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-Transcribed from the 1907 J. M. Dent edition by David Price, email ccx074@coventry.ac.uk.&nbsp;
-Extra proofing by Margaret Price.<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-CRANFORD<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-CHAPTER I - OUR SOCIETY<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-In the first place, Cranford is in possession of the Amazons; all the
-holders of houses above a certain rent are women.&nbsp; If a married
-couple come to settle in the town, somehow the gentleman disappears;
-he is either fairly frightened to death by being the only man in the
-Cranford evening parties, or he is accounted for by being with his regiment,
-his ship, or closely engaged in business all the week in the great neighbouring
-commercial town of Drumble, distant only twenty miles on a railroad.&nbsp;
-In short, whatever does become of the gentlemen, they are not at Cranford.&nbsp;
-What could they do if they were there?&nbsp; The surgeon has his round
-of thirty miles, and sleeps at Cranford; but every man cannot be a surgeon.&nbsp;
-For keeping the trim gardens full of choice flowers without a weed to
-speck them; for frightening away little boys who look wistfully at the
-said flowers through the railings; for rushing out at the geese that
-occasionally venture in to the gardens if the gates are left open; for
-deciding all questions of literature and politics without troubling
-themselves with unnecessary reasons or arguments; for obtaining clear
-and correct knowledge of everybody&rsquo;s affairs in the parish; for
-keeping their neat maid-servants in admirable order; for kindness (somewhat
-dictatorial) to the poor, and real tender good offices to each other
-whenever they are in distress, the ladies of Cranford are quite sufficient.&nbsp;
-&ldquo;A man,&rdquo; as one of them observed to me once, &ldquo;is <i>so</i>
-in the way in the house!&rdquo;&nbsp; Although the ladies of Cranford
-know all each other&rsquo;s proceedings, they are exceedingly indifferent
-to each other&rsquo;s opinions.&nbsp; Indeed, as each has her own individuality,
-not to say eccentricity, pretty strongly developed, nothing is so easy
-as verbal retaliation; but, somehow, good-will reigns among them to
-a considerable degree.<br>
-<br>
-The Cranford ladies have only an occasional little quarrel, spirited
-out in a few peppery words and angry jerks of the head; just enough
-to prevent the even tenor of their lives from becoming too flat.&nbsp;
-Their dress is very independent of fashion; as they observe, &ldquo;What
-does it signify how we dress here at Cranford, where everybody knows
-us?&rdquo;&nbsp; And if they go from home, their reason is equally cogent,
-&ldquo;What does it signify how we dress here, where nobody knows us?&rdquo;&nbsp;
-The materials of their clothes are, in general, good and plain, and
-most of them are nearly as scrupulous as Miss Tyler, of cleanly memory;
-but I will answer for it, the last gigot, the last tight and scanty
-petticoat in wear in England, was seen in Cranford - and seen without
-a smile.<br>
-<br>
-I can testify to a magnificent family red silk umbrella, under which
-a gentle little spinster, left alone of many brothers and sisters, used
-to patter to church on rainy days.&nbsp; Have you any red silk umbrellas
-in London?&nbsp; We had a tradition of the first that had ever been
-seen in Cranford; and the little boys mobbed it, and called it &ldquo;a
-stick in petticoats.&rdquo;&nbsp; It might have been the very red silk
-one I have described, held by a strong father over a troop of little
-ones; the poor little lady - the survivor of all - could scarcely carry
-it.<br>
-<br>
-Then there were rules and regulations for visiting and calls; and they
-were announced to any young people who might be staying in the town,
-with all the solemnity with which the old Manx laws were read once a
-year on the Tinwald Mount.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Our friends have sent to inquire how you are after your journey
-to-night, my dear&rdquo; (fifteen miles in a gentleman&rsquo;s carriage);
-&ldquo;they will give you some rest to-morrow, but the next day, I have
-no doubt, they will call; so be at liberty after twelve - from twelve
