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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Potter's Thumb + +Author: Flora Annie Steel + +Release Date: June 13, 2012 [EBook #39985] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE POTTER'S THUMB *** + + + + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by +Google Books (Indiana University) + + + + + + + + + + + +Transcriber's Notes: + + 1. Page scan source: + http://books.google.com/books?id=LyHQAAAAMAAJ + (Indiana University) + + 2. The diphthong oe is represented by [oe]. + + + + + + + THE POTTER'S THUMB + + + + + BY + + FLORA ANNIE STEEL + + + + + + LONDON + + WILLIAM HEINEMANN + + 1900 + + + + + + +_All rights reserved_ + + + + + + THE POTTER'S THUMB + + + + + CHAPTER I + + +'Tis only the potter's thumb, Huzoor.' + +As she raised the parti-coloured rag covering the child's body, the +noonday sun streamed down upon a pitiful sight. Yet her eyes, despite +the motherhood which lay in them, accepted it, as the sun did, calmly. +Emotion, such as it was, being reserved for the couple of Englishmen +who stood by: and even there curiosity and repulsion froze the surface +of pity, especially in the younger of the two faces. + +In good sooth, not a pleasant sight for mankind, to whom sickness does +not as a rule bring that quick interest born of a desire to aid which +it does to most women. The brown skin was fair with the pallor of +disease, and the fine, sparse, black hair showed the contour of the +skull. The unnatural hollows of the temples emphasised the unnatural +prominence of the closed eyelids, round whose ragged margin of clogged +lashes the flies settled in clusters. Below this death's-head was an +over-large body, where, despite its full curves, each rib stood sharply +defined, and whence the thin limbs angled themselves in spidery +fashion. + +'The potter's thumb?' echoed Dan Fitzgerald interrogatively. He was a +tall man, broad in the shoulders, lean in the flank, and +extraordinarily handsome; yet the most noticeable quality in the face +looking down at the very ordinary woman squatting upon a very ordinary +dust-heap, was not its beauty, but its vitality. 'Is that a disease?' +he added, almost sharply. + +She gave the native cluck of emphatic denial. 'No! Huzoor. The child +dies because it does not drink milk properly; yet is it the potter's +thumb in the beginning. Lo! many are born so in this place. The +doctor-sahib who put the _tikka_ on the arms for smallpox said +Hodinuggur was too old for birth--that it was a graveyard. I know not. +Only this is true; many are born with this; many die of it.' + +'Die of the potter's thumb--what potter?' + +Her broad face broadened still more into a smile. 'The Huzoor doth not +understand! Lo! when the potter works on the clay, his hand slips +sometimes in the moulding. It leaves a furrow, so,'--her brown finger, +set with tarnished silver rings, traced a girdle round the baby's naked +breast--'then in the firing the pot cracks. Cracks like these,'--here +the finger pointed to the sherds among which she sate,--'so when +children are born as this one, we say 'tis the potter's thumb. +Sometimes there is a mark,'--again the finger softly followed the line +it had traced before--'this one had it clear when he came; sometimes +none can see it, but 'tis there all the same, all the same. The +potter's thumb has slipped; the pot will crack in the firing.' + +Her voice took a cadence as if accustomed to the words. + +'What _is_ she saying?' interrupted George Keene impatiently. He was a +middle-sized lad of twenty or thereabouts, powerfully made, with grey +eyes and white teeth gleaming in an aquiline, sunburnt face. + +'Something ghastly,' replied Dan. 'It always is so, you'll find, my +dear boy, when you dip below the indifferent calm of these people. It's +like deciphering a tombstone. But come on. We are due already at the +World, the Flesh, and the Devil's.' Then he paused, gave a short laugh, +and flung out his hands in an impulsive gesture. 'By the Powers!' he +went on, his face seeming to kindle with the fuel of his own fancy, +'it's gruesome entirely. This heap of dust they call Hodinuggur, as +they call thousands of such human ant-hills all over India; for +wherever when you dig, the bricks grow bigger and bigger till, _hocus +pocus_! they vanish in the dust from which God made man--_that_ is +Hodinuggur; the old city, it means. What city? who knows! Then in the +corner of this particular one a survival'--his eager hand pointed to +the pile of buildings before them--'not of those old days, for no +Moghul in India dates beyond Timoor, and these people are Moghuls; but +of that Mohammedan civilisation which overwhelmed the older one, just +as we in our turn are overwhelming the Moghul--who in the meantime +bullies the people by virtue of an Englishman's signature on a piece of +parchment----' + +'But I suppose we found the Diwân in possession when we annexed----' +began George stolidly. + +Dan scorned the interruption and the common-sense. 'Oh, 'tis queer, +looked at any way. A mound of sherds and dust higher than the gateway +of the palace. I'll go bail that reed hut yonder on the top is higher +than old Zubr-ul-Zamân's tower. He lives up there winter and summer, +does the old Diwân, looking out over his world and the strength of +it--that's what his name means, you know. His son, Khush-hâl Beg, lives +in the next storey. A Jack Falstaff of a man--that's why I call him the +Flesh. Then Dalel, the Devil, roams about seeking whom he may devour.' + +'A charming trio; and what part have I to play in the drama?' asked +George with a laugh. + +'St. George, of course.' + +The lad laughed louder. 'So I am in baptism. George for short. Born on +the saint's day--father a parson--fire away, old chap--don't let me +pull Pegasus.' + +'Sure! my dear boy, and aren't you sent to fight them all? Sent into +this wilderness of a place to be tempted----' + +'Oh, don't talk rot, Fitzgerald! I suppose you mean about the +sluice-gate; but it's sheer folly.' + +'Is it? My two last subordinates didn't find it so. Perhaps the +potter's thumb had slipped over their honesty. So the authorities gave +me you--a real white man--and said it was my last chance. Think of that +now, my boy, and be careful.' + +George Keene frowned perceptibly. + +'That's a fine old gateway,' he said, to change the subject. As they +approached it a flock of iridescent pigeons rocketed from the dark +niches to circle and flash against the sky. It was a great square block +of a building cut through by one high arch of shadow, and showing the +length of the tunnel in the smallness of the sunlit arch beyond. On the +worn brick causeway, as they entered, half in the sunshine, half in +shade, lay the scattered petals of a pomegranate blossom which some +passer-by had flung aside. + +'By Jove, what a colour!' said Fitzgerald: 'like drops of blood.' + +George Keene frowned again. 'If I had your diseased imagination I'd +engage lodgings in Bedlam. Seriously, I mean it. Fellows like you are +get rid of it in words--all froth and fuss; but if that sort of thing +ever got a real grip on me--Hullo! what's that?' He flushed through his +tan in sheer vexation at his own start. From the deep recesses, which +on either side of the causeway lost themselves in shadow, came a clash +as of silver bells, and something through the arches showed white yet +shadowy; something of exceeding grace, salaaming to the _sahib-logue_; +something sending the scent of jasmine flowers into the hot air. + +'That is Chândni,' said Dan, passing on regardless of the salutation, +'she generally sits here.' + +George, imitating his companion, felt the thrill still in his veins. +'Chândni!' he echoed, 'that means silvery, doesn't it?' + +'Moonshine also. They call her Chândni-rât or Moonlit-night as a rule. +If tales be true, there is a good deal of the night about her. She and +Dalel--but here he comes, innocently, from a side door. The Devil loves +moonshiny nights.' + +The figure approaching them was not outwardly of diabolic mould, being +altogether too insignificant. The oval face was barely shadowed by a +thin beard curling in an oiled tuft on either side of the retreating +chin, and the only Mephistophelian feature was the narrow line of +moustache waxed upwards towards the eyes. The dress was nondescript to +absurdity. A biretta-shaped Moghul cap, heavy with church embroidery, +sate jauntily on the long greasy hair; a blue velvet shooting-coat, cut +in Western fashion, was worn over baggy, white cotton drawers, and +these again were tucked away into sportsmanlike leather gaiters, ending +in striped socks and patent leather highlows. Such was Mirza Dalel Beg, +the Diwân's grandson. Behind him came lesser bloods of the same type: +one with a falcon on his wrist; all with curious eyes for George Keene, +the new-comer. + +'Hullo, Dalel sahib!' cried Dan in English. 'Keene, let me introduce +you in form to his Highness.' + +The Mirza thrust out a small, cold, clammy hand; but thereinafter +relapsed into such absolute inaction, that George found no little +difficulty in finishing the ceremony. + +'Ana, I see!' said his Highness jerkily, in a voice many tones too low +for his chest measurement. 'Glad to see you, Keene. You shoot, I lend +you gun or rifle. You hawk, we go hawk together. You hunt, you use my +crocks. Come, see my stable.' + +Dan's eyebrows went up expressively. 'Don't tempt him to-day, Mirza +sahib,' he interrupted gravely. 'We are already due at the State +audience with your grandfather. Aren't you to be there as +heir-presumptive?' + +Dalel crackled with a high-toned laugh which did not match his voice. +'Bosh! My gov'nor is there in swagger dress. He likes. I am different. +Good-bye, Keene. You must come often, and we will go shoot, hunt, polo, +billiard, and be jolly. Ta, ta! I go to stables.' + +The two Englishmen walked on in silence for a while. Then George Keene +looked at his companion with a queer smile. + +'So, that's the Devil?--that--that heterogeneous bounder----' + +'Heterogeneous bounder is good--parlous good,' replied Dan, still +gravely; 'but here is our reception party, so, for heaven's sake, look +dignified, and don't shake hands, mind, unless they offer to do so. +They know their own rank, you see; you don't know yours--as yet.' + +The lad, as he obeyed orders, felt that he knew very little of anything +in India; the fact being evident in the surprise with which he noted +the squalid appearance of all things, save the ruinous masonry; even of +the state-room where, on a cane-bottomed chair, set on a filthy striped +carpet, a mountain of flesh awaited them. It did not need his +companion's whisper to make him understand that this must be the +heir-apparent Khush-hâl Beg, for the fat man, coming forward to the +appointed stripe--thus far and no further--held out his hand. + +'The Huzoor is young,' he wheezed in a stately dignified voice. 'But +youth is a great gift. With it even the desert need not be dull. 'Tis +only as we grow older----' He paused and crossed his hands over his fat +stomach with a sigh, as if to him the only consolation for age lay +there. Dan shot one of his almost articulate looks at his companion as +they passed on to a narrow stone stair where there was barely room for +single-file order up the steep steps. Up and up it went seemingly in +the thickness of the wall, with little loopholes sending a faint light +at the turns; up and up, breathlessly, till the party emerged on the +roof of the Diwân's tower, where, in a pavilion set round with arched +arcades, they found the old man himself, backed by a semi-circle of +shabby retainers, whose gay clothes showed tawdry in the pitiless +sunlight. + +Yet Dan's whisper of 'the World' provoked no smile in his companion, +for there was nothing to smile at in Zubr-ul-Zamân, old and shrunken as +he was. So old that those steep stairs cut him off from his kind; so +old that his chin lay upon his breast, his palms upon his knees, as +though both head and hands were weary of the world. What his heart +thought of his ninety and odd years of life none knew. None could even +guess, for the simple reason that Zubr-ul-Zamân had never showed that +he possessed a heart. Of brains and skill he had no lack even now; but +of pity, love, tenderness, only this was certain, that he had never +sought them even in others. Yet the English boy had eyes only for that +wrinkled, indifferent face, while Dan Fitzgerald, seated on one of the +two cane-bottomed chairs set opposite the Diwân's red velvet one, +explained in set terms why George came to be seated in the other. Not a +pleasant tale altogether, told as it was with official boldness of +expression. Briefly, the sluice-gate of the canal had been opened too +often, and Government did not intend it to occur again. + +When he ceased, the Diwân raised his head slowly, and George felt an +odd thrill at his first sight at those luminous dark eyes; a thrill +which continued as, at a sign from the old man, the court rhetorician +standing surcharged with eloquence at the Diwân's right hand, burst +into a stream of polished Persian periods which, hitting the keynote of +the empty pavilion, roused a murmurous echo in its arcades. It reminded +George of the general confession in his father's church on a week-day +when the choir was absent; one certain note followed by faint efforts +after repentance. The fancy, indeed, clung closer to facts than his +ignorance of the language allowed him to perceive, as the speech dealt +chiefly in regrets for the untoward events in the past which had made +it incumbent on '_Gee Uff Keene sahib bahâdur_' to languish in the +wilderness of Hodinuggur, though doubtless the presence of the said +'_Gee Uff Keene sahib bahâdur_' would cause that desert to blossom like +a rose, despite the want of water. These reiterations of his own name +made George feel a sense of unknown responsibility, as of a baby at its +own christening. He looked anxiously at Dan, his sponsor, but the +latter was now conversing with the Diwân in the usual explosive +sentences followed by the decorous silences due to dignity, while the +attendants brought forward divers round brass trays covered with +Manchester pocket-handkerchiefs and laid them at the visitors' feet. +George's share consisted of three, one containing dried fruits and +sugar, one of various rich cloths topped by a coarse white muslin +_pugree_, the third conglomerate. A French clock, with Venus Anadyomene +in alabaster, some pantomime jewelry, a green glass tumbler, a tin of +preserved beetroot, a lacquered tray with the motto 'for a good boy,' +and various other odds and ends. Among them a small blue earthenware +pot. Was it blue after all, or did a gold shimmer suggest a pattern +beneath the glaze? A queer, quaint shape, dumpy, yet graceful. That +broad, straight ring around it should have marred its curves but failed +to do so; strange! how these people had the knack of running counter to +recognised rules, and yet---- Here George was recalled to the present +by Dan whispering-- + +'Take it, man! Take it!' + +Looking round he saw the latter removing something from a tray, and his +own head being full of the blue pot, his hand naturally went out +towards it. + +'No! no!' continued Dan, in the same voice, 'the _pugree_.' + +'But I've got one already!' + +The instinctive greed of the reply made his companion smile as he +explained that the _pugree_ was put there on purpose. But, as he spoke, +the Diwân signed to an attendant who stepping forward, transferred the +blue pot to the tray of dried fruits. + +'It is nothing,' came the courteous voice, setting aside all +disclaimers; 'our potter makes them.' + +'I did not know they could put such a good glaze on nowadays,' remarked +Fitzgerald, yielding the point. 'A first-rate piece of work indeed; +does the man live here?' + +Khush-hâl Beg turned to the speaker breathlessly. 'He is crazy, Huzoor. +The Lord destroyed his reason by an accident. The old wall fell on his +house one night and killed his daughter. Since then he lives away, +where naught can fall, like the crazy one he is.' + +The stress and hurry of the speech were evident, even though the fat +man was still suffering from the stairs. + +'Thank the Lord! that's over,' said Dan piously, when the last +diminishing tail of escort left them with but one orderly to carry the +spoil. 'I ought to have warned you about the _pugree_--but there! you +might have done worse--the French clock, for instance. Come! let's +strike home across the mound. I want to show you a dodge of mine on the +canal cut.' + +He plunged headlong, after his wont, into professional matters till +even George, fresh from college technicalities, could scarcely follow +him, and found himself wondering why a man of such vast capacity should +have succeeded so indifferently; for Dan Fitzgerald was not a _persona +grâta_ at headquarters. To be that, a subordinate often has to conceal +his own talents, and this man could not even conceal his faults. Some +folk are so self-contained that a burden of blame finds no balance on +their shoulders; others are so hospitable that they serve as hold-alls +both for friends and foes; and there was plenty of room both for praise +and blame in Dan Fitzgerald's excitable Celtic nature. + +'What's that?' cried George suddenly. With the best intentions his +attention had wandered, for everything in that circle of dun-coloured +horizon domed with blue was new to him. Dan paused, listening. An odd +rhythmic hum came from the highest hut, which was separated from the +others by palisades of plaited tiger-grass shining in the afternoon +light like a diaper of gold. + +'The potter's wheel!' he cried, his face changing indescribably in an +instant. 'Come on, Keene, and let us see the man who made your first +bribe!' + +He gave no time for reply, but turning at right angles through a gap +threaded his way past piles of pots and sherds until he ran the sound +to earth. Literally to earth--a circle of the solid earth spinning +dizzily in front of a man buried to his waist. At least so it seemed at +first to George Keene's ignorance of potters and their wheels. A +circle, dazzling at its outer edge, clearer at the centre where +something beneath a steady curved hand shot up, and bulged; then, as +the whirr slackened, sank into a bomb of clay. + +'Salaam alaikoom!' came a pleasant voice as the worker sat back in his +seat-hole so as to ease his feet. He was a mild-faced old gentleman +with nothing remarkable about him save a pair of shifty eyes--the light +hazel eyes seen so rarely in a native's face. + +'Salaam alaikoom,' returned Dan. 'The little sahib has never seen a +wheel worked. Will you show him?' + +'Wherefore not, Huzoor? The sahib could come to none better, seeing we +of Hodinuggur have spun the wheel of life for years--for ages and ages +and ages.' + +The words blent with the rising cadence of the wheel as he leant +forward to the task again. Faster and faster upon the wheel with a +swaying motion. Only the potter's hand poised motionless above the +whirring clay which showed--as children say--like a top asleep. Then +suddenly came the turn of the potter's thumb, bringing a strange weird +life with it. One protean curve after another swelling, sinking, +shifting, falling. The eye could scarcely follow their swift birth and +death, until the potter, sitting back once more, the slackening wheel +disclosed the hollows and bosses. + +'The clay is good,' he said, as if deprecating his own skill, 'and it +fires well.' + +'When the thumb does not slip,' put in Dan quietly. The potter turned +to him in sudden interest. + +'The Huzoor knows the sayings of the people, that is well; it is not +often so. Yea! it slips--thus.' The wheel still span slowly, he shifted +his hand almost imperceptibly and a deep furrow scored itself upon the +biggest boss. 'So little does it,' he went on, 'a grit clinging to the +skin--a wandering thought. It is Fate. Fuzl Elâhi, the potter, cannot +help it.' + +'Fuzl Elâhi? Then you are a Mohammedan?' + +He shook his head. 'I am as my fathers were. The Moghuls call me so, +the Hindus otherwise; but it means the same. By the grace of God, +potter of Hodinuggur since time began. Lo! my fathers and my children +are in the clay. I dug a grave in the dust for the boy; the girl dug +hers for herself. It was deep, Huzoor. I search for it always; in vain, +in vain.' The wheel set up its rhythmic hum once more, but the hands +lay idle. + +'Poor old chap,' said Dan aside, 'I suppose he is thinking of the +accident; but by the powers, Keene, it is a situation. Seated here on a +pinnacle--a crazy irresponsible creator----' + +'Ask him if he made the pot, please,' interrupted George brutally. 'If +I could get a pair, I'd send them to the _mater_. Those things are +always in pairs, you know.' + +'Pairs! you intolerable Philistine! A potter's vessel trying to be +matched before it's broken in pieces. Think of the tragedy--the humour +of it.' + +'Will you ask, or shall I?' + +Fitzgerald grinned maliciously. 'You. I like to hear you stuttering.' + +George smiled, rose, and taking the blue pot from the attendant's tray +laid it on the potter's wheel. + +'Did you make that?' he asked, in English. His meaning was palpable. + +'No, Huzoor.' + +'If you did not, who did?' he continued, his triumph mixed with anxiety +for the future; but the old man's thoughts did duty for an answer. + +'Without doubt my fathers made it; since it is an Ayôdhya pot.' + +'Ayôdhya,' broke in Dan, 'that means old, Keene; you'll have to send it +back. I half suspected it was valuable, from that old fox's look. But +he said it was made here, the sinner! Can you make pots like that, oh! +Fuzl Elâhi?' + +The old man smiled. 'None can give the glaze, Huzoor, there is a +pattern in it, but none can catch the design. Even I know it not; that +is the secret of Ayôdhya.' + +'What is he saying? What is Ayôdhya?' asked George irritably. + +'Same as Hodi--old; it means here the half-forgotten heroic age. Well, +as you can't get a pair, we had best be moving. Salaam! potter-ji, and +don't let your thumb slip too often in the future.' + +'God send it hath not slipped too often in the past,' he replied, half +to himself. + +An hour afterwards the two Englishmen sat on the low parapet of the +canal bridge looking out over a world-circle of dusty plain, treeless, +featureless, save for the shadowy mound of Hodinuggur on one side, and +on the other a red brick house dotted causelessly upon the sand. A +world-circle split into halves by the great canal, which eastwards +towards the invisible hills showed like a bar of silver; westwards +towards the invisible sea like a flash of gold, at whose end the last +beams of the setting sun hung like the star on a magician's wand. + +'_Water, water everywhere, and not a drop to drink_,' murmured Dan +Fitzgerald discontentedly. 'Upon my soul, it must be rough on them +watching it all day long, and knowing that if they could only get _you_ +to open the sluice _they_ would get rupees on rupees from the Rajah. +That's how it stands, you see. It isn't so much for their own bit of +land, but for the bribe. I sometimes wish the overflow cut had been +higher up, or lower down; but we had to protect the big embankment +against abnormal floods. Confound the thing! what business has it to +put hydraulic pressure on us all?' + +'Don't feel it much as yet,' said George cheerfully, with his eyes on +the palace, which was gaining an unreal beauty from the dust of ages. +For the village cattle were homing to the thorn-set folds, and the +cloud from their leisurely feet lay in a golden mist between the +shadowed plain and the shadowed mound rising against the golden sky. A +lingering shaft of light showed the white fretwork of the Diwân's tower +clear against the pale purple of the potter's thatch beyond. + +'Perhaps not. You will, though. The wilderness plays the dickens with +civilisation sometimes.' + +'Does it? I don't believe it will with mine. Not that sort. I haven't +your imagination, your sensitiveness, your poetical----' + +'Pull up,' said Dan, laughing. 'You'll come to my vices soon, and as +I've pet names for most of them, I object to have them scientifically +classified. But I wish I hadn't to leave you there.' He pointed +distastefully to the red parallelogram of a house with the initials of +the Public Works Department stamped on each brick like the broad arrow +on a convict. 'It isn't fit for a youngster like you. But as it can't +be helped, there's the key. For my sake don't let the World, the Flesh, +or the Devil wheedle it out of you.' + +'All right,' replied the boy, pocketing the Chubb. 'If you are engaged +to be married, go and do it right off. Promotion in due course +guaranteed.' + +Dan Fitzgerald, looking down at the sliding water, was silent for a +minute. 'You've hit the right nail on the head,' he said at last. +'That's why I'm anxious; but by the powers! your work is cut out for +you if you are to keep me from getting into hot water.' + +'It isn't the water that does it,' muttered George, as they strolled +off to dinner, 'it's the spirits.' + +That was the truth in more senses than one. George had been living with +his superior officer for two months at headquarters, and his cool, +clear head had noted the fascination which stimulants of all kinds had +for Dan's excitable nature. But he had said nothing, after the manner +of men. Therefore it came as a surprise even to himself when that +evening something made him say hurriedly-- + +'Better not, Fitzgerald; you've a long ride before you.' + +Dan, his hand on the whisky bottle, paused, surprised in his turn; but +George seemed to feel that key in his pocket outline itself against the +thumping of his heart. + +'Are you afraid I won't leave you any?' asked the elder quickly. 'I'll +send you a bottle by post, if that's it. Come! hands off, youngster; +don't be a fool! That's enough.' + +The angry red was not on his cheek only. It had spread to the boy's, as +he stood back in a sudden flare of utterly unexpected dignity. + +'Quite enough, Mr. Fitzgerald. 'I've been your guest for two months, I +know; but you are mine now. This is my house, and that's my bottle. +I'll trouble you to put it down.' + +For an instant it seemed on its way to the speaker's head; then it was +pushed aside scornfully; the next Dan held out his hand. + +'Thanks. No one has taken that trouble for years. What made you do it?' + +But the English boy's shame at his own impulsiveness was on George now, +and he laughed uneasily. 'I--I believe it was that confounded key,' he +began. Dan's smile was transfiguring. + +'God bless the boy!' he cried, with the ring of tears and laughter in +his rich brogue. 'So you're the Keeper of the Key of the King's +conscience, are you? The saints protect you; for see! your sort don't +know mine. We leave off the effort after virtue where you begin, and I +spend more solid holiness in refusing a glass of sherry than you do in +keeping all the Ten Commandments. Sure the sun's got into my head, and +I must be off to the water cure.' + +He was out of the room, out of the house, standing on the bridge +abutment and stripping as for dear life before George caught him up +breathlessly and asked if he were quite mad. + +'Not yet!' came the joyous voice. 'I'm going to swim up stream till I'm +beat, and come down with the current--an epitome of my life!' + +The rapid Indian twilight had fallen into night, but the moon had +risen, and the air was warm with tho first touch of spring which in +Northern India treads close on the heels of the new year. Fitzgerald +pausing for a second showed like a white statue on the buttress; then +his curved body shot into the shadow with the cry-- + +'I come, Mother of All!' + +Tristram's cry when he sprang to 'the sea's breast as to a mother's +where his head might rest,' thought George, watching with the vague +anxiety inseparable from the disappearance of life beneath the water. +Ah! there he was--safe; turning his head to call out 'Don't wait, +please! Tell the syce to have the mare ready for me in half an hour.' + +Yet George did wait, watching the arrowy ripple cleaving the steel-grey +path which led straight up to the steel-grey sky where the stars hung +sparkling. If, he thought, they were reflected in the still water ahead +as they were in the still water below the bridge, Dan must feel as if +he was swimming in the ether! + +Decidedly, imagination was catching. George Keene was reminded of the +fact again as he stood looking over to the mound of Hodinuggur, and +listening to the last echo of the horse's hoofs bearing Dan away from +the wilderness. There was a light in the Diwân's tower, another in the +potter's hut. He wondered vaguely which was really the highest; then, +to check such idle thoughts, began on the first duty of youth in a +foreign land--home letters. + +'Dear father,' he wrote fluently, 'I arrived at Hodinuggur, my +headquarters, to-day. It is----' + +Half an hour afterwards he tore up the sheet angrily and went to bed. + + + + + CHAPTER II + + +It was band-night in the public gardens; mail night also; a combination +of dancing and picture papers, ensuring a large attendance in the big +hall, which had been built, gravely, as a memorial to some departed +statesman. But now English girls hurried through its dim corridors to +the ladies' dressing-room, intent on changing tennis shoes for dancing +slippers. English women took possession of the comfortable nooks +between the pillars where there was room for two. English boys lounged +about the vestibule, finishing their cigars and waiting for the band to +strike up. English men drifted to billiards and whist, or to their own +special corner in the reading-room. + +A weird-looking place even at noon was the big hall set round with +paste and paper mementoes of the semi-historic festivals held beneath +its high arched roof; with shields from the Prince of Wales' ball, +flags from the Imperial installation, trophies from the welcome given +to our soldiers after an arduous campaign. But seen now by the few +lamps lit at one end it looked positively ghostly, as if it must be +haunted by a thousand memories of dead men, and women, and children who +had flitted across the kaleidoscope of Rajpore society. Up in the +gallery the native band, after playing 'God save the Queen' to the +Aryan brother outside, was tuning up for dance music. And by-and-bye a +couple would come waltzing out of the shadows into the bright +reflections of the polished floor, and waltz back again. Then three or +four couples, perhaps ten or a dozen; not more. Viewed from the other +end, where the non-dancers sat in darkness, the scene looked like a dim +reflection of something going on in another world. + +And outside, under the rising moon, the builders of the hall trooped +home to the packed highways and byways of the native city, full, no +doubt, of that silent, evergreen wonder at the strange customs of the +ruling race which is an integral part of native life; that ruling race +which, with all its eccentricities, rules better than even the fabled +Vicramiditya himself! + +In the far corner of the inner reading-room a girl stood looking at the +new number of the _Scientific American_, keeping a stern watch the +while on the present possessor of the _Saturday Review_. A tennis bat +lay on the table beside her, and her workmanlike flannels and tan +shoes showed what her occupation had been. For the rest, a well-made, +well-balanced girl, looking as if she walked well, rode well, danced +well, and took an honest pride in doing so. Her face was chiefly +remarkable for a pair of beautifully arched eyebrows, and her best +point was undoubtedly the poise of her head with its closely plaited +coif of hair. + +A sort of snore followed by a thud, told that people were passing in +and out through the swing-doors of the outer room. Here, however, as +befitted the abode of more serious literature, all was peaceful; almost +empty in fact, and its only other female occupant was a medical lady +deep in the _Lancet_. + +'Oh Gordon!' called a voice from the outer room, 'have you seen my +daughter?' + +'Miss Tweedie is here, sir,' replied the young man addressed. 'She has +been for the last five minutes trying to make up her mind whether to go +and dance, or brain Dr. Greenfell for keeping the _Saturday_ so long.' + +'Really, Mr. Gordon!' cried Rose Tweedie aghast. 'No indeed not--Dr. +Greenfell! I didn't really--I mean I was of course, but I don't +now--Oh, it's awfully good of you.' Then as the apologetic little +doctor moved away, pausing to say a few words to a tall grey-haired man +who was entering, she turned aggressively to the offender: 'Why did you +say that, Mr. Gordon?' + +'Why, Miss Tweedie? Because you insisted yesterday that women preferred +the truth, even when it was rude. And it was true. I suppose, as your +father wants you, I have no hope of this dance; and I'm engaged for all +the others.' + +Rose Tweedie's eyebrows went up. 'How lucky for you--I mean, of course, +how unlucky for me.' Then she added in more conciliatory tones, 'I'm +not dancing to-night; these shoes won't do.' She thrust out her shapely +foot with the careless freedom of a child. + +'I can see no fault,' he replied artificially, putting up his +eye-glass, 'they appear to me quite perfect.' + +'Your knowledge of women doesn't apparently extend to their +understandings,' she retorted quickly, her voice, as usual when she was +irritated, showing a trace of Scotch accent. 'Oh father! if you want me +to come home, I'm ready.' + +Colonel Tweedie hesitated. A single glance at him suggested that the +late Mrs. Tweedie must have been a women of strong individuality, or +else that Rose had reverted to some ancestral type. + +'Not, not exactly, my dear. I only--wanted to--er--speak to you.' + +'Good-bye, Miss Tweedie,' said Lewis Gordon, taking the hint. 'Oh! by +the way, sir, if your daughter will remember I'm a personal assistant, +and excuse shop for an instant--Fitzgerald came back to-day from +Hodinuggur.' + +Rose Tweedie's face lit up. 'Did he say how Mr. Keene liked it?' she +asked eagerly. + +'I'm afraid not; but he can scarcely be expected to like the desert +after--Rajpore. I shouldn't--under the circumstances. That is all, sir; +except that he reports everything satisfactory, so far.' + +The Colonel gave a little cough; it was his way of starting the +official machine inside the social one. 'I hope--for Mr. Fitzgerald's +sake it--it--er--may remain so. The past scandals have been a +disgrace--er--to the Department. + +'Not to him, though,' broke in Rose hotly. 'I think he is quite one of +the nicest people I ever met.' + +'And what is more, the ablest man we have in our service,' added Lewis +Gordon heartily. The girl's face softened at his tone. If he would only +speak like that always, instead of simpering and scraping! + +'Well, father, what is it?' she asked when he had gone. The other +readers had drifted away, and the medical lady looked as if even the +last trump would not rouse her from the post-mortem she was perusing, +so to all intents and purposes they were alone. Colonel Tweedie gave +another little cough; it was an unusual occurrence in private matters, +and she repeated her question with quickened interest. + +'I want you, my dear, to go and speak to--to Mrs. Boynton. I've--I've +asked her to come into camp with us this time.' + +'Why?' + +Pages full of words would fail to give a better idea of Rose Tweedie's +mental outlook than this simple interrogation. Briefly, she must have a +reason, good, bad, or indifferent, for everything. Her father, being +her father and knowing this, had several ready. + +'Dacre's wife isn't strong enough to face the sand, and you must have a +chaperon--I mean another lady--you never need a chaperon of course, my +dear--but if anything happened--besides, we shall be very busy, and it +will be lonely--I thought it better than leaving you at home--it isn't +as if she were quite an outsider--she is Gordon's cousin, and he is my +personal----' + +'The widow of a cousin, you mean,' she interrupted with emphasis. 'A +cousin he scarcely knew; and he never even saw _her_ till he returned +from furlough last year.' + +'Didn't he, my dear?' said the Colonel feebly. 'Still, they are +relations. Call each other by their Christian names, and----' + +This time a laugh interrupted him; rather a hard laugh for a girl. + +'What a number of cousins the Rajpore ladies must have!' she began. + +'Not Mrs. Boynton, Rose; not Mrs. Boynton,' protested the Colonel with +spirit. + +'No, I admit it. She is perfectly lady-like. I don't really dislike her +a bit.' + +'Dislike! my dear Rose! who could dislike so--so----' + +'I admit it again, father. She is charming. I catch myself watching +her, just as if I were in love with her like all the nice men are.' + +'Really, my dear Rose----' + +'Well, dear, why not? She is perfectly sweet. Then she has such tact. +Do you know she never allows an ungentlemanly man to fall in love with +her? I often wonder how she manages it. It's awfully clever of her.' +Rose, standing by the fire, shifted a log with her foot and the sparks +flew upwards. 'Of course I would rather have had a girl; but I suppose +it wouldn't have done. There! don't worry, dear! Go off to your whist. +I'll settle it all.' + +'My dear girl----' + +She told him calmly that there was no need for gratitude, and Colonel +James Tweedie, R.E., head of a great Department, slunk away abashed to +the card-room. Rose was very fond of her father, though she understood +him perfectly--after the manner of modern children; accepting him +reasonably, with all his weaknesses, as the parent Providence had +assigned to her. And why, if she would have him, should he not marry +Mrs. Boynton? The mother, who had died when Rose was born, had been +well remembered; the Colonel was still middle-aged, and when his +daughter married might have long years of solitude before him. Would it +be fair for her to object? It was another of Rose Tweedie's +characteristics that this question came uppermost in her dealings with +both friends and foes. No! it would not be fair; there was no reason +against it. None. + +So she walked off calmly to the big hall, waiting to see Gwen Boynton's +graceful figure--paired with some worthy partner, of course--come +swaying out into the ring of light. But she was disappointed; for the +very simple reason that the lady she sought was sitting with Lewis +Gordon in the most comfortable corner in the whole building. + +'Miss Tweedie!' said an eager voice behind her, as she stood +instinctively marking the rhythm of the dance with one foot. 'Have you +seen Mrs. Boynton? I can't find her anywhere.' + +She turned gladly. It was Dan Fitzgerald, representing, as he always +did, humanity at its handsomest. 'So you're back! No, Mr. Fitzgerald. +She is not dancing, anyhow; but as those are the last bars, that is +cold comfort. What a pity! when you came down to the hall on purpose.' + +He flushed up like a girl; and she pointed to the gardenia in his +button-hole. + +'You don't go in for decoration except on state occasions,' she +continued, 'and then you weren't at tennis. I always keep a look-out +for you there; that back-handed return of yours from the line beats me. +I've been trying it with the _chuprassie_ bowling at me, but it didn't +come off somehow. You must teach me when we are in camp.' + +'Of course I will,' replied Dan cheerfully. Lewis Gordon would have +simpered and said, 'Delighted, I'm sure.' The remembrance vexed Rose by +its very appearance; as if it mattered what Gwen Boynton's cousin said +or did. And the vexation accounted for the phrasing of her next words. + +'Mr. Keene sent me a message, didn't he? No! How stupid of him! It was +about his _Nature_. I was to have it, and he was to let me know what he +wanted me to do with it.' + +Dan's face, which had showed perplexity, cleared. 'Ah, it's the +magazine you're meaning. Sure you puzzled me entirely, for it is not +nature you want, Miss Tweedie, though, 'tis true, one can't have too +much of a good thing.' + +It was a distinct compliment, or meant to be one, but Rose listened to +it gaily, and five minutes after, despite her shoes, was whirling in +and out of the shadows, full of the keen enjoyment which dancing brings +to some people. + +Lewis Gordon, lounging lazily in his dark corner, noticed her with a +certain irritated surprise. It was a more inconsequent, therefore a +more womanly action than he expected in a girl who annoyed him by +refusing to take either of the two places he assigned to women folk in +his Kosmos. There were those of whom wives and mothers could be made +discreetly, safely; and those who would be utterly spoilt by the +commonplace process. He turned to his cousin feeling no such difficulty +in regard to her classification. Yet in the dim light nothing could be +seen save the outline of a small head, a huge fur boa, and long curves +ending in a bronzed slipper catching the light beyond the shadow in +which they sat. + +'Shall we not dance?' he asked. 'It is the best waltz of the three. +Then I could bring you some coffee and we could rest--on our laurels.' + +'No, thanks. I was engaged to Mr. Fitzgerald for the last, and I must +give him time to cool down.' The voice was sweet, refined, careless. + +'I believe you are afraid of Fitzgerald.' + +There was a touch of hauteur in the sweetness now. + +'It is the second time this evening you have hinted at that, Lewis. I +suppose--being a sort of relation--you know something of that boy and +girl entanglement before I married your cousin. Is it so?' + +Her unexpected and unusual frankness took him aback into faint excuse. + +'There is nothing to apologise about, I assure you,' she went on, +regaining her carelessness. 'You may as well know the facts. I was +engaged to Mr. Fitzgerald. We were both babies, and my people +disapproved. Then your cousin proposed, and good sense came to us; for +we were not suited to each other. _Du reste_, Mr. Fitzgerald and I are +still friends, and he is the best dancer in Rajpore.' + +There was a pause, before he said quietly, 'Why not be quite frank, +Gwen, and say he is in love with you still? Surely that is palpable.' + +'Perhaps. But I prefer to leave such questions alone, even with my +cousin. Especially since that cousin has done me the honour of telling +me many times that he is devoted to me himself.' + +He smiled at her deft evasion. + +'What is the use of any one being devoted to you, Gwen, if you are +going to marry Colonel Tweedie?' he replied half jestingly. + +'I did not know I was going to marry him; but I am certainly going to +look after Miss Rose Tweedie in camp--if she will have me. Do you think +I shall want a new riding-habit, Mr. Gordon?' + +'I really cannot help you on that question, Mrs. Boynton.' + +She leant towards him, so that he could see the laugh pass from her +pretty eyes. 'Don't be foolish, Lewis. You have been too good and kind +to me for that. You, who know my affairs as well as I know them myself, +must see that I have scarcely any choice between marrying again, and +going home to live with my mother-in-law, or starving in some horrid +poky lodging. How I should hate either! I can't live without money, +Lewis. I don't spend much--but it goes somehow. Then my pension as a +civilian's widow is but genteel poverty. Clothes are so expensive to +begin with; yet even your best friends don't care for you unless you +are well dressed.' + +The real regret in her tone made him quote a trite saying about beauty +unadorned. + +'Rubbish!' she interrupted, sinking into her cushions again. 'Beauty is +like the blue teapot; you must live up to it. I must marry some one who +can afford a well-dressed wife. I must indeed, in common honesty to my +future creditors. Personally I should prefer it to the mother-in-law. +Besides, if I went home I should never see you again, Lewis. I should +not like that--would you?' + +If the words in themselves were a direct challenge, they came from the +shadow where she sat, so daintily, so airily, that half a dozen replies +were possible without trenching on sober affirmation or denial. Yet her +hearer hesitated. There must always be a time when a man settles +whether or no he shall ask a certain woman to be his wife, and this was +not the first time the idea of marrying his cousin had occurred to +Lewis Gordon. He was not the head of a Department, but he was in a fair +way to become one in the future. He had money of his own, and she liked +him in a way. As for her? she was perfection as a companion. As a +wife?---- + +'My dear Gwen! I should hate it,' he said fervently, being certain of +so much. But when he had said the words, they sounded too little, or +too much, so he took refuge in jest again. '_Faute de mieux_ I should +prefer the family party; that is to say, if you could induce your +future stepdaughter, Miss Rose, to bear with my presence.' + +The light on the bronze slipper shifted, showing an impatient movement +of the pretty foot. + +'Impossible, I should say,' came the voice, airy as ever; 'but as you +seem to be imitating the barber's fifth brother to-night, why not +settle that she should marry? Girls do, sometimes, especially in +India.' + +As she spoke a couple swooped out into the almost empty circle of +polished floor. The waltz, nearing its end, gave them a swinging +measure, and those two were dancers indeed. One could not choose but +look, until, as the last chord crashed, they stopped as if petrified, +to smile at each other, before hurrying away. Lewis Gordon watched +them, his hands on his knees, a cynical smile on his face. + +'By all means!' he said languidly. 'Suppose we say Dan Fitzgerald, and +so get rid of our two _bêtes-noir_ at once.' + +Mrs. Boynton started from her cushions and gathered her boa together. + +'What nonsense we are talking! Stupid nonsense into the bargain--which +is intolerable. I am ashamed of myself. Come! let us have some coffee +and forget our folly.' + +Her companion rose to accompany her with a shrug of his shoulders. I +beg your pardon, even though I fail to see the enormity of my offence. +Fitzgerald, if he were once settled----' + +She interrupted him with a gay laugh. 'So you aspire to the barber's +office in other ways; would like to _ranger_ your friends. When I am +duly installed as chaperon I must consult you on matrimonial questions; +but not till then, if you please, Lewis. Ah! there is Mrs. Dacre, I +haven't seen her for an age; not since I went to Meerut.' + +He took his dismissal placidly, as men do in a society where they +cannot claim the undivided attention of at least one woman. Besides, +Gwen Boynton's chief charm lay in the impossibility of forgetting +that--provided she did not wish to do something else--she would be +quite as gracious to the person who cut into your place as she had been +to you. Furthermore that he was sure to hold as good a hand, and know +the game as well as you did; for Mrs. Boynton, as Rose Tweedie had +remarked, admitted no inferior players to her table. Seen now in the +full light of the coffee-room she showed slight and graceful in the +soft grey draperies which she wore as half mourning for the late Mr. +Boynton--a perfectly unexceptional man who, on the verge of retirement, +had lost all the savings of a long bachelorhood in one unfortunate +venture, and had died of the disappointment. Beyond a perfectly lovely +mouth and the faultless curves of chin and throat, there was nothing +remarkable in her face; nothing at least to account for her remarkable +charm. That, however, was indubitable; even Lewis Gordon, sipping his +coffee outside the circle which gathered round her quickly, kept his +eyes upon her. So he noticed hers turn more than once to Dan +Fitzgerald, who stood at the table waiting to replace Rose Tweedie's +tumbler of lemonade. 'She is afraid of him,' he thought. 'I wonder why? +Perhaps she hasn't got over her fancy either; that is the only thing I +can think of likely to create a difficulty.' Then he went off to +button-hole another Secretary about business, and forgot even Gwen +Boynton. + +Yet, if half an hour afterwards he had by chance wandered into that +portion of the gardens devoted to zoology he would have seen something +to confirm his suggestion. For the two figures leaning over the iron +rail surrounding the ornamental water were those of Mrs. Boynton and +Dan Fitzgerald. The moon shone on the water; the clumps of bamboo and +plantains on the central island showed softly dark; masses of feathery +tamarisk trees and the sweeping curves of a sandhill or two beyond the +garden shut out the world. Otherwise it was not a suitable spot for +sentimental interviews, by reason of the ducks and geese, whose sleepy +gabblings and quackings were apt to come in unsympathetic chorus to +lovers' talk, while the adjutants, standing in pairs side by side, +their heads under their wings, were over-suggestive of Darby and Joan. +The conversation between these two, however, was sufficiently sensible +to stand the test of their surroundings. + +'It is really absurd,' she said in (for her) quite a querulous voice. +'I accept a pleasant invitation to make myself useful to the Tweedies, +who have always been most kind to me,--and my cousin. And why every one +should jump to the conclusion that I am going to marry a man who is +almost old enough to be my father I cannot imagine. Really the world is +too idiotic.' + +'You don't lump me in as the world, do you, Gwen?' he answered in a +lower tone. 'Surely you make a difference--surely there's some excuse +for me, dear? I haven't seen you for six weeks, Gwen; you've been away, +remember. And I hurried so for that promised dance, which you forgot. +Yes; we'll say you forgot it. Then every one is talking of your going +into camp with the Tweedies, wondering at your giving up the pleasures, +the society, hinting at some reason----' + +'If you can't trust me, Dan, that is an end of everything,' she +interrupted sharply. 'No, don't!--please, don't! One never knows who +mayn't come this way. Do let us be reasonable, Dan. We are not boy and +girl now, to squabble and make it up again. You tell me always that I +love you--have always loved you--will never love any one else; and +perhaps you are right. Isn't that confidence enough for you?' She tried +her utmost to keep an even tone, but something made the unwilling smile +on her lips tremulous. + +'It is, dear, and it isn't,' he said, his face showing soft and kindly +in the moonlight. 'If I were only as sure of the rest of you as I am +that you love me! But it was so, Gwen, in the old days; yet you threw +me over. I knew it then, and it made me go to the devil--more or less. +For if I had had the pluck to say, "You sha'n't," you would have been +happier. I spoilt your life as well as my own by my cowardice. And I'm +as bad as ever now, Gwen,--afraid to make you poor. Why don't I speak +up, Gwen, instead of giving in to the worst part of you?--instead of +waiting for promotion and making you more extravagant by paying the +bills?' + +'You needn't have reminded me of that!' she cried hotly; 'I'm not +likely to forget it.' + +He stared at her for an instant in sheer downright incredulity. Then he +laid his hand on hers sharply, and with the touch something that was +neither dislike nor fear, yet which seemed to alarm her, came to her +face. + +'Don't say that, Gwen! you don't--you can't mean it. For you know it is +all yours--that I'd starve to give you a pleasure. Ah, Gwen! if you +would only marry me to-morrow you'd never regret it. Why shouldn't you, +dear? There's no fear; look how I've got on since you gave me the hope +two years ago when I came to you in your trouble. If I had only had the +pluck then to marry you straight away----' + +'But it was impossible,' she broke in quickly, as if to lure him from +the point. 'What would people have said? It was so soon.' + +'What do I care? But now there is no reason--no reason at all. I'll get +my promotion all right. Keene is there at Hodinuggur, so nothing can go +wrong again. Gwen, why shouldn't you marry me to-morrow?' + +'To-morrow!' she echoed faintly; yet for the life of her unable to +repress that tremulous smile. + +'Yes. Ah! my darling, you don't know what the uncertainty means to a +man like I am. You don't know--you don't understand. If I only had you +to myself, I would not fear anything. And you wouldn't, either, if I +had the chance of teaching you what it means to a woman to have some +one between her and the world--some one to hold her fast--some one----' + +She shrank now from his increasing emotion. + +'Don't! oh, don't! you frighten me. And don't be hurt or angry, dear. +I've promised to marry you sometime--I have indeed. Oh, Dan, how +foolish you are!' + +She laid her delicately gloved hand on his arm, as he leant over the +railings, trying to hide the bitter pain her look had given him; but he +only shook his head. + +'You can't make me different from what I am,' she went on almost +pettishly; 'you can't, indeed.' + +'I could, if I had the chance. That is all I ask.' + +'And you will have it some day, Dan. Perhaps you are right, and I +should be happy. Only, what is the use of talking about it just now? We +have settled so many times that nothing can be done until your +promotion comes. That will be next year, won't it? if nothing goes +wrong at Hodinuggur. Oh, Dan, do cheer up. I have to go out to dinner, +and it is getting late; but I'll drop you at the Club, if you like. I +didn't mean to hurt your feelings; you know that; but you are so +impetuous. Dan, do come! the geese are making such a noise, I can +scarcely hear myself speak.' + +It was true. Something had disturbed the peace of the pond, for a +confused gabbling and quacking filled the air. Dan tried to fight +against it for a minute, then with an inward curse gave up the +struggle. As they walked back to the carriage Gwen felt grateful to the +birds. They had saved the Capitol, for a very little more of Dan's hurt +feelings might have made her promise anything. It was her way when +brought face to face with pain. To make up for what he had suffered she +was very gracious to him as they strolled along the winding walks set +with English flowers, and the barred cages where big yellow tiger's +eyes gleamed out of the shadows; gleamed quite harmlessly of course. +But when she returned that evening to the rooms in the hotel which she +occupied during the winter months her mood had changed; for Lewis +Gordon had been at the dinner. She went over to her writing-table, took +out a bundle of receipted bills and looked at it with a distaste seldom +displayed towards such a possession. How foolish, how wrong, how unfair +to poor Dan it had been to let him pay; and what a dreadful tie to her, +for of course if he did not get his promotion she could not possibly +marry him and then the obligation would be unbearable. Gwen, brooding +over the situation by the fire, felt aggrieved. She was one of those +women who, paradoxical as it may seem, gain the power of exciting +passion by their own absolute lack of comprehension as to its first +principles. To say she had no heart would have been an unkind calumny. +She was really very fond of Dan; more fond of him when he was absent +perhaps than when he was present, but she had not the remotest +conception of what his love meant to him. So as she sat thinking of him +in her seamless dress--Gwen's evening dresses always had a seamless +look, and the lace about her fair shoulders always seemed pinned on +with cunning little diamond brooches glittering and sparkling--she told +herself that it all depended on promotion, and that, in its turn, +depended largely on a boy whom she had never seen, who had gone to live +in the desert with the sole purpose of forcing her to keep her promise. +A queer tie indeed between that branded bungalow set in the sand, and +her refined little sitting-room. + +And at that moment George, pondering over a cigar in the verandah +before turning in, was meditating, not upon the mysterious mound of +Hodinuggur, with the light in the Diwân's tower challenging the feeble +flicker in the potter's house, but on something far more mysterious +than either--his dinner. That dinner of six courses, compounded out of +the desert fowl in various stages of existence, to which his factotum, +a man whose imaginative faculty outran his creative power, had given +such topsy-turvy yet familiar names. Wherefore? Why was it deemed +necessary to feed a sahib on salt-fish concocted out of chicken and +anchovy sauce, and then to give dignified support to the fraud by +handing round the conventional egg-sauce? George gave up the puzzle and +went to bed depressed by the consideration that if Hodinuggur was +strange and unkenned to him, he was quite as strange and unkenned to +it. + + + + + CHAPTER III + + +Chândni was standing in her cool recesses of shadow at the farther end +of the gateway which adjoined the little strip of bazaar leading past +the palace. A bazaar but a few yards long, yet retaining in that small +space a specimen of all the vices which in past times had made the +Moghuls of Hodinuggur infamous. A couple of young men with uncovered +heads were dicing on a string bed thrust under a patched, dyed awning +stretched from balcony to balcony. A group of half-a-dozen more were +quarrelling vilely over a quail fight beside the liquor-seller's booth, +gay in its coloured bottles. Two or three of various ages, heavy with +drugs, were sprawling and nodding in the gutters. Just across the +street a sutara-player was twanging away, and above him a girl, +powdered and painted, bent over the wooden balcony flinging snatches of +hideous song on the passers-by, and shrieking with coarse laughter at a +naked monstrosity who, as he begged, made capital of his misfortunes. +On this girl, with her grease-smirched hair and Brummagem jewelry, +Chândni, from her shadows, cast glances of scorn, which she transferred +after a time to Dalel Beg, who sat crouched up against a plinth smoking +a rank hookah and sipping a 'rajah's peg' of brandy and champagne. He +had discarded European dress entirely, and the few clothes he wore +smelt horribly of musk. + +Against the darkness of the arch behind her the woman's tall figure +showed like a white shadow. Not a scrap of colour anywhere save in her +stained lips and the pomegranate sprig she twirled idly in her hand. +Keeping time with it to the thrum of the sutara; keeping time also with +a clash of the silver anklets hidden by the long gauze draperies of her +Delhi dress. + +'Yea! Dalel!' she said mockingly, and the creamy column of her throat +vibrated visibly with her smooth round voice. ''Tis over true what the +little sahib said of thy coarse attempts. The pack of us are fools. The +sahib-logue's drink yonder steals what brains God gave thee; then Meean +Khush-hâl was never aught but a big belly, and the Diwân--Heaven keep +him for the best of the lot--sits too high. There remains but Chândni +the courtesan, and she----' + +'Hath failed,' broke in Dalel with a forced explosion of malicious +laughter. 'Lo! thou hast not had a civil tongue for others since he +flouted thee. Sure the plant must be trampled in the dust ere it +blossoms. Have patience, heart's delight.' + +He was too weary even in his malice to seek the amusement of watching +the rage grow to her face as she stood behind him. + +'Whose fault----' she began hotly; then with a louder clash of the +anklets ended in a laugh. 'Lo! 'tis past. And what care I? 'Tis naught +to me, but if the treasure-chest of Hodinuggur be empty, 'tis good-bye +to Chândni. She goes back to Delhi.' + +'Nay! nay!' whimpered Dalel with a maudlin shake of the head, as he +sought comfort in finishing the tumbler. 'We will succeed yet; but the +boy hath no youth in his veins. I know not how to take him as the +others. Yet have we done our best----' + +'Best,' echoed the woman scornfully. 'Stale old tricks. A gold piece +under his plate at dinner forsooth! That was soon over in a beating for +the servant who should have seen it put there. A dish of oranges +stuffed with rupees which the same servant, wise man, kept for himself. +A gun he would not take! a dinner he would not eat! a horse he would +not ride! Even a woman he would not look at. What care I? there be +others who will. Stale old tricks indeed! insipid as uncooled water on +a summer's day, or that thing yonder'--she pointed to the opposite +balcony--'compared to me. Think not I did not see thee ere I came out, +oh! Dalel. Not that I care. There be others, and Delhi is but a day's +journey.' + +'Mayhap the tricks are old,' he muttered in sullen discomfiture. 'Hast +new to advise?' + +She laughed. 'Not to thee; thou hast not the wit for it. And there is +naught new. The crazy potter is right when he saith the world is in the +dust. Sure every ploughman knows, that no matter what the surface be, +the sand lies under all. Thou hast but to dig deep enough.' + +She had moved forward to lean against the plinth. In the action her +thin draperies clung to the long curve of her limbs from hip to ankle. +Her right hand supported her head, which was thrown back against it, so +that the arm framed her face. It was the attitude of the Medea in +Pompeian frescoes; the face of a Medea also till the downward glance of +her eyes met an upward one from the sutara-player. Then with a flash +and a laugh the pomegranate blossom flew out into the sunlight and fell +at the young man's feet. Dalel clutched at her savagely amid a volley +of coarse English oaths. + +'Let me go, beloved!' she giggled. 'Did I not say the sand lay under +all? What! art jealous? jealous of Chândni the courtesan? Wouldst have +me Dalelâh since thou art Dalel? If that be so, I will put thee in good +temper again.' + +She snatched at an old banjo hanging on a nail, sank down amid her +draperies like a cobra on its coil, and began recklessly to sing +'Ta-ra-ra-boom-de-ay,' while Dalel waggled his head, but half +mollified. + +'Thou canst not dance it though,' he maundered sleepily. 'Not as 'twas +pictured in the English papers at the Jubilee Institute. Thou art no +good at all. I will change thee for a half-caste girl. Yet if there be +no money in the treasury? Lo! Fate is hard, and I have done my best.' + +And still the song of civilisation went on, full of incongruous +barbaric intervals. The girl in the balcony retreated in a huff before +an accomplishment unknown to her: the quail-fighters laughed at the +noise. Only George Keene, wandering about one of the inner courts of +the palace, seeking a good spot whence to sketch a certain blue-tiled +mosque, found himself unconsciously whistling a refrain, and paused to +listen in sickening suspense. Yes, it was! Fitzgerald was right when he +said the country was being ruined by culture! What an inconceivable, +unthinkable contrast to that great ruined courtyard, its blue tiles +decorated in endless writing with the Attributes of God. At least how +inconceivable it would have been six weeks ago, when he had first seen +the mosque with Dan as his companion. For George Keene was becoming +accustomed to being, as it were, depolarised. It would have made him +very angry had any one told him that Hodinuggur had already altered his +outlook on life, though it could scarcely have failed to do so. To +begin with Dalel Beg's occidental follies, grafted on to a sound stock +of ancestral vices, made him, as he leered over a billiard cue and +tried to induce George to bet, quite a startling study. Not so +disturbing, however, as the sober, gentle, inoffensive villagers with +the confession, 'It is God's will,' on their patient lips. Content to +toil and die, smiling over the fact. Surely, something ailed the +terminology of religion if these were Heathen, and certain Western folk +in his father's suburban parish were Christians? Then there was the mad +potter in whose walled yard George listened to the oddest old-world +tales, and the Diwân with whom the lad played chess. To tell truth, he +never climbed up for that purpose to the tower without a breathlessness +not altogether to be accounted for by the steepness of the stairs. Face +to face with the old man, sitting still as a statue before the pieces, +George felt himself face to face with something he could not set aside +with a sneer. Yet he might have been playing with an automaton for all +the interest Zubr-ul-Zamân displayed, while he, on his part, was +agonising in anxiety. But once his hand had left the piece, the old +man's would rise from his knee, hover over the board for a second, then +swoop down unerringly with the murmur, 'My play is played.' And the +move generally disposed of all George's deep-laid plans, for the Diwân +was a passed master in chess. Yet the lad returned again and again for +a beating, being dogged in his turn. He was, in fact, on his way from +one when Chândni and the banjo started his thoughts along a familiar +channel. Certainly they were an odd people, and somehow it was +difficult to write home letters which should at once reflect the truth +and give satisfaction to the British public. + +Meanwhile Chândni, desisting with Dalel's first reliable snore, threw +the banjo aside and reviewed the position. There was no mist of reserve +between her and her profession. She had been born to it, as her +forebears had been. Her success in it was rather a matter for pride +than shame; her only anxiety being the future. Should she linger on as +she had been doing in hopes that out of sheer conservatism Dalel Beg +would attach her to him permanently by some of the many possible +marriages? Or should she risk the life of a go-between in her old age, +return to Delhi and amuse herself? The reappearance of the painted girl +in the balcony decided her; she would not give way to such creatures as +that until the emptiness of the Treasury was indubitable. Yet as she +sat rolling the little pellets of opium for her midday dose between +her soft palms she looked at her lover distastefully. He was no good, +and if the sluice-gates were to be open that year she must bestir +herself--she and the Diwân. So much was settled before she swallowed +the dream-giver and threw herself full length on the bare string bed +set deep in the shadows. Then the silence of noon fell on that sinful +slip of bazaar. Even the quails ceased to challenge from their hooded +cages, and the sutara-player with the pomegranate blossom stuck in +behind his ear had forgotten the giver in sleep. But out in the fields +the peasants were at work on their scanty crops, and George Keene as he +entered the red brick bungalow paused to listen to a cry which never +failed to impress him. The cry of praise to the giver with which the +villagers drew water from the wells which stood between them and +death. Truly in that wilderness of sand, water was the mother of all +things. What wonder if it became the motive power in life? What wonder +that, like the silver sword of the big canal, it cut the world into +halves--the people who wanted, and the people who did not want the +sluice-gates opened. With a laugh at his own fancy he went in to +lunch, wondering this time what form the desert fowl would take: it +certainly was the mother of all food! Hodinuggur might have its serious +aspects, but on the whole it was farcical as well as tragical, and +'Ta-ra-ra-boom-de-ay, counterbalanced that cry of thanksgiving. + +And that same evening, while he was reading the last number of the +_Nineteenth Century_ in the verandah, Chândni had an interview with the +old Diwân on his tower, which, had George been aware of it, would have +seemed to him farcical beyond belief, though it was deadly earnest to +the actors. She sat at the old man's feet so as to be within earshot of +a whisper, since walls, especially in an Indian palace, have ears. That +was why Diwân's chair was set out in the open under the star-gemmed +dome of the sky which paled to its circled setting of plain that, seen +from the height, seemed in its turn to curve, cup-like, to meet the +sky. The decent domino she had worn on her way was cast aside out of +sheer coquetry, so that her supple figure, unadorned save for the heavy +chaplets of jasmine flowers shrouding the filmy muslin, might stand +outlined above the low parapet among the stars. For Chândni was shrewd. +The ordinary jewels of her class might have aroused memories in the old +man, and she wished to impress him with her individuality. + +'Nay, daughter,' he said approvingly, 'I well believe failure was not +thy fault. As for thy plan--speak.' + +She drew her lips closer to his ear, and laid one hand on his knee, as +if to hold his attention. + +'Father! all men care for something. He cares not for what he has been +given. Let us try others. If they fail, well and good. Now there is one +thing such as he favour--God knows why?--but I have seen them myself in +the bazaar at Delhi--sahibs who have come over the black water to buy +ragged rugs and battered brass pots. Why? Because, forsooth, they are +old! The crazy potter would say it was because they remember them. I +know not. But this boy pokes about the old things--questions of the old +tales.' + +Zubr-ul-Zamân nodded approval. 'True, he favoured the Ayôdhya pot; but +he returned it.' + +Chândni's eyes sparkled, then fell. 'So! that is one thing to begin +with. Then he is of those who watch flowers grow and birds build their +nests; who paint colour an paper for the love of it. Again, when the +fowler fails in all else he baits the snare with pity, and sets a +decoy-bird a-fluttering within the net. This boy gives quinine to +the old wives, and fish-oil to the babes born with the Potter's +thumb-mark.' Her laughter crackled joylessly. + +'Words--words,' muttered the old man impatiently. What wouldest thou +do?' + +She drew closer, and the movement sent a wave of perfume from the +jasmine chaplets into the air. + +'Lend me Azîzan for a week, and thou shalt see.' + +Scent, so people say, is the most powerful stimulant to bygone +memories; perhaps that was the reason why her words brought such a +pulse of fierce life to the old face. 'Azîz! Nay! she is of the house.' + +'Why not say of the race, father?' retorted Chândni coolly. 'Nay! in +such talk as ours truth is best. Thinkest thou I am a fool when I +go to dance and sing in the women's quarter? Is it not sixteen years +since the potter's daughter disappeared on the night of the great +storm'--hath not this fifteen-year-old the potter's eyes--Heaven shield +us from them!' Her hand went out in the two-fingered gesture used to +avert the evil eye in West as well as East. + +Zubr-ul-Zamân scowled at her. + +'There be other girls and plenty; take them,' he began. 'Besides, she +is betrothed. I will not lose the dower.' + +'Wherefore shouldest lose it? I said a week, and Zainub, the duenna, +will see to safety. He will but paint her picture.' + +The Diwân spat piously. 'And what good will such accursed idol-making +do?' he asked more calmly. + +''Twill bring the quarry within reach; he lives too far away now. Give +me the girl, my lord, else will I know that the Diwân Zubr-ul-Zamân +Julâl-i-dowla Mustukkul-i-jung is afraid of the potter's eyes.' + +'As thou art, daughter of the bazaars,' he retorted fiercely. 'Shall I +set them on thee and thine?' + +Chândni essayed an uneasy laugh. 'I will do her no harm,' she muttered +sullenly. 'I will not even speak to her if thou wilt. Zainub shall do +all.' + +Half-an-hour afterwards Chândni, wrapped in her white domino, paused on +her way home at the door leading to the women's quarters and knocked. +After a while an old woman appeared at the latticed shutter. The +courtesan whispered a word or two, the door opened, and the two +disappeared down a dark passage. + +''Tis Chândni come to dance.' The whisper ran through the airless, +squalid rooms, causing a flutter among the caged inhabitants. Out of +their beds they came, yawning and stretching, to sit squatted in a +circle on the bare floor, and watch Chândni give a spirited imitation +of the way the mem-sahibs waltzed with the sahib-logue. It was not an +edifying spectacle, but it afforded infinite satisfaction to the +audience. An audience which has to take its world at second-hand, and +in the process has grown careless as to abstract truth. The young women +tittered, the old ones called Heaven to witness their horror, and then +they all sat without winking an eye while the courtesan sang the songs +of her profession. + +But little Azîzan's light eyes saw nothing at which to smile or to cry +in either performance. She was young for her years, and very sleepy; +besides, she was betrothed to an old man whom she had never seen, +because, as all the other girls took care to tell her, she really was +too ugly to be kept in the family. And that sort of thing takes the +zest from life. + +When the entertainment was over, Chândni sat and talked with Zainub, +the duenna, until dawn, with that careless disregard of bed-time, which +makes it quite impossible to foretell at what hour of the day or night +a native of India will be asleep or awake. + +But George Keene, over the way in the branded bungalow, was safely +tucked up in sheets and blankets, whence nothing short of an earthquake +would have roused him. + +An earthquake, or else a prescience of the hideous caricature Chândni +had been making of the _trois temps_ over in the palace. + + + + + CHAPTER IV + + +George Keene was trying to translate the cloth-of-gold sunlight into +cadmium yellow, with the result that the blue of the tiles in his +sketch grew green, and the opal on the pigeon's breasts as they sidled +along the cornice, was dimmed to dust colour. + +The courtyard with its blind arcades of Saracenic arches surrounding +the mosque, lay bare and empty, as it always did save at the hours of +prayer. He looked across it with a dissatisfied expression, noting the +intense colour of certain tiles which were mixed up with those more +modern ones bearing the Arabic letterings. The former reminded him of +the Ayôdhya pot, and set him a-wondering if he should ever have an +honest chance of procuring one like his first bribe. The old potter, +his authority in such matters, had told him they were still to be +found, more or less broken, in the digging of graves, or the sinking of +wells. Hitherto, however, he had failed to hear of one. Yet, the +possibility remained, since those tiles, which must be centuries older +than the _café chantant_ sort of proscenium on which they were inlaid, +had survived. The latter he saw clearly, now he came to draw it, had +been added on to an older building behind; probably a Hindu temple. So, +when all was said and done, that figure of a grave and reverend +Mohammedan moulvie, which he had intended to put in the foreground, +might not have so much right to be there as a priest of Baal. It was a +confusing country! + +When he looked up again from his work, he gave a start; for a totally +unexpected model was squatting on the flags of his foreground. A mere +slip of a village girl; and yet was she of the village? More likely a +stranger--perhaps one of the southern tribes of whom the potter told +tales--since her dress was odd. + +It consisted of a reddish purple drapery, more tike wool than cotton in +texture, with a stitched border in browns and creams such as the desert +folk embroider on their camel trappings. It was an admirable piece of +colouring against that blue background, and he began upon it at once, +reckless of the averted face; for he was accustomed to be thus watched +furtively from afar, and knew that the least notice would end in +instant flight, as of a wild animal. Besides, the faces were apt to be +disappointing. This one, however, was not, and his first glimpse of it +gave him quite a shock. Without being beautiful, it was most peculiar; +a golden brown face, with a long straight nose, and a wide, curved +mouth; golden brown hair under the reddish purple of the veil; golden +brown eyes, and a golden brown arm circled with big bronze bracelets +stretched out so that the hand rested on----! + +He gave an irrepressible exclamation and half rose from his seat. Down +fell his box and brushes, and over went the dirty water streaming +across his hard-won sunshine. He mopped at it hastily with his +handkerchief--as hastily as he dared; but when he looked up the girl +had gone. He sat down and eyed the spot where she had been +suspiciously; not because of her disappearance--there had been time for +that--but because he was doubtful of his own eyes in thinking that her +hand had rested on an Ayôdhya pot. If so, what a rare chance he had +lost; if not, he must be going to have fever, and had better go home +and take some quinine. Go home, however, _viâ_ the potter's house, and +ask that inveterate gossip if he knew anything of an odd-looking child +with light eyes--here George gave a low whistle, paused in his packing +up of paint-boxes, and looked round again to where the girl had +squatted, feeling that it was foolish of him not to have noticed the +resemblance before. Doubtless the girl was a relation of some sort, +though the old man had always strenuously asserted that he had none +living. Perhaps he had meant no male ones; yet, strangely enough, Fuzl +Elâhi did not seem to share that contempt for girls which all the other +natives of George Keene's acquaintance professed. He often talked about +his dead daughter, and whenever he talked he became excited and +restless; indeed, the fear of thus arousing him made George somewhat +reticent in his description of the girl he had seen, which he confined +as far as possible to the dress. + +'She is not of Hodinuggur, Huzoor,' declared the old man confidently. +'They who wear wool live far to the south. They never leave the +hearthstone where their fathers lie buried. 'Tis the old way, Huzoor, +and we of this place did it also long ago.' Suddenly his eyes lit up, +he let the wheel slacken and clasped his hands closely over the dome of +clay in its centre. It shot up under the pressure like a fountain. +'Perhaps the Huzoor hath seen one of the old folk; they come and go, +they go and come. I see them often; my fathers and their fathers, but +never my daughter. She will not come, she will not come.' As his voice +died away the cadence of the wheel recommenced, only to stop with a +jar. 'Huzoor! Have _you_ seen her? A slip of a girl with a fawn face +tinted like a young gazelle's? Not black like these people--but sun +colour and brown--all sun colour and brown with little curls on her +forehead----' + +For the life of him George could not help acknowledging the thrill that +ran through him. The man was mad, of course, hopelessly mad; yet if he +had seen the girl he could scarcely have given a better description. +Perhaps he had seen her, knew all about her, and only pretended +ignorance, to serve his own ends; that overweening desire, for +instance, to pose as one apart from commonplace humanity, at which +George alternately laughed and frowned. + +'Your daughter is dead, potter-ji, how can I have seen her?' he said +rather brutally; yet what else was there to say with that glaring +daylight shining down remorselessly on the squalid reality of the +scene? It was an ordinary potter's yard, no more, no less; the kneaded +clay on one side of the wheel, the unbaked pots lying on the other. In +the outer yard a couple of children were playing in the dust, while +their mother sought a satisfactory ring in one of the pile of +ready-baked water-pots before bringing it with her to haggle and +bargain over the price. Overhead a kite or two wheeled in circles, and +down the slope, of course, lay the palace and its inhabitants; who were +very ordinary examples of impoverished native nobility in its worst +aspect. So George Keene meant to be brutal, his common-sense demanded +it of him. But that evening, as he sat smoking as usual in the +verandah, he saw a light flickering about the ruins, and told himself +that, despite his reticence, the potter was in one of his restless +moods, when he would seek for his daughter all night long, returning at +dawn with a handful of dust, which he would knead to clay and mould +upon his wheel into odd little nine-pins. Sometimes he would bury these +in pairs upon the mound--George had seen him doing it--more often he +would give them to the village children as toys. George had seen them, +too, with sticks for arms and bits of charcoal for eyes, doing duty as +dolls. He had laughed at the oddity of it all; but now in the soft +darkness the thought sent that thrill through his veins once more. This +would never do! He had been too long mooning about Hodinuggur sketching +and playing chess. It was time to ride down the canal, bully the +workman at the brick-kilns, and have a day or two at the bustard in the +desert; so then and there he called to the factotum and gave his orders +for breakfast to be ready twenty miles off the next morning. That would +settle his nerves. + +When he returned, after four days, absence, he set to work rationally +to finish his sketch. The cloth-of-gold sunshine was brilliant as ever, +the blue tiles glowed, the prismatic pigeons sidled along the cornices. +He told himself that Hodinuggur was not such a bad place if you refused +to allow imagination---- + +'The Huzoor gives medicine to the poor,' came a voice behind him. +'Mother is ill; I want quinine.' + +It was the girl with the Ayôdhya pot in her hand. George Keene laughed +out loud in the satisfaction of his heart at his own wisdom. + +'What is the matter with your mother?' he asked judiciously. + +'She is sick, I am to get quinine,' repeated the girl. 'I came once +before, but the Huzoor jumped up; so I became frightened and ran away. +Since then I have come often, but the Huzoor was not here.' + +George felt vaguely that he too had run away before something +ridiculously commonplace and simple, and in the effort to bolster up +his dignity, his tone became pompous and condescending. + +'You are not frightened now, I hope?' + +The queerest demure look came to her downcast eyes. + +'Wherefore should I be afraid? The Huzoor is my father and mother.' + +George had heard the saying a hundred times. Even now, incongruous as +it was, it pleased him by its flattering recognition of the fact that +his benevolence and superiority were undeniable. + +'But, unfortunately, I don't carry quinine with me,' he began. + +'If the Huzoor were to bring it to-morrow when he comes to put paints +on paper, his slave could return and fetch it,' she interrupted +readily. He looked at her more sharply, wondering what her age might +be. 'Shall I come, Huzoor?' she continued, with a certain anxiety in +her grave face. + +'What else?' he answered quickly. It would suit him admirably, since he +could come armed with rupees wherewith to bribe the Ayôdhya pot from +her, and with canvas and oil-colour more suitable to the portrait +which, as he looked at her golden brown face and reddish purple +draperies, he resolved to have. He would paint her against the dark +mound of the ruins rising formless and void upon a sunset sky, and he +would call it---- + +'You had better tell me your name,' he said suddenly, 'then I shall +know to whom I have to send the quinine in case you can't come.' + +Her white teeth flashed between the long curves of her mouth. + +'I am Azîzan, Huzoor. I am quite sure to come, and I will bring the pot +for the medicine.' + +It was almost as if she had divined his intention, he thought, as he +watched her pass out through the gateway behind him. It was a queer +chance altogether, all the greater because the name Azîzan was +familiarly commonplace. Briefly, it happened to be that of his +factotum's wife. He had, of course, never seen that estimable female, +but he had often heard her addressed in tones of objurgation when delay +occurred between the courses, thus--'_Azîzan! egg sarse. Azîzan! salt +fish is not without egg sarse_.' From which George inferred that she +was responsible for the kitchen-maid's portion of the Barmecidal feast. +The remembrance made him smile as he packed up his colours, resolving +to do no more till he could begin in earnest on that most interesting +study. He would have thought it still more interesting if he could have +seen it slipping into the white domino which old Zainub, the duenna, +held ready at the gate, where she had been warding off possible +intrusion by the bare truth, that one of her palace ladies was within. +For the custom of seclusion renders intrigue absolutely safe, since +none dare put the identity of a white-robed figure to the test, or pry +into the privacy of a place claimed by a veiled woman. + +'Now mind,' scolded Zainub, as they shuffled back to the women's +apartments, 'if thou sayest a word of this to the girls thou goest not +again; but the old bridegroom comes instead.' + +'I will go again,' said the girl gravely, 'I liked it. But the sun made +my eyes ache without the veil. Yes! I will go again, amma-jân' +(nursie). + +To tell the truth, she had small choice. We have all heard of an empire +whereon the sun never sets, and where slavery does not exist. Even +those who shake their heads over the former statement, applaud the +latter. But slavery, unfortunately, is as elusive as liberty, and when +not a soul, save those interested in making you obey, is even aware of +your existence, individual freedom is apt to be a fraud. This was +Azîzan's case. Born of an unknown wrong, she might have died of one +also, and none been the wiser. The zenana walls which shut her in, shut +out the penal code of the alien. If she had chosen to be prudish, the +alternative would have been put before her brutally; but she did not +choose; for naturally enough, as she said, she liked the masquerade, +even if the sun did make her head ache. So she sat all that afternoon +under the lattice-window, whence, if you stood on tiptoe, you could see +the flags in front of the mosque, and thought of the morrow; naturally, +also, since it was a great event to one who had never before set foot +beyond the walls of the women's quarter. + +Yet George had to wait a long time the next day ere she appeared and +squatted down before him confidently. 'It was the black man who came +with the Huzoor's things,' she explained quite openly. 'Mother would +not let me come while he was here. The Huzoors are quite different; +they are our fathers and mothers.' + +The repetition of the phrase amused George, and tickled his sense of +superiority. It scarcely needed stimulus, for, like most of his race, +he was inclined to consider the natives as automata, until personal +experience in each case made him admit reluctantly that they were not. +So he wondered vain-gloriously what certain politicians at home would +say to this candid distrust of the black man, produced the quinine, and +then offered Azîzan five whole rupees if she would let him draw a +picture of her, as he had of the mosque. + +'Is that the mosque?' she asked dubiously. + +George's reply was full of condescension, which it would not have been +had he looked on Azîzan in the light of a girl capable, as girls always +are, of mischief; for the sketch was accurate to a degree. It ended in +an offer of ten rupees for a finished picture of that odd, attractive, +yellow-brown face. It was now resting its pointed chin on the tucked-up +knees, round which the thin brown arms were clasped; and the smile +which lengthened the already long curves of the mouth George set down +to sheer greedy delight at an over large bribe, which, to tell truth, +he regretted. Half would have been sufficient. + +'Then the Huzoor must really think me pretty.' + +The words might have been bombs, the sigh of satisfaction accompanying +them a thunderclap, from the start they gave to his superiority. So she +was nothing more nor less than a girl; rather a pretty girl, too, when +she smiled, though not so picturesque as when she was grave. + +'I think you will make a pretty picture,' he replied with dignity. +'Come! ten rupees is a lot, you know.' + +'I'll sit if the Huzoor thinks me pretty,' persisted Azîzan, now quite +grave. And her gravity, as she sat with the reddish purple drapery +veiling all save the straight column of her throat and the thin brown +hands clasping the Ayôdhya pot, appealed so strongly to George Keene's +artistic sense, that he would have perjured himself to say she was +beautiful as a houri twenty times over if thereby he could have made +her sit to him. + +She proved an excellent model; perhaps because she had done little else +all her life but sit still, with that grave tired look on her face. So +still, so lifeless, that he felt aggrieved when, without a word of +warning, she rose and salaamed. + +'I must go home now, Huzoor,' she said in answer to his impatient +assertion that he had but just begun. 'I will come to-morrow if the +Huzoor wishes it.' + +'Of course you must come,' he replied angrily, 'if you are to get the +ten rupees. Why can't you stay now?' + +Azîzan might have said with truth that a hand from the gateway behind +the sketcher's back had beckoned to her, but she only smiled +mysteriously. + +George, left behind in the sunny courtyard, looked at the charcoal +smudges on his canvas with mixed feelings. He had the pose; but should +he ever succeed in painting the picture which rose before his mind's +eye? To most amateurs of real talent, such as he was, there comes some +special time when the conviction that here is an opportunity, here an +occasion for the best possible work, brings all latent power into +action, and makes the effort absorbing. Something of this feeling had +already taken possession of George; he began to project a finished +picture, and various methods of inducing his sitter to give him more +time. Perhaps she had found it dull. Native women, he believed, +chattered all day long. So when she came next morning, he asked her if +she liked stories, and when she nodded, he began straightway on his +recollections of Hans Andersen; choosing out all the melancholy and +aggressively sentimental subjects, so as to prevent her from smiling. +He succeeded very well so far; Azîzan sat gravely in the sunshine +listening, but every day she rose to go with just the same sudden +alacrity. Then he told her the tale of Cinderella, and the necessity +for her leaving the prince's ball before twelve o'clock; but even this +did not make Azîzan laugh. On the contrary, she looked rather +frightened, and asked what the prince said when he found out. + +'He told her that he thought her the most beautiful girl in the world, +so they lived happy ever after,' replied George carelessly. + +It was two nights after this incident that old Zainub the duenna paid a +visit to Chândni in her shadowy recesses. + +'What is to come of this foolishness?' she asked crossly. ''Twas a week +at first; now 'tis ten days. She used to give no trouble, and now she +sits by the lattice in a fever for the next day. That is the plague of +girls; give them but a glimpse outside and they fret to death. So I +warned Meean Khush-hâl sixteen years agone, when the mother took refuge +with us during her father's absence on the night of the storm; but he +listened not when he had the excuse of the wall. Yea, that is the +truth, O Chândni! 'tis well thou shouldst know the whole, since thou +hast guessed half. Mayhap thou wilt think twice when thou hast heard. +Ai! my daughter! I seem to hear her now; I would not pass such another +year with this one for all the money thou couldst give. Nor is it safe +for me, or for thee, Chândni, with those eyes in the child's head. Let +be--'tis no good. Would I had never consented to begin the work! I will +do no more.' + +'True!' yawned Chândni, lounging on her bed. 'Thou art getting old for +the place--it needs a younger woman. I will tell the Diwân so.' + +Zainub whimpered. 'If aught were to come of it, 'twould be different; +but thou thyself hast but the hope of beguiling him to some unknown +snare within the walls.' + +'An unknown snare is the deadliest,' laughed the other shrilly. 'What +care I for the girl? 'Tis something to have him meet a screened inmate +of the palace day after day; many things may come of that. If Azîzan +pines, tell her the wedding is delayed; tell her anything----' + +'Tell her!' broke in the old duenna between the whiffs of the hookah +whence she sought to draw comfort. 'Sobhân ullah! There is too much +telling as it is. _He_ tells her--God knows what!--not sensible +reasonable things, like the tales of a parrot, about real men and +women; but upside-down rigmaroles about beggar-maidens and kings and +sighs without kisses. Lo! she hath them pat! But now, because I bid her +hold her tongue from teasing me with them when I wished to sleep, she +flung out her hands so, quite free like, saying if she might not speak +them she would think them, since they were true words. He had told her, +and the sahib-logue ever spake the truth.' + +Chândni burst into high pitched laughter. 'So! the little Moghulâni +learns fast! 'Tis not strange, seeing the blood which runs in her +veins. The cross breed hath but given it strength. Lo! if this be as +thou sayest, she would not thank thee for stopping her ears with the +cotton of decency. Thus, for the eyes' sake, Zainub, thou hadst best +let well alone, and give the girl the rein--while thou canst.' + +In good sooth the old dame felt the truth of Chândni's words, and +knew herself to be between two stools. Either by interference, or +non-interference, she ran the risk of Azîzan's anger; more, perhaps, by +the latter than the former. So the girl in her odd dress continued to +steal out in the fresh mornings--for March had come with its hot +glaring noons--to sit between George and the mosque, and to steal back +again, obedient to that beckoning hand from the gate; Zainub's +authority remaining sufficient for that, backed as it was by an +ill-defined fear on the girl's part, lest the fate of Cinderella should +befall her before the proper time. There was little conversation +between the odd couple; chiefly because Azîzan had none, and seemed to +know nothing of her neighbours and the village. Her mother? Oh yes! she +was better for the quinine. She was a purdah woman, more or less, and +lived yonder--this with a wave of the hand palacewards. Yes! she had +heard there was a potter, but she had never seen him. Oh, no! they were +not related. Her dress? It was very old because they were very poor. +Her mother had had it by her; it was very ugly. She would rather have +'Manchester'; but they--that is to say, her mother--would not give it +her. The Ayôdhya pot? That was old also. She had asked her mother, and +she was willing to sell it. When the Huzoor had finished the picture +her mother would come, if she were well enough, and settle the price. +If not, the Huzoor might go 'yonder' and speak to her mother. The +Huzoors were their fathers and mothers. It was not like a black man. +This much, no more, George gleaned during the morning hours which +passed so swiftly for them both. He in a novel absorption and pride in +the success of his own work. She? It is hard to say. She sat listening, +while the pigeons sidled and coo'd, the blue tiles glowed, and the +blind arcades shut out all the world save George and his stories. They +were of the simplest, most uncompromising nature; partly because his +sense of superiority made him stoop, perhaps unnecessarily, to Azîzan's +level; partly because his knowledge of the language, though long past +the stuttering stage, did not extend to niceties of emotion. But loving +was loving, hating was hating, when all was said and done. Sometimes +the crudity of his own words made the lad smile, as, by the aid of his +own complexity, he recognised how entirely they dealt in first +principles; and then Azîzan would smile too, not from comprehension, +but from first principles also. The woman's smile born of the man's. + +It was different, however, when he laid down his brush with an elated +laugh. 'There! that's done! and you have sat like--like anything. +Earned your ten rupees and--Azîzan! my dear little girl--what is the +matter?' + +First principles with a vengeance, and the sunlight turning tears to +diamonds as they rolled down those sun-coloured cheeks! He rose, +divided between pity and impatience, and stood looking at her almost +incredulously. 'Come, don't cry--there's nothing to cry about. Look! +how pretty you are in the picture; but it wouldn't have been half so +pretty if you hadn't sat so still. I owe you more than the ten rupees, +Azîzan, and that's a fact. What shall it be--money or jewels? What +would you like best?' + +She did not answer, and with the same careless superiority he stooped +and turned her downcast face to his; he was used to turning it this way +or that at his pleasure. But this somehow was different; so was the +sun-colour and brown he saw. Sun-colour indeed! He was only +one-and-twenty, and the brightness and the glamour which seemed to fall +in a moment on everything, as he saw the heart-whole surrender of her +eyes, dazed him utterly; only one-and-twenty, and he had never before +seen such a look as this that came to him from the sun-coloured face; +but it was brown also! Truth is truth. It was not a sense of duty, it +was a sense of colour which prevented him from kissing it then and +there. So much may be said for him and his morality, that the +difference between a brown and a white skin was the outward sign of the +vast inward gulf between sentiment and sheer passion. The transition +was too abrupt; for the time it shocked his culture, and brought a look +to his face before which poor little Azîzan gave a cry, and fled, just +as she had fled on that first day when George had spilled the dirty +water over the sunshine. He had spilled it now with a vengeance, +and--over the sunshine of her face, sent shame--needless shame. +'Azîzan!' he called after her, his pulses bounding and beating, +'Azîzan!' + +Then he paused, since she would not; and told himself that there was no +need for pursuit. She would come back, for there, as she had left it, +lay the Ayôdhya pot. Yes! she must come back. He could scarcely think +of her without it clasped in her thin hands; so silent--yet all the +time----? He gave a little laugh, tender, half regretful. Dear little +Azîz! What a brute, what a fool he had been to bring that look to her +face! His brain was in a whirl; he could think of nothing save her shy, +confident eyes, and ask himself if, when all was said and done, that +world beyond the desert held anything better despite its palaver and +pretension? Did it not come back in the end to the old ways, to the +first principles? He laughed recklessly at his own thoughts more than +once as, scarcely seeing the ground beneath his feet, he made his way +homewards to the branded red brick bungalow. + +The factotum was standing in the verandah. + +'The mem-sahib is waiting for the Huzoor,' he said calmly, + +'The mem! what mem?' + +'This slave knows not. She came half an hour gone, and said she would +await the Huzoor's return.' + +'Wait! where?' + +The man pointed to the sitting-room. 'In there, Huzoor. She has since +fallen asleep in the sahib's arm-chair.' + +George stared helplessly at the bamboo-screen which, hanging before the +open door, prevented him from seeing inside. Who could it be? Rose +Tweedie? The mere thought sent the first blush of the morning to his +cheek, by bringing him back with a round turn to civilisation. + +'Here! take these things,' he said, thrusting the picture and the pot +hastily into the servant's hand; 'and see!--wipe my boots--they are not +fit to be seen.' + +And as the factotum carefully brushed the dust of Hodinuggur from +George's feet, the latter had forgotten everything in wonder as to who +the 'mem' could possibly be. + + + + + CHAPTER V + + +It was a lady, whom he had never seen before, fast asleep in his +arm-chair; _the_ arm-chair of bachelor's quarters, which, having served +as a deck lounge on the way out, brings a solitary luxury afterwards to +the bare sitting-room. + +Its present occupant appeared to find it comfortable, for she did +not stir. It must be confessed, however, that there was not much to +disturb even a light sleeper, for George's entrance was shy, and his +surprise sufficient to petrify him for a time. She was dressed in a +riding-habit, and a pair of neatly-booted feet rested on the only other +chair in the room. Evidently she had made herself quite at home, for a +helmet and veil lay with her gloves familiarly beside the cup and +saucer set out on the table for the young man's breakfast. Altogether +there was an air of easy proprietorship about the figure which lay with +throat and cheek sharply outlined against the Turkey red cushions; one +hand tucked behind the fair, rumpled hair, the other resting slackly on +the knee. It increased George Keene's shyness by making him feel an +intruder even in his own room, and without a word he turned, +instinctively, to leave it. As he did so a glitter on the floor at his +feet made him stoop to find a diamond pin. He stepped aside to lay it +out of harm's way on the mantelpiece, and in so doing caught a closer +view of the half-averted face. + +When he slipped out again into the verandah, he stood with his hands in +his pockets and whistled softly; it was a habit of his when taken +aback. A most surprising adventure indeed! An Englishwoman--a perfectly +beautiful one into the bargain--at Hodinuggur alone! How on earth had +she come there? From Rajpore, seventy odd miles of sheer desert to the +north, or from the south? The Chief's camp had arranged to cross the +sandy strip in that direction, perhaps on its return to look in on +Hodinuggur, but that did not account for her being alone. + +The factotum having disappeared into the cook-room, George, in order to +avoid calling, strolled thither, intent on further information. In so +doing he became aware of his groom at work on a strange horse. The +Huzoor was right, said the man with a grin, it was the mem's, and was +it to have three or four pounds of grain? George, noticing the little +Arab's hanging head, suggested a bran mash, and went on feeling as if +he had tumbled into another person's dream. Yet no more was to be +discovered. The mem had come, sent her horse round, and gone to sleep +in the sahib's arm-chair. Furthermore, what did the Huzoor mean to do +about his breakfast? + +George, who, to tell truth, was beginning to feel the pangs of hunger, +hesitated between awaking his guest and taking his bath. He chose the +latter alternative, moved thereto by the remembrance that he would be +none the worse for a clean collar and what he termed 'all that sort of +thing'; but half an hour afterwards, when he returned to the verandah +with the refreshingly clean look of a newly-tubbed young Englishman, +the situation had not improved. It had become worse, for, while the +lady still slept, George felt ravenous; nor could he turn to his pipe +as a palliative lest she should wake suddenly to find him reeking of +tobacco--for he had always been a bit of a dandy, and fastidious over +such things. This did not prevent him from feeling injured. No woman, +be she ever so beautiful, had a right to take possession of a fellow's +breakfast as she had done; and yet it was not so much her fault as the +detestable Indian lack of pantries and larders, which led to every +plate and knife, every eatable, save the desert-fowl in the cook-room, +being, as it were, under the immediate guardianship of the Sleeping +Beauty. Even if the store-closet had been in the bedroom, he might have +'vittled free, off sardines and captain's biscuit. And still she slept. +At last, in sheer desperation, he determined to wake her; and, raising +the screen, was beginning a preparatory cough, when the sight of the +breakfast-table suggested the possibility of a raid. The next instant +his shoes were off and the boyhood in him uppermost, as he stole in, +his eyes on the sleeper. 'A good conscience, and no mistake,' he +thought, as he annexed the loaf and a tin of sardines. 'One of the +Seven Sleepers, surely!'--this as he passed more leisurely to a pat of +butter and a knife and fork; these he piled on the loaf, with a +spoonful or two of marmalade. Apparently she had no intention of +awakening for days! This thought led to a cup and some tea from the +canister, finally to a milk jug; the latter proving fatal, for in +retiring backward with his spoil through the screen, its contents +dribbled on to his best suit, and the effort to prevent this, +overbalanced the spoon of marmalade, which fell with a clatter. + +Some people wake to the full enjoyment of their faculties, and with the +first glance of those grey-blue eyes, George saw that concealment--with +half the breakfast-table clasped to his bosom--was impossible. He +blushed furiously, and began to apologise; which was foolish, since +excuses, if due at all, were clearly owed by the sleeper. She did not, +however, make any. + +'How kind of you not to disturb me before, Mr. Keene,' she interrupted +in a charming voice. 'Have you been in long?' + +Her coolness increased his apologies, making him assert on the +contrary, he had but just returned. Only being rather in a hurry for +his breakfast---- + +'Apparently,' she interrupted again. 'Dear me, what a very +miscellaneous meal it would have been! But, as I am awake, hadn't you +better put it all down before the marmalade runs into the sardines? +Then, as I am quite as hungry as you can possibly be, you might tell +the man to bring breakfast.' + +George, if a trifle taken aback by her nonchalance, felt grateful for +the opportunity, given with such easy grace, of getting at his shoes +again before beginning explanations. On his return he noticed that she, +also, had made use of the time to tidy her hair and restore a general +daintiness of appearance. As he entered she was stooping to look under +the table as if to seek something she had lost. + +'It is a little diamond pin,' she said; 'I left it here with my +gloves.' + +'No,' he answered quickly, off his guard. 'It was on the floor--I +mean--I--I think it is on the mantelpiece.' + +'Thanks, so much!' She took it gravely ere going back to the arm-chair. +Then she looked up at him archly. + +'Was I snoring dreadfully when you came in first, Mr. Keene?' + +For the third time since he had become aware of her presence he +blushed. + +'Snoring?--oh dear no,' he began angrily. + +'That is a relief. I was afraid I must have been, to make you perjure +yourself so. As if any sane woman could believe that you went about +Hodinuggur in that costume! I believe you have been in for hours and +hours, and I'm so sorry, Mr. Keene; but you will forgive me when you +hear my tale of woe.' + +George, with an odd little rapture at the thought, told himself he +could forgive her anything because she was so beautiful. + +'I'm Mrs. Boynton,' she went on; 'you will have heard of me, I expect, +from Rose?' + +He told her that he had heard of her from most people at Rajpore, which +was the truth; but he did not say, which was also the truth, that their +praises of her looks seemed to him miserably inadequate. No doubt, +however, she saw this in his eyes, though she had too large an +acquaintance with the expression to take any interest in it. Nice boys +always admired her immensely, and this one looked very nice, with the +beauty of cleanliness on him from head to foot, so she detailed her +adventures with that confidence in sympathy and help which is such a +charm to very young men. To say sooth George deserved it, for he was +one of those who are born to stand between their womenfolk and that +necessity for taking the initiative which--_pace_ the strong-minded +sisters--most women cordially detest, and which is the cause of half +the nervous exhaustion of the present age. So after a very short time +he took possession of her future even more decidedly than she had taken +possession of his bungalow. Briefly, the case lay thus. Colonel +Tweedie's camp, owing to the increasing heat, had changed its route +slightly, and was due, as the incoming post would doubtless let George +know, at Hodinuggur next morning. To do this it had doubled up two +marches across the desert into one, so as to include some inspection +work before turning at right angles along the canal. Owing to this and +some good sport on the way, every one had started by daybreak through +the Bâr; that is to say, hard waste land dotted with tufts of grey +caper-bushes, and stunted trees, just high enough and thick enough to +prevent one seeing more than twenty or thirty yards in any direction, +since beyond that the clumps became a continuous hedge shutting out the +world. Colonel Tweedie and his immediate staff having ridden on in +haste, the shooting party, beguiled by the prospect of bustards, had +spread themselves through the jungle on one side of the track, followed +by their horses and grooms. Mrs. Boynton, however, preferring such road +as there was, had been walking her horse along it in the expectation of +being rejoined, when the sudden firing of an unseen gun made her Arab +bolt. First along the track, then missing it at a bend, the beast had +swerved into some bushes, where a thorny branch had caught in his long +tail, making him perfectly unmanageable. After a mile or more, he had +apparently broken into the track again, and sobered down to a walk, +much to her delight. Then a solitary native traveller had passed, and +assured her, as she imagined, that she was right for the sahib-logue's +camp; so she had trotted on, until, fearing she might lose the track +once more, she had been foolish enough to walk her horse back on its +traces, thus completely losing all her bearings. Finally, at a fork in +the almost invisible path, she had been forced to confess that she had +not the least idea in which direction her destination lay, north or +south, east or west; the sun, therefore, being of little use to her as +a guide. (Here her pretty smile growing a trifle tremulous, made George +profusely indignant with the desert.) Then, regaining her head, she +remembered to have heard Mr. Fitzgerald--who, as Mr. Keene would know, +had of course joined the camp on its entrance into the division--say +that the more open country lay eastward, and so she had ridden as +straight as she could into the shadows, that being her best chance of +steering aright. (Here George grew clamorous over her courage.) +Nevertheless, it had almost failed, she said, when on a sudden the +great silver streak of the canal had appeared from among the bushes, +and she had ridden along its banks till she came to a treeless waste +with a big mound looming in the far distance. + +'I knew it must be Hodinuggur,' she finished with a sort of caress to +her own comfort among the pillows, 'by Mr. Fitzgerald's description, +and I knew you from Rose Tweedie's, so I felt it was all right. And +now, Mr. Keene! don't you wonder I didn't snore, considering I had been +in the saddle for eight hours?' + +George protested it was virtue itself for her to wake at all; but that +she would have the whole day to rest, as it was manifestly impossible +for her to return to the camp; absurd also, since the latter was to +come on to Hodinuggur next day. So he would send to the Diwân and +borrow a camel sowar, who would ride over with a note telling of her +safety in the bungalow, and asking for anything she might require. For +the rest, all he had was at her service. + +'But I shall be turning you out of house and home, shan't I?' she asked +kindly. + +The young fellow's eyes softened. 'I don't think I ever thought of it +as a home before,' he said with an embarrassed laugh at his own words; +'but won't you come to breakfast? It's awfully nasty, I'm afraid----' + +'Then we can fall back on the sardines and the marmalade,' she +interrupted gravely. This gravity was with her a perfect art, and gave +a great charm to her gentle raillery. + +Perhaps the food was nasty; if so, George, for one, did not mind except +for her sake. He thought of nothing but her comfort; of how he could +welcome her to take possession of everything, himself included. Was she +not the most beautiful, the most fascinating, the most perfect woman he +had ever seen? Did she not deserve the best he could give her? So, +while she was writing the note for the camel sowar, George slipped away +to give instructions to the factotum. The bedroom must be swept and +garnished, and the things pitched away anywhere. The drawers must be +re-papered, a towel put on the dressing-table, and---- What a beastly +hole it was, he thought ruefully as he left the man to his own devices; +but half an hour afterwards his face cleared; for the factotum, having +been in good services, had risen to the occasion. Not only was there a +towel on the dressing-table, but two empty beer-bottles had been +modestly draped into candlesticks, with the gilt ends of the pugree he +had received from the Diwân, while the remainder of the muslin was +festooned about the looking-glass. Azîzan's portrait stood on the +mantel-shelf with the Ayôdhya pot in front, and two dinner plates on +either side, the arrangement being completed by two of his best ties +knotted in bows about his hunting crop, and the kitchen fan. A tinsel +veil, borrowed from the compounder of _egg-sarse_, did duty as a +bed-spread, supported by his Cooper's Hill tennis muffler as an +antimacassar. In the middle of the room the factotum still lingered, +benign and superior, one hand holding a hammer and tacks, the other a +pair of striped silk socks, with the decorative effect of which he was +evidently enamoured. In addition, a figure swathed in white sat +modestly behind the dressing-room door. + +'It is my house,' said the man, with a large smile. 'Since it is not to +be tolerated that the abode of princes should lack a female slave, the +woman, at my command, takes the part of ayah. The Huzoor may rest +satisfied. Azîzan's knowledge of the mems equals this slave's of the +sahibs.' + +Azîzan! The smile left George's lips at the name; and before leaving +the room he thrust the portrait into a cupboard, replacing it by an +illuminated text which was lying neglected under a pile of wire +cartridges. + +'The Huzoor is right,' declared the factotum cheerfully. 'The mems have +them ever in their rooms. Lo! nothing is amiss.' + +George, as he turned at the door for a last look, felt that the advice, +'Forsake not the assembling of yourselves together' emblazoned in +Gothic characters, holly, and mistletoe, which a maiden aunt had sent +him as a Christmas present, did indeed put the finishing touch to the +solitude of the wilderness. + +'But where are you going?' asked Gwen. + +'I? Oh! they'll give me quarters in the palace, I expect. Perhaps I'd +better go over now and see about it. Then I've inspection work, +and--and a heap of other things. So perhaps I'd better say good-bye. +I've told the servants about lunch and all that sort of thing. And your +traps will be here before dark.' + +A very nice boy, indeed, thought Mrs. Boynton, and showed her thought. +So George went over to the palace feeling quite intoxicated because he +had been instructed without fail to dine in his own house; and after he +had settled about his quarters with Dalel, and had ridden off on his +fictitious tour of inspection, he dug the spurs into his pony out of +sheer lightness of heart, and went sailing away over the desert, +careless even of the direction in which he went. + +Dalel meanwhile had repaired to the shadowy arches in a state of +boastful superiority. His friend Keene was coming over to stop in the +palace. They would play cards, and be jolly, and drink. And the lad +always carried the key of the sluice-gate on his watch-chain. + +'It is a chance indeed,' said Chândni, with a queer look. Then after a +time broke in on Dalel's vapourings by snatching the banjo from the +wall and breaking into a respectable and plaintive love-song. + +'Lo! thou hast thy way, and I have mine,' she laughed recklessly. 'Let +us see who succeeds best.' So slipping on the decent white domino, she +set off for the palace, and turned down the dark passage leading to the +women's apartments. Doubtless it was a chance which must not be +neglected. + +Between his desire not to disturb Mrs. Boynton's kindness too early, +and his dislike to becoming a prey to Dalel at the palace, George in +the end had to gallop his pony the last four miles, and then found +himself with but ten minutes in which to dress. But he dashed up the +narrow stair leading to the odd little arcaded room placed at his +disposal by the Diwân, feeling confident in the factotum's forethought; +and, sure enough, on the silk coverlet of the high lacquered bed lay +his dress-clothes and white tie complete. Nothing else, except his +sleeping-suit; so, choice being denied him, he flung himself into +ceremonious black, discovering as he did so that two or three jasmine +blossoms and a sprig of maidenhair fern had been pinned into the +button-hole of his coat. The factotum was evidently determined he +should play the right game. As he ran down the stairs again he wondered +whence the man could possibly have procured the fern, and then +remembered having seen a few fronds clinging, far down on the +masonry of his well, into which the canal water filtered. The seed +of this hill-born plant must have filtered with it; just as these +strange items of knowledge--the shibboleth of dress-clothes and +button-holes--filtered into the brains of these odd people. Life in +Hodinuggur was really very amusing, and full of delightful surprises. +Yesterday he had been waiting--without a collar!--for a Barmecidal +feast, to-day in swallow-tail and a button-hole he was going to dine +with the most beautiful woman in the world! and there, like a fairy +tale, was the branded bungalow illuminated out of all recognition. And +inside were more wonders in a table set out with flowers, and Mrs. +Boynton coming forward to greet him with a bouquet of jasmine and +maidenhair amid the soft ruffles of her white dress. It was humiliating +yet still amusing, having to confess it came, not from his courtesy, +but the factotum's sense of duty. Then the very sight of the man +himself, in spotless raiment, lording it over Mrs. Boynton's kitmutgâr +was pure comedy. In fact when, dinner being over, George was left face +to face with three napkin-swathed black bottles hung with foolscap +tickets of port, sherry, claret, engrossed in the village +schoolmaster's best hand, he gave one look at Mrs. Boynton before +exploding into laughter, while she vowed to keep the _menu_ to her +dying day, if only to show the folly of allowing facts to interfere +with fancy. + +By and by, when coffee came in--the factotum diffident over the +breakfast cups but triumphant over the under-footman with hot milk and +sugar on a dinner-plate--they laughed again; yet the laughter brought a +moisture to George Keene's merry grey eyes. In a vague way the boy knew +what had happened, knew that the most beautiful woman in the world had +not only taken possession of house and home, but of body and soul; and +he was glad of it, despite the moisture in his eyes--glad to the +heart's core as he chattered away confidentially, while she listened +graciously, thinking what a charming boy he was, and what an excellent +husband he would make by-and-bye for any girl. What an admirable +son-in-law, in short, he would have made if she had had a daughter and +he had had money; for women of her sort view mankind chiefly from the +matrimonial point of view, and seek to give variety to the question by +importing into it all their female friends. + +'That reminds me,' she said, as she listened to the hope that she was +fairly comfortable which George tacked on to his good-night. 'You have +the most fascinating blue pot on your mantelpiece. Where did you get +it?' + +'Do you really like it?' he asked eagerly; 'if so, you can have it.' + +'My dear boy!' she laughed, 'I don't mean to appropriate _everything_ +you possess.' + +He looked at her with shining happy eyes. 'But it isn't mine as yet; it +belongs to some one, though, who wants to sell it, and if you would +give it to me, now, I'd finish the bargain to-morrow morning and you +shall have it back by breakfast-time if it is to be had for love or +money.' + +Love or money! The old formula came carelessly to his lips. + +Azîzan meanwhile, crouching behind one of the palace arcades, and +wondering when she would hear his foot on the stairs, was echoing the +thought in another language. She was trembling all over from +excitement, and fear, and hope; of what, she scarcely knew, she did not +understand. They had dressed her in her best beneath the flimsy white +veil which pretended to conceal the finery it really enhanced, and +surely, she thought, if he had deemed her pretty when in that dreadful +old shroud, he would be still kinder now. They had bidden her ask for +the Ayôdhya pot, and take him to settle the price with her mother. But +of doing this she was not sure; she was sure of nothing save that she +must see him again--must see him to make certain that he was not vexed. +And then she would tell him that traps were being laid for him--at +least she might tell him--but come what might she must see him; ay! and +he must see her as she ought to be seen. + +It was not a very safe interruption for George to have found awaiting +him in the long moonlit shadows of the arcades had he been in the same +mood as the girl; not even though all the plotting and scheming would +have seemed incredibly absurd to him at any time, and in any mood. +Indeed, even by the dim light of the cook-room, where the factotum was +putting away a copy of the _menu_ among his certificates as proof +positive of his acquaintance with the appetites of the ruling race, +Chândni's snare would have met with the derision it deserved; but in +the dark intricacies of palace politics it seemed simple enough, +especially to one of her vile experiences. + +But as it so happened George never went near the palace. He sat on the +canal bridge till dawn, smoking one pipe after another, and looking +aimlessly, dreamily at the dark windows of the bungalow. No one could +have foreseen this, not even the lad himself. He had no intention of +out-watching the stars when the balmy air and a feeling of measureless +content first tempted him to pause and set aside the forgetfulness of +sleep for a time--or would it have been sleep when _she_ was in the +desert alone, with God knows what ruffians about? A rage grew up in him +at the thought of Dalel and his kind, until the palace itself became +distasteful. So, almost before he realised that he was on the watch, +the gurglings of many camels and the thud of a mallet told him that the +advanced guard of the big camp had arrived, and sent him across to the +camping ground to warn the tent pitchers to be as quiet as possible. +'May the angels of the Lord pitch their tents around us this night, +used to be the favourite bidding prayer of a certain Scotch divine when +he ministered to a volunteer congregation, until one day a veteran +happening to be there said audibly, 'Then I'm hopin, they'll no mak +muckle noise wi' the tent-pegs.' A tale which shows the danger of +imperfect local colouring; a fact which was to be brought home that +night both to Dalel and Chândni, for even then George did not return to +the champagne and the snares. That incomprehensible love of the +picturesque on which the latter had counted, kept him engrossed in the +novel sight of a canvas city rising like magic from the bare sand. +First came an autocrat with measuring tape and pegs mapping the ground +into squares; then, one by one, in its appointed place, a great ghost +of a thing, flapping white wings against the purple sky, to rise stiff +and square above? fringe of even silvery ropes. + +It was not until a saffron-coloured glint in the east startled him into +the thought that he was a confounded ass, that George, out of sheer +lightheartedness, ran all the way back to the palace, stumbled up the +steep stairs, and threw himself into the high lacquered bed to fall +asleep before the saffron had faded into daylight. Perhaps it was as +well, since even the Hodinuggur sun, which had been at work since the +beginning of all things, might have stared to see a masher in dress +clothes knocking into a Moghul palace with the milk. It stared instead +at a more familiar sight; at a girl, face down on a bare string bed in +the women's quarters, sobbing as if her heart would break. + + + + + CHAPTER VI + + +Naturally enough George overslept himself. Naturally also he woke to +feel himself hustled and bustled, for he was due to meet the incoming +camp at the borders of his district at a certain hour; a feeling he +proceeded to vent on the factotum for being late with the early tea +which that worthy had had carried over from the bungalow in an odd +little procession, tailing off to some of the large-eyed village lads +and lasses learning betimes the customs of their rulers. In addition, +George had promised Mrs. Boynton an answer about the Ayôdhya pot, and +now, even by hurrying, which he loathed, he could scarcely find time to +seek Azîzan in the old place. Still he did hurry, and leaving the camel +which he was to ride gurgling in the courtyard, wasted five minutes in +tramping up and down the flags in front of the mosque; finally, in +vexation, returning by the short cut through the bazaar. In these early +hours it had a deserted, yet still dissipated air, the few loungers +looking as if they had been up all night. Only the quails challenged +cheerfully from their shrouded cages. In the arched causeway, however, +he came on Dalel Beg, most offensively European in costume and manner; +for he too was bound on reception-duty. + +'Aha! Keene, old chappie,' he began with a leer, 'you sleep well after +burra-khana (big dinner) with the mem. By Jove, you keep it up late.' + +George could scarcely refrain from kicking him then and there. But the +thought that these people had possibly put their own construction on +his absence from the palace made him feel hot and cold with rage and +regret. To avoid the subject--the only course open to him--he hastily +held out the Ayôdhya pot which he was carrying, and asked the Mirza if +he had any idea to whom it belonged. + +Now the Mirza's oblique eyes had been on it from the first; but at the +question they narrowed to mere slits of compressed cunning. + +'Ah, so! very good. I know. Yes, yes! it belong to you, Keene, of +course. Bah! it is worth nothing. I hate old trumpery matters. You are +very welcome.' + +'You mistake, sahib,' retorted George haughtily, 'this does not, did +not belong to your grandfather; it belongs to an old woman who lives +near the palace. She promised to sell it to me, and now I'm rather in a +hurry to complete the bargain. Mem Boynton sahiba wants it, and they +leave to-morrow or next day.' + +Dalel Beg, who had been turning the pot over and over in his hand, +laughed. + +'So you say it is another----' + +'Certainly it is another,' interrupted George, annoyed beyond measure +by his manner; 'it belongs, as I said, to an old woman. She has a +daughter called Azîzan----' he paused, doubtful of putting Dalel on any +woman's track. + +'Azîzan!'--the Mirza signed his attendants to fall back with unwonted +decision before he went on,--'Azîzan! tell me, Keene, a young girl? +with eyes of light like potter's?' + +Evidently he knew something of, and was interested in, the girl, and +George, now that it was too late, regretted having mentioned her name. + +'Can't wait any longer now, I'm afraid,' he replied, glad of the +excuse; 'just send one of your fellows up to my quarters with the pot, +will you? Thanks, I've no time to lose.' + +Left thus cavalierly, Dalel Beg scowled after the young Englishman; +then with a compendious oath turned back to the side door whence he had +emerged, and, stumbling in his anger up the dark stairs, appeared again +in Chândni's presence. He almost flung the pot beside her as she lay +curled up on her bed, and then, driven to words by her arrogant silence +began a volley of furious questions. + +What mischief had the woman been up to? How came it that the English +cub had seen Azîzan? Azîzan, who after all was his half-sister, one of +the race, though they did keep her out of his sight. And that oaf, that +infidel---- His wrath was real, for beneath the veneer of modern +thought the fierce jealousy of the Moghul lay strong as ever. + +Chândni gave a jeering laugh, 'Thou art too handsome for the maidens, O +Dalel; too wicked also even for the race. Thou needest one like me to +keep thee straight. Lo! there is nothing to know, nothing to tell. +Hadst asked last night, the answer might have been other. I set a snare +and it failed; for thou wert right--the boy is no boy, but a milksop. +May fate send him death and us a black man in his place, else I stop +not here!' + +Her jingling feet struck the ground with a clash and she yawned again. +In truth she was tired of Hodinuggur, and longed for the Chowk at +Delhi. Dalel, with a sneer adulterating his frown, looked at her +vengefully, 'Wah! thou art a poor creature, putting the blame on +others, after woman's way. Thy wiles are useless, forsooth, because +the boy is a milksop. Then a strange mem comes and he sits drinking +wine--my wine, look you, for his servant required it of me--until the +dawn; then comes home tipsy after losing himself among the tent-pegs.' + +This was Dalel's version of the incident. It interested his hearer into +provoking details by denial. + +'It is a lie,' she said calmly. + +'Daughter of the bazaars, 'tis true! did I not wait till nigh three +with champagne and devil-bone, yet he came not? Did not his servant +tell me but now I had stinted them in wine? Did not the tent pitchers +say he wandered as a madman among the pegs? Was he not at me, even now, +to get this pot for this mem, this woman?' So far his anger had swept +him past its first cause; now he remembered and harked back to it. 'How +came he by the pot, I say? how hath he seen a woman of our race?' + +'Ask the Diwân,' she replied coolly; 'for me that measure is over, I +will dance to another tune.' And as she spoke, though her feet scarcely +shifted, a new rhythm came to these jingling bells. ''Tis odd,' she +murmured in a singing tone, as she lifted the pot and held it out at +arm's-length, 'we come back to this old thing at every turn, and now +his mem wants it. Leave it with me a space, O Mirza Dalel Beg. I will +set it yonder in the niche where I take the seed of dreams; it may +bring wisdom to them.' + +Dalel gave a contemptuous grunt. + +'Thou art no better than an old spay-wife with thy dreams and omens and +fine talk. Sure the Hindu pig, from whom I took thee, hath infected +thee with his idolatrous notions----' + +'See, I go not back to them and him,' she interrupted quickly, 'leave +it, I say, if thou art wise. If the sahib seek it of thee, say one of +thy women knows the owner and makes arrangement. Tis true, and thou +lovest the truth, O Dalel.' + +As usual, her recklessness cowed him, and when he had gone and she sat +rolling the opium pellets in her palms, the Ayôdhya pot lay in the +niche. Something had declared in its favour, and wisdom lay in +humouring the mysterious will which nine times out of ten insisted on +playing the game of life in its own fashion. Then she lay back half +asleep, half awake, her hands clasped behind her smooth head, her eyes +fixed on the shifting pattern beneath the glaze. The sun climbing up +sent a bar of shine through a chink in the balcony roof. It slanted +into the recesses, undulated over her curved body and reaching the +niche made the Ayôdhya pot glow like a sapphire. But by this time +Chândni was dreaming, so she did not hear the merry laughter of a +cavalcade passing through the Mori gate on its way to the canvas city +in the camping ground. A cavalcade of aliens, with Rose Tweedie on a +camel, her English side-saddle, perched on the top of a native pad, +giving her such height that she was forced to stoop. + +'Another inch, Miss Tweedie,' cried George gaily, 'and you would have +had to dismount; you will have to cultivate humility before trying +Paradise!' + +'Sure Miss Rose is an angel already,' put in Dan Fitzgerald. + +But Lewis Gordon rode gloomily behind; partly because he himself was in +a shockingly bad temper, partly because the camel he rode was a +misanthropist. And these two causes arose the one from the other, since +it was not his usual mount. That, when Rose Tweedie had taken advantage +of Mrs. Boynton's absence to desert the dhoolies which were the only +alternative conveyance across this peculiarly sandy march, had been +impounded for the young lady on account of its easy paces. He +remembered those paces ruefully, as, with low-pitched indignation he +wondered why she could not have stuck to the more ladylike dhooli. Yet +she looked well on the beast and rode it better than most men would +have done on a first trial; than he would, at any rate. But these were +aggravations, not palliations, of her offence; still, when, on +dismounting, she came straight up to him, her natty top-boots in full +evidence, the huge sola hat, borrowed from her father, making her slim +upright figure show straighter and slenderer than ever, he was forced +to confess that if she did do these horrible things she did them with +infinite _verve_ and good taste. + +'I'm so sorry, Mr. Gordon!' she exclaimed eagerly, 'indeed I didn't +know of the exchange father made till we had started, or I'd have stuck +to the dhooli--indeed I would. What an awful brute it was! I saw it +giving you a dreadful time. Do let me send you over some Elliman?' + +'I'm not such a duffer as all that, Miss Tweedie,' he began. + +'I didn't mean that, you know I didn't; but if you won't have the +Elliman, take a hot bath, it's the next best thing I know for +stiffness. You can tell your bearer to take the water from our +bath-fire. And thanks so much, I enjoyed the ride immensely. Mr. +Fitzgerald raced me at the finish, and I beat by a good head.' + +'A particularly good head, I should say,' he replied, out of sheer love +of teasing, for he knew how intensely she disliked his artificial +manner with women. The fact annoyed him in his turn. It was another of +her unwarrantable assumptions of superiority; nevertheless he followed +her advice about the bath. + +Indeed Hodinuggur for the rest of the day claimed suppleness of joint, +in the mind at least. We all know the modern mansion where, entering a +Pompeian hall you pass up a Jacobean staircase, along Early English +corridors, and Japanese landings to Queen Ann drawing-rooms; mansions +of culture, where present common-sense is relegated to the servants' +attics. Hodinuggur was as disturbing to a thoughtful person unused to +gymnastics; perhaps more so because a certain glibness of tongue in +slurring over chasms and ignoring abysses, became necessary when, as +fell to Lewis Gordon's lot, most of the day passed in interviews. +Solemn interviews of State, then personal interviews with an ulterior +object, finally begging interviews _pur et simple_. The other members +of the camp, however, had an easy time of it, their attendance not +being required. Dan Fitzgerald passed most of his day in vain hopes of +a _tête-à-tête_ with Mrs. Boynton, for he was on tenter-hooks to +explain the feeling with which, on returning late to the camp, he had +found it in commotion over her loss; but Gwen, who always dreaded Dan +when he had reasonable cause for emotion, avoided him dexterously, +chiefly by encouraging George, who was nothing loth to spend his day in +camp. At first the lad felt no little vexed to find himself shy and +constrained among so large a party; but this feeling wore off quickly, +and when he came, ready dressed for tennis, into the drawing-room tent +at tea-time it seemed quite natural to be once more amid easy-chairs +and knick-knacks, to see the pianette at which Rose sang her Scotch +songs with such spirit littered with music, and to find her busy at a +table set with all manner of delightful things to eat. He was boy +enough to try so many of them, that Dan had to apologise for his +subordinate's greed before they trooped out laughing to the very +different world which lay beyond the treble plies of the tent--that +mystical veil of white, and blue, and red, which, during the camping +months, hangs between India and its rulers, giving rise to so much +misunderstanding on both sides. It is the fashion nowadays to +accentuate the faults of the latter, but much of the bad name given by +superficial observers to Anglo-Indian society, is the result of that +curious lightheartedness which springs from the necessity for +relaxation, consequent on the gloveless hold India exacts on the +realities and responsibilities of life. The saying, 'Let us eat and +drink and be merry, for to-morrow we die,' is hurled unfairly at +pleasure-seekers all the world over, simply because merriment has +become associated with a low type of amusement. If we change the verbs, +the blame vanishes; since to live happily is the end and aim of all +morality. For happily means worthily to those who have any moral sense. +Then in India the pursuit of pleasure must needs be personal, for there +are no licensed purveyors of amusement. You cannot go to a box-office, +buy seats, spend the day seriously, dine at a restaurant, and take a +hansom to the play. As a rule you have to begin by building the +theatre. So it is in all things, and surely after a hard day's work in +bringing sweetness and light (and law) within reach of the heathen, +even a judge with a bald head may unbend to youthful pastimes, without +breaking the Ten Commandments! + +But Colonel Tweedie was not bald, and he played tennis vigorously +in what Rose called the duffers' game, with Mrs. Boynton, the +under-secretary, and Lewis Gordon who pleaded shortsightedness as an +excuse for not joining the Seniors against the Juniors, where Rose and +George challenged all comers. Yet he owned it was pretty enough to see +the former sending back Dan's vicious cuts with a setting of her teeth +ending in a smile either at success or failure. Pleasant to see the +alertness, confidence, confidentialness between the boy and girl; to +hear his quick 'Look out,' evoke the breathless 'I've--got it,' as the +ball whizzed to some unguarded spot. It was a fierce struggle and the +wide-eyed villagers who had trooped out to see the strange doings on +their ancestral threshing-floor, gathered instinctively round the +harder game. + +'Ari, sister!' murmured a deep-bosomed mother of many to her gossip, as +they squatted on one of the heaps of chaff which had been swept aside +from the hard beaten floor. 'That one in the short skirt is a +_budmârsh_.[1] Her man will need his hands.' Yet an unrestrained +chuckle ran round the female portion of the audience as Dan, +over-running himself in a hopeless attempt after the impossible, +scattered a group of turbaned pantaloons, who, retreating with shaking +heads to re-form further off, muttered in wondering rebuke, 'Hai! Hai! +does not shame come to her.' But a third section, ranged in rows, gave +an exotic 'hooray!'--a ridiculous, feeble little cheer, started by a +young man in a black alpaca coat, and accompanied by still feebler +clapping. This was the village school and its master, claiming its +right to be a judge of 'crickets.' + +'You have the better half of creation on your side, Miss Tweedie,' +remarked Lewis, when, the games being over, the men were resuming their +coats. 'What is more, the rising generation of the worser half also. +The boys were unanimous for the "Miss"; we miserable men being left to +the support of past ages. India is doomed. Another decade will see +woman's rights rampant.' + +She turned on him readily, as she always did. 'The boys applauded +because the rising generation, thank heaven, is being taught to love +fair play--even towards women.' + +'At it again!' interrupted Mrs. Boynton plaintively, 'really I must get +you two bound over to keep the peace.' + +'Then I shall have to hire another camel for my luggage,' said Lewis +gravely, 'for Miss Tweedie knocks me and my arguments to bits.' + +Gwen turned aside impatiently, saying in a lower voice, 'How foolish +you are, Lewis! One would have thought you would have tired of it by +this time.' + +'On the contrary,' he replied in his ordinary tone: 'the bloom is +perennial. I wither beneath the ice of Miss Tweedie's snubs, and revive +beneath the sun of her smiles like--like a bachelor's button.' + +And Rose did smile. Her contempt always seemed to pass by the man +himself, and rest on his opinions. Even there, much as she loathed +them, she was forced to confess that they did not seem to affect his +actions; that it was impossible to conceive of his behaving to any +woman, save as a gentleman should behave. Yet this thought aggravated +the offence of his manner by enhancing its malice aforethought, and +made her frown again. + +'Come! there is light enough for a single yet, Mr. Keene,' she said +imperiously, and George, with one regretful glance at Mrs. Boynton, +obeyed. Lewis Gordon looked after them, shrugged his shoulders, and +strolled off to the messroom-tent. + +'It really is shameful of Lewis to tease Miss Tweedie as he does,' +began Gwen, who, finding herself unavoidably paired with Dan, instantly +started what she thought a safe topic of conversation. He looked at her +with absent eyes. + +'A shame, is it? but when a man likes a girl he is very apt----' + +She broke in with a petulant laugh. 'Are you asleep, Dan? What could +induce you to think that?' + +'What? Why, love of course! Set a thief to catch a thief. A man can't +be in love himself without----' + +He certainly was not asleep! but she managed to double back to safer +ground. Yet his words recurred to her that evening during the half hour +_tête-à-tête_ which she accorded with the utmost regularity to Colonel +Tweedie in his capacity of host; Rose meanwhile singing songs to the +younger men who gathered round the piano, leaving those two decorously +to the sofa. + +'There is a little song I want Mrs. Boynton to hear,' called the +Colonel during a pause. 'I forget its name--you haven't sung it +for a long time, and I used to be so fond of it. A little Jacobite +song--really a charming air, Mrs. Boynton.' Rose flushed visibly--at +least to the feminine eyes in the party--and shook her head. + +'But you must remember it, my dear,' persisted her father; 'do try.' + +'Oh yes! please do try! I should so like to hear it,' echoed Gwen +curiously, her eyes full on the blush. Rose, conscious of it, felt +herself a fool, and looked still more uncomfortable. + +'Talking of Jacobite songs,' remarked an indifferent voice beside her, +'I wonder, Miss Tweedie, if you know a great favourite of mine, called +"Lewie Gordon"--don't laugh, you boys, it's rude. If so, please sing +it. I haven't heard it for years; people are always afraid of making me +vain.' + +She gave him a quick, grateful look, as, with a nod, she broke into the +song. + + + 'O send Lewie Gordon hame, + And the lad I daurna name, + Tho' his back be to the wa', + Here's to him that's far awa'.' + + +She sang with greater spirit than before, a sort of glad recognition of +his kindly tact leading up to the decision of the climax: + + + 'That's the lad that I'll gang wi'.' + + +Yet after all, amid the chorus of thanks, she heard him say in his +worst manner, '"The lad I daurna name!" how like a woman!' And he added +to the offence; for, when the little under-secretary remarked +diffidently that he had always understood that the song referred to +Charles Edward, though whether to the old or the young Pretender he +could not say, Lewis, as he dawdled away to his nightly task of +breaking up the _tête-à-tête_, murmured that at any rate it referred to +a _pretendu_. But Rose had caught Gwen's appealing look from the sofa +also, and rising, closed the piano with a bang and suggested a round +game. If her intention was to punish the offender, who hated that form +of amusement, she failed ignominiously; for he sat on the 'Stool of +Repentance' with perfect nonchalance, and, when it came to her turn, +paid her such double-edged, charmingly caustic little compliments, that +she had to join in the laugh they raised. It was, in fact, past +midnight ere the Colonel, with many allusions to the delight of such +company, said they really must go to bed, and they trooped in a body +out of the big tent to seek their several quarters. + +'I'm glad not to make a casual of you to-night,' said Mrs. Boynton +softly to George. + +'Almost wish you were,' he replied, giving a rueful look towards the +red brick prison on the farther side of the canal. 'This is home; that +is exile.' + +Dan nodded his head sympathetically. 'I know that feeling. It comes +from jungle stations. And the bungalow does look cheerless in +comparison. Odd; for one naturally associates a camp with wars and +tumults, battles, murders, and sudden death; all the evils of a +transitory world, in fact. But you must have noticed, Mrs. Boynton, the +extraordinary air of peace, security, almost of permanence which tents +have in the moonlight. Look! might they not be solid blocks of marble +fastened by silver cords?' + +'I noticed it last night when I was watching them being put up,' began +George unguardedly. Mrs. Boynton looked up quickly. Rose, who was +leaning against a rope by the door of her tent which stood next the +mess, glanced along the line of the camp. + +'Silver cords and marble blocks,' she echoed. 'Yes! but it sounds like +the New Jerusalem.' + +'I always thought,' remarked Lewis Gordon argumentatively, 'that it was +the tents of Midian. I'm sure some one told me so when I learnt hymns. +Or was it hosts of Midian and tents of Ishmael? Anyhow, they had +nothing to do with Paradise, and I for one have been prowling round +long enough. So good-night, Gwen; don't grow wings in the night, +please; it would be so disconcerting. Good-night, Miss Tweedie.' + +Being close beside her he held out his hand. + +'Good-night; I hope you are not very stiff.' + +'I almost wish I were, for then you would sympathise with +misfortune--like a woman,' he replied in a low voice, and as he passed +to his own tent next hers, she heard him quote the lines-- + + + 'Tho his back be to the wa', + Here's to him that's far awa'.' + + +She looked after him, her face showing soft in the moonlight, then, +with a good-night to the others, disappeared in her turn. + +George lingered, giving still more rueful glances at the bungalow. 'I +suppose I must be off too. Oh! by the way! it's all right about the +Ayôdhya pot. Dalel Beg tells me his women know the owner, so you will +have it to-morrow. Good-night, Fitzgerald.' + +Dan, thus left alone to walk two tents-length with Gwen, felt that fate +was on his side at last; more probably _she_ was, since her fine tact +told her it was never wise to ignore his passion entirely. Besides, +something in her shrank from treating him always as a mere outsider. + +'I've been longing for this chance all day,' he began at once in a tone +that was in itself a caress. + +'Do you think I am quite blind?' she interrupted, a trifle petulantly; +'the only wonder is that every one in the camp didn't see it also. You +are so reckless, Dan! Of course you wanted to tell me how you felt when +I was lost, and all that; as if I couldn't imagine it!' she gave in to +a smile that was almost tender as she spoke--'Why, Dan! I can see you! +with a face yards long, and the whole camp, Chief and all, under orders +in half a minute. Fire-escapes, life-preservers, first aid to the +wounded, everything mortal man could devise to avert disaster, ready +before the rest had time to think! Do you suppose I don't know what you +are, Dan?' The odd, composite ring in her voice sank as she added, in a +lower tone, 'sometimes I almost wish I didn't.' + +They had reached the place where their ways separated; hers to the last +tent forward, his to the second row, and she held out her hand with a +smile to say good-night. His heart beat hard at her half-reluctant +admission of praise; besides, Gwen Boynton was not the sort of woman +who could smile thus, and yet expect to end the interview then and +there; perhaps, again, she did not wish it so to end. In her relations +with this man, she often found it difficult to know what she did, or +did not, desire. + +'Gwen,' he said eagerly, standing close, with his warm nervous hands +clasping hers, 'did you think of me--then?--when you knew you were +lost, I mean--did you, Gwen?--I don't often ask anything of you, my +darling--you might tell me--It isn't much to ask--Did you, Gwen?' + +She gave something between a laugh and a sob. 'Did I? Oh! Dan, you +know I did. There, that is enough--you said that was all you wanted. +Good-night, Dan.' + +He went over to his quarters happy as a king. As for Gwen, the personal +influence his immediate presence had over her passed away quickly, and +that which his real absence from her life invariably produced did not +come to soften the curious dread with which she recognised, that in her +trouble of the day before, her first thought had indeed been for him. +How foolish she had been in letting him re-enter her life at all! but +he had come back in her first loneliness when the future had seemed +very black. Now it was different, now it was once more that choice +between poverty and comfort which she had made in her girlhood. With +what pain, none--save Dan, who, alas! always understood--would believe. +And if the choice was necessary then, what was it now with her acquired +habits, her knowledge of the world? They would both be miserable if +they married without money. Then the thought of the bills came, as it +always did to remind her of the tie they imposed. Even if Lewis, whom +she liked and respected, were to make up his mind to marry, she could +not accept him without dismissing Dan. Yet how could she dismiss him, +even for his food, until that money was repaid? Poor Dan! he loved her +dearly, and in a way she cared for him as she had never cared for any +of her other lovers. Yet the decision which had turned out so +comfortably ten years before was still the right decision. Many of +those lovers had been as devoted to her; and yet they had recovered +from their rejection. Then the remembrance of George Keene's admission +that he had been out watching the stars made her smile. He was a nice +boy, who already deemed her an angel; but Lewis objected to wings, and +of the two that was the most convenient view for the woman. + +While she was coming to this conclusion George had been looking after +her interests, for on his return to the bungalow he had been startled +by the sudden uprisal of a veiled female from a shadowy corner of his +verandah. + +'I am Azîzan's mother,' said a muffled voice. 'The Mirza sent me. I +have been waiting the Huzoor's return. There is the pot if the Huzoor +will give ten rupees for it. It is much, yet the pot brings luck.' + +'Ten!' echoed George in delight, taking it from her. 'Yes! you shall +have that; then I owe Azîzan also. Shall I pay you?' + +'My daughter is as myself,' replied the voice. 'It is ten for the +picture, and ten for the pot.' + +George fetched the money and counted it carefully into the shrouded +hand. + +'That is all, I think?' he asked. + +'Huzoor, that is all. May the blessing of the widow and the fatherless +go with the merciful Protector of the Poor.' + +But while he was thinking, as he undressed, how pleased Mrs. Boynton +would be, the veiled figure was pausing in the moonlight to speak to +the factotum. + +'You have seen nothing, you are to say nothing. And the Diwân sends +these to the servant-people.' Then came twenty careful chinks, this +time into a clutching hand, and Chândni, hurrying back to the city, +laughed silently to herself. The idea of bribing the little sahib's +servants with his own rupees would please Dalel, and put him into a +good temper again; so if this plan matured, her future would ripen with +it. As she passed the sleeping camp she paused, wondering in which tent +lay the mem who had succeeded so easily where she had failed. The +lights were out in all save two, and the double row of glistening white +roofs struck even her insensibility with a savage recognition of +undeserved peace and security. They were no better than she; no better +than those shadowy crouching figures of the village bad-characters set +out here and there to keep watch and ward, on the principle of setting +a thief to catch a thief; a plan which at least secures a deserving +criminal should thefts occur. For it was in the East that the strange +hybrid between altruism and egotism which we call a scape-goat was +invented by mankind. + + + + + CHAPTER VII + + +One of the lights Chândni saw came from Lewis Gordon's tent. He was +hard at work, not altogether from sheer industry. Sleep with him--oddly +enough in one claiming such serenity of temperament--had to be +approached discreetly, and for many days past a disturbing current of +thought had required the dam of good solid official business before he +could trust himself safely to the waters of Lethe. He had not been +constantly in his cousin's company for six weeks without learning to +appreciate her infinite charm. She was emphatically a woman to ensure a +husband's success as well as her own. A man would never have to +consider enemies with her at his side, whereas with many others--Rose +Tweedie for instance--it might be necessary to fight your wife's +battles as well as your own. This comparison of the two arose from no +conceit on his part in imagining that any choice lay with him. Simply, +he could not avoid comparing the only two women in his daily +surroundings. At the same time he was fully aware that Gwen would marry +him if he asked her, and the question which had at first assailed him +in the hall at Rajpore, recurred again and again, disturbing him +seriously by alternate attraction and repulsion. He had seen too much +of fascinating wifehood to care for possessing a specimen himself, yet +Gwen would marry him because she considered it would further their +mutual interests; and that, surely, was a more reliable foundation for +a permanent contract than a girlish affection. Quite as pleasant, too, +as the hail-fellow-well-met liking, which seemed to be Rose Tweedie's +notion of love. George Keene and she were like a couple of boys +together. The remembrance jarred, though he went on working with a +smile at the thought of her eager readiness to take up the glove on all +occasions. + +Rose, meanwhile, lay awake next door frowning over the same readiness, +and then frowning at her own frowns, since what was it to her if +Lewis Gordon were nice or nasty? He himself did not care what she +thought, and would end by marrying his cousin, though in his heart of +hearts---- + +Rose sat up in bed angrily. What did she know or care of Lewis Gordon's +heart? _Dieu merci!_ Gwen Boynton was welcome to it, but she should not +drag George Keene captive as she seemed welcome to do. George was too +good to hang round a pretty woman, like Lewis---- + +This was intolerable. To escape the tyranny of thought she rose, +slipped on her white dressing-gown, lit the lamp she had extinguished, +and sat down to read a stiff book till she felt sleepy. The process was +not a long one, for she was really fatigued, and ten minutes saw her +turning down the lamp once more. + +What happened next she scarcely knew; only this--a glare of light--a +feeble crash. Then fire in her eyes, her face, her hands--fire at her +feet, licking along the thin carpet, soaking up the folds of her filmy +dress. The bed lay close at hand; she was on it in a second, wrapping +the blankets round her, and beating out the runnels of flame, with +eyes, brain, and body absorbed in the immediate personal danger. When +that was over, and she looked up, she sprang to her feet on the bed +with a cry. The fire was everywhere, creeping up the sides of the tent, +filling it with suffocating smoke. She wound her trailing skirts round +her and made a dive for the first outlet--for her only chance of +escape! The thick wadded curtain swinging aside let in a wind, making +the smouldering cotton flame; but the next instant she was outside, +constrained to pause, wondering if by chance it was nothing but a bad +dream. For the camp lay serene and peaceful in the moonlight; not a +sound, not a sign, even from her own tent. She stood positively +irresolute, staring back at what she had left. Was it a dream? Then, +suddenly a faint drift of smoke rose through a crevice in the cloth. + +'Mr. Gordon!--Mr. Gordon!' She burst through the thick, guided by the +light in his tent to the nearest help. 'Your knife--quick! my tent is +on fire! Quick, or the whole camp will catch!' + +The blood was flowing from a cut over her forehead, one arm showed bare +through scorched muslin, the draperies caught round her were singed and +blackened, the stamp and smell of fire was on her from head to foot. +Lewis, starting to his feet, stared at her. + +'Oh, quick! please, quick! Your pen-knife--anything! Cut down the +tents--Mr. Fitzgerald said it was the only----' + +He had grasped the position ere she could finish, snatched up a +hunting-knife and was out; she, with a pen-knife, close at his heels. + +'Good God! how the wind has risen,' he muttered, as they ran. 'No, not +mine!--The mess-tent first; the wind is that way.' + +As they flew past her tent, the scene seemed peaceful as ever; but ere +the guy-ropes of the next were reached, a swirl of smoke and flame, +prisoned until then by the outer fly of canvas, swept straight up into +the sky in the first force of its escape; then bent silently to the +breeze. So silently!--not a roar, not a crackle--just a pyramid of fire +splitting the taut canvas into long shreds, which the wind flung in +pennants of flame on the mess-tent as those two hacked silently at the +ropes. There was no time for words; no time for thought. A quiver +came to the solid-looking pile, a shimmer in the moonlight. Another +rope--another--then a sudden sway, a crash of glass and china from +within. Down! but with a creeping trail of fire within its folds! + +There was no lack of helpers by this time. Knives, hatchets were at +work right and left upon the ropes lest the message of fire should find +the tents taut. Colonel Tweedie was shouting confused orders in front. +Dan Fitzgerald, after a quick inquiry if all were safely out, was back +in the rear row, where the danger grew with delay. The din was +deafening, yet the flames made no noise; it was the dark humanity +yelling, as it capered over the big tent, treading out the curling +snakes of fire. Seen against the glare of a burning pyramid behind, the +figures showed like the demons in a mediæval Judgment beating the lost +souls down to the worm which dieth not. + +Rose, standing to rest, now that abler arms were at work, felt a +hurried touch on her shoulder, and turned to see Lewis Gordon holding +out an ulster which he had fetched from his tent. + +'Put it on,' he said unceremoniously, 'or you'll catch cold.' + +She flushed with surprise, then, as she complied, realising for the +first time the havoc fire had made in her dress, continued to blush +with an odd feeling of resentment. + +'Where is Mrs. Boynton?' she asked quickly, to cover her confusion. 'I +suppose you--I mean, she is safe, of course?' + +'Of course. I haven't seen her though; but I heard your father calling +to her. She must be with him. I'll see.' + +'Mrs. Boynton? God bless my soul, isn't she with Rose?' cried Colonel +Tweedie, who was still shouting excited orders to the crowd of coolies. +'She answered me and her tent is down. She must be out.' + +'Mrs. Boynton! Has any one seen Mrs. Boynton?' Gordon's cry ran down +the line without response. + +'Gwen!--Gwen! the fools must have cut the thing down on top of her!' He +had dashed up to the mass of ropes and canvas lying without beginning +or end, in hopeless chaos. 'Gwen! Gwen!--are you there?' + +A muffled cry was audible now in the hush of the workers. + +'Not stunned, that's one thing,' he muttered to himself before shouting +encouragement. Rose was at his elbow and caught his whisper. + +'The sparks, for God's sake, Miss Tweedie! I trust you. If the tent +smoulders she may suffocate before we--Coming, Gwen, coming directly!' + +But no obstacle against eager help was ever more successful than that +tortuous heap of heavy canvas, full of blind folds and entangled ropes, +stayed fore and aft, and still fastened beyond possibility of removal +to the bamboo-strengthened sides and the yet uncut guys. The seekers +dived into the folds again and again to find themselves meshed; while +Rose, with a sickening fear at her heart lest she should miss one, +watched the sparks and shreds drifting by in clouds settling here, +there, everywhere, and needing swift command to the little band of +helpers. 'Quick, quick!--yonder by the corner. Another there! Stamp it +out--quick! Well done!' + +'What is it? what is it?' A new voice rose above the turmoil as Dan +Fitzgerald came running from the rear grasping the truth as he ran. +'No, no?' he panted. 'No use, Gordon--too long. Get to the guys, for +God's sake--the thickest--half a dozen men. Colonel, the right corner, +please, sir; Gordon, the left; Smith, round to the back. They are not +cut there, and see that the pegs hold--they _must_ hold. Miss Tweedie, +put a man to each stay as the front rises. I want the doorway--the door +_must_ show. Brothers,' he continued in Hindustani to the men who were +fast falling into place, 'we have to raise the tent again. _Remember, +the tent rises at the word!_ Gordon, are you ready? All ready?---- + +He paused, gave a rapid glance at the sparks, and lowered his voice. +'It has to be done sharp, Colonel, or----' Again he hesitated between +fear of letting the prisoner know her imminent danger, and fear of not +enforcing the necessity for speed. Rose understood, and racked by +anxiety as she was, felt a thrill of recognition at Dan's quick thought +which, even in such a moment, enabled him to remember that, as Mrs. +Boynton knew but little Hindustani, he could continue in that language. +'The tent is certain to catch fire, but it may be smouldering now; so +we must risk it. Remember that I _must_ get in and out before the +canvas yields, or---- So be sharp. Gordon! you give the word!' + +There was an instant's silence, broken by a voice. Then a shout, a +heave, and Rose straining at a rope as she never strained before, felt, +rather than saw, something rise, pause, sink; rise again fluttering, +swaying. + +'Higher! higher!' shouted Dan, standing close in, ready for a dive at +the door. 'All together, Gordon. Shâh-bâsh, brothers! My God! it's +caught already!' + +A blot of shadow near her showed the coming doorway, and, half clear as +it was, she saw Dan dash into it with the cry, which was echoed from +outside as a little runnel of fire quivered up the half-stretched +canvas. + +'Stand fast! stand fast!' shouted Gordon at the guy. 'Run in, half of +you, to the bamboos; they may hold longer than the stays.' + +Rose was at one in a moment and clung to it, seeing nothing, thinking +of nothing, but that irregular square of shadow. When would he come +through it again? The tangles within! how would he thread them? For the +pole having slipped from its supporting pegs had slid along the ground +and would not rise more than half-way; so the inner fly-sides must be +hanging in a maze--a maze of smouldering canvas. Horrible! a burning +pall! Ah! would he never come? + +Suddenly came another cry, as a great sheet of fire ran up the right +ridge and the men at the rope fell backwards under the slackened strain +of the parting canvas; yet still the corners held. But for how long! +Oh! would he never come out? + +'Mr. Fitzgerald! Mr. Fitzgerald! be quick, oh please be quick.' + +It was a foolish, aimless little cry, yet somehow it raised a new idea +in her mind. What if he had lost his way in that hideous tangle? She +was at the blot of shadow in an instant calling again and again. Too +late! surely too late, for the bamboo lintel to which she clung so +frantically swayed. Not down yet--yes! down, and she with it, half +kneeling still. She heard a cry from Lewis bidding the others run in on +the fire and stamp it out; but as she staggered to her feet still +holding on to the lintel something else staggered out beside her. + +'All right,' gasped Dan, before the great shout of relief rose up +drowning his voice. When it had passed and they crowded about him, he +had set Gwen's feet on the ground and drawn the folds of blanket from +her face, though his arm was still round her as she clung to him, +scarcely believing in her safety. + +'Only frightened--half suffocated,' he went on, struggling to get back +his breath. 'Couldn't some one bring her a glass of water--don't move +yet--they will bring it to you here. It is all over--except the +shouting.' + +Rose standing aside, giddy with sudden relief, could hardly believe it +could be over. Yet the coolies were rubbing themselves and laughing +over their sprawl in the dust when the tent collapsed, and the tent +itself was blazing away unheeded on the ground. Yes! it was over, and +so quickly that George Keene, roused by the crash of the messroom-tent, +came too late for anything save sympathy. He gave that to the full; not +unnecessarily, for in truth the condition of the camp was pitiable. +Lewis Gordon's tent, being the only one to windward of the original +outbreak, was left standing; the rest were either smouldering in ashes +or severely damaged beyond the possibility of re-pitching without +repair, while the extent of other injuries must remain unknown till +dawn brought light, and time allowed the fires to die out undisturbed; +for any letting in of air while the wind remained so high might cause a +fresh blaze. + +Colonel Tweedie, looking a perfect wreck in his striped flannel suit, +fussed about uncertain and querulous, while George and Dalel Beg, who +had arrived from the palace, competed for the honour of putting up the +ladies during the remainder of the night; Dalel, minus the least +vestige of European attire, being re-inforced after a time by Khush-hâl +Beg, breathless but dignified, bearing the Diwân's urgent prayer to be +allowed the honour of helping a beneficent Government in its hour of +need. + +Dan with an impatient frown on his face waited for decision till his +patience failed. Then he buttoned-holed Lewis--who amid all the wild +costumes looked almost ridiculously prim in his dress suit--and +expounded his views vehemently, the result being that the Chief +concluded in favour of the palace. If, as was possible, they might be +forced into halting for several days, the old pile would hold them all, +and a regiment besides. So, after a time, odd little square dhoolies, +smelling strongly of rose-attar, came for the two ladies, and in them, +duly veiled from public gaze, they were hurried along, much to their +amusement. The gentlemen after a raid on Lewis Gordon's wardrobe, +following suit, all except the under-secretary, who, coming last, found +nothing available save a white waistcoat and a pair of jack boots, in +which additions to a pyjama sleeping-suit he looked so absurd that the +others sat and roared at him, as men will do at trifles when still +under the influence of relief and excitement, until George carried him +off to his bungalow, promising to return him next morning clothed and +in his right mind. Thus the night ended in comedy for all save Mrs. +Boynton. To her, clothes were anything but a triviality, and as she lay +among silk quilts and hard roly-poly bolsters in the little strip of a +room to which she and Rose were taken, pending the preparation of a +state suite upstairs, she mourned sincerely over the probable fate of +her wardrobe. Had it remained in the leather trunks escape might have +been possible, but, knowing they were to halt for a day at least, she +made the ayah hang up all the dresses round the tent. Poor Gwen seemed +to see them, like Bluebeard's wives in a row, getting rid of their +creases, and the thought of under-garments which might be uninjured +gave her no consolation. + +Rose was more calm, remembering that her riding-habit had, as usual, +been moved in order to be brushed, and would most likely be produced +next morning. Besides, she was worn out by the excitement, and forgot +even the smart of a large scorch on her arm in the memory of that five +minutes during which she had waited for Dan to come out of the fiery +maze. Despite her boasted nerves, the stress and strain of it all came +back again and again, making her set her teeth and clench her hands. +Yet Gwen, who had so narrowly escaped a dreadful death, was grumbling +over the loss of her dresses. Rose, lying in the dark listening to the +plaintive regrets, felt scornfully superior, not knowing that her +companion was deliberately trying to forget, to ignore, a like +memory--the memory of her own feelings when Dan fought his way to her +at last. If that sort of thing went on he would end by marrying her in +spite of her wiser self; and then they would both be miserable. She was +not a romantic fool, and yet--a very real resentment rose up against +him as she remembered her own confidence, her own content. She felt +vaguely as if he had taken advantage of her fear, and that something +must be done to prevent a recurrence of this weakness on her part. If +she could only pay back the money he had paid for her, matters would be +easier to manage. As it was, even Lewis, with his easy-going estimate +of women, would not stand the knowledge of her indebtedness to another +man, so something must be done, something must be changed. That, oddly +enough, was the underlying grievance which found expression in petulant +assertions that Fate was doubly hard in making her fair; had she been +dark like Rose, the part of Eastern Princess she would have to play +until another consignment of civilised dresses arrived from Rajpore +would have been fun. As it was, she would look a perfect fright. + +She did not, however. Had she not been aware of this fact ere she made +her appearance next morning in the long flowing robes and veil of a +Delhi lady, she must have gathered it from the looks of her companions. +But she had appraised herself in one of the big mirrors in the suite of +state apartments halfway up the stairs, and decided that she would wear +a similar costume at the very next fancy ball. + +This in itself was sufficient to chase any save immediate care from a +mind like hers. In addition, even a stronger character would have found +it difficult to avoid falling in with the reckless merriment which had +seized on all the other actors in the past night's incident. Partly +from relief at its comic ending, partly because the charm of absolute +novelty, the zest of the unexpected, enhanced the pleasure of extremely +comfortable quarters--for Lewis in his capacity of personal _aide_ had +decided against the dark state suite of apartments on the second storey +in favour of the roof above, with its slender balconies, long arcades, +and cool central summer-house open on all sides to the air. Here, high +above the sand swirls, safe from the sun, they would be far better off +than in tents during the growing heat of the days Gwen, leaning against +a clustered marble pillar, looking down on the red-brown slant of +windowless wall spreading like a fort to the paved courtyard below, +said it was like living on a slice of wedding-cake. A solid chunk +below, above a sugar filigree; whereat George, delighted, assured her +that the whole palace itself viewed from afar had always reminded him +of the same thing. Filigree or no filigree, she said it was charming, +and the central hall of the twelve-doored summer-house was a marvel of +decoration; fast falling to decay no doubt, yet losing no beauty in the +process, since the floriated white tracery overlaying the background of +splintered looking-glass was so intricate that the eye could scarcely +follow the pattern sufficiently to appreciate a flaw. Seated there in +coolest shadow you could see through the inner arches to the long slips +of vaulted rooms on all four sides; through them again to the blue sky +set in its rim of level plain, save to the north where the view was +blocked by the Diwân's tower rising a dozen feet or more from the +terraced roof, with which it was connected by a flight of steps barred +by a locked iron _grille_. Thus the roof lay secure from all intrusion +except from the courtyard, whence an outside stair, clinging to the +bare wall, gave access to the state rooms below, and thence, still +slanting upwards, to the lowest terrace of roof. Rose, leaning over a +balcony looking sheer down to where the servants, like ants, were +running to and fro over the preparations for breakfast, declared she +would use one of the four little corner-rooms of the summer-house as +her bedroom. All it needed was a curtain at the inner arch, when it +would be infinitely preferable to those dreadful rooms downstairs all +hung with glass chandeliers and silvered balls, which made her inclined +to hang herself in sympathy. In the hopes rather, suggested Lewis, of +improving the style of the decoration; a remark which brought the +usual frown to the girl's face. In truth, Rose Tweedie in her trim +riding-habit did not suit her surroundings half so well as Gwen Boynton +in her trailing tinsel-decked robes. On the other hand, Colonel Tweedie +would have done better in not yielding to the temptation of playing +'Sultan' to Mrs. Boynton's 'Light of the Harem'; for native costume +does not suit an elderly Englishman. But the opportunity had been too +strong for him. + +'My dear father,' said Rose helplessly, when she first caught sight of +her parent in a khim-khâb coat and baggy trousers. She might have said +more, had not Mrs. Boynton's grave compliment on his appearance sent +the girl away impatiently to lean over the balcony once more, and +wonder if they were ever going to bring breakfast. + +To her, when he appeared, went Dan Fitzgerald, without even a look at +the others. + +'Thanks, Miss Tweedie,' he said in a low tone. 'I hadn't time to say it +last night. I _had_ lost myself, and your voice---- However, it can be +only "_thank you_," and you have that.' + +Rose, with a smile, let his hand linger in hers for a second as their +eyes met; honest, friendly eyes. + +And George Keene also passed straight to her. + +'Better! That is all right. By Jove, you were bad, when I found you +outside the fuss when it was all over. You would have fainted, if it +hadn't been for the whisky and water--which, by the way, I stole from +Gordon's flask----' + +'You didn't tell him?' interrupted Rose quickly. + +'Not I! I knew you wanted it kept dark about the scorch. It's better, I +hope? Why, you have curled your hair over the cut on your forehead. +What a dodge!' + +His young face was overflowing with a sort of pride in her pluck, when +Mrs. Boynton came up. She was in a mood which craved attention, and +some of her slaves had passed her by to give Rose the first word. + +'What are you two discussing so eagerly?' she began. 'Good-morning, Mr. +Keene. How delightfully commonplace you look in exactly the proper +breakfast costume for a young Englishman!' + +George blushed. He would have given worlds to say that she looked +anything but commonplace, but was too young to venture on it. But he +looked the sentiment, and Gwen smiled bewilderingly back at him. She +was made that way, and could not help it. + +'Isn't it quaint up here?' she went on, leaning over the balustrade and +looking, as Rose had been doing, at the servants filing up the steps +with silver dishes of sausages and bacon, and all the accessories of an +orthodox English breakfast, regardless of the feelings of their +pig-loathing hosts. 'I declare, I have fallen in love with everything.' + +'Yourself included, I hope,' added Lewis, joining the group; or, to put +it politely, you have fallen in love with everything, and everything +has fallen in love with you. And no wonder. The fact is, Gwen, that you +do suit your present environment to perfection. I should not have +believed the thing possible--but so it is.' + +As he sat on the coping with his back to the landscape, he bent forward +looking at her critically--'No!' he went on; 'I should not have thought +it possible, but you look the part.' + +'It must be awful, though, to be a native,' remarked George fervently. +His eyes were on Colonel Tweedie as he spoke. That conspicuous failure +was, however, only partly responsible for his opinion. In a more or +less crude form the childish hymn of gratitude for having been born in +order to go to a public school survives wholesomely amongst young +Englishmen. + +'I don't know,' dissented Gordon languidly. 'A civilised conscience is +a frightful interference with the liberty of the subject. Personally, I +object to the native views of comfort, pleasure, and all that. But I +can imagine some very good fellows preferring them. They are not nearly +such a strain on the nervous system. For instance, Gwen, were you +really the Shah-zâdi you look, there would have been no necessity for +sending back those brocades over which I found you weeping half an hour +ago. You would have appropriated them without demur. Wouldn't she, +sir?' + +The Colonel gave his little preparatory cough, and looked grave. + +'It wasn't a brocade, Colonel Tweedie,' protested Gwen. 'It was simply +the most lovely piece of old-gold satin in the world. It stood up of +itself, and yet was absolutely invertebrate in its folds. Perfect! The +same on both sides too. I had half a mind to be double-faced myself, +and take it when Mr. Gordon's back was turned.' + +'Why didn't you?' retorted the latter cynically. 'You are the only one +of us who would not be criminally responsible for the action. Isn't +that so, sir?' He was mischievously amused by his chief's evident +dislike to the subject. + +'Should I be responsible?' asked Rose, surprised. + +'Your father would be, for your action. Wouldn't you, sir?' + +This was too much even for reticent dignity. + +'I--er--don't--I mean, doubtless; but--er--it is not--er--a subject +which comes within the range of practical politics.' + +'I should hope not,' cried Rose. 'My dear dad! fancy your being +responsible for my actions. It isn't fair!' Her face of aggrieved +decision made the others laugh. + +'Perhaps it isn't, Miss Tweedie,' remarked Lewis gravely; but I can +assure you that we officials are all responsible for our female +relations in the first degree. A merciful Government has, however, +drawn the line at cousins. So Mrs. Boynton could only lose her own +pension, if she were found out.' + +Gwen made a _moue_ of derision. + +'That is not much to risk. I wish I had known this before. Lewis! do +you think you could prevail on them to give me another chance with the +satin?' + +'What on earth is delaying the breakfast?' fussed Colonel Tweedie, +moving off. He hated _persiflage_, especially between his guest and his +secretary. + +'Coming, sir, coming,' said George, leaning over to look; 'there is a +regular procession of silver dishes filing up Jacob's ladder.' + +'Oh dem silver dishes,' hummed Rose gaily, leaning over to look, too. +'How funny it is, isn't it?' + +'Funny!' echoed Dan, 'it is simply appalling.' + +Perhaps the sudden sense of the utter incongruousness of it all +accounted for the silence which followed, as they stood on the balcony, +which clung like a swallow's nest to the bare walls. Below them, beyond +the courtyard, lay the shadowy arcades of the bazaar and the great pile +of the Mori gate. Beyond that again the bricks and sand-heaps of +Hodinuggur, with the village creeping up to be crowned by the grass +palisades where the potter sat at work. + +'Talking of bribes, said Dan absently, after the pause, 'I've often +wondered how a fellow feels when he has been informed that her gracious +Majesty has no further need of his services. They seldom go beyond that +nowadays, but that must be bad enough.' + +'Very much so, if the bribe has been insufficient, assented Lewis, + +'Mr. Gordon! how can you?' began Rose, pausing, however, at the sight +of his satisfied smile. + +'You should adopt the sun with the motto "Emergo" as your crest, Miss +Tweedie. It would suit both your thoughts and deeds,' he replied +teasingly. + +'Don't mind him,' put in Dan; 'he always was weak in his grammar, and +doesn't know that rise must be the correct present tense of Rose.' + +'But, really,' persisted Lewis, when the laugh ended; 'if a man _had_ +taken a bribe, the first thought to one of his _genre_ would naturally +be if the game was worth the candle. If he _hadn't_--why, dismissal +from the public service is not always misfortune. There is the +disgrace, of course, but, personally, I have never been able to +understand the sentiment of the thing; it appears to me strained. Half +your world, as a rule, dislikes you; it believes you capable of +murdering your grandmother at any moment. Yet the fact doesn't distress +you. It is inevitable that some people should think ill of you. So why +should you care when they invent a definite crime for you to commit? It +doesn't affect your friends.' + +'Well, I don't know,' said George Keene sturdily. 'That's all very +philosophical, but I believe I should shoot myself.' + +'No! you wouldn't, old chap; unless you wished people to consider you +guilty.' + +'This conversation is becoming gruesome,' put in Mrs. Boynton; 'let us +change it; though Lewis is right, for Government service seems to me a +doubtful blessing----' + +'But an assured income,' interrupted Dan, with a laugh. + +Lewis Gordon turned on him quite hotly. 'I like your saying that, +Fitzgerald--you of all people in the world. Why, man alive! if I had +your power I would chuck tomorrow, and die contractor, engineer, +K.C.I.E.' and the richest man in India!' + +Gwen Boynton looked up in quick interest. 'Really! do you mean that +_really_, Lewis?' + +'I won't swear to the K.C.S.I.' or the superlative, but Fitzgerald +knows perfectly that I always say he has mistaken his line of life. We +want hacks. People to obey orders, not to give them.' As he spoke he +glanced meaningly at Colonel Tweedie walking about fussily, and then at +his friend's face. + +Dan swung himself from the balustrade where he had been perched. 'Some +one must give orders, and I mean to stick on for my promotion. It must +come next year. So that is settled. Are you not coming to breakfast, +Mrs. Boynton?' She met his smile without response as she turned away. + +'Dear me! the others have gone in already, and I was so hungry. But one +doesn't often get the chance, Mr. Fitzgerald, of considering an old +friend in a new character. It was quite absorbing--for the time.' + +So the balcony was left to the sunlight, and some one who had been +watching it from an archway in the bazaar, withdrew to the shadow where +she rolled the little pellets of opium in her soft palms and prepared +for her midday sleep. The burning of the tents had been a real piece of +luck, the mem--that was she no doubt in the native dress--would be in +the palace for two or three days, and women were women whether fair or +dark. This one, too, looked of the right sort. Chândni's dreams that +day were of a time when she would have the upper hand in Hodinuggur and +become virtuous, for it paid to be virtuous under the present +Government. Dalel should start a women's hospital. Then the Sirkar +would give him the water every year, and the necessity for scheming +would disappear. In the meantime they must not be niggardly. That did +not pay with women, since, if they were of the sort to take bribes, +they were of the sort not easily satisfied. + + + + + CHAPTER VIII + + +'Come and see our mad potter before you go home, Miss Tweedie,' pleaded +George Keene, 'he really is one of the shows, isn't he, Fitzgerald?' + +They had been doing the sights of Hodinuggur as an afternoon's +amusement; tennis in a riding-habit having no attractions for Rose. +Mrs. Boynton, however, on the plea of being a zenana lady, had elected +to remain on the roof, Colonel Tweedie keeping her company until the +time came for his return visit of state to the Diwân on his tower. +Lewis might have made the same choice had he been given it; but he was +not. So he had preferred loafing round the ruins to toiling after +problematical black buck with the sporting party, and made a pleasant +companion, as even Rose admitted; being ready with information on most +points, and between the references talking affably with Dan regarding +the respective merit of Schultze _versus_ brown powder; thus leaving +the younger couple to themselves. So his change of manner stood out +with unusual distinctness as Rose turned to him for consent to George +Keene's invitation. + +'As you please, Miss Tweedie; we are your slaves. A mad potter sounds +cheerful; he is the man, I suppose, who made that jolly little pot +Keene sacrificed to my cousin's greed this morning. When you are as old +as I am, my dear fellow, you will really keep the pretty things out of +the sight of ladies. I always do, nowadays. There was a little woman at +Peshawur, I remember--she had blue eyes--who wheedled----' + +'Mrs. Boynton was most welcome to the Ayôdhya pot,' blurted out George +hastily. + +'_Cela va sans dire!_ It is just because we love to give the pretty +things to the pretty creatures that it becomes unwise to let the pretty +creatures see the pretty things.' + +'Then it is your fault, to begin with,' interrupted Rose hotly. + +'Exactly so. I'm sure, Miss Tweedie, you have heard me say a dozen +times that we men are to blame for all the weaknesses of women. They +are simply the outcome of our likes and dislikes; and they will remain +so until there is a perpetual leap-year.' + +'For heaven's sake, Keene,' said Dan, laughing, 'lead the way to the +potter's or there will be murder done on the King's Highway! Don't mind +him, Miss Rose! He "only says it to annoy because he knows it teases." +He doesn't really believe anything of the kind.' + +Lewis, his eye-glass more aggressive than ever, murmured something +under his breath about the inevitable courses of nature, as Rose, with +her head held very high, followed George Keene into the potter's yard. + +It was a scene strangely at variance with the party entering it. +Indeed, old Fuzl Elâhi, who had never before set eyes on an +Englishwoman, would have started from his work had not George detained +him with reassuring words: + +'He tells his yarns best when he is at the wheel,' he explained as he +dragged forward a low string stool for Rose. 'And I want you to hear an +awfully queer one called "The Wrestlers." You know enough of the +language to understand him at any rate.' + +'Miss Tweedie is a better scholar than most of us,' remarked Lewis +Gordon curtly from the seat he had found beside Dan on a great log of +wood; one of those logs so often to be seen in such courtyards--relics, +perhaps, of some ineffectual intention of repair long since forgotten. +This one might, to all appearance, have fallen where it lay in those +bygone days of which the potter told tales, when the now treeless +desert had been a swampy jungle on the borders of an inland sea. + +The afternoon sun, slanting over the grass palisades, played havoc with +the humanity it found gathered round the wheel by sending their shadows +distorted to long lengths across the yard, and tilting them at odd +angles against the irregular wall of the mud hut beyond. Altogether a +conglomerate pyramid of shadows, with the potter's high turban +dominating it as he sat silent, spinning his wheel. And as the clay +curved and hollowed beneath his moulding hand a puzzled look came to +the light eyes, which, usually so shifty, were now fixed with a sort of +fascination upon that strange figure in the riding-habit. + +'It is not there,' he muttered uneasily, 'I cannot find a clew.' + +George gave Rose the triumphant glance of a child displaying a +mechanical toy when it behaves as it ought to behave. The potter was +evidently in a mad mood, and might be trusted for a good performance. + +'Now, Fuzl Elâhi, we want "The Wrestlers," please. The Miss sahiba has +never heard it.' + +'How could she?' broke in the old man sharply. 'She does not belong to +that old time. She is new. I cannot even tell the old tale if she sits +there in the listener's place. I shall forget, the old will be lost in +the new; as it is ever.' + +'Change places with me, Miss Tweedie,' put in Lewis with a bored look. +'I am not regenerate out of the old Adam, am I, potter-ji?' + +But as he rose the pliant hand went out in a gesture of denial. 'There +is room on the log for both, and crows roost with crows, pigeons with +pigeons. The big Huzoor can sit on the stool if he likes. I know him. I +have seen him many and many a time.' + +'Only once, potter-ji,' protested Dan, as he and Rose changed places +and the wheel began to hum. + +'The post is going from Logborough junction to St. Potter's burgh,' +murmured Lewis discontentedly. 'If we are going to play round games I +shall go home.' + +'Do be quiet, Gordon!' put in George eagerly; 'he is just beginning, +and it really is worth hearing. + +But Lewis was incorrigible. '_Proxime accessit_,' he went on, to Rose, +'what crime in your past incarnation is responsible for your being +bracketed with me in this?' + +'Oh, do listen,' protested George again. + +'Listen! Who could help listening to that infernal noise?--I beg your +pardon, Miss Tweedie, but it is infernal.' + +It was startling, certainly. A shrill moan coming from the racing, +rocking, galloping wheel as the worker's body swayed to and fro like a +pendulum. It seemed to rouse a vague sense of unrest in the hearers, a +dim discomfort like the remembrance of past pain. Then suddenly the +story began in a high-pitched persistent voice, round which that +racing, galloping rush of the wheel seemed to circle, hurrying it, +pushing at it, every now and again sweeping it along recklessly. + + + 'It was a woman seeking something, + _Over hill and dale, through night and day, she sought for + something_. + + + The wrestlers who own the world wrestled for her, + On the palm of her right hand wrestling for her, + "She is mine, she is mine," said one and the other, + _While over hill and dale, through night and day, she sought + for something_. + + + "O flies? you tickle the palm of my hand, + Be off and wrestle down in your world." + So they brought flowers and grass as a carpet, + Wrestling on as she sought for something-- + _Over hill and dale, through night and day, seeking for + something_. + + + "Your carpet is hot, be off, you flies." + So they brought her trees and water for cooling, + Wrestling on as she sought for something-- + _Over hill and dale, through night and day, seeking for + something_. + + + "The grass grows long with the water," she cried, + "Be off, O flies, and tickle your world." + So they brought her flocks to devour the grass, + Wrestling on as she sought for something-- + _Over hill and dale, through day and night, seeking for + something_. + + + "They have trodden my palm as hard as a cake." + So they caught up a plough and ploughed her hand, + Wrestling on while she sought for something-- + _Over hill and dale, through day and night, seeking for + something_. + + + "You have furrowed my palm; it tickles and smarts." + So they brought a weaver and wove her lint, + Wrestling on while she sought for something-- + _Over hill and dale, through night and day, seeking for + something_. + + + "Foul play! Foul play! Look down and decide," + "Not I, poor flies, I must search for something." + So they caught up a town to watch the game. + "He is right! He is wrong!" cried old and young. + "He is wrong! He is right!" And so war began. + While they wrestled away and she sought for something, + _Over hill and dale, through night and day, seeking for + something_. + + + "What a noise you make; I am tired of flies." + So she swept them into a melon rind. + "Be quiet, flies! lie still in the dark." + She clapped her palm to the hole in the rind. + "I'm tired of it all, I will go to sleep; + When morning comes I will seek for something-- + _Over hill and dale, through night and day, I must seek for + something_". + + + She rested her head on her palm, and slept, + Down in the valley close to the river; + Slept to the tune of the buzzing flies, + Wrestling and fighting about fair play. + And while she slept the big Flood came, + And the melon pillow floated away. + + + And all within swarmed out to the sun-- + Grass, and herds, and ploughs, and looms. + People fighting for none knows what. + "I have made a new world," she said, with a laugh. + "A brand-new world; and the flies have gone. + But the palm of my right hand tickles still, + May be it will cool when I find what I seek." + So she left her new world down by the river, + Left it alone and sought for something-- + _Over hill and dale, through night and day, seeking for + something_.' + + +The galloping wheel, which had responded always to the mad hurry of the +recurring refrain, slackened slowly. Rose gave a sigh of relief, and +glanced at Lewis Gordon to see if he too had been oppressed by that +shrinking recognition of a stress, a strain, a desire, such as she had +never felt before; but he was leaning forward, his chin on his curved +hand, intent on listening, so she could not see his face. + +'By the powers,' came Dan Fitzgerald's voice above the softening hum, +'the old chap has made an Ayôdhya pot--the same shape, I mean.' + +'He always does when he tells this story,' broke in George, quite +pleased with the success of his entertainment. 'I don't think he quite +knows why he does it, however. Sometimes he says the woman was looking +for one; sometimes that she always carries one in her left hand to +balance the world in her right. But he always takes the unbaked pot to +the ruins and buries it with two of those odd little ninepins, he calls +men and women, inside it. He is as mad as a hatter, you know.' + +'Several hatters,' assented Gordon fervently, 'but it is an interesting +theory of creation.' + +'Now don't,' protested Dan, sitting with his long legs crunched up on +the low stool close to the potter. 'It is too human for dissection +by the Folklore Society. But I'm surprised at one thing. The +wrestlers--they are persistent figures in Indian tales, Miss +Tweedie--are generally represented as giants. They are pigmies here.' + +'The Huzoor is right and wrong,' replied the potter in answer to an +inquiry; 'the pâilwans were neither pigmies nor giants. They were as +the Huzoor--two and a half hâths round the chest--neither more nor +less.' + +'That's a good shot,' remarked Dan in English, 'forty-five inches +according to my tailor. You have an accurate eye, potter-ji,' he added +in Hindustani, 'only half an inch out.' + +'Not a hair's-breadth, Huzoor,' replied the old man mildly. 'The +measures of the pailwâns is the measure of the Huzoor. I have it here; +my fathers used it, and I use it.' + +He sought a moment in the little niche, hollowed, close to his right +hand, out of the hard soil forming the side of his sunken seat, and +drew from it a fine twisted cord of brown, red, and cream coloured +wool. It was divided into measures by small shells strung on the twist +and knotted into their places. + +'Hullo!' cried Gordon eagerly, 'that must be hundreds of years old. +Those are sea-shells, and very rare. Simpson at the museum showed me +one in fossil the other day. I wonder how the dickens the old man got +hold of them?' + +'Two and a half hâths,' repeated Fuzl Elâhi absently, 'the potter's +full measure for a man in the beginning and the end.' He leaned forward +rapidly as he spoke, passed the cord round Dan Fitzgerald's chest, and +drew the ends together. The curled spirals of the two shells lay half +an inch apart. 'So much for the garments,' he muttered. 'Yea! I knew +it. The measure of a true pâilwan to a hair's breadth. + +'And what am I, potter-ji?' asked George, laughing. + +The puzzled look came back to the old man's face. 'The Huzoor may be a +pâilwan too. Times have changed.' + +'Rough on a fellow, rather!' exclaimed the boy, still laughing. 'Here, +Fitz! chuck me over the thing. Is that fair, Miss Tweedie?' + +She laughed back into his bright face, as he pulled his hardest to make +the two second shells meet, then shook her head. + +'Not on yourself, Mr. Keene. You are more of a hero than that, I should +say.' + +The potter's eyes were on her, then back on George. 'Everything is +changed,' he muttered again, 'even the measure of the pots.' + +'Then you measure them, do you?' asked Gordon, to whom George had +handed the cord, and who was now examining it minutely. + +'Surely, Huzoor. The first one of each batch. Then the hand learns the +make.' + +'Try what make you are, Gordon?' suggested Dan. + +'Not I. Here, potter-ji, catch. Miss Tweedie and I, according to the +best authority, are abnormal; we are not ordinary pots, so I, for one, +decline to be measured by their standard. And now, if some of us are to +be in time for such trivialities as dinner, we ought to be going.' + +The potter rose also and stepped out of his hole. Seen thus at full +length, he showed insignificant, his hairy, bandy, almost beast-like +legs, contrasting strangely with the mild high-featured face, with its +expression of puzzled anxiety, as he laid a deprecating hand on George +Keene's sleeve. + +'Wants bucksheesh, I suppose,' murmured Lewis. 'I have some rupees +somewhere, if you want them, Keene.' But it was not money; it was only +leave to speak to the 'mâdr mihrbân.' + +'That's a nice name for you, Miss Rose,' said Dan softly--'Mother of +mercy--a name to be glad of.' + +She blushed as she went forward a step, asking, 'What is it? what can I +do for you?' + +He stooped to touch her feet with his supple hands ere replying. +'Huzoor! it is a little thing. Fuzl Elâhi, potter of Hodinuggur, has a +daughter somewhere. Perhaps she has gone to the Huzoor's world; it is +new, I do not know it. If the "mâdr mihrbân" were to see her, she might +tell her to come back--just once--only once. I would not keep her. But +now I have no answer when my father says: "Where is thy little +Azîzan?"' + +'Azîzan!' echoed George quickly. But the old man seemed almost to have +forgotten his own request. He stood looking past the strangers, past +the village, past even the ruins, into the sunset sky. + +'I will send her--if I see her,' said Rose gently, with tears in her +eyes; for George had told her the story of the lost daughter, and the +sudden, diffident appeal touched her. Yet the vast gulf between her and +the old man touched and oppressed her still more, as she left him +standing alone beside his wheel. + +'Well!' said Lewis Gordon, when in silence they had reached the road +again. 'You may call that amusement, Keene, if you like; I don't. When +I get home, I shall have a sherry and bitters.' + +'He _is_ rather a gruesome old chap,' admitted George cheerfully. 'I +felt a bit creepy myself the first time I heard that song--by the way, +Miss Tweedie, talking of creepiness, did I tell you about the Potter's +Thumb? I didn't! Oh,--that is really a grand tale.' He told it, +happily, as an excellent sequel to the show, while Dan, in one of his +best moods, piled on the imaginative agony about Hodinuggur generally, +until Lewis announced his intention of returning to the palace by the +longer way. He would be late, of course, but that was preferable to +having no appetite for dinner! + +'By Jove! seven o'clock,' cried Dan, looking at his watch. 'And you and +I, George, have to get over to the bungalow. We must run for it.' + +Rose watched them racing down the path, laughing and talking as they +ran, with a troubled look. + +'Fine specimens, Miss Tweedie,' remarked Lewis after a pause. 'I don't +think you need fear their cracking in the fire.' + +'I--I--' faltered Rose, taken aback by his comprehension. + +'Am Scotch! That's sufficient excuse. I notice we seldom get rid of our +native superstition. Besides, it _was_ uncanny--the yard-measure and +the Potter's Thumb, and that horse-leech of a woman, who was never +satisfied. I felt it myself.' + +She knew he was speaking down to her as a nervous woman; yet she did +not resent it, because it was a distinct relief not to be taken +seriously. + +'I wish they had not been measured, for all that,' she persisted. 'You +will own it was odd, won't you?' + +'Not so odd as Dan himself! He has been cracked ever since I knew him. +And Keene is one of the sterling sort, certain of success; besides, he +measured himself! Now, before you go upstairs to dress, if your Scotch +blood is still curdling, as mine is, have a half of sherry and bitters +with me. Crows roost with crows, you remember.' + +His friendliness beguiled her into playfulness. + +'Crows indeed! then I've a better opinion of you than you have of me. I +thought we were meant for the pigeons.' + +'To bill and coo?' + +If she could have boxed his ears, it would have relieved her feelings. +As it was, she raced upstairs, in a fury, without vouchsafing one word +of resentment, and paced up and down her tiny room with flaming cheeks. +Could a girl be expected, for ever and aye, to be on the outlook for +such openings? Of course Gwen Boynton would have laughed easily--would +not have minded, perhaps; but then Gwen was charming--everything +apparently that a woman ought to be! + +Rose looked at herself in her dusty habit. She would have to go down to +dinner in it, and challenge comparisons with Gwen in her silks and +tinsel. Why should she? No one would care, no one would have a right to +care if she did stay in her room with a headache. The next instant she +was ashamed of the impulse. What did it matter?--they were welcome to +their opinion. As for her, she would adopt no feminine excuse; she +would leave those little devices to men's women. So she brushed her +habit, and went out, with a heightened colour, to join the others. + + + + + CHAPTER IX + + +Rose Tweedie's sneer against men's women lacked point, since it so +happened that Mrs. Boynton, in the opposite corner-room of the +pavilion, was, at the very moment, setting aside the temptation of +pleading a headache as an excuse for not appearing at dinner. And she +had more reason to seek quiet than the girl, though a new dress lay +ready on the bed; for Gwen loved to dazzle her world, and had spent +some of her leisure in instructing a native tailor how to run up a web +of coarse native muslin bought in the bazaar into a very decent +semblance of a fashionable garment. But the pleasure of the trick had +gone out of it. Something had happened. Something incredible, yet, +given the surroundings, natural enough. Something about which she must +make up her mind. It seemed scarcely a minute ago since she had passed +in swiftly to the solitude of her room in order to think. She, Gwen +Boynton, in native dress, with a white scared face and something in her +hand. Now she had to pass out of that room again as an Englishwoman, +and the transition left her oddly undecided. Indeed, as she paused for +a moment ere taking the plunge, with one hand on the embroidered +draperies doing duty as a door, it seemed almost as if she were +awaiting some command, some voice which would relieve her of +responsibility. Then she smiled and passed on to meet the surprised +admiration of her little world; for she had never looked better in her +life, and she knew it. The creamy muslin suited her in its careless +folds, her excitement showed itself becomingly in flushed cheeks and +bright eyes, and the chorus of wonder at her cleverness made her +gracious beyond compare. They had been away so long, she said, airily, +that she had had to amuse herself somehow, and were there not miles of +muslin to be bought in every bazaar, and many men to put stitches into +it? Any one could have done it. Rose, listening with a certain contempt +in her look, told herself that Gwen said truth; any one could have done +it who thought it worth while to take so much trouble for the sake of +personal effect; yet a regret rankled somewhere, mingling with the +resentment which came as Gwen called attention, somewhat garishly, to +more of her good works. Did they not admire the room? When Colonel +Tweedie had gone off to the Diwân she had consoled herself by pulling +about the furniture; and did not the Ayôdhya pot look sweet on the +corner-stand she had improvised out of three bamboos, a brass platter, +and a yellow silk scarf? + +'You should have packed it away in your box at once,' remarked Lewis +coolly. 'Keene may repent his good-nature, or some of us may steal it. +The colour is admirable.' As he spoke he walked over to the stand as if +for closer examination. + +'Don't touch it, please,' cried Mrs. Boynton hastily. 'You--you will +spoil my draperies.' + +'A thousand pities, when they are so artistic,' put in Colonel Tweedie, +glad of the opportunity. 'That is dinner, Mrs. Boynton. I've had it +laid in the small pavilion so as to keep this as your drawing-room.' + +'Thanks! but everything is delightful; simply fascinating! In spite of +what Mr. Keene said this morning, I begin to wish I were a native.' + +'For the sake of the satin?' asked Lewis, who was following close +behind with Rose. Gwen flashed back a brilliant look at him. + +'No! not the satin. That game would not be worth the candle.' + +Apart from the question of satin, Mrs. Boynton had excuse for admiring +the _mise en scène_. The violet sky, spangled with stars, seemed made +apparently but for one end--to hap and hold that terraced roof which +was clearly outlined against it by the light streaming from the +pavilions on to the fretted white marble balustrades. At the corners +were shadowy cupolas, and there in the arched summer-house at the +farther end, close upon the velvet darkness, was a table set with +silver and glass, fruits and flowers. At one side, so as to divide the +ladies equally, was Rose, in her habit, doing the duty of hostess with +a little air of gravity and preoccupation; at the other, Gwen, in her +soft clouds of muslin, keeping the men in a state of admiring +gratification through their eyes and their ears. They gathered round +her too, when, dinner being over, they adjourned to the balconies for +coffee and cigars. It was deliciously cool; a faint breeze stirred +Rose's hair as she sat a little apart from the others watching the +twinkling lights go up and down the stair which formed the only tie +between that world on the roof and that world in the courtyard below. + +'We ought to go to bed early,' said Lewis, Coming to stand before her. +'You are half-asleep--no wonder, after last night!--and Gwen is what +superstitious Scotch folk call "fey." Then, if we have to join that +detestable hawking-party to-morrow morning, we shall have to get up at +five.' + +'You needn't go unless you like,' she replied curtly. 'Mrs. Boynton has +cried off.' + +'I am not Mrs. Boynton's personal assistant, Miss Tweedie; I happen to +be your father's--so duty calls.' As he spoke he seated himself on the +balustrade and leant forward, his elbows on his knees, to watch the +group on the other side of the arcade. + +'If I didn't know that Gwen despises that sort of thing,' he went on in +dissatisfied tones, 'I should say she had rouged this evening. Her way +of showing fatigue, I presume; though, of course, neither of you have +the common-sense to confess you are tired. Women are all ascetics at +heart; at least they believe in the virtue of martyrdom. They have +different ways of showing it, that's all. Gwen spends her fatigue in +dress-making and conversation to please, and you, I'll go bail, haven't +even a proper bandage on that scorched arm----' + +'Mr. Gordon!' + +'Yes! I saw you imagined I was blind--suppose we say like to imagine +it; but I really had my eye-glass, Miss Tweedie. Besides, it doesn't +require microscopic sight to see some things.' + +'What a profound remark!' interrupted Rose, to hide her pleased +surprise at his unusual consideration. At the same moment Gwen's gay +laugh rang out, soft yet clear. Either the sound or the speech annoyed +the hearer on the balustrade, for he frowned as he slipped his dangling +feet to the floor. + +'As profound as I can make it this evening, for I'm not ashamed to +confess myself dog-tired. Couldn't tell a crow from a pigeon; so I +shall be off. Good-night, Miss Tweedie, I wish you would persuade Gwen +to go to bed. It is easier to give good advice than to take it.' + +Rose remained looking at the twinkling lights, and wondering if Lewis +were really jealous of his cousin, till seeing the others go back to +the central summer-house she followed suit. + +'Tired!' echoed Gwen sharply, in reply to her information that Lewis +Gordon had stolen away. 'Are we not all tired? I feel as if I had been +up since the beginning of time seeking for something I could not find. +My bed, perhaps. Good-night, Rose.' + +They were an odd couple, as they bent to kiss each other in that +mirrored room, where the oddness was reflected again and again in the +myriad scraps of looking-glass on the walls. Each curved fragment +giving and taking an eternity of Gwen's and Rose's bending to kiss each +other. + + + 'I am tired of it all, I will go to sleep; + When morning comes I will seek for something, + _Over hill and dale, through night and day, I must seek for + something_.' + + +The remembrance evoked by Gwen's chance words sent a little shiver +through the girl; and with it came a sudden pulse of sympathy for the +woman who, now that she saw her close, did indeed look haggard and +worn. + +'No wonder you are tired,' she said gently. 'Even I feel as if I could +sleep for days.' + +'But you are coming to hawk surely,' broke in George. 'Do, please! it +won't be any fun without you.' + +'Not a bit,' assented Dan. 'Gordon ordered your horse, I know, and told +them to take you your tea at five punctually.' + +'You must go, Rose,' put in Gwen with a shrug of her white shoulders. +'Diana _Chasseresse_ mustn't disappoint her votaries. I'm glad my habit +was burnt.' + +She did not look it, and Rose, as she went off to her corner room +wondered if Gwen could be jealous of her. The idea was absurd, but +pleasing; and she fell asleep placidly over variations of the +possibility. + +But just over the way with that dark mirrored room between them, Gwen +lay awake, with one hand thrust under the pillow where she could feel a +tiny paper parcel. Should she keep it, or should she not? Should she +say anything of the scene burnt in on her memory, or should she not? +She seemed to see it as a spectator, not as the only actor in it. To +see a woman in native dress in that room set round with eyes; the +Ayôdhya pot in her hand, and in her tinsel-edged veil the jewels which +had fallen from its false bottom. Jewels which if sold would buy her +freedom, perhaps save her, and Dan too, from a great mistake. It was a +chance. A chance most likely unknown to any one in the wide world save +herself, for who would have knowingly sold a pot containing three huge +pearls and an emerald for ten rupees? Nor was she bound to give more to +the seller. Land was bought so, but if the mines were found afterwards, +that was the buyer's good luck, even if he had guessed. Facts like +these, accepted apparently by the honest and honourable, go far to give +such as Gwen immoral support. No one could possibly know; she herself +would not have known save for that chance slip, and the eyes made keen +and eager through fear of some slight injury to the treasure. + +It was a chance of escape from the danger which had come home to her +sharply in the past twenty-four hours. The danger of yielding to her +own weakness about Dan made clear by his actions; the new danger, +suggested by his words, of her losing her hold on Lewis. Could the +latter really be attracted by Rose? The events of the evening gave +colour to the possibility. If so, there was no time to be lost. She +must be free; free to do as she chose. No one would know. Nobody +would dream of bribing one so powerless as she. And if the jewels had +been put there knowingly, it was only her risk. No one else was +responsible--Lewis had said so---- + +So she argued, coming round always to the same thought, till the first +glint of dawn brought sleep, as it so often does to weary eyes. Perhaps +in the thought that the sun will rise, the world go on, no matter what +we do, or think, or say. + +She slept so soundly that all the bustle of the hawking party failed to +disturb her; and when that was over the long stretch of terraced roof +lay empty of all sound or sign of life, save for the green parrots +shrieking and swooping about the carven work. A pair of them had built +in a loophole, whence the young ones kept up a simmering, bubbling +noise, like a boiling tea-kettle; a comfortable homely sound out of +keeping with the bare beauty of stone, and sunlight, and hard blue sky. + +Down in the courtyard below, two badge wearers in scarlet and gold +lounged on the stairs, barring the roof from intrusion, chatting to the +passers-by, and discussing the news which had just been brought in by +the camel which was crouching beside a pile of fodder in the centre of +the yard, while its owner stretched his limbs, cramped with riding all +night across the desert, in front of the cook-room. Halfway up the +stairs on the landing leading to the state-rooms, Mrs. Boynton's ayah +squatted, combining business with pleasure, by being within reach of a +call and her forbidden hookah, at one and the same time. A bundle of +letters lay beside her, intended as a peace-offering against the +possible smell of smoke. + +The sun climbed up silently, shifting the shadows on the silent roof. +That was the only movement, until suddenly a figure in a white domino +peered through the _grille_ which barred the flight of steps leading to +the Diwân's tower. Then came the grate of a rusty key in a lock, and +the figure flitted, silently as the shadows, to the summer-house, and +paused in the mirror-room. Perhaps the transformation which Western +taste and Mrs. Boynton's clever fingers had wrought in its adornment, +was pleasing, perhaps the reverse. The _burka_, however, is of all +disguises the most complete, since it blots out form, colour, +expression, even movement. The figure showed indeed like a white +extinguisher in the centre of the room, until, with a swaying of ample +folds it glided over to the corner stand where the Ayôdhya pot stood +out from Gwen's artistic drapery. Then something slid out, still +shrouded in white folds, from the extinguisher, raised the vase, shook +it slightly, replaced it, and slid back again in a horrible +invertebrate protoplasmic sort of movement, calculated to send a shiver +through a spectator. But there was none. The thing had the whole roof +to itself save for that fair-haired sleeper in the corner room who lay +with one hand clasping a little packet hidden under her pillow. Her +face was turned to the doorway in full view of those latticed eye-holes +belonging to the _burka_, which after a time came to look in on her +from the half-raised curtain, and let in with a shaft of sunshine, a +vista of blue skies and marble balustrades with two red and green +parrots pecking at each other. It may have been the light, more +probably the disturbing effect the dim consciousness of other eyes +fixed on our own has upon most people, which roused Gwen Boynton. But +she opened hers suddenly and started up in bed, her heart throbbing +violently, though the curtain had fallen and not a sound was to be +heard. + +'Comin', mem sahiba, comin',' came in immediate answer to her +imperative call as the ayah, thrusting her hookah aside, snatched at +the letters, and shook what smoke she could from her voluminous +garments. A trifling delay, but enough to allow the thing up-stairs to +flit round the summerhouse again; even to pause a second at the +_grille_. + +'It makes too much noise. I will leave it open,' it muttered as it +disappeared up the steps with the rusty key held in its formless clasp. + +'Where were you?' asked Gwen, her heart still throbbing. 'And who was +that who looked in on me from the door? There was some one: I'm sure +there was some one.' + +'Me, mem sahiba,' grinned the woman readily. 'Me, ayah. Look in several +time. Mem always neendi par; sota! sota! like baba.[2] Ayah waitin' +close to bring dâk. Many letters for mem sahiba.' + +Mrs. Boynton looked at her doubtfully. It was not the ayah whom she had +seen; of that she felt certain. On the other hand, if the woman really +had been sitting outside it was more than probable the whole thing was +a dream. No harm had come of it, anyhow; so five minutes after she was +dividing her attention between early tea and a long epistle from an +absent admirer. Gwen's victims were always excellent correspondents, +perhaps because of that gracious indifference in which lay her great +charm, since a letter had quite as good a chance as a man of whiling +away her kindly, sympathetic leisure. + +But when the ayah was brushing at the pretty hair Gwen's mind reverted +to the question which had kept her awake. As so often happens--the +learned say by unconscious cerebration--it appeared to have settled +itself. Independently of Dan, or any secondary matter of that sort, +money would be useful. Most useful, seeing she had just lost the best +part of her wardrobe and had a season at Simla in immediate prospect. +Now she came to think of it, Hodinuggur owed her some reparation for +the loss it had inflicted upon her. Besides, it would be wiser to wait +and see if the presence of jewels in the pot were suspected by any one +or not. If the latter, it would clearly be flying in the face of a good +Providence to mention her discovery. So, by the time she was ready to +face her world, that world seemed quite simple and easy to face. + +Chândni thought the same thing as she sat at the Diwân's feet in the +big balconied room of the tower overlooking the canal, telling him in +whispers of the success of her plan so far. The jewels were no longer +in the pot. The mem must have them, for, as she had found out through a +khitmutgâr, the mem had been alone during many hours, and had been +making a mess in the room with trumpery platters and pots. + +'She may send it back yet,' said the Diwân cautiously. 'Lo! I am old, +and this I have learnt through long years: Trust not a woman not to +change her mind till she be dead.' + +The courtesan laughed. ''Tis as well for some men she is born so, +father. But a night's thought is as death to a woman. Life is too short +to give more to such things. And that night is over without a sign. +Give her yet one more, an thou wilt; after that, say that Chândni hath +dug the channel. 'Twill be thy task to turn the water into it. + + + + + CHAPTER X + + +Among those things which come by Nature and are not to be taught, may +be reckoned a pretty seat on horseback. One may be a good rider without +it, a poor one with it; but when grace and skill are combined a man +certainly shows at his best on horseback. It was so with Lewis Gordon. +He sat his lean little country-bred as if it belonged to him; not as +the usual phrase runs, as if he were part of his horse. For that is a +description which ignores the essence of the thing to be described; +which is, surely, the mastery a man has over something which is _not_ +himself. Part of his horse! The very words conjure up a man paralysed +to the waist and jelly above, agonising over a cavalry seat. + +If Lewis Gordon were grateful to Providence for anything, it was for +making and keeping him a light weight, and thus rendering him +independent of Australian or Arab mounts. The fourteen-hand pony which +he had picked up--a mere bag of bones--at a native fair, had to be hard +held when trotting alongside of Colonel Tweedie's big Waler, yet she +had only cost him a tenth of the price. As she forged along, quivering +with impatience, Bronzewing was a pretty sight, the sunlight shining +red through her wide nostrils, and shifting in golden curves over the +bronze muscles which were almost black in shadow. Rose Tweedie always +admired it immensely, and, illogically enough, felt inclined to be more +lenient on the rider. She told herself it was because he wore +spectacles on horseback, and they were less offensive than the +eyeglass, which permitted variations of method in his outlook. She did +not even fall foul of his indifference when he dawdled about, a picture +of aimless dejection, at the hawking party; in fact, she had a sneaking +sympathy with his feelings. It was dreary work watching unfortunate +grey partridges beaten up from one bush by coolies, only to be pounced +on by a hawk ere it could reach the shelter of the next cover. She also +shared his disgust at Dalel Beg, who, in top-boots, red coat, and +doe-skins, took a keen interest in the gorging of young hawks on the +entrails of the still struggling victims, and gave shrill 'yoicks' and +'gone a ways' at each fresh flutter. Khush-hâl Beg watching the sport +from a bullock-cart on which he reclined among cushions was purely +comical; his son purely offensive. + +'I think,' remarked Lewis slowly, 'he is the worst specimen of +civilisation I ever met; and I think this is the deadliest +entertainment I ever was at. And both those facts mean something.' + +Rose laughed, and suggested that it would have been different had they +come across bustard. They, she had heard, were worth hawking. Her +companion shook his head. + +'I've seen it on the frontier at its best. You lose the essence of +sport; that, I take it, lies in pitting your strength, or skill, or +endurance against the quarry. In hawking you ride behind the skill; and +as the country is easy, the whole thing resolves itself into the pace +of your horse; in other words, what you paid for the beast.' + +'Not always! I'd back Bronzewing against the field any day,' cried Rose +impulsively. + +He looked up with quite a flush of pleasure. 'Well! she should do her +best to win the gloves for you, Miss Tweedie.' + +The reply came as naturally as the remark which provoked it, but it +made the girl feel suddenly shy and say hastily-- + +'She looks as if she wanted to be off now; how that partridge startled +her!' + +'Not a bit of it. She is only longing, as I am, for a hunt.' + +'A hunt?' + +'Yes! a partridge-hunt. Have you never seen one?' He gave a rapid +glance round. 'There are too many bushes here, but Keene may know of +some fairly-open country, with perhaps a thorn-hedge or two for you to +jump--that is to say, if you have had enough of this festive scene.' + +Five minutes after, George Keene, Dan Fitzgerald, Lewis Gordon, and she +were sweeping along in line across low sand-hills in order to dip down +into a harder plain among stretches of level, dotted sparsely with low +caper-bushes, with here and there a patch of cultivation showing +vividly green against its whitey-brown frame of desert, and here and +there a bit of plough ready for the summer crop. + +There is nothing more invigorating in the world than riding in line at +a hand-gallop across such country in the freshness of early morning, +especially when the party has gay hearts and light heads. Rose felt +that it was worth all her purely feminine amusements put together, and, +with a flush of enjoyment on her face, besieged Lewis Gordon with +high-pitched questions as to what they were going to do; he calling +back his answers, so that their voices rose above the rhythmical +beating of the horses' hoofs. + +'We are going without dog or coolie, gun or any lethal weapon +whatever--as the code says--to ride down and capture the grey partridge +or _Ammoperdix bonhami_! Have you seen it done, Fitzgerald?' + +'Heard of it only. The pace must be good.' + +'Racing speed; no less. Therein lies the fun.' He gave a quick glance +at Rose's tackle, and frowned. 'You should have a stronger bit,' he +began when she interrupted him. + +'It is the same as yours.' + +'Perhaps. But a lady can't ride like a man, especially in this sort of +work. If I had noticed it before, I----' + +'Nonsense! I always ride with a snaffle, and Shâhâd is as steady as a +house.' + +'That is no argument. In my opinion a lady should----' + +The rest of the wrangle was spared to the company, for at that moment a +partridge buzzed out of a bush at their feet, Bronzewing's equanimity +gave way, and with a snort of eagerness she burst after it, Shâhzâd +following suit; both beasts heading straight as a die after the quarry, +heedless of their riders or their discussions. + +'Give him his head, Miss Tweedie,' shouted Lewis, as he shot past. 'He +has done it before and knows the game! Off we are!' + +Off indeed, helter-skelter, behind the grey-brown buzz of wings showing +against a blue sky. + +'Ride it! Ride it! Keep an eye on it! I'll do back,' came Lewis +Gordon's voice, boyishly excited, as, with hands down, he veered the +mare a point or two by main force, until, as she caught sight of a +heavier' clump of bushes comprehension came to the game little beast, +and she headed straight for it. + +'Where? Oh! Where?' cried Rose distractedly to Dan Fitzgerald, who was +now racing beside her. + +'Right ahead--there--don't you see?' + +Just a brown speck against the blue sky still, but skimming faster and +faster to meet the brown horizon. There still, no--yes-- + +_Gone!_ + +Rose gave a cry, which was echoed by an exclamation from Dan, as +instinctively they reined up, feeling the chase was over. George, +hurrying up from behind, where his pony had been playing the fool, +found them staring disconsolately at the bushes. + +'Lost it, I suppose,' said Lewis, as he rejoined them. 'It is always +difficult to keep it in sight on the horizon. However, you have had a +good burst, Miss Tweedie. See! we started there--a good mile back. Have +you any idea how you got here?' + +'None! I suppose I rode; but I saw nothing but a sort of big bumble-bee +buzzing in front of me. Shâhzâd did the rest.' + +'As I said, not for the first time, which confirms me in saying he is +only a Gulf Arab, for partridge-hunting is a Persian sport. Only don't +tell your father, please; he would never forgive me.' + +As he turned in his saddle, resting one hand on the mare's quarters in +order to speak to Rose, voice and face full of almost boyish enjoyment, +the girl felt that this was a new development of his character, and +that she liked it better than the old ones. + +'Now, as we go along, I'll explain. That bird took us by surprise,' he +went on eagerly. 'Four is an ideal number, though I've had rare fun +riding partridge single-handed. Number one ought to make the pace, +keeping both eyes on the bird. Number two keeps his on the going, so as +to save Number one from coming to grief over rough country. Number +three rides cautious, landmarks the flight, and is ready to turn if the +bird breaks back--you can't when you are going full speed, unless the +bird towers. Number four rides cunning, cuts off curves, and heads for +likely covers. The whole aim being to press the partridge so hard that +it has no time to settle in shelter, but, after skimming down to a +bush, runs through it, and takes to wing again on the other side.' + +'And gets away, I suppose,' muttered, George Keene, still out of +temper. 'Don't see the fun of it.' + +'Wait a bit,' retorted Lewis gaily. 'Now you must remember that the +_rôle_ you have to play depends on how the bird breaks. There is no +time to settle. The nearest in must ride it, the rest choose their +parts as best--steady, mare, steady!' + +It was only a faint '_te-tetar--te-tetar_,' in the far distance, but +Bronzewing started, and even George's pony cocked its ears; while +humanity went on breathlessly in line, the horses' feet at a walk +giving out a hollow sound on the hard soil, the yellow sunshine casting +hard shadows. + +'Look out!' cautioned Lewis, in a whisper. 'There's a partridge running +on ahead; by you, I think, Fitzgerald.' + +'Don't see it?' + +'Farther to the left. The mare sees it. We must trot a bit, or it won't +rise fair. Steady, lass, steady!' + +'I see it,' came in excited tones from George, 'by the big bush, Miss +Tweedie.' + +'That's another,' cautioned Lewis again. 'Take care and don't----' + +_Whirr, buzz! Whirr, buzz!_ + +'Ride it! Ride it!' + +The cry came from two quarters; but Shâhzâd was already extended, and +Rose forgetful of everything save those brown wings low down against +the horizon. She was closer on them this time, for she could see their +skimming swoop as they neared a heavy clump of cover. Yet she felt she +must lose them, as she had done before, when to her relief she saw +Lewis shoot ahead.' + +'All right,' he shouted, 'I'm on. Look out for yourself.' + +There was a cut of his thong against thorns as he rose Bronzewing to a +hedge which Rose had not seen. But she had scarcely steadied herself in +the saddle from the half-considered leap in his wake before the +partridge was down and up again at right-angles to its first flight; +Lewis meanwhile bringing the mare round all he knew, and shouting, +'Ride it, Miss Tweedie! ride it.' + +Shâhzâd, still steadied by the jump, was in hand, and, therefore, on +the track in a second, snorting in mad hurry and excitement, and the +bird was not quite so fast this time, or Rose was riding straighter, +for she saw the last skim of the wings change to running feet as it +touched the grey brown earth which tinted so perfectly with its +plumage. + +'Not there! not there!' came that warning voice from behind. 'It's run +on. The next bush--put Shâhzâd over it.' + +A leap, a scurry, a flutter, and the quarry was up again, heading in +its hurry for an impossible open, backed by bare plough. Bronzewing +being now alongside, Rose found leisure to glance round for the others. + +'Gone after the second partridge,' said Lewis. 'I was afraid of it. +There's a hedge twenty yards ahead, Miss Tweedie, I'll mark.' + +They were over it, almost in the stride, and now the bird was below the +horizon, a mere shadow of darker brown against the plough. + +'I've lost it! I've lost it again!' The despairing cry came from Rose's +very heart as she tugged vainly at Shâhzâd. When she succeeded in +bringing him up, she saw that Lewis was slipping from the mare. + +'AH right!' he cried cheerfully, dropping his white handkerchief on the +ground, 'it's somewhere about! That's the place I marked; now for sharp +eyes.' + +Up and down the bare furrows he searched, followed by Bronzewing, her +reins dangling. Up and down, with such patience, that Rose, gaining +confidence, began to search also. Only, however, to lose hope, as +minute after minute brought no result. + +'I don't believe it's here,' she remarked at last; and with the words +saw Lewis Gordon stoop to pick up something she had passed by, thinking +it was a clod of earth. + +'Your first partridge!' he said with a kindly laugh, as he placed the +bird upon her lap. There it lay unhurt, wide-eyed and motionless as it +had lain among the furrows. + +'Why doesn't it fly away?' asked Rose, with a little catch in her +breath, as she gently stroked the mottled back. + +'It will, soon. At present it's winded. Give it five minutes, and we +could ride it again; but we won't. It flew game, and I needn't ask if +you enjoyed it.' + +No need, certainly. The very horses panting, nose down in each other's +faces, seemed discussing past pleasure. + +'It is safe from kites now,' said Lewis. 'Throw it up, Miss Tweedie.' + +The next instant a skimming flight had ended in a covert of thorns and +Lewis was on his mare ready to start. + +'It wouldn't head for the open again, I bet, he said, 'they get as +'cute as an old fox after a time. To your left, please, that rise +yonder is Hodinuggur.' + +'But we might ride again, surely? It would give the others time to come +up, began Rose, fiercely bitten with the game. + +'Best not. The ground here is bad going; all littered with bricks. +And you could barely hold Shâhzâd that last time. A snaffle is hard +work--for a lady.' + +Rose refrained from open retort. Lewis had given her a morning's +amusement, and she owed him something; for all that, she made a mental +determination to ride partridge as often as she chose with a snaffle. +His objection was only part of that wholesale depreciation--here a +partridge buzzed out of a bush, and partly from impulse, partly from +sheer opposition, she gave Shâhzâd the rein. A bit of bravado in which +she reckoned without the excited horse. Ere she had gone fifty yards, +she realised it had the bit between its teeth. What was worse, she saw +that Lewis realised it also. + +'Look out for bricks,' he called, spurring Bronzewing alongside for a +moment, 'and don't try to follow when the bird breaks back, as it is +sure to do, for cover.' + +The words were still on his lips, when the partridge towered and +turned. Shâhzâd, no novice at such tricks, pulled up short, nearly +throwing Rose over his ears. Then, with a bound, he dashed off +sideways, catching Bronzewing on the flank as she swerved, and throwing +her rider's foot from the stirrup. The mare staggered, pulled herself +together smartly, set her hoof on a loose brick, and came down heavily; +while Rose, tugging vainly at her beast, went sailing away to the +horizon, with the memory of that crashing fall seeming to paralyse her +strength. When she did manage to turn, Bronzewing was on her feet; but +her rider lay where he had fallen. The girl's heart stood still an +instant in that utmost fear which will come first--was he _dead_? Yet, +as she galloped back she told herself, fiercely, that it was +impossible; people fell so often, and did not hurt themselves. But not, +surely, to lie as he lay, with eyes wide open and one arm under him as +if he had pitched head-foremost. Rose had never seen an accident +before, and at first all her helpfulness seemed lost in a senseless +desire to gather him up in her arms and hold him safe. Then the thought +of her own foolishness came to her aid. He had been right! Women were +no good!' A man would have known what to do, and as she thought these +things, she searched, comically enough, in his pockets for a flask, as +if unconsciously reverting to the first resource of the male animal; +but she could find none, and there was no water. What was to be done, +save to chafe his hands and call to him vainly, while a perfect agony +of negation clamoured against her growing fear. He could not be dead! +He was such a good rider. He must have fallen before and not been +killed. Why should he be killed this time? He could not be killed on +such a bright sunny morning--when they had been so happy--when he had +been so kind. Ridiculous, trivial little thoughts, such as make up the +sum of such scenes. + +Finally she rose, resolved by her very despair. Water and help she must +have. If no nearer than the palace, then to the palace she must go. +Shâhzâd had taken advantage of liberty to seek a wheat field, but +Bronzewing would carry her with the stirrup over. The mare, however, +distrusting strangers, sidled off, still circling faithfully round her +master. Then the girl's hopes and fears centred themselves on the +immediate necessity for success. She coaxed, wheedled, cajoled, +forgetting all else, till all of a sudden Bronzewing paused to whinny, +and Rose, looking round instinctively, recognised the magnitude of her +past despair in the light of her great relief as she saw Lewis Gordon, +raised on one elbow, looking at her in a dazed sort of way. She was on +her knees beside him in a minute, confessing the past fear she had so +strenuously denied while it existed. + +'I thought you were dead!' she cried. 'I thought you were dead.' She +was trembling and shaking all over, quite visibly, and he gave an +unsteady laugh. + +'Thumped the back of my head; that's all. No!' a spasm of pain passed +over his face as he sat up. 'My collarbone's gone. Well! it might have +been worse. The ground is uncommonly hard.' + +Worse indeed! Rose could not speak for a lump in her throat; but the +loquacity of escape was upon him. + +'Must have pitched on my shoulder, luckily. I don't in the least +remember how it happened. We were partridging, I suppose; but my mind +is an absolute blank. No wonder! my head is just splitting; but I can +walk home all right.' + +And when she proposed riding Bronzewing for help, he negatived it +firmly on the ground that the mare wasn't broken in for a lady; a man +never having such a strong hold on his individual quips and cranks as +when he realises that he has been within an ace of losing them +altogether; whence comes the proverbial captiousness of convalescents. + +So she had to be content with giving him a hand up and walking beside +him, feeling a sad trembling in the knees joined to a general sensation +of having gone to pieces. He, on the contrary, talking and laughing in +magnificent, manly fashion. + +'You had better tell me how it happened,' he said, as they neared the +palace. 'People make such a fuss, that it is as well to be prepared. +Did you see me come to grief?' + +Rose hesitated for a moment to own up; then she did it wholesale. + +'You told me not to ride because of the snaffle, but I did. I lost +control of Shâhzâd; he charged Bronzewing. She put her foot on a loose +brick, and--and I'm very, very sorry.' + +'Stupid little beast,' he said, looking round at the mare, who was +following them like a dog. 'I expect she wants re-shoeing.' + +The evasion was kindly meant; but she regretted it. It seemed somehow +to set her aside. But this was her portion in all things, for with +Lewis in his room, scientifically bandaged by Dan and nursed by his +cousin, Rose's part resolved itself into doing audience for her +father's fussing. He had a capacity for it at all times, but Fate had +provided him with special reasons for it now. Another delay! and when +it was absolutely necessary that he should hold a Canal Committee at +Delhi early in the week, how was he to manage without his personal +assistant? Then there were private reasons for annoyance which he did +not confide to Rose, but which that clear-sighted young lady fully +understood. If Lewis had to remain a few days longer at Hodinuggur, his +cousin would remain also; in which case Dan Fitzgerald would stay to +look after them. Now Dan, ever since the fire, had been in the +Colonel's black books. He had, as it were, thrust himself forward and +made himself conspicuous. Finally, any woman must feel gratitude to a +man who had saved her life. It was all of a piece--all the result of +disobedience to his superior wisdom. Why had Rose set fire to the camp? +Had he not warned her a hundred times against sitting up to read? Why +had she charged Lewis? Had he not begged her fifty times to ride in a +more reserved and ladylike fashion? + +Rose could only fall back on George for comfort, and he, for reasons of +his own, was utterly unsympathetic. A broken collar-bone, he said, was +nothing--except an awful nuisance to every one else. To tell truth, the +only person in that up-stairs world who was satisfied at the new turn +affairs had taken was Gwen Boynton. It suited her admirably in more +ways than one. So she sat after lunch and talked with Colonel Tweedie +in the balcony until his ill-humour vanished in a bland flood of +conviction that this eminently charming woman really was full of +sympathy for his difficulties, and thoroughly impressed with his +responsible position. In fact, when she had apologised for returning to +duty and her patient, he came and let loose his satisfaction upon his +daughter. Nothing was more useful to a man having authority than the +companionship of a really sensible woman of the world. It enabled you +to do justice to yourself, to adopt the course you considered best +without undue hesitation. Therefore he would start for Rajpore, as he +had always intended to do, on the following day, taking Mr. Fitzgerald +with him to supply Gordon's place. He knew something of the current +work, and it would be a kindness, serving to show--er--that--er--there +was really nothing against him at headquarters. + +'That was very considerate of Mrs. Boynton,' interrupted Rose quickly. +She saw the meaning of this man[oe]uvre so far that it roused her +resentment, even though, after all, it would be better for Dan than +dangling about with a sore heart while Gwen nursed the sick man. Better +for George also, since the _partie carrée_ could not well consist of +three and a dummy. George should talk to her, and so be kept from +dangling also. + +Thus Dan himself was the only one to look blank at the proposal, and +even he admitted its reasonableness when Mrs. Boynton pointed out the +many advantages it would have. This was during the _tête-à-tête_, in a +bell-shaped cupola, which she allowed him over their tea. To tell +truth, Gwen always behaved with the strictest and most impartial +justice to all who had claims upon her, and she would have felt herself +unkind had she allowed poor dear Dan to go away feeling aggrieved. She +was very sorry he had to go, or rather, to be strictly accurate, she +was sorry that common-sense dictated that he should go. Had all things +been consenting, there was no one in the wide world she would so gladly +have had for a husband. Now, when a woman of Mrs. Boynton's type, which +is at all times kindly disposed to lovers, has an idea of this sort +firmly fixed in her mind, she can be very kind indeed, even in her +dismissals. So Dan was perfectly happy after he had sat beside her, and +given her a second cup of tea, and handed her the bread and butter, +though he made wry faces over her lecture on the necessity for +subordinating his opinions to Colonel Tweedie's. + +'And, Dan,' she said, when the _tête-à-tête_ had lasted long enough, +'as you are going to Delhi, you might take a parcel for me to Manohar +Lâl, the jeweller's. It is quite small, but you might just send it +round--the shop is in the Chowk--by the bearer. I wouldn't trouble you, +but it is a chance, as you are going that way. It won't bother you, +will it?' + +'Bother,' echoed Dan in the tones which men in his condition use on +such occasions. + +'Then, I'll give it you now. I was going to send it by post, so it is +addressed, and all the instructions are inside; but it would be safer +if you took it--as you happen to be going.' + +She repeated the phrase as if to convince herself of its truth. Yet +when, on returning with her commission, Dan seized the opportunity of +taking the parcel to kiss the fingers which held it, she felt something +of a traitor. Even though, in sending the jewels she had found to be +appraised, she told herself she had no other intention beyond, if +possible, getting enough money to repay the loan she had so unwisely +taken. That was all; and this chance of sending to Delhi by a safe hand +had decided her so far--no more. + +'Good-bye, dear Dan,' she said; 'I always miss you so much when you go +away.' + +That night Chândni reported progress to the Diwân. The mem's ayah had +let out that the big Huzoor, Fitzgerald sahib, was the greatest friend +the mem had. She must be a regular bad one, if all tales were true. And +the big sahib was going to Delhi, the most likely place in which jewels +would be sold. She would write to her craft, who were good clients of +the goldsmiths, and bid them keep a sharp look-out. It would at least +do no harm. + +'Thy father must have been the devil,' said Zubr-ul-Zamân admiringly; +'yet will I reward thee, as thou hast asked, if all goes well. + +'Does not all go well?' laughed the woman. 'The fire, and the fall?' + +'And the girl?' + +'Oh, naught of the girl!--the lance-player hits not the peg first time. +That part is done, that tune played, for good or evil. The bridegroom, +they say, comes next week. 'Tis well; we want no evil eye to change the +luck.' + + + + + CHAPTER XI + + +The _dîners à la russe_ on the roof had not passed unnoticed by the +world below. How could they? Over such strange doings curious tongues +must need wag, setting other curious eyes to peep and peer; especially +in the women's apartments, where life was so empty of novelty and where +a crowded squabbling glimpse, from some lattice, of arrival or +departure was all the inmates could hope for, beyond, of course, the +ceremonial visit which the English ladies paid to a circle of selected +wives. + +But there, in company dresses and company manners, the chief women of +three generations had found it impossible to ask enough questions to +throw any light on the one absorbing phenomenon of utter shamelessness +in their visitors; and after Colonel Tweedie's departure disputes began +to run high in that rabbit-warren of dark rooms and darker passages, +centred round a bit of roof walled in to the semblance of a tank, which +lay to the right of the Diwân's tower. + +The elder women, led by the old man's last remaining wife, a still +personable woman of forty, upheld the theory which has had so much to +do with British supremacy in the past; namely, that the sahib-logue, +being barely human, must not be judged by ordinary human standards. As +likely as not, their women were not women at all. The younger party, +however, consisting largely of Dalel Beg's many matrimonial ventures in +the forlorn hope of a son, declared that the true explanation lay the +other way; namely, in the excess of frail humanity. Both positions +being argued with that absolute want of reserve which is the natural +result of herding women together away from the necessity for modest +reticence which the presence of even their stranger sisters brings with +it. That lack of reserve in the mind by which nature compensates +herself for the seclusion of the body, and which makes those who have +real experience of the working of the zenana system put their finger on +it as the plague-spot of India; a plague-spot which all the women +doctors sent to bolster up the system by exotic and mistaken +benevolence will never cure. + +And to the war of words, Azîzan listened listlessly as she crouched for +hours beside that slit in the prison wall, whence on tip-toe she could +see the flag-stone before the mosque on which she had sat when he was +painting her picture. She had ceased to cry, ceased to do anything save +mope about in the dark with dull resentful eyes taking in the emptiness +and hopelessness of all things; even her desires going no further than +a vague wish that she could have seen the flag-stone where the sahib +had sat, instead of that dull, uninteresting, unconsecrated one. But in +that house of languid, listless, useless women her dejection might have +passed unnoticed save for the fact that old Zainub, the duenna, began +to be troubled with an old enemy--the rheumatism. + +Up-stairs on the roof, the connection between Azîzan's tears and +Zainub's sciatica would have seemed far-fetched, obscure; down-stairs, +however, it was self-evident, clear as daylight. Briefly, Azîz had the +evil eye, like her grandfather the potter, and she was using it, as her +mother had used it. Sixteen years before, after nursing that mother in +the damp dungeon, where useless cries could be deadened, Zainub had +nearly died of rheumatic fever. Not from the damp, of course; simply +from the evil eye. Nothing, in fact, had saved her life then, save a +promise to protect the baby. And now for the sake of money, she had +brought grief on the child, and unless that grief could be assuaged, +the result was certain; she would die. The pains were already upon her, +and a dozen times a day she cursed her own folly in helping Chândni; +Chândni who, when the ruse failed, had thrown her over with a paltry +fee. Yet old Zainub, even while she blamed herself, confessed that no +duenna could have foreseen such a coil about nothing; but then the +world was full of strange new wickedness. In the old time no girl in +her senses would have met the suggestion of carrying on the intrigue on +her own account as Azîzan had done, with vehement denial and glowering, +unhappy eyes. The thought of them sent additional twinges through poor +old Zainub's bones. George Keene, who had taken up his quarters in the +state-rooms of the palace, so as to be near Lewis Gordon at night, +never dreamt how narrowly he escaped the invasion of an old beldame +beseeching him to remove a curse from her. He had for the time almost +forgotten the Azîzan episode; even the surprise which the potter's +mention of his daughter's name had aroused he set aside for the +present. There would be time enough for inquiry when he was alone once +more; when the absorbing interest of the present had gone out of his +life. + +So the tragedy down-stairs was completely hidden from those up-stairs. +It is so often in India. Occasionally we gain a glimpse behind the +veil; for instance, when the periodical scare as to the number of human +brains required to keep up British prestige seizes on some cantonment. +A scare which it may interest the 'Peace with Dishonour, party to know +is apt to follow on any lowering of the Lion's tail. Then there are two +simple syllables, known doubtless to many readers of this veracious +story as they are to the writer of it, which if uttered casually--say +in dinner-table conversation--will of a certainty lead to your servants +leaving your service without delay. These things sound unreal, +farcical, no doubt; so would George, as he handed their bread and +butter to the ladies up-stairs, have deemed the fear which prompted old +Zainub's wheedling words as she crouched by Azîzan's bed plying her +with greasy sweetmeats. + +'Eat some, my pigeon--a morsel, beloved! Why wilt not be comforted, +child? Say what is in thy heart, and if Zainub's old hands can compass +it, 'tis thine. + +'I want nothing. Let me be,' muttered Azîzan. + +Zainub rocked herself to and fro, partly in despair, partly to allay a +sharper twinge of the enemy, and looked round dismally as if for some +inspiration of comfort. There was not much to suggest it in those bare +walls, inexpressibly squalid, dirty beyond belief; save the cemented +floor, which underwent a daily sprinkling from a skin water-bag, and a +daily lashing with a reed broom. There was a mark of the passage of +that skin bag up the narrow stairs in a cleaner streak along the grimy +walls, and a mark of that reed broom in the spatter-work dado of slush +round the room. The smoke of rushlights blackened the arched niches, +their oily dribblings seamed the once whitewashed walk below, and +centuries of cobwebs hung on the rough rafters. There was no furniture +of any sort or kind, excepting the low stool on which Zainub crouched, +and the string cot whereon the girl had flung herself recklessly. Not +even resting fairly, but half on, half off, each listless curve showing +her indifferent despair; her flimsy veil crushed into a pillow, her +unkempt yet braided hair showing she had not thought of it for days. No +uncommon sight in the zenana, when so and so's 'constitution is +disturbed,' as the phrase runs. + +'Would it soothe thee to talk of it?' whined the old lady. + +'No! no!' Azîz sat up in sudden anger. 'I hate him. I hate everybody.' +Then, her own confused emotion being strange and new to her, she sought +refuge with a whimper in her old sullenness. + +'Ari! pretty one,' replied Zainub, relieved at something tangible. +'Thou art right to hate him. Yet grieve not, since he hath gained +naught of thee. Thou hast passed him by scornfully.' + +On the face turned to the dirty wall something like a smile quivered. + +'He hath the pot--the Ayôdhya pot,' murmured Azîz half to herself. 'He +kept that--he liked that.' The duenna beat her shrivelled hands +together and laughed shrilly. + +'Wah illâh! he hath kept it, sure enough, but he will rue it. Look you! +I know not the ins and outs; yet will the pot bring him evil. Yea! even +though he hath given it to the mem up-stairs.' + +Azîzan was on her feet ere the words were finished, her eyes aflame, +her whole figure trembling with excitement. + +'He hath given it away! Mai Zainub, is it truth? He hath given it to +the mems! Ah! how I hate them. It is mine! I will have it back. I +will--I will.' + +She flung herself once more on the bed, almost choking with her +passionate cries, wild in her uncontrolled jealousy, while Zainub, +mystified and half impatient, deprecated the foolish, impossible +desire. Did she not want revenge? Well, the pot was to bring it about. +It would bring money to the treasury also, and before that +consideration what mere personal whim could stand? Finally, it was not +hers, but the Diwân's, who had a right to let the pot go as he chose. + +Azîzan's ultimatum came swiftly with a savage gleam in her light eyes. + +'Then I will die; and others shall die, too.' The girl was no fool; she +could see through the secret of Zainub's docility by the light of many +a covert allusion of her companions to her strange eyes. Well, if the +power was hers she would use it, so give her back the Ayôdhya pot or +take the chance. Zainub crept away disconsolate; even with her +life-long experience of the vagaries in which hysterical girls indulged +she demanded shrilly of High Heaven if there had ever been contrariety +equal to Azîzan's. To set aside the possibility of revenge! Still she +must do her best, and if the mem had the Ayôdhya pot in the palace +there was always a chance of being able to steal it. As a beginning she +spent some of Chândni's rupees on sweetmeats, and, hiding the tray +under her domino, set off to pay her respects to Mrs. Boynton's ayah. + +'The _burka_ is certainly a most mysterious garment,' remarked Gwen, as +she lent over the balcony just as Zainub shuffled through the courtyard +on her errand. 'Did I ever mention the fright I had one morning? I woke +thinking that a pair of those latticed goggles were glaring at me; but +it was only Fuzli looking in to see if I was awake. Still it alarmed +me.' + +'Women have a hard time of it,' said Lewis languidly from the arm-chair +at her side, where he was playing the part of interesting invalid after +four days of unwelcome fever. 'How I should hate to have nerves!' + +'We are not a whole army of martyrs, however,' objected Rose swiftly. +'I, for one, decline to be credited with them.' + +As she sat pouring out the tea with George Keene's help her face rather +belied her words. She looked fine-drawn and eager, her eyes bright, yet +tired. Gwen smiled confidentially at her companion. + +'People in good times never have nerves, so you and Mr. Keene have no +excuse for them at present. By the way, you must have been successful +with the partridges today, for I assure you, Lewis, they were not in to +breakfast till past twelve.' + +Not much in the words--much in the manner. It made Rose bring her cup +of tea to the balcony and stand looking with a satirical smile at the +pair seated there before she turned to George. + +'We think Mr. Gordon is in a good time also! don't we, Mr. Keene? You +should break something too; Mrs. Boynton would be quite equal to +another patient.' + +The crudeness, not to say rudeness, of her own words startled her into +adding hastily, 'For she is a good nurse; isn't she, Mr. Gordon? + +'First-class for one,' he replied coolly; 'but I doubt her managing +three. Therefore, if Keene is going to break something, as you suggest, +it would be as well if, for a change, you took some care of yourself. +At present you look miserably ill.' + +Rose flushed into health at once. + +'I? Rubbish! If you have quite finished tea, Mr. Keene, let us go on +with that match at tennis.' + +'There they go, supremely happy,' commented Gwen from her post of +vantage after a pause. 'I'm a shockingly bad chaperon, but that is your +fault, Lewis, for getting fever. Do you think _monsieur le père_ will +be very angry?' + +He shifted irritably. 'My dear Gwen, don't overdo it, for goodness +sake. I'm grateful; you know that quite well. But if you want me to +believe that Keene is in love with Miss Tweedie, I must decline to +agree. The lad is palpably in love with you; as we all are. As for +Miss Tweedie, I decline to have any opinion at all. Girls of her type +are beyond me. She looks ill, of course, but no woman can stand +half-a-dozen hours in the saddle before breakfast and half-a-dozen +singles before dinner, with, I suppose, half-a-dozen problems before +lunch and half-a-dozen books before bed. The thing's absurd, and as you +don't seem able to stop it, it is as well we are leaving Hodinuggur so +soon.' + +His distinct loss of temper made Gwen change the subject outwardly, but +retain it inwardly as a justification of her tactics. They had been +very simple. A word to George of gratitude for his care of Rose, a +playful remark to the latter on her marked anxiety for the patient's +comfort had left the elder woman mistress of the situation. She was in +no hurry, however, to bring it to a crisis. Time enough for that when +they should nave returned to civilisation, and she had that letter from +the jewellers which might even now be waiting for a certain Mrs. +Arbuthnot at the post-office at Rajpore. + +Perhaps she might not have found Rose so ready to acquiesce in plans +through which the young girl saw perfectly if they had not fallen in +with the latter's convenience. It was easier that Lewis Gordon should +believe her occupied with George, and better for the boy than dangling +after Gwen all day; _he_ was too good for that sort of thing. She told +herself this savagely, many times a day; even when, with a worldly +wisdom beyond her years, she was playing the part of elder sister and +confidant to the lad's ardent admiration. As for him, he was supremely +happy between the occupations of worshipping the most perfect woman in +the world and being companion to the jolliest girl he had ever known. + +The day had been hot and sultry, unusually so for the time of year, and +as the four stood saying good-night to each other for the last time on +the roof the sheet lightning was shimmering in a faint haze low down on +the eastern horizon. + +'Rain,' said Lewis Gordon in a low voice to Rose. 'Lucky for that dusty +dhoolie journey to-morrow evening. In the meantime, I hope it may cure +your headache.' + +'I have no headache,' she replied coldly. + +'I'm glad you did not say no head; that perjury could have been proved. +Good-night.' + +He turned to his cousin and let his hand linger in hers affectionately, + +'Don't be alarmed if the storm is a bad one.' + +'Of course I shall be alarmed,' she answered gaily. 'Then you and +Mr. Keene will have no peace; for you don't suppose I intend to stay +on the roof in order to be struck by lightning. I shall turn you out +down-stairs at a moment's notice. + +George with adoring eyes on his divinity suggested eagerly that if he +returned to the bungalow the ladies could move down at once. Gordon no +longer required any one at night, and it would be more comfortable.' + +'Nonsense,' cried Rose impatiently. 'I don't believe it will rain. +Anyhow, I shall stay where I am, storm or no storm.' + +'Nerves or no nerves,' parodied Lewis, 'Keene shall come into my room, +Gwen, and I will order his to be got ready for emergencies. Then, if +nature does convulse, you can seek shelter without disturbing us. Even +Miss Tweedie will allow the wisdom of that arrangement from a +masculine, and, therefore, selfish point of view.' + +She did allow it, inwardly. The worst of Lewis Gordon was his knack of +being right in a way which forced her into disagreement. This +consciousness accentuated her obstinacy, and even when Mrs. Boynton, +pathetic and plaintive in a trailing white dressing-gown, sat on the +edge of the girl's bed beseeching her to let discretion be the better +part of valour, she would not yield. She was not going to give colour +to Mr. Gordon's caricature of womanhood. Besides, it was close +down-stairs. She had a headache, and liked the air. Finally, she was +not afraid of being left alone; Gwen could go down if she wished. + +As she watched the little procession bearing pillows and blankets file +down the stairs, with the ayah in the rear, protesting that 'big storm +come kill missy baba for laugh old Fuzli,' she felt glad to be left +alone. Her head did ache; what is more, her pulses were bounding with a +touch of sun-fever. It would be gone by morning; yet Lewis, perhaps, +had been right also in saying that she had been exposing herself too +much. The inclination to rest her hot head on the cool marble +balustrade and sit there under the restful sky was strong, but with an +instinct of fight she set it aside almost fiercely, and after looping +back the curtains of the corner-room so as to let in what air there +was, lay down decorously. But not to sleep. A dreary disturbing round +of thought kept her awake, sending her back and back again to the same +point--the assertion that she had certainly been overdoing it. That was +the cause of her depression. Until suddenly, causelessly, her native +truth rebelled against the self-deception, and she sat up in the dark +pressing the palms of her hot hands together. What was the use of lying +to herself? Was it not better to confess frankly that with all his +faults Lewis Gordon interested her more than any one else in the world? +Perhaps it was love--yes! she cared for him as she cared for no one +else in the world, and was it not detestable to blush and deny the fact +instead of being straightforward? At any time this indictment of her +honesty would have been intolerable; now, with fever running riot in +her veins it forced her to exaggerated action. She had been behaving +like a romantic school-girl in a novel. In future there should be no +possibility of her denying the fact that she had wilfully, and without +due cause, fallen in love with a man who did not love her. Yes, fallen +in love! Her cheeks were flushed, her eyes shining when the light of +the candle she lit fell on them. As she passed quickly into the +mirror-room the thousand facets gave back her eagerness, her +determination, as she deliberately chose out Lewis Gordon's photograph +from a folding frame standing below the Ayôdhya pot. She stood for a +moment looking at it, struggling with her pride, then she passed back +into her room again and thrust it under her pillow. That was an end of +all lies at any rate. After that she would never be able to deny the +truth. She gave an odd, almost happy little laugh as she crept into her +bed again, where, after a time, she fell asleep with one hand guarding +something under the pillow: just as Gwen had guarded something in her +corner-room a few nights before. + +No doubt it was the growing coolness of the night which soothed the +girl; on the other hand, it may have been the testimony of a good +conscience not ashamed to confess facts. The lightning shimmered over +her sleeping face, and, as it shimmered, showed a black arch of cloud +looming from the east. By and by the wind rose, bringing with it the +fresh earthy smell of distant rain. + +It was now between second and third jackal cry, that is to say, the +deadest hour in the Indian night, when even natives and dogs sleep. Yet +there were two figures stealing round the base of the Diwân's tower to +the piled ruins of the old wall which had fallen on the potter's house +long years before; fallen suddenly in the night, after just such a +storm as that now sweeping up with the wind. + +'Ari, heart's core!' pleaded a cracked voice, 'sure the rain begins +even now, and God knows what the old stairs be like. 'Tis sixteen years +gone since they were used. Holy Fâtma, what a flash! 'Tis no night for +women-folk to be out; be wise and leave it. To-morrow, perchance, when +they pack up the things, I may lay hands on it.' + +'Be still, mai! What good to talk when 'tis settled? What didst say? +Straight up to the hole in the wall, three steps down to the ledge, +along that to the window slit in the Diwân's stair, so by them to the +gate; thou hast the key. No, 'tis open, thou sayest. Is not that right? +Lo, mai, 'tis easy.' + +'In the old days; but the lattice parapet is gone, they say, and a +false step--O Azîz, be wise! Would God I had not told thee of it.' + +A faint laugh echoed into the pitchy darkness. 'Thy aches and pains +would never have reached the pot otherwise, O mother!' + +The hint was not lost on old Zainub. She stumbled on hastily until a +shimmer of lightning showed an opening half hidden by _débris_ in the +base of the tower into which she crept. + +'See, here are the matches,' she whimpered, 'and witness, O Azîz! I +have done all, even to letting thee wear the old dress, since it +pleaseth thee, though wherefore, God knows----' + +''Tis light and strong,' interrupted the girl hastily. 'Stay you here, +mother; I will be back ere long.' + +A box of Swedish _tändstickors_ made for the British market with a +portrait of Mr. Pickwick on the cover, was an incongruous item in the +scene, yet one of them looked tragic enough as it sent a glow through +Azîzan's brown fingers and showed a broken flight of steps. + +'I will be back ere long,' she repeated at the first turn. Then the +light went with her into the very heart of the wall. + +Zainub sat crouching in the dark, shivering and groaning. 'Ai! my +sins,' she muttered, hiding her face from a sudden flash of lightning, +'the pains of Jehannum are on me already. I perish of fear; the breath +leaves my body.' She rocked herself backwards and forwards ceaselessly, +moaning and muttering; a weird figure guarding the stair up which +Azîzan was toiling by the light of other _tändstickors_. Beyond the +possibility of a half torpid snake, or a shower of loosened bricks from +above, there was as yet no danger, even to one so unused to effort as +the zenana girl. Thus she had time to think of what she was to do when +she reached the roof. For one thing, she had to steal the Ayôdhya pot; +for the rest, she was not sure, but something ready for impulse lay +tucked away in the waist-folds of the old woollen dress. A glimmering +slit showing its arched top against a lighter darkness of sky brought +her back to the present. This must be the hole in the wall; and beyond +it lay a chasm of night. She lit another match and held it over the +gulf. The flame burned steadily, for the stair, in winding through the +wall of the tower, had brought her to leeward of the storm. Nothing +was to be seen save the blackness of clouds above, the blackness of God +knows what below. Then as she stood peering out into the darkness a +shiver of silent lightning revealed a silver plain far down beneath her +feet, and above, to the right, silver balconies and cupolas. That must +be the roof whither she was bound. + +The expenditure of more matches disclosed the three steps downwards, +and at right angles a ledge along the wall ending in a buttress some +thirty feet off. That must be the support of the Diwân's stair. Both +steps and ledge had once been protected by a latticed parapet; now they +were edged by the blackness of the gulf. The ledge, however, seemed +perfect as ever, and the rest was, after all, mere fancy; especially at +night when you could not see. Should she risk it? The match she held +left indecision on her face as it flickered out. The storm, close at +hand, took breath as it were for the onslaught in a long pause of +intense, silent darkness. Then a sudden shimmer shot over the old +tower, spreading a silver mantle upon the slender figure of a girl +clinging to the wall. Darkness again; and then once more the same +sight. A girl with her face against the wall moving step by step +slowly, deliberately. Nearer and nearer each time to the buttress. Then +a little cry, too inarticulate for comprehension, rose on the still +air, and when the next shaft of light came it found nothing but the +bare wall. The figure was gone. + +So much might have been seen by any watcher on the roof, but there was +none. It lay still, deserted. The very wind, stirring the folds of the +curtain Rose had looped aside, made no noise, and the light and the +dark played their game of hide and seek in silence. An odd game in the +mirror-room, and the arches on arches of shadow leading to it. Each +separate scrap of looking-glass would blaze out like a star, sending a +beam on the blue bowl of the Ayôdhya pot, then dive into the dark +again, carrying a reflection of the scene with it in triumph. Miles of +shadowy arches, millions of blue bowls glowing amid countless stars; +thousands of looped curtains showing a girl asleep on a white bed. + +After a while the stars carried a new sight; a girl in a strange dress +crouching by the bed. The lightning shimmered keenly over this group +several times, bringing into glittering relief something held by the +crouching figure, and something held close to a flushed cheek by the +sleeping girl. The one was a knife, the other a photograph of a young +man in an immaculate coat and an irreproachable tie. Different things, +indeed, yet the girls who held them differed little. They were both in +dreamland; for Azîzan, as she crouched beside Rose, felt that she was +in a new world. The whiteness, the stillness, the solitude, guarding +the pure sleep of girlhood--the refinement, the peace, made her think +involuntarily of the dead laid out for their last rest. She gave a +quick little sigh; her hand relaxed its grasp, then tightened again, as +a flash showed the photograph clearly. It was a picture of some one. If +it was his picture, why then---- + +She struck a match softly and peered closer. No! She paused, taking +advantage of the light to look at the sleeper. Rose stirred. + +'Who is it?' she murmured, in the low quick tones of those who talk in +their sleep. + +The watcher's hand closed silently round the match extinguishing it. + +'I am Azîzan, Huzoor.' + +The immediate answer had its effect. Rose nestled her head to the +pillow once more, and from the ensuing darkness her breathing came soft +and regular. Suddenly, with a crash the thunder rolled right overhead, +the wind hushed, the heavy drops of rain fell, each in a distinct plash +for a second, then merged into a hissing downpour on the hard roof. + +Rose started up in bed, just as the quivering shaft of lightning blazed +through the mirror-room upon a girl in an odd dress, holding the +Ayôdhya pot close to her breast. A girl with odd light eyes. + +'I am Azîzan, Huzoor.' The words seemed still in her ears, recalling a +confused memory of the potter and her own promise. + +'Your father wants you, Azîzan,' she said half in a dream, and the +sound of her own voice woke her thoroughly to darkness. Had she been +dreaming? The wind rising, now the storm had broken, swept rain-laden +through the open door, extinguishing the matches she struck hastily, so +that the first glimmering of her own candle was echoed by the ayah's +lantern as the latter came paddling over the streaming roof with +petticoats held high over her trousered knees, and shrill denunciations +of the missy-baba's obstinacy high above the storm. Rose Tweedie's +thoughts flew to Lewis Gordon's warning, and his wisdom reminded her of +her own foolishness. That was not a dream; and she blushed violently +over it as she thrust the photograph out of sight before her attendant +rolled the bedding into a bundle and staggered with it down-stairs. As +the girl followed ignominiously in the mackintosh and umbrella supplied +by that injured official, she told herself she must indeed have had +fever, to commit such a ridiculous piece of folly. Her ears tingled +over the very recollection of what had perhaps saved her life. + +Meanwhile, the girl with the Ayôdhya pot, whom Rose, in her absorbing +shame, had decided must have been a dream, was stumbling down the +broken stairs once more, her courage gone, her chaos of emotion reduced +to one heart-whole desire to reach Zainub in safety. How she had +crossed the ledge again she scarcely knew; she had dropped the +_tändstickors_ on the way, and, as she felt her way step by step in the +dark, she was sobbing like a frightened child. Half-way down a +displaced brick in the outside masonry allowed the lightning to glimmer +over a sort of landing, where she paused for breath. God and his +Prophet! What was that huddled up on the next step? She had to await +another flash ere she could decide; and in the interval her heart beat +with sickening, fearful curiosity. + +'Mai Zainub! Mai Zainub!' Her cry of relief and content came swift as +the flash. There was no answer save renewed darkness, bringing +downright terror with it. Still that was a human form warm under her +touch. + +'Mai Zainub! Mai Zainub!' + +There was no flutter beneath the hand seeking the heart. Could she----? +Then came a blaze of light, and the familiar face all unfamiliar; the +fixed eyes wide open, the jaw fallen. + +The next instant she was dashing down the stairs recklessly; down and +down, out into the open, over the _débris_; anywhere, so as to leave +that horror behind. The wind caught her, the rain blinded her, the +thunder crashed overhead, as she ran on blindly, till with a cry she +slipped on a loose brick and fell, stunned, against a mass of broken +masonry. So she lay, looking almost as dead as the poor old duenna +huddled up on that landing in the secret stair, where, with one final +twinge at her heart, the rheumatism had left her for ever. + +An hour after, when the storm had passed, and a faint greyness told +that the dawn was at hand, a feeble light began to flicker about the +ruins: up and down, up and down, as if it sought for something. It was +Fuzl Elâhi, the potter of Hodinuggur, looking for his dead daughter. He +had looked for her after every storm for sixteen years; and this time, +with the Miss sahib's promise to send her back lingering in his memory, +he sought in hope. + +When the sun rose, three things were amissing from the palace at +Hodinuggur: the Ayôdhya pot, Azîzan, and the old duenna. + +Up-stairs, while George, and Gwen, and Rose, all for private reasons of +their own, acquiesced, Lewis Gordon declared that some servant must +have broken the former in dusting the room, and, as usual, made away +with the pieces. + +Down-stairs the same unanimity prevailed. Azîz and Zainub had their +reasons for running away. They would be found ere long, since no one +near at hand dare shelter them, and the old woman could not go far. + +If the folk up-stairs had known of the disappearance down-stairs, they +might have connected the two losses, but they did not. So none of these +three things were traced, and no one cared very much: especially Gwen +Boynton. The pot might have reminded her of Hodinuggur, and now she was +leaving it there were some things she intended to forget. Besides, no +one now could ever say she had taken the jewels. + + + + + CHAPTER XII + + +'I never was so tired of any place in my life,' remarked Mrs. Boynton. +'It was not so bad at first; but nothing would ever induce me to +attempt the wilderness again.' + +She was back in the big hall at Rajpore once more, the centre of a +circle assembled to bid her welcome; for Gwen was not the sort of +person to come or go unnoticed. She looked charming in a new dress +which she had ordered on the morning after the fire to be ready +against her return. The band was playing, the dim lights were twinkling +above the polished floor, people were coming and going through the +swing-doors, and Dan, devoted as ever, was waiting for his promised +first waltz. A sheer bit of vanity was this promise on Gwen's part; she +liked to re-enter her familiar world looking perfection, and Dan was +the best dancer in the room. Yet she lingered with her hand on his arm +to glance at Lewis Gordon, who, still wearing a sling, stood on the +outside of the circle trying not to look bored. + +'And I don't think civilised people ought to go to those wild places +and live in uncivilised ways,' she continued, clinching the argument +against Hodinuggur. 