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In following it he would have time to recover +himself. + +"It is true," he said. + +"You do not think that what Madame Dammauville saw proves Florentin's +innocence?" + +"Would what may be a proof for Madame Dammauville, for you, and for me, +be one in the eyes of the law?" + +"However--" + +"I saw you so joyful that I did not dare to interrupt you." + +"Then you believe that this testimony is without value," she murmured, +feeling crushed. + +"I do not say that. We must reflect, weigh the pro and con, compass the +situation from divers points of view; that is what I try to do, which is +the cause of my preoccupation that astonishes you." + +"Say that it crushes me; I let myself be carried away." + +"You need not be crushed or carried away. Certainly, what this lady told +you forms a considerable piece of work." + +"Does it not?" + +"Without any doubt. But in order that the testimony she gives may be of +great consequence, the witness must be worthy of trust." + +"Do you believe this lady could have invented such a story?" + +"I do not say that; but before all, it is necessary to know who she is." + +"The widow of an attorney." + +"The widow of an attorney and landowner. Evidently this constitutes a +social status that merits consideration from the law; but the moral +state, what is it? You say that she is paralyzed?" + +"She has been so a little more than a year." + +"Of what paralysis? That is a vague word for us others. There are +paralyses that affect the sight; others that affect the mind. Is it one +of these with which this lady is afflicted, or one of the others, which +permitted her really to see, the evening of the assassination, that which +she relates, and which leaves her mental faculties in a sane condition? +Before everything, it is important to know this." + +Phillis was prostrated. + +"I had not thought of all that," she murmured. + +"It is very natural that you had not; but I am a doctor, and while you +talked it was the doctor who listened." + +"It is true, it is true," she repeated. "I only saw Florentin." + +"In your place I should have seen, like you, only my brother, and I +should have been carried away by hope. But I am not in your place. It +is by your voice that this woman speaks, whom I do not know, and against +whom I must be on my guard, for the sole reason that it is a paralytic +who has told this story." + +She could not restrain the tears that came to her eyes, and she let them +flow silently, finding nothing to reply. + +"I am sorry to pain you," he said. + +"I saw only Florentin's liberty." + +"I do not say this testimony of Madame Dammauville will not influence the +judge, and, above all, the jury; but I must warn you that you will expose +yourself to a terrible deception if you believe that her testimony alone +will give your brother liberty. It is not on a testimony of this kind or +of this quality that the law decides; better than we, it knows to what +illusions people can lend themselves when it is the question of a crime +that absorbs and excites the public curiosity. There are some witnesses +who, with the best faith in the world, believe they have seen the most +extraordinary things which only existed in their imaginations; and there +are people who accuse themselves rather than say nothing." + +He heaped words on words, as if, in trying to convince Phillis, he might +hope to convince himself; but when the sound of his words faded, he was +obliged to declare to himself that, whatever the paralysis of this woman +might be, it had not, in this instance, produced either defect of sight +or of mind. She had seen, indeed, the tall man with long hair and curled +beard, dressed like a gentleman, who was not Florentin. When she related +the story of the lamp and the curtain cords, she knew what she was +saying. + +In his first alarm he had been very near betraying himself. Without +doubt he should have told himself that this incident of the curtains +might prove a trap; but all passed so rapidly that he never imagined +that, exactly at the moment when Caffie raised the lamp to give him +light, there was a woman opposite looking at him, and who saw him so +plainly that she had not forgotten him. He thought to use all +precautions on his side in drawing the curtains, when, on the contrary, +he would have done better had he left them undrawn. Without doubt the +widow of the attorney would have been a witness of a part of the scene, +but in the shadow she would not have distinguished his features as she +was able to do when he placed himself before the window under the light. +But this idea did not enter his mind, and, to save himself from an +immediate danger, he threw himself into another which, although +uncertain, was not less grave. + +Little by little Phillis recovered herself, and the hope that Madame +Dammauville put in her heart, momentarily crushed by Saniel's remarks, +sprang up again. + +"Is it not possible Madame Dammauville really saw what she relates?" + +"Without any doubt; and there are even probabilities that it is so, since +the man who drew the curtains was not your brother, as we know. +Unfortunately, it is not ourselves who must be convinced, since we are +convinced in advance. It is those who, in advance also, have one whom +they will not give up unless he is torn from them by force." + +"But if Madame Dammauville saw clearly?" + +"What must be learned before everything is, if she is in a state to see +clearly; I have said nothing else." + +"A doctor would surely know on examining her?" + +"Without doubt." + +"If you were this doctor?" + +It was a cry rather than an exclamation. She wished that he should +present himself before this woman; but in that case she would recognize +him. + +Once more, under the pain of betraying his emotion, he must recover from +this first impulse. + +"But how can you wish me to go and examine this woman whom I do not know, +and who does not know me? You know very well that patients choose their +doctors, and not doctors their patients." + +"If she sent for you?" + +"By what right?" + +"By what I shall learn on making the concierge talk, could you not +recognize her kind of paralysis without seeing her?" + +"That would be a little vague. However, I will do the best I can. Try +to learn not only what concerns her illness, but all that relates to her +--what her position is, who are her relations, which is important for a +witness who overawes as much by what he is as by what he says. You +understand that a deposition that destroys the whole plan of the +prosecution will be severely disputed, and will only be accepted if +Madame Dammauville has by her character and position a sufficient +authority to break down all opposition." + +"I will also try to learn who is her doctor. You may know him. What he +would tell you would be worth more than all the details that I could +bring you." + +"We should be immediately decided on the paralysis, and we should see +what credit we could accord this woman's words." + +While listening to Phillis and talking himself, he had time to compass +the situation that this thunderbolt created for him. Evidently, the +first thing to do was to prevent a suspicion from arising in Phillis's +mind, and it was to this that he applied himself on explaining the +different kinds of paralysis. He knew her well enough to know that he +had succeeded. But what would she do now? How did she mean to make use +of Madame Dammauville's declaration? Had she spoken of it to any one +besides himself? Was it her intention to go to Nougarede and tell him +what she had learned? All that must be made clear, and as soon as +possible. She must do nothing without his knowledge and approval. The +circumstances were critical enough, without his letting accident become +the master to direct them and conduct them blindly. + +"When did you see Madame Dammauville?" he asked. + +"Just this minute." + +"And now, what do you wish to do?" + +"I think that I ought to tell Monsieur Nougarde." + +"Evidently, whatever the value of Madame Dammauville's declaration, he +should know it; he will appraise it. Only, as it is well to explain to +him what may vitiate this testimony, if you wish, I will go to see him." + +"Certainly I wish it, and I thank you." + +"In the mean time, return to your mother and tell her what you have +learned; but, that she may not yield to an exaggerated hope, tell her, +also, that if there are chances, and great ones, in favor of your +brother, on the other side there are some that are unfavorable. Tomorrow +or this evening you will return to the Rue Sainte-Anne and begin your +inquiries of the concierge. If the old woman tells you nothing +interesting, you must go to Madame Dammauville, and make some reason for +seeing her. Make her talk, and you will notice if her ideas are +consecutive, and examine her face and eyes. Above all, neglect nothing +that appears to you characteristic. Having taken care of your mother, +you know almost as well as a doctor the symptoms of myelitis, and you +could see instantly if Madame Dammauville has them." + +"If I dared!" she said timidly, after a short hesitation. + +"What?" + +"I would ask you to come with me to the concierge immediately." + +"You think of such a thing!" he exclaimed. + +Since the evening when he had testified to the death of Caffie, he had +not returned to the Rue Sainte-Anne; and it was not when the description +given by Madame Dammauville was, doubtless, already spread in the +quarter, that he was going to commit the imprudence of showing himself. +But he must explain this exclamation. + +"How can you expect a doctor to give himself up to such an investigation? +On your part it is quite natural; on mine it would be unheard of and +ridiculous; add that it would be dangerous. You must conciliate Madame +Dammauville, and this would be truly a stupidity that would give her a +pretext for thinking that you are trying to find out whether she is, or +is not, in her right mind." + +"That is true," she said. "I had not thought of that. I said to myself +that, while I could only listen to what the concierge would tell me, you +would know how to question her in a way that would lead her to say what +you want to learn." + +"I hope that your investigation will tell me. In any case, let us offend +in nothing. If to-morrow you bring me only insignificant details, we +will consider what to do. In the mean time, return to the concierge this +evening and question her. If it is possible, see Madame Dammauville, and +do not go home until after having obtained some news on this subject that +is of such importance to us. And I will go to see Nougarde." + + + + +CHAPTER XXV + +DAGNEROUS DETAILS + +It was not to falsify Phillis's story that Saniel insisted on going to +see Nougarede. What good would it do? That would be a blunder which +sooner or later would show itself, and in that case would turn against +him. He would have liked, with the authority of a physician, to explain +that this testimony of a paralytic could have no more importance than +that of a crazy woman. + +But at the first words of an explanation Nougarede stopped him. + +"What you say is very possible, my dear friend; but I shall make you +see that it is not for us to raise objections of this kind. Here is a +testimony that may save our client; let us accept this, such as it may +be, whence it comes. It is the business of the prosecution to prove that +our witness could not see what she relates that she saw, or that her +mental condition does not permit her to know what she saw; and do not be +afraid, investigation will not be lacking. Do not let us even give a +hint from our side; that would be stupid." + +This, certainly, was not what Saniel wished; only he believed it a duty, +in his quality of physician, to indicate some rocks against which they +might strike themselves. + +"Our duty," continued the advocate, "is, therefore, to manage in a way to +escape them; and this is how I understand the role of this really +providential witness, if it is possible to make her undertake it. Since +it has occurred to you--you who wish the acquittal of this poor boy--that +the testimony of Madame Dammauville may be vitiated by the simple fact +that it comes from a sick woman, it is incontestable, is it not, that +this same idea will occur to those who wish for his conviction? This +testimony should be irrefutable; it should be presented in such a way +that no one could raise anything against it, so that it would compel the +acquittal in the same moment that it is presented. It was between a +quarter past and half past five o'clock that Caffie was assassinated; +at exactly a quarter past five, a woman of respectable position, and +whose intellectual as well as physical faculties render her worthy of +being believed, saw in Caffies office a man, with whom it is materially +impossible to confound Florentin Cormier, draw the curtains of the +window, and thus prepare for the crime. She would make her deposition in +these conditions, and in these terms, and the affair would be finished. +There would not be a judge, after this confrontation, who would send +Florentin Cormier before the assizes, and, assuredly, there would not be +two voices in the jury for conviction. But things will not happen like +this. Without doubt, Madame Dammauville bears a name that is worth +something; her husband was an estimable attorney, a brother of the one +who was notary at Paris." + +"Have you ever had any business with her?" + +"Never. I tell you what is well known to every one, morally she is +irreproachable. But is she the same physically and mentally? Not at +all, unfortunately. If a physician can be found who will declare that +her paralysis does not give her aberrations or hallucinations, another +one will be found who will contest these opinions, and who will come to +an opposite conclusion. So much for the witness herself; now for the +testimony. This testimony does not say that the man who drew the +curtains at a quarter past five was built in such a way that it is +materially impossible to confound him with Florentin Cormier, because he +was small or hunchbacked or bald, or dressed like a workman; while +Florentin is tall, straight, with long hair and beard, and dressed like a +gentleman. It says, simply, that the man who drew the curtains was tall, +with long hair, and curled blond beard, and dressed like a gentleman. +But this description is exactly Florentin Cormier's, as it is yours--" + +"Mine!" Saniel exclaimed. + +"Yours, as well as that of many others. And it is this, unfortunately +for us, which destroys the irrefutability that we must have. How is it +certain that this tall man, with long hair and curled beard, is not +Florentin Cormier, since these are his chief characteristics? And it was +at night, at a distance of twelve or fifteen metres, through a window, +whose panes were obscured by the dust of papers and the mist, that this +sick woman, whose eyes are affected, whose mind is weakened by suffering, +was able, in a very short space of time, when she had no interest to +imprint upon her memory what she saw, to grasp certain signs, that she +recalled yesterday strongly enough to declare that the man who drew the +curtains was not Florentin Cormier, against whom so many charges have +accumulated from various sides, and who has only this testimony in his +favor--every sensible person could not but find it suspicious!" + +"But it is true," Saniel said, happy to lend himself to this view of the +matter, which was his own. + +"What makes the truth of a thing, my dear sir, is the way of presenting +it; let us change this manner and we falsify it. To arrive at the +conclusion which made you say 'It is true,' I am on the side of the idea +that to-morrow Madame Dammauville's story should be known to the law, +that the brave lady should be heard before the prosecution, and that time +should be allowed to examine this testimony that you suspect. Now let us +look at it from the opposite point. Madame Dammauville's story is not +known to the law, or, if something transpires, we will arrange that this +something is so vague that the prosecution will attach but little +importance to it. And this is possible if we do not base a new defence +on this testimony. We arrive at the judgment, and when the prosecution +has listened to its witnesses which have overwhelmed us--the agent of +affairs Savoureux, the tailor Valerius,--it is Madame Dammauville's turn. +She simply relates what she saw, and declares that the man who is on the +prisoner's bench is not the same who drew the curtains at a quarter past +five. Do you see the 'coup de theatre'? The prosecution had not +foreseen it; it had not inquired into the health of the witness; the +physician would not be there to quote the defects of sight or reason; +very probably it would not think of the dusty windowpanes, or of the +distance. And all the opposing arguments that would be properly arranged +if there were time, would be lacking, and we should carry the acquittal +with a high hand." + +Arranged thus, things were too favorable for Saniel for him not to +receive, with a sentiment of relief, this combination which brought +Florentin's acquittal more surely, it seemed to him, than all that they +had arranged for his defence up to this day. However, an objection +occurred to him, which he communicated to Nougarede immediately. + +"Would one wish to admit that Madame Dammauville had kept silent on so +grave a matter, and waited for an audience to reveal it?" + +"This silence she kept until yesterday; why should she not keep it a few +days longer? It is evident that if she had not related what she saw, it +is because she had reasons for being silent. It is probable that, being +ill, she did not wish to expose herself to the annoyances and fatigue of +an investigation; and in her eyes her deposition was not of great +importance. What should she have revealed to the prosecution? That the +man who committed the crime was tall, with a curled blond beard? This +man the law held, or it held one the description of whom answered to +this, which to Madame Dammauville was the same thing. She did not need, +therefore, to call the police or the judge to tell them these +insignificant things for her own comfort; and, also, because she believed +that she had nothing interesting to say, she did not speak. It was when +accident brought to her notice the portrait of the accused, she +recognized that the law had not the real criminal, and then she broke the +silence. The moment when she first saw this portrait is not stated +precisely; I undertake to arrange that. The difficulty is not there." + +"Where do you see it?" + +"Here: Madame Dammauville may have already told her story to so many +persons that it is already public property, where the prosecution has +picked it up. In that case there will be no 'coup de theatre'. She will +be questioned, her deposition examined, and we will have only a suspected +testimony. The first thing to do, then, is to know how far this story +has spread, and if there is yet time to prevent it from spreading +farther." + +"That is not easy, it seems to me." + +"I believe Mademoiselle Phillis can do it. She is a brave woman, whom +nothing dejects or disconcerts, which is the living proof that we are +only valued according to the force and versatility of the inner +consciousness. For the rest, I need not sound her praises, since you +know her better than I; and what I say has no other object but to explain +the confidence that I place in her. As I cannot interfere myself, I +think there is no better person than she to act on Madame Dammauville, +without disturbing or wounding her, and to bring about the result that we +desire. + +I am sure that she has already won Madame Dammauville, and that she will +be listened to with sympathy." + +"Do you wish me to write to her to come to see you tomorrow?" + +"No; it would be better for you so see her this evening, if possible." + +"I shall go to the Batignolles when I leave you." + +"She will enter into her part perfectly, I am certain, and she will +succeed, I hope." + +"It seems to me that your combination rests, above all, on the 'coup de +theatre' of the non-recognition of Florentin by Madame Dammauville. How +will you bring this paralytic to court?" + +"I depend upon you." + +"And how?" + +"You will examine her." + +"I shall have to go to her house!" + +"Why not?" + +"Because I am not her doctor." + +"You will become so." + +"It is impossible." + +"I do not find it at all impossible that you should be called in +consultation. I have not forgotten that your thesis was on the paralyses +due to the affection of the spinal cord, and it was remarkable enough for +us to discuss it in our 'parlotte' of the Rue de Vaugirard. You have, +therefore, authority in the matter." + +"It is not on account of having written several works on the pathological +anatomy of medullary lesions, and especially on the alterations of the +spinal ganglia, that one acquires authority in a question so +comprehensive and so delicate." + +"Do not be too modest, dear friend. I have had, lately, to consult my +Dictionary of Medicine, and at each page your work was quoted. And, +besides, the way in which you passed your examinations made you famous. +Every one talks of you. So it is not impossible that Mademoiselle +Phillis, relating that her mother was cured of a similar paralysis, will +give Madame Dammauville the idea of consulting you, and her physician +will send for you." + +"You will not do that?" + +"And why should I not do it?" + +They looked at each other a moment in silence, and Saniel turned his eyes +away. + +"I detest nothing so much as to appear to put myself forward." + +"In this case it is no matter what you detest or like. The question is +to save this unfortunate young man whom you know to be innocent; and you +can do a kind deed and aid us. You examine Madame Dammauville; you see +with which paralysis she is afflicted, and consequently, what exceptions +may be taken at her testimony. At the same time, you see if you can cure +her, or, at least, put her in a state to go to court." + +"And if it is proved that she cannot leave her bed?" + +"In that case I shall change my order of battle, and that is why it is of +capital importance--you know that that is the word--that we should be +warned beforehand." + +"You will make the judge receive her deposition?" + +"In any case. But I shall make her write a letter that I shall read at +the desired moment, and I shall call upon her physician to explain that +he would not permit his patient to come to court. Without doubt, the +effect would not be what I desire, but, anyhow, we should have one." + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + +A GOOD MEMORY + +After Phillis, Nougarde also wished him to see Madame Dammauville; this +coincidence was not the least danger of the situation that opened before +him. + +If he saw her, the chances were that she would recognize in him the man +who drew the curtains; for, if he was able to speak to Phillis and +Nougarede of an affection of the eyes or of the mind, he did not believe +in these affections, which for him were only makeshifts. + +When he reached Madame Cormier's, Phillis had not returned, and he was +obliged to explain to the uneasy mother why her daughter was late. + +It was a delirium of joy, before which he felt embarrassed. How should +he break the hope of this unhappy mother? + +What he had said to Phillis and to Nougarede he repeated to her. + +"But it is possible, also, for paralytics to enjoy all their faculties!" +Madame Cormier said, with a decision that was not in accordance with her +habit or with her character. + +"Assuredly." + +"Am I not an example?" + +"Without doubt." + +"Then Florentin will be saved." + +"This is what we hope. I only caution you against an excess of joy by an +excess of prudence. Nevertheless, it is probable Mademoiselle Phillis +will settle this for us when she returns." + +"Perhaps it would have been better if you had gone to the Rue Sainte- +Anne. You would have found her." + +There was, then, a universal mania to send him to the Rue Sainte-Anne! + +They waited, but the conversation was difficult and slow between them. +It was neither of Phillis nor of Florentin that Saniel thought; it was of +himself and of his own fears; while Madame Cormier's thoughts ran to +Phillis. Then there were long silences that Madame Cormier interrupted +by going to the kitchen to look after her dinner, that had been ready +since two o'clock. + +Not knowing what to say or do in the presence of Saniel's sombre face and +preoccupation, which she could not explain, she asked him if he had +dined. + +"Not yet." + +"If you will accept a plate of soup, I have some of yesterday's bouillon, +that Phillis did not find bad." + +But he did not accept, which hurt Madame Cormier. For a long time Saniel +had been a sort of god to her, and since he had shown so much zeal +regarding Florentin, the 'culte' was become more fervent. + +At last Phillis's step was heard. + +"What! You came to tell mamma!" she exclaimed, on seeing Saniel. + +Ordinarily her mother listened to her respectfully, but now she +interrupted her. + +"And Madame Dammauville?" she asked. + +"Madame Dammauville has excellent eyes. She is a woman of intellect, +who, without the assistance of any business man, manages her fortune." + +Overcome, Madame Cormier fell into a chair. + +"Oh, the poor child!" she murmured. + +Exclamations of joy escaped her which contained but little sense. + +"It is as I thought," Saniel said; "but it would be imprudent to abandon +ourselves to hopes to-day that to-morrow may destroy." + +While he spoke he escaped, at least, from the embarrassment of his +position and from the examination of Phillis. + +"What did Monsieur Nougarde say?" she asked. + +"I will explain to you presently. Begin by telling us what you learned +from Madame Dammauville. It is her condition that will decide our +course, at least that which Nougarde counsels us to adopt." + +"When the concierge saw me return," Phillis began, "she showed a certain +surprise; but she is a good woman, who is easily tamed, and I had not +much trouble in making her tell me all she knows of Madame Dammauville. +Three years ago Madame Dammauville became a widow without children. She +is about forty years of age, and since her widowhood has lived in her +house in the Rue Sainte-Anne. Until last year she was not ill, but she +went every year to the springs at Lamoulon. It is a year since she was +taken with pains that were thought to be rheumatic, following which, +paralysis attacked her and confined her to her bed. She suffers so much +sometimes that she cries, but these are spasms that do not last. In the +intervals she lives the ordinary life, except that she does not get up. +She reads a great deal, receives her friends, her sister-in-law--widow of +a notary--her nephews and nieces, and one of the vicars of the parish, +for she is very charitable. Her eyes are excellent. She has never had +delirium or hallucinations. She is very reserved, detests gossip, and +above everything seeks to live quietly. The assassination of Caffie +exasperated her; she would let no one speak to her of him, and she spoke +of it to no one. She even said that if she were in a condition to leave +her house, she would sell it, so that she would never hear the name of +Caffie." + +"How did she speak of the portrait and of the man she saw in Caffie's +office?" Saniel asked. + +"That is exactly the question that the concierge was not able to answer; +so I decided to go to see Madame Dammauville again." + +"You are courageous," the mother said with pride. + +"I assure you that I was not so on going up-stairs. After what I had +heard of her character, it was truly audacious to go a second time, after +an interval of two hours, to trouble her, but it was necessary. While +ascending, I sought a reason to justify, or, at least, to explain my +second visit, and I found only an adventurous one, for which I ought to +ask your indulgence." + +She said this on turning toward Saniel, but with lowered eyes, without +daring to look at him, and with an emotion that made him uneasy. + +"My indulgence?" he said. + +"I acted without having time to reflect, and under the pressure of +immediate need. As Madame Dammauville expressed surprise at seeing me +again, I told her that what she had said to me was so serious, and might +have such consequences for the life and honor of my brother, that I had +thought of returning the next day, accompanied by a person familiar with +the affair, before whom she would repeat her story; and that I came to +ask her permission to present this person. This person is yourself." + +"I!" + +"And that is why," she said feebly, without raising her eyes, "that I +have need of your indulgence." + +"But I had told you--" he exclaimed with a violence that the +dissatisfaction at being so disposed of was not sufficient to justify. + +"That you could not present yourself to Madame Dammauville in the +character of a physician unless she sent for you. I did not forget that; +and it is not as a physician that I wish to beg you to accompany me, but +as a friend, if you permit me to speak thus; as the most devoted, the +most firm, and the most generous friend that we have had the happiness to +encounter in our distress." + +"My daughter speaks in my name, as in her own," Madame Cormier said with +emotion; "I add that it is a respectful friendship, a profound gratitude, +that we feel toward you." + +Although Phillis trembled to see the effect that she produced on Saniel, +she continued with firmness: + +"You would accompany me, then, without doing anything ostensibly, without +saying you are a doctor, and while she talks you could examine her. +Madame Dammauville gave her consent to my request with extreme kindness. +I shall return to her to-morrow, and if you think it useful, if you think +you should accept the part that I claimed for you without consulting you, +you can accompany me." + +He did not reply to these last words, which were an invitation as well as +a question. + +"Did you not examine her as I told you?" he asked, after a moment of +reflection. + +"With all the attention of which I was capable in my anguish. Her glance +seemed to me straight and untroubled.; her voice is regular, very +rhythmical; her words follow each other without hesitation; her ideas are +consecutive and clearly expressed. There is no trace of suffering on her +pale face, which bears only the mark of a resigned grief. She moves her +arms freely, but the legs, so far as I could judge under the bedclothes, +are motionless. In many ways it seems to me that her paralysis resembles +mamma's, though it is true that in others it does not. She must be +extremely sensitive to the cold, for although the weather is not cold +today, the temperature of her room seemed very high." + +"This is an examination," Saniel said, "that a physician could not have +conducted better, unless he questioned the patient; and had I been with +you during this visit we should not have learned anything more. It +appears certain that Madame Dammauville is in possession of her +faculties, which renders her testimony invulnerable." + +Madame Cormier drew her daughter to her and kissed her passionately. + +"I have, therefore, nothing to do with this lady," continued Saniel, with +the precipitation of a man who has just escaped a danger. "But your +part, Mademoiselle, is not finished, and you must return to her tomorrow +to fulfil that which Nougarde confides to you." + +He explained what Nougarde expected of her. + +"Certainly," she said. "I will do all that I am advised to do for +Florentin. I will go to Madame Dammauville; I will go everywhere. But +will you permit me to express my astonishment that immediate profit is +not made of this declaration to obtain the release of my brother?" + +He repeated the reasons that Nougarede had given him for not proceeding +in this manner. + +"I would not say anything that resembles a reproach," said Madame +Cormier, with more decision than she ordinarily put into her words; "but +perhaps Monsieur Nougarde has some personal ideas in his advice. Our +interest is that Florentin should return to us as quickly as possible, +and that he should be spared the sufferings of a prison. But I +understand that to an 'ordonnance de non-lieu', in which he does not +appear, Monsieur Nougarde prefers the broad light of the court, where he +could deliver a brilliant address, useful to his reputation." + +"Whether or not he has made this calculation," Saniel said, "things are +thus. I, also, I should have preferred the 'ordonnance de non-lieu', +which has the great advantage of finishing everything immediately. +Nougarede does not believe that this would be a good plan to follow, so +we must follow the one that he traces out for us." + +"We will follow it," Phillis said, "and I believe that it may bring about +the result Monsieur Nougarede expects, as Madame Dammauville would have +spoken to but few persons. When I tried to make her explain herself on +this point, without asking her the question directly, she told me that +she had only spoken to the concierge of the non-resemblance of the +portrait to the man she saw draw the curtains, so that the concierge, +who had often spoken to her of Florentin and of my efforts to save him, +might warn me. I shall see, then, to-morrow, how far her story has +spread, and I will go to see you about it at five o'clock, unless you +prefer that I should go at once to see Monsieur Nougarede." + +"Begin with me, and we will go together to see him, if there is occasion. +I am going to write to him." + +"If I understand Monsieur Nougarde's plan, it seems that it rests on +Madame Dammauville's appearance in court. Will this appearance be +possible? That is what I could not learn; only a physician could tell." + +Saniel did not wish to let it appear that he understood this new +challenge. + +"I forgot to tell you," Phillis continued, "that the physician who +attends her is Doctor Balzajette of the Rue de l'Echelle. Do you know +him?" + +"A prig, who conceals his ignorance under dignified manners." + +No sooner had these words left his lips than he realized his error. +Madame Dammauville should have an excellent physician, one who was so +high in the estimation of his 'confreres' that, if he did not cure her, +it was because she was incurable. + +"Then how can you hope that he will cure her in time for her to go to +court?" Phillis asked. + +He did not answer, and rose to go. Timidly, Madame Cormier repeated her +invitation, but he did not accept it, in spite of the tender glance that +Phillis gave him. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + +A NEW PERIL + +Would he be able to resist the pressure which from all sides at once +pushed him toward the Rue Sainte Anne? + +It seemed that nothing was easier than not to commit the folly of +yielding, and yet such was the persistence of the efforts that were +united against him, that he asked himself if, one day, he would not be +led to obey them in spite of himself. Phillis, Nougarede, Madame +Cormier. Now, whence would come a new attack? + +For several months he had enjoyed a complete security, which convinced +him that all danger was over forever. But all at once this danger burst +forth under such conditions that he must recognize that there could never +more be any security for him. To-day Madame Dammauville menaced him; +tomorrow it would be some one else. Who? He did not know. Every one. +And it was the anguish of his position to be condemned to live hereafter +in fear, and on the defensive, without repose, without forgetfulness. + +But it was not tomorrow about which he need be uneasy at this moment, it +was the present hour; that is to say, Madame Dammauville. + +That she should say, with so much firmness at the sight of a single +portrait, that the man who drew the curtains was not Florentin, she must +have an excellent memory of the eyes; at the same time a resolute mind +and a decision in her ideas, which permitted her to affirm without +hesitation what she believed to be true. + +If they should ever meet, she would recognize him, and recognizing him, +she would speak. + +Would she be believed? + +This was the decisive question, and from what he had heard of her, it +seemed that she would be. + +Denials would not suffice. He did not go to Caffie's at a quarter past +five. Where was he at this moment? What witness could he call upon? +Caffie's wound was made by a hand skilled in killing, and this learned +hand was his, more even than that of a murderer. Every one knew that his +position at that moment was desperate, financially speaking; and, +suddenly, he paid his debts. Who would believe the Monte Carlo story? + +One word, one little hint, from this Madame Dammauville and he was lost, +without defence, without possible struggles. + +Truly, and fortunately, since she was paralyzed and confined to her bed, +he ran no risk of meeting her face to face at the corner of a street, or +at the house of an acquaintance, nor of hearing the cry of surprise that +she would not fail to give on recognizing him. But that was not enough +to make him sleep in an imprudent security on saying to himself that this +meeting was improbable. It was improbable, also, to admit that some one +was exactly opposite to Caffies window at the moment when he drew the +curtains; more improbable yet to believe that this fact, insignificant in +itself, that this vision, lasting only an instant, would be so solidly +engraved in a woman's memory as to be distinctly remembered after several +months, as if it dated from the previous evening; and yet, of all these +improbabilities, there was formed a reality which enclosed him in such a +way that at any moment it might stifle him. + +Despite the importunities of Phillis, Madame Cormier, and Nougarede, and +of all those which might arise, he would not be fool enough to confront +the danger of a recognition in the room where this paralytic was +confined--at least, that was probable, for, after what had happened, he +was certain of nothing--but this recognition might take place elsewhere. + +In Nougarede's plan Madame Dammauville would come to court to make her +declaration; he himself was a witness; they would, therefore, at a given +moment, meet each other, and it was not impossible that before the court +the recognition would occur with a 'coup de theatre' very different from +that arranged by Nougarede. + +Without doubt there were chances that Madame Dammauville would not be +able to leave her bed to go to court; but were there only one for her +leaving it, he must foresee it and take precautions. + +A single one offered security: to render himself unrecognizable; to cut +his beard and hair; to be no more the long-haired, curled, blond-bearded +man that she remembered. Had he been like every one else she would not +have remarked him; or, at least, she would have confounded him with +others. A man can only permit himself to be original in appearance when +he is sure beforehand that he will never have anything to fear. + +Assuredly, nothing was easier than to have his hair and beard cut; he had +only to enter the first barber shop he came to; in a few minutes the +change would be radical. + +Among his acquaintances he need not be uneasy at the curiosity that this +change might produce; more than one would not remark it, and those who +would be surprised at first would soon cease to think of it, without +doubt; otherwise, he had an easy answer for them; on the eve of becoming +a serious personage, he abandoned the last eccentricities of the old +student, and passed the bridge without wish to return by the left bank. + +But it was not only to acquaintances that he must account; there were +Phillis and Nougarde. Had not the latter already remarked the +resemblance between him and the description, and would it not be +imprudent to lead him to ask why this resemblance suddenly disappeared? + +It would be dangerous to expose himself to this question from the lawyer, +but it would be much more dangerous coming from Phillis. Nougarede would +only show surprise; Phillis might ask for an explanation. + +And he must reply to her so much the more clearly, because four or five +times already he had almost betrayed himself as to Madame Dammauville, +and if she had let his explanations or embarrassment pass, his +hesitations or his refusal, without questioning him frankly, certainly +she was not the less astonished. Should he appear before her with short +hair and no beard, it would be a new astonishment which, added to the +others, would establish suspicions; and logically, by the force of +things, in spite of herself, in spite of her love and her faith, she +would arrive at conclusions from which she would not be able to free +herself. Already, five or six months before, this question of long hair +and beard had been agitated between them. As he complained one day of +the bourgeois who would not come to him, she gently explained to him that +to please and attract these bourgeois it was, perhaps, not quite well to +astonish those whom one does not shock. That overcoats less long, hats +with less brim, and hair and beard shorter; in fact, a general appearance +that more nearly approached their own, would be, perhaps, more agreeable. +He became angry, and replied plainly that such concessions were not in +keeping with his character. How could he now abruptly make these +concessions, and at a time when his success at the examinations placed +him above such small compromises? He resisted when he needed help, and +when a patient was an affair of life or death to him; he yielded when he +had need of no one, and when he did not care for patients. The +contradiction was truly too strong, and such that it could not but strike +Phillis, whose attention had already had only too much to arouse it. + +And yet, as dangerous as it was to come to the decision to make himself +unrecognizable, it would be madness on his part to draw back; the sooner +the better. His fault had been in not foreseeing, the day after Caffie's +death, that circumstances might arise sooner or later which would force +it upon him. At that moment it did not present the same dangers as now; +but parting from the idea that he had not been seen by any one, that he +could not have been seen, he had rejoiced in the security that this +conviction gave him, and quietly become benumbed. + +The awakening had come; with his eyes open he saw the abyss to the edge +of which his stupidity had brought him. + +How strong would he not be if during the last three months he had not had +this long hair and beard, which was most terrible testimony against him? +Instead of taking refuge in miserable makeshifts when Phillis and +Nougarede asked him to see Madame Dammauville, he would have boldly held +his own, and have gone to see her as they wished. In that case he would +be saved, and soon Florentin would be also. + +And he believed himself intelligent! And he proudly imagined he could +arrange things beforehand so well that he would never be surprised! What +he should have foreseen would come to pass, nothing more; the lesson that +experience taught him was hard, and this was not the first one; the +evening of Caffie's death he saw very clearly that a new situation opened +before him, which to the end of his life would make him the prisoner of +his crime. To tell the truth, however, this impression became faint soon +enough; but now it was stronger than ever, and to a certainty, never to +be dismissed again. + +But it was useless to look behind; it was the present and the future that +he must measure with a clear and firm glance, if he did not wish to be +lost. + +After carefully examining and weighing the question, he decided to have +his hair and beard cut. However adventurous this resolution was, however +embarrassing it might become in provoking curiosity and questions, it was +the only way of escaping a possible recognition. + +Mechanically, by habit, he bent his steps toward the Rue Neuve-des- +Petits-Champs, where his barber lived, but he had taken only a few steps +when reflection caused him to stop; it would be certainly a mistake to +provoke the gossip of this man who, knew him, and who, for the pleasure +of talking, would tell every one in the quarter that he had just cut the +hair and beard of Dr. Saniel. He returned to the boulevard, where he was +not known. + +But as he was about to open the door of the shop which he decided to +enter, he changed his mind. He happened to find the explanation that he +must give Phillis, and as he wished to avoid the surprise that she would +not fail to show if she saw him suddenly without hair and beard, he would +give this explanation before having them cut, in such a way that all at +once and without looking for another reason, she would understand that +this operation was indispensable. + +And he went to dinner, furious with himself and with things, to see to +what miserable expedients he was reduced. + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + +SANIEL VISITS A BARBER + +The following day at five o'clock when Phillis rang, he opened the door +for her. Hardly had she entered when she was about to throw herself into +his arms as usual, with a quickness that told how happy she was to see +him. But he checked her with his hand. + +"What is the matter?" she asked paralyzed and full of fears. + +"Nothing; or, at least nothing much." + +"Against me?" + +"Certainly not, dear one." + +"You are ill?" + +"No, not ill, but I must take precautions which prevent me from embracing +you. I will explain; do not be uneasy, it is not serious." + +"Quick!" she cried, examining him, and trying to anticipate his thought. + +"You have something to tell me?" + +"Yes, good news. But I beg of you, speak first; do not leave me in +suspense." + +"I assure you that you need not be uneasy; and when I speak thus, you +know that you should believe me. You see that I am not uneasy." + +"It is for others that you are alarmed, never for yourself." + +"Do you know what the pelagre is?" + +"No." + +"It is a special disease of the hair and beard, due to the presence in +the epidermis of a kind of mushroom. Well, it is probable that I have +this disease." + +"Is it serious?" + +"Troublesome for a man, but disastrous for a woman, because, before any +treatment, the hair must be cut. You understand, therefore, that if I +have the pelagre, as I believe I have, I am not going to expose you to +the risk of catching it in embracing you. It is very easily transmitted, +and in that case you would be obliged, probably, to do for yourself what +I must do for myself; that is, to cut my hair. With me it is of no +consequence; but with you it would be murder to sacrifice your beautiful +hair." + +"You say 'probably.'" + +"Because I am not yet quite certain that I have the pelagre. For about +two weeks I have felt a slight itching in my head and, naturally, I paid +no attention to it. I had other things to do; and besides, I was not +going to believe I was attacked with a parasitic malady merely on account +of an itching. But, after some time, my hair became dry and began to +fall out. I had no time to attend to it, and the days passed; besides, +the excitement of my examinations was enough to make my hair fall. To- +day, just before you came, I had a few minutes to spare, and I examined +one of my hairs through a microscope; if I had not been disturbed I +should have finished by this time." + +"Continue your examination." + +"It would take some time to do it thoroughly. If it is really the +pelagre, as I have reason to believe, tomorrow you will see me without +hair and beard. I would not hesitate, in spite of the astonishment that +my appearance would cause." + +"What good will that do?" + +"I cannot tell people that I had my hair and beard cut because I have a +parasitic disease. Every one knows it is contagious." + +"When the hair is cut, what will be come of the disease?" + +"With energetic treatment it will rapidly disappear. Before long you may +embrace me if--you do not find me too ugly." + +"O dearest!" + +"And now for you; you have come from Madame Dammauville?" + +He did not need to persist; Phillis accepted his story so readily that he +felt reassured on her side; she would not alarm herself about it. As for +others, the embarrassment of confessing a contagious malady would be a +sufficient explanation, if he were ever obliged to furnish one. + +"What did she say to you?" he asked. + +"Good and kind words to begin with, which show what an excellent woman +she is. After having presented myself twice at her house yesterday, you +understand that I was not quite easy on asking her to receive me again +to-day. As I tried to excuse myself, she said she was glad to see my +devotion to my brother, that I need never excuse myself for asking her +assistance, and that she would help me all she could. With this +encouragement I explained what we want her to do, but she did not appear +disposed to do it. Without giving her Monsieur Nougarede's reasons, I +said we were obliged to conform to the counsels of those who directed the +affair, and I begged her to help us. Finally she was won over, but +reluctantly, and said she would do as we wished. But she could not +assure me that her servants had not talked about it, nor could she +promise to leave her bed to go to court, for she had not left her room +for a year." + +"Does she expect to be able to rise soon?" + +"I repeat her words, to which I paid great attention in order not to +forget them: 'I am promised that I shall be better next year, but who can +tell? I will urge my doctor to give me an answer, and when you come +again I will tell you what he says.' Profiting by the door that she +opened to me, I kept the conversation on this doctor. It seems to me, +but I am not certain, that she has but little confidence in him. He was +the classmate of her husband and of her brother-in-law the notary; he is +the friend of every one, curing those who can be cured, or letting them +die by accident. You see what kind of a doctor he is." + +"I told you