-to three are our calling hours.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Then, after they had called -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;It is the third day; I dare say your mamma has told you, my dear,
-never to let more than three days elapse between receiving a call and
-returning it; and also, that you are never to stay longer than a quarter
-of an hour.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;But am I to look at my watch?&nbsp; How am I to find out when
-a quarter of an hour has passed?&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;You must keep thinking about the time, my dear, and not allow
-yourself to forget it in conversation.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-As everybody had this rule in their minds, whether they received or
-paid a call, of course no absorbing subject was ever spoken about.&nbsp;
-We kept ourselves to short sentences of small talk, and were punctual
-to our time.<br>
-<br>
-I imagine that a few of the gentlefolks of Cranford were poor, and had
-some difficulty in making both ends meet; but they were like the Spartans,
-and concealed their smart under a smiling face.&nbsp; We none of us
-spoke of money, because that subject savoured of commerce and trade,
-and though some might be poor, we were all aristocratic.&nbsp; The Cranfordians
-had that kindly <i>esprit de corps</i> which made them overlook all
-deficiencies in success when some among them tried to conceal their
-poverty.&nbsp; When Mrs Forrester, for instance, gave a party in her
-baby-house of a dwelling, and the little maiden disturbed the ladies
-on the sofa by a request that she might get the tea-tray out from underneath,
-everyone took this novel proceeding as the most natural thing in the
-world, and talked on about household forms and ceremonies as if we all
-believed that our hostess had a regular servants&rsquo; hall, second
-table, with housekeeper and steward, instead of the one little charity-school
-maiden, whose short ruddy arms could never have been strong enough to
-carry the tray upstairs, if she had not been assisted in private by
-her mistress, who now sat in state, pretending not to know what cakes
-were sent up, though she knew, and we knew, and she knew that we knew,
-and we knew that she knew that we knew, she had been busy all the morning
-making tea-bread and sponge-cakes.<br>
-<br>
-There were one or two consequences arising from this general but unacknowledged
-poverty, and this very much acknowledged gentility, which were not amiss,
-and which might be introduced into many circles of society to their
-great improvement.&nbsp; For instance, the inhabitants of Cranford kept
-early hours, and clattered home in their pattens, under the guidance
-of a lantern-bearer, about nine o&rsquo;clock at night; and the whole
-town was abed and asleep by half-past ten.&nbsp; Moreover, it was considered
-&ldquo;vulgar&rdquo; (a tremendous word in Cranford) to give anything
-expensive, in the way of eatable or drinkable, at the evening entertainments.&nbsp;
-Wafer bread-and-butter and sponge-biscuits were all that the Honourable
-Mrs Jamieson gave; and she was sister-in-law to the late Earl of Glenmire,
-although she did practise such &ldquo;elegant economy.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Elegant economy!&rdquo;&nbsp; How naturally one falls back into
-the phraseology of Cranford!&nbsp; There, economy was always &ldquo;elegant,&rdquo;
-and money-spending always &ldquo;vulgar and ostentatious&rdquo;; a sort
-of sour-grapeism which made us very peaceful and satisfied.&nbsp; I
-never shall forget the dismay felt when a certain Captain Brown came
-to live at Cranford, and openly spoke about his being poor - not in
-a whisper to an intimate friend, the doors and windows being previously
-closed, but in the public street! in a loud military voice! alleging
-his poverty as a reason for not taking a particular house.&nbsp; The
-ladies of Cranford were already rather moaning over the invasion of
-their territories by a man and a gentleman.&nbsp; He was a half-pay
-captain, and had obtained some situation on a neighbouring railroad,
-which had been vehemently petitioned against by the little town; and
-if, in addition to his masculine gender, and his connection with the
-obnoxious railroad, he was so brazen as to talk of being poor - why,
-then, indeed, he must be sent to Coventry.&nbsp; Death was as true and
