followed by a +memory of who she was, and why she sought him, so bitter and sharp that +it chilled her through and through. There was no danger that he could +recognize her voice then, even if he had known it before. Nothing could +be more faint and changed than the tone in which she answered-- + +"In a little time you shall know all." + +He would have drawn her toward him again, but she resisted the effort +with gentle decision; and, completely lost in wonder, he waited the +course this strange adventure might take. + +The horses stopped before some large building, but even the outline was +lost in that inky darkness; something more gloomy and palpable than the +air loomed before them, and that was all Leicester could distinguish. He +sat still and waited. + +The carriage door was opened on the side where the female sat, and some +words passed between her and a person outside, but she leaned forward, +and had her tones been louder, they would have been drowned by the rain +dashing over the carriage. The man to whom she had spoken closed the +door and seemed to mount a flight of steps. Then followed the sound of +an opening door, and after that a gleam of light now and then broke +through a chink in that black mass, up and up, till far over head it +gleamed through the blinds of a window, revealing the casement and +nothing more. + +Again the carriage door was opened. The lady arose and was lifted out. +Leicester followed, and without a word they both went through an iron +gate and mounted the granite steps of a dwelling. The outer door stood +open, and, taking his hand, she led him through the profound darkness of +what appeared to be a spacious vestibule. Then they ascended a flight of +stairs winding up and up, as if confined within a tower; a door was +opened, and Leicester found himself in a small chamber, furnished after +a fashion common to country villages in New England, but so unusual in a +large city that it made him start. + +We need not describe this chamber, for it is one with which the reader +is already acquainted. The woman who now stood upon the faded carpet, +over which the rain dripped from her cloak, had visited it before that +day. + +One thing seemed strange and out of keeping. A small lamp that stood +upon the bureau was of silver, graceful in form, and ornamented with a +wreath of flowers chased in frosted silver, and raised from the surface +after a fashion peculiar to the best artists of Europe. Leicester was a +connoisseur in things of this kind, and his keen eye instantly detected +the incongruity between this expensive article and the cheap adornments +of the room. + +"Some waiting maid or governess," he thought, with a sensation of angry +scorn, for Leicester was fastidious even in his vices. "Some +waiting-maid or governess who has borrowed the lamp from her mistress' +drawing-table; faith! the affair is getting ridiculous!" + +When Leicester turned to look upon his companion, all the arrogant +contempt which this thought had given to his face still remained there. +But the lady could not have seen it distinctly; she had thrown off her +cloak, and stood with her veil of black lace, so heavily embroidered +that no feature could be recognized through it, grasped in her hand, as +if reluctant to fling it aside. She evidently trembled from head to +foot: and even through the heavy folds of her veil, he felt the +thrilling intensity of the gaze she fixed upon him. + +The look of scornful disappointment left his face; there was something +imposing in the presence of this strange being that crushed his +suspicions and his sneers at once. Enough of personal beauty was +revealed in the superb proportions of her form to make him more anxious +for a view of her face. He advanced toward her eagerly, but still +throwing an expression of tender respect into his look and manner. They +stood face to face--she lifted her veil. + +He started, and a look of bewilderment came upon his face. Those +features were familiar, so familiar that every nerve in his strong frame +seemed to quiver under the partial recognition. She saw that he did not +fully recognize her, and flinging away both shawl and bonnet, stood +before him. + +He knew her then! You could see it in the look of keen surprise--in the +color as it crept from his lips--in the ashy pallor of his cheek. It was +not often that this strong man was taken by surprise. His +self-possession was marvellous at all times; but now, even the lady +herself did not seem more profoundly agitated. She was the first to +speak. Her voice was clear and full of sweetness. + +"You know me, William?" + +"Yes!" he said, after a brief struggle, and drawing a deep +breath--"yes." + +She looked at him: her large eyes grew misty with tenderness, and yet +there was a proud reserve about her as if she waited for him to say +more. She was keenly hurt that he answered her only with that brief +"yes." + +"It is many years since we met," she said at length, and in a low voice. + +"Yes, many years," was his cold reply; "I thought you dead." + +"And mourned for me! Oh! Leicester, for the love of Heaven, say that I +was mourned when you thought me dead!" + +Leicester smiled--oh, that cruel smile! It pierced that proud woman's +heart like the sting of a venomous insect, she seemed withered by its +influence. He was gratified, gratified that his smile could still make +that haughty being cower and tremble. He was rapidly gaining command +over himself. Quick in association of ideas, even while he was smiling +he had began to calculate. Selfish, haughty, cruel, with a heart fearful +in the might of its passion, yet seldom gaining mastery over nerves that +seemed spun from steel, even at this trying moment he could reason and +plan. That power seldom left him. With all his evil might, he was +cautious. Now he resolved to learn more, and deal warily as he learned. + +"And if I did mourn, of what avail was it, Ada?" He uttered the name on +purpose, knowing that, unless she were marvellously changed, it would +stir her heart to yield more certain signs of his power. He was not +mistaken. She moved a step toward him as he uttered the name in the +sweet, olden tone that slept ever in her heart. The tears swelled to her +eyes--she half extended her arms. + +Again he was pleased. The chain of his power had not been severed. Years +might have rusted but not broken it--thus he calculated, for he could +reason now before that beautiful, passionate being, coldly as a +mathematician in his closet. The dismay of her first presence +disappeared with the moment. + +"Oh! had I but known it! Had I but dreamed that you cared for me in the +least!" cried the poor lady, falling into one of the hard chairs, and +pressing a hand to her forehead. + +"What then, Ada--what then?" + +He took her hand in his: she lifted her eyes--a flood of mournful +tenderness clouded them. + +"What then, William?" + +"Yes, what then? How would any knowledge of my feelings have affected +your destiny?" + +"How? Did I not love--worship--idolize? Oh! Heavens, how I did love you, +William!" + +Her hands were clasped passionately: a glorious light broke through the +mist of her unshed tears. + +"But you abandoned me!" + +"Abandoned _you_--oh, William!" + +"Well, we will not recriminate--let us leave the past for a moment. It +has not been so pleasant that we should wish to dwell upon it." + +"Pleasant! oh! what a bitter, bitter past it has been to me!" + +"But the present. If you and I can talk of anything, it must be that. +Where have you been so many years?" + +"You know--you know--why ask the cruel question?" she answered. + +"True, we were not to speak of the past." + +"And yet it must be before we part," she said, gently, "else how can we +understand the present?" + +"True enough; perhaps it is as well to swallow the dose at once, as we +shall probably never meet again." + +She cast upon him a wild upbraiding look. The speech was intended to +wound her, and it did--that man was not content with making victims, he +loved to tease and torture them. He sat down in one of the maple chairs, +and drew it nearer to her. + +"Now," he said, "tell me all your history since we parted--your motive +for coming here." + +She lifted her eyes to his; and smiled with mournful bitterness; the +task that she had imposed upon herself was a terrible one. She had +resolved to open her heart, to tell the whole harrowing, mournful truth, +but her courage died in his presence. She could not force her lips to +speak all. + +He smiled; the torture that she was suffering pleased him--for, as I +have said, he loved to play with his victims, and the anguish of shame +which she endured had something novel and exciting in it. For some time +he would not aid her, even by a question, but he really wished to learn +a portion of her history, for during the last three years he had lost +all trace of her, and there might be something in the events of those +three years to affect his interest. It was his policy, however, to +appear ignorant of _all_ that had transpired. + +But she was silent; her ideas seemed paralyzed. How many times she had +fancied this meeting--with what eloquence she had pleaded to him--how +plausible were the excuses that arose in her mind--and now where had +they fled? The very power of speech seemed abandoning her. She almost +longed for some taunting word, another cold sneer--at least they would +have stung her into eloquence--but that dull, quiet silence chained up +her faculties. She sat gazing on the floor, mute and pale; and he +remained in his seat coldly regarding her. + +At length the stillness grew irksome to him. + +"I am waiting patiently, Ada; waiting to hear why you abandoned your +husband!" + +She started: her eye kindled, and the fiery blood flashed into her +cheek. + +"I did _not_ abandon my husband. He left me." + +"For a journey, but for a journey!" was the calm reply. + +"Yes, such journeys as you had taken before, and with a like motive, +leaving me young, penniless, beset with temptation, tortured with +jealousy. On that very journey you had a companion." + +She looked at him as if eager even then, against her own positive +knowledge, to hear a denial of her accusations; but he only smiled, and +murmured softly-- + +"Yes, yes, I remember. It was a pleasant journey." + +"It drove me wild--I was not myself--suspicions, such suspicions haunted +me. I thought--I believed, nay, believe now that you wished me to +go--that you longed to get rid of me--nay, that you encouraged--I cannot +frame words for the thought even now. He had lent you money, large +sums--William, William, in the name of Heaven, tell me that it was not +for this I was left alone in debt and helpless. Say that you did not +yourself thrust me into that terrible temptation!" + +She laid her hand upon his arm and grasped it hard; her eyes searched +his to the soul. He smiled--her hand dropped--her countenance fell--and +oh! such bitter disappointment broke through her voice. + +"It has been the vulture preying on my heart ever since. A word would +have torn it away, but you will not take the trouble even to deceive me. +You smile, only smile!" + +"I only smile at the absurdity of your suspicion." + +She looked up eagerly, but with doubt in her face. She panted to believe +him, but lacked the necessary faith. + +"I asked _him_ to deny this on his death-bed, and he could not!" + +"Then he _is_ dead," was the quick rejoinder. "He _is_ dead!" + +"Yes, he is dead," she answered in a low voice. + +"And the daughter, his heiress?" + +"She too is dead!" + +He longed to ask another question. His eyes absolutely gleamed with +eagerness, but his self-control was wonderful. A direct question might +expose the unutterable meanness of his hope. He must obtain what he +panted to know by circuitous means. + +"And you staid by him to the last?" + +She turned upon him a sharp and penetrating look. He felt the whole +force of her glance, and assumed an expression well calculated to +deceive a much less excitable observer. + +"I thought," he said, "that you had been living in retirement. That you +left the noble villain without public disgrace. It was a great +satisfaction for me to know this." + +"I did leave him. I did live in retirement, toiled for my own bread; by +wrestling with poverty I strove to win back some portion of content." + +"Yet you were with him when he died!" + +"It was a mournful death-bed--he sent for me, and I went. Oh! it was a +mournful death-bed!" + +Tears rolled down her cheeks; she covered her face with both hands. + +"I had been the governess of his daughter--her nurse in the last +sickness." + +"And you lived apart, alone--you and this daughter." + +"She died in Florence. We were alone. She was sent home for burial." + +"And to be a governess to this young lady you abandoned your own +child--_only_ to be governess. Can you say to me, Ada, that it was only +to be a governess to this young lady?" + +There was feeling in his voice, something of stern dignity--perhaps at +the moment he did feel--she thought so, and it gave her hope. + +She had not removed her hands; they still covered her face, and a faint +murmur only broke through the fingers--oh! what cowards sin makes of us! +That poor woman dared not tell the truth--she shrunk from uttering a +positive falsehood, hence the humiliating murmur that stole from her +pallid lips--the sickening shudder that ran through her frame. + +"You do not answer," said the husband, for Leicester _was_ her +husband--"you do not answer." + +She had gathered courage enough to utter the falsehood, and dropping +her hands, replied in a firm voice, disagreeably firm, for the lie cost +her proud spirit a terrible effort, and she could not utter it naturally +as he would have done. + +"Yes, I can answer. It was to be the young lady's governess that I +went--only to be her governess!--penniless, abandoned, what else could I +do?" + +He did not believe her. In his soul he knew that she was not speaking +the truth; but there was something yet to learn, and in the end it might +be policy to feign a belief which he could not feel. + +"So after wasting youth and talent on his daughter--paling your beauty +over her death-bed and his--this pitiful man could leave you to poverty +and toil. Did he expect that I would receive you again after that +suspicious desertion?" + +"No, no. The wild thought was mine--you once loved me, William!" + +The tears were swelling in her eyes again; few men could have resisted +the look of those eyes, the sweet pleading of her voice--for the +contrast with her usual imperious pride had something very touching in +it. + +"You were very beautiful then," he said--"very beautiful." + +"And am I so much changed?" she answered, with a smile of gentle +sweetness. + +In his secret heart he thought the splendid creature handsomer than +ever. If the freshness of youth was gone, there was grace, maturity, +intellect, everything requisite to the perfection of womanhood, in +exchange for the one lost attraction. + +It was a part of Leicester's policy to please her until he had mastered +all the facts of her position; so he spoke for once sincerely, and in +the rich tones that he knew so well how to modulate, he told how +superbly her beauty had ripened with time. She blushed like a girl. He +could feel even that her hand was glowing with the exquisite pleasure +given by his praise. But he had a point to gain--all her loveliness was +nothing to him, unless it could be made subservient to his interest. +What was her present condition?--had she obtained wealth abroad?--or +could she insanely fancy that he would receive her penniless? This was +the point that he wished to arrive at, but so far she had evaded it as +if unconsciously. + +He looked around the room, hoping to draw some conclusion by the objects +it contained. The scrutiny was followed by a faint start of surprise; +the hard carpet, the bureau, the bed, all were familiar. They had been +the little "setting out" that his wife had received from her parents in +New England. How came they there, so well kept, so neatly arranged in +that high chamber! Was she a governess in some wealthy household, +furnishing her own room with the humble articles that had once been +their own household goods? He glanced at her dress. It was simple and +entirely without ornament; this only strengthened the conclusion to +which he was fast arriving. He remembered the marble vestibule through +which they had reached the staircase, the caution used in admitting him +to the house. The hackney-coach, everything gave proof that she would be +an incumbrance to him. She saw that he was regarding the patch-work +quilt that covered the bed; the tears began to fall from her eyes. + +"Do you remember, William, we used it first when our darling was a baby? +Have you ever seen her since--since?" + +He dropped her hand and stood up. His whole manner changed. + +"Do not mention her, wretched, unnatural mother--is she not +impoverished, abandoned? Can you make atonement for this?" + +"No, no, I never hoped it--I feel keenly as you can how impossible it +is. Oh, that I had the power!" + +These words were enough; he had arrived at the certainty that she was +penniless. + +"Now let this scene have an end. It can do no good for us to meet again, +or to dwell upon things that are unchangeable. You have sought this +interview, and it is over. It must never be repeated." + +She started up and gazed at him in wild surprise. + +"You do not mean it," she faltered, making an effort to smile away her +terror--"your looks but a moment since--your words. You have not so +trifled with me, William!" + +He was gone--she followed him to the door--her voice died away--she +staggered back with a faint wail, and fell senseless across the bed. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +MISTRESS AND SERVANT. + + With hate in every burning thought, + There, shrouded in the midnight gloom, + While every pulse its anguish brought, + He guarded still that attic room. + + +Jacob stood upon the steps of that tall mansion, till his mistress +disappeared in the darkness that filled it. His eyes followed her with +an intense gaze, as if the fire smouldering at his heart could empower +his vision to penetrate the black night that seemed to engulf her, +together with the man to whose hand she was clinging. The rain was +pouring around him. The winds sweeping through the drops, lulled a +little, but were still violent. He stood motionless in the midst, +allowing both rain and wind to beat against him without a thought. He +was listening for another sound of their footsteps, from the marble +floor, and seemed paralyzed upon the great stone flags, over which the +water was dripping. + +The carriage wheels grinding upon the pavement, as the coachman +attempted to turn his vehicle, aroused Jacob from his abstraction. He +turned, and running down the steps, caught one of the horses by the bit. + +"Not yet--you will be wanted again!" he shouted. + +"Wanted or not, I am going home," answered the driver gruffly; "as for +sitting before any lady's door on a night like this, nobody knows how +long--I won't, and wouldn't for twice the money you'll pay me." + +Jacob backed the horses, till one of the carriage wheels struck the +curbstone. + +"There," he said resolutely, "get inside if you are afraid of the rain; +but as for driving away, that's out of the question!" + +"We'll see, that's all," shouted the driver, giving his dripping reins a +shake. + +"Stop," said Jacob, springing up on one of the fore-wheels, and +thrusting a silver dollar into the man's hand. "This is for yourself +beside the regular pay! Will that satisfy you for now waiting?" + +"I shouldn't wonder," answered the man, with a broad grin, thrusting the +coin into the depths of a pocket that seemed unfathomable, "that's an +argument to reconcile one to cold water: because, do you mind, there's a +prospect of something stronger after it. Hallo, what are you about +there?" + +"Only looking to the lamp," answered Jacob, holding the little glass +door open as he spoke. + +"But it's out!" + +"So it is!" answered Jacob, dismounting from the wheel. + +"And what's worse, there isn't a lamp left burning in the neighborhood +to light up by!" muttered the driver, peering discontentedly into the +darkness. + +"Exactly!" was the terse rejoinder. + +"I shall break my neck, and smash the carriage." + +"Keep cool--keep cool," said Jacob, "and when we get safely back to the +Astor, there'll be another dollar to pay for the mending--do you hear?" + +"Of course I do!" answered the man, with a chuckle, and gathering +himself up in his overcoat like a turtle in its shell, he cowered down +in his seat quite contented to be drenched at that price to any possible +extent. + +Relieved from all anxiety regarding the carriage, Jacob fell back into +the state from which this little contention had, for the moment, +diverted him. He looked upward--far, in a gable overhead a single beam +of light quivered and broke amid the rain-drops--it entered his heart +like a poignard. + +What was he saying to her?--was he harsh?--or worse, oh, a thousand +times worse, could that light be gleaming upon their reconciliation? +Jacob writhed with the thought; he tried to be calm; to quench the fire +that broke up from the depths of his heart. His nature strong, and but +slowly excited, grew ungovernable when fully aroused. Never till that +hour had his imagination been so glowing, so terribly awake. A thousand +fears flashed athwart his usually cool brain. Alone, in that great, +silent house, with a man like Leicester, was she safe?--his +mistress--was she? This thought--the latest and least selfish--goaded +him to action. + +He strode hurriedly up the steps, crossed the vestibule and groped his +way up through the darkness till he reached the attic. A single ray of +light penetrating a key-hole, guided him to the door of that singular +chamber. He drew close and listened, unconscious of the act, for his +anxiety had become intense, and Jacob thought of no forms then. + +The rain beating upon the roof overpowered all other sounds; but now and +then a murmur reached his ear, broken, but familiar as the pulses of his +own heart. This was followed by tones that brought his teeth sharply +together. They might be mellowed by distance, but to him they seemed +soft and persuasive to a degree of fascination. He could not endure +them; they glided through his heart like serpents distilling poison from +every coil. He laid his hand upon the latch, hesitated, and turning +away, crept through the darkness, ashamed of what he had done. He an +eaves-dropper, and with her, his mistress! He paused on the top of the +winding staircase beyond ear-shot, but with his eyes fixed upon that ray +of light, humbled and crushed in spirit, for he had awoke as from a +dream, and found himself listening. There the poor man sat down pale and +faint with self-reproach. + +Poor Jacob; his punishment was terrible! Minute after minute crept by, +and each second seemed an hour. Sometimes he sat with both hands +clasped over his face, and both knees pressed hard by his elbows. Then +he would stand up in the darkness quiet as a statue; not a murmur could +possibly reach his ear from the room. Still he held his breath, and bent +forward like one listening. Cruel anxiety forced the position upon him, +but it could not impel him one step nearer the door. + +He was standing thus, bending forward with his eyes, as it were, +devouring the little gleam of light that fell so tranquilly through the +key-hole, when the door was suddenly opened and Leicester came out. With +the abrupt burst of light rushed a cry, wild and quivering with anguish. +Jacob sprang forward, seized Leicester by the arm, and after one or two +fruitless efforts--for every word choked him as it rose--he said-- + +"Have you killed her? Is it murder?" + +"A fit of hysterics, friend, nothing more!" was the cool reply. + +Jacob strode into the chamber. His mistress lay prone upon the bed, her +face pale as death, and a faint convulsion stirring her limbs. + +He bent over her, and gently put the hair back from her temples with his +great, awkward hand. + +"She is not dead, nor hurt!" he murmured, and though his face expressed +profound compassion, a gleam of wild joy broke through it all. "His +scorn has wounded her, not his hand." + +Still the poor lady remained insensible. There was a faint quivering of +the eyelids, but no other appearance of life. Jacob looked around for +some means of restoration, but none were there. He flung up the window, +and dashing open a shutter, held out his palm. It was soon full of +water-drops, and with these he bathed her forehead and her pale mouth, +while a gust of rain swept through the open sash. This aroused her; a +shudder crept through her limbs, and her eyes opened. Jacob was bending +over her tenderly, as a mother watches her child. + +She saw who it was, and rising feebly to her elbow, put him back with +one hand, while her eyes wandered eagerly around the room. + +"Where--where is he?" she questioned; "oh, Jacob, call him back." + +"No!" answered the servant, firmly, notwithstanding that his voice +shook--"no, I will not call him back! To-morrow you would not thank me +for doing it!" + +She turned her head upon the pillow, and closing her eyes, murmured-- + +"Leave me then--leave me!" + +Jacob closed the window, and folding the quilt softly over her, went +out. He had half descended the coil of steps, when a voice from below +arrested his attention. + +"Here yet!" he muttered, springing down into the darkness, and like a +wild beast guided by the instinct of his passion, he seized Leicester by +the arm. + +"Softly, softly, friend," exclaimed that gentleman, with a low calm +intonation, though one hand was upon his revolver all the time. "Oblige +me by relaxing your hand just the least in the world; my arm is tender +as a lady's, and your fingers seem made of iron." + +"We grasp rattlesnakes hard when we do touch them," muttered Jacob, +fiercely, "and close to the throat, it strangles back the poison." + +"Never touch a rattlesnake at all, friend, it is a desperate business, I +assure you; they are beautiful reptiles, but rather dangerous to play +with. Oh, I am glad that your fingers relax, it would have been +unpleasant to shoot a fellow creature here in the dark, and with a +gentle lady close by." + +"Would it?" muttered Jacob, between his teeth. + +The answer was a light laugh, that sounded strangely in that silent +dwelling. + +"Your hand once more, friend; after all, this darkness makes me quite +dependent on your guidance," said the voice again. + +There was a fierce struggle in Jacob's bosom; but at last his hand was +stretched forth and clasped with the soft, white fingers, whose bare +touch filled his soul with loathing. + +"This way--I will lead you safely!" + +"Why, how you tremble, friend--not with fear, I hope." + +"No, with hate!" were the words that sprang to the honest lips of Jacob +Strong; but he conquered the impulse to utter them, and only +answered--"I'm not afraid!" + +"Faith, but it requires courage to grope one's way through all this +darkness--every step puts our necks in danger." + +Jacob made no observation; he had reached the lower hall, and moved +rapidly across the tessellated floor toward the front entrance. The +moment they gained the open air, Jacob wrenched his hand from the +other's grasp, and hurrying down the steps, opened the carriage door. +The rain prevented any further questioning on the part of Leicester, and +he took his seat in silence. + +Jacob climbed up to the driver's seat, and took possession of the reins. +The man submitted quietly, glad to gather himself closer in his +overcoat. A single crack of the whip, and off went the dripping horses, +plunging furiously onward through the darkness, winding round whole +blocks of buildings, doubling corners, and crossing one street half a +dozen times, till it would have puzzled a man in broad daylight to guess +where he was going, or whence he came. At length the carriage dashed +into Broadway, and downward to the Astor House. + +The coachman kept his seat, and Jacob once more let down the carriage +steps. The drive had given him time for deliberation. He was no longer a +slave to the rage that an hour before seemed to overpower his +strength--rage that had changed his voice, and even his usual habits of +language. + +"Come in--come in!" said Leicester, as he ran up the steps. "I wish to +ask a question or two." + +Jacob made no answer, but followed in a heavy indifferent manner. All +his faculties were now under control, and he was prepared to act any +part that might present itself. + +Leicester paused in the lobby, and turning round, cast a glance over +Jacob's person. It was the first time he had obtained a full view of +those harsh features. Leicester was perplexed. Was this the man who had +guided him through the dark passages of the mansion-house, or was it +only the coachman? The profound darkness had prevented him seeing that +another person occupied the driver's seat when he left the carriage; and +Jacob's air was so like a brother of the whip, that it puzzled even his +acute penetration. The voice--Leicester had a faultless ear, and was +certain that in the speech he should detect the man. He spoke, +therefore, in a quiet, common way, and took out his purse. + +"How much am I to pay you, my fine fellow?" + +"What you please. The lady paid, but then it's a wet night, and----" + +"Yes, yes, will that do?" cried Leicester, drawing forth a piece of +silver. The voice satisfied him that it was the coachman only. The +former tone had been quick, peremptory, and inspired with passion; now +it was calm, drawling, and marked with something of a Down-East twang. +Nothing could have been more unlike than that voice then, and an hour +before. + +Jacob took the money, and moving toward the light, examined it closely. + +"Thank you, sir; I suppose it's a genuine half dollar," he said, turning +away with the business-like air he had so well assumed. + +Leicester laughed--"Of course it is--but stop a moment, and tell me--if +it is within the limits of your geographical knowledge--where I have +been travelling to night?" + +"Sir!" answered Jacob, turning back with a perplexed look. + +"Where have I been? What number and street was it to which you drove +me?" + +"The street. Wal, I reckon it was nigh upon Twenty Eighth street, sir." + +"And the number?" + +"It isn't numbered just there, sir, I believe." + +"But you know the house?" + +"Yes, sir, that is, I suppose I know it. The man told me when to stop, +so I didn't look particularly myself." + +"The man, what was he, a servant or a gentleman?" + +"Now raly, sir, in a country where all are free and equal, it is +dreadful difficult to tell which is which sometimes. He acted like a +hired man to the lady, and like a gentleman to me, that is in the way of +renunciation!" + +"Renunciation--remuneration, you mean!" + +"Wal, yes, maby I do!" answered Jacob, shaking the rain from his hat, +"one word is jest as good as t'other, I calculate, so long as both on +'em are about the same length." + +"So you could find the house again?" persisted Leicester, intent upon +gaining some information regarding his late adventure. + +"Wal, I guess so." + +"Very well--come here to-morrow, and I will employ you again." + +"Thank you, sir!" + +"Stop a moment, leave me your card--the number of your hack, and----" + +A look of profound horror came over Jacob's face. "Cards, sir, I never +touched the things in my hull life." + +Leicester laughed. + +"I mean the tickets you give to travellers, that they may know where to +get a carriage." + +Jacob began to search his pockets with great fervor, but in vain, as the +reader may well suppose. + +"Wal, now, did you ever--I hain't got the least sign of one about me." + +"No matter, tell me your number, that will do!" + +The first combination of figures that entered Jacob's head, was given +with a quiet simplicity that left no suspicion of their truthfulness. + +"Very well--come to-morrow, say at two o'clock." + +Jacob made an awkward bow. In truth, with his loose joints and ungainly +figure, this was never a very difficult exploit. + +"A minute more. Should you know that lady again?" + +"Should I know her!" almost broke from Jacob's lips; but he forced back +the exclamation, and though his frame trembled at the mention of his +mistress, he answered naturally as before. + +"Wal, it was dark, but I guess that face ain't one to forget easy." + +"You may be sent for again, perhaps, by the same person." + +"Jest as likely as not!" + +"You seem a shrewd, sensible fellow, friend!" + +"Wal, yes, our folks used to say I was a cute chap." + +"And pick up a little information about almost everybody, I dare say!" + +"Sartainly, I am generally considered purty wide awake!" + +"Very well, just keep an eye on this lady--make a little inquiry in the +shops and groceries about the neighborhood--I should like to learn more +about her. You understand!" + +Jacob nodded his head. + +"You shall be well paid for the trouble--remember that!" + +"Jest so!" was the composed answer. + +"Very well, call to-morrow--the man will bring you to my rooms," said +Leicester, turning away. + +"I will," muttered Jacob, in a voice so changed, that Leicester's +suspicions must have returned, had it reached his ear. + +The next moment the fictitious driver came rushing down the Astor House +steps. He dashed the silver impetuously upon the pavement, and plunged +into the carriage. + +"Drive up the Fifth avenue, till I tell you to stop and let me out," he +shouted to the coachman; then sinking back in the seat and knitting his +great hands hard together, he muttered through his teeth--"the +villain!--oh the villain, how cool, how etarnally cool he was!" + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +THE TEMPTER AND THE TEMPTED. + + The serpent, coiled within the grass, + With open jaw and eager eyes, + Watches the careless wild bird pass, + And lures him from his native skies. + + +Leicester went to his room humming a tune as he moved along the +passages. Soft and low the murmurs fell from his lips, like the +suppressed cooing of a bird. Now and then he paused to brush the +moisture from his coat. Once he fell into thought, and stood for more +than a minute with his eyes beat upon the floor. One of those lone +wanderers in hotels, that sit up to help off early travellers, happened +to pass just then, and interrupted his reverie. + +"Oh, is it you Jim," said Leicester, starting, "I hope there is a fire +still in my room." + +"Yes, sir, I just looked in to see if the young gentleman was +comfortable," answered the man. + +"What young gentleman, Jim?" + +"Why, one that called just after you went out, sir. I told him you left +no word, and might be in any minute, so he has been waiting ever since." + +This information seemed to disturb Leicester, but he checked a visible +impulse to speak again, and moved on. + +Leicester found in his chamber a young man, or rather lad, for the +intruder did not seem to be more than nineteen. His complexion was fair +as an infant's, and silky as an infant's were the masses of chestnut +curls, rich with a tinge of gold, that lay upon his white forehead. The +boy was sound asleep in the large, easy chair. One cheek lay against the +crimson dressing-gown, which Leicester had flung across the back of this +chair on going out. The other was warmed to a rich rose tint by the +heat. His lips, red and lustrous as over-ripe cherries, were just +parted, till the faintest gleam of his teeth became visible. The lad was +tall for his age, and every limb was rounded almost to a tone of +feminine symmetry. His hands, snowy, somewhat large, and dimpled at the +joints, lay on his chest indolently, as if they had been clasped and +were falling apart in his slumber, while each elbow fell against, rather +than rested upon the arms of his seat. + +An air of voluptuous quiet hung about the boy. Wine gleamed redly in the +half filled glasses, fragments of Leicester's supper were scattered +about, and all the rich tints that filled the room floated around him, +like the atmosphere in a warmly toned picture. Leicester observed this, +as he entered the room, and, with the feelings of an artist, changed one +of the candles, that its beams might fall more directly on the boy's +face, and fling a deeper shadow in the background. + +The deep, sweet slumber of youth possessed the boy, and even the +increased light did not arouse him; he only stretched himself more +indolently, and, while one of his hands fell down, began to breathe deep +and freely again. The motion loosened several folds of the +dressing-gown, adding a more picturesque effect to the position. + +Leicester smiled, and leaning against the mantel-piece, began to study +the effect quietly; for he was one of those men whose refinement in +selfishness, forbade the abridgment of a pleasurable sensation, however +ill-timed it might be. The boy smiled in his sleep. He was evidently +dreaming, and the glow that spread over his cheek grew richer, as if the +slumbering thought was a joyous one. + +Leicester's brow darkened. There was something in that soft sleep, in +the warm smile, that seemed to awake memories of his own youth. He gazed +on, but his eye grew vicious in its expression, as if he were beginning +to loathe the youth for the innocence of his look. Again the boy moved +and muttered in his sleep--something about a picture; Leicester heard +it, and laughed softly. + +At another time, Leicester would not have hesitated to arouse the +youth, for it was deep in the night, and he was not one to break his own +rest for the convenience of another; but he had been greatly excited, +notwithstanding that cool exterior. Old memories were stirred up in his +heart--pure as some memories of youth ever must be, even though breaking +through a nature vile as his--like water-lilies dragged up from the +depths of a dark pool. Those memories disturbed the very dregs of his +heart, and when thus disturbed, some pure waters gushed up, mingled with +much that was black and bitter. He had no inclination for sleep, none +for solitude, and with his whole being thus aroused, anything which +promised to occupy thought, without touching upon feeling, was a relief. + +It would not do. The exquisite taste, the intense love of artistical +effect that brightened his nature, could not long rob his spirit of +those thoughts that found in everything a stimulus. In vain he strove to +confine himself to simple admiration, as he gazed upon each new posture +assumed by the sleeping boy. His own youth rose before him in the +presence of youth asleep. He made a powerful effort at self-control. He +said to his thought, so far shalt thou go and no farther. But the light +which gleamed across the throat of that sleeping boy, exposed by the low +collar and simple black ribbon, was something far more intense than the +beams of a waxen candle. Spite of himself, it illuminated the many dark +places in his own soul, and forced him to see that which existed there. + +Thus he fell into a reverie, dark and sombre, from which he awoke at +length with a profound sigh. The boy still smiled in his sleep. +Leicester could no longer endure this blooming human life, so close to +him, and yet so unconscious. He laid his hand on the youth's shoulder +and aroused him. + +"Robert!" + +"Ha! Mr. Leicester--is it you?" cried the boy starting up and opening a +pair of large gray eyes to their fullest extent.--"Really, I must have +been asleep in your chair, and dreaming too. It was not the wine, upon +my honor. I only drank half a glass." + +"And so you were dreaming?" said Leicester, with a sort of chilly +sadness. "The vision seemed a very pleasant one!" + +The lad glanced at the miniature on the mantel-piece, and his eyes +flashed under their long lashes. + +"The last object I saw was that," he said. "It haunted me, I suppose." + +"You think it pretty, then?" was the quiet rejoinder. + +"Pretty! beautiful! I dreamed she was with me in one of those far off +isles of the ocean, which Tom Moore talks about. Such fruit, ripe, +luscious, and bursting with fragrance--flowers moist with dew, and +fairly dripping with sunshine--grass upon the banks softer than moss, +and greener than emerald--water so pure, leaping----" + +"It was a pleasant dream, no doubt," said Leicester, quietly +interrupting the lad. + +"Pleasant--it was Heavenly. That lovely creature, so bright, so----" + +"Do you know how late it is?" said Leicester, seating himself in the +easy chair, and bringing the boy down from his fancies with the most +ruthless coldness. + +"No, really. I had been waiting some time, that is certain. Then the +dream--but one never guesses at the length of time when----" + +"It is near one o'clock!" + +"And you are sleepy--wish me away--well, good bye then!" + +"No; but I wish to talk of something beside childish visions!" + +"Childish!" The boy's cheek reddened. + +"Well, youthful, then; that is the term, I believe. Now tell me what you +have been doing. How do you like the counting-house?" + +"Oh, very well. I'm sure it seems impossible to thank you enough for +getting me in." + +"Has the firm raised your salary yet?" + +"No--I have not ventured to mention it." + +"You have won confidence, I trust." + +"I have tried my best to deserve it," answered the boy modestly. + +Leicester frowned. The frank honesty of this speech seemed to displease +him. + +"They are beginning to trust you in things of importance--with the bank +business, perhaps?" + +"Yes, sometimes!" + +"That looks very well, and your writing--I hope you have attended to the +lessons I gave you. Without faultless penmanship, a clerk is always at +disadvantage." + +"I think you will not be displeased with my progress, sir." + +"I am glad of it. It would grieve me, Robert, should you fall short in +anything, after the recommendation I procured for your employers." + +"I never will, sir, depend upon it--I never will if study and hard work +will sustain me," answered the youth, earnestly. + +"I do not doubt it. Now tell me about your companions, your amusements." + +"Amusements, sir, how can I afford them?" + +"Certainly the salary is too small!" + +"I did not complain. In fact, I suppose it is large enough for the +services!" + +"Still you work all the time?" + +"Of course I do!" + +"And those who receive twice--nay, three times your salary do no more." + +"That is true," answered the boy, thoughtfully, "but then I am so +young!" + +"But you have more abilities than many of those above you who are far +better paid." + +"Do you think so--really think so, Mr. Leicester?" said the youth, +blushing with honest pleasure. + +"I never say what I do not think!" answered the crafty man with quiet +dignity, and keeping his eyes fixed upon the boy, for he was reading +every impulse of that warm young heart. "You have abilities of a high +order, industry, talent, everything requisite for success--but +remember, Robert, the reward for those qualities comes slowly as society +is regulated, and sometimes never comes at all. The rich blockhead often +runs far in advance of the poor genius." + +The youth looked grave. A spirit of discontent was creeping into his +heart. "I thought that with integrity and close application, I should be +sure to succeed like others," he said, "but I suppose poverty will stand +in the way. Strange that I did not see that before." + +"See what, Robert?" + +"Why, that starting poor I am only the more likely to be kept in +poverty. I remember now one of our clerks, no older than I am, was +promoted only last week. His father was a rich man, and it was whispered +that he would sometime be a junior partner in the concern." + +"You see, then, what money can do." + +"Well, after all, my good old aunt has money, more than people imagine, +I dare say!" cried the boy, brightening up. + +"What, the old lady in the market? Take my advice, Robert, and never +mention her." + +"And why not?" questioned the boy. + +"Because selling turnips and cabbage sprouts might not be considered the +most aristocratic way of making money among your fellow clerks." + +The boy changed countenance; his eye kindled and his lip began to curve. + +"I shall never be ashamed of my aunt, sir. She is a good, generous +woman----" + +"No doubt, no doubt. Go and proclaim her good qualities among your +companions, and see the result. For my part, I think the state of +society which makes any honest occupation a cause of reproach, is to be +condemned by all honorable men. But you and I, Robert, cannot hope to +change the present order of things, and without the power to remedy we +have only to submit. So take my advice and never talk of that fine old +huckster-woman among your fellow clerks." + +Robert was silent. He stood gazing upon the floor, his cheeks hot with +wounded feeling, and his eyes half full of tears. When he spoke again +there was trouble in his voice. + +"Thank you for the advice, Mr. Leicester, though I must say it seems +rather cold-hearted. I will go now; excuse me for keeping you up so +late." + +"You need not go on that account," said Leicester, "I am not certain of +going to sleep at all before morning!" + +"And I," said Robert, with a faint smile, "somehow this conversation +makes me restless. That sweet dream from which you aroused me, will not +be likely to come back again to-night!" + +Robert glanced at the miniature as he spoke, and a glow of admiration +kindled the mist still hanging about his eyes. + +"Perhaps," said Leicester, quietly, and with his keen glance fixed upon +the boy, "perhaps I may introduce you to her some day." + +"To her," cried the youth. "Alive! is there any being like that alive?" + +His face was in a glow, and a bright smile flashed over it. Nothing +could have been more beautiful than the boy that moment. + +Leicester regarded him with a faint smile. Like a chemist, he was +experimenting upon the beautiful nature before him, and like a chemist +he watched the slow, subtle poison that he had administered. + +"Alive and breathing, Robert; the picture does not quite equal her in +some things. It is a little too sad. The quick sparkle of her more +joyous look no artist can embody. But you shall see her." + +"I shall see her," muttered Robert, turning his eyes from the miniature. +"What if my dream were to prove correct?" + +"What--the lone island, the flowers, the magical fruit!" said Leicester +with a soft laugh that had a mocking tone in it. + +"That was not all my dream. It seemed to me that she was in trouble, +and in all her beauty and her grief, became my guardian angel." + +"You could not select anything more lovely for the office, I assure +you," answered Leicester. + +"She must be good as she is beautiful," answered the boy, turning an +earnest glance on his companion; for without knowing it, his sensitive +nature had been stung by the sarcasm lurking beneath the soft tones in +which Leicester had spoken. + +"At your age, all women are angels," was the rejoinder. + +"And at yours, what are they then?" questioned the lad. + +"Women!" answered Leicester with a scornful curve of the lip, and a +depth of sarcasm in his voice, that made the youth shrink. + +The arch hypocrite saw the impression his unguarded bitterness had made, +and added, "but this one really is an angel. I may not admire her as +much as you would, Robert, but she is an exquisite creature, timid as a +young fawn, delicate as a flower!" + +"I was sure of it!" exclaimed Robert with enthusiasm, for this frank +praise had obliterated all impression made by the sarcasm in Leicester's +voice. + +"And now," said Leicester taking his hat from the table, "as you seem +quite awake, and as I positively cannot sleep, what if we take a +stroll?" + +"Where could we go at this time of night?" said Robert, surprised by the +proposition. + +"I have a great fancy to let you see the inside of a gambling house for +once," was the quiet reply. + +"A gambling house? Oh, Mr. Leicester!" + +"I have often thought," said Leicester, as if speaking to himself, "that +the best way of curing that ardent curiosity with which youth always +regards the unseen, is to expose evil at once, in all its glare and +iniquity. The gambling house is sometimes a fine moral school. Robert, +have you never heard grave men assert as much?" + +Robert did not answer, but a cloud settled on his white forehead, and +taking his cap from Leicester, who held it toward him, he began to crush +it nervously with his hand. + +"The storm is over, I believe," observed Leicester, without seeming to +observe his agitation. "Come, we shall be in time for the excitement +when it is most revolting." + +Robert grew pale and shrunk back. + +"Not with me?" cried Leicester, turning his eyes full upon the boy with +a look of overwhelming reproach, "are you afraid to go with _me_, +Robert?" + +"No. I will go anywhere with you!" answered the youth, almost with a +sob, for that look of reproach from his benefactor wounded him to the +heart. "I will go anywhere with you!" + +And he went. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +THE OLD HOMESTEAD. + + There was not about her birth-place, + A thicket, or a flower, + But childish game, or friendly face, + Had given it a power + To haunt her in her after life, + And be to her again, + A sweet and bitter memory + Of mingled joy and pain. + + +It was a wild and lovely spot in the heart of Maine, a state where the +rural and the picturesque are more beautifully blended than can be found +elsewhere upon the face of the earth. The portion we speak of is broken, +and torn up, as it were, by undulating ridges of the White Mountains, +that seem to cast their huge shadows half over the state. The valleys +are bright with a wealth of foliage, which, in the brief summer time, is +of a deeper and richer green than ever was found elsewhere on this side +the Atlantic. Hills, some of them bold and black with naked rocks, +others clothed down the side with soft waving ridges of cultivation, +loomed over fields of Indian corn, with buckwheat, all in a sea of snowy +blossoms. Patches of earth newly ploughed for the next year's crop, +blended their brown tints with mountain slopes, rich with rye and oats. +Wild, deep lakes, sleeping in their green basins among the hills; +mountain streams plunging downward, and threading the dark rocks +together as with a thousand diamond chains closely entangled and +struggling to get free, shed brightness and music among these hills; and +the Androscoggin, gliding calmly on, winding through the hills, and +rolling softly beneath the willows that here and there give its banks a +park-like beauty, and a thousand broken hollows--sheltered and secluded +nooks of cultivated ground, sometimes containing a single farm, +sometimes a small village; such is the country, and such are the scenes +to which our story tends. + +In one spot the mountainous banks loomed close and dark over the river; +but there was a considerable depth of rich soil among the rocks, and +thrifty trees crowded the poverty-stricken yellow pine up to the very +summit of each beautiful acclivity; for half a mile the shadows of this +rough bank fell nearly across the river, but all at once it parted as if +some earthquake had torn it, centuries before, and there lay a little +valley opening upon the stream, walled on one hand by an abrupt +precipice, and on the other by a steep and broken hill, its crevices +choked up by wild grape-vines, mosses, and every species of forest tree +that can be found among the high grounds of Maine. This little valley +was perhaps half a mile in width, and cut back into the mountains twice +that distance. From thence the highway wound up the broken bank, and was +lost sight of among the pine trees bristling along the horizon. + +The river was broad at this point, as a rich flat of groves and meadow +land lay on the opposite side. This was threaded by a turnpike, +connected with the road we have mentioned by a ferry-boat, or rather +ancient scow, in which two old men of the neighborhood picked up a +tolerable subsistence. + +A few weeks after the events already related in the course of our +story, a plain, one-horse chaise came slowly along the highway, and bent +its course toward the ferry. The scow had been hauled up beneath a clump +of willows, and two old men sat in the shade, waiting for customers. +They saw the chaise, and instantly sprang to work, pushing the scow out +into the stream, and bringing it up with a clumsy sweep against the +carriage track. + +The chaise contained two persons; one was a female, in a neat, +unostentatious travelling dress, and with her face partially concealed +by a green veil. The old men had never travelled far beyond the river +which afforded them support, but there was something in the air and +general appearance of the lady, which aroused them to an unusual degree +of curiosity. + +The man, too--there was much in his air and dress to attract +observation; a degree of rustic awkwardness, mingled with +self-confidence and a sort of rude strength, that struck the old men as +unnatural and foreign. The chaise was soon recognized as belonging to +the landlord in a neighboring village; but the two persons who rode in +it puzzled them exceedingly. The man in the chaise drove at once into +the scow, and, stepping out, he took his horse by the bit. + +"Now move on!" he said, addressing the old men with the air of one who +understood the place and its customs. "If the horse stands steady, I +will lend a hand directly." + +"Oh, he's steady enough; we've rowed the critter across here more than +once; he ain't shiey, that horse ain't," answered one of the men, ready +to open a conversation on any subject. + +"That may be, but I'll hold him just now and see how he stands the +water." + +There was nothing in this to open a fresh vein of conversation; so, +taking up their poles, the two old men pushed their lumbering craft into +the river, casting now and then a furtive glance at the lady, who had +drawn her veil aside, and sat with her eyes fixed on the opposite shore, +apparently unmindful of their scrutiny. + +"Purty, ain't she?" whispered one of the men. + +The other nodded his head. + +"A sort of nat'ral look about her," continued the man, drawing back, as +if to give a fresh plunge with his pole. + +"Just so," was the rejoinder. + +The lady, who had, up to this time, kept her eyes eagerly bent on the +little village to which they seemed creeping over the water, suddenly +addressed them-- + +"There are three houses in the valley now--that nearest the water, to +whom does it belong?" + +"That, ma'am! oh, that's the new tavern; the sign isn't so well seen +when the leaves are out, yet if you look close, it's swinging to that ar +willow agin the house." + +The lady cast a glance toward the willow, then her eyes seemed to pierce +into the depths of the valley. Beyond the tavern lay an apple orchard, +and back of that rose the roof of an old gray house. The ridge and heavy +stone chimney alone were visible; but the old building seemed to +fascinate her gaze--she bent forward, her hands were clasped, her +features grew visibly pale. She cast an earnest look at the old man, and +attempted to speak; but the effort only made her parted lips turn a +shade whiter. She uttered no sound. + +"You needn't be afraid, ma'am, there's no arthly danger here!" said one +of the men, mistaking the source of her emotion. "I've been on this +ferry sixteen years, and no accident, has ever happened in my time. You +couldn't drown here if you was to try." + +The lady looked at him with a faint quivering smile, that died gently +away as her gaze became more earnest. She dwelt upon his withered old +face, as if trying to study out some familiar feature in its hard lines. + +"Sixteen years!" she said, and the smile returned, but with an +additional tinge of sadness, "sixteen years!" + +"It seems a long time to you, like enough; but wait till you get old as +I am, and see how short it is." + +The lady did not reply; but sinking back into her seat, drew the veil +over her face. + +All this time, the traveller, who still held the horse by the bit, had +been regarding the lady with no ordinary appearance of anxiety. He +overheard the whispers passing between the ferrymen, and seemed annoyed +by their import. He was evidently ill at ease. When the scow ran with a +grating noise upon the shore, he gave the usual fare in silence, and +entering the chaise with a swinging leap, drove toward the tavern. + +The landlord, who had just arisen from an early supper, washed down by a +cup of hard cider, came indolently from the front stoop and held the +horse while the travellers dismounted. + +"Want to bait the horse?" he inquired, pointing toward a wooden trough +built against the huge trunk of the willow. + +"Put him up--we shall stay all night, replied the guest." + +The landlord's face expanded; it was not often that his house was +honored by travellers of a higher grade than the teamsters, who brought +private fare for man and horse with them; the same bag usually +containing oats or corn in one end, and a box of baked beans, a loaf of +bread, and a wedge of dried beef in the other--man and beast dividing +accommodations equally on the journey. + +"Oats or grass?" cried the good man, excited by the rich prospects +before him. + +"Both, with two rooms--supper for the lady in her own chamber--for me, +anywhere." + +"Supper!" cried the landlord, with a crest-fallen look, "supper! We +haven't a morsel of fresh meat, nor a chicken on the place." + +"But there is trout in the brook, I suppose," answered the traveller. + +"Wal, how did you know that? Been in these parts afore mebby." + +"These hills are full of trout streams, everybody knows that, who ever +heard of the state," was the courteous reply. "If you have a pole and +line handy perhaps I can help you." + +"There is one in the porch--I'll just turn out the horse, and show you +the way." + +The traveller seemed glad to be relieved from observation. He turned +hurriedly away, and taking a rude fishing-rod from the porch went round +the house, and crossing a meadow behind it, came out upon the banks of a +mountain stream, that marked the precipitous boundaries of the valley. A +wild, sparkling brook it was--broken up by rocks sinking into deep, +placid pools, and leaping away through the witch-hazels and brake leaves +that overhung it with a soft, gushing murmur so sweet and cheerful, that +it seemed like the sunshine laughing, as it was drawn away to the hill +shadows. + +Jacob Strong looked up and down the stream with a sad countenance. "How +natural everything seems," he muttered. "She used to sit here on this +very stone, with her little fish-pole, and send me off yonder after +box-wood blossoms and wild honeysuckles, while she dipped her feet in +and out of the water, just to hurry me back again. Those white little +feet--how I did love to see her go barefooted! By and by, as she grew +older, how she would laugh at my awkward way of baiting her hook--she +didn't know what made my hand tremble--no, nor never will!" + +Jacob sat down upon the stone on which his eyes had been riveted. With +his face resting between his hands, an elbow supported by each knee, and +his feet buried in a hollow choked up with wood moss, he fell into one +of those profound reveries, that twine every fibre of the heart around +the past. The fishing rod lay at his feet, unheeded. Just beneath his +eye, was a deep pool, translucent as liquid diamond, and sleeping at the +bottom, were three or four fine trout, floating upon their fins, with +their mottled sides now and then sending a soft rainbow gleam through +the water. + +At another time, Jacob, who had been a famous angler in his day, would +have been excited by this fine prospect of sport; but now those delicate +creatures, balancing themselves in the waves, scarcely won a passing +notice. They only served to remind him more vividly of the long ago. + +He was aroused by the landlord, who came up the stream, pole in hand, +baiting his hook as he walked along. He cast two fine trout, strung upon +a forked hazel twig, on the moss at Jacob's feet, and dropped his hook +into the pool. + +Jacob watched him with singular interest. His eyes gleamed as he saw the +man pull his fly with a calm, steady hand over the surface of the water, +now dropping it softly down, now aiding it to float lazily on the +surface, then allowing it to sink insidiously before the graceful +creatures, that it had as yet failed to excite. + +All at once, a noble trout, that had been sleeping beneath a tuft of +grass over which the water flowed, darted into the pool with a swiftness +that left a ripple behind him, and leaped to the fly. Jacob almost +uttered a groan, as he saw the beautiful creature lifted from the wave, +his fins quivering, his jewelled sides glistening with water drops, and +every wild evolution full of graceful agony. He was drawing a parallel +between the tortured trout and a human being, whose history filled his +heart. This it was that wrung the groan from his heart. + +"This will do!" said the landlord, gently patting the damp sides of his +prize, and thrusting the hazel twig under his gills. "You're sartin of a +supper, sir, and a good one too--they'll be hissing on the gridiron long +before you get to the house, I reckon, without you make up your mind to +go along with me." + +"Not yet; I will try my luck further up the stream," answered Jacob, and +snatching up the rod, he plunged through a clump of elders, and +disappeared on the opposite bank. But the man was scarcely out of sight, +when he returned again and resumed his old position. + +Again he fell into thought--deep and painful thought. You could see it +in the quiver of his rude features, in the mistiness that gathered over +his eyes. + +The afternoon shadows were beginning to lengthen across the valley, but +they only served to plunge poor Jacob into memories still more bitter +and profound. Everything within sight seemed clamoring to him of the +past. Near by was a clover-field ruddy with blossoms, and broken with +clumps and ridges of golden butter-cups and swamp lilies. Again the +little girl stood before him--a fair, sweet child, with chestnut curls +and large earnest eyes, who had waited in a corner of the fence, while +he gathered armsful of these field-blossoms, for her to toss about in +the sunshine. On the other hand lay an apple orchard, with half a dozen +tall pear trees, ranging along the fence. He remembered climbing those +trees a hundred times up to the very top, where the pears were most +golden and ripe. He could almost hear the rich fruit as it went tumbling +and rustling through the leaves, down to the snow-white apron held up to +receive it. That ringing shout of laughter, as the apron gave way +beneath its luscious burden--it rang through his heart again, and made a +child of him. + +The shadows grew deeper upon the valley, dew began to fall, and every +gush of air that swept over the fields, became more and more fragrant. +Still Jacob dwelt with the past. The lady at the inn was forgotten. He +was roaming amid those sweet scenes with that wild, mischievous, +beautiful girl, when a hand fell upon his shoulder. + +He started up and began to tremble as if caught in some deep offence. + +"Madam--oh, madam! what brought you here?" + +"I could not stay in that new house, Jacob. It was so close I could not +breathe. The air of this valley penetrates my very heart--but I cannot +shed a tear. Is it so with you, Jacob Strong?" + +Jacob turned his head away; he could not all at once arouse himself from +the deep delirium of his memories; his strong brain ached with the +sudden transition her presence had forced upon it. Ada looked +searchingly up the valley, and made a step forward. + +"Where are you going, madam, not up yonder--not to the old house?" + +"I must go, Jacob--this suspense is choking me--I could not live another +hour without learning something of them." + +"No, not yet, I beg of you, do not go yet." + +Ada Leicester turned abruptly toward her humble friend; her lips grew +very pale. + +"Why, why? have you inquired? have you heard anything?" + +"No, I did not like to ask questions at first." + +"Then you know absolutely nothing?" + +"Nothing yet!" + +"But you have seen the old house. It should be visible from this +hollow!" + +"Not now, madam. The orchard has grown round since--since----" + +"Have the saplings grown into trees since then, Jacob? Indeed it seems +but like yesterday to me," said the lady, with a sad wave of the hand. +"I thought to get a view of the house from this spot, just as one +ponders over the seal of a letter, afraid to read the news within. Let +me sit down, I feel tired and faint." + +Jacob moved back from the stone, and tears absolutely came into his eyes +as she sat down. + +"How strangely familiar everything is," said the lady, looking around, +"this tuft of white flowers close by the stone--it scarcely seems to +have been out of blossom since I was here last, I remember. But why have +you crushed them with your feet, Jacob?" + +"Because _I_ remember!" answered the man, removing his heavy foot from +the bruised flowers, and regarding them with a stern curve of the lip, +which on his irregular mouth was strangely impressive. The lady raised +her eyes, filled with vague wonder, to his features. Jacob was troubled +by that questioning glance. + +"I never loved flowers," he faltered. + +"You never loved flowers! Oh, Jacob, how can you say so?" + +"Not that kind, at any rate, ma'am," answered Jacob, almost vehemently, +pointing down with his finger. "The last time I came this way, a snake +was creeping round among those very flowers. That snake left poison on +everything it touched, at least in this valley." + +The lady gazed on his excited face a moment very earnestly. Then the +broad, white lids drooped over her eyes, and she only answered with a +profound sigh. + +The look of humble repentance that fell upon Jacob's face was painful to +behold. He stood uneasily upon his feet, gazing down upon the tuft of +flowers his passion had trampled to the earth. His large hands, with +their loosely knit joints, became nervously restless, and he cast +furtive glances at the face and downcast features of the lady. He could +not speak, but waited for her to address him again, in his heart of +hearts sorry for the painful thoughts his words had aroused. At length +he ventured to speak, and the humble, deprecating tones of his voice +were almost painful to hear. + +"The dews are falling, ma'am, and you are not used to sitting in the +damp." + +"There was a time," said the lady, "when a little night dew would not +drive me in doors." + +"But now you are tired and hungry." + +"No, Jacob, I can neither taste food nor take rest till we have been +yonder--perhaps not then, for Heaven only knows what tidings may reach +us. Go in and get some supper for yourself, my good friend." + +Jacob shook his head. + +"I _am_ wrong," persisted the lady; "let me sit here till the dusk comes +on; then I will find my way to the house--perhaps I may sleep there +to-night, Jacob, who knows?" She paused a moment, and added, "If they +are alive, but surely I need not say if. They must be alive." + +"I hope so," answered Jacob, pitying the wistful look with which the +poor lady searched his features, hoping to gather confidence from their +expression. + +"And yet my heart is so heavy, so full of this terrible pain, Jacob. +Leave me now; if any thing can make me cry, it will be sitting here +alone." + +Jacob turned away, without a word of remonstrance. His own rude, honest +heart was full, and the sickening anxiety manifest in every tone and +look of his mistress was fast undermining his own manhood. He did not +return to the tavern, however, but clambering over a fence, leaped into +the clover field, and wading, knee-deep, through the fragrant blossoms, +made his way toward the old farm-house, whose chimney and low, sloping +roof became more and more visible with each step. + +On he went, with huge, rapid strides, resolute to carry back some +tidings to the unhappy woman he had just left. "I will see them first," +he muttered; "they might not know her, or may have heard. It ain't +likely, though--who could bring such news into these parts? Anyhow, I +will see that nothing is done to hurt her feelings." + +Full of these thoughts, Jacob drew nearer and nearer to the old house. +He crossed the clover lot, and a fine meadow, whose thick, waving grass +was still too green for the scythe, lay before him, bathed in the last +rays of a midsummer sunset. Beyond this meadow rose the farm-house, +silent and picturesque in the waning day, with gleams of golden light +here and there breaking over the mossed old roof. Jacob paused, with his +hand upon an upper rail of the fence. His heart misgave him. Every +object was so painfully familiar, that he shrunk from approaching +nearer. There was the garden sloping away from the old dwelling, with a +line of cherry trees running along the fence, and shading triple rows of +currant and gooseberry bushes, now bent to the ground with a load of +crimson and purple fruit. There was the well sweep, with its long, round +bucket swinging to the breeze, and the pear tree standing by, like an +ancient sentinel staunch at his post, and verdant in its thrifty old +age. A stone or two had fallen from the rough chimney, and on the +sloping roof lay a greenish tinge, betraying the velvety growth of moss +with which time had dotted the decayed shingles, while clumps of +house-leeks clustered here and there in masses from under their warped +edges. + +Silent and solemnly quiet stood that old dwelling amid the dying light +which filled the valley. A few jetty birds were fluttering in and out of +a martin-box at one end, and that was all the sign of life that +appeared to the strained eyes of Jacob Strong. He stood, minute after +minute, waiting for a sight of some other living object--a horse grazing +at the back door--a human being approaching the well, anything alive +would have given relief to his full heart. + +He could contain himself no longer: a desperate wish to learn at once +all that could give joy or pain to his mistress possessed him. He sprang +into the meadow, found a path trodden through the grass, and sweeping +the tall, golden lilies aside, where they fell over the narrow way, he +strode eagerly forward, and soon found himself in a garden. It was full +of coarse vegetables, and gay with sun-flowers; tufts of +"love-lies-bleeding" drooped around the gate, and flowering beans, +tangled with morning-glories, half clothed the worm-eaten fence. + +Coarse and despised as some of these flowers are, how eloquently they +spoke to the heart of Jacob Strong! The very sun-flowers, as they turned +their great dials to the West, seemed to him redolent and golden with +the light of other days. They filled his heart with new hope; since the +earliest hour of his remembrance, those massive blossoms had never been +wanting at the old homestead. + +Again the objects became more and more familiar. The plantain leaves +about the well seemed to have kept their greenness for years. The +grindstone, with a trough half full of water, stood in its old place by +the back porch. Surely, while such things remained, the human beings +that had lived and breathed in that lone dwelling, could not be entirely +swept away! + +Jacob Strong entered the porch and knocked gently at the door. A voice +from within bade him enter, and, lifting the latch, he stood in a long, +low kitchen, where two men, a woman, and a chubby little girl, sat at +supper. One of the men, a stout, sun-burned fellow, arose, and placing a +splint-bottomed chair for his guest, quietly resumed his place at the +table, while the child sat with a spoon half way to its mouth, gazing +with eyes full of wonder at the strange man. + +Jacob stood awkwardly surveying the group. A chill of keen +disappointment fell upon him. Of the four persons seated around that +table, not one face was familiar. He sat down and looked ruefully +around. A single tallow candle standing on the table shed its faint +light through the room, but failed to reveal the troubled look that fell +upon the visitor. The silence that he maintained seemed to astonish the +family. The farmer turned in his chair, and at last opened a discourse +after his own hospitable fashion. + +"Sit by and take a bite of supper," he said, while his wife arose and +went to a corner cupboard. + +"No, I thank you," answered Jacob, with an effort; for the words seemed +blocking up his throat. + +"You had better sit by," observed the wife, modestly, coming from the +cupboard with a plate and knife in her hands. "There's nothing very +inviting, but you'll be welcome." + +"Thank you," said Jacob, rising, "I'm not hungry; but if you've got a +cup handy, I will get a drink at the well." + +The farmer took a white earthen bowl from the table, and, reaching +forward, handed it to his guest. + +"And welcome! but you'll find the well-pole rather hard to pull, I +calculate." + +Jacob took the bowl and went out. It seemed to him that a draught from +that moss-covered bucket would drive away the chill that had fallen on +his heart at the sight of those strange faces. + +He sat the bowl down among the plantain leaves, and seizing the pole, +plunged the old bucket deep into the well. When it came up again, full +and dripping, he balanced it on the curb and drank. After this, he +lingered a brief time by the well, filled with disappointment, and +striving to compose his thoughts. At length he entered the house again +with more calm and fixed resolution. + +"This seems to be a fine place of yours," he said, taking the chair once +more offered to his acceptance, and addressing the farmer. "That was as +pretty a meadow I just crossed as one might wish to see!" + +"Yes, there is some good land between this and the brook," answered the +man, pleased with these commendations of his property. + +"You keep it in good order, too; such timothy I have not seen these five +years." + +"Wal, true enough, one may call that grass a little mite superior to the +common run, I do think!" answered the farmer, taking his chubby little +daughter on one knee, and smoothing her thick hair with both his hard +palms. "Considering how the old place was run down when we took it, we +haven't got much to be ashamed of, anyhow." + +"You have not always owned the farm?" Jacob's voice shook as he asked +the question, but the farmer was busy caressing his child, and only +observed the import of his words, not the tone in which they were +uttered. + +"I rayther think you must be a stranger in these parts, for everybody +knows how long I've been upon the place; nigh upon ten years, isn't it, +Mabel?" + +"Ten years last spring," replied the woman, in a pleasant, low tone; +"jist three years before Lucy was born." + +"That's it! she's as good as an almanac at dates; could beat a hull +class of us boys at cyphering when we went to school together, couldn't +you, Mabel?" + +The wife answered with a blush, and a good-humored smile divided +cordially between her husband and Jacob. + +"You must not think us over-shiftless," she said, "for living in the old +house so long; we've talked of building every year, but somehow the +right time hasn't come yet; besides, my old man don't exactly like to +tear the old house down." + +"Tear it down!" cried Jacob, with a degree of feeling that surprised the +worthy couple--"tear the old homestead down! don't do it--don't do it, +friend. There are people in the world who would give a piece of gold for +every shingle on the roof rather than see a beam loosened." + +"I guess you must have been in this neighborhood afore this," said the +farmer, looking at his wife with shrewd surprise; "know something about +the old homestead, I shouldn't wonder!" + +"Yes, I passed through here many years ago; a man at that time, older +than you are now, lived on the place; his name was--let me think----" + +"Wilcox--was that the name?" + +"Yes, that was it--a tall man, with dark eyes." + +"That's the man, poor old fellow; why we bought the farm of him." + +"I wonder he ever brought himself to part with it! His wife seemed so +fond of the place, and--and his daughter: he had a daughter, if I +recollect right?" + +"Yes, we heard so; I never saw her; but the folks around here talk about +her wild, bright ways, and her good looks, to this day; a harnsome, +smart gal she was if what they say can be relied on." + +"But what became of her? Did she settle anywhere in these parts?" + +"Wal, no, I reckon not. A young fellow from somewhere about Boston or +York, come up the river one summer to hunt and fish in the hills, he +married the gal, and carried her off to the city." + +"And did she never come back?" + +"No; but a year or two after, the young man come and brought a little +girl with him, the purtyest creature you ever sat eyes on. Hard words +passed between him and the old man, for Wilcox wouldn't let any human +being breathe a whisper agin his daughter. Nobody ever knew exactly what +happened, but the young man went away and left his child with the old +people. It wasn't long after this before the old man kinder seemed to +give up, he and his wife too, just as if that bright little grandchild +had brought a canker into the house. + +"After that things went wrong, nothing on earth could make the old +people neighborly; they gin up going to meeting, and sat all Sunday long +on the hearth, there, looking into the fire. Wal, you know the best of +us will talk when anything happens that is not quite understood. Some +said one thing, and some another, and Wilcox, arter a while, got so shy +of his neighbors that they took a sort of distaste to him." + +"Did the old people live alone after their daughter went away?" asked +Jacob, in a husky voice. "There was a young man or boy in the family +when I knew anything about it." + +"Oh, yes, I jist remember, there was a young chap that Mr. Wilcox +brought up--a clever critter as ever lived. He went away just arter the +gal was married, and nobody ever knew what became of him. People thought +the old man pined about that too: at any rate, one thing and another +broke him down, and his wife with him." + +"You do not mean to say that Mr. Wilcox and his wife are dead?" + +The farmer turned his eyes suddenly on the form of Jacob Strong, as +these words were uttered, for there was something in the tone that took +his honest heart by surprise. Jacob sat before him like a criminal, +pale, and shrinking in his chair. + +"No, I did not mean to say that they died, but when a tough, cheerful +man, like Wilcox, gives up, it is worse than death." + +"What happened then--where did he go? is the child living?" almost +shouted Jacob Strong, unable to control the agony of his impatience a +moment longer; but the astonished look of his auditors checked the burst +of impetuous feeling, and he continued more quietly---- + +"I took an interest in this family long ago, and stopped in the valley +over night, on purpose to visit the old gentleman. I had no idea he +would ever leave the farm, and was surprised to find strangers here, +more so than you could have been at seeing me. Tell me now where the +Wilcox family can be found?" + +"That is more, by half, than I know myself," answered the farmer. "I +bought the farm, paid cash down for everything, land, stock, furniture, +and all." + +"But where did they go?" cried Jacob, breathless with suspense. + +"To Portland; they took one wagon load of things, and when the teamster +came back, he said they were left in the hold of a schooner lying at the +wharf." + +"But where was she bound?--what was her name?" + +"That was exactly what we asked the teamster, but he could tell nothing +about it; and from that day to this, no person in these parts has ever +heard a word about them!" + +Jacob arose and supported himself by his chair. + +"And is this all? Gone, no one knows where? Is this all?" + +"All that I or any one else can tell you," answered the kind-hearted +farmer. + +"But the teamster, where is he?" + +"Dead!" + +Jacob left the house without another word. He knew that these tidings +would be more terrible to another than they had been to him, and yet +that seemed scarcely possible, for all the rude strength of his nature +was prostrated by the news that he heard. + +The twilight had given place to a full moon, and all the valley lay +flooded in a sea of silver. The meadows were full of fireflies, and a +whip-poor-will on the mountain-side poured his mournful cry upon the +air. Jacob could not endure the thought of meeting his friend and +mistress, with tidings that he knew would rend her heart. He left the +homestead, tortured by all that he had heard, and plunged into a hollow +which opened to the trout stream. In this hollow stood a tall elm tree, +with great, sweeping branches, that drooped almost to the ground. A +spring of never-failing water gushed out from a rocky bank, which it +shaded, and the sweet gurgle of its progress as it flowed away through +the cowslips and blue flag that choked up the outlet to the mountain +streams, fell like the memory of an old love upon his senses. + +He drew near the tree, and there, sitting upon the fragment of rock, +with her head resting against the rugged trunk of the elm, sat Ada +Leicester. Her face shone white in the moonbeams, and Jacob could hear +her sobs long before she was conscious of his presence. + +She heard his approach, and starting to her feet, came out into the +full light. The hand with which she wildly seized his was damp and cold, +and he could see that heavy tear-drops were trembling on her cheek. + +"You--you have seen them--are they alive? I saw you go in, and have been +waiting all this time. Tell me, Jacob, will they let me sleep in the old +house to-night?" + +"They are all gone; no one of the whole family are there!" answered +Jacob Strong, too much excited for ordinary prudence. + +A wild cry, scarcely louder than the scream of a bird, but oh, how full +of agony! rang down the valley, and terror-stricken at what he had done, +Jacob saw his mistress lying at his feet, her deathly face, her lifeless +hands, and the white shawl which she had flung about her, huddled +together in the pale moonlight. + +The strong man lost all self-control. He looked fiercely around, as if +some one might attempt to stop him; then gathered Ada Leicester up in +his huge arms, and folded her close to his bosom. It was not a light +burden to carry; but he neither wavered nor paused, but strode down the +hollow, folding her tighter and tighter against his heart; and a joy +broke over his features, as the moonlight fell upon them, that seemed +scarcely human. + +"Ada Wilcox--little Ada--I have carried you so a thousand times. Then, +Ada, you would lift up your little arms, and fold them over my neck, and +lay your cheek against mine, as it is now, Ada." + +His face sunk slowly toward hers. He gave a sudden start. + +"God forgive me! oh, Ada, forgive me!" broke from him, as he looked down +upon the pale forehead which his lips had almost pressed. + +He stood still, holding his breath, trembling in all his limbs, and +beginning to move to and fro, as he perceived that her pale eyelids +began to quiver in the moonlight. + +It was a delusion; the fainting fit had been too sudden; the exhaustion +complete. She lay in his arms like one from whom life had just +departed--her pale limbs relaxed--her eyelids closed. He stood thus +awhile, and then she began to move in his arms. + +"Do not move, Ada--Ada Wilcox; it is Jacob, your father's bound boy. We +are all alone, in the home meadow. He has carried you down to the brook +a thousand times, when you knew all about it and laughed and--and----; +not yet--not yet," he said passionately; "you are not strong enough to +stand alone." + +Still she struggled, for in his excitement he girded her form with those +strong arms, till the pain restored her to consciousness. + +"Not yet--oh, not yet," he pleaded, feeling the strong heart within him +sink with each faint struggle that she made; "you cannot stand--the +grass is deep and damp--be still--I am strong as an ox, Ada--I can carry +you." + +"Is it you, Jacob Strong?" she said, but half conscious. + +"Yes," said Jacob in a choked voice, "it's me, your father's bound boy; +we are in the old home lot again. I--I--it is a long time since I have +carried you in my arms, Ada Wilcox." + +"Ada Wilcox!" said the woman, with a start; "let me down, Jacob Strong; +my name is not Ada Wilcox; all that bore that name are gone; the +homestead is full of strangers; Wilcox is a dead name; that of Leicester +has crept over it like night-shade over a grave." + +Jacob Strong unfolded his arms so abruptly, that Ada almost fell to the +earth. + +"I had forgotten that name," he said with mournful sternness. + +The poor woman attempted to stand up, but she wavered, and her pale face +was lifted with piteous helplessness toward him. + +"No, Jacob, I tremble--this blow has taken all my life. Help me to stand +up, that I may look on the old homestead once more. How often have we +looked upon it from this spot!" + +"I remember," answered Jacob, "the moonlight lies upon the roof as it +did that night; the old pear tree had stretched its shadow just to the +garden fence." + +Jacob Strong grew pale in the moonlight. Ada felt his arm shake beneath +the grasp of her hand. + +"You shiver with the cold," she said. + +"It is cold, madam; the dew is heavy; I will go forward and break a path +through the grass. It will not be the first time." + +Jacob moved on, tramping down the grass, and casting his long, uncouth +shadow before her, in the moonlight. She followed him in silence, +casting back mournful glances at the old homestead. + +Jacob paused to let down a heavy set of bars that divided the meadow +from the trout stream. He jerked them fiercely from their sockets in the +tall chestnut posts, dropping them down on each other with a noise that +rang strangely through the stillness. Ada Leicester passed through the +opening, and moved slowly toward the tavern. She reached the door, but +turned again to her attendant. + +"Jacob," she said, very sorrowfully, "I am all alone now, in the wide +world; you will not leave me?" + +"Ada Wilcox, I have not deserved that question," said Jacob, pushing +open the door. + +She shrunk through timidly, perhaps expecting her servant to follow; but +he closed the door and rushed away, leaping the pile of bars with a +bound, and plunging back into the meadow. + +"Leave her!" he said, dashing the tall herds-grass aside with his hand; +"Leave her, as if I warn't her slave--her dog--her jackall, and had been +ever since I was a shaver, so small that this very grass would have +closed over my head; and yet she don't know why--thinks it's the wages, +may be. It never enters her head that I've got a soul to love and hate +with. What did I follow her and that man to foreign parts for, but to +stand ready when her time of trouble came? What did I give up my +freeborn American birthright for, and put that gold lace, and darn'd +etarnal cockade over my hat, like an English white nigger, only because +I couldn't stand by her in any other way? What is it that makes me +humble as a rabbit, sometimes, and then, again, snarling around like a +dog? She don't see it; she believes me when I tell her that it was a +hankering to see foreign parts, that sent me over sea; and that I, a +freeborn American citizen, have a nat'ral fancy to gold bands and +cockades, as if the thing wasn't jist impossible! True enough, she don't +want me to wear them now; but if she did, it's my solemn belief that I +should do it, jist here, in sight of the old homestead. + +"The old homestead," he continued, standing still in the grass, and +looking toward the old home, till the bitter mood passed from his heart, +and his eyes filled with tears. "Oh, if I was only his bound boy again, +and she a little girl, and the old folks up yonder. I would be a +nigger--a hound--anything, if she could only stand here, as she did +then--as innocent and sweet a critter as ever drew breath. But he did +it--that villain! Oh, if he could be extarminated from the face of the +earth! It wan't her fault--I defy the face of man to say that. It was +the original sin in her own heart." + +Poor Jacob! All his massive strength was exhausted now. He even ceased +to mutter over the sad, sad memories that crowded on him. But all that +night he wandered about the old homestead--now lost beneath its pear +trees--now casting his uncouth shadow across the barn-yard, where half a +dozen slumbering cows lifted their heads and gazed earnestly after him, +as if waiting for the intruder to be gone. There was not a nook or +corner of the old place that he did not visit that night, and the +morning found him cold, sad and pale, waiting for his mistress at the +tavern door. + +Just after daylight, the one-horse chaise crossed the ferry again. The +old boatmen would gladly have conversed a little with its inmates, but +Jacob only answered them in monosyllables, and they could not see the +lady's face, so closely was it shrouded with the folds of her travelling +veil. