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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: In the Tideway + +Author: Flora Annie Steel + +Release Date: May 29, 2012 [EBook #39847] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK IN THE TIDEWAY *** + + + + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by +Google Books (New York Public Library) + + + + + + + + + + + +Transcriber's Notes: + + 1. Page scan source: + http://books.google.com/books?id=sYwnAAAAMAAJ + (New York Public Library) + + + + + + + IN THE TIDEWAY + + + + + + + IN THE TIDEWAY + + + + + BY + + FLORA ANNIE STEEL + + Author of "On the Face of the Waters," "Miss Stuart's + Legacy," "Red Rowans," etc., etc. + + + + + + New York + THE MACMILLAN COMPANY + 1897 + _All rights reserved_ + + + + + + + Copyright, 1897, + By THE MACMILLAN COMPANY. + + + + + Norwood Press + J. S. Cushing & Co.--Berwick & Smith + Norwood Mass. U.S.A. + + + + + + IN THE TIDEWAY + + + + + PROLOGUE + + +A Statue of charity with helpless childhood gathered to the ample +bosom, and helpless age sheltered by the ample veil behind it, a +crimson curtain concealing an angle in the stairway. In front a crowd +streaming slackly, yet steadily, up the steps; a crowd which broke +into little eddies of greeting, little backwaters of gossip, whilst +the waves from the rear, taking advantage of the pause, rippled higher +and higher. A crowd complaining indifferently of the crush, the heat, +the impossibility of being in two places at once--not with reference +to the hay-sweet meadows and copses where the nightingales were +singing to the moon that summer's night, but in regard to some other +hot staircase, where society was due some time ere the sun rose. + +To the man who, in a comfortable niche behind the statue, sate removed +from the pressure of the current, the scene was framed by Charity's +mantle. Perhaps it needed the setting; a crowd generally does whether +it be in the old Kent Road or Grosvenor Square. + +"The Big Bear! I beg your pardon, Mr. Lockhart. Why aren't you in +Rome, and is there room for me on that peaceful seat?" + +"There is always room for Golden Locks beside the Big Bear--and now, +Lady Maud, why should I be in Rome at this season of the year?" + +"Because, being an artist, you should not mind malaria. Besides, what +is malaria to this insufferable heat and crush? Doesn't it strike you +that our hostess thinks getting into society, and getting society into +her rooms, are synonymous terms? Did you ever see such a--" + +"Charity, Lady Maud, Charity!" interrupted her companion, pointing to +the protecting arm stretched between them and the crowd. "Let it cover +the multitude--" + +"Of sins? Thank you. I suppose I am wicked. But you--why are you here +in the swim? When you profess to despise us--to renounce the world, +the flesh, and the devil--" + +"Because I came to see one who should have nothing to do with that +Trinity of Evil either. I came to see you, Lady Maud. I couldn't pass +through Babylon without giving you my congratulations. So you are +going to be married--" + +He paused, looking her in the face curiously. + +"Well! Why don't you say 'at last'? It is what every lady thinks, I'm +sure. People have been coming perilously near calling me 'poor Lady +Maud' these last two seasons, and now--yes! I am to marry Mr. +Wilson--you know him, I think." + +"Yes, I do know that fortunate man, and, pardon me, Lady Maud, but you +and I have been confidential, haven't we? ever since in a _tourbillon_ +of white frills and blue sashes you chose to prefer my walnuts to +other folks' sweeties at dessert. Now about Eustace. What is to become +of him?" + +The pretty face winced just a little. + +"Haven't you heard? Eustace is to be married also; indeed, we think of +choosing the same day." + +"Out of bravado?" + +"Nothing of the kind. Eustace and I have put away--childish things. We +have decided to be sensible, and he is marrying Louisa Capper, the +American heiress. I like Louisa." + +"I trust that feeling is shared by Eustace." + +"How hopelessly old-fashioned you are, Big Bear! I don't believe you +will ever learn to shave yourself in tufts, and become a civilized +poodle. Of course he likes her. She is really a very nice girl, and +then she only has a father. Don't you think the American '_par-par_' +is less objectionable as a rule than the '_mar-mar_'? To be +serious,--which I should not trouble to be with ninety-nine people out +of a hundred,--Eustace and I have seen the error of our ways, and we +intend--in fact, I personally expect to be very happy. As I said, +Louisa is very--" + +"Where do you spend the honeymoon?" he interrupted, not being in the +least interested in Louisa's part in the business. + +"Again hopelessly old-fashioned! There is but one place, nowadays, in +which to spend a honeymoon,--Paris. It is so full of distractions. +Then Mr. Wilson has taken a grouse moor near the North Pole; Eustace +is to come there in his new yacht, and we are to have a real good +time; as Louisa--" + +"Near the North Pole? Didn't know grouse grew there." + +"Well, it is not very far from it. I forget the name,--but see! there +is Eustace behind old Lady Brecknock's feathers. He will remember." + +A very handsome dark man in the stream saw her signal and drifted +sideways to shelter. + +"Charity cometh," he began. + +"Please not. Mr. Lockhart has patented it already; besides, I want you +to tell me the name of that place in the Hebrides. Roederay! Yes, of +course! I remember now that it put me in mind of dry champagne. By the +way, you used to paint that coast once, Mr. Lockhart; do you by chance +know Roederay?" + +What is called a flicker of expression crossed her hearer's face. It +is a poor description for the absolute blank which a chance word +brings to some imaginative people by summoning them from the present +into the past. + +"I know it well," he replied. "And if you will excuse me, Lady Maud, I +don't think it has much in common with dry champagne." + +Her clear, rather scornful eyes were on him critically. + +"Association belongs to Hope as well as Memory, Mr. Lockhart. You may +have had a _mauvais quart d'heure_ at Roederay. We intend to have a +good time; don't we, Eustace?" + +"Rather!" + +"I doubt it," retorted the elder man; "civilized people, like you, +Eustace, for instance, shouldn't go to those places. To begin with, +there is always a difficulty about dinner." + +Lady Maud laughed. "Not in these days of ice and telegraphs. Besides, +some of us like high teas--don't we, Eustace?" + +His face did not change, though the appeal took him back many years in +his turn; but then, the speaker was in that past as she was in the +present. To say sooth, she occupied them both fully. + +"Yes, we can endure them. Do you remember those holidays at Lynmouth, +Maud, and the feeds we had on the cliffs? I wonder if any boy ate more +strawberries and cream at a sitting than I could do in those days?" + +"Have you changed much since then?" she asked, smiling up at him +mischievously. "I don't see it, do you, Mr. Lockhart?" + +"Not a bit," replied the elder, laying his hand affectionately on the +other's shoulder. "Eustace is just what he was as a boy--not to be +stinted in his enjoyment of good things. To return, however, to +Roederay. You won't like its simplicity, its habit of taking one right +down to first principles." + +"It couldn't! we are too complex--aren't we, Eustace?" + +"And then it is grim. There is an island full of dead people, who +appear--" + +"Ah! I know all about the stone coffins and the bones; Professor +Endorwick told me, and he is coming north on purpose to explore all +the antiquities. There he is in the crush with Cynthia Strong. I +wonder when that will come off? Call them here, Eustace, and wisdom +shall confound this Evil Prophet. Why, the professor, Mr. Lockhart, +thinks _Eilean-a-varai_ alone is sufficient inducement for a visit to +Roederay." + +"_Eilean-a-varai_--Isle of the Dead, you call it? We used to prefer +another name: _Eilean-a-fa-ash_--Island of Rest. It lies right out in +the sunset, like Avilion." + +Lady Maud gave a little shiver. + +"Oh no! that is ever so much more grim than the other. I hate things +which--which appeal to the imagination." + +"I am quite aware of it," he replied quietly; "hence my prophecy that +Roederay will not suit you." + +She sate playing with her fan idly. "Island of Rest indeed! There +never was such a place--there never will be. Ah, professor, come like +a good soul and do battle for civilization and culture. Are we not far +better than the primitives of the North Pole? Are we not stronger, +wiser, more original--" + +The learned professor, being a little deaf, did not quite catch her +words. He was, in addition, much given to the jocular style when +addressing the weaker sex, which he held to have been created for the +sole purpose of exercising the social qualities of man. So, an +appropriate remark having occurred to him, he came forward primed with +it. + +"Charity, Lady Maud, is, as a rule said to cover a multitude of sins; +in this case it conceals the virtues." + +And he was greatly pleased with himself when everybody laughed. + +"On the whole, I retract 'original,'" continued Lady Maud gravely; "so +you needn't defend that proposition, professor. How can we be +original? There is nothing new under the sun; even one's jokes have +been appropriated by past generations. Everything has been used up." + +"Not everything," said Will Lockhart. "To return to Roederay, for +instance. You will be next-door neighbours to the Gulf Stream. It is +not used up; far from it. _That_, Lady Maud, will be another of the +horrid things which appeal to the imagination. Night and day--day and +night--" + +She shrugged her pretty bare shoulders. + +"There is the Gulf Stream I like," she replied, pointing to the crowd +still surging onwards. "Why should you abuse it? We go on day and +night, night and day. Upwards and onwards--to heaven, for all you +know. I defy you and your old-world ideas and romances. We are going +down to Roederay to paddle about where we choose, catalogue your dead +people and their beliefs as we choose, and we are going to eat our +dinner and kill everything we see. There is one of the slayers in the +stream, Arthur Weeks, the best shot in England, so people say. Ah! +Captain Weeks, Mr. Wilson tells me you are coming to Roederay. I am +glad." + +"Charity, Lady Maud," began the gallant warrior. + +"That is not your bird, Captain Weeks! Mr. Lockhart, my cousin +Eustace, and the professor have all blazed away at that poor joke +already. Of course, your gun would bring it down, but please be +merciful. Let it go for another day." + +"That reminds me, Gordon," said the captain confidentially to Lady +Maud's cousin, when the laugh had ceased, "I was speaking to old +Snapshot about Roederay, and he assures me that the birds lie like +stones in that part. Something, he said, to do with the Gulf +Stream--but I don't know much of these scientific things, Lady Maud. +Only I assure you he declares you can kick 'em up and shoot 'em like +chickens on the last day of the season." + +There was a solemn pause. The advantages of Roederay seemed exhausted +on all sides. + +"If some one will give me his arm," said Lady Maud, rising, "I will go +upstairs--to Paradise, perhaps, Mr. Lockhart. I really must say how do +you do to our hostess before going on to the next." + + + + + I + + +"Any luck, Rick?" called a lady sitting on the doorstep of Eval House +to a young man coming up the ferry-path. His rod was balanced level in +his hand, his head bent forward against half a gale of wind, which, +after sweeping the grass slopes into silvery waves, raced with white +horses over the greener sea beyond. Yet on the doorstep, with the +stone house betwixt you and the nor'west, the day was warm and still +as any autumn day can be when a bright sun shines clear out of a +brilliant blue sky. + +She was a very small lady, looking all the smaller because the energy +expressed in every line of face and figure suggested its adequacy for +the direction of a far larger mass of matter. Looking still smaller at +that particular moment by reason of her being overwhelmed by a fleecy +lamb she was endeavouring to feed with a teapot. For the rest, a lady +long past youth, yet with sufficient traces of it left to show that it +had been pre-eminently attractive. + +"Luck, Aunt Will? Why, yes, the best of luck. I've seen the most +beautiful woman in the world." + +Miss Willina smiled. + +"Who will that be now? And is it twenty or twenty-one you are next +month? Twenty-one, is it--yes: time passes. Then as you are so near +man's estate it won't be Maclead's niece from Glasgow; she is too red +in the face. Nor Katie Macqueen; you've seen her too often. Nor me, +either, Rick, though I used to be called that sometimes." + +The transparent vanity in her tone made her nephew smile in his turn. + +"It's no home-grown beauty, Aunt Will. It's a London belle,--Lady Maud +Wilson. You should just--" + +The sudden upset of a lamb, whose four pointed toes strove for +foothold against his legs, checked further speech. His aunt, however, +waving the teapot in her excitement, filled up the pause, aided by a +sick gosling which had fluttered down from her lap as she rose. + +"The Wilsons! Why didn't you tell me at once? Have they come at last? +And why didn't they come before? And where are their servants? Why +didn't they send word to the factor? And goody gracious me, Rick! what +are they going to do?" + +"If you'll put that teapot at a safer distance and prevent Baalam from +making me curse utterly, I'll try and explain." + +A minute of frantic shoving, joined by a chorus of hounds from within, +and Miss Will Macdonald returned breathless to her seat on the steps, +while the sick gosling fluttered to her lap once more. + +"This is what I could gather. They have been deer-stalking with +friends, because the grouse here were reported late. So they are, Aunt +Will, I saw a covey yesterday--" + +"Skip, please." + +"Ahem! Well, their servants came by last _Clansman_; or rather they +didn't, because--" + +"Skip again. I know--too rough for her to put in--won't come till +return trip. Go on, dear." + +"How you do bustle a fellow! They expected cooks and scullions. All +the show, in fact, including a but--" + +"Oh! do skip!" + +"My dear aunt! you should have been a telegraph clerk. Well. Wrote for +a machine to Carbost. Came along. Place shut up. Rick Halmar fishing +sea pool. Saw signals of distress. Piloted 'em to harbour. Found +Kirsty stacking peats. Lit the fire. Put on the kettle. Came home to +tell his aunt. That is all, except that the factor is away to the Alan +market and Kirsty has no English to speak of." + +"They have servants with them of course?" + +"A French maid. She is more solid than she looks. You see I had to +help her out of the machine. She hadn't recovered the boat. They have +been visiting about, and Mr. Wilson's man got left behind at +Inverness, looking for lost luggage. Wired to say he would come on by +the afternoon boat. Ha! ha! good joke, isn't it? Afternoon boat to +Roederay. Now then, jump aboard! a penny all the way." + +Miss Willina's sympathetic soul saw no cause for mirth in the +vision conjured up by her housewifely imagination. She put on the +deer-stalker cap lying on the step beside her. It was a signal for +action, since, within the home precincts, she dispensed with any head +covering save the thick masses of dark hair, which were still her +greatest pride. + +"I'll go over. Kirsty is an idiot, at best. She was six whole months +learning the 'Happy Land' at Sunday-school. + +"Besides it's not far--then your uncle's official position." + +"Skip, please!" interrupted Rick, laughing. "You don't want excuses +for being a trump. Come along." + +His aunt's blue eyes flashed and sparkled. "Oh! my dear! was she so +pretty as all that? You won't be wanted! her husband is there, of +course." + +"Aye! and her cousin, I think. At least, she called him Eustace." + +"Two of them! Then preserve us from a third man. Go you and fish like +a Christian." + +"Leaving you to roam the moors alone, when I may be appointed to a +ship tomorrow and not see you again for--don't laugh in that rude way, +Aunt Will! Look here! Let's compromise. I'll go so far and fish +Loch-na-buie till you return." + +They passed the slight hollow where Eval House sought a faint shelter, +and the farm-yard whence, after depositing the sick gosling, Miss +Willina had to escape at a run from a motley following of birds and +beasts. So to the level stretches of moor and the full force of the +blustering wind. A strange landscape to southern eyes. Earth, air, and +water blent in a triple alliance so close as to destroy individuality. +The sea lay landwards, the land seawards, and over both the nor'wester +swept unrestrained, cresting green waves of heather as water with an +edging of white foam or purple blossom. Were those hills, eastward +across the Minch, or clouds? Was that level streak of light westwards +the Atlantic or a glint of sky? Was the water showing at your feet +between miniature cliffs of sphagnum moss salt or fresh? And did the +land really sway before the wind? or was it only your footstep making +the spongy soil rise and fall? This, however, was in the low ground +eastward. Westward the rocks began to pile themselves gregariously in +cairns, and the moorland rose gradually, so gradually that when its +edge was reached you were surprised to find yourself so far above the +shining plain of sea. + +Here on a promontory commanding a magnificent view, and also a perfect +exposure to all the winds of heaven, stood the modern shooting-box of +Roederay Lodge. + +Substantial enough for the nineteenth century, yet reminding one +irresistibly of those Swiss châlets in boxes which are to be bought +for a sixpence in the Lowther Arcade. The fault, no doubt, of its +surroundings; above all, of a sound which seemed to monopolize the +whole landscape,--the sound of the Atlantic rolling in upon two miles +of shelving sand a little to the southward. A sound that went on night +and day, day and night, without a pause. Rhythmically true to a +second, not to be shut out by any device of man. The strongest must +put up with it or go away. On this particular September day, with the +keen bright nor'wester sending a cross sea round the point, its voice +had a querulous ring in it very different from the roar which echoed +for fifteen miles across the island when the Atlantic was in a +southwesterly mood. + +Rick Halmar, however, being a sailor accustomed to the sea in all +tempers, took little heed of its tone. He sat to leeward of a cairn +which tradition said marked the grave of a Viking, and whittled away +at a piece of wood he had found close by, the pretence of fishing +having been set aside when Miss Willina's decided little figure +disappeared from sight. He whittled with more than the sailor's +ordinary dexterity; for his father had been a Norwegian sprung from a +long line of ancestors who had whiled away the winter days when their +ships were in dock with wood-carving. Not much else save that trick of +the knife, a straight Norse nose, and a passion for the sea had Eric +Halmar inherited from the father he had never seen. For within a year +of that hasty marriage between the shipwrecked sailor and Miss +Willina's younger sister, pretty little Mrs. Halmar was in Eval House +once more, weeping and waiting. Weeping for her handsome husband; +waiting for her child to be born. She wept even after the waiting was +over, till consolation came in the shape of another husband; for she +was not a person of great steadfastness, and even her land prejudice +against the sea as a profession had given way before Miss Willina's +stern common sense. + +"The laddie thinks of nothing else," said his aunt; "indeed, why +should he, seeing he comes of pure Viking blood on the one side, and +something of it on the other, if old tales be true? Send him to the +navy; then if he is drowned, it will be decently in the Queen's +uniform." + +So into the navy he went, and, having passed through Greenwich, was +now awaiting orders at Eval; where he found a most congenial playmate +in his aunt. + +His still beardless face dimpled with smiles as he worked. To begin +with, the wood, which had evidently been used as a cow peg, was +mahogany. In other words, it must have been stolen from the drift pile +on which his uncle, by virtue of his official position, was supposed +to keep an eye, since the logs which the Gulf Stream leaves in its +course are Government property. This amused Rick, seeing that the mere +suggestion of such nefarious possibilities was a sure bait to his +uncle's anger. Then the subject he had elected to carve seemed to him +amusing. It was a replica of a Numbo Jumbo he had seen amongst the +Caribbees, and which had tickled his fancy by its lavish ugliness. So +his knife being a perfect tool-chest of implements, he gouged and +punched, chiselled and filed, until, as he stuck the pointed end of +the peg into the ground again, a very creditable copy of a malignant +god stood before him. + +"It's the best I've done yet," he said to himself; "that dodge of the +bread-pellet eyes with the shot in the middle of them gives the old +devil quite a live look." + +He was not yet twenty-one, and boy enough to be proud of the ingenuity +which had converted some sandwich crumbs and the lead off a cast into +a pair of evil eyes. Man enough, however, to whistle "Who is Sylvia?" +as he leant back against the cairn, smiling at Numbo Jumbo and +thinking of Lady Maud. + +"Rick! you bad boy!" cried his aunt's eager voice just as he was +beginning to forget everything in drowsiness. "You promised you +wouldn't when I threw the last into the Minch, and this is worse, ever +so much worse!" + +"Better, you mean. It's the best I've done. Look at its eyes!" Miss +Willina pretended to shudder as her hand, instinct with righteous +vengeance, went out towards the idol. + +"You might leave it there till we go," pleaded Rick. "It really is the +best I've done by a long way. Then you could take it home Aunt Will, +and have a real _auto-da-fe_. It's more orthodox than drowning; +besides, it will help the peats to a blaze when we go in." + +She burst out suddenly into an amused laugh. "Peats!" she echoed. "Ah, +Rick! if you had only seen them at Roederay. The room full of smoke, +that lovely girl--she is beautiful, my dear--full of apologies. They +took so long to kindle, she said. 'Excuse me,' said I, 'but you +mustn't miscall a peat fire. It is the most hospitable one in the +world.' They were all lying crisscross like a crow's nest, and you +should have seen her relief when I had them standing shoulder to +shoulder and they flared up like a Highland regiment at the skirl of +the pipes. A little thing that, Rick, but so it was in all. I laughed +till I cried. That house full of telephones, electric bells, hot-water +pipes--all the modern whims--the factor says people won't take a +shooting unless there is a fixed bath nowadays. Well! downstairs +Kirsty and Janet the herd; four willing hands and no knowledge. I tell +you, Kirst is just terrified of the dampers. 'Will it be blowing down +the house, Miss Willina?' she says." + +"Skip, please." + +The remark met with a scornful neglect. + +"Then upstairs those three with the knowledge but never a hand. +Brains--at least two of them had, for the husband seemed fickless and +no action. There they couldn't understand each other, and Mr. Wilson +went about with his hand in his pocket, asking if a five-pound note +would do any good. + +"My dear sir," said I, "neither five, nor ten, nor fifteen will help +us if the _Clansman_ can't put in to-morrow. So let us pray for fine +weather. Then I promised to lend them our cook, and we became great +friends. Only, I don't know why, I felt all along as if something was +going to happen; a sort of conviction things were going wrong; a kind +of doubt whether we were in our right places; a description of--" + +Miss Macdonald's presentiments were apt to embrace all things visible +and invisible, so Rick made haste with a remark. + +"And what did you think of the other man,--Eustace?" + +The shot was lucky. She paused and sat looking out over moor and sea +with a mysterious expression of self-complacent sagacity. + +"Well, auntie? you think--" + +"Nothing, my dear. Gracious goody! past four o'clock! the chickens not +fed, the cows out in the wind, the ducklings still at the stream, the +whole blessed Noah's Ark." + +She had risen with the first word, and started off like a lapwing, so +that, ere she finished, distance deadened her voice. + +"Wait! please wait," shouted Rick; "the animals went in two by two, +remember!" + +It was of no avail; so he caught up his rod and ran after her, leaving +the idol to fulfil Miss Willina's rôle of sphinx. + +It had been dark some hours before she dropped her knitting with a +purposely dramatic start. + +"Oh, Rick! didn't I say I had a presentiment? Now I've gone and left +that wicked idol on the _harp_--on the Alt na heac _harp_ of all +places in the world, and you a descendant of the Vikings!" + +Rick, at work on an infant Samuel for his aunt's room, looked up +cheerfully. + +"Well, what has that to do with it?" + +"What? why, everything. Don't you know the legend? Everything left on +that _harp_ disappears. The dead take it as a tribute, and if they +don't like it, they send it back to work evil to the living for a +month and a day." + +"Willina!" + +Mr. John Macdonald was a silent man, but when he did speak, his +meaning was clear. "Where the devil you get all that rubbish passes +me. I've lived longer in this island than you, I've seen more of the +people than you, yet I never heard such trash." + +He dived back into his book as suddenly as he had emerged from it, and +there was a dead silence. + +"Never mind, auntie," whispered Rick sympathetically; for these +outbreaks were almost the only things which upset Miss Willina's +majesty. "I'll go first thing and bring Numbo Jumbo back to be burnt." + +"Pray do not trouble," she replied with an audible sniff. "If I am +foolish, I am foolish. If it is rubbish, I suppose it is rubbish. Only +if anything happens, perhaps you will be considerate enough to admit +that I foretold it." + +Her hurt dignity, however, vanished before Rick Halmar's face, when he +came in to breakfast next morning minus the idol. + +"Gone! Oh, Rick! you don't mean it isn't there?" she cried, in not +displeased excitement. "John! _do_ you hear? It's gone, and you said +it was rubbish. What do you say now?" Mr. Macdonald affected not to +hear. + +"Yes, it's gone," said Rick. "Numbo Jumbo's on the loose. I expect, +really, that some of the crofter's children have taken it for a doll." + +"It is all very well for your uncle to scoff, Eric, but the young +should have more reverence for the wisdom of their elders," retorted +his aunt severely. + +"But Aunt Will!--you don't really believe--" + +"I am not responsible for my beliefs to _you_, Eric, whatever you may +be to _me_, and perhaps if you have no respect for me as your aunt, +you will please to recollect that I am also your godmother. It all +comes of disobedience. 'Thou shalt not make to thyself--'" + +Rick leant back in his chair and roared. + +"And if you can't even remember that," she went on, bristling with +dignity, "you might recollect the punishment meted out to the children +who mocked at the bald heads." + +She paused, her hand went up suddenly to her coils of hair, she tried +hard to keep her countenance, failed, and Mr. Macdonald's deep-toned +laughter made a bass to her treble and Rick's tenor. That, nine times +out of ten, was the end of Miss Willina's wrath. + + + + + II + + +"I found it," said Professor Endorwick, laying Numbo Jumbo on the +drawing-room table at Roederay, "as I was coming over the moor this +morning, in order, Lady Maud, to finish a delightful walking tour by a +still more delightful visit. Oddly enough, I found something similar +on the Grâda Sands yesterday, but this, I fear, is genuine, and +therefore quite uninteresting. I have it in my knapsack if you will +allow me. There! from the fracture you will observe that it has formed +part of a handle, probably the paddle of a war canoe, as this +grotesque, which represents the savage conception of Äte or Fate, is +generally used for that purpose. It has drifted here, doubtless in the +Gulf Stream, is therefore, as I said before, uninteresting, since most +museums possess something of the sort. This, however, is very +different. It is, you will again observe, of very recent construction. +This, joined to the fact that I found it on a _harp_ or Viking's tomb +famous in local tradition, points, to my mind, conclusively towards +the survival amongst this primitive people of some, if not the +original, cult of Fate. I need scarcely say that nothing is more +difficult to track home than the faint footstep of a discredited +belief, simply because rash inquiry results in prompt denial. I must +therefore be careful, and I will ask you also, for the present at +least, to preserve a kindly silence on my discovery." + +He looked round his company as if it were a full meeting of the +British Association after lunch. As a matter of fact, it consisted of +Lady Maud, her husband, and Eustace Gordon. + +They had barely finished breakfast when the professor, ignorant of +their discomfort, walked in on them according to previous arrangement. +Mr. Wilson, a slight, pleasant-looking man with a short beard covering +his chin,--or want of chin,--had been moving restlessly from window to +fireplace and back again during this speech, now drumming with his +fingers on the sill, now transferring his attention to a fisherman's +barometer on the mantelpiece, again slipping his hands to his pockets +as if to force himself to quiet. Lady Maud, meanwhile, stood by the +table looking at Numbo Jumbo and the despised original. + +"So you think the one with the eyes most interesting? and I don't." +She raised the flotsam jetsam in her slender hands, scanning it more +closely. "I wonder if you would give me this, professor," she said +suddenly. "I've taken a great fancy to it." + +"My dear lady! I am only relieved to find you have not chosen the +other," he replied with a gallant bow. "In either case, however, your +desire is my law." + +"I believe that beast of a thing is going down again," muttered Mr. +Wilson from the mantelpiece. "The _Clansman_ will never be able to +come in to-morrow. It's too bad of Hooper, upon my soul it is." + +"My dear fellow," remonstrated Eustace, "anything will go down if it +is continually thumped. It's a lovely day, a bit blowy, but it always +blows on this coast. The warmth of the Gulf Stream." + +"Ah, confound the Gulf Stream!" + +Lady Maud turned to her husband in surprise. + +"What is the matter to-day, Edward? I didn't know a valet was such a +hero to his master. Why, Josephine hasn't done a hand's turn since she +caught sight of the steamer at Oban, but I don't complain." + +He muttered something about Hooper having been with him for years and +stood looking gloomily out of the window with his back turned to +everybody. + +Eustace Gordon gave a half-contemptuous shrug of his shoulders and a +look at his cousin. + +"Come out and see the ghillies, Wilson," he said. "By the way, I sent +to the inn for whiskey this morning; you see, professor, nothing can +be done without it in these parts, so I hope you are not a total +abstainer." + +The professor coughed gently. "I believe I am on principle. But having +observed the fact you mention, I invariably carry a flask with me on +my walking tours, merely, of course, as a means of acquiring +information." + +Mr. Wilson burst into sudden boisterous laughter. "A good joke that. +Come along! We all have a thirst for knowledge on us this morning." + +Lady Maud, left alone with the two carven images, took up the sea-waif +and carried it off to her own sanctum, where she stuck it in the place +of honour on the mantelshelf. Then, walking to the window, she looked +out on pale green jostling waves and purple-green swaying heather. + +"I wonder when Louisa will turn up," she thought irrelevantly. "After +all, she would have done better to come on with us and get it over, +instead of waiting in the yacht for calmer weather. Suppose it were +never to calm down?" + +She threw open the window with a reckless laugh. The fresh wind raced +in, bellying the curtains like sails, catching her slender figure with +such force that she was fain to cling to the sash as to a mast. So +standing, with that background of surging sea, and one hand keeping +her hair from her eyes, she looked as if she were adrift and searching +the horizon for some familiar landmark. + +"Here's luck, and wissing you may all go back as you came, without any +mistakes whatever." + +It was the spokesman ghillie from below, toasting the new tenant. She +looked down to meet Eustace Gordon's amused eyes raised to hers; she +smiled back at him, and, closing the window, returned to the +fireplace. There, under the eye of fate personified in the war paddle, +the phrase "go back as you came" struck her as a curious wish, perhaps +even a somewhat infelicitous one, considering the discomfort of their +arrival. Whereat she laughed, as she did at most things. Not all, for +Lady Maud, despite many attempts, had never been able to get the whip +hand of her conscience. She had to _ménager_ it by driving round +anything at which she thought it likely to shy. Her marriage to Mr. +Wilson had been approached in this circuitous way until its manifest +advantages completely obscured the central fact that she really loved +her cousin Eustace. As yet repentance had not come to her; indeed, it +came hardly to one so full of common sense and worldly wisdom as she +was, but it came sometimes. Once as a child it had come suddenly in +the sunlit solitary room into which she had been set apart for +reflection, and she had knelt down to say naïvely, "Oh, God, I'm sorry +now; but please don't make me sorry again, for I don't like it." + +That, briefly, was still her attitude towards the ideal. She did not +love her husband, but she thought him sufficiently gentlemanlike and +pleasing to save herself regret. She did, or rather she had, loved +Eustace, but the idea of either of them permitting that past folly to +interfere with the present they had deliberately chosen was absurd. To +begin with, they would see little of each other, and when they did +they would carefully avoid the renewal of any confidential relations; +that was the great safety in these cases; for Lady Maud viewed the +matter dispassionately, as a case. + +She came down to dinner that evening in a pale plush teagown, with +long sleeves falling back from her bare arms, and smiled at +everything. At the fact that she got on perfectly without Josephine's +help; at the furtive way in which Kirsty set down the dinner, as if it +were a bomb, and she in a hurry to escape the explosion; at her +husband's continued anxiety about the weather; at the professor's +profuse apologies for having intruded on them so inopportunely. + +"Not at all," she said gaily; "you will make a fourth at whist; Edward +loves a rubber." + +"I can't play to-night," replied her husband. "I've a headache." + +"You do look a little flushed; perhaps it is the wind." + +"The wind!" he echoed petulantly; "of course it's the wind. Did you +ever hear anything like it, Endorwick? I swear I never slept a wink +last night, what with it and that confounded sea. It is enough to +drive a fellow distracted." + +"You are as bad as Josephine," laughed his wife. "She has been in +hysterics all day until Miss Macdonald's cook gave her a whole tumbler +of hot whiskey and water. Since then she has been asleep." + +"We have all been trying that remedy," put in Eustace. "What with the +men coming in, and the boats being engaged, we shall want more whiskey +to-morrow, Wilson." + +"No, we shan't," retorted his host quickly; "I mean it's beastly +stuff, you know. I never take anything but claret myself." + +"Awfully difficult to get decent claret nowadays," remarked Eustace +with the ease, to him so delightfully new, of the rich man who +quarrels with the supply and not the price. So the topic passed. + +"I'll have a cigar and go to bed; I didn't sleep a bit last night," +said Mr. Wilson shortly after they returned to the bare drawing-room, +guiltless of all decoration, where Lady Maud's Parisian teagown looked +so oddly out of place. + +"Take some hot whiskey and water," laughed his wife. "Won't you all go +to the smoking-room? You must be tired, professor, after your long +walk." + +But the learned man's social beliefs forbade cigars when a charming +woman was the alternative, so he elected to remain. Being in reality +much fatigued, however, he shortly afterwards gave way to the +seductions of semi-darkness and an arm-chair. Semi-darkness because +Kirsty's lamp smoking horribly, they preferred the light of the +blazing peat fire. Outside the wind crooned round the house,--a +lullaby to ears acquainted with its other notes, but to those +accustomed to the stillness of the south, a banshee wail of coming +trouble. With the firelight playing on the jet agraffes which held the +cunning draperies on her gleaming bust and arms, Lady Maud was a +picture few men could look on absolutely unmoved; but if Eustace +Gordon felt the charm of her beauty, he gave no sign of it as yet. +They sate there in the semi-darkness side by side, sometimes silent, +sometimes talking indifferently of indifferent subjects. Alone, as +utterly alone in the world as if they two were the only man and woman +in it; for the barrier which luxury raises between one human being and +another had given way. Supposing, for instance, the butler, instead of +bobbing up and down on the Minch in the _Clansman_, had been at his +post, would they have been sitting in semi-darkness uninterrupted by +inroads for coffee cups, peats, and candles? Again, would any really +high-class butler have permitted Professor Endorwick to snooze +undisturbed in his chair, for two hours on end? Not that he did any +harm by his slumbers; he might have awakened at any moment and joined +unhesitatingly in the desultory talk of those two. True enough; yet +when, at last, Eustace did rouse the learned man by lighting Lady +Maud's candle, they both felt that the tête-à-tête had not left them +quite as it found them; that in some of those half-indifferent +ordinary remarks a virtue had gone out of them. + +She took the light from him, decidedly, with a refusal of his offer to +pilot her along the dark passages; angry with herself for the very +thought, she still felt that it would be wiser to say good-night here +under the professor's eye; and as she went up the dim staircase, she +paused to give a glance at the sea with a wonder as to when Louisa +would find calm or courage enough to attempt the voyage. In a vague +way, she recognized that things would go more comfortably if she were +there. But beyond a sense of motion in the deep grey plane stretching +away to a paler grey horizon, she could see nothing. The tide was +flowing one way or another; that much was certain. + +She opened the door of her dressing-room softly, so as not to disturb +her husband should he have fallen asleep. A great fire burnt bravely +in her little sitting-room beyond, and something in the unusual +silence of it all enhanced its comfort in her eyes. If Josephine had +been awaiting her as usual, she could not have put off the task of +undressing in favour of sheer idleness by the fire. Her husband was +right; something in that rhythmical surge of the sea made one not +exactly restless, but on the alert; disinclined for action, yet +prepared for it. A foolish idea, since what could be going to happen +to the small household already, for the most part, asleep? The +professor would have taken the first opportunity of recommencing that +snooze legitimately in his bed, and even Eustace,--why would her +thoughts run on Eustace? Irritated at her own self-consciousness, she +took up a book impatiently. It interested her, and, by and by, she +turned for the second volume, to find that it must have been left in +the travelling bag which Kirsty's ignorance had put in the bedroom. +Shading the light carefully, she passed through the dressing-room, and +so into the room beyond, giving a tentative glance at the bed as she +entered, lest she should disturb the sleeper. It was empty. Her hand +fell from the light; she looked round the room in surprise, and the +next moment was on her knees beside a figure on the floor,--a figure +which even in her first alarm brought back a horrible memory. + +"Edward! what is the matter? Are you ill?" + +Once, as a slip of a girl out blackberrying, she had come upon a tipsy +tramp in a ditch; a beast of a man who had met her innocent +benevolence by stumbling to his feet, pursuing her as far as his feet +would carry him. This was her solitary personal experience of +drunkenness, and something in her husband's look and attitude revived +the dread which had remained with her ever since. Yet he might be +ill--very, very ill-- + +"Edward! what is it?" + +This time he raised an unsteady arm against the candle she held to his +face, and she shrank back, shaking all over. Her first impulse was +that of civilization,--to ring for help, at least for company. But +what good would that do in an empty house? Josephine, until other +women came to share her fears, had elected to sleep in a great +chamber on the upper storey. Besides, what good would she be? Kirsty +slept outside with the other farm servants. Eustace! no, no! not +Eustace,--not now at any rate,--not till she was certain. There was +the cook, of course; people in that rank of life were accustomed--oh, +no! no! it was not possible. What a wretch she was to harbour such +suspicions, when he might be ill--perhaps dying. With this protest in +her mind, her rich draperies caught over her arm, the candle flaring, +guttering, almost out in the swift search, she made her way to the +unknown regions beyond the swing door, which separated work from +leisure. Here? No! that must be the pantry. There? No! that was the +gun-room. So, peering in at each room, she went along the stone +passages till suddenly a door right in front of her opened, and +Eustace Gordon came out, with a candle in his hand. He had been +sitting up over the smoking-room fire, impelled, as she had been, to +wakefulness by something, he knew not what. + +"Maud! Maud, my darling! What is it? What is the matter?" + +She forgot everything in the comfort of companionship as, still +shaking with fear, she went swiftly to his side. + +"Edward. I think he is ill. Oh, Eustace, I am so frightened!" + +And he in his turn, taken utterly by surprise, seemed to forget +everything save that the woman he loved passionately was there beside +him. His thoughts had been so full of her, nothing but her, and now-- + +"Oh, come! please come; he is ill. I know he is ill." + +"Yes! I am coming," he said with an effort at self-control. "Where is +he--in your room?" + +Then, with his arm round her, they went back through the silent house +together. Those two alone. Yet not, it seemed to her, so much alone as +when they stood at last with that drunken figure lying on the floor +between them. She knew the truth at once in his quick exclamation, and +then everything under sun and stars seemed to slip away and leave them +face to face. "Eustace and she." "Eustace and me." The low rush of the +waves caught the refrain and repeated it ceaselessly. + +"Don't be alarmed; you had better go away." + +She heard the words as in a dream, scarcely recognizing the voice in +its harsh passion. "Stay, he shall not remain here; not here in your +room." Then she felt his hands grip hers, and the voice rang with +fierce resentment. + +"Maud! Maud! that this should have come to you--to you of all people. +By heaven, it is too much. I will not bear it." + +She laughed suddenly and broke from him. "You mean that he has +taken too much whiskey. Well! plenty of men do that, and you others +think--think none--none the worse." Then she broke down, flinging her +arms across the bed by which she had been standing. "Oh, my God! what +shall I do? what shall I do?" + +Her outburst calmed him. + +"Go into the other room, dear; I will call some one." + +She turned on him as she knelt like a wild animal at bay. + +"No! not the servants! no one shall know. I will not have it. Let me +help. I am quite strong." + +"Do you think I'd let you touch him?" he burst out. "Go! I'll manage." + +She crept away, cowed by his vehemence, overcome by the desire to obey +which subdues most women when the command is from one they love. Back +to the fire she had left so short a time ago. It was dull now, but a +touch sent the responsive flames leaping up the chimney. Would any +amount of care restore that confidence in herself which but an hour +ago had defied fate? Eustace and she--Eustace and me. What evil chance +was this? + +She started from a maze of confused fear at his knock at her door. + +"A light, please. You have no bed here, and none of the other rooms +are fit for you to-night; so I have brought this. I had to leave +him--there." + +"Why should you trouble?" she asked drearily, with lack-lustre eyes on +his burden of blankets and pillows. "I can so easily sit up; it must +be near morning now." + +He gave her a look so full of passionate adoration that her eyes fell +before it. + +"Do you think I am going to let you suffer one little bit--one atom of +discomfort because of _him?_ No, that shall not be; you shall never +suffer." + +"How can you help it?" + +"How can you ask? We may have made a mistake, Maud; perhaps we +_hav'n't_ God knows. But if we have, why then--" He came over to where +she was standing and took her hands in his. So they stood, those two +alone, with nothing between them save a conscience which could be +turned aside; every barrier raised by the world broken down by a +strange fate, by a mere turn of the tide. + +"Good-night, dear," he said, stooping to kiss her. + +She made no reply, no protest; perhaps in her heart of hearts she knew +that he said the truth. That if it was a mistake, why then-- + +The waves caught up that refrain also, as she lay with wide, sleepless +eyes on the little camp-bed with which his care had provided her. "It +is a mistake--you shall not suffer--it is a mistake--you shall not +suffer." + + + + + III + + +When she woke next morning, a be-capped and be-aproned upper housemaid +was bringing in her early cup of tea. + +"Yes, milady, we 'ave hall come. Mr. 'Ooper 'e 'ave come too, milady. +Indeed, if it 'adn't bin for Mr. 'Ooper, we should 'ave bin picking +hup cattle in that horful Minch till hevenin'; but 'e took it on +'imself to tell the capting as master would willin' pay hextra for us +to come as quick as might be. And thankful we was, milady, for some of +us mightn't 'ave lived to see land." + +Jane looked as if she certainly would have been one of those to +succumb, and Lady Maud gave a sigh of relief. + +"Tell Hooper to go to his master,--he wasn't very well last +night,--and tell Josephine I shall breakfast in my room." + +"Mr. 'Ooper 'ave gone to master," replied Jane in a voice which +implied that the reminder was unnecessary; "and if you please, milady, +Capting Weeks 'e 'ave come too. We picked 'im up with some cattle in a +boat from some place as begins with an 'Hoich.'" + +Lady Maud gave another sigh of relief. The sand-bags of civilization +were a great protection after all; and if Captain Weeks had come, +Eustace would go out shooting with him. That would give her a whole +day to face the situation. Honestly, she thought far more of possible +difficulties with him than with her husband. The shock had been +terrible at the time, but perhaps, after all, it was an isolated +offence. Heaps of men in society got drunk decently out of sight of +their legal womenkind, and no one thought-- The recurrence of the +phrase she had used the night before made her pause and hide her face +in the pillow in sudden horror at herself and him. No! without going +so far as that, one could still be rational. Edward was devoted to +her, and if a wife by her influence made a better man of her husband, +wherein lay the degradation? Last night--great heavens! what had come +over her last night? She had been taken by surprise, placed in +conditions which no one could possibly have foreseen, dragged by main +force from every shelter. Her face burnt as she remembered, and yet +how natural it had been! Natural and therefore absurd, ridiculous. +To-day, however, was different, and so the little pencilled note from +Eustace, which Josephine brought in with the breakfast, received no +reply save a message to say she was perfectly well and hoped he would +look after Captain Weeks, if Mr. Wilson was not able to go out. A bold +parry, which made Eustace Gordon set his teeth. + +Yes! to-day was different; a new heaven and a new earth. The very +house transformed; for when she came down to lunch, the drawing-room +was full of tables, screens, photographs, and ferns, while in the +dining-room the butler stood ready to remove the silver covers, and so +let loose the pent-up energies of two footmen who, with bent heads, +seemed waiting for some one to say grace. Mr. Gordon, the report ran, +had taken Captain Weeks to the Carbost beat, and would not be back +till late. Her ladyship was to open any telegram which might come, as +it would relate to the yacht. Mr. Wilson had gone to shoot rock-pigeon +with the head keeper. The professor was exploring, and begged her +ladyship not to wait lunch for him. So said the butler gravely as he +filled her glass. Through the window she could see the Atlantic +guiltless of a white feather, and her own courage rose with the +outlook. As she strolled about the heathery knolls after lunch, a boy +on a pony appeared with the expected telegram. "Started, should be +with you to-morrow." So that was an end of one trouble. Then Cynthia +Strong and some others were to come by the next boat. Will Lockhart +was cruising about the coast and might look in on them at any time. +There would be no more solitude; not even to-day, since there across +the moor came Miss Macdonald, attired for calling, and beside her that +good-looking young sailor. Lady Maud liked boys, especially handsome +ones with palpable adoration in their blue eyes. + +The professor, coming in very hot about tea-time, found the trio +having it like children out in a bieldy bit by the burn, but with the +butler solemnly presiding over the fire. A fire which gave James, the +under footman, the hugest delight until his enjoyment was crushed out +of him by his superior officer. For the butler knew his duty: +afternoon tea was afternoon tea wherever her ladyship chose to take +it; that is to say, a function at which a footman must preserve an +impassive face. So poor James put on the sticks with funeral calm and +burnt his fingers with great decorum. + +"Here is a lady, professor," said Lady Maud,--"Miss +Macdonald--Professor Endorwick,--who will tell you everything you can +possibly want to know about the island. She is a mine of useful +information; at least I have found her so." + +That gracious voice, face, and manner had been a sort of rapture to +young Rick Halmar for the last half hour, and when, after launching +the others into conversation, she turned to him with the undefinable +change in manner she could no more avoid in talking to men than the +magnet can keep its influence, his heart gave quite a throb. + +"I didn't introduce you," she said, smiling, "because I only know your +Christian name; and I'm not sure of that." + +"Rick! Rick Halmar," he replied with a blush which took him by +surprise; for he was not as a rule self-conscious. + +"Rick?" she echoed curiously. + +"Eric. My father was a Norwegian. But it was a boshy name and the +fellows on the _Britannia_ called me 'Little by Little'--after the +book, you know." + +She laughed. "A very inappropriate name, Mr. Halmar. You must be six +feet." + +He shook his head. "Five feet eleven and three-quarters. It's too big +for a sailor. You get in the way of the ropes and things." + +"Not too big for a man--but listen! the professor is overcome already; +how delightful!" + +In good sooth he was actually reduced to the position of listener, an +isolated assertion of interest being all the speech allowed him as +Miss Willina waxed eloquent over the crass superstitions of the +islanders and her own select beliefs. + +Rick's face grew brimful of smiles. + +"Aunt Will is as bad as the best, herself. Why, the other day I carved +out a sort of devil,--a thing they worship in the Caribbees,--and she +was in quite a taking because it was left out on a _harp_,--that's a +Viking's tomb, Lady Maud. She has some rigmarole about 'tribute to the +dead,' their sending back things to work evil to the living. But, do +you know, Lady Maud, it's awfully rum, but I couldn't find the thing +when I went to look for it yesterday morning." + +"You couldn't find it? Mr. Halmar, don't speak loud; don't +attract their attention by looking surprised! Was it--the devil, I +mean--fearfully ugly?" + +"The best I ever made." + +"Had it white eyes with a shot stuck in them?" + +"Lady Maud! did you find it?" + +"Not I, but the professor did. It's a footstep of a discredited +belief, and he is going to lecture on it to the British Association. +Isn't it perfectly lovely? How we shall all laugh!" + +"But you will tell him, of course?" + +"Tell him! Why should I? These things are one of my chief joys in +life." + +Rick Halmar winced. "But don't you see, Lady Maud, it's my fault more +or less? I oughtn't to go carving devils and leaving them about. It +isn't fair." + +She raised her eyebrows. "When you are older, Mr. Halmar, you won't be +so eager to accept responsibility. By the way, does yours extend to +another devil of the same sort which was found on Grâda Sands?" + +He let his head drop into his hands in comic despair. "How one's sins +_do_ find one out! It must be the one Aunt Will flung into the Minch. +Everything comes round sooner or later to the sands. Has the professor +got it too?" + +"No, Mr. Halmar. _I_ have it." + +"You! Oh, Lady Maud--I am sorry." + +"You well may be. I have put it into my own room because the professor +declared it was genuine--a real savage fate. No--that isn't true, so +don't distress yourself. I took a fancy to it. I have a habit of +taking fancies to _things_ and to _people_; so there it shall remain." + +Rick's face lit up. "Let me make you a better one," he began. + +"I said, Mr. Halmar, that I took a fancy to _it_; and now, don't you +think you should make your confession like a good boy?" + +He made it very prettily, but with a frank enjoyment of the mistake, +which was infectious. So much so, that the chief sufferer, stimulated +into unusual playfulness by Miss Willina's wit, actually went into the +house for his discredited belief and brought it out for her to burn. + +So, with much laughter, they stood round the fire, causing poor James +almost to burst under his efforts after dignity, till suddenly, with +something between a chuckle and a cough, the butler himself gave way +into the remark that "I 'adn't made a Guy Forks--_kck-kh-kh_--since 'e +was a boy,--_kh-kh-kh_,--but if 'er ladyship pleased, Jeames could run +round to the gun-room for some powder and 'e'd 'ave some squibs ready +in no time." + +So Numbo Jumbo was burnt with all the honours, and the butler, going +back for his own tea to the housekeeper's room, hummed, "Remember, +remember, the fifth of November," until the cook, with a snort, asked +wherever to goodness he had picked up such a vulgar ditty. + +"Now I have no doubt all you learned people think me very foolish," +said Miss Willina, drawing on her gloves with the air of one who has +completed a good work; "but I really am immensely relieved in my mind. +I had a presentiment about that devil of Rick's; besides, these old +superstitions invariably have their origin in some fundamental fact or +law of Nature. Don't you think so, professor?" + +"Undoubtedly, my dear madam; the Folklore Society--" + +But Miss Willina had a profound contempt for all societies and +proclaimed it cheerfully. "Therefore, the only remaining thing to be +done," she continued, shaking her head at Rick, "is to make +restitution for that naughty boy's mischief. So, if you will walk over +to Eval some day, Mr. Endorwick, I will give you that bone ring with +the Runic inscription about which I was telling you." + +"My dear lady," cried the professor with greed in his eyes, "I really +could not dream--" + +"I don't want to give it to _you_, of course," she went on frankly; +"but my brother says it should be in a museum; so you can put 'Given +by Miss Macdonald through Professor Endorwick' on the ticket. And, by +the bye, it was found on Grâda and Malcolm, Aig says." + +Meanwhile Lady Maud had turned to Rick with a quizzical smile. "Do you +accept the responsibility of my fate, Mr. Halmar? or shall I have a +private _auto-da-fe_ in my room?" + +The boy's face positively shone with pleasure as he took her hand to +say goodbye. + +"I couldn't do anything that would bring you harm, I think--you are +too--too beautiful." The absolute simplicity of the statement rendered +it inoffensive, and Lady Maud laughed. + +"Take your nephew away, Miss Macdonald; he is paying me compliments." + +"I don't wonder at it," retorted the little lady, nodding her head, +"and compliments are pleasant things; at least, I used to find them +so." + +"Why employ the past tense, dear lady?" said the professor with a bow, +as he shook hands, whereat Miss Willina declared that the only safety +lay in flight; and Lady Maud, as she went back to the house, told +herself once more that to-day was very different from yesterday. This +background of _persiflage_, with just a serious touch here and there +to help out the chiaro-oscuro, suited figures in modern dress. +Tailor-made figures guiltless of a wrinkle and oblivious of vitality's +claim for an uncrushed organ or two. + +"If her ladyship please," said Josephine, when the dressing bell +brought her to her mistress' room, "Mr. 