-as common as poverty; yet people never spoke about that, loud out in
-the streets.&nbsp; It was a word not to be mentioned to ears polite.&nbsp;
-We had tacitly agreed to ignore that any with whom we associated on
-terms of visiting equality could ever be prevented by poverty from doing
-anything that they wished.&nbsp; If we walked to or from a party, it
-was because the night was <i>so</i> fine, or the air <i>so</i> refreshing,
-not because sedan-chairs were expensive.&nbsp; If we wore prints, instead
-of summer silks, it was because we preferred a washing material; and
-so on, till we blinded ourselves to the vulgar fact that we were, all
-of us, people of very moderate means.&nbsp; Of course, then, we did
-not know what to make of a man who could speak of poverty as if it was
-not a disgrace.&nbsp; Yet, somehow, Captain Brown made himself respected
-in Cranford, and was called upon, in spite of all resolutions to the
-contrary.&nbsp; I was surprised to hear his opinions quoted as authority
-at a visit which I paid to Cranford about a year after he had settled
-in the town.&nbsp; My own friends had been among the bitterest opponents
-of any proposal to visit the Captain and his daughters, only twelve
-months before; and now he was even admitted in the tabooed hours before
-twelve.&nbsp; True, it was to discover the cause of a smoking chimney,
-before the fire was lighted; but still Captain Brown walked upstairs,
-nothing daunted, spoke in a voice too large for the room, and joked
-quite in the way of a tame man about the house.&nbsp; He had been blind
-to all the small slights, and omissions of trivial ceremonies, with
-which he had been received.&nbsp; He had been friendly, though the Cranford
-ladies had been cool; he had answered small sarcastic compliments in
-good faith; and with his manly frankness had overpowered all the shrinking
-which met him as a man who was not ashamed to be poor.&nbsp; And, at
-last, his excellent masculine common sense, and his facility in devising
-expedients to overcome domestic dilemmas, had gained him an extraordinary
-place as authority among the Cranford ladies.&nbsp; He himself went
-on in his course, as unaware of his popularity as he had been of the
-reverse; and I am sure he was startled one day when he found his advice
-so highly esteemed as to make some counsel which he had given in jest
-to be taken in sober, serious earnest.<br>
-<br>
-It was on this subject: An old lady had an Alderney cow, which she looked
-upon as a daughter.&nbsp; You could not pay the short quarter of an
-hour call without being told of the wonderful milk or wonderful intelligence
-of this animal.&nbsp; The whole town knew and kindly regarded Miss Betsy
-Barker&rsquo;s Alderney; therefore great was the sympathy and regret
-when, in an unguarded moment, the poor cow tumbled into a lime-pit.&nbsp;
-She moaned so loudly that she was soon heard and rescued; but meanwhile
-the poor beast had lost most of her hair, and came out looking naked,
-cold, and miserable, in a bare skin.&nbsp; Everybody pitied the animal,
-though a few could not restrain their smiles at her droll appearance.&nbsp;
-Miss Betsy Barker absolutely cried with sorrow and dismay; and it was
-said she thought of trying a bath of oil.&nbsp; This remedy, perhaps,
-was recommended by some one of the number whose advice she asked; but
-the proposal, if ever it was made, was knocked on the head by Captain
-Brown&rsquo;s decided &ldquo;Get her a flannel waistcoat and flannel
-drawers, ma&rsquo;am, if you wish to keep her alive.&nbsp; But my advice
-is, kill the poor creature at once.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Miss Betsy Barker dried her eyes, and thanked the Captain heartily;
-she set to work, and by-and-by all the town turned out to see the Alderney
-meekly going to her pasture, clad in dark grey flannel.&nbsp; I have
-watched her myself many a time.&nbsp; Do you ever see cows dressed in
-grey flannel in London?<br>
-<br>
-Captain Brown had taken a small house on the outskirts of the town,
-where he lived with his two daughters.&nbsp; He must have been upwards
-of sixty at the time of the first visit I paid to Cranford after I had
-left it as a residence.&nbsp; But he had a wiry, well-trained, elastic
-figure, a stiff military throw-back of his head, and a springing step,