I knew him." + +"See if I deceive myself, and to what I tell you, add what you already +know. Frightened to see in whose hands she is, I undertook to find out, +and finished by learning--without asking her directly--that she has seen +no other physician during the year. When she was taken with paralysis a +consultation was held, and she has had Doctor Balzajette ever since. She +says he is very kind, and takes care of her as well as another would." + +Saniel improved the opportunity to refer to his stupidity in frankly +expressing his opinion on the solemn Balzajette. + +"It is probable," he said. + +"It is certain? Do you believe that during one year nothing has appeared +in Madame Dammauville's disease that should demand new treatment? Do you +think the solemn Balzajette is incapable of finding it all by himself?" + +"He is not so dull as you suppose." + +"It is you who speak of dulness." + +"To diagnose a disease and to treat it are two things. It is the +consultation you speak of that settled the question of Madame +Dammauville's disease, and prescribed the treatment that Balzajette had +only to apply; and his capacity, I assure you, is sufficient for this +task." + +As she appeared but little reassured, he persisted, for it would be an +imprudence to let Phillis become enamored of the idea that if he attended +Madame Dammauville, he would cure her, even if it required a miracle. + +"We have some time before us, since the 'ordonnance de renvoi' before the +assizes is not yet given out. Madame Dammauville has promised to +question her doctor, to learn if he hopes to put her in condition to +leave her bed soon. Let us wait, therefore." + +"Would it not be better to act than to wait?" + +"At least let us wait for news from Balzajette. Either it will be +satisfactory, and then we shall have nothing to do, or it will not be, +and in that case I promise you to see Balzajette. I know him well enough +to speak to him of your patient, which, above all, enables me, in making +your brother intervene, to interest myself openly in his +reestablishment." + +"O dearest, dearest!" she murmured, in a spirit of gratitude. + +"You cannot doubt my devotion to you first, and to your brother +afterward. You asked me an impossible thing, that I was obliged to +refuse, to my regret, precisely because it was impossible; but you know +that I am yours, and will do all I can for your family." + +"Forgive me." + +"I have nothing to forgive; in your place I should think as you do, but I +believe that in mine you would act as I do." + +"Be sure that I have never had an idea of blame in my heart for what is +with you an affair of dignity. It is because you are high and proud that +I love you so passionately." + +She rose. + +"Are you going?" he asked. + +"I want to carry Madame Dammauville's words to mamma; you can imagine +with what anguish she awaits me." + +"Let us, go. I will leave you at the boulevard to go to see Nougarede." + +The interview with the advocate was short. + +"You see, dear friend, that my plan is good; bring Madame Dammauville to +court, and we shall have some pleasant moments." + +This time Saniel had not the hesitation of the previous evening, and he +entered the first barber-shop he saw. When he returned to his rooms he +lighted two candles, and placing them on the mantle, he looked at himself +in the glass. + +Coquetry had never been his sin, and often weeks passed without his +looking in a mirror, so indifferent was he when making his toilet. +However, as a young boy he sometimes looked in his small glass, asking +himself what he would become, and he could now recall his looks--an +energetic face with clearly drawn features, a physiognomy open and frank, +without being pretty, but not disagreeable. His beard had concealed all +this; but now that it was gone, he said to himself without much +reflection that he would find again, without doubt, the boy he +remembered. + +What he saw in the glass was a forehead lined transversely; oblique +eyebrows, raised at the inside extremity, and a mouth with tightened lips +turned down at the corners; furrows were hollowed in the cheeks; and the +whole physiognomy, harassed, ravaged, expressed hardness. + +What had become of that of the young man of other days? He had before +him the man that life had made, and of whom the violent contractions of +the muscles of the face had modelled the expression. + +"Truly, the mouth of an assassin!" he murmured. + +Then, looking at his shaved head, he added with a smile: + +"And perhaps that of one condemned to death, whose toilet has just been +made for the guillotine." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + +A BROKEN NEGATIVE + +To have made himself unrecognizable was, without doubt, a safe +precaution; but having started on this course, he would not be easy until +he had destroyed all traces of himself in such a way that Madame +Dammauville would never be able to find the man that she had seen so +clearly under Caffie's lamp. + +Precisely because he was not vain and had no pretension to beauty, he had +escaped the photograph mania. Once only he had been photographed in +spite of himself, simply to oblige a classmate who had abandoned medicine +for photography. + +But now this once was too much, for there was danger that this portrait +taken three years before, and showing him with the hair and beard that he +wished to suppress, might be discovered. Without doubt there were few +chances that a copy of it would be seen by Madame Dammauville; but if +there existed only one against a hundred thousand, he must arrange it so +that he need have no fear. + +He had had a dozen copies of this photograph, but as his relatives were +few, he kept the majority of them. One he sent to his mother, who was +living at that time; another went to the priest of his village, and later +he had given one to Phillis. He must, then, have nine in his possession. +He found them and burned them immediately. + +Of the three that remained, only one might testify against him, the one +belonging to Phillis. But it would be easy for him to get it again on +inventing some pretext, while as to the others, truly he had nothing to +fear. + +The real danger might come from the photographer, who perhaps had some of +the photographs, and who undoubtedly preserved the negative. This was +his first errand the next day. + +On entering the studio of this friend, he experienced a disagreeable +feeling, which troubled him and made him uneasy; he had not given his +name, and counting on the change made by the cutting of his hair and +beard, he said to himself that his friend, who had not seen him for a +long time, certainly would not recognize him. + +He had taken but a few steps, his hat in his hand, like a stranger who is +about to accost another, when the photographer came toward him with +outstretched hand, and a friendly smile on his face. + +"You, my dear friend! What good fortune is worth the pleasure of your +visit tome? Can I be useful to you in any way?" + +"You recognize me, then?" + +"What! Do I recognize you? Do you ask that because you have cut your +hair and beard? Certainly it changes you and gives you a new +physiognomy; but I should be unworthy of my business if, by a different +arrangement of the hair, I could not recognize you. + +Besides, eyes of steel like yours are not forgotten; they are a +description and a signature." + +Then this means in which he placed so much confidence was only a new +imprudence, as the question, "You recognize me, then?" was a mistake. + +"Come, I will pose you at once," the photographer said. "Very curious, +this shaved head, and still more interesting, I think, than with the +beard and long hair. The traits of character are more clearly seen." + +"It is not for a new portrait that I have come, but for the old one. +Have you any of the proofs?" + +"I think not, but I will see. In any case, if you wish some they are +easily made, since I have the plate." + +"Will you look them up? For I have not a single proof left of those you +gave me, and on looking at myself in the glass this morning I found such +changes between my face of to-day and that of three years ago, that I +would like to study them. Certain ideas came to me on the expression of +the physiognomy, that I wish to study, with something to support them." + +The search for the proofs made by an assistant led to no results; there +were no proofs. + +"Exactly; and for several days I have thought of making some," the +photographer said. "Because your day of glory will come, when your +portrait will be in a distinguished place in the shop-windows and +collections. Every one talks of your 'concours'. Although I have +abandoned medicine without the wish to return to it, I have not become +indifferent to what concerns it, and I learned of your success. Which +portrait shall we put in circulation? The old or the new?" + +"The new." + +"Then let us arrange the pose." + +"Not to-day; it is only yesterday that I was shaved, fearing an attack of +pelagre, and the skin covered by the beard has a crude whiteness that +will accentuate the hardness of my physiognomy, which is really useless. +We will wait until the air has tanned me a little, and then I will +return, I promise you." + +"How many proofs do you want of your old portrait?" + +"One will do." + +"I will send you a dozen." + +"Do not take the trouble; I will take them when I come to pose. But in +the mean time, could you not show me the plate?" + +"Nothing easier." + +When it was brought, Saniel took the glass plate with great care, holding +it with the tips of his fingers by the two opposite corners, in order not +to efface the portrait. Then, as he was standing in the shadow of a blue +curtain, he walked towards the chimney where the light was strong, and +began his examination. + +"It is very good," he said; "very curious." + +"Only a photograph can have this documentary value." + +To compare this document with the reality, Saniel approached the chimney +more closely, above which was a mirror. When his feet touched the marble +hearth he stopped, looking alternately at the plate which he held +carefully in his hands, and at his face reflected in the glass. Suddenly +he made an exclamation; he let fall the plate, which, falling flat on the +marble, broke into little pieces that flew here and there. + +"How awkward I am!" + +He showed a vexation that should not leave the smallest doubt in the +photographer's mind as to its truth. + +"You must get one of the proofs that you have given away," his friend +said," for I have not a single one left." + +"I will try and find one." + +What he did try to find on leaving was whether or no he had succeeded in +rendering himself unrecognizable, for he could not trust to this +experience, weakened by the fact that this old friend was a photographer. +With him it was a matter of business to note the typical traits that +distinguish one face from another, and in a long practice he had acquired +an accuracy Madame Dammauville could not possess. + +Among the persons he knew, it seemed to him that the one in the best +condition to give certainty to the proof was Madame Cormier. He knew at +this hour she would be alone, and as she had not been, assuredly, warned +by her daughter that he intended to shave, the experiment would be +presented in a way to give a result as exact as possible. + +In answer to his ring Madame Cormier opened the door, and he saluted her +without being recognized; but as the hall was dark this was not of great +significance. His hat in his hand, he followed her into the dining-room +without speaking, in order that his voice should not betray him. + +Then, after she had looked at him a moment, with uneasy surprise at +first, she began to smile. + +"It is Doctor Saniel !" she cried. "Mon Dieu! How stupid of me not to +recognize you; it changes you so much to be shaved! Pardon me." + +"It is because I am shaved that I come to ask a favor." + +"Of us, my dear sir? Ah! Speak quickly; we should be so happy to prove +our gratitude." + +"I would ask Mademoiselle Phillis to give me, if she has it, a photograph +that I gave her about a year ago." + +As Phillis wished the liberty to expose this photograph frankly, in order +to have it always before her, she had asked for it, and Saniel had given +it to her, in her mother's presence. + +"If she has it!" exclaimed Mme. Cormier. "Ah! my dear sir, you do not +know the place that all your goodness, and the services that you have +rendered us, have made for you in our hearts." + +And passing into the next room, she brought a small velvet frame in which +was the photograph. Saniel took it out, on explaining the study for +which he wanted it, and after promising to bring it back soon, he +returned to his rooms. + +Decidedly, everything was going well. The plate was destroyed, Phillis's +proof in his hands; he had nothing more to fear from this side. As to +the experiment made on the mother, it was decisive enough to inspire him +with confidence. If Madame Cormier, who had seen him so often and for so +long a time, and who thought of him at every instant, did not recognize +him, how was it possible that Madame Dammauville, who had only seen him +from a distance and for a few seconds, could recognize him after several +months? + +Would he never accustom himself to the idea that his life could not have +the tranquil monotony of a bourgeois existence, that it would experience +shocks and storms, but that if he knew how to remain always master of his +force and will, it would bring him to a safe port? + +The calm that was his before this vexation came back to him, and when the +last proofs of his concours, confirming the success of the first, had +given him the two titles that he so ardently desired and pursued at the +price of so many pains, so many efforts and privations, he could enjoy +his triumph in all security. + +He held the present in his strong hands, and the future was his. + +Now he could walk straight, boldly, his head high, jostling those who +annoyed him, according to his natural temperament. + +Although these last months had been full of terrible agitation for him, +on account of everything connected with the affair of Caffie and +Florentin, and above all, on account of the fatigue, emotion, and the +fever of his 'concours', yet he had not interrupted his special works for +a day or even an hour, and his experiments followed for so many years had +at length produced important results, that prudence alone prevented him +from publishing. In opposition to the official teaching of the school, +these discoveries would have caused the hair to stand upright on the old +heads; and it was not the time, when he asked permission to enter, to +draw upon himself the hostility of these venerable doorkeepers, who would +bar the way to a revolutionist. But, now that he was in the place for +ten or twelve years, he need take no precautions, either for persons or +for ideas, and he might speak. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX + +PHILLIS PRECIPITATES MATTERS + +Saniel saw his colleague, the solemn Balzajette, and so adroitly as not +to provoke surprise or suspicion, he spoke of Madame Dammauville, in whom +he was interested incidentally; without persisting, and only to justify +his question, he explained the nature of this interest. + +Although solemn, Balzajette was not the less a gossip, and it was his +solemnity that made him gossip. He listened to himself talk, and when, +his chest bulging, his pink chin freshly shaved resting on his white +cravat, his be-ringed hand describing in the air noble and demonstrative +gestures, one could, if one had the patience to listen to him, make him +say all that one wished; for he was convinced that his interlocutor +passed an agreeable moment, whose remembrance would never be forgotten. +His patients might wait in pain or anguish, he did not hasten the +majestic delivery of his high-sounding phrases with choice adjectives; +and unless it was to go to a dinner-party, which he did at least five +days in the week, he could not leave you until after he had made you +partake of the admiration that he professed for himself. + +It was to an affection of the spinal cord that Mme. Dammauville's +paralysis was due, and consequently it was perfectly curable; even +Balzajette was astonished that with his treatment and his care the cure +was delayed. + +"But what shall I say to you, young 'confrere'? You know better than I +that with women everything is possible--above all the impossible." + +And during a half-hour he complaisantly related the astonishment that the +fashionable women under his care had caused him, in spite of his +knowledge and experience. + +"Well, to resume, what shall I tell you, young 'confrere'?" + +And he repeated and explained what he had already said and explained. + +Although Balzajette read only a morning paper, and never opened a book, +he had heard of Saniel's reputation, and because he was young he thought +he might manage this 'confrere', who seemed destined to make a good +position. In spite of the high esteem that he professed for his own +merits and person, he vaguely felt that the doctors of his generation +who were eminent did not treat him with all the consideration that he +accorded himself, and in order to teach his ancient comrades a lesson, +he was glad to enter into friendly relations with a young one 'dans le +mouvement'. He would speak of his young confrere Saniel: "You know the +one who was appointed 'agrege'," and he would relate the advice that he, +Balzajette, had given him. + +That Madame Dammauville would be well enough to go to court Saniel +doubted, above all, after Balzajette had explained his treatment; and as +far as he was concerned, he could not but rejoice. Doubtless, it would +be hard for Florentin not to have this testimony, and not to profit by +the 'coup de theatre' prepared by Nougarede; but for himself, he could +only feel happy over it. In spite of all the precautions he had taken, +it would be better not to expose himself to a meeting with Madame +Dammauville in the witness-chamber, or even in court. They must depend +upon a letter supported by Balzajette's deposition, and Florentin would +be not the less acquitted. Only Nougarede would have to regret his 'coup +de theatre'. But the satisfaction or disappointment of Nougarede was +nothing to him. + +But he did not tell Phillis the ideas suggested by his interview with +Balzajette; he summed up the conclusions of this interview. Balzajette +said that Madame Dammauville would soon be on her feet, and one might +have faith in his word; Florentin would be saved, and there was nothing +to do but to let things go on as they were going. + +Phillis, Madame Cormier, Nougarede, Florentin himself, whom the Mazas +cell had reconciled neither with hope nor with providential justice, were +all delighted with this idea. + +Also, when the chamber of the prosecution sent Florent to the assizes, +the emotion of Madame Cormier and Phillis would not be too violent. +Madame Dammauville would be in a state to make her deposition, since the +evening before she had been able to leave her bed; and although she left +it for only an hour, and then to go from her bedroom to her parlor, that +was enough. Nougarede said that the affair would come on at the second +session in April; between then and now Madame Dammauville would be solid +enough on her legs to appear before the jury and carry the acquittal. + +To Phillis, Saniel repeated that the cure was certain, and to her, also, +he rejoiced aloud. But he was troubled about this cure. This meeting, +only the idea of which had alarmed him to the point of losing his head, +would be brought about, and under conditions that could not but affect +him. Truly, the precautions he had taken should reassure him, but after +all there remained no less a troublesome uncertainty. Who could tell? +He preferred that she should not leave her room, and that Nougarede +should find a way to obtain her deposition without taking her to court; +he would then feel more reassured, more calm in mind, and with a more +impassive face he could go to court. + +Was he really unrecognizable? This was the question that beset him now. +Many times he compared his reflection in the glass with the photograph +that he had given Phillis. The hair and beard were gone, but his eyes of +steel, as his friend said, still remained, and nothing could change them. +He might wear blue eyeglasses, or injure himself in a chemical experiment +and wear a bandage. But such a disguise would provoke curiosity and +questions just so much more dangerous, because it would coincide with the +disappearance of his hair and beard. + +But these fears did not torment him long, for Phillis, who now passed a +part of every day in the Rue Sainte-Anne with Madame Dammauville, came +one evening in despair, and told him that that day the invalid had been +able to leave her bed for a few minutes only. + +Then she would not go to court. + +This apprehension of meeting Madame Dammauville face to face had begun to +exasperate him; he felt like a coward in yielding to it, and since he had +not the force to shake it off, he was happy to be relieved from it by the +intervention of chance, which, after having been against him so long, now +became favorable. The wheel turned. + +"See Madame Dammauville often," he said to Phillis, "and note all that +she feels; perhaps I shall find some way to repair this impediment, +something that I may suggest to Balzajette without his suspecting it. +Besides, it is reasonable to believe that the recrudescence of cold that +we are suffering from now may have something to do with the change in her +condition; it is probable that with the mild spring weather she may +improve." + +He hoped by this counsel to quiet Phillis's uneasiness and to gain time. +But it had the opposite effect. In her anguish, which increased as the +time for the trial approached, it was not probabilities, any more than +the uncertain influence of the spring, that Phillis could depend on; she +must have something more and better; but fearing a refusal, she forbore +to tell him what she hoped to obtain. + +It was only when she had succeeded that she spoke. + +Every day, on leaving Madame Dammauville, she came to tell him what she +had learned, and for three successive days her story was the same: + +"She was not able to leave her bed." + +And each day he made the same reply: + +"It is the cold weather. Surely, we shall soon have a change; this frost +and wind will not continue beyond the end of March." + +He was pained at her desolation and anguish, but what could he do? It +was not his fault that this relapse occurred at a decisive moment; fate +had been against him long enough, and he was not going to counteract it +at the time when it seemed to take his side, by yielding to the desire +that Phillis dared not express, but which he divined, and by going to see +Madame Dammauville. + +When she entered his office on the fourth day, he knew at once by her +manner that something favorable to Florentin had happened. + +"Madame Dammauville is up," he said. + +"No." + +"I thought she must be, by your vivacity and lightness." "It is because +I am happy; Madame Dammauville wishes to consult you." + +He took her hands roughly and shook them. + +"You have done that!" he exclaimed. + +She looked at him frightened. + +"You! You!" he repeated with increasing fury. + +"At least listen to me," she murmured. "You will see that I have not +compromised you in anything." + +Compromised! It was professional dignity of which he thought, truly! + +"I do not want to listen to you; I shall not go." + +"Do not say that." + +"It only needed that you should dispose of me in your own way." + +"Victor!" + +Anger carried him away. + +"I belong to you, then! I am your thing! You do with me what you wish! +You decide, and I have only to obey! There is too much of this! You can +go; everything is at an end between us." + +She listened, crushed; but this last word, which struck her in her love, +gave her strength. In her turn she took his hands, and although he +wished to withdraw them, she held them closely in her own. + +"You may throw in my face all the angry words you please; you may +reproach me as much as you think I deserve it, and I will not complain. +Without doubt, I have done you wrong, and I feel the weight of it on +seeing how profoundly you are wounded; but to send me away, to tell me +that all is over between us, no, Victor, you will not do that. You will +not say it, for you know that never was a man loved as I love you, +adored, respected. And voluntarily, deliberately, even to save my +brother, that I should have compromised you!" + +He pushed her from him. + +"Go!" he said harshly. + +She threw herself on her knees, and taking his hands that he had +withdrawn, she kissed them passionately. + +"But listen to me," she cried. "Before condemning me, hear my defence. +Even if I were a hundred times more guilty than I really am, you could +not drive me from you with this unmerciful hardness." + +"Go!" + +"You lose your head; anger carries you away. What is the matter? It is +impossible that I, by my stupidity, through my fault, could put you in +such a state of mad exasperation. What is the matter, my beloved?" + +These few words did more than Phillis's despair of her expressions of +love. She was right, he lost his head. And however guilty she might be +towards him, it was evident that she could not admit that the fault she +committed threw him into this access of furious folly. It was not +natural; and in his words and actions all must be natural, all must be +capable of explanation. + +"Very well, speak!" he said. "I am listening to you. Moreover, it is +better to know. Speak!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI + +THE APPOINTMENT + +"You should understand," she said with a little more calmness--for, since +he permitted her to speak, she hoped to convince him--"that I have done +all I could to bring Madame Dammauville to the idea of calling, in +consultation with Monsieur Balzajette, a doctor--" + +"Which would be myself." + +"You or another; I have not mentioned any name. You should not think me +awkward enough to put you forward clumsily; it would not be a good way to +make you acceptable to an intelligent woman, and I value your dignity too +much to lower it. I believed that another doctor than Monsieur +Balzajette would find a remedy, some way, a miracle if you will, to +enable Madame Dammauville to go to the Palais de justice, and I said it. +I said it in every tone, in every way, with as much persuasion as I could +put in my words. Was it not the life of my brother that I defended, our +honor? At first, I found Madame Dammauville much opposed to this idea. +She would be better soon, she felt it. Otherwise, if it were her duty to +be carried to the Palais de justice, she would not hesitate." + +"She would do that?" + +"Assuredly. No one has a stronger sense of justice. She would feel +guilty did she not give her testimony to save an innocent person; not to +save him when she could would be to take the responsibility of his loss. +It is therefore certain that if she cannot go to court alone, she will do +all she can to go, no matter how--on M. Balzajette's arm, or on a +stretcher. I was, then, easy enough on this side, but I was not for the +stretcher. What would people think to see her in this condition? What +impression would she make on the jury? Would not her appearance weaken +the value of her testimony? As Madame Dammauville is fond of me, and +very kind to me, I determined to profit by this kindness to urge a +consultation, but without mentioning any name. I represented to her +that, since M. Balzajette might say with every appearance of truth he had +cured her, he should not be angry if she desired to ratify this cure. +That besides, there was an imperative motive that would not permit her to +wait, for it would be very disagreeable to her to present herself at the +court of assizes in a theatrical way, which was not at all according to +her character or habits. I easily discovered that the fear of giving +pain to this old friend of her husband was the chief reason why she was +opposed to this consultation. It was then that your name was +pronounced." + +"You acknowledge it, then?" + +"You will see how, and you will not be angry about it. I have often +spoken to Madame Dammauville of mamma, and, consequently, of how you +cured her paralysis, that resembled hers. It was not wrong, was it, to +say what you have done for us? And without letting any one suspect my +love, I could praise you, which my gratitude prompted. She asked me many +questions, and naturally, as usual when I speak of you, when I have the +joy of pronouncing your name, I answered in detail. That is not a +crime?" + +She waited a moment, looking at him. Without softening the hardness of +his glance, he made a sign to her to continue. + +"When I persisted on the consultation, Madame Dammauville recalled what I +had said, and she was the first--you hear?--the first to pronounce your +name. As you had cured my mother, I had the right to praise you. With a +nature like hers, she would not have understood if I had not done it; she +would have believed me ungrateful. I spoke of your book on the diseases +of the spinal cord, which was quite natural; and as she manifested a +desire to read it, I offered to lend it to her." + +"Was that natural?" + +"With any but Madame Dammauville, no; but she is not frivolous. I took +the book to her two days ago, and she has just told me that, after +reading it, she has decided to send for you." + +"I shall certainly not go; she has her own physician." + +"Do not imagine that I have come to ask you to pay her a visit; all is +arranged with Monsieur Balzajette, who will write to you or see you, I do +not know which." + +"That will be very extraordinary on the part of Balzajette!" + +"Perhaps you judge him harshly. When Madame Dammauville spoke to him of +you he did not raise the smallest objection; on the contrary, he praised +you. He says that you are one of the rare young men in whom one may have +confidence. These are his own words that Madame Dammauville told me." + +"What do I care for the opinion of this old beast!" + +"I am explaining how it happens that you are called into consultation; it +is not because I spoke of you, but because you have inspired Monsieur +Balzajette with confidence. However stupid he may be, he is just to you, +and knows your value." + +It was come then, the time for the meeting that he did not wish to +believe possible; and it was brought about in such a way that he did not +see how he could escape it. He might refuse Phillis; but Balzajette? +A colleague called him in consultation, and why should he not go? Had he +foreseen this blow he would have left Paris until the trial was over, but +he was taken unawares. What could he say to justify a sudden absence? +He had no mother or brothers who might send for him, and with whom he +would be obliged to remain. Besides, he wished to go to court; and since +his testimony would carry considerable weight with the jury, it was his +duty to be present on account of Florentin. It would be a contemptible +cowardice to fail in this duty, and more, it would be an imprudence. In +the eyes of the world he must appear to have nothing to fear, and this +assurance, this confidence in himself, was one of the conditions of his +safety. Now, if he went to court, and from every point of view it was +impossible that he should not go, he would meet Madame Dammauville, +as she intended to be carried there if she were unable to go in any other +way. Whether it was at her house, or at the Palais de justice, the +meeting was then certain, and in spite of what he had done, circumstances +stronger than his will had prepared it and brought it about; nothing that +he could do would prevent it. + +The only question that deserved serious consideration just now was to +know where this meeting would be the least dangerous for him--at Madame +Dammauville's or at the Palais? + +He reflected silently, paying no more attention to Phillis than if she +were not present, his eyes fixed, his brow contracted, his lips tightly +closed, when the doorbell rang. As Joseph was at his post, Saniel did +not move. + +"If it is a patient," Phillis said, who did not wish to go yet, "I will +wait in the dining-room." + +And she rose. + +Before she could leave the room, Joseph entered. + +"Doctor Balzajette," he said. + +"You see!" Phillis cried. + +Without replying, Saniel made a sign to Joseph to admit Doctor +Balzajette, and while Phillis silently disappeared, he went toward the +parlor. + +Balzajette came forward with both hands extended. + +"Good-day, my young 'confrere'. I am enchanted to meet you." + +The reception was benevolent, amicable, and protecting, and Saniel +replied at his best. + +"Since we met the other day," Balzajette continued, "I have thought of +you. And nothing more natural than that, for you inspired me with a +quick sympathy. The first time you came to see me you pleased me +immediately, and I told you you would make your way. Do you remember?" + +Assuredly he remembered; and of all the visits that he made to the +doctors and druggists of his quarter, that to Balzajette was the hardest. +It was impossible to show more pride, haughtiness, and disdain than +Balzajette had put into his reception of the then unknown young man. + +"I told