'It is demoralising living on the roof without +doors and windows. Look at my cousin. I don't believe he will ever +settle down to work again.' + +'"No locks had they," etc.' quoted Lewis. 'I shouldn't have thought you +were likely to disapprove of Arcadia anyhow, or Hodinuggur either. I +assure you, Graham, Mrs. Boynton played the "Light of the Harem" to +perfection.' + +She met the general chorus of belief with a little shudder, not all put +on. + +'I hope not. If I thought that, I would have elected to stay in my room +till I could appear like a Christian. But it only bears out my +contention. Civilised people should eschew barbaric environments. They +are not safe.' + +'A bad look-out for me,' laughed George, who had been given three days, +leave in order to escort the party to headquarters. Gwen turned to him +in kindly familiarity. + +'You! Oh, I'll except you as beyond temptation, if you like. Shall you +be here on my return? the next is ours, remember.' + +She knew quite well that the boy had remembered little else since she +had given the promise half an hour before; but she knew also how sweet +the reminder would be with all those older aspirants standing by. And +she was always anxious to please when she could. Lewis Gordon, however, +lifted his eyebrows and walked over rather aggressively to Rose +Tweedie. + +'Why aren't you dancing?' he asked. I am unfortunately a cripple; but +Keene, I am sure, would be horrified if he saw you sitting down. May I +tell him?' + +'No, thanks. I don't feel up to dancing to-night. I fancy I have been +overdoing myself a little over tennis and riding at Hodinuggur.' + +There was no challenge in her manner, but Lewis chose to suppose one. + +'Your wisdom, Miss Tweedie, is of that truly feminine type which begins +when the cake is finished. But it is refreshing to find you have these +womanly weaknesses; without them you would be unassailable.' + +'If the carriage is here,' remarked Rose quietly, 'I think I shall go +home. If you see my father, Mr. Gordon, tell him I have done so.' + +His manner changed in an instant. + +'I will tell him now, and join you, if I may, for a lift back to the +Club. I am out of it also: my brute of a bearer has bandaged me all +wrong, and I must get it altered.' + +Rose, with an ambulance certificate, would have liked to offer help, +but had to be silent. Even on such a charitable errand Mrs. Grundy +would have been horrified at a visit to a bachelor's quarters. And +while she acknowledged the limitation, Rose felt irritated by it as she +stood waiting by the door for Lewis Gordon's return, and watching Mrs. +Boynton skim by like a swallow under Dan's guidance. Why should the +married women have all the chances? + +'She waltzes beautifully, doesn't she?' asked Lewis, finding her so +engaged. + +'She does everything beautifully,' replied Rose coldly. + +It was not a good beginning for their drive together; but it was always +so, and as she watched the carriage taking her companion on to his +quarters after it had set her down, she told herself disconsolately +that they seemed to have a bad effect on each other, and to show to the +very worst advantage in each other's company. She, at any rate, was +never so painfully uncompromising in her condemnation of other people's +foibles; perhaps because she did not care whether they existed or not. +But she did care dreadfully when Lewis was in question; that was the +worst of it. + +Mrs. Boynton was not long either in leaving the hall; in fact, George +Keene's promised waltz was but half through when she exclaimed at the +lateness of the hour, and after salving over his disappointment with an +invitation to tea on the morrow, bade her coachman drive home. An +order, however, which she changed at the gates of the garden, so that +the carriage instead of turning westward towards the civil station, +chose the eastward road towards the native town. Towards the +post-office also, which lay close to the Dukhani Gate of the city. For +a letter, addressed to a certain Mrs. Arbuthnot, should be waiting 'to +be called for'; and at that hour, a few minutes before closing-time, +all but subordinates would have left the office. So a veiled lady +asking for a letter would run no risk of being recognised. Yet as Gwen +Boynton drove home again along the dark Mall, with the expected letter +still unread in her pocket, she told herself there was really no need +for such precautions; only it was as well to prevent those gossiping +native jewellers from advertising the fact that mem Boynton sahiba was +so hard put to it that she had to sell her trinkets. That was all; yet +each passing carriage, as it flashed its lamp rays on her face, seemed +desirous of proclaiming the fact that she had been citywards to the +eyes of its unseen occupants. She felt a feverish desire to know who +those occupants might be, and a distinct dislike to and distrust of the +whole business rose up in her, making her glad to find time had run so +short that she must dress at once for the dinner-party given to welcome +her back to Rajpore. With a feeling of relief from immediate certainty, +she threw the letter, still unopened, on the sitting-room table as she +passed it. But half an hour after, when she returned in her trailing +white garments, the sight of it changed her mood. It would be better to +know. After all, the jewels might be paste and worth nothing. It would +almost be a relief if it were so. + +She sat down by the table and turned the envelope over and over in her +delicate hands. It might mean so much; it might mean so little. And +what in either case did she intend to do? She had literally no idea, as +with reluctant fingers she tore slowly at the envelope. + +It seemed to her as if ages had passed before she realised that she was +staring down at those few words telling her, briefly, that the jewels +sent were worth six thousand rupees, and asking her if she would have +the money in notes or by bill of exchange. + +How simple it was! No question of taking or leaving. Only whether it +should be in notes or by bill of exchange. And six thousand would not +only pay Dan--if indeed she decided on that--it would leave something +over for the coming season at Simla. A welcome something indeed! when +all one's wardrobe had been burnt; and people were so particular how +she was dressed. Then, if one came to think of it, did she not deserve +some compensation for that loss of her dresses? Trivial thought! going +further towards decision than any of the others. In the midst of her +meditations a white-robed servant appeared at the door saying +indifferently-- + +'Gordon sahib salaam deta.' + +Another triviality; yet she rose quickly, thrusting the letter into her +pocket. So he had come already! She had known well enough that he would +miss her, that he would come to seek her, but this was soon indeed. She +gave the permission to show him in calmly, and yet the woman's triumph +at her own power came uppermost, as, awaiting his entry, she turned to +finish the fastening of a bunch of white gardenias. Her back was +towards him, but he could see, and she knew that he could see her +framed by the long mirror, like a picture. Her hair a golden setting to +the diamond stars, her white arms whiter than her white dress, whiter +than the furred cloak hanging loosely from her white shoulders, or the +huge ostrich-feather fan dangling from her slender waist. Lewis thought +instantly of Fedora in the ballroom scene; then, that on the stage or +off it he had never seen a more utterly desirable woman to present as +your wife for the world's approval. That is a feeling which decides +many marriages. + +'It seems a shame to trouble you,' he began, 'but the bearer _is_ such +a fool. The sling is always too high or too low, and I want to go to +the club. I thought you wouldn't mind seeing to it, and I saw by the +light in this room that you were still here. + +Every word of this speech, though the speaker was unconscious of it, +showed Gwen that her cousin had been thinking the very thoughts she +wished him to think. Translated by her feminine finesse it stood thus-- + +'You are too lovely to be bothered, but then, you do everything so +well. It is too deadly dull without you, so, knowing I could rely on +your sympathy, I kept a look-out for some sign of your presence.' Now, +when a woman hears everything she desires in the words of a man, her +reply is generally a return in kind. In this case, words were of less +importance than those pretty, soft, white hands so solicitous over his +comfort. + +'Is that better?' she asked. Her concern was absolutely honest, for +she was a woman every inch of her, loving to cosset and care for her +men-folk. Those hands were so close to his cheek that their softness +seemed to thrill through him. After all, was it not a wife's part to +flatter and cajole? to make life soft and sweet? Who could do that +better than she? + +'Dear little hands,' he said, laying his suddenly on one and pressing +it tight to his breast. Then a quick passion blazed in his eyes. +'Gwen,' he cried, 'oh, Gwen! how sweet you are!' The ring in his own +voice satisfied him. Yes! this was happiness, and he stooped to kiss +the face so close to his own. And then? She was beautiful as ever; he +was cool as ever. The glamour had gone, the world was as it had been +before his fate was settled. For he had settled it definitely, though +he scarcely knew if he were glad or sorry for the fact. + +'Am I to beg your pardon, dear?' he said gently, looking into her +gracious eyes; 'or will you believe that you have so spoilt me that I +cannot get on without the spoiler? Will you forgive me, and try and put +up with me, Gwen?' + +'Of course I will forgive you, Lewis,' she began plaintively; and then +the lack of emotion in her own voice, her own heart, struck her +disagreeably. Yet what else could she expect when her first thought had +been one of gratitude for that offer of six thousand rupees in her +pocket? For all that, she felt aggrieved, thinking illogically how +different it was with Dan. Unwonted tears rose to her eyes and made her +face tender as she went on. + +'And why should I not spoil you, Lewis? You know I am always glad to +help--anybody. And, after all, we are cousins. After all, there is +always _that_ between us.' + +She did not know why she offered him this excuse, this loophole of +escape. Not from calculation or finesse, certainly, yet it touched him +as nothing else would have done; for he, too, had felt the flatness of +it all; he, too, had thought vaguely that the sacrifice of his freedom +deserved more solid satisfaction in return. + +'Yes, dear,' he replied, half playfully, 'there is that. But there is +something more, is there not, Gwen? At least I hope so--for you have +spoilt me--I cannot do without you.' + +It was her hand, however, that he kissed this time. And then the +carriage being announced, he escorted her to it most decorously, taking +care, with all the attentive calm of a husband, that her dress should +not suffer from the wheel. The fact struck him ruefully as he went off +to the club, feeling that his fate was definitely settled; though, of +course, the matter need not be made public at once. Gwen would be sure +to prefer that her season at Simla should be untrammelled by open +engagements, and he was in no hurry. Leave was inconvenient till the +cold weather, so during the rains when people wanted amusement they +could afford them the excitement of the news. + +Gwen's feelings as she drove to her dinner-party were of the same +nature. It was settled, definitely settled of course, but no one need +know of it; no one must guess at it until she had given Dan his +_congé_. It was the first time she had ever really put that thought +into words, and the very suggestion made her heart sink. There would be +no lack of emotion about that interview at any rate. Even the +preliminary of paying back the debt seemed beset with difficulties. He +was so quick to understand, so hard to turn aside once he had the least +clew to her feelings. Finally, after much cogitation she decided on +waiting until she had actually received the money from Delhi. It would +be more difficult for him to refuse the notes down on the table; +besides, George Keene's leave would be over, he would have returned to +Hodinuggur, and the possibility of confidences given under the +influence of strong excitement would be over. For Gwen had not failed +to notice the strong friendship growing between the two; in a way, she +was vexed at what seemed to her a childish, almost absurd, deference to +the lad's opinion on Dan's part. Dan, who was his superior in every +possible way; that is to say if he chose to be reasonable. Last of all, +the delay meant a closer proximity to that annual flight to the Hills +which would provide her with a safe retreat. So she set the idea aside +for a time and became cheerful over the respite. + +George, having tea with her next day, thought her if possible gayer, +brighter, more charming than ever; especially when his talk turned on +his hero, Dan Fitzgerald. Now, no one had ever heard Mrs. Boynton say +an unkind word of her neighbours; indeed, the peculiar _cachet_ this +gave to her personality made her remembered in after years by all +admirers, not so much as a beautiful, as a perfectly gracious woman. To +George, accustomed chiefly to the high-spirited freedom of sisters, +this virtue seemed divine, the more so, because the world generally +disapproved of Dan--of his recklessness and want of reverence. Gwen +Boynton, on the contrary, found nothing to regret, save that Mr. +Fitzgerald was not the finest man _out_ of the service, instead of _in_ +it; since, as Mr. Gordon said, he was too good to slave among men years +his junior. Whereupon George, his young face full of importance, +informed her as a dead secret, that the reason Dan stuck to his colours +was that a girl had promised to marry him whenever he got his +promotion. That would be in the next spring at the latest, since, as +he, George Keene, was in charge of the sluice no prejudicial +_contretemps_ could possibly occur. And Gwen with an actual smile at +the mystification--which so many women dearly love--reminded him that +even when folk did their best, slips came between cups and lips. + +The lad laughed joyously. + +'Oh! I don't venture to stand sponsor for the young woman, of course; I +only meant that Dan would get his promotion if it depends on that gate +being kept shut. I carry the key about with me like Hare did in the +"Pair of Spectacles." It's "peculiarly inconvenient," of course, but as +they say on the Surrey side, "the villain who would reach it must pass +over my dead body."' + +Gwen, who had a fine taste, admired the determination underlying the +jest. Mr. Fitzgerald, she said, was lucky in such a friend. +Nevertheless it might be a doubtful kindness, since the loss of +promotion might induce him to seek fairer fortune elsewhere. + +She insisted on this argument even with herself, yet her heart beat +uncomfortably fast, when, delay having been extended to the limit of +possibility she sat awaiting Dan's arrival in the pretty room which was +so like herself in its softness and its solid attention to comfort +beneath all the delicate tasteful ornamentations The three thousand +rupees in notes were ready for use in her pocket, and a long letter +from Hodinuggur in George's fine bold handwriting lay on the +writing-table beside the bouquet of flowers which Lewis had sent her +from his garden that morning. From the next room came the sound of the +ayah dusting out boxes against the immediate packing up. All Gwen's +excuses for delay had vanished; yet she found it hard as ever to face +one man's confidence--the confidence which showed in his glad greeting. +It forced her into beginning remotely, half affectionately, by regrets +over his want of tact at the Delhi conference. It had not been an +unqualified success so far as Dan's departmental popularity went. How +could it, when he had deliberately but savagely attacked the wisdom of +his elders? True, the under-secretary had sniggered in describing the +scene, and even Mr. Gordon had laughed amid his vexation, saying that +none knew better than he, what a confounded ass Colonel Tweedie could +be when confronted in public with new ideas, at the same time it had +been needless, almost brutal on Fitzgerald's part, seeing he had right +on his side; that alone should have made him temperate. Of course, once +his method had been suggested, no other was open to any one out of a +lunatic asylum; all the more reason for mercy in bringing the fact +home. So Gwen in her soft voice attempted to convey her blame to the +sinner, who, with his hands in his coat-pockets stood before her +trying to look penitent and only succeeding in looking provokingly +_debonnair_. + +'But sure it's the blatant stupidity of the world that is its greatest +crime,' he protested. 'Don't I remember my mother saying to us, "Oh, +children! I don't mind your being naughty--I can whack you for that; +but I will not have ye stupid."' + +Gwen laughed. Who could help it, over that picture of home training so +utterly unfit for one recipient, at least? Indeed, she was conscious of +a wish that her companion were more dull; less full of eager vitality. +It made that inevitable task so hard! + +'Dan,' she began desperately in sudden resolve, 'I want to talk about +business. The fact is, I've had a windfall of money lately. And +so--I--I intend to pay you back that loan of yours. It isn't fair----' + +He was on his knees beside her, to get a closer look at her face ere +she had finished. 'What is it, Gwen?' he asked rapidly. 'You owe me +nothing. What do you mean? There is no question of money between us,' +he went on in answer to her silence. 'There never was but once. There +never shall be again. Is it anything else, Gwen?--anything in which I +can help; or are you only feeling afraid of the future? Tell me +outright, dear.' + +Where was the good, she thought petulantly, of delays and preparations +when he met her first hint in this direct fashion; yet against the +grain, for she hated scenes, she took her courage in her hand and spoke +up-- + +'Yes, I am afraid; afraid of the future for you as well as for +myself--O Dan! I really wish you would sit down like a Christian and +listen properly. Kissing my hand is no answer. And I am serious. This +idle foolish promise of thinking about it all seriously next year when +you get your promotion is not fair on you--don't laugh, Dan, it isn't. +It ties you down, and prevents you doing yourself justice. And then it +isn't fair on me.' + +He interrupted her quickly. 'How is it not fair on you, Gwen? I don't +see it. You do not like any one else as much as you like me; you know +you don't. And if this half promise to me holds you back from marrying +some one you do not like as you like me, why, then,' his voice lowered +to tender gravity, 'I thank God for it as I should thank Him for any +good He sent into your life.' + +'You do not understand,' she retorted querulously. 'Surely I am the +best judge of myself, and there is no reason why I should want to marry +some one else because I don't think it would be right to marry you. I +should make a bad wife, Dan, to any poor man; and I should not be +happy. Surely, surely, I ought to know best! It isn't as if I were the +inexperienced girl I was before. I have been married for years, and I +think, yes I am sure, that I am happier as I am.' Her last words +degenerated into something between a laugh and a sob. It really was too +ridiculous, too grievous, that she, Gwen Boynton, with all her +knowledge of the world, should not be considered fit to judge for +herself. + +'Married!' he echoed thoughtfully, and something in his voice arrested +her. 'No, Gwen, my dear, you have never been married. You don't even +understand what it means to be married; for your knowledge of it is all +evil. That's the worst of it. Don't be angry, dear, I'm not going to +lecture like Mrs. Grundy on the sin of a loveless marriage, or the +degradation of one, like the sentimentalists. Surely, surely a man or a +woman may marry from pity, from honour, from self-devotion, and yet +touch the perfection of the tie. But you,'--he paused a while, 'you did +not only lose the love of it, Gwen; the thing itself was never yours. +The facing of life, hand in hand; two of you where there was but one +before. See! there is my hand, Gwen, and there is yours. A difference, +isn't there? But how close they fit, each to each! How close and +warm,'--he paused again to smile at her. 'What is it the song says, +Gwen, about giving your hand where your heart can never be? Fudge! It +should be, "How can I give my heart where my hand can never be?" Yes! +there they are, close, and I am there too, my darling. Ready, always +ready. Never again, Gwen, without the touch of a hand, like--how does +it run?--like children frightened in the night, like children crying +for the light. Never again, Gwen, never again.' + +They were sitting together side by side on the sofa, her hand held in +his so lightly that she could have withdrawn it without an effort. But +it lay there in his clasp as she sat listening to the soft voice. +Listening on, even when it ceased, as if its spell lingered. They were +not even looking at each other. Beyond the silent room, through the +open door, the sunshine showed Gwen's bearer cleaning the lamps with a +dirty duster. Not a romantic sight; but it is to be doubted if either +saw it, for their eyes were blinded by the great darkness in which they +found themselves, trustfully, hand in hand. + +At last, with a little shiver, she tried to move, but his fingers +closed on hers more firmly. + +'Too late, Gwen! Too late. You should have taken it away when you had +the chance,' he said joyously. 'Oh, Gwen, my darling, if we were +married you would forget to be afraid, as you did just now; didn't you, +Gwen?' + +'I believe you mesmerise me,' she replied, trying to jest, 'and +forgetting bills doesn't help to pay them; does it, Dan?' + +'So you are back at the money again. Well, I don't care. Money or no +money; promotion or no promotion----' + +'No! no!' she interrupted, yielding, as she always did, to his +decision, 'that really is not fair--the bargain was promotion--it was +indeed.' + +'Promotion be it,' he assented with a contented laugh, 'though I can't +for the life of me see what it has got to do with the matter.' + +'You would at least have more pay,' she put in, wondering faintly the +while how it came about that they should be discussing such questions +when she had meant to be so firm. 'I could not marry a pauper; could +I?' + +'Indeed, and indeed, it might be the best thing for you; then nobody +would give you credit, dear, but me. And I--Oh, Gwen, my dear, my +dear,--you might be bereft of everything--of all, save your own self, +and sure I would give you credit for the all, still. Credit!' he echoed +to his own words, 'isn't it absurd to be talking of it, as if either of +us could be debtor or creditor to the other.' + +That was all she gained from the interview. That, and the unwelcome +remembrance of full five minutes when the touch of her lover's hand and +the sound of his voice had made her forget the world, the flesh, and +the devil. + +But not for long. As she sat after Dan had gone, trying to comfort +herself by the fact that one never knew what might happen, that +they might all be dead and buried before the necessity for action +arose--which, by the way, was her favourite consolation--she looked up +to see the servant standing at the door, doubtfully expectant. + +'What is it?' she asked languidly. + +'The vakeel of the Diwâns of Hodinuggur, Huzoor. He hath brought an +offering, and desires an audience.' + +'The Diwâns of Hodinuggur!' repeated Gwen, startled. + +'The agent, Huzoor. Shall I tell him the mem sahiba is going to eat the +air in her carriage? It is but to say something about a pot, he bade me +mention. A pot that the Huzoor fancied.' + +Gwen stood up, holding to the table. + +'Now!' she said after a pause, 'show him in now.' + +Mrs. Boynton's neat victoria waited for its mistress long after the +smiling and obsequious visitor had given his shoe-money to the servant +and departed. Waited patiently till, as it grew dark, the ayah came out +and removed the cushions and parasols. Mem sahiba was not well, and +would not go to the gardens; she would not go out to dinner either, so +the horses could be put up. Then, the bearer coming into the verandah +with the lighted lamps, a shrill altercation began over the shoe-money; +the ayah asserting that when the visit was to a lady, her female +attendant had a right to half, and even the grooms putting in a claim +on the ground that they had been present. Their mistress, lying on the +sofa where but a short time before she had sat hand in hand with Dan +Fitzgerald, heard the dispute and had not the courage to rebuke their +greed. + +And yet the vakeel of the Diwâns had simply brought a message, that if +the mem sahiba would like another Ayôdhya pot, _similar in all respects +to the last_, one could doubtless be found and forwarded without delay. +She had refused the offer promptly, decisively; but the fact of its +having been made filled her with regrets and alarms. If--oh! how lonely +she felt, without a soul to stand between her and trouble. Then Dan's +words recurred to her! bankrupt of everything yet credited with all! +They brought no comfort, however; only a vague irritation against the +speaker. But for him she would not have been tempted; but for him she +would never have kept the discovery of the jewels secret--if indeed it +was a discovery. Could it be a bribe? For what? Had they found out her +entanglement with Dan Fitzgerald? Her vexation blazed up at the bare +suspicion, and though every fresh proof of the attraction he had for +her unstable nature invariably resulted in a recoil of the pendulum, +she was conscious this time that it had never before swung back so far. +He was to blame; yes! he was undoubtedly to blame for the whole +miserable business. + +She felt herself too much upset for Lewis Gordon's sharp eyes to be a +safe ordeal, so, as he was to be one of the dinner-party, she sent an +excuse, and spent the long evening in nursing her wrath; a very +necessary process if Gwen Boynton was to bear malice, since her temper +was of the sweetest. Even with this encouragement the next morning +found her ready with excuses for everybody, herself included. After +all, matters were not so serious. Three days would see her safe in +Simla, where six thousand rupees would be better than three, infinitely +better than none; and it would be quite easy to keep her understanding +with Lewis dark for some time to come. Then what proof could any one +have that she had kept, or even found the jewels? Who was to say that +the pot had not been stolen, jewels and all? As for the jewellers who +had bought them, they neither knew her real name nor address. The only +possible danger lay in weakly yielding to conscience in the way of +attempted restitution. Besides, if the pearls were really meant as a +bribe, surely those who offered it deserved to lose them and gain +nothing; for, of course, the idea of gaining anything from her was +preposterous. + +She went to the hall that evening, cheerful as ever, and exclaimed +airily at the changes one short twenty-four hours had wrought in the +shifting society of mid-April. The Grahams had left, the Taylors were +to start that evening if there was room in the train laden with women +and babies flying before the punkahs. Laden, too, with melancholy +husbands conveying their families to the foot of the hills, whence they +would return to stew in solitude. Lewis Gordon divided these +unfortunates, cynically, into two classes--those who would be sent home +in charge of the khânsâmah, with a menu of the first month's dinners, +and an almost tearful injunction not to let the master, when he went +out to dine, eat things which were likely to disagree with him; and +those given over to the 'bottlewasher' who 'can cook a little, you +know.' And there was truth in his cynicism. Mankind is not like an +Am[oe]ba, all stomach, yet nothing can be closer to tears than two +sights often to be seen during an Indian hot weather: the one, a meal +sent away untouched in favour of a clean whisky and soda; the other, an +elderly Mohammedan at a big dinner-party waving the lobster salad away +behind his master's back, and presenting him with cheese and biscuits +instead. There is full-blown tragedy in both. Tragedy also in Lewis +Gordon's cheerful remark to his companion-- + +'And, by the by, Robinson has been ordered home next mail. They were +afraid of abscess. So that jolly little house at Simla is going +a-begging. He asked me if I knew of a tenant, but it is rather late in +the day, I fear, even though he only asks half-rent.' + +'I'll take it,' said Gwen calmly. 'Don't stare so. The fact is, I have +had a little windfall of money lately, and I hate hotels. This will be +almost as cheap, and much more comfortable.' + +'Infinitely so,' assented Lewis. The house was fully a mile nearer his +quarters at Colonel Tweedie's and that was a great convenience, +especially during the rains. + + + + + CHAPTER XIII + + +'Send it back! It is hers; it is not mine! He gave it her! I stole it. +Don't tell. Oh! send it back! send it back!' + +Over and over again, through the long hot days and nights, the murmur, +in its monotonous hurry, blent with the hum of the potter's wheel. The +old man had removed the latter to the farther courtyard, where he sat +working feverishly, yet without avail, so far as the village people +could see through the door, beyond which they were forbidden to go. The +simple folk were agog at the potter's strange looks and strange ways. +He never seemed to cease working, for even when the familiar sound of +the wheel was hushed something like an echo of it rose from within. +Those were the times when he stood wistfully in the dark airless hut +beside a restless head turning itself from side to side on the hard +pillow, and keeping time to the monotonous rhythm of the murmur, 'Send +it back, send it back.' + +'Yea! dear heart, I will send it.' Then there would be silence for a +while; but only for a while, since the fever strengthened day by day. +Small wonder, when all Nature seemed in the grip of heat. The +thermometer, we are told, is accurately divided into degrees. If so, +the fallacy of such classification is self-evident, since every one +with experience knows that the difference between eighty-four degrees +and eighty-six degrees of Fahrenheit's instrument embraces the +difference between comfort and discomfort. Between these two points +that engine of torture, the punkah, trembles ere it begins the steady +swing which is only one degree less awful than the unsteady swing +necessitating the occultation of boots and other light articles of +furniture with a human head. Doubtless to the uninitiated it seems a +trivial affair to loop a parti-coloured rope through hooks in the +rafters, and to attach to it a whitewashed board with a newly starched +frill tacked to its lowest edge, thereinafter making mysterious +dispositions of a leathern thong, the neck of an old whisky bottle +thrust through the mud wall, and a circumambient flask of evil-smelling +oil. But those who know what it is, on returning from a morning ride, +to find the punkah in possession of your home, feel a chill at the very +thought, such as the thing itself will never produce by legitimate +means. The hot weather is upon one, and God only knows if fever, +cholera, home-sickness, sheer deadly _ennui_, will allow you to pass +through it unscathed as an honest gentleman. + +George Keene, however, over in the branded bungalow, knew nothing of +the horrors of a hot weather in the jungles, and, while poor little +Azîz lay moaning out her impotent repentance, was actually +superintending the swinging of his punkahs; which is equivalent to a +man personally conducting his own hanging. He even, after the manner of +engineers, took pride in a device which was to secure a perfect silence +in the infernal machine. All unwitting of a time when, in the scorched +darkness, it might be preferable to curse a monotonous scroop giving +tangible excuse for wakefulness, than to lie visualising the unseen +swoop, as of some vampire eager to suck your heart's-blood. + +Those two degrees of heat bring a thousand other changes. Even at +Hodinuggur, arid as it always was, they intensified the drought till a +drop of water seemed as visionary a consolation to the parched horizon +as it must have been to poor Dives in the fires of hell. The very canal +denied its nature as it slipped past yellow and thick with silt from +the clayey defiles of the lower hills, each little swirl and eddy +looking as if streaked and pitted in mud. Yet the chill of its snowy +birth came with the flood, so that in the red-hot evenings George's +factotum used to call through the yellow-dust haze to the groom who sat +on the edge of the canal, apparently moored to his place by a +soda-water bottle tied to a string, and then Ganesha would haul in the +strange buoy and scramble up the bank with it rapidly, so as to give +the master's dinner-drink a chance of being cool. + +All this amused George Keene hugely at first. He drew caricatures of it +for the rectory, and sent a very impressionist sketch of his world to +Mrs. Boynton. It consisted of a dust-storm, a caper-bush, and a +rat-hole. She put it on the mantelpiece of the pretty drawing-room in +the little house among scented pine-woods, where she was just beginning +to appreciate the soothing effect of having a decent balance at your +banker's. Her lady-visitors laughed and said it was very clever, but +some of the men looked queer and muttered 'poor devil' under their +breath. Not that George looked on himself in that light. On the +contrary, Hodinuggur amused him. Its dreary antiquity was all new to +him, and as he went through the cool, dark passages of the old palace +on his way to play chess with the Diwân, he learnt to admire some +things about it; notably the thickness of its walls, through which the +sun never filtered, though it soaked piteously into his red-brick +bungalow. Upon the roof Zubr-ul-Zamân shrivelled under the heat almost +as much as a certain figure which still lay huddled up on the landing +of the secret stair in the thickness of the tower beneath him as he sat +at chess. Below that again Khush-hâl Beg lay stark naked, like a huge +baby, in a swinging cradle, which was pulled to and fro by a drowsy +coolie, while a bheestic supplied the fat carcass alternately outside +and inside with tepid water from his skin bag, and as the latter +shrank, Khush-hâl swelled visibly--horribly. + +Yet further, in the bazaar by the Mori gate, Dalel Beg, abandoning +Europe-fashion under the stress of climate, slept all day and waked all +night, doing both more viciously than before, like a snake rendered +lively and dangerous by the heat. But Chândni, from her cool arches, +smiled calmly, even when 'Ta-ra-ra-boom-de-ay' rose from the opposite +balcony, which was now occupied by some one who could dance as well as +sing. To tell truth, she was glad to be quit of Dalel's amusement for a +time. Such deviations from her control never lasted long, and this time +she knew that the Diwân himself was on her side. So she lounged about +in the shadows, watching the pigeons in the niches, and rubbing her +soft palms together. Sometimes a pellet of opium lay between them; +sometimes nothing at all, for it was a trick of hers. Sometimes, on the +other hand, it was a great deal; neither more nor less than one of the +Hodinuggur pearls, which were as well known to all the jewellers of +that part of the country as the Koh-i-nur diamond is to the keeper of +the regalia. That was why Chândni on her return from Delhi, whither she +had gone ostensibly to learn new music-hall songs for Dalel's benefit, +had laughed so triumphantly at her own cleverness as she sat at the +Diwân's feet telling him what she had done. + +'It was easy, with my cousin a jeweller; and we of the bazaar know a +trick or two with goldsmiths. Manohar Lâl hath the pearls, sure enough. +All thou hast to do is to offer him a rupee more than he gave the mem +(which will not be half their value). The Hindu pig will take it, +seeing it is better than having the yellow-trousered ones[3] set on him +as a receiver of stolen goods.' + +Zubr-ul-Zamân looked at her approvingly from under his bushy eyebrows. +She was a clever woman, but he would improve on her plan. He would put +the screw tighter on the Hindu pig, and get the pearls back in exchange +for a promise to pay. So far, however, Chândni's plot had been +unexpectedly successful. Both George Keene, by giving the Ayôdhya pot +to the mem, and Dan Fitzgerald, by taking the jewels himself to Manohar +Lâl, as Chândni's spies said he had done, were mixed up in the affair. +There was sufficient foundation for an _esclandre_, of course, but how +would that help them? They did not merely want revenge, as is so often +the case, they wanted the key of the sluice-gate. The courtesan +standing with wide-spread arms to fold her veil around her decently ere +she left the Diwân's presence, laughed shrilly at his difficulties. + +'How? sayest thou. Who can tell? Save this. The mem will send for more +if she get the chance. That is our way. One rupee claims another. Bid +the vakeel at Rajpore go to her and suggest a marrow to the pot. All +things go in pairs, and we could send it through Keene sahib. For the +rest we must wait. There is a time yet, and if we are to work by fear +of exposure, that comes ever at the last moment. I play for a high +stake, as I have told thee, O my father! and I mean to win.' + +Then it was that the old man, with regretful thoughts of his past +youth, had promised her one of the pearls in pledge for a future, when, +if she succeeded, she could wear the whole necklace as Dalel's wife. +That was how she came to be rolling the pearl against her palm lazily +one moonlit night, when George, who began to find the long empty +evenings coming at the end of a long empty day rather wearisome, +strolled over for the first time since his return from Rajpore to see +the potter, and while away half an hour in hearing some of his tales. +Rather to his surprise--since he knew nothing of the novel freak for +solitude--he found the outer palisade barred by thorn bushes, and going +a little farther along to where it joined the mud wall, vaulted over +the latter lightly into the inner courtyard. It was empty, and the door +of the hovel closed. Supposing the old man to be absent, he turned to +go, when a low cough from within made him pause and knock. + +The next instant the potter burst out on him with eyes ablaze. 'Devils! +wilt not leave me in peace?' he began before recognising his visitor. +Then his manner changed; he drew the door to behind him, saying +hurriedly, 'This slave mistook; the children tease. But if the Huzoor +wants songs he must come to the outer court. The wheel is there now. +Will not the Huzoor come?' + +He moved away like a plover luring an intruder from its nest, but +George paused again to listen to a repetition of the quick, low cough. + +'Who is that ill?' he asked unwarily. The potter echoed the sound +instantly. + +'It is I who cough, Huzoor,' he went on, still moving away. Pity of +God, how I cough! And I have fever, too. Mercy of the Most High! fever +always with mutterings hard to understand. But 'tis no matter. The +potters of Hodinuggur do not die; we go and come, we come and go.' + +He had reached the wheel and set it a-spinning. But it seemed pivoted +askew in its new place and whirled in fitful ovals. Then he looked up +with a foolish laugh. + +'My thumb will slip often now, Huzoor. Maybe 'twere better Fuzl turned +no more pots.' + +The thought made him slacken the wheel to silence. He sat staring at it +vacantly, while George looked at him, wondering at the change in the +old man. His face had the weary, over-strained expression of those who +have wilfully forsaken sleep; the look which comes to those who are on +the rack day and night beside a sick-bed, and George, remembering the +cough, jumped to the conclusion that the potter had an invalid in the +hut. Most likely some female relation; whence his desire for secrecy. +To be sure, the old man had often said he lived alone, but in India one +never could be sure how far modesty interfered with truth. So, being +accustomed to such vicarious prescribings, the young man suggested he +should send some medicine for the cough. + +His companion brightened up immediately, 'It is not all a cough, +Huzoor,' he replied hurriedly. 'It is fever. God! what fever. It is +only a little cough, with a rattle, as of dead wheat-straw under my +bosom as I draw breath; quick, quick, with curving nostrils like a +horse galloping fast.' + +The vivid accuracy of the word-picture made George realise an idea +which had of late haunted his fancy. The idea of a hand-to-hand fight +with death alone, unaided, as the beasts of the field meet the +destroyer. Here was some one doing it; dying, perhaps, of pneumonia, +when others were being nursed through a finger-ache. The pity, the +injustice of it struck him fairly. Then the potter's voice going on +softly gave inconsequent answer to the vague doubt surging against the +boy's youthful content. + +'Not that it matters, as I tell myself in the night season when I am +worst. We of Hodinuggur do not die. We go and come, we come again and +go.' + +Something in his own words, perhaps, seemed to arrest the old man's +attention, and he paused. + +'Huzoor!' he cried suddenly, 'I have something which belongs to the +mâdr mihrbân. If the Huzoor would write an address.' + +'Belonging to Miss Tweedie,' echoed George in surprise. + +'Do not thanks belong to those who earn them!' replied the potter +evasively. 'If the Huzoor could write. I have pen and ink. Lo! it is +naught but potter's work, and the miss was kind.' + +He fumbled in the niche beside his seat, and drew out a parcel done up +in waxcloth. Evidently a pot of some sort, thought George, beginning to +print boldly, as one of his profession should, with the slant-cut +native pen. The moonlight shone full on the potter seated at his wheel, +and the young Englishman pencilling Rose Tweedie's name. What was that +rising on the stillness of the night? A murmur from the hut? George +could not say for certain, as the old man set his wheel a-humming +instantly, but once more the feeling of injustice, the flash of pity +came to disturb his self-complacency. The feeling lasted longer this +time, and as he walked home his thoughts were full of that uncertainty +which is so hateful to the young. The Mori gate showed black and white +in the moonshine; a clash of silver bells rose from the shadows as he +passed; a pomegranate blossom fell at his feet. He took a step aside to +crush it fiercely, passionately; it lay between that and picking it up +he felt uneasily. Life here, at Hodinuggur, was so simple, so confusing +in its simplicity. To live and to die. Was that all? + +He spent the remainder of the evening in writing to Mrs. Boynton, +putting his heart into reserved, half-jesting hints at his own puzzles. +And as he wrote, the potter, standing at the door of his hut, was +listening to a murmur coming from the darkness within. + +'It is sent, dear heart! She has it. No one shall know,' he answered +softly. Then there was silence for a while. But only for a while. The +murmur came again and again through the hot night, to be stilled by the +same reply. + +The post in due time brought Mrs. Boynton her letter. She read it with +great interest, and then promptly put it into the fire; her favourite +maxim being, that the keeping of letters was, at any rate, one reason +for the slow progress of humanity; since improvement was dangerous when +you were tied down in black and white to past opinions. And the +postman, after leaving the snug little house in the pine-woods, came on +to Colonel Tweedie's with a packet for Rose. Half-an-hour afterwards +the girl was sitting with the contents of the parcel on the table in +front of her, puzzling her brains why any one should have sent her back +the Ayôdhya pot, or one exactly like it. There could be no doubt about +it, however. She took up the wrapper more than once; but the clear +print, if unmistakable, was also unrecognisable. She felt carefully +inside, hoping for a scrap of paper, a hint of any kind; but there was +nothing save a few bits of crumbling clay, leaving a rough rim near the +bottom of the pot. And all the time her first impression remained +unaltered. There was a mistake; it had been meant for Mrs. Boynton. +Undoubtedly it was meant for her. Under ordinary circumstances Rose +would most likely have taken the Ayôdhya pot over to the little house +without more ado, but, though she did not acknowledge it to herself, +she could not treat its occupant in an ordinary way. Besides, there was +an element of mystery in the whole affair, and Rose hated mystery. The +memory of her dream on the night of the storm at Hodinuggur annoyed +her. She had slurred it over at the time, merely mentioning it as part +of a feverish attack; but now she wondered if the Diwân, or some one +else, could really have arranged a theft. And gradually there grew up +in her one distinct dislike to the whole business. She would have +nothing to do with it. She would say nothing, but simply send the thing +back whence it came. She would not even suppose that George had sent +it; she would return it straight. After all, it might be another pot, +and if she made a mistake in thinking this, they would know the truth +at Hodinuggur. A knock at the door roused her, and she slipped the vase +behind another on the mantelpiece ere she said 'come in.' + +'Only to say, Miss Tweedie,' came in Lewis Gordon's voice from the +threshold, 'that I shall not be in to lunch. Your father has given me a +half-holiday, and, like a good little boy, I am going to spend it with +my relations. You will be at the Graham's tennis, I suppose? We shall.' + +'No. I shall utilise my half-holiday with my relations also,' she +replied. 'Father and I will go for a ride. I don't often get him to +myself.' + +'Then _au revoir_ till dinner. How comfortable your little snuggery is! +It and Gwen's drawing-room are the two prettiest rooms in Simla.' + +There was a hard, almost angry look on Rose's face as she repacked the +parcel. Gwen's pretty room should at least be none the prettier for the +Ayôdhya pot. + +The result being that three days after this Chândni sat at the Diwân's +feet once more, holding it in her hands. + +'So I am right, O father!' she cried, with that shrill laugh of hers; +'the mem hath sent for more. Lo! I shall wear the pearls ere long.' + +'If they are sent again, thou mayest lose them this time,' retorted the +old man, but there was no warmth in his warning. He had begun to +believe in her luck, and the two sat in the purgatorial heat on the +roof, imagining evil as unconcernedly as if the universe could hold no +fiercer fire for the wicked. The pearls must be sent again, of course, +and the parcel given to be addressed by Keene sahib. So much was clear. +And Manohar Lâl might be told to offer a less sum this time. + +'Thy father was the devil!' remarked Zubr-ul-Zamân again--this time +more suavely, 'and pearls or no pearls thou shalt have Dalel. For look +you, Khush-hâl is a waterbutt, a grease jar, and Dalel hath forgotten +how to deal fair, even by himself; but thou hast brains. So bring thine +ear within reach of a whisper. There is much to tell of Hodinuggur ways +ere I forget with age.' + +She bent her head back till it almost rested on the old man's breast +and brought her flower-decked ear close to his mouth. One elbow touched +his knee, the hand giving light support to her chin: the attitude of +one all ears to hear. The Diwân, still as a statue, nothing but a +voice. A queer couple up there on the roof overlooking the red-hot, red +brick house, where George Keene was being introduced to what is +familiarly called a go of fever. + +Even that was to begin with somewhat of an amusement, for a certain +feeling of self-complacency comes with the first intermission. After +the tortures and fires of the damned for some hours, the sudden and +complete escape from them seems to rebound to the credit of your +constitution, and you are confirmed in the impression that you are a +fine fellow. But it is not long before the fever fiend can knock that +sort of conceit out of a man if it chooses. In George's case it did +choose, and, having got him well in its grip, refused, after a day or +two, to let him go again. + +The factotum lingered round with something he called beef-tea, and +another thing he called barley-water. Which was which, the patient, +with his mouth full of Dead Sea apples and quinine, could not say; nor +after a time did he very much care. He cared for nothing; unless indeed +it was to get rid of that vision of the schoolroom in the rectory--a +schoolroom with a cheery-cheeked boy roasting blackbirds at the fire. +If you didn't twist the bit of brown worsted stolen from your sister's +work-basket, then the birds slackened--slackened like the potter's +wheel. Oh! it was a lifetime of twisting, or there you were plumb, +burning with a horrid smell. When the factotum sat in the room the +blackbirds didn't; but then he breathed. Wasn't it rough that a man +could not stop breathing for half-an-hour just to oblige a friend? Yet +if the breathing beast sat outside, a '_whittering_, beast came in its +place. '_Whitter! Whitter!_' under the bed; behind the boxes. That was +the worst of a musk rat; no one could possibly tell where it would +'_whitter_' next. It wasn't its fault, of course; it meant no harm. +Poor little beggar! what a rummy sight it must be, if the yarn was +true, taking its kids out for a walk, tail by tail, in a string! And +then to George's infinite surprise and discomfiture, the feeble laugh +ended in a flood of tears; tears like a woman's, drenching the dry, hot +pillow. That was one comfort, they were as good as a water-cart! So +they came again between the laughs; for George, seventy miles away from +a white face, was down with the worst type of jungle fever. + +Sometimes when he felt a little better the factotum brought out the +medicine-chest and between them they made wonderful compounds, which +the latter administered when his master had gone back to the +blackbirds. + +It is a common enough experience, and George, not being a whit behind +many another young Englishman, fought his way through it pluckily, +while Ganesha, the groom, fished for soda-water bottles all day long, +and the water carrier circled round the house, cooling the dust with +sprinklings, and keeping an eye on the punkah coolie during the +factotum's absence over more barley-water or beef-tea. + +Scorching nights, blistering days, devils in sparrow shape, the fringe +of the towel pinned to the punkah, flicking your nose, yet sparing the +mosquito battening on your cheek. All this George knew, till discomfort +itself grew dim, and he ceased to care for anything in this world or +the next. + +Then after a time there was something dead cold--cold as ice--trickling +down his nose, and that surely was Dan's face. At any rate it was Dan's +voice. + +'It's all right, dear boy. Sure the doctor's ridden out too, and you'll +be round in a jiffy.' + +It is an Eastern record of life which tells us of a love passing the +love of women, and, even in these latter days one sees it more often +East than West; perhaps, paradoxically, because men have so often to +play a woman's part towards each other in India. Dan Fitzgerald in +particular was as gentle as any sister of mercy, and stronger than +most. To be sure he sat on the bed smoking, and after a day or two his +language over the barley-water was simply disgraceful. But by this time +George had come back from No-man's-land and could remember a little +booklet called 'Home Comforts Abroad,' which had been given him by his +grandmother. So Dan ferreted it out from the bottom of a box full of +canal records, and ordered the charcoal brazier into the verandah. Then +he stirred diligently while George, propped up by pillows, read out the +directions weakly. The result being that the factotum bore away a +deadly mixture in triumph, because even with this surpassing love in +his heart for the compounder, the boy could not swallow it. + +Nevertheless, wearied out by feeble laughter, he slept the first real +sleep of recovery and woke to extol the factotum's beef-tea. That +functionary being thus appeased, the little red brick furnace out in +the wilderness became a home indeed; that is to say, an abode of love, +and peace, and a great contentment. + +It was on the very day of promotion to an arm-chair and a cigarette +that George received a letter from Colonel Tweedie, enclosed in one +from Rose. His eyes grew moist as he read it; he had to pause ere he +could turn to where his companion sat busy over his share of the post, +and even then his voice faltered. + +'You--you _beast_, Dan!' + +The words were uncomplimentary; the tone was a caress. His hearer did +not affect to misunderstand. + +'Well, it will be jolly for you at Simla. The gayest fortnight of all +just before the rains, and there is nothing like a whiff of hill air +for killing the microbes. Besides, the Tweedies' house is awfully jolly +to stay in.' + +'But you?--you will be here,' said George remorsefully, despite the +eager pleasure in his eyes. + +Dan laughed. + +'It isn't the first time I've been in a jungle station. Are you +thinking of the whisky bottle again? Sure I'll take a temperance ticket +for the fortnight, if it would make my keeper easier.' + +'Don't be a fool, Dan.' + +He came round to lean over the back of George's arm-chair.' + +'Is that the thanks I get for warming a viper in my bosom? But I must +get back to the office for a day or two first. Then I'll start you off +with my blessing and all the boiled shirts you have in the world. And +more, by token, that picture of the girl with the Ayôdhya pot that's +lying underneath them. Why didn't you show it me before? It's the best +thing you ever did, and must go to the exhibition. Always put your best +foot foremost up at Simla among the big-wigs. That is my advice.' + +'Which you don't follow yourself.' + +'But I do!--only my foot's a beetle-crusher, and the worms don't like +it. So that is settled, and we will tell the washerman about the white +ties. And look here, George, I'll bring the duplicate of that key back +with me. Then you can take yours, and I shall know----' + +George's hand went up to the back of his chair as if to find another to +clasp; then he changed the _venue_ with an odd little laugh. + +'Give me a light, old man. I--I can't keep this cigarette going, +somehow.' + +As Dan stooped over him their eyes met, and that was enough. + + + + + CHAPTER XIV + + +The angel Azrael had turned aside from other doors in Hodinuggur +besides that of the red-hot bungalow across the canal. Fuzl Elâhi, the +potter, sat once more at his work, with the old calm on his face. The +wheel was back in the inner yard again, where the westering sun sent a +creeping shadow of the high wall almost to the edge of the spinning +circle. It spun so slowly that the eye could see the blue outline of a +pot upon the moulding pirn. + + + 'It was a woman seeking something, + Over hill and dale, through night and day she sought for + something. + "Foul play! foul play! look down and decide." + "Not I----"' + + +The chant stopped in a start. There was a grip on one shoulder, a thin +brown hand over the other pointing accusingly at the wheel. + +'Why didst lie to me?' panted a breathless voice, low yet hard. 'Why +didst say thou hadst sent it to her? Why? why?' + +'I lied not, heart's delight.' + +The slackening wheel, as his hands fell away from it, showed the +Ayôdhya pot, as if in denial of his words; yet he repeated them gently, +looking back the while at the girl who had crept from the open door of +the hut behind him. 'I sent it; but it hath come back, as all things do +in Hodinuggur; as even thou didst, Azîzan. Be not angry with thy +father. Lo, it is fate!' + +She set his deprecating hand aside roughly. + +'Let be, father--if father thou art. I tell thee 'tis the pot. Give it +me here. Yea; 'tis so, and thou hast put a false bottom of new clay to +it. Wherefore?' + +The old man's forehead wrinkled in perplexity. + +'I do it always. Let me finish the task, Azîz. Chândni, the courtesan, +will give money for it, as always; then thou shalt have violet sherbet +to allay the cough. Pity of me! how thin thou art!' + +In truth the girl was emaciated to skin and bone: her small face seemed +all eyes; yet, though she swayed as she stood from sheer weakness, +there was energy and to spare in her grip on the Ayôdhya pot. + +'Chândni!' she echoed; then suddenly the fire died down, the tension of +her hold slackened. 'Lo, wherefore should I care if it be lies or +truth,' she muttered to herself; 'the old man is crazy, and 'tis the +Diwân's when all is said and done--not hers. Here, take it, poor soul. +I care not now, so I be left alone in peace.' + +'Art not angry with thy father, Azîz?' he asked humbly; but there was +no answer. He watched her languid retreat to the hut almost fearfully. +'Lo, she forgets the things I have remembered, and I forget those she +remembers, he murmured, before he broke once more into his chant with a +quavering voice. + +This forgetfulness of the girl's, showing itself so often, was a +perpetual wonder to the old man, who never for an instant doubted that +his dead daughter had indeed returned to him. 'Nay, but thou knowest +beloved!' he would remonstrate against her ignorance. 'Hast not played +in the Mori gate, and bought sweetmeats of old Bishno, perched on my +shoulder like any tame squirrel?' + +'Mayhap, mayhap!' she would answer impatiently. 'I care not. There was +a Hindu girl, I remember, who did not weep as the others used to do. +Life was a dream, she said. We would forget it soon in another. Mayhap +'tis true and I have forgotten.' + +It suited her to deceive the old man. When she had first realised the +position, she had been too weak to do more than wonder at it. Then, by +degrees, while she still lay helpless, the potter's talk, her own +recollections of old Zainub's hints, joined to the extraordinary +similarity in those extraordinary eyes, had given her a shrewd guess as +the truth. And with it came a fierce savage delight in her inheritance +of witchcraft. It meant revenge; revenge and safety. The potter deemed +her a ghost from another world; the village folk should think the same. +So she hid herself away in the dark hovel, spending the long hot days +in dreaming of a time when she could creep out on some moonlit night +and frighten the wits out of the world which had wronged her; for her +whole nature was jangled and out of tune. She hated everything and +everybody, herself included; at least so she told herself as she sat +idle, listless, brooding over revenge. It was not difficult for her to +avoid observation. To begin with, the village folk were afraid of the +potter's eyes at the best of times, and of late strange tales had been +told. Finally, Mai Jewun's longed-for son had been born with a distinct +thumb-mark, and had died. The only person, in fact, who could have +allayed these fears lay shrivelling into a mummy with the heat on the +old secret stairs; so Azîzan might have wandered through the village +had she chosen without fear of anything save sending all the women into +hysterics, and making the men give themselves up as doomed to die. She +did not care to wander, however; she cared for nothing save to sit +crunched up at the lintel of the hovel door and stare into vacancy +until the dawn sent her back to the darkness within. + +The potter found her so when he returned from taking the pot back to +the Mori gate late in the evening. The fading daylight struggled still +with the rising moon, making confused havoc among the shadows, and +giving an odd iridescence to the dust-laden air. From without came a +barking of dogs, an occasional cry, every now and again a group of +bleatings from the goat-pens. All the every-day commonplace sounds of +village life; and in the courtyard the same lack of outward novelty. +Only an old man with his pugree off eating his supper of millet cakes +and water beside a sick girl. + +'Ari, beloved, cough not so!' came his tender voice. 'Lo! I will go but +now for the sherbet. Dittu was away when I passed his shop. And see, I +will seek out the sahib ere he leaves to-morrow and ask for more +medicine. It did thee good.' + +The girl's breath came faster. + +'Leaves? Wherefore?' + +'He hath been ill, dear heart, so Chândni says. He goes to the mem +sahiba in the hills.' + +Azîzan's hand clutched the old man's arm. 'And the pot! what of the +pot?' + +He shook his head. 'Maybe it was for her. I know not. Cough not so, +beloved. See, I will fetch the sherbet.' He bent over her, as he rose, +in gentle pleading. 'Go not from me when I am away, Azîz. Lo! I will be +back ere long.' + +She gave a short laugh, and sank back, still breathless from her fit of +coughing. + +'Go! whither should I go? God knows!' The old man sighed as he turned +away, to look back more than once at the listless, dejected figure. So +it remained for an instant after his had disappeared through the outer +yard; then, as if galvanised, it rose suddenly, and the thin arms were +flung out passionately. + +'She shall not have it. Chândni shall not give it to her. She shall +not, she shall not.' + +Five minutes after, trembling half with weakness, half from sheer +hurry, Azîzan was on her way through the village wrapped in a white +sheet snatched from the hut. What she was going to do she scarcely +knew, just as she scarcely knew whither she was going. Though within a +stone's-throw of her birthplace, the path down which she stumbled was +as unfamiliar to her feet as the tempest of emotion was to her mind. A +fever of excitement, anger, mistrust of everything and everybody surged +through her veins. The road was silent, deserted; but even had it been +thronged, the girl would not have hesitated. Amid all the confusion, +but one thing was certain: Chândni must tell the truth; she must be +found and made to tell the truth. But where? Yonder was the Mori gate; +she had seen that before through the lattice, and that, at any rate, +was a landmark. She would go there first and see. As she came within +ear-shot of the tunnelled causeway, a woman's voice rang out in shrill +laughter from the dark recesses to the right. Her first instinct was to +pause; then second-thought made her keep straight on her way as if to +pass through, till at the farther end of the causeway she turned +suddenly to the left and sank down behind a plinth. It was as if a +shadow had disappeared. A minute to regain her breath, and then she +crept farther into the darkness, where, unless some belated gossipers +should choose that side of the arch, she was secure. From over the way +a clash of anklets and a low full voice, contrasting strangely with +those high trills of laughter assured her that she had come straight +upon her quarry. The rest was patience, till, sooner or later, the +woman would be left alone. Sooner or later the laugh must cease; sooner +or later even wickedness must tire and turn to sleep. So the girl sat +crouched into herself in the curiously impassive attitude of her race, +her thin arms round the thin knees whereon her small chin rested. Not a +very startling sight outwardly; though, to describe what lay within is +wellnigh an impossible task with an audience of Western ears; for +Azîzan's knowledge would be to such ears incompatible with her +ignorance, her jealousy and passion with her patience. Such an audience +must remember an upbringing foreign to all their experience, and +imagine her, still as a statue, though the blood raced like liquid fire +in her limbs and throbbed like sledge-hammers in her temples. The moon, +sinking slowly, sent a slanting yellow light through the dust-haze, +visible beyond the arched causeway; the village dogs ceased one by one +the nightly challenge to their fellows; yet, still the laugh went on. +Would wickedness never tire? The wonder, and her own heart-beats lulled +the girl to a drowsier patience. She woke to silence, and, standing up, +strained eyes and ears into the shadows. Not a sound. She stole softly +across the causeway, slipped into the recesses at the right, and +listened again. A low breathing from one corner made her feel a way +towards it, and her touch, light as a breeze, hovered over a figure on +the ground wrapped from head to foot in a sheet like a corpse; yet she +knew it could scarcely be Chândni, for she would not choose so airless +a spot. But there must be rooms above, and a roof above that, and they +were worth a trial before going on to the bazaar. Slowly, for she knew +nothing of where she was, Azîzan groped her way to some winding stairs, +thence to a suite of low chambers, empty of all save the pigeons +rustling and cooing at her step in the dark. Upwards again till, at a +turn, an archway gave on a terraced roof not six feet square; and +there, lying on a string cot, which, from its narrow resting-place, +seemed suspended in mid-air, she saw the soft curves of a woman's +figure outlined against the moon-lit dust-haze beyond. It was not a +place for a sleep-walker's slumbers; not a place even for a restless +one; but Chândni slept the sleep of the unjust, which, nine times out +of ten, is sounder than that of the just. Her conscience never troubled +her; and in addition she belonged to a race apart from the customs and +creeds of the people. A race born to the profession of pandars and +prostitutes, openly, shamelessly. + +So, not being afraid, like other women-folk, of sleeping in the +moonlight with face uncovered, she lay carelessly as she had thrown +herself down, her tinsel-set veil turned aside by one arm thrust under +her head, the other stretched almost straight into the gulf of dusty +air, which glittered faintly like the ghost of a sunbeam. Beneath its +filmy net covering the bold sweep of her bosom rose and fell softly, +with its faded burden of the past day's jasmine chaplets. They gave out +a last breath of perfume as Azîzan's thin brown fingers closed round +the sleeper's throat. + +'If thou stirrest,' whispered the girl to the startled eyes as they +opened, 'I kill. Feel!' + +Only a prick above the heart, but joined to that scorching, stifling +grip, it was sufficient to send the coming shriek back from Chândni's +lips. She lay terror-stricken, staring up at the wild light eyes which, +catching the moon rays as they dipped to the horizon, seemed to glow +with a pale fire. This was no ghost! it was something worse than that; +something that meant more than mere fright. + +'Why didst send the Ayôdhya pot to her? Why? Give it me back!' + +Chândni slackened all over in sudden relief. If she could have laughed +with that hand on her throat the shrill sound would no doubt have risen +on the hot air. So that was all? Nothing but jealousy! Of all things in +the world the easiest to rouse--or to allay--by lies, and she had +plenty of those at her command. So many, that poor Azîzan, after a +time, wondered sullenly how she came to be sitting amicably on the +string cot beside the woman whom she had meant to coerce. + +'Poor little chicken,' said the courtesan in contemptuous consolation. +'So thou wouldst have killed me, thy best friend? One who seeks to +destroy the mem! 'Twill be the ruin of her, look you, and then he will +have none of her. That is their way. She will not get him; so pine no +more, child. Lo! I will teach thee how to have lovers and to spare.' + +'I want no lovers,' muttered the girl angrily. 'If 'tis to harm her, +and thou hast sworn to that, I care not. And thou hast sworn to let me +be also. That is enough.' + +As she rose, folding her white veil round her, Chândni felt sorely +tempted to give the little push which must have overset the weak +balance, and sent Azîzan to certain death below. But the thought that, +if looks said the truth, fate would do the work for her ere long +without scandal, stayed her hand. Besides, the knowledge that the girl +was alive and intent on revenge might be of use in dealing with the +palace-folk, if they showed themselves traitorous to her claims. So, +when she had watched Azîzan go stumbling down the stairs, Chândni +rolled over lazily to meet the midnight wind which was springing up, +and shortly afterwards fell like a child, into dreamless slumber, long +before Azîz, who had sunk down on a step of the silent causeway, hoping +to regain strength for the homeward journey, felt equal to the task. A +deadly despondency had replaced her excitement; yet beneath this again +lay a dull resentment against fate. If she had understood, if she had +known, as Chândni seemed to know, the ways and thoughts of these white +people, she might have done better. She had meant no harm--no harm in +her world at least--for she was not bad. He might, as Chândni said, +turn away from the mem for being wicked, but he would never have +had cause to turn from her, if she had only known. She never would +have done anything to displease him--never have done, or said or +looked---- The sting of shameful memory drove her from her +resting-place to stumble on recklessly in the direction of a twinkling +light upon the mound. That must be the potter's house and he must be +watching for her; there she would at least find shelter. But it was not +the house; it was the potter himself seeking for her among the ruins. +His face, by the light of the cresset he carried, showed haggard, and +its anxiety soothed her, even while it sent a new pain to her heart. He +was unhappy at losing her, and she? O God! how her own heart ached! +Must it always be so when those you loved were lost? Then would _he_ +feel so if he had to turn away from the mem? Would it send that pain +into _his_ heart? + +The question was insistent, imperative, as, scarcely listening to the +old man's deprecating delight she followed him back to the darkness of +the hut. Even there it haunted her. Through the hot night, through the +long hot day as she lay huddled up out of sight. 'Would he care? And if +he did care, would she be glad or sorry for his pain?' + +The moon and the setting sun were disputing possession of the world +again, when George lay on a lounge chair in the verandah of the red-hot +bungalow. The air was fresher, if not cooler there, and the factotum +within was disturbing the foundations of the round world in attempting +to pack his master's things; among them Azîzan's picture, and a parcel +which had been sent from the palace addressed to Mrs. Boynton. +Something, it was said, she had asked the vakeel at Râjpore to get for +her. The lad, though still weak, was joyous to the heart's core in the +knowledge that another hour would see him on his way to spend his +holiday in the society of the most perfect woman he had ever seen. That +was how he viewed his world. Gwen was in full focus; the rest of +humanity out of it; even poor Dan, who was at that moment riding +his hardest across the desert in order to take over charge of the +sub-division at its outermost limit, and so give the boy every possible +second of his leave. Not a very just estimate of relative values, but a +very usual one when Narcissus is absorbed with the reflection of +himself. + +'Salaam Aliakoom,' came a breathless voice behind him. He turned to see +Azîzan, who had sunk as if exhausted on the verandah steps. He stared +at her silent with surprise, in which a certain shamefaced annoyance +was mingled. He had no desire to be reminded of her existence at +present, and even if, as he had felt inclined to suspect, there was +some mystery about her, he could do no good by inquiring now, on the +very eve of his departure. + +'I have come for the pot, Huzoor,' she began without preamble. 'They +took it from me. Lo! I was poor, and the poor have no voice. Justice! +Justice!' + +'Took it from you?' echoed George, his annoyance increasing at this +plunge into the past. 'Do you mean by force?' She nodded. 'But,' he +went on, 'you sold it. I gave the money to your mother when she came +here--on the night the tents were burnt.' + +'My mother died before that, Huzoor. It was not my mother who came, but +a bad one from the palace. It is true that I never sold it, never got +the money; and now I want the pot back again. It brings luck. I will +not sell it.' + +'But why didn't you come at once and tell me?' asked George angrily. +'Then I might have done something: now----' + +She interrupted him eagerly. + +'Your slave has been ill; as the Huzoor may perchance notice.' Her +wistful tone made George look at her more closely. + +'Very ill I should say,' he assented shortly. 'You are not fit to come +so far. Why did you? Why didn't you send some one else?' + +'I thought the Huzoor would not believe unless he saw me,' she answered +after a pause. 'I heard the Huzoor was going away to-day, and I wanted +the pot. Surely he will give it back! The protector of the poor has so +many things; his slave has but this one thing.' + +Her face was outlined against the white pillar beside which she sat, +and with all the languor of sickness on it still showed strong in its +entreaty. Something in it struck George with regret, even amid the +pressing desire to kick somebody which her words had roused in him. + +'Give it back,' he echoed savagely. 'Of course I would, if I could; but +I can't. It was stolen----' + +'It has been found again, Huzoor.' + +'Perhaps; but I haven't found it. I'm very sorry, my good girl, but I +haven't got it.' + +'The Huzoor mistakes. He has it. It is in the parcel that came from the +palace. They took it from me again to send it back to the mem.' + +George stared at her, unable to believe his ears. + +'Took it again then you were the thief--is that it?' + +There was a slight pause ere she replied. 'The Huzoor always speaks the +truth. I stole it--but it was mine.' + +George gave a low whistle; then a sudden grimness came to his face. +'And you say it is in that parcel they sent addressed---- By Jove, if +it is,' he added in English as he rose hastily. A minute after, when he +returned from within, his face was still more grim. + +'Here! take it,' he said, thrusting the blue curves of the Ayôdhya pot +at her, as if in haste to be rid of it--and her. 'When I get back I'll +inquire, and if what you say is true----' He paused, reduced in his +anger to thinking incoherently of Dalel Beg and horsewhips. How dare he +send it to her, mixing her up, as it were, in such a discreditable +affair? 'Well,' he continued, looking impatiently at the girl, 'that's +all, I suppose. You don't want anything more, do you?' The attitude in +which she was sitting reminded him perforce of the sunshine glowing on +the blue-tiled mosque and of the sidling pigeons--of a past, in short, +of which he did not care to be reminded, and a hardness crept over his +face. + +'That is all,' she replied, rising to go. 'But the Huzoor should not be +angry. The pot belonged to this slave.' + +'Angry?' he echoed, with a sort of lofty consideration. 'Why should I +be angry with you? Every one has a right to their own surely. Now you +have got it, go home and get stronger, my child. Salaam, Azîzan!' + +'Salaam Alaikoom, Huzoor.' + +He took up his cigar again, relieved to find it alight; for he felt +that he needed soothing. On his return, Dalel must be brought to book +and smashed; meanwhile he was not sorry that the cursed pot had finally +passed into the hands of its rightful owner, for it had a knack of +appearing and disappearing in a way which annoyed his common-sense. +Now, he need never see it or its owner again. One palpable reason for +the latter probability made him give a compassionate glance after the +thin, small face where consumption had set its mark indubitably, and +which he had seen for the last time. + +No! not the last. She too was pausing to look back from the gateless +gateway, guiltless of a fence on either side, which served no purpose +save arbitrarily, uselessly, to divide one portion of a dusty road from +another. So he saw her outlined against the shadows which softened the +havoc sickness had wrought in her young face; a graceful figure, seen +as he had painted her against the purple mound of Hodinuggur, with the +pot clasped to her breast. + +Yes! when Mrs. Boynton saw the picture she would be pleased; that is to +say, if he showed it to her at all. The thought absorbed him, and when +he looked up the shadows were empty. + + + + + CHAPTER XV + + +Ten days had passed since George, after many hours of deadly +discomfort, found himself admitting that the world was not such an +intolerable place, even in India; that, when all was said and done, +there were some things in it worth looking at. + +Those who have experience of these convalescent journeyings will +know at once that this must have been just about that turn of the +upward-trending road where a bridge slants the dhooli across the dry +torrent-bed, so that the traveller can see a stream of pink oleander +blossoms filling the narrow ravine. The morning sunshine lies yellow on +the red, parched hillocks, the red rocks crumble from thirst, but the +heat-hidden water proclaims its presence beneath them by that glory of +flowers. Nothing else, far or near, suggesting moisture; save, perhaps, +the candlestick-euphorbia, reminding one vaguely of the Ark of the +Covenant. Not a very welcome reminder, in this land of drought, where +even a deluge of rain would be a blessing; so, at least, thought +George, all unwitting of the times now close at hand, when a racing, +roaring demon would fill the narrow valley, the oleander flowers would +seem adrift, and the arch of the bridge would echo to the metallic +churnings of the boulders below, until, maybe, it would take a fancy to +join them, and leave travellers staring at each other across an +impassable torrent. + +Another slanting turn or two, and the candlestick bush is left behind. +The red-flowered indigo hides the dry, red soil, and from it rise +strange shrubs with sparse foliage and abundant blossom--yellows and +whites and lilacs--with here and there a burnished pomegranate, vivid +green and crimson. A sweet scent fills the air from grey aromatic +herbs, among which the wild bees keep up a perpetual hum. It is the +land of honey and honey bees. Butterflies also. There goes a purple +emperor, and, by Jove! yonder is one of those swallowed-tailed whoppers +you have seen somewhere in a glass case. The head sinks back on the +pillow again, tiredly content, to watch the scarlet flash of a +sun-bird. Was that a fern hidden in the crevice of the yellowing rocks? +Yes! parched, dwarfed, but still a fern. So on and up, until the +coolies set the dhooli down on a bit of real green grass beside the +tiny trickle of the spring whence they slake their thirst, and some one +from a shingled hut hung with flowering, fruiting gourds, brings the +sahib a red-brown earthen pot. A land of milk this--somewhat smoky, no +doubt, yet still milk. Over the tops of the fragrant pine-trees +something blue climbs up and up into the sky. Can it be a hill?--the +hills '_from whence cometh your help!_' The memory of some early +morning service in the odd little station church comes over you, with +the punkahs swinging overhead, the Deputy-Commissioner reading the +psalms, and the involuntary stir northwards of the small knot of +worshippers as the words sink straight into their hearts, bringing +thoughts of dear faces looking down on the heat-sodden plains. Yes! +those are the hills; for, as the coolies slither through the slippery +pine needles, the faint blue mist blending into the clouds rises, and +the headman, pausing, points to a cluster of white dots. Those are the +sahib-logues' houses. + +The path steepens; George pulls up the neglected shawl as shelter from +the growing cool; and as he is hurried along the curving road to find +old familiar friends in every flower and leaf his renewed vitality +expresses itself, oddly enough, in the inward conviction that here +at last is a place in which one could _die_ comfortably. Not that +George, or any other convalescent in his position, contemplates +the possibility of death; why should one when life has suddenly +become attractive?--when one can breathe instead of merely drawing +breath?--above all, when it is safe to go out into the garden without a +hat, and pick a carnation for your buttonhole before strolling over to +have tea with the most perfect woman in the world. + +Those ten days, therefore, passed like wild-fire. George knew no more +how he had spent them than how he had spent all his money. Chiefly, it +may be said, on sweets at Peliti's, kid gloves, and new ties. It was +the first time the young fellow had ever been let loose on equal terms +in the very best of society--a society, moreover, bent on amusing +itself. That he should follow its example was a foregone conclusion; +and it must be owned that he certainly got his money's worth in solid +enjoyment. There is always one particular period in the life of every +man and woman when the sun seems to stand still in the heavens on +purpose to make pleasure perpetual. This had set in for George, and it +had its usual effect in giving a fine-drawn, eager expression to his +face. Small wonder, perhaps, seeing that, as a rule, he never went to +bed till three in the morning, and that the days passed in one +ceaseless round of amusement. It seemed incredible, even to himself, +that, not a fortnight past, he had been agonising at Hodinuggur on +beef-tea and barley-water. But then Hodinuggur itself was incredible; +almost as much so as the fact that he had proposed to wear his old +white shirts, washed by a desert-washerman at Simla! They were thrust +aside in a bottom drawer now, and their place filled by brand-new ones +from a Europe shop; for how could one dance with the most perfect woman +in the world in a shirt that had no deportment? How, in fact, could you +do anything without reference to the certainty that your unworthy self +would form a part of perfection's environment? That is what it comes +to, when a steady, honest young fellow like George falls down on his +knees to worship a pretty face and a gracious smile. No doubt it was +not a very admirable occupation, but it seemed so to him, as it seems +to that majority of mankind which does not ask itself questions; simply +because he had been taught, as we have all been taught, to look on +sentimental love between the sexes as something almost divine. Thus, +the real issues being hopelessly confused, this new feeling of +passionate worship had all the effect of a new religion upon him. So +other things besides old shirts were thrust out of sight. Among them +Azîzan's picture. The idol should not see it till the depths of deceit +regarding the Ayôdhya pot had been fathomed, lest in any way +perfection's ears should be sullied by a queer story. By and by, when, +on returning to Hodinuggur he had time to unravel the mystery, he might +send the portrait to her as the best piece of work he had ever turned +out; but now? Why now, as usual, it was time to ride over on the hired +pony--of whose mane and tail you were inwardly ashamed--to the pretty +little house among the pine-woods, and there, in Paradise, try to +forget that but three days' more leave lay between you and purgatory. +Certainly not an admirable occupation; but the novelty, the excitement, +the supreme pleasure had gone, like wine, to the boy's head, producing +that exalted condition of mind and body, which has been described as +leaving one in doubts whether to have another whisky and water, or to +say one's prayers and go to bed. + +Lewis Gordon, standing in the back verandah, watched the young fellow +ride off with a frown. + +'It's too bad of Gwen,' he murmured to himself, as he went back to +finish dressing. 'I can't think what the fun can be. But the boy is +having a good time; that's one thing. And I suppose we all have to go +through it some time or another.' + +When he had done putting himself into an extremely dandified racing +kit, he passed through into the office again and began work steadily on +some files. _He_ was not on leave, and if he had to ride a steeplechase +at half-past four, that was no reason why he should waste an hour in +dawdling down to Annandale beside Gwen's _dandy_. There was no reason, +either, for his doing duty with Colonel Tweedie and his daughter, who +had ordered their horses at three. Time enough if he galloped down at +four, when the road would be pretty clear, instead of being clogged by +a perfect procession of women and coolies masquerading in ridiculous +costumes; whence it may be inferred that Lewis Gordon was in a bad +temper. As a matter of fact, he had been more or less so ever since he +arrived at Simla, despite the welcome he received from Gwen's constant +smiles, exquisite dresses, and admirable lunches. Perhaps he was +conscious that some one would have to pay for all these amenities, +and the prospect of responsibility in the future weighed on him; +not in a pecuniary point of view, but in reference to the fact that the +debtor would be his wife. For, like most men of his _genre_, he was +fastidious over the duties of women who were in any way connected +with him. Anyhow, he was distinctly dissatisfied with his world, as he +sat, buried shortsightedly up to his nose, in piles of paper; his +racing-colours, white with a crimson hoop, looking ridiculously out of +keeping with his occupation. + +A clatter of hoofs told him that the Colonel and Rose were off. He +could see them from his window passing a turn of the road below the +house, their figures outlined for a moment against the dim blue of the +valley. She sat straight, certainly, and as he watched her, a smile +came to his face as he remembered the partridge-hunt; but it was +replaced immediately by a frown. For the memory of Hodinuggur conjured +up that of Dalel Beg, who had come up to Simla for these races, and +had, in Lewis's opinion, been making himself most objectionable. + +There was no reason on earth, of course, why Dalel should not come; no +reason on earth why the Governor-General should not shake hands +with him, or any one else--that was part of the duty for which +Governor-Generals were paid; but that Gwen Boynton should shake hands +with him and allow him to speak to her familiarly, was different. That +was a matter of feeling, not a matter of reason. Apart from the +question of colour, Dalel was an objectionable brute--could scarcely be +otherwise, considering his up-bringings. That much of this was sheer +insular prejudice on Lewis Gordon's part may be true. If put to it, he +would have frankly confessed to many another objectionable brute with a +white face; but that the dark-skin should enter into the question is at +present inevitable in India, where it is typical of those theories and +practices which make real social intercourse between the upper classes +of the two races an impossibility--_at present_. + +And, to say sooth, Dalel was not nice, outwardly or inwardly. Even the +best tailor in Simla could not make him look aught but intolerable in +his elaborate riding-gear, as he paused on his way to the racecourse +before a small shop in the bazaar; a dark hole of a place, squalidly +bare of all save a sign where, in crooked lettering, it was announced +that 'MUNAHRLALLOFDELHIJEWLERGOLDWORKS' was ready 'TOBYANDSELL.' + +'No news of the pearls yet?' asked Dalel in an undertone of the man in +dirty white waist-cloth and low turban, who came out hastily to cringe +at his stirrup. + +'Huzoor, no! The ayah saith they have not come. Perhaps the little +sahib----' + +A measured shuffle of footsteps and a gay laugh arrested the +deprecating voice. It was Mrs. Boynton, carried by four men arrayed in +white; she herself being a vision of angelic spotlessness. Beside her, +his hand on the shafts of her _dandy_, his young face intent on hers, +came George Keene. It needs great ignorance or great experience to walk +in this fashion, without appearing either ridiculous or unseemly. +George looked neither; only supremely happy. + +'Who was that?' he asked, as his companion bowed. Her little gloved +hand resting so close to his tightened nervously. + +'Dalel Beg. He bowed to me.' + +George gave a quick glance backwards. 'By Jove, so it is! What cheek!' + +He thought so, honestly, as they passed on between the irregular rows +of shingled huts, leaving the group before the jeweller's shop, looking +after them curiously. Past the bazaar, down many a turn, till a bare +zigzag showed on the hill-side beneath them, and below that again a +green oval of valley set in trees. The eye following each angle of the +descent, could see, as it were in terraces, an almost continuous stream +of _dandies_, _rickshaws_, and ponies, all bent towards that grassy +oasis where a tent or two gleamed white, and a crowd of humanity +already swarmed like bees. + +There is no gayer crowd in the universe than this of Simla out for a +holiday; though, even as it passed downward, a man with a sober face +and a telegram in his pocket passed upwards on a sorry errand. Ten +minutes before that telegram handed in to the Club tent had hushed the +laughter into silence for a while. 'Cholera, of course,' said some one +after that while. 'I heard yesterday from Galbraith it was getting +rather stiffish in those parts. Poor old Jackson! After all these +years, too.' And then the recipient had ridden off in hot haste, +because the poor widow--the widow of his best friend--was coming +down at four with his wife to see the steeplechase, and it would be +best to prevent _that_, if possible. A sorry errand indeed, past those +holiday-makers, to whom he had to give back greeting, irrespective of +that death-message in his pocket lest the news might travel too fast. +Even to the pallid, pretty-faced young wife raising herself eagerly +from her cushions as he passed to ask if Mrs. Jackson had heard from +her husband that morning. She had had no letter; but of course Mr. +Jackson would have mentioned it if there had been anything wrong with +Charlie? Doubtless, Mr. Jackson would have done so, came in answer to +the wistful eyes, ere the messenger rode on full of that wrathful, +surprised grief which such scenes bring to the average Englishman. And +it must not be forgotten that it is in such scenes as these that the +foundation of all that is best in our Indian empire is laid. Going +to the hills! Whose fault is it that the phrase conjures up to the +English ear a vision of grass-widows, flirtations, scandals, +frivolities! Surely it is the fault of those who, telling the tale of a +hill-station, leave out the tragedy of separation which makes our rule +in India such a marvel of self-sacrifice both to the woman and the man. + +Yet below, in the Club tent, and round the shady ring the laughter went +on after its brief check. Mrs. O'Dowb, whose husband had held hill +appointments ever since he married a big-wig's daughter, improving the +occasion against her bitterest foe, Mrs. Larkins, by declaring that +some women had no sense of duty, and seemed to forget that they had +sworn at the altar to cherish their husbands. To which her little +enemy, using the sharp tongue which captivated mankind in general, +assented smilingly; she herself knew women who could not be brought to +understand that their absence must be a far greater comfort than their +presence. Whereat there was war. + +A gay crowd indeed! with here and there a surge, accompanied by murmurs +of 'Your Excellency,' and a steady circle round some recognised leader +holding her little court. Not much interest on the whole, however, over +the races, save among a knot of men near the betting-tent, when Dalel +Beg, hand in glove with a shady lot of men from a newly-opened hotel, +went swaggering about with his jockey's colours pinned on to his coat. + +'I'm not on duty to-day,' replied a handsome man to Gwen Boynton's +inquiry why he was not as usual in the tent. 'A contingent of bad lots +brought their ponies up and rushed the meeting. They do it sometimes, +and then it isn't good enough for old stagers. All we stewards can do +is to keep 'em as straight as we can, and that isn't easy. Weight for +weight, inches for inches, Mrs. Boynton, I'll back an Indian gymkhâna, +where nobody has any money to pay, and all the subalterns think they +know something about a horse--especially their own--to lick creation in +sheer crookedness. And when the profession come down like a wolf on the +fold, as they have done to-day, it is crookeder still. And all about a +_pari mutual_ for the most part.' The look of disgust on the speaker's +face was almost comical. + +'Poor Major Davenant!' smiled Gwen sympathetically. 'But the chase will +be good. Mr. Gordon is in it.' + +'I wish he wasn't.' + +A wish which was echoed by Rose Tweedie, who stood within earshot. For +the last half hour she had been trying to keep her eyes away from the +zigzag--now almost deserted--on the opposite hill-side. An ineffectual +attempt; ineffectual as her wish, for there, coming down at a rattling +pace, was an unmistakable figure. She clasped her hands tighter on her +riding-whip, impatient at her own nervousness, and went on talking to +George Keene. + +'No! you are not a creditable patient. You don't look a bit better than +you did a week ago; I am not sure you don't look worse. And you have +only three more days; you should ask father for an extension.' + +Mrs. Boynton turned round quickly. 'What a splendid idea! Do, Mr. +Keene! Rose will back you up, and so will I. You mustn't go before the +Club ball.' + +The young fellow flushed, but shook his head, with a laugh. 'And poor +old Dan down in the wilderness? Not I. It is only excess of amusement, +Miss Tweedie. I shall soon get over that at Hodinuggur.' + +His face sobered at the very thought. + +'Poor fellow,' murmured Gwen in an undertone, and he brightened up +again. + +'How many gloves was it to be on Bronzewing, Miss Tweedie. You promised +to back her against the field, you remember,' came a voice, making Rose +start. How nice he looked with his covert coat just showing the white +and crimson! She hated herself for thinking such things, and yet she +thought them all the same; it seemed to her, sometimes, as if she were +always thinking of him; but she had given up hating herself for +that--that had to be faced, and kept secret, like this strange feeling +of dread. She had seen dozens of men ride steeplechases before without +a flutter at her heart: but now---- + +'You bet? Then I lay you three to one against. You need not pay, +lady-fashion,' interrupted another voice ere she had time to reply. It +was Dalel Beg, swaggering along fresh from a Vice-Regal hand-shake to +assert his rights in society; notably with Mrs. Boynton, much to her +tall companion's horror, for he had done his best on two occasions to +get the offender kicked off a racecourse. The Mirza's flabby hand was +now thrust out at Rose, but the riding-whip seemed a fixture in both of +hers, as it would have been had the hand offered been fair instead of +dark, for there was a certain class of men with whom the girl never +shook hands. Lewis Gordon, watching her with curious impatience, as he +often did in society, had often been forced to confess unwillingly that +her instincts in this respect were generally right. This time her +refusal gave him distinct pleasure. + +'I don't bet lady's-fashion,' she replied coolly; then turning to +Lewis, went on in the same tone: 'I believe I did promise, Mr. Gordon; +so perhaps Major Davenant wouldn't mind half-a-dozen pairs to one on +the mare.' + +'Double the odds wrong way up,' smiled the Major, crossing over to her +side. 'You wouldn't make your fortune as a bookmaker, I'm afraid. +However, I'll take it, if you let me hedge for you.' + +'You don't know Bronzewing. I do.' + +'You don't know the field. I do. In fact, Gordon, if I had had any idea +we were to be inundated with down-country ruck, I should have advised +you to scratch. They don't want outsiders.' + +'They will have to thole them, as we say north of the Tweed,' replied +Lewis. As a rule he was shy of admitting his Scotch birth, and the +pronoun sounded sweet in Rose's ears. + +'What an arrant pirate you are, Gwen,' he said in a low tone as he took +the place beside her _dandy_ vacated by Dalel Beg, who, after returning +to her for consolation, had gone on to the tent. 'You have been betting +against me, haven't you, dear?' + +'Against Bronzewing, you mean. What chance can she have with the +Confederation's Waler? If you were riding _it_--and I am so badly off +for gloves.' As she looked at her lavender-cased fingers plaintively, +she was as pretty and well-dressed a picture of gracious womanhood as +the imagination could paint. The fact was mollifying and brought +admiration to his eyes. + +'Don't see it. Seems to me you want nothing. What a jolly shawl that +is! too good, surely, to be crumbled up that way.' + +He was right. A white cashmere with a broad bordering in faint greys +and lavenders is hardly the thing for a dust-cloth. Perhaps she was +aware of the fact; anyhow, she coloured up. + +'Not at all. I bought it for a mere song. Isn't it time you were +weighing-in or something of that sort? they have been ringing a bell.' + +'Directly. You see, I'm dressed and ready.' + +'Yes, I see. You look so nice.' + +Rose might have made the remark with far more fervour than Gwen could +conjure into it, and yet the latter scored the points, for Lewis +strolled off feeling less dissatisfied with life than before. Men are +trivial creatures when they have to do with that trivial creature, +woman. + +To a large proportion of men, a horse-race is a most uninteresting +affair; to the majority of women, it is a mere accessory to a misused +wedding-breakfast or a somewhat spoilt _fête champêtre_. This one was +no exception to the rule, and the interest of the resident racers being +reduced to a minimum, there was little excitement beyond the immediate +circle by the tents. + +'Game little beast that of Gordon's,' remarked Major Davenant after +Lewis had cantered past. 'Pity she hasn't a chance, but I'm afraid she +is out-classed. By George, they are off, and she--no! That's a pity.' + +A short man standing close by laughed. + +'For Gordon. I know that dun beast; seen him down country; warranted to +wear out the temper of any but his stable companions. Is Bronzewing +keen, Miss Tweedie?' + +'Very.' + +'I thought so. There--back again. Gordon looks pleasant, doesn't he?' + +His face certainly showed irritation, his hand did not; and as he +turned the mare to face the starter again, he leant forward to pat the +fine bronze neck. + +There was greater interest this time as the pace slackened to a walk. + +'Splendid line,' commended the Major--'now then, starter! Oh! dash the +mare! No--by Jove, that was well done.' + +'For the dun,' echoed the short man. 'Smart; very. Wonder how he +managed it?' For as the flag fell, Bronzewing had reared straight on +end, only to shoot forward with a bound which more than compensated for +the delay on which the others had counted. + +'Didn't you hear?' cried Rose, clasping her hands. 'It was the +partridge's note did it. He--Mr. Gordon gave it. You heard, didn't you, +Mr. Keene?' + +'Yes! I heard.' He was as excited as she was. 'By Jove, what a sell for +that dun brute! Look, there they are. He is in--right in to the posts; +trust Gordon for that.' + +Now to be in to the posts means something when you have to go twice +round a course which follows the narrow oval of a valley. Except at the +ends of the ellipse when a less clever-footed beast than Bronzewing +might find trouble in the sharp curve. + +'Oh! how badly that man rides,' cried Rose. 'He can't hold his horse. +Ah!' She felt a wild inclination to cover her eyes--to get away--not to +see; for, as the horses rose to a stone wall, a sudden swerve of his +left-hand neighbour carried Lewis Gordon's foot clear out of the +stirrup. + +'All right, Miss Tweedie, over like a bird. But you are right. Green +rides badly.' And the short man looked at the Major comprehensively. + +'Jimmy,' called the latter quickly, when the horses showed again at the +end curve as they came round on the winning post for their first turn, +Bronzewing fourth and ousted from her inner place by Blue-and-white, +who was making the pace over the straightest bit in the course; 'get me +all you can from them on the mare--in Simians Gad! I should like to let +those fellows in.' + +'But she is behind, ever so far behind,' interrupted Rose, divided +between regret and relief that she would not have to watch a reckless +tussle at the end, with its thousand possibilities of mishap. + +'There isn't a beast near her at the jumps, and if Gordon--he's saving +her now, Miss Tweedie--gets the inner lap again top and bottom; it is +as near a moral as racing ought to be. Lord! how she took that water! +Well done, little 'un, well done!' + +He was almost as excited as George, who was craning forward to catch a +last glimpse of the trail of bright colours skimming round the farthest +turn behind some trees. + +'By Jove! he is in again, and how Green is riding him! Stick to it, +man, stick to it! Game little lady! not an inch to spare, and waltzed +over it as if she had the floor to herself. They mean Blue-and-white to +win; that's clear. Ah! now it's on the straight! Now Green will shoot! +H'm--not much to spare in that cross. Green's in--that's an end. +Blue-and-white wins, unless he makes a mistake.' Major Davenant put +down his field-glasses with a sigh. + +On they came; the Red-hoop and the Green almost neck and neck, close +in to the posts. Keeping pace half a length behind in the clear, +Blue-and-white saving breath for his awkward beast at the last hedge; +behind them, a trail of colours like a pennant streaming backwards. Now +they are at the sharpest corner, and a murmur rises as Bronzewing +shoots ahead, making the Green give way. + +'Hullo, what's that?' cries the Major; 'a foul? Did any one see it?' + +There was no time for an answer as yet. Green, seeing his work over, +slacks to pace, and there is nothing but an easy hedge and a couple of +hundred yards galloping between the Crimson-hoop, Blue-and-white and +the winning post. Inch by inch Bronzewing gives way before the swinging +stride of the Waler, but she presses him hard, too hard for the last +fence, easy as it is. They rise almost at the same second. It is the +mare's last chance against those longer, clumsier legs, and she gains +it. Blue-and-white sways in his saddle as his beast, touching the rail, +staggers, jumps short, and rolls over easily. Green, half a length +behind, is alongside in a second, but a second too late; for Lewis +Gordon wins by that second, and no more. + +Rose, who for the last minute has been completely blinded by the +beating of her own heart, was left alone amid feminine congratulations, +the men having gone to offer theirs in person to the winner. + +'Oh, Jimmy, my boy! I wish I'd said thousands, mourned Major Davenant +as he passed his pal in the outer tent. + +Jimmy whistled softly. 'Just as well you didn't; they claim a foul for +Green, and it looks bad. I wish you had been on. Williams and Gray are +such duffers, and Van Souter'--a shrug of the shoulders completed his +meaning effectually. + +'A foul! Well, I must own it looked like one to me. What does Gordon +say?' + +'Looks black as thunder. Go inside and see. Most of the field swear to +it; but it isn't like Gordon.' + +There was not much judicial serenity about the inquiry which was being +made in the steward's tent; nor much of the pomp and circumstance of +justice either. Nothing but a bare tent, a cane-bottomed chair or two, +and the weighing-machine, where Lewis still sat listening to Dalel Beg, +who was volunteering information. An Englishman in like position would +have been told to hold his tongue; but what are vaguely termed +political considerations affect the question in regard to the native +nobility, especially at headquarters. + +'I beg your pardon, I'm sure,' interrupted one of the judges +diffidently; 'but if you will allow me--since the claim is +made--perhaps Mr. Crosbie--that is, I think, your name, sir?--will +kindly tell us what occurred.' + +The man in green silk bowed. He was a gentlemanly-looking man, with a +suspicion of past military training in his carriage. + +'I regret it excessively, and I am sure it was quite unintentional on +Mr. Gordon's part, but there can be no question about the foul. As most +of those present can bear me out in saying, I had taken and kept the +inner place fairly. Mr. Gordon was riding for it also. At the corner +post his mount was too eager, and the foul occurred. So violently that, +as you see, two buttons have been almost wrenched off my breeches. I +quite admit that I recovered an outside place without much delay; but I +beg to remind the judges that the race was lost by a second.' + +'And I beg to remind the judges,' added the Blue-and-white jacket, +'that I was on a level with Mr. Crosbie and Mr. Gordon, a little +farther out, and saw the whole affair. It was not Mr. Gordon's fault; +but the foul was indubitable.' + +'And what have you to say about it, Mr. Gordon?' + +'I?' He rose quietly and went over to Green. 'I should advise Mr. +Crosbie to try benzine collas. It's the best thing I know for taking +paint off breeches--doesn't stain at all. By the way, Davenant, I've +often told you that is a most awkward post. It's just on the angle, and +if you haven't perfect control over your beast, it is almost sure to go +the wrong side, as Mr. Crosbie's did, and then, if the thing is newly +painted as it is to-day you--you spoil your clothes.' + +He turned on his heel as he drawled out the last words and walked away. + +'I utterly deny, I--I--it is impossible----' stuttered Green and Blue +together. + +He looked back from the door. 'Exactly so; I leave you, gentlemen, to +settle how Mr. Crosbie got that red paint on his left knee, when, +according to you, he was hugging the post with his right. It is an +interesting question, and I shall be glad to hear the judges, decision, +when they have arrived at it.' + +He was in a towering temper despite his cool words; and Mrs. Boynton +felt quite a pang of alarm as he apologised curtly for not being able +to wait for her, saying he was in a hurry to get home to some important +work. That, however--as she noticed keenly--did not prevent him from +spending five minutes beside Rose Tweedie in eager conversation. Of +course, Lewis Gordon was not such a fatuous idiot as to allow the mere +gain or loss of half a dozen pairs of kid gloves to affect his +arrangements for the future; but it certainly affected him in the +present, and Gwen was quite aware of the fact, and felt glad that the +proceedings of the _pari mutual_ were strictly confidential. As she +went home, listening gracefully to George Keene's adoring small-talk, +her mind was full of care. Now at these periods of life when the sun +stands still in the heavens, and a man acquires the art of talking +about the most trivial details in a tone which is a caress, he is apt +to pall, unless the caress means as much to the woman. So Gwen sent +George home from the turn up to her house, and went alone through the +scented pine-woods, where the long shadows lay across the path. Her +face, now there was no necessity for a smile, looked haggard and +anxious; utterly out of keeping with the luxury of her surroundings, +and the comfort of the flower-decked verandah, where the ayah stood +waiting to receive her mistress. Some one else was waiting too, in +highly starched muslin and a low-wound white pugree showing a triangle +of pale-pink folds above the forehead. A smirk was on his face, a +wooden pen-box under his arm, and an attendant was squatting beside +more boxes done up in a Manchester handkerchief. + +'Mem sahiba see my thing? Gold-work, Delhi-work, Cashmir-work--all +work.' + +He thrust a card into her hand-- + + + 'Manohar Lâl, from Delhi.' + + +She turned away quickly. 'I don't want anything. Ayah! how often have I +told you never to let these people come?' + +'Manohar Lâl say he know Mem sahiba,' murmured the ayah sulkily, moving +off with the wraps. + +'No need to buy, Huzoor,' said the crafty lips. 'I have good things to +look. Or I buy. Anything. Gold-work, silver-work, pearls. I buy three +big pearls of lady in Rajpore last months. Shall I open boxes, Huzoor?' + +'Yes; you can open them,' said Gwen quickly. + + + + + CHAPTER XVI + + +Deodars and soft green stretches of turf, surrounded by a map of Asia +in high relief; silver streaks of rivers at the bottom of the map; +snowy peaks and passes at the top of the map, just as if they were set +there to show comparative lengths and heights. Such was the scene from +the ridge chosen out for what is called a Rajah's picnic. What Rajah or +Maharajah, what Nizam or Nawab, matters not. Some one of the many +feudatories who crowd to prefer their claims to something at Simla had +asserted his dignity by giving a picnic to society, and society had +consented to come and eat _pâte de foie gras_ and drink champagne on a +hill-side, at the expense of a man to whom one or other of these two +things was an abomination. That is the case in a nutshell; and so long +as the _pâte_ was not bought cheap from a box-wallah, and the champagne +was drinkable, nobody cared whether the host was or was not performing +the whole duty of man in tempting his fellows to do those things which +he himself considered worthy of purgatorial pains. But then, to +nine-tenths of the guests the host was a mere lay figure imported into +society on certain occasions, in order to give it local colour by the +display of gold tissue and diamonds. + +Barring the shock it gives to first principles in some minds, a Rajah's +entertainment is generally pleasant enough; never more so than when it +takes the form of a picnic--which, by the way, the natives translate +adroitly into pâgul khâna, or 'fool's dinner.' This one was no +exception to the rule. Two huge flat-roofed tents, open on all sides +save for a deep valance of gay appliqué-work, and supported by fern and +flower-wreathed poles, served as marquees, where a most elaborate lunch +was laid out in a style worthy of the great Simla caterer. What the +cost was to be per head to the unfortunate noble playing the part of +host is a trivial detail. So, to him, was the lunch itself, seeing that +in this particular case, the host was a Hindu of the strictest caste; +too pure, too proud even to sit down at a table spread with such +abhorred viands. His part consisted, therefore, in receiving the +company in a Cashmir shawl tent with silver poles, yawning between the +handshakes, and thereinafter, when the outcasts were safely started on +the champagne and the _pâte_, jolting back joyfully in a _jhan-pan_ to +Simla in order to purify himself in unmentionable ways before eating +his own dinner. The next day or the day after he would pay the bills, +some official would be told off to congratulate him on the success of +the entertainment; perhaps, if he was a great swell, to say that +H---- E----y had enjoyed it immensely. And then the only thing +remaining to be done would be to enter the cost in the State accounts. +Under what heading outsiders cannot presume to say; possibly +civilisation. + +But none of the guests troubled themselves about these details. The sky +was blue as blue could be, the grey bloom on the spreading deodar +branches glinted white in the strong light, the shadows beneath them +showed black. Across the valley, contours of terraced crops round a +cluster of apricot-trees marked the village sites. Blue air lay between +you and them, blue air between them and the snows, blue air gave a +thousand iridescent tints to the plains rolling up into the southern +sky beyond the dotted ridge of Simla. And below you, drifting up the +valleys like grazing sheep, were little fleecy mist-clouds, +inconsequent, hopelessly astray. + +'Poor things! How lost they look!' said Gwen gaily, pointing at them +with her white lace parasol. + +'A fellow-feeling makes us wondrous kind,' quoted one of her circle. +'Mrs. Boynton knows what it is for a heavenly being to be condemned to +earth.' + +'That sounds prettier than it is. An angel astray! Lewis! defend me +from my friends!' + +She turned to him with the prettiest air of appeal, the sweetest +confidence in a regard, which to the outside world was cousinly, to +these two something more. Such a bait seldom fails to rouse a man's +vanity, even if it leaves his heart untouched. + +'My dear Gwen,' he replied readily, 'there is no need for defence. The +angel is not astray since you are here with us, and we are in +Paradise.' + +George Keene applauded with both hands as he sat at her feet looking +out over the plains. Once more it seemed incredible that there should +be such a place on God's earth as Hodinuggur. + +'Well, some of us will be sitting at the gate thereof disconsolate ere +long,' remarked a man leaning against a rock, with a cup of black +coffee and a cigarette. 'By the way, Keene, we might share a tonga the +day after tomorrow.' + +'Mr. Keene is not going,' interrupted Mrs. Boynton quickly. 'No one +wants him down there, and we need dancing men dreadfully. Miss Tweedie +had spoken to her father about it?' + +'And you?' + +The question, which came almost in a whisper, was answered by a smile +only; but it brought a sort of mist to George Keene's young eyes as he +looked out over the plains again. The spiritual exaltation of it all +was almost too much at times for the hard-headed young fellow who had +clothed his own honest uprightness with a woman's softness and +sweetness, in order to worship it. + +Now, as a matter of fact, Mrs. Boynton had said nothing to Colonel +Tweedie about the lad's leave; still, as she fully intended doing so in +the course of the afternoon, her smile was perhaps excusable. 'What is +more, she kept to her intention. Half an hour afterwards any one rash +enough to do so might have interrupted a _tête-à-tête_ she was +conceding to the Colonel in the shade of a huge deodar tree to one side +of a level stretch where two mud tennis-courts had been laid out. But +no one did. A certain officialdom prevails in Simla society, and the +heads of departments have recognised rights and privileges. The +Colonel, however, would scarcely have admitted that he owed his good +fortune to his seniority, for he felt juvenile in a new lounge suit +with very baggy trousers--quite the thing for lolling about in on the +grass while a pretty woman leant over the shafts of the _dandy_ she was +using as a seat, and asked for your opinion on a number of trivial +personal questions. Yet Gwen Boynton was in earnest about it all--to +judge from her eyes--as she let the conversation drift further afield. + +'He is such a nice boy--one of those boys who make a woman think how +delightful it would be to have a son in her old age. But he looks as if +he would be the better of another week in the hills; and I suppose even +you cannot manage that.' + +He smiled condescendingly. + +'The Lieutenant-Governor might object, of course.' + +'Then you can! Ah! Colonel Tweedie, if you would! He really isn't fit +to go down, and Mr. Fitzgerald, who is as strong as a horse, could +easily stop at Hodinuggur. He wouldn't like it, of course, but it won't +hurt him. Only----' She paused, looked at her companion, and shook her +head gravely. + +'Only?' echoed her elderly admirer, his heart, which had melted like +wax at her cavalier mention of Dan, stiffening again at what might be +consideration for that most ill-advised person. + +'Only George won't consent to that, I'm afraid. He has such a +ridiculous attachment to Mr. Fitzgerald. And I suppose it would be +quite impossible to leave the place even for a few days without a +really first-class man in charge. What a comfort it must be for you to +have officers on whom you can rely, like Mr. Fitzgerald.' + +Colonel Tweedie gave his little preparatory cough. 'No doubt, +no doubt. At the same time, I am not aware that Mr. Fitzgerald's +presence--er--is so--er--indispensable. The fact is, my dear Mrs. +Boynton, that, owing--er--to previous occurrences, we were anxious to +keep him out--er--out of the responsibility as much as possible. In +fact, but for his own request I should not--er--have arranged for +him to take Mr. Keene's work at all. To refuse, however, would +have--er--given rise to--er--unfounded comment, and so----' + +She interrupted his halting mixture of dignity and desire to be at once +considerate and captious with a sigh. + +'Poor Mr. Fitzgerald, he has been unlucky. And I suppose if anything +were to go wrong when he was there you would have to take notice of it. +How dreadful for him! Perhaps, after all, it would be better for George +to go back. One would need to be omnipotent to carry out all one's +kindly impulses, wouldn't one, Colonel Tweedie? And we women are so +helpless.' + +He leant forward and laid his hand close to hers as it rested on the +framework of the _dandy_. 'Unless you have a stronger arm at your +disposal, as you have now--my dear lady--if only for your kindness to +my daughter, and, as you say, young Keene is not quite the thing. +Besides--I--I mean you--I mean there are privileges which----' + +What those privileges were remained unexplained, though Gwen, no doubt, +had a shrewd guess at them, for, just at that moment Dalel Beg, having +no fear of Departments before his eyes, came swaggering up in a +bright-green velvet coat. + +'Aha, you here! Hi, you kitmutghar, bring me champagne cup. Jolly, +Tweedie, ain't it?' The Colonel's face belied the proposition, but the +new-comer was not one of those who look for support to surroundings; he +was a law unto himself only. 'You see I wear swagger clothes like you, +Mrs. Boynton. Rajah Sahib old-style man, so I come as native of India +to please him. He is neighbour, Mrs. Boynton, by Hodinuggur, down +waste-water canal cut. You give him water, sir, he give you lakhs on +lakhs.' + +This time the Colonel's expression was a study, but Gwen, despite her +usually keen sense of the ludicrous, did not add a smile to the Mirza +sahib's crackling laugh. + +'I regret,' began the head of the Department loftily, but Dalel's mind +was full of one thing only, and that was himself; his immense +superiority over the Rajah Sahib, his equality with the sahib-logues. + +'Hi, kitmutghar. _Ai, soor ke butcha kyon nahin sunté ho?_ (Ah, son of +a pig, why don't you listen?) _Ek_ glass curaçoa. Cup what you call +hog-wash, eh, Tweedie? Rajah, poor chap, know nothing about cup. +Khansamah do him in the eye, hee, hee! Poor old chappie. Gone home to +do poojah and have baths. What rot!' + +'Will you take me to get a cup of coffee?' said Gwen hastily to Colonel +Tweedie. 'I won't trouble you to bring it here; it spills so in the +saucer and then it drops over one's best frock.' + +The courteous excuse for escape, which came quite naturally to Gwen's +lips, pleased neither of her companions. The gracious instinct +prompting it, which to Colonel Tweedie seemed uncalled for, was totally +lost on the Mirza. He scowled after her, and muttering something as he +tossed off the curaçoa, went off to bestow his favours elsewhere. + +A minute or two afterwards, George Keene ran up to the empty _dandy_ +and pushed something under the cushion. + +'She won't mind,' he said half aloud, 'and it's safer there than in the +tent. Wouldn't do to lose it here, of all places in the world. All +right, Markham, I'm coming! Spin for court. Rough? Rough it is. If I'd +only known they were going to put me up in the doubles, I'd have come +in flannels.' + +With coat and waistcoat off, however, his white shirtsleeves rolled up, +showing young, white round arms, and his Cooper's Hill scarf doing duty +as a belt, George looked workman-like enough to play in the impromtu +match of civil against military; and being of wholesome mind and person +straightway forgot the round world in the effort to keep one ball +a-rolling. + +The sun hung in the west above a frilled edging of lilac-tinted hills, +the snows began to glisten, the valleys on either side grew fathomless +as the mist rose from the streams dashing through them. On the ridge +itself the deodars sent long shadows eastward, though the yellow +sunshine still seemed to crisp the tufted parsley-fern among which +civilisation grouped itself in cliques and sets for afternoon tea, and +in which the servants, decked in gorgeous liveries for the occasion, +flitted about like gay butterflies. A great content was on all; perhaps +the memory of an excellent lunch lingered with the men, the gratifying +consciousness of being well-dressed with the women, but the most of +them felt that it was good to be there, transfigured, as it were, on a +hill-top, forgetful even of Simla, whose shingled roofs showed on a +jagged outline to the south. Yet Gwen Boynton, who, as a rule, would +have shown at her best in such a scene, a situation, a society, pleaded +a headache as an excuse for getting away early; so that when George +came back to where he expected to find her _dandy_, she was already on +her way back to Simla. + +'What is it, Mr. Keene?' asked Rose, who was mounting her pony close +by. + +'Oh, nothing; only I put my watch and keys under the cushion of Mrs. +Boynton's _dandy_, and now she has gone off. If you see her on the +road, you might tell her. I have to play a return match--bad luck to +it!' + +'You don't look very unhappy,' laughed the girl, as he finished the +task of putting her up by professional little tugs at her habit to make +it sit wrinkle-less. 'And oh! by the way, it's all right about your +leave. Father has arranged it; he told me so just now.' + +'How good you are! If I could only leave my interests in your hands, +always, the future would have no terrors for me, as they say in the +melodramas. Good-bye, Miss Tweedie, till dinner-time, and--you won't +forget about the watch, will you? I don't want Mrs. Boynton----' + +'I'll take care she doesn't make off with it,' interrupted Rose, +wilfully unsympathetic, as she moved away at a walk. A hundred yards or +so along the broad ride--which had been cut for the occasion in the +hill-side from the high road to the picnic place--a zigzag bridle-path +led down into the valley. Rose had never ridden that way, but she knew +that, once at the stream below her, a recognised short cut would take +her direct to her destination. At the worst, she might have to dismount +and lead her horse for a while, and there was something decidedly +fascinating in a downward path at all times, more especially when every +step showed something new stealing into vision out of a blue mist. In +addition, she would avoid the rush of people, and of late Rose Tweedie +had found a large proportion of her fellow-creatures very tiresome; +perhaps because humanity is only gifted with a certain capacity for +liking, and she expended too much of hers on one person. The first mile +or so fully justified her choice; the path, if steep, was safe, and, +after passing over a small bridge, she was about to follow a track, +apparently leading down the right side of the ravine to the road below, +when she heard a faint shout behind her to the left. With her +experience of the Himalayas, she stopped instantly, knowing she must be +on the wrong track, and retraced her steps, expecting, after a few +turns, to come on the shepherd or coolie, who, having seen her from +above, had raised the warning cry. Instead of this she came on Lewis +Gordon, riding at what was really a breakneck pace for the style of the +path. He pulled up suddenly. + +'Miss Tweedie! you don't mean to say it was you I saw on the other +bank? I had half a mind not to shout, for a man with a clever pony +could do it easily. What a piece of luck for you I did!' + +She flushed up at once. 'I'm afraid I don't see it in that light. I've +no doubt I could have done it as easily as a man, and it is annoying to +be brought back half a mile out of your road for nothing.' + +'Unless that road happens to be a mile longer to begin with, as it is +in this case,' replied Lewis coolly. 'But you really ought not to have +tried the short cut alone. Your father, of course, had arranged to meet +the Lieut.-Governor, and Keene couldn't get away; but if you had asked +me, I should have been delighted to do my duty--I suppose you won't let +me say pleasure; that is reserved for my juniors.' There was a certain +snappishness in the conclusion of his speech which somehow appeased +Rose's wrath. + +The futility of many proverbs has scarcely a better example than that +one which sets the orthodox number for anger at two, when almost +universally it is either one or three. For the spectacle of another man +losing his temper is almost sure to soothe the first offender, unless +dispassionate humanity reappears in the shape of a spectator. So Rose +said sweetly that he was always very kind, and she certainly would have +asked him to pioneer her, had she anticipated any difficulty; since no +one could give a better lead over than Bronzewing and her rider. And +then, having reached the valley and a broader path, they dawdled along +it at a walk beside the very edge of a stream splashing and dashing +over its pebbly bed, and curving round tiny meadows just large enough +to serve as a stand for some huge walnut tree. The soft mist they had +seen from above, now they were in it, only intensified the blueness of +the shadows or the gold of the sunlight following the contours of the +hills. Down in the hollows the maiden-hair fern grew like a forest, out +in the open great turk's-cap lilies rose higher than the blue and white +columbines, and in every cranny the potentilla hung out its bunches of +scarlet, tasteless, strawberry-like fruit. + +Side by side they strolled for a mile or more, along a level grassy +path, as if there were no such thing as effort in the world, as if +civilisation and comfort, dinner and bed, all the necessaries of life +in fact, did not lie two thousand feet or so over their heads. + +'This way, I'm afraid,' said Lewis at last, turning his pony into a +road joining the path at right angles; an engineered road with drains +and retaining walls, scientific, uninteresting, guiltless of ups and +downs, facing the ascent evenly. + +'Oh dear!' cried Rose in tones of regret. And then they both laughed. +But the peace of the valley went with them, so that their gay chatter +echoed up the zigzagging road to where glimpses of a _dandy_ toiling on +ahead showed through the trees. Its occupant looking downwards could +see them far below, the girl in front, the man behind, their voices +becoming clearer and clearer, until just at the last turn where the +zigzag merged into the high road, each careless word was distinctly +audible as they came scrambling up below the retaining wall, which at +this point carried the branch to its junction with the main road. Gwen +Boynton's hand closed tight on the shaft of her _dandy_, partly in +sympathy with her thoughts, partly because the coolies swung round the +last corner sharply. The wall, which was not two feet high at the first +turn sloped rapidly up to some fifteen feet before ending in the one +which supported the big road. As is usually the case, it was built in +steps or terraces giving the required slant of support. Just as the +_dandy_ was at the turn of the road a horseman, followed by two mounted +orderlies, came clattering along it; perhaps this frightened Rose's +pony; perhaps the sudden swerve of the _dandy_ to get out of the +new-comer's way just as the girl was about to pass it, actually forced +her mount into shying and backing. Anyhow, it did. There was a +struggle, a rattle of stones over the edge, a slip, then a jerk back as +the beast found a momentary foothold for its hind legs on the narrow +step some two feet down. A cry of dismay broke from the spectators--for +with the next movement a fall backwards seemed inevitable--but it ended +in one of relief, as Rose wheeled the pony clear round with swift +decision, and giving it a cut with her whip leapt into the road below. +It was a bold stroke for life instead of death, and as the pony came on +its knees with the shock, it seemed for an instant as if both it and +its rider must go rolling over and over down the side of the hill. The +next they had both struggled to their feet, and stood quivering all +over, but safe and absolutely unhurt. Lewis, who had pulled up at the +corner aghast with impotent horror, was back beside them, almost +incoherent in his relief and admiration. + +'And--and--I only had a snaffle,' said Rose with a tremulous laugh not +far removed from tears. She felt it imperative, if she were to be calm, +that they should descend to commonplace at once, being aided in this by +Dalel Beg, who having reined in at the sight of a disaster for which he +was partly responsible, was now standing by Gwen's _dandy_ oblivious of +apology. + +'Shâhbâsh. Well done indeed. Pretty! pretty. You are rippin' rider, +Miss Tweedie. If you race, you win like Gordon. Aha! Gordon. I +congratulate you for lucky accident of paint. That Crosbie take me in +also. He swore it was foul, Mrs. Boynton, and I thought I saw foul--you +believe that, eh, Gordon?' + +Lewis, to whom the temporising decision of the judges, that foul or no +foul, Mr. Crosbie was out of it by having been at the wrong side of +some post at some part of the course, had been irritating, scowled up +at the group above. + +'I am sure you saw foul,' he replied. 'Now, Miss Tweedie, if you +please. The beast is all right and the sooner you get home for a quiet +rest the better.' + +He was so occupied with the shock to her that he scarcely seemed to +realise that it must have been one to his cousin also, though Rose as +she passed paused to say that she was absolutely unhurt and that it was +nobody's fault but her own for riding an unsteady pony on the hills. +They had gone on nearly half a mile before she recollected George +Keene's message. + +'I don't see the necessity for going back at all,' said Lewis crossly, +'but since you are so determined to obey orders, I'll go. If you ride +on at a reasonable pace I'll catch you up again in no time---- What was +it he left in her _dandy_?' + +'His watch,' called Rose after him. + +As he galloped back his temper was none of the best. He objected to a +great many things. To George's familiarity with Gwen, to Rose's +familiarity with George, and as he came on the _dandy_, to Dalel Beg's +familiarity with it; for the Mirza had dismounted and was walking along +with his hand on the shaft--just like an Englishman. The sight enlarged +the focus of Lewis's displeasure, making it include Gwen. + +'It was only a message from Keene,' he said curtly in reply to her +welcoming smile. 'He asked Miss Tweedie to tell you, but she forgot; so +I came back. He put his watch in your _dandy_ to keep it safe.' + +'His watch!' echoed Gwen, feeling at the same time among the cushions. +'Yes! here it is. Lewis! what am I to do with it? Won't you take it?' +For, without drawing rein he had turned his pony and was riding off. He +looked back carelessly. + +'Keep it, I suppose, till Keene comes to claim it. That won't be long.' + +As he rounded the next curve in the road, Mrs. Boynton and Dalel Beg +were left face to face with George Keene's watch between them. It had a +Chubb's key attached to the chain, and Dalel Beg's eyes, as he stood +beside the _dandy_, clothed in a green velvet coat and European +rowdyism, were attached to the key. Gwen's were on Lewis's retreating +figure, and there was real jealousy and anger at her heart. + +An hour and a half later, George, galloping the hired pony along the +Mall after the manner of very young men on hired ponies, pulled up at +the side of Mrs. Boynton's _dandy_ in pleased surprise. + +'I'm so glad!' she exclaimed before he could say a word; 'there is your +watch.' + +As she handed it over to him their eyes met, and his took an expression +of concern. + +'I'm afraid your headache is very bad. You should have been at home +hours ago.' + +'On the contrary, it is better,' she replied quickly. 'I came by the +low road and dawdled. Besides, I had to call at the dressmaker's, and +she kept me waiting for ages. By the way, Colonel Tweedie says you are +to have another week's leave----' + +'So his daughter told me. How good you both are to me! Only, Hodinuggur +will be worse than ever--afterwards.' + +He would have liked to say 'after Paradise,' but he refrained. She gave +a nervous little laugh. + +'Don't think of it yet. I hate thinking. It does no good, for one never +knows what mayn't happen. You are safe for a week, anyhow.' + +As she lay awake that night in defiance of her own wisdom, thinking +over the matter in all its bearings, she told herself that he was safe +for more than a week. Every one was safe. At the worst, Dan might lose +his promotion, but even that would be no unmixed evil if it forced him +into independence. Indeed, if he knew of her worries, of the snare laid +for her, of the covert hints about an _esclandre_ involving both him +and George Keene which were wearing her to death, he would gladly +sacrifice something for the sake of safety. If by any chance the sluice +were to be opened during that week of absence, how it would simplify +the whole business! And, after all, what had she done? nothing. Surely +a woman might go and see her dressmaker sometimes and leave her _dandy_ +outside? Was it her fault if the dressmaker lived in a house close to +the bazaar in full view of Manohar Lâl's shop? Was it her fault if the +coolies slipped away to smoke their hookahs? Was it her fault that the +key of the sluice was behind the cushions of the _dandy_, and that +Dalel Beg knew it was there? What had she done? What had she said? +Nothing. Had she not set aside the Mirza's suggestion that she should +look in on Manohar Lâl's new jewelry on her way home, by saying that +she had no time, that she must go to the dressmaker's? Had she not +hitherto refused to listen to hints or threats? Had she not even defied +Manohar Lâl? And now would it really be her fault if any one had taken +advantage of her absence? Gwen turned her face into the pillow and +moaned helplessly, telling herself that never was woman before so beset +by misfortune. She had meant no harm, yet George had given her the pot, +and Dan had taken the jewels to Manohar Lâl's. There was no proof, of +course, but the _esclandre_ would kill her, and that must be averted at +all costs. + + + + + CHAPTER XVII + + +Mrs. Boynton was physically incapable of being constant to anything +disagreeable, even to her own thoughts. The love of ease which came +uppermost in her made it impossible; so, as she sat waiting for George +Keene on the following evening, she had forgotten the vague remorses +and regrets which had assailed her the night before. All she chose to +remember was the fact that both George and Dan would be away from +Hodinuggur _if anything happened_. What more could any one ask from one +in her position? She made a pretty picture in the pretty room. A wood +fire blazed on the hearth, a scent of English flowers filled the air. +Everything, from the books on the table to the graceful figure in white +satin and pearls on the wicker chair, told a tale of delicacy and +refinement, of what it is the fashion nowadays to call culture. On the +mantelpiece, among a Noah's Ark of china beasts, and supported by a +placid brass Buddha, George Keene's sketch of the dust-storm, the +_kikar_-tree, and the rat-hole, struck a dissonant note in the general +harmony; but Gwen's ears were too much attuned to content for her to +notice it. Briefly, she was full of solid relief; not only because +escape from a tight corner seemed assured, but that such relief had +come in the nick of time. For Lewis Gordon had been over to tea, saying +things which made it imperative that something definite should be +settled about Dan's promotion and prospects. Saying, for instance, that +he was growing sick of doing orderly duty at the Tweedies, house, and +wanted one of his own. That she needed a firm hand to prevent her +wasting her pension on _pari mutuels_, and beneath these jesting +complaints she had seen real discontent and a determination for change +in the future. And was he not right? Her whole mind gave its assent to +his wisdom. What an unspeakable relief it would be to find herself back +in a straight path; not only for her own sake, but for the sake of +others--of those two especially whom she had implicated all +unwittingly. But for them she would have defied the plotters; but for +them she would never have stooped to flatter Dalel Beg, and take shawls +and ornaments at nominal prices from Manohar Lâl; to do any of those +things, in short, with which their covert hints had forced her to rivet +the chain which bound her to deceit. At least so she told herself, but +then she was a proficient in the art of playing the thimble trick on +her own mind, and, as often as not, was really incapable of saying +where the motive power of her own actions lay. So, as she sat in the +wicker chair waiting for George Keene, she felt quite virtuous over the +sacrifice of her own honourable instincts on the shrine of friendship. +Even if _anything did happen_, all real blame would lie with Colonel +Tweedie for allowing both George and Dan to be absent; but what was +blame to the head of a Department? It slipped from him like water from +a duck's back. And then, in regard to the water itself? Even Lewis +allowed that the poor people might just as well have it as not----' + +'Keene sahib _salaam deta_,' said the servant, interrupting her +soliloquy of smooth things. She rose with outstretched hand and kindly +smile. + +'Punctual as ever. We shall be in time for number two----' then she +paused abruptly in careless surprise. George, who had been told off as +escort during the three-mile _dandy_ ride to the Town Hall, was still +in his light morning suit. Smart enough in his new shirts and ties, and +with a carnation in his buttonhole, but still scarcely in the costume +for a bachelors' ball. 'What is the matter? Aren't you coming?' she +asked quickly as he stood silent yet disturbed, for the sight of her +always had the nature of an electric shock upon him. + +'To see you so far, of course. To the ball? I'm afraid not. You see I +have to start to-night.' + +'Start? Where? + +'For Hodinuggur; where else?' He spoke lightly, but his face +contradicted his tone. When is it a light matter to leave Paradise? + +'Nonsense!' broke in Gwen sharply, startled out of all save negation. +'You must not go.' + +'Must, I'm afraid,' he echoed, and his voice was a trifle unsteady. +'You see,' he went on more confidently, 'I ought never to have taken +that offer of extra leave. I knew it at the time, but I thought Dan +would stop, and the temptation---- However, I'm off now.' + +'Now?' she echoed in her turn, still lost in her surprise. + +'To-night I mean. Of course I have no chance of a tonga, so I must go +by dhooli. It is a bore, but it can't be helped.' + +The phrase seemed to bolster up his manliness, and he smiled at her. +Such a pleasant-faced boy! so clean, so wholesome, so full of promise +for the future. A pang shot through Gwen's heart at the sight of him +and roused quick opposition to unlucky chance. + +'But why? It isn't as if you were keeping him--I mean Mr. Fitzgerald. +We settled all that; he goes back to Rajpore all the same.' + +'So Gordon told me this afternoon. That is why I must return--the place +can't be left alone, of course.' As he stood leaning against the +mantelpiece his eye caught his own sketch, and he took it up half +mechanically. 'To think I shall be back in that hole the day after +to-morrow,' he said with a short laugh. He felt very sore, yet +determined to face his pain in dignified fashion. 'Meanwhile,' he +added, 'you must not be late. Is that your cloak?' + +The futility of being tactful, even for your most familiar friends, was +being borne in upon Gwen Boynton with the remembrance of her own +certainty that Dan Fitzgerald's return to Rajpore must be necessary to +the lad's acceptance of the leave. And here he was declaring it to be +the stumbling-block! The thought sapped the very foundation of her +general security, and made the results which this change in his plans +might produce in hers strike her confusedly. She set aside the wrap he +held out, with quite a tremulous hand. + +'You are very foolish. Nobody wants you to go. Even Dan----' + +'Perhaps,' he interrupted, feeling set up, as it were, by her evident +regret. 'But, if anything were to go wrong, you know, I should never +forgive myself.' + +The words were to a certain extent quite meaningless to him; he did not +even seriously contemplate the possibility they suggested and yet they +roused her fears, her regrets. + +'But if anything were to go wrong,' she answered, forgetting caution in +her eagerness, 'it would be better you should be away. Surely you must +see that it would be better for you both to be away--if--if _anything +should happen_.' + +He smiled indulgently. 'But nothing can happen if I am there. And it +means such a lot to Dan. I think I told you that he is engaged to a +girl----' + +'Yes! yes! I know; I know. But, as I said, if I were the girl----' She +broke off hurriedly, then began again. 'George, what has that to do +with the question? Nothing will happen, of course, and then you will +have lost your pleasure for nothing. Don't go! It is foolish. It is +unkind--when we all want you to stay--when I want you--I do indeed--you +will stay, won't you, George?--just to please me.' + +To do her justice, she seldom stooped to use her own personal charm as +she did then, wilfully; but the case was urgent--the boy must not go. +George stared at her incredulously for a moment. 'Don't,' he said in a +low voice; 'please don't.' + +'But it is true, George,' she went on, laying her hand on his arm. 'I +do want you to stay; I do indeed.' + +His hand met hers suddenly, almost unconsciously, to fall away from it +again in a gesture of quick renunciation. + +'No! no!' he began in the same low tones, 'it isn't true--how can it be +true?' Then his whole nature seemed to cast reserve aside, and his +voice rose passionately. 'Why should you care? I have never thought you +could--never--I swear to you never! How could I? Do you not see it is +only what you are to me, not what I am to you? What does that matter? +But for the other--for what you have been, and are, and will be all my +life?--Ah! that is different--Yet you know that! well enough--you must +know--for I can't tell it--not even to you.' + +And there, English boy as he was, she saw him on his knee stooping to +kiss the hem of her garment. It was cut in the latest fashion, full +round the edge, and bordered by pearls of great size. They might have +been of great price also--the Hodinuggur pearls, for instance--and +George been none the wiser. He saw nothing but a blaze of light through +the open gates of heaven showing him a woman, transfigured, glorified? +And she? There was nothing before her eyes save a boy at her feet--a +very ordinary boy, whose every-day admiration she had accepted +carelessly; yet it was she who, covering her face with her hands, +shrank back as if blinded. + +'Don t,' she cried in sharp accents of pain. 'You don't know--I--I +don't like it.' + +He was on his feet again in an instant, blushing, confused. 'I--I beg +your pardon,' he stammered. 'I don't know what induced me to--to behave +like--like a fool.' + +In sober truth he did not, being all unused to self-analysis, and far +too young to understand his own instinctive recoil from the cheap +cajolery which had caused his outburst. But she was older; she +understood. He would not let her stoop, and yet--ah, God! how low she +had stooped already! So the emotion she had wantonly provoked in him +caught her and swept her from her feet. + +'Oh, George!' she cried, coming a step nearer and thrusting her hands +into his as if to hold him fast and make him listen. 'It was a mistake! +I meant no harm--no harm to any one--least of all to you.' + +'No harm!' he echoed blankly. 'What harm have you done?' + +She looked at him, realising her own imprudence, yet for all that not +sufficiently mistress of herself for caution. A worse woman than she +might have kept silence; but she could not. The shame, the dread of +betraying the lad who trusted her so utterly forced her on. + +'Don't ask, George!' she pleaded. 'I can't tell you--indeed there is +nothing to tell. Only you must not go down to Hodinuggur now. Believe +me, it is better you should not. I can give you no reason, but it is +so. Don't go, George, for my sake. + +'For your sake,' he echoed, still more blankly. 'Why? I don't +understand--Mrs. Boynton, I----' He paused; his hand went up in a +fierce gesture, and came down in still fiercer clasp on the +mantelpiece. His eyes left her face, shifting their startled, +incredulous gaze to his own grim jest leaning against the brass Buddha. +'Unless--unless----' + +There was a dead silence. + +'If there is anything to tell,' he said at last, 'tell it me for God's +sake; it would be better--than this. Why am I to stay?--for your sake.' + +Tell! How could she tell the horrible truth; and yet if he knew all he +might be able to help. Then the need of support, the craving for +sympathy, which at all times make it hard for a woman in trouble to +keep her own counsel, fought against the evasion suggested by caution. + +'Oh, George! I meant no harm--I did not, indeed.' The weak appeal for +mercy, which presages so many a miserable confession, struck cold to +the lad's heart. He walked over to the table and flung himself into a +chair, hiding his face in his clasped hands. + +'You had better tell me everything,' he said in a muffled voice. 'Then +I shall know what to do--don't be afraid--it--it won't make any +difference.' + +Once more his words roused her self-scorn and made her forget herself +for a time. 'But it must make a difference, I want it to make a +difference,' she cried hotly, crossing to the table in her turn, and +seating herself opposite him. 'Yes! I will tell you. It is the only +thing to be done now.' + +She was never a woman given to sobs and tears, and even through the +shame of it all, there was a relief in telling the tale. + +'Yes! yes!' he said once, interrupting that ever recurring plea of her +own innocence of evil intent, 'of course you meant no harm. So you took +the jewels and sold them to Manohar Lâl for six thousand rupees.' + +The fact, recounted in his hard, hurt voice, seemed to strike her in +its true light for the first time, and she looked up wildly from the +resting-place her head had found upon her bare crossed arms. + +'Did 11, she asked, pushing the curls from her forehead. 'Yes, I +suppose I did. It seems incredible now. Oh, George, what shall I do? +what shall I do?' + +It did seem incredible, and yet his fears as to what she might yet have +to tell him, proved his credence of what he had already heard. + +'You had better go on,' he answered dully. 'I can't say what is to be +done till I have heard all.' + +The sound of his own voice shocked him. Was it possible that he was +sitting calmly listening to such a story from her lips and asking her +to go on? The curse of the commonplace seemed to settle upon him, +depriving him even of his right to passionate emotion. + +'Is that all?' he asked wearily, when she had told him of everything +save the empty _dandy_ waiting outside the dressmaker's shop. His +question came more from the desire to help her along should there be +more to tell than from curiosity or fear. Since, from the very +beginning, he had been vexedly conscious of his own relief in +remembering that she had returned his watch and chain before she had +even reached home. + +The query, however, roused in her a sudden fierce resentment against +her own humiliation. Every syllable of that story, now that it was +told, seemed an outrage on that love of smooth things which was her +chief characteristic, and a sort of vague wonder at her own confidence +made her answer swiftly. + +'That is all I know. Is it not enough?' After all, it was true; what +more was there to tell save the barest possibilities? + +Her reply left George face to face with action, yet he sat on silent, +unable even to speak. At last he rose, and crossing to where she leant +face downwards over the table, stood beside her with quivering lips. 'I +am sorry,' he began, then stopped before the fatuity of his own words. + +'Do you think I am not sorry too?' she broke in recklessly, raising +herself to look him full in the eyes. 'I wish I were dead--if that +would help; but it won't. Something must be done; and done at once. +George! Why should you go down? To stay is so simple, and it will hurt +no one--believe me, it is best--best for us all.' + +She was back to the position she had taken up before her appeal to his +passion had recoiled upon herself, but he could not follow her so far, +and he gave a bitter laugh. + +'For you and for me, no doubt. But for Dan? Remember what the possible +loss of promotion means to him. Besides, I have promised. No! I must go +down, that much is certain.' + +'And after?' + +For the life of him he could not tell. He seemed unable to think of any +course of action save the palpably proper one of going straight to the +Chief and telling him of the plot laid against the sluice-gate. His +instinct for this remaining clear and well defined amid all the +confusion. As he stood silent, almost sullen, she laid her hand +quickly on his arm. 'You will not be rash, George--for my sake you will +not----' + +'Whatever I do will be for your sake,' he said unsteadily. + +'And you must not be angry with me. Indeed and indeed, I meant no harm +at first, and afterwards I was so frightened; so afraid for you all. +Oh, don't be angry with me, George.' + +He set her hand aside with a hopeless gesture, and turned away to hide +the tears in his eyes. She did not understand, and a great dumbness was +upon him. He could say nothing. After all, what was there to say? She +had done this thing, meaning no harm, and he must save her, and +himself, and Dan from the consequences, somehow. He took out his watch +mechanically and looked at the time. Barely ten o'clock! So it was +possible to destroy heaven and earth in half an hour! + +'It is time you were going,' he said, in quite a commonplace tone. 'I +can see you so far. You had better go. Gordon--and the others--might +wonder.' + +It was the first time he had ever hinted at the supposition that some +definite tie existed between her and her cousin; this, and his cynical +acceptance of the fact that in the tragedy of life action must be +swayed by the desire of the spectators as much as by the emotions of +the actors themselves, brought home to Gwen her crime against the boy's +youth, and for the first time she broke into a sob. + +'Oh, George! why did I do it? why did I do it?' + +Why, indeed? A pitiable thing, surely, to stand silent without an +answer. Pitiable also for the woman, forced by considerations into +self-control. Into bathing her face, possibly powdering it, certainly +re-arranging the pretty artful curls, and so setting off through the +dark night to the Town Hall, as if nothing had happened. For what loss +of liberty is comparable to that entailed on the possessor of a fringe +which will come out of curl, even with the damp of tears? + +The first clouds of the coming monsoon were drawn over the heads of the +hills like an executioner's cap, and George, riding the hired pony +behind the _dandy_, felt as if he were following the funeral of a faith +condemned to death. A dreary little procession this, despite its goal, +as it wound its way between the dark chasm of the valleys on the one +side and the dark shadow of the hills on the other. And then, like some +enchanted palace set between earth and sky, that pile upon the ridge +sending long beams of light and fitful snatches of dance-music across +the ravines came into view; so familiar, yet so strange. So were the +twinkling lamps, the crowd of _rickshaws_ and _dandies_ blocking up the +angles and arches, the red carpet in the porch, the red streak of baize +climbing up the white stairs. + +He kept that pearl-edged hem of her garment from the dust till she +reached them. + +'Have you settled what you are going to do?' she asked in a low voice, +as he held out his hand to say good-bye. He shook his head. + +'I'll settle it somehow, you needn't be afraid.' + +'I am not afraid. But, if the worst comes to the worst, I will not let +others suffer for my fault. So be careful--for my sake.' + +'Whatever I do will be for your sake--you know that.' + +He stood watching her go up the stairs; up and up, until the last trail +of that hem disappeared amid the coloured lamps and flowers. That was +the end of it all!--of all save Hodinuggur and the desire to kill +somebody. First of all, however, there must be safety for her; and that +might be secured by money. During that three miles' ride his thoughts +had been busy over possibilities, and one of them made him turn the +hired pony's nose towards Manohar Lâl's shop instead of homewards. +There was no power in India like the power of rupees, he thought; and +they--with the Club still open and half a dozen young fellows as +reckless as oneself ready to back the chance of one living to pay just +debts--were not difficult to borrow for a month or two. Especially when +there was something--not much--but still a few hundred pounds or so to +come when the dear old governor---- George choked down a sob in a curse +at the hired pony for stumbling over the ill-paved alley. + +The dawn had broken when the patient beast pulled up for the last time +by the verandah of Colonel Tweedie's house. A drowsy servant dozed +against the long coffin-like dhooli, the bearers crouched outside, +nodding in a circle round a solitary hookah. + +'The Huzoor having lost chance of the mail, may perhaps delay till +eve,' suggested the half-roused torch-bearer, mechanically corking up +his useless bottle of oil at the sight of the growing glow in the east. + +George, his face flushed yet haggard, stood for an instant looking over +the pine woods to where, had the light been stronger, he might have +seen the angle of a little house among the trees. After all, why should +he not stop now, if only to see her gratitude? Twelve hours, delay was +not much, especially when she was safe. Why need that be his last sight +of her going up the stairs with the pearls----pearls!-- + +An hour afterwards, when the sun tipped over the lower hills to make +the morning glories, festooned from rock to rock, open their eyes, they +opened them upon the coffin-like dhooli going rapidly down hill to the +accompaniment of shuffles and grunts, and recurring protestations that +the sahib was '_do mun puccka_.'[4] If the heaviness of heart could +have been measured, George might have weighed a ton. + +Even at the best of times the descent from the cool hills to the hot +plains is never easy, and in this case paradise lay behind, purgatory +in front. + +'I am so sorry Mr. Keene has gone,' said Rose Tweedie at breakfast. 'I +shall miss him dreadfully.' Lewis Gordon's eyebrows went up +superciliously. + +'No doubt; but he was right to go, in more ways than one.' + +Colonel Tweedie, busy over a virtuous plate of porridge and milk which +in some mysterious way he regarded as a sign of youth, gave his +preliminary cough. + +'I scarcely agree with you, Gordon. In my opinion there is--er--a +savour--of--of insubordination; or, not to speak so strongly--a--a want +of respect, in this sudden departure. Of course, the zeal and the--the +desire to do his duty--are pleasing, very pleasing in so young a man. +At the same time, a little more confidence in--er--the judgment of----' + +'Mr. Gordon wasn't thinking of that, father,' interrupted the girl, +with her grey eyes showing some scorn for both her companions; 'he +meant to imply that George--Mr. Keene--was better away from Simla.' + +'Your perspicacity does you credit, Miss Tweedie; I did mean it. He has +been going rather fast, and will be none the worse of saving up some +more rupees at Hodinuggur.' + +'If he had the money to spend, I don't see why he shouldn't spend it in +having a good time,' she retorted quickly. 'He won't ask you to pay the +bills, will he?' + +'Hope not, I'm sure; but the bearer brought quite a little pile of them +to me this morning by mistake.' + +Rose bit her lip. 'Perhaps you will be kind enough to tell your man to +put them back into Mr. Keene's room. I'll forward them when I write. +Are you coming with me to the Grahams, this afternoon, father?' + +But Colonel Tweedie was not to be diverted from the +Head-of-the-Department frown he had been preparing. + +'I am sorry to hear it. To say the least, it is bad taste to--to----' + +'Leave I.O.U's instead of P.P.C.'s,' remarked Lewis flippantly. 'But +really, sir, I don't see how he could help it, after all. He had to go +in such a hurry.' + +'I deny the necessity,' continued the Colonel pompously. 'I fail to see +any just cause for setting his opinion against that of--of his elders +and superiors.' + +'Unless he had private reasons of his own,' suggested his daughter. + +'My dear Rose, a public servant can have no private reasons.' + +There was an epigrammatic flavour about the remark which, to the +Colonel's ears, completely covered its absolute want of sense. He felt +vaguely that he had said something clever, and that it might be as well +to let it close the subject, which he did by answering the previous +question as to whether he would go to the Grahams'. Certainly, if it +did not rain; but the barometer was falling fast, and a telegram had +come to the office that morning to say the monsoon had broken with +unusual violence at Abu. It might be expected north at any moment. On +which the two men fell to talking about dams and escapes, inundations, +cuts, and such like things, while Rose sat silent, indignant with +Lewis, yet disturbed at the confirmation his hints gave of her own +fears. George had been reckless, there could be no doubt of that. Had +not one of her partners last night told her that he had left George +playing poker at the Club but half an hour before? George who had +declared he had not time to put in an appearance at the ball! + +When breakfast was over she went into the lad's empty room for the +bills, and took the opportunity of giving a housewifely glance round to +see if nothing had been left behind or taken away in the hurry. The +former, certainly, for there was the bottom drawer quite full;--old +shirts and ties, a rather battered pot-hat, and beneath the whole a +picture. + +She stood looking at it blankly. What a very odd coincidence! The girl +of her dream! The girl with the quaint dress and the Ayôdhya pot +clasped to her breast. Why had George brought it up to Simla and never +showed it to any one? Why, when the pot was stolen, had he said nothing +about the girl? though, on the other hand, she herself had kept silence +about her dream. She puzzled over it for some time; at last, finding +certainty on but one point--namely, that for some reason or another +George had wished to keep the picture secret--she took it away to her +own room. For she was of those who regard unspoken wishes on the part +of a friend to be quite as binding as any they may express. + +Just about the same time Gwen Boynton, still in her bed, was looking at +something else George had left behind him, but this had only been an +envelope carefully addressed to her. It contained two pieces of paper +signed by Manohar Lâl. One was a receipt for a diamond necklace, on +which Rs. 6000 had been lent. The other, of later date, giving a +quittance in full for the same sum plus interest. + +How simple! Why had she never thought of such a plan before? But where +could she have raised the money necessary to buy freedom? Besides--she +buried her face among the pillows in vain desire to shut out the +conviction which rushed in on her, as she recognised that if the +plotters had gained what they wanted from the empty _dandy_ outside the +dressmaker's house, they would naturally be quite ready to deal with +George and take money for a security they were already pledged to give. +Which, in fact, they would have given, since the canons regulating +bribery in India are strict in regard to value returned for value +received. Every penny, therefore, of the money George must have paid +for these papers, was so much clear unexpected gain to Manohar Lâl _if +the plotters had already attained their object_. + +Still she was safe, and even if anything happened nobody could blame +George. Now she had had time to consider the whole bearings of the +matter she told herself such blame was impossible; while as for +Dan----! If he would only leave Government service and make money, she +was ready to marry him to-morrow! She had woven a conscience-proof +garment for herself out of the old hair-splitting arguments long before +George's dhooli had reached the level plain. When it did, the clouds +had banked themselves against the higher hills, shutting out the boy's +farewell glance. As he climbed into the country gig in which forty +miles of dusty road had to be covered, the barometer was falling fast, +and the driver remarked cheerfully, that when the rain came, the +cholera would increase. It had been bad at the third stage that day, +and one of the coolies belonging to the Government bullock train had +died on the road about five miles farther on. The sahib might perhaps +still see the body lying there. + + + + + CHAPTER XVIII + + +The last twelve hours before the advancing rains break over your +particular portion of the fiery furnace!--who can describe them? Who, +having once endured them, can need description as an aid to memory? The +world one incarnate expectation, blistering, parched, like the tongue +of Dives. The heavenly drop of water for which you long, squandered on +the hot air, moist with a vanguard of vapour, so that the breath you +draw is even as the breath you exhale. If indeed you breathe at all; if +indeed by sensation of touch or temperature you can differentiate +yourself from the sodden heat of all things, or get rid of the +conviction that, like the devils in a still hotter place, you are an +integral part of the business! + +And Hodinuggur on this sodden July day had small hope of future +improvement to lighten the burden of the present, for it stood on the +edge of the rainless tract, in the debatable land of meteorological +reporters. Not more than a shower or two from that south-westerly +column of cloud was due to bring up its scanty average of rainfall, +which came, for the most part, from electrical dust-storms and such +like turbulent, undisciplined outbreaks. So the heat lay over it +hopelessly, and even the peasant patiently awaiting the return of the +smith to mend his ploughshare, did so more from habit than from any +expectation of needing the tool in any immediate future. After all, +waiting was his chief occupation in life. Waiting for something to +grow, or for something to be reaped; waiting for some one to be born or +for some one to die. So, the smith being absent over some work for the +palace, why should he not be waited for even though the sun was setting +red behind the heat-haze? For one thing, it would be cooler to tramp +home with the ploughshare over your shoulder. A tall, grave, bearded +man was the peasant, sitting with his back against the wall, his hands +hanging listlessly between his knees. The painted girl on the balcony +above looked down and told him the news, calling him father, +respectfully. No question of her trade here, with this dweller in the +fields; only a pious 'God keep us all,' ere she became voluble over +Shumshere the zither-player's seizure by cholera that morning as he lay +fighting quails in the street. Doubtless he was dying, now the sun was +setting; any moment the wail might arise from that seventh arch down +the colonnade where he lodged. Whereat the long beard below wagged +slowly over the fact that the Great Sickness had visited the hamlet +also, bidding a crony or two wait no longer for anything; not even for +ploughshares or rain. And then to solace themselves both courtesan and +peasant quenched their thirst on huge chunks of water-melon, bought for +a cowrie from the heap of green and red fruit which had just been shot +off a donkey's back into the dust at one corner of the Mori gate; the +donkey meanwhile browsing unrebuked at the edges of the pile. + +'Ari! father! There it is. Did I not say so?' remarked the painted one, +pausing, as a low moan rising to a banshee skirl broke the sodden +stillness of the air. + +'Râm! Râm!' ejaculated the peasant piously. 'It is a bad year for sure, +rain or no rain.' + +So, having finished his water-melon, he broke a morsel of opium from +the lump he carried in a fold of his turban, rolled it under his tongue +and dozed off, still propped up against the wall. And the sunset faded +leaving the world hotter than ever, though in the crypt beneath the +staircase of the Mori gate the air was cooler than outside, despite the +fire which flickered fitfully over the blackened arches. It flickered +also on the silver bracelets circling Chândni's round brown arm as she +lay curved across a string bed, her jingling feet swaying softly in +tune with the tinsel fan she waved above the bold outlines of throat +and bosom. And the fan, in its turn, kept time with the flicker of the +fire, and the wheezing breath of a smith's bellows rousing the charcoal +embers into dancing flame, or letting them die down to a dull red glow. + +'Thou art long, oh lohar-ji!' she said, looking backwards at the bare +bronze figure crouching before a low anvil. 'All these hours to make a +key--when thou hast a mould before thine eyes, too!' + +'True, oh mother! but the key is not as our father's keys, and +the hand lacks cunning in new patterns. Lo! I had made one for the +treasure-chest of kings in half the time. But there! 'tis done. See how +it fits its bed like the seed of a pomegranate! God send it may do its +work fairly and well!' + +'God send it may, for thy sake, smith-ji,' she replied carelessly. +'Here, take the rupees, and have a care no key is forged to unlock thy +tongue regarding this matter. The Diwân is old, but there are others +behind him, and behind him again, and Chândni behind them all.' + +The reckless triumph of her words rang through the low arches, as she +brought her feet to the ground with a clash. + +Five minutes afterwards she was looking down on a slender key lying in +Zubr-ul-Zamân's nerveless hands. + +'I have won the prize,' she said; 'the pearls are mine.' + +The hands quivered, and the keen old eyes seemed to seek her out from +head to foot, revelling in her beauty and her boldness. Then the light +died out of them, the head sank again. 'The game is played,' he +muttered. 'The game is played.' + +'Yea! it is played indeed.' + +The woman's contemptuous laugh echoed out into the dark night, through +which George Keene, on a hired camel, was making his way across the +desert. Not by the usual road, since that meant delay and Dan's +questioning eyes at Rajpore, but by a side route, branching from the +railway, farther to the south. A hot night, an intolerable smell of +camel, dust in the eyes and nose and mouth, dust and ashes in the +heart; in the endless darkness of all things even the twinkling lights +of the palace seemed home-like and welcome to poor George, for though +the consciousness of doing your duty soothes the mind, it is powerless +before bodily discomfort; and George was wretchedly uncomfortable. To +begin with, a high-paced camel driven at full speed is not an easy +method of conveyance, nor does the necessity for having its unwashed +attendant bumping in the after-saddle add to its charm, even though +that saddle be to leeward of you--for which Heaven be thanked! And then +the lad had had nothing to eat since a hastily-swallowed breakfast at a +rest-house, save some smoked milk and a tough dough-cake brought him at +the village where he changed camels. So, as he bumped through the +silent night on the bubbling, breathing, silent-footed beast, with that +silent breathing brute behind him, more than half George's slender hold +on the joys of life lay in the prospect of supper, even though it must +be one of the factotum's Barmecidal feasts. Such things defy the mind, +especially when that mind is lodged in a young and healthy body. Thus +while he could set his teeth over the remembrance of that half hour +during which his world came to pieces in the hand, he could not prevent +himself coming to pieces on the camel. + +It was a dark night indeed; so dark that the red-brick bungalow showed +only by the white arches of its verandah; rising like a ghostly +colonnade out of the shadow. The servants, houses too, were dark as the +night itself, and silent as the grave. George, stepping stiffly into +ankle-deep of yielding sand, called once, twice; then, giving in with +irritation to his experience of native slumber, walked over in the +direction of the cook-room. It was too sandy for snakes; besides, +booted as he was, they could hardly reach him. Necessary thoughts these +now that he was back in purgatory, with death for aught he knew coiled +in the path and they came back to him naturally as part of the +uncomfortable environment of life. He gave another call without the +screen of tall grass sacred to the modesty of the compounder of egg +_sarse_, and then impatiently set aside a mat at its entry. + +'They might as well be dead,' he muttered angrily, going up to a string +bed in the centre of the little yard, whereon he could just distinguish +a figure long enough to be a man. + +'Get up, you lazy brute!' cried George, shaking it by the shoulder. +There was no answer, and he drew back hastily, shouting for some one, +any one. A twinkling light showed from the stables, a drowsy +exclamation rose from within the hut. So, out of the surrounding dark, +came timorous steps, a hand bearing a cresset, a doubtful face or two +peering at the intruder and yielding to surprised salaams; then +suddenly breaking into garrulous clamour--'Ohi! ohi! 'Tis the Huzoor +returned. And the Huzoor's faithful servant hath been summoned by the +Lord. Lo! if the Huzoor had but come three hours ago there would still +have been a kitmutghar (_lit_. worker) in his honour's house. But it +was the Great Sickness, Huzoor, which waits not; all daylong ill in the +Huzoor's cook-room, with great patience, and--Ohi! ohi! the sahib must +be hungry, and lo! where is he who gave the Huzoor meats fit for his +rank? Oh, my sister! Oh, bereaved one! Oh, widow! put thy grief from +thee and prepare food for the master; in duty sorrow finds solace.' + +'Is--is he dead?' asked George, standing dazed, looking incredulously +at the sheeted figure, dimly visible by the flickering rushlight. He +had seen the man sleep thus dozens of times. At the question another +sheeted figure, which had crept from the hut into the circle of +light, broke into a gurgling cry: 'Ohi, _mere adme mur-gya--mere dil +mur-gya--mur-gya_,'[5] and one or two later arrivals, in like disguise, +crouched beside the voice, joining in the strange low whimper of the +conventional wail. George fell back a step or two, repelled to his +heart's core, shocked out of speech. + +'Weep not, oh widow!' snivelled the water-carrier, who, being the only +Mohammedan male present, felt impelled to the duty of consoler. 'Didst +not give him beef-tea? Ay! and barley-water likewise? even as the +Huzoor when he was stricken. And did not the master arise to health +thereby? Wherefore, is it not the will of God, plainly, that thy man +should find freedom? Therefore place thy heart on comfort---- He will +be buried at sunrise, Huzoor, so that the sahib will have no more +annoyance; and by the fortune of the Most High, there is even now to be +had without delay a servant who can cook--the one that is dead is as +nothing to him--faithful to salt, having many certificates, mine own +wife's cousin, a----' + +George, who by this time was half-way back to the dark house, cursed +him and his wife's relations utterly; then bade him bring a light +somehow. Meanwhile, scarcely conscious of what he was doing, the lad +groped his way into the room where he had first seen her, and, +stumbling against a chair, sat down mechanically, resting his head upon +the back, over his crossed arms. Would the light never come? and when +it came, what would it reveal? more dead men waiting to be roused? Oh, +horrible--most horrible that remembrance of the limp---- No! no! he +would not think of it. He would think of that other face asleep on the +red cushions of the easy chair--but that was dead too--the face of a +dead ideal. Ah! the light at last, thank God! and he could be sensible. + +Whatever it showed George, he showed it a mask terrible in its needless +pain, ghastly in the hunted, shrinking look in the young eyes which +used to be so bold. Even the water-carrier, dense as he was, saw it and +understood vaguely. + +'This is a bad word that the Huzoor should return thus. It is not +fitting his honour. If he had only waited till Fitzgerald sahib comes +back----' + +'Comes back,' echoed George dully. 'Why should he come back?' Yet he +knew quite well in his own mind that Dan also had judged it wrong to +leave the fort unguarded as it were, and his mind wandered to the love +he bore this man, while the water-carrier went on volubly about the +sahib having gone in a hurry that morning and being very angry about +something he had lost; something that the sahib's base-born personal +attendant had said must have been stolen--as if---- + +George, looking at all things with uncomprehending eyes, suddenly lost +patience, cursed the speaker, quite quietly this time, and bade him go +about his business. + +'Your honour's kitmutghar's widow can cook food if the Huzoor----' + +George did it a third time solemnly. When he was left alone, he glanced +round quickly, as if uncertain of what the room might contain. The +easy-chair with its red cushions; a bare bed--brought in, doubtless, +for the sake of the larger room and cooler air--a dirty tablecloth on +the table, littered with the crumbs and plates of Dan's last meal +and left in slovenly native fashion to await deferred cleansing. A +half-empty whisky-bottle and a water-surahi; that, at any rate, was +something, and his hand went out to them instinctively. Even in his +general confusion, however, the precepts of modern hygiene remaining +clear, he deferred a drink till they brought him some tepid soda-water. +Such precaution was necessary with cholera in the compound. Whatever +else it may do, civilisation certainly intensifies the dread of death. +The peasant and the courtesan had munched melons in the very shadow, +but George's cultured nerves had no such courage. He was no coward, but +he had received a shock which was bound to make its mark on the highly +sensitised mind and body; bound to weaken them for the time. + +Ah! that was better! The room did not seem quite so dreary after the +whisky and soda! Then he took another, and after that the outlook +itself seemed less dreary, and he told himself that Dan had been right +in saying that he, George, did not know the temptation of stimulants. +Temptation?--if they brought you up to your bearings with a round turn +in this fashion--Why! he felt twice the man he had been five minutes +ago. Now he could think; now he could reason; now he could see clearly +and decide what ought to be done. To begin with, she was safe. Those +papers, joined to little Azîzan's confession of having stolen the +Ayôdhya pot, made it quite impossible to prove she had ever known about +the jewels. As for himself, that did not matter; though, as a fact, he +was quite as safe as Dan. That is to say, the palace devils might raise +a scandal, but the breakdown of their case in regard to her would show +it was no more than revenge for their failure; for they would fail, of +course. So far, nothing had happened. There was no water in the +overflow cut; he had made sure of that as he rode along. And now that +he was on the spot he could do quite as much, off his own bat, to +prevent treachery as any one--the Colonel and all the Department to +boot--could have done had he reported the whole affair. To-morrow the +guard would be changed, and doubled to provide against any violent +attempt; an unlikely event, as such an assault would take time, and he +meant to pitch his tent down at the sluice so as to be on the spot at +night, and during the day he could watch from the bungalow. Against +other and more stealthy treachery he was also provided absolutely--so +absolutely that he gave a short laugh as he drew a couple of Chubb's +keys and a lock from his wallet. That would puzzle them if they came +thinking they had hit on the old fastening. But that also was for +to-morrow; there remained only to-night. No! not to-night; since +already it was past one o'clock. What wonder that he was tired--did any +one in the wide world know or care how tired? He stood up sharply, +every vein tingling now; his whole mind aglow despite his weariness. He +must have something to eat first, of course--his very determination +insisted on that; but not from those plague-stricken purlieus out +yonder--cautious civilisation insisted on that. There must be biscuits +or something of that sort in the cupboard, and as he crossed over to it +the memory of his raid while _she_ slept among the red cushions +returned to make him laugh again. + + + 'And when she went there + The cupboard was bare.' + + +The childish doggerel fitted the occasion and left him smiling at some +ship's biscuit--the last resource by sea or land--left at the bottom of +a tin. Dan certainly _was_ a bad housekeeper. The comedy of his +disappointment struck him; the tragedy, needing the sequel to develop +it, remained invisible like a photograph in film-embryo. + +It was dry work, eating ship's biscuit in a fiery furnace, with a +ten-pound thirst upon you and whisky and soda within reach. When he +stood up again the weariness seemed to have crept upwards, leaving +nothing alert save his brain. Had he ever been so tired in all his +life? As tired as _she_ must have been when she fell asleep in the +chair he was just passing. His hand lingered on the back of it for an +instant, almost caressingly. + +By Jove! what a furnace it was outside! Lighter than it had been, +however, because of the suggestion of a moon low down in the heat-haze. +And there was the potter's lamp twinkling like a star above the domed +shadow of the Hodinuggur mound. Queer old chap--queer start the whole +thing--if one came to think of it. A crazy, irresponsible creator! as +Dan had called him. Why not he as well as another? Who knew? who cared? + +He stood so for a space, looking out with sensitive, seeing eyes to the +broad shadows, formless save for the pinpoint flicker of the potter's +light. Face to face at last, he and Hodinuggur; between them the +sliding water, mother of all things. Then came a memory. + + + 'Hath not the Potter power over the Clay?' + + +Ah! if that was all the light amid the shadows of life, better far were +darkness! If that he turned quickly, beset by uncontrolled, passionate +contempt, uncontrolled, passionate desire for action, and beneath his +shaking hand the lamp on the table flared out, smokily. A poor protest; +yet the dark was better. Darkness and rest--if rest could come to one +so tired as he was, as it had come to her. Not that it mattered if he +were tired or not---- + +Five minutes after, the twinkling light, could it have reached so far, +would have found him asleep, peaceful as a child, among the red +cushions where _she_ had slept. But even Azîzan's eyes, set keen as +they were by devotion, could not pierce the darkness. For the light +George had seen was in her hand, as she stood looking out from the yard +towards the other bank of the canal. + +'It hath gone out again,' she murmured; 'a servant likely, on no good +errand; and the old man tells me the truth, I think. Another week ere +he returns. I would it had been sooner, so that I might warn him. But +there! 'tis the same! The task is mine in the end.' + +As she crossed back to the hut, she paused an instant to look, by the +light of the cresset she shaded with her thin fingers, on the figure of +old Fuzl Elâhi asleep in the open beside his wheel. + +'Poor fool,' she said softly, as if to the sleeper. And after that even +the potter's light disappeared, leaving both sides of the sliding water +to darkness. + +The dawn came and went; the sun climbing into the sky turned it to +brass--a brazen dome in which the sun itself seemed merged and lost. +Yet still George slept on, undisturbed even by the water-carrier's +cautious peepings through the chick. + +'Lo! the Huzoor is young, and he was broken into pieces by thy bad +animal,' he said to the camel man who was impatiently awaiting payment. +'Sleep is even as food and drink to him, and besides, ere he wakes, my +wife's cousin, whom I have sent for, will be present to cook my lord's +breakfast. There is great virtue in being _majood_ (created), and the +man who cooks one meal hath himself to blame if he cook not many. If +thou art hurried, go. Who wants thee and thy evil-smelling brute?' + +So George slept on, and when he woke at last it was to the confused, +unreasoning consciousness of those who have been drugged. He stared +round him incredulously, until out of the mist, as it were, the empty +whisky bottle on the table grew clear, accusingly clear, and he sprang +to his feet, becoming aware, as he did so, of a racking headache. + +Undoubtedly he had taken more whisky than usual; not perhaps without +excuse, he added, as memory began to return. The next instant he was at +the door. Yellow haze and yellow heat, and through it a silver streak +steering for the south!---- + +That was all he saw, but that little changed the whole world for him in +the twinkling of an eye. The sluice-gate was open. The devils had +won--they had won!--they had won! + +What use is there in saying that he felt this, that he felt that? What +use in pointing out whether anger or regret came uppermost in the +conglomerate of passion? As a matter of fact, George felt nothing +consciously; not even when, after an hour or more, he came back wearily +to the red-hot bungalow, out of the red-hot air. + +He sat down then on the table, now cleared of last night's crumbs, and +relaid by the wife's cousin with that superfluity which marks new zeal +in India, and tried to think of what he had thought, or said, or done +since he first caught sight of that silver streak steering southward +where no streak should be. But, after a time, he found himself deeply +interested in reconstructing the pyramid of five forks intertwined, +with which the new hand had adorned the centre of the table. What a +fool! what an arrant fool he was, to be sure. Even if there had been +any one upon whom to use the revolver, he would most likely have lost +his opportunity or missed the beggar! But there had been nobody, and he +might as well have left it at home, lying on the table ready, as it was +now. The sluice-gate, not ten minutes before he woke, had been opened +by a key--a key which had broken in the lock, making it impossible to +close it again till it was repaired. Of course there were the other +keys and the new lock; but what need was there for hurry now? No power +in earth or heaven could hide the fact that the sluice-gate had been +open. For months to come, miles on miles of crop ripening to harvest +would proclaim the failure, the treachery. 'As ye have sown so shall ye +reap.' Concealment was impossible; that much was certain--and the +certainty brought with it an odd sort of content. Since it was all his +fault from beginning to end, it was as well he should suffer. Yes! it +had been opened quietly while the guard was eating his dinner; opened +quietly while he, George, was asleep; why not say drunk at once--that +was nearer the truth. + +And the Diwân! George's listless hands tightened as he thought of that +brief interview with the old man on the roof. His own torrent of +reckless abuse, the courteous regrets and replies ignoring his very +accusations. But those palace devils could afford to eat abuse! +Zubr-ul-Zamân had played, and the game was done indeed. But how? Half +mechanically George drew out the key attached to his watch-chain and +looked at it; carelessly at first, then carefully. And what he saw +there clinging to the inner surface of a ward, changed heaven for him +in the twinkling of an eye, even as the silver streak of water had +changed the world. + +It was a very simple thing; only a piece of wax. How long he sat there +staring at it he did not realise. The yellow haze outside grew ruddier +with the sinking of the sun, the water-carrier, shadowed by a +white-robed aspirant to the dead factotum's duties, hovered about the +verandah expectantly. + +'What do you want, you fool?' bawled George, looking up, surprised at +his own anger, surprised that anything should touch him save the +thought that _she_ had known--must have known--that _she_ had done it, +must have done it. + +The man edged in through the screen, signing to the white-robed one to +follow his example. + +'Only to bring the Huzoor this,' he began noisily. 'Only to bring this +proof of honesty to the feet of justice. Lo! it was found even now by +this man with a foresight and quickness to be commended. In the sahib's +own room, Huzoor, beneath the matting, thus causing the face of the big +sahib's ill-begotten servant to be blackened by reason of his base +insinuation of theft! Theft! How can there be theft in a house where +the water-carrier is as I am, and the kit will be as this one--mine own +wife's brother, Huzoor----' + +George broke out suddenly into dull laughter, 'Oh! go to blazes with +your wife's brother--put the thing down there on the table, I tell you, +and go--go--do you hear?' + +Anger, and something more than anger was back in his tone ere +he ended, and the water-carrier, knowing his master's voice, fled. The +white-robed one with the courage of ignorance risked all by a salaam. + +'At what hour will the Huzoor please to dine?' + +The young man looked at him curiously, feeling that the world was past +his comprehension. + +'The usual time, I suppose.' + +As well this fool as another--as well to-morrow as to-day. Everything +was trivial of course, and yet the trivial commonplace interruption had +somehow brought home the reality of what had happened to the lad, and +his head sank on his crossed arms once more in utter dejection. _She_ +might have told him, warned him. Surely when he had promised she might +have done so much for his sake, and Dan's--by the way, what was it that +Dan had lost and that chattering idiot had brought in with him? +George's right hand trembled a little as it reached over the table to +take a plain gold locket on a slender gold chain. It was familiar +enough to him. Dan wore it day and night, and many a time had George +chaffed him about the young woman, so it was no wonder the dear old man +had been vexed at the thought of losing it. Losing it? or losing her? +In the keen thrust of this thought, the locket slipped through George's +fingers, and falling, opened. So it lay, face upwards, while the boy +sat staring out into the room blindly, intent on the remembrance that +after all it was not a case of whether a man or a woman should suffer; +it was one woman or another. The woman _he_ loved or the woman _Dan_ +loved. A hundred thoughts beset him, but, analysed, they all resolved +themselves to this: his love or Dan's. To save _her_ from even a breath +of scandal he was willing to bear the blame; but how could this be +without also imperilling Dan's future? No! if the worst came; if he +could find no way--yet surely, surely, there must be some way, some +simple way--of taking all the responsibility on his shoulders; then +_she_ must be brave; _she_ must tell the truth and save this woman whom +Dan loved--whose face lay there in the locket. His eyes sought it +mechanically---- + +'_Gwen_.' + +The sound, barely a whisper, scarcely stirred the sodden air. After a +while he pushed back his chair slowly and crossed to stand once more +looking out over Hodinuggur. + +It seemed to have a fascination for him; yet his mind held but one +thought--a desire to get away--to find some place where there was +neither truth nor lies, where he need say nothing--need think nothing. +That surely would settle it. + +'_No, you wouldn't, old chap, not unless you wanted them to believe you +guilty_.' Lewis Gordon's idle words as they had stood laughing and +jesting on the balcony yonder but a few months ago came back to him; +the only real, living memory in the chaos of his present pain. The +scene reproduced itself before his haggard young eyes. Yes! that would +settle it; and after all he was guilty. Why had he not told the +Colonel? why had he slept? why---- + +The sound was louder this time; yet not loud enough to disturb the +servants, chattering across in the cook-room over the chances of +perquisites under the new régime. Loud enough, for all that, to deafen +the lad's ears for ever to questionings of truth or untruth. + +He lay on his back, face upwards, and a faint stream of blood oozing +from the blue bruise just over his heart traced a fine girdle round his +breast; perhaps to show that the potter's thumb had slipped, and the +pot had cracked in the firing. + +Maybe a fiery furnace and a »ed-hot bungalow are overtrying even to the +best of clay when it is fresh from the moulder's hand; but that is +neither here nor there. + +The fact remains that George had run away; from truth and untruth, from +himself and his fellow-men, but most of all from Hodinuggur and the +crazy irresponsible creator; yet could he have realised the fact, no +one in the wide, wide world would have been more incredulous of his own +action. And as he lay dead, with a bullet through his heart, the +barometer upon the mantelpiece was falling faster and faster, while +Dan, with a telegram in his pocket, was riding all he knew across the +desert to open the sluice-gate against the biggest flood within the +memory of man. To open it so far and no farther, and so to prevent any +weakening of the channel for a while. Too late! For already the +peasants were knee-deep in their fields breaking through every obstacle +which might stem the rising water. And still the barometer fell faster +and faster; but the only one who could have understood the silent +warning had deserted his post. + + + + + CHAPTER XIX + + +Azîzan was waiting for darkness, like many another woman in India; +waiting for the veil of night to destroy the veil of man's contriving. +Not so much because she dreaded to show her face in the daylight, but +because it suited her to keep up the mystery of her appearance. +Waiting, however, for the last time; since once her work of warning was +done there need be no more concealment, no more playing like a cat over +a mouse with the palace folk. Once that was done, she meant to forget +caution and kill some of them; for she felt that her own death was +nigh, and revenge would sweeten the end of life. As she sat, her back +against the wall, her knees drawn up to her chin, Azîzan had no very +distinct plans for that revenge, save that the Ayôdhya pot which she +had taken from its hiding-place in the stair of the old tower and kept +in her bosom must be her chief aid. With its secret bribe of jewels, it +would prove to the sahib that there was truth in the tale she had +gathered during her nightly wanderings as a ghost about Hodinuggur. +When that was done, she would be free in some of those nightly +wanderings to kill the Diwân or his son, the man who killed her mother. +Perhaps she might be able to kill both, and yet have some strength left +for Chândni--Chândni who had told her so many lies. For there was a +fire now in Azîzan's light eyes, which quite accounted for the +consideration which the courtesan had shown the girl when, more than +once, Chândni had awakened to find them looking at her. Of course, by +and by a stop must be put to this masquerading through the village, but +at present it would be unsafe, when so much depended on good luck, and +thus Azîzan had hitherto been unmolested. Indeed, Chândni herself had +taken malicious pleasure in countenancing current tales of the return +of the potter's dead daughter; and once when Khush-hâl Beg, during his +son's absence, had deemed it well to single her out for favour, she had +sent the hoary old sinner back to his swinging cradle like a quaking +jelly from abject fear of what he might meet by the way. Still it was +only when she was on the roof with the old Diwân that she ventured to +speak in whispers of a time when this mad girl should be taught her own +impotence for good or evil. + +So in the meantime, the freedom from interruption, and the dread which +the mere thought of her existence roused in the simple village folk, +conspired to increase Azîzan's faith in her own supernatural power, and +as she sat in the growing dusk no doubt of her own success assailed +her; for the little sahib had returned--during the night. At least so +said the old man, who, with all his craziness, was to be trusted. +Therefore, in less than an hour, he would know all, since the day was +dying down quickly; smothered in a hot haze-like smoke. There was not a +shadow anywhere; only a dull darkness growing momentarily as the dull +darkness had grown upon her mind day by day. For all that she had the +power; the potter might mould the clay, the palace folk might plot and +plan, but she, the woman with the evil eye, was stronger than they! + +'Azîz! Oh! thou art there still, Heaven be praised!' The cry roused her +from a sort of dream to find the old man beside her, breathless as from +running, his mild face, seen dimly in the darkness, full of piteous +entreaty. 'Go not from me this night, oh Heart's-joy! Leave me not +again in the storm!' + +'The storm! What storm, poor fool!' she asked indifferently. + +He laid his trembling hand on her arm. 'Listen! Thou canst hear the +noise of many waters. They came before, so the fathers sang, and made a +new world. Down yonder at the palace, where thou goest, 'twill run like +the race of a river, and the stones of the old wall where thou liest +will be crumbling into it. Go not there to-night, oh, Light of mine +Eyes! It is safe here on the heights.' + +'There is no water,' she answered, with a short laugh, 'there will be +none; save in the canal. The sahib will see to that now he hath +returned.' + +'How can he see when he is dead----' + +'Dead,' she echoed. 'Bah! thou liest! He is not dead. There is no +water, and there is no death----' + +She broke off suddenly, silenced by his look as he stood with one hand +raised as if listening. In the breathless air a strange whispering +reached her ear, and like an arrow from a bow, she flew to the gap in +the palisade, whence she could see the dip between the ruins and the +canal bank, and beyond that silver streak again to the bungalow dotted +down upon the level plain. + +'_Dohai! Dohai!_' + +The Great Cry--the blind human cry of her race for justice burst from +her instinctively. The next moment found her bare-faced in the open on +her way to prove if the old man spoke truth in death also. + +'Azîzan! go not! Leave not the House of Safety! It is the Flood of the +Most High! Go not, oh! go not!' + +His unavailing plea came back to him unanswered from the night which +had fallen suddenly, as the dust from below sprang electrically up to +meet the dust above and hide everything from sight. But through the +thick veil that rush of water rose louder and louder as the girl sped +on her way. It was true what the old man had said, and she had seen it. +There was a river by the old palace. Was the other thing true also? Was +the sahib dead? Had they killed him? The darkness lightened a little as +she ran over the bridge so that she could see a great swirl of yellow +water shooting past the piers not three inches below the keystone of +the arch. Lower down it had found the open sluice-gates, hurled them +from their foundations and carried them with it as it burst through the +embankment weakened by the new-made cuttings of the villagers, and had +raced in a mad river to fling itself against the mound of Hodinuggur, +tearing down yard after yard of crumbling sand as it turned abruptly +from the collision, to try conclusions by a flank movement. Azîzan saw +none of this; nothing but the dim white arches where she had waited +once before. + +'Sahib! Sahib!' + +No answer, and in her eagerness she crouched down at the closed door, +tapping softly. + +'Sahib! Sahib!' + +There was only a quarter-inch planking between them, that was all, for +they had left him as he fell till some other white-face should come to +accept the responsibility of interference. Yet it did the work as +effectually as all the barriers of custom and culture which had divided +them in life. + +'Sahib! Sahib!' + +Could it be true? It must be true that he was dead; otherwise he would +surely hear her cry! + +'Sahib! Sahib!' + +As she crouched she might have put out her hand and taken his, but for +that trivial quarter-inch of wood between them; but he did not hear. +Because he was dead? Perhaps, yet even in life he had not heard, he had +not known. The light in the potter's yard, lit by her passionate love +and care, had only served to arouse his contempt. Better darkness, he +had thought, than such a light as that. + +'Sahib! Sahib!' + +At last she rose and stumbled across to the servants' quarters, seeking +the certainty which she must gain somehow. A light glimmered behind the +grass palisades, sacred to her namesake's modesty, and from within came +the eager yet subdued tones of gossiping women. Azîzan crept close, and +crouching in on herself held her breath to listen. + +'Lo! I content myself with goodwill towards all men,' came the widow's +voice self-complacently. 'Yet, O Motiya! wife of Ganesha the groom, I +make bold to aver that this is no more or less than a judgment on----' + +'What! Dost think it to be really the Flood of Destruction?' broke in +Motiya, whimpering. + +'_Ai fool!_ Who cares for the water? It flows south, not north; so we +are safe. No! 'tis the sahib's death. Mayhap 'twill teach other folks' +relations not to be in such a hurry to thrust themselves into other +folks' service against the custom----' + +'But----' + +'_Ai teri!_ wouldest deny my right--the widow's right? _Ai! mere adme_, +thy sahib is dead, and there is none to see justice done and employ thy +relations! _Ai! mere dil murgya! murgya!_' + +As the renewed sense of her wrongs rose in the familiar wail, the women +from within joined in it dutifully. Without, the girl, with her hands +clenched and her wild eyes straining into the shadows, seemed to be +caught and carried away by it also, and her shrill voice echoed theirs +instinctively. + +'_Ai! mere sahib murgya. Ai! mere dil murgya! murgya!_' + +The women, scared to death at the unexpected aid, stopped suddenly, and +the young voice rose alone. + +'_Ai! mere dil murgya! murgya!_' + +The sound of her own wailing brought home to her the truth, rousing her +passion, her grief, her anger, to madness; and in one swift desire for +revenge she turned and ran. + +'_Mere sahib murgya!_' + +The wail echoed over the wild swirl of the flood-water as she crossed +the bridge once more. It was trembling now before its doom as the water +rose inch by inch. And could that be rain? that large warm drop upon +her hand, so large that it ran down between her fingers? Another on her +upturned face, blinding her. If those were raindrops, and many of them +came, it might, indeed, be the deluge of the Most High. And if it were? +Had not the end of all things come to her already? Yet as she ran she +looked curiously into the sky. Not a cloud was visible; only an even +haze of grey vapour, through which now and again a great drop splashed +down upon her, warm and soft. + +'_Ai! mere sahib! mere sahib!_' + +No more than a sob now; yet even that she hushed as the Mori gate +showed black before her. Should it be Chândni? No, not yet; but for +Dalel and the hopes of him, the woman would have cared nothing for +water or no water. So she passed on through the causeway. One or two +villagers, hurrying, like her, through the darkness, talking in scared +whispers of the strange flood, fell back from her path terrified. A +knot of men in the bazaar huddled aside as she slipped by like a +shadow; even in the courtyard of the palace the watchmen, gathered +round one pipe for the comfort of companionship in such uncanny times, +gave no more than an uneasy glance at the half-seen figure which they +did not care to challenge. + +Should it be Khush-hâl Beg in his swinging cradle? He had betrayed her +mother, and the knife she carried was long enough to reach through the +fat to his heart, long enough to do the mischief, when held in reckless +hands, even if aid came to the unwieldy body. No! it should not be +Khush-hâl either. Let him wait a while since he had done little to harm +the sahib. The true quarry lay higher in the old man up yonder in his +nest like a bird of prey; seeing all things with his keen old eyes, +plotting and planning with his wise old brain. But for him, the others +had not been; but for him the sahib would have been alive, and now he +was dead. Each step of the stairs as she laboured up them seemed to +need that cry of 'dead! dead!' to help her on her way; and they left +her breathless on the first platform of the roof, where those huge +drops of rain were falling in audible thuds upon the hard plaster. +Faster and faster. This was not rain. Something must have given way in +the sky, and, as the old man had said, it was '_Tofhân Ehlâi_.' So much +the better for her purpose. In the arcades on either side faint figures +glimmering white in the shadows showed where some of the servants were +sheltering. So much the better, also, since she might find the old man +alone; not that she cared for that either, save in its greater +assurance of success. He would not be in the pavilions at this time, +but in the room to the north end of the tower, of which she had heard +the women speak. The room with the big jutting balcony whence you could +see north, east, and west, everything except Hodinuggur itself. + +By this time the raindrops, falling faster and faster, had become a +sheet of water streaming down straight with such curious force that she +staggered under it. A little sun-baked fireplace against which she +stumbled dissolved to sheer mud ere she had recovered her balance, and +a loosened brick on the last step upwards rolled down, beaten from its +place ere her foot touched it. It was the Great Flood indeed, though +every moment the sky grew lighter and she could now see her way +clearly. + +'_Mere sahib murgya! murgya!_' + +She kept the wild fire glowing in heart and eyes by the murmur, until +through an open door she saw what she sought--an old man seated at a +chess-table, still as a statue. With a cry she darted forward, +snatching at the knife in her girdle, then paused abruptly. Where was +the hurry? he could not move. So with a half laugh of exultation she +turned back deliberately to bolt the door--a strong door, as befitted +one giving on the favourite sleeping-place of despotism. It would need +time to force an entry there; more time than she would need to do her +work. Meanwhile she must look at this arbiter of her fate ever since +she was born--this tyrant whom she had never seen. What! was that all? +that wreck of a man, with his head upon his breast? but as she came +nearer, the light, such as it was, from the wide-arched balcony, aided +by a cresset smoking in a niche, showed her something of the youth in +his eyes. Perhaps it showed him something of the age in hers, for the +Diwân paused in his first haughty challenge, then began again. + +'Hast come to frighten me, as thou frightenest the villagers, oh! +Azîzan, daughter of the potter's daughter?' he asked coldly. He was +defenceless, and he knew it, save for craft of the brain. + +'Nay! I have come to kill thee, Zubr-ul-Zamân, Diwân of Hodinuggur,' +she replied; 'to kill thee as thou hast killed the sahib.' + +A sound which might have been a laugh reached her as she took a step +nearer, brandishing the knife; perhaps it was that which made her pause +again in her turn; for laughter was hardly what she expected. + +'I did not kill the sahib, fool. He killed himself for love of the mem +sahib: the fair mem who took the Ayôdhya pot.' + +The girl fell back the step she had taken, and the hand bearing the +knife went up to her forehead in a gesture matching her sharp cry of +pain. The truth struck home; yet she caught at denial desperately. + +'Thou liest! She did not take it. I took it once--twice. I have the +pearls--the Hodinuggur pearls. I--I--not she.' + +One of those curious spasms of life came to the wreck of a man, as it +turned to look at the girl more closely. + +'So! Thou also hast brains. 'Tis the woman's _yôg_[6] nowadays. My son, +and my son's son, have none. Thou shouldst have been my granddaughter, +Azîzan, had I but known. Thou mayest be now.' + +His granddaughter! Of course! she had suspected so all her life, had +known it to be so for months, yet she had never realised the fact till +now; and an odd, inexplicable sense of kindred rose up in her against +her will. + +'I shall kill thee, no matter who thou art,' she cried quickly. + +'Wherefore? What harm have I done to thee, Azîzan? 'Twould have suited +me better had the sahib fancied thy face. Thou hadst thy chance.' + +Something in her shrank back abashed before the naked truth of the old +man's words. She had had her chance, according to her world, and she +had failed. She had failed utterly; and yet---- Something else in her, +strange, incomprehensible, clamoured against the verdict, and the +deadly weariness, the passionate apathy she had so often felt before +came over her. The knife dropped to her side, and half mechanically she +looked out through the arches of the balcony to where the red-brick +bungalow should stand. There was nothing to be seen but sheets of water +streaming from above, while from below came a rush and a roar. Suddenly +as she listened came another sound; a _pit-pat pat-pit_ on the floor in +half a dozen places. The rain had conquered the thick-domed roof. + +'It is "_Tofhân Elâhi_," she said, and even as she spoke a babel of +voices rose at the closed door. + +'Open! open! The river saps the foundation. _Ari bhai!_ is he dead, +that he hath no fear? Beat it down!--Oh, Diwân sahib!--Oh! servant, +who hath closed the door?--Open! open!--Nay! without a smith 'tis +hopeless--And I tarry not!--Listen! there goes more of the wall--Open, +fools! open!' + +Amid the roar and rush, the vain blows and shouting, the old man's eyes +were on Azîzan's, not so much in appeal as in command. He could not +move and his faded voice would never reach through the clamour, so his +only safety lay in her obedience. But she shook her head, then crouched +down--as if to wait till they should once more be alone--in her +favourite attitude, her back against the wall, her knees drawn up to +her chin, the knife still clasped in her hand ready for use. A louder +roar came from without, a rattle as of bricks, mingled with cries of +caution and alarm. Then gradually the blows and voices dwindled away +from the ceaseless clamour of the rain and the intermittent rumblings +of falling masonry, as the smallest crack widened beneath the pressure +to a breach until, bit by bit, the solid walls seemed to melt away. + +'Why didst thou not open the door, fool?' The words in the greater +silence were just audible to the girl. + +'Because I did not choose.' + +Again the odd sound like a laugh came from that bent figure. + +'The woman's reason. Why didst thou not choose, Azîzan?' + +There was no anger, scarcely a trace of anxiety even, in his tone. He +was no novice to the ways of women, and the girl's face told him that +his chance of life was almost gone. What must be must, and death came +to all; to the mad fool in her turn. The sombre fire of her eyes met +his sullenly; but she made no answer, save to lay the knife down +quietly on the sill of the arch against which she leant. The steel rang +clear upon the hard red sandstone. + +The old Diwân's wrinkled hand hovered for a moment over the pieces on +the board, then fell back upon his knees. So they sat staring at each +other silently in the bow of the balcony. There was nothing more to be +said. She had chosen; why, she knew not. And as the clamour of the rain +and the rush of the river rose higher and higher, Zubr-ul-Zamân's head +sank upon his breast with the old formula-- + +'Queen's mate; the game is done.' + +The woman's reason, or unreason, had conquered the Strength of the +World. But that was no new thing to the Diwân's wisdom. + +But to the people outside in the open, huddling together under the +pitiless downpour for safety's sake, it was more or less of an +amusement to wonder how long the old tower would hold out against the +mad stream sapping at its foundations. Not long; for already the ruined +wall had gone, disclosing a portion of the secret stair, where Zainub, +the old duenna, lay parched up almost to a mummy. A hideous sight, no +doubt, had there been light enough to see it; but there was not, and +the refugees upon the higher ground could discern nothing but the block +of the old tower and the swirling water below. A faint light came from +the balcony of the room where the Diwân was known to be; and, as they +watched it, people speculated how the door came to be fastened. Perhaps +it had swung-to, perhaps---- Well, he must be dead, or would soon be +dead, since rescue was impossible; and, after all, he had lived his +time. Khush-hâl had been saved from his swinging cradle, and then there +was Dalel away up at Simla. Rulers enough for a poor country-side, if +God spared it from the Great Flood; and if not, why then the old man +was at least better off than they, exposed as they were to the +elements. Far better; both he and the outcasts in their straw huts, +which would hurt no one even if they fell. So the first in the land was +as the last, and the last first. '_Sobhan ullah!_' + +As the rain slackened the night grew darker, until even the block of +the tower ceased to show against the sky, and the little company of +watchers could only hear the thunder of its fall. + +'God rest him,' muttered a peasant, muffled into a formless bundle in +his blanket. 'He was a hard master, and the new one may be harder +still. There will be a good crop anyway.' + +And down on the very edge of the boiling stream, when the rain ceased, +a light went twinkling up and down, up and down. It was the potter +looking for his dead daughter as the _débris_ of the old wall, beneath +which she had been buried sixteen years before, crumbled away bit by +bit before the furious stream. + + + + + + CHAPTER XX + + +The dawn broke upon a new world as far as Hodinuggur was concerned. +Where the desert had stretched thirsty and dry, lay a shoreless sea. +Where the streak of silver had split the round horizon into halves, the +double line of the canal banks looked like twin paths leading to some +world beyond the waste of waters. They steered straight out of sight +on either side, almost unbroken save for the great gap where the +sluice-gate had stood. There the stream still swept sideways to circle +round the island of Hodinuggur, which bore, like an ark, its company of +refugees from the surrounding levels; a little company which +straightway, taking advantage of the coming sun, began to wring out its +wet garments and spread them to dry, until a general air of washing-day +reduced the tragedy of the past night to the commonplace. And after +all, what had happened? An old woman or two had been drowned, the Diwân +and his tower swept away. But the world held too many old women and +more than enough of nobles. For the rest, it had not been the Flood of +the Most High; and though Death came to all in the end, and the +loneliness of it must be dreary, still it was somehow more terrifying +to die in batches, wholesale. + +So, clothed in their white, new-washed robes like the elect, they went +down after a time in companies to see the extent of damage done to +their belongings, and test how far it was possible to wade through the +water towards the village homestead or two which rose above the flood. +Canal-wards, of course, passage was barred, would be barred for days +until the stream ceased flowing or a boat was brought. So the horseman +whom they could see picking his way flounderingly along the northern +bank might be the only survivor of the big world beyond, and they be +none the wiser--for the time. It was Dan Fitzgerald who, after an +enforced shelter at the half-way village, was wondering who could have +taken the responsibility of anticipating the telegram he carried in his +pocket by opening the sluice-gates, and so, in all probability saving +the big Sunowlie embankment farther down. For the sluice had been +opened; that was evident to his experience at once, since without the +lead of the current to cut, the flood would have swept on to do its +worst elsewhere. Well! whoever had done it, be he watchman or Diwân, +deserved something at the hands of the Department, and be the past +record a bad one or not, this act should have its reward--its just +reward--if he could compass it. + +Ten minutes after, he had driven the chattering servant from the room, +and grief-stricken, yet convinced into a sort of calm acceptance of the +inevitable, had lifted the poor lad's body tenderly to the bed. He +scarcely even thought of a reason for the tragedy; perhaps there was +none, for Dan in his rough and ready life had seen such a thing before; +had known the useless search for some adequate cause. And was there not +cause enough here for a sudden loss of balance? That race down from +Paradise to Purgatory!--the intolerable journey--the horrible +homecoming; and then the cursed bottle he had left. The remembrance +sent his whole mind into useless regrets. If he had only ridden faster, +if somehow he could have been there in time to prevent the loneliness, +the awful desolation of it all! for he had been through such loneliness +himself, and knew what it had meant to him. Perhaps, taking his own +excitability as a standard, he over-estimated the effect on George's +nature. At any rate, as he stooped mechanically to pick up the revolver +round which the boy's dead hand had still been closed, he felt that, +given the necessity for sudden return, the rest might be inferred. And +then, beside the revolver he saw the open locket, with Gwen's smiling +face staring up at him. _Gwen!_ Great God! what did it mean? His own +locket, of course, and yet----he sat down at the table white as death, +looking first at the pretty face, then at the still figure on the bed, +now decently shrouded from the glaring light of day. And by degrees the +colour returned to his cheek. No! it could not be so. She was not +cruel, only careless; and ah! what a grief this would be to her! +Besides, George was not one to put a life-long regret of that sort into +a friend's life. So pondering, he realised that among other incidents +of the home-coming had been that of learning who his sweetheart really +was. That, then, did not happen at Simla, so that could not have been +the cause of the lad's sudden return. + +Why, then, had he come? The new lock and keys lying on the table, gave +him a clew, and his quick wits suggested danger to the gates. Then it +came to him in a flash confusedly, almost irrationally, that it had +been done for his sake and hers, and he was on his knees by the bed in +a minute. + +'Oh! George! George! why did you do it?' + +So with the answering silence came a decision, impulsive, yet +immutable. Such blame as could be taken he would take. No one should +know or dream of failure. No one should ever say--'Ah, poor fellow, he +shot himself; must have been something wrong, you know.' Rapidly he +counted the costs, the possibility of silence. Hodinuggur, separated +from him by an impassable stream, could not be taken into account, so +he must accept the risk there. It would not be much, if the servants' +tale was true, that they had only discovered their master's death when +the storm began, and had done no more than send word to the palace. No +one, then, could have seen the body save those four or five servants, +who loved their master, and worshipped rupees, and, above all, desired +peace and quiet, and not the dangerous rakings up of the past which +always followed on the advent of the police. Then for the Department +itself. What he had said in his ignorance was true. Whether George had +opened the sluice when, as the servants said, he went out in the middle +of the day, or whether the palace folk had done it, the Department, in +either case, owed the opener a debt of gratitude. If the latter, the +Moghuls would be glad to keep silence; if the former, even if they set +up a claim for compensation for damage, they would have been due so +much had he, Dan, arrived in time to carry out his orders; thus no +injustice would be done. + +So half an hour afterwards, one of the servants started along the path +to the outer world with a telegram to headquarters, and that evening, +when the flood had subsided a little, Dan chose out the driest spot he +could find in the sandy compound, and read the Church service over his +friend's body. No one, he told himself, should know the truth; except +some day perhaps, Gwen, when she came there as his wife. Then he would +tell her, the pity, the needlessness of it all; and yet the +needlessness had this virtue in it, that it made concealment possible; +for the flood had swept away the error, if error there had been. + +The telegram reached Colonel Tweedie next morning, among many more +telling of disaster and death along the line of the great canal. Yet +none was more pitiful than this one which ran thus-- + + +'_Opening of sluice-gate, as ordered, saved Sunowlie embankment, but +palace injured. George Keene died yesterday of cholera. Very prevalent +here. Details by post_.' + + +'Dear! dear!' fussed the Colonel. 'How very sad! What a blow to poor +Mrs. Boynton. She is so tenderhearted, and really, she was almost +unnecessarily interested in that boy.' + +They all thought of her; even Lewis Gordon, as yielding to that odd +desire to see for oneself which besets us all when bad news comes by +telegram, he sat looking at the flimsy message of evil; yet his first +words were of Rose. + +'Your daughter will feel it also, sir; feel it very much, I'm afraid.' +Then he paused, to resume in more ordinary tones. 'I had, I think, +better start at once, sir. I can report all along the line, and wire if +your presence seems necessary. I hardly think it will be, and it is +useless inconveniencing yourself for nothing.' + +Colonel Tweedie bridled. 'I am not accustomed to consider my own +convenience as against the public service'--he was beginning pompously, +when Lewis cut him short. + +'I'm afraid I wasn't thinking so much of you, sir, as of Miss Tweedie. +This will be a great blow to her.' He thought so honestly, and as he +jolted down the hill in a tonga half an hour afterwards he told himself +he was glad to have escaped the necessity for seeing her grief, even +while he was conscious of a curiosity to know how she would take the +news. There was no such difficulty in imagining Gwen's behaviour. He +could almost see the pretty pathetic face keeping back its tears, and +hear the soft voice saying with a little thrill in it that George was +the nicest, dearest boy she had ever met, and that she would never +forget his kindness and goodness to her--never! never! + +As he thought of this his expression was not pleasant, for Gwen had, in +his opinion, done her level best to turn the lad's head, and so must +surely know that she was talking bunkum. A man would know it; though +perhaps it was not fair to judge a woman by a man's standard of truth, +and Gwen, doubtless, was as genuine as she knew how to be; as genuine, +anyhow, as Rose Tweedie, with her pretensions of utter indifference to +all sentiment. Well, poor girl! she was face to face with realities +now, for she had certainly cared a good deal for George, even to the +extent of trying to keep him from Gwen's wiles. Poor George! a fine +young fellow, who, for one thing, had been saved a bad heartache. + +He had intended passing on as quickly as possible to Hodinuggur, but +being delayed by the necessity for settling endless requisitions for +repairs, had barely reached Rajpore ere Dan Fitzgerald returned, +reporting that there was no reason for him to go out. Permanent repair +was impossible till the rains should be over, as every lesser flood +must run down the channel cut out for it by this deluge, and everything +to ensure the further safety of the palace had been done. Barring the +Diwân's tower, there had not after all been much damage, as the jewels +and treasure in the vaults below had been saved: besides, the bumper +crops which would follow on the inundations would more than compensate +for any loss. There was, however, a certain anxiety in Dan's face as he +said this. + +'Well, even if they were to claim,' replied Lewis complacently, 'the +saving of the Sunowlie bank would be dirt cheap at a few thousands. It +cost us over two lakhs, and I was in an awful funk about it, thinking +we must be too late. I tried to intercept poor George with a wire, +knowing he would take the order quicker as he was already on the way. + +Dan's whole soul leaped towards the possibility. 'Then he got it after +all. I was wondering----' he paused, angry at his own imprudence. + +'Wondering what?' asked Lewis impatiently. 'I was going to say I missed +him, and then I didn't see how you could possibly get there in time. By +the way, when did you get my wire?' + +'About an hour after you sent it off,' said Dan uneasily. He did not +care for Lewis Gordon's sharp, practical eyes on these details. + +'That is, say, ten o'clock on the morning of the 6th, I suppose. Good +riding, indeed! And that reminds me. The report from the Rajah's +people, which came through your office, says that the water first ran +through the cut about middle day on the 6th. Manifestly impossible. You +had hardly left Hodinuggur. It's a trifle, of course but you had better +stamp on the inaccuracy, and show you are on the watch, or they will go +on to cooking generally.' + +'Yes----,' replied Dan slowly. This simple difficulty in concealing the +discrepancy of time had escaped him before; but he was fully alive to +it now. Most men in his place would have set the question aside, at all +costs, for further consideration, and risked the possible consequences +of the evasion. But Dan's mind was of finer temper; he could trust it +to thrust home at any moment. This is the true test of power, and it is +only the second thoughts of the commonplace which are better than their +first. So he took advantage of the occasion calmly, knowing his man. + +'But they are right. I did not open the gates. I believe George did, +but even of that I am not sure. However, you shall judge for yourself. +I don't ask for confidence, of course. I haven't the right; but I +expect you will give it all the same.' Then boldly, plainly, yet with +one reservation, he told the tale of what he knew and what he surmised. +George had shot himself--of that there was no doubt. The sluice had +been opened, in his opinion, by treachery, of which George, at Simla, +had received some hint, and which he had arrived too late to prevent; +though this also was mysterious, since the gates had not been opened +till long after George's arrival. The guard at the sluice had been +drowned or had disappeared, and the new Diwân, Khush-hâl, professed +pious ignorance. In fact, only this much was certain, that the Sunowlie +embankment had been saved, that George had taken the responsibility on +himself even to death, and that the flood had made it possible to keep +his memory from stain. For the sake of his friends alone, was not this +desirable? This hint, no more, he gave of the inner tragedy connected +with the locket. Yet as those two men sat looking at each other across +the office-table littered with papers, their thoughts, all unknown to +each other, flew to the one woman; but the memory brought tears to +Dan's dark eyes, and left Lewis's hard as the nether millstone in the +conviction that Gwen was at least morally responsible for George +Keene's death. It came to him as a certainty, and yet a contemptuous +tolerance came with it. She had not meant, of course--women never +did--to play fast and loose with the boy's head. Yet she had done so. +He had spent too much money, he had been careless; honest, perhaps, +though even that might not be so, no one could tell. Why then should +they try to find out now, when it was all irrevocable, when no harm +could come out of silence? And George had been a good sort; too good +for such an end; besides, even for Gwen's sake silence was best. He +felt very bitter against her, very sore; yet such things must not be +said about his future wife as might be said if the truth were really +known. + +'I suppose it had better remain as it is,' he said at last, moodily. +'Cholera has served its turn in such a case before--one of the +advantages of living in a land of sudden death. Poor George! I daresay +there was treachery. + +Dan, shading his eyes with his clasped hands, was silent a moment. 'If +there was, he had no part in it. I wonder if you remember a +conversation in the balcony at Hodinuggur about what a man would do in +such a case. "No, you wouldn't, not unless you wanted to be thought +guilty." Do you remember saying that, Gordon?' + +Lewis nodded; it was not a pleasant memory. + +'I can't tell you the whole. But I am convinced George shot himself to +save me. He knew'--what, perhaps, you don't--that I was engaged to a +woman----' + +Gordon pulled some papers towards him impatiently, and took up a pen, +as if to end the subject. + +'I suppose it is always "_cherchez la femme_"; yet it does not seem to +me an agreeable factor in existence.' + +'_Cherchez la femme!_' echoed Dan. 'Why not? They are our mothers and +sisters, our sweethearts and wives, after all. And have you ever +thought, Gordon, what it must be like to look back over a lifetime, and +see next to nothing that you would rather have left undone? Or, if +you're pious, to take a sort of pride in pillorying yourself for a +cross word or a tarradiddle? There isn't a man in a million with that +record, but half the women one meets--ay! half the women one +patronises--have it. Perhaps it is small blame to anything but fate; +still they have it.' + +'Or think they have--which has the same effect! You remind me of a +countryman of yours, a doctor, I knew once. "The sex," he said, "can't +do wrong, and when it does it's hysteria." However, let us leave that +poor lad to rest in peace; in a way that is more worth than the +happiness of any woman who ever was born. And, look here, make the tale +of reports complete, send them to me, and I'll consign them, dates and +all, to a pigeon-hole. That is the beauty of official mistakes; you +_can_ pigeon-hole them and no one is the wiser, unless, indeed, some +personal motive crops up. But that is not likely. So far as I can see, +it is to no one's interest to make a row--not even if there is a woman +at the bottom of it all.' + +There was a concentrated bitterness in his tone, due to no cynicism, +but rather to an intensity of pain; for if Rose Tweedie belonged by +birth to that strange latter-day feminine development which +unconsciously sets passion aside both from mind and emotion, and will +none of it spiritually or physically, Lewis belonged to that still +larger class of men who have driven it from the mind: who say openly +that it is despicable; but that the world cannot get on without it; who +insist in a breath in its unworthiness and its necessity. Gwen, he said +to himself after Dan had gone, was very woman, capable of ruining any +man in a week if she chose, and then being sorrowfully surprised at +the result. Still it would be unkind to wound her needlessly by telling +her that result; the more so because she would certainly tell other +people, and Rose Tweedie might break her heart over it. Even if the +pigeon-holed mistake were found out, they might get up a fiction about +the telegram having reached George after all. The compensation might +have to be given; but even in that case he could see no need for raking +up the mud, since the claim would be a just one. + +Nevertheless a week after, when he and Dan were once more seated +opposite each other at the office-table, he felt vaguely uncomfortable. +For a schedule of the dead lad's debts lay between them ready for the +Administrator-General, and that showed an item of six thousand rupees +borrowed on George's note of hand, backed by some youngsters on the +very day on which he had left Simla. + +'It was a first holiday, you know,' said Dan regretfully. 'And +Hodinuggur is such a hole. There were the races, you know, +and--and----' + +'_Cherchez la femme_,' quoted Lewis; 'I don't blame him, not a bit. But +if there had been an inquiry, Fitzgerald?-----' + +Dan shook his head and sighed fiercely. 'Yes! I know. For all that, he +was straight--straight as a die! My only regret in keeping the thing +dark is that some one has to go scot-free.' + + + + + CHAPTER XXI + + +A shivering woman in one pannier; in the other, such things as a +breathless fugitive can gather together in one hurried half hour. +Between them the hump of a camel, a camel which every instant seems as +if it must split into halves as its long splay legs slither and slide +in the mud that covers all things. + +Such was the method of Chândni's flight from Hodinuggur. Not a +comfortable one, but under the circumstances necessary; nor was she +altogether unprepared for that necessity. People of her trade know what +to expect when they are attached to petty intriguing courts, where one +ruler's meat is invariably the next ruler's poison. Besides, in this +case she had to reckon on Khush-hâl Beg's anger at the repulse she had +given him on more than one occasion; given him, of course, with a view +to future possibilities with his son Dalel, but that rather increased +than diminished the offence. And now her patron, old Zubr-ul-Zamân, was +dead, Khush-hâl had supreme power, and what was more, three pearls were +amissing from the Hodinuggur necklace; three pearls which could easily +be traced home to her safe keeping, _and no further_, if needs be. So, +at the first hint of inquiry, Chândni had deemed it wiser to seek the +protection of the only man who knew something--if not all--about the +intrigue which had ended so strangely in Providence setting aside the +necessity for any intrigue at all. If Dalel chose to remain at Simla, +where, no doubt, he was amusing himself hugely, she would not interfere +with his amusements; that had never been her plan. She would only +resume her empire over his weak, worn-out wickedness. And yet the +flight entailed horrible discomfort. The splaying camel was to her what +a bad passage across the channel is to a fashionable lady, and as she +clutched wildly at the sides of the pannier, she decided that life was +not long enough for a repetition of such experience. If she returned to +Hodinuggur at all, it must be in a position which would ensure a +different style of locomotion. Even the night journey by rail, cooped +up behind iron bars in the wild-beast-cage-like compartment, labelled +in three languages for 'modest women,' was, in comparison, comfort +itself. Huddled up decently into a shapeless white bundle, she could at +least think over the odd turn affairs had taken, and make up her mind +what had best be done. The first thing, of course, was to bring Dalel +to her heel. That ought not to be difficult, for though--the water +having been procured--he might, like his father, find it convenient to +underrate her services in the matter, she had one or two good cards to +play in her adversary's strong suits which might with care save the +trick. At any rate they ought to prevent any reckless disregard of her +claims. First, they wanted the pearls back, and now that the Diwân was +dead, she was the only person who could tell them the ins and outs of +that transaction. Next, they wanted payment of the heavy _douceur_ +promised by the Rajah for good offices in making it possible for the +water to irrigate that basin of alluvial soil to the south. But here +again now that the Diwân was dead, they would find difficulty in +proving that anything had been done--that the flood was not responsible +for all, unless she chose to help them with her evidence. + +For the rest, give her Dalel and a bottle of champagne to herself for +one hour. If in that space he did not come back, as he had done a dozen +times before, to her empire of evil, she would have none of him. He +would be dead to all she had to offer in fullest perfection. He would +be beyond her influence, as it were, and so useless for her purpose. +She was not going to marry a fool in order to wear a veil and live with +a lot of women. + +By this time two coolies were carrying her up the hill from Solon, in a +thing like a bird-cage slung on poles; so small, so square, that she +had to sit in it cross-legged and bolt upright. But though she could +not sleep, even with the aid of opium, and though the hill-sides, after +the first rush of the rains, were clothed with tinted blossoms, and the +winding valleys green as emeralds with young rice, Chândni never parted +the thick patchwork curtains shrouding her from the public gaze, until +the setting down of the dhooli warned her of an opportunity for a +gossip and a pipe. Then her feet came over the side with a challenging +clash of their silver bells, and a quick stir run round the sleepy, +sun-sodden stage where travellers, and coolies, and sweetmeat sellers +lay huddled together in the shade. Even the cowboy driving his cattle +from the bales of fodder on their way up for the sahib-logue's ponies, +paused to look at her with a grin, while his beasts ate on. The bees +were flitting from flower to flower, a golden oriole flashed through +the green transparency of the walnut-trees, and below the branches the +great emerald hearts of the yam leaves outlined themselves against the +sapphire distance of the valley, which was divided from the sapphire +distance of the sky by the glittering pearly spikelets of the snowy +range. Sapphires and pearls echoed and re-echoed in ever-receding +distance by the white clouds dividing one sea of ether from another. + +But in all this world there was nothing worth a look, apparently, save +Chândni, the courtesan, swinging her silver anklets over the edge of a +dhooli; to judge at any rate by those human eyes. + +She did not go straight to her destination, but paused at a house in +the bazaar where such as she were all too welcome. There was never any +mincing of words or thoughts with Chândni. To one end she had been born +a courtesan, and to this end she lived to the best of her ability. So +she paused to clothe herself in clean clear muslins, and hang great +garlands of tuberose and jasmine about the column of her massive +throat; to redden her lips, and give a deeper shadow to her eyes; +looking at herself the while in the thumb-mirror worn on her left hand. +No more, no less intent upon appearing at her best than many a person +who has not been born to that end; many a decent, respectable person, +who would be dreadfully shocked at having her innocent half hour before +the cheval-glass evened to Chândni's most reprehensible occupation. +Perhaps the difference lies in the size of the mirrors; at any rate it +is not palpably apparent elsewhere. + +Mirza Dalel Beg was living, she knew, in a European house, as the upper +ten of natives love to do. Why, is, in five cases out of six, a +mystery. The sixth, no doubt, has acquired exotic tastes; the remaining +five, no doubt, consider it good style to pretend them. So, after +paying roundly for the privilege of toilet-sets and dinner-services, +they prefer the water-carrier with his skin bag to a lavatory, and a +big platter on the floor to all the neatly-laid dining-tables in +creation. + +A curious example of the fascination which useless comforts have for +some people came to light during one of the many Embassies from Cabul +which British diplomacy, or the want of it, has inveigled into India. +During its stay there, district-officers were instructed to provide the +whole horde of barbarians with house-room in European fashion so as to +avoid invidious distinctions. As a rule, the local Parsee was invited +to furnish a requisite number of empty houses with the necessary repp +curtains, French clocks, Britannia-metal teapots, and German prints, +needed for the night's hospitality. Next day, so runs the tale, there +never was a soup-plate to be found. Occasionally the guests packed up a +French clock; once, it is affirmed, a sponge-bath went amissing, but +unless they ate them, that Embassy must have gone back to Cabul with +some hundreds of dozens of soup-plates stowed away among the official +presents of watches that won't go, and guns that won't fire; and soup +is not a national dish in Afghanistan. + +So Dalel Beg had rented a house which he got cheap, because three of +its previous tenants had died of typhoid fever. It was a pretty place +enough, shut in somewhat by the ravines which furrow the lower part of +the ridge, but with an outlook beautiful beyond belief over the plains. +The single dahlias--refuse run wild from many a garden above--found +foothold in every cranny of the rocks, and great sheets of morning +glories climbed over the broken rails fencing the narrow path from the +steep declivity, which seemed to leap at one bound to the pale blue of +the valley below. Chândni, stepping out of her dhooli, looked at it all +distastefully, reached forth a strong, ring-bedecked hand, appropriated +a yellow dahlia, which she stuck behind her ear, and called. Then the +bells clashed again as she walked with a free step over to the verandah +of the house, raised the chick, and looked in, while the dhooli-bearers +squatted down beside the railings, and apparently resumed a +conversation begun in the bazaar. For the rest, sunshine and silence. + +Chândni, dazzled by the glare outside, could at first see nothing +clearly; the room, though to her unaccustomed eyes crammed full of +useless things, seemed empty of what she sought. Then suddenly there +came a shrill, unformed voice-- + +'Go away! We don't want you. Mam-ma, send her away. Go, I tell you! The +Mirza is married now; I am his wife.' + +The girl who came forward was not more than fifteen by the look of her, +with a frizz of hot-pressed light hair over her forehead, and a skin +which gave one the impression of being bleached, perhaps because of the +coal-black eyes set in the narrow sharp face; yet with a certain +attractiveness about the figure, dressed as it was in the height of +fashion, with sleeves to the ears, and a waist requiring the surgical +bandage of folded silk to prevent it from breaking in two. + +His wife! Chândni, from her full height and magnificent development, +looked at her as distastefully as she had looked at the view from the +terrace. Neither were to her liking: they both appealed too much to the +imagination. This other woman who came in answer to the call was +better, though past her prime and pulpy; drowsy, too, from the snooze +she had been enjoying on the sofa. Still with a torrent of capable, +tell-tale abuse for the intruder. + +'Ari!' laughed Chândni contemptuously, when the fat lady paused for +breath. 'So thou too hast been of the bazaar? But I want not thee, or +that half-fledged thing who calls herself a wife. I want Dalel--where +is he?' + +'Mamma!' cried the unformed voice in English, breaking down over its +own feeble passion. 'Send her away, I tell you! The Mirza will be back +soon, and she must not be here. Don't fool with words. Call the +servants. _Ai! budzart!_ (base-born). I will throw you down the _khud_! +(hill-side).' + +Chândni laughed again--laughed louder as, in response to the girl's +cry, a face showed itself behind her. + +'Salaam, oh _bhai_! (brother),' she said, nodding her head at the +new-comer. 'Ah! 'tis thou, Mohammed? look you, this image saith she +will fling me down the _khud_. If it came to force, my pigeon, I know +which would have the Mirza; but I will not fight for him thus, he is +not worth it. So, he fancies thee? God help him. Sure, thy mother is +the better woman.' + +'Come, come, mother Chândni,' urged the servant in response to shrill +commands. 'This is no place for thee now. These are mem's. And he hath +married her,' he went on fast and low. 'Yea! 'tis true, the _nikka_ +hath been read, so abuse is vain. Come, thou canst see him elsewhere.' + +'Nay! I will see him here--here with his mem,' retorted Chândni airily. +Then she turned swiftly on the elder woman, who, going to the door, was +about to call for further assistance. 'What harm shall I do thee, fool, +who art as I am with a piebald skin, or as this one, who would be as I +am had God made her a woman. Lo! ask thy servants who Chândni the +courtesan is, and what she has been, ay! and will be--if she chooses.' + +It was an odd scene. The room decorated into bastard civilisation; the +girl depending on a lack of pigment in her skin for all her claims to +mem-ship, that being the only trace of her unknown European father; the +mother without even this distinction, yet clinging to her taint of +'Western blood, as to a patent of nobility; clinging to it farcically, +in fringe and furbelow, in fashion generally. Before them, as it were, +against them, stood Chândni, in her trailing white Delhi draperies and +massive garlands, a figure which might have served as model for some of +those strange solemn-eyed statues, half Greek, half Indian, which are +found buried in the sand-hills of the frontier. There was a little +crowd of dark expectant faces at the door now, towards which she nodded +familiarly. + +'Go back! oh brothers! I do no harm. 'Tis not my way with women folk. I +wait the Mirza's return. Then, if I am not wanted, I will go. Lo! +Chândni the courtesan hath no need to keep a man in a leash; she hath +no need to have the _nikka_ read, my little pigeon, as thou hast. Ari! +so the pictures in the papers Dalel used to bring me are true, and 'tis +a beauty to have no body and a big head. + +Beatrice Norma Elflida D'Eremao, presently her Highness Mrs. Dalel Beg, +gave a little scream of rage, and stamped her tiny high-heeled shoes +upon the floor. Mrs. Lily Violet D'Eremao, her mother, known in her +time by many a _sobriquet_ until she settled down to sobriety and the +education of a fair daughter, screamed too, in voluble abuse; but they +were both quite helpless before the white-robed figure standing between +them and the sunlight with a laugh on its red lips, which did not leave +them when into the midst of the scene came Dalel Beg, got up in his +dandy riding gear; only the folded pugree remaining to tell the tale of +his birth. Perhaps because the ideas within the head it covered needed +some such excuse for their existence. His face was hideous in its sheer +malice, livid, not with passion or fear, but from that hatred of +opposition which belonged to his race. And Chândni, recognising this, +swept him a low salaam, graceful to the uttermost curve of each finger, +a salaam which would have made Turveydrop die of envy, a salaam such as +one sees once or twice in a lifetime. A minute before she might have +given it in derision; now she yielded it to the lingering majesty in +this pitiful representative of a long line of tyrants. + +'Long life attend my lord,' she said, in those liquid tones of set +ceremony, which her class pride themselves on acquiring. And even among +them Chândni had a silver tongue: none near her, so the report ran. + +Dalel Beg's eyes saw, his ears heard. They would not refuse their +wonted office, and yet as he took a step nearer, he raised the hunting +crop he held. + +'Go!' he cried. 'Go! Mohammed! Fuggu--turn this scum of the bazaars +from the door.' + +'Which scum of the bazaars?' she asked coolly. 'This--or that?' + +It was not scorn exactly, it was an indifferent contempt which seemed +to leave no denial possible, and which held action arrested. + +'Which is it to be, Mirza sahib?' she asked again, crossing swiftly to +where the girl stood as if to measure her height against that small +insignificant figure. 'There is not much to choose between us, except +in the outside--and thou hast eyes!' + +'Fuggu! Mohammed! Dittu! Scoundrels, turn her out! call the Kotwâl! +Turn her out, I say!' shrieked the Mirza, fast loosing all dignity in a +sort of animal admiration for this woman, who, he knew, would come back +to him at a word. A word he dare not give,--which he did not wish to +give, as yet. + +'Softly! softly! oh, my brothers,' came that liquid voice. 'There is no +need to touch Chândni the courtesan. The master hath his right, and I +will go. I only ask a word, and sure my words are better for the ear +than theirs.' + +It was incontestably true, for mother and daughter were now at the +highest pitch of the Eurasian accent aggravated by hysterics, and the +men stood uncertain, siding, every one of them, with that which was +familiar. + +'The word is this,' she went on boldly, 'I have done my part. Is there +to be payment?' + +Dalel's face lost its last trace of dignity and settled down into mere +spite. + +'So! it is payment. Lo! mother-in-law, hold thy peace! 'Tis nothing but +a bad debt, a debt without a bond! Payment! Go, fool, and ask it of the +old man--the old devil who was drowned. Ask not here--here we need all +the money we can get.' + +Then in his delight and content in this opportunity for malice, he +forgot a suspicion of fear which had been with him hitherto, and +turned to the girl with a leer and a laugh: 'Aha! we want the _oof_ +ourself, don't we, Tricks? Lo! I give you gold watch and chain to-day. +I give you gold bangle to-morrow, if you're good girl. But that +one--nothing--nothing.' + +He echoed the last words jeeringly in Hindustani, cutting with his whip +towards Chândni as one cuts at a dog to frighten it from the room. +Perhaps he was nearer than he thought; anyhow, the uttermost end of +lash touching the silver bells on her ankle set them jingling. A slight +thing to make two women cease their cries, and half a dozen men or more +hold their breath involuntarily; yet it did, commanding silence for +that clear voice. + +'Lo! thou hast given me something, oh Mizra Dalel Beg! which no man +hath given before to Chândni the courtesan. It is enough. I go.' + +So far dignity went with her. But at the door she turned to give the +women back in kind and with interest the abuse which they had given to +her. Even with a despicable cheat like the Mirza, there was a +reputation to keep up--he was at least the descendant of worthy men who +had done their best for such as she; but with those two women, even as +herself, but without her claims, why should she be silent? + +Yet ere she was half-way back to the bazaar she had forgotten them and +their abuse; forgotten everything save that clash of the silver bells. +That was an end--an end for ever to Dalel. In a way she was glad, for +he was unendurable when sober, and not much better when he was drunk. +Now nothing remained save the necessity for compensation and revenge. +If the Moghuls would not pay, there were others who would. The mem, for +instance, who had taken the pearls. And those who had spread it abroad +that the little sahib had died in his bed, they would not care to have +their truth impugned. They had bribed the servants no doubt, the Diwân +was dead, and they had held the water sufficient inducement for the +others. But she? She had had nothing, and she meant to have something. +And then when she had got her money's worth for silence, she would go +and sell that silence to the Rajah, unless indeed by that time the +Moghuls had bidden higher for her speech. Without her evidence the +question as to whether the bribe were honestly due for favours done +could not be settled. She would begin with the mem; not by demanding +money, but the pearls, since most likely they had been disposed of and +the difficulty of getting hold of them again would, as it were, +increase her power of screw. If at the end of a month the sahib-logues +defied her, she would offer her silence or her speech to the highest +bidder, and give her evidence for either. After that, a merry life, +even if it had to be a short one; for the mere taste of comparative +freedom she had had that morning in the wooden house in the Simla +bazaar, had aroused the old reckless instincts, and before the evening +was over the news that Chândni, singer and dancer from Delhi, had come +to the place, was on the tip of every native's tongue. + + + + + CHAPTER XXII + + +Mrs. Boynton had behaved very much as Lewis Gordon had anticipated on +hearing of George Keene's sudden death from cholera. She had wept +honest tears over the dear lad, even while she could not help feeling +happier than she had done for months; happier because of the flood +which had come and gone, sweeping away with it all her difficulties, +all her troubles. Yet it brought her one unavailing regret that she +should so unnecessarily have put the bitter pain of hearing her +confession into those last days, and that he should have gone down to +his death not thinking ill of her exactly--the dear lad would never +have done that--but hurt, disappointed, unhappy. She would have liked +him to have seen a certain letter which lay in a drawer of her +writing-table. A letter addressed, sealed, stamped, ready for sending, +which she had only kept back one day. Only one; yet, but for that lucky +chance it might have fallen into Dan's hands while George was ill and +brought needless pain into another kind heart; for there was, thank +heaven! no more need for humiliation and confession and promises of +restitution. She had torn open the letter in order to read it again, +and had been quite satisfied with its straightforward avowal of +responsibility and firm intention, should difficulties arise, of taking +the whole blame on herself. Then she had put it away again as a +perpetual witness to her repentance and amendment. And surely these +virtues had a right to forgiveness? One person, she knew, would do more +than forgive if he knew all, and this conviction joined to the sense of +loss which his prolonged absence from her environment always produced +in Gwen Boynton made her think very tenderly of Dan, who wrote her such +kind, sympathetic letters from Hodinuggur about the dear lad. He was +not jealous, and full of evil imaginings like Lewis, whose temper had +certainly not been improved by his visit to the plains. Though she did +not consciously feel the need of something stronger than the cousinly +affection she had for him, there is no doubt that the shock of her own +lapses from strict honesty, joined to that of George Keene's sudden +death, had made her disinclined for final decision; so the fact that +Dan would, from pressure of work, be unable to get leave that year, and +Lewis, from the same cause, was not likely to be urgent in love-making, +suited her capitally. She would have time to recover her tone. To this +end she proceeded, with a curious strength of purpose, to dismiss the +nightmare of the past from her mind. It was over. What had been, had +been. She would 'reach out to the things which were before'; no! not +reach out! She would not again be premature; she would let fate and +luck have their say to the full. + +One small fact showed her state of mind exactly. She dismissed her +ayah, giving her as a parting present most of the articles which +Manohar Lâl had forced her into buying from him. The woman sulked, yet +held her tongue, no doubt knowing through her patron, the jeweller, +that so far as he was concerned the mem was safe; besides, when all was +said and done, the bucksheesh was sufficient; under no circumstances +could more have been expected. So, on the whole, life went quite +smoothly in the pretty little drawing-room where poor young George had +sat with his head on the table dazed and stunned by his bitter pain. + +Over the way, however, in Colonel Tweedie's house, things were +different. Lewis Gordon, up to the ears in endless calculations, yet +found time to notice that grief suited Rose very ill. And grief, +forsooth, for a boy who had not cared a pin for her, who had run into +debt, and gambled and lost his head completely over another woman; who, +if the truth were known, had shot himself because--to take the most +charitable view of the matter--he had not the pluck to bear +disappointment. Naturally a young fellow felt being fooled--more or +less--by a woman, because certain instincts were the strongest a +man had--as a man. But one expected something more--or less--in a +gentleman. And there was Miss Tweedie, who depended for attractiveness +on the _beauté du diable_, looking pale and worn, over a mere +sentimentalism; for she herself would be the first to deny that she had +been what he, Lewis, would call 'in love' with George. Finally, though +he, knowing to the full Gwen's responsibility for the boy's suicide, +had every right, if he chose, to be hard on his cousin, why should this +girl, who knew nothing, stand aloof and show her disapproval so +plainly? + +'You don't understand girls,' said Gwen easily, in reply to some hints +of his to this effect. 'Dear Rose can't help huffing me at present. I +should feel the same, I'm sure, towards any one who had, to my mind, +stood between me and my dear dead.' + +Lewis shifted irritably in his chair, and wished to goodness she would +talk sense. + +'Sense! Why, you yourself are always blaming me in your heart because +that poor boy thought me the most perfect woman in the world! You know +you are! As if it was my fault. As if I ever encouraged such an idea in +any one, or set up for being perfection.' + +It was true enough. She never posed as anything but a woman _pur et +simple_. That was one of her charms in his eyes, and the injustice of +cavilling at what he really liked made him say more gently-- + +'I don't suppose you could help it, dear; and perhaps Miss Tweedie +can't either. I don't pretend to understand women--have enough to do in +trying to understand the atrocious English men put into their reports. +But I wish you could come over sometimes as you used to do. The girl +oughtn't to be allowed to eat nothing and grow so disagreeably thin.' + +Gwen gave an odd laugh. 'Well, I'll invite myself to luncheon +to-morrow. It is bad for the girl--and so useless, into the bargain.' + +The common-sense of the last remark lingered in Lewis Gordon's mind +comfortably as he went home. In more ways than one it was quite useless +to dwell on George Keene's unfortunate death. No doubt Rose, if she +knew all, would judge Gwen very harshly, and not only Gwen, but those +who, knowing what they did, went on as if nothing had happened; but +Rose Tweedie, the fates be praised, was not his judge. + +And yet when he passed the window of her room on his way to his own, +she was in sober truth sitting in judgment on the figure she saw for a +second between the draped curtains. He had been over as usual to Mrs. +Boynton's--to the woman who had been the last to see George Keene, and +who would say so little of that interview; the woman who no doubt was +to blame if, as her father said, George had run into debt, and gambled, +and lost his head. Lewis must know all this, perhaps more, yet he went +on approvingly. By and by he would marry this woman--for they were +engaged, of course, even now. Was not that enough to make any one +unhappy who cared for him as she cared? Rose leant forward over the +book her eyes were studying, and tried hard to bend her mind also to +its consideration. + +Despite these thoughts she received Mrs. Boynton on the next day +without a sign of disapproval; for Rose, like most unmarried girls at +the head of a house, was intensely proud of her position. In society, +if she did not care to speak to Gwen, she would not speak; if she did +not care to have her in the house she would not ask her; but if she +came, as she did now, uninvited, she was nothing more nor less than a +guest to be treated as a guest should be treated. Perhaps Lewis Gordon +had an inkling as to the cause of her graciousness, but Colonel Tweedie +saw nothing but a renewal of those amenities the loss of which he had +helplessly deplored during the past fortnight. It had put him out +terribly, and left him completely puzzled as to its cause. Certainly +not to any change in his mind, for the coolness had checked a steadily +growing conviction that he would not only like, but that he also ought, +to ask Mrs. Boynton to marry him. Rose was too much alone; she brooded, +as the former had kindly pointed out, over life, and fancied herself in +love with subordinates. She was too sensible for that sort of thing to +be real, but the constant companionship of a woman of the world was a +necessity to a young girl. It is surprising how many second marriages +are inspired by sensible considerations; still more surprising why such +prudence should then be thought virtuous, moral, blameless, yet be +deemed _anathema maranatha_ in first marriages. There are some things +which, as Dundreary said, 'no fellow can find out,' and one is the +curious ethical code which has quite obscured the real issues of +marriage, and made it possible for quick-witted husbands and wives to +quarrel desperately with each other about things that have nothing to +do with the tie between them. Colonel Tweedie, however, treated his +secondary reasons with the greatest respect, and beamed pompously round +the luncheon table as he announced his infinite regret that the duties +of his responsible position made it necessary for him to leave such +pleasant company sooner than he would otherwise have done. Mrs. +Boynton, however, would readily understand that Councils of State were +paramount to the public servant. Whereupon Gwen, after her fashion, +took the edge off his anguish by saying that she also had to be at home +early, seeing she had promised to interview some dreadful Madrassee +creature who had been recommended to her as an ayah. + +'Why did you send old Fuzli away?' asked Rose suddenly. They had risen +as they were speaking, and she had been standing by the window +listening with a certain weariness in her face to her father's ornate +regrets. + +'The old reason, "_I do not like thee, Dr. Fell_,"' laughed Gwen. 'I +suppose it is very illogical--therefore, as Lewis would say, very +womanly'--but I can't help disliking my world by instinct.' + +'That is monstrously unkind,' broke in the Colonel, eager as a boy over +the opportunity, 'when your world can't help doing the reverse.' There +is something very satisfactory apparently in a compliment to the person +who makes it, and the Colonel felt and looked quite lighthearted over +his. + +'When you have got rid of us all, Miss Tweedie,' said Lewis Gordon in a +low tone which yet covered Gwen's little laugh, 'you should go out and +have a jolly ride. I'm not using Bronzewing--she frets at waiting--so +she is at your service, if you care----' he paused in quick surprise-- + +Such a very little thing upsets a woman's balance at times; and +Bronzewing had been the one subject over which she and Lewis had never +quarrelled since the day of his accident. It was foolish, but the look +on her face made him turn hastily from the window to his cousin, and +catch at the first thing likely to give the girl time to recover +herself. + +'I believe your ayah's coming here, Gwen; at least I see one of those +little covered dhoolies descending from your house, and if there are to +be _purda-nishin_ women about, sir, it is time we men were going.' + +'Don't be ridiculous, Lewis. It is somebody going to pay a visit to the +khansaman's wife. The ayah wouldn't be _purdah_, and she wouldn't dare +to come here; and if she did, I am not going to make a zenana out of +Colonel Tweedie's drawing-room.' + +'But you could go into Rose's sitting-room, of course,' protested the +Colonel; 'couldn't she, dear?' + +'But indeed, good people,' began Gwen, laughing, 'it can't----' + +Just then a servant, entering stolidly, announced a woman waiting to +see Mem Boynton sahib. + +'I told you so,' cried Lewis joyfully, 'and, as a matter of fact, we +ought to be off, sir. It will take us a good twenty minutes to the +Secretariat.' + +'Show the woman into the Miss Sahib's office,' cried the Colonel +fussily. 'Rose, my dear----' + +But the girl had taken the opportunity of escaping through the open +French window. + +'Please don't mind,' said Mrs. Boynton. 'I know my way about this +house--at any rate I ought to, seeing how hospitable and good you have +been always. Good-bye. I hope your interview will prove more pleasant +than mine is likely to be.' + +Their ponies were waiting, and she stayed to see them start and give a +parting nod as they rounded the last visible turn of the path leading +to the Mall. Gwen always added these pleasant friendly touches to the +bareness and business of life. They came to her by instinct, and she +herself felt cold and cheerless without them. + +Then, very well satisfied with herself, she crossed the long matted +passage which ran from end to end of the house, separating the portion +Colonel Tweedie reserved for his own use from that occupied by the +office. Here, beside her father's private room, was Rose's little +study, and beyond that again Lewis Gordon's quarters and the big glazed +verandah where the clerks sat designing. It was quite a small room, +and, as Mrs. Boynton entered it, seemed to her over full of perfume, +possibly from the vase full of wild turk's-cap lilies on the table. The +window was shut too, and Gwen as she made her way to the most +comfortable chair, with scarcely a glance at the white-robed figure +standing in the shadow of the curtains, gave a quick yet languid order +to set the glazed doors wide open. + +'They are best shut if the Huzoor does not mind. I have that to say +which requires caution.' + +Those round, suave tones, with almost the nightingale thrill in them +belonged to no ayah, surely! Gwen looked round hastily. That was no +ayah's figure either, tall, supple, unabashed. Instinctively the +Englishwoman stood up and confronted her visitor, more curious than +alarmed. Even to that ignorance of native life which is so typical of +the mem-sahib--an ignorance not altogether to be deprecated--the +woman's trade was unmistakable. That was writ large in the trimness and +cleanliness, the spotless white, the chaplets of flowers, the scent of +musk and ambergris filling the room; all the more reason for surprise +at her presence there. Yet, even so, curiosity outweighed indignation +and resentment in Gwen's cold questioning. + +'Who are you? What do you want?' + +The answer came quick, so quickly that it left the hearer with that +breathless sense of pained relief that the worst is over, which comes +with the clean sharp cut of a surgeon's knife. + +'I am Chândni of Delhi. I want the Hodinuggur pearls which the Huzoor +took out of the Ayôdhya pot.' + +There was no mincing of the matter here; none of that beating about the +bush which, as a rule, Gwen loved. Yet the directness did not displease +her; it seemed to rouse in her a novel combativeness, taking form in +similar effrontery and cool assertion. + +'I don't know what you are talking about,' she said indifferently, 'and +I don't want you. Go!' + +Her Hindustani, though limited, was of the imperative order and suited +the occasion; yet it evoked one of Chândni's shrill mocking laughs. + +'The mem sahiba mistakes. She is not as I am, a daughter of the +bazaars, and if it comes to words Chândni hath two to her one. So I +come quietly to ask reasonably for my rights; not to dispute after the +manner of my kind. There is no need to tell the mem sahiba the story. +She remembers it perfectly. She knows it all as well as I. But this she +does not know: The pearls are mine, and I will have them back, or their +price in revenge.' + +'I think you are mad!' cried Gwen more hastily. 'Go! go instantly, or I +will call the servants.' + +'That were not wise! Lo! I know all about the papers of safety, which +Manohar Lâl gave in exchange for the little sahib's rupees. But the +pearls went not once, but twice.' + +'Twice!' The involuntary echo had a surprise in it which angered the +courtesan. + +'Yes, twice! The mem knows that as well as I do. The Ayôdhya pot----' + +'Was stolen from me in the palace,' put in Gwen; 'you stole it, I dare +say.' + +Again Chândni laughed. 'If I did, what then? The mem got it again and +sent it back through the post for more pearls. But we did not send it +thus; we sent it by the little sahib, who gave it to the mem, and she +sent the key in return. The papers are about the first pearls. These +are the second, and there is no safety paper about them.' + +'It is not true!--it is a lie--he never took them--he never gave them +to me,' cried Gwen, her courage, oddly enough, failing before what was +to her an absolutely novel and unfounded accusation. 'I will not +listen! Go! or I will call.' + +Chândni took a step nearer, lowering her voice. 'What! wouldst let the +truth be known; when thou canst conceal it--for ever! Give me the +pearls and no one shall know--no one shall cast dirt on the mem, and on +the little sahib--no one shall know how he took the bribes for you--no +one shall know thou didst beguile him as men are beguiled.' + +'I--I did not--it is a lie, I----' faltered Gwen, falling back till +Chândni's hand closed like a vice on her wrist. + +'Wah! What use to deny it to me? Do I not know the trick? A word, a +look, no more. What! do men send bullets through their hearts as Keene +sahib did for no cause? Ari, sister! we know better.' + +The jeering comradeship was too much for caution even though the story +of poor George's death passed by her as a wanton lie. Gwen, struggling +madly, gave one scream after another for help, and, breaking from her +persecutor, turned to fly. At the same moment Rose, who had been into +her father's study for a book, burst through the door and stood +bewildered at the scene. + +'Send her away! She tells lies--lies about me and George--lies about +everything. Oh! have her sent away, Rose. Please send her away.' + +The girl, clasping the hands with which Gwen clung to her, turned on +the intruder angrily, and an indescribable hardness and contempt came +to her face, as she took in the meaning of the figure and its dress. + +'How dare you come here? Go this instant! Put on your veil, hide +yourself, and go! Impertinent! Shameless!' + +There was no answering laugh now. 'The Huzoor speaks truth,' replied +the courtesan quietly. 'I have no business here. I came but to see the +mem, bethinking me she might listen better in the house of those who +were friends to the little sahib----' + +But Gwen's immediate terror had passed, leaving her face to face with +future fears. + +'Don't listen, Rose!' she interrupted in English. 'You should never +listen to what women of that sort say about any one. She frightened me +at first with her lies, but the wisest plan is to send her away. I'll +call a servant.' + +Chândni, listening to the quick whisper, smiled. + +'The mem sahiba wants silence,' she said, nodding her head; but silence +is ever unsafe unless tongues are tied. And mine will wag if not here, +elsewhere, unless I get the Ayôdhya pot.' + +Rose gave a quick exclamation, but Gwen's hand was on her arm, her +voice full of passionate entreaty. + +'Don't, Rose! don't speak to her. I can tell you all. It is all lies; +some rigmarole declaring that after the pot had been stolen at +Hodinuggur it was sent back to me here at Simla, and that I returned it +again. There isn't a word of truth in it; I never----' + +But the girl set aside her detaining hand with an impatient gesture, +and crossed to where Chândni stood watching them. + +'You have made a mistake,' came the clear unfaltering voice. 'The +Ayôdhya pot was not sent to the mem sahiba, it was sent to me; and it +was I who returned it. What then?' + +The frank admission brought a curiously similar expression to those two +listening faces; it seemed to leave both, abashed, uncertain, so that +Rose had to repeat her clear question before it gained reply. + +'What then?' echoed the courtesan at last, somewhat sulkily. 'How can I +tell if this be so; and if it be so, how can I tell what came? Only +this I do know: the pot went to Keene sahib the day he left. He gave it +to some one. Let that some one answer. I care not who 'tis, so I have +my pearls that were hidden in the pot.' + +'Pearls! There were no pearls in it when it came to me,' cried Rose +quickly; then remembering the jagged edge of clay she had noticed +inside, she turned to Gwen: 'Did you notice anything like a false +bottom when you had it before?' + +The face into which she looked paled. 'You don't understand!' said Gwen +petulantly; 'the woman says that these pearls were put there after it +was stolen, so how could I notice anything when I tell you I never saw, +never heard of it again? I told the woman so just now. I will tell her +again before you! then I must, I will have her sent away, she has no +business here.' + +But Chândni's recklessness had grown. 'I care not who has them. See! +there are three of us here in this room who have handled the pot. Let +her who hath it and its hoard speak truth, and save the little sahib. +For he had it, sure enough; of that there is proof.' + +'Three of us!' repeated Rose absently, as if struck by a thought. Then +obeying a sudden impulse, she went over to a portfolio standing in one +corner of the room. 'You mistake,' she continued, her eyes full on the +courtesan. 'There are not three, but four of us. Look! Keene sahib +painted that.' + +Chândni fell back, averting her face from the portrait of Azîzan, which +Rose placed against an easel on the table. + +'The evil eye! the evil eye! God save us from the witch,' she muttered, +thrusting out her right hand in that two-fingered gesture which is used +against a baleful glance in both East and West. But Gwen pressing +closer looked at the picture with a dawning light of relieved +comprehension in her face. + +'Did he paint that--how pretty it is! And it explains--it +explains--a--a great deal. He gave her the pot, I suppose--Well! it is +a pity, but one ought not to be----' + +'Ought not to be what?' interrupted Rose fiercely, with a fine scorn in +her face, scarcely less concealed than the contempt with which she +turned to the other woman. + +'You both seem to know or understand this picture better than I do,' +she said superbly. 'Perhaps you can tell me whom it represents?' + +'My dear Rose,' expostulated Gwen, aside; 'don't for pity's sake ask +that creature. What would your father say if he knew? You may mix +yourself up----' + +'Whose picture is it, I ask?' repeated Rose, unheeding. Then in the +silence of Chândni's smile, and Gwen's frown, she turned passionately +to the portrait itself. 'Why don't you speak and shame them? You look +as if you could tell the truth, and if he made you so, it was true!' +The very vehemence of her own fanciful appeal imposed on her, and she +paused as if waiting a reply. It came with a laugh from Chândni. + +'She was another of the little sahib's friends. The miss saith true. +There are three of them here. Which will give back the pearls and save +him?' + +'Save him from what?' cried Rose, disregarding Gwen's appeals for her +to leave the mad woman to the servants. 'What has Keene sahib done that +you can dare to threaten?' + +The girl's bitter contempt roused all Chândni's savageness. After all +she was the mistress, and this girl, despite her courage, in her power +too; and what is more she should learn it. + +'From what? from the shame which comes to the sahib-logue when their +pretence of honesty is found out--from the shame of having friends--the +shame of taking jewels for those friends--the shame of being untrue to +salt--Ask the mem how 'tis done, she knows--the shame of sending the +key of the sluice-gate so that the water----' + +Her voice had risen with each sentence; now it ended in a gasp and a +gurgle. + +'Open the door, please,' said Rose to Mrs. Boynton, who gasped also in +the intense surprise of the girl's swift action. 'Don't struggle, +fool!' she went on in the same hard tone, only the dead whiteness of +her face and a catch as she drew breath telling of the wild passion +surging in her veins. 'I won't choke you if you hold your tongue.' + +Once before Chândni had felt a girl's grip on her throat; a hot, +straining grip. This was neither. It was the grip of a strong healthy +hand made vigorous by constant use. Those fierce fights over bat and +ball with the dead lad had had their share in the sheer muscle of her +defence of him, before which Chândni's large softness gave way, leaving +her not even a slandering tongue. + +'Put the veil over her face, please! I won't even have it known who +dared to come here!' continued the girl, forcing the woman backwards +step by step till they reached the door. Then she pushed her from it +magnificently. 'Now go! and tell what lies you like elsewhere.' + +But her face changed as she turned when the door was closed and bolted +to Gwen Boynton. + +'Is it true? For God's sake tell me if there is a word of truth in it, +and I will find the money.' + +Gwen dissolved into helpless tears at once; tears at once of vague +remorse, and a very real sense of injustice. 'True! oh, Rose, how can +you ask? Of course it isn't true. I wouldn't have done it for the +world. Indeed and indeed I never saw the Ayôdhya pot again, and I don't +believe George did. He was the soul of honour, and so good--so good to +me. It is all wicked, wicked lies, unless, indeed, that girl--but +there, I daresay she was bad like that horrid creature. Perhaps they +stole the pot between them and are now trying to blackmail us.' + +'Stole the pot!' repeated Rose slowly, for the first time remembering +her dream on the night of the storm at Hodinuggur. 