'Ooper, he desire a few word +of milady." + +"Hooper! didn't they say he had gone with Mr. Wilson?" + +"Monsieur 'ave just return; Mr. Gordon also wid Capitaine Veek +and--_Mon Dieu! quel gibier!_ Sall I bid him come?" + +Lady Maud, at the writing-table, rested her head on her hand, feeling +a sudden need of courage. They had all come back, and some things must +be faced before life could run smoothly once more. Eustace must be +made to understand that there was to be no drifting, and her husband +must consent to let her hand be on the tiller ropes. + +"Well, Hooper?" + +Rather a diffident-looking man; nervous too in his manner. "I am sorry +to have to trouble your ladyship, but I think Dr. Haddon would wish +it, under the circumstances. It is about master, your ladyship." + +Her heart gave a great throb. "Your master, Hooper? Well?" + +The diffident man, holding on to the doorknob as for support, cleared +his throat. "It is a little difficult, my lady, and Mr. Gordon, when +he spoke to me, was for saying nothing; but I have been considering +the matter and I think Dr. Haddon--" + +"Who is Dr. Haddon?" + +"I was not quite sure if your ladyship knew--anything. But master was +under Dr. Haddon for a time. It--it is for the liquor habit, my lady, +and Dr. Haddon is most successful. He was most successful with master. +Four years I have been with him since we came back from America, and +never till last night--" he coughed slightly and paused. Lady Maud +sate staring at him without a word. + +"I am very sorry, my lady. The other servants will tell you how +distressed I was to be absent from my duty. It arose from my not +understanding the porter's accent, my lady; but it will not occur +again. I mean, my lady, that--ahem--nothing of the sort will occur +again. So there is no need for--for distress or anxiety." + +"You mean that as long as--as you are with Mr. Wilson--" so far she +managed in a cold hard voice; then came silence. + +"Just so, my lady--it is a question of influence. I undertake the +entire responsibility. There is really no cause for alarm." + +"That--that will do, Hooper; you can go." Her one thought was to get +rid of this man, this servant, who seemed to have reached out his +common hand and touched her very soul. He paused, still with his hand +on the door. + +"I beg pardon, my lady, but there is one thing. Dr. Haddon's system is +based on influence. It does not allow any appeal to--ahem--to the +moral sense. Therefore, if your ladyship could kindly treat the +mistake of yesterday with silence, it would be better--for the system. +Dr. Haddon ignores failure on principle, it--it is part of the system; +and any interference may be dangerous. Therefore, if your ladyship--" + +"I quite understand. You can go." + +When she was left alone, she sate staring on at the door he had closed +behind him. Behind whom? why the man who--oh! it was an impossible, an +incredible, position! She had married her husband without caring for +him, but she had married him also because she intended that he +_should_ care for her. And now! What was he but a puppet, dependent +on this man? She had not married Edward Wilson, but Wilson-cum-Haddon, +-cum-Hooper. And Eustace knew it! Her husband, the possible father of +her children! She had known all along that he was a weak man, but that +the very possibility of his living decently lay in the will of another +was hopeless, horrible degradation. She had often in society talked +lightly of the part hypnotism was to play in the future regeneration +of the world; but now that even a suspicion of it touched her inner +life, it left her in wild revolt. When all was said and done, that man +to whom they paid so many pounds a year was master of her fate. It +should never be! Better, far better, that her husband should be drunk; +and yet what right had she to interfere? + +"It will be too late to make milady _charmante_," suggested Josephine, +coming in, reproachfully. + +She stood up hastily with clenched hands. Eustace should not see her +degradation--she would show him-- + +"There is plenty of time," she said coldly. "Put on my diamonds, +Josephine--that dress is dull. They can wait if I am not ready." + +She was worth waiting for, and Mr. Wilson's weak face brightened as +she went up to him with easy grace. "Did you have a good day, Edward? +I saw Hooper for a moment, but I forgot to ask him about the sport." + +She failed in her object for all her bravado. The eyes she sought to +blind saw too clearly. + +"So Louisa comes to-morrow," she said lightly, as, after keeping all +the men, her husband included, at her feet during the evening, she +rose to say good-night and let her hand linger purposely in her +cousin's, so that he should see she did not care, that she was not +afraid. + +"No!" he replied coldly; "I've had another wire. She came as far as +Portree, and, hearing that the gathering is next week, decided to stay +and show off her new dresses. She got about a ton of them in Paris if +you remember, and women, even the best of them, love to show off." + +His tone roused her to reckless resentment by its assumption of +knowledge and condemnation. + +"He does not look very sorry for his wife's decision, does he, +professor?" she asked with a laugh. + +"My dear lady, how could he be sorry for anything, in his present +position?" + +"Or I in mine?" she retorted, giving a little mock curtsey over the +hand she still held. + +Eustace Gordon bit his lip, but said nothing. + + + + + IV + + +"You look worried," said Will Lockhart; "the place doesn't suit you. I +told you it wouldn't when we hid behind Charity. Is there anything +really the matter?" his voice took a softer tone, "anything I could +help you to set straight?" + +They were sitting by the fire in Lady Maud's little sitting-room, +whither they had retired from the bustle inseparable from tea in the +drawing-room when bad weather keeps even the sportsmen indoors. He +said the truth; she looked worn and fagged, and her pose as she leant +back in her easy-chair was one of listless fatigue. + +"Nonsense! There is nothing the matter; nothing more than the usual +worries of a hostess in tiresome weather. To begin with, it has +prevented your coming here till you can only spare us a miserable day +on your way to rejoin the yacht. Then Louisa, after wasting a fine +week over the Portree gathering, was detained there ten days by storm. +Finally, just as she started for the Highlands one at Inverness _pour +passer le temps_, it cleared up. Since then it has been what is called +unsettled; most of all for poor Eustace, who never knows for two days +together what is going to happen. Then Lady Liddell caught cold at a +picnic, and Cynthia Strong, whom I invited for the professor,--a +Girtonite you know, does mathematics and all that,--seems uncertain +whether she doesn't prefer Arthur Weeks, a man who hasn't a penny and +can't do a sum beyond the compound addition of his bills." + +"A catalogue of evils, certainly." + +"That isn't all. The professor, who would make her an excellent +husband, being in that set and with a charming house too at Oxford, +does nothing but go over to Eval House to see Miss Macdonald--you knew +her once, I think--well, he looks on her as an encyclopædia of +discredited beliefs, a unique copy of an ancient work on folk-lore +which the lucky finder is bound to purchase. Besides, she has a +valuable collection--" + +"When I knew her," broke in Will Lockhart hotly, "she did not need any +adventitious attractions; she was simply the loveliest--" + +Lady Maud's languid hands met in faint applause. + +"I thought that would draw you. So she was the _mauvais quart +d'heure_. I am not really laughing, so don't be angry; only from the +way she spoke of you--" + +"Did she speak of me?" + +"How can you ask? And women never speak of the men who have loved them +in the same tone of voice they use for the dense, indiscriminating +multitude who didn't." + +"Then Miss Macdonald's voice must change pretty often." + +"Ah! was that it? you were jealous." + +"Nothing so romantic. We quarrelled over some bread and butter--we +were very young. Then circumstances favoured absence, so forgetfulness +came, or at least indifference, absolute indifference." He paused for +a moment. "And so the professor is there constantly, is he?" + +Lady Maud smiled behind the fan with which she screened her face from +the fire. + +"He is there now, I expect. He went dune-hunting in the south this +morning, and was to stop there for the night. Thought he might be +late; besides, he must consult the encyclopædia." + +Will Lockhart frowned. "This has made us drift from the point. Your +husband, does he like the place?" + +"Apparently. And the servants are satisfied too, which is a great +gain. They get all their work done for them by the natives. It is an +immense relief to shift one's responsibilities to other folks' +shoulders, isn't it?" + +He looked at her sharply. "There _is_ something the matter. Is it only +other people's love-affairs? And what, for instance, of that handsome +boy downstairs who does Sir Walter Raleigh's cloak for your Majesty's +feet all day long?" + +Lady Maud leant forward eagerly, her whole face alight. "You mean +Rick. Do you remember once, when you were very angry with me, saying I +was enough to ruin any man in a week? It wasn't true, Big Bear. I +couldn't spoil Rick Halmar." + +"Have you tried and failed?" he asked cynically. + +She shook her head and a soft half-smiling, half-tearful look came to +her pretty eyes. + +"You don't know him, and I can't explain. Yet I tell you that I +couldn't spoil one of that dear lad's happy days unless--" she broke +off suddenly, raising her eyes to the image on the mantelshelf. "He +carved that devil up there," she went on with the smile gaining on the +tears. "The professor said it was a savage conception of fate, but it +isn't. It is Rick Halmar's conception of my fate, and that--well, that +hasn't much of the devil in it. Come! it is time I was returning to my +duties as hostess." + +"Time for me to be going also," he replied, looking at his watch. "I +have seven miles before me." + +"Not if you make use of the Eval ferryboat." She looked at him +mischievously. + +"I do not intend to make use of it, even to oblige you, Lady Maud. I +might meet the professor, and then there would be a petty-assault +case." + +"Of course! How tiresome you are! I counted on your being here a week +at least, and people can unmake ever so many quarrels in seven days." + +"Or make them. But the elements are too strong for you, Lady Maud. I +told you so." + +Rick Halmar came up as, still smiling over the joke, they entered the +drawing-room. + +"I'm so glad. I was afraid you might not come before I left, and I +must go soon." + +"Then you can pilot Mr. Lockhart a little way. He has to walk over to +Carbost Bay." + +"A good bit of the way, you mean," replied Rick, turning his bright +face towards Will Lockhart's. "Our ferry is far the shortest; in fact, +it's the only road, for the upper-end bridge gave way in the flood +last night and the stream isn't fordable yet!" + +Lady Maud's eyebrows went up archly. + +"What a nuisance the elements are at times; aren't they, Mr. +Lockhart?" + +"I should think so," assented Rick cheerfully. "Why, we have been +trying to get to Eilean-a-fa-ash these three weeks--haven't we, Lady +Maud?--without catching a fine day and a suitable tide on the hop +together. The sea ford might have done last spring, but it was too +rough for the ladies to return by boat, or else too wet. But the first +fine day. That is it, isn't it?" + +"Yes, Mr. Halmar!" cried Cynthia Strong from the window seat where +Captain Weeks was blissfully useful over a skein of wool. "And please +order the fine day soon, for I have to go by the next _Clansman_." + +"Then I shall go too," murmured the captain. + +"I suppose the birds will be getting rather wild by that time," +remarked the young lady tartly. Theoretically, she felt bound to +despise her admirer and his occupations; practically, his murmurs made +her heart beat. + +"Wild! Why, they lie like stones on this coast. Something to do with +the Gulf Stream, I'm told, though I know nothing myself about these +scientific things. But you can kick 'em up and shoot 'em like chickens +on the last day of the season." + +"And when is that?" + +Captain Weeks laughed,--the true man's laugh of surprised tolerance. +"I thought you knew everything, Miss Strong; but I don't suppose they +think it worth while to teach girls. It's the 10th of December for +grouse, but partridges go on till the beginning of February, and +there's no real close time for--" His voice fell to the confidential +tone. Eustace Gordon had meanwhile joined the trio at the door. + +"Yes! let it be soon, please; for I may be going also. I've just +heard, Maud, from Louisa, and the last idea is that I am to take the +yacht, which she is sending here, round to Cowes, and that we are to +start at once for less uncertain climes. The Mediterranean, most +likely." + +"That is very--unexpected. But all my friends are flying south, like +the swallows." + +"And I have to go furthest of all," said Rick ruefully. "I'm booked +for the Pacific Station, as sure as fate." + +"Then you must send me home a real Numbo Jumbo if you come across +one," she replied, smiling up into his eager boyish face with a +confidence absolutely free from all alloy. + +"Won't I! and some of those jolly shells too; all the pretty things I +can pick up." + +"Thank you, Rick; I like pretty things." + +He flushed with pleasure at her tone and words. + +"Well, good-bye," she said, turning to Will Lockhart. "I hope the +elements won't be too strong for you." + +"Or for you." + +Confidence here also, but of a different sort,--the sort which can +give a reason for the faith that is in it. It seemed, however, as if +Lady Maud's wish was not to be fulfilled; for as Rick Halmar and his +companion set off across the moor, the southwest wind, even at that +distance from the shore, sent a shower of spindrift in their faces. + +"No leaving Carbost Bay for you tonight," shouted Rick against the +wind. "You had better stay at our place. You used to know Aunt Will +long ago, didn't you?" + +"Yes, but I must get on. It may calm any moment, and the yacht sails +as soon as possible." + +Nevertheless when, after scudding with the wind at their backs for two +miles, they came upon the ferry, one glance showed even Will +Lockhart's inexperienced eye that the cockleshell of a boat, bobbing +up and down in the backwater, could never fight its way through that +mad mêlée of wind against tide in the middle of the narrow stream. +Comparative calm reigned to one side in the inland loch, and to the +other in the open sea; but here the waves leapt at each other in +pyramids, sending jets of spray upwards with the very force of their +meeting. A good thrower could easily have flung a stone across the +channel; for all that, it was impassable till the tired tide should +turn and join the wind in its race eastward. So, at any rate, said +Rick, adding that his aunt would be delighted at a _contretemps_ which +would procure her a visit from an old friend. + +Why Will Lockhart should have hesitated, when it was raining cats and +dogs, and it was two-and-twenty years since he had parted in anger +from the hot-headed, quick-tongued chit of eighteen, who was now, by +all accounts, a brisk, contented woman of forty, is not easy of +explanation. Perhaps the thought of Lady Maud's triumph rankled; +perhaps, when all was said and done, he was not quite indifferent to +that possible future with the professor. But he did hesitate for a +moment. That early love-affair had strangely enough been his first and +last: not because it was in itself absorbing, but because other things +more absorbing than Love had stepped in to take possession of his +life. For a year or two, no doubt, resentment had lingered, not very +keenly felt, but sufficiently so to prevent other love-affairs. Then +he had painted his first successful picture, and that had been an end +of all things, save Art, and a rather unreal remembrance that he had +loved and lost. + +However, common sense came to his aid, as it was bound to do in +that drenching rain. And, after all, the professor was not in the +well-remembered drawing-room whither Rick led him; neither was Miss +Willina. Fortunately, perhaps, for her dignity, of which she was +extremely tenacious, she had been in the potting-shed feeding a late +brood of chickens presented to her that morning by an inexperienced +young mother, who had preferred a bed of nettles behind the peat stack +to the comforts of the hen-house nursery. So she had ample opportunity +of seeing them pass up the ferry-path and of grasping the situation; +to say nothing of smoothing her hair and washing her hands, before +putting in an appearance; the which is a great support to most women +in the crises of life. As a matter of fact, however, Miss Willina had +never regarded this episode of her earliest years of conquest as one +of supreme importance; perhaps some slight inkling that it really did +mean more than she was prepared to admit was at the bottom of her +deliberate want of romance on the subject. She had had many admirers, +had them still for that matter; she was perfectly aware, for instance, +of the professor's interest; but, for all that, she had never felt +inclined to marry since those salad days when she had drowned her +resentment in the knowledge that half the men who knew her were at her +feet. Why should she marry? There was plenty of time and opportunity +if she wished it; and then, when time passed, leaving her still Miss +Macdonald, she told herself and every one else that it was of her own +free will and pleasure. As it undoubtedly was. She scouted regrets, +and only when the masterful current of her vitality slackened, as even +hers had to do at times, did she wonder if that early love-affair had +not been at the bottom of her cold-bloodedness. + +Will Lockhart did not think her much changed. The daintiness and +wilfulness he chiefly remembered were still there, and it was like old +times to hear her order him up with Rick, to "change his feet," and +see the swift touch with which she rescued an antimacassar from +annihilation when he sate down. And this want of change depressed him, +by emphasizing the long years which he could not forget. + +There she was, much as he remembered her, and he--people told him also +that he had changed but little. Yet in those old days it had seemed +impossible to conceive of life apart, and here they were, both free, +both unmarried, talking calmly, with a new generation for listener, +about that past time. What had kept them separate except their own +free will? Nothing! and yet had either of them deliberately +anticipated this ending when they quarrelled over the bread and +butter? And now she was thinking of the professor, or at any rate the +professor was thinking of her. That was Lady Maud's account, and there +was certainly a suspicion of consciousness when the learned man's name +was mentioned; a palpable flush indeed, when a faint whistle overbore +that of the wind, and she started from her chair. + +"Rick! it can't surely be Mr. Endorwick!" + +The blush made her look years younger, and Will Lockhart felt +distinctly aggrieved at the fact. + +"By George, it is, though," replied her nephew, after a glance through +the field-glasses which hung ready for the purpose on the window-knob. +"There he is on the other side of the stream. He has hoisted the flag, +and is blowing away at the whistle like fits. His umbrella's inside +out, and his mackintosh floating on the breeze. Do look, Aunt Will. +It's awfully comic." + +Miss Willina's face was a study of dignity and humour; the first +prevailed. "Eric! I am surprised at your levity. The poor man will be +drenched to the skin, and he so delicate; such a distinguished scholar +too; we could ill afford to lose him." + +"Give me the glass," said Will Lockhart grimly. The sight of his +supposed successor signalling for the impossible gave him a thrill of +satisfaction; for he, at least, was on the right side of the stream. +And then to the keen little creature at his side came a mood well +remembered. + +"The born idiot! Any Christian would have stopped at the hotel even if +he was wanting to come on. A fool for his pains! Ah! what's the use of +blowing like a hooter with the wind and tide against you? Gracious +goody! Rick, what's to be done? The gawk can't be left there like a +windmill." + +The comparison was not inapt; for the professor, seeing them, +doubtless, against the firelight within, was waving his arms +frantically. + +"I'll go down and signal him to that bieldy bit behind the big rock. +It's out of the wind anyhow, and the tide will be turning before he +could walk back to shelter. And I'll stop in the boat-house; it will +comfort him to see me smoking, especially if he has forgotten his +matches. Besides, I must put new rowlocks to the four-oar. We'll want +her, and the men too, if any one is to cross the stream tonight." + +"That's a nice boy," said Will Lockhart, putting down the glasses as +Rick's figure on its way to the boat-house blocked out the professor's +increasing despair. "Just about the age I was when--" He paused and +looked at his companion. + +"Yes! You were twenty-one, and I was eighteen." + +They were standing close together, the firelight throwing their +shadows out faintly against the growing darkness, but on their faces +the dull autumn twilight lingered, blotting out all traces of the +passage of time. + +He came a little nearer to her. + +"I wonder why we quarrelled?" he said argumentatively. "I don't mean +what we quarrelled about. That was never very difficult to find, was +it? But why did we quarrel finally that last time? I don't recollect +that you were more wilful than usual." + +"No doubt you were more aggravating," she retorted quickly. "Do you +wish to begin it all over again? I will if you've a mind to." + +"Begin what?" + +"The quarrel, of course." + +"No, thank you. There's the professor hauling down his flag; he has +seen Rick, and acknowledged his defeat. Good man! Don't you think, +Miss Macdonald, that it would be more comfortable by the fire than +here at the window?" + +"More comfortable than the professor is, poor man. That is what you +mean. How selfish all you men are, and then you expect me not to see +through you!" + +"I don't think I ever was quite so _exigeant_ as that, was I? And, do +you know, I rather wish you would just cast your eye over my innermost +thoughts at the present moment. It would save me beating about the +bush." + +Perhaps, despite her outward calm, she was a little excited; for she +had taken up her knitting, half mechanically, and now the needles +clashed fast and furious. He was leaning towards her, his elbows on +his knees, his hands loosely clasped together, and something of his +youth, not so much in its romance as in its imperious desire to know +and understand, was in his face. + +"Miss Macdonald, I've no right to ask, but are you going to +marry--that man on the other side?" + +She gave a little conscious laugh, half-nervous, half-gratified. "That +is what you call beating about the bush, I suppose? Why--why should I +marry anybody?" + +For the life of him he could not tell, save that in a vague way that +dead past seemed so pitiful: because it was dead and past. "Why did we +quarrel?" he repeated. "If the _Clansman_ hadn't come in unexpectedly +that evening after her time, and so given me an opportunity of going +off in the sulks, we should have made it up as usual. It seems such a +little thing to come between us." + +She laid down her knitting and looked at him thoughtfully. A woman +less truthful than Miss Willina might have allowed the inevitable +satisfaction of being remembered to give an extra tinge of regret and +romance to that past, which in sober fact had had little of either; +but Miss Willina's sense of humour was of the rare kind which is not +blunted by egotism. + +"Ridiculously little. In the novels--I read dozens of them in the +winter--it is always something pathetic. A letter left in a blotting +book, or a wrong initial on the envelope, or a false announcement of +marriage. Something not to be foreseen or helped. Or if it isn't the +fault of fate, they get brain fever and forget their own names. But +we! We just quarrelled, and didn't care to make it up. It isn't in the +least romantic, I'm afraid." + +"But we didn't forget," he said in the same argumentative tone. "At +least I didn't." + +"Of course not. Does any one ever forget,--absolutely?" Her voice +trembled slightly. The pathos of memory was not to be ignored +entirely. + +"It seems such a pity--you and I leading such lonely lives." + +"Lonely? You should see my Noah's Ark." + +"Well! Don't scoff at me. I suppose it is absurd, but to-night +somehow--" + +She interrupted him with a soft hand laid on his. "Don't, please +don't. It is like children trying to pretend that their shadows on the +wall are alive. But they are shadows; nothing but shadows, and the +light which throws them--" she pointed to the window with a laugh that +was half a sob. "Poor man! he ought to be extinguished by this time." + +"Perhaps you are right," he replied sadly, still holding her hand; +"but it seems hard--the shadows were so pretty." + +"Not so pretty as the reality." + +"What is that?" + +"That we have met and forgiven each other--without payment." + +"Aunt Will," shouted Rick, bursting into the room, "there's the +professor in the front hall dripping like a drowned rat. I got the men +and ferried him over on the first chance; now they are waiting for Mr. +Lockhart." + +Miss Willina was on her feet in a moment. "Take him upstairs, Rick, +and put him to bed--between the blankets. I'll come directly with +gruel and mustard. And, Rick! give him a good scrub--all over--with +the roughest--bath towel--you can find." + +The last directions were called up the stairs as she went into the +hall to see Will Lockhart put on his mackintosh properly. + +"Good-bye, Miss Macdonald. I'm not in the least envious of the +professor's immediate future," he said with smiling eyes, but with +vague regrets still at his heart. "I'm glad, though, he was at the +other side of the stream to-night. I liked the shadows." + +"And the reality?" she asked quickly. + +He stooped and kissed the pretty little hand browned by sun and wind. +"It is like the breath of your sea. The memory of it will help to blow +away the cobwebs until I come back--in the summer." + +"The summer is over." + +"Not St. Martin's, and one often has a spell of fine weather late in +the year when the earlier portions have been stormy." + +She shook her head. + + + + + V + + +"Well, Hooper, what is it?" + +Lady Maud stood at bay once more, with that diffident-looking man at +the door. Three weeks had passed since his first interview; only three +weeks, and it seemed to her an eternity of fear and anxiety. But now +the letters written in reply to hers had come from the American +doctor, and she knew the worst. Mr. Wilson's case had at once been +easy and difficult. Easy because of his singular lack of will power; +difficult for the same reason, joined to a very bad ancestral record. +So bad that his maternal uncle, from whom he had inherited his large +fortune, being deeply resentful of the treatment his sister had +endured from her drunken husband, had burdened his legacy with certain +unusual conditions as to sobriety and control. Consequently, when, +shortly after his release from the restraints of minority, the +inherited tendency had shown itself in Mr. Wilson, he had voluntarily +placed himself in Dr. Haddon's charge, urged to the step by his fear +of pecuniary loss. That was, briefly, the whole story, save that he, +Dr. Haddon, continued to have charge of the case and would be obliged +if Lady Maud would co-operate with him in continuing a system which +had hitherto been so successful, and which, he did not scruple to add, +was Mr. Wilson's only chance of fulfilling the conditions under which +he held his fortune. For himself, he believed there was no danger of a +relapse; it might even be possible after some years to relax the +supervision, and in any case he begged her to remember that the +hereditary tendency must needs be weakened by a generation even of +enforced sobriety. He had hoped that there might be no necessity for +her to be made acquainted with these circumstances, as the whole +affair had been dealt with in the strictest confidence, and the +essence of his treatment lay in ignoring the difficulty; but now that +the untoward event reported by Hooper had occurred, it was better she +should clearly understand the position of affairs. Briefly, he was +paid for keeping Mr. Wilson from losing a very large portion of his +wealth. Apart from that, it was an interesting case. In regard to +Hooper, he was thoroughly trustworthy and conscientious,--a most +necessary thing when influence was easy to attain. At the same time, +if Hooper failed to commend himself to Lady Maud, he could be +replaced. In view of the heavy stake at issue, however, he would +recommend extreme caution in making any change. As for his reasons for +allowing Mr. Wilson to marry under the circumstances, they were +manifold; and his belief in the system was so great that he felt +confident Lady Maud would never find cause for blame in her husband's +conduct. The letter, in its bald statement of fact, its assumption of +a perfectly satisfactory state of affairs, carried with it a sort of +cold comfort. And yet Lady Maud felt a wild revolt against it such as +no verdict of disease or death would have aroused. + +Like most women who marry men to whom they are indifferent, she had +looked forward, odd as it may seem, to having children who would give +a zest to an otherwise insipid life. And now the mere possibility was +a terror: not in pity for those who might come handicapped into the +race, but from sheer physical horror that they should be his and hers. +And this terror came uppermost in the first few minutes of shock. + +"I have heard from Dr. Haddon this morning, my lady. In future I am to +take my orders from you; so I have come to ask for them." + +The disapproval in his tone was audible. She felt a rash, resentful +desire to bid him go and leave her free, but the doctor's warning +checked the words. What if she should have burdened her life for +nothing,--she who had refused money again and again because it seemed +vulgar to her fastidiousness? She might appeal to her husband as a +man, chance her influence against the Hooper-Haddon system; but what +if she failed? During those last three weeks she had silenced the +heart which, despite all her efforts, would have its way, by +protestations that she was only awaiting the doctor's reply, that by +and by she would no longer consent to be this man's wife on these +terms. To live on as if she knew nothing; to give neither help nor +condemnation; to acquiesce without a word in a future which filled her +with shame and horror. + +When she knew the facts, she would decide, and now she knew too much. + +"I have no orders," she said in a low voice; "no new ones; you can +go." Then suddenly a thought flashed through her and she arrested him +with a gesture. + +"Yes, my lady?" + +Still she was silent, one hand gripping the edge of the table, her +breath coming fast. "I do not think--this place--is good for Mr. +Wilson." + +"Indeed, your ladyship," broke in Hooper, relieved, "I have thought so +myself,--the--the irregular habits in regard to spirits are trying." + +"I think he would be better away." + +"Exactly so, my lady; only I did not like--all the arrangements being, +as it were, settled." + +Her voice had gained in steadiness by this time. "There need be no +alteration. I should remain here, of course." She paused, and Hooper +shifted uneasily. "Mr. Wilson had an invitation to Perthshire +yesterday. I should _like_ him to accept it. Do you understand?" + +"But indeed, my lady, I cannot. To begin with, I am not allowed by Dr. +Haddon--" + +She stopped him angrily. "If you cannot obey me, there are others--so +Dr. Haddon says. I consider this place is bad for Mr. Wilson, and it +is my wish he should leave it. Do you hear?" + +For the life of her, try after calmness as she would, entreaty and +despair made her command falter. He must go--if only to give her time +to think; time to settle what course she would choose. + +"If your ladyship takes the responsibility--in regard to Dr. Haddon, I +mean." + +"I take it all--the responsibility for everything." + +"Then I will suggest it. I may not succeed; but I will do my best, and +if I fail, your ladyship must remember that I was not engaged for such +work." + +The grotesqueness of it all struck her sense of humour despite the +turmoil of emotion in which she found herself. + +"Yes, yes!" she said impatiently; "I will remember it was not your +place!" + +When he had gone, she stood for some time without moving, her hand +still grasping the table, body and mind alike in a state of tension. +Then her nerves seemed to slacken, the spirit to leave her. She walked +listlessly towards the fire, and, leaning her arms on the mantelpiece, +rested her head upon them. So standing, the little curls about her +temples outlined themselves against the ugliness of Rick Halmar's +devil. + +"It is not all my fault," she muttered with a sort of sob; "not all my +fault, surely. I must have time. I must have time." + +The rest of the day was torture to her. She did not regret the sudden +impulse which had decreed her husband's exile, if it could be managed, +yet she dreaded to have him say the words which would proclaim the +success of her treachery against him. He came over once to where she +sate in the twilight pretending to read, and laid his hand +affectionately on her shoulder. It was only some trivial remark he had +to make, but she started so visibly that Eustace, watching her, as he +had watched her every mood during those weeks, came to her afterwards +with a frown. + +"What is the matter, Maud? Why should you keep me at arm's length? +Surely I know too much for that already." + +"What do you know?" she asked with the recklessness which of late had +crept into her manner. + +"I know you are unhappy. Do you remember what I told you that night? +You shall not suffer." + +Her lips trembled, and she turned from him hastily to join a group +gathered round the professor. He had come back from Eval House greatly +depressed in spirits, and with a running cold in his head, which +Cynthia Strong was treating with pulsatilla, as yet rather +unsuccessfully; but it required time, she explained, when the first +stages had been badly managed on the old methods. The group was +engaged in examining the famous Rhine ring, with which gift, +apparently, Miss Willina had tried to content the learned man; but +even its possession failed to comfort him. + +"I have deciphered the inscription," he said gloomily. "It is, +briefly, 'Order, Truth, Honesty.' The last word bears many side +meanings, and perhaps Purity would be a better translation. All the +terminations being feminine, it may be inferred that the ring was worn +by a woman; possibly one of unusual worth. It may even have been a +badge of virtue; a tribute paid by the community to merit, or by the +lover to his beloved." + +If he had said a funeral memento to the dead, his voice could not have +been more lugubrious. + +"How interesting!" murmured Cynthia Strong. "Even in those days the +mental qualities were deemed superior to mere physical attractions." + +"I beg your pardon," retorted the professor quite tartly. "Order, as +used here, means complete, perfect; according to our modern speech, +beautiful. Truth has also a secondary meaning. A free, but at the same +time accurate, translation would be 'Beautiful, constant, chaste.'" + +Rick Halmar was twisting the ring about in his strong deft hands. "I +expect some beggar gave it to his wife," he said cheerfully. "It must +have been just as jolly then as now to have somebody to stick by you +through thick and thin. To have the dinner ready, and not swear if you +hadn't done what you ought to have done. Not brought in enough fish +for the kids, for instance; though how they ever caught any with those +bone hooks, I can't think. I couldn't." + +"You must remember the great incentive of hunger," remarked the +professor in the same tone. "Besides, in those days dexterity in the +chase was the master key to a woman's affections." + +"I say, Weeks, old man! why weren't you born then?" cried Rick, +happily unconscious of all complications. + +"Never had any luck," muttered the other, "except with the birds." + +"Luck! I like that! You call it luck when you never miss; I assure +you, Miss Strong," he continued, going up to where the despondent +captain was standing, and addressing the nearest lady, "I was out with +him yesterday, and he made me feel such a duffer. The prettiest +shooting, and then he calls it luck!" + +Cynthia Strong looked from one to the other of those two vigorous +young faces before her, and then at the professor's pale one. A cold +in the head is not becoming, and she sighed. + +Rick, with the ring still in his possession, returned to Lady Maud. + +"Isn't it quaint?" he said. "Don't you wish I could find another?" + +"Why?" + +"Because it would be yours, of course. How small it looks! I wonder if +it would fit you." + +"Miss Macdonald found it too large for her," remarked the professor, +still more gloomily; "but it would be interesting, Lady Maud, to try +whether it points to any improvement or deterioration--physical, of +course--in the race." + +"Perhaps you ladies would not mind experimenting 'Cinderella and the +little glass slipper,'" laughed Eustace Gordon. "What is to be the +prize, Endorwick--the ring?" + +"My dear sir," gasped the professor, horrified for once out of his +gallantry, "it's unique--positively unique." + +"I'll tell you what," put in Rick eagerly, "if the professor will lend +it to me for a couple of days, I'll copy it in silver. A florin would +make it, and the inscriptions only scratched on. So now, then, ladies, +if you please. Weeks, you do herald. Lady Maud, may we use the banner +screen as a tabard?" + +"What a boy that is!" said fat Lady Liddell to her next-door +neighbour. "I've been here a fortnight, and never saw him out of +temper or out of spirits. So different from most young people +nowadays, who won't take the trouble to enjoy themselves." + +"I knew it wouldn't go on anybody's finger but yours," said Rick with +joyous confidence to his goddess when the competition was over. +"Perhaps it wasn't quite fair, because I'd seen Aunt Will try it on so +often, and her hands are tiny." + +Lady Maud shook her head gravely. "I'm afraid it wasn't quite fair; +but you must make me the ring, for all that." + +"Of course I'll make it!" + +She put her hand on his suddenly. "Don't, Rick! don't! I mean"--she +paused, looking at him curiously--"you may make it if you like, Rick; +but I won't promise to wear it--always." + + + + + VI + + +"We ought to have gone over to-day," said Eustace Gordon, looking out +to where the low sandy line of Eilean-a-fa-ash lay like a golden clasp +between the two headlands. The northern one bold, rocky, heathery; the +southern, a mere spit of bent-covered shingle, curving hornlike from +the great sweep of the Grâda Sands beyond. It was sunset,--a cloudless +sunset. Sky, and sea, and sand, bathed in a golden flood of light; +only the shallow stretches of water left behind by the retreating tide +glowing iridescent here and there like jewels. Far away, almost beyond +sight, an edge of foam keeping time to a whispering cadence told where +the Atlantic was hushing the shore to sleep. + +"Yes!" he went on lazily. "We ought, but we didn't. That fellow Weeks +is always on the slay." + +They were seated, a party of five,--for the professor still lingered +in the grip of cold,--on the base of the northern headland. There, +amongst the rocks and heather, Lady Maud and Cynthia Strong had been +making tea for the shooters. A brace of setters lay panting beside the +game-bags; a faint whiff of smoke from behind a boulder told that the +ghillies were enjoying themselves on their master's tobacco--sure sign +of a good day's sport. + +"Gorgeous weather," continued the same contented voice, "a whole week +of it; simply idyllic." + +"Ever since Mr. Wilson and the others left," assented Rick Halmar. +"Pity they went, isn't it?" + +"Mr. Wilson had to go," put in Lady Maud. "The telegram from the works +was urgent, and then the Collinghams' yacht happening to come in the +same day made it so convenient. Quite a coincidence; one of those +things no one could have foreseen." She spoke impatiently, almost in +an aggrieved tone; and Eustace, as he lay on his back staring up into +the sky, smiled to himself. + +"It is very curious how such things happen," remarked Cynthia Strong; +"but that they are comparatively common is indubitable. The very +proverbs in our language prove it." In the professor's absence she was +apt to assume the mantle of his manner in order to annihilate poor +Captain Weeks, in which object she generally succeeded. On this +occasion, however, emboldened by a recent reception of some golden +plovers' wings, for which her new tweed hat had been waiting, he +ventured to put in his oar. "The wish is father to the thought, for +instance." + +"Nothing of the kind--" began Miss Strong scornfully; but Lady Maud +rose hastily and, standing a little apart, looked at Eilean-a-fa-ash, +her hand shading her eyes. + +"Let us settle to go there to-morrow without fail," she said as if to +change the subject. + +"Not to-morrow, please," broke in Rick eagerly. "To-morrow is Fast +Day, and none of the ghillies will do a hand's turn. Besides, I have +to drive Aunt Will to the preaching, as uncle won't. Put it off till +the next day, Lady Maud. To begin with, it's my birthday, and then the +tides are full spring. So we could come back by the sea ford. It is +worth doing; nearly two miles with quicksands on either side, +especially to the south." + +"Very well, the day after to-morrow; that is, Friday certain; or some +other coincidence will be carrying off the rest of my party." Still +with her hand shading her eyes, she remained looking seawards, much in +the same attitude as she had stood at the window a month before. This +time her slight figure showed against the gold of sea and sky. + +"What is that," she asked, "like a mast--yonder and from the +headland?" + +Rick, busy as usual with his knife, did not pause to look. "It _is_ a +mast, Lady Maud. There is a wreck just to the south. Went ashore ever +so long ago, but it is useful still as a sign-post. Up to that spar +the sand is pretty safe--most times. Beyond that--by George! you +should see it when the tide is coming in." + +"Oh! I don't mean the spar close in--yonder, far away." + +He came and stood by her. "A yacht, I think, making, I should say, for +Carbost. Come to carry some of us away, maybe." + +"If it's for me," remarked Eustace, joining them, "I don't intend to +go. This is too good a time to be cut short. I haven't had such a good +one since those old days at Lynmouth, Maud! And you too! Why, you are +looking twice as well as you did--a week ago." There was meaning in +his words; more in his eyes. + +"Fine weather always agrees with me," she replied hastily. "Come, +Rick, let us pick up the tea things and start home." + +Yet in her heart of hearts she knew that Eustace was right. That past +week had been a paradise of relief, and now it came perilously near to +the time when the problem of her life must be faced. She had driven +round it so far, had turned back deliberately when she found it +barring the road, had claimed time to understand the position. What +had she done towards a decision? Nothing! Nothing save bask in the +immediate freedom; rejoice like any child in the fine weather, in +Rick's open adoration, in her cousin's constant companionship. + +As she and the boy walked homewards together, these thoughts came +again and again, whilst her nervous fingers busied themselves +mechanically with the silver ring which he had made for her; a growing +habit of which she was not aware. + +"Does it hurt you?" he asked tenderly. "I can easily alter it, if it +does." + +She shook her head with a faint smile. + +"But I have seen you do that so often lately," he persisted; "perhaps +the inside is not quite smooth. Give it me, please, and I will set it +right by Friday." + +"Don't trouble. If it hurts, I can always take it off; can't I, dear?" +There was a sudden passion in her tone, a kind of pitiful reproach in +her eyes. Rick looked at her, perturbed. + +"But if it hurts--" he began. + +She put out her pretty hand and laid it on his, almost with a +protecting gesture. "Nothing you could do would hurt me, Rick. You +said so the first time we met, and it is true. If it hurts, it is my +own fault." + +"That doesn't make any difference," he replied stoutly. "Let me have +it, please." + +"Not to-day--on Friday, perhaps; _if it hurts_." + +They were standing where the cross-path branched to Eval, waiting for +the others to come up; for Rick's way lay across the moor and she +would be left alone. + +"I believe it does hurt now," he said, still dissatisfied, "and I know +I could set it right. Do let me try." + +"How serious you are!" she cried with a sudden change of mood. "See! I +promise to give it back on Friday if it hurts. It shall be my birthday +present. There!" + +"All right. I'll keep it for yours; then we shall be quits," he said, +laughing. + +When he had left them, Eustace took his place, and Cynthia Strong and +Captain Weeks were certainly the happier for the change. Lady Maud, +likewise, to judge by her light laughter. + +Fast Day rose brilliantly. The clear, crisp sunshine poured in through +the dining-room windows, when, coming down to breakfast, she found her +cousin there, alone. + +"Another lovely day," she said gaily. + +"The last for me," he replied. "That was the yacht yesterday. It has +anchored below the sands, and the captain has strict orders from +Louisa to bring me off dead or alive to-night." He laughed, but there +was a bitter look on his face as he tossed a crumpled letter towards +her. "Catch! that's my warrant of execution." + +Not a very nice letter, but a reasonable one in its way. The weather +was to blame, of course; still, she had asked him to join her many +times and he had not joined her. He had been a month and more at +Roederay and now the equinoctial gales were over, she meant to be off +southwards. If he could not make use of the yacht, he must send it +round to Cowes and make his own arrangements. For her part, she +intended to start for the Mediterranean in ten days. Not the sort of +letter to be disregarded by a husband dependent on the writer for all +save a very moderate settlement. + +"I've told them to have the boat ready at the Grâda point at five this +afternoon to take me on board. Perhaps it is better so. This sort of +thing couldn't have gone on much longer." + +She was silent, and the professor, bursting in, ended the tête-à-tête. + +"What a land, or perhaps I should say sea, of surprises this is, to be +sure!" he exclaimed. "The _Clansman_, I am informed by the factor, +whom I met on his way to preaching, will anticipate her time by three +whole days, owing to this Fast and some local market. She takes +Carbost on the out instead of the in trip, and is due to-night, some +time between seven and two in the morning. So I am afraid, my dear +lady, that my delightful visit must come to a somewhat abrupt +conclusion. I propose, therefore, going over--" + +"To Eval House," suggested Eustace. + +"No-o. To the hotel at dusk, so as to be on the spot." + +Lady Maud paled visibly. "And Cynthia! of course she and Captain Weeks +will go too. Ah! what a sudden breakup of our pleasant party!" + +"You had better come with us, dear lady, and so reduce our regrets to +a minimum," cried the professor gallantly. + +But the compliment fell flat. That was the fate of most remarks during +breakfast, so that conversation dwindled to excerpts from Bradshaw's +guide. Captain Weeks, who was generally a stand-by of placid good +nature, was peculiarly low. He had made up his mind, come what might, +to try his fate with Cynthia Strong before leaving, and now, though +still determined, he felt hustled. She, in her turn, knew she had +shilly-shallied in a way unworthy of a Girton girl until her +opportunities of bringing the professor to book had dwindled to three +days; two of them to be spent at sea, where she could not be sure of +herself or him. As for Eustace and Maud, their rôle in the comedy of +Life had been touched with tragedy for some time past. They felt dimly +that the crisis had come. + +"We have never been to Eilean-a-fa-ash, after all," said Cynthia, +pausing at the window on her way to pack, and looking regretfully to +where the island lay out in the blue sea. + +"I thought we shouldn't," murmured Lady Maud in a low voice; "the +Island of Rest is not for us." + +"It has been within reach all the time. It is so still," replied +Eustace in the same tone. + +"We might have gone this morning if it hadn't been Fast Day," +continued Cynthia, aggrieved. "Couldn't we bribe somebody? I want to +go awfully, and so does the professor." + +"My failure to do so will be the only regret which can possibly mingle +with my memories of Roederay." + +"Can't think why you all want to see it," remarked the captain, +frowning at the professor's complimentary bows. "I went over one +day--yes, I did, Miss Strong--to shoot seals. Didn't get any--worse +luck! But it wasn't a bit pretty. Sand and bones and a stone coffin or +two. The ghillie told me, too, that sometimes, after a north wind, it +was awfully grim. The sand blows off, don't you know, and leaves +skeletons and things. Not at all the place for ladies, don't you +know." + +"I'm sorry to be obliged to differ," retorted Cynthia sharply. "In my +opinion, there are no places where a woman should not be." + +"Nihil continget quod non ornavit," paraphrased the professor. + +The captain's head held itself very high. "Perhaps I am wrong, but I +don't think so. However, as you wish to see it, Miss Strong, I shall +be delighted to row you over in the small boat. Only we must start at +slack tide; that is, about three in the afternoon." + +"Too late, I'm afraid," replied the young lady disconsolately. "We +ought to be starting for the hotel before six; oughtn't we, Maud?" + +"Oh, we could manage it," he went on, seeing in this plan the chance +of the tête-à-tête on which his mind was set. "If the wagonette were +to pick us up at the cross-roads, we should have heaps of time. It +would only be starting two hours earlier,--before the others, I mean." + +"What do you say, professor?" asked Cynthia sweetly. + +Arthur Weeks ground his teeth, and turned away with a murmur about the +boat being heavy. + +"But the professor will row, of course. Every one rows at Oxford. +Indeed, I, for one, think the Oxford style is the best in the world." + +"Then perhaps you will not require my aid. I only learnt off the coast +of Cornwall." + +Cynthia looked at her usually docile adorer in amaze; she did not +understand that the big man had for once thought it worth while to +make up his mind. "But we couldn't go without you," she pleaded quite +meekly. "You see, you have been there before. Ah, no! we couldn't go +without you." + +"If I can be of any use--" said the captain magnificently, and the +sight of his aggrieved but courteous dignity gave Cynthia quite a +pang. + +So it was arranged that, about slack tide, he and the professor should +row to Eilean-a-fa-ash from the boat-house on the north headland, and +afterwards, taking advantage of the full tide and southerly current, +slip down the coast across the sands to meet the wagonette. Eustace +and Maud proposed to start about the same time for Eval House, so that +he might say good-bye to Miss Willina before joining the yacht's boat +at Grâda point, whence the carriage, on its return journey, would take +Lady Maud back to Roederay. + +A sombre silence had lain between these two all day, and even when +they were left alone on the terrace watching the others disappear +shorewards, they said nothing for a time. A great stillness seemed to +be in the very air. Not a breath on the water, not a sound on the +moor, not a cloud on the sky. The very house seemed asleep; most of +the servants away for edification or amusement at the preaching, miles +to the south, amongst the peat bogs and heather, singing psalms and +eating peppermint drops, praising the Creator and flirting with the +creature. + +The silence must have reminded Eustace of this fact, for at last he +turned to his companion hastily. "They won't be at Eval, so there is +no use going. Come, Maud! It is the last time we shall be together, I +suppose. Come." + +It was not much to grant, she thought, when she might never see him +again. So they went out together over the moors, down by the little +pools where the water showed their shadows, blended one into the +other, upon the cairns where they sate together, looking out over the +sea. Together, always together, Eustace and she, as it had been at the +beginning. And this was the end, the very end. + +Meanwhile the trio in the boat set forth gaily; the professor very +straight in the back, and with no little style giving the stroke, +whilst Arthur Weeks, gloomily polite, paddled in the bows, debarred +from even a fair sight of his beloved. The full flood-tide lapped at +the furthermost scallop of seaweed on the shingly shore, and touched +the sea-pinks cresting the rocks. + +"Couldn't you pull a leetle harder?" suggested the captain drily, when +the professor paused in a long sentence to take breath. "I don't want +to hustle anybody, but we have only just got time to manage it. We are +making a good deal of leeway, and the channel north is a bit +dangerous." + +Cynthia glanced nervously towards the Pole. "Oh, yes! please, Mr. +Endorwick, pull harder. We can talk when we get to the island." + +Easier said than done. The perspiration poured down the professor's +face, and bow kept her head straight as a die; yet still the boat +failed to respond. + +As they crept along slowly, the channel between the headlands and the +island began to open up, showing the still, oily water which tells of +swift current. + +"We are too far north," said the captain, resting on his oar a moment. +"The tide can't have been quite slack when we started. However, it +doesn't matter; for the current here will take us south in no time." + +The professor pausing too, they drifted idly. + +"That's the landing-place, Miss Strong," went on the speaker. "Yonder, +where the bents almost touch the water, and that square thing behind +is a stone cof--" he paused abruptly. "Why, what the devil! we're +drifting north--due north. By George, we are, though." + +In good sooth they were--drifting north like a feather. + +"North! impossible--the current runs south at flood. Stay--by Heaven, +I remember--Ronald said something about a change at the equinox. +Quick, man alive. Pull, pull hard! Once she gets beyond those rocks, +we will have the dickens and all to keep her out of the eddy. It runs +like a race--higher up--amongst sunken--rocks." + +The last words came in jerks as he set all his strength to the oar. +The boat spun round with the point of the professor's oar as axis; +spun round, drifting as it span. + +"Damn it all!" shouted the man of war busy on the rowlocks. "I beg +your pardon, Miss Strong. Here, man, quick, give me the oar--go +forward--lie down in the bows and keep her keel stiff. Now then, +Cynthia, don't scream, there's a good girl--there's no danger as yet. +Lie down too--then you won't see anything." + +She did lie down ignominiously. Right down at his feet, feeling +that she