you what I thought of you," continued Balzajette. "It is with +regard to this patient of whom you spoke to me; you remember?" + +"Madame Dammauville?" + +"Exactly. I put her on her feet, as I told you, but since then this bad +weather has compelled her to take to her bed again. Without doubt, it is +only an affair of a few days; but in the mean time, the poor woman is +irritable and impatient. You know women, young 'confrere'. To calm this +impatience, I spontaneously proposed a consultation, and naturally +pronounced your name, which is well known by your fine work on the +medullary lesions. I supported it, as was proper, with the esteem that +it has acquired, and I have the satisfaction to see it accepted." + +Saniel thanked him as if he believed in the perfect sincerity of this +spontaneous proposition. + +"I like the young, and whenever an occasion presents itself, I shall be +happy to introduce you to my clientage. For Madame Dammauville, when can +you go with me to see her?" + +As Saniel appeared to hesitate, Balzajette, mistaking the cause of his +silence, persisted. + +"She is impatient," he said. "Let us go the first day that is possible." + +He must reply, and in these conditions a refusal would be inexplicable. + +"Will to-morrow suit you?" he asked. + +"To-morrow, by all means. At what hour?" + +Before replying, Saniel went to his desk and consulted an almanac, which +appeared perfectly ridiculous to Balzajette. + +"Does he imagine, the young 'confrere', that I am going to believe his +time so fully occupied that he must make a special arrangement to give me +an hour?" + +But it was not an arrangement of this kind that Saniel sought. His +almanac gave the rising and the setting of the sun, and it was the exact +hour of sunset that he wished: "26 March, 6h. 20m." At this moment it +would not be dark enough at Madame Dammauville's for lamps to be lighted, +and yet it would be dark enough to prevent her from seeing him clearly in +the uncertain light of evening. + +"Will a quarter past six suit you? I will call for you at six o'clock." + +"Very well. Only I shall ask you to be very exact; I have a dinner at +seven o'clock in the Rue Royale." + +Saniel promised promptness. The dinner was a favorable circumstance, +enabling him to escape from Madame Dammauville's before the lamps would +be lighted. + +When Balzajette was gone, he rejoined Phillis in the dining-room. + +"A consultation is arranged for to-morrow at six o'clock, at Madame +Dammauville's." + +She threw herself on his breast. + +"I knew that you would forgive me." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII + +THE FATAL LIGHT + +It was not without emotion that the next day Saniel saw the afternoon +slip away, and although he worked to employ his time, he interrupted +himself at each instant to look at the clock. + +Sometimes he found the time passing quickly, and then all at once it +seemed to stand still. + +This agitation exasperated him, for calmness had never been more +necessary than at this moment. A danger was before him, and it was only +in being master of himself that he could be saved. He must have the +coolness of a surgeon during an operation, the glance of a general in a +battle; and the coolness and the glance were not found among the nervous +and agitated. + +Could he escape from this danger? + +This was the question that he asked himself unceasingly, although he knew +the uselessness of it. What good was it to study the chances for or +against him? + +Either he had succeeded in rendering himself unrecognizable or he had +not; but it was done, and now he could do nothing more. He did the best +he could in choosing an hour when the dim evening light put the chances +on his side; for the rest he must trust to Fortune. + +All day he studied the sky, because for the success of his plan it must +be neither too bright nor too dark: if it were too bright Madame +Dammauville could see him clearly; if it were too dark the lamps would be +lighted. He remembered that it was by lamplight she had seen him. Until +evening the weather was uncertain, with a sky sometimes sunny, sometimes +cloudy; but at this hour the clouds were driven away by a wind from the +north, and the weather became decidedly cold, with the pink and pale +clearness of the end of March when it still freezes. + +On examining himself he had the satisfaction to feel that he was calmer +than in the morning, and that as the moment of attack approached, his +agitation decreased; decision, firmness, and coolness came to him; he +felt master of his will, and capable of obeying it. + +At six o'clock precisely he rang at Balzajette's door, and they started +immediately for the Rue Sainte-Anne. Happy to have a complaisant +listener, Balzajette did all the talking, so that Saniel had only to +reply "yes" or "no" from time to time, and of course it was not of Madame +Dammauville that he spoke, but other matters--of a first representation +on the previous evening at the Opera Comique; of politics; of the next +salon. + +At exactly a quarter past six they reached the house in the Rue Sainte- +Anne, where Saniel had not been since Caffies death. On passing the old +concierge's lodge he felt satisfied with himself; his heart did not +beat too quickly, his ideas were firm and clear. Should danger arrive, +he felt assured of mastery over himself, without excitement, as without +brutality. + +Balzajette rang the bell, and the door was opened by a maid, who was, +evidently, placed in the vestibule to await their arrival. Balzajette +entered first, and Saniel followed him, giving a hasty glance at the +rooms through which they passed. They reached a door at which Balzajette +knocked twice. + +"Enter," replied a feminine voice in a firm tone. + +This was the decisive moment; the day was everything that could be +wished, neither too light nor too dark. What would Madame Dammauville's +first glance mean? + +"My confrere, Doctor Saniel," Balzajette said on going toward Madame +Dammauville, and taking her hand. + +She was lying on the little bed of which Phillis had spoken, but not +against the windows, rather in the middle of the room, placed there +evidently after the experience of a sick person who knows that to be +examined she must be easily seen. + +Profiting by this arrangement, Saniel immediately passed between the bed +and the windows in such a way that the daylight was behind him, and +consequently his face was in shadow. This was done naturally, without +affectation, and it seemed that he only took this side of the bed because +Balzajette took the other. + +Directed by Saniel, the examination commenced with a clearness and a +precision that pleased Balzajette. He did not lose himself in idle +words, the young 'confrere', any more than in useless details. He went +straight to the end, only asking and seeking the indispensable; and as +Madame Dammauville's replies were as precise as his questions, while +listening and putting in a word from time to time he said to himself that +his dinner would not be delayed, which was the chief point of his +preoccupation. Decidedly, he understood life, the young 'confrere'; +he might be called in consultation with his heavy appearance and careless +toilet, there was no danger of rivalry. + +However, when Madame Dammauville began to speak of being sensitive to +cold, Balzajette found that Saniel let her lose herself in minute +details. + +"Have you always been sensitive to cold?" + +"Yes; and with a deplorable disposition to take cold if the temperature +is lowered one or two degrees." + +"Did you exercise in the open air?" + +"Very little." + +"Were you ever advised to try shower-baths of cold water?" + +"I should not have been able to bear it." + +"I must tell you," Balzajette interrupted, "that before occupying this +house that belongs to her, Madame Dammauville lived in a more modern +apartment which was heated by a furnace, and where consequently it was +easier to maintain an even temperature to which she was accustomed." + +"On coming to live in this house, where it is not possible to have a +furnace," Madame Dammauville went on, "I employed every means to shelter +me from the cold, which I am sure is my great enemy. You can see that I +have had weather-strips put at the doors, as well as at the windows." + +In spite of this invitation and the gesture which accompanied it, Saniel +was careful not to turn his head toward the window; he kept his face in +the shadow, contenting himself with looking at the door which was +opposite to him. + +"At the same time," she continued, "I had hangings put on the walls, +carpets on the floors, thick curtains at the windows and doors, and in +spite of the large fire in my fireplace, often I am unable to get warm." + +"Do you also have a fire in this little stove?" Saniel asked, pointing +to a small movable stove at the corner of the fireplace. + +"Only at night, so that my servants need not get up every hour to +replenish the fire in the chimney. The fire is made in the evening just +before I go to sleep; the pipe is placed in the chimney, and it maintains +sufficient heat until morning." + +"I think it will be expedient to suppress this mode of heating, which +must be very inconvenient," Saniel said; "and my 'confrere' and myself +will consider the question whether it will not be possible to give you +the heat you need with this chimney, without fatiguing your servants, +and without waking you too often to take care of the fire. But let us +continue." + +When he reached the end of his questions he rose to examine the patient +on her bed, but without turning round, and in such a way as still to keep +his back to the light. + +As little by little the reflection of the setting sun faded, + +Balzajette proposed asking for a lamp: without replying too hastily, +Saniel refused; it was useless, the daylight was sufficient. + +They passed into the parlor, where they very quickly came to an amicable +conclusion, for at everything that Saniel said Balzajette replied: + +"I am happy to see that you partake of my opinion. That is it. Truly, +that is so!" + +And, besides, each had his reasons for hurrying--Saniel, for fear of the +lamps; Balzajette, uneasiness for his dinner. The diagnosis and the +treatment were rapidly settled; Saniel proposed, Balzajette approved. +The question of the movable stove was decided in two words: for the night +a grate would be placed in the chimney; a fire of coal covered with damp +coal-dust would keep the fire until morning. + +"Let us return," Balzajette said, who took the initiative and decided on +all material things. + +Saniel, who kept his eyes on the windows, was calm; it was yet too light +to need lamps, besides, during their tete-a-tete, no servant had crossed +the salon to enter Madame Dammauville's room. + +But when Balzajette opened the door to return to the patient, a flood of +light filled the parlor and enveloped them. A lamp with a shade was +placed on the little table near the bed, and two other lighted lamps with +globes were on the mantel, reflecting their light in the mirror. How had +he not foreseen that there was another door to Madame Dammauville's room +besides the door from the parlor? But if he had foreseen it, it would +not have lessened the danger of the situation. + +He would have had time to prepare himself, that was all. But to prepare +himself for what? Either to enter the room and brave this danger, or to +fly. He entered. + +"This is what we have decided," Balzajette said, who never lost an +occasion to put himself forward and to speak. + +While he spoke, Madame Dammauville seemed not to listen to him. Her eyes +were on Saniel, placed beween her and the chimney with his back to the +lamps, and she looked at him with a characteristic fixedness. + +Balzajette, who listened to himself, observed nothing; but Saniel, who +knew what there was behind this glance, could not but be struck with it. +Happily for him, he had only to let Balzajette talk, for if he had spoken +he would surely have betrayed himself by the quivering of his voice. + +However, Balzajette seemed coming to the end of his explanations. +Suddenly Saniel saw Madame Dammauville extend her hand toward the lamp on +the table, and raise the shade by lowering it toward her in such a way as +to form a reflector that threw the light on him. At the same time he +received a bright ray full on his face. + +Madame Dammauville uttered a small, stifled cry. + +Balzajette stopped; then his astonished eyes went from Madame Dammauville +to Saniel, and front Saniel to Madame Dammauville. + +"Are you suffering?" he asked. + +"Not at all." + +What, then, was the matter? But it was seldom that he asked for an +explanation of a thing that astonished him, preferring to divine and to +explain it himself. + +"Ah! I understand it," he said with a satisfied smile. + +"The youth of my young 'confrere' astonishes you. It is his fault. Why +the devil did he have his long hair and his light curled beard cut?" + +If Madame Dammauville had not released the lampshade, she would have seen +Saniel turned pale and his lips quiver. + +"Mais voila!" continued Balzajette. "He made this sacrifice to his new +functions; the student has disappeared before the professor." + +He might have continued along time. Neither Madame Dammauville nor +Saniel listened to him; but, thinking of his dinner, he was not going to +launch into a discourse that at any other moment he would not have failed +to undertake. He rose to go. + +As Saniel bowed, Madame Dammauville stopped him with a movement of her +hand. + +"Did you not know this unfortunate who was assassinated opposite?" she +asked, pointing to the windows. + +So serious as was an acknowledgment, Saniel could not answer in the +negative. + +"I was called in to prove his death," he said. + +And he took several steps toward the door, but she stopped him again. + +"Had you business with him?" she asked. + +"I saw him several times." + +Balzajette cut short this conversation, which was idle talk to him. + +"Good evening, dear Madame. I will see you tomorrow, but not in the +morning, for I go to the country at six o'clock, and shall not return +until noon." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII + +SUSPENSE + +"Did you observe how I cut the conversation short?" Balzajette said, as +they went down-stairs. "If you listen to women they will never let you +go. I cannot imagine why she spoke to you of this assassinated man, can +you?" + +"No." + +"I believe that this assassination has affected her brain to a certain +point. In any case, it has given her a horror of this house." + +He continued thus without Saniel listening to what he said. On reaching +the Rue Neuve-des-Petits-Champs, Balzajette hailed a passing cab. + +"You have had the kindness not to delay me," he said, pressing the hand +of his young 'confrere', "but I feel that I must hurry. 