-which made him appear much younger than he was.&nbsp; His eldest daughter
-looked almost as old as himself, and betrayed the fact that his real
-was more than his apparent age.&nbsp; Miss Brown must have been forty;
-she had a sickly, pained, careworn expression on her face, and looked
-as if the gaiety of youth had long faded out of sight.&nbsp; Even when
-young she must have been plain and hard-featured.&nbsp; Miss Jessie
-Brown was ten years younger than her sister, and twenty shades prettier.&nbsp;
-Her face was round and dimpled.&nbsp; Miss Jenkyns once said, in a passion
-against Captain Brown (the cause of which I will tell you presently),
-&ldquo;that she thought it was time for Miss Jessie to leave off her
-dimples, and not always to be trying to look like a child.&rdquo;&nbsp;
-It was true there was something childlike in her face; and there will
-be, I think, till she dies, though she should live to a hundred.&nbsp;
-Her eyes were large blue wondering eyes, looking straight at you; her
-nose was unformed and snub, and her lips were red and dewy; she wore
-her hair, too, in little rows of curls, which heightened this appearance.&nbsp;
-I do not know whether she was pretty or not; but I liked her face, and
-so did everybody, and I do not think she could help her dimples.&nbsp;
-She had something of her father&rsquo;s jauntiness of gait and manner;
-and any female observer might detect a slight difference in the attire
-of the two sisters - that of Miss Jessie being about two pounds per
-annum more expensive than Miss Brown&rsquo;s.&nbsp; Two pounds was a
-large sum in Captain Brown&rsquo;s annual disbursements.<br>
-<br>
-Such was the impression made upon me by the Brown family when I first
-saw them all together in Cranford Church.&nbsp; The Captain I had met
-before - on the occasion of the smoky chimney, which he had cured by
-some simple alteration in the flue.&nbsp; In church, he held his double
-eye-glass to his eyes during the Morning Hymn, and then lifted up his
-head erect and sang out loud and joyfully.&nbsp; He made the responses
-louder than the clerk - an old man with a piping feeble voice, who,
-I think, felt aggrieved at the Captain&rsquo;s sonorous bass, and quivered
-higher and higher in consequence.<br>
-<br>
-On coming out of church, the brisk Captain paid the most gallant attention
-to his two daughters.<br>
-<br>
-He nodded and smiled to his acquaintances; but he shook hands with none
-until he had helped Miss Brown to unfurl her umbrella, had relieved
-her of her prayer-book, and had waited patiently till she, with trembling
-nervous hands, had taken up her gown to walk through the wet roads.<br>
-<br>
-I wonder what the Cranford ladies did with Captain Brown at their parties.&nbsp;
-We had often rejoiced, in former days, that there was no gentleman to
-be attended to, and to find conversation for, at the card-parties.&nbsp;
-We had congratulated ourselves upon the snugness of the evenings; and,
-in our love for gentility, and distaste of mankind, we had almost persuaded
-ourselves that to be a man was to be &ldquo;vulgar&rdquo;; so that when
-I found my friend and hostess, Miss Jenkyns, was going to have a party
-in my honour, and that Captain and the Miss Browns were invited, I wondered
-much what would be the course of the evening.&nbsp; Card-tables, with
-green baize tops, were set out by daylight, just as usual; it was the
-third week in November, so the evenings closed in about four.&nbsp;
-Candles, and clean packs of cards, were arranged on each table.&nbsp;
-The fire was made up; the neat maid-servant had received her last directions;
-and there we stood, dressed in our best, each with a candle-lighter
-in our hands, ready to dart at the candles as soon as the first knock
-came.&nbsp; Parties in Cranford were solemn festivities, making the
-ladies feel gravely elated as they sat together in their best dresses.&nbsp;
-As soon as three had arrived, we sat down to &ldquo;Preference,&rdquo;
-I being the unlucky fourth.&nbsp; The next four comers were put down
-immediately to another table; and presently the tea-trays, which I had
-seen set out in the store-room as I passed in the morning, were placed
-each on the middle of a card-table.&nbsp; The china was delicate egg-shell;
-the old-fashioned silver glittered with polishing; but the eatables