would be content to enter Paradise clinging to this man's +coat-tails if only that entry was not premature. The whole world, to +her, lay in the strength of those arms, and when, meeting her piteous +eyes, his face relaxed to something like a smile, and he gasped, "All +right--getting along--nicely," she felt once, and for all, that she +loved his little finger better than the whole of that abject figure in +the bows. + +So she crouched, lost in a sort of terrified reliance on him, till +with a queer little sound, half sob, half laugh, he slackened, and +without a pause proceeded to retransfer a pair of rowlocks to the +bows. + +"Now then--professor--if you please--sorry to have--been so +abrupt--but--one manages better sculling--when there's no rudder." The +breaks were caused by his being out of breath. Otherwise he was full +of dignity, and Cynthia Strong broke down suddenly into subdued tears. + +"You had better lie still," he said. "See--here's my coat." He fumbled +it into a pillow with his left hand, as he went on rowing with his +right. "Raise your head, please, so;" and, as he bent over her, he +whispered, "Don't cry, dear, it's all over now." + +What Cynthia Strong did to the hand so near her lips is a dead secret +between those two. The captain's fine flush was doubtless due to his +previous exertions, but why a pillow should have caused a rush of +blood to Cynthia's terror-blanched face, remains a mystery. + +"Don't work so hard, professor!" cried the former gaily. "You +are pulling me round, and we have to get our head towards home. +Eilean-a-fa-ash is out of the question; besides, Miss Strong will be +all the better for a cup of tea. This sort of thing isn't fit for +women." + +And nobody denied it. + + + + + VII + + +A man and a woman looking seawards from Grâda point. To the north, the +long curve of sands hidden by the flood-tide. A curve ending in the +low line of Eilean-a-fa-ash, which, viewed from here, seemed as if it +were joined to the mainland. Beyond, the northern headland, whence +Roederay Lodge stood out against the sky. To the south, a coast broken +into little points and bays, with the slender masts of a yacht +standing above a near promontory. + +To the west, a spit of rocks running out into the Atlantic, which once +more lay like a golden garment stretching far as the eye could reach +on either hand. At their feet, a little boat swaying gently against a +bare ledge of rock; for the tide was at the full. + +"Do come," said the man; "you haven't really seen the yacht, and we +can't possibly miss the returning wagonette. I'll send a man to watch, +if you like; then there can be no mistake." + +He did not look at her, but his voice was instinct with passionate +entreaty. + +"But the men may not be here till late." Lady Maud did not look at him +either, yet the same repressed emotion rang in her tone. + +"I can row you. We have only to paddle round those rocks, and the +current will take us right on to the yacht." + +"But the men?" + +"Lazy beggars! let them swim. Besides, they should have been here long +ago; it is past five." + +"Half-past. They have been here and put the stores in the boat." + +"It is we who are late." + +He moved a step closer, impatiently. "What have the men to do with it, +Maud? Don't--don't be childish! What are you afraid of--not of me, +surely?" + +There was a pause. + +"I am afraid of nothing," she said lightly. "Come, it will be pleasant +out on that sunny sea at any rate." + +He steadied the boat for her, and she stepped in. + +"Where to?" he asked, half in jest, when a stroke or two had taken +them from the shadow of the rock into the glitter of the sinking sun, +where they lay bathed in light, the water dripping from the lifted +oars like drops of molten gold. "Why shouldn't we leave everything +behind and set sail for nowhere--anywhere?" + +With his arms resting on the oars, he leant forwards, fixing his dark +eyes on her face. They were full of pity and a great tenderness. + +"You look so nice there, Maud. Take off your hat, dear, and let the +sun shine on your hair as it used to do when you were a girl. If I had +my will, Maud, you should always be in the sunlight; you know that, +don't you?" + +The oars fell into the water softly as he rowed on, whilst she sate +silent, trailing one hand in the water and watching the great big +medusæ come pulsating past. + +"How pleasant it must be to drift--like that!" she said half to +herself, and once again the drip, drip, drip, of those golden tears +filled up the silence as the boat swayed idly on the breathing of the +sea. + +"Why shouldn't we drift? There is plenty of time, and God knows ties +enough, as a rule. Grapnels fore and aft and a mud bank under all to +stick upon." + +"Don't talk of that now, Eustace," she broke in hurriedly. "Let +us forget it for this last half hour. Isn't it enough to be +here--together?" + +"Enough for now--" he replied unsteadily; "but for afterwards?" + +"There may be no afterwards." + +He shook his head. "A man never thinks of that. He can't live on +moonshine; or sunshine either. He wants something real; and so do you. +Maud! what will you do when you go back to him?" + +She put out her hand in entreaty with a little cry. "Oh, Eustace! can +you not let me be happy for one short half hour?" + +"Happy, when we are going to part? Happy, when I know what your future +will be? when I know it will be torture to you? Why did you send him +away if it was not because the strain was too great for you to bear?" + +"I--I did not send him away," she faltered. + +"Pshaw! Hooper told me about it--the fool was afraid. Then the wire +came, of course, and there was no need for the other. But you meant +it, Maud. Ah, my darling! don't think I am blaming you--Blame! How +could I blame you save for too much patience? + +"Maud, let us cut the knot! We have made a mistake, both of us; for +you are miserable, and I--I will not bear it. Come--the yacht is +there. Let us go into the sunshine. Come, my darling--see how fate +points the way. We are drifting, drifting--a little more and the +current will take us. Why should you go back to the empty house? the +empty life? Maud! Maud!" + +What does a man say to a woman when he has forgotten everything in the +world save his mad desire to keep her for his own? All that could be +said, in all its tenderness, its passion, and its selfishness, was +hers as the boat drifted and drifted. + +"I am cold!" she said suddenly, giving a little shudder, yet drawing +closer to him. "We shall be too late." + +"Too late to return," he answered joyously. "Oh, Maud, trust me this +once--See, the yacht is close." He turned and gave a quick exclamation +of surprise. Where were they? Not, as he expected, within a stone's +throw of the coast, drifting surely southwards. Here was nothing save +sea, and rising slowly from it on all sides a thin mist, golden in the +sunlight through which, in the far distance, a shadow or two loomed +faint, unrecognized. + +Above them the sky, clear as ever; below them the sea, bright, +pellucid; but between them a gathering curtain which even as he looked +faded from gold to white, from white to grey, as the unseen sun sank +beneath the unseen horizon. + +"It is a sea-haugh," he said lightly; "the wind must have changed to +the north, and the cold condenses the vapour. I have seen them often +after hot weather. But it is all right. We must be close to the yacht, +for we were well in the current when I stopped rowing; and it runs +inshore due south. If I whistle, they must hear and answer." + +But none came, and the sound seemed to return resonant from the mist, +showing that it had not travelled far. So, whistling, shouting, and +rowing, they spent some time in vain, till fear began to invade her +courage. What if they had drifted past? What if they were drifting out +to sea, further and further from safety? He tried to scoff at her +alarm, though his own anxiety grew fast as the mist settled thicker +and thicker till he could not see a yard beyond the bows. Suddenly, +with a grating shock, the boat stopped abruptly, almost throwing them +into each other's arms. His heart seemed to stop also, as he +remembered having heard of sunken rocks in mid channel. + +"We are aground--stay still, I will see." + +He stepped cautiously over the side, one foot into six inches of water +and a shelving bottom, the other into three. Then on to firm dry warm +sand. His laugh of relief was genuine. + +"The adventure is over, Maud. Come! let me help you out. This must be +the mainland; but where, I can't say." + +A difficult question, indeed, to decide with that grey mist curtain +closing in and shutting out all, save a patch or two of bent at their +feet. + +"Stay here a bit," he continued, "and I will explore. Take the +whistle. I won't go beyond its reach or be away long; the road must be +close by." + +It was not, however, and he returned after a time with a clouded face. +"I don't understand it. The sea seems to surround us except in one +direction, and that is all sand and bent. I don't remember any such +point below Grâda." + +"Perhaps we are above it," suggested his companion. + +"Quite impossible. The current runs south; a sort of back eddy from +the big stream. That is what brings all the drift to Grâda Sands. The +question, however, is what we are to do. Take to the boat again and +punt along the shore till we find a landmark, I should say. Best not +to desert our ships." + +But this again brought a disappointment, and half an hour's rowing, +punting, and towing resulted in nothing. By this time it was almost +dark, the mist gathered denser than ever, and with the approach of +night the north wind rose steadily. + +"The sooner we settle ourselves the better, if we have to camp out, +and it looks like it," said he at last. "Still, if we light a fire, +some one may see it. Anyhow, there are stores and a sail in the boat, +so we shall manage. Cheer up, Maud; imagine we are children again. How +often haven't we pretended to be cast away on a desert island +together, and how happy we were!" + +True enough; yet as she helped him to gather driftwood for the fire, +her thoughts were on the difference between those days and these. And +there was more to them in this mischance than there would have been to +others. What had she meant to do when she stepped into the boat? She +could not tell; only this she knew, that fate seemed to have decided +for her. If the fire brought some one--well and good. If not, why then +Eustace and she had gone adrift. That question was settled forever. + +She sate feeding the fire, whilst he foraged for eatables in the boat, +and each stick seemed to her another doubt dispelled. How they flamed +and crackled and sparkled, as driftwood does out of sheer joy in +burning. Yet no one came--no one. + +Later on, with the tenderness which was a fierce delight to her, he +found her what shelter he could on that bare waste of bent and +shingle; though it was only a nook, backed on the windy side by a +rough slab of rock half embedded in the sand. Still it was dry and +warm, and with the boat's sail wrapped round her, and her feet towards +a freshly built fire, she could lean back comfortably and defy some of +the growing cold and rising wind. She sate watching him silently as he +sate by the fire, turning every now and again to assure himself of her +comfort or tuck the sail, loosened by the wind, round her more +closely. + +Suddenly, during one of these ministrations, her eye caught the +sparkle of dewdrops on his coat, and she stretched out her delicate +hand to touch his sleeve. It was quite wet. + +"There is plenty of room for you here, Eustace," she said quietly, +"and the sail will cover us if we sit close together. I--I must not +begin by being selfish." Then her calm gave way. "Oh, Eustace! +Eustace! we must love each other very dearly or I shall die of shame." + +Something in the almost despairing surrender to fate roused the best +part in his nature. He drew her head on to his shoulder and kissed her +gently. + +"Good-night, dear. Go to sleep if you can. I'll watch the fire." + +She gave a little shivering sob and clung to him. All was settled now; +she had taken her life into her own hands; the struggle was over, and +he was a haven of rest--a haven of rest. Her thoughts went no further +than that, for she was utterly wearied out; but as he sate beside her, +his mind went far afield into the afterwards which he had claimed as +his right; and more than once as she stirred in the uneasy sleep into +which she had fallen, he bent over her again and kissed her. She was +his; the past was at an end; scruples must come later if they came at +all. He had foreseen this ending from the beginning; perhaps he +had tried to escape from it; perhaps he had not. This much was +certain,--the stars had fought for him, and she was his. The wind +swept steadily round them, but, safe sheltered as she was, he +feared no harm, and when the dawn came their troubles would all be +over--forever. + +So sheltering her, as morning approached he, too, fell into a doze, +and the fire, deprived of fuel, sank by degrees to a heap of +smouldering ashes. Then the chill which comes before the day sought +them out even in each other's arms, and brought to both a vague, +surprised consciousness of their surroundings. Where were they? What +had happened? With eyes still full of sleep and dreams, she saw the +grey mist hanging round them--the ashes of the fire which had burnt so +bravely last night. Last night! Great God, how came she there? + +"Eustace!" she cried, starting up wildly, one hand finding aid from +the slab of rock behind her. Her pretty hair was damp with dew, her +face flushed where it had rested on his shoulder. + +For answer he caught her to him and covered her face with passionate +kisses. He, too, was fresh from sleep and dreams,--dreams of the +hereafter. And now the day had come, and yonder, where the mist showed +lightest, the sun was rising. + +"Oh, no! no!" she panted, struggling to escape. + +"Maud!"--his tone was full of surprised reproach as he fell back a +step,--"what is it? What have I done?" + +"What have _I_ done?" she echoed swiftly. "I can't remember! Oh, God! +what's that?" Her voice rose to a shriek; she clung to him +convulsively with one hand while her eyes fixed themselves on the +stone slab which had sheltered her--and him. + +The north wind had done work during the night, and the embedded slab +was clear now; more than clear. It formed part of a stone coffin +whence the wind had driven the sand, leaving the contents exposed to +view. Only a few bones, but, backed by the drifted sand, they still +kept the semblance of a skeleton sitting staring out into the mist. + +Eustace Gordon recoiled--the best of men would have done so much in +such a situation; then memory aided him. + +"It is Eilean-a-fa-ash, Maud--Eilean-a-varai--you remember. We must +have drifted north somehow. Don't look so scared, my darling. It is +only Eilean-a-fa-ash--the Island of Rest--that is all." + +She did not heed him; her eyes, full of an almost insane terror, +were fastened on the fleshless hand which lay so near--oh! God in +heaven!--so near her own as it clutched the side of the coffin. + +"The ring," she whispered. "Look! look--the ring, my ring, my ring." + +Yes! on the dead as on the living hand he saw the ring with its +legend, "Beautiful, constant, chaste." A chill came over even his +passion; yet he turned to her with sudden petulance. + +"Well! what then?--you know whence it must have come, what it must +have been from the beginning, I suppose. Come! let us leave these +horrors, let us leave the past and be sensible. Come, Maud." + +She gave him one look,--a look he never forgot,--and with a cry of +"Rick's ring! Rick's ring!" broke from him and disappeared into the +mist. + +"Maud! Maud! don't be silly! Maud! where are you going? For God's +sake, Maud! come back. The mist--the sea--are you mad? Maud! Maud!" + +Then he, too, was blotted out, and the growing light of day found +nothing human there save the bones of a woman who had been loved. +Nothing but that and the ashes of a fire which had gone out. + +"Maud! Maud!" The cry hit on the mist and came echoing back to him, +as, following her faint footsteps, he pursued her. Once looming +through the fog he thought he saw her pausing as for breath, but his +passionate entreaty for her to wait for him, his eager reminder that +he was Eustace--Eustace, her lover--brought no response. Did he +imagine a faint cry as if she started off in renewed alarm, or was it +only some sea-bird hidden in the mist, uttering its plaintive note? + +He brought himself up suddenly with a gasp of horrid fears as his feet +gave way beneath him--deeper? deeper? No! that was right: firm ground +once more, but where was he? Where were those faint footmarks leading +him? + +"Maud! Come back! It is not safe!" Still he went on. Not safe, indeed! +He floundered desperately for a moment, and then stood with laboured +breath and a dew of deadly fear on his face, looking round him. The +sun rising steadily had, by this time, turned the mist into a golden +haze, through which he could see that a few seaweed-hung boulders had +been gathered to a heap whence sprang a cross-shaped post. It must be +a ford--the sea ford to Eilean-a-fa-ash. That way then lay safety, for +a few hours; but which way had she gone? He stooped to see, with fear +for her and for himself fighting with his love. Then he stood up, pale +as death. "Maud! Come back. Maud! I will not hurt you." Surely, surely +there was an answering cry. The relief seemed to blind him, deafen +him. + +"Here! Here! where are you? It is I!" + +The next instant Rick Halmar was beside him, fiercely imperative. +"Where is she? Where is she?" + +Eustace Gordon looked at the eager boyish face stupidly, and faltered, +"She was afraid--she ran away. I don't know why. Call her. She might +come to you. Call her." + +Those bright blue eyes seemed to pierce him through and through, +before they sought the ground. There was not much to be seen; only the +print of a woman's foot in the sand, a foot going south; due south. + +"Coward!" + +The word rang out clear from the golden mist like a voice from heaven, +and Eustace Gordon was left standing alone beside the cross pointing +towards safety. Rick Halmar had gone south; due south. + + + + + VIII + + +Then a new cry beat itself upon the curtain of mist: "Lady Maud! Lady +Maud! it is I--Rick! Rick Halmar." And the boy's voice reached further +than the man's, as moment by moment the sea-haugh lightened, softened, +rose, until it seemed no more than a golden halo round the climbing +sun. + +"It is I--Rick! Rick Halmar." + +His hands clenched tighter and tighter as he ran. To Eustace the +danger had been uncertain, unreal, but Rick knew every inch of the +ground, and knew that each step left hope further behind. Already his +accustomed ear had caught the curious whispering hush with which the +land gives way before the sea. And he knew what that meant on Grâda +Sands. Firm foothold for a second and then a shivering and murmuring +sliding gulf. Oh, horrible, most horrible to think of her. + +"Lady Maud! it is I--Rick, only Rick." + +The thought came to him suddenly that it was his birthday. She had +promised to give him something. Ah! fate could not be so cruel on his +birthday of all days in the year! Foolish irrational thought which +somehow brought him comfort as his keen eyes sought a sign and found +nothing but those shining footsteps, whence the water filtered even as +he sped past them. Thank Heaven for so much! since it showed that the +tide was still far off; that as yet there was time. Lighter and +lighter too! Soon he might be able to see her, ghostlike, through the +mist, or at least judge the distance of that creeping line of foam +which, still unseen, and still, he hoped fiercely, far, far off, yet +seemed to occupy his every thought, to fill his memory. Tortuous like +a snake, with the snake's low hiss as it curled along the quivering +sand. Suddenly his heart stood still, for there out of the golden mist +grew the tall black spar of the old wreck with its message of warning: +"Pretty safe so far, most times; beyond that--" The recollection of +his own careless words prompted another cry. + +"My lady--my dearest lady. It is I, Rick--only Rick." + +What was that on the sand--blotting the yellow sand just below the +spar? A stone? seaweed? No--that was a woman's dress; she was there, +face downwards on the sand, fallen insensible perhaps--but saved. +Thank God! saved. He stumbled in his mad haste to reach her. Was it a +stumble, or had his foot broken through the firmer crust? Again, this +time both feet. Could he have come so far, so close, only to fail? +Impossible! Then beneath him he felt a tremor, the first slight tremor +heralding the dissolution of dry land. With the sudden resolve which, +in time of danger, separates one man from his fellow, decisively, +absolutely, to the utter annihilation of all cant about equality, he +put all his strength into one bold leap forward. The next instant he +was clinging to the spar like a monkey, or a sailor. The tremor +passed; the sand settled once more with a low gurgling murmur, +proclaiming the back draw of the wave still hidden by the haze. +Cautiously he tried one foot beyond the single plank between him and +destruction. Hopeless, even if he stood still, and to reach her he +must take a step or two. Again the tremor came,--the shifting, sliding +sparkle of the sand-grains as they parted,--and the figure lying with +its face hidden, resting on the right arm, sank a little. Only a very +little; yet still it sank. He had come prepared for danger, with a +rope wound about his waist; and almost with his first foothold on the +wreck, his hands had been busy with the coil even while his thoughts +and eyes were elsewhere. A bight here, a bend there, and it was fast +as sailor's lore could make it, to the spars and to his body. No! not +there; for it had to be doubled to bear the strain, and he could not +afford to lose an inch. So, tight over one shoulder with a treble +twist round his outstretched arm. That would not give way unless it +tore the arm from its socket; and then the rope, being high up on the +spar, would give him greater purchase when the time came for strength. +How long these thoughts, these actions, seemed to take; yet he could +not spare one of them even though, with a soft, swishing rush, the +hidden enemy made another sally. This time lingering half a moment +round that figure on the sand as if to gain a firmer hold upon it. +Perhaps! but not so firm as his would be. Now he was ready! With a +swing backwards and forwards to gain additional impetus, the rope +coiled loosely so as not to drag, he leapt clear of the wreck towards +her. An instant's doubt, and he had her by the hand, the left hand, +which lay stretched on the sand as she had fallen. How cold it was! +Could she be dead? But the horror of the thought was forgotten in +fight; for now, with the same chuckling sound as if the devils below +were laughing at him, came the back draw. Not an inch, not a quarter +to be yielded, come what might. The rope, despite his bitter clench +upon its strands, cut deep into his arm; it seemed as if a red-hot +iron pierced his shoulder, as the sinews strained to their uttermost. +Ah! that was a relief, but her weight was heavier surely, and that +meant less stable support. Hanging as he was, by one arm,--the other +outstretched to keep his hold on her,--he could see nothing save the +unsteady sand closing round him. He seemed to feel nothing save the +little cold hand in his. It was now or never. Grasping the rope as +high as he could reach, he put out his whole strength, hoping to move +her but an inch nearer to him. Hopeless; and the back draw, coming on +him unawares, found him, as it were, on the rack, and seized its +opportunity. He set his teeth and endured. How, he never knew, but +when the agony passed, a dew, like that of death, was on his face, and +he hung nerveless, helpless, save for the desperate resolve to keep +his hold--to keep her hand in his. The wave again. Little bubbles this +time, as if some one was drowning close by. Ah! if he could only see +her, even though it was to see her gripped in that pulsating horror! + +"Maud! it is I--only Rick." The cry came from him as he hung on +the rack once more. Perhaps, if he could keep his hold, the coming +tide would slacken that grip--it might--it must. How far had she +sunk--already? Had the golden head disappeared? Was there nothing +left save the little cold hand where he could feel the ring--his +ring--slipping under his clasp? Ah! there was the wave again--surging +in his ears, whispering, whispering, whispering, surely of some +far-off country, of a great rest, and peace, and forgetfulness. + + + * * * * * + + +Rick Halmar hung limp upon the rope. Nature had stepped in; her +patience was exhausted, she would have no more heroism, no more delay. +Those two hands had held each other long enough. The time had come for +them to part quietly, peacefully. Not in a moment, but gradually, as +if even in unconsciousness the spirit strove against the flesh, those +slender fingers slipped through the strong ones. Slipped and slipped, +till, with a little jerk, Rick's hand closed upon itself, and fell +back inert, while the other, still stretched in mute appeal, sank +slowly into the sand. + +The sun, having escaped from its halo, saw the deed done, and smiled +down upon the sight cheerfully. Only a boy with a birthday present in +his hand. Only one more woman loved and lost. What was that to weep +over? A wheeling gull, sweeping by on broad white wings, suggested +sympathy, but, in reality, it came to see if the deed portended food +for its young ones. There were no other spectators. Had there been, +they would have been so occupied by vain attempts to aid, that the +essence of it all would have escaped them. Such things are better told +than witnessed. + + + * * * * * + + +So thought Miss Willina when, three weeks afterwards, Rick, with his +left arm still in a sling, tried to make her understand it was not his +fault. He wore the silver ring on his right hand; they had found it +there tight clasped when, set on the track by Eustace Gordon, they +came in a boat to the rescue. Just too late to do more than release +Rick from a torture none the less painful afterwards because it was +unfelt at the time. Perhaps, with her older eyes, Miss Willina saw +further into the blame than he did; but she said nothing. + +So Rick kept the ring, with its legend "Beautiful, constant, chaste," +as his birthday present. He did not even give it to his wife. It +belonged, he said, to the most perfect woman he had ever seen, and +when people suggested the propriety of this being a euphonism for the +one he had chosen as his life-companion, he shook his head with a +smile. + +Nevertheless, Miss Willina was not silent of blame. She poured vials +of it on her own head for having neglected a clear duty. If she had +only insisted on the other devil being burnt as well, this terrible +thing might not have come to pass. Anyhow, she would go over to the +deserted Lodge without delay, and destroy the wicked idol, lest it +should do more harm. + +"Let me come too," said Rick in a low voice. + +This time Miss Willina did not meet his request with the query, "Was +she so pretty as all that, dear?" Indeed, the memory of those words +choked her. + +So Rick went for the first time into the little sanctum where Lady +Maud had stood adrift at the window. The image was still on the +mantelpiece, and he started at the sight of it. "Aunt Will!" he cried +in quick, half-alarmed tones, "I never made that--it is not my work." + +It was not. The professor had been right for once, when he called it a +genuine savage conception of fate, brought thither by the Gulf Stream. + +Rick took it up in his hands and looked at it curiously. "I wonder," +he said, half to himself, "if things would have been different." Then, +with a sort of appeal, he turned to Miss Willina. "Aunt Will--you +don't really believe--all that rubbish--do you?" + +Her answer was decisive. She took the image from him, and marched off +with it to Kirsty's peat fire. + +So that was an end of the tragic comedy of Roederay. When Rick set off +to sail the seas, all the actors in it had disappeared, save Miss +Willina in the windblown Noah's Ark at Eval. + +Will Lockhart came back the next summer, and painted a picture of +Eilean-a-fa-ash, with a golden sea-haugh hanging over drifted sand, +and the skeleton of a hand showing from a stone coffin. It was +gruesome and morbid; so it was much admired by the Gulf Stream of +society in the Royal Academy. Miss Willina, however, still refused to +find entertainment in a magic lantern. The past was sacred, she said, +and no good ever came in disbelieving in it. Besides, what would +become of her animals? + +He came again the next summer, bringing with him a tale about the +"flusteration midst the bastes of all creation," which followed on the +introduction of the "Spirit of fell Denial into the Ark," whereat they +both laughed. + +And that year he sent a picture to the Royal Academy, which a few +critics admired. But then, it was only the portrait of a middle-aged +woman with a sick gosling on her lap, and half a dozen zoological +specimens grouped around her. Yet you could almost feel the northwest +wind which was ruffling the coils of hair, and smell the fresh, salt, +wholesome breeze which had swept the sand from those dead fingers at +Eilean-a-fa-ash. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: In the Tideway + +Author: Flora Annie Steel + +Release Date: May 29, 2012 [EBook #39847] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK IN THE TIDEWAY *** + + + + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by +Google Books (New York Public Library) + + + + + + +</pre> + +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<p class="hang1">Transcriber's Notes:<br> +<br> +1. Page scan source:<br> +<br> +http://books.google.com/books?id=sYwnAAAAMAAJ<br> +<br> +(New York Public Library)<br> +<br> +<br> +2. Table of Contents added by Transcriber.</p> + +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2>IN THE TIDEWAY</h2> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h1>IN THE TIDEWAY</h1> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h5>BY</h5> +<br> +<h2>FLORA ANNIE STEEL</h2> + +<h5><span class="sc">Author of "On the Face of the Waters," "Miss Stuart's<br> +Legacy," "Red Rowans," etc., etc.</span></h5> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h3>New York</h3> +<h2>THE MACMILLAN COMPANY</h2> +<h3>1897</h3> + +<h5><i>All rights reserved</i></h5> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h4><span class="sc2">Copyright, 1897</span>,<br> +<span class="sc">By</span> THE MACMILLAN COMPANY.</h4> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h4>Norwood Press<br> +<span class="sc2">J. S. Cushing & Co.--Berwick & Smith<br> +Norwood Mass. U.S.A.</span></h4> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> + +<h2>CONTENTS</h2> +<br> +<h4><a name="div1Ref_prologue" href="#div1_prologue">PROLOGUE</a></h4> +<h4><a name="div1Ref_01" href="#div1_01">CHAPTER I</a></h4> +<h4><a name="div1Ref_02" href="#div1_02">CHAPTER II</a></h4> +<h4><a name="div1Ref_03" href="#div1_03">CHAPTER III</a></h4> +<h4><a name="div1Ref_04" href="#div1_04">CHAPTER IV</a></h4> +<h4><a name="div1Ref_05" href="#div1_05">CHAPTER V</a></h4> +<h4><a name="div1Ref_06" href="#div1_06">CHAPTER VI</a></h4> +<h4><a name="div1Ref_07" href="#div1_07">CHAPTER VII</a></h4> +<h4><a name="div1Ref_08" href="#div1_08">CHAPTER VIII</a></h4> + +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> + +<h2>IN THE TIDEWAY</h2> + +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_prologue" href="#div1Ref_prologue">PROLOGUE</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">A Statue of charity with helpless childhood gathered to the ample +bosom, and helpless age sheltered by the ample veil behind it, a +crimson curtain concealing an angle in the stairway. In front a crowd +streaming slackly, yet steadily, up the steps; a crowd which broke +into little eddies of greeting, little backwaters of gossip, whilst +the waves from the rear, taking advantage of the pause, rippled higher +and higher. A crowd complaining indifferently of the crush, the heat, +the impossibility of being in two places at once--not with reference +to the hay-sweet meadows and copses where the nightingales were +singing to the moon that summer's night, but in regard to some other +hot staircase, where society was due some time ere the sun rose.</p> + +<p class="normal">To the man who, in a comfortable niche behind the statue, sate removed +from the pressure of the current, the scene was framed by Charity's +mantle. Perhaps it needed the setting; a crowd generally does whether +it be in the old Kent Road or Grosvenor Square.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The Big Bear! I beg your pardon, Mr. Lockhart. Why aren't you in +Rome, and is there room for me on that peaceful seat?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"There is always room for Golden Locks beside the Big Bear--and now, +Lady Maud, why should I be in Rome at this season of the year?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Because, being an artist, you should not mind malaria. Besides, what +is malaria to this insufferable heat and crush? Doesn't it strike you +that our hostess thinks getting into society, and getting society into +her rooms, are synonymous terms? Did you ever see such a--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Charity, Lady Maud, Charity!" interrupted her companion, pointing to +the protecting arm stretched between them and the crowd. "Let it cover +the multitude--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of sins? Thank you. I suppose I am wicked. But you--why are you here +in the swim? When you profess to despise us--to renounce the world, +the flesh, and the devil--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Because I came to see one who should have nothing to do with that +Trinity of Evil either. I came to see you, Lady Maud. I couldn't pass +through Babylon without giving you my congratulations. So you are +going to be married--"</p> + +<p class="normal">He paused, looking her in the face curiously.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well! Why don't you say 'at last'? It is what every lady thinks, I'm +sure. People have been coming perilously near calling me 'poor Lady +Maud' these last two seasons, and now--yes! I am to marry Mr. +Wilson--you know him, I think."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, I do know that fortunate man, and, pardon me, Lady Maud, but you +and I have been confidential, haven't we? ever since in a <i>tourbillon</i> +of white frills and blue sashes you chose to prefer my walnuts to +other folks' sweeties at dessert. Now about Eustace. What is to become +of him?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The pretty face winced just a little.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Haven't you heard? Eustace is to be married also; indeed, we think of +choosing the same day."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Out of bravado?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nothing of the kind. Eustace and I have put away--childish things. We +have decided to be sensible, and he is marrying Louisa Capper, the +American heiress. I like Louisa."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I trust that feeling is shared by Eustace."</p> + +<p class="normal">"How hopelessly old-fashioned you are, Big Bear! I don't believe you +will ever learn to shave yourself in tufts, and become a civilized +poodle. Of course he likes her. She is really a very nice girl, and +then she only has a father. Don't you think the American '<i>par-par</i>' +is less objectionable as a rule than the '<i>mar-mar</i>'? To be +serious,--which I should not trouble to be with ninety-nine people out +of a hundred,--Eustace and I have seen the error of our ways, and we +intend--in fact, I personally expect to be very happy. As I said, +Louisa is very--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where do you spend the honeymoon?" he interrupted, not being in the +least interested in Louisa's part in the business.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Again hopelessly old-fashioned! There is but one place, nowadays, in +which to spend a honeymoon,--Paris. It is so full of distractions. +Then Mr. Wilson has taken a grouse moor near the North Pole; Eustace +is to come there in his new yacht, and we are to have a real good +time; as Louisa--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Near the North Pole? Didn't know grouse grew there."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, it is not very far from it. I forget the name,--but see! there +is Eustace behind old Lady Brecknock's feathers. He will remember."</p> + +<p class="normal">A very handsome dark man in the stream saw her signal and drifted +sideways to shelter.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Charity cometh," he began.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Please not. Mr. Lockhart has patented it already; besides, I want you +to tell me the name of that place in the Hebrides. Roederay! Yes, of +course! I remember now that it put me in mind of dry champagne. By the +way, you used to paint that coast once, Mr. Lockhart; do you by chance +know Roederay?"</p> + +<p class="normal">What is called a flicker of expression crossed her hearer's face. It +is a poor description for the absolute blank which a chance word +brings to some imaginative people by summoning them from the present +into the past.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I know it well," he replied. "And if you will excuse me, Lady Maud, I +don't think it has much in common with dry champagne."</p> + +<p class="normal">Her clear, rather scornful eyes were on him critically.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Association belongs to Hope as well as Memory, Mr. Lockhart. You may +have had a <i>mauvais quart d'heure</i> at Roederay. We intend to have a +good time; don't we, Eustace?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Rather!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I doubt it," retorted the elder man; "civilized people, like you, +Eustace, for instance, shouldn't go to those places. To begin with, +there is always a difficulty about dinner."</p> + +<p class="normal">Lady Maud laughed. "Not in these days of ice and telegraphs. Besides, +some of us like high teas--don't we, Eustace?"</p> + +<p class="normal">His face did not change, though the appeal took him back many years in +his turn; but then, the speaker was in that past as she was in the +present. To say sooth, she occupied them both fully.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, we can endure them. Do you remember those holidays at Lynmouth, +Maud, and the feeds we had on the cliffs? I wonder if any boy ate more +strawberries and cream at a sitting than I could do in those days?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Have you changed much since then?" she asked, smiling up at him +mischievously. "I don't see it, do you, Mr. Lockhart?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not a bit," replied the elder, laying his hand affectionately on the +other's shoulder. "Eustace is just what he was as a boy--not to be +stinted in his enjoyment of good things. To return, however, to +Roederay. You won't like its simplicity, its habit of taking one right +down to first principles."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It couldn't! we are too complex--aren't we, Eustace?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"And then it is grim. There is an island full of dead people, who +appear--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah! I know all about the stone coffins and the bones; Professor +Endorwick told me, and he is coming north on purpose to explore all +the antiquities. There he is in the crush with Cynthia Strong. I +wonder when that will come off? Call them here, Eustace, and wisdom +shall confound this Evil Prophet. Why, the professor, Mr. Lockhart, +thinks <i>Eilean-a-varai</i> alone is sufficient inducement for a visit to +Roederay."</p> + +<p class="normal">"<i>Eilean-a-varai</i>--Isle of the Dead, you call it? We used to prefer +another name: <i>Eilean-a-fa-ash</i>--Island of Rest. It lies right out in +the sunset, like Avilion."</p> + +<p class="normal">Lady Maud gave a little shiver.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh no! that is ever so much more grim than the other. I hate things +which--which appeal to the imagination."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am quite aware of it," he replied quietly; "hence my prophecy that +Roederay will not suit you."</p> + +<p class="normal">She sate playing with her fan idly. "Island of Rest indeed! There +never was such a place--there never will be. Ah, professor, come like +a good soul and do battle for civilization and culture. Are we not far +better than the primitives of the North Pole? Are we not stronger, +wiser, more original--"</p> + +<p class="normal">The learned professor, being a little deaf, did not quite catch her +words. He was, in addition, much given to the jocular style when +addressing the weaker sex, which he held to have been created for the +sole purpose of exercising the social qualities of man. So, an +appropriate remark having occurred to him, he came forward primed with +it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Charity, Lady Maud, is, as a rule said to cover a multitude of sins; +in this case it conceals the virtues."</p> + +<p class="normal">And he was greatly pleased with himself when everybody laughed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"On the whole, I retract 'original,'" continued Lady Maud gravely; "so +you needn't defend that proposition, professor. How can we be +original? There is nothing new under the sun; even one's jokes have +been appropriated by past generations. Everything has been used up."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not everything," said Will Lockhart. "To return to Roederay, for +instance. You will be next-door neighbours to the Gulf Stream. It is +not used up; far from it. <i>That</i>, Lady Maud, will be another of the +horrid things which appeal to the imagination. Night and day--day and +night--"</p> + +<p class="normal">She shrugged her pretty bare shoulders.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There is the Gulf Stream I like," she replied, pointing to the crowd +still surging onwards. "Why should you abuse it? We go on day and +night, night and day. Upwards and onwards--to heaven, for all you +know. I defy you and your old-world ideas and romances. We are going +down to Roederay to paddle about where we choose, catalogue your dead +people and their beliefs as we choose, and we are going to eat our +dinner and kill everything we see. There is one of the slayers in the +stream, Arthur Weeks, the best shot in England, so people say. Ah! +Captain Weeks, Mr. Wilson tells me you are coming to Roederay. I am +glad."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Charity, Lady Maud," began the gallant warrior.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is not your bird, Captain Weeks! Mr. Lockhart, my cousin +Eustace, and the professor have all blazed away at that poor joke +already. Of course, your gun would bring it down, but please be +merciful. Let it go for another day."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That reminds me, Gordon," said the captain confidentially to Lady +Maud's cousin, when the laugh had ceased, "I was speaking to old +Snapshot about Roederay, and he assures me that the birds lie like +stones in that part. Something, he said, to do with the Gulf +Stream--but I don't know much of these scientific things, Lady Maud. +Only I assure you he declares you can kick 'em up and shoot 'em like +chickens on the last day of the season."</p> + +<p class="normal">There was a solemn pause. The advantages of Roederay seemed exhausted +on all sides.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If some one will give me his arm," said Lady Maud, rising, "I will go +upstairs--to Paradise, perhaps, Mr. Lockhart. I really must say how do +you do to our hostess before going on to the next."</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_01" href="#div1Ref_01">I</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"Any luck, Rick?" called a lady sitting on the doorstep of Eval House +to a young man coming up the ferry-path. His rod was balanced level in +his hand, his head bent forward against half a gale of wind, which, +after sweeping the grass slopes into silvery waves, raced with white +horses over the greener sea beyond. Yet on the doorstep, with the +stone house betwixt you and the nor'west, the day was warm and still +as any autumn day can be when a bright sun shines clear out of a +brilliant blue sky.</p> + +<p class="normal">She was a very small lady, looking all the smaller because the energy +expressed in every line of face and figure suggested its adequacy for +the direction of a far larger mass of matter. Looking still smaller at +that particular moment by reason of her being overwhelmed by a fleecy +lamb she was endeavouring to feed with a teapot. For the rest, a lady +long past youth, yet with sufficient traces of it left to show that it +had been pre-eminently attractive.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Luck, Aunt Will? Why, yes, the best of luck. I've seen the most +beautiful woman in the world."</p> + +<p class="normal">Miss Willina smiled.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Who will that be now? And is it twenty or twenty-one you are next +month? Twenty-one, is it--yes: time passes. Then as you are so near +man's estate it won't be Maclead's niece from Glasgow; she is too red +in the face. Nor Katie Macqueen; you've seen her too often. Nor me, +either, Rick, though I used to be called that sometimes."</p> + +<p class="normal">The transparent vanity in her tone made her nephew smile in his turn.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It's no home-grown beauty, Aunt Will. It's a London belle,--Lady Maud +Wilson. You should just--"</p> + +<p class="normal">The sudden upset of a lamb, whose four pointed toes strove for +foothold against his legs, checked further speech. His aunt, however, +waving the teapot in her excitement, filled up the pause, aided by a +sick gosling which had fluttered down from her lap as she rose.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The Wilsons! Why didn't you tell me at once? Have they come at last? +And why didn't they come before? And where are their servants? Why +didn't they send word to the factor? And goody gracious me, Rick! what +are they going to do?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"If you'll put that teapot at a safer distance and prevent Baalam from +making me curse utterly, I'll try and explain."</p> + +<p class="normal">A minute of frantic shoving, joined by a chorus of hounds from within, +and Miss Will Macdonald returned breathless to her seat on the steps, +while the sick gosling fluttered to her lap once more.</p> + +<p class="normal">"This is what I could gather. They have been deer-stalking with +friends, because the grouse here were reported late. So they are, Aunt +Will, I saw a covey yesterday--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Skip, please."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ahem! Well, their servants came by last <i>Clansman</i>; or rather they +didn't, because--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Skip again. I know--too rough for her to put in--won't come till +return trip. Go on, dear."</p> + +<p class="normal">"How you do bustle a fellow! They expected cooks and scullions. All +the show, in fact, including a but--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh! do skip!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"My dear aunt! you should have been a telegraph clerk. Well. Wrote for +a machine to Carbost. Came along. Place shut up. Rick Halmar fishing +sea pool. Saw signals of distress. Piloted 'em to harbour. Found +Kirsty stacking peats. Lit the fire. Put on the kettle. Came home to +tell his aunt. That is all, except that the factor is away to the Alan +market and Kirsty has no English to speak of."</p> + +<p class="normal">"They have servants with them of course?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"A French maid. She is more solid than she looks. You see I had to +help her out of the machine. She hadn't recovered the boat. They have +been visiting about, and Mr. Wilson's man got left behind at +Inverness, looking for lost luggage. Wired to say he would come on by +the afternoon boat. Ha! ha! good joke, isn't it? Afternoon boat to +Roederay. Now then, jump aboard! a penny all the way."</p> + +<p class="normal">Miss Willina's sympathetic soul saw no cause for mirth in the +vision conjured up by her housewifely imagination. She put on the +deer-stalker cap lying on the step beside her. It was a signal for +action, since, within the home precincts, she dispensed with any head +covering save the thick masses of dark hair, which were still her +greatest pride.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'll go over. Kirsty is an idiot, at best. She was six whole months +learning the 'Happy Land' at Sunday-school.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Besides it's not far--then your uncle's official position."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Skip, please!" interrupted Rick, laughing. "You don't want excuses +for being a trump. Come along."</p> + +<p class="normal">His aunt's blue eyes flashed and sparkled. "Oh! my dear! was she so +pretty as all that? You won't be wanted! her husband is there, of +course."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Aye! and her cousin, I think. At least, she called him Eustace."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Two of them! Then preserve us from a third man. Go you and fish like +a Christian."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Leaving you to roam the moors alone, when I may be appointed to a +ship tomorrow and not see you again for--don't laugh in that rude way, +Aunt Will! Look here! Let's compromise. I'll go so far and fish +Loch-na-buie till you return."</p> + +<p class="normal">They passed the slight hollow where Eval House sought a faint shelter, +and the farm-yard whence, after depositing the sick gosling, Miss +Willina had to escape at a run from a motley following of birds and +beasts. So to the level stretches of moor and the full force of the +blustering wind. A strange landscape to southern eyes. Earth, air, and +water blent in a triple alliance so close as to destroy individuality. +The sea lay landwards, the land seawards, and over both the nor'wester +swept unrestrained, cresting green waves of heather as water with an +edging of white foam or purple blossom. Were those hills, eastward +across the Minch, or clouds? Was that level streak of light westwards +the Atlantic or a glint of sky? Was the water showing at your feet +between miniature cliffs of sphagnum moss salt or fresh? And did the +land really sway before the wind? or was it only your footstep making +the spongy soil rise and fall? This, however, was in the low ground +eastward. Westward the rocks began to pile themselves gregariously in +cairns, and the moorland rose gradually, so gradually that when its +edge was reached you were surprised to find yourself so far above the +shining plain of sea.</p> + +<p class="normal">Here on a promontory commanding a magnificent view, and also a perfect +exposure to all the winds of heaven, stood the modern shooting-box of +Roederay Lodge.</p> + +<p class="normal">Substantial enough for the nineteenth century, yet reminding one +irresistibly of those Swiss châlets in boxes which are to be bought +for a sixpence in the Lowther Arcade. The fault, no doubt, of its +surroundings; above all, of a sound which seemed to monopolize the +whole landscape,--the sound of the Atlantic rolling in upon two miles +of shelving sand a little to the southward. A sound that went on night +and day, day and night, without a pause. Rhythmically true to a +second, not to be shut out by any device of man. The strongest must +put up with it or go away. On this particular September day, with the +keen bright nor'wester sending a cross sea round the point, its voice +had a querulous ring in it very different from the roar which echoed +for fifteen miles across the island when the Atlantic was in a +southwesterly mood.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rick Halmar, however, being a sailor accustomed to the sea in all +tempers, took little heed of its tone. He sat to leeward of a cairn +which tradition said marked the grave of a Viking, and whittled away +at a piece of wood he had found close by, the pretence of fishing +having been set aside when Miss Willina's decided little figure +disappeared from sight. He whittled with more than the sailor's +ordinary dexterity; for his father had been a Norwegian sprung from a +long line of ancestors who had whiled away the winter days when their +ships were in dock with wood-carving. Not much else save that trick of +the knife, a straight Norse nose, and a passion for the sea had Eric +Halmar inherited from the father he had never seen. For within a year +of that hasty marriage between the shipwrecked sailor and Miss +Willina's younger sister, pretty little Mrs. Halmar was in Eval House +once more, weeping and waiting. Weeping for her handsome husband; +waiting for her child to be born. She wept even after the waiting was +over, till consolation came in the shape of another husband; for she +was not a person of great steadfastness, and even her land prejudice +against the sea as a profession had given way before Miss Willina's +stern common sense.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The laddie thinks of nothing else," said his aunt; "indeed, why +should he, seeing he comes of pure Viking blood on the one side, and +something of it on the other, if old tales be true? Send him to the +navy; then if he is drowned, it will be decently in the Queen's +uniform."</p> + +<p class="normal">So into the navy he went, and, having passed through Greenwich, was +now awaiting orders at Eval; where he found a most congenial playmate +in his aunt.</p> + +<p class="normal">His still beardless face dimpled with smiles as he worked. To begin +with, the wood, which had evidently been used as a cow peg, was +mahogany. In other words, it must have been stolen from the drift pile +on which his uncle, by virtue of his official position, was supposed +to keep an eye, since the logs which the Gulf Stream leaves in its +course are Government property. This amused Rick, seeing that the mere +suggestion of such nefarious possibilities was a sure bait to his +uncle's anger. Then the subject he had elected to carve seemed to him +amusing. It was a replica of a Numbo Jumbo he had seen amongst the +Caribbees, and which had tickled his fancy by its lavish ugliness. So +his knife being a perfect tool-chest of implements, he gouged and +punched, chiselled and filed, until, as he stuck the pointed end of +the peg into the ground again, a very creditable copy of a malignant +god stood before him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It's the best I've done yet," he said to himself; "that dodge of the +bread-pellet eyes with the shot in the middle of them gives the old +devil quite a live look."</p> + +<p class="normal">He was not yet twenty-one, and boy enough to be proud of the ingenuity +which had converted some sandwich crumbs and the lead off a cast into +a pair of evil eyes. Man enough, however, to whistle "Who is Sylvia?" +as he leant back against the cairn, smiling at Numbo Jumbo and +thinking of Lady Maud.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Rick! you bad boy!" cried his aunt's eager voice just as he was +beginning to forget everything in drowsiness. "You promised you +wouldn't when I threw the last into the Minch, and this is worse, ever +so much worse!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Better, you mean. It's the best I've done. Look at its eyes!" Miss +Willina pretended to shudder as her hand, instinct with righteous +vengeance, went out towards the idol.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You might leave it there till we go," pleaded Rick. "It really is the +best I've done by a long way. Then you could take it home Aunt Will, +and have a real <i>auto-da-fe</i>. It's more orthodox than drowning; +besides, it will help the peats to a blaze when we go in."</p> + +<p class="normal">She burst out suddenly into an amused laugh. "Peats!" she echoed. "Ah, +Rick! if you had only seen them at Roederay. The room full of smoke, +that lovely girl--she is beautiful, my dear--full of apologies. They +took so long to kindle, she said. 