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +THE CITY COTTAGE. + + Alas, that woman's love should cling + To hearts that never feel its worth, + As prairie roses creep and fling + Their richest bloom upon the earth. + + +Overlooking one of those small parks or squares that lie in the heart of +our city like tufts of wild flowers in a desert, stands one of those +miniature palaces, too small for the very wealthy, and too beautiful in +its appointments for any idea but that of perfect taste, which wealth +does not always give. A cottage house it was, or rather an exquisite +mockery of what one sees named as cottages in the country. The front, of +a pale stone color, was so ornamented and netted over with the lace-work +of iron balconies and window-gratings, that it had all the elegance of a +city mansion, with much of the rustic beauty one sees in a rural +dwelling. + +A little court, full of flowers, lay in front, with a miniature fountain +throwing up a slender column of water from the centre of a tiny +grass-plat, that, in the pure dampness always raining over it, lay like +a mass of crushed emeralds hidden among the flowers. The netted +iron-work that hung around the doors, the windows, and fringed the +eaves, as it were, with a valance of massive lace, was luxuriously +interwoven with creeping plants. Prairie roses, crimson and white, clung +around the lower balconies. Ipomas wove a profusion of their great +purple and rosy bells around the upper windows; cypress vines, with +their small crimson bells; petunias of every tint; rich passion flowers, +and verbenas with their leaves hidden in the light balconies, wove and +twined themselves with the coarser vines, blossoming each in its turn, +and filling the leaves with their gorgeous tints. Crimson and fragrant +honeysuckles twined in massive wreaths up to the very roof, where they +grew and blossomed in the lattice-work, now in masses, now spreading +out like an embroidery, and everywhere loading the atmosphere with +fragrance. + +The cool, bell-like dropping of the fountain, that always kept the +flowers fresh; the fragrance of half a dozen orange trees, snowy with +blossoms and golden with heavy fruit; the gleam of white lilies; the +glow of roses, and the graceful sway of a slender labarnum tree, all +crowded into one little nook scarcely large enough for the +pleasure-grounds of a fairy, were enough to draw general attention to +the house, though another and still more beautiful object had never +presented itself at the window. + +On a moonlight evening, especially when a sort of pearly veil fell upon +the little flower nook, an air of quiet beauty impossible to describe, +rested around this dwelling--beauty not the less striking that it was so +still, so lost in profound repose, that the house might have been deemed +uninhabited but for the gleam of light that occasionally broke through +the vines about one or another of the windows. Sometimes it might be +seen struggling through the roses around the lower balcony, but far +oftener it came in faint gleams from a window in the upper story, and at +such times the shadow of a person stooping over a book, or lost in deep +thought, might be seen through the muslin curtains. + +No sashes, flung open in the carelessness of domestic enjoyment, were +ever seen in the dwelling; no voices of happy childhood were ever heard +to ring through those clustering vines. Sometimes a young female would +steal timidly out upon the balconies, and return again, like a bird +afraid to be detected beyond the door of its cage. Sometimes an old lady +in mourning might be seen passing in and out, as if occupied with some +slight household responsibility. This was all the neighborhood ever knew +of the cottage or its inmates. The face of the younger female, though +always beautiful, was not always the same, but no person knew when one +disappeared and another took her place. + +The cottage had been built by a private gentleman, and its first +occupant was the old lady. She might have been his mother, his tenant, +or his housekeeper, no one could decide her exact position. He seldom +visited the house. Sometimes during months together he never crossed the +threshold. But the old lady was always there, scarcely ever without a +young and lovely companion; and, what seemed most singular, year after +year passed and her mourning garments were never changed. + +Servants, the universal channel through which domestic gossip circulates +in the basement strata of social life, were never seen in the cottage. +An old colored woman came two or three times a week and performed +certain household duties; but she spoke only in a foreign language, and +probably had been selected for that very reason. Thus all the usual +avenues of intelligence were closed around the cottage. True, a colored +man came occasionally to prune and trim the little flower nook, but he +was never seen to enter the house, and appeared to be profoundly +ignorant of its history and its inmates. Some of the most curious had +ventured far enough into the fairy garden to read the name on a silver +plate within the latticed entrance. It was a single name, and seemed to +be foreign; at any rate, it had no familiar sound to those who read it, +and whether it belonged to the owner of the cottage or the old lady, +still continued a mystery. + +Thus the cottage remained a tiny palace, more isolated amid the +surrounding dwellings than it could have been if buried in the green +depths of the country. But at the season when our story commences, the +profound quietude of the place was broken by the appearance of a new +inmate. A fair young girl about this time was often noticed early in the +morning, and sometimes after dusk hovering about the little fountain, as +if enticed there by the scent of the orange trees; still, though her +white garments were often seen fluttering amid the shrubbery, which she +seemed to haunt with the shy timidity of a wild bird, few persons ever +obtained a distinct view of her features. + +On the night, and at the very hour when Ada Leicester and Jacob Strong +met beneath the old elm tree in sight of the farm-house which had once +sheltered them, two men gently approached this cottage and paused before +the gate. This was nothing singular, for it was no unusual thing, when +that lovely fountain was tossing its cool shower of water-drops into the +air, and the flowers were bathed in the moonlight, for persons to pause +in their evening walk and wonder at the gem-like beauty of the place. +But these two persons seemed about to enter the little gate. One held +the latch in his hand, and appeared to hesitate only while he examined +the windows of the dwelling. The other younger by far and more +enthusiastic, grasped the iron railing with one hand, while he leaned +over and inhaled the rich fragrance of the flower garden with intense +gratification. + +"Come," said Leicester, gently opening the gate, "I see a light in the +lower rooms--let us go in!" + +"What, here? Is it here you are taking me?" cried the youth, in accents +of joyful surprise--"how beautiful--how very, very beautiful. It must be +some queen of the fairies you are leading me to!" + +"You like the house then?" said Leicester, in his usual calm voice, +gently advancing along the walk. "It does look well just now, with the +moonlight falling through the leaves, but these things become tiresome +after a while!" + +"Tiresome!" exclaimed the youth, casting his glance around. "Tiresome!" + +"I much doubt," added Leicester, turning as he spoke, and gliding, as if +unconsciously, along the white gravel walk that curved around the +fountain--"I much doubt if any thing continues to give entire +satisfaction, even the efforts of our own mind, or the work of our own +hands, after it is once completed. It is the progress, the love of +change, the curiosity to see how this touch will affect the whole, that +gives zest to enjoyment in such things. I can fancy the owner of this +faultless little place now becoming weary of its prettiness." + +"Weary of a place like this--why the angels might think themselves at +home in it!" + +"They would find out their mistake, I fancy!" + +As Leicester uttered these words the moonlight fell full upon his face, +and the worm-like curl of his lip which the light revealed, had +something unpleasant in it. The youth happened to look up at the moment, +and a sharp revulsion came over his feelings. For the moment he fell +into thought, and when he spoke, the change in his spirit was very +evident. + +"I can imagine nothing that is not pure and good, almost as the angels +themselves, living here!" he said, half timidly, as if he feared the +scoff that might follow his words. + +"We shall see," answered Leicester, breaking a cluster of orange flowers +from one of the plants. He was about to fasten the fragrant sprig in his +button-hole, but some after-thought came over him, such as often +regulated his most trivial actions, and he gave the branch to his +companion. + +"Put it in your bosom," he said, with a sort of jeering good humor, as +one trifles with a child: "who knows but it may win your first +conquest?" + +The youth took the blossoms, but held them carelessly in his hand. There +was something in Leicester's tone that wounded his self-love; and +without reply he moved from the fountain. They ascended to the richly +latticed entrance, and Leicester touched the bell knob. + +The door was opened by a quiet, pale old lady, who gravely bent her head +as she recognised Leicester. After one glance of surprise at his young +companion, which certainly had no pleasure blended with it, she led the +way into a small parlor. + +Nothing could be more exquisitely chaste than that little room. The +ceilings and the enamelled walls were spotless as crusted snow, and like +snow was the light cornice of grape leaves and fruit, that scarcely +seemed to touch the ceiling around which they were entwined. No +glittering chandelier, no gilded cornices or gorgeous carpets disturbed +the pure harmony of this little room; delicate India matting covered the +floor; the chairs, divans and couches were of pure white enamel. +Curtains of soft, delicate lace, embroidered, as it were, with +snow-flakes, draped the sashes. Those at the bay window, which opened on +the flower-garden, were held apart by two small statues of Parian marble +that stood guarding the tiny alcove, half veiled in clouds of +transparent lace. + +Upon a massive table of pure alabaster, inlaid with softly clouded +agate, stood a Grecian vase, in which a lamp was burning, and through +its sculpture poured a subdued light that seemed but a more lustrous +kindling of the moonbeams that lay around the dwelling. + +The youth had not expressed himself amiss. It did seem as if an angel +might have mistaken this dwelling, so chaste, so tranquilly cool, for +his permanent home. The clouds of Heaven did not seem more free from +earthly taint than everything within it. Robert paused at the threshold; +a vague feeling of self-distrust came over him. It seemed as if his +presence would soil the mysterious purity of the room. The old lady, +with her grave face and black garments, was so at variance with the +dwelling, that the very sight of her moving so noiselessly across the +room chilled him to the heart. + +Leicester sat down on a divan near the window. + +"Tell Florence I am here!" he said, addressing the old lady. + +For a moment the lady hesitated; then, without having spoken a word, she +went out. Directly there was a faint rustling sound on the stairs, a +quick, light footstep near the door, and with every appearance of eager +haste a young girl entered the room. A morning dress of white muslin, +edged with a profusion of delicate lace, clad her slender form from head +to foot; a tiny cameo of blood-red coral fastened the robe at her +throat, and this was all the ornament visible upon her person. + +She entered the room in breathless haste, her dark eyes sparkling, her +cheeks warm with a rich crimson, and with both hands extended, +approached Leicester. Before she reached the divan the consciousness +that a stranger was present fell upon her. She paused, her hands fell, +and all the beautiful gladness faded from her countenance. + +"A young friend of mine," said Leicester, with an indolent wave of the +hand toward Robert. "The evening was so fine, we have been rambling in +the park, and being near, dropped in to rest awhile." + +The young lady turned with a very slight inclination, and Robert saw the +face he had so admired in Leicester's chamber, the beautiful, living +original of a picture still engraven on his heart. The surprise was +overpowering. He could not speak; and Leicester, who loved to study the +human heart in its tumults, smiled softly as he marked the change upon +his features. + +As if overcome by the presence of a stranger, the young lady sat down +near the divan which Leicester occupied. The color had left her cheek; +and Robert, who was gazing earnestly upon her, thought that he could see +tears gathering in her eyes. + +"It is a long time since you have been here," she said, in a low voice, +bending with a timid air toward Leicester. "I--I--that is, we had begun +to think you had forgotten us." + +"No, I have been very busy, that is all!" answered Leicester, +carelessly. "I sent once or twice some books and things--did you get +them?" + +"Yes; thank you very much--but for them I should have been more sad +than, than--" + +She checked herself, in obedience to the quick glance that he cast upon +her; but, spite of the effort, a sound of rising tears was in her voice; +the poor girl seemed completely unnerved with some sudden +disappointment. + +"And your lessons, Florence, how do you get along with them?" + +"I cannot study," answered the girl, shaking her head mournfully. +"Indeed I cannot, I am so, so----" + +"Homesick!" said Leicester, quietly interrupting her. "Is that it?" + +"Homesick!" repeated the girl, with a faint shudder. "No, I shall never +be that!" + +"Well--well, you must learn to apply yourself," rejoined Leicester, +with an affectation of paternal interest; "we must have a good report of +your progress to transmit when your father writes." + +Florence turned very white, and, hastily rising, lifted the lace +drapery, and concealing herself in the recess behind, seemed to be +gazing out upon the flower-garden. A faint sound now and then broke from +the recess; and Robert, who keenly watched every movement, fancied that +she must be weeping. + +Leicester arose, and sauntering to the window, glided behind the lace. A +few smothered words were uttered in what Robert thought to be a tone of +suppressed reproof, then he came into the room again, making some +careless observation about the beauty of the night. Florence followed +directly, and took her old seat with a drooping and downcast air, that +filled the youth with vague compassion. + +"Now that we are upon this subject," said Leicester, quietly resuming +the conversation, "you should, above all things, attend to your drawing, +my dear young lady. I know it is difficult to obtain really competent +masters; but here is my young friend, who has practised much, and has +decided genius in the arts; he will be delighted to give you a lesson +now and then." + +Florence lifted her eyes suddenly to the face of the youth. She saw him +start and change countenance, as if from some vivid emotion. A faint +glow tinged her own cheek, and, as it were, obeying the glance of +Leicester's eye, which she felt without seeing, she murmured some gentle +words of acknowledgment. + +"I shall be most happy," said the poor youth, blushing, and all in a +glow of joyous embarrassment--"that is, if I thought--if I dreamed that +my imperfect knowledge--that--that any little talent of mine could be of +service." + +"Of course it will!" said Leicester, quietly interrupting him; "do you +not see that Miss Craft is delighted with the arrangement? I was sure +that it would give her pleasure!" + +Florence turned her dark eyes on the speaker with a look of gratitude +that might have warmed a heart of marble. + +"Ah, how kind you are to think of me thus!" she said, in a low tone, +that, sweet as it was, sent a painful thrill through the listener. "I +was afraid that you had forgotten those things that I desire most." + +"It is always the way with very young ladies; they are sure to think a +guardian too exacting or too negligent," said Leicester, with a smile. + +Again Florence raised her eyes to his face, with a look of vague +astonishment; she seemed utterly at a loss to comprehend him, and though +a faint smile fluttered on her lip, she seemed ready to burst into +tears. + +You should have seen Leicester's face as he watched the mutations of +that beautiful countenance. It was like that of an epicure who loves to +shake his wine, and amuse himself with its rich sparkle, long after his +appetite is satiated. It seemed as if he were striving to see how near +he could drive that young creature to a passion of tears, and yet forbid +them flowing. + +"Now," he said, turning upon her one of his most brilliant smiles, "now +let us have some music. You must not send us away without that, pretty +lady; run and get your guitar." + +"It is here," said Florence, starting up with a brightened look. "At +least, I think so--was it not in this room I played for you last?" + +"And have you not used the poor instrument since?" questioned Leicester, +as she brought a richly inlaid guitar from the window recess. + +"I had no spirits for music," she answered softly, as he bent over the +ottoman on which she seated herself, and with an air of graceful +gallantry, threw the broad ribbon over her neck. + +"But you have the spirits now," he whispered. + +A glance of sudden delight and a vivid blush was her only reply, unless +the wild, sweet burst of music that rose from the strings of her guitar +might be deemed such. + +"What will you have?" she said, turning her radiant face toward him, +while her small hand glided over the strings after this brilliant +prelude. "What shall it be?" + +It was a fiendish pleasure, that of torturing a young heart so full of +deep emotions; but the pleasures of that man were all fiendish; the cold +refinement of his intellect made him cruel. With his mind he tortured +the soul over which that mind had gained ascendancy. He named the song +very gently which that poor young creature was to sing. It was her +father's favorite air. The last time she had played it--oh! with what a +pang she remembered that time. It sent the color from her lips. Her hand +seemed turning to marble on the strings. + +This was what Leicester expected. He loved to see the hot, passionate +flashes of a heart all his own thus frozen by a word from his lip or a +glance of his eye. A moment before she had been radiant with +happiness--now she sat before him drooping and pale as a broken lily. +That was enough. He would send the fire to her cheek again. + +"No, let me think, there was a pretty little air you sometimes gave us +on shipboard--do you remember I wrote some lines for it! Let me try and +catch the air." + +He began to hum over a note or two, as if trying to catch an almost +forgotten air, regarding her all the while through his half-closed eyes. +But even the mention of that song did not quite arouse her; it is easier +to give pain than pleasure; easier to dash the cup of joy from a +trembling hand than to fill it afterward. She sighed deeply, and sat +with her eyes bent upon the floor. That bad man was half offended. He +looked upon her continued depression as an evidence of his waning power, +and was not content unless the heart-strings of his victim answered to +every glowing or icy touch of his own evil spirit. + +"Ah, you have forgotten the air--I expected it," he said, in a tone of +thrilling reproach, but so subdued that it only reached the ear for +which it was intended. He had stricken that young heart cruelly. Even +this but partially aroused her. His vicious pride was pained. He leaned +back on the divan, and the words of a song, sparkling, passionate and +tender with love broke from his lips. His voice was superb; his +features lighted up; his dark eyes flashed like diamonds beneath the +half-closed lashes. + +You should have seen Florence Leicester then. That voice flowed through +her chilled heart like dew upon a perishing lily--like sunshine upon a +rose that the storm has shaken; her drooping form became more erect; her +hand began to tremble; her pale lips were softly parted, and grew red as +if the warm breath, flashing through, kindled a richer glow with each +short, eager gasp. Deeper and deeper those mellow notes penetrated her +soul; for the time, her very being was given up to the wild delusion +that had perverted it. + +All the time that his spirit seemed pouring forth its tender memories, +he was watching the effect, coldly as the physician counts the pulse of +his patient. She was very beautiful as the bloom came softly back to her +cheek like a smile growing vivid there; it was like watching a flower +blossom, or the escape of sunbeams from underneath a summer cloud. He +loved a study like this; it gratified his morbid taste; it gave him +mental excitement, and yielded a keen relish to his inordinate vanity. + +A doubt that his hitherto invincible powers of attraction might fall +away with the approach of age, had began to haunt him about this time, +and the thought stimulated his hungry self-love into more intense +action. He was testing his own powers in the beautiful agitation of that +young creature. The rich vibrations of his voice were still trembling +upon the air, when the old lady returned to the room. Her manner was +still quiet, but her large and very black eyes were brighter than they +had been, and her tread, though still, was more firm as she crossed the +room. She advanced directly toward Leicester, whose back was partly +turned toward her, and touched his shoulder. + +"William!" + +Leicester started from his half reclining position and sat upright; his +song was hushed the instant that low, but ringing voice fell upon his +ear, and, with some slight display of embarrassment, he looked in the +old lady's face. Its profound gravity seemed to chill even his +self-possession. + +"Not here, William; you know I do not like music!" added the old lady, +in her firm, gentle tones. + +Florence leaned back in her seat and drew a deep breath. It seemed as if +she had been disturbed in the sweet bewilderment of some dream; Robert +was gazing fixedly upon her, wondering at all he saw. To him she +appeared like the birds he had read of fluttering around the jaws of a +serpent; spite of himself, this delusion would come upon him. Yet he had +boundless faith in the honor and goodness of the man on whom her eyes +were fixed, while she was a profound stranger. + +"I did not know--indeed, madam, I thought you liked music" said +Florence, casting the ribbon from her neck, and addressing the old lady. + +"Only when we are alone; then I love to hear you both sing and play, +dear child; but William--Mr. Leicester's voice; it is that I do not +like." + +"Not like _his_ voice?" exclaimed Florence, turning her eyes upon him +with a look that made Robert press his lips hard together--"not like +that--oh, madam?" + +"Well--well, madam, you shall not be annoyed by it again," said +Leicester, with a slight shrug of their shoulders, "I forgot myself, +that is all!" + +The old lady bent her head and sat down, but her coming cast a restraint +upon the little group, and though she attempted to open a conversation +with Robert, he was too much pre-occupied for anything more than a few +vague replies that were sadly out of place. + +From the moment of the old lady's entrance, Leicester changed his whole +demeanor. He joined in the efforts she was making to draw the youth out, +and that with a degree of quiet gravity that seemed by its respect to +win upon her favor. He took no further notice of Florence, and seemed +unconscious that she was sitting near watching this change with anxious +eyes and drooping spirits. + +"I have," said Leicester, after a few common-place remarks, "I have +just been proposing that the young gentleman should give our pretty +guest here some drawing lessons during the season, always under your +sanction, madam, of course." + +The old lady cast a more searching glance at the youth than she had +hitherto bestowed on him, then bending her eyes upon the floor, she +seemed to ponder over the proposal that had been made. After this her +keen glance was directed to Leicester; then she seemed once more lost in +thought. + +"Yes," she said, at length, looking full and hard at Leicester, "it will +occupy her--it will be a benefit, perhaps to them both." + +Leicester simply bent his head. He conquered even the expression of his +face, that the keen eyes bent upon him might not detect the hidden +reason which urged this proposal. That some motive of self interest was +there, the old lady well knew, but she resolved to watch closer. His +projects were not to be fathomed in a moment. She did not leave the room +again, and her presence threw a constraint upon the group, which +prompted the visitors to depart. + +Florence rose as they prepared to go out. Her dark eyes were +beseechingly turned upon Leicester. With a mute glance she sought to +keep him a few minutes longer, though she had no courage to utter the +wish. He took her soft, little hand gently in his, held it a moment, and +went away, followed by Robert and the old lady, who accompanied her +guests to the door. + +Florence had crept into the window recess, and while her panting breath +clouded the glass, gazed wistfully at these two dark shadows as they +glided through the flower-garden. She was keenly disappointed; his +visit, the one great joy for which she had so waited and watched, was +over; and how had it passed? With the keen, cold eyes of that old lady +upon them--beneath the curious scrutiny of a stranger. Tears of vexation +gathered in her eyes; she heard the old lady return, and tried to crush +them back with a pressure of the silken lashes, shrinking still behind +the cloud of lace that her discomposure might not be observed. + +The old lady entered the room, and, believing it empty, sat down in a +large easy-chair. She sighed profoundly, shading her face with one of +the thin delicate hands, that still bore an impress of great beauty. Her +eyes were thus shrouded, and, though she did not appear to be weeping, +one deep sigh after another heaved the black neckerchief folded over her +bosom. As these sighs abated, Florence saw that the old lady was sinking +into a reverie so deep, that she fancied it possible to steal away, +unnoticed, to her room. So, timidly creeping out from the drapery, that +in its cloud-like softness fell back without a rustle, she moved toward +the door. The old lady looked suddenly up, and the startled girl could +see that the usual serious composure of her countenance was greatly +disturbed. + +"Is it you, my dear?" she said, in her usual kindly tones, "I thought +you had gone up stairs." + +Florence was startled by the suddenness of this address, and turned +back, for there was something in the old lady's look that seemed to +desire her stay. + +"No," she said, "I was looking out upon--upon the night. It is very +lovely!" + +"Paradise was more lovely, and yet serpents crept among the flowers, +even there!" said the old lady, thoughtfully. + +A vivid blush came into Florence's pale cheek. + +"I--I do not understand you," she said, in a faltering voice. + +"No, I think not--I hope not," answered the lady, bending her eyes +compassionately on the young girl, "come here, and sit by me." + +Florence sat down upon the light ottoman which the old lady drew near +her chair. The blushes, a moment before warm upon her cheeks, had burned +themselves out. She felt herself growing calm and sad under the +influence of those serious, but kind eyes. + +"You love Mr. Leicester!" This was uttered quietly, and rather as an +assertion, than from any desire for a reply. As she spoke, the old lady +pressed her hand upon the coil of raven hair that bound that graceful +head; the motion was almost a caress, and it went to the young +creature's heart. "Has he ever said that he loved you?" + +"Loved me, oh yes! a thousand times," cried the young creature, her eyes +and her cheek kindling again, "else how could you know--how could any +one guess how very, very much I think of him?" + +"And how do you expect this to end?" questioned the old lady, while a +deeper shade settled on her pale brow. + +"End?" repeated Florence, and her face was bathed with blushes to the +very temples; "I have never really thought of that--he loves me!" + +"Have you never doubted that?" questioned the old lady, with a faint +wave of the head. + +"What, his love? I--I--how could any one possibly doubt?" + +"And yet to-night--this very evening?" + +"No--no, it was only disappointment--regret, the--the flurry of his +sudden visit--not doubt--oh, not doubt of his love!" + +"Has this man--has Leicester ever spoken to you of marriage? Have his +professions of love ever taken this form?" persisted the old lady, +becoming more and more earnest. + +"Of marriage? yes--no--not in words." + +"Not in words then?" + +"No, I never thought of that before--but what then?" + +"Then," said the old lady, impressively--"then he is one shade less a +villain than I had feared!" + +"Madam!" exclaimed the young girl, all pallid and gasping with anger and +affright. + +"My child," said the old lady, taking both those small, trembling hands +in hers, "William Leicester will never marry you, nor any one." + +"How do you know, madam? how can you know? Who are you that tells me +this with so much authority?" + +"I am his mother, poor child. God help me, I am his mother!" + +The young girl sat gazing up into that aged face, so pale, so still, +that her very quietude was more painful than a burst of passion could +have been. + +"His mother!" broke from her parted lips. "It is his mother who calls +him a villain!" + +"Even so," said the old lady, with mournful intensity. "Look up, girl, +and see what it costs a mother to say these things of an only son!" + +Florence did look up, and when she saw the anguish upon that face +usually so calm, her heart filled with tender pity, notwithstanding the +tumult already there, and taking the old lady's hands in hers, she bent +down and kissed them. + +"If you are indeed his mother," she said, with a sort of fond anguish, +"to-morrow you will unsay these bitter words--you are only angry with +him now--something has gone wrong. You will not repeat such things of +him to-morrow--for oh, they have made me wretched." + +"I am cruel only that I may be kind!" said the old lady with mournful +earnestness. "And now, dear child, let us talk no more, you are grieved, +and I suffer more than you think." + +With these words, the old lady arose and led her guest from the room. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +MRS. GRAY'S THANKSGIVING DINNER. + + Oh, I love an old-fashioned thanksgiving, + When the crops are all safe in the barn; + When the chickens are plump with good living, + And the wool is all spun into yarn. + + It is pleasant to draw round the table, + When uncles and cousins are there, + And grandpa, who scarcely is able, + Sits down in his old oaken chair! + + It is pleasant to wait for the blessing, + With a heart free from malice and strife, + While a turkey, that's portly with dressing, + Lies, meekly awaiting the knife. + + +Amid all the varieties of architecture--Grecian, Gothic, Swiss, Chinese, +and even Egyptian, to be met with on Long Island, there yet may be found +some genuine old farms, with barns instead of carriage-houses, and cow +sheds in the place of pony stables. To these old houses are still +attached generous gardens, hedged in with picket fences, and teeming +with vegetables, and front yards full of old-fashioned shrubbery, with +thick grass half a century old mossing them over. These things, +primitive, and full of the olden times, are not yet crowded out of sight +by sloping lawns, gravel walks, and newly acclimated flowers; and if +they do not so vividly appeal to the taste, those, who have hearts, +sometimes find them softened by these relicts of the past, to warmer and +sweeter feelings than mere fancy ever aroused. + +One of these old houses, a low roofed, unpretending dwelling, exhibiting +unmistakable evidence of what had once been white paint on the edges of +its clap-boards, and crowned by a huge stone chimney, whose generous +throat seemed half choked up with swallows' nests, belonged to a +character in our story which the reader cannot have forgotten without +breaking the author's heart. + +It was autumn--but a generous, balmy autumn, that seemed to cajole and +flatter the summer into keeping it company close up to Christmas. True, +the gorgeous tints of a late Indian summer lay richly among the trees, +but some patches of bright green were still left, defying the season, +and putting aside, from day to day, the red and golden veil which the +frost was constantly endeavoring to cast over them. + +In front of the old house stood two maples--noble trees, such as have +had no time to root themselves around your modern cottages. These +maples, symmetrical as a pair of huge pine cones, rose against the house +a perfect cloud of gorgeous foliage. One was red as blood, and with a +dash of the most vivid green still keeping its hold down the centre of +each leaf--the other golden all over, as if its roots were nourished in +the metallic soil of California, and its leaves dusted by the winds that +drift up gold in the valley of Sacramento. These superb trees blended +and wove their ripe leaves together, now throwing out a wave of red, now +a mass of gold, and here a tinge of green in splendid confusion. + +All around, under these maples, the grass was littered with a fantastic +carpet of leaves, showered down from their branches. They hung around +the huge old lilac bushes. They fluttered down to the rose thickets, and +lay in patches of torn crimson and crumpled gold among the house-leeks +and mosses on the roof. + +In and out, through this shower of ripe leaves, fluttered the swallows. +In and out along the heavy branches, darted a pair of red squirrels, who +owned a nest in one of the oldest and most stately trees. In and out, +through the long, low kitchen, the parlor, the pantries, and the +milk-room, went and came our old friend, Mrs. Gray, the comely +huckster-woman of Fulton market. That house was hers. That great square +garden at the back door was hers. How comfortable and harvest-like it +lay, sloping down toward the south, divided into sections, crowded with +parsnips, beets, onions, potatoes, raspberry thickets, and strawberry +patches; in short, running over with a stock in trade that had furnished +her market stall during the year. + +The season was late. The frost had been there nipping, biting and +pinching up the noble growth of vegetables that was to supply Mrs. +Gray's stall in the winter months. Half the great white onions lay above +ground, with their silvery coats exposed. The beet beds were of a deep +blackish crimson; and the cucumber vines had yielded up their last +delicate gherkins. All her neighbors had gathered in their crops days +ago, but the good old lady only laughed and chuckled over the example +thus offered for her imitation. New England born and accustomed to the +sharp east winds of Maine, she cared nothing for the petty frosts that +only made the leaves of her beet and parsnip beds gorgeous, while their +precious bulbs lay safely bedded in the soil. No matter what others did, +she never gathered her garden crop till Thanksgiving. That was her +harvest time, her great yearly jubilee--the season when her accounts +were reckoned up--when her barns and cellars were running over with the +wealth of her little farm. + +Christmas, New Year, the Fourth of July, in short, all the holidays of +the year were crowded into one with Mrs. Gray. During the whole twelve +months, she commemorated Thanksgiving only. The reader must not, for a +moment, suppose that the Thanksgiving Mrs. Gray loved to honor, was the +miserable counterfeit of a holiday proclaimed by the governor of New +York. No! Mrs. Gray scorned this poor attempt at imitation. It made her +double chin quiver only to think of it. If ever a look of contempt crept +into those benevolent eyes, it was when people would try to convince her +that any governor out of New England, could enter into the spirit of a +regular Down East Thanksgiving; or, that any woman, south of old +Connecticut, could be educated into the culinary mysteries of a mince +pie. Her faith was boundless, her benevolence great, but in these things +Mrs. Gray could not force herself to believe. + +You should have seen the old lady as Thanksgiving week drew near--not +the New York one, but that solemnly proclaimed by the governor of Maine. +Mrs. Gray heeded no other. That week the woman of a neighboring stall +took charge of Mrs. Gray's business. The customers were served by a +strange hand; the brightness of her comely face was confined to her own +roof tree. She gave thanks to God for the bounties of the earth, +heartily, earnestly; but it was her pleasure to render these thanks +after the fashion of her ancestors. + +You should have seen her then, surrounded by raisins, black currants, +pumpkin sauce, peeled apples, sugar boxes, and plates of golden butter, +her plump hand pearly with flour dust, the whole kitchen redolent with +ginger, allspice, and cloves! You should have seen her grating orange +peel and nutmegs, the border of her snow-white cap rising and falling to +the motion of her hands, and the soft gray hair underneath, tucked +hurriedly back of the ear on one side, where it had threatened to be in +the way. + +You should have seen her in that large, splint-bottomed rocking-chair, +with a wooden bowl in her capacious lap, and a sharp chopping-knife in +her right hand; with what a soft, easy motion the chopping-knife fell! +with what a quiet and smiling air the dear old lady would take up a +quantity of the powdered beef on the flat of her knife, and observe, as +it showered softly down to the tray again, that "meat chopped too fine +for mince pies was sure poison." Then the laugh--the quiet, mellow +chuckle with which she regarded the astonished look of the Irish girl, +who could not understand the mystery of this ancient saying. + +Yes, you should have seen Mrs. Gray at this very time, in order to +appreciate fully the perfections of an old-fashioned New England +housewife. They are departing from the land. Railroads and steamboats +are sweeping them away. In a little time, providing our humble tale is +not first sent to oblivion, this very description will have the dignity +of an antique subject. Women who cook their own dinners and take care of +the work hands are getting to be legendary even now. + +The day came at last, bland as the smile of a warm heart, a breath of +summer seemed whispering with the over-ripe leaves. The sunshine was of +that warm, golden yellow which belongs to the autumn. A few hardy +flowers glowed in the front yard, richly tinted dahlias, marigolds, +chrysanthemums, and China-asters, with the most velvety amaranths, still +kept their bloom, for those huge old maples sheltered them like a tent, +and flowers always blossomed later in that house than elsewhere. No +wonder! Inside and out, all was pleasant and genial. The fall flowers +seemed to thrive upon Mrs. Gray's smiles. Her rosy countenance, as she +overlooked them, seemed to warm up their leaves like a sunbeam. +Everything grew and brightened about her. Everything combined to make +this particular Thanksgiving one to be remembered. + +Now, all was in fine progress, nothing had gone wrong, not even the +awkward Irish girl, for she had only to see that the potatoes were in +readiness, and for that department she was qualified by birth. + +Mrs. Gray had done wonders that morning. The dinner was in a most +hopeful state of preparation. The great red crested, imperious looking +turkey, that had strutted away his brief life in the barn-yard, was now +snugly bestowed in the oven--Mrs. Gray had not yet degenerated down to a +cooking-stove--his heavy coat of feathers was scattered to the wind. His +head, that arrogant, crimson head, that had so often awed the whole +poultry yard, lay all unheeded in the dust, close by the horse-block. +There he sat, the poor denuded monarch--turned up in a dripping pan, +simmering himself brown in the kitchen oven. Never, in all his pomp, had +that bosom been so warmed and distended--yet the huge turkey had been a +sad gourmand in his time. A rich thymy odor broke through every pore of +his body; drops of luscious gravy dripped down his sides, filling the +oven with an unctuous stream that penetrated a crevice in the door, and +made the poor Irish girl cross herself devoutly. She felt her spirit so +yearning after the good things of earth, and never having seen +Thanksgiving set down in the calendar, was shy of surrendering her +heart to a holiday that had no saint to patronize it. + +No wonder! the odor that stole so insidiously to her nostrils was +appetising, for the turkey had plenty of companionship in the oven. A +noble chicken-pie flanked his dripping pan on the right; a delicate +sucking pig was drawn up to the left wing; in the rear towered a +mountain of roast beef, while the mouth of the oven was choked up with a +generous Indian pudding. It was an ovenful worthy of New England, worthy +of the day. + +The hours came creeping on when guests might be expected. Mrs. Gray, who +had been invisible a short time after filling the oven, appeared in the +little parlor perfectly redolent with good humor, and a fresh toilet. A +cap of the most delicate material, trimmed with satin ribbons, cast a +transparent brightness over her bland and pleasant features. A dress of +black silk, heavy and ample in the skirt, rustled round her portly +figure as she walked. Folds of the finest muslin lay upon her bosom, in +chaste contrast with the black dress, and just revealing a string of +gold beads which had reposed for years beneath the caressing protection +of her double chin. + +Mrs. Gray, was ready for company, and tried her best to remain with +proper dignity in the great rocking chair, that she had drawn to a +window commanding a long stretch of the road; but every few moments she +would start up, bustle across the room, and charge Kitty, the Irish +girl, to be careful and watch the oven, to keep a sharp eye on the +sauce-pans in the fire-place, and, above all, to have the mince pies +within range of the fire, that they might receive a gradual and gentle +warmth by the time they were wanted. Then she would return to the room, +arrange the branches of asparagus that hung laden with red berries over +the looking glass, or dust the spotless table with her handkerchief, +just to keep herself busy, as she said. + +At last she heard the distant sound of a wagon, turning down the cross +road toward the house. She knew the tramp of her own market horse even +at that distance, and seated herself by the window ready to receive her +expected guests with becoming dignity. + +The little one-horse wagon came down the road with a sort of dash quite +honorable to the occasion. Mrs. Gray's hired man was beginning to enter +into the spirit of a holiday; and the old horse himself made every thing +rattle again, he was so eager to reach home, the moment it hove in +sight. + +The wagon drew up by the door yard gate with a flourish worthy of the +Third avenue. The hired man sprang out, and with some show of awkward +gallantry, lifted a young girl in a pretty pink calico and a cottage +bonnet, down from the front seat. Mrs. Gray could maintain her position +no longer; for the young girl glanced that way with a look so eloquent, +a smile so bright, that it warmed the dear old lady's heart like a flash +of fire in the winter time. She started up, hastily shook loose the +folds of her dress, and went out, rustling all the way like a tree in +autumn. + +"You are welcome, dear, welcome as green peas in June, or radishes in +March," she cried, seizing the little hand held toward her, and kissing +the heavenly young face. + +The girl turned with a bright look, and making a graceful little wave of +the hand toward an aged man who was tenderly helping a female from the +wagon, seemed about to speak. + +"I understand, dear, I know all about it! the good old people--grandpa +and grandma, of course. How could I help knowing them?" Mrs. Gray went +up to the old people as she spoke, with a bland welcome in every feature +of her face. + +"Know them, of course I do!" she said, enfolding the old gentleman's +hand with her plump fingers. "I--I--gracious goodness, now, it really +does seem as if I had seen that face somewhere!" she added, hesitating, +and with her eyes fixed doubtingly on the stranger, as if she were +calling up some vague remembrance, "strange, now isn't it? but he looks +natural as life." + +The old man turned a warming glance toward his wife, and then answered, +with a grave smile, "that, at any rate, Mrs. Gray could never be a +stranger to them, she who had done so much----" + +She interrupted him with one of her mellow laughs. Thanks for a kind +act always made the good woman feel awkward, and she blushed like a +girl. "No, no; but somehow I can't give it up; this isn't the first time +we have seen each other!" + +"I hope that it will not be the last!" said old Mrs. Warren, coming +gently forward to her husband's assistance. "Julia has seen you so +often, and talked of you so much--no wonder we seem like old +acquaintances. I always thought Julia looked very much like her +grandfather!" + +"Yes, I reckon it must be that," answered Mrs. Gray, evidently but half +giving up her prepossession. "Her face isn't one to leave the mind: I +dreamed about it the first night after she came into the market, poor +thing--poor thing!" + +Mrs. Gray repeated the last words with great tenderness, for Julia +Warren had crept close to her, and taking one of her hands, softly +lifted it to her lips. + +"Come, come, let us go in," cried the good woman, gently withdrawing her +hand, with which she patted Julia on the shoulder. "There, there, pick +your grandmother a handful of China-asters. I believe the frost left +them just for you." + +Julia was about to obey the welcome command, but her glance happened to +fall on the face of her grandfather, and she hesitated. There was +something troubled in his look, an expression of anxiety that struck her +as remarkable. + +"Grandpa, what is the matter?--you look pale!" she said, in a low voice, +for, with delicate tact, she saw he wished to escape observation. + +"Nothing, child, nothing," he answered hurriedly, but with kindness. "Do +not mind me." + +Julia cast one more anxious look into his face, and then stooped to the +flowers. The old gentleman followed Mrs. Gray and his wife into the +house. + +"A sweet, pretty creature, isn't she?" said Mrs. Gray, watching Julia +from the parlor window, after she had put aside Mrs. Warren's things; +"and handsome as a picture! Just watch her now as she turns her face +this way." + +"You are kind to praise her," said Mrs. Warren, with a gentle smile; +"you know how much it pleases us." + +Mrs. Gray laughed and shook her head. "I know how much it pleases me, +and that's all I think about it," she answered; and the two warm-hearted +women stood together watching Julia as she gathered and arranged her +humble bouquet. + +The child did indeed look very lovely in her pink dress--only a shilling +calico, but fresh and becoming for all that. You never saw a more +interesting picture in your life. The long ringlets of her hair swept +from underneath her bonnet, while its delicate rose-colored tinge and +the ride had given her cheek a bloom fresh as an almond flower when it +first opens. Still she was a slender, fragile little creature, and you +saw that the rude winds of life had swept too early over her. Feeling +and intellect had prematurely developed themselves in her nature. In her +face--in her smile--in her eyes, with their beautiful curling lashes, +there was something painfully spiritual. Within the last few months this +expression had grown upon her wonderfully. Her loveliness was of a kind +to make you thoughtful, sometimes even sad. Mrs. Gray felt all this +without understanding it, and her heart yearned strangely toward the +child. + +"It's a truth," she said, addressing the grandmother. "I feel almost as +if she were my own daughter, and yet I never had a child, and didn't use +to care for other people's children much. I really believe that some day +I shall up and give her these. It's come into my mind more than once, I +can tell you, and yet they were my mother's, and her mother's before +that." Here Mrs. Gray ran her fingers along the gold beads on her neck. +"It's strange, but I always want to be giving her something." + +"You _are_ always giving her something," said Mrs. Warren, gratefully. + +"No, no, nothing to speak of." + +"That pretty dress and the bonnet--are they nothing?" + +"And who told you that?--who told you they came from me?" + +"We have not so many friends that there could be much doubt," answered +Mrs. Warren, with a sigh. "Julia was sure of it from the first; and the +other things!" continued the old lady, in a low voice, glancing at her +own neat dress, "who else would have thought of them?" + +All truly benevolent persons shrink from spoken thanks. The gratitude +expressed by looks and actions may give pleasure, but there is something +too material in words--they destroy all the refinement of a generous +action. Good Mrs. Gray felt this the more sensitively, because her own +words had seemed to challenge the thanks of her guest. The color came +into her smooth cheek, and she began to arrange the folds of her dress +with both hands, exhibiting a degree of awkwardness quite unusual to +her. When she lifted her eyes again, they fell upon a young man coming +down the cross road on foot, with an eager and buoyant step. + +"There he comes, I thought he would not be long on the way," she cried, +while a flash of gladness radiated her face. "It's my nephew; you see +him there, Mrs. Warren--no, the maple branch is in the way! Here he is +again--now look! a noble fellow, isn't he?" + +Mrs. Warren looked, and was indeed struck by the free air and superior +appearance of the youth. He had evidently walked some distance, for a +light over-sacque hung across his arm, and his face was flushed with +exercise. Seeing his aunt, the boy waved his hand; his lips parted in a +joyous smile, and he hastened his pace almost to a run. + +Mrs. Gray's little brown eyes glistened; she could not turn them from +the youth, even while addressing her guest. + +"Isn't he handsome?--not like your girl, but handsome for a boy," she +exclaimed with fond enthusiasm, "and good--you have no idea, ma'am, +_how_ good he is. There, that is just like him, the wild creature!" she +continued, as the youth laid one hand upon the door yard fence, and +vaulted over, "right into my flower-beds, trampling over the grass +there--did you ever?" + +"Couldn't help it, Aunt Sarah," shouted the youth, with a careless +laugh, "I'm in a hurry to get home, and the gate is too far off. Three +kisses for every flower I tramp down--will that do? Ha, what little lady +is this?" + +The last exclamation was drawn forth by Julia Warren, who had seated +herself at the root of the largest maple, and with her lap full of +flowers, was arranging them into bouquets. On hearing Robert's voice she +looked up with a glance of pleasant surprise, and a smile broke over her +lips. There was something so rosy and joyous in his face, and in the +tones of his voice, that it rippled through her heart as if a bird +overhead had just broken into song. The youth looked upon her for a +moment with his bright, gleeful eyes, then, throwing off his hat and +sweeping back the damp chestnut curls from his forehead, he sat down by +her side, and cast a glance of laughing defiance at his relative. + +"Come out here and get the kisses, Aunt Sarah, I have made up my mind to +stay among the flowers!" + +Mrs. Gray laughed at the young rogue's impudence, as she called it, and +came out to meet him. + +"Now this is too bad," exclaimed the youth, starting up: "don't box my +ears, aunt, and besides paying the kisses, I will embrace you +dutifully--upon my life I will--that is if my arms are long enough," and +with every appearance of honest affection, the youth cast one arm around +the portly person of his aunt, and pressed a warm kiss on her cheek. + +"You are welcome home, Robert, always welcome; and I wish you a happy +Thanksgiving with my whole heart. Julia dear, this is my nephew, Mr. +Robert Otis. His mother and I were sisters--only sisters; there were +three of us in all, two daughters and a son. He is the only child among +us, that is the reason I spoil him so." + +Julia, who had just recovered from the blush that crimsoned her cheek at +his first approach, came forward and extended her hand to the youth +with a timid and gentle grace, that seemed too composed for her years. + +"And Miss Julia Warren, who is she, dear aunt?" questioned the youth, in +a half whisper, as the girl moved toward the house, holding the loose +flowers to her bosom with one hand. + +"The dearest and best little girl that ever lived, Robert; that is all I +know about her!" was the earnest reply. + +"And enough, who wants to know any more about any one," returned the +youth; "and yet Mr. Leicester would say that something else is wanting +before we invite strangers to eat Thanksgiving dinners with us. _He_ +would say that all this is imprudent." + +"Mr. Leicester is very wise, I dare say, and I am but a simple old +woman, Robert; but somehow that which seems right for me to do always +turns out for the best." + +"Because what seems right to the good always is best, my darling old +aunt. I only wanted to prove how prudent and wise a city life has made +me." + +"Prudent and wise--don't set up for that character, Bob. These things +never did run in our family, and never will. Just content yourself with +being good and happy as you can!" + +All at once Robert became grave. Some serious thought seemed pressing +upon his mind. + +"I always was happy when you were my only adviser," he said, looking in +her face with a thoughtful sort of gloom. + +"Now don't, Robert, don't joke with your old aunt. One would think by +your looks that there was something in it. I'm sure it would break my +heart to think you unhappy in earnest!" + +"I know it would!" answered the affectionate youth, casting aside his +momentary depression. "Just box my ears for teasing you, and let us go +in--I must help the little girl tie up her flowers." + +Mrs. Gray seemed about to press the conversation a little more +earnestly; but that moment the Irish girl came through the front door +with an expression of solemn import in her face. She whispered in a +flustered manner to her mistress, and the words "spoilt entirely," +reached Robert's ear. + +Away went the aunt all in a state of excitement to the kitchen. The +nephew watched her depart, and then turning thoughtfully back, begun to +pace up and down the footpath leading from the front door to the gate. +The first wild flash of spirits consequent on a return home had left +him, and from that time the joyousness of his look grew dim. He was gay +only by starts, and at times fell into thought that seemed unnatural to +his youth, and his usual merry spirit. + +Whatever mischief had happened in the kitchen, the dinner turned out +magnificently. The turkey came upon the table a perfect miracle of +cookery. The pig absolutely looked more beautiful than life, crouching +in his bed of parsely, with his head up, and holding a lemon daintily +between his jaws. The chicken-pie, pinched around the edge into a +perfect embroidery by the two plump thumbs of Mrs. Gray, and then +finished off by an elaborate border done in key work, would have charmed +the most fastidious artist. + +You have no idea, reader mine, how beautiful colors may be blended on a +dinner-table, unless you have seen just the kind of feast to which Mrs. +Gray invited her guests. The rich brown of the meats; the snow white +bread; the fresh, golden butter; the cranberry sauce, with its bright, +ruby tinge, were daintily mingled with plates of pies, arranged after a +most tempting fashion. Golden custard; the deep red tart; the brown +mince and tawny orange color of the pumpkin, were placed in alternate +wedges, and radiating from the centre of each plate like a star, stood +at equal distances round the table. Water sparkling from the well; +currant wine brilliantly red--contrasted with the sheeted snow of the +table-cloth; and the gleam of crystal; then that old arm-chair at the +head of the table, with its soft crimson cushions. I tell you again, +reader, it was a Thanksgiving dinner worthy to be remembered. That poor +family from the miserable basement in New York, did remember it for many +a weary day after. Mrs. Gray remembered it, for she had given delicious +pleasure to those old people. She had, for that one day at least, lifted +them from their toil and depression. Besides, the good woman had other +cause to remember the day, and that before she closed her eyes in sleep. + +Robert too. In his heart there lingered a remembrance of this dinner +long after such things are usually forgotten. And Julia! even with her +it was an epoch, a mile-stone in the path of her life--a mile-stone +wreathed with blossoms, to which in after days she loved to wander back +in her imagination, as pilgrims journey to visit a shrine. + +When old Mr. Warren took the great crimson easy-chair at the head of the +table, and folding his hands earnestly and solemnly, asked a blessing on +the food, Mrs. Gray could not forbear stealing another, and more +searching glance at his face. She could not be mistaken, somewhere those +features had met her eye before; it might be years ago, she could not +fix the time or place, but she had seen that forehead and heard the +voice--of that she became certain. + +I will not dwell upon that dinner--the warm, almost too warm +hospitality! No wine was wanted to keep up the general cheerfulness; the +sparkle of champagne; the dash of crystals; the gush of song were all +unnecessary there. + +Everything was fresh, earnest, and full of pure enjoyment; even old Mr. +Warren smiled happily more than once; and as for Robert, he was +perfectly brilliant during the whole meal, saying the drollest things to +his aunt, and making Julia laugh every other minute with his sparkling +nonsense. + +There was one thing that, for a moment, cast a shadow upon the general +hilarity. By the great easy-chair occupied by Mr. Warren, stood an empty +seat; a plate, knife, and glass was before it; but when Mr. Warren asked +if any other guest was expected, a profound sigh arose from the recesses +of Mrs. Gray's bosom, and she answered sadly that one guest was always +expected on Thanksgiving day, but he never came. All the company saw +that this was a painful subject, and no more questions were asked; but +after dinner, when Robert and Julia were under the old maples, he told +her in a low voice that this seat was always kept standing for an uncle +of his--Mrs. Gray's only brother--who left home when a youth, and had +been a wanderer ever since. For him this empty seat was ever in +readiness. + +Mrs. Gray, with all her good common sense, had a dash of romance buried +deep somewhere in her capacious bosom. It was an old-fashioned, hearty +sort of romance, giving depth and vigor to her affections; people might +smile at it, but what then? It beautified, and gave wholesome refinement +to a character which required something of this kind to tone down its +energies, and soften even its best impulses. + +Thanksgiving, in New England, is a holiday of the hearth-stone, a yearly +Sabbath, where friends that are scattered meet with a punctuality that +seems almost religious. It is a season of little, pleasant surprises; +unexpected friends often drop in to partake of the festival. It was not +very singular, considering all these things, that good Mrs. Gray should +have cherished a fancy, as each of these festive holidays came round, +that her long absent brother might return to claim his seat at her +table. They were orphans--and her home was all that he could claim in +his native land. She did hope--and there was something almost of +religious faith in the idea--that some day her only brother would +surprise them with his presence. + +And now the day was over, the landmark of another year was planted, her +guests had departed, and Mrs. Gray sat down in her little parlor alone. +There was something melancholy in the solitude to which she was left. +Every footfall of the old market horse as he bore away those whom she +had made so happy, seemed to trample out a sweet hope from her heart. +There stood the chair--empty, empty, empty--her brother, her only +brother, would he never come again? As these thoughts stole through her +mind, Mrs. Gray folded her arms, and, leaning back in the old arm-chair +that had been her father's, wept, but so gently that one sitting by her +would hardly have been aware of it. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +THE BROTHER'S RETURN. + + My soul is faint beneath its unshed tears; + The earth seems desolate amid its flowers; + Oh, better far wild hope and racking fears, + Than all this leaden weight of weary hours. + + +Miss Landon says, in one of her exquisite novels, that the history of a +book--the feelings, sufferings, and experience of its author--would, if +truly revealed, be often more touching, more romantic, and full of +interest, than the book itself. Alas, alas, how true this is with me! +How mournful would be the history of these pages, could I write of that +solemn under-current of grief that has swept through my heart, while +each word has fallen, as it were, mechanically from my pen. I have +written in a dream; my mind has been at work while my soul dwelt wholly +with another. Between every sentence fear, and grief, and keen anxiety +have broken up, known only to myself, and leaving no imprint on the page +which my hand was tracing. My brother, my noble young brother, so good, +so strong, once so full of hopeful life! How many times have I said to +my heart, as each chapter was commenced, Will he live to see the end? By +his bedside I have written--with every sentence I have turned to see if +he slept, or was in pain. We had began to count his life by months then, +and as each period of mental toil came round, the wing of approaching +death fell more darkly over my page and over my heart. Reader, do you +know how we may live and suffer while the business of life goes +regularly on, giving no token of the tears that are silently shed? + +Here, here! between this chapter and the last he died. The flowers we +laid upon his coffin are scarcely withered; the vibrations of the +passing bell have but just swept through the beautiful valley where we +laid him down to sleep. While I am yet standing bewildered and +grief-stricken in "the valley and shadow of death,"--for we followed +that loved one even to the brink of eternity, rendering him up to God +when we might go no further,--even there comes this cry from the outer +world, "Write--write!" + +And I must write--my work, like his young life, must not be broken off +in the middle. Here, in the desolate room, where he was an object of so +much care, I must gather up the tangled thread of my story. There is +nothing to interrupt me now--no faint moan, no gentle and patient call +for water or for fruit. The couch is empty--the room silent; nothing is +here to interrupt thought save the swell of my own heart--the flow of my +own tears. + +And she sat waiting for _her_ brother, that kind-hearted old +huckster-woman, waiting for him on that Thanksgiving night, with the +beautiful faith which will not yield up hope even when everything that +can reasonably inspire it has passed away. + +The hired man had escorted the Irish girl on a visit to some "cousin +from her own country," and Robert was acting as charioteer to the Warren +family. Thus it happened that Mrs. Gray was left entirely alone in the +old farm-house. + +The twilight deepened, but the good woman, lost in profound memories, +sat gazing in the fire, unconscious of the gathering darkness; even her +housewife thrift was forgotten, and she sat quiet and unconscious for +the time as it passed. There stood the table, still loaded with the +Thanksgiving supper--nothing had been removed--for Mrs. Gray had no idea +of more than one grand course at her festive board. Pies, puddings, +beef, fowl, everything came on at once, a perfect deluge of hospitality, +and thus everything remained. It was a feast in ruins. When her guests +went away, the good lady, partly from fatigue, partly from the rush of +thick-coming memories, forgot that the table was to be cleared. The +lonesome stillness suited her frame of mind, and thus she sat, +motionless and sorrowful, brooding amid the vestiges of her Thanksgiving +supper. + +She was aroused from this unusual state of abstraction by a slight +noise among the dishes, and supposing that the slack old house cat had +broken bounds for once, she stamped her foot upon the hearth too gently +for much effect, and brushing the tears from her eyes, uttered a faint +"get out," as if that hospitable heart smote her for attempting to +deprive the cat of a reasonable share in the feast. + +Still the noise continued, and added to it was the faint creaking of a +chair. She looked around, eagerly arose from her seat, and stood up +motionless, with her eyes bent on the table. A man sat in the vacant +chair--not the hired man--for his life he dared not have touched that +seat. The apartment was full of shadows, but through them all Mrs. Gray +could detect something in the outline of that tall figure that made her +heart beat fast. The face turned toward her was somewhat pale, and even +through the gloom she felt the flash of two dark eyes riveted upon her. + +Mrs. Gray had no thought of robbers--what highwayman could be fancied +bold enough to seat himself in that chair? She had no fear of any kind, +still her stout limbs began to shake, and when she moved toward the +table it was with a wavering step. As she came opposite her brother's +chair the intruder leaned forward, threw his arms half across the table, +and bent his face toward her. That moment the hickory fire flashed up; +she rushed close to the table, seized both the large hands stretched +toward her, and cried out, "Jacob, brother Jacob--is that you?" + +"Well, Sarah, I reckon it isn't anybody else!" said Jacob Strong, +holding his sister's hand with a firm grip, though she was trying to +shake his over the table with all her might. "You didn't expect me, I +suppose?" + +It would not do; with all his eccentricity, the warm, rude love in Jacob +Strong's heart would force its way out. His voice broke; he suddenly +planted his elbows on the table, and covering his face with both hands, +sobbed aloud. + +"Jacob, brother Jacob, now don't!" cried Mrs. Gray, coming round the +table, her buxom face glistening with tears. "I'm sure it seems as if I +should never feel like crying again. Why, Jacob, _is_ it you? I can't +seem to have a realizing sense of it yet." + +Jacob arose, opened his large arms, and gathered the stout form of Mrs. +Gray to his bosom, as if she had been a child. + +"Sarah, it is the same heart, with a great deal of love in it yet. Does +not that seem real?" + +"Yes," said Mrs. Gray, in a soft, deep whisper, "yes, Jacob, that is +nat'ral, but I want to cry more than ever. It seems as if I couldn't +stop! I always kind of expected it, but now that you are here, it seems +as if I had got you right back from heaven." + +Jacob Strong held his sister still closer to his bosom, and putting up +his hand, he attempted to smooth her hair with a sort of awkward caress, +probably an old habit of his boyhood, but his hand fell upon the muslin +and ribbons of her cap, and the touch smote him like a reproach. "Oh, +Sarah," he said, in a broken voice, "you have grown old. _Have_ I been +away so many years?" + +"Never mind that now," answered Mrs. Gray, whose kindly heart was moved +by the sigh that seemed lifting her from the bosom of her brother. "I +have had trouble, and, sure enough, I have grown old, but it seems to me +as if I was never so happy as I am now." + +Jacob tightened his embrace a moment, and then released his sister. + +"Get a light, Sarah, let us look at each other." + +Mrs. Gray took a brass candlestick from the mantel-piece and kindled a +light. Her face was paler than usual, and bathed with tears as she +turned it toward Jacob. For a time the two gazed on each other with a +look of intense interest; an expression of regretful sadness settled on +their features, and, without a word, Mrs. Gray sat down the light. + +"Is it age, Sarah, or trouble, that has turned your hair so grey?" said +Jacob, a moment after, when both were seated at the hearth. He paused, a +choking sensation came in his throat, and he added with an effort, +"have I helped to do it? was it mourning because I went off and never +wrote?" + +"No, no, do not think that," was the kind reply, "I always knew that +there must be some good reason for it; I always expected that you would +come back, and that we should grow old together." + +"Then it was not trouble about me?" + +"Nothing of the kind; I knew that you would never do anything really +wrong; something in my heart always told me that you were alive and +about some good work, what, I could not tell; but though I longed to see +you, and wondered often where you were, I was just as sure that all +would end right, and that you would come back safe, as if an angel from +heaven had told me so!" + +"Yet I was doing wrong all the time, Sarah," answered Jacob, smitten to +the heart by the honest sisterly faith betrayed in Mrs. Gray's speech. +"It was cruel to leave you--cruel not to write. But it appeared to me as +if I had some excuse. You were settled in life--and so much older. It +did not seem as if you could care so much for me with a husband to think +of. I was a boy, you know, and could not realize that two full grown +married women really could care much about me." + +"You knew when poor Eunice died?" answered Mrs. Gray. "You heard, I +suppose, that she was buried by her husband not three months after the +fever took him off; and about the baby?" + +"No, no, I never heard of it, I was too full of other things. I did not +even know that your husband was gone, till a man up yonder called you +the Widow Gray, when I inquired if you lived here. The last news I heard +was years ago, when your husband left home and settled here on the +Island." + +"He died that very year," answered Mrs. Gray, with a gentle fall of her +voice; "I have been alone ever since--all but little Robert." + +"Little Robert--have you a child, then, Sarah? I did not know that!" + +"No, it wasn't my child, poor Eunice left a boy behind her, the +dearest, little fellow. I wish you could have seen him when he first +came here, a nussing baby, not three months old, so feeble and helpless. +In his mother's sickness he hadn't been tended as children ought to be; +and he was the palest thinnest little creature. I wasn't much used to +babies, but somehow God teaches us a way when we have the will--and no +creature ever prayed for knowledge as I did. Sometimes when the little +thing fell to sleep, moaning in my arms, it sounded as if it must wake +up with its mother in heaven; but good nussing and new milk, warm from +the cow, soon brought out its roses and dimples. He grew, I never did +see a child grow like him, when he once took a start--and so +good-natured too!" + +"But now--where is the boy now?" questioned Jacob. + +"He was here this forenoon, almost a man grown. You have been away _so_ +long, Jacob. He was here and ate his Thanksgiving dinner. A perfect +gentleman, too; I declare, I was almost ashamed to kiss him, he's grown +so." + +"Then you have brought him up on the place?" + +"No, Jacob, we never had a gentleman in our family that I ever heard on, +so I determined to make one of Robert." + +"And how did you go to work?" questioned Jacob, with a grim smile, "I've +tried it myself; but we're a tough family to mould over; I never could +do more than make a tolerably honest man out of my share of the old +stock." + +"Oh, Robert was naturally gifted," answered Mrs. Gray, with great +complacency. + +"He did not get it from our side of the house, that's certain," muttered +Jacob; "the very gates on the old farm always swung awkwardly." + +"But his father--he was an 'Otis,' you know--Robert looks a good deal +like his father, and took to his learning just as naturally as he did to +the new milk. He was born a gentleman. I remember Mr. Leicester said +these very words the first time he came here." + +Jacob gave a start, and clenching his hand, said, only half letting out +his breath--"Who, who?" + +"Mr. Leicester, the best friend Robert ever had. He used to come over to +the Island to board sometimes for weeks together, for there was deer in +the woods then, and fish in the ponds, enough to keep a sportsman busy +at least four months in the year. He took a great notion to Robert from +the first, and taught him almost everything--no school could have made +Robert what he is." + +"And this man has had the teaching of my sister's child!" muttered +Jacob, shading his face with one hand. "Everywhere--everywhere, he +trails himself in my path." + +Mrs. Gray looked at her brother very earnestly. "You are tired," she +said. + +"No, I was listening. So this man, this Mr. Leicester--you like him +then? he has been good to you?" + +Mrs. Gray hesitated, and bent her eyes upon the fire. "Good--yes he has +been good to us; as for liking him I ought to. I know how ungrateful it +is, but somehow, Jacob, I'll own it to you, I never did like Mr. +Leicester with my whole heart, I'm ashamed to look you in the face and +say this, but it's the living truth: perhaps it was his education, or +something." + +"No, Sarah, it was your heart, your own upright heart, that stirred +within you. I have felt it a thousand times, struggled against it, been +ashamed of it, but an honest heart is always right. When it shrinks and +grows cold at the approach of a stranger, depend on it, that stranger +has some thing wrong about him. Never grieve or blush for this heart +warning. It is only the honest who feel it. Vile things do not tremble +as they touch each other." + +"Why, Jacob, Jacob, you do not mean to say that it was right for me to +dislike Mr. Leicester--to dread his coming--to feel sometimes as if I +wanted to snatch Robert from his side and run off with him! I'm sure it +has been a great trouble to me, and I've prayed and prayed not to be so +ungrateful. Now you speak as if it was right all the time; but you don't +know all; you will blame me as I blame myself after I tell you it was +through Mr. Leicester that Robert got his situation with one of the +richest and greatest merchants in New York, and that he was paid a +salary from the first, though hundreds and hundreds of rich men's sons +would have jumped at the place without pay; now, Jacob, I'm sure you'll +think me an ungrateful creature." + +"Ungrateful!" repeated Jacob with emphasis, "but no matter now; the time +has gone by when it would do good to talk all this over. But tell me, +Sarah, what studies did he seem most earnest that Robert should +understand? What books did they read together? What was the general +discourse?" + +"I'm sure it's impossible for me to tell; they read all sorts of books, +some of 'em are on the swing shelf--you can look at 'em for yourself." + +Jacob arose, and taking up a light, examined the books pointed out to +him, while his sister stood by, gazing alternately upon his face and the +volumes, as if some new and vague fear had all at once possessed her. + +There was nothing in the volumes which Jacob beheld to excite +apprehension, even in the most rigid moralist. Some of the books were +elementary; the rest purely classical; a few were in French, but they +bore no taint of the loose morals or vicious philosophy which has +rendered the modern literature of France the shame of genius. + +Jacob drew a deep breath, and replacing the light on the mantel-piece, +sat down. His feelings and suspicions were not in the least changed, but +the inspection of those books had baffled him. Mrs. Gray sat watching +him with great anxiety. + +"There is nothing wrong in the books, is there?" she said, at length. + +"No!" was the absent reply. + +"You could tell, I suppose, for it seemed as if you were reading. It is +foreign language, isn't it?" + +"Yes." + +"And you can read it?" + +"Yes!" + +"But how--where did you get so much learning?" + +Jacob did not hear her. He was lost in profound thought, striving to +search out some clue which would reveal the motives of that evil man for +the interest he had taken in Robert Otis. + +"And these were all my nephew studied?" he said, at length, still +pondering upon what had been told him. + +"No, not all. Those were the books; but then Mr. Leicester thought a +good deal of music and drawing, but most of all, writing. Hours and +hours he would spend over that. Every kind of writing, not coarse hand +and fine hand as you and I learned to write--but everything was given +him to copy. Old letters, names. I remember he practised one whole month +writing over different names from a great pile of letters that Mr. +Leicester brought for copies." + +"Ha!" ejaculated Jacob Strong, now keenly interested, "so he was taught +to copy these names?" + +"Yes, and he did it so beautifully, sometimes, you could not have known +one from the other. The more exactly alike he made them, the more Mr. +Leicester was pleased. I used to tell Robert to beat the copy if he +could, and some of the names were crabbed enough, but Mr. Leicester said +that wasn't the object." + +"No, it wasn't the object," muttered Jacob, and now his eyes flashed, +for he had obtained the clue. + +"One week, I remember," persisted Mrs. Gray, "he wrote and wrote, and +all the time on one name. I fairly got tired of the sight of it, and +Robert too; but Mr. Leicester said that he would never be a clerk +without perfect penmanship." + +"And this one name, what was it?" inquired Jacob, with keen interest. + +Mrs. Gray opened a stand drawer, and took out a copy-book filled with +loose scraps of paper. + +Jacob examined the book and the scraps of paper separately and together. +Mrs. Gray was wrong when she said it was a single name only. In the +book, and on loose fragments were notes of hand, evidently imitated +from some genuine original, with checks on various city banks, +apparently drawn at random, and merely as a practice in penmanship; but +one bank was more frequently mentioned than the others, and this fact +Jacob treasured in his mind. + +"This name," he said, touching a signature to one of these +papers--"whose is it?" + +"Why it is the merchant that Robert is with," answered Mrs. Gray. "That +is the one he wrote over so often!" + +"I thought so," said Jacob, dryly; and laying the copy-book down, he +seemed to cast it from his mind. + +Mrs. Gray had become unfamiliar with the features of her relative, or +she would have seen that deep and stern feelings were busy within him; +but now she only thought him anxious and tired out with the excitement +of returning home after so many years of absence. + +They sat together on the hearth, more silent than seemed natural to +persons thus united, when a footstep upon the crisp leaves brought a +smile to Mrs. Gray's face. + +"I thought there was a sound of wheels," she said, eagerly. "It is +Robert come back from the ferry--how he will be surprised!" + +"Not now!" said Jacob Strong. "I would rather not see him to-night--do +not tell him that I am here!" + +"But he will stay all night!" pleaded Mrs. Gray, whose kind heart was +overflowing with the hope of presenting the youth to his uncle without +delay. + +"So much the better; I can see something of him without being known. +Where does that door lead?" + +"To a spare bed-room!" + +"His bed-room?" + +"No. Robert will sleep up stairs in his own chamber--he always does." + +"Very well, I will take that room; say nothing of my return. When he is +in bed I will come out again." + +"Dear me, how strange all this is--how can I keep still?--how can I +help telling him?" murmured the good woman, half following Jacob into +the dark bedroom; "I never kept a secret in my life. He will certainly +find me out." + +"Hush!" said Jacob in an emphatic whisper, from the bed-room; "I will +lay down upon the bed--leave the door partly open--now take your seat +again where the light will fall on you both. Go--go!" + +Mrs. Gray took her seat again, looking very awkward and +conscience-stricken. Robert came in flushed with his ride. It was a +sharp autumnal evening, and his drive home had been rapid; a brilliant +color lay in his cheeks, and the rich hair was blown about his forehead. +He flung off his sacque, and cast it down with the heavy whip he carried +in one hand. + +"Well, aunt, I am back again--that old horse, like wine I have tasted, +grows stronger and brighter as he gets old." + +"But where is he? the hired-man went away at dark," said Mrs. Gray, +anxious for the comfort of her horse. + +"Never mind him. I put the blessed pony up myself. You should have heard +the old fellow whinney as I gave out his oats. He knew me again." + +"Of course he did. I should like to see anything on the place forget +you, Robert; it wouldn't stay here long, I give my word for it." + +"Oh, aunt, I would not have even a horse or dog sent from the old place +for a much greater sin--I know what it is!" + +"But you never were sent off, Robert." + +"No, aunt, but I went. Instead of superintending the place, and taking +the labor from your shoulders, who have no one else to depend on--I must +set up for a gentleman--see city life, aunt. I wish from the bottom of +my heart that I had never left you!" + +"Why, Robert--what makes you wish this? or if you really are homesick, +why not come back again?" + +"Come back again, aunt!" said the youth, with sudden and bitter +earnestness. "Is there any coming back in this life? When we are +changed, and places are changed--always ourselves most--how can a return +to one spot be called coming back?" + +"But I am not changed--the place is just as it was," pleaded the kind +aunt. + +"But I am changed, aunt--I can throw myself by your side, and lay my +head upon your lap as if I were a petted child still, but it would not +be natural--we could not force ourselves into believing it natural." + +"How strangely you talk, Robert; to me you are a child yet." + +"But to myself I am _not_ a child, I have thought, felt--yes, I have +suffered only as men think, feel and suffer. Oh, aunt, if I had never +lived with any one but you, how much better it would have been!" + +The youth had cast himself on the hearth by his aunt, and rested his +beautiful head upon her knee. Tears--those warm bright tears that youth +alone can shed--filled his eyes without impairing their brightness. + +The old lady pressed her hand upon his hair, and looked lovingly into +those brimming eyes. "And this comes of being a gentleman!" she +whispered, shaking her head with a gentle motion. + +The youth gave a faint shudder, and turning his head so that his eyes +were buried in the folds of her dress, sobbed aloud. + +"Why, Robert, Robert, what is this?--what trouble is upon you?" + +"None, aunt--nothing. I am only in a fit of the blues just now. It makes +me home-sick to see you all alone here, that is all!" answered the +youth, lifting his face, and shaking back the curls from his forehead, +while he attempted one of his old careless smiles, but vainly enough. + +The old lady was distressed. "Is it money, Robert?