'Au revoir'." + +A good riddance! This babbling gave Saniel the vertigo. + +He must recover himself, look the situation in the face, and consider +that which might, which must, happen. + +The situation was plain; Madame Dammauville's cry revealed it. When the +lamplight struck him full in the face, she found in him the man whom she +had seen draw Caffies curtains. If, in her amazement, she at first +refused to believe it, her questions regarding Caffie, and Balzajette's +explanations about his hair and beard, destroyed her hesitation and +replaced doubt by the horror of certainty. He was the assassin; she knew +it, she had seen him. And such as she revealed herself to him, it seemed +that she was not the woman to challenge the testimony of her eyes, and to +let the strength of her memory be shaken by simple denials, supported by +Balzajette's words. + +With a vivid clearness he saw to the bottom of the abyss open before him; +but what he did not see was in what way she would push him into this +giddy whirlpool, that is, to whom she would reveal the discovery that she +had made. To Phillis, to Balzajette, or to the judge? + +It was almost a relief to think that for this evening, at least, it would +not be to Phillis, for at this moment she would be at his rooms, +anxiously awaiting his return. He felt a sadness and a revulsion at the +thought that she might be the first to learn the truth. He did not wish +that, and he would prevent it. + +This preoccupation gave him an object; he reached the Rue Louis-le-Grand +thinking more of Phillis than of himself. What distress when she should +know all! How could she support this blow, and with what sentiments +would it inspire her, with what judgment for the man whom she loved? +Poor girl! He grew tender at the thought. As for him, he was lost, and +it was his fault; he bore the penalty of his own stupidity. But Phillis +--it would be a blow to her love that she must bear. And what a blow to +this sensitive heart, to this proud and noble soul! + +Perhaps he would now see her for the last time, for this one hour, and +never again. Then he would be kind to her, and leave her a memory that, +later, would be an alleviation to her sorrow, a warm, bright ray in her +time of mourning. During these last few days he had been hard, brutal, +irritable, strange, and with her habitual serenity she had overlooked it +all. When he pushed her from him with his heavy hand, she had kissed +this hand, fastening on him her beautiful, tender eyes, full of +passionate caresses. He must make her forget that, and she must carry +from their last interview a tender impression that would sustain her. + +What could he do for her? He remembered how happy she had been at their +impromptu dinners six months before, and he would give her this same +pleasure. He would see her happy again, and near her, under her glance, +perhaps he would forget tomorrow. + +He went to the caterer who furnished him with breakfast, and ordered two +dinners to be sent to his rooms immediately. + +Before he could put the key in the lock, his door was opened by Phillis, +who recognized his step on the landing. + +"Well?" + +"Your brother is saved." + +"Madame Dammauville will go to court?" + +"I promise you that he is saved." + +"By you?" + +"Yes, by me--exactly." + +In her access of joy, she did not notice the accent on these last words. + +"Then you forgive me?" + +He took her in his arms, and kissing her with deep emotion said: + +"With all my heart, I swear it!" + +"You see it was written that you should see Madame Dammauville, in spite +of yourself, in spite of all; it was providential." + +"It is certain that your friend Providence could not interfere more +opportunely in my affairs." + +This time she was struck by the tone of his voice; but she imagined that +it was only this allusion to superior intervention that had vexed him. + +"It was of ourselves that I thought," she said, "not of you." + +"I understood. But do not let us talk of that; you are happy, and I do +not wish to shadow your joy. On the contrary, I thought to associate +myself with it by giving you a surprise: we are going to dine together." + +"Oh, dearest!" she exclaimed, trembling, "how-good you are! I will set +the table," she added joyously, "and you light the fire; for we must have +a bright fire to enliven us and to keep our dinner warm. What have you +ordered?" + +"I do not know; two dinners." + +"So much the better! We will have surprises. We will leave the dishes +covered before the fire, and we will take them anyhow. Perhaps we shall +eat the roast before the entree, but that will be all the more funny." + +Light, quick, busy, graceful, and charming, she came and went around the +table. + +When the dinner came, the table was ready, and they sat down opposite to +each other. + +"What happiness to be alone!" she said. "To be able to talk and to look +at each other freely!" + +He looked at her with a tenderness in his eyes that she had never before +seen, with a depth of serious contemplation that overwhelmed her. From +time to time little cries of happiness escaped her. + +"Oh! Dearest, dearest!" she murmured. + +Yet she knew him too well not to see that a cloud of sadness often veiled +these eyes full of love, and that also they were often without any +expression, as if they looked within. Suddenly she became quiet; but she +could not long remain silent when she was uneasy. Why this melancholy at +such a moment? + +"What a difference between this dinner," she said, "and those of the end +of October! At that time you were harassed by the most trying +difficulties, at war with creditors, menaced on all sides, without hope; +and now all is smooth. No more creditors, no more struggles. The cares +that I brought you are nearly at an end. Life opens easy and glorious. +The end that you pursued is reached; you have only to walk straight +before you, boldly and proudly. Yet there is a sadness in your face that +torments me. What is the matter? Speak, I beg you! To whom should you +confess, if not to the woman who adores you?" + +He looked at her a long time without replying, asking himself if, for the +peace of his own heart, this confession would not be better than silence; +but courage failed him, pride closed his lips. + +"What should be the matter?" he said. "If my face is sad, it does not +indicate faithfully what I feel; for what I feel at this moment is an +ineffable sentiment of tenderness for you, an inexpressible gratitude for +your love, and for the happiness that you have given me. If I have been +happy in my rough and struggling life, it is through you. What I have +had of joy, confidence, hope, memories, I owe to you; and if we had not +met I should have the right to say that I have been the most miserable +among the miserable. Whatever happens to us, remember these words, my +darling, and bury them in the depths of your heart, where you will find +them some day when you would judge me." + +"To judge you--I!" + +"You love me, therefore you do not know me. But the hour will come when +you will wish to know exactly the man whom you have loved; when that time +comes remember this evening." + +"It is too radiant for me to forget it." + +"Whatever it may be, remember it. Life is so fragile and so ephemeral a +thing, that it is beautiful to be able to concentrate it, to sum it up by +remembrance, in one hour that marks it and gives it its scope. Such an +hour is this one, which passes while I speak to you with deep sincerity." + +Phillis was not accustomed to these 'elanas', for, in the rare effusions +to which he sometimes abandoned himself, Saniel always observed a certain +reserve, as if he feared to commit himself, and to let her read his whole +nature. Many times he rallied her when she became sentimental, as he +said, and "chantait sa romance;" and now he himself sang it--this romance +of love. + +Great as was her happiness to listen to him, she could not help feeling +an uneasy astonishment, and asked herself under what melancholy +impression he found himself at this moment. + +He read her too well not to divine this uneasiness. Not wishing to +betray himself, he brought a smile to his eyes, and said: + +"You do not recognize me, do you? I am sure you are asking yourself if I +am not ill." + +"Oh, dearest, do not jest, and do not harden yourself against the +sentiment that makes such sweet music on your lips! I am happy, so +happy, to hear you speak thus, that I would like to see your happiness +equal to mine; to dissipate the dark cloud that veils your glance. Will +you never abandon yourself? At this hour, above all, when everything +sings and laughs within us as about us! Nothing was more natural than +that you should be sad six months ago; but today what more do you want to +make you happy?" + +"Nothing, it is true." + +"Is not the present the radiant morning of a glorious future?" + +"What will you? There are sad physiognomies as there are happy ones; +mine is not yours. But let us talk no more of that, nor of the past, nor +of the future; let us talk of the present." + +He rose, and, taking her in his arms, made her sit next to him on the +sofa. + +The sound of the doorbell made Saniel jump as if he had received an +electric shock. + +"You will not open the door?" Phillis said. "Do not let any one take +our evening from us." + +But soon another ring, more decided, brought him to his feet. + +"It is better to know," he said, and he went to open the door, leaving +Phillis in his office. + +A maid handed him a lettter. + +"From Madame Dammauville," she said; "there is an answer." + +He left her in the vestibule, and returned to his office to read the +letter. The dream had not lasted long; reality seized him with its +pitiless hands. This letter, certainly, would announce the blow that +menaced him. + + "If Dr. Saniel is disengaged, I beg that he will come to see me this + evening on an urgent affair; I will wait for him until ten o'clock. + If not, I count on seeing him to-morrow morning after nine o'clock. + "A. DAMMAUVILLE." + +He returned to the vestibule. + +"Say to Madame. Dammauville that I shall be there in a quarter of an +hour." + +When he reentered the office he found Phillis before the glass, putting +on her hat. + +"I heard," she said. "What a disappointment! But I cannot wish you to +stay, since it is for Florentin that you leave me." + +As she walked toward the door he stopped her. + +"Embrace me once more." + +Never had he pressed her in such a long and passionate embrace. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV + +ON THE RACK + +He had not a second of doubt; Madame Dammauville did not wish a +professional visit from him. She wished to speak to him of Caffie, and, +in the coming crisis, he said to himself that perhaps it was fortunate +that it was so; at least he would be first to know what she had decided +to do, and he could defend himself. Nothing is hopeless as long as a +struggle is possible. + +He rang the bell with a firm hand, and the door was opened by the maid +who brought the letter. With a small lamp in her hand, she conducted him +through the dining-room and the salon to Madame Dammauville's bedroom. + +At the threshold, a glance showed him that some changes had been made in +the arrangement of the furniture. The small bed where he had seen Madame +Dammauville was placed between the two windows, and she was lying in a +large bed with canopy and curtains. Near her was a table on which were a +shaded lamp, some books, a blotting-book, a teapot, and a cup; on the +white quilt rested an unusually long bellrope, so that she might pull it +without moving. The fire in the chimney was out, but the movable stove +sent out a heat that denoted it was arranged for the night. + +Saniel felt the heat, and mechanically unbuttoned his overcoat. + +"If the heat is uncomfortable, will you not remove your overcoat?" +Madame Dammauville said. + +While he disposed of it and his hat, placing them on a chair by the +fireplace, he heard Madame Dammauville say to her maid: + +"Remain in the salon, and tell the cook not to go to bed." + +What did this mean? Was she afraid that he would cut her throat? + +"Will you come close to my bed?" she said. "It is important that we +should talk without raising our voices." + +He took a chair and seated himself at a certain distance from the bed, +and in such a way that he was beyond the circle of light thrown by the +lamp. Then he waited. + +A moment of silence, which he found terribly long, slipped away before +she spoke. + +"You know," she said at last, "how I saw, accidentally, from this place" +--she pointed to one of the windows--" the face of the assassin of my +unfortunate tenant, Monsieur Caffie." + +"Mademoiselle Cormier has told me," he replied in a tone of ordinary +conversation. + +"Perhaps you are astonished that at such a distance I saw the face +clearly enough to recognize it after five months, as if it were still +before me." + +"It is extraordinary." + +"Not to those who have a memory for faces and attitudes; with me this +memory has always been strongly developed. I remember the playmates of +my childhood, and I see them as they were at six and ten years of age, +without the slightest confusion in my mind." + +"The impressions of childhood are generally vivid and permanent." + +"This persistency does not only apply to my childish impressions. Today, +I neither forget nor confound a physiognomy. Perhaps if I had had many +acquaintances, and if I had seen a number of persons every day, there +might be some confusion in my mind; but such is not the case. My +delicate health has obliged me to lead a very quiet life, and I remember +every one whom I have met. When I think of such a one, it is not of the +name at first, but of the physiognomy. Each time that I have been to the +Senate or to the Chamber, I did not need to ask the names of the deputies +or senators who spoke; I had seen their portraits and I recognized them. +If I go into these details it is because they are of great importance, as +you will see." + +It was not necessary for her to point out their importance; he understood +her only too well. + +"In fine, I am thus," she continued. "It is, therefore, not astonishing +that the physiognomy and the attitude of the man who drew the curtains in +Monsieur Caffie's office should not leave my memory. You admit this, do +you not?" + +"Since you consult me, I must tell you that the operations of the memory +are not so simple as people imagine. They comprise three things: the +conservation of certain states, their reproduction and localization in +the past, which should be reunited to constitute the perfect memory. Now +this reunion does not always take place, and often the third is lacking." + +"I do not grasp your meaning very well. But what is the third thing?" + +"Recognition." + +"Well, I can assure you that in this case it is not lacking!" + +The action beginning in this way, it was of the utmost importance for +Saniel that he should throw doubts in Madame Dammauville's mind, and +should make her think that this memory of which she felt so sure was not, +perhaps, as strong or as perfect as she imagined. + +"It is," he said, "exactly this third thing that is the most delicate, +the most complex of the three, since it supposes, besides the state of +consciousness, some secondary states, variable in number and in degree, +which, grouped around it, determine it." + +Madame Dammauville remained silent a moment, and Saniel saw that she made +an effort to explain these obscure words to herself. + +"I do not understand," she said at last. + +This was exactly what he wished; yet, as it would not be wise to let her +believe that he desired to deceive or confuse her, he thought he might be +a little more precise. + +"I wish to ask," he said, "if you are certain that in the mechanism of +the vision and that of the recognition, which is a vision of the past, +there is no confusion?" + +She drew a long breath, evidently satisfied to get rid of these +subtleties that troubled her. + +"It is exactly because I admit the possibility of this confusion, at +least in part, that I sent for you," she said, "in order that you might +establish it." + +Saniel appeared not to comprehend. + +"I, Madame?" + +"Yes. When you came herewith Monsieur Balzajette a few hours ago, you +must have observed that I examined you in a way that was scarcely +natural. Before the lamps were lighted, and when you turned your back to +the daylight, I tried in vain to remember where I had seen you. I was +certain that I found in you some points of resemblance to a physiognomy +I had known, but the name attached to this physiognomy escaped me. When +you returned, and I saw you more clearly by lamplight, my recollections +became more exact; when I raised the lamp-shade the light struck you full +in the face, and then your eyes, so characteristic, and at the same time +a violent contraction of your features, made me recall the name. This +physiognomy, these eyes, this face, belonged to the man whom from this +place" she pointed to the window--"I saw draw Monsieur Caffies curtains." + +Saniel did not flinch. + +"This is a resemblance that would be hard for me," he said, "if your +memory were faithful." + +"I tell myself that it may not be. And after the first feeling of +surprise which made me cry out, I was confirmed in this thought on +recalling the fact that you did not wear the long hair and blond beard +that the man wore who drew the curtains; but at that moment Monsieur +Balzajette spoke of the hair and beard that you had had cut. I was +prostrated. However, I had the strength to ask if you had had any +business with Monsieur Caffie. Do you remember your answer?" + +"Perfectly." + +"After your departure I experienced a cruel anguish. It was you whom I +had seen draw the curtains, and it could not be you. I tried to think +what I ought to do--to inform the judge or to ask you for an interview. +For a long time I wavered. At length I decided on the interview, and I +wrote to you." + +"I have come at your call, but I declare that I do not know what to reply +to this strange communication. You believe that you recognize in me the +man who drew the curtains." + +"I recognize you." + +"Then what do you wish me to say? It is not a consultation that you ask +of me?" + +She believed she understood the meaning of this reply and divined its +end. + +"The question does not concern me," she said, "neither my moral nor +mental state, but yourself. My eyes, my memory, my conscience, bring a +frightful accusation against you. I cannot believe my eyes or my memory. +I challenge my conscience, and I ask you to