'Excuse me,' said I, 'but you +mustn't miscall a peat fire. It is the most hospitable one in the +world.' They were all lying crisscross like a crow's nest, and you +should have seen her relief when I had them standing shoulder to +shoulder and they flared up like a Highland regiment at the skirl of +the pipes. A little thing that, Rick, but so it was in all. I laughed +till I cried. That house full of telephones, electric bells, hot-water +pipes--all the modern whims--the factor says people won't take a +shooting unless there is a fixed bath nowadays. Well! downstairs +Kirsty and Janet the herd; four willing hands and no knowledge. I tell +you, Kirst is just terrified of the dampers. 'Will it be blowing down +the house, Miss Willina?' she says."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Skip, please."</p> + +<p class="normal">The remark met with a scornful neglect.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then upstairs those three with the knowledge but never a hand. +Brains--at least two of them had, for the husband seemed fickless and +no action. There they couldn't understand each other, and Mr. Wilson +went about with his hand in his pocket, asking if a five-pound note +would do any good.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My dear sir," said I, "neither five, nor ten, nor fifteen will help +us if the <i>Clansman</i> can't put in to-morrow. So let us pray for fine +weather. Then I promised to lend them our cook, and we became great +friends. Only, I don't know why, I felt all along as if something was +going to happen; a sort of conviction things were going wrong; a kind +of doubt whether we were in our right places; a description of--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Miss Macdonald's presentiments were apt to embrace all things visible +and invisible, so Rick made haste with a remark.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And what did you think of the other man,--Eustace?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The shot was lucky. She paused and sat looking out over moor and sea +with a mysterious expression of self-complacent sagacity.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, auntie? you think--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nothing, my dear. Gracious goody! past four o'clock! the chickens not +fed, the cows out in the wind, the ducklings still at the stream, the +whole blessed Noah's Ark."</p> + +<p class="normal">She had risen with the first word, and started off like a lapwing, so +that, ere she finished, distance deadened her voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Wait! please wait," shouted Rick; "the animals went in two by two, +remember!"</p> + +<p class="normal">It was of no avail; so he caught up his rod and ran after her, leaving +the idol to fulfil Miss Willina's rôle of sphinx.</p> + +<p class="normal">It had been dark some hours before she dropped her knitting with a +purposely dramatic start.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, Rick! didn't I say I had a presentiment? Now I've gone and left +that wicked idol on the <i>harp</i>--on the Alt na heac <i>harp</i> of all +places in the world, and you a descendant of the Vikings!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Rick, at work on an infant Samuel for his aunt's room, looked up +cheerfully.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, what has that to do with it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"What? why, everything. Don't you know the legend? Everything left on +that <i>harp</i> disappears. The dead take it as a tribute, and if they +don't like it, they send it back to work evil to the living for a +month and a day."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Willina!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. John Macdonald was a silent man, but when he did speak, his +meaning was clear. "Where the devil you get all that rubbish passes +me. I've lived longer in this island than you, I've seen more of the +people than you, yet I never heard such trash."</p> + +<p class="normal">He dived back into his book as suddenly as he had emerged from it, and +there was a dead silence.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Never mind, auntie," whispered Rick sympathetically; for these +outbreaks were almost the only things which upset Miss Willina's +majesty. "I'll go first thing and bring Numbo Jumbo back to be burnt."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Pray do not trouble," she replied with an audible sniff. "If I am +foolish, I am foolish. If it is rubbish, I suppose it is rubbish. Only +if anything happens, perhaps you will be considerate enough to admit +that I foretold it."</p> + +<p class="normal">Her hurt dignity, however, vanished before Rick Halmar's face, when he +came in to breakfast next morning minus the idol.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Gone! Oh, Rick! you don't mean it isn't there?" she cried, in not +displeased excitement. "John! <i>do</i> you hear? It's gone, and you said +it was rubbish. What do you say now?" Mr. Macdonald affected not to +hear.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, it's gone," said Rick. "Numbo Jumbo's on the loose. I expect, +really, that some of the crofter's children have taken it for a doll."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is all very well for your uncle to scoff, Eric, but the young +should have more reverence for the wisdom of their elders," retorted +his aunt severely.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But Aunt Will!--you don't really believe--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am not responsible for my beliefs to <i>you</i>, Eric, whatever you may +be to <i>me</i>, and perhaps if you have no respect for me as your aunt, +you will please to recollect that I am also your godmother. It all +comes of disobedience. 'Thou shalt not make to thyself--'"</p> + +<p class="normal">Rick leant back in his chair and roared.</p> + +<p class="normal">"And if you can't even remember that," she went on, bristling with +dignity, "you might recollect the punishment meted out to the children +who mocked at the bald heads."</p> + +<p class="normal">She paused, her hand went up suddenly to her coils of hair, she tried +hard to keep her countenance, failed, and Mr. Macdonald's deep-toned +laughter made a bass to her treble and Rick's tenor. That, nine times +out of ten, was the end of Miss Willina's wrath.<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_02" href="#div1Ref_02">II</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"I found it," said Professor Endorwick, laying Numbo Jumbo on the +drawing-room table at Roederay, "as I was coming over the moor this +morning, in order, Lady Maud, to finish a delightful walking tour by a +still more delightful visit. Oddly enough, I found something similar +on the Grâda Sands yesterday, but this, I fear, is genuine, and +therefore quite uninteresting. I have it in my knapsack if you will +allow me. There! from the fracture you will observe that it has formed +part of a handle, probably the paddle of a war canoe, as this +grotesque, which represents the savage conception of Äte or Fate, is +generally used for that purpose. It has drifted here, doubtless in the +Gulf Stream, is therefore, as I said before, uninteresting, since most +museums possess something of the sort. This, however, is very +different. It is, you will again observe, of very recent construction. +This, joined to the fact that I found it on a <i>harp</i> or Viking's tomb +famous in local tradition, points, to my mind, conclusively towards +the survival amongst this primitive people of some, if not the +original, cult of Fate. I need scarcely say that nothing is more +difficult to track home than the faint footstep of a discredited +belief, simply because rash inquiry results in prompt denial. I must +therefore be careful, and I will ask you also, for the present at +least, to preserve a kindly silence on my discovery."</p> + +<p class="normal">He looked round his company as if it were a full meeting of the +British Association after lunch. As a matter of fact, it consisted of +Lady Maud, her husband, and Eustace Gordon.</p> + +<p class="normal">They had barely finished breakfast when the professor, ignorant of +their discomfort, walked in on them according to previous arrangement. +Mr. Wilson, a slight, pleasant-looking man with a short beard covering +his chin,--or want of chin,--had been moving restlessly from window to +fireplace and back again during this speech, now drumming with his +fingers on the sill, now transferring his attention to a fisherman's +barometer on the mantelpiece, again slipping his hands to his pockets +as if to force himself to quiet. Lady Maud, meanwhile, stood by the +table looking at Numbo Jumbo and the despised original.</p> + +<p class="normal">"So you think the one with the eyes most interesting? and I don't." +She raised the flotsam jetsam in her slender hands, scanning it more +closely. "I wonder if you would give me this, professor," she said +suddenly. "I've taken a great fancy to it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"My dear lady! I am only relieved to find you have not chosen the +other," he replied with a gallant bow. "In either case, however, your +desire is my law."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I believe that beast of a thing is going down again," muttered Mr. +Wilson from the mantelpiece. "The <i>Clansman</i> will never be able to +come in to-morrow. It's too bad of Hooper, upon my soul it is."</p> + +<p class="normal">"My dear fellow," remonstrated Eustace, "anything will go down if it +is continually thumped. It's a lovely day, a bit blowy, but it always +blows on this coast. The warmth of the Gulf Stream."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah, confound the Gulf Stream!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Lady Maud turned to her husband in surprise.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What is the matter to-day, Edward? I didn't know a valet was such a +hero to his master. Why, Josephine hasn't done a hand's turn since she +caught sight of the steamer at Oban, but I don't complain."</p> + +<p class="normal">He muttered something about Hooper having been with him for years and +stood looking gloomily out of the window with his back turned to +everybody.</p> + +<p class="normal">Eustace Gordon gave a half-contemptuous shrug of his shoulders and a +look at his cousin.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Come out and see the ghillies, Wilson," he said. "By the way, I sent +to the inn for whiskey this morning; you see, professor, nothing can +be done without it in these parts, so I hope you are not a total +abstainer."</p> + +<p class="normal">The professor coughed gently. "I believe I am on principle. But having +observed the fact you mention, I invariably carry a flask with me on +my walking tours, merely, of course, as a means of acquiring +information."</p> + +<p class="normal">Mr. Wilson burst into sudden boisterous laughter. "A good joke that. +Come along! We all have a thirst for knowledge on us this morning."</p> + +<p class="normal">Lady Maud, left alone with the two carven images, took up the sea-waif +and carried it off to her own sanctum, where she stuck it in the place +of honour on the mantelshelf. Then, walking to the window, she looked +out on pale green jostling waves and purple-green swaying heather.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I wonder when Louisa will turn up," she thought irrelevantly. "After +all, she would have done better to come on with us and get it over, +instead of waiting in the yacht for calmer weather. Suppose it were +never to calm down?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She threw open the window with a reckless laugh. The fresh wind raced +in, bellying the curtains like sails, catching her slender figure with +such force that she was fain to cling to the sash as to a mast. So +standing, with that background of surging sea, and one hand keeping +her hair from her eyes, she looked as if she were adrift and searching +the horizon for some familiar landmark.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Here's luck, and wissing you may all go back as you came, without any +mistakes whatever."</p> + +<p class="normal">It was the spokesman ghillie from below, toasting the new tenant. She +looked down to meet Eustace Gordon's amused eyes raised to hers; she +smiled back at him, and, closing the window, returned to the +fireplace. There, under the eye of fate personified in the war paddle, +the phrase "go back as you came" struck her as a curious wish, perhaps +even a somewhat infelicitous one, considering the discomfort of their +arrival. Whereat she laughed, as she did at most things. Not all, for +Lady Maud, despite many attempts, had never been able to get the whip +hand of her conscience. She had to <i>ménager</i> it by driving round +anything at which she thought it likely to shy. Her marriage to Mr. +Wilson had been approached in this circuitous way until its manifest +advantages completely obscured the central fact that she really loved +her cousin Eustace. As yet repentance had not come to her; indeed, it +came hardly to one so full of common sense and worldly wisdom as she +was, but it came sometimes. Once as a child it had come suddenly in +the sunlit solitary room into which she had been set apart for +reflection, and she had knelt down to say naïvely, "Oh, God, I'm sorry +now; but please don't make me sorry again, for I don't like it."</p> + +<p class="normal">That, briefly, was still her attitude towards the ideal. She did not +love her husband, but she thought him sufficiently gentlemanlike and +pleasing to save herself regret. She did, or rather she had, loved +Eustace, but the idea of either of them permitting that past folly to +interfere with the present they had deliberately chosen was absurd. To +begin with, they would see little of each other, and when they did +they would carefully avoid the renewal of any confidential relations; +that was the great safety in these cases; for Lady Maud viewed the +matter dispassionately, as a case.</p> + +<p class="normal">She came down to dinner that evening in a pale plush teagown, with +long sleeves falling back from her bare arms, and smiled at +everything. At the fact that she got on perfectly without Josephine's +help; at the furtive way in which Kirsty set down the dinner, as if it +were a bomb, and she in a hurry to escape the explosion; at her +husband's continued anxiety about the weather; at the professor's +profuse apologies for having intruded on them so inopportunely.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not at all," she said gaily; "you will make a fourth at whist; Edward +loves a rubber."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I can't play to-night," replied her husband. "I've a headache."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You do look a little flushed; perhaps it is the wind."</p> + +<p class="normal">"The wind!" he echoed petulantly; "of course it's the wind. Did you +ever hear anything like it, Endorwick? I swear I never slept a wink +last night, what with it and that confounded sea. It is enough to +drive a fellow distracted."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You are as bad as Josephine," laughed his wife. "She has been in +hysterics all day until Miss Macdonald's cook gave her a whole tumbler +of hot whiskey and water. Since then she has been asleep."</p> + +<p class="normal">"We have all been trying that remedy," put in Eustace. "What with the +men coming in, and the boats being engaged, we shall want more whiskey +to-morrow, Wilson."</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, we shan't," retorted his host quickly; "I mean it's beastly +stuff, you know. I never take anything but claret myself."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Awfully difficult to get decent claret nowadays," remarked Eustace +with the ease, to him so delightfully new, of the rich man who +quarrels with the supply and not the price. So the topic passed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'll have a cigar and go to bed; I didn't sleep a bit last night," +said Mr. Wilson shortly after they returned to the bare drawing-room, +guiltless of all decoration, where Lady Maud's Parisian teagown looked +so oddly out of place.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Take some hot whiskey and water," laughed his wife. "Won't you all go +to the smoking-room? You must be tired, professor, after your long +walk."</p> + +<p class="normal">But the learned man's social beliefs forbade cigars when a charming +woman was the alternative, so he elected to remain. Being in reality +much fatigued, however, he shortly afterwards gave way to the +seductions of semi-darkness and an arm-chair. Semi-darkness because +Kirsty's lamp smoking horribly, they preferred the light of the +blazing peat fire. Outside the wind crooned round the house,--a +lullaby to ears acquainted with its other notes, but to those +accustomed to the stillness of the south, a banshee wail of coming +trouble. With the firelight playing on the jet agraffes which held the +cunning draperies on her gleaming bust and arms, Lady Maud was a +picture few men could look on absolutely unmoved; but if Eustace +Gordon felt the charm of her beauty, he gave no sign of it as yet. +They sate there in the semi-darkness side by side, sometimes silent, +sometimes talking indifferently of indifferent subjects. Alone, as +utterly alone in the world as if they two were the only man and woman +in it; for the barrier which luxury raises between one human being and +another had given way. Supposing, for instance, the butler, instead of +bobbing up and down on the Minch in the <i>Clansman</i>, had been at his +post, would they have been sitting in semi-darkness uninterrupted by +inroads for coffee cups, peats, and candles? Again, would any really +high-class butler have permitted Professor Endorwick to snooze +undisturbed in his chair, for two hours on end? Not that he did any +harm by his slumbers; he might have awakened at any moment and joined +unhesitatingly in the desultory talk of those two. True enough; yet +when, at last, Eustace did rouse the learned man by lighting Lady +Maud's candle, they both felt that the tête-à-tête had not left them +quite as it found them; that in some of those half-indifferent +ordinary remarks a virtue had gone out of them.</p> + +<p class="normal">She took the light from him, decidedly, with a refusal of his offer to +pilot her along the dark passages; angry with herself for the very +thought, she still felt that it would be wiser to say good-night here +under the professor's eye; and as she went up the dim staircase, she +paused to give a glance at the sea with a wonder as to when Louisa +would find calm or courage enough to attempt the voyage. In a vague +way, she recognized that things would go more comfortably if she were +there. But beyond a sense of motion in the deep grey plane stretching +away to a paler grey horizon, she could see nothing. The tide was +flowing one way or another; that much was certain.</p> + +<p class="normal">She opened the door of her dressing-room softly, so as not to disturb +her husband should he have fallen asleep. A great fire burnt bravely +in her little sitting-room beyond, and something in the unusual +silence of it all enhanced its comfort in her eyes. If Josephine had +been awaiting her as usual, she could not have put off the task of +undressing in favour of sheer idleness by the fire. Her husband was +right; something in that rhythmical surge of the sea made one not +exactly restless, but on the alert; disinclined for action, yet +prepared for it. A foolish idea, since what could be going to happen +to the small household already, for the most part, asleep? The +professor would have taken the first opportunity of recommencing that +snooze legitimately in his bed, and even Eustace,--why would her +thoughts run on Eustace? Irritated at her own self-consciousness, she +took up a book impatiently. It interested her, and, by and by, she +turned for the second volume, to find that it must have been left in +the travelling bag which Kirsty's ignorance had put in the bedroom. +Shading the light carefully, she passed through the dressing-room, and +so into the room beyond, giving a tentative glance at the bed as she +entered, lest she should disturb the sleeper. It was empty. Her hand +fell from the light; she looked round the room in surprise, and the +next moment was on her knees beside a figure on the floor,--a figure +which even in her first alarm brought back a horrible memory.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Edward! what is the matter? Are you ill?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Once, as a slip of a girl out blackberrying, she had come upon a tipsy +tramp in a ditch; a beast of a man who had met her innocent +benevolence by stumbling to his feet, pursuing her as far as his feet +would carry him. This was her solitary personal experience of +drunkenness, and something in her husband's look and attitude revived +the dread which had remained with her ever since. Yet he might be +ill--very, very ill--</p> + +<p class="normal">"Edward! what is it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">This time he raised an unsteady arm against the candle she held to his +face, and she shrank back, shaking all over. Her first impulse was +that of civilization,--to ring for help, at least for company. But +what good would that do in an empty house? Josephine, until other +women came to share her fears, had elected to sleep in a great +chamber on the upper storey. Besides, what good would she be? Kirsty +slept outside with the other farm servants. Eustace! no, no! not +Eustace,--not now at any rate,--not till she was certain. There was +the cook, of course; people in that rank of life were accustomed--oh, +no! no! it was not possible. What a wretch she was to harbour such +suspicions, when he might be ill--perhaps dying. With this protest in +her mind, her rich draperies caught over her arm, the candle flaring, +guttering, almost out in the swift search, she made her way to the +unknown regions beyond the swing door, which separated work from +leisure. Here? No! that must be the pantry. There? No! that was the +gun-room. So, peering in at each room, she went along the stone +passages till suddenly a door right in front of her opened, and +Eustace Gordon came out, with a candle in his hand. He had been +sitting up over the smoking-room fire, impelled, as she had been, to +wakefulness by something, he knew not what.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Maud! Maud, my darling! What is it? What is the matter?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She forgot everything in the comfort of companionship as, still +shaking with fear, she went swiftly to his side.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Edward. I think he is ill. Oh, Eustace, I am so frightened!"</p> + +<p class="normal">And he in his turn, taken utterly by surprise, seemed to forget +everything save that the woman he loved passionately was there beside +him. His thoughts had been so full of her, nothing but her, and now--</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, come! please come; he is ill. I know he is ill."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes! I am coming," he said with an effort at self-control. "Where is +he--in your room?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Then, with his arm round her, they went back through the silent house +together. Those two alone. Yet not, it seemed to her, so much alone as +when they stood at last with that drunken figure lying on the floor +between them. She knew the truth at once in his quick exclamation, and +then everything under sun and stars seemed to slip away and leave them +face to face. "Eustace and she." "Eustace and me." The low rush of the +waves caught the refrain and repeated it ceaselessly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Don't be alarmed; you had better go away."</p> + +<p class="normal">She heard the words as in a dream, scarcely recognizing the voice in +its harsh passion. "Stay, he shall not remain here; not here in your +room." Then she felt his hands grip hers, and the voice rang with +fierce resentment.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Maud! Maud! that this should have come to you--to you of all people. +By heaven, it is too much. I will not bear it."</p> + +<p class="normal">She laughed suddenly and broke from him. "You mean that he has +taken too much whiskey. Well! plenty of men do that, and you others +think--think none--none the worse." Then she broke down, flinging her +arms across the bed by which she had been standing. "Oh, my God! what +shall I do? what shall I do?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Her outburst calmed him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Go into the other room, dear; I will call some one."</p> + +<p class="normal">She turned on him as she knelt like a wild animal at bay.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No! not the servants! no one shall know. I will not have it. Let me +help. I am quite strong."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you think I'd let you touch him?" he burst out. "Go! I'll manage."</p> + +<p class="normal">She crept away, cowed by his vehemence, overcome by the desire to obey +which subdues most women when the command is from one they love. Back +to the fire she had left so short a time ago. It was dull now, but a +touch sent the responsive flames leaping up the chimney. Would any +amount of care restore that confidence in herself which but an hour +ago had defied fate? Eustace and she--Eustace and me. What evil chance +was this?</p> + +<p class="normal">She started from a maze of confused fear at his knock at her door.</p> + +<p class="normal">"A light, please. You have no bed here, and none of the other rooms +are fit for you to-night; so I have brought this. I had to leave +him--there."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why should you trouble?" she asked drearily, with lack-lustre eyes on +his burden of blankets and pillows. "I can so easily sit up; it must +be near morning now."</p> + +<p class="normal">He gave her a look so full of passionate adoration that her eyes fell +before it.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do you think I am going to let you suffer one little bit--one atom of +discomfort because of <i>him?</i> No, that shall not be; you shall never +suffer."</p> + +<p class="normal">"How can you help it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"How can you ask? We may have made a mistake, Maud; perhaps we +<i>hav'n't</i> God knows. But if we have, why then--" He came over to where +she was standing and took her hands in his. So they stood, those two +alone, with nothing between them save a conscience which could be +turned aside; every barrier raised by the world broken down by a +strange fate, by a mere turn of the tide.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Good-night, dear," he said, stooping to kiss her.</p> + +<p class="normal">She made no reply, no protest; perhaps in her heart of hearts she knew +that he said the truth. That if it was a mistake, why then--</p> + +<p class="normal">The waves caught up that refrain also, as she lay with wide, sleepless +eyes on the little camp-bed with which his care had provided her. "It +is a mistake--you shall not suffer--it is a mistake--you shall not +suffer."<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_03" href="#div1Ref_03">III</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">When she woke next morning, a be-capped and be-aproned upper housemaid +was bringing in her early cup of tea.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, milady, we 'ave hall come. Mr. 'Ooper 'e 'ave come too, milady. +Indeed, if it 'adn't bin for Mr. 'Ooper, we should 'ave bin picking +hup cattle in that horful Minch till hevenin'; but 'e took it on +'imself to tell the capting as master would willin' pay hextra for us +to come as quick as might be. And thankful we was, milady, for some of +us mightn't 'ave lived to see land."</p> + +<p class="normal">Jane looked as if she certainly would have been one of those to +succumb, and Lady Maud gave a sigh of relief.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Tell Hooper to go to his master,--he wasn't very well last +night,--and tell Josephine I shall breakfast in my room."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Mr. 'Ooper 'ave gone to master," replied Jane in a voice which +implied that the reminder was unnecessary; "and if you please, milady, +Capting Weeks 'e 'ave come too. We picked 'im up with some cattle in a +boat from some place as begins with an 'Hoich.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">Lady Maud gave another sigh of relief. The sand-bags of civilization +were a great protection after all; and if Captain Weeks had come, +Eustace would go out shooting with him. That would give her a whole +day to face the situation. Honestly, she thought far more of possible +difficulties with him than with her husband. The shock had been +terrible at the time, but perhaps, after all, it was an isolated +offence. Heaps of men in society got drunk decently out of sight of +their legal womenkind, and no one thought-- The recurrence of the +phrase she had used the night before made her pause and hide her face +in the pillow in sudden horror at herself and him. No! without going +so far as that, one could still be rational. Edward was devoted to +her, and if a wife by her influence made a better man of her husband, +wherein lay the degradation? Last night--great heavens! what had come +over her last night? She had been taken by surprise, placed in +conditions which no one could possibly have foreseen, dragged by main +force from every shelter. Her face burnt as she remembered, and yet +how natural it had been! Natural and therefore absurd, ridiculous. +To-day, however, was different, and so the little pencilled note from +Eustace, which Josephine brought in with the breakfast, received no +reply save a message to say she was perfectly well and hoped he would +look after Captain Weeks, if Mr. Wilson was not able to go out. A bold +parry, which made Eustace Gordon set his teeth.</p> + +<p class="normal">Yes! to-day was different; a new heaven and a new earth. The very +house transformed; for when she came down to lunch, the drawing-room +was full of tables, screens, photographs, and ferns, while in the +dining-room the butler stood ready to remove the silver covers, and so +let loose the pent-up energies of two footmen who, with bent heads, +seemed waiting for some one to say grace. Mr. Gordon, the report ran, +had taken Captain Weeks to the Carbost beat, and would not be back +till late. Her ladyship was to open any telegram which might come, as +it would relate to the yacht. Mr. Wilson had gone to shoot rock-pigeon +with the head keeper. The professor was exploring, and begged her +ladyship not to wait lunch for him. So said the butler gravely as he +filled her glass. Through the window she could see the Atlantic +guiltless of a white feather, and her own courage rose with the +outlook. As she strolled about the heathery knolls after lunch, a boy +on a pony appeared with the expected telegram. "Started, should be +with you to-morrow." So that was an end of one trouble. Then Cynthia +Strong and some others were to come by the next boat. Will Lockhart +was cruising about the coast and might look in on them at any time. +There would be no more solitude; not even to-day, since there across +the moor came Miss Macdonald, attired for calling, and beside her that +good-looking young sailor. Lady Maud liked boys, especially handsome +ones with palpable adoration in their blue eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">The professor, coming in very hot about tea-time, found the trio +having it like children out in a bieldy bit by the burn, but with the +butler solemnly presiding over the fire. A fire which gave James, the +under footman, the hugest delight until his enjoyment was crushed out +of him by his superior officer. For the butler knew his duty: +afternoon tea was afternoon tea wherever her ladyship chose to take +it; that is to say, a function at which a footman must preserve an +impassive face. So poor James put on the sticks with funeral calm and +burnt his fingers with great decorum.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Here is a lady, professor," said Lady Maud,--"Miss +Macdonald--Professor Endorwick,--who will tell you everything you can +possibly want to know about the island. She is a mine of useful +information; at least I have found her so."</p> + +<p class="normal">That gracious voice, face, and manner had been a sort of rapture to +young Rick Halmar for the last half hour, and when, after launching +the others into conversation, she turned to him with the undefinable +change in manner she could no more avoid in talking to men than the +magnet can keep its influence, his heart gave quite a throb.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I didn't introduce you," she said, smiling, "because I only know your +Christian name; and I'm not sure of that."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Rick! Rick Halmar," he replied with a blush which took him by +surprise; for he was not as a rule self-conscious.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Rick?" she echoed curiously.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Eric. My father was a Norwegian. But it was a boshy name and the +fellows on the <i>Britannia</i> called me 'Little by Little'--after the +book, you know."</p> + +<p class="normal">She laughed. "A very inappropriate name, Mr. Halmar. You must be six +feet."</p> + +<p class="normal">He shook his head. "Five feet eleven and three-quarters. It's too big +for a sailor. You get in the way of the ropes and things."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not too big for a man--but listen! the professor is overcome already; +how delightful!"</p> + +<p class="normal">In good sooth he was actually reduced to the position of listener, an +isolated assertion of interest being all the speech allowed him as +Miss Willina waxed eloquent over the crass superstitions of the +islanders and her own select beliefs.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rick's face grew brimful of smiles.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Aunt Will is as bad as the best, herself. Why, the other day I carved +out a sort of devil,--a thing they worship in the Caribbees,--and she +was in quite a taking because it was left out on a <i>harp</i>,--that's a +Viking's tomb, Lady Maud. She has some rigmarole about 'tribute to the +dead,' their sending back things to work evil to the living. But, do +you know, Lady Maud, it's awfully rum, but I couldn't find the thing +when I went to look for it yesterday morning."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You couldn't find it? Mr. Halmar, don't speak loud; don't +attract their attention by looking surprised! Was it--the devil, I +mean--fearfully ugly?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"The best I ever made."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Had it white eyes with a shot stuck in them?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Lady Maud! did you find it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not I, but the professor did. It's a footstep of a discredited +belief, and he is going to lecture on it to the British Association. +Isn't it perfectly lovely? How we shall all laugh!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"But you will tell him, of course?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Tell him! Why should I? These things are one of my chief joys in +life."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rick Halmar winced. "But don't you see, Lady Maud, it's my fault more +or less? I oughtn't to go carving devils and leaving them about. It +isn't fair."</p> + +<p class="normal">She raised her eyebrows. "When you are older, Mr. Halmar, you won't be +so eager to accept responsibility. By the way, does yours extend to +another devil of the same sort which was found on Grâda Sands?"</p> + +<p class="normal">He let his head drop into his hands in comic despair. "How one's sins +<i>do</i> find one out! It must be the one Aunt Will flung into the Minch. +Everything comes round sooner or later to the sands. Has the professor +got it too?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, Mr. Halmar. <i>I</i> have it."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You! Oh, Lady Maud--I am sorry."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You well may be. I have put it into my own room because the professor +declared it was genuine--a real savage fate. No--that isn't true, so +don't distress yourself. I took a fancy to it. I have a habit of +taking fancies to <i>things</i> and to <i>people</i>; so there it shall remain."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rick's face lit up. "Let me make you a better one," he began.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I said, Mr. Halmar, that I took a fancy to <i>it</i>; and now, don't you +think you should make your confession like a good boy?"</p> + +<p class="normal">He made it very prettily, but with a frank enjoyment of the mistake, +which was infectious. So much so, that the chief sufferer, stimulated +into unusual playfulness by Miss Willina's wit, actually went into the +house for his discredited belief and brought it out for her to burn.</p> + +<p class="normal">So, with much laughter, they stood round the fire, causing poor James +almost to burst under his efforts after dignity, till suddenly, with +something between a chuckle and a cough, the butler himself gave way +into the remark that "I 'adn't made a Guy Forks--<i>kck-kh-kh</i>--since 'e +was a boy,--<i>kh-kh-kh</i>,--but if 'er ladyship pleased, Jeames could run +round to the gun-room for some powder and 'e'd 'ave some squibs ready +in no time."</p> + +<p class="normal">So Numbo Jumbo was burnt with all the honours, and the butler, going +back for his own tea to the housekeeper's room, hummed, "Remember, +remember, the fifth of November," until the cook, with a snort, asked +wherever to goodness he had picked up such a vulgar ditty.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Now I have no doubt all you learned people think me very foolish," +said Miss Willina, drawing on her gloves with the air of one who has +completed a good work; "but I really am immensely relieved in my mind. +I had a presentiment about that devil of Rick's; besides, these old +superstitions invariably have their origin in some fundamental fact or +law of Nature. Don't you think so, professor?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Undoubtedly, my dear madam; the Folklore Society--"</p> + +<p class="normal">But Miss Willina had a profound contempt for all societies and +proclaimed it cheerfully. "Therefore, the only remaining thing to be +done," she continued, shaking her head at Rick, "is to make +restitution for that naughty boy's mischief. So, if you will walk over +to Eval some day, Mr. Endorwick, I will give you that bone ring with +the Runic inscription about which I was telling you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"My dear lady," cried the professor with greed in his eyes, "I really +could not dream--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't want to give it to <i>you</i>, of course," she went on frankly; +"but my brother says it should be in a museum; so you can put 'Given +by Miss Macdonald through Professor Endorwick' on the ticket. And, by +the bye, it was found on Grâda and Malcolm, Aig says."</p> + +<p class="normal">Meanwhile Lady Maud had turned to Rick with a quizzical smile. "Do you +accept the responsibility of my fate, Mr. Halmar? or shall I have a +private <i>auto-da-fe</i> in my room?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The boy's face positively shone with pleasure as he took her hand to +say goodbye.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I couldn't do anything that would bring you harm, I think--you are +too--too beautiful." The absolute simplicity of the statement rendered +it inoffensive, and Lady Maud laughed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Take your nephew away, Miss Macdonald; he is paying me compliments."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't wonder at it," retorted the little lady, nodding her head, +"and compliments are pleasant things; at least, I used to find them +so."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why employ the past tense, dear lady?" said the professor with a bow, +as he shook hands, whereat Miss Willina declared that the only safety +lay in flight; and Lady Maud, as she went back to the house, told +herself once more that to-day was very different from yesterday. This +background of <i>persiflage</i>, with just a serious touch here and there +to help out the chiaro-oscuro, suited figures in modern dress. +Tailor-made figures guiltless of a wrinkle and oblivious of vitality's +claim for an uncrushed organ or two.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If her ladyship please," said Josephine, when the dressing bell +brought her to her mistress' room, "Mr. 'Ooper, he desire a few word +of milady."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Hooper! didn't they say he had gone with Mr. Wilson?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Monsieur 'ave just return; Mr. Gordon also wid Capitaine Veek +and--<i>Mon Dieu! quel gibier!</i> Sall I bid him come?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Lady Maud, at the writing-table, rested her head on her hand, feeling +a sudden need of courage. They had all come back, and some things must +be faced before life could run smoothly once more. Eustace must be +made to understand that there was to be no drifting, and her husband +must consent to let her hand be on the tiller ropes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, Hooper?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Rather a diffident-looking man; nervous too in his manner. "I am sorry +to have to trouble your ladyship, but I think Dr. Haddon would wish +it, under the circumstances. It is about master, your ladyship."</p> + +<p class="normal">Her heart gave a great throb. "Your master, Hooper? Well?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The diffident man, holding on to the doorknob as for support, cleared +his throat. "It is a little difficult, my lady, and Mr. Gordon, when +he spoke to me, was for saying nothing; but I have been considering +the matter and I think Dr. Haddon--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Who is Dr. Haddon?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I was not quite sure if your ladyship knew--anything. But master was +under Dr. Haddon for a time. It--it is for the liquor habit, my lady, +and Dr. Haddon is most successful. He was most successful with master. +Four years I have been with him since we came back from America, and +never till last night--" he coughed slightly and paused. Lady Maud +sate staring at him without a word.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am very sorry, my lady. The other servants will tell you how +distressed I was to be absent from my duty. It arose from my not +understanding the porter's accent, my lady; but it will not occur +again. I mean, my lady, that--ahem--nothing of the sort will occur +again. So there is no need for--for distress or anxiety."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You mean that as long as--as you are with Mr. Wilson--" so far she +managed in a cold hard voice; then came silence.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Just so, my lady--it is a question of influence. I undertake the +entire responsibility. There is really no cause for alarm."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That--that will do, Hooper; you can go." Her one thought was to get +rid of this man, this servant, who seemed to have reached out his +common hand and touched her very soul. He paused, still with his hand +on the door.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I beg pardon, my lady, but there is one thing. Dr. Haddon's system is +based on influence. It does not allow any appeal to--ahem--to the +moral sense. Therefore, if your ladyship could kindly treat the +mistake of yesterday with silence, it would be better--for the system. +Dr. Haddon ignores failure on principle, it--it is part of the system; +and any interference may be dangerous. Therefore, if your ladyship--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I quite understand. You can go."</p> + +<p class="normal">When she was left alone, she sate staring on at the door he had closed +behind him. Behind whom? why the man who--oh! it was an impossible, an +incredible, position! She had married her husband without caring for +him, but she had married him also because she intended that he +<i>should</i> care for her. And now! What was he but a puppet, dependent +on this man? She had not married Edward Wilson, but Wilson-cum-Haddon, +-cum-Hooper. And Eustace knew it! Her husband, the possible father of +her children! She had known all along that he was a weak man, but that +the very possibility of his living decently lay in the will of another +was hopeless, horrible degradation. She had often in society talked +lightly of the part hypnotism was to play in the future regeneration +of the world; but now that even a suspicion of it touched her inner +life, it left her in wild revolt. When all was said and done, that man +to whom they paid so many pounds a year was master of her fate. It +should never be! Better, far better, that her husband should be drunk; +and yet what right had she to interfere?</p> + +<p class="normal">"It will be too late to make milady <i>charmante</i>," suggested Josephine, +coming in, reproachfully.</p> + +<p class="normal">She stood up hastily with clenched hands. Eustace should not see her +degradation--she would show him--</p> + +<p class="normal">"There is plenty of time," she said coldly. "Put on my diamonds, +Josephine--that dress is dull. They can wait if I am not ready."</p> + +<p class="normal">She was worth waiting for, and Mr. Wilson's weak face brightened as +she went up to him with easy grace. "Did you have a good day, Edward? +I saw Hooper for a moment, but I forgot to ask him about the sport."</p> + +<p class="normal">She failed in her object for all her bravado. The eyes she sought to +blind saw too clearly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"So Louisa comes to-morrow," she said lightly, as, after keeping all +the men, her husband included, at her feet during the evening, she +rose to say good-night and let her hand linger purposely in her +cousin's, so that he should see she did not care, that she was not +afraid.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No!" he replied coldly; "I've had another wire. She came as far as +Portree, and, hearing that the gathering is next week, decided to stay +and show off her new dresses. She got about a ton of them in Paris if +you remember, and women, even the best of them, love to show off."</p> + +<p class="normal">His tone roused her to reckless resentment by its assumption of +knowledge and condemnation.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He does not look very sorry for his wife's decision, does he, +professor?" she asked with a laugh.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My dear lady, how could he be sorry for anything, in his present +position?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Or I in mine?" she retorted, giving a little mock curtsey over the +hand she still held.</p> + +<p class="normal">Eustace Gordon bit his lip, but said nothing.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_04" href="#div1Ref_04">IV</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"You look worried," said Will Lockhart; "the place doesn't suit you. I +told you it wouldn't when we hid behind Charity. Is there anything +really the matter?" his voice took a softer tone, "anything I could +help you to set straight?"</p> + +<p class="normal">They were sitting by the fire in Lady Maud's little sitting-room, +whither they had retired from the bustle inseparable from tea in the +drawing-room when bad weather keeps even the sportsmen indoors. He +said the truth; she looked worn and fagged, and her pose as she leant +back in her easy-chair was one of listless fatigue.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nonsense! There is nothing the matter; nothing more than the usual +worries of a hostess in tiresome weather. To begin with, it has +prevented your coming here till you can only spare us a miserable day +on your way to rejoin the yacht. Then Louisa, after wasting a fine +week over the Portree gathering, was detained there ten days by storm. +Finally, just as she started for the Highlands one at Inverness <i>pour +passer le temps</i>, it cleared up. Since then it has been what is called +unsettled; most of all for poor Eustace, who never knows for two days +together what is going to happen. Then Lady Liddell caught cold at a +picnic, and Cynthia Strong, whom I invited for the professor,--a +Girtonite you know, does mathematics and all that,--seems uncertain +whether she doesn't prefer Arthur Weeks, a man who hasn't a penny and +can't do a sum beyond the compound addition of his bills."</p> + +<p class="normal">"A catalogue of evils, certainly."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That isn't all. The professor, who would make her an excellent +husband, being in that set and with a charming house too at Oxford, +does nothing but go over to Eval House to see Miss Macdonald--you knew +her once, I think--well, he looks on her as an encyclopædia of +discredited beliefs, a unique copy of an ancient work on folk-lore +which the lucky finder is bound to purchase. Besides, she has a +valuable collection--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"When I knew her," broke in Will Lockhart hotly, "she did not need any +adventitious attractions; she was simply the loveliest--"</p> + +<p class="normal">Lady Maud's languid hands met in faint applause.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I thought that would draw you. So she was the <i>mauvais quart +d'heure</i>. I am not really laughing, so don't be angry; only from the +way she spoke of you--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Did she speak of me?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"How can you ask? And women never speak of the men who have loved them +in the same tone of voice they use for the dense, indiscriminating +multitude who didn't."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then Miss Macdonald's voice must change pretty often."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ah! was that it? you were jealous."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nothing so romantic. We quarrelled over some bread and butter--we +were very young. Then circumstances favoured absence, so forgetfulness +came, or at least indifference, absolute indifference." He paused for +a moment. "And so the professor is there constantly, is he?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Lady Maud smiled behind the fan with which she screened her face from +the fire.</p> + +<p class="normal">"He is there now, I expect. He went dune-hunting in the south this +morning, and was to stop there for the night. Thought he might be +late; besides, he must consult the encyclopædia."</p> + +<p class="normal">Will Lockhart frowned. "This has made us drift from the point. Your +husband, does he like the place?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Apparently. And the servants are satisfied too, which is a great +gain. They get all their work done for them by the natives. It is an +immense relief to shift one's responsibilities to other folks' +shoulders, isn't it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">He looked at her sharply. "There <i>is</i> something the matter. Is it only +other people's love-affairs? And what, for instance, of that handsome +boy downstairs who does Sir Walter Raleigh's cloak for your Majesty's +feet all day long?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Lady Maud leant forward eagerly, her whole face alight. "You mean +Rick. Do you remember once, when you were very angry with me, saying I +was enough to ruin any man in a week? It wasn't true, Big Bear. I +couldn't spoil Rick Halmar."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Have you tried and failed?" he asked cynically.</p> + +<p class="normal">She shook her head and a soft half-smiling, half-tearful look came to +her pretty eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You don't know him, and I can't explain. Yet I tell you that I +couldn't spoil one of that dear lad's happy days unless--" she broke +off suddenly, raising her eyes to the image on the mantelshelf. "He +carved that devil up there," she went on with the smile gaining on the +tears. "The professor said it was a savage conception of fate, but it +isn't. It is Rick Halmar's conception of my fate, and that--well, that +hasn't much of the devil in it. Come! it is time I was returning to my +duties as hostess."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Time for me to be going also," he replied, looking at his watch. "I +have seven miles before me."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not if you make use of the Eval ferryboat." She looked at him +mischievously.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I do not intend to make use of it, even to oblige you, Lady Maud. I +might meet the professor, and then there would be a petty-assault +case."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course! How tiresome you are! I counted on your being here a week +at least, and people can unmake ever so many quarrels in seven days."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Or make them. But the elements are too strong for you, Lady Maud. I +told you so."</p> + +<p class="normal">Rick Halmar came up as, still smiling over the joke, they entered the +drawing-room.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'm so glad. I was afraid you might not come before I left, and I +must go soon."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then you can pilot Mr. Lockhart a little way. He has to walk over to +Carbost Bay."</p> + +<p class="normal">"A good bit of the way, you mean," replied Rick, turning his bright +face towards Will Lockhart's. "Our ferry is far the shortest; in fact, +it's the only road, for the upper-end bridge gave way in the flood +last night and the stream isn't fordable yet!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Lady Maud's eyebrows went up archly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What a nuisance the elements are at times; aren't they, Mr. +Lockhart?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I should think so," assented Rick cheerfully. "Why, we have been +trying to get to Eilean-a-fa-ash these three weeks--haven't we, Lady +Maud?--without catching a fine day and a suitable tide on the hop +together. The sea ford might have done last spring, but it was too +rough for the ladies to return by boat, or else too wet. But the first +fine day. That is it, isn't it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, Mr. Halmar!" cried Cynthia Strong from the window seat where +Captain Weeks was blissfully useful over a skein of wool. "And please +order the fine day soon, for I have to go by the next <i>Clansman</i>."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then I shall go too," murmured the captain.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I suppose the birds will be getting rather wild by that time," +remarked the young lady tartly. Theoretically, she felt bound to +despise her admirer and his occupations; practically, his murmurs made +her heart beat.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Wild! Why, they lie like stones on this coast. Something to do with +the Gulf Stream, I'm told, though I know nothing myself about these +scientific things. But you can kick 'em up and shoot 'em like chickens +on the last day of the season."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And when is that?