'Yes! that is +possible, and yet----.' She looked at Azîzan's picture, and then back +at Gwen, who was dabbing her eyes with a soft pocket-handkerchief. 'You +are sure?' she began again. + +'Of course I am quite sure,' retorted Gwen, whose remorse had vanished +in grievance at this impudent attempt to amend and enlarge the text of +a past incident. 'I never saw or heard of the pot again. I may be weak, +I may have done things for which I am sorry in the past, but whatever +you may think, my conscience is clear. And as for the sluice? Dan +opened it by order; besides, there was the flood. It is all an attempt +to blackmail me, and I won't be blackmailed. I have done nothing they +can take hold of, nothing--nothing.' + +Rose gave a sigh, almost of dissatisfaction. If it really was a case of +blackmailing, payment would be but a temporary relief. Perhaps, as she +had also suggested, the girl in the picture was in league with Chândni. +She did not look that sort either. Nor did she look as if---- Rose +glanced from the pure oval of the cheek and the fine long curves of the +mouth to Mrs. Boynton's tear-stained face and frowned. + +'Some one has the pearls,' she said, 'and George's memory must be +saved--somehow.' + + + + + CHAPTER XXIII + + +'Come in!' + +The words were given in an impatient tone, for Lewis Gordon was busy, +and he hated being disturbed; especially when, as now, he had taken his +coat off, literally as well as figuratively, before a difficult file. + +The garment hung on the back of his chair, which, in obedience to a fad +of his, was the only one in the office; a second one, he declared, +being easily sent for if required, while its absence shortened many a +trivial interruption. Otherwise it was a comfortable enough room, with +a large French window set wide on a magnificent view of the serrated +snows resting on the wall of blue distance, and framed by the curved +tops of a forest of young deodars. The day was bright as a morning in +the rainy season can be; bright by very contrast between the brilliant +lights and shadows in earth and sky; bright as a rain-cloud itself when +the sun shines on it. A fresh breeze came in with Rose Tweedie through +the opening door and blew some papers off the table. + +'I beg your pardon,' came in duet as Lewis fumbled blindly for his +coat; his eye-glass having deserted him in the surprise, after the +manner of eye-glasses. As he did so, he felt injured. Not that he was +such a crass idiot as to be outraged by a pair of shirt sleeves in +himself or others. But he knew quite well that no man can look +dignified, when struggling, even into a lounge-coat, and he liked to be +dignified, especially with Rose Tweedie. His irritation, however, hid +itself under a different cloak; that is to say, annoyance at a most +unusual intrusion. Perhaps she read the expression of it in his face, +for her first words were an excuse. + +'I came here--to your office, I mean--because I want to ask you +something, and I didn't want you to feel hampered--not as a friend, you +know.' Her eyes met his in confidence of being understood so far, at +any rate, and he gave rather a stiff little bow. + +'You are very welcome. Won't you take a chair--the chair, perhaps I +ought to say? I've been sitting all the morning, and shall be glad of a +change; unless you require some time. If so, I will send----' + +'No, thanks, I prefer standing also,' she interrupted, with a quick +flush. 'I only wanted to ask you a question. It is about George Keene.' + +'Yes----' he replied coldly, unsympathetically; and yet he was noting +her anxious eyes and haggard face with a sort of angry wonder why she +should make herself so unhappy. Rose's fingers held nervously to the +edge of the table by which she stood. + +'Have you any reason--I mean, is there officially any reason to suppose +that the Hodinuggur sluice was opened before the flood came down, or +before Mr. Fitzgerald?' + +She paused with her eyes on Lewis's face. She had lain awake almost all +the night thinking of Chândni's threats and hints, and with clear sight +had seen that their worth or unworth depended largely upon the official +report of what had actually happened at Hodinuggur. To her father she +could not go without danger from his want of judgment; there remained +Lewis, who was always just, always to be trusted in such matters. + +His heart gave quite a throb of dismayed surprise at her question, and +forced him by contraries into still greater chilliness of manner. + +'I'm afraid I can't quite see your right to ask me such a question--as +yet. Perhaps if you could give me a reason----' + +'Oh yes! I can give you a reason,' she interrupted, with a ring of +scorn in her voice, 'though I think you might credit me with a good one +where George is concerned, surely? Only if I have to tell, you had +better send for the chair. I thought, perhaps, you would understand, +for once.' + +The bitterness of her tone did not escape him, and accentuated his +annoyance. As he handed her the chair and leant negligently against the +table, his hands behind him, he told himself that he was in for +_mauvais quart d'heure_ with this girl. Man-like she would expect to +know all, womanlike she would expect sentiment to outweigh official +integrity. These thoughts did not serve to soften his heart towards the +dead lad even at the beginning, and as her story unfolded itself, his +face grew sterner and sterner. Hers lightened. It was an infinite +relief to have his advice--his help, and she told him so frankly, even +while she appealed for it. + +'You needn't even answer my question, Mr. Gordon,' she went on +earnestly. 'You will know so much better than I do what had best be +done. I thought of going to see the woman myself----' + +'You didn't go, I hope?' put in Lewis hastily. + +'No! I made up my mind to ask you first. You see, if there is no truth +in all this--no truth whatever----' + +'That is unlikely, I warn you,' interrupted Lewis. 'These women Really, +Miss Tweedie, if you follow my advice--much as it may pain you at the +time--you will leave this business alone, absolutely alone. It is not +one with which--excuse me for even alluding to the fact--a girl such as +you are should meddle. Unfortunately, we men have to face these things, +and they are not pleasant, even for us.' + +'You speak as if you thought George was guilty,' said Rose hotly. 'What +right have you to do that?' + +'I may have more right than you suspect. Believe me, Miss Tweedie, I am +heartily sorry--especially for you; and, so far as is compatible with +the facts, I will do my best to avoid official _esclandre_ should this +matter really crop up. In the meantime, I am afraid I must decline to +interfere in what Mrs. Boynton, you tell me, stigmatised as an impudent +attempt at blackmailing. She has her faults, no doubt, like everybody +else; but she has, excuse me for saying so, more knowledge of the world +than you have. In fact, you could scarcely do better than take her +advice on this point.' + +The girl, with a frown on her face, rose from her seat slowly. + +'Then you refuse to find out the truth? You are content to let this +suspicion lie upon--upon me and upon your cousin?' + +Lewis smiled. 'That is rather far-fetched, Miss Tweedie, surely. The +idea of suspicion with you is simply absurd; and as for Gwen! Well, I +know you are ready to admit she has her faults; but she has called this +claim impudent blackmailing, and you must excuse me if I incline to +believe her.' + +'And for George Keene? Do you suspect him? Are you going to allow his +memory to be smirched?' + +'I have told you I will do my best. For the rest, he must take the +consequence of his own acts, I'm afraid. Indeed, I am sorry, very +sorry,' he added hastily, impelled to it by the look on Rose Tweedie's +face. It had grown ashen pale, yet she stood steadily before him, her +eyes on his unflinchingly. + +'Then there is truth in it? You had better tell me. It would be kinder +to tell me--if you can.' + +Perhaps, after all, it would. Perhaps, if this scandal had to come to +light, it would be better she should be prepared. Even if it did not, +was it not wiser she should know the real truth about George Keene, and +so be able to judge him fairly? Not a bad boy, of course. That talk of +bribery was no doubt false, and he had done no more in other ways than +hundreds of boys in a like position. Even at Simla he had only run wild +a bit, and for that he was not the only one responsible. Still, when +all was said and done, he had shot himself, and that alone made the +task of whitewashing him an impossibility if these women chose revenge. + +'Yes! there is some truth in it,' he said gravely. 'If you will sit +down again, I will tell you everything I know, and then you can judge +for yourself. I should like you to understand, however, that in spite +of appearances, I don't believe George lent himself to anything more +than--what you would--not you, perhaps--but most of us would expect in +a young fellow of his age and his position. Life is--is rather +intoxicating to--to some of us.' + +So, leaning against the table, he told her the truth, trying to do his +task calmly and kindly, yet beset by a certain impatience at the still +figure seated in his office chair, its elbows among his files, the +coils of its beautiful hair showing beyond the hands in which the face +was hidden. What business had it there? What business had the thought +of its pain to come so close to him? closer even than his own reason, +his own sense of justice? + +'And you have known that he shot himself from the beginning?' she +asked, raising her head suddenly to look him full in the face. He +assented with a distinct self-complacency. + +'Then what did you think made him do it? What did you think +then--before you knew anything about the death or the opening of the +gates?' + +The self-complacency vanished. 'There are many reasons or want of +reasons, for that sort of thing, Miss Tweedie,' he said evasively. 'I +did not--I mean it was impossible to say absolutely, and that is why I +acquiesced in Fitzgerald's plan. It was more convenient to every one +concerned.' + +'Much more convenient,' echoed Rose sharply. 'And you have known this +all the time, and not----' she broke off, as if incredulous of her own +half-uttered thought. + +'Certainly, I have known it, and we would have kept the secret too, +Fitzgerald and I, but for this unfortunate business,' he retorted, and +his tone was not pleasant. + +'Ah! _he_ is different; _he_ did not know! _he_ thought George had done +it for his sake, to screen him. But you? What did you believe?' The +girl's very voice was a challenge. + +'I must say, Miss Tweedie, that I scarcely see how my belief affects +the question; or, pardon me, what it matters to you,' he replied, +taking refuge once more in his indifference. + +'Do you not? Then I do. Not that it matters now,' she added in sudden +passion, 'for I will have my own way in the future. If you won't help +me, I can't help that; but I will have the truth. I will go down to +this woman in the bazaar and make her tell me. Whether her story is a +lie or not, there shall be no more concealment. I will not have it.' + +'And George Keene's memory?' he suggested, angered almost beyond his +self-control by her unmistakable defiance. 'My advice is unwelcome, of +course, but if you took it, and Mrs. Boynton's--only that is unwelcome +too--you might save all scandal. I cannot say for certain that it +would, but as I have told you, I would do my best. Officially even, I +would do my best. That seems to be an offence also, for some reason, +but I would do it as much for the sake of the Department as for the +boy's. You--I know--think only of him----' + +She turned upon him like lightening, carried out of herself by her +scorn, by her passion. + +'Of him! I was not thinking of him at all! I was thinking of you--of +you only, as I always do. Why should you not know the truth? You will +not care a pin whether I think of you or not. And I? I care for +nothing--nothing so long as you do not blindfold yourself wilfully--so +long as you are just and honest. Ah! you may think I am mad--perhaps if +what you believe about men and women is true, I am--but it means +everything--everything in the world to me that you should be so--just +and honest; because what you are is more to me than all the world +beside. That is the truth.' The last words came slowly as the fire of +her passion died down; yet there was no uncertainty in them. 'I suppose +I oughtn't to have said this,' she went on, turning from him to lean +her elbows on the table, and rest her head on her hands wearily. 'But +you won't mind, and I don't care. It can't hurt any man to know that he +is loved--it can't.' + +'_Loved!_' The word sent a thrill through the man such as he had never +felt before. '_Loved!_' was that what she meant? The thought broke +through even his armour of surprise. He stood for an instant looking +down at her, then turned slowly and walked to the window, to return, +however, in a second, with quick clear steps breaking the silence of +the room. + +'What do you mean!--I can't believe it. What do you mean?' + +His impatience would not wait for a reply in words. Her face would give +it truly, that he knew, and he stooped over her, taking her by the +wrists, in order to draw her hands apart. She turned to him then +bravely enough. + +'Rose!' + +It was almost a cry, as, stooping lower still, he knelt before her, his +eyes on hers incredulous, yet soft. Then suddenly, still clasping her +slender wrists, he buried his face upon them on her lap, muttering-- + +'Oh, I am sorry!--I am sorry!' + +Never since, as a child, he had said his prayers at his mother's knee, +had Lewis Gordon so knelt to man or woman. And something of the child's +unquestioning belief in an unselfish love came back to him, joined to a +perfect passion of the man's clear-sighted remorse and regret for long +years of past disbelief. + +'Don't,' she said, gently bending over him; 'please don't. There is +nothing for you to be sorry about--indeed, there isn't.' + +Nothing to be sorry about! Once more he echoed this girl's words to +himself with that strange thrill, as, recovering his self-command, he +stood straight and stiff beside her, conscious only of one vehement +desire to care for and to protect her. + +'What is it you want me to do?' he said at last unsteadily. 'Tell me, +and I'll do it.' + +Then, woman-like, she began to cry; it is a way the good ones have when +they succeed in imposing their own will on those they love. + +'I don't think I want you to do anything--particular,' she answered, +trying to conceal her tears. 'I don't know; besides, I would much +rather you did it your own way.' + +If the uttermost truth could be told about a man's emotion in such +scenes, as it can be regarding a woman's, it would have to be confessed +that Lewis Gordon came very near to crying also over this foolish +unconditional surrender on Rose Tweedie's part. For he understood the +irresolution of a generous nature before its own success, and what is +more, the woman's desire to give the man she loves the glory of +justifying her belief in him. He felt quite a lump in his throat, and +had to seek escape from the tenderness of one sex in the decision of +the other; for in nine cases out of ten these are but different methods +of showing the same emotion. + +'I will go down and see this woman to-day; and then----' He paused, not +in order to think over his next move--that undoubtedly would be to see +Gwen Boynton--but to overcome a dislike to mentioning her name at all +which suddenly assailed him. Why, he scarcely knew, except that it +seemed mean, unmanly. Rose, however, saved him from the necessity by +again repeating--this time almost abjectly--that she would rather not +know; that she would be quite content to leave the matter in his hands. + +'Thank you,' replied Lewis, in such a very low tone that it was almost +a whisper. It did not lead, however, as might have been expected, to a +silence, but to a louder, more aggressive gratitude. 'I have to thank +you--for many things. I won't affect to ignore or set aside what--what +you did me the honour of telling me just now. That would be sheer +impertinence on my----' + +Now, when he had got so far in a perfectly admirable sentiment, +calculated to soothe both her feelings and his, why he should suddenly +have found his hands in hers again, his heart full of an unpremeditated +assertion that he was glad she loved him, cannot be explained +logically; but so it was. Yet before the scared look in her eyes his +own fell, he loosened his clasp, and the appeal died from his lips. +There was no place for him or his questionings in her avowal. That +hedged itself about from intrusion with a dignity he recognised. So +what remained, save to pass on with as much of the same quality as he +could compass to the work assigned to him. + +'I will come in and tell you what I have done this afternoon about five +o'clock,' he said quietly; 'that is, if it is convenient.' + +'Quite, thank you.' + +The baldest, most conventional of tones on both sides. The baldest, +most convenient holding open of the door for her to pass out--to pass +out from a scene that would linger in his memory; in nothing else. The +descent to normal diapason comes sooner or later, no matter how highly +strung the instrument may be to begin with, and melodrama fades into +padding. In real life it generally leaves some of the actors +dissatisfied with the way the scene has played. Lewis Gordon felt this +distinctly as he was left looking at his own chair, as if he still saw +a girl's figure seated there, her elbows resting on the litter of +official papers, and the great coils of her burnished hair showing +beyond the hands which hid her face. + +'It can't hurt any man to know that he is loved.' + +She had said so; but she was wrong. It did hurt confoundedly. So that +was what she meant by love, was it?---- + +If any of the trivial interruptions which Lewis Gordon so much dreaded +had come during the following five minutes, they would have found the +coveted chair vacant, though the owner's face was buried in his hands +among the files of memorandums and reports. Apparently he gained little +consolation from them, for when he resumed work he looked about as +upset and disordered as a tidy man can do when he is cool and properly +clothed. Nor did they gain much from him during the next hour, which +ticked away remorselessly from the chronometer by which Lewis loved to +map out his day. He thrust them aside at last impatiently, and ordered +his pony, thinking that may be when he had been through that visit to +the bazaar he might feel less of a fool, and not quite so much +depolarised. And yet she had said there was nothing to regret,--that he +would not care,--that it would not matter to him if she thought of him +or not! + +It was a queer world! He set his teeth over it as he rode reluctantly +between the shingled arcades of the big bazaar, and then through a +narrow paved alley, pitching, as it were, sheer down into the blue +mists of the valley below; and so on to the balconied house where, from +inquiries at the Kotwâli, he learned that Chândni was lodging. The task +before him was a disagreeable one, and he swore inwardly as he thought +that but for his abject capitulation Rose would have attempted it +herself. Rose! of all people. He began to understand that the feminine +world could not be divided into two classes, since there was a third +composed of one specimen. As he went on into the house the very +cleanliness and order, contrasting so sharply with the dirt of +surrounding respectability, struck him offensively on the girl's +behalf, the giggling in the lower storey gave him a vicarious shock, +and the obsequiousness of his introduction into the higher one, where +Chândni sat secluded, actually made his cheek burn. + +'It can't hurt any man to know that he is loved.' + +He set aside the haunting words angrily, and began his task so soon as +the patchwork drapery at the door fell behind him, leaving him face to +face with white-robed salaaming grace. + +'See here, my sister, this is for the truth. 'Tis not often thy sort +are asked for it; but I ask nothing else. I will take nothing else.' + +Checked thus in her languid welcome to the unknown guest, Chândni +looked distastefully at the hundred-rupee note thrust into her hand, +then at the giver; though both were to her liking. The latter she +recognised instantly, having seen him among the party at Hodinuggur. So +her seed of slander had taken root already. + +'My lord shall have that which he requires, surely. Wherefore else are +there such as I?' + +The cynical truth of her answer showed him her wit at once, and he +acknowledged it frankly when, half an hour afterwards, he felt himself +baffled by the calm simplicity of her story. Most of it he had already +heard, and the rest showed still more unpleasant details to have raked +up should the worst come to the worst. Azîzan, he was told, had been a +palace lady, with whom George had had clandestine meetings, over which +he had first become mixed up with the intrigues about the water. The +key of the sluice had been sent from Simla, whether by the Mem or the +Miss, or the sahib himself, Chândni did not know, could not say. Was +she not telling the Huzoor the bare truth she knew to be true, and +nothing else? + +'And how much do you want to keep all this quiet?' he asked calmly, +when she had finished. It was as well to know her price, at any rate. + +For an instant the immediate temptation to take the bird in the hand +made the courtesan hesitate. Then she struck boldly for higher game. + +'The pearls, Huzoor! The pearls, or my revenge!' This man, with the +cool, refined face and the contempt which made her involuntarily +remember the Miss sahib's also, affected indifference now, and would +most likely offer her some paltry sum. She could afford to wait for the +change which was sure to come; for she was not in the least afraid of +anything Lewis could do, and, without being absolutely insolent, took +care to show him the fact as she lolled about at her ease, chewing +betel ostentatiously. She had nothing to gain here by affecting +delicacy, so he might see her at her coarsest and worst; it contrasted +better with his brains. + +The result being that Lewis Gordon came into Gwen's Boynton's +drawing-room for his next interview looking depressed; partly because +he had been riding through a tepid shower-bath. For recurring rain had +washed away the bright promises of the morning and was falling drearily +over the rank, dank grasses and beating down the fringes of delicate +ferns growing upon the dripping branches of the oak trees, until they +lost shape and became nothing but a green outline against the grey +mist. + +Within, however, by the light of a blazing pine-wood fire, Mrs. Boynton +looked bright yet soft, like a pastel painting, or a figure seen in a +looking-glass; for she soon recovered from her emotions, and took pains +to hide their effects even from herself. So the fact that she had lain +awake half the night wondering if by chance Chândni's impudent lies had +been prompted by any flaw in the chain-armour of security which George +and the flood had forged for her, did not show in her face. For they +were lies; even that tale of the dear lad's death, which had given her +such a shock at the time, was nothing but the vile woman's wicked, +cruel invention. Rose had evidently heard nothing and still knew +nothing of it; besides, Dan did not know, and even if he had wished to +keep the pain of such knowledge from her, Lewis, with his jealous +blame, would have been sure to point a moral; a pointless moral at +best, since George could have had no cause for despair. Had not the +flood come to end even his anxiety? unless, indeed, there was any truth +in the tale about the portrait. Yet why should truth be supposed in one +incident when causeless wicked lying was evident in all the others? No; +it was an impudent attempt at extortion, and must be met by denial. +Therein lay safety, both for her and for poor George Keene's memory, +since the conspirators would never face the evidence of those papers +which they knew she held. So, as her cousin came in she greeted him +with a smile changing to sweet concern at his ill looks. + +'I have a headache,' he replied curtly. 'No wonder; the smells and +general abominations of the bazaar are enough to kill one, and I had to +go down there. Besides, I'm damp, and I've had no lunch. Isn't that a +long enough catalogue of ills? No, thanks; don't order anything for me. +I'd rather have a cup of tea by and by.' + +It was the worst thing for him, he knew that. Nothing but a quiet cigar +and a man's drink would have restored his balance. But he told himself +captiously that he had been in a melodramatic atmosphere all the +morning, and might as well go through with it to the bitter end. He +felt demoralised, and so, almost out of contrariety, put himself at a +further disadvantage by rushing at his fence. + +'Gwen,' he began abruptly, 'I've come to ask you for the truth.' He did +not hand her a bank-note as he had to the other woman; yet the thought +had crossed his mind bitterly that one of sufficient value might be +useful. He had set it aside, of course, as utterly unworthy since, in +common justice, he had no more right to prejudge Gwen's implication +than he had to prejudge Rose Tweedie's. There was, no doubt, the fact +of George Keene's suicide against the one; but that was no new thing. +She had been judged on that count before, and he had decided to save +her from the pain of knowing it; to that decision, also, he meant to +keep if it were possible. + +Gwen's heart gave a great throb; she understood in an instant that the +crisis had come sooner than she expected. Yet she was prepared for it. + +'I suppose Rose Tweedie'--she began coldly. + +'Yes; Rose Tweedie asked my advice, and I've been down to that woman in +the bazaar. She sticks to her story. So now I have come to you----' + +'If you had come to me first, Lewis,' she interrupted with a vibration +of real anger in her voice, 'I would have warned you not to waste your +time in playing Don Quixote at Rose Tweedie's bidding. The woman is an +impostor, and should be treated as such. I would have sent the police +after her yesterday, had I thought it wise to take even so much notice +of her lies. And now you have been to see her! It is too foolish--too +annoying! And all because Rose went crying to you, I suppose, about her +lover. Her lover, indeed! You are very soft-hearted, Lewis! Perhaps +some day your desire to console will lead you into taking his place. + +He stared at her; that sort of thing being so unlike Gwen's usual +sweetness; but his surprise did not equal his confusion, while his +common-sense showed him her possible wisdom. + +'Miss Tweedie did not cry over her lover, I assure you, he began, +feeling in very truth that the young lady in question had meted out +more blame than sympathy; 'and I did not choose to allow such tales of +you to pass unnoticed.' + +'So you listened to them again?' retorted Gwen in rising anger, which +she wilfully exaggerated. 'Listened to what a common woman in the +bazaar had to say of me! Really, I am obliged to you, Lewis! And she, I +suppose, told you that I had stolen the pearls and the pot, and then +taken it and a fresh bribe from poor George? 'Well, since you have come +to me at last for the truth, I tell you, as I told Rose--who, perhaps, +did not repeat it--that I have never seen the thing since the night of +the storm at Hodinuggur. So I have less to do with it than she, since +she confesses it was sent to her, and that she sent it back on the sly. +Did she tell you that? and have you been asking her for the truth also? +Or am I the only one who has to be questioned like that creature in the +bazaar.' + +Gwen had never looked better than she did at that moment, with the +unwonted fire of real indignation lighting up her face, and Lewis +Gordon felt vexed that it awoke no thrill in him. Was he really +allowing Rose Tweedie's open mistrust to bias him? The idea made his +reply more gentle than it might otherwise have been. + +'Perhaps you are right to be angry with me,' he said quietly. 'I beg +your pardon, if I have hurt you; but, indeed, it seemed best to me at +the time. Perhaps, as you say, it would have been better to wait a +while; until, for instance, I can consult with Fitzgerald. I wired him +today to come up on three days' urgent private business. He knows a +lot.' + +Gwen gave an odd sort of laugh, not unlike a sob, and her face +softened. + +'I'm glad he is coming,' she cried passionately; 'very glad. He always +understands, and he knows.' Yes! he knew and trusted her--he would +stand by her even if he knew that one fatal mistake. Whereas Lewis +would treat her as a Magdalen; as if she, Gwen Boynton, were a fit +subject for a penitentiary! + +'Yes,' she repeated slowly, 'I am glad he is coming. You did the right +thing there, Lewis, at any rate.' + +So, with this small consolation, he had to make his way back to give in +his report to the girl who had told him that she loved him. Another +delicate task, and he felt himself detestably awkward over it, the more +so because Rose herself met him as if nothing unusual had occurred. + +'Well,' she said eagerly, 'what news?' + +He told her briefly that there was none. He had had three versions of +truth--her own, Chândni's, and Mrs. Boynton's--and there seemed nothing +to be done save wait for Dan's arrival. He might be able to throw some +light on the subject--he was the last person, at any rate, who was +likely to do so. + +'You forget the girl--the girl of the portrait, I mean,' suggested Rose +quickly. Lewis frowned. + +'She disappeared, they say, just before we reached Hodinuggur. I should +like, by the way, to see the picture, if you don't mind.' + +He stood looking at it in silence for some time. + +'And that, you say, was the face of your dream?' he asked at last. + +'The face, the dress, the pot clasped so to her breast. I seem to grow +more sure of it every hour. And I am certain now it was she who said, +"I am Azîzan."' + +'That sort of certainty grows upon one unconsciously,' he replied, +after another pause. 'I confess it is odd; but you can hardly believe +it really was the potter's daughter! She has been dead these sixteen +years. You think it was her ghost, perhaps; but did George paint the +ghost?' + +Rose stood silent, her hands clasped tightly. + +'Who knows?' she said slowly. 'One knows so little. When I think of it +all--of that strange old man with his refrain, "We come and go--we come +and go," I seem to feel that odd, uncanny sense of helplessness which +one has during a storm at sea, when you realise that the waves are not +moving on at all, but rise and fall, rise and fall for ever in the same +place. It is the ship which drifts within their power, giving them +their wrecker's chance once more. And now--you will say that I am +superstitious; but I almost regret that you should bring Mr. Fitzgerald +into this business at all. You remember the potter's measure? Think of +it, and how poor George himself----' + +She paused, her eyes full of tears. + +Lewis, watching her, told himself he would never understand women-folk. +Here was a girl, overflowing with fanciful sentiment in some ways, who +yet apparently had none to spare for the one subject round which +sentiment was supposed to cling--love and marriage. In addition, here +were two women, both of whom he desired to help, and yet they were at +daggers-drawing about the best method of giving that aid. If he pleased +one, he displeased the other; and anyhow, he got no comfort out of +either. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIV + + +'Nay! thou hast given me enough, oh Mizra sahib. More than a free woman +cares to have,' said Chândni, with a shrug of her massive shoulders. +'Thou hadst thy chance to pay me fair.' + +Dalel Beg, clad in his European clothes, and perched in all the +isolation of an esteemed visitor in the cane-bottomed chair of state, +felt he would like to be on a level with those jeering lips as he used +to be at Hodinuggur. Not for the sake of desire only, or for the sake +of revenge, but for a mixture of both. As usual, the very audacity of +her wickedness fascinated him, yet, now that wickedness was directed +against himself he could have strangled her for it. + +'Pay thee! How can I pay thee,' he whimpered, 'when those low-caste +white swindlers with whom I betted will not pay what I have won? When +those white devils of women turn the place into a museum until every +Parsee in the bazaar threatens to summon me to court?' + +It was not much more than a week since he had defied Chândni in the +presence of the said white devils; but the interval had not been +pleasant. Beatrice Elflida Norma's mamma knew all about Chândni's long +years of hold on the Mizra Sahib, and he was totally unaccustomed to +the nagging of wifely jealousy. Besides, something had happened which +had opened his eyes to the danger of allowing the courtesan to have a +free hand. A proposal had been made by the Canal Department to allow +water to run permanently along the sluice-cut; the Rajah who owned the +land to the south, having spent a whole season at Simla in order to +work the oracle, and the flood having come opportunely as a warning to +the experts that it might be wise to provide a more satisfactory outlet +for the surplus water. Now, in this case, Hodinuggur, which, being for +the most part barren desert, would benefit but little by the plan, +might by judicious application of the screw make the Rajah pay for its +consent, as a considerable portion of its best land would have to be +taken up for various works. This sort of secret intrigue, these almost +endless ramifications of rights and dues, underlie the simplest +transactions in India, and are recognised by its people as an integral +part of administration. Besides, Hodinuggur itself, in lieu of +compensation for damage done--which for various reasons it had not yet +claimed, one being a delay on the part of the Rajah in paying the +promised fee for the opening of the sluice--might manage by the same +judicious diplomacy to secure some trifling hold on the water-supply; +something, in short, which might be used as a screw for the extortion +of a perpetual, if small revenue. But for this, silence as to the past +was necessary. Such considerations, to European ears, may seem almost +too fine-drawn to be worth notice; but to Dalel Beg and Chândni they +were quite the reverse, for he came from a long line of courtiers born +and bred in such intrigues; men whose trade had passed with the corrupt +courts of other days, while the memory of it survived in their title. +Diwâns of Hodinuggur; not Nawabs or Nizams, but Diwâns, that is, in +other words, prime minister. And she? Every atom of her blood came from +the veins of those who for centuries had woven a still finer net of +women's wit around the intrigues of their protectors. It is this +extraordinary strength of heredity which, in India, makes the cheap +tinkering of Western folk, who are compounded of butchers, bakers, and +candlestick makers, so exasperating to those who have eyes to see. If +English philanthropists would spend their motley benevolence on the +poor, the diseased, and the drunken of their own country, it would be +better both for it and for India, where the death-rate is no higher, +drunkenness is practically unknown, and poverty is neither unhappy nor +discontented. + +Thus Chândni and Dalel were well matched as she lolled back in her +cushions with a laugh. + +'So she spends money! Lo! since thou hast married a "_vilayeti_" wife +thou canst advertise, as the sahibs do, in the papers, that thou art +not responsible for her debts. There is no sense in stopping half way +as thou hast done. Thou shouldst have gone to a "mission" and been +baptized instead of making that half-caste girl repeat the "Kulma" on +promise that thou wouldst not in future claim the right of the faithful +to other women. Yea! yea! I know the trick.' + +'If I have,' muttered Dalel, vexed yet pleased at her boldness, her +shrewdness, 'such promises are easily broken. Divorce is easy.' + +'If thou hast money to pay the dower to her people--not when thou hast +none! Lo! 'tis a mistake to try new ways of wickedness instead of +keeping to the old ones.' + +So she dismissed him, feeling on the whole contemptuous over her +adversaries so far; the Miss Sahiba's arms had been strong, for sure, +but the men were worth nothing! nothing at all. + +Dan Fitzgerald, dangling his long legs disconsolately from Lewis +Gordon's office-table two days after, said as much himself. 'The fact +is, I ought to have killed her; only I didn't feel up to it to-day, +after my journey. Oh, you may smile, Gordon!' he went on more eagerly, +his face losing some of its dejection in his love of the extravagant, +'but it's true. That sort of woman doesn't belong to our civilised age; +and we are absolutely at a disadvantage before her. There was I, as the +mad old potter said, with a hero's measure round the chest, driven to +words and threats of a policeman. I couldn't, even at the time, but +think of that old sinner Zubr-ul-Zamân and what her chance would have +been with him--just an order, a cry, and then silence. Sure, one feels +helpless at times when one stands face to face with that old world. +What's the use of strength--what's even the use of brains nowadays +except to make money? There was I, with that woman, I give you my word, +at the end of her tether, but 'twas the hangman's rope to me if I went +a step closer, and so I didn't.' + +'If _you_ didn't,' remarked Lewis grimly, 'there isn't a civilised man +who will; so we had better try something else. Still, unless that woman +is silenced, we must face an inquiry, and then the facts of poor +Keene's death must come out. By the way, Miss Tweedie knows them, but +we have agreed to keep them, if possible, from my cousin. There seemed +no use----' + +'I'm glad of that,' interrupted Dan, with a sudden quiver of his mouth. +'I should be sorry to have that memory spoilt.' + +He was pacing up and down the room now, his hands in his pockets, the +brightness of his face absorbed as it were by a frown. + +'Gordon!' he said abruptly. 'I'd give everything I possess if I could +lay my hands on that cursed pot. Not that it would satisfy the +horse-leech's daughter unless it contained the pearls--which isn't +likely, for I believe the whole story to be a myth. But the thought +that it is somewhere visible, palpable to the meanest fool on God's +earth, is maddening. Or even if we could say to that she-devil, "do +your worst." Oh! why didn't you send that wire sooner, and save poor +George from his needless death?' + +'Why didn't you tell the truth about it at first? you might as well ask +that. It would have been better, as it turns out, if you had; but who +can tell? As it is, I'm quite ready, as I told you before, to burke +everything I can, in conscience; but, so far as I can see, it will do +no good. If that woman breaks silence, the main facts must come to +light.' + +'I wish I had killed her,' said Dan regretfully. + +'And I wish she were dead,' replied Lewis cynically, 'that is the +difference between us. You are active, I'm passive, but we don't either +of us seem to be of much use.' + +That was the honest truth, and they had to confess as much to Gwen +Boynton that afternoon. She looked a little haggard as she listened +even while she protested bravely that in her opinion the vile creature +would never dare to put her lies to the proof. So they sat and played +at cross purposes; for she could not tell them of the papers she held +in absolute disproof of what would be the first accusation, and they +wished if possible to save her from the knowledge of George Keene's +suicide. Perhaps if they had set their own feelings aside and told her +the truth, she might even then have confessed her lion's share in the +blame. But only perhaps; for she was a clever woman, capable of seeing +that her confession could do no good now, and that she had, as it were, +lost her right to save poor George from suspicion. Besides, she had +brought herself to believe in the duty of denial; for, like many +another woman, she required a really virtuous motive before she could +do a really wrong thing; in sober fact--even in her worst aberrations +from the truth--never losing hold of a fixed desire to be amiable and +estimable. To this self-deception, as was natural, Lewis Gordon's +half-hearted belief was gall and wormwood, while Dan's wholesale +confidence was balm indeed. She could not refrain from telling him so +when the former, pleading stress of work, left the latter alone with +her beside the cosy little tea-table glittering in the firelight; for +Gwen was one of those people who will never have been more comfortable +in body and soul than they are on their death-beds. + +'Now, don't spoil it all, dear, by wanting me to marry you to-morrow,' +she said half-laughing, half-crying. 'We are all too busy for such +talk, and too sad--at least I am. He was so good to me--you don't know +how good. I shall break my heart if this vile creature succeeds in +sullying his memory.' + +'It will not be your fault, dear, if she does; that is one comfort.' + +A chance shot may hit the quarry truer than the best aim, and Gwen +turned quickly towards him with a little cry. + +'Dan! you will prevent it, won't you? You are so clever, and, really, +it is for my sake as well as for his. For my sake you will, won't you?' + +'I do everything for your sake--you know that,' he answered simply. + +Gwen stared at him as if she had seen a ghost. Perhaps she did; the +ghost of a dead boy who had said those very words to her in that very +room not a month ago. + +'Gwen! what is it?' came Dan's voice sharply, anxiously. 'What is the +matter?--tell me.' + +Yes! The past was repeating itself. _He_ had begged her to tell him +also, and in her selfishness, her fear, she had yielded, and put a +needless pain into his life at its close. She would not yield again; in +denial lay her duty. + +'Nothing is the matter,' she echoed, 'save this--that you say we can do +nothing. I do not believe it. God will never let these lies prevail--He +will never let my poor lad's memory suffer--never, never!' + +If her mind could have been taken to pieces and strictly analysed as +she gave utterance to this burst of real feeling, it would have +afforded fruitful study to a whole college of psychologists. Yet the +mental condition described as 'sitting in a clothes-basket and lifting +yourself up by the handles' is quite common to humanity of both sexes, +though women are as a rule the greater adepts in the art. Mrs. Boynton +was really a firm believer in a Providence which was bound by many +promises to help the virtuous, and George, therefore, had a claim to +its assistance. The fact that Providence might possibly have appointed +her as its instrument was a totally different affair, and did not +interfere with the confused good faith and good feeling which made her +voice thrill as she went on fervently, in answer to Dan's doubtful yet +admiring face. + +'Oh, you mayn't think so--you perhaps don't believe as I do, Dan, in a +Providence "which shapes our ends, rough-hew them as we may"--you +don't----' + +'Don't I?' he asked, catching fire, as it were, more from his own +thoughts than her words. 'Oh, Gwen! my dear, it's little you know of +me, then, if you think that. Don't I see it?--who but the blind do +not--in everything? Isn't it that which makes me content to go on as +I'm doing? Gwen! it's because I know that it is bound to come--that +sooner or later you will take my hands in yours as I take yours just +now. Yes, Gwen! it's Fate--but when will it be, my dear? When will it +be?' + +She was never proof against this mood in the man, this tone in his +voice. + +'Oh, Dan!' she cried, in a petulance that was all feigned, 'didn't I +say you would be asking me to marry you to-morrow if I was so rash as +to tell you that you were a comfort to me? As if that had anything to +do with it.' + +'Sure it has everything to do with it!' replied her lover fondly. The +future, in truth, gave him few fears: it was the present, with the +chance of annoyance if that venomous woman remain unscotched in the +bazaar, which caused him anxiety. On the other hand, it was the future +over which Lewis Gordon frowned, as he sat trying to make up his mind +about his own feelings, for though the present was palpably unpleasant, +it seemed clear that the future would be worse, since they must face +the possibility of a scandal boldly in the hopes that Chândni's +story would break down; except perhaps as regarded George, and he, +poor lad, had brought it on himself. And then, when all this was over, +he--Lewis--was going to marry Mrs. Boynton. No doubt about it; for it +was too late now to judge her for that other fault--far too late. He +had condoned it with full knowledge of what he was doing, and the fact +that Rose Tweedie's subsequent scorn had awakened a tardy blame did not +alter the past. At the same time, he had an insane desire that Rose +should be brought to see this as clearly as he saw it. In fact, the +idea of talking over the matter with her, and perhaps taking her advice +upon it, had an attraction for him; and though he heaped contumely on +himself for the mere thought, it lingered insistently. It was partly +that which made him pause to knock at her sitting-room door on his way +to the drawing-room before dinner. She would be glad to have the last +news of the miserable affair, he told himself, but in his heart he knew +that was not the real reason--that he himself scarcely knew what the +reason was. Reason? there was none! Only a foolish curiosity to +understand better what this icicle of a girl meant by love. It did not +seem to hurt her, at any rate. But as he entered to see her sitting by +the fire, the reading-lamp on the table lighting up her dress, but +leaving her face in shadow, he seemed to forget all these thoughts in +the friendly confidence of her greeting. + +'I'm so glad you have come. I was wondering if you would. What news?' + +He shook his head. 'None. We have all had our chance, and failed.' + +'Not all,' she answered quickly, pointing to Azîzan's portrait, which +showed dimly above the mantelpiece against which he leant. 'You forget +the girl--she has not said her say.' + +The unreality, the strangeness of it all, struck him sharply, not for +the first time, as he replied after a pause-- + +'And never will. She is dead. Fitzgerald managed to get that out of the +woman to-day. She must have been hidden away--as a punishment, most +likely--in some dungeon of the old tower, for her dead body was found +among the ruins--by--by the old potter. Yes! I know what you are +thinking of; but that is impossible. He was always searching about, you +see, and so he was more likely than others to find anything that was to +be found. It is a coincidence, I admit; but the fact of the death seems +undoubted. The woman let it out in her anger--Fitzgerald is not a nice +cross-examiner, I expect--and tried to gloze it over afterwards. +Perhaps it is as well. That story may be best unknown.' + +'I don't agree with you,' said Rose quickly. 'I have been counting on +her help--perhaps more than I realised--and now that her chance has +gone----' The girl's eyes filled with tears, and her voice failed for a +moment, 'it seems as if we could do nothing more to save him.' + +'I'm afraid not. You see, once we begin to question outsiders we show +our hand. There is no alternative between the silence and defiance +which Gwen advocates so strongly, and a bold and open inquiry. In my +opinion it is time for the latter. You see, my cousin is not quite a +fair judge. She does not know that Fitzgerald and I have so far +concealed George Keene's suicide, and that from purely personal motives +we, or at least I, cannot have this scandal sprung by an outsider. He +would take the risk, he says; but I, in my position, conceive that it +is not my duty to do so. He, however, has suggested that we four shall +meet and talk it over finally before I take any action, so I took the +liberty of asking Gwen to come over tomorrow morning. It is +Fitzgerald's last day, and something must be done before he goes down. +I don't see the use of this meeting myself--we have all, as I said, had +our chance--but it can do no harm, and it may satisfy Gwen--and you.' + +'I am satisfied already,' she replied gently. 'You could have done no +more than you have done; I see that now.' + +'I am glad,' he began, and then stopped, realising that he was not in +the least glad of the evident finality in her meaning. Was she +contented that things should end as they had begun? Had her passionate +interest in him died down with his obedience to her orders? A sorry +reward, surely! A most perplexing result of his repentance! + +'I _shall_ be glad,' he corrected himself, almost angrily, 'when we can +get out of this muddle. Of course I have heard before of such +intrigues, but I never came in personal contact with that sort of thing +before. It is maddening. I scarcely seem to know whether we are in the +nineteenth century or the ninth. Ever since we went to Hodinuggur we +seem to have got mixed up in some antique dream; the whole thing is +absurd--scarcely credible.' + +As he spoke the dinner-bell rang, and he held the door open for her to +pass from the consideration of these things to the well-appointed table +worthy of a house in Belgravia, where the dark-skinned, white-robed +servants handed sherry with the soup, and vinegar with the salmon quite +as naturally as Jeames or John in their plush liveries. But heredity +was here also; Jeames or John's father may have been a day labourer or +a gentleman at large, but not one of these could not have answered +truthfully--'Huzoor, my father was servant to so-and-so or so-and-so in +the great mutiny time, and his father served such and such a sahib in +the Sutlej campaign, or in Cabul, or somewhere else.' Faithfulness or +unfaithfulness to salt being, of course, a different question; though +that also might possibly be one of heredity. Such thoughts strike one +sometimes after years of complacent blindness, and on this evening they +increased the sense of unreality which had already taken possession of +Lewis Gordon. Nor did a remark of Colonel Tweedie's on his daughter's +improved looks during the past few days amend matters. He felt that he +might be living in that twenty-ninth century, when humanity may +reasonably be supposed to have educated itself out of some frailties +as, in the necessary glance at the young lady's face required by +decorous assent, he met a perfectly unconscious, happy smile, so full +of friendly confidence, that a positive gladness glowed at his heart +that she should be content with him. + +Nevertheless he made one more effort to get back finally to the +every-day world by riding over to the Club after dinner and listening +to the gossip of the day. But there was nothing wrong with the world; +it was going on, he found, as usual. He played a game or two of pool, +talked gravely with Major Davenant over some new rules intended to +prevent such another fiasco as the last race-meeting, heard the latest +official canards, and listened more patiently than usual to some +boys--who had to go down from leave next day--bemoaning the general +beastliness of the country as a residence for an English gentleman. It +was only, so the verdict ran, fit for niggers. + +Yet even this demonstration that life in the main was commonplace as +usual, did not restore Lewis Gordon's general indifference. And the +knowledge that this was so made him more than ever determined to carry +his point when next morning the four met in Rose Tweedie's room, to +settle the course of events. + +The rain after a downpour during the night had ceased, or, perhaps, had +become too light to make its way through the thick white mist which had +settled down like cotton-wool upon everything, blotting out the world. +There was not a breath of air, not a sound save occasionally a soft +pit-pat, as the vapour condensing on the roof dropped into the hearts +of the rain lilies which fringed the verandah with their upturned +orange cups. Yet it was neither dark nor dull as on a cloudy day. The +whiteness of the mist was almost luminous, and through the wide-set +windows sent a faint glow, like that from newly-fallen snow, on the +faces of poor George Keene's four friends, and showed still more +clearly on the even surface of Azîzan's portrait as it stood upon the +mantel-shelf. Rose stood beside it, looking beyond everything in the +room, beyond the row of orange lilies, into the cotton-wool mist which +seemed bent on suffocating the house and its inhabitants. There was +silence in the room--the silence which comes to a discussion when the +last objection has palpably fallen through, and a conclusion absolutely +satisfactory to no one seems inevitable. Gwen, a flush of excitement on +her cheek, lay back among the cushions of her easy-chair, nervously +turning and twisting the rings upon her fingers. Dan Fitzgerald, who +was seated close beside her, had evidently been the last to speak, and +was now leaning towards her, his eyes fixed with kindly encouragement +and sympathy on her face. Lewis Gordon, apart from the others, +his elbows resting on the table, looked half regretful, half +resentful,--the look of a man who knows he must take the initiative in +a singularly disagreeable duty. + +At last through the silence came Rose Tweedie's voice reluctantly, yet +with a sort of challenge in it: 'I suppose that is settled, and that we +can none of us suggest any other reason why we should delay longer?' + +'I have told you before,' broke in Mrs. Boynton, 'that I have every +reason to believe that no action will be taken by the woman; that she +will never court inquiry.' + +'I did not mean that,' replied Rose, still with the same note in her +voice. 'I meant that if none of us have any further knowledge beyond +what we have already discussed, then Mr. Gordon's plan for a private +yet open inquiry with my father's knowledge seems best. I, for one, +have none. I know nothing, absolutely nothing, in favour of delay. +Nothing that would prevent the possible danger to George Keene's +memory.' + +Lewis Gordon followed fast on her words in swift, vexed comprehension +of her challenge. + +'I fancy we are all able to say the same, Miss Tweedie. If we agree, I +may have to speak of something I should not otherwise mention, but it +is no reason for delay. On the contrary, it is a reason why open +inquiry will be the safest, even for George Keene's memory. I know +nothing better;--I wish I did.' + +'Nor I,' said Dan Fitzgerald, then paused, and rising from his chair +crossed to the open door, whence he looked out, as Rose had done, +beyond the rain lilies to the mist. 'I know better than any of you what +poor George was; I know better than any of you what he did. If this is +settled, I, too, will have to tell something to his credit; something +that will make inquiry the better for him. Yet I'd give all I possess +to save the necessity for it. But I'm lost,'--he stretched his hands +out impulsively into the mist--'lost, as one might be out yonder--lost, +as the lad's own explanation is lost in the mystery of death. It's hard +to say so, George, but I can't help it.' + +He spoke as if to some one out of sight, and Gwen Boynton sate up +suddenly, nervously, with a scared look in her eyes. + +'I think you are all wrong,' she said querulously. 'The woman must know +that proof is against her story; but you will not believe it, and so I +cannot help it. I cannot, indeed.' + +Her voice died away to a sort of sigh, and she sank back again, +clasping her hands tightly together. Rose let hers fall from its grip +on the mantel-shelf. Dan's tall figure leant more loosely against the +lintel, and Lewis Gordon mechanically turned the pages of a book lying +beside him on the table. The tension was over, and the relief of +decision, even of helpless decision, held them silent in the silence +for the moment. They had done their best. They had played their part in +the strange play. + +Then suddenly out of the mist came a quavering, chanting voice-- + + + 'It was a woman seeking something + Through day and night----' + + +'Listen!' cried Dan, his face ablaze. Rose's hand went up again to the +picture hurriedly, and Lewis started to his feet; only Gwen looked from +one to the other bewildered: + + + 'O'er hill and dale seeking for something.' + + +The voice grew clearer as if the singer was toiling up the unseen path +below the lilies. + + + 'Foul play! foul play!--look down and decide.' + + +'The mad potter!' cried Dan, with wonder in his tone. + +'Azîzan! it is her turn at last,' cried Rose, with a hush in hers, +which sent a thrill through Lewis Gordon--though he only said +prosaically-- + +'I'll go and see who it is.' + +But Dan had forestalled the thought, and, vaulting the railings, had +disappeared into the mist, whence they could hear him hallooing down +the path to the unseen singer as they stood waiting by the lilies. Then +came a quick greeting, a low reply, and so, clearer and clearer--though +they could see nothing--every syllable of eager questioning and slow +answer until, as if from behind a veil, the strange couple stepped into +sight--Dan, eager, excited, towering above the bent, deprecating figure +of the old potter. + +They had heard so much, those three in the verandah, that Rose without +a pause could step forward and strike at the very root of the matter +with the question, 'What is it? What is it that you want of me?' + +The shifty, light eyes settled on her face with a look of relief before +the old man bent to touch her feet. + +'Mâdr-mihrbân,' he said. 'Mâdr-mihrbân--that is well!' + +He was still breathless from his swift climb beside Dan's long stride, +and, as he straightened himself again, his long supple fingers, busied +already about a knotted corner in the cotton shawl folded round him, +trembled visibly. + +'Lo, I sent it before,' he went on in low excuse; 'but it returned, as +all things return at Hodinuggur. Then she was vexed and could not rest. +"Send it back! send it back," she cried all night long. Pity of God! +what a fever; but now she sleeps sound----' He paused, to fumble closer +at the knot. + +'You mean Azîzan, your daughter?' suggested Rose softly, while the +others stood silent, listening and looking, the whole world seeming to +hold nothing for them save this tall girl with her bright, eager face, +and that bent old man trying to undo a knot. + +'Huzoor--Azîzan!' came the quavering voice. 'I looked for her so often +till the Mâdr-mihrbân came. Then I found her with the pot clasped to +her breast, but the bad dreams would not let her sleep. "It is not +mine; it is hers." It kept her awake always. So when I found her +again, lying asleep by the river with it still in her bosom, I said to +myself, "I will not set a writing on it, and put it in the box with a +slit as I did last time, trusting it to God knows who, after the new +fashion. I will take it myself in the old fashion and give it to the +Mâdr-mihrbân's own hands, and pray her hold it fast so it return not to +wake the child; for she sleeps sound at last in the dust of her +father's."' + +The knot was undone. The shaking fingers held the Ayôdhya pot for a +second, the white glare of the mist shining in a broad blaze of light +upon its intense glowing blue. The next it had slipped from the +potter's hand and lay in fragments on the ground! + +Still fragments of sapphire colour--moving fragments of milky white, +rolling hither and thither like drops of dew on a leaf seeking a +resting-place for their round lustre. + +Pearls!--the Hodinuggur pearls! + +And Gwen's voice, with a triumphant ring in it, became articulate above +the old man's cry of distress and the low exclamations of the others. + +'So Azîzan stole them, after all!' + +Rose turned on her sharply. 'Who knows. This much is certain, she has +brought them back, and saved George when we could not.' + +'Yes! she has saved him,' assented Dan; 'we have that she-devil on the +hip now!' + +Lewis Gordon stood silent a moment; he had grown very pale. 'You are +both right, I expect,' he said quietly. 'It settles--everything.' + +Gwen drew a long breath of relief, but Rose seemed lost in thought. + +'No! not everything,' she said absently, half to herself. 'It does not +tell us why George shot himself.' + +She scarcely knew she spoke aloud; she had forgotten everything but the +dead boy. + +'_Shot himself!_, The words came back to her in a sort of cry. '_Shot +himself!_ What do you mean? What does she mean?' + +Gwen stood as if petrified before those regretful faces. Then, as the +truth struck at her, beating down her shield of self-deception, she +turned at last, forgetful of all else, to the shelter of Dan's kind +arms. 'Dan! Dan! it isn't true--it can't be true! say it isn't true.' + +He drew her closer to him, looking down into her agonised face with a +perfect passion of tenderness and kissed it; forgetful in his turn, of +everything save that she had come to him at last. + +'It is true, my darling; he did it to save me and you. Gwen! Gwen! it +wasn't your fault--My God! she has fainted!' + +'I'm sorry,' began Rose, feeling paralysed by surprise, but Dan's kind +smile was ready even in his distress. + +'Don't worry. It's best over, for I must have told her. You see we have +been engaged for years, and George knew it. If I carry her to your +room, Miss Rose, she will be better there. 'Tis the shock, and she was +so fond of him, dear heart.' + +Lewis Gordon, left alone in the verandah while another man before his +very eyes carried off the woman to whom he supposed himself to be +engaged, felt that the world had broken loose from its foundations +altogether. So that was the explanation! And then a low murmur of +moaning from the potter arrested his attention, which, as is so often +the case after a shock, had lost its airt and become vagrant. + +The old man, still crouched beside the fragments of the Ayôdhya pot, +was rocking himself backwards and forwards, and muttering to himself, +'She will be angry; the Mâdr-mihrbân will be angry, and then Azîzan +will not sleep.' + +Lewis walked up to him and laid his hand reassuringly on the thin, bent +shoulders. 'I don't think the Mâdr-mihrbân will be angry. I'm almost +sure she won't.' His own words made him smile, until, as he looked at +the old man's shifty, bright eyes raised to his doubtfully, he +remembered the young sad face which George had painted. 'And Azîzan is +asleep,' he said gently; 'she will not wake again.' + +As he stooped to gather up the jewels his eyes were dim with unwonted +tears--why, he scarcely knew. + +When Rose came back ten minutes after, leaving Gwen to Dan's kind +consolations, she found Lewis leaning over the railings looking at the +rain lilies through his eyeglass as if it had been a microscope. He +turned to her with the air of a man who has made up his mind. + +'You thought I was engaged to my cousin, Miss Tweedie,' he said. 'So +did I. Apparently I was mistaken. So let us set that aside, once and +for all, and think over more important matters. There is no lack of +other surprises, thank Heaven.' + +The semi-cynicism of his words did not sit ill on him, and Rose +recognised that he had certainly chosen the most dignified way out of +the difficulty. At the same time it left her free, unexpectedly free, +to consider the position as an outsider, and all involuntarily, yet +naturally enough, her first thought expressed itself in words: + +'I wonder what father will say?' + +This was too much both for temper and dignity, fortunately, also for +humour. He gave her one indignant look, then relaxed into a smile. + +'Really, Miss Tweedie, in this Comedy of Errors I am only responsible +for my part; and that, believe me, is rather a sorry one.' + + + + + CHAPTER XXV + + +Whether Lewis Gordon spoke truth or not regarding the part he had to +play, there could be no doubt that Dan found his anything but sorry. A +subdued sort of radiance softened yet brightened the man as he came out +to ask Rose for the loan of her _dandy_, Mrs. Boynton being anxious to +get home as soon as possible. There seemed no need for words; the +situation explained itself, and even Lewis, looking at his rival's +eager face, could not help acknowledging that Dan was more likely to +give Gwen the support she evidently needed than he was. Besides, the +sudden change for the future seemed lost sight of in that, which the +opportune arrival of the Ayôdhya pot had on the present, and on +Chândni's impudent claim. It was of course clear evidence against the +truth of the story so far as Gwen was concerned, but whether it would +prevent the woman raking up the true facts of George Keene's death, out +of sheer wanton malice, was another thing. Lewis felt himself rather +helpless before the phenomenon of such a nature as hers, and confessed +as much when Dan came racing back, breathless and excited after seeing +Mrs. Boynton safely home, for a council of war. He brought a quick +decision and intuition with him. The sluice had been opened by +treachery of course, and now that he was free to speak of his +engagement, Dan told the story of the open locket, which to him seemed +proof-positive that George had voluntarily taken the blame on himself +when thrown off his balance by the discovery that the happiness of the +man and the woman he loved best in the world depended on Dan's getting +his promotion. How the sluice had been opened was another matter. +Chândni had always said by means of a key made after an impression sent +from Simla; but this was manifestly impossible unless some servant had +done it. Indeed he had never paid much attention to this assertion, for +the woman in making it had contradicted herself more than once, and +evidently had no definite story as to how the impression had been +secured. In his own mind he had decided that the key itself had been +stolen from the boy while he slept so heavily, and that the knowledge +that this was so had had the lion's share in bringing about his +self-sacrifice. So that even if the real facts came out, nothing beyond +carelessness could be laid to George's charge, now that the potter was +there to prove that Azîzan had had the Ayôdhya pot all the time, and +that they were there to prove that the pearls had remained in the pot. +So much for Chândni and the only possible cause of further action--a +woman's wanton cruelty. For the rest, the old Diwân was dead, Khush-hâl +seemed to be out of it, and Dalel had everything to lose and nothing to +gain by a scandal. Finally, these intrigues were always as a house of +cards; remove one support and the whole structure disappeared. + +'Nevertheless,' said Dan, looking across the table with a grim smile, +'I'm not going to take you down as a witness to my interview with that +she-devil this afternoon. You are too fine for the work, and that's the +fact.' + +'Can I lend you anything peculiarly barbaric in the way of a knife?' +asked Lewis. 'I've a Malay crease in my room which fills most people +with terror, though personally I should funk a woorâli dart more than +anything.' + +'Ah! you may jeer; but 'tis true. Sure! our fineness is at the bottom +of half our mistakes in this country. Even in our kindness we treat +these people as we would like to be treated ourselves--a poor +philanthropy compared to treating them as they would like to be +treated. And when we come to mere justice! Why, we might as well give a +child who has disobeyed his mother the right to appeal against her in +court. What chance would the child have to begin with, and then what +good would it do? and what good is our complicated system of procedure +save to put power into the hands of the educated few who naturally +clamour for more? But there! This has nothing to do with Chândni. She +wouldn't care a tinker's dam for what you'd say to her, because you +would be regulating yourself by codes and sections instead of by the +way she is made. I won't. I don't mind stooping to her level to get my +will. So let me go with the old mad potter and his eyes, and see if +between us we can't make a settlement. And then, please God, we will +have done with the whole bad dream from beginning to end. So if you +have three thousand rupees you can spare on a loan, I'll just have them +handy in my pocket as a salve to her wounded feelings when I've got my +own way.' + +What really happened at the interview Dan resolutely refused to say. On +his return from the bazaar he asked for a whisky and soda and a hot +bath to take the taste of it out of soul and body. Yet he returned +triumphantly with a written declaration signed by Chândni, stating that +she herself had stolen the key from George while he slept. + +'It isn't true, of course,' said Dan with a rueful look at Lewis, 'but +upon my soul, no one could tell if it is, or not. My mind seemed a vast +cobweb with lines going everyway into the outside world, but all +beginning in that woman, and the only way was to smash through it. She +has done worse things--that's one comfort. Maybe the pearls should have +gone back to Hodinuggur direct, but she will make her bargain there, +never fear, and by God they deserve----' + +He broke out then with curses into the tale of Azîzan's birth, which it +seemed had been his strong card--that and the potter's eyes. He had +played the one against the other till he wormed the story out of his +enemy, while the old man waited below, ready, if Dan failed to be told +the truth, to bring his evil glance to bear on the question. That fear +had really settled the matter; she had acknowledged the part Azîzan had +played in bringing her plans to naught, and confessed the wisdom of +dancing to a different tune in the future. + +'We parted on the best of terms. She offered me cinnamon tea and +fritters, and I took some as a sign of peace,' said Dan with a shudder. +'And now I must be off and tell poor Gwen 'tis all settled for ever.' +He lingered a moment as he rose, to add with a half shy, half happy +smile, 'Were you very much surprised, old man?' + +'Very,' replied Lewis with dignity. But Dan still lingered. + +'I wonder what on earth the Colonel will say?' he remarked +apprehensively after a pause. + +Then Lewis laughed; he could not help it. And actually the idea of +playing second fiddle to Colonel Tweedie's disappointment in the eyes +of the world, helped him materially in the interview which he had with +his cousin next morning. Even without this, however, he would have +felt it difficult to be severe, for he found her full of remorse and +self-abasement; rather vague, perhaps, but still real. She would never +forgive herself, she said, not so much for her indecision about Dan, +for she had always loved him, and Lewis was well quit of her selfish +regard. No! it was about poor George! She had sided with Simla in +turning the boy's head, she had made too much of him and behaved most +unwisely--really Lewis must let her say what she knew to be true--she +had been over friendly, over confidential, and had asked him to do too +much for her. All this and his foolish fancy about being the keeper of +Dan's conscience, of which the latter had told her, had been too much +for the dear, dear, lad's kind, sensitive heart. Then the terrible +home-coming after all the pleasure and spoiling! Was not that enough, +more than enough, to upset the balance? She was so insistent on this +point that Lewis had to confess his assent to it, and finally went away +feeling that she had more heart than he had given her credit for in the +past, and that he might even be in a measure responsible for not having +appealed to this better nature while he had the chance. Dan seemed to +have done it successfully, for she had evidently given up all thoughts +of a mercenary marriage. He understood her, she said plaintively, he +knew her faults and yet he loved her; while Lewis--he must excuse her +for saying so--had always treated her as if she had no heart, no +sentiment; had always committed the unpardonable mistake of making her +remember that she did not love him. Of course she had behaved +abominably to everybody--far worse than they would allow, for they were +all too good for her--but in the future she would have Dan, who was a +tower of strength to her. + +In fact, like many another woman of her type--many a man also--Gwen +Boynton had taken refuge from the greater remorse in the lesser one--if +indeed there was a greater one?--if indeed the real limit of her +sinning had not been that over-confidence to which she had confessed. +Not in detail truly; still she _had_ confessed it with tears to Dan, +and he had forgiven her _en masse_; as, no doubt, he would forgive in +detail if she had thought it right to tell him what she had told +George. But what right had she to put this pain into another man's +life, or speak of that vague fear which even Chândni's confession of +having stolen the key would not smother utterly? It would be worse than +foolish! it would be wicked; and this dreadful doubt was her cross, her +punishment, which she thoroughly deserved for doing as she had done. +And when she had got thus far, remorse was once more in a clear open +channel where it could spread itself out and lose its chill under the +sunshine of Dan's kind consolations. + +Thus it really turned out that, after all, the person most upset by the +unexpected _dénouement_ of affairs was Colonel Tweedie. + +'Engaged for years,' he said angrily, in reply to his daughter's +information. 'Well! I am surprised. A most extraordinary proceeding +which er--er--complicates--the--er--If you had said "of late," I +might have seen some sense in it, for during the last week or so even +Gordon, who is generally to be relied upon, has been absent over his +work--er--not to say--er--somewhat negligent. And of course being his +cousin--the--er--interest----' + +Rose hastened to confess that the engagement had only, as it were, been +a definite one during--here she hesitated a little--the last few days. +Which tribute to his perspicacity soothed the Colonel's dignity, and +encouraged him to further ventures in the seer's path by a suggestion +that no doubt his daughter's improved appetite and appearance, which he +had observed during the same period, was due to the proverbial interest +which women took in the matrimonial affairs of their neighbours. Though +for his part he must say that the friendly admiration he had had for +Mrs. Boynton had been very considerably impaired by--er--the lack of +judgment she had displayed in engaging herself to an assistant +engineer, a man whose promotion, he believed, could not possibly come +before the following July--if then. He went off to consult the +departmental lists with portentous gloom, leaving his daughter +defenceless before the truth. Certainly she had been much happier since +Lewis had known her feeling for him, and what is more, Mrs. Boynton's +decision in favour of Dan was a great relief in one way, though in +another it was disturbing--confusing; for despite her theories Rose +felt that the fact of his freedom to make other ties did make a +difference in her relations with Lewis Gordon. It ought not to do so, +of course; she was angry with herself for admitting the fact, but she +was totally unable to juggle with realities, or escape, crablike, from +a difficulty sideways. No thought of marriage or what she was pleased +to call sentimental rubbish had marred the self-forgetfulness of that +unpremeditated appeal she had made to her belief in him. No such +thought existed even now, and that the fear of it should creep in was +intolerable, absurd. No! she must feign the virtue of unconsciousness, +even if she had it not, and by an increase of friendly confidence, +combined with a strict attention to prose, prevent the awkwardness of +the position from falling on innocent Lewis, and show him clearly that +the altered situation had made no change in her, yet was not expected +to make any change in him. Only by these means could she show him, what +was really the truth, that her past avowal of interest was not mere +sentiment. + +Lewis, for his part, also tackled the position with a boldness which he +had denied to himself while he was still engaged to his cousin, still +smarting under the curiously mixed sensations which the knowledge of +the girl's real feelings had aroused. Then he had felt bound to +conventional modes of thought, and, to tell truth, had been more or +less afraid lest on inquiry a sentimental love for Rose might pop up +somewhere like a Jack-in-the-box. For her confession had affected him +in a perfectly incomprehensible way, and the only other explanation of +it he had been loth to admit, since it ran counter to all his pet +theories. What feeling could there be between a man and a woman save +the one feeling? This warmth at his heart when he thought of her +praise, this pain at the thought of her blame, could only be the old, +old story; and yet he had been in love before, and this was not the +same experience. Well, it might be milk-food suited to babes and women, +but it was not strong meat for strong men; withal it was strangely +satisfying, strangely final, so that when a return to commonplace diet +became possible, he found himself in two minds about taking to it. She +evidently had but one; she evidently had given him all she intended to +give, and the only return he could make was by showing her that he did +understand this, and that he did not think it necessary to salve over +her wounded modesty by making love to her. Wounded modesty! The very +thought seemed an insult. He could not agree with her theories +altogether, but he could at least respect them. + +So for the next month, while Gwen was slowly recovering her shock, and +all Simla was divided into factions over the surprise of her engagement +to penniless Dan Fitzgerald, a very pretty little comedy was being +enacted in the big house where Rose, as hostess, treated Lewis Gordon +as a friend, and he returned the compliment in kind. There was +absolutely no humbug, no effort about it at all. They were not in love +with each other, they were not restless or moody or excited, but +absolutely content and happy with things as they were. A state of +affairs accentuated by the relief from anxiety, the improving weather +and the charming gaiety and _verve_ of the society in which they lived. + +Thus it happened that Rose Tweedie had her chance of being wooed in the +only possible way in which girls of her type can be wooed. One sees +dozens of them nowadays in society; one will see more and more year by +year, as the unnatural disproportion in the number of the sexes tends +to intensify the present seclusion of the nicest girls from the men. It +is not the fault of the latter. In a bevy of several hundred young +ladies, the fortunate possessor of the handkerchief naturally throws it +at some of those who press forward into individuality, or at some fair +face which even a crush cannot hide. So the choice for a wife falls on +beauty or brass. The latter may be too hard a term, yet the girls who +are likely to make the most faithful wives, the most devoted mothers, +are not those who are the readiest to attract and assent. On the +contrary they do not fall in love, and men have no time to give them +friendship. Friendship! They are engaged--nay, married--before the mere +thought of such a thing crops up. + +So the younger generation of women is rapidly dividing itself into the +girls who dress and the girls who don't dress. In other words, those +willing to attract men by one certain if seamy side of their natures, +and those who are not willing. Who does not know the opposite extremes +of these two factions? The girl who forces you instinctively to think +of a looking-glass, and the girl who makes you wonder if there be such +a thing in her room. The girl with not a hair out of place, and the +girl with a hiatus between her soul and her body, as the feminine +phrase runs. Rose belonged outwardly to neither factions, yet in her +heart she strenuously resented the old-fashioned theory that marriage +was the larger half of a man's life and the whole of a woman's. +Truthfully, though she was three-and-twenty, she had never felt the +slightest desire to marry anybody, not even Lewis, and she felt in +consequence proportionally grateful to him for behaving, at any rate, +as if he believed the fact. + +Yet, even so, they sometimes found each other out, as for instance one +day when he came back from his cousin's full of unexpected news. Dan +Fitzgerald had sent in his resignation to the Department, and accepted +an offer of employment from Australia. + +'I'm as glad,' said Lewis heartily, 'as if I had had the chance myself; +partly because I couldn't make anything of it! Brown--that is the man +who has wired for him--was out here contracting one of the big railway +bridges. A bloated mechanic; began life as a riveter sort of fellow, +but with a knack of making money and a keen eye beyond belief. I +remembered his telling me that Dan was too good for us, and that if +ever he came across a job in which he wanted help, he would try and +steal him. This is some huge irrigation scheme--private--down South. If +Dan succeeds, and he will if any one can, there will be millions in +it.' + +'I suppose your cousin is delighted?' said Rose. + +'Gwen? Never saw a woman more relieved in my life. For, mind you, +though she is awfully fond of Dan--fonder than I personally should have +thought she could have been of any one--the idea of the poverty was +telling on her. You know it is absurd to think of her as an assistant +engineer's wife. It is really not an environment in which she was +likely to shine, and when all is said and done on the romantic side +people ought to consider surroundings in making a settlement for life. +Besides, I am sure she is relieved to get away from us all and make a +fresh start. She feels it more than I should have expected.' + +'Mr. Gordon,' said Rose suddenly, 'I'm very sorry I judged her so +harshly that--that time. I've wanted to say so often; but _then_ it +seemed foolish. As if it could have mattered what I said or thought.' + +'I don't think it did really matter,' he replied frankly. 'Rather the +other way round, I expect. Yet I doubt if you did judge her as harshly +as she judges herself now; so it is far better she should leave all +these associations behind. If he and she had had to go inspecting at +Hodinuggur, or even if she had to meet Dalel Beg and his wife--did I +tell you I saw her at the vice-regal squash yesterday, a perfect child +in the most awful get-up?--why, then, it would revive the old affair. +And if, by chance'--he paused a moment--'One never knows what mayn't +crop up, and Dan is a queer chap in some ways. He works by instincts, +as it were, and hitherto they have led him right. If they didn't, and +he found it out, I don't know what mightn't happen. He is not what I +call a very safe man unless he is successful. So they are both lucky to +get out of the uncongenial atmosphere which Government service is to +him and poverty is to her. They start in smooth water, and I must buy +my wedding-present, for they are to be married next month. + +'So soon?' + +'He has to leave at once. The wedding is to be at Rajpore after we all +go down. No bridesmaids, and I'm best man. If you want to know the +wedding dress, ask Gwen; she is sure to have settled it long ago. Women +always do.' + +'I haven't,' protested Rose hastily. 'I shall be married in my +every-day things.' + +She tried hard to be grave while Lewis roared with laughter, but in the +end she joined in the joke against herself. For they never quarrelled +now. What was there to quarrel about? + +It was on another of these pleasant peaceful days, that he came to +lunch, with the news that Dalel Beg was even now detaining her father +by abject apologies for past old-style misdemeanours at Hodinuggur, and +profuse promises that in future it would be the abode of all the +civilised virtues. Khush-hâl Beg it appeared had died of apoplexy, +brought on no doubt by the unrestrained orgies with which the fat man +had celebrated his accession, and in consequence Dalel was king. + +'I don't quite understand it all,' he said thoughtfully. 'He is a fool, +and yet he is playing his cards well. Do you know, I shouldn't be at +all surprised to hear that Chândni was back again as chief adviser. She +is a very clever woman. It seems that there is a scheme on foot for +establishing stud farms or grazing paddocks for Government remounts. It +is supposed to be cheaper and better in the end to buy them as +yearlings and let them run loose, instead of being tethered heels, +heads, and tails, in native fashion. And as the water supply is to be +constant at Hodinuggur now, Dalel proposes that Government should +utilise some of his waste land there, and put him in charge, or partly +in charge. Of course it would bring him in a steady income if he gets +his finger in the pie.' + +'He ought to get nothing,' interrupted Rose hastily; 'I believe he was +at the bottom of all that intrigue. We shall never know what went on +exactly, but there was intrigue, and that sort of thing should be +punished.' + +'Undoubtedly; but as I said before, Dalel is a fool--except about a +horse. It was the old man and Chândni; they belonged to that age. This +man tries to break the Ten Commandments in two languages, and misses +the idiom in both. But he does know the points of a horse, and as +Government must keep up these old families and try to civilise them, it +is as well to get some work out of them.' + +'Hodinuggur civilised! I can't imagine it,' echoed Rose. 'When I think +of the old potter, and that mirrored room on the roof--of Azîzan and +the Ayôdhya pot--it seems like some old dream of life into which we +nineteenth century folk strayed by mistake.' + +'With disastrous results,' put in Lewis thoughtfully. 'Well! with half +the _dramatis personæ_ of the play dead, and the other half married, it +ought to have come to an end now like a decently behaved melodrama. Not +a very moral one, I'm afraid, Miss Tweedie, and virtue must be its own +reward.' + +'What do you mean?' she asked. + +'You and I have been left out of the prizes altogether; but then, as +the potter said, we didn't belong to his world.' + +'I wish you had not reminded me of that scene,' she interrupted +hastily. 'I cannot help thinking of how Mr. Fitzgerald sat smiling at +me while the old man measured him; just as George did when he measured +himself, and he is dead.' + +'What a woman you are when all is said and done!' he replied, smiling +at her. 'Still I do think that poetic justice has not been meted out +all round. Gwen, for instance, has everything she wants, and I am out +in the cold.' + +'Do you feel out in the cold?' asked Rose aggressively. + +He hastened to assure her that on the contrary he was quite warm and +comfortable, but in spite of this the conversation languished till +Colonel Tweedie came in, full of his intention of recommending Dalel +Beg's plan strongly to the authorities. + +To call it Dalel Beg's was, however, as Lewis Gordon had suspected, to +credit that gentleman with too much sense. It was Chândni's. When Dan +Fitzgerald had left her after partaking in friendly fashion of cinnamon +tea, she had put the pearls away in a safe place, and set herself, as +she had been doing ever since she came to Simla, to amuse herself. She +had looked after Dan as he rode away without the least malice, saying +that there was a man indeed; one of the old sort like the Diwâns. If he +had had her in the old days, say at Hodinuggur, there would just have +been one order, and then silence. She nodded her head and smiled over +the thought. But now she had three thousand rupees and the pearls. She +could not sell them of course, could not at present let any one know +she had them. They were too well known, these Hodinuggur pearls, for +Chândni to traffic in them without fear of being accused of theft. By +and by, perhaps, she might trade them off on Dalel; but nothing of that +sort was safe as long as Khush-hâl was alive. So long too, as they +thought the mem had them they would not dare to move in the matter, now +that there was all this talk of a permanent water-supply; for Chândni, +in the wooden-balconied house at Simla, heard all the latest talk, and +had quite a bevy of respectable native gentlemen who drank sherbets at +her expense. She heard also from a friend at court of this taking up of +waste land, and as she listened to all the stir of intrigue after this +thing and that thing, felt a pang of regret for that vanished dream of +some day being a motive power in Hodinuggur. This court-life was as +the breath of her nostrils, and if she had been in the place of that +half-caste girl down in the house with the dahlias, she would not have +been half starved and beaten; for if bazaar rumour said sooth, Dalel +Beg had carried his occidental estimate of the marriage-tie to this +almost incredible length. + +Then one day, after a rich Hindu contractor had roused her wrath by +claiming her more or less as his special property, by reason of the +money he had chosen to lavish on her, came the news of Khush-hâl Beg's +death in the odour of court sanctity. She could imagine it all down in +the ruined palace out in the desert--the old ways, the old etiquette; +poverty-stricken may be, yet still courtly. And why, in these pushing +days when fat pigs like that Hindu made money, should they remain +poverty-stricken? yet even so, it was better in a way to be Chândni of +Hodinuggur, than Chândni of a bazaar, especially as one grew older. + +That same afternoon a patchwork-covered dhooli went jolting down to the +house with the dahlias, which was a miserable spot now; deserted, +forlorn. A miserable room also, whence the indignant Parsees had reft +the French clocks and the _bric-à-brac_. A most miserable pair of women +too, reduced to cooking their own food at the drawing-room fire, lest +their over-looking neighbours might see them in the degradation of the +cook-room--since the deepest degradation of all in Eurasian eyes is to +be servantless. + +'Don't be a fool,' said Chândni to Mrs. D'Eremao's shrill abuse, as the +former walked in upon them unceremoniously, and, squatting down, went +on calmly chewing betel. 'You have nothing to do with the business. +But, if she is wise, she will listen.' Beatrice Elflida Norma looked at +her shrewdly and said, 'Be quiet, mamma, there is no harm in hearing +what she has to say.' + +It was not much, but to the point. No doubt, if they appealed to +English justice, they could force the Diwân to support his wife. But +how? At Hodinuggur under lock and key. It would not be nice, and +Chândni had tales to tell which made Mrs. D'Eremao's hair stand on her +head even while she protested that _she_ was a freeborn British +subject. Doubtless; but then they must give up all hopes of the +position for which the girl had married such an atrocity. (Here +Beatrice Elflida dissolved into tears.) Besides, that was not the way +to treat a Mohammedan gentleman, an offshoot of the great Moghuls; but +_she_ knew how to treat him, and for a consideration, was quite willing +to use her influence with Dalel to set things straight. She did not +want him, and had flouted his proposals of peace a dozen times, but she +was quite ready, _for this consideration_, to make herself useful. +Briefly, that consideration was a free hand if she could get it, no +cabals against her position, and an assignment, in case of Dalel's +death, of a good slice of that state pension, which, in such case, +would be given to the wife. If there were children, so much the better, +since the pension would be larger. In addition, they had to remember +that refusal would not amend the position, since Dalel would no doubt +bribe her back in some other way. + +So a week after this, her Highness Beatrice Elflida Norma of +Hodinuggur's name appeared on the list of donors to a certain Fund, +opposite no less a sum than one thousand rupees, and she herself +appeared at the next viceregal squash in full native costume, with her +hair quite straight, and many shades darker in colour. She sat and +talked affably to a stout English matron about her husband's great +desire to assimilate the lives of Indian women more closely to those of +their European sisters; so that, on her return home, the stout English +matron mentioned to her stout English husband, who happened to be a +Commissioner, that the Hodinuggur creature seemed to have ideas and +should be encouraged. + +And that evening, Dalel said to Chândni, ere he left the little +balconied room where so many grave and reverend gossip-mongers sat +drinking sherbet, 'Thou wilt return to Hodinuggur as thou hast +promised.' + +'I will return; but not as before. I am free to come and go. And see +that thou pay me back that thousand rupees out of the first batch of +horses. Else Chândni goes, never to come again.' + + + + + CHAPTER XXVI + + +It was a hot October. The rains coming early had stopped early, giving +Lewis Gordon and Rose that charming sunshiny month on the Hills, of +which mention has been made. A whole month of almost idyllic happiness +and content. + +And now, after the usual hiatus of a visit or two for Rose _en route_, +and a hasty tour for her father round some outlying canals, they had +settled down for the cold-weather life at Rajpore. Perhaps it was only +the rather unusual heat which made it seem less pleasing than usual to +at least two of the party. And this was more evident to Lewis Gordon +than to the girl, since she had the occupation and distraction of +preparing for Gwen's approaching marriage. Naturally, it was to be +a great function, for, while her admirers were legion, Dan's friends +were many; besides, as everybody admitted, the bride and bridegroom +alone would be worth going to see, worth remembering as a pattern +pair of lovers. So the Tweedies were lending their house for the +breakfast--which was to be a real breakfast, since the marriage was to +take place so as to allow of a start by the cool morning mail; the +regiment was lending its band for the wedding-march, and, on this tepid +October afternoon, every garden in the place was sending white +oleanders and hibiscus to the odd octagon church which had once been a +Mohammedan tomb. Nay more! one devoted though disappointed lover far +down by some distant canal had sent, by special messenger, a great +basket of belated white lotus lilies, with a request that they might be +trodden on by the bride's happy feet. + +Gwen, as she bent over this offering, sniffing at the faint almond +scent of the huge, jewelled flowers, was a gracious sight to look upon. +She had quite recovered herself, and in sober truth felt absolutely +content. 'How nice of the dear thing!' she murmured sweetly. + +And so it was; very nice. One might give it another epithet and say it +was almost heroic. But of this Gwen Boynton had no conception, and +never would have one. That side of human nature, its passion, its +tears, its temptations, its triumphs, had been left out of her +composition. She roused it in others, she played with it prettily, she +even spoke warily and discreetly about it; yet Rose Tweedie, despite +her girlish disdain, had more real sympathy with it than she had. + +Dan, meanwhile, in Lewis Gordon's office, disregardful of the lack of +chairs, was kicking his heels as he sat on the table, declaring loudly +that he would of a certainty break down in replying to the toast which +was to be given at the Club dinner in his honour that night. What the +dickens did the fellows mean by giving him a dinner? What had he ever +done for any of them? What had he ever been but a reckless, +insubordinate, unsteady, loafing brute, who ought to have been kicked +out of the service years ago? + +'I expect they know their own minds,' replied Lewis rather wearily. He +had a headache; and he was telling himself it was liver when he knew +quite well it was not; a most unsatisfactory denial since there is no +phase of depression so unendurable as that when even a blue pill fails +to hold out cheering hopes. Yet he spoke kindly and patiently also; for +he must have been of base clay, indeed, who would not have recognised +that Dan, transfigured as it were on the summit of his hopes, was a +worthy sight in this work-a-day world, and that, in a measure, it was +well to be there on the hill-top with him. 'Besides,' he added, 'I +think I overheard Simpson saying something about a sick baby----' + +'Oh! bad cess to the baby,' interrupted Dan, seeking refuge in an +excess of Celtic recklessness. 'Sure it's a boy now, and one can't see +a child die for the want of ice when your pony has four legs. More by +token, it had but three for a month after, poor beast. But what's that +to do with it? It isn't so much that I'm too bad. It's the world that's +too good for me, and that's a fact. When I think of all you fellows who +have been so good and so patient with me, my heart's broke about it +entirely--and when I think of George! sure, it's only Gwen's kind face +that comforts me. Oh, Gordon! what have I done that she should be going +to marry me to-morrow?' + +So he ran on, as many another man has run on; as most men, good and +true, do run on when they are just about to marry the woman they love. + +And Lewis Gordon sat listening to him with a headache and a pain in his +heart; for the most part thinking that if Rose could only see this man, +only hear him, she might not be quite so disdainful of it all; might +acknowledge that, be it bad or good in its essence, this feeling did +step into a man's life for the time and claim him body and soul, to the +detriment of neither. + +And by the by,' said Dan suddenly, 'I've been meaning to ask you for a +long time, but I wasn't sure if you'd like it. And now that I'm going +away for good and all, and you can't get out of being my best man, I'll +risk it. When are you going to marry Miss Tweedie?' + +'Never,' replied Lewis firmly, roused into instant resistance. 'What +put such a fancy into your head now?' + +'Now?' Dan's face was a study in tender humour 'It's been in my head +for the last year, and in yours too. I told Gwen so, I remember, before +we went to Hodinuggur that time, and I could see by her manner she +thought so also.' + +Lewis looked at him with an odd expression. 'Then you were both +mistaken, that's all.' And Fitzgerald, if you're quite done talking +about yourself--I've a lot of work to finish, old chap----' + +Dan laughed. 'Well! I'll go; but it is true, Gordon, and what is more, +she likes you; any one can see that.' + +True! absolutely true. Lewis knew it right well, none better, and the +remembrance of the affection she had given him unasked filled him as +ever with a glow of intense satisfaction. And yet he had to confess +that he was not happy. That idyllic month spent in each other's company +had been charming, but that fortnight of absence had been the reverse. +And what he felt now was something very different from that calm, +contented confidence in their mutual friendship which remained, thank +Heaven, untouched by this new passion. For it was that, and nothing +else. He had felt it before, for other women, this moody, restless, +selfish desire of appropriation, and if Rose would not marry him he +would probably feel it again for some one else. In a half-hearted way +he almost regretted that it should have obtruded itself in this, the +most perfect idyl of his life, and yet, call it what hard names he +would, there it was, a palpable factor in the future. Rose was the best +of friends; but she was also a very charming girl into whose company +he had been thrown, and he had fallen in love with her; naturally +enough--only it complicated matters. + +He gave a queer little grimace and began to add up a column of figures, +telling himself that no doubt he would get over it as he had got over +similar attacks before; and that at any rate he would wait and see. +Anything seemed better than the risk of paining Rose by letting her +think that after all he had failed to understand the absolute +unconsciousness of her regard for him. And that she might think so, +seemed more than likely, since with all his experience, all his +knowledge, he was only just beginning to realise that this passionate +love was indeed a thing absolutely apart from his affection for her. So +much so, that it almost seemed to him that it would have been easier to +tell her of the former, if the latter had not hedged her in with +reverence and tenderness. It came to him, with a smile, that indeed and +in truth it would have been easier had he been able to send the barber +round with proposals to her father in native fashion; after all, there +was an immense deal to be said for that side of the question. + +And then, in his careful methodical fashion, he began to add up the +column of figures again. This time the total was different; a trifle to +be easily set right, yet he was not used to such aberrations of +intellect, and it annoyed him. He did it again, this time allowing no +thoughts of Rose or anything else to obtrude themselves, and a new set +of figures rewarded his perseverance. He laid the pen aside and faced +himself resolutely. Yes! he had been doing atrocious work of late, he +had been thinking of Rose all day long, he had not been able to settle +steadily to anything, and, unless this could be stopped, the sooner he +took advantage of the many changes in the Department--consequent on +Dan's going and the usual cold-weather returns from furlough--in order +to give up his present position, the better. There was nothing like +breaking loose from one's surroundings at once, and he was due some +promotion. But if he had to do this, Rose ought to know the reason. Why +should she live in a fool's paradise? Why should she not face the facts +of life as well as he? If she had been like other women he had known, +he would have made love to her and proposed as a matter of course; but +she was not like others; or rather what did he know of the matter, save +that never by word, or look, or sign had she shown her knowledge even +of the most elementary facts in life. How could you go to a girl like +that and ask her to marry you straight off? What could you do save +gloze over the question by phrases, by mixing it up with other things, +even with that perfect, angelic, absolutely unselfish affection and +regard which she had given him, and which he, apart from all this, felt +for her. Still, it had to be done; in common fairness to her and to +himself, he must tell her that he was a fool, and that life was quite +unendurable without her; he must tell her, if only because there was no +other earthly reason why he should give up the Secretaryship. And if +this had to be, if he had to tell her, then there was no time like the +present, when the necessity for action seemed clear to him. + +So ten minutes after, he walked into the room where Rose sat making +wedding favours as for dear life, surrounded by a perfect _chevaux de +fries_ of white satin ribbons, bows, and blossoms. The windows were set +wide open on to the verandah where great baskets of white flowers lay +awaiting her final visit to the church. On the table stood the lotus +lily offering with a note from Gwen to say it was too good to be +trodden on, and would Rose see the pretty things were put on the altar, +where they would look quite sweet. The girl in her white dress with her +brisk hands flying about scissors, needle, and thimble, and her mind +busy with the coming marriage, seemed, like her surroundings, in +unsympathising connection with his purpose; and the perception made him +say discontentedly as he paused beside her to lean against the table-- + +'I thought you didn't approve of wedding favours?' It was an opening of +the siege at the very furthermost outworks of the position which she +frustrated by a laugh. + +'Oh, it doesn't matter! other people seem to like them, and I've made +you such a beauty. There it is, beside you on the table--take care! +you're almost sitting on it. Smell it, it's real orange-blossom.' + +There was apparently not a vacant chair in the room. They were all +occupied with white wreaths and true lovers' knots--but with a cross +here and there he was glad to see--so he continued to lean against the +table, smelling perfunctorily at his own favour, and thinking of the +utter inconsequence of the feminine mind, until a certain irritation +came to his aid. + +'I wish you would put that work down for a minute, Rose,' he said +quietly. 'I have something I want to say to you.' + +Her hands paused, arrested among the white ribbons, her mind on one +word; for he had never before called her by her Christian name. So she +sat looking at him doubtfully, with the light from the windows behind +her edging the great coils of her hair with bronze. + +'I have come to tell you that I'm a fool,' he began almost +argumentatively. 'At least, I suppose it's foolish. I am quite ready to +admit, if you like, that it is so; but the fact remains. I can't go on +as we are--as we have been, I should say--any longer. Don't think it is +because I cannot understand. I do--at least I think I do. You are my +friend, Rose, and will be that always, I hope. I don't say the best +friend I ever had, or ever shall have, because that has nothing to do +with the question, and, besides, there aren't any degrees in +friendship--you have taught me that. So I think you may admit that I +understand you. The question is, if you will understand me.' + +He paused, and Rose's kind shadowless eyes noted with a sudden +shrinking back from the sight, that his usual calm was broken by a +palpable effort to steady his voice. He felt, indeed, that he had not +the least clew to the girl's mind; that he was absolutely taking a leap +in the dark. And that what he had to say now was, in reality, so +foreign to every single word they had ever said to each other before, +that even if she consented to marry him he could not be sure if she +meant it--if she really understood the difference which he saw so +clearly. + +'Rose,' he went on, 'the fact is, that I've fallen in love with--with +you; and if you don't really want to marry me, I had better go away. I +would take an out-district for a time. I've had enough--perhaps too +much--secretary work.' He seemed to take refuge in details from the +main point. + +'Why--why should you go away?' asked Rose in a low voice. 'We were very +happy, weren't we?' + +Her eyes, which had sought her hands among the white satin bows, came +back to his face anxiously, almost fearfully. + +'Why?' he echoed passionately, and as he went on his words, his voice, +his manner trembled in the fine balance between the humour of the thing +and its gravity. 'Ah, Rose, that is the question! Because I'm a fool, +say you; because I'm a man, say I. Because I love you, Rose; because I +think of you when I ought to be thinking of other things. Because I'm +an idiot, and have gone all to pieces. Because it's torture to think +you may go away and marry some one else. Because I can't even add up a +column of figures without wondering what you will say now--now when I +ask you to marry me? Because--yes! have it so--because I am a +fool!----' + +He had held out his hands towards her, and hers were in them in an +instant. + +'Oh, Lewis, what a wretch I've been!' she cried; 'but why didn't you +ask me before?' + +'Why--didn't--you--ask me--before,' he repeated slowly. The favours +which had fallen from her lap lay round about their feet, and those on +the table were squashed remorselessly as he seated himself upon its +edge with the air of a man who requires some physical support, and +still holding her by the hands, drew her down beside him silently. 'I +shall never understand you, dear--thank God!' he said at last in an +undertone: then went on in a different voice--'It is a little +confusing, Rose, you must admit. All this time, ever since you told me +that you----' + +She interrupted him quickly, eagerly--'Ah, but that was a totally +different thing altogether!' + +'Totally different,' he echoed meekly. 'Yes, of course!' And then he +paused again with his eyes on hers. 'I suppose you would rather I +didn't kiss you?' he began irrelatively, with a half smile of infinite +tenderness. + +'Oh, I don't mind,' she put in hastily; 'it doesn't really matter--if +you wish--only don't talk nonsense, Lewis; please don't. I do hate it +so; it makes me feel inclined to put my head in a bag.' + +'Then I won't; I can't afford to lose sight of your dear face just +now.' + +'Lewis!' + +'But if I don't say that sort of thing, what _are_ we to talk about?' +he asked, only half in jest. 'The weather--the news? Not very +interesting subjects either of them to a man when the girl he loves has +just promised to marry him--for you have promised, haven't you, Rose?' + +She took no notice of his question. + +'Talk about,' she echoed, her kind eyes growing a little +absent--'surely there are heaps of things to talk about besides you and +me. There is the house we are going to have, Lewis; such a nice house! +The prettiest drawing-room you ever saw; I will have it so. And a study +for you, all to yourself, sir, where you can go when you're tired of +me. And then the dinners, Lewis! That's one blessing of my having kept +house for father. I know all about it. There won't be any cold mutton, +Lewis; but the nicest little dinners.' She paused to nod her head +wisely. + +'Well,' said Lewis, 'please go on; this is really most interesting.' + +'And the garden. 'I'll make you gardener, Lewis. I don't believe you +know the difference between a carnation and a chrysanthemum now; but +I'll teach you, and you shall tie them up for me--I hate tying up +flowers. And I'll copy your reports for you, and keep the house quiet. +And then, and then, everybody will be so hungry, Lewis, and there will +be so many bills to pay; but it won't matter, for every one will be +happy, and the children will brag about their home to all the other +girls and boys----' + +'Go on, dear, go on!' There was a little tremble in his voice now, and +as they sat ruining the wedding favours, his right arm drew her closer +to him; but she seemed not to notice it. A half smile was on her lips, +a certain sadness in her eyes. + +'And then, dear? Who knows--who can tell? There are so many things, and +death comes--even to the little ones.' She paused, then went on more +lightly--'And I'll grow stout; yes, I'm afraid so, Lewis. I'm the sort +of girl, you know, who is apt to get stout. And you are sure to grow +bald. Then I'll be cross, and you'll be cross; only it won't so much +matter, for we will both be cross together--and no wonder, with the +boys wanting cricket-bats, and the girls clamouring for music-lessons! +So there will be more bills than ever. Then you and I will begin to get +old, Lewis; and the girls will want me to sit up till three in the +morning at balls, and I shall be so sleepy; but you shall stay at home +and smoke, dear. And then the boys will get into scrapes--boys always +do, don't they, Lewis--for they're not like girls, you know. And when +they come to me to get them out of their trouble, I shall say: "No, +dears, go to your father, he will understand; for he--for he is the +best man I ever knew."' + +Her voice ended in a little sob; he could feel it, hear it, as if it +were his own, for her face was hidden on his breast. + +'Rose! Rose! my dear, my dear!' + +It was almost a cry. He would have liked to kneel before his love, as +he had done before the other, but with her there so close to his heart, +he could only hold her fast and tell himself passionately that, in +those long years to come, it should be even as she had said, and that +never, in word, thought, or deed, would he sully her pure ideal. + +So they sat silent--for, to tell truth, other words seemed to him +sacrilege, and she had said her say--until with a half apologetic smile +she drew herself away. + +'I'm sure you are sitting on your favour, Lewis, and I've such a lot +more to make; besides, I promised to go down to the church at half-past +five. It must be that now, and I've wasted all this time.' + +'I've been here exactly seven minutes and a half,' he replied, gloomily +taking out his watch; 'for I looked just before I came in.' + +She laughed. 'Well, that was very methodical of you; and I think, on +the whole, dear, that you managed very nicely. And now, as I hear the +carriage coming round, you might just help me to put in the flowers. +Aren't the lotus lovely?' + +There was no help for it. She was hopelessly back in realities, and +Lewis had to accept the position. After all, as he watched her drive +off, like a bride herself in the midst of her white flowers, he told +himself that she had managed to compress a great deal into those seven +and a half minutes; a whole dream of life which must, which should come +true. It would be more difficult for him than for her, of course; +perhaps that was one reason why he was still thinking over it long +after she had forgotten everything else in the fervour of a free fight +with the parson, who objected on principle to lotus-blossoms in the +chancel. They were a heathen flower, sacred to unmentionable beliefs +and rites, and could not be admitted beyond the body of the church. It +was but an offshoot of an old quarrel between these two, which renewed +itself every Christmas and Easter-tide; but Rose, who by instinct +understood the story which these particular flowers had to tell, opened +up the whole question of symbolism hotly, finally marching off with her +lilies in a huff to the lectern, whence, she told herself, their +message of love and sacrifice might fittingly go forth. And while she +worked away under the echoing dome of the old tomb, the band in the bit +of public garden close by was clashing and bashing away at 'Rule +Britannia, and 'Ta-ra-ra-boom-de-ay,' much to the delight of ayahs +leading sallow dark-eyed children by the hand, and a motley crowd of +servants and shopkeepers from the neighbouring bazaar. + +Sometimes a palki gharry, like a green box on wheels, with four or five +specimens of Tommy Atkins and a black bottle inside, would come +rattling past, drawn by an anatomy of a horse, and leave a shower of +gibes and greetings behind it for those other green boxes on wheels +which were drawn up beside the road, while their gaily-dressed +occupants chewed betel or strolled about with clanking feet among the +long shadows thrown by the flowering shrubs. Light, and laughter, and +noise; a whole eternity of time and space between this life and the +girl under the dome, decorating the Bible with lotus-blossoms. + +'There's going to be a big shâdi (wedding) in the girja ghur (church) +to-morrow morning,' said one of the occupants, dressed in tight mauve +silk trousers and a yellow veil, as she clambered back into the green +box where a figure in white lay listening lazily. 'They are doing all +sorts of pooja there to-day. It is that big, long sahib in the canals +and Boynton sahib's widow. Ai, the sorry tale! Making a fuss of shâdi +about a woman who has had the misfortune to kill one man.' + +Chândni sat up suddenly. 'Tobah! a sorry tale, indeed! So she is to +marry him! Lo, there is a man, indeed! but I wonder what he would say +if he knew what I know now?' + +'Dost know aught? Dost know him?' began the other enviously. + +'I have seen him. He was down at Hodinuggur a week ago putting up a +white marble stone to the young sahib who died there of the sickness +last rains. They were friends, see you, great friends. Lo, tell thy +driver to go on, Lâlu; this wearies me, the folk have no manners.' + +They had not far to go; only to the Bedâmi bazaar, with its current of +life below and its latticed balconies above. The full moon rose through +the golden-dust haze to hang like a balloon above the feathery crowns +of the palm-trees; the clatter of horses, hoofs bearing their owners +home to dinner died from the Mall hard by; and Rose stood at the door +of the tomb looking back into the shadowy dome, where the huge lilies +showed like the ghosts of flowers. It would look very nice, she +thought, in the cool light of early morning; and she would have it +decorated in the same way when she and Lewis were married. + +But Chândni, as she paused to think of the future, thought of the past +also. + +'He fought me fairly,' she said to herself; 'and for his beauty's sake, +I could bear more than he gave. That is our way. But she! Lo, she is +even as I, and he shall know it. I will put that in the platter as the +wedding tribute, and it will help him to pay her back for me. 'Tis +almost as well I had not learnt the tale from Dalel in those days. It +comes better now.' + +So, as the night fell, she wrapped herself in the white domino of +respectability, sent for another green box on wheels, and drove in the +direction of the house where Dan was living. That was not difficult to +discover; all that was necessary being a word of inquiry from the +general merchant who sold everything heart could desire in the shop +below the balcony. And the night was warm. She would as lief sit in the +moonshine behind the hedge of white oleanders and talk to the +gardeners, as stay in the stuffy bazaar with its evening odours of +fried meats and pungent smoke. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVII + + +'I was never so happy or so sorry in all my life before, and I thank +Heaven that I'm enough of an Irishman still to say so without being +afraid of being laughed at.' + +He stood at one end of the table looking his best, as a gentleman +always does in his evening dress--a curious fact, since there is no +more cruel test for the least lack of good breeding. But this man stood +it triumphantly, and not one of those other men seated that night round +the long table but carries to his grave a remembrance of Dan +Fitzgerald's look when he was bidding good-bye to his friends. The +eager vitality of the man, always his strongest characteristic, seemed +to have reached its climax. + +'I'm not going to say anything of her,' he went on, the rich, round +voice softening. 'There isn't any need, since you all know her. +Besides, though you have all come here to-night--why, I can't for +the life of me tell--to wish us good luck in the future, it isn't so +much of the future I'm thinking as of the past. It has been so happy, +thanks to you all. And it's over. That is the worst of it. I suppose it +isn't quite what a man is expected to say on these occasions; but the +ladies--God bless them!--would, I'm sure, agree, if they could only be +made to understand that marriage is the end of a man's youth. It +doesn't alter the case at all that it may be the end of the woman's +also, or that we get something that may be as good in exchange. What +has that to do with the past?--the merry, careless past, which I've +enjoyed so much, and to which I'm now saying good-bye. Well, Heaven +help those who say good-bye to it without a solid reason, or have a +sneaking intention of not really saying good-bye to it at all? for +their lines are in evil places. And that sounds like a sermon, and you +never heard Dan Fitzgerald preach before, and you never will again. It +isn't only that I'm off with the morning to the other end of the +world--to a new world, if it comes to that, worth this old one and the +past and all of you put together, if you'll excuse my saying so--it is +because even if I were stopping here I should be out of the old life as +surely as if I were dead and buried. To begin with, I shall have to +think of every penny I spend, so that I may have enough to pay for +paradise! The world is full of paradoxes for me to-night; and I'm the +greatest of them all myself; for I don't want to say good-bye, and yet +I wouldn't miss having to say it for the world. Then it seems to me +to-night as if I'd solved the puzzle; and there's Doveton--the old +bachelor--grinning as if he knew I was a fool, and that I was making +the biggest mistake of my life. I don't think so--I don't think I ever +shall think so; I hope not, anyhow. And so, good-bye to you--goodbye! +And may none of us, married or single, live to know the pain of a +"heart grown cold, a head grown grey--in vain!"' + +Down the disordered table with its litter of glasses and flowers, its +atmosphere heavy with the odours of dinner and drink, a hush lay for a +second; not more. Then some one laughed, and with a roar of applause +the general tone--varying from concert pitch to normal diapason +according to the taste of the owner--struck into the old chorus; the +refrain which, touching as it does the lowest and the highest ideals of +humanity, has provoked more mixed sentiment and emotion than any other +in the language: + +'_For he's a jolly good fel-low. For he's a jolly good fe-el-low_.' + +Love, admiration, assent. But to what? That lies in the creed of the +singer. + +And Dan, as the chorus went swaying and surging about in the discords +and harmonies, was left alone, silent--as it were on a pinnacle. + +Lewis Gordon, feeling responsible for his man, and noting his growing +excitement, inveigled him out after a time for a quiet cigar on the +verandah, and then suggested he should go to bed; whereat Dan laughed +softly. Did not his best man see that the idea was palpably absurd when +life itself was a dream--a dream that only came once to a fellow? When +you hadn't a wish ungratified, save of course that some others he wot +of might have as good luck as he. + +'If you mean me,' replied Lewis stolidly, 'I'm all right. I'm going to +marry Rose Tweedie whenever she can spare five minutes from your +wedding to arrange mine.' + +'You don't say so! By the powers, what a good matchmaker I am! And so +it's settled. I say, Gordon, do you think there is any chance of her +being up still?' put in Dan all in one breath. + +'Couldn't say; she had a lot of favours to make and remake when I last +saw her, certainly,' replied Lewis, with an inward smile at the +remembrance; 'but you can't go and call on her now; it's half-past ten +at least.' + +'Can't I? There is nothing I couldn't do to-night, it seems to me. And +_you_ are yawning. Oh, go to bed, old man! or you will spoil the show +to-morrow.' + +'And you?' + +'I'm off too, but not to bed! No, you needn't be afraid. I'll turn up +again in time.' + +The glamour of the soft Indian night was on Lewis also; even on those +who one by one drifted from the laughter within to stand for five +minutes, arrested by the peace without, before going on their way. And +if this were so to men in the slack-water of life, what must it have +been to Dan on the flood-tide of his threescore years and ten? To Dan +with his vivid imagination, his soft heart, his excitable, impulsive +nature. As he rode along noiselessly at a foot's pace through the sandy +dust which looked hard as marble in the glare of the moon, he and his +shadow were the only moving things in that world of light. No darkness +anywhere! Not even in the distant arcades of trees. Only a soft grey +mist of moonlight blending all things into the semblance of a mirage +seen from afar. A fire-fly or two showed against the flowering shrubs +in intermittent glimpses of light. Here, and then gone, as it were, +upon the soft quiver of the insistent cicalas in the air. + +Was not life worth living, indeed if only for such a night as this! + +'_On such a night did young Lorenzo!_' + +But Dan Fitzgerald had passed beyond that flood-mark on the shore. +Passion counted for much in the elation of mind and body which was the +apotheosis of both; but love counted for more. The memory of a thousand +griefs and pains with pity hidden in their hearts came to fill the +mystic cup of life which the Unseen, Unknown Hand held out to him from +Heaven--the Sangreal of Humanity--the sacraments of Birth and Death. +The child dying of the potter's thumb-mark in the dust--that other in +loving arms with the ice chilling even death's cold touch--George with +the bullet piercing the friendship in his heart--Rose with her pure +wisdom fearless and unashamed--these and many another remembrance +seemed to blend sorrow and joy into peace, even as the moon-mist blent +the world around him into vague beauty. + +And there was Rose herself! He could see her, as with the easy +friendliness of India he paced his pony through the open gates of the +garden, and so passed the house. She was still at work among the white +flowers beside the door which was set wide upon the warm balmy night. + +'Is that you, Mr. Fitzgerald?' she called, pausing at the faint sound +of his coming to look out into the flood of moonlight clear as noonday. + +'It is I, Miss Tweedie.' + +He had slipped from his pony and stood beside it welcoming her with +outstretched hands as she came forth, eager with some message for the +morrow which he might deliver. + +'Lewis has told me, and I'm so glad,' he said, breaking in on her +words. 'It is the best wedding present I've had yet, and I came along +on the chance of seeing you. I've something to give you. I meant it for +to-morrow, as a parting gift--just a remembrance of your kindness to us +both. But I'd rather give it to you with our best wishes. + +He unfastened something from his own wrist and put it, soft and warm, +into her hand. It was a native amulet cunningly twisted of silk thread +and pearls, with a triangle of some blue stone strung in the centre. + +''Tis only a glorified ram-rukhri,' he went on half-jestingly, 'the +bracelet sisters give their brothers to bring them good luck. Only it +is the other way round with you.' + +Rose looked at the blue of the triangle doubtfully, then at his kindly +face. + +'Yes! it's a bit of the Ayôdhya pot--the only bit that wasn't in +pieces. And it has my name on the back, and--and George's.' + +'And George's?' echoed Rose softly. + +'Ay! He would have liked it, I know--for you were kind to him--kind to +us both, always'--Mâdr-mihrbân, as the old potter called you. And we +two, George and I, are one part of the story; I was thinking of it as I +came along just now----' + +She put out her hand with a sudden gesture. 'Don't think of it, Mr. +Fitzgerald! Forget all about it. Go away and forget.' + +He gave a happy laugh. 'Why should I? I don't want to forget anything +to-night--except my sins. The rest is all good. Let me put that on for +you--so--goodnight! We'll say good-bye to-morrow.' + +So out on the deserted roads with the same happy unrest in his heart. +He would go down and see the old familiar places in the garden opposite +once more--even the pond where the ducks and geese had quacked and +gabbled him into silence! Then through the hanging tassels of the grey +tamarisk trees, round the gleaming white road to the blue-tiled +minarets of the old watch-tower standing causelessly upon the level +plain where four ways met, and so back station-wards to the stunted +dome of the church. The throbbing of tom-toms proclaimed the nearness +of the bazaar, but the building itself stood unassailably silent and +deserted on its high white plinth, save for some one lying on a string +bed set in a shadow by the door. Dan slipped from his pony again, and +hitched the reins to a broken iron clamp in the stone-work of the +steps. The door, he knew, would be open to let in the cool night-air, +so he would look in--'go round the course' as a horsey friend of his +had said when discovered doing the same thing before his marriage. The +remembrance made him smile as he stepped into the dark building and +paused, arrested by the strangeness of what he saw. For the dome was +full of fire-flies brought hither in the flowers; full of a causeless +glimpsing of pale green fire showing every instant the white heart of +some blossom. And the air was burdened with scent; distinct, through +all, a faint, deadly smell of bitter almonds. That must be from the +lotus Gwen had mentioned, and there they were, in the upper shaft of +moonlight through the upper window, standing like sentinels over the +lectern. + + +'_Om mâni padma hom_.' + + +What did it really mean, that invocation used by so many millions? What +was the mystic jewel in the lotus? Something fair but far, no doubt, +such as all religions promise. And then with a rush came the thought +that Gwen would stand beside them on the morrow, fair and near! + +The echo of his pony's galloping feet made that throbbing in the bazaar +pause an instant as if to listen. Pause and go on when he had passed. +The darkened houses of his friends rose up beside him and were left +behind; the Club with its still twinkling arches, the garden where +Chândni sat gossiping and waiting her chance to kill his faith +wantonly. All these he passed. Awake or sleeping he must be near Gwen +for an instant--must bid her goodnight before the day came. + +The chiming, echoing gong from the secretarial office rang twelve, +clear; then the others began. Here and there from the various centres +of law and order, many-voiced from the massive pile of the distant +city. He was too late then, yet not too late; for there was a light +still in the little front room, despoiled of its prettiness now and +littered with boxes. She was awake, busy like Rose over the morrow. + +'Gwen!' he called to her softly, for the chick was down, the door half +closed. + +'My dear Dan!' Her voice, as she opened it and came hurriedly into the +verandah, was full of amused horror and half-vexed kindness. 'Do go +away, there's a dear! I never heard of such a thing, never! And the +hotel is crammed full of people!' + +'It's only to wish you many happy returns of the day, dear!' he +whispered fondly. 'When I've done that I'll go content. Who wouldn't be +content with you, Gwen? And yet I wouldn't spare an inch of it all--I +couldn't. Gwen! do you remember the day your bearer was cleaning the +lamps out here, and we were sitting on the sofa?--odd, isn't it, how +one remembers these things all in a jumble, the one with the other--and +I said to you--the very words come back to me, dear, every one of +them--"You might be bankrupt of everything, Gwen, of everything save +yourself, and I'll give you credit for it all the same." Do you +remember, dear? Well, I've come to take the promise back. You've spoilt +me, Gwen, I can't do it.' + +'I--I don't understand,' she said faintly. 'I wish you would go, Dan. +We can talk of it to-morrow--afterwards.' + +'To-morrow! Why's it's to-day already, our wedding-day! And if I can't +keep the promise, am I not bound to take it back while I can? Not that +I'm afraid--that is why I've come, to tell you, selfish brute that I +am--that is why I want it all--every scrap of your beauty, your +goodness. I'll take nothing else, dear, now; for I know it's yours, and +what is yours is mine by right!' + +She had grown very pale, and a sort of terror came into her eyes. + +'Ah Dan! what is the use of talking? I give you all I can. My best--I +can't do more--it isn't kind----' she broke off almost impatiently, and +yet she did not move from his clasp. + +'Not kind, when I know what the best means? And yet, Gwen, it just +comes upon me now that I couldn't stand it--if--if it were not so--not +after this midsummer night's dream--of madness, if you will! Yes, dear, +I'm going--I am indeed. But, Gwen--it's an idle fancy--and yet if there +was anything it would be better to tell me now. You're not angry at the +thought--it's only a thought. See, give me one kiss--just one, to be an +answer for always.' + +What right, she asked herself fiercely, had she to hesitate? What +possible right, standing as she did on the threshold of a new life, +_where no one could possibly know?_ And so she was back on the low +levels among the ordinary considerations of convenience and safety as +she kissed him. But the touch of her lips sent his blood surging +through his heart and brain; and without another word, another look, he +turned and left her--content, absolutely content. Love, pity, +friendship, passion, had all combined to raise him to the uttermost +limit of vitality. He might come near it perhaps in the future; he was +not likely ever to reach it again--not even without Chândni waiting to +tell him the truth on his return to the odd little house at the other +end of the station. + +He neither knew nor cared where he was going; but his pony, tired of +these incomprehensible wanderings, set its galloping hoofs on the +shortest road home--that is to say, through the densely-wooded grounds +of the Residency. Along a grassy ride or two, across a short cut they +sped. Dan forgetting even his joy in the keen effort of steering a +runaway through the trees; a runaway unheld, free to go as fast, nay, +faster than it chose, yet obedient to that grip to right or left. It +was a mad ride, a mad rider--yet a masterful one, wrestling imperiously +with that other will, when the gloom grew as the trees thickened, and +darkness and danger came together in the hot night, prisoned by the +dense foliage above. Dan, looking down at the pony's heaving flanks as +it paused, wearied by its short, sharp, unavailing struggle against his +strong hands, felt flushed and hot. Not wearied,--he could not be that +on such a night,--but glowing, palpitating, excited; drunk almost as if +with wine. But yonder stood a remedy in that long, low-thatched roof, +supported on brick pillars, and hung round with heavy bamboo screens. +Dan laughed as he slid to the ground, thinking of the twelve feet of +clear cool water running fresh and fresh into the big swimming-bath at +the one end, and out at the other to irrigate the green levels of the +garden. Fresh and fresh all through the scorching summer weather, when +life held no greater pleasure than to feel that cool water close in +round the hot limbs. Frequented then, morning and evening, though +deserted and empty through the colder months. Only the day before Dan's +smooth dark head had come up from its depths rejoicing, and now the +thought of it was luxury itself when the blood was beating in his +temples, and racing at fever heat through his veins. More than once +coming home at night, after careless, reckless enjoyment, he had +stopped here, as he did now, to try the water-cure--as he had tried it +in the canal at Hodinuggur. + +'I need it to-night if ever I did,' he said half aloud. ''Tis the wine +of life has got into my head.' + +It was dark--almost too dark inside; that was because the fools had put +down all the screens, when, on the contrary, they should be opened by +night to let in the fresh air. He told himself that he would speak to +the Secretary of the caretaker's neglect; yet how would that be since +he would never see him again? + +Yes! it was the last time! and how many times had he not gone down +red-hot from the spring-board as he would do now, to come up out of the +dark water a new man, with all the evil tempers and the prickly heat +quenched out of him?--sure, as a regenerating element, fire wasn't in +it with water! A leap in the dark indeed! But that was what life was, +and he was not afraid of it. + +The little bars of moonlight shining through the chinks between the +bamboos came so far on the smooth white floor, then the soft depth of +darkness where the cool water should be, and above it Dan poised for a +second. + +'_I come! Mother of all!_' + +The oft, old-repeated cry rang joyously up into the roof, followed by a +strange, dull thud, and silence--dead silence. + +The bath had been emptied that morning for the cold weather, and Dan +Fitzgerald was lying face downward on the hard cement with a broken +neck. + +Dead! Dead, without a word, a sigh, or a regret! And Chândni, growing +tired of patience, went home to the bazaar, grumbling at her ill-luck, +telling herself she might still write, if it were worth while. + +But Dan was beyond her spite, beyond other things which, even without +that spite, might have killed the best part of him. + +Yet even in romance the sixth commandment outweighs all the others. The +novelist may maim and degrade, may bear false witness against his own +creations and filch from them the very characteristics which he has +given them, in order to make degradation happy, but he must not kill; +death in the verdict of the world being the only real tragedy. + +So at any rate seemed the opinion of most people when in the early +morning the gardeners coming to their work found Dan's pony drowsing, +half asleep, still tethered to a hibiscus bush, whose great +blossoms--in topsy-turvy fashion--showed rosy-red in death and +snowy-white in life. + +It was terribly sad, they said; an unredeemed tragedy, cruel, needless; +altogether a manifestation needing much true Christian faith; one of +the accidents of real life, so exasperating because so causeless, so +inartistic because so unnecessary. These and many other comments the +mourners made as, when the funeral was over, they returned home; and +so, it being Sunday morning, went to church, where they sang 'Jerusalem +the Golden' piously. + +Only Rose lingered, her kind, soft hands laying the half-dead lotus +like sentinels on the grave; for Gwen's pure white cross of gardenia +had, at her request, been buried on the coffin. + +'I can't somehow be so sorry,' she said to Lewis, between her sobs. 'He +was so happy that last night. I seem to see his face still.' + +But the man caught his breath in hard. There was a verse which would +ring in his ears, his heart; for he had helped to lift poor Dan, and it +had come to memory then-- + + + 'Broken in pieces like a potter's vessel.' + + +Yet, after all, what did it matter? but Rose must never know. In such +things he would stand between her and needless pain. + +And Gwen? She, as the phrase goes, bore up wonderfully. Not that she +did not love the dead man dearly, but because she did love him. For +odd as it may seem--topsy-turvywise, perhaps, like the hibiscus +flowers--she had the same consolation as Rose Tweedie. + +'I did not tell him,' she said to herself as she lay in her darkened +room. 'He was happy to the last. I did my best--I did my best.' + +So she cried softly; and so, once more, she escaped from her own +remorse, and was comforted. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVIII + + +Both for the reader's and writer's sake it is never fair to end a story +as you would end a play in a situation, for the former tries--vainly it +may be--to present life even in its trivialities, the latter only in +its more dramatic moments. So, though there is little more to tell, +save what might easily be filled in by the reader's own imagination, it +would give a false impression of the real value of poor Dan +Fitzgerald's tragic death, were the curtain to come down upon the rest +of the _dramatis personæ_ in the first bewilderment and sorrow which +such unexpected and causeless accidents must always arouse. As a matter +of fact, there is no grief which passes sooner from the daily life than +that caused by death, especially when a real and unselfish love has +existed between the dead and the living. The mind, after the first +physical sense of loss has spent itself, refuses to believe in the +extinction of a feeling which, in its own experience, has survived +death, and so is comforted not by forgetfulness but remembrance. +Besides, it is false art to end any history embracing the life of more +than one person with the balance in favour of pain. For were this so in +reality, pain would cease to be pain and become pleasure, because it +would then be the normal condition of life; since it is clearly to be +demonstrated physiologically and psychologically that it is in the +disintegration of reminiscent habit that the phenomena of pain arise. +Indeed, in the mind, pain is incredible, impossible, unless we have +first formed the habit of pleasure; since it consists essentially in +privation. + +Therefore the novelist who wishes to give a true picture of life will +always leave his puppets content. Nor does this limit the field unduly, +since it is clearly as much the duty and privilege of the writer to +present new sources of content to his readers, as it is for him to +present them with scenes, or situations, or characters of which they +have no previous knowledge. Because Jones thinks the soul of bliss is +incarnate in roast-beef and plum-pudding, is that any reason why the +more ethereal Brown should be denied his cup of nectar? or that the +philosophic Robinson, seeing that birth and death are alike inscrutable +phenomena, should refuse empirically to believe that the one is joyful +and the other sorrowful? + +But the public seems to think differently; 'Oh don't kill him, or her, +or them,' it says cheerfully, 'let them enter into life halt, and +maimed, and blind. What does anything matter so long as they have the +average number of breakfasts, luncheons, and dinners allotted to +humanity, and can thus go down to their graves in the fulness of time +with the pleasing consciousness that their funeral _cortège_ is +followed by a Noah's ark, consisting of the ghosts of the animals they +have devoured?' For the world sides with Esau, who bartered away his +birthright for a mess of pottage. And good pottage is, no doubt, +warming, comforting, consoling. Yet some people who have it not are +happy; for instance, the two hundred and odd millions of India--but +then to them Birth and Death are alike the pivot on which the wheel of +life spins. + +So thought the potter of Hodinuggur. So had thought his fathers who lay +buried in the dust beside him, and though the old man had no son to +step on to the treadles when his feet slipped from them, the wheel span +steadily, and the women of the village, as they rung the temper of the +water-jars before they bought them, nodded their heads saying--'Fuzl is +a good potter. Look you, it comes with a man's birth. When he goes, +we shall have to send for another. Meroo thinks he can make them, +because the Sirkar taught him when he was three years in jail for +cattle-thieving. But it takes more than three years to make a potter.' + +Still Fuzl Elâhi showed no signs of going; on the contrary, he seemed +to have a firmer hold on life than ever, as if Time had stood still for +him. Rose Gordon remarked on the fact to her husband as they sat side +by side one day on the old log. They had been married nearly a year, +and he had brought her out for change of air on one of his inspection +tours--for he had given up the Secretaryship on his marriage in favour +of greater quiet and more freedom. + +'It is so strange, Lewis,' she said, 'you and I coming back, so +changed. And so many things have changed! even the palace scarcely +looks itself with that dreadful sort of Swiss chalet Dalel has built +for Beatrice Norma tacked on to the ruins of the old tower. And George +and Dan are dead, and the water is running in the cut yonder as if +there had never been any tragedy about preventing it from running. Yet +the village, with the potter sitting in the topmost house, is just the +same.' + +Lewis Gordon smiled. 'You never read Megasthenes' account of his travel +through India in the year B.C. 300 or you wouldn't be surprised. It +might have been written today; for these people do not change except +under pressure from without, and then they disintegrate suddenly. But +the old man seems to me more sane than he was--more at rest. No doubt +Azîzan's death----' + +The familiar name caught the potter's ear and he looked up from his +work. + +'Yea! she sleeps still, Huzoor. The breaking of the pot did not disturb +her at all. She was weary, see you, after sixteen years of waking. So +now when my fathers say, "Where is Azîzan?" I can answer, "Hush! she +sleeps! she will waken when she is refreshed." Lo! it is well the pot +broke. It was accursed; bringing ill to all.' + +'There you see, Lewis!' began Rose eagerly---- + +'It did not bring it to me, dear,' he replied, interrupting her, 'and a +man can but judge from his own experiences. And then, as I have often +told you, we really know nothing for certain----' + +'Except,' put in Rose obstinately, 'that poor George----' + +'Don't you think we ought to be moving?' he asked quietly. 'Remember +you promised Mrs. Dalel to have tea in the chalet and inspect the son +and heir, and you are tired enough as it is.' + +'But you said you wanted to go and see some slope or another, and I'm +not in the least tired,' she insisted when they had left the yard and +reached the road. 'Lewis! you never used to fuss this way. I wish you +wouldn't.' + +'It is only another method of showing my real views on the mental and +physical calibre of women. You must have read, my dear, of the +wonderful recuperative power which the lower animals have of +reproducing another tail when----ahem--by the way, this is not a safe +spot! I remember saying something of the same sort on purpose to annoy +when we were here before----' + +He paused, and looked down the narrow alley of the village to where the +palace was beginning to share the unreal beauty which the dust-cloud +from the feet of the homing cattle gave to the whole scene, by hiding +the dull plain in a golden mist that gave distance and height to the +low sand-hillocks behind which the sun was setting cloudlessly. A +glorious sight, the dignity and calm majesty of which lingers long in +the memory of those who have seen it in India, day after day, month +after month; lingers to claim a higher place in the imagination than +the more varied and complex sunsets of the West with their stormy +contrasts and passionate beauty. + +'Leave me here,' she said suddenly. 'I should like it. I'll sit on that +pile of old potsherds, and wait till you come back. It will rest me.' + +It was peaceful enough of a certainty, and silent too. Only every now +and again the tinkle of a low-toned bell from some leader of the herds +below chiming in on the musical moan of the potter's wheel heard over +the low wall. + + + 'It was a woman seeking something.' + + +The rhythm came back to her, stirring the old sense of curious unrest. +Stirring it in others of her sex also, if one might judge by the eyes +which, seeing the stranger alone, began to peer from the neighbouring +hovels. Eyes followed by figures; deep-bosomed mothers most of them, +with a slim girl or two doing nursemaid to other folks' babies. + +Nearer and nearer they came, attracted by the great feminine quality, +until in answer to Rose's nod of welcome and encouragement they +squatted near, yet far, gathered in as it were upon themselves, apart +even from that other woman; even from her, with the cares of coming +motherhood writ clear upon her, and causing her to look at those other +mothers with kindly, friendly eyes. + +'Ari bahin!' said one with a nudge to her neighbour. 'Tis for sure she +who played bat and ball last year like a boy. Wah! that is over; she +knows her work now.' + +'I trow not,' replied another shrilly. 'She hath been sitting with the +potter's eyes upon her this half hour past. She is bad, caring but for +her pleasure.' + +'Mayhap she knows not,' said an older voice, 'and they have no mothers, +these ones, nor mothers-in-law. Yea! 'tis true. My man went to dig for +the sahibs the year there was no corn in the land, and he hath told me. +They marry of themselves and there is none to see to them that they +fall not into ignorant mischief. It is fool's work.' + +'No mothers-in-law?' tittered a bold-faced lump. 'Ai teri! that is no +fool's work.' + +But the elder woman had risen, to stand a few steps nearer Rose, +looking down at her with dignified wonder. + +'May the Lord send a son,' she began, going to the very root of the +matter without preamble. + +'I will take what He chooses to send me, mother,' replied Rose, +smiling. + +'Tsi-si-si!' The matron's pliant forefinger wagged _sideways_, in that +most impressive gesture of denial never seen out of India. + +'Mention not such things, my daughter,' went on the grave voice, 'lest +He take thee at the word. Then what wouldst say? And see! Go no more to +the potter's yard. It is not safe. Wouldst have the son come to thee +with his mark on the breast? I trow not.' + +They had come forward one by one to cluster round the speaker, their +dark assenting eyes on Rose. + +''Tis not to be helped, though,' put in another. 'Do I not know? I, +Jewun, whose son died of it this year; yet I remember the old ways and +my mother's counsel. Lo! it is Fate; naught else. And 'tis better to +crack and be done with it. Then folk know. Not like my new milk-jar +this day. Sound to sight and touch, yet six good quarts of milk spilled +on the ground, as it crumbled like sand ere a body could get a hand to +it. The old man shall give me another in its place. It is not fair.' + +'Nay! Mai Jewun,' put in a third, 'a pot comes to pieces ever; if not +one, then another way, when it is tired of going to the well for water. +Thou hast naught to complain about. Ai sisters! hither returns the +sahib! He will be angry that we have spoken to his mem.' + +'He will not be angry,' protested Rose; but the thought was beyond +them. They were off swiftly, yet sedately, only the elder woman pausing +to waggle her finger again, and say, 'Go not to the potter's. It is not +well. I, Junto, mother of seven, say so.' + +There were tears in Rose's eyes when Lewis came up and in consequence +he did look angrily at the retreating figures. She was pale and tired, +he said, and must send an excuse to Mrs. Dalel. He would not have her +knocking herself up with other folks' infants. So they went back +quietly to the two white tents standing beyond the Mori gate, where the +pigeons, as of old, circled iridescent round the dark niches. As of +old, too, the clash of silver anklets came from the shadows, since +Chândni was back again in her old haunts; but with a recognised +position, for her Highness Beatrice Elflida Norma was a shrewd little +person, and knew that she would need help to hold her own amid the +intrigues of that surely-coming long minority which lay in the future. +It is a recurring fraction that long minority, in the problem of our +dealings with petty principalities and powers; for civilisation does +not conduce to longevity with the native nobleman, and Dalel, with the +income from the stud farm, was diligently burning his feeble little +constitution at both ends. On the sly, however, for virtue, to all +outward appearance, reigned at Hodinuggur. Only that morning Rose had +inspected a female school with rows of nice little girls with very +clean primers and brand-new slates. A brand-new visitors' book, too, in +which Rose had, with some misgivings, inscribed her name at the end of +a trite little remark on the blessings of education; for she was only +just beginning to make up her bundle of opinions, and was not quite +sure of them. + +But that night, as he was carefully guiding her steps through the maze +of ropes and pegs to the door of the sleeping-tent, she paused suddenly +to say to her husband-- + +'Lewis! I'm glad we came here. I thought it would be so painful seeing +George's deserted grave and reviving the old memories; but it has only +seemed to make it all more natural, to make everything, somehow, more +simple.' + +This, then, was what the years were bringing to Rose. She and Lewis +were very happy; though sometimes, especially when they were out in +camp together, alone, he would enter a feeble protest against her lack +of sentiment. When, after work and dinner were over, they sat beside +the roaring stove--the mingled lamplight and firelight making the tent +cosy beyond belief--and he, laying down the volume of Thackeray from +which he was reading aloud, would remark, for the hundredth time, that +Rose was like one of his favourite heroines. + +'If you say those stupid things, Lewis,' she would reply, 'I will make +you read shilling shockers, and then you can't--or I hope you won't.' + +'Oh! it is all very well to scoff,' he would continue in injured tones, +'but I am the victim of an unrequited attachment. You are the heroine +of my romance always, and you never had a romance at all.' + +'Well, dear! that is better than having one with some one else, isn't +it?' she would reply placidly, and Lewis's hand would reach out to +touch the one which was so busy with needles, and thimbles, and +threads--just to touch it for an instant, in a certain shamefast, +deprecatory acknowledgment of her wisdom. For he knew quite well that +he, like most men, had had several romances in his life, and that the +possibility of several more remained in him. Whether the climax of +Rose's dream of the future ever came about, and the boys got into +scrapes, cannot be told; for the simple reason that Lewis himself is +still within the torrid zone of life. But he does his best to prepare +for the crisis, and he follows his wife's lead in this; that he finds +life more simple and less sad as time goes on and he faces its facts +less egotistically. + +Gwen Boynton, however, found it quite the reverse. She married Colonel +Tweedie two years after Dan's death, having, she said, buried all +thoughts of personal happiness in the grave of the only man she had +ever loved. This, as usual with Gwen's remarks, was true in itself, and +yet left her free to marry for position without remorse; or rather, +accurately speaking, to utilise her regrets as a motive for doing what +she wanted to do without remorse. So she made Colonel Tweedie an +excellent wife, much to his delight and comfort, for as Rose +acknowledged, he sorely needed some one to keep him from fussing when +she had gone to perform the same kind office to Lewis. Nevertheless, +Gwen Boynton, when she came back to society after the shock of Dan's +death, had lost some of her charm, and, from being a fascinating woman, +had become elegant and interesting, as befitted one with a history. +Life, she said, was so mysterious. Humanity a mere shuttlecock in the +hand of Fate beaten backwards and forwards by devastating passions! +Altogether the world was a sad sojourning in which a vague mysticism +was the only anodyne for the sensitive. + +She became a half-hearted disciple of Madame Blavatsky's, and reached +what may be called the climax of her kindly, absolutely untrustworthy +nature, when with tears in her eyes and much gentle mournful +resignation to the mysterious inevitable, she would tell the story +which she had heard from Rose, of how Dan Fitzgerald and George Keene +had been measured for heroes in the potter's yard, and of their sad +deaths within the year. Of course it was incredible; and yet----? + +Thus, none of the actors in the little drama ever knew the whole truth +about it. Gwen had the best chance so far as facts went, but she, being +handicapped by her method of vision, failed to see her real part in the +tragedy; for she resolutely set aside the possibilities of that hour +during which her _dandy_ waited outside the dressmaker's. + +Besides, she knew no more than the rest of the other key to the +position which lay in Azîzan's love for George. And this was hidden +even from him, though every night, winter and summer, an odd little +light--like a lost star--twinkled on the summit of the shadowy Mound of +Hodinuggur. It was the oil-cresset which the old potter put nightly on +the girl's grave to prevent her from having bad dreams. The branded +brick bungalow was empty and deserted now that the sluice-gate required +no guarding, so there was no one to see its feeble yet persistent +light; still it could be seen distinctly from the little enclosure +where, on a white marble slab, the legend ran-- + + + 'St. George Keene, aged 21, + Who died alone at his post.' + + +And between the two graves the gleaming streak of the big canal lay +like a sword splitting the world into East and West. + + + + + + THE END. + + + + + + * * * * * + Printed by T. and A. Constable, Printers to Her Majesty + at the Edinburgh University Press + + + + FOOTNOTES: + + +[Footnote 1: Literally, _evil-walker_.] + +[Footnote 2: On sleep--sleeping, sleeping like a child.] + +[Footnote 3: The police.] + +[Footnote 4: Full two maunds.] + +[Footnote 5: My man is dead, my heart is dead--is dead.] + +[Footnote 6: Reign.] + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Potter's Thumb, by Flora Annie Steel + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE POTTER'S THUMB *** + +***** This file should be named 39985-8.txt or 39985-8.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/3/9/9/8/39985/ + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by +Google Books (Indiana University) + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Potter's Thumb + +Author: Flora Annie Steel + +Release Date: June 13, 2012 [EBook #39985] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE POTTER'S THUMB *** + + + + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by +Google Books (Indiana University) + + + + + + +</pre> + +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<p class="hang1">Transcriber's Notes:<br> +<br> +1. Page scan source:<br> +http://books.google.com/books?id=LyHQAAAAMAAJ<br> +(Indiana University)<br> +<br> +2. Table of Contents added by Transcriber.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h1>THE POTTER'S THUMB</h1> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h5>BY</h5> + +<h2>FLORA ANNIE STEEL</h2> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h3>LONDON</h3> + +<h3>WILLIAM HEINEMANN</h3> + +<h3>1900</h3> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<p class="normal"><i>All rights reserved</i></p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>CONTENTS</h2> +<br> +<p class="normal"><a name="div1Ref_01" href="#div1_01">CHAPTER I</a></p> +<br> +<p class="normal"><a name="div1Ref_02" href="#div1_02">CHAPTER II</a></p> +<br> +<p class="normal"><a name="div1Ref_03" href="#div1_03">CHAPTER III</a></p> +<br> +<p class="normal"><a name="div1Ref_04" href="#div1_04">CHAPTER IV</a></p> +<br> +<p class="normal"><a name="div1Ref_05" href="#div1_05">CHAPTER V</a></p> +<br> +<p class="normal"><a name="div1Ref_06" href="#div1_06">CHAPTER VI</a></p> +<br> +<p class="normal"><a name="div1Ref_07" href="#div1_07">CHAPTER VII</a></p> +<br> +<p class="normal"><a name="div1Ref_08" href="#div1_08">CHAPTER VIII</a></p> +<br> +<p class="normal"><a name="div1Ref_09" href="#div1_09">CHAPTER IX</a></p> +<br> +<p class="normal"><a name="div1Ref_10" href="#div1_10">CHAPTER X</a></p> +<br> +<p class="normal"><a name="div1Ref_11" href="#div1_11">CHAPTER XI</a></p> +<br> +<p class="normal"><a name="div1Ref_12" href="#div1_12">CHAPTER XII</a></p> +<br> +<p class="normal"><a name="div1Ref_13" href="#div1_13">CHAPTER XIII</a></p> +<br> +<p class="normal"><a name="div1Ref_14" href="#div1_14">CHAPTER XIV</a></p> +<br> +<p class="normal"><a name="div1Ref_15" href="#div1_15">CHAPTER XV</a></p> +<br> +<p class="normal"><a name="div1Ref_16" href="#div1_16">CHAPTER XVI</a></p> +<br> +<p class="normal"><a name="div1Ref_17" href="#div1_17">CHAPTER XVII</a></p> +<br> +<p class="normal"><a name="div1Ref_18" href="#div1_18">CHAPTER XVIII</a></p> +<br> +<p class="normal"><a name="div1Ref_19" href="#div1_19">CHAPTER XIX</a></p> +<br> +<p class="normal"><a name="div1Ref_20" href="#div1_20">CHAPTER XX</a></p> +<br> +<p class="normal"><a name="div1Ref_21" href="#div1_21">CHAPTER XXI</a></p> +<br> +<p class="normal"><a name="div1Ref_22" href="#div1_22">CHAPTER XXII</a></p> +<br> +<p class="normal"><a name="div1Ref_23" href="#div1_23">CHAPTER XXIII</a></p> +<br> +<p class="normal"><a name="div1Ref_24" href="#div1_24">CHAPTER XXIV</a></p> +<br> +<p class="normal"><a name="div1Ref_25" href="#div1_25">CHAPTER XXV</a></p> +<br> +<p class="normal"><a name="div1Ref_26" href="#div1_26">CHAPTER XXVI</a></p> +<br> +<p class="normal"><a name="div1Ref_27" href="#div1_27">CHAPTER XXVII</a></p> +<br> +<p class="normal"><a name="div1Ref_28" href="#div1_28">CHAPTER XXVIII</a></p> + +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h1>THE POTTER'S THUMB</h1> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_01" href="#div1Ref_01">CHAPTER I</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">'Tis only the potter's thumb, Huzoor.'</p> + +<p class="normal">As she raised the parti-coloured rag covering the child's body, the +noonday sun streamed down upon a pitiful sight. Yet her eyes, despite +the motherhood which lay in them, accepted it, as the sun did, calmly. +Emotion, such as it was, being reserved for the couple of Englishmen +who stood by: and even there curiosity and repulsion froze the surface +of pity, especially in the younger of the two faces.</p> + +<p class="normal">In good sooth, not a pleasant sight for mankind, to whom sickness does +not as a rule bring that quick interest born of a desire to aid which +it does to most women. The brown skin was fair with the pallor of +disease, and the fine, sparse, black hair showed the contour of the +skull. The unnatural hollows of the temples emphasised the unnatural +prominence of the closed eyelids, round whose ragged margin of clogged +lashes the flies settled in clusters. Below this death's-head was an +over-large body, where, despite its full curves, each rib stood sharply +defined, and whence the thin limbs angled themselves in spidery +fashion.</p> + +<p class="normal">'The potter's thumb?' echoed Dan Fitzgerald interrogatively. He was a +tall man, broad in the shoulders, lean in the flank, and +extraordinarily handsome; yet the most noticeable quality in the face +looking down at the very ordinary woman squatting upon a very ordinary +dust-heap, was not its beauty, but its vitality. 'Is that a disease?' +he added, almost sharply.</p> + +<p class="normal">She gave the native cluck of emphatic denial. 'No! Huzoor. The child +dies because it does not drink milk properly; yet is it the potter's +thumb in the beginning. Lo! many are born so in this place. The +doctor-sahib who put the <i>tikka</i> on the arms for smallpox said +Hodinuggur was too old for birth--that it was a graveyard. I know not. +Only this is true; many are born with this; many die of it.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Die of the potter's thumb--what potter?'</p> + +<p class="normal">Her broad face broadened still more into a smile. 'The Huzoor doth not +understand! Lo! when the potter works on the clay, his hand slips +sometimes in the moulding. It leaves a furrow, so,'--her brown finger, +set with tarnished silver rings, traced a girdle round the baby's naked +breast--'then in the firing the pot cracks. Cracks like these,'--here +the finger pointed to the sherds among which she sate,--'so when +children are born as this one, we say 'tis the potter's thumb. +Sometimes there is a mark,'--again the finger softly followed the line +it had traced before--'this one had it clear when he came; sometimes +none can see it, but 'tis there all the same, all the same. The +potter's thumb has slipped; the pot will crack in the firing.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Her voice took a cadence as if accustomed to the words.</p> + +<p class="normal">'What <i>is</i> she saying?' interrupted George Keene impatiently. He was a +middle-sized lad of twenty or thereabouts, powerfully made, with grey +eyes and white teeth gleaming in an aquiline, sunburnt face.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Something ghastly,' replied Dan. 'It always is so, you'll find, my +dear boy, when you dip below the indifferent calm of these people. It's +like deciphering a tombstone. But come on. We are due already at the +World, the Flesh, and the Devil's.' Then he paused, gave a short laugh, +and flung out his hands in an impulsive gesture. 'By the Powers!' he +went on, his face seeming to kindle with the fuel of his own fancy, +'it's gruesome entirely. This heap of dust they call Hodinuggur, as +they call thousands of such human ant-hills all over India; for +wherever when you dig, the bricks grow bigger and bigger till, <i>hocus +pocus</i>! they vanish in the dust from which God made man--<i>that</i> is +Hodinuggur; the old city, it means. What city? who knows! Then in the +corner of this particular one a survival'--his eager hand pointed to +the pile of buildings before them--'not of those old days, for no +Moghul in India dates beyond Timoor, and these people are Moghuls; but +of that Mohammedan civilisation which overwhelmed the older one, just +as we in our turn are overwhelming the Moghul--who in the meantime +bullies the people by virtue of an Englishman's signature on a piece of +parchment----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'But I suppose we found the Diwân in possession when we annexed----' +began George stolidly.</p> + +<p class="normal">Dan scorned the interruption and the common-sense. 'Oh, 'tis queer, +looked at any way. A mound of sherds and dust higher than the gateway +of the palace. I'll go bail that reed hut yonder on the top is higher +than old Zubr-ul-Zamân's tower. He lives up there winter and summer, +does the old Diwân, looking out over his world and the strength of +it--that's what his name means, you know. His son, Khush-hâl Beg, lives +in the next storey. A Jack Falstaff of a man--that's why I call him the +Flesh. Then Dalel, the Devil, roams about seeking whom he may devour.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'A charming trio; and what part have I to play in the drama?' asked +George with a laugh.</p> + +<p class="normal">'St. George, of course.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The lad laughed louder. 'So I am in baptism. George for short. Born on +the saint's day--father a parson--fire away, old chap--don't let me +pull Pegasus.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Sure! my dear boy, and aren't you sent to fight them all? Sent into +this wilderness of a place to be tempted----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Oh, don't talk rot, Fitzgerald! I suppose you mean about the +sluice-gate; but it's sheer folly.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Is it? My two last subordinates didn't find it so. Perhaps the +potter's thumb had slipped over their honesty. So the authorities gave +me you--a real white man--and said it was my last chance. Think of that +now, my boy, and be careful.'</p> + +<p class="normal">George Keene frowned perceptibly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'That's a fine old gateway,' he said, to change the subject. As they +approached it a flock of iridescent pigeons rocketed from the dark +niches to circle and flash against the sky. It was a great square block +of a building cut through by one high arch of shadow, and showing the +length of the tunnel in the smallness of the sunlit arch beyond. On the +worn brick causeway, as they entered, half in the sunshine, half in +shade, lay the scattered petals of a pomegranate blossom which some +passer-by had flung aside.</p> + +<p class="normal">'By Jove, what a colour!' said Fitzgerald: 'like drops of blood.'</p> + +<p class="normal">George Keene frowned again. 'If I had your diseased imagination I'd +engage lodgings in Bedlam. Seriously, I mean it. Fellows like you are +get rid of it in words--all froth and fuss; but if that sort of thing +ever got a real grip on me--Hullo! what's that?' He flushed through his +tan in sheer vexation at his own start. From the deep recesses, which +on either side of the causeway lost themselves in shadow, came a clash +as of silver bells, and something through the arches showed white yet +shadowy; something of exceeding grace, salaaming to the <i>sahib-logue</i>; +something sending the scent of jasmine flowers into the hot air.</p> + +<p class="normal">'That is Chândni,' said Dan, passing on regardless of the salutation, +'she generally sits here.'</p> + +<p class="normal">George, imitating his companion, felt the thrill still in his veins. +'Chândni!' he echoed, 'that means silvery, doesn't it?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Moonshine also. They call her Chândni-rât or Moonlit-night as a rule. +If tales be true, there is a good deal of the night about her. She and +Dalel--but here he comes, innocently, from a side door. The Devil loves +moonshiny nights.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The figure approaching them was not outwardly of diabolic mould, being +altogether too insignificant. The oval face was barely shadowed by a +thin beard curling in an oiled tuft on either side of the retreating +chin, and the only Mephistophelian feature was the narrow line of +moustache waxed upwards towards the eyes. The dress was nondescript to +absurdity. A biretta-shaped Moghul cap, heavy with church embroidery, +sate jauntily on the long greasy hair; a blue velvet shooting-coat, cut +in Western fashion, was worn over baggy, white cotton drawers, and +these again were tucked away into sportsmanlike leather gaiters, ending +in striped socks and patent leather highlows. Such was Mirza Dalel Beg, +the Diwân's grandson. Behind him came lesser bloods of the same type: +one with a falcon on his wrist; all with curious eyes for George Keene, +the new-comer.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Hullo, Dalel sahib!' cried Dan in English. 'Keene, let me introduce +you in form to his Highness.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The Mirza thrust out a small, cold, clammy hand; but thereinafter +relapsed into such absolute inaction, that George found no little +difficulty in finishing the ceremony.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Ana, I see!' said his Highness jerkily, in a voice many tones too low +for his chest measurement. 'Glad to see you, Keene. You shoot, I lend +you gun or rifle. You hawk, we go hawk together. You hunt, you use my +crocks. Come, see my stable.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Dan's eyebrows went up expressively. 'Don't tempt him to-day, Mirza +sahib,' he interrupted gravely. 'We are already due at the State +audience with your grandfather. Aren't you to be there as +heir-presumptive?'</p> + +<p class="normal">Dalel crackled with a high-toned laugh which did not match his voice. +'Bosh! My gov'nor is there in swagger dress. He likes. I am different. +Good-bye, Keene. You must come often, and we will go shoot, hunt, polo, +billiard, and be jolly. Ta, ta! I go to stables.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The two Englishmen walked on in silence for a while. Then George Keene +looked at his companion with a queer smile.</p> + +<p class="normal">'So, that's the Devil?--that--that heterogeneous bounder----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Heterogeneous bounder is good--parlous good,' replied Dan, still +gravely; 'but here is our reception party, so, for heaven's sake, look +dignified, and don't shake hands, mind, unless they offer to do so. +They know their own rank, you see; you don't know yours--as yet.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The lad, as he obeyed orders, felt that he knew very little of anything +in India; the fact being evident in the surprise with which he noted +the squalid appearance of all things, save the ruinous masonry; even of +the state-room where, on a cane-bottomed chair, set on a filthy striped +carpet, a mountain of flesh awaited them. It did not need his +companion's whisper to make him understand that this must be the +heir-apparent Khush-hâl Beg, for the fat man, coming forward to the +appointed stripe--thus far and no further--held out his hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">'The Huzoor is young,' he wheezed in a stately dignified voice. 'But +youth is a great gift. With it even the desert need not be dull. 'Tis +only as we grow older----' He paused and crossed his hands over his fat +stomach with a sigh, as if to him the only consolation for age lay +there. Dan shot one of his almost articulate looks at his companion as +they passed on to a narrow stone stair where there was barely room for +single-file order up the steep steps. Up and up it went seemingly in +the thickness of the wall, with little loopholes sending a faint light +at the turns; up and up, breathlessly, till the party emerged on the +roof of the Diwân's tower, where, in a pavilion set round with arched +arcades, they found the old man himself, backed by a semi-circle of +shabby retainers, whose gay clothes showed tawdry in the pitiless +sunlight.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet Dan's whisper of 'the World' provoked no smile in his companion, +for there was nothing to smile at in Zubr-ul-Zamân, old and shrunken as +he was. So old that those steep stairs cut him off from his kind; so +old that his chin lay upon his breast, his palms upon his knees, as +though both head and hands were weary of the world. What his heart +thought of his ninety and odd years of life none knew. None could even +guess, for the simple reason that Zubr-ul-Zamân had never showed that +he possessed a heart. Of brains and skill he had no lack even now; but +of pity, love, tenderness, only this was certain, that he had never +sought them even in others. Yet the English boy had eyes only for that +wrinkled, indifferent face, while Dan Fitzgerald, seated on one of the +two cane-bottomed chairs set opposite the Diwân's red velvet one, +explained in set terms why George came to be seated in the other. Not a +pleasant tale altogether, told as it was with official boldness of +expression. Briefly, the sluice-gate of the canal had been opened too +often, and Government did not intend it to occur again.</p> + +<p class="normal">When he ceased, the Diwân raised his head slowly, and George felt an +odd thrill at his first sight at those luminous dark eyes; a thrill +which continued as, at a sign from the old man, the court rhetorician +standing surcharged with eloquence at the Diwân's right hand, burst +into a stream of polished Persian periods which, hitting the keynote of +the empty pavilion, roused a murmurous echo in its arcades. It reminded +George of the general confession in his father's church on a week-day +when the choir was absent; one certain note followed by faint efforts +after repentance. The fancy, indeed, clung closer to facts than his +ignorance of the language allowed him to perceive, as the speech dealt +chiefly in regrets for the untoward events in the past which had made +it incumbent on '<i>Gee Uff Keene sahib bahâdur</i>' to languish in the +wilderness of Hodinuggur, though doubtless the presence of the said +'<i>Gee Uff Keene sahib bahâdur</i>' would cause that desert to blossom like +a rose, despite the want of water. These reiterations of his own name +made George feel a sense of unknown responsibility, as of a baby at its +own christening. He looked anxiously at Dan, his sponsor, but the +latter was now conversing with the Diwân in the usual explosive +sentences followed by the decorous silences due to dignity, while the +attendants brought forward divers round brass trays covered with +Manchester pocket-handkerchiefs and laid them at the visitors' feet. +George's share consisted of three, one containing dried fruits and +sugar, one of various rich cloths topped by a coarse white muslin +<i>pugree</i>, the third conglomerate. A French clock, with Venus Anadyomene +in alabaster, some pantomime jewelry, a green glass tumbler, a tin of +preserved beetroot, a lacquered tray with the motto 'for a good boy,' +and various other odds and ends. Among them a small blue earthenware +pot. Was it blue after all, or did a gold shimmer suggest a pattern +beneath the glaze? A queer, quaint shape, dumpy, yet graceful. That +broad, straight ring around it should have marred its curves but failed +to do so; strange! how these people had the knack of running counter to +recognised rules, and yet---- Here George was recalled to the present +by Dan whispering--</p> + +<p class="normal">'Take it, man! Take it!'</p> + +<p class="normal">Looking round he saw the latter removing something from a tray, and his +own head being full of the blue pot, his hand naturally went out +towards it.</p> + +<p class="normal">'No! no!' continued Dan, in the same voice, 'the <i>pugree</i>.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'But I've got one already!'</p> + +<p class="normal">The instinctive greed of the reply made his companion smile as he +explained that the <i>pugree</i> was put there on purpose. But, as he spoke, +the Diwân signed to an attendant who stepping forward, transferred the +blue pot to the tray of dried fruits.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It is nothing,' came the courteous voice, setting aside all +disclaimers; 'our potter makes them.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I did not know they could put such a good glaze on nowadays,' remarked +Fitzgerald, yielding the point. 'A first-rate piece of work indeed; +does the man live here?'</p> + +<p class="normal">Khush-hâl Beg turned to the speaker breathlessly. 'He is crazy, Huzoor. +The Lord destroyed his reason by an accident. The old wall fell on his +house one night and killed his daughter. Since then he lives away, +where naught can fall, like the crazy one he is.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The stress and hurry of the speech were evident, even though the fat +man was still suffering from the stairs.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Thank the Lord! that's over,' said Dan piously, when the last +diminishing tail of escort left them with but one orderly to carry the +spoil. 'I ought to have warned you about the <i>pugree</i>--but there! you +might have done worse--the French clock, for instance. Come! let's +strike home across the mound. I want to show you a dodge of mine on the +canal cut.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He plunged headlong, after his wont, into professional matters till +even George, fresh from college technicalities, could scarcely follow +him, and found himself wondering why a man of such vast capacity should +have succeeded so indifferently; for Dan Fitzgerald was not a <i>persona +grâta</i> at headquarters. To be that, a subordinate often has to conceal +his own talents, and this man could not even conceal his faults. Some +folk are so self-contained that a burden of blame finds no balance on +their shoulders; others are so hospitable that they serve as hold-alls +both for friends and foes; and there was plenty of room both for praise +and blame in Dan Fitzgerald's excitable Celtic nature.</p> + +<p class="normal">'What's that?' cried George suddenly. With the best intentions his +attention had wandered, for everything in that circle of dun-coloured +horizon domed with blue was new to him. Dan paused, listening. An odd +rhythmic hum came from the highest hut, which was separated from the +others by palisades of plaited tiger-grass shining in the afternoon +light like a diaper of gold.</p> + +<p class="normal">'The potter's wheel!' he cried, his face changing indescribably in an +instant. 'Come on, Keene, and let us see the man who made your first +bribe!'</p> + +<p class="normal">He gave no time for reply, but turning at right angles through a gap +threaded his way past piles of pots and sherds until he ran the sound +to earth. Literally to earth--a circle of the solid earth spinning +dizzily in front of a man buried to his waist. At least so it seemed at +first to George Keene's ignorance of potters and their wheels. A +circle, dazzling at its outer edge, clearer at the centre where +something beneath a steady curved hand shot up, and bulged; then, as +the whirr slackened, sank into a bomb of clay.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Salaam alaikoom!' came a pleasant voice as the worker sat back in his +seat-hole so as to ease his feet. He was a mild-faced old gentleman +with nothing remarkable about him save a pair of shifty eyes--the light +hazel eyes seen so rarely in a native's face.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Salaam alaikoom,' returned Dan. 'The little sahib has never seen a +wheel worked. Will you show him?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Wherefore not, Huzoor? The sahib could come to none better, seeing we +of Hodinuggur have spun the wheel of life for years--for ages and ages +and ages.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The words blent with the rising cadence of the wheel as he leant +forward to the task again. Faster and faster upon the wheel with a +swaying motion. Only the potter's hand poised motionless above the +whirring clay which showed--as children say--like a top asleep. Then +suddenly came the turn of the potter's thumb, bringing a strange weird +life with it. One protean curve after another swelling, sinking, +shifting, falling. The eye could scarcely follow their swift birth and +death, until the potter, sitting back once more, the slackening wheel +disclosed the hollows and bosses.</p> + +<p class="normal">'The clay is good,' he said, as if deprecating his own skill, 'and it +fires well.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'When the thumb does not slip,' put in Dan quietly. The potter turned +to him in sudden interest.</p> + +<p class="normal">'The Huzoor knows the sayings of the people, that is well; it is not +often so. Yea! it slips--thus.' The wheel still span slowly, he shifted +his hand almost imperceptibly and a deep furrow scored itself upon the +biggest boss. 'So little does it,' he went on, 'a grit clinging to the +skin--a wandering thought. It is Fate. Fuzl Elâhi, the potter, cannot +help it.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Fuzl Elâhi? Then you are a Mohammedan?'</p> + +<p class="normal">He shook his head. 'I am as my fathers were. The Moghuls call me so, +the Hindus otherwise; but it means the same. By the grace of God, +potter of Hodinuggur since time began. Lo! my fathers and my children +are in the clay. I dug a grave in the dust for the boy; the girl dug +hers for herself. It was deep, Huzoor. I search for it always; in vain, +in vain.' The wheel set up its rhythmic hum once more, but the hands +lay idle.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Poor old chap,' said Dan aside, 'I suppose he is thinking of the +accident; but by the powers, Keene, it is a situation. Seated here on a +pinnacle--a crazy irresponsible creator----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Ask him if he made the pot, please,' interrupted George brutally. 'If +I could get a pair, I'd send them to the <i>mater</i>. Those things are +always in pairs, you know.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Pairs! you intolerable Philistine! A potter's vessel trying to be +matched before it's broken in pieces. Think of the tragedy--the humour +of it.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Will you ask, or shall I?'</p> + +<p class="normal">Fitzgerald grinned maliciously. 'You. I like to hear you stuttering.'</p> + +<p class="normal">George smiled, rose, and taking the blue pot from the attendant's tray +laid it on the potter's wheel.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Did you make that?' he asked, in English. His meaning was palpable.</p> + +<p class="normal">'No, Huzoor.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'If you did not, who did?' he continued, his triumph mixed with anxiety +for the future; but the old man's thoughts did duty for an answer.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Without doubt my fathers made it; since it is an Ayôdhya pot.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Ayôdhya,' broke in Dan, 'that means old, Keene; you'll have to send it +back. I half suspected it was valuable, from that old fox's look. But +he said it was made here, the sinner! Can you make pots like that, oh! +Fuzl Elâhi?'</p> + +<p class="normal">The old man smiled. 'None can give the glaze, Huzoor, there is a +pattern in it, but none can catch the design. Even I know it not; that +is the secret of Ayôdhya.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'What is he saying? What is Ayôdhya?' asked George irritably.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Same as Hodi--old; it means here the half-forgotten heroic age. Well, +as you can't get a pair, we had best be moving. Salaam! potter-ji, and +don't let your thumb slip too often in the future.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'God send it hath not slipped too often in the past,' he replied, half +to himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">An hour afterwards the two Englishmen sat on the low parapet of the +canal bridge looking out over a world-circle of dusty plain, treeless, +featureless, save for the shadowy mound of Hodinuggur on one side, and +on the other a red brick house dotted causelessly upon the sand. A +world-circle split into halves by the great canal, which eastwards +towards the invisible hills showed like a bar of silver; westwards +towards the invisible sea like a flash of gold, at whose end the last +beams of the setting sun hung like the star on a magician's wand.</p> + +<p class="normal">'<i>Water, water everywhere, and not a drop to drink</i>,' murmured Dan +Fitzgerald discontentedly. 'Upon my soul, it must be rough on them +watching it all day long, and knowing that if they could only get <i>you</i> +to open the sluice <i>they</i> would get rupees on rupees from the Rajah. +That's how it stands, you see. It isn't so much for their own bit of +land, but for the bribe. I sometimes wish the overflow cut had been +higher up, or lower down; but we had to protect the big embankment +against abnormal floods. Confound the thing! what business has it to +put hydraulic pressure on us all?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Don't feel it much as yet,' said George cheerfully, with his eyes on +the palace, which was gaining an unreal beauty from the dust of ages. +For the village cattle were homing to the thorn-set folds, and the +cloud from their leisurely feet lay in a golden mist between the +shadowed plain and the shadowed mound rising against the golden sky. A +lingering shaft of light showed the white fretwork of the Diwân's tower +clear against the pale purple of the potter's thatch beyond.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Perhaps not. You will, though. The wilderness plays the dickens with +civilisation sometimes.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Does it? I don't believe it will with mine. Not that sort. I haven't +your imagination, your sensitiveness, your poetical----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Pull up,' said Dan, laughing. 'You'll come to my vices soon, and as +I've pet names for most of them, I object to have them scientifically +classified. But I wish I hadn't to leave you there.' He pointed +distastefully to the red parallelogram of a house with the initials of +the Public Works Department stamped on each brick like the broad arrow +on a convict. 'It isn't fit for a youngster like you. But as it can't +be helped, there's the key. For my sake don't let the World, the Flesh, +or the Devil wheedle it out of you.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'All right,' replied the boy, pocketing the Chubb. 'If you are engaged +to be married, go and do it right off. Promotion in due course +guaranteed.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Dan Fitzgerald, looking down at the sliding water, was silent for a +minute. 'You've hit the right nail on the head,' he said at last. +'That's why I'm anxious; but by the powers! your work is cut out for +you if you are to keep me from getting into hot water.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'It isn't the water that does it,' muttered George, as they strolled +off to dinner, 'it's the spirits.'</p> + +<p class="normal">That was the truth in more senses than one. George had been living with +his superior officer for two months at headquarters, and his cool, +clear head had noted the fascination which stimulants of all kinds had +for Dan's excitable nature. But he had said nothing, after the manner +of men. Therefore it came as a surprise even to himself when that +evening something made him say hurriedly--</p> + +<p class="normal">'Better not, Fitzgerald; you've a long ride before you.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Dan, his hand on the whisky bottle, paused, surprised in his turn; but +George seemed to feel that key in his pocket outline itself against the +thumping of his heart.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Are you afraid I won't leave you any?' asked the elder quickly. 'I'll +send you a bottle by post, if that's it. Come! hands off, youngster; +don't be a fool! That's enough.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The angry red was not on his cheek only. It had spread to the boy's, as +he stood back in a sudden flare of utterly unexpected dignity.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Quite enough, Mr. Fitzgerald. 'I've been your guest for two months, I +know; but you are mine now. This is my house, and that's my bottle. +I'll trouble you to put it down.'</p> + +<p class="normal">For an instant it seemed on its way to the speaker's head; then it was +pushed aside scornfully; the next Dan held out his hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Thanks. No one has taken that trouble for years. What made you do it?'</p> + +<p class="normal">But the English boy's shame at his own impulsiveness was on George now, +and he laughed uneasily. 'I--I believe it was that confounded key,' he +began. Dan's smile was transfiguring.</p> + +<p class="normal">'God bless the boy!' he cried, with the ring of tears and laughter in +his rich brogue. 'So you're the Keeper of the Key of the King's +conscience, are you? The saints protect you; for see! your sort don't +know mine. We leave off the effort after virtue where you begin, and I +spend more solid holiness in refusing a glass of sherry than you do in +keeping all the Ten Commandments. Sure the sun's got into my head, and +I must be off to the water cure.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He was out of the room, out of the house, standing on the bridge +abutment and stripping as for dear life before George caught him up +breathlessly and asked if he were quite mad.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Not yet!' came the joyous voice. 'I'm going to swim up stream till I'm +beat, and come down with the current--an epitome of my life!'</p> + +<p class="normal">The rapid Indian twilight had fallen into night, but the moon had +risen, and the air was warm with tho first touch of spring which in +Northern India treads close on the heels of the new year. Fitzgerald +pausing for a second showed like a white statue on the buttress; then +his curved body shot into the shadow with the cry--</p> + +<p class="normal">'I come, Mother of All!'</p> + +<p class="normal">Tristram's cry when he sprang to 'the sea's breast as to a mother's +where his head might rest,' thought George, watching with the vague +anxiety inseparable from the disappearance of life beneath the water. +Ah! there he was--safe; turning his head to call out 'Don't wait, +please! Tell the syce to have the mare ready for me in half an hour.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet George did wait, watching the arrowy ripple cleaving the steel-grey +path which led straight up to the steel-grey sky where the stars hung +sparkling. If, he thought, they were reflected in the still water ahead +as they were in the still water below the bridge, Dan must feel as if +he was swimming in the ether!</p> + +<p class="normal">Decidedly, imagination was catching. George Keene was reminded of the +fact again as he stood looking over to the mound of Hodinuggur, and +listening to the last echo of the horse's hoofs bearing Dan away from +the wilderness. There was a light in the Diwân's tower, another in the +potter's hut. He wondered vaguely which was really the highest; then, +to check such idle thoughts, began on the first duty of youth in a +foreign land--home letters.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Dear father,' he wrote fluently, 'I arrived at Hodinuggur, my +headquarters, to-day. It is----'</p> + +<p class="normal">Half an hour afterwards he tore up the sheet angrily and went to bed.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_02" href="#div1Ref_02">CHAPTER II</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">It was band-night in the public gardens; mail night also; a combination +of dancing and picture papers, ensuring a large attendance in the big +hall, which had been built, gravely, as a memorial to some departed +statesman. But now English girls hurried through its dim corridors to +the ladies' dressing-room, intent on changing tennis shoes for dancing +slippers. English women took possession of the comfortable nooks +between the pillars where there was room for two. English boys lounged +about the vestibule, finishing their cigars and waiting for the band to +strike up. English men drifted to billiards and whist, or to their own +special corner in the reading-room.</p> + +<p class="normal">A weird-looking place even at noon was the big hall set round with +paste and paper mementoes of the semi-historic festivals held beneath +its high arched roof; with shields from the Prince of Wales' ball, +flags from the Imperial installation, trophies from the welcome given +to our soldiers after an arduous campaign. But seen now by the few +lamps lit at one end it looked positively ghostly, as if it must be +haunted by a thousand memories of dead men, and women, and children who +had flitted across the kaleidoscope of Rajpore society. Up in the +gallery the native band, after playing 'God save the Queen' to the +Aryan brother outside, was tuning up for dance music. And by-and-bye a +couple would come waltzing out of the shadows into the bright +reflections of the polished floor, and waltz back again. Then three or +four couples, perhaps ten or a dozen; not more. Viewed from the other +end, where the non-dancers sat in darkness, the scene looked like a dim +reflection of something going on in another world.</p> + +<p class="normal">And outside, under the rising moon, the builders of the hall trooped +home to the packed highways and byways of the native city, full, no +doubt, of that silent, evergreen wonder at the strange customs of the +ruling race which is an integral part of native life; that ruling race +which, with all its eccentricities, rules better than even the fabled +Vicramiditya himself!</p> + +<p class="normal">In the far corner of the inner reading-room a girl stood looking at the +new number of the <i>Scientific American</i>, keeping a stern watch the +while on the present possessor of the <i>Saturday Review</i>. A tennis bat +lay on the table beside her, and her workmanlike flannels and tan +shoes showed what her occupation had been. For the rest, a well-made, +well-balanced girl, looking as if she walked well, rode well, danced +well, and took an honest pride in doing so. Her face was chiefly +remarkable for a pair of beautifully arched eyebrows, and her best +point was undoubtedly the poise of her head with its closely plaited +coif of hair.</p> + +<p class="normal">A sort of snore followed by a thud, told that people were passing in +and out through the swing-doors of the outer room. Here, however, as +befitted the abode of more serious literature, all was peaceful; almost +empty in fact, and its only other female occupant was a medical lady +deep in the <i>Lancet</i>.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Oh Gordon!' called a voice from the outer room, 'have you seen my +daughter?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Miss Tweedie is here, sir,' replied the young man addressed. 'She has +been for the last five minutes trying to make up her mind whether to go +and dance, or brain Dr. Greenfell for keeping the <i>Saturday</i> so long.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Really, Mr. Gordon!' cried Rose Tweedie aghast. 'No indeed not--Dr. +Greenfell! I didn't really--I mean I was of course, but I don't +now--Oh, it's awfully good of you.' Then as the apologetic little +doctor moved away, pausing to say a few words to a tall grey-haired man +who was entering, she turned aggressively to the offender: 'Why did you +say that, Mr. Gordon?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Why, Miss Tweedie? Because you insisted yesterday that women preferred +the truth, even when it was rude. And it was true. I suppose, as your +father wants you, I have no hope of this dance; and I'm engaged for all +the others.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Rose Tweedie's eyebrows went up. 'How lucky for you--I mean, of course, +how unlucky for me.' Then she added in more conciliatory tones, 'I'm +not dancing to-night; these shoes won't do.' She thrust out her shapely +foot with the careless freedom of a child.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I can see no fault,' he replied artificially, putting up his +eye-glass, 'they appear to me quite perfect.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Your knowledge of women doesn't apparently extend to their +understandings,' she retorted quickly, her voice, as usual when she was +irritated, showing a trace of Scotch accent. 'Oh father! if you want me +to come home, I'm ready.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Colonel Tweedie hesitated. A single glance at him suggested that the +late Mrs. Tweedie must have been a women of strong individuality, or +else that Rose had reverted to some ancestral type.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Not, not exactly, my dear. I only--wanted to--er--speak to you.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Good-bye, Miss Tweedie,' said Lewis Gordon, taking the hint. 'Oh! by +the way, sir, if your daughter will remember I'm a personal assistant, +and excuse shop for an instant--Fitzgerald came back to-day from +Hodinuggur.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Rose Tweedie's face lit up. 'Did he say how Mr. Keene liked it?' she +asked eagerly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I'm afraid not; but he can scarcely be expected to like the desert +after--Rajpore. I shouldn't--under the circumstances. That is all, sir; +except that he reports everything satisfactory, so far.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The Colonel gave a little cough; it was his way of starting the +official machine inside the social one. 'I hope--for Mr. Fitzgerald's +sake it--it--er--may remain so. The past scandals have been a +disgrace--er--to the Department.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Not to him, though,' broke in Rose hotly. 'I think he is quite one of +the nicest people I ever met.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'And what is more, the ablest man we have in our service,' added Lewis +Gordon heartily. The girl's face softened at his tone. If he would only +speak like that always, instead of simpering and scraping!</p> + +<p class="normal">'Well, father, what is it?' she asked when he had gone. The other +readers had drifted away, and the medical lady looked as if even the +last trump would not rouse her from the post-mortem she was perusing, +so to all intents and purposes they were alone. Colonel Tweedie gave +another little cough; it was an unusual occurrence in private matters, +and she repeated her question with quickened interest.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I want you, my dear, to go and speak to--to Mrs. Boynton. I've--I've +asked her to come into camp with us this time.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Why?'</p> + +<p class="normal">Pages full of words would fail to give a better idea of Rose Tweedie's +mental outlook than this simple interrogation. Briefly, she must have a +reason, good, bad, or indifferent, for everything. Her father, being +her father and knowing this, had several ready.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Dacre's wife isn't strong enough to face the sand, and you must have a +chaperon--I mean another lady--you never need a chaperon of course, my +dear--but if anything happened--besides, we shall be very busy, and it +will be lonely--I thought it better than leaving you at home--it isn't +as if she were quite an outsider--she is Gordon's cousin, and he is my +personal----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'The widow of a cousin, you mean,' she interrupted with emphasis. 'A +cousin he scarcely knew; and he never even saw <i>her</i> till he returned +from furlough last year.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Didn't he, my dear?' said the Colonel feebly. 'Still, they are +relations. Call each other by their Christian names, and----'</p> + +<p class="normal">This time a laugh interrupted him; rather a hard laugh for a girl.</p> + +<p class="normal">'What a number of cousins the Rajpore ladies must have!' she began.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Not Mrs. Boynton, Rose; not Mrs. Boynton,' protested the Colonel with +spirit.</p> + +<p class="normal">'No, I admit it. She is perfectly lady-like. I don't really dislike her +a bit.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Dislike! my dear Rose! who could dislike so--so----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I admit it again, father. She is charming. I catch myself watching +her, just as if I were in love with her like all the nice men are.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Really, my dear Rose----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Well, dear, why not? She is perfectly sweet. Then she has such tact. +Do you know she never allows an ungentlemanly man to fall in love with +her? I often wonder how she manages it. It's awfully clever of her.' +Rose, standing by the fire, shifted a log with her foot and the sparks +flew upwards. 'Of course I would rather have had a girl; but I suppose +it wouldn't have done. There! don't worry, dear! Go off to your whist. +I'll settle it all.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'My dear girl----'</p> + +<p class="normal">She told him calmly that there was no need for gratitude, and Colonel +James Tweedie, R.E., head of a great Department, slunk away abashed to +the card-room. Rose was very fond of her father, though she understood +him perfectly--after the manner of modern children; accepting him +reasonably, with all his weaknesses, as the parent Providence had +assigned to her. And why, if she would have him, should he not marry +Mrs. Boynton? The mother, who had died when Rose was born, had been +well remembered; the Colonel was still middle-aged, and when his +daughter married might have long years of solitude before him. Would it +be fair for her to object? It was another of Rose Tweedie's +characteristics that this question came uppermost in her dealings with +both friends and foes. No! it would not be fair; there was no reason +against it. None.</p> + +<p class="normal">So she walked off calmly to the big hall, waiting to see Gwen Boynton's +graceful figure--paired with some worthy partner, of course--come +swaying out into the ring of light. But she was disappointed; for the +very simple reason that the lady she sought was sitting with Lewis +Gordon in the most comfortable corner in the whole building.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Miss Tweedie!' said an eager voice behind her, as she stood +instinctively marking the rhythm of the dance with one foot. 'Have you +seen Mrs. Boynton? I can't find her anywhere.'</p> + +<p class="normal">She turned gladly. It was Dan Fitzgerald, representing, as he always +did, humanity at its handsomest. 'So you're back! No, Mr. Fitzgerald. +She is not dancing, anyhow; but as those are the last bars, that is +cold comfort. What a pity! when you came down to the hall on purpose.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He flushed up like a girl; and she pointed to the gardenia in his +button-hole.</p> + +<p class="normal">'You don't go in for decoration except on state occasions,' she +continued, 'and then you weren't at tennis. I always keep a look-out +for you there; that back-handed return of yours from the line beats me. +I've been trying it with the <i>chuprassie</i> bowling at me, but it didn't +come off somehow. You must teach me when we are in camp.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Of course I will,' replied Dan cheerfully. Lewis Gordon would have +simpered and said, 'Delighted, I'm sure.' The remembrance vexed Rose by +its very appearance; as if it mattered what Gwen Boynton's cousin said +or did. And the vexation accounted for the phrasing of her next words.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Mr. Keene sent me a message, didn't he? No! How stupid of him! It was +about his <i>Nature</i>. I was to have it, and he was to let me know what he +wanted me to do with it.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Dan's face, which had showed perplexity, cleared. 'Ah, it's the +magazine you're meaning. Sure you puzzled me entirely, for it is not +nature you want, Miss Tweedie, though, 'tis true, one can't have too +much of a good thing.'</p> + +<p class="normal">It was a distinct compliment, or meant to be one, but Rose listened to +it gaily, and five minutes after, despite her shoes, was whirling in +and out of the shadows, full of the keen enjoyment which dancing brings +to some people.</p> + +<p class="normal">Lewis Gordon, lounging lazily in his dark corner, noticed her with a +certain irritated surprise. It was a more inconsequent, therefore a +more womanly action than he expected in a girl who annoyed him by +refusing to take either of the two places he assigned to women folk in +his Kosmos. There were those of whom wives and mothers could be made +discreetly, safely; and those who would be utterly spoilt by the +commonplace process. He turned to his cousin feeling no such difficulty +in regard to her classification. Yet in the dim light nothing could be +seen save the outline of a small head, a huge fur boa, and long curves +ending in a bronzed slipper catching the light beyond the shadow in +which they sat.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Shall we not dance?' he asked. 'It is the best waltz of the three. +Then I could bring you some coffee and we could rest--on our laurels.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'No, thanks. I was engaged to Mr. Fitzgerald for the last, and I must +give him time to cool down.' The voice was sweet, refined, careless.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I believe you are afraid of Fitzgerald.'</p> + +<p class="normal">There was a touch of hauteur in the sweetness now.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It is the second time this evening you have hinted at that, Lewis. I +suppose--being a sort of relation--you know something of that boy and +girl entanglement before I married your cousin. Is it so?'</p> + +<p class="normal">Her unexpected and unusual frankness took him aback into faint excuse.</p> + +<p class="normal">'There is nothing to apologise about, I assure you,' she went on, +regaining her carelessness. 'You may as well know the facts. I was +engaged to Mr. Fitzgerald. We were both babies, and my people +disapproved. Then your cousin proposed, and good sense came to us; for +we were not suited to each other. <i>Du reste</i>, Mr. Fitzgerald and I are +still friends, and he is the best dancer in Rajpore.'</p> + +<p class="normal">There was a pause, before he said quietly, 'Why not be quite frank, +Gwen, and say he is in love with you still? Surely that is palpable.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Perhaps. But I prefer to leave such questions alone, even with my +cousin. Especially since that cousin has done me the honour of telling +me many times that he is devoted to me himself.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He smiled at her deft evasion.</p> + +<p class="normal">'What is the use of any one being devoted to you, Gwen, if you are +going to marry Colonel Tweedie?' he replied half jestingly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I did not know I was going to marry him; but I am certainly going to +look after Miss Rose Tweedie in camp--if she will have me. Do you think +I shall want a new riding-habit, Mr. Gordon?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I really cannot help you on that question, Mrs. Boynton.'</p> + +<p class="normal">She leant towards him, so that he could see the laugh pass from her +pretty eyes. 'Don't be foolish, Lewis. You have been too good and kind +to me for that. You, who know my affairs as well as I know them myself, +must see that I have scarcely any choice between marrying again, and +going home to live with my mother-in-law, or starving in some horrid +poky lodging. How I should hate either! I can't live without money, +Lewis. I don't spend much--but it goes somehow. Then my pension as a +civilian's widow is but genteel poverty. Clothes are so expensive to +begin with; yet even your best friends don't care for you unless you +are well dressed.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The real regret in her tone made him quote a trite saying about beauty +unadorned.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Rubbish!' she interrupted, sinking into her cushions again. 'Beauty is +like the blue teapot; you must live up to it. I must marry some one who +can afford a well-dressed wife. I must indeed, in common honesty to my +future creditors. Personally I should prefer it to the mother-in-law. +Besides, if I went home I should never see you again, Lewis. I should +not like that--would you?'</p> + +<p class="normal">If the words in themselves were a direct challenge, they came from the +shadow where she sat, so daintily, so airily, that half a dozen replies +were possible without trenching on sober affirmation or denial. Yet her +hearer hesitated. There must always be a time when a man settles +whether or no he shall ask a certain woman to be his wife, and this was +not the first time the idea of marrying his cousin had occurred to +Lewis Gordon. He was not the head of a Department, but he was in a fair +way to become one in the future. He had money of his own, and she liked +him in a way. As for her? she was perfection as a companion. As a +wife?----</p> + +<p class="normal">'My dear Gwen! I should hate it,' he said fervently, being certain of +so much. But when he had said the words, they sounded too little, or +too much, so he took refuge in jest again. '<i>Faute de mieux</i> I should +prefer the family party; that is to say, if you could induce your +future stepdaughter, Miss Rose, to bear with my presence.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The light on the bronze slipper shifted, showing an impatient movement +of the pretty foot.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Impossible, I should say,' came the voice, airy as ever; 'but as you +seem to be imitating the barber's fifth brother to-night, why not +settle that she should marry? Girls do, sometimes, especially in +India.'</p> + +<p class="normal">As she spoke a couple swooped out into the almost empty circle of +polished floor. The waltz, nearing its end, gave them a swinging +measure, and those two were dancers indeed. One could not choose but +look, until, as the last chord crashed, they stopped as if petrified, +to smile at each other, before hurrying away. Lewis Gordon watched +them, his hands on his knees, a cynical smile on his face.</p> + +<p class="normal">'By all means!' he said languidly. 'Suppose we say Dan Fitzgerald, and +so get rid of our two <i>bêtes-noir</i> at once.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Mrs. Boynton started from her cushions and gathered her boa together.</p> + +<p class="normal">'What nonsense we are talking! Stupid nonsense into the bargain--which +is intolerable. I am ashamed of myself. Come! let us have some coffee +and forget our folly.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Her companion rose to accompany her with a shrug of his shoulders. I +beg your pardon, even though I fail to see the enormity of my offence. +Fitzgerald, if he were once settled----'</p> + +<p class="normal">She interrupted him with a gay laugh. 'So you aspire to the barber's +office in other ways; would like to <i>ranger</i> your friends. When I am +duly installed as chaperon I must consult you on matrimonial questions; +but not till then, if you please, Lewis. Ah! there is Mrs. Dacre, I +haven't seen her for an age; not since I went to Meerut.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He took his dismissal placidly, as men do in a society where they +cannot claim the undivided attention of at least one woman. Besides, +Gwen Boynton's chief charm lay in the impossibility of forgetting +that--provided she did not wish to do something else--she would be +quite as gracious to the person who cut into your place as she had been +to you. Furthermore that he was sure to hold as good a hand, and know +the game as well as you did; for Mrs. Boynton, as Rose Tweedie had +remarked, admitted no inferior players to her table. Seen now in the +full light of the coffee-room she showed slight and graceful in the +soft grey draperies which she wore as half mourning for the late Mr. +Boynton--a perfectly unexceptional man who, on the verge of retirement, +had lost all the savings of a long bachelorhood in one unfortunate +venture, and had died of the disappointment. Beyond a perfectly lovely +mouth and the faultless curves of chin and throat, there was nothing +remarkable in her face; nothing at least to account for her remarkable +charm. That, however, was indubitable; even Lewis Gordon, sipping his +coffee outside the circle which gathered round her quickly, kept his +eyes upon her. So he noticed hers turn more than once to Dan +Fitzgerald, who stood at the table waiting to replace Rose Tweedie's +tumbler of lemonade. 'She is afraid of him,' he thought. 'I wonder why? +Perhaps she hasn't got over her fancy either; that is the only thing I +can think of likely to create a difficulty.' Then he went off to +button-hole another Secretary about business, and forgot even Gwen +Boynton.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet, if half an hour afterwards he had by chance wandered into that +portion of the gardens devoted to zoology he would have seen something +to confirm his suggestion. For the two figures leaning over the iron +rail surrounding the ornamental water were those of Mrs. Boynton and +Dan Fitzgerald. The moon shone on the water; the clumps of bamboo and +plantains on the central island showed softly dark; masses of feathery +tamarisk trees and the sweeping curves of a sandhill or two beyond the +garden shut out the world. Otherwise it was not a suitable spot for +sentimental interviews, by reason of the ducks and geese, whose sleepy +gabblings and quackings were apt to come in unsympathetic chorus to +lovers' talk, while the adjutants, standing in pairs side by side, +their heads under their wings, were over-suggestive of Darby and Joan. +The conversation between these two, however, was sufficiently sensible +to stand the test of their surroundings.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It is really absurd,' she said in (for her) quite a querulous voice. +'I accept a pleasant invitation to make myself useful to the Tweedies, +who have always been most kind to me,--and my cousin. And why every one +should jump to the conclusion that I am going to marry a man who is +almost old enough to be my father I cannot imagine. Really the world is +too idiotic.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'You don't lump me in as the world, do you, Gwen?' he answered in a +lower tone. 'Surely you make a difference--surely there's some excuse +for me, dear? I haven't seen you for six weeks, Gwen; you've been away, +remember. And I hurried so for that promised dance, which you forgot. +Yes; we'll say you forgot it. Then every one is talking of your going +into camp with the Tweedies, wondering at your giving up the pleasures, +the society, hinting at some reason----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'If you can't trust me, Dan, that is an end of everything,' she +interrupted sharply. 'No, don't!--please, don't! One never knows who +mayn't come this way. Do let us be reasonable, Dan. We are not boy and +girl now, to squabble and make it up again. You tell me always that I +love you--have always loved you--will never love any one else; and +perhaps you are right. Isn't that confidence enough for you?' She tried +her utmost to keep an even tone, but something made the unwilling smile +on her lips tremulous.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It is, dear, and it isn't,' he said, his face showing soft and kindly +in the moonlight. 'If I were only as sure of the rest of you as I am +that you love me! But it was so, Gwen, in the old days; yet you threw +me over. I knew it then, and it made me go to the devil--more or less. +For if I had had the pluck to say, "You sha'n't," you would have been +happier. I spoilt your life as well as my own by my cowardice. And I'm +as bad as ever now, Gwen,--afraid to make you poor. Why don't I speak +up, Gwen, instead of giving in to the worst part of you?--instead of +waiting for promotion and making you more extravagant by paying the +bills?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'You needn't have reminded me of that!' she cried hotly; 'I'm not +likely to forget it.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He stared at her for an instant in sheer downright incredulity. Then he +laid his hand on hers sharply, and with the touch something that was +neither dislike nor fear, yet which seemed to alarm her, came to her +face.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Don't say that, Gwen! you don't--you can't mean it. For you know it is +all yours--that I'd starve to give you a pleasure. Ah, Gwen! if you +would only marry me to-morrow you'd never regret it. Why shouldn't you, +dear? There's no fear; look how I've got on since you gave me the hope +two years ago when I came to you in your trouble. If I had only had the +pluck then to marry you straight away----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'But it was impossible,' she broke in quickly, as if to lure him from +the point. 'What would people have said? It was so soon.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'What do I care? But now there is no reason--no reason at all. I'll get +my promotion all right. Keene is there at Hodinuggur, so nothing can go +wrong again. Gwen, why shouldn't you marry me to-morrow?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'To-morrow!' she echoed faintly; yet for the life of her unable to +repress that tremulous smile.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Yes. Ah! my darling, you don't know what the uncertainty means to a +man like I am. You don't know--you don't understand. If I only had you +to myself, I would not fear anything. And you wouldn't, either, if I +had the chance of teaching you what it means to a woman to have some +one between her and the world--some one to hold her fast--some one----'</p> + +<p class="normal">She shrank now from his increasing emotion.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Don't! oh, don't! you frighten me. And don't be hurt or angry, dear. +I've promised to marry you sometime--I have indeed. Oh, Dan, how +foolish you are!'</p> + +<p class="normal">She laid her delicately gloved hand on his arm, as he leant over the +railings, trying to hide the bitter pain her look had given him; but he +only shook his head.</p> + +<p class="normal">'You can't make me different from what I am,' she went on almost +pettishly; 'you can't, indeed.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I could, if I had the chance. That is all I ask.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'And you will have it some day, Dan. Perhaps you are right, and I +should be happy. Only, what is the use of talking about it just now? We +have settled so many times that nothing can be done until your +promotion comes. That will be next year, won't it? if nothing goes +wrong at Hodinuggur. Oh, Dan, do cheer up. I have to go out to dinner, +and it is getting late; but I'll drop you at the Club, if you like. I +didn't mean to hurt your feelings; you know that; but you are so +impetuous. Dan, do come! the geese are making such a noise, I can +scarcely hear myself speak.'</p> + +<p class="normal">It was true. Something had disturbed the peace of the pond, for a +confused gabbling and quacking filled the air. Dan tried to fight +against it for a minute, then with an inward curse gave up the +struggle. As they walked back to the carriage Gwen felt grateful to the +birds. They had saved the Capitol, for a very little more of Dan's hurt +feelings might have made her promise anything. It was her way when +brought face to face with pain. To make up for what he had suffered she +was very gracious to him as they strolled along the winding walks set +with English flowers, and the barred cages where big yellow tiger's +eyes gleamed out of the shadows; gleamed quite harmlessly of course. +But when she returned that evening to the rooms in the hotel which she +occupied during the winter months her mood had changed; for Lewis +Gordon had been at the dinner. She went over to her writing-table, took +out a bundle of receipted bills and looked at it with a distaste seldom +displayed towards such a possession. How foolish, how wrong, how unfair +to poor Dan it had been to let him pay; and what a dreadful tie to her, +for of course if he did not get his promotion she could not possibly +marry him and then the obligation would be unbearable. Gwen, brooding +over the situation by the fire, felt aggrieved. She was one of those +women who, paradoxical as it may seem, gain the power of exciting +passion by their own absolute lack of comprehension as to its first +principles. To say she had no heart would have been an unkind calumny. +She was really very fond of Dan; more fond of him when he was absent +perhaps than when he was present, but she had not the remotest +conception of what his love meant to him. So as she sat thinking of him +in her seamless dress--Gwen's evening dresses always had a seamless +look, and the lace about her fair shoulders always seemed pinned on +with cunning little diamond brooches glittering and sparkling--she told +herself that it all depended on promotion, and that, in its turn, +depended largely on a boy whom she had never seen, who had gone to live +in the desert with the sole purpose of forcing her to keep her promise. +A queer tie indeed between that branded bungalow set in the sand, and +her refined little sitting-room.</p> + +<p class="normal">And at that moment George, pondering over a cigar in the verandah +before turning in, was meditating, not upon the mysterious mound of +Hodinuggur, with the light in the Diwân's tower challenging the feeble +flicker in the potter's house, but on something far more mysterious +than either--his dinner. That dinner of six courses, compounded out of +the desert fowl in various stages of existence, to which his factotum, +a man whose imaginative faculty outran his creative power, had given +such topsy-turvy yet familiar names. Wherefore? Why was it deemed +necessary to feed a sahib on salt-fish concocted out of chicken and +anchovy sauce, and then to give dignified support to the fraud by +handing round the conventional egg-sauce? George gave up the puzzle and +went to bed depressed by the consideration that if Hodinuggur was +strange and unkenned to him, he was quite as strange and unkenned to +it.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_03" href="#div1Ref_03">CHAPTER III</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Chândni was standing in her cool recesses of shadow at the farther end +of the gateway which adjoined the little strip of bazaar leading past +the palace. A bazaar but a few yards long, yet retaining in that small +space a specimen of all the vices which in past times had made the +Moghuls of Hodinuggur infamous. A couple of young men with uncovered +heads were dicing on a string bed thrust under a patched, dyed awning +stretched from balcony to balcony. A group of half-a-dozen more were +quarrelling vilely over a quail fight beside the liquor-seller's booth, +gay in its coloured bottles. Two or three of various ages, heavy with +drugs, were sprawling and nodding in the gutters. Just across the +street a sutara-player was twanging away, and above him a girl, +powdered and painted, bent over the wooden balcony flinging snatches of +hideous song on the passers-by, and shrieking with coarse laughter at a +naked monstrosity who, as he begged, made capital of his misfortunes. +On this girl, with her grease-smirched hair and Brummagem jewelry, +Chândni, from her shadows, cast glances of scorn, which she transferred +after a time to Dalel Beg, who sat crouched up against a plinth smoking +a rank hookah and sipping a 'rajah's peg' of brandy and champagne. He +had discarded European dress entirely, and the few clothes he wore +smelt horribly of musk.</p> + +<p class="normal">Against the darkness of the arch behind her the woman's tall figure +showed like a white shadow. Not a scrap of colour anywhere save in her +stained lips and the pomegranate sprig she twirled idly in her hand. +Keeping time with it to the thrum of the sutara; keeping time also with +a clash of the silver anklets hidden by the long gauze draperies of her +Delhi dress.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Yea! Dalel!' she said mockingly, and the creamy column of her throat +vibrated visibly with her smooth round voice. ''Tis over true what the +little sahib said of thy coarse attempts. The pack of us are fools. The +sahib-logue's drink yonder steals what brains God gave thee; then Meean +Khush-hâl was never aught but a big belly, and the Diwân--Heaven keep +him for the best of the lot--sits too high. There remains but Chândni +the courtesan, and she----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Hath failed,' broke in Dalel with a forced explosion of malicious +laughter. 'Lo! thou hast not had a civil tongue for others since he +flouted thee. Sure the plant must be trampled in the dust ere it +blossoms. Have patience, heart's delight.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He was too weary even in his malice to seek the amusement of watching +the rage grow to her face as she stood behind him.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Whose fault----' she began hotly; then with a louder clash of the +anklets ended in a laugh. 'Lo! 'tis past. And what care I? 'Tis naught +to me, but if the treasure-chest of Hodinuggur be empty, 'tis good-bye +to Chândni. She goes back to Delhi.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Nay! nay!' whimpered Dalel with a maudlin shake of the head, as he +sought comfort in finishing the tumbler. 'We will succeed yet; but the +boy hath no youth in his veins. I know not how to take him as the +others. Yet have we done our best----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Best,' echoed the woman scornfully. 'Stale old tricks. A gold piece +under his plate at dinner forsooth! That was soon over in a beating for +the servant who should have seen it put there. A dish of oranges +stuffed with rupees which the same servant, wise man, kept for himself. +A gun he would not take! a dinner he would not eat! a horse he would +not ride! Even a woman he would not look at. What care I? there be +others who will. Stale old tricks indeed! insipid as uncooled water on +a summer's day, or that thing yonder'--she pointed to the opposite +balcony--'compared to me. Think not I did not see thee ere I came out, +oh! Dalel. Not that I care. There be others, and Delhi is but a day's +journey.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Mayhap the tricks are old,' he muttered in sullen discomfiture. 'Hast +new to advise?'</p> + +<p class="normal">She laughed. 'Not to thee; thou hast not the wit for it. And there is +naught new. The crazy potter is right when he saith the world is in the +dust. Sure every ploughman knows, that no matter what the surface be, +the sand lies under all. Thou hast but to dig deep enough.'</p> + +<p class="normal">She had moved forward to lean against the plinth. In the action her +thin draperies clung to the long curve of her limbs from hip to ankle. +Her right hand supported her head, which was thrown back against it, so +that the arm framed her face. It was the attitude of the Medea in +Pompeian frescoes; the face of a Medea also till the downward glance of +her eyes met an upward one from the sutara-player. Then with a flash +and a laugh the pomegranate blossom flew out into the sunlight and fell +at the young man's feet. Dalel clutched at her savagely amid a volley +of coarse English oaths.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Let me go, beloved!' she giggled. 'Did I not say the sand lay under +all? What! art jealous? jealous of Chândni the courtesan? Wouldst have +me Dalelâh since thou art Dalel? If that be so, I will put thee in good +temper again.'</p> + +<p class="normal">She snatched at an old banjo hanging on a nail, sank down amid her +draperies like a cobra on its coil, and began recklessly to sing +'Ta-ra-ra-boom-de-ay,' while Dalel waggled his head, but half +mollified.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Thou canst not dance it though,' he maundered sleepily. 'Not as 'twas +pictured in the English papers at the Jubilee Institute. Thou art no +good at all. I will change thee for a half-caste girl. Yet if there be +no money in the treasury? Lo! Fate is hard, and I have done my best.'</p> + +<p class="normal">And still the song of civilisation went on, full of incongruous +barbaric intervals. The girl in the balcony retreated in a huff before +an accomplishment unknown to her: the quail-fighters laughed at the +noise. Only George Keene, wandering about one of the inner courts of +the palace, seeking a good spot whence to sketch a certain blue-tiled +mosque, found himself unconsciously whistling a refrain, and paused to +listen in sickening suspense. Yes, it was! Fitzgerald was right when he +said the country was being ruined by culture! What an inconceivable, +unthinkable contrast to that great ruined courtyard, its blue tiles +decorated in endless writing with the Attributes of God. At least how +inconceivable it would have been six weeks ago, when he had first seen +the mosque with Dan as his companion. For George Keene was becoming +accustomed to being, as it were, depolarised. It would have made him +very angry had any one told him that Hodinuggur had already altered his +outlook on life, though it could scarcely have failed to do so. To +begin with Dalel Beg's occidental follies, grafted on to a sound stock +of ancestral vices, made him, as he leered over a billiard cue and +tried to induce George to bet, quite a startling study. Not so +disturbing, however, as the sober, gentle, inoffensive villagers with +the confession, 'It is God's will,' on their patient lips. Content to +toil and die, smiling over the fact. Surely, something ailed the +terminology of religion if these were Heathen, and certain Western folk +in his father's suburban parish were Christians? Then there was the mad +potter in whose walled yard George listened to the oddest old-world +tales, and the Diwân with whom the lad played chess. To tell truth, he +never climbed up for that purpose to the tower without a breathlessness +not altogether to be accounted for by the steepness of the stairs. Face +to face with the old man, sitting still as a statue before the pieces, +George felt himself face to face with something he could not set aside +with a sneer. Yet he might have been playing with an automaton for all +the interest Zubr-ul-Zamân displayed, while he, on his part, was +agonising in anxiety. But once his hand had left the piece, the old +man's would rise from his knee, hover over the board for a second, then +swoop down unerringly with the murmur, 'My play is played.' And the +move generally disposed of all George's deep-laid plans, for the Diwân +was a passed master in chess. Yet the lad returned again and again for +a beating, being dogged in his turn. He was, in fact, on his way from +one when Chândni and the banjo started his thoughts along a familiar +channel. Certainly they were an odd people, and somehow it was +difficult to write home letters which should at once reflect the truth +and give satisfaction to the British public.</p> + +<p class="normal">Meanwhile Chândni, desisting with Dalel's first reliable snore, threw +the banjo aside and reviewed the position. There was no mist of reserve +between her and her profession. She had been born to it, as her +forebears had been. Her success in it was rather a matter for pride +than shame; her only anxiety being the future. Should she linger on as +she had been doing in hopes that out of sheer conservatism Dalel Beg +would attach her to him permanently by some of the many possible +marriages? Or should she risk the life of a go-between in her old age, +return to Delhi and amuse herself? The reappearance of the painted girl +in the balcony decided her; she would not give way to such creatures as +that until the emptiness of the Treasury was indubitable. Yet as she +sat rolling the little pellets of opium for her midday dose between +her soft palms she looked at her lover distastefully. He was no good, +and if the sluice-gates were to be open that year she must bestir +herself--she and the Diwân. So much was settled before she swallowed +the dream-giver and threw herself full length on the bare string bed +set deep in the shadows. Then the silence of noon fell on that sinful +slip of bazaar. Even the quails ceased to challenge from their hooded +cages, and the sutara-player with the pomegranate blossom stuck in +behind his ear had forgotten the giver in sleep. But out in the fields +the peasants were at work on their scanty crops, and George Keene as he +entered the red brick bungalow paused to listen to a cry which never +failed to impress him. The cry of praise to the giver with which the +villagers drew water from the wells which stood between them and +death. Truly in that wilderness of sand, water was the mother of all +things. What wonder if it became the motive power in life? What wonder +that, like the silver sword of the big canal, it cut the world into +halves--the people who wanted, and the people who did not want the +sluice-gates opened. With a laugh at his own fancy he went in to +lunch, wondering this time what form the desert fowl would take: it +certainly was the mother of all food! Hodinuggur might have its serious +aspects, but on the whole it was farcical as well as tragical, and +'Ta-ra-ra-boom-de-ay, counterbalanced that cry of thanksgiving.</p> + +<p class="normal">And that same evening, while he was reading the last number of the +<i>Nineteenth Century</i> in the verandah, Chândni had an interview with the +old Diwân on his tower, which, had George been aware of it, would have +seemed to him farcical beyond belief, though it was deadly earnest to +the actors. She sat at the old man's feet so as to be within earshot of +a whisper, since walls, especially in an Indian palace, have ears. That +was why Diwân's chair was set out in the open under the star-gemmed +dome of the sky which paled to its circled setting of plain that, seen +from the height, seemed in its turn to curve, cup-like, to meet the +sky. The decent domino she had worn on her way was cast aside out of +sheer coquetry, so that her supple figure, unadorned save for the heavy +chaplets of jasmine flowers shrouding the filmy muslin, might stand +outlined above the low parapet among the stars. For Chândni was shrewd. +The ordinary jewels of her class might have aroused memories in the old +man, and she wished to impress him with her individuality.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Nay, daughter,' he said approvingly, 'I well believe failure was not +thy fault. As for thy plan--speak.'</p> + +<p class="normal">She drew her lips closer to his ear, and laid one hand on his knee, as +if to hold his attention.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Father! all men care for something. He cares not for what he has been +given. Let us try others. If they fail, well and good. Now there is one +thing such as he favour--God knows why?--but I have seen them myself in +the bazaar at Delhi--sahibs who have come over the black water to buy +ragged rugs and battered brass pots. Why? Because, forsooth, they are +old! The crazy potter would say it was because they remember them. I +know not. But this boy pokes about the old things--questions of the old +tales.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Zubr-ul-Zamân nodded approval. 'True, he favoured the Ayôdhya pot; but +he returned it.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Chândni's eyes sparkled, then fell. 'So! that is one thing to begin +with. Then he is of those who watch flowers grow and birds build their +nests; who paint colour an paper for the love of it. Again, when the +fowler fails in all else he baits the snare with pity, and sets a +decoy-bird a-fluttering within the net. This boy gives quinine to +the old wives, and fish-oil to the babes born with the Potter's +thumb-mark.' Her laughter crackled joylessly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Words--words,' muttered the old man impatiently. What wouldest thou +do?'</p> + +<p class="normal">She drew closer, and the movement sent a wave of perfume from the +jasmine chaplets into the air.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Lend me Azîzan for a week, and thou shalt see.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Scent, so people say, is the most powerful stimulant to bygone +memories; perhaps that was the reason why her words brought such a +pulse of fierce life to the old face. 'Azîz! Nay! she is of the house.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Why not say of the race, father?' retorted Chândni coolly. 'Nay! in +such talk as ours truth is best. Thinkest thou I am a fool when I +go to dance and sing in the women's quarter? Is it not sixteen years +since the potter's daughter disappeared on the night of the great +storm'--hath not this fifteen-year-old the potter's eyes--Heaven shield +us from them!' Her hand went out in the two-fingered gesture used to +avert the evil eye in West as well as East.</p> + +<p class="normal">Zubr-ul-Zamân scowled at her.</p> + +<p class="normal">'There be other girls and plenty; take them,' he began. 'Besides, she +is betrothed. I will not lose the dower.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Wherefore shouldest lose it? I said a week, and Zainub, the duenna, +will see to safety. He will but paint her picture.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The Diwân spat piously. 'And what good will such accursed idol-making +do?' he asked more calmly.</p> + +<p class="normal">''Twill bring the quarry within reach; he lives too far away now. Give +me the girl, my lord, else will I know that the Diwân Zubr-ul-Zamân +Julâl-i-dowla Mustukkul-i-jung is afraid of the potter's eyes.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'As thou art, daughter of the bazaars,' he retorted fiercely. 'Shall I +set them on thee and thine?'</p> + +<p class="normal">Chândni essayed an uneasy laugh. 'I will do her no harm,' she muttered +sullenly. 'I will not even speak to her if thou wilt. Zainub shall do +all.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Half-an-hour afterwards Chândni, wrapped in her white domino, paused on +her way home at the door leading to the women's quarters and knocked. +After a while an old woman appeared at the latticed shutter. The +courtesan whispered a word or two, the door opened, and the two +disappeared down a dark passage.</p> + +<p class="normal">''Tis Chândni come to dance.' The whisper ran through the airless, +squalid rooms, causing a flutter among the caged inhabitants. Out of +their beds they came, yawning and stretching, to sit squatted in a +circle on the bare floor, and watch Chândni give a spirited imitation +of the way the mem-sahibs waltzed with the sahib-logue. It was not an +edifying spectacle, but it afforded infinite satisfaction to the +audience. An audience which has to take its world at second-hand, and +in the process has grown careless as to abstract truth. The young women +tittered, the old ones called Heaven to witness their horror, and then +they all sat without winking an eye while the courtesan sang the songs +of her profession.</p> + +<p class="normal">But little Azîzan's light eyes saw nothing at which to smile or to cry +in either performance. She was young for her years, and very sleepy; +besides, she was betrothed to an old man whom she had never seen, +because, as all the other girls took care to tell her, she really was +too ugly to be kept in the family. And that sort of thing takes the +zest from life.</p> + +<p class="normal">When the entertainment was over, Chândni sat and talked with Zainub, +the duenna, until dawn, with that careless disregard of bed-time, which +makes it quite impossible to foretell at what hour of the day or night +a native of India will be asleep or awake.</p> + +<p class="normal">But George Keene, over the way in the branded bungalow, was safely +tucked up in sheets and blankets, whence nothing short of an earthquake +would have roused him.</p> + +<p class="normal">An earthquake, or else a prescience of the hideous caricature Chândni +had been making of the <i>trois temps</i> over in the palace.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_04" href="#div1Ref_04">CHAPTER IV</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">George Keene was trying to translate the cloth-of-gold sunlight into +cadmium yellow, with the result that the blue of the tiles in his +sketch grew green, and the opal on the pigeon's breasts as they sidled +along the cornice, was dimmed to dust colour.</p> + +<p class="normal">The courtyard with its blind arcades of Saracenic arches surrounding +the mosque, lay bare and empty, as it always did save at the hours of +prayer. He looked across it with a dissatisfied expression, noting the +intense colour of certain tiles which were mixed up with those more +modern ones bearing the Arabic letterings. The former reminded him of +the Ayôdhya pot, and set him a-wondering if he should ever have an +honest chance of procuring one like his first bribe. The old potter, +his authority in such matters, had told him they were still to be +found, more or less broken, in the digging of graves, or the sinking of +wells. Hitherto, however, he had failed to hear of one. Yet, the +possibility remained, since those tiles, which must be centuries older +than the <i>café chantant</i> sort of proscenium on which they were inlaid, +had survived. The latter he saw clearly, now he came to draw it, had +been added on to an older building behind; probably a Hindu temple. So, +when all was said and done, that figure of a grave and reverend +Mohammedan moulvie, which he had intended to put in the foreground, +might not have so much right to be there as a priest of Baal. It was a +confusing country!</p> + +<p class="normal">When he looked up again from his work, he gave a start; for a totally +unexpected model was squatting on the flags of his foreground. A mere +slip of a village girl; and yet was she of the village? More likely a +stranger--perhaps one of the southern tribes of whom the potter told +tales--since her dress was odd.</p> + +<p class="normal">It consisted of a reddish purple drapery, more tike wool than cotton in +texture, with a stitched border in browns and creams such as the desert +folk embroider on their camel trappings. It was an admirable piece of +colouring against that blue background, and he began upon it at once, +reckless of the averted face; for he was accustomed to be thus watched +furtively from afar, and knew that the least notice would end in +instant flight, as of a wild animal. Besides, the faces were apt to be +disappointing. This one, however, was not, and his first glimpse of it +gave him quite a shock. Without being beautiful, it was most peculiar; +a golden brown face, with a long straight nose, and a wide, curved +mouth; golden brown hair under the reddish purple of the veil; golden +brown eyes, and a golden brown arm circled with big bronze bracelets +stretched out so that the hand rested on----!</p> + +<p class="normal">He gave an irrepressible exclamation and half rose from his seat. Down +fell his box and brushes, and over went the dirty water streaming +across his hard-won sunshine. He mopped at it hastily with his +handkerchief--as hastily as he dared; but when he looked up the girl +had gone. He sat down and eyed the spot where she had been +suspiciously; not because of her disappearance--there had been time for +that--but because he was doubtful of his own eyes in thinking that her +hand had rested on an Ayôdhya pot. If so, what a rare chance he had +lost; if not, he must be going to have fever, and had better go home +and take some quinine. Go home, however, <i>viâ</i> the potter's house, and +ask that inveterate gossip if he knew anything of an odd-looking child +with light eyes--here George gave a low whistle, paused in his packing +up of paint-boxes, and looked round again to where the girl had +squatted, feeling that it was foolish of him not to have noticed the +resemblance before. Doubtless the girl was a relation of some sort, +though the old man had always strenuously asserted that he had none +living. Perhaps he had meant no male ones; yet, strangely enough, Fuzl +Elâhi did not seem to share that contempt for girls which all the other +natives of George Keene's acquaintance professed. He often talked about +his dead daughter, and whenever he talked he became excited and +restless; indeed, the fear of thus arousing him made George somewhat +reticent in his description of the girl he had seen, which he confined +as far as possible to the dress.</p> + +<p class="normal">'She is not of Hodinuggur, Huzoor,' declared the old man confidently. +'They who wear wool live far to the south. They never leave the +hearthstone where their fathers lie buried. 'Tis the old way, Huzoor, +and we of this place did it also long ago.' Suddenly his eyes lit up, +he let the wheel slacken and clasped his hands closely over the dome of +clay in its centre. It shot up under the pressure like a fountain. +'Perhaps the Huzoor hath seen one of the old folk; they come and go, +they go and come. I see them often; my fathers and their fathers, but +never my daughter. She will not come, she will not come.' As his voice +died away the cadence of the wheel recommenced, only to stop with a +jar. 'Huzoor! Have <i>you</i> seen her? A slip of a girl with a fawn face +tinted like a young gazelle's? Not black like these people--but sun +colour and brown--all sun colour and brown with little curls on her +forehead----'</p> + +<p class="normal">For the life of him George could not help acknowledging the thrill that +ran through him. The man was mad, of course, hopelessly mad; yet if he +had seen the girl he could scarcely have given a better description. +Perhaps he had seen her, knew all about her, and only pretended +ignorance, to serve his own ends; that overweening desire, for +instance, to pose as one apart from commonplace humanity, at which +George alternately laughed and frowned.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Your daughter is dead, potter-ji, how can I have seen her?' he said +rather brutally; yet what else was there to say with that glaring +daylight shining down remorselessly on the squalid reality of the +scene? It was an ordinary potter's yard, no more, no less; the kneaded +clay on one side of the wheel, the unbaked pots lying on the other. In +the outer yard a couple of children were playing in the dust, while +their mother sought a satisfactory ring in one of the pile of +ready-baked water-pots before bringing it with her to haggle and +bargain over the price. Overhead a kite or two wheeled in circles, and +down the slope, of course, lay the palace and its inhabitants; who were +very ordinary examples of impoverished native nobility in its worst +aspect. So George Keene meant to be brutal, his common-sense demanded +it of him. But that evening, as he sat smoking as usual in the +verandah, he saw a light flickering about the ruins, and told himself +that, despite his reticence, the potter was in one of his restless +moods, when he would seek for his daughter all night long, returning at +dawn with a handful of dust, which he would knead to clay and mould +upon his wheel into odd little nine-pins. Sometimes he would bury these +in pairs upon the mound--George had seen him doing it--more often he +would give them to the village children as toys. George had seen them, +too, with sticks for arms and bits of charcoal for eyes, doing duty as +dolls. He had laughed at the oddity of it all; but now in the soft +darkness the thought sent that thrill through his veins once more. This +would never do! He had been too long mooning about Hodinuggur sketching +and playing chess. It was time to ride down the canal, bully the +workman at the brick-kilns, and have a day or two at the bustard in the +desert; so then and there he called to the factotum and gave his orders +for breakfast to be ready twenty miles off the next morning. That would +settle his nerves.</p> + +<p class="normal">When he returned, after four days, absence, he set to work rationally +to finish his sketch. The cloth-of-gold sunshine was brilliant as ever, +the blue tiles glowed, the prismatic pigeons sidled along the cornices. +He told himself that Hodinuggur was not such a bad place if you refused +to allow imagination----</p> + +<p class="normal">'The Huzoor gives medicine to the poor,' came a voice behind him. +'Mother is ill; I want quinine.'</p> + +<p class="normal">It was the girl with the Ayôdhya pot in her hand. George Keene laughed +out loud in the satisfaction of his heart at his own wisdom.</p> + +<p class="normal">'What is the matter with your mother?' he asked judiciously.</p> + +<p class="normal">'She is sick, I am to get quinine,' repeated the girl. 'I came once +before, but the Huzoor jumped up; so I became frightened and ran away. +Since then I have come often, but the Huzoor was not here.'</p> + +<p class="normal">George felt vaguely that he too had run away before something +ridiculously commonplace and simple, and in the effort to bolster up +his dignity, his tone became pompous and condescending.</p> + +<p class="normal">'You are not frightened now, I hope?'</p> + +<p class="normal">The queerest demure look came to her downcast eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Wherefore should I be afraid? The Huzoor is my father and mother.'</p> + +<p class="normal">George had heard the saying a hundred times. Even now, incongruous as +it was, it pleased him by its flattering recognition of the fact that +his benevolence and superiority were undeniable.</p> + +<p class="normal">'But, unfortunately, I don't carry quinine with me,' he began.</p> + +<p class="normal">'If the Huzoor were to bring it to-morrow when he comes to put paints +on paper, his slave could return and fetch it,' she interrupted +readily. He looked at her more sharply, wondering what her age might +be. 'Shall I come, Huzoor?' she continued, with a certain anxiety in +her grave face.</p> + +<p class="normal">'What else?' he answered quickly. It would suit him admirably, since he +could come armed with rupees wherewith to bribe the Ayôdhya pot from +her, and with canvas and oil-colour more suitable to the portrait +which, as he looked at her golden brown face and reddish purple +draperies, he resolved to have. He would paint her against the dark +mound of the ruins rising formless and void upon a sunset sky, and he +would call it----</p> + +<p class="normal">'You had better tell me your name,' he said suddenly, 'then I shall +know to whom I have to send the quinine in case you can't come.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Her white teeth flashed between the long curves of her mouth.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I am Azîzan, Huzoor. I am quite sure to come, and I will bring the pot +for the medicine.'</p> + +<p class="normal">It was almost as if she had divined his intention, he thought, as he +watched her pass out through the gateway behind him. It was a queer +chance altogether, all the greater because the name Azîzan was +familiarly commonplace. Briefly, it happened to be that of his +factotum's wife. He had, of course, never seen that estimable female, +but he had often heard her addressed in tones of objurgation when delay +occurred between the courses, thus--'<i>Azîzan! egg sarse. Azîzan! salt +fish is not without egg sarse</i>.' From which George inferred that she +was responsible for the kitchen-maid's portion of the Barmecidal feast. +The remembrance made him smile as he packed up his colours, resolving +to do no more till he could begin in earnest on that most interesting +study. He would have thought it still more interesting if he could have +seen it slipping into the white domino which old Zainub, the duenna, +held ready at the gate, where she had been warding off possible +intrusion by the bare truth, that one of her palace ladies was within. +For the custom of seclusion renders intrigue absolutely safe, since +none dare put the identity of a white-robed figure to the test, or pry +into the privacy of a place claimed by a veiled woman.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Now mind,' scolded Zainub, as they shuffled back to the women's +apartments, 'if thou sayest a word of this to the girls thou goest not +again; but the old bridegroom comes instead.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I will go again,' said the girl gravely, 'I liked it. But the sun made +my eyes ache without the veil. Yes! I will go again, amma-jân' +(nursie).</p> + +<p class="normal">To tell the truth, she had small choice. We have all heard of an empire +whereon the sun never sets, and where slavery does not exist. Even +those who shake their heads over the former statement, applaud the +latter. But slavery, unfortunately, is as elusive as liberty, and when +not a soul, save those interested in making you obey, is even aware of +your existence, individual freedom is apt to be a fraud. This was +Azîzan's case. Born of an unknown wrong, she might have died of one +also, and none been the wiser. The zenana walls which shut her in, shut +out the penal code of the alien. If she had chosen to be prudish, the +alternative would have been put before her brutally; but she did not +choose; for naturally enough, as she said, she liked the masquerade, +even if the sun did make her head ache. So she sat all that afternoon +under the lattice-window, whence, if you stood on tiptoe, you could see +the flags in front of the mosque, and thought of the morrow; naturally, +also, since it was a great event to one who had never before set foot +beyond the walls of the women's quarter.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet George had to wait a long time the next day ere she appeared and +squatted down before him confidently. 'It was the black man who came +with the Huzoor's things,' she explained quite openly. 'Mother would +not let me come while he was here. The Huzoors are quite different; +they are our fathers and mothers.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The repetition of the phrase amused George, and tickled his sense of +superiority. It scarcely needed stimulus, for, like most of his race, +he was inclined to consider the natives as automata, until personal +experience in each case made him admit reluctantly that they were not. +So he wondered vain-gloriously what certain politicians at home would +say to this candid distrust of the black man, produced the quinine, and +then offered Azîzan five whole rupees if she would let him draw a +picture of her, as he had of the mosque.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Is that the mosque?' she asked dubiously.</p> + +<p class="normal">George's reply was full of condescension, which it would not have been +had he looked on Azîzan in the light of a girl capable, as girls always +are, of mischief; for the sketch was accurate to a degree. It ended in +an offer of ten rupees for a finished picture of that odd, attractive, +yellow-brown face. It was now resting its pointed chin on the tucked-up +knees, round which the thin brown arms were clasped; and the smile +which lengthened the already long curves of the mouth George set down +to sheer greedy delight at an over large bribe, which, to tell truth, +he regretted. Half would have been sufficient.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Then the Huzoor must really think me pretty.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The words might have been bombs, the sigh of satisfaction accompanying +them a thunderclap, from the start they gave to his superiority. So she +was nothing more nor less than a girl; rather a pretty girl, too, when +she smiled, though not so picturesque as when she was grave.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I think you will make a pretty picture,' he replied with dignity. +'Come! ten rupees is a lot, you know.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I'll sit if the Huzoor thinks me pretty,' persisted Azîzan, now quite +grave. And her gravity, as she sat with the reddish purple drapery +veiling all save the straight column of her throat and the thin brown +hands clasping the Ayôdhya pot, appealed so strongly to George Keene's +artistic sense, that he would have perjured himself to say she was +beautiful as a houri twenty times over if thereby he could have made +her sit to him.</p> + +<p class="normal">She proved an excellent model; perhaps because she had done little else +all her life but sit still, with that grave tired look on her face. So +still, so lifeless, that he felt aggrieved when, without a word of +warning, she rose and salaamed.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I must go home now, Huzoor,' she said in answer to his impatient +assertion that he had but just begun. 'I will come to-morrow if the +Huzoor wishes it.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Of course you must come,' he replied angrily, 'if you are to get the +ten rupees. Why can't you stay now?'</p> + +<p class="normal">Azîzan might have said with truth that a hand from the gateway behind +the sketcher's back had beckoned to her, but she only smiled +mysteriously.</p> + +<p class="normal">George, left behind in the sunny courtyard, looked at the charcoal +smudges on his canvas with mixed feelings. He had the pose; but should +he ever succeed in painting the picture which rose before his mind's +eye? To most amateurs of real talent, such as he was, there comes some +special time when the conviction that here is an opportunity, here an +occasion for the best possible work, brings all latent power into +action, and makes the effort absorbing. Something of this feeling had +already taken possession of George; he began to project a finished +picture, and various methods of inducing his sitter to give him more +time. Perhaps she had found it dull. Native women, he believed, +chattered all day long. So when she came next morning, he asked her if +she liked stories, and when she nodded, he began straightway on his +recollections of Hans Andersen; choosing out all the melancholy and +aggressively sentimental subjects, so as to prevent her from smiling. +He succeeded very well so far; Azîzan sat gravely in the sunshine +listening, but every day she rose to go with just the same sudden +alacrity. Then he told her the tale of Cinderella, and the necessity +for her leaving the prince's ball before twelve o'clock; but even this +did not make Azîzan laugh. On the contrary, she looked rather +frightened, and asked what the prince said when he found out.</p> + +<p class="normal">'He told her that he thought her the most beautiful girl in the world, +so they lived happy ever after,' replied George carelessly.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was two nights after this incident that old Zainub the duenna paid a +visit to Chândni in her shadowy recesses.</p> + +<p class="normal">'What is to come of this foolishness?' she asked crossly. ''Twas a week +at first; now 'tis ten days. She used to give no trouble, and now she +sits by the lattice in a fever for the next day. That is the plague of +girls; give them but a glimpse outside and they fret to death. So I +warned Meean Khush-hâl sixteen years agone, when the mother took refuge +with us during her father's absence on the night of the storm; but he +listened not when he had the excuse of the wall. Yea, that is the +truth, O Chândni! 'tis well thou shouldst know the whole, since thou +hast guessed half. Mayhap thou wilt think twice when thou hast heard. +Ai! my daughter! I seem to hear her now; I would not pass such another +year with this one for all the money thou couldst give. Nor is it safe +for me, or for thee, Chândni, with those eyes in the child's head. Let +be--'tis no good. Would I had never consented to begin the work! I will +do no more.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'True!' yawned Chândni, lounging on her bed. 'Thou art getting old for +the place--it needs a younger woman. I will tell the Diwân so.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Zainub whimpered. 'If aught were to come of it, 'twould be different; +but thou thyself hast but the hope of beguiling him to some unknown +snare within the walls.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'An unknown snare is the deadliest,' laughed the other shrilly. 'What +care I for the girl? 'Tis something to have him meet a screened inmate +of the palace day after day; many things may come of that. If Azîzan +pines, tell her the wedding is delayed; tell her anything----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Tell her!' broke in the old duenna between the whiffs of the hookah +whence she sought to draw comfort. 'Sobhân ullah! There is too much +telling as it is. <i>He</i> tells her--God knows what!--not sensible +reasonable things, like the tales of a parrot, about real men and +women; but upside-down rigmaroles about beggar-maidens and kings and +sighs without kisses. Lo! she hath them pat! But now, because I bid her +hold her tongue from teasing me with them when I wished to sleep, she +flung out her hands so, quite free like, saying if she might not speak +them she would think them, since they were true words. He had told her, +and the sahib-logue ever spake the truth.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Chândni burst into high pitched laughter. 'So! the little Moghulâni +learns fast! 'Tis not strange, seeing the blood which runs in her +veins. The cross breed hath but given it strength. Lo! if this be as +thou sayest, she would not thank thee for stopping her ears with the +cotton of decency. Thus, for the eyes' sake, Zainub, thou hadst best +let well alone, and give the girl the rein--while thou canst.'</p> + +<p class="normal">In good sooth the old dame felt the truth of Chândni's words, and +knew herself to be between two stools. Either by interference, or +non-interference, she ran the risk of Azîzan's anger; more, perhaps, by +the latter than the former. So the girl in her odd dress continued to +steal out in the fresh mornings--for March had come with its hot +glaring noons--to sit between George and the mosque, and to steal back +again, obedient to that beckoning hand from the gate; Zainub's +authority remaining sufficient for that, backed as it was by an +ill-defined fear on the girl's part, lest the fate of Cinderella should +befall her before the proper time. There was little conversation +between the odd couple; chiefly because Azîzan had none, and seemed to +know nothing of her neighbours and the village. Her mother? Oh yes! she +was better for the quinine. She was a purdah woman, more or less, and +lived yonder--this with a wave of the hand palacewards. Yes! she had +heard there was a potter, but she had never seen him. Oh, no! they were +not related. Her dress? It was very old because they were very poor. +Her mother had had it by her; it was very ugly. She would rather have +'Manchester'; but they--that is to say, her mother--would not give it +her. The Ayôdhya pot? That was old also. She had asked her mother, and +she was willing to sell it. When the Huzoor had finished the picture +her mother would come, if she were well enough, and settle the price. +If not, the Huzoor might go 'yonder' and speak to her mother. The +Huzoors were their fathers and mothers. It was not like a black man. +This much, no more, George gleaned during the morning hours which +passed so swiftly for them both. He in a novel absorption and pride in +the success of his own work. She? It is hard to say. She sat listening, +while the pigeons sidled and coo'd, the blue tiles glowed, and the +blind arcades shut out all the world save George and his stories. They +were of the simplest, most uncompromising nature; partly because his +sense of superiority made him stoop, perhaps unnecessarily, to Azîzan's +level; partly because his knowledge of the language, though long past +the stuttering stage, did not extend to niceties of emotion. But loving +was loving, hating was hating, when all was said and done. Sometimes +the crudity of his own words made the lad smile, as, by the aid of his +own complexity, he recognised how entirely they dealt in first +principles; and then Azîzan would smile too, not from comprehension, +but from first principles also. The woman's smile born of the man's.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was different, however, when he laid down his brush with an elated +laugh. 'There! that's done! and you have sat like--like anything. +Earned your ten rupees and--Azîzan! my dear little girl--what is the +matter?'</p> + +<p class="normal">First principles with a vengeance, and the sunlight turning tears to +diamonds as they rolled down those sun-coloured cheeks! He rose, +divided between pity and impatience, and stood looking at her almost +incredulously. 'Come, don't cry--there's nothing to cry about. Look! +how pretty you are in the picture; but it wouldn't have been half so +pretty if you hadn't sat so still. I owe you more than the ten rupees, +Azîzan, and that's a fact. What shall it be--money or jewels? What +would you like best?'</p> + +<p class="normal">She did not answer, and with the same careless superiority he stooped +and turned her downcast face to his; he was used to turning it this way +or that at his pleasure. But this somehow was different; so was the +sun-colour and brown he saw. Sun-colour indeed! He was only +one-and-twenty, and the brightness and the glamour which seemed to fall +in a moment on everything, as he saw the heart-whole surrender of her +eyes, dazed him utterly; only one-and-twenty, and he had never before +seen such a look as this that came to him from the sun-coloured face; +but it was brown also! Truth is truth. It was not a sense of duty, it +was a sense of colour which prevented him from kissing it then and +there. So much may be said for him and his morality, that the +difference between a brown and a white skin was the outward sign of the +vast inward gulf between sentiment and sheer passion. The transition +was too abrupt; for the time it shocked his culture, and brought a look +to his face before which poor little Azîzan gave a cry, and fled, just +as she had fled on that first day when George had spilled the dirty +water over the sunshine. He had spilled it now with a vengeance, +and--over the sunshine of her face, sent shame--needless shame. +'Azîzan!' he called after her, his pulses bounding and beating, +'Azîzan!'</p> + +<p class="normal">Then he paused, since she would not; and told himself that there was no +need for pursuit. She would come back, for there, as she had left it, +lay the Ayôdhya pot. Yes! she must come back. He could scarcely think +of her without it clasped in her thin hands; so silent--yet all the +time----? He gave a little laugh, tender, half regretful. Dear little +Azîz! What a brute, what a fool he had been to bring that look to her +face! His brain was in a whirl; he could think of nothing save her shy, +confident eyes, and ask himself if, when all was said and done, that +world beyond the desert held anything better despite its palaver and +pretension? Did it not come back in the end to the old ways, to the +first principles? He laughed recklessly at his own thoughts more than +once as, scarcely seeing the ground beneath his feet, he made his way +homewards to the branded red brick bungalow.</p> + +<p class="normal">The factotum was standing in the verandah.</p> + +<p class="normal">'The mem-sahib is waiting for the Huzoor,' he said calmly,</p> + +<p class="normal">'The mem! what mem?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'This slave knows not. She came half an hour gone, and said she would +await the Huzoor's return.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Wait! where?'</p> + +<p class="normal">The man pointed to the sitting-room. 'In there, Huzoor. She has since +fallen asleep in the sahib's arm-chair.'</p> + +<p class="normal">George stared helplessly at the bamboo-screen which, hanging before the +open door, prevented him from seeing inside. Who could it be? Rose +Tweedie? The mere thought sent the first blush of the morning to his +cheek, by bringing him back with a round turn to civilisation.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Here! take these things,' he said, thrusting the picture and the pot +hastily into the servant's hand; 'and see!--wipe my boots--they are not +fit to be seen.'</p> + +<p class="normal">And as the factotum carefully brushed the dust of Hodinuggur from +George's feet, the latter had forgotten everything in wonder as to who +the 'mem' could possibly be.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_05" href="#div1Ref_05">CHAPTER V</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">It was a lady, whom he had never seen before, fast asleep in his +arm-chair; <i>the</i> arm-chair of bachelor's quarters, which, having served +as a deck lounge on the way out, brings a solitary luxury afterwards to +the bare sitting-room.</p> + +<p class="normal">Its present occupant appeared to find it comfortable, for she did +not stir. It must be confessed, however, that there was not much to +disturb even a light sleeper, for George's entrance was shy, and his +surprise sufficient to petrify him for a time. She was dressed in a +riding-habit, and a pair of neatly-booted feet rested on the only other +chair in the room. Evidently she had made herself quite at home, for a +helmet and veil lay with her gloves familiarly beside the cup and +saucer set out on the table for the young man's breakfast. Altogether +there was an air of easy proprietorship about the figure which lay with +throat and cheek sharply outlined against the Turkey red cushions; one +hand tucked behind the fair, rumpled hair, the other resting slackly on +the knee. It increased George Keene's shyness by making him feel an +intruder even in his own room, and without a word he turned, +instinctively, to leave it. As he did so a glitter on the floor at his +feet made him stoop to find a diamond pin. He stepped aside to lay it +out of harm's way on the mantelpiece, and in so doing caught a closer +view of the half-averted face.</p> + +<p class="normal">When he slipped out again into the verandah, he stood with his hands in +his pockets and whistled softly; it was a habit of his when taken +aback. A most surprising adventure indeed! An Englishwoman--a perfectly +beautiful one into the bargain--at Hodinuggur alone! How on earth had +she come there? From Rajpore, seventy odd miles of sheer desert to the +north, or from the south? The Chief's camp had arranged to cross the +sandy strip in that direction, perhaps on its return to look in on +Hodinuggur, but that did not account for her being alone.</p> + +<p class="normal">The factotum having disappeared into the cook-room, George, in order to +avoid calling, strolled thither, intent on further information. In so +doing he became aware of his groom at work on a strange horse. The +Huzoor was right, said the man with a grin, it was the mem's, and was +it to have three or four pounds of grain? George, noticing the little +Arab's hanging head, suggested a bran mash, and went on feeling as if +he had tumbled into another person's dream. Yet no more was to be +discovered. The mem had come, sent her horse round, and gone to sleep +in the sahib's arm-chair. Furthermore, what did the Huzoor mean to do +about his breakfast?</p> + +<p class="normal">George, who, to tell truth, was beginning to feel the pangs of hunger, +hesitated between awaking his guest and taking his bath. He chose the +latter alternative, moved thereto by the remembrance that he would be +none the worse for a clean collar and what he termed 'all that sort of +thing'; but half an hour afterwards, when he returned to the verandah +with the refreshingly clean look of a newly-tubbed young Englishman, +the situation had not improved. It had become worse, for, while the +lady still slept, George felt ravenous; nor could he turn to his pipe +as a palliative lest she should wake suddenly to find him reeking of +tobacco--for he had always been a bit of a dandy, and fastidious over +such things. This did not prevent him from feeling injured. No woman, +be she ever so beautiful, had a right to take possession of a fellow's +breakfast as she had done; and yet it was not so much her fault as the +detestable Indian lack of pantries and larders, which led to every +plate and knife, every eatable, save the desert-fowl in the cook-room, +being, as it were, under the immediate guardianship of the Sleeping +Beauty. Even if the store-closet had been in the bedroom, he might have +'vittled free, off sardines and captain's biscuit. And still she slept. +At last, in sheer desperation, he determined to wake her; and, raising +the screen, was beginning a preparatory cough, when the sight of the +breakfast-table suggested the possibility of a raid. The next instant +his shoes were off and the boyhood in him uppermost, as he stole in, +his eyes on the sleeper. 'A good conscience, and no mistake,' he +thought, as he annexed the loaf and a tin of sardines. 'One of the +Seven Sleepers, surely!'--this as he passed more leisurely to a pat of +butter and a knife and fork; these he piled on the loaf, with a +spoonful or two of marmalade. Apparently she had no intention of +awakening for days! This thought led to a cup and some tea from the +canister, finally to a milk jug; the latter proving fatal, for in +retiring backward with his spoil through the screen, its contents +dribbled on to his best suit, and the effort to prevent this, +overbalanced the spoon of marmalade, which fell with a clatter.