--have you been +extravagant? The salary is a very nice one; but if you want more +clothes, or anything, I wouldn't mind giving you twenty or thirty +dollars. There, now, will that do?" + +Blessed old woman, she did not understand the half sad, half comic smile +that curled those young lips, and thinking, in her innocence, that she +had dived to the heart of his mystery, her own face beamed with +satisfaction. + +"That is it; I see through it all now; come, how much shall it +be--twenty, thirty, forty? It's extravagant, I know, but this day, of +all others, I feel as if it would do me good to give somebody everything +I've got in the world; there, nephew, there--two tens--three fives--a +three, and, and--yes, I have it--here is a two. Now brighten up, and +next time don't be afraid to come and tell me; only, Robert, remember +the fate of the prodigal son--the husks, the tears--not that I wouldn't +kill the fatted calf--not that I wouldn't forgive you, Bob--I couldn't +help it; but it would break my heart. If I was to be called on for the +sacrifice, I couldn't eat a morsel of the animal, I'm sure. So you won't +be extravagant and spend the hard earnings of your old aunt, at any +rate, till after she's dead and gone." + +The good woman had worked herself up to a state of almost ludicrous +sorrow with the future her fancy was coloring. Her hands shook as she +drew an old black pocket-book from some mysterious place in the folds of +her dress, and counting out the bank-notes as they were enumerated, +crowded them into Robert's hand. + +The youth had altered very strangely while she was speaking. His face +was pale and red in alternate flashes; his lips quivered, and with a +convulsive movement he pressed his eyelids down, thus crushing back the +tears that swelled against them. Mrs. Gray attempted to press the +bank-notes upon him, but his hand was cold, and his fingers refused to +clasp the money. Drawing back with a faint struggle, he said, "No, no, +aunt, I do not want it! Indeed it would do me no good!" + +"Do you no good! What! is it not money that you want?" cried the kind +woman. "Nonsense, nonsense, Robert; here, take it--take it. I wouldn't +mind ten dollars more--it does seem as if I was crazy, but then really I +would not mind it scarcely at all." + +Robert was more composed now. The hot flushes had left his face very +pale, and with a look of firm resolve upon it. + +"No, aunt, he said," gently putting back the money, "I will not take it. +The salary I receive ought to be enough for my support, and it shall; +besides, I tell you but the simple truth, that money would do me no good +whatever." + +The old lady took up the crushed notes, smoothed them across her knee +with both hands, over and over, in a puzzled and dissatisfied way. + +"What is it that you are worried about, if money will not answer?" she +said, at length. + +"Nothing, aunt--why should you think it?" He spoke slowly and in a +wavering voice at first, then with a sort of reckless impetuosity he +broke into a laugh. It was not his old gleeful laugh, and Mrs. Gray only +looked startled by it. + +"There, now, put up the old pocket-book, and give me a hearty good-night +kiss," he said hurriedly, "I shall be off in the morning before you are +up." + +"Good night, Robert," said Mrs. Gray, with a meek and disappointed air. +"That kiss is the first one that ever fell heavily on your old aunt's +heart. You are keeping something back from me." + +"No, aunt, no!" The words were uttered faintly, and Mrs. Gray felt that +the ardor of truth was not there. For a moment both were silent; Robert +had lighted a candle, and stood on the hearth looking hard into the +blaze; he turned his eyes slowly upon his aunt. She sat with one hand +upon the pocket-book, gazing into the fire. There was anxiety and doubt +in her features. Robert sighed heavily. + +"Good night, aunt." + +"Good night." + +She listened to each slow footstep, as her nephew went up stairs. When +his chamber door closed, she buckled the strap around her pocket-book, +and dropped it with a deep sigh into its repository among her voluminous +skirts. + +"I can't understand it," she murmured--"I can't make out what ails +him!" + +All at once she remembered the presence of her brother, and her face +brightened up. "Jacob will know what it means. Jacob, Jacob!" + +Mrs. Gray uttered the name of her brother in a whisper, but it brought +him forth at once. + +"Well Jacob, you have seen him--you have heard him talk. Isn't he +something worth loving?" + +"He is worth loving and worth saving too," answered Jacob. "Sarah, I do +not think anything on earth could make my heart beat as the sight of +that boy did." + +"He is in trouble, you see that, Jacob, and would not take money! What +can it mean?" + +"I saw all--heard all. His nature is noble--his will strong--have no +fear. He needs a firmer hand than yours, Sarah; I will take care of +him." + +"I did not give a hint about you." + +"That was right. It is best that he shouldn't know about me, at any +rate, jest now." + +"But I should so like to tell him!" said Mrs. Gray. + +"And you shall in time, but not yet. I must know more and see more +first." + +"Well, you ought to know best," answered the sister, in a tone of gentle +submission. "I'm sure he puzzles me!" + +"Now," said Jacob, seating himself, "let us leave the boy to his rest. I +wish to talk with you about old times--about the people Down East." + +"It is a good while since I was in Maine, Jacob; I've almost forgotten +all about the folks." + +"But there was one family that you will remember. Old Mr. Wilcox's, I +want to hear about him." + +There was something constrained and unnatural in Jacob's manner; he had +evidently forced himself to appear calm when every word was sharpened +with anxiety. + +Mrs. Gray shook her head; Jacob's heart fell as he saw the motion. +"Nothing--can you tell me nothing?" he said, with an expression of deep +anguish. "Oh, Sarah, try, try! you do not know how much happiness a word +from you would bring!" + +"If I could but speak it," said Mrs. Gray, "how glad I should be. Mr. +Wilcox sold out and left Maine about the time we moved on to the Island; +where he went, no one ever heard. It was a very strange thing, everybody +thought so at the time; but that story about his daughter set people +a-talking, and I suppose he couldn't bear it." + +Jacob uttered a faint groan--her words had taken the last hope from his +heart. "And this is all you know, Sarah?" + +"It is all anybody knows of old Mr. Wilcox or his family. As for his +daughter--let me think, that was just before you left the old gentleman; +nobody ever heard of her either. What is the matter, are you going away, +Jacob?" + +"Yes, I will talk over these things another time. Good night, Sarah. I +will just throw myself on the bed till daybreak." + +"But you are not going away to live?" + +"Yes; but you will see me every now and then; I shall stay near you--in +the city, may be." + +"Why not here? I have enough for us both, and we two are all that is +left, almost. It seems kind of hard for you to leave me so soon." + +"Not now, Sarah, by and by we will settle down and grow old together; +but the time has not come yet." + +"I forgot to ask, are you married, Jacob?" + +"Married!" answered Jacob Strong, and a grim, hard smile crept over his +lips. "No, I was never married. Good night, Sarah." + +"There, now, I suppose I've been inquisitive, and worried him," thought +Mrs. Gray, as the bed-room door closed upon her brother. "What a +Thanksgiving it has been? Who would have thought this morning that _he_ +would sleep under my roof to-night and Robert close by, without knowing +a word of it? Well, faith is a beautiful thing after all--I was certain +that he would come back alive, and sure enough he has!" + +Thus Mrs. Gray ruminated, unconscious of the lapse of time, till a sense +of fatigue crept over her. Still she was keenly wakeful, for, unused to +excitement of any kind, the agitation that crowded upon her that day +forbade all inclination to sleep. There was a large moreen couch in the +room, and as the night wore on she lay down upon it, still thoughtful +and oppressed with the weight of her over-wrought feelings. Thus she lay +till the candle burned out, and there was no light in the room save that +which came from a bed of embers and the rays of a waning moon, half +exhausted in the maple boughs. + +A sleepy sensation was at length conquering the excitement that had kept +her so long watchful, when she was aroused by the soft tread of a foot +upon the stairs. Quietly, and with frequent pauses, it came downward; +the door opened, and Mrs. Gray saw her nephew, in his night clothes, and +barefooted, glide across the room. He went directly to an old-fashioned +work-stand near the bed-room door, and opened one of the drawers. Then +followed a faint rustle of papers, and he stole back again softly, and +with something in his hand. + +It was strange that Mrs. Gray did not speak, but some unaccountable +feeling kept her silent, and after she heard him cautiously enter his +room again, the reflection that there was nothing but his own little +property in the stand, tranquilized her. "He wanted something from the +drawer, and so came down softly, that I might not be disturbed," she +thought. + +Thus the kind lady reassured herself, and with these gentle thoughts in +her mind she fell asleep. + +Mrs. Gray awoke early in the morning, and softly entered the spare +bed-room. It was empty. No vestige of her brother's visit remained. Like +a ghost he came, like a ghost he had departed. She went up stairs--the +nephew was gone. Some time during that day she happened to think of his +visit to the work-stand. It was only the old copy book that he had +taken. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +THE MOTHER'S LETTER. + + What though her gentle heart is breaking! + What though her form grows pale and thin! + His iron heart knows no awaking, + Nor tears nor anguish moveth him. + + +It was two nights after Thanksgiving. Leicester had thrown himself upon +a couch in his chamber. A little sofa-table was by his elbow, and upon +it a small and richly chased salver, overflowing with notes and letters. +Most of them were unopened, for he had been absent several days, and it +often happened that when he once knew a handwriting, and did not fancy +the correspondence, letters remained for weeks unread, on that little +table, even when he was at home. + +But this morning Leicester seemed to have nerved himself to read +everything that came to hand. Bills, letters heavy with red wax from the +counting-room, and even dirty, square-shaped missives, stamped with keys +or thimbles, passed successively through his hands. These coarse letters +he took up first, sorting them out with his white fingers from the +rose-tinted and azure notes, glittering with gold and fancy seals, with +which they were interspersed. These notes, breathing a voluptuous odor, +eloquent of that sentimental foppery from which deep, pure feeling +recoils, Leicester flung aside in disgust. + +When all the business letters were read, he selected from this perfumed +mass three little snow-white notes, traced in delicate characters, that +seemed yet unsteady with the trembling hand that had written them. A +single drop of pale green wax, stamped with a gem, held the envelopes, +and in all things these notes were singularly chaste, and unlike those +he had left so contemptuously unread. He broke the seals coldly, and +perused each note according to its date. The contents must have been +full of eloquence, wild and passionate; for they brought the color even +to his hardened cheek, and toward the last he became somewhat excited. + +"By Jove, it is a pity these could not be published. How the creature +writes--a perfect nightingale pouring forth her heart in tears. After +all, it is amusing to see downright, earnest love like this. +One--two--three--I wonder if there are no more!" + +He began tossing over the notes again. "Yes, yes, here is another, like +a snow-drop in a cloud of buttercups. How is this?--the seal black, the +handwriting delicately rigid--that of my lady mother." + +He spoke a little anxiously, and, unfolding the note, read the few lines +it contained with a darkened brow. + +"Ill--is she, poor girl?--ill, and delirious at times--unfortunate +that--physicians must be called, nurses--all a torment and a plague. My +friend Robert has been of little use here, after all; I did think his +handsome face might have helped me safely out of the whole business. +Now, here is the question--shall I go up--re-assure her--take her away +from the old lady--brave her friends? No, it is not worth while; a +bullet through the brain must be unpleasant, especially to a reflecting +mind; and these haughty southerners make short settlements. Besides, I +hate scenes. But then the girl is ill, has fretted herself to the brink +of the grave. These are the very words--I wonder my stately mamma ever +brought herself to utter anything so pathetic. Well, she _has_ +suffered--the worst is over. When all hope is extinguished she will find +consolation, or die. Die--that would end all; but then death is so +gloomy, and she does write exquisite letters." + +If is lips ceased to utter these cold thoughts, and falling back on his +couch he closed his eyes, still holding the open note in one hand. It +was terrible to see how calm and passionless his features remained while +he settled in his mind the destiny of one who had loved him so much. +After some ten minutes, he opened his eyes, turned softly on the couch, +and laid down his mother's letter. + +"No, I will not go near her," he said, "and yet this is another heart +that I am casting away--another that has loved me. How soon--how soon +shall I have need of affection? A whole life--conquest upon conquest, +and yet never truly loved save by these two women--the first and the +last. It is strange but this moment my heart softens toward them both. +What, a tear in Leicester's eye!" and with a look of thrilling +self-contempt the bad man started up, scoffing at the only pure feeling +that had swelled his bosom for months. + +A waiter stood in the door. "Sir, there is a man below, who says you +told him to call." + +"What does he seem like?" + +"A hack-driver. He says you employed him one rainy night, a long time +ago, and ordered him to come again when he had news to bring?" + +"What, a tall, awkward fellow, with a stoop in the shoulders--tremendous +feet and hands?" + +"That's the man, sir." + +"Send him up, I did tell him to call." + +A few minutes, and Jacob Strong stood in Leicester's chamber, +self-possessed even in his exaggerated awkwardness, and with a look of +shrewd intelligence which recommended itself to Leicester at once. In +their previous acquaintance, the man of the world had seen this applied +solely to self-interest in the supposed hackman, and he hoped to make +this rude, sharp intellect useful to himself. + +It would have been a strange contrast to one acquainted with them +both--the deep, wily, elegant man of the world--the honest, firm, shrewd +man of the people. These two were pitted together in the game of life; +and though one was unconscious, looking upon his antagonist as an +instrument--nothing more--and though the other was often compelled to +grapple hard with his passions, that they might lead him to no false +move--the game was a trial of skill worth studying. + +"You told me to find out who the lady was, and where she lived, sir. It +took time, for these great people are always moving about, but I have +done it." + +"I was sure that you were to be depended on, my good fellow; there is +your money. Now tell me all about her. Who is she? Where does she live, +and when have you seen her?" + +Jacob took the offered piece of gold, turned it over in his palm, as if +estimating its value, and then laid it on the table, before Leicester. + +"I don't jest like to give up the money," he said--eyeing the gold with +well-acted greed; "but perhaps you will help me in a way I like better." + +"How!--what can be better than money?" questioned Leicester. "I thought +you Yankees considered the almighty dollar above all things." + +"Once in a while there may be things that we like better than that, +though we do love to plant the root of evil whenever we can get seed, +jest as I want to plant that are gold eagle where it will bring a crop +of the same sort." + +"Oh, that is it!" said Leicester, laughing, "I thought there must be +something to come. But do you remember the old proverb about a 'bird in +the hand?'" + +"Wal, yes. It seems to me as if I did remember something about it," +answered Jacob, putting his huge hand to his forehead; "'a bird in the +hand is worth two in the bush,' isn't that the poetry you mean?" + +"Yes, that is quite near enough. Now tell me about this lady, and we +will talk of the reward after. You found the number of the house?" + +"No. It wasn't numbered; but that made no difference, she didn't live +there; only staid there one night. Besides, she wasn't a lady, only a +kind of help, you know!" + +"A governess or waiting-maid--I thought so," exclaimed Leicester. "Very +well, where is she now?" + +"She went away with the folks that she had been living with, up to +Saratoga, and about; then she came back, and they all went off together +across the water, to where she came from." + +"What, to Europe? Then that is the last of her! Very well, my good +fellow, you have earned the money." + +Jacob looked keenly at the gold, but did not take it. + +"Maybe," said he, shifting his weight from one foot to the other--"maybe +you can tell me of some one that wants a hired-man, to drive carriage, +or do almost any kind of chores. I'm out of work jest now, and it costs +all creation to live here in New York." + +Leicester was interested. His personal habits rendered an attendant +necessary, and yet he had of late been unable to supply himself with one +that could at the same time be useful and discreet. Here was a person, +evidently new to the world, honest and with a degree of shrewdness that +might be invaluable, ready to accept any situation that might offer. +Could he but attach this man to his person, interest his affections, +what more useful agent, or more serviceable dependent could be found? +Still there was risk in it. Leicester with his lightning habit of +thought revolved the idea in his mind, while Jacob stood looking upon +the floor, inly a-fire with intense excitement, but to all outward +appearance calm. + +"You don't know of any one then?" he said, at last, with assumed +indifference. "Wal, I don't see how on arth I shall get along." + +Leicester looked at him searchingly. Jacob felt the glance, and met it +with a calm, dull expression of the eye, that completely deceived the +man who was trying with such art to read him to the soul. + +"What if I were to engage you myself?" + +"Wal, now, I should be awful glad!" + +"Do you read? Of course! what Down Easter does not? But are you fond of +reading?--in the habit of picking up books and papers?" + +Jacob saw the drift of this question at once. + +"Wal, yes. I can read a chapter in the Bible, or a piece in the English +reader, I suppose, as well as most folks, though I haven't tried much of +late years. But then, if you want a feller to read books for you, why I +don't think we should agree. I was set agin them at school, and haven't +got over it yet." + +"You know how to write, of course?" + +He made one of his shuffling bows, and began to brush his hat with the +sleeve of his coat. + +"You need not wait; we will talk about the wages to-morrow," said +Leicester. "Meantime if you can gather any more information about--about +the lady, you know it would be a praiseworthy introduction to your new +duties." + +Jacob bowed again and edged himself toward the door. "I will do my best, +you may be sartain. What time o' day shall I come to-morrow?" + +"At ten or two, it does not signify. If I am not in, wait!" + +"I will!" muttered Jacob, when he found himself alone. "It is something +to have learned how to wait, as you shall find, my new +master--_master_!" and Jacob laughed. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +STRIFE FOR AN EARL. + + Thistledown--Thistledown!--join the pursuit; + While fashion flies onward, let wisdom be mute. + All pleasure is fleeting, and life's but a span, + Come gather up, Thistledown, souls, while you can! + + +It had been a brilliant season in the fashionable world that year. +Saratoga and Newport were perfect hot-beds of gaiety, splendor and +trivial ambition. A thorough bred nobleman or two from England--a German +countess--the greatest and most popular statesmen of our own land, had +flung a dazzling splendor over these places. But even amid all this +false life and _éclat_ there was one person whose dress, wit and beauty +became the theme of general comment. She had taken rooms at Saratoga +late in the season. Accommodations for half a dozen servants--stabling +for almost as many horses, all was in preparation long before the lady +herself appeared. + +There was something about this to puzzle and bewilder the most +thorough-bred gossip of a watering-place. The servants were foreign, and +thoroughly educated to their vocation. When questioned regarding their +mistress, they spoke of her without apparent restraint, and always as my +lady. But there was no title attached to the name under which the superb +suite of apartments had been engaged. Mrs. Gordon! Nothing could be more +simple and unpretending. If there was a title behind it, as the +indiscretion of the servants seemed to intimate, she was only the more +interesting. + +Mrs. Gordon's servants had lounged about the United States a whole +fortnight; her horses had been exercised by the grooms often enough to +attract attention to their superb beauty, and to keep the spirit of +gossip and curiosity alive. A lady's maid had for days been making a +sensation at the servant's table by her broken English and Parisian +finery. Yet no one had obtained a sight of the lady. At last she +appeared in the drawing-room, very simply dressed, quiet and +self-reliant, neither courting attention nor seeming in the least +desirous of avoiding it. She presented no letters, sought no +introductions. The various fashionable cliques, with their reigning +queens, seemed scarcely to attract the notice of this singular woman, +though a mischievous smile would sometimes dawn upon her beautiful +mouth, as some petty manoeuvering for superiority passed before her. + +A creature so calm, so tranquil, so quietly regardless of contending +cliques and fashionable factions, was certain to become an object of +peculiar attention, even though rare personal beauty, and all the +appliances of great wealth had been wanting. The reputation of a title, +the graceful repose of manners just enough tinged with foreign grace to +be piquant, and, above all, the novelty of a face and position +singularly unlike anything known at the Springs that season, could not +fail to excite a sensation. + +If the lady had designed to secure for herself with one graceful fling a +place among the _élite_ of American fashion, she could not have managed +more adroitly. But even the design was doubtful; she scarcely seemed +conscious of the position after it had been awarded to her, and accepted +it with a sort of graceful scorn at last, as if yielding herself to the +caprice of others, not to her own wishes. + +In less than three weeks after her domestication at the Springs, this +stranger, announced without introduction, and with no seeming effort, +became the reigning belle and toast of the higher circles. Her dress was +copied--her wit quoted--her manners became a model to aspiring young +ladies, and, with all her power, she was the most popular creature in +the world, for she was affable to all, and peculiarly gentle and +unassuming to those whom other fashionable leaders were ready to crush +with a look and wither by a frown. Sometimes a dash of haughty contempt +was visible in her manner, but this was only when thrown in contact with +assumption and innate coarseness, which soon shrunk from her keen wit +and smiling sarcasms. She was feared by the few, but loved, nay, almost +worshipped, by the many. + +When the season broke up and the waves of high life ebbed back to the +cities, this woman had attained a firm social position, unassailable +even by the most envious and the most daring. Still she was as +completely unknown as on the first day of her appearance. Of herself she +never spoke, and from the strange serving-man, who, maintaining the most +profound respect, always hovered about her, nothing but vague hints +could be obtained. These hints, apparently won from a simple and +hesitating nature, always served to inflame rather than satisfy +curiosity. One thing was certain. The lady had seen much of foreign +life--had travelled in every penetrable country, and her wealth seemed +as great as her beauty. More than this no one knew; and this very +ignorance, strange as it may seem, added strength to her position. + +The way in which Mrs. Gordon shrouded herself had its own fascination. +True, it might conceal low birth, even shame, but it had pleased the +fashionable world to bury a high European title under all this mystery, +and this belief the lady neither aided nor contradicted, for she seemed +profoundly unconscious of its existence. With no human being had she +become so intimate that a question on the subject might be directly +hazarded. With all her graceful kindliness, there was some thing about +her that forbade intrusion or scrutiny. She came to Saratoga beautiful, +wealthy, unknown. She left it a brilliant enigma, only the more +brilliant that she continued to be mysterious, though a title still +loomed mistily in the public mind. + +This mysteriousness was rather increased in its effect, and her position +wholly established at the annual fancy ball given the last week of her +stay at the springs. + +During the whole of that season the United States Hotel had been kept in +a state of delightful commotion by the rivalry of two leaders in the +fashionable world, who had taken up their head-quarters in that noble +establishment. + +Never was a warfare carried on with such amiable bitterness, such +caressing home-thrusts. Everything was done regally, and with that +sublime politeness which duellists practice when most determined to +exterminate each other. Of course, each lady had her position and her +followers, and no military chieftains ever managed their respective +forces more adroitly. + +Mrs. Nash was certainly the oldest incumbent, and had a sort of +preëmption right as a fashionable leader. She had won her place exactly +as her husband had obtained his wealth, first plodding his way from the +work-shop to the counting-room, thence into the stock market, where, by +two or three dashing speculations worthy of the gambling-table, and +entered upon in the same spirit, he became a millionaire. + +Exactly by the same method Mrs. Nash worked her way upward as a leader +of ton. Originally uneducated and assuming, she had exercised unbounded +sway over her husband's work-people, patronizing their wives, and +practising diligently the airs that were to be transferred with her +husband's advancement into higher circles. + +Through the rapid gradations of her husband's fortune, she held her own +in the race, and grew important, dressy, and presuming, but not a whit +better informed or more refined. When her husband became a millionaire, +she made one audacious leap into the midst of the upper ten thousand, +hustled her way upward, and facing suddenly about, proclaimed herself a +leader in the fashionable world. + +People looked on complacently. Some smiled in derision; some sneered +with scorn; others, too indolent or gentle for dispute, quietly admitted +her charms; while to that portion of society worth knowing, she retained +her original character--that of a vulgar, fussy, ignorant woman, from +whom persons of refinement shrunk instinctively. Thus, through the +forbearance of some, the sneers of others, and the carelessness of all, +she fought her way to a position which soon became legitimate and +acknowledged. + +But this year Mrs. Nash met with a very formidable rival, who disputed +the ground she had usurped inch by inch. If Mrs. Nash was insolent, Mrs. +Sykes was sly and fascinating. With tact that was more than a match for +any amount of arrogant presumption, and education which gave keenness to +art, founded upon the same hard purpose and coarse-grained character +that distinguished Mrs. Nash, she was well calculated to make a contest +for fashionable superiority, exciting and piquant. + +Women of true refinement never enter into these miserable rivalries for +notoriety, but they sometimes look on amused. In this case the ladies +were beautifully matched. The audacity of one was met with the artful +sweetness of the other. If Mrs. Nash had power and the prestige of +established authority, Mrs. Sykes opposed novelty, unmatched art, and a +species of serpent-like fascination difficult to cope with; and much to +her astonishment, the former lady found her laurels dropping away leaf +by leaf before she began to feel them wither. + +Always on the alert for partisans, both these ladies had looked upon +Mrs. Gordon with calculating eyes. Beautiful, undoubtedly wealthy, and +with that slight foreign air--above all, with a title dropping now and +then unconsciously from the lips of her servants--she promised to be an +auxiliary of immense value to either faction. + +For a week or two they hovered about her, much as two cautious trouts +might coquette with a fly on the surface of a mountain pool. Both were +afraid to dart at the fly, and yet each was vigilant to keep the other +from securing the precious morsel. + +Thus, while they were manoeuvering around her, drawing public attention +that way, Mrs. Gordon became an object of very general admiration, and +bade fair, without an effort, and wholly against her will, to rival both +the combatants, and like the dancing horse of a Russian chariot, to +carry away all the admiration, while the other two bore the toil and +burden of the road. + +But a few days before the fancy ball, a new fly was cast into the +fashionable current, that quite eclipsed anything that had appeared +before. An English earl, fresh from the continent, came up to Saratoga, +one day, in a train from New York, and would be present at the fancy +ball. + +Here was new cause for strife between the Nashes and the Sykeses. Which +of these ladies should secure the nobleman for the fancy ball? True, the +earl was very young, awkward as the school-boy he was, and really looked +more like a juvenile horse-jockey than a civilized gentleman. But he was +an _earl_; would assuredly have a seat in the House of Lords, if ever he +became old enough; besides, he had already lost thirty thousand dollars +at the gaming-table, and bore it like a prince. + +Here was an object worth contending for. What American lady would be +immortalized by leaning upon the arm of an earl as she entered the +assembly room? No minor claims could be put in here. The earl +undoubtedly belonged to Mrs. Nash or Mrs. Sykes--which should it be? +This was the question that agitated all fashionable life at the Springs +to its centre. Partisans were brought into active operation. Private +ambassadors went and came from the gambling saloons to the +drawing-rooms, looking more portentous than any messenger ever sent from +the allied powers to the Czar. + +The innocent young lord, who had escaped from his tutor for a lark at +the Springs, was terribly embarrassed by so many attentions. Too young +for any knowledge of society in his own land, he made desperate efforts +to appear a man of the world, and feel himself at home in a country +where men are set aside, while society is converted into a paradise for +boys. It is rumored that some professional gentlemen took advantage of +this confusion in the young lordling's ideas, and his losses at the +gambling-table grew more and more princely. + +But the important night arrived. The mysterious operations of many a +private dressing-room became visible. A hundred bright and fantastic +forms trod their way to music along the open colonnade of the hotel +toward the assembly-room. The brilliant procession entered the +folding-doors, and swept down the room two rivers of human life, flowing +on, whirling and retiring, beneath a shower of radiance cast from the +wall, and the chandeliers that seemed literally raining light. In her +toilet, the American lady is not a shade behind our neighbors of Paris; +and no saloon in the world ever surpassed this in picturesque effect and +richness of costume. Diamonds were plentiful as dew-drops on a rose +thicket. Pearls embedded in lace that Queen Elizabeth would have +monopolised for her own toilet, gleamed and fluttered around those +republican fairies, a decided contrast to the checked handkerchief that +Ben. Franklin used at the European court, or the bare feet with which +our revolutionary fathers trod the way to our freedom through the winter +snows. After the gay crowd had circulated around the room awhile, there +was a pause in the music, a breaking up of the characters into groups; +then glances were cast toward the door, and murmurs ran from lip to lip. +Neither Mrs. Nash or her rival had yet appeared; as usual their entrance +was arranged to make a sensation. How Dodsworth's leader knew the exact +time of this fashionable's advent, I do not pretend to say. Certain it +is, just as the band struck up an exhilarating march, Mrs. Z. Nash +entered the room with erect front and pompous triumph, holding the +English earl resolutely by the arm. Mrs. Theodore Sykes came in a good +deal subdued and crestfallen, after the dancing commenced. She was +escorted by one of the most illustrious of our American statesmen, which +somewhat diminished the bitterness of her defeat. Her fancy dress was +one blaze of diamonds, and when Mrs. Nash sailed by, holding the young +earl triumphantly by the arm, she seemed oblivious of the noble +presence, but was smiling up into the eyes of her august companion, as +if an American statesman really were some small consolation for the loss +of a schoolboy nobleman, who looked as if he would give his right arm, +which however, belonged to Mrs. Nash just then, to be safe at home, even +with his tutor. When Mrs. Gordon entered the room, no one could have +told. When first observed, she was sitting at an open window which +looked into the public grounds. The light was striking aslant the white +folds of a brocaded silk, and on the delicate marabout feathers in her +hair, with the brilliancy of sunshine, playing upon wreaths of newly +fallen snow. She evidently had no desire to enter into the spirited +competition going on between the rival factions. When a crowd of +admirers gathered around the window, she received them quietly, but +without empressment. At length, as if weary with talking, she took the +first arm offered, and sauntered into the crowd, searching it with her +eyes, as if she feared or expected some one. The first dance had broken +up; all was gay confusion, when unwittingly she came face to face with +Mrs. Nash, who was sailing down the room with her captive. The young +earl, who had remained awkwardly shy since his entrance, gave a start of +recognition, his sullen features lighted up, and freeing his arm from +the grasp of Mrs. Nash, with an unceremonious "Excuse me, Madam!" he +advanced with both hands extended. + +"My dear, dear lady, I am so glad to see you!" + +The lady reached out her hand, smiling and cordial. "You, here?" she +answered, shaking her head, "and alone, ah truant!" + +"It wasn't my fault; I was deluded off--kidnapped--but by the best +fellow in the world; I will tell you all about it." With a hurried bow +to the party he was about to leave. The youth placed himself in a +position to converse with Mrs. Gordon, as she passed with her previous +escort, quite unconscious of her triumph, or of the rage it had +occasioned. The lady bent her head with matronly grace, and resumed her +walk. "And so you have run away from the good tutor?" she said. + +"Run away? oh, nothing of the sort; he consented to let me come. +Leicester can do anything with him. A deuced clever fellow, that +Leicester; you know him of course! Everybody knows Leicester, I believe. +Ha, what is the matter? Did I tread on your dress?" + +"No no! you were saying something of--" + +"Yes, yes, of Leicester--a wonderful fellow--we have only known him a +week or two, and he can do anything with my tutor--got me off up here +like magic!" + +"And do you like him?" + +"Well, now, you'll confess it's rather hard to like a man who has won +ten thousand dollars from you, in one night; but I do rather fancy him, +in spite of it." + +"Has he won this money from you?" inquired the lady, in a low +voice--"you, a minor!" + +"_Entre nous_, yes; but it was all above-board, and in the most +gentlemanly manner." + +"Is Mr. Leicester at the hotel? Has he ever presented himself in the +drawing-room?" + +"No; he thinks the ladies a bore. I thought so myself, ten minutes ago; +but now, with an old friend, it is different. The sight of you brought +me back to Florence. You were kind to me there: I shall never, never +forget the days and nights of that terrible fever; but for you, I must +have died." + +"I was used to sickness, you know," answered the lady, in a faltering +voice. + +"I remember," answered the earl, "that lovely girl--your relative, I +believe--did she recover in Florence?" + +"She died there," was the low reply. + +"As I might have done, but for you," he answered, with feeling. "It was +the first idea I ever had of a mother's kindness." + +"And do you really feel this little service so much?" + +"I only wish it were in my power to prove how much!" + +"You can, easily." + +"How, lady?" + +"Return to your tutor in the morning--break off all acquaintance with +this gentleman." + +"What--Leicester?" + +"Yes, Leicester." + +"That is easy; he left for New York this evening, and I go forward to +Canada. Is there nothing more difficult by which I can prove my +gratitude?" + +"Yes; tell me all that has passed between you and this Mr. Leicester, +but not here--let us walk down into the drawing-room." + +A few moments after, Mrs. Sykes drew softly up to Mrs. Nash, with one of +her sweetest smiles: "His lordship, after all, glides back to his own +countrywomen; we Americans stand no chance," she said. + +Mrs. Nash bit her lip, and gave the folds of her gold-colored moire a +backward sweep with her hand. + +"I fancy the earl is not anxious to extend his attention beyond its +present limit; I always said she was worth knowing. Mrs. Gordon seems an +old acquaintance. We may, perhaps, now find out who she really is; I +will ask him in the morning." + +"Do!" cried half a dozen voices--"we always thought her somebody, but +really, she quite patronises the earl himself: do ask all about her, +when his lordship comes back." + +It was a vain request--the young earl had left the ball-room for good; +and long before the persons grouped around Mrs. Nash had left their beds +in the morning, he was passing up Lake Champlain, sleepily regarding the +scenery along its shore. + +That same morning, Mrs. Gordon left Saratoga, so early that no one +witnessed her departure. But two or three young men, who had finished up +their fancy ball in the open air, reported that she was seen at +daybreak, on the colonnade, talking very earnestly to her tall, awkward +serving-man, for more than half an hour. + +Mrs. Gordon--for thus the lady continued to be known--came to New York +early in the autumn, and in the great emporium began a new phase of her +erratic and brilliant life. + +A mansion, in the upper part of the city, had been in the course of +erection during the previous year. It was a castellated villa in the +very suburbs, standing upon the gentle swell of a hill, and commanding a +fine view both of the city, and the beautiful scenery that lies upon the +North and East Rivers. + +A few ancient trees, rooted when New York was almost a distant city, +stood around this dwelling, sheltering with their old and leafy branches +the glowing flowers and rare shrubbery with which grounds of +considerable extent were crowded. + +This dwelling, so graceful in its architecture, so fairy-like in its +grounds, had risen as if by magic among those old trees. Lavish was the +cost bestowed upon it; rich and faultless was the furniture that arrived +from day to day after the masons and artists had completed their work. +Statues of Parian marble, rich bronzes, antique carvings in wood, and +the most sumptuous upholstery were arranged by the architect who had +superintended the building, and who acted under directions from some +person abroad. + +When all was arranged, drawing-rooms, library, ladies' boudoir and +sleeping chambers, that might have sheltered the repose of an Eastern +princess, the house was closed. Those who passed it could now and then +catch a glimpse of rich fresco paintings, upon the walls, through a +half-fastened shutter; and through the hot-house windows might be seen +a little world of exotic plants, dropping their rich blossoms to waste; +while the walls beyond were laden with fruit ripening in the artificial +atmosphere. Grapes and nectarines fell from bough and vine, untasted, or +only to be gathered stealthily by the old man who had temporary charge +of the grounds. + +Thus everything remained close and silent, like some enchanted palace of +fairy land, week after week, till the autumn came on. Since the +architect left it, no person save the old gardener, had ever been +observed to enter even the delicate iron railing that encompassed the +grounds. True, the neighbors, to whom this dwelling had become an object +of great interest, were heard to assert that at a time, early in the +summer, lights had been observed one stormy night, in the second-story, +and even high up in the principal tower. Some even persisted that before +it was quite dark, a close carriage had been driven up to the door and +away again, leaving two or three persons, who certainly entered the +house. After that, carriage wheels had more than once been heard above +the storm, rolling to and fro, as if people were coming and going all +night. + +The next morning, when all the neighborhood was alive with curiosity, +this dwelling stood as before--stately and silent, amid the old forest +trees. The shutters were closed; the gate locked. Not a trace could be +found proving that any human being had entered the premises. So the +whole story was generally set down as an Irish fiction, though the +servant girl, who originated it, persisted stoutly that she had not only +seen lights and heard the wheels, but had caught glimpses of a cashmere +shawl within the door; and of a little barefooted girl, with a basket on +her arm, coming out half an hour after, and alone. But there stood the +closed and silent house--and there was the talkative old gardener in +contradiction of this marvellous tale. Besides, carriages were always +going up and down the avenue upon which the dwelling stood, and out of +this the girl had probably found material for her fiction. Certain it +was, that from this time till October no being was seen to enter the +silent palace. + +Then, in the first golden flush of autumn, the house was flung open. +Carriages came to and fro almost every hour. Saddle horses, light +phætons, and an equipage yet more stately, drove in and out of the +stables. The windows, with all their wealth of gorgeously tinted glass, +were open to the hazy atmosphere; grooms hung around the stables; +footmen glided over the tesselated marble of the entrance-hall. + +Conspicuous among the rest, was one tall, awkwardly-shaped man, who came +and went apparently at pleasure. His duties seemed difficult to define, +even by the curious neighbors. Sometimes he drove the carriage, but +never unless the lady of the mansion rode in it. Sometimes he opened the +door. Again he might be seen in the conservatory, grouping flowers with +the taste and delicacy of a professed artist; or in the hot-houses, +gathering fruit and arranging it in rich masses for the table. It was +marvellous to see the beautiful effect produced by those great, awkward +hands. The very japonicas and red roses seemed to have become more +glowing and delicate beneath his touch. But after the first week this +man almost wholly disappeared from the dwelling. Sometimes he might be +seen stealing gently in at nightfall, or very early in the morning; but +his active superintendence was over; he seemed to be no longer an +inmate, but one who came to the place occasionally to inquire after old +friends. + +But the mistress of all this splendor--the beautiful woman who sometimes +came smilingly forth to enter her carriage, who sauntered now and then +into the conservatory, blooming as the flowers that surrounded her, +mature in her loveliness as the fruit that hung upon the walls bathed in +the golden sunshine--who was this woman, with her unparalleled +attractions, her almost fabulous wealth? The world asked this question +without an answer, for the Mrs. Gordon of Saratoga, and the Ada +Leicester of our story, satisfied no curiosity regarding her personal +history. She visited no one who did not first seek her companionship, +and thus deprived society of its right to question her. + +We, who know this woman by her right name, and in her true +character--that of a disappointed, erring, but still affectionate +being--might wonder at her bloom, her smiling cheerfulness, her easy and +gentle repose of look and manner; but human nature is full of such +contradictions, teeming with serpents, absolutely hidden and bathed in +the perfume of flowers. + +If Ada Leicester smiled, she was not the less sad at heart. If her +manners were easy and her voice sweet, it was habit--the necessity of +pleasing others--that had rendered these things a second nature to her. +With one great, and, we may add, almost holy object at heart, she +pursued it earnestly, while all the routine of life went on as if she +had no thought but for the world, and no pleasure or aim beyond the +luxurious life which seemed to render her existence one continued gleam +of Paradise. + +Hitherto we have seen this woman in the agony of perverted +love--perverted, though legal, for its object was vile; and worship of a +base thing is hideous according to its power. We have seen her bowed +down with grief, grovelling to the very soil of her native valley, in +passionate agony. But these were phases in her life, and extremes of +character which seldom appeared before the world. + +It is a mistake when people fancy that any life can be made up of +unmitigated sorrow. Even evil has its excitement and its gleams of wild +pleasure, vivid and keen. The sting of conscience is sometimes +forgotten; the viper, buried so deeply in flowers that his presence is +scarcely felt, till, uncoiling with a fling, he dashes them all aside, +withered by his hot breath and spotted with venom. This heart-shock, +while it lasts, is terrible; but those who have no strength to cast +forth the serpent bury him again in fresh flowers, and lull him to a +poisonous sleep in some secret fold of the heart, till he grows restless +and fierce once more. + +With all her splendor, Ada Leicester was profoundly unhappy. The deep +under-current of her heart always welled up bitter waters. Let the +surface sparkle as it would, tears were constantly sleeping beneath. +There is no agony like that of a heart naturally pure and noble, which +circumstance, weakness, or temptation has warped from its integrity. To +know yourself possessed of noble powers, to appreciate all the sublimity +of goodness, and yet feel that you have undermined your own strength, +and cast a veil over the beautiful through which you can never see +clearly, this is deep sorrow--this is the darkness and punishment of +sin. If we could but know how evil is punished in the heart of the +evil-doer, charity would indeed cover a multitude of sins. + +Ada Leicester was unhappy--so unhappy that the beggar at her gate might +have pitied her. The pomp, the adulation which surrounded her, had +become a habit; thus all the zest and novelty of first possession was +gone, and these things became necessary, without gratifying the hungry +cry of her soul. + +At this period of her life she was utterly without objects of +attachment; and what desolation is equal to this in a woman's heart? The +thwarted affections and warm sympathies of her nature became clamorous +for something to love. Her whole being yearned over the blighted +affections of other days; maternal love grew strong within her. She +absolutely panted to fold the child, abandoned in a delirium of +passionate resentment, once more to her bosom. But that child could +nowhere be found. Her parents, too--that noble, kind old man, who had +loved her so--that meek and loving woman, her mother--had the earth +opened and swallowed them up? was she never to see them more?--to what +terrible destitution might her sin have driven them. + +The time had been when this proud woman shrunk from meeting persons so +deeply injured--but oh, how fervently loved! Now she absolutely panted +to fling herself at their feet, and crave forgiveness for all the shame +and anguish her madness had cast upon them. In all this her exertions +had been cruelly thwarted; parents, child, everything that had loved her +and suffered for her, seemed swept into oblivion. The past was but a +painful remembrance, not a wreck of it remained save in her own mind. + +Another feeling more powerful than filial or maternal love--more +absorbing--more ruthlessly adhesive, was the love she could not conquer +for the man who had been the first cause of all the misery and wrong +against which she was struggling. It was the one passion of a +life-time--the love of a warm, impulsive heart--of a vivid intellect, +and, say what we will, this is a love that never changes--never dies. It +may be perverted--it may be wrestled with and cast to the earth for a +time; but such love once planted in a woman's bosom, burns there so long +as a spark is left to feed its vitality; burns there, it may be, for +ever and ever, a blessing or a curse. + +To Ada Leicester it was a curse, for it outlived scorn. It crushed her +self-respect--it fell like a mildew upon all the good resolutions that, +about this time, began to spring up and brighten in her nature. You +would not have supposed that proud, beautiful woman so humble in her +love--her hopeless love--of a bad man, and that man the husband whom she +had wronged! Yet so it was. Notwithstanding the past: notwithstanding +all the perfidy and cruel scorn with which he had deliberately urged her +on to ruin, she would have given up anything, everything for one +expression of affection, such as had won the love of her young heart. +But even here, where the accomplishment of her wish would surely have +proved a punishment, her affections were flung rudely back. + +And now, when all her efforts were in vain, when no one could be found +to accept her penitence, or return some little portion of the yearning +tenderness that filled her heart, she plunged recklessly into the world +again. The arrow was in her side; but she folded her silken robes over +it, and strove to feed her great want with the husks of fashionable +life; alas, how vainly! To persons of her passionate nature, the very +attempt thus to appease the soul's hunger is a mockery. Ada Leicester +felt this, and at times she grew faint amid her empty splendor. She had +met with none of the usual retributions which are the coarser and more +common result of faults like hers. No disgrace clung to her name: she +had wealth, beauty, position, homage. But who shall say that the +punishment of her sin was not great even then? for there is no pain to +some hearts so great as a consciousness of undeserved homage. Still this +was but the silver edging to the cloud that had begun to rise and darken +over her life. Her own proud, warm heart was doomed to punish itself to +the utmost. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +THE MORNING LESSON. + + Like some poor cherub gone astray, + From out his native paradise, + Her gentle soul had lost its way, + And fed itself on tears and sighs. + + +Jacob Strong was alone in Mr. Leicester's chamber. His master had gone +out hurriedly, and left the room in considerable disarray. Papers were +scattered about loose upon the table. The small travelling desk, which +usually stood upon it, was open, and on the purple lining lay an open +letter, bearing a Southern post-mark, that had evidently arrived by the +morning mail. + +We do not pretend to justify our friend Jacob, though he is an especial +favorite, in the course he pursued on that occasion. His reasons may +possibly be deemed justifiable by the reader, but in our minds there +still rests a doubt. Be this as it may, Jacob took up the open letter, +and glanced hurriedly over its contents: then he read it more +deliberately, while a new and singular expression stole over his +features. This did not seem sufficient gratification of his curiosity, +for he even opened a compartment of the desk, and pursued his research +among notes, visiting cards, bills and business papers, for a good half +hour, dotting down a hasty memorandum now and then, with a gold and +amethyst pen, which he took from Leicester's inkstand. Then he read the +open letter a third time, muttering over the words as if anxious to fix +them on his mind by the additional aid of sound. + +"That will do--that will clinch the matter; he will never let this +escape!" he said, at last, replacing the letter. "Cautious, subtle as he +is, this temptation will be too strong. Then, then--" + +Jacob's eyes flashed; he pressed the knuckles of one large hand hard +upon the desk, and firmly shut his teeth. + +That moment a stealthy tread was heard near the door. Jacob instantly +commenced making a terrible noise and confusion among the chairs, and +while he was occupied in setting things right, after his awkward +fashion, Leicester glided into the chamber. Remembering the letter, he +had hurried back to secure it from the possible curiosity of his +servant. But Jacob was busy with the furniture, muttering his discontent +against the untidy chamber-maid, and seemed so completely occupied with +an old silk handkerchief, which he was flourishing from one object to +another, that all suspicion forsook Leicester. He quietly closed the +desk, therefore, and placing the letter in his pocket, sunk into an easy +chair, which Jacob had just left clouded in a dusky haze, while he +commenced operations on a neighboring sofa. + +Something more exciting than usual must have occupied Leicester's +thoughts; or, with his fastidious habits, he would not for a moment have +endured the perpetual clouds of dust that floated over his hair and +clothes, whenever Jacob discovered a new object upon which to exercise +his handkerchief. As it was, he sat lost in thought, apparently quite +unconscious of the annoyance, or of the keen glances which the servant +now and then cast upon him. + +"It will do," thought Jacob, gathering the duster up in his hand, with +an eager clutch; and while he seemed looking around for something to +employ himself with, those keen grey eyes were bent upon Leicester's +face. "I was sure of it; he has almost made up his mind. Let me hear the +tone of his voice, and I shall know how." + +Jacob had not long to wait. After a reverie that was disturbed by many +an anxious thought, Leicester turned in his chair, opened the little +travelling desk, and began to write, pausing now and then, as if the +construction of his language was more than usually difficult. The note +did not please him. He tore it in two, and casting the fragments upon +the hearthrug, selected another sheet from the perfumed paper that lay +at his elbow. This time he was more successful. The note was carefully +folded, secured with a little antique seal, and directed in a light and +flowing hand. Leicester smiled as he wrote, and his face brightened as +if he had flung off a load of annoying doubts. "Here," he said, holding +the letter over his shoulder with a carelessness that was certainly more +than half assumed, "take this note, and observe how it is received. You +understand?" + +Jacob took the snowy little billet, and bent over it wistfully, as if +the direction could only be made out with great effort. + +"Well!" said Leicester, turning sharply upon him, "what keeps you? +Surely you understand enough to make out the address?" + +"Well, yes!" answered Jacob, holding the note at arm's length, and +eyeing it askance; "it's rather too fine, that are handwriting; but then +I can manage to cipher it out if you give me time enough." + +"Very well--you have had time enough. Go! and remember to observe all +that passes when you deliver it." + +Jacob took up his drab beaver, planted it firmly on the back of his +head, and disappeared, holding the note between his thumb and finger. + +While our friend Jacob is making his way up town, we will precede him, +and enter the pretty cottage which, with its fairy garden, has before +been an object of description. + +In the parlor of this beautiful but monotonous dwelling sat Florence +Craft. Cold as it was becoming, she still wore the pretty morning dress +of fine India muslin, with its profusion of soft lace, but over it was a +scarf of scarlet cashmere, that gave to her cheek its rosy shadow, as a +crimson camilla sometimes casts a trace of its presence on the marble +urn against which it falls. But for this warm shadow her face was coldly +white, and even traced with mournful lines, as if she had been suffering +from illness or some grief unnatural to her youth, and weighing sadly +upon her gentle nature. Her soft brown eyes seemed misty and dulled by +habitual tears, and the long curling lashes flung a deeper shadow on the +cheek just beneath; for a faint circle, such as disease or grief often +pencils, was becoming definitely marked around those sad and beautiful +eyes. The imprint of many a heavy heart-ache might have been read in +those shadowy circles, and the paler redness of a mouth that smiled +still--but oh, how mournfully! + +Florence sat by a sofa-table, one foot, too small now for the satin +slipper that had so beautifully defined its proportions a little while +before, rested upon the richly carved supporter. She had become +painfully fragile, and the folds of her dress fell around her drooping +form like a white cloud, so transparent that but for the red scarf, you +might have defined the slender arms and marble neck underneath with +startling distinctness. She was occupied with her drawing lesson, but +even the pencil seemed too heavy for the slender and waxen fingers that +guided it; and to one that understood the signification, there was +something ominous in the bright, feverish tinge that spread over her +palm, as if she had been crushing roses in that little hand, and might +not hope to wash the stain away. + +Robert Otis leaned over the unhappy girl. He too was changed, but not +like her. The flesh had not wasted from his limbs; the fire of youth had +not burned out prematurely in those bright eyes; but his look was +unsettled, restless, nay, sometimes wild. His very smile was hurried and +passed quickly away; all its soft, mellow warmth was gone. The change +was different, but terribly perceptible both in the youth and the young +girl. + +It was no boyish passion which marked the features of that noble face as +it bent lower and lower over the drooping girl. Tenderness, keen, deep +sympathy was there, but none of the ardent feeling that had fired his +whole being when only the semblance of that beautiful form first met his +eye. If Robert Otis loved Florence Craft, it was with the tender +earnestness of a brother, not with the fiery ardor natural to his age +and temperament. + +"You seem tired; how your hand trembles; rest awhile, Miss Craft. This +stooping posture must be oppressive," said Robert, gently attempting to +remove the pencil from the fair hand that could really guide it no +longer. + +"No, no," said Florence, raising her eyes with a sad smile, "you do not +give lessons every day, now, and we must improve the time. When Mr. +Leicester comes he should find me quite an artist, I must not disgrace +you with my idleness. He would feel hurt if we did not meet his +expectations. Don't you think so?" + +"Perhaps, I cannot exactly tell. Mr. Leicester is so unlike other men, +it is difficult to decide what his wishes really are," said Robert. "He +certainly did take great interest in your progress at first!" + +"And now that interest has ceased! Is that what you mean to say, +Robert?" questioned the young girl, and even the scarlet reflection of +her shawl failed to relieve the deadly paleness of her countenance. + +"No, I did not say that!" answered Robert, gently, "he questions me of +your progress often." + +Florence drew a deep breath, and now there was something more than a +scarlet reflection on her cheek. + +"But then," continued Robert, "he contents himself with questions; he +does not come to witness the progress you are making." + +"You have noticed it, then?--you have thought it strange?" said +Florence, while the red upon her cheek began to burn painfully, and +tears rushed to her eyes. "Yet you do not know--you cannot even guess +how hard this is to bear!" + +"Perhaps I can guess," answered Robert, casting down his eyes and +trembling visibly. + +Florence started from her chair, and stood upright. In the violence of +her agitation, she lost the languid, willowy stoop of frame that had +become habitual. For a moment the full energies of her nature were +lighted up, stung into sharp vitality by surprise and terror. But she +did not speak, she only stood upright a single moment, and then sunk to +the couch helplessly and sobbing like a child. Robert knelt by her +greatly agitated, for he had anticipated no such violent effect from his +words. + +"Do not weep, Miss Craft, I did not intend to pain you thus. What have I +said?--what have I done that it should bring so much grief?" + +She looked at him earnestly, and whispered in a low voice, while the +lashes fell over her eyes, sweeping the tears downward in fresh gushes. +"What was it that you said? Something that you could guess, was not that +it? Now tell me all you guess. What is it that you think?" + +"Nothing that should overwhelm you in this manner," said Robert, +struggling against the convictions her agitation was calculated to +produce. "I thought--I have long thought--that you were greatly attached +to Mr. Leicester, more than a ward usually is to her guardian." + +"You are with him so much--surely you did not think that my love--for I +do not deny it, Robert--was unwelcome or unsought?" + +Robert hesitated; he could not find it in his heart to give utterance to +his thoughts. + +"No, I did not think that," he said; "but Mr. Leicester is a strange +man, so much older than we are--so much wiser. I can fathom neither his +motives nor his feelings." + +"And I--I have felt this so often--that is, of late," said Florence, "at +times I am almost afraid of him, and yet this very fear has its +fascination." + +"Yes," answered Robert, thoughtless of the meaning that might be given +to his words, "the bird shivers with fear even as the serpent lures it, +and in this lies some subtle mystery; for while the poor thing seems to +know its danger, the knowledge yields it no power of resistance. Here +lies the serpent with its eyes burning and its jaws apart, exposing all +its venom; but the spell works in spite of this." + +"Hush! hush!" said Florence, with a look of terror, "this is a cruel +comparison. It makes me shudder!" + +"I did not intend it as a comparison," answered Robert. "With you it can +never be one, and with me such ideas would be very ungrateful, applied +to my oldest friend. I wish to heaven, no thought against him would ever +enter my head again." + +"Conquer them--never breathe them even to yourself!" said Florence, with +sudden impetuosity. "They have killed me--those weary, base +suspicions--not mine! not mine! Oh, I am so thankful that they were not +formed in my heart?--they were whispered to me--forced on me. I would +not believe them--but the evil thing is here. I have no strength to cast +it out alone, and he never comes to help me." + +"Perhaps he does not know how deeply you feel for him," said Robert, +anxious to console her. + +Florence shook her head, and leaning forward, shrouded her eyes with one +hand. After a while, she turned her gaze upon Robert, and addressed him +more quietly. + +"You must not think ill of him," she said, with a dim smile. "See what +suspicion and pining thoughts can do, when they have crept into the +heart." The poor girl drew up the muslin sleeve from her arm, and Robert +was startled to see how greatly the delicate limb was attenuated. Tears +came into his eyes, and bending down he touched the snowy wrist with his +lips. "I must tell him that you are ill--that you suffer--surely he +cannot dream of this!" + +"Not yet--we must not importune him; besides, I am becoming used to this +desolate feeling. You will come oftener now. It is something to know +that he has been near you--touched your clothes--held your hand--the +atmosphere of his presence hangs about your very garments, and does me +good. This seems childish, does it not? but it is true. Sometime, when +you have given up your being to another, this will appear less strange. +Oh, how I sometimes envy you!" + +"I might have loved, young as you think me, even as you love this man," +said Robert, annoyed, spite of his sympathy, by the words which she had +unconsciously applied to his youth; "but that which has wounded you, +saved me. You do not know, Miss Craft, all that I have felt since the +evening when Mr. Leicester brought me here. What I saw that night awoke +me from the first sweet dream of passion I ever knew. I could have loved +you then, even as you loved Mr. Leicester." + +"_Me!_" said Florence, and a momentary smile lighted her eyes--as if the +very thought of his young love amused her, sad as she was; "how strange! +to me you seemed so young and embarrassed--a mere boy--now----" + +"Now I am changed, you would say--now I am a different person--older, +firmer, more self-possessed; yet it is only a few months ago. I may seem +older and less timid--for in this little time I have thought and +suffered--but then, I was more worthy of your love, for I had not +learned to distrust my oldest friend. Like you, I have struggled against +suspicion--and like you, I have failed to cast it forth. It has withered +your gentle nature--mine it has embittered." + +"Ah! but you had not my temptation. It was not his own mother who +poisoned your mind against him." + +"His mother? I did not know that either of his parents were living." + +"That quiet, cold lady; the woman whom you have seen here! Did he never +tell you that she was his mother?" + +"He never even hinted it!" said Robert, greatly surprised. + +"She told me so with her own lips: she warned me against him--she, his +mother." + +"Indeed!" said Robert, thoughtfully. "Yet with what coldness she +received him!" + +"It is not her nature," answered Florence, and her eyes filled with +grateful tears. "To me, her kindness has been unvaried; there is +something almost holy in her calm, sweet affection: but for this I had +not been so unhappy. Had I detected prejudice, temper, anything selfish +mingled with her words, they would never have reached my heart; but now, +I cannot turn from her. With all her stately coldness she had something +of his power--I dare not doubt her. But I will not believe the warning +she gave me." + +Robert walked up and down the room. New and stern thoughts were making +their way in his mind. Gratitude is a powerful feeling, but it possesses +none of the infatuation and blindness which characterizes the grand +passion. Suspicions that had haunted his conscience like crimes, were +beginning to shape themselves into stubborn facts. Still he would not +yield to them. Like the gentle girl, drooping before his eyes, he dared +not believe anything against William Leicester. Humiliation, nay, almost +ruin, lay in the thought. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +A WEDDING FORESHADOWED. + + When her heart was all dreary and burdened with fears, + Hope came like a seraph and touched it with light, + Like sunshine or rain-drops it kindled her tears + Till they trembled like stars 'mid her soul's quick delight. + + +Florence had taken up her pencil again, but still remained inactive, +gazing wistfully through the lace curtains, at the little fountain +flinging up a storm of spray amid flowers gorgeous with autumn tints and +the crisp brown that had settled on the little grass-plat. +Notwithstanding the dahlias were in a glow of rich tints, and the +chrysanthemums sheeted with white, rosy, and golden blossoms, there was +a tinge of decay upon the leaves, very beautiful, but always productive +of mournful feelings. Florence had felt this influence more than usual +that morning, and now to her excited nerves there was something in the +glow of those flowers, and the soft rush of water-drops, that made her +heart sink. + +If the autumn and summer had been so dreary, with all the warmth and +brightness of sunshine and blossoms, what had the winter of promise to +her? Spite of herself she looked down to the thin, white hand that lay +so listlessly on the paper, and gazed on it till tears swelled once more +against those half-closed eye-lids. "How desolate to be buried in the +winter, and away from all----" These were the thoughts that arose in +that young heart. The objects that gave rise to them were flowers, +autumn flowers, the richest and most beautiful things on earth. Thus it +often happens in life, that lovely things awake our most painful and +bitter feelings, either by a mocking contrast with the sorrow that is +within us, or because they are associated with the memory of wasted +happiness. + +As Florence sat gazing upon the half veiled splendor of the garden +flowers, she saw a man open the little gate, and move with a slow, heavy +step toward the door. The face was unfamiliar, and the fact of any +strange person seeking that dwelling was rare enough to excite some +nervous trepidation in a young and fragile creature like Florence. + +"There is some one coming," she said, addressing Robert, who was +thoughtfully pacing the room, with a tone and look of alarm quite +disproportioned to the occasion. "Will you go to the door, I believe +every one is out except us?" + +Robert shook off the train of thought that had made him unconscious of +the heavy footsteps now plainly heard in the veranda, and went to the +door. + +Jacob Strong did not seem in the least embarrassed, though nothing could +be supposed further from his thoughts than an encounter with the young +man in that place. Perhaps he lost something of the abruptness +unconsciously maintained during his walk, for his mien instantly assumed +a loose, almost slouching carelessness, such as had always characterized +it in the presence of Leicester or his protégé. + +"Well, how do you do, Mr. Otis? I didn't just expect to find you here! +Hain't got much to do down at the store, I reckon?" + +"Never mind that, Mr. Strong," answered the youth, good-humoredly, "but +tell me what brought you here. Some message from Mr. Leicester, ha!" + +"Well, now, you do beat all at guessing," answered Jacob, drawing forth +the billet-doux with which he was charged. "Ain't there a young gal +a-living here, Miss Flo--Florence Craft? If that ain't the name, I can't +cipher it out any how!" + +"Yes, that is the name--Miss Craft does live here," said Robert. "Let me +have the note--I will deliver it." + +"Not as you know on, Mr. Otis," replied Jacob, with a look of shrewd +determination. "Mr. Leicester told me to give this ere little concern +into the gal's own hand, and I always obey orders though I break owners. +Jest be kind enough to show me where the young critter is, and I'll do +my errand and back again in less than no time." + +"Very well, come this way; Miss Craft will receive the note herself." + +Florence was standing near the window, her bright, eager eyes were +turned upon the door, she had overheard Leicester's name, and it +thrilled through every nerve of her body. + +Jacob entered with his usual heavy indifference. He looked a moment at +the young girl, and then held out the note. Robert fancied that a shade +of feeling swept over that usually composed face, but the lace curtains +were waving softly to a current of air let in through the open doors, +and it might be the transient shadows thus flung upon his face. Still +there was something keen and intelligent in the glance with which Jacob +regarded the young girl while she bent over the note. + +Suddenly he bent those keen, grey eyes, now full of meaning, and almost +stern in their searching power, upon the youth himself. Robert grew +restless beneath that strict scrutiny, the color mounted to his +forehead, and as a relief he turned toward Florence. + +She was busy reading the note, apparently unconscious of the person, +but oh, how wildly beautiful her face had become! Her eyes absolutely +sparkled through the drooping lashes; her small mouth was parted in a +glowing smile--you could see the pearly edges of her teeth behind the +bright red of lips that seemed just bathed in wine. She trembled from +head to foot, not violently, but a blissful shiver, like that which +stirs a leaf at noonday, in the calm summer time, wandered over her +delicate frame. Twice--three times, she read the note, and then her soft +eyes were uplifted and turned upon Robert, in all their glorious joy. + +"See!" she said, and her voice was one burst of melody--"Oh, what +ingrates we have been to doubt him!" In her bright triumph, she held +forth the note, but as Robert advanced to receive it, she drew back. "I +had forgotten," she said, "I alone was to know it; but you can +guess--you can see how happy it has made me." + +Robert Otis turned away, somewhat annoyed by this half confidence. +Florence, without heeding this, sat down by the table, and, with the +open note before her, prepared to answer it, but her excitement was too +eager--her hand too unsteady. After several vain efforts, she took the +note and ran up stairs. + +Thus Jacob and Robert were left alone together. The youth, possessed by +his own thoughts, seemed quite unconscious of the companionship forced +upon him. He sat down on the couch which Florence had occupied, and, +leaning upon the table, supported his forehead with one hand. Jacob +stood in his old place, regarding the varied expressions that came and +went on that young face. His own rude features were greatly disturbed, +and at this moment bore a look that approached to anguish. Twice he +moved, as if to approach Robert--and then fell back irresolute; but at +last, he strode forward, and before the youth was aware of the movement, +a hand lay heavily upon his shoulder. + +"So you love her, my boy?" + +Robert started. The drawling tone, the rude Down East enunciation was +gone. The man who stood before him seemed to have changed his identity. +Rude and uncouth he certainly was--but even in this, there was something +imposing. Robert looked at him with parted lips and wondering +eyes--there was something even of awe in his astonishment. + +"Tell me, boy," continued Jacob, and his voice was full of +tenderness--"tell me, is it love for this girl, that makes you +thoughtful? Are you jealous of William Leicester?" + +Robert lost all presence of mind--he did not answer--but sat motionless, +with his eyes turned upon the changed face bending close to his. + +"Will you not speak to me, Robert Otis? You may--you should, for I am an +honest man." + +"I believe you are!" said Robert, starting up and reaching forth his +hand--"I know that you are, for my heart leaps toward you. What was the +question? I will answer it now. Did you ask if I loved Florence Craft?" + +"Yes, that was it--I would know; otherwise events may shape themselves +unluckily. I trust, Robert, that in this you have escaped the snare." + +"I do not understand you, but can answer your question a great deal +better than I could have done three days ago. I do love Miss Craft as it +has always seemed to me that I should love a sister, had one been made +an orphan with me: I would do any thing for her, sacrifice anything for +her. Once I thought this love, but now I know better. There was another +question--am I jealous of William Leicester? I do not know; my heart +sinks when I see them together--I cannot force myself to wish her his +wife, and yet this repugnance is unaccountable to myself. He is my +friend--she something even dearer than a sister; but my very soul +revolts at the thought of their union. It was this that made me +thoughtful: I do not love Florence in your meaning of the word; I am not +jealous of Mr. Leicester; but God forgive me! there is something in my +heart that rises up against him! There, sir, you have my answer. I may +be imprudent--I may be wrong; but it cannot be helped now." + +"You have been neither imprudent nor wrong," answered Jacob, laying his +hand on the bent head of the youth. "I am a plain man, but you will find +in me a safer counsellor than you imagine--a wiser one--though not more +sincere--than your good aunt." + +"Then you know my aunt?" cried Robert, profoundly astonished. + +"It would have been well had you confided even in her, on Thanksgiving +night, when you were so near confessing the difficulties that seem so +terrible to you. A few words then, might have relieved all your +troubles." + +"Then Mr. Leicester has told--has betrayed me to--to his servant, I +would not have believed it!" Robert grew pale as he spoke; there was +shame and terror in his face; deep bitterness in his tone; he was +suffering the keen pangs which a first proof of treachery brings to +youth. + +"No, you wrong Mr. Leicester there--he has not betrayed you, never will, +probably, nor do I know the exact nature of your anxieties." + +"But who are you then? An hour ago I could have answered this question, +or thought so. Now, you bewilder me; I can scarcely recognize any look +or tone about you--which is the artificial? which the real?" + +"Both are real; I _was_ what you have hitherto seen me, years ago. I +_am_ what you see now; but I can at will throw off the present and +identify myself with the past. You see, Robert Otis, I give confidence +when I ask it--a breath of what you have seen or heard to-day, repeated +to Mr. Leicester, would send me from his service. But I do not fear to +trust you!" + +"There is no cause of fear--I never betrayed anything in my life--only +convince me that you mean no evil to him." + +"I only mean to prevent evil! and I will!" + +"All this perplexes me," said Robert, raising one hand to his +forehead--"I seem to have known you many years; my heart warms toward +you as it never did to any one but my aunt." + +"That is right; an honest heart seldom betrays itself. But hush! the +young lady is coming; God help her, _she_ loves that man." + +"It is worship--idolatry--not love; that seems but a feeble word; it +gives one the heart-ache to witness its ravages on her sweet person." + +"And does she feel so much?" said Jacob, with emotion. + +Before Robert could answer, the light step of Florence was heard on the +stairs; when she entered the room, Jacob stood near the window, holding +his hat awkwardly between both hands, and with his eyes bent upon the +floor. + +"You will give this to Mr. Leicester," she said, still radiant and +beautiful with happiness, placing a note in Jacob's hand--"here is +something for yourself, I only wish it could make you as happy +as--as--that it may be of use, I mean." Blushing and hesitating thus in +her speech, she placed a small gold coin upon the note. Poor girl, it +was a pocket-piece given by her father, but in her wild gratitude she +would have cast thousands upon the man whose coming had brought so much +happiness. + +Jacob received the coin, looked at her earnestly for a moment, half +extended his hand, and then thrust it into his pocket. + +"Thank you, ma'am, a thousand times--I will do the errand right off!" +and putting on his hat, Jacob strode from the house, muttering, as he +cast a hurried glance around the little garden, "It seems like shooting +a robin on her nest--I must think it all over again." + +Robert would have followed Jacob Strong, for his mind was in tumult, and +he panted for some more perfect elucidation of the mystery that +surrounded this singular man. But Florence laid her hand gently on his +arm, and drew him into the window recess: her face was bright with +smiles and bathed in blushes. "You were ready to go without wishing me +joy," she said; "and yet you must have guessed what was in that +precious, precious note!" + +Robert felt a strange thrill creep through his frame. He turned his eyes +from the soft orbs looking into his, for their brilliancy pained him. + +"No," he said, almost bitterly, "I cannot guess--perhaps I do not care +to guess!" + +"Oh, Robert! you do not know what happiness is; no human being ever was +so happy before. How cold--how calm you are! You could feel for me when +I was miserable, but now--now it is wrong: he charged me to keep it +secret, but my heart is so full, Robert; stoop and let me whisper +it--tell nobody, he would be very angry--but this week we are to be +married!" + +"Now," said Robert, drawing a deep breath, and speaking in a voice so +calm that it seemed like prophecy--"now I feel for you more than ever." + +The little, eager hand fell from his arm, and in a voice that thrilled +with disappointment, Florence said, + +"Then you will not wish me joy!" + +Robert took her hand, grasped it a moment in his, and flinging aside the +cloud of lace that had fallen over them, left the room. Florence +followed him with her eyes, and while he was in sight a shade of sadness +hung upon her sweet face--but her happiness was too perfect even for +this little shadow to visit it more than a moment. She sunk upon an +ottoman in the recess, and, with her eyes fixed upon the autumn flowers +without, subsided into a reverie, the sweetest, the brightest that ever +fell upon a youthful heart. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +THE MOTHER'S APPEAL. + + Wrong to one's self but wrongs the world; + God linketh soul so close to soul, + That germs of evil, once unfurled, + Spread through the life and mock control. + + +Pen, ink, and paper lay upon the table. The curtains were flung back, +admitting the broad sunshine that revealed more clearly than the usual +soft twilight with which Leicester was in the habit of enveloping +himself, the lines which time and passion sometimes allowed to run wild, +sometimes curbed with an iron will, had left on his handsome features. +Papers were on the table, not letters, but scraps that bore a business +aspect, some half printed, others without signature, but still in legal +form, as notes of hand or checks are given. + +Leicester took one of these checks--a printed blank--and gazed on it +some moments with a fixed and thoughtful scrutiny. He laid it gently +down, took up a pen, and held the drop of ink on its point up to the +light, as if even the color were an object of interest. He wrote a word +or two, merely filling up the blank before him, but simple as the act +seemed, that hand, usually firm as marble, quivered on the paper, +imperceptibly, it is true, but enough to render the words unsteady. His +face, too, was fiercely pale, if I may use the term, for there was +something in the expression of those features that sent a sort of hard +glow through their whiteness. It was the glow of a desperate will +mastering fear. + +With a quick and scornful quiver of the lip, he tore the half-filled +check in twain, and cast the fragments into the fire. "Am I growing +old?" he said aloud, "or is this pure cowardice? Fear!--what have I to +fear?" he continued, hushing his voice. "It _cannot_ be brought back to +me. A chain that has grown, link by link, for years, will not break with +any common wrench. Still, if it could be avoided, the boy loves +me!--well, and have not others loved me? Of what use is affection, if it +adds nothing to one's enjoyments? If the old planter had left my pretty +Florence the property at once, why then--but till she is of age--that is +almost two years--till she is of age we must live." + +Half in thought, half in words, these ideas passed through the brain and +upon the lip of William Leicester. When his mind was once made up to the +performance of an act, it seldom paused even to excuse a sin to his own +soul, but this was not exactly a question of right and wrong: that had +been too often decided with his conscience to admit of the least +hesitation. There was peril in the act he meditated--peril to +himself--this made his brow pale and his hand unsteady. During a whole +life of fraud and evil-doing, he had never once placed himself within +the grasp of the law. His instruments, less guilty, and far less +treacherous than himself, had often suffered for crimes that his keen +intellect had suggested. For years he had luxuriated upon the fruit of +iniquities prompted by himself, but with which his personal connection +could never be proved. But for once his subtle forethought in selecting +and training an agent who should bear the responsibility of crime while +he reaped the benefit, had failed. The time had arrived when Robert Otis +was, if ever, to become useful to his teacher. But evil fruit in that +warm, generous nature had been slow in ripening. With all his subtle +craft, Leicester dared not propose the fraud which was to supply him +with means for two years' residence in Europe. + +There was something in the boy too clear-sighted and prompt even for his +wily influence, and now, after years of training worthy of Lucifer +himself, Leicester, for the first time, was afraid to trust his chosen +instrument. Robert might be deluded into wrong--might innocently become +his victim, but Leicester despaired of making him, with his bright +intellect and honorable impulses, the principal or accomplice of an act +such as he meditated. + +A decanter of brandy stood upon the table--Leicester filled a goblet and +half drained it. This in no way disturbed the pallor of his countenance, +but his hand grew firm, and he filled up several of the printed checks +with a rapidity that betrayed the misgivings that still beset him. + +He examined the papers attentively after they were written, and, +selecting one, laid it in an embroidered letter-case which he took from +his bosom; the others he placed in an old copy-book that had been lying +open before him all the time; it was the same book that Robert Otis had +taken from his aunt's stand-drawer on Thanksgiving night. + +When these arrangements were finished, Leicester drew out his watch, +and seemed to be waiting for some one that he expected. + +Again he opened the copy-book and compared the checks with other papers +it contained. The scrutiny seemed to satisfy him, for a smile gleamed in +his eyes as he closed the book. + +Just then, Robert Otis came in. His step had become quiet, and the rosy +buoyancy of look and manner that had been so interesting a few months +before, was entirely gone. There was restraint--nay, something amounting +almost to dislike in his air as he drew a seat to the table. + +"You are looking pale, Robert; has anything gone amiss at the +counting-house?" said Leicester, regarding his visitor with interest. + +"Nothing!" + +"Are you ill then?" + +"No, I am well--quite well!" + +"But something distresses you; those shadows under the eye, the rigid +lines about the mouth--there is trouble beneath them. Tell me what it +is--am I not your friend?" + +Robert smiled a meaning, bitter smile, that seemed strangely unnatural +on those fresh lips. Leicester read the meaning of that silent reproach, +and it warned him to be careful. + +"Surely," he said, "you have not been at F---- street, without your +friend?--you have not indulged in high play, and no prudent person to +guide you?" + +"No!" said Robert, with bitter energy--"that night I did play--how, why, +it is impossible for me to remember. Those few hours of wild sin were +enough--they have stained my soul--they have plunged me into debt--they +have made me ashamed to look a good man in the face." + +"But I warned, I cautioned you!" + +Robert did not answer, but by the gleam of his eyes and the quiver of +his lips, you could see that words of fire were smothered in his heart. + +"You would have plunged into the game deeper and deeper, but for me." + +"Perhaps I should--it was a wild dream--I was mad--the very memory +almost makes me insane. I, so young, so cherished, in debt--and how--to +what amount?" + +"Enough--I am afraid," said Leicester, gently--"enough to cover that +pretty farm, and all the bank stock your nice old aunt has scraped +together. But what of that?--she is in no way responsible, and gambling +debts are only debts of honor--no law reaches them?" + +"I will not make sin the shelter of meanness," answered the youth, with +a wild flash of feeling; "these men may be villains, but they did not +force themselves upon me. I sought them of my own free choice; no--I +cannot say that either, for heaven knows I never wished to enter that +den!" + +"It was I that invited, nay, urged you!" + +"Else I had never been there!" + +"But I intended it as a warning--I cautioned you, pleaded with you." + +"Yes, I remember--you said I was ignorant, awkward, a novice--Mr. +Leicester; your advice was like a jeer--your caution a taunt; your words +and manner were at variance; I played that night, but not of my own free +will. I say to you, it was _not_ of my free will!" + +"Is it me, upon whom your words reflect?" said Leicester, with every +appearance of wounded feeling. + +Robert was silent. + +"Do you know," continued Leicester, in that deep, musical tone, that was +sure to make the heart thrill--"do you know, Robert Otis, why it is that +you have not been openly exposed?