-were of the slightest description.&nbsp; While the trays were yet on
-the tables, Captain and the Miss Browns came in; and I could see that,
-somehow or other, the Captain was a favourite with all the ladies present.&nbsp;
-Ruffled brows were smoothed, sharp voices lowered at his approach.&nbsp;
-Miss Brown looked ill, and depressed almost to gloom.&nbsp; Miss Jessie
-smiled as usual, and seemed nearly as popular as her father.&nbsp; He
-immediately and quietly assumed the man&rsquo;s place in the room; attended
-to every one&rsquo;s wants, lessened the pretty maid-servant&rsquo;s
-labour by waiting on empty cups and bread-and-butterless ladies; and
-yet did it all in so easy and dignified a manner, and so much as if
-it were a matter of course for the strong to attend to the weak, that
-he was a true man throughout.&nbsp; He played for threepenny points
-with as grave an interest as if they had been pounds; and yet, in all
-his attention to strangers, he had an eye on his suffering daughter
-- for suffering I was sure she was, though to many eyes she might only
-appear to be irritable.&nbsp; Miss Jessie could not play cards: but
-she talked to the sitters-out, who, before her coming, had been rather
-inclined to be cross.&nbsp; She sang, too, to an old cracked piano,
-which I think had been a spinet in its youth.&nbsp; Miss Jessie sang,
-&ldquo;Jock of Hazeldean&rdquo; a little out of tune; but we were none
-of us musical, though Miss Jenkyns beat time, out of time, by way of
-appearing to be so.<br>
-<br>
-It was very good of Miss Jenkyns to do this; for I had seen that, a
-little before, she had been a good deal annoyed by Miss Jessie Brown&rsquo;s
-unguarded admission (<i>&agrave; propos</i> of Shetland wool) that she
-had an uncle, her mother&rsquo;s brother, who was a shop-keeper in Edinburgh.&nbsp;
-Miss Jenkyns tried to drown this confession by a terrible cough - for
-the Honourable Mrs Jamieson was sitting at a card-table nearest Miss
-Jessie, and what would she say or think if she found out she was in
-the same room with a shop-keeper&rsquo;s niece!&nbsp; But Miss Jessie
-Brown (who had no tact, as we all agreed the next morning) <i>would</i>
-repeat the information, and assure Miss Pole she could easily get her
-the identical Shetland wool required, &ldquo;through my uncle, who has
-the best assortment of Shetland goods of any one in Edinbro&rsquo;.&rdquo;&nbsp;
-It was to take the taste of this out of our mouths, and the sound of
-this out of our ears, that Miss Jenkyns proposed music; so I say again,
-it was very good of her to beat time to the song.<br>
-<br>
-When the trays re-appeared with biscuits and wine, punctually at a quarter
-to nine, there was conversation, comparing of cards, and talking over
-tricks; but by-and-by Captain Brown sported a bit of literature.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Have you seen any numbers of &lsquo;The Pickwick Papers&rsquo;?&rdquo;
-said he.&nbsp; (They we&rsquo;re then publishing in parts.)&nbsp; &ldquo;Capital
-thing!&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Now Miss Jenkyns was daughter of a deceased rector of Cranford; and,
-on the strength of a number of manuscript sermons, and a pretty good
-library of divinity, considered herself literary, and looked upon any
-conversation about books as a challenge to her.&nbsp; So she answered
-and said, &ldquo;Yes, she had seen them; indeed, she might say she had
-read them.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;And what do you think of them?&rdquo; exclaimed Captain Brown.&nbsp;
-&ldquo;Aren&rsquo;t they famously good?&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-So urged Miss Jenkyns could not but speak.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I must say, I don&rsquo;t think they are by any means equal to
-Dr Johnson.&nbsp; Still, perhaps, the author is young.&nbsp; Let him
-persevere, and who knows what he may become if he will take the great
-Doctor for his model?&rdquo;&nbsp; This was evidently too much for Captain
-Brown to take placidly; and I saw the words on the tip of his tongue
-before Miss Jenkyns had finished her sentence.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;It is quite a different sort of thing, my dear madam,&rdquo;
-he began.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I am quite aware of that,&rdquo; returned she.&nbsp; &ldquo;And