</p> + +<p class="normal">Some people wake to the full enjoyment of their faculties, and with the +first glance of those grey-blue eyes, George saw that concealment--with +half the breakfast-table clasped to his bosom--was impossible. He +blushed furiously, and began to apologise; which was foolish, since +excuses, if due at all, were clearly owed by the sleeper. She did not, +however, make any.</p> + +<p class="normal">'How kind of you not to disturb me before, Mr. Keene,' she interrupted +in a charming voice. 'Have you been in long?'</p> + +<p class="normal">Her coolness increased his apologies, making him assert on the +contrary, he had but just returned. Only being rather in a hurry for +his breakfast----</p> + +<p class="normal">'Apparently,' she interrupted again. 'Dear me, what a very +miscellaneous meal it would have been! But, as I am awake, hadn't you +better put it all down before the marmalade runs into the sardines? +Then, as I am quite as hungry as you can possibly be, you might tell +the man to bring breakfast.'</p> + +<p class="normal">George, if a trifle taken aback by her nonchalance, felt grateful for +the opportunity, given with such easy grace, of getting at his shoes +again before beginning explanations. On his return he noticed that she, +also, had made use of the time to tidy her hair and restore a general +daintiness of appearance. As he entered she was stooping to look under +the table as if to seek something she had lost.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It is a little diamond pin,' she said; 'I left it here with my +gloves.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'No,' he answered quickly, off his guard. 'It was on the floor--I +mean--I--I think it is on the mantelpiece.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Thanks, so much!' She took it gravely ere going back to the arm-chair. +Then she looked up at him archly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Was I snoring dreadfully when you came in first, Mr. Keene?'</p> + +<p class="normal">For the third time since he had become aware of her presence he +blushed.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Snoring?--oh dear no,' he began angrily.</p> + +<p class="normal">'That is a relief. I was afraid I must have been, to make you perjure +yourself so. As if any sane woman could believe that you went about +Hodinuggur in that costume! I believe you have been in for hours and +hours, and I'm so sorry, Mr. Keene; but you will forgive me when you +hear my tale of woe.'</p> + +<p class="normal">George, with an odd little rapture at the thought, told himself he +could forgive her anything because she was so beautiful.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I'm Mrs. Boynton,' she went on; 'you will have heard of me, I expect, +from Rose?'</p> + +<p class="normal">He told her that he had heard of her from most people at Rajpore, which +was the truth; but he did not say, which was also the truth, that their +praises of her looks seemed to him miserably inadequate. No doubt, +however, she saw this in his eyes, though she had too large an +acquaintance with the expression to take any interest in it. Nice boys +always admired her immensely, and this one looked very nice, with the +beauty of cleanliness on him from head to foot, so she detailed her +adventures with that confidence in sympathy and help which is such a +charm to very young men. To say sooth George deserved it, for he was +one of those who are born to stand between their womenfolk and that +necessity for taking the initiative which--<i>pace</i> the strong-minded +sisters--most women cordially detest, and which is the cause of half +the nervous exhaustion of the present age. So after a very short time +he took possession of her future even more decidedly than she had taken +possession of his bungalow. Briefly, the case lay thus. Colonel +Tweedie's camp, owing to the increasing heat, had changed its route +slightly, and was due, as the incoming post would doubtless let George +know, at Hodinuggur next morning. To do this it had doubled up two +marches across the desert into one, so as to include some inspection +work before turning at right angles along the canal. Owing to this and +some good sport on the way, every one had started by daybreak through +the Bâr; that is to say, hard waste land dotted with tufts of grey +caper-bushes, and stunted trees, just high enough and thick enough to +prevent one seeing more than twenty or thirty yards in any direction, +since beyond that the clumps became a continuous hedge shutting out the +world. Colonel Tweedie and his immediate staff having ridden on in +haste, the shooting party, beguiled by the prospect of bustards, had +spread themselves through the jungle on one side of the track, followed +by their horses and grooms. Mrs. Boynton, however, preferring such road +as there was, had been walking her horse along it in the expectation of +being rejoined, when the sudden firing of an unseen gun made her Arab +bolt. First along the track, then missing it at a bend, the beast had +swerved into some bushes, where a thorny branch had caught in his long +tail, making him perfectly unmanageable. After a mile or more, he had +apparently broken into the track again, and sobered down to a walk, +much to her delight. Then a solitary native traveller had passed, and +assured her, as she imagined, that she was right for the sahib-logue's +camp; so she had trotted on, until, fearing she might lose the track +once more, she had been foolish enough to walk her horse back on its +traces, thus completely losing all her bearings. Finally, at a fork in +the almost invisible path, she had been forced to confess that she had +not the least idea in which direction her destination lay, north or +south, east or west; the sun, therefore, being of little use to her as +a guide. (Here her pretty smile growing a trifle tremulous, made George +profusely indignant with the desert.) Then, regaining her head, she +remembered to have heard Mr. Fitzgerald--who, as Mr. Keene would know, +had of course joined the camp on its entrance into the division--say +that the more open country lay eastward, and so she had ridden as +straight as she could into the shadows, that being her best chance of +steering aright. (Here George grew clamorous over her courage.) +Nevertheless, it had almost failed, she said, when on a sudden the +great silver streak of the canal had appeared from among the bushes, +and she had ridden along its banks till she came to a treeless waste +with a big mound looming in the far distance.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I knew it must be Hodinuggur,' she finished with a sort of caress to +her own comfort among the pillows, 'by Mr. Fitzgerald's description, +and I knew you from Rose Tweedie's, so I felt it was all right. And +now, Mr. Keene! don't you wonder I didn't snore, considering I had been +in the saddle for eight hours?'</p> + +<p class="normal">George protested it was virtue itself for her to wake at all; but that +she would have the whole day to rest, as it was manifestly impossible +for her to return to the camp; absurd also, since the latter was to +come on to Hodinuggur next day. So he would send to the Diwân and +borrow a camel sowar, who would ride over with a note telling of her +safety in the bungalow, and asking for anything she might require. For +the rest, all he had was at her service.</p> + +<p class="normal">'But I shall be turning you out of house and home, shan't I?' she asked +kindly.</p> + +<p class="normal">The young fellow's eyes softened. 'I don't think I ever thought of it +as a home before,' he said with an embarrassed laugh at his own words; +'but won't you come to breakfast? It's awfully nasty, I'm afraid----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Then we can fall back on the sardines and the marmalade,' she +interrupted gravely. This gravity was with her a perfect art, and gave +a great charm to her gentle raillery.</p> + +<p class="normal">Perhaps the food was nasty; if so, George, for one, did not mind except +for her sake. He thought of nothing but her comfort; of how he could +welcome her to take possession of everything, himself included. Was she +not the most beautiful, the most fascinating, the most perfect woman he +had ever seen? Did she not deserve the best he could give her? So, +while she was writing the note for the camel sowar, George slipped away +to give instructions to the factotum. The bedroom must be swept and +garnished, and the things pitched away anywhere. The drawers must be +re-papered, a towel put on the dressing-table, and---- What a beastly +hole it was, he thought ruefully as he left the man to his own devices; +but half an hour afterwards his face cleared; for the factotum, having +been in good services, had risen to the occasion. Not only was there a +towel on the dressing-table, but two empty beer-bottles had been +modestly draped into candlesticks, with the gilt ends of the pugree he +had received from the Diwân, while the remainder of the muslin was +festooned about the looking-glass. Azîzan's portrait stood on the +mantel-shelf with the Ayôdhya pot in front, and two dinner plates on +either side, the arrangement being completed by two of his best ties +knotted in bows about his hunting crop, and the kitchen fan. A tinsel +veil, borrowed from the compounder of <i>egg-sarse</i>, did duty as a +bed-spread, supported by his Cooper's Hill tennis muffler as an +antimacassar. In the middle of the room the factotum still lingered, +benign and superior, one hand holding a hammer and tacks, the other a +pair of striped silk socks, with the decorative effect of which he was +evidently enamoured. In addition, a figure swathed in white sat +modestly behind the dressing-room door.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It is my house,' said the man, with a large smile. 'Since it is not to +be tolerated that the abode of princes should lack a female slave, the +woman, at my command, takes the part of ayah. The Huzoor may rest +satisfied. Azîzan's knowledge of the mems equals this slave's of the +sahibs.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Azîzan! The smile left George's lips at the name; and before leaving +the room he thrust the portrait into a cupboard, replacing it by an +illuminated text which was lying neglected under a pile of wire +cartridges.</p> + +<p class="normal">'The Huzoor is right,' declared the factotum cheerfully. 'The mems have +them ever in their rooms. Lo! nothing is amiss.'</p> + +<p class="normal">George, as he turned at the door for a last look, felt that the advice, +'Forsake not the assembling of yourselves together' emblazoned in +Gothic characters, holly, and mistletoe, which a maiden aunt had sent +him as a Christmas present, did indeed put the finishing touch to the +solitude of the wilderness.</p> + +<p class="normal">'But where are you going?' asked Gwen.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I? Oh! they'll give me quarters in the palace, I expect. Perhaps I'd +better go over now and see about it. Then I've inspection work, +and--and a heap of other things. So perhaps I'd better say good-bye. +I've told the servants about lunch and all that sort of thing. And your +traps will be here before dark.'</p> + +<p class="normal">A very nice boy, indeed, thought Mrs. Boynton, and showed her thought. +So George went over to the palace feeling quite intoxicated because he +had been instructed without fail to dine in his own house; and after he +had settled about his quarters with Dalel, and had ridden off on his +fictitious tour of inspection, he dug the spurs into his pony out of +sheer lightness of heart, and went sailing away over the desert, +careless even of the direction in which he went.</p> + +<p class="normal">Dalel meanwhile had repaired to the shadowy arches in a state of +boastful superiority. His friend Keene was coming over to stop in the +palace. They would play cards, and be jolly, and drink. And the lad +always carried the key of the sluice-gate on his watch-chain.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It is a chance indeed,' said Chândni, with a queer look. Then after a +time broke in on Dalel's vapourings by snatching the banjo from the +wall and breaking into a respectable and plaintive love-song.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Lo! thou hast thy way, and I have mine,' she laughed recklessly. 'Let +us see who succeeds best.' So slipping on the decent white domino, she +set off for the palace, and turned down the dark passage leading to the +women's apartments. Doubtless it was a chance which must not be +neglected.</p> + +<p class="normal">Between his desire not to disturb Mrs. Boynton's kindness too early, +and his dislike to becoming a prey to Dalel at the palace, George in +the end had to gallop his pony the last four miles, and then found +himself with but ten minutes in which to dress. But he dashed up the +narrow stair leading to the odd little arcaded room placed at his +disposal by the Diwân, feeling confident in the factotum's forethought; +and, sure enough, on the silk coverlet of the high lacquered bed lay +his dress-clothes and white tie complete. Nothing else, except his +sleeping-suit; so, choice being denied him, he flung himself into +ceremonious black, discovering as he did so that two or three jasmine +blossoms and a sprig of maidenhair fern had been pinned into the +button-hole of his coat. The factotum was evidently determined he +should play the right game. As he ran down the stairs again he wondered +whence the man could possibly have procured the fern, and then +remembered having seen a few fronds clinging, far down on the +masonry of his well, into which the canal water filtered. The seed +of this hill-born plant must have filtered with it; just as these +strange items of knowledge--the shibboleth of dress-clothes and +button-holes--filtered into the brains of these odd people. Life in +Hodinuggur was really very amusing, and full of delightful surprises. +Yesterday he had been waiting--without a collar!--for a Barmecidal +feast, to-day in swallow-tail and a button-hole he was going to dine +with the most beautiful woman in the world! and there, like a fairy +tale, was the branded bungalow illuminated out of all recognition. And +inside were more wonders in a table set out with flowers, and Mrs. +Boynton coming forward to greet him with a bouquet of jasmine and +maidenhair amid the soft ruffles of her white dress. It was humiliating +yet still amusing, having to confess it came, not from his courtesy, +but the factotum's sense of duty. Then the very sight of the man +himself, in spotless raiment, lording it over Mrs. Boynton's kitmutgâr +was pure comedy. In fact when, dinner being over, George was left face +to face with three napkin-swathed black bottles hung with foolscap +tickets of port, sherry, claret, engrossed in the village +schoolmaster's best hand, he gave one look at Mrs. Boynton before +exploding into laughter, while she vowed to keep the <i>menu</i> to her +dying day, if only to show the folly of allowing facts to interfere +with fancy.</p> + +<p class="normal">By and by, when coffee came in--the factotum diffident over the +breakfast cups but triumphant over the under-footman with hot milk and +sugar on a dinner-plate--they laughed again; yet the laughter brought a +moisture to George Keene's merry grey eyes. In a vague way the boy knew +what had happened, knew that the most beautiful woman in the world had +not only taken possession of house and home, but of body and soul; and +he was glad of it, despite the moisture in his eyes--glad to the +heart's core as he chattered away confidentially, while she listened +graciously, thinking what a charming boy he was, and what an excellent +husband he would make by-and-bye for any girl. What an admirable +son-in-law, in short, he would have made if she had had a daughter and +he had had money; for women of her sort view mankind chiefly from the +matrimonial point of view, and seek to give variety to the question by +importing into it all their female friends.</p> + +<p class="normal">'That reminds me,' she said, as she listened to the hope that she was +fairly comfortable which George tacked on to his good-night. 'You have +the most fascinating blue pot on your mantelpiece. Where did you get +it?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Do you really like it?' he asked eagerly; 'if so, you can have it.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'My dear boy!' she laughed, 'I don't mean to appropriate <i>everything</i> +you possess.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He looked at her with shining happy eyes. 'But it isn't mine as yet; it +belongs to some one, though, who wants to sell it, and if you would +give it to me, now, I'd finish the bargain to-morrow morning and you +shall have it back by breakfast-time if it is to be had for love or +money.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Love or money! The old formula came carelessly to his lips.</p> + +<p class="normal">Azîzan meanwhile, crouching behind one of the palace arcades, and +wondering when she would hear his foot on the stairs, was echoing the +thought in another language. She was trembling all over from +excitement, and fear, and hope; of what, she scarcely knew, she did not +understand. They had dressed her in her best beneath the flimsy white +veil which pretended to conceal the finery it really enhanced, and +surely, she thought, if he had deemed her pretty when in that dreadful +old shroud, he would be still kinder now. They had bidden her ask for +the Ayôdhya pot, and take him to settle the price with her mother. But +of doing this she was not sure; she was sure of nothing save that she +must see him again--must see him to make certain that he was not vexed. +And then she would tell him that traps were being laid for him--at +least she might tell him--but come what might she must see him; ay! and +he must see her as she ought to be seen.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was not a very safe interruption for George to have found awaiting +him in the long moonlit shadows of the arcades had he been in the same +mood as the girl; not even though all the plotting and scheming would +have seemed incredibly absurd to him at any time, and in any mood. +Indeed, even by the dim light of the cook-room, where the factotum was +putting away a copy of the <i>menu</i> among his certificates as proof +positive of his acquaintance with the appetites of the ruling race, +Chândni's snare would have met with the derision it deserved; but in +the dark intricacies of palace politics it seemed simple enough, +especially to one of her vile experiences.</p> + +<p class="normal">But as it so happened George never went near the palace. He sat on the +canal bridge till dawn, smoking one pipe after another, and looking +aimlessly, dreamily at the dark windows of the bungalow. No one could +have foreseen this, not even the lad himself. He had no intention of +out-watching the stars when the balmy air and a feeling of measureless +content first tempted him to pause and set aside the forgetfulness of +sleep for a time--or would it have been sleep when <i>she</i> was in the +desert alone, with God knows what ruffians about? A rage grew up in him +at the thought of Dalel and his kind, until the palace itself became +distasteful. So, almost before he realised that he was on the watch, +the gurglings of many camels and the thud of a mallet told him that the +advanced guard of the big camp had arrived, and sent him across to the +camping ground to warn the tent pitchers to be as quiet as possible. +'May the angels of the Lord pitch their tents around us this night, +used to be the favourite bidding prayer of a certain Scotch divine when +he ministered to a volunteer congregation, until one day a veteran +happening to be there said audibly, 'Then I'm hopin, they'll no mak +muckle noise wi' the tent-pegs.' A tale which shows the danger of +imperfect local colouring; a fact which was to be brought home that +night both to Dalel and Chândni, for even then George did not return to +the champagne and the snares. That incomprehensible love of the +picturesque on which the latter had counted, kept him engrossed in the +novel sight of a canvas city rising like magic from the bare sand. +First came an autocrat with measuring tape and pegs mapping the ground +into squares; then, one by one, in its appointed place, a great ghost +of a thing, flapping white wings against the purple sky, to rise stiff +and square above? fringe of even silvery ropes.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was not until a saffron-coloured glint in the east startled him into +the thought that he was a confounded ass, that George, out of sheer +lightheartedness, ran all the way back to the palace, stumbled up the +steep stairs, and threw himself into the high lacquered bed to fall +asleep before the saffron had faded into daylight. Perhaps it was as +well, since even the Hodinuggur sun, which had been at work since the +beginning of all things, might have stared to see a masher in dress +clothes knocking into a Moghul palace with the milk. It stared instead +at a more familiar sight; at a girl, face down on a bare string bed in +the women's quarters, sobbing as if her heart would break.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_06" href="#div1Ref_06">CHAPTER VI</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Naturally enough George overslept himself. Naturally also he woke to +feel himself hustled and bustled, for he was due to meet the incoming +camp at the borders of his district at a certain hour; a feeling he +proceeded to vent on the factotum for being late with the early tea +which that worthy had had carried over from the bungalow in an odd +little procession, tailing off to some of the large-eyed village lads +and lasses learning betimes the customs of their rulers. In addition, +George had promised Mrs. Boynton an answer about the Ayôdhya pot, and +now, even by hurrying, which he loathed, he could scarcely find time to +seek Azîzan in the old place. Still he did hurry, and leaving the camel +which he was to ride gurgling in the courtyard, wasted five minutes in +tramping up and down the flags in front of the mosque; finally, in +vexation, returning by the short cut through the bazaar. In these early +hours it had a deserted, yet still dissipated air, the few loungers +looking as if they had been up all night. Only the quails challenged +cheerfully from their shrouded cages. In the arched causeway, however, +he came on Dalel Beg, most offensively European in costume and manner; +for he too was bound on reception-duty.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Aha! Keene, old chappie,' he began with a leer, 'you sleep well after +burra-khana (big dinner) with the mem. By Jove, you keep it up late.'</p> + +<p class="normal">George could scarcely refrain from kicking him then and there. But the +thought that these people had possibly put their own construction on +his absence from the palace made him feel hot and cold with rage and +regret. To avoid the subject--the only course open to him--he hastily +held out the Ayôdhya pot which he was carrying, and asked the Mirza if +he had any idea to whom it belonged.</p> + +<p class="normal">Now the Mirza's oblique eyes had been on it from the first; but at the +question they narrowed to mere slits of compressed cunning.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Ah, so! very good. I know. Yes, yes! it belong to you, Keene, of +course. Bah! it is worth nothing. I hate old trumpery matters. You are +very welcome.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'You mistake, sahib,' retorted George haughtily, 'this does not, did +not belong to your grandfather; it belongs to an old woman who lives +near the palace. She promised to sell it to me, and now I'm rather in a +hurry to complete the bargain. Mem Boynton sahiba wants it, and they +leave to-morrow or next day.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Dalel Beg, who had been turning the pot over and over in his hand, +laughed.</p> + +<p class="normal">'So you say it is another----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Certainly it is another,' interrupted George, annoyed beyond measure +by his manner; 'it belongs, as I said, to an old woman. She has a +daughter called Azîzan----' he paused, doubtful of putting Dalel on any +woman's track.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Azîzan!'--the Mirza signed his attendants to fall back with unwonted +decision before he went on,--'Azîzan! tell me, Keene, a young girl? +with eyes of light like potter's?'</p> + +<p class="normal">Evidently he knew something of, and was interested in, the girl, and +George, now that it was too late, regretted having mentioned her name.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Can't wait any longer now, I'm afraid,' he replied, glad of the +excuse; 'just send one of your fellows up to my quarters with the pot, +will you? Thanks, I've no time to lose.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Left thus cavalierly, Dalel Beg scowled after the young Englishman; +then with a compendious oath turned back to the side door whence he had +emerged, and, stumbling in his anger up the dark stairs, appeared again +in Chândni's presence. He almost flung the pot beside her as she lay +curled up on her bed, and then, driven to words by her arrogant silence +began a volley of furious questions.</p> + +<p class="normal">What mischief had the woman been up to? How came it that the English +cub had seen Azîzan? Azîzan, who after all was his half-sister, one of +the race, though they did keep her out of his sight. And that oaf, that +infidel---- His wrath was real, for beneath the veneer of modern +thought the fierce jealousy of the Moghul lay strong as ever.</p> + +<p class="normal">Chândni gave a jeering laugh, 'Thou art too handsome for the maidens, O +Dalel; too wicked also even for the race. Thou needest one like me to +keep thee straight. Lo! there is nothing to know, nothing to tell. +Hadst asked last night, the answer might have been other. I set a snare +and it failed; for thou wert right--the boy is no boy, but a milksop. +May fate send him death and us a black man in his place, else I stop +not here!'</p> + +<p class="normal">Her jingling feet struck the ground with a clash and she yawned again. +In truth she was tired of Hodinuggur, and longed for the Chowk at +Delhi. Dalel, with a sneer adulterating his frown, looked at her +vengefully, 'Wah! thou art a poor creature, putting the blame on +others, after woman's way. Thy wiles are useless, forsooth, because +the boy is a milksop. Then a strange mem comes and he sits drinking +wine--my wine, look you, for his servant required it of me--until the +dawn; then comes home tipsy after losing himself among the tent-pegs.'</p> + +<p class="normal">This was Dalel's version of the incident. It interested his hearer into +provoking details by denial.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It is a lie,' she said calmly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Daughter of the bazaars, 'tis true! did I not wait till nigh three +with champagne and devil-bone, yet he came not? Did not his servant +tell me but now I had stinted them in wine? Did not the tent pitchers +say he wandered as a madman among the pegs? Was he not at me, even now, +to get this pot for this mem, this woman?' So far his anger had swept +him past its first cause; now he remembered and harked back to it. 'How +came he by the pot, I say? how hath he seen a woman of our race?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Ask the Diwân,' she replied coolly; 'for me that measure is over, I +will dance to another tune.' And as she spoke, though her feet scarcely +shifted, a new rhythm came to these jingling bells. ''Tis odd,' she +murmured in a singing tone, as she lifted the pot and held it out at +arm's-length, 'we come back to this old thing at every turn, and now +his mem wants it. Leave it with me a space, O Mirza Dalel Beg. I will +set it yonder in the niche where I take the seed of dreams; it may +bring wisdom to them.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Dalel gave a contemptuous grunt.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Thou art no better than an old spay-wife with thy dreams and omens and +fine talk. Sure the Hindu pig, from whom I took thee, hath infected +thee with his idolatrous notions----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'See, I go not back to them and him,' she interrupted quickly, 'leave +it, I say, if thou art wise. If the sahib seek it of thee, say one of +thy women knows the owner and makes arrangement. Tis true, and thou +lovest the truth, O Dalel.'</p> + +<p class="normal">As usual, her recklessness cowed him, and when he had gone and she sat +rolling the opium pellets in her palms, the Ayôdhya pot lay in the +niche. Something had declared in its favour, and wisdom lay in +humouring the mysterious will which nine times out of ten insisted on +playing the game of life in its own fashion. Then she lay back half +asleep, half awake, her hands clasped behind her smooth head, her eyes +fixed on the shifting pattern beneath the glaze. The sun climbing up +sent a bar of shine through a chink in the balcony roof. It slanted +into the recesses, undulated over her curved body and reaching the +niche made the Ayôdhya pot glow like a sapphire. But by this time +Chândni was dreaming, so she did not hear the merry laughter of a +cavalcade passing through the Mori gate on its way to the canvas city +in the camping ground. A cavalcade of aliens, with Rose Tweedie on a +camel, her English side-saddle, perched on the top of a native pad, +giving her such height that she was forced to stoop.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Another inch, Miss Tweedie,' cried George gaily, 'and you would have +had to dismount; you will have to cultivate humility before trying +Paradise!'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Sure Miss Rose is an angel already,' put in Dan Fitzgerald.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Lewis Gordon rode gloomily behind; partly because he himself was in +a shockingly bad temper, partly because the camel he rode was a +misanthropist. And these two causes arose the one from the other, since +it was not his usual mount. That, when Rose Tweedie had taken advantage +of Mrs. Boynton's absence to desert the dhoolies which were the only +alternative conveyance across this peculiarly sandy march, had been +impounded for the young lady on account of its easy paces. He +remembered those paces ruefully, as, with low-pitched indignation he +wondered why she could not have stuck to the more ladylike dhooli. Yet +she looked well on the beast and rode it better than most men would +have done on a first trial; than he would, at any rate. But these were +aggravations, not palliations, of her offence; still, when, on +dismounting, she came straight up to him, her natty top-boots in full +evidence, the huge sola hat, borrowed from her father, making her slim +upright figure show straighter and slenderer than ever, he was forced +to confess that if she did do these horrible things she did them with +infinite <i>verve</i> and good taste.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I'm so sorry, Mr. Gordon!' she exclaimed eagerly, 'indeed I didn't +know of the exchange father made till we had started, or I'd have stuck +to the dhooli--indeed I would. What an awful brute it was! I saw it +giving you a dreadful time. Do let me send you over some Elliman?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I'm not such a duffer as all that, Miss Tweedie,' he began.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I didn't mean that, you know I didn't; but if you won't have the +Elliman, take a hot bath, it's the next best thing I know for +stiffness. You can tell your bearer to take the water from our +bath-fire. And thanks so much, I enjoyed the ride immensely. Mr. +Fitzgerald raced me at the finish, and I beat by a good head.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'A particularly good head, I should say,' he replied, out of sheer love +of teasing, for he knew how intensely she disliked his artificial +manner with women. The fact annoyed him in his turn. It was another of +her unwarrantable assumptions of superiority; nevertheless he followed +her advice about the bath.</p> + +<p class="normal">Indeed Hodinuggur for the rest of the day claimed suppleness of joint, +in the mind at least. We all know the modern mansion where, entering a +Pompeian hall you pass up a Jacobean staircase, along Early English +corridors, and Japanese landings to Queen Ann drawing-rooms; mansions +of culture, where present common-sense is relegated to the servants' +attics. Hodinuggur was as disturbing to a thoughtful person unused to +gymnastics; perhaps more so because a certain glibness of tongue in +slurring over chasms and ignoring abysses, became necessary when, as +fell to Lewis Gordon's lot, most of the day passed in interviews. +Solemn interviews of State, then personal interviews with an ulterior +object, finally begging interviews <i>pur et simple</i>. The other members +of the camp, however, had an easy time of it, their attendance not +being required. Dan Fitzgerald passed most of his day in vain hopes of +a <i>tête-à-tête</i> with Mrs. Boynton, for he was on tenter-hooks to +explain the feeling with which, on returning late to the camp, he had +found it in commotion over her loss; but Gwen, who always dreaded Dan +when he had reasonable cause for emotion, avoided him dexterously, +chiefly by encouraging George, who was nothing loth to spend his day in +camp. At first the lad felt no little vexed to find himself shy and +constrained among so large a party; but this feeling wore off quickly, +and when he came, ready dressed for tennis, into the drawing-room tent +at tea-time it seemed quite natural to be once more amid easy-chairs +and knick-knacks, to see the pianette at which Rose sang her Scotch +songs with such spirit littered with music, and to find her busy at a +table set with all manner of delightful things to eat. He was boy +enough to try so many of them, that Dan had to apologise for his +subordinate's greed before they trooped out laughing to the very +different world which lay beyond the treble plies of the tent--that +mystical veil of white, and blue, and red, which, during the camping +months, hangs between India and its rulers, giving rise to so much +misunderstanding on both sides. It is the fashion nowadays to +accentuate the faults of the latter, but much of the bad name given by +superficial observers to Anglo-Indian society, is the result of that +curious lightheartedness which springs from the necessity for +relaxation, consequent on the gloveless hold India exacts on the +realities and responsibilities of life. The saying, 'Let us eat and +drink and be merry, for to-morrow we die,' is hurled unfairly at +pleasure-seekers all the world over, simply because merriment has +become associated with a low type of amusement. If we change the verbs, +the blame vanishes; since to live happily is the end and aim of all +morality. For happily means worthily to those who have any moral sense. +Then in India the pursuit of pleasure must needs be personal, for there +are no licensed purveyors of amusement. You cannot go to a box-office, +buy seats, spend the day seriously, dine at a restaurant, and take a +hansom to the play. As a rule you have to begin by building the +theatre. So it is in all things, and surely after a hard day's work in +bringing sweetness and light (and law) within reach of the heathen, +even a judge with a bald head may unbend to youthful pastimes, without +breaking the Ten Commandments!</p> + +<p class="normal">But Colonel Tweedie was not bald, and he played tennis vigorously +in what Rose called the duffers' game, with Mrs. Boynton, the +under-secretary, and Lewis Gordon who pleaded shortsightedness as an +excuse for not joining the Seniors against the Juniors, where Rose and +George challenged all comers. Yet he owned it was pretty enough to see +the former sending back Dan's vicious cuts with a setting of her teeth +ending in a smile either at success or failure. Pleasant to see the +alertness, confidence, confidentialness between the boy and girl; to +hear his quick 'Look out,' evoke the breathless 'I've--got it,' as the +ball whizzed to some unguarded spot. It was a fierce struggle and the +wide-eyed villagers who had trooped out to see the strange doings on +their ancestral threshing-floor, gathered instinctively round the +harder game.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Ari, sister!' murmured a deep-bosomed mother of many to her gossip, as +they squatted on one of the heaps of chaff which had been swept aside +from the hard beaten floor. 'That one in the short skirt is a +<i>budmârsh</i>.<a name="div4Ref_01" href="#div4_01"><sup>[1]</sup></a> Her man +will need his hands.' Yet an unrestrained +chuckle ran round the female portion of the audience as Dan, +over-running himself in a hopeless attempt after the impossible, +scattered a group of turbaned pantaloons, who, retreating with shaking +heads to re-form further off, muttered in wondering rebuke, 'Hai! Hai! +does not shame come to her.' But a third section, ranged in rows, gave +an exotic 'hooray!'--a ridiculous, feeble little cheer, started by a +young man in a black alpaca coat, and accompanied by still feebler +clapping. This was the village school and its master, claiming its +right to be a judge of 'crickets.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'You have the better half of creation on your side, Miss Tweedie,' +remarked Lewis, when, the games being over, the men were resuming their +coats. 'What is more, the rising generation of the worser half also. +The boys were unanimous for the "Miss"; we miserable men being left to +the support of past ages. India is doomed. Another decade will see +woman's rights rampant.'</p> + +<p class="normal">She turned on him readily, as she always did. 'The boys applauded +because the rising generation, thank heaven, is being taught to love +fair play--even towards women.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'At it again!' interrupted Mrs. Boynton plaintively, 'really I must get +you two bound over to keep the peace.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Then I shall have to hire another camel for my luggage,' said Lewis +gravely, 'for Miss Tweedie knocks me and my arguments to bits.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Gwen turned aside impatiently, saying in a lower voice, 'How foolish +you are, Lewis! One would have thought you would have tired of it by +this time.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'On the contrary,' he replied in his ordinary tone: 'the bloom is +perennial. I wither beneath the ice of Miss Tweedie's snubs, and revive +beneath the sun of her smiles like--like a bachelor's button.'</p> + +<p class="normal">And Rose did smile. Her contempt always seemed to pass by the man +himself, and rest on his opinions. Even there, much as she loathed +them, she was forced to confess that they did not seem to affect his +actions; that it was impossible to conceive of his behaving to any +woman, save as a gentleman should behave. Yet this thought aggravated +the offence of his manner by enhancing its malice aforethought, and +made her frown again.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Come! there is light enough for a single yet, Mr. Keene,' she said +imperiously, and George, with one regretful glance at Mrs. Boynton, +obeyed. Lewis Gordon looked after them, shrugged his shoulders, and +strolled off to the messroom-tent.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It really is shameful of Lewis to tease Miss Tweedie as he does,' +began Gwen, who, finding herself unavoidably paired with Dan, instantly +started what she thought a safe topic of conversation. He looked at her +with absent eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">'A shame, is it? but when a man likes a girl he is very apt----'</p> + +<p class="normal">She broke in with a petulant laugh. 'Are you asleep, Dan? What could +induce you to think that?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'What? Why, love of course! Set a thief to catch a thief. A man can't +be in love himself without----'</p> + +<p class="normal">He certainly was not asleep! but she managed to double back to safer +ground. Yet his words recurred to her that evening during the half hour +<i>tête-à-tête</i> which she accorded with the utmost regularity to Colonel +Tweedie in his capacity of host; Rose meanwhile singing songs to the +younger men who gathered round the piano, leaving those two decorously +to the sofa.</p> + +<p class="normal">'There is a little song I want Mrs. Boynton to hear,' called the +Colonel during a pause. 'I forget its name--you haven't sung it +for a long time, and I used to be so fond of it. A little Jacobite +song--really a charming air, Mrs. Boynton.' Rose flushed visibly--at +least to the feminine eyes in the party--and shook her head.</p> + +<p class="normal">'But you must remember it, my dear,' persisted her father; 'do try.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Oh yes! please do try! I should so like to hear it,' echoed Gwen +curiously, her eyes full on the blush. Rose, conscious of it, felt +herself a fool, and looked still more uncomfortable.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Talking of Jacobite songs,' remarked an indifferent voice beside her, +'I wonder, Miss Tweedie, if you know a great favourite of mine, called +"Lewie Gordon"--don't laugh, you boys, it's rude. If so, please sing +it. I haven't heard it for years; people are always afraid of making me +vain.'</p> + +<p class="normal">She gave him a quick, grateful look, as, with a nod, she broke into the +song.</p> + +<div class="poem2"> +<p class="i6">'O send Lewie Gordon hame,<br> +And the lad I daurna name,<br> +Tho' his back be to the wa',<br> +Here's to him that's far awa'.'</p> +</div> + +<p class="continue">She sang with greater spirit than before, a sort of glad recognition of +his kindly tact leading up to the decision of the climax:</p> + +<div class="poem2"> +<p class="i6">'That's the lad that I'll gang wi'.'</p> +</div> + +<p class="continue">Yet after all, amid the chorus of thanks, she heard him say in his +worst manner, '"The lad I daurna name!" how like a woman!' And he added +to the offence; for, when the little under-secretary remarked +diffidently that he had always understood that the song referred to +Charles Edward, though whether to the old or the young Pretender he +could not say, Lewis, as he dawdled away to his nightly task of +breaking up the <i>tête-à-tête</i>, murmured that at any rate it referred to +a <i>pretendu</i>. But Rose had caught Gwen's appealing look from the sofa +also, and rising, closed the piano with a bang and suggested a round +game. If her intention was to punish the offender, who hated that form +of amusement, she failed ignominiously; for he sat on the 'Stool of +Repentance' with perfect nonchalance, and, when it came to her turn, +paid her such double-edged, charmingly caustic little compliments, that +she had to join in the laugh they raised. It was, in fact, past +midnight ere the Colonel, with many allusions to the delight of such +company, said they really must go to bed, and they trooped in a body +out of the big tent to seek their several quarters.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I'm glad not to make a casual of you to-night,' said Mrs. Boynton +softly to George.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Almost wish you were,' he replied, giving a rueful look towards the +red brick prison on the farther side of the canal. 'This is home; that +is exile.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Dan nodded his head sympathetically. 'I know that feeling. It comes +from jungle stations. And the bungalow does look cheerless in +comparison. Odd; for one naturally associates a camp with wars and +tumults, battles, murders, and sudden death; all the evils of a +transitory world, in fact. But you must have noticed, Mrs. Boynton, the +extraordinary air of peace, security, almost of permanence which tents +have in the moonlight. Look! might they not be solid blocks of marble +fastened by silver cords?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I noticed it last night when I was watching them being put up,' began +George unguardedly. Mrs. Boynton looked up quickly. Rose, who was +leaning against a rope by the door of her tent which stood next the +mess, glanced along the line of the camp.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Silver cords and marble blocks,' she echoed. 'Yes! but it sounds like +the New Jerusalem.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I always thought,' remarked Lewis Gordon argumentatively, 'that it was +the tents of Midian. I'm sure some one told me so when I learnt hymns. +Or was it hosts of Midian and tents of Ishmael? Anyhow, they had +nothing to do with Paradise, and I for one have been prowling round +long enough. So good-night, Gwen; don't grow wings in the night, +please; it would be so disconcerting. Good-night, Miss Tweedie.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Being close beside her he held out his hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Good-night; I hope you are not very stiff.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I almost wish I were, for then you would sympathise with +misfortune--like a woman,' he replied in a low voice, and as he passed +to his own tent next hers, she heard him quote the lines--</p> + +<div class="poem2"> +<p class="i6">'Tho his back be to the wa',<br> +Here's to him that's far awa'.'</p> +</div> + +<p class="continue">She looked after him, her face showing soft in the moonlight, then, +with a good-night to the others, disappeared in her turn.</p> + +<p class="normal">George lingered, giving still more rueful glances at the bungalow. 'I +suppose I must be off too. Oh! by the way! it's all right about the +Ayôdhya pot. Dalel Beg tells me his women know the owner, so you will +have it to-morrow. Good-night, Fitzgerald.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Dan, thus left alone to walk two tents-length with Gwen, felt that fate +was on his side at last; more probably <i>she</i> was, since her fine tact +told her it was never wise to ignore his passion entirely. Besides, +something in her shrank from treating him always as a mere outsider.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I've been longing for this chance all day,' he began at once in a tone +that was in itself a caress.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Do you think I am quite blind?' she interrupted, a trifle petulantly; +'the only wonder is that every one in the camp didn't see it also. You +are so reckless, Dan! Of course you wanted to tell me how you felt when +I was lost, and all that; as if I couldn't imagine it!' she gave in to +a smile that was almost tender as she spoke--'Why, Dan! I can see you! +with a face yards long, and the whole camp, Chief and all, under orders +in half a minute. Fire-escapes, life-preservers, first aid to the +wounded, everything mortal man could devise to avert disaster, ready +before the rest had time to think! Do you suppose I don't know what you +are, Dan?' The odd, composite ring in her voice sank as she added, in a +lower tone, 'sometimes I almost wish I didn't.'</p> + +<p class="normal">They had reached the place where their ways separated; hers to the last +tent forward, his to the second row, and she held out her hand with a +smile to say good-night. His heart beat hard at her half-reluctant +admission of praise; besides, Gwen Boynton was not the sort of woman +who could smile thus, and yet expect to end the interview then and +there; perhaps, again, she did not wish it so to end. In her relations +with this man, she often found it difficult to know what she did, or +did not, desire.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Gwen,' he said eagerly, standing close, with his warm nervous hands +clasping hers, 'did you think of me--then?--when you knew you were +lost, I mean--did you, Gwen?--I don't often ask anything of you, my +darling--you might tell me--It isn't much to ask--Did you, Gwen?'</p> + +<p class="normal">She gave something between a laugh and a sob. 'Did I? Oh! Dan, you +know I did. There, that is enough--you said that was all you wanted. +Good-night, Dan.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He went over to his quarters happy as a king. As for Gwen, the personal +influence his immediate presence had over her passed away quickly, and +that which his real absence from her life invariably produced did not +come to soften the curious dread with which she recognised, that in her +trouble of the day before, her first thought had indeed been for him. +How foolish she had been in letting him re-enter her life at all! but +he had come back in her first loneliness when the future had seemed +very black. Now it was different, now it was once more that choice +between poverty and comfort which she had made in her girlhood. With +what pain, none--save Dan, who, alas! always understood--would believe. +And if the choice was necessary then, what was it now with her acquired +habits, her knowledge of the world? They would both be miserable if +they married without money. Then the thought of the bills came, as it +always did to remind her of the tie they imposed. Even if Lewis, whom +she liked and respected, were to make up his mind to marry, she could +not accept him without dismissing Dan. Yet how could she dismiss him, +even for his food, until that money was repaid? Poor Dan! he loved her +dearly, and in a way she cared for him as she had never cared for any +of her other lovers. Yet the decision which had turned out so +comfortably ten years before was still the right decision. Many of +those lovers had been as devoted to her; and yet they had recovered +from their rejection. Then the remembrance of George Keene's admission +that he had been out watching the stars made her smile. He was a nice +boy, who already deemed her an angel; but Lewis objected to wings, and +of the two that was the most convenient view for the woman.</p> + +<p class="normal">While she was coming to this conclusion George had been looking after +her interests, for on his return to the bungalow he had been startled +by the sudden uprisal of a veiled female from a shadowy corner of his +verandah.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I am Azîzan's mother,' said a muffled voice. 'The Mirza sent me. I +have been waiting the Huzoor's return. There is the pot if the Huzoor +will give ten rupees for it. It is much, yet the pot brings luck.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Ten!' echoed George in delight, taking it from her. 'Yes! you shall +have that; then I owe Azîzan also. Shall I pay you?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'My daughter is as myself,' replied the voice. 'It is ten for the +picture, and ten for the pot.'</p> + +<p class="normal">George fetched the money and counted it carefully into the shrouded +hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">'That is all, I think?' he asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Huzoor, that is all. May the blessing of the widow and the fatherless +go with the merciful Protector of the Poor.'</p> + +<p class="normal">But while he was thinking, as he undressed, how pleased Mrs. Boynton +would be, the veiled figure was pausing in the moonlight to speak to +the factotum.</p> + +<p class="normal">'You have seen nothing, you are to say nothing. And the Diwân sends +these to the servant-people.' Then came twenty careful chinks, this +time into a clutching hand, and Chândni, hurrying back to the city, +laughed silently to herself. The idea of bribing the little sahib's +servants with his own rupees would please Dalel, and put him into a +good temper again; so if this plan matured, her future would ripen with +it. As she passed the sleeping camp she paused, wondering in which tent +lay the mem who had succeeded so easily where she had failed. The +lights were out in all save two, and the double row of glistening white +roofs struck even her insensibility with a savage recognition of +undeserved peace and security. They were no better than she; no better +than those shadowy crouching figures of the village bad-characters set +out here and there to keep watch and ward, on the principle of setting +a thief to catch a thief; a plan which at least secures a deserving +criminal should thefts occur. For it was in the East that the strange +hybrid between altruism and egotism which we call a scape-goat was +invented by mankind.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_07" href="#div1Ref_07">CHAPTER VII</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">One of the lights Chândni saw came from Lewis Gordon's tent. He was +hard at work, not altogether from sheer industry. Sleep with him--oddly +enough in one claiming such serenity of temperament--had to be +approached discreetly, and for many days past a disturbing current of +thought had required the dam of good solid official business before he +could trust himself safely to the waters of Lethe. He had not been +constantly in his cousin's company for six weeks without learning to +appreciate her infinite charm. She was emphatically a woman to ensure a +husband's success as well as her own. A man would never have to +consider enemies with her at his side, whereas with many others--Rose +Tweedie for instance--it might be necessary to fight your wife's +battles as well as your own. This comparison of the two arose from no +conceit on his part in imagining that any choice lay with him. Simply, +he could not avoid comparing the only two women in his daily +surroundings. At the same time he was fully aware that Gwen would marry +him if he asked her, and the question which had at first assailed him +in the hall at Rajpore, recurred again and again, disturbing him +seriously by alternate attraction and repulsion. He had seen too much +of fascinating wifehood to care for possessing a specimen himself, yet +Gwen would marry him because she considered it would further their +mutual interests; and that, surely, was a more reliable foundation for +a permanent contract than a girlish affection. Quite as pleasant, too, +as the hail-fellow-well-met liking, which seemed to be Rose Tweedie's +notion of love. George Keene and she were like a couple of boys +together. The remembrance jarred, though he went on working with a +smile at the thought of her eager readiness to take up the glove on all +occasions.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rose, meanwhile, lay awake next door frowning over the same readiness, +and then frowning at her own frowns, since what was it to her if +Lewis Gordon were nice or nasty? He himself did not care what she +thought, and would end by marrying his cousin, though in his heart of +hearts----</p> + +<p class="normal">Rose sat up in bed angrily. What did she know or care of Lewis Gordon's +heart? <i>Dieu merci!</i> Gwen Boynton was welcome to it, but she should not +drag George Keene captive as she seemed welcome to do. George was too +good to hang round a pretty woman, like Lewis----</p> + +<p class="normal">This was intolerable. To escape the tyranny of thought she rose, +slipped on her white dressing-gown, lit the lamp she had extinguished, +and sat down to read a stiff book till she felt sleepy. The process was +not a long one, for she was really fatigued, and ten minutes saw her +turning down the lamp once more.</p> + +<p class="normal">What happened next she scarcely knew; only this--a glare of light--a +feeble crash. Then fire in her eyes, her face, her hands--fire at her +feet, licking along the thin carpet, soaking up the folds of her filmy +dress. The bed lay close at hand; she was on it in a second, wrapping +the blankets round her, and beating out the runnels of flame, with +eyes, brain, and body absorbed in the immediate personal danger. When +that was over, and she looked up, she sprang to her feet on the bed +with a cry. The fire was everywhere, creeping up the sides of the tent, +filling it with suffocating smoke. She wound her trailing skirts round +her and made a dive for the first outlet--for her only chance of +escape! The thick wadded curtain swinging aside let in a wind, making +the smouldering cotton flame; but the next instant she was outside, +constrained to pause, wondering if by chance it was nothing but a bad +dream. For the camp lay serene and peaceful in the moonlight; not a +sound, not a sign, even from her own tent. She stood positively +irresolute, staring back at what she had left. Was it a dream? Then, +suddenly a faint drift of smoke rose through a crevice in the cloth.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Mr. Gordon!--Mr. Gordon!' She burst through the thick, guided by the +light in his tent to the nearest help. 'Your knife--quick! my tent is +on fire! Quick, or the whole camp will catch!'</p> + +<p class="normal">The blood was flowing from a cut over her forehead, one arm showed bare +through scorched muslin, the draperies caught round her were singed and +blackened, the stamp and smell of fire was on her from head to foot. +Lewis, starting to his feet, stared at her.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Oh, quick! please, quick! Your pen-knife--anything! Cut down the +tents--Mr. Fitzgerald said it was the only----'</p> + +<p class="normal">He had grasped the position ere she could finish, snatched up a +hunting-knife and was out; she, with a pen-knife, close at his heels.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Good God! how the wind has risen,' he muttered, as they ran. 'No, not +mine!--The mess-tent first; the wind is that way.'</p> + +<p class="normal">As they flew past her tent, the scene seemed peaceful as ever; but ere +the guy-ropes of the next were reached, a swirl of smoke and flame, +prisoned until then by the outer fly of canvas, swept straight up into +the sky in the first force of its escape; then bent silently to the +breeze. So silently!--not a roar, not a crackle--just a pyramid of fire +splitting the taut canvas into long shreds, which the wind flung in +pennants of flame on the mess-tent as those two hacked silently at the +ropes. There was no time for words; no time for thought. A quiver +came to the solid-looking pile, a shimmer in the moonlight. Another +rope--another--then a sudden sway, a crash of glass and china from +within. Down! but with a creeping trail of fire within its folds!</p> + +<p class="normal">There was no lack of helpers by this time. Knives, hatchets were at +work right and left upon the ropes lest the message of fire should find +the tents taut. Colonel Tweedie was shouting confused orders in front. +Dan Fitzgerald, after a quick inquiry if all were safely out, was back +in the rear row, where the danger grew with delay. The din was +deafening, yet the flames made no noise; it was the dark humanity +yelling, as it capered over the big tent, treading out the curling +snakes of fire. Seen against the glare of a burning pyramid behind, the +figures showed like the demons in a mediæval Judgment beating the lost +souls down to the worm which dieth not.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rose, standing to rest, now that abler arms were at work, felt a +hurried touch on her shoulder, and turned to see Lewis Gordon holding +out an ulster which he had fetched from his tent.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Put it on,' he said unceremoniously, 'or you'll catch cold.'</p> + +<p class="normal">She flushed with surprise, then, as she complied, realising for the +first time the havoc fire had made in her dress, continued to blush +with an odd feeling of resentment.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Where is Mrs. Boynton?' she asked quickly, to cover her confusion. 'I +suppose you--I mean, she is safe, of course?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Of course. I haven't seen her though; but I heard your father calling +to her. She must be with him. I'll see.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Mrs. Boynton? God bless my soul, isn't she with Rose?' cried Colonel +Tweedie, who was still shouting excited orders to the crowd of coolies. +'She answered me and her tent is down. She must be out.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Mrs. Boynton! Has any one seen Mrs. Boynton?' Gordon's cry ran down +the line without response.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Gwen!--Gwen! the fools must have cut the thing down on top of her!' He +had dashed up to the mass of ropes and canvas lying without beginning +or end, in hopeless chaos. 'Gwen! Gwen!--are you there?'</p> + +<p class="normal">A muffled cry was audible now in the hush of the workers.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Not stunned, that's one thing,' he muttered to himself before shouting +encouragement. Rose was at his elbow and caught his whisper.</p> + +<p class="normal">'The sparks, for God's sake, Miss Tweedie! I trust you. If the tent +smoulders she may suffocate before we--Coming, Gwen, coming directly!'</p> + +<p class="normal">But no obstacle against eager help was ever more successful than that +tortuous heap of heavy canvas, full of blind folds and entangled ropes, +stayed fore and aft, and still fastened beyond possibility of removal +to the bamboo-strengthened sides and the yet uncut guys. The seekers +dived into the folds again and again to find themselves meshed; while +Rose, with a sickening fear at her heart lest she should miss one, +watched the sparks and shreds drifting by in clouds settling here, +there, everywhere, and needing swift command to the little band of +helpers. 'Quick, quick!--yonder by the corner. Another there! Stamp it +out--quick! Well done!'</p> + +<p class="normal">'What is it? what is it?' A new voice rose above the turmoil as Dan +Fitzgerald came running from the rear grasping the truth as he ran. +'No, no?' he panted. 'No use, Gordon--too long. Get to the guys, for +God's sake--the thickest--half a dozen men. Colonel, the right corner, +please, sir; Gordon, the left; Smith, round to the back. They are not +cut there, and see that the pegs hold--they <i>must</i> hold. Miss Tweedie, +put a man to each stay as the front rises. I want the doorway--the door +<i>must</i> show. Brothers,' he continued in Hindustani to the men who were +fast falling into place, 'we have to raise the tent again. <i>Remember, +the tent rises at the word!</i> Gordon, are you ready? All ready?----</p> + +<p class="normal">He paused, gave a rapid glance at the sparks, and lowered his voice. +'It has to be done sharp, Colonel, or----' Again he hesitated between +fear of letting the prisoner know her imminent danger, and fear of not +enforcing the necessity for speed. Rose understood, and racked by +anxiety as she was, felt a thrill of recognition at Dan's quick thought +which, even in such a moment, enabled him to remember that, as Mrs. +Boynton knew but little Hindustani, he could continue in that language. +'The tent is certain to catch fire, but it may be smouldering now; so +we must risk it. Remember that I <i>must</i> get in and out before the +canvas yields, or---- So be sharp. Gordon! you give the word!'</p> + +<p class="normal">There was an instant's silence, broken by a voice. Then a shout, a +heave, and Rose straining at a rope as she never strained before, felt, +rather than saw, something rise, pause, sink; rise again fluttering, +swaying.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Higher! higher!' shouted Dan, standing close in, ready for a dive at +the door. 'All together, Gordon. Shâh-bâsh, brothers! My God! it's +caught already!'</p> + +<p class="normal">A blot of shadow near her showed the coming doorway, and, half clear as +it was, she saw Dan dash into it with the cry, which was echoed from +outside as a little runnel of fire quivered up the half-stretched +canvas.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Stand fast! stand fast!' shouted Gordon at the guy. 'Run in, half of +you, to the bamboos; they may hold longer than the stays.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Rose was at one in a moment and clung to it, seeing nothing, thinking +of nothing, but that irregular square of shadow. When would he come +through it again? The tangles within! how would he thread them? For the +pole having slipped from its supporting pegs had slid along the ground +and would not rise more than half-way; so the inner fly-sides must be +hanging in a maze--a maze of smouldering canvas. Horrible! a burning +pall! Ah! would he never come?</p> + +<p class="normal">Suddenly came another cry, as a great sheet of fire ran up the right +ridge and the men at the rope fell backwards under the slackened strain +of the parting canvas; yet still the corners held. But for how long! +Oh! would he never come out?</p> + +<p class="normal">'Mr. Fitzgerald! Mr. Fitzgerald! be quick, oh please be quick.'</p> + +<p class="normal">It was a foolish, aimless little cry, yet somehow it raised a new idea +in her mind. What if he had lost his way in that hideous tangle? She +was at the blot of shadow in an instant calling again and again. Too +late! surely too late, for the bamboo lintel to which she clung so +frantically swayed. Not down yet--yes! down, and she with it, half +kneeling still. She heard a cry from Lewis bidding the others run in on +the fire and stamp it out; but as she staggered to her feet still +holding on to the lintel something else staggered out beside her.</p> + +<p class="normal">'All right,' gasped Dan, before the great shout of relief rose up +drowning his voice. When it had passed and they crowded about him, he +had set Gwen's feet on the ground and drawn the folds of blanket from +her face, though his arm was still round her as she clung to him, +scarcely believing in her safety.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Only frightened--half suffocated,' he went on, struggling to get back +his breath. 'Couldn't some one bring her a glass of water--don't move +yet--they will bring it to you here. It is all over--except the +shouting.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Rose standing aside, giddy with sudden relief, could hardly believe it +could be over. Yet the coolies were rubbing themselves and laughing +over their sprawl in the dust when the tent collapsed, and the tent +itself was blazing away unheeded on the ground. Yes! it was over, and +so quickly that George Keene, roused by the crash of the messroom-tent, +came too late for anything save sympathy. He gave that to the full; not +unnecessarily, for in truth the condition of the camp was pitiable. +Lewis Gordon's tent, being the only one to windward of the original +outbreak, was left standing; the rest were either smouldering in ashes +or severely damaged beyond the possibility of re-pitching without +repair, while the extent of other injuries must remain unknown till +dawn brought light, and time allowed the fires to die out undisturbed; +for any letting in of air while the wind remained so high might cause a +fresh blaze.</p> + +<p class="normal">Colonel Tweedie, looking a perfect wreck in his striped flannel suit, +fussed about uncertain and querulous, while George and Dalel Beg, who +had arrived from the palace, competed for the honour of putting up the +ladies during the remainder of the night; Dalel, minus the least +vestige of European attire, being re-inforced after a time by Khush-hâl +Beg, breathless but dignified, bearing the Diwân's urgent prayer to be +allowed the honour of helping a beneficent Government in its hour of +need.</p> + +<p class="normal">Dan with an impatient frown on his face waited for decision till his +patience failed. Then he buttoned-holed Lewis--who amid all the wild +costumes looked almost ridiculously prim in his dress suit--and +expounded his views vehemently, the result being that the Chief +concluded in favour of the palace. If, as was possible, they might be +forced into halting for several days, the old pile would hold them all, +and a regiment besides. So, after a time, odd little square dhoolies, +smelling strongly of rose-attar, came for the two ladies, and in them, +duly veiled from public gaze, they were hurried along, much to their +amusement. The gentlemen after a raid on Lewis Gordon's wardrobe, +following suit, all except the under-secretary, who, coming last, found +nothing available save a white waistcoat and a pair of jack boots, in +which additions to a pyjama sleeping-suit he looked so absurd that the +others sat and roared at him, as men will do at trifles when still +under the influence of relief and excitement, until George carried him +off to his bungalow, promising to return him next morning clothed and +in his right mind. Thus the night ended in comedy for all save Mrs. +Boynton. To her, clothes were anything but a triviality, and as she lay +among silk quilts and hard roly-poly bolsters in the little strip of a +room to which she and Rose were taken, pending the preparation of a +state suite upstairs, she mourned sincerely over the probable fate of +her wardrobe. Had it remained in the leather trunks escape might have +been possible, but, knowing they were to halt for a day at least, she +made the ayah hang up all the dresses round the tent. Poor Gwen seemed +to see them, like Bluebeard's wives in a row, getting rid of their +creases, and the thought of under-garments which might be uninjured +gave her no consolation.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rose was more calm, remembering that her riding-habit had, as usual, +been moved in order to be brushed, and would most likely be produced +next morning. Besides, she was worn out by the excitement, and forgot +even the smart of a large scorch on her arm in the memory of that five +minutes during which she had waited for Dan to come out of the fiery +maze. Despite her boasted nerves, the stress and strain of it all came +back again and again, making her set her teeth and clench her hands. +Yet Gwen, who had so narrowly escaped a dreadful death, was grumbling +over the loss of her dresses. Rose, lying in the dark listening to the +plaintive regrets, felt scornfully superior, not knowing that her +companion was deliberately trying to forget, to ignore, a like +memory--the memory of her own feelings when Dan fought his way to her +at last. If that sort of thing went on he would end by marrying her in +spite of her wiser self; and then they would both be miserable. She was +not a romantic fool, and yet--a very real resentment rose up against +him as she remembered her own confidence, her own content. She felt +vaguely as if he had taken advantage of her fear, and that something +must be done to prevent a recurrence of this weakness on her part. If +she could only pay back the money he had paid for her, matters would be +easier to manage. As it was, even Lewis, with his easy-going estimate +of women, would not stand the knowledge of her indebtedness to another +man, so something must be done, something must be changed. That, oddly +enough, was the underlying grievance which found expression in petulant +assertions that Fate was doubly hard in making her fair; had she been +dark like Rose, the part of Eastern Princess she would have to play +until another consignment of civilised dresses arrived from Rajpore +would have been fun. As it was, she would look a perfect fright.</p> + +<p class="normal">She did not, however. Had she not been aware of this fact ere she made +her appearance next morning in the long flowing robes and veil of a +Delhi lady, she must have gathered it from the looks of her companions. +But she had appraised herself in one of the big mirrors in the suite of +state apartments halfway up the stairs, and decided that she would wear +a similar costume at the very next fancy ball.</p> + +<p class="normal">This in itself was sufficient to chase any save immediate care from a +mind like hers. In addition, even a stronger character would have found +it difficult to avoid falling in with the reckless merriment which had +seized on all the other actors in the past night's incident. Partly +from relief at its comic ending, partly because the charm of absolute +novelty, the zest of the unexpected, enhanced the pleasure of extremely +comfortable quarters--for Lewis in his capacity of personal <i>aide</i> had +decided against the dark state suite of apartments on the second storey +in favour of the roof above, with its slender balconies, long arcades, +and cool central summer-house open on all sides to the air. Here, high +above the sand swirls, safe from the sun, they would be far better off +than in tents during the growing heat of the days Gwen, leaning against +a clustered marble pillar, looking down on the red-brown slant of +windowless wall spreading like a fort to the paved courtyard below, +said it was like living on a slice of wedding-cake. A solid chunk +below, above a sugar filigree; whereat George, delighted, assured her +that the whole palace itself viewed from afar had always reminded him +of the same thing. Filigree or no filigree, she said it was charming, +and the central hall of the twelve-doored summer-house was a marvel of +decoration; fast falling to decay no doubt, yet losing no beauty in the +process, since the floriated white tracery overlaying the background of +splintered looking-glass was so intricate that the eye could scarcely +follow the pattern sufficiently to appreciate a flaw. Seated there in +coolest shadow you could see through the inner arches to the long slips +of vaulted rooms on all four sides; through them again to the blue sky +set in its rim of level plain, save to the north where the view was +blocked by the Diwân's tower rising a dozen feet or more from the +terraced roof, with which it was connected by a flight of steps barred +by a locked iron <i>grille</i>. Thus the roof lay secure from all intrusion +except from the courtyard, whence an outside stair, clinging to the +bare wall, gave access to the state rooms below, and thence, still +slanting upwards, to the lowest terrace of roof. Rose, leaning over a +balcony looking sheer down to where the servants, like ants, were +running to and fro over the preparations for breakfast, declared she +would use one of the four little corner-rooms of the summer-house as +her bedroom. All it needed was a curtain at the inner arch, when it +would be infinitely preferable to those dreadful rooms downstairs all +hung with glass chandeliers and silvered balls, which made her inclined +to hang herself in sympathy. In the hopes rather, suggested Lewis, of +improving the style of the decoration; a remark which brought the +usual frown to the girl's face. In truth, Rose Tweedie in her trim +riding-habit did not suit her surroundings half so well as Gwen Boynton +in her trailing tinsel-decked robes. On the other hand, Colonel Tweedie +would have done better in not yielding to the temptation of playing +'Sultan' to Mrs. Boynton's 'Light of the Harem'; for native costume +does not suit an elderly Englishman. But the opportunity had been too +strong for him.</p> + +<p class="normal">'My dear father,' said Rose helplessly, when she first caught sight of +her parent in a khim-khâb coat and baggy trousers. She might have said +more, had not Mrs. Boynton's grave compliment on his appearance sent +the girl away impatiently to lean over the balcony once more, and +wonder if they were ever going to bring breakfast.</p> + +<p class="normal">To her, when he appeared, went Dan Fitzgerald, without even a look at +the others.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Thanks, Miss Tweedie,' he said in a low tone. 'I hadn't time to say it +last night. I <i>had</i> lost myself, and your voice---- However, it can be +only "<i>thank you</i>," and you have that.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Rose, with a smile, let his hand linger in hers for a second as their +eyes met; honest, friendly eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">And George Keene also passed straight to her.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Better! That is all right. By Jove, you were bad, when I found you +outside the fuss when it was all over. You would have fainted, if it +hadn't been for the whisky and water--which, by the way, I stole from +Gordon's flask----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'You didn't tell him?' interrupted Rose quickly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Not I! I knew you wanted it kept dark about the scorch. It's better, I +hope? Why, you have curled your hair over the cut on your forehead. +What a dodge!'</p> + +<p class="normal">His young face was overflowing with a sort of pride in her pluck, when +Mrs. Boynton came up. She was in a mood which craved attention, and +some of her slaves had passed her by to give Rose the first word.</p> + +<p class="normal">'What are you two discussing so eagerly?' she began. 'Good-morning, Mr. +Keene. How delightfully commonplace you look in exactly the proper +breakfast costume for a young Englishman!'</p> + +<p class="normal">George blushed. He would have given worlds to say that she looked +anything but commonplace, but was too young to venture on it. But he +looked the sentiment, and Gwen smiled bewilderingly back at him. She +was made that way, and could not help it.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Isn't it quaint up here?' she went on, leaning over the balustrade and +looking, as Rose had been doing, at the servants filing up the steps +with silver dishes of sausages and bacon, and all the accessories of an +orthodox English breakfast, regardless of the feelings of their +pig-loathing hosts. 'I declare, I have fallen in love with everything.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Yourself included, I hope,' added Lewis, joining the group; or, to put +it politely, you have fallen in love with everything, and everything +has fallen in love with you. And no wonder. The fact is, Gwen, that you +do suit your present environment to perfection. I should not have +believed the thing possible--but so it is.'</p> + +<p class="normal">As he sat on the coping with his back to the landscape, he bent forward +looking at her critically--'No!' he went on; 'I should not have thought +it possible, but you look the part.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'It must be awful, though, to be a native,' remarked George fervently. +His eyes were on Colonel Tweedie as he spoke. That conspicuous failure +was, however, only partly responsible for his opinion. In a more or +less crude form the childish hymn of gratitude for having been born in +order to go to a public school survives wholesomely amongst young +Englishmen.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I don't know,' dissented Gordon languidly. 'A civilised conscience is +a frightful interference with the liberty of the subject. Personally, I +object to the native views of comfort, pleasure, and all that. But I +can imagine some very good fellows preferring them. They are not nearly +such a strain on the nervous system. For instance, Gwen, were you +really the Shah-zâdi you look, there would have been no necessity for +sending back those brocades over which I found you weeping half an hour +ago. You would have appropriated them without demur. Wouldn't she, +sir?'</p> + +<p class="normal">The Colonel gave his little preparatory cough, and looked grave.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It wasn't a brocade, Colonel Tweedie,' protested Gwen. 'It was simply +the most lovely piece of old-gold satin in the world. It stood up of +itself, and yet was absolutely invertebrate in its folds. Perfect! The +same on both sides too. I had half a mind to be double-faced myself, +and take it when Mr. Gordon's back was turned.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Why didn't you?' retorted the latter cynically. 'You are the only one +of us who would not be criminally responsible for the action. Isn't +that so, sir?' He was mischievously amused by his chief's evident +dislike to the subject.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Should I be responsible?' asked Rose, surprised.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Your father would be, for your action. Wouldn't you, sir?'</p> + +<p class="normal">This was too much even for reticent dignity.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I--er--don't--I mean, doubtless; but--er--it is not--er--a subject +which comes within the range of practical politics.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I should hope not,' cried Rose. 'My dear dad! fancy your being +responsible for my actions. It isn't fair!' Her face of aggrieved +decision made the others laugh.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Perhaps it isn't, Miss Tweedie,' remarked Lewis gravely; but I can +assure you that we officials are all responsible for our female +relations in the first degree. A merciful Government has, however, +drawn the line at cousins. So Mrs. Boynton could only lose her own +pension, if she were found out.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Gwen made a <i>moue</i> of derision.</p> + +<p class="normal">'That is not much to risk. I wish I had known this before. Lewis! do +you think you could prevail on them to give me another chance with the +satin?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'What on earth is delaying the breakfast?' fussed Colonel Tweedie, +moving off. He hated <i>persiflage</i>, especially between his guest and his +secretary.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Coming, sir, coming,' said George, leaning over to look; 'there is a +regular procession of silver dishes filing up Jacob's ladder.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Oh dem silver dishes,' hummed Rose gaily, leaning over to look, too. +'How funny it is, isn't it?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Funny!' echoed Dan, 'it is simply appalling.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Perhaps the sudden sense of the utter incongruousness of it all +accounted for the silence which followed, as they stood on the balcony, +which clung like a swallow's nest to the bare walls. Below them, beyond +the courtyard, lay the shadowy arcades of the bazaar and the great pile +of the Mori gate. Beyond that again the bricks and sand-heaps of +Hodinuggur, with the village creeping up to be crowned by the grass +palisades where the potter sat at work.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Talking of bribes, said Dan absently, after the pause, 'I've often +wondered how a fellow feels when he has been informed that her gracious +Majesty has no further need of his services. They seldom go beyond that +nowadays, but that must be bad enough.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Very much so, if the bribe has been insufficient, assented Lewis,</p> + +<p class="normal">'Mr. Gordon! how can you?' began Rose, pausing, however, at the sight +of his satisfied smile.</p> + +<p class="normal">'You should adopt the sun with the motto "Emergo" as your crest, Miss +Tweedie. It would suit both your thoughts and deeds,' he replied +teasingly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Don't mind him,' put in Dan; 'he always was weak in his grammar, and +doesn't know that rise must be the correct present tense of Rose.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'But, really,' persisted Lewis, when the laugh ended; 'if a man <i>had</i> +taken a bribe, the first thought to one of his <i>genre</i> would naturally +be if the game was worth the candle. If he <i>hadn't</i>--why, dismissal +from the public service is not always misfortune. There is the +disgrace, of course, but, personally, I have never been able to +understand the sentiment of the thing; it appears to me strained. Half +your world, as a rule, dislikes you; it believes you capable of +murdering your grandmother at any moment. Yet the fact doesn't distress +you. It is inevitable that some people should think ill of you. So why +should you care when they invent a definite crime for you to commit? It +doesn't affect your friends.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Well, I don't know,' said George Keene sturdily. 'That's all very +philosophical, but I believe I should shoot myself.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'No! you wouldn't, old chap; unless you wished people to consider you +guilty.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'This conversation is becoming gruesome,' put in Mrs. Boynton; 'let us +change it; though Lewis is right, for Government service seems to me a +doubtful blessing----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'But an assured income,' interrupted Dan, with a laugh.</p> + +<p class="normal">Lewis Gordon turned on him quite hotly. 'I like your saying that, +Fitzgerald--you of all people in the world. Why, man alive! if I had +your power I would chuck tomorrow, and die contractor, engineer, +K.C.I.E.' and the richest man in India!'</p> + +<p class="normal">Gwen Boynton looked up in quick interest. 'Really! do you mean that +<i>really</i>, Lewis?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I won't swear to the K.C.S.I.' or the superlative, but Fitzgerald +knows perfectly that I always say he has mistaken his line of life. We +want hacks. People to obey orders, not to give them.' As he spoke he +glanced meaningly at Colonel Tweedie walking about fussily, and then at +his friend's face.</p> + +<p class="normal">Dan swung himself from the balustrade where he had been perched. 'Some +one must give orders, and I mean to stick on for my promotion. It must +come next year. So that is settled. Are you not coming to breakfast, +Mrs. Boynton?' She met his smile without response as she turned away.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Dear me! the others have gone in already, and I was so hungry. But one +doesn't often get the chance, Mr. Fitzgerald, of considering an old +friend in a new character. It was quite absorbing--for the time.'</p> + +<p class="normal">So the balcony was left to the sunlight, and some one who had been +watching it from an archway in the bazaar, withdrew to the shadow where +she rolled the little pellets of opium in her soft palms and prepared +for her midday sleep. The burning of the tents had been a real piece of +luck, the mem--that was she no doubt in the native dress--would be in +the palace for two or three days, and women were women whether fair or +dark. This one, too, looked of the right sort. Chândni's dreams that +day were of a time when she would have the upper hand in Hodinuggur and +become virtuous, for it paid to be virtuous under the present +Government. Dalel should start a women's hospital. Then the Sirkar +would give him the water every year, and the necessity for scheming +would disappear. In the meantime they must not be niggardly. That did +not pay with women, since, if they were of the sort to take bribes, +they were of the sort not easily satisfied.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_08" href="#div1Ref_08">CHAPTER VIII</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">'Come and see our mad potter before you go home, Miss Tweedie,' pleaded +George Keene, 'he really is one of the shows, isn't he, Fitzgerald?'</p> + +<p class="normal">They had been doing the sights of Hodinuggur as an afternoon's +amusement; tennis in a riding-habit having no attractions for Rose. +Mrs. Boynton, however, on the plea of being a zenana lady, had elected +to remain on the roof, Colonel Tweedie keeping her company until the +time came for his return visit of state to the Diwân on his tower. +Lewis might have made the same choice had he been given it; but he was +not. So he had preferred loafing round the ruins to toiling after +problematical black buck with the sporting party, and made a pleasant +companion, as even Rose admitted; being ready with information on most +points, and between the references talking affably with Dan regarding +the respective merit of Schultze <i>versus</i> brown powder; thus leaving +the younger couple to themselves. So his change of manner stood out +with unusual distinctness as Rose turned to him for consent to George +Keene's invitation.</p> + +<p class="normal">'As you please, Miss Tweedie; we are your slaves. A mad potter sounds +cheerful; he is the man, I suppose, who made that jolly little pot +Keene sacrificed to my cousin's greed this morning. When you are as old +as I am, my dear fellow, you will really keep the pretty things out of +the sight of ladies. I always do, nowadays. There was a little woman at +Peshawur, I remember--she had blue eyes--who wheedled----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Mrs. Boynton was most welcome to the Ayôdhya pot,' blurted out George +hastily.</p> + +<p class="normal">'<i>Cela va sans dire!</i> It is just because we love to give the pretty +things to the pretty creatures that it becomes unwise to let the pretty +creatures see the pretty things.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Then it is your fault, to begin with,' interrupted Rose hotly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Exactly so. I'm sure, Miss Tweedie, you have heard me say a dozen +times that we men are to blame for all the weaknesses of women. They +are simply the outcome of our likes and dislikes; and they will remain +so until there is a perpetual leap-year.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'For heaven's sake, Keene,' said Dan, laughing, 'lead the way to the +potter's or there will be murder done on the King's Highway! Don't mind +him, Miss Rose! He "only says it to annoy because he knows it teases." +He doesn't really believe anything of the kind.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Lewis, his eye-glass more aggressive than ever, murmured something +under his breath about the inevitable courses of nature, as Rose, with +her head held very high, followed George Keene into the potter's yard.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was a scene strangely at variance with the party entering it. +Indeed, old Fuzl Elâhi, who had never before set eyes on an +Englishwoman, would have started from his work had not George detained +him with reassuring words:</p> + +<p class="normal">'He tells his yarns best when he is at the wheel,' he explained as he +dragged forward a low string stool for Rose. 'And I want you to hear an +awfully queer one called "The Wrestlers." You know enough of the +language to understand him at any rate.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Miss Tweedie is a better scholar than most of us,' remarked Lewis +Gordon curtly from the seat he had found beside Dan on a great log of +wood; one of those logs so often to be seen in such courtyards--relics, +perhaps, of some ineffectual intention of repair long since forgotten. +This one might, to all appearance, have fallen where it lay in those +bygone days of which the potter told tales, when the now treeless +desert had been a swampy jungle on the borders of an inland sea.</p> + +<p class="normal">The afternoon sun, slanting over the grass palisades, played havoc with +the humanity it found gathered round the wheel by sending their shadows +distorted to long lengths across the yard, and tilting them at odd +angles against the irregular wall of the mud hut beyond. Altogether a +conglomerate pyramid of shadows, with the potter's high turban +dominating it as he sat silent, spinning his wheel. And as the clay +curved and hollowed beneath his moulding hand a puzzled look came to +the light eyes, which, usually so shifty, were now fixed with a sort of +fascination upon that strange figure in the riding-habit.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It is not there,' he muttered uneasily, 'I cannot find a clew.'</p> + +<p class="normal">George gave Rose the triumphant glance of a child displaying a +mechanical toy when it behaves as it ought to behave. The potter was +evidently in a mad mood, and might be trusted for a good performance.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Now, Fuzl Elâhi, we want "The Wrestlers," please. The Miss sahiba has +never heard it.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'How could she?' broke in the old man sharply. 'She does not belong to +that old time. She is new. I cannot even tell the old tale if she sits +there in the listener's place. I shall forget, the old will be lost in +the new; as it is ever.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Change places with me, Miss Tweedie,' put in Lewis with a bored look. +'I am not regenerate out of the old Adam, am I, potter-ji?'</p> + +<p class="normal">But as he rose the pliant hand went out in a gesture of denial. 'There +is room on the log for both, and crows roost with crows, pigeons with +pigeons. The big Huzoor can sit on the stool if he likes. I know him. I +have seen him many and many a time.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Only once, potter-ji,' protested Dan, as he and Rose changed places +and the wheel began to hum.</p> + +<p class="normal">'The post is going from Logborough junction to St. Potter's burgh,' +murmured Lewis discontentedly. 'If we are going to play round games I +shall go home.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Do be quiet, Gordon!' put in George eagerly; 'he is just beginning, +and it really is worth hearing.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Lewis was incorrigible. '<i>Proxime accessit</i>,' he went on, to Rose, +'what crime in your past incarnation is responsible for your being +bracketed with me in this?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Oh, do listen,' protested George again.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Listen! Who could help listening to that infernal noise?--I beg your +pardon, Miss Tweedie, but it is infernal.'</p> + +<p class="normal">It was startling, certainly. A shrill moan coming from the racing, +rocking, galloping wheel as the worker's body swayed to and fro like a +pendulum. It seemed to rouse a vague sense of unrest in the hearers, a +dim discomfort like the remembrance of past pain. Then suddenly the +story began in a high-pitched persistent voice, round which that +racing, galloping rush of the wheel seemed to circle, hurrying it, +pushing at it, every now and again sweeping it along recklessly.</p> +<br> +<div style="font-size:90%; margin-left:1em;"> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">'It was a woman seeking something,</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt"><i>Over hill and dale, through night and day, she sought for +something</i>.</p> +<br> + +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">The wrestlers who own the world wrestled for her,</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">On the palm of her right hand wrestling for her,</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">"She is mine, she is mine," said one and the other,</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt"><i>While over hill and dale, through night and day, she sought +for something</i>.</p> +<br> + +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">"O flies? you tickle the palm of my hand,</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">Be off and wrestle down in your world."</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">So they brought flowers and grass as a carpet,</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">Wrestling on as she sought for something--</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt"><i>Over hill and dale, through night and day, seeking for +something</i>.</p> +<br> + +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">"Your carpet is hot, be off, you flies."</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">So they brought her trees and water for cooling,</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">Wrestling on as she sought for something--</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt"><i>Over hill and dale, through night and day, seeking for +something</i>.</p> +<br> + +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">"The grass grows long with the water," she cried,</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">"Be off, O flies, and tickle your world."</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">So they brought her flocks to devour the grass,</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">Wrestling on as she sought for something--</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt"><i>Over hill and dale, through day and night, seeking for +something</i>.</p> +<br> + +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">"They have trodden my palm as hard as a cake."</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">So they caught up a plough and ploughed her hand,</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">Wrestling on while she sought for something-- +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt"><i>Over hill and dale, through day and night, seeking for +something</i>.</p> +<br> + +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">"You have furrowed my palm; it tickles and smarts."</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">So they brought a weaver and wove her lint,</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">Wrestling on while she sought for something--</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt"><i>Over hill and dale, through night and day, seeking for +something</i>.</p> +<br> + +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">"Foul play! Foul play! Look down and decide,"</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">"Not I, poor flies, I must search for something."</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">So they caught up a town to watch the game.</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">"He is right! He is wrong!" cried old and young.</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">"He is wrong! He is right!" And so war began.</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">While they wrestled away and she sought for something,</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt"><i>Over hill and dale, through night and day, seeking for +something</i>.</p> +<br> + +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">"What a noise you make; I am tired of flies."</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">So she swept them into a melon rind.</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">"Be quiet, flies! lie still in the dark."</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">She clapped her palm to the hole in the rind.</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">"I'm tired of it all, I will go to sleep;</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">When morning comes I will seek for something--</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt"><i>Over hill and dale, through night and day, I must seek for +something</i>".</p> +<br> + +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">She rested her head on her palm, and slept,</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">Down in the valley close to the river;</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">Slept to the tune of the buzzing flies,</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">Wrestling and fighting about fair play.</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">And while she slept the big Flood came,</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">And the melon pillow floated away.</p> +<br> + +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">And all within swarmed out to the sun--</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">Grass, and herds, and ploughs, and looms.</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">People fighting for none knows what.</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">"I have made a new world," she said, with a laugh.</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">"A brand-new world; and the flies have gone.</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">But the palm of my right hand tickles still,</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">May be it will cool when I find what I seek."</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">So she left her new world down by the river,</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">Left it alone and sought for something--</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt"><i>Over hill and dale, through night and day, seeking for +something</i>.'</p> +</div> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The galloping wheel, which had responded always to the mad hurry of the +recurring refrain, slackened slowly. Rose gave a sigh of relief, and +glanced at Lewis Gordon to see if he too had been oppressed by that +shrinking recognition of a stress, a strain, a desire, such as she had +never felt before; but he was leaning forward, his chin on his curved +hand, intent on listening, so she could not see his face.</p> + +<p class="normal">'By the powers,' came Dan Fitzgerald's voice above the softening hum, +'the old chap has made an Ayôdhya pot--the same shape, I mean.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'He always does when he tells this story,' broke in George, quite +pleased with the success of his entertainment. 'I don't think he quite +knows why he does it, however. Sometimes he says the woman was looking +for one; sometimes that she always carries one in her left hand to +balance the world in her right. But he always takes the unbaked pot to +the ruins and buries it with two of those odd little ninepins, he calls +men and women, inside it. He is as mad as a hatter, you know.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Several hatters,' assented Gordon fervently, 'but it is an interesting +theory of creation.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Now don't,' protested Dan, sitting with his long legs crunched up on +the low stool close to the potter. 'It is too human for dissection +by the Folklore Society. But I'm surprised at one thing. The +wrestlers--they are persistent figures in Indian tales, Miss +Tweedie--are generally represented as giants. They are pigmies here.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'The Huzoor is right and wrong,' replied the potter in answer to an +inquiry; 'the pâilwans were neither pigmies nor giants. They were as +the Huzoor--two and a half hâths round the chest--neither more nor +less.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'That's a good shot,' remarked Dan in English, 'forty-five inches +according to my tailor. You have an accurate eye, potter-ji,' he added +in Hindustani, 'only half an inch out.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Not a hair's-breadth, Huzoor,' replied the old man mildly. 'The +measures of the pailwâns is the measure of the Huzoor. I have it here; +my fathers used it, and I use it.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He sought a moment in the little niche, hollowed, close to his right +hand, out of the hard soil forming the side of his sunken seat, and +drew from it a fine twisted cord of brown, red, and cream coloured +wool. It was divided into measures by small shells strung on the twist +and knotted into their places.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Hullo!' cried Gordon eagerly, 'that must be hundreds of years old. +Those are sea-shells, and very rare. Simpson at the museum showed me +one in fossil the other day. I wonder how the dickens the old man got +hold of them?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Two and a half hâths,' repeated Fuzl Elâhi absently, 'the potter's +full measure for a man in the beginning and the end.' He leaned forward +rapidly as he spoke, passed the cord round Dan Fitzgerald's chest, and +drew the ends together. The curled spirals of the two shells lay half +an inch apart. 'So much for the garments,' he muttered. 'Yea! I knew +it. The measure of a true pâilwan to a hair's breadth.</p> + +<p class="normal">'And what am I, potter-ji?' asked George, laughing.</p> + +<p class="normal">The puzzled look came back to the old man's face. 'The Huzoor may be a +pâilwan too. Times have changed.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Rough on a fellow, rather!' exclaimed the boy, still laughing. 'Here, +Fitz! chuck me over the thing. Is that fair, Miss Tweedie?'</p> + +<p class="normal">She laughed back into his bright face, as he pulled his hardest to make +the two second shells meet, then shook her head.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Not on yourself, Mr. Keene. You are more of a hero than that, I should +say.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The potter's eyes were on her, then back on George. 'Everything is +changed,' he muttered again, 'even the measure of the pots.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Then you measure them, do you?' asked Gordon, to whom George had +handed the cord, and who was now examining it minutely.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Surely, Huzoor. The first one of each batch. Then the hand learns the +make.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Try what make you are, Gordon?' suggested Dan.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Not I. Here, potter-ji, catch. Miss Tweedie and I, according to the +best authority, are abnormal; we are not ordinary pots, so I, for one, +decline to be measured by their standard. And now, if some of us are to +be in time for such trivialities as dinner, we ought to be going.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The potter rose also and stepped out of his hole. Seen thus at full +length, he showed insignificant, his hairy, bandy, almost beast-like +legs, contrasting strangely with the mild high-featured face, with its +expression of puzzled anxiety, as he laid a deprecating hand on George +Keene's sleeve.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Wants bucksheesh, I suppose,' murmured Lewis. 'I have some rupees +somewhere, if you want them, Keene.' But it was not money; it was only +leave to speak to the 'mâdr mihrbân.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'That's a nice name for you, Miss Rose,' said Dan softly--'Mother of +mercy--a name to be glad of.'</p> + +<p class="normal">She blushed as she went forward a step, asking, 'What is it? what can I +do for you?'</p> + +<p class="normal">He stooped to touch her feet with his supple hands ere replying. +'Huzoor! it is a little thing. Fuzl Elâhi, potter of Hodinuggur, has a +daughter somewhere. Perhaps she has gone to the Huzoor's world; it is +new, I do not know it. If the "mâdr mihrbân" were to see her, she might +tell her to come back--just once--only once. I would not keep her. But +now I have no answer when my father says: "Where is thy little +Azîzan?"'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Azîzan!' echoed George quickly. But the old man seemed almost to have +forgotten his own request. He stood looking past the strangers, past +the village, past even the ruins, into the sunset sky.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I will send her--if I see her,' said Rose gently, with tears in her +eyes; for George had told her the story of the lost daughter, and the +sudden, diffident appeal touched her. Yet the vast gulf between her and +the old man touched and oppressed her still more, as she left him +standing alone beside his wheel.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Well!' said Lewis Gordon, when in silence they had reached the road +again. 'You may call that amusement, Keene, if you like; I don't. When +I get home, I shall have a sherry and bitters.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'He <i>is</i> rather a gruesome old chap,' admitted George cheerfully. 'I +felt a bit creepy myself the first time I heard that song--by the way, +Miss Tweedie, talking of creepiness, did I tell you about the Potter's +Thumb? I didn't! Oh,--that is really a grand tale.' He told it, +happily, as an excellent sequel to the show, while Dan, in one of his +best moods, piled on the imaginative agony about Hodinuggur generally, +until Lewis announced his intention of returning to the palace by the +longer way. He would be late, of course, but that was preferable to +having no appetite for dinner!</p> + +<p class="normal">'By Jove! seven o'clock,' cried Dan, looking at his watch. 'And you and +I, George, have to get over to the bungalow. We must run for it.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Rose watched them racing down the path, laughing and talking as they +ran, with a troubled look.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Fine specimens, Miss Tweedie,' remarked Lewis after a pause. 'I don't +think you need fear their cracking in the fire.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I--I--' faltered Rose, taken aback by his comprehension.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Am Scotch! That's sufficient excuse. I notice we seldom get rid of our +native superstition. Besides, it <i>was</i> uncanny--the yard-measure and +the Potter's Thumb, and that horse-leech of a woman, who was never +satisfied. I felt it myself.'</p> + +<p class="normal">She knew he was speaking down to her as a nervous woman; yet she did +not resent it, because it was a distinct relief not to be taken +seriously.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I wish they had not been measured, for all that,' she persisted. 'You +will own it was odd, won't you?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Not so odd as Dan himself! He has been cracked ever since I knew him. +And Keene is one of the sterling sort, certain of success; besides, he +measured himself! Now, before you go upstairs to dress, if your Scotch +blood is still curdling, as mine is, have a half of sherry and bitters +with me. Crows roost with crows, you remember.'</p> + +<p class="normal">His friendliness beguiled her into playfulness.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Crows indeed! then I've a better opinion of you than you have of me. I +thought we were meant for the pigeons.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'To bill and coo?'</p> + +<p class="normal">If she could have boxed his ears, it would have relieved her feelings. +As it was, she raced upstairs, in a fury, without vouchsafing one word +of resentment, and paced up and down her tiny room with flaming cheeks. +Could a girl be expected, for ever and aye, to be on the outlook for +such openings? Of course Gwen Boynton would have laughed easily--would +not have minded, perhaps; but then Gwen was charming--everything +apparently that a woman ought to be!</p> + +<p class="normal">Rose looked at herself in her dusty habit. She would have to go down to +dinner in it, and challenge comparisons with Gwen in her silks and +tinsel. Why should she? No one would care, no one would have a right to +care if she did stay in her room with a headache. The next instant she +was ashamed of the impulse. What did it matter?--they were welcome to +their opinion. As for her, she would adopt no feminine excuse; she +would leave those little devices to men's women. So she brushed her +habit, and went out, with a heightened colour, to join the others.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_09" href="#div1Ref_09">CHAPTER IX</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Rose Tweedie's sneer against men's women lacked point, since it so +happened that Mrs. Boynton, in the opposite corner-room of the +pavilion, was, at the very moment, setting aside the temptation of +pleading a headache as an excuse for not appearing at dinner. And she +had more reason to seek quiet than the girl, though a new dress lay +ready on the bed; for Gwen loved to dazzle her world, and had spent +some of her leisure in instructing a native tailor how to run up a web +of coarse native muslin bought in the bazaar into a very decent +semblance of a fashionable garment. But the pleasure of the trick had +gone out of it. Something had happened. Something incredible, yet, +given the surroundings, natural enough. Something about which she must +make up her mind. It seemed scarcely a minute ago since she had passed +in swiftly to the solitude of her room in order to think. She, Gwen +Boynton, in native dress, with a white scared face and something in her +hand. Now she had to pass out of that room again as an Englishwoman, +and the transition left her oddly undecided. Indeed, as she paused for +a moment ere taking the plunge, with one hand on the embroidered +draperies doing duty as a door, it seemed almost as if she were +awaiting some command, some voice which would relieve her of +responsibility. Then she smiled and passed on to meet the surprised +admiration of her little world; for she had never looked better in her +life, and she knew it. The creamy muslin suited her in its careless +folds, her excitement showed itself becomingly in flushed cheeks and +bright eyes, and the chorus of wonder at her cleverness made her +gracious beyond compare. They had been away so long, she said, airily, +that she had had to amuse herself somehow, and were there not miles of +muslin to be bought in every bazaar, and many men to put stitches into +it? Any one could have done it. Rose, listening with a certain contempt +in her look, told herself that Gwen said truth; any one could have done +it who thought it worth while to take so much trouble for the sake of +personal effect; yet a regret rankled somewhere, mingling with the +resentment which came as Gwen called attention, somewhat garishly, to +more of her good works. Did they not admire the room? When Colonel +Tweedie had gone off to the Diwân she had consoled herself by pulling +about the furniture; and did not the Ayôdhya pot look sweet on the +corner-stand she had improvised out of three bamboos, a brass platter, +and a yellow silk scarf?</p> + +<p class="normal">'You should have packed it away in your box at once,' remarked Lewis +coolly. 'Keene may repent his good-nature, or some of us may steal it. +The colour is admirable.' As he spoke he walked over to the stand as if +for closer examination.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Don't touch it, please,' cried Mrs. Boynton hastily. 'You--you will +spoil my draperies.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'A thousand pities, when they are so artistic,' put in Colonel Tweedie, +glad of the opportunity. 'That is dinner, Mrs. Boynton. I've had it +laid in the small pavilion so as to keep this as your drawing-room.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Thanks! but everything is delightful; simply fascinating! In spite of +what Mr. Keene said this morning, I begin to wish I were a native.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'For the sake of the satin?' asked Lewis, who was following close +behind with Rose. Gwen flashed back a brilliant look at him.</p> + +<p class="normal">'No! not the satin. That game would not be worth the candle.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Apart from the question of satin, Mrs. Boynton had excuse for admiring +the <i>mise en scène</i>. The violet sky, spangled with stars, seemed made +apparently but for one end--to hap and hold that terraced roof which +was clearly outlined against it by the light streaming from the +pavilions on to the fretted white marble balustrades. At the corners +were shadowy cupolas, and there in the arched summer-house at the +farther end, close upon the velvet darkness, was a table set with +silver and glass, fruits and flowers. At one side, so as to divide the +ladies equally, was Rose, in her habit, doing the duty of hostess with +a little air of gravity and preoccupation; at the other, Gwen, in her +soft clouds of muslin, keeping the men in a state of admiring +gratification through their eyes and their ears. They gathered round +her too, when, dinner being over, they adjourned to the balconies for +coffee and cigars. It was deliciously cool; a faint breeze stirred +Rose's hair as she sat a little apart from the others watching the +twinkling lights go up and down the stair which formed the only tie +between that world on the roof and that world in the courtyard below.</p> + +<p class="normal">'We ought to go to bed early,' said Lewis, Coming to stand before her. +'You are half-asleep--no wonder, after last night!--and Gwen is what +superstitious Scotch folk call "fey." Then, if we have to join that +detestable hawking-party to-morrow morning, we shall have to get up at +five.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'You needn't go unless you like,' she replied curtly. 'Mrs. Boynton has +cried off.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I am not Mrs. Boynton's personal assistant, Miss Tweedie; I happen to +be your father's--so duty calls.' As he spoke he seated himself on the +balustrade and leant forward, his elbows on his knees, to watch the +group on the other side of the arcade.</p> + +<p class="normal">'If I didn't know that Gwen despises that sort of thing,' he went on in +dissatisfied tones, 'I should say she had rouged this evening. Her way +of showing fatigue, I presume; though, of course, neither of you have +the common-sense to confess you are tired. Women are all ascetics at +heart; at least they believe in the virtue of martyrdom. They have +different ways of showing it, that's all. Gwen spends her fatigue in +dress-making and conversation to please, and you, I'll go bail, haven't +even a proper bandage on that scorched arm----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Mr. Gordon!'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Yes! I saw you imagined I was blind--suppose we say like to imagine +it; but I really had my eye-glass, Miss Tweedie. Besides, it doesn't +require microscopic sight to see some things.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'What a profound remark!' interrupted Rose, to hide her pleased +surprise at his unusual consideration. At the same moment Gwen's gay +laugh rang out, soft yet clear. Either the sound or the speech annoyed +the hearer on the balustrade, for he frowned as he slipped his dangling +feet to the floor.</p> + +<p class="normal">'As profound as I can make it this evening, for I'm not ashamed to +confess myself dog-tired. Couldn't tell a crow from a pigeon; so I +shall be off. Good-night, Miss Tweedie, I wish you would persuade Gwen +to go to bed. It is easier to give good advice than to take it.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Rose remained looking at the twinkling lights, and wondering if Lewis +were really jealous of his cousin, till seeing the others go back to +the central summer-house she followed suit.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Tired!' echoed Gwen sharply, in reply to her information that Lewis +Gordon had stolen away. 'Are we not all tired? I feel as if I had been +up since the beginning of time seeking for something I could not find. +My bed, perhaps. Good-night, Rose.'</p> + +<p class="normal">They were an odd couple, as they bent to kiss each other in that +mirrored room, where the oddness was reflected again and again in the +myriad scraps of looking-glass on the walls. Each curved fragment +giving and taking an eternity of Gwen's and Rose's bending to kiss each +other.</p> + +<div class="poem2"> +<p class="i6">'I am tired of it all, I will go to sleep;<br> +When morning comes I will seek for something,</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt"><i>Over hill and dale, through night and day, I must seek for +something</i>.'</p> +</div> + +<p class="normal">The remembrance evoked by Gwen's chance words sent a little shiver +through the girl; and with it came a sudden pulse of sympathy for the +woman who, now that she saw her close, did indeed look haggard and +worn.</p> + +<p class="normal">'No wonder you are tired,' she said gently. 'Even I feel as if I could +sleep for days.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'But you are coming to hawk surely,' broke in George. 'Do, please! it +won't be any fun without you.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Not a bit,' assented Dan. 'Gordon ordered your horse, I know, and told +them to take you your tea at five punctually.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'You must go, Rose,' put in Gwen with a shrug of her white shoulders. +'Diana <i>Chasseresse</i> mustn't disappoint her votaries. I'm glad my habit +was burnt.'</p> + +<p class="normal">She did not look it, and Rose, as she went off to her corner room +wondered if Gwen could be jealous of her. The idea was absurd, but +pleasing; and she fell asleep placidly over variations of the +possibility.</p> + +<p class="normal">But just over the way with that dark mirrored room between them, Gwen +lay awake, with one hand thrust under the pillow where she could feel a +tiny paper parcel. Should she keep it, or should she not? Should she +say anything of the scene burnt in on her memory, or should she not? +She seemed to see it as a spectator, not as the only actor in it. To +see a woman in native dress in that room set round with eyes; the +Ayôdhya pot in her hand, and in her tinsel-edged veil the jewels which +had fallen from its false bottom. Jewels which if sold would buy her +freedom, perhaps save her, and Dan too, from a great mistake. It was a +chance. A chance most likely unknown to any one in the wide world save +herself, for who would have knowingly sold a pot containing three huge +pearls and an emerald for ten rupees? Nor was she bound to give more to +the seller. Land was bought so, but if the mines were found afterwards, +that was the buyer's good luck, even if he had guessed. Facts like +these, accepted apparently by the honest and honourable, go far to give +such as Gwen immoral support. No one could possibly know; she herself +would not have known save for that chance slip, and the eyes made keen +and eager through fear of some slight injury to the treasure.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was a chance of escape from the danger which had come home to her +sharply in the past twenty-four hours. The danger of yielding to her +own weakness about Dan made clear by his actions; the new danger, +suggested by his words, of her losing her hold on Lewis. Could the +latter really be attracted by Rose? The events of the evening gave +colour to the possibility. If so, there was no time to be lost. She +must be free; free to do as she chose. No one would know. Nobody +would dream of bribing one so powerless as she. And if the jewels had +been put there knowingly, it was only her risk. No one else was +responsible--Lewis had said so----</p> + +<p class="normal">So she argued, coming round always to the same thought, till the first +glint of dawn brought sleep, as it so often does to weary eyes. Perhaps +in the thought that the sun will rise, the world go on, no matter what +we do, or think, or say.</p> + +<p class="normal">She slept so soundly that all the bustle of the hawking party failed to +disturb her; and when that was over the long stretch of terraced roof +lay empty of all sound or sign of life, save for the green parrots +shrieking and swooping about the carven work. A pair of them had built +in a loophole, whence the young ones kept up a simmering, bubbling +noise, like a boiling tea-kettle; a comfortable homely sound out of +keeping with the bare beauty of stone, and sunlight, and hard blue sky.</p> + +<p class="normal">Down in the courtyard below, two badge wearers in scarlet and gold +lounged on the stairs, barring the roof from intrusion, chatting to the +passers-by, and discussing the news which had just been brought in by +the camel which was crouching beside a pile of fodder in the centre of +the yard, while its owner stretched his limbs, cramped with riding all +night across the desert, in front of the cook-room. Halfway up the +stairs on the landing leading to the state-rooms, Mrs. Boynton's ayah +squatted, combining business with pleasure, by being within reach of a +call and her forbidden hookah, at one and the same time. A bundle of +letters lay beside her, intended as a peace-offering against the +possible smell of smoke.</p> + +<p class="normal">The sun climbed up silently, shifting the shadows on the silent roof. +That was the only movement, until suddenly a figure in a white domino +peered through the <i>grille</i> which barred the flight of steps leading to +the Diwân's tower. Then came the grate of a rusty key in a lock, and +the figure flitted, silently as the shadows, to the summer-house, and +paused in the mirror-room. Perhaps the transformation which Western +taste and Mrs. Boynton's clever fingers had wrought in its adornment, +was pleasing, perhaps the reverse. The <i>burka</i>, however, is of all +disguises the most complete, since it blots out form, colour, +expression, even movement. The figure showed indeed like a white +extinguisher in the centre of the room, until, with a swaying of ample +folds it glided over to the corner stand where the Ayôdhya pot stood +out from Gwen's artistic drapery. Then something slid out, still +shrouded in white folds, from the extinguisher, raised the vase, shook +it slightly, replaced it, and slid back again in a horrible +invertebrate protoplasmic sort of movement, calculated to send a shiver +through a spectator. But there was none. The thing had the whole roof +to itself save for that fair-haired sleeper in the corner room who lay +with one hand clasping a little packet hidden under her pillow. Her +face was turned to the doorway in full view of those latticed eye-holes +belonging to the <i>burka</i>, which after a time came to look in on her +from the half-raised curtain, and let in with a shaft of sunshine, a +vista of blue skies and marble balustrades with two red and green +parrots pecking at each other. It may have been the light, more +probably the disturbing effect the dim consciousness of other eyes +fixed on our own has upon most people, which roused Gwen Boynton. But +she opened hers suddenly and started up in bed, her heart throbbing +violently, though the curtain had fallen and not a sound was to be +heard.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Comin', mem sahiba, comin',' came in immediate answer to her +imperative call as the ayah, thrusting her hookah aside, snatched at +the letters, and shook what smoke she could from her voluminous +garments. A trifling delay, but enough to allow the thing up-stairs to +flit round the summerhouse again; even to pause a second at the +<i>grille</i>.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It makes too much noise. I will leave it open,' it muttered as it +disappeared up the steps with the rusty key held in its formless clasp.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Where were you?' asked Gwen, her heart still throbbing. 'And who was +that who looked in on me from the door? There was some one: I'm sure +there was some one.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Me, mem sahiba,' grinned the woman readily. 'Me, ayah. Look in several +time. Mem always neendi par; sota! sota! like baba.<a name="div4Ref_02" href="#div4_02"><sup>[2]</sup></a> +Ayah waitin' +close to bring dâk. Many letters for mem sahiba.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Mrs. Boynton looked at her doubtfully. It was not the ayah whom she had +seen; of that she felt certain. On the other hand, if the woman really +had been sitting outside it was more than probable the whole thing was +a dream. No harm had come of it, anyhow; so five minutes after she was +dividing her attention between early tea and a long epistle from an +absent admirer. Gwen's victims were always excellent correspondents, +perhaps because of that gracious indifference in which lay her great +charm, since a letter had quite as good a chance as a man of whiling +away her kindly, sympathetic leisure.</p> + +<p class="normal">But when the ayah was brushing at the pretty hair Gwen's mind reverted +to the question which had kept her awake. As so often happens--the +learned say by unconscious cerebration--it appeared to have settled +itself. Independently of Dan, or any secondary matter of that sort, +money would be useful. Most useful, seeing she had just lost the best +part of her wardrobe and had a season at Simla in immediate prospect. +Now she came to think of it, Hodinuggur owed her some reparation for +the loss it had inflicted upon her. Besides, it would be wiser to wait +and see if the presence of jewels in the pot were suspected by any one +or not. If the latter, it would clearly be flying in the face of a good +Providence to mention her discovery. So, by the time she was ready to +face her world, that world seemed quite simple and easy to face.</p> + +<p class="normal">Chândni thought the same thing as she sat at the Diwân's feet in the +big balconied room of the tower overlooking the canal, telling him in +whispers of the success of her plan so far. The jewels were no longer +in the pot. The mem must have them, for, as she had found out through a +khitmutgâr, the mem had been alone during many hours, and had been +making a mess in the room with trumpery platters and pots.</p> + +<p class="normal">'She may send it back yet,' said the Diwân cautiously. 'Lo! I am old, +and this I have learnt through long years: Trust not a woman not to +change her mind till she be dead.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The courtesan laughed. ''Tis as well for some men she is born so, +father. But a night's thought is as death to a woman. Life is too short +to give more to such things. And that night is over without a sign. +Give her yet one more, an thou wilt; after that, say that Chândni hath +dug the channel. 'Twill be thy task to turn the water into it.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_10" href="#div1Ref_10">CHAPTER X</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Among those things which come by Nature and are not to be taught, may +be reckoned a pretty seat on horseback. One may be a good rider without +it, a poor one with it; but when grace and skill are combined a man +certainly shows at his best on horseback. It was so with Lewis Gordon. +He sat his lean little country-bred as if it belonged to him; not as +the usual phrase runs, as if he were part of his horse. For that is a +description which ignores the essence of the thing to be described; +which is, surely, the mastery a man has over something which is <i>not</i> +himself. Part of his horse! The very words conjure up a man paralysed +to the waist and jelly above, agonising over a cavalry seat.</p> + +<p class="normal">If Lewis Gordon were grateful to Providence for anything, it was for +making and keeping him a light weight, and thus rendering him +independent of Australian or Arab mounts. The fourteen-hand pony which +he had picked up--a mere bag of bones--at a native fair, had to be hard +held when trotting alongside of Colonel Tweedie's big Waler, yet she +had only cost him a tenth of the price. As she forged along, quivering +with impatience, Bronzewing was a pretty sight, the sunlight shining +red through her wide nostrils, and shifting in golden curves over the +bronze muscles which were almost black in shadow. Rose Tweedie always +admired it immensely, and, illogically enough, felt inclined to be more +lenient on the rider. She told herself it was because he wore +spectacles on horseback, and they were less offensive than the +eyeglass, which permitted variations of method in his outlook. She did +not even fall foul of his indifference when he dawdled about, a picture +of aimless dejection, at the hawking party; in fact, she had a sneaking +sympathy with his feelings. It was dreary work watching unfortunate +grey partridges beaten up from one bush by coolies, only to be pounced +on by a hawk ere it could reach the shelter of the next cover. She also +shared his disgust at Dalel Beg, who, in top-boots, red coat, and +doe-skins, took a keen interest in the gorging of young hawks on the +entrails of the still struggling victims, and gave shrill 'yoicks' and +'gone a ways' at each fresh flutter. Khush-hâl Beg watching the sport +from a bullock-cart on which he reclined among cushions was purely +comical; his son purely offensive.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I think,' remarked Lewis slowly, 'he is the worst specimen of +civilisation I ever met; and I think this is the deadliest +entertainment I ever was at. And both those facts mean something.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Rose laughed, and suggested that it would have been different had they +come across bustard. They, she had heard, were worth hawking. Her +companion shook his head.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I've seen it on the frontier at its best. You lose the essence of +sport; that, I take it, lies in pitting your strength, or skill, or +endurance against the quarry. In hawking you ride behind the skill; and +as the country is easy, the whole thing resolves itself into the pace +of your horse; in other words, what you paid for the beast.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Not always! I'd back Bronzewing against the field any day,' cried Rose +impulsively.</p> + +<p class="normal">He looked up with quite a flush of pleasure. 'Well! she should do her +best to win the gloves for you, Miss Tweedie.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The reply came as naturally as the remark which provoked it, but it +made the girl feel suddenly shy and say hastily--</p> + +<p class="normal">'She looks as if she wanted to be off now; how that partridge startled +her!'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Not a bit of it. She is only longing, as I am, for a hunt.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'A hunt?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Yes! a partridge-hunt. Have you never seen one?' He gave a rapid +glance round. 'There are too many bushes here, but Keene may know of +some fairly-open country, with perhaps a thorn-hedge or two for you to +jump--that is to say, if you have had enough of this festive scene.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Five minutes after, George Keene, Dan Fitzgerald, Lewis Gordon, and she +were sweeping along in line across low sand-hills in order to dip down +into a harder plain among stretches of level, dotted sparsely with low +caper-bushes, with here and there a patch of cultivation showing +vividly green against its whitey-brown frame of desert, and here and +there a bit of plough ready for the summer crop.</p> + +<p class="normal">There is nothing more invigorating in the world than riding in line at +a hand-gallop across such country in the freshness of early morning, +especially when the party has gay hearts and light heads. Rose felt +that it was worth all her purely feminine amusements put together, and, +with a flush of enjoyment on her face, besieged Lewis Gordon with +high-pitched questions as to what they were going to do; he calling +back his answers, so that their voices rose above the rhythmical +beating of the horses' hoofs.</p> + +<p class="normal">'We are going without dog or coolie, gun or any lethal weapon +whatever--as the code says--to ride down and capture the grey partridge +or <i>Ammoperdix bonhami</i>! Have you seen it done, Fitzgerald?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Heard of it only. The pace must be good.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Racing speed; no less. Therein lies the fun.' He gave a quick glance +at Rose's tackle, and frowned. 'You should have a stronger bit,' he +began when she interrupted him.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It is the same as yours.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Perhaps. But a lady can't ride like a man, especially in this sort of +work. If I had noticed it before, I----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Nonsense! I always ride with a snaffle, and Shâhâd is as steady as a +house.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'That is no argument. In my opinion a lady should----'</p> + +<p class="normal">The rest of the wrangle was spared to the company, for at that moment a +partridge buzzed out of a bush at their feet, Bronzewing's equanimity +gave way, and with a snort of eagerness she burst after it, Shâhzâd +following suit; both beasts heading straight as a die after the quarry, +heedless of their riders or their discussions.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Give him his head, Miss Tweedie,' shouted Lewis, as he shot past. 'He +has done it before and knows the game! Off we are!'</p> + +<p class="normal">Off indeed, helter-skelter, behind the grey-brown buzz of wings showing +against a blue sky.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Ride it! Ride it! Keep an eye on it! I'll do back,' came Lewis +Gordon's voice, boyishly excited, as, with hands down, he veered the +mare a point or two by main force, until, as she caught sight of a +heavier' clump of bushes comprehension came to the game little beast, +and she headed straight for it.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Where? Oh! Where?' cried Rose distractedly to Dan Fitzgerald, who was +now racing beside her.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Right ahead--there--don't you see?'</p> + +<p class="normal">Just a brown speck against the blue sky still, but skimming faster and +faster to meet the brown horizon. There still, no--yes--</p> + +<p class="normal"><i>Gone!</i></p> + +<p class="normal">Rose gave a cry, which was echoed by an exclamation from Dan, as +instinctively they reined up, feeling the chase was over. George, +hurrying up from behind, where his pony had been playing the fool, +found them staring disconsolately at the bushes.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Lost it, I suppose,' said Lewis, as he rejoined them. 'It is always +difficult to keep it in sight on the horizon. However, you have had a +good burst, Miss Tweedie. See! we started there--a good mile back. Have +you any idea how you got here?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'None! I suppose I rode; but I saw nothing but a sort of big bumble-bee +buzzing in front of me. Shâhzâd did the rest.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'As I said, not for the first time, which confirms me in saying he is +only a Gulf Arab, for partridge-hunting is a Persian sport. Only don't +tell your father, please; he would never forgive me.'</p> + +<p class="normal">As he turned in his saddle, resting one hand on the mare's quarters in +order to speak to Rose, voice and face full of almost boyish enjoyment, +the girl felt that this was a new development of his character, and +that she liked it better than the old ones.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Now, as we go along, I'll explain. That bird took us by surprise,' he +went on eagerly. 'Four is an ideal number, though I've had rare fun +riding partridge single-handed. Number one ought to make the pace, +keeping both eyes on the bird. Number two keeps his on the going, so as +to save Number one from coming to grief over rough country. Number +three rides cautious, landmarks the flight, and is ready to turn if the +bird breaks back--you can't when you are going full speed, unless the +bird towers. Number four rides cunning, cuts off curves, and heads for +likely covers. The whole aim being to press the partridge so hard that +it has no time to settle in shelter, but, after skimming down to a +bush, runs through it, and takes to wing again on the other side.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'And gets away, I suppose,' muttered, George Keene, still out of +temper. 'Don't see the fun of it.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Wait a bit,' retorted Lewis gaily. 'Now you must remember that the +<i>rôle</i> you have to play depends on how the bird breaks. There is no +time to settle. The nearest in must ride it, the rest choose their +parts as best--steady, mare, steady!'</p> + +<p class="normal">It was only a faint '<i>te-tetar--te-tetar</i>,' in the far distance, but +Bronzewing started, and even George's pony cocked its ears; while +humanity went on breathlessly in line, the horses' feet at a walk +giving out a hollow sound on the hard soil, the yellow sunshine casting +hard shadows.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Look out!' cautioned Lewis, in a whisper. 'There's a partridge running +on ahead; by you, I think, Fitzgerald.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Don't see it?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Farther to the left. The mare sees it. We must trot a bit, or it won't +rise fair. Steady, lass, steady!'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I see it,' came in excited tones from George, 'by the big bush, Miss +Tweedie.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'That's another,' cautioned Lewis again. 'Take care and don't----'</p> + +<p class="normal"><i>Whirr, buzz! Whirr, buzz!</i></p> + +<p class="normal">'Ride it! Ride it!'</p> + +<p class="normal">The cry came from two quarters; but Shâhzâd was already extended, and +Rose forgetful of everything save those brown wings low down against +the horizon. She was closer on them this time, for she could see their +skimming swoop as they neared a heavy clump of cover. Yet she felt she +must lose them, as she had done before, when to her relief she saw +Lewis shoot ahead.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'All right,' he shouted, 'I'm on. Look out for yourself.'</p> + +<p class="normal">There was a cut of his thong against thorns as he rose Bronzewing to a +hedge which Rose had not seen. But she had scarcely steadied herself in +the saddle from the half-considered leap in his wake before the +partridge was down and up again at right-angles to its first flight; +Lewis meanwhile bringing the mare round all he knew, and shouting, +'Ride it, Miss Tweedie! ride it.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Shâhzâd, still steadied by the jump, was in hand, and, therefore, on +the track in a second, snorting in mad hurry and excitement, and the +bird was not quite so fast this time, or Rose was riding straighter, +for she saw the last skim of the wings change to running feet as it +touched the grey brown earth which tinted so perfectly with its +plumage.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Not there! not there!' came that warning voice from behind. 'It's run +on. The next bush--put Shâhzâd over it.'</p> + +<p class="normal">A leap, a scurry, a flutter, and the quarry was up again, heading in +its hurry for an impossible open, backed by bare plough. Bronzewing +being now alongside, Rose found leisure to glance round for the others.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Gone after the second partridge,' said Lewis. 'I was afraid of it. +There's a hedge twenty yards ahead, Miss Tweedie, I'll mark.'</p> + +<p class="normal">They were over it, almost in the stride, and now the bird was below the +horizon, a mere shadow of darker brown against the plough.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I've lost it! I've lost it again!' The despairing cry came from Rose's +very heart as she tugged vainly at Shâhzâd. When she succeeded in +bringing him up, she saw that Lewis was slipping from the mare.</p> + +<p class="normal">'AH right!' he cried cheerfully, dropping his white handkerchief on the +ground, 'it's somewhere about! That's the place I marked; now for sharp +eyes.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Up and down the bare furrows he searched, followed by Bronzewing, her +reins dangling. Up and down, with such patience, that Rose, gaining +confidence, began to search also. Only, however, to lose hope, as +minute after minute brought no result.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I don't believe it's here,' she remarked at last; and with the words +saw Lewis Gordon stoop to pick up something she had passed by, thinking +it was a clod of earth.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Your first partridge!' he said with a kindly laugh, as he placed the +bird upon her lap. There it lay unhurt, wide-eyed and motionless as it +had lain among the furrows.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Why doesn't it fly away?' asked Rose, with a little catch in her +breath, as she gently stroked the mottled back.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It will, soon. At present it's winded. Give it five minutes, and we +could ride it again; but we won't. It flew game, and I needn't ask if +you enjoyed it.'</p> + +<p class="normal">No need, certainly. The very horses panting, nose down in each other's +faces, seemed discussing past pleasure.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It is safe from kites now,' said Lewis. 'Throw it up, Miss Tweedie.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The next instant a skimming flight had ended in a covert of thorns and +Lewis was on his mare ready to start.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It wouldn't head for the open again, I bet, he said, 'they get as +'cute as an old fox after a time. To your left, please, that rise +yonder is Hodinuggur.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'But we might ride again, surely? It would give the others time to come +up, began Rose, fiercely bitten with the game.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Best not. The ground here is bad going; all littered with bricks. +And you could barely hold Shâhzâd that last time. A snaffle is hard +work--for a lady.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Rose refrained from open retort. Lewis had given her a morning's +amusement, and she owed him something; for all that, she made a mental +determination to ride partridge as often as she chose with a snaffle. +His objection was only part of that wholesale depreciation--here a +partridge buzzed out of a bush, and partly from impulse, partly from +sheer opposition, she gave Shâhzâd the rein. A bit of bravado in which +she reckoned without the excited horse. Ere she had gone fifty yards, +she realised it had the bit between its teeth. What was worse, she saw +that Lewis realised it also.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Look out for bricks,' he called, spurring Bronzewing alongside for a +moment, 'and don't try to follow when the bird breaks back, as it is +sure to do, for cover.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The words were still on his lips, when the partridge towered and +turned. Shâhzâd, no novice at such tricks, pulled up short, nearly +throwing Rose over his ears. Then, with a bound, he dashed off +sideways, catching Bronzewing on the flank as she swerved, and throwing +her rider's foot from the stirrup. The mare staggered, pulled herself +together smartly, set her hoof on a loose brick, and came down heavily; +while Rose, tugging vainly at her beast, went sailing away to the +horizon, with the memory of that crashing fall seeming to paralyse her +strength. When she did manage to turn, Bronzewing was on her feet; but +her rider lay where he had fallen. The girl's heart stood still an +instant in that utmost fear which will come first--was he <i>dead</i>? Yet, +as she galloped back she told herself, fiercely, that it was +impossible; people fell so often, and did not hurt themselves. But not, +surely, to lie as he lay, with eyes wide open and one arm under him as +if he had pitched head-foremost. Rose had never seen an accident +before, and at first all her helpfulness seemed lost in a senseless +desire to gather him up in her arms and hold him safe. Then the thought +of her own foolishness came to her aid. He had been right! Women were +no good!' A man would have known what to do, and as she thought these +things, she searched, comically enough, in his pockets for a flask, as +if unconsciously reverting to the first resource of the male animal; +but she could find none, and there was no water. What was to be done, +save to chafe his hands and call to him vainly, while a perfect agony +of negation clamoured against her growing fear. He could not be dead! +He was such a good rider. He must have fallen before and not been +killed. Why should he be killed this time? He could not be killed on +such a bright sunny morning--when they had been so happy--when he had +been so kind. Ridiculous, trivial little thoughts, such as make up the +sum of such scenes.</p> + +<p class="normal">Finally she rose, resolved by her very despair. Water and help she must +have. If no nearer than the palace, then to the palace she must go. +Shâhzâd had taken advantage of liberty to seek a wheat field, but +Bronzewing would carry her with the stirrup over. The mare, however, +distrusting strangers, sidled off, still circling faithfully round her +master. Then the girl's hopes and fears centred themselves on the +immediate necessity for success. She coaxed, wheedled, cajoled, +forgetting all else, till all of a sudden Bronzewing paused to whinny, +and Rose, looking round instinctively, recognised the magnitude of her +past despair in the light of her great relief as she saw Lewis Gordon, +raised on one elbow, looking at her in a dazed sort of way. She was on +her knees beside him in a minute, confessing the past fear she had so +strenuously denied while it existed.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I thought you were dead!' she cried. 'I thought you were dead.' She +was trembling and shaking all over, quite visibly, and he gave an +unsteady laugh.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Thumped the back of my head; that's all. No!' a spasm of pain passed +over his face as he sat up. 'My collarbone's gone. Well! it might have +been worse. The ground is uncommonly hard.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Worse indeed! Rose could not speak for a lump in her throat; but the +loquacity of escape was upon him.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Must have pitched on my shoulder, luckily. I don't in the least +remember how it happened. We were partridging, I suppose; but my mind +is an absolute blank. No wonder! my head is just splitting; but I can +walk home all right.'</p> + +<p class="normal">And when she proposed riding Bronzewing for help, he negatived it +firmly on the ground that the mare wasn't broken in for a lady; a man +never having such a strong hold on his individual quips and cranks as +when he realises that he has been within an ace of losing them +altogether; whence comes the proverbial captiousness of convalescents.</p> + +<p class="normal">So she had to be content with giving him a hand up and walking beside +him, feeling a sad trembling in the knees joined to a general sensation +of having gone to pieces. He, on the contrary, talking and laughing in +magnificent, manly fashion.</p> + +<p class="normal">'You had better tell me how it happened,' he said, as they neared the +palace. 'People make such a fuss, that it is as well to be prepared. +Did you see me come to grief?'</p> + +<p class="normal">Rose hesitated for a moment to own up; then she did it wholesale.</p> + +<p class="normal">'You told me not to ride because of the snaffle, but I did. I lost +control of Shâhzâd; he charged Bronzewing. She put her foot on a loose +brick, and--and I'm very, very sorry.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Stupid little beast,' he said, looking round at the mare, who was +following them like a dog. 'I expect she wants re-shoeing.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The evasion was kindly meant; but she regretted it. It seemed somehow +to set her aside. But this was her portion in all things, for with +Lewis in his room, scientifically bandaged by Dan and nursed by his +cousin, Rose's part resolved itself into doing audience for her +father's fussing. He had a capacity for it at all times, but Fate had +provided him with special reasons for it now. Another delay! and when +it was absolutely necessary that he should hold a Canal Committee at +Delhi early in the week, how was he to manage without his personal +assistant? Then there were private reasons for annoyance which he did +not confide to Rose, but which that clear-sighted young lady fully +understood. If Lewis had to remain a few days longer at Hodinuggur, his +cousin would remain also; in which case Dan Fitzgerald would stay to +look after them. Now Dan, ever since the fire, had been in the +Colonel's black books. He had, as it were, thrust himself forward and +made himself conspicuous. Finally, any woman must feel gratitude to a +man who had saved her life. It was all of a piece--all the result of +disobedience to his superior wisdom. Why had Rose set fire to the camp? +Had he not warned her a hundred times against sitting up to read? Why +had she charged Lewis? Had he not begged her fifty times to ride in a +more reserved and ladylike fashion?</p> + +<p class="normal">Rose could only fall back on George for comfort, and he, for reasons of +his own, was utterly unsympathetic. A broken collar-bone, he said, was +nothing--except an awful nuisance to every one else. To tell truth, the +only person in that up-stairs world who was satisfied at the new turn +affairs had taken was Gwen Boynton. It suited her admirably in more +ways than one. So she sat after lunch and talked with Colonel Tweedie +in the balcony until his ill-humour vanished in a bland flood of +conviction that this eminently charming woman really was full of +sympathy for his difficulties, and thoroughly impressed with his +responsible position. In fact, when she had apologised for returning to +duty and her patient, he came and let loose his satisfaction upon his +daughter. Nothing was more useful to a man having authority than the +companionship of a really sensible woman of the world. It enabled you +to do justice to yourself, to adopt the course you considered best +without undue hesitation. Therefore he would start for Rajpore, as he +had always intended to do, on the following day, taking Mr. Fitzgerald +with him to supply Gordon's place. He knew something of the current +work, and it would be a kindness, serving to show--er--that--er--there +was really nothing against him at headquarters.</p> + +<p class="normal">'That was very considerate of Mrs. Boynton,' interrupted Rose quickly. +She saw the meaning of this manœuvre so far that it roused her +resentment, even though, after all, it would be better for Dan than +dangling about with a sore heart while Gwen nursed the sick man. Better +for George also, since the <i>partie carrée</i> could not well consist of +three and a dummy. George should talk to her, and so be kept from +dangling also.</p> + +<p class="normal">Thus Dan himself was the only one to look blank at the proposal, and +even he admitted its reasonableness when Mrs. Boynton pointed out the +many advantages it would have. This was during the <i>tête-à-tête</i>, in a +bell-shaped cupola, which she allowed him over their tea. To tell +truth, Gwen always behaved with the strictest and most impartial +justice to all who had claims upon her, and she would have felt herself +unkind had she allowed poor dear Dan to go away feeling aggrieved. She +was very sorry he had to go, or rather, to be strictly accurate, she +was sorry that common-sense dictated that he should go. Had all things +been consenting, there was no one in the wide world she would so gladly +have had for a husband. Now, when a woman of Mrs. Boynton's type, which +is at all times kindly disposed to lovers, has an idea of this sort +firmly fixed in her mind, she can be very kind indeed, even in her +dismissals. So Dan was perfectly happy after he had sat beside her, and +given her a second cup of tea, and handed her the bread and butter, +though he made wry faces over her lecture on the necessity for +subordinating his opinions to Colonel Tweedie's.</p> + +<p class="normal">'And, Dan,' she said, when the <i>tête-à-tête</i> had lasted long enough, +'as you are going to Delhi, you might take a parcel for me to Manohar +Lâl, the jeweller's. It is quite small, but you might just send it +round--the shop is in the Chowk--by the bearer. I wouldn't trouble you, +but it is a chance, as you are going that way. It won't bother you, +will it?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Bother,' echoed Dan in the tones which men in his condition use on +such occasions.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Then, I'll give it you now. I was going to send it by post, so it is +addressed, and all the instructions are inside; but it would be safer +if you took it--as you happen to be going.'</p> + +<p class="normal">She repeated the phrase as if to convince herself of its truth. Yet +when, on returning with her commission, Dan seized the opportunity of +taking the parcel to kiss the fingers which held it, she felt something +of a traitor. Even though, in sending the jewels she had found to be +appraised, she told herself she had no other intention beyond, if +possible, getting enough money to repay the loan she had so unwisely +taken. That was all; and this chance of sending to Delhi by a safe hand +had decided her so far--no more.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Good-bye, dear Dan,' she said; 'I always miss you so much when you go +away.'</p> + +<p class="normal">That night Chândni reported progress to the Diwân. The mem's ayah had +let out that the big Huzoor, Fitzgerald sahib, was the greatest friend +the mem had. She must be a regular bad one, if all tales were true. And +the big sahib was going to Delhi, the most likely place in which jewels +would be sold. She would write to her craft, who were good clients of +the goldsmiths, and bid them keep a sharp look-out. It would at least +do no harm.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Thy father must have been the devil,' said Zubr-ul-Zamân admiringly; +'yet will I reward thee, as thou hast asked, if all goes well.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Does not all go well?' laughed the woman. 'The fire, and the fall?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'And the girl?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Oh, naught of the girl!--the lance-player hits not the peg first time. +That part is done, that tune played, for good or evil. The bridegroom, +they say, comes next week. 'Tis well; we want no evil eye to change the +luck.'</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_11" href="#div1Ref_11">CHAPTER XI</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The <i>dîners à la russe</i> on the roof had not passed unnoticed by the +world below. How could they? Over such strange doings curious tongues +must need wag, setting other curious eyes to peep and peer; especially +in the women's apartments, where life was so empty of novelty and where +a crowded squabbling glimpse, from some lattice, of arrival or +departure was all the inmates could hope for, beyond, of course, the +ceremonial visit which the English ladies paid to a circle of selected +wives.</p> + +<p class="normal">But there, in company dresses and company manners, the chief women of +three generations had found it impossible to ask enough questions to +throw any light on the one absorbing phenomenon of utter shamelessness +in their visitors; and after Colonel Tweedie's departure disputes began +to run high in that rabbit-warren of dark rooms and darker passages, +centred round a bit of roof walled in to the semblance of a tank, which +lay to the right of the Diwân's tower.</p> + +<p class="normal">The elder women, led by the old man's last remaining wife, a still +personable woman of forty, upheld the theory which has had so much to +do with British supremacy in the past; namely, that the sahib-logue, +being barely human, must not be judged by ordinary human standards. As +likely as not, their women were not women at all. The younger party, +however, consisting largely of Dalel Beg's many matrimonial ventures in +the forlorn hope of a son, declared that the true explanation lay the +other way; namely, in the excess of frail humanity. Both positions +being argued with that absolute want of reserve which is the natural +result of herding women together away from the necessity for modest +reticence which the presence of even their stranger sisters brings with +it. That lack of reserve in the mind by which nature compensates +herself for the seclusion of the body, and which makes those who have +real experience of the working of the zenana system put their finger on +it as the plague-spot of India; a plague-spot which all the women +doctors sent to bolster up the system by exotic and mistaken +benevolence will never cure.</p> + +<p class="normal">And to the war of words, Azîzan listened listlessly as she crouched for +hours beside that slit in the prison wall, whence on tip-toe she could +see the flag-stone before the mosque on which she had sat when he was +painting her picture. She had ceased to cry, ceased to do anything save +mope about in the dark with dull resentful eyes taking in the emptiness +and hopelessness of all things; even her desires going no further than +a vague wish that she could have seen the flag-stone where the sahib +had sat, instead of that dull, uninteresting, unconsecrated one. But in +that house of languid, listless, useless women her dejection might have +passed unnoticed save for the fact that old Zainub, the duenna, began +to be troubled with an old enemy--the rheumatism.</p> + +<p class="normal">Up-stairs on the roof, the connection between Azîzan's tears and +Zainub's sciatica would have seemed far-fetched, obscure; down-stairs, +however, it was self-evident, clear as daylight. Briefly, Azîz had the +evil eye, like her grandfather the potter, and she was using it, as her +mother had used it. Sixteen years before, after nursing that mother in +the damp dungeon, where useless cries could be deadened, Zainub had +nearly died of rheumatic fever. Not from the damp, of course; simply +from the evil eye. Nothing, in fact, had saved her life then, save a +promise to protect the baby. And now for the sake of money, she had +brought grief on the child, and unless that grief could be assuaged, +the result was certain; she would die. The pains were already upon her, +and a dozen times a day she cursed her own folly in helping Chândni; +Chândni who, when the ruse failed, had thrown her over with a paltry +fee. Yet old Zainub, even while she blamed herself, confessed that no +duenna could have foreseen such a coil about nothing; but then the +world was full of strange new wickedness. In the old time no girl in +her senses would have met the suggestion of carrying on the intrigue on +her own account as Azîzan had done, with vehement denial and glowering, +unhappy eyes. The thought of them sent additional twinges through poor +old Zainub's bones. George Keene, who had taken up his quarters in the +state-rooms of the palace, so as to be near Lewis Gordon at night, +never dreamt how narrowly he escaped the invasion of an old beldame +beseeching him to remove a curse from her. He had for the time almost +forgotten the Azîzan episode; even the surprise which the potter's +mention of his daughter's name had aroused he set aside for the +present. There would be time enough for inquiry when he was alone once +more; when the absorbing interest of the present had gone out of his +life.</p> + +<p class="normal">So the tragedy down-stairs was completely hidden from those up-stairs. +It is so often in India. Occasionally we gain a glimpse behind the +veil; for instance, when the periodical scare as to the number of human +brains required to keep up British prestige seizes on some cantonment. +A scare which it may interest the 'Peace with Dishonour, party to know +is apt to follow on any lowering of the Lion's tail. Then there are two +simple syllables, known doubtless to many readers of this veracious +story as they are to the writer of it, which if uttered casually--say +in dinner-table conversation--will of a certainty lead to your servants +leaving your service without delay. These things sound unreal, +farcical, no doubt; so would George, as he handed their bread and +butter to the ladies up-stairs, have deemed the fear which prompted old +Zainub's wheedling words as she crouched by Azîzan's bed plying her +with greasy sweetmeats.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Eat some, my pigeon--a morsel, beloved! Why wilt not be comforted, +child? Say what is in thy heart, and if Zainub's old hands can compass +it, 'tis thine.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I want nothing. Let me be,' muttered Azîzan.</p> + +<p class="normal">Zainub rocked herself to and fro, partly in despair, partly to allay a +sharper twinge of the enemy, and looked round dismally as if for some +inspiration of comfort. There was not much to suggest it in those bare +walls, inexpressibly squalid, dirty beyond belief; save the cemented +floor, which underwent a daily sprinkling from a skin water-bag, and a +daily lashing with a reed broom. There was a mark of the passage of +that skin bag up the narrow stairs in a cleaner streak along the grimy +walls, and a mark of that reed broom in the spatter-work dado of slush +round the room. The smoke of rushlights blackened the arched niches, +their oily dribblings seamed the once whitewashed walk below, and +centuries of cobwebs hung on the rough rafters. There was no furniture +of any sort or kind, excepting the low stool on which Zainub crouched, +and the string cot whereon the girl had flung herself recklessly. Not +even resting fairly, but half on, half off, each listless curve showing +her indifferent despair; her flimsy veil crushed into a pillow, her +unkempt yet braided hair showing she had not thought of it for days. No +uncommon sight in the zenana, when so and so's 'constitution is +disturbed,' as the phrase runs.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Would it soothe thee to talk of it?' whined the old lady.</p> + +<p class="normal">'No! no!' Azîz sat up in sudden anger. 'I hate him. I hate everybody.' +Then, her own confused emotion being strange and new to her, she sought +refuge with a whimper in her old sullenness.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Ari! pretty one,' replied Zainub, relieved at something tangible. +'Thou art right to hate him. Yet grieve not, since he hath gained +naught of thee. Thou hast passed him by scornfully.'</p> + +<p class="normal">On the face turned to the dirty wall something like a smile quivered.</p> + +<p class="normal">'He hath the pot--the Ayôdhya pot,' murmured Azîz half to herself. 'He +kept that--he liked that.' The duenna beat her shrivelled hands +together and laughed shrilly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Wah illâh! he hath kept it, sure enough, but he will rue it. Look you! +I know not the ins and outs; yet will the pot bring him evil. Yea! even +though he hath given it to the mem up-stairs.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Azîzan was on her feet ere the words were finished, her eyes aflame, +her whole figure trembling with excitement.</p> + +<p class="normal">'He hath given it away! Mai Zainub, is it truth? He hath given it to +the mems! Ah! how I hate them. It is mine! I will have it back. I +will--I will.'</p> + +<p class="normal">She flung herself once more on the bed, almost choking with her +passionate cries, wild in her uncontrolled jealousy, while Zainub, +mystified and half impatient, deprecated the foolish, impossible +desire. Did she not want revenge? Well, the pot was to bring it about. +It would bring money to the treasury also, and before that +consideration what mere personal whim could stand? Finally, it was not +hers, but the Diwân's, who had a right to let the pot go as he chose.</p> + +<p class="normal">Azîzan's ultimatum came swiftly with a savage gleam in her light eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Then I will die; and others shall die, too.' The girl was no fool; she +could see through the secret of Zainub's docility by the light of many +a covert allusion of her companions to her strange eyes. Well, if the +power was hers she would use it, so give her back the Ayôdhya pot or +take the chance. Zainub crept away disconsolate; even with her +life-long experience of the vagaries in which hysterical girls indulged +she demanded shrilly of High Heaven if there had ever been contrariety +equal to Azîzan's. To set aside the possibility of revenge! Still she +must do her best, and if the mem had the Ayôdhya pot in the palace +there was always a chance of being able to steal it. As a beginning she +spent some of Chândni's rupees on sweetmeats, and, hiding the tray +under her domino, set off to pay her respects to Mrs. Boynton's ayah.</p> + +<p class="normal">'The <i>burka</i> is certainly a most mysterious garment,' remarked Gwen, as +she lent over the balcony just as Zainub shuffled through the courtyard +on her errand. 'Did I ever mention the fright I had one morning? I woke +thinking that a pair of those latticed goggles were glaring at me; but +it was only Fuzli looking in to see if I was awake. Still it alarmed +me.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Women have a hard time of it,' said Lewis languidly from the arm-chair +at her side, where he was playing the part of interesting invalid after +four days of unwelcome fever. 'How I should hate to have nerves!'</p> + +<p class="normal">'We are not a whole army of martyrs, however,' objected Rose swiftly. +'I, for one, decline to be credited with them.'</p> + +<p class="normal">As she sat pouring out the tea with George Keene's help her face rather +belied her words. She looked fine-drawn and eager, her eyes bright, yet +tired. Gwen smiled confidentially at her companion.</p> + +<p class="normal">'People in good times never have nerves, so you and Mr. Keene have no +excuse for them at present. By the way, you must have been successful +with the partridges today, for I assure you, Lewis, they were not in to +breakfast till past twelve.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Not much in the words--much in the manner. It made Rose bring her cup +of tea to the balcony and stand looking with a satirical smile at the +pair seated there before she turned to George.</p> + +<p class="normal">'We think Mr. Gordon is in a good time also! don't we, Mr. Keene? You +should break something too; Mrs. Boynton would be quite equal to +another patient.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The crudeness, not to say rudeness, of her own words startled her into +adding hastily, 'For she is a good nurse; isn't she, Mr. Gordon?</p> + +<p class="normal">'First-class for one,' he replied coolly; 'but I doubt her managing +three. Therefore, if Keene is going to break something, as you suggest, +it would be as well if, for a change, you took some care of yourself. +At present you look miserably ill.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Rose flushed into health at once.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I? Rubbish! If you have quite finished tea, Mr. Keene, let us go on +with that match at tennis.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'There they go, supremely happy,' commented Gwen from her post of +vantage after a pause. 'I'm a shockingly bad chaperon, but that is your +fault, Lewis, for getting fever. Do you think <i>monsieur le père</i> will +be very angry?'</p> + +<p class="normal">He shifted irritably. 'My dear Gwen, don't overdo it, for goodness +sake. I'm grateful; you know that quite well. But if you want me to +believe that Keene is in love with Miss Tweedie, I must decline to +agree. The lad is palpably in love with you; as we all are. As for +Miss Tweedie, I decline to have any opinion at all. Girls of her type +are beyond me. She looks ill, of course, but no woman can stand +half-a-dozen hours in the saddle before breakfast and half-a-dozen +singles before dinner, with, I suppose, half-a-dozen problems before +lunch and half-a-dozen books before bed. The thing's absurd, and as you +don't seem able to stop it, it is as well we are leaving Hodinuggur so +soon.'</p> + +<p class="normal">His distinct loss of temper made Gwen change the subject outwardly, but +retain it inwardly as a justification of her tactics. They had been +very simple. A word to George of gratitude for his care of Rose, a +playful remark to the latter on her marked anxiety for the patient's +comfort had left the elder woman mistress of the situation. She was in +no hurry, however, to bring it to a crisis. Time enough for that when +they should nave returned to civilisation, and she had that letter from +the jewellers which might even now be waiting for a certain Mrs. +Arbuthnot at the post-office at Rajpore.</p> + +<p class="normal">Perhaps she might not have found Rose so ready to acquiesce in plans +through which the young girl saw perfectly if they had not fallen in +with the latter's convenience. It was easier that Lewis Gordon should +believe her occupied with George, and better for the boy than dangling +after Gwen all day; <i>he</i> was too good for that sort of thing. She told +herself this savagely, many times a day; even when, with a worldly +wisdom beyond her years, she was playing the part of elder sister and +confidant to the lad's ardent admiration. As for him, he was supremely +happy between the occupations of worshipping the most perfect woman in +the world and being companion to the jolliest girl he had ever known.</p> + +<p class="normal">The day had been hot and sultry, unusually so for the time of year, and +as the four stood saying good-night to each other for the last time on +the roof the sheet lightning was shimmering in a faint haze low down on +the eastern horizon.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Rain,' said Lewis Gordon in a low voice to Rose. 'Lucky for that dusty +dhoolie journey to-morrow evening. In the meantime, I hope it may cure +your headache.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I have no headache,' she replied coldly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I'm glad you did not say no head; that perjury could have been proved. +Good-night.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He turned to his cousin and let his hand linger in hers affectionately,</p> + +<p class="normal">'Don't be alarmed if the storm is a bad one.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Of course I shall be alarmed,' she answered gaily. 'Then you and +Mr. Keene will have no peace; for you don't suppose I intend to stay +on the roof in order to be struck by lightning. I shall turn you out +down-stairs at a moment's notice.</p> + +<p class="normal">George with adoring eyes on his divinity suggested eagerly that if he +returned to the bungalow the ladies could move down at once. Gordon no +longer required any one at night, and it would be more comfortable.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Nonsense,' cried Rose impatiently. 'I don't believe it will rain. +Anyhow, I shall stay where I am, storm or no storm.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Nerves or no nerves,' parodied Lewis, 'Keene shall come into my room, +Gwen, and I will order his to be got ready for emergencies. Then, if +nature does convulse, you can seek shelter without disturbing us. Even +Miss Tweedie will allow the wisdom of that arrangement from a +masculine, and, therefore, selfish point of view.'</p> + +<p class="normal">She did allow it, inwardly. The worst of Lewis Gordon was his knack of +being right in a way which forced her into disagreement. This +consciousness accentuated her obstinacy, and even when Mrs. Boynton, +pathetic and plaintive in a trailing white dressing-gown, sat on the +edge of the girl's bed beseeching her to let discretion be the better +part of valour, she would not yield. She was not going to give colour +to Mr. Gordon's caricature of womanhood. Besides, it was close +down-stairs. She had a headache, and liked the air. Finally, she was +not afraid of being left alone; Gwen could go down if she wished.</p> + +<p class="normal">As she watched the little procession bearing pillows and blankets file +down the stairs, with the ayah in the rear, protesting that 'big storm +come kill missy baba for laugh old Fuzli,' she felt glad to be left +alone. Her head did ache; what is more, her pulses were bounding with a +touch of sun-fever. It would be gone by morning; yet Lewis, perhaps, +had been right also in saying that she had been exposing herself too +much. The inclination to rest her hot head on the cool marble +balustrade and sit there under the restful sky was strong, but with an +instinct of fight she set it aside almost fiercely, and after looping +back the curtains of the corner-room so as to let in what air there +was, lay down decorously. But not to sleep. A dreary disturbing round +of thought kept her awake, sending her back and back again to the same +point--the assertion that she had certainly been overdoing it. That was +the cause of her depression. Until suddenly, causelessly, her native +truth rebelled against the self-deception, and she sat up in the dark +pressing the palms of her hot hands together. What was the use of lying +to herself? Was it not better to confess frankly that with all his +faults Lewis Gordon interested her more than any one else in the world? +Perhaps it was love--yes! she cared for him as she cared for no one +else in the world, and was it not detestable to blush and deny the fact +instead of being straightforward? At any time this indictment of her +honesty would have been intolerable; now, with fever running riot in +her veins it forced her to exaggerated action. She had been behaving +like a romantic school-girl in a novel. In future there should be no +possibility of her denying the fact that she had wilfully, and without +due cause, fallen in love with a man who did not love her. Yes, fallen +in love! Her cheeks were flushed, her eyes shining when the light of +the candle she lit fell on them. As she passed quickly into the +mirror-room the thousand facets gave back her eagerness, her +determination, as she deliberately chose out Lewis Gordon's photograph +from a folding frame standing below the Ayôdhya pot. She stood for a +moment looking at it, struggling with her pride, then she passed back +into her room again and thrust it under her pillow. That was an end of +all lies at any rate. After that she would never be able to deny the +truth. She gave an odd, almost happy little laugh as she crept into her +bed again, where, after a time, she fell asleep with one hand guarding +something under the pillow: just as Gwen had guarded something in her +corner-room a few nights before.</p> + +<p class="normal">No doubt it was the growing coolness of the night which soothed the +girl; on the other hand, it may have been the testimony of a good +conscience not ashamed to confess facts. The lightning shimmered over +her sleeping face, and, as it shimmered, showed a black arch of cloud +looming from the east. By and by the wind rose, bringing with it the +fresh earthy smell of distant rain.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was now between second and third jackal cry, that is to say, the +deadest hour in the Indian night, when even natives and dogs sleep. Yet +there were two figures stealing round the base of the Diwân's tower to +the piled ruins of the old wall which had fallen on the potter's house +long years before; fallen suddenly in the night, after just such a +storm as that now sweeping up with the wind.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Ari, heart's core!' pleaded a cracked voice, 'sure the rain begins +even now, and God knows what the old stairs be like. 'Tis sixteen years +gone since they were used. Holy Fâtma, what a flash! 'Tis no night for +women-folk to be out; be wise and leave it. To-morrow, perchance, when +they pack up the things, I may lay hands on it.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Be still, mai! What good to talk when 'tis settled? What didst say? +Straight up to the hole in the wall, three steps down to the ledge, +along that to the window slit in the Diwân's stair, so by them to the +gate; thou hast the key. No, 'tis open, thou sayest. Is not that right? +Lo, mai, 'tis easy.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'In the old days; but the lattice parapet is gone, they say, and a +false step--O Azîz, be wise! Would God I had not told thee of it.'</p> + +<p class="normal">A faint laugh echoed into the pitchy darkness. 'Thy aches and pains +would never have reached the pot otherwise, O mother!'</p> + +<p class="normal">The hint was not lost on old Zainub. She stumbled on hastily until a +shimmer of lightning showed an opening half hidden by <i>débris</i> in the +base of the tower into which she crept.</p> + +<p class="normal">'See, here are the matches,' she whimpered, 'and witness, O Azîz! I +have done all, even to letting thee wear the old dress, since it +pleaseth thee, though wherefore, God knows----'</p> + +<p class="normal">''Tis light and strong,' interrupted the girl hastily. 'Stay you here, +mother; I will be back ere long.'</p> + +<p class="normal">A box of Swedish <i>tändstickors</i> made for the British market with a +portrait of Mr. Pickwick on the cover, was an incongruous item in the +scene, yet one of them looked tragic enough as it sent a glow through +Azîzan's brown fingers and showed a broken flight of steps.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I will be back ere long,' she repeated at the first turn. Then the +light went with her into the very heart of the wall.</p> + +<p class="normal">Zainub sat crouching in the dark, shivering and groaning. 'Ai! my +sins,' she muttered, hiding her face from a sudden flash of lightning, +'the pains of Jehannum are on me already. I perish of fear; the breath +leaves my body.' She rocked herself backwards and forwards ceaselessly, +moaning and muttering; a weird figure guarding the stair up which +Azîzan was toiling by the light of other <i>tändstickors</i>. Beyond the +possibility of a half torpid snake, or a shower of loosened bricks from +above, there was as yet no danger, even to one so unused to effort as +the zenana girl. Thus she had time to think of what she was to do when +she reached the roof. For one thing, she had to steal the Ayôdhya pot; +for the rest, she was not sure, but something ready for impulse lay +tucked away in the waist-folds of the old woollen dress. A glimmering +slit showing its arched top against a lighter darkness of sky brought +her back to the present. This must be the hole in the wall; and beyond +it lay a chasm of night. She lit another match and held it over the +gulf. The flame burned steadily, for the stair, in winding through the +wall of the tower, had brought her to leeward of the storm. Nothing +was to be seen save the blackness of clouds above, the blackness of God +knows what below. Then as she stood peering out into the darkness a +shiver of silent lightning revealed a silver plain far down beneath her +feet, and above, to the right, silver balconies and cupolas. That must +be the roof whither she was bound.</p> + +<p class="normal">The expenditure of more matches disclosed the three steps downwards, +and at right angles a ledge along the wall ending in a buttress some +thirty feet off. That must be the support of the Diwân's stair. Both +steps and ledge had once been protected by a latticed parapet; now they +were edged by the blackness of the gulf. The ledge, however, seemed +perfect as ever, and the rest was, after all, mere fancy; especially at +night when you could not see. Should she risk it? The match she held +left indecision on her face as it flickered out. The storm, close at +hand, took breath as it were for the onslaught in a long pause of +intense, silent darkness. Then a sudden shimmer shot over the old +tower, spreading a silver mantle upon the slender figure of a girl +clinging to the wall. Darkness again; and then once more the same +sight. A girl with her face against the wall moving step by step +slowly, deliberately. Nearer and nearer each time to the buttress. Then +a little cry, too inarticulate for comprehension, rose on the still +air, and when the next shaft of light came it found nothing but the +bare wall. The figure was gone.</p> + +<p class="normal">So much might have been seen by any watcher on the roof, but there was +none. It lay still, deserted. The very wind, stirring the folds of the +curtain Rose had looped aside, made no noise, and the light and the +dark played their game of hide and seek in silence. An odd game in the +mirror-room, and the arches on arches of shadow leading to it. Each +separate scrap of looking-glass would blaze out like a star, sending a +beam on the blue bowl of the Ayôdhya pot, then dive into the dark +again, carrying a reflection of the scene with it in triumph. Miles of +shadowy arches, millions of blue bowls glowing amid countless stars; +thousands of looped curtains showing a girl asleep on a white bed.</p> + +<p class="normal">After a while the stars carried a new sight; a girl in a strange dress +crouching by the bed. The lightning shimmered keenly over this group +several times, bringing into glittering relief something held by the +crouching figure, and something held close to a flushed cheek by the +sleeping girl. The one was a knife, the other a photograph of a young +man in an immaculate coat and an irreproachable tie. Different things, +indeed, yet the girls who held them differed little. They were both in +dreamland; for Azîzan, as she crouched beside Rose, felt that she was +in a new world. The whiteness, the stillness, the solitude, guarding +the pure sleep of girlhood--the refinement, the peace, made her think +involuntarily of the dead laid out for their last rest. She gave a +quick little sigh; her hand relaxed its grasp, then tightened again, as +a flash showed the photograph clearly. It was a picture of some one. If +it was his picture, why then----</p> + +<p class="normal">She struck a match softly and peered closer. No! She paused, taking +advantage of the light to look at the sleeper. Rose stirred.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Who is it?' she murmured, in the low quick tones of those who talk in +their sleep.</p> + +<p class="normal">The watcher's hand closed silently round the match extinguishing it.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I am Azîzan, Huzoor.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The immediate answer had its effect. Rose nestled her head to the +pillow once more, and from the ensuing darkness her breathing came soft +and regular. Suddenly, with a crash the thunder rolled right overhead, +the wind hushed, the heavy drops of rain fell, each in a distinct plash +for a second, then merged into a hissing downpour on the hard roof.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rose started up in bed, just as the quivering shaft of lightning blazed +through the mirror-room upon a girl in an odd dress, holding the +Ayôdhya pot close to her breast. A girl with odd light eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I am Azîzan, Huzoor.' The words seemed still in her ears, recalling a +confused memory of the potter and her own promise.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Your father wants you, Azîzan,' she said half in a dream, and the +sound of her own voice woke her thoroughly to darkness. Had she been +dreaming? The wind rising, now the storm had broken, swept rain-laden +through the open door, extinguishing the matches she struck hastily, so +that the first glimmering of her own candle was echoed by the ayah's +lantern as the latter came paddling over the streaming roof with +petticoats held high over her trousered knees, and shrill denunciations +of the missy-baba's obstinacy high above the storm. Rose Tweedie's +thoughts flew to Lewis Gordon's warning, and his wisdom reminded her of +her own foolishness. That was not a dream; and she blushed violently +over it as she thrust the photograph out of sight before her attendant +rolled the bedding into a bundle and staggered with it down-stairs. As +the girl followed ignominiously in the mackintosh and umbrella supplied +by that injured official, she told herself she must indeed have had +fever, to commit such a ridiculous piece of folly. Her ears tingled +over the very recollection of what had perhaps saved her life.</p> + +<p class="normal">Meanwhile, the girl with the Ayôdhya pot, whom Rose, in her absorbing +shame, had decided must have been a dream, was stumbling down the +broken stairs once more, her courage gone, her chaos of emotion reduced +to one heart-whole desire to reach Zainub in safety. How she had +crossed the ledge again she scarcely knew; she had dropped the +<i>tändstickors</i> on the way, and, as she felt her way step by step in the +dark, she was sobbing like a frightened child. Half-way down a +displaced brick in the outside masonry allowed the lightning to glimmer +over a sort of landing, where she paused for breath. God and his +Prophet! What was that huddled up on the next step? She had to await +another flash ere she could decide; and in the interval her heart beat +with sickening, fearful curiosity.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Mai Zainub! Mai Zainub!' Her cry of relief and content came swift as +the flash. There was no answer save renewed darkness, bringing +downright terror with it. Still that was a human form warm under her +touch.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Mai Zainub! Mai Zainub!'</p> + +<p class="normal">There was no flutter beneath the hand seeking the heart. Could she----? +Then came a blaze of light, and the familiar face all unfamiliar; the +fixed eyes wide open, the jaw fallen.</p> + +<p class="normal">The next instant she was dashing down the stairs recklessly; down and +down, out into the open, over the <i>débris</i>; anywhere, so as to leave +that horror behind. The wind caught her, the rain blinded her, the +thunder crashed overhead, as she ran on blindly, till with a cry she +slipped on a loose brick and fell, stunned, against a mass of broken +masonry. So she lay, looking almost as dead as the poor old duenna +huddled up on that landing in the secret stair, where, with one final +twinge at her heart, the rheumatism had left her for ever.</p> + +<p class="normal">An hour after, when the storm had passed, and a faint greyness told +that the dawn was at hand, a feeble light began to flicker about the +ruins: up and down, up and down, as if it sought for something. It was +Fuzl Elâhi, the potter of Hodinuggur, looking for his dead daughter. He +had looked for her after every storm for sixteen years; and this time, +with the Miss sahib's promise to send her back lingering in his memory, +he sought in hope.</p> + +<p class="normal">When the sun rose, three things were amissing from the palace at +Hodinuggur: the Ayôdhya pot, Azîzan, and the old duenna.</p> + +<p class="normal">Up-stairs, while George, and Gwen, and Rose, all for private reasons of +their own, acquiesced, Lewis Gordon declared that some servant must +have broken the former in dusting the room, and, as usual, made away +with the pieces.</p> + +<p class="normal">Down-stairs the same unanimity prevailed. Azîz and Zainub had their +reasons for running away. They would be found ere long, since no one +near at hand dare shelter them, and the old woman could not go far.</p> + +<p class="normal">If the folk up-stairs had known of the disappearance down-stairs, they +might have connected the two losses, but they did not. So none of these +three things were traced, and no one cared very much: especially Gwen +Boynton. The pot might have reminded her of Hodinuggur, and now she was +leaving it there were some things she intended to forget. Besides, no +one now could ever say she had taken the jewels.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_12" href="#div1Ref_12">CHAPTER XII</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">'I never was so tired of any place in my life,' remarked Mrs. Boynton. +'It was not so bad at first; but nothing would ever induce me to +attempt the wilderness again.'</p> + +<p class="normal">She was back in the big hall at Rajpore once more, the centre of a +circle assembled to bid her welcome; for Gwen was not the sort of +person to come or go unnoticed. She looked charming in a new dress +which she had ordered on the morning after the fire to be ready +against her return. The band was playing, the dim lights were twinkling +above the polished floor, people were coming and going through the +swing-doors, and Dan, devoted as ever, was waiting for his promised +first waltz. A sheer bit of vanity was this promise on Gwen's part; she +liked to re-enter her familiar world looking perfection, and Dan was +the best dancer in the room. Yet she lingered with her hand on his arm +to glance at Lewis Gordon, who, still wearing a sling, stood on the +outside of the circle trying not to look bored.</p> + +<p class="normal">'And I don't think civilised people ought to go to those wild places +and live in uncivilised ways,' she continued, clinching the argument +against Hodinuggur. 'It is demoralising living on the roof without +doors and windows. Look at my cousin. I don't believe he will ever +settle down to work again.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'"No locks had they," etc.' quoted Lewis. 'I shouldn't have thought you +were likely to disapprove of Arcadia anyhow, or Hodinuggur either. I +assure you, Graham, Mrs. Boynton played the "Light of the Harem" to +perfection.'</p> + +<p class="normal">She met the general chorus of belief with a little shudder, not all put +on.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I hope not. If I thought that, I would have elected to stay in my room +till I could appear like a Christian. But it only bears out my +contention. Civilised people should eschew barbaric environments. They +are not safe.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'A bad look-out for me,' laughed George, who had been given three days, +leave in order to escort the party to headquarters. Gwen turned to him +in kindly familiarity.</p> + +<p class="normal">'You! Oh, I'll except you as beyond temptation, if you like. Shall you +be here on my return? the next is ours, remember.'</p> + +<p class="normal">She knew quite well that the boy had remembered little else since she +had given the promise half an hour before; but she knew also how sweet +the reminder would be with all those older aspirants standing by. And +she was always anxious to please when she could. Lewis Gordon, however, +lifted his eyebrows and walked over rather aggressively to Rose +Tweedie.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Why aren't you dancing?' he asked. I am unfortunately a cripple; but +Keene, I am sure, would be horrified if he saw you sitting down. May I +tell him?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'No, thanks. I don't feel up to dancing to-night. I fancy I have been +overdoing myself a little over tennis and riding at Hodinuggur.'</p> + +<p class="normal">There was no challenge in her manner, but Lewis chose to suppose one.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Your wisdom, Miss Tweedie, is of that truly feminine type which begins +when the cake is finished. But it is refreshing to find you have these +womanly weaknesses; without them you would be unassailable.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'If the carriage is here,' remarked Rose quietly, 'I think I shall go +home. If you see my father, Mr. Gordon, tell him I have done so.'</p> + +<p class="normal">His manner changed in an instant.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I will tell him now, and join you, if I may, for a lift back to the +Club. I am out of it also: my brute of a bearer has bandaged me all +wrong, and I must get it altered.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Rose, with an ambulance certificate, would have liked to offer help, +but had to be silent. Even on such a charitable errand Mrs. Grundy +would have been horrified at a visit to a bachelor's quarters. And +while she acknowledged the limitation, Rose felt irritated by it as she +stood waiting by the door for Lewis Gordon's return, and watching Mrs. +Boynton skim by like a swallow under Dan's guidance. Why should the +married women have all the chances?</p> + +<p class="normal">'She waltzes beautifully, doesn't she?' asked Lewis, finding her so +engaged.</p> + +<p class="normal">'She does everything beautifully,' replied Rose coldly.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was not a good beginning for their drive together; but it was always +so, and as she watched the carriage taking her companion on to his +quarters after it had set her down, she told herself disconsolately +that they seemed to have a bad effect on each other, and to show to the +very worst advantage in each other's company. She, at any rate, was +never so painfully uncompromising in her condemnation of other people's +foibles; perhaps because she did not care whether they existed or not. +But she did care dreadfully when Lewis was in question; that was the +worst of it.</p> + +<p class="normal">Mrs. Boynton was not long either in leaving the hall; in fact, George +Keene's promised waltz was but half through when she exclaimed at the +lateness of the hour, and after salving over his disappointment with an +invitation to tea on the morrow, bade her coachman drive home. An +order, however, which she changed at the gates of the garden, so that +the carriage instead of turning westward towards the civil station, +chose the eastward road towards the native town. Towards the +post-office also, which lay close to the Dukhani Gate of the city. For +a letter, addressed to a certain Mrs. Arbuthnot, should be waiting 'to +be called for'; and at that hour, a few minutes before closing-time, +all but subordinates would have left the office. So a veiled lady +asking for a letter would run no risk of being recognised. Yet as Gwen +Boynton drove home again along the dark Mall, with the expected letter +still unread in her pocket, she told herself there was really no need +for such precautions; only it was as well to prevent those gossiping +native jewellers from advertising the fact that mem Boynton sahiba was +so hard put to it that she had to sell her trinkets. That was all; yet +each passing carriage, as it flashed its lamp rays on her face, seemed +desirous of proclaiming the fact that she had been citywards to the +eyes of its unseen occupants. She felt a feverish desire to know who +those occupants might be, and a distinct dislike to and distrust of the +whole business rose up in her, making her glad to find time had run so +short that she must dress at once for the dinner-party given to welcome +her back to Rajpore. With a feeling of relief from immediate certainty, +she threw the letter, still unopened, on the sitting-room table as she +passed it. But half an hour after, when she returned in her trailing +white garments, the sight of it changed her mood. It would be better to +know. After all, the jewels might be paste and worth nothing. It would +almost be a relief if it were so.</p> + +<p class="normal">She sat down by the table and turned the envelope over and over in her +delicate hands. It might mean so much; it might mean so little. And +what in either case did she intend to do? She had literally no idea, as +with reluctant fingers she tore slowly at the envelope.</p> + +<p class="normal">It seemed to her as if ages had passed before she realised that she was +staring down at those few words telling her, briefly, that the jewels +sent were worth six thousand rupees, and asking her if she would have +the money in notes or by bill of exchange.</p> + +<p class="normal">How simple it was! No question of taking or leaving. Only whether it +should be in notes or by bill of exchange. And six thousand would not +only pay Dan--if indeed she decided on that--it would leave something +over for the coming season at Simla. A welcome something indeed! when +all one's wardrobe had been burnt; and people were so particular how +she was dressed. Then, if one came to think of it, did she not deserve +some compensation for that loss of her dresses? Trivial thought! going +further towards decision than any of the others. In the midst of her +meditations a white-robed servant appeared at the door saying +indifferently--</p> + +<p class="normal">'Gordon sahib salaam deta.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Another triviality; yet she rose quickly, thrusting the letter into her +pocket. So he had come already! She had known well enough that he would +miss her, that he would come to seek her, but this was soon indeed. She +gave the permission to show him in calmly, and yet the woman's triumph +at her own power came uppermost, as, awaiting his entry, she turned to +finish the fastening of a bunch of white gardenias. Her back was +towards him, but he could see, and she knew that he could see her +framed by the long mirror, like a picture. Her hair a golden setting to +the diamond stars, her white arms whiter than her white dress, whiter +than the furred cloak hanging loosely from her white shoulders, or the +huge ostrich-feather fan dangling from her slender waist. Lewis thought +instantly of Fedora in the ballroom scene; then, that on the stage or +off it he had never seen a more utterly desirable woman to present as +your wife for the world's approval. That is a feeling which decides +many marriages.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It seems a shame to trouble you,' he began, 'but the bearer <i>is</i> such +a fool. The sling is always too high or too low, and I want to go to +the club. I thought you wouldn't mind seeing to it, and I saw by the +light in this room that you were still here.</p> + +<p class="normal">Every word of this speech, though the speaker was unconscious of it, +showed Gwen that her cousin had been thinking the very thoughts she +wished him to think. Translated by her feminine finesse it stood thus--</p> + +<p class="normal">'You are too lovely to be bothered, but then, you do everything so +well. It is too deadly dull without you, so, knowing I could rely on +your sympathy, I kept a look-out for some sign of your presence.' Now, +when a woman hears everything she desires in the words of a man, her +reply is generally a return in kind. In this case, words were of less +importance than those pretty, soft, white hands so solicitous over his +comfort.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Is that better?' she asked. Her concern was absolutely honest, for +she was a woman every inch of her, loving to cosset and care for her +men-folk. Those hands were so close to his cheek that their softness +seemed to thrill through him. After all, was it not a wife's part to +flatter and cajole? to make life soft and sweet? Who could do that +better than she?</p> + +<p class="normal">'Dear little hands,' he said, laying his suddenly on one and pressing +it tight to his breast. Then a quick passion blazed in his eyes. +'Gwen,' he cried, 'oh, Gwen! how sweet you are!' The ring in his own +voice satisfied him. Yes! this was happiness, and he stooped to kiss +the face so close to his own. And then? She was beautiful as ever; he +was cool as ever. The glamour had gone, the world was as it had been +before his fate was settled. For he had settled it definitely, though +he scarcely knew if he were glad or sorry for the fact.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Am I to beg your pardon, dear?' he said gently, looking into her +gracious eyes; 'or will you believe that you have so spoilt me that I +cannot get on without the spoiler? Will you forgive me, and try and put +up with me, Gwen?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Of course I will forgive you, Lewis,' she began plaintively; and then +the lack of emotion in her own voice, her own heart, struck her +disagreeably. Yet what else could she expect when her first thought had +been one of gratitude for that offer of six thousand rupees in her +pocket? For all that, she felt aggrieved, thinking illogically how +different it was with Dan. Unwonted tears rose to her eyes and made her +face tender as she went on.</p> + +<p class="normal">'And why should I not spoil you, Lewis? You know I am always glad to +help--anybody. And, after all, we are cousins. After all, there is +always <i>that</i> between us.'</p> + +<p class="normal">She did not know why she offered him this excuse, this loophole of +escape. Not from calculation or finesse, certainly, yet it touched him +as nothing else would have done; for he, too, had felt the flatness of +it all; he, too, had thought vaguely that the sacrifice of his freedom +deserved more solid satisfaction in return.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Yes, dear,' he replied, half playfully, 'there is that. But there is +something more, is there not, Gwen? At least I hope so--for you have +spoilt me--I cannot do without you.'</p> + +<p class="normal">It was her hand, however, that he kissed this time. And then the +carriage being announced, he escorted her to it most decorously, taking +care, with all the attentive calm of a husband, that her dress should +not suffer from the wheel. The fact struck him ruefully as he went off +to the club, feeling that his fate was definitely settled; though, of +course, the matter need not be made public at once. Gwen would be sure +to prefer that her season at Simla should be untrammelled by open +engagements, and he was in no hurry. Leave was inconvenient till the +cold weather, so during the rains when people wanted amusement they +could afford them the excitement of the news.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gwen's feelings as she drove to her dinner-party were of the same +nature. It was settled, definitely settled of course, but no one need +know of it; no one must guess at it until she had given Dan his +<i>congé</i>. It was the first time she had ever really put that thought +into words, and the very suggestion made her heart sink. There would be +no lack of emotion about that interview at any rate. Even the +preliminary of paying back the debt seemed beset with difficulties. He +was so quick to understand, so hard to turn aside once he had the least +clew to her feelings. Finally, after much cogitation she decided on +waiting until she had actually received the money from Delhi. It would +be more difficult for him to refuse the notes down on the table; +besides, George Keene's leave would be over, he would have returned to +Hodinuggur, and the possibility of confidences given under the +influence of strong excitement would be over. For Gwen had not failed +to notice the strong friendship growing between the two; in a way, she +was vexed at what seemed to her a childish, almost absurd, deference to +the lad's opinion on Dan's part. Dan, who was his superior in every +possible way; that is to say if he chose to be reasonable. Last of all, +the delay meant a closer proximity to that annual flight to the Hills +which would provide her with a safe retreat. So she set the idea aside +for a time and became cheerful over the respite.</p> + +<p class="normal">George, having tea with her next day, thought her if possible gayer, +brighter, more charming than ever; especially when his talk turned on +his hero, Dan Fitzgerald. Now, no one had ever heard Mrs. Boynton say +an unkind word of her neighbours; indeed, the peculiar <i>cachet</i> this +gave to her personality made her remembered in after years by all +admirers, not so much as a beautiful, as a perfectly gracious woman. To +George, accustomed chiefly to the high-spirited freedom of sisters, +this virtue seemed divine, the more so, because the world generally +disapproved of Dan--of his recklessness and want of reverence. Gwen +Boynton, on the contrary, found nothing to regret, save that Mr. +Fitzgerald was not the finest man <i>out</i> of the service, instead of <i>in</i> +it; since, as Mr. Gordon said, he was too good to slave among men years +his junior. Whereupon George, his young face full of importance, +informed her as a dead secret, that the reason Dan stuck to his colours +was that a girl had promised to marry him whenever he got his +promotion. That would be in the next spring at the latest, since, as +he, George Keene, was in charge of the sluice no prejudicial +<i>contretemps</i> could possibly occur. And Gwen with an actual smile at +the mystification--which so many women dearly love--reminded him that +even when folk did their best, slips came between cups and lips.</p> + +<p class="normal">The lad laughed joyously.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Oh! I don't venture to stand sponsor for the young woman, of course; I +only meant that Dan would get his promotion if it depends on that gate +being kept shut. I carry the key about with me like Hare did in the +"Pair of Spectacles." It's "peculiarly inconvenient," of course, but as +they say on the Surrey side, "the villain who would reach it must pass +over my dead body."'</p> + +<p class="normal">Gwen, who had a fine taste, admired the determination underlying the +jest. Mr. Fitzgerald, she said, was lucky in such a friend. +Nevertheless it might be a doubtful kindness, since the loss of +promotion might induce him to seek fairer fortune elsewhere.</p> + +<p class="normal">She insisted on this argument even with herself, yet her heart beat +uncomfortably fast, when, delay having been extended to the limit of +possibility she sat awaiting Dan's arrival in the pretty room which was +so like herself in its softness and its solid attention to comfort +beneath all the delicate tasteful ornamentations The three thousand +rupees in notes were ready for use in her pocket, and a long letter +from Hodinuggur in George's fine bold handwriting lay on the +writing-table beside the bouquet of flowers which Lewis had sent her +from his garden that morning. From the next room came the sound of the +ayah dusting out boxes against the immediate packing up. All Gwen's +excuses for delay had vanished; yet she found it hard as ever to face +one man's confidence--the confidence which showed in his glad greeting. +It forced her into beginning remotely, half affectionately, by regrets +over his want of tact at the Delhi conference. It had not been an +unqualified success so far as Dan's departmental popularity went. How +could it, when he had deliberately but savagely attacked the wisdom of +his elders? True, the under-secretary had sniggered in describing the +scene, and even Mr. Gordon had laughed amid his vexation, saying that +none knew better than he, what a confounded ass Colonel Tweedie could +be when confronted in public with new ideas, at the same time it had +been needless, almost brutal on Fitzgerald's part, seeing he had right +on his side; that alone should have made him temperate. Of course, once +his method had been suggested, no other was open to any one out of a +lunatic asylum; all the more reason for mercy in bringing the fact +home. So Gwen in her soft voice attempted to convey her blame to the +sinner, who, with his hands in his coat-pockets stood before her +trying to look penitent and only succeeding in looking provokingly +<i>debonnair</i>.</p> + +<p class="normal">'But sure it's the blatant stupidity of the world that is its greatest +crime,' he protested. 'Don't I remember my mother saying to us, "Oh, +children! I don't mind your being naughty--I can whack you for that; +but I will not have ye stupid."'</p> + +<p class="normal">Gwen laughed. Who could help it, over that picture of home training so +utterly unfit for one recipient, at least? Indeed, she was conscious of +a wish that her companion were more dull; less full of eager vitality. +It made that inevitable task so hard!</p> + +<p class="normal">'Dan,' she began desperately in sudden resolve, 'I want to talk about +business. The fact is, I've had a windfall of money lately. And +so--I--I intend to pay you back that loan of yours. It isn't fair----'</p> + +<p class="normal">He was on his knees beside her, to get a closer look at her face ere +she had finished. 'What is it, Gwen?' he asked rapidly. 'You owe me +nothing. What do you mean? There is no question of money between us,' +he went on in answer to her silence. 'There never was but once. There +never shall be again. Is it anything else, Gwen?--anything in which I +can help; or are you only feeling afraid of the future? Tell me +outright, dear.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Where was the good, she thought petulantly, of delays and preparations +when he met her first hint in this direct fashion; yet against the +grain, for she hated scenes, she took her courage in her hand and spoke +up--</p> + +<p class="normal">'Yes, I am afraid; afraid of the future for you as well as for +myself--O Dan! I really wish you would sit down like a Christian and +listen properly. Kissing my hand is no answer. And I am serious. This +idle foolish promise of thinking about it all seriously next year when +you get your promotion is not fair on you--don't laugh, Dan, it isn't. +It ties you down, and prevents you doing yourself justice. And then it +isn't fair on me.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He interrupted her quickly. 'How is it not fair on you, Gwen? I don't +see it. You do not like any one else as much as you like me; you know +you don't. And if this half promise to me holds you back from marrying +some one you do not like as you like me, why, then,' his voice lowered +to tender gravity, 'I thank God for it as I should thank Him for any +good He sent into your life.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'You do not understand,' she retorted querulously. 'Surely I am the +best judge of myself, and there is no reason why I should want to marry +some one else because I don't think it would be right to marry you. I +should make a bad wife, Dan, to any poor man; and I should not be +happy. Surely, surely, I ought to know best! It isn't as if I were the +inexperienced girl I was before. I have been married for years, and I +think, yes I am sure, that I am happier as I am.' Her last words +degenerated into something between a laugh and a sob. It really was too +ridiculous, too grievous, that she, Gwen Boynton, with all her +knowledge of the world, should not be considered fit to judge for +herself.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Married!' he echoed thoughtfully, and something in his voice arrested +her. 'No, Gwen, my dear, you have never been married. You don't even +understand what it means to be married; for your knowledge of it is all +evil. That's the worst of it. Don't be angry, dear, I'm not going to +lecture like Mrs. Grundy on the sin of a loveless marriage, or the +degradation of one, like the sentimentalists. Surely, surely a man or a +woman may marry from pity, from honour, from self-devotion, and yet +touch the perfection of the tie. But you,'--he paused a while, 'you did +not only lose the love of it, Gwen; the thing itself was never yours. +The facing of life, hand in hand; two of you where there was but one +before. See! there is my hand, Gwen, and there is yours. A difference, +isn't there? But how close they fit, each to each! How close and +warm,'--he paused again to smile at her. 'What is it the song says, +Gwen, about giving your hand where your heart can never be? Fudge! It +should be, "How can I give my heart where my hand can never be?" Yes! +there they are, close, and I am there too, my darling. Ready, always +ready. Never again, Gwen, without the touch of a hand, like--how does +it run?--like children frightened in the night, like children crying +for the light. Never again, Gwen, never again.'</p> + +<p class="normal">They were sitting together side by side on the sofa, her hand held in +his so lightly that she could have withdrawn it without an effort. But +it lay there in his clasp as she sat listening to the soft voice. +Listening on, even when it ceased, as if its spell lingered. They were +not even looking at each other. Beyond the silent room, through the +open door, the sunshine showed Gwen's bearer cleaning the lamps with a +dirty duster. Not a romantic sight; but it is to be doubted if either +saw it, for their eyes were blinded by the great darkness in which they +found themselves, trustfully, hand in hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">At last, with a little shiver, she tried to move, but his fingers +closed on hers more firmly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Too late, Gwen! Too late. You should have taken it away when you had +the chance,' he said joyously. 'Oh, Gwen, my darling, if we were +married you would forget to be afraid, as you did just now; didn't you, +Gwen?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I believe you mesmerise me,' she replied, trying to jest, 'and +forgetting bills doesn't help to pay them; does it, Dan?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'So you are back at the money again. Well, I don't care. Money or no +money; promotion or no promotion----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'No! no!' she interrupted, yielding, as she always did, to his +decision, 'that really is not fair--the bargain was promotion--it was +indeed.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Promotion be it,' he assented with a contented laugh, 'though I can't +for the life of me see what it has got to do with the matter.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'You would at least have more pay,' she put in, wondering faintly the +while how it came about that they should be discussing such questions +when she had meant to be so firm. 'I could not marry a pauper; could +I?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Indeed, and indeed, it might be the best thing for you; then nobody +would give you credit, dear, but me. And I--Oh, Gwen, my dear, my +dear,--you might be bereft of everything--of all, save your own self, +and sure I would give you credit for the all, still. Credit!' he echoed +to his own words, 'isn't it absurd to be talking of it, as if either of +us could be debtor or creditor to the other.'</p> + +<p class="normal">That was all she gained from the interview. That, and the unwelcome +remembrance of full five minutes when the touch of her lover's hand and +the sound of his voice had made her forget the world, the flesh, and +the devil.</p> + +<p class="normal">But not for long. As she sat after Dan had gone, trying to comfort +herself by the fact that one never knew what might happen, that +they might all be dead and buried before the necessity for action +arose--which, by the way, was her favourite consolation--she looked up +to see the servant standing at the door, doubtfully expectant.</p> + +<p class="normal">'What is it?' she asked languidly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'The vakeel of the Diwâns of Hodinuggur, Huzoor. He hath brought an +offering, and desires an audience.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'The Diwâns of Hodinuggur!' repeated Gwen, startled.</p> + +<p class="normal">'The agent, Huzoor. Shall I tell him the mem sahiba is going to eat the +air in her carriage? It is but to say something about a pot, he bade me +mention. A pot that the Huzoor fancied.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Gwen stood up, holding to the table.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Now!' she said after a pause, 'show him in now.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Mrs. Boynton's neat victoria waited for its mistress long after the +smiling and obsequious visitor had given his shoe-money to the servant +and departed. Waited patiently till, as it grew dark, the ayah came out +and removed the cushions and parasols. Mem sahiba was not well, and +would not go to the gardens; she would not go out to dinner either, so +the horses could be put up. Then, the bearer coming into the verandah +with the lighted lamps, a shrill altercation began over the shoe-money; +the ayah asserting that when the visit was to a lady, her female +attendant had a right to half, and even the grooms putting in a claim +on the ground that they had been present. Their mistress, lying on the +sofa where but a short time before she had sat hand in hand with Dan +Fitzgerald, heard the dispute and had not the courage to rebuke their +greed.</p> + +<p class="normal">And yet the vakeel of the Diwâns had simply brought a message, that if +the mem sahiba would like another Ayôdhya pot, <i>similar in all respects +to the last</i>, one could doubtless be found and forwarded without delay. +She had refused the offer promptly, decisively; but the fact of its +having been made filled her with regrets and alarms. If--oh! how lonely +she felt, without a soul to stand between her and trouble. Then Dan's +words recurred to her! bankrupt of everything yet credited with all! +They brought no comfort, however; only a vague irritation against the +speaker. But for him she would not have been tempted; but for him she +would never have kept the discovery of the jewels secret--if indeed it +was a discovery. Could it be a bribe? For what? Had they found out her +entanglement with Dan Fitzgerald? Her vexation blazed up at the bare +suspicion, and though every fresh proof of the attraction he had for +her unstable nature invariably resulted in a recoil of the pendulum, +she was conscious this time that it had never before swung back so far. +He was to blame; yes! he was undoubtedly to blame for the whole +miserable business.</p> + +<p class="normal">She felt herself too much upset for Lewis Gordon's sharp eyes to be a +safe ordeal, so, as he was to be one of the dinner-party, she sent an +excuse, and spent the long evening in nursing her wrath; a very +necessary process if Gwen Boynton was to bear malice, since her temper +was of the sweetest. Even with this encouragement the next morning +found her ready with excuses for everybody, herself included. After +all, matters were not so serious. Three days would see her safe in +Simla, where six thousand rupees would be better than three, infinitely +better than none; and it would be quite easy to keep her understanding +with Lewis dark for some time to come. Then what proof could any one +have that she had kept, or even found the jewels? Who was to say that +the pot had not been stolen, jewels and all? As for the jewellers who +had bought them, they neither knew her real name nor address. The only +possible danger lay in weakly yielding to conscience in the way of +attempted restitution. Besides, if the pearls were really meant as a +bribe, surely those who offered it deserved to lose them and gain +nothing; for, of course, the idea of gaining anything from her was +preposterous.</p> + +<p class="normal">She went to the hall that evening, cheerful as ever, and exclaimed +airily at the changes one short twenty-four hours had wrought in the +shifting society of mid-April. The Grahams had left, the Taylors were +to start that evening if there was room in the train laden with women +and babies flying before the punkahs. Laden, too, with melancholy +husbands conveying their families to the foot of the hills, whence they +would return to stew in solitude. Lewis Gordon divided these +unfortunates, cynically, into two classes--those who would be sent home +in charge of the khânsâmah, with a menu of the first month's dinners, +and an almost tearful injunction not to let the master, when he went +out to dine, eat things which were likely to disagree with him; and +those given over to the 'bottlewasher' who 'can cook a little, you +know.' And there was truth in his cynicism. Mankind is not like an +Amœba, all stomach, yet nothing can be closer to tears than two +sights often to be seen during an Indian hot weather: the one, a meal +sent away untouched in favour of a clean whisky and soda; the other, an +elderly Mohammedan at a big dinner-party waving the lobster salad away +behind his master's back, and presenting him with cheese and biscuits +instead. There is full-blown tragedy in both. Tragedy also in Lewis +Gordon's cheerful remark to his companion--</p> + +<p class="normal">'And, by the by, Robinson has been ordered home next mail. They were +afraid of abscess. So that jolly little house at Simla is going +a-begging. He asked me if I knew of a tenant, but it is rather late in +the day, I fear, even though he only asks half-rent.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I'll take it,' said Gwen calmly. 'Don't stare so. The fact is, I have +had a little windfall of money lately, and I hate hotels. This will be +almost as cheap, and much more comfortable.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Infinitely so,' assented Lewis. The house was fully a mile nearer his +quarters at Colonel Tweedie's and that was a great convenience, +especially during the rains.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_13" href="#div1Ref_13">CHAPTER XIII</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">'Send it back! It is hers; it is not mine! He gave it her! I stole it. +Don't tell. Oh! send it back! send it back!'</p> + +<p class="normal">Over and over again, through the long hot days and nights, the murmur, +in its monotonous hurry, blent with the hum of the potter's wheel. The +old man had removed the latter to the farther courtyard, where he sat +working feverishly, yet without avail, so far as the village people +could see through the door, beyond which they were forbidden to go. The +simple folk were agog at the potter's strange looks and strange ways. +He never seemed to cease working, for even when the familiar sound of +the wheel was hushed something like an echo of it rose from within. +Those were the times when he stood wistfully in the dark airless hut +beside a restless head turning itself from side to side on the hard +pillow, and keeping time to the monotonous rhythm of the murmur, 'Send +it back, send it back.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Yea! dear heart, I will send it.' Then there would be silence for a +while; but only for a while, since the fever strengthened day by day. +Small wonder, when all Nature seemed in the grip of heat. The +thermometer, we are told, is accurately divided into degrees. If so, +the fallacy of such classification is self-evident, since every one +with experience knows that the difference between eighty-four degrees +and eighty-six degrees of Fahrenheit's instrument embraces the +difference between comfort and discomfort. Between these two points +that engine of torture, the punkah, trembles ere it begins the steady +swing which is only one degree less awful than the unsteady swing +necessitating the occultation of boots and other light articles of +furniture with a human head. Doubtless to the uninitiated it seems a +trivial affair to loop a parti-coloured rope through hooks in the +rafters, and to attach to it a whitewashed board with a newly starched +frill tacked to its lowest edge, thereinafter making mysterious +dispositions of a leathern thong, the neck of an old whisky bottle +thrust through the mud wall, and a circumambient flask of evil-smelling +oil. But those who know what it is, on returning from a morning ride, +to find the punkah in possession of your home, feel a chill at the very +thought, such as the thing itself will never produce by legitimate +means. The hot weather is upon one, and God only knows if fever, +cholera, home-sickness, sheer deadly <i>ennui</i>, will allow you to pass +through it unscathed as an honest gentleman.</p> + +<p class="normal">George Keene, however, over in the branded bungalow, knew nothing of +the horrors of a hot weather in the jungles, and, while poor little +Azîz lay moaning out her impotent repentance, was actually +superintending the swinging of his punkahs; which is equivalent to a +man personally conducting his own hanging. He even, after the manner of +engineers, took pride in a device which was to secure a perfect silence +in the infernal machine. All unwitting of a time when, in the scorched +darkness, it might be preferable to curse a monotonous scroop giving +tangible excuse for wakefulness, than to lie visualising the unseen +swoop, as of some vampire eager to suck your heart's-blood.</p> + +<p class="normal">Those two degrees of heat bring a thousand other changes. Even at +Hodinuggur, arid as it always was, they intensified the drought till a +drop of water seemed as visionary a consolation to the parched horizon +as it must have been to poor Dives in the fires of hell. The very canal +denied its nature as it slipped past yellow and thick with silt from +the clayey defiles of the lower hills, each little swirl and eddy +looking as if streaked and pitted in mud. Yet the chill of its snowy +birth came with the flood, so that in the red-hot evenings George's +factotum used to call through the yellow-dust haze to the groom who sat +on the edge of the canal, apparently moored to his place by a +soda-water bottle tied to a string, and then Ganesha would haul in the +strange buoy and scramble up the bank with it rapidly, so as to give +the master's dinner-drink a chance of being cool.</p> + +<p class="normal">All this amused George Keene hugely at first. He drew caricatures of it +for the rectory, and sent a very impressionist sketch of his world to +Mrs. Boynton. It consisted of a dust-storm, a caper-bush, and a +rat-hole. She put it on the mantelpiece of the pretty drawing-room in +the little house among scented pine-woods, where she was just beginning +to appreciate the soothing effect of having a decent balance at your +banker's. Her lady-visitors laughed and said it was very clever, but +some of the men looked queer and muttered 'poor devil' under their +breath. Not that George looked on himself in that light. On the +contrary, Hodinuggur amused him. Its dreary antiquity was all new to +him, and as he went through the cool, dark passages of the old palace +on his way to play chess with the Diwân, he learnt to admire some +things about it; notably the thickness of its walls, through which the +sun never filtered, though it soaked piteously into his red-brick +bungalow. Upon the roof Zubr-ul-Zamân shrivelled under the heat almost +as much as a certain figure which still lay huddled up on the landing +of the secret stair in the thickness of the tower beneath him as he sat +at chess. Below that again Khush-hâl Beg lay stark naked, like a huge +baby, in a swinging cradle, which was pulled to and fro by a drowsy +coolie, while a bheestic supplied the fat carcass alternately outside +and inside with tepid water from his skin bag, and as the latter +shrank, Khush-hâl swelled visibly--horribly.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet further, in the bazaar by the Mori gate, Dalel Beg, abandoning +Europe-fashion under the stress of climate, slept all day and waked all +night, doing both more viciously than before, like a snake rendered +lively and dangerous by the heat. But Chândni, from her cool arches, +smiled calmly, even when 'Ta-ra-ra-boom-de-ay' rose from the opposite +balcony, which was now occupied by some one who could dance as well as +sing. To tell truth, she was glad to be quit of Dalel's amusement for a +time. Such deviations from her control never lasted long, and this time +she knew that the Diwân himself was on her side. So she lounged about +in the shadows, watching the pigeons in the niches, and rubbing her +soft palms together. Sometimes a pellet of opium lay between them; +sometimes nothing at all, for it was a trick of hers. Sometimes, on the +other hand, it was a great deal; neither more nor less than one of the +Hodinuggur pearls, which were as well known to all the jewellers of +that part of the country as the Koh-i-nur diamond is to the keeper of +the regalia. That was why Chândni on her return from Delhi, whither she +had gone ostensibly to learn new music-hall songs for Dalel's benefit, +had laughed so triumphantly at her own cleverness as she sat at the +Diwân's feet telling him what she had done.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It was easy, with my cousin a jeweller; and we of the bazaar know a +trick or two with goldsmiths. Manohar Lâl hath the pearls, sure enough. +All thou hast to do is to offer him a rupee more than he gave the mem +(which will not be half their value). The Hindu pig will take it, +seeing it is better than having the yellow-trousered ones<a name="div4Ref_03" href="#div4_03"><sup>[3]</sup></a> +set on him +as a receiver of stolen goods.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Zubr-ul-Zamân looked at her approvingly from under his bushy eyebrows. +She was a clever woman, but he would improve on her plan. He would put +the screw tighter on the Hindu pig, and get the pearls back in exchange +for a promise to pay. So far, however, Chândni's plot had been +unexpectedly successful. Both George Keene, by giving the Ayôdhya pot +to the mem, and Dan Fitzgerald, by taking the jewels himself to Manohar +Lâl, as Chândni's spies said he had done, were mixed up in the affair. +There was sufficient foundation for an <i>esclandre</i>, of course, but how +would that help them? They did not merely want revenge, as is so often +the case, they wanted the key of the sluice-gate. The courtesan +standing with wide-spread arms to fold her veil around her decently ere +she left the Diwân's presence, laughed shrilly at his difficulties.</p> + +<p class="normal">'How? sayest thou. Who can tell? Save this. The mem will send for more +if she get the chance. That is our way. One rupee claims another. Bid +the vakeel at Rajpore go to her and suggest a marrow to the pot. All +things go in pairs, and we could send it through Keene sahib. For the +rest we must wait. There is a time yet, and if we are to work by fear +of exposure, that comes ever at the last moment. I play for a high +stake, as I have told thee, O my father! and I mean to win.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Then it was that the old man, with regretful thoughts of his past +youth, had promised her one of the pearls in pledge for a future, when, +if she succeeded, she could wear the whole necklace as Dalel's wife. +That was how she came to be rolling the pearl against her palm lazily +one moonlit night, when George, who began to find the long empty +evenings coming at the end of a long empty day rather wearisome, +strolled over for the first time since his return from Rajpore to see +the potter, and while away half an hour in hearing some of his tales. +Rather to his surprise--since he knew nothing of the novel freak for +solitude--he found the outer palisade barred by thorn bushes, and going +a little farther along to where it joined the mud wall, vaulted over +the latter lightly into the inner courtyard. It was empty, and the door +of the hovel closed. Supposing the old man to be absent, he turned to +go, when a low cough from within made him pause and knock.</p> + +<p class="normal">The next instant the potter burst out on him with eyes ablaze. 'Devils! +wilt not leave me in peace?' he began before recognising his visitor. +Then his manner changed; he drew the door to behind him, saying +hurriedly, 'This slave mistook; the children tease. But if the Huzoor +wants songs he must come to the outer court. The wheel is there now. +Will not the Huzoor come?'</p> + +<p class="normal">He moved away like a plover luring an intruder from its nest, but +George paused again to listen to a repetition of the quick, low cough.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Who is that ill?' he asked unwarily. The potter echoed the sound +instantly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It is I who cough, Huzoor,' he went on, still moving away. Pity of +God, how I cough! And I have fever, too. Mercy of the Most High! fever +always with mutterings hard to understand. But 'tis no matter. The +potters of Hodinuggur do not die; we go and come, we come and go.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He had reached the wheel and set it a-spinning. But it seemed pivoted +askew in its new place and whirled in fitful ovals. Then he looked up +with a foolish laugh.</p> + +<p class="normal">'My thumb will slip often now, Huzoor. Maybe 'twere better Fuzl turned +no more pots.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The thought made him slacken the wheel to silence. He sat staring at it +vacantly, while George looked at him, wondering at the change in the +old man. His face had the weary, over-strained expression of those who +have wilfully forsaken sleep; the look which comes to those who are on +the rack day and night beside a sick-bed, and George, remembering the +cough, jumped to the conclusion that the potter had an invalid in the +hut. Most likely some female relation; whence his desire for secrecy. +To be sure, the old man had often said he lived alone, but in India one +never could be sure how far modesty interfered with truth. So, being +accustomed to such vicarious prescribings, the young man suggested he +should send some medicine for the cough.</p> + +<p class="normal">His companion brightened up immediately, 'It is not all a cough, +Huzoor,' he replied hurriedly. 'It is fever. God! what fever. It is +only a little cough, with a rattle, as of dead wheat-straw under my +bosom as I draw breath; quick, quick, with curving nostrils like a +horse galloping fast.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The vivid accuracy of the word-picture made George realise an idea +which had of late haunted his fancy. The idea of a hand-to-hand fight +with death alone, unaided, as the beasts of the field meet the +destroyer. Here was some one doing it; dying, perhaps, of pneumonia, +when others were being nursed through a finger-ache. The pity, the +injustice of it struck him fairly. Then the potter's voice going on +softly gave inconsequent answer to the vague doubt surging against the +boy's youthful content.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Not that it matters, as I tell myself in the night season when I am +worst. We of Hodinuggur do not die. We go and come, we come again and +go.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Something in his own words, perhaps, seemed to arrest the old man's +attention, and he paused.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Huzoor!' he cried suddenly, 'I have something which belongs to the +mâdr mihrbân. If the Huzoor would write an address.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Belonging to Miss Tweedie,' echoed George in surprise.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Do not thanks belong to those who earn them!' replied the potter +evasively. 'If the Huzoor could write. I have pen and ink. Lo! it is +naught but potter's work, and the miss was kind.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He fumbled in the niche beside his seat, and drew out a parcel done up +in waxcloth. Evidently a pot of some sort, thought George, beginning to +print boldly, as one of his profession should, with the slant-cut +native pen. The moonlight shone full on the potter seated at his wheel, +and the young Englishman pencilling Rose Tweedie's name. What was that +rising on the stillness of the night? A murmur from the hut? George +could not say for certain, as the old man set his wheel a-humming +instantly, but once more the feeling of injustice, the flash of pity +came to disturb his self-complacency. The feeling lasted longer this +time, and as he walked home his thoughts were full of that uncertainty +which is so hateful to the young. The Mori gate showed black and white +in the moonshine; a clash of silver bells rose from the shadows as he +passed; a pomegranate blossom fell at his feet. He took a step aside to +crush it fiercely, passionately; it lay between that and picking it up +he felt uneasily. Life here, at Hodinuggur, was so simple, so confusing +in its simplicity. To live and to die. Was that all?</p> + +<p class="normal">He spent the remainder of the evening in writing to Mrs. Boynton, +putting his heart into reserved, half-jesting hints at his own puzzles. +And as he wrote, the potter, standing at the door of his hut, was +listening to a murmur coming from the darkness within.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It is sent, dear heart! She has it. No one shall know,' he answered +softly. Then there was silence for a while. But only for a while. The +murmur came again and again through the hot night, to be stilled by the +same reply.</p> + +<p class="normal">The post in due time brought Mrs. Boynton her letter. She read it with +great interest, and then promptly put it into the fire; her favourite +maxim being, that the keeping of letters was, at any rate, one reason +for the slow progress of humanity; since improvement was dangerous when +you were tied down in black and white to past opinions. And the +postman, after leaving the snug little house in the pine-woods, came on +to Colonel Tweedie's with a packet for Rose. Half-an-hour afterwards +the girl was sitting with the contents of the parcel on the table in +front of her, puzzling her brains why any one should have sent her back +the Ayôdhya pot, or one exactly like it. There could be no doubt about +it, however. She took up the wrapper more than once; but the clear +print, if unmistakable, was also unrecognisable. She felt carefully +inside, hoping for a scrap of paper, a hint of any kind; but there was +nothing save a few bits of crumbling clay, leaving a rough rim near the +bottom of the pot. And all the time her first impression remained +unaltered. There was a mistake; it had been meant for Mrs. Boynton. +Undoubtedly it was meant for her. Under ordinary circumstances Rose +would most likely have taken the Ayôdhya pot over to the little house +without more ado, but, though she did not acknowledge it to herself, +she could not treat its occupant in an ordinary way. Besides, there was +an element of mystery in the whole affair, and Rose hated mystery. The +memory of her dream on the night of the storm at Hodinuggur annoyed +her. She had slurred it over at the time, merely mentioning it as part +of a feverish attack; but now she wondered if the Diwân, or some one +else, could really have arranged a theft. And gradually there grew up +in her one distinct dislike to the whole business. She would have +nothing to do with it. She would say nothing, but simply send the thing +back whence it came. She would not even suppose that George had sent +it; she would return it straight. After all, it might be another pot, +and if she made a mistake in thinking this, they would know the truth +at Hodinuggur. A knock at the door roused her, and she slipped the vase +behind another on the mantelpiece ere she said 'come in.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Only to say, Miss Tweedie,' came in Lewis Gordon's voice from the +threshold, 'that I shall not be in to lunch. Your father has given me a +half-holiday, and, like a good little boy, I am going to spend it with +my relations. You will be at the Graham's tennis, I suppose? We shall.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'No. I shall utilise my half-holiday with my relations also,' she +replied. 'Father and I will go for a ride. I don't often get him to +myself.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Then <i>au revoir</i> till dinner. How comfortable your little snuggery is! +It and Gwen's drawing-room are the two prettiest rooms in Simla.'</p> + +<p class="normal">There was a hard, almost angry look on Rose's face as she repacked the +parcel. Gwen's pretty room should at least be none the prettier for the +Ayôdhya pot.</p> + +<p class="normal">The result being that three days after this Chândni sat at the Diwân's +feet once more, holding it in her hands.</p> + +<p class="normal">'So I am right, O father!' she cried, with that shrill laugh of hers; +'the mem hath sent for more. Lo! I shall wear the pearls ere long.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'If they are sent again, thou mayest lose them this time,' retorted the +old man, but there was no warmth in his warning. He had begun to +believe in her luck, and the two sat in the purgatorial heat on the +roof, imagining evil as unconcernedly as if the universe could hold no +fiercer fire for the wicked. The pearls must be sent again, of course, +and the parcel given to be addressed by Keene sahib. So much was clear. +And Manohar Lâl might be told to offer a less sum this time.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Thy father was the devil!' remarked Zubr-ul-Zamân again--this time +more suavely, 'and pearls or no pearls thou shalt have Dalel. For look +you, Khush-hâl is a waterbutt, a grease jar, and Dalel hath forgotten +how to deal fair, even by himself; but thou hast brains. So bring thine +ear within reach of a whisper. There is much to tell of Hodinuggur ways +ere I forget with age.'</p> + +<p class="normal">She bent her head back till it almost rested on the old man's breast +and brought her flower-decked ear close to his mouth. One elbow touched +his knee, the hand giving light support to her chin: the attitude of +one all ears to hear. The Diwân, still as a statue, nothing but a +voice. A queer couple up there on the roof overlooking the red-hot, red +brick house, where George Keene was being introduced to what is +familiarly called a go of fever.</p> + +<p class="normal">Even that was to begin with somewhat of an amusement, for a certain +feeling of self-complacency comes with the first intermission. After +the tortures and fires of the damned for some hours, the sudden and +complete escape from them seems to rebound to the credit of your +constitution, and you are confirmed in the impression that you are a +fine fellow. But it is not long before the fever fiend can knock that +sort of conceit out of a man if it chooses. In George's case it did +choose, and, having got him well in its grip, refused, after a day or +two, to let him go again.</p> + +<p class="normal">The factotum lingered round with something he called beef-tea, and +another thing he called barley-water. Which was which, the patient, +with his mouth full of Dead Sea apples and quinine, could not say; nor +after a time did he very much care. He cared for nothing; unless indeed +it was to get rid of that vision of the schoolroom in the rectory--a +schoolroom with a cheery-cheeked boy roasting blackbirds at the fire. +If you didn't twist the bit of brown worsted stolen from your sister's +work-basket, then the birds slackened--slackened like the potter's +wheel. Oh! it was a lifetime of twisting, or there you were plumb, +burning with a horrid smell. When the factotum sat in the room the +blackbirds didn't; but then he breathed. Wasn't it rough that a man +could not stop breathing for half-an-hour just to oblige a friend? Yet +if the breathing beast sat outside, a '<i>whittering</i>, beast came in its +place. '<i>Whitter! Whitter!</i>' under the bed; behind the boxes. That was +the worst of a musk rat; no one could possibly tell where it would +'<i>whitter</i>' next. It wasn't its fault, of course; it meant no harm. +Poor little beggar! what a rummy sight it must be, if the yarn was +true, taking its kids out for a walk, tail by tail, in a string! And +then to George's infinite surprise and discomfiture, the feeble laugh +ended in a flood of tears; tears like a woman's, drenching the dry, hot +pillow. That was one comfort, they were as good as a water-cart! So +they came again between the laughs; for George, seventy miles away from +a white face, was down with the worst type of jungle fever.</p> + +<p class="normal">Sometimes when he felt a little better the factotum brought out the +medicine-chest and between them they made wonderful compounds, which +the latter administered when his master had gone back to the +blackbirds.</p> + +<p class="normal">It is a common enough experience, and George, not being a whit behind +many another young Englishman, fought his way through it pluckily, +while Ganesha, the groom, fished for soda-water bottles all day long, +and the water carrier circled round the house, cooling the dust with +sprinklings, and keeping an eye on the punkah coolie during the +factotum's absence over more barley-water or beef-tea.</p> + +<p class="normal">Scorching nights, blistering days, devils in sparrow shape, the fringe +of the towel pinned to the punkah, flicking your nose, yet sparing the +mosquito battening on your cheek. All this George knew, till discomfort +itself grew dim, and he ceased to care for anything in this world or +the next.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then after a time there was something dead cold--cold as ice--trickling +down his nose, and that surely was Dan's face. At any rate it was Dan's +voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It's all right, dear boy. Sure the doctor's ridden out too, and you'll +be round in a jiffy.'</p> + +<p class="normal">It is an Eastern record of life which tells us of a love passing the +love of women, and, even in these latter days one sees it more often +East than West; perhaps, paradoxically, because men have so often to +play a woman's part towards each other in India. Dan Fitzgerald in +particular was as gentle as any sister of mercy, and stronger than +most. To be sure he sat on the bed smoking, and after a day or two his +language over the barley-water was simply disgraceful. But by this time +George had come back from No-man's-land and could remember a little +booklet called 'Home Comforts Abroad,' which had been given him by his +grandmother. So Dan ferreted it out from the bottom of a box full of +canal records, and ordered the charcoal brazier into the verandah. Then +he stirred diligently while George, propped up by pillows, read out the +directions weakly. The result being that the factotum bore away a +deadly mixture in triumph, because even with this surpassing love in +his heart for the compounder, the boy could not swallow it.</p> + +<p class="normal">Nevertheless, wearied out by feeble laughter, he slept the first real +sleep of recovery and woke to extol the factotum's beef-tea. That +functionary being thus appeased, the little red brick furnace out in +the wilderness became a home indeed; that is to say, an abode of love, +and peace, and a great contentment.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was on the very day of promotion to an arm-chair and a cigarette +that George received a letter from Colonel Tweedie, enclosed in one +from Rose. His eyes grew moist as he read it; he had to pause ere he +could turn to where his companion sat busy over his share of the post, +and even then his voice faltered.</p> + +<p class="normal">'You--you <i>beast</i>, Dan!'</p> + +<p class="normal">The words were uncomplimentary; the tone was a caress. His hearer did +not affect to misunderstand.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Well, it will be jolly for you at Simla. The gayest fortnight of all +just before the rains, and there is nothing like a whiff of hill air +for killing the microbes. Besides, the Tweedies' house is awfully jolly +to stay in.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'But you?--you will be here,' said George remorsefully, despite the +eager pleasure in his eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">Dan laughed.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It isn't the first time I've been in a jungle station. Are you +thinking of the whisky bottle again? Sure I'll take a temperance ticket +for the fortnight, if it would make my keeper easier.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Don't be a fool, Dan.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He came round to lean over the back of George's arm-chair.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Is that the thanks I get for warming a viper in my bosom? But I must +get back to the office for a day or two first. Then I'll start you off +with my blessing and all the boiled shirts you have in the world. And +more, by token, that picture of the girl with the Ayôdhya pot that's +lying underneath them. Why didn't you show it me before? It's the best +thing you ever did, and must go to the exhibition. Always put your best +foot foremost up at Simla among the big-wigs. That is my advice.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Which you don't follow yourself.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'But I do!--only my foot's a beetle-crusher, and the worms don't like +it. So that is settled, and we will tell the washerman about the white +ties. And look here, George, I'll bring the duplicate of that key back +with me. Then you can take yours, and I shall know----'</p> + +<p class="normal">George's hand went up to the back of his chair as if to find another to +clasp; then he changed the <i>venue</i> with an odd little laugh.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Give me a light, old man. I--I can't keep this cigarette going, +somehow.'</p> + +<p class="normal">As Dan stooped over him their eyes met, and that was enough.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_14" href="#div1Ref_14">CHAPTER XIV</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The angel Azrael had turned aside from other doors in Hodinuggur +besides that of the red-hot bungalow across the canal. Fuzl Elâhi, the +potter, sat once more at his work, with the old calm on his face. The +wheel was back in the inner yard again, where the westering sun sent a +creeping shadow of the high wall almost to the edge of the spinning +circle. It spun so slowly that the eye could see the blue outline of a +pot upon the moulding pirn.</p> + +<div class="poem2"> +<p class="i6">'It was a woman seeking something,</p> +<p style="margin-left:3em; text-indent:-3em; margin-top:0pt; margin-bottom:0pt">Over hill and dale, through night and day she sought for +something.</p> +<p class="t0">"Foul play! foul play! look down and decide."</p> +<p class="t0">"Not I----"'</p> +</div> + +<p class="normal">The chant stopped in a start. There was a grip on one shoulder, a thin +brown hand over the other pointing accusingly at the wheel.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Why didst lie to me?' panted a breathless voice, low yet hard. 'Why +didst say thou hadst sent it to her? Why? why?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I lied not, heart's delight.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The slackening wheel, as his hands fell away from it, showed the +Ayôdhya pot, as if in denial of his words; yet he repeated them gently, +looking back the while at the girl who had crept from the open door of +the hut behind him. 'I sent it; but it hath come back, as all things do +in Hodinuggur; as even thou didst, Azîzan. Be not angry with thy +father. Lo, it is fate!'</p> + +<p class="normal">She set his deprecating hand aside roughly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Let be, father--if father thou art. I tell thee 'tis the pot. Give it +me here. Yea; 'tis so, and thou hast put a false bottom of new clay to +it. Wherefore?'</p> + +<p class="normal">The old man's forehead wrinkled in perplexity.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I do it always. Let me finish the task, Azîz. Chândni, the courtesan, +will give money for it, as always; then thou shalt have violet sherbet +to allay the cough. Pity of me! how thin thou art!'</p> + +<p class="normal">In truth the girl was emaciated to skin and bone: her small face seemed +all eyes; yet, though she swayed as she stood from sheer weakness, +there was energy and to spare in her grip on the Ayôdhya pot.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Chândni!' she echoed; then suddenly the fire died down, the tension of +her hold slackened. 'Lo, wherefore should I care if it be lies or +truth,' she muttered to herself; 'the old man is crazy, and 'tis the +Diwân's when all is said and done--not hers. Here, take it, poor soul. +I care not now, so I be left alone in peace.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Art not angry with thy father, Azîz?' he asked humbly; but there was +no answer. He watched her languid retreat to the hut almost fearfully. +'Lo, she forgets the things I have remembered, and I forget those she +remembers, he murmured, before he broke once more into his chant with a +quavering voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">This forgetfulness of the girl's, showing itself so often, was a +perpetual wonder to the old man, who never for an instant doubted that +his dead daughter had indeed returned to him. 'Nay, but thou knowest +beloved!' he would remonstrate against her ignorance. 'Hast not played +in the Mori gate, and bought sweetmeats of old Bishno, perched on my +shoulder like any tame squirrel?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Mayhap, mayhap!' she would answer impatiently. 'I care not. There was +a Hindu girl, I remember, who did not weep as the others used to do. +Life was a dream, she said. We would forget it soon in another. Mayhap +'tis true and I have forgotten.'</p> + +<p class="normal">It suited her to deceive the old man. When she had first realised the +position, she had been too weak to do more than wonder at it. Then, by +degrees, while she still lay helpless, the potter's talk, her own +recollections of old Zainub's hints, joined to the extraordinary +similarity in those extraordinary eyes, had given her a shrewd guess as +the truth. And with it came a fierce savage delight in her inheritance +of witchcraft. It meant revenge; revenge and safety. The potter deemed +her a ghost from another world; the village folk should think the same. +So she hid herself away in the dark hovel, spending the long hot days +in dreaming of a time when she could creep out on some moonlit night +and frighten the wits out of the world which had wronged her; for her +whole nature was jangled and out of tune. She hated everything and +everybody, herself included; at least so she told herself as she sat +idle, listless, brooding over revenge. It was not difficult for her to +avoid observation. To begin with, the village folk were afraid of the +potter's eyes at the best of times, and of late strange tales had been +told. Finally, Mai Jewun's longed-for son had been born with a distinct +thumb-mark, and had died. The only person, in fact, who could have +allayed these fears lay shrivelling into a mummy with the heat on the +old secret stairs; so Azîzan might have wandered through the village +had she chosen without fear of anything save sending all the women into +hysterics, and making the men give themselves up as doomed to die. She +did not care to wander, however; she cared for nothing save to sit +crunched up at the lintel of the hovel door and stare into vacancy +until the dawn sent her back to the darkness within.</p> + +<p class="normal">The potter found her so when he returned from taking the pot back to +the Mori gate late in the evening. The fading daylight struggled still +with the rising moon, making confused havoc among the shadows, and +giving an odd iridescence to the dust-laden air. From without came a +barking of dogs, an occasional cry, every now and again a group of +bleatings from the goat-pens. All the every-day commonplace sounds of +village life; and in the courtyard the same lack of outward novelty. +Only an old man with his pugree off eating his supper of millet cakes +and water beside a sick girl.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Ari, beloved, cough not so!' came his tender voice. 'Lo! I will go but +now for the sherbet. Dittu was away when I passed his shop. And see, I +will seek out the sahib ere he leaves to-morrow and ask for more +medicine. It did thee good.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The girl's breath came faster.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Leaves? Wherefore?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'He hath been ill, dear heart, so Chândni says. He goes to the mem +sahiba in the hills.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Azîzan's hand clutched the old man's arm. 'And the pot! what of the +pot?'</p> + +<p class="normal">He shook his head. 'Maybe it was for her. I know not. Cough not so, +beloved. See, I will fetch the sherbet.' He bent over her, as he rose, +in gentle pleading. 'Go not from me when I am away, Azîz. Lo! I will be +back ere long.'</p> + +<p class="normal">She gave a short laugh, and sank back, still breathless from her fit of +coughing.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Go! whither should I go? God knows!' The old man sighed as he turned +away, to look back more than once at the listless, dejected figure. So +it remained for an instant after his had disappeared through the outer +yard; then, as if galvanised, it rose suddenly, and the thin arms were +flung out passionately.</p> + +<p class="normal">'She shall not have it. Chândni shall not give it to her. She shall +not, she shall not.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Five minutes after, trembling half with weakness, half from sheer +hurry, Azîzan was on her way through the village wrapped in a white +sheet snatched from the hut. What she was going to do she scarcely +knew, just as she scarcely knew whither she was going. Though within a +stone's-throw of her birthplace, the path down which she stumbled was +as unfamiliar to her feet as the tempest of emotion was to her mind. A +fever of excitement, anger, mistrust of everything and everybody surged +through her veins. The road was silent, deserted; but even had it been +thronged, the girl would not have hesitated. Amid all the confusion, +but one thing was certain: Chândni must tell the truth; she must be +found and made to tell the truth. But where? Yonder was the Mori gate; +she had seen that before through the lattice, and that, at any rate, +was a landmark. She would go there first and see. As she came within +ear-shot of the tunnelled causeway, a woman's voice rang out in shrill +laughter from the dark recesses to the right. Her first instinct was to +pause; then second-thought made her keep straight on her way as if to +pass through, till at the farther end of the causeway she turned +suddenly to the left and sank down behind a plinth. It was as if a +shadow had disappeared. A minute to regain her breath, and then she +crept farther into the darkness, where, unless some belated gossipers +should choose that side of the arch, she was secure. From over the way +a clash of anklets and a low full voice, contrasting strangely with +those high trills of laughter assured her that she had come straight +upon her quarry. The rest was patience, till, sooner or later, the +woman would be left alone. Sooner or later the laugh must cease; sooner +or later even wickedness must tire and turn to sleep. So the girl sat +crouched into herself in the curiously impassive attitude of her race, +her thin arms round the thin knees whereon her small chin rested. Not a +very startling sight outwardly; though, to describe what lay within is +wellnigh an impossible task with an audience of Western ears; for +Azîzan's knowledge would be to such ears incompatible with her +ignorance, her jealousy and passion with her patience. Such an audience +must remember an upbringing foreign to all their experience, and +imagine her, still as a statue, though the blood raced like liquid fire +in her limbs and throbbed like sledge-hammers in her temples. The moon, +sinking slowly, sent a slanting yellow light through the dust-haze, +visible beyond the arched causeway; the village dogs ceased one by one +the nightly challenge to their fellows; yet, still the laugh went on. +Would wickedness never tire? The wonder, and her own heart-beats lulled +the girl to a drowsier patience. She woke to silence, and, standing up, +strained eyes and ears into the shadows. Not a sound. She stole softly +across the causeway, slipped into the recesses at the right, and +listened again. A low breathing from one corner made her feel a way +towards it, and her touch, light as a breeze, hovered over a figure on +the ground wrapped from head to foot in a sheet like a corpse; yet she +knew it could scarcely be Chândni, for she would not choose so airless +a spot. But there must be rooms above, and a roof above that, and they +were worth a trial before going on to the bazaar. Slowly, for she knew +nothing of where she was, Azîzan groped her way to some winding stairs, +thence to a suite of low chambers, empty of all save the pigeons +rustling and cooing at her step in the dark. Upwards again till, at a +turn, an archway gave on a terraced roof not six feet square; and +there, lying on a string cot, which, from its narrow resting-place, +seemed suspended in mid-air, she saw the soft curves of a woman's +figure outlined against the moon-lit dust-haze beyond. It was not a +place for a sleep-walker's slumbers; not a place even for a restless +one; but Chândni slept the sleep of the unjust, which, nine times out +of ten, is sounder than that of the just. Her conscience never troubled +her; and in addition she belonged to a race apart from the customs and +creeds of the people. A race born to the profession of pandars and +prostitutes, openly, shamelessly.</p> + +<p class="normal">So, not being afraid, like other women-folk, of sleeping in the +moonlight with face uncovered, she lay carelessly as she had thrown +herself down, her tinsel-set veil turned aside by one arm thrust under +her head, the other stretched almost straight into the gulf of dusty +air, which glittered faintly like the ghost of a sunbeam. Beneath its +filmy net covering the bold sweep of her bosom rose and fell softly, +with its faded burden of the past day's jasmine chaplets. They gave out +a last breath of perfume as Azîzan's thin brown fingers closed round +the sleeper's throat.</p> + +<p class="normal">'If thou stirrest,' whispered the girl to the startled eyes as they +opened, 'I kill. Feel!'</p> + +<p class="normal">Only a prick above the heart, but joined to that scorching, stifling +grip, it was sufficient to send the coming shriek back from Chândni's +lips. She lay terror-stricken, staring up at the wild light eyes which, +catching the moon rays as they dipped to the horizon, seemed to glow +with a pale fire. This was no ghost! it was something worse than that; +something that meant more than mere fright.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Why didst send the Ayôdhya pot to her? Why? Give it me back!'</p> + +<p class="normal">Chândni slackened all over in sudden relief. If she could have laughed +with that hand on her throat the shrill sound would no doubt have risen +on the hot air. So that was all? Nothing but jealousy! Of all things in +the world the easiest to rouse--or to allay--by lies, and she had +plenty of those at her command. So many, that poor Azîzan, after a +time, wondered sullenly how she came to be sitting amicably on the +string cot beside the woman whom she had meant to coerce.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Poor little chicken,' said the courtesan in contemptuous consolation. +'So thou wouldst have killed me, thy best friend? One who seeks to +destroy the mem! 'Twill be the ruin of her, look you, and then he will +have none of her. That is their way. She will not get him; so pine no +more, child. Lo! I will teach thee how to have lovers and to spare.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I want no lovers,' muttered the girl angrily. 'If 'tis to harm her, +and thou hast sworn to that, I care not. And thou hast sworn to let me +be also. That is enough.'</p> + +<p class="normal">As she rose, folding her white veil round her, Chândni felt sorely +tempted to give the little push which must have overset the weak +balance, and sent Azîzan to certain death below. But the thought that, +if looks said the truth, fate would do the work for her ere long +without scandal, stayed her hand. Besides, the knowledge that the girl +was alive and intent on revenge might be of use in dealing with the +palace-folk, if they showed themselves traitorous to her claims. So, +when she had watched Azîzan go stumbling down the stairs, Chândni +rolled over lazily to meet the midnight wind which was springing up, +and shortly afterwards fell like a child, into dreamless slumber, long +before Azîz, who had sunk down on a step of the silent causeway, hoping +to regain strength for the homeward journey, felt equal to the task. A +deadly despondency had replaced her excitement; yet beneath this again +lay a dull resentment against fate. If she had understood, if she had +known, as Chândni seemed to know, the ways and thoughts of these white +people, she might have done better. She had meant no harm--no harm in +her world at least--for she was not bad. He might, as Chândni said, +turn away from the mem for being wicked, but he would never have +had cause to turn from her, if she had only known. She never would +have done anything to displease him--never have done, or said or +looked---- The sting of shameful memory drove her from her +resting-place to stumble on recklessly in the direction of a twinkling +light upon the mound. That must be the potter's house and he must be +watching for her; there she would at least find shelter. But it was not +the house; it was the potter himself seeking for her among the ruins. +His face, by the light of the cresset he carried, showed haggard, and +its anxiety soothed her, even while it sent a new pain to her heart. He +was unhappy at losing her, and she? O God! how her own heart ached! +Must it always be so when those you loved were lost? Then would <i>he</i> +feel so if he had to turn away from the mem? Would it send that pain +into <i>his</i> heart?</p> + +<p class="normal">The question was insistent, imperative, as, scarcely listening to the +old man's deprecating delight she followed him back to the darkness of +the hut. Even there it haunted her. Through the hot night, through the +long hot day as she lay huddled up out of sight. 'Would he care? And if +he did care, would she be glad or sorry for his pain?'</p> + +<p class="normal">The moon and the setting sun were disputing possession of the world +again, when George lay on a lounge chair in the verandah of the red-hot +bungalow. The air was fresher, if not cooler there, and the factotum +within was disturbing the foundations of the round world in attempting +to pack his master's things; among them Azîzan's picture, and a parcel +which had been sent from the palace addressed to Mrs. Boynton. +Something, it was said, she had asked the vakeel at Râjpore to get for +her. The lad, though still weak, was joyous to the heart's core in the +knowledge that another hour would see him on his way to spend his +holiday in the society of the most perfect woman he had ever seen. That +was how he viewed his world. Gwen was in full focus; the rest of +humanity out of it; even poor Dan, who was at that moment riding +his hardest across the desert in order to take over charge of the +sub-division at its outermost limit, and so give the boy every possible +second of his leave. Not a very just estimate of relative values, but a +very usual one when Narcissus is absorbed with the reflection of +himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Salaam Aliakoom,' came a breathless voice behind him. He turned to see +Azîzan, who had sunk as if exhausted on the verandah steps. He stared +at her silent with surprise, in which a certain shamefaced annoyance +was mingled. He had no desire to be reminded of her existence at +present, and even if, as he had felt inclined to suspect, there was +some mystery about her, he could do no good by inquiring now, on the +very eve of his departure.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I have come for the pot, Huzoor,' she began without preamble. 'They +took it from me. Lo! I was poor, and the poor have no voice. Justice! +Justice!'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Took it from you?' echoed George, his annoyance increasing at this +plunge into the past. 'Do you mean by force?' She nodded. 'But,' he +went on, 'you sold it. I gave the money to your mother when she came +here--on the night the tents were burnt.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'My mother died before that, Huzoor. It was not my mother who came, but +a bad one from the palace. It is true that I never sold it, never got +the money; and now I want the pot back again. It brings luck. I will +not sell it.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'But why didn't you come at once and tell me?' asked George angrily. +'Then I might have done something: now----'</p> + +<p class="normal">She interrupted him eagerly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Your slave has been ill; as the Huzoor may perchance notice.' Her +wistful tone made George look at her more closely.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Very ill I should say,' he assented shortly. 'You are not fit to come +so far. Why did you? Why didn't you send some one else?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I thought the Huzoor would not believe unless he saw me,' she answered +after a pause. 'I heard the Huzoor was going away to-day, and I wanted +the pot. Surely he will give it back! The protector of the poor has so +many things; his slave has but this one thing.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Her face was outlined against the white pillar beside which she sat, +and with all the languor of sickness on it still showed strong in its +entreaty. Something in it struck George with regret, even amid the +pressing desire to kick somebody which her words had roused in him.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Give it back,' he echoed savagely. 'Of course I would, if I could; but +I can't. It was stolen----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'It has been found again, Huzoor.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Perhaps; but I haven't found it. I'm very sorry, my good girl, but I +haven't got it.