--why this debt has not been demanded +long ago?" + +"Because the note which I gave is not yet due!" + +"The note--a minor's note--what man in his senses would receive a thing +so worthless? No, Robert--it was my endorsement that made the paper +valuable. It is from me, your old friend, Robert, that the money must +come to meet the paper at its maturity." + +Tears gushed into the young man's eyes--he held out his hand across the +table--Leicester took the hand and pressed it very gently. + +"You know," he said, "this note becomes due almost immediately." + +"I know--I know. It seems to me that every day has left a mark on my +heart; oh, Mr. Leicester, how I have suffered!" + +"I will not say that suffering is the inevitable consequence of a wrong +act, because that just now would be unkind," said Leicester, with a soft +smile, "but hereafter you must try and remember that it is so." + +Robert looked upon his friend; his large eyes dilated, and his lips +began to tremble; you could see that his heart was smitten to the core. +How he had wrought that man! Tears of generous compunction rushed to his +eyes. + +"It will be rather difficult, but I have kept this thing in my mind," +said Leicester. "To-morrow I shall draw a large sum; a portion must +redeem your debt, but on condition that you never play again!" + +Robert shuddered. "Play again!" he said, and tears gushed through the +fingers which he had pressed to his eyes. "Do you fear that a man who +has been racked would of his own free will seek the wheel again? But how +am I to repay you?" + +"Confide in me; trust me. Robert, the suspicions that were in your heart +but an hour since--they will return." + +Robert shook his head, and swept the tears from his eyes. + +"No, no! even then I hated myself for them: how good, how forgiving, how +generous you are! I am young, strong, have energy. In time this shameful +debt can be paid--but kindness like this--how can I ever return that?" + +"Oh! opportunities for gratitude are never wanting: the bird we tend +gives back music in return for care, yet what can be more feeble? Give +me love, Robert, that is the music of a young heart--do not distrust me +again!" + +"I never will!" + +Leicester wrung the youth's hand. They both arose. + +"If you are going to the counting-room, I will accompany you," he said, +"my business must be negotiated with your firm." + +"I was first going to my room," said Robert. + +"No matter, I will walk slowly--by the way, here is your old copy-book; +I have just been examining it. Those were pleasant evenings, my boy, +when I taught you how to use the pen." + +"Yes," said Robert, receiving the book, "my dear aunt claims the old +copies as a sort of heir-loom. I remembered your wish to see it, and so +took it quietly away. I really think she would not have given it up, +even to you." + +"Then she did not know when you took it?" + +"No, I had forgotten it, and so stole down in the night. She was sound +asleep, and I came away very early in the morning." + +"Dear old lady," said Leicester, smiling; "you must return her treasure +before it is missed. Stay; fold your cloak over it. I shall see you +again directly." + +Leicester's bed-chamber communicated with another small room, which was +used as a dressing-closet. From some caprice he had draped the entrance +with silken curtains such as clouded the windows. Scarcely had he left +the room when this drapery was flung aside, revealing the door which had +evidently stood open during his interview with Robert Otis. + +Jacob Strong closed the door very softly, but in evident haste; dropped +the curtains over it, and taking a key from his pocket, let himself out +of the bed-chamber. He overtook Robert Otis, a few paces from the hotel, +and touched him upon the shoulder. + +"Mr. Otis, that copy-book--my master wishes to see it again--will you +send it back?" + +"Certainly," answered Robert, producing the book. "But what on earth can +he want it for?" + +"Come back with me, and I will tell you!" + +"I will," said Robert; "but remember, friend, no more hints against Mr. +Leicester, I cannot listen to them." + +"I don't intend to _hint_ anything against him now!" said Jacob, dryly, +and they entered the hotel together. + +Jacob took the young man to his own little room, and the two were locked +in together more than an hour. When the door opened, Jacob appeared +composed and awkward as ever, but a powerful change had fallen upon the +youth. His face was not only pale, but a look of wild horror disturbed +his countenance. + +"Yet I will not believe it," he said, "it is too fiendish. In what have +I ever harmed him?" + +"I do not ask you to _believe_, but to know. Keep out of the way a +single week, it can do harm to no one." + +"But in less than a week this miserable debt must be paid!" + +"Then pay it!" + +Robert smiled bitterly. + +"How? by ruining my aunt? Shall I ask her to sell the old homestead?" + +"She would do it--she would give up the last penny rather than see you +disgraced, Robert Otis!" + +"How can you know this?" + +"I do know it, but this is not the question. Here is money to pay your +debt, I have kept it in my pocket for weeks." + +Robert did not reach forth his hand to receive the roll of bank-notes +held toward him, for surprise held him motionless. + +"Take the money, it is the exact sum," said Jacob, in a voice that +carried authority with it. "I ask no promise that you never enter +another gambling hall--you never will!" + +"Never!" said Robert, receiving the money; "but how--why have you done +this?" + +"Ask me no questions now; by-and-bye you will know all about it; the +money is mine. I have earned it honestly; as much more is all that I +have in the world. No thanks! I never could bear them, besides it will +be repaid in time!" + +"If I live," said Robert, with tears in his eyes. + +"This week, remember--this week you must be absent. A visit to the old +homestead, anything that will take you out of town." + +"I will go," said Robert, "it can certainly do no harm." + +And they parted. + +Ada Leicester fled from the keen disappointment which almost crushed her +for a time, and sought to drown all thought in the whirl of fashionable +life. Her reception evenings were splendid. Beauty, talent, wit, +everything that could charm or dazzle gathered beneath her roof. She +gave herself no time for grief. Occasionally a thought of her husband +would sting her into fresh bursts of excitement--sometimes the memory of +her parents and her child passed over her heart, leaving a swell behind +like that which followed the angels when they went down to trouble the +still waters. Her wit grew more sparkling, her graceful sarcasm keener +than ever it had been. She was the rage that season, and exhausted her +rich talent in efforts to win excitement. She did not hope for happiness +from the homage and splendor that her beauty and wealth had secured; +excitement was all she asked. + +When all other devices for amusement failed to keep up the fever of her +artificial life, she bethought her of a new project. Her talent, her +wealth must achieve something more brilliant than had yet been dreamed +of, she would give a fancy ball, something far more picturesque than had +ever been known in Saratoga or Newport. + +At first Ada thought of this ball only as a something that should pass +like a rocket through the upper ten thousand; but as the project grew +upon her, she resolved to make it an epoch in her own inner life. The +man whom she had loved, the husband who had so coldly trampled her to +the earth in her seeming poverty--he should witness this grand gala--he +should see her in the fall blaze of her splendid career. There was +something of proud retaliation in this; she fancied that it was +resentful hate that prompted this desire to see and triumph over the man +who had scorned her. Alas! poor woman, was there no lurking hope?--no +feeling that she dared not call by its right name in all that wild +excitement? + +She sent for Jacob, and besought him to devise some means by which +Leicester should be won to attend the ball, without suspecting her +identity. + +"Let it be superb--let it surpass everything hitherto known in +elegance," she said--"he shall be here--he shall see the poor governess, +the scorned wife in a new phase." + +There was triumph in her eyes as she spoke. + +"You love this man, even now, in spite of all that he has done?" said +Jacob Strong, who stood before her while she spoke. + +"No," she answered--"no, I hate--oh! how I do hate him!" + +Jacob regarded her with a steady, fixed glance of the eye; he was afraid +to believe her. He would not have believed her but for the powerful wish +that gave an unnatural impulse to his faith. + +"He may be dazzled by all this splendor; the knowledge of so much wealth +will make him humble--he will be your slave again!" + +Ada glanced around the sumptuous array of her boudoir. Her eyes +sparkled; her lip quivered with haughty triumph. + +"And I would spurn him even as he spurned me in that humble room +over-head--that room filled with its wealth of old memories." + +Jacob turned away to hide the joy that burned in his eyes. + +"Oh! my mistress, say it again. In earnest truth, you hate this man; do +not deceive yourself. Have you unwound the adder from your heart? Did +that night do its work?" + +Ada Leicester paused; she was ashamed to own, even before that devoted +servant, how closely the adder still folded himself in her bosom. She +turned pale, but still answered with unfaltering voice, "Jacob, I hate +him!" + +"Not yet--not as you ought to hate him," answered Jacob, regarding her +pallid face so searchingly that his own cheek whitened, "but when you +see him in all his villany, as I have seen him; when you know all!" + +"And do I not know all? What is it you keep from me? What is there to +learn more vile--more terrible than the past?" + +"What if I tell you that within a month, William Leicester, your +husband, will be married to another woman?" + +"Married! married to another!--Leicester--my----" she broke off, for her +white lips refused to utter another syllable. After a momentary struggle +she started up--"does he think that I am dead?--does he hope that night +has killed me?" + +"He knows that you are living; but thinks you have returned to England." + +"But this is crime--punishable crime." + +"I know that it is." + +A faint, incredulous smile stole over her lips, and she waved her hand. +"He will not violate the law; never was a bad man more prudent." + +"He will be married to-morrow night." + +"And to that girl? Does he love her so much? Is her beauty so +overpowering? What has she to tempt Leicester into this crime?" + +"Her father is dead. By his will a large property falls to this poor +girl. The letter came under cover to Leicester; he opened it. After the +marriage they will sail for the north of Europe--there the letter will +follow them, telling the poor orphan of her father's death. How can she +guess that her husband has seen it before!" + +"But I--I am not dead!" + +"You love him, he knows that better than you do. Death is no stronger +safeguard than that knowledge. In your love or in your death he is +equally safe." + +"God help me; but I will not be a slave to this abject love forever. If +this last treachery be true, my soul will loathe him as he deserves." + +"It is true." + +"But my ball is to-morrow night. He accepted the invitation. You are +certain that he will come?" + +"He accepted the invitation eagerly enough," said Jacob, dryly; "but +what then?" + +"Why, to-morrow night--this cannot happen before to-morrow night--then I +shall see him; after that--no, no, he dare not. You see, Jacob, it is in +order to save him from deeper crime; we must not sit still and allow +this poor girl to be sacrificed; that would be terrible. It must be +prevented." + +"Nothing easier. Let him know that the brilliant, the wealthy Mrs. +Gordon, is his wife; say that she has millions at her disposal; this +poor girl has only one or two hundred thousand, the choice would be soon +made." + +"Do you believe it? can you think it was belief in my poverty, and +not--not a deeper feeling that made him so cruel that night? would he +have accepted me for this wealth?" + +A painful red hovered in Ada's cheek, as she asked this question; it was +shaping a humiliating doubt into words. It was exposing the scorpion +that stung most keenly at her heart. + +Jacob drew closer to his mistress; he clasped her two hands between his, +and his heavy frame bent over her, not awkwardly, for deep feeling is +never awkward. + +"Oh, my mistress, say to me that you will give up this man--utterly give +him up; even now you cannot guess how wicked he is; do not, by your +wealth, help him to make new victims; do not see him and thus give him a +right over yourself and your property--a right he will not fail to use; +give up this ball; leave the city--this is no way to find that poor old +man, that child----" + +"Jacob! Jacob!" almost shrieked the unhappy woman, "do you see how such +words wound and rankle? I may be wild--the wish may be madness--but once +more let me meet him face to face----" + +Jacob dropped her hands; two great tears left his eyes, and rolled +slowly down his cheeks. + +"How she loves that man!" he said, in a tone of despondency. + +"Remember, Jacob, it is to serve another. What if, thinking himself +safe, he marries that poor girl?" said Ada, in an humble, deprecating +tone. + +"Madam," answered Jacob, "do you know that the law gives this man power +over you--a husband's power--if he chooses to claim it?" Jacob broke +off, and clenched his huge hand in an agony of impatience, for his words +had only brought the bright blood into that eloquent face. Through those +drooping lashes he saw the downcast eyes kindle. + +"She hopes it! she hopes it!" he said, in the bitterness of his thought; +"but I will save her--with God's help I will save them both!" + +When Ada Leicester looked up to address her servant, he had left the +room. + +Among other things, Jacob had been commissioned to procure a quantity of +hot-house flowers; for the conservatories at Mrs. Gordon's villa were to +be turned into perfect bowers. Besides, Ada was prodigal of flowers in +every room of her dwelling, even when no company was expected. In order +to procure enough for this grand gala evening, Jacob had resource to +Mrs. Gray, who trafficked at times in everything that has birth in the +soil. + +Mrs. Gray was delighted with this commission, for it promised a rich +windfall to her pretty favorite, Julia Warren. So, after the market +closed that day, she went up to Dunlap's, and bargained for all the +exotics his spacious greenhouse could produce. She informed Julia of her +good luck, and returned home with a warmth about the heart worth half a +dozen Thanksgiving suppers, bountiful as hers always were. + +The next day Julia was going up town, with a basket loaded with exotics +on her arm. It was late in the afternoon, for the blossoms had been left +on the stalk to the latest hour, that no sweet breath of their perfume +should be wasted before they reached the boudoir they were intended to +embellish. + +It was a sweet task that Julia had undertaken. With her love of flowers, +it was a delicious luxury to gaze down upon her dewy burden, as she +walked along, surrounded by a cloud of fragrance invisible as it was +intoxicating. A life of privation had rendered her delicate organization +keenly susceptible of this delicate enjoyment. It gratified the hunger +of sensations almost ethereal. She loitered on her way, she touched the +flowers with her hands, that, like the blossoms, were soon bathed in +odor. Rich masses of heliotrope, the snowy cape jessamine, clusters of +starry daphne, crimson and white roses, with many other blossoms strange +as they were sweet, made every breath she drew a delight. A glow of +exquisite satisfaction spread over her face, her dreamy eyes were never +lifted from the blossoms, except when a corner was to be turned or an +obstacle avoided. + +"Where are you going, girl? Are those flowers for sale?" + +Julia started and looked up. She was just then before a cottage house, +laced with iron balconies and clouded with creeping vines, red with the +crimson and gold of a late Indian summer. The garden in front was +gorgeous with choice dahlias and other autumn flowers that had not yet +felt the frost, and on the basin of a small marble fountain in the +centre stood several large aquatic lilies, from which the falling +water-drops rained with a constant and sleepy sound. + +Julia did not see all this at once, for the glance that she cast around +was too wild and startled. She clasped the basket of flowers closer to +her side, and stood motionless. Some potent spell seemed upon her. + +"Can't you speak, child? Are those flowers for sale?" + +Julia remained gazing in the man's face; her eyes, once fixed on those +features, seemed immoveable. He stood directly before her, holding the +iron gate which led to the cottage open with his hand. + +"No--no--if you please, sir, they are ordered. A lady wants them." + +"Then they are not paid for--only ordered. Come in here. There is a lady +close by who may fancy some of those orange blossoms." + +"No, no, sir--the other lady might be angry!" + +"Nonsense! I want the flowers--not enough to be missed, though--just a +handful of the white ones. Here is a piece of gold worth half your load. +Let me have what I ask, and I dare say your customer will give just as +much for the rest." + +"I can't, sir--indeed I can't," said Julia, drawing a corner of her +little plaid shawl over the basket; "but if you are not in a hurry--if +the lady can wait an hour--I will leave these and get some more from the +greenhouse." + +The man did not answer, but, placing his hand on her shoulder, pushed +the frightened child through the open gate. + +"Let your customer wait--during the next hour you must stay here. It is +not so much the flowers that I want as yourself!" + +"Myself!" repeated poor Julia, with quivering lips. + +"Go in--go in--I want nothing that should frighten you. Stay--just now I +remember that face. Do you know I am an old customer?" + +"I remember," answered Julia, and tears of affright rushed into her +eyes. + +"Then you recognise me again?--it was but a moment--how can you remember +so long and so well?" + +"By my feelings, sir. I wanted to cry then--I can't help crying now!" + +"This is strange! Young ladies are not apt to be so much shocked when I +speak to them. No matter. I want both your flowers and your services +just now: oblige me, and I will pay you well for the kindness." + +Julia had no choice, for as he spoke the gentleman closed the gate, and +completely obstructed her way out. + +"Pass on--pass on!" he said, with an imperative wave of the hand. + +Julia obeyed, walking with nervous quickness as he drew close to her. +The gentleman rang, a faint noise came from within, and the door was +opened by a quiet old lady in mourning. + +"Then you have come; you persist!" she said, addressing the gentleman! + +"Step this way a moment," he answered in a subdued voice, opening the +parlor door; "but first send this little girl up to Florence; if you +still refuse, she must answer for a witness. Besides, she has flowers in +her basket, and my sweet bride would think a wedding ominous without +them!" + +"Ominous indeed!" said the lady, pointing with her finger that Julia +should ascend the stairs. "William, I will not allow this to go on; to +witness the sin would be to share it." + +"Mother," answered Leicester, gently taking the lady's hand, while he +led her to the parlor, "tell me your objections, and I will answer them +with all respect. Why is my marriage with Florence Craft opposed?" + +"You have no right to marry--you are not free--cannot be so while Ada +lives." + +"But Ada is dead! Mother, say now if I am not free to choose a wife?" + +"Dead! Ada Wilcox dead! Oh William, if this be true!" + +"If! It is true. See, here are letters bearing proof that even you must +acknowledge." + +He held out some letters bearing an European post-mark. The old lady +took them, put on her glasses, and suspiciously scrutinized every line. + +"Are you convinced, mother, or must I go over sea, and tear the dead +from her grave before your scruples yield?" + +The old lady lifted her face; a tear stole from beneath her glasses. + +"Go on," she said, in a deep solemn voice--"go on, add victim to victim, +legally or illegally, it scarce matters--that which you touch dies. But +remember--remember, William, every new sin presses its iron mark hard on +your mother's heart, the weight will crush her at length." + +"Why is maternal love so strong in your bosom that Scripture is revised +in my behalf? Must my iniquities roll back on past generations?" said +the son, with a faint sneer. + +"No, it is because my own sin originates yours. Your father was a bad +man, William Leicester, profligate, treacherous, fascinating as you are. +I married him; wo, wo upon the arrogant pride; I married him, and said, +in wicked self-confidence--'My love shall be his redemption." My son--my +son, you cannot understand me; you cannot think how terrible iniquity is +when it folds you in its bosom. There is no poison like the love of a +profligate; the fang of an adder is not more potent. It spreads through +the whole being; it lives in the moral life of our children. I said 'My +love is all powerful, it shall reform this man whom I love so madly.' I +made the effort; I planted my soul beneath the Upas tree, and expected +not only to escape but conquer the poison. Look at me, William; can you +ever remember me other than I am, still, cold, hopeless? Yet I only +lived with your father three years. Before that I was bright and joyous +beyond your belief. + +"He died as he had lived. Did the curse of my arrogance end there? No, +it found new life in his son--his son and mine. In you, William--in you +my punishment embodied itself. Still I hoped and strove against the evil +entailed upon you. Heaven bear me witness, I struggled unceasingly; but +as you approached maturity, with all the beauty and talent of your +father, the moral poison revealed itself also. + +"Then the love that I felt for you changed to fear, and as one who has +turned a serpent loose among the beautiful things of earth, I said, 'Let +my life be given to protect society from the evil spirit which my +presumption has forced upon it.' It was an atonement acceptable of God. +How many deserted victims my roof has sheltered you know--how many I +have saved from the misery of your influence it is needless to say. This +one, so gentle, so rich in affection, I hoped to win from her +enthralment, or, failing that, resign her to the arms of death, more +merciful, more gentle than yours. I have pleaded with her, warned her, +but she answers as I answered when those who loved me said of your +father, 'It is a sin to marry him!' Must she suffer as I have suffered? +Oh! William, my son, turn aside this once from your prey. She is +helpless--save her young heart from the stain that has fallen upon +mine!" + +"Nay, gentle mother, this is scarcely a compliment--you forget that I +wish to marry the young lady." + +How cold, how insulting were the tones of his voice--how relentless was +the spirit that gleamed in his eyes! The unhappy mother stood before +him, her pale hands clasped and uplifted, and words of thrilling +eloquence hushed upon her lips, that no syllable of his answer might be +lost. It came, that dry, insolent rejoinder; her hands fell; her figure +shrunk earthward. + +"I have done!" broke from her lips, and she walked slowly from the room. + +"Madam, shall we expect you at the ceremony?" said Leicester, following +her to the door. + +She turned upon the stairs, and gave him a look so sad, so earnest, that +even his cold heart beat slower. + +"It is not important!" he muttered, turning back; "we can do without +her. This little girl and the servant must answer, though I did hope to +trust no one." + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +THE BRIDAL WREATH. + + The wreath of white jasmines is torn from her brow, + The bride is alone, and, oh, desolate now. + + +Julia Warren mounted the stairs in wild haste, as the caged bird springs +from perch to perch when terrified by strange faces. Then she paused in +her fright, doubtful where to turn or what room to enter. As she stood +thus irresolute, a door was softly pushed open, and a fair young face +looked out. The eyes were bent downward; the cheek and temples shaded +with masses of loose ringlets, that admitted snowy glimpses of a +graceful neck and shoulders, uncovered save by these bright tresses and +a muslin dressing-down, half falling off, and huddled to the bosom with +a fair little hand. + +Imperceptibly the door swung more and more open, till Julia caught the +outline of a figure, slender, flexible, and so fragile in its beauty, +that to her excited imagination it seemed almost ethereal. Like a spirit +that listens for some kindred sympathy, the young creature bent in the +half-open door. The faint murmur of voices from below rose and fell upon +her ear. No words could be distinguished; nothing but the low, deep +tones of a voice, familiar and dear as the pulsations of her own heart, +blended with the strangely passionate accents of another. The gentle +listener could hardly convince herself that some strange woman had not +entered the house, so thrilling and full of pathos was that voice, +usually so calm and frigid. + +Julia stood motionless, holding her breath. She saw nothing but the +outline of a slender person, the shadowy gleam of features through +masses of wavy hair, but it seemed as if she had met that graceful +vision before--it might be in a dream--it might be--stay, the young girl +lifted her head, and swept back the ringlets with her hand. A pair of +dark, liquid eyes fell upon the flower girl, and she knew the glance. +The eyes were larger, brighter, more densely circled with shadows than +they had been, but the tender expression, the soft loveliness, nothing +could change that. + +The hand dropped from among the ringlets it held, away from that pale +cheek, and a glow, as of freshly-gathered roses, broke through them as +Florence drew her form gently up, and stood with her eyes fixed upon the +intruder. + +Julia came forward, changing color with every step. + +"A gentleman--the lady, I mean--I--I was sent up here. If they want the +flowers for you, I would not mind, though the other lady has spoken for +them!" + +Florence cast her eyes on the basket of flowers; a bright smile kindled +over her face, and drawing the girl into the chamber, she took the heavy +basket in her arms, and, overpowered by its weight, sunk softly down to +the carpet, resting it in her lap. Thus, with the blossoms half buried +in the white waves of her dressing-gown, she literally buried her face +in them, while her very heart seemed to drink in the perfume that +exhaled again in broken and exquisite sighs. + +"And he sent them?--how good, how thoughtful! Oh! I am too--too happy!" + +She gathered up a double handful of the blossoms, and rained them back +into the basket. Their perfume floated around her; some of the buds fell +in the folds of her snowy muslin, that drooped like waves of foam over +her limbs. She was happy and beautiful as an angel gathering blossoms in +some chosen nook of Paradise. + +There was something contagious in all this--something that sent the dew +to Julia's eyes, and a glow of love to her heart. + +"I am glad--I am almost glad that he made me come in," she said, +dropping on her knees, that she might gather up some buds that had +fallen over the basket. "How I wish you could have them all! He offered +a large gold piece, but you know I could not take it. If we--that is, if +grandpa and grandma were rich, I never would take a cent for flowers; it +seems as if God made them on purpose to give away." + +"So they are not mine, after all?" said Florence, with a look and tone +of disappointment. + +"Yes--oh, yes, a few. That glass thing on the toilet, I will crowd it +quite full, the prettiest too--just take out those you like best." + +"Still he ordered them--he tried to purchase the whole, in that lies +happiness enough." The sweet, joyous look stole back to her face again; +that thought was more precious than all the fragrance and bloom she had +coveted. + +The door-bell rang. Florence heard persons coming from the parlor, she +started up leaving the basket at her feet. + +"Oh, I shall delay him--I shall be too late; will no one come to help +me?" she exclaimed. "I dare not ask her, but you, surely you could stay +for half an hour?" + +"I must stay if you wish it; he will not let me go; but indeed, indeed, +I am in haste. It will be quite dark." + +"I do not wish to keep you by force," said Florence, gently; "but you +seem kind, and I have no one to help me dress. Besides, she, his mother, +will not stay in the room, and the thought of being quite alone, with no +bridesmaid--no woman even for a witness--it frightens me!" + +"What--what is it that you wish of me?" questioned Julia while a sudden +and strange thrill ran through her frame. + +"I wish you to stay a little while to help to put on my dress, and then +go down with me. You look very young, but no one else will come near me, +and it seems unnatural to be married without a single female standing +by." + +Florence grew pale as she spoke; there was indeed something lonely and +desolate in her position, which all at once came over her with +overwhelming force. Julia, too, from surprise or some deeper feeling, +seemed struck with a sudden chill; her lips were slightly parted, the +color fled from her cheek. + +"Married! married!" she repeated, in a voice that fell upon the heart of +Florence like an omen. + +"To-night, in an hour, I shall be his wife!" How pale the poor bride was +as these words fell from her lips! How coldly lay the heart in her +bosom! She bent her head as if waiting for the guardian angel who should +have kept better watch over a being so full of trust and gentleness. + +"His wife! _his!_" said Julia, recoiling a step, "oh! how can you--how +can you!" + +A crimson flush shot over that pale forehead, and Florence drew up her +form to its full height. + +"Will you help me--will you stay?" + +"I dare not say no!" answered the child; "I would not, if I dare." + +Again the door-bell rang. "Hush!" said Florence, breathlessly; "it is +the clergyman; that is a strange voice, and he--Leicester--admits him. +How happy I thought to be at this hour; but I am chilly, chilly as +death; oh, help me, child!" + +She had been making an effort to arrange her hair, but her hands +trembled, and at length fell helplessly down. She really seemed +shivering with cold. + +"Sit down, sit down in this easy-chair, and let _me_ try," said Julia, +shaking off the chill that had settled on her spirits, and wheeling a +large chair, draped with white dimity, toward the toilet. Lights were +burning in tall candlesticks on each side of a swing mirror, whose frame +of filagreed and frosted silver gleamed ghastly and cold on the pale +face of the bride. + +"How white I am; will nothing give me a color?" cried the young +creature, starting up from the chair. "Warmth--that is what I want! My +dress--let us put on that first; then I can muffle myself in something +while you curl my hair." + +She took up a robe of costly Brussels lace. "Isn't it beautiful?" she +said, with a smile, shaking out the soft folds. "He sent it." She then +threw off her dressing-gown, and arrayed herself in the bridal robe; the +exertion seemed to animate her; a bright bloom rose to her cheek, and +her motions became nervous with excitement. + +"Some orange blossoms to loop up the skirt in front," she said, after +Julia had fastened the dress; "here, just here!" and she gathered up +some folds of the soft lace in her hand, watching the child as she fell +upon one knee to perform the task. Florence was trembling from head to +foot with the wild, eager excitement that had succeeded the chill of +which she had complained, and could do nothing for herself. When the +buds were all in place, she sunk into the easy-chair, huddling her snowy +arms and bosom in a rose-colored opera cloak; for, though her cheeks +were burning, cold shivers now and then seemed to ripple through her +veins. The soft trimming of swan's down, which she pressed to her bosom +with both hands, seemed devoid of all warmth one moment, and the next +she flung it aside glowing with over-heat. There was something more than +agitation in all this, but it gave unearthly splendor to her beauty. + +"Now--now," said Julia, laying the last ringlet softly down upon the +neck of the bride; "look at yourself, sweet lady, see how beautiful you +are." + +Florence stood up, and smiled as she saw herself in the mirror; an angel +from heaven could not have looked more delicately radiant. Masses of +raven curls fell upon the snowy neck and the bridal dress. Circling her +head, and bending with a soft curve to the forehead, was a light wreath +of starry jessamine flowers, woven with the deep, feathery green of some +delicate spray, that Julia selected from her basket because it was so +tremulous and fairy-like. All at once the smile fled from the lips of +Florence Craft; a look of mournful affright came to her eyes, and she +raised both hands to tear away the wreath. + +"Did you know it? Was this done on purpose?" she said, turning upon the +child. + +"What--what have I done?" + +"This wreath--these jessamines--you have woven them with cypress +leaves." Florence sunk into the chair shuddering; she had no strength to +unweave the ominous wreath from her head. + +"I--I did not know it," said the child greatly distressed; "they were +beautiful--I only thought of that. Shall I take them off, and put roses +in the place?" + +"Yes! yes--roses, roses--these make me feel like death!" + +That instant there was a gentle knock at the chamber door; Julia opened +it, and there stood Mr. Leicester. The child drew back: he saw Florence +standing before the toilet. + +"Florence, love, we are waiting!" + +He advanced into the chamber and drew her arm through his. She looked +back into the mirror, and shuddered till the cypress leaves trembled +visibly in her curls. + +"My beautiful--my wife!" whispered Leicester, pressing her hand to his +lips. + +What woman could withstand that voice--those words? The color came +rushing to her cheek again, the light to her eyes; she trembled, but not +with the ominous fear that possessed her a moment before. Those +words--sweeter than hope--shed warmth, and light, and joy where terror +had been. + +"Follow us!" said Leicester addressing the child. + +Julia moved forward: a thought seemed to strike the bridegroom; he +paused-- + +"You can write--at least well enough to sign your name?" he said. + +"Yes, I can write," she answered, timidly. + +"Very well--come!" + +The parlor was brilliantly illuminated, every shutter was closed, and +over the long window, hitherto shaded only with lace, fell curtains of +amber damask, making the seclusion more perfect. + +A clergyman was in the room, and Leicester had brought his servant as a +witness. This man stood near the window, leaning heavily against the +wall, his features immovable, his eyes bent upon the door. Julia started +as she saw him, for she remembered the time they had met before upon the +wharf, on that most eventful day of her life. His glance fell on her as +she came timidly in behind the bridegroom and the bride; there was a +slight change in his countenance, then a gleam of recognition, which +made the child feel less completely among strangers. + +It was a brief ceremony; the clergyman's voice was monotonous; the +silence chilling. Julia wept; to her it seemed like a funeral. + +The certificate was made out. Jacob signed his name, but so bunglingly +that no one could have told what it was. Mr. Leicester did not make the +effort. Julia took the pen, her little hand trembled violently, but the +name was written quite well enough for a girl of her years. + +"Now, sir--now, please, may I go?" she said, addressing Leicester. + +"Yes, yes--here is the piece of gold. I trust your employer will find no +fault--but first tell me where you live?" + +Julia told him where to find her humble abode, and hurried from the +room. Her basket of flowers had been left in the chamber above; she ran +up to get it, eager to be gone. In her haste she opened the nearest +door; it was a bed-room, dimly lighted, and by a low couch knelt the old +lady she had seen in the hall. Her hands were clasped, her white face +uplifted; there was anguish in her look, but that tearless anguish that +can only be felt after the passions are quenched. Julia drew softly +back. She found her basket in the next room, and came forth again, +bearing it on her arm. She heard Leicester's voice while passing through +the hall, and hurried out, dreading that he might attempt to detain her. + +Scarcely had the child passed out when Leicester came forth, leading +Florence by the hand. He spoke a few words to her in a low voice: "Try +and reconcile her, Florence. She never loved me, I know that, but who +could resist you? To-morrow, if she proves stubborn, I will take you +hence, or, at the worst, in a few days we will be ready for our voyage +to Europe." + +Florence listened with downcast eyes. "My father, my kind old father! he +will not be angry; he must have known how it would end when he gave me +to your charge. Still it may offend him to hear that I am married, when +he thinks me at school." + +"He will not be angry, love," said Leicester, and he thought of the +letter announcing old Mr. Craft's death. "But the good lady up stairs; +you must win her into a better mood before we meet again; till then, +sweet wife, adieu!" + +He kissed her hand two or three times--cast a hurried glance up stairs, +as if afraid of being seen, and then pressed her, for one instant, to +his bosom. + +"Sweet wife!" the name rang through and through her young heart like a +chime of music. She held her breath, and listened to his footsteps as he +left the house, then stole softly up the stairs. + +The clergyman went out while Julia was up stairs in search of her +flowers. Jacob Strong left the parlor at the same time, but instead of +returning, he let the clergyman out, and, moving back into the darkened +extremity of the hall, stood there, concealed and motionless. He +witnessed the interview between Leicester and Florence, and, so still +was everything around, heard a little of the conversation. + +Before Florence was half way up the stairs he came out of the darkness +and spoke to her. + +"Only a little while, dear lady, pray come back; I will not keep you +long." + +Florence, thinking that Leicester had left some message with his +servant, descended the stairs and entered the parlor. Jacob followed her +and closed the door; a few minutes elapsed--possibly ten, and there came +from the closed room a wild, passionate cry of anguish. The door was +flung open--the bride staggered forth, and supported herself against the +frame-work. + +"Mother! mother! oh, madam!" Her voice broke, and ended in gasping sobs. + +A door overhead opened, and the old lady whom Julia had seen upon her +knees came gliding like a black shadow down the stairs. + +"I thought that he had gone," she said, and her usually calm accent was +a little hurried. "Would he kill you under my roof? William Leicester!" + +"He is not here--he is gone," sobbed Florence, "but that man----" She +pointed with her finger toward Jacob Strong, who stood a little within +the door. He came forward, revealing a face from which all the stolid +indifference was swept away. It was not only troubled, but wet with +tears. + +"It is cruel--I have been awfully cruel," he said, addressing the old +lady--"but she must be told. I could not put it off. She thought herself +his wife." + +"I am his wife!--I am his wife!--_his wife_, do you hear?" almost +shrieked the wretched girl. "He called me so himself. _You_ saw us +married, and yet dare to slander him!" + +"Lady, she is not his wife!" said Jacob, sinking his voice, but speaking +earnestly, as if the task he had undertaken were very painful. "He is +married already!" + +"He told me--and gave me letters from abroad to prove that Ada, his +wife, was dead." The old lady spoke in her usual calm way, but her face +was paler than it had been, and her eyes were full of mournful +commiseration as she bent them upon the wretched bride. + +"Then he _was_ married--he has been married before!" murmured Florence, +and her poor, pale hands, fell helplessly down. The old lady drew close +to her, as if to offer some comfort, but she had so long held all +affectionate impulses in abeyance, that even this action was constrained +and chilling, though her heart yearned toward the poor girl. + +"Madam, did you believe him when he said his wife was no more?" +questioned Jacob Strong. + +The old lady shook her head, and a mournful smile stole across her thin +lips; pain is fearfully impressive when wrung from the heart in a smile +like that. Florence shuddered. + +"And you--you also, his mother!" burst from her quivering lips. + +"God forgive me! I am," answered the old lady. + +"Then," said Jacob Strong, turning his face resolutely from the poor, +young creature, whose heart his words were crushing: "Then, madam, you +have seen his wife--you would know her again?" + +"Yes, I should know her." + +"This night, this very night, you shall see her then. Come with me; this +poor young lady will not believe what I have said. Come and be a witness +that Mrs. Ada Leicester is alive--alive with his knowledge. Two hours +from this you shall see them together--Leicester and his wife, the +mother of his child. Will you come? there seems no other way by which +this poor girl can be saved." + +"I--I will go! let me witness this meeting," cried Florence, suddenly +arousing herself, and standing upright. "I will not take his word nor +yours; you slander him, you slander him! If he has a wife, let me look +upon her with my own eyes." + +The old lady and Jacob looked at each other. Florence stood before +them, her soft eyes flashing, her cheeks fired with the blood grief had +driven from her heart. + +"You dare not--I know it, you dare not!" + +Still her auditors looked at each other in painful doubt. + +"I knew that it was false!" cried Florence, with a laugh of wild +exultation. "You hesitate, this proves it. To-morrow, madam, I will +leave this roof--I will go to my husband. The very presence of those who +slander him is hateful to me. To-night; yes, this instant, I will go." + +"Let her be convinced," said the old lady. + +The strong nerves of Jacob gave way. He looked at that young face, so +beautiful in its wild anguish, and shrunk from the consequences of the +conviction that awaited her. + +"It would be her death," he said. "I cannot do it!" + +"Better death than that which might follow this unbelief." + +The old lady placed her hand upon Jacob's arm, and drew him aside. They +conversed together in low voices, and Florence regarded them with her +large, wild eyes, as a wounded gazelle might gaze upon its pursuers. + +"Come!" said Leicester's mother, attempting to lay her hand upon the +shrinking arm of the bride; "it needs some preparation, but you shall +go. God help us both, this is a fearful task!" + +Florence was strong with excitement. She turned, and almost ran up the +stairs. Jacob went out, and during the next two hours, save a slight +sound in the upper rooms, from time to time, the cottage seemed +abandoned. + +At length a carriage stopped at the gate. Jacob entered, and seating +himself in the parlor, waited. They came down at last, but so changed, +that no human penetration could have detected their identity. The old +lady was still in black, but so completely enveloped in a veil of glossy +silk, that nothing but her eyes could be seen. A diamond crescent upon +the forehead, a few silver stars scattered among the sombre folds that +flowed over her person, gave sufficient character to a dress that was +only chosen as a disguise. + +Florence was in a similar dress, save that everything about her was +snowy white. A veil of flowing silk had been cast over her bridal array, +glossy and wave-like, but thick enough to conceal her features. Gleams +of violet and rosy tulle floated over this, like the first tints of +sunrise and the morning star, sparkling with diamonds, gathered up the +veil on her left temple, leaving it to flow, like the billows of a +cloud, over her form, and downward till it swept her feet. Without a +word the three went forth and entered the carriage. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +AN HOUR BEFORE THE BALL. + + The child stands, meekly, by her mother. + Look, woman, in those earnest eyes! + Say, canst thou understand, or smother + The deep maternal mysteries + + That rise and swell within thy breast; + That throb athwart thy aching brain, + Till, with deep tenderness oppressed, + Hope, thought, and feeling turn to pain? + + +We take the reader once more to the residence of Ada Leicester--not as +formerly, when the tempest raged around its walls, and darkness slept in +its sumptuous rooms--when the wail of tortured hearts and sobs of +anguish alone broke the gloomy stillness--not as then do we revisit this +stately mansion. Now it is lighted up like a fairy palace; through the +richly stained sashes, from the gables, and the ivy-clad tower, clouds +of tinted light kindle the bland autumnal atmosphere to a soft golden +haze. The tall old trees that surround the mansion seem bending beneath +a fruitage of stars, so thickly are they beset with lamps that light up +the depths of their ripe foliage. So broad is the illumination, so rich +the tinted rays, you might see to gather fall flowers from the ground, +even to their shaded extremity. White dahlias are amber-hued in that +mellow light; wax balls hang like drops of gold in the thickets; the ivy +leaves about the narrow windows of the tower seem dripping with +starlight; and a woodbine that has crept up one of the young maples, a +little way off, glows out along the golden foliage so vividly, that the +branches seem absolutely on fire. + +Julia Warren approached this mansion with wonder. It seemed like +something she had read of in a fairy tale--the lamps gleaming among the +trees and in the thickets; the foliage so strangely luminous; the crisp +grass tinged with a brownish and golden green; all these things were +like enchantment to the child whose life had been spent in a comfortless +basement. She looked around in delighted bewilderment; the very basket +upon her arm seemed filled with strange blossoms as she entered the +lofty vestibule, and changed the richly hued atmosphere, without for the +flood of pure gas-light that filled the dwelling. + +"Oh! here she is at last--why, child, what has kept you?" + +A pretty young woman, in a jaunty cap and pink ribbons, made this +exclamation, while Julia stood looking about for some one to address. +Her manner, her quick but graceful movements, had an imposing effect +upon the child. + +"Are you the lady?" she said. + +"No--no!" answered the girl, with a pretty laugh, for the compliment +pleased her. "Come up stairs--quick, quick--my lady has been _so_ +impatient." + +They went up a flight of steps, the waiting-maid exchanging words with a +footman who passed them, Julia treading lightly under her load of +flowers. Her little feet sunk into the carpet at every step; once only +in her life had she felt the same elastic swell follow her tread. Yet +nothing could be more unlike than the dark mansion that rose upon her +memory, and the vision-like beauty of everything upon which her eyes +rested. The floors seemed literally trodden down with flowers. Rich +draperies of silk met her eye wherever she turned. A door swung open to +the touch of the waiting-maid. Julia remembered the room which they +entered--the couch of carved ivory and azure damask--the lace curtains +that hung against the windows like floating frost-work, and the rich +blue waves that fell over them. Clearer than all she recognised the +marble Flora placed near the couch, bending from its pedestal, with pure +and classic grace, and gazing so intently on the white lilies in its +hand, as if it doubted that the flowers were indeed but a beautiful +mockery of nature. + +Julia drew a quick breath as she recognised all these objects, but the +waiting maid gave her but little time even for surprise. She crossed the +room and opened a door on the opposite side. They entered a +dressing-room, leading evidently to a sumptuous bed-chamber, for through +the open door Julia could see glimpses of rose-colored damask sweeping +from the windows, and a snow white bed, over which masses of embroidered +lace fell in transparent waves to the floor. The dressing-room +corresponded with the chamber, but Julia saw nothing of its splendor. +Her eyes were turned upon a toilet richly draped with lace, and littered +with jewels; a standing-glass set in frosted silver, was lighted on each +side by a small alabaster lamp, which hung against the exquisite chasing +like two great pearls, each with perfumed flame breaking up from its +heart. + +It was not the sight of this superb toilet, though a fortune had been +flung carelessly upon it, that made the child's heart beat so +tumultuously, but the lady who stood before it. Her back was toward the +door, but Julia _felt_ who she was, though the beautiful features were +only reflected upon her from the mirror. + +The lady turned. Her eyes were bent upon the diamond bracelet she was +attempting to clasp on her arm. Oh! how different was that face from the +tear-stained features Julia had seen that dark night. How radiant, how +more than beautiful she was now! Every movement replete with grace; +every look brilliant with flashes of exultant loveliness! + +How great was the contrast between that superb creature, in her robe of +rich amber satin, heightened by the floating lustre of soft Brussels +lace, which fell around her like a web of woven moonlight, and the +humble child who stood there so motionless, with the flower-basket at +her feet. The pink hood, faded with much washing, shaded her eyes; her +hands were folded beneath the little plaid shawl that half concealed her +cheap calico dress. Notwithstanding this contrast between the proud and +mature beauty of the woman and the meek loveliness of the child, there +was an air, a look--something indeed indescribable in one, which +reminded you of the other. Ada turned suddenly, and moved a step toward +the child; a thousand rainbow gleams flashed from the folds of her lace +overdress as she moved; a massive wreath of gems lighted up the golden +depths of her tresses, but its brilliancy was not more beautiful than +the smile with which she recognized the little girl. + +"And so you have found me again," she said, untying the pink hood, and +smoothing the bright hair thus exposed with her two palms, much to the +surprise of the waiting-maid. "Look, Rosanna, is she not lovely, with +her meek eyes and that smile?" + +The waiting-maid turned her eyes from the lady to the child. + +"Beautiful! why, madam the smile is your own." + +"Rosanna!" cried the lady, "this is flattery; never again speak of my +resemblance to any one, especially to a child of that age. It offends, +it pains me!" + +"I did not think to offend, madam; the little girl is so pretty--how +could I?" + +Ada did not heed her; she was gazing earnestly on the little girl. The +smile had left her face, and this made a corresponding change in the +sensitive child. She felt as if some offence had been given, else why +should the lady look into her eyes with such earnest sadness? + +"What is your name?" + +The question was given in a low and hesitating voice. + +"Julia--Julia Warren." + +"That is enough. Rosanna, never speak in this way again!" + +"Never, if madam desires it. But the flowers: see what quantities the +little thing has brought. No wonder she was late--such a load." + +"True, we were waiting for the flowers; here, fill my bouquet +holder--the choicest, remember--and let every blossom be fragrant." + +Rosanna took a bouquet-holder, whose delicate network of gold seemed too +fragile for all the jewels with which it was enriched, and kneeling upon +the floor, began to arrange a cluster of flowers. Her active fingers had +just wound the last crimson and white roses together, when a footman +knocked at the door. She started up, and went to see what was wanted. + +"Madam, the company are arriving; two carriages have set down their +loads already." + +Ada had been too long in society for this announcement to confuse or +hurry her, had no other cause of excitement arisen; as it was, the +superb repose, usual to her manner, was disturbed. + +"Who are they? have you seen them before?" she asked. + +"Yes, madam, often." + +"No stranger--no gentleman who never came before--you are certain?" + +"None, madam." + +There was something more in this than the usual anxiety of a hostess to +receive her guests. + +"I am insane to loiter here," she murmured, drawing on her gloves; "he +might come and I not there; for the universe I would not miss his first +look. The bouquet, Rosanna, and handkerchief--where is my handkerchief?" + +"Is this it, ma'am?" said Julia, raising a soft mass of gossamer cambric +and costly lace from the carpet, where it had fallen. + +This drew Ada's notice once more to the child. + +"Oh! I had forgotten," she said, going back to the toilet and taking up +a purse that lay among the jewel cases; "I have not time to count it; +take the money, but some day you must bring back the purse--remember." + +She took her bouquet hastily from the waiting-maid, and went out, +leaving the purse in Julia's hand. After crossing the boudoir, she +turned back. + +"Remember, the flowers are for these rooms," she said, addressing the +maid, and waving her hand, with a motion that indicated the bed-chamber +and boudoir. "Let me find them everywhere." + +With this command, she disappeared, leaving the doors open behind her. + +Julia drew a deep breath, as the wave of her garments was lost in +descending the stairs; turning sorrowfully away, her eyes fell upon the +purse; several gold pieces gleamed through the crimson net work. + +"What shall I do--these cannot be all mine? the flowers did not cost +half so much." + +"No matter," was the cheerful reply; "she gave it to you. It is her way; +keep it." + +The child still hesitated. + +"If you think it is not all right, say so when you bring back the +purse," said the maid, good naturedly. "Who knows but it may prove a +fairy gift? I'm sure her presents often do." + +Julia was not quite convinced, even by this kind prophecy. Still, she +had no choice but obedience, and so, bidding pretty Rosanna a gentle +good night, she stole through the boudoir and away through the front +entrance, for she knew of no other; and folding her shawl closer, as she +encountered crowds of brilliantly dressed people she passed through the +vestibule. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +THE FORGED CHECK. + + Secure in undiscovered crime + The callous soul grows bold at length. + Stern justice sometimes bides her time, + But strikes at last with double strength. + + +Leicester went to the Astor House after his marriage, for though he had +accepted an invitation to Mrs. Gordon's fancy ball, which was turning +the fashionable world half crazy, matters more important demanded his +attention. Premeditating a crime which might bring its penalty directly +upon his own person, he had made arrangements to evade all possible +chance of this result, by embarking at once for Europe with his falsely +married bride. In order to prepare funds for this purpose, the project +for which Robert Otis had been so long in training, had been that day +put in action. The old copy-book, with its mass of evidence, was, as he +supposed, safe in Robert's apartment. The check, forged with marvellous +accuracy, which we have seen placed in his letter case, passed that +morning into the hands of his premeditated victim, and at night the +youth was to meet him with the money. Thus everything seemed secure. +True, his own hands had signed the check, but Robert had presented it at +the bank, _he_ would draw the money. When the fraud became known, _his_ +premises would be searched, and there was the old copy-book bearing +proofs of such practice in penmanship as would condemn any one. Over and +over again might the very signature of that forged check be found in the +pages of this book, on scraps of loose paper, and even on other checks +bearing the same imprint, and on the same paper. With proof so strong +against the youth, how was suspicion to reach Leicester? Would the +simple word of an accused lad be taken? And what other evidence existed? +None--none. It was a fiendishly woven plot, and at every point seemed +faultless. Still Leicester was ill at ease. The consciousness that the +act of this day had placed him within possible reach of the law, was +unpleasant to a man in whom prudence almost took the place of +conscience. The hour had arrived, but Robert was not at Leicester's +chamber when he returned. This made the evil-doer anxious and restless. +He walked the room, he leaned from the window and looked out upon the +crowd below. He drank off glass after glass of wine, and for once +suffered all the fierce tortures of dread and suspense which he had so +ruthlessly inflicted on others. + +At this time Robert Otis was in the building, waiting for Jacob Strong. +That strange personage came at last, but more agitated than Robert had +ever seen him. Well he might be; an hour before he had left Leicester's +wretched bride but half conscious of her misery, and making +heart-rending struggles to disbelieve the wrong that had been practised +upon her. In an hour more he was to conduct her where she would learn +all the sorrow of her destiny. Jacob had a feeling heart, and these +thoughts gave him more pain than any one would have deemed possible. + +"Here is the money; go down at once and give it to him; I heard his step +in the chamber," he said, addressing Robert. "The count is correct, I +drew it myself from the bank this morning." + +"Tell me, is this money yours?" questioned the youth, "I would do +nothing in the dark." + +"You are right, boy; no, the money is not mine, I am not worth half the +sum. I have no time for a long story, but there is one--a lady, rich +beyond anything you ever dreamed of--who takes a deep interest in this +bad man." + +"What, Florence--Miss Craft?" exclaimed Robert. + +"No, an older and still more noble victim. I had but to tell her the +money would be used for him, and, behold, ten thousand dollars--the sum +he thought enough to pay for your eternal ruin. My poor nephew!" + +"Nephew, did you say, nephew, Jacob?" + +"Yes, call me Jacob--Jacob Strong--Uncle Jacob--call me anything you +like, for I have loved you, I have tried you--kiss me! kiss me! I +haven't had you in my arms since you were a baby--and I want something +to warm my heart. I never thought it could ache as it has to-night." + +"Uncle Jacob--my mother's only brother--I do not understand it, but to +know this is enough!" + +The youth flung himself upon Jacob's bosom, and for a moment was almost +crushed in those huge arms. + +"Now that has done me lots of good!" exclaimed the uncle, brushing a +tear from his eyes with the cuff of his coat, a school-boy habit that +came back with the first powerful home feeling. "Now go down and feed +the serpent with this money. You won't be afraid to mind me now." + +"No, if you were to order me to jump out of the window I would do it." + +"You might, you might, for I would be at the bottom to catch you in my +arms! Here is the money, I will be in the drawing-room as a witness: it +won't be the first time, I can tell you." + +Leicester started and turned pale, even to his lips, as Robert entered +his chamber, for a sort of nervous dread possessed him; and in order to +escape from this, his anxiety to obtain means of leaving the country +became intense. He looked keenly at Robert, but waited for him to speak. +The youth was also pale, but resolute and self-possessed. + +"The bank was closed before I got there," he said, in a quiet, business +tone, placing a small leathern box on the table, and unlocking it, "but +I found a person who was willing to negotiate the check. He will not +want the money at once, and so it saves him the trouble of making a +deposit." + +Leicester could with difficulty suppress the exclamation of relief that +sprang to his lips, as Robert opened the box, revealing it half full of +gold; but remembering that any exhibition of pleasure would be out of +place, he observed, with apparent composure-- + +"You have counted it, I suppose? Were you obliged to exchange bills +with any of the brokers, as I directed, to get the gold?" + +"No, it was paid as you see it," answered the youth, moving toward the +door; for his heart so rose against the man, that he could not force +himself to endure the scene a moment longer than was necessary. + +"Stay, take the box with you," said Leicester, pouring the gold into a +drawer of his desk; "I will not rob you of that." + +Robert understood the whole; a faint smile curved his lip, and taking +the box, he went out. + +"No evidence--nothing but pure gold," muttered Leicester, exultingly, as +he closed the drawer. "It is well for you, my young friend, that the +holder of that precious document does not wish to present his check at +once. Liberty is sweet to the young, and this secures a few more days of +its enjoyment for you--and for me! Ah, there everything happens most +fortunately. Why, a good steamer will put us half over the Atlantic +before this little mistake is suspected." + +Leicester was a changed man after this; his spirits rose with unnatural +exhilaration. + +"Now for this grand ball," he said aloud, surveying his fine person in +the glass. "Surely a man's wedding garments ought to be fancy dress +enough. Another pair of gloves, though. This comes of temptation. I must +finger the gold, forsooth." + +The ruthless man smiled, and muttered these broken fragments of thought, +as he took off the scarcely soiled gloves, and replaced them with a pair +still more spotlessly white. He was a long time fitting them on his +hand. He fastidiously rearranged other portions of his dress. All sense +of the great fraud, that ought to have borne his soul to the earth, had +left him when the gold appeared. You could see, by his broken words, how +completely lighter fancies had replaced the black deed. + +"This Mrs. Gordon--I wonder if she really is the creature they represent +her to be. If it were not for this voyage to Europe, now, one +might--no, no, there is no chance now; but I'll have a sight at her." +Thus muttering and smiling, Leicester left the hotel. + +The evening was very beautiful, and Leicester always loved to enter a +fashionable drawing-room after the guests had assembled. He reflected +that a quiet walk would bring him to Mrs. Gordon's mansion about the +time he thought most desirable, and sauntered on, resolved, at any rate, +not to reach his destination too early. But sometimes he fell into +thought, and then his pace became unconsciously hurried. He reached the +upper part of the city earlier than he had intended, and had taken out +his watch before a lighted window, to convince himself of the time, when +a timid voice addressed him-- + +"Sir, will you please tell me the name of this street?" + +He turned, and saw the little girl whom he had forced to become a +witness to his marriage. She shrunk back, terrified, on recognizing him. + +"I did not know--I did not mean it," she faltered out. + +"What, have you lost your way?" said Leicester, in a voice that made her +shiver, though it was low and sweet enough. + +"Yes, sir, but I can find it!" + +"Where do you live?--oh, I remember. Well, as I have time enough, what +if I walk a little out of my way, and see that nothing harms you?" + +"No, no--the trouble!" + +"Never mind the trouble. You shall show me where you live, pretty one; +then I shall be certain where to find you again." + +Still Julia hesitated. + +"Besides," said Leicester, taking out his purse, "you forget, I have not +paid for robbing your basket of all those pretty flowers." + +"No!" answered the child, now quite resolutely. "I am paid. The poor +young lady is welcome to them." + +Leicester laughed. "The poor young lady!--my own pretty bride! Well, I +like that." + +Julia walked on. She hoped that he would forget his object, or only +intended to frighten her. But he kept by her side, and was really amused +by the terror inflicted on the child. He had half an hour's time on his +hand--how could he kill it more pleasantly? Besides, he really was +anxious to know with certainty where the young creature lived. She was +one of his witnesses. She had, in a degree, become connected with his +fate. Above all, she was terrified to death, and like Nero, Leicester +would have amused himself with torturing flies, if no larger or fiercer +animal presented itself. His evil longing to give pain was insatiable as +the Roman tyrant's, and more cruel; for while Nero contented himself +with physical agony, Leicester appeased his craving spirit with nothing +but keen mental feeling. The Roman emperor would sometimes content +himself with a fiddle; but the music that Leicester loved best was the +wail of sensitive heart-strings. + +"I live here," said Julia, stopping short, before a low, old house, in a +close side street, breathless with the efforts she had made to escape +her tormentor. "Do not go any farther, Grandpa never likes to see +strangers." + +"Go on--go on," answered Leicester, in a tone that was jeeringly +good-natured; "grandpa will be delighted." + +Julia ran desperately down the area steps. She longed to close the +basement door after her and hold it against the intruder, but as this +idea flashed across her mind, Leicester stood by her side in the dark +hall. She ran forward and opened the door of that poor basement room +which was her home. Still he kept by her side. The basement was full of +that dusky gloom which a handful of embers had power to shed through the +darkness; for the old people, whose outlines were faintly seen upon the +hearth, were still too poor for a prodigal waste of light when no work +was to be done by it. + +"Is it you, darling, and so out of breath?" said the voice of an old +man, who rose and began to grope with his hand upon the mantel-piece. +"What kept you so long? poor grandma has been in a terrible way about +it." While he spoke, the grating of a match that would not readily +ignite, was heard against the chimney piece. + +"The gentleman, grandpa--here is a gentleman. He would come!" cried the +child, artlessly. + +This seemed to startle the old man. The match would not kindle; he +stooped down and touched it to a live ember; as he rose again the pale +blue flames fell upon the face of his wife, and rose to his own +features. The illumination was but for a moment--then the wick began to +fuse slowly into flame, but it was nearly half a minute before the +miserable candle gave out its full complement of light. The old man +turned toward the open door, shading the candle with his hand. + +"Where, child? I see no gentleman." + +Julia looked around. A moment before, Leicester had stood at her side. +"He is gone--he is gone," she exclaimed, springing forward. "Oh, +grandma--oh, grandpa, how he did frighten me; it was the man I saw on +the wharf, that day!" + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +NIGHT AND MORNING. + + We think to conquer circumstance, and sometimes win + A hold upon events that seemeth power. + But nothing stable waiteth upon sin; + God holds the cords of life, and in an hour + The strongest fabric built by human mind + Falls with a crash, and leaves a wreck behind. + + +Splendid beyond anything hitherto known in American life, was the ball, +of which our readers have obtained but partial glimpses. At least a +dozen rooms, some of them palatial in dimensions, others bijoux of +elegance, were thrown open to the brilliant throng that had begun to +assemble when the flower-girl left the mansion. The conservatory was +filled with blossoming plants, and lighted entirely by lamps, placed in +alabaster vases, or swinging-like moons, from the waves of crystal that +formed the roof. Masses of South American plants sheeted the sides with +blossoms. Passion flowers crept up the crystal roof, and drooped their +starry blossoms among the lamps. Trees, rich with the light feathery +foliage peculiar to the tropics, bent over and sheltered the blossoming +plants. An aquatic lily floated in the marble basin of a tiny fountain, +spreading its broad green leaves on the water, and sheltering a host of +arrowy, little gold-fish, that flashed in and out from their shadows. +The air was redolent with heliotrope, daphnes, and cape-jessamines. Soft +mosses crept around the marble basin, and dropped downward to the +tesselated floor. It was like entering fairy land, as you came into this +star-lit wilderness of flowers, from a noble picture-gallery, which +divided it from the reception room. It was one of Dunlap's +master-pieces. No artist ever arranged a more noble picture--no peri +ever found a lovelier paradise. The silken curtains that divided the +picture-gallery from the reception rooms were drawn back; thus a vista +was formed down which the eye wandered till the perspective lost itself +in the star-lighted masses of foliage; and on entering the first +drawing-room, which was flooded with gas-light, a scene was presented +that no European palace could rival, save in extent. Each of the tall, +stained windows, had a corresponding recess, filled with mirrors that +multiplied and reflected back every beautiful object within its range. +Fresco paintings gleamed from the ceilings, but so delicately managed +and enwrought in the light golden scrolls, that all over-gorgeousness +was avoided. Each room possessed distinct colors, and had its own style +of ornament; but natural contrasts were so strictly maintained, and +harmonies so managed, that the rooms, when all thrown open, presented +one brilliant whole, that might have been studied like the work of a +great artist, and always found to present new beauties. + +The rooms filled rapidly. The fancy dresses gave new éclat to the rooms. +No royal court day ever presented a scene of greater magnificence. The +flash of jewels--the wave of feathers--the glitter of brocades, had +something regal in it, quite at variance with the simple republican +habits with which our young country began its career among the nations +of the earth. But in all this dazzling throng, our story deals more +particularly with the four persons toward whom destiny was making rapid +strides through all this glitter and gaiety. + +William Leicester entered among the latest guests. The evening had been +so full of events, that even his iron nerves were shaken, and he entered +the mansion with pale cheeks and glittering eyes, as if conscious that +he was rushing forward to his fate. + +What was it that prompted the tantalizing wish to follow that young girl +home, till she led him into the presence of that old couple, cowering +over the fire in that dark basement? What evil spirit was crowding +events so closely around him? He began to feel a sort of self-distrust; +something like superstition crept over him, and he panted to place the +Atlantic between himself and all these haunting perplexities. + +A few distinguished persons had been allowed to attend the ball in +citizens' dress, and among these, was Leicester, who appeared in the +elegant but unostentatious suit worn at his wedding ceremony. + +"Why, Leicester, you are pale! Has anything happened; or is it only the +effect of that white vest?" said a young Turk, who stood near the +entrance, removing his admiring eyes from the point of his own +embroidered slipper, to regard his friend. + +"Pale! No, I am only tired, making preparations for Europe, you know." + +"A great bore, isn't it?" answered the young man, adjusting his cashmere +scarf. "Isn't Mrs. Gordon beautiful to-night; the handsomest woman in +the room, not to speak of uncounted pyramids! She'd be a catch--even for +you, Leicester." + +"She must have demolished some of her pyramids, before this paradise was +created, I fancy," answered Leicester, looking down the vista of open +rooms, now crowded with life and beauty. + +"Yes, three at least," replied the juvenile Turk, planting one foot +forward on the carpet, that he might admire the flow of his ample +trousers; "one hundred and fifty thousand never paid for a place like +this." + +"So you, young gentleman, set fifty thousand down as a pyramid. Now, +what if a lady chances to have only the half of that sum; how do you +estimate her?" + +"Twenty-five thousand!" repeated the exquisite; "a woman with no more +than that isn't worth estimating; at any rate, till after a fellow gets +to be an old fogy of two or three and twenty." + +A quiet, mocking smile curved Leicester's lip. Though rather sensitive +regarding his own age, he was really amused by this specimen of Young +America. + +"So, this widow, with so many pyramids--you think she would be a match +worth looking after. What if I make the effort?" + +"If you were twenty or twenty-five years younger, it might do." + +Leicester laughed outright. + +"Well, as I am too old for a rival, perhaps you will show me where the +lady is; I have never seen her yet." + +"What--never seen Mrs. Gordon, the beautiful Mrs. Gordon! I thought you +old chaps were keener on the scent. I know half a hundred young +gentlemen dead in for it." + +"Then there is certainly no chance for me." + +"I should rather think not," replied the youth, smiling complacently at +his own reflection in an opposite mirror; "especially without costume. A +dress like this, now, is a sort of thing that takes with women." + +Leicester was getting weary of the youth. + +"Well," he said, "if you will not aid me, I must find the lady myself." + +"Oh, wait till the crowd leaves us an opening. There, the music strikes +up--they are off for the waltz; now you have a good view; isn't she +superb?" + +For one moment a cloud came over Leicester's eyes. He swept his gloved +hand over them, and now he saw clearly. + +"Which--which is Mrs. Gordon?" he said in a sharp voice, that almost +startled the young exquisite out of his oriental propriety. + +"Why, how dull you are--as if there ever existed another woman on earth +to be mistaken for her." + +"Is that the woman?" questioned Leicester, almost extending his arm +toward a lady dressed as Ceres, who stood near the door of an adjoining +room. + +"Of course it is. Come, let me present you, while there is a chance, +though how the deuce you got here without a previous introduction, I +cannot tell. Come, she is looking this way." + +"Not yet," answered Leicester, drawing aside, where he was less liable +to observation. + +"Why, how strangely you look all at once. Caught with the first glance, +ha?" persisted his tormentor. + +Leicester attempted to smile, but his lips refused to move. He would +have spoken, but for once speech left him. + +"Come, come, I am engaged for the next polka." + +"Excuse me," answered Leicester, drawing his proud figure to its full +height; "I was only jesting; Mrs. Gordon and I are old acquaintances." + +"Then I will go find my partner," cried the Turk, half terrified by the +flash of those fierce eyes. + +"Do," said Leicester, leaning upon the slab of a music table that stood +near. + +And now, with a fiend at his heart and fire in his eye, William +Leicester stood regarding his wife. + +Ada had given this ball for a purpose. It was here, surrounded by all +the pomp and state secured by position and immense wealth, that she +intended once more to meet her husband. What hidden motive lay in the +depths of her mind, I do not know. Perhaps--for love like hers will +descend to strange humiliations--she expected to win back a gleam of his +old tenderness, by the magnificence which she knew he loved so well. +Perhaps she really intended to startle him by her queenly presence, load +him with scornful reproaches, and so separate forever. This, probably, +was the reason she gave to her own heart; but I still think a dream of +reconciliation slept at the bottom of it all. + +At another time Ada would have been dressed with less magnificence under +her own roof: for her taste was perfect, and the elegant simplicity of +her style was at all times remarkable. But now she had an object to +accomplish--a proud soul to humble to the dust; and she loaded herself +with pomp, as a warrior encases himself in armor just before a battle. + +The character of Ceres, in which she appeared, was peculiarly adapted to +the perfection of her beauty and the natural grace of her person. In +order to increase the magnificence of this costume, she had ordered all +her jewels to be reset at Ball & Black's, in wreaths, bouquets, and +clusters, adapted to the character; and as Leicester gazed upon her from +the distance, his eyes were absolutely dazzled with flashes of rainbow +light that followed every movement of her person. + +Her over-skirt of fine Brussels point was gathered up in soft clouds +from the amber satin dress, by clusters of fruit, grass, and leaves, all +of precious stones. Cherries, the size of life, cut from glowing +carbuncles; grapes in amethyst clusters, or amber hued, from the +Oriental topaz; stems of ruby currants; crab-apples, cut from the red +coral of Naples; with wheat ears, barbed with gold, and set thick with +diamond grain; all mingled with leaves and bending grass, lighted with +emeralds, were grouped among the gossamer lace, whence the light came +darting forth with a thousand sunset glories. + +Her fair, round arms were exposed almost to the shoulder, where a +quantity of soft lace, that fell like a mist across her bosom, was +gathered up with clusters of fruit-like jewels. Her hair, arranged after +the fashion of a Greek statue, flowed back from the head in waves and +ringlets, and was crowned by a garland of jewels that shot rays of +tinted light through all her golden tresses. The choicest jewels she +possessed had been reserved for this garland, wreathed in both fruit and +flowers. Here diamond fuschias, veined with rubies, and forget me-nots +of torquoise, each with a yellow pearl at the heart, were grouped with +diamond wheat ears and stems of currants, some heavy with ruby fruit, +others beset with yellow diamonds. The grape leaves that fell around her +temples were green with emeralds, and a single cluster of cherries, +formed from carbuncles, that seemed to have a drop of wine floating at +the heart, drooped over her white forehead. Great diamond drops were +scattered like dew over these dazzling clusters, and fell away down the +ringlets of her hair. + +Ada stood beneath the blaze of a chandelier, that poured its light over +the singular wreath, and struck the jewels of her girdle, till they sent +it back in broken flashes. Waves of lace were gathered beneath this +girdle, as we find the drapery around those antique statues of Ceres, +still existing in fragments at Athens. + +Leicester stood motionless, gazing upon his wife. Every gem about her +person seemed to fix its value upon his mind. This surprise had +overpowered him for a moment, but no event had the power to disturb him, +even for the brief time he had been regarding her. + +His resolution was taken. Self-possessed, and, but for a wild brilliancy +of the eyes and a slight paleness about the mouth, tranquil as if they +had parted but yesterday, he moved down the room. + +The crowd was drawn off toward the dancing saloon, and at that moment +the reception room, in which Ada stood, was somewhat relieved of the +glittering crowd that had pressed around her but a moment before. + +Still several persons were grouped near her, glad to seize upon every +disengaged moment of the hostess; for never in her brightest mood had +she been half so brilliant as now. Her lips grew red with the flashes +of wit that passed through them. Her eyes flashed with animation, and a +warm scarlet flush lay upon her cheek, burning there like flame, but +growing more and more brilliant as the evening wore on. Sometimes she +would pause in the midst of a sentence, and look searchingly in the +crowd. Then a frown would contract her forehead, as if the jewelled +garland were beset with hidden thorns that pierced her temples; but when +reminded of this her smile grew brilliant again, and some flash of wit +displaced the impression her countenance had made the moment before. + +She had just made some laughing reply to a gentleman who stood near her, +and turning away, cast another of those anxious looks over the room. She +gave a faint start; her eye flashed, and drawing her form up to its full +height, she stood with curved lips and burning cheeks, ready to receive +her husband. He came down the room, slowly moving forward with his usual +noiseless grace. He paused now and then as the crowd pressed on him, and +it was a full minute after she first saw him, before he approached her +near enough to speak. + +"My dear lady, I shall never forgive myself for coming so late," he +said, reaching forth his hand. "Why did not your invitations say at once +that we were invited to paradise?" + +For one moment Ada turned pale and lost her self-possession. The +audacious coolness of the man astonished her. She had expected to take +him by surprise, and promised herself the enjoyment of his confusion; +but before his speech was finished the blood rushed to her cheek, her +lips grew red again, and her eyes seemed showering fire into his. He had +taken her hand, while speaking, and pressed it gently, but with a +meaning that aroused all the pride of her nature. + +Did he hope to practice his old arts upon her? Was she a school girl to +be won back by a pressure of the hand and frothy compliments to her +dwelling? The crafty man had mistaken her for once. She withdrew her +hand with a laugh. + +"So you were ignorant that the goddess of plenty reigned here." + +There was meaning in the light words, and for an instant Leicester's +audacious eyes fell beneath the glance of hers; but he recovered himself +with a breath. + +"The character is badly chosen. I could have selected better." + +"What, pray--what would you have selected?" she asked, with breathless +haste. + +He stooped forward, and with a smile upon his lips, as if he had been +uttering a compliment, whispered "A Niobe." + +The tone in which this was uttered, more than the words, stung her. + +She drew back with a suddenness that scattered the light like sunbeams +from her jewelled garland. + +"Everything that Niobe loved turned to stone. In that we are alike," she +said, in a suppressed voice that trembled with feeling. + +He bent his head and was about to answer in the same undertone, but she +drew back with a low defiant laugh. + +"No--no. It is a sad character, and I have long since done with tears," +she answered, turning to a gay group that had gathered around her, "What +say you, gentlemen, our friend here prefers a mournful character; do I +look like a woman who ever weeps?" + +"Not unless the angels weep," answered one of the group. + +"Angels do weep when they leave the homes assigned to them," whispered +Leicester, again bending towards her, "and it is fitting that they +should." + +She did not recoil that time. His words rather stung her into strength, +and strange to say, Leicester seemed less hateful to her while uttering +these covert reproaches, than his first adroit compliment had rendered +him. A retort was on her lip, but that instant a group came in from the +dancing saloon, laughing and full of excitement. + +"Oh, Mrs. Gordon, such a droll character!" cried a flower girl, pressing +her way to the hostess; "a postman with bundles of letters, real +letters; you never saw anything like it. I'm sure Mr. Willis and some +other poets here, that I could point out, have had a hand in getting up +this mail, for some of the letters are full of delightful poetry. Only +look here, isn't this sweet?" + +The girl held up an open paper, in which half a dozen lines of poetry +were visible. + +"Read it aloud--read it aloud," cried several voices at once. "No one +has secrets here!" + +"Oh, I wouldn't for anything," answered the young lady, tossing the +flowers about in her basket, with a simper; "Mrs. Gordon won't insist, I +am sure." + +Ada saw what was expected of her, and held the letter aloof, when the +young lady made feints at snatching it away. + +"But what if Mrs. Gordon does insist?" she said. "The postman has no +business to bring letters here that are not for the public amusement." + +"Well, now, isn't it too bad," cried the flower girl, striving to +conceal her satisfaction with a pout. "I am sure it's not my fault." + +"Read, read," cried voices from the crowd. + +"No," said Ada, weary with the scene, and mischievously inclined to +punish the girl for her affectation; "all amusement must be voluntary +here." + +The young lady took her note with a pout that was genuine, this time, +and hid it in her basket. + +During this brief scene, Leicester had glided from the room unobserved, +and two strange characters took his place. This would hardly have been +remarked in so large an assembly, but the costumes in which these +persons appeared, were so arranged that they amounted to a disguise. One +was robed as Night, the other as Morning; but the cloud-like drapery +that fell around them, was of glossy, Florence silk, which allowed them +to see what was passing, while their own features were entirely +concealed. Neither of them spoke, and their presence cast a restraint +upon the crowd close around the hostess. They seemed conscious of this, +and gradually drew back, stationing themselves at last close by a +pillar, that separated two rooms directly behind Ada and the group that +surrounded her. + +Leicester had only been to the gentleman's dressing-room, which was at +that hour quite empty. He seemed hurried and somewhat agitated on +entering. Going up to a light he took a letter-case from his bosom, and +hastily shuffling over some papers it contained, selected one from the +parcel. He opened this hurriedly, glanced at the first lines, and then +looked around the room, as if in search of something. + +Evidently the letters and poems from which the mock postman was +supplied, had been arranged there, for a writing table stood in one +corner littered with pens, fancy note-paper and envelopes. + +"How fortunate," broke from Leicester, as he saw these accommodations; +and he began to search among the envelopes for one of the size he +wanted. Having accomplished this, he placed the paper taken from his +letter-case open upon the table; and the light of a wax taper, that +stood ready for use, revealed a tress of hair that lay curled within it. + +Leicester pushed the curl aside with his finger, while he directed the +envelope, refering to the paper every other letter, as if to compare his +work with the writing it contained. + +When this was accomplished and his hand removed, the light fell upon his +own name written in a feminine running hand. He smiled as if satisfied +with the address, replaced the lock of hair in the paper, and folded +both in the envelope, which he carefully sealed. He left the room with a +crafty smile on his lip, and beckoned to an attendant. + +"Take this and give it to the postman you will find somewhere in the +second drawing-room. Tell him Mrs. Gordon wishes him to deliver it when +she is present; you understand." + +"Oh, yes," said the French servant, charmed with a mission so congenial +to his taste, "I've had a good many to carry down before to-night." + +"Do this quietly--you understand--and here is something for the +postage." + +"Monsieur is magnificent," said the man, taking the piece of gold with +a profound bow. "He shall see how invisible I shall become." + +Leicester stole back to the reception rooms again, and glided into the +group that still surrounded the hostess, unobserved as he thought; but +those who watched Ada closely, would have seen the apathy, that had +crept over her during his absence, suddenly flung off, while her manner +and look became wildly brilliant once more. At this moment Night and +Morning drew closer to the pillar, and sheltered themselves behind it. + +"Here he comes--here comes the postman," cried half a dozen young ladies +at once; "who will get a letter now? Mrs. Gordon, of course!" + +One of the first lawyers of the State entered the room, acting the +postman with