-I make allowances, Captain Brown.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Just allow me to read you a scene out of this month&rsquo;s number,&rdquo;
-pleaded he.&nbsp; &ldquo;I had it only this morning, and I don&rsquo;t
-think the company can have read it yet.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;As you please,&rdquo; said she, settling herself with an air
-of resignation.&nbsp; He read the account of the &ldquo;swarry&rdquo;
-which Sam Weller gave at Bath.&nbsp; Some of us laughed heartily.&nbsp;
-<i>I</i> did not dare, because I was staying in the house.&nbsp; Miss
-Jenkyns sat in patient gravity.&nbsp; When it was ended, she turned
-to me, and said with mild dignity -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Fetch me &lsquo;Rasselas,&rsquo; my dear, out of the book-room.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-When I had brought it to her, she turned to Captain Brown -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Now allow me to read you a scene, and then the present company
-can judge between your favourite, Mr Boz, and Dr Johnson.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-She read one of the conversations between Rasselas and Imlac, in a high-pitched,
-majestic voice: and when she had ended, she said, &ldquo;I imagine I
-am now justified in my preference of Dr Johnson as a writer of fiction.&rdquo;&nbsp;
-The Captain screwed his lips up, and drummed on the table, but he did
-not speak.&nbsp; She thought she would give him a finishing blow or
-two.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I consider it vulgar, and below the dignity of literature, to
-publish in numbers.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;How was the <i>Rambler</i> published, ma&rsquo;am?&rdquo; asked
-Captain Brown in a low voice, which I think Miss Jenkyns could not have
-heard.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Dr Johnson&rsquo;s style is a model for young beginners.&nbsp;
-My father recommended it to me when I began to write letters - I have
-formed my own style upon it; I recommended it to your favourite.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I should be very sorry for him to exchange his style for any
-such pompous writing,&rdquo; said Captain Brown.<br>
-<br>
-Miss Jenkyns felt this as a personal affront, in a way of which the
-Captain had not dreamed.&nbsp; Epistolary writing she and her friends
-considered as her <i>forte</i>.&nbsp; Many a copy of many a letter have
-I seen written and corrected on the slate, before she &ldquo;seized
-the half-hour just previous to post-time to assure&rdquo; her friends
-of this or of that; and Dr Johnson was, as she said, her model in these
-compositions.&nbsp; She drew herself up with dignity, and only replied
-to Captain Brown&rsquo;s last remark by saying, with marked emphasis
-on every syllable, &ldquo;I prefer Dr Johnson to Mr Boz.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-It is said - I won&rsquo;t vouch for the fact - that Captain Brown was
-heard to say, <i>sotto voce</i>, &ldquo;D-n Dr Johnson!&rdquo;&nbsp;
-If he did, he was penitent afterwards, as he showed by going to stand
-near Miss Jenkyns&rsquo; arm-chair, and endeavouring to beguile her
-into conversation on some more pleasing subject.&nbsp; But she was inexorable.&nbsp;
-The next day she made the remark I have mentioned about Miss Jessie&rsquo;s
-dimples.<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-CHAPTER II - THE CAPTAIN<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-It was impossible to live a month at Cranford and not know the daily
-habits of each resident; and long before my visit was ended I knew much
-concerning the whole Brown trio.&nbsp; There was nothing new to be discovered
-respecting their poverty; for they had spoken simply and openly about
-that from the very first.&nbsp; They made no mystery of the necessity
-for their being economical.&nbsp; All that remained to be discovered
-was the Captain&rsquo;s infinite kindness of heart, and the various
-modes in which, unconsciously to himself, he manifested it.&nbsp; Some
-little anecdotes were talked about for some time after they occurred.&nbsp;
-As we did not read much, and as all the ladies were pretty well suited
-with servants, there was a dearth of subjects for conversation.&nbsp;