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'The Huzoor mistakes. He has it. It is in the parcel that came from the +palace. They took it from me again to send it back to the mem.'</p> + +<p class="normal">George stared at her, unable to believe his ears.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Took it again then you were the thief--is that it?'</p> + +<p class="normal">There was a slight pause ere she replied. 'The Huzoor always speaks the +truth. I stole it--but it was mine.'</p> + +<p class="normal">George gave a low whistle; then a sudden grimness came to his face. +'And you say it is in that parcel they sent addressed---- By Jove, if +it is,' he added in English as he rose hastily. A minute after, when he +returned from within, his face was still more grim.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Here! take it,' he said, thrusting the blue curves of the Ayôdhya pot +at her, as if in haste to be rid of it--and her. 'When I get back I'll +inquire, and if what you say is true----' He paused, reduced in his +anger to thinking incoherently of Dalel Beg and horsewhips. How dare he +send it to her, mixing her up, as it were, in such a discreditable +affair? 'Well,' he continued, looking impatiently at the girl, 'that's +all, I suppose. You don't want anything more, do you?' The attitude in +which she was sitting reminded him perforce of the sunshine glowing on +the blue-tiled mosque and of the sidling pigeons--of a past, in short, +of which he did not care to be reminded, and a hardness crept over his +face.</p> + +<p class="normal">'That is all,' she replied, rising to go. 'But the Huzoor should not be +angry. The pot belonged to this slave.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Angry?' he echoed, with a sort of lofty consideration. 'Why should I +be angry with you? Every one has a right to their own surely. Now you +have got it, go home and get stronger, my child. Salaam, Azîzan!'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Salaam Alaikoom, Huzoor.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He took up his cigar again, relieved to find it alight; for he felt +that he needed soothing. On his return, Dalel must be brought to book +and smashed; meanwhile he was not sorry that the cursed pot had finally +passed into the hands of its rightful owner, for it had a knack of +appearing and disappearing in a way which annoyed his common-sense. +Now, he need never see it or its owner again. One palpable reason for +the latter probability made him give a compassionate glance after the +thin, small face where consumption had set its mark indubitably, and +which he had seen for the last time.</p> + +<p class="normal">No! not the last. She too was pausing to look back from the gateless +gateway, guiltless of a fence on either side, which served no purpose +save arbitrarily, uselessly, to divide one portion of a dusty road from +another. So he saw her outlined against the shadows which softened the +havoc sickness had wrought in her young face; a graceful figure, seen +as he had painted her against the purple mound of Hodinuggur, with the +pot clasped to her breast.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yes! when Mrs. Boynton saw the picture she would be pleased; that is to +say, if he showed it to her at all. The thought absorbed him, and when +he looked up the shadows were empty.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_15" href="#div1Ref_15">CHAPTER XV</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Ten days had passed since George, after many hours of deadly +discomfort, found himself admitting that the world was not such an +intolerable place, even in India; that, when all was said and done, +there were some things in it worth looking at.</p> + +<p class="normal">Those who have experience of these convalescent journeyings will +know at once that this must have been just about that turn of the +upward-trending road where a bridge slants the dhooli across the dry +torrent-bed, so that the traveller can see a stream of pink oleander +blossoms filling the narrow ravine. The morning sunshine lies yellow on +the red, parched hillocks, the red rocks crumble from thirst, but the +heat-hidden water proclaims its presence beneath them by that glory of +flowers. Nothing else, far or near, suggesting moisture; save, perhaps, +the candlestick-euphorbia, reminding one vaguely of the Ark of the +Covenant. Not a very welcome reminder, in this land of drought, where +even a deluge of rain would be a blessing; so, at least, thought +George, all unwitting of the times now close at hand, when a racing, +roaring demon would fill the narrow valley, the oleander flowers would +seem adrift, and the arch of the bridge would echo to the metallic +churnings of the boulders below, until, maybe, it would take a fancy to +join them, and leave travellers staring at each other across an +impassable torrent.</p> + +<p class="normal">Another slanting turn or two, and the candlestick bush is left behind. +The red-flowered indigo hides the dry, red soil, and from it rise +strange shrubs with sparse foliage and abundant blossom--yellows and +whites and lilacs--with here and there a burnished pomegranate, vivid +green and crimson. A sweet scent fills the air from grey aromatic +herbs, among which the wild bees keep up a perpetual hum. It is the +land of honey and honey bees. Butterflies also. There goes a purple +emperor, and, by Jove! yonder is one of those swallowed-tailed whoppers +you have seen somewhere in a glass case. The head sinks back on the +pillow again, tiredly content, to watch the scarlet flash of a +sun-bird. Was that a fern hidden in the crevice of the yellowing rocks? +Yes! parched, dwarfed, but still a fern. So on and up, until the +coolies set the dhooli down on a bit of real green grass beside the +tiny trickle of the spring whence they slake their thirst, and some one +from a shingled hut hung with flowering, fruiting gourds, brings the +sahib a red-brown earthen pot. A land of milk this--somewhat smoky, no +doubt, yet still milk. Over the tops of the fragrant pine-trees +something blue climbs up and up into the sky. Can it be a hill?--the +hills '<i>from whence cometh your help!</i>' The memory of some early +morning service in the odd little station church comes over you, with +the punkahs swinging overhead, the Deputy-Commissioner reading the +psalms, and the involuntary stir northwards of the small knot of +worshippers as the words sink straight into their hearts, bringing +thoughts of dear faces looking down on the heat-sodden plains. Yes! +those are the hills; for, as the coolies slither through the slippery +pine needles, the faint blue mist blending into the clouds rises, and +the headman, pausing, points to a cluster of white dots. Those are the +sahib-logues' houses.</p> + +<p class="normal">The path steepens; George pulls up the neglected shawl as shelter from +the growing cool; and as he is hurried along the curving road to find +old familiar friends in every flower and leaf his renewed vitality +expresses itself, oddly enough, in the inward conviction that here +at last is a place in which one could <i>die</i> comfortably. Not that +George, or any other convalescent in his position, contemplates +the possibility of death; why should one when life has suddenly +become attractive?--when one can breathe instead of merely drawing +breath?--above all, when it is safe to go out into the garden without a +hat, and pick a carnation for your buttonhole before strolling over to +have tea with the most perfect woman in the world.</p> + +<p class="normal">Those ten days, therefore, passed like wild-fire. George knew no more +how he had spent them than how he had spent all his money. Chiefly, it +may be said, on sweets at Peliti's, kid gloves, and new ties. It was +the first time the young fellow had ever been let loose on equal terms +in the very best of society--a society, moreover, bent on amusing +itself. That he should follow its example was a foregone conclusion; +and it must be owned that he certainly got his money's worth in solid +enjoyment. There is always one particular period in the life of every +man and woman when the sun seems to stand still in the heavens on +purpose to make pleasure perpetual. This had set in for George, and it +had its usual effect in giving a fine-drawn, eager expression to his +face. Small wonder, perhaps, seeing that, as a rule, he never went to +bed till three in the morning, and that the days passed in one +ceaseless round of amusement. It seemed incredible, even to himself, +that, not a fortnight past, he had been agonising at Hodinuggur on +beef-tea and barley-water. But then Hodinuggur itself was incredible; +almost as much so as the fact that he had proposed to wear his old +white shirts, washed by a desert-washerman at Simla! They were thrust +aside in a bottom drawer now, and their place filled by brand-new ones +from a Europe shop; for how could one dance with the most perfect woman +in the world in a shirt that had no deportment? How, in fact, could you +do anything without reference to the certainty that your unworthy self +would form a part of perfection's environment? That is what it comes +to, when a steady, honest young fellow like George falls down on his +knees to worship a pretty face and a gracious smile. No doubt it was +not a very admirable occupation, but it seemed so to him, as it seems +to that majority of mankind which does not ask itself questions; simply +because he had been taught, as we have all been taught, to look on +sentimental love between the sexes as something almost divine. Thus, +the real issues being hopelessly confused, this new feeling of +passionate worship had all the effect of a new religion upon him. So +other things besides old shirts were thrust out of sight. Among them +Azîzan's picture. The idol should not see it till the depths of deceit +regarding the Ayôdhya pot had been fathomed, lest in any way +perfection's ears should be sullied by a queer story. By and by, when, +on returning to Hodinuggur he had time to unravel the mystery, he might +send the portrait to her as the best piece of work he had ever turned +out; but now? Why now, as usual, it was time to ride over on the hired +pony--of whose mane and tail you were inwardly ashamed--to the pretty +little house among the pine-woods, and there, in Paradise, try to +forget that but three days' more leave lay between you and purgatory. +Certainly not an admirable occupation; but the novelty, the excitement, +the supreme pleasure had gone, like wine, to the boy's head, producing +that exalted condition of mind and body, which has been described as +leaving one in doubts whether to have another whisky and water, or to +say one's prayers and go to bed.</p> + +<p class="normal">Lewis Gordon, standing in the back verandah, watched the young fellow +ride off with a frown.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It's too bad of Gwen,' he murmured to himself, as he went back to +finish dressing. 'I can't think what the fun can be. But the boy is +having a good time; that's one thing. And I suppose we all have to go +through it some time or another.'</p> + +<p class="normal">When he had done putting himself into an extremely dandified racing +kit, he passed through into the office again and began work steadily on +some files. <i>He</i> was not on leave, and if he had to ride a steeplechase +at half-past four, that was no reason why he should waste an hour in +dawdling down to Annandale beside Gwen's <i>dandy</i>. There was no reason, +either, for his doing duty with Colonel Tweedie and his daughter, who +had ordered their horses at three. Time enough if he galloped down at +four, when the road would be pretty clear, instead of being clogged by +a perfect procession of women and coolies masquerading in ridiculous +costumes; whence it may be inferred that Lewis Gordon was in a bad +temper. As a matter of fact, he had been more or less so ever since he +arrived at Simla, despite the welcome he received from Gwen's constant +smiles, exquisite dresses, and admirable lunches. Perhaps he was +conscious that some one would have to pay for all these amenities, +and the prospect of responsibility in the future weighed on him; +not in a pecuniary point of view, but in reference to the fact that the +debtor would be his wife. For, like most men of his <i>genre</i>, he was +fastidious over the duties of women who were in any way connected +with him. Anyhow, he was distinctly dissatisfied with his world, as he +sat, buried shortsightedly up to his nose, in piles of paper; his +racing-colours, white with a crimson hoop, looking ridiculously out of +keeping with his occupation.</p> + +<p class="normal">A clatter of hoofs told him that the Colonel and Rose were off. He +could see them from his window passing a turn of the road below the +house, their figures outlined for a moment against the dim blue of the +valley. She sat straight, certainly, and as he watched her, a smile +came to his face as he remembered the partridge-hunt; but it was +replaced immediately by a frown. For the memory of Hodinuggur conjured +up that of Dalel Beg, who had come up to Simla for these races, and +had, in Lewis's opinion, been making himself most objectionable.</p> + +<p class="normal">There was no reason on earth, of course, why Dalel should not come; no +reason on earth why the Governor-General should not shake hands +with him, or any one else--that was part of the duty for which +Governor-Generals were paid; but that Gwen Boynton should shake hands +with him and allow him to speak to her familiarly, was different. That +was a matter of feeling, not a matter of reason. Apart from the +question of colour, Dalel was an objectionable brute--could scarcely be +otherwise, considering his up-bringings. That much of this was sheer +insular prejudice on Lewis Gordon's part may be true. If put to it, he +would have frankly confessed to many another objectionable brute with a +white face; but that the dark-skin should enter into the question is at +present inevitable in India, where it is typical of those theories and +practices which make real social intercourse between the upper classes +of the two races an impossibility--<i>at present</i>.</p> + +<p class="normal">And, to say sooth, Dalel was not nice, outwardly or inwardly. Even the +best tailor in Simla could not make him look aught but intolerable in +his elaborate riding-gear, as he paused on his way to the racecourse +before a small shop in the bazaar; a dark hole of a place, squalidly +bare of all save a sign where, in crooked lettering, it was announced +that 'MUNAHRLALLOFDELHIJEWLERGOLDWORKS' was ready 'TOBYANDSELL.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'No news of the pearls yet?' asked Dalel in an undertone of the man in +dirty white waist-cloth and low turban, who came out hastily to cringe +at his stirrup.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Huzoor, no! The ayah saith they have not come. Perhaps the little +sahib----'</p> + +<p class="normal">A measured shuffle of footsteps and a gay laugh arrested the +deprecating voice. It was Mrs. Boynton, carried by four men arrayed in +white; she herself being a vision of angelic spotlessness. Beside her, +his hand on the shafts of her <i>dandy</i>, his young face intent on hers, +came George Keene. It needs great ignorance or great experience to walk +in this fashion, without appearing either ridiculous or unseemly. +George looked neither; only supremely happy.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Who was that?' he asked, as his companion bowed. Her little gloved +hand resting so close to his tightened nervously.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Dalel Beg. He bowed to me.'</p> + +<p class="normal">George gave a quick glance backwards. 'By Jove, so it is! What cheek!'</p> + +<p class="normal">He thought so, honestly, as they passed on between the irregular rows +of shingled huts, leaving the group before the jeweller's shop, looking +after them curiously. Past the bazaar, down many a turn, till a bare +zigzag showed on the hill-side beneath them, and below that again a +green oval of valley set in trees. The eye following each angle of the +descent, could see, as it were in terraces, an almost continuous stream +of <i>dandies</i>, <i>rickshaws</i>, and ponies, all bent towards that grassy +oasis where a tent or two gleamed white, and a crowd of humanity +already swarmed like bees.</p> + +<p class="normal">There is no gayer crowd in the universe than this of Simla out for a +holiday; though, even as it passed downward, a man with a sober face +and a telegram in his pocket passed upwards on a sorry errand. Ten +minutes before that telegram handed in to the Club tent had hushed the +laughter into silence for a while. 'Cholera, of course,' said some one +after that while. 'I heard yesterday from Galbraith it was getting +rather stiffish in those parts. Poor old Jackson! After all these +years, too.' And then the recipient had ridden off in hot haste, +because the poor widow--the widow of his best friend--was coming +down at four with his wife to see the steeplechase, and it would be +best to prevent <i>that</i>, if possible. A sorry errand indeed, past those +holiday-makers, to whom he had to give back greeting, irrespective of +that death-message in his pocket lest the news might travel too fast. +Even to the pallid, pretty-faced young wife raising herself eagerly +from her cushions as he passed to ask if Mrs. Jackson had heard from +her husband that morning. She had had no letter; but of course Mr. +Jackson would have mentioned it if there had been anything wrong with +Charlie? Doubtless, Mr. Jackson would have done so, came in answer to +the wistful eyes, ere the messenger rode on full of that wrathful, +surprised grief which such scenes bring to the average Englishman. And +it must not be forgotten that it is in such scenes as these that the +foundation of all that is best in our Indian empire is laid. Going +to the hills! Whose fault is it that the phrase conjures up to the +English ear a vision of grass-widows, flirtations, scandals, +frivolities! Surely it is the fault of those who, telling the tale of a +hill-station, leave out the tragedy of separation which makes our rule +in India such a marvel of self-sacrifice both to the woman and the man.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet below, in the Club tent, and round the shady ring the laughter went +on after its brief check. Mrs. O'Dowb, whose husband had held hill +appointments ever since he married a big-wig's daughter, improving the +occasion against her bitterest foe, Mrs. Larkins, by declaring that +some women had no sense of duty, and seemed to forget that they had +sworn at the altar to cherish their husbands. To which her little +enemy, using the sharp tongue which captivated mankind in general, +assented smilingly; she herself knew women who could not be brought to +understand that their absence must be a far greater comfort than their +presence. Whereat there was war.</p> + +<p class="normal">A gay crowd indeed! with here and there a surge, accompanied by murmurs +of 'Your Excellency,' and a steady circle round some recognised leader +holding her little court. Not much interest on the whole, however, over +the races, save among a knot of men near the betting-tent, when Dalel +Beg, hand in glove with a shady lot of men from a newly-opened hotel, +went swaggering about with his jockey's colours pinned on to his coat.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I'm not on duty to-day,' replied a handsome man to Gwen Boynton's +inquiry why he was not as usual in the tent. 'A contingent of bad lots +brought their ponies up and rushed the meeting. They do it sometimes, +and then it isn't good enough for old stagers. All we stewards can do +is to keep 'em as straight as we can, and that isn't easy. Weight for +weight, inches for inches, Mrs. Boynton, I'll back an Indian gymkhâna, +where nobody has any money to pay, and all the subalterns think they +know something about a horse--especially their own--to lick creation in +sheer crookedness. And when the profession come down like a wolf on the +fold, as they have done to-day, it is crookeder still. And all about a +<i>pari mutual</i> for the most part.' The look of disgust on the speaker's +face was almost comical.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Poor Major Davenant!' smiled Gwen sympathetically. 'But the chase will +be good. Mr. Gordon is in it.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I wish he wasn't.'</p> + +<p class="normal">A wish which was echoed by Rose Tweedie, who stood within earshot. For +the last half hour she had been trying to keep her eyes away from the +zigzag--now almost deserted--on the opposite hill-side. An ineffectual +attempt; ineffectual as her wish, for there, coming down at a rattling +pace, was an unmistakable figure. She clasped her hands tighter on her +riding-whip, impatient at her own nervousness, and went on talking to +George Keene.</p> + +<p class="normal">'No! you are not a creditable patient. You don't look a bit better than +you did a week ago; I am not sure you don't look worse. And you have +only three more days; you should ask father for an extension.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Mrs. Boynton turned round quickly. 'What a splendid idea! Do, Mr. +Keene! Rose will back you up, and so will I. You mustn't go before the +Club ball.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The young fellow flushed, but shook his head, with a laugh. 'And poor +old Dan down in the wilderness? Not I. It is only excess of amusement, +Miss Tweedie. I shall soon get over that at Hodinuggur.'</p> + +<p class="normal">His face sobered at the very thought.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Poor fellow,' murmured Gwen in an undertone, and he brightened up +again.</p> + +<p class="normal">'How many gloves was it to be on Bronzewing, Miss Tweedie. You promised +to back her against the field, you remember,' came a voice, making Rose +start. How nice he looked with his covert coat just showing the white +and crimson! She hated herself for thinking such things, and yet she +thought them all the same; it seemed to her, sometimes, as if she were +always thinking of him; but she had given up hating herself for +that--that had to be faced, and kept secret, like this strange feeling +of dread. She had seen dozens of men ride steeplechases before without +a flutter at her heart: but now----</p> + +<p class="normal">'You bet? Then I lay you three to one against. You need not pay, +lady-fashion,' interrupted another voice ere she had time to reply. It +was Dalel Beg, swaggering along fresh from a Vice-Regal hand-shake to +assert his rights in society; notably with Mrs. Boynton, much to her +tall companion's horror, for he had done his best on two occasions to +get the offender kicked off a racecourse. The Mirza's flabby hand was +now thrust out at Rose, but the riding-whip seemed a fixture in both of +hers, as it would have been had the hand offered been fair instead of +dark, for there was a certain class of men with whom the girl never +shook hands. Lewis Gordon, watching her with curious impatience, as he +often did in society, had often been forced to confess unwillingly that +her instincts in this respect were generally right. This time her +refusal gave him distinct pleasure.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I don't bet lady's-fashion,' she replied coolly; then turning to +Lewis, went on in the same tone: 'I believe I did promise, Mr. Gordon; +so perhaps Major Davenant wouldn't mind half-a-dozen pairs to one on +the mare.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Double the odds wrong way up,' smiled the Major, crossing over to her +side. 'You wouldn't make your fortune as a bookmaker, I'm afraid. +However, I'll take it, if you let me hedge for you.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'You don't know Bronzewing. I do.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'You don't know the field. I do. In fact, Gordon, if I had had any idea +we were to be inundated with down-country ruck, I should have advised +you to scratch. They don't want outsiders.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'They will have to thole them, as we say north of the Tweed,' replied +Lewis. As a rule he was shy of admitting his Scotch birth, and the +pronoun sounded sweet in Rose's ears.</p> + +<p class="normal">'What an arrant pirate you are, Gwen,' he said in a low tone as he took +the place beside her <i>dandy</i> vacated by Dalel Beg, who, after returning +to her for consolation, had gone on to the tent. 'You have been betting +against me, haven't you, dear?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Against Bronzewing, you mean. What chance can she have with the +Confederation's Waler? If you were riding <i>it</i>--and I am so badly off +for gloves.' As she looked at her lavender-cased fingers plaintively, +she was as pretty and well-dressed a picture of gracious womanhood as +the imagination could paint. The fact was mollifying and brought +admiration to his eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Don't see it. Seems to me you want nothing. What a jolly shawl that +is! too good, surely, to be crumbled up that way.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He was right. A white cashmere with a broad bordering in faint greys +and lavenders is hardly the thing for a dust-cloth. Perhaps she was +aware of the fact; anyhow, she coloured up.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Not at all. I bought it for a mere song. Isn't it time you were +weighing-in or something of that sort? they have been ringing a bell.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Directly. You see, I'm dressed and ready.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Yes, I see. You look so nice.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Rose might have made the remark with far more fervour than Gwen could +conjure into it, and yet the latter scored the points, for Lewis +strolled off feeling less dissatisfied with life than before. Men are +trivial creatures when they have to do with that trivial creature, +woman.</p> + +<p class="normal">To a large proportion of men, a horse-race is a most uninteresting +affair; to the majority of women, it is a mere accessory to a misused +wedding-breakfast or a somewhat spoilt <i>fête champêtre</i>. This one was +no exception to the rule, and the interest of the resident racers being +reduced to a minimum, there was little excitement beyond the immediate +circle by the tents.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Game little beast that of Gordon's,' remarked Major Davenant after +Lewis had cantered past. 'Pity she hasn't a chance, but I'm afraid she +is out-classed. By George, they are off, and she--no! That's a pity.'</p> + +<p class="normal">A short man standing close by laughed.</p> + +<p class="normal">'For Gordon. I know that dun beast; seen him down country; warranted to +wear out the temper of any but his stable companions. Is Bronzewing +keen, Miss Tweedie?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Very.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I thought so. There--back again. Gordon looks pleasant, doesn't he?'</p> + +<p class="normal">His face certainly showed irritation, his hand did not; and as he +turned the mare to face the starter again, he leant forward to pat the +fine bronze neck.</p> + +<p class="normal">There was greater interest this time as the pace slackened to a walk.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Splendid line,' commended the Major--'now then, starter! Oh! dash the +mare! No--by Jove, that was well done.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'For the dun,' echoed the short man. 'Smart; very. Wonder how he +managed it?' For as the flag fell, Bronzewing had reared straight on +end, only to shoot forward with a bound which more than compensated for +the delay on which the others had counted.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Didn't you hear?' cried Rose, clasping her hands. 'It was the +partridge's note did it. He--Mr. Gordon gave it. You heard, didn't you, +Mr. Keene?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Yes! I heard.' He was as excited as she was. 'By Jove, what a sell for +that dun brute! Look, there they are. He is in--right in to the posts; +trust Gordon for that.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Now to be in to the posts means something when you have to go twice +round a course which follows the narrow oval of a valley. Except at the +ends of the ellipse when a less clever-footed beast than Bronzewing +might find trouble in the sharp curve.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Oh! how badly that man rides,' cried Rose. 'He can't hold his horse. +Ah!' She felt a wild inclination to cover her eyes--to get away--not to +see; for, as the horses rose to a stone wall, a sudden swerve of his +left-hand neighbour carried Lewis Gordon's foot clear out of the +stirrup.</p> + +<p class="normal">'All right, Miss Tweedie, over like a bird. But you are right. Green +rides badly.' And the short man looked at the Major comprehensively.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Jimmy,' called the latter quickly, when the horses showed again at the +end curve as they came round on the winning post for their first turn, +Bronzewing fourth and ousted from her inner place by Blue-and-white, +who was making the pace over the straightest bit in the course; 'get me +all you can from them on the mare--in Simians Gad! I should like to let +those fellows in.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'But she is behind, ever so far behind,' interrupted Rose, divided +between regret and relief that she would not have to watch a reckless +tussle at the end, with its thousand possibilities of mishap.</p> + +<p class="normal">'There isn't a beast near her at the jumps, and if Gordon--he's saving +her now, Miss Tweedie--gets the inner lap again top and bottom; it is +as near a moral as racing ought to be. Lord! how she took that water! +Well done, little 'un, well done!'</p> + +<p class="normal">He was almost as excited as George, who was craning forward to catch a +last glimpse of the trail of bright colours skimming round the farthest +turn behind some trees.</p> + +<p class="normal">'By Jove! he is in again, and how Green is riding him! Stick to it, +man, stick to it! Game little lady! not an inch to spare, and waltzed +over it as if she had the floor to herself. They mean Blue-and-white to +win; that's clear. Ah! now it's on the straight! Now Green will shoot! +H'm--not much to spare in that cross. Green's in--that's an end. +Blue-and-white wins, unless he makes a mistake.' Major Davenant put +down his field-glasses with a sigh.</p> + +<p class="normal">On they came; the Red-hoop and the Green almost neck and neck, close +in to the posts. Keeping pace half a length behind in the clear, +Blue-and-white saving breath for his awkward beast at the last hedge; +behind them, a trail of colours like a pennant streaming backwards. Now +they are at the sharpest corner, and a murmur rises as Bronzewing +shoots ahead, making the Green give way.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Hullo, what's that?' cries the Major; 'a foul? Did any one see it?'</p> + +<p class="normal">There was no time for an answer as yet. Green, seeing his work over, +slacks to pace, and there is nothing but an easy hedge and a couple of +hundred yards galloping between the Crimson-hoop, Blue-and-white and +the winning post. Inch by inch Bronzewing gives way before the swinging +stride of the Waler, but she presses him hard, too hard for the last +fence, easy as it is. They rise almost at the same second. It is the +mare's last chance against those longer, clumsier legs, and she gains +it. Blue-and-white sways in his saddle as his beast, touching the rail, +staggers, jumps short, and rolls over easily. Green, half a length +behind, is alongside in a second, but a second too late; for Lewis +Gordon wins by that second, and no more.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rose, who for the last minute has been completely blinded by the +beating of her own heart, was left alone amid feminine congratulations, +the men having gone to offer theirs in person to the winner.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Oh, Jimmy, my boy! I wish I'd said thousands, mourned Major Davenant +as he passed his pal in the outer tent.</p> + +<p class="normal">Jimmy whistled softly. 'Just as well you didn't; they claim a foul for +Green, and it looks bad. I wish you had been on. Williams and Gray are +such duffers, and Van Souter'--a shrug of the shoulders completed his +meaning effectually.</p> + +<p class="normal">'A foul! Well, I must own it looked like one to me. What does Gordon +say?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Looks black as thunder. Go inside and see. Most of the field swear to +it; but it isn't like Gordon.'</p> + +<p class="normal">There was not much judicial serenity about the inquiry which was being +made in the steward's tent; nor much of the pomp and circumstance of +justice either. Nothing but a bare tent, a cane-bottomed chair or two, +and the weighing-machine, where Lewis still sat listening to Dalel Beg, +who was volunteering information. An Englishman in like position would +have been told to hold his tongue; but what are vaguely termed +political considerations affect the question in regard to the native +nobility, especially at headquarters.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I beg your pardon, I'm sure,' interrupted one of the judges +diffidently; 'but if you will allow me--since the claim is +made--perhaps Mr. Crosbie--that is, I think, your name, sir?--will +kindly tell us what occurred.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The man in green silk bowed. He was a gentlemanly-looking man, with a +suspicion of past military training in his carriage.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I regret it excessively, and I am sure it was quite unintentional on +Mr. Gordon's part, but there can be no question about the foul. As most +of those present can bear me out in saying, I had taken and kept the +inner place fairly. Mr. Gordon was riding for it also. At the corner +post his mount was too eager, and the foul occurred. So violently that, +as you see, two buttons have been almost wrenched off my breeches. I +quite admit that I recovered an outside place without much delay; but I +beg to remind the judges that the race was lost by a second.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'And I beg to remind the judges,' added the Blue-and-white jacket, +'that I was on a level with Mr. Crosbie and Mr. Gordon, a little +farther out, and saw the whole affair. It was not Mr. Gordon's fault; +but the foul was indubitable.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'And what have you to say about it, Mr. Gordon?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I?' He rose quietly and went over to Green. 'I should advise Mr. +Crosbie to try benzine collas. It's the best thing I know for taking +paint off breeches--doesn't stain at all. By the way, Davenant, I've +often told you that is a most awkward post. It's just on the angle, and +if you haven't perfect control over your beast, it is almost sure to go +the wrong side, as Mr. Crosbie's did, and then, if the thing is newly +painted as it is to-day you--you spoil your clothes.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He turned on his heel as he drawled out the last words and walked away.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I utterly deny, I--I--it is impossible----' stuttered Green and Blue +together.</p> + +<p class="normal">He looked back from the door. 'Exactly so; I leave you, gentlemen, to +settle how Mr. Crosbie got that red paint on his left knee, when, +according to you, he was hugging the post with his right. It is an +interesting question, and I shall be glad to hear the judges, decision, +when they have arrived at it.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He was in a towering temper despite his cool words; and Mrs. Boynton +felt quite a pang of alarm as he apologised curtly for not being able +to wait for her, saying he was in a hurry to get home to some important +work. That, however--as she noticed keenly--did not prevent him from +spending five minutes beside Rose Tweedie in eager conversation. Of +course, Lewis Gordon was not such a fatuous idiot as to allow the mere +gain or loss of half a dozen pairs of kid gloves to affect his +arrangements for the future; but it certainly affected him in the +present, and Gwen was quite aware of the fact, and felt glad that the +proceedings of the <i>pari mutual</i> were strictly confidential. As she +went home, listening gracefully to George Keene's adoring small-talk, +her mind was full of care. Now at these periods of life when the sun +stands still in the heavens, and a man acquires the art of talking +about the most trivial details in a tone which is a caress, he is apt +to pall, unless the caress means as much to the woman. So Gwen sent +George home from the turn up to her house, and went alone through the +scented pine-woods, where the long shadows lay across the path. Her +face, now there was no necessity for a smile, looked haggard and +anxious; utterly out of keeping with the luxury of her surroundings, +and the comfort of the flower-decked verandah, where the ayah stood +waiting to receive her mistress. Some one else was waiting too, in +highly starched muslin and a low-wound white pugree showing a triangle +of pale-pink folds above the forehead. A smirk was on his face, a +wooden pen-box under his arm, and an attendant was squatting beside +more boxes done up in a Manchester handkerchief.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Mem sahiba see my thing? Gold-work, Delhi-work, Cashmir-work--all +work.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He thrust a card into her hand--</p> + + +<p class="center">'<span class="sc">Manohar Lâl, from Delhi</span>.'</p> + +<p class="normal">She turned away quickly. 'I don't want anything. Ayah! how often have I +told you never to let these people come?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Manohar Lâl say he know Mem sahiba,' murmured the ayah sulkily, moving +off with the wraps.</p> + +<p class="normal">'No need to buy, Huzoor,' said the crafty lips. 'I have good things to +look. Or I buy. Anything. Gold-work, silver-work, pearls. I buy three +big pearls of lady in Rajpore last months. Shall I open boxes, Huzoor?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Yes; you can open them,' said Gwen quickly.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_16" href="#div1Ref_16">CHAPTER XVI</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Deodars and soft green stretches of turf, surrounded by a map of Asia +in high relief; silver streaks of rivers at the bottom of the map; +snowy peaks and passes at the top of the map, just as if they were set +there to show comparative lengths and heights. Such was the scene from +the ridge chosen out for what is called a Rajah's picnic. What Rajah or +Maharajah, what Nizam or Nawab, matters not. Some one of the many +feudatories who crowd to prefer their claims to something at Simla had +asserted his dignity by giving a picnic to society, and society had +consented to come and eat <i>pâte de foie gras</i> and drink champagne on a +hill-side, at the expense of a man to whom one or other of these two +things was an abomination. That is the case in a nutshell; and so long +as the <i>pâte</i> was not bought cheap from a box-wallah, and the champagne +was drinkable, nobody cared whether the host was or was not performing +the whole duty of man in tempting his fellows to do those things which +he himself considered worthy of purgatorial pains. But then, to +nine-tenths of the guests the host was a mere lay figure imported into +society on certain occasions, in order to give it local colour by the +display of gold tissue and diamonds.</p> + +<p class="normal">Barring the shock it gives to first principles in some minds, a Rajah's +entertainment is generally pleasant enough; never more so than when it +takes the form of a picnic--which, by the way, the natives translate +adroitly into pâgul khâna, or 'fool's dinner.' This one was no +exception to the rule. Two huge flat-roofed tents, open on all sides +save for a deep valance of gay appliqué-work, and supported by fern and +flower-wreathed poles, served as marquees, where a most elaborate lunch +was laid out in a style worthy of the great Simla caterer. What the +cost was to be per head to the unfortunate noble playing the part of +host is a trivial detail. So, to him, was the lunch itself, seeing that +in this particular case, the host was a Hindu of the strictest caste; +too pure, too proud even to sit down at a table spread with such +abhorred viands. His part consisted, therefore, in receiving the +company in a Cashmir shawl tent with silver poles, yawning between the +handshakes, and thereinafter, when the outcasts were safely started on +the champagne and the <i>pâte</i>, jolting back joyfully in a <i>jhan-pan</i> to +Simla in order to purify himself in unmentionable ways before eating +his own dinner. The next day or the day after he would pay the bills, +some official would be told off to congratulate him on the success of +the entertainment; perhaps, if he was a great swell, to say that +H---- E----y had enjoyed it immensely. And then the only thing +remaining to be done would be to enter the cost in the State accounts. +Under what heading outsiders cannot presume to say; possibly +civilisation.</p> + +<p class="normal">But none of the guests troubled themselves about these details. The sky +was blue as blue could be, the grey bloom on the spreading deodar +branches glinted white in the strong light, the shadows beneath them +showed black. Across the valley, contours of terraced crops round a +cluster of apricot-trees marked the village sites. Blue air lay between +you and them, blue air between them and the snows, blue air gave a +thousand iridescent tints to the plains rolling up into the southern +sky beyond the dotted ridge of Simla. And below you, drifting up the +valleys like grazing sheep, were little fleecy mist-clouds, +inconsequent, hopelessly astray.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Poor things! How lost they look!' said Gwen gaily, pointing at them +with her white lace parasol.</p> + +<p class="normal">'A fellow-feeling makes us wondrous kind,' quoted one of her circle. +'Mrs. Boynton knows what it is for a heavenly being to be condemned to +earth.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'That sounds prettier than it is. An angel astray! Lewis! defend me +from my friends!'</p> + +<p class="normal">She turned to him with the prettiest air of appeal, the sweetest +confidence in a regard, which to the outside world was cousinly, to +these two something more. Such a bait seldom fails to rouse a man's +vanity, even if it leaves his heart untouched.</p> + +<p class="normal">'My dear Gwen,' he replied readily, 'there is no need for defence. The +angel is not astray since you are here with us, and we are in +Paradise.'</p> + +<p class="normal">George Keene applauded with both hands as he sat at her feet looking +out over the plains. Once more it seemed incredible that there should +be such a place on God's earth as Hodinuggur.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Well, some of us will be sitting at the gate thereof disconsolate ere +long,' remarked a man leaning against a rock, with a cup of black +coffee and a cigarette. 'By the way, Keene, we might share a tonga the +day after tomorrow.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Mr. Keene is not going,' interrupted Mrs. Boynton quickly. 'No one +wants him down there, and we need dancing men dreadfully. Miss Tweedie +had spoken to her father about it?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'And you?'</p> + +<p class="normal">The question, which came almost in a whisper, was answered by a smile +only; but it brought a sort of mist to George Keene's young eyes as he +looked out over the plains again. The spiritual exaltation of it all +was almost too much at times for the hard-headed young fellow who had +clothed his own honest uprightness with a woman's softness and +sweetness, in order to worship it.</p> + +<p class="normal">Now, as a matter of fact, Mrs. Boynton had said nothing to Colonel +Tweedie about the lad's leave; still, as she fully intended doing so in +the course of the afternoon, her smile was perhaps excusable. 'What is +more, she kept to her intention. Half an hour afterwards any one rash +enough to do so might have interrupted a <i>tête-à-tête</i> she was +conceding to the Colonel in the shade of a huge deodar tree to one side +of a level stretch where two mud tennis-courts had been laid out. But +no one did. A certain officialdom prevails in Simla society, and the +heads of departments have recognised rights and privileges. The +Colonel, however, would scarcely have admitted that he owed his good +fortune to his seniority, for he felt juvenile in a new lounge suit +with very baggy trousers--quite the thing for lolling about in on the +grass while a pretty woman leant over the shafts of the <i>dandy</i> she was +using as a seat, and asked for your opinion on a number of trivial +personal questions. Yet Gwen Boynton was in earnest about it all--to +judge from her eyes--as she let the conversation drift further afield.</p> + +<p class="normal">'He is such a nice boy--one of those boys who make a woman think how +delightful it would be to have a son in her old age. But he looks as if +he would be the better of another week in the hills; and I suppose even +you cannot manage that.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He smiled condescendingly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'The Lieutenant-Governor might object, of course.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Then you can! Ah! Colonel Tweedie, if you would! He really isn't fit +to go down, and Mr. Fitzgerald, who is as strong as a horse, could +easily stop at Hodinuggur. He wouldn't like it, of course, but it won't +hurt him. Only----' She paused, looked at her companion, and shook her +head gravely.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Only?' echoed her elderly admirer, his heart, which had melted like +wax at her cavalier mention of Dan, stiffening again at what might be +consideration for that most ill-advised person.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Only George won't consent to that, I'm afraid. He has such a +ridiculous attachment to Mr. Fitzgerald. And I suppose it would be +quite impossible to leave the place even for a few days without a +really first-class man in charge. What a comfort it must be for you to +have officers on whom you can rely, like Mr. Fitzgerald.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Colonel Tweedie gave his little preparatory cough. 'No doubt, +no doubt. At the same time, I am not aware that Mr. Fitzgerald's +presence--er--is so--er--indispensable. The fact is, my dear Mrs. +Boynton, that, owing--er--to previous occurrences, we were anxious to +keep him out--er--out of the responsibility as much as possible. In +fact, but for his own request I should not--er--have arranged for +him to take Mr. Keene's work at all. To refuse, however, would +have--er--given rise to--er--unfounded comment, and so----'</p> + +<p class="normal">She interrupted his halting mixture of dignity and desire to be at once +considerate and captious with a sigh.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Poor Mr. Fitzgerald, he has been unlucky. And I suppose if anything +were to go wrong when he was there you would have to take notice of it. +How dreadful for him! Perhaps, after all, it would be better for George +to go back. One would need to be omnipotent to carry out all one's +kindly impulses, wouldn't one, Colonel Tweedie? And we women are so +helpless.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He leant forward and laid his hand close to hers as it rested on the +framework of the <i>dandy</i>. 'Unless you have a stronger arm at your +disposal, as you have now--my dear lady--if only for your kindness to +my daughter, and, as you say, young Keene is not quite the thing. +Besides--I--I mean you--I mean there are privileges which----'</p> + +<p class="normal">What those privileges were remained unexplained, though Gwen, no doubt, +had a shrewd guess at them, for, just at that moment Dalel Beg, having +no fear of Departments before his eyes, came swaggering up in a +bright-green velvet coat.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Aha, you here! Hi, you kitmutghar, bring me champagne cup. Jolly, +Tweedie, ain't it?' The Colonel's face belied the proposition, but the +new-comer was not one of those who look for support to surroundings; he +was a law unto himself only. 'You see I wear swagger clothes like you, +Mrs. Boynton. Rajah Sahib old-style man, so I come as native of India +to please him. He is neighbour, Mrs. Boynton, by Hodinuggur, down +waste-water canal cut. You give him water, sir, he give you lakhs on +lakhs.'</p> + +<p class="normal">This time the Colonel's expression was a study, but Gwen, despite her +usually keen sense of the ludicrous, did not add a smile to the Mirza +sahib's crackling laugh.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I regret,' began the head of the Department loftily, but Dalel's mind +was full of one thing only, and that was himself; his immense +superiority over the Rajah Sahib, his equality with the sahib-logues.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Hi, kitmutghar. <i>Ai, soor ke butcha kyon nahin sunté ho?</i> (Ah, son of +a pig, why don't you listen?) <i>Ek</i> glass curaçoa. Cup what you call +hog-wash, eh, Tweedie? Rajah, poor chap, know nothing about cup. +Khansamah do him in the eye, hee, hee! Poor old chappie. Gone home to +do poojah and have baths. What rot!'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Will you take me to get a cup of coffee?' said Gwen hastily to Colonel +Tweedie. 'I won't trouble you to bring it here; it spills so in the +saucer and then it drops over one's best frock.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The courteous excuse for escape, which came quite naturally to Gwen's +lips, pleased neither of her companions. The gracious instinct +prompting it, which to Colonel Tweedie seemed uncalled for, was totally +lost on the Mirza. He scowled after her, and muttering something as he +tossed off the curaçoa, went off to bestow his favours elsewhere.</p> + +<p class="normal">A minute or two afterwards, George Keene ran up to the empty <i>dandy</i> +and pushed something under the cushion.</p> + +<p class="normal">'She won't mind,' he said half aloud, 'and it's safer there than in the +tent. Wouldn't do to lose it here, of all places in the world. All +right, Markham, I'm coming! Spin for court. Rough? Rough it is. If I'd +only known they were going to put me up in the doubles, I'd have come +in flannels.'</p> + +<p class="normal">With coat and waistcoat off, however, his white shirtsleeves rolled up, +showing young, white round arms, and his Cooper's Hill scarf doing duty +as a belt, George looked workman-like enough to play in the impromtu +match of civil against military; and being of wholesome mind and person +straightway forgot the round world in the effort to keep one ball +a-rolling.</p> + +<p class="normal">The sun hung in the west above a frilled edging of lilac-tinted hills, +the snows began to glisten, the valleys on either side grew fathomless +as the mist rose from the streams dashing through them. On the ridge +itself the deodars sent long shadows eastward, though the yellow +sunshine still seemed to crisp the tufted parsley-fern among which +civilisation grouped itself in cliques and sets for afternoon tea, and +in which the servants, decked in gorgeous liveries for the occasion, +flitted about like gay butterflies. A great content was on all; perhaps +the memory of an excellent lunch lingered with the men, the gratifying +consciousness of being well-dressed with the women, but the most of +them felt that it was good to be there, transfigured, as it were, on a +hill-top, forgetful even of Simla, whose shingled roofs showed on a +jagged outline to the south. Yet Gwen Boynton, who, as a rule, would +have shown at her best in such a scene, a situation, a society, pleaded +a headache as an excuse for getting away early; so that when George +came back to where he expected to find her <i>dandy</i>, she was already on +her way back to Simla.</p> + +<p class="normal">'What is it, Mr. Keene?' asked Rose, who was mounting her pony close +by.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Oh, nothing; only I put my watch and keys under the cushion of Mrs. +Boynton's <i>dandy</i>, and now she has gone off. If you see her on the +road, you might tell her. I have to play a return match--bad luck to +it!'</p> + +<p class="normal">'You don't look very unhappy,' laughed the girl, as he finished the +task of putting her up by professional little tugs at her habit to make +it sit wrinkle-less. 'And oh! by the way, it's all right about your +leave. Father has arranged it; he told me so just now.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'How good you are! If I could only leave my interests in your hands, +always, the future would have no terrors for me, as they say in the +melodramas. Good-bye, Miss Tweedie, till dinner-time, and--you won't +forget about the watch, will you? I don't want Mrs. Boynton----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I'll take care she doesn't make off with it,' interrupted Rose, +wilfully unsympathetic, as she moved away at a walk. A hundred yards or +so along the broad ride--which had been cut for the occasion in the +hill-side from the high road to the picnic place--a zigzag bridle-path +led down into the valley. Rose had never ridden that way, but she knew +that, once at the stream below her, a recognised short cut would take +her direct to her destination. At the worst, she might have to dismount +and lead her horse for a while, and there was something decidedly +fascinating in a downward path at all times, more especially when every +step showed something new stealing into vision out of a blue mist. In +addition, she would avoid the rush of people, and of late Rose Tweedie +had found a large proportion of her fellow-creatures very tiresome; +perhaps because humanity is only gifted with a certain capacity for +liking, and she expended too much of hers on one person. The first mile +or so fully justified her choice; the path, if steep, was safe, and, +after passing over a small bridge, she was about to follow a track, +apparently leading down the right side of the ravine to the road below, +when she heard a faint shout behind her to the left. With her +experience of the Himalayas, she stopped instantly, knowing she must be +on the wrong track, and retraced her steps, expecting, after a few +turns, to come on the shepherd or coolie, who, having seen her from +above, had raised the warning cry. Instead of this she came on Lewis +Gordon, riding at what was really a breakneck pace for the style of the +path. He pulled up suddenly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Miss Tweedie! you don't mean to say it was you I saw on the other +bank? I had half a mind not to shout, for a man with a clever pony +could do it easily. What a piece of luck for you I did!'</p> + +<p class="normal">She flushed up at once. 'I'm afraid I don't see it in that light. I've +no doubt I could have done it as easily as a man, and it is annoying to +be brought back half a mile out of your road for nothing.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Unless that road happens to be a mile longer to begin with, as it is +in this case,' replied Lewis coolly. 'But you really ought not to have +tried the short cut alone. Your father, of course, had arranged to meet +the Lieut.-Governor, and Keene couldn't get away; but if you had asked +me, I should have been delighted to do my duty--I suppose you won't let +me say pleasure; that is reserved for my juniors.' There was a certain +snappishness in the conclusion of his speech which somehow appeased +Rose's wrath.</p> + +<p class="normal">The futility of many proverbs has scarcely a better example than that +one which sets the orthodox number for anger at two, when almost +universally it is either one or three. For the spectacle of another man +losing his temper is almost sure to soothe the first offender, unless +dispassionate humanity reappears in the shape of a spectator. So Rose +said sweetly that he was always very kind, and she certainly would have +asked him to pioneer her, had she anticipated any difficulty; since no +one could give a better lead over than Bronzewing and her rider. And +then, having reached the valley and a broader path, they dawdled along +it at a walk beside the very edge of a stream splashing and dashing +over its pebbly bed, and curving round tiny meadows just large enough +to serve as a stand for some huge walnut tree. The soft mist they had +seen from above, now they were in it, only intensified the blueness of +the shadows or the gold of the sunlight following the contours of the +hills. Down in the hollows the maiden-hair fern grew like a forest, out +in the open great turk's-cap lilies rose higher than the blue and white +columbines, and in every cranny the potentilla hung out its bunches of +scarlet, tasteless, strawberry-like fruit.</p> + +<p class="normal">Side by side they strolled for a mile or more, along a level grassy +path, as if there were no such thing as effort in the world, as if +civilisation and comfort, dinner and bed, all the necessaries of life +in fact, did not lie two thousand feet or so over their heads.</p> + +<p class="normal">'This way, I'm afraid,' said Lewis at last, turning his pony into a +road joining the path at right angles; an engineered road with drains +and retaining walls, scientific, uninteresting, guiltless of ups and +downs, facing the ascent evenly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Oh dear!' cried Rose in tones of regret. And then they both laughed. +But the peace of the valley went with them, so that their gay chatter +echoed up the zigzagging road to where glimpses of a <i>dandy</i> toiling on +ahead showed through the trees. Its occupant looking downwards could +see them far below, the girl in front, the man behind, their voices +becoming clearer and clearer, until just at the last turn where the +zigzag merged into the high road, each careless word was distinctly +audible as they came scrambling up below the retaining wall, which at +this point carried the branch to its junction with the main road. Gwen +Boynton's hand closed tight on the shaft of her <i>dandy</i>, partly in +sympathy with her thoughts, partly because the coolies swung round the +last corner sharply. The wall, which was not two feet high at the first +turn sloped rapidly up to some fifteen feet before ending in the one +which supported the big road. As is usually the case, it was built in +steps or terraces giving the required slant of support. Just as the +<i>dandy</i> was at the turn of the road a horseman, followed by two mounted +orderlies, came clattering along it; perhaps this frightened Rose's +pony; perhaps the sudden swerve of the <i>dandy</i> to get out of the +new-comer's way just as the girl was about to pass it, actually forced +her mount into shying and backing. Anyhow, it did. There was a +struggle, a rattle of stones over the edge, a slip, then a jerk back as +the beast found a momentary foothold for its hind legs on the narrow +step some two feet down. A cry of dismay broke from the spectators--for +with the next movement a fall backwards seemed inevitable--but it ended +in one of relief, as Rose wheeled the pony clear round with swift +decision, and giving it a cut with her whip leapt into the road below. +It was a bold stroke for life instead of death, and as the pony came on +its knees with the shock, it seemed for an instant as if both it and +its rider must go rolling over and over down the side of the hill. The +next they had both struggled to their feet, and stood quivering all +over, but safe and absolutely unhurt. Lewis, who had pulled up at the +corner aghast with impotent horror, was back beside them, almost +incoherent in his relief and admiration.</p> + +<p class="normal">'And--and--I only had a snaffle,' said Rose with a tremulous laugh not +far removed from tears. She felt it imperative, if she were to be calm, +that they should descend to commonplace at once, being aided in this by +Dalel Beg, who having reined in at the sight of a disaster for which he +was partly responsible, was now standing by Gwen's <i>dandy</i> oblivious of +apology.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Shâhbâsh. Well done indeed. Pretty! pretty. You are rippin' rider, +Miss Tweedie. If you race, you win like Gordon. Aha! Gordon. I +congratulate you for lucky accident of paint. That Crosbie take me in +also. He swore it was foul, Mrs. Boynton, and I thought I saw foul--you +believe that, eh, Gordon?'</p> + +<p class="normal">Lewis, to whom the temporising decision of the judges, that foul or no +foul, Mr. Crosbie was out of it by having been at the wrong side of +some post at some part of the course, had been irritating, scowled up +at the group above.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I am sure you saw foul,' he replied. 'Now, Miss Tweedie, if you +please. The beast is all right and the sooner you get home for a quiet +rest the better.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He was so occupied with the shock to her that he scarcely seemed to +realise that it must have been one to his cousin also, though Rose as +she passed paused to say that she was absolutely unhurt and that it was +nobody's fault but her own for riding an unsteady pony on the hills. +They had gone on nearly half a mile before she recollected George +Keene's message.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I don't see the necessity for going back at all,' said Lewis crossly, +'but since you are so determined to obey orders, I'll go. If you ride +on at a reasonable pace I'll catch you up again in no time---- What was +it he left in her <i>dandy</i>?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'His watch,' called Rose after him.</p> + +<p class="normal">As he galloped back his temper was none of the best. He objected to a +great many things. To George's familiarity with Gwen, to Rose's +familiarity with George, and as he came on the <i>dandy</i>, to Dalel Beg's +familiarity with it; for the Mirza had dismounted and was walking along +with his hand on the shaft--just like an Englishman. The sight enlarged +the focus of Lewis's displeasure, making it include Gwen.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It was only a message from Keene,' he said curtly in reply to her +welcoming smile. 'He asked Miss Tweedie to tell you, but she forgot; so +I came back. He put his watch in your <i>dandy</i> to keep it safe.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'His watch!' echoed Gwen, feeling at the same time among the cushions. +'Yes! here it is. Lewis! what am I to do with it? Won't you take it?' +For, without drawing rein he had turned his pony and was riding off. He +looked back carelessly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Keep it, I suppose, till Keene comes to claim it. That won't be long.'</p> + +<p class="normal">As he rounded the next curve in the road, Mrs. Boynton and Dalel Beg +were left face to face with George Keene's watch between them. It had a +Chubb's key attached to the chain, and Dalel Beg's eyes, as he stood +beside the <i>dandy</i>, clothed in a green velvet coat and European +rowdyism, were attached to the key. Gwen's were on Lewis's retreating +figure, and there was real jealousy and anger at her heart.</p> + +<p class="normal">An hour and a half later, George, galloping the hired pony along the +Mall after the manner of very young men on hired ponies, pulled up at +the side of Mrs. Boynton's <i>dandy</i> in pleased surprise.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I'm so glad!' she exclaimed before he could say a word; 'there is your +watch.'</p> + +<p class="normal">As she handed it over to him their eyes met, and his took an expression +of concern.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I'm afraid your headache is very bad. You should have been at home +hours ago.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'On the contrary, it is better,' she replied quickly. 'I came by the +low road and dawdled. Besides, I had to call at the dressmaker's, and +she kept me waiting for ages. By the way, Colonel Tweedie says you are +to have another week's leave----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'So his daughter told me. How good you both are to me! Only, Hodinuggur +will be worse than ever--afterwards.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He would have liked to say 'after Paradise,' but he refrained. She gave +a nervous little laugh.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Don't think of it yet. I hate thinking. It does no good, for one never +knows what mayn't happen. You are safe for a week, anyhow.'</p> + +<p class="normal">As she lay awake that night in defiance of her own wisdom, thinking +over the matter in all its bearings, she told herself that he was safe +for more than a week. Every one was safe. At the worst, Dan might lose +his promotion, but even that would be no unmixed evil if it forced him +into independence. Indeed, if he knew of her worries, of the snare laid +for her, of the covert hints about an <i>esclandre</i> involving both him +and George Keene which were wearing her to death, he would gladly +sacrifice something for the sake of safety. If by any chance the sluice +were to be opened during that week of absence, how it would simplify +the whole business! And, after all, what had she done? nothing. Surely +a woman might go and see her dressmaker sometimes and leave her <i>dandy</i> +outside? Was it her fault if the dressmaker lived in a house close to +the bazaar in full view of Manohar Lâl's shop? Was it her fault if the +coolies slipped away to smoke their hookahs? Was it her fault that the +key of the sluice was behind the cushions of the <i>dandy</i>, and that +Dalel Beg knew it was there? What had she done? What had she said? +Nothing. Had she not set aside the Mirza's suggestion that she should +look in on Manohar Lâl's new jewelry on her way home, by saying that +she had no time, that she must go to the dressmaker's? Had she not +hitherto refused to listen to hints or threats? Had she not even defied +Manohar Lâl? And now would it really be her fault if any one had taken +advantage of her absence? Gwen turned her face into the pillow and +moaned helplessly, telling herself that never was woman before so beset +by misfortune. She had meant no harm, yet George had given her the pot, +and Dan had taken the jewels to Manohar Lâl's. There was no proof, of +course, but the <i>esclandre</i> would kill her, and that must be averted at +all costs.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_17" href="#div1Ref_17">CHAPTER XVII</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Mrs. Boynton was physically incapable of being constant to anything +disagreeable, even to her own thoughts. The love of ease which came +uppermost in her made it impossible; so, as she sat waiting for George +Keene on the following evening, she had forgotten the vague remorses +and regrets which had assailed her the night before. All she chose to +remember was the fact that both George and Dan would be away from +Hodinuggur <i>if anything happened</i>. What more could any one ask from one +in her position? She made a pretty picture in the pretty room. A wood +fire blazed on the hearth, a scent of English flowers filled the air. +Everything, from the books on the table to the graceful figure in white +satin and pearls on the wicker chair, told a tale of delicacy and +refinement, of what it is the fashion nowadays to call culture. On the +mantelpiece, among a Noah's Ark of china beasts, and supported by a +placid brass Buddha, George Keene's sketch of the dust-storm, the +<i>kikar</i>-tree, and the rat-hole, struck a dissonant note in the general +harmony; but Gwen's ears were too much attuned to content for her to +notice it. Briefly, she was full of solid relief; not only because +escape from a tight corner seemed assured, but that such relief had +come in the nick of time. For Lewis Gordon had been over to tea, saying +things which made it imperative that something definite should be +settled about Dan's promotion and prospects. Saying, for instance, that +he was growing sick of doing orderly duty at the Tweedies, house, and +wanted one of his own. That she needed a firm hand to prevent her +wasting her pension on <i>pari mutuels</i>, and beneath these jesting +complaints she had seen real discontent and a determination for change +in the future. And was he not right? Her whole mind gave its assent to +his wisdom. What an unspeakable relief it would be to find herself back +in a straight path; not only for her own sake, but for the sake of +others--of those two especially whom she had implicated all +unwittingly. But for them she would have defied the plotters; but for +them she would never have stooped to flatter Dalel Beg, and take shawls +and ornaments at nominal prices from Manohar Lâl; to do any of those +things, in short, with which their covert hints had forced her to rivet +the chain which bound her to deceit. At least so she told herself, but +then she was a proficient in the art of playing the thimble trick on +her own mind, and, as often as not, was really incapable of saying +where the motive power of her own actions lay. So, as she sat in the +wicker chair waiting for George Keene, she felt quite virtuous over the +sacrifice of her own honourable instincts on the shrine of friendship. +Even if <i>anything did happen</i>, all real blame would lie with Colonel +Tweedie for allowing both George and Dan to be absent; but what was +blame to the head of a Department? It slipped from him like water from +a duck's back. And then, in regard to the water itself? Even Lewis +allowed that the poor people might just as well have it as not----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Keene sahib <i>salaam deta</i>,' said the servant, interrupting her +soliloquy of smooth things. She rose with outstretched hand and kindly +smile.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Punctual as ever. We shall be in time for number two----' then she +paused abruptly in careless surprise. George, who had been told off as +escort during the three-mile <i>dandy</i> ride to the Town Hall, was still +in his light morning suit. Smart enough in his new shirts and ties, and +with a carnation in his buttonhole, but still scarcely in the costume +for a bachelors' ball. 'What is the matter? Aren't you coming?' she +asked quickly as he stood silent yet disturbed, for the sight of her +always had the nature of an electric shock upon him.</p> + +<p class="normal">'To see you so far, of course. To the ball? I'm afraid not. You see I +have to start to-night.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Start? Where?</p> + +<p class="normal">'For Hodinuggur; where else?' He spoke lightly, but his face +contradicted his tone. When is it a light matter to leave Paradise?</p> + +<p class="normal">'Nonsense!' broke in Gwen sharply, startled out of all save negation. +'You must not go.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Must, I'm afraid,' he echoed, and his voice was a trifle unsteady. +'You see,' he went on more confidently, 'I ought never to have taken +that offer of extra leave. I knew it at the time, but I thought Dan +would stop, and the temptation---- However, I'm off now.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Now?' she echoed in her turn, still lost in her surprise.</p> + +<p class="normal">'To-night I mean. Of course I have no chance of a tonga, so I must go +by dhooli. It is a bore, but it can't be helped.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The phrase seemed to bolster up his manliness, and he smiled at her. +Such a pleasant-faced boy! so clean, so wholesome, so full of promise +for the future. A pang shot through Gwen's heart at the sight of him +and roused quick opposition to unlucky chance.</p> + +<p class="normal">'But why? It isn't as if you were keeping him--I mean Mr. Fitzgerald. +We settled all that; he goes back to Rajpore all the same.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'So Gordon told me this afternoon. That is why I must return--the place +can't be left alone, of course.' As he stood leaning against the +mantelpiece his eye caught his own sketch, and he took it up half +mechanically. 'To think I shall be back in that hole the day after +to-morrow,' he said with a short laugh. He felt very sore, yet +determined to face his pain in dignified fashion. 'Meanwhile,' he +added, 'you must not be late. Is that your cloak?'</p> + +<p class="normal">The futility of being tactful, even for your most familiar friends, was +being borne in upon Gwen Boynton with the remembrance of her own +certainty that Dan Fitzgerald's return to Rajpore must be necessary to +the lad's acceptance of the leave. And here he was declaring it to be +the stumbling-block! The thought sapped the very foundation of her +general security, and made the results which this change in his plans +might produce in hers strike her confusedly. She set aside the wrap he +held out, with quite a tremulous hand.</p> + +<p class="normal">'You are very foolish. Nobody wants you to go. Even Dan----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Perhaps,' he interrupted, feeling set up, as it were, by her evident +regret. 'But, if anything were to go wrong, you know, I should never +forgive myself.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The words were to a certain extent quite meaningless to him; he did not +even seriously contemplate the possibility they suggested and yet they +roused her fears, her regrets.</p> + +<p class="normal">'But if anything were to go wrong,' she answered, forgetting caution in +her eagerness, 'it would be better you should be away. Surely you must +see that it would be better for you both to be away--if--if <i>anything +should happen</i>.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He smiled indulgently. 'But nothing can happen if I am there. And it +means such a lot to Dan. I think I told you that he is engaged to a +girl----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Yes! yes! I know; I know. But, as I said, if I were the girl----' She +broke off hurriedly, then began again. 'George, what has that to do +with the question? Nothing will happen, of course, and then you will +have lost your pleasure for nothing. Don't go! It is foolish. It is +unkind--when we all want you to stay--when I want you--I do indeed--you +will stay, won't you, George?--just to please me.'</p> + +<p class="normal">To do her justice, she seldom stooped to use her own personal charm as +she did then, wilfully; but the case was urgent--the boy must not go. +George stared at her incredulously for a moment. 'Don't,' he said in a +low voice; 'please don't.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'But it is true, George,' she went on, laying her hand on his arm. 'I +do want you to stay; I do indeed.'</p> + +<p class="normal">His hand met hers suddenly, almost unconsciously, to fall away from it +again in a gesture of quick renunciation.</p> + +<p class="normal">'No! no!' he began in the same low tones, 'it isn't true--how can it be +true?' Then his whole nature seemed to cast reserve aside, and his +voice rose passionately. 'Why should you care? I have never thought you +could--never--I swear to you never! How could I? Do you not see it is +only what you are to me, not what I am to you? What does that matter? +But for the other--for what you have been, and are, and will be all my +life?--Ah! that is different--Yet you know that! well enough--you must +know--for I can't tell it--not even to you.'</p> + +<p class="normal">And there, English boy as he was, she saw him on his knee stooping to +kiss the hem of her garment. It was cut in the latest fashion, full +round the edge, and bordered by pearls of great size. They might have +been of great price also--the Hodinuggur pearls, for instance--and +George been none the wiser. He saw nothing but a blaze of light through +the open gates of heaven showing him a woman, transfigured, glorified? +And she? There was nothing before her eyes save a boy at her feet--a +very ordinary boy, whose every-day admiration she had accepted +carelessly; yet it was she who, covering her face with her hands, +shrank back as if blinded.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Don t,' she cried in sharp accents of pain. 'You don't know--I--I +don't like it.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He was on his feet again in an instant, blushing, confused. 'I--I beg +your pardon,' he stammered. 'I don't know what induced me to--to behave +like--like a fool.'</p> + +<p class="normal">In sober truth he did not, being all unused to self-analysis, and far +too young to understand his own instinctive recoil from the cheap +cajolery which had caused his outburst. But she was older; she +understood. He would not let her stoop, and yet--ah, God! how low she +had stooped already! So the emotion she had wantonly provoked in him +caught her and swept her from her feet.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Oh, George!' she cried, coming a step nearer and thrusting her hands +into his as if to hold him fast and make him listen. 'It was a mistake! +I meant no harm--no harm to any one--least of all to you.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'No harm!' he echoed blankly. 'What harm have you done?'</p> + +<p class="normal">She looked at him, realising her own imprudence, yet for all that not +sufficiently mistress of herself for caution. A worse woman than she +might have kept silence; but she could not. The shame, the dread of +betraying the lad who trusted her so utterly forced her on.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Don't ask, George!' she pleaded. 'I can't tell you--indeed there is +nothing to tell. Only you must not go down to Hodinuggur now. Believe +me, it is better you should not. I can give you no reason, but it is +so. Don't go, George, for my sake.</p> + +<p class="normal">'For your sake,' he echoed, still more blankly. 'Why? I don't +understand--Mrs. Boynton, I----' He paused; his hand went up in a +fierce gesture, and came down in still fiercer clasp on the +mantelpiece. His eyes left her face, shifting their startled, +incredulous gaze to his own grim jest leaning against the brass Buddha. +'Unless--unless----'</p> + +<p class="normal">There was a dead silence.</p> + +<p class="normal">'If there is anything to tell,' he said at last, 'tell it me for God's +sake; it would be better--than this. Why am I to stay?--for your sake.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Tell! How could she tell the horrible truth; and yet if he knew all he +might be able to help. Then the need of support, the craving for +sympathy, which at all times make it hard for a woman in trouble to +keep her own counsel, fought against the evasion suggested by caution.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Oh, George! I meant no harm--I did not, indeed.' The weak appeal for +mercy, which presages so many a miserable confession, struck cold to +the lad's heart. He walked over to the table and flung himself into a +chair, hiding his face in his clasped hands.</p> + +<p class="normal">'You had better tell me everything,' he said in a muffled voice. 'Then +I shall know what to do--don't be afraid--it--it won't make any +difference.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Once more his words roused her self-scorn and made her forget herself +for a time. 'But it must make a difference, I want it to make a +difference,' she cried hotly, crossing to the table in her turn, and +seating herself opposite him. 'Yes! I will tell you. It is the only +thing to be done now.'</p> + +<p class="normal">She was never a woman given to sobs and tears, and even through the +shame of it all, there was a relief in telling the tale.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Yes! yes!' he said once, interrupting that ever recurring plea of her +own innocence of evil intent, 'of course you meant no harm. So you took +the jewels and sold them to Manohar Lâl for six thousand rupees.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The fact, recounted in his hard, hurt voice, seemed to strike her in +its true light for the first time, and she looked up wildly from the +resting-place her head had found upon her bare crossed arms.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Did 11, she asked, pushing the curls from her forehead. 'Yes, I +suppose I did. It seems incredible now. Oh, George, what shall I do? +what shall I do?'</p> + +<p class="normal">It did seem incredible, and yet his fears as to what she might yet have +to tell him, proved his credence of what he had already heard.</p> + +<p class="normal">'You had better go on,' he answered dully. 'I can't say what is to be +done till I have heard all.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The sound of his own voice shocked him. Was it possible that he was +sitting calmly listening to such a story from her lips and asking her +to go on? The curse of the commonplace seemed to settle upon him, +depriving him even of his right to passionate emotion.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Is that all?' he asked wearily, when she had told him of everything +save the empty <i>dandy</i> waiting outside the dressmaker's shop. His +question came more from the desire to help her along should there be +more to tell than from curiosity or fear. Since, from the very +beginning, he had been vexedly conscious of his own relief in +remembering that she had returned his watch and chain before she had +even reached home.</p> + +<p class="normal">The query, however, roused in her a sudden fierce resentment against +her own humiliation. Every syllable of that story, now that it was +told, seemed an outrage on that love of smooth things which was her +chief characteristic, and a sort of vague wonder at her own confidence +made her answer swiftly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'That is all I know. Is it not enough?' After all, it was true; what +more was there to tell save the barest possibilities?</p> + +<p class="normal">Her reply left George face to face with action, yet he sat on silent, +unable even to speak. At last he rose, and crossing to where she leant +face downwards over the table, stood beside her with quivering lips. 'I +am sorry,' he began, then stopped before the fatuity of his own words.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Do you think I am not sorry too?' she broke in recklessly, raising +herself to look him full in the eyes. 'I wish I were dead--if that +would help; but it won't. Something must be done; and done at once. +George! Why should you go down? To stay is so simple, and it will hurt +no one--believe me, it is best--best for us all.'</p> + +<p class="normal">She was back to the position she had taken up before her appeal to his +passion had recoiled upon herself, but he could not follow her so far, +and he gave a bitter laugh.</p> + +<p class="normal">'For you and for me, no doubt. But for Dan? Remember what the possible +loss of promotion means to him. Besides, I have promised. No! I must go +down, that much is certain.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'And after?'</p> + +<p class="normal">For the life of him he could not tell. He seemed unable to think of any +course of action save the palpably proper one of going straight to the +Chief and telling him of the plot laid against the sluice-gate. His +instinct for this remaining clear and well defined amid all the +confusion. As he stood silent, almost sullen, she laid her hand +quickly on his arm. 'You will not be rash, George--for my sake you will +not----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Whatever I do will be for your sake,' he said unsteadily.</p> + +<p class="normal">'And you must not be angry with me. Indeed and indeed, I meant no harm +at first, and afterwards I was so frightened; so afraid for you all. +Oh, don't be angry with me, George.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He set her hand aside with a hopeless gesture, and turned away to hide +the tears in his eyes. She did not understand, and a great dumbness was +upon him. He could say nothing. After all, what was there to say? She +had done this thing, meaning no harm, and he must save her, and +himself, and Dan from the consequences, somehow. He took out his watch +mechanically and looked at the time. Barely ten o'clock! So it was +possible to destroy heaven and earth in half an hour!</p> + +<p class="normal">'It is time you were going,' he said, in quite a commonplace tone. 'I +can see you so far. You had better go. Gordon--and the others--might +wonder.'</p> + +<p class="normal">It was the first time he had ever hinted at the supposition that some +definite tie existed between her and her cousin; this, and his cynical +acceptance of the fact that in the tragedy of life action must be +swayed by the desire of the spectators as much as by the emotions of +the actors themselves, brought home to Gwen her crime against the boy's +youth, and for the first time she broke into a sob.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Oh, George! why did I do it? why did I do it?'</p> + +<p class="normal">Why, indeed? A pitiable thing, surely, to stand silent without an +answer. Pitiable also for the woman, forced by considerations into +self-control. Into bathing her face, possibly powdering it, certainly +re-arranging the pretty artful curls, and so setting off through the +dark night to the Town Hall, as if nothing had happened. For what loss +of liberty is comparable to that entailed on the possessor of a fringe +which will come out of curl, even with the damp of tears?</p> + +<p class="normal">The first clouds of the coming monsoon were drawn over the heads of the +hills like an executioner's cap, and George, riding the hired pony +behind the <i>dandy</i>, felt as if he were following the funeral of a faith +condemned to death. A dreary little procession this, despite its goal, +as it wound its way between the dark chasm of the valleys on the one +side and the dark shadow of the hills on the other. And then, like some +enchanted palace set between earth and sky, that pile upon the ridge +sending long beams of light and fitful snatches of dance-music across +the ravines came into view; so familiar, yet so strange. So were the +twinkling lamps, the crowd of <i>rickshaws</i> and <i>dandies</i> blocking up +the +angles and arches, the red carpet in the porch, the red streak of baize +climbing up the white stairs.</p> + +<p class="normal">He kept that pearl-edged hem of her garment from the dust till she +reached them.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Have you settled what you are going to do?' she asked in a low voice, +as he held out his hand to say good-bye. He shook his head.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I'll settle it somehow, you needn't be afraid.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I am not afraid. But, if the worst comes to the worst, I will not let +others suffer for my fault. So be careful--for my sake.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Whatever I do will be for your sake--you know that.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He stood watching her go up the stairs; up and up, until the last trail +of that hem disappeared amid the coloured lamps and flowers. That was +the end of it all!--of all save Hodinuggur and the desire to kill +somebody. First of all, however, there must be safety for her; and that +might be secured by money. During that three miles' ride his thoughts +had been busy over possibilities, and one of them made him turn the +hired pony's nose towards Manohar Lâl's shop instead of homewards. +There was no power in India like the power of rupees, he thought; and +they--with the Club still open and half a dozen young fellows as +reckless as oneself ready to back the chance of one living to pay just +debts--were not difficult to borrow for a month or two. Especially when +there was something--not much--but still a few hundred pounds or so to +come when the dear old governor---- George choked down a sob in a curse +at the hired pony for stumbling over the ill-paved alley.</p> + +<p class="normal">The dawn had broken when the patient beast pulled up for the last time +by the verandah of Colonel Tweedie's house. A drowsy servant dozed +against the long coffin-like dhooli, the bearers crouched outside, +nodding in a circle round a solitary hookah.</p> + +<p class="normal">'The Huzoor having lost chance of the mail, may perhaps delay till +eve,' suggested the half-roused torch-bearer, mechanically corking up +his useless bottle of oil at the sight of the growing glow in the east.</p> + +<p class="normal">George, his face flushed yet haggard, stood for an instant looking over +the pine woods to where, had the light been stronger, he might have +seen the angle of a little house among the trees. After all, why should +he not stop now, if only to see her gratitude? Twelve hours, delay was +not much, especially when she was safe. Why need that be his last sight +of her going up the stairs with the pearls----pearls!--</p> + +<p class="normal">An hour afterwards, when the sun tipped over the lower hills to make +the morning glories, festooned from rock to rock, open their eyes, they +opened them upon the coffin-like dhooli going rapidly down hill to the +accompaniment of shuffles and grunts, and recurring protestations that +the sahib was '<i>do mun puccka</i>.'<a name="div4Ref_04" href="#div4_04"><sup>[4]</sup></a> +If the heaviness of heart could +have been measured, George might have weighed a ton.</p> + +<p class="normal">Even at the best of times the descent from the cool hills to the hot +plains is never easy, and in this case paradise lay behind, purgatory +in front.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I am so sorry Mr. Keene has gone,' said Rose Tweedie at breakfast. 'I +shall miss him dreadfully.' Lewis Gordon's eyebrows went up +superciliously.</p> + +<p class="normal">'No doubt; but he was right to go, in more ways than one.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Colonel Tweedie, busy over a virtuous plate of porridge and milk which +in some mysterious way he regarded as a sign of youth, gave his +preliminary cough.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I scarcely agree with you, Gordon. In my opinion there is--er--a +savour--of--of insubordination; or, not to speak so strongly--a--a want +of respect, in this sudden departure. Of course, the zeal and the--the +desire to do his duty--are pleasing, very pleasing in so young a man. +At the same time, a little more confidence in--er--the judgment of----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Mr. Gordon wasn't thinking of that, father,' interrupted the girl, +with her grey eyes showing some scorn for both her companions; 'he +meant to imply that George--Mr. Keene--was better away from Simla.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Your perspicacity does you credit, Miss Tweedie; I did mean it. He has +been going rather fast, and will be none the worse of saving up some +more rupees at Hodinuggur.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'If he had the money to spend, I don't see why he shouldn't spend it in +having a good time,' she retorted quickly. 'He won't ask you to pay the +bills, will he?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Hope not, I'm sure; but the bearer brought quite a little pile of them +to me this morning by mistake.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Rose bit her lip. 'Perhaps you will be kind enough to tell your man to +put them back into Mr. Keene's room. I'll forward them when I write. +Are you coming with me to the Grahams, this afternoon, father?'</p> + +<p class="normal">But Colonel Tweedie was not to be diverted from the +Head-of-the-Department frown he had been preparing.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I am sorry to hear it. To say the least, it is bad taste to--to----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Leave I.O.U's instead of P.P.C.'s,' remarked Lewis flippantly. 'But +really, sir, I don't see how he could help it, after all. He had to go +in such a hurry.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I deny the necessity,' continued the Colonel pompously. 'I fail to see +any just cause for setting his opinion against that of--of his elders +and superiors.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Unless he had private reasons of his own,' suggested his daughter.</p> + +<p class="normal">'My dear Rose, a public servant can have no private reasons.'</p> + +<p class="normal">There was an epigrammatic flavour about the remark which, to the +Colonel's ears, completely covered its absolute want of sense. He felt +vaguely that he had said something clever, and that it might be as well +to let it close the subject, which he did by answering the previous +question as to whether he would go to the Grahams'. Certainly, if it +did not rain; but the barometer was falling fast, and a telegram had +come to the office that morning to say the monsoon had broken with +unusual violence at Abu. It might be expected north at any moment. On +which the two men fell to talking about dams and escapes, inundations, +cuts, and such like things, while Rose sat silent, indignant with +Lewis, yet disturbed at the confirmation his hints gave of her own +fears. George had been reckless, there could be no doubt of that. Had +not one of her partners last night told her that he had left George +playing poker at the Club but half an hour before? George who had +declared he had not time to put in an appearance at the ball!</p> + +<p class="normal">When breakfast was over she went into the lad's empty room for the +bills, and took the opportunity of giving a housewifely glance round to +see if nothing had been left behind or taken away in the hurry. The +former, certainly, for there was the bottom drawer quite full;--old +shirts and ties, a rather battered pot-hat, and beneath the whole a +picture.</p> + +<p class="normal">She stood looking at it blankly. What a very odd coincidence! The girl +of her dream! The girl with the quaint dress and the Ayôdhya pot +clasped to her breast. Why had George brought it up to Simla and never +showed it to any one? Why, when the pot was stolen, had he said nothing +about the girl? though, on the other hand, she herself had kept silence +about her dream. She puzzled over it for some time; at last, finding +certainty on but one point--namely, that for some reason or another +George had wished to keep the picture secret--she took it away to her +own room. For she was of those who regard unspoken wishes on the part +of a friend to be quite as binding as any they may express.</p> + +<p class="normal">Just about the same time Gwen Boynton, still in her bed, was looking at +something else George had left behind him, but this had only been an +envelope carefully addressed to her. It contained two pieces of paper +signed by Manohar Lâl. One was a receipt for a diamond necklace, on +which Rs. 6000 had been lent. The other, of later date, giving a +quittance in full for the same sum plus interest.</p> + +<p class="normal">How simple! Why had she never thought of such a plan before? But where +could she have raised the money necessary to buy freedom? Besides--she +buried her face among the pillows in vain desire to shut out the +conviction which rushed in on her, as she recognised that if the +plotters had gained what they wanted from the empty <i>dandy</i> outside the +dressmaker's house, they would naturally be quite ready to deal with +George and take money for a security they were already pledged to give. +Which, in fact, they would have given, since the canons regulating +bribery in India are strict in regard to value returned for value +received. Every penny, therefore, of the money George must have paid +for these papers, was so much clear unexpected gain to Manohar Lâl <i>if +the plotters had already attained their object</i>.</p> + +<p class="normal">Still she was safe, and even if anything happened nobody could blame +George. Now she had had time to consider the whole bearings of the +matter she told herself such blame was impossible; while as for +Dan----! If he would only leave Government service and make money, she +was ready to marry him to-morrow! She had woven a conscience-proof +garment for herself out of the old hair-splitting arguments long before +George's dhooli had reached the level plain. When it did, the clouds +had banked themselves against the higher hills, shutting out the boy's +farewell glance. As he climbed into the country gig in which forty +miles of dusty road had to be covered, the barometer was falling fast, +and the driver remarked cheerfully, that when the rain came, the +cholera would increase. It had been bad at the third stage that day, +and one of the coolies belonging to the Government bullock train had +died on the road about five miles farther on. The sahib might perhaps +still see the body lying there.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_18" href="#div1Ref_18">CHAPTER XVIII</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The last twelve hours before the advancing rains break over your +particular portion of the fiery furnace!--who can describe them? Who, +having once endured them, can need description as an aid to memory? The +world one incarnate expectation, blistering, parched, like the tongue +of Dives. The heavenly drop of water for which you long, squandered on +the hot air, moist with a vanguard of vapour, so that the breath you +draw is even as the breath you exhale. If indeed you breathe at all; if +indeed by sensation of touch or temperature you can differentiate +yourself from the sodden heat of all things, or get rid of the +conviction that, like the devils in a still hotter place, you are an +integral part of the business!</p> + +<p class="normal">And Hodinuggur on this sodden July day had small hope of future +improvement to lighten the burden of the present, for it stood on the +edge of the rainless tract, in the debatable land of meteorological +reporters. Not more than a shower or two from that south-westerly +column of cloud was due to bring up its scanty average of rainfall, +which came, for the most part, from electrical dust-storms and such +like turbulent, undisciplined outbreaks. So the heat lay over it +hopelessly, and even the peasant patiently awaiting the return of the +smith to mend his ploughshare, did so more from habit than from any +expectation of needing the tool in any immediate future. After all, +waiting was his chief occupation in life. Waiting for something to +grow, or for something to be reaped; waiting for some one to be born or +for some one to die. So, the smith being absent over some work for the +palace, why should he not be waited for even though the sun was setting +red behind the heat-haze? For one thing, it would be cooler to tramp +home with the ploughshare over your shoulder. A tall, grave, bearded +man was the peasant, sitting with his back against the wall, his hands +hanging listlessly between his knees. The painted girl on the balcony +above looked down and told him the news, calling him father, +respectfully. No question of her trade here, with this dweller in the +fields; only a pious 'God keep us all,' ere she became voluble over +Shumshere the zither-player's seizure by cholera that morning as he lay +fighting quails in the street. Doubtless he was dying, now the sun was +setting; any moment the wail might arise from that seventh arch down +the colonnade where he lodged. Whereat the long beard below wagged +slowly over the fact that the Great Sickness had visited the hamlet +also, bidding a crony or two wait no longer for anything; not even for +ploughshares or rain. And then to solace themselves both courtesan and +peasant quenched their thirst on huge chunks of water-melon, bought for +a cowrie from the heap of green and red fruit which had just been shot +off a donkey's back into the dust at one corner of the Mori gate; the +donkey meanwhile browsing unrebuked at the edges of the pile.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Ari! father! There it is. Did I not say so?' remarked the painted one, +pausing, as a low moan rising to a banshee skirl broke the sodden +stillness of the air.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Râm! Râm!' ejaculated the peasant piously. 'It is a bad year for sure, +rain or no rain.'</p> + +<p class="normal">So, having finished his water-melon, he broke a morsel of opium from +the lump he carried in a fold of his turban, rolled it under his tongue +and dozed off, still propped up against the wall. And the sunset faded +leaving the world hotter than ever, though in the crypt beneath the +staircase of the Mori gate the air was cooler than outside, despite the +fire which flickered fitfully over the blackened arches. It flickered +also on the silver bracelets circling Chândni's round brown arm as she +lay curved across a string bed, her jingling feet swaying softly in +tune with the tinsel fan she waved above the bold outlines of throat +and bosom. And the fan, in its turn, kept time with the flicker of the +fire, and the wheezing breath of a smith's bellows rousing the charcoal +embers into dancing flame, or letting them die down to a dull red glow.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Thou art long, oh lohar-ji!' she said, looking backwards at the bare +bronze figure crouching before a low anvil. 'All these hours to make a +key--when thou hast a mould before thine eyes, too!'</p> + +<p class="normal">'True, oh mother! but the key is not as our father's keys, and +the hand lacks cunning in new patterns. Lo! I had made one for the +treasure-chest of kings in half the time. But there! 'tis done. See how +it fits its bed like the seed of a pomegranate! God send it may do its +work fairly and well!'</p> + +<p class="normal">'God send it may, for thy sake, smith-ji,' she replied carelessly. +'Here, take the rupees, and have a care no key is forged to unlock thy +tongue regarding this matter. The Diwân is old, but there are others +behind him, and behind him again, and Chândni behind them all.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The reckless triumph of her words rang through the low arches, as she +brought her feet to the ground with a clash.</p> + +<p class="normal">Five minutes afterwards she was looking down on a slender key lying in +Zubr-ul-Zamân's nerveless hands.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I have won the prize,' she said; 'the pearls are mine.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The hands quivered, and the keen old eyes seemed to seek her out from +head to foot, revelling in her beauty and her boldness. Then the light +died out of them, the head sank again. 'The game is played,' he +muttered. 'The game is played.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Yea! it is played indeed.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The woman's contemptuous laugh echoed out into the dark night, through +which George Keene, on a hired camel, was making his way across the +desert. Not by the usual road, since that meant delay and Dan's +questioning eyes at Rajpore, but by a side route, branching from the +railway, farther to the south. A hot night, an intolerable smell of +camel, dust in the eyes and nose and mouth, dust and ashes in the +heart; in the endless darkness of all things even the twinkling lights +of the palace seemed home-like and welcome to poor George, for though +the consciousness of doing your duty soothes the mind, it is powerless +before bodily discomfort; and George was wretchedly uncomfortable. To +begin with, a high-paced camel driven at full speed is not an easy +method of conveyance, nor does the necessity for having its unwashed +attendant bumping in the after-saddle add to its charm, even though +that saddle be to leeward of you--for which Heaven be thanked! And then +the lad had had nothing to eat since a hastily-swallowed breakfast at a +rest-house, save some smoked milk and a tough dough-cake brought him at +the village where he changed camels. So, as he bumped through the +silent night on the bubbling, breathing, silent-footed beast, with that +silent breathing brute behind him, more than half George's slender hold +on the joys of life lay in the prospect of supper, even though it must +be one of the factotum's Barmecidal feasts. Such things defy the mind, +especially when that mind is lodged in a young and healthy body. Thus +while he could set his teeth over the remembrance of that half hour +during which his world came to pieces in the hand, he could not prevent +himself coming to pieces on the camel.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was a dark night indeed; so dark that the red-brick bungalow showed +only by the white arches of its verandah; rising like a ghostly +colonnade out of the shadow. The servants, houses too, were dark as the +night itself, and silent as the grave. George, stepping stiffly into +ankle-deep of yielding sand, called once, twice; then, giving in with +irritation to his experience of native slumber, walked over in the +direction of the cook-room. It was too sandy for snakes; besides, +booted as he was, they could hardly reach him. Necessary thoughts these +now that he was back in purgatory, with death for aught he knew coiled +in the path and they came back to him naturally as part of the +uncomfortable environment of life. He gave another call without the +screen of tall grass sacred to the modesty of the compounder of egg +<i>sarse</i>, and then impatiently set aside a mat at its entry.</p> + +<p class="normal">'They might as well be dead,' he muttered angrily, going up to a string +bed in the centre of the little yard, whereon he could just distinguish +a figure long enough to be a man.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Get up, you lazy brute!' cried George, shaking it by the shoulder. +There was no answer, and he drew back hastily, shouting for some one, +any one. A twinkling light showed from the stables, a drowsy +exclamation rose from within the hut. So, out of the surrounding dark, +came timorous steps, a hand bearing a cresset, a doubtful face or two +peering at the intruder and yielding to surprised salaams; then +suddenly breaking into garrulous clamour--'Ohi! ohi! 'Tis the Huzoor +returned. And the Huzoor's faithful servant hath been summoned by the +Lord. Lo! if the Huzoor had but come three hours ago there would still +have been a kitmutghar (<i>lit</i>. worker) in his honour's house. But it +was the Great Sickness, Huzoor, which waits not; all daylong ill in the +Huzoor's cook-room, with great patience, and--Ohi! ohi! the sahib must +be hungry, and lo! where is he who gave the Huzoor meats fit for his +rank? Oh, my sister! Oh, bereaved one! Oh, widow! put thy grief from +thee and prepare food for the master; in duty sorrow finds solace.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Is--is he dead?' asked George, standing dazed, looking incredulously +at the sheeted figure, dimly visible by the flickering rushlight. He +had seen the man sleep thus dozens of times. At the question another +sheeted figure, which had crept from the hut into the circle of +light, broke into a gurgling cry: 'Ohi, <i>mere adme mur-gya--mere dil +mur-gya--mur-gya</i>,'<a name="div4Ref_05" href="#div4_05"><sup>[5]</sup></a> +and one or two later arrivals, in like disguise, +crouched beside the voice, joining in the strange low whimper of the +conventional wail. George fell back a step or two, repelled to his +heart's core, shocked out of speech.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Weep not, oh widow!' snivelled the water-carrier, who, being the only +Mohammedan male present, felt impelled to the duty of consoler. 'Didst +not give him beef-tea? Ay! and barley-water likewise? even as the +Huzoor when he was stricken. And did not the master arise to health +thereby? Wherefore, is it not the will of God, plainly, that thy man +should find freedom? Therefore place thy heart on comfort---- He will +be buried at sunrise, Huzoor, so that the sahib will have no more +annoyance; and by the fortune of the Most High, there is even now to be +had without delay a servant who can cook--the one that is dead is as +nothing to him--faithful to salt, having many certificates, mine own +wife's cousin, a----'</p> + +<p class="normal">George, who by this time was half-way back to the dark house, cursed +him and his wife's relations utterly; then bade him bring a light +somehow. Meanwhile, scarcely conscious of what he was doing, the lad +groped his way into the room where he had first seen her, and, +stumbling against a chair, sat down mechanically, resting his head upon +the back, over his crossed arms. Would the light never come? and when +it came, what would it reveal? more dead men waiting to be roused? Oh, +horrible--most horrible that remembrance of the limp---- No! no! he +would not think of it. He would think of that other face asleep on the +red cushions of the easy chair--but that was dead too--the face of a +dead ideal. Ah! the light at last, thank God! and he could be sensible.</p> + +<p class="normal">Whatever it showed George, he showed it a mask terrible in its needless +pain, ghastly in the hunted, shrinking look in the young eyes which +used to be so bold. Even the water-carrier, dense as he was, saw it and +understood vaguely.</p> + +<p class="normal">'This is a bad word that the Huzoor should return thus. It is not +fitting his honour. If he had only waited till Fitzgerald sahib comes +back----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Comes back,' echoed George dully. 'Why should he come back?' Yet he +knew quite well in his own mind that Dan also had judged it wrong to +leave the fort unguarded as it were, and his mind wandered to the love +he bore this man, while the water-carrier went on volubly about the +sahib having gone in a hurry that morning and being very angry about +something he had lost; something that the sahib's base-born personal +attendant had said must have been stolen--as if----</p> + +<p class="normal">George, looking at all things with uncomprehending eyes, suddenly lost +patience, cursed the speaker, quite quietly this time, and bade him go +about his business.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Your honour's kitmutghar's widow can cook food if the Huzoor----'</p> + +<p class="normal">George did it a third time solemnly. When he was left alone, he glanced +round quickly, as if uncertain of what the room might contain. The +easy-chair with its red cushions; a bare bed--brought in, doubtless, +for the sake of the larger room and cooler air--a dirty tablecloth on +the table, littered with the crumbs and plates of Dan's last meal +and left in slovenly native fashion to await deferred cleansing. A +half-empty whisky-bottle and a water-surahi; that, at any rate, was +something, and his hand went out to them instinctively. Even in his +general confusion, however, the precepts of modern hygiene remaining +clear, he deferred a drink till they brought him some tepid soda-water. +Such precaution was necessary with cholera in the compound. Whatever +else it may do, civilisation certainly intensifies the dread of death. +The peasant and the courtesan had munched melons in the very shadow, +but George's cultured nerves had no such courage. He was no coward, but +he had received a shock which was bound to make its mark on the highly +sensitised mind and body; bound to weaken them for the time.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ah! that was better! The room did not seem quite so dreary after the +whisky and soda! Then he took another, and after that the outlook +itself seemed less dreary, and he told himself that Dan had been right +in saying that he, George, did not know the temptation of stimulants. +Temptation?--if they brought you up to your bearings with a round turn +in this fashion--Why! he felt twice the man he had been five minutes +ago. Now he could think; now he could reason; now he could see clearly +and decide what ought to be done. To begin with, she was safe. Those +papers, joined to little Azîzan's confession of having stolen the +Ayôdhya pot, made it quite impossible to prove she had ever known about +the jewels. As for himself, that did not matter; though, as a fact, he +was quite as safe as Dan. That is to say, the palace devils might raise +a scandal, but the breakdown of their case in regard to her would show +it was no more than revenge for their failure; for they would fail, of +course. So far, nothing had happened. There was no water in the +overflow cut; he had made sure of that as he rode along. And now that +he was on the spot he could do quite as much, off his own bat, to +prevent treachery as any one--the Colonel and all the Department to +boot--could have done had he reported the whole affair. To-morrow the +guard would be changed, and doubled to provide against any violent +attempt; an unlikely event, as such an assault would take time, and he +meant to pitch his tent down at the sluice so as to be on the spot at +night, and during the day he could watch from the bungalow. Against +other and more stealthy treachery he was also provided absolutely--so +absolutely that he gave a short laugh as he drew a couple of Chubb's +keys and a lock from his wallet. That would puzzle them if they came +thinking they had hit on the old fastening. But that also was for +to-morrow; there remained only to-night. No! not to-night; since +already it was past one o'clock. What wonder that he was tired--did any +one in the wide world know or care how tired? He stood up sharply, +every vein tingling now; his whole mind aglow despite his weariness. He +must have something to eat first, of course--his very determination +insisted on that; but not from those plague-stricken purlieus out +yonder--cautious civilisation insisted on that. There must be biscuits +or something of that sort in the cupboard, and as he crossed over to it +the memory of his raid while <i>she</i> slept among the red cushions +returned to make him laugh again.</p> + +<div class="poem2"> +<p class="i6">'And when she went there<br> +The cupboard was bare.'</p> +</div> + +<p class="normal">The childish doggerel fitted the occasion and left him smiling at some +ship's biscuit--the last resource by sea or land--left at the bottom of +a tin. Dan certainly <i>was</i> a bad housekeeper. The comedy of his +disappointment struck him; the tragedy, needing the sequel to develop +it, remained invisible like a photograph in film-embryo.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was dry work, eating ship's biscuit in a fiery furnace, with a +ten-pound thirst upon you and whisky and soda within reach. When he +stood up again the weariness seemed to have crept upwards, leaving +nothing alert save his brain. Had he ever been so tired in all his +life? As tired as <i>she</i> must have been when she fell asleep in the +chair he was just passing. His hand lingered on the back of it for an +instant, almost caressingly.</p> + +<p class="normal">By Jove! what a furnace it was outside! Lighter than it had been, +however, because of the suggestion of a moon low down in the heat-haze. +And there was the potter's lamp twinkling like a star above the domed +shadow of the Hodinuggur mound. Queer old chap--queer start the whole +thing--if one came to think of it. A crazy, irresponsible creator! as +Dan had called him. Why not he as well as another? Who knew? who cared?</p> + +<p class="normal">He stood so for a space, looking out with sensitive, seeing eyes to the +broad shadows, formless save for the pinpoint flicker of the potter's +light. Face to face at last, he and Hodinuggur; between them the +sliding water, mother of all things. Then came a memory.</p> + +<p class="center">'<span class="sc">Hath not the Potter power over the Clay?</span>'</p> + +<p class="normal">Ah! if that was all the light amid the shadows of life, better far were +darkness! If that he turned quickly, beset by uncontrolled, passionate +contempt, uncontrolled, passionate desire for action, and beneath his +shaking hand the lamp on the table flared out, smokily. A poor protest; +yet the dark was better. Darkness and rest--if rest could come to one +so tired as he was, as it had come to her. Not that it mattered if he +were tired or not----</p> + +<p class="normal">Five minutes after, the twinkling light, could it have reached so far, +would have found him asleep, peaceful as a child, among the red +cushions where <i>she</i> had slept. But even Azîzan's eyes, set keen as +they were by devotion, could not pierce the darkness. For the light +George had seen was in her hand, as she stood looking out from the yard +towards the other bank of the canal.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It hath gone out again,' she murmured; 'a servant likely, on no good +errand; and the old man tells me the truth, I think. Another week ere +he returns. I would it had been sooner, so that I might warn him. But +there! 'tis the same! The task is mine in the end.'</p> + +<p class="normal">As she crossed back to the hut, she paused an instant to look, by the +light of the cresset she shaded with her thin fingers, on the figure of +old Fuzl Elâhi asleep in the open beside his wheel.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Poor fool,' she said softly, as if to the sleeper. And after that even +the potter's light disappeared, leaving both sides of the sliding water +to darkness.</p> + +<p class="normal">The dawn came and went; the sun climbing into the sky turned it to +brass--a brazen dome in which the sun itself seemed merged and lost. +Yet still George slept on, undisturbed even by the water-carrier's +cautious peepings through the chick.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Lo! the Huzoor is young, and he was broken into pieces by thy bad +animal,' he said to the camel man who was impatiently awaiting payment. +'Sleep is even as food and drink to him, and besides, ere he wakes, my +wife's cousin, whom I have sent for, will be present to cook my lord's +breakfast. There is great virtue in being <i>majood</i> (created), and the +man who cooks one meal hath himself to blame if he cook not many. If +thou art hurried, go. Who wants thee and thy evil-smelling brute?'</p> + +<p class="normal">So George slept on, and when he woke at last it was to the confused, +unreasoning consciousness of those who have been drugged. He stared +round him incredulously, until out of the mist, as it were, the empty +whisky bottle on the table grew clear, accusingly clear, and he sprang +to his feet, becoming aware, as he did so, of a racking headache.</p> + +<p class="normal">Undoubtedly he had taken more whisky than usual; not perhaps without +excuse, he added, as memory began to return. The next instant he was at +the door. Yellow haze and yellow heat, and through it a silver streak +steering for the south!----</p> + +<p class="normal">That was all he saw, but that little changed the whole world for him in +the twinkling of an eye. The sluice-gate was open. The devils had +won--they had won!--they had won!</p> + +<p class="normal">What use is there in saying that he felt this, that he felt that? What +use in pointing out whether anger or regret came uppermost in the +conglomerate of passion? As a matter of fact, George felt nothing +consciously; not even when, after an hour or more, he came back wearily +to the red-hot bungalow, out of the red-hot air.</p> + +<p class="normal">He sat down then on the table, now cleared of last night's crumbs, and +relaid by the wife's cousin with that superfluity which marks new zeal +in India, and tried to think of what he had thought, or said, or done +since he first caught sight of that silver streak steering southward +where no streak should be. But, after a time, he found himself deeply +interested in reconstructing the pyramid of five forks intertwined, +with which the new hand had adorned the centre of the table. What a +fool! what an arrant fool he was, to be sure. Even if there had been +any one upon whom to use the revolver, he would most likely have lost +his opportunity or missed the beggar! But there had been nobody, and he +might as well have left it at home, lying on the table ready, as it was +now. The sluice-gate, not ten minutes before he woke, had been opened +by a key--a key which had broken in the lock, making it impossible to +close it again till it was repaired. Of course there were the other +keys and the new lock; but what need was there for hurry now? No power +in earth or heaven could hide the fact that the sluice-gate had been +open. For months to come, miles on miles of crop ripening to harvest +would proclaim the failure, the treachery. 'As ye have sown so shall ye +reap.' Concealment was impossible; that much was certain--and the +certainty brought with it an odd sort of content. Since it was all his +fault from beginning to end, it was as well he should suffer. Yes! it +had been opened quietly while the guard was eating his dinner; opened +quietly while he, George, was asleep; why not say drunk at once--that +was nearer the truth.</p> + +<p class="normal">And the Diwân! George's listless hands tightened as he thought of that +brief interview with the old man on the roof. His own torrent of +reckless abuse, the courteous regrets and replies ignoring his very +accusations. But those palace devils could afford to eat abuse! +Zubr-ul-Zamân had played, and the game was done indeed. But how? Half +mechanically George drew out the key attached to his watch-chain and +looked at it; carelessly at first, then carefully. And what he saw +there clinging to the inner surface of a ward, changed heaven for him +in the twinkling of an eye, even as the silver streak of water had +changed the world.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was a very simple thing; only a piece of wax. How long he sat there +staring at it he did not realise. The yellow haze outside grew ruddier +with the sinking of the sun, the water-carrier, shadowed by a +white-robed aspirant to the dead factotum's duties, hovered about the +verandah expectantly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'What do you want, you fool?' bawled George, looking up, surprised at +his own anger, surprised that anything should touch him save the +thought that <i>she</i> had known--must have known--that <i>she</i> had done it, +must have done it.</p> + +<p class="normal">The man edged in through the screen, signing to the white-robed one to +follow his example.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Only to bring the Huzoor this,' he began noisily. 'Only to bring this +proof of honesty to the feet of justice. Lo! it was found even now by +this man with a foresight and quickness to be commended. In the sahib's +own room, Huzoor, beneath the matting, thus causing the face of the big +sahib's ill-begotten servant to be blackened by reason of his base +insinuation of theft! Theft! How can there be theft in a house where +the water-carrier is as I am, and the kit will be as this one--mine own +wife's brother, Huzoor----'</p> + +<p class="normal">George broke out suddenly into dull laughter, 'Oh! go to blazes with +your wife's brother--put the thing down there on the table, I tell you, +and go--go--do you hear?'</p> + +<p class="normal">Anger, and something more than anger was back in his tone ere +he ended, and the water-carrier, knowing his master's voice, fled. The +white-robed one with the courage of ignorance risked all by a salaam.</p> + +<p class="normal">'At what hour will the Huzoor please to dine?'</p> + +<p class="normal">The young man looked at him curiously, feeling that the world was past +his comprehension.</p> + +<p class="normal">'The usual time, I suppose.'</p> + +<p class="normal">As well this fool as another--as well to-morrow as to-day. Everything +was trivial of course, and yet the trivial commonplace interruption had +somehow brought home the reality of what had happened to the lad, and +his head sank on his crossed arms once more in utter dejection. <i>She</i> +might have told him, warned him. Surely when he had promised she might +have done so much for his sake, and Dan's--by the way, what was it that +Dan had lost and that chattering idiot had brought in with him? +George's right hand trembled a little as it reached over the table to +take a plain gold locket on a slender gold chain. It was familiar +enough to him. Dan wore it day and night, and many a time had George +chaffed him about the young woman, so it was no wonder the dear old man +had been vexed at the thought of losing it. Losing it? or losing her? +In the keen thrust of this thought, the locket slipped through George's +fingers, and falling, opened. So it lay, face upwards, while the boy +sat staring out into the room blindly, intent on the remembrance that +after all it was not a case of whether a man or a woman should suffer; +it was one woman or another. The woman <i>he</i> loved or the woman <i>Dan</i> +loved. A hundred thoughts beset him, but, analysed, they all resolved +themselves to this: his love or Dan's. To save <i>her</i> from even a breath +of scandal he was willing to bear the blame; but how could this be +without also imperilling Dan's future? No! if the worst came; if he +could find no way--yet surely, surely, there must be some way, some +simple way--of taking all the responsibility on his shoulders; then +<i>she</i> must be brave; <i>she</i> must tell the truth and save this woman +whom +Dan loved--whose face lay there in the locket. His eyes sought it +mechanically----</p> + +<p class="normal">'<i>Gwen</i>.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The sound, barely a whisper, scarcely stirred the sodden air. After a +while he pushed back his chair slowly and crossed to stand once more +looking out over Hodinuggur.</p> + +<p class="normal">It seemed to have a fascination for him; yet his mind held but one +thought--a desire to get away--to find some place where there was +neither truth nor lies, where he need say nothing--need think nothing. +That surely would settle it.</p> + +<p class="normal">'<i>No, you wouldn't, old chap, not unless you wanted them to believe you +guilty</i>.' Lewis Gordon's idle words as they had stood laughing and +jesting on the balcony yonder but a few months ago came back to him; +the only real, living memory in the chaos of his present pain. The +scene reproduced itself before his haggard young eyes. Yes! that would +settle it; and after all he was guilty. Why had he not told the +Colonel? why had he slept? why----</p> + +<p class="normal">The sound was louder this time; yet not loud enough to disturb the +servants, chattering across in the cook-room over the chances of +perquisites under the new régime. Loud enough, for all that, to deafen +the lad's ears for ever to questionings of truth or untruth.</p> + +<p class="normal">He lay on his back, face upwards, and a faint stream of blood oozing +from the blue bruise just over his heart traced a fine girdle round his +breast; perhaps to show that the potter's thumb had slipped, and the +pot had cracked in the firing.</p> + +<p class="normal">Maybe a fiery furnace and a »ed-hot bungalow are overtrying even to the +best of clay when it is fresh from the moulder's hand; but that is +neither here nor there.</p> + +<p class="normal">The fact remains that George had run away; from truth and untruth, from +himself and his fellow-men, but most of all from Hodinuggur and the +crazy irresponsible creator; yet could he have realised the fact, no +one in the wide, wide world would have been more incredulous of his own +action. And as he lay dead, with a bullet through his heart, the +barometer upon the mantelpiece was falling faster and faster, while +Dan, with a telegram in his pocket, was riding all he knew across the +desert to open the sluice-gate against the biggest flood within the +memory of man. To open it so far and no farther, and so to prevent any +weakening of the channel for a while. Too late! For already the +peasants were knee-deep in their fields breaking through every obstacle +which might stem the rising water. And still the barometer fell faster +and faster; but the only one who could have understood the silent +warning had deserted his post.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_19" href="#div1Ref_19">CHAPTER XIX</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Azîzan was waiting for darkness, like many another woman in India; +waiting for the veil of night to destroy the veil of man's contriving. +Not so much because she dreaded to show her face in the daylight, but +because it suited her to keep up the mystery of her appearance. +Waiting, however, for the last time; since once her work of warning was +done there need be no more concealment, no more playing like a cat over +a mouse with the palace folk. Once that was done, she meant to forget +caution and kill some of them; for she felt that her own death was +nigh, and revenge would sweeten the end of life. As she sat, her back +against the wall, her knees drawn up to her chin, Azîzan had no very +distinct plans for that revenge, save that the Ayôdhya pot which she +had taken from its hiding-place in the stair of the old tower and kept +in her bosom must be her chief aid. With its secret bribe of jewels, it +would prove to the sahib that there was truth in the tale she had +gathered during her nightly wanderings as a ghost about Hodinuggur. +When that was done, she would be free in some of those nightly +wanderings to kill the Diwân or his son, the man who killed her mother. +Perhaps she might be able to kill both, and yet have some strength left +for Chândni--Chândni who had told her so many lies. For there was a +fire now in Azîzan's light eyes, which quite accounted for the +consideration which the courtesan had shown the girl when, more than +once, Chândni had awakened to find them looking at her. Of course, by +and by a stop must be put to this masquerading through the village, but +at present it would be unsafe, when so much depended on good luck, and +thus Azîzan had hitherto been unmolested. Indeed, Chândni herself had +taken malicious pleasure in countenancing current tales of the return +of the potter's dead daughter; and once when Khush-hâl Beg, during his +son's absence, had deemed it well to single her out for favour, she had +sent the hoary old sinner back to his swinging cradle like a quaking +jelly from abject fear of what he might meet by the way. Still it was +only when she was on the roof with the old Diwân that she ventured to +speak in whispers of a time when this mad girl should be taught her own +impotence for good or evil.</p> + +<p class="normal">So in the meantime, the freedom from interruption, and the dread which +the mere thought of her existence roused in the simple village folk, +conspired to increase Azîzan's faith in her own supernatural power, and +as she sat in the growing dusk no doubt of her own success assailed +her; for the little sahib had returned--during the night. At least so +said the old man, who, with all his craziness, was to be trusted. +Therefore, in less than an hour, he would know all, since the day was +dying down quickly; smothered in a hot haze-like smoke. There was not a +shadow anywhere; only a dull darkness growing momentarily as the dull +darkness had grown upon her mind day by day. For all that she had the +power; the potter might mould the clay, the palace folk might plot and +plan, but she, the woman with the evil eye, was stronger than they!</p> + +<p class="normal">'Azîz! Oh! thou art there still, Heaven be praised!' The cry roused her +from a sort of dream to find the old man beside her, breathless as from +running, his mild face, seen dimly in the darkness, full of piteous +entreaty. 'Go not from me this night, oh Heart's-joy! Leave me not +again in the storm!'</p> + +<p class="normal">'The storm! What storm, poor fool!' she asked indifferently.</p> + +<p class="normal">He laid his trembling hand on her arm. 'Listen! Thou canst hear the +noise of many waters. They came before, so the fathers sang, and made a +new world. Down yonder at the palace, where thou goest, 'twill run like +the race of a river, and the stones of the old wall where thou liest +will be crumbling into it. Go not there to-night, oh, Light of mine +Eyes! It is safe here on the heights.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'There is no water,' she answered, with a short laugh, 'there will be +none; save in the canal. The sahib will see to that now he hath +returned.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'How can he see when he is dead----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Dead,' she echoed. 'Bah! thou liest! He is not dead. There is no +water, and there is no death----'</p> + +<p class="normal">She broke off suddenly, silenced by his look as he stood with one hand +raised as if listening. In the breathless air a strange whispering +reached her ear, and like an arrow from a bow, she flew to the gap in +the palisade, whence she could see the dip between the ruins and the +canal bank, and beyond that silver streak again to the bungalow dotted +down upon the level plain.</p> + +<p class="normal">'<i>Dohai! Dohai!</i>'</p> + +<p class="normal">The Great Cry--the blind human cry of her race for justice burst from +her instinctively. The next moment found her bare-faced in the open on +her way to prove if the old man spoke truth in death also.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Azîzan! go not! Leave not the House of Safety! It is the Flood of the +Most High! Go not, oh! go not!'</p> + +<p class="normal">His unavailing plea came back to him unanswered from the night which +had fallen suddenly, as the dust from below sprang electrically up to +meet the dust above and hide everything from sight. But through the +thick veil that rush of water rose louder and louder as the girl sped +on her way. It was true what the old man had said, and she had seen it. +There was a river by the old palace. Was the other thing true also? Was +the sahib dead? Had they killed him? The darkness lightened a little as +she ran over the bridge so that she could see a great swirl of yellow +water shooting past the piers not three inches below the keystone of +the arch. Lower down it had found the open sluice-gates, hurled them +from their foundations and carried them with it as it burst through the +embankment weakened by the new-made cuttings of the villagers, and had +raced in a mad river to fling itself against the mound of Hodinuggur, +tearing down yard after yard of crumbling sand as it turned abruptly +from the collision, to try conclusions by a flank movement. Azîzan saw +none of this; nothing but the dim white arches where she had waited +once before.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Sahib! Sahib!'</p> + +<p class="normal">No answer, and in her eagerness she crouched down at the closed door, +tapping softly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Sahib! Sahib!'</p> + +<p class="normal">There was only a quarter-inch planking between them, that was all, for +they had left him as he fell till some other white-face should come to +accept the responsibility of interference. Yet it did the work as +effectually as all the barriers of custom and culture which had divided +them in life.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Sahib! Sahib!'</p> + +<p class="normal">Could it be true? It must be true that he was dead; otherwise he would +surely hear her cry!</p> + +<p class="normal">'Sahib! Sahib!'</p> + +<p class="normal">As she crouched she might have put out her hand and taken his, but for +that trivial quarter-inch of wood between them; but he did not hear. +Because he was dead? Perhaps, yet even in life he had not heard, he had +not known. The light in the potter's yard, lit by her passionate love +and care, had only served to arouse his contempt. Better darkness, he +had thought, than such a light as that.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Sahib! Sahib!'</p> + +<p class="normal">At last she rose and stumbled across to the servants' quarters, seeking +the certainty which she must gain somehow. A light glimmered behind the +grass palisades, sacred to her namesake's modesty, and from within came +the eager yet subdued tones of gossiping women. Azîzan crept close, and +crouching in on herself held her breath to listen.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Lo! I content myself with goodwill towards all men,' came the widow's +voice self-complacently. 'Yet, O Motiya! wife of Ganesha the groom, I +make bold to aver that this is no more or less than a judgment on----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'What! Dost think it to be really the Flood of Destruction?' broke in +Motiya, whimpering.</p> + +<p class="normal">'<i>Ai fool!</i> Who cares for the water? It flows south, not north; so we +are safe. No! 'tis the sahib's death. Mayhap 'twill teach other folks' +relations not to be in such a hurry to thrust themselves into other +folks' service against the custom----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'But----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'<i>Ai teri!</i> wouldest deny my right--the widow's right? <i>Ai! mere adme</i>, +thy sahib is dead, and there is none to see justice done and employ thy +relations! <i>Ai! mere dil murgya! murgya!</i>'</p> + +<p class="normal">As the renewed sense of her wrongs rose in the familiar wail, the women +from within joined in it dutifully. Without, the girl, with her hands +clenched and her wild eyes straining into the shadows, seemed to be +caught and carried away by it also, and her shrill voice echoed theirs +instinctively.</p> + +<p class="normal">'<i>Ai! mere sahib murgya. Ai! mere dil murgya! murgya!</i>'</p> + +<p class="normal">The women, scared to death at the unexpected aid, stopped suddenly, and +the young voice rose alone.</p> + +<p class="normal">'<i>Ai! mere dil murgya! murgya!</i>'</p> + +<p class="normal">The sound of her own wailing brought home to her the truth, rousing her +passion, her grief, her anger, to madness; and in one swift desire for +revenge she turned and ran.</p> + +<p class="normal">'<i>Mere sahib murgya!</i>'</p> + +<p class="normal">The wail echoed over the wild swirl of the flood-water as she crossed +the bridge once more. It was trembling now before its doom as the water +rose inch by inch. And could that be rain? that large warm drop upon +her hand, so large that it ran down between her fingers? Another on her +upturned face, blinding her. If those were raindrops, and many of them +came, it might, indeed, be the deluge of the Most High. And if it were? +Had not the end of all things come to her already? Yet as she ran she +looked curiously into the sky. Not a cloud was visible; only an even +haze of grey vapour, through which now and again a great drop splashed +down upon her, warm and soft.</p> + +<p class="normal">'<i>Ai! mere sahib! mere sahib!</i>'</p> + +<p class="normal">No more than a sob now; yet even that she hushed as the Mori gate +showed black before her. Should it be Chândni? No, not yet; but for +Dalel and the hopes of him, the woman would have cared nothing for +water or no water. So she passed on through the causeway. One or two +villagers, hurrying, like her, through the darkness, talking in scared +whispers of the strange flood, fell back from her path terrified. A +knot of men in the bazaar huddled aside as she slipped by like a +shadow; even in the courtyard of the palace the watchmen, gathered +round one pipe for the comfort of companionship in such uncanny times, +gave no more than an uneasy glance at the half-seen figure which they +did not care to challenge.</p> + +<p class="normal">Should it be Khush-hâl Beg in his swinging cradle? He had betrayed her +mother, and the knife she carried was long enough to reach through the +fat to his heart, long enough to do the mischief, when held in reckless +hands, even if aid came to the unwieldy body. No! it should not be +Khush-hâl either. Let him wait a while since he had done little to harm +the sahib. The true quarry lay higher in the old man up yonder in his +nest like a bird of prey; seeing all things with his keen old eyes, +plotting and planning with his wise old brain. But for him, the others +had not been; but for him the sahib would have been alive, and now he +was dead. Each step of the stairs as she laboured up them seemed to +need that cry of 'dead! dead!' to help her on her way; and they left +her breathless on the first platform of the roof, where those huge +drops of rain were falling in audible thuds upon the hard plaster. +Faster and faster. This was not rain. Something must have given way in +the sky, and, as the old man had said, it was '<i>Tofhân Ehlâi</i>.' So much +the better for her purpose. In the arcades on either side faint figures +glimmering white in the shadows showed where some of the servants were +sheltering. So much the better, also, since she might find the old man +alone; not that she cared for that either, save in its greater +assurance of success. He would not be in the pavilions at this time, +but in the room to the north end of the tower, of which she had heard +the women speak. The room with the big jutting balcony whence you could +see north, east, and west, everything except Hodinuggur itself.</p> + +<p class="normal">By this time the raindrops, falling faster and faster, had become a +sheet of water streaming down straight with such curious force that she +staggered under it. A little sun-baked fireplace against which she +stumbled dissolved to sheer mud ere she had recovered her balance, and +a loosened brick on the last step upwards rolled down, beaten from its +place ere her foot touched it. It was the Great Flood indeed, though +every moment the sky grew lighter and she could now see her way +clearly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'<i>Mere sahib murgya! murgya!</i>'</p> + +<p class="normal">She kept the wild fire glowing in heart and eyes by the murmur, until +through an open door she saw what she sought--an old man seated at a +chess-table, still as a statue. With a cry she darted forward, +snatching at the knife in her girdle, then paused abruptly. Where was +the hurry? he could not move. So with a half laugh of exultation she +turned back deliberately to bolt the door--a strong door, as befitted +one giving on the favourite sleeping-place of despotism. It would need +time to force an entry there; more time than she would need to do her +work. Meanwhile she must look at this arbiter of her fate ever since +she was born--this tyrant whom she had never seen. What! was that all? +that wreck of a man, with his head upon his breast? but as she came +nearer, the light, such as it was, from the wide-arched balcony, aided +by a cresset smoking in a niche, showed her something of the youth in +his eyes. Perhaps it showed him something of the age in hers, for the +Diwân paused in his first haughty challenge, then began again.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Hast come to frighten me, as thou frightenest the villagers, oh! +Azîzan, daughter of the potter's daughter?' he asked coldly. He was +defenceless, and he knew it, save for craft of the brain.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Nay! I have come to kill thee, Zubr-ul-Zamân, Diwân of Hodinuggur,' +she replied; 'to kill thee as thou hast killed the sahib.'</p> + +<p class="normal">A sound which might have been a laugh reached her as she took a step +nearer, brandishing the knife; perhaps it was that which made her pause +again in her turn; for laughter was hardly what she expected.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I did not kill the sahib, fool. He killed himself for love of the mem +sahib: the fair mem who took the Ayôdhya pot.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The girl fell back the step she had taken, and the hand bearing the +knife went up to her forehead in a gesture matching her sharp cry of +pain. The truth struck home; yet she caught at denial desperately.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Thou liest! She did not take it. I took it once--twice. I have the +pearls--the Hodinuggur pearls. I--I--not she.'</p> + +<p class="normal">One of those curious spasms of life came to the wreck of a man, as it +turned to look at the girl more closely.</p> + +<p class="normal">'So! Thou also hast brains. 'Tis the woman's <i>yôg</i><a name="div4Ref_06" href="#div4_06"><sup>[6]</sup></a> +nowadays. My son, +and my son's son, have none. Thou shouldst have been my granddaughter, +Azîzan, had I but known. Thou mayest be now.'</p> + +<p class="normal">His granddaughter! Of course! she had suspected so all her life, had +known it to be so for months, yet she had never realised the fact till +now; and an odd, inexplicable sense of kindred rose up in her against +her will.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I shall kill thee, no matter who thou art,' she cried quickly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Wherefore? What harm have I done to thee, Azîzan? 'Twould have suited +me better had the sahib fancied thy face. Thou hadst thy chance.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Something in her shrank back abashed before the naked truth of the old +man's words. She had had her chance, according to her world, and she +had failed. She had failed utterly; and yet---- Something else in her, +strange, incomprehensible, clamoured against the verdict, and the +deadly weariness, the passionate apathy she had so often felt before +came over her. The knife dropped to her side, and half mechanically she +looked out through the arches of the balcony to where the red-brick +bungalow should stand. There was nothing to be seen but sheets of water +streaming from above, while from below came a rush and a roar. Suddenly +as she listened came another sound; a <i>pit-pat pat-pit</i> on the floor in +half a dozen places. The rain had conquered the thick-domed roof.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It is "<i>Tofhân Elâhi</i>," she said, and even as she spoke a babel of +voices rose at the closed door.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Open! open! The river saps the foundation. <i>Ari bhai!</i> is he dead, +that he hath no fear? Beat it down!--Oh, Diwân sahib!--Oh! servant, +who hath closed the door?--Open! open!--Nay! without a smith 'tis +hopeless--And I tarry not!--Listen! there goes more of the wall--Open, +fools! open!'</p> + +<p class="normal">Amid the roar and rush, the vain blows and shouting, the old man's eyes +were on Azîzan's, not so much in appeal as in command. He could not +move and his faded voice would never reach through the clamour, so his +only safety lay in her obedience. But she shook her head, then crouched +down--as if to wait till they should once more be alone--in her +favourite attitude, her back against the wall, her knees drawn up to +her chin, the knife still clasped in her hand ready for use. A louder +roar came from without, a rattle as of bricks, mingled with cries of +caution and alarm. Then gradually the blows and voices dwindled away +from the ceaseless clamour of the rain and the intermittent rumblings +of falling masonry, as the smallest crack widened beneath the pressure +to a breach until, bit by bit, the solid walls seemed to melt away.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Why didst thou not open the door, fool?' The words in the greater +silence were just audible to the girl.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Because I did not choose.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Again the odd sound like a laugh came from that bent figure.</p> + +<p class="normal">'The woman's reason. Why didst thou not choose, Azîzan?'</p> + +<p class="normal">There was no anger, scarcely a trace of anxiety even, in his tone. He +was no novice to the ways of women, and the girl's face told him that +his chance of life was almost gone. What must be must, and death came +to all; to the mad fool in her turn. The sombre fire of her eyes met +his sullenly; but she made no answer, save to lay the knife down +quietly on the sill of the arch against which she leant. The steel rang +clear upon the hard red sandstone.</p> + +<p class="normal">The old Diwân's wrinkled hand hovered for a moment over the pieces on +the board, then fell back upon his knees. So they sat staring at each +other silently in the bow of the balcony. There was nothing more to be +said. She had chosen; why, she knew not. And as the clamour of the rain +and the rush of the river rose higher and higher, Zubr-ul-Zamân's head +sank upon his breast with the old formula--</p> + +<p class="normal">'Queen's mate; the game is done.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The woman's reason, or unreason, had conquered the Strength of the +World. But that was no new thing to the Diwân's wisdom.</p> + +<p class="normal">But to the people outside in the open, huddling together under the +pitiless downpour for safety's sake, it was more or less of an +amusement to wonder how long the old tower would hold out against the +mad stream sapping at its foundations. Not long; for already the ruined +wall had gone, disclosing a portion of the secret stair, where Zainub, +the old duenna, lay parched up almost to a mummy. A hideous sight, no +doubt, had there been light enough to see it; but there was not, and +the refugees upon the higher ground could discern nothing but the block +of the old tower and the swirling water below. A faint light came from +the balcony of the room where the Diwân was known to be; and, as they +watched it, people speculated how the door came to be fastened. Perhaps +it had swung-to, perhaps---- Well, he must be dead, or would soon be +dead, since rescue was impossible; and, after all, he had lived his +time. Khush-hâl had been saved from his swinging cradle, and then there +was Dalel away up at Simla. Rulers enough for a poor country-side, if +God spared it from the Great Flood; and if not, why then the old man +was at least better off than they, exposed as they were to the +elements. Far better; both he and the outcasts in their straw huts, +which would hurt no one even if they fell. So the first in the land was +as the last, and the last first. '<i>Sobhan ullah!</i>'</p> + +<p class="normal">As the rain slackened the night grew darker, until even the block of +the tower ceased to show against the sky, and the little company of +watchers could only hear the thunder of its fall.</p> + +<p class="normal">'God rest him,' muttered a peasant, muffled into a formless bundle in +his blanket. 'He was a hard master, and the new one may be harder +still. There will be a good crop anyway.'</p> + +<p class="normal">And down on the very edge of the boiling stream, when the rain ceased, +a light went twinkling up and down, up and down. It was the potter +looking for his dead daughter as the <i>débris</i> of the old wall, beneath +which she had been buried sixteen years before, crumbled away bit by +bit before the furious stream.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_20" href="#div1Ref_20">CHAPTER XX</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">The dawn broke upon a new world as far as Hodinuggur was concerned. +Where the desert had stretched thirsty and dry, lay a shoreless sea. +Where the streak of silver had split the round horizon into halves, the +double line of the canal banks looked like twin paths leading to some +world beyond the waste of waters. They steered straight out of sight +on either side, almost unbroken save for the great gap where the +sluice-gate had stood. There the stream still swept sideways to circle +round the island of Hodinuggur, which bore, like an ark, its company of +refugees from the surrounding levels; a little company which +straightway, taking advantage of the coming sun, began to wring out its +wet garments and spread them to dry, until a general air of washing-day +reduced the tragedy of the past night to the commonplace. And after +all, what had happened? An old woman or two had been drowned, the Diwân +and his tower swept away. But the world held too many old women and +more than enough of nobles. For the rest, it had not been the Flood of +the Most High; and though Death came to all in the end, and the +loneliness of it must be dreary, still it was somehow more terrifying +to die in batches, wholesale.</p> + +<p class="normal">So, clothed in their white, new-washed robes like the elect, they went +down after a time in companies to see the extent of damage done to +their belongings, and test how far it was possible to wade through the +water towards the village homestead or two which rose above the flood. +Canal-wards, of course, passage was barred, would be barred for days +until the stream ceased flowing or a boat was brought. So the horseman +whom they could see picking his way flounderingly along the northern +bank might be the only survivor of the big world beyond, and they be +none the wiser--for the time. It was Dan Fitzgerald who, after an +enforced shelter at the half-way village, was wondering who could have +taken the responsibility of anticipating the telegram he carried in his +pocket by opening the sluice-gates, and so, in all probability saving +the big Sunowlie embankment farther down. For the sluice had been +opened; that was evident to his experience at once, since without the +lead of the current to cut, the flood would have swept on to do its +worst elsewhere. Well! whoever had done it, be he watchman or Diwân, +deserved something at the hands of the Department, and be the past +record a bad one or not, this act should have its reward--its just +reward--if he could compass it.</p> + +<p class="normal">Ten minutes after, he had driven the chattering servant from the room, +and grief-stricken, yet convinced into a sort of calm acceptance of the +inevitable, had lifted the poor lad's body tenderly to the bed. He +scarcely even thought of a reason for the tragedy; perhaps there was +none, for Dan in his rough and ready life had seen such a thing before; +had known the useless search for some adequate cause. And was there not +cause enough here for a sudden loss of balance? That race down from +Paradise to Purgatory!--the intolerable journey--the horrible +homecoming; and then the cursed bottle he had left. The remembrance +sent his whole mind into useless regrets. If he had only ridden faster, +if somehow he could have been there in time to prevent the loneliness, +the awful desolation of it all! for he had been through such loneliness +himself, and knew what it had meant to him. Perhaps, taking his own +excitability as a standard, he over-estimated the effect on George's +nature. At any rate, as he stooped mechanically to pick up the revolver +round which the boy's dead hand had still been closed, he felt that, +given the necessity for sudden return, the rest might be inferred. And +then, beside the revolver he saw the open locket, with Gwen's smiling +face staring up at him. <i>Gwen!</i> Great God! what did it mean? His own +locket, of course, and yet----he sat down at the table white as death, +looking first at the pretty face, then at the still figure on the bed, +now decently shrouded from the glaring light of day. And by degrees the +colour returned to his cheek. No! it could not be so. She was not +cruel, only careless; and ah! what a grief this would be to her! +Besides, George was not one to put a life-long regret of that sort into +a friend's life. So pondering, he realised that among other incidents +of the home-coming had been that of learning who his sweetheart really +was. That, then, did not happen at Simla, so that could not have been +the cause of the lad's sudden return.</p> + +<p class="normal">Why, then, had he come? The new lock and keys lying on the table, gave +him a clew, and his quick wits suggested danger to the gates. Then it +came to him in a flash confusedly, almost irrationally, that it had +been done for his sake and hers, and he was on his knees by the bed in +a minute.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Oh! George! George! why did you do it?'</p> + +<p class="normal">So with the answering silence came a decision, impulsive, yet +immutable. Such blame as could be taken he would take. No one should +know or dream of failure. No one should ever say--'Ah, poor fellow, he +shot himself; must have been something wrong, you know.' Rapidly he +counted the costs, the possibility of silence. Hodinuggur, separated +from him by an impassable stream, could not be taken into account, so +he must accept the risk there. It would not be much, if the servants' +tale was true, that they had only discovered their master's death when +the storm began, and had done no more than send word to the palace. No +one, then, could have seen the body save those four or five servants, +who loved their master, and worshipped rupees, and, above all, desired +peace and quiet, and not the dangerous rakings up of the past which +always followed on the advent of the police. Then for the Department +itself. What he had said in his ignorance was true. Whether George had +opened the sluice when, as the servants said, he went out in the middle +of the day, or whether the palace folk had done it, the Department, in +either case, owed the opener a debt of gratitude. If the latter, the +Moghuls would be glad to keep silence; if the former, even if they set +up a claim for compensation for damage, they would have been due so +much had he, Dan, arrived in time to carry out his orders; thus no +injustice would be done.</p> + +<p class="normal">So half an hour afterwards, one of the servants started along the path +to the outer world with a telegram to headquarters, and that evening, +when the flood had subsided a little, Dan chose out the driest spot he +could find in the sandy compound, and read the Church service over his +friend's body. No one, he told himself, should know the truth; except +some day perhaps, Gwen, when she came there as his wife. Then he would +tell her, the pity, the needlessness of it all; and yet the +needlessness had this virtue in it, that it made concealment possible; +for the flood had swept away the error, if error there had been.</p> + +<p class="normal">The telegram reached Colonel Tweedie next morning, among many more +telling of disaster and death along the line of the great canal. Yet +none was more pitiful than this one which ran thus--</p> +<br> + +<p class="normal">'<i>Opening of sluice-gate, as ordered, saved Sunowlie embankment, but +palace injured. George Keene died yesterday of cholera. Very prevalent +here. Details by post</i>.'</p> +<br> + +<p class="normal">'Dear! dear!' fussed the Colonel. 'How very sad! What a blow to poor +Mrs. Boynton. She is so tenderhearted, and really, she was almost +unnecessarily interested in that boy.'</p> + +<p class="normal">They all thought of her; even Lewis Gordon, as yielding to that odd +desire to see for oneself which besets us all when bad news comes by +telegram, he sat looking at the flimsy message of evil; yet his first +words were of Rose.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Your daughter will feel it also, sir; feel it very much, I'm afraid.' +Then he paused, to resume in more ordinary tones. 'I had, I think, +better start at once, sir. I can report all along the line, and wire if +your presence seems necessary. I hardly think it will be, and it is +useless inconveniencing yourself for nothing.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Colonel Tweedie bridled. 'I am not accustomed to consider my own +convenience as against the public service'--he was beginning pompously, +when Lewis cut him short.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I'm afraid I wasn't thinking so much of you, sir, as of Miss Tweedie. +This will be a great blow to her.' He thought so honestly, and as he +jolted down the hill in a tonga half an hour afterwards he told himself +he was glad to have escaped the necessity for seeing her grief, even +while he was conscious of a curiosity to know how she would take the +news. There was no such difficulty in imagining Gwen's behaviour. He +could almost see the pretty pathetic face keeping back its tears, and +hear the soft voice saying with a little thrill in it that George was +the nicest, dearest boy she had ever met, and that she would never +forget his kindness and goodness to her--never! never!</p> + +<p class="normal">As he thought of this his expression was not pleasant, for Gwen had, in +his opinion, done her level best to turn the lad's head, and so must +surely know that she was talking bunkum. A man would know it; though +perhaps it was not fair to judge a woman by a man's standard of truth, +and Gwen, doubtless, was as genuine as she knew how to be; as genuine, +anyhow, as Rose Tweedie, with her pretensions of utter indifference to +all sentiment. Well, poor girl! she was face to face with realities +now, for she had certainly cared a good deal for George, even to the +extent of trying to keep him from Gwen's wiles. Poor George! a fine +young fellow, who, for one thing, had been saved a bad heartache.</p> + +<p class="normal">He had intended passing on as quickly as possible to Hodinuggur, but +being delayed by the necessity for settling endless requisitions for +repairs, had barely reached Rajpore ere Dan Fitzgerald returned, +reporting that there was no reason for him to go out. Permanent repair +was impossible till the rains should be over, as every lesser flood +must run down the channel cut out for it by this deluge, and everything +to ensure the further safety of the palace had been done. Barring the +Diwân's tower, there had not after all been much damage, as the jewels +and treasure in the vaults below had been saved: besides, the bumper +crops which would follow on the inundations would more than compensate +for any loss. There was, however, a certain anxiety in Dan's face as he +said this.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Well, even if they were to claim,' replied Lewis complacently, 'the +saving of the Sunowlie bank would be dirt cheap at a few thousands. It +cost us over two lakhs, and I was in an awful funk about it, thinking +we must be too late. I tried to intercept poor George with a wire, +knowing he would take the order quicker as he was already on the way.</p> + +<p class="normal">Dan's whole soul leaped towards the possibility. 'Then he got it after +all. I was wondering----' he paused, angry at his own imprudence.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Wondering what?' asked Lewis impatiently. 'I was going to say I missed +him, and then I didn't see how you could possibly get there in time. By +the way, when did you get my wire?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'About an hour after you sent it off,' said Dan uneasily. He did not +care for Lewis Gordon's sharp, practical eyes on these details.</p> + +<p class="normal">'That is, say, ten o'clock on the morning of the 6th, I suppose. Good +riding, indeed! And that reminds me. The report from the Rajah's +people, which came through your office, says that the water first ran +through the cut about middle day on the 6th. Manifestly impossible. You +had hardly left Hodinuggur. It's a trifle, of course but you had better +stamp on the inaccuracy, and show you are on the watch, or they will go +on to cooking generally.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Yes----,' replied Dan slowly. This simple difficulty in concealing the +discrepancy of time had escaped him before; but he was fully alive to +it now. Most men in his place would have set the question aside, at all +costs, for further consideration, and risked the possible consequences +of the evasion. But Dan's mind was of finer temper; he could trust it +to thrust home at any moment. This is the true test of power, and it is +only the second thoughts of the commonplace which are better than their +first. So he took advantage of the occasion calmly, knowing his man.</p> + +<p class="normal">'But they are right. I did not open the gates. I believe George did, +but even of that I am not sure. However, you shall judge for yourself. +I don't ask for confidence, of course. I haven't the right; but I +expect you will give it all the same.' Then boldly, plainly, yet with +one reservation, he told the tale of what he knew and what he surmised. +George had shot himself--of that there was no doubt. The sluice had +been opened, in his opinion, by treachery, of which George, at Simla, +had received some hint, and which he had arrived too late to prevent; +though this also was mysterious, since the gates had not been opened +till long after George's arrival. The guard at the sluice had been +drowned or had disappeared, and the new Diwân, Khush-hâl, professed +pious ignorance. In fact, only this much was certain, that the Sunowlie +embankment had been saved, that George had taken the responsibility on +himself even to death, and that the flood had made it possible to keep +his memory from stain. For the sake of his friends alone, was not this +desirable? This hint, no more, he gave of the inner tragedy connected +with the locket. Yet as those two men sat looking at each other across +the office-table littered with papers, their thoughts, all unknown to +each other, flew to the one woman; but the memory brought tears to +Dan's dark eyes, and left Lewis's hard as the nether millstone in the +conviction that Gwen was at least morally responsible for George +Keene's death. It came to him as a certainty, and yet a contemptuous +tolerance came with it. She had not meant, of course--women never +did--to play fast and loose with the boy's head. Yet she had done so. +He had spent too much money, he had been careless; honest, perhaps, +though even that might not be so, no one could tell. Why then should +they try to find out now, when it was all irrevocable, when no harm +could come out of silence? And George had been a good sort; too good +for such an end; besides, even for Gwen's sake silence was best. He +felt very bitter against her, very sore; yet such things must not be +said about his future wife as might be said if the truth were really +known.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I suppose it had better remain as it is,' he said at last, moodily. +'Cholera has served its turn in such a case before--one of the +advantages of living in a land of sudden death. Poor George! I daresay +there was treachery.</p> + +<p class="normal">Dan, shading his eyes with his clasped hands, was silent a moment. 'If +there was, he had no part in it. I wonder if you remember a +conversation in the balcony at Hodinuggur about what a man would do in +such a case. "No, you wouldn't, not unless you wanted to be thought +guilty." Do you remember saying that, Gordon?'</p> + +<p class="normal">Lewis nodded; it was not a pleasant memory.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I can't tell you the whole. But I am convinced George shot himself to +save me. He knew'--what, perhaps, you don't--that I was engaged to a +woman----'</p> + +<p class="normal">Gordon pulled some papers towards him impatiently, and took up a pen, +as if to end the subject.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I suppose it is always "<i>cherchez la femme</i>"; yet it does not seem to +me an agreeable factor in existence.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'<i>Cherchez la femme!</i>' echoed Dan. 'Why not? They are our mothers and +sisters, our sweethearts and wives, after all. And have you ever +thought, Gordon, what it must be like to look back over a lifetime, and +see next to nothing that you would rather have left undone? Or, if +you're pious, to take a sort of pride in pillorying yourself for a +cross word or a tarradiddle? There isn't a man in a million with that +record, but half the women one meets--ay! half the women one +patronises--have it. Perhaps it is small blame to anything but fate; +still they have it.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Or think they have--which has the same effect! You remind me of a +countryman of yours, a doctor, I knew once. "The sex," he said, "can't +do wrong, and when it does it's hysteria." However, let us leave that +poor lad to rest in peace; in a way that is more worth than the +happiness of any woman who ever was born. And, look here, make the tale +of reports complete, send them to me, and I'll consign them, dates and +all, to a pigeon-hole. That is the beauty of official mistakes; you +<i>can</i> pigeon-hole them and no one is the wiser, unless, indeed, some +personal motive crops up. But that is not likely. So far as I can see, +it is to no one's interest to make a row--not even if there is a woman +at the bottom of it all.'</p> + +<p class="normal">There was a concentrated bitterness in his tone, due to no cynicism, +but rather to an intensity of pain; for if Rose Tweedie belonged by +birth to that strange latter-day feminine development which +unconsciously sets passion aside both from mind and emotion, and will +none of it spiritually or physically, Lewis belonged to that still +larger class of men who have driven it from the mind: who say openly +that it is despicable; but that the world cannot get on without it; who +insist in a breath in its unworthiness and its necessity. Gwen, he said +to himself after Dan had gone, was very woman, capable of ruining any +man in a week if she chose, and then being sorrowfully surprised at +the result. Still it would be unkind to wound her needlessly by telling +her that result; the more so because she would certainly tell other +people, and Rose Tweedie might break her heart over it. Even if the +pigeon-holed mistake were found out, they might get up a fiction about +the telegram having reached George after all. The compensation might +have to be given; but even in that case he could see no need for raking +up the mud, since the claim would be a just one.</p> + +<p class="normal">Nevertheless a week after, when he and Dan were once more seated +opposite each other at the office-table, he felt vaguely uncomfortable. +For a schedule of the dead lad's debts lay between them ready for the +Administrator-General, and that showed an item of six thousand rupees +borrowed on George's note of hand, backed by some youngsters on the +very day on which he had left Simla.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It was a first holiday, you know,' said Dan regretfully. 'And +Hodinuggur is such a hole. There were the races, you know, +and--and----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'<i>Cherchez la femme</i>,' quoted Lewis; 'I don't blame him, not a bit. But +if there had been an inquiry, Fitzgerald?-----'</p> + +<p class="normal">Dan shook his head and sighed fiercely. 'Yes! I know. For all that, he +was straight--straight as a die! My only regret in keeping the thing +dark is that some one has to go scot-free.'</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_21" href="#div1Ref_21">CHAPTER XXI</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">A shivering woman in one pannier; in the other, such things as a +breathless fugitive can gather together in one hurried half hour. +Between them the hump of a camel, a camel which every instant seems as +if it must split into halves as its long splay legs slither and slide +in the mud that covers all things.</p> + +<p class="normal">Such was the method of Chândni's flight from Hodinuggur. Not a +comfortable one, but under the circumstances necessary; nor was she +altogether unprepared for that necessity. People of her trade know what +to expect when they are attached to petty intriguing courts, where one +ruler's meat is invariably the next ruler's poison. Besides, in this +case she had to reckon on Khush-hâl Beg's anger at the repulse she had +given him on more than one occasion; given him, of course, with a view +to future possibilities with his son Dalel, but that rather increased +than diminished the offence. And now her patron, old Zubr-ul-Zamân, was +dead, Khush-hâl had supreme power, and what was more, three pearls were +amissing from the Hodinuggur necklace; three pearls which could easily +be traced home to her safe keeping, <i>and no further</i>, if needs be. So, +at the first hint of inquiry, Chândni had deemed it wiser to seek the +protection of the only man who knew something--if not all--about the +intrigue which had ended so strangely in Providence setting aside the +necessity for any intrigue at all. If Dalel chose to remain at Simla, +where, no doubt, he was amusing himself hugely, she would not interfere +with his amusements; that had never been her plan. She would only +resume her empire over his weak, worn-out wickedness. And yet the +flight entailed horrible discomfort. The splaying camel was to her what +a bad passage across the channel is to a fashionable lady, and as she +clutched wildly at the sides of the pannier, she decided that life was +not long enough for a repetition of such experience. If she returned to +Hodinuggur at all, it must be in a position which would ensure a +different style of locomotion. Even the night journey by rail, cooped +up behind iron bars in the wild-beast-cage-like compartment, labelled +in three languages for 'modest women,' was, in comparison, comfort +itself. Huddled up decently into a shapeless white bundle, she could at +least think over the odd turn affairs had taken, and make up her mind +what had best be done. The first thing, of course, was to bring Dalel +to her heel. That ought not to be difficult, for though--the water +having been procured--he might, like his father, find it convenient to +underrate her services in the matter, she had one or two good cards to +play in her adversary's strong suits which might with care save the +trick. At any rate they ought to prevent any reckless disregard of her +claims. First, they wanted the pearls back, and now that the Diwân was +dead, she was the only person who could tell them the ins and outs of +that transaction. Next, they wanted payment of the heavy <i>douceur</i> +promised by the Rajah for good offices in making it possible for the +water to irrigate that basin of alluvial soil to the south. But here +again now that the Diwân was dead, they would find difficulty in +proving that anything had been done--that the flood was not responsible +for all, unless she chose to help them with her evidence.</p> + +<p class="normal">For the rest, give her Dalel and a bottle of champagne to herself for +one hour. If in that space he did not come back, as he had done a dozen +times before, to her empire of evil, she would have none of him. He +would be dead to all she had to offer in fullest perfection. He would +be beyond her influence, as it were, and so useless for her purpose. +She was not going to marry a fool in order to wear a veil and live with +a lot of women.</p> + +<p class="normal">By this time two coolies were carrying her up the hill from Solon, in a +thing like a bird-cage slung on poles; so small, so square, that she +had to sit in it cross-legged and bolt upright. But though she could +not sleep, even with the aid of opium, and though the hill-sides, after +the first rush of the rains, were clothed with tinted blossoms, and the +winding valleys green as emeralds with young rice, Chândni never parted +the thick patchwork curtains shrouding her from the public gaze, until +the setting down of the dhooli warned her of an opportunity for a +gossip and a pipe. Then her feet came over the side with a challenging +clash of their silver bells, and a quick stir run round the sleepy, +sun-sodden stage where travellers, and coolies, and sweetmeat sellers +lay huddled together in the shade. Even the cowboy driving his cattle +from the bales of fodder on their way up for the sahib-logue's ponies, +paused to look at her with a grin, while his beasts ate on. The bees +were flitting from flower to flower, a golden oriole flashed through +the green transparency of the walnut-trees, and below the branches the +great emerald hearts of the yam leaves outlined themselves against the +sapphire distance of the valley, which was divided from the sapphire +distance of the sky by the glittering pearly spikelets of the snowy +range. Sapphires and pearls echoed and re-echoed in ever-receding +distance by the white clouds dividing one sea of ether from another.</p> + +<p class="normal">But in all this world there was nothing worth a look, apparently, save +Chândni, the courtesan, swinging her silver anklets over the edge of a +dhooli; to judge at any rate by those human eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">She did not go straight to her destination, but paused at a house in +the bazaar where such as she were all too welcome. There was never any +mincing of words or thoughts with Chândni. To one end she had been born +a courtesan, and to this end she lived to the best of her ability. So +she paused to clothe herself in clean clear muslins, and hang great +garlands of tuberose and jasmine about the column of her massive +throat; to redden her lips, and give a deeper shadow to her eyes; +looking at herself the while in the thumb-mirror worn on her left hand. +No more, no less intent upon appearing at her best than many a person +who has not been born to that end; many a decent, respectable person, +who would be dreadfully shocked at having her innocent half hour before +the cheval-glass evened to Chândni's most reprehensible occupation. +Perhaps the difference lies in the size of the mirrors; at any rate it +is not palpably apparent elsewhere.</p> + +<p class="normal">Mirza Dalel Beg was living, she knew, in a European house, as the upper +ten of natives love to do. Why, is, in five cases out of six, a +mystery. The sixth, no doubt, has acquired exotic tastes; the remaining +five, no doubt, consider it good style to pretend them. So, after +paying roundly for the privilege of toilet-sets and dinner-services, +they prefer the water-carrier with his skin bag to a lavatory, and a +big platter on the floor to all the neatly-laid dining-tables in +creation.</p> + +<p class="normal">A curious example of the fascination which useless comforts have for +some people came to light during one of the many Embassies from Cabul +which British diplomacy, or the want of it, has inveigled into India. +During its stay there, district-officers were instructed to provide the +whole horde of barbarians with house-room in European fashion so as to +avoid invidious distinctions. As a rule, the local Parsee was invited +to furnish a requisite number of empty houses with the necessary repp +curtains, French clocks, Britannia-metal teapots, and German prints, +needed for the night's hospitality. Next day, so runs the tale, there +never was a soup-plate to be found. Occasionally the guests packed up a +French clock; once, it is affirmed, a sponge-bath went amissing, but +unless they ate them, that Embassy must have gone back to Cabul with +some hundreds of dozens of soup-plates stowed away among the official +presents of watches that won't go, and guns that won't fire; and soup +is not a national dish in Afghanistan.</p> + +<p class="normal">So Dalel Beg had rented a house which he got cheap, because three of +its previous tenants had died of typhoid fever. It was a pretty place +enough, shut in somewhat by the ravines which furrow the lower part of +the ridge, but with an outlook beautiful beyond belief over the plains. +The single dahlias--refuse run wild from many a garden above--found +foothold in every cranny of the rocks, and great sheets of morning +glories climbed over the broken rails fencing the narrow path from the +steep declivity, which seemed to leap at one bound to the pale blue of +the valley below. Chândni, stepping out of her dhooli, looked at it all +distastefully, reached forth a strong, ring-bedecked hand, appropriated +a yellow dahlia, which she stuck behind her ear, and called. Then the +bells clashed again as she walked with a free step over to the verandah +of the house, raised the chick, and looked in, while the dhooli-bearers +squatted down beside the railings, and apparently resumed a +conversation begun in the bazaar. For the rest, sunshine and silence.</p> + +<p class="normal">Chândni, dazzled by the glare outside, could at first see nothing +clearly; the room, though to her unaccustomed eyes crammed full of +useless things, seemed empty of what she sought. Then suddenly there +came a shrill, unformed voice--</p> + +<p class="normal">'Go away! We don't want you. Mam-ma, send her away. Go, I tell you! The +Mirza is married now; I am his wife.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The girl who came forward was not more than fifteen by the look of her, +with a frizz of hot-pressed light hair over her forehead, and a skin +which gave one the impression of being bleached, perhaps because of the +coal-black eyes set in the narrow sharp face; yet with a certain +attractiveness about the figure, dressed as it was in the height of +fashion, with sleeves to the ears, and a waist requiring the surgical +bandage of folded silk to prevent it from breaking in two.</p> + +<p class="normal">His wife! Chândni, from her full height and magnificent development, +looked at her as distastefully as she had looked at the view from the +terrace. Neither were to her liking: they both appealed too much to the +imagination. This other woman who came in answer to the call was +better, though past her prime and pulpy; drowsy, too, from the snooze +she had been enjoying on the sofa. Still with a torrent of capable, +tell-tale abuse for the intruder.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Ari!' laughed Chândni contemptuously, when the fat lady paused for +breath. 'So thou too hast been of the bazaar? But I want not thee, or +that half-fledged thing who calls herself a wife. I want Dalel--where +is he?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Mamma!' cried the unformed voice in English, breaking down over its +own feeble passion. 'Send her away, I tell you! The Mirza will be back +soon, and she must not be here. Don't fool with words. Call the +servants. <i>Ai! budzart!</i> (base-born). I will throw you down the <i>khud</i>! +(hill-side).'</p> + +<p class="normal">Chândni laughed again--laughed louder as, in response to the girl's +cry, a face showed itself behind her.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Salaam, oh <i>bhai</i>! (brother),' she said, nodding her head at the +new-comer. 'Ah! 'tis thou, Mohammed? look you, this image saith she +will fling me down the <i>khud</i>. If it came to force, my pigeon, I know +which would have the Mirza; but I will not fight for him thus, he is +not worth it. So, he fancies thee? God help him. Sure, thy mother is +the better woman.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Come, come, mother Chândni,' urged the servant in response to shrill +commands. 'This is no place for thee now. These are mem's. And he hath +married her,' he went on fast and low. 'Yea! 'tis true, the <i>nikka</i> +hath been read, so abuse is vain. Come, thou canst see him elsewhere.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Nay! I will see him here--here with his mem,' retorted Chândni airily. +Then she turned swiftly on the elder woman, who, going to the door, was +about to call for further assistance. 'What harm shall I do thee, fool, +who art as I am with a piebald skin, or as this one, who would be as I +am had God made her a woman. Lo! ask thy servants who Chândni the +courtesan is, and what she has been, ay! and will be--if she chooses.'</p> + +<p class="normal">It was an odd scene. The room decorated into bastard civilisation; the +girl depending on a lack of pigment in her skin for all her claims to +mem-ship, that being the only trace of her unknown European father; the +mother without even this distinction, yet clinging to her taint of +'Western blood, as to a patent of nobility; clinging to it farcically, +in fringe and furbelow, in fashion generally. Before them, as it were, +against them, stood Chândni, in her trailing white Delhi draperies and +massive garlands, a figure which might have served as model for some of +those strange solemn-eyed statues, half Greek, half Indian, which are +found buried in the sand-hills of the frontier. There was a little +crowd of dark expectant faces at the door now, towards which she nodded +familiarly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Go back! oh brothers! I do no harm. 'Tis not my way with women folk. I +wait the Mirza's return. Then, if I am not wanted, I will go. Lo! +Chândni the courtesan hath no need to keep a man in a leash; she hath +no need to have the <i>nikka</i> read, my little pigeon, as thou hast. Ari! +so the pictures in the papers Dalel used to bring me are true, and 'tis +a beauty to have no body and a big head.</p> + +<p class="normal">Beatrice Norma Elflida D'Eremao, presently her Highness Mrs. Dalel Beg, +gave a little scream of rage, and stamped her tiny high-heeled shoes +upon the floor. Mrs. Lily Violet D'Eremao, her mother, known in her +time by many a <i>sobriquet</i> until she settled down to sobriety and the +education of a fair daughter, screamed too, in voluble abuse; but they +were both quite helpless before the white-robed figure standing between +them and the sunlight with a laugh on its red lips, which did not leave +them when into the midst of the scene came Dalel Beg, got up in his +dandy riding gear; only the folded pugree remaining to tell the tale of +his birth. Perhaps because the ideas within the head it covered needed +some such excuse for their existence. His face was hideous in its sheer +malice, livid, not with passion or fear, but from that hatred of +opposition which belonged to his race. And Chândni, recognising this, +swept him a low salaam, graceful to the uttermost curve of each finger, +a salaam which would have made Turveydrop die of envy, a salaam such as +one sees once or twice in a lifetime. A minute before she might have +given it in derision; now she yielded it to the lingering majesty in +this pitiful representative of a long line of tyrants.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Long life attend my lord,' she said, in those liquid tones of set +ceremony, which her class pride themselves on acquiring. And even among +them Chândni had a silver tongue: none near her, so the report ran.</p> + +<p class="normal">Dalel Beg's eyes saw, his ears heard. They would not refuse their +wonted office, and yet as he took a step nearer, he raised the hunting +crop he held.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Go!' he cried. 'Go! Mohammed! Fuggu--turn this scum of the bazaars +from the door.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Which scum of the bazaars?' she asked coolly. 'This--or that?'</p> + +<p class="normal">It was not scorn exactly, it was an indifferent contempt which seemed +to leave no denial possible, and which held action arrested.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Which is it to be, Mirza sahib?' she asked again, crossing swiftly to +where the girl stood as if to measure her height against that small +insignificant figure. 'There is not much to choose between us, except +in the outside--and thou hast eyes!'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Fuggu! Mohammed! Dittu! Scoundrels, turn her out! call the Kotwâl! +Turn her out, I say!' shrieked the Mirza, fast loosing all dignity in a +sort of animal admiration for this woman, who, he knew, would come back +to him at a word. A word he dare not give,--which he did not wish to +give, as yet.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Softly! softly! oh, my brothers,' came that liquid voice. 'There is no +need to touch Chândni the courtesan. The master hath his right, and I +will go. I only ask a word, and sure my words are better for the ear +than theirs.'</p> + +<p class="normal">It was incontestably true, for mother and daughter were now at the +highest pitch of the Eurasian accent aggravated by hysterics, and the +men stood uncertain, siding, every one of them, with that which was +familiar.</p> + +<p class="normal">'The word is this,' she went on boldly, 'I have done my part. Is there +to be payment?'</p> + +<p class="normal">Dalel's face lost its last trace of dignity and settled down into mere +spite.</p> + +<p class="normal">'So! it is payment. Lo! mother-in-law, hold thy peace! 'Tis nothing but +a bad debt, a debt without a bond! Payment! Go, fool, and ask it of the +old man--the old devil who was drowned. Ask not here--here we need all +the money we can get.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Then in his delight and content in this opportunity for malice, he +forgot a suspicion of fear which had been with him hitherto, and +turned to the girl with a leer and a laugh: 'Aha! we want the <i>oof</i> +ourself, don't we, Tricks? Lo! I give you gold watch and chain to-day. +I give you gold bangle to-morrow, if you're good girl. But that +one--nothing--nothing.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He echoed the last words jeeringly in Hindustani, cutting with his whip +towards Chândni as one cuts at a dog to frighten it from the room. +Perhaps he was nearer than he thought; anyhow, the uttermost end of +lash touching the silver bells on her ankle set them jingling. A slight +thing to make two women cease their cries, and half a dozen men or more +hold their breath involuntarily; yet it did, commanding silence for +that clear voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Lo! thou hast given me something, oh Mizra Dalel Beg! which no man +hath given before to Chândni the courtesan. It is enough. I go.'</p> + +<p class="normal">So far dignity went with her. But at the door she turned to give the +women back in kind and with interest the abuse which they had given to +her. Even with a despicable cheat like the Mirza, there was a +reputation to keep up--he was at least the descendant of worthy men who +had done their best for such as she; but with those two women, even as +herself, but without her claims, why should she be silent?</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet ere she was half-way back to the bazaar she had forgotten them and +their abuse; forgotten everything save that clash of the silver bells. +That was an end--an end for ever to Dalel. In a way she was glad, for +he was unendurable when sober, and not much better when he was drunk. +Now nothing remained save the necessity for compensation and revenge. +If the Moghuls would not pay, there were others who would. The mem, for +instance, who had taken the pearls. And those who had spread it abroad +that the little sahib had died in his bed, they would not care to have +their truth impugned. They had bribed the servants no doubt, the Diwân +was dead, and they had held the water sufficient inducement for the +others. But she? She had had nothing, and she meant to have something. +And then when she had got her money's worth for silence, she would go +and sell that silence to the Rajah, unless indeed by that time the +Moghuls had bidden higher for her speech. Without her evidence the +question as to whether the bribe were honestly due for favours done +could not be settled. She would begin with the mem; not by demanding +money, but the pearls, since most likely they had been disposed of and +the difficulty of getting hold of them again would, as it were, +increase her power of screw. If at the end of a month the sahib-logues +defied her, she would offer her silence or her speech to the highest +bidder, and give her evidence for either. After that, a merry life, +even if it had to be a short one; for the mere taste of comparative +freedom she had had that morning in the wooden house in the Simla +bazaar, had aroused the old reckless instincts, and before the evening +was over the news that Chândni, singer and dancer from Delhi, had come +to the place, was on the tip of every native's tongue.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_22" href="#div1Ref_22">CHAPTER XXII</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Mrs. Boynton had behaved very much as Lewis Gordon had anticipated on +hearing of George Keene's sudden death from cholera. She had wept +honest tears over the dear lad, even while she could not help feeling +happier than she had done for months; happier because of the flood +which had come and gone, sweeping away with it all her difficulties, +all her troubles. Yet it brought her one unavailing regret that she +should so unnecessarily have put the bitter pain of hearing her +confession into those last days, and that he should have gone down to +his death not thinking ill of her exactly--the dear lad would never +have done that--but hurt, disappointed, unhappy. She would have liked +him to have seen a certain letter which lay in a drawer of her +writing-table. A letter addressed, sealed, stamped, ready for sending, +which she had only kept back one day. Only one; yet, but for that lucky +chance it might have fallen into Dan's hands while George was ill and +brought needless pain into another kind heart; for there was, thank +heaven! no more need for humiliation and confession and promises of +restitution. She had torn open the letter in order to read it again, +and had been quite satisfied with its straightforward avowal of +responsibility and firm intention, should difficulties arise, of taking +the whole blame on herself. Then she had put it away again as a +perpetual witness to her repentance and amendment. And surely these +virtues had a right to forgiveness? One person, she knew, would do more +than forgive if he knew all, and this conviction joined to the sense of +loss which his prolonged absence from her environment always produced +in Gwen Boynton made her think very tenderly of Dan, who wrote her such +kind, sympathetic letters from Hodinuggur about the dear lad. He was +not jealous, and full of evil imaginings like Lewis, whose temper had +certainly not been improved by his visit to the plains. Though she did +not consciously feel the need of something stronger than the cousinly +affection she had for him, there is no doubt that the shock of her own +lapses from strict honesty, joined to that of George Keene's sudden +death, had made her disinclined for final decision; so the fact that +Dan would, from pressure of work, be unable to get leave that year, and +Lewis, from the same cause, was not likely to be urgent in love-making, +suited her capitally. She would have time to recover her tone. To this +end she proceeded, with a curious strength of purpose, to dismiss the +nightmare of the past from her mind. It was over. What had been, had +been. She would 'reach out to the things which were before'; no! not +reach out! She would not again be premature; she would let fate and +luck have their say to the full.</p> + +<p class="normal">One small fact showed her state of mind exactly. She dismissed her +ayah, giving her as a parting present most of the articles which +Manohar Lâl had forced her into buying from him. The woman sulked, yet +held her tongue, no doubt knowing through her patron, the jeweller, +that so far as he was concerned the mem was safe; besides, when all was +said and done, the bucksheesh was sufficient; under no circumstances +could more have been expected. So, on the whole, life went quite +smoothly in the pretty little drawing-room where poor young George had +sat with his head on the table dazed and stunned by his bitter pain.</p> + +<p class="normal">Over the way, however, in Colonel Tweedie's house, things were +different. Lewis Gordon, up to the ears in endless calculations, yet +found time to notice that grief suited Rose very ill. And grief, +forsooth, for a boy who had not cared a pin for her, who had run into +debt, and gambled and lost his head completely over another woman; who, +if the truth were known, had shot himself because--to take the most +charitable view of the matter--he had not the pluck to bear +disappointment. Naturally a young fellow felt being fooled--more or +less--by a woman, because certain instincts were the strongest a +man had--as a man. But one expected something more--or less--in a +gentleman. And there was Miss Tweedie, who depended for attractiveness +on the <i>beauté du diable</i>, looking pale and worn, over a mere +sentimentalism; for she herself would be the first to deny that she had +been what he, Lewis, would call 'in love' with George. Finally, though +he, knowing to the full Gwen's responsibility for the boy's suicide, +had every right, if he chose, to be hard on his cousin, why should this +girl, who knew nothing, stand aloof and show her disapproval so +plainly?</p> + +<p class="normal">'You don't understand girls,' said Gwen easily, in reply to some hints +of his to this effect. 'Dear Rose can't help huffing me at present. I +should feel the same, I'm sure, towards any one who had, to my mind, +stood between me and my dear dead.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Lewis shifted irritably in his chair, and wished to goodness she would +talk sense.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Sense! Why, you yourself are always blaming me in your heart because +that poor boy thought me the most perfect woman in the world! You know +you are! As if it was my fault. As if I ever encouraged such an idea in +any one, or set up for being perfection.'</p> + +<p class="normal">It was true enough. She never posed as anything but a woman <i>pur et +simple</i>. That was one of her charms in his eyes, and the injustice of +cavilling at what he really liked made him say more gently--</p> + +<p class="normal">'I don't suppose you could help it, dear; and perhaps Miss Tweedie +can't either. I don't pretend to understand women--have enough to do in +trying to understand the atrocious English men put into their reports. +But I wish you could come over sometimes as you used to do. The girl +oughtn't to be allowed to eat nothing and grow so disagreeably thin.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Gwen gave an odd laugh. 'Well, I'll invite myself to luncheon +to-morrow. It is bad for the girl--and so useless, into the bargain.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The common-sense of the last remark lingered in Lewis Gordon's mind +comfortably as he went home. In more ways than one it was quite useless +to dwell on George Keene's unfortunate death. No doubt Rose, if she +knew all, would judge Gwen very harshly, and not only Gwen, but those +who, knowing what they did, went on as if nothing had happened; but +Rose Tweedie, the fates be praised, was not his judge.</p> + +<p class="normal">And yet when he passed the window of her room on his way to his own, +she was in sober truth sitting in judgment on the figure she saw for a +second between the draped curtains. He had been over as usual to Mrs. +Boynton's--to the woman who had been the last to see George Keene, and +who would say so little of that interview; the woman who no doubt was +to blame if, as her father said, George had run into debt, and gambled, +and lost his head. Lewis must know all this, perhaps more, yet he went +on approvingly. By and by he would marry this woman--for they were +engaged, of course, even now. Was not that enough to make any one +unhappy who cared for him as she cared? Rose leant forward over the +book her eyes were studying, and tried hard to bend her mind also to +its consideration.</p> + +<p class="normal">Despite these thoughts she received Mrs. Boynton on the next day +without a sign of disapproval; for Rose, like most unmarried girls at +the head of a house, was intensely proud of her position. In society, +if she did not care to speak to Gwen, she would not speak; if she did +not care to have her in the house she would not ask her; but if she +came, as she did now, uninvited, she was nothing more nor less than a +guest to be treated as a guest should be treated. Perhaps Lewis Gordon +had an inkling as to the cause of her graciousness, but Colonel Tweedie +saw nothing but a renewal of those amenities the loss of which he had +helplessly deplored during the past fortnight. It had put him out +terribly, and left him completely puzzled as to its cause. Certainly +not to any change in his mind, for the coolness had checked a steadily +growing conviction that he would not only like, but that he also ought, +to ask Mrs. Boynton to marry him. Rose was too much alone; she brooded, +as the former had kindly pointed out, over life, and fancied herself in +love with subordinates. She was too sensible for that sort of thing to +be real, but the constant companionship of a woman of the world was a +necessity to a young girl. It is surprising how many second marriages +are inspired by sensible considerations; still more surprising why such +prudence should then be thought virtuous, moral, blameless, yet be +deemed <i>anathema maranatha</i> in first marriages. There are some things +which, as Dundreary said, 'no fellow can find out,' and one is the +curious ethical code which has quite obscured the real issues of +marriage, and made it possible for quick-witted husbands and wives to +quarrel desperately with each other about things that have nothing to +do with the tie between them. Colonel Tweedie, however, treated his +secondary reasons with the greatest respect, and beamed pompously round +the luncheon table as he announced his infinite regret that the duties +of his responsible position made it necessary for him to leave such +pleasant company sooner than he would otherwise have done. Mrs. +Boynton, however, would readily understand that Councils of State were +paramount to the public servant. Whereupon Gwen, after her fashion, +took the edge off his anguish by saying that she also had to be at home +early, seeing she had promised to interview some dreadful Madrassee +creature who had been recommended to her as an ayah.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Why did you send old Fuzli away?' asked Rose suddenly. They had risen +as they were speaking, and she had been standing by the window +listening with a certain weariness in her face to her father's ornate +regrets.</p> + +<p class="normal">'The old reason, "<i>I do not like thee, Dr. Fell</i>,"' laughed Gwen. 'I +suppose it is very illogical--therefore, as Lewis would say, very +womanly'--but I can't help disliking my world by instinct.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'That is monstrously unkind,' broke in the Colonel, eager as a boy over +the opportunity, 'when your world can't help doing the reverse.' There +is something very satisfactory apparently in a compliment to the person +who makes it, and the Colonel felt and looked quite lighthearted over +his.</p> + +<p class="normal">'When you have got rid of us all, Miss Tweedie,' said Lewis Gordon in a +low tone which yet covered Gwen's little laugh, 'you should go out and +have a jolly ride. I'm not using Bronzewing--she frets at waiting--so +she is at your service, if you care----' he paused in quick surprise--</p> + +<p class="normal">Such a very little thing upsets a woman's balance at times; and +Bronzewing had been the one subject over which she and Lewis had never +quarrelled since the day of his accident. It was foolish, but the look +on her face made him turn hastily from the window to his cousin, and +catch at the first thing likely to give the girl time to recover +herself.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I believe your ayah's coming here, Gwen; at least I see one of those +little covered dhoolies descending from your house, and if there are to +be <i>purda-nishin</i> women about, sir, it is time we men were going.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Don't be ridiculous, Lewis. It is somebody going to pay a visit to the +khansaman's wife. The ayah wouldn't be <i>purdah</i>, and she wouldn't dare +to come here; and if she did, I am not going to make a zenana out of +Colonel Tweedie's drawing-room.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'But you could go into Rose's sitting-room, of course,' protested the +Colonel; 'couldn't she, dear?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'But indeed, good people,' began Gwen, laughing, 'it can't----'</p> + +<p class="normal">Just then a servant, entering stolidly, announced a woman waiting to +see Mem Boynton sahib.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I told you so,' cried Lewis joyfully, 'and, as a matter of fact, we +ought to be off, sir. It will take us a good twenty minutes to the +Secretariat.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Show the woman into the Miss Sahib's office,' cried the Colonel +fussily. 'Rose, my dear----'</p> + +<p class="normal">But the girl had taken the opportunity of escaping through the open +French window.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Please don't mind,' said Mrs. Boynton. 'I know my way about this +house--at any rate I ought to, seeing how hospitable and good you have +been always. Good-bye. I hope your interview will prove more pleasant +than mine is likely to be.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Their ponies were waiting, and she stayed to see them start and give a +parting nod as they rounded the last visible turn of the path leading +to the Mall. Gwen always added these pleasant friendly touches to the +bareness and business of life. They came to her by instinct, and she +herself felt cold and cheerless without them.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then, very well satisfied with herself, she crossed the long matted +passage which ran from end to end of the house, separating the portion +Colonel Tweedie reserved for his own use from that occupied by the +office. Here, beside her father's private room, was Rose's little +study, and beyond that again Lewis Gordon's quarters and the big glazed +verandah where the clerks sat designing. It was quite a small room, +and, as Mrs. Boynton entered it, seemed to her over full of perfume, +possibly from the vase full of wild turk's-cap lilies on the table. The +window was shut too, and Gwen as she made her way to the most +comfortable chair, with scarcely a glance at the white-robed figure +standing in the shadow of the curtains, gave a quick yet languid order +to set the glazed doors wide open.</p> + +<p class="normal">'They are best shut if the Huzoor does not mind. I have that to say +which requires caution.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Those round, suave tones, with almost the nightingale thrill in them +belonged to no ayah, surely! Gwen looked round hastily. That was no +ayah's figure either, tall, supple, unabashed. Instinctively the +Englishwoman stood up and confronted her visitor, more curious than +alarmed. Even to that ignorance of native life which is so typical of +the mem-sahib--an ignorance not altogether to be deprecated--the +woman's trade was unmistakable. That was writ large in the trimness and +cleanliness, the spotless white, the chaplets of flowers, the scent of +musk and ambergris filling the room; all the more reason for surprise +at her presence there. Yet, even so, curiosity outweighed indignation +and resentment in Gwen's cold questioning.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Who are you? What do you want?'</p> + +<p class="normal">The answer came quick, so quickly that it left the hearer with that +breathless sense of pained relief that the worst is over, which comes +with the clean sharp cut of a surgeon's knife.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I am Chândni of Delhi. I want the Hodinuggur pearls which the Huzoor +took out of the Ayôdhya pot.'</p> + +<p class="normal">There was no mincing of the matter here; none of that beating about the +bush which, as a rule, Gwen loved. Yet the directness did not displease +her; it seemed to rouse in her a novel combativeness, taking form in +similar effrontery and cool assertion.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I don't know what you are talking about,' she said indifferently, 'and +I don't want you. Go!'</p> + +<p class="normal">Her Hindustani, though limited, was of the imperative order and suited +the occasion; yet it evoked one of Chândni's shrill mocking laughs.</p> + +<p class="normal">'The mem sahiba mistakes. She is not as I am, a daughter of the +bazaars, and if it comes to words Chândni hath two to her one. So I +come quietly to ask reasonably for my rights; not to dispute after the +manner of my kind. There is no need to tell the mem sahiba the story. +She remembers it perfectly. She knows it all as well as I. But this she +does not know: The pearls are mine, and I will have them back, or their +price in revenge.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I think you are mad!' cried Gwen more hastily. 'Go! go instantly, or I +will call the servants.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'That were not wise! Lo! I know all about the papers of safety, which +Manohar Lâl gave in exchange for the little sahib's rupees. But the +pearls went not once, but twice.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Twice!' The involuntary echo had a surprise in it which angered the +courtesan.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Yes, twice! The mem knows that as well as I do. The Ayôdhya pot----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Was stolen from me in the palace,' put in Gwen; 'you stole it, I dare +say.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Again Chândni laughed. 'If I did, what then? The mem got it again and +sent it back through the post for more pearls. But we did not send it +thus; we sent it by the little sahib, who gave it to the mem, and she +sent the key in return. The papers are about the first pearls. These +are the second, and there is no safety paper about them.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'It is not true!--it is a lie--he never took them--he never gave them +to me,' cried Gwen, her courage, oddly enough, failing before what was +to her an absolutely novel and unfounded accusation. 'I will not +listen! Go! or I will call.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Chândni took a step nearer, lowering her voice. 'What! wouldst let the +truth be known; when thou canst conceal it--for ever! Give me the +pearls and no one shall know--no one shall cast dirt on the mem, and on +the little sahib--no one shall know how he took the bribes for you--no +one shall know thou didst beguile him as men are beguiled.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I--I did not--it is a lie, I----' faltered Gwen, falling back till +Chândni's hand closed like a vice on her wrist.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Wah! What use to deny it to me? Do I not know the trick? A word, a +look, no more. What! do men send bullets through their hearts as Keene +sahib did for no cause? Ari, sister! we know better.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The jeering comradeship was too much for caution even though the story +of poor George's death passed by her as a wanton lie. Gwen, struggling +madly, gave one scream after another for help, and, breaking from her +persecutor, turned to fly. At the same moment Rose, who had been into +her father's study for a book, burst through the door and stood +bewildered at the scene.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Send her away! She tells lies--lies about me and George--lies about +everything. Oh! have her sent away, Rose. Please send her away.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The girl, clasping the hands with which Gwen clung to her, turned on +the intruder angrily, and an indescribable hardness and contempt came +to her face, as she took in the meaning of the figure and its dress.</p> + +<p class="normal">'How dare you come here? Go this instant! Put on your veil, hide +yourself, and go! Impertinent! Shameless!'</p> + +<p class="normal">There was no answering laugh now. 'The Huzoor speaks truth,' replied +the courtesan quietly. 'I have no business here. I came but to see the +mem, bethinking me she might listen better in the house of those who +were friends to the little sahib----'</p> + +<p class="normal">But Gwen's immediate terror had passed, leaving her face to face with +future fears.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Don't listen, Rose!' she interrupted in English. 'You should never +listen to what women of that sort say about any one. She frightened me +at first with her lies, but the wisest plan is to send her away. I'll +call a servant.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Chândni, listening to the quick whisper, smiled.</p> + +<p class="normal">'The mem sahiba wants silence,' she said, nodding her head; but silence +is ever unsafe unless tongues are tied. And mine will wag if not here, +elsewhere, unless I get the Ayôdhya pot.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Rose gave a quick exclamation, but Gwen's hand was on her arm, her +voice full of passionate entreaty.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Don't, Rose! don't speak to her. I can tell you all. It is all lies; +some rigmarole declaring that after the pot had been stolen at +Hodinuggur it was sent back to me here at Simla, and that I returned it +again. There isn't a word of truth in it; I never----'</p> + +<p class="normal">But the girl set aside her detaining hand with an impatient gesture, +and crossed to where Chândni stood watching them.</p> + +<p class="normal">'You have made a mistake,' came the clear unfaltering voice. 'The +Ayôdhya pot was not sent to the mem sahiba, it was sent to me; and it +was I who returned it. What then?'</p> + +<p class="normal">The frank admission brought a curiously similar expression to those two +listening faces; it seemed to leave both, abashed, uncertain, so that +Rose had to repeat her clear question before it gained reply.</p> + +<p class="normal">'What then?' echoed the courtesan at last, somewhat sulkily. 'How can I +tell if this be so; and if it be so, how can I tell what came? Only +this I do know: the pot went to Keene sahib the day he left. He gave it +to some one. Let that some one answer. I care not who 'tis, so I have +my pearls that were hidden in the pot.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Pearls! There were no pearls in it when it came to me,' cried Rose +quickly; then remembering the jagged edge of clay she had noticed +inside, she turned to Gwen: 'Did you notice anything like a false +bottom when you had it before?'</p> + +<p class="normal">The face into which she looked paled. 'You don't understand!' said Gwen +petulantly; 'the woman says that these pearls were put there after it +was stolen, so how could I notice anything when I tell you I never saw, +never heard of it again? I told the woman so just now. I will tell her +again before you! then I must, I will have her sent away, she has no +business here.'</p> + +<p class="normal">But Chândni's recklessness had grown. 'I care not who has them. See! +there are three of us here in this room who have handled the pot. Let +her who hath it and its hoard speak truth, and save the little sahib. +For he had it, sure enough; of that there is proof.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Three of us!' repeated Rose absently, as if struck by a thought. Then +obeying a sudden impulse, she went over to a portfolio standing in one +corner of the room. 'You mistake,' she continued, her eyes full on the +courtesan. 'There are not three, but four of us. Look! Keene sahib +painted that.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Chândni fell back, averting her face from the portrait of Azîzan, which +Rose placed against an easel on the table.</p> + +<p class="normal">'The evil eye! the evil eye! God save us from the witch,' she muttered, +thrusting out her right hand in that two-fingered gesture which is used +against a baleful glance in both East and West. But Gwen pressing +closer looked at the picture with a dawning light of relieved +comprehension in her face.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Did he paint that--how pretty it is! And it explains--it +explains--a--a great deal. He gave her the pot, I suppose--Well! it is +a pity, but one ought not to be----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Ought not to be what?' interrupted Rose fiercely, with a fine scorn in +her face, scarcely less concealed than the contempt with which she +turned to the other woman.</p> + +<p class="normal">'You both seem to know or understand this picture better than I do,' +she said superbly. 'Perhaps you can tell me whom it represents?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'My dear Rose,' expostulated Gwen, aside; 'don't for pity's sake ask +that creature. What would your father say if he knew? You may mix +yourself up----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Whose picture is it, I ask?' repeated Rose, unheeding. Then in the +silence of Chândni's smile, and Gwen's frown, she turned passionately +to the portrait itself. 'Why don't you speak and shame them? You look +as if you could tell the truth, and if he made you so, it was true!' +The very vehemence of her own fanciful appeal imposed on her, and she +paused as if waiting a reply. It came with a laugh from Chândni.</p> + +<p class="normal">'She was another of the little sahib's friends. The miss saith true. +There are three of them here. Which will give back the pearls and save +him?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Save him from what?' cried Rose, disregarding Gwen's appeals for her +to leave the mad woman to the servants. 'What has Keene sahib done that +you can dare to threaten?'</p> + +<p class="normal">The girl's bitter contempt roused all Chândni's savageness. After all +she was the mistress, and this girl, despite her courage, in her power +too; and what is more she should learn it.</p> + +<p class="normal">'From what? from the shame which comes to the sahib-logue when their +pretence of honesty is found out--from the shame of having friends--the +shame of taking jewels for those friends--the shame of being untrue to +salt--Ask the mem how 'tis done, she knows--the shame of sending the +key of the sluice-gate so that the water----'</p> + +<p class="normal">Her voice had risen with each sentence; now it ended in a gasp and a +gurgle.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Open the door, please,' said Rose to Mrs. Boynton, who gasped also in +the intense surprise of the girl's swift action. 'Don't struggle, +fool!' she went on in the same hard tone, only the dead whiteness of +her face and a catch as she drew breath telling of the wild passion +surging in her veins. 'I won't choke you if you hold your tongue.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Once before Chândni had felt a girl's grip on her throat; a hot, +straining grip. This was neither. It was the grip of a strong healthy +hand made vigorous by constant use. Those fierce fights over bat and +ball with the dead lad had had their share in the sheer muscle of her +defence of him, before which Chândni's large softness gave way, leaving +her not even a slandering tongue.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Put the veil over her face, please! I won't even have it known who +dared to come here!' continued the girl, forcing the woman backwards +step by step till they reached the door. Then she pushed her from it +magnificently. 'Now go! and tell what lies you like elsewhere.'</p> + +<p class="normal">But her face changed as she turned when the door was closed and bolted +to Gwen Boynton.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Is it true? For God's sake tell me if there is a word of truth in it, +and I will find the money.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Gwen dissolved into helpless tears at once; tears at once of vague +remorse, and a very real sense of injustice. 'True! oh, Rose, how can +you ask? Of course it isn't true. I wouldn't have done it for the +world. Indeed and indeed I never saw the Ayôdhya pot again, and I don't +believe George did. He was the soul of honour, and so good--so good to +me. It is all wicked, wicked lies, unless, indeed, that girl--but +there, I daresay she was bad like that horrid creature. Perhaps they +stole the pot between them and are now trying to blackmail us.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Stole the pot!' repeated Rose slowly, for the first time remembering +her dream on the night of the storm at Hodinuggur. 'Yes! that is +possible, and yet----.' She looked at Azîzan's picture, and then back +at Gwen, who was dabbing her eyes with a soft pocket-handkerchief. 'You +are sure?' she began again.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Of course I am quite sure,' retorted Gwen, whose remorse had vanished +in grievance at this impudent attempt to amend and enlarge the text of +a past incident. 'I never saw or heard of the pot again. I may be weak, +I may have done things for which I am sorry in the past, but whatever +you may think, my conscience is clear. And as for the sluice? Dan +opened it by order; besides, there was the flood. It is all an attempt +to blackmail me, and I won't be blackmailed. I have done nothing they +can take hold of, nothing--nothing.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Rose gave a sigh, almost of dissatisfaction. If it really was a case of +blackmailing, payment would be but a temporary relief. Perhaps, as she +had also suggested, the girl in the picture was in league with Chândni. +She did not look that sort either. Nor did she look as if---- Rose +glanced from the pure oval of the cheek and the fine long curves of the +mouth to Mrs. Boynton's tear-stained face and frowned.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Some one has the pearls,' she said, 'and George's memory must be +saved--somehow.'</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_23" href="#div1Ref_23">CHAPTER XXIII</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">'Come in!'</p> + +<p class="normal">The words were given in an impatient tone, for Lewis Gordon was busy, +and he hated being disturbed; especially when, as now, he had taken his +coat off, literally as well as figuratively, before a difficult file.</p> + +<p class="normal">The garment hung on the back of his chair, which, in obedience to a fad +of his, was the only one in the office; a second one, he declared, +being easily sent for if required, while its absence shortened many a +trivial interruption. Otherwise it was a comfortable enough room, with +a large French window set wide on a magnificent view of the serrated +snows resting on the wall of blue distance, and framed by the curved +tops of a forest of young deodars. The day was bright as a morning in +the rainy season can be; bright by very contrast between the brilliant +lights and shadows in earth and sky; bright as a rain-cloud itself when +the sun shines on it. A fresh breeze came in with Rose Tweedie through +the opening door and blew some papers off the table.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I beg your pardon,' came in duet as Lewis fumbled blindly for his +coat; his eye-glass having deserted him in the surprise, after the +manner of eye-glasses. As he did so, he felt injured. Not that he was +such a crass idiot as to be outraged by a pair of shirt sleeves in +himself or others. But he knew quite well that no man can look +dignified, when struggling, even into a lounge-coat, and he liked to be +dignified, especially with Rose Tweedie. His irritation, however, hid +itself under a different cloak; that is to say, annoyance at a most +unusual intrusion. Perhaps she read the expression of it in his face, +for her first words were an excuse.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I came here--to your office, I mean--because I want to ask you +something, and I didn't want you to feel hampered--not as a friend, you +know.' Her eyes met his in confidence of being understood so far, at +any rate, and he gave rather a stiff little bow.</p> + +<p class="normal">'You are very welcome. Won't you take a chair--the chair, perhaps I +ought to say? I've been sitting all the morning, and shall be glad of a +change; unless you require some time. If so, I will send----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'No, thanks, I prefer standing also,' she interrupted, with a quick +flush. 'I only wanted to ask you a question. It is about George Keene.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Yes----' he replied coldly, unsympathetically; and yet he was noting +her anxious eyes and haggard face with a sort of angry wonder why she +should make herself so unhappy. Rose's fingers held nervously to the +edge of the table by which she stood.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Have you any reason--I mean, is there officially any reason to suppose +that the Hodinuggur sluice was opened before the flood came down, or +before Mr. Fitzgerald?'</p> + +<p class="normal">She paused with her eyes on Lewis's face. She had lain awake almost all +the night thinking of Chândni's threats and hints, and with clear sight +had seen that their worth or unworth depended largely upon the official +report of what had actually happened at Hodinuggur. To her father she +could not go without danger from his want of judgment; there remained +Lewis, who was always just, always to be trusted in such matters.</p> + +<p class="normal">His heart gave quite a throb of dismayed surprise at her question, and +forced him by contraries into still greater chilliness of manner.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I'm afraid I can't quite see your right to ask me such a question--as +yet. Perhaps if you could give me a reason----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Oh yes! I can give you a reason,' she interrupted, with a ring of +scorn in her voice, 'though I think you might credit me with a good one +where George is concerned, surely? Only if I have to tell, you had +better send for the chair. I thought, perhaps, you would understand, +for once.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The bitterness of her tone did not escape him, and accentuated his +annoyance. As he handed her the chair and leant negligently against the +table, his hands behind him, he told himself that he was in for +<i>mauvais quart d'heure</i> with this girl. Man-like she would expect to +know all, womanlike she would expect sentiment to outweigh official +integrity. These thoughts did not serve to soften his heart towards the +dead lad even at the beginning, and as her story unfolded itself, his +face grew sterner and sterner. Hers lightened. It was an infinite +relief to have his advice--his help, and she told him so frankly, even +while she appealed for it.</p> + +<p class="normal">'You needn't even answer my question, Mr. Gordon,' she went on +earnestly. 'You will know so much better than I do what had best be +done. I thought of going to see the woman myself----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'You didn't go, I hope?' put in Lewis hastily.</p> + +<p class="normal">'No! I made up my mind to ask you first. You see, if there is no truth +in all this--no truth whatever----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'That is unlikely, I warn you,' interrupted Lewis. 'These women Really, +Miss Tweedie, if you follow my advice--much as it may pain you at the +time--you will leave this business alone, absolutely alone. It is not +one with which--excuse me for even alluding to the fact--a girl such as +you are should meddle. Unfortunately, we men have to face these things, +and they are not pleasant, even for us.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'You speak as if you thought George was guilty,' said Rose hotly. 'What +right have you to do that?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I may have more right than you suspect. Believe me, Miss Tweedie, I am +heartily sorry--especially for you; and, so far as is compatible with +the facts, I will do my best to avoid official <i>esclandre</i> should this +matter really crop up. In the meantime, I am afraid I must decline to +interfere in what Mrs. Boynton, you tell me, stigmatised as an impudent +attempt at blackmailing. She has her faults, no doubt, like everybody +else; but she has, excuse me for saying so, more knowledge of the world +than you have. In fact, you could scarcely do better than take her +advice on this point.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The girl, with a frown on her face, rose from her seat slowly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Then you refuse to find out the truth? You are content to let this +suspicion lie upon--upon me and upon your cousin?'</p> + +<p class="normal">Lewis smiled. 'That is rather far-fetched, Miss Tweedie, surely. The +idea of suspicion with you is simply absurd; and as for Gwen! Well, I +know you are ready to admit she has her faults; but she has called this +claim impudent blackmailing, and you must excuse me if I incline to +believe her.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'And for George Keene? Do you suspect him? Are you going to allow his +memory to be smirched?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I have told you I will do my best. For the rest, he must take the +consequence of his own acts, I'm afraid. Indeed, I am sorry, very +sorry,' he added hastily, impelled to it by the look on Rose Tweedie's +face. It had grown ashen pale, yet she stood steadily before him, her +eyes on his unflinchingly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Then there is truth in it? You had better tell me. It would be kinder +to tell me--if you can.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Perhaps, after all, it would. Perhaps, if this scandal had to come to +light, it would be better she should be prepared. Even if it did not, +was it not wiser she should know the real truth about George Keene, and +so be able to judge him fairly? Not a bad boy, of course. That talk of +bribery was no doubt false, and he had done no more in other ways than +hundreds of boys in a like position. Even at Simla he had only run wild +a bit, and for that he was not the only one responsible. Still, when +all was said and done, he had shot himself, and that alone made the +task of whitewashing him an impossibility if these women chose revenge.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Yes! there is some truth in it,' he said gravely. 'If you will sit +down again, I will tell you everything I know, and then you can judge +for yourself. I should like you to understand, however, that in spite +of appearances, I don't believe George lent himself to anything more +than--what you would--not you, perhaps--but most of us would expect in +a young fellow of his age and his position. Life is--is rather +intoxicating to--to some of us.'</p> + +<p class="normal">So, leaning against the table, he told her the truth, trying to do his +task calmly and kindly, yet beset by a certain impatience at the still +figure seated in his office chair, its elbows among his files, the +coils of its beautiful hair showing beyond the hands in which the face +was hidden. What business had it there? What business had the thought +of its pain to come so close to him? closer even than his own reason, +his own sense of justice?</p> + +<p class="normal">'And you have known that he shot himself from the beginning?' she +asked, raising her head suddenly to look him full in the face. He +assented with a distinct self-complacency.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Then what did you think made him do it? What did you think +then--before you knew anything about the death or the opening of the +gates?'</p> + +<p class="normal">The self-complacency vanished. 'There are many reasons or want of +reasons, for that sort of thing, Miss Tweedie,' he said evasively. 'I +did not--I mean it was impossible to say absolutely, and that is why I +acquiesced in Fitzgerald's plan. It was more convenient to every one +concerned.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Much more convenient,' echoed Rose sharply. 'And you have known this +all the time, and not----' she broke off, as if incredulous of her own +half-uttered thought.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Certainly, I have known it, and we would have kept the secret too, +Fitzgerald and I, but for this unfortunate business,' he retorted, and +his tone was not pleasant.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Ah! <i>he</i> is different; <i>he</i> did not know! <i>he</i> thought George +had done +it for his sake, to screen him. But you? What did you believe?' The +girl's very voice was a challenge.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I must say, Miss Tweedie, that I scarcely see how my belief affects +the question; or, pardon me, what it matters to you,' he replied, +taking refuge once more in his indifference.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Do you not? Then I do. Not that it matters now,' she added in sudden +passion, 'for I will have my own way in the future. If you won't help +me, I can't help that; but I will have the truth. I will go down to +this woman in the bazaar and make her tell me. Whether her story is a +lie or not, there shall be no more concealment. I will not have it.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'And George Keene's memory?' he suggested, angered almost beyond his +self-control by her unmistakable defiance. 'My advice is unwelcome, of +course, but if you took it, and Mrs. Boynton's--only that is unwelcome +too--you might save all scandal. I cannot say for certain that it +would, but as I have told you, I would do my best. Officially even, I +would do my best. That seems to be an offence also, for some reason, +but I would do it as much for the sake of the Department as for the +boy's. You--I know--think only of him----'</p> + +<p class="normal">She turned upon him like lightening, carried out of herself by her +scorn, by her passion.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Of him! I was not thinking of him at all! I was thinking of you--of +you only, as I always do. Why should you not know the truth? You will +not care a pin whether I think of you or not. And I? I care for +nothing--nothing so long as you do not blindfold yourself wilfully--so +long as you are just and honest. Ah! you may think I am mad--perhaps if +what you believe about men and women is true, I am--but it means +everything--everything in the world to me that you should be so--just +and honest; because what you are is more to me than all the world +beside. That is the truth.' The last words came slowly as the fire of +her passion died down; yet there was no uncertainty in them. 'I suppose +I oughtn't to have said this,' she went on, turning from him to lean +her elbows on the table, and rest her head on her hands wearily. 'But +you won't mind, and I don't care. It can't hurt any man to know that he +is loved--it can't.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'<i>Loved!</i>' The word sent a thrill through the man such as he had never +felt before. '<i>Loved!</i>' was that what she meant? The thought broke +through even his armour of surprise. He stood for an instant looking +down at her, then turned slowly and walked to the window, to return, +however, in a second, with quick clear steps breaking the silence of +the room.</p> + +<p class="normal">'What do you mean!--I can't believe it. What do you mean?'</p> + +<p class="normal">His impatience would not wait for a reply in words. Her face would give +it truly, that he knew, and he stooped over her, taking her by the +wrists, in order to draw her hands apart. She turned to him then +bravely enough.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Rose!'</p> + +<p class="normal">It was almost a cry, as, stooping lower still, he knelt before her, his +eyes on hers incredulous, yet soft. Then suddenly, still clasping her +slender wrists, he buried his face upon them on her lap, muttering--</p> + +<p class="normal">'Oh, I am sorry!--I am sorry!'</p> + +<p class="normal">Never since, as a child, he had said his prayers at his mother's knee, +had Lewis Gordon so knelt to man or woman. And something of the child's +unquestioning belief in an unselfish love came back to him, joined to a +perfect passion of the man's clear-sighted remorse and regret for long +years of past disbelief.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Don't,' she said, gently bending over him; 'please don't. There is +nothing for you to be sorry about--indeed, there isn't.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Nothing to be sorry about! Once more he echoed this girl's words to +himself with that strange thrill, as, recovering his self-command, he +stood straight and stiff beside her, conscious only of one vehement +desire to care for and to protect her.</p> + +<p class="normal">'What is it you want me to do?' he said at last unsteadily. 'Tell me, +and I'll do it.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Then, woman-like, she began to cry; it is a way the good ones have when +they succeed in imposing their own will on those they love.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I don't think I want you to do anything--particular,' she answered, +trying to conceal her tears. 'I don't know; besides, I would much +rather you did it your own way.'</p> + +<p class="normal">If the uttermost truth could be told about a man's emotion in such +scenes, as it can be regarding a woman's, it would have to be confessed +that Lewis Gordon came very near to crying also over this foolish +unconditional surrender on Rose Tweedie's part. For he understood the +irresolution of a generous nature before its own success, and what is +more, the woman's desire to give the man she loves the glory of +justifying her belief in him. He felt quite a lump in his throat, and +had to seek escape from the tenderness of one sex in the decision of +the other; for in nine cases out of ten these are but different methods +of showing the same emotion.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I will go down and see this woman to-day; and then----' He paused, not +in order to think over his next move--that undoubtedly would be to see +Gwen Boynton--but to overcome a dislike to mentioning her name at all +which suddenly assailed him. Why, he scarcely knew, except that it +seemed mean, unmanly. Rose, however, saved him from the necessity by +again repeating--this time almost abjectly--that she would rather not +know; that she would be quite content to leave the matter in his hands.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Thank you,' replied Lewis, in such a very low tone that it was almost +a whisper. It did not lead, however, as might have been expected, to a +silence, but to a louder, more aggressive gratitude. 'I have to thank +you--for many things. I won't affect to ignore or set aside what--what +you did me the honour of telling me just now. That would be sheer +impertinence on my----'</p> + +<p class="normal">Now, when he had got so far in a perfectly admirable sentiment, +calculated to soothe both her feelings and his, why he should suddenly +have found his hands in hers again, his heart full of an unpremeditated +assertion that he was glad she loved him, cannot be explained +logically; but so it was. Yet before the scared look in her eyes his +own fell, he loosened his clasp, and the appeal died from his lips. +There was no place for him or his questionings in her avowal. That +hedged itself about from intrusion with a dignity he recognised. So +what remained, save to pass on with as much of the same quality as he +could compass to the work assigned to him.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I will come in and tell you what I have done this afternoon about five +o'clock,' he said quietly; 'that is, if it is convenient.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Quite, thank you.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The baldest, most conventional of tones on both sides. The baldest, +most convenient holding open of the door for her to pass out--to pass +out from a scene that would linger in his memory; in nothing else. The +descent to normal diapason comes sooner or later, no matter how highly +strung the instrument may be to begin with, and melodrama fades into +padding. In real life it generally leaves some of the actors +dissatisfied with the way the scene has played. Lewis Gordon felt this +distinctly as he was left looking at his own chair, as if he still saw +a girl's figure seated there, her elbows resting on the litter of +official papers, and the great coils of her burnished hair showing +beyond the hands which hid her face.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It can't hurt any man to know that he is loved.'</p> + +<p class="normal">She had said so; but she was wrong. It did hurt confoundedly. So that +was what she meant by love, was it?----</p> + +<p class="normal">If any of the trivial interruptions which Lewis Gordon so much dreaded +had come during the following five minutes, they would have found the +coveted chair vacant, though the owner's face was buried in his hands +among the files of memorandums and reports. Apparently he gained little +consolation from them, for when he resumed work he looked about as +upset and disordered as a tidy man can do when he is cool and properly +clothed. Nor did they gain much from him during the next hour, which +ticked away remorselessly from the chronometer by which Lewis loved to +map out his day. He thrust them aside at last impatiently, and ordered +his pony, thinking that may be when he had been through that visit to +the bazaar he might feel less of a fool, and not quite so much +depolarised. And yet she had said there was nothing to regret,--that he +would not care,--that it would not matter to him if she thought of him +or not!</p> + +<p class="normal">It was a queer world! He set his teeth over it as he rode reluctantly +between the shingled arcades of the big bazaar, and then through a +narrow paved alley, pitching, as it were, sheer down into the blue +mists of the valley below; and so on to the balconied house where, from +inquiries at the Kotwâli, he learned that Chândni was lodging. The task +before him was a disagreeable one, and he swore inwardly as he thought +that but for his abject capitulation Rose would have attempted it +herself. Rose! of all people. He began to understand that the feminine +world could not be divided into two classes, since there was a third +composed of one specimen. As he went on into the house the very +cleanliness and order, contrasting so sharply with the dirt of +surrounding respectability, struck him offensively on the girl's +behalf, the giggling in the lower storey gave him a vicarious shock, +and the obsequiousness of his introduction into the higher one, where +Chândni sat secluded, actually made his cheek burn.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It can't hurt any man to know that he is loved.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He set aside the haunting words angrily, and began his task so soon as +the patchwork drapery at the door fell behind him, leaving him face to +face with white-robed salaaming grace.</p> + +<p class="normal">'See here, my sister, this is for the truth. 'Tis not often thy sort +are asked for it; but I ask nothing else. I will take nothing else.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Checked thus in her languid welcome to the unknown guest, Chândni +looked distastefully at the hundred-rupee note thrust into her hand, +then at the giver; though both were to her liking. The latter she +recognised instantly, having seen him among the party at Hodinuggur. So +her seed of slander had taken root already.</p> + +<p class="normal">'My lord shall have that which he requires, surely. Wherefore else are +there such as I?'</p> + +<p class="normal">The cynical truth of her answer showed him her wit at once, and he +acknowledged it frankly when, half an hour afterwards, he felt himself +baffled by the calm simplicity of her story. Most of it he had already +heard, and the rest showed still more unpleasant details to have raked +up should the worst come to the worst. Azîzan, he was told, had been a +palace lady, with whom George had had clandestine meetings, over which +he had first become mixed up with the intrigues about the water. The +key of the sluice had been sent from Simla, whether by the Mem or the +Miss, or the sahib himself, Chândni did not know, could not say. Was +she not telling the Huzoor the bare truth she knew to be true, and +nothing else?</p> + +<p class="normal">'And how much do you want to keep all this quiet?' he asked calmly, +when she had finished. It was as well to know her price, at any rate.</p> + +<p class="normal">For an instant the immediate temptation to take the bird in the hand +made the courtesan hesitate. Then she struck boldly for higher game.</p> + +<p class="normal">'The pearls, Huzoor! The pearls, or my revenge!' This man, with the +cool, refined face and the contempt which made her involuntarily +remember the Miss sahib's also, affected indifference now, and would +most likely offer her some paltry sum. She could afford to wait for the +change which was sure to come; for she was not in the least afraid of +anything Lewis could do, and, without being absolutely insolent, took +care to show him the fact as she lolled about at her ease, chewing +betel ostentatiously. She had nothing to gain here by affecting +delicacy, so he might see her at her coarsest and worst; it contrasted +better with his brains.</p> + +<p class="normal">The result being that Lewis Gordon came into Gwen's Boynton's +drawing-room for his next interview looking depressed; partly because +he had been riding through a tepid shower-bath. For recurring rain had +washed away the bright promises of the morning and was falling drearily +over the rank, dank grasses and beating down the fringes of delicate +ferns growing upon the dripping branches of the oak trees, until they +lost shape and became nothing but a green outline against the grey +mist.</p> + +<p class="normal">Within, however, by the light of a blazing pine-wood fire, Mrs. Boynton +looked bright yet soft, like a pastel painting, or a figure seen in a +looking-glass; for she soon recovered from her emotions, and took pains +to hide their effects even from herself. So the fact that she had lain +awake half the night wondering if by chance Chândni's impudent lies had +been prompted by any flaw in the chain-armour of security which George +and the flood had forged for her, did not show in her face. For they +were lies; even that tale of the dear lad's death, which had given her +such a shock at the time, was nothing but the vile woman's wicked, +cruel invention. Rose had evidently heard nothing and still knew +nothing of it; besides, Dan did not know, and even if he had wished to +keep the pain of such knowledge from her, Lewis, with his jealous +blame, would have been sure to point a moral; a pointless moral at +best, since George could have had no cause for despair. Had not the +flood come to end even his anxiety? unless, indeed, there was any truth +in the tale about the portrait. Yet why should truth be supposed in one +incident when causeless wicked lying was evident in all the others? No; +it was an impudent attempt at extortion, and must be met by denial. +Therein lay safety, both for her and for poor George Keene's memory, +since the conspirators would never face the evidence of those papers +which they knew she held. So, as her cousin came in she greeted him +with a smile changing to sweet concern at his ill looks.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I have a headache,' he replied curtly. 'No wonder; the smells and +general abominations of the bazaar are enough to kill one, and I had to +go down there. Besides, I'm damp, and I've had no lunch. Isn't that a +long enough catalogue of ills? No, thanks; don't order anything for me. +I'd rather have a cup of tea by and by.'</p> + +<p class="normal">It was the worst thing for him, he knew that. Nothing but a quiet cigar +and a man's drink would have restored his balance. But he told himself +captiously that he had been in a melodramatic atmosphere all the +morning, and might as well go through with it to the bitter end. He +felt demoralised, and so, almost out of contrariety, put himself at a +further disadvantage by rushing at his fence.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Gwen,' he began abruptly, 'I've come to ask you for the truth.' He did +not hand her a bank-note as he had to the other woman; yet the thought +had crossed his mind bitterly that one of sufficient value might be +useful. He had set it aside, of course, as utterly unworthy since, in +common justice, he had no more right to prejudge Gwen's implication +than he had to prejudge Rose Tweedie's. There was, no doubt, the fact +of George Keene's suicide against the one; but that was no new thing. +She had been judged on that count before, and he had decided to save +her from the pain of knowing it; to that decision, also, he meant to +keep if it were possible.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gwen's heart gave a great throb; she understood in an instant that the +crisis had come sooner than she expected. Yet she was prepared for it.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I suppose Rose Tweedie'--she began coldly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Yes; Rose Tweedie asked my advice, and I've been down to that woman in +the bazaar. She sticks to her story. So now I have come to you----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'If you had come to me first, Lewis,' she interrupted with a vibration +of real anger in her voice, 'I would have warned you not to waste your +time in playing Don Quixote at Rose Tweedie's bidding. The woman is an +impostor, and should be treated as such. I would have sent the police +after her yesterday, had I thought it wise to take even so much notice +of her lies. And now you have been to see her! It is too foolish--too +annoying! And all because Rose went crying to you, I suppose, about her +lover. Her lover, indeed! You are very soft-hearted, Lewis! Perhaps +some day your desire to console will lead you into taking his place.</p> + +<p class="normal">He stared at her; that sort of thing being so unlike Gwen's usual +sweetness; but his surprise did not equal his confusion, while his +common-sense showed him her possible wisdom.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Miss Tweedie did not cry over her lover, I assure you, he began, +feeling in very truth that the young lady in question had meted out +more blame than sympathy; 'and I did not choose to allow such tales of +you to pass unnoticed.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'So you listened to them again?' retorted Gwen in rising anger, which +she wilfully exaggerated. 'Listened to what a common woman in the +bazaar had to say of me! Really, I am obliged to you, Lewis! And she, I +suppose, told you that I had stolen the pearls and the pot, and then +taken it and a fresh bribe from poor George? 'Well, since you have come +to me at last for the truth, I tell you, as I told Rose--who, perhaps, +did not repeat it--that I have never seen the thing since the night of +the storm at Hodinuggur. So I have less to do with it than she, since +she confesses it was sent to her, and that she sent it back on the sly. +Did she tell you that? and have you been asking her for the truth also? +Or am I the only one who has to be questioned like that creature in the +bazaar.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Gwen had never looked better than she did at that moment, with the +unwonted fire of real indignation lighting up her face, and Lewis +Gordon felt vexed that it awoke no thrill in him. Was he really +allowing Rose Tweedie's open mistrust to bias him? The idea made his +reply more gentle than it might otherwise have been.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Perhaps you are right to be angry with me,' he said quietly. 'I beg +your pardon, if I have hurt you; but, indeed, it seemed best to me at +the time. Perhaps, as you say, it would have been better to wait a +while; until, for instance, I can consult with Fitzgerald. I wired him +today to come up on three days' urgent private business. He knows a +lot.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Gwen gave an odd sort of laugh, not unlike a sob, and her face +softened.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I'm glad he is coming,' she cried passionately; 'very glad. He always +understands, and he knows.' Yes! he knew and trusted her--he would +stand by her even if he knew that one fatal mistake. Whereas Lewis +would treat her as a Magdalen; as if she, Gwen Boynton, were a fit +subject for a penitentiary!</p> + +<p class="normal">'Yes,' she repeated slowly, 'I am glad he is coming. You did the right +thing there, Lewis, at any rate.'</p> + +<p class="normal">So, with this small consolation, he had to make his way back to give in +his report to the girl who had told him that she loved him. Another +delicate task, and he felt himself detestably awkward over it, the more +so because Rose herself met him as if nothing unusual had occurred.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Well,' she said eagerly, 'what news?'</p> + +<p class="normal">He told her briefly that there was none. He had had three versions of +truth--her own, Chândni's, and Mrs. Boynton's--and there seemed nothing +to be done save wait for Dan's arrival. He might be able to throw some +light on the subject--he was the last person, at any rate, who was +likely to do so.</p> + +<p class="normal">'You forget the girl--the girl of the portrait, I mean,' suggested Rose +quickly. Lewis frowned.</p> + +<p class="normal">'She disappeared, they say, just before we reached Hodinuggur. I should +like, by the way, to see the picture, if you don't mind.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He stood looking at it in silence for some time.</p> + +<p class="normal">'And that, you say, was the face of your dream?' he asked at last.</p> + +<p class="normal">'The face, the dress, the pot clasped so to her breast. I seem to grow +more sure of it every hour. And I am certain now it was she who said, +"I am Azîzan."'</p> + +<p class="normal">'That sort of certainty grows upon one unconsciously,' he replied, +after another pause. 'I confess it is odd; but you can hardly believe +it really was the potter's daughter! She has been dead these sixteen +years. You think it was her ghost, perhaps; but did George paint the +ghost?'</p> + +<p class="normal">Rose stood silent, her hands clasped tightly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Who knows?' she said slowly. 'One knows so little. When I think of it +all--of that strange old man with his refrain, "We come and go--we come +and go," I seem to feel that odd, uncanny sense of helplessness which +one has during a storm at sea, when you realise that the waves are not +moving on at all, but rise and fall, rise and fall for ever in the same +place. It is the ship which drifts within their power, giving them +their wrecker's chance once more. And now--you will say that I am +superstitious; but I almost regret that you should bring Mr. Fitzgerald +into this business at all. You remember the potter's measure? Think of +it, and how poor George himself----'</p> + +<p class="normal">She paused, her eyes full of tears.</p> + +<p class="normal">Lewis, watching her, told himself he would never understand women-folk. +Here was a girl, overflowing with fanciful sentiment in some ways, who +yet apparently had none to spare for the one subject round which +sentiment was supposed to cling--love and marriage. In addition, here +were two women, both of whom he desired to help, and yet they were at +daggers-drawing about the best method of giving that aid. If he pleased +one, he displeased the other; and anyhow, he got no comfort out of +either.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_24" href="#div1Ref_24">CHAPTER XXIV</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">'Nay! thou hast given me enough, oh Mizra sahib. More than a free woman +cares to have,' said Chândni, with a shrug of her massive shoulders. +'Thou hadst thy chance to pay me fair.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Dalel Beg, clad in his European clothes, and perched in all the +isolation of an esteemed visitor in the cane-bottomed chair of state, +felt he would like to be on a level with those jeering lips as he used +to be at Hodinuggur. Not for the sake of desire only, or for the sake +of revenge, but for a mixture of both. As usual, the very audacity of +her wickedness fascinated him, yet, now that wickedness was directed +against himself he could have strangled her for it.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Pay thee! How can I pay thee,' he whimpered, 'when those low-caste +white swindlers with whom I betted will not pay what I have won? When +those white devils of women turn the place into a museum until every +Parsee in the bazaar threatens to summon me to court?'</p> + +<p class="normal">It was not much more than a week since he had defied Chândni in the +presence of the said white devils; but the interval had not been +pleasant. Beatrice Elflida Norma's mamma knew all about Chândni's long +years of hold on the Mizra Sahib, and he was totally unaccustomed to +the nagging of wifely jealousy. Besides, something had happened which +had opened his eyes to the danger of allowing the courtesan to have a +free hand. A proposal had been made by the Canal Department to allow +water to run permanently along the sluice-cut; the Rajah who owned the +land to the south, having spent a whole season at Simla in order to +work the oracle, and the flood having come opportunely as a warning to +the experts that it might be wise to provide a more satisfactory outlet +for the surplus water. Now, in this case, Hodinuggur, which, being for +the most part barren desert, would benefit but little by the plan, +might by judicious application of the screw make the Rajah pay for its +consent, as a considerable portion of its best land would have to be +taken up for various works. This sort of secret intrigue, these almost +endless ramifications of rights and dues, underlie the simplest +transactions in India, and are recognised by its people as an integral +part of administration. Besides, Hodinuggur itself, in lieu of +compensation for damage done--which for various reasons it had not yet +claimed, one being a delay on the part of the Rajah in paying the +promised fee for the opening of the sluice--might manage by the same +judicious diplomacy to secure some trifling hold on the water-supply; +something, in short, which might be used as a screw for the extortion +of a perpetual, if small revenue. But for this, silence as to the past +was necessary. Such considerations, to European ears, may seem almost +too fine-drawn to be worth notice; but to Dalel Beg and Chândni they +were quite the reverse, for he came from a long line of courtiers born +and bred in such intrigues; men whose trade had passed with the corrupt +courts of other days, while the memory of it survived in their title. +Diwâns of Hodinuggur; not Nawabs or Nizams, but Diwâns, that is, in +other words, prime minister. And she? Every atom of her blood came from +the veins of those who for centuries had woven a still finer net of +women's wit around the intrigues of their protectors. It is this +extraordinary strength of heredity which, in India, makes the cheap +tinkering of Western folk, who are compounded of butchers, bakers, and +candlestick makers, so exasperating to those who have eyes to see. If +English philanthropists would spend their motley benevolence on the +poor, the diseased, and the drunken of their own country, it would be +better both for it and for India, where the death-rate is no higher, +drunkenness is practically unknown, and poverty is neither unhappy nor +discontented.</p> + +<p class="normal">Thus Chândni and Dalel were well matched as she lolled back in her +cushions with a laugh.</p> + +<p class="normal">'So she spends money! Lo! since thou hast married a "<i>vilayeti</i>" wife +thou canst advertise, as the sahibs do, in the papers, that thou art +not responsible for her debts. There is no sense in stopping half way +as thou hast done. Thou shouldst have gone to a "mission" and been +baptized instead of making that half-caste girl repeat the "Kulma" on +promise that thou wouldst not in future claim the right of the faithful +to other women. Yea! yea! I know the trick.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'If I have,' muttered Dalel, vexed yet pleased at her boldness, her +shrewdness, 'such promises are easily broken. Divorce is easy.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'If thou hast money to pay the dower to her people--not when thou hast +none! Lo! 'tis a mistake to try new ways of wickedness instead of +keeping to the old ones.'</p> + +<p class="normal">So she dismissed him, feeling on the whole contemptuous over her +adversaries so far; the Miss Sahiba's arms had been strong, for sure, +but the men were worth nothing! nothing at all.</p> + +<p class="normal">Dan Fitzgerald, dangling his long legs disconsolately from Lewis +Gordon's office-table two days after, said as much himself. 'The fact +is, I ought to have killed her; only I didn't feel up to it to-day, +after my journey. Oh, you may smile, Gordon!' he went on more eagerly, +his face losing some of its dejection in his love of the extravagant, +'but it's true. That sort of woman doesn't belong to our civilised age; +and we are absolutely at a disadvantage before her. There was I, as the +mad old potter said, with a hero's measure round the chest, driven to +words and threats of a policeman. I couldn't, even at the time, but +think of that old sinner Zubr-ul-Zamân and what her chance would have +been with him--just an order, a cry, and then silence. Sure, one feels +helpless at times when one stands face to face with that old world. +What's the use of strength--what's even the use of brains nowadays +except to make money? There was I, with that woman, I give you my word, +at the end of her tether, but 'twas the hangman's rope to me if I went +a step closer, and so I didn't.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'If <i>you</i> didn't,' remarked Lewis grimly, 'there isn't a civilised man +who will; so we had better try something else. Still, unless that woman +is silenced, we must face an inquiry, and then the facts of poor +Keene's death must come out. By the way, Miss Tweedie knows them, but +we have agreed to keep them, if possible, from my cousin. There seemed +no use----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I'm glad of that,' interrupted Dan, with a sudden quiver of his mouth. +'I should be sorry to have that memory spoilt.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He was pacing up and down the room now, his hands in his pockets, the +brightness of his face absorbed as it were by a frown.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Gordon!' he said abruptly. 'I'd give everything I possess if I could +lay my hands on that cursed pot. Not that it would satisfy the +horse-leech's daughter unless it contained the pearls--which isn't +likely, for I believe the whole story to be a myth. But the thought +that it is somewhere visible, palpable to the meanest fool on God's +earth, is maddening. Or even if we could say to that she-devil, "do +your worst." Oh! why didn't you send that wire sooner, and save poor +George from his needless death?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Why didn't you tell the truth about it at first? you might as well ask +that. It would have been better, as it turns out, if you had; but who +can tell? As it is, I'm quite ready, as I told you before, to burke +everything I can, in conscience; but, so far as I can see, it will do +no good. If that woman breaks silence, the main facts must come to +light.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I wish I had killed her,' said Dan regretfully.</p> + +<p class="normal">'And I wish she were dead,' replied Lewis cynically, 'that is the +difference between us. You are active, I'm passive, but we don't either +of us seem to be of much use.'</p> + +<p class="normal">That was the honest truth, and they had to confess as much to Gwen +Boynton that afternoon. She looked a little haggard as she listened +even while she protested bravely that in her opinion the vile creature +would never dare to put her lies to the proof. So they sat and played +at cross purposes; for she could not tell them of the papers she held +in absolute disproof of what would be the first accusation, and they +wished if possible to save her from the knowledge of George Keene's +suicide. Perhaps if they had set their own feelings aside and told her +the truth, she might even then have confessed her lion's share in the +blame. But only perhaps; for she was a clever woman, capable of seeing +that her confession could do no good now, and that she had, as it were, +lost her right to save poor George from suspicion. Besides, she had +brought herself to believe in the duty of denial; for, like many +another woman, she required a really virtuous motive before she could +do a really wrong thing; in sober fact--even in her worst aberrations +from the truth--never losing hold of a fixed desire to be amiable and +estimable. To this self-deception, as was natural, Lewis Gordon's +half-hearted belief was gall and wormwood, while Dan's wholesale +confidence was balm indeed. She could not refrain from telling him so +when the former, pleading stress of work, left the latter alone with +her beside the cosy little tea-table glittering in the firelight; for +Gwen was one of those people who will never have been more comfortable +in body and soul than they are on their death-beds.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Now, don't spoil it all, dear, by wanting me to marry you to-morrow,' +she said half-laughing, half-crying. 'We are all too busy for such +talk, and too sad--at least I am. He was so good to me--you don't know +how good. I shall break my heart if this vile creature succeeds in +sullying his memory.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'It will not be your fault, dear, if she does; that is one comfort.'</p> + +<p class="normal">A chance shot may hit the quarry truer than the best aim, and Gwen +turned quickly towards him with a little cry.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Dan! you will prevent it, won't you? You are so clever, and, really, +it is for my sake as well as for his. For my sake you will, won't you?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I do everything for your sake--you know that,' he answered simply.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gwen stared at him as if she had seen a ghost. Perhaps she did; the +ghost of a dead boy who had said those very words to her in that very +room not a month ago.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Gwen! what is it?' came Dan's voice sharply, anxiously. 'What is the +matter?--tell me.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Yes! The past was repeating itself. <i>He</i> had begged her to tell him +also, and in her selfishness, her fear, she had yielded, and put a +needless pain into his life at its close. She would not yield again; in +denial lay her duty.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Nothing is the matter,' she echoed, 'save this--that you say we can do +nothing. I do not believe it. God will never let these lies prevail--He +will never let my poor lad's memory suffer--never, never!'</p> + +<p class="normal">If her mind could have been taken to pieces and strictly analysed as +she gave utterance to this burst of real feeling, it would have +afforded fruitful study to a whole college of psychologists. Yet the +mental condition described as 'sitting in a clothes-basket and lifting +yourself up by the handles' is quite common to humanity of both sexes, +though women are as a rule the greater adepts in the art. Mrs. Boynton +was really a firm believer in a Providence which was bound by many +promises to help the virtuous, and George, therefore, had a claim to +its assistance. The fact that Providence might possibly have appointed +her as its instrument was a totally different affair, and did not +interfere with the confused good faith and good feeling which made her +voice thrill as she went on fervently, in answer to Dan's doubtful yet +admiring face.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Oh, you mayn't think so--you perhaps don't believe as I do, Dan, in a +Providence "which shapes our ends, rough-hew them as we may"--you +don't----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Don't I?' he asked, catching fire, as it were, more from his own +thoughts than her words. 'Oh, Gwen! my dear, it's little you know of +me, then, if you think that. Don't I see it?--who but the blind do +not--in everything? Isn't it that which makes me content to go on as +I'm doing? Gwen! it's because I know that it is bound to come--that +sooner or later you will take my hands in yours as I take yours just +now. Yes, Gwen! it's Fate--but when will it be, my dear? When will it +be?'</p> + +<p class="normal">She was never proof against this mood in the man, this tone in his +voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Oh, Dan!' she cried, in a petulance that was all feigned, 'didn't I +say you would be asking me to marry you to-morrow if I was so rash as +to tell you that you were a comfort to me? As if that had anything to +do with it.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Sure it has everything to do with it!' replied her lover fondly. The +future, in truth, gave him few fears: it was the present, with the +chance of annoyance if that venomous woman remain unscotched in the +bazaar, which caused him anxiety. On the other hand, it was the future +over which Lewis Gordon frowned, as he sat trying to make up his mind +about his own feelings, for though the present was palpably unpleasant, +it seemed clear that the future would be worse, since they must face +the possibility of a scandal boldly in the hopes that Chândni's +story would break down; except perhaps as regarded George, and he, +poor lad, had brought it on himself. And then, when all this was over, +he--Lewis--was going to marry Mrs. Boynton. No doubt about it; for it +was too late now to judge her for that other fault--far too late. He +had condoned it with full knowledge of what he was doing, and the fact +that Rose Tweedie's subsequent scorn had awakened a tardy blame did not +alter the past. At the same time, he had an insane desire that Rose +should be brought to see this as clearly as he saw it. In fact, the +idea of talking over the matter with her, and perhaps taking her advice +upon it, had an attraction for him; and though he heaped contumely on +himself for the mere thought, it lingered insistently. It was partly +that which made him pause to knock at her sitting-room door on his way +to the drawing-room before dinner. She would be glad to have the last +news of the miserable affair, he told himself, but in his heart he knew +that was not the real reason--that he himself scarcely knew what the +reason was. Reason? there was none! Only a foolish curiosity to +understand better what this icicle of a girl meant by love. It did not +seem to hurt her, at any rate. But as he entered to see her sitting by +the fire, the reading-lamp on the table lighting up her dress, but +leaving her face in shadow, he seemed to forget all these thoughts in +the friendly confidence of her greeting.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I'm so glad you have come. I was wondering if you would. What news?'</p> + +<p class="normal">He shook his head. 'None. We have all had our chance, and failed.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Not all,' she answered quickly, pointing to Azîzan's portrait, which +showed dimly above the mantelpiece against which he leant. 'You forget +the girl--she has not said her say.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The unreality, the strangeness of it all, struck him sharply, not for +the first time, as he replied after a pause--</p> + +<p class="normal">'And never will. She is dead. Fitzgerald managed to get that out of the +woman to-day. She must have been hidden away--as a punishment, most +likely--in some dungeon of the old tower, for her dead body was found +among the ruins--by--by the old potter. Yes! I know what you are +thinking of; but that is impossible. He was always searching about, you +see, and so he was more likely than others to find anything that was to +be found. It is a coincidence, I admit; but the fact of the death seems +undoubted. The woman let it out in her anger--Fitzgerald is not a nice +cross-examiner, I expect--and tried to gloze it over afterwards. +Perhaps it is as well. That story may be best unknown.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I don't agree with you,' said Rose quickly. 'I have been counting on +her help--perhaps more than I realised--and now that her chance has +gone----' The girl's eyes filled with tears, and her voice failed for a +moment, 'it seems as if we could do nothing more to save him.