great diligence and exactitude. He carried a bundle of +letters on his arm, and held some loose in his hands. There was a great +commotion among the young ladies when he presented himself, a flirting +of fans and waving of curls that might have tempted any man from his +course. He turned neither to the right nor left, but marching directly +up to Leicester, presented a letter with "Two cents, sir, if you +please." + +Leicester as gravely took the letter, drew a five-cent piece from his +pocket, and placed it in the outstretched hand of the postman, with, +"The change, if you please." + +A burst of laughter followed this scene; but the postman, no way +disconcerted, placed the five-cent piece between his teeth, while he +searched his pocket for the change. Drawing forth three cents, he +counted them into Leicester's palm, and strode on again, as if every +mail in the United States depended on his diligence. Leicester stood a +moment with the letter in his hand, smiling and seemingly a little +embarrassed about opening it! + +Ada glanced sharply from the letter to his face. Even then she was +struck with a jealous pang that made her recoil with self-contempt. + +"No! no--that will never do," called out voices all around, as +Leicester seemed about to place the note in his pocket--"All letters are +public property here--break the seal--break the seal!" + +With a derisive smile on his lip, as if coerced into doing a silly +thing, he broke the seal and unfolded the missive. A tress of golden +hair dropped to his feet, which he snatched up hurriedly, and grasped in +his hand. A burst of gay laughter followed the act. + +"Read--read--it is poetry--we can see that--give us the poetry!" broke +merrily around him. + +"Spare me," said Leicester, apparently annoyed; "but if the fair lady +chooses to enlighten you, she has my consent." + +Ada reached forth her hand for the paper. A strange sensation crept over +her, with the first sight of it in the mock postman's hand, and it was +with an effort that she conquered this feeling sufficiently to open the +paper, with her usual careless ease. + +She glanced at the first line. Her lips moved as if she were trying to +speak; but they uttered no sound, and by slow degrees the red died out +from them. + +Leicester watched her closely with his half averted eyes, and those +around him looked on in gay expectation; for no one else observed the +change in her countenance. To the crowd, she seemed only gathering up +the spirit of the lines, before she commenced reading them aloud. The +paper contained a wild, impulsive appeal to him, after the first jealous +outbreak that had disturbed their married life. As usual, when a warm +heart has either done or suffered wrong, it matters little which, she +had been the first to make concessions, and lavish in self-blame, poured +forth her passionate regret, as if all the fault had been hers. In her +first jealous indignation, she had demanded a tress of hair, for which +he had importuned her one night at the old homestead. + +He rendered it coldly back without a word. Wild with affright, lest this +was the seal of eternal separation, she had sent back the tress of hair +now grasped in Leicester's hand, with the lines which, with the plotting +genius of a fiend, he had placed in her hand. + +Poor Ada, she was unconscious of the crowd. The days of her youth came +back--the old homestead--the pangs and joys of her first married life. +While she seemed to read, a life-time of memories swept through her +brain, which ached with the sudden rush of thought. + +Leicester stood regarding her with apparent unconcern; but it was as the +spider watches the fly in his net. + +"She cannot read it aloud--I thought so," he said inly, "let her +struggle--while her lips pale in that fashion she is mine; I knew it +would smite her to the heart. Let the fools clamor, she is struck dumb +with old memories." + +Unconsciously a cold smile of triumph crept over his lips, as these +thoughts gained strength from Ada's continued silence. With her eyes on +the paper, she still seemed to read. + +At length her guests became politely impatient. + +"We are all attention," cried a voice. + +She did not hear it; but others set in with laughing clamor; and at +length she looked up, as if wondering what all the noise was about. Her +eyes fell upon Leicester. She saw the smile of which he was probably +unconscious, and the present flashed back to her brain. + +"He hopes to crush me with these memories," she thought with lightning +intuition. + +The life came back to her eyes, the strength to her limbs, and without +hesitation or pause, her voice broke forth. As she went on, the fire of +a wounded nature flashed over her face. Her voice swelled out rich and +passionately. Her woman's heart seemed beating in every word. + + + Take back the tress! the broken chain, + Its fragile folds have linked around us, + May never re-unite again! + And every gentle tie that bound us, + The madness of a single hour-- + The madness of a word--has parted, + Leaving the marble in thy power: + And me, ah more than broken hearted. + + Take back the tress! I cannot bear + To hold the link my hand has scattered; + It mocks me, in my dark despair, + With scenes and hopes forever shatter'd; + It haunts me with a thousand things-- + A thousand words, half felt, half spoken-- + When thy proud soul with eagle wings + Stoop'd to the heart now almost broken. + + It haunts me with the deep, low tones, + That stir'd my soul to more than gladness + When we seemed in the world, alone, + And joy grew deep almost to sadness. + Is there no charm to win thee back, + To wake the love thy pride is crushing? + Has mem'ry left no golden track-- + No music which thy heart is hushing? + + Is there within this little tress + No thought but that which wakes thy scorning? + Oh say, was there no happiness + Within thy breast that summer morning, + When from my brow the curl was shred + With hand that shook in joy, and terror; + And love, half hush'd in trembling dread, + Shrunk back, as if to feel were error? + + My soul is filled with deep regret, + That I who loved thee so, could doubt thee! + Sweep back thy pride, forgive, forget! + Life is so desolate without thee. + I will not keep this tress of hair: + As ravens from their gloomy wings + Cast shadows, it but leaves despair + Upon the weary heart it wrings. + + Where hope, and life, and faith are given, + I send it back, perchance too late; + Go cast it to the winds of heaven, + If it but rouse more bitter hate. + _I_ will not rend a single thread + That binds my willing soul to thine: + Take then the task; if love has fled, + Despoil love's desolated shrine. + + +Her voice ceased to vibrate over the throng full half a minute, before +the listeners breathed freely. The mesmeric influence of her hidden +grief spread from heart to heart, till in its earnestness, the crowd +forgot to applaud. Thus it happened that for some moments after she had +done, there was silence all around her. The paper began to tremble in +her hand--she tossed it carelessly toward Leicester. + +"The lady is too much in earnest--she quite takes away my breath," she +said, with an air of gay mockery; "a grand passion like that must be +very fatiguing." + +A flash rose to Leicester's brow. He took the paper, and refolding the +curl of hair in it, placed both in his bosom. His manner was +grave--almost humble. She had baffled him for once. But the game was not +played out yet. + +The crowd that observed nothing but the surface of this scene, was still +somewhat subdued by it; but the ringing notes of a waltz that swept in +from the dancing saloon, set the gay current in motion again. + +"Who was it that engaged me for this waltz?" cried the hostess, glancing +around the throng of distinguished men that surrounded her. + +Half a dozen voices gaily answered the challenge; but still, with a +purpose at heart, she selected the most distinguished of the group, and +was followed to the dancing saloon. + +Leicester remained behind. Even his strong nerves were ready to break +down under the excitement crowded upon him that evening. Never had he +been placed in a position of such difficulty. With two important crimes, +perpetrated almost the same hour, urging immediate flight to Europe, he +found himself constrained to remain and secure the still richer prize, +the discovery of that evening seemed to place within his grasp. He +leaned against the pillar near which Ada had been stationed to receive +her guests, and made a prompt review of his position. + +"I must go," he thought, locking his teeth hard, as the necessity was +forced upon him; "they must have time to put the boy up in Sing-Sing. +The girl, too--fool that I was--she is the most troublesome part of the +business. I will get her over sea, at once--the witnesses are +nothing--she can't live over a few months--if she does----" + +A fiendish expression crept over his face, and after a moment, he +muttered, so audibly, that the two shrouded females close by the pillar +heard him; "But women's hearts never do break; if they did, Wilcox's +daughter would have been in her grave long ago." + +A faint sob close by him, drove these evil thoughts inward again. There +was a slight rustling near the pillar, and raising his eyes, he saw the +two characters, Night and Morning, gliding away toward the dancers. He +did not give the circumstance a second thought; but moved down the rooms +toward the conservatory, where he could plot and think alone. + +"Yes, I _must_ go off and find a safe place for Florence. Thanks to my +icy-hearted mother, who never had a visitor, there is no chance for +gossip. Robert will be snugly-housed when I come back, and my man shall +go with me." + +But a new obstacle arose in his mind--the flower-girl, his other +witness. The old people, whose faces he had so dimly seen--what if Ada +should learn all from them? The thought was formidable; but at last he +thrust it aside, as undeserving of anxiety. + +"They will not meet; she has been years searching for them, and in vain; +besides, I shall be back in a month or two. If that girl is obstinate +and won't die, let her stay behind--that will settle it probably--the +hectic is on her cheek now. But I must see this proud witch to-night. +Poor Ada, how much trouble she takes to prove her love--I see it all; +this grand display was for me--I was to be astonished, braved, taunted +awhile, and after a tragic scene or two, my lady is meek as a lamb once +more. The handsome wretch--she did outwit me with those lines; I thought +they would have touched her to the heart. It was our first love quarrel. +How the creature did go on then! Now I shall find her more difficult to +bring under; but the same heart is at the bottom. I didn't think she +could have read those lines aloud--so dauntlessly too. Jove! I almost +loved her as she did it. Fool that I was, to make this trip across the +ocean necessary. But for that, I might take possession now. Ada +Wilcox--my pretty rustic Ada, reigning here like a queen! Mrs. +Gordon--Mrs. Gordon! Faith, it's a capital joke. She's managed it +splendidly--out-generaled Mrs. Nash and Mrs. Sykes both. More than that, +she has half out-generaled Leicester too." + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +THE LAST INTERVIEW. + + Thy race is run--thy fate is sealed, + Trust not the ties that bound thee; + A thousand snares, still unrevealed, + Are woven close around thee. + + Nor strength, nor craft availeth now; + Thy stubborn will is riven; + The death drops hang upon thy brow, + There's justice yet in Heaven. + + +It was over at last. The saloon, the banquet hall, the conservatory, +sleeping in the moonlight shed from many a sculptured vase--all were +deserted; wax candles flared and went out in their silver sockets; +garlands grew dim and shadowy in the diminished light; half a dozen +yawning footmen glided about extinguishing wax lights, and turning off +gas, but they seemed ghost-like and dreary, wandering through the vast +mansion. + +But Ada Leicester felt no fatigue; she saw nothing of the gloom that +was so rapidly spreading over the splendor of her mansion. Her boudoir +was still lighted by those two pearl-like lamps. It was a dim, luxurious +twilight, that seemed hazy with the perfume stealing up from a dozen +snowy vases scattered through the dressing-room, the bed-chamber, and +the boudoir. The doors connecting these apartments were ajar, but closed +enough to conceal one room from the other. + +Ada entered the boudoir. Her step was imperious; her cheek burning. +Pride, anger and haughty scorn swelled in her bosom, as she seated +herself to wait. One of those mysterious revulsions of feeling that are +so frequent to a passionate and ill-disciplined nature, had swept over +her heart. For the first time in her life she felt disposed to sting the +foot that had trampled so ruthlessly upon her. In that moment, all the +strong love of a lifetime seemed kindling into a fiery hate. + +It was one of those hours when we defy destiny--defy our own souls. A +few hours earlier and she could not have met him thus with scorn on her +brow, rebellion in her heart. A few hours after she might repent in +tears, but now she waited his approach without a thrill of pleasure or +of fear. The very memory of former tenderness filled her with +self-contempt. The marble Flora stood over her--crimson roses and +heliotrope had been mingled with the sculptured lilies in its hand. A +few hours before she had stolen away from her guests, to place these +blossoms among the marble counterfeits, for they breathed his favorite +perfume; now, she sickened as the fragrance floated over her, and +tearing them from the statue, tossed them amid a bed of coals still +burning in the silver grate. + +She did not go back to the couch, but remained upon the ermine rug, with +one arm resting upon the jetty marble of the mantel-piece. No footstep +could be heard in that sumptuously carpeted house, but the proud spirit +within her seemed to know when he stole softly forth from the +conservatory, and approached the room where she was waiting. + +Leicester was self-possessed; he had a game to play, more intricate, +more difficult than his experience had yet coped with, but this only +excited his intellect. With a heart of stone the nerves hold no +sympathy, and are obedient to the will alone: what or who had ever +resisted Leicester's will! + +But she also was self-possessed, and this took him by surprise. He moved +toward the grate and leaned his elbow on the mantel-piece, directly +opposite her. She held a superb fan, half open, against her bosom: it +was fringed deep with the gorgeous plumage of some tropical bird, but no +tumult of the heart stirred a feather. She held it there, as she had +often done that evening, when homage floated around her, gracefully and +quietly waiting to be addressed. This mood was one he had not expected; +it deranged all his premeditated plan of attack. Instead of reproaching +him, with that passionate anger that pants for reconciliation, she was +silent. + +"Ada!" The name was uttered in a voice that no heart that had loved the +speaker could entirely resist. A faint shiver and an irregular breath +were perceptibly ruffling, as it were, the plumage of her fan, but the +proud woman only bent her head. + +"Was it delicate--was it honorable to deceive your husband thus?" he +said, "to grant him one interview after so many years, and then conceal +yourself from his search under this disguise? I have sought for you, +Ada, Heaven only knows how anxiously." + +She smiled a cold incredulous smile, for well she knew how he had +searched for her. + +"You do not believe me," said Leicester, attempting to take her hand; +but she drew back, pressing the fan harder to her bosom, till the +delicately wrought ivory broke. The demon of pride grew strong within +her. For the first time in her life she felt a knowledge of power over +the man who had been her fate. + +"Was I to seek you that your foot might be planted on my heart once +more? Was I to offer my bosom to the serpent fang again and again? Have +you forgotten our interview in the chamber overhead?--that chamber +where I had hoarded every thing connected with the only happy months you +ever permitted me to know--so full of precious memories? I thought they +would touch even your heart." + +He attempted to speak, but she would not permit him. "I did not know +you, notwithstanding past experience. Your heart has blacker shades than +I imagined! Not up there--not among objects holy from association with +my child, should I have taken you, but here! here! do not these things +betoken great wealth?" A scornful smile curved her lips, and she glanced +around the boudoir. + +There was one word in this speech that Leicester seized upon. "_Your_ +child, Ada. Great Heaven! would you exclude me from all share even in +the love of our child!" + +Even this did not soften her, though she was fearfully moved at the +mention of her lost infant. He saw this, and his manner instantly +changed. + +"Why should I plead with you--why waste words thus?" he said, casting +aside all affectation of tenderness:--"you are my wife--lawfully +married--the mother of my child. If you have property, by the laws of +this land that property is mine! I plead no longer, madam! Being the +master of this house, if it is yours, my province is to command. Tell +me, then! this wealth--for which people give their idol, _Mrs. Gordon_, +so much credit--this mansion; are they real?--are they yours?--and +therefore mine?" + +The scorn that broke over Ada's face was absolutely sublime. + +"Yes," she said, "this wealth is mine, yours, if the law makes it so; +but listen--then say if you will use it!" + +She bent forward; her lips and cheek were pale as death, but across the +snow of her forehead a crimson flush came and went, like an arrow +shooting back and again. + +"You asked me that night in the room above, if I had lived in Europe as +the governess of that man's daughter--the governess only--I answered +yes; a governess only. It was false! Every dollar of the millions I +possess comes from this man; he bequeathed them on his death-bed, that I +might not again become your slave!" The haughty air gave way as she +uttered this confession; her limbs trembled so violently that she was +obliged to lean on the mantel-piece to keep from sinking to the floor. +Pride, that treacherous demon, left her then, helpless as a child. + +"This," said Leicester, with a stern, clear enunciation, "this in no way +interferes with my claim on the property. Were it double, that would be +poor atonement for the outrage to my affections--the disgrace brought +upon my name." + +She did not speak, but listened in breathless silence, trying to +comprehend the moral enormity before her, with a confused sense that +even yet she had not fathomed the black depths of his heart. + +Leicester had paused, thinking that she would answer; but as she +remained silent he spoke again, still calmly, and with measured +intonation. + +"But that which you have confessed becomes important in another sense. +If the law gives me your property, it also enables me to divest it of +the only incumbrance that would be unpleasant. Your confession, madam, +entitles me to a divorce." + +"You would not--oh, Heavens, no!" gasped the wretched woman. + +"Now you seem natural--now you are meek again," he said with a laugh +that cut to the heart. "So, you thought to dazzle me with your +wealth--wither me with haughty pride--fool! miserable fool!" + +"Mercy, mercy! Will no one save me from this man?" shrieked the wretched +woman, flinging her clasped hands wildly upward. + +Leicester was about to speak again, something fearfully bitter--you +could see it in the curve of his lip--but her cry had reached other +ears, and while the taunt was yet unspoken, Jacob Strong entered the +boudoir. Leicester gazed upon him in utter amazement, for he advanced +directly toward Ada, and taking the clasped hands she held out in both +his, led her to the couch, trembling, and so faint that she was +incapable of uttering a word. + +"What is this? how came you here, fellow?" said Leicester, the moment he +could break from the astonishment occasioned by Jacob's presence. + +"My mistress called for help, and I came," was the steady answer. + +"Your mistress! where--who?" + +"This lady--your _first_ wife! the other----" + +"Villain! who are you?" + +Jacob looked into his master's eyes with a calm stare: "Look at me, Mr. +Leicester! I have grown since you saw me at old Mr. Wilcox's! No doubt +you have forgotten the awkward boy, who tended your horse, and pointed +out the best trout streams for you? But I--I shall never forget! No +angry looks--no frowns, sir! The rocks we climbed together would feel +them more than I do." + +"Go on--go on--I would learn more," said Leicester, paling fearfully +about the mouth. "You have been a spy in my service!" + +"Yes--a spy--a keeper of your most dangerous secrets! I read the letter +from Georgia--I have that old copy-book, which was to have sent Robert +Otis, my own nephew, to state prison. There is a check of ten thousand, +which I can lay my hand on at any moment--you comprehend! I saw it +written--I saw it pass from your hand to his. I was in the back room. +Villain! I am your master." + +The palor spread up from Leicester's mouth to his temples, leaving a +dusky ring around his eyes. For the first time in his life, this man of +evil and stern will was terrified. Yet wrath was stronger in his heart +than fear, even then. His white lips curled in fierce disdain. He turned +towards Ada, who lay with her face buried in the silken pillows, +conscious of nothing but her own unutterable wretchedness. She did not +feel the fiendish glance that he cast upon her; but Jacob saw it, and +his grey eyes kindled, till they seemed black as midnight: "If you wish +to see another, come in here--come, I say! Victims are plenty about you; +come in." + +Jacob looked terribly imposing in this burst of indignation. His awkward +form dilated into rude grandeur--his wrath, ponderous and intense, +rolled forth like some fathomless stream, whose very tranquillity is +terrible. He flung his powerful arm around Leicester, and drew him +forward as if he had been a child. + +Through the dressing-room, still flooded with soft light and redolent of +flowers, and into the bed-chamber beyond, Jacob strode, grasping his +companion firmly with one arm. He paused close by the bed. With an +upward motion of his arms, he flung aside the cloud of lace that fell +over it, and pointed to a form that lay underneath, pillowed, as it +were, upon a snow drift. "Look! here is another!" said Jacob, towering +above the man who had been his master--for there was no stoop in his +shoulders then--"look! it is your last victim--to all eternity, the +last!" + +Leicester did look, for his gaze was fascinated by the soft eyes lifted +to his from the pillow; the sweet, sweet smile that played around that +lovely mouth. It went to his soul--that impenetrable soul--that Ada's +anguish had failed to reach. + +"She heard it all. She saw everything that passed between you and your +wife," said Jacob. + +"What--and smiles upon me thus?" There was something of human feeling in +his voice. He stooped down, and put back some raven tresses that fell +over the eyes that were searching for his. + +Then the smile broke into a laugh so wild with insane glee, that even +Leicester shuddered and drew back. Florence started up in the bed. The +lace of her wedding garments was crushed around her form--her arms were +entangled in the rich white veil which still clung, torn and ragged, to +the diamond star fastened over her temple. The cypress and jessamine +wreath, half torn away, hung in fragments among her black tresses. She +saw that Leicester avoided her, and tearing the veil fiercely, set both +her arms free. She leaned half over the bed, holding them out, as a +child aroused from sleep, pleads for its mother. Leicester drew near, +for a fiend could not have resisted that look. She caught both his +hands, drew herself up to his bosom, and then began to laugh again. + +That moment a female, whose black garments contrasted gloomily with the +drift-like whiteness of the couch, came from the shadowy part of the +room, and taking Florence in her arms laid her gently back upon the +pillows. She had seen that of which Leicester and Jacob were +unconscious--Ada Leicester, standing in the gorgeous gloom of her +dressing-chamber, and watching the scene. + +"Mother, you here also!" exclaimed Leicester, and his voice had, for the +instant, something of human anguish in it. His mother pointed toward the +dressing-room, and only answered-- + +"Would you drive her mad also?" + +"Would to Heaven it were possible," answered Leicester, with a cold +sneer. He bowed low, and with a gesture full of sarcastic defiance moved +toward the dressing-room. Jacob followed him. + +"Stay," said Ada, standing before them--"what is this--who are the +persons you have left in my chamber?" + +"One of them," answered Leicester, with calm audacity, "one of them is +of little consequence, though you may find in her, my dear madam, an old +acquaintance. The other is a young lady, very beautiful, as you may see +even from here--to whom I had the honor of being married last evening. +How she became your guest I do not know, but treat her with all +hospitality, I beseech you, if it were only for the love that I bear +her--love that I never felt for mortal woman before." + +"Go," said Ada, stung into some degree of strength by his insolence, +"or, rather let me go, if you are indeed the master here." + +She took a shawl which had been flung across a chair, and folded it +around her. + +"Take everything, but let me go in peace. Jacob, oh, my friend, _you_ +will not abandon me now?" + +"No," answered Jacob, with a degree of respectful tenderness that gave +to his rude features something more touching than beauty. "Take off your +shawl, madam--he has lost all power to harm you--there is desperation in +his insolence, nothing more. His own crimes have disabled him." + +"How? how? Not that which he hinted--not marriage with another? Tell me, +that it was only bravado. Rather, much rather, could I go forth +penniless and bare-headed into the street." + +She approached Leicester, holding out her hands. He saw all the +unquenched love that shed anguish over that beautiful face, and took +courage. In this weakness, lay some hope of safety. + +"Ada let me see you alone," he said, with an abrupt change of voice and +manner. She looked at Jacob irresolutely. He saw the danger at once, and +taking her hand, led her with gentle force into the bed-chamber. "Look," +he said, pointing to Florence, who lay upon the couch--"ask her, she +will tell you what it means." + +Ada advanced toward the old lady, who came to meet her as one who +receives the mourners who gather to a funeral. + +"It is Leicester's mother," broke from the pale lips of Leicester's +wife. + +"My poor daughter," said the old lady, wringing the trembling hand that +Ada held out. + +"Will you--can you, call me daughter? oh madam, how long it is since +that sweet word has fallen on my ear." The pathos of her words--the +humility of her manner--melted the old lady almost to tears. She opened +her arms, and received the wretched woman to her bosom. + +Jacob went out and found Leicester in the boudoir. + +"Will she come? I am tired of waiting," he said, as Jacob closed and +locked the door leading to the dressing-room. + +"Expect nothing from her weakness--never hope to see her again. It is +with me--not a weak, loving, forgiving woman, you have to deal." + +"With you--her father's clownish farmer-boy--my own servant." + +"I have no words to throw away, and you will need them to defend +yourself," answered Jacob, with firm self-possession. "You have +committed, within the last twenty-four hours, two crimes against the +law. You have married a woman, knowing your wife to be alive. I am the +witness, I, her playmate when she was a little girl, her protector and +faithful servant in the trouble and sin which you heaped upon her after +she was a woman. I went with her to the hotel that night, I witnessed +all--all--to the scene last evening. Let that pass, for it _should_ +pass, rather than have her history connected with yours before the +world. But another crime. This forged check--this attempt to ruin as +warm-hearted and honest a boy as ever lived. In this, her name cannot, +from necessity, appear; for this you shall suffer to the extent of the +law; for this, you shall live year after year in prison, not from +revenge, mark, but that she, Ada Wilcox, may breathe in peace. Leave +this house, sir, quietly, for I must not have a felon arrested beneath +her roof. Go anywhere you like, for a few hours, not to the hotel, for +Robert Otis is waiting in your chamber with an officer; not to ferry, or +steamboat, in hopes of escaping; men are placed everywhere to stop you; +but till noon you are safe from arrest." + +"I will not leave this house without speaking with Ada," said Leicester, +in a whisper so deep and fierce, that it came through his clenched teeth +like the hiss of a wounded adder. + +"Five minutes you have for deliberation; go forth quietly, and as a +departing guest, or remain to be marshalled out by half a dozen men, +whom the chief of police has sent to protect the grounds--you +understand, to protect the grounds." + +Leicester did not speak, but a sharp, fiendish gloom shot into his eyes, +and he thrust one hand beneath his snowy vest, and drew it slowly out; +then came the sharp click of a pocket pistol. Jacob watched the motion, +and his heavy features stirred with a smile. + +"You forget that I am your servant; that I laid out your wedding dress, +and loaded the pistol; put it up, sir--as I told you before, when I play +with rattlesnakes, I take a hard grip on the neck." + +Leicester drew his hand up deliberately, and dashed the pistol in +Jacob's face. The stout man recoiled a step, and blood flowed from his +lips. It was fortunate for him that Leicester had found the revolver +which he was in the habit of wearing too heavy for his wedding garments. +As it was, he took out a silk handkerchief, and coolly wiped the blood +from his mouth, casting now and then a look at the tiny clock upon the +mantel-piece. The fiendish smile excited by the sight of his enemy's +blood was just fading from Leicester's lip, when Jacob put the +handkerchief back in his pocket. + +"You will save a few hours of liberty by departing at once," he said. +"To a man, who has nothing but prison walls before him, they should be +worth something." + +"Yes, much can be done in a few hours," muttered Leicester to himself, +and gently settling his hat, he turned to go. + +"Open the door," he said, turning coolly to Jacob; "your wages are paid +up to this time, at any rate." + +Jacob bowed gravely, and dropping into his awkward way, followed his +master down stairs. He opened the principal door, and Leicester stepped +into the street quietly, as if the respectful attendance had been real. + +The morning had just dawned, cold, comfortless, and humid; a slippery +moisture lay upon the pavements, dark shadows hung like drapery along +the unequal streets; Leicester threaded them with slow and thoughtful +step. For once, his great intellect, his plotting fiend, refused to +work. What should he do? how act? His hotel, the very street which he +threaded perhaps, beset with officers; his garments elegantly +conspicuous; his arms useless, and in his pockets only a little silver +and one piece of gold. Never was position more desperate. + +Hour after hour wore on, and still he wandered through the streets. As +daylight spread over the sky, kindling up the fog that still clung +heavily around the city, Leicester saw two men walking near him. He +quickened his pace, he loitered, turned again, down one street and up +another; with their arms interlaced, their bodies sometimes enfolded in +the fog, distinct or shadowy, those strange wanderers had a power to +make Leicester's heart quail within him. + +All at once he started, and stood up motionless in the street. That +child--those two old people! He had recognized them at once the night +before as Mr. Wilcox and his wife, poor, friendless; he had striven to +cast them from his mind, to forget that they lived. The after events of +that night had come upon him like a thunder-clap; in defending himself +or attacking others, he had found little time to calculate on the +discovery of his daughter and her old grand parents. Now, the thought +came to his brain like lightning. He would secure the young girl--Ada's +lost child. The secret of her existence was his; it should redeem him +from the consequence of his great crime. The old people were poor--they +would give up the child to a rich father, and ask no questions. With +this last treasure in his power, Ada would not refuse to bribe it from +him at any price. Her self-constituted guardian, too, that man of rude +will, and indomitable strength, he who had sacrificed a lifetime to the +mother of this child, who had tracked his own steps like a hound, could +he, who had given up so much, refuse to surrender his vengeance, also? +This humble girl, from whom Leicester had turned so contemptuously, how +precious she became as these thoughts flashed through his brain. + +Leicester proceeded with a rapid step to the neighborhood that he had +visited the previous night. He descended to the area, glided through the +dim hall, and entered the back basement just as old Mr. Warren, or +Wilcox we must now call him, was sitting down to breakfast with his wife +and grandchild. A look of poverty was about the room, warded off by care +and cleanliness, but poverty still. Leicester had only time to remark +this, when his presence was observed. Old Mr. Wilcox rose slowly from +his chair, his thin face grew pale as he gazed upon the elegant person +of his visitor, and the rich dress, so strongly at variance with the +place. A vague terror seized him, for he did not at once recognize the +features, changed by time, and more completely still, by a night of +agonizing excitement. At length he recognized his son-in-law, and +sinking to his chair, uttered a faint groan. + +Julia started up, and flung her arms around the old man's neck. +Leicester came quietly forward. + +"Have you forgotten me, sir?" he said, laying one hand softly upon the +table. + +"No," gasped the old man, "no." + +"And the little girl, she seems afraid of me, but when she knows--" + +"Hush," said the old man, rising, with one arm around the child, "not +another word till we are alone. Wife, Julia, leave the room." + +The old woman hesitated. She, too, had recognized Leicester, and dreaded +to leave him alone with her husband. Julia looked from one to the other, +amazed and in trouble. + +"As you wish. I have no time to spare. Send them away, and we can more +readily settle my demands and your claims." + +"Go!" replied the old man, laying his hand on Julia's head. + +That withered hand shook like a leaf. + +Julia and her grandmother went out, but not beyond the hall. There they +stood, distant as the space would permit, but still within hearing of +the voices within. Now and then a word rose high, and old Mrs. Wilcox +would draw Julia's head against her side, and press a hand upon her ear, +as if she dreaded that even those indistinct murmurs should reach her. + +While these poor creatures stood trembling in the hall, a strange, +fierce scene was going on over that miserable breakfast-table. Leicester +had been persevering and plausible at first; with promises of wealth, +and protestations of kindness, he had endeavored to induce the poor old +man to render up the child. When this failed, he became irritated, and, +with fiercer passions, attempted to intimidate the feeble being whom he +had already wronged almost beyond all hopes of human forgiveness. The +old man said little, for he was terrified, and weak as a child; but his +refusal to yield up the little girl was decided. "If the law takes her +away, I cannot help it," he said, "but nothing else ever shall." Tears +rolled down the old man's face as he spoke, but his will had been +expressed, and the man who came to despoil him saw that it was +immovable. + +Despairing at last, and fiercely desperate, Leicester rushed from the +basement. Julia and her grandmother shrunk against the wall, for the +palor of his face was frightful. He did not appear to see them, but went +quickly through the outer door and up to the side-walk. Here stood the +two men, arm-in-arm, ready to follow him. He turned back, and retraced +his steps, with a dull, heavy footfall, utterly unlike the elasticity of +his usual tread. Further and further back crowded the frightened +females. The old man was so exhausted that he could not arise from the +chair to which he had fallen. He looked up when Leicester entered the +room, and said, beseechingly, "Oh, let me alone! See how miserable you +have made us! Do let us alone!" + +"Once more--once more I ask, will you give up the child?" + +"No--no." + +A knife lay upon the table, long and sharp, one that Mrs. Wilcox had +been using in her household work. Leicester's eye had been fixed on the +knife while he was speaking. His hand was outstretched toward it before +the old man could find voice to answer. Simultaneous with the brief +"no," the knife flashed upward, down again, and Leicester fell dead at +the old man's feet. Mr. Wilcox dropped on his knees, seized the knife, +and tore it from the wound. Over his withered hands, over the white +vest, down to his feet, gushed the warm blood. It paralyzed the old man; +he tried to cry aloud, but had no power. A frightful stillness reigned +over him; then many persons came rushing into the room. + +A light shone in that pretty cottage--a single light from the chamber +where Julia had robed Florence Nelson in her bridal dress. A bed was +there, shrouded in drapery, that hung motionless, like marble, and as +coldly white; glossy linen swept over the bed, frozen, as it were, over +the outline of a human form. Death--death--the very atmosphere was full +of death. On one corner of the bed, crushing the cold linen, wrinkled +with her weight, Florence Nelson had seated herself, and with her black +ringlets falling over the dead, sung to him as no human being ever sung +before. Sometimes she laughed--sometimes wept. Every variation of her +madness was full of pathos, sweet with tenderness, save when there came +from the opposite room a pallid and grief-stricken creature, with +drooping hands, and eyes heavy with unshed tears. + +If this unhappy woman attempted to approach the bed, or even enter the +room, Florence would spring up with the fierce cry of a wounded eagle; +the song rose to a wail, then, with her waxen hands, she would gather up +the linen in waves, over the dead, and if Ada came nearer, shriek after +shriek rose through the cottage. Thus poor Ada Leicester, driven from +the death-couch of her husband, would creep back to where his mother +knelt in her calm, still grief. There, with her stately head bowed down, +her limbs prone upon the floor, she would murmur, "Oh, God help me! It +is just--but help me, help me! Oh, my God!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +THE CITY PRISON. + + He was a man of simple heart, + Patient and meek, the Christian part + Came to his soul as came the air + That heaved his bosom; hope, despair, + Were chastened by a holy faith!-- + Meek in his life he feared not death. + + +Perhaps in the whole world there is not a building where all the horror, +the wild poetry of sin and grief is so forcibly written out in black +shadows and hard stone, as in the city prison of New York. A stranger +passing that massive pile would unconsciously feel saddened, though +entirely ignorant of its painful uses, for the very atmosphere fills him +with a vague sensation of alarm. The Egyptian architecture, so heavy and +imposing; the thick walls which no sunshine can penetrate, and against +which cries of anguish might, unheard, exhaust themselves forever, chill +the very heart. The ponderous columns, lost in a perspective of black +shadows in the front entrance--piles of granite sweeping toward +Broadway, and interlocking with the black prison that rises up, like a +solid wall, gloomy, windowless, and penetrated only with loop-holes, +like a fort which has nothing but misery to protect--fills the +imagination with gloom. + +The moment you come in sight of the building, your breath draws heavily; +the atmosphere seems humid with tears--oppressive with sighs--a storm of +human suffering appears gathering around. The air seems eddying with +curses which have exhausted their sound against those walls; you feel as +if sin, shame, and grief were palpable spirits, walking behind and +around you; and all this is the more terrible, because the waves of life +gather close up to the building, swelling against its walls on every +side. + +The prison sits like a monster, crouching in the very heart of a great +city; the veins and arteries of social evil weave and coil close around +it, like serpents born in the same foul atmosphere with itself. Placed +on foundations lower than the graded walks, nestled in a dried up swamp +that has exchanged the miasma of decayed nature for the miasma of human +guilt; the neighborhood close at hand sunk, like this building, deep in +the grade of human existence; is there on earth another spot so eloquent +of suffering, so populous with sin? + +"The Tombs," this name was given to the prison years ago, when its +foundations were first sunk in the swampy moisture of the soil. Then you +could see the vast structure sinking, day by day, into its murky +foundations, and enveloped in clouds of palpable miasma. There the poor +wretches huddled within its walls, died like herds of poisoned cattle; +pine coffins were constantly passing in and out of those ponderous +doors. Pauper death-carts might be seen every day lumbering up Centre +street, on their road to Potter's Field. The man, innocent or guilty, +who entered those walls, breathed his death warrant as he passed in. + +This only continued for a season; it was not long before the tramp of +human feet, and the weight of that ponderous mass of stone crushed the +poisonous moisture from the earth, but the name which death had left +still remained--a name deeply and solemnly significant of the place to +all who deem moral evil and moral death as mournful as the physical +suffering which had baptized it. + +The main building, which fronts on Centre street, opens to a dusky and +pillared vestibule, that leads to various rooms, occupied by the courts +and officials connected with the prison. At the right, as you enter, is +the police court, a spacious apartment, with deep casements. A raised +platform, railed in from the people, upon which the magistrates sit, +contains a desk or two, and beyond are several smaller rooms, used for +private examinations. + +In one of these rooms, the smallest and most remote, sat a mournful +group, early one morning, before the magistrates had taken their seats +upon the bench. One was an old man, thin, haggard and care-worn, but +with a placid and even exalted cast of countenance, such as a stricken +man wears when he has learned "to suffer and be strong." He sat near a +round table covered with worn baize, upon which one elbow rested rather +heavily, for he had tasted little food for several days; and the languor +of habitual privation, joined to strong nervous reaction, after a scene +of horror, impressed his person even more than his face. That, as I have +said, was pale and worn, but tranquil and composed to a degree that +startled those who looked upon him, for the old man was waiting there to +be examined on a charge of murder, and men shuddered to see the calmness +upon his features. It seemed to them nothing but hardened indifference, +the composure of guilt that had ceased to feel its own enormity. + +Close by this man sat two females, an old woman and a girl, not weeping, +they had no tears left, but they sat with heavy, mournful eyes gazing +upon the floor. Marks of terrible suffering were visible in their faces, +and in the dull, hopeless apathy of their motionless silence. Now and +then a low sigh rose and died upon the pale lips of the girl, but it was +faint as that which exhales from a flower which has been trodden to +death, and the poor girl was only conscious that the pain at her heart +was a little sharper that instant than it had been. + +The woman, pale, still, and grief-stricken in every feature and limb, +did not even sigh. It seemed as if the breath must have frozen upon her +cold lips, she seemed so utterly chilled, body and soul. + +An officer of the police stood just within the room, not one of those +burly, white-coated characters we find always in English novels, but a +tall, slender and gentlemanly person, who regarded the group it had been +his duty to arrest with a grave and compassionate glance. True, he +searched the old man's face as those who have studied the human +lineaments strive to read the secrets of a soul in their expression--but +there was nothing rude either in his look or manner. + +After awhile the officer remembered that his prisoners had not tasted +food since the day previous, and, with a pang of self-reproach, he +addressed them. + +"You are worn out for want of food--I should have remembered this!" he +said, approaching the table; "I will order some coffee." + +The old man raised his head, and turned his grateful eyes upon the +officer. + +"Yes," he said, with a gentle smile, "they are hungry; a little coffee +will do them good." + +The young female looked up and softly waved her head; but the other +continued motionless, she had heard nothing. + +The officer whispered to a person outside the door, and then began to +pace up and down the room like a sentinel, but treading very lightly, as +if subdued by the silent grief over which he kept guard. + +Directly the coffee was brought in, with bread and fragments of cold +meat. + +"Come now," said the officer, cheerfully, "take something to give you +strength. The examination may be a long one, and I have seen powerful +men sink under a first examination--take something to keep you up, or +you will get nervous, and admit more than a wise man should." + +"Yes," said the old man, meekly, "you are right, they will want +strength--so shall I." He took one of the tin-cups which had been +brought half full of coffee, and reached it toward the woman. + +"Wife!" he said, bending toward her. + +The poor woman started, and looked at him through her wild, heavy eyes. + +"What is it, Wilcox? What is it you want of me?" + +"You observe she is almost beside herself," said the old man addressing +the officer, and his face grew troubled--"what can I do?" + +"Oh! these things are very common. She must be roused!" answered the +man, kindly. "Speak to her again." + +The old man stooped over his wife, and laid his hand gently upon hers. +She did not move. He grasped her thin fingers, and tears stood in his +eyes; still she did not move. He stood a moment gazing in her face, the +tears running down his cheeks. He hesitated, looked at the officer half +timidly, and bending down, kissed the old woman on the forehead. + +That kiss broke up the ice in her heart. She stood up and began to weep. + +"You spoke to me, Wilcox--what was it you wanted? I am better now--quite +well. What is it you wanted me to do?" + +"He only wishes you to eat and drink something," said the officer, +deeply moved. + +"Eat and drink--have we got anything to eat and drink? That is always +his way when we are short, urging us, and hungry himself." + +"But there is enough for all," said the old man. "See, I too will eat, +and Julia!" + +"Why, if there is enough we will all eat, why not," said the poor woman, +with a dim smile. + +She took the coffee, tasted it, and looked around the room with vague +curiosity. + +"What is all this?--where are we now, Wilcox?" she said, in a low, +frightened voice. + +The old man kept his eyes bent on hers, they were full of trouble, and +this stimulated her to question him again. + +"Where are we? I remember walking, wading, it seemed to me, neck deep +through a crowd, trying to keep up with you. Some one said they were +taking us to prison; that I had done nothing, and they would not keep +me. That you and Julia would stay, but I must go into the street, +because a wife could not bear witness against her husband, but a +grandchild could. Have I been crazy, or walking in my sleep, Wilcox?" + +"No, wife, you are worn out--frightened; drink some more of the coffee, +by and bye all will be clear to you." + +The old woman obeyed him, and drank eagerly from the cup in her hand. +Then she looked on her husband, on Julia, and the officer, as if +striving to make out why they were all together in that strange place. +All at once she set down the cup and drew a heavy breath. + +"I remember," she said, mournfully--"I remember now that dead man, with +his open eyes and white clenched teeth; I know who he was--I knew it at +first." + +The officer drew a step nearer and listened, the spirit of his vocation +was strong within him. There might be important evidence in her words, +and for a moment the humane man was lost in the acute officer. The +prisoner remarked this movement, and looked on the man with an +expression of mild rebuke. + +"Would you take advantage of her unsettled state, or of the words it +might wring from me?" he said. + +"No," answered the officer, stepping back, abashed. "No, I would not do +anything of the kind, at least deliberately." + +But this remonstrance had aroused distrust in the old woman, she drew +close to her husband, and whispered to him-- + +"I cannot quite make it out, Wilcox. The people--the crowd said over and +over again that they were taking us to prison. This is no prison! +carpets on the floor, chairs, window blinds, all so pretty and snug, +with us eating and drinking together. This is no prison, Wilcox, we have +not had so nice a home these ten years." + +"This is only a room in the prison, not the one they will give me by and +bye!" answered the old man with a faint smile, "that will be smaller +yet." + +"You say _me_!" said the wife, holding tight to the hand that clasped +hers. "Why do you not say that the room--let it be what it will--is +large enough for us both, husband? I say you did not mean that it will +not hold your wife too." + +The old man turned away from those earnest eyes; he could not bear the +look of mingled terror and entreaty that filled them. + +"Remember, Wilcox, we have not spent one night apart in thirty years!" + +"I know it," answered the old man with quivering lips. + +"And now will you let me stay with you?" + +"Ask him," said the old man, turning his face away, "ask him!" + +She let go her hold of the prisoner's hand with great reluctance, and +went up to the officer. + +"You heard what he said, you must know what I want. We have lived +together a great many years, more than your whole life. We have had +trouble--great trouble, but always together. Tell me--can we stay +together yet?" + +"I do not know," said the man, deeply moved. "Your husband is charged +with a crime that requires strict prison rules." + +"I know, he is charged with murder! but you see how innocent he is," +answered the wife, and all the holy faith, the pure, beautiful love born +in her youth and strengthened in her age, kindled over those wrinkled +features--"you see how innocent he is!" + +The man checked a slight wave of the head, for he would not appear to +doubt that old man's innocence, strong as the evidence was against him. + +"You will not send me away!" said the old woman, still regarding him +with great anxiety. + +"I have no power--it is not for me to decide--such things have been +done. In minor offences, I have known wives to remain in prison, but +never in capital cases that I remember." + +"But some one has the power. It is only for a little while--it cannot be +for more than a week or two that they will keep him, you know." + +"It may be--from my heart I hope so--but I can answer for nothing, I +have no power." + +"Who has the power?--what can we do?" + +It was the young girl who spoke now. The entreaties of her +grandmother--the tremulous voice of her grandsire, at length aroused her +feelings from the icy stillness that had crept over them. The mist +cleared away from her eyes, and though heavy with sleeplessness and +grief, they began to kindle with aroused animation. + +"No one at present, my poor girl--nothing can be done till after the +examination." + +Julia had drawn close to her grandmother, and grasped a fold of her +faded dress with one hand. The officer could not turn his eyes from her +face, so sad, so mournfully beautiful. He was about to utter some vague +words of comfort, but while they were on his lips a door from the +police-court opened, and a man looked through, saying in a careless, +off-hand manner, "bring the old man in." + +The court-room was crowded with witnesses ready to be examined, lawyers, +eager for employment, and others actuated by curiosity alone, all +crowded and jostled together outside the bar. As the prisoner entered, +the throng grew denser, pouring in through the open door, and spreading +out into the vestibule to the granite pillars, all pressing forward with +strained eyes to obtain a view of one feeble old man. + +They made a line for him to pass, crushing against each other with their +heads thrown back, and staring in the old man's face as if he had been +some wild animal, till his thin hand clutched the bar. There he stood as +meek as a child, with all those bright, staring eyes bent upon him. A +faint crimson flush broke through the wrinkles on his forehead; and his +hand stirred upon the railing with a slight shiver, otherwise his gentle +composure was unbroken. + +The crowd closed up as he passed, but the two females clinging together, +breathless and wild with fear, least they should be separated from him, +pressed close upon his steps, forcing their way impetuously one moment, +and looking helplessly around the next. Still resolutely following the +prisoner, they won some little space at each step, not once losing sight +of his grey head as it moved through the sea of faces, all turned, as +they thought, menacingly upon him. At length they stood close behind the +old man, and, unseen by the crowd, clung to his garments with their +hands. + +The judge bent forward in his leathern easy-chair, and looked in the +prisoner's face, not harshly, not even with sternness. Had a lighter +offence been charged upon the old man, his face might have borne either +of these expressions, but the very magnitude of the charge under +investigation gave dignity to the judge, and true dignity is always +gentle. + +He stooped forward, therefore, not smiling, but kindly in look and +voice, informed the prisoner of his right, and cautioned him not to +criminate himself ignorantly in any answer he might make to +interrogations of the court. + +The old man raised his eyes, thanked the judge in a low voice, and +waited. + +"Your name?" + +"I am known in the city as Benjamin Warren, but it is not my real name." + +"What is the real name then?" + +"I would rather not answer." + +The old man spoke mildly, but with great firmness. The judge bent his +head. A dozen pens could be heard at the reporters' desk taking down the +answer. A hush was on the crowd; every man leaned forward, breathless +and listening. Those even in the vestibule kept still while the old +man's reply ran among them in whispers. + +"Did you know the man who was found dead in your house on the nineteenth +of this month?" + +"Yes, I knew the man well!" + +"Where and when had you met before!" + +"I do not wish to answer!" + +"Did you see him on the evening of the eighteenth?" + +"No!" + +"Did evil feeling exist between you?" + +The old man turned a shade paler, and his hand shook upon the railing; +he hesitated as if at a loss for words which might convey an exact +answer. + +"I cannot say what his feelings were--but of my own I can speak, having +asked this same question of my soul many times. William Leicester had +wronged me and mine--but I forgave the wrong; I had no evil feeling +against him." + +"Were there not high words and angry defiance between you that +morning?" + +"He was angry--I was not; agitated, alarmed, I was--but not angry." + +"Were you alone with him?" + +"Yes!" + +"How long?" + +"Maybe ten minutes!" + +"Once more," said the judge; "once more let me remind you that in +another court these answers may be used to your prejudice. Now take +time, you have no counsel, so take time for reflection before you reply. +What business had Leicester with you?--what was the subject of +conversation between you?" + +The old man bent his forehead to the railing, and thus stood motionless +without answering. His own honest sense told him that every question +that he refused to answer gave rise to doubt, and kindled some new +prejudice against him. His obvious course was silence, or a frank +statement of the truth. He raised his head, and addressed the judge +gently as he might have consulted with a friend. + +"If I have a right to refuse answers to a part of what you ask me, may I +not, by the same right, remain silent?" + +"There is no law which forces you to answer where a reply will prejudice +your cause." + +"Will anything I can say help my cause?" + +"No!" + +"Then I will be silent. But I never lifted my hand against that +man--never, so help me God!" + +The judge felt this to be a wise conclusion, and a faint gleam of +satisfaction came to his lips. The meek dignity of that old men, the +beautiful pale face now and then peering out from behind his +poverty-stricken garments--the feeble old woman crowding close to his +side, all had aroused his sympathy. It was impossible to look on that +group and believe any one of those feeble creatures guilty of the blood +that had reddened their poverty-stricken hearth, and yet the evidence +had been fearfully strong before the coroner's inquest. + +Some commotion arose in the crowd after this. Men began to whisper +opinions to each other--now and then a rude joke or laugh rose from the +vestibule. People began to circulate in and out at the various doors, +and during all this several witnesses were examined. These persons had +seen a gentleman, well, nay, elegantly dressed, enter the miserable +basement occupied by the prisoner and his family, very early on the +morning of the nineteenth. One, a person who lived in the front +basement, testified to high words, and a sound as if some one had +stamped several times on the floor. Then he heard quick footsteps along +the entry; saw the stranger an instant in the front area, and then heard +him go back again. This excited considerable curiosity in the witness, +who opened the door of his own room and looked out. He caught a glimpse +of the stranger going, quickly, through the next door, and saw two +females. + +The old woman and girl now standing behind the prisoner were crouching +in the back end of the entry, apparently much frightened, for both were +pale; and the old woman wrung her hands while the girl wept bitterly. A +little after, perhaps two minutes, this man heard a sound from the next +room, as if of some heavy body falling; this was followed by a _hush_ +that made him shiver from head to foot. He went out and saw the two +females clinging together, and creeping pale and terror-stricken up to +the door, which the old woman tried to open, but could not, her hands +shook so violently. + +The witness himself turned the latch and looked in, leaning over the +females, who, uttering a low cry, stood motionless, blocking up the +entrance. He saw the stranger lying upon the floor, stretched back in +the agony of a fierce death pang; his teeth were clenched; his eyes wide +open; the chin protruded upward; and both hands were groping and +clutching at the bare boards. + +While the witness looked on, the limbs, half gathered up and strained +against the floor, gave way, and settled down like ridges of withered +grass. The room was badly lighted, but it seemed to the witness that +there was some faint motion, after this a shudder, or it might be a fold +of the dead man's clothes settling around him, but except this all signs +of life went out from the body. + +Then the witness had time to see the other objects in the room. The +first thing that his eyes fell upon was the face of old Mr. Warren, the +palest, the most deathly face he ever saw on a living man; he was +stooping over the corpse, grasping what seemed a handful of snow, +stained through and through with blood which he pressed down upon the +dead man's side. + +The witness grew wild with the terror of this scene. He pushed the two +females forward and went in. The prisoner looked up, still pressing his +hand upon the dead man; his lips moved, and he tried to speak, but could +not. On stooping down, the witness saw that the stained mass clenched in +the old man's fingers was one side of a white silk vest, clutched up +with masses of fine linen, which the dead man had worn. He also saw a +knife lying on the floor wet to the haft. After a minute or so, the +prisoner spoke, apparently feeling the body grow stiff under his hand; +he turned his head with a piteous look, and whispered--"What can we do?" + +The witness stated that his answer was "Nothing--the man is dead!" + +Then the old man got up, and went to a bed huddled on the floor in one +corner of the room, where his wife and grand-daughter had dropped, when +the witness pushed them with unconscious violence from the threshold. He +said something in a low voice to the woman, and she answered-- + +"Oh, Wilcox, tell me that you did not do it!" + +The prisoner looked at her--at first he seemed amazed as if some horrid +thought had just struck him, then he looked grieved, wounded to the +heart. The expression that came upon his face was enough to make one +cry, but his voice, when he spoke, was even worse than the look; it +seemed choked up with tears, that he could not shed. + +"My wife!" he said nothing more, but that was enough to make the old +woman cover her face with both hands and sob like a child. Julia, his +grandchild, who had been sitting white and still as death till then, +lifted her eyes to the old man's face, and you could see them deepen +with sorrowful astonishment, as if she too had been suddenly wounded. +The look of horror died on her features, leaving them full of +tenderness. She arose with the look of an angel, and clasping her hands +over the old man's arm, as he stood gazing mournfully upon his wife, +pressed her head against his side. + +"Grandfather, she did not think it. It was the terror that spoke, not +her, not my grandmother!" + +The old man would have laid his hand upon her head, but it was crimson +and wet. He saw this, and dropped it again. + +The dim light, the pale faces, the man stark and dead upon the floor, +made the scene too painful even for a strong man. The witness went out +and aroused the neighborhood. He did not go back; more courageous men +would have shrunk from the scene as he did. + +I have given this man's evidence, not in his own words. He was a German, +and spoke rude English; but the scene he described was only the more +graphic for that. It impressed the judges and the crowd; it gratified +that intense love of the horrible that is becoming a passion in the +masses, and yet softened it with touches of rude pathos, that also +gratified the populace. Here and there you saw a wet eye in the crowd. +Men who were strangers to each other, exchanged whispered wishes that +the prisoner might be found innocent. The old woman and her +grand-daughter became objects of unceasing curiosity. Men pressed +forward to get a sight at them. The reporters paused to study their +features, and to take an inventory of their poverty-stricken garments. + +Other witnesses were called, all testifying to like facts, that served +to fasten the appearances of guilt more closely upon that fallen old +man. When all had been examined but the grand-daughter, the excitement +became intense; the crowd pressed closer to the bar; those in the +vestibule rushed in, filling every corner of the room. + +The poor girl moved when her name was pronounced, and with difficulty +mounted the step which lifted her white face to a level with the judge. +The little hands grasped the railing till every drop of blood was driven +from the strained fingers; but for this she must have fallen to the +earth, for there was no strength in her limbs, no strength at her heart, +save that which one fixed solemn thought gave. There was something +deeper than the pallor of fear in those beautiful features--something +more sublime than sorrow in the clear violet eyes which she lifted to +the magistrate. He saw her lips move, and bent forward to catch the +sound of words that she seemed to be uttering,-- + +"I cannot answer any questions; don't ask me, sir, please don't!" + +He caught these words. He saw the look of meek courage that spoke even +more forcibly than the tremulous lips. No one saw the look, or heard the +voice, but himself, not even the prisoner; for age had somewhat dulled +his ear. The face, the look, the gentle bearing of this poor girl, +filled the judge with compassion. It is a horrible thing for any law to +force evidence from one loving heart that may cast another into the +grave. The magistrate had never felt the cruelty so much before. The +questions that he should have propounded sunk back upon his heart. It +seemed like torturing a lamb with all the flock looking on. + +Still, the magistrates of our courts learn hard lessons even of juvenile +depravity; not to be suspicious would, in them, be a living miracle. +This girl might be prompted by advice, and thus artfully acting as the +tool of some lawyer. You would not look in her eyes and believe it, but +soft eyes sometimes brood over falsehood that would make you tremble. No +one is better aware of this than the acute magistrate; still there is +something in pure simplicity that convinces the heart long before the +judgment has power to act. + +"Who told you not to answer my questions?" he said, in a low voice. + +"No one!" + +"Then why refuse?" + +"Because my grandfather never killed the man, but what I should say, +might make it seem as if he did." + +"But do you know that is contempt of court--a punishable offence." + +"I did not know it!" + +"That I have power to make you answer?" + +A faint beautiful smile flitted across her face. You might fancy a +youthful martyr smiling thus when threatened with death by fire. It +disturbed in no degree the humility of her demeanor, but that one gleam +of the strength within her satisfied the magistrate. + +Not even the reporters had been able to catch a word of the +conversation. His dignity was in no way committed. He resolved to waive +the cruel power, which would have wrung accusation from that helpless +creature unnecessarily; for the evidence that had gone before was quite +sufficient to justify a commitment. + +"We shall not require the evidence of this young girl," he said, +addressing a fellow-magistrate, who had been writing quietly during the +proceedings. + +"No," answered the magistrate, without checking his pen or raising his +head, "what is the use? The story of that German was enough. I should +have committed him after that. The poor girl is frightened to death. Let +her go!" + +"But in the other court, there she will be wanted!" + +"True, she must be kept safe. Anybody forthcoming with the bonds?" + +"I fear not. It seems hard to keep the poor thing in prison!" + +"Like caging a blackbird!" answered the man, racing over the paper with +his gold-mounted pen. "Hard, but necessary; bad laws must be kept the +same as good ones, my dear fellow! Disgrace to civilization, and all +that, but the majesty of the law must be maintained, even though it +does shut up nice little girls with the offscourings of the earth." + +"It goes against my heart!" answered the sitting magistrate with a sigh. +"It seems like casting newly fallen snow before a herd of wild animals. +I never hated to sign my name so much!" + +"Must be done though. You have stretched a point to save her. Just now, +the reporters were eyeing you. Another step of leniency, and down comes +the press!" + +"I shall act rightly according to my own judgment, notwithstanding the +press." + +"A beautiful sentiment, only don't let those chaps hear it. Would not +appreciate the thing at all!" + +The sitting magistrate spoke the truth. Never in his life had he signed +papers of commitment so reluctantly; but they were made out at length, +and handed to the officer. The old man was conducted from the bar one +way, and a strange officer took Julia by the hand, forcing her through +the crowd in another direction. At first she supposed that they were +going with her grandfather. When they were separated in the crowd, she +began to struggle; a faint wail broke from her lips, and the officer was +compelled to cast his arm around her waist, thus half carrying her +through the crowd. + +The woman had followed her husband and grandchild mechanically, but when +they were separated, the cry that broke from Julia's lips made her turn +and rush back; the crowd closed in around her; she cast one wild look +after the prisoner, another toward the spot whence the wail came. They +both were lost through a door in the dark vistas of the prison. She saw +an arm flung wildly up as if beckoning her, and rushed forward, blindly +struggling against the crowd. In the press of people, she was hurried +forth into the vestibule, and there leaning, in dreary helplessness, +against one of the massy stone pillars, she stood looking vaguely around +for her husband and child. It was a heart-rending sight, but every day +those ponderous walls witness scenes equally mournful. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +THE IMPRISONED WITNESS. + + When souls come freshly from their God, + They breathe the very air of Heaven! + To children on this earthly sod, + Angelic trusts are sometimes given. + + And like bright spirits wandering through + The haunted depths of tears and sin, + Their gentle words drop down like dew, + Where wisdom fails, they charm and win. + + +It is strange--nay, it is horrible--that so much of barbarism still +lingers in the laws and customs of a free land. Without crime or offence +of any kind, a person may be taken, here in the city of New York, and +confined for months among the most hideous malefactors; his self-respect +broken down; his associations brutalized; and all, that the law may be +fulfilled. What must that law be which requires oppression, that it may +render justice? + +In New York, the poor witness--a man who has the misfortune to know +anything of a crime before the courts, is himself exactly in the place +of a criminal. Like the malefactor, he must give bonds for his prompt +appearance on the day of trial, or lacking the influence to obtain +these, must himself share the prison of the very felon his evidence will +condemn. Strangers thus--sea-faring men, and persons destitute of +friends--are often imprisoned for months among the very dregs of +humanity; innocent, and yet suffering the severest penalties of guilt. + +This injustice, so glaring that a savage would blush to acknowledge it, +exists almost unnoticed in a city overrun with benevolent societies, +crowded with churches, and inundated with sympathies for the wronged of +every nation or city on earth. If ostentatious charity would, for a +time, give way to simple justice, New York like all the American cities +we know of, would obtain for itself more respect abroad and more real +prosperity at home. + +It was under this law that Julia Warren, a young creature, just +bursting into the first bloom of girlhood, pure, sensitive, and +guileless as humanity can be, was dragged like a thief into the city +prison. She had known the deepest degradation of poverty, and that is +always so closely crowded against crime in cities, that it seems almost +impossible to keep the dew upon an innocent nature. But Julia had been +guarded in her poverty by principle so firm, by love so holy, that +neither the close neighborhood of sin nor the gripe of absolute want had +power to stain the sweet bloom of a nature that seemed to fling off evil +impressions as the swan casts off waterdrops from its snowy bosom, +though its whole form is bathed in them. + +This young creature, in all her gentle innocence, without crime, without +even the suspicion of a fault, was now the inmate of a prison, the +associate of felons, hand-in-hand with guilt of a kind and degree that +had never entered even her imagination. + +At first, when the officer separated the poor girl from her +grandparents, she struggled wildly, shrieked for help, and at last fell +to imploring the man, with eyes so wild and eloquence so startling, that +he paused in one of the dark corridors leading from the court, and +strove to soothe her, supposing that she was terrified by the gloom of +the place. + +"No, no!" she answered. "It is not that. I did not see that it was dark. +I did not look at anything. My grandfather--poor grandma! Let me go with +them. I'm not afraid. I don't care for being in prison, only let me stay +where they are!" + +"Your grandmother is not here!" + +"Not here--not here!" answered the poor creature, wildly and aghast. +"Then what has become of her? Let me go--let me go, I say. She will +die!" + +Julia unlocked the hands that she had clasped, flung back the hair from +her face, and fled down the corridor so swiftly, that the keeper, taken +by surprise, was left far behind. An officer, coming in from the court, +seized her by the arm as she was passing him. + +"Not so fast, canary bird; not quite so fast. It takes swifter wings +than yours to get out of this cage." + +Julia looked at the man, breathless with affright. + +"What do you hold me for? Why can't I go?" she gasped forth. + +"Because you are a prisoner, little one!" + +"But I have done nothing!" + +"Nobody ever does anything that comes here," said this man, with a +contemptuous smile. "Never were so many innocent people crowded +together." + +As he spoke, the man tightened his hold on her arm, and moved forward, +forcing her along with him. + +The poor creature winced under the pain of his grasp. + +"You hurt my arm," she said, in a low voice. + +"Do I?" replied the man, affected by the despondency of her tone. "I did +not mean to do that; but it would be difficult to touch a little, +delicate thing like you without leaving a mark. Come, don't cry. I did +not hurt you on purpose." + +"I know it. It is not that," answered the girl, lifting her eyes, from +which the big tears were dropping like rain. + +"Well, well, go quietly to the women's department. They will not keep +you long, unless you have been stealing, or something of that sort." + +"Stealing!" faltered the girl, "stealing!" The color flashed into her +pale, wet cheeks; a faint, scornful smile quivered over her lips. + +The officer from whom she had fled now came up. "Come," he said, with a +shade of impatience, "I cannot be kept waiting in this way." + +"I am ready!" answered the poor girl, in a voice of utter despondency, +while her head dropped upon her bosom. "If I am a prisoner, take me +away. But what--what have I done?" + +"Never mind; settle that with the court. I am in a hurry, so come +along!" + +Julia neither expostulated nor attempted to resist. + +She gave her hand to the officer, who led her quickly forward. They +threaded the dim, vault-like passage, and paused before a grated door, +through which the trembling girl could see dark, squalid figures moving +about in the dusky twilight that filled the prison. Two or three faces, +haggard and fiend like, were pressed up against the bars. One was that +of a negro woman, scarred with many a street brawl, whose inflamed eyes +glared wickedly upon the innocent creature whom the laws had sent to be +her companion. + +"Get back--back with you!" commanded the officer, dashing his keys +against the grating. "Your hideous faces frighten the poor thing!" + +The faces flitted away, grinning defiance, and sending back a burst of +hoarse laughter that made Julia shiver from head to foot. She drew close +to the man, clinging to his garments, while he turned the heavy lock and +thrust the door half open. The dim vista of a hall, with cells yawning +on one side, and filled with gloomy light, through which wild, impish +figures wandered restlessly to and fro, or sat motionless against the +walls, met Julia's gaze. She shrank back, clinging desperately to her +conductor-- + +"Oh, mercy, mercy! Not here--not here!" she cried, pallid and shivering. + +The man raised her firmly in his arms, and passing through the door, set +her down. She heard the clank of keys; the shooting of a heavy bolt. She +saw the shadow of this, her last friend, fall across the grating; and +then, in dreary desolation, she sat down upon a wooden bench, and +leaning her cold cheek against the wall, closed her eyes. The tears +pressed through those long, dark eyelashes, and rolled, one by one, in +heavy drops, over her face. Her arms hung helplessly down; all the +energies of her young life seemed utterly prostrated. + +The hall was full of women of all ages, and bearing every stamp that +vice or sorrow impresses on the countenance. Some, old and hardened in +evil, stood aloof looking upon the heart-stricken girl with their stony, +pitiless eyes; others, younger, more reckless and fierce in their +sympathies, gathered around in a crowd, commenting upon her grief, some +mockingly, others with a touch of feeling. Black and white, all huddled +around the bench she occupied, pouring their hot breath out, till she +sickened and grew faint, as if the boughs of a Upas tree were drooping +over her. + +"She's sick--she's fainting away!" cried one of the women. "Bring some +water!" + +"No," cried another. "If we had a drop of brandy now. But water, bah!" + +"It's the horrors--see how she trembles," exclaimed a third, with a +chuckle and a toss of the head. + +"No such thing. She's too young--too handsome!" + +"Oh, get away! Don't I know the symptoms?" interrupted the first +speaker, with a coarse laugh. "Ain't I young--ain't I handsome? Who says +no to that? And yet haven't you heard me yell--haven't you heard me rave +with the horrors?" + +"That was because the doctor prescribes brandy," interposed a +sly-looking mulatto woman, folding her arms and turning her head saucily +on one side. "When that medicine comes, you are still enough." + +This retort was followed by a general laugh, in which the object joined, +till the tears rolled down her cheeks. + +In the midst of this coarse glee, Julia had fallen like a withered +flower, upon the bench. That moment, the huge negress, who had so +terrified the poor creature at the grating, plunged out from a cell in +the upper end of the hall, and came toward the group with a tin cup full +of water in her hand. + +Had a fiend come forth on an errand of mercy, it would not have seemed +more out of place than that hideous creature under the influence of a +kind impulse. She came down the hall as rapidly as her naked feet, +hampered by an old pair of slip-shod shoes, could move. The dress hung +in rents and festoons of dirty and faded calico around her gaunt limbs, +trailing the stone floor on one side, and lifted high above her clumsy +ankles on the other. + +The women scattered as she approached, giving her a full view of the +fainting girl. + +"So you've done it among you--smothered her. How dare you? Didn't you +see that I took a fancy to her, before she came in? Let her alone. I +want a pet, and she's mine." + +"Yours!" "Why, it was your face that frightened her to death. There +hasn't been a bit of color in her lips since she saw you," answered the +woman that had so eagerly recommended brandy, and who kept her place in +spite of the formidable negress. "Here, give me the water, and get out +of my sight." + +The negress pushed this woman roughly aside, and kneeling down by the +senseless girl, bathed her forehead with the water. Julia did not stir. +Her face continued deathly white; a faint violet tinge lay upon her lips +and around her eyes; her little hands fell down to the stone floor; her +feet dropped heavily from the bench. This position, more than the still +face even, was fearfully like death. + +"Call a keeper," cried half a dozen voices, "she is scared to death!" + +"The doctor!" urged as many more voices. "It will take a doctor to bring +her out of that fit!" + +"We won't have a doctor," exclaimed the old negress, stoutly. "He'd call +it tremens, and give her brandy or laudanum. I tell you, she isn't one +of that sort! Don't believe a drop of the ardent ever touched her lips!" + +Again a coarse laugh broke up from among the prisoners. + +The negress dashed a handful of water across the poor face over which +that laughter floated like the orgies of fiends around a death couch. +She rose to one knee, and turned her fierce eyes upon the scoffers. + +I have never stained a page in my life with profane language, even when +describing a profane person; never have placed the name of God +irreverently into the lips of an ideal character. Sooner would I feel an +oath burning upon my own soul, than register one where it might +familiarize itself to a thousand souls, surprised into its use by their +confidence in the author. Even here, where profanity is the common +language of the place, I will risk a feebler description in my own +language, rather than for one instant break through the rule of a life. +Yet amid language and scenes which I could not force this pen to write, +and creatures, most of them, brutalized by vice to a degree that I +shrink from describing, this young guileless creature was plunged by the +laws of an enlightened people. When she opened her eyes, that scarred, +black face, less repulsive from a touch of kindly feeling, but hideous +still, was the first object that greeted them. + +The woman, as I have said, had risen to one knee. The holy name of God +trembled on her coarse lips, prefacing a torrent of abusive +expostulation that broke from them in the rudest and most repulsive +language. + +"You needn't laugh, don't I know better--fifty times better than any of +you? Haven't I been here--this is the fifteenth time? Don't I go to my +country-seat on Blackwell's Island every summer of my life? How many +times have you been there, the best of you, I should like to ask? Twice, +three times. Bah! what should you know of life? Stand out of the way. +She's beginning to sob. You shan't stifle her again, I promise you. It +was the water did it. Which of you could be got out of a fit with +water--tell me that? Here, just come one of you and feel her breath, +while the tears are in it--sweet as a rose, moist as dew. I tell you, +she never tasted anything stronger than bread and milk in her life!" + +The woman clenched this truth with an imprecation on herself which made +the young girl start up and look wildly around, as if she believed +herself encompassed by a band of demons. + +"What is the matter? Are you afraid?" said the white prisoner, that had +formerly spoken, bending over her. + +"Get out of the way," said the negress, with another oath. "It's my pet, +I tell you." + +The terrible creature, whose very kindness was brutal, reached forth +her arm and attempted to draw Julia to her side, but the poor girl +recoiled, shuddering from the touch, and fell upon her knees, covering +her ears with both hands. + +"Are you afraid of _me_? Is that it?" shouted the negress, almost +touching the strained fingers with her mouth. + +"Yes, yes!" broke from her tremulous lips, and Julia kept her eyes upon +the woman in a wild stare. "I am afraid." + +"This is gratitude," said the woman, fiercely. "I brought her to, and +she looks at me as if I was a mad dog." + +Julia cowered under the fiery glance with which these words were +accompanied. This only exasperated her hideous friend, and with an angry +grip of the teeth, she seized one little hand, forcing it away from the +ear, that was on the instant filled with a fresh torrent of curses. + +"Oh, don't! Pray, pray. It is dreadful to swear so!" + +"Swear! Why, I didn't swear--not a word of it. Have been talking milk +and water all the time just for your sake. Leave it all to these ladies, +if I haven't!" said the woman, evidently impressed with the truth of her +assertion, and appealing, with an air of simple confidence, to her +fellow-prisoners: for profanity had become with her a fixed habit, and +she was really unconscious of it. + +A laugh of derision answered this singular appeal, and a dozen voices +gave mocking assurance that there had been a mistake about the matter, +saying, + +"Oh, no! old Mag never swore in her life." + +Tortured by the wild tumult, and driven to the very confines of +insanity, Julia could scarcely forbear screaming for help. She started +up, avoiding the negress with a desperate spring sidewise, and staggered +toward the grated door. It seemed to her impossible to draw a deep +breath, in the midst of those wretched beings! + +"Mamma, mamma!" said a soft, sweet voice, from one of the cells, and as +Julia turned her face, she saw through the narrow iron door-way the head +of a child, bending eagerly forward and radiant with joyous surprise. + +Julia paused, held forth both her trembling hands, and entered the +cell, smiling through her tears as if an angel had called. + +The child arose from the floor, for it had been upon its hands and +knees, and putting back its golden hair, that broke into waves and curls +in spite of neglect, with two soiled and dimpled hands, it gazed upon +the intruder in speechless disappointment. Julia saw this, and her heart +sank again. + +"It was not me you wanted," she said, laying her hand tremblingly on the +child's shoulder. "You are sorry that I came?" + +"Yes," answered the child, and his soft, brown eyes filled with tears. +"I thought it was mamma. It was dark, and I could not see, but it seemed +as if you were mamma." + +Julia stooped down and kissed the child. In that dim light, it was +difficult to say which of those beautiful faces seemed the most angelic. + +"But I love you. I am glad to see you," she said, in a voice that made +the little boy smile through his tears. He fixed his eyes upon her in a +long, earnest gaze, and then nestling close to her side, murmured, "And +I love you!" + +There was a narrow bed in the cell, and Julia sat down upon it, lifting +the child to her knee. In return, she felt a little arm steal around her +neck and a warm cheek laid against her own. The innocent nature of the +child blended with that of the maiden, as blossoms in a strange +atmosphere may be supposed to lean toward each other. + +"Do they shut up children in this wicked place? How came you here, +darling?" + +"I don't know!" answered the child, shaking its beautiful head. + +"But did you come alone?" + +"Oh, no! _She_ came with me." + +"Who--your mamma?" questioned Julia, so deeply interested in the child, +that for the moment, her own grief was forgotten. + +"No, not her. They call her my mamma, but she isn't. Come here, softly, +and I will let you see." + +He drew Julia to the entrance, and pointed with his finger toward a +female, who sat cowering by a stove a little distance up the passage. +There was something so picturesque in the bold, Roman outlines of this +woman's face, that it riveted Julia's attention. The large head was +covered with masses of dull, black hair, gathered up in a loose coil +behind, and falling down the cheeks in dishevelled waves. The nose, +rising in a haughty and not ungraceful curve; the massive forehead and +heavy chin, with a large mouth coral red and full of sensual expression, +gave to that head, bending downward with its side-face toward the light, +the interest and effect of some old picture, which, without real beauty, +haunts the memory like