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Captain Weeks laughed,--the true man's laugh of surprised tolerance. +"I thought you knew everything, Miss Strong; but I don't suppose they +think it worth while to teach girls. It's the 10th of December for +grouse, but partridges go on till the beginning of February, and +there's no real close time for--" His voice fell to the confidential +tone. Eustace Gordon had meanwhile joined the trio at the door.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes! let it be soon, please; for I may be going also. I've just +heard, Maud, from Louisa, and the last idea is that I am to take the +yacht, which she is sending here, round to Cowes, and that we are to +start at once for less uncertain climes. The Mediterranean, most +likely."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That is very--unexpected. But all my friends are flying south, like +the swallows."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And I have to go furthest of all," said Rick ruefully. "I'm booked +for the Pacific Station, as sure as fate."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then you must send me home a real Numbo Jumbo if you come across +one," she replied, smiling up into his eager boyish face with a +confidence absolutely free from all alloy.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Won't I! and some of those jolly shells too; all the pretty things I +can pick up."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Thank you, Rick; I like pretty things."</p> + +<p class="normal">He flushed with pleasure at her tone and words.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well, good-bye," she said, turning to Will Lockhart. "I hope the +elements won't be too strong for you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Or for you."</p> + +<p class="normal">Confidence here also, but of a different sort,--the sort which can +give a reason for the faith that is in it. It seemed, however, as if +Lady Maud's wish was not to be fulfilled; for as Rick Halmar and his +companion set off across the moor, the southwest wind, even at that +distance from the shore, sent a shower of spindrift in their faces.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No leaving Carbost Bay for you tonight," shouted Rick against the +wind. "You had better stay at our place. You used to know Aunt Will +long ago, didn't you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, but I must get on. It may calm any moment, and the yacht sails +as soon as possible."</p> + +<p class="normal">Nevertheless when, after scudding with the wind at their backs for two +miles, they came upon the ferry, one glance showed even Will +Lockhart's inexperienced eye that the cockleshell of a boat, bobbing +up and down in the backwater, could never fight its way through that +mad mêlée of wind against tide in the middle of the narrow stream. +Comparative calm reigned to one side in the inland loch, and to the +other in the open sea; but here the waves leapt at each other in +pyramids, sending jets of spray upwards with the very force of their +meeting. A good thrower could easily have flung a stone across the +channel; for all that, it was impassable till the tired tide should +turn and join the wind in its race eastward. So, at any rate, said +Rick, adding that his aunt would be delighted at a <i>contretemps</i> which +would procure her a visit from an old friend.</p> + +<p class="normal">Why Will Lockhart should have hesitated, when it was raining cats and +dogs, and it was two-and-twenty years since he had parted in anger +from the hot-headed, quick-tongued chit of eighteen, who was now, by +all accounts, a brisk, contented woman of forty, is not easy of +explanation. Perhaps the thought of Lady Maud's triumph rankled; +perhaps, when all was said and done, he was not quite indifferent to +that possible future with the professor. But he did hesitate for a +moment. That early love-affair had strangely enough been his first and +last: not because it was in itself absorbing, but because other things +more absorbing than Love had stepped in to take possession of his +life. For a year or two, no doubt, resentment had lingered, not very +keenly felt, but sufficiently so to prevent other love-affairs. Then +he had painted his first successful picture, and that had been an end +of all things, save Art, and a rather unreal remembrance that he had +loved and lost.</p> + +<p class="normal">However, common sense came to his aid, as it was bound to do in +that drenching rain. And, after all, the professor was not in the +well-remembered drawing-room whither Rick led him; neither was Miss +Willina. Fortunately, perhaps, for her dignity, of which she was +extremely tenacious, she had been in the potting-shed feeding a late +brood of chickens presented to her that morning by an inexperienced +young mother, who had preferred a bed of nettles behind the peat stack +to the comforts of the hen-house nursery. So she had ample opportunity +of seeing them pass up the ferry-path and of grasping the situation; +to say nothing of smoothing her hair and washing her hands, before +putting in an appearance; the which is a great support to most women +in the crises of life. As a matter of fact, however, Miss Willina had +never regarded this episode of her earliest years of conquest as one +of supreme importance; perhaps some slight inkling that it really did +mean more than she was prepared to admit was at the bottom of her +deliberate want of romance on the subject. She had had many admirers, +had them still for that matter; she was perfectly aware, for instance, +of the professor's interest; but, for all that, she had never felt +inclined to marry since those salad days when she had drowned her +resentment in the knowledge that half the men who knew her were at her +feet. Why should she marry? There was plenty of time and opportunity +if she wished it; and then, when time passed, leaving her still Miss +Macdonald, she told herself and every one else that it was of her own +free will and pleasure. As it undoubtedly was. She scouted regrets, +and only when the masterful current of her vitality slackened, as even +hers had to do at times, did she wonder if that early love-affair had +not been at the bottom of her cold-bloodedness.</p> + +<p class="normal">Will Lockhart did not think her much changed. The daintiness and +wilfulness he chiefly remembered were still there, and it was like old +times to hear her order him up with Rick, to "change his feet," and +see the swift touch with which she rescued an antimacassar from +annihilation when he sate down. And this want of change depressed him, +by emphasizing the long years which he could not forget.</p> + +<p class="normal">There she was, much as he remembered her, and he--people told him also +that he had changed but little. Yet in those old days it had seemed +impossible to conceive of life apart, and here they were, both free, +both unmarried, talking calmly, with a new generation for listener, +about that past time. What had kept them separate except their own +free will? Nothing! and yet had either of them deliberately +anticipated this ending when they quarrelled over the bread and +butter? And now she was thinking of the professor, or at any rate the +professor was thinking of her. That was Lady Maud's account, and there +was certainly a suspicion of consciousness when the learned man's name +was mentioned; a palpable flush indeed, when a faint whistle overbore +that of the wind, and she started from her chair.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Rick! it can't surely be Mr. Endorwick!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The blush made her look years younger, and Will Lockhart felt +distinctly aggrieved at the fact.</p> + +<p class="normal">"By George, it is, though," replied her nephew, after a glance through +the field-glasses which hung ready for the purpose on the window-knob. +"There he is on the other side of the stream. He has hoisted the flag, +and is blowing away at the whistle like fits. His umbrella's inside +out, and his mackintosh floating on the breeze. Do look, Aunt Will. +It's awfully comic."</p> + +<p class="normal">Miss Willina's face was a study of dignity and humour; the first +prevailed. "Eric! I am surprised at your levity. The poor man will be +drenched to the skin, and he so delicate; such a distinguished scholar +too; we could ill afford to lose him."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Give me the glass," said Will Lockhart grimly. The sight of his +supposed successor signalling for the impossible gave him a thrill of +satisfaction; for he, at least, was on the right side of the stream. +And then to the keen little creature at his side came a mood well +remembered.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The born idiot! Any Christian would have stopped at the hotel even if +he was wanting to come on. A fool for his pains! Ah! what's the use of +blowing like a hooter with the wind and tide against you? Gracious +goody! Rick, what's to be done? The gawk can't be left there like a +windmill."</p> + +<p class="normal">The comparison was not inapt; for the professor, seeing them, +doubtless, against the firelight within, was waving his arms +frantically.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'll go down and signal him to that bieldy bit behind the big rock. +It's out of the wind anyhow, and the tide will be turning before he +could walk back to shelter. And I'll stop in the boat-house; it will +comfort him to see me smoking, especially if he has forgotten his +matches. Besides, I must put new rowlocks to the four-oar. We'll want +her, and the men too, if any one is to cross the stream tonight."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's a nice boy," said Will Lockhart, putting down the glasses as +Rick's figure on its way to the boat-house blocked out the professor's +increasing despair. "Just about the age I was when--" He paused and +looked at his companion.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes! You were twenty-one, and I was eighteen."</p> + +<p class="normal">They were standing close together, the firelight throwing their +shadows out faintly against the growing darkness, but on their faces +the dull autumn twilight lingered, blotting out all traces of the +passage of time.</p> + +<p class="normal">He came a little nearer to her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I wonder why we quarrelled?" he said argumentatively. "I don't mean +what we quarrelled about. That was never very difficult to find, was +it? But why did we quarrel finally that last time? I don't recollect +that you were more wilful than usual."</p> + +<p class="normal">"No doubt you were more aggravating," she retorted quickly. "Do you +wish to begin it all over again? I will if you've a mind to."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Begin what?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"The quarrel, of course."</p> + +<p class="normal">"No, thank you. There's the professor hauling down his flag; he has +seen Rick, and acknowledged his defeat. Good man! Don't you think, +Miss Macdonald, that it would be more comfortable by the fire than +here at the window?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"More comfortable than the professor is, poor man. That is what you +mean. How selfish all you men are, and then you expect me not to see +through you!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I don't think I ever was quite so <i>exigeant</i> as that, was I? And, do +you know, I rather wish you would just cast your eye over my innermost +thoughts at the present moment. It would save me beating about the +bush."</p> + +<p class="normal">Perhaps, despite her outward calm, she was a little excited; for she +had taken up her knitting, half mechanically, and now the needles +clashed fast and furious. He was leaning towards her, his elbows on +his knees, his hands loosely clasped together, and something of his +youth, not so much in its romance as in its imperious desire to know +and understand, was in his face.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Miss Macdonald, I've no right to ask, but are you going to +marry--that man on the other side?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She gave a little conscious laugh, half-nervous, half-gratified. "That +is what you call beating about the bush, I suppose? Why--why should I +marry anybody?"</p> + +<p class="normal">For the life of him he could not tell, save that in a vague way that +dead past seemed so pitiful: because it was dead and past. "Why did we +quarrel?" he repeated. "If the <i>Clansman</i> hadn't come in unexpectedly +that evening after her time, and so given me an opportunity of going +off in the sulks, we should have made it up as usual. It seems such a +little thing to come between us."</p> + +<p class="normal">She laid down her knitting and looked at him thoughtfully. A woman +less truthful than Miss Willina might have allowed the inevitable +satisfaction of being remembered to give an extra tinge of regret and +romance to that past, which in sober fact had had little of either; +but Miss Willina's sense of humour was of the rare kind which is not +blunted by egotism.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ridiculously little. In the novels--I read dozens of them in the +winter--it is always something pathetic. A letter left in a blotting +book, or a wrong initial on the envelope, or a false announcement of +marriage. Something not to be foreseen or helped. Or if it isn't the +fault of fate, they get brain fever and forget their own names. But +we! We just quarrelled, and didn't care to make it up. It isn't in the +least romantic, I'm afraid."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But we didn't forget," he said in the same argumentative tone. "At +least I didn't."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course not. Does any one ever forget,--absolutely?" Her voice +trembled slightly. The pathos of memory was not to be ignored +entirely.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It seems such a pity--you and I leading such lonely lives."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Lonely? You should see my Noah's Ark."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well! Don't scoff at me. I suppose it is absurd, but to-night +somehow--"</p> + +<p class="normal">She interrupted him with a soft hand laid on his. "Don't, please +don't. It is like children trying to pretend that their shadows on the +wall are alive. But they are shadows; nothing but shadows, and the +light which throws them--" she pointed to the window with a laugh that +was half a sob. "Poor man! he ought to be extinguished by this time."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Perhaps you are right," he replied sadly, still holding her hand; +"but it seems hard--the shadows were so pretty."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not so pretty as the reality."</p> + +<p class="normal">"What is that?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"That we have met and forgiven each other--without payment."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Aunt Will," shouted Rick, bursting into the room, "there's the +professor in the front hall dripping like a drowned rat. I got the men +and ferried him over on the first chance; now they are waiting for Mr. +Lockhart."</p> + +<p class="normal">Miss Willina was on her feet in a moment. "Take him upstairs, Rick, +and put him to bed--between the blankets. I'll come directly with +gruel and mustard. And, Rick! give him a good scrub--all over--with +the roughest--bath towel--you can find."</p> + +<p class="normal">The last directions were called up the stairs as she went into the +hall to see Will Lockhart put on his mackintosh properly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Good-bye, Miss Macdonald. I'm not in the least envious of the +professor's immediate future," he said with smiling eyes, but with +vague regrets still at his heart. "I'm glad, though, he was at the +other side of the stream to-night. I liked the shadows."</p> + +<p class="normal">"And the reality?" she asked quickly.</p> + +<p class="normal">He stooped and kissed the pretty little hand browned by sun and wind. +"It is like the breath of your sea. The memory of it will help to blow +away the cobwebs until I come back--in the summer."</p> + +<p class="normal">"The summer is over."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not St. Martin's, and one often has a spell of fine weather late in +the year when the earlier portions have been stormy."</p> + +<p class="normal">She shook her head.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_05" href="#div1Ref_05">V</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"Well, Hooper, what is it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Lady Maud stood at bay once more, with that diffident-looking man at +the door. Three weeks had passed since his first interview; only three +weeks, and it seemed to her an eternity of fear and anxiety. But now +the letters written in reply to hers had come from the American +doctor, and she knew the worst. Mr. Wilson's case had at once been +easy and difficult. Easy because of his singular lack of will power; +difficult for the same reason, joined to a very bad ancestral record. +So bad that his maternal uncle, from whom he had inherited his large +fortune, being deeply resentful of the treatment his sister had +endured from her drunken husband, had burdened his legacy with certain +unusual conditions as to sobriety and control. Consequently, when, +shortly after his release from the restraints of minority, the +inherited tendency had shown itself in Mr. Wilson, he had voluntarily +placed himself in Dr. Haddon's charge, urged to the step by his fear +of pecuniary loss. That was, briefly, the whole story, save that he, +Dr. Haddon, continued to have charge of the case and would be obliged +if Lady Maud would co-operate with him in continuing a system which +had hitherto been so successful, and which, he did not scruple to add, +was Mr. Wilson's only chance of fulfilling the conditions under which +he held his fortune. For himself, he believed there was no danger of a +relapse; it might even be possible after some years to relax the +supervision, and in any case he begged her to remember that the +hereditary tendency must needs be weakened by a generation even of +enforced sobriety. He had hoped that there might be no necessity for +her to be made acquainted with these circumstances, as the whole +affair had been dealt with in the strictest confidence, and the +essence of his treatment lay in ignoring the difficulty; but now that +the untoward event reported by Hooper had occurred, it was better she +should clearly understand the position of affairs. Briefly, he was +paid for keeping Mr. Wilson from losing a very large portion of his +wealth. Apart from that, it was an interesting case. In regard to +Hooper, he was thoroughly trustworthy and conscientious,--a most +necessary thing when influence was easy to attain. At the same time, +if Hooper failed to commend himself to Lady Maud, he could be +replaced. In view of the heavy stake at issue, however, he would +recommend extreme caution in making any change. As for his reasons for +allowing Mr. Wilson to marry under the circumstances, they were +manifold; and his belief in the system was so great that he felt +confident Lady Maud would never find cause for blame in her husband's +conduct. The letter, in its bald statement of fact, its assumption of +a perfectly satisfactory state of affairs, carried with it a sort of +cold comfort. And yet Lady Maud felt a wild revolt against it such as +no verdict of disease or death would have aroused.</p> + +<p class="normal">Like most women who marry men to whom they are indifferent, she had +looked forward, odd as it may seem, to having children who would give +a zest to an otherwise insipid life. And now the mere possibility was +a terror: not in pity for those who might come handicapped into the +race, but from sheer physical horror that they should be his and hers. +And this terror came uppermost in the first few minutes of shock.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have heard from Dr. Haddon this morning, my lady. In future I am to +take my orders from you; so I have come to ask for them."</p> + +<p class="normal">The disapproval in his tone was audible. She felt a rash, resentful +desire to bid him go and leave her free, but the doctor's warning +checked the words. What if she should have burdened her life for +nothing,--she who had refused money again and again because it seemed +vulgar to her fastidiousness? She might appeal to her husband as a +man, chance her influence against the Hooper-Haddon system; but what +if she failed? During those last three weeks she had silenced the +heart which, despite all her efforts, would have its way, by +protestations that she was only awaiting the doctor's reply, that by +and by she would no longer consent to be this man's wife on these +terms. To live on as if she knew nothing; to give neither help nor +condemnation; to acquiesce without a word in a future which filled her +with shame and horror.</p> + +<p class="normal">When she knew the facts, she would decide, and now she knew too much.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have no orders," she said in a low voice; "no new ones; you can +go." Then suddenly a thought flashed through her and she arrested him +with a gesture.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, my lady?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Still she was silent, one hand gripping the edge of the table, her +breath coming fast. "I do not think--this place--is good for Mr. +Wilson."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Indeed, your ladyship," broke in Hooper, relieved, "I have thought so +myself,--the--the irregular habits in regard to spirits are trying."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I think he would be better away."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Exactly so, my lady; only I did not like--all the arrangements being, +as it were, settled."</p> + +<p class="normal">Her voice had gained in steadiness by this time. "There need be no +alteration. I should remain here, of course." She paused, and Hooper +shifted uneasily. "Mr. Wilson had an invitation to Perthshire +yesterday. I should <i>like</i> him to accept it. Do you understand?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"But indeed, my lady, I cannot. To begin with, I am not allowed by Dr. +Haddon--"</p> + +<p class="normal">She stopped him angrily. "If you cannot obey me, there are others--so +Dr. Haddon says. I consider this place is bad for Mr. Wilson, and it +is my wish he should leave it. Do you hear?"</p> + +<p class="normal">For the life of her, try after calmness as she would, entreaty and +despair made her command falter. He must go--if only to give her time +to think; time to settle what course she would choose.</p> + +<p class="normal">"If your ladyship takes the responsibility--in regard to Dr. Haddon, I +mean."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I take it all--the responsibility for everything."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then I will suggest it. I may not succeed; but I will do my best, and +if I fail, your ladyship must remember that I was not engaged for such +work."</p> + +<p class="normal">The grotesqueness of it all struck her sense of humour despite the +turmoil of emotion in which she found herself.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes, yes!" she said impatiently; "I will remember it was not your +place!"</p> + +<p class="normal">When he had gone, she stood for some time without moving, her hand +still grasping the table, body and mind alike in a state of tension. +Then her nerves seemed to slacken, the spirit to leave her. She walked +listlessly towards the fire, and, leaning her arms on the mantelpiece, +rested her head upon them. So standing, the little curls about her +temples outlined themselves against the ugliness of Rick Halmar's +devil.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is not all my fault," she muttered with a sort of sob; "not all my +fault, surely. I must have time. I must have time."</p> + +<p class="normal">The rest of the day was torture to her. She did not regret the sudden +impulse which had decreed her husband's exile, if it could be managed, +yet she dreaded to have him say the words which would proclaim the +success of her treachery against him. He came over once to where she +sate in the twilight pretending to read, and laid his hand +affectionately on her shoulder. It was only some trivial remark he had +to make, but she started so visibly that Eustace, watching her, as he +had watched her every mood during those weeks, came to her afterwards +with a frown.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What is the matter, Maud? Why should you keep me at arm's length? +Surely I know too much for that already."</p> + +<p class="normal">"What do you know?" she asked with the recklessness which of late had +crept into her manner.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I know you are unhappy. Do you remember what I told you that night? +You shall not suffer."</p> + +<p class="normal">Her lips trembled, and she turned from him hastily to join a group +gathered round the professor. He had come back from Eval House greatly +depressed in spirits, and with a running cold in his head, which +Cynthia Strong was treating with pulsatilla, as yet rather +unsuccessfully; but it required time, she explained, when the first +stages had been badly managed on the old methods. The group was +engaged in examining the famous Rhine ring, with which gift, +apparently, Miss Willina had tried to content the learned man; but +even its possession failed to comfort him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I have deciphered the inscription," he said gloomily. "It is, +briefly, 'Order, Truth, Honesty.' The last word bears many side +meanings, and perhaps Purity would be a better translation. All the +terminations being feminine, it may be inferred that the ring was worn +by a woman; possibly one of unusual worth. It may even have been a +badge of virtue; a tribute paid by the community to merit, or by the +lover to his beloved."</p> + +<p class="normal">If he had said a funeral memento to the dead, his voice could not have +been more lugubrious.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How interesting!" murmured Cynthia Strong. "Even in those days the +mental qualities were deemed superior to mere physical attractions."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I beg your pardon," retorted the professor quite tartly. "Order, as +used here, means complete, perfect; according to our modern speech, +beautiful. Truth has also a secondary meaning. A free, but at the same +time accurate, translation would be 'Beautiful, constant, chaste.'"</p> + +<p class="normal">Rick Halmar was twisting the ring about in his strong deft hands. "I +expect some beggar gave it to his wife," he said cheerfully. "It must +have been just as jolly then as now to have somebody to stick by you +through thick and thin. To have the dinner ready, and not swear if you +hadn't done what you ought to have done. Not brought in enough fish +for the kids, for instance; though how they ever caught any with those +bone hooks, I can't think. I couldn't."</p> + +<p class="normal">"You must remember the great incentive of hunger," remarked the +professor in the same tone. "Besides, in those days dexterity in the +chase was the master key to a woman's affections."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I say, Weeks, old man! why weren't you born then?" cried Rick, +happily unconscious of all complications.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Never had any luck," muttered the other, "except with the birds."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Luck! I like that! You call it luck when you never miss; I assure +you, Miss Strong," he continued, going up to where the despondent +captain was standing, and addressing the nearest lady, "I was out with +him yesterday, and he made me feel such a duffer. The prettiest +shooting, and then he calls it luck!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia Strong looked from one to the other of those two vigorous +young faces before her, and then at the professor's pale one. A cold +in the head is not becoming, and she sighed.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rick, with the ring still in his possession, returned to Lady Maud.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Isn't it quaint?" he said. "Don't you wish I could find another?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Because it would be yours, of course. How small it looks! I wonder if +it would fit you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Miss Macdonald found it too large for her," remarked the professor, +still more gloomily; "but it would be interesting, Lady Maud, to try +whether it points to any improvement or deterioration--physical, of +course--in the race."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Perhaps you ladies would not mind experimenting 'Cinderella and the +little glass slipper,'" laughed Eustace Gordon. "What is to be the +prize, Endorwick--the ring?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"My dear sir," gasped the professor, horrified for once out of his +gallantry, "it's unique--positively unique."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'll tell you what," put in Rick eagerly, "if the professor will lend +it to me for a couple of days, I'll copy it in silver. A florin would +make it, and the inscriptions only scratched on. So now, then, ladies, +if you please. Weeks, you do herald. Lady Maud, may we use the banner +screen as a tabard?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"What a boy that is!" said fat Lady Liddell to her next-door +neighbour. "I've been here a fortnight, and never saw him out of +temper or out of spirits. So different from most young people +nowadays, who won't take the trouble to enjoy themselves."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I knew it wouldn't go on anybody's finger but yours," said Rick with +joyous confidence to his goddess when the competition was over. +"Perhaps it wasn't quite fair, because I'd seen Aunt Will try it on so +often, and her hands are tiny."</p> + +<p class="normal">Lady Maud shook her head gravely. "I'm afraid it wasn't quite fair; +but you must make me the ring, for all that."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Of course I'll make it!"</p> + +<p class="normal">She put her hand on his suddenly. "Don't, Rick! don't! I mean"--she +paused, looking at him curiously--"you may make it if you like, Rick; +but I won't promise to wear it--always."</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_06" href="#div1Ref_06">VI</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">"We ought to have gone over to-day," said Eustace Gordon, looking out +to where the low sandy line of Eilean-a-fa-ash lay like a golden clasp +between the two headlands. The northern one bold, rocky, heathery; the +southern, a mere spit of bent-covered shingle, curving hornlike from +the great sweep of the Grâda Sands beyond. It was sunset,--a cloudless +sunset. Sky, and sea, and sand, bathed in a golden flood of light; +only the shallow stretches of water left behind by the retreating tide +glowing iridescent here and there like jewels. Far away, almost beyond +sight, an edge of foam keeping time to a whispering cadence told where +the Atlantic was hushing the shore to sleep.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Yes!" he went on lazily. "We ought, but we didn't. That fellow Weeks +is always on the slay."</p> + +<p class="normal">They were seated, a party of five,--for the professor still lingered +in the grip of cold,--on the base of the northern headland. There, +amongst the rocks and heather, Lady Maud and Cynthia Strong had been +making tea for the shooters. A brace of setters lay panting beside the +game-bags; a faint whiff of smoke from behind a boulder told that the +ghillies were enjoying themselves on their master's tobacco--sure sign +of a good day's sport.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Gorgeous weather," continued the same contented voice, "a whole week +of it; simply idyllic."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Ever since Mr. Wilson and the others left," assented Rick Halmar. +"Pity they went, isn't it?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Mr. Wilson had to go," put in Lady Maud. "The telegram from the works +was urgent, and then the Collinghams' yacht happening to come in the +same day made it so convenient. Quite a coincidence; one of those +things no one could have foreseen." She spoke impatiently, almost in +an aggrieved tone; and Eustace, as he lay on his back staring up into +the sky, smiled to himself.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is very curious how such things happen," remarked Cynthia Strong; +"but that they are comparatively common is indubitable. The very +proverbs in our language prove it." In the professor's absence she was +apt to assume the mantle of his manner in order to annihilate poor +Captain Weeks, in which object she generally succeeded. On this +occasion, however, emboldened by a recent reception of some golden +plovers' wings, for which her new tweed hat had been waiting, he +ventured to put in his oar. "The wish is father to the thought, for +instance."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nothing of the kind--" began Miss Strong scornfully; but Lady Maud +rose hastily and, standing a little apart, looked at Eilean-a-fa-ash, +her hand shading her eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let us settle to go there to-morrow without fail," she said as if to +change the subject.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not to-morrow, please," broke in Rick eagerly. "To-morrow is Fast +Day, and none of the ghillies will do a hand's turn. Besides, I have +to drive Aunt Will to the preaching, as uncle won't. Put it off till +the next day, Lady Maud. To begin with, it's my birthday, and then the +tides are full spring. So we could come back by the sea ford. It is +worth doing; nearly two miles with quicksands on either side, +especially to the south."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Very well, the day after to-morrow; that is, Friday certain; or some +other coincidence will be carrying off the rest of my party." Still +with her hand shading her eyes, she remained looking seawards, much in +the same attitude as she had stood at the window a month before. This +time her slight figure showed against the gold of sea and sky.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What is that," she asked, "like a mast--yonder and from the +headland?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Rick, busy as usual with his knife, did not pause to look. "It <i>is</i> a +mast, Lady Maud. There is a wreck just to the south. Went ashore ever +so long ago, but it is useful still as a sign-post. Up to that spar +the sand is pretty safe--most times. Beyond that--by George! you +should see it when the tide is coming in."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh! I don't mean the spar close in--yonder, far away."</p> + +<p class="normal">He came and stood by her. "A yacht, I think, making, I should say, for +Carbost. Come to carry some of us away, maybe."</p> + +<p class="normal">"If it's for me," remarked Eustace, joining them, "I don't intend to +go. This is too good a time to be cut short. I haven't had such a good +one since those old days at Lynmouth, Maud! And you too! Why, you are +looking twice as well as you did--a week ago." There was meaning in +his words; more in his eyes.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Fine weather always agrees with me," she replied hastily. "Come, +Rick, let us pick up the tea things and start home."</p> + +<p class="normal">Yet in her heart of hearts she knew that Eustace was right. That past +week had been a paradise of relief, and now it came perilously near to +the time when the problem of her life must be faced. She had driven +round it so far, had turned back deliberately when she found it +barring the road, had claimed time to understand the position. What +had she done towards a decision? Nothing! Nothing save bask in the +immediate freedom; rejoice like any child in the fine weather, in +Rick's open adoration, in her cousin's constant companionship.</p> + +<p class="normal">As she and the boy walked homewards together, these thoughts came +again and again, whilst her nervous fingers busied themselves +mechanically with the silver ring which he had made for her; a growing +habit of which she was not aware.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Does it hurt you?" he asked tenderly. "I can easily alter it, if it +does."</p> + +<p class="normal">She shook her head with a faint smile.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But I have seen you do that so often lately," he persisted; "perhaps +the inside is not quite smooth. Give it me, please, and I will set it +right by Friday."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Don't trouble. If it hurts, I can always take it off; can't I, dear?" +There was a sudden passion in her tone, a kind of pitiful reproach in +her eyes. Rick looked at her, perturbed.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But if it hurts--" he began.</p> + +<p class="normal">She put out her pretty hand and laid it on his, almost with a +protecting gesture. "Nothing you could do would hurt me, Rick. You +said so the first time we met, and it is true. If it hurts, it is my +own fault."</p> + +<p class="normal">"That doesn't make any difference," he replied stoutly. "Let me have +it, please."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Not to-day--on Friday, perhaps; <i>if it hurts</i>."</p> + +<p class="normal">They were standing where the cross-path branched to Eval, waiting for +the others to come up; for Rick's way lay across the moor and she +would be left alone.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I believe it does hurt now," he said, still dissatisfied, "and I know +I could set it right. Do let me try."</p> + +<p class="normal">"How serious you are!" she cried with a sudden change of mood. "See! I +promise to give it back on Friday if it hurts. It shall be my birthday +present. There!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"All right. I'll keep it for yours; then we shall be quits," he said, +laughing.</p> + +<p class="normal">When he had left them, Eustace took his place, and Cynthia Strong and +Captain Weeks were certainly the happier for the change. Lady Maud, +likewise, to judge by her light laughter.</p> + +<p class="normal">Fast Day rose brilliantly. The clear, crisp sunshine poured in through +the dining-room windows, when, coming down to breakfast, she found her +cousin there, alone.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Another lovely day," she said gaily.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The last for me," he replied. "That was the yacht yesterday. It has +anchored below the sands, and the captain has strict orders from +Louisa to bring me off dead or alive to-night." He laughed, but there +was a bitter look on his face as he tossed a crumpled letter towards +her. "Catch! that's my warrant of execution."</p> + +<p class="normal">Not a very nice letter, but a reasonable one in its way. The weather +was to blame, of course; still, she had asked him to join her many +times and he had not joined her. He had been a month and more at +Roederay and now the equinoctial gales were over, she meant to be off +southwards. If he could not make use of the yacht, he must send it +round to Cowes and make his own arrangements. For her part, she +intended to start for the Mediterranean in ten days. Not the sort of +letter to be disregarded by a husband dependent on the writer for all +save a very moderate settlement.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I've told them to have the boat ready at the Grâda point at five this +afternoon to take me on board. Perhaps it is better so. This sort of +thing couldn't have gone on much longer."</p> + +<p class="normal">She was silent, and the professor, bursting in, ended the tête-à-tête.</p> + +<p class="normal">"What a land, or perhaps I should say sea, of surprises this is, to be +sure!" he exclaimed. "The <i>Clansman</i>, I am informed by the factor, +whom I met on his way to preaching, will anticipate her time by three +whole days, owing to this Fast and some local market. She takes +Carbost on the out instead of the in trip, and is due to-night, some +time between seven and two in the morning. So I am afraid, my dear +lady, that my delightful visit must come to a somewhat abrupt +conclusion. I propose, therefore, going over--"</p> + +<p class="normal">"To Eval House," suggested Eustace.</p> + +<p class="normal">"No-o. To the hotel at dusk, so as to be on the spot."</p> + +<p class="normal">Lady Maud paled visibly. "And Cynthia! of course she and Captain Weeks +will go too. Ah! what a sudden breakup of our pleasant party!"</p> + +<p class="normal">"You had better come with us, dear lady, and so reduce our regrets to +a minimum," cried the professor gallantly.</p> + +<p class="normal">But the compliment fell flat. That was the fate of most remarks during +breakfast, so that conversation dwindled to excerpts from Bradshaw's +guide. Captain Weeks, who was generally a stand-by of placid good +nature, was peculiarly low. He had made up his mind, come what might, +to try his fate with Cynthia Strong before leaving, and now, though +still determined, he felt hustled. She, in her turn, knew she had +shilly-shallied in a way unworthy of a Girton girl until her +opportunities of bringing the professor to book had dwindled to three +days; two of them to be spent at sea, where she could not be sure of +herself or him. As for Eustace and Maud, their rôle in the comedy of +Life had been touched with tragedy for some time past. They felt dimly +that the crisis had come.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We have never been to Eilean-a-fa-ash, after all," said Cynthia, +pausing at the window on her way to pack, and looking regretfully to +where the island lay out in the blue sea.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I thought we shouldn't," murmured Lady Maud in a low voice; "the +Island of Rest is not for us."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It has been within reach all the time. It is so still," replied +Eustace in the same tone.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We might have gone this morning if it hadn't been Fast Day," +continued Cynthia, aggrieved. "Couldn't we bribe somebody? I want to +go awfully, and so does the professor."</p> + +<p class="normal">"My failure to do so will be the only regret which can possibly mingle +with my memories of Roederay."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Can't think why you all want to see it," remarked the captain, +frowning at the professor's complimentary bows. "I went over one +day--yes, I did, Miss Strong--to shoot seals. Didn't get any--worse +luck! But it wasn't a bit pretty. Sand and bones and a stone coffin or +two. The ghillie told me, too, that sometimes, after a north wind, it +was awfully grim. The sand blows off, don't you know, and leaves +skeletons and things. Not at all the place for ladies, don't you +know."</p> + +<p class="normal">"I'm sorry to be obliged to differ," retorted Cynthia sharply. "In my +opinion, there are no places where a woman should not be."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Nihil continget quod non ornavit," paraphrased the professor.</p> + +<p class="normal">The captain's head held itself very high. "Perhaps I am wrong, but I +don't think so. However, as you wish to see it, Miss Strong, I shall +be delighted to row you over in the small boat. Only we must start at +slack tide; that is, about three in the afternoon."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Too late, I'm afraid," replied the young lady disconsolately. "We +ought to be starting for the hotel before six; oughtn't we, Maud?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, we could manage it," he went on, seeing in this plan the chance +of the tête-à-tête on which his mind was set. "If the wagonette were +to pick us up at the cross-roads, we should have heaps of time. It +would only be starting two hours earlier,--before the others, I mean."</p> + +<p class="normal">"What do you say, professor?" asked Cynthia sweetly.</p> + +<p class="normal">Arthur Weeks ground his teeth, and turned away with a murmur about the +boat being heavy.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But the professor will row, of course. Every one rows at Oxford. +Indeed, I, for one, think the Oxford style is the best in the world."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Then perhaps you will not require my aid. I only learnt off the coast +of Cornwall."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia looked at her usually docile adorer in amaze; she did not +understand that the big man had for once thought it worth while to +make up his mind. "But we couldn't go without you," she pleaded quite +meekly. "You see, you have been there before. Ah, no! we couldn't go +without you."</p> + +<p class="normal">"If I can be of any use--" said the captain magnificently, and the +sight of his aggrieved but courteous dignity gave Cynthia quite a +pang.</p> + +<p class="normal">So it was arranged that, about slack tide, he and the professor should +row to Eilean-a-fa-ash from the boat-house on the north headland, and +afterwards, taking advantage of the full tide and southerly current, +slip down the coast across the sands to meet the wagonette. Eustace +and Maud proposed to start about the same time for Eval House, so that +he might say good-bye to Miss Willina before joining the yacht's boat +at Grâda point, whence the carriage, on its return journey, would take +Lady Maud back to Roederay.</p> + +<p class="normal">A sombre silence had lain between these two all day, and even when +they were left alone on the terrace watching the others disappear +shorewards, they said nothing for a time. A great stillness seemed to +be in the very air. Not a breath on the water, not a sound on the +moor, not a cloud on the sky. The very house seemed asleep; most of +the servants away for edification or amusement at the preaching, miles +to the south, amongst the peat bogs and heather, singing psalms and +eating peppermint drops, praising the Creator and flirting with the +creature.</p> + +<p class="normal">The silence must have reminded Eustace of this fact, for at last he +turned to his companion hastily. "They won't be at Eval, so there is +no use going. Come, Maud! It is the last time we shall be together, I +suppose. Come."</p> + +<p class="normal">It was not much to grant, she thought, when she might never see him +again. So they went out together over the moors, down by the little +pools where the water showed their shadows, blended one into the +other, upon the cairns where they sate together, looking out over the +sea. Together, always together, Eustace and she, as it had been at the +beginning. And this was the end, the very end.</p> + +<p class="normal">Meanwhile the trio in the boat set forth gaily; the professor very +straight in the back, and with no little style giving the stroke, +whilst Arthur Weeks, gloomily polite, paddled in the bows, debarred +from even a fair sight of his beloved. The full flood-tide lapped at +the furthermost scallop of seaweed on the shingly shore, and touched +the sea-pinks cresting the rocks.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Couldn't you pull a leetle harder?" suggested the captain drily, when +the professor paused in a long sentence to take breath. "I don't want +to hustle anybody, but we have only just got time to manage it. We are +making a good deal of leeway, and the channel north is a bit +dangerous."</p> + +<p class="normal">Cynthia glanced nervously towards the Pole. "Oh, yes! please, Mr. +Endorwick, pull harder. We can talk when we get to the island."</p> + +<p class="normal">Easier said than done. The perspiration poured down the professor's +face, and bow kept her head straight as a die; yet still the boat +failed to respond.</p> + +<p class="normal">As they crept along slowly, the channel between the headlands and the +island began to open up, showing the still, oily water which tells of +swift current.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We are too far north," said the captain, resting on his oar a moment. +"The tide can't have been quite slack when we started. However, it +doesn't matter; for the current here will take us south in no time."</p> + +<p class="normal">The professor pausing too, they drifted idly.</p> + +<p class="normal">"That's the landing-place, Miss Strong," went on the speaker. "Yonder, +where the bents almost touch the water, and that square thing behind +is a stone cof--" he paused abruptly. "Why, what the devil! we're +drifting north--due north. By George, we are, though."</p> + +<p class="normal">In good sooth they were--drifting north like a feather.</p> + +<p class="normal">"North! impossible--the current runs south at flood. Stay--by Heaven, +I remember--Ronald said something about a change at the equinox. +Quick, man alive. Pull, pull hard! Once she gets beyond those rocks, +we will have the dickens and all to keep her out of the eddy. It runs +like a race--higher up--amongst sunken--rocks."</p> + +<p class="normal">The last words came in jerks as he set all his strength to the oar. +The boat spun round with the point of the professor's oar as axis; +spun round, drifting as it span.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Damn it all!" shouted the man of war busy on the rowlocks. "I beg +your pardon, Miss Strong. Here, man, quick, give me the oar--go +forward--lie down in the bows and keep her keel stiff. Now then, +Cynthia, don't scream, there's a good girl--there's no danger as yet. +Lie down too--then you won't see anything."</p> + +<p class="normal">She did lie down ignominiously. Right down at his feet, feeling +that she would be content to enter Paradise clinging to this man's +coat-tails if only that entry was not premature. The whole world, to +her, lay in the strength of those arms, and when, meeting her piteous +eyes, his face relaxed to something like a smile, and he gasped, "All +right--getting along--nicely," she felt once, and for all, that she +loved his little finger better than the whole of that abject figure in +the bows.</p> + +<p class="normal">So she crouched, lost in a sort of terrified reliance on him, till +with a queer little sound, half sob, half laugh, he slackened, and +without a pause proceeded to retransfer a pair of rowlocks to the +bows.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Now then--professor--if you please--sorry to have--been so +abrupt--but--one manages better sculling--when there's no rudder." The +breaks were caused by his being out of breath. Otherwise he was full +of dignity, and Cynthia Strong broke down suddenly into subdued tears.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You had better lie still," he said. "See--here's my coat." He fumbled +it into a pillow with his left hand, as he went on rowing with his +right. "Raise your head, please, so;" and, as he bent over her, he +whispered, "Don't cry, dear, it's all over now."</p> + +<p class="normal">What Cynthia Strong did to the hand so near her lips is a dead secret +between those two. The captain's fine flush was doubtless due to his +previous exertions, but why a pillow should have caused a rush of +blood to Cynthia's terror-blanched face, remains a mystery.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Don't work so hard, professor!" cried the former gaily. "You +are pulling me round, and we have to get our head towards home. +Eilean-a-fa-ash is out of the question; besides, Miss Strong will be +all the better for a cup of tea. This sort of thing isn't fit for +women."</p> + +<p class="normal">And nobody denied it.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_07" href="#div1Ref_07">VII</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">A man and a woman looking seawards from Grâda point. To the north, the +long curve of sands hidden by the flood-tide. A curve ending in the +low line of Eilean-a-fa-ash, which, viewed from here, seemed as if it +were joined to the mainland. Beyond, the northern headland, whence +Roederay Lodge stood out against the sky. To the south, a coast broken +into little points and bays, with the slender masts of a yacht +standing above a near promontory.</p> + +<p class="normal">To the west, a spit of rocks running out into the Atlantic, which once +more lay like a golden garment stretching far as the eye could reach +on either hand. At their feet, a little boat swaying gently against a +bare ledge of rock; for the tide was at the full.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Do come," said the man; "you haven't really seen the yacht, and we +can't possibly miss the returning wagonette. I'll send a man to watch, +if you like; then there can be no mistake."</p> + +<p class="normal">He did not look at her, but his voice was instinct with passionate +entreaty.</p> + +<p class="normal">"But the men may not be here till late." Lady Maud did not look at him +either, yet the same repressed emotion rang in her tone.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I can row you. We have only to paddle round those rocks, and the +current will take us right on to the yacht."</p> + +<p class="normal">"But the men?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Lazy beggars! let them swim. Besides, they should have been here long +ago; it is past five."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Half-past. They have been here and put the stores in the boat."</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is we who are late."</p> + +<p class="normal">He moved a step closer, impatiently. "What have the men to do with it, +Maud? Don't--don't be childish! What are you afraid of--not of me, +surely?"</p> + +<p class="normal">There was a pause.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am afraid of nothing," she said lightly. "Come, it will be pleasant +out on that sunny sea at any rate."</p> + +<p class="normal">He steadied the boat for her, and she stepped in.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Where to?" he asked, half in jest, when a stroke or two had taken +them from the shadow of the rock into the glitter of the sinking sun, +where they lay bathed in light, the water dripping from the lifted +oars like drops of molten gold. "Why shouldn't we leave everything +behind and set sail for nowhere--anywhere?"</p> + +<p class="normal">With his arms resting on the oars, he leant forwards, fixing his dark +eyes on her face. They were full of pity and a great tenderness.</p> + +<p class="normal">"You look so nice there, Maud. Take off your hat, dear, and let the +sun shine on your hair as it used to do when you were a girl. If I had +my will, Maud, you should always be in the sunlight; you know that, +don't you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">The oars fell into the water softly as he rowed on, whilst she sate +silent, trailing one hand in the water and watching the great big +medusæ come pulsating past.</p> + +<p class="normal">"How pleasant it must be to drift--like that!" she said half to +herself, and once again the drip, drip, drip, of those golden tears +filled up the silence as the boat swayed idly on the breathing of the +sea.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Why shouldn't we drift? There is plenty of time, and God knows ties +enough, as a rule. Grapnels fore and aft and a mud bank under all to +stick upon."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Don't talk of that now, Eustace," she broke in hurriedly. "Let +us forget it for this last half hour. Isn't it enough to be +here--together?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Enough for now--" he replied unsteadily; "but for afterwards?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"There may be no afterwards."</p> + +<p class="normal">He shook his head. "A man never thinks of that. He can't live on +moonshine; or sunshine either. He wants something real; and so do you. +Maud! what will you do when you go back to him?"</p> + +<p class="normal">She put out her hand in entreaty with a little cry. "Oh, Eustace! can +you not let me be happy for one short half hour?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"Happy, when we are going to part? Happy, when I know what your future +will be? when I know it will be torture to you? Why did you send him +away if it was not because the strain was too great for you to bear?