-We therefore discussed the circumstance of the Captain taking a poor
-old woman&rsquo;s dinner out of her hands one very slippery Sunday.&nbsp;
-He had met her returning from the bakehouse as he came from church,
-and noticed her precarious footing; and, with the grave dignity with
-which he did everything, he relieved her of her burden, and steered
-along the street by her side, carrying her baked mutton and potatoes
-safely home.&nbsp; This was thought very eccentric; and it was rather
-expected that he would pay a round of calls, on the Monday morning,
-to explain and apologise to the Cranford sense of propriety: but he
-did no such thing: and then it was decided that he was ashamed, and
-was keeping out of sight.&nbsp; In a kindly pity for him, we began to
-say, &ldquo;After all, the Sunday morning&rsquo;s occurrence showed
-great goodness of heart,&rdquo; and it was resolved that he should be
-comforted on his next appearance amongst us; but, lo! he came down upon
-us, untouched by any sense of shame, speaking loud and bass as ever,
-his head thrown back, his wig as jaunty and well-curled as usual, and
-we were obliged to conclude he had forgotten all about Sunday.<br>
-<br>
-Miss Pole and Miss Jessie Brown had set up a kind of intimacy on the
-strength of the Shetland wool and the new knitting stitches; so it happened
-that when I went to visit Miss Pole I saw more of the Browns than I
-had done while staying with Miss Jenkyns, who had never got over what
-she called Captain Brown&rsquo;s disparaging remarks upon Dr Johnson
-as a writer of light and agreeable fiction.&nbsp; I found that Miss
-Brown was seriously ill of some lingering, incurable complaint, the
-pain occasioned by which gave the uneasy expression to her face that
-I had taken for unmitigated crossness.&nbsp; Cross, too, she was at
-times, when the nervous irritability occasioned by her disease became
-past endurance.&nbsp; Miss Jessie bore with her at these times, even
-more patiently than she did with the bitter self-upbraidings by which
-they were invariably succeeded.&nbsp; Miss Brown used to accuse herself,
-not merely of hasty and irritable temper, but also of being the cause
-why her father and sister were obliged to pinch, in order to allow her
-the small luxuries which were necessaries in her condition.&nbsp; She
-would so fain have made sacrifices for them, and have lightened their
-cares, that the original generosity of her disposition added acerbity
-to her temper.&nbsp; All this was borne by Miss Jessie and her father
-with more than placidity - with absolute tenderness.&nbsp; I forgave
-Miss Jessie her singing out of tune, and her juvenility of dress, when
-I saw her at home.&nbsp; I came to perceive that Captain Brown&rsquo;s
-dark Brutus wig and padded coat (alas! too often threadbare) were remnants
-of the military smartness of his youth, which he now wore unconsciously.&nbsp;
-He was a man of infinite resources, gained in his barrack experience.&nbsp;
-As he confessed, no one could black his boots to please him except himself;
-but, indeed, he was not above saving the little maid-servant&rsquo;s
-labours in every way - knowing, most likely, that his daughter&rsquo;s
-illness made the place a hard one.<br>
-<br>
-He endeavoured to make peace with Miss Jenkyns soon after the memorable
-dispute I have named, by a present of a wooden fire-shovel (his own
-making), having heard her say how much the grating of an iron one annoyed
-her.&nbsp; She received the present with cool gratitude, and thanked
-him formally.&nbsp; When he was gone, she bade me put it away in the
-lumber-room; feeling, probably, that no present from a man who preferred
-Mr Boz to Dr Johnson could be less jarring than an iron fire-shovel.<br>
-<br>
-Such was the state of things when I left Cranford and went to Drumble.&nbsp;
-I had, however, several correspondents, who kept me <i>au fait</i> as
-to the proceedings of the dear little town.&nbsp; There was Miss Pole,
-who was becoming as much absorbed in crochet as she had been once in
-knitting, and the burden of whose letter was something like, &ldquo;But
-don&rsquo;t you forget the white worsted at Flint&rsquo;s&rdquo; of
-the old song; for at the end of every sentence of news came a fresh
-direction as to some crochet commission which I was to execute for her.&nbsp;