reduce this accusation to +nothing." + +"And how, Madame?" + +"Oh, not by protestations!" + +"How can you expect that a man in my position will lower himself to +discuss accusations that rest on an hallucination?" + +"Do you believe that I have hallucinations? If you do, call one of your +'confreres' to-morrow in consultation. If he believes as you do, I will +submit; if not, I shall be convinced that I saw clearly, and I shall act +accordingly." + +"If you saw clearly, Madame, and I am ready to concede this to you, it +proves that there is some one somewhere who is my double." + +"I said this to myself; and it is exactly this idea that made me write to +you. I wished to give you the opportunity of proving that you could not +be this man." + +"You will agree that it is difficult for me to admit a discussion on such +an accusation." + +"One may find one's self accused by a concourse of fatal circumstances, +and be not less innocent. Witness the unfortunate boy imprisoned for +five months for a crime of which he is not guilty. And I pass from your +innocence as from his, to ask you to prove that the charges against you +are false." + +"There are no charges against me." + +"There may be; that depends upon yourself. Your hair and beard may have +been cut at the time of the assassination; in that case it is quite +certain that the man I saw was not you, and that I am the victim of an +hallucination. Were they or were they not?" + +"They were not; it is only a few days since I had them cut on account of +a contagious disease." + +"It may be," she continued, without appearing to be impressed by this +explanation, "that the day of the assassination, at the hour when I saw +you, you were occupied somewhere in such a way that you can prove you +could not have been in the Rue Sainte-Anne, and that I was the victim of +an hallucination. And again, it may be that at the time your position +was not that of a man at the last extremity, forced to crime by misery or +ambition, and that consequently you had no interest in committing the +crime of a desperate man. What do I know? Twenty other means of defence +may be in your hands." + +"You cited the example of this poor boy who is imprisoned, although +innocent. Would it not be applicable to me if you did not recognize the +error of your eyes or your memory? Would he not be condemned without +your testimony? Should I not be if I do not find one that destroys your +accusation? And I see no one from whom I can ask this testimony. Have +you thought of the infamy with which such an accusation will cover me? +If I repel it, and I shall repel it, will it not have dishonored me, +ruined me forever?" + +"It is just because I thought of this that I sent for you, to the end +that by an explanation that you would give, it seemed to me, you would +prevent me from informing the judge of this suspicion. This explanation +you do not give me; I must now think only of him whose innocence is +proved for me, and take his side against him whose guilt is not less +proved. To-morrow I shall inform the judge." + +"You will not do that!" + +"My duty compels me to; and whatever might come, I have always done my +duty. For me, in this horrible affair, there is the cause of the +innocent and of the guilty, and I place myself on the side of the +innocent." + +"I can prove to you that it was an aberration of vision--" + +"You will prove it to the judge; the law will appreciate it." + +He rose brusquely. She put her hand on the bellcord. They looked at +each other for a moment, and what their lips did not express their eyes +said: + +"I do not fear you; my precautions are taken." + +"That bell will not save you." + +At last he spoke in a hoarse and quivering voice: + +"To you the responsibility of whatever happens Madame." + +"I accept it before God," she said, with a calm firmness. "Defend +yourself." + +He went to the armchair on which he had placed his coat and hat, and +bending down to take them, he noiselessly turned the draught of the +stove. + +At the same time Madame Dammauville pulled the bellcord; the maid opened +the door of the salon. + +"Show Doctor Saniel to the door." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV + +A SECOND VICTIM + +On returning to his room Saniel was very much cast down, and without +lighting a candle, he threw himself on the divan, where he remained +prostrated. + +The frightful part of the affair was the rapidity with which he condemned +this poor woman to death, and without hesitation executed her. To save +himself she must die; she should die. This time the idea did not turn +and deviate as in Caffie's case. Is it not true then, that it is the +first crime that costs, and in the path that he had entered, would he go +on to the end sowing corpses behind him? + +A shudder shook him from head to foot as he thought that this victim +might not be the last that his safety demanded. When she threatened to +warn the judge, he only saw a threat; if she spoke he was lost; he had +closed her mouth. But had not this mouth opened before he closed it? +Had she not already spoken? Before deciding on this interview she may +have told all to some one of her friends, who, between the time of his +departure with Balzajette and his return, might have visited her, or to +some one for whom she had sent for advice. In that case, those also were +condemned to death. + +A useless crime, or a series of crimes? + +The horror that rose within him was so strong that he thought of running +to the Rue Sainte-Anne; he would awake the sleeping household, open the +doors, break the windows, and save her. But between his departure and +this moment the carbonic acid and the oxide of carbon had had time to +produce asphyxiation, and certainly he would arrive after her death; or, +if he found her still living, some one would discover that the draught of +the stove had been turned, and seeing it, he would betray himself as +surely as by an avowal. + +After all, the maid might have discovered that the draught was turned, +and in that case she was saved and he was lost. Chance would decide +between them. + +There are moments when a shipwrecked man, tired of swimming, not knowing +to which side to direct his course, without light, without guide, at the +end of strength and hope, floats on his back and lets himself be tossed +by the waves, to rest and wait for light. This was his case; he could do +nothing but wait. + +He would not commit the insane folly of wishing to see and know, as in +Caffie's case; he would know the result soon enough, too soon. + +Rising, he lighted a candle, and paced up and down his apartment like a +caged animal. Then it occurred to him that those underneath would hear +his steps; doubtless they would remark this agitated march, would be +surprised, and would ask an explanation. In his position he must take +care not to give cause for any remark that could not be explained. He +took off his boots and continued his walk. + +But why had she spoken to him of double weatherstrips at the doors and +windows, of hangings on the walls, of thick curtains? It was she who +thus suggested to him the idea of the draught of the stove, which would +not have come to him spontaneously. + +The night passed in such agitating thoughts; at times the hours seemed to +stand still, and again they flew with astounding rapidity. One moment +the perspiration fell from his forehead on his hands; at another he felt +frozen. + +When his windows grew light with the dawn, he threw himself prostrated +and shuddering on the divan, and leaning on a cushion he detected the +odor of Phillis; burying his head in it he remained motionless and slept. + +A ring of the bell woke him, horrified, frightened; he did not know where +he was. It was broad daylight, carriages rumbled through the street. A +second ring sounded stronger, more violent. Shivering, he went to open +the door, and recognized the maid who the previous evening brought a note +from Madame Dammauville. He did not need to question her: fate was on +his side. His eyes became dim; without seeing her he heard the maid +explain why she had come. + +She had been to Monsieur Balzajette; he was in the country. Her mistress +was nearly cold in her bed; she neither spoke nor breathed, yet her face +was pink. + +"I will go with you." + +He did not need to learn more. That rosy color, which has been observed +in those asphyxiated by oxide of carbon, decided it. However, he +questioned the maid. + +Nothing had occurred; she had talked with the cook in the kitchen, who, +near midnight, went to her room in the fifth story, and then she went to +bed in a small room contiguous to that of her mistress. During the night +she heard nothing; in the morning she found her mistress in the state she +mentioned, and immediately went for Monsieur Balzajette. + +Continuing his questions, Saniel asked her what Madame Dammauville did +after the consultation with Monsieur Balzajette. + +"She dined as usual, but less than usual, eating almost nothing; then she +received a visit from one of her friends, who remained only a few +minutes, before starting on a voyage." + +This was what he dreaded: Madame Dammauville might have told this friend. +If this were so, his crime would be of no use to him; where would it +carry him? + +After a few moments, and in a tone that he tried to render indifferent, +he asked the name of this friend. + +"A friend of her youth, Madame Thezard, living at No. 9, in the Rue des +Capucines, the wife of a consul." + +Until he reached the house in the Rue Sainte-Anne he repeated this name +and address to himself, which he could not write down, and which he must +not forget, for it was from there now that the danger would come if +Madame Dammauville had spoken. + +For a long time he had been habituated to the sight of death, but when he +found himself in the presence of this woman stretched on her bed as if +she slept, a shiver seized him. + +"Give me a mirror and a candle," he said to the maid and the cook who +stood at the door, not daring to enter. + +While they went in search of these things he walked over to the stove; +the draught remained as he had turned it on the previous evening; he +opened it and returned to the bed. + +His examination was not long; she had succumbed to asphyxiation caused by +the gas from the charcoal. Did it proceed from the construction of the +stove, or from a defect in the chimney? The inquest would decide this; +as for him, he could only prove the death. + +On leaving him the evening before, Phillis, uneasy, told him that she +would come early in the morning to know what Madame Dammauville wished. +When he told her she was dead she was prostrated with despair; in that +case Florentin was lost. He tried to reassure her, but without success. + +Nougarede, also, was in despair, and regretted that he had not proceeded +otherwise. And he tried to reassure Phillis; the prosecution rested on +the button and the struggle that had torn it off. Saniel would destroy +this hypothesis; he counted on him. + +Saniel became, then, as he had been before the intervention of Madame +Dammauville, the only hope of Phillis and her mother, and to encourage +them he exaggerated the influence that his testimony would have. + +"When I shall have demonstrated that there was no struggle, the +hypothesis of the torn button will crumble by itself." + +"And if it is sustained, how and with what shall we overthrow it?" + +If he had appeared as usual, she would have shared the confidence with +which he tried to inspire her; but since the death of Madame Dammauville +he was so changed, that she could not help being uneasy. Evidently it +was Madame Dammauville's death that made him so gloomy and irritable that +he would submit to no opposition. He saw the dangers of the situation +that this death created for Florentin, and with his usual generosity he +reproached himself for not having consented to take care of her sooner; +he would have saved her, certainly, as he had begun by demanding the +removal of the stove, and Florentin would have been saved also. + +The day of the trial arrived without a word from Madame Thezard, which +proved that Madame Dammauville had said nothing to her friend. It was +six months since the assassination occurred, and the affair had lost all +interest for the Parisian public; in the provinces it was still spoken +of, but at Paris it was a thing of the past. There is no romance about a +clerk who cuts the throat of his employer to rob him; there is no woman +in the case, no mystery. + +Saniel preferred that Phillis should remain at home with her mother, but +in spite of his wishes and prayers she insisted on going to court. She +must be there so that Florentin would see her and take courage; he would +defend himself better if she were there. + +He defended himself badly, or at least indifferently, like a man who +gives up because he knows beforehand that whatever he may say will be +useless. + +Until Saniel's deposition the witnesses who testified were insignificant +enough, and revealed nothing that was not already known; only Valerius, +with his pretensions to a professional secret, which he developed slowly, +amused the audience. This deposition Saniel made brief and exact, +contenting himself with repeating his report. But then Nougarede rose, +and begged the president to ask the witness to explain the struggle which +should have taken place between the victim and his assassin; and the +president, who had commenced by arguing, before the insistence of the +defence, decided to ask this question. Then Saniel slowly explained how +the position of the body in the armchair and his condition were +scientific proof that there was no struggle. + +"This is an opinion," said the president dryly; "the jury will appreciate +it." + +"Perfectly," replied Nougarede, "and I intend to make the jury feel the +weight that it carries on the authority of him who formulated it." + +This phrase for effect was destined to invalidate in advance the +contradictions that the prosecution would, he believed, raise against the +testimony; but nothing of the kind occurred, and Saniel could go and take +his place beside Phillis without being called to the bar to sustain his +opinion against a physician whose scientific authority would be opposed +to his. + +In default of Madame Dammauville, Nougarede had summoned the concierge of +Rue Sainte-Anne, as well as the maid and the cook, who had heard their +mistress say that the man who drew Caffies curtains did not resemble +Florentin's portrait; but this was only gossip repeated by persons of no +importance, who could not produce the effect of the 'coup de theatre' on +which he had based his defence. + +When the advocate-general pronounced his address, it was evident why +Saniel's opinion on the absence of a struggle was not contradicted. +Although the prosecution believed in this struggle, it wished to abandon +it a moment, having no need of this hypothesis to prove that the button +had not been torn off on falling from a ladder; it had been done in the +act of assassination, in the effort made to cut the throat of the victim +who had violently extended the right arm, and, by the shock to the +suspenders, the button was torn off. The effect of Saniel's deposition +was destroyed, and that one produced by the testimony of Madame +Dammauville's maids, far less strong, was also destroyed when the +advocate-general proved that this gossip turned against the accused. +She had seen, it was said, a man with long hair and curled beard, draw +the curtains; very well! Does this description apply to the accused? +To tell the truth, it was said that she did not recognize him in a +portrait published by an illustrated paper. Well, it was because this +portrait did not resemble him. Besides, was it possible to admit that a +woman of Madame Dammauville's character would not have informed the judge +if she believed her testimony important and decisive? The proof that she +considered it insignificant was the fact that she had kept silent. + +Nougarede's eloquent appeal did not destroy these two arguments, any more +than it effaced the impression produced by the money-lender relative to +the theft of forty-five francs. The jury brought in a verdict of +"Guilty," but without premeditation, and admitting extenuating +circumstances. + +On hearing the decree that condemned Florentin to twenty years of forced +labor, Phillis, half suffocated, clung to Saniel's arm; but he could not +give her the attention he wished, for Brigard, who came to the trial to +assist at the triumph of his disciple, accosted him. + +"Receive my felicitations for your deposition, my dear friend; it is an +act of courage that does you honor. 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