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"I--I did not send him away," she faltered.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Pshaw! Hooper told me about it--the fool was afraid. Then the wire +came, of course, and there was no need for the other. But you meant +it, Maud. Ah, my darling! don't think I am blaming you--Blame! How +could I blame you save for too much patience?</p> + +<p class="normal">"Maud, let us cut the knot! We have made a mistake, both of us; for +you are miserable, and I--I will not bear it. Come--the yacht is +there. Let us go into the sunshine. Come, my darling--see how fate +points the way. We are drifting, drifting--a little more and the +current will take us. Why should you go back to the empty house? the +empty life? Maud! Maud!"</p> + +<p class="normal">What does a man say to a woman when he has forgotten everything in the +world save his mad desire to keep her for his own? All that could be +said, in all its tenderness, its passion, and its selfishness, was +hers as the boat drifted and drifted.</p> + +<p class="normal">"I am cold!" she said suddenly, giving a little shudder, yet drawing +closer to him. "We shall be too late."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Too late to return," he answered joyously. "Oh, Maud, trust me this +once--See, the yacht is close." He turned and gave a quick exclamation +of surprise. Where were they? Not, as he expected, within a stone's +throw of the coast, drifting surely southwards. Here was nothing save +sea, and rising slowly from it on all sides a thin mist, golden in the +sunlight through which, in the far distance, a shadow or two loomed +faint, unrecognized.</p> + +<p class="normal">Above them the sky, clear as ever; below them the sea, bright, +pellucid; but between them a gathering curtain which even as he looked +faded from gold to white, from white to grey, as the unseen sun sank +beneath the unseen horizon.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is a sea-haugh," he said lightly; "the wind must have changed to +the north, and the cold condenses the vapour. I have seen them often +after hot weather. But it is all right. We must be close to the yacht, +for we were well in the current when I stopped rowing; and it runs +inshore due south. If I whistle, they must hear and answer."</p> + +<p class="normal">But none came, and the sound seemed to return resonant from the mist, +showing that it had not travelled far. So, whistling, shouting, and +rowing, they spent some time in vain, till fear began to invade her +courage. What if they had drifted past? What if they were drifting out +to sea, further and further from safety? He tried to scoff at her +alarm, though his own anxiety grew fast as the mist settled thicker +and thicker till he could not see a yard beyond the bows. Suddenly, +with a grating shock, the boat stopped abruptly, almost throwing them +into each other's arms. His heart seemed to stop also, as he +remembered having heard of sunken rocks in mid channel.</p> + +<p class="normal">"We are aground--stay still, I will see."</p> + +<p class="normal">He stepped cautiously over the side, one foot into six inches of water +and a shelving bottom, the other into three. Then on to firm dry warm +sand. His laugh of relief was genuine.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The adventure is over, Maud. Come! let me help you out. This must be +the mainland; but where, I can't say."</p> + +<p class="normal">A difficult question, indeed, to decide with that grey mist curtain +closing in and shutting out all, save a patch or two of bent at their +feet.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Stay here a bit," he continued, "and I will explore. Take the +whistle. I won't go beyond its reach or be away long; the road must be +close by."</p> + +<p class="normal">It was not, however, and he returned after a time with a clouded face. +"I don't understand it. The sea seems to surround us except in one +direction, and that is all sand and bent. I don't remember any such +point below Grâda."</p> + +<p class="normal">"Perhaps we are above it," suggested his companion.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Quite impossible. The current runs south; a sort of back eddy from +the big stream. That is what brings all the drift to Grâda Sands. The +question, however, is what we are to do. Take to the boat again and +punt along the shore till we find a landmark, I should say. Best not +to desert our ships."</p> + +<p class="normal">But this again brought a disappointment, and half an hour's rowing, +punting, and towing resulted in nothing. By this time it was almost +dark, the mist gathered denser than ever, and with the approach of +night the north wind rose steadily.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The sooner we settle ourselves the better, if we have to camp out, +and it looks like it," said he at last. "Still, if we light a fire, +some one may see it. Anyhow, there are stores and a sail in the boat, +so we shall manage. Cheer up, Maud; imagine we are children again. How +often haven't we pretended to be cast away on a desert island +together, and how happy we were!"</p> + +<p class="normal">True enough; yet as she helped him to gather driftwood for the fire, +her thoughts were on the difference between those days and these. And +there was more to them in this mischance than there would have been to +others. What had she meant to do when she stepped into the boat? She +could not tell; only this she knew, that fate seemed to have decided +for her. If the fire brought some one--well and good. If not, why then +Eustace and she had gone adrift. That question was settled forever.</p> + +<p class="normal">She sate feeding the fire, whilst he foraged for eatables in the boat, +and each stick seemed to her another doubt dispelled. How they flamed +and crackled and sparkled, as driftwood does out of sheer joy in +burning. Yet no one came--no one.</p> + +<p class="normal">Later on, with the tenderness which was a fierce delight to her, he +found her what shelter he could on that bare waste of bent and +shingle; though it was only a nook, backed on the windy side by a +rough slab of rock half embedded in the sand. Still it was dry and +warm, and with the boat's sail wrapped round her, and her feet towards +a freshly built fire, she could lean back comfortably and defy some of +the growing cold and rising wind. She sate watching him silently as he +sate by the fire, turning every now and again to assure himself of her +comfort or tuck the sail, loosened by the wind, round her more +closely.</p> + +<p class="normal">Suddenly, during one of these ministrations, her eye caught the +sparkle of dewdrops on his coat, and she stretched out her delicate +hand to touch his sleeve. It was quite wet.</p> + +<p class="normal">"There is plenty of room for you here, Eustace," she said quietly, +"and the sail will cover us if we sit close together. I--I must not +begin by being selfish." Then her calm gave way. "Oh, Eustace! +Eustace! we must love each other very dearly or I shall die of shame."</p> + +<p class="normal">Something in the almost despairing surrender to fate roused the best +part in his nature. He drew her head on to his shoulder and kissed her +gently.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Good-night, dear. Go to sleep if you can. I'll watch the fire."</p> + +<p class="normal">She gave a little shivering sob and clung to him. All was settled now; +she had taken her life into her own hands; the struggle was over, and +he was a haven of rest--a haven of rest. Her thoughts went no further +than that, for she was utterly wearied out; but as he sate beside her, +his mind went far afield into the afterwards which he had claimed as +his right; and more than once as she stirred in the uneasy sleep into +which she had fallen, he bent over her again and kissed her. She was +his; the past was at an end; scruples must come later if they came at +all. He had foreseen this ending from the beginning; perhaps he +had tried to escape from it; perhaps he had not. This much was +certain,--the stars had fought for him, and she was his. The wind +swept steadily round them, but, safe sheltered as she was, he +feared no harm, and when the dawn came their troubles would all be +over--forever.</p> + +<p class="normal">So sheltering her, as morning approached he, too, fell into a doze, +and the fire, deprived of fuel, sank by degrees to a heap of +smouldering ashes. Then the chill which comes before the day sought +them out even in each other's arms, and brought to both a vague, +surprised consciousness of their surroundings. Where were they? What +had happened? With eyes still full of sleep and dreams, she saw the +grey mist hanging round them--the ashes of the fire which had burnt so +bravely last night. Last night! Great God, how came she there?</p> + +<p class="normal">"Eustace!" she cried, starting up wildly, one hand finding aid from +the slab of rock behind her. Her pretty hair was damp with dew, her +face flushed where it had rested on his shoulder.</p> + +<p class="normal">For answer he caught her to him and covered her face with passionate +kisses. He, too, was fresh from sleep and dreams,--dreams of the +hereafter. And now the day had come, and yonder, where the mist showed +lightest, the sun was rising.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Oh, no! no!" she panted, struggling to escape.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Maud!"--his tone was full of surprised reproach as he fell back a +step,--"what is it? What have I done?"</p> + +<p class="normal">"What have <i>I</i> done?" she echoed swiftly. "I can't remember! Oh, God! +what's that?" Her voice rose to a shriek; she clung to him +convulsively with one hand while her eyes fixed themselves on the +stone slab which had sheltered her--and him.</p> + +<p class="normal">The north wind had done work during the night, and the embedded slab +was clear now; more than clear. It formed part of a stone coffin +whence the wind had driven the sand, leaving the contents exposed to +view. Only a few bones, but, backed by the drifted sand, they still +kept the semblance of a skeleton sitting staring out into the mist.</p> + +<p class="normal">Eustace Gordon recoiled--the best of men would have done so much in +such a situation; then memory aided him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is Eilean-a-fa-ash, Maud--Eilean-a-varai--you remember. We must +have drifted north somehow. Don't look so scared, my darling. It is +only Eilean-a-fa-ash--the Island of Rest--that is all."</p> + +<p class="normal">She did not heed him; her eyes, full of an almost insane terror, +were fastened on the fleshless hand which lay so near--oh! God in +heaven!--so near her own as it clutched the side of the coffin.</p> + +<p class="normal">"The ring," she whispered. "Look! look--the ring, my ring, my ring."</p> + +<p class="normal">Yes! on the dead as on the living hand he saw the ring with its +legend, "Beautiful, constant, chaste." A chill came over even his +passion; yet he turned to her with sudden petulance.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Well! what then?--you know whence it must have come, what it must +have been from the beginning, I suppose. Come! let us leave these +horrors, let us leave the past and be sensible. Come, Maud."</p> + +<p class="normal">She gave him one look,--a look he never forgot,--and with a cry of +"Rick's ring! Rick's ring!" broke from him and disappeared into the +mist.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Maud! Maud! don't be silly! Maud! where are you going? For God's +sake, Maud! come back. The mist--the sea--are you mad? Maud! Maud!"</p> + +<p class="normal">Then he, too, was blotted out, and the growing light of day found +nothing human there save the bones of a woman who had been loved. +Nothing but that and the ashes of a fire which had gone out.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Maud! Maud!" The cry hit on the mist and came echoing back to him, +as, following her faint footsteps, he pursued her. Once looming +through the fog he thought he saw her pausing as for breath, but his +passionate entreaty for her to wait for him, his eager reminder that +he was Eustace--Eustace, her lover--brought no response. Did he +imagine a faint cry as if she started off in renewed alarm, or was it +only some sea-bird hidden in the mist, uttering its plaintive note?</p> + +<p class="normal">He brought himself up suddenly with a gasp of horrid fears as his feet +gave way beneath him--deeper? deeper? No! that was right: firm ground +once more, but where was he? Where were those faint footmarks leading +him?</p> + +<p class="normal">"Maud! Come back! It is not safe!" Still he went on. Not safe, indeed! +He floundered desperately for a moment, and then stood with laboured +breath and a dew of deadly fear on his face, looking round him. The +sun rising steadily had, by this time, turned the mist into a golden +haze, through which he could see that a few seaweed-hung boulders had +been gathered to a heap whence sprang a cross-shaped post. It must be +a ford--the sea ford to Eilean-a-fa-ash. That way then lay safety, for +a few hours; but which way had she gone? He stooped to see, with fear +for her and for himself fighting with his love. Then he stood up, pale +as death. "Maud! Come back. Maud! I will not hurt you." Surely, surely +there was an answering cry. The relief seemed to blind him, deafen +him.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Here! Here! where are you? It is I!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The next instant Rick Halmar was beside him, fiercely imperative. +"Where is she? Where is she?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Eustace Gordon looked at the eager boyish face stupidly, and faltered, +"She was afraid--she ran away. I don't know why. Call her. She might +come to you. Call her."</p> + +<p class="normal">Those bright blue eyes seemed to pierce him through and through, +before they sought the ground. There was not much to be seen; only the +print of a woman's foot in the sand, a foot going south; due south.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Coward!"</p> + +<p class="normal">The word rang out clear from the golden mist like a voice from heaven, +and Eustace Gordon was left standing alone beside the cross pointing +towards safety. Rick Halmar had gone south; due south.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<br> +<h2><a name="div1_08" href="#div1Ref_08">VIII</a></h2> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Then a new cry beat itself upon the curtain of mist: "Lady Maud! Lady +Maud! it is I--Rick! Rick Halmar." And the boy's voice reached further +than the man's, as moment by moment the sea-haugh lightened, softened, +rose, until it seemed no more than a golden halo round the climbing +sun.</p> + +<p class="normal">"It is I--Rick! Rick Halmar."</p> + +<p class="normal">His hands clenched tighter and tighter as he ran. To Eustace the +danger had been uncertain, unreal, but Rick knew every inch of the +ground, and knew that each step left hope further behind. Already his +accustomed ear had caught the curious whispering hush with which the +land gives way before the sea. And he knew what that meant on Grâda +Sands. Firm foothold for a second and then a shivering and murmuring +sliding gulf. Oh, horrible, most horrible to think of her.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Lady Maud! it is I--Rick, only Rick."</p> + +<p class="normal">The thought came to him suddenly that it was his birthday. She had +promised to give him something. Ah! fate could not be so cruel on his +birthday of all days in the year! Foolish irrational thought which +somehow brought him comfort as his keen eyes sought a sign and found +nothing but those shining footsteps, whence the water filtered even as +he sped past them. Thank Heaven for so much! since it showed that the +tide was still far off; that as yet there was time. Lighter and +lighter too! Soon he might be able to see her, ghostlike, through the +mist, or at least judge the distance of that creeping line of foam +which, still unseen, and still, he hoped fiercely, far, far off, yet +seemed to occupy his every thought, to fill his memory. Tortuous like +a snake, with the snake's low hiss as it curled along the quivering +sand. Suddenly his heart stood still, for there out of the golden mist +grew the tall black spar of the old wreck with its message of warning: +"Pretty safe so far, most times; beyond that--" The recollection of +his own careless words prompted another cry.</p> + +<p class="normal">"My lady--my dearest lady. It is I, Rick--only Rick."</p> + +<p class="normal">What was that on the sand--blotting the yellow sand just below the +spar? A stone? seaweed? No--that was a woman's dress; she was there, +face downwards on the sand, fallen insensible perhaps--but saved. +Thank God! saved. He stumbled in his mad haste to reach her. Was it a +stumble, or had his foot broken through the firmer crust? Again, this +time both feet. Could he have come so far, so close, only to fail? +Impossible! Then beneath him he felt a tremor, the first slight tremor +heralding the dissolution of dry land. With the sudden resolve which, +in time of danger, separates one man from his fellow, decisively, +absolutely, to the utter annihilation of all cant about equality, he +put all his strength into one bold leap forward. The next instant he +was clinging to the spar like a monkey, or a sailor. The tremor +passed; the sand settled once more with a low gurgling murmur, +proclaiming the back draw of the wave still hidden by the haze. +Cautiously he tried one foot beyond the single plank between him and +destruction. Hopeless, even if he stood still, and to reach her he +must take a step or two. Again the tremor came,--the shifting, sliding +sparkle of the sand-grains as they parted,--and the figure lying with +its face hidden, resting on the right arm, sank a little. Only a very +little; yet still it sank. He had come prepared for danger, with a +rope wound about his waist; and almost with his first foothold on the +wreck, his hands had been busy with the coil even while his thoughts +and eyes were elsewhere. A bight here, a bend there, and it was fast +as sailor's lore could make it, to the spars and to his body. No! not +there; for it had to be doubled to bear the strain, and he could not +afford to lose an inch. So, tight over one shoulder with a treble +twist round his outstretched arm. That would not give way unless it +tore the arm from its socket; and then the rope, being high up on the +spar, would give him greater purchase when the time came for strength. +How long these thoughts, these actions, seemed to take; yet he could +not spare one of them even though, with a soft, swishing rush, the +hidden enemy made another sally. This time lingering half a moment +round that figure on the sand as if to gain a firmer hold upon it. +Perhaps! but not so firm as his would be. Now he was ready! With a +swing backwards and forwards to gain additional impetus, the rope +coiled loosely so as not to drag, he leapt clear of the wreck towards +her. An instant's doubt, and he had her by the hand, the left hand, +which lay stretched on the sand as she had fallen. How cold it was! +Could she be dead? But the horror of the thought was forgotten in +fight; for now, with the same chuckling sound as if the devils below +were laughing at him, came the back draw. Not an inch, not a quarter +to be yielded, come what might. The rope, despite his bitter clench +upon its strands, cut deep into his arm; it seemed as if a red-hot +iron pierced his shoulder, as the sinews strained to their uttermost. +Ah! that was a relief, but her weight was heavier surely, and that +meant less stable support. Hanging as he was, by one arm,--the other +outstretched to keep his hold on her,--he could see nothing save the +unsteady sand closing round him. He seemed to feel nothing save the +little cold hand in his. It was now or never. Grasping the rope as +high as he could reach, he put out his whole strength, hoping to move +her but an inch nearer to him. Hopeless; and the back draw, coming on +him unawares, found him, as it were, on the rack, and seized its +opportunity. He set his teeth and endured. How, he never knew, but +when the agony passed, a dew, like that of death, was on his face, and +he hung nerveless, helpless, save for the desperate resolve to keep +his hold--to keep her hand in his. The wave again. Little bubbles this +time, as if some one was drowning close by. Ah! if he could only see +her, even though it was to see her gripped in that pulsating horror!</p> + +<p class="normal">"Maud! it is I--only Rick." The cry came from him as he hung on +the rack once more. Perhaps, if he could keep his hold, the coming +tide would slacken that grip--it might--it must. How far had she +sunk--already? Had the golden head disappeared? Was there nothing +left save the little cold hand where he could feel the ring--his +ring--slipping under his clasp? Ah! there was the wave again--surging +in his ears, whispering, whispering, whispering, surely of some +far-off country, of a great rest, and peace, and forgetfulness.</p> + +<br> +<p class="center" style="letter-spacing:20pt">* * * * *</p> +<br> + +<p class="normal">Rick Halmar hung limp upon the rope. Nature had stepped in; her +patience was exhausted, she would have no more heroism, no more delay. +Those two hands had held each other long enough. The time had come for +them to part quietly, peacefully. Not in a moment, but gradually, as +if even in unconsciousness the spirit strove against the flesh, those +slender fingers slipped through the strong ones. Slipped and slipped, +till, with a little jerk, Rick's hand closed upon itself, and fell +back inert, while the other, still stretched in mute appeal, sank +slowly into the sand.</p> + +<p class="normal">The sun, having escaped from its halo, saw the deed done, and smiled +down upon the sight cheerfully. Only a boy with a birthday present in +his hand. Only one more woman loved and lost. What was that to weep +over? A wheeling gull, sweeping by on broad white wings, suggested +sympathy, but, in reality, it came to see if the deed portended food +for its young ones. There were no other spectators. Had there been, +they would have been so occupied by vain attempts to aid, that the +essence of it all would have escaped them. Such things are better told +than witnessed.</p> + +<br> +<p class="center" style="letter-spacing:20pt">* * * * *</p> +<br> + +<p class="normal">So thought Miss Willina when, three weeks afterwards, Rick, with his +left arm still in a sling, tried to make her understand it was not his +fault. He wore the silver ring on his right hand; they had found it +there tight clasped when, set on the track by Eustace Gordon, they +came in a boat to the rescue. Just too late to do more than release +Rick from a torture none the less painful afterwards because it was +unfelt at the time. Perhaps, with her older eyes, Miss Willina saw +further into the blame than he did; but she said nothing.</p> + +<p class="normal">So Rick kept the ring, with its legend "Beautiful, constant, chaste," +as his birthday present. He did not even give it to his wife. It +belonged, he said, to the most perfect woman he had ever seen, and +when people suggested the propriety of this being a euphonism for the +one he had chosen as his life-companion, he shook his head with a +smile.</p> + +<p class="normal">Nevertheless, Miss Willina was not silent of blame. She poured vials +of it on her own head for having neglected a clear duty. If she had +only insisted on the other devil being burnt as well, this terrible +thing might not have come to pass. Anyhow, she would go over to the +deserted Lodge without delay, and destroy the wicked idol, lest it +should do more harm.</p> + +<p class="normal">"Let me come too," said Rick in a low voice.</p> + +<p class="normal">This time Miss Willina did not meet his request with the query, "Was +she so pretty as all that, dear?" Indeed, the memory of those words +choked her.</p> + +<p class="normal">So Rick went for the first time into the little sanctum where Lady +Maud had stood adrift at the window. The image was still on the +mantelpiece, and he started at the sight of it. "Aunt Will!" he cried +in quick, half-alarmed tones, "I never made that--it is not my work."</p> + +<p class="normal">It was not. The professor had been right for once, when he called it a +genuine savage conception of fate, brought thither by the Gulf Stream.</p> + +<p class="normal">Rick took it up in his hands and looked at it curiously. "I wonder," +he said, half to himself, "if things would have been different." Then, +with a sort of appeal, he turned to Miss Willina. "Aunt Will--you +don't really believe--all that rubbish--do you?"</p> + +<p class="normal">Her answer was decisive. She took the image from him, and marched off +with it to Kirsty's peat fire.</p> + +<p class="normal">So that was an end of the tragic comedy of Roederay. When Rick set off +to sail the seas, all the actors in it had disappeared, save Miss +Willina in the windblown Noah's Ark at Eval.</p> + +<p class="normal">Will Lockhart came back the next summer, and painted a picture of +Eilean-a-fa-ash, with a golden sea-haugh hanging over drifted sand, +and the skeleton of a hand showing from a stone coffin. It was +gruesome and morbid; so it was much admired by the Gulf Stream of +society in the Royal Academy. Miss Willina, however, still refused to +find entertainment in a magic lantern. The past was sacred, she said, +and no good ever came in disbelieving in it. Besides, what would +become of her animals?</p> + +<p class="normal">He came again the next summer, bringing with him a tale about the +"flusteration midst the bastes of all creation," which followed on the +introduction of the "Spirit of fell Denial into the Ark," whereat they +both laughed.</p> + +<p class="normal">And that year he sent a picture to the Royal Academy, which a few +critics admired. But then, it was only the portrait of a middle-aged +woman with a sick gosling on her lap, and half a dozen zoological +specimens grouped around her. Yet you could almost feel the northwest +wind which was ruffling the coils of hair, and smell the fresh, salt, +wholesome breeze which had swept the sand from those dead fingers at +Eilean-a-fa-ash. It was the other side of the picture; but it did not +suit the public taste so well. <i>Chacun à son gout</i>.</p> +<br> +<br> +<br> + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of In the Tideway, by Flora Annie Steel + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK IN THE TIDEWAY *** + +***** This file should be named 39847-h.htm or 39847-h.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/3/9/8/4/39847/ + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by +Google Books (New York Public Library) + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: In the Tideway + +Author: Flora Annie Steel + +Release Date: May 29, 2012 [EBook #39847] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK IN THE TIDEWAY *** + + + + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by +Google Books (New York Public Library) + + + + + + + + + + + +Transcriber's Notes: + + 1. Page scan source: + http://books.google.com/books?id=sYwnAAAAMAAJ + (New York Public Library) + + + + + + + IN THE TIDEWAY + + + + + + + IN THE TIDEWAY + + + + + BY + + FLORA ANNIE STEEL + + Author of "On the Face of the Waters," "Miss Stuart's + Legacy," "Red Rowans," etc., etc. + + + + + + New York + THE MACMILLAN COMPANY + 1897 + _All rights reserved_ + + + + + + + Copyright, 1897, + By THE MACMILLAN COMPANY. + + + + + Norwood Press + J. S. Cushing & Co.--Berwick & Smith + Norwood Mass. U.S.A. + + + + + + IN THE TIDEWAY + + + + + PROLOGUE + + +A Statue of charity with helpless childhood gathered to the ample +bosom, and helpless age sheltered by the ample veil behind it, a +crimson curtain concealing an angle in the stairway. In front a crowd +streaming slackly, yet steadily, up the steps; a crowd which broke +into little eddies of greeting, little backwaters of gossip, whilst +the waves from the rear, taking advantage of the pause, rippled higher +and higher. A crowd complaining indifferently of the crush, the heat, +the impossibility of being in two places at once--not with reference +to the hay-sweet meadows and copses where the nightingales were +singing to the moon that summer's night, but in regard to some other +hot staircase, where society was due some time ere the sun rose. + +To the man who, in a comfortable niche behind the statue, sate removed +from the pressure of the current, the scene was framed by Charity's +mantle. Perhaps it needed the setting; a crowd generally does whether +it be in the old Kent Road or Grosvenor Square. + +"The Big Bear! I beg your pardon, Mr. Lockhart. Why aren't you in +Rome, and is there room for me on that peaceful seat?" + +"There is always room for Golden Locks beside the Big Bear--and now, +Lady Maud, why should I be in Rome at this season of the year?" + +"Because, being an artist, you should not mind malaria. Besides, what +is malaria to this insufferable heat and crush? Doesn't it strike you +that our hostess thinks getting into society, and getting society into +her rooms, are synonymous terms? Did you ever see such a--" + +"Charity, Lady Maud, Charity!" interrupted her companion, pointing to +the protecting arm stretched between them and the crowd. "Let it cover +the multitude--" + +"Of sins? Thank you. I suppose I am wicked. But you--why are you here +in the swim? When you profess to despise us--to renounce the world, +the flesh, and the devil--" + +"Because I came to see one who should have nothing to do with that +Trinity of Evil either. I came to see you, Lady Maud. I couldn't pass +through Babylon without giving you my congratulations. So you are +going to be married--" + +He paused, looking her in the face curiously. + +"Well! Why don't you say 'at last'? It is what every lady thinks, I'm +sure. People have been coming perilously near calling me 'poor Lady +Maud' these last two seasons, and now--yes! I am to marry Mr. +Wilson--you know him, I think." + +"Yes, I do know that fortunate man, and, pardon me, Lady Maud, but you +and I have been confidential, haven't we? ever since in a _tourbillon_ +of white frills and blue sashes you chose to prefer my walnuts to +other folks' sweeties at dessert. Now about Eustace. What is to become +of him?" + +The pretty face winced just a little. + +"Haven't you heard? Eustace is to be married also; indeed, we think of +choosing the same day." + +"Out of bravado?" + +"Nothing of the kind. Eustace and I have put away--childish things. We +have decided to be sensible, and he is marrying Louisa Capper, the +American heiress. I like Louisa." + +"I trust that feeling is shared by Eustace." + +"How hopelessly old-fashioned you are, Big Bear! I don't believe you +will ever learn to shave yourself in tufts, and become a civilized +poodle. Of course he likes her. She is really a very nice girl, and +then she only has a father. Don't you think the American '_par-par_' +is less objectionable as a rule than the '_mar-mar_'? To be +serious,--which I should not trouble to be with ninety-nine people out +of a hundred,--Eustace and I have seen the error of our ways, and we +intend--in fact, I personally expect to be very happy. As I said, +Louisa is very--" + +"Where do you spend the honeymoon?" he interrupted, not being in the +least interested in Louisa's part in the business. + +"Again hopelessly old-fashioned! There is but one place, nowadays, in +which to spend a honeymoon,--Paris. It is so full of distractions. +Then Mr. Wilson has taken a grouse moor near the North Pole; Eustace +is to come there in his new yacht, and we are to have a real good +time; as Louisa--" + +"Near the North Pole? Didn't know grouse grew there." + +"Well, it is not very far from it. I forget the name,--but see! there +is Eustace behind old Lady Brecknock's feathers. He will remember." + +A very handsome dark man in the stream saw her signal and drifted +sideways to shelter. + +"Charity cometh," he began. + +"Please not. Mr. Lockhart has patented it already; besides, I want you +to tell me the name of that place in the Hebrides. Roederay! Yes, of +course! I remember now that it put me in mind of dry champagne. By the +way, you used to paint that coast once, Mr. Lockhart; do you by chance +know Roederay?" + +What is called a flicker of expression crossed her hearer's face. It +is a poor description for the absolute blank which a chance word +brings to some imaginative people by summoning them from the present +into the past. + +"I know it well," he replied. "And if you will excuse me, Lady Maud, I +don't think it has much in common with dry champagne." + +Her clear, rather scornful eyes were on him critically. + +"Association belongs to Hope as well as Memory, Mr. Lockhart. You may +have had a _mauvais quart d'heure_ at Roederay. We intend to have a +good time; don't we, Eustace?" + +"Rather!" + +"I doubt it," retorted the elder man; "civilized people, like you, +Eustace, for instance, shouldn't go to those places. To begin with, +there is always a difficulty about dinner." + +Lady Maud laughed. "Not in these days of ice and telegraphs. Besides, +some of us like high teas--don't we, Eustace?" + +His face did not change, though the appeal took him back many years in +his turn; but then, the speaker was in that past as she was in the +present. To say sooth, she occupied them both fully. + +"Yes, we can endure them. Do you remember those holidays at Lynmouth, +Maud, and the feeds we had on the cliffs? I wonder if any boy ate more +strawberries and cream at a sitting than I could do in those days?" + +"Have you changed much since then?" she asked, smiling up at him +mischievously. "I don't see it, do you, Mr. Lockhart?" + +"Not a bit," replied the elder, laying his hand affectionately on the +other's shoulder. "Eustace is just what he was as a boy--not to be +stinted in his enjoyment of good things. To return, however, to +Roederay. You won't like its simplicity, its habit of taking one right +down to first principles." + +"It couldn't! we are too complex--aren't we, Eustace?" + +"And then it is grim. There is an island full of dead people, who +appear--" + +"Ah! I know all about the stone coffins and the bones; Professor +Endorwick told me, and he is coming north on purpose to explore all +the antiquities. There he is in the crush with Cynthia Strong. I +wonder when that will come off? Call them here, Eustace, and wisdom +shall confound this Evil Prophet. Why, the professor, Mr. Lockhart, +thinks _Eilean-a-varai_ alone is sufficient inducement for a visit to +Roederay." + +"_Eilean-a-varai_--Isle of the Dead, you call it? We used to prefer +another name: _Eilean-a-fa-ash_--Island of Rest. It lies right out in +the sunset, like Avilion." + +Lady Maud gave a little shiver. + +"Oh no! that is ever so much more grim than the other. I hate things +which--which appeal to the imagination." + +"I am quite aware of it," he replied quietly; "hence my prophecy that +Roederay will not suit you." + +She sate playing with her fan idly. "Island of Rest indeed! There +never was such a place--there never will be. Ah, professor, come like +a good soul and do battle for civilization and culture. Are we not far +better than the primitives of the North Pole? Are we not stronger, +wiser, more original--" + +The learned professor, being a little deaf, did not quite catch her +words. He was, in addition, much given to the jocular style when +addressing the weaker sex, which he held to have been created for the +sole purpose of exercising the social qualities of man. So, an +appropriate remark having occurred to him, he came forward primed with +it. + +"Charity, Lady Maud, is, as a rule said to cover a multitude of sins; +in this case it conceals the virtues." + +And he was greatly pleased with himself when everybody laughed. + +"On the whole, I retract 'original,'" continued Lady Maud gravely; "so +you needn't defend that proposition, professor. How can we be +original? There is nothing new under the sun; even one's jokes have +been appropriated by past generations. Everything has been used up." + +"Not everything," said Will Lockhart. "To return to Roederay, for +instance. You will be next-door neighbours to the Gulf Stream. It is +not used up; far from it. _That_, Lady Maud, will be another of the +horrid things which appeal to the imagination. Night and day--day and +night--" + +She shrugged her pretty bare shoulders. + +"There is the Gulf Stream I like," she replied, pointing to the crowd +still surging onwards. "Why should you abuse it? We go on day and +night, night and day. Upwards and onwards--to heaven, for all you +know. I defy you and your old-world ideas and romances. We are going +down to Roederay to paddle about where we choose, catalogue your dead +people and their beliefs as we choose, and we are going to eat our +dinner and kill everything we see. There is one of the slayers in the +stream, Arthur Weeks, the best shot in England, so people say. Ah! +Captain Weeks, Mr. Wilson tells me you are coming to Roederay. I am +glad." + +"Charity, Lady Maud," began the gallant warrior. + +"That is not your bird, Captain Weeks! Mr. Lockhart, my cousin +Eustace, and the professor have all blazed away at that poor joke +already. Of course, your gun would bring it down, but please be +merciful. Let it go for another day." + +"That reminds me, Gordon," said the captain confidentially to Lady +Maud's cousin, when the laugh had ceased, "I was speaking to old +Snapshot about Roederay, and he assures me that the birds lie like +stones in that part. Something, he said, to do with the Gulf +Stream--but I don't know much of these scientific things, Lady Maud. +Only I assure you he declares you can kick 'em up and shoot 'em like +chickens on the last day of the season." + +There was a solemn pause. The advantages of Roederay seemed exhausted +on all sides. + +"If some one will give me his arm," said Lady Maud, rising, "I will go +upstairs--to Paradise, perhaps, Mr. Lockhart. I really must say how do +you do to our hostess before going on to the next." + + + + + I + + +"Any luck, Rick?" called a lady sitting on the doorstep of Eval House +to a young man coming up the ferry-path. His rod was balanced level in +his hand, his head bent forward against half a gale of wind, which, +after sweeping the grass slopes into silvery waves, raced with white +horses over the greener sea beyond. Yet on the doorstep, with the +stone house betwixt you and the nor'west, the day was warm and still +as any autumn day can be when a bright sun shines clear out of a +brilliant blue sky. + +She was a very small lady, looking all the smaller because the energy +expressed in every line of face and figure suggested its adequacy for +the direction of a far larger mass of matter. Looking still smaller at +that particular moment by reason of her being overwhelmed by a fleecy +lamb she was endeavouring to feed with a teapot. For the rest, a lady +long past youth, yet with sufficient traces of it left to show that it +had been pre-eminently attractive. + +"Luck, Aunt Will? Why, yes, the best of luck. I've seen the most +beautiful woman in the world." + +Miss Willina smiled. + +"Who will that be now? And is it twenty or twenty-one you are next +month? Twenty-one, is it--yes: time passes. Then as you are so near +man's estate it won't be Maclead's niece from Glasgow; she is too red +in the face. Nor Katie Macqueen; you've seen her too often. Nor me, +either, Rick, though I used to be called that sometimes." + +The transparent vanity in her tone made her nephew smile in his turn. + +"It's no home-grown beauty, Aunt Will. It's a London belle,--Lady Maud +Wilson. You should just--" + +The sudden upset of a lamb, whose four pointed toes strove for +foothold against his legs, checked further speech. His aunt, however, +waving the teapot in her excitement, filled up the pause, aided by a +sick gosling which had fluttered down from her lap as she rose. + +"The Wilsons! Why didn't you tell me at once? Have they come at last? +And why didn't they come before? And where are their servants? Why +didn't they send word to the factor? And goody gracious me, Rick! what +are they going to do?" + +"If you'll put that teapot at a safer distance and prevent Baalam from +making me curse utterly, I'll try and explain." + +A minute of frantic shoving, joined by a chorus of hounds from within, +and Miss Will Macdonald returned breathless to her seat on the steps, +while the sick gosling fluttered to her lap once more. + +"This is what I could gather. They have been deer-stalking with +friends, because the grouse here were reported late. So they are, Aunt +Will, I saw a covey yesterday--" + +"Skip, please." + +"Ahem! Well, their servants came by last _Clansman_; or rather they +didn't, because--" + +"Skip again. I know--too rough for her to put in--won't come till +return trip. Go on, dear." + +"How you do bustle a fellow! They expected cooks and scullions. All +the show, in fact, including a but--" + +"Oh! do skip!" + +"My dear aunt! you should have been a telegraph clerk. Well. Wrote for +a machine to Carbost. Came along. Place shut up. Rick Halmar fishing +sea pool. Saw signals of distress. Piloted 'em to harbour. Found +Kirsty stacking peats. Lit the fire. Put on the kettle. Came home to +tell his aunt. That is all, except that the factor is away to the Alan +market and Kirsty has no English to speak of." + +"They have servants with them of course?" + +"A French maid. She is more solid than she looks. You see I had to +help her out of the machine. She hadn't recovered the boat. They have +been visiting about, and Mr. Wilson's man got left behind at +Inverness, looking for lost luggage. Wired to say he would come on by +the afternoon boat. Ha! ha! good joke, isn't it? Afternoon boat to +Roederay. Now then, jump aboard! a penny all the way." + +Miss Willina's sympathetic soul saw no cause for mirth in the +vision conjured up by her housewifely imagination. She put on the +deer-stalker cap lying on the step beside her. It was a signal for +action, since, within the home precincts, she dispensed with any head +covering save the thick masses of dark hair, which were still her +greatest pride. + +"I'll go over. Kirsty is an idiot, at best. She was six whole months +learning the 'Happy Land' at Sunday-school. + +"Besides it's not far--then your uncle's official position." + +"Skip, please!" interrupted Rick, laughing. "You don't want excuses +for being a trump. Come along." + +His aunt's blue eyes flashed and sparkled. "Oh! my dear! was she so +pretty as all that? You won't be wanted! her husband is there, of +course." + +"Aye! and her cousin, I think. At least, she called him Eustace." + +"Two of them! Then preserve us from a third man. Go you and fish like +a Christian." + +"Leaving you to roam the moors alone, when I may be appointed to a +ship tomorrow and not see you again for--don't laugh in that rude way, +Aunt Will! Look here! Let's compromise. I'll go so far and fish +Loch-na-buie till you return." + +They passed the slight hollow where Eval House sought a faint shelter, +and the farm-yard whence, after depositing the sick gosling, Miss +Willina had to escape at a run from a motley following of birds and +beasts. So to the level stretches of moor and the full force of the +blustering wind. A strange landscape to southern eyes. Earth, air, and +water blent in a triple alliance so close as to destroy individuality. +The sea lay landwards, the land seawards, and over both the nor'wester +swept unrestrained, cresting green waves of heather as water with an +edging of white foam or purple blossom. Were those hills, eastward +across the Minch, or clouds? Was that level streak of light westwards +the Atlantic or a glint of sky? Was the water showing at your feet +between miniature cliffs of sphagnum moss salt or fresh? And did the +land really sway before the wind? or was it only your footstep making +the spongy soil rise and fall? This, however, was in the low ground +eastward. Westward the rocks began to pile themselves gregariously in +cairns, and the moorland rose gradually, so gradually that when its +edge was reached you were surprised to find yourself so far above the +shining plain of sea. + +Here on a promontory commanding a magnificent view, and also a perfect +exposure to all the winds of heaven, stood the modern shooting-box of +Roederay Lodge. + +Substantial enough for the nineteenth century, yet reminding one +irresistibly of those Swiss chalets in boxes which are to be bought +for a sixpence in the Lowther Arcade. The fault, no doubt, of its +surroundings; above all, of a sound which seemed to monopolize the +whole landscape,--the sound of the Atlantic rolling in upon two miles +of shelving sand a little to the southward. A sound that went on night +and day, day and night, without a pause. Rhythmically true to a +second, not to be shut out by any device of man. The strongest must +put up with it or go away. On this particular September day, with the +keen bright nor'wester sending a cross sea round the point, its voice +had a querulous ring in it very different from the roar which echoed +for fifteen miles across the island when the Atlantic was in a +southwesterly mood. + +Rick Halmar, however, being a sailor accustomed to the sea in all +tempers, took little heed of its tone. He sat to leeward of a cairn +which tradition said marked the grave of a Viking, and whittled away +at a piece of wood he had found close by, the pretence of fishing +having been set aside when Miss Willina's decided little figure +disappeared from sight. He whittled with more than the sailor's +ordinary dexterity; for his father had been a Norwegian sprung from a +long line of ancestors who had whiled away the winter days when their +ships were in dock with wood-carving. Not much else save that trick of +the knife, a straight Norse nose, and a passion for the sea had Eric +Halmar inherited from the father he had never seen. For within a year +of that hasty marriage between the shipwrecked sailor and Miss +Willina's younger sister, pretty little Mrs. Halmar was in Eval House +once more, weeping and waiting. Weeping for her handsome husband; +waiting for her child to be born. She wept even after the waiting was +over, till consolation came in the shape of another husband; for she +was not a person of great steadfastness, and even her land prejudice +against the sea as a profession had given way before Miss Willina's +stern common sense. + +"The laddie thinks of nothing else," said his aunt; "indeed, why +should he, seeing he comes of pure Viking blood on the one side, and +something of it on the other, if old tales be true? Send him to the +navy; then if he is drowned, it will be decently in the Queen's +uniform." + +So into the navy he went, and, having passed through Greenwich, was +now awaiting orders at Eval; where he found a most congenial playmate +in his aunt. + +His still beardless face dimpled with smiles as he worked. To begin +with, the wood, which had evidently been used as a cow peg, was +mahogany. In other words, it must have been stolen from the drift pile +on which his uncle, by virtue of his official position, was supposed +to keep an eye, since the logs which the Gulf Stream leaves in its +course are Government property. This amused Rick, seeing that the mere +suggestion of such nefarious possibilities was a sure bait to his +uncle's anger. Then the subject he had elected to carve seemed to him +amusing. It was a replica of a Numbo Jumbo he had seen amongst the +Caribbees, and which had tickled his fancy by its lavish ugliness. So +his knife being a perfect tool-chest of implements, he gouged and +punched, chiselled and filed, until, as he stuck the pointed end of +the peg into the ground again, a very creditable copy of a malignant +god stood before him. + +"It's the best I've done yet," he said to himself; "that dodge of the +bread-pellet eyes with the shot in the middle of them gives the old +devil quite a live look." + +He was not yet twenty-one, and boy enough to be proud of the ingenuity +which had converted some sandwich crumbs and the lead off a cast into +a pair of evil eyes. Man enough, however, to whistle "Who is Sylvia?" +as he leant back against the cairn, smiling at Numbo Jumbo and +thinking of Lady Maud. + +"Rick! you bad boy!" cried his aunt's eager voice just as he was +beginning to forget everything in drowsiness. "You promised you +wouldn't when I threw the last into the Minch, and this is worse, ever +so much worse!" + +"Better, you mean. It's the best I've done. Look at its eyes!" Miss +Willina pretended to shudder as her hand, instinct with righteous +vengeance, went out towards the idol. + +"You might leave it there till we go," pleaded Rick. "It really is the +best I've done by a long way. Then you could take it home Aunt Will, +and have a real _auto-da-fe_. It's more orthodox than drowning; +besides, it will help the peats to a blaze when we go in." + +She burst out suddenly into an amused laugh. "Peats!" she echoed. "Ah, +Rick! if you had only seen them at Roederay. The room full of smoke, +that lovely girl--she is beautiful, my dear--full of apologies. They +took so long to kindle, she said. 'Excuse me,' said I, 'but you +mustn't miscall a peat fire. It is the most hospitable one in the +world.' They were all lying crisscross like a crow's nest, and you +should have seen her relief when I had them standing shoulder to +shoulder and they flared up like a Highland regiment at the skirl of +the pipes. A little thing that, Rick, but so it was in all. I laughed +till I cried. That house full of telephones, electric bells, hot-water +pipes--all the modern whims--the factor says people won't take a +shooting unless there is a fixed bath nowadays. Well! downstairs +Kirsty and Janet the herd; four willing hands and no knowledge. I tell +you, Kirst is just terrified of the dampers. 'Will it be blowing down +the house, Miss Willina?' she says." + +"Skip, please." + +The remark met with a scornful neglect. + +"Then upstairs those three with the knowledge but never a hand. +Brains--at least two of them had, for the husband seemed fickless and +no action. There they couldn't understand each other, and Mr. Wilson +went about with his hand in his pocket, asking if a five-pound note +would do any good. + +"My dear sir," said I, "neither five, nor ten, nor fifteen will help +us if the _Clansman_ can't put in to-morrow. So let us pray for fine +weather. Then I promised to lend them our cook, and we became great +friends. Only, I don't know why, I felt all along as if something was +going to happen; a sort of conviction things were going wrong; a kind +of doubt whether we were in our right places; a description of--" + +Miss Macdonald's presentiments were apt to embrace all things visible +and invisible, so Rick made haste with a remark. + +"And what did you think of the other man,--Eustace?" + +The shot was lucky. She paused and sat looking out over moor and sea +with a mysterious expression of self-complacent sagacity. + +"Well, auntie? you think--" + +"Nothing, my dear. Gracious goody! past four o'clock! the chickens not +fed, the cows out in the wind, the ducklings still at the stream, the +whole blessed Noah's Ark." + +She had risen with the first word, and started off like a lapwing, so +that, ere she finished, distance deadened her voice. + +"Wait! please wait," shouted Rick; "the animals went in two by two, +remember!" + +It was of no avail; so he caught up his rod and ran after her, leaving +the idol to fulfil Miss Willina's role of sphinx. + +It had been dark some hours before she dropped her knitting with a +purposely dramatic start. + +"Oh, Rick! didn't I say I had a presentiment? Now I've gone and left +that wicked idol on the _harp_--on the Alt na heac _harp_ of all +places in the world, and you a descendant of the Vikings!" + +Rick, at work on an infant Samuel for his aunt's room, looked up +cheerfully. + +"Well, what has that to do with it?" + +"What? why, everything. Don't you know the legend? Everything left on +that _harp_ disappears. The dead take it as a tribute, and if they +don't like it, they send it back to work evil to the living for a +month and a day." + +"Willina!" + +Mr. John Macdonald was a silent man, but when he did speak, his +meaning was clear. "Where the devil you get all that rubbish passes +me. I've lived longer in this island than you, I've seen more of the +people than you, yet I never heard such trash." + +He dived back into his book as suddenly as he had emerged from it, and +there was a dead silence. + +"Never mind, auntie," whispered Rick sympathetically; for these +outbreaks were almost the only things which upset Miss Willina's +majesty. "I'll go first thing and bring Numbo Jumbo back to be burnt." + +"Pray do not trouble," she replied with an audible sniff. "If I am +foolish, I am foolish. If it is rubbish, I suppose it is rubbish. Only +if anything happens, perhaps you will be considerate enough to admit +that I foretold it." + +Her hurt dignity, however, vanished before Rick Halmar's face, when he +came in to breakfast next morning minus the idol. + +"Gone! Oh, Rick! you don't mean it isn't there?" she cried, in not +displeased excitement. "John! _do_ you hear? It's gone, and you said +it was rubbish. What do you say now?" Mr. Macdonald affected not to +hear. + +"Yes, it's gone," said Rick. "Numbo Jumbo's on the loose. I expect, +really, that some of the crofter's children have taken it for a doll." + +"It is all very well for your uncle to scoff, Eric, but the young +should have more reverence for the wisdom of their elders," retorted +his aunt severely. + +"But Aunt Will!--you don't really believe--" + +"I am not responsible for my beliefs to _you_, Eric, whatever you may +be to _me_, and perhaps if you have no respect for me as your aunt, +you will please to recollect that I am also your godmother. It all +comes of disobedience. 