an unforgotten sin. + +This woman had evidently received some injury on the forehead, for a +scarlet silk handkerchief was knotted across it, the ends mingling +behind with the neglected braids of her hair, which, but for it, must +have fallen in coils over her neck and shoulders. + +Her dress, of blue barége, had once been elegant, if not rich; but in +that place, faded and soiled, with the flounces half torn away, and the +rents gathered rudely up with pins that she had found upon the +stone-floor of her prison, it had a look of peculiar desolation. Every +fold bespoke that flash poverty which profligacy makes hideous. + +A book with yellow covers, soiled and torn, lay open upon this woman's +lap; and with her large, full arms loosely folded on her bosom, she bent +over it with a look of gloating interest, that betrayed all the +intensity of her evil nature. You could see her black eyes kindle +beneath their inky lashes, as she impatiently dashed over a leaf, or was +molested in any way by the noise around. + +You could not look upon this woman for an instant without feeling the +influence which a strong character, even in repose, fixes upon the mind. +Powerful intellect and strong passions--the one utterly untrained, the +other curbless and fierce--broke through every curve of her sensual +person and every line of her face. + +As Julia stood in the cell-door, with one arm around the child, this +woman chanced to look up, and caught those beautiful eyes fixed so +steadily upon her. She returned the glance with a hard, impudent stare, +which filled the young creature with alarm, while it served to fascinate +her gaze. + +The woman seemed enraged that her glance had not made the stranger cower +at once. Crushing her book in one hand, she arose and came forward, +sweeping her way through the prisoners with that sort of undulating +swagger into which vice changes what was originally grace. She came up +to Julia with an oath upon her lips, demanding why she had been staring +at her so? + +Julia did not answer, but shrunk close to the child, who cringed against +her, evidently terrified by the menacing attitude and fierce looks that +his temerity had provoked. + +"Come here, you little wretch," exclaimed the termagant, securing him by +the arm, and jerking him fiercely through the cell-door. "How dare you +speak to anybody here without leave? Come along, or I'll break every +bone in your body." + +With a swing of the arm, that sent the child whirling forward in fierce +leaps, she landed him at her old seat, and sitting down, crowded the +beautiful creature between her and the hot stove, setting one foot, +bursting through a white slipper of torn and dirty satin, heavily in his +lap to hold him quiet, while she went on with her French novel. + +The poor little fellow bent his head, dropped his pretty hands on the +floor, each side of him, and sat motionless and meek, like some heavenly +cherub crushed beneath the foot of a demon. Once he struggled a little, +and made an effort to creep back, for the heat pouring from the huge +mass of iron which stood close before him, had become insupportable. + +The woman, without lifting her eyes from the book, put her hand down +upon his shoulder with a fierce imprecation, and ordered him to be +quiet. The poor infant dared not move again, though his face, his neck, +and his little arms became scarlet with the heat, and perspiration stood +upon his forehead like rain, saturating his golden hair, and even his +garments. He lifted his soft eyes, full of terror and of entreaty, to +the hard face above him, but it was gloating over one of those foul +passages with which Eugene Sue has cursed the world, and the innocent +creature shrank from the expression as he had cowered from the heat. +Tears now crowded into his eyes, and he turned them, with a look of +helpless misery, upon the young girl who stood regarding him, with looks +of unutterable pity. + +Julia Warren could not withstand this look. She was no longer timid; the +prison was forgotten now; her very soul went forth in compassion for the +one being more helpless than herself, whom she might have the power to +protect. She went softly up to the woman, and touched her upon the arm. +Compassion gave the young creature that exquisite tact which makes +generous impulses so beautiful. + +"Please, madam, let the child stay with me a little longer; I will keep +him very quiet while you read!" + +The meek demeanor, the soft, sweet tone in which this was uttered, fell +upon the sense like a handful of freshly gathered violets. The woman had +loved pure things once, and this voice started her heart as if a gush of +perfumed air had swept through it. She looked up suddenly, and fixing +her large, bold eyes upon the girl, seemed wondering alike at her +loveliness and courage in thus addressing her. + +Julia endured the gaze with gentle forbearance, but she could not keep +her eyes from wandering toward the child, who, seizing her dress with +one hand, was shrouding his face in the folds. + +"How came you here?" demanded the woman, rudely. + +"I don't know," was the meek answer. + +"Don't know, bah! What have you done?" + +"Nothing!" + +"Nothing!" repeated the woman, with a sickening sneer; "so you're not a +chicken after all; know the ropes, ha! nothing! I never give that +answer--despise it--always have the courage to own what I have the +courage to act; it's original; I like it. Take my advice, girl, own the +truth and shame the--the old gentleman. He's an excellent friend of +mine, no doubt, but I love to put the old fellow out of countenance with +the truth now and then. The rest of them never do it; not one of them +ever committed a crime in their lives--unfortunate, nothing more." + +"Will you let me take up the child?" said Julia, with a pleading smile; +"see, the heat is killing him!" + +The woman glanced sharply at the little creature, half moved her foot, +and then pressed it down again, and drew back a little, dragging the +child with her; but she resisted the effort which Julia made to release +him. + +"Not now, the child's mine; I'll make him as wicked as I like myself, +but he shan't run wild among the prisoners!" + +"Are you really his mother?" said Julia. + +"Yes, I am really his mother!" was the mocking reply; "what have you +against it?" + +"Nothing, nothing--only I should think you would be afraid to have him +here!" + +"And your mother--she isn't afraid to have you here, I suppose." + +"I have no mother!" said Julia, in a tone of sadness, that made itself +felt even upon the bad nature of her listener. + +"No mother, well don't mourn for that," said the woman, with a touch of +passionate feeling. "Thank God for it, if you believe in a God; she +won't follow you here with her white, miserable face; she won't starve +to keep you from sin--or die--die by inches, I tell you, because all is +of no use. You won't see her crowded into a pine coffin, and tumbled +into Potter's Field, and feel--feel in the very core of your heart that +you have sent her there. Thank God--thank God, I say, miserable girl, +that you have no mother!" + +The woman had risen as she spoke, her imposing features, her whole form +quivering with passion. Tears crowded into her lurid eyes, giving them +fire, depth, and expression. She ceased speaking, fell upon the seat +again, and, covering her face with the soiled novel, sobbed aloud. + +The child, released from the bondage of her foot, stood up, trembling +beneath the storm of her words; but when she fell down and began to +weep, his lips grew tremulous, his little chest began to heave, and +climbing up the stool upon which his mother crouched, he leaned over and +kissed her temple. + +This angel kiss fell upon her forehead like a drop of dew; she dashed +the novel from her face, and flung her arm over the child. + +"Look!" she cried, with a fierce sob, turning her dusky and tear-stained +face upon the young girl. "He has got a mother; look on her, and then +dare to mourn because you have none!" + +"But I have a grandfather and grandmother that love me as if I were +their own child," said Julia, deeply moved by the fierce anguish thus +revealed to her. + +"And where are they?" + +"My grandfather is here." + +"Here! How came it about? What is he charged with?" + +Julia's lips grew pale at the word "murder!" Even the woman seemed +appalled by the mention of a crime so much more serious than she had +expected. + +"But you--they do not charge you with murder?" she questioned, in a +subdued voice. + +"No!" said Julia, innocently. "They charge me with being a witness!" + +Once more a torrent of fiery imprecations burst from the lips of that +miserable woman--imprecations against a law hideous almost as her own +sins. Julia recoiled, aghast, beneath this profane violence. The child +dropped down from the stool, and crept to her side, weeping. The woman +saw this, and checked herself. + +"Then you have really done nothing?" + +Julia shook her head and smiled sadly. + +"A beautiful country--beautiful laws, that send an innocent child to +take lessons in life here, and from women like us. Oh, my dear, it's a +great pity you haven't been in the Penitentiary half a dozen times; +lots of benevolent people would be ready to reform you at any expense +then." + +Julia smiled dimly. She did not quite understand what the woman was +saying. + +"It makes my heart burn to see you here," continued the woman, +vehemently; "it's a sin--a wicked shame; but I'll take care of you. +There's some good left in me yet. Just get acquainted with that little +wretch, and no one else; stay in your cell; the keeper won't let them +crowd in upon you. The matron will be here by-and-bye. She'll be a +mother to you; she's a Christian--a thorough, cheerful, hard-working +Christian. I believe in these things, though I would not own it to every +one. Kind, because she can't help it without going against her own +nature. I like that woman--there isn't a creature here wicked enough not +to like her." + +"When shall I see her?" questioned Julia, brightening beneath this first +gleam of hope. + +"To-morrow morning--perhaps before--I don't know exactly. She's in and +out whenever there is good to be done. But come, go into my cell--they +haven't given you one yet, I suppose--the whole gang of them are coming +this way again." + +Julia looked up and saw a crowd of women coming up from the grated door, +where they had been drawn by some noise in the outer passage. Terrified +by the dread of meeting that horrible old negress again, she grasped the +little hand that still held to her garments, and absolutely fled after +the woman, who entered the cell where she had first seen the child. + +The prisoners were amused by her evident terror, and gathered around the +entrance; but as Julia sat down upon the bed, pale and panting with +affright, her self-constituted guardian started forward and dashed the +iron door in their faces, with a clang that sounded from one hollow +corridor to another, like the sudden clang of a bell. + +"There," she said, with a smile that for a moment swept away the fierce +expression from her face, "I'd like to see one of them bold enough to +come within arm's length of that. My home's my castle, if it is in a +prison. I've been here often enough to know my rights. If the laws won't +keep you free from that gang, I will!" + +It was wonderful the influence that gentle girl had won over the +depraved being who protected her thus. After she entered the cell, no +rude or profane word passed the woman's lips. She seemed to have shut +out half that was wicked in her own nature when she dashed the iron door +against her fellow-prisoners. Her large, black eyes brightened with a +sort of rude pleasure as she saw her child creep into Julia's lap, and +lay his head on her bosom. + +"How naturally you take to one another," she said, letting down the +black masses of her hair, and beginning to disentangle the braids with +her fingers, as if the pure eyes of her guest had reproached their +untidy state. "When I was a little girl, we had plenty of wild roses in +a swamp near the house. It is strange, I have not thought of them in ten +years; but when I saw you and the child sitting there together, it +seemed as if I could reach out my hands and fill them." + +Julia did not answer; her eyes were bent on the child, who had ceased to +cry, and lay quietly in her arms--so quietly that she could detect a +drowsy mist stealing over his eyes. The woman went on threading out her +long hair in silence. After awhile Julia, who had been watching the +soft, brown eyes of the child as the white lids dropped over them +gradually like the closing petals of a flower, looked up with a smile, +so pure, so bright, that the woman unconsciously smiled also. + +"He is sound asleep," said the young girl, putting back the moist curls +from his forehead. "See what a smile, I have been watching it deepen on +his face since his eyes began to close." + +The woman put back her hair with both hands, and turned her eyes with a +sort of stern mournfulness upon the sleeping boy. + +"He never goes to sleep on my bosom like that," she said, at last, with +a bitter smile, and more bitter tone. "How could he? My heart beats +sometimes loud enough to scare myself; I wonder if wild flowers really +do blossom over Mount Etna? If they do, why should not my own child +rest over my own heart?" + +"My grandfather has told me that flowers _do_ grow around volcanoes," +said Julia, with a soft smile, "but it is because the fire never reaches +them; if scorched once they would perish!" + +"And my heart scorches everything near it. Is that what you mean?" said +the woman, with a degree of mildness that was peculiarly impressive in a +voice usually so stern and loud. + +"When you were angry to-day, he trembled; when you wept he kissed you," +answered the gentle girl, looking mildly into the dark face of her +companion, whose fierce nature yielded both respect and attention to the +moral courage that spoke from those young lips. + +"Well, what if I do frighten him? We love that best which we fear most. +It is human nature; at any rate it was my nature, and should be my +child's," said the woman, striving to cast off the influence of which +she was becoming ashamed. + +"And did you ever fear any one?" + +"Did I ever _love_ any one?" was the answer, given in a voice so deep, +so earnest, that it seemed to ring up from the very bottom of a heart +where it had been buried for years. + +"I hope so, I trust so--do you not love your child?" + +The woman dashed back the entire weight of her hair with an impetuous +sweep of one hand; then, with the whole Roman contour of her face +exposed, she turned a keen look upon the young face lifted so innocently +to hers. Long and searching was that look. The shadows of terrible +thoughts swept over that face. Some words, it might be of passion, it +might be of prayer--for bitterness, grief and repentance, all were +blended in that look--trembled unuttered on her lips. Then she suddenly +flung up her arms and falling across the bed, cried out in bitter +anguish--"Oh, my God!--my God! can I never again be like her?" + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +THE THREE OLD WOMEN. + + Why have we three gathered here, + With aching hearts and aching brain? + Death must fill another bier, + Before we three shall meet again. + + +"How do you do, madam? Anything in my way? Capital beets these--the most +delicious spinach. Celery, bright and crisp enough to suit an +alderman--sold five bunches for the supper-room at the City Hall, not +half an hour since. Everything on the stand fresh as spring water, sweet +as a rose. Two bunches of the celery, yes ma'am: anything else? not a +small measure of the potatoes? Luscious things, always come out of the +saucepan bursting their jackets; only one measure? Very well--thank you! +Cranberries, certainly!" + +Thus extolling her merchandise, busy as a bee, and radiant with good +humor, stood our old huckster woman, by her vegetable stand in Fulton +Market, on the morning after Julia Warren was cast into prison. No +customer left her stand without adding something to the weight of his or +her market-basket. There was something so hearty and cheerful in her +appearance, that people paused spite of themselves, to examine her +nicely arranged merchandise; and though all the adjoining stalls were +deserted, Mrs. Gray was sure to have her hands full every morning of the +week. + +On this particular day she had been busy as a mother bird, serving +customers, making change, and arranging her stall, now and then pausing +to bandy a good-humored jest with her neighbors, or toss a handful of +vegetables into some beggar's basket. The words with which our chapter +opens, were addressed to a quiet old lady in deep mourning, who carried +a small willow basket on her arm, and appeared to be selecting a few +dainty trifles from various stalls as she passed along. + +"Cranberries! Oh, yes, the finest you have seen this year, plump as +June cherries; see, madam, judge for yourself." + +The good woman took up a quantity of the berries as she spoke, and began +pouring them from one plump hand to the other, smiling blandly now at +the fruit, now at her quiet customer. + +"Yes, they are very fine," said the old lady; "do up a small measure +neatly, they are for a sick person." + +Mrs. Gray looked over her stand for some paper, but her supply was +exhausted. Nothing presented itself but the Morning Express, with which +she usually occupied any little time that might be hers, between the +coming and departure of her customers. This morning she had been too +busy even for a glance at its columns; but as her neighbor seemed to be +out of wrapping paper also, she took up the journal, and was about to +tear off the advertising half, when something in its columns arrested +her eye. She held the paper up and read eagerly. The rich color faded +from her cheeks, and you might have detected a faint motion disturbing +the repose of her double chin, a sure sign of unusual agitation in her. + +"You have forgotten the cranberries!" said the customer, at length, +looking with some surprise at the paper, as it began to rustle violently +in the huckster woman's hands. + +Mrs. Gray did not seem to hear, but read on with increased agitation. At +length she sat down heavily upon her stool, her hands that still grasped +the paper, dropped into her lap, and she seemed completely bewildered. + +"Are you ill?" inquired the old lady, moving softly around the stand. +"Something in the paper must have distressed you." + +"Yes," answered the huckster woman, taking up the journal, and pointing +with her unsteady finger to the paragraph she had been reading, "I am +heart sick; see, I know all these people; I loved some of them. It has +taken away my breath. Do you believe that it is true?" + +The lady reached forth her hand, and taking the paper, read the account +of Leicester's murder and Mr. Warren's arrest, to the end. Mrs. Gray +was looking anxiously in her face, and, though it was white and still as +the coldest marble, it seemed to the good woman as if it contracted +about the mouth, and a look of subdued pain deepened around the eyes. + +"Do you believe it?" questioned Mrs. Gray, forgetting that the person +she addressed was an entire stranger. + +"Yes," answered the lady, speaking with apparent effort--"yes, he is +dead!" + +"What! murdered by that old man? I don't believe it. It's against +nature!" + +"He died a violent death," answered the lady, shrinking as if with pain. + +"Then he killed himself," answered Mrs. Gray, recovering something of +her natural energy, "it was like him." + +"Oh! God forbid!" + +The lady uttered these words in a low, gasping tone, as if Mrs. Gray's +speech had confirmed some unspoken dread in her own heart. The noble old +huckster woman saw that she was giving pain, and did not press the +subject. + +"Then some other person must be guilty; it was not old Mr. Warren; I +haven't seen much of him, true enough, but he's a good man, my life on +it! He's sat at my table--a Thanksgiving dinner, ma'am! I remember the +blessing he asked, so meek, so full of gratitude, with as fine a turkey +as ever came from a barn-yard tempting him to be short, and he with +hunger stamped deep into every line of his face. I haven't heard such a +blessing since I was a girl. This man charged with murder! I wouldn't +believe it though every minister in New York swore against him." + +The old lady opened her lips to speak again, but Mrs. Gray suddenly laid +a hand upon her arm. + +"Hush! you see that old woman coming up the market, it is his wife!--Mr. +Warren's wife!--see how broken-heartedly she looks about from stall to +stall; maybe it is this one she wants. Yes! how her poor eyes brighten. +A friend in need is a friend indeed; she knows where to look, you see." + +By this time the forlorn old woman, who came wandering like a ghost up +the market, caught a glimpse of the portly figure and radiant +countenance, that always made the huckster woman an object of attention. +Her pale face did indeed brighten up, and she forced her way through the +people, putting them aside with her hands in reckless haste. + +Mrs. Gray left her customer by the stall, and went down the market in +benevolent haste, the snowy strings of her cap floating out, and the +broad expanse of her apron rippling with the rapidity of her steps. She +met Mrs. Warren with a kindly, but subdued greeting, and, without +releasing the thin hand she had grasped, led the heart-stricken woman up +to her stall. + +"There, now, sit down upon my stool," she said, giving another gentle +shake of the withered hand, before she relinquished it. "You are tired +and out of breath; there, there, keep quiet; cry away, if you like, I'll +stand before you!" + +The good woman had seen tears gathering into the wild eyes of her +visitor from the first--for if tears are locked in a grateful, heart, +kindness will bring them forth--and with that intuitive delicacy which +made all her acts so genial, she left the poor creature to weep in +peace, shielding her from notice by the breast-work of her own ample +person. + +"Oh, the cranberries! I have kept you waiting!" she said to the customer +who stood motionless by the stall, apparently unconscious of all that +was passing, but keenly interested, notwithstanding this seeming apathy. + +The lady started at this address, and without answer watched Mrs. Gray +as she twisted half of the torn newspaper over her hand, and afterward +filled it with berries. She took the paper, mechanically laid down a +piece of silver, and waited for the change. All this was done in a cold, +strengthless way, like one who does every thing well from habit, and who +omits no detail of a life that has lost all interest. She stood a moment +after receiving the parcel, and then drawing close to Mrs. Gray, +whispered-- + +"Ask her where she lives!" + +Mrs. Gray looked around, and saw that the pale face was bowed still, +and that tears were pouring down it like rain. She leaned forward and +whispered-- + +"Do you live in the old place yet?" + +"No," was the broken answer, "I could not stay there alone, if the rent +were paid. As it is they would not let me, I suppose." + +"Where is your home, then? Where is your family?" said the lady, in her +gentle way. + +"They are in prison; my home is the street!" + +"But where do you sleep?" + +"Nowhere, I have not wanted to sleep since they took _him_!" was the sad +reply. "I walk up and down all night; it is a little chilly sometimes, +but a great deal better than sitting alone to think." + +"She will go home with me," said Mrs. Gray, addressing her customer, and +drawing one hand across her eyes, for their soft brown was becoming +misty. "Of course she will--I don't know you, ma'am, but somehow it +seems as if you would like to help this poor, unfortunate woman. She +needs friends, and has got one, at any rate, but the more the better!" + +"If--if you could only persuade the judge to let me stay in prison with +them," said Mrs. Warren, lifting her face to the lady with an air of +pleading humility. "I don't want a better home than that." + +"They! Was it not they you said?" questioned the huckster woman. "Who is +in prison besides Mr. Warren? Not Julia--not my little flower-angel--you +do not mean that?" + +"They let all go in but me!" answered Mrs. Warren, with a look of +pitiful desolation. + +"I never said it before!" exclaimed Mrs. Gray, untying her apron, +rolling it up and twisting the strings around it with a degree of energy +quite disproportioned to this simple operation--"I never said it before, +but I'm ashamed of my country--it's a disgrace to humanity. I only wish +Jacob knew it, that's all!" + +"Hush!" said the lady, with her cold, low voice. "There's one stronger +than the laws who permits these things for his own wise purposes." + +Mrs. Warren looked up. A wan smile quivered over her face. "That is so +like him--he said these very words." + +"He is right! you must not feel so hopeless, or be altogether +miserable--have faith! have charity!" added the gentle speaker, turning +from the mournful eyes of Mrs. Warren, and addressing the huckster +woman. "You cannot know how many other persons are suffering from this +very cause. Let us all be patient--let us all trust in God." + +She glided away as she spoke, and was lost in the crowd, leaving behind +the hushed passion of grief and a feeling of awe, for the calm dignity +of her own sorrow subdued the resentment which Mrs. Gray had felt, like +the rebuke of an angel. + +"Did you know her?" she questioned, drawing a deep breath, as the black +garments disappeared. "One would think she understood the whole case." + +Mrs. Warren shook her head. + +"I suppose she was right," continued the huckster woman--"I _know_ she +was right, but we can't always feel the pious faith she wants us to +have; if we did there would be no sorrow. Who minds wading a river when +certain just how deep the water is, and while banks covered with flowers +lie in full sight on the other side? It is plunging into a dark stream, +with clouds hiding the shore, and not a star asleep in the bottom, that +tries the faith. But after all, she speaks like one who knows what such +things mean. So be comforted my poor friend, the river is dark, the +clouds are heavy, but somewhere we shall find a gleam of God's mercy +folded up in the blackness. Isn't there a hymn--I think there is--that +says, 'earth has no sorrow that heaven cannot cure?'" + +"Oh! if they would let me stay with him!" answered the poor old woman, +with her wan smile, "I could have faith then, that is heaven to me!" + +"You shall see him--you shall stay with him from morning till night, if +you would rather! I'll go into court myself. I'll haunt the alderman +like an office-seeker, till some of them lets you in. I'll--yes, I'll go +after Jacob, he can do anything; you never saw Jacob--my brother Jacob, +he's a man to deal with these courts. Strong as a lion, honest as a +house-dog; been half his life in foreign parts. Knows more in ten +minutes than his sister does in a whole year; he'll set things to rights +in no time. Your husband is innocent--innocent as I am--we must prove +it, that's all!" + +Mrs. Warren did not speak the thanks that beamed in every lineament of +her face; but she took the hand which Mrs. Gray had laid upon hers, and +pressing it softly between her thin palms, raised it to her lips. + +"Poh--poh, they will see you! Cheer up now, and let us consider how to +begin. If Jacob were only here now, or even my nephew, Robert Otis, he +would be better than nobody!" + +"Thank you, aunt Gray--thank you a thousand times for this estimate of +modest merit," said a voice at her elbow, whose cheerfulness was +certainly somewhat assumed. + +Mrs. Gray turned with a degree of eagerness that threatened to destroy +the equilibrium of her stately person. + +"Robert--Robert Otis," she cried, addressing the noble-looking youth, +who stood with his hand extended, ready for the warm greeting that was +sure to be his. "I was just wishing for you--so was poor Mrs. Warren; +you remember Mrs. Warren's grand-daughter--she is in trouble--great +trouble!" + +"Yes, I know," said young Otis, remarking the painful expression that +came and went on that withered face. "I have been to the prison!" + +"Did you see him? Did they let you in?" exclaimed Mrs. Warren, beginning +to tremble. "Oh! tell me how he was--did he miss me very much? Was he +anxious about his poor wife?" + +"I was too early--they did not let me in," replied the young man, +bending a pair of fine eyes, full of noble compassion, on the old +woman; "but I learned from one of the keepers that your husband was more +composed than persons usually are the first night of confinement." + +The old woman sunk back to her seat, with an air of meek disappointment. + +"And Julia, my grandchild--did you inquire about her?" + +Robert's countenance changed; there was something unsteady in his voice, +as he replied; it seemed embarrassed with some tender recollection. + +"I saw her!" + +"You saw her! How did she look?--what did she say?" + +"I got admission to speak with Mrs. Foster, the matron, a fine, pleasant +woman, you will be glad to know; but it was early for visitors, and I +only saw your grand-daughter through the grating." + +"Was she ill?--was she crying?--did she look pale?" + +"She looked pale, certainly, but calm and quiet as an angel in heaven." + +"Oh! she is like an angel, that dear grand-daughter!" + +"She was leading a little child by the hand, up and down the lower +passage--a beautiful creature, who kept his quiet, soft eyes fixed on +hers, as we sometimes see a house-dog gaze on its owner. I had but one +glimpse, and came away." + +"Then she did not seem unhappy?" questioned the old woman. + +"I could not say that. Her eyes were heavy, as if she had cried a good +deal in the night, but she was calm when I saw her." + +"Would they let me look at her as you did, if I promised not to speak a +word?" + +"There is no reason why you should not speak with her and your husband +too. If the keepers refuse, I will obtain an order from the sheriff." + +"Do you think so, really? Can I see them to-day?" + +"Be at rest; you will see them within a few hours, no doubt," replied +the young man. "But your grand-daughter, at least, will, I trust, be at +liberty. It was on this subject that I came to see you, aunt." + +"And right glad I am you did come, nephew," replied the huckster woman. +"I wanted to help the poor things somehow, but didn't know what on earth +to begin with. I know just about as much of the law as a spring gosling, +and no more. It costs heaps of money, that every one can tell you; but +how it is to be spent, and what for, is the question I want answered." + +"Well, aunt, the first step, I fancy, is to get the poor woman's +grandchild out of that horrid place. I can tell you it made my blood run +cold to see her among those women!" + +"Yes--yes. But how is it to be done?" + +"You must go up to court and give bonds for her appearance; that is, you +agree to give five hundred dollars to the treasury, if this young girl +fails to appear when her grandfather is put on trial. If she appears, +you are free from all obligation. If she fails, the money must be paid." + +"Fails! I thought better of you, nephew. How can you mention the word? +Haven't I trusted her with fruit? Didn't I go security for half the +flowers in Dunlap's green-house at one time within this very month? +Robert, Robert, the world is spoiling you. How could you speak as if +that girl--I love her as if she were my own niece. Robert--how could you +speak as if she could fail, and her poor grandmother sitting by?" + +Was it this energetic rebuke that brought the blood so richly into the +young man's cheek, or was it the little word "niece" that fell so +affectionately from the old huckster woman's lips? It could not be the +former, for a bright smile kindled up the flush, and that, a rebuke, +however kindly intended, was not likely to excite. + +"You cannot feel more confidence in her than I do, dear Aunt Gray," he +said; "but I thought it right to place the responsibility clearly before +you!" + +"That was right--that was like a man of business. Never mind what I +said, nephew," cried the great hearted woman, shaking the youth's hand +till the motion flushed his face once more. "Aunt Gray always was an old +fool, seeing faults where they never existed, and making herself +ridiculous every way, but never mind her--she'll give bonds for the poor +child, of course; but then the old gentleman, how much will the law ask +for him?" + +"I'm afraid it will be out of your power to free him, aunt." + +"What, they ask too much, ha? You think Aunt Gray must not run the risk; +but she will, though. I tell you that old man is honest, honest as +steel. They might trust him with the prison doors open; he will do what +is right without fear or favor. I'll give bonds for him up to the last +shilling of my savings, if the court asks it. He's innocent as a +creeping babe, and I, for one, will let the world, yes, the whole world, +know that this is my opinion." + +"You will not hear me, out. Aunt Gray, I did not advise you against +giving bonds, far from it; but Mr. Warren is charged with a crime for +which no bonds can be received." + +"I did not know that," answered Mrs. Gray, sinking her voice, "still +something can be done; see how earnestly she is looking at us! My heart +aches for her, Robert." + +"Heaven knows I pity her," said the young man, "for I tell you fairly, +aunt, the evidence against her husband is terribly strong." + +"But you, Robert--you cannot think him guilty?" + +"No, aunt, I solemnly believe Mr. Leicester killed himself. But what is +my belief without evidence?" + +"Then you solemnly believe him innocent?" + +"As I believe myself innocent, good aunt." + +"I won't ask you to kiss me, Robert, because we are in the open market, +and people might laugh--but shake hands again. Next to faith in God I +love to see trust in human nature--faith in God's creatures--it's a +beautiful thing! The good naturally have confidence in the good. That +old man is a Christian, treat him reverently in his prison, nephew, as +you would have bowed before one of the apostles; his blessing would do +you good, though it came from the gallows." + +"I believe all this, aunt; something of mystery there is about the man, +but it would be impossible to think him guilty of murder! Still there +must have been some connection between him and Mr. Leicester yet +unexplained." + +"I know nothing of this--nothing but what the papers tell me; but one +thing is certain, Robert, no one ever had anything to do with Mr. +Leicester without suffering for it. He was kind to you once, but somehow +it seemed to wear out your young life. The flesh wasted from your limbs; +the red went out from your cheeks. It made me heart-sick to see the boy +I loved to pet like a child, shooting up into a thoughtful man so +unnaturally. I remember once, when Leicester boarded at our house, +Robert, there was a cabbage-rose growing in one corner of the garden. I +haven't much time for flowers, but still I could always find a minute +every morning before coming to market for these rose-buds when the +blossom season came. That summer the bush was heavy with leaves, still +there was but a single bud, a noble one, though, plump as a strawberry, +and with as deep a red breaking through the green leaves. I loved to +watch the bud swell day by day. Every morning I went out while the dew +was heavy upon it, and saw the leaves part softly, as if they were +afraid of the sunshine. + +"One morning, just as this bud was opening itself to the heart, I found +Mr. Leicester bending over the bush, tearing open the poor rose with his +fingers. His hands were bathed in the sweet breath that came pouring out +all at once upon the air. The soft leaves curled round his fingers, +trying to hide, it seemed to me, the havoc his hands had made. It was +hard to condemn a man for tearing open a half-blown rose, nephew, but +somehow this thing left a prejudice in my heart against Mr. Leicester. +The flower did not live till another morning. I told him of this, and he +laughed. + +"'Well, what then? I had all the fragrance at a breath,' he said. 'Never +let your roses distil their essence to the sun, drop by drop, Mrs. +Gray, when you can tear open the hearts and drink their sweet lives in a +moment.' + +"I remember his answer, word for word, for it came fresh to my mind many +times, when I saw you, my dear boy, pining away as it were, under his +kindness. It seemed to me as if he were softly parting the leaves of +your young heart, and draining its life away!" + +"And you really thought my fate like that of your rose, dear aunt?" + +The youth uttered these words with a pale cheek and downcast eyes. The +good woman's words had impressed him strangely. + +"It kept me awake many a long night, Robert." + +"But you did not think that Uncle Jacob was at hand? Had he been in your +garden, Leicester would not have found an opportunity to kill your pet +rose--he might have breathed upon it, nothing more." + +The huckster woman looked earnestly into that noble young face; and +Robert met her glance with a frank, but somewhat regretful smile. + +"And Jacob, my brother, stood between you and this bad man," she said at +length, with a degree of emotion that made the folds of her double chin +quiver. + +"He made me wiser and better--he was my salvation, Aunt Gray." + +"God bless my brother--God bless Jacob Strong!" cried the huckster +woman, softly clasping her hands, while her eyes were flooded with +tears--grateful tears, that hung upon them like dew in the husks of a +ripe hazelnut. + +"Amen!" said the young man, in a low voice. + +"Now, aunt, let us go to this poor woman--observe how earnestly she is +watching us." + +The aunt and nephew had stepped aside as their conversation became +personal; and old Mrs. Warren had been eagerly regarding them all the +time. They were the only friends she had on earth. To her broken spirit, +they seemed to hold the power of life and death over the beings she +loved so devotedly. Robert had promised that she should see her husband +and her grandchild; the heart-stricken woman asked for nothing more. She +never, for an instant, questioned his power, but sat with her eyes +turned reverently upon his fine person and noble features, as if he had +been an angel empowered to unlock the gates of heaven for her. + +Robert and his aunt approached her as their conference ended, and the +young man took out his watch. + +"Is it time? Would they let me in now?" questioned the poor woman, half +rising as she saw the movement. + +"Are you strong enough?" he answered, observing that she trembled. + +"Oh, yes! I am strong--very strong. Let us go!" + +With her thin, eager hands, she folded the shawl over her bosom and +stood up, strong in her womanly affections, in her Christian humility, +but oh, how weak every way else! + +Mrs. Gray folded herself in an ample blanket shawl, and tying on her +bonnet, led the way out of the market, forgetting for the first time in +her life, that her stall was unattended. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +THE FIRST NIGHT IN PRISON. + + With the gloom of a prison, above and around, + He lay down at night, like a child to its sleep;-- + His soul was at rest and his faith was profound, + His anchor was strong and God's mercy is deep! + + +If there is any portion of the city prison more cheerful than another, +it is the double line of cells looking upon Elm street. Plenty of pure +light pours in through the glazed roof, filling the space open from +pavement to ceiling, with a pleasant atmosphere. The walls that form +this spacious parade-ground are pierced with cells up to the very +skylights. Each tier of cells is marked by a narrow iron gallery; and +each gallery is bridged with that opposite, by a narrow causeway, upon +which a keeper usually sits smoking his cigar, and idly reading some +city journal. + +In the day time the prisoners, who inhabit these various cells, take +exercise and air upon the galleries. Even those committed for the +highest crimes often enjoy this privilege, for the ponderous strength of +the walls, and the vigilance of the authorities, render a degree of +freedom safe here, which could not be dreamed of in less secure +buildings. + +I do not know that there is any rule requiring that persons charged with +capital crime should be confined in the upper cells, but usually they +are found somewhere in the third gallery, enjoying some degree of +liberty till after sentence; but closed between that time and death, as +it were, in a living tomb. Thick walls encompass them on every side. +Doors of ponderous iron bolted to the stone, shut them in from the +galleries. A slit in the walls, five or six feet deep, lets in all the +breath and light of heaven which the wretched man must enjoy till he is +violently plunged into a closer cell, whence breath and light are for +ever excluded. A narrow bed, and perhaps a small, rude table, are all +the furniture that can be crowded in with the prisoner. But books are +seldom if ever denied him; and occasionally these little cells take a +domestic air that renders them less prison-like, and less gloomy as the +tastes and habits of the inmates develop themselves. + +Old Mr. Warren was placed in one of these cells the day of his +examination. He followed the officers along those dizzy galleries, +submitting to the curious gaze of his fellow-prisoners with unshrinking +humility, that won upon the kind feelings of his keepers. He entered the +cell, looked calmly around, and then with a grateful and patient smile, +thanked the officer for giving him a place so much better than he had +expected. + +The officer was touched by the grateful and meek air with which he +spoke these simple thanks, and replied kindly, "that he was willing to +render any comfort consistent with the prison rules." After this he +looked around to see that everything was in order, and went out, closing +the heavy door with a kind regard to the noise, shooting the bolt as +softly as so much iron could be moved. + +And now the old man was alone, utterly alone, locked and bolted deep +into that solitude which must be worse than death to the guilty soul. At +first his brain was dizzy; the tragic events that cast him into prison +had transpired too rapidly for realization. They rose and eddied through +his mind like the phantasmagoria of a dream. He could not think--he +could not even pray. + +He sat down on the hard pallet, and bowing his forehead to his hands, +made an effort to realize his exact situation. His eyes were bent on the +floor. Once or twice his lips moved with a faint tremor, for in all the +confusion of his ideas he could recollect one thing vividly enough. His +wife and grandchild--the two beings for whom he had toiled and suffered, +were torn from his side. His poor old wife--her cry, as she strove to +follow him, still rang in his ear. She had not even the comforts of a +prison. + +He looked around the cell--it was clean and dry--the walls snowy with +whitewash--the stone flags swept scrupulously. In everything but size it +was more comfortable than the basement from which the officers had taken +them. True, it was but a hole dug into the ponderous walls of a prison, +but if she had been there the poor old man would have been content--nay, +grateful, for as yet he had found no strength to realize the terrible +danger that hung over him. + +Thus, hour after hour went by, and he sat motionless, pondering over all +the incidents of his examination like one in a dream. None of them +seemed real--but the voice of his wife--the wild, white face of his +grandchild as she was borne away through the crowd--these things were +palpable enough. He tried to conjecture where his wife would go; what +place of refuge she would find; not to their old home, the floor was +still red with blood. She was a timid woman, dependent as a child. +Without his calm strength to sustain her, what could she do? Perish in +the street, perhaps; lie down, softly, upon some door-stone, and grieve +herself to death. + +There is nothing on earth more touchingly holy than the tenderness which +an old man feels for his old wife. The most ardent love of youth is +feeble compared to the solemn devotion into which time purifies passion. +The mere habit of domestic intercourse is much, independent of those +deeper and more subtle feelings which give us our first glimpses of +Paradise through the joys of home affection. It was not the prison--it +was not the charge of murder that held that old man spell-bound and +motionless so long. His desolation was of the heart; his spirit fled out +from those huge walls, and followed the lone woman who had been thrust +rudely from his side, for the first time in more than thirty years. + +It was not with this keen anguish that he thought of Julia, for in her +character there was freshness, energy, something of moral strength +beyond her years. She might suffer terribly, but something convinced the +grandfather that the sublime purity of her nature would protect itself. +She was not a feeble, broken-spirited woman like his wife. Yet his heart +yearned as he thought of this young creature so pure, so beautiful, so +full of sensitive sympathies, among the inmates of that gloomy dwelling. + +It was of these two beings the old man pondered, not of himself. After +awhile, this keen anxiety goaded him into motion. He stood up and began +to pace back and forth in his cell. A narrow strip of the floor lay +between his bed and the wall, and along this a little footpath had been +worn in the stone by former prisoners. + +Who had thus worn the prints of his solitary misery into the hard +granite? What foot had trodden there the last sad step of destiny! This +question drew the old man's attention for a moment from those he had +lost. He became curious to know something of his predecessor--what was +his crime? How did he look? Had he a wife and child to mourn? Did he +leave the cell for liberty, other confinement, or death? + +The word death brought a sense of his own condition for the first time +before him. He became thoroughly conscious that a terrible charge had +been made against him, and that appearances must sustain that charge. +From that instant he stood still, with his eyes bent upon the floor, +pondering the subject clearly in his mind. At length a faint smile +parted his lips, and he began to pace the narrow cell again, but more +calmly than before. + +I will tell you why that old man smiled there, alone, in his prison +cell, because it will convince you that nothing but guilt can make one +utterly wretched. He had thought over the whole matter--the charge of +murder--the impossibility of disproving a single point of the evidence. +Nothing could be more apparent than the danger in which he +stood--nothing more certain than the penalty that would follow +conviction. But it was this very truth that sent the smile to those aged +lips. What was death to him but the threshold of heaven? Death, he had +never prayed for it, for his Christianity was too holy and humble for +selfish importunity, even though the thing asked for was death. He was +not one to cast himself at the footstool of the Almighty, and point out +to His all-seeing wisdom the mercies that would please him best. No--no, +the religion of that noble old man--for true religion is always +noble--was of that humble, trusting nature that says, "Nevertheless, not +my will, but thine, be done." He was only thinking when he smiled so +gently, how much greater sorrow he had encountered than death could +bring. + +This gave him comfort when he thought of his wife also. She would go +with him, he was certain of that as he could be of anything in the +future. He remembered, with pleasure, that old people, long married, and +very much attached, were almost certain to die within a few weeks or +months of each other. How many instances of this came within his own +memory. It was a comforting theme, and he dwelt upon it with solemn +satisfaction. + +The keeper, when he came to bring the old man's dinner, gazed upon his +benign and tranquil features with astonishment. Never in his life had he +seen a prisoner so calm on the first day of confinement. It was +impossible for philosophy or hardihood to assume an expression so +gentle, and full of dignity. + +"Tell me," said the old man, as the keeper lingered near the door, "tell +me who occupied this cell last? It is a strange thing, but with so much +to distract my thoughts, a curiosity haunts me to know something of the +man whose bed I have taken." + +The officer hesitated. It was an ominous question, and he shrunk from a +subject well calculated to depress a prisoner. + +"I have made out a portion of the history," said the prisoner; "enough +to know that he was a sea-faring man, and had talent." + +"And how did you find this out?" inquired the officer. + +"There, upon the wall, is a rough picture, but one can read a great deal +in it!" + +The old man pointed to the wall, where a few unequal lines, drawn with a +pencil, gave a rude idea of waves in motion. In their midst was a ship, +with her masts broken, plunging downward, with her bows already engulfed +in the water. + +"Poor fellow! I thought it had been whitewashed over," said the officer. +"He did that the very week before--before his execution." + +"Then he was executed?" + +"Yes; nothing could have saved him." + +"Was he guilty, then?" + +"It was as clear a case of piracy as I ever saw tried; the man confessed +his guilt." + +"Guilty! Death must be terrible in that case--very terrible!" said the +old man, with a mournful shake of the head. + +"He was a reckless fellow, full of wild glee to the last, but a coward, +I do believe. I found his pillow wet almost every morning. The last +month he kept a calendar of the days over his bed there, pencilled on +the wall. The first thing every morning he would strike out a day with +his finger; but if any one seemed to pity him, he frequently broke into +a volley of curses, or jeered at sympathy that he did not want." + +"Have you ever seen an innocent man executed?" said the prisoner, +greatly disturbed by this account; "that is, a man who met death calmly, +neither as a stoic, a bravo, or a coward?" + +"I have no doubt innocent men have been executed again and again, all +over the world; but I have never seen one die, knowing him to be such." + +The officer went out after this, leaving the old man alone once more. +His face was sad now, and he watched the closing door wistfully. + +"Why should I seek other examples?" he said, at length. "Was not _he_ +executed innocently? Is it not enough to know how my Lord and Saviour +died?" + +It was a singular thing, but, from the first, old Mr. Wilcox never +seemed to entertain a hope of escaping from the prison by any means but +a violent death. It was to this that all his Christian energies were +bent from the earliest hour of confinement. + +The night came on, but its approach was perceptible only by the shadows +that crept across the loop-hole which served as a window. In the +darkness that soon filled the cell the old man lay down in his clothes +and tried to sleep. Now it was that his soul yearned toward the poor old +wife who had been so long sheltered in his bosom; the fair +grand-daughter too--it seemed as if his heart would break as their +condition rose before him in all its fearful desolation. + +Deep in the night he fell asleep, and then his brain was haunted with +dreams, bright, heavenly dreams, such as irradiate the face of an infant +when the mother believes it whispering with angels. But this sweet sleep +was of brief duration. He awoke in the darkness, and, unconscious where +he was, reached out his arm. It struck the cold, hard wall, and the +vibration went through his heart like a knife. She was not by his side. +Where, where was his poor wife? He asked this question aloud; his sobs +filled the cell; the miserable pillow under his head soaked up the tears +as they rained down his face. A dread of death could not have wrung +drops from those aching eyes; but tears of affection reveal the strength +of a good man. There are times when the proudest being on earth might be +ashamed not to weep. + +He did not close his eyes again that night, but wept himself calm with +broken prayers. Low, humble entreaties for strength, for patience and +for charity, rose from his hard bed. Slowly the cell filled with light, +and then he saw, for the first time, a book lying on a small shelf, +fastened beneath the window. He arose, eagerly, and took it down. A glow +spread over his face. It was one of those cheap Bibles, which the Tract +Society scatters through our prisons. As he opened the humble book, a +sunbeam shot through the loop-hole, and broke in a shower of light over +the page. Was it chance that sent the golden sunbeam? Was it chance that +opened the book to one of the most hopeful and comforting passages of +Scripture? + +He took an old pair of steel spectacles from his pocket, and sat down to +read. Hours wore away, still he bent over those holy pages as if they +had never met his eyes before. And so it really seemed, for we must +suffer before all the strength and beauty of the book of books can +penetrate the heart. A noise at the door made him look up. His breath +came fast. It required something heavier than that iron door, to lock +out the sympathies of two hearts that had grown old in affection. His +hands began to tremble; he took off the spectacles, and hastily put them +between the pages of his Bible. It was of no use trying to read then. + +The bolt was shot, the door swung open with a clang, and there stood a +group of persons ready to enter. + +"Husband! oh, husband!" cried old Mrs. Wilcox, reaching both hands +through the door as she stooped to come in. + +The prisoner took her hands in his, and kissed them as he had done years +ago, when those poor withered fingers were rosy with youth. The door +closed softly then, for old Mrs. Gray was not one to force herself upon +an interview so mournful and so sacred. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +LITTLE GEORGIE. + + As ivy clingeth round a ruin, + Still green within the darkest cleft, + The human soul in its undoing + Has still some lingering virtue left. + + +Julia slept little during the night. The state of nervous terror in +which she had been thrown, the shrinking dread which made her quail and +tremble at the approach of her fellow prisoners--even the rude kindness +of the strange being who took a sort of tiger-like interest in +her--frightened sleep from her eyes. + +A cell had been arranged for her, and the woman, who still shielded her +from the other prisoners, much as a wild beast might protect her young, +consented that the infant boy should be her companion through the night. +This was a great comfort to the poor girl. To her belief there was +protection in the sleeping innocence of the child, who lay with his +delicately veined temples pressing that coarse prison pillow, softly as +if it had been fragrant with rose-leaves. + +Julia could not sleep, but it was pleasant in her sad wakefulness to +feel the sweet breath of this child floating over her face, and his soft +arms clinging to her neck. To her poetic imagination it seemed as if a +cherub from heaven had been left to cheer her in the darkness. Sometimes +she would start and listen, or cringe breathlessly down to her pretty +companion, for strange, fierce voices occasionally broke from some of +the cells on either side--smothered sounds as of spirits chained in +torment--wailing and wild shouts of laughter; for with some of those +wretched inmates, memory grew sharp in the midnight of a prison, and +others dreamed as they had lived--shouting fiercely in the sleep which +was not rest, but the dregs of lingering inebriation. + +Of the mind and heart of this young girl, we have said but little. The +few simple acts of her life have been allowed to speak for her extreme +youth; the utter isolation of her life, even more than her youth, would, +in ordinary characters, have kept her still ignorant and uninformed. But +Julia was not an ordinary character; there was depth, earnestness, and +that extreme simplicity in her nature which goes to make up the beauty +and strength of womanhood. Suffering had made her precocious, nothing +more--it sent thought hand in hand with feeling. It threw her forward in +life some three or four years. Gratitude, so early and so deeply +enkindled in her young heart, foreshadowed the intensity of affection, +nay, of passion, when it should once be aroused. + +In this country, the most abject poverty need not preclude the craving +mind from its natural aliment, books. Julia had read more and thought +more than half the girls of her age in the very highest walks of life. +Her first love of poetry was drawn from the most beautiful of all +sources, the Bible. Her grandfather was a good reader, and possessed no +small degree of natural eloquence. Gushes of poetry, of solemn, sweet +feeling were constantly breaking through the prayers which she had +listened to every night and morning of her life; the very sublimity of +his faith, the simple trust which never forsook him in the goodness of +his Creator--the cheerful humility of his entire character, all this had +aroused sympathetic emotions in his grandchild's heart. It is the good +alone who thoroughly feel how keen and sweet intellectual joys may +become. When we water the blossoms of a strong mind with dew from the +fountains of a good heart, the whole being is harmonious, and the rarest +joys of existence are secured. + +But though the Bible contains the safest and most beautiful groundwork +of all literature, history, biography, ethics, poetry, and even that +pure fiction, which shadows forth truth in the parables, the mind that +has first tasted thought there, will crave other sources of knowledge. A +few old volumes, so shabby that the pawnbrokers refused loans upon them, +and the second-hand book-stalls rejected them at any price, still +remained in her basement home. These she had read with the keen relish +of a mind hungry for knowledge. Then old Mrs. Gray had a few books at +her farm-house. She had never read them herself, good soul, and whenever +the beauties of "Paradise Lost," were mentioned, had only a vague +professional idea that our first parents had been driven forth from a +remarkably fine vegetable and fruit garden just before the harvest +season. Still she had great respect for the man who could mourn so great +a loss in verse, and delighted in lending the volumes to her young +friend whenever she had time to read. + +From these resources and the patient teachings of her grandfather, Julia +had managed to obtain the most desirable of all educations. She had +learned to think clearly and to feel rightly; but she felt keenly also, +and a vivid imagination kindling up these acute feelings at midnight in +the depth of a prison, made every nerve quiver with dread that was more +than superstitious. One picture haunted her very sleep. It was her +grandfather's white and agonized face stooping over that dead man. Never +had the beautiful, stern face of the stranger beamed upon her so vividly +before. She saw every lineament enameled on the midnight blackness. + +She longed to arouse the child and ask it if the face were really +visible, but was afraid to speak or move. The very sound of his soft +breath as the boy slept terrified her. But while this wild dread was +strongest upon her, the child awoke and began to feel over her face with +his little hands. Softly, and with the touch of falling rose-leaves, his +fingers wandered over her eyes, her forehead, and her mouth. They were +like sunbeams playing upon ice, those warm, rosy fingers. The young girl +ceased to feel frightened or alone. She began to weep. She pressed his +hands to her lips, and drew the child close to her bosom, whispering +softly to him, and pressing her lips to his eyes now and then, to be +sure they were open. But all her gentle wiles were insufficient to keep +the little fellow awake; he began to breathe more and more deeply, and, +overcome by the soft mesmerism of his breath, she fell asleep also. + +It would have been a lovely sight had any one looked upon those two +calm, beautiful faces pillowed together upon that prison bed. Smiles +dimpled round the rosy lips, upon which the breath floated like mist +over a cluster of ripe cherries. The bright ringlets of the child fell +over the tresses that shadowed the fair temple close to his, lighting +them up as with threads, and gleams of gold. It was a picture of +innocent sleep those green walls had perhaps never sheltered before +since their foundation. It was natural that Julia should smile in her +sleep, and that a glow like the first beams of morning when they +penetrate a rose, should light up her face. She was dreaming, and +slumber cast a fairy brightness over thoughts that had perhaps vaguely +haunted her before that night. Memories mingled with the vision and the +scenes which wove themselves in her slumbering thought had been +realities--the first joyous realities of her young life. She was at an +old farm-house, half hid in the foliage of two noble maples, all golden +and crimson with a touch of frost. Her grandparents stood upon the +door-stone with old Mrs. Gray, talking together, and smiling upon her as +she sat down beneath the maples, and began to arrange a lapful of +flowers that somehow had filled her apron, as bright things will fall +upon us in our sleep. These blossoms breathed a perfume more delicate +than anything she had ever seen or imagined, and, though coarse garden +flowers, their breath was intoxicating. + +Dreams are independent of detail, and the sleeper only knew that a young +man whose face was familiar, and yet strange, stood by her side, and +smiled gently upon her as she bent over her treasure. Was her slumbering +imagination more vivid than the reality had been, or had her nerves ever +answered human look with the delicious thrill that pervaded them in this +dream? Was it the shadow of a memory haunting her sleep? Oh, yes, she +had dreamed before--dreamed when those soft eyes had nothing but their +curling lashes to veil them, and when the thoughts that were now +floating through her vision left a glow upon that young cheek. It was +true the angel of love haunted Julia in her prison. + +The real and the imaginary still blended itself in her vision but +indistinctly, and with that vague cloudiness that makes one sigh when +the dream becomes a memory. An harassing sense that her grandfather was +in trouble seemed to blend with the misty breath of the flowers. She +still sat beneath the tree, and saw an old man in the distance, +struggling with a throng of people, half engulphed in a storm-cloud that +rolled up from the horizon. She could not move, for the blossoms in her +lap seemed turning to lead, which she had no power to fling off. She +struggled, and cried out wildly, "Robert--Robert Otis!" + +The blossoms breathed in her lap again; flashes of silver broke up the +distant cloud, and stars seemed dropping, one by one, from its writhing +folds. Robert Otis was now in the distance, now at her side; she could +not turn her eyes without encountering the deep smiling fervor of his +glance. His name trembled and died on her lips in broken whispers, then +all faded away. Balmy quiet settled on the spirit of the young girl, and +she slept softly as the flowers slumber when their cups are overflowing +with dew. + +From this sweet rest she was aroused by a sharp clang of iron, and the +tread of feet in the passage. The door of her own cell was flung open, +and a tin cup full of coffee, with coarse, wholesome bread, was set +inside for her breakfast. The dream still left its balm upon her heart, +which all that prison noise had not power to frighten away. She smoothed +her own hair, arranged her dress, and then arousing the child from its +sleep with kisses, bathed and dressed him also. He was sitting upon her +lap, his fresh rosy face lifted to hers, while she smoothed his tresses, +and twisted them in ringlets around her fingers, when his mother entered +the cell. She scarcely glanced at the child; but sat down, and +supporting her forehead with one hand, remained in sombre stillness +gazing on the floor. There was nothing reckless or coarse in her manner. +Her heavy forehead was clouded, but with gloom that partook more of +melancholy than of anger. + +She spoke at length, but without changing her position or lifting her +eyes from the floor. + +"Will you tell me the name?--will you tell me who the man was they +charge your grandfather with murdering? Was it--was it----" The low +husky tones died in her throat; she made another effort, and added, +almost in a whisper, "was it William Leicester?" + +The question arrested Julia in her graceful task; her hands dropped as +if smitten down from those golden tresses, and she answered in a faint +voice, "that it was the name." + +"Then he is dead; are you sure--quite sure?" + +"They all said so; the doctor, all that saw him!" + +"You did not see him then?" + +"Yes--yes!" answered the young girl, closing her eyes with a pang. "I +saw him--I saw him!" + +"Why did your grandfather kill him? Had Leicester done him any wrong?" + +"I do not know what wrong he had ever done," answered Julia; "but I am +certain if he had injured him ever so much, grandpa would not have +harmed a hair of his head." + +"Who did kill him then?" said the woman sharply. + +"I think," said Julia, in a low, firm voice--"I think that he killed +himself!" + +"No. It could not be that!" muttered the woman, gloomily. "No doubt the +old man did what others had better cause for doing; tell me how it +happened!" + +Julia saw that the woman was growing pale around the lips as she spoke; +her hand also looked blue and cold as it shaded her face. + +"Don't be afraid of me. Go on, I could not harm a mouse this morning," +she said, observing that Julia hesitated, and sat gazing earnestly upon +her. "I have been in prison here two weeks, and never heard of his death +till now!" + +"Did you know Mr. Leicester?" questioned Julia. + +"Yes, I knew him!" + +There was something in the tone of her voice that surprised Julia; more +of bitterness than grief, and yet something of both. + +"Will you tell me what I asked you?" said the woman, with a touch of her +usual impetuosity. + +"Yes," answered Julia. "It distresses me to talk of it; but if you are +really anxious to hear, I will!" + +She went on with painful hesitation, and told the woman all those +details that are so well known to the reader. The woman listened +attentively, sometimes holding her breath with intense interest; again +breathing quick and sharp, as if some strong feeling were curbed into +silence with difficulty. When Julia ceased speaking, she folded both +hands over her face, and lowering it down to her knees, rocked to and +fro without sob or tear; but the very stillness was eloquent. + +She got up after a little and went out. Half an hour after, Julia took +the child to his mother's cell. The strange woman was lying with her +face to the wall, motionless as the granite upon which her large eyes +were fixed. She did not turn as they approached, but waved her hand +impatiently that they should leave the cell. + +Holding the child by his hand, Julia lingered in the passage. After a +few careless, and in some cases, rude manifestations of interest, the +prisoners left her unmolested, to seek what consolation might be found +in observation and exercise. + +Thus the day crept on. The confusion which her youth and terror created +the day before, had settled down in that sullen apathy which is the most +depressing feature of prison life. The women moved about with a dull, +heavy tread; some sat motionless against the wall, gazing into the air, +to all appearance void of sensation, almost of life; some slept away the +weary time but depression lay heavily upon them all. + +Julia lingered near the grating, for the gleams of sunshine that shot +into the broad hall beyond, whenever the outer door was opened to allow +access and egress to the officers, had something cheerful in it that +filled her with hope. The child, too, felt this pleasant influence, and +his prattle, now and then broken with a soft laugh, was music to the +poor girl. + +"Come, love--come, let us go away. People are at the door!" she cried +all at once, striving to lead the child away. + +"No--no. It is brighter here, I will stay," answered the little fellow, +leaping roguishly on one side. "It's only the matron; don't you hear her +keys jingle? She will take me up into her pretty room, and you as well. +Just wait till I ask her." + +The door opened and a black-eyed little woman, full of animation and +cheerful energy, stepped into the passage. She paused, for Julia stood +in her way, making gentle efforts to free her dress from the grasp which +the little boy had fixed upon it. The beauty of the young girl, her +shrinking manner, and the crimson that came and went on her sweet face, +all interested the matron at once. She smiled a motherly, cheering +smile, and said at once-- + +"Ah, you have found one another out. George is a safe little +playmate--ain't you, darling? Come, now, tell me what her name is, +that's a man." + +"She hasn't told me yet," lisped the child, freeing Julia from his +grasp, and nestling himself against the matron. + +"My name is Julia--Julia Warren, ma'am," said the young prisoner, +blushing to hear the sound of her name in that place. + +"I thought so; I was sure of it from the first; there, there, don't be +frightened, and don't cry. Come up to my room--come, George! Tell your +young friend that somebody is waiting for her up there--some one that +she will be very glad to meet." + +"Tell me--oh! tell me who!" cried the poor girl, breathlessly. + +"Your grandmother, so she calls herself--and----" + +Julia waited for no more, but darted forward. + +"There--there. You will never get on alone!" cried the matron, +laughing, while she turned a heavy key bright with constant use in its +lock, and opened the grated door. "Come, now, I and Georgie will lead +the way." + +Julia stood in the outer passage while the heavy door was secured again, +her cheeks all in a glow of joy, her limbs trembling with impatience. +Little George, too, seemed to partake of her eagerness; he ran up and +down in the bright atmosphere like a bird revelling in the first gleams +of morning. He seized the matron by her dress as she locked the door, +and shaking his soft curls gleefully, attempted to draw her away. His +sympathy was so graceful and cheering that it made both Julia and the +matron smile, and though they mounted the stairs rapidly, he ran up and +down a dozen steps while they ascended half the number. + +Neither Julia nor her grandmother spoke when they met, but there was joy +upon their faces, and the most touching affection in the eyes that +constantly turned upon each other. + +"And now," said old Mrs. Gray, coming forward with her usual bland +kindness, "as neither of you seem to have much to say just now, what if +Robert and I come in for a little notice?" + +Julia looked up as the kind voice reached her, and there, half hidden by +the portly figure of his aunt, she saw Robert Otis looking upon her with +the very expression that had haunted her dream that night, in the +prison. Their eyes met, the white lids fell over hers as if weighed down +by the lashes, through which the lustrous eyes, kindling beneath, +gleamed like diamond flashes. She forgot Mrs. Gray, everything but the +glory of her dream, the power of those eloquent eyes. + +"And so you will not speak to me--you will not look at me!" said the +huckster woman, a little surprised by this reception, but speaking with +great cordiality, for she was not one of those very troublesome persons +who fancy affronts in everything. + +"Not speak to you!" cried the young girl, starting from her pleasant +reverie to the scarcely less pleasant reality. "Oh! Mrs. Gray, you knew +better!" + +"Of course I did," cried the good woman, with a laugh that made her +neckerchief tremble, and she shook the little hand that Julia gave with +grateful warmth, over and over again. "Come, now, get your bonnet and +things." + +Julia looked at the matron. + +"But I am a prisoner!" + +"Nothing of the sort. I've bought you out; given bonds, or something. +Robert can tell you all about it; but the long and short is, you're free +as a blackbird. Can go home with me--grandma too, I'm old--I'm getting +lonesome--want her to keep house when I'm in market, and you to take +care of her." + +"But grandfather--where is he? Oh! where is he?" + +Mrs. Gray's countenance fell, and she seemed ready to burst into tears. + +"Don't ask me; Robert must tell you about that. I did my best; offered +to mortgage the whole farm to those crusty old judges, but it was of no +use." + +"We couldn't leave him here alone!" said Julia, with one of her faint, +beautiful smiles. + +Robert Otis came forward now. + +"It would be useless for either of you to remain here on his account, +even if the laws would permit it. You will be allowed to see him quite +as frequently if you live with my aunt, and with freedom you may find +means of aiding him." + +Julia raised her eyes to his face; her glance, instead of embarrassing, +seemed to animate the young man. + +"It admits of no choice," he added, with a smile. "Your grandfather +himself desires that you should accept my aunt's offer, and she--bless +her--it would break her heart to be refused." + +"Grandfather desires it--Mr. Otis desires it. Shall we not go, grandma?" + +"Certainly, child; he wishes it, that is enough; but I shall see him +every day, you remember, ma'am. Every day when you come over, I come +also. It was a promise!" + +"Do exactly as you please--that's my idea of helping folks," answered +Mrs. Gray, to whom the latter part of this address had been made. "The +kindness that forces people to be happy, according to a rule laid down +by the self-conceit of a person who happens to have the means you want, +is the worst kind of slavery, because it is a slavery for which you are +expected to be very grateful. I have heard brother Jacob say this a +hundred times, and so have you, Robert." + +"Uncle Jacob never said anything that was not wise and generous in his +life!" answered the young man, with kindling eyes. + +"If ever an angel lived on earth, he is one!" rejoined Mrs. Gray, +looking around upon her audience, as if to impress them fully with this +estimate of her brother's character. + +A sparkling smile broke over Robert's face. + +"Well, aunt, I hope you never fancied the angels dressing exactly after +Uncle Jacob's fashion!" he said, casting a look full of comic meaning on +the old lady. + +"Oh, Robert, you are always laughing at me!" replied the good-humored +lady, turning from the young man to her other auditors. "It was always +so; the most mischievous little rogue you ever saw. I thought he had +grown out of it for a while, but nature is nature the world through." + +Robert blushed. His aunt's encomiums did not quite please him, for the +character of a mischievous boy was not that which he was desirous of +maintaining just then. In the dark eyes turned so earnestly upon his +face, he read a depth and earnestness of feeling that made his attempt +at cheerfulness seem almost sacrilegious. Julia saw this, and smiled +softly. She had not intended to rebuke him by the seriousness of her +face, and her look expressed this more eloquently than words could have +done. + +When the heart is sorrowful, there are times when cheerfulness in those +around us has a healthful influence. The joyous laugh, the pleasant word +may fall harshly upon a riven heart at first, but imperceptibly they +become familiar again, and at length sweep aside the gloom with which +the mourner loves to envelope himself. Give the soul plenty of +sunshine, and it grows vigorous to withstand the storm. When grief is +pampered and cultivated as a duty, it often degenerates into intense +selfishness. Sorrow has its vanity as well as joy. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +MRS. GRAY AND THE PRISON WOMAN. + + Come with thy warm and genial heart-- + Bring sunshine to the prison cell; + True goodness, without book or chart, + Sees the right path, and treads it well. + + +It was decided that Julia and her grandmother should accompany Mrs. Gray +at once to her old homestead on Long Island. They were about to leave +the room, when Julia remembered, with a pang, that she must surrender +the little boy to his mother again. Her cheek blanched at the thought. +The child had kept by her side since she first entered the room, and now +grasped a fold of her dress in his hand almost fiercely. His cheeks were +flushed, and his dimpled chin was beginning to quiver, as if he were +ready to burst into tears at some wrong premeditated against him. + +Tears swelled into Julia's eyes as she bent them upon the child. + +"What shall I do? He seems to know that we are about to leave him," she +murmured. + +"Come with me, I will take you to mamma," said the matron, laying her +hand on his head. "There, Georgie, be a little gentleman, dear!" + +The tears that had been swelling in the little fellow's bosom broke +forth now. He began to sob violently, and shaking off the matron's hand, +clung to his new friend. + +"Take me up, take me up--I will go too," he sobbed, lifting his little +hands and his tearful face to the young girl. + +Julia took him in her arms, and putting the curls back from his +forehead, pressed a kiss upon it. + +"What can I do?" she said, turning her eyes unconsciously upon Robert +Otis. + +Robert smiled and shook his head; but old Mrs. Gray, whose heart was +forever creaming over with the milk of human kindness, came forward at +once. + +"What can you do? Why, take him along; the homestead is large enough for +us all. It will seem like old times to have a little shaver like that +running around, now that Robert is away." + +"But he has a mother in the prison," said the matron--"a strange, fierce +woman, who, somehow or other, has persuaded the authorities to leave him +with her for the few days she will be here." + +"His mother a prisoner, poor thing. Let me go to her, I dare say she +will be glad enough to get a nice home for the boy," answered the good +woman, hopefully. + +"I'm afraid not," was the matron's reply; "she seems to have a sort of +fierce love for the child, and is very jealous that he may become +attached to some one beside herself. It was from this feeling she forced +him from the poor woman who took him to nurse when only a few weeks old. +He was very fond of her, and always fancies that any new face must be +hers. I wonder she submits to his fancy for this young girl!" + +"But it's wrong, it's abominable to keep the little fellow here. I'll +tell her so, I'll expostulate," persisted Mrs. Gray; "just let me talk +with this woman--just let me into her cell, madam." + +The matron shook her head, and gave the bright key in her hand a little, +quiet twirl, which said plainly as words, that it was of no use; but she +led the way down stairs, and conducted Mrs. Gray to the prisoner's cell. + +The woman was still lying with her forehead against the wall, quite +motionless, but she turned her face as the matron spoke, and Mrs. Gray +saw that it was drenched with tears. + +The huckster woman sat down upon the bed, and took one of the +prisoner's hands in hers. It was a large, but beautifully formed hand, +full of natural vigor, but now it lay nerveless and inert in that kind +clasp, and, for a moment, Mrs. Gray smoothed down the languid fingers +with her own plump palm. + +The woman, at first, shrunk from this mute kindness, and, half rising, +fixed her great black eyes upon her visitor in sudden and almost fierce +astonishment, but she shrunk back from the rosy kindness of that face +with a deep breath, and lay motionless again. + +Mrs. Gray spoke then in her own frank, cheerful way, and asked +permission to take the little boy home with her. She described her +comfortable old house, the garden, the poultry, the birds that built +their nests in the twin maples, the quantity of winter apples laid up in +the cellar. All the elements of happiness to a bright and healthy child +she thus lay temptingly before the mother. Again the woman started up. + +"Are you a moral reformer?" she said, with a sharp sneer. + +"No!" answered Mrs. Gray, with a puzzled look. "At any rate not as I +know of, but in these times you have so many new fangled names for +simple things, that I may be one without having the least idea of it!" + +"A philanthropist then--are you that?" + +"Haven't the least notion what the thing is," cried Mrs. Gray, with +perfect simplicity. + +"Are you one of those women who hang around prisons to pick up other +people's children, while their own are running wild at home--who give a +garret-bed and second-hand crusts to these poor creatures, and then +scream out through society and newspaper reports for the world to come +and see what angels you are? Who pick up a poor wretch from the cells +here, and impose her off upon some kind fool from the country, whom she +robs, of course; and before she has been tried three weeks, blaze out +her reformation to the whole world, forgetting to tell the robbery when +it comes? + +"Do you want my boy for a pattern? Do you intend to have it shouted in +some paper or anniversary report, how great a thing your society has +done in snatching this poor little imp from his mother's bosom as a +brand from the burning fire? In short, do you want to hold him up as a +lure for the innocent country people who pour money into your laps, +honestly believing that it all goes for the cause, and never once asking +how yourselves are supported all the while? Are you one of these, I +say?" + +"Goodness gracious knows I ain't anything of the kind," answered Mrs. +Gray. "Never set up for an angel in my life, never expect to on this +side of the grave." + +"Then you are not a lady president?" + +"In our free and glorious country," answered Mrs. Gray, now more at +home, for she had listened to a good many Fourth of July orations in her +time; "in this country it's against the law for old women to be +Presidents. At any rate, I never heard of one in a cap and white apron!" + +A gleam of rich humor shot over the prisoner's face. + +"Then you are not a member of any society?" she said, won into more +kindly temper by the frank cordiality of her visitor. + +Mrs. Gray's face became very serious, and her brown eyes shone with +gentle lustre. + +"It's my privilege to be a humble member of the Baptist church; but +unless you have a conscience against immersion, I don't know as that +ought to stand in the poor boy's way, especially as he may have been +baptized already." + +"Then you are not a charitable woman by profession? You are willing to +take my boy for his own good? What will you do with him if I say yes?" + +"Why, pretty much as I did with nephew Robert; let him run in the +garden, hunt eggs, drive the geese home when he knows the way himself; +and do all sorts of chores that will keep him out of mischief, and in +health; as he grows old enough I will send him to school, and teach him +the Lord's prayer myself. In short, I shall do pretty much like other +people; scold him when he is bad, kiss him when he is good; in the end +make him just such a handsome, honest, noble chap as my Robert is--that +nephew of mine. Everybody admits that he is the salt of the earth, and I +brought him up myself, every inch of him!" + +"And among the rest you will teach him to forget and despise his +mother," said the woman, bending her wet eyes upon Mrs. Gray, with a +look of passionate scrutiny. + +"I never wilfully went against the Bible in my life. When the child +learns to read, he will find it written there, 'Honor thy father and thy +mother, that thy days may be long in the land which the Lord thy God +giveth thee.'" + +"Can I see him when I please?" + +"Certainly--why not?" + +"But I am a prisoner; I have been here more than once." + +"You are his mother," was the soft answer. + +"You will be ashamed to have me coming to your house." + +"Why so? I have been a quiet neighbor--an upright woman, so far as my +light went, all my life. Why should I fear to have any one come to my +own house?" + +"But he will be ashamed of me! With a comfortable home, with friends, +schooling--my own child, will learn to scorn and hate his mother!" + +"No," answered Mrs. Gray, and her fine old face glowed with the pious +prophecy--"no, because his mother will herself be a good woman, +by-and-bye, _it is sure_. You are not dead at the root yet; want care, +pruning, sunshine; will live to be a useful member of society before +long--I have faith to believe it. God help you--God bless you. Now speak +out at once, can I take the little fellow?" + +"Yes," answered the woman, casting herself across the bed, and pressing +both hands hard against her eyes--"yes, take him--take him!" + +And so Mrs. Gray returned to her old homestead with three new inmates +that night. It was a bleak, sharp day, and the maple leaves were +whirling in showers about the old house as they drove up. A crisp frost +had swept every flower from the beds, and all the soft tints of green +from the door-yard and garden. Still there was nothing gloomy in the +scene; the sitting-room windows were glowing with petted +chrysanthemums, golden, snow-tinted and rosy, all bathed and nodding in +a flood of light that poured up from the bright hickory-wood fire. + +Robert had ridden on before the rest, bearing household directions from +Mrs. Gray to the Irish servant girl. A nice supper stood ready upon the +table, and a copper tea-kettle was before the fire, pouring out a thin +cloud of steam from its spout, and starting off now and then in a quick, +cheerful bubble, as if quite impatient to be called into active service. +The fine bird's-eye diaper that flowed from the table--the little +old-fashioned china cups, and the tall, plated candlesticks, from which +the light fell in long, rich gleams, composed one of the most cheering +pictures in the world. + +Then dear old Mrs. Gray was so happy herself, so full of quiet, soothing +kindness; the very tones of her voice were hopeful. When she laughed, +all the rest were sure to smile, very faintly it is true; but still +these smiles were little gleams won from the most agonizing grief. +Altogether it was one of those evenings when we say to one another, +"well, I cannot realize all this sorrow when the soul becomes dreamy, +and softly casts aside the shafts of pain that goad it so fiercely at +other times." + +Little George fell asleep after tea, and Julia sat upon the crimson +moreen couch under the windows, pillowing his head on her lap. The +chrysanthemums rose in a flowery screen behind her, their soft shadows +pencilling themselves on her cheek, and lying in the deeper blackness of +her hair. Robert Otis spoke but little that night, and his dear, simple +old aunt felt quite satisfied that the gaze which he turned so steadily +toward the windows was dwelling in admiration on her flowers. + +Be this as it may, his glance brought roses to that pale cheek, and +kindled up the soft eyes that lay like violets shrouded beneath their +thick lashes, with a brilliancy that had never burned there before. +Julia's heart was far too sorrowful for _thoughts_ of love, but there +was something thrilling in her bosom deeper than grief, and more +exquisite than any joy she had yet known. + +But Robert Otis was more self-possessed. His thoughts took a more +tangible form, and though he could not account to himself for the +feeling of vague regret that mingled with his admiration, as he gazed +upon the young girl, it was strong enough to fill his heart with +sadness. Mrs. Gray noticed the gloom upon his brow as she sat in her +arm-chair, basking in the glow of that noble wood fire. A dish of the +finest crimson apples had just been placed on the little round stand +before her, and she began testing their mellowness with her fingers, as +a hint for her nephew to circulate them among her guests. Robert saw +nothing of this, for he was pondering over the miserable position of +that young girl, in his mind, and had no idea that his abstraction was +noticed. + +"Come--come," said Mrs. Gray, "you have been moping there long enough, +nephew, forgetting manners and everything else. Here are the apples +waiting, and no one to hand them round, for when I once get settled in +this easy-chair"--here the good woman gave a smiling survey of her ample +person, which certainly overflowed the chair at every point, leaving all +but a ridge of the back and the curving arms quite invisible--"it isn't +a very easy thing to get up again. Now bustle about, and while we old +women rest ourselves, you and Julia, there, can try your luck with the +apple-seeds. + +"I remember the first time I ever surmised that Mr. Gray had taken a +notion to me, was once when we were at an apple-cutting together down in +Maine. Somehow Mr. Gray got into my neighborhood when we ranged round +the great basket of apples. I felt my cheeks burn the minute he drew his +seat so close to mine, and took out his jack-knife to begin work. He +pared and I quartered. I never looked up but once--then his cheek was +redder than mine, and he held the jack-knife terribly unsteady. +By-and-bye he got a noble, great apple, yellow as gold, and smooth as a +baby's cheek. I was looking at his hands sidewise from under my lashes, +and saw that he was paring it carefully, as if every round of the skin +was a strip of gold. At last he cut it off at the seed end, and the +soft rings fell down over his wrist as I took the apple from his +fingers. + +"'Now,' says he, in a whisper, bending his head a little, and raising +the apple-peel carefully with his right hand, 'I'm just as sure this +will be the first letter of a name that I love, as I am that we are +alive.' He began softly whirling the apple-peel round his head; the +company was all busy with one another, and I was the only one who saw +the yellow links quivering around his head, once, twice, three times. +Then he held it still a moment, and sat looking right into my eyes. I +held my breath, and so did he. + +"'Now,' says he, and his breath came out with a quiver, 'what if it +should be your name?' + +"I did not answer, and we both looked back at the same time. Sure enough +it was a letter S. No pen ever made one more beautifully. 