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I'm afraid not. You see, once we begin to question outsiders we show +our hand. There is no alternative between the silence and defiance +which Gwen advocates so strongly, and a bold and open inquiry. In my +opinion it is time for the latter. You see, my cousin is not quite a +fair judge. She does not know that Fitzgerald and I have so far +concealed George Keene's suicide, and that from purely personal motives +we, or at least I, cannot have this scandal sprung by an outsider. He +would take the risk, he says; but I, in my position, conceive that it +is not my duty to do so. He, however, has suggested that we four shall +meet and talk it over finally before I take any action, so I took the +liberty of asking Gwen to come over tomorrow morning. It is +Fitzgerald's last day, and something must be done before he goes down. +I don't see the use of this meeting myself--we have all, as I said, had +our chance--but it can do no harm, and it may satisfy Gwen--and you.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I am satisfied already,' she replied gently. 'You could have done no +more than you have done; I see that now.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I am glad,' he began, and then stopped, realising that he was not in +the least glad of the evident finality in her meaning. Was she +contented that things should end as they had begun? Had her passionate +interest in him died down with his obedience to her orders? A sorry +reward, surely! A most perplexing result of his repentance!</p> + +<p class="normal">'I <i>shall</i> be glad,' he corrected himself, almost angrily, 'when we can +get out of this muddle. Of course I have heard before of such +intrigues, but I never came in personal contact with that sort of thing +before. It is maddening. I scarcely seem to know whether we are in the +nineteenth century or the ninth. Ever since we went to Hodinuggur we +seem to have got mixed up in some antique dream; the whole thing is +absurd--scarcely credible.'</p> + +<p class="normal">As he spoke the dinner-bell rang, and he held the door open for her to +pass from the consideration of these things to the well-appointed table +worthy of a house in Belgravia, where the dark-skinned, white-robed +servants handed sherry with the soup, and vinegar with the salmon quite +as naturally as Jeames or John in their plush liveries. But heredity +was here also; Jeames or John's father may have been a day labourer or +a gentleman at large, but not one of these could not have answered +truthfully--'Huzoor, my father was servant to so-and-so or so-and-so in +the great mutiny time, and his father served such and such a sahib in +the Sutlej campaign, or in Cabul, or somewhere else.' Faithfulness or +unfaithfulness to salt being, of course, a different question; though +that also might possibly be one of heredity. Such thoughts strike one +sometimes after years of complacent blindness, and on this evening they +increased the sense of unreality which had already taken possession of +Lewis Gordon. Nor did a remark of Colonel Tweedie's on his daughter's +improved looks during the past few days amend matters. He felt that he +might be living in that twenty-ninth century, when humanity may +reasonably be supposed to have educated itself out of some frailties +as, in the necessary glance at the young lady's face required by +decorous assent, he met a perfectly unconscious, happy smile, so full +of friendly confidence, that a positive gladness glowed at his heart +that she should be content with him.</p> + +<p class="normal">Nevertheless he made one more effort to get back finally to the +every-day world by riding over to the Club after dinner and listening +to the gossip of the day. But there was nothing wrong with the world; +it was going on, he found, as usual. He played a game or two of pool, +talked gravely with Major Davenant over some new rules intended to +prevent such another fiasco as the last race-meeting, heard the latest +official canards, and listened more patiently than usual to some +boys--who had to go down from leave next day--bemoaning the general +beastliness of the country as a residence for an English gentleman. It +was only, so the verdict ran, fit for niggers.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet even this demonstration that life in the main was commonplace as +usual, did not restore Lewis Gordon's general indifference. And the +knowledge that this was so made him more than ever determined to carry +his point when next morning the four met in Rose Tweedie's room, to +settle the course of events.</p> + +<p class="normal">The rain after a downpour during the night had ceased, or, perhaps, had +become too light to make its way through the thick white mist which had +settled down like cotton-wool upon everything, blotting out the world. +There was not a breath of air, not a sound save occasionally a soft +pit-pat, as the vapour condensing on the roof dropped into the hearts +of the rain lilies which fringed the verandah with their upturned +orange cups. Yet it was neither dark nor dull as on a cloudy day. The +whiteness of the mist was almost luminous, and through the wide-set +windows sent a faint glow, like that from newly-fallen snow, on the +faces of poor George Keene's four friends, and showed still more +clearly on the even surface of Azîzan's portrait as it stood upon the +mantel-shelf. Rose stood beside it, looking beyond everything in the +room, beyond the row of orange lilies, into the cotton-wool mist which +seemed bent on suffocating the house and its inhabitants. There was +silence in the room--the silence which comes to a discussion when the +last objection has palpably fallen through, and a conclusion absolutely +satisfactory to no one seems inevitable. Gwen, a flush of excitement on +her cheek, lay back among the cushions of her easy-chair, nervously +turning and twisting the rings upon her fingers. Dan Fitzgerald, who +was seated close beside her, had evidently been the last to speak, and +was now leaning towards her, his eyes fixed with kindly encouragement +and sympathy on her face. Lewis Gordon, apart from the others, +his elbows resting on the table, looked half regretful, half +resentful,--the look of a man who knows he must take the initiative in +a singularly disagreeable duty.</p> + +<p class="normal">At last through the silence came Rose Tweedie's voice reluctantly, yet +with a sort of challenge in it: 'I suppose that is settled, and that we +can none of us suggest any other reason why we should delay longer?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I have told you before,' broke in Mrs. Boynton, 'that I have every +reason to believe that no action will be taken by the woman; that she +will never court inquiry.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I did not mean that,' replied Rose, still with the same note in her +voice. 'I meant that if none of us have any further knowledge beyond +what we have already discussed, then Mr. Gordon's plan for a private +yet open inquiry with my father's knowledge seems best. I, for one, +have none. I know nothing, absolutely nothing, in favour of delay. +Nothing that would prevent the possible danger to George Keene's +memory.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Lewis Gordon followed fast on her words in swift, vexed comprehension +of her challenge.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I fancy we are all able to say the same, Miss Tweedie. If we agree, I +may have to speak of something I should not otherwise mention, but it +is no reason for delay. On the contrary, it is a reason why open +inquiry will be the safest, even for George Keene's memory. I know +nothing better;--I wish I did.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Nor I,' said Dan Fitzgerald, then paused, and rising from his chair +crossed to the open door, whence he looked out, as Rose had done, +beyond the rain lilies to the mist. 'I know better than any of you what +poor George was; I know better than any of you what he did. If this is +settled, I, too, will have to tell something to his credit; something +that will make inquiry the better for him. Yet I'd give all I possess +to save the necessity for it. But I'm lost,'--he stretched his hands +out impulsively into the mist--'lost, as one might be out yonder--lost, +as the lad's own explanation is lost in the mystery of death. It's hard +to say so, George, but I can't help it.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He spoke as if to some one out of sight, and Gwen Boynton sate up +suddenly, nervously, with a scared look in her eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I think you are all wrong,' she said querulously. 'The woman must know +that proof is against her story; but you will not believe it, and so I +cannot help it. I cannot, indeed.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Her voice died away to a sort of sigh, and she sank back again, +clasping her hands tightly together. Rose let hers fall from its grip +on the mantel-shelf. Dan's tall figure leant more loosely against the +lintel, and Lewis Gordon mechanically turned the pages of a book lying +beside him on the table. The tension was over, and the relief of +decision, even of helpless decision, held them silent in the silence +for the moment. They had done their best. They had played their part in +the strange play.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then suddenly out of the mist came a quavering, chanting voice--</p> + +<div class="poem2"> +<p class="i6">'It was a woman seeking something<br> +Through day and night----'</p> +</div> + +<p class="normal">'Listen!' cried Dan, his face ablaze. Rose's hand went up again to the +picture hurriedly, and Lewis started to his feet; only Gwen looked from +one to the other bewildered:</p> + +<p class="center" style="font-size:90%">'O'er hill and dale seeking for something.'</p> + +<p class="continue">The voice grew clearer as if the singer was toiling up the unseen path +below the lilies.</p> + +<p class="center" style="font-size:90%">'Foul play! foul play!--look down and decide.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'The mad potter!' cried Dan, with wonder in his tone.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Azîzan! it is her turn at last,' cried Rose, with a hush in hers, +which sent a thrill through Lewis Gordon--though he only said +prosaically--</p> + +<p class="normal">'I'll go and see who it is.'</p> + +<p class="normal">But Dan had forestalled the thought, and, vaulting the railings, had +disappeared into the mist, whence they could hear him hallooing down +the path to the unseen singer as they stood waiting by the lilies. Then +came a quick greeting, a low reply, and so, clearer and clearer--though +they could see nothing--every syllable of eager questioning and slow +answer until, as if from behind a veil, the strange couple stepped into +sight--Dan, eager, excited, towering above the bent, deprecating figure +of the old potter.</p> + +<p class="normal">They had heard so much, those three in the verandah, that Rose without +a pause could step forward and strike at the very root of the matter +with the question, 'What is it? What is it that you want of me?'</p> + +<p class="normal">The shifty, light eyes settled on her face with a look of relief before +the old man bent to touch her feet.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Mâdr-mihrbân,' he said. 'Mâdr-mihrbân--that is well!'</p> + +<p class="normal">He was still breathless from his swift climb beside Dan's long stride, +and, as he straightened himself again, his long supple fingers, busied +already about a knotted corner in the cotton shawl folded round him, +trembled visibly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Lo, I sent it before,' he went on in low excuse; 'but it returned, as +all things return at Hodinuggur. Then she was vexed and could not rest. +"Send it back! send it back," she cried all night long. Pity of God! +what a fever; but now she sleeps sound----' He paused, to fumble closer +at the knot.</p> + +<p class="normal">'You mean Azîzan, your daughter?' suggested Rose softly, while the +others stood silent, listening and looking, the whole world seeming to +hold nothing for them save this tall girl with her bright, eager face, +and that bent old man trying to undo a knot.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Huzoor--Azîzan!' came the quavering voice. 'I looked for her so often +till the Mâdr-mihrbân came. Then I found her with the pot clasped to +her breast, but the bad dreams would not let her sleep. "It is not +mine; it is hers." It kept her awake always. So when I found her +again, lying asleep by the river with it still in her bosom, I said to +myself, "I will not set a writing on it, and put it in the box with a +slit as I did last time, trusting it to God knows who, after the new +fashion. I will take it myself in the old fashion and give it to the +Mâdr-mihrbân's own hands, and pray her hold it fast so it return not to +wake the child; for she sleeps sound at last in the dust of her +father's."'</p> + +<p class="normal">The knot was undone. The shaking fingers held the Ayôdhya pot for a +second, the white glare of the mist shining in a broad blaze of light +upon its intense glowing blue. The next it had slipped from the +potter's hand and lay in fragments on the ground!</p> + +<p class="normal">Still fragments of sapphire colour--moving fragments of milky white, +rolling hither and thither like drops of dew on a leaf seeking a +resting-place for their round lustre.</p> + +<p class="normal">Pearls!--the Hodinuggur pearls!</p> + +<p class="normal">And Gwen's voice, with a triumphant ring in it, became articulate above +the old man's cry of distress and the low exclamations of the others.</p> + +<p class="normal">'So Azîzan stole them, after all!'</p> + +<p class="normal">Rose turned on her sharply. 'Who knows. This much is certain, she has +brought them back, and saved George when we could not.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Yes! she has saved him,' assented Dan; 'we have that she-devil on the +hip now!'</p> + +<p class="normal">Lewis Gordon stood silent a moment; he had grown very pale. 'You are +both right, I expect,' he said quietly. 'It settles--everything.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Gwen drew a long breath of relief, but Rose seemed lost in thought.</p> + +<p class="normal">'No! not everything,' she said absently, half to herself. 'It does not +tell us why George shot himself.'</p> + +<p class="normal">She scarcely knew she spoke aloud; she had forgotten everything but the +dead boy.</p> + +<p class="normal">'<i>Shot himself!</i>, The words came back to her in a sort of cry. '<i>Shot +himself!</i> What do you mean? What does she mean?'</p> + +<p class="normal">Gwen stood as if petrified before those regretful faces. Then, as the +truth struck at her, beating down her shield of self-deception, she +turned at last, forgetful of all else, to the shelter of Dan's kind +arms. 'Dan! Dan! it isn't true--it can't be true! say it isn't true.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He drew her closer to him, looking down into her agonised face with a +perfect passion of tenderness and kissed it; forgetful in his turn, of +everything save that she had come to him at last.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It is true, my darling; he did it to save me and you. Gwen! Gwen! it +wasn't your fault--My God! she has fainted!'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I'm sorry,' began Rose, feeling paralysed by surprise, but Dan's kind +smile was ready even in his distress.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Don't worry. It's best over, for I must have told her. You see we have +been engaged for years, and George knew it. If I carry her to your +room, Miss Rose, she will be better there. 'Tis the shock, and she was +so fond of him, dear heart.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Lewis Gordon, left alone in the verandah while another man before his +very eyes carried off the woman to whom he supposed himself to be +engaged, felt that the world had broken loose from its foundations +altogether. So that was the explanation! And then a low murmur of +moaning from the potter arrested his attention, which, as is so often +the case after a shock, had lost its airt and become vagrant.</p> + +<p class="normal">The old man, still crouched beside the fragments of the Ayôdhya pot, +was rocking himself backwards and forwards, and muttering to himself, +'She will be angry; the Mâdr-mihrbân will be angry, and then Azîzan +will not sleep.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Lewis walked up to him and laid his hand reassuringly on the thin, bent +shoulders. 'I don't think the Mâdr-mihrbân will be angry. I'm almost +sure she won't.' His own words made him smile, until, as he looked at +the old man's shifty, bright eyes raised to his doubtfully, he +remembered the young sad face which George had painted. 'And Azîzan is +asleep,' he said gently; 'she will not wake again.'</p> + +<p class="normal">As he stooped to gather up the jewels his eyes were dim with unwonted +tears--why, he scarcely knew.</p> + +<p class="normal">When Rose came back ten minutes after, leaving Gwen to Dan's kind +consolations, she found Lewis leaning over the railings looking at the +rain lilies through his eyeglass as if it had been a microscope. He +turned to her with the air of a man who has made up his mind.</p> + +<p class="normal">'You thought I was engaged to my cousin, Miss Tweedie,' he said. 'So +did I. Apparently I was mistaken. So let us set that aside, once and +for all, and think over more important matters. There is no lack of +other surprises, thank Heaven.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The semi-cynicism of his words did not sit ill on him, and Rose +recognised that he had certainly chosen the most dignified way out of +the difficulty. At the same time it left her free, unexpectedly free, +to consider the position as an outsider, and all involuntarily, yet +naturally enough, her first thought expressed itself in words:</p> + +<p class="normal">'I wonder what father will say?'</p> + +<p class="normal">This was too much both for temper and dignity, fortunately, also for +humour. He gave her one indignant look, then relaxed into a smile.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Really, Miss Tweedie, in this Comedy of Errors I am only responsible +for my part; and that, believe me, is rather a sorry one.'</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_25" href="#div1Ref_25">CHAPTER XXV</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Whether Lewis Gordon spoke truth or not regarding the part he had to +play, there could be no doubt that Dan found his anything but sorry. A +subdued sort of radiance softened yet brightened the man as he came out +to ask Rose for the loan of her <i>dandy</i>, Mrs. Boynton being anxious to +get home as soon as possible. There seemed no need for words; the +situation explained itself, and even Lewis, looking at his rival's +eager face, could not help acknowledging that Dan was more likely to +give Gwen the support she evidently needed than he was. Besides, the +sudden change for the future seemed lost sight of in that, which the +opportune arrival of the Ayôdhya pot had on the present, and on +Chândni's impudent claim. It was of course clear evidence against the +truth of the story so far as Gwen was concerned, but whether it would +prevent the woman raking up the true facts of George Keene's death, out +of sheer wanton malice, was another thing. Lewis felt himself rather +helpless before the phenomenon of such a nature as hers, and confessed +as much when Dan came racing back, breathless and excited after seeing +Mrs. Boynton safely home, for a council of war. He brought a quick +decision and intuition with him. The sluice had been opened by +treachery of course, and now that he was free to speak of his +engagement, Dan told the story of the open locket, which to him seemed +proof-positive that George had voluntarily taken the blame on himself +when thrown off his balance by the discovery that the happiness of the +man and the woman he loved best in the world depended on Dan's getting +his promotion. How the sluice had been opened was another matter. +Chândni had always said by means of a key made after an impression sent +from Simla; but this was manifestly impossible unless some servant had +done it. Indeed he had never paid much attention to this assertion, for +the woman in making it had contradicted herself more than once, and +evidently had no definite story as to how the impression had been +secured. In his own mind he had decided that the key itself had been +stolen from the boy while he slept so heavily, and that the knowledge +that this was so had had the lion's share in bringing about his +self-sacrifice. So that even if the real facts came out, nothing beyond +carelessness could be laid to George's charge, now that the potter was +there to prove that Azîzan had had the Ayôdhya pot all the time, and +that they were there to prove that the pearls had remained in the pot. +So much for Chândni and the only possible cause of further action--a +woman's wanton cruelty. For the rest, the old Diwân was dead, Khush-hâl +seemed to be out of it, and Dalel had everything to lose and nothing to +gain by a scandal. Finally, these intrigues were always as a house of +cards; remove one support and the whole structure disappeared.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Nevertheless,' said Dan, looking across the table with a grim smile, +'I'm not going to take you down as a witness to my interview with that +she-devil this afternoon. You are too fine for the work, and that's the +fact.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Can I lend you anything peculiarly barbaric in the way of a knife?' +asked Lewis. 'I've a Malay crease in my room which fills most people +with terror, though personally I should funk a woorâli dart more than +anything.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Ah! you may jeer; but 'tis true. Sure! our fineness is at the bottom +of half our mistakes in this country. Even in our kindness we treat +these people as we would like to be treated ourselves--a poor +philanthropy compared to treating them as they would like to be +treated. And when we come to mere justice! Why, we might as well give a +child who has disobeyed his mother the right to appeal against her in +court. What chance would the child have to begin with, and then what +good would it do? and what good is our complicated system of procedure +save to put power into the hands of the educated few who naturally +clamour for more? But there! This has nothing to do with Chândni. She +wouldn't care a tinker's dam for what you'd say to her, because you +would be regulating yourself by codes and sections instead of by the +way she is made. I won't. I don't mind stooping to her level to get my +will. So let me go with the old mad potter and his eyes, and see if +between us we can't make a settlement. And then, please God, we will +have done with the whole bad dream from beginning to end. So if you +have three thousand rupees you can spare on a loan, I'll just have them +handy in my pocket as a salve to her wounded feelings when I've got my +own way.'</p> + +<p class="normal">What really happened at the interview Dan resolutely refused to say. On +his return from the bazaar he asked for a whisky and soda and a hot +bath to take the taste of it out of soul and body. Yet he returned +triumphantly with a written declaration signed by Chândni, stating that +she herself had stolen the key from George while he slept.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It isn't true, of course,' said Dan with a rueful look at Lewis, 'but +upon my soul, no one could tell if it is, or not. My mind seemed a vast +cobweb with lines going everyway into the outside world, but all +beginning in that woman, and the only way was to smash through it. She +has done worse things--that's one comfort. Maybe the pearls should have +gone back to Hodinuggur direct, but she will make her bargain there, +never fear, and by God they deserve----'</p> + +<p class="normal">He broke out then with curses into the tale of Azîzan's birth, which it +seemed had been his strong card--that and the potter's eyes. He had +played the one against the other till he wormed the story out of his +enemy, while the old man waited below, ready, if Dan failed to be told +the truth, to bring his evil glance to bear on the question. That fear +had really settled the matter; she had acknowledged the part Azîzan had +played in bringing her plans to naught, and confessed the wisdom of +dancing to a different tune in the future.</p> + +<p class="normal">'We parted on the best of terms. She offered me cinnamon tea and +fritters, and I took some as a sign of peace,' said Dan with a shudder. +'And now I must be off and tell poor Gwen 'tis all settled for ever.' +He lingered a moment as he rose, to add with a half shy, half happy +smile, 'Were you very much surprised, old man?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Very,' replied Lewis with dignity. But Dan still lingered.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I wonder what on earth the Colonel will say?' he remarked +apprehensively after a pause.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then Lewis laughed; he could not help it. And actually the idea of +playing second fiddle to Colonel Tweedie's disappointment in the eyes +of the world, helped him materially in the interview which he had with +his cousin next morning. Even without this, however, he would have +felt it difficult to be severe, for he found her full of remorse and +self-abasement; rather vague, perhaps, but still real. She would never +forgive herself, she said, not so much for her indecision about Dan, +for she had always loved him, and Lewis was well quit of her selfish +regard. No! it was about poor George! She had sided with Simla in +turning the boy's head, she had made too much of him and behaved most +unwisely--really Lewis must let her say what she knew to be true--she +had been over friendly, over confidential, and had asked him to do too +much for her. All this and his foolish fancy about being the keeper of +Dan's conscience, of which the latter had told her, had been too much +for the dear, dear, lad's kind, sensitive heart. Then the terrible +home-coming after all the pleasure and spoiling! Was not that enough, +more than enough, to upset the balance? She was so insistent on this +point that Lewis had to confess his assent to it, and finally went away +feeling that she had more heart than he had given her credit for in the +past, and that he might even be in a measure responsible for not having +appealed to this better nature while he had the chance. Dan seemed to +have done it successfully, for she had evidently given up all thoughts +of a mercenary marriage. He understood her, she said plaintively, he +knew her faults and yet he loved her; while Lewis--he must excuse her +for saying so--had always treated her as if she had no heart, no +sentiment; had always committed the unpardonable mistake of making her +remember that she did not love him. Of course she had behaved +abominably to everybody--far worse than they would allow, for they were +all too good for her--but in the future she would have Dan, who was a +tower of strength to her.</p> + +<p class="normal">In fact, like many another woman of her type--many a man also--Gwen +Boynton had taken refuge from the greater remorse in the lesser one--if +indeed there was a greater one?--if indeed the real limit of her +sinning had not been that over-confidence to which she had confessed. +Not in detail truly; still she <i>had</i> confessed it with tears to Dan, +and he had forgiven her <i>en masse</i>; as, no doubt, he would forgive in +detail if she had thought it right to tell him what she had told +George. But what right had she to put this pain into another man's +life, or speak of that vague fear which even Chândni's confession of +having stolen the key would not smother utterly? It would be worse than +foolish! it would be wicked; and this dreadful doubt was her cross, her +punishment, which she thoroughly deserved for doing as she had done. +And when she had got thus far, remorse was once more in a clear open +channel where it could spread itself out and lose its chill under the +sunshine of Dan's kind consolations.</p> + +<p class="normal">Thus it really turned out that, after all, the person most upset by the +unexpected <i>dénouement</i> of affairs was Colonel Tweedie.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Engaged for years,' he said angrily, in reply to his daughter's +information. 'Well! I am surprised. A most extraordinary proceeding +which er--er--complicates--the--er--If you had said "of late," I +might have seen some sense in it, for during the last week or so even +Gordon, who is generally to be relied upon, has been absent over his +work--er--not to say--er--somewhat negligent. And of course being his +cousin--the--er--interest----'</p> + +<p class="normal">Rose hastened to confess that the engagement had only, as it were, been +a definite one during--here she hesitated a little--the last few days. +Which tribute to his perspicacity soothed the Colonel's dignity, and +encouraged him to further ventures in the seer's path by a suggestion +that no doubt his daughter's improved appetite and appearance, which he +had observed during the same period, was due to the proverbial interest +which women took in the matrimonial affairs of their neighbours. Though +for his part he must say that the friendly admiration he had had for +Mrs. Boynton had been very considerably impaired by--er--the lack of +judgment she had displayed in engaging herself to an assistant +engineer, a man whose promotion, he believed, could not possibly come +before the following July--if then. He went off to consult the +departmental lists with portentous gloom, leaving his daughter +defenceless before the truth. Certainly she had been much happier since +Lewis had known her feeling for him, and what is more, Mrs. Boynton's +decision in favour of Dan was a great relief in one way, though in +another it was disturbing--confusing; for despite her theories Rose +felt that the fact of his freedom to make other ties did make a +difference in her relations with Lewis Gordon. It ought not to do so, +of course; she was angry with herself for admitting the fact, but she +was totally unable to juggle with realities, or escape, crablike, from +a difficulty sideways. No thought of marriage or what she was pleased +to call sentimental rubbish had marred the self-forgetfulness of that +unpremeditated appeal she had made to her belief in him. No such +thought existed even now, and that the fear of it should creep in was +intolerable, absurd. No! she must feign the virtue of unconsciousness, +even if she had it not, and by an increase of friendly confidence, +combined with a strict attention to prose, prevent the awkwardness of +the position from falling on innocent Lewis, and show him clearly that +the altered situation had made no change in her, yet was not expected +to make any change in him. Only by these means could she show him, what +was really the truth, that her past avowal of interest was not mere +sentiment.</p> + +<p class="normal">Lewis, for his part, also tackled the position with a boldness which he +had denied to himself while he was still engaged to his cousin, still +smarting under the curiously mixed sensations which the knowledge of +the girl's real feelings had aroused. Then he had felt bound to +conventional modes of thought, and, to tell truth, had been more or +less afraid lest on inquiry a sentimental love for Rose might pop up +somewhere like a Jack-in-the-box. For her confession had affected him +in a perfectly incomprehensible way, and the only other explanation of +it he had been loth to admit, since it ran counter to all his pet +theories. What feeling could there be between a man and a woman save +the one feeling? This warmth at his heart when he thought of her +praise, this pain at the thought of her blame, could only be the old, +old story; and yet he had been in love before, and this was not the +same experience. Well, it might be milk-food suited to babes and women, +but it was not strong meat for strong men; withal it was strangely +satisfying, strangely final, so that when a return to commonplace diet +became possible, he found himself in two minds about taking to it. She +evidently had but one; she evidently had given him all she intended to +give, and the only return he could make was by showing her that he did +understand this, and that he did not think it necessary to salve over +her wounded modesty by making love to her. Wounded modesty! The very +thought seemed an insult. He could not agree with her theories +altogether, but he could at least respect them.</p> + +<p class="normal">So for the next month, while Gwen was slowly recovering her shock, and +all Simla was divided into factions over the surprise of her engagement +to penniless Dan Fitzgerald, a very pretty little comedy was being +enacted in the big house where Rose, as hostess, treated Lewis Gordon +as a friend, and he returned the compliment in kind. There was +absolutely no humbug, no effort about it at all. They were not in love +with each other, they were not restless or moody or excited, but +absolutely content and happy with things as they were. A state of +affairs accentuated by the relief from anxiety, the improving weather +and the charming gaiety and <i>verve</i> of the society in which they lived.</p> + +<p class="normal">Thus it happened that Rose Tweedie had her chance of being wooed in the +only possible way in which girls of her type can be wooed. One sees +dozens of them nowadays in society; one will see more and more year by +year, as the unnatural disproportion in the number of the sexes tends +to intensify the present seclusion of the nicest girls from the men. It +is not the fault of the latter. In a bevy of several hundred young +ladies, the fortunate possessor of the handkerchief naturally throws it +at some of those who press forward into individuality, or at some fair +face which even a crush cannot hide. So the choice for a wife falls on +beauty or brass. The latter may be too hard a term, yet the girls who +are likely to make the most faithful wives, the most devoted mothers, +are not those who are the readiest to attract and assent. On the +contrary they do not fall in love, and men have no time to give them +friendship. Friendship! They are engaged--nay, married--before the mere +thought of such a thing crops up.</p> + +<p class="normal">So the younger generation of women is rapidly dividing itself into the +girls who dress and the girls who don't dress. In other words, those +willing to attract men by one certain if seamy side of their natures, +and those who are not willing. Who does not know the opposite extremes +of these two factions? The girl who forces you instinctively to think +of a looking-glass, and the girl who makes you wonder if there be such +a thing in her room. The girl with not a hair out of place, and the +girl with a hiatus between her soul and her body, as the feminine +phrase runs. Rose belonged outwardly to neither factions, yet in her +heart she strenuously resented the old-fashioned theory that marriage +was the larger half of a man's life and the whole of a woman's. +Truthfully, though she was three-and-twenty, she had never felt the +slightest desire to marry anybody, not even Lewis, and she felt in +consequence proportionally grateful to him for behaving, at any rate, +as if he believed the fact.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet, even so, they sometimes found each other out, as for instance one +day when he came back from his cousin's full of unexpected news. Dan +Fitzgerald had sent in his resignation to the Department, and accepted +an offer of employment from Australia.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I'm as glad,' said Lewis heartily, 'as if I had had the chance myself; +partly because I couldn't make anything of it! Brown--that is the man +who has wired for him--was out here contracting one of the big railway +bridges. A bloated mechanic; began life as a riveter sort of fellow, +but with a knack of making money and a keen eye beyond belief. I +remembered his telling me that Dan was too good for us, and that if +ever he came across a job in which he wanted help, he would try and +steal him. This is some huge irrigation scheme--private--down South. If +Dan succeeds, and he will if any one can, there will be millions in +it.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I suppose your cousin is delighted?' said Rose.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Gwen? Never saw a woman more relieved in my life. For, mind you, +though she is awfully fond of Dan--fonder than I personally should have +thought she could have been of any one--the idea of the poverty was +telling on her. You know it is absurd to think of her as an assistant +engineer's wife. It is really not an environment in which she was +likely to shine, and when all is said and done on the romantic side +people ought to consider surroundings in making a settlement for life. +Besides, I am sure she is relieved to get away from us all and make a +fresh start. She feels it more than I should have expected.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Mr. Gordon,' said Rose suddenly, 'I'm very sorry I judged her so +harshly that--that time. I've wanted to say so often; but <i>then</i> it +seemed foolish. As if it could have mattered what I said or thought.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I don't think it did really matter,' he replied frankly. 'Rather the +other way round, I expect. Yet I doubt if you did judge her as harshly +as she judges herself now; so it is far better she should leave all +these associations behind. If he and she had had to go inspecting at +Hodinuggur, or even if she had to meet Dalel Beg and his wife--did I +tell you I saw her at the vice-regal squash yesterday, a perfect child +in the most awful get-up?--why, then, it would revive the old affair. +And if, by chance'--he paused a moment--'One never knows what mayn't +crop up, and Dan is a queer chap in some ways. He works by instincts, +as it were, and hitherto they have led him right. If they didn't, and +he found it out, I don't know what mightn't happen. He is not what I +call a very safe man unless he is successful. So they are both lucky to +get out of the uncongenial atmosphere which Government service is to +him and poverty is to her. They start in smooth water, and I must buy +my wedding-present, for they are to be married next month.</p> + +<p class="normal">'So soon?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'He has to leave at once. The wedding is to be at Rajpore after we all +go down. No bridesmaids, and I'm best man. If you want to know the +wedding dress, ask Gwen; she is sure to have settled it long ago. Women +always do.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I haven't,' protested Rose hastily. 'I shall be married in my +every-day things.'</p> + +<p class="normal">She tried hard to be grave while Lewis roared with laughter, but in the +end she joined in the joke against herself. For they never quarrelled +now. What was there to quarrel about?</p> + +<p class="normal">It was on another of these pleasant peaceful days, that he came to +lunch, with the news that Dalel Beg was even now detaining her father +by abject apologies for past old-style misdemeanours at Hodinuggur, and +profuse promises that in future it would be the abode of all the +civilised virtues. Khush-hâl Beg it appeared had died of apoplexy, +brought on no doubt by the unrestrained orgies with which the fat man +had celebrated his accession, and in consequence Dalel was king.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I don't quite understand it all,' he said thoughtfully. 'He is a fool, +and yet he is playing his cards well. Do you know, I shouldn't be at +all surprised to hear that Chândni was back again as chief adviser. She +is a very clever woman. It seems that there is a scheme on foot for +establishing stud farms or grazing paddocks for Government remounts. It +is supposed to be cheaper and better in the end to buy them as +yearlings and let them run loose, instead of being tethered heels, +heads, and tails, in native fashion. And as the water supply is to be +constant at Hodinuggur now, Dalel proposes that Government should +utilise some of his waste land there, and put him in charge, or partly +in charge. Of course it would bring him in a steady income if he gets +his finger in the pie.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'He ought to get nothing,' interrupted Rose hastily; 'I believe he was +at the bottom of all that intrigue. We shall never know what went on +exactly, but there was intrigue, and that sort of thing should be +punished.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Undoubtedly; but as I said before, Dalel is a fool--except about a +horse. It was the old man and Chândni; they belonged to that age. This +man tries to break the Ten Commandments in two languages, and misses +the idiom in both. But he does know the points of a horse, and as +Government must keep up these old families and try to civilise them, it +is as well to get some work out of them.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Hodinuggur civilised! I can't imagine it,' echoed Rose. 'When I think +of the old potter, and that mirrored room on the roof--of Azîzan and +the Ayôdhya pot--it seems like some old dream of life into which we +nineteenth century folk strayed by mistake.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'With disastrous results,' put in Lewis thoughtfully. 'Well! with half +the <i>dramatis personæ</i> of the play dead, and the other half married, it +ought to have come to an end now like a decently behaved melodrama. Not +a very moral one, I'm afraid, Miss Tweedie, and virtue must be its own +reward.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'What do you mean?' she asked.</p> + +<p class="normal">'You and I have been left out of the prizes altogether; but then, as +the potter said, we didn't belong to his world.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I wish you had not reminded me of that scene,' she interrupted +hastily. 'I cannot help thinking of how Mr. Fitzgerald sat smiling at +me while the old man measured him; just as George did when he measured +himself, and he is dead.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'What a woman you are when all is said and done!' he replied, smiling +at her. 'Still I do think that poetic justice has not been meted out +all round. Gwen, for instance, has everything she wants, and I am out +in the cold.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Do you feel out in the cold?' asked Rose aggressively.</p> + +<p class="normal">He hastened to assure her that on the contrary he was quite warm and +comfortable, but in spite of this the conversation languished till +Colonel Tweedie came in, full of his intention of recommending Dalel +Beg's plan strongly to the authorities.</p> + +<p class="normal">To call it Dalel Beg's was, however, as Lewis Gordon had suspected, to +credit that gentleman with too much sense. It was Chândni's. When Dan +Fitzgerald had left her after partaking in friendly fashion of cinnamon +tea, she had put the pearls away in a safe place, and set herself, as +she had been doing ever since she came to Simla, to amuse herself. She +had looked after Dan as he rode away without the least malice, saying +that there was a man indeed; one of the old sort like the Diwâns. If he +had had her in the old days, say at Hodinuggur, there would just have +been one order, and then silence. She nodded her head and smiled over +the thought. But now she had three thousand rupees and the pearls. She +could not sell them of course, could not at present let any one know +she had them. They were too well known, these Hodinuggur pearls, for +Chândni to traffic in them without fear of being accused of theft. By +and by, perhaps, she might trade them off on Dalel; but nothing of that +sort was safe as long as Khush-hâl was alive. So long too, as they +thought the mem had them they would not dare to move in the matter, now +that there was all this talk of a permanent water-supply; for Chândni, +in the wooden-balconied house at Simla, heard all the latest talk, and +had quite a bevy of respectable native gentlemen who drank sherbets at +her expense. She heard also from a friend at court of this taking up of +waste land, and as she listened to all the stir of intrigue after this +thing and that thing, felt a pang of regret for that vanished dream of +some day being a motive power in Hodinuggur. This court-life was as +the breath of her nostrils, and if she had been in the place of that +half-caste girl down in the house with the dahlias, she would not have +been half starved and beaten; for if bazaar rumour said sooth, Dalel +Beg had carried his occidental estimate of the marriage-tie to this +almost incredible length.</p> + +<p class="normal">Then one day, after a rich Hindu contractor had roused her wrath by +claiming her more or less as his special property, by reason of the +money he had chosen to lavish on her, came the news of Khush-hâl Beg's +death in the odour of court sanctity. She could imagine it all down in +the ruined palace out in the desert--the old ways, the old etiquette; +poverty-stricken may be, yet still courtly. And why, in these pushing +days when fat pigs like that Hindu made money, should they remain +poverty-stricken? yet even so, it was better in a way to be Chândni of +Hodinuggur, than Chândni of a bazaar, especially as one grew older.</p> + +<p class="normal">That same afternoon a patchwork-covered dhooli went jolting down to the +house with the dahlias, which was a miserable spot now; deserted, +forlorn. A miserable room also, whence the indignant Parsees had reft +the French clocks and the <i>bric-à-brac</i>. A most miserable pair of women +too, reduced to cooking their own food at the drawing-room fire, lest +their over-looking neighbours might see them in the degradation of the +cook-room--since the deepest degradation of all in Eurasian eyes is to +be servantless.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Don't be a fool,' said Chândni to Mrs. D'Eremao's shrill abuse, as the +former walked in upon them unceremoniously, and, squatting down, went +on calmly chewing betel. 'You have nothing to do with the business. +But, if she is wise, she will listen.' Beatrice Elflida Norma looked at +her shrewdly and said, 'Be quiet, mamma, there is no harm in hearing +what she has to say.'</p> + +<p class="normal">It was not much, but to the point. No doubt, if they appealed to +English justice, they could force the Diwân to support his wife. But +how? At Hodinuggur under lock and key. It would not be nice, and +Chândni had tales to tell which made Mrs. D'Eremao's hair stand on her +head even while she protested that <i>she</i> was a freeborn British +subject. Doubtless; but then they must give up all hopes of the +position for which the girl had married such an atrocity. (Here +Beatrice Elflida dissolved into tears.) Besides, that was not the way +to treat a Mohammedan gentleman, an offshoot of the great Moghuls; but +<i>she</i> knew how to treat him, and for a consideration, was quite willing +to use her influence with Dalel to set things straight. She did not +want him, and had flouted his proposals of peace a dozen times, but she +was quite ready, <i>for this consideration</i>, to make herself useful. +Briefly, that consideration was a free hand if she could get it, no +cabals against her position, and an assignment, in case of Dalel's +death, of a good slice of that state pension, which, in such case, +would be given to the wife. If there were children, so much the better, +since the pension would be larger. In addition, they had to remember +that refusal would not amend the position, since Dalel would no doubt +bribe her back in some other way.</p> + +<p class="normal">So a week after this, her Highness Beatrice Elflida Norma of +Hodinuggur's name appeared on the list of donors to a certain Fund, +opposite no less a sum than one thousand rupees, and she herself +appeared at the next viceregal squash in full native costume, with her +hair quite straight, and many shades darker in colour. She sat and +talked affably to a stout English matron about her husband's great +desire to assimilate the lives of Indian women more closely to those of +their European sisters; so that, on her return home, the stout English +matron mentioned to her stout English husband, who happened to be a +Commissioner, that the Hodinuggur creature seemed to have ideas and +should be encouraged.</p> + +<p class="normal">And that evening, Dalel said to Chândni, ere he left the little +balconied room where so many grave and reverend gossip-mongers sat +drinking sherbet, 'Thou wilt return to Hodinuggur as thou hast +promised.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I will return; but not as before. I am free to come and go. And see +that thou pay me back that thousand rupees out of the first batch of +horses. Else Chândni goes, never to come again.'</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_26" href="#div1Ref_26">CHAPTER XXVI</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">It was a hot October. The rains coming early had stopped early, giving +Lewis Gordon and Rose that charming sunshiny month on the Hills, of +which mention has been made. A whole month of almost idyllic happiness +and content.</p> + +<p class="normal">And now, after the usual hiatus of a visit or two for Rose <i>en route</i>, +and a hasty tour for her father round some outlying canals, they had +settled down for the cold-weather life at Rajpore. Perhaps it was only +the rather unusual heat which made it seem less pleasing than usual to +at least two of the party. And this was more evident to Lewis Gordon +than to the girl, since she had the occupation and distraction of +preparing for Gwen's approaching marriage. Naturally, it was to be +a great function, for, while her admirers were legion, Dan's friends +were many; besides, as everybody admitted, the bride and bridegroom +alone would be worth going to see, worth remembering as a pattern +pair of lovers. So the Tweedies were lending their house for the +breakfast--which was to be a real breakfast, since the marriage was to +take place so as to allow of a start by the cool morning mail; the +regiment was lending its band for the wedding-march, and, on this tepid +October afternoon, every garden in the place was sending white +oleanders and hibiscus to the odd octagon church which had once been a +Mohammedan tomb. Nay more! one devoted though disappointed lover far +down by some distant canal had sent, by special messenger, a great +basket of belated white lotus lilies, with a request that they might be +trodden on by the bride's happy feet.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gwen, as she bent over this offering, sniffing at the faint almond +scent of the huge, jewelled flowers, was a gracious sight to look upon. +She had quite recovered herself, and in sober truth felt absolutely +content. 'How nice of the dear thing!' she murmured sweetly.</p> + +<p class="normal">And so it was; very nice. One might give it another epithet and say it +was almost heroic. But of this Gwen Boynton had no conception, and +never would have one. That side of human nature, its passion, its +tears, its temptations, its triumphs, had been left out of her +composition. She roused it in others, she played with it prettily, she +even spoke warily and discreetly about it; yet Rose Tweedie, despite +her girlish disdain, had more real sympathy with it than she had.</p> + +<p class="normal">Dan, meanwhile, in Lewis Gordon's office, disregardful of the lack of +chairs, was kicking his heels as he sat on the table, declaring loudly +that he would of a certainty break down in replying to the toast which +was to be given at the Club dinner in his honour that night. What the +dickens did the fellows mean by giving him a dinner? What had he ever +done for any of them? What had he ever been but a reckless, +insubordinate, unsteady, loafing brute, who ought to have been kicked +out of the service years ago?</p> + +<p class="normal">'I expect they know their own minds,' replied Lewis rather wearily. He +had a headache; and he was telling himself it was liver when he knew +quite well it was not; a most unsatisfactory denial since there is no +phase of depression so unendurable as that when even a blue pill fails +to hold out cheering hopes. Yet he spoke kindly and patiently also; for +he must have been of base clay, indeed, who would not have recognised +that Dan, transfigured as it were on the summit of his hopes, was a +worthy sight in this work-a-day world, and that, in a measure, it was +well to be there on the hill-top with him. 'Besides,' he added, 'I +think I overheard Simpson saying something about a sick baby----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Oh! bad cess to the baby,' interrupted Dan, seeking refuge in an +excess of Celtic recklessness. 'Sure it's a boy now, and one can't see +a child die for the want of ice when your pony has four legs. More by +token, it had but three for a month after, poor beast. But what's that +to do with it? It isn't so much that I'm too bad. It's the world that's +too good for me, and that's a fact. When I think of all you fellows who +have been so good and so patient with me, my heart's broke about it +entirely--and when I think of George! sure, it's only Gwen's kind face +that comforts me. Oh, Gordon! what have I done that she should be going +to marry me to-morrow?'</p> + +<p class="normal">So he ran on, as many another man has run on; as most men, good and +true, do run on when they are just about to marry the woman they love.</p> + +<p class="normal">And Lewis Gordon sat listening to him with a headache and a pain in his +heart; for the most part thinking that if Rose could only see this man, +only hear him, she might not be quite so disdainful of it all; might +acknowledge that, be it bad or good in its essence, this feeling did +step into a man's life for the time and claim him body and soul, to the +detriment of neither.</p> + +<p class="normal">And by the by,' said Dan suddenly, 'I've been meaning to ask you for a +long time, but I wasn't sure if you'd like it. And now that I'm going +away for good and all, and you can't get out of being my best man, I'll +risk it. When are you going to marry Miss Tweedie?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Never,' replied Lewis firmly, roused into instant resistance. 'What +put such a fancy into your head now?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Now?' Dan's face was a study in tender humour 'It's been in my head +for the last year, and in yours too. I told Gwen so, I remember, before +we went to Hodinuggur that time, and I could see by her manner she +thought so also.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Lewis looked at him with an odd expression. 'Then you were both +mistaken, that's all.' And Fitzgerald, if you're quite done talking +about yourself--I've a lot of work to finish, old chap----'</p> + +<p class="normal">Dan laughed. 'Well! I'll go; but it is true, Gordon, and what is more, +she likes you; any one can see that.'</p> + +<p class="normal">True! absolutely true. Lewis knew it right well, none better, and the +remembrance of the affection she had given him unasked filled him as +ever with a glow of intense satisfaction. And yet he had to confess +that he was not happy. That idyllic month spent in each other's company +had been charming, but that fortnight of absence had been the reverse. +And what he felt now was something very different from that calm, +contented confidence in their mutual friendship which remained, thank +Heaven, untouched by this new passion. For it was that, and nothing +else. He had felt it before, for other women, this moody, restless, +selfish desire of appropriation, and if Rose would not marry him he +would probably feel it again for some one else. In a half-hearted way +he almost regretted that it should have obtruded itself in this, the +most perfect idyl of his life, and yet, call it what hard names he +would, there it was, a palpable factor in the future. Rose was the best +of friends; but she was also a very charming girl into whose company +he had been thrown, and he had fallen in love with her; naturally +enough--only it complicated matters.</p> + +<p class="normal">He gave a queer little grimace and began to add up a column of figures, +telling himself that no doubt he would get over it as he had got over +similar attacks before; and that at any rate he would wait and see. +Anything seemed better than the risk of paining Rose by letting her +think that after all he had failed to understand the absolute +unconsciousness of her regard for him. And that she might think so, +seemed more than likely, since with all his experience, all his +knowledge, he was only just beginning to realise that this passionate +love was indeed a thing absolutely apart from his affection for her. So +much so, that it almost seemed to him that it would have been easier to +tell her of the former, if the latter had not hedged her in with +reverence and tenderness. It came to him, with a smile, that indeed and +in truth it would have been easier had he been able to send the barber +round with proposals to her father in native fashion; after all, there +was an immense deal to be said for that side of the question.</p> + +<p class="normal">And then, in his careful methodical fashion, he began to add up the +column of figures again. This time the total was different; a trifle to +be easily set right, yet he was not used to such aberrations of +intellect, and it annoyed him. He did it again, this time allowing no +thoughts of Rose or anything else to obtrude themselves, and a new set +of figures rewarded his perseverance. He laid the pen aside and faced +himself resolutely. Yes! he had been doing atrocious work of late, he +had been thinking of Rose all day long, he had not been able to settle +steadily to anything, and, unless this could be stopped, the sooner he +took advantage of the many changes in the Department--consequent on +Dan's going and the usual cold-weather returns from furlough--in order +to give up his present position, the better. There was nothing like +breaking loose from one's surroundings at once, and he was due some +promotion. But if he had to do this, Rose ought to know the reason. Why +should she live in a fool's paradise? Why should she not face the facts +of life as well as he? If she had been like other women he had known, +he would have made love to her and proposed as a matter of course; but +she was not like others; or rather what did he know of the matter, save +that never by word, or look, or sign had she shown her knowledge even +of the most elementary facts in life. How could you go to a girl like +that and ask her to marry you straight off? What could you do save +gloze over the question by phrases, by mixing it up with other things, +even with that perfect, angelic, absolutely unselfish affection and +regard which she had given him, and which he, apart from all this, felt +for her. Still, it had to be done; in common fairness to her and to +himself, he must tell her that he was a fool, and that life was quite +unendurable without her; he must tell her, if only because there was no +other earthly reason why he should give up the Secretaryship. And if +this had to be, if he had to tell her, then there was no time like the +present, when the necessity for action seemed clear to him.</p> + +<p class="normal">So ten minutes after, he walked into the room where Rose sat making +wedding favours as for dear life, surrounded by a perfect <i>chevaux de +fries</i> of white satin ribbons, bows, and blossoms. The windows were set +wide open on to the verandah where great baskets of white flowers lay +awaiting her final visit to the church. On the table stood the lotus +lily offering with a note from Gwen to say it was too good to be +trodden on, and would Rose see the pretty things were put on the altar, +where they would look quite sweet. The girl in her white dress with her +brisk hands flying about scissors, needle, and thimble, and her mind +busy with the coming marriage, seemed, like her surroundings, in +unsympathising connection with his purpose; and the perception made him +say discontentedly as he paused beside her to lean against the table--</p> + +<p class="normal">'I thought you didn't approve of wedding favours?' It was an opening of +the siege at the very furthermost outworks of the position which she +frustrated by a laugh.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Oh, it doesn't matter! other people seem to like them, and I've made +you such a beauty. There it is, beside you on the table--take care! +you're almost sitting on it. Smell it, it's real orange-blossom.'</p> + +<p class="normal">There was apparently not a vacant chair in the room. They were all +occupied with white wreaths and true lovers' knots--but with a cross +here and there he was glad to see--so he continued to lean against the +table, smelling perfunctorily at his own favour, and thinking of the +utter inconsequence of the feminine mind, until a certain irritation +came to his aid.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I wish you would put that work down for a minute, Rose,' he said +quietly. 'I have something I want to say to you.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Her hands paused, arrested among the white ribbons, her mind on one +word; for he had never before called her by her Christian name. So she +sat looking at him doubtfully, with the light from the windows behind +her edging the great coils of her hair with bronze.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I have come to tell you that I'm a fool,' he began almost +argumentatively. 'At least, I suppose it's foolish. I am quite ready to +admit, if you like, that it is so; but the fact remains. I can't go on +as we are--as we have been, I should say--any longer. Don't think it is +because I cannot understand. I do--at least I think I do. You are my +friend, Rose, and will be that always, I hope. I don't say the best +friend I ever had, or ever shall have, because that has nothing to do +with the question, and, besides, there aren't any degrees in +friendship--you have taught me that. So I think you may admit that I +understand you. The question is, if you will understand me.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He paused, and Rose's kind shadowless eyes noted with a sudden +shrinking back from the sight, that his usual calm was broken by a +palpable effort to steady his voice. He felt, indeed, that he had not +the least clew to the girl's mind; that he was absolutely taking a leap +in the dark. And that what he had to say now was, in reality, so +foreign to every single word they had ever said to each other before, +that even if she consented to marry him he could not be sure if she +meant it--if she really understood the difference which he saw so +clearly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Rose,' he went on, 'the fact is, that I've fallen in love with--with +you; and if you don't really want to marry me, I had better go away. I +would take an out-district for a time. I've had enough--perhaps too +much--secretary work.' He seemed to take refuge in details from the +main point.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Why--why should you go away?' asked Rose in a low voice. 'We were very +happy, weren't we?'</p> + +<p class="normal">Her eyes, which had sought her hands among the white satin bows, came +back to his face anxiously, almost fearfully.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Why?' he echoed passionately, and as he went on his words, his voice, +his manner trembled in the fine balance between the humour of the thing +and its gravity. 'Ah, Rose, that is the question! Because I'm a fool, +say you; because I'm a man, say I. Because I love you, Rose; because I +think of you when I ought to be thinking of other things. Because I'm +an idiot, and have gone all to pieces. Because it's torture to think +you may go away and marry some one else. Because I can't even add up a +column of figures without wondering what you will say now--now when I +ask you to marry me? Because--yes! have it so--because I am a +fool!----'</p> + +<p class="normal">He had held out his hands towards her, and hers were in them in an +instant.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Oh, Lewis, what a wretch I've been!' she cried; 'but why didn't you +ask me before?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Why--didn't--you--ask me--before,' he repeated slowly. The favours +which had fallen from her lap lay round about their feet, and those on +the table were squashed remorselessly as he seated himself upon its +edge with the air of a man who requires some physical support, and +still holding her by the hands, drew her down beside him silently. 'I +shall never understand you, dear--thank God!' he said at last in an +undertone: then went on in a different voice--'It is a little +confusing, Rose, you must admit. All this time, ever since you told me +that you----'</p> + +<p class="normal">She interrupted him quickly, eagerly--'Ah, but that was a totally +different thing altogether!'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Totally different,' he echoed meekly. 'Yes, of course!' And then he +paused again with his eyes on hers. 'I suppose you would rather I +didn't kiss you?' he began irrelatively, with a half smile of infinite +tenderness.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Oh, I don't mind,' she put in hastily; 'it doesn't really matter--if +you wish--only don't talk nonsense, Lewis; please don't. I do hate it +so; it makes me feel inclined to put my head in a bag.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Then I won't; I can't afford to lose sight of your dear face just +now.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Lewis!'</p> + +<p class="normal">'But if I don't say that sort of thing, what <i>are</i> we to talk about?' +he asked, only half in jest. 'The weather--the news? Not very +interesting subjects either of them to a man when the girl he loves has +just promised to marry him--for you have promised, haven't you, Rose?'</p> + +<p class="normal">She took no notice of his question.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Talk about,' she echoed, her kind eyes growing a little +absent--'surely there are heaps of things to talk about besides you and +me. There is the house we are going to have, Lewis; such a nice house! +The prettiest drawing-room you ever saw; I will have it so. And a study +for you, all to yourself, sir, where you can go when you're tired of +me. And then the dinners, Lewis! That's one blessing of my having kept +house for father. I know all about it. There won't be any cold mutton, +Lewis; but the nicest little dinners.' She paused to nod her head +wisely.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Well,' said Lewis, 'please go on; this is really most interesting.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'And the garden. 'I'll make you gardener, Lewis. I don't believe you +know the difference between a carnation and a chrysanthemum now; but +I'll teach you, and you shall tie them up for me--I hate tying up +flowers. And I'll copy your reports for you, and keep the house quiet. +And then, and then, everybody will be so hungry, Lewis, and there will +be so many bills to pay; but it won't matter, for every one will be +happy, and the children will brag about their home to all the other +girls and boys----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Go on, dear, go on!' There was a little tremble in his voice now, and +as they sat ruining the wedding favours, his right arm drew her closer +to him; but she seemed not to notice it. A half smile was on her lips, +a certain sadness in her eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">'And then, dear? Who knows--who can tell? There are so many things, and +death comes--even to the little ones.' She paused, then went on more +lightly--'And I'll grow stout; yes, I'm afraid so, Lewis. I'm the sort +of girl, you know, who is apt to get stout. And you are sure to grow +bald. Then I'll be cross, and you'll be cross; only it won't so much +matter, for we will both be cross together--and no wonder, with the +boys wanting cricket-bats, and the girls clamouring for music-lessons! +So there will be more bills than ever. Then you and I will begin to get +old, Lewis; and the girls will want me to sit up till three in the +morning at balls, and I shall be so sleepy; but you shall stay at home +and smoke, dear. And then the boys will get into scrapes--boys always +do, don't they, Lewis--for they're not like girls, you know. And when +they come to me to get them out of their trouble, I shall say: "No, +dears, go to your father, he will understand; for he--for he is the +best man I ever knew."'</p> + +<p class="normal">Her voice ended in a little sob; he could feel it, hear it, as if it +were his own, for her face was hidden on his breast.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Rose! Rose! my dear, my dear!'</p> + +<p class="normal">It was almost a cry. He would have liked to kneel before his love, as +he had done before the other, but with her there so close to his heart, +he could only hold her fast and tell himself passionately that, in +those long years to come, it should be even as she had said, and that +never, in word, thought, or deed, would he sully her pure ideal.</p> + +<p class="normal">So they sat silent--for, to tell truth, other words seemed to him +sacrilege, and she had said her say--until with a half apologetic smile +she drew herself away.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I'm sure you are sitting on your favour, Lewis, and I've such a lot +more to make; besides, I promised to go down to the church at half-past +five. It must be that now, and I've wasted all this time.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I've been here exactly seven minutes and a half,' he replied, gloomily +taking out his watch; 'for I looked just before I came in.'</p> + +<p class="normal">She laughed. 'Well, that was very methodical of you; and I think, on +the whole, dear, that you managed very nicely. And now, as I hear the +carriage coming round, you might just help me to put in the flowers. +Aren't the lotus lovely?'</p> + +<p class="normal">There was no help for it. She was hopelessly back in realities, and +Lewis had to accept the position. After all, as he watched her drive +off, like a bride herself in the midst of her white flowers, he told +himself that she had managed to compress a great deal into those seven +and a half minutes; a whole dream of life which must, which should come +true. It would be more difficult for him than for her, of course; +perhaps that was one reason why he was still thinking over it long +after she had forgotten everything else in the fervour of a free fight +with the parson, who objected on principle to lotus-blossoms in the +chancel. They were a heathen flower, sacred to unmentionable beliefs +and rites, and could not be admitted beyond the body of the church. It +was but an offshoot of an old quarrel between these two, which renewed +itself every Christmas and Easter-tide; but Rose, who by instinct +understood the story which these particular flowers had to tell, opened +up the whole question of symbolism hotly, finally marching off with her +lilies in a huff to the lectern, whence, she told herself, their +message of love and sacrifice might fittingly go forth. And while she +worked away under the echoing dome of the old tomb, the band in the bit +of public garden close by was clashing and bashing away at 'Rule +Britannia, and 'Ta-ra-ra-boom-de-ay,' much to the delight of ayahs +leading sallow dark-eyed children by the hand, and a motley crowd of +servants and shopkeepers from the neighbouring bazaar.</p> + +<p class="normal">Sometimes a palki gharry, like a green box on wheels, with four or five +specimens of Tommy Atkins and a black bottle inside, would come +rattling past, drawn by an anatomy of a horse, and leave a shower of +gibes and greetings behind it for those other green boxes on wheels +which were drawn up beside the road, while their gaily-dressed +occupants chewed betel or strolled about with clanking feet among the +long shadows thrown by the flowering shrubs. Light, and laughter, and +noise; a whole eternity of time and space between this life and the +girl under the dome, decorating the Bible with lotus-blossoms.</p> + +<p class="normal">'There's going to be a big shâdi (wedding) in the girja ghur (church) +to-morrow morning,' said one of the occupants, dressed in tight mauve +silk trousers and a yellow veil, as she clambered back into the green +box where a figure in white lay listening lazily. 'They are doing all +sorts of pooja there to-day. It is that big, long sahib in the canals +and Boynton sahib's widow. Ai, the sorry tale! Making a fuss of shâdi +about a woman who has had the misfortune to kill one man.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Chândni sat up suddenly. 'Tobah! a sorry tale, indeed! So she is to +marry him! Lo, there is a man, indeed! but I wonder what he would say +if he knew what I know now?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Dost know aught? Dost know him?' began the other enviously.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I have seen him. He was down at Hodinuggur a week ago putting up a +white marble stone to the young sahib who died there of the sickness +last rains. They were friends, see you, great friends. Lo, tell thy +driver to go on, Lâlu; this wearies me, the folk have no manners.'</p> + +<p class="normal">They had not far to go; only to the Bedâmi bazaar, with its current of +life below and its latticed balconies above. The full moon rose through +the golden-dust haze to hang like a balloon above the feathery crowns +of the palm-trees; the clatter of horses, hoofs bearing their owners +home to dinner died from the Mall hard by; and Rose stood at the door +of the tomb looking back into the shadowy dome, where the huge lilies +showed like the ghosts of flowers. It would look very nice, she +thought, in the cool light of early morning; and she would have it +decorated in the same way when she and Lewis were married.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Chândni, as she paused to think of the future, thought of the past +also.</p> + +<p class="normal">'He fought me fairly,' she said to herself; 'and for his beauty's sake, +I could bear more than he gave. That is our way. But she! Lo, she is +even as I, and he shall know it. I will put that in the platter as the +wedding tribute, and it will help him to pay her back for me. 'Tis +almost as well I had not learnt the tale from Dalel in those days. It +comes better now.'</p> + +<p class="normal">So, as the night fell, she wrapped herself in the white domino of +respectability, sent for another green box on wheels, and drove in the +direction of the house where Dan was living. That was not difficult to +discover; all that was necessary being a word of inquiry from the +general merchant who sold everything heart could desire in the shop +below the balcony. And the night was warm. She would as lief sit in the +moonshine behind the hedge of white oleanders and talk to the +gardeners, as stay in the stuffy bazaar with its evening odours of +fried meats and pungent smoke.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_27" href="#div1Ref_27">CHAPTER XXVII</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">'I was never so happy or so sorry in all my life before, and I thank +Heaven that I'm enough of an Irishman still to say so without being +afraid of being laughed at.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He stood at one end of the table looking his best, as a gentleman +always does in his evening dress--a curious fact, since there is no +more cruel test for the least lack of good breeding. But this man stood +it triumphantly, and not one of those other men seated that night round +the long table but carries to his grave a remembrance of Dan +Fitzgerald's look when he was bidding good-bye to his friends. The +eager vitality of the man, always his strongest characteristic, seemed +to have reached its climax.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I'm not going to say anything of her,' he went on, the rich, round +voice softening. 'There isn't any need, since you all know her. +Besides, though you have all come here to-night--why, I can't for +the life of me tell--to wish us good luck in the future, it isn't so +much of the future I'm thinking as of the past. It has been so happy, +thanks to you all. And it's over. That is the worst of it. I suppose it +isn't quite what a man is expected to say on these occasions; but the +ladies--God bless them!--would, I'm sure, agree, if they could only be +made to understand that marriage is the end of a man's youth. It +doesn't alter the case at all that it may be the end of the woman's +also, or that we get something that may be as good in exchange. What +has that to do with the past?--the merry, careless past, which I've +enjoyed so much, and to which I'm now saying good-bye. Well, Heaven +help those who say good-bye to it without a solid reason, or have a +sneaking intention of not really saying good-bye to it at all? for +their lines are in evil places. And that sounds like a sermon, and you +never heard Dan Fitzgerald preach before, and you never will again. It +isn't only that I'm off with the morning to the other end of the +world--to a new world, if it comes to that, worth this old one and the +past and all of you put together, if you'll excuse my saying so--it is +because even if I were stopping here I should be out of the old life as +surely as if I were dead and buried. To begin with, I shall have to +think of every penny I spend, so that I may have enough to pay for +paradise! The world is full of paradoxes for me to-night; and I'm the +greatest of them all myself; for I don't want to say good-bye, and yet +I wouldn't miss having to say it for the world. Then it seems to me +to-night as if I'd solved the puzzle; and there's Doveton--the old +bachelor--grinning as if he knew I was a fool, and that I was making +the biggest mistake of my life. I don't think so--I don't think I ever +shall think so; I hope not, anyhow. And so, good-bye to you--goodbye! +And may none of us, married or single, live to know the pain of a +"heart grown cold, a head grown grey--in vain!"'</p> + +<p class="normal">Down the disordered table with its litter of glasses and flowers, its +atmosphere heavy with the odours of dinner and drink, a hush lay for a +second; not more. Then some one laughed, and with a roar of applause +the general tone--varying from concert pitch to normal diapason +according to the taste of the owner--struck into the old chorus; the +refrain which, touching as it does the lowest and the highest ideals of +humanity, has provoked more mixed sentiment and emotion than any other +in the language:</p> + +<p class="normal">'<i>For he's a jolly good fel-low. For he's a jolly good fe-el-low</i>.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Love, admiration, assent. But to what? That lies in the creed of the +singer.</p> + +<p class="normal">And Dan, as the chorus went swaying and surging about in the discords +and harmonies, was left alone, silent--as it were on a pinnacle.</p> + +<p class="normal">Lewis Gordon, feeling responsible for his man, and noting his growing +excitement, inveigled him out after a time for a quiet cigar on the +verandah, and then suggested he should go to bed; whereat Dan laughed +softly. Did not his best man see that the idea was palpably absurd when +life itself was a dream--a dream that only came once to a fellow? When +you hadn't a wish ungratified, save of course that some others he wot +of might have as good luck as he.</p> + +<p class="normal">'If you mean me,' replied Lewis stolidly, 'I'm all right. I'm going to +marry Rose Tweedie whenever she can spare five minutes from your +wedding to arrange mine.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'You don't say so! By the powers, what a good matchmaker I am! And so +it's settled. I say, Gordon, do you think there is any chance of her +being up still?' put in Dan all in one breath.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Couldn't say; she had a lot of favours to make and remake when I last +saw her, certainly,' replied Lewis, with an inward smile at the +remembrance; 'but you can't go and call on her now; it's half-past ten +at least.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Can't I? There is nothing I couldn't do to-night, it seems to me. And +<i>you</i> are yawning. Oh, go to bed, old man! or you will spoil the show +to-morrow.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'And you?'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I'm off too, but not to bed! No, you needn't be afraid. I'll turn up +again in time.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The glamour of the soft Indian night was on Lewis also; even on those +who one by one drifted from the laughter within to stand for five +minutes, arrested by the peace without, before going on their way. And +if this were so to men in the slack-water of life, what must it have +been to Dan on the flood-tide of his threescore years and ten? To Dan +with his vivid imagination, his soft heart, his excitable, impulsive +nature. As he rode along noiselessly at a foot's pace through the sandy +dust which looked hard as marble in the glare of the moon, he and his +shadow were the only moving things in that world of light. No darkness +anywhere! Not even in the distant arcades of trees. Only a soft grey +mist of moonlight blending all things into the semblance of a mirage +seen from afar. A fire-fly or two showed against the flowering shrubs +in intermittent glimpses of light. Here, and then gone, as it were, +upon the soft quiver of the insistent cicalas in the air.</p> + +<p class="normal">Was not life worth living, indeed if only for such a night as this!</p> + +<p class="normal">'<i>On such a night did young Lorenzo!</i>'</p> + +<p class="normal">But Dan Fitzgerald had passed beyond that flood-mark on the shore. +Passion counted for much in the elation of mind and body which was the +apotheosis of both; but love counted for more. The memory of a thousand +griefs and pains with pity hidden in their hearts came to fill the +mystic cup of life which the Unseen, Unknown Hand held out to him from +Heaven--the Sangreal of Humanity--the sacraments of Birth and Death. +The child dying of the potter's thumb-mark in the dust--that other in +loving arms with the ice chilling even death's cold touch--George with +the bullet piercing the friendship in his heart--Rose with her pure +wisdom fearless and unashamed--these and many another remembrance +seemed to blend sorrow and joy into peace, even as the moon-mist blent +the world around him into vague beauty.</p> + +<p class="normal">And there was Rose herself! He could see her, as with the easy +friendliness of India he paced his pony through the open gates of the +garden, and so passed the house. She was still at work among the white +flowers beside the door which was set wide upon the warm balmy night.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Is that you, Mr. Fitzgerald?' she called, pausing at the faint sound +of his coming to look out into the flood of moonlight clear as noonday.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It is I, Miss Tweedie.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He had slipped from his pony and stood beside it welcoming her with +outstretched hands as she came forth, eager with some message for the +morrow which he might deliver.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Lewis has told me, and I'm so glad,' he said, breaking in on her +words. 'It is the best wedding present I've had yet, and I came along +on the chance of seeing you. I've something to give you. I meant it for +to-morrow, as a parting gift--just a remembrance of your kindness to us +both. But I'd rather give it to you with our best wishes.</p> + +<p class="normal">He unfastened something from his own wrist and put it, soft and warm, +into her hand. It was a native amulet cunningly twisted of silk thread +and pearls, with a triangle of some blue stone strung in the centre.</p> + +<p class="normal">''Tis only a glorified ram-rukhri,' he went on half-jestingly, 'the +bracelet sisters give their brothers to bring them good luck. Only it +is the other way round with you.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Rose looked at the blue of the triangle doubtfully, then at his kindly +face.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Yes! it's a bit of the Ayôdhya pot--the only bit that wasn't in +pieces. And it has my name on the back, and--and George's.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'And George's?' echoed Rose softly.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Ay! He would have liked it, I know--for you were kind to him--kind to +us both, always'--Mâdr-mihrbân, as the old potter called you. And we +two, George and I, are one part of the story; I was thinking of it as I +came along just now----'</p> + +<p class="normal">She put out her hand with a sudden gesture. 'Don't think of it, Mr. +Fitzgerald! Forget all about it. Go away and forget.'</p> + +<p class="normal">He gave a happy laugh. 'Why should I? I don't want to forget anything +to-night--except my sins. The rest is all good. Let me put that on for +you--so--goodnight! We'll say good-bye to-morrow.'</p> + +<p class="normal">So out on the deserted roads with the same happy unrest in his heart. +He would go down and see the old familiar places in the garden opposite +once more--even the pond where the ducks and geese had quacked and +gabbled him into silence! Then through the hanging tassels of the grey +tamarisk trees, round the gleaming white road to the blue-tiled +minarets of the old watch-tower standing causelessly upon the level +plain where four ways met, and so back station-wards to the stunted +dome of the church. The throbbing of tom-toms proclaimed the nearness +of the bazaar, but the building itself stood unassailably silent and +deserted on its high white plinth, save for some one lying on a string +bed set in a shadow by the door. Dan slipped from his pony again, and +hitched the reins to a broken iron clamp in the stone-work of the +steps. The door, he knew, would be open to let in the cool night-air, +so he would look in--'go round the course' as a horsey friend of his +had said when discovered doing the same thing before his marriage. The +remembrance made him smile as he stepped into the dark building and +paused, arrested by the strangeness of what he saw. For the dome was +full of fire-flies brought hither in the flowers; full of a causeless +glimpsing of pale green fire showing every instant the white heart of +some blossom. And the air was burdened with scent; distinct, through +all, a faint, deadly smell of bitter almonds. That must be from the +lotus Gwen had mentioned, and there they were, in the upper shaft of +moonlight through the upper window, standing like sentinels over the +lectern.</p> +<br> + +<p class="normal">'<i>Om mâni padma hom</i>.'</p> +<br> + +<p class="normal">What did it really mean, that invocation used by so many millions? What +was the mystic jewel in the lotus? Something fair but far, no doubt, +such as all religions promise. And then with a rush came the thought +that Gwen would stand beside them on the morrow, fair and near!</p> + +<p class="normal">The echo of his pony's galloping feet made that throbbing in the bazaar +pause an instant as if to listen. Pause and go on when he had passed. +The darkened houses of his friends rose up beside him and were left +behind; the Club with its still twinkling arches, the garden where +Chândni sat gossiping and waiting her chance to kill his faith +wantonly. All these he passed. Awake or sleeping he must be near Gwen +for an instant--must bid her goodnight before the day came.</p> + +<p class="normal">The chiming, echoing gong from the secretarial office rang twelve, +clear; then the others began. Here and there from the various centres +of law and order, many-voiced from the massive pile of the distant +city. He was too late then, yet not too late; for there was a light +still in the little front room, despoiled of its prettiness now and +littered with boxes. She was awake, busy like Rose over the morrow.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Gwen!' he called to her softly, for the chick was down, the door half +closed.</p> + +<p class="normal">'My dear Dan!' Her voice, as she opened it and came hurriedly into the +verandah, was full of amused horror and half-vexed kindness. 'Do go +away, there's a dear! I never heard of such a thing, never! And the +hotel is crammed full of people!'</p> + +<p class="normal">'It's only to wish you many happy returns of the day, dear!' he +whispered fondly. 'When I've done that I'll go content. Who wouldn't be +content with you, Gwen? And yet I wouldn't spare an inch of it all--I +couldn't. Gwen! do you remember the day your bearer was cleaning the +lamps out here, and we were sitting on the sofa?--odd, isn't it, how +one remembers these things all in a jumble, the one with the other--and +I said to you--the very words come back to me, dear, every one of +them--"You might be bankrupt of everything, Gwen, of everything save +yourself, and I'll give you credit for it all the same." Do you +remember, dear? Well, I've come to take the promise back. You've spoilt +me, Gwen, I can't do it.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I--I don't understand,' she said faintly. 'I wish you would go, Dan. +We can talk of it to-morrow--afterwards.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'To-morrow! Why's it's to-day already, our wedding-day! And if I can't +keep the promise, am I not bound to take it back while I can? Not that +I'm afraid--that is why I've come, to tell you, selfish brute that I +am--that is why I want it all--every scrap of your beauty, your +goodness. I'll take nothing else, dear, now; for I know it's yours, and +what is yours is mine by right!'</p> + +<p class="normal">She had grown very pale, and a sort of terror came into her eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Ah Dan! what is the use of talking? I give you all I can. My best--I +can't do more--it isn't kind----' she broke off almost impatiently, and +yet she did not move from his clasp.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Not kind, when I know what the best means? And yet, Gwen, it just +comes upon me now that I couldn't stand it--if--if it were not so--not +after this midsummer night's dream--of madness, if you will! Yes, dear, +I'm going--I am indeed. But, Gwen--it's an idle fancy--and yet if there +was anything it would be better to tell me now. You're not angry at the +thought--it's only a thought. See, give me one kiss--just one, to be an +answer for always.'</p> + +<p class="normal">What right, she asked herself fiercely, had she to hesitate? What +possible right, standing as she did on the threshold of a new life, +<i>where no one could possibly know?</i> And so she was back on the low +levels among the ordinary considerations of convenience and safety as +she kissed him. But the touch of her lips sent his blood surging +through his heart and brain; and without another word, another look, he +turned and left her--content, absolutely content. Love, pity, +friendship, passion, had all combined to raise him to the uttermost +limit of vitality. He might come near it perhaps in the future; he was +not likely ever to reach it again--not even without Chândni waiting to +tell him the truth on his return to the odd little house at the other +end of the station.</p> + +<p class="normal">He neither knew nor cared where he was going; but his pony, tired of +these incomprehensible wanderings, set its galloping hoofs on the +shortest road home--that is to say, through the densely-wooded grounds +of the Residency. Along a grassy ride or two, across a short cut they +sped. Dan forgetting even his joy in the keen effort of steering a +runaway through the trees; a runaway unheld, free to go as fast, nay, +faster than it chose, yet obedient to that grip to right or left. It +was a mad ride, a mad rider--yet a masterful one, wrestling imperiously +with that other will, when the gloom grew as the trees thickened, and +darkness and danger came together in the hot night, prisoned by the +dense foliage above. Dan, looking down at the pony's heaving flanks as +it paused, wearied by its short, sharp, unavailing struggle against his +strong hands, felt flushed and hot. Not wearied,--he could not be that +on such a night,--but glowing, palpitating, excited; drunk almost as if +with wine. But yonder stood a remedy in that long, low-thatched roof, +supported on brick pillars, and hung round with heavy bamboo screens. +Dan laughed as he slid to the ground, thinking of the twelve feet of +clear cool water running fresh and fresh into the big swimming-bath at +the one end, and out at the other to irrigate the green levels of the +garden. Fresh and fresh all through the scorching summer weather, when +life held no greater pleasure than to feel that cool water close in +round the hot limbs. Frequented then, morning and evening, though +deserted and empty through the colder months. Only the day before Dan's +smooth dark head had come up from its depths rejoicing, and now the +thought of it was luxury itself when the blood was beating in his +temples, and racing at fever heat through his veins. More than once +coming home at night, after careless, reckless enjoyment, he had +stopped here, as he did now, to try the water-cure--as he had tried it +in the canal at Hodinuggur.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I need it to-night if ever I did,' he said half aloud. ''Tis the wine +of life has got into my head.'</p> + +<p class="normal">It was dark--almost too dark inside; that was because the fools had put +down all the screens, when, on the contrary, they should be opened by +night to let in the fresh air. He told himself that he would speak to +the Secretary of the caretaker's neglect; yet how would that be since +he would never see him again?</p> + +<p class="normal">Yes! it was the last time! and how many times had he not gone down +red-hot from the spring-board as he would do now, to come up out of the +dark water a new man, with all the evil tempers and the prickly heat +quenched out of him?--sure, as a regenerating element, fire wasn't in +it with water! A leap in the dark indeed! But that was what life was, +and he was not afraid of it.</p> + +<p class="normal">The little bars of moonlight shining through the chinks between the +bamboos came so far on the smooth white floor, then the soft depth of +darkness where the cool water should be, and above it Dan poised for a +second.</p> + +<p class="normal">'<i>I come! Mother of all!</i>'</p> + +<p class="normal">The oft, old-repeated cry rang joyously up into the roof, followed by a +strange, dull thud, and silence--dead silence.</p> + +<p class="normal">The bath had been emptied that morning for the cold weather, and Dan +Fitzgerald was lying face downward on the hard cement with a broken +neck.</p> + +<p class="normal">Dead! Dead, without a word, a sigh, or a regret! And Chândni, growing +tired of patience, went home to the bazaar, grumbling at her ill-luck, +telling herself she might still write, if it were worth while.</p> + +<p class="normal">But Dan was beyond her spite, beyond other things which, even without +that spite, might have killed the best part of him.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet even in romance the sixth commandment outweighs all the others. The +novelist may maim and degrade, may bear false witness against his own +creations and filch from them the very characteristics which he has +given them, in order to make degradation happy, but he must not kill; +death in the verdict of the world being the only real tragedy.</p> + +<p class="normal">So at any rate seemed the opinion of most people when in the early +morning the gardeners coming to their work found Dan's pony drowsing, +half asleep, still tethered to a hibiscus bush, whose great +blossoms--in topsy-turvy fashion--showed rosy-red in death and +snowy-white in life.</p> + +<p class="normal">It was terribly sad, they said; an unredeemed tragedy, cruel, needless; +altogether a manifestation needing much true Christian faith; one of +the accidents of real life, so exasperating because so causeless, so +inartistic because so unnecessary. These and many other comments the +mourners made as, when the funeral was over, they returned home; and +so, it being Sunday morning, went to church, where they sang 'Jerusalem +the Golden' piously.</p> + +<p class="normal">Only Rose lingered, her kind, soft hands laying the half-dead lotus +like sentinels on the grave; for Gwen's pure white cross of gardenia +had, at her request, been buried on the coffin.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I can't somehow be so sorry,' she said to Lewis, between her sobs. 'He +was so happy that last night. I seem to see his face still.'</p> + +<p class="normal">But the man caught his breath in hard. There was a verse which would +ring in his ears, his heart; for he had helped to lift poor Dan, and it +had come to memory then--</p> + +<p class="center" style="font-size:90%">'Broken in pieces like a potter's vessel.'</p> + +<p class="continue">Yet, after all, what did it matter? but Rose must never know. In such +things he would stand between her and needless pain.</p> + +<p class="normal">And Gwen? She, as the phrase goes, bore up wonderfully. Not that she +did not love the dead man dearly, but because she did love him. For +odd as it may seem--topsy-turvywise, perhaps, like the hibiscus +flowers--she had the same consolation as Rose Tweedie.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I did not tell him,' she said to herself as she lay in her darkened +room. 'He was happy to the last. I did my best--I did my best.'</p> + +<p class="normal">So she cried softly; and so, once more, she escaped from her own +remorse, and was comforted.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_28" href="#div1Ref_28">CHAPTER XXVIII</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Both for the reader's and writer's sake it is never fair to end a story +as you would end a play in a situation, for the former tries--vainly it +may be--to present life even in its trivialities, the latter only in +its more dramatic moments. So, though there is little more to tell, +save what might easily be filled in by the reader's own imagination, it +would give a false impression of the real value of poor Dan +Fitzgerald's tragic death, were the curtain to come down upon the rest +of the <i>dramatis personæ</i> in the first bewilderment and sorrow which +such unexpected and causeless accidents must always arouse. As a matter +of fact, there is no grief which passes sooner from the daily life than +that caused by death, especially when a real and unselfish love has +existed between the dead and the living. The mind, after the first +physical sense of loss has spent itself, refuses to believe in the +extinction of a feeling which, in its own experience, has survived +death, and so is comforted not by forgetfulness but remembrance. +Besides, it is false art to end any history embracing the life of more +than one person with the balance in favour of pain. For were this so in +reality, pain would cease to be pain and become pleasure, because it +would then be the normal condition of life; since it is clearly to be +demonstrated physiologically and psychologically that it is in the +disintegration of reminiscent habit that the phenomena of pain arise. +Indeed, in the mind, pain is incredible, impossible, unless we have +first formed the habit of pleasure; since it consists essentially in +privation.</p> + +<p class="normal">Therefore the novelist who wishes to give a true picture of life will +always leave his puppets content. Nor does this limit the field unduly, +since it is clearly as much the duty and privilege of the writer to +present new sources of content to his readers, as it is for him to +present them with scenes, or situations, or characters of which they +have no previous knowledge. Because Jones thinks the soul of bliss is +incarnate in roast-beef and plum-pudding, is that any reason why the +more ethereal Brown should be denied his cup of nectar? or that the +philosophic Robinson, seeing that birth and death are alike inscrutable +phenomena, should refuse empirically to believe that the one is joyful +and the other sorrowful?</p> + +<p class="normal">But the public seems to think differently; 'Oh don't kill him, or her, +or them,' it says cheerfully, 'let them enter into life halt, and +maimed, and blind. What does anything matter so long as they have the +average number of breakfasts, luncheons, and dinners allotted to +humanity, and can thus go down to their graves in the fulness of time +with the pleasing consciousness that their funeral <i>cortège</i> is +followed by a Noah's ark, consisting of the ghosts of the animals they +have devoured?' For the world sides with Esau, who bartered away his +birthright for a mess of pottage. And good pottage is, no doubt, +warming, comforting, consoling. Yet some people who have it not are +happy; for instance, the two hundred and odd millions of India--but +then to them Birth and Death are alike the pivot on which the wheel of +life spins.</p> + +<p class="normal">So thought the potter of Hodinuggur. So had thought his fathers who lay +buried in the dust beside him, and though the old man had no son to +step on to the treadles when his feet slipped from them, the wheel span +steadily, and the women of the village, as they rung the temper of the +water-jars before they bought them, nodded their heads saying--'Fuzl is +a good potter. Look you, it comes with a man's birth. When he goes, +we shall have to send for another. Meroo thinks he can make them, +because the Sirkar taught him when he was three years in jail for +cattle-thieving. But it takes more than three years to make a potter.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Still Fuzl Elâhi showed no signs of going; on the contrary, he seemed +to have a firmer hold on life than ever, as if Time had stood still for +him. Rose Gordon remarked on the fact to her husband as they sat side +by side one day on the old log. They had been married nearly a year, +and he had brought her out for change of air on one of his inspection +tours--for he had given up the Secretaryship on his marriage in favour +of greater quiet and more freedom.</p> + +<p class="normal">'It is so strange, Lewis,' she said, 'you and I coming back, so +changed. And so many things have changed! even the palace scarcely +looks itself with that dreadful sort of Swiss chalet Dalel has built +for Beatrice Norma tacked on to the ruins of the old tower. And George +and Dan are dead, and the water is running in the cut yonder as if +there had never been any tragedy about preventing it from running. Yet +the village, with the potter sitting in the topmost house, is just the +same.'</p> + +<p class="normal">Lewis Gordon smiled. 'You never read Megasthenes' account of his travel +through India in the year B.C. 300 or you wouldn't be surprised. It +might have been written today; for these people do not change except +under pressure from without, and then they disintegrate suddenly. But +the old man seems to me more sane than he was--more at rest. No doubt +Azîzan's death----'</p> + +<p class="normal">The familiar name caught the potter's ear and he looked up from his +work.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Yea! she sleeps still, Huzoor. The breaking of the pot did not disturb +her at all. She was weary, see you, after sixteen years of waking. So +now when my fathers say, "Where is Azîzan?" I can answer, "Hush! she +sleeps! she will waken when she is refreshed." Lo! it is well the pot +broke. It was accursed; bringing ill to all.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'There you see, Lewis!' began Rose eagerly----</p> + +<p class="normal">'It did not bring it to me, dear,' he replied, interrupting her, 'and a +man can but judge from his own experiences. And then, as I have often +told you, we really know nothing for certain----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Except,' put in Rose obstinately, 'that poor George----'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Don't you think we ought to be moving?' he asked quietly. 'Remember +you promised Mrs. Dalel to have tea in the chalet and inspect the son +and heir, and you are tired enough as it is.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'But you said you wanted to go and see some slope or another, and I'm +not in the least tired,' she insisted when they had left the yard and +reached the road. 'Lewis! you never used to fuss this way. I wish you +wouldn't.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'It is only another method of showing my real views on the mental and +physical calibre of women. You must have read, my dear, of the +wonderful recuperative power which the lower animals have of +reproducing another tail when----ahem--by the way, this is not a safe +spot! I remember saying something of the same sort on purpose to annoy +when we were here before----'</p> + +<p class="normal">He paused, and looked down the narrow alley of the village to where the +palace was beginning to share the unreal beauty which the dust-cloud +from the feet of the homing cattle gave to the whole scene, by hiding +the dull plain in a golden mist that gave distance and height to the +low sand-hillocks behind which the sun was setting cloudlessly. A +glorious sight, the dignity and calm majesty of which lingers long in +the memory of those who have seen it in India, day after day, month +after month; lingers to claim a higher place in the imagination than +the more varied and complex sunsets of the West with their stormy +contrasts and passionate beauty.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Leave me here,' she said suddenly. 'I should like it. I'll sit on that +pile of old potsherds, and wait till you come back. It will rest me.'</p> + +<p class="normal">It was peaceful enough of a certainty, and silent too. Only every now +and again the tinkle of a low-toned bell from some leader of the herds +below chiming in on the musical moan of the potter's wheel heard over +the low wall.</p> + +<p class="center" style="font-size:90%">'It was a woman seeking something.'</p> + +<p class="normal">The rhythm came back to her, stirring the old sense of curious unrest. +Stirring it in others of her sex also, if one might judge by the eyes +which, seeing the stranger alone, began to peer from the neighbouring +hovels. Eyes followed by figures; deep-bosomed mothers most of them, +with a slim girl or two doing nursemaid to other folks' babies.</p> + +<p class="normal">Nearer and nearer they came, attracted by the great feminine quality, +until in answer to Rose's nod of welcome and encouragement they +squatted near, yet far, gathered in as it were upon themselves, apart +even from that other woman; even from her, with the cares of coming +motherhood writ clear upon her, and causing her to look at those other +mothers with kindly, friendly eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Ari bahin!' said one with a nudge to her neighbour. 'Tis for sure she +who played bat and ball last year like a boy. Wah! that is over; she +knows her work now.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'I trow not,' replied another shrilly. 'She hath been sitting with the +potter's eyes upon her this half hour past. She is bad, caring but for +her pleasure.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Mayhap she knows not,' said an older voice, 'and they have no mothers, +these ones, nor mothers-in-law. Yea! 'tis true. My man went to dig for +the sahibs the year there was no corn in the land, and he hath told me. +They marry of themselves and there is none to see to them that they +fall not into ignorant mischief. It is fool's work.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'No mothers-in-law?' tittered a bold-faced lump. 'Ai teri! that is no +fool's work.'</p> + +<p class="normal">But the elder woman had risen, to stand a few steps nearer Rose, +looking down at her with dignified wonder.</p> + +<p class="normal">'May the Lord send a son,' she began, going to the very root of the +matter without preamble.</p> + +<p class="normal">'I will take what He chooses to send me, mother,' replied Rose, +smiling.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Tsi-si-si!' The matron's pliant forefinger wagged <i>sideways</i>, in that +most impressive gesture of denial never seen out of India.</p> + +<p class="normal">'Mention not such things, my daughter,' went on the grave voice, 'lest +He take thee at the word. Then what wouldst say? And see! Go no more to +the potter's yard. It is not safe. Wouldst have the son come to thee +with his mark on the breast? I trow not.'</p> + +<p class="normal">They had come forward one by one to cluster round the speaker, their +dark assenting eyes on Rose.</p> + +<p class="normal">''Tis not to be helped, though,' put in another. 'Do I not know? I, +Jewun, whose son died of it this year; yet I remember the old ways and +my mother's counsel. Lo! it is Fate; naught else. And 'tis better to +crack and be done with it. Then folk know. Not like my new milk-jar +this day. Sound to sight and touch, yet six good quarts of milk spilled +on the ground, as it crumbled like sand ere a body could get a hand to +it. The old man shall give me another in its place. It is not fair.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Nay! Mai Jewun,' put in a third, 'a pot comes to pieces ever; if not +one, then another way, when it is tired of going to the well for water. +Thou hast naught to complain about. Ai sisters! hither returns the +sahib! He will be angry that we have spoken to his mem.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'He will not be angry,' protested Rose; but the thought was beyond +them. They were off swiftly, yet sedately, only the elder woman pausing +to waggle her finger again, and say, 'Go not to the potter's. It is not +well. I, Junto, mother of seven, say so.'</p> + +<p class="normal">There were tears in Rose's eyes when Lewis came up and in consequence +he did look angrily at the retreating figures. She was pale and tired, +he said, and must send an excuse to Mrs. Dalel. He would not have her +knocking herself up with other folks' infants. So they went back +quietly to the two white tents standing beyond the Mori gate, where the +pigeons, as of old, circled iridescent round the dark niches. As of +old, too, the clash of silver anklets came from the shadows, since +Chândni was back again in her old haunts; but with a recognised +position, for her Highness Beatrice Elflida Norma was a shrewd little +person, and knew that she would need help to hold her own amid the +intrigues of that surely-coming long minority which lay in the future. +It is a recurring fraction that long minority, in the problem of our +dealings with petty principalities and powers; for civilisation does +not conduce to longevity with the native nobleman, and Dalel, with the +income from the stud farm, was diligently burning his feeble little +constitution at both ends. On the sly, however, for virtue, to all +outward appearance, reigned at Hodinuggur. Only that morning Rose had +inspected a female school with rows of nice little girls with very +clean primers and brand-new slates. A brand-new visitors' book, too, in +which Rose had, with some misgivings, inscribed her name at the end of +a trite little remark on the blessings of education; for she was only +just beginning to make up her bundle of opinions, and was not quite +sure of them.</p> + +<p class="normal">But that night, as he was carefully guiding her steps through the maze +of ropes and pegs to the door of the sleeping-tent, she paused suddenly +to say to her husband--</p> + +<p class="normal">'Lewis! I'm glad we came here. I thought it would be so painful seeing +George's deserted grave and reviving the old memories; but it has only +seemed to make it all more natural, to make everything, somehow, more +simple.'</p> + +<p class="normal">This, then, was what the years were bringing to Rose. She and Lewis +were very happy; though sometimes, especially when they were out in +camp together, alone, he would enter a feeble protest against her lack +of sentiment. When, after work and dinner were over, they sat beside +the roaring stove--the mingled lamplight and firelight making the tent +cosy beyond belief--and he, laying down the volume of Thackeray from +which he was reading aloud, would remark, for the hundredth time, that +Rose was like one of his favourite heroines.</p> + +<p class="normal">'If you say those stupid things, Lewis,' she would reply, 'I will make +you read shilling shockers, and then you can't--or I hope you won't.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Oh! it is all very well to scoff,' he would continue in injured tones, +'but I am the victim of an unrequited attachment. You are the heroine +of my romance always, and you never had a romance at all.'</p> + +<p class="normal">'Well, dear! that is better than having one with some one else, isn't +it?' she would reply placidly, and Lewis's hand would reach out to +touch the one which was so busy with needles, and thimbles, and +threads--just to touch it for an instant, in a certain shamefast, +deprecatory acknowledgment of her wisdom. For he knew quite well that +he, like most men, had had several romances in his life, and that the +possibility of several more remained in him. Whether the climax of +Rose's dream of the future ever came about, and the boys got into +scrapes, cannot be told; for the simple reason that Lewis himself is +still within the torrid zone of life. But he does his best to prepare +for the crisis, and he follows his wife's lead in this; that he finds +life more simple and less sad as time goes on and he faces its facts +less egotistically.</p> + +<p class="normal">Gwen Boynton, however, found it quite the reverse. She married Colonel +Tweedie two years after Dan's death, having, she said, buried all +thoughts of personal happiness in the grave of the only man she had +ever loved. This, as usual with Gwen's remarks, was true in itself, and +yet left her free to marry for position without remorse; or rather, +accurately speaking, to utilise her regrets as a motive for doing what +she wanted to do without remorse. So she made Colonel Tweedie an +excellent wife, much to his delight and comfort, for as Rose +acknowledged, he sorely needed some one to keep him from fussing when +she had gone to perform the same kind office to Lewis. Nevertheless, +Gwen Boynton, when she came back to society after the shock of Dan's +death, had lost some of her charm, and, from being a fascinating woman, +had become elegant and interesting, as befitted one with a history. +Life, she said, was so mysterious. Humanity a mere shuttlecock in the +hand of Fate beaten backwards and forwards by devastating passions! +Altogether the world was a sad sojourning in which a vague mysticism +was the only anodyne for the sensitive.</p> + +<p class="normal">She became a half-hearted disciple of Madame Blavatsky's, and reached +what may be called the climax of her kindly, absolutely untrustworthy +nature, when with tears in her eyes and much gentle mournful +resignation to the mysterious inevitable, she would tell the story +which she had heard from Rose, of how Dan Fitzgerald and George Keene +had been measured for heroes in the potter's yard, and of their sad +deaths within the year. Of course it was incredible; and yet----?</p> + +<p class="normal">Thus, none of the actors in the little drama ever knew the whole truth +about it. Gwen had the best chance so far as facts went, but she, being +handicapped by her method of vision, failed to see her real part in the +tragedy; for she resolutely set aside the possibilities of that hour +during which her <i>dandy</i> waited outside the dressmaker's.</p> + +<p class="normal">Besides, she knew no more than the rest of the other key to the +position which lay in Azîzan's love for George. And this was hidden +even from him, though every night, winter and summer, an odd little +light--like a lost star--twinkled on the summit of the shadowy Mound of +Hodinuggur. It was the oil-cresset which the old potter put nightly on +the girl's grave to prevent her from having bad dreams. The branded +brick bungalow was empty and deserted now that the sluice-gate required +no guarding, so there was no one to see its feeble yet persistent +light; still it could be seen distinctly from the little enclosure +where, on a white marble slab, the legend ran--</p> +<br> +<div style="margin-left:30%"> +<p class="i6">'St. George Keene, aged 21,<br> +Who died alone at his post.'</p> +</div> +<br> + +<p class="continue">And between the two graves the gleaming streak of the big canal lay +like a sword splitting the world into East and West.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h3>THE END.</h3> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<hr class="W20"> +<p style="text-align:center; font-size:90%">Printed by T. and A. <span class="sc"> +Constable</span>, Printers to Her Majesty<br> +at the Edinburgh University Press</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> + +<h3>FOOTNOTES</h3> +<br> +<p class="hang1"><a name="div4_01" href="#div4Ref_01">Footnote 1</a>: Literally, <i> +evil-walker</i>.</p> +<br> +<p class="hang1"><a name="div4_02" href="#div4Ref_02">Footnote 2</a>: On +sleep--sleeping, sleeping like a child.</p> +<br> +<p class="hang1"><a name="div4_03" href="#div4Ref_03">Footnote 3</a>: The +police.</p> +<br> +<p class="hang1"><a name="div4_04" href="#div4Ref_04">Footnote 4</a>: Full two +maunds.</p> +<br> +<p class="hang1"><a name="div4_05" href="#div4Ref_05">Footnote 5</a>: My man is +dead, my heart is dead--is dead.</p> +<br> +<p class="hang1"><a name="div4_06" href="#div4Ref_06">Footnote 6</a>: Reign.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Potter's Thumb, by Flora Annie Steel + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE POTTER'S THUMB *** + +***** This file should be named 39985-h.htm or 39985-h.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/3/9/9/8/39985/ + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by +Google Books (Indiana University) + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Potter's Thumb + +Author: Flora Annie Steel + +Release Date: June 13, 2012 [EBook #39985] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE POTTER'S THUMB *** + + + + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by +Google Books (Indiana University) + + + + + + + + + + + +Transcriber's Notes: + + 1. Page scan source: + http://books.google.com/books?id=LyHQAAAAMAAJ + (Indiana University) + + 2. The diphthong oe is represented by [oe]. + + + + + + + THE POTTER'S THUMB + + + + + BY + + FLORA ANNIE STEEL + + + + + + LONDON + + WILLIAM HEINEMANN + + 1900 + + + + + + +_All rights reserved_ + + + + + + THE POTTER'S THUMB + + + + + CHAPTER I + + +'Tis only the potter's thumb, Huzoor.' + +As she raised the parti-coloured rag covering the child's body, the +noonday sun streamed down upon a pitiful sight. Yet her eyes, despite +the motherhood which lay in them, accepted it, as the sun did, calmly. +Emotion, such as it was, being reserved for the couple of Englishmen +who stood by: and even there curiosity and repulsion froze the surface +of pity, especially in the younger of the two faces. + +In good sooth, not a pleasant sight for mankind, to whom sickness does +not as a rule bring that quick interest born of a desire to aid which +it does to most women. The brown skin was fair with the pallor of +disease, and the fine, sparse, black hair showed the contour of the +skull. The unnatural hollows of the temples emphasised the unnatural +prominence of the closed eyelids, round whose ragged margin of clogged +lashes the flies settled in clusters. Below this death's-head was an +over-large body, where, despite its full curves, each rib stood sharply +defined, and whence the thin limbs angled themselves in spidery +fashion. + +'The potter's thumb?' echoed Dan Fitzgerald interrogatively. He was a +tall man, broad in the shoulders, lean in the flank, and +extraordinarily handsome; yet the most noticeable quality in the face +looking down at the very ordinary woman squatting upon a very ordinary +dust-heap, was not its beauty, but its vitality. 'Is that a disease?' +he added, almost sharply. + +She gave the native cluck of emphatic denial. 'No! Huzoor. The child +dies because it does not drink milk properly; yet is it the potter's +thumb in the beginning. Lo! many are born so in this place. The +doctor-sahib who put the _tikka_ on the arms for smallpox said +Hodinuggur was too old for birth--that it was a graveyard. I know not. +Only this is true; many are born with this; many die of it.' + +'Die of the potter's thumb--what potter?' + +Her broad face broadened still more into a smile. 'The Huzoor doth not +understand! Lo! when the potter works on the clay, his hand slips +sometimes in the moulding. It leaves a furrow, so,'--her brown finger, +set with tarnished silver rings, traced a girdle round the baby's naked +breast--'then in the firing the pot cracks. Cracks like these,'--here +the finger pointed to the sherds among which she sate,--'so when +children are born as this one, we say 'tis the potter's thumb. +Sometimes there is a mark,'--again the finger softly followed the line +it had traced before--'this one had it clear when he came; sometimes +none can see it, but 'tis there all the same, all the same. The +potter's thumb has slipped; the pot will crack in the firing.' + +Her voice took a cadence as if accustomed to the words. + +'What _is_ she saying?' interrupted George Keene impatiently. He was a +middle-sized lad of twenty or thereabouts, powerfully made, with grey +eyes and white teeth gleaming in an aquiline, sunburnt face. + +'Something ghastly,' replied Dan. 'It always is so, you'll find, my +dear boy, when you dip below the indifferent calm of these people. It's +like deciphering a tombstone. But come on. We are due already at the +World, the Flesh, and the Devil's.' Then he paused, gave a short laugh, +and flung out his hands in an impulsive gesture. 'By the Powers!' he +went on, his face seeming to kindle with the fuel of his own fancy, +'it's gruesome entirely. This heap of dust they call Hodinuggur, as +they call thousands of such human ant-hills all over India; for +wherever when you dig, the bricks grow bigger and bigger till, _hocus +pocus_! they vanish in the dust from which God made man--_that_ is +Hodinuggur; the old city, it means. What city? who knows! Then in the +corner of this particular one a survival'--his eager hand pointed to +the pile of buildings before them--'not of those old days, for no +Moghul in India dates beyond Timoor, and these people are Moghuls; but +of that Mohammedan civilisation which overwhelmed the older one, just +as we in our turn are overwhelming the Moghul--who in the meantime +bullies the people by virtue of an Englishman's signature on a piece of +parchment----' + +'But I suppose we found the Diwan in possession when we annexed----' +began George stolidly. + +Dan scorned the interruption and the common-sense. 'Oh, 'tis queer, +looked at any way. A mound of sherds and dust higher than the gateway +of the palace. I'll go bail that reed hut yonder on the top is higher +than old Zubr-ul-Zaman's tower. He lives up there winter and summer, +does the old Diwan, looking out over his world and the strength of +it--that's what his name means, you know. His son, Khush-hal Beg, lives +in the next storey. A Jack Falstaff of a man--that's why I call him the +Flesh. Then Dalel, the Devil, roams about seeking whom he may devour.' + +'A charming trio; and what part have I to play in the drama?' asked +George with a laugh. + +'St. George, of course.' + +The lad laughed louder. 'So I am in baptism. George for short. Born on +the saint's day--father a parson--fire away, old chap--don't let me +pull Pegasus.' + +'Sure! my dear boy, and aren't you sent to fight them all? Sent into +this wilderness of a place to be tempted----' + +'Oh, don't talk rot, Fitzgerald! I suppose you mean about the +sluice-gate; but it's sheer folly.' + +'Is it? My two last subordinates didn't find it so. Perhaps the +potter's thumb had slipped over their honesty. So the authorities gave +me you--a real white man--and said it was my last chance. Think of that +now, my boy, and be careful.' + +George Keene frowned perceptibly. + +'That's a fine old gateway,' he said, to change the subject. As they +approached it a flock of iridescent pigeons rocketed from the dark +niches to circle and flash against the sky. It was a great square block +of a building cut through by one high arch of shadow, and showing the +length of the tunnel in the smallness of the sunlit arch beyond. On the +worn brick causeway, as they entered, half in the sunshine, half in +shade, lay the scattered petals of a pomegranate blossom which some +passer-by had flung aside. + +'By Jove, what a colour!' said Fitzgerald: 'like drops of blood.' + +George Keene frowned again. 'If I had your diseased imagination I'd +engage lodgings in Bedlam. Seriously, I mean it. Fellows like you are +get rid of it in words--all froth and fuss; but if that sort of thing +ever got a real grip on me--Hullo! what's that?' He flushed through his +tan in sheer vexation at his own start. From the deep recesses, which +on either side of the causeway lost themselves in shadow, came a clash +as of silver bells, and something through the arches showed white yet +shadowy; something of exceeding grace, salaaming to the _sahib-logue_; +something sending the scent of jasmine flowers into the hot air. + +'That is Chandni,' said Dan, passing on regardless of the salutation, +'she generally sits here.' + +George, imitating his companion, felt the thrill still in his veins. +'Chandni!' he echoed, 'that means silvery, doesn't it?' + +'Moonshine also. They call her Chandni-rat or Moonlit-night as a rule. +If tales be true, there is a good deal of the night about her. She and +Dalel--but here he comes, innocently, from a side door. The Devil loves +moonshiny nights.' + +The figure approaching them was not outwardly of diabolic mould, being +altogether too insignificant. The oval face was barely shadowed by a +thin beard curling in an oiled tuft on either side of the retreating +chin, and the only Mephistophelian feature was the narrow line of +moustache waxed upwards towards the eyes. The dress was nondescript to +absurdity. A biretta-shaped Moghul cap, heavy with church embroidery, +sate jauntily on the long greasy hair; a blue velvet shooting-coat, cut +in Western fashion, was worn over baggy, white cotton drawers, and +these again were tucked away into sportsmanlike leather gaiters, ending +in striped socks and patent leather highlows. Such was Mirza Dalel Beg, +the Diwan's grandson. Behind him came lesser bloods of the same type: +one with a falcon on his wrist; all with curious eyes for George Keene, +the new-comer. + +'Hullo, Dalel sahib!' cried Dan in English. 'Keene, let me introduce +you in form to his Highness.' + +The Mirza thrust out a small, cold, clammy hand; but thereinafter +relapsed into such absolute inaction, that George found no little +difficulty in finishing the ceremony. + +'Ana, I see!' said his Highness jerkily, in a voice many tones too low +for his chest measurement. 'Glad to see you, Keene. You shoot, I lend +you gun or rifle. You hawk, we go hawk together. You hunt, you use my +crocks. Come, see my stable.' + +Dan's eyebrows went up expressively. 'Don't tempt him to-day, Mirza +sahib,' he interrupted gravely. 'We are already due at the State +audience with your grandfather. Aren't you to be there as +heir-presumptive?' + +Dalel crackled with a high-toned laugh which did not match his voice. +'Bosh! My gov'nor is there in swagger dress. He likes. I am different. +Good-bye, Keene. You must come often, and we will go shoot, hunt, polo, +billiard, and be jolly. Ta, ta! I go to stables.' + +The two Englishmen walked on in silence for a while. Then George Keene +looked at his companion with a queer smile. + +'So, that's the Devil?--that--that heterogeneous bounder----' + +'Heterogeneous bounder is good--parlous good,' replied Dan, still +gravely; 'but here is our reception party, so, for heaven's sake, look +dignified, and don't shake hands, mind, unless they offer to do so. +They know their own rank, you see; you don't know yours--as yet.' + +The lad, as he obeyed orders, felt that he knew very little of anything +in India; the fact being evident in the surprise with which he noted +the squalid appearance of all things, save the ruinous masonry; even of +the state-room where, on a cane-bottomed chair, set on a filthy striped +carpet, a mountain of flesh awaited them. It did not need his +companion's whisper to make him understand that this must be the +heir-apparent Khush-hal Beg, for the fat man, coming forward to the +appointed stripe--thus far and no further--held out his hand. + +'The Huzoor is young,' he wheezed in a stately dignified voice. 'But +youth is a great gift. With it even the desert need not be dull. 'Tis +only as we grow older----' He paused and crossed his hands over his fat +stomach with a sigh, as if to him the only consolation for age lay +there. Dan shot one of his almost articulate looks at his companion as +they passed on to a narrow stone stair where there was barely room for +single-file order up the steep steps. Up and up it went seemingly in +the thickness of the wall, with little loopholes sending a faint light +at the turns; up and up, breathlessly, till the party emerged on the +roof of the Diwan's tower, where, in a pavilion set round with arched +arcades, they found the old man himself, backed by a semi-circle of +shabby retainers, whose gay clothes showed tawdry in the pitiless +sunlight. + +Yet Dan's whisper of 'the World' provoked no smile in his companion, +for there was nothing to smile at in Zubr-ul-Zaman, old and shrunken as +he was. So old that those steep stairs cut him off from his kind; so +old that his chin lay upon his breast, his palms upon his knees, as +though both head and hands were weary of the world. What his heart +thought of his ninety and odd years of life none knew. None could even +guess, for the simple reason that Zubr-ul-Zaman had never showed that +he possessed a heart. Of brains and skill he had no lack even now; but +of pity, love, tenderness, only this was certain, that he had never +sought them even in others. Yet the English boy had eyes only for that +wrinkled, indifferent face, while Dan Fitzgerald, seated on one of the +two cane-bottomed chairs set opposite the Diwan's red velvet one, +explained in set terms why George came to be seated in the other. Not a +pleasant tale altogether, told as it was with official boldness of +expression. Briefly, the sluice-gate of the canal had been opened too +often, and Government did not intend it to occur again. + +When he ceased, the Diwan raised his head slowly, and George felt an +odd thrill at his first sight at those luminous dark eyes; a thrill +which continued as, at a sign from the old man, the court rhetorician +standing surcharged with eloquence at the Diwan's right hand, burst +into a stream of polished Persian periods which, hitting the keynote of +the empty pavilion, roused a murmurous echo in its arcades. It reminded +George of the general confession in his father's church on a week-day +when the choir was absent; one certain note followed by faint efforts +after repentance. The fancy, indeed, clung closer to facts than his +ignorance of the language allowed him to perceive, as the speech dealt +chiefly in regrets for the untoward events in the past which had made +it incumbent on '_Gee Uff Keene sahib bahadur_' to languish in the +wilderness of Hodinuggur, though doubtless the presence of the said +'_Gee Uff Keene sahib bahadur_' would cause that desert to blossom like +a rose, despite the want of water. These reiterations of his own name +made George feel a sense of unknown responsibility, as of a baby at its +own christening. He looked anxiously at Dan, his sponsor, but the +latter was now conversing with the Diwan in the usual explosive +sentences followed by the decorous silences due to dignity, while the +attendants brought forward divers round brass trays covered with +Manchester pocket-handkerchiefs and laid them at the visitors' feet. +George's share consisted of three, one containing dried fruits and +sugar, one of various rich cloths topped by a coarse white muslin +_pugree_, the third conglomerate. A French clock, with Venus Anadyomene +in alabaster, some pantomime jewelry, a green glass tumbler, a tin of +preserved beetroot, a lacquered tray with the motto 'for a good boy,' +and various other odds and ends. Among them a small blue earthenware +pot. Was it blue after all, or did a gold shimmer suggest a pattern +beneath the glaze? A queer, quaint shape, dumpy, yet graceful. That +broad, straight ring around it should have marred its curves but failed +to do so; strange! how these people had the knack of running counter to +recognised rules, and yet---- Here George was recalled to the present +by Dan whispering-- + +'Take it, man! Take it!' + +Looking round he saw the latter removing something from a tray, and his +own head being full of the blue pot, his hand naturally went out +towards it. + +'No! no!' continued Dan, in the same voice, 'the _pugree_.' + +'But I've got one already!' + +The instinctive greed of the reply made his companion smile as he +explained that the _pugree_ was put there on purpose. But, as he spoke, +the Diwan signed to an attendant who stepping forward, transferred the +blue pot to the tray of dried fruits. + +'It is nothing,' came the courteous voice, setting aside all +disclaimers; 'our potter makes them.' + +'I did not know they could put such a good glaze on nowadays,' remarked +Fitzgerald, yielding the point. 'A first-rate piece of work indeed; +does the man live here?' + +Khush-hal Beg turned to the speaker breathlessly. 'He is crazy, Huzoor. +The Lord destroyed his reason by an accident. The old wall fell on his +house one night and killed his daughter. Since then he lives away, +where naught can fall, like the crazy one he is.' + +The stress and hurry of the speech were evident, even though the fat +man was still suffering from the stairs. + +'Thank the Lord! that's over,' said Dan piously, when the last +diminishing tail of escort left them with but one orderly to carry the +spoil. 'I ought to have warned you about the _pugree_--but there! you +might have done worse--the French clock, for instance. Come! let's +strike home across the mound. I want to show you a dodge of mine on the +canal cut.' + +He plunged headlong, after his wont, into professional matters till +even George, fresh from college technicalities, could scarcely follow +him, and found himself wondering why a man of such vast capacity should +have succeeded so indifferently; for Dan Fitzgerald was not a _persona +grata_ at headquarters. To be that, a subordinate often has to conceal +his own talents, and this man could not even conceal his faults. Some +folk are so self-contained that a burden of blame finds no balance on +their shoulders; others are so hospitable that they serve as hold-alls +both for friends and foes; and there was plenty of room both for praise +and blame in Dan Fitzgerald's excitable Celtic nature. + +'What's that?' cried George suddenly. With the best intentions his +attention had wandered, for everything in that circle of dun-coloured +horizon domed with blue was new to him. Dan paused, listening. An odd +rhythmic hum came from the highest hut, which was separated from the +others by palisades of plaited tiger-grass shining in the afternoon +light like a diaper of gold. + +'The potter's wheel!' he cried, his face changing indescribably in an +instant. 'Come on, Keene, and let us see the man who made your first +bribe!' + +He gave no time for reply, but turning at right angles through a gap +threaded his way past piles of pots and sherds until he ran the sound +to earth. Literally to earth--a circle of the solid earth spinning +dizzily in front of a man buried to his waist. At least so it seemed at +first to George Keene's ignorance of potters and their wheels. A +circle, dazzling at its outer edge, clearer at the centre where +something beneath a steady curved hand shot up, and bulged; then, as +the whirr slackened, sank into a bomb of clay. + +'Salaam alaikoom!' came a pleasant voice as the worker sat back in his +seat-hole so as to ease his feet. He was a mild-faced old gentleman +with nothing remarkable about him save a pair of shifty eyes--the light +hazel eyes seen so rarely in a native's face. + +'Salaam alaikoom,' returned Dan. 'The little sahib has never seen a +wheel worked. Will you show him?' + +'Wherefore not, Huzoor? The sahib could come to none better, seeing we +of Hodinuggur have spun the wheel of life for years--for ages and ages +and ages.' + +The words blent with the rising cadence of the wheel as he leant +forward to the task again. Faster and faster upon the wheel with a +swaying motion. Only the potter's hand poised motionless above the +whirring clay which showed--as children say--like a top asleep. Then +suddenly came the turn of the potter's thumb, bringing a strange weird +life with it. One protean curve after another swelling, sinking, +shifting, falling. The eye could scarcely follow their swift birth and +death, until the potter, sitting back once more, the slackening wheel +disclosed the hollows and bosses. + +'The clay is good,' he said, as if deprecating his own skill, 'and it +fires well.' + +'When the thumb does not slip,' put in Dan quietly. The potter turned +to him in sudden interest. + +'The Huzoor knows the sayings of the people, that is well; it is not +often so. Yea! it slips--thus.' The wheel still span slowly, he shifted +his hand almost imperceptibly and a deep furrow scored itself upon the +biggest boss. 'So little does it,' he went on, 'a grit clinging to the +skin--a wandering thought. It is Fate. Fuzl Elahi, the potter, cannot +help it.' + +'Fuzl Elahi? Then you are a Mohammedan?' + +He shook his head. 'I am as my fathers were. The Moghuls call me so, +the Hindus otherwise; but it means the same. By the grace of God, +potter of Hodinuggur since time began. Lo! my fathers and my children +are in the clay. I dug a grave in the dust for the boy; the girl dug +hers for herself. It was deep, Huzoor. I search for it always; in vain, +in vain.' The wheel set up its rhythmic hum once more, but the hands +lay idle. + +'Poor old chap,' said Dan aside, 'I suppose he is thinking of the +accident; but by the powers, Keene, it is a situation. Seated here on a +pinnacle--a crazy irresponsible creator----' + +'Ask him if he made the pot, please,' interrupted George brutally. 'If +I could get a pair, I'd send them to the _mater_. Those things are +always in pairs, you know.' + +'Pairs! you intolerable Philistine! A potter's vessel trying to be +matched before it's broken in pieces. Think of the tragedy--the humour +of it.' + +'Will you ask, or shall I?' + +Fitzgerald grinned maliciously. 'You. I like to hear you stuttering.' + +George smiled, rose, and taking the blue pot from the attendant's tray +laid it on the potter's wheel. + +'Did you make that?' he asked, in English. His meaning was palpable. + +'No, Huzoor.' + +'If you did not, who did?' he continued, his triumph mixed with anxiety +for the future; but the old man's thoughts did duty for an answer. + +'Without doubt my fathers made it; since it is an Ayodhya pot.' + +'Ayodhya,' broke in Dan, 'that means old, Keene; you'll have to send it +back. I half suspected it was valuable, from that old fox's look. But +he said it was made here, the sinner! Can you make pots like that, oh! +Fuzl Elahi?' + +The old man smiled. 'None can give the glaze, Huzoor, there is a +pattern in it, but none can catch the design. Even I know it not; that +is the secret of Ayodhya.' + +'What is he saying? What is Ayodhya?' asked George irritably. + +'Same as Hodi--old; it means here the half-forgotten heroic age. Well, +as you can't get a pair, we had best be moving. Salaam! potter-ji, and +don't let your thumb slip too often in the future.' + +'God send it hath not slipped too often in the past,' he replied, half +to himself. + +An hour afterwards the two Englishmen sat on the low parapet of the +canal bridge looking out over a world-circle of dusty plain, treeless, +featureless, save for the shadowy mound of Hodinuggur on one side, and +on the other a red brick house dotted causelessly upon the sand. A +world-circle split into halves by the great canal, which eastwards +towards the invisible hills showed like a bar of silver; westwards +towards the invisible sea like a flash of gold, at whose end the last +beams of the setting sun hung like the star on a magician's wand. + +'_Water, water everywhere, and not a drop to drink_,' murmured Dan +Fitzgerald discontentedly. 'Upon my soul, it must be rough on them +watching it all day long, and knowing that if they could only get _you_ +to open the sluice _they_ would get rupees on rupees from the Rajah. +That's how it stands, you see. It isn't so much for their own bit of +land, but for the bribe. I sometimes wish the overflow cut had been +higher up, or lower down; but we had to protect the big embankment +against abnormal floods. Confound the thing! what business has it to +put hydraulic pressure on us all?' + +'Don't feel it much as yet,' said George cheerfully, with his eyes on +the palace, which was gaining an unreal beauty from the dust of ages. +For the village cattle were homing to the thorn-set folds, and the +cloud from their leisurely feet lay in a golden mist between the +shadowed plain and the shadowed mound rising against the golden sky. A +lingering shaft of light showed the white fretwork of the Diwan's tower +clear against the pale purple of the potter's thatch beyond. + +'Perhaps not. You will, though. The wilderness plays the dickens with +civilisation sometimes.' + +'Does it? I don't believe it will with mine. Not that sort. I haven't +your imagination, your sensitiveness, your poetical----' + +'Pull up,' said Dan, laughing. 'You'll come to my vices soon, and as +I've pet names for most of them, I object to have them scientifically +classified. But I wish I hadn't to leave you there.' He pointed +distastefully to the red parallelogram of a house with the initials of +the Public Works Department stamped on each brick like the broad arrow +on a convict. 'It isn't fit for a youngster like you. But as it can't +be helped, there's the key. For my sake don't let the World, the Flesh, +or the Devil wheedle it out of you.' + +'All right,' replied the boy, pocketing the Chubb. 'If you are engaged +to be married, go and do it right off. Promotion in due course +guaranteed.' + +Dan Fitzgerald, looking down at the sliding water, was silent for a +minute. 'You've hit the right nail on the head,' he said at last. +'That's why I'm anxious; but by the powers! your work is cut out for +you if you are to keep me from getting into hot water.' + +'It isn't the water that does it,' muttered George, as they strolled +off to dinner, 'it's the spirits.' + +That was the truth in more senses than one. George had been living with +his superior officer for two months at headquarters, and his cool, +clear head had noted the fascination which stimulants of all kinds had +for Dan's excitable nature. But he had said nothing, after the manner +of men. Therefore it came as a surprise even to himself when that +evening something made him say hurriedly-- + +'Better not, Fitzgerald; you've a long ride before you.' + +Dan, his hand on the whisky bottle, paused, surprised in his turn; but +George seemed to feel that key in his pocket outline itself against the +thumping of his heart. + +'Are you afraid I won't leave you any?' asked the elder quickly. 'I'll +send you a bottle by post, if that's it. Come! hands off, youngster; +don't be a fool! That's enough.' + +The angry red was not on his cheek only. It had spread to the boy's, as +he stood back in a sudden flare of utterly unexpected dignity. + +'Quite enough, Mr. Fitzgerald. 'I've been your guest for two months, I +know; but you are mine now. This is my house, and that's my bottle. +I'll trouble you to put it down.' + +For an instant it seemed on its way to the speaker's head; then it was +pushed aside scornfully; the next Dan held out his hand. + +'Thanks. No one has taken that trouble for years. What made you do it?' + +But the English boy's shame at his own impulsiveness was on George now, +and he laughed uneasily. 'I--I believe it was that confounded key,' he +began. Dan's smile was transfiguring. + +'God bless the boy!' he cried, with the ring of tears and laughter in +his rich brogue. 'So you're the Keeper of the Key of the King's +conscience, are you? The saints protect you; for see! your sort don't +know mine. We leave off the effort after virtue where you begin, and I +spend more solid holiness in refusing a glass of sherry than you do in +keeping all the Ten Commandments. Sure the sun's got into my head, and +I must be off to the water cure.' + +He was out of the room, out of the house, standing on the bridge +abutment and stripping as for dear life before George caught him up +breathlessly and asked if he were quite mad. + +'Not yet!' came the joyous voice. 'I'm going to swim up stream till I'm +beat, and come down with the current--an epitome of my life!' + +The rapid Indian twilight had fallen into night, but the moon had +risen, and the air was warm with tho first touch of spring which in +Northern India treads close on the heels of the new year. Fitzgerald +pausing for a second showed like a white statue on the buttress; then +his curved body shot into the shadow with the cry-- + +'I come, Mother of All!' + +Tristram's cry when he sprang to 'the sea's breast as to a mother's +where his head might rest,' thought George, watching with the vague +anxiety inseparable from the disappearance of life beneath the water. +Ah! there he was--safe; turning his head to call out 'Don't wait, +please! Tell the syce to have the mare ready for me in half an hour.' + +Yet George did wait, watching the arrowy ripple cleaving the steel-grey +path which led straight up to the steel-grey sky where the stars hung +sparkling. If, he thought, they were reflected in the still water ahead +as they were in the still water below the bridge, Dan must feel as if +he was swimming in the ether! + +Decidedly, imagination was catching. George Keene was reminded of the +fact again as he stood looking over to the mound of Hodinuggur, and +listening to the last echo of the horse's hoofs bearing Dan away from +the wilderness. There was a light in the Diwan's tower, another in the +potter's hut. He wondered vaguely which was really the highest; then, +to check such idle thoughts, began on the first duty of youth in a +foreign land--home letters. + +'Dear father,' he wrote fluently, 'I arrived at Hodinuggur, my +headquarters, to-day. It is----' + +Half an hour afterwards he tore up the sheet angrily and went to bed. + + + + + CHAPTER II + + +It was band-night in the public gardens; mail night also; a combination +of dancing and picture papers, ensuring a large attendance in the big +hall, which had been built, gravely, as a memorial to some departed +statesman. But now English girls hurried through its dim corridors to +the ladies' dressing-room, intent on changing tennis shoes for dancing +slippers. English women took possession of the comfortable nooks +between the pillars where there was room for two. English boys lounged +about the vestibule, finishing their cigars and waiting for the band to +strike up. English men drifted to billiards and whist, or to their own +special corner in the reading-room. + +A weird-looking place even at noon was the big hall set round with +paste and paper mementoes of the semi-historic festivals held beneath +its high arched roof; with shields from the Prince of Wales' ball, +flags from the Imperial installation, trophies from the welcome given +to our soldiers after an arduous campaign. But seen now by the few +lamps lit at one end it looked positively ghostly, as if it must be +haunted by a thousand memories of dead men, and women, and children who +had flitted across the kaleidoscope of Rajpore society. Up in the +gallery the native band, after playing 'God save the Queen' to the +Aryan brother outside, was tuning up for dance music. And by-and-bye a +couple would come waltzing out of the shadows into the bright +reflections of the polished floor, and waltz back again. Then three or +four couples, perhaps ten or a dozen; not more. Viewed from the other +end, where the non-dancers sat in darkness, the scene looked like a dim +reflection of something going on in another world. + +And outside, under the rising moon, the builders of the hall trooped +home to the packed highways and byways of the native city, full, no +doubt, of that silent, evergreen wonder at the strange customs of the +ruling race which is an integral part of native life; that ruling race +which, with all its eccentricities, rules better than even the fabled +Vicramiditya himself! + +In the far corner of the inner reading-room a girl stood looking at the +new number of the _Scientific American_, keeping a stern watch the +while on the present possessor of the _Saturday Review_. A tennis bat +lay on the table beside her, and her workmanlike flannels and tan +shoes showed what her occupation had been. For the rest, a well-made, +well-balanced girl, looking as if she walked well, rode well, danced +well, and took an honest pride in doing so. Her face was chiefly +remarkable for a pair of beautifully arched eyebrows, and her best +point was undoubtedly the poise of her head with its closely plaited +coif of hair. + +A sort of snore followed by a thud, told that people were passing in +and out through the swing-doors of the outer room. Here, however, as +befitted the abode of more serious literature, all was peaceful; almost +empty in fact, and its only other female occupant was a medical lady +deep in the _Lancet_. + +'Oh Gordon!' called a voice from the outer room, 'have you seen my +daughter?' + +'Miss Tweedie is here, sir,' replied the young man addressed. 'She has +been for the last five minutes trying to make up her mind whether to go +and dance, or brain Dr. Greenfell for keeping the _Saturday_ so long.' + +'Really, Mr. Gordon!' cried Rose Tweedie aghast. 'No indeed not--Dr. +Greenfell! I didn't really--I mean I was of course, but I don't +now--Oh, it's awfully good of you.' Then as the apologetic little +doctor moved away, pausing to say a few words to a tall grey-haired man +who was entering, she turned aggressively to the offender: 'Why did you +say that, Mr. Gordon?' + +'Why, Miss Tweedie? Because you insisted yesterday that women preferred +the truth, even when it was rude. And it was true. I suppose, as your +father wants you, I have no hope of this dance; and I'm engaged for all +the others.' + +Rose Tweedie's eyebrows went up. 'How lucky for you--I mean, of course, +how unlucky for me.' Then she added in more conciliatory tones, 'I'm +not dancing to-night; these shoes won't do.' She thrust out her shapely +foot with the careless freedom of a child. + +'I can see no fault,' he replied artificially, putting up his +eye-glass, 'they appear to me quite perfect.' + +'Your knowledge of women doesn't apparently extend to their +understandings,' she retorted quickly, her voice, as usual when she was +irritated, showing a trace of Scotch accent. 'Oh father! if you want me +to come home, I'm ready.' + +Colonel Tweedie hesitated. A single glance at him suggested that the +late Mrs. Tweedie must have been a women of strong individuality, or +else that Rose had reverted to some ancestral type. + +'Not, not exactly, my dear. I only--wanted to--er--speak to you.' + +'Good-bye, Miss Tweedie,' said Lewis Gordon, taking the hint. 'Oh! by +the way, sir, if your daughter will remember I'm a personal assistant, +and excuse shop for an instant--Fitzgerald came back to-day from +Hodinuggur.' + +Rose Tweedie's face lit up. 'Did he say how Mr. Keene liked it?' she +asked eagerly. + +'I'm afraid not; but he can scarcely be expected to like the desert +after--Rajpore. I shouldn't--under the circumstances. That is all, sir; +except that he reports everything satisfactory, so far.' + +The Colonel gave a little cough; it was his way of starting the +official machine inside the social one. 'I hope--for Mr. Fitzgerald's +sake it--it--er--may remain so. The past scandals have been a +disgrace--er--to the Department. + +'Not to him, though,' broke in Rose hotly. 'I think he is quite one of +the nicest people I ever met.' + +'And what is more, the ablest man we have in our service,' added Lewis +Gordon heartily. The girl's face softened at his tone. If he would only +speak like that always, instead of simpering and scraping! + +'Well, father, what is it?' she asked when he had gone. The other +readers had drifted away, and the medical lady looked as if even the +last trump would not rouse her from the post-mortem she was perusing, +so to all intents and purposes they were alone. Colonel Tweedie gave +another little cough; it was an unusual occurrence in private matters, +and she repeated her question with quickened interest. + +'I want you, my dear, to go and speak to--to Mrs. Boynton. I've--I've +asked her to come into camp with us this time.' + +'Why?' + +Pages full of words would fail to give a better idea of Rose Tweedie's +mental outlook than this simple interrogation. Briefly, she must have a +reason, good, bad, or indifferent, for everything. Her father, being +her father and knowing this, had several ready. + +'Dacre's wife isn't strong enough to face the sand, and you must have a +chaperon--I mean another lady--you never need a chaperon of course, my +dear--but if anything happened--besides, we shall be very busy, and it +will be lonely--I thought it better than leaving you at home--it isn't +as if she were quite an outsider--she is Gordon's cousin, and he is my +personal----' + +'The widow of a cousin, you mean,' she interrupted with emphasis. 'A +cousin he scarcely knew; and he never even saw _her_ till he returned +from furlough last year.' + +'Didn't he, my dear?' said the Colonel feebly. 'Still, they are +relations. Call each other by their Christian names, and----' + +This time a laugh interrupted him; rather a hard laugh for a girl. + +'What a number of cousins the Rajpore ladies must have!' she began. + +'Not Mrs. Boynton, Rose; not Mrs. Boynton,' protested the Colonel with +spirit. + +'No, I admit it. She is perfectly lady-like. I don't really dislike her +a bit.' + +'Dislike! my dear Rose! who could dislike so--so----' + +'I admit it again, father. She is charming. I catch myself watching +her, just as if I were in love with her like all the nice men are.' + +'Really, my dear Rose----' + +'Well, dear, why not? She is perfectly sweet. Then she has such tact. +Do you know she never allows an ungentlemanly man to fall in love with +her? I often wonder how she manages it. It's awfully clever of her.' +Rose, standing by the fire, shifted a log with her foot and the sparks +flew upwards. 'Of course I would rather have had a girl; but I suppose +it wouldn't have done. There! don't worry, dear! Go off to your whist. +I'll settle it all.' + +'My dear girl----' + +She told him calmly that there was no need for gratitude, and Colonel +James Tweedie, R.E., head of a great Department, slunk away abashed to +the card-room. Rose was very fond of her father, though she understood +him perfectly--after the manner of modern children; accepting him +reasonably, with all his weaknesses, as the parent Providence had +assigned to her. And why, if she would have him, should he not marry +Mrs. Boynton? The mother, who had died when Rose was born, had been +well remembered; the Colonel was still middle-aged, and when his +daughter married might have long years of solitude before him. Would it +be fair for her to object? It was another of Rose Tweedie's +characteristics that this question came uppermost in her dealings with +both friends and foes. No! it would not be fair; there was no reason +against it. None. + +So she walked off calmly to the big hall, waiting to see Gwen Boynton's +graceful figure--paired with some worthy partner, of course--come +swaying out into the ring of light. But she was disappointed; for the +very simple reason that the lady she sought was sitting with Lewis +Gordon in the most comfortable corner in the whole building. + +'Miss Tweedie!' said an eager voice behind her, as she stood +instinctively marking the rhythm of the dance with one foot. 'Have you +seen Mrs. Boynton? I can't find her anywhere.' + +She turned gladly. It was Dan Fitzgerald, representing, as he always +did, humanity at its handsomest. 'So you're back! No, Mr. Fitzgerald. +She is not dancing, anyhow; but as those are the last bars, that is +cold comfort. What a pity! when you came down to the hall on purpose.' + +He flushed up like a girl; and she pointed to the gardenia in his +button-hole. + +'You don't go in for decoration except on state occasions,' she +continued, 'and then you weren't at tennis. I always keep a look-out +for you there; that back-handed return of yours from the line beats me. +I've been trying it with the _chuprassie_ bowling at me, but it didn't +come off somehow. You must teach me when we are in camp.' + +'Of course I will,' replied Dan cheerfully. Lewis Gordon would have +simpered and said, 'Delighted, I'm sure.' The remembrance vexed Rose by +its very appearance; as if it mattered what Gwen Boynton's cousin said +or did. And the vexation accounted for the phrasing of her next words. + +'Mr. Keene sent me a message, didn't he? No! How stupid of him! It was +about his _Nature_. I was to have it, and he was to let me know what he +wanted me to do with it.' + +Dan's face, which had showed perplexity, cleared. 'Ah, it's the +magazine you're meaning. Sure you puzzled me entirely, for it is not +nature you want, Miss Tweedie, though, 'tis true, one can't have too +much of a good thing.' + +It was a distinct compliment, or meant to be one, but Rose listened to +it gaily, and five minutes after, despite her shoes, was whirling in +and out of the shadows, full of the keen enjoyment which dancing brings +to some people. + +Lewis Gordon, lounging lazily in his dark corner, noticed her with a +certain irritated surprise. It was a more inconsequent, therefore a +more womanly action than he expected in a girl who annoyed him by +refusing to take either of the two places he assigned to women folk in +his Kosmos. There were those of whom wives and mothers could be made +discreetly, safely; and those who would be utterly spoilt by the +commonplace process. He turned to his cousin feeling no such difficulty +in regard to her classification. Yet in the dim light nothing could be +seen save the outline of a small head, a huge fur boa, and long curves +ending in a bronzed slipper catching the light beyond the shadow in +which they sat. + +'Shall we not dance?' he asked. 'It is the best waltz of the three. +Then I could bring you some coffee and we could rest--on our laurels.' + +'No, thanks. I was engaged to Mr. Fitzgerald for the last, and I must +give him time to cool down.' The voice was sweet, refined, careless. + +'I believe you are afraid of Fitzgerald.' + +There was a touch of hauteur in the sweetness now. + +'It is the second time this evening you have hinted at that, Lewis. I +suppose--being a sort of relation--you know something of that boy and +girl entanglement before I married your cousin. Is it so?' + +Her unexpected and unusual frankness took him aback into faint excuse. + +'There is nothing to apologise about, I assure you,' she went on, +regaining her carelessness. 'You may as well know the facts. I was +engaged to Mr. Fitzgerald. We were both babies, and my people +disapproved. Then your cousin proposed, and good sense came to us; for +we were not suited to each other. _Du reste_, Mr. Fitzgerald and I are +still friends, and he is the best dancer in Rajpore.' + +There was a pause, before he said quietly, 'Why not be quite frank, +Gwen, and say he is in love with you still? Surely that is palpable.' + +'Perhaps. But I prefer to leave such questions alone, even with my +cousin. Especially since that cousin has done me the honour of telling +me many times that he is devoted to me himself.' + +He smiled at her deft evasion. + +'What is the use of any one being devoted to you, Gwen, if you are +going to marry Colonel Tweedie?' he replied half jestingly. + +'I did not know I was going to marry him; but I am certainly going to +look after Miss Rose Tweedie in camp--if she will have me. Do you think +I shall want a new riding-habit, Mr. Gordon?' + +'I really cannot help you on that question, Mrs. Boynton.' + +She leant towards him, so that he could see the laugh pass from her +pretty eyes. 'Don't be foolish, Lewis. You have been too good and kind +to me for that. You, who know my affairs as well as I know them myself, +must see that I have scarcely any choice between marrying again, and +going home to live with my mother-in-law, or starving in some horrid +poky lodging. How I should hate either! I can't live without money, +Lewis. I don't spend much--but it goes somehow. Then my pension as a +civilian's widow is but genteel poverty. Clothes are so expensive to +begin with; yet even your best friends don't care for you unless you +are well dressed.' + +The real regret in her tone made him quote a trite saying about beauty +unadorned. + +'Rubbish!' she interrupted, sinking into her cushions again. 'Beauty is +like the blue teapot; you must live up to it. I must marry some one who +can afford a well-dressed wife. I must indeed, in common honesty to my +future creditors. Personally I should prefer it to the mother-in-law. +Besides, if I went home I should never see you again, Lewis. I should +not like that--would you?' + +If the words in themselves were a direct challenge, they came from the +shadow where she sat, so daintily, so airily, that half a dozen replies +were possible without trenching on sober affirmation or denial. Yet her +hearer hesitated. There must always be a time when a man settles +whether or no he shall ask a certain woman to be his wife, and this was +not the first time the idea of marrying his cousin had occurred to +Lewis Gordon. He was not the head of a Department, but he was in a fair +way to become one in the future. He had money of his own, and she liked +him in a way. As for her? she was perfection as a companion. As a +wife?---- + +'My dear Gwen! I should hate it,' he said fervently, being certain of +so much. But when he had said the words, they sounded too little, or +too much, so he took refuge in jest again. '_Faute de mieux_ I should +prefer the family party; that is to say, if you could induce your +future stepdaughter, Miss Rose, to bear with my presence.' + +The light on the bronze slipper shifted, showing an impatient movement +of the pretty foot. + +'Impossible, I should say,' came the voice, airy as ever; 'but as you +seem to be imitating the barber's fifth brother to-night, why not +settle that she should marry? Girls do, sometimes, especially in +India.' + +As she spoke a couple swooped out into the almost empty circle of +polished floor. The waltz, nearing its end, gave them a swinging +measure, and those two were dancers indeed. One could not choose but +look, until, as the last chord crashed, they stopped as if petrified, +to smile at each other, before hurrying away. Lewis Gordon watched +them, his hands on his knees, a cynical smile on his face. + +'By all means!' he said languidly. 'Suppose we say Dan Fitzgerald, and +so get rid of our two _betes-noir_ at once.' + +Mrs. Boynton started from her cushions and gathered her boa together. + +'What nonsense we are talking! Stupid nonsense into the bargain--which +is intolerable. I am ashamed of myself. Come! let us have some coffee +and forget our folly.' + +Her companion rose to accompany her with a shrug of his shoulders. I +beg your pardon, even though I fail to see the enormity of my offence. +Fitzgerald, if he were once settled----' + +She interrupted him with a gay laugh. 'So you aspire to the barber's +office in other ways; would like to _ranger_ your friends. When I am +duly installed as chaperon I must consult you on matrimonial questions; +but not till then, if you please, Lewis. Ah! there is Mrs. Dacre, I +haven't seen her for an age; not since I went to Meerut.' + +He took his dismissal placidly, as men do in a society where they +cannot claim the undivided attention of at least one woman. Besides, +Gwen Boynton's chief charm lay in the impossibility of forgetting +that--provided she did not wish to do something else--she would be +quite as gracious to the person who cut into your place as she had been +to you. Furthermore that he was sure to hold as good a hand, and know +the game as well as you did; for Mrs. Boynton, as Rose Tweedie had +remarked, admitted no inferior players to her table. Seen now in the +full light of the coffee-room she showed slight and graceful in the +soft grey draperies which she wore as half mourning for the late Mr. +Boynton--a perfectly unexceptional man who, on the verge of retirement, +had lost all the savings of a long bachelorhood in one unfortunate +venture, and had died of the disappointment. Beyond a perfectly lovely +mouth and the faultless curves of chin and throat, there was nothing +remarkable in her face; nothing at least to account for her remarkable +charm. That, however, was indubitable; even Lewis Gordon, sipping his +coffee outside the circle which gathered round her quickly, kept his +eyes upon her. So he noticed hers turn more than once to Dan +Fitzgerald, who stood at the table waiting to replace Rose Tweedie's +tumbler of lemonade. 'She is afraid of him,' he thought. 'I wonder why? +Perhaps she hasn't got over her fancy either; that is the only thing I +can think of likely to create a difficulty.' Then he went off to +button-hole another Secretary about business, and forgot even Gwen +Boynton. + +Yet, if half an hour afterwards he had by chance wandered into that +portion of the gardens devoted to zoology he would have seen something +to confirm his suggestion. For the two figures leaning over the iron +rail surrounding the ornamental water were those of Mrs. Boynton and +Dan Fitzgerald. The moon shone on the water; the clumps of bamboo and +plantains on the central island showed softly dark; masses of feathery +tamarisk trees and the sweeping curves of a sandhill or two beyond the +garden shut out the world. Otherwise it was not a suitable spot for +sentimental interviews, by reason of the ducks and geese, whose sleepy +gabblings and quackings were apt to come in unsympathetic chorus to +lovers' talk, while the adjutants, standing in pairs side by side, +their heads under their wings, were over-suggestive of Darby and Joan. +The conversation between these two, however, was sufficiently sensible +to stand the test of their surroundings. + +'It is really absurd,' she said in (for her) quite a querulous voice. +'I accept a pleasant invitation to make myself useful to the Tweedies, +who have always been most kind to me,--and my cousin. And why every one +should jump to the conclusion that I am going to marry a man who is +almost old enough to be my father I cannot imagine. Really the world is +too idiotic.' + +'You don't lump me in as the world, do you, Gwen?' he answered in a +lower tone. 'Surely you make a difference--surely there's some excuse +for me, dear? I haven't seen you for six weeks, Gwen; you've been away, +remember. And I hurried so for that promised dance, which you forgot. +Yes; we'll say you forgot it. Then every one is talking of your going +into camp with the Tweedies, wondering at your giving up the pleasures, +the society, hinting at some reason----' + +'If you can't trust me, Dan, that is an end of everything,' she +interrupted sharply. 'No, don't!--please, don't! One never knows who +mayn't come this way. Do let us be reasonable, Dan. We are not boy and +girl now, to squabble and make it up again. You tell me always that I +love you--have always loved you--will never love any one else; and +perhaps you are right. Isn't that confidence enough for you?' She tried +her utmost to keep an even tone, but something made the unwilling smile +on her lips tremulous. + +'It is, dear, and it isn't,' he said, his face showing soft and kindly +in the moonlight. 'If I were only as sure of the rest of you as I am +that you love me! But it was so, Gwen, in the old days; yet you threw +me over. I knew it then, and it made me go to the devil--more or less. +For if I had had the pluck to say, "You sha'n't," you would have been +happier. I spoilt your life as well as my own by my cowardice. And I'm +as bad as ever now, Gwen,--afraid to make you poor. Why don't I speak +up, Gwen, instead of giving in to the worst part of you?--instead of +waiting for promotion and making you more extravagant by paying the +bills?' + +'You needn't have reminded me of that!' she cried hotly; 'I'm not +likely to forget it.' + +He stared at her for an instant in sheer downright incredulity. Then he +laid his hand on hers sharply, and with the touch something that was +neither dislike nor fear, yet which seemed to alarm her, came to her +face. + +'Don't say that, Gwen! you don't--you can't mean it. For you know it is +all yours--that I'd starve to give you a pleasure. Ah, Gwen! if you +would only marry me to-morrow you'd never regret it. Why shouldn't you, +dear? There's no fear; look how I've got on since you gave me the hope +two years ago when I came to you in your trouble. If I had only had the +pluck then to marry you straight away----' + +'But it was impossible,' she broke in quickly, as if to lure him from +the point. 'What would people have said? It was so soon.' + +'What do I care? But now there is no reason--no reason at all. I'll get +my promotion all right. Keene is there at Hodinuggur, so nothing can go +wrong again. Gwen, why shouldn't you marry me to-morrow?' + +'To-morrow!' she echoed faintly; yet for the life of her unable to +repress that tremulous smile. + +'Yes. Ah! my darling, you don't know what the uncertainty means to a +man like I am. You don't know--you don't understand. If I only had you +to myself, I would not fear anything. And you wouldn't, either, if I +had the chance of teaching you what it means to a woman to have some +one between her and the world--some one to hold her fast--some one----' + +She shrank now from his increasing emotion. + +'Don't! oh, don't! you frighten me. And don't be hurt or angry, dear. +I've promised to marry you sometime--I have indeed. Oh, Dan, how +foolish you are!' + +She laid her delicately gloved hand on his arm, as he leant over the +railings, trying to hide the bitter pain her look had given him; but he +only shook his head. + +'You can't make me different from what I am,' she went on almost +pettishly; 'you can't, indeed.' + +'I could, if I had the chance. That is all I ask.' + +'And you will have it some day, Dan. Perhaps you are right, and I +should be happy. Only, what is the use of talking about it just now? We +have settled so many times that nothing can be done until your +promotion comes. That will be next year, won't it? if nothing goes +wrong at Hodinuggur. Oh, Dan, do cheer up. I have to go out to dinner, +and it is getting late; but I'll drop you at the Club, if you like. I +didn't mean to hurt your feelings; you know that; but you are so +impetuous. Dan, do come! the geese are making such a noise, I can +scarcely hear myself speak.' + +It was true. Something had disturbed the peace of the pond, for a +confused gabbling and quacking filled the air. Dan tried to fight +against it for a minute, then with an inward curse gave up the +struggle. As they walked back to the carriage Gwen felt grateful to the +birds. They had saved the Capitol, for a very little more of Dan's hurt +feelings might have made her promise anything. It was her way when +brought face to face with pain. To make up for what he had suffered she +was very gracious to him as they strolled along the winding walks set +with English flowers, and the barred cages where big yellow tiger's +eyes gleamed out of the shadows; gleamed quite harmlessly of course. +But when she returned that evening to the rooms in the hotel which she +occupied during the winter months her mood had changed; for Lewis +Gordon had been at the dinner. She went over to her writing-table, took +out a bundle of receipted bills and looked at it with a distaste seldom +displayed towards such a possession. How foolish, how wrong, how unfair +to poor Dan it had been to let him pay; and what a dreadful tie to her, +for of course if he did not get his promotion she could not possibly +marry him and then the obligation would be unbearable. Gwen, brooding +over the situation by the fire, felt aggrieved. She was one of those +women who, paradoxical as it may seem, gain the power of exciting +passion by their own absolute lack of comprehension as to its first +principles. To say she had no heart would have been an unkind calumny. +She was really very fond of Dan; more fond of him when he was absent +perhaps than when he was present, but she had not the remotest +conception of what his love meant to him. So as she sat thinking of him +in her seamless dress--Gwen's evening dresses always had a seamless +look, and the lace about her fair shoulders always seemed pinned on +with cunning little diamond brooches glittering and sparkling--she told +herself that it all depended on promotion, and that, in its turn, +depended largely on a boy whom she had never seen, who had gone to live +in the desert with the sole purpose of forcing her to keep her promise. +A queer tie indeed between that branded bungalow set in the sand, and +her refined little sitting-room. + +And at that moment George, pondering over a cigar in the verandah +before turning in, was meditating, not upon the mysterious mound of +Hodinuggur, with the light in the Diwan's tower challenging the feeble +flicker in the potter's house, but on something far more mysterious +than either--his dinner. That dinner of six courses, compounded out of +the desert fowl in various stages of existence, to which his factotum, +a man whose imaginative faculty outran his creative power, had given +such topsy-turvy yet familiar names. Wherefore? Why was it deemed +necessary to feed a sahib on salt-fish concocted out of chicken and +anchovy sauce, and then to give dignified support to the fraud by +handing round the conventional egg-sauce? George gave up the puzzle and +went to bed depressed by the consideration that if Hodinuggur was +strange and unkenned to him, he was quite as strange and unkenned to +it. + + + + + CHAPTER III + + +Chandni was standing in her cool recesses of shadow at the farther end +of the gateway which adjoined the little strip of bazaar leading past +the palace. A bazaar but a few yards long, yet retaining in that small +space a specimen of all the vices which in past times had made the +Moghuls of Hodinuggur infamous. A couple of young men with uncovered +heads were dicing on a string bed thrust under a patched, dyed awning +stretched from balcony to balcony. A group of half-a-dozen more were +quarrelling vilely over a quail fight beside the liquor-seller's booth, +gay in its coloured bottles. Two or three of various ages, heavy with +drugs, were sprawling and nodding in the gutters. Just across the +street a sutara-player was twanging away, and above him a girl, +powdered and painted, bent over the wooden balcony flinging snatches of +hideous song on the passers-by, and shrieking with coarse laughter at a +naked monstrosity who, as he begged, made capital of his misfortunes. +On this girl, with her grease-smirched hair and Brummagem jewelry, +Chandni, from her shadows, cast glances of scorn, which she transferred +after a time to Dalel Beg, who sat crouched up against a plinth smoking +a rank hookah and sipping a 'rajah's peg' of brandy and champagne. He +had discarded European dress entirely, and the few clothes he wore +smelt horribly of musk. + +Against the darkness of the arch behind her the woman's tall figure +showed like a white shadow. Not a scrap of colour anywhere save in her +stained lips and the pomegranate sprig she twirled idly in her hand. +Keeping time with it to the thrum of the sutara; keeping time also with +a clash of the silver anklets hidden by the long gauze draperies of her +Delhi dress. + +'Yea! Dalel!' she said mockingly, and the creamy column of her throat +vibrated visibly with her smooth round voice. ''Tis over true what the +little sahib said of thy coarse attempts. The pack of us are fools. The +sahib-logue's drink yonder steals what brains God gave thee; then Meean +Khush-hal was never aught but a big belly, and the Diwan--Heaven keep +him for the best of the lot--sits too high. There remains but Chandni +the courtesan, and she----' + +'Hath failed,' broke in Dalel with a forced explosion of malicious +laughter. 'Lo! thou hast not had a civil tongue for others since he +flouted thee. Sure the plant must be trampled in the dust ere it +blossoms. Have patience, heart's delight.' + +He was too weary even in his malice to seek the amusement of watching +the rage grow to her face as she stood behind him. + +'Whose fault----' she began hotly; then with a louder clash of the +anklets ended in a laugh. 'Lo! 'tis past. And what care I? 'Tis naught +to me, but if the treasure-chest of Hodinuggur be empty, 'tis good-bye +to Chandni. She goes back to Delhi.' + +'Nay! nay!' whimpered Dalel with a maudlin shake of the head, as he +sought comfort in finishing the tumbler. 'We will succeed yet; but the +boy hath no youth in his veins. I know not how to take him as the +others. Yet have we done our best----' + +'Best,' echoed the woman scornfully. 'Stale old tricks. A gold piece +under his plate at dinner forsooth! That was soon over in a beating for +the servant who should have seen it put there. A dish of oranges +stuffed with rupees which the same servant, wise man, kept for himself. +A gun he would not take! a dinner he would not eat! a horse he would +not ride! Even a woman he would not look at. What care I? there be +others who will. Stale old tricks indeed! insipid as uncooled water on +a summer's day, or that thing yonder'--she pointed to the opposite +balcony--'compared to me. Think not I did not see thee ere I came out, +oh! Dalel. Not that I care. There be others, and Delhi is but a day's +journey.' + +'Mayhap the tricks are old,' he muttered in sullen discomfiture. 'Hast +new to advise?' + +She laughed. 'Not to thee; thou hast not the wit for it. And there is +naught new. The crazy potter is right when he saith the world is in the +dust. Sure every ploughman knows, that no matter what the surface be, +the sand lies under all. Thou hast but to dig deep enough.' + +She had moved forward to lean against the plinth. In the action her +thin draperies clung to the long curve of her limbs from hip to ankle. +Her right hand supported her head, which was thrown back against it, so +that the arm framed her face. It was the attitude of the Medea in +Pompeian frescoes; the face of a Medea also till the downward glance of +her eyes met an upward one from the sutara-player. Then with a flash +and a laugh the pomegranate blossom flew out into the sunlight and fell +at the young man's feet. Dalel clutched at her savagely amid a volley +of coarse English oaths. + +'Let me go, beloved!' she giggled. 'Did I not say the sand lay under +all? What! art jealous? jealous of Chandni the courtesan? Wouldst have +me Dalelah since thou art Dalel? If that be so, I will put thee in good +temper again.' + +She snatched at an old banjo hanging on a nail, sank down amid her +draperies like a cobra on its coil, and began recklessly to sing +'Ta-ra-ra-boom-de-ay,' while Dalel waggled his head, but half +mollified. + +'Thou canst not dance it though,' he maundered sleepily. 'Not as 'twas +pictured in the English papers at the Jubilee Institute. Thou art no +good at all. I will change thee for a half-caste girl. Yet if there be +no money in the treasury? Lo! Fate is hard, and I have done my best.' + +And still the song of civilisation went on, full of incongruous +barbaric intervals. The girl in the balcony retreated in a huff before +an accomplishment unknown to her: the quail-fighters laughed at the +noise. Only George Keene, wandering about one of the inner courts of +the palace, seeking a good spot whence to sketch a certain blue-tiled +mosque, found himself unconsciously whistling a refrain, and paused to +listen in sickening suspense. Yes, it was! Fitzgerald was right when he +said the country was being ruined by culture! What an inconceivable, +unthinkable contrast to that great ruined courtyard, its blue tiles +decorated in endless writing with the Attributes of God. At least how +inconceivable it would have been six weeks ago, when he had first seen +the mosque with Dan as his companion. For George Keene was becoming +accustomed to being, as it were, depolarised. It would have made him +very angry had any one told him that Hodinuggur had already altered his +outlook on life, though it could scarcely have failed to do so. To +begin with Dalel Beg's occidental follies, grafted on to a sound stock +of ancestral vices, made him, as he leered over a billiard cue and +tried to induce George to bet, quite a startling study. Not so +disturbing, however, as the sober, gentle, inoffensive villagers with +the confession, 'It is God's will,' on their patient lips. Content to +toil and die, smiling over the fact. Surely, something ailed the +terminology of religion if these were Heathen, and certain Western folk +in his father's suburban parish were Christians? Then there was the mad +potter in whose walled yard George listened to the oddest old-world +tales, and the Diwan with whom the lad played chess. To tell truth, he +never climbed up for that purpose to the tower without a breathlessness +not altogether to be accounted for by the steepness of the stairs. Face +to face with the old man, sitting still as a statue before the pieces, +George felt himself face to face with something he could not set aside +with a sneer. Yet he might have been playing with an automaton for all +the interest Zubr-ul-Zaman displayed, while he, on his part, was +agonising in anxiety. But once his hand had left the piece, the old +man's would rise from his knee, hover over the board for a second, then +swoop down unerringly with the murmur, 'My play is played.' And the +move generally disposed of all George's deep-laid plans, for the Diwan +was a passed master in chess. Yet the lad returned again and again for +a beating, being dogged in his turn. He was, in fact, on his way from +one when Chandni and the banjo started his thoughts along a familiar +channel. Certainly they were an odd people, and somehow it was +difficult to write home letters which should at once reflect the truth +and give satisfaction to the British public. + +Meanwhile Chandni, desisting with Dalel's first reliable snore, threw +the banjo aside and reviewed the position. There was no mist of reserve +between her and her profession. She had been born to it, as her +forebears had been. Her success in it was rather a matter for pride +than shame; her only anxiety being the future. Should she linger on as +she had been doing in hopes that out of sheer conservatism Dalel Beg +would attach her to him permanently by some of the many possible +marriages? Or should she risk the life of a go-between in her old age, +return to Delhi and amuse herself? The reappearance of the painted girl +in the balcony decided her; she would not give way to such creatures as +that until the emptiness of the Treasury was indubitable. Yet as she +sat rolling the little pellets of opium for her midday dose between +her soft palms she looked at her lover distastefully. He was no good, +and if the sluice-gates were to be open that year she must bestir +herself--she and the Diwan. So much was settled before she swallowed +the dream-giver and threw herself full length on the bare string bed +set deep in the shadows. Then the silence of noon fell on that sinful +slip of bazaar. Even the quails ceased to challenge from their hooded +cages, and the sutara-player with the pomegranate blossom stuck in +behind his ear had forgotten the giver in sleep. But out in the fields +the peasants were at work on their scanty crops, and George Keene as he +entered the red brick bungalow paused to listen to a cry which never +failed to impress him. The cry of praise to the giver with which the +villagers drew water from the wells which stood between them and +death. Truly in that wilderness of sand, water was the mother of all +things. What wonder if it became the motive power in life? What wonder +that, like the silver sword of the big canal, it cut the world into +halves--the people who wanted, and the people who did not want the +sluice-gates opened. With a laugh at his own fancy he went in to +lunch, wondering this time what form the desert fowl would take: it +certainly was the mother of all food! Hodinuggur might have its serious +aspects, but on the whole it was farcical as well as tragical, and +'Ta-ra-ra-boom-de-ay, counterbalanced that cry of thanksgiving. + +And that same evening, while he was reading the last number of the +_Nineteenth Century_ in the verandah, Chandni had an interview with the +old Diwan on his tower, which, had George been aware of it, would have +seemed to him farcical beyond belief, though it was deadly earnest to +the actors. She sat at the old man's feet so as to be within earshot of +a whisper, since walls, especially in an Indian palace, have ears. That +was why Diwan's chair was set out in the open under the star-gemmed +dome of the sky which paled to its circled setting of plain that, seen +from the height, seemed in its turn to curve, cup-like, to meet the +sky. The decent domino she had worn on her way was cast aside out of +sheer coquetry, so that her supple figure, unadorned save for the heavy +chaplets of jasmine flowers shrouding the filmy muslin, might stand +outlined above the low parapet among the stars. For Chandni was shrewd. +The ordinary jewels of her class might have aroused memories in the old +man, and she wished to impress him with her individuality. + +'Nay, daughter,' he said approvingly, 'I well believe failure was not +thy fault. As for thy plan--speak.' + +She drew her lips closer to his ear, and laid one hand on his knee, as +if to hold his attention. + +'Father! all men care for something. He cares not for what he has been +given. Let us try others. If they fail, well and good. Now there is one +thing such as he favour--God knows why?--but I have seen them myself in +the bazaar at Delhi--sahibs who have come over the black water to buy +ragged rugs and battered brass pots. Why? Because, forsooth, they are +old! The crazy potter would say it was because they remember them. I +know not. But this boy pokes about the old things--questions of the old +tales.' + +Zubr-ul-Zaman nodded approval. 'True, he favoured the Ayodhya pot; but +he returned it.' + +Chandni's eyes sparkled, then fell. 'So! that is one thing to begin +with. Then he is of those who watch flowers grow and birds build their +nests; who paint colour an paper for the love of it. Again, when the +fowler fails in all else he baits the snare with pity, and sets a +decoy-bird a-fluttering within the net. This boy gives quinine to +the old wives, and fish-oil to the babes born with the Potter's +thumb-mark.' Her laughter crackled joylessly. + +'Words--words,' muttered the old man impatiently. What wouldest thou +do?' + +She drew closer, and the movement sent a wave of perfume from the +jasmine chaplets into the air. + +'Lend me Azizan for a week, and thou shalt see.' + +Scent, so people say, is the most powerful stimulant to bygone +memories; perhaps that was the reason why her words brought such a +pulse of fierce life to the old face. 'Aziz! Nay! she is of the house.' + +'Why not say of the race, father?' retorted Chandni coolly. 'Nay! in +such talk as ours truth is best. Thinkest thou I am a fool when I +go to dance and sing in the women's quarter? Is it not sixteen years +since the potter's daughter disappeared on the night of the great +storm'--hath not this fifteen-year-old the potter's eyes--Heaven shield +us from them!' Her hand went out in the two-fingered gesture used to +avert the evil eye in West as well as East. + +Zubr-ul-Zaman scowled at her. + +'There be other girls and plenty; take them,' he began. 'Besides, she +is betrothed. I will not lose the dower.' + +'Wherefore shouldest lose it? I said a week, and Zainub, the duenna, +will see to safety. He will but paint her picture.' + +The Diwan spat piously. 'And what good will such accursed idol-making +do?' he asked more calmly. + +''Twill bring the quarry within reach; he lives too far away now. Give +me the girl, my lord, else will I know that the Diwan Zubr-ul-Zaman +Julal-i-dowla Mustukkul-i-jung is afraid of the potter's eyes.' + +'As thou art, daughter of the bazaars,' he retorted fiercely. 'Shall I +set them on thee and thine?' + +Chandni essayed an uneasy laugh. 'I will do her no harm,' she muttered +sullenly. 'I will not even speak to her if thou wilt. Zainub shall do +all.' + +Half-an-hour afterwards Chandni, wrapped in her white domino, paused on +her way home at the door leading to the women's quarters and knocked. +After a while an old woman appeared at the latticed shutter. The +courtesan whispered a word or two, the door opened, and the two +disappeared down a dark passage. + +''Tis Chandni come to dance.' The whisper ran through the airless, +squalid rooms, causing a flutter among the caged inhabitants. Out of +their beds they came, yawning and stretching, to sit squatted in a +circle on the bare floor, and watch Chandni give a spirited imitation +of the way the mem-sahibs waltzed with the sahib-logue. It was not an +edifying spectacle, but it afforded infinite satisfaction to the +audience. An audience which has to take its world at second-hand, and +in the process has grown careless as to abstract truth. The young women +tittered, the old ones called Heaven to witness their horror, and then +they all sat without winking an eye while the courtesan sang the songs +of her profession. + +But little Azizan's light eyes saw nothing at which to smile or to cry +in either performance. She was young for her years, and very sleepy; +besides, she was betrothed to an old man whom she had never seen, +because, as all the other girls took care to tell her, she really was +too ugly to be kept in the family. And that sort of thing takes the +zest from life. + +When the entertainment was over, Chandni sat and talked with Zainub, +the duenna, until dawn, with that careless disregard of bed-time, which +makes it quite impossible to foretell at what hour of the day or night +a native of India will be asleep or awake. + +But George Keene, over the way in the branded bungalow, was safely +tucked up in sheets and blankets, whence nothing short of an earthquake +would have roused him. + +An earthquake, or else a prescience of the hideous caricature Chandni +had been making of the _trois temps_ over in the palace. + + + + + CHAPTER IV + + +George Keene was trying to translate the cloth-of-gold sunlight into +cadmium yellow, with the result that the blue of the tiles in his +sketch grew green, and the opal on the pigeon's breasts as they sidled +along the cornice, was dimmed to dust colour. + +The courtyard with its blind arcades of Saracenic arches surrounding +the mosque, lay bare and empty, as it always did save at the hours of +prayer. He looked across it with a dissatisfied expression, noting the +intense colour of certain tiles which were mixed up with those more +modern ones bearing the Arabic letterings. The former reminded him of +the Ayodhya pot, and set him a-wondering if he should ever have an +honest chance of procuring one like his first bribe. The old potter, +his authority in such matters, had told him they were still to be +found, more or less broken, in the digging of graves, or the sinking of +wells. Hitherto, however, he had failed to hear of one. Yet, the +possibility remained, since those tiles, which must be centuries older +than the _cafe chantant_ sort of proscenium on which they were inlaid, +had survived. The latter he saw clearly, now he came to draw it, had +been added on to an older building behind; probably a Hindu temple. So, +when all was said and done, that figure of a grave and reverend +Mohammedan moulvie, which he had intended to put in the foreground, +might not have so much right to be there as a priest of Baal. It was a +confusing country! + +When he looked up again from his work, he gave a start; for a totally +unexpected model was squatting on the flags of his foreground. A mere +slip of a village girl; and yet was she of the village? More likely a +stranger--perhaps one of the southern tribes of whom the potter told +tales--since her dress was odd. + +It consisted of a reddish purple drapery, more tike wool than cotton in +texture, with a stitched border in browns and creams such as the desert +folk embroider on their camel trappings. It was an admirable piece of +colouring against that blue background, and he began upon it at once, +reckless of the averted face; for he was accustomed to be thus watched +furtively from afar, and knew that the least notice would end in +instant flight, as of a wild animal. Besides, the faces were apt to be +disappointing. This one, however, was not, and his first glimpse of it +gave him quite a shock. Without being beautiful, it was most peculiar; +a golden brown face, with a long straight nose, and a wide, curved +mouth; golden brown hair under the reddish purple of the veil; golden +brown eyes, and a golden brown arm circled with big bronze bracelets +stretched out so that the hand rested on----! + +He gave an irrepressible exclamation and half rose from his seat. Down +fell his box and brushes, and over went the dirty water streaming +across his hard-won sunshine. He mopped at it hastily with his +handkerchief--as hastily as he dared; but when he looked up the girl +had gone. He sat down and eyed the spot where she had been +suspiciously; not because of her disappearance--there had been time for +that--but because he was doubtful of his own eyes in thinking that her +hand had rested on an Ayodhya pot. If so, what a rare chance he had +lost; if not, he must be going to have fever, and had better go home +and take some quinine. Go home, however, _via_ the potter's house, and +ask that inveterate gossip if he knew anything of an odd-looking child +with light eyes--here George gave a low whistle, paused in his packing +up of paint-boxes, and looked round again to where the girl had +squatted, feeling that it was foolish of him not to have noticed the +resemblance before. Doubtless the girl was a relation of some sort, +though the old man had always strenuously asserted that he had none +living. Perhaps he had meant no male ones; yet, strangely enough, Fuzl +Elahi did not seem to share that contempt for girls which all the other +natives of George Keene's acquaintance professed. He often talked about +his dead daughter, and whenever he talked he became excited and +restless; indeed, the fear of thus arousing him made George somewhat +reticent in his description of the girl he had seen, which he confined +as far as possible to the dress. + +'She is not of Hodinuggur, Huzoor,' declared the old man confidently. +'They who wear wool live far to the south. They never leave the +hearthstone where their fathers lie buried. 'Tis the old way, Huzoor, +and we of this place did it also long ago.' Suddenly his eyes lit up, +he let the wheel slacken and clasped his hands closely over the dome of +clay in its centre. It shot up under the pressure like a fountain. +'Perhaps the Huzoor hath seen one of the old folk; they come and go, +they go and come. I see them often; my fathers and their fathers, but +never my daughter. She will not come, she will not come.' As his voice +died away the cadence of the wheel recommenced, only to stop with a +jar. 'Huzoor! Have _you_ seen her? A slip of a girl with a fawn face +tinted like a young gazelle's? Not black like these people--but sun +colour and brown--all sun colour and brown with little curls on her +forehead----' + +For the life of him George could not help acknowledging the thrill that +ran through him. The man was mad, of course, hopelessly mad; yet if he +had seen the girl he could scarcely have given a better description. +Perhaps he had seen her, knew all about her, and only pretended +ignorance, to serve his own ends; that overweening desire, for +instance, to pose as one apart from commonplace humanity, at which +George alternately laughed and frowned. + +'Your daughter is dead, potter-ji, how can I have seen her?' he said +rather brutally; yet what else was there to say with that glaring +daylight shining down remorselessly on the squalid reality of the +scene? It was an ordinary potter's yard, no more, no less; the kneaded +clay on one side of the wheel, the unbaked pots lying on the other. In +the outer yard a couple of children were playing in the dust, while +their mother sought a satisfactory ring in one of the pile of +ready-baked water-pots before bringing it with her to haggle and +bargain over the price. Overhead a kite or two wheeled in circles, and +down the slope, of course, lay the palace and its inhabitants; who were +very ordinary examples of impoverished native nobility in its worst +aspect. So George Keene meant to be brutal, his common-sense demanded +it of him. But that evening, as he sat smoking as usual in the +verandah, he saw a light flickering about the ruins, and told himself +that, despite his reticence, the potter was in one of his restless +moods, when he would seek for his daughter all night long, returning at +dawn with a handful of dust, which he would knead to clay and mould +upon his wheel into odd little nine-pins. Sometimes he would bury these +in pairs upon the mound--George had seen him doing it--more often he +would give them to the village children as toys. George had seen them, +too, with sticks for arms and bits of charcoal for eyes, doing duty as +dolls. He had laughed at the oddity of it all; but now in the soft +darkness the thought sent that thrill through his veins once more. This +would never do! He had been too long mooning about Hodinuggur sketching +and playing chess. It was time to ride down the canal, bully the +workman at the brick-kilns, and have a day or two at the bustard in the +desert; so then and there he called to the factotum and gave his orders +for breakfast to be ready twenty miles off the next morning. That would +settle his nerves. + +When he returned, after four days, absence, he set to work rationally +to finish his sketch. The cloth-of-gold sunshine was brilliant as ever, +the blue tiles glowed, the prismatic pigeons sidled along the cornices. +He told himself that Hodinuggur was not such a bad place if you refused +to allow imagination---- + +'The Huzoor gives medicine to the poor,' came a voice behind him. +'Mother is ill; I want quinine.' + +It was the girl with the Ayodhya pot in her hand. George Keene laughed +out loud in the satisfaction of his heart at his own wisdom. + +'What is the matter with your mother?' he asked judiciously. + +'She is sick, I am to get quinine,' repeated the girl. 'I came once +before, but the Huzoor jumped up; so I became frightened and ran away. +Since then I have come often, but the Huzoor was not here.' + +George felt vaguely that he too had run away before something +ridiculously commonplace and simple, and in the effort to bolster up +his dignity, his tone became pompous and condescending. + +'You are not frightened now, I hope?' + +The queerest demure look came to her downcast eyes. + +'Wherefore should I be afraid? The Huzoor is my father and mother.' + +George had heard the saying a hundred times. Even now, incongruous as +it was, it pleased him by its flattering recognition of the fact that +his benevolence and superiority were undeniable. + +'But, unfortunately, I don't carry quinine with me,' he began. + +'If the Huzoor were to bring it to-morrow when he comes to put paints +on paper, his slave could return and fetch it,' she interrupted +readily. He looked at her more sharply, wondering what her age might +be. 'Shall I come, Huzoor?' she continued, with a certain anxiety in +her grave face. + +'What else?' he answered quickly. It would suit him admirably, since he +could come armed with rupees wherewith to bribe the Ayodhya pot from +her, and with canvas and oil-colour more suitable to the portrait +which, as he looked at her golden brown face and reddish purple +draperies, he resolved to have. He would paint her against the dark +mound of the ruins rising formless and void upon a sunset sky, and he +would call it---- + +'You had better tell me your name,' he said suddenly, 'then I shall +know to whom I have to send the quinine in case you can't come.' + +Her white teeth flashed between the long curves of her mouth. + +'I am Azizan, Huzoor. I am quite sure to come, and I will bring the pot +for the medicine.' + +It was almost as if she had divined his intention, he thought, as he +watched her pass out through the gateway behind him. It was a queer +chance altogether, all the greater because the name Azizan was +familiarly commonplace. Briefly, it happened to be that of his +factotum's wife. He had, of course, never seen that estimable female, +but he had often heard her addressed in tones of objurgation when delay +occurred between the courses, thus--'_Azizan! egg sarse. Azizan! salt +fish is not without egg sarse_.' From which George inferred that she +was responsible for the kitchen-maid's portion of the Barmecidal feast. +The remembrance made him smile as he packed up his colours, resolving +to do no more till he could begin in earnest on that most interesting +study. He would have thought it still more interesting if he could have +seen it slipping into the white domino which old Zainub, the duenna, +held ready at the gate, where she had been warding off possible +intrusion by the bare truth, that one of her palace ladies was within. +For the custom of seclusion renders intrigue absolutely safe, since +none dare put the identity of a white-robed figure to the test, or pry +into the privacy of a place claimed by a veiled woman. + +'Now mind,' scolded Zainub, as they shuffled back to the women's +apartments, 'if thou sayest a word of this to the girls thou goest not +again; but the old bridegroom comes instead.' + +'I will go again,' said the girl gravely, 'I liked it. But the sun made +my eyes ache without the veil. Yes! I will go again, amma-jan' +(nursie). + +To tell the truth, she had small choice. We have all heard of an empire +whereon the sun never sets, and where slavery does not exist. Even +those who shake their heads over the former statement, applaud the +latter. But slavery, unfortunately, is as elusive as liberty, and when +not a soul, save those interested in making you obey, is even aware of +your existence, individual freedom is apt to be a fraud. This was +Azizan's case. Born of an unknown wrong, she might have died of one +also, and none been the wiser. The zenana walls which shut her in, shut +out the penal code of the alien. If she had chosen to be prudish, the +alternative would have been put before her brutally; but she did not +choose; for naturally enough, as she said, she liked the masquerade, +even if the sun did make her head ache. So she sat all that afternoon +under the lattice-window, whence, if you stood on tiptoe, you could see +the flags in front of the mosque, and thought of the morrow; naturally, +also, since it was a great event to one who had never before set foot +beyond the walls of the women's quarter. + +Yet George had to wait a long time the next day ere she appeared and +squatted down before him confidently. 'It was the black man who came +with the Huzoor's things,' she explained quite openly. 'Mother would +not let me come while he was here. The Huzoors are quite different; +they are our fathers and mothers.' + +The repetition of the phrase amused George, and tickled his sense of +superiority. It scarcely needed stimulus, for, like most of his race, +he was inclined to consider the natives as automata, until personal +experience in each case made him admit reluctantly that they were not. +So he wondered vain-gloriously what certain politicians at home would +say to this candid distrust of the black man, produced the quinine, and +then offered Azizan five whole rupees if she would let him draw a +picture of her, as he had of the mosque. + +'Is that the mosque?' she asked dubiously. + +George's reply was full of condescension, which it would not have been +had he looked on Azizan in the light of a girl capable, as girls always +are, of mischief; for the sketch was accurate to a degree. It ended in +an offer of ten rupees for a finished picture of that odd, attractive, +yellow-brown face. It was now resting its pointed chin on the tucked-up +knees, round which the thin brown arms were clasped; and the smile +which lengthened the already long curves of the mouth George set down +to sheer greedy delight at an over large bribe, which, to tell truth, +he regretted. Half would have been sufficient. + +'Then the Huzoor must really think me pretty.' + +The words might have been bombs, the sigh of satisfaction accompanying +them a thunderclap, from the start they gave to his superiority. So she +was nothing more nor less than a girl; rather a pretty girl, too, when +she smiled, though not so picturesque as when she was grave. + +'I think you will make a pretty picture,' he replied with dignity. +'Come! ten rupees is a lot, you know.' + +'I'll sit if the Huzoor thinks me pretty,' persisted Azizan, now quite +grave. And her gravity, as she sat with the reddish purple drapery +veiling all save the straight column of her throat and the thin brown +hands clasping the Ayodhya pot, appealed so strongly to George Keene's +artistic sense, that he would have perjured himself to say she was +beautiful as a houri twenty times over if thereby he could have made +her sit to him. + +She proved an excellent model; perhaps because she had done little else +all her life but sit still, with that grave tired look on her face. So +still, so lifeless, that he felt aggrieved when, without a word of +warning, she rose and salaamed. + +'I must go home now, Huzoor,' she said in answer to his impatient +assertion that he had but just begun. 'I will come to-morrow if the +Huzoor wishes it.' + +'Of course you must come,' he replied angrily, 'if you are to get the +ten rupees. Why can't you stay now?' + +Azizan might have said with truth that a hand from the gateway behind +the sketcher's back had beckoned to her, but she only smiled +mysteriously. + +George, left behind in the sunny courtyard, looked at the charcoal +smudges on his canvas with mixed feelings. He had the pose; but should +he ever succeed in painting the picture which rose before his mind's +eye? To most amateurs of real talent, such as he was, there comes some +special time when the conviction that here is an opportunity, here an +occasion for the best possible work, brings all latent power into +action, and makes the effort absorbing. Something of this feeling had +already taken possession of George; he began to project a finished +picture, and various methods of inducing his sitter to give him more +time. Perhaps she had found it dull. Native women, he believed, +chattered all day long. So when she came next morning, he asked her if +she liked stories, and when she nodded, he began straightway on his +recollections of Hans Andersen; choosing out all the melancholy and +aggressively sentimental subjects, so as to prevent her from smiling. +He succeeded very well so far; Azizan sat gravely in the sunshine +listening, but every day she rose to go with just the same sudden +alacrity. Then he told her the tale of Cinderella, and the necessity +for her leaving the prince's ball before twelve o'clock; but even this +did not make Azizan laugh. On the contrary, she looked rather +frightened, and asked what the prince said when he found out. + +'He told her that he thought her the most beautiful girl in the world, +so they lived happy ever after,' replied George carelessly. + +It was two nights after this incident that old Zainub the duenna paid a +visit to Chandni in her shadowy recesses. + +'What is to come of this foolishness?' she asked crossly. ''Twas a week +at first; now 'tis ten days. She used to give no trouble, and now she +sits by the lattice in a fever for the next day. That is the plague of +girls; give them but a glimpse outside and they fret to death. So I +warned Meean Khush-hal sixteen years agone, when the mother took refuge +with us during her father's absence on the night of the storm; but he +listened not when he had the excuse of the wall. Yea, that is the +truth, O Chandni! 'tis well thou shouldst know the whole, since thou +hast guessed half. Mayhap thou wilt think twice when thou hast heard. +Ai! my daughter! I seem to hear her now; I would not pass such another +year with this one for all the money thou couldst give. Nor is it safe +for me, or for thee, Chandni, with those eyes in the child's head. Let +be--'tis no good. Would I had never consented to begin the work! I will +do no more.' + +'True!' yawned Chandni, lounging on her bed. 'Thou art getting old for +the place--it needs a younger woman. I will tell the Diwan so.' + +Zainub whimpered. 'If aught were to come of it, 'twould be different; +but thou thyself hast but the hope of beguiling him to some unknown +snare within the walls.' + +'An unknown snare is the deadliest,' laughed the other shrilly. 'What +care I for the girl? 'Tis something to have him meet a screened inmate +of the palace day after day; many things may come of that. If Azizan +pines, tell her the wedding is delayed; tell her anything----' + +'Tell her!' broke in the old duenna between the whiffs of the hookah +whence she sought to draw comfort. 'Sobhan ullah! There is too much +telling as it is. _He_ tells her--God knows what!--not sensible +reasonable things, like the tales of a parrot, about real men and +women; but upside-down rigmaroles about beggar-maidens and kings and +sighs without kisses. Lo! she hath them pat! But now, because I bid her +hold her tongue from teasing me with them when I wished to sleep, she +flung out her hands so, quite free like, saying if she might not speak +them she would think them, since they were true words. He had told her, +and the sahib-logue ever spake the truth.' + +Chandni burst into high pitched laughter. 'So! the little Moghulani +learns fast! 'Tis not strange, seeing the blood which runs in her +veins. The cross breed hath but given it strength. Lo! if this be as +thou sayest, she would not thank thee for stopping her ears with the +cotton of decency. Thus, for the eyes' sake, Zainub, thou hadst best +let well alone, and give the girl the rein--while thou canst.' + +In good sooth the old dame felt the truth of Chandni's words, and +knew herself to be between two stools. Either by interference, or +non-interference, she ran the risk of Azizan's anger; more, perhaps, by +the latter than the former. So the girl in her odd dress continued to +steal out in the fresh mornings--for March had come with its hot +glaring noons--to sit between George and the mosque, and to steal back +again, obedient to that beckoning hand from the gate; Zainub's +authority remaining sufficient for that, backed as it was by an +ill-defined fear on the girl's part, lest the fate of Cinderella should +befall her before the proper time. There was little conversation +between the odd couple; chiefly because Azizan had none, and seemed to +know nothing of her neighbours and the village. Her mother? Oh yes! she +was better for the quinine. She was a purdah woman, more or less, and +lived yonder--this with a wave of the hand palacewards. Yes! she had +heard there was a potter, but she had never seen him. Oh, no! they were +not related. Her dress? It was very old because they were very poor. +Her mother had had it by her; it was very ugly. She would rather have +'Manchester'; but they--that is to say, her mother--would not give it +her. The Ayodhya pot? That was old also. She had asked her mother, and +she was willing to sell it. When the Huzoor had finished the picture +her mother would come, if she were well enough, and settle the price. +If not, the Huzoor might go 'yonder' and speak to her mother. The +Huzoors were their fathers and mothers. It was not like a black man. +This much, no more, George gleaned during the morning hours which +passed so swiftly for them both. He in a novel absorption and pride in +the success of his own work. She? It is hard to say. She sat listening, +while the pigeons sidled and coo'd, the blue tiles glowed, and the +blind arcades shut out all the world save George and his stories. They +were of the simplest, most uncompromising nature; partly because his +sense of superiority made him stoop, perhaps unnecessarily, to Azizan's +level; partly because his knowledge of the language, though long past +the stuttering stage, did not extend to niceties of emotion. But loving +was loving, hating was hating, when all was said and done. Sometimes +the crudity of his own words made the lad smile, as, by the aid of his +own complexity, he recognised how entirely they dealt in first +principles; and then Azizan would smile too, not from comprehension, +but from first principles also. The woman's smile born of the man's. + +It was different, however, when he laid down his brush with an elated +laugh. 'There! that's done! and you have sat like--like anything. +Earned your ten rupees and--Azizan! my dear little girl--what is the +matter?' + +First principles with a vengeance, and the sunlight turning tears to +diamonds as they rolled down those sun-coloured cheeks! He rose, +divided between pity and impatience, and stood looking at her almost +incredulously. 'Come, don't cry--there's nothing to cry about. Look! +how pretty you are in the picture; but it wouldn't have been half so +pretty if you hadn't sat so still. I owe you more than the ten rupees, +Azizan, and that's a fact. What shall it be--money or jewels? What +would you like best?' + +She did not answer, and with the same careless superiority he stooped +and turned her downcast face to his; he was used to turning it this way +or that at his pleasure. But this somehow was different; so was the +sun-colour and brown he saw. Sun-colour indeed! He was only +one-and-twenty, and the brightness and the glamour which seemed to fall +in a moment on everything, as he saw the heart-whole surrender of her +eyes, dazed him utterly; only one-and-twenty, and he had never before +seen such a look as this that came to him from the sun-coloured face; +but it was brown also! Truth is truth. It was not a sense of duty, it +was a sense of colour which prevented him from kissing it then and +there. So much may be said for him and his morality, that the +difference between a brown and a white skin was the outward sign of the +vast inward gulf between sentiment and sheer passion. The transition +was too abrupt; for the time it shocked his culture, and brought a look +to his face before which poor little Azizan gave a cry, and fled, just +as she had fled on that first day when George had spilled the dirty +water over the sunshine. He had spilled it now with a vengeance, +and--over the sunshine of her face, sent shame--needless shame. +'Azizan!' he called after her, his pulses bounding and beating, +'Azizan!' + +Then he paused, since she would not; and told himself that there was no +need for pursuit. She would come back, for there, as she had left it, +lay the Ayodhya pot. Yes! she must come back. He could scarcely think +of her without it clasped in her thin hands; so silent--yet all the +time----? He gave a little laugh, tender, half regretful. Dear little +Aziz! What a brute, what a fool he had been to bring that look to her +face! His brain was in a whirl; he could think of nothing save her shy, +confident eyes, and ask himself if, when all was said and done, that +world beyond the desert held anything better despite its palaver and +pretension? Did it not come back in the end to the old ways, to the +first principles? He laughed recklessly at his own thoughts more than +once as, scarcely seeing the ground beneath his feet, he made his way +homewards to the branded red brick bungalow. + +The factotum was standing in the verandah. + +'The mem-sahib is waiting for the Huzoor,' he said calmly, + +'The mem! what mem?' + +'This slave knows not. She came half an hour gone, and said she would +await the Huzoor's return.' + +'Wait! where?' + +The man pointed to the sitting-room. 'In there, Huzoor. She has since +fallen asleep in the sahib's arm-chair.' + +George stared helplessly at the bamboo-screen which, hanging before the +open door, prevented him from seeing inside. Who could it be? Rose +Tweedie? The mere thought sent the first blush of the morning to his +cheek, by bringing him back with a round turn to civilisation. + +'Here! take these things,' he said, thrusting the picture and the pot +hastily into the servant's hand; 'and see!--wipe my boots--they are not +fit to be seen.' + +And as the factotum carefully brushed the dust of Hodinuggur from +George's feet, the latter had forgotten everything in wonder as to who +the 'mem' could possibly be. + + + + + CHAPTER V + + +It was a lady, whom he had never seen before, fast asleep in his +arm-chair; _the_ arm-chair of bachelor's quarters, which, having served +as a deck lounge on the way out, brings a solitary luxury afterwards to +the bare sitting-room. + +Its present occupant appeared to find it comfortable, for she did +not stir. It must be confessed, however, that there was not much to +disturb even a light sleeper, for George's entrance was shy, and his +surprise sufficient to petrify him for a time. She was dressed in a +riding-habit, and a pair of neatly-booted feet rested on the only other +chair in the room. Evidently she had made herself quite at home, for a +helmet and veil lay with her gloves familiarly beside the cup and +saucer set out on the table for the young man's breakfast. Altogether +there was an air of easy proprietorship about the figure which lay with +throat and cheek sharply outlined against the Turkey red cushions; one +hand tucked behind the fair, rumpled hair, the other resting slackly on +the knee. It increased George Keene's shyness by making him feel an +intruder even in his own room, and without a word he turned, +instinctively, to leave it. As he did so a glitter on the floor at his +feet made him stoop to find a diamond pin. He stepped aside to lay it +out of harm's way on the mantelpiece, and in so doing caught a closer +view of the half-averted face. + +When he slipped out again into the verandah, he stood with his hands in +his pockets and whistled softly; it was a habit of his when taken +aback. A most surprising adventure indeed! An Englishwoman--a perfectly +beautiful one into the bargain--at Hodinuggur alone! How on earth had +she come there? From Rajpore, seventy odd miles of sheer desert to the +north, or from the south? The Chief's camp had arranged to cross the +sandy strip in that direction, perhaps on its return to look in on +Hodinuggur, but that did not account for her being alone. + +The factotum having disappeared into the cook-room, George, in order to +avoid calling, strolled thither, intent on further information. In so +doing he became aware of his groom at work on a strange horse. The +Huzoor was right, said the man with a grin, it was the mem's, and was +it to have three or four pounds of grain? George, noticing the little +Arab's hanging head, suggested a bran mash, and went on feeling as if +he had tumbled into another person's dream. Yet no more was to be +discovered. The mem had come, sent her horse round, and gone to sleep +in the sahib's arm-chair. Furthermore, what did the Huzoor mean to do +about his breakfast? + +George, who, to tell truth, was beginning to feel the pangs of hunger, +hesitated between awaking his guest and taking his bath. He chose the +latter alternative, moved thereto by the remembrance that he would be +none the worse for a clean collar and what he termed 'all that sort of +thing'; but half an hour afterwards, when he returned to the verandah +with the refreshingly clean look of a newly-tubbed young Englishman, +the situation had not improved. It had become worse, for, while the +lady still slept, George felt ravenous; nor could he turn to his pipe +as a palliative lest she should wake suddenly to find him reeking of +tobacco--for he had always been a bit of a dandy, and fastidious over +such things. This did not prevent him from feeling injured. No woman, +be she ever so beautiful, had a right to take possession of a fellow's +breakfast as she had done; and yet it was not so much her fault as the +detestable Indian lack of pantries and larders, which led to every +plate and knife, every eatable, save the desert-fowl in the cook-room, +being, as it were, under the immediate guardianship of the Sleeping +Beauty. Even if the store-closet had been in the bedroom, he might have +'vittled free, off sardines and captain's biscuit. And still she slept. +At last, in sheer desperation, he determined to wake her; and, raising +the screen, was beginning a preparatory cough, when the sight of the +breakfast-table suggested the possibility of a raid. The next instant +his shoes were off and the boyhood in him uppermost, as he stole in, +his eyes on the sleeper. 'A good conscience, and no mistake,' he +thought, as he annexed the loaf and a tin of sardines. 'One of the +Seven Sleepers, surely!'--this as he passed more leisurely to a pat of +butter and a knife and fork; these he piled on the loaf, with a +spoonful or two of marmalade. Apparently she had no intention of +awakening for days! This thought led to a cup and some tea from the +canister, finally to a milk jug; the latter proving fatal, for in +retiring backward with his spoil through the screen, its contents +dribbled on to his best suit, and the effort to prevent this, +overbalanced the spoon of marmalade, which fell with a clatter. + +Some people wake to the full enjoyment of their faculties, and with the +first glance of those grey-blue eyes, George saw that concealment--with +half the breakfast-table clasped to his bosom--was impossible. He +blushed furiously, and began to apologise; which was foolish, since +excuses, if due at all, were clearly owed by the sleeper. She did not, +however, make any. + +'How kind of you not to disturb me before, Mr. Keene,' she interrupted +in a charming voice. 'Have you been in long?' + +Her coolness increased his apologies, making him assert on the +contrary, he had but just returned. Only being rather in a hurry for +his breakfast---- + +'Apparently,' she interrupted again. 'Dear me, what a very +miscellaneous meal it would have been! But, as I am awake, hadn't you +better put it all down before the marmalade runs into the sardines? +Then, as I am quite as hungry as you can possibly be, you might tell +the man to bring breakfast.' + +George, if a trifle taken aback by her nonchalance, felt grateful for +the opportunity, given with such easy grace, of getting at his shoes +again before beginning explanations. On his return he noticed that she, +also, had made use of the time to tidy her hair and restore a general +daintiness of appearance. As he entered she was stooping to look under +the table as if to seek something she had lost. + +'It is a little diamond pin,' she said; 'I left it here with my +gloves.' + +'No,' he answered quickly, off his guard. 'It was on the floor--I +mean--I--I think it is on the mantelpiece.' + +'Thanks, so much!' She took it gravely ere going back to the arm-chair. +Then she looked up at him archly. + +'Was I snoring dreadfully when you came in first, Mr. Keene?' + +For the third time since he had become aware of her presence he +blushed. + +'Snoring?--oh dear no,' he began angrily. + +'That is a relief. I was afraid I must have been, to make you perjure +yourself so. As if any sane woman could believe that you went about +Hodinuggur in that costume! I believe you have been in for hours and +hours, and I'm so sorry, Mr. Keene; but you will forgive me when you +hear my tale of woe.' + +George, with an odd little rapture at the thought, told himself he +could forgive her anything because she was so beautiful. + +'I'm Mrs. Boynton,' she went on; 'you will have heard of me, I expect, +from Rose?' + +He told her that he had heard of her from most people at Rajpore, which +was the truth; but he did not say, which was also the truth, that their +praises of her looks seemed to him miserably inadequate. No doubt, +however, she saw this in his eyes, though she had too large an +acquaintance with the expression to take any interest in it. Nice boys +always admired her immensely, and this one looked very nice, with the +beauty of cleanliness on him from head to foot, so she detailed her +adventures with that confidence in sympathy and help which is such a +charm to very young men. To say sooth George deserved it, for he was +one of those who are born to stand between their womenfolk and that +necessity for taking the initiative which--_pace_ the strong-minded +sisters--most women cordially detest, and which is the cause of half +the nervous exhaustion of the present age. So after a very short time +he took possession of her future even more decidedly than she had taken +possession of his bungalow. Briefly, the case lay thus. Colonel +Tweedie's camp, owing to the increasing heat, had changed its route +slightly, and was due, as the incoming post would doubtless let George +know, at Hodinuggur next morning. To do this it had doubled up two +marches across the desert into one, so as to include some inspection +work before turning at right angles along the canal. Owing to this and +some good sport on the way, every one had started by daybreak through +the Bar; that is to say, hard waste land dotted with tufts of grey +caper-bushes, and stunted trees, just high enough and thick enough to +prevent one seeing more than twenty or thirty yards in any direction, +since beyond that the clumps became a continuous hedge shutting out the +world. Colonel Tweedie and his immediate staff having ridden on in +haste, the shooting party, beguiled by the prospect of bustards, had +spread themselves through the jungle on one side of the track, followed +by their horses and grooms. Mrs. Boynton, however, preferring such road +as there was, had been walking her horse along it in the expectation of +being rejoined, when the sudden firing of an unseen gun made her Arab +bolt. First along the track, then missing it at a bend, the beast had +swerved into some bushes, where a thorny branch had caught in his long +tail, making him perfectly unmanageable. After a mile or more, he had +apparently broken into the track again, and sobered down to a walk, +much to her delight. Then a solitary native traveller had passed, and +assured her, as she imagined, that she was right for the sahib-logue's +camp; so she had trotted on, until, fearing she might lose the track +once more, she had been foolish enough to walk her horse back on its +traces, thus completely losing all her bearings. Finally, at a fork in +the almost invisible path, she had been forced to confess that she had +not the least idea in which direction her destination lay, north or +south, east or west; the sun, therefore, being of little use to her as +a guide. (Here her pretty smile growing a trifle tremulous, made George +profusely indignant with the desert.) Then, regaining her head, she +remembered to have heard Mr. Fitzgerald--who, as Mr. Keene would know, +had of course joined the camp on its entrance into the division--say +that the more open country lay eastward, and so she had ridden as +straight as she could into the shadows, that being her best chance of +steering aright. (Here George grew clamorous over her courage.) +Nevertheless, it had almost failed, she said, when on a sudden the +great silver streak of the canal had appeared from among the bushes, +and she had ridden along its banks till she came to a treeless waste +with a big mound looming in the far distance. + +'I knew it must be Hodinuggur,' she finished with a sort of caress to +her own comfort among the pillows, 'by Mr. Fitzgerald's description, +and I knew you from Rose Tweedie's, so I felt it was all right. And +now, Mr. Keene! don't you wonder I didn't snore, considering I had been +in the saddle for eight hours?' + +George protested it was virtue itself for her to wake at all; but that +she would have the whole day to rest, as it was manifestly impossible +for her to return to the camp; absurd also, since the latter was to +come on to Hodinuggur next day. So he would send to the Diwan and +borrow a camel sowar, who would ride over with a note telling of her +safety in the bungalow, and asking for anything she might require. For +the rest, all he had was at her service. + +'But I shall be turning you out of house and home, shan't I?' she asked +kindly. + +The young fellow's eyes softened. 'I don't think I ever thought of it +as a home before,' he said with an embarrassed laugh at his own words; +'but won't you come to breakfast? It's awfully nasty, I'm afraid----' + +'Then we can fall back on the sardines and the marmalade,' she +interrupted gravely. This gravity was with her a perfect art, and gave +a great charm to her gentle raillery. + +Perhaps the food was nasty; if so, George, for one, did not mind except +for her sake. He thought of nothing but her comfort; of how he could +welcome her to take possession of everything, himself included. Was she +not the most beautiful, the most fascinating, the most perfect woman he +had ever seen? Did she not deserve the best he could give her? So, +while she was writing the note for the camel sowar, George slipped away +to give instructions to the factotum. The bedroom must be swept and +garnished, and the things pitched away anywhere. The drawers must be +re-papered, a towel put on the dressing-table, and---- What a beastly +hole it was, he thought ruefully as he left the man to his own devices; +but half an hour afterwards his face cleared; for the factotum, having +been in good services, had risen to the occasion. Not only was there a +towel on the dressing-table, but two empty beer-bottles had been +modestly draped into candlesticks, with the gilt ends of the pugree he +had received from the Diwan, while the remainder of the muslin was +festooned about the looking-glass. Azizan's portrait stood on the +mantel-shelf with the Ayodhya pot in front, and two dinner plates on +either side, the arrangement being completed by two of his best ties +knotted in bows about his hunting crop, and the kitchen fan. A tinsel +veil, borrowed from the compounder of _egg-sarse_, did duty as a +bed-spread, supported by his Cooper's Hill tennis muffler as an +antimacassar. In the middle of the room the factotum still lingered, +benign and superior, one hand holding a hammer and tacks, the other a +pair of striped silk socks, with the decorative effect of which he was +evidently enamoured. In addition, a figure swathed in white sat +modestly behind the dressing-room door. + +'It is my house,' said the man, with a large smile. 'Since it is not to +be tolerated that the abode of princes should lack a female slave, the +woman, at my command, takes the part of ayah. The Huzoor may rest +satisfied. Azizan's knowledge of the mems equals this slave's of the +sahibs.' + +Azizan! The smile left George's lips at the name; and before leaving +the room he thrust the portrait into a cupboard, replacing it by an +illuminated text which was lying neglected under a pile of wire +cartridges. + +'The Huzoor is right,' declared the factotum cheerfully. 'The mems have +them ever in their rooms. Lo! nothing is amiss.' + +George, as he turned at the door for a last look, felt that the advice, +'Forsake not the assembling of yourselves together' emblazoned in +Gothic characters, holly, and mistletoe, which a maiden aunt had sent +him as a Christmas present, did indeed put the finishing touch to the +solitude of the wilderness. + +'But where are you going?' asked Gwen. + +'I? Oh! they'll give me quarters in the palace, I expect. Perhaps I'd +better go over now and see about it. Then I've inspection work, +and--and a heap of other things. So perhaps I'd better say good-bye. +I've told the servants about lunch and all that sort of thing. And your +traps will be here before dark.' + +A very nice boy, indeed, thought Mrs. Boynton, and showed her thought. +So George went over to the palace feeling quite intoxicated because he +had been instructed without fail to dine in his own house; and after he +had settled about his quarters with Dalel, and had ridden off on his +fictitious tour of inspection, he dug the spurs into his pony out of +sheer lightness of heart, and went sailing away over the desert, +careless even of the direction in which he went. + +Dalel meanwhile had repaired to the shadowy arches in a state of +boastful superiority. His friend Keene was coming over to stop in the +palace. They would play cards, and be jolly, and drink. And the lad +always carried the key of the sluice-gate on his watch-chain. + +'It is a chance indeed,' said Chandni, with a queer look. Then after a +time broke in on Dalel's vapourings by snatching the banjo from the +wall and breaking into a respectable and plaintive love-song. + +'Lo! thou hast thy way, and I have mine,' she laughed recklessly. 'Let +us see who succeeds best.' So slipping on the decent white domino, she +set off for the palace, and turned down the dark passage leading to the +women's apartments. Doubtless it was a chance which must not be +neglected. + +Between his desire not to disturb Mrs. Boynton's kindness too early, +and his dislike to becoming a prey to Dalel at the palace, George in +the end had to gallop his pony the last four miles, and then found +himself with but ten minutes in which to dress. But he dashed up the +narrow stair leading to the odd little arcaded room placed at his +disposal by the Diwan, feeling confident in the factotum's forethought; +and, sure enough, on the silk coverlet of the high lacquered bed lay +his dress-clothes and white tie complete. Nothing else, except his +sleeping-suit; so, choice being denied him, he flung himself into +ceremonious black, discovering as he did so that two or three jasmine +blossoms and a sprig of maidenhair fern had been pinned into the +button-hole of his coat. The factotum was evidently determined he +should play the right game. As he ran down the stairs again he wondered +whence the man could possibly have procured the fern, and then +remembered having seen a few fronds clinging, far down on the +masonry of his well, into which the canal water filtered. The seed +of this hill-born plant must have filtered with it; just as these +strange items of knowledge--the shibboleth of dress-clothes and +button-holes--filtered into the brains of these odd people. Life in +Hodinuggur was really very amusing, and full of delightful surprises. +Yesterday he had been waiting--without a collar!--for a Barmecidal +feast, to-day in swallow-tail and a button-hole he was going to dine +with the most beautiful woman in the world! and there, like a fairy +tale, was the branded bungalow illuminated out of all recognition. And +inside were more wonders in a table set out with flowers, and Mrs. +Boynton coming forward to greet him with a bouquet of jasmine and +maidenhair amid the soft ruffles of her white dress. It was humiliating +yet still amusing, having to confess it came, not from his courtesy, +but the factotum's sense of duty. Then the very sight of the man +himself, in spotless raiment, lording it over Mrs. Boynton's kitmutgar +was pure comedy. In fact when, dinner being over, George was left face +to face with three napkin-swathed black bottles hung with foolscap +tickets of port, sherry, claret, engrossed in the village +schoolmaster's best hand, he gave one look at Mrs. Boynton before +exploding into laughter, while she vowed to keep the _menu_ to her +dying day, if only to show the folly of allowing facts to interfere +with fancy. + +By and by, when coffee came in--the factotum diffident over the +breakfast cups but triumphant over the under-footman with hot milk and +sugar on a dinner-plate--they laughed again; yet the laughter brought a +moisture to George Keene's merry grey eyes. In a vague way the boy knew +what had happened, knew that the most beautiful woman in the world had +not only taken possession of house and home, but of body and soul; and +he was glad of it, despite the moisture in his eyes--glad to the +heart's core as he chattered away confidentially, while she listened +graciously, thinking what a charming boy he was, and what an excellent +husband he would make by-and-bye for any girl. What an admirable +son-in-law, in short, he would have made if she had had a daughter and +he had had money; for women of her sort view mankind chiefly from the +matrimonial point of view, and seek to give variety to the question by +importing into it all their female friends. + +'That reminds me,' she said, as she listened to the hope that she was +fairly comfortable which George tacked on to his good-night. 'You have +the most fascinating blue pot on your mantelpiece. Where did you get +it?' + +'Do you really like it?' he asked eagerly; 'if so, you can have it.' + +'My dear boy!' she laughed, 'I don't mean to appropriate _everything_ +you possess.' + +He looked at her with shining happy eyes. 'But it isn't mine as yet; it +belongs to some one, though, who wants to sell it, and if you would +give it to me, now, I'd finish the bargain to-morrow morning and you +shall have it back by breakfast-time if it is to be had for love or +money.' + +Love or money! The old formula came carelessly to his lips. + +Azizan meanwhile, crouching behind one of the palace arcades, and +wondering when she would hear his foot on the stairs, was echoing the +thought in another language. She was trembling all over from +excitement, and fear, and hope; of what, she scarcely knew, she did not +understand. They had dressed her in her best beneath the flimsy white +veil which pretended to conceal the finery it really enhanced, and +surely, she thought, if he had deemed her pretty when in that dreadful +old shroud, he would be still kinder now. They had bidden her ask for +the Ayodhya pot, and take him to settle the price with her mother. But +of doing this she was not sure; she was sure of nothing save that she +must see him again--must see him to make certain that he was not vexed. +And then she would tell him that traps were being laid for him--at +least she might tell him--but come what might she must see him; ay! and +he must see her as she ought to be seen. + +It was not a very safe interruption for George to have found awaiting +him in the long moonlit shadows of the arcades had he been in the same +mood as the girl; not even though all the plotting and scheming would +have seemed incredibly absurd to him at any time, and in any mood. +Indeed, even by the dim light of the cook-room, where the factotum was +putting away a copy of the _menu_ among his certificates as proof +positive of his acquaintance with the appetites of the ruling race, +Chandni's snare would have met with the derision it deserved; but in +the dark intricacies of palace politics it seemed simple enough, +especially to one of her vile experiences. + +But as it so happened George never went near the palace. He sat on the +canal bridge till dawn, smoking one pipe after another, and looking +aimlessly, dreamily at the dark windows of the bungalow. No one could +have foreseen this, not even the lad himself. He had no intention of +out-watching the stars when the balmy air and a feeling of measureless +content first tempted him to pause and set aside the forgetfulness of +sleep for a time--or would it have been sleep when _she_ was in the +desert alone, with God knows what ruffians about? A rage grew up in him +at the thought of Dalel and his kind, until the palace itself became +distasteful. So, almost before he realised that he was on the watch, +the gurglings of many camels and the thud of a mallet told him that the +advanced guard of the big camp had arrived, and sent him across to the +camping ground to warn the tent pitchers to be as quiet as possible. +'May the angels of the Lord pitch their tents around us this night, +used to be the favourite bidding prayer of a certain Scotch divine when +he ministered to a volunteer congregation, until one day a veteran +happening to be there said audibly, 'Then I'm hopin, they'll no mak +muckle noise wi' the tent-pegs.' A tale which shows the danger of +imperfect local colouring; a fact which was to be brought home that +night both to Dalel and Chandni, for even then George did not return to +the champagne and the snares. That incomprehensible love of the +picturesque on which the latter had counted, kept him engrossed in the +novel sight of a canvas city rising like magic from the bare sand. +First came an autocrat with measuring tape and pegs mapping the ground +into squares; then, one by one, in its appointed place, a great ghost +of a thing, flapping white wings against the purple sky, to rise stiff +and square above? fringe of even silvery ropes. + +It was not until a saffron-coloured glint in the east startled him into +the thought that he was a confounded ass, that George, out of sheer +lightheartedness, ran all the way back to the palace, stumbled up the +steep stairs, and threw himself into the high lacquered bed to fall +asleep before the saffron had faded into daylight. Perhaps it was as +well, since even the Hodinuggur sun, which had been at work since the +beginning of all things, might have stared to see a masher in dress +clothes knocking into a Moghul palace with the milk. It stared instead +at a more familiar sight; at a girl, face down on a bare string bed in +the women's quarters, sobbing as if her heart would break. + + + + + CHAPTER VI + + +Naturally enough George overslept himself. Naturally also he woke to +feel himself hustled and bustled, for he was due to meet the incoming +camp at the borders of his district at a certain hour; a feeling he +proceeded to vent on the factotum for being late with the early tea +which that worthy had had carried over from the bungalow in an odd +little procession, tailing off to some of the large-eyed village lads +and lasses learning betimes the customs of their rulers. In addition, +George had promised Mrs. Boynton an answer about the Ayodhya pot, and +now, even by hurrying, which he loathed, he could scarcely find time to +seek Azizan in the old place. Still he did hurry, and leaving the camel +which he was to ride gurgling in the courtyard, wasted five minutes in +tramping up and down the flags in front of the mosque; finally, in +vexation, returning by the short cut through the bazaar. In these early +hours it had a deserted, yet still dissipated air, the few loungers +looking as if they had been up all night. Only the quails challenged +cheerfully from their shrouded cages. In the arched causeway, however, +he came on Dalel Beg, most offensively European in costume and manner; +for he too was bound on reception-duty. + +'Aha! Keene, old chappie,' he began with a leer, 'you sleep well after +burra-khana (big dinner) with the mem. By Jove, you keep it up late.' + +George could scarcely refrain from kicking him then and there. But the +thought that these people had possibly put their own construction on +his absence from the palace made him feel hot and cold with rage and +regret. To avoid the subject--the only course open to him--he hastily +held out the Ayodhya pot which he was carrying, and asked the Mirza if +he had any idea to whom it belonged. + +Now the Mirza's oblique eyes had been on it from the first; but at the +question they narrowed to mere slits of compressed cunning. + +'Ah, so! very good. I know. Yes, yes! it belong to you, Keene, of +course. Bah! it is worth nothing. I hate old trumpery matters. You are +very welcome.' + +'You mistake, sahib,' retorted George haughtily, 'this does not, did +not belong to your grandfather; it belongs to an old woman who lives +near the palace. She promised to sell it to me, and now I'm rather in a +hurry to complete the bargain. Mem Boynton sahiba wants it, and they +leave to-morrow or next day.' + +Dalel Beg, who had been turning the pot over and over in his hand, +laughed. + +'So you say it is another----' + +'Certainly it is another,' interrupted George, annoyed beyond measure +by his manner; 'it belongs, as I said, to an old woman. She has a +daughter called Azizan----' he paused, doubtful of putting Dalel on any +woman's track. + +'Azizan!'--the Mirza signed his attendants to fall back with unwonted +decision before he went on,--'Azizan! tell me, Keene, a young girl? +with eyes of light like potter's?' + +Evidently he knew something of, and was interested in, the girl, and +George, now that it was too late, regretted having mentioned her name. + +'Can't wait any longer now, I'm afraid,' he replied, glad of the +excuse; 'just send one of your fellows up to my quarters with the pot, +will you? Thanks, I've no time to lose.' + +Left thus cavalierly, Dalel Beg scowled after the young Englishman; +then with a compendious oath turned back to the side door whence he had +emerged, and, stumbling in his anger up the dark stairs, appeared again +in Chandni's presence. He almost flung the pot beside her as she lay +curled up on her bed, and then, driven to words by her arrogant silence +began a volley of furious questions. + +What mischief had the woman been up to? How came it that the English +cub had seen Azizan? Azizan, who after all was his half-sister, one of +the race, though they did keep her out of his sight. And that oaf, that +infidel---- His wrath was real, for beneath the veneer of modern +thought the fierce jealousy of the Moghul lay strong as ever. + +Chandni gave a jeering laugh, 'Thou art too handsome for the maidens, O +Dalel; too wicked also even for the race. Thou needest one like me to +keep thee straight. Lo! there is nothing to know, nothing to tell. +Hadst asked last night, the answer might have been other. I set a snare +and it failed; for thou wert right--the boy is no boy, but a milksop. +May fate send him death and us a black man in his place, else I stop +not here!' + +Her jingling feet struck the ground with a clash and she yawned again. +In truth she was tired of Hodinuggur, and longed for the Chowk at +Delhi. Dalel, with a sneer adulterating his frown, looked at her +vengefully, 'Wah! thou art a poor creature, putting the blame on +others, after woman's way. Thy wiles are useless, forsooth, because +the boy is a milksop. Then a strange mem comes and he sits drinking +wine--my wine, look you, for his servant required it of me--until the +dawn; then comes home tipsy after losing himself among the tent-pegs.' + +This was Dalel's version of the incident. It interested his hearer into +provoking details by denial. + +'It is a lie,' she said calmly. + +'Daughter of the bazaars, 'tis true! did I not wait till nigh three +with champagne and devil-bone, yet he came not? Did not his servant +tell me but now I had stinted them in wine? Did not the tent pitchers +say he wandered as a madman among the pegs? Was he not at me, even now, +to get this pot for this mem, this woman?' So far his anger had swept +him past its first cause; now he remembered and harked back to it. 'How +came he by the pot, I say? how hath he seen a woman of our race?' + +'Ask the Diwan,' she replied coolly; 'for me that measure is over, I +will dance to another tune.' And as she spoke, though her feet scarcely +shifted, a new rhythm came to these jingling bells. ''Tis odd,' she +murmured in a singing tone, as she lifted the pot and held it out at +arm's-length, 'we come back to this old thing at every turn, and now +his mem wants it. Leave it with me a space, O Mirza Dalel Beg. I will +set it yonder in the niche where I take the seed of dreams; it may +bring wisdom to them.' + +Dalel gave a contemptuous grunt. + +'Thou art no better than an old spay-wife with thy dreams and omens and +fine talk. Sure the Hindu pig, from whom I took thee, hath infected +thee with his idolatrous notions----' + +'See, I go not back to them and him,' she interrupted quickly, 'leave +it, I say, if thou art wise. If the sahib seek it of thee, say one of +thy women knows the owner and makes arrangement. Tis true, and thou +lovest the truth, O Dalel.' + +As usual, her recklessness cowed him, and when he had gone and she sat +rolling the opium pellets in her palms, the Ayodhya pot lay in the +niche. Something had declared in its favour, and wisdom lay in +humouring the mysterious will which nine times out of ten insisted on +playing the game of life in its own fashion. Then she lay back half +asleep, half awake, her hands clasped behind her smooth head, her eyes +fixed on the shifting pattern beneath the glaze. The sun climbing up +sent a bar of shine through a chink in the balcony roof. It slanted +into the recesses, undulated over her curved body and reaching the +niche made the Ayodhya pot glow like a sapphire. But by this time +Chandni was dreaming, so she did not hear the merry laughter of a +cavalcade passing through the Mori gate on its way to the canvas city +in the camping ground. A cavalcade of aliens, with Rose Tweedie on a +camel, her English side-saddle, perched on the top of a native pad, +giving her such height that she was forced to stoop. + +'Another inch, Miss Tweedie,' cried George gaily, 'and you would have +had to dismount; you will have to cultivate humility before trying +Paradise!' + +'Sure Miss Rose is an angel already,' put in Dan Fitzgerald. + +But Lewis Gordon rode gloomily behind; partly because he himself was in +a shockingly bad temper, partly because the camel he rode was a +misanthropist. And these two causes arose the one from the other, since +it was not his usual mount. That, when Rose Tweedie had taken advantage +of Mrs. Boynton's absence to desert the dhoolies which were the only +alternative conveyance across this peculiarly sandy march, had been +impounded for the young lady on account of its easy paces. He +remembered those paces ruefully, as, with low-pitched indignation he +wondered why she could not have stuck to the more ladylike dhooli. Yet +she looked well on the beast and rode it better than most men would +have done on a first trial; than he would, at any rate. But these were +aggravations, not palliations, of her offence; still, when, on +dismounting, she came straight up to him, her natty top-boots in full +evidence, the huge sola hat, borrowed from her father, making her slim +upright figure show straighter and slenderer than ever, he was forced +to confess that if she did do these horrible things she did them with +infinite _verve_ and good taste. + +'I'm so sorry, Mr. Gordon!' she exclaimed eagerly, 'indeed I didn't +know of the exchange father made till we had started, or I'd have stuck +to the dhooli--indeed I would. What an awful brute it was! I saw it +giving you a dreadful time. Do let me send you over some Elliman?' + +'I'm not such a duffer as all that, Miss Tweedie,' he began. + +'I didn't mean that, you know I didn't; but if you won't have the +Elliman, take a hot bath, it's the next best thing I know for +stiffness. You can tell your bearer to take the water from our +bath-fire. And thanks so much, I enjoyed the ride immensely. Mr. +Fitzgerald raced me at the finish, and I beat by a good head.' + +'A particularly good head, I should say,' he replied, out of sheer love +of teasing, for he knew how intensely she disliked his artificial +manner with women. The fact annoyed him in his turn. It was another of +her unwarrantable assumptions of superiority; nevertheless he followed +her advice about the bath. + +Indeed Hodinuggur for the rest of the day claimed suppleness of joint, +in the mind at least. We all know the modern mansion where, entering a +Pompeian hall you pass up a Jacobean staircase, along Early English +corridors, and Japanese landings to Queen Ann drawing-rooms; mansions +of culture, where present common-sense is relegated to the servants' +attics. Hodinuggur was as disturbing to a thoughtful person unused to +gymnastics; perhaps more so because a certain glibness of tongue in +slurring over chasms and ignoring abysses, became necessary when, as +fell to Lewis Gordon's lot, most of the day passed in interviews. +Solemn interviews of State, then personal interviews with an ulterior +object, finally begging interviews _pur et simple_. The other members +of the camp, however, had an easy time of it, their attendance not +being required. Dan Fitzgerald passed most of his day in vain hopes of +a _tete-a-tete_ with Mrs. Boynton, for he was on tenter-hooks to +explain the feeling with which, on returning late to the camp, he had +found it in commotion over her loss; but Gwen, who always dreaded Dan +when he had reasonable cause for emotion, avoided him dexterously, +chiefly by encouraging George, who was nothing loth to spend his day in +camp. At first the lad felt no little vexed to find himself shy and +constrained among so large a party; but this feeling wore off quickly, +and when he came, ready dressed for tennis, into the drawing-room tent +at tea-time it seemed quite natural to be once more amid easy-chairs +and knick-knacks, to see the pianette at which Rose sang her Scotch +songs with such spirit littered with music, and to find her busy at a +table set with all manner of delightful things to eat. He was boy +enough to try so many of them, that Dan had to apologise for his +subordinate's greed before they trooped out laughing to the very +different world which lay beyond the treble plies of the tent--that +mystical veil of white, and blue, and red, which, during the camping +months, hangs between India and its rulers, giving rise to so much +misunderstanding on both sides. It is the fashion nowadays to +accentuate the faults of the latter, but much of the bad name given by +superficial observers to Anglo-Indian society, is the result of that +curious lightheartedness which springs from the necessity for +relaxation, consequent on the gloveless hold India exacts on the +realities and responsibilities of life. The saying, 'Let us eat and +drink and be merry, for to-morrow we die,' is hurled unfairly at +pleasure-seekers all the world over, simply because merriment has +become associated with a low type of amusement. If we change the verbs, +the blame vanishes; since to live happily is the end and aim of all +morality. For happily means worthily to those who have any moral sense. +Then in India the pursuit of pleasure must needs be personal, for there +are no licensed purveyors of amusement. You cannot go to a box-office, +buy seats, spend the day seriously, dine at a restaurant, and take a +hansom to the play. As a rule you have to begin by building the +theatre. So it is in all things, and surely after a hard day's work in +bringing sweetness and light (and law) within reach of the heathen, +even a judge with a bald head may unbend to youthful pastimes, without +breaking the Ten Commandments! + +But Colonel Tweedie was not bald, and he played tennis vigorously +in what Rose called the duffers' game, with Mrs. Boynton, the +under-secretary, and Lewis Gordon who pleaded shortsightedness as an +excuse for not joining the Seniors against the Juniors, where Rose and +George challenged all comers. Yet he owned it was pretty enough to see +the former sending back Dan's vicious cuts with a setting of her teeth +ending in a smile either at success or failure. Pleasant to see the +alertness, confidence, confidentialness between the boy and girl; to +hear his quick 'Look out,' evoke the breathless 'I've--got it,' as the +ball whizzed to some unguarded spot. It was a fierce struggle and the +wide-eyed villagers who had trooped out to see the strange doings on +their ancestral threshing-floor, gathered instinctively round the +harder game. + +'Ari, sister!' murmured a deep-bosomed mother of many to her gossip, as +they squatted on one of the heaps of chaff which had been swept aside +from the hard beaten floor. 'That one in the short skirt is a +_budmarsh_.[1] Her man will need his hands.' Yet an unrestrained +chuckle ran round the female portion of the audience as Dan, +over-running himself in a hopeless attempt after the impossible, +scattered a group of turbaned pantaloons, who, retreating with shaking +heads to re-form further off, muttered in wondering rebuke, 'Hai! Hai! +does not shame come to her.' But a third section, ranged in rows, gave +an exotic 'hooray!'--a ridiculous, feeble little cheer, started by a +young man in a black alpaca coat, and accompanied by still feebler +clapping. This was the village school and its master, claiming its +right to be a judge of 'crickets.' + +'You have the better half of creation on your side, Miss Tweedie,' +remarked Lewis, when, the games being over, the men were resuming their +coats. 'What is more, the rising generation of the worser half also. +The boys were unanimous for the "Miss"; we miserable men being left to +the support of past ages. India is doomed. Another decade will see +woman's rights rampant.' + +She turned on him readily, as she always did. 'The boys applauded +because the rising generation, thank heaven, is being taught to love +fair play--even towards women.' + +'At it again!' interrupted Mrs. Boynton plaintively, 'really I must get +you two bound over to keep the peace.' + +'Then I shall have to hire another camel for my luggage,' said Lewis +gravely, 'for Miss Tweedie knocks me and my arguments to bits.' + +Gwen turned aside impatiently, saying in a lower voice, 'How foolish +you are, Lewis! One would have thought you would have tired of it by +this time.' + +'On the contrary,' he replied in his ordinary tone: 'the bloom is +perennial. I wither beneath the ice of Miss Tweedie's snubs, and revive +beneath the sun of her smiles like--like a bachelor's button.' + +And Rose did smile. Her contempt always seemed to pass by the man +himself, and rest on his opinions. Even there, much as she loathed +them, she was forced to confess that they did not seem to affect his +actions; that it was impossible to conceive of his behaving to any +woman, save as a gentleman should behave. Yet this thought aggravated +the offence of his manner by enhancing its malice aforethought, and +made her frown again. + +'Come! there is light enough for a single yet, Mr. Keene,' she said +imperiously, and George, with one regretful glance at Mrs. Boynton, +obeyed. Lewis Gordon looked after them, shrugged his shoulders, and +strolled off to the messroom-tent. + +'It really is shameful of Lewis to tease Miss Tweedie as he does,' +began Gwen, who, finding herself unavoidably paired with Dan, instantly +started what she thought a safe topic of conversation. He looked at her +with absent eyes. + +'A shame, is it? but when a man likes a girl he is very apt----' + +She broke in with a petulant laugh. 'Are you asleep, Dan? What could +induce you to think that?' + +'What? Why, love of course! Set a thief to catch a thief. A man can't +be in love himself without----' + +He certainly was not asleep! but she managed to double back to safer +ground. Yet his words recurred to her that evening during the half hour +_tete-a-tete_ which she accorded with the utmost regularity to Colonel +Tweedie in his capacity of host; Rose meanwhile singing songs to the +younger men who gathered round the piano, leaving those two decorously +to the sofa. + +'There is a little song I want Mrs. Boynton to hear,' called the +Colonel during a pause. 'I forget its name--you haven't sung it +for a long time, and I used to be so fond of it. A little Jacobite +song--really a charming air, Mrs. Boynton.' Rose flushed visibly--at +least to the feminine eyes in the party--and shook her head. + +'But you must remember it, my dear,' persisted her father; 'do try.' + +'Oh yes! please do try! I should so like to hear it,' echoed Gwen +curiously, her eyes full on the blush. Rose, conscious of it, felt +herself a fool, and looked still more uncomfortable. + +'Talking of Jacobite songs,' remarked an indifferent voice beside her, +'I wonder, Miss Tweedie, if you know a great favourite of mine, called +"Lewie Gordon"--don't laugh, you boys, it's rude. If so, please sing +it. I haven't heard it for years; people are always afraid of making me +vain.' + +She gave him a quick, grateful look, as, with a nod, she broke into the +song. + + + 'O send Lewie Gordon hame, + And the lad I daurna name, + Tho' his back be to the wa', + Here's to him that's far awa'.' + + +She sang with greater spirit than before, a sort of glad recognition of +his kindly tact leading up to the decision of the climax: + + + 'That's the lad that I'll gang wi'.' + + +Yet after all, amid the chorus of thanks, she heard him say in his +worst manner, '"The lad I daurna name!" how like a woman!' And he added +to the offence; for, when the little under-secretary remarked +diffidently that he had always understood that the song referred to +Charles Edward, though whether to the old or the young Pretender he +could not say, Lewis, as he dawdled away to his nightly task of +breaking up the _tete-a-tete_, murmured that at any rate it referred to +a _pretendu_. But Rose had caught Gwen's appealing look from the sofa +also, and rising, closed the piano with a bang and suggested a round +game. If her intention was to punish the offender, who hated that form +of amusement, she failed ignominiously; for he sat on the 'Stool of +Repentance' with perfect nonchalance, and, when it came to her turn, +paid her such double-edged, charmingly caustic little compliments, that +she had to join in the laugh they raised. It was, in fact, past +midnight ere the Colonel, with many allusions to the delight of such +company, said they really must go to bed, and they trooped in a body +out of the big tent to seek their several quarters. + +'I'm glad not to make a casual of you to-night,' said Mrs. Boynton +softly to George. + +'Almost wish you were,' he replied, giving a rueful look towards the +red brick prison on the farther side of the canal. 'This is home; that +is exile.' + +Dan nodded his head sympathetically. 'I know that feeling. It comes +from jungle stations. And the bungalow does look cheerless in +comparison. Odd; for one naturally associates a camp with wars and +tumults, battles, murders, and sudden death; all the evils of a +transitory world, in fact. But you must have noticed, Mrs. Boynton, the +extraordinary air of peace, security, almost of permanence which tents +have in the moonlight. Look! might they not be solid blocks of marble +fastened by silver cords?' + +'I noticed it last night when I was watching them being put up,' began +George unguardedly. Mrs. Boynton looked up quickly. Rose, who was +leaning against a rope by the door of her tent which stood next the +mess, glanced along the line of the camp. + +'Silver cords and marble blocks,' she echoed. 'Yes! but it sounds like +the New Jerusalem.' + +'I always thought,' remarked Lewis Gordon argumentatively, 'that it was +the tents of Midian. I'm sure some one told me so when I learnt hymns. +Or was it hosts of Midian and tents of Ishmael? Anyhow, they had +nothing to do with Paradise, and I for one have been prowling round +long enough. So good-night, Gwen; don't grow wings in the night, +please; it would be so disconcerting. Good-night, Miss Tweedie.' + +Being close beside her he held out his hand. + +'Good-night; I hope you are not very stiff.' + +'I almost wish I were, for then you would sympathise with +misfortune--like a woman,' he replied in a low voice, and as he passed +to his own tent next hers, she heard him quote the lines-- + + + 'Tho his back be to the wa', + Here's to him that's far awa'.' + + +She looked after him, her face showing soft in the moonlight, then, +with a good-night to the others, disappeared in her turn. + +George lingered, giving still more rueful glances at the bungalow. 'I +suppose I must be off too. Oh! by the way! it's all right about the +Ayodhya pot. Dalel Beg tells me his women know the owner, so you will +have it to-morrow. Good-night, Fitzgerald.' + +Dan, thus left alone to walk two tents-length with Gwen, felt that fate +was on his side at last; more probably _she_ was, since her fine tact +told her it was never wise to ignore his passion entirely. Besides, +something in her shrank from treating him always as a mere outsider. + +'I've been longing for this chance all day,' he began at once in a tone +that was in itself a caress. + +'Do you think I am quite blind?' she interrupted, a trifle petulantly; +'the only wonder is that every one in the camp didn't see it also. You +are so reckless, Dan! Of course you wanted to tell me how you felt when +I was lost, and all that; as if I couldn't imagine it!' she gave in to +a smile that was almost tender as she spoke--'Why, Dan! I can see you! +with a face yards long, and the whole camp, Chief and all, under orders +in half a minute. Fire-escapes, life-preservers, first aid to the +wounded, everything mortal man could devise to avert disaster, ready +before the rest had time to think! Do you suppose I don't know what you +are, Dan?' The odd, composite ring in her voice sank as she added, in a +lower tone, 'sometimes I almost wish I didn't.' + +They had reached the place where their ways separated; hers to the last +tent forward, his to the second row, and she held out her hand with a +smile to say good-night. His heart beat hard at her half-reluctant +admission of praise; besides, Gwen Boynton was not the sort of woman +who could smile thus, and yet expect to end the interview then and +there; perhaps, again, she did not wish it so to end. In her relations +with this man, she often found it difficult to know what she did, or +did not, desire. + +'Gwen,' he said eagerly, standing close, with his warm nervous hands +clasping hers, 'did you think of me--then?--when you knew you were +lost, I mean--did you, Gwen?--I don't often ask anything of you, my +darling--you might tell me--It isn't much to ask--Did you, Gwen?' + +She gave something between a laugh and a sob. 'Did I? Oh! Dan, you +know I did. There, that is enough--you said that was all you wanted. +Good-night, Dan.' + +He went over to his quarters happy as a king. As for Gwen, the personal +influence his immediate presence had over her passed away quickly, and +that which his real absence from her life invariably produced did not +come to soften the curious dread with which she recognised, that in her +trouble of the day before, her first thought had indeed been for him. +How foolish she had been in letting him re-enter her life at all! but +he had come back in her first loneliness when the future had seemed +very black. Now it was different, now it was once more that choice +between poverty and comfort which she had made in her girlhood. With +what pain, none--save Dan, who, alas! always understood--would believe. +And if the choice was necessary then, what was it now with her acquired +habits, her knowledge of the world? They would both be miserable if +they married without money. Then the thought of the bills came, as it +always did to remind her of the tie they imposed. Even if Lewis, whom +she liked and respected, were to make up his mind to marry, she could +not accept him without dismissing Dan. Yet how could she dismiss him, +even for his food, until that money was repaid? Poor Dan! he loved her +dearly, and in a way she cared for him as she had never cared for any +of her other lovers. Yet the decision which had turned out so +comfortably ten years before was still the right decision. Many of +those lovers had been as devoted to her; and yet they had recovered +from their rejection. Then the remembrance of George Keene's admission +that he had been out watching the stars made her smile. He was a nice +boy, who already deemed her an angel; but Lewis objected to wings, and +of the two that was the most convenient view for the woman. + +While she was coming to this conclusion George had been looking after +her interests, for on his return to the bungalow he had been startled +by the sudden uprisal of a veiled female from a shadowy corner of his +verandah. + +'I am Azizan's mother,' said a muffled voice. 'The Mirza sent me. I +have been waiting the Huzoor's return. There is the pot if the Huzoor +will give ten rupees for it. It is much, yet the pot brings luck.' + +'Ten!' echoed George in delight, taking it from her. 'Yes! you shall +have that; then I owe Azizan also. Shall I pay you?' + +'My daughter is as myself,' replied the voice. 'It is ten for the +picture, and ten for the pot.' + +George fetched the money and counted it carefully into the shrouded +hand. + +'That is all, I think?' he asked. + +'Huzoor, that is all. May the blessing of the widow and the fatherless +go with the merciful Protector of the Poor.' + +But while he was thinking, as he undressed, how pleased Mrs. Boynton +would be, the veiled figure was pausing in the moonlight to speak to +the factotum. + +'You have seen nothing, you are to say nothing. And the Diwan sends +these to the servant-people.' Then came twenty careful chinks, this +time into a clutching hand, and Chandni, hurrying back to the city, +laughed silently to herself. The idea of bribing the little sahib's +servants with his own rupees would please Dalel, and put him into a +good temper again; so if this plan matured, her future would ripen with +it. As she passed the sleeping camp she paused, wondering in which tent +lay the mem who had succeeded so easily where she had failed. The +lights were out in all save two, and the double row of glistening white +roofs struck even her insensibility with a savage recognition of +undeserved peace and security. They were no better than she; no better +than those shadowy crouching figures of the village bad-characters set +out here and there to keep watch and ward, on the principle of setting +a thief to catch a thief; a plan which at least secures a deserving +criminal should thefts occur. For it was in the East that the strange +hybrid between altruism and egotism which we call a scape-goat was +invented by mankind. + + + + + CHAPTER VII + + +One of the lights Chandni saw came from Lewis Gordon's tent. He was +hard at work, not altogether from sheer industry. Sleep with him--oddly +enough in one claiming such serenity of temperament--had to be +approached discreetly, and for many days past a disturbing current of +thought had required the dam of good solid official business before he +could trust himself safely to the waters of Lethe. He had not been +constantly in his cousin's company for six weeks without learning to +appreciate her infinite charm. She was emphatically a woman to ensure a +husband's success as well as her own. A man would never have to +consider enemies with her at his side, whereas with many others--Rose +Tweedie for instance--it might be necessary to fight your wife's +battles as well as your own. This comparison of the two arose from no +conceit on his part in imagining that any choice lay with him. Simply, +he could not avoid comparing the only two women in his daily +surroundings. At the same time he was fully aware that Gwen would marry +him if he asked her, and the question which had at first assailed him +in the hall at Rajpore, recurred again and again, disturbing him +seriously by alternate attraction and repulsion. He had seen too much +of fascinating wifehood to care for possessing a specimen himself, yet +Gwen would marry him because she considered it would further their +mutual interests; and that, surely, was a more reliable foundation for +a permanent contract than a girlish affection. Quite as pleasant, too, +as the hail-fellow-well-met liking, which seemed to be Rose Tweedie's +notion of love. George Keene and she were like a couple of boys +together. The remembrance jarred, though he went on working with a +smile at the thought of her eager readiness to take up the glove on all +occasions. + +Rose, meanwhile, lay awake next door frowning over the same readiness, +and then frowning at her own frowns, since what was it to her if +Lewis Gordon were nice or nasty? He himself did not care what she +thought, and would end by marrying his cousin, though in his heart of +hearts---- + +Rose sat up in bed angrily. What did she know or care of Lewis Gordon's +heart? _Dieu merci!_ Gwen Boynton was welcome to it, but she should not +drag George Keene captive as she seemed welcome to do. George was too +good to hang round a pretty woman, like Lewis---- + +This was intolerable. To escape the tyranny of thought she rose, +slipped on her white dressing-gown, lit the lamp she had extinguished, +and sat down to read a stiff book till she felt sleepy. The process was +not a long one, for she was really fatigued, and ten minutes saw her +turning down the lamp once more. + +What happened next she scarcely knew; only this--a glare of light--a +feeble crash. Then fire in her eyes, her face, her hands--fire at her +feet, licking along the thin carpet, soaking up the folds of her filmy +dress. The bed lay close at hand; she was on it in a second, wrapping +the blankets round her, and beating out the runnels of flame, with +eyes, brain, and body absorbed in the immediate personal danger. When +that was over, and she looked up, she sprang to her feet on the bed +with a cry. The fire was everywhere, creeping up the sides of the tent, +filling it with suffocating smoke. She wound her trailing skirts round +her and made a dive for the first outlet--for her only chance of +escape! The thick wadded curtain swinging aside let in a wind, making +the smouldering cotton flame; but the next instant she was outside, +constrained to pause, wondering if by chance it was nothing but a bad +dream. For the camp lay serene and peaceful in the moonlight; not a +sound, not a sign, even from her own tent. She stood positively +irresolute, staring back at what she had left. Was it a dream? Then, +suddenly a faint drift of smoke rose through a crevice in the cloth. + +'Mr. Gordon!