'Thou shalt not make to thyself--'" + +Rick leant back in his chair and roared. + +"And if you can't even remember that," she went on, bristling with +dignity, "you might recollect the punishment meted out to the children +who mocked at the bald heads." + +She paused, her hand went up suddenly to her coils of hair, she tried +hard to keep her countenance, failed, and Mr. Macdonald's deep-toned +laughter made a bass to her treble and Rick's tenor. That, nine times +out of ten, was the end of Miss Willina's wrath. + + + + + II + + +"I found it," said Professor Endorwick, laying Numbo Jumbo on the +drawing-room table at Roederay, "as I was coming over the moor this +morning, in order, Lady Maud, to finish a delightful walking tour by a +still more delightful visit. Oddly enough, I found something similar +on the Grada Sands yesterday, but this, I fear, is genuine, and +therefore quite uninteresting. I have it in my knapsack if you will +allow me. There! from the fracture you will observe that it has formed +part of a handle, probably the paddle of a war canoe, as this +grotesque, which represents the savage conception of Aete or Fate, is +generally used for that purpose. It has drifted here, doubtless in the +Gulf Stream, is therefore, as I said before, uninteresting, since most +museums possess something of the sort. This, however, is very +different. It is, you will again observe, of very recent construction. +This, joined to the fact that I found it on a _harp_ or Viking's tomb +famous in local tradition, points, to my mind, conclusively towards +the survival amongst this primitive people of some, if not the +original, cult of Fate. I need scarcely say that nothing is more +difficult to track home than the faint footstep of a discredited +belief, simply because rash inquiry results in prompt denial. I must +therefore be careful, and I will ask you also, for the present at +least, to preserve a kindly silence on my discovery." + +He looked round his company as if it were a full meeting of the +British Association after lunch. As a matter of fact, it consisted of +Lady Maud, her husband, and Eustace Gordon. + +They had barely finished breakfast when the professor, ignorant of +their discomfort, walked in on them according to previous arrangement. +Mr. Wilson, a slight, pleasant-looking man with a short beard covering +his chin,--or want of chin,--had been moving restlessly from window to +fireplace and back again during this speech, now drumming with his +fingers on the sill, now transferring his attention to a fisherman's +barometer on the mantelpiece, again slipping his hands to his pockets +as if to force himself to quiet. Lady Maud, meanwhile, stood by the +table looking at Numbo Jumbo and the despised original. + +"So you think the one with the eyes most interesting? and I don't." +She raised the flotsam jetsam in her slender hands, scanning it more +closely. "I wonder if you would give me this, professor," she said +suddenly. "I've taken a great fancy to it." + +"My dear lady! I am only relieved to find you have not chosen the +other," he replied with a gallant bow. "In either case, however, your +desire is my law." + +"I believe that beast of a thing is going down again," muttered Mr. +Wilson from the mantelpiece. "The _Clansman_ will never be able to +come in to-morrow. It's too bad of Hooper, upon my soul it is." + +"My dear fellow," remonstrated Eustace, "anything will go down if it +is continually thumped. It's a lovely day, a bit blowy, but it always +blows on this coast. The warmth of the Gulf Stream." + +"Ah, confound the Gulf Stream!" + +Lady Maud turned to her husband in surprise. + +"What is the matter to-day, Edward? I didn't know a valet was such a +hero to his master. Why, Josephine hasn't done a hand's turn since she +caught sight of the steamer at Oban, but I don't complain." + +He muttered something about Hooper having been with him for years and +stood looking gloomily out of the window with his back turned to +everybody. + +Eustace Gordon gave a half-contemptuous shrug of his shoulders and a +look at his cousin. + +"Come out and see the ghillies, Wilson," he said. "By the way, I sent +to the inn for whiskey this morning; you see, professor, nothing can +be done without it in these parts, so I hope you are not a total +abstainer." + +The professor coughed gently. "I believe I am on principle. But having +observed the fact you mention, I invariably carry a flask with me on +my walking tours, merely, of course, as a means of acquiring +information." + +Mr. Wilson burst into sudden boisterous laughter. "A good joke that. +Come along! We all have a thirst for knowledge on us this morning." + +Lady Maud, left alone with the two carven images, took up the sea-waif +and carried it off to her own sanctum, where she stuck it in the place +of honour on the mantelshelf. Then, walking to the window, she looked +out on pale green jostling waves and purple-green swaying heather. + +"I wonder when Louisa will turn up," she thought irrelevantly. "After +all, she would have done better to come on with us and get it over, +instead of waiting in the yacht for calmer weather. Suppose it were +never to calm down?" + +She threw open the window with a reckless laugh. The fresh wind raced +in, bellying the curtains like sails, catching her slender figure with +such force that she was fain to cling to the sash as to a mast. So +standing, with that background of surging sea, and one hand keeping +her hair from her eyes, she looked as if she were adrift and searching +the horizon for some familiar landmark. + +"Here's luck, and wissing you may all go back as you came, without any +mistakes whatever." + +It was the spokesman ghillie from below, toasting the new tenant. She +looked down to meet Eustace Gordon's amused eyes raised to hers; she +smiled back at him, and, closing the window, returned to the +fireplace. There, under the eye of fate personified in the war paddle, +the phrase "go back as you came" struck her as a curious wish, perhaps +even a somewhat infelicitous one, considering the discomfort of their +arrival. Whereat she laughed, as she did at most things. Not all, for +Lady Maud, despite many attempts, had never been able to get the whip +hand of her conscience. She had to _menager_ it by driving round +anything at which she thought it likely to shy. Her marriage to Mr. +Wilson had been approached in this circuitous way until its manifest +advantages completely obscured the central fact that she really loved +her cousin Eustace. As yet repentance had not come to her; indeed, it +came hardly to one so full of common sense and worldly wisdom as she +was, but it came sometimes. Once as a child it had come suddenly in +the sunlit solitary room into which she had been set apart for +reflection, and she had knelt down to say naively, "Oh, God, I'm sorry +now; but please don't make me sorry again, for I don't like it." + +That, briefly, was still her attitude towards the ideal. She did not +love her husband, but she thought him sufficiently gentlemanlike and +pleasing to save herself regret. She did, or rather she had, loved +Eustace, but the idea of either of them permitting that past folly to +interfere with the present they had deliberately chosen was absurd. To +begin with, they would see little of each other, and when they did +they would carefully avoid the renewal of any confidential relations; +that was the great safety in these cases; for Lady Maud viewed the +matter dispassionately, as a case. + +She came down to dinner that evening in a pale plush teagown, with +long sleeves falling back from her bare arms, and smiled at +everything. At the fact that she got on perfectly without Josephine's +help; at the furtive way in which Kirsty set down the dinner, as if it +were a bomb, and she in a hurry to escape the explosion; at her +husband's continued anxiety about the weather; at the professor's +profuse apologies for having intruded on them so inopportunely. + +"Not at all," she said gaily; "you will make a fourth at whist; Edward +loves a rubber." + +"I can't play to-night," replied her husband. "I've a headache." + +"You do look a little flushed; perhaps it is the wind." + +"The wind!" he echoed petulantly; "of course it's the wind. Did you +ever hear anything like it, Endorwick? I swear I never slept a wink +last night, what with it and that confounded sea. It is enough to +drive a fellow distracted." + +"You are as bad as Josephine," laughed his wife. "She has been in +hysterics all day until Miss Macdonald's cook gave her a whole tumbler +of hot whiskey and water. Since then she has been asleep." + +"We have all been trying that remedy," put in Eustace. "What with the +men coming in, and the boats being engaged, we shall want more whiskey +to-morrow, Wilson." + +"No, we shan't," retorted his host quickly; "I mean it's beastly +stuff, you know. I never take anything but claret myself." + +"Awfully difficult to get decent claret nowadays," remarked Eustace +with the ease, to him so delightfully new, of the rich man who +quarrels with the supply and not the price. So the topic passed. + +"I'll have a cigar and go to bed; I didn't sleep a bit last night," +said Mr. Wilson shortly after they returned to the bare drawing-room, +guiltless of all decoration, where Lady Maud's Parisian teagown looked +so oddly out of place. + +"Take some hot whiskey and water," laughed his wife. "Won't you all go +to the smoking-room? You must be tired, professor, after your long +walk." + +But the learned man's social beliefs forbade cigars when a charming +woman was the alternative, so he elected to remain. Being in reality +much fatigued, however, he shortly afterwards gave way to the +seductions of semi-darkness and an arm-chair. Semi-darkness because +Kirsty's lamp smoking horribly, they preferred the light of the +blazing peat fire. Outside the wind crooned round the house,--a +lullaby to ears acquainted with its other notes, but to those +accustomed to the stillness of the south, a banshee wail of coming +trouble. With the firelight playing on the jet agraffes which held the +cunning draperies on her gleaming bust and arms, Lady Maud was a +picture few men could look on absolutely unmoved; but if Eustace +Gordon felt the charm of her beauty, he gave no sign of it as yet. +They sate there in the semi-darkness side by side, sometimes silent, +sometimes talking indifferently of indifferent subjects. Alone, as +utterly alone in the world as if they two were the only man and woman +in it; for the barrier which luxury raises between one human being and +another had given way. Supposing, for instance, the butler, instead of +bobbing up and down on the Minch in the _Clansman_, had been at his +post, would they have been sitting in semi-darkness uninterrupted by +inroads for coffee cups, peats, and candles? Again, would any really +high-class butler have permitted Professor Endorwick to snooze +undisturbed in his chair, for two hours on end? Not that he did any +harm by his slumbers; he might have awakened at any moment and joined +unhesitatingly in the desultory talk of those two. True enough; yet +when, at last, Eustace did rouse the learned man by lighting Lady +Maud's candle, they both felt that the tete-a-tete had not left them +quite as it found them; that in some of those half-indifferent +ordinary remarks a virtue had gone out of them. + +She took the light from him, decidedly, with a refusal of his offer to +pilot her along the dark passages; angry with herself for the very +thought, she still felt that it would be wiser to say good-night here +under the professor's eye; and as she went up the dim staircase, she +paused to give a glance at the sea with a wonder as to when Louisa +would find calm or courage enough to attempt the voyage. In a vague +way, she recognized that things would go more comfortably if she were +there. But beyond a sense of motion in the deep grey plane stretching +away to a paler grey horizon, she could see nothing. The tide was +flowing one way or another; that much was certain. + +She opened the door of her dressing-room softly, so as not to disturb +her husband should he have fallen asleep. A great fire burnt bravely +in her little sitting-room beyond, and something in the unusual +silence of it all enhanced its comfort in her eyes. If Josephine had +been awaiting her as usual, she could not have put off the task of +undressing in favour of sheer idleness by the fire. Her husband was +right; something in that rhythmical surge of the sea made one not +exactly restless, but on the alert; disinclined for action, yet +prepared for it. A foolish idea, since what could be going to happen +to the small household already, for the most part, asleep? The +professor would have taken the first opportunity of recommencing that +snooze legitimately in his bed, and even Eustace,--why would her +thoughts run on Eustace? Irritated at her own self-consciousness, she +took up a book impatiently. It interested her, and, by and by, she +turned for the second volume, to find that it must have been left in +the travelling bag which Kirsty's ignorance had put in the bedroom. +Shading the light carefully, she passed through the dressing-room, and +so into the room beyond, giving a tentative glance at the bed as she +entered, lest she should disturb the sleeper. It was empty. Her hand +fell from the light; she looked round the room in surprise, and the +next moment was on her knees beside a figure on the floor,--a figure +which even in her first alarm brought back a horrible memory. + +"Edward! what is the matter? Are you ill?" + +Once, as a slip of a girl out blackberrying, she had come upon a tipsy +tramp in a ditch; a beast of a man who had met her innocent +benevolence by stumbling to his feet, pursuing her as far as his feet +would carry him. This was her solitary personal experience of +drunkenness, and something in her husband's look and attitude revived +the dread which had remained with her ever since. Yet he might be +ill--very, very ill-- + +"Edward! what is it?" + +This time he raised an unsteady arm against the candle she held to his +face, and she shrank back, shaking all over. Her first impulse was +that of civilization,--to ring for help, at least for company. But +what good would that do in an empty house? Josephine, until other +women came to share her fears, had elected to sleep in a great +chamber on the upper storey. Besides, what good would she be? Kirsty +slept outside with the other farm servants. Eustace! no, no! not +Eustace,--not now at any rate,--not till she was certain. There was +the cook, of course; people in that rank of life were accustomed--oh, +no! no! it was not possible. What a wretch she was to harbour such +suspicions, when he might be ill--perhaps dying. With this protest in +her mind, her rich draperies caught over her arm, the candle flaring, +guttering, almost out in the swift search, she made her way to the +unknown regions beyond the swing door, which separated work from +leisure. Here? No! that must be the pantry. There? No! that was the +gun-room. So, peering in at each room, she went along the stone +passages till suddenly a door right in front of her opened, and +Eustace Gordon came out, with a candle in his hand. He had been +sitting up over the smoking-room fire, impelled, as she had been, to +wakefulness by something, he knew not what. + +"Maud! Maud, my darling! What is it? What is the matter?" + +She forgot everything in the comfort of companionship as, still +shaking with fear, she went swiftly to his side. + +"Edward. I think he is ill. Oh, Eustace, I am so frightened!" + +And he in his turn, taken utterly by surprise, seemed to forget +everything save that the woman he loved passionately was there beside +him. His thoughts had been so full of her, nothing but her, and now-- + +"Oh, come! please come; he is ill. I know he is ill." + +"Yes! I am coming," he said with an effort at self-control. "Where is +he--in your room?" + +Then, with his arm round her, they went back through the silent house +together. Those two alone. Yet not, it seemed to her, so much alone as +when they stood at last with that drunken figure lying on the floor +between them. She knew the truth at once in his quick exclamation, and +then everything under sun and stars seemed to slip away and leave them +face to face. "Eustace and she." "Eustace and me." The low rush of the +waves caught the refrain and repeated it ceaselessly. + +"Don't be alarmed; you had better go away." + +She heard the words as in a dream, scarcely recognizing the voice in +its harsh passion. "Stay, he shall not remain here; not here in your +room." Then she felt his hands grip hers, and the voice rang with +fierce resentment. + +"Maud! Maud! that this should have come to you--to you of all people. +By heaven, it is too much. I will not bear it." + +She laughed suddenly and broke from him. "You mean that he has +taken too much whiskey. Well! plenty of men do that, and you others +think--think none--none the worse." Then she broke down, flinging her +arms across the bed by which she had been standing. "Oh, my God! what +shall I do? what shall I do?" + +Her outburst calmed him. + +"Go into the other room, dear; I will call some one." + +She turned on him as she knelt like a wild animal at bay. + +"No! not the servants! no one shall know. I will not have it. Let me +help. I am quite strong." + +"Do you think I'd let you touch him?" he burst out. "Go! I'll manage." + +She crept away, cowed by his vehemence, overcome by the desire to obey +which subdues most women when the command is from one they love. Back +to the fire she had left so short a time ago. It was dull now, but a +touch sent the responsive flames leaping up the chimney. Would any +amount of care restore that confidence in herself which but an hour +ago had defied fate? Eustace and she--Eustace and me. What evil chance +was this? + +She started from a maze of confused fear at his knock at her door. + +"A light, please. You have no bed here, and none of the other rooms +are fit for you to-night; so I have brought this. I had to leave +him--there." + +"Why should you trouble?" she asked drearily, with lack-lustre eyes on +his burden of blankets and pillows. "I can so easily sit up; it must +be near morning now." + +He gave her a look so full of passionate adoration that her eyes fell +before it. + +"Do you think I am going to let you suffer one little bit--one atom of +discomfort because of _him?_ No, that shall not be; you shall never +suffer." + +"How can you help it?" + +"How can you ask? We may have made a mistake, Maud; perhaps we +_hav'n't_ God knows. But if we have, why then--" He came over to where +she was standing and took her hands in his. So they stood, those two +alone, with nothing between them save a conscience which could be +turned aside; every barrier raised by the world broken down by a +strange fate, by a mere turn of the tide. + +"Good-night, dear," he said, stooping to kiss her. + +She made no reply, no protest; perhaps in her heart of hearts she knew +that he said the truth. That if it was a mistake, why then-- + +The waves caught up that refrain also, as she lay with wide, sleepless +eyes on the little camp-bed with which his care had provided her. "It +is a mistake--you shall not suffer--it is a mistake--you shall not +suffer." + + + + + III + + +When she woke next morning, a be-capped and be-aproned upper housemaid +was bringing in her early cup of tea. + +"Yes, milady, we 'ave hall come. Mr. 'Ooper 'e 'ave come too, milady. +Indeed, if it 'adn't bin for Mr. 'Ooper, we should 'ave bin picking +hup cattle in that horful Minch till hevenin'; but 'e took it on +'imself to tell the capting as master would willin' pay hextra for us +to come as quick as might be. And thankful we was, milady, for some of +us mightn't 'ave lived to see land." + +Jane looked as if she certainly would have been one of those to +succumb, and Lady Maud gave a sigh of relief. + +"Tell Hooper to go to his master,--he wasn't very well last +night,--and tell Josephine I shall breakfast in my room." + +"Mr. 'Ooper 'ave gone to master," replied Jane in a voice which +implied that the reminder was unnecessary; "and if you please, milady, +Capting Weeks 'e 'ave come too. We picked 'im up with some cattle in a +boat from some place as begins with an 'Hoich.'" + +Lady Maud gave another sigh of relief. The sand-bags of civilization +were a great protection after all; and if Captain Weeks had come, +Eustace would go out shooting with him. That would give her a whole +day to face the situation. Honestly, she thought far more of possible +difficulties with him than with her husband. The shock had been +terrible at the time, but perhaps, after all, it was an isolated +offence. Heaps of men in society got drunk decently out of sight of +their legal womenkind, and no one thought-- The recurrence of the +phrase she had used the night before made her pause and hide her face +in the pillow in sudden horror at herself and him. No! without going +so far as that, one could still be rational. Edward was devoted to +her, and if a wife by her influence made a better man of her husband, +wherein lay the degradation? Last night--great heavens! what had come +over her last night? She had been taken by surprise, placed in +conditions which no one could possibly have foreseen, dragged by main +force from every shelter. Her face burnt as she remembered, and yet +how natural it had been! Natural and therefore absurd, ridiculous. +To-day, however, was different, and so the little pencilled note from +Eustace, which Josephine brought in with the breakfast, received no +reply save a message to say she was perfectly well and hoped he would +look after Captain Weeks, if Mr. Wilson was not able to go out. A bold +parry, which made Eustace Gordon set his teeth. + +Yes! to-day was different; a new heaven and a new earth. The very +house transformed; for when she came down to lunch, the drawing-room +was full of tables, screens, photographs, and ferns, while in the +dining-room the butler stood ready to remove the silver covers, and so +let loose the pent-up energies of two footmen who, with bent heads, +seemed waiting for some one to say grace. Mr. Gordon, the report ran, +had taken Captain Weeks to the Carbost beat, and would not be back +till late. Her ladyship was to open any telegram which might come, as +it would relate to the yacht. Mr. Wilson had gone to shoot rock-pigeon +with the head keeper. The professor was exploring, and begged her +ladyship not to wait lunch for him. So said the butler gravely as he +filled her glass. Through the window she could see the Atlantic +guiltless of a white feather, and her own courage rose with the +outlook. As she strolled about the heathery knolls after lunch, a boy +on a pony appeared with the expected telegram. "Started, should be +with you to-morrow." So that was an end of one trouble. Then Cynthia +Strong and some others were to come by the next boat. Will Lockhart +was cruising about the coast and might look in on them at any time. +There would be no more solitude; not even to-day, since there across +the moor came Miss Macdonald, attired for calling, and beside her that +good-looking young sailor. Lady Maud liked boys, especially handsome +ones with palpable adoration in their blue eyes. + +The professor, coming in very hot about tea-time, found the trio +having it like children out in a bieldy bit by the burn, but with the +butler solemnly presiding over the fire. A fire which gave James, the +under footman, the hugest delight until his enjoyment was crushed out +of him by his superior officer. For the butler knew his duty: +afternoon tea was afternoon tea wherever her ladyship chose to take +it; that is to say, a function at which a footman must preserve an +impassive face. So poor James put on the sticks with funeral calm and +burnt his fingers with great decorum. + +"Here is a lady, professor," said Lady Maud,--"Miss +Macdonald--Professor Endorwick,--who will tell you everything you can +possibly want to know about the island. She is a mine of useful +information; at least I have found her so." + +That gracious voice, face, and manner had been a sort of rapture to +young Rick Halmar for the last half hour, and when, after launching +the others into conversation, she turned to him with the undefinable +change in manner she could no more avoid in talking to men than the +magnet can keep its influence, his heart gave quite a throb. + +"I didn't introduce you," she said, smiling, "because I only know your +Christian name; and I'm not sure of that." + +"Rick! Rick Halmar," he replied with a blush which took him by +surprise; for he was not as a rule self-conscious. + +"Rick?" she echoed curiously. + +"Eric. My father was a Norwegian. But it was a boshy name and the +fellows on the _Britannia_ called me 'Little by Little'--after the +book, you know." + +She laughed. "A very inappropriate name, Mr. Halmar. You must be six +feet." + +He shook his head. "Five feet eleven and three-quarters. It's too big +for a sailor. You get in the way of the ropes and things." + +"Not too big for a man--but listen! the professor is overcome already; +how delightful!" + +In good sooth he was actually reduced to the position of listener, an +isolated assertion of interest being all the speech allowed him as +Miss Willina waxed eloquent over the crass superstitions of the +islanders and her own select beliefs. + +Rick's face grew brimful of smiles. + +"Aunt Will is as bad as the best, herself. Why, the other day I carved +out a sort of devil,--a thing they worship in the Caribbees,--and she +was in quite a taking because it was left out on a _harp_,--that's a +Viking's tomb, Lady Maud. She has some rigmarole about 'tribute to the +dead,' their sending back things to work evil to the living. But, do +you know, Lady Maud, it's awfully rum, but I couldn't find the thing +when I went to look for it yesterday morning." + +"You couldn't find it? Mr. Halmar, don't speak loud; don't +attract their attention by looking surprised! Was it--the devil, I +mean--fearfully ugly?" + +"The best I ever made." + +"Had it white eyes with a shot stuck in them?" + +"Lady Maud! did you find it?" + +"Not I, but the professor did. It's a footstep of a discredited +belief, and he is going to lecture on it to the British Association. +Isn't it perfectly lovely? How we shall all laugh!" + +"But you will tell him, of course?" + +"Tell him! Why should I? These things are one of my chief joys in +life." + +Rick Halmar winced. "But don't you see, Lady Maud, it's my fault more +or less? I oughtn't to go carving devils and leaving them about. It +isn't fair." + +She raised her eyebrows. "When you are older, Mr. Halmar, you won't be +so eager to accept responsibility. By the way, does yours extend to +another devil of the same sort which was found on Grada Sands?" + +He let his head drop into his hands in comic despair. "How one's sins +_do_ find one out! It must be the one Aunt Will flung into the Minch. +Everything comes round sooner or later to the sands. Has the professor +got it too?" + +"No, Mr. Halmar. _I_ have it." + +"You! Oh, Lady Maud--I am sorry." + +"You well may be. I have put it into my own room because the professor +declared it was genuine--a real savage fate. No--that isn't true, so +don't distress yourself. I took a fancy to it. I have a habit of +taking fancies to _things_ and to _people_; so there it shall remain." + +Rick's face lit up. "Let me make you a better one," he began. + +"I said, Mr. Halmar, that I took a fancy to _it_; and now, don't you +think you should make your confession like a good boy?" + +He made it very prettily, but with a frank enjoyment of the mistake, +which was infectious. So much so, that the chief sufferer, stimulated +into unusual playfulness by Miss Willina's wit, actually went into the +house for his discredited belief and brought it out for her to burn. + +So, with much laughter, they stood round the fire, causing poor James +almost to burst under his efforts after dignity, till suddenly, with +something between a chuckle and a cough, the butler himself gave way +into the remark that "I 'adn't made a Guy Forks--_kck-kh-kh_--since 'e +was a boy,--_kh-kh-kh_,--but if 'er ladyship pleased, Jeames could run +round to the gun-room for some powder and 'e'd 'ave some squibs ready +in no time." + +So Numbo Jumbo was burnt with all the honours, and the butler, going +back for his own tea to the housekeeper's room, hummed, "Remember, +remember, the fifth of November," until the cook, with a snort, asked +wherever to goodness he had picked up such a vulgar ditty. + +"Now I have no doubt all you learned people think me very foolish," +said Miss Willina, drawing on her gloves with the air of one who has +completed a good work; "but I really am immensely relieved in my mind. +I had a presentiment about that devil of Rick's; besides, these old +superstitions invariably have their origin in some fundamental fact or +law of Nature. Don't you think so, professor?" + +"Undoubtedly, my dear madam; the Folklore Society--" + +But Miss Willina had a profound contempt for all societies and +proclaimed it cheerfully. "Therefore, the only remaining thing to be +done," she continued, shaking her head at Rick, "is to make +restitution for that naughty boy's mischief. So, if you will walk over +to Eval some day, Mr. Endorwick, I will give you that bone ring with +the Runic inscription about which I was telling you." + +"My dear lady," cried the professor with greed in his eyes, "I really +could not dream--" + +"I don't want to give it to _you_, of course," she went on frankly; +"but my brother says it should be in a museum; so you can put 'Given +by Miss Macdonald through Professor Endorwick' on the ticket. And, by +the bye, it was found on Grada and Malcolm, Aig says." + +Meanwhile Lady Maud had turned to Rick with a quizzical smile. "Do you +accept the responsibility of my fate, Mr. Halmar? or shall I have a +private _auto-da-fe_ in my room?" + +The boy's face positively shone with pleasure as he took her hand to +say goodbye. + +"I couldn't do anything that would bring you harm, I think--you are +too--too beautiful." The absolute simplicity of the statement rendered +it inoffensive, and Lady Maud laughed. + +"Take your nephew away, Miss Macdonald; he is paying me compliments." + +"I don't wonder at it," retorted the little lady, nodding her head, +"and compliments are pleasant things; at least, I used to find them +so." + +"Why employ the past tense, dear lady?" said the professor with a bow, +as he shook hands, whereat Miss Willina declared that the only safety +lay in flight; and Lady Maud, as she went back to the house, told +herself once more that to-day was very different from yesterday. This +background of _persiflage_, with just a serious touch here and there +to help out the chiaro-oscuro, suited figures in modern dress. +Tailor-made figures guiltless of a wrinkle and oblivious of vitality's +claim for an uncrushed organ or two. + +"If her ladyship please," said Josephine, when the dressing bell +brought her to her mistress' room, "Mr. 'Ooper, he desire a few word +of milady." + +"Hooper! didn't they say he had gone with Mr. Wilson?" + +"Monsieur 'ave just return; Mr. Gordon also wid Capitaine Veek +and--_Mon Dieu! quel gibier!_ Sall I bid him come?" + +Lady Maud, at the writing-table, rested her head on her hand, feeling +a sudden need of courage. They had all come back, and some things must +be faced before life could run smoothly once more. Eustace must be +made to understand that there was to be no drifting, and her husband +must consent to let her hand be on the tiller ropes. + +"Well, Hooper?" + +Rather a diffident-looking man; nervous too in his manner. "I am sorry +to have to trouble your ladyship, but I think Dr. Haddon would wish +it, under the circumstances. It is about master, your ladyship." + +Her heart gave a great throb. "Your master, Hooper? Well?" + +The diffident man, holding on to the doorknob as for support, cleared +his throat. "It is a little difficult, my lady, and Mr. Gordon, when +he spoke to me, was for saying nothing; but I have been considering +the matter and I think Dr. Haddon--" + +"Who is Dr. Haddon?" + +"I was not quite sure if your ladyship knew--anything. But master was +under Dr. Haddon for a time. It--it is for the liquor habit, my lady, +and Dr. Haddon is most successful. He was most successful with master. +Four years I have been with him since we came back from America, and +never till last night--" he coughed slightly and paused. Lady Maud +sate staring at him without a word. + +"I am very sorry, my lady. The other servants will tell you how +distressed I was to be absent from my duty. It arose from my not +understanding the porter's accent, my lady; but it will not occur +again. I mean, my lady, that--ahem--nothing of the sort will occur +again. So there is no need for--for distress or anxiety." + +"You mean that as long as--as you are with Mr. Wilson--" so far she +managed in a cold hard voice; then came silence. + +"Just so, my lady--it is a question of influence. I undertake the +entire responsibility. There is really no cause for alarm." + +"That--that will do, Hooper; you can go." Her one thought was to get +rid of this man, this servant, who seemed to have reached out his +common hand and touched her very soul. He paused, still with his hand +on the door. + +"I beg pardon, my lady, but there is one thing. Dr. Haddon's system is +based on influence. It does not allow any appeal to--ahem--to the +moral sense. Therefore, if your ladyship could kindly treat the +mistake of yesterday with silence, it would be better--for the system. +Dr. Haddon ignores failure on principle, it--it is part of the system; +and any interference may be dangerous. Therefore, if your ladyship--" + +"I quite understand. You can go." + +When she was left alone, she sate staring on at the door he had closed +behind him. Behind whom? why the man who--oh! it was an impossible, an +incredible, position! She had married her husband without caring for +him, but she had married him also because she intended that he +_should_ care for her. And now! What was he but a puppet, dependent +on this man? She had not married Edward Wilson, but Wilson-cum-Haddon, +-cum-Hooper. And Eustace knew it! Her husband, the possible father of +her children! She had known all along that he was a weak man, but that +the very possibility of his living decently lay in the will of another +was hopeless, horrible degradation. She had often in society talked +lightly of the part hypnotism was to play in the future regeneration +of the world; but now that even a suspicion of it touched her inner +life, it left her in wild revolt. When all was said and done, that man +to whom they paid so many pounds a year was master of her fate. It +should never be! Better, far better, that her husband should be drunk; +and yet what right had she to interfere? + +"It will be too late to make milady _charmante_," suggested Josephine, +coming in, reproachfully. + +She stood up hastily with clenched hands. Eustace should not see her +degradation--she would show him-- + +"There is plenty of time," she said coldly. "Put on my diamonds, +Josephine--that dress is dull. They can wait if I am not ready." + +She was worth waiting for, and Mr. Wilson's weak face brightened as +she went up to him with easy grace. "Did you have a good day, Edward? +I saw Hooper for a moment, but I forgot to ask him about the sport." + +She failed in her object for all her bravado. The eyes she sought to +blind saw too clearly. + +"So Louisa comes to-morrow," she said lightly, as, after keeping all +the men, her husband included, at her feet during the evening, she +rose to say good-night and let her hand linger purposely in her +cousin's, so that he should see she did not care, that she was not +afraid. + +"No!" he replied coldly; "I've had another wire. She came as far as +Portree, and, hearing that the gathering is next week, decided to stay +and show off her new dresses. She got about a ton of them in Paris if +you remember, and women, even the best of them, love to show off." + +His tone roused her to reckless resentment by its assumption of +knowledge and condemnation. + +"He does not look very sorry for his wife's decision, does he, +professor?" she asked with a laugh. + +"My dear lady, how could he be sorry for anything, in his present +position?" + +"Or I in mine?" she retorted, giving a little mock curtsey over the +hand she still held. + +Eustace Gordon bit his lip, but said nothing. + + + + + IV + + +"You look worried," said Will Lockhart; "the place doesn't suit you. I +told you it wouldn't when we hid behind Charity. Is there anything +really the matter?" his voice took a softer tone, "anything I could +help you to set straight?" + +They were sitting by the fire in Lady Maud's little sitting-room, +whither they had retired from the bustle inseparable from tea in the +drawing-room when bad weather keeps even the sportsmen indoors. He +said the truth; she looked worn and fagged, and her pose as she leant +back in her easy-chair was one of listless fatigue. + +"Nonsense! There is nothing the matter; nothing more than the usual +worries of a hostess in tiresome weather. To begin with, it has +prevented your coming here till you can only spare us a miserable day +on your way to rejoin the yacht. Then Louisa, after wasting a fine +week over the Portree gathering, was detained there ten days by storm. +Finally, just as she started for the Highlands one at Inverness _pour +passer le temps_, it cleared up. Since then it has been what is called +unsettled; most of all for poor Eustace, who never knows for two days +together what is going to happen. Then Lady Liddell caught cold at a +picnic, and Cynthia Strong, whom I invited for the professor,--a +Girtonite you know, does mathematics and all that,--seems uncertain +whether she doesn't prefer Arthur Weeks, a man who hasn't a penny and +can't do a sum beyond the compound addition of his bills." + +"A catalogue of evils, certainly." + +"That isn't all. The professor, who would make her an excellent +husband, being in that set and with a charming house too at Oxford, +does nothing but go over to Eval House to see Miss Macdonald--you knew +her once, I think--well, he looks on her as an encyclopaedia of +discredited beliefs, a unique copy of an ancient work on folk-lore +which the lucky finder is bound to purchase. Besides, she has a +valuable collection--" + +"When I knew her," broke in Will Lockhart hotly, "she did not need any +adventitious attractions; she was simply the loveliest--" + +Lady Maud's languid hands met in faint applause. + +"I thought that would draw you. So she was the _mauvais quart +d'heure_. I am not really laughing, so don't be angry; only from the +way she spoke of you--" + +"Did she speak of me?" + +"How can you ask? And women never speak of the men who have loved them +in the same tone of voice they use for the dense, indiscriminating +multitude who didn't." + +"Then Miss Macdonald's voice must change pretty often." + +"Ah! was that it? you were jealous." + +"Nothing so romantic. We quarrelled over some bread and butter--we +were very young. Then circumstances favoured absence, so forgetfulness +came, or at least indifference, absolute indifference." He paused for +a moment. "And so the professor is there constantly, is he?" + +Lady Maud smiled behind the fan with which she screened her face from +the fire. + +"He is there now, I expect. He went dune-hunting in the south this +morning, and was to stop there for the night. Thought he might be +late; besides, he must consult the encyclopaedia." + +Will Lockhart frowned. "This has made us drift from the point. Your +husband, does he like the place?" + +"Apparently. And the servants are satisfied too, which is a great +gain. They get all their work done for them by the natives. It is an +immense relief to shift one's responsibilities to other folks' +shoulders, isn't it?" + +He looked at her sharply. "There _is_ something the matter. Is it only +other people's love-affairs? And what, for instance, of that handsome +boy downstairs who does Sir Walter Raleigh's cloak for your Majesty's +feet all day long?" + +Lady Maud leant forward eagerly, her whole face alight. "You mean +Rick. Do you remember once, when you were very angry with me, saying I +was enough to ruin any man in a week? It wasn't true, Big Bear. I +couldn't spoil Rick Halmar." + +"Have you tried and failed?" he asked cynically. + +She shook her head and a soft half-smiling, half-tearful look came to +her pretty eyes. + +"You don't know him, and I can't explain. Yet I tell you that I +couldn't spoil one of that dear lad's happy days unless--" she broke +off suddenly, raising her eyes to the image on the mantelshelf. "He +carved that devil up there," she went on with the smile gaining on the +tears. "The professor said it was a savage conception of fate, but it +isn't. It is Rick Halmar's conception of my fate, and that--well, that +hasn't much of the devil in it. Come! it is time I was returning to my +duties as hostess." + +"Time for me to be going also," he replied, looking at his watch. "I +have seven miles before me." + +"Not if you make use of the Eval ferryboat." She looked at him +mischievously. + +"I do not intend to make use of it, even to oblige you, Lady Maud. I +might meet the professor, and then there would be a petty-assault +case." + +"Of course! How tiresome you are! I counted on your being here a week +at least, and people can unmake ever so many quarrels in seven days." + +"Or make them. But the elements are too strong for you, Lady Maud. I +told you so." + +Rick Halmar came up as, still smiling over the joke, they entered the +drawing-room. + +"I'm so glad. I was afraid you might not come before I left, and I +must go soon." + +"Then you can pilot Mr. Lockhart a little way. He has to walk over to +Carbost Bay." + +"A good bit of the way, you mean," replied Rick, turning his bright +face towards Will Lockhart's. "Our ferry is far the shortest; in fact, +it's the only road, for the upper-end bridge gave way in the flood +last night and the stream isn't fordable yet!" + +Lady Maud's eyebrows went up archly. + +"What a nuisance the elements are at times; aren't they, Mr. +Lockhart?" + +"I should think so," assented Rick cheerfully. "Why, we have been +trying to get to Eilean-a-fa-ash these three weeks--haven't we, Lady +Maud?--without catching a fine day and a suitable tide on the hop +together. The sea ford might have done last spring, but it was too +rough for the ladies to return by boat, or else too wet. But the first +fine day. That is it, isn't it?" + +"Yes, Mr. Halmar!" cried Cynthia Strong from the window seat where +Captain Weeks was blissfully useful over a skein of wool. "And please +order the fine day soon, for I have to go by the next _Clansman_." + +"Then I shall go too," murmured the captain. + +"I suppose the birds will be getting rather wild by that time," +remarked the young lady tartly. Theoretically, she felt bound to +despise her admirer and his occupations; practically, his murmurs made +her heart beat. + +"Wild! Why, they lie like stones on this coast. Something to do with +the Gulf Stream, I'm told, though I know nothing myself about these +scientific things. But you can kick 'em up and shoot 'em like chickens +on the last day of the season." + +"And when is that?" + +Captain Weeks laughed,--the true man's laugh of surprised tolerance. +"I thought you knew everything, Miss Strong; but I don't suppose they +think it worth while to teach girls. It's the 10th of December for +grouse, but partridges go on till the beginning of February, and +there's no real close time for--" His voice fell to the confidential +tone. Eustace Gordon had meanwhile joined the trio at the door. + +"Yes! let it be soon, please; for I may be going also. I've just +heard, Maud, from Louisa, and the last idea is that I am to take the +yacht, which she is sending here, round to Cowes, and that we are to +start at once for less uncertain climes. The Mediterranean, most +likely." + +"That is very--unexpected. But all my friends are flying south, like +the swallows." + +"And I have to go furthest of all," said Rick ruefully. "I'm booked +for the Pacific Station, as sure as fate." + +"Then you must send me home a real Numbo Jumbo if you come across +one," she replied, smiling up into his eager boyish face with a +confidence absolutely free from all alloy. + +"Won't I! and some of those jolly shells too; all the pretty things I +can pick up." + +"Thank you, Rick; I like pretty things." + +He flushed with pleasure at her tone and words. + +"Well, good-bye," she said, turning to Will Lockhart. "I hope the +elements won't be too strong for you." + +"Or for you." + +Confidence here also, but of a different sort,--the sort which can +give a reason for the faith that is in it. It seemed, however, as if +Lady Maud's wish was not to be fulfilled; for as Rick Halmar and his +companion set off across the moor, the southwest wind, even at that +distance from the shore, sent a shower of spindrift in their faces. + +"No leaving Carbost Bay for you tonight," shouted Rick against the +wind. "You had better stay at our place. You used to know Aunt Will +long ago, didn't you?" + +"Yes, but I must get on. It may calm any moment, and the yacht sails +as soon as possible." + +Nevertheless when, after scudding with the wind at their backs for two +miles, they came upon the ferry, one glance showed even Will +Lockhart's inexperienced eye that the cockleshell of a boat, bobbing +up and down in the backwater, could never fight its way through that +mad melee of wind against tide in the middle of the narrow stream. +Comparative calm reigned to one side in the inland loch, and to the +other in the open sea; but here the waves leapt at each other in +pyramids, sending jets of spray upwards with the very force of their +meeting. A good thrower could easily have flung a stone across the +channel; for all that, it was impassable till the tired tide should +turn and join the wind in its race eastward. So, at any rate, said +Rick, adding that his aunt would be delighted at a _contretemps_ which +would procure her a visit from an old friend. + +Why Will Lockhart should have hesitated, when it was raining cats and +dogs, and it was two-and-twenty years since he had parted in anger +from the hot-headed, quick-tongued chit of eighteen, who was now, by +all accounts, a brisk, contented woman of forty, is not easy of +explanation. Perhaps the thought of Lady Maud's triumph rankled; +perhaps, when all was said and done, he was not quite indifferent to +that possible future with the professor. But he did hesitate for a +moment. That early love-affair had strangely enough been his first and +last: not because it was in itself absorbing, but because other things +more absorbing than Love had stepped in to take possession of his +life. For a year or two, no doubt, resentment had lingered, not very +keenly felt, but sufficiently so to prevent other love-affairs. Then +he had painted his first successful picture, and that had been an end +of all things, save Art, and a rather unreal remembrance that he had +loved and lost. + +However, common sense came to his aid, as it was bound to do in +that drenching rain. And, after all, the professor was not in the +well-remembered drawing-room whither Rick led him; neither was Miss +Willina. Fortunately, perhaps, for her dignity, of which she was +extremely tenacious, she had been in the potting-shed feeding a late +brood of chickens presented to her that morning by an inexperienced +young mother, who had preferred a bed of nettles behind the peat stack +to the comforts of the hen-house nursery. So she had ample opportunity +of seeing them pass up the ferry-path and of grasping the situation; +to say nothing of smoothing her hair and washing her hands, before +putting in an appearance; the which is a great support to most women +in the crises of life. As a matter of fact, however, Miss Willina had +never regarded this episode of her earliest years of conquest as one +of supreme importance; perhaps some slight inkling that it really did +mean more than she was prepared to admit was at the bottom of her +deliberate want of romance on the subject. She had had many admirers, +had them still for that matter; she was perfectly aware, for instance, +of the professor's interest; but, for all that, she had never felt +inclined to marry since those salad days when she had drowned her +resentment in the knowledge that half the men who knew her were at her +feet. Why should she marry? There was plenty of time and opportunity +if she wished it; and then, when time passed, leaving her still Miss +Macdonald, she told herself and every one else that it was of her own +free will and pleasure. As it undoubtedly was. She scouted regrets, +and only when the masterful current of her vitality slackened, as even +hers had to do at times, did she wonder if that early love-affair had +not been at the bottom of her cold-bloodedness. + +Will Lockhart did not think her much changed. The daintiness and +wilfulness he chiefly remembered were still there, and it was like old +times to hear her order him up with Rick, to "change his feet," and +see the swift touch with which she rescued an antimacassar from +annihilation when he sate down. And this want of change depressed him, +by emphasizing the long years which he could not forget. + +There she was, much as he remembered her, and he--people told him also +that he had changed but little. Yet in those old days it had seemed +impossible to conceive of life apart, and here they were, both free, +both unmarried, talking calmly, with a new generation for listener, +about that past time. What had kept them separate except their own +free will? Nothing! and yet had either of them deliberately +anticipated this ending when they quarrelled over the bread and +butter? And now she was thinking of the professor, or at any rate the +professor was thinking of her. That was Lady Maud's account, and there +was certainly a suspicion of consciousness when the learned man's name +was mentioned; a palpable flush indeed, when a faint whistle overbore +that of the wind, and she started from her chair. + +"Rick! it can't surely be Mr. Endorwick!" + +The blush made her look years younger, and Will Lockhart felt +distinctly aggrieved at the fact. + +"By George, it is, though," replied her nephew, after a glance through +the field-glasses which hung ready for the purpose on the window-knob. +"There he is on the other side of the stream. He has hoisted the flag, +and is blowing away at the whistle like fits. His umbrella's inside +out, and his mackintosh floating on the breeze. Do look, Aunt Will. +It's awfully comic." + +Miss Willina's face was a study of dignity and humour; the first +prevailed. "Eric! I am surprised at your levity. The poor man will be +drenched to the skin, and he so delicate; such a distinguished scholar +too; we could ill afford to lose him." + +"Give me the glass," said Will Lockhart grimly. The sight of his +supposed successor signalling for the impossible gave him a thrill of +satisfaction; for he, at least, was on the right side of the stream. +And then to the keen little creature at his side came a mood well +remembered. + +"The born idiot! Any Christian would have stopped at the hotel even if +he was wanting to come on. A fool for his pains! Ah! what's the use of +blowing like a hooter with the wind and tide against you? Gracious +goody! Rick, what's to be done? The gawk can't be left there like a +windmill." + +The comparison was not inapt; for the professor, seeing them, +doubtless, against the firelight within, was waving his arms +frantically. + +"I'll go down and signal him to that bieldy bit behind the big rock. +It's out of the wind anyhow, and the tide will be turning before he +could walk back to shelter. And I'll stop in the boat-house; it will +comfort him to see me smoking, especially if he has forgotten his +matches. Besides, I must put new rowlocks to the four-oar. We'll want +her, and the men too, if any one is to cross the stream tonight." + +"That's a nice boy," said Will Lockhart, putting down the glasses as +Rick's figure on its way to the boat-house blocked out the professor's +increasing despair. "Just about the age I was when--" He paused and +looked at his companion. + +"Yes! You were twenty-one, and I was eighteen." + +They were standing close together, the firelight throwing their +shadows out faintly against the growing darkness, but on their faces +the dull autumn twilight lingered, blotting out all traces of the +passage of time. + +He came a little nearer to her. + +"I wonder why we quarrelled?" he said argumentatively. "I don't mean +what we quarrelled about. That was never very difficult to find, was +it? But why did we quarrel finally that last time? I don't recollect +that you were more wilful than usual." + +"No doubt you were more aggravating," she retorted quickly. "Do you +wish to begin it all over again? I will if you've a mind to." + +"Begin what?" + +"The quarrel, of course." + +"No, thank you. There's the professor hauling down his flag; he has +seen Rick, and acknowledged his defeat. Good man! Don't you think, +Miss Macdonald, that it would be more comfortable by the fire than +here at the window?" + +"More comfortable than the professor is, poor man. That is what you +mean. How selfish all you men are, and then you expect me not to see +through you!" + +"I don't think I ever was quite so _exigeant_ as that, was I? And, do +you know, I rather wish you would just cast your eye over my innermost +thoughts at the present moment. It would save me beating about the +bush." + +Perhaps, despite her outward calm, she was a little excited; for she +had taken up her knitting, half mechanically, and now the needles +clashed fast and furious. He was leaning towards her, his elbows on +his knees, his hands loosely clasped together, and something of his +youth, not so much in its romance as in its imperious desire to know +and understand, was in his face. + +"Miss Macdonald, I've no right to ask, but are you going to +marry--that man on the other side?" + +She gave a little conscious laugh, half-nervous, half-gratified. "That +is what you call beating about the bush, I suppose? Why--why should I +marry anybody?" + +For the life of him he could not tell, save that in a vague way that +dead past seemed so pitiful: because it was dead and past. "Why did we +quarrel?" he repeated. "If the _Clansman_ hadn't come in unexpectedly +that evening after her time, and so given me an opportunity of going +off in the sulks, we should have made it up as usual. It seems such a +little thing to come between us." + +She laid down her knitting and looked at him thoughtfully. A woman +less truthful than Miss Willina might have allowed the inevitable +satisfaction of being remembered to give an extra tinge of regret and +romance to that past, which in sober fact had had little of either; +but Miss Willina's sense of humour was of the rare kind which is not +blunted by egotism. + +"Ridiculously little. In the novels--I read dozens of them in the +winter--it is always something pathetic. A letter left in a blotting +book, or a wrong initial on the envelope, or a false announcement of +marriage. Something not to be foreseen or helped. Or if it isn't the +fault of fate, they get brain fever and forget their own names. But +we! We just quarrelled, and didn't care to make it up. It isn't in the +least romantic, I'm afraid." + +"But we didn't forget," he said in the same argumentative tone. "At +least I didn't." + +"Of course not. Does any one ever forget,--absolutely?" Her voice +trembled slightly. The pathos of memory was not to be ignored +entirely. + +"It seems such a pity--you and I leading such lonely lives." + +"Lonely? You should see my Noah's Ark." + +"Well! Don't scoff at me. I suppose it is absurd, but to-night +somehow--" + +She interrupted him with a soft hand laid on his. "Don't, please +don't. It is like children trying to pretend that their shadows on the +wall are alive. But they are shadows; nothing but shadows, and the +light which throws them--" she pointed to the window with a laugh that +was half a sob. "Poor man! he ought to be extinguished by this time." + +"Perhaps you are right," he replied sadly, still holding her hand; +"but it seems hard--the shadows were so pretty." + +"Not so pretty as the reality." + +"What is that?" + +"That we have met and forgiven each other--without payment." + +"Aunt Will," shouted Rick, bursting into the room, "there's the +professor in the front hall dripping like a drowned rat. I got the men +and ferried him over on the first chance; now they are waiting for Mr. +Lockhart." + +Miss Willina was on her feet in a moment. "Take him upstairs, Rick, +and put him to bed--between the blankets. I'll come directly with +gruel and mustard. And, Rick! give him a good scrub--all over--with +the roughest--bath towel--you can find." + +The last directions were called up the stairs as she went into the +hall to see Will Lockhart put on his mackintosh properly. + +"Good-bye, Miss Macdonald. I'm not in the least envious of the +professor's immediate future," he said with smiling eyes, but with +vague regrets still at his heart. "I'm glad, though, he was at the +other side of the stream to-night. I liked the shadows." + +"And the reality?" she asked quickly. + +He stooped and kissed the pretty little hand browned by sun and wind. +"It is like the breath of your sea. The memory of it will help to blow +away the cobwebs until I come back--in the summer." + +"The summer is over." + +"Not St. Martin's, and one often has a spell of fine weather late in +the year when the earlier portions have been stormy." + +She shook her head. + + + + + V + + +"Well, Hooper, what is it?" + +Lady Maud stood at bay once more, with that diffident-looking man at +the door. Three weeks had passed since his first interview; only three +weeks, and it seemed to her an eternity of fear and anxiety. But now +the letters written in reply to hers had come from the American +doctor, and she knew the worst. Mr. Wilson's case had at once been +easy and difficult. Easy because of his singular lack of will power; +difficult for the same reason, joined to a very bad ancestral record. +So bad that his maternal uncle, from whom he had inherited his large +fortune, being deeply resentful of the treatment his sister had +endured from her drunken husband, had burdened his legacy with certain +unusual conditions as to sobriety and control. Consequently, when, +shortly after his release from the restraints of minority, the +inherited tendency had shown itself in Mr. Wilson, he had voluntarily +placed himself in Dr. Haddon's charge, urged to the step by his fear +of pecuniary loss. That was, briefly, the whole story, save that he, +Dr. Haddon, continued to have charge of the case and would be obliged +if Lady Maud would co-operate with him in continuing a system which +had hitherto been so successful, and which, he did not scruple to add, +was Mr. Wilson's only chance of fulfilling the conditions under which +he held his fortune. For himself, he believed there was no danger of a +relapse; it might even be possible after some years to relax the +supervision, and in any case he begged her to remember that the +hereditary tendency must needs be weakened by a generation even of +enforced sobriety. He had hoped that there might be no necessity for +her to be made acquainted with these circumstances, as the whole +affair had been dealt with in the strictest confidence, and the +essence of his treatment lay in ignoring the difficulty; but now that +the untoward event reported by Hooper had occurred, it was better she +should clearly understand the position of affairs. Briefly, he was +paid for keeping Mr. Wilson from losing a very large portion of his +wealth. Apart from that, it was an interesting case. In regard to +Hooper, he was thoroughly trustworthy and conscientious,--a most +necessary thing when influence was easy to attain. At