'Just as I +expected,' says he, and his eyes grew bright as diamonds--'just as I +expected.' That was all he said." + +"And what answer did you make, aunt?" asked Robert Otis, who had been +listening with a flushed face, "What did you say?" + +"I didn't speak a word, but quartered on just as fast as I could. As for +Mr. Gray, he kept paring, and paring, like all possessed. I thought he +would never stop paring, or speak a word more. By-and-bye he stuck the +point of his knife into an apple, and unwinding the skin from around it, +he handed it over to me. It was a red skin, I remember, and cut as +smooth as a ribbon. + +"'I shouldn't a bit wonder if that dropped into a letter G,' says Mr. +Gray. 'Supposing you try it.' + +"Well, I took the red apple-skin, and whirled it three times round my +head, and down it went on to the floor, curled up into the nicest +capital G that you ever sat eyes on. + +"Mr. Gray, he looked at the letter, and then sort of sidewise into my +face. 'S. G.,' says he, taking up the apple-skin, and eating it, as if +it had been the first mouthful of a Thanksgiving dinner. 'How would you +like to see them two letters on a new set of silver teaspoons?' + +"I re'lly believe you could have lit a candle at my face, it burned so; +but I couldn't speak more than if I'd been born tongue-tied." + +"But did you never answer about the spoons?" asked Julia. + +"Well, yes, I believe I did, the next Sunday night," said the old lady, +demurely, smoothing her apron. + +What was there in Mrs. Gray's simple narrative that should have brought +confusion and warm blushes into those two young faces? Why, after one +hastily withdrawn glance, did neither Robert Otis nor Julia Warren look +at each other again that night? + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +STRUGGLES AND REVELS. + + Wine, wine for the heart, in its struggle of pride, + And music to drown all this with'ring pain! + The arrow, the arrow is deep in her side! + Bring music and wine with their madness again. + + +The passions take their distinctive expression from the nature in which +they find birth. The grief that rends one heart like an earthquake, +sinks with dead, silent weight into another, uttering no sound, giving +no outward sign, and yet is powerful, perhaps, as that which exhausts +itself in tumult. Some flee from grief, half defying, half evading it, +pausing, breathless, in the race, now and then, to find the arrow still +buried in the side, rankling deeper and deeper with each fierce effort +to cast it out. + +Thus it was with the woman to whom our story tends--Ada, the insulted +and suffering widow of Leicester. There had been mutual wrong between +the two; both had sinned greatly; both had tasted deep of the usual +consequences of sin. During his life her love for him had been the one +wild passion of existence; now that he was dead, her grief partook of +the same stormy nature. It was wild, fierce, brilliant; it thirsted for +change; it was bitter with regrets that stung her into the very madness +of sorrow. + +As an unbroken horse plunges beneath the rider's heel, the object of +grief like this seeks for amelioration in excitement. It is a sorrow +that thirsts for action; that arouses some kindred passion, and feeds +itself with that. + +Ada Leicester was not known to be connected, even remotely, with the man +for whose murder old Mr. Warren was now awaiting his trial. She was a +leader in the fashionable world; her very anguish must be concealed; her +groans must be uttered in private; her tears quenched firmly till they +turned to fire in her heart. All her life that man had been a pain and a +torment to her. The last breath she had seen him draw was a taunt, his +last look an insult; and yet these very memories embittered her grief. +He had turned the silver thread of her life into iron, but it broke with +his existence, leaving her appalled and objectless. She never had, never +could love another; and what is a woman on earth without love as a +memory, a passion, or a hope? + +Her grief became a wild passion. She strove to assuage it in reckless +gaiety, and plunged into all the excitements of artificial life with a +fervor that made every hour of her existence a tumult. The opera season +was at its full height. Society had once more concentrated itself in New +York, and still Ada was the brightest of its stars. Morning dances by +gas-light took place in some few houses where novelty was an object. Not +long after Leicester's death her noble mansion was closed for a morning +revel; every pointed window was sealed with shutters and muffled with +the richest draperies. Light in every form of beauty--the pure +gas-flame--the soft glow of wax-candles--the moonlight gleam of +alabaster lamps flooded the sumptuous rooms, excluding every ray of the +one glorious lamp which God has kindled in the sky. Dancers flitted to +and fro in those lofty rooms; garlands of choice green-house flowers +scattered fragrance from the walls, and veiled many a classic statue +with their impalpable mist. + +Never in her whole life had Ada appeared more wildly brilliant. +Reckless, sparkling, scattering smiles and wit wherever she passed; now +whirling through the waltz; now exchanging bright repartees with her +guests amid the pauses of the music; fluttering from group to group like +a bird of Paradise, dashing perfume from its native flower thickets, she +flitted from room to room; now sitting alone in a dark corner of the +conservatory, her hands falling languidly down, her face bowed upon her +bosom, the fire quenched in her eyes, she felt the very life ebbing, as +it were, from her parted and pale lips. + +Thus with the strongest contrasts, fierce alike in her gaiety and her +grief, she spent that miserable morning. The transition from one state +to another would have been startling to a close observer, but the +changes in her mood were like lightning; the pale cheek became instantly +so red; the dull eye so bright, that her guests saw nothing but the most +fascinating coquetry in all this, and each new shade or gleam that +crossed her beautiful face brought down fresh showers of adulation upon +her. The usual quiet elegance of her manner was for the time forgotten. + +More than once her wild, clear laugh rang from one room to another, +chiming in or rising above the music, and this only charmed her guests +the more. It was a new feature in their idol. It was not for her wealth +or her beauty alone that Ada Leicester became an object of worship that +day. Like a wounded bird that makes the leaves tremble all around with +its anguish, she startled society into more intense admiration by the +splendor of her agony. + +At mid-day her guests began to depart, pouring forth from those +sumptuous rooms into the noontide glare, when delicate dresses, flushed +cheeks and languid eyes were exposed in all the disarray which is +sometimes picturesque when enveloped in night shadows, but becomes +meretricious in the broad sunshine. + +A few of her most distinguished guests remained to dinner that day, for +Ada dreaded to be alone, and so kept up the excitement that was burning +her life out. If her spirits flagged, if the smile fled from her lips +even for an instant, those lips were bathed with the rich wines that +sparkled on her board, kindling them into smiles and bloom again. The +resources of her intellect seemed inexhaustible; the flashes of her +delicate wit grew keener and brighter as the hours wore on. + +Her table was surrounded by men and women who flash like meteors now and +then through the fashionable circles of New York, intellectual +aristocrats that enliven the insipid monotony of those changing circles, +as stars give fire and beauty to the blue of a summer sky. But +keen-sighted as these people were, they failed to read the heart that +was delighting them with its agony. All but one, and he was not seated +at the table, he spoke no word, and won no attention from that haughty +circle, save by the subdued and even solemn awkwardness of look and +manner, which was too remarkable for entire oblivion. + +Behind Ada's seat there stood a tall man, with huge, ungainly limbs, and +a stoop in the shoulders. He was evidently a servant, but wore no livery +like the others; and those who gave a thought to the subject saw that he +waited only upon his mistress, and that once or twice he stooped down +and whispered a word in her ear, which she received with a quick and +imperious motion of the head, which was either rejection or reproof of +something he had urged. + +Nothing could be more touching than the sadness of this man's face as +the spirits of his mistress rose with the contest of intellect that was +going on around her. He saw the bitter source from which all this +brightness flowed, and every smile upon those red lips deepened the +gloom so visible in his face. + +"Now," said Ada, rising from the table, and leading the way to her +boudoir, for it had been an impromptu dinner, and the drawing-room was +yet in confusion after the dance; "now let us refresh ourselves with +music. An hour's separation, a fresh toilet, and we will all meet at the +opera--then to-morrow--what shall we do to-morrow?" + +She entered the boudoir while speaking, and as if smitten by some keen +memory, lifted one hand to her forehead, reflecting languidly, +"To-morrow--yes, what shall we do to-morrow?" + +"You are pale; what is the matter?" inquired one of the lady guests, in +that hurried tone of sympathy which is usually superficial as sweet. "We +have oppressed you with all this gaiety!" + +"Not in the least--nothing of the kind!" exclaimed the hostess, with a +clear laugh. "It was the perfume from those vases. It put me in mind--it +made me faint!" + +She rang the bell while speaking, and the servant, who stood all +dinner-time behind her chair, entered. + +"Take these flowers away, Jacob," she said, pointing to the vases, +"there is heliotrope among them, and you know the scent of heliotrope +affects me--kills me. Never allow flowers to be put in these rooms +again. Not a leaf, not a bud--do you understand?" + +"Yes, madam," answered the servant, with calm humility, "I understand! +It was not I that placed them there now!" + +Ada seated herself on the couch, resting her forehead upon one hand, as +if the faintness still continued. Her lips and all around her mouth grew +pallid. Though the flowers were gone, their effect still seemed to +oppress her more and more. At length she started up with a hysterical +laugh and went into the bed-chamber. When she came forth her cheeks were +damask again, and her lips red as coral; but a dusky circle under the +eyes, and a faint, spasmodic twitching about the mouth, revealed how +artificial the bloom was. From that moment all her gaiety returned, and +in her graceful glee her guests forgot the agitation that had for a +moment surprised them. + +Later in the evening, Ada drove to the Opera House, where she again met +the gay friends who had thronged her dwelling at mid-day. Still did she +surpass them all in the superb but hasty toilet which she had assumed, +after the morning revel. Many an eye was turned admiringly upon her sofa +that night, little dreaming that the opera-cloak of rose-colored +cashmere, with its blossom-tinted lining and border of snowy +swan's-down, covered a bosom throbbing with suppressed anguish. Little +could that admiring crowd deem that the brilliants interlinked with +burning opal stones that glowed with ever-restless light upon her arms, +her bosom, and down the corsage of her brocade dress, were to the +wretched woman as so many pebbles that the rudest foot might tread upon. +Her cheeks were in a glow; her eyes sparkled, and the graceful unrest +which left her no two minutes in the same position, seemed but a pretty +feminine wile to exhibit the splendor of her dress. How could the crowd +suppose that the heart over which those jewels burned, was aching with a +burden of crushed tears. + +She sat amid the brilliant throng, unmindful of its admiration. The +music rushed to her ear in sweet gushes of passion. But she sat +smilingly there, unconscious of its power or its pathos. It sighed +through the building soft and low as the spring air in a bed of violets; +but even then it failed to awake her attention. Unconsciously the notes +stole over her heart, and feeling a rush of emotions sweeping over her, +she started up, waved an adieu to her friends, and left the Opera House. +Half a dozen of the most distinguished gentlemen of her party sprang up +to lead her out. She took the nearest arm and left the house, simply +uttering a hurried good-night as she stepped into the carriage. There +was no eye to look upon her then. Those who had followed her with +admiring glances as she left the opera, little thought how keen was her +agony as she rolled homeward in that sumptuous carriage, her cheek +pressed hard against the velvet lining; her fingers interlocked and +wringing each other in the wild anguish to which she abandoned herself. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + +ADA LEICESTER AND JACOB STRONG. + + We drove him to that fearful gulf, + In the sharp pangs of his despair, + As angry hunters chase a wolf + From open field and hidden lair. + + +The servant who sat waiting in the vestibule was startled by the hard, +tearless misery of Ada's face, as she entered her own dwelling that +night. He looked at her earnestly, and seemed about to speak, but she +swept by him with averted eyes and ascended the stairs. + +It was the same man who had stood beside her chair at dinner that day. +The look of anxiety was on his features yet, and he pressed his lips +hard together as she passed him, evidently curbing some sharp sensation +that the haughty bearing of his mistress aroused. He stood looking after +her as she glided with a swift, noiseless tread over the richly carpeted +stairs, her pale hand now and then gleaming out in startling relief from +the ebony balustrade, and her stony face mocking the artificial scarlet +of her mouth. She turned at the upper landing, and he saw her glide away +in the soft twilight overhead. He stood a moment with his eyes riveted +on the spot where she had disappeared, then he followed up the stairs +with a step as firm and rapid as hers had been. Even his heavy foot left +no sound on the mass of woven flowers that covered the steps, and the +shadow cast by his ungainly figure moved no more silently than himself. + +He opened several doors, but they closed after him without noise, and +Ada was unconscious of his presence for several moments after he stood +within her boudoir. A fire burned in the silver grate, casting a sunset +glow over the room, but leaving many of its objects in shadow; for save +a moonlight gleam that came from a lamp in the dressing-room, no other +light was near. + +Ada had flung her mantle on the couch, and with her arms folded on the +black marble of the mantel-piece, bent her forehead upon them, and stood +thus statue-like gazing into the fire. A clear amethystine flame +quivered over the coal, striking the opals and brilliants that +ornamented her dress, till they burned like coals of living fire upon +the snow of her arms and bosom. Thus with the same prismatic light +spreading from the jewels to her rigid face, she seemed more like a +fallen angel mourning over her ruin than a living woman. + +At length the servant made a slight noise. Ada lifted up her head, and a +frown darkened her face. + +"I did not ring--I do not require anything of you to-night," she said. + +"I know it. I know well enough that you require nothing of me--that my +very devotion is hateful to you. Why is it? I came up here, to-night, on +purpose to ask the question--why is it?" answered the man, with a grave +dignity, which was very remote from the manner which a servant, however +favored, is expected to maintain toward his mistress. "What have I done +to deserve this treatment?" + +Ada looked at him earnestly for a moment, and then her lip curled with a +bitter smile. + +"What have you done, Jacob Strong! Can you ask that question of William +Leicester's wife, so soon after your own act has made her a widow?" + +"But how?--how did I make you a widow?" said he, turning pale with +suppressed feeling. + +"How?" cried Ada, almost with a shriek, for the passion of her nature +had been gathering force all day, and now it burst forth with a degree +of violence that shook her whole frame. "Who sat like a great, hideous +spider in his web, watching him as he wove and entangled the meshes of +crime around him? Who stung my pride, spurred on all that was +unforgiving and haughty in my nature, till I too--unnatural wretch--who +had wronged and sinned against him--turned in my unholy pride, and +drove him into deeper evil? It was you, Jacob Strong, who did this. It +was you who urged him into the fearful strait, that admitted of no +escape but death. The guilt of this self-murder rests with you, and with +me. My heart is black with his blood; my brain reels when the thought +presses on it. I hate you--and oh! a thousand times more do I hate +myself--the pitiful tool of my own menial!" + +"Your menial, Ada Wilcox--have I ever been that?" + +"No," was the passionate answer, "I have been _your_ menial, your dupe. +You have made me his murderer. I loved him, oh! Father of mercies, how I +loved him!" + +The wretched woman wrung her hands, and waved them up and down in the +firelight so rapidly, that the restless brilliants upon them seemed +shooting out sparks of lightning. + +"I thought he would come back. He was cruel--he was insolent--but what +was that? We might have known his haughty spirit would never bend. If he +had died any other death--oh! anything, anything but this rankling +knowledge, that I, his wife, drove him to self-murder!" + +Jacob Strong left his position at the door, and coming close up to his +mistress, took both her hands in his. He could not endure her +reproaches. Her words stung his honest heart to the core. + +"Sit down," he said, with gentle firmness--"sit down, Ada Wilcox, and +listen to me. There is yet something that I have to say. If it will +remove any of the bitterness that you harbor against me, if it can +reconcile you to yourself, I can tell you that there is great doubt if +your--if Mr. Leicester did commit suicide. Thinking it might grieve you +more deeply, I kept the papers away that said anything of the matter; +but even now a man lies in prison charged with his murder!" + +"Charged with his murder!" repeated Ada, starting. "How?--when? She--his +mother--said it was self-destruction!" + +"She believes it, perhaps believes it yet, but others think +differently. He was found dead in a miserable basement, alone with the +old man they have imprisoned. Why he went there no one can guess; but it +is known that he was in that basement the night before, but a little +earlier than the time when he appeared at your ball. If he had any +portion of the money obtained from us about him, that may have tempted +the old man, who is miserably poor." + +Jacob was going on, but his mistress, who had listened with breathless +attention, interrupted him. + +"Do you believe this? Do you believe that he was murdered?" + +"Very strong proofs exist against the old man," replied Jacob--"the +public think him guilty." + +Ada drew a deep breath. + +"You have taken a terrible load from my heart," she said, pressing one +hand to her bosom, and sinking down upon the couch with a low, +hysterical laugh. "He is dead, but there is a chance that I did not kill +him. I begin to loathe myself less." + +"And me!--_me_ you will never cease to hate?" + +"You have been a good friend to me, Jacob Strong, better than I +deserved," answered Ada, reaching forth her hand, which the servant +wrung rather than pressed. + +"And this last act," he said, "when I tried to free you from the grasp +of a vile man, was the most kind, the most friendly thing I ever did!" + +Ada started up and drew her hand from his grasp. + +"Hush, not a word more," she said, "if we are to be anything to each +other hereafter. He was my husband--he is dead!" + +She sunk back to the cushions of her couch a moment after, and veiling +her eyes with one hand, fell into thought. Jacob stood humbly before +her; for though they spoke and acted as friends, nay, almost as brother +and sister, he never lost the respectful demeanor befitting his position +in Ada's household. + +She sat up, at length, with a calmer and more resolute expression of +countenance. + +"Now tell me all that relates to his death," she said. "Who is charged +with it? What is the evidence?" + +Jacob related all that he knew regarding the arrest of old Mr. Warren. +In his own heart he did not believe the poor man guilty, but he +abstained from expressing this, for it was an intuition rather than a +belief, and Jacob could not but see that his own exculpation in the eyes +of the fair creature to whom he spoke, would depend upon her belief in +another's guilt. Jacob had no courage to express more than known facts +as they appeared in the case. The vague impressions that haunted him +were, in truth, too indefinite for words. + +Ada listened with profound attention. She had not been so still or so +firm before, since her husband's death. It required time for feelings +strong as hers to turn into a new channel, and the passage from +self-hatred to revenge was still as it was terrible. + +She remained silent for some minutes after Jacob had told her all, and +when she did speak, the whole character of her face was changed. + +"If this man is guilty, Leicester's death lies not here!" she said, +pressing one hand hard upon her heart, as she walked slowly up and down +the boudoir. "When he is arraigned for trial, I am acquitted or +convicted. You also, Jacob Strong; for if this old man is not +Leicester's murderer, you and I drove him to suicide." + +Jacob did not reply. In his soul he believed every step that he had +taken against William Leicester to be right, and he felt guiltless of +his death, no matter in what form it came; but he knew that argument +would never remove the belief that had fixed like a monomania upon that +unhappy woman, and wisely, therefore, he attempted none. + +"I have told you all," he said, moving toward the door. "In any case my +conscience is at rest!" + +She did not appear to heed his words, but asked abruptly, + +"Are the laws of America strict and searching? Do murderers ever escape +here?" + +"Sometimes they do, no doubt," answered Jacob, with a grim smile, "but +then probably quite as many innocent men are hung, so that the balance +is kept about equal." + +"And how do the guilty escape?" + +"Oh, by any of the thousand ways that a smart lawyer can invent. With +money enough it is easy to evade the law, or tire it out with exceptions +and appeals." + +"Then money can do this?" + +"What is there that money _cannot_ do?" + +A wan smile flitted over Ada's face. + +"Oh! who should know its power better than myself?" she said. Then she +resumed. "But this man, this grey-headed murderer--has he this +power?--can he control money enough to screen the blood he has shed?" + +"He is miserably poor!" + +"Then the trial will be an unprejudiced one. If proven guilty he must +atone for the guilt. If acquitted fairly, openly, without the aid of +money or influence, then are we guilty, Jacob Strong, guilty as those +who hurl a man to the brink of a precipice, which he is sure to plunge +down." + +"No man who simply pursues his duty should reproach himself for the +crime of another," was the grave reply. + +"But have _I_ done my duty? Can I be guiltless of my husband's desperate +act?" + +Jacob was silent. + +"You cannot answer me, my friend," said Ada mournfully. + +"Yes! I can. William Leicester's death, if he in fact fell by his own +hand, was the natural end of a vicious life." + +Ada waved her hand sharply, thus forbidding him to proceed with the +subject, and entering her dressing-room, closed the door. + +Jacob stood for a time gazing vacantly at the door through which she had +disappeared, then heaving a deep sigh, the strange being left the +boudoir, but a vague feeling of self-reproach at his heart, rendered +him more than usually sad all the next day. True, he had changed the +current of Ada's grief, had lifted a burden of self-reproach from her +heart; but had he not filled it with other and not less bitter passions? + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + +ADA'S SOLITARY BREAKFAST. + + My tortured soul is sick, and every nerve + Answers its promptings with an aching strain, + Yet from my task I may not pause or swerve-- + Rest is a curse, and every thought a pain. + + +For the first time since her husband's death, Ada slept soundly, till +deep in the morning. But her slumber was haunted by dreams that sent +shadows painful and death-like over her beautiful face. More than once +her maid stole from the dressing-room into the rosy twilight of the +bed-chamber, and stooped anxiously over her mistress as she slept, for +the faint moans that broke from her lips, pallid even in that rich +light, and parted with a sort of painful smile--startled the servant as +she prepared her mistress's toilet. + +It was almost mid-day when this unearthly slumber passed off, but the +brightest sun could only fill those richly draped chambers with a +twilight atmosphere, that allowed the sleeper to glide dreamily from her +couch to the pursuits of life. When the mechanics throughout the city +were at their noonday meal, Ada crept into her dressing-room, pale and +languid as if she had just risen from a sick-bed. Upon a little ebony +table near the fire, a breakfast service of frosted silver, and the most +delicate Sèvres china stood ready. Ada sunk into the great easy-chair, +which stood near it, cushioned with blossom-colored damask, which +gleamed through an over drapery of heavy point lace. The maid came in +with chocolate, snowy little rolls, just from the hands of her French +cook, and two crystal dishes, the one stained through with the ruby tint +of some rich foreign jelly, the other amber-hued with the golden +honeycomb that lay within it. Delicate butter, moulded like a handful of +strawberries, lay in a crystal grape-leaf in one corner of the salver, +and a soft steam floated from the small chocolate urn, veiling the whole +with a gossamer cloud. + +Altogether, that luxurious room, the repast so delicate, but evidently +her ordinary breakfast; the lady herself in all the beautiful disarray +of a muslin wrapper, half hidden, half exposed by the loosely knotted +silk cord that confined a dressing-gown, quilted and lined with soft +white silk--all this composed a picture of the most sumptuous enjoyment. +But look in that woman's face! See the dark circles beneath those heavy +violet eyes. Mark how languidly that mouth uncloses, when she turns to +speak. See the nervous start which she makes when the crystal and silver +jar against each other, as the maid places them upon the table. Is there +not something in all this that would make the rudest mechanic pause, +before he consented to exchange the comforts won by his honest toil, for +the splendor that seemed so tempting at the first glance? + +Ada broke a roll in two, allowed one of the golden strawberries to melt +away in its fragments, then laid it down untasted. Her heart was sick, +her appetite gone, and after drinking one cup of the chocolate, she +turned half loathing from that exquisite repast. + +"Move the things away!" she said, to the waiting-woman. + +"Will madam chose nothing else?" said the servant, hesitating and +looking back as she carried off the tray. + +"Nothing," replied her mistress. + +The tone was one that forbade further inquiry; so the maid left the +apartment; and Ada was alone, restless, feverish, unhappy. + +She rose, and walking to the window, looked out; but a few minutes spent +thus appeared to tire her; and throwing herself again into her chair, +she took up a book and attempted to read. But she still found no +occupation for her thoughts. At last she flung down the volume, and +rising, paced the chamber. + +The reflection grew and grew upon her, that if the old man should be +convicted of the murder, she would be free from the guilt of Leicester's +death. Her mind had been in a morbid condition ever since that event, or +she would not now have thought this, nor have before regarded herself as +criminal. That the old man should be proved guilty, became an insane +wish on her part. She clutched at it with despairing hope. The more she +thought of this means of escape from her remorse, the wilder became her +desire to see the prisoner convicted. Soon the belief in his criminality +became as fixed in her mind as the persuasion of her own existence. + +A stern, passionate desire for revenge now took possession of her. The +very idea that the accused might yet escape, through some technicality, +drove her almost to madness; and as she conjured up this picture, her +eyes flashed like those of an angry tigress, and the workings of her +countenance betrayed the tumult of her soul. + +At last, catching the reflection of her person in a mirror, she started +at her wild appearance; a bitter smile passed over her face, and she +said-- + +"Why do I seek this old man's blood? Am I crazed, or a woman no longer? +But heaven knows," she added, clasping her forehead with her hands, +"that I have endured enough to transform me out of humanity." + +With a heavy movement she rang the bell, ordered her maid to dress her, +and directed the carriage to be in waiting. + +When Ada Leicester descended to her carriage, radiant in majestic +beauty, the last thought that would have presented itself to a spectator +must have been that this queenly woman was unhappy. But the color in her +cheek; the blaze of her brilliant eyes; and the proud, almost disdainful +step with which she crossed the sidewalk, were deceptive as the fever +of disease. The excitement which so increased her lofty beauty, was +purchased with inexpressible pangs, as the hues of the dying dolphin are +procured by intolerable anguish. + +The day was bright; the breeze was fresh; everything around was +beautiful and exhilarating. But the pleasant face of nature failed to +allay the fever of Ada Leicester's soul. One thought only possessed her; +"What if the old man should be acquitted?" This idea grew upon her, and +still grew. She tried to shake it off. She endeavored to become +interested in the equipages driving past on the Bloomingdale road, and +failing there, turned her heavy eyes on the green fields along the North +River, or the sailing vessels ploughing up and down its water. But it +was all in vain; Ada had no interest in anything so quiet as those +scenes. + +That dark thought clung to her. Now it rose into a terror, and a new +idea crossed her mind. If the murderer should escape, and her husband be +unavenged, would not her guilt be then almost as great as if she had +driven Leicester to suicide? + +Everything became a blank around her; she was only conscious of this one +thought. She saw nothing, heard nothing; for her entire soul was +absorbed in one morbid idea. It became a monomania. Finally she pulled +the check string, and, in a sharp tone, directed the coachman to drive +back to the city. + +The man looked around, startled by her voice; he was alarmed at the +aspect of her countenance, which was almost livid. She did not notice +it, but closed the curtain, and threw herself back on the cushions. + +This terror was visible in his look. As they entered the city, the +coachman asked if he should drive home. + +This roused her from her stupor. A distance of five miles had been +traversed since she had last spoken, yet the interval appeared to her +scarcely a minute. She looked out with surprise. Recognizing the place, +she pulled the check-string and directed the servant to drive to the +office of an advocate, renowned, especially in criminal cases, for his +acute cross-examinations, not less than for his eloquence. + +The lawyer was at home when the carriage drew up at his door. He knew +Ada Leicester as a leading star in society, and was surprised to see her +enter his office so abruptly. He rose, bowed profoundly, and handed her +a chair. + +His visitor hesitated a moment, and then said, + +"There is a man now in prison, charged with the murder of one William +Leicester--you know the case, perhaps--and I have called on you to make +it impossible for the prisoner to escape unless he is really innocent." +She uttered these last words slowly, with her eye fixed on the advocate +as she spoke. + +"There is such a thing, I believe, as the friends of a guilty man +securing legal assistance when the commonwealth proves lax or +indifferent." + +"Oh! yes, madam," said the lawyer. "The thing is of common occurrence." + +"Very well," said Ada, slowly, taking a note of large value from her +_porte-monnaie_. "I wish you to see the district-attorney, and assist +him in this trial." + +"You would retain me--I understand your wish," said the lawyer, too +polite to touch the note which she laid before him, yet unable to +prevent a glance at its denomination; and bowing again profoundly, as +his visitor rose to go, he continued, "the guilty man shall not escape, +madam." + +Ada Leicester drove home with a lighter heart, feeling as if a great +duty had been discharged. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + +THE PRISON WOMAN IN ADA'S DRESSING-ROOM. + + Look not so haughtily, imperious dame; + Chance digs the gulf that lies between us two: + Mine is the open, yours the hidden shame; + The vulture soars with me, but skulks with you. + + +Ada Leicester had scarcely gained her apartment, when Jacob Strong +entered it. He came in with a tread so heavy, that it made itself heard +even through the turf-like swell of the carpet. She looked up at him +wearily, yet with surprise. Jacob, so phlegmatic, so sturdy in all other +cases, never was self-possessed with his mistress; one glance of those +eyes, one wave of that hand was enough to confuse his brain, and make +the strong heart flutter in his bosom like the wings of a wild bird. + +"Madam," he stammered, shifting his huge feet unsteadily to and fro on +the carpet, "there is a woman down stairs who wants to see you." + +"I can see no one this morning; send her away!" + +"I tried that, madam, but she answers that her business is important, +and, in short, that she _will_ see you." + +Ada opened her eyes wide, and half turned in her chair. This insolent +message aroused her somewhat. + +"Indeed! What does she look like? Who can it be?" + +"She is a very common-looking person, handsome enough, but unpleasant." + +"You never saw her before, then?" + +"No, never!" + +"Let her come up; I cannot well give the next ten minutes to anything +more miserable than myself," said Ada; "let her come up!" + +Jacob left the room, and Ada, aroused to some little interest in the +person who had so peremptorily demanded admission to her presence, threw +off something of her languor as she saw the door swing open to admit her +singular guest. + +A woman entered, with a haughty, almost rude air. Her dress was clean, +but of cheap material, and put on with an effort at tidiness, as if in +correction of some long-acquired habits which she had found it difficult +to fling off. A black hood, lined with faded crimson silk, was thrown +back from her face, revealing large Roman features, fierce dark eyes, +and a mouth that, in its heavy fullness, struck the beholder more +unpleasantly even than the ferocious brightness of those large eyes. + +The woman looked around her as she entered the dressing-room, and a +faint sneer curled her lip, while she took in, with a contemptuous +glance, all the elegant luxury of that little room. Ada had not for an +instant dreamed of inviting a creature so unprepossessing to sit down in +the room so exquisitely fitted up for her own enjoyment; but the woman +waited for no indication of the kind. She cast one keen glance on the +surprised and somewhat startled face turned upon her as she entered, +another around the room, which contained only two chairs beside the one +occupied by its mistress, and seizing one, a frail thing of carved +ebony, cushioned with the most delicate embroidery on white moire, she +took possession of it. + +At another time Ada would have rung the bell and ordered the woman to be +put from the room; but now there was a sort of fascination in this +audacious coolness that aroused a reckless feeling in her own heart. She +allowed the woman to seat herself, therefore, without a word; nay, a +slight smile quivered about her lip as she heard the fragile ebony +crack, as if about to give way beneath the heavy burden cast so roughly +upon it. + +The strange being sat in silence for some moments, examining Ada with a +bold, searching glance, that, spite of herself, brought the blood to +that haughty woman's cheek. After her fierce black eyes had roved up and +down two or three times, from the pretty lace cap to the embroidered +slipper, that began to beat with impatience against the cushion which it +had before so languidly pressed, the woman at last condescended to +speak. + +"You are rich, madam; people say so, and all this looks like it. They +say, too, that you are generous, good to the poor; that you give away +money by handsful. I want a little of this money!" + +Ada looked hard at the woman, who returned the glance almost fiercely. + +"You need not search my face so sharply," she said, "I don't want the +money for myself. One gets along on a little in New York, and I can +always have that little without begging of rich women. I would scrub +anybody's kitchen floor from morning till night, rather than ask you or +any other proud aristocrat for a red cent! It isn't for myself I've +come, but for a fellow prisoner, or rather one that was a +fellow-prisoner, for I'm out of the cage just now. It's for an old man I +want the money, a good old man that the night-hawks have taken up for +murder!" + +Ada started, but the woman did not observe it, and went on with +increasing warmth. + +"The old fellow is a saint on earth--a holy saint, if such things ever +are. I know what crime is. I can find guilt in a man's eye, let it be +buried ever so deep; but this old man is not guilty; a summer morning is +not more serene than his face! Men who murder from malice or accident do +not sit so peacefully in their cells, with that sort of prayerful +tenderness brooding over the countenance." + +"Of whom are you speaking, woman? Who is this old man?" demanded Ada, +sharply. "What is his innocence or his guilt to me?" + +"What is his innocence or guilt to you? Are you a woman?--have you a +heart and ask that question? As for me I _might_ ask it--I who know what +crime is, and who should feel most for the criminal! But you, pampered +in wealth, beautiful, loving, worshipped--who never had even a +temptation to sin--it is for you to feel for a man unjustly accused--the +innocent for the innocent, the guilty for the guilty. Sympathy should +run thus, if it does not!" + +"This is an outrage--mockery!" said Ada starting from her chair. "Who +sent you here, woman?--how dare you talk to me of these things?--I know +nothing of the old man you are raving about; wish to know less. If you +want money, say so, but do not talk of him, of crime, of--of murder!" + +She sunk back to her chair again, pale and breathing heavily. Her +strange visitor stood up, evidently surprised by a degree of agitation +that seemed to her without adequate cause. + +"So the rich can feel," she said; "but this is not compassion. My +presence annoys you--the close mention of sin makes you shudder. You +look, yes, you do look like that angel child when I first laid my hand +upon her shoulder." + +"What child?--of whom do you speak?" questioned Ada, faintly, for the +woman was bending over her, and she was fascinated by the power of those +wild eyes. + +"It is the grandchild of that old man--the old murderer they call +him--the old saint _I_ call him; it is his grandchild that your look +reminded me of a moment ago; it is gone, now, but I shall always like +you the better for having seemed like her only for a minute!" + +"Her name, what is her name?" cried Ada, impelled to the question by +some intuitive impulse, that she neither comprehended nor cared to +conceal. "What is the child's name, I say?" + +"Julia Warren." + +"A fair, gentle girl, with eyes that seems to crave affection, as +violets open their leaves for the dew when they are thirsty; a frail, +delicate little thing, toiling under a burden of flowers! I have seen a +young creature like this more than once. She haunts me--her name itself +haunts me--and why, why!--she is nothing to me--I am nothing to her?" + +Ada spoke in low tones, communing with herself; and the woman looked on, +wondering at the words as they dropped so unconsciously from those +beautiful lips. + +"It is the same girl, I am sure of it," said the woman, at last. "She +had no flowers when I saw her tottering with her poor wet eyes into the +prison; but her face might have been bathed in their perfume, it was so +full of sweetness. It was so--so holy I was near saying, but the word is +a strange one for me. Well, madam, this young girl has been in prison +with me, and the like of me!" + +"She must come out--she shall not remain there an hour!" said Ada, +searching eagerly among the folds of her dress for a purse, which was +not to be found. "It is not here, I will ring for Jacob; you want money +to get this young girl out of prison; that is kind, very kind; you shall +have it. Oh, heavens! the thought suffocates me--that angel child--that +beautiful flower spirit in prison! Woman, why did you not come to me +before?" + +"I was in prison myself--the officers don't let us out so easily. We +are not exactly expected to make calls; besides, how should I know +anything about you, except as one of those proud women who gather up +their silken garments when we come near, as if it were contagion to +breathe the same atmosphere with us." + +"But how is it that you have come to me at last?" + +"She told me about you!" + +"_She_ sent you to me then?" questioned Ada, with sparkling eyes; "bless +her, she sent you!" + +"No, she told me about you. I came of my own accord." + +Ada's countenance fell; she was silent for a moment, subdued by a +strange feeling of disappointment. + +"But she is in that horrid place; no matter how you came; not another +hour must she stay in prison, if money or influence can release her." + +"But she is not in prison now!" said the woman. + +"Not in prison!--how is this. What can you desire of me if she is not in +prison?" + +"But her grandfather--the good old man, he is in prison, helpless as a +babe--innocent as a babe. It is the old man who is in prison." + +"Why am I tormented with this old man? Do not mention him to me +again--his crime is fearful; _I_ am not the one to save him, the +murderer of--of----" + +"He is the young girl's grandfather!" + +Ada had started from her chair, and was pacing rapidly up and down the +room, her arms folded tightly under the loose sleeves of her +dressing-gown, and the silken tassels swaying to and fro with the +impetuosity of her movements. There seemed to be a venomous fascination +in that old man's name that stung her whole being into action. She had +not comprehended before that it was connected with that of the +flower-girl; but the words "he is the young girl's grandfather," +arrested her like the shaft from a bow. Her lips grew white, she stood +motionless gazing almost fiercely upon the woman who had uttered these +words. + +"That girl the grandchild of Leicester's murderer!" she exclaimed. "Why +the very flowers I tread on turn to serpents beneath my feet!" + +"The old man did not kill this Leicester," answered the woman, and her +rude face grew white also; "or if he did, it was but as the instrument +of God's vengeance on a monster--a hideous, vile monster, who crawled +over everything good in his way, crushing it as he went. If he _had_ +killed him--if I believed it, no Catholic saint was ever idolized as I +would worship that old man!" + +"Woman, what had Leicester done to you that you should thus revile him +in his grave?" + +A cloud of inexplicable passion swept over the woman's face. She drew +close to Ada, and as she answered, her breath, feverish with the dregs +of intoxication, and laden with words that stung like reptiles, sickened +the wretched woman to the heart's core. She had no strength to check the +fierce torrent that rushed over her; but folded her white arms closer +and closer over her heart, as if to shield it somewhat from the storm of +bitter eloquence her question had provoked. + +"What has Leicester done to me?" said the woman. "Look, look at me, I am +his work from head to foot, body and soul, all of his fashioning!" + +"How? Did _you_ love him also?" + +A glow of fierce disgust broke over the woman's features, gleaming in +her eye and curling her lip. + +"Love him, I never sunk so low as that; he scarcely disturbed the froth +upon my heart, the wine below was not for him. Had I loved him, he might +have been content with my ruin only; as it was, madam, it is a short +story, very short, you shall have it--but I'll have drink after." + +"Compose yourself--do not be so violent," said Ada, shrinking from the +storm she had raised, with that sensitiveness which makes the wounded +bird shield its bosom from a threatened arrow, "I do not wish to give +you pain!" + +"Pain!" exclaimed the woman, with a wild sneer, "I am beyond that. No +one need know pain while the drug stores are open! You ask what +Leicester has ever done to me. You knew him, perhaps--no matter, you are +not the first woman whose face has lost its color at the sound of his +name; but he will do no more mischief, the blood is wrung from his heart +now." + +Ada sunk back in her chair, holding up both hands with the palms +outward, as if warding off a blow. But the woman had become fierce in +her passion, and would not be checked. + +"You ask if I loved him, I, who worshipped my own husband, my noble, +beautiful, young husband, with a worship strong as death, holy as +religion. Leicester, this fiend, who is now doing a fiend's penance in +torment--this demon was my husband's friend, he was my friend too, for I +loved everything that brightened the eye, or brought smiles to the lip +of my husband--a husband whom I worshipped as a devotee lavishes homage +on a saint--loved as a woman loves when her whole life is centered in +one object. I was never good like him--but I loved him--I loved him! You +look at me in astonishment--you cannot understand the love that turns to +such fierce madness when it is but a past thing--that drugs itself with +opium, drowns itself in brandy!" + +Ada answered with a faint sob, and her eyes grew wild as the great black +orbs flashing upon her. The woman saw this, and took compassion on what +she believed to be purely terror at her own violence. She made a strong +effort and spoke more calmly, but still with a suppressed, husky voice +that was like the hush of a storm. + +"We were poor, madam. I kept a little school; my husband was a clerk, at +very low pay, with very hard labor. It was a toilsome life, but oh, how +happy we were! I don't know where James first saw Mr. Leicester, but +they came home together one evening, and I remember we had a little +supper, with wine, and some game that Leicester had ordered on the way. +If you have never seen that man, nothing can convey to you the power, +the fascination of his presence. Soft, persuasive, gentle as an angel +in seeming; deep, crafty, cruel as a fiend in reality--if you had a +foible or a weakness, he was certain to detect it with a glance, and +sure to use it, though it might be to your own destruction. I was young, +vain, new to the world, and not altogether without beauty. I doubt if +Leicester ever saw a woman without calculating her weaknesses, and +playing upon them if it were only for mere amusement, or in the wanton +test of his own diabolical powers. + +"I was strong, for heart and soul I loved my husband; he saw this and it +provoked his pride; else in my humility I might have escaped his +pursuit; but I was vain, capricious, passionate. A little time he +obtained some influence over me, for his subtle flattery, his artful +play upon every bad feeling of my nature had its effect. But the woman +who loves one man with her whole strength, has a firm anchorage. My +vanity was gratified by this man's homage, nothing more--still he +attained all that he worked for, a firmer influence over my husband. Had +I been his enemy he could not have wormed himself around that simple, +honest nature. I helped him, I was a dupe, a tool, used for the ruin of +my own husband. It is this thought that brandy is not strong enough to +drown, or morphine to kill! + +"He was our benefactor--you understand--without himself directly +appearing in the business, except to us upon whom his agency was +impressed; a place, with much higher salary, was procured for my +husband. We were very grateful, and looked upon Leicester as a guardian +angel. Very well--a few months went on, still binding us closer to the +man who had benefited us so much. One day he stood by my husband's desk. +It was a rich firm that he served, and James had charge of the funds. It +was just before the hour of deposit; ten thousand dollars lay beneath +the bank-book. Leicester seemed in haste; he had need of a large sum of +money that day, which he could easily replace in the morning, five +thousand; something had gone wrong in his financial matters, and he +proposed that James should lend that sum from the amount before him. + +"My husband hesitated, and at length refused. Leicester did not urge +it, but went away apparently grieved. By that time it was too late for +the bank, and James brought the money home, thinking to deposit it early +the next day. Leicester came in while we were at dinner, he looked sad +and greatly distressed. I insisted upon knowing the cause, and at last +he told me of his embarrassment, dwelling with gentle reproach on the +refusal of my husband to aid him. + +"I was never a woman of firm principle; the holiest feeling known to me +was the love I bore my husband; all else was passion, impulse, generous +or unjust as circumstances warranted. I did not understand the rectitude +of my husband's conduct. To me it seemed ingratitude; my influence over +him was fatal. When Leicester left the house, five thousand dollars--not +ours nor his--went with him. + +"The next day we did not see him. My poor husband grew nervous, but it +was not till a week had passed that I could force myself to believe that +the money would not be promptly repaid. Then James inquired for +Leicester at his hotel. He had gone south. + +"My husband had embezzled his employers' money. He was tried, found +guilty, sentenced to the state prison for seven years. I--I had done it! +When he went up to Sing Sing, linked wrist to wrist with a band of the +lowest felons, I followed to the wharf, and my little boy, his child and +mine, only a few weeks old, lay crying against my bosom. I watched the +boat through the burning tears that seemed to scorch my eyes, and when +it was lost, I turned away still as the grave, but the most desolate +wretch that ever trod the earth. Seven years, it was an eternity to me! +I had no moral strength--I was mad. But his child was there, and I +struggled for that!" + +The woman paused. Her voice, full of rude strength before, grew soft +with mournful desolation. + +"I went often to see him; I struggled for a pardon, it was his first +offence, but he must stay a year or two in prison; there was no hope +before then--I have told you how innocent he really was. But a sense of +shame, the hard fare, the toil--he drooped under these things! Every +visit I found him thinner; his smile more sad; his brow more pallid. One +day I went to see him with the child, and they told me to go home, for +my husband was dead. + +"I went home quietly as a lamb that has been numbed by the frost. That +night I drank laudanum, intending to be nearer my husband before +morning, but there was not enough. It threw me into a sleep, profound as +death, except that I could not find him in it. The potion did not kill, +but it taught me where to seek for relief, how to chain sleep. It was my +slave then, we have changed places since." + +Ada sat cowering in her chair, while the woman went on with her +narrative. It seemed as if she herself were the person who had inflicted +the great wrong to which she had listened; as if the fierce anger, the +just reproaches of that woman were levelled at her own conscience. + +"What atonement can be made? What can be done for you?" she faltered, +weaving her pale fingers together, and lifting her eyes beseechingly to +the woman's face, which was bent down and haggard with exhausted +anguish. + +"What atonement can be made?" cried the woman, throwing back her head +till the crimson hood fell half away from her dark tresses. "He is +making atonement now--now--ha! ha!" + +The laugh which followed this speech made Ada cower as if a mortal hand +had fallen upon her heart. She looked piteously at the woman, and after +a faint struggle to speak, fell back in her chair quite insensible. + +This utter prostration--this deathly helplessness, touched the still +living heart of the woman. She could not understand why her terrible +story had taken such effect upon a person, lifted as it seemed so far +above all sympathy for one of her wretched cast; but she was a woman, +had suffered and could still feel for the sufferings of others. A gush +of gentle compassion broke up through the blackness and rubbish which +had almost choked up the pure waters of her heart, humanising her +countenance, and awaking her womanhood once more. + +She stole into the bed-chamber, and taking a crystal flask full of +water from a marble slab, dashed a portion of its contents over the pale +face still lying so deathly white against the damask cushions. + +This, however, had no effect. She now took the cold hands in hers, +chafing them tenderly, removed the dainty cap and scattered water-drops +over the pale lips and forehead. With a degree of tact that no one would +have expected from her, she refrained from calling the household, and +continued her own efforts till life came slowly back to the bosom that a +moment before seemed as marble. + +Ada opened her eyes heavily, and closed them again with a shudder, when +she saw the woman bending over her. + +"Go!" she said, still pressing her long eyelashes together; "leave word +where you live, and I will send you money." + +"For the old man?" + +"No; for yourself, not for _his_ murderer?" + +"I did not ask money for myself," answered the woman, sullenly. "If you +give it, I shall pay the lawyers to save him!" + +"Then go, I have nothing for you or him--go," answered Ada, faintly, but +in a voice that admitted no dispute; and, rising from her chair, she +went into the bed-room and closed the door. + +The woman looked after her with some anger and more astonishment; then +drawing down her hood she tied it deliberately, and strode into the +boudoir, down the stairs, and so out of the house, without deigning to +notice the servants, who took no pains to conceal their astonishment, +that a creature of her appearance should be admitted to the presence of +their mistress. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + +THE TOMBS LAWYER. + + As reptiles haunt a prison wall, + And search its broken cliffs for food; + Some human beings cringe and crawl + For daily bread where sorrows brood. + + +Mrs. Gray found more difficulty in performing her benevolent intentions +with regard to the Warrens, than she had ever before encountered. +Ignorant as a child of all legal proceedings, she found no aid either in +the old prisoner, his wife, or his grandchild, who were more uninformed +and far less hopeful than herself. Her brother Jacob, on whom she had +depended for aid and counsel, much to her surprise, not only refused to +take any responsibility in her kind efforts, but looked coldly upon the +whole affair. + +It was not in Jacob Strong's nature to shrink from a kind action; for +his rude exterior covered a heart true and warm as ever beat. But the +part he had already taken in those events that led to William +Leicester's death; the almost insane fear that haunted his mistress, +lest the murderer should escape punishment; the taunts that had wrung +his strong heart to the core, but which she had so ruthlessly heaped +upon him--all these things conspired in rendering him more than +indifferent to the fate of a man whom he had never seen, and whom he +wished to find guilty. He received his good sister's entreaties for +counsel, therefore, with reproof, and a stern admonition not to meddle +with affairs beyond her knowledge. + +Thus thrown upon her own resources, the good woman, by no means daunted, +resolved to conduct the affair after her own fashion. Robert, it is +true, had volunteered to aid her, and had already applied to an eminent +lawyer to conduct old Mr. Warren's defence; but the retainer demanded, +and the large sum of money expected, when laid before the good huckster +woman, quite horrified her. The amount seemed enormous to one who had +gathered up a fortune in pennies and shillings. She had heard of the +extortions of legal gentlemen, of their rapacity and heartlessness, and +resolved to convince them that one woman, at least, had her wisdom teeth +in excellent condition. + +So Mrs. Gray quietly refused all aid from Robert, and went into the +legal market as she would have boarded a North River craft laden with +poultry and vegetables. Many a grave lawyer did she astonish by her +shrewd efforts to strike a bargain for the amount of eloquence necessary +to save her old friend. Again and again did her double chin quiver with +indignation at the hard-heartedness and rapacity of the profession. + +Thus time wore on; the day of trial approached, and, with all her good +intentions, Mrs. Gray had only done a great deal of talking, which by no +means promised to regenerate the legal profession, and the prisoner was +still without better counsel than herself. + +One day the good huckster woman was passing down the steps of the City +Prison--for she invariably accompanied Mrs. Warren to her husband's cell +every morning, though it interfered greatly with her harvest hour in the +market--she was slowly descending the prison steps, as I have said, when +a man whom she had passed, leaning heavily against one of the pillars in +the vestibule, followed and addressed her. + +On hearing her name pronounced, Mrs. Gray turned and encountered a man, +perhaps thirty-five or forty years of age, with handsome but unhealthy +features, and eyes black and keen, that seemed capable of reading your +soul at a glance, but too weary with study or dissipation for the +effort. + +"I beg your pardon," said the stranger, lifting his hat with a degree of +graceful deference that quite charmed the old lady. "I believe you are +Mrs. Gray, the benevolent friend of that poor man lodged up yonder on a +charge of murder. My young man informed me that a lady--it must have +been you, none other could have so beautifully answered the +description--had called at my office in search of counsel. I regretted +so much not being in. This is a peculiar case, madam, one that enlists +all the sympathies. You look surprised. I know that feeling is not usual +in our profession, but there are hearts, madam--hearts so tender +originally, that they resist the hard grindstone of the law. It is this +that has kept me poor, when my brother lawyers are all growing rich +around me." + +"Sir," answered Mrs. Gray--her face all in a glow of delight--reaching +forth her plump hand, with which she shook that of her new acquaintance, +which certainly trembled in her grasp, but from other causes than the +sympathy for which she gave him credit, "Sir, I am happy to see +you--very happy to find one lawyer that has a heart. I don't remember +calling at your office without finding you in, though I certainly have +found a good many other lawyers out." + +Here the blessed old lady gave a mellow chuckle over what she considered +a marvellous play upon words, which was echoed by the lawyer, who held +one hand to his side, as if absolutely compelled thus to restrain the +mirth excited by her facetiousness. + +"And now, my dear lady, let us to business. The most exquisite wit, you +know must give place to the calls of humanity. My young man informed me +of your noble intentions with regard to this unhappy prisoner. That out +of your wealth so honorably won, you were determined to wrest justice +from the law. I am here with my legal armor on, ready to aid in the good +cause. If I were rich now--if I had not exhausted my life in attempting +to aid humanity, nothing would give me so much pleasure as to go +hand-in-hand with you to his rescue, without money and without price; as +it is, my dear madam--as it is, 'the laborer is worthy of his hire.'" + +This quotation quite won the already vacillating heart of poor Mrs. +Gray. She shook the lawyer's thin hand again, with increased cordiality, +and answered-- + +"True enough--true enough, my dear sir. I declare it is refreshing to +hear Bible words in the mouth of a lawyer. It's what I didn't expect." + +"Ah, madam," cried the lawyer, drawing a white handkerchief from a side +pocket, and returning it as if he had determined to suppress his +emotions at any cost--"ah, madam, do not apply a general rule too +closely. Our profession is bad enough, I do not defend it. What man with +a conscience void of offence, could make the attempt? But there exist +exceptions--honorable exceptions. Permit me to hope that your clear mind +can distinguish between the sharper and the man who sacrifices the +world's goods for conscience's sake. Believe me, dear lady, there are +such things as honest lawyers, as pious men in the profession." + +"Well, I must say the idea never struck me before," answered Mrs. Gray, +with honest simplicity. + +"Permit me to hope, that from this hour you will no longer doubt it," +answered the lawyer, gently passing one hand over the place which +anatomists allot to the human heart. "And now, madam, suppose we walk to +my office and settle the preliminaries of our engagement. A cool head +and warm heart, that is what you want; fortunately such things may be +found. Pray allow me to help you; the steps are a little damp, accidents +frequently happen up this avenue; my office is close at hand; many a +poor unfortunate has learned to bless the way there--take my arm!" + +Mrs. Gray hesitated; a blush swept over her comely cheek at the thought +of walking arm-in-arm with so perfect a gentleman, and that in the open +streets of New York. It was a thing she had not dreamed of since the +death of poor Mr. Gray. But there was a leaven of feminine vanity still +left in the good woman's nature. The shrewd swindler, who stood there so +gracefully presenting his arm, had not altogether miscalculated the +effect of his flattery, and he clenched it adroitly, with this act of +personal attention. + +Mrs. Gray hesitated, blushed, drew on her glove a little tighter, and +then placed her substantial arm through the comparatively fragile limb +of the lawyer, softly, as if she quite appreciated the danger of bearing +him down with her weight. Thus the blessed old woman was borne along, +sweeping half the pavement with her massive person, and crowding the +poor lawyer unconsciously out to the curb-stone every other minute. + +He, exemplary man, bore it all with gentle complacency, cautioned her +against every little impediment that came in her way, and consoled +himself for the somewhat remarkable figure he made in the eyes of the +police-officers that haunt that neighborhood, by a significant twirl of +his disengaged hand in the direction of his own face, and a quick +drooping of the left eyelid, by which they all understood that the Tombs +lawyer had brought down his game handsomely that morning. + +Mrs. Gray was certainly somewhat disappointed in the style of the +lawyer's office into which she was ushered with so much ceremony. A +rusty old leathern chair; a table with the green baize half worn off, +with a bundle or two of dusty papers upon it; a standish full of dry +ink, and a steel pen rusted down to the nib, all veiled thickly with +dust, did not entirely meet her ideas of the prosperous business she had +anticipated. The lawyer saw this, and hastened to sweep away all +unfavorable impressions from her mind. + +"This is my work-shop, you see, madam, the tread-mill in which I grind +out my humble bread and my blessed charities--no foppery, no carpets, +nothing but the barest necessaries of the profession. I leave +easy-chairs, &c., for those who have the conscience to wring them from +needy clients. You comprehend, dear lady. Oh! it is pleasant to feel +that now and then in this cold world, a good life meets with +appreciation. John, bring me another chair?" + +"My young man," whom the lawyer had mentioned so ostentatiously, came +forward in the shape of a lank Irish lad, taller than his master by +three inches, which might be accurately measured by the space visible +between the knee of his nether garments and the top of his gaiter boots. +The closet door, from which he issued, revealed a lurking encampment of +dusty bottles, a broken washstand, and two enormous demijohns, the +wickerwork suspiciously moist, and with a stopper of blue glass chained +to the neck. + +The lawyer made a quiet motion with his hand, which sent the Irish boy +in haste to close the door. Then taking the unstable chair which the lad +had disinterred from the closet, he sat down cautiously, as a cat steals +to the lap of her mistress, whose temper is somewhat doubtful, and +glided into the business on hand. The Irish boy stood meekly by, +profiting by the scene with a knowing look, which deepened into a grin +of delight as he saw Mrs. Gray draw forth her pocket-book, and place +bank-notes of considerable amount into the lawyer's hand. When the good +woman had thus deposited half the sum which the lawyer assured her would +save old Mr. Warren's life, she arose with a sigh of profound +satisfaction, shook out her voluminous skirts, and left the office, +fully satisfied with the whole transaction. + +The lawyer and "his man" followed her to the door. When she disappeared +down the street, the lawyer turned briskly, and in the joy of his heart +seized the Irish boy by the collar that had lately graced his own neck, +and gave him a vigorous shake. + +"What are you grinning at, you dog? How dare you laugh at my clients? +There now, get along; take that and fill both the demijohns; buy a clean +pack of cards, and a new supply of everything. Do you hear?" + +The Irish boy shook himself back into his coat, and seizing the money, +plunged into the street, resolved not to return a shilling of change +without first securing the month's wages, for which his master was, as +usual, in arrears. + +The lawyer threw himself into the leathern chair which Mrs. Gray had +just left, stretched forth his limbs, half closed his eyes, and rubbing +his palms softly together, sat thus full ten minutes caressing himself, +and chuckling over the morning's business. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII. + +THE LAWYER'S VISIT TO HIS CLIENT. + + I am his wife; full forty years + This head was pillowed on his breast; + I shared his joy, I shared his tears, + And in deep sorrow loved him best. + + Yes, tempter, I am still his wife! + I hold the glory of his name! + To purchase liberty or life + I would not dim its light with shame! + + +If those who think that happiness exists only in those external +circumstances that surround a man, could have seen old Mr. Warren in his +prison, they would have been astonished at the placidity of his +countenance, at the calm and holy atmosphere that had made his cell +emphatically a home. His wife and grandchild haunted it with their love, +and it seemed to him--so the old man said--that God had never been quite +so near to him as since he entered these gloomy walls. He might die; the +laws might sacrifice him, innocent as he was; but should this happen, he +only knew that God permitted it for some wise purpose, which might never +be explained till the sacrifice was made. + +True, life was sweet to the old man; for in his poverty and his trouble +two souls had clung to him with a degree of love that would have made +existence precious to any one. All that earth knows of heaven, strong, +pure affection had always followed him. It is only when the soul looks +back upon a waste of buried affection, a maze of broken ties, that it +thirsts to die. Resignation is known to every good Christian, but the +wild desire which makes men plunge madly toward eternity, comes of +exhausted affections and an insane use of life. Good and wise men are +seldom eager for death. They wait for it with still, solemn faith in +God, whose most august messenger it is. + +There was nothing of bravado in the old man's heart; he made no +theatrical exhibition of the solemn faith that was in him; but when +visitors passed the open door of his cell--for, being upon the third +corridor, there was little chance of escape--and saw him sitting there +with that meek old woman at his feet, and an open Bible on his lap, a +huge, worn book that had been his father's, they paused involuntarily, +with that intuitive homage which goodness always wins, even from +prejudice. + +A few comforts had been added to his prison furniture; for Mrs. Gray was +always bringing some cherished thing from her household stores. A +breadth of carpet lay before the bed; a swing shelf hung against the +wall, upon which two cups and saucers of Mrs. Gray's most antique and +precious china, stood in rich relief; while a pot of roses struggled +into bloom beneath the light which came through the narrow loop-hole cut +through the deep outer wall. + +Altogether that prison-cell had a home-like and pleasant look. The old +man believed that it might prove the gate to death, but he was not one +to turn gloomily from the humble flowers with which God scattered his +way to the grave. He lifted his eyes gratefully to every sunbeam that +came through the wall; and when darkness surrounded him, and that +blessed old woman was forced to leave him alone, he would sit down upon +his bed, and murmur to himself, "Oh! it is well God can hear in the +dark!" + +Thus as I have said, the time of trial drew near. The prisoner was +prepared and tranquil. The wife and grandchild were convinced of his +innocence, and full of gentle faith that the laws could never put a +guiltless man to death. Thus they partook somewhat of his own heavenly +composure. Mrs. Gray was always ready to cheer them with her genial +hopefulness; and Robert Otis was prompt at all times with such aid as +his youth, his strength, and his fine, generous nature enabled him to +give. + +One morning, just after Mrs. Gray had left the cell--for she made a +point of accompanying the timid old woman to the prison of her +husband--Mr. Warren was disturbed by a visitor that he had never seen +before. It was a quiet demure sort of personage, clothed in black, and +with an air half-clerical, half-dissipated, that mingled rather +incongruously upon his person. He sat down by the prisoner, as a hired +nurse might cajole a child into taking medicine, and after uttering a +soft good morning, with his palm laid gently on the withered hand of the +old man, he took a survey of the cell. + +Mrs. Warren stood in one corner, filling the old china cup from which +her husband had just taken his breakfast, with water; two or three +flowers, gathered from the plants in Mrs. Gray's parlor windows, lay on +the little table, whose gentle bloom this water was to keep fresh. To +another man it might have been pleasant to observe with what care this +old woman arranged the tints, and turned the cup that its brightest side +might come opposite her husband. + +But the lawyer only saw that she was a woman, and reflected that the sex +might always be found useful if properly managed. Instead of being +struck by the womanly sweetness of her character, and the affection so +beautifully proved by her occupation, he began instantly to calculate +upon the uses of which she might be capable. + +"Rather snug box this that they have got you in, my good friend," said +the lawyer, turning his eyes with a sidelong glance on the old man's +face, and keeping them fixed more steadily than was usual with him, for +it was seldom a face like this met his scrutiny within the walls of a +prison. "Trust that we shall get you out soon. Couldn't be in better +hands, that fine old friend of yours, a woman in a thousand, isn't +she?--confides you to my legal keeping entirely!" + +"Did Mrs. Gray send you? Are you the gentleman she spoke to about my +case?" inquired the old man, turning his calm eyes upon the lawyer, +while Mrs. Warren suspended her occupation and crept to the other side +of her husband. "She wished me to talk with you. I am glad you have +come!" + +"Well, my dear old friend, permit me to call you so--for if the lawyer +who saves the man from the gallows isn't his friend, I should like to +know who is. When shall we have a little quiet chat together?" + +"Now, there will be no better time!" + +"But this lady; in such cases one must have perfect confidence. Would +she have the goodness just to step out while we talk a little?" + +"She is my wife. I have nothing to say which she does not know!" +answered the old man, turning an affectionate look upon the grateful +eyes lifted to his face. + +"Your wife, ha!" cried the lawyer, rubbing his palms softly together, as +was his habit when a gleam of villainy more exquisite than usual dawned +upon him. "Perhaps not, we shall see! may want her for a witness! but we +can tell better when the case is laid out. Now go on; remember that your +lawyer is your physician; must have all the symptoms of a case, all its +parts, all its capabilities. Now just consider me as your conscience; +not exactly that, because one sometimes cheats conscience, you +know--after all there is nothing better--think that I am your +lawyer--that I have your life in my hands--that I must know the truth in +order to save it--cheat conscience, if you like, but never cheat the +lawyer who tries your case, or the doctor who feels your pulse." + +"I have nothing to conceal. I am ready to tell you all," answered the +old man. + +The calmness with which this was said took the lawyer somewhat aback. He +had expected that more of his cajoling eloquence would be necessary, +before his client would be won to speak frankly. His astonishment was +greatly increased, therefore, when the old man in his grave and truthful +way related everything connected with the death of William Leicester +exactly as it had happened. Nothing could be more discouraging than this +narrative, as it presented itself to the lawyer. Had the man been +absolutely guilty, his counsel would have found far less difficulty in +arranging some grounds of defence. Without some opening for legal +chicanery the lawyer felt himself lost. Unprincipled as he was, there +still existed in his mind some little feeling of interest in any case +he undertook, independent of the money to be received. He loved the +excitement, the trickery, the manoeuvering of a desperate defence. He +had a sort of fellow feeling for the clever criminal that sharpened his +talent, and sent him into court with the spirit of an old gambler. + +But a case like this was something new. He did not for a moment doubt +the old man's story; there was truth breathing in every word, and +written in every line of that honest countenance. Indeed it was this +very conviction that dampened the lawyer's ardor in the case. It seemed +completely removed from his line of position. He had so long solemnly +declared his belief in the innocence of men whom he knew to be steeped +in guilt, that he felt how impossible it was for him to utter the truth +before a jury with any kind of gravity. His only resource was to make +this plain, solemn case as much like a falsehood as possible. + +"And so you were entirely alone in the room?" + +"Entirely." + +The lawyer shook his head. + +"You have no witnesses of his coming in, or of the conversation, except +this old lady and your grandchild?" + +"None!" + +"Your neighbors, how were you situated there? No kind fellow in the next +casement who heard a noise, and peeped through the key-hole, ha?" + +The old man looked up gravely, but made no answer. + +"I tell you," said the lawyer sharply, for he was nettled by the old +man's look, "yours is a desperate case!" + +"I believe it is," was the gentle reply. + +"A desperate case, to be cured only with desperate measures. Some person +must be found who saw this man strike the blow himself." + +"But who did see it, save God and myself?" + +"Your wife there, she must have seen it. The door was not quite closed; +she was curious--women always are; she looked through, saw the man +seize the knife; you tried to arrest his hand; he was a strong man; you +old and feeble. You saw all this, madam!" + +The old woman was stooping forward, her thin fingers had locked +themselves together while the lawyer was speaking, and her eyes were +fixed on him, dilating like those of a bird when the serpent begins its +charm. At first she waved her head very faintly, thus denying that she +had witnessed what he described; then she began to stoop forward, +assenting, as it were, to the force and energy of his words, almost +believing that she had actually looked through the door and saw all that +the lawyer asserted. + +"No, she did not see all this," answered the prisoner, quietly; "and if +she had, how would it be of use?" + +"You did see it, madam!" persisted the lawyer, without removing his eyes +from the old woman's face, but fascinating her, as it were, with his +gaze--"you did see it!" + +"I don't know. I--I, perhaps--yes, I think." + +"But you did see it; your husband's life depends on the fact. Refresh +your memory; his life, remember--his life!" + +"Yes--yes. I--I saw!" + +It was not a deliberate falsehood; the weak mind was held and moulded by +a strong will. For the moment that old woman absolutely believed that +she had witnessed the scene, which had been so often impressed upon her +fancy. The lawyer saw his power, and a faint smile stole over his lip, +half undoing the work his craft had accomplished. The old woman began to +shrink slowly back; she met the calm, sorrowful gaze of her husband, and +her eyes fell under the reproach it conveyed. + +The lawyer saw all this, and without giving her time to retract, went +on. + +"By remembering this you have saved his life--saved him from the +gallows--his name from dishonor--his body from being mangled at the +medical college." + +The old woman wove her wrinkled fingers together; the kerchief on her +bosom quivered with the struggle of her breath. + +"I saw it--I saw it all!" she cried, lifting up her clasped hands and +dropping them heavily on her lap. "God forgive me, I saw it all!" + +"Wife!" said the old man, in a voice so solemn that it made even the +lawyer shrink. "Wife!" + +She did not answer; her head dropped upon her bosom; those old hands +unlocked and fell apart in her lap, but she muttered still, "God forgive +me, I saw it all!" + +It _was_ a falsehood now, and as she uttered it the poor creature shrunk +guiltily from her husband's side, and attempted to steal out of the +cell. + +"One moment," said the lawyer, beginning to kindle up in his unholy +work. "Another thing is to be settled, and then you have the proud +honor, the glorious reflection that it is to you this good, this +innocent man owes his life. How long have you been married?" + +The old woman looked at a gold ring on her finger, worn almost to a +thread, and answered-- + +"It is near on forty years." + +"Where?" + +The old woman looked at her husband, but his eyes were bent sorrowfully +downward, giving her neither encouragement or reproach, so she answered +with some hesitation-- + +"We were married Down East, in Maine!" + +"So much the better. Is the marriage registered anywhere?" + +"I don't know!" + +"The witnesses, where are they?" + +"All dead!" + +The lawyer rubbed his hands with still greater energy. + +"Very good, very good indeed; nothing could be better! Just tell me, +could you prove the thing yourselves?" + +"Prove what?" said Mrs. Warren, half in terror, while the prisoner +remained motionless, paralyzed, as it seemed, by the weakness of his +wife. + +"Prove?--why, that you were ever married. The truth is, madam, you could +not have been married to the prisoner--never where the thing is +impossible. It spoils you for a witness--do you understand?" + +"No," said the old woman--"no, how should I? What does it mean?" + +"Mean?--you are not his wife!" + +"Not his wife--not his wife! Why, didn't I tell you we had lived +together above forty years?" + +"Certainly; no objection to that, a beautiful reproof to the slander +that there is no constancy in woman. Still you are not his +wife--remember that!" + +"But I _am_ his wife. Look up, husband, and tell him if I am not your +own lawfully married wife." + +"Madam," said the lawyer, in a voice that he intended should reach her +heart. "In order to save this man's life you must learn to forget as +well as to remember. You saw Leicester kill himself, that is settled. I +shall place you on the stand to prove the fact--a fact which saves your +husband from the gallows. His _wife_ would not be permitted to give this +evidence; the laws forbid it--therefore you are not his wife. They +cannot prove that you are; probably you could not easily prove it +yourself. I assert, and will maintain it, no marriage ever existed +between you and the prisoner." + +"But we have lived together forty years; more than forty years!" cried +the old woman, and a blush crept slowly over her wrinkled features till +it was lost in the soft grey of her hair. "What am I then?" + +"What matters a name at your time of life. Besides, the moment he is +clear you may prove your marriage before all the courts in America for +aught I care; they can't put him on trial a second time." + +"And you wish me to deny that we are married--to say that I am not his +wife." + +The old woman, so weak, so frail, grew absolutely stern as she spoke; +the blush fled from her face, leaving it almost sublime. The lawyer +even, felt the moral force of that look, and said, half in apology-- + +"It is the only way to save his life!" + +"Then let him die; I could bear it better than to say he is not my +husband--I not his wife." She sunk to the floor as she spoke, and bowing +her forehead to the old man's knee, sobbed out, "Oh, husband--husband, +say that I am right now--did you hear--did you hear?" + +The old man sat upright. A holy glow came over his face, and his lips +parted with a smile that was heavenly in its sweetness. He raised the +feeble woman from his feet, and putting the grey hair gently back from +her forehead, kissed it with tender reverence. Then, holding her head to +his bosom, he turned to the lawyer. "You may be satisfied, she does not +think her husband's poor life worth that price," he said. "Now leave us +together." + +The lawyer went out rebuked and crest-fallen, muttering to himself as he +passed from one flight of steps to another, "Well, let the stubborn old +fellow hang, it will do him good; the prettiest case I ever laid out +spoiled for an old woman's fancy. It was badly managed, I should have +taken her alone! I verily believe the old wretch is innocent, but they +will hang him high as Haman, if the woman persists." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII. + +THE TRIAL FOR MURDER. + + It is a wrong and monstrous thing, + That from young hearts where love is deep + Justice herself the words should sing + That sends a kindred soul to sleep. + + +The day of trial came at last. Such cases are frequent in New York, and, +unless there is something in the position or history of the criminal to +excite public attention, they pass off almost unnoticed. Still there is +not a single case that does not sweep with it the very heart-strings of +some person or family, linked either to the prisoner or his victim; +there is not one that does not wring tears from some eyes and groans +from some innocent bosom. We read a brief record of these things; we +learn that a murderer has been tried, convicted, sentenced; we shudder +and turn away without being half conscious that the history thus briefly +recorded embraces persons innocent as ourselves, who must endure more +than the tortures of death for the sin that one man is doomed to +expiate. + +Old Mrs. Warren and her grand-daughter stood at the prison doors early +that morning. It was before the hour when visitors could be admitted, +but they wandered up and down in sight of the entrance with that +feverish unrest to which keen anxiety subjects one. All was busy life +about the neighborhood. It was nothing to the multitude that passed up +and down the steps, that a fellow being was that morning to be placed on +trial for his life. A few remembered it, but with the exception of old +Mrs. Gray and her nephew, it passed heavily upon the heart of no living +being save those two helpless females. + +How strange all this seemed to them! With every thought and feeling +occupied, they looked upon the indifferent throng with a pang; the +smiling faces, the bustle, the cheerfulness, all seemed mocking the +heaviness of their own hearts. + +The hour came at last, and they entered the prison. Old Mr. Warren +received them affectionately as usual; he exhibited no anxiety, and +seemed even more cheerful than he had been for some days. The Bible lay +open upon the bed, and there was an indentation near the pillow, as if +his arms had rested heavily there while reading upon his knees. + +He spent more than an hour conversing gently with his wife and +grand-daughter, striving to give them consolation rather than hope; for, +from the first, he had believed and expressed a belief that the trial +would go against him. With no faith in his counsel, and no evidence to +sustain his innocence, how could he doubt it? Perhaps this very +conviction created that holy composure, which seemed so remarkable in a +man just to be placed on a trial of life and death. + +When the officers came to conduct him to the City Hall he followed them +calmly, solemnly, as a good man might have gone up to a place of +worship. It was a bright, frosty morning, and he had been some weeks in +prison. Still his heart must have been wonderfully at ease when the +clear air, and the busy life around could thus kindle up his eye and +irradiate his face. A crowd gathered around the prison to see the old +murderer come forth, but the people were disappointed. Instead of a +fierce haggard being, wild with the terrors of his situation, ready to +dart away through any opening like a wild animal from its keepers, they +saw only a meek old man, neatly clad, and walking quietly between the +officers with neither the bravado or the abject humility of guilt. The +fresh air did him good; you could see that in his face, and so grateful +was he for this little blessing, that he almost forgot the gaze and +wonder of the crowd. + +"This is very beautiful," he observed to one of the officers, and the +man stared to see how simple and unaffected was this expression of +enjoyment. "Had I never been in prison, how could I have relished a +morning like this?" + +"You expect to be acquitted?" answered the man, unable to account for +this strange composure in any other way. + +"No," replied the old man, a little sadly--"no, I think they will find +me guilty--I am almost sure they will!" + +"You take it calmly, upon my honor--very calmly!" exclaimed the man. +"Have you made up your mind, then, to plead guilty at once?" + +"No, that would be false--they must do it--I will not help them. All in +my power I must do to prevent the crime they will commit in condemning +me. Not to do that would be suicide!" + +There was something in this reply that struck the officer more than a +thousand protestations could have done. Indeed the entire bearing of his +charge surprised him not a little. Seldom had he conducted a man to +trial that walked with so firm a step, or spoke so calmly. + +"Have you no dread of the sentence--no fear of dying, that you speak so +quietly?" + +The old man turned his head and looked back. Two females were following +him a little way off. They had gone across the street to avoid the crowd +of men and boys that hung like a pack of hounds about the prisoner, but +were gazing after him with anxious faces, that touched even the officer +with pity, as his glance fell upon them. The old man saw where his eyes +rested, and answered very mournfully-- + +"Yes, I have a dread of the sentence. It will reach _them_! Besides, it +is a solemn thing to die--a very solemn thing to know that at a certain +hour you will stand face to face with God!" + +"Still, I dare say, you would meet death like a hero!" + +"When death comes, I will try and meet it like a Christian," was the +mild answer. + +As the old man spoke, they were crossing Chambers street to a corner of +the Park, but their progress was checked by a carriage, drawn by a pair +of superb horses, and mounted by two footmen in livery, that dashed by, +scattering the crowd in every direction. + +Mrs. Warren and her grand-daughter were on the opposite side, and had +just left Centre street to cross over. Julia uttered a faint scream, and +attempted to draw her grandmother back, for the horses were dashing +close upon them, and the old woman stood as if paralyzed in the middle +of the street. She did not move; the horses plunged by, and the wheels +made her garments flutter with the air they scattered in passing. The +old woman uttered a cry as the carriage disappeared, and ran forward a +step or two, as if impelled by some wild impulse to follow it; Julia +darted forward and caught hold of her arm. + +"Grandmother, grandmother, where are you going? What is the matter?" + +"Did you see that?" said the old woman. + +"What, grandmother?" + +"That face--the lady in the carriage. Did you see it?" + +"No, grandmother; I was looking at you. It seemed as if the horses +would trample you down." + +The old woman listened, evidently without comprehending. Her eyes were +wild, and her manner energetic. + +"Where is your grandfather?--I must tell him. It was _her_ face!" + +"Whose face, grandmother?" + +"Whose! Why, did you not see?" The old woman seemed all at once to +recollect herself. "But how should you know--you, my poor child, who +never had a mother?" + +"Oh! grandmother, has trouble driven you wild?" cried the poor girl, +struck with new terror, for there was something almost insane in the +woman's look. + +"No, I am not wild; but it was her--see how I tremble. Could anything +else make me tremble so?" + +"I have been trembling all the morning," said Julia. + +"True enough, but not deep in the heart--not--oh! where is your +grandfather? They have taken him off while we are standing here. Come, +child, come--how could we lose sight of him?" + +They hurried into the Park, and across to the City Hall, which they +reached in time to secure a single glance of the prisoner as he was +conducted up the staircase, still followed by the rabble. + +The court-room became crowded immediately after the prisoner was led in, +and it was with considerable difficulty that an officer forced a passage +for the unhappy pair to the seats reserved for witnesses. Mrs. Gray was +already in court, a little more serious than usual, but still so +confident of her protégé's innocence, and filled with such reverence for +the infallibility of the law, that she had almost religious faith in his +acquittal. She smiled cheeringly when Mrs. Warren and Julia came up, and +her black silk gown rustled again as she moved her ponderous person that +they might find room near her. Mrs. Warren was a good deal excited. She +even made an effort to reach her husband, as they were conducting him +through the court, but the crowd was too dense, and, spite of herself, +she was borne forward to the witnesses' seats, without obtaining an +opportunity to whisper a word of what was passing in her heart. The +judges were upon the bench; the lawyers took their places, and all the +preliminaries of an important trial commenced. The prisoner remained +calm as he had been all the morning, but there was nothing stupid or +indifferent in his manner. When informed of his right of challenge to +the jury, he examined each man as he came up; with a searching glance, +and two or three times gave a peremptory challenge. He listened with +interest to the questions put by the court, and sunk back in his seat, +breathing deeply, as if an important duty was over, when the jury was at +length empannelled. + +The district attorney opened his case with great ability. He was a keen, +eloquent man, who pursued his course against any person unfortunate +enough to be placed before him, with the relentless zeal of a +bloodhound, yielding nothing to compassion, feeling no weakness, and +forgiving none. His duty was to convict--his reputation might be +lessened or enhanced by the decision of a jury--that thought was ever in +his mind--he was struggling for position, for forensic fame. The jury +before him was to add a leaf to his yet green laurels, or tear one away. +What was a human life in the balance with this thought? + +To have watched this man one might have supposed that the feeble old +prisoner, who sat so meekly beneath the fiery flash of his eyes, and the +keen scourge of his eloquence, had been his bitterest enemy. Even in +opening the case, where little of eloquence is expected, he could not +forbear many a sharp taunt and cruel invective against the old man, who +met it all with a sort of rebuking calmness, that might have shamed the +dastardly eloquence which was in no way necessary to justice. + +You should have seen dear Mrs. Gray, as the lawyer went on. No winter +apple ever glowed more ruddily than her cheek; no star ever flashed more +brightly than her fine eyes. The folds of her silken dress rustled with +the indignation that kept her in constant motion; and she would bend +first to old Mrs. Warren, and then to Julia, whispering-- + +"Never mind, dears--never mind his impudence! Our lawyer will have a +chance soon, then won't that fellow catch it! Don't mind what he says; +it's his business; the State pays for it--more shame for the people. Our +man will be on his feet soon. I ain't the State of New York, but then +he's got a fee that ought to sharpen his tongue, and expects more when +it's over. Only let him give that fellow his own again with +interest--compound interest--and if I don't throw in an extra ten +dollars, my name isn't Sarah Gray. Oh, if I could but give him a piece +of my mind now! There, there, Mrs. Warren, don't look so white! it's +only talk. They won't convict him--it's only talk!" + +Mrs. Gray was drawn from this good-natured attempt to cheer her friends +by the proceedings of the court, that each moment became more and more +impressive. + +The prosecution brought forth its witnesses, those who had appeared in +the preliminary trial, with many others hunted out by the indefatigable +attorney. Never was a chain of evidence more complete--never did guilt +appear so hideous or more firmly established. Every witness, as he +descended from the stand, seemed to have thrown a darker stain of guilt +upon that old man. The sharp cross-examinations of the prisoner's +counsel, only elucidated some new point against him. His acute wit and +keen questioning brought nothing to light that did not operate against +the cause--a better man might have been excused for abandoning his case +in despair. + +It seemed impossible that anything could overthrow all this weight of +evidence; even the desperate plea of insanity would be of no avail. No +one could look on the solemn, and yet serene face of that old man, +without giving him credit for a steadiness of mind that no legal +eloquence could distort. + +Among the last witnesses brought up was Julia Warren. Her determination +not to give evidence, which had just escaped legal censure on the +examination, had been reasoned away by her grandfather who, believing, +himself that the laws should be obeyed in all things, leaving the result +with God, had succeeded in convincing the mind of this young girl that +her duty was obedience. She arose, therefore, when summoned to the +stand, turned her eyes upon her grandfather, as if to gather courage +from his strength, and moved forward tremulously, it is true, but with +more fortitude than might have been expected in a creature so young and +so delicately sensitive. + +With her usual good sense, Mrs. Gray had taken care that her protégé +should be neatly dressed, but spite of the little cottage bonnet with +its rose-colored lining, that face was colorless as a snow-drop. + +A thrill of sympathy passed through the crowd, as this young girl stood +up in the public gaze. She was known as the grandchild of the accused, +and to possess knowledge that could but deepen the charges against him. +This of itself was enough to enlist the generous impulses of a people, +more keenly alive than any on earth, to the claims and dependencies of +womanhood. But the shrinking modesty of her demeanor--the exquisite +purity of her loveliness--her youth, the innate refinement that breathed +about her like an atmosphere, all conspired to make her an object of +generous pity. There was not a face present, even to the officers, that +did not exhibit some sign of this feeling when the first view of her +features was obtained. The face in which this tender compassion beamed +most eloquently was that of the old prisoner. For the first time that +day tears came into his eyes, but when her glance was turned upon him +with a look that pleaded for strength and for pardon, eloquently as eyes +ever pleaded to a human soul, the grandfather answered it with a smile +that kindled up her pale face, as if an angel had passed by, which no +one had the power to see, save her and the old man. + +She touched her lips to the sacred volume, and turned with a look of +angelic obedience toward the judges. When the prosecuting attorney +commenced his examination, she answered his questions with a degree of +modest dignity that checked any desire he might have felt to excite or +annoy her with useless interrogations. Nothing could be more absorbing +than the attention paid to every word that dropped from her lips. She +spoke low, and faltered a little now and then; but the tones of her +voice were so sadly sweet, the tears seemed so close to her eyes without +reaching them, that even the judges and the jury leaned forward to catch +those tones, rather than break them by a request that she should speak +louder. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV. + +THE TWO WITNESSES. + + Woman, thy haughty pride shall fall-- + Thy very soul shall quake and quail. + Those words are weaving shroud and pall, + And truth itself may not avail. + To save the life thy sin has taken-- + To save thy father's whitened head-- + Thy soul to its proud depth is shaken-- + Say, canst thou raise him from the dead. + + +I will not give Julia's entire evidence as she uttered it in detail, +because most of my readers know already the events which she had to +relate; I have attempted no melodramatic effect by an effort at mystery. +The truth which that court could not know, is already made manifest to +those who have followed my story up to this point. When questioned if +she had known the deceased, Julia answered that she had seen him three +times in her life. Once upon a wharf near the Battery, where she had +wandered with flowers and fruit, which she wished to sell. He then +purchased a few of her flowers, and presented them to a lady who had +left a southern vessel with him but a few moments before. She described +how he had driven away with the lady at his side, and said at that time +she never expected to have seen him again. + +"But you did see him again," said the examining counsel. "Tell us where +and how?" + +"It was in October, the evening before he--before he died. I was going +up town with some flowers, which a lady had ordered for a ball she gave +that night. It was rather late when I started from Dunlap's, and I +walked fast, fearing to lose my way after dark. This man saw me as I was +passing a house with a flower-garden in front, and a pretty fountain +throwing up water among the dahlias and chrysanthemums; I was out of +breath, and walked a little slower just then, for the water-drops as +they fell were like music, and everything around was so lovely that I +could not find it in my heart to walk fast. I did not stop; but Mr. +Leicester saw me and wanted me to sell my flowers. I told him no; but he +_would_ have them, and almost pushed me, basket and all, through the +gate and into the house." + +"Well, what passed in the house?" + +"He took me up stairs into a chamber, and there I saw the same lady that +was with him on the wharf, alone, and dressing herself in some beautiful +clothes that lay about. She asked me to help her, and I did. She took +some of my flowers for her hair and her dress. I was in a great hurry, +and wished to go, but she begged me to stay a few minutes longer, and I +could not refuse. After she was dressed, we went down stairs, and this +lady was married to Mr. Leicester in a room below. The wedding seemed +like a funeral; the lady cried all the time, and so did I. + +"When it was all over they let me go, and I carried the rest of my +flowers to the lady who had ordered them. It was getting late when I +went back; I lost my way; a gentleman stood looking into a window at the +corner of some street; I asked him to tell me the way home without +looking in his face; he turned. It was Mr. Leicester; he _would_ go home +with me; I did not like it, and would rather have been lost in the +streets all night; but all that I could say against it did no good. He +followed me home, down the basement steps, and to the door of +grandfather's room. There was no light in the room; and while grandpa +was kindling a match, Mr. Leicester went away. I do not know how, but +when the candle was lighted I looked round for him, and he was gone!" + +"Did you tell your grandfather that he had followed you?" + +"Yes, I always tell grandfather everything!" + +"So you told him that this man had followed you home against your will?" + +"Yes, I told him." + +"Was he angry?" + +"My grandfather never is angry!" + +"But what did he say?" + +"Nothing particular. He kept his arm around me a good while, I remember, +as I was warming myself, and seemed to feel sorrowful about something. +He asked several questions about the man, how he looked, and what he +said." + +"And was that all he said or did?" + +"No. He prayed for me that night before we went to bed more earnestly +than I had ever heard him before. I remember, he asked God to protect me +from harm, and said that he was old, so old that he was of no use, and +well stricken in years. It was not the first time I had heard him say +this, but that night I remember well, for it made me cry!" + +"When was the next time you saw Mr. Leicester?" + +Julia grew pale as she replied to this question, and her voice became so +faint that she could scarcely be heard. + +"I saw him the next morning!" + +"At what hour?" + +"I do not know exactly; but we had just done breakfast when he came into +the basement where we lived, and attempted to speak with my +grandfather!" + +"Did your grandfather know him? Did he call Mr. Leicester by name?" + +"He did not call him by name; but I think they must have known each +other!" + +"Why do you think so?" + +"Because grandfather turned so pale and looked so dreadfully; I never +saw him look so before." + +"Well, what passed after he came in?" + +"I don't know--he sent us both out of the room, grandma and me." + +"Where did you go?" + +"Into the entry; we had no other place!" + +"Did you hear nothing after?" + +"Yes, the sound of voices, but no words; then Mr. Leicester rushed +through the door, and out to the area; we thought he was gone, but in a +minute he came back and went into the basement again; we heard no words +after that, but a heavy fall. We went in, Mr. Leicester lay on the +floor; grandpa was close by; there was blood about: but I do not know +anything else, my head grew dizzy; I remember clinging to grandmother +that I might not fall." + +"And this is all you know?" + +"Yes, it is all!" + +It is impossible to describe the effect this young girl's evidence +produced upon the court. She did not weep or blush as most girls of her +age might have done. The feelings that gave her voice those tones of +thrilling sadness, the subdued pain so visible in her sweet countenance, +were all too strong and deep for these more common manifestations. You +saw that this young creature was performing a solemn duty, when she +stood up there to testify against the being whom she loved better than +anything on earth--that the single hour which she occupied on the stand +would leave behind it such memories as weigh upon the heart forever. + +Julia descended from the gaze of that crowd, older at heart by ten years +than ordinary events would have left her. Great suffering brings painful +precocity with it. It takes but a few moments to harden iron into steel; +but the fire is hot, and the blows hard which accomplish the +transformation. + +The defence refused all cross-examination, and Julia was told that she +might leave the stand. As the permission was given, she lifted her +heavy eyes and turned them once more upon her grandfather. Oh, what a +world of anguish lay in that look. The old man answered it with another +smile. She saw it but dimly, for her eyes were filling with tears, but +its sad sweetness made her faint. She tottered back to the seat by her +grandmother, leaned her head against the wall, and without a sigh or a +motion became as insensible as the wall itself. + +It was strange, but the evidence of this young girl, strongly as it bore +against the prisoner in fact, created a feeling in his favor with the +jury, and disposed the crowd to more charitable thoughts of the old man +who could make himself so beloved by a creature like that. As for Mrs. +Gray, she absolutely sobbed till the chair shook under her, all the time +that Julia was speaking. But the grandmother sat motionless, only +turning her eyes slowly from her husband to the jury, and from them to +the judges, striving, poor creature, to gather some ray of hope from +their faces. + +It was a strong proof of the influence which the truthfulness of this +young creature had upon the court, that there was a good deal of legal +informality permitted in the examination. She had been allowed to tell +her story after her own gentle fashion, without undue interference from +the lawyers; and for a little time after she left the stand, there was +profound silence in the crowd, as if no one could break, even by a +whisper, the impressions which her evidence had left. + +This silence was broken by the prisoner, who arose, all at once, and +attempted to move toward his grand-daughter. While all others were +absorbed, he had seen her head droop against the wall, the heavy lids +settle like snow-flakes over her eyes, and the color quenched around her +mouth. The sight was too much for him, and he started up, as I have +described, but only to feel the officer's gripe upon his arm. + +"See, see, you have killed her," said the old man, pointing with his +finger to the insensible girl. "Let me go to her, I say--one +minute--only a minute! No one else can bring her to life!" + +The officer attempted to resist the old man. + +"Sit down--sit down," he said, "it disturbs the court. She shall have +care, only be quiet." + +The prisoner resisted this friendly violence, and struggled against the +man with all his feeble strength. + +"She is dead; I tell you it has killed her, poor thing! Poor darling, +she is dead!" he repeated, and tears rolled heavily down his face. "Will +no one see if she is quite, quite gone?" + +As if in answer to this pathetic cry for aid, a young man forced his way +up from a corner of the room, where he had stood all day regarding every +stage of the trial with the keenest interest, and taking Julia in his +arms, carried her to an open window. + +"Give me water," he said to the officer; "there is some before the +judge;" then turning toward Mrs. Gray, who, occupied by the prisoner, +had been quite insensible to Julia's situation, he said, abruptly, "Have +you no hartshorn?--nothing about you, aunt, that will be of use?" + +"Dear me, yes," answered the good lady, producing a vial of camphor from +the depths of her pocket, "I thought something of the kind might happen; +here is the water too; there, her eyelids begin to move." + +"She is better--she will soon be well," said Robert Otis, turning his +face toward the prisoner, who stood up in the midst of the court, +looking after his grandchild, with eyes that might have touched a heart +of stone. + +"Thank you, thank you!" said the old man; and without another word, he +sat down, covered his face with both hands, and wept like a child. + +After a little, Julia was led back to her seat, and Robert Otis withdrew +into the crowd again. Another witness was examined and dismissed. Then +there came a pause in the proceedings. The witnesses' stand was for a +time unoccupied. The district attorney sat restlessly on his chair, +casting anxious glances toward the door, as if waiting for some person +important to his cause. The judge was just bending forward to desire +the proceedings to go on, when a slight bustle near the door caused a +movement through the whole crowd. Those persons near the entrance were +pressed back against their neighbors by two officers in authority, who +thus made a lane up to the witnesses' stand, through which a lady +passed, with rapid footsteps, and evidently much excited by the position +in which she found herself. + +A whisper of surprise, not unmingled with admiration, ran through the +crowd, as this lady took her place upon the stand. She hesitated an +instant, then, with a graceful motion, swept the veil of heavy lace back +upon her bonnet, and turned toward the judges. The face thus exposed had +something far more striking in it than beauty. It was a haughty face, +full of determination, and with a calmness upon the features that was +too rigid not to have been forced. Notwithstanding this, you could see +that the woman trembled in every limb, as she bared her features to the +crowd. + +It was not the bashful tremor which might have brought crimson to the +brow of any female, while so many eyes were bent upon her, but a strong +nervous excitement, which lifted her above all these considerations. The +contrast of a black velvet dress flowing to her feet, and fitted high at +the throat, might have added somewhat to the singular effect produced by +a face at once so stern and so beautiful. Certain it is, that a thrill +of that respect which strong feeling always carries with it, passed +through the crowd; and though she was strikingly lovely, people forgot +that, in sympathy for the emotions that she suppressed with such +fortitude. The rapidity with which she had entered the court, and the +position which she took on the stand, prevented a full view of her face +to Mrs. Warren and Julia; but as she turned slowly toward them, in +throwing back her veil, the effect upon these two persons was startling +enough. + +The old woman half rose from her chair, her lips moved, as if a +smothered cry had died upon them, and she sat down again, grasping a +fold of Mrs. Gray's gown in her hands. It was the face she had seen in +the carriage that morning. + +Julia also recognized the lady, with a start. It was the woman who had +purchased flowers of her so often, who had been so invariably kind, and +whose fate had been strongly blended with her own since the first day +when she had purchased violets from her flower basket. + +There was something startling to the young girl in this sudden +apparition of a person who had been to her almost like fate itself. At +that solemn moment she drew her breath heavily, and listened with +painful attention for the first words that might fall upon the court. +Mrs. Gray also was filled with astonishment, for she saw her own +brother, Jacob Strong, enter the court, walking close behind the lady, +until she mounted the stand, with the air and manner of an attendant. +When the lady took her position, he drew back toward the door, and stood +motionless, gazing anxiously upon her face, without turning his eyes +aside even for an instant. It was in vain Mrs. Gray motioned with her +hand that he should approach her; all his senses seemed swallowed up by +keen interest in the lady. He had no existence for the time but in her. + +Of all the persons in that court-room, there was not one who did not +exhibit some unusual interest in the woman placed so unexpectedly upon +the witnesses' stand, except the prisoner himself. He had been, during +some moments, sitting with his forehead bent upon his clasped hands, +lost in thought, or, it might be, in silent prayer to the God who had, +as it seemed, almost abandoned him. He did not look up when the lady +entered, and not till the examination had proceeded to some considerable +length, was he aware of her presence. + +It was worthy of remark, that the prosecuting attorney addressed this +witness with a degree of respect which he had extended to no other +person. His voice, hitherto so sharp and biting, took a subdued tone. +His manner became deferential, and the opening questions, in which he +was usually abrupt, almost to rudeness, were now rather insinuated than +demanded. + +He waived the usual preliminaries regarding the age and name of the +witness, and even apologized for the necessity which had compelled him +to bring her before the court. + +The lady listened to all this with a little impatience; she was +evidently in no state of mind for commonplace gallantries, and seemed +relieved when he commenced those direct questions which were to place +her evidence before the court. + +"Mrs. Gordon, that is your name, I believe!" + +The lady bent her head. + +"Did you know Mr. William Leicester when he was living?" + +A faint tremor passed over the lady's lips, but she answered clearly, +though in a very subdued voice-- + +"Yes, I knew him!" + +"He visited at your house sometimes?" + +"Yes!" + +"When did you see him last?" + +"On the----" Her voice became almost inaudible as she uttered the date; +but the lawyer had keen ears, and forbore to ask a repetition of the +words, for her face changed suddenly, and it seemed with a violent +effort that she was able to go on. + +"At what hour did he leave your house?" + +"I do not know the exact hour!" + +"Was it late?" + +"Yes, I gave a ball that night, and my guests generally remained late!" + +"Did you observe anything peculiar in his manner that night? Did he act +like a man that was likely to commit suicide in the morning?" + +It was half a minute before the lady gave any reply to this question; +then she spoke with an effort, as if some nervous affection were almost +choking her. + +"I cannot judge--I do not know. It is a strange question to ask me!" + +"I regret its necessity!" said the attorney, with a deferential bend of +the head; "our object is," he added, addressing the judge, "to show by +this witness, how the deceased was occupied during the night before his +murder. I believe it is the intention of the defence to claim that +William Leicester killed himself; that it was a case of suicide instead +of the foul murder we will prove it to have been. I wish to show by this +lady that he was a guest in her mansion up to a late hour; that he +joined in the festivities of a ball, and was among the most cheerful +revellers present. I must repeat the question, madam--did you remark +anything singular in his manner--anything to distinguish him from other +guests?" + +The lady parted her lips, struggled, and answered-- + +"No, I saw nothing!" She lifted her eyes after this, as if impelled by +some magnetic power, and met those of the tall, gaunt man, who had +followed her into court. His look of sorrowful reproach seemed to sting +her, and she spoke again, louder and more resolutely. "There was nothing +in the words or acts of William Leicester, that night, which warranted +an idea of suicide--nothing!" + +A faint sound, not quite a groan, but deeper than a sigh, broke from +Jacob Strong; and he shrunk back into the crowd, with his head drooping +like some animal stricken with an arrow, and anxious to hide the wound. +That moment, as if actuated by one of those impulses that seem like the +strides of fate toward an object, the district attorney said, as it +seemed in the very wantonness of his professional privilege, + +"Look at the prisoner, madam. Did you ever see him before?" + +The lady turned partly round and looked toward the prisoner's seat. The +old man had his head bowed, for the sight of his insensible grandchild +had left him strengthless, and she could only distinguish the soft wave +of grey hairs around his temples, and the stoop of a figure venerable +from age. + +"Stand up," commanded the judge, addressing the old man; "stand up that +the witness may look upon your face!" + +The old man arose and stood upright. His eyes were lifted slowly, and +met those of the woman, which were filled with cold abhorrence of the +being she was forced to look upon. I cannot describe those two faces as +their eyes were riveted upon each other; both were instantly pale as +death. After a moment, in which something of doubt mingled with its +corpse-like pallor, that of the woman took an expression of almost +terrible affright. Her pale lips quivered; her eyes distended with wild +brilliancy. She lifted one hand that shook like an aspen, and swept it +across her eyes once, twice, as if to clear their vision. She did not +attempt to speak; the sight of that old man chilled her through and +through, body and soul. She seemed freezing into marble. + +The change that came upon the prisoner was not less remarkable. At first +there settled upon his face a look of the most painful astonishment. It +deepened, changed, and as snow becomes luminous when the sunshine +strikes it, the very pallor of his features brightened. Affection, +tenderness, the most thrilling gratitude beamed through their whiteness, +and while her gaze was fascinated by his, he stretched forth his arms. +This scene was so strange, the agitation of these persons so +unaccountable, that it held the whole court breathless. You might have +heard an insect stir in any part of that vast room. It seemed with every +breath as if some cry must burst from the old man--as if the lady would +sink to the earth, dead, so terrible was her agitation. But the prisoner +only stretched forth his arms, and it seemed as if this slight motion +restored the lady to herself. Her face hardened; she turned away, +withdrawing her gaze slowly, as if the effort cost her a mortal pang. +Then she answered, + +"No, I do not recognize him!" + +Her lips were like marble, and her voice so husky that it made the +hearers shrink, but every word was clearly enunciated. + +The old man fell back to his seat; his arms dropped heavily down; he too +seemed frozen into stone. + +For a moment the witness stood mute and still; then she started all at +once, turned and descended into the crowd. + +Mrs. Warren, whom no one had observed during this scene, arose from her +seat as the lady passed, and followed her. The crowd closed around them, +but the old woman struggled through, and laid a trembling grasp upon the +velvet dress that floated before her like the waves of a pall. The lady +turned her white face sharply round, and it came close to that of the +old woman. A convulsion stirred her features; she lifted her arm as if +to fling it around that frail form, then dashed it down, tearing her +dress from that feeble grasp, and walked steadily out of the court. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV. + +THE VERDICT. + + Tread lightly here--let outraged justice weep! + + +There had been a severe change in the weather since morning. The pure +frosty air, that invigorated everything it touched, hardened toward +night, into one of those cold storms--half snow, half ice--that chill +you to the vitals. A coating of this sleety snow lay upon the Park, +icing the trees with crystal, and bending every twig as with a fruitage +of pearls. The stone pavement and the City Hall steps were carpeted an +inch deep by the storm; and the hail crackled sharply under foot if any +one attempted to pass over them. In short, it was one of those nights +when everything living seeks shelter, and no human being is seen abroad, +save those given up to wild desolation, either of body or mind. + +Miserable and stormy as the night was, two persons had been wandering in +it for hours, sometimes lost in the blackness of the storm, sometimes +gliding by the lamps that seemed struggling to keep themselves +alive--and again stealing up the curving staircase within the City +Hall, ghost-like and shadowy, only to come forth in the tempest and +wander as before. + +In the darkness, it would have been difficult to judge of the sex or +condition of those persons. Both were muffled in garments black as the +clouds that hung over them. Both were tall, and, sometimes as they +walked, the outlines of their persons blended together, till they seemed +scarcely more than a mass of moving darkness. It was remarkable that, +standing or walking, they never lost sight of a range of windows in one +wing of the City Hall, where lights shone gloomily into the mist, not +wandering about as the lamps of a happy household often do, but +motionless, like watchfires, half smothered by the dense atmosphere. + +Once more these two persons ascended the steps and entered the +vestibule, from which the horse-shoe staircase diverges. A shower of +sleet followed them, and the wind swept wailing over their heads as they +went in. A lamp burned near the staircase, and for a moment, the faces +of those two wanderers became visible. The one that struck you first, +was that of a female. Tresses, that had of late been curled, hung in +dripping masses down each side of her face, that was not only as white, +but seemed cold also as marble. A pair of wild eyes, really blue, but +blackened with the smothered fire that protracted suspense leaves behind +it, gleamed out from the shadow of her bonnet, around which the folds of +a heavy lace veil dripped in sodden masses to her shoulders. The velvet +cloak which shrouded her was heavy with rain; its lustre all gone, and +its rich fringes, frozen together with sleet, rattled against the +balustrades as she pressed them in passing. Her companion--but even as +we attempt to describe him, the woman turns, with her hand upon the +balustrade, and addresses him--thus giving his identity better than any +description could convey. + +"What was that, Jacob? A noise--the stirring of feet! Oh, my God--my +God--they are coming in!" + +She caught hold of Jacob's rough over-coat with one hand. The gleam of +her teeth, as they knocked together, made the strong man recoil. It +gave an expression of fearful agony to her face. He listened. + +"No, it is the wind breaking through the hall." + +"How it sobs! How like a human voice it is! Do you hear it? +Death!--death!--that is what it says!" + +"You shudder--you are cold. How your teeth chatter!" said Jacob, folding +the half-frozen cloak about her. "What can I do? If you would only go +home, I will come the first minute after the verdict. Do--do go!" + +"Hush! it is there again. Are the winds human, that they moan so?" + +"It is a fierce storm, nothing more," said Jacob. + +A woman came down the steps that moment. She had no cloak on, and a thin +shawl hung in limp folds over her shoulders. An old hood lay back from +her face, revealing features large and stern, but for the instant +softened with sorrow. She came from the vestibule overhead. In that +direction lay the court-room. Ada saw the woman, and holding out both +her hands, shivering and purple with cold, walked slowly up to meet her. +These two females had seen each other but once in the world. One was +from a prison, the other from a palatial home; yet they stood face to +face, on equal terms, now. I am wrong; the woman of the prison looked +down with something of stern rebuke upon the lady. She said in her +heart, "The blood of this old man be upon her head! Did she not deny me +the gold that might have saved him?" But when she looked upon that face, +her resentment gave way. She paused on the steps, instead of pushing +roughly by, and said, in a tone that sounded peculiarly gentle from its +contrast with her appearance and bearing-- + +"This is a bitter night, madam." + +"Tell me--tell me," gasped Ada, seizing the woman's shawl, and raising +her hand toward the court-room, "have they--have they--" + +"Poor thing! so you repent at last," answered the woman, comprehending +her gesture with that quick magnetism which is the lightning of some +hearts. "No, they have not come in; but it is of no use waiting--the +poor old man is as good as hung, depend on it." + +Ada uttered a faint cry, very faint, but it seemed to her that it +sounded through the whole building, ringing above the storm like a yell. +She dropped the woman's shawl, and stood motionless, looking helplessly +in her face. + +"You had better take the lady home," said the woman, turning kindly to +Jacob; "she is wet through--the ice rattles on her clothes; she will +catch her death of cold. I would stay and help her, for she seems in +trouble; but there is worse trouble coming for the poor creature +overhead. I thought I had seen hard sights before; but this--there is no +brandy strong enough to make me forget this!" + +"There is no news--the jury are still out?" questioned Jacob. "Tell me!" + +"No, no--I have nothing to say--the jury are out yet--the judge +waiting--the old man--" + +"Hush!" said Jacob, "she is listening." + +"Stay--tell me all--the old man--tell me all!" cried Ada, hurrying down +two or three steps after the woman. + +"I cannot wait, lady; the jury may come in any moment. Those poor +watchers will want a carriage. I must find one somewhere. Nobody thought +of that but me. They might not feel the storm, for the verdict will numb +them; but it is a piercing night." + +"You have no cloak--scarcely more than summer clothes. I will go," said +Jacob. + +"I am used to battling with the weather," was the answer. "Thank you, +though." + +"Stay with her," answered Jacob, and he hurried down the steps. + +"How the wind blows!--it is a terrible night," said the woman, drawing +her scant shawl together, and sitting down by Ada, who had sunk upon the +cold steps, as if all the strength had withered from her limbs the +moment Jacob left her. "You tremble--your teeth chatter--these poor +hands are like ice; there, there, let me rub them between mine." + +Ada submitted her shivering hands meekly as a child, and a drop, that +was not rain, stole down her face. + +"You told me once," she said, "that money would save him; will +thousands--hundreds of thousands do it now?" + +"It is too late," answered the woman, sadly. + +The tempest rose just then, and, to Ada's almost frenzied mind, it +seemed as if every swell of the wind answered back, "too late--too +late!" She shuddered, and cowered down by the woman, as if a death +sentence were ringing over her. + +When Jacob returned, he found the two women sitting together, upon the +steps. Ada rose to her feet, and, without speaking, began rapidly to +mount them. Jacob followed. + +"Where are you going! Not there, I hope--not there!" + +"Yes, _there_!" + +She rushed forward, her frozen garments crackling and shedding ice-drops +as she moved. All the high-bred dignity of her mien was gone; all the +richness of her toilet drenched away. The woman who followed her +scarcely looked more poverty stricken--did not look so utterly desolate. +She opened the court-room door, and crept in. All the audience was gone. +Empty benches flung their long, gloomy shadows athwart the room. Dim +lamps flared across the wall, leaving patches of blackness in the angles +and around every object that could catch and break the weak gleams of +light. The judge was upon his seat, pale and still as a statue of +marble. Weary with excitement and the protracted trial, he sat there in +the gloomy midnight, waiting for the death-word, face to face with that +old man, whose life lay in the breath on his lip. Constantly his eyes +turned upon the prisoner, and always they were met with a glance that +penetrated his heart to the core. A light, overhead, fell upon the old +man's temple, silvering the broad, high forehead, gleaming through the +white locks and glancing downward, shedding faint rays upon his beard +and bosom. I have seen a picture of Rembrandt's, so like my idea of the +old man, that it has haunted me ever since. The calm, deep-set eyes, +the holy strength slumbering within them--the expanse of forehead, the +whole head, were so perfectly the embodiment of my thought, that it +startled me. That which I saw in the picture, it was, which penetrated +to the heart of the judge, as he gazed upon the living man. + +A group of police-officers hung about the door; some asleep, with their +caps down over their eyes, others yawning and stretched at full length +upon the benches, making the scene more gloomy by the contrast of their +indifference with the anguish that surrounded them. + +Away, in the darkest corner, was another group of persons--three females +and a man. No word, no whisper passed among them. It scarcely seemed as +if they drew breath; but as you looked that way, the glitter of wild +eyes struck you with a sort of terror; and if the least sound arose, the +shadows around those women changed sharply, as if they felt something of +the anguish which made their principals start. Ada Leicester crept +noiselessly along the darkened wall, followed by the prison woman, and +sat down a little way from the rest. No one seemed to regard her, and +there she remained in the gloom, motionless as the figures upon which +her dull eyes were now and then turned. Thus an hour went by; all within +the court room was silent as death; without was the storm, wailing and +sobbing around the windows, shaking them angrily, like evil spirits +striving to break in, then rushing off with a hoarse disappointed howl. +This terrible contrast--the stillness within--the wild tumult +without--made even the officers cower closer together, and filled the +other persons present with intense awe. It seemed as if heaven and earth +had combined in hurling denunciations against that hapless old man. It +was after midnight, and for an instant there was a hush in the storm--a +hush in the vast building. Then came the sharp closing of a door, the +tramp of heavy feet, and twelve figures glided, one after another, into +the court-room. They ranged themselves in a dark line along the +jury-box, and stood motionless, their cloaks huddled around them, like +folds of a thunder-cloud, their faces white as marble. + +The judge arose, leaning heavily with one hand upon the desk before him. +His lips moved, but it was not till a second effort that they gave forth +a sound; but when it did come, his voice broke through the room like a +trumpet. + +"Prisoner, stand up and look upon the jury!" + +The old man arose, and turning meekly around, lifted his eyes to the +twelve jurors. * * * + +"Guilty or not guilty?" + +"Guilty!" + +The storm began to howl again, but all was still in the court-room. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI. + +THE PARENTS, THE CHILD AND GRANDCHILD. + + Nor sin, nor shame, nor sense of wrong + Can yet a mother's love control; + It waiteth, watcheth, hopeth long, + And grows immortal with the soul. + + +The next morning, a carriage, one of the few superb equipages that give +an air of elegance to Broadway, equal to that of any public drive I have +yet seen, stopped at the corner of Franklin street. The grey horses and +deep green of the carriage were well known in that thoroughfare, and it +had been too often seen before Stewart's, and Ball & Black's, for any +one to remark the time during which it remained in that unusual place. + +Had any one seen Ada Leicester as she descended from the carriage and +walked hurriedly toward the City Prison, it might have been a matter of +wonder, how a creature so elegant and so fastidious had forced herself +to enter a neighborhood which few women visit, except from force or +objects of philanthropy. + +Jacob Strong walked by the side of his mistress. Few words passed +between them, for both seemed painfully preoccupied. Jacob betrayed this +state of mind by a more decided stoop of the shoulders, and by knocking +his great feet against every loose brick in the sidewalk, as he stumbled +along. The lady moved on as one walks in a dream, her eyes bent upon the +pavement, her ungloved hand grasping the purple velvet of her cloak and +holding it against her bosom. The people who passed her thought it a +pretty piece of coquetry, by which she might reveal the jewels that +flashed upon the snow of that beautiful hand. Alas, how little we can +judge of one another! The delicate primrose gloves had dropped from her +grasp unheeded, and lay trampled in the mud close by her own door. The +maid had placed them in her palsied hand, as she had performed all other +duties of the toilet that morning, but the wretched woman was quite +unconscious of it all. + +They entered the prison. A few words passed between Jacob and the warden +in an outer office; then a door was flung open, and they entered an open +court within the walls; stone buildings ranged all around, casting gaunt +shadows athwart them. They crossed the court, passed through a low door, +and entered the hall where male prisoners are kept. Ada was scarcely +conscious that a score of eyes were bent on her from the galleries +overhead, along which prisoners charged with lighter offences were +allowed to range. At that moment a regiment of soldiers might have stood +in her way, and she would have passed through their midst, unconscious +of the obstruction. She mounted to the third gallery, following after +Jacob, until he paused at one of the heavy iron doors which pierced the +whole wall at equal distances from pavement to ceiling. An officer, who +had preceded them, turned the key in the lock, and flung the door open, +with a clang that made Ada start, as if some one had struck her. + +"Shall I go in with you?" said Jacob. + +She did not answer, save by a short breath, that seemed to tear her own +bosom without yielding a sound, and entered the cell. Jacob leaned +forward, and closing the door after her, began to walk up and down the +gallery, but never passing more than six or eight paces from the cell. + +Ada Leicester stood face to face with her father. He had been reading, +and had laid the old Bible on the bed by his side as the noise of her +approach disturbed him. His steel-mounted spectacles were still before +his eyes, dimmed, it may be, by traces of tears, shed unconsciously, for +he could not distinguish clearly through them, and with a motion so +familiar that it made her tremble, he folded them up and placed them +within the pages of the book. + +She paused, motionless, after taking one step into the room, and but for +the shiver of her silk dress, which the trembling of her limbs +disturbed, as the leaves are shaken in autumn, she might have been a +draped statue, her face and hands were so marble-like. + +The old man looked at her, and she at him. He did not attempt to speak, +and a single word died on her lip again and again, without giving forth +a sound. At length that one word broke forth, and rushed like an arrow +from her heart to his-- + +"Father!" + +It was the first word that her infant lips had ever uttered. The old man +was blinded by it. He saw nothing of the stately pale woman, the +gleaming eyes, the rich drapery; but a little girl, some twelve months +old, seemed to have crept to his knees. He saw the ringlet of soft +golden hair, the large blue eyes, the little dimpled shoulder peeping +out from its calico dress; he reached forth his hands to press them down +upon these pretty shoulders, for the vision was palpable as life. They +descended upon the bowed head of the woman, for she had fallen crouching +to his feet. He drew those hands back with a moan. The innocent child +had vanished; the prostrate woman was there. + +"Father!" + +He held his hands one instant, quivering like withered leaves, over her +head, and then dropped them gently down upon her shoulders. + +"My daughter!" + +Then came a rush of tears, a wild clinging of arms, a shaking of silken +garments, and deep sobs, that seemed like the parting of soul and body. +Ada clung to her father. She laid her cold face upon his knees, and drew +herself up to his bosom. + +"Forgive me! forgive me!--oh, my father, forgive me!" + +The old man lifted her gently in his arms, and seated her upon the bed. +He took off her bonnet, and smoothed the rich hair it had concealed +between his hands. + +"And so you have come home again, my child!" + +"Home!" + +She looked around the cell, and then into the eyes of her father. + +"I have given you this home--I, who have sought for you--prayed--prayed, +father, not as you pray, but madly, wildly prayed for one look, one +word--pardon, pardon! I have got it--I see it--you pardon me with your +eyes, my father; but oh, how wretched I am--I, who gave you a home like +this!" + +"No, not you, but God!" answered the old man. "I knew from the first +that our Father who is in heaven had not afflicted his servant for +nothing. All will be well at last, Ada." + +"But you will die! Even to-day will they sentence you!" + +"I know it, and am ready; for now I begin to see how wisely God has +willed that the last remnant of an old man's life shall be the +restoration of his child." + +"But you are innocent, and they will kill you!" + +"They cannot kill more than this old body, my child. Even now it feels +the breath of eternity. What though the withered leaf is shaken a moment +earlier from its bough!" + +Ada held her breath, and gazed upon her father, filled with strange awe. +The quiet tone, the gentle resignation in his words, tranquillized her +like music. She could not realize that he was to die. Her soul was +flooded with love; her eyes answered back the holy affection that +beamed in his. For that moment she was happy. Her childhood came softly +back. She forgot her own sin alike with her father's danger. + +"Now," said the old man, "tell me all that I do not know. By what means +has God sent you here?" + +At these words Ada half arose; all the joy went out from her face; her +eyes drooped; the lines about her mouth hardened again; she attempted to +look up, failed, and with both hands shrouded her guilty features. + +"How much do you know?" she inquired, in a hoarse voice. + +"I know," said the old man, "that you left an unworthy husband and a +happy child, to follow a stranger to a strange land." + +"But you did not know," said Ada, still veiling her face, "you did not +know how cruelly, how dreadfully I was treated; how I was left days and +weeks together in hotels and boarding houses, without money, without +friends, exposed to all sorts of temptation. You cannot know all the +circumstances that combined to drive me mad. Still do not say I +abandoned the child. Did I not send her to you? Did I not give her up +when she was dear as the pulses of my own heart, rather than cast the +stain of my example upon her? Oh, father, was this nothing?" + +"We took the child, and strove to forget the mother," said the old man +sadly. + +"But could not--oh, you could not! This thought was the one anchor which +kept me from utter shipwreck, you could not curse an only child--wicked, +erring, cruel though she was!" + +"No, we did not curse her--we had no power to forget." + +"I came back--Jacob Strong will bear me witness--I lost no time in +searching for you at the homestead. Strangers were there. Had we met +then--had I found the old place as it was--you, my mother, my daughter +there--how different all this might have been!" + +"God disposes all things," muttered the prisoner. "We left our home when +disgrace fell upon us. We who had been sinfully proud of you, Ada, went +forth burdened by your shame to hide ourselves among strangers; we could +not look our old neighbors in the face, and so left them and gave up the +name our child had disgraced." + +"Father--father, spare me--I am wretched--I am punished--spare me, spare +me!" + +"Ada," said the old man solemnly, "do you heartily repent and forsake +your sin?" + +"I do repent--I have forsaken--he is dead for whom I left you; it was a +solitary fault, bitterly, oh, bitterly atoned for." + +The old man looked at her earnestly--at the glowing purple of her +garments--at the delicate veil she had gathered up to her face with one +hand. The other had fallen nervelessly down. The old man took it from +her lap and gazed sadly on the jewels that sparkled on her fingers. She +felt the touch, and the trembling hand became crimson in his clasp. + +"And yet you wear these things!" + +She shrunk away, and the glow of her shame spread and burned over every +visible part of her person. + +"Cast them from you, daughter--come to me in the pretty calico dress +that became you so well--give up these wages of shame--become poor, +honest and humble, as we are; then will your mother receive you; then +your child may know that she has a mother living; then your old father +can die in peace, knowing that his life has not been sacrificed in +vain." + +The old man looked wistfully at her, as he spoke. He saw the struggle in +her face--the reluctance with which she understood him, and tightened +his grasp on her hand. + +"What--what would you have me do?" she said. + +"Cast aside all that you possess, save that which comes of honest labor, +and earn the forgiveness you ask." + +"Father, I cannot do this; the wealth that I possess is vast; it was +devised to me by will upon his death-bed; it was an atonement upon his +part." + +"The wages of sin are death." + +"Death, father, death! Surely you are right. Leicester is dead; they +will murder you. Nothing but this money, this very wealth that I am +ordered to cast aside, can save you." + +"And that never shall save me!" answered the old man with grave dignity; +"the price of my daughter's sin, let it be millions, shall never buy an +hour of life for me, were it possible thus to bribe the law." + +"Oh father, father, do not say this; it crushes my last hope." + +"Daughter," and the old man stood up, while his face glowed as with the +light of prophecy, "it is not this ill-gotten wealth that shall purchase +my life; but it is the death I shall suffer, which will purchase the +salvation of my child. The way of providence is made clear to me now; I +see it plainly, as if written upon the wall that has seemed so blank to +my eyes till now." + +The hand fell from her face. She gazed upon him with awe, for the solemn +faith that beamed in his eyes held her breathless. That moment the cell +door was opened, and Mrs. Warren came in, followed by her +grand-daughter. The old woman paused motionless upon the threshold, +hesitating and pallid. Ada stood up trembling and afraid in the presence +of her mother. A moment the two stood face to face, gazing at each +other; then the old woman stretched forth her arms, and tears rolled +down her cheeks. Ada would have thrown herself forward, but the old +prisoner interposed. + +"No, wife, not yet; the time is at hand when our child shall come back +to your bosom, like the lamb that was lost; but God has a work to +accomplish first; have patience and let her depart." + +"Patience, patience! Oh, Wilcox, she is our child Ada, Ada!" + +He was not strong enough to keep them apart. Their arms were interwoven; +they clung together, filling the cell with soft murmurs and smothered +sobs. Broken syllables of endearment--all the pathetic language with +which heart speaks to heart in defiance of words, gave power to the +scene. Remember, reader, it was a mother meeting her only child--her +sinful, erring child--for the first time in years. They met in a +prison, with death shadows all around. Was it wonderful that, forgiving, +forgetting, they clung together? Or that the turnkey, as he looked in, +felt the tears bathing his cheek? + +It is a mercy that intense feeling has its limits, else a scene like +this might have broken the two hearts that rushed together, as torrents +meet in a storm. Their arms unlocked at length, and the two women only +held by each other from weakness. + +"And this is my child, my little Julia," said Ada, turning her eyes upon +the young girl who stood by, troubled and amazed by all she saw. + +She bent forward, and would have kissed the girl, but the old man +interposed again solemnly, almost sternly. + +"Not yet--the lip must be purified, the kiss made holy, which touches +the forehead of this innocent one." + +"I will go, father, I will go--this is bitter, but perhaps just. I will +go while I have the strength." + +Ada left the cell. We will not follow her to the scene of her solitary +and splendid anguish. We will not remain in the prisoner's cell. The +scene passing there was too holy and too pathetic for description; yet +was there more happiness that day in the prison, than Ada Leicester +found in her palace-home. Truly it is much better to suffer wrong, than +to do wrong! + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII. + +THE DAWNING OF LIGHT. + + As sunshine falls upon a flower + That storms have beaten to the ground, + Her heart began to feel the power + Of his deep love and faith profound. + + +The sentence was pronounced; the time of execution fixed. Each morning, +as the prisoner awoke, he said to himself, another is gone; so many, +and so many days are left. I dare not say that this man did not +occasionally shrink from the agony that awaited him; or that the clouds +of doubt did not grow black above his head, more than once; but at all +times his mien was tranquil, his words full of resignation. Some hope, +some sublime faith, stronger than death, seemed to bear him up. + +His daughter came to him more than once, and always left the cell with a +changed manner and subdued aspect. While there was a hope of saving the +prisoner, she had been excited and almost wild in her demeanor. She +appealed to the governor in person. She lavished gold. On every hand the +great power of her personal influence was all tested to the utmost, but +in vain. There exist cases in which the fangs of the law fasten deep, +and no human power can unloose them. In this instance, mercy veiled her +face, and justice became cruelty. + +At no time did the old man sanction or partake of his daughter's +efforts. Shall I say, that he did not even desire them to succeed? One +sublime idea had taken possession of his mind, and when he prayed, it +was not that he might be saved from death, but that the pang which sent +him into eternity might open the gates of paradise to his child. + +I have said that the old man was feeble, and scenes through which no +human being could pass with unshaken nerves, had gradually undermined +the little strength that age and privation had spared. Those who saw him +every day scarcely noticed this, the change was so gradual; but the +sheriff, who came but once each week, remarked how frail he was +becoming, and how difficult it was for him to support the irons with +which they had manacled his limbs. More than once he said to himself, +"It will scarcely be more than a shadow that they force me to strangle." +Still, as his strength gave way, the holy faith within him beamed out +stronger and brighter, as a flame becomes more brilliant from increased +purity of the oil on which it feeds. + +All hope was gone--and Ada saw her father every day, always alone, and +her visits lasted for hours. At such times, Jacob Strong, who kept +sentinel at the door, would pause and hold his breath, struck, as it +were, by the sweet, solemn tones that came through the door. Sometimes +you might have seen him brush one huge hand across his eyes; and then, +bowing his head upon his bosom, pace slowly to and fro, with a mournful +but not altogether dissatisfied look. + +After these visits, Ada would come forth with a subdued and gentle air, +which no person had ever witnessed in her before. The entire character +of her beauty changed. Her features became thin; her person lost +something of its roundness, but gained in that refined grace which is +indescribable. Her eyes grew darker and softer from the shadows that +deepened under them. Something of holy light there was too, that brooded +sadly there in place of the brilliancy that had kindled them so often +almost into wildness. If Ada had been beautiful when we first knew her, +she was far lovelier now. The heart yearned toward her as it felt the +glance of her eyes. The earthly was becoming purified from her being, +and the resemblance between her and the old man seemed to have found a +spiritual link. Truly the solemn faith within him was near its reward. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII. + +GATHERING FOR THE EXECUTION. + + He was a man of simple heart, + Patient and meek; the Christian part + Came to his soul as came the air + That heaved his bosom; hope, despair, + Were chastened by a holy faith! + Meek in his life he feared not death. + + +The day of execution arrived, and every hearth-stone in the great +metropolis was shadowed by a knowledge that at an hour to be fixed +between sunrise and sunset, a human being was to be strangled to +death--forced brutally into the presence of his Maker. Children +whispered to one another in the grey dawn as they crept awe-stricken +from their little couches. Mothers--those who had hearts--grew sad as +they thought of the household ties which the law would that day tear +asunder. + +I do not say that this law of blood for blood, which some good men cling +to so tenaciously, should be altogether abolished. Women who from the +natural and just arrangement of social life, have no share in forming +laws, can scarcely arrogate to themselves the right of advancing or of +condemning those which owe their existence to the greatest masculine +intellect; and we, who reason so much from the heart, can never be sure +that the angel of mercy, whom we worship, may not sometimes crowd +Justice from her seat. But there is no law that should permit a solemn +act of justice to become a jubilee for the mob. Executions, if they must +darken the history of a nation, should be still as the grave--solemn as +the eternity to which they lead. + +Two wardens had been placed over the prisoner that night, for the +sheriff feared that the poor old man might attempt suicide. It was a +useless precaution for one who was so close to death, and yet slept so +calmly. There he lay in the deep slumber which is so sweet to old age. +The men kept a light in the cell, and it streamed softly over those +calm, pale features, revealing a faint smile upon the lips, and the +impalpable shadows scattered over his forehead by the white hair that +lay around his temples. Sometimes, as the men gazed upon this picture, +and thought of the morrow, with all its death horrors, they turned from +each other with a sort of terror, and sat with downcast eyes, gazing +upon the floor, for it made them heart-sick--the contrast of that +peaceful slumber and the brutal death-sleep into which they were +guarding the old man. + +At the most, it was but a brief gleam of life that the law claimed; and +even that had grown faint within the last few days, so faint that it +seemed doubtful if the officers of the law would not be compelled to +lift its victim to the scaffold, when the hour of sacrifice came. The +day dawned quietly, and shed a sort of still, holy light over the +slumbering man. Then, for the first time, his keepers remarked hew +deathly pale was the serene countenance--how feeble was the breath that +scarcely stirred the coarse linen on his bosom. + +Everything was still. The cold dawn, the quiet city, and the prison +lying heavy and grim in its bosom. All at once this stillness was broken +by the fall of a hammer, distinct and sharp as the beat of a +death-watch. It made the officers start and look at each other with +meaning eyes; but the old man slept on, and the sound might have been +the sigh of an angel, instead of the hideous death-signal that it was, +for it only disturbed that tranquil slumber pleasantly, as it would +seem. A faint smile dawned upon the face, and he folded his hands softly +upon his bosom, with a deeper breath, as if some vision of ineffable +happiness filled his thought. + +It seemed a cruelty to disturb the last sleep he was ever to know on +earth, and so the morning deepened, and the prison was filled with that +sort of muffled tumult which bespeaks the opening day within those +walls, before the old man awoke. + +Other persons than the keepers were in the cell then. The wife, who was +so soon to be a widow, and the grandchild, half orphaned at heart, were +seated at the foot of the bed, watching him dimly through their tears. +He held forth his hands on seeing them, and with the same smile that had +haunted his slumber, asked after their welfare. You should have seen +that aged couple, in their humble but sublime sorrow, that day, for it +was a beautiful sight, and one which is not often witnessed within the +walls of a felon's cell. There they sat, hand in hand, linked together +by that beautiful love that outlives all things, comforting each other +with gentle earnestness--he reading passages from the Bible to her now +and then, and she more than once smiling hopefully through her tears, +when he spoke of their great age, and of the little time that they could +possibly be kept asunder. It did not seem as if they were talking of +death, but of some important and not unpleasant journey, in which the +wife would soon follow her husband to a new home. + +The grandchild sat by in silent grief. It seemed a long time for her to +wait, she was so young, so cruelly full of life. She could not, with her +sensitive feelings and quick imagination, cast off the consciousness of +all the horrors that would that day overwhelm her grandfather. Her eyes +were heavy with weeping. At every sound a shiver of terrible +apprehension ran through her frame, and she would grasp at the old man's +hand, as if scared with dread that they might tear him away before the +appointed time. + +Then came another--and that prison cell was crowded full of grief. Ada +Leicester, modestly clad, with all the jewels stripped from her hands, +and her superb beauty veiled and toned down by suffering, such as wrings +all bitterness from the heart, stood with her parents once more, a +portion of the household her own errors had desolated. Then the old man +arose in his bed, and his benign features lighted up with such joy as +the angels know over a sinner that repenteth. + +"My child," he said, opening his arms to receive her, "my child, who was +lost and is found!" For a moment he held her to his bosom; then lifting +his head, he reached forth one hand, and drew his grandchild forward. + +"It is your mother, Julia, your own mother; she has been far away for +many years; God has sent her back. Ada, kiss your daughter; Julia, my +grandchild, love your mother, reverence her, for this day shall I be one +of those that rejoice over her in heaven." + +Ada turned to her daughter, and timidly held forth her arms. A thrill so +exquisite that it swept all the tears from her heart, passed over the +bereaved girl. She moved forward; she nestled close to the bosom of her +mother; she murmured the name over and over again, +"Mother--mother--mother!" + +I have dwelt upon this scene, perhaps, tediously, and only, gentle +reader, because my heart and nerves shrink from a description of that +which was going on without the prison. It is so much better to describe +that which is holy and strong in human nature, than to yield oneself up +to scenes that shock and revolt every pure feeling, every gentle +affection. But in portraying life as it is, an author cannot always +choose the flower nooks, or keep back the clouds that darken human +nature. + +It was a winter's day, cold and drear, without being stormy. The sky was +clouded a little, and of that pale, hard blue which is more desolate +than absolute storm. The air seemed full of snow, but none fell; and the +sunshine, when it did penetrate the atmosphere, streamed mournfully to +the brown, frozen earth. Had you gone into the streets that day, +something in the aspect of the populace would have told you that an +event of no common interest was about to transpire. Men were grouped at +the corners and around the doors. Business was in a degree suspended. +But few females were abroad, and they walked hurriedly, as if necessity +alone had called them from home. + +The time of execution was fixed at five in the afternoon, an hour when +the gay world usually throngs Broadway. But for once that noble +promenade was deserted; and though the cross streets began to fill long +before noon, it was not by the class who usually make the great +thoroughfare so full of life. + +It was a singular thing; but that day, a little after twelve, a star +became visible, hanging, pale and dim, like a funereal lamp in the cold +sky. At every corner you saw groups of men and boys gazing upward, with +superstitious awe, as if there must be some connection between this star +and the human soul about to be launched into eternity. It might have +been only the grey light; but every one who went forth that morning must +have noticed how pallid were the faces that met his view in the streets. +It is difficult to excite the masses of a great city; but in this case +there had been so much to interest the public, that for once the +multitude seemed perfectly aroused. The age of the prisoner, the +exceeding beauty and touching loveliness of his grandchild, the position +and fashionable associations of William Leicester--all conspired to +arouse public interest to a state of unusual excitement. Hours before +the time of execution, the city prison was besieged by an eager mob. +Mechanics left their work; women of the lower classes went forth, some +with infants in their arms, some leading sons and daughters by the hand, +all eager and full of open-mouthed curiosity to see a fellow-creature +strangled to death in the face of high heaven. + +It had been given forth that this execution would be private, in the +court of the prison; that is, three or four hundred persons, favorites +of the sheriff, or members of the press, might have the exquisite +satisfaction of seeing how an old man could die, and these would duly +report his struggles and his agonies, the next morning, through the +daily press, that the crowd, heaving, swearing, and jostling together +without the walls, might have their horrid curiosity satisfied. + +All the cross streets around the prison filled rapidly up; and Centre +street, down to Reade and above White, was crowded full of human beings. +Then they began to swarm closer, filling the housetops and windows, +choking up the door passages and alleys, till every standing place +within sight of the prison was crowded full of eager, brutal life. I am +saying now what might be deemed a cruel perversion of probability in +fiction, but which many of my readers well know to be a disgraceful +truth. But in the windows, and on the roofs of almost every house that +overlooked the prison, appeared that day women _not_ of the lowest +classes, who came there to witness a scene at which the very soul +revolts--women whom, with all the proud love of country thrilling at the +heart, an American blushes to call countrywomen. When the time drew +near, this ocean of human life began to heave and swell tumultuously +against the prison walls. Many climbed upwards, fierce for a sight of +bloodshed, though at the peril of life and limb, creeping like animals +along the massive stonework, or hoisted up on the shoulders of those +below, till they hung on the gateway and walls, literally swarming +there, like bees seeking for a hive. + +As the hour drew near, the mob became more compact and more eager. +Excitement grew ferocious; faces, before only curious, now gleamed +upwards in groups and masses, haggard with impatient brutality. Ten +minutes had gone by--ten minutes beyond the time, and the gallows still +loomed up from the prison yard empty. Then the crowd began to murmur and +bandy rude jests, like men who had paid for an exhibition, and feared to +be baffled out of their amusement. Shouts went up; oaths ran from lip to +lip; those upon the walls leaned over, with open mouths and gloating +eyes, gazing down into the yard, then telegraphed their companions, or +shouted their disappointment to the mob, while others crept up from the +mass, crowding the possessors from their places, and occasionally +casting one headlong downward. + +All at once, when the whole mob was tumultuous with impatience, a cry of +fire rung up from the prison walls. The crowd caught the sound, and +echoed it fiercely, heaving to and fro, and trampling each other down, +eager to see the flames burst forth. There was a wooden steeple or +watch-tower, over the front building of the prison. Through the huge +timbers of this structure the flames leaped upward, flinging long gleams +of light over the upturned faces of the multitude, and adding another +horrid feature to a scene already terrible. The alarm bells sounded; the +crowd rushed to and fro, shouting, heaving up in waves, beating itself +fiercely against the prison walls. Through the masses thundered three or +four engines, and a stream of firemen swept through the tumult, pouring +noise upon noise, with their trumpets and their voices. + +The prison gates were flung open, and as the firemen entered, a portion +of the crowd, now furious with excitement, forced through after them, +with a sudden rush, filling the inner courts like a torrent let loose. + +With nothing but bare timbers to feed upon--for the prison itself was +fire-proof--the flames soon burned themselves out, after scattering +brands and sparks among the throng, leaving a red glare and a cloud of +smoke hovering luridly over the scene. When the mob saw the fire dying +away, its attention was once more turned upon the execution, and the +clamor became deafening both within and without the prison walls. The +hour of death had gone by. Were the people to be cheated and put off +with a burning watch-tower? Were mechanics, who had lost half a day's +time, in order to see a man hanged, to be kept waiting, when their +appetite was whetted for a sight of blood? They packed the prison courts +more densely; they swarmed close up to the gallows, and pushed forward +into the prison corridors, abusing the sheriff, and calling on him +vociferously to come forth and explain the meaning of all this delay. + +He did come forth, at last, looking white as death; but this was +nothing. All were pale then, either from compassion or wrath. He came +slowly forth from the prisoner's cell, and standing upon the third +gallery, looked down upon the mob. + +"Bring the old fellow out--let's see him--no put off with us!" Shouted a +man near the staircase. + +"I cannot bring him out, he is ----" + +They drowned the sheriff's voice with clamor. + +"Cheated the gallows--stabbed himself." + +The sheriff again attempted to speak, but the tumult grew louder. + +"Bring him out--dead or alive, bring him out!" + +The officer waved his hand and pointed into the cell. Half a dozen men +sprang up from the masses, and ran from one gallery to another, shouting +to the crowd below. + +"We'll see for ourselves--it's all sham--they mean to let him escape!" + +Like a troop of wild animals they plunged forward, pushed themselves +past the sheriff, and entered the cell. There they stood motionless, all +their brutal ferocity struck dumb within them. They had their wish. The +old man was before them; the last gleam of life in his eyes; the last +breath freezing upon his lips. God had been very merciful, more merciful +than the law. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX. + +HEARTS AND CONSCIENCES AT REST. + + The storms of life with her are passed, + Stern memory leaves her soul at rest; + She finds a tranquil home at last, + Content with blessing, to be blessed. + + +Mrs. Gordon never appeared again in the gay world. The reason was a +mystery that no one could explain. The rich furniture, the statues and +pictures that had made her home a palace, were quietly sold, and the +rooms filled with everything essential to comfort, without the slightest +approach to former profuse luxuriousness. Plain carriages and less +spirited horses, took the place of her former superb equipage. The +grounds still bloomed with flowers, the hot-houses teemed with fruit, +but Ada seldom tasted the one or inhaled the other. She was far too busy +and useful for the indulgence, even of her most harmless love of the +beautiful. She had literally gone out by the wayside and hedges, forcing +the poor to come in and partake of her hospitality. For months Jacob +Strong might have been observed, side by side with his mistress, +threading the alleys, searching in attic chambers, for objects of just +charity. Old men and women, generally of the educated poor, who could +not work, and were too proud for begging, soon became the inmates of +those splendid saloons. Any day, when you passed that mansion, some old +lady in her snow-white cap might be seen looking quietly from the +casement, while others strolled in the gardens, or amused themselves in +the marble vestibule. Occasionally Jacob Strong might be seen loitering +about the door, but all the servants were changed. The very atmosphere +of the place seemed that of another region. No French maids, no liveried +footman, lent a foreign and meretricious air to the dwelling now. In the +place of former splendor, gay tumult and heartless display, reigned a +calm and pure tranquillity. Every face was serene; every being you met +looked soberly content. + +In truth, the little paradise--for still the beautiful reigned +throughout that dwelling--did indeed at times seem haunted by an angel; +for flitting about, now in the sunshine of the garden, now in the more +bland sunshine of her mother's smile, Julia grew in beauty and in all +those sweet qualities which are the essence of loveliness. If painful +memories sometimes haunted the maiden--if a prison cell and an old man +blessing her with his last breath--a tumult of people, and wild shouts +that seemed terrible to her, even then, sometimes broke upon her in the +still morning, or the more stilly night, it was but a passing cloud; and +with tears in her eyes, she would thank God, that those who loved that +good old man had been saved the crowning horror of his death. + +And the old grandmother--it should have been no cause of grief when the +meek woman went softly to sleep one night and awoke with her husband in +heaven. It was the home she had pined for even when surrounded closest +by her children's love. They laid her by his side in Greenwood, with +many tears, for though certain that happiness awaits the departed, those +who are left must mourn, or they cannot have loved. + +Now we have one scene to describe, and our story is done. It was three +years after the death of old Mr. Wilcox, and once more the home of Ada +Leicester was lighted up for guests. The boudoir which we have so often +mentioned was redolent with flowers, and the pure muslin curtains +floated to and fro in the summer air that came balmily through the open +windows. Beyond, was the bed-chamber. You could hear the rustle of light +footsteps on the India matting, and see the gleam of snowy drapery, +waving like a cloud in the distance. All was exquisitely chaste and full +of simplicity. How unlike the gorgeous luxuriousness of those rooms, in +other days! + +The rooms filled, not with guests such as had made them brilliant once, +but with persons who may interest the reader far more. The first person +whom Jacob Strong ushered into the boudoir, was his own sister, Mrs. +Gray. Never in her whole life had the good lady appeared so radiantly +happy. Her gown of silver grey silk rustled cheerfully as she walked, +white satin ribbons knotted the lace cap under her chin and floated in +glistening streamers adown the white muslin kerchief folded over her +bosom. A pair of gloves--man's size, but white as snow--were neatly +buttoned about her plump wrists. This, with her beautiful grey hair, her +cheeks softly red like a mellow winter apple, and the double chin that +had taken a triple fold since we last saw her, would have warmed your +heart had you been a guest at that house, as she was. Then there was a +quiet little old lady in black, who glided in like a shadow, and was +completely lost behind the rotundity of Mrs. Gray's person; and another +gentle creature clothed in black also, but of a beauty that made your +heart ache, the sweet face was so touchingly sad, the countenance so +waxen in its whiteness, and every movement was so painfully shy. It +seemed as if the poor young creature might turn and flee, like a +frightened doe, if an unfamiliar eye were turned upon her. Reader, these +two persons are no strangers to you; they are the mother and the victim +of William Leicester. Poor Florence, her mind was shaken yet, but not as +it had been. She was gentle and mournfully sad, but not insane. Still it +was a painful thing to see a creature so young, with that utter +hopelessness of countenance. She sat down close to the little, aged +woman, and looked up in her face, with meek, trusting eyes, holding +shyly to a fold of her dress all the while. Not even the sunny smile of +Mrs. Gray, could win a gleam of joy to those large eyes. Then there was +a large woman with black eyes and an abundance of raven hair, that kept +bustling in and out of the bed-chamber with a look of happy importance, +that made her strong features quite handsome. You would hardly have +recognized the prison woman, in that neatly clad rosy cheeked female, +the expression and whole appearance was so changed. Home and care had +done everything for her, and at this time she was housekeeper in the +mansion. Had you asked her character of the old ladies who found an +asylum there, the account would have astonished you. After all, where +real strength of character exists, there is always hope of reformation. +It is your weak sinner for whom one despairs the most. As this woman +passed through the room, she always turned her eyes, beaming with +fondness, on a little boy, half concealed by the flow of Mrs. Gray's +gown. It was quite wonderful how much that gown could shelter; and the +mother spoke in that glance eloquently as ever love was uttered in +words. + +Then there was Jacob Strong himself, with a new coat in its first gloss, +too short for his long arms, and cut after a fashion of his own, which +made him look more round-shouldered and ungainly than ever. A buff vest, +and gloves of a deeper yellow, gave an air of peculiar smartness to his +costume, which bespoke some very important occasion; for it was not +often that Jacob gave way to weaknesses regarding his toilet; and when +he did, the effect was indisputably striking. + +Besides the persons we have mentioned, were a score of nice aged women +in snowy caps and chintz dresses, looking the very pictures of contented +old age, who whispered cosily together, and watched a door that led to +the stairs with the greatest interest, as if some very important person +was expected to enter from that way. + +Their impatience was gratified at last; for a clergyman with flowing +robes came sweeping through, escorted by Jacob Strong, who had been +wandering about the dim vestibule during the last ten minutes. Directly +after, the room opposite was flung open, and Robert Otis came forth, +leading a fair young girl by the hand. There was something heavenly in +the loveliness of that gentle bride, as the blush deepened and faded +away beneath the gossamer sheen of her veil. + +Jacob Strong rubbed his yellow gloves softly together, as he gazed upon +her; and the rustle of Mrs. Gray's dress was absolutely eloquent of all +the restless pride she felt in seeing the two beings she most loved +united for ever. + +Of all the persons present, Ada Leicester alone was sad. She remembered +her own marriage, and the shadow of many a painful thought swept across +her face, as the solemn benediction was uttered over her child. + +When the ceremony was complete Florence arose, and quietly placing a +folded paper in the lap of the bride, stole away, as if terrified by the +strange eyes that followed her movement. Julia took up the paper, half +unfolded it, and then, with a blush and a smile, placed it in the hand +of her young husband. With that paper Florence had conveyed two thirds +of her fine property to the daughter of William Leicester--the man who +had swept every blossom from the pathway of her own life. + + +THE END. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Fashion and Famine, by Ann S. Stephens + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 40114 *** |