--Mr. Gordon!' She burst through the thick, guided by the +light in his tent to the nearest help. 'Your knife--quick! my tent is +on fire! Quick, or the whole camp will catch!' + +The blood was flowing from a cut over her forehead, one arm showed bare +through scorched muslin, the draperies caught round her were singed and +blackened, the stamp and smell of fire was on her from head to foot. +Lewis, starting to his feet, stared at her. + +'Oh, quick! please, quick! Your pen-knife--anything! Cut down the +tents--Mr. Fitzgerald said it was the only----' + +He had grasped the position ere she could finish, snatched up a +hunting-knife and was out; she, with a pen-knife, close at his heels. + +'Good God! how the wind has risen,' he muttered, as they ran. 'No, not +mine!--The mess-tent first; the wind is that way.' + +As they flew past her tent, the scene seemed peaceful as ever; but ere +the guy-ropes of the next were reached, a swirl of smoke and flame, +prisoned until then by the outer fly of canvas, swept straight up into +the sky in the first force of its escape; then bent silently to the +breeze. So silently!--not a roar, not a crackle--just a pyramid of fire +splitting the taut canvas into long shreds, which the wind flung in +pennants of flame on the mess-tent as those two hacked silently at the +ropes. There was no time for words; no time for thought. A quiver +came to the solid-looking pile, a shimmer in the moonlight. Another +rope--another--then a sudden sway, a crash of glass and china from +within. Down! but with a creeping trail of fire within its folds! + +There was no lack of helpers by this time. Knives, hatchets were at +work right and left upon the ropes lest the message of fire should find +the tents taut. Colonel Tweedie was shouting confused orders in front. +Dan Fitzgerald, after a quick inquiry if all were safely out, was back +in the rear row, where the danger grew with delay. The din was +deafening, yet the flames made no noise; it was the dark humanity +yelling, as it capered over the big tent, treading out the curling +snakes of fire. Seen against the glare of a burning pyramid behind, the +figures showed like the demons in a mediaeval Judgment beating the lost +souls down to the worm which dieth not. + +Rose, standing to rest, now that abler arms were at work, felt a +hurried touch on her shoulder, and turned to see Lewis Gordon holding +out an ulster which he had fetched from his tent. + +'Put it on,' he said unceremoniously, 'or you'll catch cold.' + +She flushed with surprise, then, as she complied, realising for the +first time the havoc fire had made in her dress, continued to blush +with an odd feeling of resentment. + +'Where is Mrs. Boynton?' she asked quickly, to cover her confusion. 'I +suppose you--I mean, she is safe, of course?' + +'Of course. I haven't seen her though; but I heard your father calling +to her. She must be with him. I'll see.' + +'Mrs. Boynton? God bless my soul, isn't she with Rose?' cried Colonel +Tweedie, who was still shouting excited orders to the crowd of coolies. +'She answered me and her tent is down. She must be out.' + +'Mrs. Boynton! Has any one seen Mrs. Boynton?' Gordon's cry ran down +the line without response. + +'Gwen!--Gwen! the fools must have cut the thing down on top of her!' He +had dashed up to the mass of ropes and canvas lying without beginning +or end, in hopeless chaos. 'Gwen! Gwen!--are you there?' + +A muffled cry was audible now in the hush of the workers. + +'Not stunned, that's one thing,' he muttered to himself before shouting +encouragement. Rose was at his elbow and caught his whisper. + +'The sparks, for God's sake, Miss Tweedie! I trust you. If the tent +smoulders she may suffocate before we--Coming, Gwen, coming directly!' + +But no obstacle against eager help was ever more successful than that +tortuous heap of heavy canvas, full of blind folds and entangled ropes, +stayed fore and aft, and still fastened beyond possibility of removal +to the bamboo-strengthened sides and the yet uncut guys. The seekers +dived into the folds again and again to find themselves meshed; while +Rose, with a sickening fear at her heart lest she should miss one, +watched the sparks and shreds drifting by in clouds settling here, +there, everywhere, and needing swift command to the little band of +helpers. 'Quick, quick!--yonder by the corner. Another there! Stamp it +out--quick! Well done!' + +'What is it? what is it?' A new voice rose above the turmoil as Dan +Fitzgerald came running from the rear grasping the truth as he ran. +'No, no?' he panted. 'No use, Gordon--too long. Get to the guys, for +God's sake--the thickest--half a dozen men. Colonel, the right corner, +please, sir; Gordon, the left; Smith, round to the back. They are not +cut there, and see that the pegs hold--they _must_ hold. Miss Tweedie, +put a man to each stay as the front rises. I want the doorway--the door +_must_ show. Brothers,' he continued in Hindustani to the men who were +fast falling into place, 'we have to raise the tent again. _Remember, +the tent rises at the word!_ Gordon, are you ready? All ready?---- + +He paused, gave a rapid glance at the sparks, and lowered his voice. +'It has to be done sharp, Colonel, or----' Again he hesitated between +fear of letting the prisoner know her imminent danger, and fear of not +enforcing the necessity for speed. Rose understood, and racked by +anxiety as she was, felt a thrill of recognition at Dan's quick thought +which, even in such a moment, enabled him to remember that, as Mrs. +Boynton knew but little Hindustani, he could continue in that language. +'The tent is certain to catch fire, but it may be smouldering now; so +we must risk it. Remember that I _must_ get in and out before the +canvas yields, or---- So be sharp. Gordon! you give the word!' + +There was an instant's silence, broken by a voice. Then a shout, a +heave, and Rose straining at a rope as she never strained before, felt, +rather than saw, something rise, pause, sink; rise again fluttering, +swaying. + +'Higher! higher!' shouted Dan, standing close in, ready for a dive at +the door. 'All together, Gordon. Shah-bash, brothers! My God! it's +caught already!' + +A blot of shadow near her showed the coming doorway, and, half clear as +it was, she saw Dan dash into it with the cry, which was echoed from +outside as a little runnel of fire quivered up the half-stretched +canvas. + +'Stand fast! stand fast!' shouted Gordon at the guy. 'Run in, half of +you, to the bamboos; they may hold longer than the stays.' + +Rose was at one in a moment and clung to it, seeing nothing, thinking +of nothing, but that irregular square of shadow. When would he come +through it again? The tangles within! how would he thread them? For the +pole having slipped from its supporting pegs had slid along the ground +and would not rise more than half-way; so the inner fly-sides must be +hanging in a maze--a maze of smouldering canvas. Horrible! a burning +pall! Ah! would he never come? + +Suddenly came another cry, as a great sheet of fire ran up the right +ridge and the men at the rope fell backwards under the slackened strain +of the parting canvas; yet still the corners held. But for how long! +Oh! would he never come out? + +'Mr. Fitzgerald! Mr. Fitzgerald! be quick, oh please be quick.' + +It was a foolish, aimless little cry, yet somehow it raised a new idea +in her mind. What if he had lost his way in that hideous tangle? She +was at the blot of shadow in an instant calling again and again. Too +late! surely too late, for the bamboo lintel to which she clung so +frantically swayed. Not down yet--yes! down, and she with it, half +kneeling still. She heard a cry from Lewis bidding the others run in on +the fire and stamp it out; but as she staggered to her feet still +holding on to the lintel something else staggered out beside her. + +'All right,' gasped Dan, before the great shout of relief rose up +drowning his voice. When it had passed and they crowded about him, he +had set Gwen's feet on the ground and drawn the folds of blanket from +her face, though his arm was still round her as she clung to him, +scarcely believing in her safety. + +'Only frightened--half suffocated,' he went on, struggling to get back +his breath. 'Couldn't some one bring her a glass of water--don't move +yet--they will bring it to you here. It is all over--except the +shouting.' + +Rose standing aside, giddy with sudden relief, could hardly believe it +could be over. Yet the coolies were rubbing themselves and laughing +over their sprawl in the dust when the tent collapsed, and the tent +itself was blazing away unheeded on the ground. Yes! it was over, and +so quickly that George Keene, roused by the crash of the messroom-tent, +came too late for anything save sympathy. He gave that to the full; not +unnecessarily, for in truth the condition of the camp was pitiable. +Lewis Gordon's tent, being the only one to windward of the original +outbreak, was left standing; the rest were either smouldering in ashes +or severely damaged beyond the possibility of re-pitching without +repair, while the extent of other injuries must remain unknown till +dawn brought light, and time allowed the fires to die out undisturbed; +for any letting in of air while the wind remained so high might cause a +fresh blaze. + +Colonel Tweedie, looking a perfect wreck in his striped flannel suit, +fussed about uncertain and querulous, while George and Dalel Beg, who +had arrived from the palace, competed for the honour of putting up the +ladies during the remainder of the night; Dalel, minus the least +vestige of European attire, being re-inforced after a time by Khush-hal +Beg, breathless but dignified, bearing the Diwan's urgent prayer to be +allowed the honour of helping a beneficent Government in its hour of +need. + +Dan with an impatient frown on his face waited for decision till his +patience failed. Then he buttoned-holed Lewis--who amid all the wild +costumes looked almost ridiculously prim in his dress suit--and +expounded his views vehemently, the result being that the Chief +concluded in favour of the palace. If, as was possible, they might be +forced into halting for several days, the old pile would hold them all, +and a regiment besides. So, after a time, odd little square dhoolies, +smelling strongly of rose-attar, came for the two ladies, and in them, +duly veiled from public gaze, they were hurried along, much to their +amusement. The gentlemen after a raid on Lewis Gordon's wardrobe, +following suit, all except the under-secretary, who, coming last, found +nothing available save a white waistcoat and a pair of jack boots, in +which additions to a pyjama sleeping-suit he looked so absurd that the +others sat and roared at him, as men will do at trifles when still +under the influence of relief and excitement, until George carried him +off to his bungalow, promising to return him next morning clothed and +in his right mind. Thus the night ended in comedy for all save Mrs. +Boynton. To her, clothes were anything but a triviality, and as she lay +among silk quilts and hard roly-poly bolsters in the little strip of a +room to which she and Rose were taken, pending the preparation of a +state suite upstairs, she mourned sincerely over the probable fate of +her wardrobe. Had it remained in the leather trunks escape might have +been possible, but, knowing they were to halt for a day at least, she +made the ayah hang up all the dresses round the tent. Poor Gwen seemed +to see them, like Bluebeard's wives in a row, getting rid of their +creases, and the thought of under-garments which might be uninjured +gave her no consolation. + +Rose was more calm, remembering that her riding-habit had, as usual, +been moved in order to be brushed, and would most likely be produced +next morning. Besides, she was worn out by the excitement, and forgot +even the smart of a large scorch on her arm in the memory of that five +minutes during which she had waited for Dan to come out of the fiery +maze. Despite her boasted nerves, the stress and strain of it all came +back again and again, making her set her teeth and clench her hands. +Yet Gwen, who had so narrowly escaped a dreadful death, was grumbling +over the loss of her dresses. Rose, lying in the dark listening to the +plaintive regrets, felt scornfully superior, not knowing that her +companion was deliberately trying to forget, to ignore, a like +memory--the memory of her own feelings when Dan fought his way to her +at last. If that sort of thing went on he would end by marrying her in +spite of her wiser self; and then they would both be miserable. She was +not a romantic fool, and yet--a very real resentment rose up against +him as she remembered her own confidence, her own content. She felt +vaguely as if he had taken advantage of her fear, and that something +must be done to prevent a recurrence of this weakness on her part. If +she could only pay back the money he had paid for her, matters would be +easier to manage. As it was, even Lewis, with his easy-going estimate +of women, would not stand the knowledge of her indebtedness to another +man, so something must be done, something must be changed. That, oddly +enough, was the underlying grievance which found expression in petulant +assertions that Fate was doubly hard in making her fair; had she been +dark like Rose, the part of Eastern Princess she would have to play +until another consignment of civilised dresses arrived from Rajpore +would have been fun. As it was, she would look a perfect fright. + +She did not, however. Had she not been aware of this fact ere she made +her appearance next morning in the long flowing robes and veil of a +Delhi lady, she must have gathered it from the looks of her companions. +But she had appraised herself in one of the big mirrors in the suite of +state apartments halfway up the stairs, and decided that she would wear +a similar costume at the very next fancy ball. + +This in itself was sufficient to chase any save immediate care from a +mind like hers. In addition, even a stronger character would have found +it difficult to avoid falling in with the reckless merriment which had +seized on all the other actors in the past night's incident. Partly +from relief at its comic ending, partly because the charm of absolute +novelty, the zest of the unexpected, enhanced the pleasure of extremely +comfortable quarters--for Lewis in his capacity of personal _aide_ had +decided against the dark state suite of apartments on the second storey +in favour of the roof above, with its slender balconies, long arcades, +and cool central summer-house open on all sides to the air. Here, high +above the sand swirls, safe from the sun, they would be far better off +than in tents during the growing heat of the days Gwen, leaning against +a clustered marble pillar, looking down on the red-brown slant of +windowless wall spreading like a fort to the paved courtyard below, +said it was like living on a slice of wedding-cake. A solid chunk +below, above a sugar filigree; whereat George, delighted, assured her +that the whole palace itself viewed from afar had always reminded him +of the same thing. Filigree or no filigree, she said it was charming, +and the central hall of the twelve-doored summer-house was a marvel of +decoration; fast falling to decay no doubt, yet losing no beauty in the +process, since the floriated white tracery overlaying the background of +splintered looking-glass was so intricate that the eye could scarcely +follow the pattern sufficiently to appreciate a flaw. Seated there in +coolest shadow you could see through the inner arches to the long slips +of vaulted rooms on all four sides; through them again to the blue sky +set in its rim of level plain, save to the north where the view was +blocked by the Diwan's tower rising a dozen feet or more from the +terraced roof, with which it was connected by a flight of steps barred +by a locked iron _grille_. Thus the roof lay secure from all intrusion +except from the courtyard, whence an outside stair, clinging to the +bare wall, gave access to the state rooms below, and thence, still +slanting upwards, to the lowest terrace of roof. Rose, leaning over a +balcony looking sheer down to where the servants, like ants, were +running to and fro over the preparations for breakfast, declared she +would use one of the four little corner-rooms of the summer-house as +her bedroom. All it needed was a curtain at the inner arch, when it +would be infinitely preferable to those dreadful rooms downstairs all +hung with glass chandeliers and silvered balls, which made her inclined +to hang herself in sympathy. In the hopes rather, suggested Lewis, of +improving the style of the decoration; a remark which brought the +usual frown to the girl's face. In truth, Rose Tweedie in her trim +riding-habit did not suit her surroundings half so well as Gwen Boynton +in her trailing tinsel-decked robes. On the other hand, Colonel Tweedie +would have done better in not yielding to the temptation of playing +'Sultan' to Mrs. Boynton's 'Light of the Harem'; for native costume +does not suit an elderly Englishman. But the opportunity had been too +strong for him. + +'My dear father,' said Rose helplessly, when she first caught sight of +her parent in a khim-khab coat and baggy trousers. She might have said +more, had not Mrs. Boynton's grave compliment on his appearance sent +the girl away impatiently to lean over the balcony once more, and +wonder if they were ever going to bring breakfast. + +To her, when he appeared, went Dan Fitzgerald, without even a look at +the others. + +'Thanks, Miss Tweedie,' he said in a low tone. 'I hadn't time to say it +last night. I _had_ lost myself, and your voice---- However, it can be +only "_thank you_," and you have that.' + +Rose, with a smile, let his hand linger in hers for a second as their +eyes met; honest, friendly eyes. + +And George Keene also passed straight to her. + +'Better! That is all right. By Jove, you were bad, when I found you +outside the fuss when it was all over. You would have fainted, if it +hadn't been for the whisky and water--which, by the way, I stole from +Gordon's flask----' + +'You didn't tell him?' interrupted Rose quickly. + +'Not I! I knew you wanted it kept dark about the scorch. It's better, I +hope? Why, you have curled your hair over the cut on your forehead. +What a dodge!' + +His young face was overflowing with a sort of pride in her pluck, when +Mrs. Boynton came up. She was in a mood which craved attention, and +some of her slaves had passed her by to give Rose the first word. + +'What are you two discussing so eagerly?' she began. 'Good-morning, Mr. +Keene. How delightfully commonplace you look in exactly the proper +breakfast costume for a young Englishman!' + +George blushed. He would have given worlds to say that she looked +anything but commonplace, but was too young to venture on it. But he +looked the sentiment, and Gwen smiled bewilderingly back at him. She +was made that way, and could not help it. + +'Isn't it quaint up here?' she went on, leaning over the balustrade and +looking, as Rose had been doing, at the servants filing up the steps +with silver dishes of sausages and bacon, and all the accessories of an +orthodox English breakfast, regardless of the feelings of their +pig-loathing hosts. 'I declare, I have fallen in love with everything.' + +'Yourself included, I hope,' added Lewis, joining the group; or, to put +it politely, you have fallen in love with everything, and everything +has fallen in love with you. And no wonder. The fact is, Gwen, that you +do suit your present environment to perfection. I should not have +believed the thing possible--but so it is.' + +As he sat on the coping with his back to the landscape, he bent forward +looking at her critically--'No!' he went on; 'I should not have thought +it possible, but you look the part.' + +'It must be awful, though, to be a native,' remarked George fervently. +His eyes were on Colonel Tweedie as he spoke. That conspicuous failure +was, however, only partly responsible for his opinion. In a more or +less crude form the childish hymn of gratitude for having been born in +order to go to a public school survives wholesomely amongst young +Englishmen. + +'I don't know,' dissented Gordon languidly. 'A civilised conscience is +a frightful interference with the liberty of the subject. Personally, I +object to the native views of comfort, pleasure, and all that. But I +can imagine some very good fellows preferring them. They are not nearly +such a strain on the nervous system. For instance, Gwen, were you +really the Shah-zadi you look, there would have been no necessity for +sending back those brocades over which I found you weeping half an hour +ago. You would have appropriated them without demur. Wouldn't she, +sir?' + +The Colonel gave his little preparatory cough, and looked grave. + +'It wasn't a brocade, Colonel Tweedie,' protested Gwen. 'It was simply +the most lovely piece of old-gold satin in the world. It stood up of +itself, and yet was absolutely invertebrate in its folds. Perfect! The +same on both sides too. I had half a mind to be double-faced myself, +and take it when Mr. Gordon's back was turned.' + +'Why didn't you?' retorted the latter cynically. 'You are the only one +of us who would not be criminally responsible for the action. Isn't +that so, sir?' He was mischievously amused by his chief's evident +dislike to the subject. + +'Should I be responsible?' asked Rose, surprised. + +'Your father would be, for your action. Wouldn't you, sir?' + +This was too much even for reticent dignity. + +'I--er--don't--I mean, doubtless; but--er--it is not--er--a subject +which comes within the range of practical politics.' + +'I should hope not,' cried Rose. 'My dear dad! fancy your being +responsible for my actions. It isn't fair!' Her face of aggrieved +decision made the others laugh. + +'Perhaps it isn't, Miss Tweedie,' remarked Lewis gravely; but I can +assure you that we officials are all responsible for our female +relations in the first degree. A merciful Government has, however, +drawn the line at cousins. So Mrs. Boynton could only lose her own +pension, if she were found out.' + +Gwen made a _moue_ of derision. + +'That is not much to risk. I wish I had known this before. Lewis! do +you think you could prevail on them to give me another chance with the +satin?' + +'What on earth is delaying the breakfast?' fussed Colonel Tweedie, +moving off. He hated _persiflage_, especially between his guest and his +secretary. + +'Coming, sir, coming,' said George, leaning over to look; 'there is a +regular procession of silver dishes filing up Jacob's ladder.' + +'Oh dem silver dishes,' hummed Rose gaily, leaning over to look, too. +'How funny it is, isn't it?' + +'Funny!' echoed Dan, 'it is simply appalling.' + +Perhaps the sudden sense of the utter incongruousness of it all +accounted for the silence which followed, as they stood on the balcony, +which clung like a swallow's nest to the bare walls. Below them, beyond +the courtyard, lay the shadowy arcades of the bazaar and the great pile +of the Mori gate. Beyond that again the bricks and sand-heaps of +Hodinuggur, with the village creeping up to be crowned by the grass +palisades where the potter sat at work. + +'Talking of bribes, said Dan absently, after the pause, 'I've often +wondered how a fellow feels when he has been informed that her gracious +Majesty has no further need of his services. They seldom go beyond that +nowadays, but that must be bad enough.' + +'Very much so, if the bribe has been insufficient, assented Lewis, + +'Mr. Gordon! how can you?' began Rose, pausing, however, at the sight +of his satisfied smile. + +'You should adopt the sun with the motto "Emergo" as your crest, Miss +Tweedie. It would suit both your thoughts and deeds,' he replied +teasingly. + +'Don't mind him,' put in Dan; 'he always was weak in his grammar, and +doesn't know that rise must be the correct present tense of Rose.' + +'But, really,' persisted Lewis, when the laugh ended; 'if a man _had_ +taken a bribe, the first thought to one of his _genre_ would naturally +be if the game was worth the candle. If he _hadn't_--why, dismissal +from the public service is not always misfortune. There is the +disgrace, of course, but, personally, I have never been able to +understand the sentiment of the thing; it appears to me strained. Half +your world, as a rule, dislikes you; it believes you capable of +murdering your grandmother at any moment. Yet the fact doesn't distress +you. It is inevitable that some people should think ill of you. So why +should you care when they invent a definite crime for you to commit? It +doesn't affect your friends.' + +'Well, I don't know,' said George Keene sturdily. 'That's all very +philosophical, but I believe I should shoot myself.' + +'No! you wouldn't, old chap; unless you wished people to consider you +guilty.' + +'This conversation is becoming gruesome,' put in Mrs. Boynton; 'let us +change it; though Lewis is right, for Government service seems to me a +doubtful blessing----' + +'But an assured income,' interrupted Dan, with a laugh. + +Lewis Gordon turned on him quite hotly. 'I like your saying that, +Fitzgerald--you of all people in the world. Why, man alive! if I had +your power I would chuck tomorrow, and die contractor, engineer, +K.C.I.E.' and the richest man in India!' + +Gwen Boynton looked up in quick interest. 'Really! do you mean that +_really_, Lewis?' + +'I won't swear to the K.C.S.I.' or the superlative, but Fitzgerald +knows perfectly that I always say he has mistaken his line of life. We +want hacks. People to obey orders, not to give them.' As he spoke he +glanced meaningly at Colonel Tweedie walking about fussily, and then at +his friend's face. + +Dan swung himself from the balustrade where he had been perched. 'Some +one must give orders, and I mean to stick on for my promotion. It must +come next year. So that is settled. Are you not coming to breakfast, +Mrs. Boynton?' She met his smile without response as she turned away. + +'Dear me! the others have gone in already, and I was so hungry. But one +doesn't often get the chance, Mr. Fitzgerald, of considering an old +friend in a new character. It was quite absorbing--for the time.' + +So the balcony was left to the sunlight, and some one who had been +watching it from an archway in the bazaar, withdrew to the shadow where +she rolled the little pellets of opium in her soft palms and prepared +for her midday sleep. The burning of the tents had been a real piece of +luck, the mem--that was she no doubt in the native dress--would be in +the palace for two or three days, and women were women whether fair or +dark. This one, too, looked of the right sort. Chandni's dreams that +day were of a time when she would have the upper hand in Hodinuggur and +become virtuous, for it paid to be virtuous under the present +Government. Dalel should start a women's hospital. Then the Sirkar +would give him the water every year, and the necessity for scheming +would disappear. In the meantime they must not be niggardly. That did +not pay with women, since, if they were of the sort to take bribes, +they were of the sort not easily satisfied. + + + + + CHAPTER VIII + + +'Come and see our mad potter before you go home, Miss Tweedie,' pleaded +George Keene, 'he really is one of the shows, isn't he, Fitzgerald?' + +They had been doing the sights of Hodinuggur as an afternoon's +amusement; tennis in a riding-habit having no attractions for Rose. +Mrs. Boynton, however, on the plea of being a zenana lady, had elected +to remain on the roof, Colonel Tweedie keeping her company until the +time came for his return visit of state to the Diwan on his tower. +Lewis might have made the same choice had he been given it; but he was +not. So he had preferred loafing round the ruins to toiling after +problematical black buck with the sporting party, and made a pleasant +companion, as even Rose admitted; being ready with information on most +points, and between the references talking affably with Dan regarding +the respective merit of Schultze _versus_ brown powder; thus leaving +the younger couple to themselves. So his change of manner stood out +with unusual distinctness as Rose turned to him for consent to George +Keene's invitation. + +'As you please, Miss Tweedie; we are your slaves. A mad potter sounds +cheerful; he is the man, I suppose, who made that jolly little pot +Keene sacrificed to my cousin's greed this morning. When you are as old +as I am, my dear fellow, you will really keep the pretty things out of +the sight of ladies. I always do, nowadays. There was a little woman at +Peshawur, I remember--she had blue eyes--who wheedled----' + +'Mrs. Boynton was most welcome to the Ayodhya pot,' blurted out George +hastily. + +'_Cela va sans dire!_ It is just because we love to give the pretty +things to the pretty creatures that it becomes unwise to let the pretty +creatures see the pretty things.' + +'Then it is your fault, to begin with,' interrupted Rose hotly. + +'Exactly so. I'm sure, Miss Tweedie, you have heard me say a dozen +times that we men are to blame for all the weaknesses of women. They +are simply the outcome of our likes and dislikes; and they will remain +so until there is a perpetual leap-year.' + +'For heaven's sake, Keene,' said Dan, laughing, 'lead the way to the +potter's or there will be murder done on the King's Highway! Don't mind +him, Miss Rose! He "only says it to annoy because he knows it teases." +He doesn't really believe anything of the kind.' + +Lewis, his eye-glass more aggressive than ever, murmured something +under his breath about the inevitable courses of nature, as Rose, with +her head held very high, followed George Keene into the potter's yard. + +It was a scene strangely at variance with the party entering it. +Indeed, old Fuzl Elahi, who had never before set eyes on an +Englishwoman, would have started from his work had not George detained +him with reassuring words: + +'He tells his yarns best when he is at the wheel,' he explained as he +dragged forward a low string stool for Rose. 'And I want you to hear an +awfully queer one called "The Wrestlers." You know enough of the +language to understand him at any rate.' + +'Miss Tweedie is a better scholar than most of us,' remarked Lewis +Gordon curtly from the seat he had found beside Dan on a great log of +wood; one of those logs so often to be seen in such courtyards--relics, +perhaps, of some ineffectual intention of repair long since forgotten. +This one might, to all appearance, have fallen where it lay in those +bygone days of which the potter told tales, when the now treeless +desert had been a swampy jungle on the borders of an inland sea. + +The afternoon sun, slanting over the grass palisades, played havoc with +the humanity it found gathered round the wheel by sending their shadows +distorted to long lengths across the yard, and tilting them at odd +angles against the irregular wall of the mud hut beyond. Altogether a +conglomerate pyramid of shadows, with the potter's high turban +dominating it as he sat silent, spinning his wheel. And as the clay +curved and hollowed beneath his moulding hand a puzzled look came to +the light eyes, which, usually so shifty, were now fixed with a sort of +fascination upon that strange figure in the riding-habit. + +'It is not there,' he muttered uneasily, 'I cannot find a clew.' + +George gave Rose the triumphant glance of a child displaying a +mechanical toy when it behaves as it ought to behave. The potter was +evidently in a mad mood, and might be trusted for a good performance. + +'Now, Fuzl Elahi, we want "The Wrestlers," please. The Miss sahiba has +never heard it.' + +'How could she?' broke in the old man sharply. 'She does not belong to +that old time. She is new. I cannot even tell the old tale if she sits +there in the listener's place. I shall forget, the old will be lost in +the new; as it is ever.' + +'Change places with me, Miss Tweedie,' put in Lewis with a bored look. +'I am not regenerate out of the old Adam, am I, potter-ji?' + +But as he rose the pliant hand went out in a gesture of denial. 'There +is room on the log for both, and crows roost with crows, pigeons with +pigeons. The big Huzoor can sit on the stool if he likes. I know him. I +have seen him many and many a time.' + +'Only once, potter-ji,' protested Dan, as he and Rose changed places +and the wheel began to hum. + +'The post is going from Logborough junction to St. Potter's burgh,' +murmured Lewis discontentedly. 'If we are going to play round games I +shall go home.' + +'Do be quiet, Gordon!' put in George eagerly; 'he is just beginning, +and it really is worth hearing. + +But Lewis was incorrigible. '_Proxime accessit_,' he went on, to Rose, +'what crime in your past incarnation is responsible for your being +bracketed with me in this?' + +'Oh, do listen,' protested George again. + +'Listen! Who could help listening to that infernal noise?--I beg your +pardon, Miss Tweedie, but it is infernal.' + +It was startling, certainly. A shrill moan coming from the racing, +rocking, galloping wheel as the worker's body swayed to and fro like a +pendulum. It seemed to rouse a vague sense of unrest in the hearers, a +dim discomfort like the remembrance of past pain. Then suddenly the +story began in a high-pitched persistent voice, round which that +racing, galloping rush of the wheel seemed to circle, hurrying it, +pushing at it, every now and again sweeping it along recklessly. + + + 'It was a woman seeking something, + _Over hill and dale, through night and day, she sought for + something_. + + + The wrestlers who own the world wrestled for her, + On the palm of her right hand wrestling for her, + "She is mine, she is mine," said one and the other, + _While over hill and dale, through night and day, she sought + for something_. + + + "O flies? you tickle the palm of my hand, + Be off and wrestle down in your world." + So they brought flowers and grass as a carpet, + Wrestling on as she sought for something-- + _Over hill and dale, through night and day, seeking for + something_. + + + "Your carpet is hot, be off, you flies." + So they brought her trees and water for cooling, + Wrestling on as she sought for something-- + _Over hill and dale, through night and day, seeking for + something_. + + + "The grass grows long with the water," she cried, + "Be off, O flies, and tickle your world." + So they brought her flocks to devour the grass, + Wrestling on as she sought for something-- + _Over hill and dale, through day and night, seeking for + something_. + + + "They have trodden my palm as hard as a cake." + So they caught up a plough and ploughed her hand, + Wrestling on while she sought for something-- + _Over hill and dale, through day and night, seeking for + something_. + + + "You have furrowed my palm; it tickles and smarts." + So they brought a weaver and wove her lint, + Wrestling on while she sought for something-- + _Over hill and dale, through night and day, seeking for + something_. + + + "Foul play! Foul play! Look down and decide," + "Not I, poor flies, I must search for something." + So they caught up a town to watch the game. + "He is right! He is wrong!" cried old and young. + "He is wrong! He is right!" And so war began. + While they wrestled away and she sought for something, + _Over hill and dale, through night and day, seeking for + something_. + + + "What a noise you make; I am tired of flies." + So she swept them into a melon rind. + "Be quiet, flies! lie still in the dark." + She clapped her palm to the hole in the rind. + "I'm tired of it all, I will go to sleep; + When morning comes I will seek for something-- + _Over hill and dale, through night and day, I must seek for + something_". + + + She rested her head on her palm, and slept, + Down in the valley close to the river; + Slept to the tune of the buzzing flies, + Wrestling and fighting about fair play. + And while she slept the big Flood came, + And the melon pillow floated away. + + + And all within swarmed out to the sun-- + Grass, and herds, and ploughs, and looms. + People fighting for none knows what. + "I have made a new world," she said, with a laugh. + "A brand-new world; and the flies have gone. + But the palm of my right hand tickles still, + May be it will cool when I find what I seek." + So she left her new world down by the river, + Left it alone and sought for something-- + _Over hill and dale, through night and day, seeking for + something_.' + + +The galloping wheel, which had responded always to the mad hurry of the +recurring refrain, slackened slowly. Rose gave a sigh of relief, and +glanced at Lewis Gordon to see if he too had been oppressed by that +shrinking recognition of a stress, a strain, a desire, such as she had +never felt before; but he was leaning forward, his chin on his curved +hand, intent on listening, so she could not see his face. + +'By the powers,' came Dan Fitzgerald's voice above the softening hum, +'the old chap has made an Ayodhya pot--the same shape, I mean.' + +'He always does when he tells this story,' broke in George, quite +pleased with the success of his entertainment. 'I don't think he quite +knows why he does it, however. Sometimes he says the woman was looking +for one; sometimes that she always carries one in her left hand to +balance the world in her right. But he always takes the unbaked pot to +the ruins and buries it with two of those odd little ninepins, he calls +men and women, inside it. He is as mad as a hatter, you know.' + +'Several hatters,' assented Gordon fervently, 'but it is an interesting +theory of creation.' + +'Now don't,' protested Dan, sitting with his long legs crunched up on +the low stool close to the potter. 'It is too human for dissection +by the Folklore Society. But I'm surprised at one thing. The +wrestlers--they are persistent figures in Indian tales, Miss +Tweedie--are generally represented as giants. They are pigmies here.' + +'The Huzoor is right and wrong,' replied the potter in answer to an +inquiry; 'the pailwans were neither pigmies nor giants. They were as +the Huzoor--two and a half haths round the chest--neither more nor +less.' + +'That's a good shot,' remarked Dan in English, 'forty-five inches +according to my tailor. You have an accurate eye, potter-ji,' he added +in Hindustani, 'only half an inch out.' + +'Not a hair's-breadth, Huzoor,' replied the old man mildly. 'The +measures of the pailwans is the measure of the Huzoor. I have it here; +my fathers used it, and I use it.' + +He sought a moment in the little niche, hollowed, close to his right +hand, out of the hard soil forming the side of his sunken seat, and +drew from it a fine twisted cord of brown, red, and cream coloured +wool. It was divided into measures by small shells strung on the twist +and knotted into their places. + +'Hullo!' cried Gordon eagerly, 'that must be hundreds of years old. +Those are sea-shells, and very rare. Simpson at the museum showed me +one in fossil the other day. I wonder how the dickens the old man got +hold of them?' + +'Two and a half haths,' repeated Fuzl Elahi absently, 'the potter's +full measure for a man in the beginning and the end.' He leaned forward +rapidly as he spoke, passed the cord round Dan Fitzgerald's chest, and +drew the ends together. The curled spirals of the two shells lay half +an inch apart. 'So much for the garments,' he muttered. 'Yea! I knew +it. The measure of a true pailwan to a hair's breadth. + +'And what am I, potter-ji?' asked George, laughing. + +The puzzled look came back to the old man's face. 'The Huzoor may be a +pailwan too. Times have changed.' + +'Rough on a fellow, rather!' exclaimed the boy, still laughing. 'Here, +Fitz! chuck me over the thing. Is that fair, Miss Tweedie?' + +She laughed back into his bright face, as he pulled his hardest to make +the two second shells meet, then shook her head. + +'Not on yourself, Mr. Keene. You are more of a hero than that, I should +say.' + +The potter's eyes were on her, then back on George. 'Everything is +changed,' he muttered again, 'even the measure of the pots.' + +'Then you measure them, do you?' asked Gordon, to whom George had +handed the cord, and who was now examining it minutely. + +'Surely, Huzoor. The first one of each batch. Then the hand learns the +make.' + +'Try what make you are, Gordon?' suggested Dan. + +'Not I. Here, potter-ji, catch. Miss Tweedie and I, according to the +best authority, are abnormal; we are not ordinary pots, so I, for one, +decline to be measured by their standard. And now, if some of us are to +be in time for such trivialities as dinner, we ought to be going.' + +The potter rose also and stepped out of his hole. Seen thus at full +length, he showed insignificant, his hairy, bandy, almost beast-like +legs, contrasting strangely with the mild high-featured face, with its +expression of puzzled anxiety, as he laid a deprecating hand on George +Keene's sleeve. + +'Wants bucksheesh, I suppose,' murmured Lewis. 'I have some rupees +somewhere, if you want them, Keene.' But it was not money; it was only +leave to speak to the 'madr mihrban.' + +'That's a nice name for you, Miss Rose,' said Dan softly--'Mother of +mercy--a name to be glad of.' + +She blushed as she went forward a step, asking, 'What is it? what can I +do for you?' + +He stooped to touch her feet with his supple hands ere replying. +'Huzoor! it is a little thing. Fuzl Elahi, potter of Hodinuggur, has a +daughter somewhere. Perhaps she has gone to the Huzoor's world; it is +new, I do not know it. If the "madr mihrban" were to see her, she might +tell her to come back--just once--only once. I would not keep her. But +now I have no answer when my father says: "Where is thy little +Azizan?"' + +'Azizan!' echoed George quickly. But the old man seemed almost to have +forgotten his own request. He stood looking past the strangers, past +the village, past even the ruins, into the sunset sky. + +'I will send her--if I see her,' said Rose gently, with tears in her +eyes; for George had told her the story of the lost daughter, and the +sudden, diffident appeal touched her. Yet the vast gulf between her and +the old man touched and oppressed her still more, as she left him +standing alone beside his wheel. + +'Well!' said Lewis Gordon, when in silence they had reached the road +again. 'You may call that amusement, Keene, if you like; I don't. When +I get home, I shall have a sherry and bitters.' + +'He _is_ rather a gruesome old chap,' admitted George cheerfully. 'I +felt a bit creepy myself the first time I heard that song--by the way, +Miss Tweedie, talking of creepiness, did I tell you about the Potter's +Thumb? I didn't! Oh,--that is really a grand tale.' He told it, +happily, as an excellent sequel to the show, while Dan, in one of his +best moods, piled on the imaginative agony about Hodinuggur generally, +until Lewis announced his intention of returning to the palace by the +longer way. He would be late, of course, but that was preferable to +having no appetite for dinner! + +'By Jove! seven o'clock,' cried Dan, looking at his watch. 'And you and +I, George, have to get over to the bungalow. We must run for it.' + +Rose watched them racing down the path, laughing and talking as they +ran, with a troubled look. + +'Fine specimens, Miss Tweedie,' remarked Lewis after a pause. 'I don't +think you need fear their cracking in the fire.' + +'I--I--' faltered Rose, taken aback by his comprehension. + +'Am Scotch! That's sufficient excuse. I notice we seldom get rid of our +native superstition. Besides, it _was_ uncanny--the yard-measure and +the Potter's Thumb, and that horse-leech of a woman, who was never +satisfied. I felt it myself.' + +She knew he was speaking down to her as a nervous woman; yet she did +not resent it, because it was a distinct relief not to be taken +seriously. + +'I wish they had not been measured, for all that,' she persisted. 'You +will own it was odd, won't you?' + +'Not so odd as Dan himself! He has been cracked ever since I knew him. +And Keene is one of the sterling sort, certain of success; besides, he +measured himself! Now, before you go upstairs to dress, if your Scotch +blood is still curdling, as mine is, have a half of sherry and bitters +with me. Crows roost with crows, you remember.' + +His friendliness beguiled her into playfulness. + +'Crows indeed! then I've a better opinion of you than you have of me. I +thought we were meant for the pigeons.' + +'To bill and coo?' + +If she could have boxed his ears, it would have relieved her feelings. +As it was, she raced upstairs, in a fury, without vouchsafing one word +of resentment, and paced up and down her tiny room with flaming cheeks. +Could a girl be expected, for ever and aye, to be on the outlook for +such openings? Of course Gwen Boynton would have laughed easily--would +not have minded, perhaps; but then Gwen was charming--everything +apparently that a woman ought to be! + +Rose looked at herself in her dusty habit. She would have to go down to +dinner in it, and challenge comparisons with Gwen in her silks and +tinsel. Why should she? No one would care, no one would have a right to +care if she did stay in her room with a headache. The next instant she +was ashamed of the impulse. What did it matter?--they were welcome to +their opinion. As for her, she would adopt no feminine excuse; she +would leave those little devices to men's women. So she brushed her +habit, and went out, with a heightened colour, to join the others. + + + + + CHAPTER IX + + +Rose Tweedie's sneer against men's women lacked point, since it so +happened that Mrs. Boynton, in the opposite corner-room of the +pavilion, was, at the very moment, setting aside the temptation of +pleading a headache as an excuse for not appearing at dinner. And she +had more reason to seek quiet than the girl, though a new dress lay +ready on the bed; for Gwen loved to dazzle her world, and had spent +some of her leisure in instructing a native tailor how to run up a web +of coarse native muslin bought in the bazaar into a very decent +semblance of a fashionable garment. But the pleasure of the trick had +gone out of it. Something had happened. Something incredible, yet, +given the surroundings, natural enough. Something about which she must +make up her mind. It seemed scarcely a minute ago since she had passed +in swiftly to the solitude of her room in order to think. She, Gwen +Boynton, in native dress, with a white scared face and something in her +hand. Now she had to pass out of that room again as an Englishwoman, +and the transition left her oddly undecided. Indeed, as she paused for +a moment ere taking the plunge, with one hand on the embroidered +draperies doing duty as a door, it seemed almost as if she were +awaiting some command, some voice which would relieve her of +responsibility. Then she smiled and passed on to meet the surprised +admiration of her little world; for she had never looked better in her +life, and she knew it. The creamy muslin suited her in its careless +folds, her excitement showed itself becomingly in flushed cheeks and +bright eyes, and the chorus of wonder at her cleverness made her +gracious beyond compare. They had been away so long, she said, airily, +that she had had to amuse herself somehow, and were there not miles of +muslin to be bought in every bazaar, and many men to put stitches into +it? Any one could have done it. Rose, listening with a certain contempt +in her look, told herself that Gwen said truth; any one could have done +it who thought it worth while to take so much trouble for the sake of +personal effect; yet a regret rankled somewhere, mingling with the +resentment which came as Gwen called attention, somewhat garishly, to +more of her good works. Did they not admire the room? When Colonel +Tweedie had gone off to the Diwan she had consoled herself by pulling +about the furniture; and did not the Ayodhya pot look sweet on the +corner-stand she had improvised out of three bamboos, a brass platter, +and a yellow silk scarf? + +'You should have packed it away in your box at once,' remarked Lewis +coolly. 'Keene may repent his good-nature, or some of us may steal it. +The colour is admirable.' As he spoke he walked over to the stand as if +for closer examination. + +'Don't touch it, please,' cried Mrs. Boynton hastily. 'You--you will +spoil my draperies.' + +'A thousand pities, when they are so artistic,' put in Colonel Tweedie, +glad of the opportunity. 'That is dinner, Mrs. Boynton. I've had it +laid in the small pavilion so as to keep this as your drawing-room.' + +'Thanks! but everything is delightful; simply fascinating! In spite of +what Mr. Keene said this morning, I begin to wish I were a native.' + +'For the sake of the satin?' asked Lewis, who was following close +behind with Rose. Gwen flashed back a brilliant look at him. + +'No! not the satin. That game would not be worth the candle.' + +Apart from the question of satin, Mrs. Boynton had excuse for admiring +the _mise en scene_. The violet sky, spangled with stars, seemed made +apparently but for one end--to hap and hold that terraced roof which +was clearly outlined against it by the light streaming from the +pavilions on to the fretted white marble balustrades. At the corners +were shadowy cupolas, and there in the arched summer-house at the +farther end, close upon the velvet darkness, was a table set with +silver and glass, fruits and flowers. At one side, so as to divide the +ladies equally, was Rose, in her habit, doing the duty of hostess with +a little air of gravity and preoccupation; at the other, Gwen, in her +soft clouds of muslin, keeping the men in a state of admiring +gratification through their eyes and their ears. They gathered round +her too, when, dinner being over, they adjourned to the balconies for +coffee and cigars. It was deliciously cool; a faint breeze stirred +Rose's hair as she sat a little apart from the others watching the +twinkling lights go up and down the stair which formed the only tie +between that world on the roof and that world in the courtyard below. + +'We ought to go to bed early,' said Lewis, Coming to stand before her. +'You are half-asleep--no wonder, after last night!--and Gwen is what +superstitious Scotch folk call "fey." Then, if we have to join that +detestable hawking-party to-morrow morning, we shall have to get up at +five.' + +'You needn't go unless you like,' she replied curtly. 'Mrs. Boynton has +cried off.' + +'I am not Mrs. Boynton's personal assistant, Miss Tweedie; I happen to +be your father's--so duty calls.' As he spoke he seated himself on the +balustrade and leant forward, his elbows on his knees, to watch the +group on the other side of the arcade. + +'If I didn't know that Gwen despises that sort of thing,' he went on in +dissatisfied tones, 'I should say she had rouged this evening. Her way +of showing fatigue, I presume; though, of course, neither of you have +the common-sense to confess you are tired. Women are all ascetics at +heart; at least they believe in the virtue of martyrdom. They have +different ways of showing it, that's all. Gwen spends her fatigue in +dress-making and conversation to please, and you, I'll go bail, haven't +even a proper bandage on that scorched arm----' + +'Mr. Gordon!' + +'Yes! I saw you imagined I was blind--suppose we say like to imagine +it; but I really had my eye-glass, Miss Tweedie. Besides, it doesn't +require microscopic sight to see some things.' + +'What a profound remark!' interrupted Rose, to hide her pleased +surprise at his unusual consideration. At the same moment Gwen's gay +laugh rang out, soft yet clear. Either the sound or the speech annoyed +the hearer on the balustrade, for he frowned as he slipped his dangling +feet to the floor. + +'As profound as I can make it this evening, for I'm not ashamed to +confess myself dog-tired. Couldn't tell a crow from a pigeon; so I +shall be off. Good-night, Miss Tweedie, I wish you would persuade Gwen +to go to bed. It is easier to give good advice than to take it.' + +Rose remained looking at the twinkling lights, and wondering if Lewis +were really jealous of his cousin, till seeing the others go back to +the central summer-house she followed suit. + +'Tired!' echoed Gwen sharply, in reply to her information that Lewis +Gordon had stolen away. 'Are we not all tired? I feel as if I had been +up since the beginning of time seeking for something I could not find. +My bed, perhaps. Good-night, Rose.' + +They were an odd couple, as they bent to kiss each other in that +mirrored room, where the oddness was reflected again and again in the +myriad scraps of looking-glass on the walls. Each curved fragment +giving and taking an eternity of Gwen's and Rose's bending to kiss each +other. + + + 'I am tired of it all, I will go to sleep; + When morning comes I will seek for something, + _Over hill and dale, through night and day, I must seek for + something_.' + + +The remembrance evoked by Gwen's chance words sent a little shiver +through the girl; and with it came a sudden pulse of sympathy for the +woman who, now that she saw her close, did indeed look haggard and +worn. + +'No wonder you are tired,' she said gently. 'Even I feel as if I could +sleep for days.' + +'But you are coming to hawk surely,' broke in George. 'Do, please! it +won't be any fun without you.' + +'Not a bit,' assented Dan. 'Gordon ordered your horse, I know, and told +them to take you your tea at five punctually.' + +'You must go, Rose,' put in Gwen with a shrug of her white shoulders. +'Diana _Chasseresse_ mustn't disappoint her votaries. I'm glad my habit +was burnt.' + +She did not look it, and Rose, as she went off to her corner room +wondered if Gwen could be jealous of her. The idea was absurd, but +pleasing; and she fell asleep placidly over variations of the +possibility. + +But just over the way with that dark mirrored room between them, Gwen +lay awake, with one hand thrust under the pillow where she could feel a +tiny paper parcel. Should she keep it, or should she not? Should she +say anything of the scene burnt in on her memory, or should she not? +She seemed to see it as a spectator, not as the only actor in it. To +see a woman in native dress in that room set round with eyes; the +Ayodhya pot in her hand, and in her tinsel-edged veil the jewels which +had fallen from its false bottom. Jewels which if sold would buy her +freedom, perhaps save her, and Dan too, from a great mistake. It was a +chance. A chance most likely unknown to any one in the wide world save +herself, for who would have knowingly sold a pot containing three huge +pearls and an emerald for ten rupees? Nor was she bound to give more to +the seller. Land was bought so, but if the mines were found afterwards, +that was the buyer's good luck, even if he had guessed. Facts like +these, accepted apparently by the honest and honourable, go far to give +such as Gwen immoral support. No one could possibly know; she herself +would not have known save for that chance slip, and the eyes made keen +and eager through fear of some slight injury to the treasure. + +It was a chance of escape from the danger which had come home to her +sharply in the past twenty-four hours. The danger of yielding to her +own weakness about Dan made clear by his actions; the new danger, +suggested by his words, of her losing her hold on Lewis. Could the +latter really be attracted by Rose? The events of the evening gave +colour to the possibility. If so, there was no time to be lost. She +must be free; free to do as she chose. No one would know. Nobody +would dream of bribing one so powerless as she. And if the jewels had +been put there knowingly, it was only her risk. No one else was +responsible--Lewis had said so---- + +So she argued, coming round always to the same thought, till the first +glint of dawn brought sleep, as it so often does to weary eyes. Perhaps +in the thought that the sun will rise, the world go on, no matter what +we do, or think, or say. + +She slept so soundly that all the bustle of the hawking party failed to +disturb her; and when that was over the long stretch of terraced roof +lay empty of all sound or sign of life, save for the green parrots +shrieking and swooping about the carven work. A pair of them had built +in a loophole, whence the young ones kept up a simmering, bubbling +noise, like a boiling tea-kettle; a comfortable homely sound out of +keeping with the bare beauty of stone, and sunlight, and hard blue sky. + +Down in the courtyard below, two badge wearers in scarlet and gold +lounged on the stairs, barring the roof from intrusion, chatting to the +passers-by, and discussing the news which had just been brought in by +the camel which was crouching beside a pile of fodder in the centre of +the yard, while its owner stretched his limbs, cramped with riding all +night across the desert, in front of the cook-room. Halfway up the +stairs on the landing leading to the state-rooms, Mrs. Boynton's ayah +squatted, combining business with pleasure, by being within reach of a +call and her forbidden hookah, at one and the same time. A bundle of +letters lay beside her, intended as a peace-offering against the +possible smell of smoke. + +The sun climbed up silently, shifting the shadows on the silent roof. +That was the only movement, until suddenly a figure in a white domino +peered through the _grille_ which barred the flight of steps leading to +the Diwan's tower. Then came the grate of a rusty key in a lock, and +the figure flitted, silently as the shadows, to the summer-house, and +paused in the mirror-room. Perhaps the transformation which Western +taste and Mrs. Boynton's clever fingers had wrought in its adornment, +was pleasing, perhaps the reverse. The _burka_, however, is of all +disguises the most complete, since it blots out form, colour, +expression, even movement. The figure showed indeed like a white +extinguisher in the centre of the room, until, with a swaying of ample +folds it glided over to the corner stand where the Ayodhya pot stood +out from Gwen's artistic drapery. Then something slid out, still +shrouded in white folds, from the extinguisher, raised the vase, shook +it slightly, replaced it, and slid back again in a horrible +invertebrate protoplasmic sort of movement, calculated to send a shiver +through a spectator. But there was none. The thing had the whole roof +to itself save for that fair-haired sleeper in the corner room who lay +with one hand clasping a little packet hidden under her pillow. Her +face was turned to the doorway in full view of those latticed eye-holes +belonging to the _burka_, which after a time came to look in on her +from the half-raised curtain, and let in with a shaft of sunshine, a +vista of blue skies and marble balustrades with two red and green +parrots pecking at each other. It may have been the light, more +probably the disturbing effect the dim consciousness of other eyes +fixed on our own has upon most people, which roused Gwen Boynton. But +she opened hers suddenly and started up in bed, her heart throbbing +violently, though the curtain had fallen and not a sound was to be +heard. + +'Comin', mem sahiba, comin',' came in immediate answer to her +imperative call as the ayah, thrusting her hookah aside, snatched at +the letters, and shook what smoke she could from her voluminous +garments. A trifling delay, but enough to allow the thing up-stairs to +flit round the summerhouse again; even to pause a second at the +_grille_. + +'It makes too much noise. I will leave it open,' it muttered as it +disappeared up the steps with the rusty key held in its formless clasp. + +'Where were you?' asked Gwen, her heart still throbbing. 'And who was +that who looked in on me from the door? There was some one: I'm sure +there was some one.' + +'Me, mem sahiba,' grinned the woman readily. 'Me, ayah. Look in several +time. Mem always neendi par; sota! sota! like baba.[2] Ayah waitin' +close to bring dak. Many letters for mem sahiba.' + +Mrs. Boynton looked at her doubtfully. It was not the ayah whom she had +seen; of that she felt certain. On the other hand, if the woman really +had been sitting outside it was more than probable the whole thing was +a dream. No harm had come of it, anyhow; so five minutes after she was +dividing her attention between early tea and a long epistle from an +absent admirer. Gwen's victims were always excellent correspondents, +perhaps because of that gracious indifference in which lay her great +charm, since a letter had quite as good a chance as a man of whiling +away her kindly, sympathetic leisure. + +But when the ayah was brushing at the pretty hair Gwen's mind reverted +to the question which had kept her awake. As so often happens--the +learned say by unconscious cerebration--it appeared to have settled +itself. Independently of Dan, or any secondary matter of that sort, +money would be useful. Most useful, seeing she had just lost the best +part of her wardrobe and had a season at Simla in immediate prospect. +Now she came to think of it, Hodinuggur owed her some reparation for +the loss it had inflicted upon her. Besides, it would be wiser to wait +and see if the presence of jewels in the pot were suspected by any one +or not. If the latter, it would clearly be flying in the face of a good +Providence to mention her discovery. So, by the time she was ready to +face her world, that world seemed quite simple and easy to face. + +Chandni thought the same thing as she sat at the Diwan's feet in the +big balconied room of the tower overlooking the canal, telling him in +whispers of the success of her plan so far. The jewels were no longer +in the pot. The mem must have them, for, as she had found out through a +khitmutgar, the mem had been alone during many hours, and had been +making a mess in the room with trumpery platters and pots. + +'She may send it back yet,' said the Diwan cautiously. 'Lo! I am old, +and this I have learnt through long years: Trust not a woman not to +change her mind till she be dead.' + +The courtesan laughed. ''Tis as well for some men she is born so, +father. But a night's thought is as death to a woman. Life is too short +to give more to such things. And that night is over without a sign. +Give her yet one more, an thou wilt; after that, say that Chandni hath +dug the channel. 'Twill be thy task to turn the water into it. + + + + + CHAPTER X + + +Among those things which come by Nature and are not to be taught, may +be reckoned a pretty seat on horseback. One may be a good rider without +it, a poor one with it; but when grace and skill are combined a man +certainly shows at his best on horseback. It was so with Lewis Gordon. +He sat his lean little country-bred as if it belonged to him; not as +the usual phrase runs, as if he were part of his horse. For that is a +description which ignores the essence of the thing to be described; +which is, surely, the mastery a man has over something which is _not_ +himself. Part of his horse! The very words conjure up a man paralysed +to the waist and jelly above, agonising over a cavalry seat. + +If Lewis Gordon were grateful to Providence for anything, it was for +making and keeping him a light weight, and thus rendering him +independent of Australian or Arab mounts. The fourteen-hand pony which +he had picked up--a mere bag of bones--at a native fair, had to be hard +held when trotting alongside of Colonel Tweedie's big Waler, yet she +had only cost him a tenth of the price. As she forged along, quivering +with impatience, Bronzewing was a pretty sight, the sunlight shining +red through her wide nostrils, and shifting in golden curves over the +bronze muscles which were almost black in shadow. Rose Tweedie always +admired it immensely, and, illogically enough, felt inclined to be more +lenient on the rider. She told herself it was because he wore +spectacles on horseback, and they were less offensive than the +eyeglass, which permitted variations of method in his outlook. She did +not even fall foul of his indifference when he dawdled about, a picture +of aimless dejection, at the hawking party; in fact, she had a sneaking +sympathy with his feelings. It was dreary work watching unfortunate +grey partridges beaten up from one bush by coolies, only to be pounced +on by a hawk ere it could reach the shelter of the next cover. She also +shared his disgust at Dalel Beg, who, in top-boots, red coat, and +doe-skins, took a keen interest in the gorging of young hawks on the +entrails of the still struggling victims, and gave shrill 'yoicks' and +'gone a ways' at each fresh flutter. Khush-hal Beg watching the sport +from a bullock-cart on which he reclined among cushions was purely +comical; his son purely offensive. + +'I think,' remarked Lewis slowly, 'he is the worst specimen of +civilisation I ever met; and I think this is the deadliest +entertainment I ever was at. And both those facts mean something.' + +Rose laughed, and suggested that it would have been different had they +come across bustard. They, she had heard, were worth hawking. Her +companion shook his head. + +'I've seen it on the frontier at its best. You lose the essence of +sport; that, I take it, lies in pitting your strength, or skill, or +endurance against the quarry. In hawking you ride behind the skill; and +as the country is easy, the whole thing resolves itself into the pace +of your horse; in other words, what you paid for the beast.' + +'Not always! I'd back Bronzewing against the field any day,' cried Rose +impulsively. + +He looked up with quite a flush of pleasure. 'Well! she should do her +best to win the gloves for you, Miss Tweedie.' + +The reply came as naturally as the remark which provoked it, but it +made the girl feel suddenly shy and say hastily-- + +'She looks as if she wanted to be off now; how that partridge startled +her!' + +'Not a bit of it. She is only longing, as I am, for a hunt.' + +'A hunt?' + +'Yes! a partridge-hunt. Have you never seen one?' He gave a rapid +glance round. 'There are too many bushes here, but Keene may know of +some fairly-open country, with perhaps a thorn-hedge or two for you to +jump--that is to say, if you have had enough of this festive scene.' + +Five minutes after, George Keene, Dan Fitzgerald, Lewis Gordon, and she +were sweeping along in line across low sand-hills in order to dip down +into a harder plain among stretches of level, dotted sparsely with low +caper-bushes, with here and there a patch of cultivation showing +vividly green against its whitey-brown frame of desert, and here and +there a bit of plough ready for the summer crop. + +There is nothing more invigorating in the world than riding in line at +a hand-gallop across such country in the freshness of early morning, +especially when the party has gay hearts and light heads. Rose felt +that it was worth all her purely feminine amusements put together, and, +with a flush of enjoyment on her face, besieged Lewis Gordon with +high-pitched questions as to what they were going to do; he calling +back his answers, so that their voices rose above the rhythmical +beating of the horses' hoofs. + +'We are going without dog or coolie, gun or any lethal weapon +whatever--as the code says--to ride down and capture the grey partridge +or _Ammoperdix bonhami_! Have you seen it done, Fitzgerald?' + +'Heard of it only. The pace must be good.' + +'Racing speed; no less. Therein lies the fun.' He gave a quick glance +at Rose's tackle, and frowned. 'You should have a stronger bit,' he +began when she interrupted him. + +'It is the same as yours.' + +'Perhaps. But a lady can't ride like a man, especially in this sort of +work. If I had noticed it before, I----' + +'Nonsense! I always ride with a snaffle, and Shahad is as steady as a +house.' + +'That is no argument. In my opinion a lady should----' + +The rest of the wrangle was spared to the company, for at that moment a +partridge buzzed out of a bush at their feet, Bronzewing's equanimity +gave way, and with a snort of eagerness she burst after it, Shahzad +following suit; both beasts heading straight as a die after the quarry, +heedless of their riders or their discussions. + +'Give him his head, Miss Tweedie,' shouted Lewis, as he shot past. 'He +has done it before and knows the game! Off we are!' + +Off indeed, helter-skelter, behind the grey-brown buzz of wings showing +against a blue sky. + +'Ride it! Ride it! Keep an eye on it! I'll do back,' came Lewis +Gordon's voice, boyishly excited, as, with hands down, he veered the +mare a point or two by main force, until, as she caught sight of a +heavier' clump of bushes comprehension came to the game little beast, +and she headed straight for it. + +'Where? Oh! Where?' cried Rose distractedly to Dan Fitzgerald, who was +now racing beside her. + +'Right ahead--there--don't you see?' + +Just a brown speck against the blue sky still, but skimming faster and +faster to meet the brown horizon. There still, no--yes-- + +_Gone!_ + +Rose gave a cry, which was echoed by an exclamation from Dan, as +instinctively they reined up, feeling the chase was over. George, +hurrying up from behind, where his pony had been playing the fool, +found them staring disconsolately at the bushes. + +'Lost it, I suppose,' said Lewis, as he rejoined them. 'It is always +difficult to keep it in sight on the horizon. However, you have had a +good burst, Miss Tweedie. See! we started there--a good mile back. Have +you any idea how you got here?' + +'None! I suppose I rode; but I saw nothing but a sort of big bumble-bee +buzzing in front of me. Shahzad did the rest.' + +'As I said, not for the first time, which confirms me in saying he is +only a Gulf Arab, for partridge-hunting is a Persian sport. Only don't +tell your father, please; he would never forgive me.' + +As he turned in his saddle, resting one hand on the mare's quarters in +order to speak to Rose, voice and face full of almost boyish enjoyment, +the girl felt that this was a new development of his character, and +that she liked it better than the old ones. + +'Now, as we go along, I'll explain. That bird took us by surprise,' he +went on eagerly. 'Four is an ideal number, though I've had rare fun +riding partridge single-handed. Number one ought to make the pace, +keeping both eyes on the bird. Number two keeps his on the going, so as +to save Number one from coming to grief over rough country. Number +three rides cautious, landmarks the flight, and is ready to turn if the +bird breaks back--you can't when you are going full speed, unless the +bird towers. Number four rides cunning, cuts off curves, and heads for +likely covers. The whole aim being to press the partridge so hard that +it has no time to settle in shelter, but, after skimming down to a +bush, runs through it, and takes to wing again on the other side.' + +'And gets away, I suppose,' muttered, George Keene, still out of +temper. 'Don't see the fun of it.' + +'Wait a bit,' retorted Lewis gaily. 'Now you must remember that the +_role_ you have to play depends on how the bird breaks. There is no +time to settle. The nearest in must ride it, the rest choose their +parts as best--steady, mare, steady!' + +It was only a faint '_te-tetar--te-tetar_,' in the far distance, but +Bronzewing started, and even George's pony cocked its ears; while +humanity went on breathlessly in line, the horses' feet at a walk +giving out a hollow sound on the hard soil, the yellow sunshine casting +hard shadows. + +'Look out!' cautioned Lewis, in a whisper. 'There's a partridge running +on ahead; by you, I think, Fitzgerald.' + +'Don't see it?' + +'Farther to the left. The mare sees it. We must trot a bit, or it won't +rise fair. Steady, lass, steady!' + +'I see it,' came in excited tones from George, 'by the big bush, Miss +Tweedie.' + +'That's another,' cautioned Lewis again. 'Take care and don't----' + +_Whirr, buzz! Whirr, buzz!_ + +'Ride it! Ride it!' + +The cry came from two quarters; but Shahzad was already extended, and +Rose forgetful of everything save those brown wings low down against +the horizon. She was closer on them this time, for she could see their +skimming swoop as they neared a heavy clump of cover. Yet she felt she +must lose them, as she had done before, when to her relief she saw +Lewis shoot ahead.' + +'All right,' he shouted, 'I'm on. Look out for yourself.' + +There was a cut of his thong against thorns as he rose Bronzewing to a +hedge which Rose had not seen. But she had scarcely steadied herself in +the saddle from the half-considered leap in his wake before the +partridge was down and up again at right-angles to its first flight; +Lewis meanwhile bringing the mare round all he knew, and shouting, +'Ride it, Miss Tweedie! ride it.' + +Shahzad, still steadied by the jump, was in hand, and, therefore, on +the track in a second, snorting in mad hurry and excitement, and the +bird was not quite so fast this time, or Rose was riding straighter, +for she saw the last skim of the wings change to running feet as it +touched the grey brown earth which tinted so perfectly with its +plumage. + +'Not there! not there!' came that warning voice from behind. 'It's run +on. The next bush--put Shahzad over it.' + +A leap, a scurry, a flutter, and the quarry was up again, heading in +its hurry for an impossible open, backed by bare plough. Bronzewing +being now alongside, Rose found leisure to glance round for the others. + +'Gone after the second partridge,' said Lewis. 'I was afraid of it. +There's a hedge twenty yards ahead, Miss Tweedie, I'll mark.' + +They were over it, almost in the stride, and now the bird was below the +horizon, a mere shadow of darker brown against the plough. + +'I've lost it! I've lost it again!' The despairing cry came from Rose's +very heart as she tugged vainly at Shahzad. When she succeeded in +bringing him up, she saw that Lewis was slipping from the mare. + +'AH right!' he cried cheerfully, dropping his white handkerchief on the +ground, 'it's somewhere about! That's the place I marked; now for sharp +eyes.' + +Up and down the bare furrows he searched, followed by Bronzewing, her +reins dangling. Up and down, with such patience, that Rose, gaining +confidence, began to search also. Only, however, to lose hope, as +minute after minute brought no result. + +'I don't believe it's here,' she remarked at last; and with the words +saw Lewis Gordon stoop to pick up something she had passed by, thinking +it was a clod of earth. + +'Your first partridge!' he said with a kindly laugh, as he placed the +bird upon her lap. There it lay unhurt, wide-eyed and motionless as it +had lain among the furrows. + +'Why doesn't it fly away?' asked Rose, with a little catch in her +breath, as she gently stroked the mottled back. + +'It will, soon. At present it's winded. Give it five minutes, and we +could ride it again; but we won't. It flew game, and I needn't ask if +you enjoyed it.' + +No need, certainly. The very horses panting, nose down in each other's +faces, seemed discussing past pleasure. + +'It is safe from kites now,' said Lewis. 'Throw it up, Miss Tweedie.' + +The next instant a skimming flight had ended in a covert of thorns and +Lewis was on his mare ready to start. + +'It wouldn't head for the open again, I bet, he said, 'they get as +'cute as an old fox after a time. To your left, please, that rise +yonder is Hodinuggur.' + +'But we might ride again, surely? It would give the others time to come +up, began Rose, fiercely bitten with the game. + +'Best not. The ground here is bad going; all littered with bricks. +And you could barely hold Shahzad that last time. A snaffle is hard +work--for a lady.' + +Rose refrained from open retort. Lewis had given her a morning's +amusement, and she owed him something; for all that, she made a mental +determination to ride partridge as often as she chose with a snaffle. +His objection was only part of that wholesale depreciation--here a +partridge buzzed out of a bush, and partly from impulse, partly from +sheer opposition, she gave Shahzad the rein. A bit of bravado in which +she reckoned without the excited horse. Ere she had gone fifty yards, +she realised it had the bit between its teeth. What was worse, she saw +that Lewis realised it also. + +'Look out for bricks,' he called, spurring Bronzewing alongside for a +moment, 'and don't try to follow when the bird breaks back, as it is +sure to do, for cover.' + +The words were still on his lips, when the partridge towered and +turned. Shahzad, no novice at such tricks, pulled up short, nearly +throwing Rose over his ears. Then, with a bound, he dashed off +sideways, catching Bronzewing on the flank as she swerved, and throwing +her rider's foot from the stirrup. The mare staggered, pulled herself +together smartly, set her hoof on a loose brick, and came down heavily; +while Rose, tugging vainly at her beast, went sailing away to the +horizon, with the memory of that crashing fall seeming to paralyse her +strength. When she did manage to turn, Bronzewing was on her feet; but +her rider lay where he had fallen. The girl's heart stood still an +instant in that utmost fear which will come first--was he _dead_? Yet, +as she galloped back she told herself, fiercely, that it was +impossible; people fell so often, and did not hurt themselves. But not, +surely, to lie as he lay, with eyes wide open and one arm under him as +if he had pitched head-foremost. Rose had never seen an accident +before, and at first all her helpfulness seemed lost in a senseless +desire to gather him up in her arms and hold him safe. Then the thought +of her own foolishness came to her aid. He had been right! Women were +no good!' A man would have known what to do, and as she thought these +things, she searched, comically enough, in his pockets for a flask, as +if unconsciously reverting to the first resource of the male animal; +but she could find none, and there was no water. What was to be done, +save to chafe his hands and call to him vainly, while a perfect agony +of negation clamoured against her growing fear. He could not be dead! +He was such a good rider. He must have fallen before and not been +killed. Why should he be killed this time? He could not be killed on +such a bright sunny morning--when they had been so happy--when he had +been so kind. Ridiculous, trivial little thoughts, such as make up the +sum of such scenes. + +Finally she rose, resolved by her very despair. Water and help she must +have. If no nearer than the palace, then to the palace she must go. +Shahzad had taken advantage of liberty to seek a wheat field, but +Bronzewing would carry her with the stirrup over. The mare, however, +distrusting strangers, sidled off, still circling faithfully round her +master. Then the girl's hopes and fears centred themselves on the +immediate necessity for success. She coaxed, wheedled, cajoled, +forgetting all else, till all of a sudden Bronzewing paused to whinny, +and Rose, looking round instinctively, recognised the magnitude of her +past despair in the light of her great relief as she saw Lewis Gordon, +raised on one elbow, looking at her in a dazed sort of way. She was on +her knees beside him in a minute, confessing the past fear she had so +strenuously denied while it existed. + +'I thought you were dead!' she cried. 'I thought you were dead.' She +was trembling and shaking all over, quite visibly, and he gave an +unsteady laugh. + +'Thumped the back of my head; that's all. No!' a spasm of pain passed +over his face as he sat up. 'My collarbone's gone. Well! it might have +been worse. The ground is uncommonly hard.' + +Worse indeed! Rose could not speak for a lump in her throat; but the +loquacity of escape was upon him. + +'Must have pitched on my shoulder, luckily. I don't in the least +remember how it happened. We were partridging, I suppose; but my mind +is an absolute blank. No wonder! my head is just splitting; but I can +walk home all right.' + +And when she proposed riding Bronzewing for help, he negatived it +firmly on the ground that the mare wasn't broken in for a lady; a man +never having such a strong hold on his individual quips and cranks as +when he realises that he has been within an ace of losing them +altogether; whence comes the proverbial captiousness of convalescents. + +So she had to be content with giving him a hand up and walking beside +him, feeling a sad trembling in the knees joined to a general sensation +of having gone to pieces. He, on the contrary, talking and laughing in +magnificent, manly fashion. + +'You had better tell me how it happened,' he said, as they neared the +palace. 'People make such a fuss, that it is as well to be prepared. +Did you see me come to grief?' + +Rose hesitated for a moment to own up; then she did it wholesale. + +'You told me not to ride because of the snaffle, but I did. I lost +control of Shahzad; he charged Bronzewing. She put her foot on a loose +brick, and--and I'm very, very sorry.' + +'Stupid little beast,' he said, looking round at the mare, who was +following them like a dog. 'I expect she wants re-shoeing.' + +The evasion was kindly meant; but she regretted it. It seemed somehow +to set her aside. But this was her portion in all things, for with +Lewis in his room, scientifically bandaged by Dan and nursed by his +cousin, Rose's part resolved itself into doing audience for her +father's fussing. He had a capacity for it at all times, but Fate had +provided him with special reasons for it now. Another delay! and when +it was absolutely necessary that he should hold a Canal Committee at +Delhi early in the week, how was he to manage without his personal +assistant? Then there were private reasons for annoyance which he did +not confide to Rose, but which that clear-sighted young lady fully +understood. If Lewis had to remain a few days longer at Hodinuggur, his +cousin would remain also; in which case Dan Fitzgerald would stay to +look after them. Now Dan, ever since the fire, had been in the +Colonel's black books. He had, as it were, thrust himself forward and +made himself conspicuous. Finally, any woman must feel gratitude to a +man who had saved her life. It was all of a piece--all the result of +disobedience to his superior wisdom. Why had Rose set fire to the camp? +Had he not warned her a hundred times against sitting up to read? Why +had she charged Lewis? Had he not begged her fifty times to ride in a +more reserved and ladylike fashion? + +Rose could only fall back on George for comfort, and he, for reasons of +his own, was utterly unsympathetic. A broken collar-bone, he said, was +nothing--except an awful nuisance to every one else. To tell truth, the +only person in that up-stairs world who was satisfied at the new turn +affairs had taken was Gwen Boynton. It suited her admirably in more +ways than one. So she sat after lunch and talked with Colonel Tweedie +in the balcony until his ill-humour vanished in a bland flood of +conviction that this eminently charming woman really was full of +sympathy for his difficulties, and thoroughly impressed with his +responsible position. In fact, when she had apologised for returning to +duty and her patient, he came and let loose his satisfaction upon his +daughter. Nothing was more useful to a man having authority than the +companionship of a really sensible woman of the world. It enabled you +to do justice to yourself, to adopt the course you considered best +without undue hesitation. Therefore he would start for Rajpore, as he +had always intended to do, on the following day, taking Mr. Fitzgerald +with him to supply Gordon's place. He knew something of the current +work, and it would be a kindness, serving to show--er--that--er--there +was really nothing against him at headquarters. + +'That was very considerate of Mrs. Boynton,' interrupted Rose quickly. +She saw the meaning of this man[oe]uvre so far that it roused her +resentment, even though, after all, it would be better for Dan than +dangling about with a sore heart while Gwen nursed the sick man. Better +for George also, since the _partie carree_ could not well consist of +three and a dummy. George should talk to her, and so be kept from +dangling also. + +Thus Dan himself was the only one to look blank at the proposal, and +even he admitted its reasonableness when Mrs. Boynton pointed out the +many advantages it would have. This was during the _tete-a-tete_, in a +bell-shaped cupola, which she allowed him over their tea. To tell +truth, Gwen always behaved with the strictest and most impartial +justice to all who had claims upon her, and she would have felt herself +unkind had she allowed poor dear Dan to go away feeling aggrieved. She +was very sorry he had to go, or rather, to be strictly accurate, she +was sorry that common-sense dictated that he should go. Had all things +been consenting, there was no one in the wide world she would so gladly +have had for a husband. Now, when a woman of Mrs. Boynton's type, which +is at all times kindly disposed to lovers, has an idea of this sort +firmly fixed in her mind, she can be very kind indeed, even in her +dismissals. So Dan was perfectly happy after he had sat beside her, and +given her a second cup of tea, and handed her the bread and butter, +though he made wry faces over her lecture on the necessity for +subordinating his opinions to Colonel Tweedie's. + +'And, Dan,' she said, when the _tete-a-tete_ had lasted long enough, +'as you are going to Delhi, you might take a parcel for me to Manohar +Lal, the jeweller's. It is quite small, but you might just send it +round--the shop is in the Chowk--by the bearer. I wouldn't trouble you, +but it is a chance, as you are going that way. It won't bother you, +will it?' + +'Bother,' echoed Dan in the tones which men in his condition use on +such occasions. + +'Then, I'll give it you now. I was going to send it by post, so it is +addressed, and all the instructions are inside; but it would be safer +if you took it--as you happen to be going.' + +She repeated the phrase as if to convince herself of its truth. Yet +when, on returning with her commission, Dan seized the opportunity of +taking the parcel to kiss the fingers which held it, she felt something +of a traitor. Even though, in sending the jewels she had found to be +appraised, she told herself she had no other intention beyond, if +possible, getting enough money to repay the loan she had so unwisely +taken. That was all; and this chance of sending to Delhi by a safe hand +had decided her so far--no more. + +'Good-bye, dear Dan,' she said; 'I always miss you so much when you go +away.' + +That night Chandni reported progress to the Diwan. The mem's ayah had +let out that the big Huzoor, Fitzgerald sahib, was the greatest friend +the mem had. She must be a regular bad one, if all tales were true. And +the big sahib was going to Delhi, the most likely place in which jewels +would be sold. She would write to her craft, who were good clients of +the goldsmiths, and bid them keep a sharp look-out. It would at least +do no harm. + +'Thy father must have been the devil,' said Zubr-ul-Zaman admiringly; +'yet will I reward thee, as thou hast asked, if all goes well. + +'Does not all go well?' laughed the woman. 'The fire, and the fall?' + +'And the girl?' + +'Oh, naught of the girl!--the lance-player hits not the peg first time. +That part is done, that tune played, for good or evil. The bridegroom, +they say, comes next week. 'Tis well; we want no evil eye to change the +luck.' + + + + + CHAPTER XI + + +The _diners a la russe_ on the roof had not passed unnoticed by the +world below. How could they? Over such strange doings curious tongues +must need wag, setting other curious eyes to peep and peer; especially +in the women's apartments, where life was so empty of novelty and where +a crowded squabbling glimpse, from some lattice, of arrival or +departure was all the inmates could hope for, beyond, of course, the +ceremonial visit which the English ladies paid to a circle of selected +wives. + +But there, in company dresses and company manners, the chief women of +three generations had found it impossible to ask enough questions to +throw any light on the one absorbing phenomenon of utter shamelessness +in their visitors; and after Colonel Tweedie's departure disputes began +to run high in that rabbit-warren of dark rooms and darker passages, +centred round a bit of roof walled in to the semblance of a tank, which +lay to the right of the Diwan's tower. + +The elder women, led by the old man's last remaining wife, a still +personable woman of forty, upheld the theory which has had so much to +do with British supremacy in the past; namely, that the sahib-logue, +being barely human, must not be judged by ordinary human standards. As +likely as not, their women were not women at all. The younger party, +however, consisting largely of Dalel Beg's many matrimonial ventures in +the forlorn hope of a son, declared that the true explanation lay the +other way; namely, in the excess of frail humanity. Both positions +being argued with that absolute want of reserve which is the natural +result of herding women together away from the necessity for modest +reticence which the presence of even their stranger sisters brings with +it. That lack of reserve in the mind by which nature compensates +herself for the seclusion of the body, and which makes those who have +real experience of the working of the zenana system put their finger on +it as the plague-spot of India; a plague-spot which all the women +doctors sent to bolster up the system by exotic and mistaken +benevolence will never cure. + +And to the war of words, Azizan listened listlessly as she crouched for +hours beside that slit in the prison wall, whence on tip-toe she could +see the flag-stone before the mosque on which she had sat when he was +painting her picture. She had ceased to cry, ceased to do anything save +mope about in the dark with dull resentful eyes taking in the emptiness +and hopelessness of all things; even her desires going no further than +a vague wish that she could have seen the flag-stone where the sahib +had sat, instead of that dull, uninteresting, unconsecrated one. But in +that house of languid, listless, useless women her dejection might have +passed unnoticed save for the fact that old Zainub, the duenna, began +to be troubled with an old enemy--the rheumatism. + +Up-stairs on the roof, the connection between Azizan's tears and +Zainub's sciatica would have seemed far-fetched, obscure; down-stairs, +however, it was self-evident, clear as daylight. Briefly, Aziz had the +evil eye, like her grandfather the potter, and she was using it, as her +mother had used it. Sixteen years before, after nursing that mother in +the damp dungeon, where useless cries could be deadened, Zainub had +nearly died of rheumatic fever. Not from the damp, of course; simply +from the evil eye. Nothing, in fact, had saved her life then, save a +promise to protect the baby. And now for the sake of money, she had +brought grief on the child, and unless that grief could be assuaged, +the result was certain; she would die. The pains were already upon her, +and a dozen times a day she cursed her own folly in helping Chandni; +Chandni who, when the ruse failed, had thrown her over with a paltry +fee. Yet old Zainub, even while she blamed herself, confessed that no +duenna could have foreseen such a coil about nothing; but then the +world was full of strange new wickedness. In the old time no girl in +her senses would have met the suggestion of carrying on the intrigue on +her own account as Azizan had done, with vehement denial and glowering, +unhappy eyes. The thought of them sent additional twinges through poor +old Zainub's bones. George Keene, who had taken up his quarters in the +state-rooms of the palace, so as to be near Lewis Gordon at night, +never dreamt how narrowly he escaped the invasion of an old beldame +beseeching him to remove a curse from her. He had for the time almost +forgotten the Azizan episode; even the surprise which the potter's +mention of his daughter's name had aroused he set aside for the +present. There would be time enough for inquiry when he was alone once +more; when the absorbing interest of the present had gone out of his +life. + +So the tragedy down-stairs was completely hidden from those up-stairs. +It is so often in India. Occasionally we gain a glimpse behind the +veil; for instance, when the periodical scare as to the number of human +brains required to keep up British prestige seizes on some cantonment. +A scare which it may interest the 'Peace with Dishonour, party to know +is apt to follow on any lowering of the Lion's tail. Then there are two +simple syllables, known doubtless to many readers of this veracious +story as they are to the writer of it, which if uttered casually--say +in dinner-table conversation--will of a certainty lead to your servants +leaving your service without delay. These things sound unreal, +farcical, no doubt; so would George, as he handed their bread and +butter to the ladies up-stairs, have deemed the fear which prompted old +Zainub's wheedling words as she crouched by Azizan's bed plying her +with greasy sweetmeats. + +'Eat some, my pigeon--a morsel, beloved! Why wilt not be comforted, +child? Say what is in thy heart, and if Zainub's old hands can compass +it, 'tis thine. + +'I want nothing. Let me be,' muttered Azizan. + +Zainub rocked herself to and fro, partly in despair, partly to allay a +sharper twinge of the enemy, and looked round dismally as if for some +inspiration of comfort. There was not much to suggest it in those bare +walls, inexpressibly squalid, dirty beyond belief; save the cemented +floor, which underwent a daily sprinkling from a skin water-bag, and a +daily lashing with a reed broom. There was a mark of the passage of +that skin bag up the narrow stairs in a cleaner streak along the grimy +walls, and a mark of that reed broom in the spatter-work dado of slush +round the room. The smoke of rushlights blackened the arched niches, +their oily dribblings seamed the once whitewashed walk below, and +centuries of cobwebs hung on the rough rafters. There was no furniture +of any sort or kind, excepting the low stool on which Zainub crouched, +and the string cot whereon the girl had flung herself recklessly. Not +even resting fairly, but half on, half off, each listless curve showing +her indifferent despair; her flimsy veil crushed into a pillow, her +unkempt yet braided hair showing she had not thought of it for days. No +uncommon sight in the zenana, when so and so's 'constitution is +disturbed,' as the phrase runs. + +'Would it soothe thee to talk of it?' whined the old lady. + +'No! no!' Aziz sat up in sudden anger. 'I hate him. I hate everybody.' +Then, her own confused emotion being strange and new to her, she sought +refuge with a whimper in her old sullenness. + +'Ari! pretty one,' replied Zainub, relieved at something tangible. +'Thou art right to hate him. Yet grieve not, since he hath gained +naught of thee. Thou hast passed him by scornfully.' + +On the face turned to the dirty wall something like a smile quivered. + +'He hath the pot--the Ayodhya pot,' murmured Aziz half to herself. 'He +kept that--he liked that.' The duenna beat her shrivelled hands +together and laughed shrilly. + +'Wah illah! he hath kept it, sure enough, but he will rue it. Look you! +I know not the ins and outs; yet will the pot bring him evil. Yea! even +though he hath given it to the mem up-stairs.' + +Azizan was on her feet ere the words were finished, her eyes aflame, +her whole figure trembling with excitement. + +'He hath given it away! Mai Zainub, is it truth? He hath given it to +the mems! Ah! how I hate them. It is mine! I will have it back. I +will--I will.' + +She flung herself once more on the bed, almost choking with her +passionate cries, wild in her uncontrolled jealousy, while Zainub, +mystified and half impatient, deprecated the foolish, impossible +desire. Did she not want revenge? Well, the pot was to bring it about. +It would bring money to the treasury also, and before that +consideration what mere personal whim could stand? Finally, it was not +hers, but the Diwan's, who had a right to let the pot go as he chose. + +Azizan's ultimatum came swiftly with a savage gleam in her light eyes. + +'Then I will die; and others shall die, too.' The girl was no fool; she +could see through the secret of Zainub's docility by the light of many +a covert allusion of her companions to her strange eyes. Well, if the +power was hers she would use it, so give her back the Ayodhya pot or +take the chance. Zainub crept away disconsolate; even with her +life-long experience of the vagaries in which hysterical girls indulged +she demanded shrilly of High Heaven if there had ever been contrariety +equal to Azizan's. To set aside the possibility of revenge! Still she +must do her best, and if the mem had the Ayodhya pot in the palace +there was always a chance of being able to steal it. As a beginning she +spent some of Chandni's rupees on sweetmeats, and, hiding the tray +under her domino, set off to pay her respects to Mrs. Boynton's ayah. + +'The _burka_ is certainly a most mysterious garment,' remarked Gwen, as +she lent over the balcony just as Zainub shuffled through the courtyard +on her errand. 'Did I ever mention the fright I had one morning? I woke +thinking that a pair of those latticed goggles were glaring at me; but +it was only Fuzli looking in to see if I was awake. Still it alarmed +me.' + +'Women have a hard time of it,' said Lewis languidly from the arm-chair +at her side, where he was playing the part of interesting invalid after +four days of unwelcome fever. 'How I should hate to have nerves!' + +'We are not a whole army of martyrs, however,' objected Rose swiftly. +'I, for one, decline to be credited with them.' + +As she sat pouring out the tea with George Keene's help her face rather +belied her words. She looked fine-drawn and eager, her eyes bright, yet +tired. Gwen smiled confidentially at her companion. + +'People in good times never have nerves, so you and Mr. Keene have no +excuse for them at present. By the way, you must have been successful +with the partridges today, for I assure you, Lewis, they were not in to +breakfast till past twelve.' + +Not much in the words--much in the manner. It made Rose bring her cup +of tea to the balcony and stand looking with a satirical smile at the +pair seated there before she turned to George. + +'We think Mr. Gordon is in a good time also! don't we, Mr. Keene? You +should break something too; Mrs. Boynton would be quite equal to +another patient.' + +The crudeness, not to say rudeness, of her own words startled her into +adding hastily, 'For she is a good nurse; isn't she, Mr. Gordon? + +'First-class for one,' he replied coolly; 'but I doubt her managing +three. Therefore, if Keene is going to break something, as you suggest, +it would be as well if, for a change, you took some care of yourself. +At present you look miserably ill.' + +Rose flushed into health at once. + +'I? Rubbish! If you have quite finished tea, Mr. Keene, let us go on +with that match at tennis.' + +'There they go, supremely happy,' commented Gwen from her post of +vantage after a pause. 'I'm a shockingly bad chaperon, but that is your +fault, Lewis, for getting fever. Do you think _monsieur le pere_ will +be very angry?' + +He shifted irritably. 'My dear Gwen, don't overdo it, for goodness +sake. I'm grateful; you know that quite well. But if you want me to +believe that Keene is in love with Miss Tweedie, I must decline to +agree. The lad is palpably in love with you; as we all are. As for +Miss Tweedie, I decline to have any opinion at all. Girls of her type +are beyond me. She looks ill, of course, but no woman can stand +half-a-dozen hours in the saddle before breakfast and half-a-dozen +singles before dinner, with, I suppose, half-a-dozen problems before +lunch and half-a-dozen books before bed. The thing's absurd, and as you +don't seem able to stop it, it is as well we are leaving Hodinuggur so +soon.' + +His distinct loss of temper made Gwen change the subject outwardly, but +retain it inwardly as a justification of her tactics. They had been +very simple. A word to George of gratitude for his care of Rose, a +playful remark to the latter on her marked anxiety for the patient's +comfort had left the elder woman mistress of the situation. She was in +no hurry, however, to bring it to a crisis. Time enough for that when +they should nave returned to civilisation, and she had that letter from +the jewellers which might even now be waiting for a certain Mrs. +Arbuthnot at the post-office at Rajpore. + +Perhaps she might not have found Rose so ready to acquiesce in plans +through which the young girl saw perfectly if they had not fallen in +with the latter's convenience. It was easier that Lewis Gordon should +believe her occupied with George, and better for the boy than dangling +after Gwen all day; _he_ was too good for that sort of thing. She told +herself this savagely, many times a day; even when, with a worldly +wisdom beyond her years, she was playing the part of elder sister and +confidant to the lad's ardent admiration. As for him, he was supremely +happy between the occupations of worshipping the most perfect woman in +the world and being companion to the jolliest girl he had ever known. + +The day had been hot and sultry, unusually so for the time of year, and +as the four stood saying good-night to each other for the last time on +the roof the sheet lightning was shimmering in a faint haze low down on +the eastern horizon. + +'Rain,' said Lewis Gordon in a low voice to Rose. 'Lucky for that dusty +dhoolie journey to-morrow evening. In the meantime, I hope it may cure +your headache.' + +'I have no headache,' she replied coldly. + +'I'm glad you did not say no head; that perjury could have been proved. +Good-night.' + +He turned to his cousin and let his hand linger in hers affectionately, + +'Don't be alarmed if the storm is a bad one.' + +'Of course I shall be alarmed,' she answered gaily. 'Then you and +Mr. Keene will have no peace; for you don't suppose I intend to stay +on the roof in order to be struck by lightning. I shall turn you out +down-stairs at a moment's notice. + +George with adoring eyes on his divinity suggested eagerly that if he +returned to the bungalow the ladies could move down at once. Gordon no +longer required any one at night, and it would be more comfortable.' + +'Nonsense,' cried Rose impatiently. 'I don't believe it will rain. +Anyhow, I shall stay where I am, storm or no storm.' + +'Nerves or no nerves,' parodied Lewis, 'Keene shall come into my room, +Gwen, and I will order his to be got ready for emergencies. Then, if +nature does convulse, you can seek shelter without disturbing us. Even +Miss Tweedie will allow the wisdom of that arrangement from a +masculine, and, therefore, selfish point of view.' + +She did allow it, inwardly. The worst of Lewis Gordon was his knack of +being right in a way which forced her into disagreement. This +consciousness accentuated her obstinacy, and even when Mrs. Boynton, +pathetic and plaintive in a trailing white dressing-gown, sat on the +edge of the girl's bed beseeching her to let discretion be the better +part of valour, she would not yield. She was not going to give colour +to Mr. Gordon's caricature of womanhood. Besides, it was close +down-stairs. She had a headache, and liked the air. Finally, she was +not afraid of being left alone; Gwen could go down if she wished. + +As she watched the little procession bearing pillows and blankets file +down the stairs, with the ayah in the rear, protesting that 'big storm +come kill missy baba for laugh old Fuzli,' she felt glad to be left +alone. Her head did ache; what is more, her pulses were bounding with a +touch of sun-fever. It would be gone by morning; yet Lewis, perhaps, +had been right also in saying that she had been exposing herself too +much. The inclination to rest her hot head on the cool marble +balustrade and sit there under the restful sky was strong, but with an +instinct of fight she set it aside almost fiercely, and after looping +back the curtains of the corner-room so as to let in what air there +was, lay down decorously. But not to sleep. A dreary disturbing round +of thought kept her awake, sending her back and back again to the same +point--the assertion that she had certainly been overdoing it. That was +the cause of her depression. Until suddenly, causelessly, her native +truth rebelled against the self-deception, and she sat up in the dark +pressing the palms of her hot hands together. What was the use of lying +to herself? Was it not better to confess frankly that with all his +faults Lewis Gordon interested her more than any one else in the world? +Perhaps it was love--yes! she cared for him as she cared for no one +else in the world, and was it not detestable to blush and deny the fact +instead of being straightforward? At any time this indictment of her +honesty would have been intolerable; now, with fever running riot in +her veins it forced her to exaggerated action. She had been behaving +like a romantic school-girl in a novel. In future there should be no +possibility of her denying the fact that she had wilfully, and without +due cause, fallen in love with a man who did not love her. Yes, fallen +in love! Her cheeks were flushed, her eyes shining when the light of +the candle she lit fell on them. As she passed quickly into the +mirror-room the thousand facets gave back her eagerness, her +determination, as she deliberately chose out Lewis Gordon's photograph +from a folding frame standing below the Ayodhya pot. She stood for a +moment looking at it, struggling with her pride, then she passed back +into her room again and thrust it under her pillow. That was an end of +all lies at any rate. After that she would never be able to deny the +truth. She gave an odd, almost happy little laugh as she crept into her +bed again, where, after a time, she fell asleep with one hand guarding +something under the pillow: just as Gwen had guarded something in her +corner-room a few nights before. + +No doubt it was the growing coolness of the night which soothed the +girl; on the other hand, it may have been the testimony of a good +conscience not ashamed to confess facts. The lightning shimmered over +her sleeping face, and, as it shimmered, showed a black arch of cloud +looming from the east. By and by the wind rose, bringing with it the +fresh earthy smell of distant rain. + +It was now between second and third jackal cry, that is to say, the +deadest hour in the Indian night, when even natives and dogs sleep. Yet +there were two figures stealing round the base of the Diwan's tower to +the piled ruins of the old wall which had fallen on the potter's house +long years before; fallen suddenly in the night, after just such a +storm as that now sweeping up with the wind. + +'Ari, heart's core!' pleaded a cracked voice, 'sure the rain begins +even now, and God knows what the old stairs be like. 'Tis sixteen years +gone since they were used. Holy Fatma, what a flash! 'Tis no night for +women-folk to be out; be wise and leave it. To-morrow, perchance, when +they pack up the things, I may lay hands on it.' + +'Be still, mai! What good to talk when 'tis settled? What didst say? +Straight up to the hole in the wall, three steps down to the ledge, +along that to the window slit in the Diwan's stair, so by them to the +gate; thou hast the key. No, 'tis open, thou sayest. Is not that right? +Lo, mai, 'tis easy.' + +'In the old days; but the lattice parapet is gone, they say, and a +false step--O Aziz, be wise! Would God I had not told thee of it.' + +A faint laugh echoed into the pitchy darkness. 'Thy aches and pains +would never have reached the pot otherwise, O mother!' + +The hint was not lost on old Zainub. She stumbled on hastily until a +shimmer of lightning showed an opening half hidden by _debris_ in the +base of the tower into which she crept. + +'See, here are the matches,' she whimpered, 'and witness, O Aziz! I +have done all, even to letting thee wear the old dress, since it +pleaseth thee, though wherefore, God knows----' + +''Tis light and strong,' interrupted the girl hastily. 'Stay you here, +mother; I will be back ere long.' + +A box of Swedish _taendstickors_ made for the British market with a +portrait of Mr. Pickwick on the cover, was an incongruous item in the +scene, yet one of them looked tragic enough as it sent a glow through +Azizan's brown fingers and showed a broken flight of steps. + +'I will be back ere long,' she repeated at the first turn. Then the +light went with her into the very heart of the wall. + +Zainub sat crouching in the dark, shivering and groaning. 'Ai! my +sins,' she muttered, hiding her face from a sudden flash of lightning, +'the pains of Jehannum are on me already. I perish of fear; the breath +leaves my body.' She rocked herself backwards and forwards ceaselessly, +moaning and muttering; a weird figure guarding the stair up which +Azizan was toiling by the light of other _taendstickors_. Beyond the +possibility of a half torpid snake, or a shower of loosened bricks from +above, there was as yet no danger, even to one so unused to effort as +the zenana girl. Thus she had time to think of what she was to do when +she reached the roof. For one thing, she had to steal the Ayodhya pot; +for the rest, she was not sure, but something ready for impulse lay +tucked away in the waist-folds of the old woollen dress. A glimmering +slit showing its arched top against a lighter darkness of sky brought +her back to the present. This must be the hole in the wall; and beyond +it lay a chasm of night. She lit another match and held it over the +gulf. The flame burned steadily, for the stair, in winding through the +wall of the tower, had brought her to leeward of the storm. Nothing +was to be seen save the blackness of clouds above, the blackness of God +knows what below. Then as she stood peering out into the darkness a +shiver of silent lightning revealed a silver plain far down beneath her +feet, and above, to the right, silver balconies and cupolas. That must +be the roof whither she was bound. + +The expenditure of more matches disclosed the three steps downwards, +and at right angles a ledge along the wall ending in a buttress some +thirty feet off. That must be the support of the Diwan's stair. Both +steps and ledge had once been protected by a latticed parapet; now they +were edged by the blackness of the gulf. The ledge, however, seemed +perfect as ever, and the rest was, after all, mere fancy; especially at +night when you could not see. Should she risk it? The match she held +left indecision on her face as it flickered out. The storm, close at +hand, took breath as it were for the onslaught in a long pause of +intense, silent darkness. Then a sudden shimmer shot over the old +tower, spreading a silver mantle upon the slender figure of a girl +clinging to the wall. Darkness again; and then once more the same +sight. A girl with her face against the wall moving step by step +slowly, deliberately. Nearer and nearer each time to the buttress. Then +a little cry, too inarticulate for comprehension, rose on the still +air, and when the next shaft of light came it found nothing but the +bare wall. The figure was gone. + +So much might have been seen by any watcher on the roof, but there was +none. It lay still, deserted. The very wind, stirring the folds of the +curtain Rose had looped aside, made no noise, and the light and the +dark played their game of hide and seek in silence. An odd game in the +mirror-room, and the arches on arches of shadow leading to it. Each +separate scrap of looking-glass would blaze out like a star, sending a +beam on the blue bowl of the Ayodhya pot, then dive into the dark +again, carrying a reflection of the scene with it in triumph. Miles of +shadowy arches, millions of blue bowls glowing amid countless stars; +thousands of looped curtains showing a girl asleep on a white bed. + +After a while the stars carried a new sight; a girl in a strange dress +crouching by the bed. The lightning shimmered keenly over this group +several times, bringing into glittering relief something held by the +crouching figure, and something held close to a flushed cheek by the +sleeping girl. The one was a knife, the other a photograph of a young +man in an immaculate coat and an irreproachable tie. Different things, +indeed, yet the girls who held them differed little. They were both in +dreamland; for Azizan, as she crouched beside Rose, felt that she was +in a new world. The whiteness, the stillness, the solitude, guarding +the pure sleep of girlhood--the refinement, the peace, made her think +involuntarily of the dead laid out for their last rest. She gave a +quick little sigh; her hand relaxed its grasp, then tightened again, as +a flash showed the photograph clearly. It was a picture of some one. If +it was his picture, why then---- + +She struck a match softly and peered closer. No! She paused, taking +advantage of the light to look at the sleeper. Rose stirred. + +'Who is it?' she murmured, in the low quick tones of those who talk in +their sleep. + +The watcher's hand closed silently round the match extinguishing it. + +'I am Azizan, Huzoor.' + +The immediate answer had its effect. Rose nestled her head to the +pillow once more, and from the ensuing darkness her breathing came soft +and regular. Suddenly, with a crash the thunder rolled right overhead, +the wind hushed, the heavy drops of rain fell, each in a distinct plash +for a second, then merged into a hissing downpour on the hard roof. + +Rose started up in bed, just as the quivering shaft of lightning blazed +through the mirror-room upon a girl in an odd dress, holding the +Ayodhya pot close to her breast. A girl with odd light eyes. + +'I am Azizan, Huzoor.' The words seemed still in her ears, recalling a +confused memory of the potter and her own promise. + +'Your father wants you, Azizan,' she said half in a dream, and the +sound of her own voice woke her thoroughly to darkness. Had she been +dreaming? The wind rising, now the storm had broken, swept rain-laden +through the open door, extinguishing the matches she struck hastily, so +that the first glimmering of her own candle was echoed by the ayah's +lantern as the latter came paddling over the streaming roof with +petticoats held high over her trousered knees, and shrill denunciations +of the missy-baba's obstinacy high above the storm. Rose Tweedie's +thoughts flew to Lewis Gordon's warning, and his wisdom reminded her of +her own foolishness. That was not a dream; and she blushed violently +over it as she thrust the photograph out of sight before her attendant +rolled the bedding into a bundle and staggered with it down-stairs. As +the girl followed ignominiously in the mackintosh and umbrella supplied +by that injured official, she told herself she must indeed have had +fever, to commit such a ridiculous piece of folly. Her ears tingled +over the very recollection of what had perhaps saved her life. + +Meanwhile, the girl with the Ayodhya pot, whom Rose, in her absorbing +shame, had decided must have been a dream, was stumbling down the +broken stairs once more, her courage gone, her chaos of emotion reduced +to one heart-whole desire to reach Zainub in safety. How she had +crossed the ledge again she scarcely knew; she had dropped the +_taendstickors_ on the way, and, as she felt her way step by step in the +dark, she was sobbing like a frightened child. Half-way down a +displaced brick in the outside masonry allowed the lightning to glimmer +over a sort of landing, where she paused for breath. God and his +Prophet! What was that huddled up on the next step? She had to await +another flash ere she could decide; and in the interval her heart beat +with sickening, fearful curiosity. + +'Mai Zainub! Mai Zainub!' Her cry of relief and content came swift as +the flash. There was no answer save renewed darkness, bringing +downright terror with it. Still that was a human form warm under her +touch. + +'Mai Zainub! Mai Zainub!' + +There was no flutter beneath the hand seeking the heart. Could she----? +Then came a blaze of light, and the familiar face all unfamiliar; the +fixed eyes wide open, the jaw fallen. + +The next instant she was dashing down the stairs recklessly; down and +down, out into the open, over the _debris_; anywhere, so as to leave +that horror behind. The wind caught her, the rain blinded her, the +thunder crashed overhead, as she ran on blindly, till with a cry she +slipped on a loose brick and fell, stunned, against a mass of broken +masonry. So she lay, looking almost as dead as the poor old duenna +huddled up on that landing in the secret stair, where, with one final +twinge at her heart, the rheumatism had left her for ever. + +An hour after, when the storm had passed, and a faint greyness told +that the dawn was at hand, a feeble light began to flicker about the +ruins: up and down, up and down, as if it sought for something. It was +Fuzl Elahi, the potter of Hodinuggur, looking for his dead daughter. He +had looked for her after every storm for sixteen years; and this time, +with the Miss sahib's promise to send her back lingering in his memory, +he sought in hope. + +When the sun rose, three things were amissing from the palace at +Hodinuggur: the Ayodhya pot, Azizan, and the old duenna. + +Up-stairs, while George, and Gwen, and Rose, all for private reasons of +their own, acquiesced, Lewis Gordon declared that some servant must +have broken the former in dusting the room, and, as usual, made away +with the pieces. + +Down-stairs the same unanimity prevailed. Aziz and Zainub had their +reasons for running away. They would be found ere long, since no one +near at hand dare shelter them, and the old woman could not go far. + +If the folk up-stairs had known of the disappearance down-stairs, they +might have connected the two losses, but they did not. So none of these +three things were traced, and no one cared very much: especially Gwen +Boynton. The pot might have reminded her of Hodinuggur, and now she was +leaving it there were some things she intended to forget. Besides, no +one now could ever say she had taken the jewels. + + + + + CHAPTER XII + + +'I never was so tired of any place in my life,' remarked Mrs. Boynton. +'It was not so bad at first; but nothing would ever induce me to +attempt the wilderness again.' + +She was back in the big hall at Rajpore once more, the centre of a +circle assembled to bid her welcome; for Gwen was not the sort of +person to come or go unnoticed. She looked charming in a new dress +which she had ordered on the morning after the fire to be ready +against her return. The band was playing, the dim lights were twinkling +above the polished floor, people were coming and going through the +swing-doors, and Dan, devoted as ever, was waiting for his promised +first waltz. A sheer bit of vanity was this promise on Gwen's part; she +liked to re-enter her familiar world looking perfection, and Dan was +the best dancer in the room. Yet she lingered with her hand on his arm +to glance at Lewis Gordon, who, still wearing a sling, stood on the +outside of the circle trying not to look bored. + +'And I don't think civilised people ought to go to those wild places +and live in uncivilised ways,' she continued, clinching the argument +against Hodinuggur. 'It is demoralising living on the roof without +doors and windows. Look at my cousin. I don't believe he will ever +settle down to work again.' + +'"No locks had they," etc.' quoted Lewis. 'I shouldn't have thought you +were likely to disapprove of Arcadia anyhow, or Hodinuggur either. I +assure you, Graham, Mrs. Boynton played the "Light of the Harem" to +perfection.' + +She met the general chorus of belief with a little shudder, not all put +on. + +'I hope not. If I thought that, I would have elected to stay in my room +till I could appear like a Christian. But it only bears out my +contention. Civilised people should eschew barbaric environments. They +are not safe.' + +'A bad look-out for me,' laughed George, who had been given three days, +leave in order to escort the party to headquarters. Gwen turned to him +in kindly familiarity. + +'You! Oh, I'll except you as beyond temptation, if you like. Shall you +be here on my return? the next is ours, remember.' + +She knew quite well that the boy had remembered little else since she +had given the promise half an hour before; but she knew also how sweet +the reminder would be with all those older aspirants standing by. And +she was always anxious to please when she could. Lewis Gordon, however, +lifted his eyebrows and walked over rather aggressively to Rose +Tweedie. + +'Why aren't you dancing?' he asked. I am unfortunately a cripple; but +Keene, I am sure, would be horrified if he saw you sitting down. May I +tell him?' + +'No, thanks. I don't feel up to dancing to-night. I fancy I have been +overdoing myself a little over tennis and riding at Hodinuggur.' + +There was no challenge in her manner, but Lewis chose to suppose one. + +'Your wisdom, Miss Tweedie, is of that truly feminine type which begins +when the cake is finished. But it is refreshing to find you have these +womanly weaknesses; without them you would be unassailable.' + +'If the carriage is here,' remarked Rose quietly, 'I think I shall go +home. If you see my father, Mr. Gordon, tell him I have done so.' + +His manner changed in an instant. + +'I will tell him now, and join you, if I may, for a lift back to the +Club. I am out of it also: my brute of a bearer has bandaged me all +wrong, and I must get it altered.' + +Rose, with an ambulance certificate, would have liked to offer help, +but had to be silent. Even on such a charitable errand Mrs. Grundy +would have been horrified at a visit to a bachelor's quarters. And +while she acknowledged the limitation, Rose felt irritated by it as she +stood waiting by the door for Lewis Gordon's return, and watching Mrs. +Boynton skim by like a swallow under Dan's guidance. Why should the +married women have all the chances? + +'She waltzes beautifully, doesn't she?' asked Lewis, finding her so +engaged. + +'She does everything beautifully,' replied Rose coldly. + +It was not a good beginning for their drive together; but it was always +so, and as she watched the carriage taking her companion on to his +quarters after it had set her down, she told herself disconsolately +that they seemed to have a bad effect on each other, and to show to the +very worst advantage in each other's company. She, at any rate, was +never so painfully uncompromising in her condemnation of other people's +foibles; perhaps because she did not care whether they existed or not. +But she did care dreadfully when Lewis was in question; that was the +worst of it. + +Mrs. Boynton was not long either in leaving the hall; in fact, George +Keene's promised waltz was but half through when she exclaimed at the +lateness of the hour, and after salving over his disappointment with an +invitation to tea on the morrow, bade her coachman drive home. An +order, however, which she changed at the gates of the garden, so that +the carriage instead of turning westward towards the civil station, +chose the eastward road towards the native town. Towards the +post-office also, which lay close to the Dukhani Gate of the city. For +a letter, addressed to a certain Mrs. Arbuthnot, should be waiting 'to +be called for'; and at that hour, a few minutes before closing-time, +all but subordinates would have left the office. So a veiled lady +asking for a letter would run no risk of being recognised. Yet as Gwen +Boynton drove home again along the dark Mall, with the expected letter +still unread in her pocket, she told herself there was really no need +for such precautions; only it was as well to prevent those gossiping +native jewellers from advertising the fact that mem Boynton sahiba was +so hard put to it that she had to sell her trinkets. That was all; yet +each passing carriage, as it flashed its lamp rays on her face, seemed +desirous of proclaiming the fact that she had been citywards to the +eyes of its unseen occupants. She felt a feverish desire to know who +those occupants might be, and a distinct dislike to and distrust of the +whole business rose up in her, making her glad to find time had run so +short that she must dress at once for the dinner-party given to welcome +her back to Rajpore. With a feeling of relief from immediate certainty, +she threw the letter, still unopened, on the sitting-room table as she +passed it. But half an hour after, when she returned in her trailing +white garments, the sight of it changed her mood. It would be better to +know. After all, the jewels might be paste and worth nothing. It would +almost be a relief if it were so. + +She sat down by the table and turned the envelope over and over in her +delicate hands. It might mean so much; it might mean so little. And +what in either case did she intend to do? She had literally no idea, as +with reluctant fingers she tore slowly at the envelope. + +It seemed to her as if ages had passed before she realised that she was +staring down at those few words telling her, briefly, that the jewels +sent were worth six thousand rupees, and asking her if she would have +the money in notes or by bill of exchange. + +How simple it was! No question of taking or leaving. Only whether it +should be in notes or by bill of exchange. And six thousand would not +only pay Dan--if indeed she decided on that--it would leave something +over for the coming season at Simla. A welcome something indeed! when +all one's wardrobe had been burnt; and people were so particular how +she was dressed. Then, if one came to think of it, did she not deserve +some compensation for that loss of her dresses? Trivial thought! going +further towards decision than any of the others. In the midst of her +meditations a white-robed servant appeared at the door saying +indifferently-- + +'Gordon sahib salaam deta.' + +Another triviality; yet she rose quickly, thrusting the letter into her +pocket. So he had come already! She had known well enough that he would +miss her, that he would come to seek her, but this was soon indeed. She +gave the permission to show him in calmly, and yet the woman's triumph +at her own power came uppermost, as, awaiting his entry, she turned to +finish the fastening of a bunch of white gardenias. Her back was +towards him, but he could see, and she knew that he could see her +framed by the long mirror, like a picture. Her hair a golden setting to +the diamond stars, her white arms whiter than her white dress, whiter +than the furred cloak hanging loosely from her white shoulders, or the +huge ostrich-feather fan dangling from her slender waist. Lewis thought +instantly of Fedora in the ballroom scene; then, that on the stage or +off it he had never seen a more utterly desirable woman to present as +your wife for the world's approval. That is a feeling which decides +many marriages. + +'It seems a shame to trouble you,' he began, 'but the bearer _is_ such +a fool. The sling is always too high or too low, and I want to go to +the club. I thought you wouldn't mind seeing to it, and I saw by the +light in this room that you were still here. + +Every word of this speech, though the speaker was unconscious of it, +showed Gwen that her cousin had been thinking the very thoughts she +wished him to think. Translated by her feminine finesse it stood thus-- + +'You are too lovely to be bothered, but then, you do everything so +well. It is too deadly dull without you, so, knowing I could rely on +your sympathy, I kept a look-out for some sign of your presence.' Now, +when a woman hears everything she desires in the words of a man, her +reply is generally a return in kind. In this case, words were of less +importance than those pretty, soft, white hands so solicitous over his +comfort. + +'Is that better?' she asked. Her concern was absolutely honest, for +she was a woman every inch of her, loving to cosset and care for her +men-folk. Those hands were so close to his cheek that their softness +seemed to thrill through him. After all, was it not a wife's part to +flatter and cajole? to make life soft and sweet? Who could do that +better than she? + +'Dear little hands,' he said, laying his suddenly on one and pressing +it tight to his breast. Then a quick passion blazed in his eyes. +'Gwen,' he cried, 'oh, Gwen! how sweet you are!' The ring in his own +voice satisfied him. Yes! this was happiness, and he stooped to kiss +the face so close to his own. And then? She was beautiful as ever; he +was cool as ever. The glamour had gone, the world was as it had been +before his fate was settled. For he had settled it definitely, though +he scarcely knew if he were glad or sorry for the fact. + +'Am I to beg your pardon, dear?' he said gently, looking into her +gracious eyes; 'or will you believe that you have so spoilt me that I +cannot get on without the spoiler? Will you forgive me, and try and put +up with me, Gwen?' + +'Of course I will forgive you, Lewis,' she began plaintively; and then +the lack of emotion in her own voice, her own heart, struck her +disagreeably. Yet what else could she expect when her first thought had +been one of gratitude for that offer of six thousand rupees in her +pocket? For all that, she felt aggrieved, thinking illogically how +different it was with Dan. Unwonted tears rose to her eyes and made her +face tender as she went on. + +'And why should I not spoil you, Lewis? You know I am always glad to +help--anybody. And, after all, we are cousins. After all, there is +always _that_ between us.' + +She did not know why she offered him this excuse, this loophole of +escape. Not from calculation or finesse, certainly, yet it touched him +as nothing else would have done; for he, too, had felt the flatness of +it all; he, too, had thought vaguely that the sacrifice of his freedom +deserved more solid satisfaction in return. + +'Yes, dear,' he replied, half playfully, 'there is that. But there is +something more, is there not, Gwen? At least I hope so--for you have +spoilt me--I cannot do without you.' + +It was her hand, however, that he kissed this time. And then the +carriage being announced, he escorted her to it most decorously, taking +care, with all the attentive calm of a husband, that her dress should +not suffer from the wheel. The fact struck him ruefully as he went off +to the club, feeling that his fate was definitely settled; though, of +course, the matter need not be made public at once. Gwen would be sure +to prefer that her season at Simla should be untrammelled by open +engagements, and he was in no hurry. Leave was inconvenient till the +cold weather, so during the rains when people wanted amusement they +could afford them the excitement of the news. + +Gwen's feelings as she drove to her dinner-party were of the same +nature. It was settled, definitely settled of course, but no one need +know of it; no one must guess at it until she had given Dan his +_conge_. It was the first time she had ever really put that thought +into words, and the very suggestion made her heart sink. There would be +no lack of emotion about that interview at any rate. Even the +preliminary of paying back the debt seemed beset with difficulties. He +was so quick to understand, so hard to turn aside once he had the least +clew to her feelings. Finally, after much cogitation she decided on +waiting until she had actually received the money from Delhi. It would +be more difficult for him to refuse the notes down on the table; +besides, George Keene's leave would be over, he would have returned to +Hodinuggur, and the possibility of confidences given under the +influence of strong excitement would be over. For Gwen had not failed +to notice the strong friendship growing between the two; in a way, she +was vexed at what seemed to her a childish, almost absurd, deference to +the lad's opinion on Dan's part. Dan, who was his superior in every +possible way; that is to say if he chose to be reasonable. Last of all, +the delay meant a closer proximity to that annual flight to the Hills +which would provide her with a safe retreat. So she set the idea aside +for a time and became cheerful over the respite. + +George, having tea with her next day, thought her if possible gayer, +brighter, more charming than ever; especially when his talk turned on +his hero, Dan Fitzgerald. Now, no one had ever heard Mrs. Boynton say +an unkind word of her neighbours; indeed, the peculiar _cachet_ this +gave to her personality made her remembered in after years by all +admirers, not so much as a beautiful, as a perfectly gracious woman. To +George, accustomed chiefly to the high-spirited freedom of sisters, +this virtue seemed divine, the more so, because the world generally +disapproved of Dan--of his recklessness and want of reverence. Gwen +Boynton, on the contrary, found nothing to regret, save that Mr. +Fitzgerald was not the finest man _out_ of the service, instead of _in_ +it; since, as Mr. Gordon said, he was too good to slave among men years +his junior. Whereupon George, his young face full of importance, +informed her as a dead secret, that the reason Dan stuck to his colours +was that a girl had promised to marry him whenever he got his +promotion. That would be in the next spring at the latest, since, as +he, George Keene, was in charge of the sluice no prejudicial +_contretemps_ could possibly occur. And Gwen with an actual smile at +the mystification--which so many women dearly love--reminded him that +even when folk did their best, slips came between cups and lips. + +The lad laughed joyously. + +'Oh! I don't venture to stand sponsor for the young woman, of course; I +only meant that Dan would get his promotion if it depends on that gate +being kept shut. I carry the key about with me like Hare did in the +"Pair of Spectacles." It's "peculiarly inconvenient," of course, but as +they say on the Surrey side, "the villain who would reach it must pass +over my dead body."' + +Gwen, who had a fine taste, admired the determination underlying the +jest. Mr. Fitzgerald, she said, was lucky in such a friend. +Nevertheless it might be a doubtful kindness, since the loss of +promotion might induce him to seek fairer fortune elsewhere. + +She insisted on this argument even with herself, yet her heart beat +uncomfortably fast, when, delay having been extended to the limit of +possibility she sat awaiting Dan's arrival in the pretty room which was +so like herself in its softness and its solid attention to comfort +beneath all the delicate tasteful ornamentations The three thousand +rupees in notes were ready for use in her pocket, and a long letter +from Hodinuggur in George's fine bold handwriting lay on the +writing-table beside the bouquet of flowers which Lewis had sent her +from his garden that morning. From the next room came the sound of the +ayah dusting out boxes against the immediate packing up. All Gwen's +excuses for delay had vanished; yet she found it hard as ever to face +one man's confidence--the confidence which showed in his glad greeting. +It forced her into beginning remotely, half affectionately, by regrets +over his want of tact at the Delhi conference. It had not been an +unqualified success so far as Dan's departmental popularity went. How +could it, when he had deliberately but savagely attacked the wisdom of +his elders? True, the under-secretary had sniggered in describing the +scene, and even Mr. Gordon had laughed amid his vexation, saying that +none knew better than he, what a confounded ass Colonel Tweedie could +be when confronted in public with new ideas, at the same time it had +been needless, almost brutal on Fitzgerald's part, seeing he had right +on his side; that alone should have made him temperate. Of course, once +his method had been suggested, no other was open to any one out of a +lunatic asylum; all the more reason for mercy in bringing the fact +home. So Gwen in her soft voice attempted to convey her blame to the +sinner, who, with his hands in his coat-pockets stood before her +trying to look penitent and only succeeding in looking provokingly +_debonnair_. + +'But sure it's the blatant stupidity of the world that is its greatest +crime,' he protested. 'Don't I remember my mother saying to us, "Oh, +children! I don't mind your being naughty--I can whack you for that; +but I will not have ye stupid."' + +Gwen laughed. Who could help it, over that picture of home training so +utterly unfit for one recipient, at least? Indeed, she was conscious of +a wish that her companion were more dull; less full of eager vitality. +It made that inevitable task so hard! + +'Dan,' she began desperately in sudden resolve, 'I want to talk about +business. The fact is, I've had a windfall of money lately. And +so--I--I intend to pay you back that loan of yours. It isn't fair----' + +He was on his knees beside her, to get a closer look at her face ere +she had finished. 'What is it, Gwen?' he asked rapidly. 'You owe me +nothing. What do you mean? There is no question of money between us,' +he went on in answer to her silence. 'There never was but once. There +never shall be again. Is it anything else, Gwen?--anything in which I +can help; or are you only feeling afraid of the future? Tell me +outright, dear.' + +Where was the good, she thought petulantly, of delays and preparations +when he met her first hint in this direct fashion; yet against the +grain, for she hated scenes, she took her courage in her hand and spoke +up-- + +'Yes, I am afraid; afraid of the future for you as well as for +myself--O Dan! I really wish you would sit down like a Christian and +listen properly. Kissing my hand is no answer. And I am serious. This +idle foolish promise of thinking about it all seriously next year when +you get your promotion is not fair on you--don't laugh, Dan, it isn't. +It ties you down, and prevents you doing yourself justice. And then it +isn't fair on me.' + +He interrupted her quickly. 'How is it not fair on you, Gwen? I don't +see it. You do not like any one else as much as you like me; you know +you don't. And if this half promise to me holds you back from marrying +some one you do not like as you like me, why, then,' his voice lowered +to tender gravity, 'I thank God for it as I should thank Him for any +good He sent into your life.' + +'You do not understand,' she retorted querulously. 'Surely I am the +best judge of myself, and there is no reason why I should want to marry +some one else because I don't think it would be right to marry you. I +should make a bad wife, Dan, to any poor man; and I should not be +happy. Surely, surely, I ought to know best! It isn't as if I were the +inexperienced girl I was before. I have been married for years, and I +think, yes I am sure, that I am happier as I am.' Her last words +degenerated into something between a laugh and a sob. It really was too +ridiculous, too grievous, that she, Gwen Boynton, with all her +knowledge of the world, should not be considered fit to judge for +herself. + +'Married!' he echoed thoughtfully, and something in his voice arrested +her. 'No, Gwen, my dear, you have never been married. You don't even +understand what it means to be married; for your knowledge of it is all +evil. That's the worst of it. Don't be angry, dear, I'm not going to +lecture like Mrs. Grundy on the sin of a loveless marriage, or the +degradation of one, like the sentimentalists. Surely, surely a man or a +woman may marry from pity, from honour, from self-devotion, and yet +touch the perfection of the tie. But you,'--he paused a while, 'you did +not only lose the love of it, Gwen; the thing itself was never yours. +The facing of life, hand in hand; two of you where there was but one +before. See! there is my hand, Gwen, and there is yours. A difference, +isn't there? But how close they fit, each to each! How close and +warm,'--he paused again to smile at her. 'What is it the song says, +Gwen, about giving your hand where your heart can never be? Fudge! It +should be, "How can I give my heart where my hand can never be?" Yes! +there they are, close, and I am there too, my darling. Ready, always +ready. Never again, Gwen, without the touch of a hand, like--how does +it run?--like children frightened in the night, like children crying +for the light. Never again, Gwen, never again.' + +They were sitting together side by side on the sofa, her hand held in +his so lightly that she could have withdrawn it without an effort. But +it lay there in his clasp as she sat listening to the soft voice. +Listening on, even when it ceased, as if its spell lingered. They were +not even looking at each other. Beyond the silent room, through the +open door, the sunshine showed Gwen's bearer cleaning the lamps with a +dirty duster. Not a romantic sight; but it is to be doubted if either +saw it, for their eyes were blinded by the great darkness in which they +found themselves, trustfully, hand in hand. + +At last, with a little shiver, she tried to move, but his fingers +closed on hers more firmly. + +'Too late, Gwen! Too late. You should have taken it away when you had +the chance,' he said joyously. 'Oh, Gwen, my darling, if we were +married you would forget to be afraid, as you did just now; didn't you, +Gwen?' + +'I believe you mesmerise me,' she replied, trying to jest, 'and +forgetting bills doesn't help to pay them; does it, Dan?' + +'So you are back at the money again. Well, I don't care. Money or no +money; promotion or no promotion----' + +'No! no!' she interrupted, yielding, as she always did, to his +decision, 'that really is not fair--the bargain was promotion--it was +indeed.' + +'Promotion be it,' he assented with a contented laugh, 'though I can't +for the life of me see what it has got to do with the matter.' + +'You would at least have more pay,' she put in, wondering faintly the +while how it came about that they should be discussing such questions +when she had meant to be so firm. 'I could not marry a pauper; could +I?' + +'Indeed, and indeed, it might be the best thing for you; then nobody +would give you credit, dear, but me. And I--Oh, Gwen, my dear, my +dear,--you might be bereft of everything--of all, save your own self, +and sure I would give you credit for the all, still. Credit!' he echoed +to his own words, 'isn't it absurd to be talking of it, as if either of +us could be debtor or creditor to the other.' + +That was all she gained from the interview. That, and the unwelcome +remembrance of full five minutes when the touch of her lover's hand and +the sound of his voice had made her forget the world, the flesh, and +the devil. + +But not for long. As she sat after Dan had gone, trying to comfort +herself by the fact that one never knew what might happen, that +they might all be dead and buried before the necessity for action +arose--which, by the way, was her favourite consolation--she looked up +to see the servant standing at the door, doubtfully expectant. + +'What is it?' she asked languidly. + +'The vakeel of the Diwans of Hodinuggur, Huzoor. He hath brought an +offering, and desires an audience.' + +'The Diwans of Hodinuggur!' repeated Gwen, startled. + +'The agent, Huzoor. Shall I tell him the mem sahiba is going to eat the +air in her carriage? It is but to say something about a pot, he bade me +mention. A pot that the Huzoor fancied.' + +Gwen stood up, holding to the table. + +'Now!' she said after a pause, 'show him in now.' + +Mrs. Boynton's neat victoria waited for its mistress long after the +smiling and obsequious visitor had given his shoe-money to the servant +and departed. Waited patiently till, as it grew dark, the ayah came out +and removed the cushions and parasols. Mem sahiba was not well, and +would not go to the gardens; she would not go out to dinner either, so +the horses could be put up. Then, the bearer coming into the verandah +with the lighted lamps, a shrill altercation began over the shoe-money; +the ayah asserting that when the visit was to a lady, her female +attendant had a right to half, and even the grooms putting in a claim +on the ground that they had been present. Their mistress, lying on the +sofa where but a short time before she had sat hand in hand with Dan +Fitzgerald, heard the dispute and had not the courage to rebuke their +greed. + +And yet the vakeel of the Diwans had simply brought a message, that if +the mem sahiba would like another Ayodhya pot, _similar in all respects +to the last_, one could doubtless be found and forwarded without delay. +She had refused the offer promptly, decisively; but the fact of its +having been made filled her with regrets and alarms. If--oh! how lonely +she felt, without a soul to stand between her and trouble. Then Dan's +words recurred to her! bankrupt of everything yet credited with all! +They brought no comfort, however; only a vague irritation against the +speaker. But for him she would not have been tempted; but for him she +would never have kept the discovery of the jewels secret--if indeed it +was a discovery. Could it be a bribe? For what? Had they found out her +entanglement with Dan Fitzgerald? Her vexation blazed up at the bare +suspicion, and though every fresh proof of the attraction he had for +her unstable nature invariably resulted in a recoil of the pendulum, +she was conscious this time that it had never before swung back so far. +He was to blame; yes! he was undoubtedly to blame for the whole +miserable business. + +She felt herself too much upset for Lewis Gordon's sharp eyes to be a +safe ordeal, so, as he was to be one of the dinner-party, she sent an +excuse, and spent the long evening in nursing her wrath; a very +necessary process if Gwen Boynton was to bear malice, since her temper +was of the sweetest. Even with this encouragement the next morning +found her ready with excuses for everybody, herself included. After +all, matters were not so serious. Three days would see her safe in +Simla, where six thousand rupees would be better than three, infinitely +better than none; and it would be quite easy to keep her understanding +with Lewis dark for some time to come. Then what proof could any one +have that she had kept, or even found the jewels? Who was to say that +the pot had not been stolen, jewels and all? As for the jewellers who +had bought them, they neither knew her real name nor address. The only +possible danger lay in weakly yielding to conscience in the way of +attempted restitution. Besides, if the pearls were really meant as a +bribe, surely those who offered it deserved to lose them and gain +nothing; for, of course, the idea of gaining anything from her was +preposterous. + +She went to the hall that evening, cheerful as ever, and exclaimed +airily at the changes one short twenty-four hours had wrought in the +shifting society of mid-April. The Grahams had left, the Taylors were +to start that evening if there was room in the train laden with women +and babies flying before the punkahs. Laden, too, with melancholy +husbands conveying their families to the foot of the hills, whence they +would return to stew in solitude. Lewis Gordon divided these +unfortunates, cynically, into two classes--those who would be sent home +in charge of the khansamah, with a menu of the first month's dinners, +and an almost tearful injunction not to let the master, when he went +out to dine, eat things which were likely to disagree with him; and +those given over to the 'bottlewasher' who 'can cook a little, you +know.' And there was truth in his cynicism. Mankind is not like an +Am[oe]ba, all stomach, yet nothing can be closer to tears than two +sights often to be seen during an Indian hot weather: the one, a meal +sent away untouched in favour of a clean whisky and soda; the other, an +elderly Mohammedan at a big dinner-party waving the lobster salad away +behind his master's back, and presenting him with cheese and biscuits +instead. There is full-blown tragedy in both. Tragedy also in Lewis +Gordon's cheerful remark to his companion-- + +'And, by the by, Robinson has been ordered home next mail. They were +afraid of abscess. So that jolly little house at Simla is going +a-begging. He asked me if I knew of a tenant, but it is rather late in +the day, I fear, even though he only asks half-rent.' + +'I'll take it,' said Gwen calmly. 'Don't stare so. The fact is, I have +had a little windfall of money lately, and I hate hotels. This will be +almost as cheap, and much more comfortable.' + +'Infinitely so,' assented Lewis. The house was fully a mile nearer his +quarters at Colonel Tweedie's and that was a great convenience, +especially during the rains. + + + + + CHAPTER XIII + + +'Send it back! It is hers; it is not mine! He gave it her! I stole it. +Don't tell. Oh! send it back! send it back!' + +Over and over again, through the long hot days and nights, the murmur, +in its monotonous hurry, blent with the hum of the potter's wheel. The +old man had removed the latter to the farther courtyard, where he sat +working feverishly, yet without avail, so far as the village people +could see through the door, beyond which they were forbidden to go. The +simple folk were agog at the potter's strange looks and strange ways. +He never seemed to cease working, for even when the familiar sound of +the wheel was hushed something like an echo of it rose from within. +Those were the times when he stood wistfully in the dark airless hut +beside a restless head turning itself from side to side on the hard +pillow, and keeping time to the monotonous rhythm of the murmur, 'Send +it back, send it back.' + +'Yea! dear heart, I will send it.' Then there would be silence for a +while; but only for a while, since the fever strengthened day by day. +Small wonder, when all Nature seemed in the grip of heat. The +thermometer, we are told, is accurately divided into degrees. If so, +the fallacy of such classification is self-evident, since every one +with experience knows that the difference between eighty-four degrees +and eighty-six degrees of Fahrenheit's instrument embraces the +difference between comfort and discomfort. Between these two points +that engine of torture, the punkah, trembles ere it begins the steady +swing which is only one degree less awful than the unsteady swing +necessitating the occultation of boots and other light articles of +furniture with a human head. Doubtless to the uninitiated it seems a +trivial affair to loop a parti-coloured rope through hooks in the +rafters, and to attach to it a whitewashed board with a newly starched +frill tacked to its lowest edge, thereinafter making mysterious +dispositions of a leathern thong, the neck of an old whisky bottle +thrust through the mud wall, and a circumambient flask of evil-smelling +oil. But those who know what it is, on returning from a morning ride, +to find the punkah in possession of your home, feel a chill at the very +thought, such as the thing itself will never produce by legitimate +means. The hot weather is upon one, and God only knows if fever, +cholera, home-sickness, sheer deadly _ennui_, will allow you to pass +through it unscathed as an honest gentleman. + +George Keene, however, over in the branded bungalow, knew nothing of +the horrors of a hot weather in the jungles, and, while poor little +Aziz lay moaning out her impotent repentance, was actually +superintending the swinging of his punkahs; which is equivalent to a +man personally conducting his own hanging. He even, after the manner of +engineers, took pride in a device which was to secure a perfect silence +in the infernal machine. All unwitting of a time when, in the scorched +darkness, it might be preferable to curse a monotonous scroop giving +tangible excuse for wakefulness, than to lie visualising the unseen +swoop, as of some vampire eager to suck your heart's-blood. + +Those two degrees of heat bring a thousand other changes. Even at +Hodinuggur, arid as it always was, they intensified the drought till a +drop of water seemed as visionary a consolation to the parched horizon +as it must have been to poor Dives in the fires of hell. The very canal +denied its nature as it slipped past yellow and thick with silt from +the clayey defiles of the lower hills, each little swirl and eddy +looking as if streaked and pitted in mud. Yet the chill of its snowy +birth came with the flood, so that in the red-hot evenings George's +factotum used to call through the yellow-dust haze to the groom who sat +on the edge of the canal, apparently moored to his place by a +soda-water bottle tied to a string, and then Ganesha would haul in the +strange buoy and scramble up the bank with it rapidly, so as to give +the master's dinner-drink a chance of being cool. + +All this amused George Keene hugely at first. He drew caricatures of it +for the rectory, and sent a very impressionist sketch of his world to +Mrs. Boynton. It consisted of a dust-storm, a caper-bush, and a +rat-hole. She put it on the mantelpiece of the pretty drawing-room in +the little house among scented pine-woods, where she was just beginning +to appreciate the soothing effect of having a decent balance at your +banker's. Her lady-visitors laughed and said it was very clever, but +some of the men looked queer and muttered 'poor devil' under their +breath. Not that George looked on himself in that light. On the +contrary, Hodinuggur amused him. Its dreary antiquity was all new to +him, and as he went through the cool, dark passages of the old palace +on his way to play chess with the Diwan, he learnt to admire some +things about it; notably the thickness of its walls, through which the +sun never filtered, though it soaked piteously into his red-brick +bungalow. Upon the roof Zubr-ul-Zaman shrivelled under the heat almost +as much as a certain figure which still lay huddled up on the landing +of the secret stair in the thickness of the tower beneath him as he sat +at chess. Below that again Khush-hal Beg lay stark naked, like a huge +baby, in a swinging cradle, which was pulled to and fro by a drowsy +coolie, while a bheestic supplied the fat carcass alternately outside +and inside with tepid water from his skin bag, and as the latter +shrank, Khush-hal swelled visibly--horribly. + +Yet further, in the bazaar by the Mori gate, Dalel Beg, abandoning +Europe-fashion under the stress of climate, slept all day and waked all +night, doing both more viciously than before, like a snake rendered +lively and dangerous by the heat. But Chandni, from her cool arches, +smiled calmly, even when 'Ta-ra-ra-boom-de-ay' rose from the opposite +balcony, which was now occupied by some one who could dance as well as +sing. To tell truth, she was glad to be quit of Dalel's amusement for a +time. Such deviations from her control never lasted long, and this time +she knew that the Diwan himself was on her side. So she lounged about +in the shadows, watching the pigeons in the niches, and rubbing her +soft palms together. Sometimes a pellet of opium lay between them; +sometimes nothing at all, for it was a trick of hers. Sometimes, on the +other hand, it was a great deal; neither more nor less than one of the +Hodinuggur pearls, which were as well known to all the jewellers of +that part of the country as the Koh-i-nur diamond is to the keeper of +the regalia. That was why Chandni on her return from Delhi, whither she +had gone ostensibly to learn new music-hall songs for Dalel's benefit, +had laughed so triumphantly at her own cleverness as she sat at the +Diwan's feet telling him what she had done. + +'It was easy, with my cousin a jeweller; and we of the bazaar know a +trick or two with goldsmiths. Manohar Lal hath the pearls, sure enough. +All thou hast to do is to offer him a rupee more than he gave the mem +(which will not be half their value). The Hindu pig will take it, +seeing it is better than having the yellow-trousered ones[3] set on him +as a receiver of stolen goods.' + +Zubr-ul-Zaman looked at her approvingly from under his bushy eyebrows. +She was a clever woman, but he would improve on her plan. He would put +the screw tighter on the Hindu pig, and get the pearls back in exchange +for a promise to pay. So far, however, Chandni's plot had been +unexpectedly successful. Both George Keene, by giving the Ayodhya pot +to the mem, and Dan Fitzgerald, by taking the jewels himself to Manohar +Lal, as Chandni's spies said he had done, were mixed up in the affair. +There was sufficient foundation for an _esclandre_, of course, but how +would that help them? They did not merely want revenge, as is so often +the case, they wanted the key of the sluice-gate. The courtesan +standing with wide-spread arms to fold her veil around her decently ere +she left the Diwan's presence, laughed shrilly at his difficulties. + +'How? sayest thou. Who can tell? Save this. The mem will send for more +if she get the chance. That is our way. One rupee claims another. Bid +the vakeel at Rajpore go to her and suggest a marrow to the pot. All +things go in pairs, and we could send it through Keene sahib. For the +rest we must wait. There is a time yet, and if we are to work by fear +of exposure, that comes ever at the last moment. I play for a high +stake, as I have told thee, O my father! and I mean to win.' + +Then it was that the old man, with regretful thoughts of his past +youth, had promised her one of the pearls in pledge for a future, when, +if she succeeded, she could wear the whole necklace as Dalel's wife. +That was how she came to be rolling the pearl against her palm lazily +one moonlit night, when George, who began to find the long empty +evenings coming at the end of a long empty day rather wearisome, +strolled over for the first time since his return from Rajpore to see +the potter, and while away half an hour in hearing some of his tales. +Rather to his surprise--since he knew nothing of the novel freak for +solitude--he found the outer palisade barred by thorn bushes, and going +a little farther along to where it joined the mud wall, vaulted over +the latter lightly into the inner courtyard. It was empty, and the door +of the hovel closed. Supposing the old man to be absent, he turned to +go, when a low cough from within made him pause and knock. + +The next instant the potter burst out on him with eyes ablaze. 'Devils! +wilt not leave me in peace?' he began before recognising his visitor. +Then his manner changed; he drew the door to behind him, saying +hurriedly, 'This slave mistook; the children tease. But if the Huzoor +wants songs he must come to the outer court. The wheel is there now. +Will not the Huzoor come?' + +He moved away like a plover luring an intruder from its nest, but +George paused again to listen to a repetition of the quick, low cough. + +'Who is that ill?' he asked unwarily. The potter echoed the sound +instantly. + +'It is I who cough, Huzoor,' he went on, still moving away. Pity of +God, how I cough! And I have fever, too. Mercy of the Most High! fever +always with mutterings hard to understand. But 'tis no matter. The +potters of Hodinuggur do not die; we go and come, we come and go.' + +He had reached the wheel and set it a-spinning. But it seemed pivoted +askew in its new place and whirled in fitful ovals. Then he looked up +with a foolish laugh. + +'My thumb will slip often now, Huzoor. Maybe 'twere better Fuzl turned +no more pots.' + +The thought made him slacken the wheel to silence. He sat staring at it +vacantly, while George looked at him, wondering at the change in the +old man. His face had the weary, over-strained expression of those who +have wilfully forsaken sleep; the look which comes to those who are on +the rack day and night beside a sick-bed, and George, remembering the +cough, jumped to the conclusion that the potter had an invalid in the +hut. Most likely some female relation; whence his desire for secrecy. +To be sure, the old man had often said he lived alone, but in India one +never could be sure how far modesty interfered with truth. So, being +accustomed to such vicarious prescribings, the young man suggested he +should send some medicine for the cough. + +His companion brightened up immediately, 'It is not all a cough, +Huzoor,' he replied hurriedly. 'It is fever. God! what fever. It is +only a little cough, with a rattle, as of dead wheat-straw under my +bosom as I draw breath; quick, quick, with curving nostrils like a +horse galloping fast.' + +The vivid accuracy of the word-picture made George realise an idea +which had of late haunted his fancy. The idea of a hand-to-hand fight +with death alone, unaided, as the beasts of the field meet the +destroyer. Here was some one doing it; dying, perhaps, of pneumonia, +when others were being nursed through a finger-ache. The pity, the +injustice of it struck him fairly. Then the potter's voice going on +softly gave inconsequent answer to the vague doubt surging against the +boy's youthful content. + +'Not that it matters, as I tell myself in the night season when I am +worst. We of Hodinuggur do not die. We go and come, we come again and +go.' + +Something in his own words, perhaps, seemed to arrest the old man's +attention, and he paused. + +'Huzoor!' he cried suddenly, 'I have something which belongs to the +madr mihrban. If the Huzoor would write an address.' + +'Belonging to Miss Tweedie,' echoed George in surprise. + +'Do not thanks belong to those who earn them!' replied the potter +evasively. 'If the Huzoor could write. I have pen and ink. Lo! it is +naught but potter's work, and the miss was kind.' + +He fumbled in the niche beside his seat, and drew out a parcel done up +in waxcloth. Evidently a pot of some sort, thought George, beginning to +print boldly, as one of his profession should, with the slant-cut +native pen. The moonlight shone full on the potter seated at his wheel, +and the young Englishman pencilling Rose Tweedie's name. What was that +rising on the stillness of the night? A murmur from the hut? George +could not say for certain, as the old man set his wheel a-humming +instantly, but once more the feeling of injustice, the flash of pity +came to disturb his self-complacency. The feeling lasted longer this +time, and as he walked home his thoughts were full of that uncertainty +which is so hateful to the young. The Mori gate showed black and white +in the moonshine; a clash of silver bells rose from the shadows as he +passed; a pomegranate blossom fell at his feet. He took a step aside to +crush it fiercely, passionately; it lay between that and picking it up +he felt uneasily. Life here, at Hodinuggur, was so simple, so confusing +in its simplicity. To live and to die. Was that all? + +He spent the remainder of the evening in writing to Mrs. Boynton, +putting his heart into reserved, half-jesting hints at his own puzzles. +And as he wrote, the potter, standing at the door of his hut, was +listening to a murmur coming from the darkness within. + +'It is sent, dear heart! She has it. No one shall know,' he answered +softly. Then there was silence for a while. But only for a while. The +murmur came again and again through the hot night, to be stilled by the +same reply. + +The post in due time brought Mrs. Boynton her letter. She read it with +great interest, and then promptly put it into the fire; her favourite +maxim being, that the keeping of letters was, at any rate, one reason +for the slow progress of humanity; since improvement was dangerous when +you were tied down in black and white to past opinions. And the +postman, after leaving the snug little house in the pine-woods, came on +to Colonel Tweedie's with a packet for Rose. Half-an-hour afterwards +the girl was sitting with the contents of the parcel on the table in +front of her, puzzling her brains why any one should have sent her back +the Ayodhya pot, or one exactly like it. There could be no doubt about +it, however. She took up the wrapper more than once; but the clear +print, if unmistakable, was also unrecognisable. She felt carefully +inside, hoping for a scrap of paper, a hint of any kind; but there was +nothing save a few bits of crumbling clay, leaving a rough rim near the +bottom of the pot. And all the time her first impression remained +unaltered. There was a mistake; it had been meant for Mrs. Boynton. +Undoubtedly it was meant for her. Under ordinary circumstances Rose +would most likely have taken the Ayodhya pot over to the little house +without more ado, but, though she did not acknowledge it to herself, +she could not treat its occupant in an ordinary way. Besides, there was +an element of mystery in the whole affair, and Rose hated mystery. The +memory of her dream on the night of the storm at Hodinuggur annoyed +her. She had slurred it over at the time, merely mentioning it as part +of a feverish attack; but now she wondered if the Diwan, or some one +else, could really have arranged a theft. And gradually there grew up +in her one distinct dislike to the whole business. She would have +nothing to do with it. She would say nothing, but simply send the thing +back whence it came. She would not even suppose that George had sent +it; she would return it straight. After all, it might be another pot, +and if she made a mistake in thinking this, they would know the truth +at Hodinuggur. A knock at the door roused her, and she slipped the vase +behind another on the mantelpiece ere she said 'come in.' + +'Only to say, Miss Tweedie,' came in Lewis Gordon's voice from the +threshold, 'that I shall not be in to lunch. Your father has given me a +half-holiday, and, like a good little boy, I am going to spend it with +my relations. You will be at the Graham's tennis, I suppose? We shall.' + +'No. I shall utilise my half-holiday with my relations also,' she +replied. 'Father and I will go for a ride. I don't often get him to +myself.' + +'Then _au revoir_ till dinner. How comfortable your little snuggery is! +It and Gwen's drawing-room are the two prettiest rooms in Simla.' + +There was a hard, almost angry look on Rose's face as she repacked the +parcel. Gwen's pretty room should at least be none the prettier for the +Ayodhya pot. + +The result being that three days after this Chandni sat at the Diwan's +feet once more, holding it in her hands. + +'So I am right, O father!' she cried, with that shrill laugh of hers; +'the mem hath sent for more. Lo! I shall wear the pearls ere long.' + +'If they are sent again, thou mayest lose them this time,' retorted the +old man, but there was no warmth in his warning. He had begun to +believe in her luck, and the two sat in the purgatorial heat on the +roof, imagining evil as unconcernedly as if the universe could hold no +fiercer fire for the wicked. The pearls must be sent again, of course, +and the parcel given to be addressed by Keene sahib. So much was clear. +And Manohar Lal might be told to offer a less sum this time. + +'Thy father was the devil!' remarked Zubr-ul-Zaman again--this time +more suavely, 'and pearls or no pearls thou shalt have Dalel. For look +you, Khush-hal is a waterbutt, a grease jar, and Dalel hath forgotten +how to deal fair, even by himself; but thou hast brains. So bring thine +ear within reach of a whisper. There is much to tell of Hodinuggur ways +ere I forget with age.' + +She bent her head back till it almost rested on the old man's breast +and brought her flower-decked ear close to his mouth. One elbow touched +his knee, the hand giving light support to her chin: the attitude of +one all ears to hear. The Diwan, still as a statue, nothing but a +voice. A queer couple up there on the roof overlooking the red-hot, red +brick house, where George Keene was being introduced to what is +familiarly called a go of fever. + +Even that was to begin with somewhat of an amusement, for a certain +feeling of self-complacency comes with the first intermission. After +the tortures and fires of the damned for some hours, the sudden and +complete escape from them seems to rebound to the credit of your +constitution, and you are confirmed in the impression that you are a +fine fellow. But it is not long before the fever fiend can knock that +sort of conceit out of a man if it chooses. In George's case it did +choose, and, having got him well in its grip, refused, after a day or +two, to let him go again. + +The factotum lingered round with something he called beef-tea, and +another thing he called barley-water. Which was which, the patient, +with his mouth full of Dead Sea apples and quinine, could not say; nor +after a time did he very much care. He cared for nothing; unless indeed +it was to get rid of that vision of the schoolroom in the rectory--a +schoolroom with a cheery-cheeked boy roasting blackbirds at the fire. +If you didn't twist the bit of brown worsted stolen from your sister's +work-basket, then the birds slackened--slackened like the potter's +wheel. Oh! it was a lifetime of twisting, or there you were plumb, +burning with a horrid smell. When the factotum sat in the room the +blackbirds didn't; but then he breathed. Wasn't it rough that a man +could not stop breathing for half-an-hour just to oblige a friend? Yet +if the breathing beast sat outside, a '_whittering_, beast came in its +place. '_Whitter! Whitter!_' under the bed; behind the boxes. That was +the worst of a musk rat; no one could possibly tell where it would +'_whitter_' next. It wasn't its fault, of course; it meant no harm. +Poor little beggar! what a rummy sight it must be, if the yarn was +true, taking its kids out for a walk, tail by tail, in a string! And +then to George's infinite surprise and discomfiture, the feeble laugh +ended in a flood of tears; tears like a woman's, drenching the dry, hot +pillow. That was one comfort, they were as good as a water-cart! So +they came again between the laughs; for George, seventy miles away from +a white face, was down with the worst type of jungle fever. + +Sometimes when he felt a little better the factotum brought out the +medicine-chest and between them they made wonderful compounds, which +the latter administered when his master had gone back to the +blackbirds. + +It is a common enough experience, and George, not being a whit behind +many another young Englishman, fought his way through it pluckily, +while Ganesha, the groom, fished for soda-water bottles all day long, +and the water carrier circled round the house, cooling the dust with +sprinklings, and keeping an eye on the punkah coolie during the +factotum's absence over more barley-water or beef-tea. + +Scorching nights, blistering days, devils in sparrow shape, the fringe +of the towel pinned to the punkah, flicking your nose, yet sparing the +mosquito battening on your cheek. All this George knew, till discomfort +itself grew dim, and he ceased to care for anything in this world or +the next. + +Then after a time there was something dead cold--cold as ice--trickling +down his nose, and that surely was Dan's face. At any rate it was Dan's +voice. + +'It's all right, dear boy. Sure the doctor's ridden out too, and you'll +be round in a jiffy.' + +It is an Eastern record of life which tells us of a love passing the +love of women, and, even in these latter days one sees it more often +East than West; perhaps, paradoxically, because men have so often to +play a woman's part towards each other in India. Dan Fitzgerald in +particular was as gentle as any sister of mercy, and stronger than +most. To be sure he sat on the bed smoking, and after a day or two his +language over the barley-water was simply disgraceful. But by this time +George had come back from No-man's-land and could remember a little +booklet called 'Home Comforts Abroad,' which had been given him by his +grandmother. So Dan ferreted it out from the bottom of a box full of +canal records, and ordered the charcoal brazier into the verandah. Then +he stirred diligently while George, propped up by pillows, read out the +directions weakly. The result being that the factotum bore away a +deadly mixture in triumph, because even with this surpassing love in +his heart for the compounder, the boy could not swallow it. + +Nevertheless, wearied out by feeble laughter, he slept the first real +sleep of recovery and woke to extol the factotum's beef-tea. That +functionary being thus appeased, the little red brick furnace out in +the wilderness became a home indeed; that is to say, an abode of love, +and peace, and a great contentment. + +It was on the very day of promotion to an arm-chair and a cigarette +that George received a letter from Colonel Tweedie, enclosed in one +from Rose. His eyes grew moist as he read it; he had to pause ere he +could turn to where his companion sat busy over his share of the post, +and even then his voice faltered. + +'You--you _beast_, Dan!' + +The words were uncomplimentary; the tone was a caress. His hearer did +not affect to misunderstand. + +'Well, it will be jolly for you at Simla. The gayest fortnight of all +just before the rains, and there is nothing like a whiff of hill air +for killing the microbes. Besides, the Tweedies' house is awfully jolly +to stay in.' + +'But you?--you will be here,' said George remorsefully, despite the +eager pleasure in his eyes. + +Dan laughed. + +'It isn't the first time I've been in a jungle station. Are you +thinking of the whisky bottle again? Sure I'll take a temperance ticket +for the fortnight, if it would make my keeper easier.' + +'Don't be a fool, Dan.' + +He came round to lean over the back of George's arm-chair.' + +'Is that the thanks I get for warming a viper in my bosom? But I must +get back to the office for a day or two first. Then I'll start you off +with my blessing and all the boiled shirts you have in the world. And +more, by token, that picture of the girl with the Ayodhya pot that's +lying underneath them. Why didn't you show it me before? It's the best +thing you ever did, and must go to the exhibition. Always put your best +foot foremost up at Simla among the big-wigs. That is my advice.' + +'Which you don't follow yourself.' + +'But I do!--only my foot's a beetle-crusher, and the worms don't like +it. So that is settled, and we will tell the washerman about the white +ties. And look here, George, I'll bring the duplicate of that key back +with me. Then you can take yours, and I shall know----' + +George's hand went up to the back of his chair as if to find another to +clasp; then he changed the _venue_ with an odd little laugh. + +'Give me a light, old man. I--I can't keep this cigarette going, +somehow.' + +As Dan stooped over him their eyes met, and that was enough. + + + + + CHAPTER XIV + + +The angel Azrael had turned aside from other doors in Hodinuggur +besides that of the red-hot bungalow across the canal. Fuzl Elahi, the +potter, sat once more at his work, with the old calm on his face. The +wheel was back in the inner yard again, where the westering sun sent a +creeping shadow of the high wall almost to the edge of the spinning +circle. It spun so slowly that the eye could see the blue outline of a +pot upon the moulding pirn. + + + 'It was a woman seeking something, + Over hill and dale, through night and day she sought for + something. + "Foul play! foul play! look down and decide." + "Not I----"' + + +The chant stopped in a start. There was a grip on one shoulder, a thin +brown hand over the other pointing accusingly at the wheel. + +'Why didst lie to me?' panted a breathless voice, low yet hard. 'Why +didst say thou hadst sent it to her? Why? why?' + +'I lied not, heart's delight.' + +The slackening wheel, as his hands fell away from it, showed the +Ayodhya pot, as if in denial of his words; yet he repeated them gently, +looking back the while at the girl who had crept from the open door of +the hut behind him. 'I sent it; but it hath come back, as all things do +in Hodinuggur; as even thou didst, Azizan. Be not angry with thy +father. Lo, it is fate!' + +She set his deprecating hand aside roughly. + +'Let be, father--if father thou art. I tell thee 'tis the pot. Give it +me here. Yea; 'tis so, and thou hast put a false bottom of new clay to +it. Wherefore?' + +The old man's forehead wrinkled in perplexity. + +'I do it always. Let me finish the task, Aziz. Chandni, the courtesan, +will give money for it, as always; then thou shalt have violet sherbet +to allay the cough. Pity of me! how thin thou art!' + +In truth the girl was emaciated to skin and bone: her small face seemed +all eyes; yet, though she swayed as she stood from sheer weakness, +there was energy and to spare in her grip on the Ayodhya pot. + +'Chandni!' she echoed; then suddenly the fire died down, the tension of +her hold slackened. 'Lo, wherefore should I care if it be lies or +truth,' she muttered to herself; 'the old man is crazy, and 'tis the +Diwan's when all is said and done--not hers. Here, take it, poor soul. +I care not now, so I be left alone in peace.' + +'Art not angry with thy father, Aziz?' he asked humbly; but there was +no answer. He watched her languid retreat to the hut almost fearfully. +'Lo, she forgets the things I have remembered, and I forget those she +remembers, he murmured, before he broke once more into his chant with a +quavering voice. + +This forgetfulness of the girl's, showing itself so often, was a +perpetual wonder to the old man, who never for an instant doubted that +his dead daughter had indeed returned to him. 'Nay, but thou knowest +beloved!' he would remonstrate against her ignorance. 'Hast not played +in the Mori gate, and bought sweetmeats of old Bishno, perched on my +shoulder like any tame squirrel?' + +'Mayhap, mayhap!' she would answer impatiently. 'I care not. There was +a Hindu girl, I remember, who did not weep as the others used to do. +Life was a dream, she said. We would forget it soon in another. Mayhap +'tis true and I have forgotten.' + +It suited her to deceive the old man. When she had first realised the +position, she had been too weak to do more than wonder at it. Then, by +degrees, while she still lay helpless, the potter's talk, her own +recollections of old Zainub's hints, joined to the extraordinary +similarity in those extraordinary eyes, had given her a shrewd guess as +the truth. And with it came a fierce savage delight in her inheritance +of witchcraft. It meant revenge; revenge and safety. The potter deemed +her a ghost from another world; the village folk should think the same. +So she hid herself away in the dark hovel, spending the long hot days +in dreaming of a time when she could creep out on some moonlit night +and frighten the wits out of the world which had wronged her; for her +whole nature was jangled and out of tune. She hated everything and +everybody, herself included; at least so she told herself as she sat +idle, listless, brooding over revenge. It was not difficult for her to +avoid observation. To begin with, the village folk were afraid of the +potter's eyes at the best of times, and of late strange tales had been +told. Finally, Mai Jewun's longed-for son had been born with a distinct +thumb-mark, and had died. The only person, in fact, who could have +allayed these fears lay shrivelling into a mummy with the heat on the +old secret stairs; so Azizan might have wandered through the village +had she chosen without fear of anything save sending all the women into +hysterics, and making the men give themselves up as doomed to die. She +did not care to wander, however; she cared for nothing save to sit +crunched up at the lintel of the hovel door and stare into vacancy +until the dawn sent her back to the darkness within. + +The potter found her so when he returned from taking the pot back to +the Mori gate late in the evening. The fading daylight struggled still +with the rising moon, making confused havoc among the shadows, and +giving an odd iridescence to the dust-laden air. From without came a +barking of dogs, an occasional cry, every now and again a group of +bleatings from the goat-pens. All the every-day commonplace sounds of +village life; and in the courtyard the same lack of outward novelty. +Only an old man with his pugree off eating his supper of millet cakes +and water beside a sick girl. + +'Ari, beloved, cough not so!' came his tender voice. 'Lo! I will go but +now for the sherbet. Dittu was away when I passed his shop. And see, I +will seek out the sahib ere he leaves to-morrow and ask for more +medicine. It did thee good.' + +The girl's breath came faster. + +'Leaves? Wherefore?' + +'He hath been ill, dear heart, so Chandni says. He goes to the mem +sahiba in the hills.' + +Azizan's hand clutched the old man's arm. 'And the pot! what of the +pot?' + +He shook his head. 'Maybe it was for her. I know not. Cough not so, +beloved. See, I will fetch the sherbet.' He bent over her, as he rose, +in gentle pleading. 'Go not from me when I am away, Aziz. Lo! I will be +back ere long.' + +She gave a short laugh, and sank back, still breathless from her fit of +coughing. + +'Go! whither should I go? God knows!' The old man sighed as he turned +away, to look back more than once at the listless, dejected figure. So +it remained for an instant after his had disappeared through the outer +yard; then, as if galvanised, it rose suddenly, and the thin arms were +flung out passionately. + +'She shall not have it. Chandni shall not give it to her. She shall +not, she shall not.' + +Five minutes after, trembling half with weakness, half from sheer +hurry, Azizan was on her way through the village wrapped in a white +sheet snatched from the hut. What she was going to do she scarcely +knew, just as she scarcely knew whither she was going. Though within a +stone's-throw of her birthplace, the path down which she stumbled was +as unfamiliar to her feet as the tempest of emotion was to her mind. A +fever of excitement, anger, mistrust of everything and everybody surged +through her veins. The road was silent, deserted; but even had it been +thronged, the girl would not have hesitated. Amid all the confusion, +but one thing was certain: Chandni must tell the truth; she must be +found and made to tell the truth. But where? Yonder was the Mori gate; +she had seen that before through the lattice, and that, at any rate, +was a landmark. She would go there first and see. As she came within +ear-shot of the tunnelled causeway, a woman's voice rang out in shrill +laughter from the dark recesses to the right. Her first instinct was to +pause; then second-thought made her keep straight on her way as if to +pass through, till at the farther end of the causeway she turned +suddenly to the left and sank down behind a plinth. It was as if a +shadow had disappeared. A minute to regain her breath, and then she +crept farther into the darkness, where, unless some belated gossipers +should choose that side of the arch, she was secure. From over the way +a clash of anklets and a low full voice, contrasting strangely with +those high trills of laughter assured her that she had come straight +upon her quarry. The rest was patience, till, sooner or later, the +woman would be left alone. Sooner or later the laugh must cease; sooner +or later even wickedness must tire and turn to sleep. So the girl sat +crouched into herself in the curiously impassive attitude of her race, +her thin arms round the thin knees whereon her small chin rested. Not a +very startling sight outwardly; though, to describe what lay within is +wellnigh an impossible task with an audience of Western ears; for +Azizan's knowledge would be to such ears incompatible with her +ignorance, her jealousy and passion with her patience. Such an audience +must remember an upbringing foreign to all their experience, and +imagine her, still as a statue, though the blood raced like liquid fire +in her limbs and throbbed like sledge-hammers in her temples. The moon, +sinking slowly, sent a slanting yellow light through the dust-haze, +visible beyond the arched causeway; the village dogs ceased one by one +the nightly challenge to their fellows; yet, still the laugh went on. +Would wickedness never tire? The wonder, and her own heart-beats lulled +the girl to a drowsier patience. She woke to silence, and, standing up, +strained eyes and ears into the shadows. Not a sound. She stole softly +across the causeway, slipped into the recesses at the right, and +listened again. A low breathing from one corner made her feel a way +towards it, and her touch, light as a breeze, hovered over a figure on +the ground wrapped from head to foot in a sheet like a corpse; yet she +knew it could scarcely be Chandni, for she would not choose so airless +a spot. But there must be rooms above, and a roof above that, and they +were worth a trial before going on to the bazaar. Slowly, for she knew +nothing of where she was, Azizan groped her way to some winding stairs, +thence to a suite of low chambers, empty of all save the pigeons +rustling and cooing at her step in the dark. Upwards again till, at a +turn, an archway gave on a terraced roof not six feet square; and +there, lying on a string cot, which, from its narrow resting-place, +seemed suspended in mid-air, she saw the soft curves of a woman's +figure outlined against the moon-lit dust-haze beyond. It was not a +place for a sleep-walker's slumbers; not a place even for a restless +one; but Chandni slept the sleep of the unjust, which, nine times out +of ten, is sounder than that of the just. Her conscience never troubled +her; and in addition she belonged to a race apart from the customs and +creeds of the people. A race born to the profession of pandars and +prostitutes, openly, shamelessly. + +So, not being afraid, like other women-folk, of sleeping in the +moonlight with face uncovered, she lay carelessly as she had thrown +herself down, her tinsel-set veil turned aside by one arm thrust under +her head, the other stretched almost straight into the gulf of dusty +air, which glittered faintly like the ghost of a sunbeam. Beneath its +filmy net covering the bold sweep of her bosom rose and fell softly, +with its faded burden of the past day's jasmine chaplets. They gave out +a last breath of perfume as Azizan's thin brown fingers closed round +the sleeper's throat. + +'If thou stirrest,' whispered the girl to the startled eyes as they +opened, 'I kill. Feel!' + +Only a prick above the heart, but joined to that scorching, stifling +grip, it was sufficient to send the coming shriek back from Chandni's +lips. She lay terror-stricken, staring up at the wild light eyes which, +catching the moon rays as they dipped to the horizon, seemed to glow +with a pale fire. This was no ghost! it was something worse than that; +something that meant more than mere fright. + +'Why didst send the Ayodhya pot to her? Why? Give it me back!' + +Chandni slackened all over in sudden relief. If she could have laughed +with that hand on her throat the shrill sound would no doubt have risen +on the hot air. So that was all? Nothing but jealousy! Of all things in +the world the easiest to rouse--or to allay--by lies, and she had +plenty of those at her command. So many, that poor Azizan, after a +time, wondered sullenly how she came to be sitting amicably on the +string cot beside the woman whom she had meant to coerce. + +'Poor little chicken,' said the courtesan in contemptuous consolation. +'So thou wouldst have killed me, thy best friend? One who seeks to +destroy the mem! 'Twill be the ruin of her, look you, and then he will +have none of her. That is their way. She will not get him; so pine no +more, child. Lo! I will teach thee how to have lovers and to spare.' + +'I want no lovers,' muttered the girl angrily. 'If 'tis to harm her, +and thou hast sworn to that, I care not. And thou hast sworn to let me +be also. That is enough.' + +As she rose, folding her white veil round her, Chandni felt sorely +tempted to give the little push which must have overset the weak +balance, and sent Azizan to certain death below. But the thought that, +if looks said the truth, fate would do the work for her ere long +without scandal, stayed her hand. Besides, the knowledge that the girl +was alive and intent on revenge might be of use in dealing with the +palace-folk, if they showed themselves traitorous to her claims. So, +when she had watched Azizan go stumbling down the stairs, Chandni +rolled over lazily to meet the midnight wind which was springing up, +and shortly afterwards fell like a child, into dreamless slumber, long +before Aziz, who had sunk down on a step of the silent causeway, hoping +to regain strength for the homeward journey, felt equal to the task. A +deadly despondency had replaced her excitement; yet beneath this again +lay a dull resentment against fate. If she had understood, if she had +known, as Chandni seemed to know, the ways and thoughts of these white +people, she might have done better. She had meant no harm--no harm in +her world at least--for she was not bad. He might, as Chandni said, +turn away from the mem for being wicked, but he would never have +had cause to turn from her, if she had only known. She never would +have done anything to displease him--never have done, or said or +looked---- The sting of shameful memory drove her from her +resting-place to stumble on recklessly in the direction of a twinkling +light upon the mound. That must be the potter's house and he must be +watching for her; there she would at least find shelter. But it was not +the house; it was the potter himself seeking for her among the ruins. +His face, by the light of the cresset he carried, showed haggard, and +its anxiety soothed her, even while it sent a new pain to her heart. He +was unhappy at losing her, and she? O God! how her own heart ached! +Must it always be so when those you loved were lost? Then would _he_ +feel so if he had to turn away from the mem? Would it send that pain +into _his_ heart? + +The question was insistent, imperative, as, scarcely listening to the +old man's deprecating delight she followed him back to the darkness of +the hut. Even there it haunted her. Through the hot night, through the +long hot day as she lay huddled up out of sight. 'Would he care? And if +he did care, would she be glad or sorry for his pain?' + +The moon and the setting sun were disputing possession of the world +again, when George lay on a lounge chair in the verandah of the red-hot +bungalow. The air was fresher, if not cooler there, and the factotum +within was disturbing the foundations of the round world in attempting +to pack his master's things; among them Azizan's picture, and a parcel +which had been sent from the palace addressed to Mrs. Boynton. +Something, it was said, she had asked the vakeel at Rajpore to get for +her. The lad, though still weak, was joyous to the heart's core in the +knowledge that another hour would see him on his way to spend his +holiday in the society of the most perfect woman he had ever seen. That +was how he viewed his world. Gwen was in full focus; the rest of +humanity out of it; even poor Dan, who was at that moment riding +his hardest across the desert in order to take over charge of the +sub-division at its outermost limit, and so give the boy every possible +second of his leave. Not a very just estimate of relative values, but a +very usual one when Narcissus is absorbed with the reflection of +himself. + +'Salaam Aliakoom,' came a breathless voice behind him. He turned to see +Azizan, who had sunk as if exhausted on the verandah steps. He stared +at her silent with surprise, in which a certain shamefaced annoyance +was mingled. He had no desire to be reminded of her existence at +present, and even if, as he had felt inclined to suspect, there was +some mystery about her, he could do no good by inquiring now, on the +very eve of his departure. + +'I have come for the pot, Huzoor,' she began without preamble. 'They +took it from me. Lo! I was poor, and the poor have no voice. Justice! +Justice!' + +'Took it from you?' echoed George, his annoyance increasing at this +plunge into the past. 'Do you mean by force?' She nodded. 'But,' he +went on, 'you sold it. I gave the money to your mother when she came +here--on the night the tents were burnt.' + +'My mother died before that, Huzoor. It was not my mother who came, but +a bad one from the palace. It is true that I never sold it, never got +the money; and now I want the pot back again. It brings luck. I will +not sell it.' + +'But why didn't you come at once and tell me?' asked George angrily. +'Then I might have done something: now----' + +She interrupted him eagerly. + +'Your slave has been ill; as the Huzoor may perchance notice.' Her +wistful tone made George look at her more closely. + +'Very ill I should say,' he assented shortly. 'You are not fit to come +so far. Why did you? Why didn't you send some one else?' + +'I thought the Huzoor would not believe unless he saw me,' she answered +after a pause. 'I heard the Huzoor was going away to-day, and I wanted +the pot. Surely he will give it back! The protector of the poor has so +many things; his slave has but this one thing.' + +Her face was outlined against the white pillar beside which she sat, +and with all the languor of sickness on it still showed strong in its +entreaty. Something in it struck George with regret, even amid the +pressing desire to kick somebody which her words had roused in him. + +'Give it back,' he echoed savagely. 'Of course I would, if I could; but +I can't. It was stolen----' + +'It has been found again, Huzoor.' + +'Perhaps; but I haven't found it. I'm very sorry, my good girl, but I +haven't got it.' + +'The Huzoor mistakes. He has it. It is in the parcel that came from the +palace. They took it from me again to send it back to the mem.' + +George stared at her, unable to believe his ears. + +'Took it again then you were the thief--is that it?' + +There was a slight pause ere she replied. 'The Huzoor always speaks the +truth. I stole it--but it was mine.' + +George gave a low whistle; then a sudden grimness came to his face. +'And you say it is in that parcel they sent addressed---- By Jove, if +it is,' he added in English as he rose hastily. A minute after, when he +returned from within, his face was still more grim. + +'Here! take it,' he said, thrusting the blue curves of the Ayodhya pot +at her, as if in haste to be rid of it--and her. 'When I get back I'll +inquire, and if what you say is true----' He paused, reduced in his +anger to thinking incoherently of Dalel Beg and horsewhips. How dare he +send it to her, mixing her up, as it were, in such a discreditable +affair? 'Well,' he continued, looking impatiently at the girl, 'that's +all, I suppose. You don't want anything more, do you?' The attitude in +which she was sitting reminded him perforce of the sunshine glowing on +the blue-tiled mosque and of the sidling pigeons--of a past, in short, +of which he did not care to be reminded, and a hardness crept over his +face. + +'That is all,' she replied, rising to go. 'But the Huzoor should not be +angry. The pot belonged to this slave.' + +'Angry?' he echoed, with a sort of lofty consideration. 'Why should I +be angry with you? Every one has a right to their own surely. Now you +have got it, go home and get stronger, my child. Salaam, Azizan!' + +'Salaam Alaikoom, Huzoor.' + +He took up his cigar again, relieved to find it alight; for he felt +that he needed soothing. On his return, Dalel must be brought to book +and smashed; meanwhile he was not sorry that the cursed pot had finally +passed into the hands of its rightful owner, for it had a knack of +appearing and disappearing in a way which annoyed his common-sense. +Now, he need never see it or its owner again. One palpable reason for +the latter probability made him give a compassionate glance after the +thin, small face where consumption had set its mark indubitably, and +which he had seen for the last time. + +No! not the last. She too was pausing to look back from the gateless +gateway, guiltless of a fence on either side, which served no purpose +save arbitrarily, uselessly, to divide one portion of a dusty road from +another. So he saw her outlined against the shadows which softened the +havoc sickness had wrought in her young face; a graceful figure, seen +as he had painted her against the purple mound of Hodinuggur, with the +pot clasped to her breast. + +Yes! when Mrs. Boynton saw the picture she would be pleased; that is to +say, if he showed it to her at all. The thought absorbed him, and when +he looked up the shadows were empty. + + + + + CHAPTER XV + + +Ten days had passed since George, after many hours of deadly +discomfort, found himself admitting that the world was not such an +intolerable place, even in India; that, when all was said and done, +there were some things in it worth looking at. + +Those who have experience of these convalescent journeyings will +know at once that this must have been just about that turn of the +upward-trending road where a bridge slants the dhooli across the dry +torrent-bed, so that the traveller can see a stream of pink oleander +blossoms filling the narrow ravine. The morning sunshine lies yellow on +the red, parched hillocks, the red rocks crumble from thirst, but the +heat-hidden water proclaims its presence beneath them by that glory of +flowers. Nothing else, far or near, suggesting moisture; save, perhaps, +the candlestick-euphorbia, reminding one vaguely of the Ark of the +Covenant. Not a very welcome reminder, in this land of drought, where +even a deluge of rain would be a blessing; so, at least, thought +George, all unwitting of the times now close at hand, when a racing, +roaring demon would fill the narrow valley, the oleander flowers would +seem adrift, and the arch of the bridge would echo to the metallic +churnings of the boulders below, until, maybe, it would take a fancy to +join them, and leave travellers staring at each other across an +impassable torrent. + +Another slanting turn or two, and the candlestick bush is left behind. +The red-flowered indigo hides the dry, red soil, and from it rise +strange shrubs with sparse foliage and abundant blossom--yellows and +whites and lilacs--with here and there a burnished pomegranate, vivid +green and crimson. A sweet scent fills the air from grey aromatic +herbs, among which the wild bees keep up a perpetual hum. It is the +land of honey and honey bees. Butterflies also. There goes a purple +emperor, and, by Jove! yonder is one of those swallowed-tailed whoppers +you have seen somewhere in a glass case. The head sinks back on the +pillow again, tiredly content, to watch the scarlet flash of a +sun-bird. Was that a fern hidden in the crevice of the yellowing rocks? +Yes! parched, dwarfed, but still a fern. So on and up, until the +coolies set the dhooli down on a bit of real green grass beside the +tiny trickle of the spring whence they slake their thirst, and some one +from a shingled hut hung with flowering, fruiting gourds, brings the +sahib a red-brown earthen pot. A land of milk this--somewhat smoky, no +doubt, yet still milk. Over the tops of the fragrant pine-trees +something blue climbs up and up into the sky. Can it be a hill?--the +hills '_from whence cometh your help!_' The memory of some early +morning service in the odd little station church comes over you, with +the punkahs swinging overhead, the Deputy-Commissioner reading the +psalms, and the involuntary stir northwards of the small knot of +worshippers as the words sink straight into their hearts, bringing +thoughts of dear faces looking down on the heat-sodden plains. Yes! +those are the hills; for, as the coolies slither through the slippery +pine needles, the faint blue mist blending into the clouds rises, and +the headman, pausing, points to a cluster of white dots. Those are the +sahib-logues' houses. + +The path steepens; George pulls up the neglected shawl as shelter from +the growing cool; and as he is hurried along the curving road to find +old familiar friends in every flower and leaf his renewed vitality +expresses itself, oddly enough, in the inward conviction that here +at last is a place in which one could _die_ comfortably. Not that +George, or any other convalescent in his position, contemplates +the possibility of death; why should one when life has suddenly +become attractive?--when one can breathe instead of merely drawing +breath?--above all, when it is safe to go out into the garden without a +hat, and pick a carnation for your buttonhole before strolling over to +have tea with the most perfect woman in the world. + +Those ten days, therefore, passed like wild-fire. George knew no more +how he had spent them than how he had spent all his money. Chiefly, it +may be said, on sweets at Peliti's, kid gloves, and new ties. It was +the first time the young fellow had ever been let loose on equal terms +in the very best of society--a society, moreover, bent on amusing +itself. That he should follow its example was a foregone conclusion; +and it must be owned that he certainly got his money's worth in solid +enjoyment. There is always one particular period in the life of every +man and woman when the sun seems to stand still in the heavens on +purpose to make pleasure perpetual. This had set in for George, and it +had its usual effect in giving a fine-drawn, eager expression to his +face. Small wonder, perhaps, seeing that, as a rule, he never went to +bed till three in the morning, and that the days passed in one +ceaseless round of amusement. It seemed incredible, even to himself, +that, not a fortnight past, he had been agonising at Hodinuggur on +beef-tea and barley-water. But then Hodinuggur itself was incredible; +almost as much so as the fact that he had proposed to wear his old +white shirts, washed by a desert-washerman at Simla! They were thrust +aside in a bottom drawer now, and their place filled by brand-new ones +from a Europe shop; for how could one dance with the most perfect woman +in the world in a shirt that had no deportment? How, in fact, could you +do anything without reference to the certainty that your unworthy self +would form a part of perfection's environment? That is what it comes +to, when a steady, honest young fellow like George falls down on his +knees to worship a pretty face and a gracious smile. No doubt it was +not a very admirable occupation, but it seemed so to him, as it seems +to that majority of mankind which does not ask itself questions; simply +because he had been taught, as we have all been taught, to look on +sentimental love between the sexes as something almost divine. Thus, +the real issues being hopelessly confused, this new feeling of +passionate worship had all the effect of a new religion upon him. So +other things besides old shirts were thrust out of sight. Among them +Azizan's picture. The idol should not see it till the depths of deceit +regarding the Ayodhya pot had been fathomed, lest in any way +perfection's ears should be sullied by a queer story. By and by, when, +on returning to Hodinuggur he had time to unravel the mystery, he might +send the portrait to her as the best piece of work he had ever turned +out; but now? Why now, as usual, it was time to ride over on the hired +pony--of whose mane and tail you were inwardly ashamed--to the pretty +little house among the pine-woods, and there, in Paradise, try to +forget that but three days' more leave lay between you and purgatory. +Certainly not an admirable occupation; but the novelty, the excitement, +the supreme pleasure had gone, like wine, to the boy's head, producing +that exalted condition of mind and body, which has been described as +leaving one in doubts whether to have another whisky and water, or to +say one's prayers and go to bed. + +Lewis Gordon, standing in the back verandah, watched the young fellow +ride off with a frown. + +'It's too bad of Gwen,' he murmured to himself, as he went back to +finish dressing. 'I can't think what the fun can be. But the boy is +having a good time; that's one thing. And I suppose we all have to go +through it some time or another.' + +When he had done putting himself into an extremely dandified racing +kit, he passed through into the office again and began work steadily on +some files. _He_ was not on leave, and if he had to ride a steeplechase +at half-past four, that was no reason why he should waste an hour in +dawdling down to Annandale beside Gwen's _dandy_. There was no reason, +either, for his doing duty with Colonel Tweedie and his daughter, who +had ordered their horses at three. Time enough if he galloped down at +four, when the road would be pretty clear, instead of being clogged by +a perfect procession of women and coolies masquerading in ridiculous +costumes; whence it may be inferred that Lewis Gordon was in a bad +temper. As a matter of fact, he had been more or less so ever since he +arrived at Simla, despite the welcome he received from Gwen's constant +smiles, exquisite dresses, and admirable lunches. Perhaps he was +conscious that some one would have to pay for all these amenities, +and the prospect of responsibility in the future weighed on him; +not in a pecuniary point of view, but in reference to the fact that the +debtor would be his wife. For, like most men of his _genre_, he was +fastidious over the duties of women who were in any way connected +with him. Anyhow, he was distinctly dissatisfied with his world, as he +sat, buried shortsightedly up to his nose, in piles of paper; his +racing-colours, white with a crimson hoop, looking ridiculously out of +keeping with his occupation. + +A clatter of hoofs told him that the Colonel and Rose were off. He +could see them from his window passing a turn of the road below the +house, their figures outlined for a moment against the dim blue of the +valley. She sat straight, certainly, and as he watched her, a smile +came to his face as he remembered the partridge-hunt; but it was +replaced immediately by a frown. For the memory of Hodinuggur conjured +up that of Dalel Beg, who had come up to Simla for these races, and +had, in Lewis's opinion, been making himself most objectionable. + +There was no reason on earth, of course, why Dalel should not come; no +reason on earth why the Governor-General should not shake hands +with him, or any one else--that was part of the duty for which +Governor-Generals were paid; but that Gwen Boynton should shake hands +with him and allow him to speak to her familiarly, was different. That +was a matter of feeling, not a matter of reason. Apart from the +question of colour, Dalel was an objectionable brute--could scarcely be +otherwise, considering his up-bringings. That much of this was sheer +insular prejudice on Lewis Gordon's part may be true. If put to it, he +would have frankly confessed to many another objectionable brute with a +white face; but that the dark-skin should enter into the question is at +present inevitable in India, where it is typical of those theories and +practices which make real social intercourse between the upper classes +of the two races an impossibility--_at present_. + +And, to say sooth, Dalel was not nice, outwardly or inwardly. Even the +best tailor in Simla could not make him look aught but intolerable in +his elaborate riding-gear, as he paused on his way to the racecourse +before a small shop in the bazaar; a dark hole of a place, squalidly +bare of all save a sign where, in crooked lettering, it was announced +that 'MUNAHRLALLOFDELHIJEWLERGOLDWORKS' was ready 'TOBYANDSELL.' + +'No news of the pearls yet?' asked Dalel in an undertone of the man in +dirty white waist-cloth and low turban, who came out hastily to cringe +at his stirrup. + +'Huzoor, no! The ayah saith they have not come. Perhaps the little +sahib----' + +A measured shuffle of footsteps and a gay laugh arrested the +deprecating voice. It was Mrs. Boynton, carried by four men arrayed in +white; she herself being a vision of angelic spotlessness. Beside her, +his hand on the shafts of her _dandy_, his young face intent on hers, +came George Keene. It needs great ignorance or great experience to walk +in this fashion, without appearing either ridiculous or unseemly. +George looked neither; only supremely happy. + +'Who was that?' he asked, as his companion bowed. Her little gloved +hand resting so close to his tightened nervously. + +'Dalel Beg. He bowed to me.' + +George gave a quick glance backwards. 'By Jove, so it is! What cheek!' + +He thought so, honestly, as they passed on between the irregular rows +of shingled huts, leaving the group before the jeweller's shop, looking +after them curiously. Past the bazaar, down many a turn, till a bare +zigzag showed on the hill-side beneath them, and below that again a +green oval of valley set in trees. The eye following each angle of the +descent, could see, as it were in terraces, an almost continuous stream +of _dandies_, _rickshaws_, and ponies, all bent towards that grassy +oasis where a tent or two gleamed white, and a crowd of humanity +already swarmed like bees. + +There is no gayer crowd in the universe than this of Simla out for a +holiday; though, even as it passed downward, a man with a sober face +and a telegram in his pocket passed upwards on a sorry errand. Ten +minutes before that telegram handed in to the Club tent had hushed the +laughter into silence for a while. 'Cholera, of course,' said some one +after that while. 'I heard yesterday from Galbraith it was getting +rather stiffish in those parts. Poor old Jackson! After all these +years, too.' And then the recipient had ridden off in hot haste, +because the poor widow--the widow of his best friend--was coming +down at four with his wife to see the steeplechase, and it would be +best to prevent _that_, if possible. A sorry errand indeed, past those +holiday-makers, to whom he had to give back greeting, irrespective of +that death-message in his pocket lest the news might travel too fast. +Even to the pallid, pretty-faced young wife raising herself eagerly +from her cushions as he passed to ask if Mrs. Jackson had heard from +her husband that morning. She had had no letter; but of course Mr. +Jackson would have mentioned it if there had been anything wrong with +Charlie? Doubtless, Mr. Jackson would have done so, came in answer to +the wistful eyes, ere the messenger rode on full of that wrathful, +surprised grief which such scenes bring to the average Englishman. And +it must not be forgotten that it is in such scenes as these that the +foundation of all that is best in our Indian empire is laid. Going +to the hills! Whose fault is it that the phrase conjures up to the +English ear a vision of grass-widows, flirtations, scandals, +frivolities! Surely it is the fault of those who, telling the tale of a +hill-station, leave out the tragedy of separation which makes our rule +in India such a marvel of self-sacrifice both to the woman and the man. + +Yet below, in the Club tent, and round the shady ring the laughter went +on after its brief check. Mrs. O'Dowb, whose husband had held hill +appointments ever since he married a big-wig's daughter, improving the +occasion against her bitterest foe, Mrs. Larkins, by declaring that +some women had no sense of duty, and seemed to forget that they had +sworn at the altar to cherish their husbands. To which her little +enemy, using the sharp tongue which captivated mankind in general, +assented smilingly; she herself knew women who could not be brought to +understand that their absence must be a far greater comfort than their +presence. Whereat there was war. + +A gay crowd indeed! with here and there a surge, accompanied by murmurs +of 'Your Excellency,' and a steady circle round some recognised leader +holding her little court. Not much interest on the whole, however, over +the races, save among a knot of men near the betting-tent, when Dalel +Beg, hand in glove with a shady lot of men from a newly-opened hotel, +went swaggering about with his jockey's colours pinned on to his coat. + +'I'm not on duty to-day,' replied a handsome man to Gwen Boynton's +inquiry why he was not as usual in the tent. 'A contingent of bad lots +brought their ponies up and rushed the meeting. They do it sometimes, +and then it isn't good enough for old stagers. All we stewards can do +is to keep 'em as straight as we can, and that isn't easy. Weight for +weight, inches for inches, Mrs. Boynton, I'll back an Indian gymkhana, +where nobody has any money to pay, and all the subalterns think they +know something about a horse--especially their own--to lick creation in +sheer crookedness. And when the profession come down like a wolf on the +fold, as they have done to-day, it is crookeder still. And all about a +_pari mutual_ for the most part.' The look of disgust on the speaker's +face was almost comical. + +'Poor Major Davenant!' smiled Gwen sympathetically. 'But the chase will +be good. Mr. Gordon is in it.' + +'I wish he wasn't.' + +A wish which was echoed by Rose Tweedie, who stood within earshot. For +the last half hour she had been trying to keep her eyes away from the +zigzag--now almost deserted--on the opposite hill-side. An ineffectual +attempt; ineffectual as her wish, for there, coming down at a rattling +pace, was an unmistakable figure. She clasped her hands tighter on her +riding-whip, impatient at her own nervousness, and went on talking to +George Keene. + +'No! you are not a creditable patient. You don't look a bit better than +you did a week ago; I am not sure you don't look worse. And you have +only three more days; you should ask father for an extension.' + +Mrs. Boynton turned round quickly. 'What a splendid idea! Do, Mr. +Keene! Rose will back you up, and so will I. You mustn't go before the +Club ball.' + +The young fellow flushed, but shook his head, with a laugh. 'And poor +old Dan down in the wilderness? Not I. It is only excess of amusement, +Miss Tweedie. I shall soon get over that at Hodinuggur.' + +His face sobered at the very thought. + +'Poor fellow,' murmured Gwen in an undertone, and he brightened up +again. + +'How many gloves was it to be on Bronzewing, Miss Tweedie. You promised +to back her against the field, you remember,' came a voice, making Rose +start. How nice he looked with his covert coat just showing the white +and crimson! She hated herself for thinking such things, and yet she +thought them all the same; it seemed to her, sometimes, as if she were +always thinking of him; but she had given up hating herself for +that--that had to be faced, and kept secret, like this strange feeling +of dread. She had seen dozens of men ride steeplechases before without +a flutter at her heart: but now---- + +'You bet? Then I lay you three to one against. You need not pay, +lady-fashion,' interrupted another voice ere she had time to reply. It +was Dalel Beg, swaggering along fresh from a Vice-Regal hand-shake to +assert his rights in society; notably with Mrs. Boynton, much to her +tall companion's horror, for he had done his best on two occasions to +get the offender kicked off a racecourse. The Mirza's flabby hand was +now thrust out at Rose, but the riding-whip seemed a fixture in both of +hers, as it would have been had the hand offered been fair instead of +dark, for there was a certain class of men with whom the girl never +shook hands. Lewis Gordon, watching her with curious impatience, as he +often did in society, had often been forced to confess unwillingly that +her instincts in this respect were generally right. This time her +refusal gave him distinct pleasure. + +'I don't bet lady's-fashion,' she replied coolly; then turning to +Lewis, went on in the same tone: 'I believe I did promise, Mr. Gordon; +so perhaps Major Davenant wouldn't mind half-a-dozen pairs to one on +the mare.' + +'Double the odds wrong way up,' smiled the Major, crossing over to her +side. 'You wouldn't make your fortune as a bookmaker, I'm afraid. +However, I'll take it, if you let me hedge for you.' + +'You don't know Bronzewing. I do.' + +'You don't know the field. I do. In fact, Gordon, if I had had any idea +we were to be inundated with down-country ruck, I should have advised +you to scratch. They don't want outsiders.' + +'They will have to thole them, as we say north of the Tweed,' replied +Lewis. As a rule he was shy of admitting his Scotch birth, and the +pronoun sounded sweet in Rose's ears. + +'What an arrant pirate you are, Gwen,' he said in a low tone as he took +the place beside her _dandy_ vacated by Dalel Beg, who, after returning +to her for consolation, had gone on to the tent. 'You have been betting +against me, haven't you, dear?' + +'Against Bronzewing, you mean. What chance can she have with the +Confederation's Waler? If you were riding _it_--and I am so badly off +for gloves.' As she looked at her lavender-cased fingers plaintively, +she was as pretty and well-dressed a picture of gracious womanhood as +the imagination could paint. The fact was mollifying and brought +admiration to his eyes. + +'Don't see it. Seems to me you want nothing. What a jolly shawl that +is! too good, surely, to be crumbled up that way.' + +He was right. A white cashmere with a broad bordering in faint greys +and lavenders is hardly the thing for a dust-cloth. Perhaps she was +aware of the fact; anyhow, she coloured up. + +'Not at all. I bought it for a mere song. Isn't it time you were +weighing-in or something of that sort? they have been ringing a bell.' + +'Directly. You see, I'm dressed and ready.' + +'Yes, I see. You look so nice.' + +Rose might have made the remark with far more fervour than Gwen could +conjure into it, and yet the latter scored the points, for Lewis +strolled off feeling less dissatisfied with life than before. Men are +trivial creatures when they have to do with that trivial creature, +woman. + +To a large proportion of men, a horse-race is a most uninteresting +affair; to the majority of women, it is a mere accessory to a misused +wedding-breakfast or a somewhat spoilt _fete champetre_. This one was +no exception to the rule, and the interest of the resident racers being +reduced to a minimum, there was little excitement beyond the immediate +circle by the tents. + +'Game little beast that of Gordon's,' remarked Major Davenant after +Lewis had cantered past. 'Pity she hasn't a chance, but I'm afraid she +is out-classed. By George, they are off, and she--no! That's a pity.' + +A short man standing close by laughed. + +'For Gordon. I know that dun beast; seen him down country; warranted to +wear out the temper of any but his stable companions. Is Bronzewing +keen, Miss Tweedie?' + +'Very.' + +'I thought so. There--back again. Gordon looks pleasant, doesn't he?' + +His face certainly showed irritation, his hand did not; and as he +turned the mare to face the starter again, he leant forward to pat the +fine bronze neck. + +There was greater interest this time as the pace slackened to a walk. + +'Splendid line,' commended the Major--'now then, starter! Oh! dash the +mare! No--by Jove, that was well done.' + +'For the dun,' echoed the short man. 'Smart; very. Wonder how he +managed it?' For as the flag fell, Bronzewing had reared straight on +end, only to shoot forward with a bound which more than compensated for +the delay on which the others had counted. + +'Didn't you hear?' cried Rose, clasping her hands. 'It was the +partridge's note did it. He--Mr. Gordon gave it. You heard, didn't you, +Mr. Keene?' + +'Yes! I heard.' He was as excited as she was. 'By Jove, what a sell for +that dun brute! Look, there they are. He is in--right in to the posts; +trust Gordon for that.' + +Now to be in to the posts means something when you have to go twice +round a course which follows the narrow oval of a valley. Except at the +ends of the ellipse when a less clever-footed beast than Bronzewing +might find trouble in the sharp curve. + +'Oh! how badly that man rides,' cried Rose. 'He can't hold his horse. +Ah!' She felt a wild inclination to cover her eyes--to get away--not to +see; for, as the horses rose to a stone wall, a sudden swerve of his +left-hand neighbour carried Lewis Gordon's foot clear out of the +stirrup. + +'All right, Miss Tweedie, over like a bird. But you are right. Green +rides badly.' And the short man looked at the Major comprehensively. + +'Jimmy,' called the latter quickly, when the horses showed again at the +end curve as they came round on the winning post for their first turn, +Bronzewing fourth and ousted from her inner place by Blue-and-white, +who was making the pace over the straightest bit in the course; 'get me +all you can from them on the mare--in Simians Gad! I should like to let +those fellows in.' + +'But she is behind, ever so far behind,' interrupted Rose, divided +between regret and relief that she would not have to watch a reckless +tussle at the end, with its thousand possibilities of mishap. + +'There isn't a beast near her at the jumps, and if Gordon--he's saving +her now, Miss Tweedie--gets the inner lap again top and bottom; it is +as near a moral as racing ought to be. Lord! how she took that water! +Well done, little 'un, well done!' + +He was almost as excited as George, who was craning forward to catch a +last glimpse of the trail of bright colours skimming round the farthest +turn behind some trees. + +'By Jove! he is in again, and how Green is riding him! Stick to it, +man, stick to it! Game little lady! not an inch to spare, and waltzed +over it as if she had the floor to herself. They mean Blue-and-white to +win; that's clear. Ah! now it's on the straight! Now Green will shoot! +H'm--not much to spare in that cross. Green's in--that's an end. +Blue-and-white wins, unless he makes a mistake.' Major Davenant put +down his field-glasses with a sigh. + +On they came; the Red-hoop and the Green almost neck and neck, close +in to the posts. Keeping pace half a length behind in the clear, +Blue-and-white saving breath for his awkward beast at the last hedge; +behind them, a trail of colours like a pennant streaming backwards. Now +they are at the sharpest corner, and a murmur rises as Bronzewing +shoots ahead, making the Green give way. + +'Hullo, what's that?' cries the Major; 'a foul? Did any one see it?' + +There was no time for an answer as yet. Green, seeing his work over, +slacks to pace, and there is nothing but an easy hedge and a couple of +hundred yards galloping between the Crimson-hoop, Blue-and-white and +the winning post. Inch by inch Bronzewing gives way before the swinging +stride of the Waler, but she presses him hard, too hard for the last +fence, easy as it is. They rise almost at the same second. It is the +mare's last chance against those longer, clumsier legs, and she gains +it. Blue-and-white sways in his saddle as his beast, touching the rail, +staggers, jumps short, and rolls over easily. Green, half a length +behind, is alongside in a second, but a second too late; for Lewis +Gordon wins by that second, and no more. + +Rose, who for the last minute has been completely blinded by the +beating of her own heart, was left alone amid feminine congratulations, +the men having gone to offer theirs in person to the winner. + +'Oh, Jimmy, my boy! I wish I'd said thousands, mourned Major Davenant +as he passed his pal in the outer tent. + +Jimmy whistled softly. 'Just as well you didn't; they claim a foul for +Green, and it looks bad. I wish you had been on. Williams and Gray are +such duffers, and Van Souter'--a shrug of the shoulders completed his +meaning effectually. + +'A foul! Well, I must own it looked like one to me. What does Gordon +say?' + +'Looks black as thunder. Go inside and see. Most of the field swear to +it; but it isn't like Gordon.' + +There was not much judicial serenity about the inquiry which was being +made in the steward's tent; nor much of the pomp and circumstance of +justice either. Nothing but a bare tent, a cane-bottomed chair or two, +and the weighing-machine, where Lewis still sat listening to Dalel Beg, +who was volunteering information. An Englishman in like position would +have been told to hold his tongue; but what are vaguely termed +political considerations affect the question in regard to the native +nobility, especially at headquarters. + +'I beg your pardon, I'm sure,' interrupted one of the judges +diffidently; 'but if you will allow me--since the claim is +made--perhaps Mr. Crosbie--that is, I think, your name, sir?--will +kindly tell us what occurred.' + +The man in green silk bowed. He was a gentlemanly-looking man, with a +suspicion of past military training in his carriage. + +'I regret it excessively, and I am sure it was quite unintentional on +Mr. Gordon's part, but there can be no question about the foul. As most +of those present can bear me out in saying, I had taken and kept the +inner place fairly. Mr. Gordon was riding for it also. At the corner +post his mount was too eager, and the foul occurred. So violently that, +as you see, two buttons have been almost wrenched off my breeches. I +quite admit that I recovered an outside place without much delay; but I +beg to remind the judges that the race was lost by a second.' + +'And I beg to remind the judges,' added the Blue-and-white jacket, +'that I was on a level with Mr. Crosbie and Mr. Gordon, a little +farther out, and saw the whole affair. It was not Mr. Gordon's fault; +but the foul was indubitable.' + +'And what have you to say about it, Mr. Gordon?' + +'I?' He rose quietly and went over to Green. 'I should advise Mr. +Crosbie to try benzine collas. It's the best thing I know for taking +paint off breeches--doesn't stain at all. By the way, Davenant, I've +often told you that is a most awkward post. It's just on the angle, and +if you haven't perfect control over your beast, it is almost sure to go +the wrong side, as Mr. Crosbie's did, and then, if the thing is newly +painted as it is to-day you--you spoil your clothes.' + +He turned on his heel as he drawled out the last words and walked away. + +'I utterly deny, I--I--it is impossible----' stuttered Green and Blue +together. + +He looked back from the door. 'Exactly so; I leave you, gentlemen, to +settle how Mr. Crosbie got that red paint on his left knee, when, +according to you, he was hugging the post with his right. It is an +interesting question, and I shall be glad to hear the judges, decision, +when they have arrived at it.' + +He was in a towering temper despite his cool words; and Mrs. Boynton +felt quite a pang of alarm as he apologised curtly for not being able +to wait for her, saying he was in a hurry to get home to some important +work. That, however--as she noticed keenly--did not prevent him from +spending five minutes beside Rose Tweedie in eager conversation. Of +course, Lewis Gordon was not such a fatuous idiot as to allow the mere +gain or loss of half a dozen pairs of kid gloves to affect his +arrangements for the future; but it certainly affected him in the +present, and Gwen was quite aware of the fact, and felt glad that the +proceedings of the _pari mutual_ were strictly confidential. As she +went home, listening gracefully to George Keene's adoring small-talk, +her mind was full of care. Now at these periods of life when the sun +stands still in the heavens, and a man acquires the art of talking +about the most trivial details in a tone which is a caress, he is apt +to pall, unless the caress means as much to the woman. So Gwen sent +George home from the turn up to her house, and went alone through the +scented pine-woods, where the long shadows lay across the path. Her +face, now there was no necessity for a smile, looked haggard and +anxious; utterly out of keeping with the luxury of her surroundings, +and the comfort of the flower-decked verandah, where the ayah stood +waiting to receive her mistress. Some one else was waiting too, in +highly starched muslin and a low-wound white pugree showing a triangle +of pale-pink folds above the forehead. A smirk was on his face, a +wooden pen-box under his arm, and an attendant was squatting beside +more boxes done up in a Manchester handkerchief. + +'Mem sahiba see my thing? Gold-work, Delhi-work, Cashmir-work--all +work.' + +He thrust a card into her hand-- + + + 'Manohar Lal, from Delhi.' + + +She turned away quickly. 'I don't want anything. Ayah! how often have I +told you never to let these people come?' + +'Manohar Lal say he know Mem sahiba,' murmured the ayah sulkily, moving +off with the wraps. + +'No need to buy, Huzoor,' said the crafty lips. 'I have good things to +look. Or I buy. Anything. Gold-work, silver-work, pearls. I buy three +big pearls of lady in Rajpore last months. Shall I open boxes, Huzoor?' + +'Yes; you can open them,' said Gwen quickly. + + + + + CHAPTER XVI + + +Deodars and soft green stretches of turf, surrounded by a map of Asia +in high relief; silver streaks of rivers at the bottom of the map; +snowy peaks and passes at the top of the map, just as if they were set +there to show comparative lengths and heights. Such was the scene from +the ridge chosen out for what is called a Rajah's picnic. What Rajah or +Maharajah, what Nizam or Nawab, matters not. Some one of the many +feudatories who crowd to prefer their claims to something at Simla had +asserted his dignity by giving a picnic to society, and society had +consented to come and eat _pate de foie gras_ and drink champagne on a +hill-side, at the expense of a man to whom one or other of these two +things was an abomination. That is the case in a nutshell; and so long +as the _pate_ was not bought cheap from a box-wallah, and the champagne +was drinkable, nobody cared whether the host was or was not performing +the whole duty of man in tempting his fellows to do those things which +he himself considered worthy of purgatorial pains. But then, to +nine-tenths of the guests the host was a mere lay figure imported into +society on certain occasions, in order to give it local colour by the +display of gold tissue and diamonds. + +Barring the shock it gives to first principles in some minds, a Rajah's +entertainment is generally pleasant enough; never more so than when it +takes the form of a picnic--which, by the way, the natives translate +adroitly into pagul khana, or 'fool's dinner.' This one was no +exception to the rule. Two huge flat-roofed tents, open on all sides +save for a deep valance of gay applique-work, and supported by fern and +flower-wreathed poles, served as marquees, where a most elaborate lunch +was laid out in a style worthy of the great Simla caterer. What the +cost was to be per head to the unfortunate noble playing the part of +host is a trivial detail. So, to him, was the lunch itself, seeing that +in this particular case, the host was a Hindu of the strictest caste; +too pure, too proud even to sit down at a table spread with such +abhorred viands. His part consisted, therefore, in receiving the +company in a Cashmir shawl tent with silver poles, yawning between the +handshakes, and thereinafter, when the outcasts were safely started on +the champagne and the _pate_, jolting back joyfully in a _jhan-pan_ to +Simla in order to purify himself in unmentionable ways before eating +his own dinner. The next day or the day after he would pay the bills, +some official would be told off to congratulate him on the success of +the entertainment; perhaps, if he was a great swell, to say that +H---- E----y had enjoyed it immensely. And then the only thing +remaining to be done would be to enter the cost in the State accounts. +Under what heading outsiders cannot presume to say; possibly +civilisation. + +But none of the guests troubled themselves about these details. The sky +was blue as blue could be, the grey bloom on the spreading deodar +branches glinted white in the strong light, the shadows beneath them +showed black. Across the valley, contours of terraced crops round a +cluster of apricot-trees marked the village sites. Blue air lay between +you and them, blue air between them and the snows, blue air gave a +thousand iridescent tints to the plains rolling up into the southern +sky beyond the dotted ridge of Simla. And below you, drifting up the +valleys like grazing sheep, were little fleecy mist-clouds, +inconsequent, hopelessly astray. + +'Poor things! How lost they look!' said Gwen gaily, pointing at them +with her white lace parasol. + +'A fellow-feeling makes us wondrous kind,' quoted one of her circle. +'Mrs. Boynton knows what it is for a heavenly being to be condemned to +earth.' + +'That sounds prettier than it is. An angel astray! Lewis! defend me +from my friends!' + +She turned to him with the prettiest air of appeal, the sweetest +confidence in a regard, which to the outside world was cousinly, to +these two something more. Such a bait seldom fails to rouse a man's +vanity, even if it leaves his heart untouched. + +'My dear Gwen,' he replied readily, 'there is no need for defence. The +angel is not astray since you are here with us, and we are in +Paradise.' + +George Keene applauded with both hands as he sat at her feet looking +out over the plains. Once more it seemed incredible that there should +be such a place on God's earth as Hodinuggur. + +'Well, some of us will be sitting at the gate thereof disconsolate ere +long,' remarked a man leaning against a rock, with a cup of black +coffee and a cigarette. 'By the way, Keene, we might share a tonga the +day after tomorrow.' + +'Mr. Keene is not going,' interrupted Mrs. Boynton quickly. 'No one +wants him down there, and we need dancing men dreadfully. Miss Tweedie +had spoken to her father about it?' + +'And you?' + +The question, which came almost in a whisper, was answered by a smile +only; but it brought a sort of mist to George Keene's young eyes as he +looked out over the plains again. The spiritual exaltation of it all +was almost too much at times for the hard-headed young fellow who had +clothed his own honest uprightness with a woman's softness and +sweetness, in order to worship it. + +Now, as a matter of fact, Mrs. Boynton had said nothing to Colonel +Tweedie about the lad's leave; still, as she fully intended doing so in +the course of the afternoon, her smile was perhaps excusable. 'What is +more, she kept to her intention. Half an hour afterwards any one rash +enough to do so might have interrupted a _tete-a-tete_ she was +conceding to the Colonel in the shade of a huge deodar tree to one side +of a level stretch where two mud tennis-courts had been laid out. But +no one did. A certain officialdom prevails in Simla society, and the +heads of departments have recognised rights and privileges. The +Colonel, however, would scarcely have admitted that he owed his good +fortune to his seniority, for he felt juvenile in a new lounge suit +with very baggy trousers--quite the thing for lolling about in on the +grass while a pretty woman leant over the shafts of the _dandy_ she was +using as a seat, and asked for your opinion on a number of trivial +personal questions. Yet Gwen Boynton was in earnest about it all--to +judge from her eyes--as she let the conversation drift further afield. + +'He is such a nice boy--one of those boys who make a woman think how +delightful it would be to have a son in her old age. But he looks as if +he would be the better of another week in the hills; and I suppose even +you cannot manage that.' + +He smiled condescendingly. + +'The Lieutenant-Governor might object, of course.' + +'Then you can! Ah! Colonel Tweedie, if you would! He really isn't fit +to go down, and Mr. Fitzgerald, who is as strong as a horse, could +easily stop at Hodinuggur. He wouldn't like it, of course, but it won't +hurt him. Only----' She paused, looked at her companion, and shook her +head gravely. + +'Only?' echoed her elderly admirer, his heart, which had melted like +wax at her cavalier mention of Dan, stiffening again at what might be +consideration for that most ill-advised person. + +'Only George won't consent to that, I'm afraid. He has such a +ridiculous attachment to Mr. Fitzgerald. And I suppose it would be +quite impossible to leave the place even for a few days without a +really first-class man in charge. What a comfort it must be for you to +have officers on whom you can rely, like Mr. Fitzgerald.' + +Colonel Tweedie gave his little preparatory cough. 'No doubt, +no doubt. At the same time, I am not aware that Mr. Fitzgerald's +presence--er--is so--er--indispensable. The fact is, my dear Mrs. +Boynton, that, owing--er--to previous occurrences, we were anxious to +keep him out--er--out of the responsibility as much as possible. In +fact, but for his own request I should not--er--have arranged for +him to take Mr. Keene's work at all. To refuse, however, would +have--er--given rise to--er--unfounded comment, and so----' + +She interrupted his halting mixture of dignity and desire to be at once +considerate and captious with a sigh. + +'Poor Mr. Fitzgerald, he has been unlucky. And I suppose if anything +were to go wrong when he was there you would have to take notice of it. +How dreadful for him! Perhaps, after all, it would be better for George +to go back. One would need to be omnipotent to carry out all one's +kindly impulses, wouldn't one, Colonel Tweedie? And we women are so +helpless.' + +He leant forward and laid his hand close to hers as it rested on the +framework of the _dandy_. 'Unless you have a stronger arm at your +disposal, as you have now--my dear lady--if only for your kindness to +my daughter, and, as you say, young Keene is not quite the thing. +Besides--I--I mean you--I mean there are privileges which----' + +What those privileges were remained unexplained, though Gwen, no doubt, +had a shrewd guess at them, for, just at that moment Dalel Beg, having +no fear of Departments before his eyes, came swaggering up in a +bright-green velvet coat. + +'Aha, you here! Hi, you kitmutghar, bring me champagne cup. Jolly, +Tweedie, ain't it?' The Colonel's face belied the proposition, but the +new-comer was not one of those who look for support to surroundings; he +was a law unto himself only. 'You see I wear swagger clothes like you, +Mrs. Boynton. Rajah Sahib old-style man, so I come as native of India +to please him. He is neighbour, Mrs. Boynton, by Hodinuggur, down +waste-water canal cut. You give him water, sir, he give you lakhs on +lakhs.' + +This time the Colonel's expression was a study, but Gwen, despite her +usually keen sense of the ludicrous, did not add a smile to the Mirza +sahib's crackling laugh. + +'I regret,' began the head of the Department loftily, but Dalel's mind +was full of one thing only, and that was himself; his immense +superiority over the Rajah Sahib, his equality with the sahib-logues. + +'Hi, kitmutghar. _Ai, soor ke butcha kyon nahin sunte ho?_ (Ah, son of +a pig, why don't you listen?) _Ek_ glass curacoa. Cup what you call +hog-wash, eh, Tweedie? Rajah, poor chap, know nothing about cup. +Khansamah do him in the eye, hee, hee! Poor old chappie. Gone home to +do poojah and have baths. What rot!' + +'Will you take me to get a cup of coffee?' said Gwen hastily to Colonel +Tweedie. 'I won't trouble you to bring it here; it spills so in the +saucer and then it drops over one's best frock.' + +The courteous excuse for escape, which came quite naturally to Gwen's +lips, pleased neither of her companions. The gracious instinct +prompting it, which to Colonel Tweedie seemed uncalled for, was totally +lost on the Mirza. He scowled after her, and muttering something as he +tossed off the curacoa, went off to bestow his favours elsewhere. + +A minute or two afterwards, George Keene ran up to the empty _dandy_ +and pushed something under the cushion. + +'She won't mind,' he said half aloud, 'and it's safer there than in the +tent. Wouldn't do to lose it here, of all places in the world. All +right, Markham, I'm coming! Spin for court. Rough? Rough it is. If I'd +only known they were going to put me up in the doubles, I'd have come +in flannels.' + +With coat and waistcoat off, however, his white shirtsleeves rolled up, +showing young, white round arms, and his Cooper's Hill scarf doing duty +as a belt, George looked workman-like enough to play in the impromtu +match of civil against military; and being of wholesome mind and person +straightway forgot the round world in the effort to keep one ball +a-rolling. + +The sun hung in the west above a frilled edging of lilac-tinted hills, +the snows began to glisten, the valleys on either side grew fathomless +as the mist rose from the streams dashing through them. On the ridge +itself the deodars sent long shadows eastward, though the yellow +sunshine still seemed to crisp the tufted parsley-fern among which +civilisation grouped itself in cliques and sets for afternoon tea, and +in which the servants, decked in gorgeous liveries for the occasion, +flitted about like gay butterflies. A great content was on all; perhaps +the memory of an excellent lunch lingered with the men, the gratifying +consciousness of being well-dressed with the women, but the most of +them felt that it was good to be there, transfigured, as it were, on a +hill-top, forgetful even of Simla, whose shingled roofs showed on a +jagged outline to the south. Yet Gwen Boynton, who, as a rule, would +have shown at her best in such a scene, a situation, a society, pleaded +a headache as an excuse for getting away early; so that when George +came back to where he expected to find her _dandy_, she was already on +her way back to Simla. + +'What is it, Mr. Keene?' asked Rose, who was mounting her pony close +by. + +'Oh, nothing; only I put my watch and keys under the cushion of Mrs. +Boynton's _dandy_, and now she has gone off. If you see her on the +road, you might tell her. I have to play a return match--bad luck to +it!' + +'You don't look very unhappy,' laughed the girl, as he finished the +task of putting her up by professional little tugs at her habit to make +it sit wrinkle-less. 'And oh! by the way, it's all right about your +leave. Father has arranged it; he told me so just now.' + +'How good you are! If I could only leave my interests in your hands, +always, the future would have no terrors for me, as they say in the +melodramas. Good-bye, Miss Tweedie, till dinner-time, and--you won't +forget about the watch, will you? I don't want Mrs. Boynton----' + +'I'll take care she doesn't make off with it,' interrupted Rose, +wilfully unsympathetic, as she moved away at a walk. A hundred yards or +so along the broad ride--which had been cut for the occasion in the +hill-side from the high road to the picnic place--a zigzag bridle-path +led down into the valley. Rose had never ridden that way, but she knew +that, once at the stream below her, a recognised short cut would take +her direct to her destination. At the worst, she might have to dismount +and lead her horse for a while, and there was something decidedly +fascinating in a downward path at all times, more especially when every +step showed something new stealing into vision out of a blue mist. In +addition, she would avoid the rush of people, and of late Rose Tweedie +had found a large proportion of her fellow-creatures very tiresome; +perhaps because humanity is only gifted with a certain capacity for +liking, and she expended too much of hers on one person. The first mile +or so fully justified her choice; the path, if steep, was safe, and, +after passing over a small bridge, she was about to follow a track, +apparently leading down the right side of the ravine to the road below, +when she heard a faint shout behind her to the left. With her +experience of the Himalayas, she stopped instantly, knowing she must be +on the wrong track, and retraced her steps, expecting, after a few +turns, to come on the shepherd or coolie, who, having seen her from +above, had raised the warning cry. Instead of this she came on Lewis +Gordon, riding at what was really a breakneck pace for the style of the +path. He pulled up suddenly. + +'Miss Tweedie! you don't mean to say it was you I saw on the other +bank? I had half a mind not to shout, for a man with a clever pony +could do it easily. What a piece of luck for you I did!' + +She flushed up at once. 'I'm afraid I don't see it in that light. I've +no doubt I could have done it as easily as a man, and it is annoying to +be brought back half a mile out of your road for nothing.' + +'Unless that road happens to be a mile longer to begin with, as it is +in this case,' replied Lewis coolly. 'But you really ought not to have +tried the short cut alone. Your father, of course, had arranged to meet +the Lieut.-Governor, and Keene couldn't get away; but if you had asked +me, I should have been delighted to do my duty--I suppose you won't let +me say pleasure; that is reserved for my juniors.' There was a certain +snappishness in the conclusion of his speech which somehow appeased +Rose's wrath. + +The futility of many proverbs has scarcely a better example than that +one which sets the orthodox number for anger at two, when almost +universally it is either one or three. For the spectacle of another man +losing his temper is almost sure to soothe the first offender, unless +dispassionate humanity reappears in the shape of a spectator. So Rose +said sweetly that he was always very kind, and she certainly would have +asked him to pioneer her, had she anticipated any difficulty; since no +one could give a better lead over than Bronzewing and her rider. And +then, having reached the valley and a broader path, they dawdled along +it at a walk beside the very edge of a stream splashing and dashing +over its pebbly bed, and curving round tiny meadows just large enough +to serve as a stand for some huge walnut tree. The soft mist they had +seen from above, now they were in it, only intensified the blueness of +the shadows or the gold of the sunlight following the contours of the +hills. Down in the hollows the maiden-hair fern grew like a forest, out +in the open great turk's-cap lilies rose higher than the blue and white +columbines, and in every cranny the potentilla hung out its bunches of +scarlet, tasteless, strawberry-like fruit. + +Side by side they strolled for a mile or more, along a level grassy +path, as if there were no such thing as effort in the world, as if +civilisation and comfort, dinner and bed, all the necessaries of life +in fact, did not lie two thousand feet or so over their heads. + +'This way, I'm afraid,' said Lewis at last, turning his pony into a +road joining the path at right angles; an engineered road with drains +and retaining walls, scientific, uninteresting, guiltless of ups and +downs, facing the ascent evenly. + +'Oh dear!' cried Rose in tones of regret. And then they both laughed. +But the peace of the valley went with them, so that their gay chatter +echoed up the zigzagging road to where glimpses of a _dandy_ toiling on +ahead showed through the trees. Its occupant looking downwards could +see them far below, the girl in front, the man behind, their voices +becoming clearer and clearer, until just at the last turn where the +zigzag merged into the high road, each careless word was distinctly +audible as they came scrambling up below the retaining wall, which at +this point carried the branch to its junction with the main road. Gwen +Boynton's hand closed tight on the shaft of her _dandy_, partly in +sympathy with her thoughts, partly because the coolies swung round the +last corner sharply. The wall, which was not two feet high at the first +turn sloped rapidly up to some fifteen feet before ending in the one +which supported the big road. As is usually the case, it was built in +steps or terraces giving the required slant of support. Just as the +_dandy_ was at the turn of the road a horseman, followed by two mounted +orderlies, came clattering along it; perhaps this frightened Rose's +pony; perhaps the sudden swerve of the _dandy_ to get out of the +new-comer's way just as the girl was about to pass it, actually forced +her mount into shying and backing. Anyhow, it did. There was a +struggle, a rattle of stones over the edge, a slip, then a jerk back as +the beast found a momentary foothold for its hind legs on the narrow +step some two feet down. A cry of dismay broke from the spectators--for +with the next movement a fall backwards seemed inevitable--but it ended +in one of relief, as Rose wheeled the pony clear round with swift +decision, and giving it a cut with her whip leapt into the road below. +It was a bold stroke for life instead of death, and as the pony came on +its knees with the shock, it seemed for an instant as if both it and +its rider must go rolling over and over down the side of the hill. The +next they had both struggled to their feet, and stood quivering all +over, but safe and absolutely unhurt. Lewis, who had pulled up at the +corner aghast with impotent horror, was back beside them, almost +incoherent in his relief and admiration. + +'And--and--I only had a snaffle,' said Rose with a tremulous laugh not +far removed from tears. She felt it imperative, if she were to be calm, +that they should descend to commonplace at once, being aided in this by +Dalel Beg, who having reined in at the sight of a disaster for which he +was partly responsible, was now standing by Gwen's _dandy_ oblivious of +apology. + +'Shahbash. Well done indeed. Pretty! pretty. You are rippin' rider, +Miss Tweedie. If you race, you win like Gordon. Aha! Gordon. I +congratulate you for lucky accident of paint. That Crosbie take me in +also. He swore it was foul, Mrs. Boynton, and I thought I saw foul--you +believe that, eh, Gordon?' + +Lewis, to whom the temporising decision of the judges, that foul or no +foul, Mr. Crosbie was out of it by having been at the wrong side of +some post at some part of the course, had been irritating, scowled up +at the group above. + +'I am sure you saw foul,' he replied. 'Now, Miss Tweedie, if you +please. The beast is all right and the sooner you get home for a quiet +rest the better.' + +He was so occupied with the shock to her that he scarcely seemed to +realise that it must have been one to his cousin also, though Rose as +she passed paused to say that she was absolutely unhurt and that it was +nobody's fault but her own for riding an unsteady pony on the hills. +They had gone on nearly half a mile before she recollected George +Keene's message. + +'I don't see the necessity for going back at all,' said Lewis crossly, +'but since you are so determined to obey orders, I'll go. If you ride +on at a reasonable pace I'll catch you up again in no time---- What was +it he left in her _dandy_?' + +'His watch,' called Rose after him. + +As he galloped back his temper was none of the best. He objected to a +great many things. To George's familiarity with Gwen, to Rose's +familiarity with George, and as he came on the _dandy_, to Dalel Beg's +familiarity with it; for the Mirza had dismounted and was walking along +with his hand on the shaft--just like an Englishman. The sight enlarged +the focus of Lewis's displeasure, making it include Gwen. + +'It was only a message from Keene,' he said curtly in reply to her +welcoming smile. 'He asked Miss Tweedie to tell you, but she forgot; so +I came back. He put his watch in your _dandy_ to keep it safe.' + +'His watch!' echoed Gwen, feeling at the same time among the cushions. +'Yes! here it is. Lewis! what am I to do with it? Won't you take it?' +For, without drawing rein he had turned his pony and was riding off. He +looked back carelessly. + +'Keep it, I suppose, till Keene comes to claim it. That won't be long.' + +As he rounded the next curve in the road, Mrs. Boynton and Dalel Beg +were left face to face with George Keene's watch between them. It had a +Chubb's key attached to the chain, and Dalel Beg's eyes, as he stood +beside the _dandy_, clothed in a green velvet coat and European +rowdyism, were attached to the key. Gwen's were on Lewis's retreating +figure, and there was real jealousy and anger at her heart. + +An hour and a half later, George, galloping the hired pony along the +Mall after the manner of very young men on hired ponies, pulled up at +the side of Mrs. Boynton's _dandy_ in pleased surprise. + +'I'm so glad!' she exclaimed before he could say a word; 'there is your +watch.' + +As she handed it over to him their eyes met, and his took an expression +of concern. + +'I'm afraid your headache is very bad. You should have been at home +hours ago.' + +'On the contrary, it is better,' she replied quickly. 'I came by the +low road and dawdled. Besides, I had to call at the dressmaker's, and +she kept me waiting for ages. By the way, Colonel Tweedie says you are +to have another week's leave----' + +'So his daughter told me. How good you both are to me! Only, Hodinuggur +will be worse than ever--afterwards.' + +He would have liked to say 'after Paradise,' but he refrained. She gave +a nervous little laugh. + +'Don't think of it yet. I hate thinking. It does no good, for one never +knows what mayn't happen. You are safe for a week, anyhow.' + +As she lay awake that night in defiance of her own wisdom, thinking +over the matter in all its bearings, she told herself that he was safe +for more than a week. Every one was safe. At the worst, Dan might lose +his promotion, but even that would be no unmixed evil if it forced him +into independence. Indeed, if he knew of her worries, of the snare laid +for her, of the covert hints about an _esclandre_ involving both him +and George Keene which were wearing her to death, he would gladly +sacrifice something for the sake of safety. If by any chance the sluice +were to be opened during that week of absence, how it would simplify +the whole business! And, after all, what had she done? nothing. Surely +a woman might go and see her dressmaker sometimes and leave her _dandy_ +outside? Was it her fault if the dressmaker lived in a house close to +the bazaar in full view of Manohar Lal's shop? Was it her fault if the +coolies slipped away to smoke their hookahs? Was it her fault that the +key of the sluice was behind the cushions of the _dandy_, and that +Dalel Beg knew it was there? What had she done? What had she said? +Nothing. Had she not set aside the Mirza's suggestion that she should +look in on Manohar Lal's new jewelry on her way home, by saying that +she had no time, that she must go to the dressmaker's? Had she not +hitherto refused to listen to hints or threats? Had she not even defied +Manohar Lal? And now would it really be her fault if any one had taken +advantage of her absence? Gwen turned her face into the pillow and +moaned helplessly, telling herself that never was woman before so beset +by misfortune. She had meant no harm, yet George had given her the pot, +and Dan had taken the jewels to Manohar Lal's. There was no proof, of +course, but the _esclandre_ would kill her, and that must be averted at +all costs. + + + + + CHAPTER XVII + + +Mrs. Boynton was physically incapable of being constant to anything +disagreeable, even to her own thoughts. The love of ease which came +uppermost in her made it impossible; so, as she sat waiting for George +Keene on the following evening, she had forgotten the vague remorses +and regrets which had assailed her the night before. All she chose to +remember was the fact that both George and Dan would be away from +Hodinuggur _if anything happened_. What more could any one ask from one +in her position? She made a pretty picture in the pretty room. A wood +fire blazed on the hearth, a scent of English flowers filled the air. +Everything, from the books on the table to the graceful figure in white +satin and pearls on the wicker chair, told a tale of delicacy and +refinement, of what it is the fashion nowadays to call culture. On the +mantelpiece, among a Noah's Ark of china beasts, and supported by a +placid brass Buddha, George Keene's sketch of the dust-storm, the +_kikar_-tree, and the rat-hole, struck a dissonant note in the general +harmony; but Gwen's ears were too much attuned to content for her to +notice it. Briefly, she was full of solid relief; not only because +escape from a tight corner seemed assured, but that such relief had +come in the nick of time. For Lewis Gordon had been over to tea, saying +things which made it imperative that something definite should be +settled about Dan's promotion and prospects. Saying, for instance, that +he was growing sick of doing orderly duty at the Tweedies, house, and +wanted one of his own. That she needed a firm hand to prevent her +wasting her pension on _pari mutuels_, and beneath these jesting +complaints she had seen real discontent and a determination for change +in the future. And was he not right? Her whole mind gave its assent to +his wisdom. What an unspeakable relief it would be to find herself back +in a straight path; not only for her own sake, but for the sake of +others--of those two especially whom she had implicated all +unwittingly. But for them she would have defied the plotters; but for +them she would never have stooped to flatter Dalel Beg, and take shawls +and ornaments at nominal prices from Manohar Lal; to do any of those +things, in short, with which their covert hints had forced her to rivet +the chain which bound her to deceit. At least so she told herself, but +then she was a proficient in the art of playing the thimble trick on +her own mind, and, as often as not, was really incapable of saying +where the motive power of her own actions lay. So, as she sat in the +wicker chair waiting for George Keene, she felt quite virtuous over the +sacrifice of her own honourable instincts on the shrine of friendship. +Even if _anything did happen_, all real blame would lie with Colonel +Tweedie for allowing both George and Dan to be absent; but what was +blame to the head of a Department? It slipped from him like water from +a duck's back. And then, in regard to the water itself? Even Lewis +allowed that the poor people might just as well have it as not----' + +'Keene sahib _salaam deta_,' said the servant, interrupting her +soliloquy of smooth things. She rose with outstretched hand and kindly +smile. + +'Punctual as ever. We shall be in time for number two----' then she +paused abruptly in careless surprise. George, who had been told off as +escort during the three-mile _dandy_ ride to the Town Hall, was still +in his light morning suit. Smart enough in his new shirts and ties, and +with a carnation in his buttonhole, but still scarcely in the costume +for a bachelors' ball. 'What is the matter? Aren't you coming?' she +asked quickly as he stood silent yet disturbed, for the sight of her +always had the nature of an electric shock upon him. + +'To see you so far, of course. To the ball? I'm afraid not. You see I +have to start to-night.' + +'Start? Where? + +'For Hodinuggur; where else?' He spoke lightly, but his face +contradicted his tone. When is it a light matter to leave Paradise? + +'Nonsense!' broke in Gwen sharply, startled out of all save negation. +'You must not go.' + +'Must, I'm afraid,' he echoed, and his voice was a trifle unsteady. +'You see,' he went on more confidently, 'I ought never to have taken +that offer of extra leave. I knew it at the time, but I thought Dan +would stop, and the temptation---- However, I'm off now.' + +'Now?' she echoed in her turn, still lost in her surprise. + +'To-night I mean. Of course I have no chance of a tonga, so I must go +by dhooli. It is a bore, but it can't be helped.' + +The phrase seemed to bolster up his manliness, and he smiled at her. +Such a pleasant-faced boy! so clean, so wholesome, so full of promise +for the future. A pang shot through Gwen's heart at the sight of him +and roused quick opposition to unlucky chance. + +'But why? It isn't as if you were keeping him--I mean Mr. Fitzgerald. +We settled all that; he goes back to Rajpore all the same.' + +'So Gordon told me this afternoon. That is why I must return--the place +can't be left alone, of course.' As he stood leaning against the +mantelpiece his eye caught his own sketch, and he took it up half +mechanically. 'To think I shall be back in that hole the day after +to-morrow,' he said with a short laugh. He felt very sore, yet +determined to face his pain in dignified fashion. 'Meanwhile,' he +added, 'you must not be late. Is that your cloak?' + +The futility of being tactful, even for your most familiar friends, was +being borne in upon Gwen Boynton with the remembrance of her own +certainty that Dan Fitzgerald's return to Rajpore must be necessary to +the lad's acceptance of the leave. And here he was declaring it to be +the stumbling-block! The thought sapped the very foundation of her +general security, and made the results which this change in his plans +might produce in hers strike her confusedly. She set aside the wrap he +held out, with quite a tremulous hand. + +'You are very foolish. Nobody wants you to go. Even Dan----' + +'Perhaps,' he interrupted, feeling set up, as it were, by her evident +regret. 'But, if anything were to go wrong, you know, I should never +forgive myself.' + +The words were to a certain extent quite meaningless to him; he did not +even seriously contemplate the possibility they suggested and yet they +roused her fears, her regrets. + +'But if anything were to go wrong,' she answered, forgetting caution in +her eagerness, 'it would be better you should be away. Surely you must +see that it would be better for you both to be away--if--if _anything +should happen_.' + +He smiled indulgently. 'But nothing can happen if I am there. And it +means such a lot to Dan. I think I told you that he is engaged to a +girl----' + +'Yes! yes! I know; I know. But, as I said, if I were the girl----' She +broke off hurriedly, then began again. 'George, what has that to do +with the question? Nothing will happen, of course, and then you will +have lost your pleasure for nothing. Don't go! It is foolish. It is +unkind--when we all want you to stay--when I want you--I do indeed--you +will stay, won't you, George?--just to please me.' + +To do her justice, she seldom stooped to use her own personal charm as +she did then, wilfully; but the case was urgent--the boy must not go. +George stared at her incredulously for a moment. 'Don't,' he said in a +low voice; 'please don't.' + +'But it is true, George,' she went on, laying her hand on his arm. 'I +do want you to stay; I do indeed.' + +His hand met hers suddenly, almost unconsciously, to fall away from it +again in a gesture of quick renunciation. + +'No! no!' he began in the same low tones, 'it isn't true--how can it be +true?' Then his whole nature seemed to cast reserve aside, and his +voice rose passionately. 'Why should you care? I have never thought you +could--never--I swear to you never! How could I? Do you not see it is +only what you are to me, not what I am to you? What does that matter? +But for the other--for what you have been, and are, and will be all my +life?--Ah! that is different--Yet you know that! well enough--you must +know--for I can't tell it--not even to you.' + +And there, English boy as he was, she saw him on his knee stooping to +kiss the hem of her garment. It was cut in the latest fashion, full +round the edge, and bordered by pearls of great size. They might have +been of great price also--the Hodinuggur pearls, for instance--and +George been none the wiser. He saw nothing but a blaze of light through +the open gates of heaven showing him a woman, transfigured, glorified? +And she? There was nothing before her eyes save a boy at her feet--a +very ordinary boy, whose every-day admiration she had accepted +carelessly; yet it was she who, covering her face with her hands, +shrank back as if blinded. + +'Don t,' she cried in sharp accents of pain. 'You don't know--I--I +don't like it.' + +He was on his feet again in an instant, blushing, confused. 'I--I beg +your pardon,' he stammered. 'I don't know what induced me to--to behave +like--like a fool.' + +In sober truth he did not, being all unused to self-analysis, and far +too young to understand his own instinctive recoil from the cheap +cajolery which had caused his outburst. But she was older; she +understood. He would not let her stoop, and yet--ah, God! how low she +had stooped already! So the emotion she had wantonly provoked in him +caught her and swept her from her feet. + +'Oh, George!' she cried, coming a step nearer and thrusting her hands +into his as if to hold him fast and make him listen. 'It was a mistake! +I meant no harm--no harm to any one--least of all to you.' + +'No harm!' he echoed blankly. 'What harm have you done?' + +She looked at him, realising her own imprudence, yet for all that not +sufficiently mistress of herself for caution. A worse woman than she +might have kept silence; but she could not. The shame, the dread of +betraying the lad who trusted her so utterly forced her on. + +'Don't ask, George!' she pleaded. 'I can't tell you--indeed there is +nothing to tell. Only you must not go down to Hodinuggur now. Believe +me, it is better you should not. I can give you no reason, but it is +so. Don't go, George, for my sake. + +'For your sake,' he echoed, still more blankly. 'Why? I don't +understand--Mrs. Boynton, I----' He paused; his hand went up in a +fierce gesture, and came down in still fiercer clasp on the +mantelpiece. His eyes left her face, shifting their startled, +incredulous gaze to his own grim jest leaning against the brass Buddha. +'Unless--unless----' + +There was a dead silence. + +'If there is anything to tell,' he said at last, 'tell it me for God's +sake; it would be better--than this. Why am I to stay?--for your sake.' + +Tell! How could she tell the horrible truth; and yet if he knew all he +might be able to help. Then the need of support, the craving for +sympathy, which at all times make it hard for a woman in trouble to +keep her own counsel, fought against the evasion suggested by caution. + +'Oh, George! I meant no harm--I did not, indeed.' The weak appeal for +mercy, which presages so many a miserable confession, struck cold to +the lad's heart. He walked over to the table and flung himself into a +chair, hiding his face in his clasped hands. + +'You had better tell me everything,' he said in a muffled voice. 'Then +I shall know what to do--don't be afraid--it--it won't make any +difference.' + +Once more his words roused her self-scorn and made her forget herself +for a time. 'But it must make a difference, I want it to make a +difference,' she cried hotly, crossing to the table in her turn, and +seating herself opposite him. 'Yes! I will tell you. It is the only +thing to be done now.' + +She was never a woman given to sobs and tears, and even through the +shame of it all, there was a relief in telling the tale. + +'Yes! yes!' he said once, interrupting that ever recurring plea of her +own innocence of evil intent, 'of course you meant no harm. So you took +the jewels and sold them to Manohar Lal for six thousand rupees.' + +The fact, recounted in his hard, hurt voice, seemed to strike her in +its true light for the first time, and she looked up wildly from the +resting-place her head had found upon her bare crossed arms. + +'Did 11, she asked, pushing the curls from her forehead. 'Yes, I +suppose I did. It seems incredible now. Oh, George, what shall I do? +what shall I do?' + +It did seem incredible, and yet his fears as to what she might yet have +to tell him, proved his credence of what he had already heard. + +'You had better go on,' he answered dully. 'I can't say what is to be +done till I have heard all.' + +The sound of his own voice shocked him. Was it possible that he was +sitting calmly listening to such a story from her lips and asking her +to go on? The curse of the commonplace seemed to settle upon him, +depriving him even of his right to passionate emotion. + +'Is that all?' he asked wearily, when she had told him of everything +save the empty _dandy_ waiting outside the dressmaker's shop. His +question came more from the desire to help her along should there be +more to tell than from curiosity or fear. Since, from the very +beginning, he had been vexedly conscious of his own relief in +remembering that she had returned his watch and chain before she had +even reached home. + +The query, however, roused in her a sudden fierce resentment against +her own humiliation. Every syllable of that story, now that it was +told, seemed an outrage on that love of smooth things which was her +chief characteristic, and a sort of vague wonder at her own confidence +made her answer swiftly. + +'That is all I know. Is it not enough?' After all, it was true; what +more was there to tell save the barest possibilities? + +Her reply left George face to face with action, yet he sat on silent, +unable even to speak. At last he rose, and crossing to where she leant +face downwards over the table, stood beside her with quivering lips. 'I +am sorry,' he began, then stopped before the fatuity of his own words. + +'Do you think I am not sorry too?' she broke in recklessly, raising +herself to look him full in the eyes. 'I wish I were dead--if that +would help; but it won't. Something must be done; and done at once. +George! Why should you go down? To stay is so simple, and it will hurt +no one--believe me, it is best--best for us all.' + +She was back to the position she had taken up before her appeal to his +passion had recoiled upon herself, but he could not follow her so far, +and he gave a bitter laugh. + +'For you and for me, no doubt. But for Dan? Remember what the possible +loss of promotion means to him. Besides, I have promised. No! I must go +down, that much is certain.' + +'And after?' + +For the life of him he could not tell. He seemed unable to think of any +course of action save the palpably proper one of going straight to the +Chief and telling him of the plot laid against the sluice-gate. His +instinct for this remaining clear and well defined amid all the +confusion. As he stood silent, almost sullen, she laid her hand +quickly on his arm. 'You will not be rash, George--for my sake you will +not----' + +'Whatever I do will be for your sake,' he said unsteadily. + +'And you must not be angry with me. Indeed and indeed, I meant no harm +at first, and afterwards I was so frightened; so afraid for you all. +Oh, don't be angry with me, George.' + +He set her hand aside with a hopeless gesture, and turned away to hide +the tears in his eyes. She did not understand, and a great dumbness was +upon him. He could say nothing. After all, what was there to say? She +had done this thing, meaning no harm, and he must save her, and +himself, and Dan from the consequences, somehow. He took out his watch +mechanically and looked at the time. Barely ten o'clock! So it was +possible to destroy heaven and earth in half an hour! + +'It is time you were going,' he said, in quite a commonplace tone. 'I +can see you so far. You had better go. Gordon--and the others--might +wonder.' + +It was the first time he had ever hinted at the supposition that some +definite tie existed between her and her cousin; this, and his cynical +acceptance of the fact that in the tragedy of life action must be +swayed by the desire of the spectators as much as by the emotions of +the actors themselves, brought home to Gwen her crime against the boy's +youth, and for the first time she broke into a sob. + +'Oh, George! why did I do it? why did I do it?' + +Why, indeed? A pitiable thing, surely, to stand silent without an +answer. Pitiable also for the woman, forced by considerations into +self-control. Into bathing her face, possibly powdering it, certainly +re-arranging the pretty artful curls, and so setting off through the +dark night to the Town Hall, as if nothing had happened. For what loss +of liberty is comparable to that entailed on the possessor of a fringe +which will come out of curl, even with the damp of tears? + +The first clouds of the coming monsoon were drawn over the heads of the +hills like an executioner's cap, and George, riding the hired pony +behind the _dandy_, felt as if he were following the funeral of a faith +condemned to death. A dreary little procession this, despite its goal, +as it wound its way between the dark chasm of the valleys on the one +side and the dark shadow of the hills on the other. And then, like some +enchanted palace set between earth and sky, that pile upon the ridge +sending long beams of light and fitful snatches of dance-music across +the ravines came into view; so familiar, yet so strange. So were the +twinkling lamps, the crowd of _rickshaws_ and _dandies_ blocking up the +angles and arches, the red carpet in the porch, the red streak of baize +climbing up the white stairs. + +He kept that pearl-edged hem of her garment from the dust till she +reached them. + +'Have you settled what you are going to do?' she asked in a low voice, +as he held out his hand to say good-bye. He shook his head. + +'I'll settle it somehow, you needn't be afraid.' + +'I am not afraid. But, if the worst comes to the worst, I will not let +others suffer for my fault. So be careful--for my sake.' + +'Whatever I do will be for your sake--you know that.' + +He stood watching her go up the stairs; up and up, until the last trail +of that hem disappeared amid the coloured lamps and flowers. That was +the end of it all!--of all save Hodinuggur and the desire to kill +somebody. First of all, however, there must be safety for her; and that +might be secured by money. During that three miles' ride his thoughts +had been busy over possibilities, and one of them made him turn the +hired pony's nose towards Manohar Lal's shop instead of homewards. +There was no power in India like the power of rupees, he thought; and +they--with the Club still open and half a dozen young fellows as +reckless as oneself ready to back the chance of one living to pay just +debts--were not difficult to borrow for a month or two. Especially when +there was something--not much--but still a few hundred pounds or so to +come when the dear old governor---- George choked down a sob in a curse +at the hired pony for stumbling over the ill-paved alley. + +The dawn had broken when the patient beast pulled up for the last time +by the verandah of Colonel Tweedie's house. A drowsy servant dozed +against the long coffin-like dhooli, the bearers crouched outside, +nodding in a circle round a solitary hookah. + +'The Huzoor having lost chance of the mail, may perhaps delay till +eve,' suggested the half-roused torch-bearer, mechanically corking up +his useless bottle of oil at the sight of the growing glow in the east. + +George, his face flushed yet haggard, stood for an instant looking over +the pine woods to where, had the light been stronger, he might have +seen the angle of a little house among the trees. After all, why should +he not stop now, if only to see her gratitude? Twelve hours, delay was +not much, especially when she was safe. Why need that be his last sight +of her going up the stairs with the pearls----pearls!-- + +An hour afterwards, when the sun tipped over the lower hills to make +the morning glories, festooned from rock to rock, open their eyes, they +opened them upon the coffin-like dhooli going rapidly down hill to the +accompaniment of shuffles and grunts, and recurring protestations that +the sahib was '_do mun puccka_.'[4] If the heaviness of heart could +have been measured, George might have weighed a ton. + +Even at the best of times the descent from the cool hills to the hot +plains is never easy, and in this case paradise lay behind, purgatory +in front. + +'I am so sorry Mr. Keene has gone,' said Rose Tweedie at breakfast. 