the same time, +if Hooper failed to commend himself to Lady Maud, he could be +replaced. In view of the heavy stake at issue, however, he would +recommend extreme caution in making any change. As for his reasons for +allowing Mr. Wilson to marry under the circumstances, they were +manifold; and his belief in the system was so great that he felt +confident Lady Maud would never find cause for blame in her husband's +conduct. The letter, in its bald statement of fact, its assumption of +a perfectly satisfactory state of affairs, carried with it a sort of +cold comfort. And yet Lady Maud felt a wild revolt against it such as +no verdict of disease or death would have aroused. + +Like most women who marry men to whom they are indifferent, she had +looked forward, odd as it may seem, to having children who would give +a zest to an otherwise insipid life. And now the mere possibility was +a terror: not in pity for those who might come handicapped into the +race, but from sheer physical horror that they should be his and hers. +And this terror came uppermost in the first few minutes of shock. + +"I have heard from Dr. Haddon this morning, my lady. In future I am to +take my orders from you; so I have come to ask for them." + +The disapproval in his tone was audible. She felt a rash, resentful +desire to bid him go and leave her free, but the doctor's warning +checked the words. What if she should have burdened her life for +nothing,--she who had refused money again and again because it seemed +vulgar to her fastidiousness? She might appeal to her husband as a +man, chance her influence against the Hooper-Haddon system; but what +if she failed? During those last three weeks she had silenced the +heart which, despite all her efforts, would have its way, by +protestations that she was only awaiting the doctor's reply, that by +and by she would no longer consent to be this man's wife on these +terms. To live on as if she knew nothing; to give neither help nor +condemnation; to acquiesce without a word in a future which filled her +with shame and horror. + +When she knew the facts, she would decide, and now she knew too much. + +"I have no orders," she said in a low voice; "no new ones; you can +go." Then suddenly a thought flashed through her and she arrested him +with a gesture. + +"Yes, my lady?" + +Still she was silent, one hand gripping the edge of the table, her +breath coming fast. "I do not think--this place--is good for Mr. +Wilson." + +"Indeed, your ladyship," broke in Hooper, relieved, "I have thought so +myself,--the--the irregular habits in regard to spirits are trying." + +"I think he would be better away." + +"Exactly so, my lady; only I did not like--all the arrangements being, +as it were, settled." + +Her voice had gained in steadiness by this time. "There need be no +alteration. I should remain here, of course." She paused, and Hooper +shifted uneasily. "Mr. Wilson had an invitation to Perthshire +yesterday. I should _like_ him to accept it. Do you understand?" + +"But indeed, my lady, I cannot. To begin with, I am not allowed by Dr. +Haddon--" + +She stopped him angrily. "If you cannot obey me, there are others--so +Dr. Haddon says. I consider this place is bad for Mr. Wilson, and it +is my wish he should leave it. Do you hear?" + +For the life of her, try after calmness as she would, entreaty and +despair made her command falter. He must go--if only to give her time +to think; time to settle what course she would choose. + +"If your ladyship takes the responsibility--in regard to Dr. Haddon, I +mean." + +"I take it all--the responsibility for everything." + +"Then I will suggest it. I may not succeed; but I will do my best, and +if I fail, your ladyship must remember that I was not engaged for such +work." + +The grotesqueness of it all struck her sense of humour despite the +turmoil of emotion in which she found herself. + +"Yes, yes!" she said impatiently; "I will remember it was not your +place!" + +When he had gone, she stood for some time without moving, her hand +still grasping the table, body and mind alike in a state of tension. +Then her nerves seemed to slacken, the spirit to leave her. She walked +listlessly towards the fire, and, leaning her arms on the mantelpiece, +rested her head upon them. So standing, the little curls about her +temples outlined themselves against the ugliness of Rick Halmar's +devil. + +"It is not all my fault," she muttered with a sort of sob; "not all my +fault, surely. I must have time. I must have time." + +The rest of the day was torture to her. She did not regret the sudden +impulse which had decreed her husband's exile, if it could be managed, +yet she dreaded to have him say the words which would proclaim the +success of her treachery against him. He came over once to where she +sate in the twilight pretending to read, and laid his hand +affectionately on her shoulder. It was only some trivial remark he had +to make, but she started so visibly that Eustace, watching her, as he +had watched her every mood during those weeks, came to her afterwards +with a frown. + +"What is the matter, Maud? Why should you keep me at arm's length? +Surely I know too much for that already." + +"What do you know?" she asked with the recklessness which of late had +crept into her manner. + +"I know you are unhappy. Do you remember what I told you that night? +You shall not suffer." + +Her lips trembled, and she turned from him hastily to join a group +gathered round the professor. He had come back from Eval House greatly +depressed in spirits, and with a running cold in his head, which +Cynthia Strong was treating with pulsatilla, as yet rather +unsuccessfully; but it required time, she explained, when the first +stages had been badly managed on the old methods. The group was +engaged in examining the famous Rhine ring, with which gift, +apparently, Miss Willina had tried to content the learned man; but +even its possession failed to comfort him. + +"I have deciphered the inscription," he said gloomily. "It is, +briefly, 'Order, Truth, Honesty.' The last word bears many side +meanings, and perhaps Purity would be a better translation. All the +terminations being feminine, it may be inferred that the ring was worn +by a woman; possibly one of unusual worth. It may even have been a +badge of virtue; a tribute paid by the community to merit, or by the +lover to his beloved." + +If he had said a funeral memento to the dead, his voice could not have +been more lugubrious. + +"How interesting!" murmured Cynthia Strong. "Even in those days the +mental qualities were deemed superior to mere physical attractions." + +"I beg your pardon," retorted the professor quite tartly. "Order, as +used here, means complete, perfect; according to our modern speech, +beautiful. Truth has also a secondary meaning. A free, but at the same +time accurate, translation would be 'Beautiful, constant, chaste.'" + +Rick Halmar was twisting the ring about in his strong deft hands. "I +expect some beggar gave it to his wife," he said cheerfully. "It must +have been just as jolly then as now to have somebody to stick by you +through thick and thin. To have the dinner ready, and not swear if you +hadn't done what you ought to have done. Not brought in enough fish +for the kids, for instance; though how they ever caught any with those +bone hooks, I can't think. I couldn't." + +"You must remember the great incentive of hunger," remarked the +professor in the same tone. "Besides, in those days dexterity in the +chase was the master key to a woman's affections." + +"I say, Weeks, old man! why weren't you born then?" cried Rick, +happily unconscious of all complications. + +"Never had any luck," muttered the other, "except with the birds." + +"Luck! I like that! You call it luck when you never miss; I assure +you, Miss Strong," he continued, going up to where the despondent +captain was standing, and addressing the nearest lady, "I was out with +him yesterday, and he made me feel such a duffer. The prettiest +shooting, and then he calls it luck!" + +Cynthia Strong looked from one to the other of those two vigorous +young faces before her, and then at the professor's pale one. A cold +in the head is not becoming, and she sighed. + +Rick, with the ring still in his possession, returned to Lady Maud. + +"Isn't it quaint?" he said. "Don't you wish I could find another?" + +"Why?" + +"Because it would be yours, of course. How small it looks! I wonder if +it would fit you." + +"Miss Macdonald found it too large for her," remarked the professor, +still more gloomily; "but it would be interesting, Lady Maud, to try +whether it points to any improvement or deterioration--physical, of +course--in the race." + +"Perhaps you ladies would not mind experimenting 'Cinderella and the +little glass slipper,'" laughed Eustace Gordon. "What is to be the +prize, Endorwick--the ring?" + +"My dear sir," gasped the professor, horrified for once out of his +gallantry, "it's unique--positively unique." + +"I'll tell you what," put in Rick eagerly, "if the professor will lend +it to me for a couple of days, I'll copy it in silver. A florin would +make it, and the inscriptions only scratched on. So now, then, ladies, +if you please. Weeks, you do herald. Lady Maud, may we use the banner +screen as a tabard?" + +"What a boy that is!" said fat Lady Liddell to her next-door +neighbour. "I've been here a fortnight, and never saw him out of +temper or out of spirits. So different from most young people +nowadays, who won't take the trouble to enjoy themselves." + +"I knew it wouldn't go on anybody's finger but yours," said Rick with +joyous confidence to his goddess when the competition was over. +"Perhaps it wasn't quite fair, because I'd seen Aunt Will try it on so +often, and her hands are tiny." + +Lady Maud shook her head gravely. "I'm afraid it wasn't quite fair; +but you must make me the ring, for all that." + +"Of course I'll make it!" + +She put her hand on his suddenly. "Don't, Rick! don't! I mean"--she +paused, looking at him curiously--"you may make it if you like, Rick; +but I won't promise to wear it--always." + + + + + VI + + +"We ought to have gone over to-day," said Eustace Gordon, looking out +to where the low sandy line of Eilean-a-fa-ash lay like a golden clasp +between the two headlands. The northern one bold, rocky, heathery; the +southern, a mere spit of bent-covered shingle, curving hornlike from +the great sweep of the Grada Sands beyond. It was sunset,--a cloudless +sunset. Sky, and sea, and sand, bathed in a golden flood of light; +only the shallow stretches of water left behind by the retreating tide +glowing iridescent here and there like jewels. Far away, almost beyond +sight, an edge of foam keeping time to a whispering cadence told where +the Atlantic was hushing the shore to sleep. + +"Yes!" he went on lazily. "We ought, but we didn't. That fellow Weeks +is always on the slay." + +They were seated, a party of five,--for the professor still lingered +in the grip of cold,--on the base of the northern headland. There, +amongst the rocks and heather, Lady Maud and Cynthia Strong had been +making tea for the shooters. A brace of setters lay panting beside the +game-bags; a faint whiff of smoke from behind a boulder told that the +ghillies were enjoying themselves on their master's tobacco--sure sign +of a good day's sport. + +"Gorgeous weather," continued the same contented voice, "a whole week +of it; simply idyllic." + +"Ever since Mr. Wilson and the others left," assented Rick Halmar. +"Pity they went, isn't it?" + +"Mr. Wilson had to go," put in Lady Maud. "The telegram from the works +was urgent, and then the Collinghams' yacht happening to come in the +same day made it so convenient. Quite a coincidence; one of those +things no one could have foreseen." She spoke impatiently, almost in +an aggrieved tone; and Eustace, as he lay on his back staring up into +the sky, smiled to himself. + +"It is very curious how such things happen," remarked Cynthia Strong; +"but that they are comparatively common is indubitable. The very +proverbs in our language prove it." In the professor's absence she was +apt to assume the mantle of his manner in order to annihilate poor +Captain Weeks, in which object she generally succeeded. On this +occasion, however, emboldened by a recent reception of some golden +plovers' wings, for which her new tweed hat had been waiting, he +ventured to put in his oar. "The wish is father to the thought, for +instance." + +"Nothing of the kind--" began Miss Strong scornfully; but Lady Maud +rose hastily and, standing a little apart, looked at Eilean-a-fa-ash, +her hand shading her eyes. + +"Let us settle to go there to-morrow without fail," she said as if to +change the subject. + +"Not to-morrow, please," broke in Rick eagerly. "To-morrow is Fast +Day, and none of the ghillies will do a hand's turn. Besides, I have +to drive Aunt Will to the preaching, as uncle won't. Put it off till +the next day, Lady Maud. To begin with, it's my birthday, and then the +tides are full spring. So we could come back by the sea ford. It is +worth doing; nearly two miles with quicksands on either side, +especially to the south." + +"Very well, the day after to-morrow; that is, Friday certain; or some +other coincidence will be carrying off the rest of my party." Still +with her hand shading her eyes, she remained looking seawards, much in +the same attitude as she had stood at the window a month before. This +time her slight figure showed against the gold of sea and sky. + +"What is that," she asked, "like a mast--yonder and from the +headland?" + +Rick, busy as usual with his knife, did not pause to look. "It _is_ a +mast, Lady Maud. There is a wreck just to the south. Went ashore ever +so long ago, but it is useful still as a sign-post. Up to that spar +the sand is pretty safe--most times. Beyond that--by George! you +should see it when the tide is coming in." + +"Oh! I don't mean the spar close in--yonder, far away." + +He came and stood by her. "A yacht, I think, making, I should say, for +Carbost. Come to carry some of us away, maybe." + +"If it's for me," remarked Eustace, joining them, "I don't intend to +go. This is too good a time to be cut short. I haven't had such a good +one since those old days at Lynmouth, Maud! And you too! Why, you are +looking twice as well as you did--a week ago." There was meaning in +his words; more in his eyes. + +"Fine weather always agrees with me," she replied hastily. "Come, +Rick, let us pick up the tea things and start home." + +Yet in her heart of hearts she knew that Eustace was right. That past +week had been a paradise of relief, and now it came perilously near to +the time when the problem of her life must be faced. She had driven +round it so far, had turned back deliberately when she found it +barring the road, had claimed time to understand the position. What +had she done towards a decision? Nothing! Nothing save bask in the +immediate freedom; rejoice like any child in the fine weather, in +Rick's open adoration, in her cousin's constant companionship. + +As she and the boy walked homewards together, these thoughts came +again and again, whilst her nervous fingers busied themselves +mechanically with the silver ring which he had made for her; a growing +habit of which she was not aware. + +"Does it hurt you?" he asked tenderly. "I can easily alter it, if it +does." + +She shook her head with a faint smile. + +"But I have seen you do that so often lately," he persisted; "perhaps +the inside is not quite smooth. Give it me, please, and I will set it +right by Friday." + +"Don't trouble. If it hurts, I can always take it off; can't I, dear?" +There was a sudden passion in her tone, a kind of pitiful reproach in +her eyes. Rick looked at her, perturbed. + +"But if it hurts--" he began. + +She put out her pretty hand and laid it on his, almost with a +protecting gesture. "Nothing you could do would hurt me, Rick. You +said so the first time we met, and it is true. If it hurts, it is my +own fault." + +"That doesn't make any difference," he replied stoutly. "Let me have +it, please." + +"Not to-day--on Friday, perhaps; _if it hurts_." + +They were standing where the cross-path branched to Eval, waiting for +the others to come up; for Rick's way lay across the moor and she +would be left alone. + +"I believe it does hurt now," he said, still dissatisfied, "and I know +I could set it right. Do let me try." + +"How serious you are!" she cried with a sudden change of mood. "See! I +promise to give it back on Friday if it hurts. It shall be my birthday +present. There!" + +"All right. I'll keep it for yours; then we shall be quits," he said, +laughing. + +When he had left them, Eustace took his place, and Cynthia Strong and +Captain Weeks were certainly the happier for the change. Lady Maud, +likewise, to judge by her light laughter. + +Fast Day rose brilliantly. The clear, crisp sunshine poured in through +the dining-room windows, when, coming down to breakfast, she found her +cousin there, alone. + +"Another lovely day," she said gaily. + +"The last for me," he replied. "That was the yacht yesterday. It has +anchored below the sands, and the captain has strict orders from +Louisa to bring me off dead or alive to-night." He laughed, but there +was a bitter look on his face as he tossed a crumpled letter towards +her. "Catch! that's my warrant of execution." + +Not a very nice letter, but a reasonable one in its way. The weather +was to blame, of course; still, she had asked him to join her many +times and he had not joined her. He had been a month and more at +Roederay and now the equinoctial gales were over, she meant to be off +southwards. If he could not make use of the yacht, he must send it +round to Cowes and make his own arrangements. For her part, she +intended to start for the Mediterranean in ten days. Not the sort of +letter to be disregarded by a husband dependent on the writer for all +save a very moderate settlement. + +"I've told them to have the boat ready at the Grada point at five this +afternoon to take me on board. Perhaps it is better so. This sort of +thing couldn't have gone on much longer." + +She was silent, and the professor, bursting in, ended the tete-a-tete. + +"What a land, or perhaps I should say sea, of surprises this is, to be +sure!" he exclaimed. "The _Clansman_, I am informed by the factor, +whom I met on his way to preaching, will anticipate her time by three +whole days, owing to this Fast and some local market. She takes +Carbost on the out instead of the in trip, and is due to-night, some +time between seven and two in the morning. So I am afraid, my dear +lady, that my delightful visit must come to a somewhat abrupt +conclusion. I propose, therefore, going over--" + +"To Eval House," suggested Eustace. + +"No-o. To the hotel at dusk, so as to be on the spot." + +Lady Maud paled visibly. "And Cynthia! of course she and Captain Weeks +will go too. Ah! what a sudden breakup of our pleasant party!" + +"You had better come with us, dear lady, and so reduce our regrets to +a minimum," cried the professor gallantly. + +But the compliment fell flat. That was the fate of most remarks during +breakfast, so that conversation dwindled to excerpts from Bradshaw's +guide. Captain Weeks, who was generally a stand-by of placid good +nature, was peculiarly low. He had made up his mind, come what might, +to try his fate with Cynthia Strong before leaving, and now, though +still determined, he felt hustled. She, in her turn, knew she had +shilly-shallied in a way unworthy of a Girton girl until her +opportunities of bringing the professor to book had dwindled to three +days; two of them to be spent at sea, where she could not be sure of +herself or him. As for Eustace and Maud, their role in the comedy of +Life had been touched with tragedy for some time past. They felt dimly +that the crisis had come. + +"We have never been to Eilean-a-fa-ash, after all," said Cynthia, +pausing at the window on her way to pack, and looking regretfully to +where the island lay out in the blue sea. + +"I thought we shouldn't," murmured Lady Maud in a low voice; "the +Island of Rest is not for us." + +"It has been within reach all the time. It is so still," replied +Eustace in the same tone. + +"We might have gone this morning if it hadn't been Fast Day," +continued Cynthia, aggrieved. "Couldn't we bribe somebody? I want to +go awfully, and so does the professor." + +"My failure to do so will be the only regret which can possibly mingle +with my memories of Roederay." + +"Can't think why you all want to see it," remarked the captain, +frowning at the professor's complimentary bows. "I went over one +day--yes, I did, Miss Strong--to shoot seals. Didn't get any--worse +luck! But it wasn't a bit pretty. Sand and bones and a stone coffin or +two. The ghillie told me, too, that sometimes, after a north wind, it +was awfully grim. The sand blows off, don't you know, and leaves +skeletons and things. Not at all the place for ladies, don't you +know." + +"I'm sorry to be obliged to differ," retorted Cynthia sharply. "In my +opinion, there are no places where a woman should not be." + +"Nihil continget quod non ornavit," paraphrased the professor. + +The captain's head held itself very high. "Perhaps I am wrong, but I +don't think so. However, as you wish to see it, Miss Strong, I shall +be delighted to row you over in the small boat. Only we must start at +slack tide; that is, about three in the afternoon." + +"Too late, I'm afraid," replied the young lady disconsolately. "We +ought to be starting for the hotel before six; oughtn't we, Maud?" + +"Oh, we could manage it," he went on, seeing in this plan the chance +of the tete-a-tete on which his mind was set. "If the wagonette were +to pick us up at the cross-roads, we should have heaps of time. It +would only be starting two hours earlier,--before the others, I mean." + +"What do you say, professor?" asked Cynthia sweetly. + +Arthur Weeks ground his teeth, and turned away with a murmur about the +boat being heavy. + +"But the professor will row, of course. Every one rows at Oxford. +Indeed, I, for one, think the Oxford style is the best in the world." + +"Then perhaps you will not require my aid. I only learnt off the coast +of Cornwall." + +Cynthia looked at her usually docile adorer in amaze; she did not +understand that the big man had for once thought it worth while to +make up his mind. "But we couldn't go without you," she pleaded quite +meekly. "You see, you have been there before. Ah, no! we couldn't go +without you." + +"If I can be of any use--" said the captain magnificently, and the +sight of his aggrieved but courteous dignity gave Cynthia quite a +pang. + +So it was arranged that, about slack tide, he and the professor should +row to Eilean-a-fa-ash from the boat-house on the north headland, and +afterwards, taking advantage of the full tide and southerly current, +slip down the coast across the sands to meet the wagonette. Eustace +and Maud proposed to start about the same time for Eval House, so that +he might say good-bye to Miss Willina before joining the yacht's boat +at Grada point, whence the carriage, on its return journey, would take +Lady Maud back to Roederay. + +A sombre silence had lain between these two all day, and even when +they were left alone on the terrace watching the others disappear +shorewards, they said nothing for a time. A great stillness seemed to +be in the very air. Not a breath on the water, not a sound on the +moor, not a cloud on the sky. The very house seemed asleep; most of +the servants away for edification or amusement at the preaching, miles +to the south, amongst the peat bogs and heather, singing psalms and +eating peppermint drops, praising the Creator and flirting with the +creature. + +The silence must have reminded Eustace of this fact, for at last he +turned to his companion hastily. "They won't be at Eval, so there is +no use going. Come, Maud! It is the last time we shall be together, I +suppose. Come." + +It was not much to grant, she thought, when she might never see him +again. So they went out together over the moors, down by the little +pools where the water showed their shadows, blended one into the +other, upon the cairns where they sate together, looking out over the +sea. Together, always together, Eustace and she, as it had been at the +beginning. And this was the end, the very end. + +Meanwhile the trio in the boat set forth gaily; the professor very +straight in the back, and with no little style giving the stroke, +whilst Arthur Weeks, gloomily polite, paddled in the bows, debarred +from even a fair sight of his beloved. The full flood-tide lapped at +the furthermost scallop of seaweed on the shingly shore, and touched +the sea-pinks cresting the rocks. + +"Couldn't you pull a leetle harder?" suggested the captain drily, when +the professor paused in a long sentence to take breath. "I don't want +to hustle anybody, but we have only just got time to manage it. We are +making a good deal of leeway, and the channel north is a bit +dangerous." + +Cynthia glanced nervously towards the Pole. "Oh, yes! please, Mr. +Endorwick, pull harder. We can talk when we get to the island." + +Easier said than done. The perspiration poured down the professor's +face, and bow kept her head straight as a die; yet still the boat +failed to respond. + +As they crept along slowly, the channel between the headlands and the +island began to open up, showing the still, oily water which tells of +swift current. + +"We are too far north," said the captain, resting on his oar a moment. +"The tide can't have been quite slack when we started. However, it +doesn't matter; for the current here will take us south in no time." + +The professor pausing too, they drifted idly. + +"That's the landing-place, Miss Strong," went on the speaker. "Yonder, +where the bents almost touch the water, and that square thing behind +is a stone cof--" he paused abruptly. "Why, what the devil! we're +drifting north--due north. By George, we are, though." + +In good sooth they were--drifting north like a feather. + +"North! impossible--the current runs south at flood. Stay--by Heaven, +I remember--Ronald said something about a change at the equinox. +Quick, man alive. Pull, pull hard! Once she gets beyond those rocks, +we will have the dickens and all to keep her out of the eddy. It runs +like a race--higher up--amongst sunken--rocks." + +The last words came in jerks as he set all his strength to the oar. +The boat spun round with the point of the professor's oar as axis; +spun round, drifting as it span. + +"Damn it all!" shouted the man of war busy on the rowlocks. "I beg +your pardon, Miss Strong. Here, man, quick, give me the oar--go +forward--lie down in the bows and keep her keel stiff. Now then, +Cynthia, don't scream, there's a good girl--there's no danger as yet. +Lie down too--then you won't see anything." + +She did lie down ignominiously. Right down at his feet, feeling +that she would be content to enter Paradise clinging to this man's +coat-tails if only that entry was not premature. The whole world, to +her, lay in the strength of those arms, and when, meeting her piteous +eyes, his face relaxed to something like a smile, and he gasped, "All +right--getting along--nicely," she felt once, and for all, that she +loved his little finger better than the whole of that abject figure in +the bows. + +So she crouched, lost in a sort of terrified reliance on him, till +with a queer little sound, half sob, half laugh, he slackened, and +without a pause proceeded to retransfer a pair of rowlocks to the +bows. + +"Now then--professor--if you please--sorry to have--been so +abrupt--but--one manages better sculling--when there's no rudder." The +breaks were caused by his being out of breath. Otherwise he was full +of dignity, and Cynthia Strong broke down suddenly into subdued tears. + +"You had better lie still," he said. "See--here's my coat." He fumbled +it into a pillow with his left hand, as he went on rowing with his +right. "Raise your head, please, so;" and, as he bent over her, he +whispered, "Don't cry, dear, it's all over now." + +What Cynthia Strong did to the hand so near her lips is a dead secret +between those two. The captain's fine flush was doubtless due to his +previous exertions, but why a pillow should have caused a rush of +blood to Cynthia's terror-blanched face, remains a mystery. + +"Don't work so hard, professor!" cried the former gaily. "You +are pulling me round, and we have to get our head towards home. +Eilean-a-fa-ash is out of the question; besides, Miss Strong will be +all the better for a cup of tea. This sort of thing isn't fit for +women." + +And nobody denied it. + + + + + VII + + +A man and a woman looking seawards from Grada point. To the north, the +long curve of sands hidden by the flood-tide. A curve ending in the +low line of Eilean-a-fa-ash, which, viewed from here, seemed as if it +were joined to the mainland. Beyond, the northern headland, whence +Roederay Lodge stood out against the sky. To the south, a coast broken +into little points and bays, with the slender masts of a yacht +standing above a near promontory. + +To the west, a spit of rocks running out into the Atlantic, which once +more lay like a golden garment stretching far as the eye could reach +on either hand. At their feet, a little boat swaying gently against a +bare ledge of rock; for the tide was at the full. + +"Do come," said the man; "you haven't really seen the yacht, and we +can't possibly miss the returning wagonette. I'll send a man to watch, +if you like; then there can be no mistake." + +He did not look at her, but his voice was instinct with passionate +entreaty. + +"But the men may not be here till late." Lady Maud did not look at him +either, yet the same repressed emotion rang in her tone. + +"I can row you. We have only to paddle round those rocks, and the +current will take us right on to the yacht." + +"But the men?" + +"Lazy beggars! let them swim. Besides, they should have been here long +ago; it is past five." + +"Half-past. They have been here and put the stores in the boat." + +"It is we who are late." + +He moved a step closer, impatiently. "What have the men to do with it, +Maud? Don't--don't be childish! What are you afraid of--not of me, +surely?" + +There was a pause. + +"I am afraid of nothing," she said lightly. "Come, it will be pleasant +out on that sunny sea at any rate." + +He steadied the boat for her, and she stepped in. + +"Where to?" he asked, half in jest, when a stroke or two had taken +them from the shadow of the rock into the glitter of the sinking sun, +where they lay bathed in light, the water dripping from the lifted +oars like drops of molten gold. "Why shouldn't we leave everything +behind and set sail for nowhere--anywhere?" + +With his arms resting on the oars, he leant forwards, fixing his dark +eyes on her face. They were full of pity and a great tenderness. + +"You look so nice there, Maud. Take off your hat, dear, and let the +sun shine on your hair as it used to do when you were a girl. If I had +my will, Maud, you should always be in the sunlight; you know that, +don't you?" + +The oars fell into the water softly as he rowed on, whilst she sate +silent, trailing one hand in the water and watching the great big +medusae come pulsating past. + +"How pleasant it must be to drift--like that!" she said half to +herself, and once again the drip, drip, drip, of those golden tears +filled up the silence as the boat swayed idly on the breathing of the +sea. + +"Why shouldn't we drift? There is plenty of time, and God knows ties +enough, as a rule. Grapnels fore and aft and a mud bank under all to +stick upon." + +"Don't talk of that now, Eustace," she broke in hurriedly. "Let +us forget it for this last half hour. Isn't it enough to be +here--together?" + +"Enough for now--" he replied unsteadily; "but for afterwards?" + +"There may be no afterwards." + +He shook his head. "A man never thinks of that. He can't live on +moonshine; or sunshine either. He wants something real; and so do you. +Maud! what will you do when you go back to him?" + +She put out her hand in entreaty with a little cry. "Oh, Eustace! can +you not let me be happy for one short half hour?" + +"Happy, when we are going to part? Happy, when I know what your future +will be? when I know it will be torture to you? Why did you send him +away if it was not because the strain was too great for you to bear?" + +"I--I did not send him away," she faltered. + +"Pshaw! Hooper told me about it--the fool was afraid. Then the wire +came, of course, and there was no need for the other. But you meant +it, Maud. Ah, my darling! don't think I am blaming you--Blame! How +could I blame you save for too much patience? + +"Maud, let us cut the knot! We have made a mistake, both of us; for +you are miserable, and I--I will not bear it. Come--the yacht is +there. Let us go into the sunshine. Come, my darling--see how fate +points the way. We are drifting, drifting--a little more and the +current will take us. Why should you go back to the empty house? the +empty life? Maud! Maud!" + +What does a man say to a woman when he has forgotten everything in the +world save his mad desire to keep her for his own? All that could be +said, in all its tenderness, its passion, and its selfishness, was +hers as the boat drifted and drifted. + +"I am cold!" she said suddenly, giving a little shudder, yet drawing +closer to him. "We shall be too late." + +"Too late to return," he answered joyously. "Oh, Maud, trust me this +once--See, the yacht is close." He turned and gave a quick exclamation +of surprise. Where were they? Not, as he expected, within a stone's +throw of the coast, drifting surely southwards. Here was nothing save +sea, and rising slowly from it on all sides a thin mist, golden in the +sunlight through which, in the far distance, a shadow or two loomed +faint, unrecognized. + +Above them the sky, clear as ever; below them the sea, bright, +pellucid; but between them a gathering curtain which even as he looked +faded from gold to white, from white to grey, as the unseen sun sank +beneath the unseen horizon. + +"It is a sea-haugh," he said lightly; "the wind must have changed to +the north, and the cold condenses the vapour. I have seen them often +after hot weather. But it is all right. We must be close to the yacht, +for we were well in the current when I stopped rowing; and it runs +inshore due south. If I whistle, they must hear and answer." + +But none came, and the sound seemed to return resonant from the mist, +showing that it had not travelled far. So, whistling, shouting, and +rowing, they spent some time in vain, till fear began to invade her +courage. What if they had drifted past? What if they were drifting out +to sea, further and further from safety? He tried to scoff at her +alarm, though his own anxiety grew fast as the mist settled thicker +and thicker till he could not see a yard beyond the bows. Suddenly, +with a grating shock, the boat stopped abruptly, almost throwing them +into each other's arms. His heart seemed to stop also, as he +remembered having heard of sunken rocks in mid channel. + +"We are aground--stay still, I will see." + +He stepped cautiously over the side, one foot into six inches of water +and a shelving bottom, the other into three. Then on to firm dry warm +sand. His laugh of relief was genuine. + +"The adventure is over, Maud. Come! let me help you out. This must be +the mainland; but where, I can't say." + +A difficult question, indeed, to decide with that grey mist curtain +closing in and shutting out all, save a patch or two of bent at their +feet. + +"Stay here a bit," he continued, "and I will explore. Take the +whistle. I won't go beyond its reach or be away long; the road must be +close by." + +It was not, however, and he returned after a time with a clouded face. +"I don't understand it. The sea seems to surround us except in one +direction, and that is all sand and bent. I don't remember any such +point below Grada." + +"Perhaps we are above it," suggested his companion. + +"Quite impossible. The current runs south; a sort of back eddy from +the big stream. That is what brings all the drift to Grada Sands. The +question, however, is what we are to do. Take to the boat again and +punt along the shore till we find a landmark, I should say. Best not +to desert our ships." + +But this again brought a disappointment, and half an hour's rowing, +punting, and towing resulted in nothing. By this time it was almost +dark, the mist gathered denser than ever, and with the approach of +night the north wind rose steadily. + +"The sooner we settle ourselves the better, if we have to camp out, +and it looks like it," said he at last. "Still, if we light a fire, +some one may see it. Anyhow, there are stores and a sail in the boat, +so we shall manage. Cheer up, Maud; imagine we are children again. How +often haven't we pretended to be cast away on a desert island +together, and how happy we were!" + +True enough; yet as she helped him to gather driftwood for the fire, +her thoughts were on the difference between those days and these. And +there was more to them in this mischance than there would have been to +others. What had she meant to do when she stepped into the boat? She +could not tell; only this she knew, that fate seemed to have decided +for her. If the fire brought some one--well and good. If not, why then +Eustace and she had gone adrift. That question was settled forever. + +She sate feeding the fire, whilst he foraged for eatables in the boat, +and each stick seemed to her another doubt dispelled. How they flamed +and crackled and sparkled, as driftwood does out of sheer joy in +burning. Yet no one came--no one. + +Later on, with the tenderness which was a fierce delight to her, he +found her what shelter he could on that bare waste of bent and +shingle; though it was only a nook, backed on the windy side by a +rough slab of rock half embedded in the sand. Still it was dry and +warm, and with the boat's sail wrapped round her, and her feet towards +a freshly built fire, she could lean back comfortably and defy some of +the growing cold and rising wind. She sate watching him silently as he +sate by the fire, turning every now and again to assure himself of her +comfort or tuck the sail, loosened by the wind, round her more +closely. + +Suddenly, during one of these ministrations, her eye caught the +sparkle of dewdrops on his coat, and she stretched out her delicate +hand to touch his sleeve. It was quite wet. + +"There is plenty of room for you here, Eustace," she said quietly, +"and the sail will cover us if we sit close together. I--I must not +begin by being selfish." Then her calm gave way. "Oh, Eustace! +Eustace! we must love each other very dearly or I shall die of shame." + +Something in the almost despairing surrender to fate roused the best +part in his nature. He drew her head on to his shoulder and kissed her +gently. + +"Good-night, dear. Go to sleep if you can. I'll watch the fire." + +She gave a little shivering sob and clung to him. All was settled now; +she had taken her life into her own hands; the struggle was over, and +he was a haven of rest--a haven of rest. Her thoughts went no further +than that, for she was utterly wearied out; but as he sate beside her, +his mind went far afield into the afterwards which he had claimed as +his right; and more than once as she stirred in the uneasy sleep into +which she had fallen, he bent over her again and kissed her. She was +his; the past was at an end; scruples must come later if they came at +all. He had foreseen this ending from the beginning; perhaps he +had tried to escape from it; perhaps he had not. This much was +certain,--the stars had fought for him, and she was his. The wind +swept steadily round them, but, safe sheltered as she was, he +feared no harm, and when the dawn came their troubles would all be +over--forever. + +So sheltering her, as morning approached he, too, fell into a doze, +and the fire, deprived of fuel, sank by degrees to a heap of +smouldering ashes. Then the chill which comes before the day sought +them out even in each other's arms, and brought to both a vague, +surprised consciousness of their surroundings. Where were they? What +had happened? With eyes still full of sleep and dreams, she saw the +grey mist hanging round them--the ashes of the fire which had burnt so +bravely last night. Last night! Great God, how came she there? + +"Eustace!" she cried, starting up wildly, one hand finding aid from +the slab of rock behind her. Her pretty hair was damp with dew, her +face flushed where it had rested on his shoulder. + +For answer he caught her to him and covered her face with passionate +kisses. He, too, was fresh from sleep and dreams,--dreams of the +hereafter. And now the day had come, and yonder, where the mist showed +lightest, the sun was rising. + +"Oh, no! no!" she panted, struggling to escape. + +"Maud!"--his tone was full of surprised reproach as he fell back a +step,--"what is it? What have I done?" + +"What have _I_ done?" she echoed swiftly. "I can't remember! Oh, God! +what's that?" Her voice rose to a shriek; she clung to him +convulsively with one hand while her eyes fixed themselves on the +stone slab which had sheltered her--and him. + +The north wind had done work during the night, and the embedded slab +was clear now; more than clear. It formed part of a stone coffin +whence the wind had driven the sand, leaving the contents exposed to +view. Only a few bones, but, backed by the drifted sand, they still +kept the semblance of a skeleton sitting staring out into the mist. + +Eustace Gordon recoiled--the best of men would have done so much in +such a situation; then memory aided him. + +"It is Eilean-a-fa-ash, Maud--Eilean-a-varai--you remember. We must +have drifted north somehow. Don't look so scared, my darling. It is +only Eilean-a-fa-ash--the Island of Rest--that is all." + +She did not heed him; her eyes, full of an almost insane terror, +were fastened on the fleshless hand which lay so near--oh! God in +heaven!--so near her own as it clutched the side of the coffin. + +"The ring," she whispered. "Look! look--the ring, my ring, my ring." + +Yes! on the dead as on the living hand he saw the ring with its +legend, "Beautiful, constant, chaste." A chill came over even his +passion; yet he turned to her with sudden petulance. + +"Well! what then?--you know whence it must have come, what it must +have been from the beginning, I suppose. Come! let us leave these +horrors, let us leave the past and be sensible. Come, Maud." + +She gave him one look,--a look he never forgot,--and with a cry of +"Rick's ring! Rick's ring!" broke from him and disappeared into the +mist. + +"Maud! Maud! don't be silly! Maud! where are you going? For God's +sake, Maud! come back. The mist--the sea--are you mad? Maud! Maud!" + +Then he, too, was blotted out, and the growing light of day found +nothing human there save the bones of a woman who had been loved. +Nothing but that and the ashes of a fire which had gone out. + +"Maud! Maud!" The cry hit on the mist and came echoing back to him, +as, following her faint footsteps, he pursued her. Once looming +through the fog he thought he saw her pausing as for breath, but his +passionate entreaty for her to wait for him, his eager reminder that +he was Eustace--Eustace, her lover--brought no response. Did he +imagine a faint cry as if she started off in renewed alarm, or was it +only some sea-bird hidden in the mist, uttering its plaintive note? + +He brought himself up suddenly with a gasp of horrid fears as his feet +gave way beneath him--deeper? deeper? No! that was right: firm ground +once more, but where was he? Where were those faint footmarks leading +him? + +"Maud! Come back! It is not safe!" Still he went on. Not safe, indeed! +He floundered desperately for a moment, and then stood with laboured +breath and a dew of deadly fear on his face, looking round him. The +sun rising steadily had, by this time, turned the mist into a golden +haze, through which he could see that a few seaweed-hung boulders had +been gathered to a heap whence sprang a cross-shaped post. It must be +a ford--the sea ford to Eilean-a-fa-ash. That way then lay safety, for +a few hours; but which way had she gone? He stooped to see, with fear +for her and for himself fighting with his love. Then he stood up, pale +as death. "Maud! Come back. Maud! I will not hurt you." Surely, surely +there was an answering cry. The relief seemed to blind him, deafen +him. + +"Here! Here! where are you? It is I!" + +The next instant Rick Halmar was beside him, fiercely imperative. +"Where is she? Where is she?" + +Eustace Gordon looked at the eager boyish face stupidly, and faltered, +"She was afraid--she ran away. I don't know why. Call her. She might +come to you. Call her." + +Those bright blue eyes seemed to pierce him through and through, +before they sought the ground. There was not much to be seen; only the +print of a woman's foot in the sand, a foot going south; due south. + +"Coward!" + +The word rang out clear from the golden mist like a voice from heaven, +and Eustace Gordon was left standing alone beside the cross pointing +towards safety. Rick Halmar had gone south; due south. + + + + + VIII + + +Then a new cry beat itself upon the curtain of mist: "Lady Maud! Lady +Maud! it is I--Rick! Rick Halmar." And the boy's voice reached further +than the man's, as moment by moment the sea-haugh lightened, softened, +rose, until it seemed no more than a golden halo round the climbing +sun. + +"It is I--Rick! Rick Halmar." + +His hands clenched tighter and tighter as he ran. To Eustace the +danger had been uncertain, unreal, but Rick knew every inch of the +ground, and knew that each step left hope further behind. Already his +accustomed ear had caught the curious whispering hush with which the +land gives way before the sea. And he knew what that meant on Grada +Sands. Firm foothold for a second and then a shivering and murmuring +sliding gulf. Oh, horrible, most horrible to think of her. + +"Lady Maud! it is I--Rick, only Rick." + +The thought came to him suddenly that it was his birthday. She had +promised to give him something. Ah! fate could not be so cruel on his +birthday of all days in the year! Foolish irrational thought which +somehow brought him comfort as his keen eyes sought a sign and found +nothing but those shining footsteps, whence the water filtered even as +he sped past them. Thank Heaven for so much! since it showed that the +tide was still far off; that as yet there was time. Lighter and +lighter too! Soon he might be able to see her, ghostlike, through the +mist, or at least judge the distance of that creeping line of foam +which, still unseen, and still, he hoped fiercely, far, far off, yet +seemed to occupy his every thought, to fill his memory. Tortuous like +a snake, with the snake's low hiss as it curled along the quivering +sand. Suddenly his heart stood still, for there out of the golden mist +grew the tall black spar of the old wreck with its message of warning: +"Pretty safe so far, most times; beyond that--" The recollection of +his own careless words prompted another cry. + +"My lady--my dearest lady. It is I, Rick--only Rick." + +What was that on the sand--blotting the yellow sand just below the +spar? A stone? seaweed? No--that was a woman's dress; she was there, +face downwards on the sand, fallen insensible perhaps--but saved. +Thank God! saved. He stumbled in his mad haste to reach her. Was it a +stumble, or had his foot broken through the firmer crust? Again, this +time both feet. Could he have come so far, so close, only to fail? +Impossible! Then beneath him he felt a tremor, the first slight tremor +heralding the dissolution of dry land. With the sudden resolve which, +in time of danger, separates one man from his fellow, decisively, +absolutely, to the utter annihilation of all cant about equality, he +put all his strength into one bold leap forward. The next instant he +was clinging to the spar like a monkey, or a sailor. The tremor +passed; the sand settled once more with a low gurgling murmur, +proclaiming the back draw of the wave still hidden by the haze. +Cautiously he tried one foot beyond the single plank between him and +destruction. Hopeless, even if he stood still, and to reach her he +must take a step or two. Again the tremor came,--the shifting, sliding +sparkle of the sand-grains as they parted,--and the figure lying with +its face hidden, resting on the right arm, sank a little. Only a very +little; yet still it sank. He had come prepared for danger, with a +rope wound about his waist; and almost with his first foothold on the +wreck, his hands had been busy with the coil even while his thoughts +and eyes were elsewhere. A bight here, a bend there, and it was fast +as sailor's lore could make it, to the spars and to his body. No! not +there; for it had to be doubled to bear the strain, and he could not +afford to lose an inch. So, tight over one shoulder with a treble +twist round his outstretched arm. That would not give way unless it +tore the arm from its socket; and then the rope, being high up on the +spar, would give him greater purchase when the time came for strength. +How long these thoughts, these actions, seemed to take; yet he could +not spare one of them even though, with a soft, swishing rush, the +hidden enemy made another sally. This time lingering half a moment +round that figure on the sand as if to gain a firmer hold upon it. +Perhaps! but not so firm as his would be. Now he was ready! With a +swing backwards and forwards to gain additional impetus, the rope +coiled loosely so as not to drag, he leapt clear of the wreck towards +her. An instant's doubt, and he had her by the hand, the left hand, +which lay stretched on the sand as she had fallen. How cold it was! +Could she be dead? But the horror of the thought was forgotten in +fight; for now, with the same chuckling sound as if the devils below +were laughing at him, came the back draw. Not an inch, not a quarter +to be yielded, come what might. The rope, despite his bitter clench +upon its strands, cut deep into his arm; it seemed as if a red-hot +iron pierced his shoulder, as the sinews strained to their uttermost. +Ah! that was a relief, but her weight was heavier surely, and that +meant less stable support. Hanging as he was, by one arm,--the other +outstretched to keep his hold on her,--he could see nothing save the +unsteady sand closing round him. He seemed to feel nothing save the +little cold hand in his. It was now or never. Grasping the rope as +high as he could reach, he put out his whole strength, hoping to move +her but an inch nearer to him. Hopeless; and the back draw, coming on +him unawares, found him, as it were, on the rack, and seized its +opportunity. He set his teeth and endured. How, he never knew, but +when the agony passed, a dew, like that of death, was on his face, and +he hung nerveless, helpless, save for the desperate resolve to keep +his hold--to keep her hand in his. The wave again. Little bubbles this +time, as if some one was drowning close by. Ah! if he could only see +her, even though it was to see her gripped in that pulsating horror! + +"Maud! it is I--only Rick." The cry came from him as he hung on +the rack once more. Perhaps, if he could keep his hold, the coming +tide would slacken that grip--it might--it must. How far had she +sunk--already? Had the golden head disappeared? Was there nothing +left save the little cold hand where he could feel the ring--his +ring--slipping under his clasp? Ah! there was the wave again--surging +in his ears, whispering, whispering, whispering, surely of some +far-off country, of a great rest, and peace, and forgetfulness. + + + * * * * * + + +Rick Halmar hung limp upon the rope. Nature had stepped in; her +patience was exhausted, she would have no more heroism, no more delay. +Those two hands had held each other long enough. The time had come for +them to part quietly, peacefully. Not in a moment, but gradually, as +if even in unconsciousness the spirit strove against the flesh, those +slender fingers slipped through the strong ones. Slipped and slipped, +till, with a little jerk, Rick's hand closed upon itself, and fell +back inert, while the other, still stretched in mute appeal, sank +slowly into the sand. + +The sun, having escaped from its halo, saw the deed done, and smiled +down upon the sight cheerfully. Only a boy with a birthday present in +his hand. Only one more woman loved and lost. What was that to weep +over? A wheeling gull, sweeping by on broad white wings, suggested +sympathy, but, in reality, it came to see if the deed portended food +for its young ones. There were no other spectators. Had there been, +they would have been so occupied by vain attempts to aid, that the +essence of it all would have escaped them. Such things are better told +than witnessed. + + + * * * * * + + +So thought Miss Willina when, three weeks afterwards, Rick, with his +left arm still in a sling, tried to make her understand it was not his +fault. He wore the silver ring on his right hand; they had found it +there tight clasped when, set on the track by Eustace Gordon, they +came in a boat to the rescue. Just too late to do more than release +Rick from a torture none the less painful afterwards because it was +unfelt at the time. Perhaps, with her older eyes, Miss Willina saw +further into the blame than he did; but she said nothing. + +So Rick kept the ring, with its legend "Beautiful, constant, chaste," +as his birthday present. He did not even give it to his wife. It +belonged, he said, to the most perfect woman he had ever seen, and +when people suggested the propriety of this being a euphonism for the +one he had chosen as his life-companion, he shook his head with a +smile. + +Nevertheless, Miss Willina was not silent of blame. She poured vials +of it on her own head for having neglected a clear duty. If she had +only insisted on the other devil being burnt as well, this terrible +thing might not have come to pass. Anyhow, she would go over to the +deserted Lodge without delay, and destroy the wicked idol, lest it +should do more harm. + +"Let me come too," said Rick in a low voice. + +This time Miss Willina did not meet his request with the query, "Was +she so pretty as all that, dear?" Indeed, the memory of those words +choked her. + +So Rick went for the first time into the little sanctum where Lady +Maud had stood adrift at the window. The image was still on the +mantelpiece, and he started at the sight of it. "Aunt Will!" he cried +in quick, half-alarmed tones, "I never made that--it is not my work." + +It was not. The professor had been right for once, when he called it a +genuine savage conception of fate, brought thither by the Gulf Stream. + +Rick took it up in his hands and looked at it curiously. "I wonder," +he said, half to himself, "if things would have been different." Then, +with a sort of appeal, he turned to Miss Willina. "Aunt Will--you +don't really believe--all that rubbish--do you?" + +Her answer was decisive. She took the image from him, and marched off +with it to Kirsty's peat fire. + +So that was an end of the tragic comedy of Roederay. When Rick set off +to sail the seas, all the actors in it had disappeared, save Miss +Willina in the windblown Noah's Ark at Eval. + +Will Lockhart came back the next summer, and painted a picture of +Eilean-a-fa-ash, with a golden sea-haugh hanging over drifted sand, +and the skeleton of a hand showing from a stone coffin. It was +gruesome and morbid; so it was much admired by the Gulf Stream of +society in the Royal Academy. Miss Willina, however, still refused to +find entertainment in a magic lantern. The past was sacred, she said, +and no good ever came in disbelieving in it. Besides, what would +become of her animals? + +He came again the next summer, bringing with him a tale about the +"flusteration midst the bastes of all creation," which followed on the +introduction of the "Spirit of fell Denial into the Ark," whereat they +both laughed. + +And that year he sent a picture to the Royal Academy, which a few +critics admired. But then, it was only the portrait of a middle-aged +woman with a sick gosling on her lap, and half a dozen zoological +specimens grouped around her. Yet you could almost feel the northwest +wind which was ruffling the coils of hair, and smell the fresh, salt, +wholesome breeze which had swept the sand from those dead fingers at +Eilean-a-fa-ash. It was the other side of the picture; but it did not +suit the public taste so well. _Chacun a son gout_. + + + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of In the Tideway, by Flora Annie Steel + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK IN THE TIDEWAY *** + +***** This file should be named 39847.txt or 39847.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/3/9/8/4/39847/ + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by +Google Books (New York Public Library) + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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