'I +shall miss him dreadfully.' Lewis Gordon's eyebrows went up +superciliously. + +'No doubt; but he was right to go, in more ways than one.' + +Colonel Tweedie, busy over a virtuous plate of porridge and milk which +in some mysterious way he regarded as a sign of youth, gave his +preliminary cough. + +'I scarcely agree with you, Gordon. In my opinion there is--er--a +savour--of--of insubordination; or, not to speak so strongly--a--a want +of respect, in this sudden departure. Of course, the zeal and the--the +desire to do his duty--are pleasing, very pleasing in so young a man. +At the same time, a little more confidence in--er--the judgment of----' + +'Mr. Gordon wasn't thinking of that, father,' interrupted the girl, +with her grey eyes showing some scorn for both her companions; 'he +meant to imply that George--Mr. Keene--was better away from Simla.' + +'Your perspicacity does you credit, Miss Tweedie; I did mean it. He has +been going rather fast, and will be none the worse of saving up some +more rupees at Hodinuggur.' + +'If he had the money to spend, I don't see why he shouldn't spend it in +having a good time,' she retorted quickly. 'He won't ask you to pay the +bills, will he?' + +'Hope not, I'm sure; but the bearer brought quite a little pile of them +to me this morning by mistake.' + +Rose bit her lip. 'Perhaps you will be kind enough to tell your man to +put them back into Mr. Keene's room. I'll forward them when I write. +Are you coming with me to the Grahams, this afternoon, father?' + +But Colonel Tweedie was not to be diverted from the +Head-of-the-Department frown he had been preparing. + +'I am sorry to hear it. To say the least, it is bad taste to--to----' + +'Leave I.O.U's instead of P.P.C.'s,' remarked Lewis flippantly. 'But +really, sir, I don't see how he could help it, after all. He had to go +in such a hurry.' + +'I deny the necessity,' continued the Colonel pompously. 'I fail to see +any just cause for setting his opinion against that of--of his elders +and superiors.' + +'Unless he had private reasons of his own,' suggested his daughter. + +'My dear Rose, a public servant can have no private reasons.' + +There was an epigrammatic flavour about the remark which, to the +Colonel's ears, completely covered its absolute want of sense. He felt +vaguely that he had said something clever, and that it might be as well +to let it close the subject, which he did by answering the previous +question as to whether he would go to the Grahams'. Certainly, if it +did not rain; but the barometer was falling fast, and a telegram had +come to the office that morning to say the monsoon had broken with +unusual violence at Abu. It might be expected north at any moment. On +which the two men fell to talking about dams and escapes, inundations, +cuts, and such like things, while Rose sat silent, indignant with +Lewis, yet disturbed at the confirmation his hints gave of her own +fears. George had been reckless, there could be no doubt of that. Had +not one of her partners last night told her that he had left George +playing poker at the Club but half an hour before? George who had +declared he had not time to put in an appearance at the ball! + +When breakfast was over she went into the lad's empty room for the +bills, and took the opportunity of giving a housewifely glance round to +see if nothing had been left behind or taken away in the hurry. The +former, certainly, for there was the bottom drawer quite full;--old +shirts and ties, a rather battered pot-hat, and beneath the whole a +picture. + +She stood looking at it blankly. What a very odd coincidence! The girl +of her dream! The girl with the quaint dress and the Ayodhya pot +clasped to her breast. Why had George brought it up to Simla and never +showed it to any one? Why, when the pot was stolen, had he said nothing +about the girl? though, on the other hand, she herself had kept silence +about her dream. She puzzled over it for some time; at last, finding +certainty on but one point--namely, that for some reason or another +George had wished to keep the picture secret--she took it away to her +own room. For she was of those who regard unspoken wishes on the part +of a friend to be quite as binding as any they may express. + +Just about the same time Gwen Boynton, still in her bed, was looking at +something else George had left behind him, but this had only been an +envelope carefully addressed to her. It contained two pieces of paper +signed by Manohar Lal. One was a receipt for a diamond necklace, on +which Rs. 6000 had been lent. The other, of later date, giving a +quittance in full for the same sum plus interest. + +How simple! Why had she never thought of such a plan before? But where +could she have raised the money necessary to buy freedom? Besides--she +buried her face among the pillows in vain desire to shut out the +conviction which rushed in on her, as she recognised that if the +plotters had gained what they wanted from the empty _dandy_ outside the +dressmaker's house, they would naturally be quite ready to deal with +George and take money for a security they were already pledged to give. +Which, in fact, they would have given, since the canons regulating +bribery in India are strict in regard to value returned for value +received. Every penny, therefore, of the money George must have paid +for these papers, was so much clear unexpected gain to Manohar Lal _if +the plotters had already attained their object_. + +Still she was safe, and even if anything happened nobody could blame +George. Now she had had time to consider the whole bearings of the +matter she told herself such blame was impossible; while as for +Dan----! If he would only leave Government service and make money, she +was ready to marry him to-morrow! She had woven a conscience-proof +garment for herself out of the old hair-splitting arguments long before +George's dhooli had reached the level plain. When it did, the clouds +had banked themselves against the higher hills, shutting out the boy's +farewell glance. As he climbed into the country gig in which forty +miles of dusty road had to be covered, the barometer was falling fast, +and the driver remarked cheerfully, that when the rain came, the +cholera would increase. It had been bad at the third stage that day, +and one of the coolies belonging to the Government bullock train had +died on the road about five miles farther on. The sahib might perhaps +still see the body lying there. + + + + + CHAPTER XVIII + + +The last twelve hours before the advancing rains break over your +particular portion of the fiery furnace!--who can describe them? Who, +having once endured them, can need description as an aid to memory? The +world one incarnate expectation, blistering, parched, like the tongue +of Dives. The heavenly drop of water for which you long, squandered on +the hot air, moist with a vanguard of vapour, so that the breath you +draw is even as the breath you exhale. If indeed you breathe at all; if +indeed by sensation of touch or temperature you can differentiate +yourself from the sodden heat of all things, or get rid of the +conviction that, like the devils in a still hotter place, you are an +integral part of the business! + +And Hodinuggur on this sodden July day had small hope of future +improvement to lighten the burden of the present, for it stood on the +edge of the rainless tract, in the debatable land of meteorological +reporters. Not more than a shower or two from that south-westerly +column of cloud was due to bring up its scanty average of rainfall, +which came, for the most part, from electrical dust-storms and such +like turbulent, undisciplined outbreaks. So the heat lay over it +hopelessly, and even the peasant patiently awaiting the return of the +smith to mend his ploughshare, did so more from habit than from any +expectation of needing the tool in any immediate future. After all, +waiting was his chief occupation in life. Waiting for something to +grow, or for something to be reaped; waiting for some one to be born or +for some one to die. So, the smith being absent over some work for the +palace, why should he not be waited for even though the sun was setting +red behind the heat-haze? For one thing, it would be cooler to tramp +home with the ploughshare over your shoulder. A tall, grave, bearded +man was the peasant, sitting with his back against the wall, his hands +hanging listlessly between his knees. The painted girl on the balcony +above looked down and told him the news, calling him father, +respectfully. No question of her trade here, with this dweller in the +fields; only a pious 'God keep us all,' ere she became voluble over +Shumshere the zither-player's seizure by cholera that morning as he lay +fighting quails in the street. Doubtless he was dying, now the sun was +setting; any moment the wail might arise from that seventh arch down +the colonnade where he lodged. Whereat the long beard below wagged +slowly over the fact that the Great Sickness had visited the hamlet +also, bidding a crony or two wait no longer for anything; not even for +ploughshares or rain. And then to solace themselves both courtesan and +peasant quenched their thirst on huge chunks of water-melon, bought for +a cowrie from the heap of green and red fruit which had just been shot +off a donkey's back into the dust at one corner of the Mori gate; the +donkey meanwhile browsing unrebuked at the edges of the pile. + +'Ari! father! There it is. Did I not say so?' remarked the painted one, +pausing, as a low moan rising to a banshee skirl broke the sodden +stillness of the air. + +'Ram! Ram!' ejaculated the peasant piously. 'It is a bad year for sure, +rain or no rain.' + +So, having finished his water-melon, he broke a morsel of opium from +the lump he carried in a fold of his turban, rolled it under his tongue +and dozed off, still propped up against the wall. And the sunset faded +leaving the world hotter than ever, though in the crypt beneath the +staircase of the Mori gate the air was cooler than outside, despite the +fire which flickered fitfully over the blackened arches. It flickered +also on the silver bracelets circling Chandni's round brown arm as she +lay curved across a string bed, her jingling feet swaying softly in +tune with the tinsel fan she waved above the bold outlines of throat +and bosom. And the fan, in its turn, kept time with the flicker of the +fire, and the wheezing breath of a smith's bellows rousing the charcoal +embers into dancing flame, or letting them die down to a dull red glow. + +'Thou art long, oh lohar-ji!' she said, looking backwards at the bare +bronze figure crouching before a low anvil. 'All these hours to make a +key--when thou hast a mould before thine eyes, too!' + +'True, oh mother! but the key is not as our father's keys, and +the hand lacks cunning in new patterns. Lo! I had made one for the +treasure-chest of kings in half the time. But there! 'tis done. See how +it fits its bed like the seed of a pomegranate! God send it may do its +work fairly and well!' + +'God send it may, for thy sake, smith-ji,' she replied carelessly. +'Here, take the rupees, and have a care no key is forged to unlock thy +tongue regarding this matter. The Diwan is old, but there are others +behind him, and behind him again, and Chandni behind them all.' + +The reckless triumph of her words rang through the low arches, as she +brought her feet to the ground with a clash. + +Five minutes afterwards she was looking down on a slender key lying in +Zubr-ul-Zaman's nerveless hands. + +'I have won the prize,' she said; 'the pearls are mine.' + +The hands quivered, and the keen old eyes seemed to seek her out from +head to foot, revelling in her beauty and her boldness. Then the light +died out of them, the head sank again. 'The game is played,' he +muttered. 'The game is played.' + +'Yea! it is played indeed.' + +The woman's contemptuous laugh echoed out into the dark night, through +which George Keene, on a hired camel, was making his way across the +desert. Not by the usual road, since that meant delay and Dan's +questioning eyes at Rajpore, but by a side route, branching from the +railway, farther to the south. A hot night, an intolerable smell of +camel, dust in the eyes and nose and mouth, dust and ashes in the +heart; in the endless darkness of all things even the twinkling lights +of the palace seemed home-like and welcome to poor George, for though +the consciousness of doing your duty soothes the mind, it is powerless +before bodily discomfort; and George was wretchedly uncomfortable. To +begin with, a high-paced camel driven at full speed is not an easy +method of conveyance, nor does the necessity for having its unwashed +attendant bumping in the after-saddle add to its charm, even though +that saddle be to leeward of you--for which Heaven be thanked! And then +the lad had had nothing to eat since a hastily-swallowed breakfast at a +rest-house, save some smoked milk and a tough dough-cake brought him at +the village where he changed camels. So, as he bumped through the +silent night on the bubbling, breathing, silent-footed beast, with that +silent breathing brute behind him, more than half George's slender hold +on the joys of life lay in the prospect of supper, even though it must +be one of the factotum's Barmecidal feasts. Such things defy the mind, +especially when that mind is lodged in a young and healthy body. Thus +while he could set his teeth over the remembrance of that half hour +during which his world came to pieces in the hand, he could not prevent +himself coming to pieces on the camel. + +It was a dark night indeed; so dark that the red-brick bungalow showed +only by the white arches of its verandah; rising like a ghostly +colonnade out of the shadow. The servants, houses too, were dark as the +night itself, and silent as the grave. George, stepping stiffly into +ankle-deep of yielding sand, called once, twice; then, giving in with +irritation to his experience of native slumber, walked over in the +direction of the cook-room. It was too sandy for snakes; besides, +booted as he was, they could hardly reach him. Necessary thoughts these +now that he was back in purgatory, with death for aught he knew coiled +in the path and they came back to him naturally as part of the +uncomfortable environment of life. He gave another call without the +screen of tall grass sacred to the modesty of the compounder of egg +_sarse_, and then impatiently set aside a mat at its entry. + +'They might as well be dead,' he muttered angrily, going up to a string +bed in the centre of the little yard, whereon he could just distinguish +a figure long enough to be a man. + +'Get up, you lazy brute!' cried George, shaking it by the shoulder. +There was no answer, and he drew back hastily, shouting for some one, +any one. A twinkling light showed from the stables, a drowsy +exclamation rose from within the hut. So, out of the surrounding dark, +came timorous steps, a hand bearing a cresset, a doubtful face or two +peering at the intruder and yielding to surprised salaams; then +suddenly breaking into garrulous clamour--'Ohi! ohi! 'Tis the Huzoor +returned. And the Huzoor's faithful servant hath been summoned by the +Lord. Lo! if the Huzoor had but come three hours ago there would still +have been a kitmutghar (_lit_. worker) in his honour's house. But it +was the Great Sickness, Huzoor, which waits not; all daylong ill in the +Huzoor's cook-room, with great patience, and--Ohi! ohi! the sahib must +be hungry, and lo! where is he who gave the Huzoor meats fit for his +rank? Oh, my sister! Oh, bereaved one! Oh, widow! put thy grief from +thee and prepare food for the master; in duty sorrow finds solace.' + +'Is--is he dead?' asked George, standing dazed, looking incredulously +at the sheeted figure, dimly visible by the flickering rushlight. He +had seen the man sleep thus dozens of times. At the question another +sheeted figure, which had crept from the hut into the circle of +light, broke into a gurgling cry: 'Ohi, _mere adme mur-gya--mere dil +mur-gya--mur-gya_,'[5] and one or two later arrivals, in like disguise, +crouched beside the voice, joining in the strange low whimper of the +conventional wail. George fell back a step or two, repelled to his +heart's core, shocked out of speech. + +'Weep not, oh widow!' snivelled the water-carrier, who, being the only +Mohammedan male present, felt impelled to the duty of consoler. 'Didst +not give him beef-tea? Ay! and barley-water likewise? even as the +Huzoor when he was stricken. And did not the master arise to health +thereby? Wherefore, is it not the will of God, plainly, that thy man +should find freedom? Therefore place thy heart on comfort---- He will +be buried at sunrise, Huzoor, so that the sahib will have no more +annoyance; and by the fortune of the Most High, there is even now to be +had without delay a servant who can cook--the one that is dead is as +nothing to him--faithful to salt, having many certificates, mine own +wife's cousin, a----' + +George, who by this time was half-way back to the dark house, cursed +him and his wife's relations utterly; then bade him bring a light +somehow. Meanwhile, scarcely conscious of what he was doing, the lad +groped his way into the room where he had first seen her, and, +stumbling against a chair, sat down mechanically, resting his head upon +the back, over his crossed arms. Would the light never come? and when +it came, what would it reveal? more dead men waiting to be roused? Oh, +horrible--most horrible that remembrance of the limp---- No! no! he +would not think of it. He would think of that other face asleep on the +red cushions of the easy chair--but that was dead too--the face of a +dead ideal. Ah! the light at last, thank God! and he could be sensible. + +Whatever it showed George, he showed it a mask terrible in its needless +pain, ghastly in the hunted, shrinking look in the young eyes which +used to be so bold. Even the water-carrier, dense as he was, saw it and +understood vaguely. + +'This is a bad word that the Huzoor should return thus. It is not +fitting his honour. If he had only waited till Fitzgerald sahib comes +back----' + +'Comes back,' echoed George dully. 'Why should he come back?' Yet he +knew quite well in his own mind that Dan also had judged it wrong to +leave the fort unguarded as it were, and his mind wandered to the love +he bore this man, while the water-carrier went on volubly about the +sahib having gone in a hurry that morning and being very angry about +something he had lost; something that the sahib's base-born personal +attendant had said must have been stolen--as if---- + +George, looking at all things with uncomprehending eyes, suddenly lost +patience, cursed the speaker, quite quietly this time, and bade him go +about his business. + +'Your honour's kitmutghar's widow can cook food if the Huzoor----' + +George did it a third time solemnly. When he was left alone, he glanced +round quickly, as if uncertain of what the room might contain. The +easy-chair with its red cushions; a bare bed--brought in, doubtless, +for the sake of the larger room and cooler air--a dirty tablecloth on +the table, littered with the crumbs and plates of Dan's last meal +and left in slovenly native fashion to await deferred cleansing. A +half-empty whisky-bottle and a water-surahi; that, at any rate, was +something, and his hand went out to them instinctively. Even in his +general confusion, however, the precepts of modern hygiene remaining +clear, he deferred a drink till they brought him some tepid soda-water. +Such precaution was necessary with cholera in the compound. Whatever +else it may do, civilisation certainly intensifies the dread of death. +The peasant and the courtesan had munched melons in the very shadow, +but George's cultured nerves had no such courage. He was no coward, but +he had received a shock which was bound to make its mark on the highly +sensitised mind and body; bound to weaken them for the time. + +Ah! that was better! The room did not seem quite so dreary after the +whisky and soda! Then he took another, and after that the outlook +itself seemed less dreary, and he told himself that Dan had been right +in saying that he, George, did not know the temptation of stimulants. +Temptation?--if they brought you up to your bearings with a round turn +in this fashion--Why! he felt twice the man he had been five minutes +ago. Now he could think; now he could reason; now he could see clearly +and decide what ought to be done. To begin with, she was safe. Those +papers, joined to little Azizan's confession of having stolen the +Ayodhya pot, made it quite impossible to prove she had ever known about +the jewels. As for himself, that did not matter; though, as a fact, he +was quite as safe as Dan. That is to say, the palace devils might raise +a scandal, but the breakdown of their case in regard to her would show +it was no more than revenge for their failure; for they would fail, of +course. So far, nothing had happened. There was no water in the +overflow cut; he had made sure of that as he rode along. And now that +he was on the spot he could do quite as much, off his own bat, to +prevent treachery as any one--the Colonel and all the Department to +boot--could have done had he reported the whole affair. To-morrow the +guard would be changed, and doubled to provide against any violent +attempt; an unlikely event, as such an assault would take time, and he +meant to pitch his tent down at the sluice so as to be on the spot at +night, and during the day he could watch from the bungalow. Against +other and more stealthy treachery he was also provided absolutely--so +absolutely that he gave a short laugh as he drew a couple of Chubb's +keys and a lock from his wallet. That would puzzle them if they came +thinking they had hit on the old fastening. But that also was for +to-morrow; there remained only to-night. No! not to-night; since +already it was past one o'clock. What wonder that he was tired--did any +one in the wide world know or care how tired? He stood up sharply, +every vein tingling now; his whole mind aglow despite his weariness. He +must have something to eat first, of course--his very determination +insisted on that; but not from those plague-stricken purlieus out +yonder--cautious civilisation insisted on that. There must be biscuits +or something of that sort in the cupboard, and as he crossed over to it +the memory of his raid while _she_ slept among the red cushions +returned to make him laugh again. + + + 'And when she went there + The cupboard was bare.' + + +The childish doggerel fitted the occasion and left him smiling at some +ship's biscuit--the last resource by sea or land--left at the bottom of +a tin. Dan certainly _was_ a bad housekeeper. The comedy of his +disappointment struck him; the tragedy, needing the sequel to develop +it, remained invisible like a photograph in film-embryo. + +It was dry work, eating ship's biscuit in a fiery furnace, with a +ten-pound thirst upon you and whisky and soda within reach. When he +stood up again the weariness seemed to have crept upwards, leaving +nothing alert save his brain. Had he ever been so tired in all his +life? As tired as _she_ must have been when she fell asleep in the +chair he was just passing. His hand lingered on the back of it for an +instant, almost caressingly. + +By Jove! what a furnace it was outside! Lighter than it had been, +however, because of the suggestion of a moon low down in the heat-haze. +And there was the potter's lamp twinkling like a star above the domed +shadow of the Hodinuggur mound. Queer old chap--queer start the whole +thing--if one came to think of it. A crazy, irresponsible creator! as +Dan had called him. Why not he as well as another? Who knew? who cared? + +He stood so for a space, looking out with sensitive, seeing eyes to the +broad shadows, formless save for the pinpoint flicker of the potter's +light. Face to face at last, he and Hodinuggur; between them the +sliding water, mother of all things. Then came a memory. + + + 'Hath not the Potter power over the Clay?' + + +Ah! if that was all the light amid the shadows of life, better far were +darkness! If that he turned quickly, beset by uncontrolled, passionate +contempt, uncontrolled, passionate desire for action, and beneath his +shaking hand the lamp on the table flared out, smokily. A poor protest; +yet the dark was better. Darkness and rest--if rest could come to one +so tired as he was, as it had come to her. Not that it mattered if he +were tired or not---- + +Five minutes after, the twinkling light, could it have reached so far, +would have found him asleep, peaceful as a child, among the red +cushions where _she_ had slept. But even Azizan's eyes, set keen as +they were by devotion, could not pierce the darkness. For the light +George had seen was in her hand, as she stood looking out from the yard +towards the other bank of the canal. + +'It hath gone out again,' she murmured; 'a servant likely, on no good +errand; and the old man tells me the truth, I think. Another week ere +he returns. I would it had been sooner, so that I might warn him. But +there! 'tis the same! The task is mine in the end.' + +As she crossed back to the hut, she paused an instant to look, by the +light of the cresset she shaded with her thin fingers, on the figure of +old Fuzl Elahi asleep in the open beside his wheel. + +'Poor fool,' she said softly, as if to the sleeper. And after that even +the potter's light disappeared, leaving both sides of the sliding water +to darkness. + +The dawn came and went; the sun climbing into the sky turned it to +brass--a brazen dome in which the sun itself seemed merged and lost. +Yet still George slept on, undisturbed even by the water-carrier's +cautious peepings through the chick. + +'Lo! the Huzoor is young, and he was broken into pieces by thy bad +animal,' he said to the camel man who was impatiently awaiting payment. +'Sleep is even as food and drink to him, and besides, ere he wakes, my +wife's cousin, whom I have sent for, will be present to cook my lord's +breakfast. There is great virtue in being _majood_ (created), and the +man who cooks one meal hath himself to blame if he cook not many. If +thou art hurried, go. Who wants thee and thy evil-smelling brute?' + +So George slept on, and when he woke at last it was to the confused, +unreasoning consciousness of those who have been drugged. He stared +round him incredulously, until out of the mist, as it were, the empty +whisky bottle on the table grew clear, accusingly clear, and he sprang +to his feet, becoming aware, as he did so, of a racking headache. + +Undoubtedly he had taken more whisky than usual; not perhaps without +excuse, he added, as memory began to return. The next instant he was at +the door. Yellow haze and yellow heat, and through it a silver streak +steering for the south!---- + +That was all he saw, but that little changed the whole world for him in +the twinkling of an eye. The sluice-gate was open. The devils had +won--they had won!--they had won! + +What use is there in saying that he felt this, that he felt that? What +use in pointing out whether anger or regret came uppermost in the +conglomerate of passion? As a matter of fact, George felt nothing +consciously; not even when, after an hour or more, he came back wearily +to the red-hot bungalow, out of the red-hot air. + +He sat down then on the table, now cleared of last night's crumbs, and +relaid by the wife's cousin with that superfluity which marks new zeal +in India, and tried to think of what he had thought, or said, or done +since he first caught sight of that silver streak steering southward +where no streak should be. But, after a time, he found himself deeply +interested in reconstructing the pyramid of five forks intertwined, +with which the new hand had adorned the centre of the table. What a +fool! what an arrant fool he was, to be sure. Even if there had been +any one upon whom to use the revolver, he would most likely have lost +his opportunity or missed the beggar! But there had been nobody, and he +might as well have left it at home, lying on the table ready, as it was +now. The sluice-gate, not ten minutes before he woke, had been opened +by a key--a key which had broken in the lock, making it impossible to +close it again till it was repaired. Of course there were the other +keys and the new lock; but what need was there for hurry now? No power +in earth or heaven could hide the fact that the sluice-gate had been +open. For months to come, miles on miles of crop ripening to harvest +would proclaim the failure, the treachery. 'As ye have sown so shall ye +reap.' Concealment was impossible; that much was certain--and the +certainty brought with it an odd sort of content. Since it was all his +fault from beginning to end, it was as well he should suffer. Yes! it +had been opened quietly while the guard was eating his dinner; opened +quietly while he, George, was asleep; why not say drunk at once--that +was nearer the truth. + +And the Diwan! George's listless hands tightened as he thought of that +brief interview with the old man on the roof. His own torrent of +reckless abuse, the courteous regrets and replies ignoring his very +accusations. But those palace devils could afford to eat abuse! +Zubr-ul-Zaman had played, and the game was done indeed. But how? Half +mechanically George drew out the key attached to his watch-chain and +looked at it; carelessly at first, then carefully. And what he saw +there clinging to the inner surface of a ward, changed heaven for him +in the twinkling of an eye, even as the silver streak of water had +changed the world. + +It was a very simple thing; only a piece of wax. How long he sat there +staring at it he did not realise. The yellow haze outside grew ruddier +with the sinking of the sun, the water-carrier, shadowed by a +white-robed aspirant to the dead factotum's duties, hovered about the +verandah expectantly. + +'What do you want, you fool?' bawled George, looking up, surprised at +his own anger, surprised that anything should touch him save the +thought that _she_ had known--must have known--that _she_ had done it, +must have done it. + +The man edged in through the screen, signing to the white-robed one to +follow his example. + +'Only to bring the Huzoor this,' he began noisily. 'Only to bring this +proof of honesty to the feet of justice. Lo! it was found even now by +this man with a foresight and quickness to be commended. In the sahib's +own room, Huzoor, beneath the matting, thus causing the face of the big +sahib's ill-begotten servant to be blackened by reason of his base +insinuation of theft! Theft! How can there be theft in a house where +the water-carrier is as I am, and the kit will be as this one--mine own +wife's brother, Huzoor----' + +George broke out suddenly into dull laughter, 'Oh! go to blazes with +your wife's brother--put the thing down there on the table, I tell you, +and go--go--do you hear?' + +Anger, and something more than anger was back in his tone ere +he ended, and the water-carrier, knowing his master's voice, fled. The +white-robed one with the courage of ignorance risked all by a salaam. + +'At what hour will the Huzoor please to dine?' + +The young man looked at him curiously, feeling that the world was past +his comprehension. + +'The usual time, I suppose.' + +As well this fool as another--as well to-morrow as to-day. Everything +was trivial of course, and yet the trivial commonplace interruption had +somehow brought home the reality of what had happened to the lad, and +his head sank on his crossed arms once more in utter dejection. _She_ +might have told him, warned him. Surely when he had promised she might +have done so much for his sake, and Dan's--by the way, what was it that +Dan had lost and that chattering idiot had brought in with him? +George's right hand trembled a little as it reached over the table to +take a plain gold locket on a slender gold chain. It was familiar +enough to him. Dan wore it day and night, and many a time had George +chaffed him about the young woman, so it was no wonder the dear old man +had been vexed at the thought of losing it. Losing it? or losing her? +In the keen thrust of this thought, the locket slipped through George's +fingers, and falling, opened. So it lay, face upwards, while the boy +sat staring out into the room blindly, intent on the remembrance that +after all it was not a case of whether a man or a woman should suffer; +it was one woman or another. The woman _he_ loved or the woman _Dan_ +loved. A hundred thoughts beset him, but, analysed, they all resolved +themselves to this: his love or Dan's. To save _her_ from even a breath +of scandal he was willing to bear the blame; but how could this be +without also imperilling Dan's future? No! if the worst came; if he +could find no way--yet surely, surely, there must be some way, some +simple way--of taking all the responsibility on his shoulders; then +_she_ must be brave; _she_ must tell the truth and save this woman whom +Dan loved--whose face lay there in the locket. His eyes sought it +mechanically---- + +'_Gwen_.' + +The sound, barely a whisper, scarcely stirred the sodden air. After a +while he pushed back his chair slowly and crossed to stand once more +looking out over Hodinuggur. + +It seemed to have a fascination for him; yet his mind held but one +thought--a desire to get away--to find some place where there was +neither truth nor lies, where he need say nothing--need think nothing. +That surely would settle it. + +'_No, you wouldn't, old chap, not unless you wanted them to believe you +guilty_.' Lewis Gordon's idle words as they had stood laughing and +jesting on the balcony yonder but a few months ago came back to him; +the only real, living memory in the chaos of his present pain. The +scene reproduced itself before his haggard young eyes. Yes! that would +settle it; and after all he was guilty. Why had he not told the +Colonel? why had he slept? why---- + +The sound was louder this time; yet not loud enough to disturb the +servants, chattering across in the cook-room over the chances of +perquisites under the new regime. Loud enough, for all that, to deafen +the lad's ears for ever to questionings of truth or untruth. + +He lay on his back, face upwards, and a faint stream of blood oozing +from the blue bruise just over his heart traced a fine girdle round his +breast; perhaps to show that the potter's thumb had slipped, and the +pot had cracked in the firing. + +Maybe a fiery furnace and a "ed-hot bungalow are overtrying even to the +best of clay when it is fresh from the moulder's hand; but that is +neither here nor there. + +The fact remains that George had run away; from truth and untruth, from +himself and his fellow-men, but most of all from Hodinuggur and the +crazy irresponsible creator; yet could he have realised the fact, no +one in the wide, wide world would have been more incredulous of his own +action. And as he lay dead, with a bullet through his heart, the +barometer upon the mantelpiece was falling faster and faster, while +Dan, with a telegram in his pocket, was riding all he knew across the +desert to open the sluice-gate against the biggest flood within the +memory of man. To open it so far and no farther, and so to prevent any +weakening of the channel for a while. Too late! For already the +peasants were knee-deep in their fields breaking through every obstacle +which might stem the rising water. And still the barometer fell faster +and faster; but the only one who could have understood the silent +warning had deserted his post. + + + + + CHAPTER XIX + + +Azizan was waiting for darkness, like many another woman in India; +waiting for the veil of night to destroy the veil of man's contriving. +Not so much because she dreaded to show her face in the daylight, but +because it suited her to keep up the mystery of her appearance. +Waiting, however, for the last time; since once her work of warning was +done there need be no more concealment, no more playing like a cat over +a mouse with the palace folk. Once that was done, she meant to forget +caution and kill some of them; for she felt that her own death was +nigh, and revenge would sweeten the end of life. As she sat, her back +against the wall, her knees drawn up to her chin, Azizan had no very +distinct plans for that revenge, save that the Ayodhya pot which she +had taken from its hiding-place in the stair of the old tower and kept +in her bosom must be her chief aid. With its secret bribe of jewels, it +would prove to the sahib that there was truth in the tale she had +gathered during her nightly wanderings as a ghost about Hodinuggur. +When that was done, she would be free in some of those nightly +wanderings to kill the Diwan or his son, the man who killed her mother. +Perhaps she might be able to kill both, and yet have some strength left +for Chandni--Chandni who had told her so many lies. For there was a +fire now in Azizan's light eyes, which quite accounted for the +consideration which the courtesan had shown the girl when, more than +once, Chandni had awakened to find them looking at her. Of course, by +and by a stop must be put to this masquerading through the village, but +at present it would be unsafe, when so much depended on good luck, and +thus Azizan had hitherto been unmolested. Indeed, Chandni herself had +taken malicious pleasure in countenancing current tales of the return +of the potter's dead daughter; and once when Khush-hal Beg, during his +son's absence, had deemed it well to single her out for favour, she had +sent the hoary old sinner back to his swinging cradle like a quaking +jelly from abject fear of what he might meet by the way. Still it was +only when she was on the roof with the old Diwan that she ventured to +speak in whispers of a time when this mad girl should be taught her own +impotence for good or evil. + +So in the meantime, the freedom from interruption, and the dread which +the mere thought of her existence roused in the simple village folk, +conspired to increase Azizan's faith in her own supernatural power, and +as she sat in the growing dusk no doubt of her own success assailed +her; for the little sahib had returned--during the night. At least so +said the old man, who, with all his craziness, was to be trusted. +Therefore, in less than an hour, he would know all, since the day was +dying down quickly; smothered in a hot haze-like smoke. There was not a +shadow anywhere; only a dull darkness growing momentarily as the dull +darkness had grown upon her mind day by day. For all that she had the +power; the potter might mould the clay, the palace folk might plot and +plan, but she, the woman with the evil eye, was stronger than they! + +'Aziz! Oh! thou art there still, Heaven be praised!' The cry roused her +from a sort of dream to find the old man beside her, breathless as from +running, his mild face, seen dimly in the darkness, full of piteous +entreaty. 'Go not from me this night, oh Heart's-joy! Leave me not +again in the storm!' + +'The storm! What storm, poor fool!' she asked indifferently. + +He laid his trembling hand on her arm. 'Listen! Thou canst hear the +noise of many waters. They came before, so the fathers sang, and made a +new world. Down yonder at the palace, where thou goest, 'twill run like +the race of a river, and the stones of the old wall where thou liest +will be crumbling into it. Go not there to-night, oh, Light of mine +Eyes! It is safe here on the heights.' + +'There is no water,' she answered, with a short laugh, 'there will be +none; save in the canal. The sahib will see to that now he hath +returned.' + +'How can he see when he is dead----' + +'Dead,' she echoed. 'Bah! thou liest! He is not dead. There is no +water, and there is no death----' + +She broke off suddenly, silenced by his look as he stood with one hand +raised as if listening. In the breathless air a strange whispering +reached her ear, and like an arrow from a bow, she flew to the gap in +the palisade, whence she could see the dip between the ruins and the +canal bank, and beyond that silver streak again to the bungalow dotted +down upon the level plain. + +'_Dohai! Dohai!_' + +The Great Cry--the blind human cry of her race for justice burst from +her instinctively. The next moment found her bare-faced in the open on +her way to prove if the old man spoke truth in death also. + +'Azizan! go not! Leave not the House of Safety! It is the Flood of the +Most High! Go not, oh! go not!' + +His unavailing plea came back to him unanswered from the night which +had fallen suddenly, as the dust from below sprang electrically up to +meet the dust above and hide everything from sight. But through the +thick veil that rush of water rose louder and louder as the girl sped +on her way. It was true what the old man had said, and she had seen it. +There was a river by the old palace. Was the other thing true also? Was +the sahib dead? Had they killed him? The darkness lightened a little as +she ran over the bridge so that she could see a great swirl of yellow +water shooting past the piers not three inches below the keystone of +the arch. Lower down it had found the open sluice-gates, hurled them +from their foundations and carried them with it as it burst through the +embankment weakened by the new-made cuttings of the villagers, and had +raced in a mad river to fling itself against the mound of Hodinuggur, +tearing down yard after yard of crumbling sand as it turned abruptly +from the collision, to try conclusions by a flank movement. Azizan saw +none of this; nothing but the dim white arches where she had waited +once before. + +'Sahib! Sahib!' + +No answer, and in her eagerness she crouched down at the closed door, +tapping softly. + +'Sahib! Sahib!' + +There was only a quarter-inch planking between them, that was all, for +they had left him as he fell till some other white-face should come to +accept the responsibility of interference. Yet it did the work as +effectually as all the barriers of custom and culture which had divided +them in life. + +'Sahib! Sahib!' + +Could it be true? It must be true that he was dead; otherwise he would +surely hear her cry! + +'Sahib! Sahib!' + +As she crouched she might have put out her hand and taken his, but for +that trivial quarter-inch of wood between them; but he did not hear. +Because he was dead? Perhaps, yet even in life he had not heard, he had +not known. The light in the potter's yard, lit by her passionate love +and care, had only served to arouse his contempt. Better darkness, he +had thought, than such a light as that. + +'Sahib! Sahib!' + +At last she rose and stumbled across to the servants' quarters, seeking +the certainty which she must gain somehow. A light glimmered behind the +grass palisades, sacred to her namesake's modesty, and from within came +the eager yet subdued tones of gossiping women. Azizan crept close, and +crouching in on herself held her breath to listen. + +'Lo! I content myself with goodwill towards all men,' came the widow's +voice self-complacently. 'Yet, O Motiya! wife of Ganesha the groom, I +make bold to aver that this is no more or less than a judgment on----' + +'What! Dost think it to be really the Flood of Destruction?' broke in +Motiya, whimpering. + +'_Ai fool!_ Who cares for the water? It flows south, not north; so we +are safe. No! 'tis the sahib's death. Mayhap 'twill teach other folks' +relations not to be in such a hurry to thrust themselves into other +folks' service against the custom----' + +'But----' + +'_Ai teri!_ wouldest deny my right--the widow's right? _Ai! mere adme_, +thy sahib is dead, and there is none to see justice done and employ thy +relations! _Ai! mere dil murgya! murgya!_' + +As the renewed sense of her wrongs rose in the familiar wail, the women +from within joined in it dutifully. Without, the girl, with her hands +clenched and her wild eyes straining into the shadows, seemed to be +caught and carried away by it also, and her shrill voice echoed theirs +instinctively. + +'_Ai! mere sahib murgya. Ai! mere dil murgya! murgya!_' + +The women, scared to death at the unexpected aid, stopped suddenly, and +the young voice rose alone. + +'_Ai! mere dil murgya! murgya!_' + +The sound of her own wailing brought home to her the truth, rousing her +passion, her grief, her anger, to madness; and in one swift desire for +revenge she turned and ran. + +'_Mere sahib murgya!_' + +The wail echoed over the wild swirl of the flood-water as she crossed +the bridge once more. It was trembling now before its doom as the water +rose inch by inch. And could that be rain? that large warm drop upon +her hand, so large that it ran down between her fingers? Another on her +upturned face, blinding her. If those were raindrops, and many of them +came, it might, indeed, be the deluge of the Most High. And if it were? +Had not the end of all things come to her already? Yet as she ran she +looked curiously into the sky. Not a cloud was visible; only an even +haze of grey vapour, through which now and again a great drop splashed +down upon her, warm and soft. + +'_Ai! mere sahib! mere sahib!_' + +No more than a sob now; yet even that she hushed as the Mori gate +showed black before her. Should it be Chandni? No, not yet; but for +Dalel and the hopes of him, the woman would have cared nothing for +water or no water. So she passed on through the causeway. One or two +villagers, hurrying, like her, through the darkness, talking in scared +whispers of the strange flood, fell back from her path terrified. A +knot of men in the bazaar huddled aside as she slipped by like a +shadow; even in the courtyard of the palace the watchmen, gathered +round one pipe for the comfort of companionship in such uncanny times, +gave no more than an uneasy glance at the half-seen figure which they +did not care to challenge. + +Should it be Khush-hal Beg in his swinging cradle? He had betrayed her +mother, and the knife she carried was long enough to reach through the +fat to his heart, long enough to do the mischief, when held in reckless +hands, even if aid came to the unwieldy body. No! it should not be +Khush-hal either. Let him wait a while since he had done little to harm +the sahib. The true quarry lay higher in the old man up yonder in his +nest like a bird of prey; seeing all things with his keen old eyes, +plotting and planning with his wise old brain. But for him, the others +had not been; but for him the sahib would have been alive, and now he +was dead. Each step of the stairs as she laboured up them seemed to +need that cry of 'dead! dead!' to help her on her way; and they left +her breathless on the first platform of the roof, where those huge +drops of rain were falling in audible thuds upon the hard plaster. +Faster and faster. This was not rain. Something must have given way in +the sky, and, as the old man had said, it was '_Tofhan Ehlai_.' So much +the better for her purpose. In the arcades on either side faint figures +glimmering white in the shadows showed where some of the servants were +sheltering. So much the better, also, since she might find the old man +alone; not that she cared for that either, save in its greater +assurance of success. He would not be in the pavilions at this time, +but in the room to the north end of the tower, of which she had heard +the women speak. The room with the big jutting balcony whence you could +see north, east, and west, everything except Hodinuggur itself. + +By this time the raindrops, falling faster and faster, had become a +sheet of water streaming down straight with such curious force that she +staggered under it. A little sun-baked fireplace against which she +stumbled dissolved to sheer mud ere she had recovered her balance, and +a loosened brick on the last step upwards rolled down, beaten from its +place ere her foot touched it. It was the Great Flood indeed, though +every moment the sky grew lighter and she could now see her way +clearly. + +'_Mere sahib murgya! murgya!_' + +She kept the wild fire glowing in heart and eyes by the murmur, until +through an open door she saw what she sought--an old man seated at a +chess-table, still as a statue. With a cry she darted forward, +snatching at the knife in her girdle, then paused abruptly. Where was +the hurry? he could not move. So with a half laugh of exultation she +turned back deliberately to bolt the door--a strong door, as befitted +one giving on the favourite sleeping-place of despotism. It would need +time to force an entry there; more time than she would need to do her +work. Meanwhile she must look at this arbiter of her fate ever since +she was born--this tyrant whom she had never seen. What! was that all? +that wreck of a man, with his head upon his breast? but as she came +nearer, the light, such as it was, from the wide-arched balcony, aided +by a cresset smoking in a niche, showed her something of the youth in +his eyes. Perhaps it showed him something of the age in hers, for the +Diwan paused in his first haughty challenge, then began again. + +'Hast come to frighten me, as thou frightenest the villagers, oh! +Azizan, daughter of the potter's daughter?' he asked coldly. He was +defenceless, and he knew it, save for craft of the brain. + +'Nay! I have come to kill thee, Zubr-ul-Zaman, Diwan of Hodinuggur,' +she replied; 'to kill thee as thou hast killed the sahib.' + +A sound which might have been a laugh reached her as she took a step +nearer, brandishing the knife; perhaps it was that which made her pause +again in her turn; for laughter was hardly what she expected. + +'I did not kill the sahib, fool. He killed himself for love of the mem +sahib: the fair mem who took the Ayodhya pot.' + +The girl fell back the step she had taken, and the hand bearing the +knife went up to her forehead in a gesture matching her sharp cry of +pain. The truth struck home; yet she caught at denial desperately. + +'Thou liest! She did not take it. I took it once--twice. I have the +pearls--the Hodinuggur pearls. I--I--not she.' + +One of those curious spasms of life came to the wreck of a man, as it +turned to look at the girl more closely. + +'So! Thou also hast brains. 'Tis the woman's _yog_[6] nowadays. My son, +and my son's son, have none. Thou shouldst have been my granddaughter, +Azizan, had I but known. Thou mayest be now.' + +His granddaughter! Of course! she had suspected so all her life, had +known it to be so for months, yet she had never realised the fact till +now; and an odd, inexplicable sense of kindred rose up in her against +her will. + +'I shall kill thee, no matter who thou art,' she cried quickly. + +'Wherefore? What harm have I done to thee, Azizan? 'Twould have suited +me better had the sahib fancied thy face. Thou hadst thy chance.' + +Something in her shrank back abashed before the naked truth of the old +man's words. She had had her chance, according to her world, and she +had failed. She had failed utterly; and yet---- Something else in her, +strange, incomprehensible, clamoured against the verdict, and the +deadly weariness, the passionate apathy she had so often felt before +came over her. The knife dropped to her side, and half mechanically she +looked out through the arches of the balcony to where the red-brick +bungalow should stand. There was nothing to be seen but sheets of water +streaming from above, while from below came a rush and a roar. Suddenly +as she listened came another sound; a _pit-pat pat-pit_ on the floor in +half a dozen places. The rain had conquered the thick-domed roof. + +'It is "_Tofhan Elahi_," she said, and even as she spoke a babel of +voices rose at the closed door. + +'Open! open! The river saps the foundation. _Ari bhai!_ is he dead, +that he hath no fear? Beat it down!--Oh, Diwan sahib!--Oh! servant, +who hath closed the door?--Open! open!--Nay! without a smith 'tis +hopeless--And I tarry not!--Listen! there goes more of the wall--Open, +fools! open!' + +Amid the roar and rush, the vain blows and shouting, the old man's eyes +were on Azizan's, not so much in appeal as in command. He could not +move and his faded voice would never reach through the clamour, so his +only safety lay in her obedience. But she shook her head, then crouched +down--as if to wait till they should once more be alone--in her +favourite attitude, her back against the wall, her knees drawn up to +her chin, the knife still clasped in her hand ready for use. A louder +roar came from without, a rattle as of bricks, mingled with cries of +caution and alarm. Then gradually the blows and voices dwindled away +from the ceaseless clamour of the rain and the intermittent rumblings +of falling masonry, as the smallest crack widened beneath the pressure +to a breach until, bit by bit, the solid walls seemed to melt away. + +'Why didst thou not open the door, fool?' The words in the greater +silence were just audible to the girl. + +'Because I did not choose.' + +Again the odd sound like a laugh came from that bent figure. + +'The woman's reason. Why didst thou not choose, Azizan?' + +There was no anger, scarcely a trace of anxiety even, in his tone. He +was no novice to the ways of women, and the girl's face told him that +his chance of life was almost gone. What must be must, and death came +to all; to the mad fool in her turn. The sombre fire of her eyes met +his sullenly; but she made no answer, save to lay the knife down +quietly on the sill of the arch against which she leant. The steel rang +clear upon the hard red sandstone. + +The old Diwan's wrinkled hand hovered for a moment over the pieces on +the board, then fell back upon his knees. So they sat staring at each +other silently in the bow of the balcony. There was nothing more to be +said. She had chosen; why, she knew not. And as the clamour of the rain +and the rush of the river rose higher and higher, Zubr-ul-Zaman's head +sank upon his breast with the old formula-- + +'Queen's mate; the game is done.' + +The woman's reason, or unreason, had conquered the Strength of the +World. But that was no new thing to the Diwan's wisdom. + +But to the people outside in the open, huddling together under the +pitiless downpour for safety's sake, it was more or less of an +amusement to wonder how long the old tower would hold out against the +mad stream sapping at its foundations. Not long; for already the ruined +wall had gone, disclosing a portion of the secret stair, where Zainub, +the old duenna, lay parched up almost to a mummy. A hideous sight, no +doubt, had there been light enough to see it; but there was not, and +the refugees upon the higher ground could discern nothing but the block +of the old tower and the swirling water below. A faint light came from +the balcony of the room where the Diwan was known to be; and, as they +watched it, people speculated how the door came to be fastened. Perhaps +it had swung-to, perhaps---- Well, he must be dead, or would soon be +dead, since rescue was impossible; and, after all, he had lived his +time. Khush-hal had been saved from his swinging cradle, and then there +was Dalel away up at Simla. Rulers enough for a poor country-side, if +God spared it from the Great Flood; and if not, why then the old man +was at least better off than they, exposed as they were to the +elements. Far better; both he and the outcasts in their straw huts, +which would hurt no one even if they fell. So the first in the land was +as the last, and the last first. '_Sobhan ullah!_' + +As the rain slackened the night grew darker, until even the block of +the tower ceased to show against the sky, and the little company of +watchers could only hear the thunder of its fall. + +'God rest him,' muttered a peasant, muffled into a formless bundle in +his blanket. 'He was a hard master, and the new one may be harder +still. There will be a good crop anyway.' + +And down on the very edge of the boiling stream, when the rain ceased, +a light went twinkling up and down, up and down. It was the potter +looking for his dead daughter as the _debris_ of the old wall, beneath +which she had been buried sixteen years before, crumbled away bit by +bit before the furious stream. + + + + + + CHAPTER XX + + +The dawn broke upon a new world as far as Hodinuggur was concerned. +Where the desert had stretched thirsty and dry, lay a shoreless sea. +Where the streak of silver had split the round horizon into halves, the +double line of the canal banks looked like twin paths leading to some +world beyond the waste of waters. They steered straight out of sight +on either side, almost unbroken save for the great gap where the +sluice-gate had stood. There the stream still swept sideways to circle +round the island of Hodinuggur, which bore, like an ark, its company of +refugees from the surrounding levels; a little company which +straightway, taking advantage of the coming sun, began to wring out its +wet garments and spread them to dry, until a general air of washing-day +reduced the tragedy of the past night to the commonplace. And after +all, what had happened? An old woman or two had been drowned, the Diwan +and his tower swept away. But the world held too many old women and +more than enough of nobles. For the rest, it had not been the Flood of +the Most High; and though Death came to all in the end, and the +loneliness of it must be dreary, still it was somehow more terrifying +to die in batches, wholesale. + +So, clothed in their white, new-washed robes like the elect, they went +down after a time in companies to see the extent of damage done to +their belongings, and test how far it was possible to wade through the +water towards the village homestead or two which rose above the flood. +Canal-wards, of course, passage was barred, would be barred for days +until the stream ceased flowing or a boat was brought. So the horseman +whom they could see picking his way flounderingly along the northern +bank might be the only survivor of the big world beyond, and they be +none the wiser--for the time. It was Dan Fitzgerald who, after an +enforced shelter at the half-way village, was wondering who could have +taken the responsibility of anticipating the telegram he carried in his +pocket by opening the sluice-gates, and so, in all probability saving +the big Sunowlie embankment farther down. For the sluice had been +opened; that was evident to his experience at once, since without the +lead of the current to cut, the flood would have swept on to do its +worst elsewhere. Well! whoever had done it, be he watchman or Diwan, +deserved something at the hands of the Department, and be the past +record a bad one or not, this act should have its reward--its just +reward--if he could compass it. + +Ten minutes after, he had driven the chattering servant from the room, +and grief-stricken, yet convinced into a sort of calm acceptance of the +inevitable, had lifted the poor lad's body tenderly to the bed. He +scarcely even thought of a reason for the tragedy; perhaps there was +none, for Dan in his rough and ready life had seen such a thing before; +had known the useless search for some adequate cause. And was there not +cause enough here for a sudden loss of balance? That race down from +Paradise to Purgatory!--the intolerable journey--the horrible +homecoming; and then the cursed bottle he had left. The remembrance +sent his whole mind into useless regrets. If he had only ridden faster, +if somehow he could have been there in time to prevent the loneliness, +the awful desolation of it all! for he had been through such loneliness +himself, and knew what it had meant to him. Perhaps, taking his own +excitability as a standard, he over-estimated the effect on George's +nature. At any rate, as he stooped mechanically to pick up the revolver +round which the boy's dead hand had still been closed, he felt that, +given the necessity for sudden return, the rest might be inferred. And +then, beside the revolver he saw the open locket, with Gwen's smiling +face staring up at him. _Gwen!_ Great God! what did it mean? His own +locket, of course, and yet----he sat down at the table white as death, +looking first at the pretty face, then at the still figure on the bed, +now decently shrouded from the glaring light of day. And by degrees the +colour returned to his cheek. No! it could not be so. She was not +cruel, only careless; and ah! what a grief this would be to her! +Besides, George was not one to put a life-long regret of that sort into +a friend's life. So pondering, he realised that among other incidents +of the home-coming had been that of learning who his sweetheart really +was. That, then, did not happen at Simla, so that could not have been +the cause of the lad's sudden return. + +Why, then, had he come? The new lock and keys lying on the table, gave +him a clew, and his quick wits suggested danger to the gates. Then it +came to him in a flash confusedly, almost irrationally, that it had +been done for his sake and hers, and he was on his knees by the bed in +a minute. + +'Oh! George! George! why did you do it?' + +So with the answering silence came a decision, impulsive, yet +immutable. Such blame as could be taken he would take. No one should +know or dream of failure. No one should ever say--'Ah, poor fellow, he +shot himself; must have been something wrong, you know.' Rapidly he +counted the costs, the possibility of silence. Hodinuggur, separated +from him by an impassable stream, could not be taken into account, so +he must accept the risk there. It would not be much, if the servants' +tale was true, that they had only discovered their master's death when +the storm began, and had done no more than send word to the palace. No +one, then, could have seen the body save those four or five servants, +who loved their master, and worshipped rupees, and, above all, desired +peace and quiet, and not the dangerous rakings up of the past which +always followed on the advent of the police. Then for the Department +itself. What he had said in his ignorance was true. Whether George had +opened the sluice when, as the servants said, he went out in the middle +of the day, or whether the palace folk had done it, the Department, in +either case, owed the opener a debt of gratitude. If the latter, the +Moghuls would be glad to keep silence; if the former, even if they set +up a claim for compensation for damage, they would have been due so +much had he, Dan, arrived in time to carry out his orders; thus no +injustice would be done. + +So half an hour afterwards, one of the servants started along the path +to the outer world with a telegram to headquarters, and that evening, +when the flood had subsided a little, Dan chose out the driest spot he +could find in the sandy compound, and read the Church service over his +friend's body. No one, he told himself, should know the truth; except +some day perhaps, Gwen, when she came there as his wife. Then he would +tell her, the pity, the needlessness of it all; and yet the +needlessness had this virtue in it, that it made concealment possible; +for the flood had swept away the error, if error there had been. + +The telegram reached Colonel Tweedie next morning, among many more +telling of disaster and death along the line of the great canal. Yet +none was more pitiful than this one which ran thus-- + + +'_Opening of sluice-gate, as ordered, saved Sunowlie embankment, but +palace injured. George Keene died yesterday of cholera. Very prevalent +here. Details by post_.' + + +'Dear! dear!' fussed the Colonel. 'How very sad! What a blow to poor +Mrs. Boynton. She is so tenderhearted, and really, she was almost +unnecessarily interested in that boy.' + +They all thought of her; even Lewis Gordon, as yielding to that odd +desire to see for oneself which besets us all when bad news comes by +telegram, he sat looking at the flimsy message of evil; yet his first +words were of Rose. + +'Your daughter will feel it also, sir; feel it very much, I'm afraid.' +Then he paused, to resume in more ordinary tones. 'I had, I think, +better start at once, sir. I can report all along the line, and wire if +your presence seems necessary. I hardly think it will be, and it is +useless inconveniencing yourself for nothing.' + +Colonel Tweedie bridled. 'I am not accustomed to consider my own +convenience as against the public service'--he was beginning pompously, +when Lewis cut him short. + +'I'm afraid I wasn't thinking so much of you, sir, as of Miss Tweedie. +This will be a great blow to her.' He thought so honestly, and as he +jolted down the hill in a tonga half an hour afterwards he told himself +he was glad to have escaped the necessity for seeing her grief, even +while he was conscious of a curiosity to know how she would take the +news. There was no such difficulty in imagining Gwen's behaviour. He +could almost see the pretty pathetic face keeping back its tears, and +hear the soft voice saying with a little thrill in it that George was +the nicest, dearest boy she had ever met, and that she would never +forget his kindness and goodness to her--never! never! + +As he thought of this his expression was not pleasant, for Gwen had, in +his opinion, done her level best to turn the lad's head, and so must +surely know that she was talking bunkum. A man would know it; though +perhaps it was not fair to judge a woman by a man's standard of truth, +and Gwen, doubtless, was as genuine as she knew how to be; as genuine, +anyhow, as Rose Tweedie, with her pretensions of utter indifference to +all sentiment. Well, poor girl! she was face to face with realities +now, for she had certainly cared a good deal for George, even to the +extent of trying to keep him from Gwen's wiles. Poor George! a fine +young fellow, who, for one thing, had been saved a bad heartache. + +He had intended passing on as quickly as possible to Hodinuggur, but +being delayed by the necessity for settling endless requisitions for +repairs, had barely reached Rajpore ere Dan Fitzgerald returned, +reporting that there was no reason for him to go out. Permanent repair +was impossible till the rains should be over, as every lesser flood +must run down the channel cut out for it by this deluge, and everything +to ensure the further safety of the palace had been done. Barring the +Diwan's tower, there had not after all been much damage, as the jewels +and treasure in the vaults below had been saved: besides, the bumper +crops which would follow on the inundations would more than compensate +for any loss. There was, however, a certain anxiety in Dan's face as he +said this. + +'Well, even if they were to claim,' replied Lewis complacently, 'the +saving of the Sunowlie bank would be dirt cheap at a few thousands. It +cost us over two lakhs, and I was in an awful funk about it, thinking +we must be too late. I tried to intercept poor George with a wire, +knowing he would take the order quicker as he was already on the way. + +Dan's whole soul leaped towards the possibility. 'Then he got it after +all. I was wondering----' he paused, angry at his own imprudence. + +'Wondering what?' asked Lewis impatiently. 'I was going to say I missed +him, and then I didn't see how you could possibly get there in time. By +the way, when did you get my wire?' + +'About an hour after you sent it off,' said Dan uneasily. He did not +care for Lewis Gordon's sharp, practical eyes on these details. + +'That is, say, ten o'clock on the morning of the 6th, I suppose. Good +riding, indeed! And that reminds me. The report from the Rajah's +people, which came through your office, says that the water first ran +through the cut about middle day on the 6th. Manifestly impossible. You +had hardly left Hodinuggur. It's a trifle, of course but you had better +stamp on the inaccuracy, and show you are on the watch, or they will go +on to cooking generally.' + +'Yes----,' replied Dan slowly. This simple difficulty in concealing the +discrepancy of time had escaped him before; but he was fully alive to +it now. Most men in his place would have set the question aside, at all +costs, for further consideration, and risked the possible consequences +of the evasion. But Dan's mind was of finer temper; he could trust it +to thrust home at any moment. This is the true test of power, and it is +only the second thoughts of the commonplace which are better than their +first. So he took advantage of the occasion calmly, knowing his man. + +'But they are right. I did not open the gates. I believe George did, +but even of that I am not sure. However, you shall judge for yourself. +I don't ask for confidence, of course. I haven't the right; but I +expect you will give it all the same.' Then boldly, plainly, yet with +one reservation, he told the tale of what he knew and what he surmised. +George had shot himself--of that there was no doubt. The sluice had +been opened, in his opinion, by treachery, of which George, at Simla, +had received some hint, and which he had arrived too late to prevent; +though this also was mysterious, since the gates had not been opened +till long after George's arrival. The guard at the sluice had been +drowned or had disappeared, and the new Diwan, Khush-hal, professed +pious ignorance. In fact, only this much was certain, that the Sunowlie +embankment had been saved, that George had taken the responsibility on +himself even to death, and that the flood had made it possible to keep +his memory from stain. For the sake of his friends alone, was not this +desirable? This hint, no more, he gave of the inner tragedy connected +with the locket. Yet as those two men sat looking at each other across +the office-table littered with papers, their thoughts, all unknown to +each other, flew to the one woman; but the memory brought tears to +Dan's dark eyes, and left Lewis's hard as the nether millstone in the +conviction that Gwen was at least morally responsible for George +Keene's death. It came to him as a certainty, and yet a contemptuous +tolerance came with it. She had not meant, of course--women never +did--to play fast and loose with the boy's head. Yet she had done so. +He had spent too much money, he had been careless; honest, perhaps, +though even that might not be so, no one could tell. Why then should +they try to find out now, when it was all irrevocable, when no harm +could come out of silence? And George had been a good sort; too good +for such an end; besides, even for Gwen's sake silence was best. He +felt very bitter against her, very sore; yet such things must not be +said about his future wife as might be said if the truth were really +known. + +'I suppose it had better remain as it is,' he said at last, moodily. +'Cholera has served its turn in such a case before--one of the +advantages of living in a land of sudden death. Poor George! I daresay +there was treachery. + +Dan, shading his eyes with his clasped hands, was silent a moment. 'If +there was, he had no part in it. I wonder if you remember a +conversation in the balcony at Hodinuggur about what a man would do in +such a case. "No, you wouldn't, not unless you wanted to be thought +guilty." Do you remember saying that, Gordon?' + +Lewis nodded; it was not a pleasant memory. + +'I can't tell you the whole. But I am convinced George shot himself to +save me. He knew'--what, perhaps, you don't--that I was engaged to a +woman----' + +Gordon pulled some papers towards him impatiently, and took up a pen, +as if to end the subject. + +'I suppose it is always "_cherchez la femme_"; yet it does not seem to +me an agreeable factor in existence.' + +'_Cherchez la femme!_' echoed Dan. 'Why not? They are our mothers and +sisters, our sweethearts and wives, after all. And have you ever +thought, Gordon, what it must be like to look back over a lifetime, and +see next to nothing that you would rather have left undone? Or, if +you're pious, to take a sort of pride in pillorying yourself for a +cross word or a tarradiddle? There isn't a man in a million with that +record, but half the women one meets--ay! half the women one +patronises--have it. Perhaps it is small blame to anything but fate; +still they have it.' + +'Or think they have--which has the same effect! You remind me of a +countryman of yours, a doctor, I knew once. "The sex," he said, "can't +do wrong, and when it does it's hysteria." However, let us leave that +poor lad to rest in peace; in a way that is more worth than the +happiness of any woman who ever was born. And, look here, make the tale +of reports complete, send them to me, and I'll consign them, dates and +all, to a pigeon-hole. That is the beauty of official mistakes; you +_can_ pigeon-hole them and no one is the wiser, unless, indeed, some +personal motive crops up. But that is not likely. So far as I can see, +it is to no one's interest to make a row--not even if there is a woman +at the bottom of it all.' + +There was a concentrated bitterness in his tone, due to no cynicism, +but rather to an intensity of pain; for if Rose Tweedie belonged by +birth to that strange latter-day feminine development which +unconsciously sets passion aside both from mind and emotion, and will +none of it spiritually or physically, Lewis belonged to that still +larger class of men who have driven it from the mind: who say openly +that it is despicable; but that the world cannot get on without it; who +insist in a breath in its unworthiness and its necessity. Gwen, he said +to himself after Dan had gone, was very woman, capable of ruining any +man in a week if she chose, and then being sorrowfully surprised at +the result. Still it would be unkind to wound her needlessly by telling +her that result; the more so because she would certainly tell other +people, and Rose Tweedie might break her heart over it. Even if the +pigeon-holed mistake were found out, they might get up a fiction about +the telegram having reached George after all. The compensation might +have to be given; but even in that case he could see no need for raking +up the mud, since the claim would be a just one. + +Nevertheless a week after, when he and Dan were once more seated +opposite each other at the office-table, he felt vaguely uncomfortable. +For a schedule of the dead lad's debts lay between them ready for the +Administrator-General, and that showed an item of six thousand rupees +borrowed on George's note of hand, backed by some youngsters on the +very day on which he had left Simla. + +'It was a first holiday, you know,' said Dan regretfully. 'And +Hodinuggur is such a hole. There were the races, you know, +and--and----' + +'_Cherchez la femme_,' quoted Lewis; 'I don't blame him, not a bit. But +if there had been an inquiry, Fitzgerald?-----' + +Dan shook his head and sighed fiercely. 'Yes! I know. For all that, he +was straight--straight as a die! My only regret in keeping the thing +dark is that some one has to go scot-free.' + + + + + CHAPTER XXI + + +A shivering woman in one pannier; in the other, such things as a +breathless fugitive can gather together in one hurried half hour. +Between them the hump of a camel, a camel which every instant seems as +if it must split into halves as its long splay legs slither and slide +in the mud that covers all things. + +Such was the method of Chandni's flight from Hodinuggur. Not a +comfortable one, but under the circumstances necessary; nor was she +altogether unprepared for that necessity. People of her trade know what +to expect when they are attached to petty intriguing courts, where one +ruler's meat is invariably the next ruler's poison. Besides, in this +case she had to reckon on Khush-hal Beg's anger at the repulse she had +given him on more than one occasion; given him, of course, with a view +to future possibilities with his son Dalel, but that rather increased +than diminished the offence. And now her patron, old Zubr-ul-Zaman, was +dead, Khush-hal had supreme power, and what was more, three pearls were +amissing from the Hodinuggur necklace; three pearls which could easily +be traced home to her safe keeping, _and no further_, if needs be. So, +at the first hint of inquiry, Chandni had deemed it wiser to seek the +protection of the only man who knew something--if not all--about the +intrigue which had ended so strangely in Providence setting aside the +necessity for any intrigue at all. If Dalel chose to remain at Simla, +where, no doubt, he was amusing himself hugely, she would not interfere +with his amusements; that had never been her plan. She would only +resume her empire over his weak, worn-out wickedness. And yet the +flight entailed horrible discomfort. The splaying camel was to her what +a bad passage across the channel is to a fashionable lady, and as she +clutched wildly at the sides of the pannier, she decided that life was +not long enough for a repetition of such experience. If she returned to +Hodinuggur at all, it must be in a position which would ensure a +different style of locomotion. Even the night journey by rail, cooped +up behind iron bars in the wild-beast-cage-like compartment, labelled +in three languages for 'modest women,' was, in comparison, comfort +itself. Huddled up decently into a shapeless white bundle, she could at +least think over the odd turn affairs had taken, and make up her mind +what had best be done. The first thing, of course, was to bring Dalel +to her heel. That ought not to be difficult, for though--the water +having been procured--he might, like his father, find it convenient to +underrate her services in the matter, she had one or two good cards to +play in her adversary's strong suits which might with care save the +trick. At any rate they ought to prevent any reckless disregard of her +claims. First, they wanted the pearls back, and now that the Diwan was +dead, she was the only person who could tell them the ins and outs of +that transaction. Next, they wanted payment of the heavy _douceur_ +promised by the Rajah for good offices in making it possible for the +water to irrigate that basin of alluvial soil to the south. But here +again now that the Diwan was dead, they would find difficulty in +proving that anything had been done--that the flood was not responsible +for all, unless she chose to help them with her evidence. + +For the rest, give her Dalel and a bottle of champagne to herself for +one hour. If in that space he did not come back, as he had done a dozen +times before, to her empire of evil, she would have none of him. He +would be dead to all she had to offer in fullest perfection. He would +be beyond her influence, as it were, and so useless for her purpose. +She was not going to marry a fool in order to wear a veil and live with +a lot of women. + +By this time two coolies were carrying her up the hill from Solon, in a +thing like a bird-cage slung on poles; so small, so square, that she +had to sit in it cross-legged and bolt upright. But though she could +not sleep, even with the aid of opium, and though the hill-sides, after +the first rush of the rains, were clothed with tinted blossoms, and the +winding valleys green as emeralds with young rice, Chandni never parted +the thick patchwork curtains shrouding her from the public gaze, until +the setting down of the dhooli warned her of an opportunity for a +gossip and a pipe. Then her feet came over the side with a challenging +clash of their silver bells, and a quick stir run round the sleepy, +sun-sodden stage where travellers, and coolies, and sweetmeat sellers +lay huddled together in the shade. Even the cowboy driving his cattle +from the bales of fodder on their way up for the sahib-logue's ponies, +paused to look at her with a grin, while his beasts ate on. The bees +were flitting from flower to flower, a golden oriole flashed through +the green transparency of the walnut-trees, and below the branches the +great emerald hearts of the yam leaves outlined themselves against the +sapphire distance of the valley, which was divided from the sapphire +distance of the sky by the glittering pearly spikelets of the snowy +range. Sapphires and pearls echoed and re-echoed in ever-receding +distance by the white clouds dividing one sea of ether from another. + +But in all this world there was nothing worth a look, apparently, save +Chandni, the courtesan, swinging her silver anklets over the edge of a +dhooli; to judge at any rate by those human eyes. + +She did not go straight to her destination, but paused at a house in +the bazaar where such as she were all too welcome. There was never any +mincing of words or thoughts with Chandni. To one end she had been born +a courtesan, and to this end she lived to the best of her ability. So +she paused to clothe herself in clean clear muslins, and hang great +garlands of tuberose and jasmine about the column of her massive +throat; to redden her lips, and give a deeper shadow to her eyes; +looking at herself the while in the thumb-mirror worn on her left hand. +No more, no less intent upon appearing at her best than many a person +who has not been born to that end; many a decent, respectable person, +who would be dreadfully shocked at having her innocent half hour before +the cheval-glass evened to Chandni's most reprehensible occupation. +Perhaps the difference lies in the size of the mirrors; at any rate it +is not palpably apparent elsewhere. + +Mirza Dalel Beg was living, she knew, in a European house, as the upper +ten of natives love to do. Why, is, in five cases out of six, a +mystery. The sixth, no doubt, has acquired exotic tastes; the remaining +five, no doubt, consider it good style to pretend them. So, after +paying roundly for the privilege of toilet-sets and dinner-services, +they prefer the water-carrier with his skin bag to a lavatory, and a +big platter on the floor to all the neatly-laid dining-tables in +creation. + +A curious example of the fascination which useless comforts have for +some people came to light during one of the many Embassies from Cabul +which British diplomacy, or the want of it, has inveigled into India. +During its stay there, district-officers were instructed to provide the +whole horde of barbarians with house-room in European fashion so as to +avoid invidious distinctions. As a rule, the local Parsee was invited +to furnish a requisite number of empty houses with the necessary repp +curtains, French clocks, Britannia-metal teapots, and German prints, +needed for the night's hospitality. Next day, so runs the tale, there +never was a soup-plate to be found. Occasionally the guests packed up a +French clock; once, it is affirmed, a sponge-bath went amissing, but +unless they ate them, that Embassy must have gone back to Cabul with +some hundreds of dozens of soup-plates stowed away among the official +presents of watches that won't go, and guns that won't fire; and soup +is not a national dish in Afghanistan. + +So Dalel Beg had rented a house which he got cheap, because three of +its previous tenants had died of typhoid fever. It was a pretty place +enough, shut in somewhat by the ravines which furrow the lower part of +the ridge, but with an outlook beautiful beyond belief over the plains. +The single dahlias--refuse run wild from many a garden above--found +foothold in every cranny of the rocks, and great sheets of morning +glories climbed over the broken rails fencing the narrow path from the +steep declivity, which seemed to leap at one bound to the pale blue of +the valley below. Chandni, stepping out of her dhooli, looked at it all +distastefully, reached forth a strong, ring-bedecked hand, appropriated +a yellow dahlia, which she stuck behind her ear, and called. Then the +bells clashed again as she walked with a free step over to the verandah +of the house, raised the chick, and looked in, while the dhooli-bearers +squatted down beside the railings, and apparently resumed a +conversation begun in the bazaar. For the rest, sunshine and silence. + +Chandni, dazzled by the glare outside, could at first see nothing +clearly; the room, though to her unaccustomed eyes crammed full of +useless things, seemed empty of what she sought. Then suddenly there +came a shrill, unformed voice-- + +'Go away! We don't want you. Mam-ma, send her away. Go, I tell you! The +Mirza is married now; I am his wife.' + +The girl who came forward was not more than fifteen by the look of her, +with a frizz of hot-pressed light hair over her forehead, and a skin +which gave one the impression of being bleached, perhaps because of the +coal-black eyes set in the narrow sharp face; yet with a certain +attractiveness about the figure, dressed as it was in the height of +fashion, with sleeves to the ears, and a waist requiring the surgical +bandage of folded silk to prevent it from breaking in two. + +His wife! Chandni, from her full height and magnificent development, +looked at her as distastefully as she had looked at the view from the +terrace. Neither were to her liking: they both appealed too much to the +imagination. This other woman who came in answer to the call was +better, though past her prime and pulpy; drowsy, too, from the snooze +she had been enjoying on the sofa. Still with a torrent of capable, +tell-tale abuse for the intruder. + +'Ari!' laughed Chandni contemptuously, when the fat lady paused for +breath. 'So thou too hast been of the bazaar? But I want not thee, or +that half-fledged thing who calls herself a wife. I want Dalel--where +is he?' + +'Mamma!' cried the unformed voice in English, breaking down over its +own feeble passion. 'Send her away, I tell you! The Mirza will be back +soon, and she must not be here. Don't fool with words. Call the +servants. _Ai! budzart!_ (base-born). I will throw you down the _khud_! +(hill-side).' + +Chandni laughed again--laughed louder as, in response to the girl's +cry, a face showed itself behind her. + +'Salaam, oh _bhai_! (brother),' she said, nodding her head at the +new-comer. 'Ah! 'tis thou, Mohammed? look you, this image saith she +will fling me down the _khud_. If it came to force, my pigeon, I know +which would have the Mirza; but I will not fight for him thus, he is +not worth it. So, he fancies thee? God help him. Sure, thy mother is +the better woman.' + +'Come, come, mother Chandni,' urged the servant in response to shrill +commands. 'This is no place for thee now. These are mem's. And he hath +married her,' he went on fast and low. 'Yea! 'tis true, the _nikka_ +hath been read, so abuse is vain. Come, thou canst see him elsewhere.' + +'Nay! I will see him here--here with his mem,' retorted Chandni airily. +Then she turned swiftly on the elder woman, who, going to the door, was +about to call for further assistance. 'What harm shall I do thee, fool, +who art as I am with a piebald skin, or as this one, who would be as I +am had God made her a woman. Lo! ask thy servants who Chandni the +courtesan is, and what she has been, ay! and will be--if she chooses.' + +It was an odd scene. The room decorated into bastard civilisation; the +girl depending on a lack of pigment in her skin for all her claims to +mem-ship, that being the only trace of her unknown European father; the +mother without even this distinction, yet clinging to her taint of +'Western blood, as to a patent of nobility; clinging to it farcically, +in fringe and furbelow, in fashion generally. Before them, as it were, +against them, stood Chandni, in her trailing white Delhi draperies and +massive garlands, a figure which might have served as model for some of +those strange solemn-eyed statues, half Greek, half Indian, which are +found buried in the sand-hills of the frontier. There was a little +crowd of dark expectant faces at the door now, towards which she nodded +familiarly. + +'Go back! oh brothers! I do no harm. 'Tis not my way with women folk. I +wait the Mirza's return. Then, if I am not wanted, I will go. Lo! +Chandni the courtesan hath no need to keep a man in a leash; she hath +no need to have the _nikka_ read, my little pigeon, as thou hast. Ari! +so the pictures in the papers Dalel used to bring me are true, and 'tis +a beauty to have no body and a big head. + +Beatrice Norma Elflida D'Eremao, presently her Highness Mrs. Dalel Beg, +gave a little scream of rage, and stamped her tiny high-heeled shoes +upon the floor. Mrs. Lily Violet D'Eremao, her mother, known in her +time by many a _sobriquet_ until she settled down to sobriety and the +education of a fair daughter, screamed too, in voluble abuse; but they +were both quite helpless before the white-robed figure standing between +them and the sunlight with a laugh on its red lips, which did not leave +them when into the midst of the scene came Dalel Beg, got up in his +dandy riding gear; only the folded pugree remaining to tell the tale of +his birth. Perhaps because the ideas within the head it covered needed +some such excuse for their existence. His face was hideous in its sheer +malice, livid, not with passion or fear, but from that hatred of +opposition which belonged to his race. And Chandni, recognising this, +swept him a low salaam, graceful to the uttermost curve of each finger, +a salaam which would have made Turveydrop die of envy, a salaam such as +one sees once or twice in a lifetime. A minute before she might have +given it in derision; now she yielded it to the lingering majesty in +this pitiful representative of a long line of tyrants. + +'Long life attend my lord,' she said, in those liquid tones of set +ceremony, which her class pride themselves on acquiring. And even among +them Chandni had a silver tongue: none near her, so the report ran. + +Dalel Beg's eyes saw, his ears heard. They would not refuse their +wonted office, and yet as he took a step nearer, he raised the hunting +crop he held. + +'Go!' he cried. 'Go! Mohammed! Fuggu--turn this scum of the bazaars +from the door.' + +'Which scum of the bazaars?' she asked coolly. 'This--or that?' + +It was not scorn exactly, it was an indifferent contempt which seemed +to leave no denial possible, and which held action arrested. + +'Which is it to be, Mirza sahib?' she asked again, crossing swiftly to +where the girl stood as if to measure her height against that small +insignificant figure. 'There is not much to choose between us, except +in the outside--and thou hast eyes!' + +'Fuggu! Mohammed! Dittu! Scoundrels, turn her out! call the Kotwal! +Turn her out, I say!' shrieked the Mirza, fast loosing all dignity in a +sort of animal admiration for this woman, who, he knew, would come back +to him at a word. A word he dare not give,--which he did not wish to +give, as yet. + +'Softly! softly! oh, my brothers,' came that liquid voice. 'There is no +need to touch Chandni the courtesan. The master hath his right, and I +will go. I only ask a word, and sure my words are better for the ear +than theirs.' + +It was incontestably true, for mother and daughter were now at the +highest pitch of the Eurasian accent aggravated by hysterics, and the +men stood uncertain, siding, every one of them, with that which was +familiar. + +'The word is this,' she went on boldly, 'I have done my part. Is there +to be payment?' + +Dalel's face lost its last trace of dignity and settled down into mere +spite. + +'So! it is payment. Lo! mother-in-law, hold thy peace! 'Tis nothing but +a bad debt, a debt without a bond! Payment! Go, fool, and ask it of the +old man--the old devil who was drowned. Ask not here--here we need all +the money we can get.' + +Then in his delight and content in this opportunity for malice, he +forgot a suspicion of fear which had been with him hitherto, and +turned to the girl with a leer and a laugh: 'Aha! we want the _oof_ +ourself, don't we, Tricks? Lo! I give you gold watch and chain to-day. +I give you gold bangle to-morrow, if you're good girl. But that +one--nothing--nothing.' + +He echoed the last words jeeringly in Hindustani, cutting with his whip +towards Chandni as one cuts at a dog to frighten it from the room. +Perhaps he was nearer than he thought; anyhow, the uttermost end of +lash touching the silver bells on her ankle set them jingling. A slight +thing to make two women cease their cries, and half a dozen men or more +hold their breath involuntarily; yet it did, commanding silence for +that clear voice. + +'Lo! thou hast given me something, oh Mizra Dalel Beg! which no man +hath given before to Chandni the courtesan. It is enough. I go.' + +So far dignity went with her. But at the door she turned to give the +women back in kind and with interest the abuse which they had given to +her. Even with a despicable cheat like the Mirza, there was a +reputation to keep up--he was at least the descendant of worthy men who +had done their best for such as she; but with those two women, even as +herself, but without her claims, why should she be silent? + +Yet ere she was half-way back to the bazaar she had forgotten them and +their abuse; forgotten everything save that clash of the silver bells. +That was an end--an end for ever to Dalel. In a way she was glad, for +he was unendurable when sober, and not much better when he was drunk. +Now nothing remained save the necessity for compensation and revenge. +If the Moghuls would not pay, there were others who would. The mem, for +instance, who had taken the pearls. And those who had spread it abroad +that the little sahib had died in his bed, they would not care to have +their truth impugned. They had bribed the servants no doubt, the Diwan +was dead, and they had held the water sufficient inducement for the +others. But she? She had had nothing, and she meant to have something. +And then when she had got her money's worth for silence, she would go +and sell that silence to the Rajah, unless indeed by that time the +Moghuls had bidden higher for her speech. Without her evidence the +question as to whether the bribe were honestly due for favours done +could not be settled. She would begin with the mem; not by demanding +money, but the pearls, since most likely they had been disposed of and +the difficulty of getting hold of them again would, as it were, +increase her power of screw. If at the end of a month the sahib-logues +defied her, she would offer her silence or her speech to the highest +bidder, and give her evidence for either. After that, a merry life, +even if it had to be a short one; for the mere taste of comparative +freedom she had had that morning in the wooden house in the Simla +bazaar, had aroused the old reckless instincts, and before the evening +was over the news that Chandni, singer and dancer from Delhi, had come +to the place, was on the tip of every native's tongue. + + + + + CHAPTER XXII + + +Mrs. Boynton had behaved very much as Lewis Gordon had anticipated on +hearing of George Keene's sudden death from cholera. She had wept +honest tears over the dear lad, even while she could not help feeling +happier than she had done for months; happier because of the flood +which had come and gone, sweeping away with it all her difficulties, +all her troubles. Yet it brought her one unavailing regret that she +should so unnecessarily have put the bitter pain of hearing her +confession into those last days, and that he should have gone down to +his death not thinking ill of her exactly--the dear lad would never +have done that--but hurt, disappointed, unhappy. She would have liked +him to have seen a certain letter which lay in a drawer of her +writing-table. A letter addressed, sealed, stamped, ready for sending, +which she had only kept back one day. Only one; yet, but for that lucky +chance it might have fallen into Dan's hands while George was ill and +brought needless pain into another kind heart; for there was, thank +heaven! no more need for humiliation and confession and promises of +restitution. She had torn open the letter in order to read it again, +and had been quite satisfied with its straightforward avowal of +responsibility and firm intention, should difficulties arise, of taking +the whole blame on herself. Then she had put it away again as a +perpetual witness to her repentance and amendment. And surely these +virtues had a right to forgiveness? One person, she knew, would do more +than forgive if he knew all, and this conviction joined to the sense of +loss which his prolonged absence from her environment always produced +in Gwen Boynton made her think very tenderly of Dan, who wrote her such +kind, sympathetic letters from Hodinuggur about the dear lad. He was +not jealous, and full of evil imaginings like Lewis, whose temper had +certainly not been improved by his visit to the plains. Though she did +not consciously feel the need of something stronger than the cousinly +affection she had for him, there is no doubt that the shock of her own +lapses from strict honesty, joined to that of George Keene's sudden +death, had made her disinclined for final decision; so the fact that +Dan would, from pressure of work, be unable to get leave that year, and +Lewis, from the same cause, was not likely to be urgent in love-making, +suited her capitally. She would have time to recover her tone. To this +end she proceeded, with a curious strength of purpose, to dismiss the +nightmare of the past from her mind. It was over. What had been, had +been. She would 'reach out to the things which were before'; no! not +reach out! She would not again be premature; she would let fate and +luck have their say to the full. + +One small fact showed her state of mind exactly. She dismissed her +ayah, giving her as a parting present most of the articles which +Manohar Lal had forced her into buying from him. The woman sulked, yet +held her tongue, no doubt knowing through her patron, the jeweller, +that so far as he was concerned the mem was safe; besides, when all was +said and done, the bucksheesh was sufficient; under no circumstances +could more have been expected. So, on the whole, life went quite +smoothly in the pretty little drawing-room where poor young George had +sat with his head on the table dazed and stunned by his bitter pain. + +Over the way, however, in Colonel Tweedie's house, things were +different. Lewis Gordon, up to the ears in endless calculations, yet +found time to notice that grief suited Rose very ill. And grief, +forsooth, for a boy who had not cared a pin for her, who had run into +debt, and gambled and lost his head completely over another woman; who, +if the truth were known, had shot himself because--to take the most +charitable view of the matter--he had not the pluck to bear +disappointment. Naturally a young fellow felt being fooled--more or +less--by a woman, because certain instincts were the strongest a +man had--as a man. But one expected something more--or less--in a +gentleman. And there was Miss Tweedie, who depended for attractiveness +on the _beaute du diable_, looking pale and worn, over a mere +sentimentalism; for she herself would be the first to deny that she had +been what he, Lewis, would call 'in love' with George. Finally, though +he, knowing to the full Gwen's responsibility for the boy's suicide, +had every right, if he chose, to be hard on his cousin, why should this +girl, who knew nothing, stand aloof and show her disapproval so +plainly? + +'You don't understand girls,' said Gwen easily, in reply to some hints +of his to this effect. 'Dear Rose can't help huffing me at present. I +should feel the same, I'm sure, towards any one who had, to my mind, +stood between me and my dear dead.' + +Lewis shifted irritably in his chair, and wished to goodness she would +talk sense. + +'Sense! Why, you yourself are always blaming me in your heart because +that poor boy thought me the most perfect woman in the world! You know +you are! As if it was my fault. As if I ever encouraged such an idea in +any one, or set up for being perfection.' + +It was true enough. She never posed as anything but a woman _pur et +simple_. That was one of her charms in his eyes, and the injustice of +cavilling at what he really liked made him say more gently-- + +'I don't suppose you could help it, dear; and perhaps Miss Tweedie +can't either. I don't pretend to understand women--have enough to do in +trying to understand the atrocious English men put into their reports. +But I wish you could come over sometimes as you used to do. The girl +oughtn't to be allowed to eat nothing and grow so disagreeably thin.' + +Gwen gave an odd laugh. 'Well, I'll invite myself to luncheon +to-morrow. It is bad for the girl--and so useless, into the bargain.' + +The common-sense of the last remark lingered in Lewis Gordon's mind +comfortably as he went home. In more ways than one it was quite useless +to dwell on George Keene's unfortunate death. No doubt Rose, if she +knew all, would judge Gwen very harshly, and not only Gwen, but those +who, knowing what they did, went on as if nothing had happened; but +Rose Tweedie, the fates be praised, was not his judge. + +And yet when he passed the window of her room on his way to his own, +she was in sober truth sitting in judgment on the figure she saw for a +second between the draped curtains. He had been over as usual to Mrs. +Boynton's--to the woman who had been the last to see George Keene, and +who would say so little of that interview; the woman who no doubt was +to blame if, as her father said, George had run into debt, and gambled, +and lost his head. Lewis must know all this, perhaps more, yet he went +on approvingly. By and by he would marry this woman--for they were +engaged, of course, even now. Was not that enough to make any one +unhappy who cared for him as she cared? Rose leant forward over the +book her eyes were studying, and tried hard to bend her mind also to +its consideration. + +Despite these thoughts she received Mrs. Boynton on the next day +without a sign of disapproval; for Rose, like most unmarried girls at +the head of a house, was intensely proud of her position. In society, +if she did not care to speak to Gwen, she would not speak; if she did +not care to have her in the house she would not ask her; but if she +came, as she did now, uninvited, she was nothing more nor less than a +guest to be treated as a guest should be treated. Perhaps Lewis Gordon +had an inkling as to the cause of her graciousness, but Colonel Tweedie +saw nothing but a renewal of those amenities the loss of which he had +helplessly deplored during the past fortnight. It had put him out +terribly, and left him completely puzzled as to its cause. Certainly +not to any change in his mind, for the coolness had checked a steadily +growing conviction that he would not only like, but that he also ought, +to ask Mrs. Boynton to marry him. Rose was too much alone; she brooded, +as the former had kindly pointed out, over life, and fancied herself in +love with subordinates. She was too sensible for that sort of thing to +be real, but the constant companionship of a woman of the world was a +necessity to a young girl. It is surprising how many second marriages +are inspired by sensible considerations; still more surprising why such +prudence should then be thought virtuous, moral, blameless, yet be +deemed _anathema maranatha_ in first marriages. There are some things +which, as Dundreary said, 'no fellow can find out,' and one is the +curious ethical code which has quite obscured the real issues of +marriage, and made it possible for quick-witted husbands and wives to +quarrel desperately with each other about things that have nothing to +do with the tie between them. Colonel Tweedie, however, treated his +secondary reasons with the greatest respect, and beamed pompously round +the luncheon table as he announced his infinite regret that the duties +of his responsible position made it necessary for him to leave such +pleasant company sooner than he would otherwise have done. Mrs. +Boynton, however, would readily understand that Councils of State were +paramount to the public servant. Whereupon Gwen, after her fashion, +took the edge off his anguish by saying that she also had to be at home +early, seeing she had promised to interview some dreadful Madrassee +creature who had been recommended to her as an ayah. + +'Why did you send old Fuzli away?' asked Rose suddenly. They had risen +as they were speaking, and she had been standing by the window +listening with a certain weariness in her face to her father's ornate +regrets. + +'The old reason, "_I do not like thee, Dr. Fell_,"' laughed Gwen. 'I +suppose it is very illogical--therefore, as Lewis would say, very +womanly'--but I can't help disliking my world by instinct.' + +'That is monstrously unkind,' broke in the Colonel, eager as a boy over +the opportunity, 'when your world can't help doing the reverse.' There +is something very satisfactory apparently in a compliment to the person +who makes it, and the Colonel felt and looked quite lighthearted over +his. + +'When you have got rid of us all, Miss Tweedie,' said Lewis Gordon in a +low tone which yet covered Gwen's little laugh, 'you should go out and +have a jolly ride. I'm not using Bronzewing--she frets at waiting--so +she is at your service, if you care----' he paused in quick surprise-- + +Such a very little thing upsets a woman's balance at times; and +Bronzewing had been the one subject over which she and Lewis had never +quarrelled since the day of his accident. It was foolish, but the look +on her face made him turn hastily from the window to his cousin, and +catch at the first thing likely to give the girl time to recover +herself. + +'I believe your ayah's coming here, Gwen; at least I see one of those +little covered dhoolies descending from your house, and if there are to +be _purda-nishin_ women about, sir, it is time we men were going.' + +'Don't be ridiculous, Lewis. It is somebody going to pay a visit to the +khansaman's wife. The ayah wouldn't be _purdah_, and she wouldn't dare +to come here; and if she did, I am not going to make a zenana out of +Colonel Tweedie's drawing-room.' + +'But you could go into Rose's sitting-room, of course,' protested the +Colonel; 'couldn't she, dear?' + +'But indeed, good people,' began Gwen, laughing, 'it can't----' + +Just then a servant, entering stolidly, announced a woman waiting to +see Mem Boynton sahib. + +'I told you so,' cried Lewis joyfully, 'and, as a matter of fact, we +ought to be off, sir. It will take us a good twenty minutes to the +Secretariat.' + +'Show the woman into the Miss Sahib's office,' cried the Colonel +fussily. 'Rose, my dear----' + +But the girl had taken the opportunity of escaping through the open +French window. + +'Please don't mind,' said Mrs. Boynton. 'I know my way about this +house--at any rate I ought to, seeing how hospitable and good you have +been always. Good-bye. I hope your interview will prove more pleasant +than mine is likely to be.' + +Their ponies were waiting, and she stayed to see them start and give a +parting nod as they rounded the last visible turn of the path leading +to the Mall. Gwen always added these pleasant friendly touches to the +bareness and business of life. They came to her by instinct, and she +herself felt cold and cheerless without them. + +Then, very well satisfied with herself, she crossed the long matted +passage which ran from end to end of the house, separating the portion +Colonel Tweedie reserved for his own use from that occupied by the +office. Here, beside her father's private room, was Rose's little +study, and beyond that again Lewis Gordon's quarters and the big glazed +verandah where the clerks sat designing. It was quite a small room, +and, as Mrs. Boynton entered it, seemed to her over full of perfume, +possibly from the vase full of wild turk's-cap lilies on the table. The +window was shut too, and Gwen as she made her way to the most +comfortable chair, with scarcely a glance at the white-robed figure +standing in the shadow of the curtains, gave a quick yet languid order +to set the glazed doors wide open. + +'They are best shut if the Huzoor does not mind. I have that to say +which requires caution.' + +Those round, suave tones, with almost the nightingale thrill in them +belonged to no ayah, surely! Gwen looked round hastily. That was no +ayah's figure either, tall, supple, unabashed. Instinctively the +Englishwoman stood up and confronted her visitor, more curious than +alarmed. Even to that ignorance of native life which is so typical of +the mem-sahib--an ignorance not altogether to be deprecated--the +woman's trade was unmistakable. That was writ large in the trimness and +cleanliness, the spotless white, the chaplets of flowers, the scent of +musk and ambergris filling the room; all the more reason for surprise +at her presence there. Yet, even so, curiosity outweighed indignation +and resentment in Gwen's cold questioning. + +'Who are you? What do you want?' + +The answer came quick, so quickly that it left the hearer with that +breathless sense of pained relief that the worst is over, which comes +with the clean sharp cut of a surgeon's knife. + +'I am Chandni of Delhi. I want the Hodinuggur pearls which the Huzoor +took out of the Ayodhya pot.' + +There was no mincing of the matter here; none of that beating about the +bush which, as a rule, Gwen loved. Yet the directness did not displease +her; it seemed to rouse in her a novel combativeness, taking form in +similar effrontery and cool assertion. + +'I don't know what you are talking about,' she said indifferently, 'and +I don't want you. Go!' + +Her Hindustani, though limited, was of the imperative order and suited +the occasion; yet it evoked one of Chandni's shrill mocking laughs. + +'The mem sahiba mistakes. She is not as I am, a daughter of the +bazaars, and if it comes to words Chandni hath two to her one. So I +come quietly to ask reasonably for my rights; not to dispute after the +manner of my kind. There is no need to tell the mem sahiba the story. +She remembers it perfectly. She knows it all as well as I. But this she +does not know: The pearls are mine, and I will have them back, or their +price in revenge.' + +'I think you are mad!' cried Gwen more hastily. 'Go! go instantly, or I +will call the servants.' + +'That were not wise! Lo! I know all about the papers of safety, which +Manohar Lal gave in exchange for the little sahib's rupees. But the +pearls went not once, but twice.' + +'Twice!' The involuntary echo had a surprise in it which angered the +courtesan. + +'Yes, twice! The mem knows that as well as I do. The Ayodhya pot----' + +'Was stolen from me in the palace,' put in Gwen; 'you stole it, I dare +say.' + +Again Chandni laughed. 'If I did, what then? The mem got it again and +sent it back through the post for more pearls. But we did not send it +thus; we sent it by the little sahib, who gave it to the mem, and she +sent the key in return. The papers are about the first pearls. These +are the second, and there is no safety paper about them.' + +'It is not true!--it is a lie--he never took them--he never gave them +to me,' cried Gwen, her courage, oddly enough, failing before what was +to her an absolutely novel and unfounded accusation. 'I will not +listen! Go! or I will call.' + +Chandni took a step nearer, lowering her voice. 'What! wouldst let the +truth be known; when thou canst conceal it--for ever! Give me the +pearls and no one shall know--no one shall cast dirt on the mem, and on +the little sahib--no one shall know how he took the bribes for you--no +one shall know thou didst beguile him as men are beguiled.' + +'I--I did not--it is a lie, I----' faltered Gwen, falling back till +Chandni's hand closed like a vice on her wrist. + +'Wah! What use to deny it to me? Do I not know the trick? A word, a +look, no more. What! do men send bullets through their hearts as Keene +sahib did for no cause? Ari, sister! we know better.' + +The jeering comradeship was too much for caution even though the story +of poor George's death passed by her as a wanton lie. Gwen, struggling +madly, gave one scream after another for help, and, breaking from her +persecutor, turned to fly. At the same moment Rose, who had been into +her father's study for a book, burst through the door and stood +bewildered at the scene. + +'Send her away! She tells lies--lies about me and George--lies about +everything. Oh! have her sent away, Rose. Please send her away.' + +The girl, clasping the hands with which Gwen clung to her, turned on +the intruder angrily, and an indescribable hardness and contempt came +to her face, as she took in the meaning of the figure and its dress. + +'How dare you come here? Go this instant! Put on your veil, hide +yourself, and go! Impertinent! Shameless!' + +There was no answering laugh now. 'The Huzoor speaks truth,' replied +the courtesan quietly. 'I have no business here. I came but to see the +mem, bethinking me she might listen better in the house of those who +were friends to the little sahib----' + +But Gwen's immediate terror had passed, leaving her face to face with +future fears. + +'Don't listen, Rose!' she interrupted in English. 'You should never +listen to what women of that sort say about any one. She frightened me +at first with her lies, but the wisest plan is to send her away. I'll +call a servant.' + +Chandni, listening to the quick whisper, smiled. + +'The mem sahiba wants silence,' she said, nodding her head; but silence +is ever unsafe unless tongues are tied. And mine will wag if not here, +elsewhere, unless I get the Ayodhya pot.' + +Rose gave a quick exclamation, but Gwen's hand was on her arm, her +voice full of passionate entreaty. + +'Don't, Rose! don't speak to her. I can tell you all. It is all lies; +some rigmarole declaring that after the pot had been stolen at +Hodinuggur it was sent back to me here at Simla, and that I returned it +again. There isn't a word of truth in it; I never----' + +But the girl set aside her detaining hand with an impatient gesture, +and crossed to where Chandni stood watching them. + +'You have made a mistake,' came the clear unfaltering voice. 'The +Ayodhya pot was not sent to the mem sahiba, it was sent to me; and it +was I who returned it. What then?' + +The frank admission brought a curiously similar expression to those two +listening faces; it seemed to leave both, abashed, uncertain, so that +Rose had to repeat her clear question before it gained reply. + +'What then?' echoed the courtesan at last, somewhat sulkily. 'How can I +tell if this be so; and if it be so, how can I tell what came? Only +this I do know: the pot went to Keene sahib the day he left. He gave it +to some one. Let that some one answer. I care not who 'tis, so I have +my pearls that were hidden in the pot.' + +'Pearls! There were no pearls in it when it came to me,' cried Rose +quickly; then remembering the jagged edge of clay she had noticed +inside, she turned to Gwen: 'Did you notice anything like a false +bottom when you had it before?' + +The face into which she looked paled. 'You don't understand!' said Gwen +petulantly; 'the woman says that these pearls were put there after it +was stolen, so how could I notice anything when I tell you I never saw, +never heard of it again? I told the woman so just now. I will tell her +again before you! then I must, I will have her sent away, she has no +business here.' + +But Chandni's recklessness had grown. 'I care not who has them. See! +there are three of us here in this room who have handled the pot. Let +her who hath it and its hoard speak truth, and save the little sahib. +For he had it, sure enough; of that there is proof.' + +'Three of us!' repeated Rose absently, as if struck by a thought. Then +obeying a sudden impulse, she went over to a portfolio standing in one +corner of the room. 'You mistake,' she continued, her eyes full on the +courtesan. 'There are not three, but four of us. Look! Keene sahib +painted that.' + +Chandni fell back, averting her face from the portrait of Azizan, which +Rose placed against an easel on the table. + +'The evil eye! the evil eye! God save us from the witch,' she muttered, +thrusting out her right hand in that two-fingered gesture which is used +against a baleful glance in both East and West. But Gwen pressing +closer looked at the picture with a dawning light of relieved +comprehension in her face. + +'Did he paint that--how pretty it is! And it explains--it +explains--a--a great deal. He gave her the pot, I suppose--Well! it is +a pity, but one ought not to be----' + +'Ought not to be what?' interrupted Rose fiercely, with a fine scorn in +her face, scarcely less concealed than the contempt with which she +turned to the other woman. + +'You both seem to know or understand this picture better than I do,' +she said superbly. 'Perhaps you can tell me whom it represents?' + +'My dear Rose,' expostulated Gwen, aside; 'don't for pity's sake ask +that creature. What would your father say if he knew? You may mix +yourself up----' + +'Whose picture is it, I ask?' repeated Rose, unheeding. Then in the +silence of Chandni's smile, and Gwen's frown, she turned passionately +to the portrait itself. 'Why don't you speak and shame them? You look +as if you could tell the truth, and if he made you so, it was true!' +The very vehemence of her own fanciful appeal imposed on her, and she +paused as if waiting a reply. It came with a laugh from Chandni. + +'She was another of the little sahib's friends. The miss saith true. +There are three of them here. Which will give back the pearls and save +him?' + +'Save him from what?' cried Rose, disregarding Gwen's appeals for her +to leave the mad woman to the servants. 'What has Keene sahib done that +you can dare to threaten?' + +The girl's bitter contempt roused all Chandni's savageness. After all +she was the mistress, and this girl, despite her courage, in her power +too; and what is more she should learn it. + +'From what? from the shame which comes to the sahib-logue when their +pretence of honesty is found out--from the shame of having friends--the +shame of taking jewels for those friends--the shame of being untrue to +salt--Ask the mem how 'tis done, she knows--the shame of sending the +key of the sluice-gate so that the water----' + +Her voice had risen with each sentence; now it ended in a gasp and a +gurgle. + +'Open the door, please,' said Rose to Mrs. Boynton, who gasped also in +the intense surprise of the girl's swift action. 'Don't struggle, +fool!' she went on in the same hard tone, only the dead whiteness of +her face and a catch as she drew breath telling of the wild passion +surging in her veins. 'I won't choke you if you hold your tongue.' + +Once before Chandni had felt a girl's grip on her throat; a hot, +straining grip. This was neither. It was the grip of a strong healthy +hand made vigorous by constant use. Those fierce fights over bat and +ball with the dead lad had had their share in the sheer muscle of her +defence of him, before which Chandni's large softness gave way, leaving +her not even a slandering tongue. + +'Put the veil over her face, please! I won't even have it known who +dared to come here!' continued the girl, forcing the woman backwards +step by step till they reached the door. Then she pushed her from it +magnificently. 'Now go! and tell what lies you like elsewhere.' + +But her face changed as she turned when the door was closed and bolted +to Gwen Boynton. + +'Is it true? For God's sake tell me if there is a word of truth in it, +and I will find the money.' + +Gwen dissolved into helpless tears at once; tears at once of vague +remorse, and a very real sense of injustice. 'True! oh, Rose, how can +you ask? Of course it isn't true. I wouldn't have done it for the +world. Indeed and indeed I never saw the Ayodhya pot again, and I don't +believe George did. He was the soul of honour, and so good--so good to +me. It is all wicked, wicked lies, unless, indeed, that girl--but +there, I daresay she was bad like that horrid creature. Perhaps they +stole the pot between them and are now trying to blackmail us.' + +'Stole the pot!' repeated Rose slowly, for the first time remembering +her dream on the night of the storm at Hodinuggur. 'Yes! that is +possible, and yet----.' She looked at Azizan's picture, and then back +at Gwen, who was dabbing her eyes with a soft pocket-handkerchief. 'You +are sure?' she began again. + +'Of course I am quite sure,' retorted Gwen, whose remorse had vanished +in grievance at this impudent attempt to amend and enlarge the text of +a past incident. 'I never saw or heard of the pot again. I may be weak, +I may have done things for which I am sorry in the past, but whatever +you may think, my conscience is clear. And as for the sluice? Dan +opened it by order; besides, there was the flood. It is all an attempt +to blackmail me, and I won't be blackmailed. I have done nothing they +can take hold of, nothing--nothing.' + +Rose gave a sigh, almost of dissatisfaction. If it really was a case of +blackmailing, payment would be but a temporary relief. Perhaps, as she +had also suggested, the girl in the picture was in league with Chandni. +She did not look that sort either. Nor did she look as if---- Rose +glanced from the pure oval of the cheek and the fine long curves of the +mouth to Mrs. Boynton's tear-stained face and frowned. + +'Some one has the pearls,' she said, 'and George's memory must be +saved--somehow.' + + + + + CHAPTER XXIII + + +'Come in!' + +The words were given in an impatient tone, for Lewis Gordon was busy, +and he hated being disturbed; especially when, as now, he had taken his +coat off, literally as well as figuratively, before a difficult file. + +The garment hung on the back of his chair, which, in obedience to a fad +of his, was the only one in the office; a second one, he declared, +being easily sent for if required, while its absence shortened many a +trivial interruption. Otherwise it was a comfortable enough room, with +a large French window set wide on a magnificent view of the serrated +snows resting on the wall of blue distance, and framed by the curved +tops of a forest of young deodars. The day was bright as a morning in +the rainy season can be; bright by very contrast between the brilliant +lights and shadows in earth and sky; bright as a rain-cloud itself when +the sun shines on it. A fresh breeze came in with Rose Tweedie through +the opening door and blew some papers off the table. + +'I beg your pardon,' came in duet as Lewis fumbled blindly for his +coat; his eye-glass having deserted him in the surprise, after the +manner of eye-glasses. As he did so, he felt injured. Not that he was +such a crass idiot as to be outraged by a pair of shirt sleeves in +himself or others. But he knew quite well that no man can look +dignified, when struggling, even into a lounge-coat, and he liked to be +dignified, especially with Rose Tweedie. His irritation, however, hid +itself under a different cloak; that is to say, annoyance at a most +unusual intrusion. Perhaps she read the expression of it in his face, +for her first words were an excuse. + +'I came here--to your office, I mean--because I want to ask you +something, and I didn't want you to feel hampered--not as a friend, you +know.' Her eyes met his in confidence of being understood so far, at +any rate, and he gave rather a stiff little bow. + +'You are very welcome. Won't you take a chair--the chair, perhaps I +ought to say? I've been sitting all the morning, and shall be glad of a +change; unless you require some time. If so, I will send----' + +'No, thanks, I prefer standing also,' she interrupted, with a quick +flush. 'I only wanted to ask you a question. It is about George Keene.' + +'Yes----' he replied coldly, unsympathetically; and yet he was noting +her anxious eyes and haggard face with a sort of angry wonder why she +should make herself so unhappy. Rose's fingers held nervously to the +edge of the table by which she stood. + +'Have you any reason--I mean, is there officially any reason to suppose +that the Hodinuggur sluice was opened before the flood came down, or +before Mr. Fitzgerald?' + +She paused with her eyes on Lewis's face. She had lain awake almost all +the night thinking of Chandni's threats and hints, and with clear sight +had seen that their worth or unworth depended largely upon the official +report of what had actually happened at Hodinuggur. To her father she +could not go without danger from his want of judgment; there remained +Lewis, who was always just, always to be trusted in such matters. + +His heart gave quite a throb of dismayed surprise at her question, and +forced him by contraries into still greater chilliness of manner. + +'I'm afraid I can't quite see your right to ask me such a question--as +yet. Perhaps if you could give me a reason----' + +'Oh yes! I can give you a reason,' she interrupted, with a ring of +scorn in her voice, 'though I think you might credit me with a good one +where George is concerned, surely? Only if I have to tell, you had +better send for the chair. I thought, perhaps, you would understand, +for once.' + +The bitterness of her tone did not escape him, and accentuated his +annoyance. As he handed her the chair and leant negligently against the +table, his hands behind him, he told himself that he was in for +_mauvais quart d'heure_ with this girl. Man-like she would expect to +know all, womanlike she would expect sentiment to outweigh official +integrity. These thoughts did not serve to soften his heart towards the +dead lad even at the beginning, and as her story unfolded itself, his +face grew sterner and sterner. Hers lightened. It was an infinite +relief to have his advice--his help, and she told him so frankly, even +while she appealed for it. + +'You needn't even answer my question, Mr. Gordon,' she went on +earnestly. 'You will know so much better than I do what had best be +done. I thought of going to see the woman myself----' + +'You didn't go, I hope?' put in Lewis hastily. + +'No! I made up my mind to ask you first. You see, if there is no truth +in all this--no truth whatever----' + +'That is unlikely, I warn you,' interrupted Lewis. 'These women Really, +Miss Tweedie, if you follow my advice--much as it may pain you at the +time--you will leave this business alone, absolutely alone. It is not +one with which--excuse me for even alluding to the fact--a girl such as +you are should meddle. Unfortunately, we men have to face these things, +and they are not pleasant, even for us.' + +'You speak as if you thought George was guilty,' said Rose hotly. 'What +right have you to do that?' + +'I may have more right than you suspect. Believe me, Miss Tweedie, I am +heartily sorry--especially for you; and, so far as is compatible with +the facts, I will do my best to avoid official _esclandre_ should this +matter really crop up. In the meantime, I am afraid I must decline to +interfere in what Mrs. Boynton, you tell me, stigmatised as an impudent +attempt at blackmailing. She has her faults, no doubt, like everybody +else; but she has, excuse me for saying so, more knowledge of the world +than you have. In fact, you could scarcely do better than take her +advice on this point.' + +The girl, with a frown on her face, rose from her seat slowly. + +'Then you refuse to find out the truth? You are content to let this +suspicion lie upon--upon me and upon your cousin?' + +Lewis smiled. 'That is rather far-fetched, Miss Tweedie, surely. The +idea of suspicion with you is simply absurd; and as for Gwen! Well, I +know you are ready to admit she has her faults; but she has called this +claim impudent blackmailing, and you must excuse me if I incline to +believe her.' + +'And for George Keene? Do you suspect him? Are you going to allow his +memory to be smirched?' + +'I have told you I will do my best. For the rest, he must take the +consequence of his own acts, I'm afraid. Indeed, I am sorry, very +sorry,' he added hastily, impelled to it by the look on Rose Tweedie's +face. It had grown ashen pale, yet she stood steadily before him, her +eyes on his unflinchingly. + +'Then there is truth in it? You had better tell me. It would be kinder +to tell me--if you can.' + +Perhaps, after all, it would. Perhaps, if this scandal had to come to +light, it would be better she should be prepared. Even if it did not, +was it not wiser she should know the real truth about George Keene, and +so be able to judge him fairly? Not a bad boy, of course. That talk of +bribery was no doubt false, and he had done no more in other ways than +hundreds of boys in a like position. Even at Simla he had only run wild +a bit, and for that he was not the only one responsible. Still, when +all was said and done, he had shot himself, and that alone made the +task of whitewashing him an impossibility if these women chose revenge. + +'Yes! there is some truth in it,' he said gravely. 'If you will sit +down again, I will tell you everything I know, and then you can judge +for yourself. I should like you to understand, however, that in spite +of appearances, I don't believe George lent himself to anything more +than--what you would--not you, perhaps--but most of us would expect in +a young fellow of his age and his position. Life is--is rather +intoxicating to--to some of us.' + +So, leaning against the table, he told her the truth, trying to do his +task calmly and kindly, yet beset by a certain impatience at the still +figure seated in his office chair, its elbows among his files, the +coils of its beautiful hair showing beyond the hands in which the face +was hidden. What business had it there? What business had the thought +of its pain to come so close to him? closer even than his own reason, +his own sense of justice? + +'And you have known that he shot himself from the beginning?' she +asked, raising her head suddenly to look him full in the face. He +assented with a distinct self-complacency. + +'Then what did you think made him do it? What did you think +then--before you knew anything about the death or the opening of the +gates?' + +The self-complacency vanished. 'There are many reasons or want of +reasons, for that sort of thing, Miss Tweedie,' he said evasively. 'I +did not--I mean it was impossible to say absolutely, and that is why I +acquiesced in Fitzgerald's plan. It was more convenient to every one +concerned.' + +'Much more convenient,' echoed Rose sharply. 'And you have known this +all the time, and not----' she broke off, as if incredulous of her own +half-uttered thought. + +'Certainly, I have known it, and we would have kept the secret too, +Fitzgerald and I, but for this unfortunate business,' he retorted, and +his tone was not pleasant. + +'Ah! _he_ is different; _he_ did not know! _he_ thought George had done +it for his sake, to screen him. But you? What did you believe?' The +girl's very voice was a challenge. + +'I must say, Miss Tweedie, that I scarcely see how my belief affects +the question; or, pardon me, what it matters to you,' he replied, +taking refuge once more in his indifference. + +'Do you not? Then I do. Not that it matters now,' she added in sudden +passion, 'for I will have my own way in the future. If you won't help +me, I can't help that; but I will have the truth. I will go down to +this woman in the bazaar and make her tell me. Whether her story is a +lie or not, there shall be no more concealment. I will not have it.' + +'And George Keene's memory?' he suggested, angered almost beyond his +self-control by her unmistakable defiance. 'My advice is unwelcome, of +course, but if you took it, and Mrs. Boynton's--only that is unwelcome +too--you might save all scandal. I cannot say for certain that it +would, but as I have told you, I would do my best. Officially even, I +would do my best. That seems to be an offence also, for some reason, +but I would do it as much for the sake of the Department as for the +boy's. You--I know--think only of him----' + +She turned upon him like lightening, carried out of herself by her +scorn, by her passion. + +'Of him! I was not thinking of him at all! I was thinking of you--of +you only, as I always do. Why should you not know the truth? You will +not care a pin whether I think of you or not. And I? I care for +nothing--nothing so long as you do not blindfold yourself wilfully--so +long as you are just and honest. Ah! you may think I am mad--perhaps if +what you believe about men and women is true, I am--but it means +everything--everything in the world to me that you should be so--just +and honest; because what you are is more to me than all the world +beside. That is the truth.' The last words came slowly as the fire of +her passion died down; yet there was no uncertainty in them. 'I suppose +I oughtn't to have said this,' she went on, turning from him to lean +her elbows on the table, and rest her head on her hands wearily. 'But +you won't mind, and I don't care. It can't hurt any man to know that he +is loved--it can't.' + +'_Loved!_' The word sent a thrill through the man such as he had never +felt before. '_Loved!_' was that what she meant? The thought broke +through even his armour of surprise. He stood for an instant looking +down at her, then turned slowly and walked to the window, to return, +however, in a second, with quick clear steps breaking the silence of +the room. + +'What do you mean!--I can't believe it. What do you mean?' + +His impatience would not wait for a reply in words. Her face would give +it truly, that he knew, and he stooped over her, taking her by the +wrists, in order to draw her hands apart. She turned to him then +bravely enough. + +'Rose!' + +It was almost a cry, as, stooping lower still, he knelt before her, his +eyes on hers incredulous, yet soft. Then suddenly, still clasping her +slender wrists, he buried his face upon them on her lap, muttering-- + +'Oh, I am sorry!--I am sorry!' + +Never since, as a child, he had said his prayers at his mother's knee, +had Lewis Gordon so knelt to man or woman. And something of the child's +unquestioning belief in an unselfish love came back to him, joined to a +perfect passion of the man's clear-sighted remorse and regret for long +years of past disbelief. + +'Don't,' she said, gently bending over him; 'please don't. There is +nothing for you to be sorry about--indeed, there isn't.' + +Nothing to be sorry about! Once more he echoed this girl's words to +himself with that strange thrill, as, recovering his self-command, he +stood straight and stiff beside her, conscious only of one vehement +desire to care for and to protect her. + +'What is it you want me to do?' he said at last unsteadily. 'Tell me, +and I'll do it.' + +Then, woman-like, she began to cry; it is a way the good ones have when +they succeed in imposing their own will on those they love. + +'I don't think I want you to do anything--particular,' she answered, +trying to conceal her tears. 'I don't know; besides, I would much +rather you did it your own way.' + +If the uttermost truth could be told about a man's emotion in such +scenes, as it can be regarding a woman's, it would have to be confessed +that Lewis Gordon came very near to crying also over this foolish +unconditional surrender on Rose Tweedie's part. For he understood the +irresolution of a generous nature before its own success, and what is +more, the woman's desire to give the man she loves the glory of +justifying her belief in him. He felt quite a lump in his throat, and +had to seek escape from the tenderness of one sex in the decision of +the other; for in nine cases out of ten these are but different methods +of showing the same emotion. + +'I will go down and see this woman to-day; and then----' He paused, not +in order to think over his next move--that undoubtedly would be to see +Gwen Boynton--but to overcome a dislike to mentioning her name at all +which suddenly assailed him. Why, he scarcely knew, except that it +seemed mean, unmanly. Rose, however, saved him from the necessity by +again repeating--this time almost abjectly--that she would rather not +know; that she would be quite content to leave the matter in his hands. + +'Thank you,' replied Lewis, in such a very low tone that it was almost +a whisper. It did not lead, however, as might have been expected, to a +silence, but to a louder, more aggressive gratitude. 'I have to thank +you--for many things. I won't affect to ignore or set aside what--what +you did me the honour of telling me just now. That would be sheer +impertinence on my----' + +Now, when he had got so far in a perfectly admirable sentiment, +calculated to soothe both her feelings and his, why he should suddenly +have found his hands in hers again, his heart full of an unpremeditated +assertion that he was glad she loved him, cannot be explained +logically; but so it was. Yet before the scared look in her eyes his +own fell, he loosened his clasp, and the appeal died from his lips. +There was no place for him or his questionings in her avowal. That +hedged itself about from intrusion with a dignity he recognised. So +what remained, save to pass on with as much of the same quality as he +could compass to the work assigned to him. + +'I will come in and tell you what I have done this afternoon about five +o'clock,' he said quietly; 'that is, if it is convenient.' + +'Quite, thank you.' + +The baldest, most conventional of tones on both sides. The baldest, +most convenient holding open of the door for her to pass out--to pass +out from a scene that would linger in his memory; in nothing else. The +descent to normal diapason comes sooner or later, no matter how highly +strung the instrument may be to begin with, and melodrama fades into +padding. In real life it generally leaves some of the actors +dissatisfied with the way the scene has played. Lewis Gordon felt this +distinctly as he was left looking at his own chair, as if he still saw +a girl's figure seated there, her elbows resting on the litter of +official papers, and the great coils of her burnished hair showing +beyond the hands which hid her face. + +'It can't hurt any man to know that he is loved.' + +She had said so; but she was wrong. It did hurt confoundedly. So that +was what she meant by love, was it?---- + +If any of the trivial interruptions which Lewis Gordon so much dreaded +had come during the following five minutes, they would have found the +coveted chair vacant, though the owner's face was buried in his hands +among the files of memorandums and reports. Apparently he gained little +consolation from them, for when he resumed work he looked about as +upset and disordered as a tidy man can do when he is cool and properly +clothed. Nor did they gain much from him during the next hour, which +ticked away remorselessly from the chronometer by which Lewis loved to +map out his day. He thrust them aside at last impatiently, and ordered +his pony, thinking that may be when he had been through that visit to +the bazaar he might feel less of a fool, and not quite so much +depolarised. And yet she had said there was nothing to regret,--that he +would not care,--that it would not matter to him if she thought of him +or not! + +It was a queer world! He set his teeth over it as he rode reluctantly +between the shingled arcades of the big bazaar, and then through a +narrow paved alley, pitching, as it were, sheer down into the blue +mists of the valley below; and so on to the balconied house where, from +inquiries at the Kotwali, he learned that Chandni was lodging. The task +before him was a disagreeable one, and he swore inwardly as he thought +that but for his abject capitulation Rose would have attempted it +herself. Rose! of all people. He began to understand that the feminine +world could not be divided into two classes, since there was a third +composed of one specimen. As he went on into the house the very +cleanliness and order, contrasting so sharply with the dirt of +surrounding respectability, struck him offensively on the girl's +behalf, the giggling in the lower storey gave him a vicarious shock, +and the obsequiousness of his introduction into the higher one, where +Chandni sat secluded, actually made his cheek burn. + +'It can't hurt any man to know that he is loved.' + +He set aside the haunting words angrily, and began his task so soon as +the patchwork drapery at the door fell behind him, leaving him face to +face with white-robed salaaming grace. + +'See here, my sister, this is for the truth. 'Tis not often thy sort +are asked for it; but I ask nothing else. I will take nothing else.' + +Checked thus in her languid welcome to the unknown guest, Chandni +looked distastefully at the hundred-rupee note thrust into her hand, +then at the giver; though both were to her liking. The latter she +recognised instantly, having seen him among the party at Hodinuggur. So +her seed of slander had taken root already. + +'My lord shall have that which he requires, surely. Wherefore else are +there such as I?' + +The cynical truth of her answer showed him her wit at once, and he +acknowledged it frankly when, half an hour afterwards, he felt himself +baffled by the calm simplicity of her story. Most of it he had already +heard, and the rest showed still more unpleasant details to have raked +up should the worst come to the worst. Azizan, he was told, had been a +palace lady, with whom George had had clandestine meetings, over which +he had first become mixed up with the intrigues about the water. The +key of the sluice had been sent from Simla, whether by the Mem or the +Miss, or the sahib himself, Chandni did not know, could not say. Was +she not telling the Huzoor the bare truth she knew to be true, and +nothing else? + +'And how much do you want to keep all this quiet?' he asked calmly, +when she had finished. It was as well to know her price, at any rate. + +For an instant the immediate temptation to take the bird in the hand +made the courtesan hesitate. Then she struck boldly for higher game. + +'The pearls, Huzoor! The pearls, or my revenge!' This man, with the +cool, refined face and the contempt which made her involuntarily +remember the Miss sahib's also, affected indifference now, and would +most likely offer her some paltry sum. She could afford to wait for the +change which was sure to come; for she was not in the least afraid of +anything Lewis could do, and, without being absolutely insolent, took +care to show him the fact as she lolled about at her ease, chewing +betel ostentatiously. She had nothing to gain here by affecting +delicacy, so he might see her at her coarsest and worst; it contrasted +better with his brains. + +The result being that Lewis Gordon came into Gwen's Boynton's +drawing-room for his next interview looking depressed; partly because +he had been riding through a tepid shower-bath. For recurring rain had +washed away the bright promises of the morning and was falling drearily +over the rank, dank grasses and beating down the fringes of delicate +ferns growing upon the dripping branches of the oak trees, until they +lost shape and became nothing but a green outline against the grey +mist. + +Within, however, by the light of a blazing pine-wood fire, Mrs. Boynton +looked bright yet soft, like a pastel painting, or a figure seen in a +looking-glass; for she soon recovered from her emotions, and took pains +to hide their effects even from herself. So the fact that she had lain +awake half the night wondering if by chance Chandni's impudent lies had +been prompted by any flaw in the chain-armour of security which George +and the flood had forged for her, did not show in her face. For they +were lies; even that tale of the dear lad's death, which had given her +such a shock at the time, was nothing but the vile woman's wicked, +cruel invention. Rose had evidently heard nothing and still knew +nothing of it; besides, Dan did not know, and even if he had wished to +keep the pain of such knowledge from her, Lewis, with his jealous +blame, would have been sure to point a moral; a pointless moral at +best, since George could have had no cause for despair. Had not the +flood come to end even his anxiety? unless, indeed, there was any truth +in the tale about the portrait. Yet why should truth be supposed in one +incident when causeless wicked lying was evident in all the others? No; +it was an impudent attempt at extortion, and must be met by denial. +Therein lay safety, both for her and for poor George Keene's memory, +since the conspirators would never face the evidence of those papers +which they knew she held. So, as her cousin came in she greeted him +with a smile changing to sweet concern at his ill looks. + +'I have a headache,' he replied curtly. 'No wonder; the smells and +general abominations of the bazaar are enough to kill one, and I had to +go down there. Besides, I'm damp, and I've had no lunch. Isn't that a +long enough catalogue of ills? No, thanks; don't order anything for me. +I'd rather have a cup of tea by and by.' + +It was the worst thing for him, he knew that. Nothing but a quiet cigar +and a man's drink would have restored his balance. But he told himself +captiously that he had been in a melodramatic atmosphere all the +morning, and might as well go through with it to the bitter end. He +felt demoralised, and so, almost out of contrariety, put himself at a +further disadvantage by rushing at his fence. + +'Gwen,' he began abruptly, 'I've come to ask you for the truth.' He did +not hand her a bank-note as he had to the other woman; yet the thought +had crossed his mind bitterly that one of sufficient value might be +useful. He had set it aside, of course, as utterly unworthy since, in +common justice, he had no more right to prejudge Gwen's implication +than he had to prejudge Rose Tweedie's. There was, no doubt, the fact +of George Keene's suicide against the one; but that was no new thing. +She had been judged on that count before, and he had decided to save +her from the pain of knowing it; to that decision, also, he meant to +keep if it were possible. + +Gwen's heart gave a great throb; she understood in an instant that the +crisis had come sooner than she expected. Yet she was prepared for it. + +'I suppose Rose Tweedie'--she began coldly. + +'Yes; Rose Tweedie asked my advice, and I've been down to that woman in +the bazaar. She sticks to her story. So now I have come to you----' + +'If you had come to me first, Lewis,' she interrupted with a vibration +of real anger in her voice, 'I would have warned you not to waste your +time in playing Don Quixote at Rose Tweedie's bidding. The woman is an +impostor, and should be treated as such. I would have sent the police +after her yesterday, had I thought it wise to take even so much notice +of her lies. And now you have been to see her! It is too foolish--too +annoying! And all because Rose went crying to you, I suppose, about her +lover. Her lover, indeed! You are very soft-hearted, Lewis! Perhaps +some day your desire to console will lead you into taking his place. + +He stared at her; that sort of thing being so unlike Gwen's usual +sweetness; but his surprise did not equal his confusion, while his +common-sense showed him her possible wisdom. + +'Miss Tweedie did not cry over her lover, I assure you, he began, +feeling in very truth that the young lady in question had meted out +more blame than sympathy; 'and I did not choose to allow such tales of +you to pass unnoticed.' + +'So you listened to them again?' retorted Gwen in rising anger, which +she wilfully exaggerated. 'Listened to what a common woman in the +bazaar had to say of me! Really, I am obliged to you, Lewis! And she, I +suppose, told you that I had stolen the pearls and the pot, and then +taken it and a fresh bribe from poor George? 'Well, since you have come +to me at last for the truth, I tell you, as I told Rose--who, perhaps, +did not repeat it--that I have never seen the thing since the night of +the storm at Hodinuggur. So I have less to do with it than she, since +she confesses it was sent to her, and that she sent it back on the sly. +Did she tell you that? and have you been asking her for the truth also? +Or am I the only one who has to be questioned like that creature in the +bazaar.' + +Gwen had never looked better than she did at that moment, with the +unwonted fire of real indignation lighting up her face, and Lewis +Gordon felt vexed that it awoke no thrill in him. Was he really +allowing Rose Tweedie's open mistrust to bias him? The idea made his +reply more gentle than it might otherwise have been. + +'Perhaps you are right to be angry with me,' he said quietly. 'I beg +your pardon, if I have hurt you; but, indeed, it seemed best to me at +the time. Perhaps, as you say, it would have been better to wait a +while; until, for instance, I can consult with Fitzgerald. I wired him +today to come up on three days' urgent private business. He knows a +lot.' + +Gwen gave an odd sort of laugh, not unlike a sob, and her face +softened. + +'I'm glad he is coming,' she cried passionately; 'very glad. He always +understands, and he knows.' Yes! he knew and trusted her--he would +stand by her even if he knew that one fatal mistake. Whereas Lewis +would treat her as a Magdalen; as if she, Gwen Boynton, were a fit +subject for a penitentiary! + +'Yes,' she repeated slowly, 'I am glad he is coming. You did the right +thing there, Lewis, at any rate.' + +So, with this small consolation, he had to make his way back to give in +his report to the girl who had told him that she loved him. Another +delicate task, and he felt himself detestably awkward over it, the more +so because Rose herself met him as if nothing unusual had occurred. + +'Well,' she said eagerly, 'what news?' + +He told her briefly that there was none. He had had three versions of +truth--her own, Chandni's, and Mrs. Boynton's--and there seemed nothing +to be done save wait for Dan's arrival. He might be able to throw some +light on the subject--he was the last person, at any rate, who was +likely to do so. + +'You forget the girl--the girl of the portrait, I mean,' suggested Rose +quickly. Lewis frowned. + +'She disappeared, they say, just before we reached Hodinuggur. I should +like, by the way, to see the picture, if you don't mind.' + +He stood looking at it in silence for some time. + +'And that, you say, was the face of your dream?' he asked at last. + +'The face, the dress, the pot clasped so to her breast. I seem to grow +more sure of it every hour. And I am certain now it was she who said, +"I am Azizan."' + +'That sort of certainty grows upon one unconsciously,' he replied, +after another pause. 'I confess it is odd; but you can hardly believe +it really was the potter's daughter! She has been dead these sixteen +years. You think it was her ghost, perhaps; but did George paint the +ghost?' + +Rose stood silent, her hands clasped tightly. + +'Who knows?' she said slowly. 'One knows so little. When I think of it +all--of that strange old man with his refrain, "We come and go--we come +and go," I seem to feel that odd, uncanny sense of helplessness which +one has during a storm at sea, when you realise that the waves are not +moving on at all, but rise and fall, rise and fall for ever in the same +place. It is the ship which drifts within their power, giving them +their wrecker's chance once more. And now--you will say that I am +superstitious; but I almost regret that you should bring Mr. Fitzgerald +into this business at all. You remember the potter's measure? Think of +it, and how poor George himself----' + +She paused, her eyes full of tears. + +Lewis, watching her, told himself he would never understand women-folk. +Here was a girl, overflowing with fanciful sentiment in some ways, who +yet apparently had none to spare for the one subject round which +sentiment was supposed to cling--love and marriage. In addition, here +were two women, both of whom he desired to help, and yet they were at +daggers-drawing about the best method of giving that aid. If he pleased +one, he displeased the other; and anyhow, he got no comfort out of +either. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIV + + +'Nay! thou hast given me enough, oh Mizra sahib. More than a free woman +cares to have,' said Chandni, with a shrug of her massive shoulders. +'Thou hadst thy chance to pay me fair.' + +Dalel Beg, clad in his European clothes, and perched in all the +isolation of an esteemed visitor in the cane-bottomed chair of state, +felt he would like to be on a level with those jeering lips as he used +to be at Hodinuggur. Not for the sake of desire only, or for the sake +of revenge, but for a mixture of both. As usual, the very audacity of +her wickedness fascinated him, yet, now that wickedness was directed +against himself he could have strangled her for it. + +'Pay thee! How can I pay thee,' he whimpered, 'when those low-caste +white swindlers with whom I betted will not pay what I have won? When +those white devils of women turn the place into a museum until every +Parsee in the bazaar threatens to summon me to court?' + +It was not much more than a week since he had defied Chandni in the +presence of the said white devils; but the interval had not been +pleasant. Beatrice Elflida Norma's mamma knew all about Chandni's long +years of hold on the Mizra Sahib, and he was totally unaccustomed to +the nagging of wifely jealousy. Besides, something had happened which +had opened his eyes to the danger of allowing the courtesan to have a +free hand. A proposal had been made by the Canal Department to allow +water to run permanently along the sluice-cut; the Rajah who owned the +land to the south, having spent a whole season at Simla in order to +work the oracle, and the flood having come opportunely as a warning to +the experts that it might be wise to provide a more satisfactory outlet +for the surplus water. Now, in this case, Hodinuggur, which, being for +the most part barren desert, would benefit but little by the plan, +might by judicious application of the screw make the Rajah pay for its +consent, as a considerable portion of its best land would have to be +taken up for various works. This sort of secret intrigue, these almost +endless ramifications of rights and dues, underlie the simplest +transactions in India, and are recognised by its people as an integral +part of administration. Besides, Hodinuggur itself, in lieu of +compensation for damage done--which for various reasons it had not yet +claimed, one being a delay on the part of the Rajah in paying the +promised fee for the opening of the sluice--might manage by the same +judicious diplomacy to secure some trifling hold on the water-supply; +something, in short, which might be used as a screw for the extortion +of a perpetual, if small revenue. But for this, silence as to the past +was necessary. Such considerations, to European ears, may seem almost +too fine-drawn to be worth notice; but to Dalel Beg and Chandni they +were quite the reverse, for he came from a long line of courtiers born +and bred in such intrigues; men whose trade had passed with the corrupt +courts of other days, while the memory of it survived in their title. +Diwans of Hodinuggur; not Nawabs or Nizams, but Diwans, that is, in +other words, prime minister. And she? Every atom of her blood came from +the veins of those who for centuries had woven a still finer net of +women's wit around the intrigues of their protectors. It is this +extraordinary strength of heredity which, in India, makes the cheap +tinkering of Western folk, who are compounded of butchers, bakers, and +candlestick makers, so exasperating to those who have eyes to see. If +English philanthropists would spend their motley benevolence on the +poor, the diseased, and the drunken of their own country, it would be +better both for it and for India, where the death-rate is no higher, +drunkenness is practically unknown, and poverty is neither unhappy nor +discontented. + +Thus Chandni and Dalel were well matched as she lolled back in her +cushions with a laugh. + +'So she spends money! Lo! since thou hast married a "_vilayeti_" wife +thou canst advertise, as the sahibs do, in the papers, that thou art +not responsible for her debts. There is no sense in stopping half way +as thou hast done. Thou shouldst have gone to a "mission" and been +baptized instead of making that half-caste girl repeat the "Kulma" on +promise that thou wouldst not in future claim the right of the faithful +to other women. Yea! yea! I know the trick.' + +'If I have,' muttered Dalel, vexed yet pleased at her boldness, her +shrewdness, 'such promises are easily broken. Divorce is easy.' + +'If thou hast money to pay the dower to her people--not when thou hast +none! Lo! 'tis a mistake to try new ways of wickedness instead of +keeping to the old ones.' + +So she dismissed him, feeling on the whole contemptuous over her +adversaries so far; the Miss Sahiba's arms had been strong, for sure, +but the men were worth nothing! nothing at all. + +Dan Fitzgerald, dangling his long legs disconsolately from Lewis +Gordon's office-table two days after, said as much himself. 'The fact +is, I ought to have killed her; only I didn't feel up to it to-day, +after my journey. Oh, you may smile, Gordon!' he went on more eagerly, +his face losing some of its dejection in his love of the extravagant, +'but it's true. That sort of woman doesn't belong to our civilised age; +and we are absolutely at a disadvantage before her. There was I, as the +mad old potter said, with a hero's measure round the chest, driven to +words and threats of a policeman. I couldn't, even at the time, but +think of that old sinner Zubr-ul-Zaman and what her chance would have +been with him--just an order, a cry, and then silence. Sure, one feels +helpless at times when one stands face to face with that old world. +What's the use of strength--what's even the use of brains nowadays +except to make money? There was I, with that woman, I give you my word, +at the end of her tether, but 'twas the hangman's rope to me if I went +a step closer, and so I didn't.' + +'If _you_ didn't,' remarked Lewis grimly, 'there isn't a civilised man +who will; so we had better try something else. Still, unless that woman +is silenced, we must face an inquiry, and then the facts of poor +Keene's death must come out. By the way, Miss Tweedie knows them, but +we have agreed to keep them, if possible, from my cousin. There seemed +no use----' + +'I'm glad of that,' interrupted Dan, with a sudden quiver of his mouth. +'I should be sorry to have that memory spoilt.' + +He was pacing up and down the room now, his hands in his pockets, the +brightness of his face absorbed as it were by a frown. + +'Gordon!' he said abruptly. 'I'd give everything I possess if I could +lay my hands on that cursed pot. Not that it would satisfy the +horse-leech's daughter unless it contained the pearls--which isn't +likely, for I believe the whole story to be a myth. But the thought +that it is somewhere visible, palpable to the meanest fool on God's +earth, is maddening. Or even if we could say to that she-devil, "do +your worst." Oh! why didn't you send that wire sooner, and save poor +George from his needless death?' + +'Why didn't you tell the truth about it at first? you might as well ask +that. It would have been better, as it turns out, if you had; but who +can tell? As it is, I'm quite ready, as I told you before, to burke +everything I can, in conscience; but, so far as I can see, it will do +no good. If that woman breaks silence, the main facts must come to +light.' + +'I wish I had killed her,' said Dan regretfully. + +'And I wish she were dead,' replied Lewis cynically, 'that is the +difference between us. You are active, I'm passive, but we don't either +of us seem to be of much use.' + +That was the honest truth, and they had to confess as much to Gwen +Boynton that afternoon. She looked a little haggard as she listened +even while she protested bravely that in her opinion the vile creature +would never dare to put her lies to the proof. So they sat and played +at cross purposes; for she could not tell them of the papers she held +in absolute disproof of what would be the first accusation, and they +wished if possible to save her from the knowledge of George Keene's +suicide. Perhaps if they had set their own feelings aside and told her +the truth, she might even then have confessed her lion's share in the +blame. But only perhaps; for she was a clever woman, capable of seeing +that her confession could do no good now, and that she had, as it were, +lost her right to save poor George from suspicion. Besides, she had +brought herself to believe in the duty of denial; for, like many +another woman, she required a really virtuous motive before she could +do a really wrong thing; in sober fact--even in her worst aberrations +from the truth--never losing hold of a fixed desire to be amiable and +estimable. To this self-deception, as was natural, Lewis Gordon's +half-hearted belief was gall and wormwood, while Dan's wholesale +confidence was balm indeed. She could not refrain from telling him so +when the former, pleading stress of work, left the latter alone with +her beside the cosy little tea-table glittering in the firelight; for +Gwen was one of those people who will never have been more comfortable +in body and soul than they are on their death-beds. + +'Now, don't spoil it all, dear, by wanting me to marry you to-morrow,' +she said half-laughing, half-crying. 'We are all too busy for such +talk, and too sad--at least I am. He was so good to me--you don't know +how good. I shall break my heart if this vile creature succeeds in +sullying his memory.' + +'It will not be your fault, dear, if she does; that is one comfort.' + +A chance shot may hit the quarry truer than the best aim, and Gwen +turned quickly towards him with a little cry. + +'Dan! you will prevent it, won't you? You are so clever, and, really, +it is for my sake as well as for his. For my sake you will, won't you?' + +'I do everything for your sake--you know that,' he answered simply. + +Gwen stared at him as if she had seen a ghost. Perhaps she did; the +ghost of a dead boy who had said those very words to her in that very +room not a month ago. + +'Gwen! what is it?' came Dan's voice sharply, anxiously. 'What is the +matter?--tell me.' + +Yes! The past was repeating itself. _He_ had begged her to tell him +also, and in her selfishness, her fear, she had yielded, and put a +needless pain into his life at its close. She would not yield again; in +denial lay her duty. + +'Nothing is the matter,' she echoed, 'save this--that you say we can do +nothing. I do not believe it. God will never let these lies prevail--He +will never let my poor lad's memory suffer--never, never!' + +If her mind could have been taken to pieces and strictly analysed as +she gave utterance to this burst of real feeling, it would have +afforded fruitful study to a whole college of psychologists. Yet the +mental condition described as 'sitting in a clothes-basket and lifting +yourself up by the handles' is quite common to humanity of both sexes, +though women are as a rule the greater adepts in the art. Mrs. Boynton +was really a firm believer in a Providence which was bound by many +promises to help the virtuous, and George, therefore, had a claim to +its assistance. The fact that Providence might possibly have appointed +her as its instrument was a totally different affair, and did not +interfere with the confused good faith and good feeling which made her +voice thrill as she went on fervently, in answer to Dan's doubtful yet +admiring face. + +'Oh, you mayn't think so--you perhaps don't believe as I do, Dan, in a +Providence "which shapes our ends, rough-hew them as we may"--you +don't----' + +'Don't I?' he asked, catching fire, as it were, more from his own +thoughts than her words. 'Oh, Gwen! my dear, it's little you know of +me, then, if you think that. Don't I see it?--who but the blind do +not--in everything? Isn't it that which makes me content to go on as +I'm doing? Gwen! it's because I know that it is bound to come--that +sooner or later you will take my hands in yours as I take yours just +now. Yes, Gwen! it's Fate--but when will it be, my dear? When will it +be?' + +She was never proof against this mood in the man, this tone in his +voice. + +'Oh, Dan!' she cried, in a petulance that was all feigned, 'didn't I +say you would be asking me to marry you to-morrow if I was so rash as +to tell you that you were a comfort to me? As if that had anything to +do with it.' + +'Sure it has everything to do with it!' replied her lover fondly. The +future, in truth, gave him few fears: it was the present, with the +chance of annoyance if that venomous woman remain unscotched in the +bazaar, which caused him anxiety. On the other hand, it was the future +over which Lewis Gordon frowned, as he sat trying to make up his mind +about his own feelings, for though the present was palpably unpleasant, +it seemed clear that the future would be worse, since they must face +the possibility of a scandal boldly in the hopes that Chandni's +story would break down; except perhaps as regarded George, and he, +poor lad, had brought it on himself. And then, when all this was over, +he--Lewis--was going to marry Mrs. Boynton. No doubt about it; for it +was too late now to judge her for that other fault--far too late. He +had condoned it with full knowledge of what he was doing, and the fact +that Rose Tweedie's subsequent scorn had awakened a tardy blame did not +alter the past. At the same time, he had an insane desire that Rose +should be brought to see this as clearly as he saw it. In fact, the +idea of talking over the matter with her, and perhaps taking her advice +upon it, had an attraction for him; and though he heaped contumely on +himself for the mere thought, it lingered insistently. It was partly +that which made him pause to knock at her sitting-room door on his way +to the drawing-room before dinner. She would be glad to have the last +news of the miserable affair, he told himself, but in his heart he knew +that was not the real reason--that he himself scarcely knew what the +reason was. Reason? there was none! Only a foolish curiosity to +understand better what this icicle of a girl meant by love. It did not +seem to hurt her, at any rate. But as he entered to see her sitting by +the fire, the reading-lamp on the table lighting up her dress, but +leaving her face in shadow, he seemed to forget all these thoughts in +the friendly confidence of her greeting. + +'I'm so glad you have come. I was wondering if you would. What news?' + +He shook his head. 'None. We have all had our chance, and failed.' + +'Not all,' she answered quickly, pointing to Azizan's portrait, which +showed dimly above the mantelpiece against which he leant. 'You forget +the girl--she has not said her say.' + +The unreality, the strangeness of it all, struck him sharply, not for +the first time, as he replied after a pause-- + +'And never will. She is dead. Fitzgerald managed to get that out of the +woman to-day. She must have been hidden away--as a punishment, most +likely--in some dungeon of the old tower, for her dead body was found +among the ruins--by--by the old potter. Yes! I know what you are +thinking of; but that is impossible. He was always searching about, you +see, and so he was more likely than others to find anything that was to +be found. It is a coincidence, I admit; but the fact of the death seems +undoubted. The woman let it out in her anger--Fitzgerald is not a nice +cross-examiner, I expect--and tried to gloze it over afterwards. +Perhaps it is as well. That story may be best unknown.' + +'I don't agree with you,' said Rose quickly. 'I have been counting on +her help--perhaps more than I realised--and now that her chance has +gone----' The girl's eyes filled with tears, and her voice failed for a +moment, 'it seems as if we could do nothing more to save him.' + +'I'm afraid not. You see, once we begin to question outsiders we show +our hand. There is no alternative between the silence and defiance +which Gwen advocates so strongly, and a bold and open inquiry. In my +opinion it is time for the latter. You see, my cousin is not quite a +fair judge. She does not know that Fitzgerald and I have so far +concealed George Keene's suicide, and that from purely personal motives +we, or at least I, cannot have this scandal sprung by an outsider. He +would take the risk, he says; but I, in my position, conceive that it +is not my duty to do so. He, however, has suggested that we four shall +meet and talk it over finally before I take any action, so I took the +liberty of asking Gwen to come over tomorrow morning. It is +Fitzgerald's last day, and something must be done before he goes down. +I don't see the use of this meeting myself--we have all, as I said, had +our chance--but it can do no harm, and it may satisfy Gwen--and you.' + +'I am satisfied already,' she replied gently. 'You could have done no +more than you have done; I see that now.' + +'I am glad,' he began, and then stopped, realising that he was not in +the least glad of the evident finality in her meaning. Was she +contented that things should end as they had begun? Had her passionate +interest in him died down with his obedience to her orders? A sorry +reward, surely! A most perplexing result of his repentance! + +'I _shall_ be glad,' he corrected himself, almost angrily, 'when we can +get out of this muddle. Of course I have heard before of such +intrigues, but I never came in personal contact with that sort of thing +before. It is maddening. I scarcely seem to know whether we are in the +nineteenth century or the ninth. Ever since we went to Hodinuggur we +seem to have got mixed up in some antique dream; the whole thing is +absurd--scarcely credible.' + +As he spoke the dinner-bell rang, and he held the door open for her to +pass from the consideration of these things to the well-appointed table +worthy of a house in Belgravia, where the dark-skinned, white-robed +servants handed sherry with the soup, and vinegar with the salmon quite +as naturally as Jeames or John in their plush liveries. But heredity +was here also; Jeames or John's father may have been a day labourer or +a gentleman at large, but not one of these could not have answered +truthfully--'Huzoor, my father was servant to so-and-so or so-and-so in +the great mutiny time, and his father served such and such a sahib in +the Sutlej campaign, or in Cabul, or somewhere else.' Faithfulness or +unfaithfulness to salt being, of course, a different question; though +that also might possibly be one of heredity. Such thoughts strike one +sometimes after years of complacent blindness, and on this evening they +increased the sense of unreality which had already taken possession of +Lewis Gordon. Nor did a remark of Colonel Tweedie's on his daughter's +improved looks during the past few days amend matters. He felt that he +might be living in that twenty-ninth century, when humanity may +reasonably be supposed to have educated itself out of some frailties +as, in the necessary glance at the young lady's face required by +decorous assent, he met a perfectly unconscious, happy smile, so full +of friendly confidence, that a positive gladness glowed at his heart +that she should be content with him. + +Nevertheless he made one more effort to get back finally to the +every-day world by riding over to the Club after dinner and listening +to the gossip of the day. But there was nothing wrong with the world; +it was going on, he found, as usual. He played a game or two of pool, +talked gravely with Major Davenant over some new rules intended to +prevent such another fiasco as the last race-meeting, heard the latest +official canards, and listened more patiently than usual to some +boys--who had to go down from leave next day--bemoaning the general +beastliness of the country as a residence for an English gentleman. It +was only, so the verdict ran, fit for niggers. + +Yet even this demonstration that life in the main was commonplace as +usual, did not restore Lewis Gordon's general indifference. And the +knowledge that this was so made him more than ever determined to carry +his point when next morning the four met in Rose Tweedie's room, to +settle the course of events. + +The rain after a downpour during the night had ceased, or, perhaps, had +become too light to make its way through the thick white mist which had +settled down like cotton-wool upon everything, blotting out the world. +There was not a breath of air, not a sound save occasionally a soft +pit-pat, as the vapour condensing on the roof dropped into the hearts +of the rain lilies which fringed the verandah with their upturned +orange cups. Yet it was neither dark nor dull as on a cloudy day. The +whiteness of the mist was almost luminous, and through the wide-set +windows sent a faint glow, like that from newly-fallen snow, on the +faces of poor George Keene's four friends, and showed still more +clearly on the even surface of Azizan's portrait as it stood upon the +mantel-shelf. Rose stood beside it, looking beyond everything in the +room, beyond the row of orange lilies, into the cotton-wool mist which +seemed bent on suffocating the house and its inhabitants. There was +silence in the room--the silence which comes to a discussion when the +last objection has palpably fallen through, and a conclusion absolutely +satisfactory to no one seems inevitable. Gwen, a flush of excitement on +her cheek, lay back among the cushions of her easy-chair, nervously +turning and twisting the rings upon her fingers. Dan Fitzgerald, who +was seated close beside her, had evidently been the last to speak, and +was now leaning towards her, his eyes fixed with kindly encouragement +and sympathy on her face. Lewis Gordon, apart from the others, +his elbows resting on the table, looked half regretful, half +resentful,--the look of a man who knows he must take the initiative in +a singularly disagreeable duty. + +At last through the silence came Rose Tweedie's voice reluctantly, yet +with a sort of challenge in it: 'I suppose that is settled, and that we +can none of us suggest any other reason why we should delay longer?' + +'I have told you before,' broke in Mrs. Boynton, 'that I have every +reason to believe that no action will be taken by the woman; that she +will never court inquiry.' + +'I did not mean that,' replied Rose, still with the same note in her +voice. 'I meant that if none of us have any further knowledge beyond +what we have already discussed, then Mr. Gordon's plan for a private +yet open inquiry with my father's knowledge seems best. I, for one, +have none. I know nothing, absolutely nothing, in favour of delay. +Nothing that would prevent the possible danger to George Keene's +memory.' + +Lewis Gordon followed fast on her words in swift, vexed comprehension +of her challenge. + +'I fancy we are all able to say the same, Miss Tweedie. If we agree, I +may have to speak of something I should not otherwise mention, but it +is no reason for delay. On the contrary, it is a reason why open +inquiry will be the safest, even for George Keene's memory. I know +nothing better;--I wish I did.' + +'Nor I,' said Dan Fitzgerald, then paused, and rising from his chair +crossed to the open door, whence he looked out, as Rose had done, +beyond the rain lilies to the mist. 'I know better than any of you what +poor George was; I know better than any of you what he did. If this is +settled, I, too, will have to tell something to his credit; something +that will make inquiry the better for him. Yet I'd give all I possess +to save the necessity for it. But I'm lost,'--he stretched his hands +out impulsively into the mist--'lost, as one might be out yonder--lost, +as the lad's own explanation is lost in the mystery of death. It's hard +to say so, George, but I can't help it.' + +He spoke as if to some one out of sight, and Gwen Boynton sate up +suddenly, nervously, with a scared look in her eyes. + +'I think you are all wrong,' she said querulously. 'The woman must know +that proof is against her story; but you will not believe it, and so I +cannot help it. I cannot, indeed.' + +Her voice died away to a sort of sigh, and she sank back again, +clasping her hands tightly together. Rose let hers fall from its grip +on the mantel-shelf. Dan's tall figure leant more loosely against the +lintel, and Lewis Gordon mechanically turned the pages of a book lying +beside him on the table. The tension was over, and the relief of +decision, even of helpless decision, held them silent in the silence +for the moment. They had done their best. They had played their part in +the strange play. + +Then suddenly out of the mist came a quavering, chanting voice-- + + + 'It was a woman seeking something + Through day and night----' + + +'Listen!' cried Dan, his face ablaze. Rose's hand went up again to the +picture hurriedly, and Lewis started to his feet; only Gwen looked from +one to the other bewildered: + + + 'O'er hill and dale seeking for something.' + + +The voice grew clearer as if the singer was toiling up the unseen path +below the lilies. + + + 'Foul play! foul play!--look down and decide.' + + +'The mad potter!' cried Dan, with wonder in his tone. + +'Azizan! it is her turn at last,' cried Rose, with a hush in hers, +which sent a thrill through Lewis Gordon--though he only said +prosaically-- + +'I'll go and see who it is.' + +But Dan had forestalled the thought, and, vaulting the railings, had +disappeared into the mist, whence they could hear him hallooing down +the path to the unseen singer as they stood waiting by the lilies. Then +came a quick greeting, a low reply, and so, clearer and clearer--though +they could see nothing--every syllable of eager questioning and slow +answer until, as if from behind a veil, the strange couple stepped into +sight--Dan, eager, excited, towering above the bent, deprecating figure +of the old potter. + +They had heard so much, those three in the verandah, that Rose without +a pause could step forward and strike at the very root of the matter +with the question, 'What is it? What is it that you want of me?' + +The shifty, light eyes settled on her face with a look of relief before +the old man bent to touch her feet. + +'Madr-mihrban,' he said. 'Madr-mihrban--that is well!' + +He was still breathless from his swift climb beside Dan's long stride, +and, as he straightened himself again, his long supple fingers, busied +already about a knotted corner in the cotton shawl folded round him, +trembled visibly. + +'Lo, I sent it before,' he went on in low excuse; 'but it returned, as +all things return at Hodinuggur. Then she was vexed and could not rest. +"Send it back! send it back," she cried all night long. Pity of God! +what a fever; but now she sleeps sound----' He paused, to fumble closer +at the knot. + +'You mean Azizan, your daughter?' suggested Rose softly, while the +others stood silent, listening and looking, the whole world seeming to +hold nothing for them save this tall girl with her bright, eager face, +and that bent old man trying to undo a knot. + +'Huzoor--Azizan!' came the quavering voice. 'I looked for her so often +till the Madr-mihrban came. Then I found her with the pot clasped to +her breast, but the bad dreams would not let her sleep. "It is not +mine; it is hers." It kept her awake always. So when I found her +again, lying asleep by the river with it still in her bosom, I said to +myself, "I will not set a writing on it, and put it in the box with a +slit as I did last time, trusting it to God knows who, after the new +fashion. I will take it myself in the old fashion and give it to the +Madr-mihrban's own hands, and pray her hold it fast so it return not to +wake the child; for she sleeps sound at last in the dust of her +father's."' + +The knot was undone. The shaking fingers held the Ayodhya pot for a +second, the white glare of the mist shining in a broad blaze of light +upon its intense glowing blue. The next it had slipped from the +potter's hand and lay in fragments on the ground! + +Still fragments of sapphire colour--moving fragments of milky white, +rolling hither and thither like drops of dew on a leaf seeking a +resting-place for their round lustre. + +Pearls!--the Hodinuggur pearls! + +And Gwen's voice, with a triumphant ring in it, became articulate above +the old man's cry of distress and the low exclamations of the others. + +'So Azizan stole them, after all!' + +Rose turned on her sharply. 'Who knows. This much is certain, she has +brought them back, and saved George when we could not.' + +'Yes! she has saved him,' assented Dan; 'we have that she-devil on the +hip now!' + +Lewis Gordon stood silent a moment; he had grown very pale. 'You are +both right, I expect,' he said quietly. 'It settles--everything.' + +Gwen drew a long breath of relief, but Rose seemed lost in thought. + +'No! not everything,' she said absently, half to herself. 'It does not +tell us why George shot himself.' + +She scarcely knew she spoke aloud; she had forgotten everything but the +dead boy. + +'_Shot himself!_, The words came back to her in a sort of cry. '_Shot +himself!_ What do you mean? What does she mean?' + +Gwen stood as if petrified before those regretful faces. Then, as the +truth struck at her, beating down her shield of self-deception, she +turned at last, forgetful of all else, to the shelter of Dan's kind +arms. 'Dan! Dan! it isn't true--it can't be true! say it isn't true.' + +He drew her closer to him, looking down into her agonised face with a +perfect passion of tenderness and kissed it; forgetful in his turn, of +everything save that she had come to him at last. + +'It is true, my darling; he did it to save me and you. Gwen! Gwen! it +wasn't your fault--My God! she has fainted!' + +'I'm sorry,' began Rose, feeling paralysed by surprise, but Dan's kind +smile was ready even in his distress. + +'Don't worry. It's best over, for I must have told her. You see we have +been engaged for years, and George knew it. If I carry her to your +room, Miss Rose, she will be better there. 'Tis the shock, and she was +so fond of him, dear heart.' + +Lewis Gordon, left alone in the verandah while another man before his +very eyes carried off the woman to whom he supposed himself to be +engaged, felt that the world had broken loose from its foundations +altogether. So that was the explanation! And then a low murmur of +moaning from the potter arrested his attention, which, as is so often +the case after a shock, had lost its airt and become vagrant. + +The old man, still crouched beside the fragments of the Ayodhya pot, +was rocking himself backwards and forwards, and muttering to himself, +'She will be angry; the Madr-mihrban will be angry, and then Azizan +will not sleep.' + +Lewis walked up to him and laid his hand reassuringly on the thin, bent +shoulders. 'I don't think the Madr-mihrban will be angry. I'm almost +sure she won't.' His own words made him smile, until, as he looked at +the old man's shifty, bright eyes raised to his doubtfully, he +remembered the young sad face which George had painted. 'And Azizan is +asleep,' he said gently; 'she will not wake again.' + +As he stooped to gather up the jewels his eyes were dim with unwonted +tears--why, he scarcely knew. + +When Rose came back ten minutes after, leaving Gwen to Dan's kind +consolations, she found Lewis leaning over the railings looking at the +rain lilies through his eyeglass as if it had been a microscope. He +turned to her with the air of a man who has made up his mind. + +'You thought I was engaged to my cousin, Miss Tweedie,' he said. 'So +did I. Apparently I was mistaken. So let us set that aside, once and +for all, and think over more important matters. There is no lack of +other surprises, thank Heaven.' + +The semi-cynicism of his words did not sit ill on him, and Rose +recognised that he had certainly chosen the most dignified way out of +the difficulty. At the same time it left her free, unexpectedly free, +to consider the position as an outsider, and all involuntarily, yet +naturally enough, her first thought expressed itself in words: + +'I wonder what father will say?' + +This was too much both for temper and dignity, fortunately, also for +humour. He gave her one indignant look, then relaxed into a smile. + +'Really, Miss Tweedie, in this Comedy of Errors I am only responsible +for my part; and that, believe me, is rather a sorry one.' + + + + + CHAPTER XXV + + +Whether Lewis Gordon spoke truth or not regarding the part he had to +play, there could be no doubt that Dan found his anything but sorry. A +subdued sort of radiance softened yet brightened the man as he came out +to ask Rose for the loan of her _dandy_, Mrs. Boynton being anxious to +get home as soon as possible. There seemed no need for words; the +situation explained itself, and even Lewis, looking at his rival's +eager face, could not help acknowledging that Dan was more likely to +give Gwen the support she evidently needed than he was. Besides, the +sudden change for the future seemed lost sight of in that, which the +opportune arrival of the Ayodhya pot had on the present, and on +Chandni's impudent claim. It was of course clear evidence against the +truth of the story so far as Gwen was concerned, but whether it would +prevent the woman raking up the true facts of George Keene's death, out +of sheer wanton malice, was another thing. Lewis felt himself rather +helpless before the phenomenon of such a nature as hers, and confessed +as much when Dan came racing back, breathless and excited after seeing +Mrs. Boynton safely home, for a council of war. He brought a quick +decision and intuition with him. The sluice had been opened by +treachery of course, and now that he was free to speak of his +engagement, Dan told the story of the open locket, which to him seemed +proof-positive that George had voluntarily taken the blame on himself +when thrown off his balance by the discovery that the happiness of the +man and the woman he loved best in the world depended on Dan's getting +his promotion. How the sluice had been opened was another matter. +Chandni had always said by means of a key made after an impression sent +from Simla; but this was manifestly impossible unless some servant had +done it. Indeed he had never paid much attention to this assertion, for +the woman in making it had contradicted herself more than once, and +evidently had no definite story as to how the impression had been +secured. In his own mind he had decided that the key itself had been +stolen from the boy while he slept so heavily, and that the knowledge +that this was so had had the lion's share in bringing about his +self-sacrifice. So that even if the real facts came out, nothing beyond +carelessness could be laid to George's charge, now that the potter was +there to prove that Azizan had had the Ayodhya pot all the time, and +that they were there to prove that the pearls had remained in the pot. +So much for Chandni and the only possible cause of further action--a +woman's wanton cruelty. For the rest, the old Diwan was dead, Khush-hal +seemed to be out of it, and Dalel had everything to lose and nothing to +gain by a scandal. Finally, these intrigues were always as a house of +cards; remove one support and the whole structure disappeared. + +'Nevertheless,' said Dan, looking across the table with a grim smile, +'I'm not going to take you down as a witness to my interview with that +she-devil this afternoon. You are too fine for the work, and that's the +fact.' + +'Can I lend you anything peculiarly barbaric in the way of a knife?' +asked Lewis. 'I've a Malay crease in my room which fills most people +with terror, though personally I should funk a woorali dart more than +anything.' + +'Ah! you may jeer; but 'tis true. Sure! our fineness is at the bottom +of half our mistakes in this country. Even in our kindness we treat +these people as we would like to be treated ourselves--a poor +philanthropy compared to treating them as they would like to be +treated. And when we come to mere justice! Why, we might as well give a +child who has disobeyed his mother the right to appeal against her in +court. What chance would the child have to begin with, and then what +good would it do? and what good is our complicated system of procedure +save to put power into the hands of the educated few who naturally +clamour for more? But there! This has nothing to do with Chandni. She +wouldn't care a tinker's dam for what you'd say to her, because you +would be regulating yourself by codes and sections instead of by the +way she is made. I won't. I don't mind stooping to her level to get my +will. So let me go with the old mad potter and his eyes, and see if +between us we can't make a settlement. And then, please God, we will +have done with the whole bad dream from beginning to end. So if you +have three thousand rupees you can spare on a loan, I'll just have them +handy in my pocket as a salve to her wounded feelings when I've got my +own way.' + +What really happened at the interview Dan resolutely refused to say. On +his return from the bazaar he asked for a whisky and soda and a hot +bath to take the taste of it out of soul and body. Yet he returned +triumphantly with a written declaration signed by Chandni, stating that +she herself had stolen the key from George while he slept. + +'It isn't true, of course,' said Dan with a rueful look at Lewis, 'but +upon my soul, no one could tell if it is, or not. My mind seemed a vast +cobweb with lines going everyway into the outside world, but all +beginning in that woman, and the only way was to smash through it. She +has done worse things--that's one comfort. Maybe the pearls should have +gone back to Hodinuggur direct, but she will make her bargain there, +never fear, and by God they deserve----' + +He broke out then with curses into the tale of Azizan's birth, which it +seemed had been his strong card--that and the potter's eyes. He had +played the one against the other till he wormed the story out of his +enemy, while the old man waited below, ready, if Dan failed to be told +the truth, to bring his evil glance to bear on the question. That fear +had really settled the matter; she had acknowledged the part Azizan had +played in bringing her plans to naught, and confessed the wisdom of +dancing to a different tune in the future. + +'We parted on the best of terms. She offered me cinnamon tea and +fritters, and I took some as a sign of peace,' said Dan with a shudder. +'And now I must be off and tell poor Gwen 'tis all settled for ever.' +He lingered a moment as he rose, to add with a half shy, half happy +smile, 'Were you very much surprised, old man?' + +'Very,' replied Lewis with dignity. But Dan still lingered. + +'I wonder what on earth the Colonel will say?' he remarked +apprehensively after a pause. + +Then Lewis laughed; he could not help it. And actually the idea of +playing second fiddle to Colonel Tweedie's disappointment in the eyes +of the world, helped him materially in the interview which he had with +his cousin next morning. Even without this, however, he would have +felt it difficult to be severe, for he found her full of remorse and +self-abasement; rather vague, perhaps, but still real. She would never +forgive herself, she said, not so much for her indecision about Dan, +for she had always loved him, and Lewis was well quit of her selfish +regard. No! it was about poor George! She had sided with Simla in +turning the boy's head, she had made too much of him and behaved most +unwisely--really Lewis must let her say what she knew to be true--she +had been over friendly, over confidential, and had asked him to do too +much for her. All this and his foolish fancy about being the keeper of +Dan's conscience, of which the latter had told her, had been too much +for the dear, dear, lad's kind, sensitive heart. Then the terrible +home-coming after all the pleasure and spoiling! Was not that enough, +more than enough, to upset the balance? She was so insistent on this +point that Lewis had to confess his assent to it, and finally went away +feeling that she had more heart than he had given her credit for in the +past, and that he might even be in a measure responsible for not having +appealed to this better nature while he had the chance. Dan seemed to +have done it successfully, for she had evidently given up all thoughts +of a mercenary marriage. He understood her, she said plaintively, he +knew her faults and yet he loved her; while Lewis--he must excuse her +for saying so--had always treated her as if she had no heart, no +sentiment; had always committed the unpardonable mistake of making her +remember that she did not love him. Of course she had behaved +abominably to everybody--far worse than they would allow, for they were +all too good for her--but in the future she would have Dan, who was a +tower of strength to her. + +In fact, like many another woman of her type--many a man also--Gwen +Boynton had taken refuge from the greater remorse in the lesser one--if +indeed there was a greater one?--if indeed the real limit of her +sinning had not been that over-confidence to which she had confessed. +Not in detail truly; still she _had_ confessed it with tears to Dan, +and he had forgiven her _en masse_; as, no doubt, he would forgive in +detail if she had thought it right to tell him what she had told +George. But what right had she to put this pain into another man's +life, or speak of that vague fear which even Chandni's confession of +having stolen the key would not smother utterly? It would be worse than +foolish! it would be wicked; and this dreadful doubt was her cross, her +punishment, which she thoroughly deserved for doing as she had done. +And when she had got thus far, remorse was once more in a clear open +channel where it could spread itself out and lose its chill under the +sunshine of Dan's kind consolations. + +Thus it really turned out that, after all, the person most upset by the +unexpected _denouement_ of affairs was Colonel Tweedie. + +'Engaged for years,' he said angrily, in reply to his daughter's +information. 'Well! I am surprised. A most extraordinary proceeding +which er--er--complicates--the--er--If you had said "of late," I +might have seen some sense in it, for during the last week or so even +Gordon, who is generally to be relied upon, has been absent over his +work--er--not to say--er--somewhat negligent. And of course being his +cousin--the--er--interest----' + +Rose hastened to confess that the engagement had only, as it were, been +a definite one during--here she hesitated a little--the last few days. +Which tribute to his perspicacity soothed the Colonel's dignity, and +encouraged him to further ventures in the seer's path by a suggestion +that no doubt his daughter's improved appetite and appearance, which he +had observed during the same period, was due to the proverbial interest +which women took in the matrimonial affairs of their neighbours. Though +for his part he must say that the friendly admiration he had had for +Mrs. Boynton had been very considerably impaired by--er--the lack of +judgment she had displayed in engaging herself to an assistant +engineer, a man whose promotion, he believed, could not possibly come +before the following July--if then. He went off to consult the +departmental lists with portentous gloom, leaving his daughter +defenceless before the truth. Certainly she had been much happier since +Lewis had known her feeling for him, and what is more, Mrs. Boynton's +decision in favour of Dan was a great relief in one way, though in +another it was disturbing--confusing; for despite her theories Rose +felt that the fact of his freedom to make other ties did make a +difference in her relations with Lewis Gordon. It ought not to do so, +of course; she was angry with herself for admitting the fact, but she +was totally unable to juggle with realities, or escape, crablike, from +a difficulty sideways. No thought of marriage or what she was pleased +to call sentimental rubbish had marred the self-forgetfulness of that +unpremeditated appeal she had made to her belief in him. No such +thought existed even now, and that the fear of it should creep in was +intolerable, absurd. No! she must feign the virtue of unconsciousness, +even if she had it not, and by an increase of friendly confidence, +combined with a strict attention to prose, prevent the awkwardness of +the position from falling on innocent Lewis, and show him clearly that +the altered situation had made no change in her, yet was not expected +to make any change in him. Only by these means could she show him, what +was really the truth, that her past avowal of interest was not mere +sentiment. + +Lewis, for his part, also tackled the position with a boldness which he +had denied to himself while he was still engaged to his cousin, still +smarting under the curiously mixed sensations which the knowledge of +the girl's real feelings had aroused. Then he had felt bound to +conventional modes of thought, and, to tell truth, had been more or +less afraid lest on inquiry a sentimental love for Rose might pop up +somewhere like a Jack-in-the-box. For her confession had affected him +in a perfectly incomprehensible way, and the only other explanation of +it he had been loth to admit, since it ran counter to all his pet +theories. What feeling could there be between a man and a woman save +the one feeling? This warmth at his heart when he thought of her +praise, this pain at the thought of her blame, could only be the old, +old story; and yet he had been in love before, and this was not the +same experience. Well, it might be milk-food suited to babes and women, +but it was not strong meat for strong men; withal it was strangely +satisfying, strangely final, so that when a return to commonplace diet +became possible, he found himself in two minds about taking to it. She +evidently had but one; she evidently had given him all she intended to +give, and the only return he could make was by showing her that he did +understand this, and that he did not think it necessary to salve over +her wounded modesty by making love to her. Wounded modesty! The very +thought seemed an insult. He could not agree with her theories +altogether, but he could at least respect them. + +So for the next month, while Gwen was slowly recovering her shock, and +all Simla was divided into factions over the surprise of her engagement +to penniless Dan Fitzgerald, a very pretty little comedy was being +enacted in the big house where Rose, as hostess, treated Lewis Gordon +as a friend, and he returned the compliment in kind. There was +absolutely no humbug, no effort about it at all. They were not in love +with each other, they were not restless or moody or excited, but +absolutely content and happy with things as they were. A state of +affairs accentuated by the relief from anxiety, the improving weather +and the charming gaiety and _verve_ of the society in which they lived. + +Thus it happened that Rose Tweedie had her chance of being wooed in the +only possible way in which girls of her type can be wooed. One sees +dozens of them nowadays in society; one will see more and more year by +year, as the unnatural disproportion in the number of the sexes tends +to intensify the present seclusion of the nicest girls from the men. It +is not the fault of the latter. In a bevy of several hundred young +ladies, the fortunate possessor of the handkerchief naturally throws it +at some of those who press forward into individuality, or at some fair +face which even a crush cannot hide. So the choice for a wife falls on +beauty or brass. The latter may be too hard a term, yet the girls who +are likely to make the most faithful wives, the most devoted mothers, +are not those who are the readiest to attract and assent. On the +contrary they do not fall in love, and men have no time to give them +friendship. Friendship! They are engaged--nay, married--before the mere +thought of such a thing crops up. + +So the younger generation of women is rapidly dividing itself into the +girls who dress and the girls who don't dress. In other words, those +willing to attract men by one certain if seamy side of their natures, +and those who are not willing. Who does not know the opposite extremes +of these two factions? The girl who forces you instinctively to think +of a looking-glass, and the girl who makes you wonder if there be such +a thing in her room. The girl with not a hair out of place, and the +girl with a hiatus between her soul and her body, as the feminine +phrase runs. Rose belonged outwardly to neither factions, yet in her +heart she strenuously resented the old-fashioned theory that marriage +was the larger half of a man's life and the whole of a woman's. +Truthfully, though she was three-and-twenty, she had never felt the +slightest desire to marry anybody, not even Lewis, and she felt in +consequence proportionally grateful to him for behaving, at any rate, +as if he believed the fact. + +Yet, even so, they sometimes found each other out, as for instance one +day when he came back from his cousin's full of unexpected news. Dan +Fitzgerald had sent in his resignation to the Department, and accepted +an offer of employment from Australia. + +'I'm as glad,' said Lewis heartily, 'as if I had had the chance myself; +partly because I couldn't make anything of it! Brown--that is the man +who has wired for him--was out here contracting one of the big railway +bridges. A bloated mechanic; began life as a riveter sort of fellow, +but with a knack of making money and a keen eye beyond belief. I +remembered his telling me that Dan was too good for us, and that if +ever he came across a job in which he wanted help, he would try and +steal him. This is some huge irrigation scheme--private--down South. If +Dan succeeds, and he will if any one can, there will be millions in +it.' + +'I suppose your cousin is delighted?' said Rose. + +'Gwen? Never saw a woman more relieved in my life. For, mind you, +though she is awfully fond of Dan--fonder than I personally should have +thought she could have been of any one--the idea of the poverty was +telling on her. You know it is absurd to think of her as an assistant +engineer's wife. It is really not an environment in which she was +likely to shine, and when all is said and done on the romantic side +people ought to consider surroundings in making a settlement for life. +Besides, I am sure she is relieved to get away from us all and make a +fresh start. She feels it more than I should have expected.' + +'Mr. Gordon,' said Rose suddenly, 'I'm very sorry I judged her so +harshly that--that time. I've wanted to say so often; but _then_ it +seemed foolish. As if it could have mattered what I said or thought.' + +'I don't think it did really matter,' he replied frankly. 'Rather the +other way round, I expect. Yet I doubt if you did judge her as harshly +as she judges herself now; so it is far better she should leave all +these associations behind. If he and she had had to go inspecting at +Hodinuggur, or even if she had to meet Dalel Beg and his wife--did I +tell you I saw her at the vice-regal squash yesterday, a perfect child +in the most awful get-up?--why, then, it would revive the old affair. +And if, by chance'--he paused a moment--'One never knows what mayn't +crop up, and Dan is a queer chap in some ways. He works by instincts, +as it were, and hitherto they have led him right. If they didn't, and +he found it out, I don't know what mightn't happen. He is not what I +call a very safe man unless he is successful. So they are both lucky to +get out of the uncongenial atmosphere which Government service is to +him and poverty is to her. They start in smooth water, and I must buy +my wedding-present, for they are to be married next month. + +'So soon?' + +'He has to leave at once. The wedding is to be at Rajpore after we all +go down. No bridesmaids, and I'm best man. If you want to know the +wedding dress, ask Gwen; she is sure to have settled it long ago. Women +always do.' + +'I haven't,' protested Rose hastily. 'I shall be married in my +every-day things.' + +She tried hard to be grave while Lewis roared with laughter, but in the +end she joined in the joke against herself. For they never quarrelled +now. What was there to quarrel about? + +It was on another of these pleasant peaceful days, that he came to +lunch, with the news that Dalel Beg was even now detaining her father +by abject apologies for past old-style misdemeanours at Hodinuggur, and +profuse promises that in future it would be the abode of all the +civilised virtues. Khush-hal Beg it appeared had died of apoplexy, +brought on no doubt by the unrestrained orgies with which the fat man +had celebrated his accession, and in consequence Dalel was king. + +'I don't quite understand it all,' he said thoughtfully. 'He is a fool, +and yet he is playing his cards well. Do you know, I shouldn't be at +all surprised to hear that Chandni was back again as chief adviser. She +is a very clever woman. It seems that there is a scheme on foot for +establishing stud farms or grazing paddocks for Government remounts. It +is supposed to be cheaper and better in the end to buy them as +yearlings and let them run loose, instead of being tethered heels, +heads, and tails, in native fashion. And as the water supply is to be +constant at Hodinuggur now, Dalel proposes that Government should +utilise some of his waste land there, and put him in charge, or partly +in charge. Of course it would bring him in a steady income if he gets +his finger in the pie.' + +'He ought to get nothing,' interrupted Rose hastily; 'I believe he was +at the bottom of all that intrigue. We shall never know what went on +exactly, but there was intrigue, and that sort of thing should be +punished.' + +'Undoubtedly; but as I said before, Dalel is a fool--except about a +horse. It was the old man and Chandni; they belonged to that age. This +man tries to break the Ten Commandments in two languages, and misses +the idiom in both. But he does know the points of a horse, and as +Government must keep up these old families and try to civilise them, it +is as well to get some work out of them.' + +'Hodinuggur civilised! I can't imagine it,' echoed Rose. 'When I think +of the old potter, and that mirrored room on the roof--of Azizan and +the Ayodhya pot--it seems like some old dream of life into which we +nineteenth century folk strayed by mistake.' + +'With disastrous results,' put in Lewis thoughtfully. 'Well! with half +the _dramatis personae_ of the play dead, and the other half married, it +ought to have come to an end now like a decently behaved melodrama. Not +a very moral one, I'm afraid, Miss Tweedie, and virtue must be its own +reward.' + +'What do you mean?' she asked. + +'You and I have been left out of the prizes altogether; but then, as +the potter said, we didn't belong to his world.' + +'I wish you had not reminded me of that scene,' she interrupted +hastily. 'I cannot help thinking of how Mr. Fitzgerald sat smiling at +me while the old man measured him; just as George did when he measured +himself, and he is dead.' + +'What a woman you are when all is said and done!' he replied, smiling +at her. 'Still I do think that poetic justice has not been meted out +all round. Gwen, for instance, has everything she wants, and I am out +in the cold.' + +'Do you feel out in the cold?' asked Rose aggressively. + +He hastened to assure her that on the contrary he was quite warm and +comfortable, but in spite of this the conversation languished till +Colonel Tweedie came in, full of his intention of recommending Dalel +Beg's plan strongly to the authorities. + +To call it Dalel Beg's was, however, as Lewis Gordon had suspected, to +credit that gentleman with too much sense. It was Chandni's. When Dan +Fitzgerald had left her after partaking in friendly fashion of cinnamon +tea, she had put the pearls away in a safe place, and set herself, as +she had been doing ever since she came to Simla, to amuse herself. She +had looked after Dan as he rode away without the least malice, saying +that there was a man indeed; one of the old sort like the Diwans. If he +had had her in the old days, say at Hodinuggur, there would just have +been one order, and then silence. She nodded her head and smiled over +the thought. But now she had three thousand rupees and the pearls. She +could not sell them of course, could not at present let any one know +she had them. They were too well known, these Hodinuggur pearls, for +Chandni to traffic in them without fear of being accused of theft. By +and by, perhaps, she might trade them off on Dalel; but nothing of that +sort was safe as long as Khush-hal was alive. So long too, as they +thought the mem had them they would not dare to move in the matter, now +that there was all this talk of a permanent water-supply; for Chandni, +in the wooden-balconied house at Simla, heard all the latest talk, and +had quite a bevy of respectable native gentlemen who drank sherbets at +her expense. She heard also from a friend at court of this taking up of +waste land, and as she listened to all the stir of intrigue after this +thing and that thing, felt a pang of regret for that vanished dream of +some day being a motive power in Hodinuggur. This court-life was as +the breath of her nostrils, and if she had been in the place of that +half-caste girl down in the house with the dahlias, she would not have +been half starved and beaten; for if bazaar rumour said sooth, Dalel +Beg had carried his occidental estimate of the marriage-tie to this +almost incredible length. + +Then one day, after a rich Hindu contractor had roused her wrath by +claiming her more or less as his special property, by reason of the +money he had chosen to lavish on her, came the news of Khush-hal Beg's +death in the odour of court sanctity. She could imagine it all down in +the ruined palace out in the desert--the old ways, the old etiquette; +poverty-stricken may be, yet still courtly. And why, in these pushing +days when fat pigs like that Hindu made money, should they remain +poverty-stricken? yet even so, it was better in a way to be Chandni of +Hodinuggur, than Chandni of a bazaar, especially as one grew older. + +That same afternoon a patchwork-covered dhooli went jolting down to the +house with the dahlias, which was a miserable spot now; deserted, +forlorn. A miserable room also, whence the indignant Parsees had reft +the French clocks and the _bric-a-brac_. A most miserable pair of women +too, reduced to cooking their own food at the drawing-room fire, lest +their over-looking neighbours might see them in the degradation of the +cook-room--since the deepest degradation of all in Eurasian eyes is to +be servantless. + +'Don't be a fool,' said Chandni to Mrs. D'Eremao's shrill abuse, as the +former walked in upon them unceremoniously, and, squatting down, went +on calmly chewing betel. 'You have nothing to do with the business. +But, if she is wise, she will listen.' Beatrice Elflida Norma looked at +her shrewdly and said, 'Be quiet, mamma, there is no harm in hearing +what she has to say.' + +It was not much, but to the point. No doubt, if they appealed to +English justice, they could force the Diwan to support his wife. But +how? At Hodinuggur under lock and key. It would not be nice, and +Chandni had tales to tell which made Mrs. D'Eremao's hair stand on her +head even while she protested that _she_ was a freeborn British +subject. Doubtless; but then they must give up all hopes of the +position for which the girl had married such an atrocity. (Here +Beatrice Elflida dissolved into tears.) Besides, that was not the way +to treat a Mohammedan gentleman, an offshoot of the great Moghuls; but +_she_ knew how to treat him, and for a consideration, was quite willing +to use her influence with Dalel to set things straight. She did not +want him, and had flouted his proposals of peace a dozen times, but she +was quite ready, _for this consideration_, to make herself useful. +Briefly, that consideration was a free hand if she could get it, no +cabals against her position, and an assignment, in case of Dalel's +death, of a good slice of that state pension, which, in such case, +would be given to the wife. If there were children, so much the better, +since the pension would be larger. In addition, they had to remember +that refusal would not amend the position, since Dalel would no doubt +bribe her back in some other way. + +So a week after this, her Highness Beatrice Elflida Norma of +Hodinuggur's name appeared on the list of donors to a certain Fund, +opposite no less a sum than one thousand rupees, and she herself +appeared at the next viceregal squash in full native costume, with her +hair quite straight, and many shades darker in colour. She sat and +talked affably to a stout English matron about her husband's great +desire to assimilate the lives of Indian women more closely to those of +their European sisters; so that, on her return home, the stout English +matron mentioned to her stout English husband, who happened to be a +Commissioner, that the Hodinuggur creature seemed to have ideas and +should be encouraged. + +And that evening, Dalel said to Chandni, ere he left the little +balconied room where so many grave and reverend gossip-mongers sat +drinking sherbet, 'Thou wilt return to Hodinuggur as thou hast +promised.' + +'I will return; but not as before. I am free to come and go. And see +that thou pay me back that thousand rupees out of the first batch of +horses. Else Chandni goes, never to come again.' + + + + + CHAPTER XXVI + + +It was a hot October. The rains coming early had stopped early, giving +Lewis Gordon and Rose that charming sunshiny month on the Hills, of +which mention has been made. A whole month of almost idyllic happiness +and content. + +And now, after the usual hiatus of a visit or two for Rose _en route_, +and a hasty tour for her father round some outlying canals, they had +settled down for the cold-weather life at Rajpore. Perhaps it was only +the rather unusual heat which made it seem less pleasing than usual to +at least two of the party. And this was more evident to Lewis Gordon +than to the girl, since she had the occupation and distraction of +preparing for Gwen's approaching marriage. Naturally, it was to be +a great function, for, while her admirers were legion, Dan's friends +were many; besides, as everybody admitted, the bride and bridegroom +alone would be worth going to see, worth remembering as a pattern +pair of lovers. So the Tweedies were lending their house for the +breakfast--which was to be a real breakfast, since the marriage was to +take place so as to allow of a start by the cool morning mail; the +regiment was lending its band for the wedding-march, and, on this tepid +October afternoon, every garden in the place was sending white +oleanders and hibiscus to the odd octagon church which had once been a +Mohammedan tomb. Nay more! one devoted though disappointed lover far +down by some distant canal had sent, by special messenger, a great +basket of belated white lotus lilies, with a request that they might be +trodden on by the bride's happy feet. + +Gwen, as she bent over this offering, sniffing at the faint almond +scent of the huge, jewelled flowers, was a gracious sight to look upon. +She had quite recovered herself, and in sober truth felt absolutely +content. 'How nice of the dear thing!' she murmured sweetly. + +And so it was; very nice. One might give it another epithet and say it +was almost heroic. But of this Gwen Boynton had no conception, and +never would have one. That side of human nature, its passion, its +tears, its temptations, its triumphs, had been left out of her +composition. She roused it in others, she played with it prettily, she +even spoke warily and discreetly about it; yet Rose Tweedie, despite +her girlish disdain, had more real sympathy with it than she had. + +Dan, meanwhile, in Lewis Gordon's office, disregardful of the lack of +chairs, was kicking his heels as he sat on the table, declaring loudly +that he would of a certainty break down in replying to the toast which +was to be given at the Club dinner in his honour that night. What the +dickens did the fellows mean by giving him a dinner? What had he ever +done for any of them? What had he ever been but a reckless, +insubordinate, unsteady, loafing brute, who ought to have been kicked +out of the service years ago? + +'I expect they know their own minds,' replied Lewis rather wearily. He +had a headache; and he was telling himself it was liver when he knew +quite well it was not; a most unsatisfactory denial since there is no +phase of depression so unendurable as that when even a blue pill fails +to hold out cheering hopes. Yet he spoke kindly and patiently also; for +he must have been of base clay, indeed, who would not have recognised +that Dan, transfigured as it were on the summit of his hopes, was a +worthy sight in this work-a-day world, and that, in a measure, it was +well to be there on the hill-top with him. 'Besides,' he added, 'I +think I overheard Simpson saying something about a sick baby----' + +'Oh! bad cess to the baby,' interrupted Dan, seeking refuge in an +excess of Celtic recklessness. 'Sure it's a boy now, and one can't see +a child die for the want of ice when your pony has four legs. More by +token, it had but three for a month after, poor beast. But what's that +to do with it? It isn't so much that I'm too bad. It's the world that's +too good for me, and that's a fact. When I think of all you fellows who +have been so good and so patient with me, my heart's broke about it +entirely--and when I think of George! sure, it's only Gwen's kind face +that comforts me. Oh, Gordon! what have I done that she should be going +to marry me to-morrow?' + +So he ran on, as many another man has run on; as most men, good and +true, do run on when they are just about to marry the woman they love. + +And Lewis Gordon sat listening to him with a headache and a pain in his +heart; for the most part thinking that if Rose could only see this man, +only hear him, she might not be quite so disdainful of it all; might +acknowledge that, be it bad or good in its essence, this feeling did +step into a man's life for the time and claim him body and soul, to the +detriment of neither. + +And by the by,' said Dan suddenly, 'I've been meaning to ask you for a +long time, but I wasn't sure if you'd like it. And now that I'm going +away for good and all, and you can't get out of being my best man, I'll +risk it. When are you going to marry Miss Tweedie?' + +'Never,' replied Lewis firmly, roused into instant resistance. 'What +put such a fancy into your head now?' + +'Now?' Dan's face was a study in tender humour 'It's been in my head +for the last year, and in yours too. I told Gwen so, I remember, before +we went to Hodinuggur that time, and I could see by her manner she +thought so also.' + +Lewis looked at him with an odd expression. 'Then you were both +mistaken, that's all.' And Fitzgerald, if you're quite done talking +about yourself--I've a lot of work to finish, old chap----' + +Dan laughed. 'Well! I'll go; but it is true, Gordon, and what is more, +she likes you; any one can see that.' + +True! absolutely true. Lewis knew it right well, none better, and the +remembrance of the affection she had given him unasked filled him as +ever with a glow of intense satisfaction. And yet he had to confess +that he was not happy. That idyllic month spent in each other's company +had been charming, but that fortnight of absence had been the reverse. +And what he felt now was something very different from that calm, +contented confidence in their mutual friendship which remained, thank +Heaven, untouched by this new passion. For it was that, and nothing +else. He had felt it before, for other women, this moody, restless, +selfish desire of appropriation, and if Rose would not marry him he +would probably feel it again for some one else. In a half-hearted way +he almost regretted that it should have obtruded itself in this, the +most perfect idyl of his life, and yet, call it what hard names he +would, there it was, a palpable factor in the future. Rose was the best +of friends; but she was also a very charming girl into whose company +he had been thrown, and he had fallen in love with her; naturally +enough--only it complicated matters. + +He gave a queer little grimace and began to add up a column of figures, +telling himself that no doubt he would get over it as he had got over +similar attacks before; and that at any rate he would wait and see. +Anything seemed better than the risk of paining Rose by letting her +think that after all he had failed to understand the absolute +unconsciousness of her regard for him. And that she might think so, +seemed more than likely, since with all his experience, all his +knowledge, he was only just beginning to realise that this passionate +love was indeed a thing absolutely apart from his affection for her. So +much so, that it almost seemed to him that it would have been easier to +tell her of the former, if the latter had not hedged her in with +reverence and tenderness. It came to him, with a smile, that indeed and +in truth it would have been easier had he been able to send the barber +round with proposals to her father in native fashion; after all, there +was an immense deal to be said for that side of the question. + +And then, in his careful methodical fashion, he began to add up the +column of figures again. This time the total was different; a trifle to +be easily set right, yet he was not used to such aberrations of +intellect, and it annoyed him. He did it again, this time allowing no +thoughts of Rose or anything else to obtrude themselves, and a new set +of figures rewarded his perseverance. He laid the pen aside and faced +himself resolutely. Yes! he had been doing atrocious work of late, he +had been thinking of Rose all day long, he had not been able to settle +steadily to anything, and, unless this could be stopped, the sooner he +took advantage of the many changes in the Department--consequent on +Dan's going and the usual cold-weather returns from furlough--in order +to give up his present position, the better. There was nothing like +breaking loose from one's surroundings at once, and he was due some +promotion. But if he had to do this, Rose ought to know the reason. Why +should she live in a fool's paradise? Why should she not face the facts +of life as well as he? If she had been like other women he had known, +he would have made love to her and proposed as a matter of course; but +she was not like others; or rather what did he know of the matter, save +that never by word, or look, or sign had she shown her knowledge even +of the most elementary facts in life. How could you go to a girl like +that and ask her to marry you straight off? What could you do save +gloze over the question by phrases, by mixing it up with other things, +even with that perfect, angelic, absolutely unselfish affection and +regard which she had given him, and which he, apart from all this, felt +for her. Still, it had to be done; in common fairness to her and to +himself, he must tell her that he was a fool, and that life was quite +unendurable without her; he must tell her, if only because there was no +other earthly reason why he should give up the Secretaryship. And if +this had to be, if he had to tell her, then there was no time like the +present, when the necessity for action seemed clear to him. + +So ten minutes after, he walked into the room where Rose sat making +wedding favours as for dear life, surrounded by a perfect _chevaux de +fries_ of white satin ribbons, bows, and blossoms. The windows were set +wide open on to the verandah where great baskets of white flowers lay +awaiting her final visit to the church. On the table stood the lotus +lily offering with a note from Gwen to say it was too good to be +trodden on, and would Rose see the pretty things were put on the altar, +where they would look quite sweet. The girl in her white dress with her +brisk hands flying about scissors, needle, and thimble, and her mind +busy with the coming marriage, seemed, like her surroundings, in +unsympathising connection with his purpose; and the perception made him +say discontentedly as he paused beside her to lean against the table-- + +'I thought you didn't approve of wedding favours?' It was an opening of +the siege at the very furthermost outworks of the position which she +frustrated by a laugh. + +'Oh, it doesn't matter! other people seem to like them, and I've made +you such a beauty. There it is, beside you on the table--take care! +you're almost sitting on it. Smell it, it's real orange-blossom.' + +There was apparently not a vacant chair in the room. They were all +occupied with white wreaths and true lovers' knots--but with a cross +here and there he was glad to see--so he continued to lean against the +table, smelling perfunctorily at his own favour, and thinking of the +utter inconsequence of the feminine mind, until a certain irritation +came to his aid. + +'I wish you would put that work down for a minute, Rose,' he said +quietly. 'I have something I want to say to you.' + +Her hands paused, arrested among the white ribbons, her mind on one +word; for he had never before called her by her Christian name. So she +sat looking at him doubtfully, with the light from the windows behind +her edging the great coils of her hair with bronze. + +'I have come to tell you that I'm a fool,' he began almost +argumentatively. 'At least, I suppose it's foolish. I am quite ready to +admit, if you like, that it is so; but the fact remains. I can't go on +as we are--as we have been, I should say--any longer. Don't think it is +because I cannot understand. I do--at least I think I do. You are my +friend, Rose, and will be that always, I hope. I don't say the best +friend I ever had, or ever shall have, because that has nothing to do +with the question, and, besides, there aren't any degrees in +friendship--you have taught me that. So I think you may admit that I +understand you. The question is, if you will understand me.' + +He paused, and Rose's kind shadowless eyes noted with a sudden +shrinking back from the sight, that his usual calm was broken by a +palpable effort to steady his voice. He felt, indeed, that he had not +the least clew to the girl's mind; that he was absolutely taking a leap +in the dark. And that what he had to say now was, in reality, so +foreign to every single word they had ever said to each other before, +that even if she consented to marry him he could not be sure if she +meant it--if she really understood the difference which he saw so +clearly. + +'Rose,' he went on, 'the fact is, that I've fallen in love with--with +you; and if you don't really want to marry me, I had better go away. I +would take an out-district for a time. I've had enough--perhaps too +much--secretary work.' He seemed to take refuge in details from the +main point. + +'Why--why should you go away?' asked Rose in a low voice. 'We were very +happy, weren't we?' + +Her eyes, which had sought her hands among the white satin bows, came +back to his face anxiously, almost fearfully. + +'Why?' he echoed passionately, and as he went on his words, his voice, +his manner trembled in the fine balance between the humour of the thing +and its gravity. 'Ah, Rose, that is the question! Because I'm a fool, +say you; because I'm a man, say I. Because I love you, Rose; because I +think of you when I ought to be thinking of other things. Because I'm +an idiot, and have gone all to pieces. Because it's torture to think +you may go away and marry some one else. Because I can't even add up a +column of figures without wondering what you will say now--now when I +ask you to marry me? Because--yes! have it so--because I am a +fool!----' + +He had held out his hands towards her, and hers were in them in an +instant. + +'Oh, Lewis, what a wretch I've been!' she cried; 'but why didn't you +ask me before?' + +'Why--didn't--you--ask me--before,' he repeated slowly. The favours +which had fallen from her lap lay round about their feet, and those on +the table were squashed remorselessly as he seated himself upon its +edge with the air of a man who requires some physical support, and +still holding her by the hands, drew her down beside him silently. 'I +shall never understand you, dear--thank God!' he said at last in an +undertone: then went on in a different voice--'It is a little +confusing, Rose, you must admit. All this time, ever since you told me +that you----' + +She interrupted him quickly, eagerly--'Ah, but that was a totally +different thing altogether!' + +'Totally different,' he echoed meekly. 'Yes, of course!' And then he +paused again with his eyes on hers. 'I suppose you would rather I +didn't kiss you?' he began irrelatively, with a half smile of infinite +tenderness. + +'Oh, I don't mind,' she put in hastily; 'it doesn't really matter--if +you wish--only don't talk nonsense, Lewis; please don't. I do hate it +so; it makes me feel inclined to put my head in a bag.' + +'Then I won't; I can't afford to lose sight of your dear face just +now.' + +'Lewis!' + +'But if I don't say that sort of thing, what _are_ we to talk about?' +he asked, only half in jest. 'The weather--the news? Not very +interesting subjects either of them to a man when the girl he loves has +just promised to marry him--for you have promised, haven't you, Rose?' + +She took no notice of his question. + +'Talk about,' she echoed, her kind eyes growing a little +absent--'surely there are heaps of things to talk about besides you and +me. There is the house we are going to have, Lewis; such a nice house! +The prettiest drawing-room you ever saw; I will have it so. And a study +for you, all to yourself, sir, where you can go when you're tired of +me. And then the dinners, Lewis! That's one blessing of my having kept +house for father. I know all about it. There won't be any cold mutton, +Lewis; but the nicest little dinners.' She paused to nod her head +wisely. + +'Well,' said Lewis, 'please go on; this is really most interesting.' + +'And the garden. 'I'll make you gardener, Lewis. I don't believe you +know the difference between a carnation and a chrysanthemum now; but +I'll teach you, and you shall tie them up for me--I hate tying up +flowers. And I'll copy your reports for you, and keep the house quiet. +And then, and then, everybody will be so hungry, Lewis, and there will +be so many bills to pay; but it won't matter, for every one will be +happy, and the children will brag about their home to all the other +girls and boys----' + +'Go on, dear, go on!' There was a little tremble in his voice now, and +as they sat ruining the wedding favours, his right arm drew her closer +to him; but she seemed not to notice it. A half smile was on her lips, +a certain sadness in her eyes. + +'And then, dear? Who knows--who can tell? There are so many things, and +death comes--even to the little ones.' She paused, then went on more +lightly--'And I'll grow stout; yes, I'm afraid so, Lewis. I'm the sort +of girl, you know, who is apt to get stout. And you are sure to grow +bald. Then I'll be cross, and you'll be cross; only it won't so much +matter, for we will both be cross together--and no wonder, with the +boys wanting cricket-bats, and the girls clamouring for music-lessons! +So there will be more bills than ever. Then you and I will begin to get +old, Lewis; and the girls will want me to sit up till three in the +morning at balls, and I shall be so sleepy; but you shall stay at home +and smoke, dear. And then the boys will get into scrapes--boys always +do, don't they, Lewis--for they're not like girls, you know. And when +they come to me to get them out of their trouble, I shall say: "No, +dears, go to your father, he will understand; for he--for he is the +best man I ever knew."' + +Her voice ended in a little sob; he could feel it, hear it, as if it +were his own, for her face was hidden on his breast. + +'Rose! Rose! my dear, my dear!' + +It was almost a cry. He would have liked to kneel before his love, as +he had done before the other, but with her there so close to his heart, +he could only hold her fast and tell himself passionately that, in +those long years to come, it should be even as she had said, and that +never, in word, thought, or deed, would he sully her pure ideal. + +So they sat silent--for, to tell truth, other words seemed to him +sacrilege, and she had said her say--until with a half apologetic smile +she drew herself away. + +'I'm sure you are sitting on your favour, Lewis, and I've such a lot +more to make; besides, I promised to go down to the church at half-past +five. It must be that now, and I've wasted all this time.' + +'I've been here exactly seven minutes and a half,' he replied, gloomily +taking out his watch; 'for I looked just before I came in.' + +She laughed. 'Well, that was very methodical of you; and I think, on +the whole, dear, that you managed very nicely. And now, as I hear the +carriage coming round, you might just help me to put in the flowers. +Aren't the lotus lovely?' + +There was no help for it. She was hopelessly back in realities, and +Lewis had to accept the position. After all, as he watched her drive +off, like a bride herself in the midst of her white flowers, he told +himself that she had managed to compress a great deal into those seven +and a half minutes; a whole dream of life which must, which should come +true. It would be more difficult for him than for her, of course; +perhaps that was one reason why he was still thinking over it long +after she had forgotten everything else in the fervour of a free fight +with the parson, who objected on principle to lotus-blossoms in the +chancel. They were a heathen flower, sacred to unmentionable beliefs +and rites, and could not be admitted beyond the body of the church. It +was but an offshoot of an old quarrel between these two, which renewed +itself every Christmas and Easter-tide; but Rose, who by instinct +understood the story which these particular flowers had to tell, opened +up the whole question of symbolism hotly, finally marching off with her +lilies in a huff to the lectern, whence, she told herself, their +message of love and sacrifice might fittingly go forth. And while she +worked away under the echoing dome of the old tomb, the band in the bit +of public garden close by was clashing and bashing away at 'Rule +Britannia, and 'Ta-ra-ra-boom-de-ay,' much to the delight of ayahs +leading sallow dark-eyed children by the hand, and a motley crowd of +servants and shopkeepers from the neighbouring bazaar. + +Sometimes a palki gharry, like a green box on wheels, with four or five +specimens of Tommy Atkins and a black bottle inside, would come +rattling past, drawn by an anatomy of a horse, and leave a shower of +gibes and greetings behind it for those other green boxes on wheels +which were drawn up beside the road, while their gaily-dressed +occupants chewed betel or strolled about with clanking feet among the +long shadows thrown by the flowering shrubs. Light, and laughter, and +noise; a whole eternity of time and space between this life and the +girl under the dome, decorating the Bible with lotus-blossoms. + +'There's going to be a big shadi (wedding) in the girja ghur (church) +to-morrow morning,' said one of the occupants, dressed in tight mauve +silk trousers and a yellow veil, as she clambered back into the green +box where a figure in white lay listening lazily. 'They are doing all +sorts of pooja there to-day. It is that big, long sahib in the canals +and Boynton sahib's widow. Ai, the sorry tale! Making a fuss of shadi +about a woman who has had the misfortune to kill one man.' + +Chandni sat up suddenly. 'Tobah! a sorry tale, indeed! So she is to +marry him! Lo, there is a man, indeed! but I wonder what he would say +if he knew what I know now?' + +'Dost know aught? Dost know him?' began the other enviously. + +'I have seen him. He was down at Hodinuggur a week ago putting up a +white marble stone to the young sahib who died there of the sickness +last rains. They were friends, see you, great friends. Lo, tell thy +driver to go on, Lalu; this wearies me, the folk have no manners.' + +They had not far to go; only to the Bedami bazaar, with its current of +life below and its latticed balconies above. The full moon rose through +the golden-dust haze to hang like a balloon above the feathery crowns +of the palm-trees; the clatter of horses, hoofs bearing their owners +home to dinner died from the Mall hard by; and Rose stood at the door +of the tomb looking back into the shadowy dome, where the huge lilies +showed like the ghosts of flowers. It would look very nice, she +thought, in the cool light of early morning; and she would have it +decorated in the same way when she and Lewis were married. + +But Chandni, as she paused to think of the future, thought of the past +also. + +'He fought me fairly,' she said to herself; 'and for his beauty's sake, +I could bear more than he gave. That is our way. But she! Lo, she is +even as I, and he shall know it. I will put that in the platter as the +wedding tribute, and it will help him to pay her back for me. 'Tis +almost as well I had not learnt the tale from Dalel in those days. It +comes better now.' + +So, as the night fell, she wrapped herself in the white domino of +respectability, sent for another green box on wheels, and drove in the +direction of the house where Dan was living. That was not difficult to +discover; all that was necessary being a word of inquiry from the +general merchant who sold everything heart could desire in the shop +below the balcony. And the night was warm. She would as lief sit in the +moonshine behind the hedge of white oleanders and talk to the +gardeners, as stay in the stuffy bazaar with its evening odours of +fried meats and pungent smoke. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVII + + +'I was never so happy or so sorry in all my life before, and I thank +Heaven that I'm enough of an Irishman still to say so without being +afraid of being laughed at.' + +He stood at one end of the table looking his best, as a gentleman +always does in his evening dress--a curious fact, since there is no +more cruel test for the least lack of good breeding. But this man stood +it triumphantly, and not one of those other men seated that night round +the long table but carries to his grave a remembrance of Dan +Fitzgerald's look when he was bidding good-bye to his friends. The +eager vitality of the man, always his strongest characteristic, seemed +to have reached its climax. + +'I'm not going to say anything of her,' he went on, the rich, round +voice softening. 'There isn't any need, since you all know her. +Besides, though you have all come here to-night--why, I can't for +the life of me tell--to wish us good luck in the future, it isn't so +much of the future I'm thinking as of the past. It has been so happy, +thanks to you all. And it's over. That is the worst of it. I suppose it +isn't quite what a man is expected to say on these occasions; but the +ladies--God bless them!--would, I'm sure, agree, if they could only be +made to understand that marriage is the end of a man's youth. It +doesn't alter the case at all that it may be the end of the woman's +also, or that we get something that may be as good in exchange. What +has that to do with the past?--the merry, careless past, which I've +enjoyed so much, and to which I'm now saying good-bye. Well, Heaven +help those who say good-bye to it without a solid reason, or have a +sneaking intention of not really saying good-bye to it at all? for +their lines are in evil places. And that sounds like a sermon, and you +never heard Dan Fitzgerald preach before, and you never will again. It +isn't only that I'm off with the morning to the other end of the +world--to a new world, if it comes to that, worth this old one and the +past and all of you put together, if you'll excuse my saying so--it is +because even if I were stopping here I should be out of the old life as +surely as if I were dead and buried. To begin with, I shall have to +think of every penny I spend, so that I may have enough to pay for +paradise! The world is full of paradoxes for me to-night; and I'm the +greatest of them all myself; for I don't want to say good-bye, and yet +I wouldn't miss having to say it for the world. Then it seems to me +to-night as if I'd solved the puzzle; and there's Doveton--the old +bachelor--grinning as if he knew I was a fool, and that I was making +the biggest mistake of my life. I don't think so--I don't think I ever +shall think so; I hope not, anyhow. And so, good-bye to you--goodbye! +And may none of us, married or single, live to know the pain of a +"heart grown cold, a head grown grey--in vain!"' + +Down the disordered table with its litter of glasses and flowers, its +atmosphere heavy with the odours of dinner and drink, a hush lay for a +second; not more. Then some one laughed, and with a roar of applause +the general tone--varying from concert pitch to normal diapason +according to the taste of the owner--struck into the old chorus; the +refrain which, touching as it does the lowest and the highest ideals of +humanity, has provoked more mixed sentiment and emotion than any other +in the language: + +'_For he's a jolly good fel-low. For he's a jolly good fe-el-low_.' + +Love, admiration, assent. But to what? That lies in the creed of the +singer. + +And Dan, as the chorus went swaying and surging about in the discords +and harmonies, was left alone, silent--as it were on a pinnacle. + +Lewis Gordon, feeling responsible for his man, and noting his growing +excitement, inveigled him out after a time for a quiet cigar on the +verandah, and then suggested he should go to bed; whereat Dan laughed +softly. Did not his best man see that the idea was palpably absurd when +life itself was a dream--a dream that only came once to a fellow? When +you hadn't a wish ungratified, save of course that some others he wot +of might have as good luck as he. + +'If you mean me,' replied Lewis stolidly, 'I'm all right. I'm going to +marry Rose Tweedie whenever she can spare five minutes from your +wedding to arrange mine.' + +'You don't say so! By the powers, what a good matchmaker I am! And so +it's settled. I say, Gordon, do you think there is any chance of her +being up still?' put in Dan all in one breath. + +'Couldn't say; she had a lot of favours to make and remake when I last +saw her, certainly,' replied Lewis, with an inward smile at the +remembrance; 'but you can't go and call on her now; it's half-past ten +at least.' + +'Can't I? There is nothing I couldn't do to-night, it seems to me. And +_you_ are yawning. Oh, go to bed, old man! or you will spoil the show +to-morrow.' + +'And you?' + +'I'm off too, but not to bed! No, you needn't be afraid. I'll turn up +again in time.' + +The glamour of the soft Indian night was on Lewis also; even on those +who one by one drifted from the laughter within to stand for five +minutes, arrested by the peace without, before going on their way. And +if this were so to men in the slack-water of life, what must it have +been to Dan on the flood-tide of his threescore years and ten? To Dan +with his vivid imagination, his soft heart, his excitable, impulsive +nature. As he rode along noiselessly at a foot's pace through the sandy +dust which looked hard as marble in the glare of the moon, he and his +shadow were the only moving things in that world of light. No darkness +anywhere! Not even in the distant arcades of trees. Only a soft grey +mist of moonlight blending all things into the semblance of a mirage +seen from afar. A fire-fly or two showed against the flowering shrubs +in intermittent glimpses of light. Here, and then gone, as it were, +upon the soft quiver of the insistent cicalas in the air. + +Was not life worth living, indeed if only for such a night as this! + +'_On such a night did young Lorenzo!_' + +But Dan Fitzgerald had passed beyond that flood-mark on the shore. +Passion counted for much in the elation of mind and body which was the +apotheosis of both; but love counted for more. The memory of a thousand +griefs and pains with pity hidden in their hearts came to fill the +mystic cup of life which the Unseen, Unknown Hand held out to him from +Heaven--the Sangreal of Humanity--the sacraments of Birth and Death. +The child dying of the potter's thumb-mark in the dust--that other in +loving arms with the ice chilling even death's cold touch--George with +the bullet piercing the friendship in his heart--Rose with her pure +wisdom fearless and unashamed--these and many another remembrance +seemed to blend sorrow and joy into peace, even as the moon-mist blent +the world around him into vague beauty. + +And there was Rose herself! He could see her, as with the easy +friendliness of India he paced his pony through the open gates of the +garden, and so passed the house. She was still at work among the white +flowers beside the door which was set wide upon the warm balmy night. + +'Is that you, Mr. Fitzgerald?' she called, pausing at the faint sound +of his coming to look out into the flood of moonlight clear as noonday. + +'It is I, Miss Tweedie.' + +He had slipped from his pony and stood beside it welcoming her with +outstretched hands as she came forth, eager with some message for the +morrow which he might deliver. + +'Lewis has told me, and I'm so glad,' he said, breaking in on her +words. 'It is the best wedding present I've had yet, and I came along +on the chance of seeing you. I've something to give you. I meant it for +to-morrow, as a parting gift--just a remembrance of your kindness to us +both. But I'd rather give it to you with our best wishes. + +He unfastened something from his own wrist and put it, soft and warm, +into her hand. It was a native amulet cunningly twisted of silk thread +and pearls, with a triangle of some blue stone strung in the centre. + +''Tis only a glorified ram-rukhri,' he went on half-jestingly, 'the +bracelet sisters give their brothers to bring them good luck. Only it +is the other way round with you.' + +Rose looked at the blue of the triangle doubtfully, then at his kindly +face. + +'Yes! it's a bit of the Ayodhya pot--the only bit that wasn't in +pieces. And it has my name on the back, and--and George's.' + +'And George's?' echoed Rose softly. + +'Ay! He would have liked it, I know--for you were kind to him--kind to +us both, always'--Madr-mihrban, as the old potter called you. And we +two, George and I, are one part of the story; I was thinking of it as I +came along just now----' + +She put out her hand with a sudden gesture. 'Don't think of it, Mr. +Fitzgerald! Forget all about it. Go away and forget.' + +He gave a happy laugh. 'Why should I? I don't want to forget anything +to-night--except my sins. The rest is all good. Let me put that on for +you--so--goodnight! We'll say good-bye to-morrow.' + +So out on the deserted roads with the same happy unrest in his heart. +He would go down and see the old familiar places in the garden opposite +once more--even the pond where the ducks and geese had quacked and +gabbled him into silence! Then through the hanging tassels of the grey +tamarisk trees, round the gleaming white road to the blue-tiled +minarets of the old watch-tower standing causelessly upon the level +plain where four ways met, and so back station-wards to the stunted +dome of the church. The throbbing of tom-toms proclaimed the nearness +of the bazaar, but the building itself stood unassailably silent and +deserted on its high white plinth, save for some one lying on a string +bed set in a shadow by the door. Dan slipped from his pony again, and +hitched the reins to a broken iron clamp in the stone-work of the +steps. The door, he knew, would be open to let in the cool night-air, +so he would look in--'go round the course' as a horsey friend of his +had said when discovered doing the same thing before his marriage. The +remembrance made him smile as he stepped into the dark building and +paused, arrested by the strangeness of what he saw. For the dome was +full of fire-flies brought hither in the flowers; full of a causeless +glimpsing of pale green fire showing every instant the white heart of +some blossom. And the air was burdened with scent; distinct, through +all, a faint, deadly smell of bitter almonds. That must be from the +lotus Gwen had mentioned, and there they were, in the upper shaft of +moonlight through the upper window, standing like sentinels over the +lectern. + + +'_Om mani padma hom_.' + + +What did it really mean, that invocation used by so many millions? What +was the mystic jewel in the lotus? Something fair but far, no doubt, +such as all religions promise. And then with a rush came the thought +that Gwen would stand beside them on the morrow, fair and near! + +The echo of his pony's galloping feet made that throbbing in the bazaar +pause an instant as if to listen. Pause and go on when he had passed. +The darkened houses of his friends rose up beside him and were left +behind; the Club with its still twinkling arches, the garden where +Chandni sat gossiping and waiting her chance to kill his faith +wantonly. All these he passed. Awake or sleeping he must be near Gwen +for an instant--must bid her goodnight before the day came. + +The chiming, echoing gong from the secretarial office rang twelve, +clear; then the others began. Here and there from the various centres +of law and order, many-voiced from the massive pile of the distant +city. He was too late then, yet not too late; for there was a light +still in the little front room, despoiled of its prettiness now and +littered with boxes. She was awake, busy like Rose over the morrow. + +'Gwen!' he called to her softly, for the chick was down, the door half +closed. + +'My dear Dan!' Her voice, as she opened it and came hurriedly into the +verandah, was full of amused horror and half-vexed kindness. 'Do go +away, there's a dear! I never heard of such a thing, never! And the +hotel is crammed full of people!' + +'It's only to wish you many happy returns of the day, dear!' he +whispered fondly. 'When I've done that I'll go content. Who wouldn't be +content with you, Gwen? And yet I wouldn't spare an inch of it all--I +couldn't. Gwen! do you remember the day your bearer was cleaning the +lamps out here, and we were sitting on the sofa?--odd, isn't it, how +one remembers these things all in a jumble, the one with the other--and +I said to you--the very words come back to me, dear, every one of +them--"You might be bankrupt of everything, Gwen, of everything save +yourself, and I'll give you credit for it all the same." Do you +remember, dear? Well, I've come to take the promise back. You've spoilt +me, Gwen, I can't do it.' + +'I--I don't understand,' she said faintly. 'I wish you would go, Dan. +We can talk of it to-morrow--afterwards.' + +'To-morrow! Why's it's to-day already, our wedding-day! And if I can't +keep the promise, am I not bound to take it back while I can? Not that +I'm afraid--that is why I've come, to tell you, selfish brute that I +am--that is why I want it all--every scrap of your beauty, your +goodness. I'll take nothing else, dear, now; for I know it's yours, and +what is yours is mine by right!' + +She had grown very pale, and a sort of terror came into her eyes. + +'Ah Dan! what is the use of talking? I give you all I can. My best--I +can't do more--it isn't kind----' she broke off almost impatiently, and +yet she did not move from his clasp. + +'Not kind, when I know what the best means? And yet, Gwen, it just +comes upon me now that I couldn't stand it--if--if it were not so--not +after this midsummer night's dream--of madness, if you will! Yes, dear, +I'm going--I am indeed. But, Gwen--it's an idle fancy--and yet if there +was anything it would be better to tell me now. You're not angry at the +thought--it's only a thought. See, give me one kiss--just one, to be an +answer for always.' + +What right, she asked herself fiercely, had she to hesitate? What +possible right, standing as she did on the threshold of a new life, +_where no one could possibly know?_ And so she was back on the low +levels among the ordinary considerations of convenience and safety as +she kissed him. But the touch of her lips sent his blood surging +through his heart and brain; and without another word, another look, he +turned and left her--content, absolutely content. Love, pity, +friendship, passion, had all combined to raise him to the uttermost +limit of vitality. He might come near it perhaps in the future; he was +not likely ever to reach it again--not even without Chandni waiting to +tell him the truth on his return to the odd little house at the other +end of the station. + +He neither knew nor cared where he was going; but his pony, tired of +these incomprehensible wanderings, set its galloping hoofs on the +shortest road home--that is to say, through the densely-wooded grounds +of the Residency. Along a grassy ride or two, across a short cut they +sped. Dan forgetting even his joy in the keen effort of steering a +runaway through the trees; a runaway unheld, free to go as fast, nay, +faster than it chose, yet obedient to that grip to right or left. It +was a mad ride, a mad rider--yet a masterful one, wrestling imperiously +with that other will, when the gloom grew as the trees thickened, and +darkness and danger came together in the hot night, prisoned by the +dense foliage above. Dan, looking down at the pony's heaving flanks as +it paused, wearied by its short, sharp, unavailing struggle against his +strong hands, felt flushed and hot. Not wearied,--he could not be that +on such a night,--but glowing, palpitating, excited; drunk almost as if +with wine. But yonder stood a remedy in that long, low-thatched roof, +supported on brick pillars, and hung round with heavy bamboo screens. +Dan laughed as he slid to the ground, thinking of the twelve feet of +clear cool water running fresh and fresh into the big swimming-bath at +the one end, and out at the other to irrigate the green levels of the +garden. Fresh and fresh all through the scorching summer weather, when +life held no greater pleasure than to feel that cool water close in +round the hot limbs. Frequented then, morning and evening, though +deserted and empty through the colder months. Only the day before Dan's +smooth dark head had come up from its depths rejoicing, and now the +thought of it was luxury itself when the blood was beating in his +temples, and racing at fever heat through his veins. More than once +coming home at night, after careless, reckless enjoyment, he had +stopped here, as he did now, to try the water-cure--as he had tried it +in the canal at Hodinuggur. + +'I need it to-night if ever I did,' he said half aloud. ''Tis the wine +of life has got into my head.' + +It was dark--almost too dark inside; that was because the fools had put +down all the screens, when, on the contrary, they should be opened by +night to let in the fresh air. He told himself that he would speak to +the Secretary of the caretaker's neglect; yet how would that be since +he would never see him again? + +Yes! it was the last time! and how many times had he not gone down +red-hot from the spring-board as he would do now, to come up out of the +dark water a new man, with all the evil tempers and the prickly heat +quenched out of him?--sure, as a regenerating element, fire wasn't in +it with water! A leap in the dark indeed! But that was what life was, +and he was not afraid of it. + +The little bars of moonlight shining through the chinks between the +bamboos came so far on the smooth white floor, then the soft depth of +darkness where the cool water should be, and above it Dan poised for a +second. + +'_I come! Mother of all!_' + +The oft, old-repeated cry rang joyously up into the roof, followed by a +strange, dull thud, and silence--dead silence. + +The bath had been emptied that morning for the cold weather, and Dan +Fitzgerald was lying face downward on the hard cement with a broken +neck. + +Dead! Dead, without a word, a sigh, or a regret! And Chandni, growing +tired of patience, went home to the bazaar, grumbling at her ill-luck, +telling herself she might still write, if it were worth while. + +But Dan was beyond her spite, beyond other things which, even without +that spite, might have killed the best part of him. + +Yet even in romance the sixth commandment outweighs all the others. The +novelist may maim and degrade, may bear false witness against his own +creations and filch from them the very characteristics which he has +given them, in order to make degradation happy, but he must not kill; +death in the verdict of the world being the only real tragedy. + +So at any rate seemed the opinion of most people when in the early +morning the gardeners coming to their work found Dan's pony drowsing, +half asleep, still tethered to a hibiscus bush, whose great +blossoms--in topsy-turvy fashion--showed rosy-red in death and +snowy-white in life. + +It was terribly sad, they said; an unredeemed tragedy, cruel, needless; +altogether a manifestation needing much true Christian faith; one of +the accidents of real life, so exasperating because so causeless, so +inartistic because so unnecessary. These and many other comments the +mourners made as, when the funeral was over, they returned home; and +so, it being Sunday morning, went to church, where they sang 'Jerusalem +the Golden' piously. + +Only Rose lingered, her kind, soft hands laying the half-dead lotus +like sentinels on the grave; for Gwen's pure white cross of gardenia +had, at her request, been buried on the coffin. + +'I can't somehow be so sorry,' she said to Lewis, between her sobs. 'He +was so happy that last night. I seem to see his face still.' + +But the man caught his breath in hard. There was a verse which would +ring in his ears, his heart; for he had helped to lift poor Dan, and it +had come to memory then-- + + + 'Broken in pieces like a potter's vessel.' + + +Yet, after all, what did it matter? but Rose must never know. In such +things he would stand between her and needless pain. + +And Gwen? She, as the phrase goes, bore up wonderfully. Not that she +did not love the dead man dearly, but because she did love him. For +odd as it may seem--topsy-turvywise, perhaps, like the hibiscus +flowers--she had the same consolation as Rose Tweedie. + +'I did not tell him,' she said to herself as she lay in her darkened +room. 'He was happy to the last. I did my best--I did my best.' + +So she cried softly; and so, once more, she escaped from her own +remorse, and was comforted. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVIII + + +Both for the reader's and writer's sake it is never fair to end a story +as you would end a play in a situation, for the former tries--vainly it +may be--to present life even in its trivialities, the latter only in +its more dramatic moments. So, though there is little more to tell, +save what might easily be filled in by the reader's own imagination, it +would give a false impression of the real value of poor Dan +Fitzgerald's tragic death, were the curtain to come down upon the rest +of the _dramatis personae_ in the first bewilderment and sorrow which +such unexpected and causeless accidents must always arouse. As a matter +of fact, there is no grief which passes sooner from the daily life than +that caused by death, especially when a real and unselfish love has +existed between the dead and the living. The mind, after the first +physical sense of loss has spent itself, refuses to believe in the +extinction of a feeling which, in its own experience, has survived +death, and so is comforted not by forgetfulness but remembrance. +Besides, it is false art to end any history embracing the life of more +than one person with the balance in favour of pain. For were this so in +reality, pain would cease to be pain and become pleasure, because it +would then be the normal condition of life; since it is clearly to be +demonstrated physiologically and psychologically that it is in the +disintegration of reminiscent habit that the phenomena of pain arise. +Indeed, in the mind, pain is incredible, impossible, unless we have +first formed the habit of pleasure; since it consists essentially in +privation. + +Therefore the novelist who wishes to give a true picture of life will +always leave his puppets content. Nor does this limit the field unduly, +since it is clearly as much the duty and privilege of the writer to +present new sources of content to his readers, as it is for him to +present them with scenes, or situations, or characters of which they +have no previous knowledge. Because Jones thinks the soul of bliss is +incarnate in roast-beef and plum-pudding, is that any reason why the +more ethereal Brown should be denied his cup of nectar? or that the +philosophic Robinson, seeing that birth and death are alike inscrutable +phenomena, should refuse empirically to believe that the one is joyful +and the other sorrowful? + +But the public seems to think differently; 'Oh don't kill him, or her, +or them,' it says cheerfully, 'let them enter into life halt, and +maimed, and blind. What does anything matter so long as they have the +average number of breakfasts, luncheons, and dinners allotted to +humanity, and can thus go down to their graves in the fulness of time +with the pleasing consciousness that their funeral _cortege_ is +followed by a Noah's ark, consisting of the ghosts of the animals they +have devoured?' For the world sides with Esau, who bartered away his +birthright for a mess of pottage. And good pottage is, no doubt, +warming, comforting, consoling. Yet some people who have it not are +happy; for instance, the two hundred and odd millions of India--but +then to them Birth and Death are alike the pivot on which the wheel of +life spins. + +So thought the potter of Hodinuggur. So had thought his fathers who lay +buried in the dust beside him, and though the old man had no son to +step on to the treadles when his feet slipped from them, the wheel span +steadily, and the women of the village, as they rung the temper of the +water-jars before they bought them, nodded their heads saying--'Fuzl is +a good potter. Look you, it comes with a man's birth. When he goes, +we shall have to send for another. Meroo thinks he can make them, +because the Sirkar taught him when he was three years in jail for +cattle-thieving. But it takes more than three years to make a potter.' + +Still Fuzl Elahi showed no signs of going; on the contrary, he seemed +to have a firmer hold on life than ever, as if Time had stood still for +him. Rose Gordon remarked on the fact to her husband as they sat side +by side one day on the old log. They had been married nearly a year, +and he had brought her out for change of air on one of his inspection +tours--for he had given up the Secretaryship on his marriage in favour +of greater quiet and more freedom. + +'It is so strange, Lewis,' she said, 'you and I coming back, so +changed. And so many things have changed! even the palace scarcely +looks itself with that dreadful sort of Swiss chalet Dalel has built +for Beatrice Norma tacked on to the ruins of the old tower. And George +and Dan are dead, and the water is running in the cut yonder as if +there had never been any tragedy about preventing it from running. Yet +the village, with the potter sitting in the topmost house, is just the +same.' + +Lewis Gordon smiled. 'You never read Megasthenes' account of his travel +through India in the year B.C. 300 or you wouldn't be surprised. It +might have been written today; for these people do not change except +under pressure from without, and then they disintegrate suddenly. But +the old man seems to me more sane than he was--more at rest. No doubt +Azizan's death----' + +The familiar name caught the potter's ear and he looked up from his +work. + +'Yea! she sleeps still, Huzoor. The breaking of the pot did not disturb +her at all. She was weary, see you, after sixteen years of waking. So +now when my fathers say, "Where is Azizan?" I can answer, "Hush! she +sleeps! she will waken when she is refreshed." Lo! it is well the pot +broke. It was accursed; bringing ill to all.' + +'There you see, Lewis!' began Rose eagerly---- + +'It did not bring it to me, dear,' he replied, interrupting her, 'and a +man can but judge from his own experiences. And then, as I have often +told you, we really know nothing for certain----' + +'Except,' put in Rose obstinately, 'that poor George----' + +'Don't you think we ought to be moving?' he asked quietly. 'Remember +you promised Mrs. Dalel to have tea in the chalet and inspect the son +and heir, and you are tired enough as it is.' + +'But you said you wanted to go and see some slope or another, and I'm +not in the least tired,' she insisted when they had left the yard and +reached the road. 'Lewis! you never used to fuss this way. I wish you +wouldn't.' + +'It is only another method of showing my real views on the mental and +physical calibre of women. You must have read, my dear, of the +wonderful recuperative power which the lower animals have of +reproducing another tail when----ahem--by the way, this is not a safe +spot! I remember saying something of the same sort on purpose to annoy +when we were here before----' + +He paused, and looked down the narrow alley of the village to where the +palace was beginning to share the unreal beauty which the dust-cloud +from the feet of the homing cattle gave to the whole scene, by hiding +the dull plain in a golden mist that gave distance and height to the +low sand-hillocks behind which the sun was setting cloudlessly. A +glorious sight, the dignity and calm majesty of which lingers long in +the memory of those who have seen it in India, day after day, month +after month; lingers to claim a higher place in the imagination than +the more varied and complex sunsets of the West with their stormy +contrasts and passionate beauty. + +'Leave me here,' she said suddenly. 'I should like it. I'll sit on that +pile of old potsherds, and wait till you come back. It will rest me.' + +It was peaceful enough of a certainty, and silent too. Only every now +and again the tinkle of a low-toned bell from some leader of the herds +below chiming in on the musical moan of the potter's wheel heard over +the low wall. + + + 'It was a woman seeking something.' + + +The rhythm came back to her, stirring the old sense of curious unrest. +Stirring it in others of her sex also, if one might judge by the eyes +which, seeing the stranger alone, began to peer from the neighbouring +hovels. Eyes followed by figures; deep-bosomed mothers most of them, +with a slim girl or two doing nursemaid to other folks' babies. + +Nearer and nearer they came, attracted by the great feminine quality, +until in answer to Rose's nod of welcome and encouragement they +squatted near, yet far, gathered in as it were upon themselves, apart +even from that other woman; even from her, with the cares of coming +motherhood writ clear upon her, and causing her to look at those other +mothers with kindly, friendly eyes. + +'Ari bahin!' said one with a nudge to her neighbour. 'Tis for sure she +who played bat and ball last year like a boy. Wah! that is over; she +knows her work now.' + +'I trow not,' replied another shrilly. 'She hath been sitting with the +potter's eyes upon her this half hour past. She is bad, caring but for +her pleasure.' + +'Mayhap she knows not,' said an older voice, 'and they have no mothers, +these ones, nor mothers-in-law. Yea! 'tis true. My man went to dig for +the sahibs the year there was no corn in the land, and he hath told me. +They marry of themselves and there is none to see to them that they +fall not into ignorant mischief. It is fool's work.' + +'No mothers-in-law?' tittered a bold-faced lump. 'Ai teri! that is no +fool's work.' + +But the elder woman had risen, to stand a few steps nearer Rose, +looking down at her with dignified wonder. + +'May the Lord send a son,' she began, going to the very root of the +matter without preamble. + +'I will take what He chooses to send me, mother,' replied Rose, +smiling. + +'Tsi-si-si!' The matron's pliant forefinger wagged _sideways_, in that +most impressive gesture of denial never seen out of India. + +'Mention not such things, my daughter,' went on the grave voice, 'lest +He take thee at the word. Then what wouldst say? And see! Go no more to +the potter's yard. It is not safe. Wouldst have the son come to thee +with his mark on the breast? I trow not.' + +They had come forward one by one to cluster round the speaker, their +dark assenting eyes on Rose. + +''Tis not to be helped, though,' put in another. 'Do I not know? I, +Jewun, whose son died of it this year; yet I remember the old ways and +my mother's counsel. Lo! it is Fate; naught else. And 'tis better to +crack and be done with it. Then folk know. Not like my new milk-jar +this day. Sound to sight and touch, yet six good quarts of milk spilled +on the ground, as it crumbled like sand ere a body could get a hand to +it. The old man shall give me another in its place. It is not fair.' + +'Nay! Mai Jewun,' put in a third, 'a pot comes to pieces ever; if not +one, then another way, when it is tired of going to the well for water. +Thou hast naught to complain about. Ai sisters! hither returns the +sahib! He will be angry that we have spoken to his mem.' + +'He will not be angry,' protested Rose; but the thought was beyond +them. They were off swiftly, yet sedately, only the elder woman pausing +to waggle her finger again, and say, 'Go not to the potter's. It is not +well. I, Junto, mother of seven, say so.' + +There were tears in Rose's eyes when Lewis came up and in consequence +he did look angrily at the retreating figures. She was pale and tired, +he said, and must send an excuse to Mrs. Dalel. He would not have her +knocking herself up with other folks' infants. So they went back +quietly to the two white tents standing beyond the Mori gate, where the +pigeons, as of old, circled iridescent round the dark niches. As of +old, too, the clash of silver anklets came from the shadows, since +Chandni was back again in her old haunts; but with a recognised +position, for her Highness Beatrice Elflida Norma was a shrewd little +person, and knew that she would need help to hold her own amid the +intrigues of that surely-coming long minority which lay in the future. +It is a recurring fraction that long minority, in the problem of our +dealings with petty principalities and powers; for civilisation does +not conduce to longevity with the native nobleman, and Dalel, with the +income from the stud farm, was diligently burning his feeble little +constitution at both ends. On the sly, however, for virtue, to all +outward appearance, reigned at Hodinuggur. Only that morning Rose had +inspected a female school with rows of nice little girls with very +clean primers and brand-new slates. A brand-new visitors' book, too, in +which Rose had, with some misgivings, inscribed her name at the end of +a trite little remark on the blessings of education; for she was only +just beginning to make up her bundle of opinions, and was not quite +sure of them. + +But that night, as he was carefully guiding her steps through the maze +of ropes and pegs to the door of the sleeping-tent, she paused suddenly +to say to her husband-- + +'Lewis! I'm glad we came here. I thought it would be so painful seeing +George's deserted grave and reviving the old memories; but it has only +seemed to make it all more natural, to make everything, somehow, more +simple.' + +This, then, was what the years were bringing to Rose. She and Lewis +were very happy; though sometimes, especially when they were out in +camp together, alone, he would enter a feeble protest against her lack +of sentiment. When, after work and dinner were over, they sat beside +the roaring stove--the mingled lamplight and firelight making the tent +cosy beyond belief--and he, laying down the volume of Thackeray from +which he was reading aloud, would remark, for the hundredth time, that +Rose was like one of his favourite heroines. + +'If you say those stupid things, Lewis,' she would reply, 'I will make +you read shilling shockers, and then you can't--or I hope you won't.' + +'Oh! it is all very well to scoff,' he would continue in injured tones, +'but I am the victim of an unrequited attachment. You are the heroine +of my romance always, and you never had a romance at all.' + +'Well, dear! that is better than having one with some one else, isn't +it?' she would reply placidly, and Lewis's hand would reach out to +touch the one which was so busy with needles, and thimbles, and +threads--just to touch it for an instant, in a certain shamefast, +deprecatory acknowledgment of her wisdom. For he knew quite well that +he, like most men, had had several romances in his life, and that the +possibility of several more remained in him. Whether the climax of +Rose's dream of the future ever came about, and the boys got into +scrapes, cannot be told; for the simple reason that Lewis himself is +still within the torrid zone of life. But he does his best to prepare +for the crisis, and he follows his wife's lead in this; that he finds +life more simple and less sad as time goes on and he faces its facts +less egotistically. + +Gwen Boynton, however, found it quite the reverse. She married Colonel +Tweedie two years after Dan's death, having, she said, buried all +thoughts of personal happiness in the grave of the only man she had +ever loved. This, as usual with Gwen's remarks, was true in itself, and +yet left her free to marry for position without remorse; or rather, +accurately speaking, to utilise her regrets as a motive for doing what +she wanted to do without remorse. So she made Colonel Tweedie an +excellent wife, much to his delight and comfort, for as Rose +acknowledged, he sorely needed some one to keep him from fussing when +she had gone to perform the same kind office to Lewis. Nevertheless, +Gwen Boynton, when she came back to society after the shock of Dan's +death, had lost some of her charm, and, from being a fascinating woman, +had become elegant and interesting, as befitted one with a history. +Life, she said, was so mysterious. Humanity a mere shuttlecock in the +hand of Fate beaten backwards and forwards by devastating passions! +Altogether the world was a sad sojourning in which a vague mysticism +was the only anodyne for the sensitive. + +She became a half-hearted disciple of Madame Blavatsky's, and reached +what may be called the climax of her kindly, absolutely untrustworthy +nature, when with tears in her eyes and much gentle mournful +resignation to the mysterious inevitable, she would tell the story +which she had heard from Rose, of how Dan Fitzgerald and George Keene +had been measured for heroes in the potter's yard, and of their sad +deaths within the year. Of course it was incredible; and yet----? + +Thus, none of the actors in the little drama ever knew the whole truth +about it. Gwen had the best chance so far as facts went, but she, being +handicapped by her method of vision, failed to see her real part in the +tragedy; for she resolutely set aside the possibilities of that hour +during which her _dandy_ waited outside the dressmaker's. + +Besides, she knew no more than the rest of the other key to the +position which lay in Azizan's love for George. And this was hidden +even from him, though every night, winter and summer, an odd little +light--like a lost star--twinkled on the summit of the shadowy Mound of +Hodinuggur. It was the oil-cresset which the old potter put nightly on +the girl's grave to prevent her from having bad dreams. The branded +brick bungalow was empty and deserted now that the sluice-gate required +no guarding, so there was no one to see its feeble yet persistent +light; still it could be seen distinctly from the little enclosure +where, on a white marble slab, the legend ran-- + + + 'St. George Keene, aged 21, + Who died alone at his post.' + + +And between the two graves the gleaming streak of the big canal lay +like a sword splitting the world into East and West. + + + + + + THE END. + + + + + + * * * * * + Printed by T. and A. 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