-Miss Matilda Jenkyns (who did not mind being called Miss Matty, when
-Miss Jenkyns was not by) wrote nice, kind, rambling letters, now and
-then venturing into an opinion of her own; but suddenly pulling herself
-up, and either begging me not to name what she had said, as Deborah
-thought differently, and <i>she</i> knew, or else putting in a postscript
-to the effect that, since writing the above, she had been talking over
-the subject with Deborah, and was quite convinced that, etc. - (here
-probably followed a recantation of every opinion she had given in the
-letter).&nbsp; Then came Miss Jenkyns - Deborah, as she liked Miss Matty
-to call her, her father having once said that the Hebrew name ought
-to be so pronounced.&nbsp; I secretly think she took the Hebrew prophetess
-for a model in character; and, indeed, she was not unlike the stern
-prophetess in some ways, making allowance, of course, for modern customs
-and difference in dress.&nbsp; Miss Jenkyns wore a cravat, and a little
-bonnet like a jockey-cap, and altogether had the appearance of a strong-minded
-woman; although she would have despised the modern idea of women being
-equal to men.&nbsp; Equal, indeed! she knew they were superior.&nbsp;
-But to return to her letters.&nbsp; Everything in them was stately and
-grand like herself.&nbsp; I have been looking them over (dear Miss Jenkyns,
-how I honoured her!) and I will give an extract, more especially because
-it relates to our friend Captain Brown:-<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;The Honourable Mrs Jamieson has only just quitted me; and, in
-the course of conversation, she communicated to me the intelligence
-that she had yesterday received a call from her revered husband&rsquo;s
-quondam friend, Lord Mauleverer.&nbsp; You will not easily conjecture
-what brought his lordship within the precincts of our little town.&nbsp;
-It was to see Captain Brown, with whom, it appears, his lordship was
-acquainted in the &lsquo;plumed wars,&rsquo; and who had the privilege
-of averting destruction from his lordship&rsquo;s head when some great
-peril was impending over it, off the misnomered Cape of Good Hope.&nbsp;
-You know our friend the Honourable Mrs Jamieson&rsquo;s deficiency in
-the spirit of innocent curiosity, and you will therefore not be so much
-surprised when I tell you she was quite unable to disclose to me the
-exact nature of the peril in question.&nbsp; I was anxious, I confess,
-to ascertain in what manner Captain Brown, with his limited establishment,
-could receive so distinguished a guest; and I discovered that his lordship
-retired to rest, and, let us hope, to refreshing slumbers, at the Angel
-Hotel; but shared the Brunonian meals during the two days that he honoured
-Cranford with his august presence.&nbsp; Mrs Johnson, our civil butcher&rsquo;s
-wife, informs me that Miss Jessie purchased a leg of lamb; but, besides
-this, I can hear of no preparation whatever to give a suitable reception
-to so distinguished a visitor.&nbsp; Perhaps they entertained him with
-&lsquo;the feast of reason and the flow of soul&rsquo;; and to us, who
-are acquainted with Captain Brown&rsquo;s sad want of relish for &lsquo;the
-pure wells of English undefiled,&rsquo; it may be matter for congratulation
-that he has had the opportunity of improving his taste by holding converse
-with an elegant and refined member of the British aristocracy.&nbsp;
-But from some mundane failings who is altogether free?&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Miss Pole and Miss Matty wrote to me by the same post.&nbsp; Such a
-piece of news as Lord Mauleverer&rsquo;s visit was not to be lost on
-the Cranford letter-writers: they made the most of it.&nbsp; Miss Matty
-humbly apologised for writing at the same time as her sister, who was
-so much more capable than she to describe the honour done to Cranford;
-but in spite of a little bad spelling, Miss Matty&rsquo;s account gave
-me the best idea of the commotion occasioned by his lordship&rsquo;s
-visit, after it had occurred; for, except the people at the Angel, the
-Browns, Mrs Jamieson, and a little lad his lordship had sworn at for
-driving a dirty hoop against the aristocratic legs, I could not hear
-of any one with whom his lordship had held conversation.<br>
-<br>
-My next visit to Cranford was in the summer.&nbsp; There had been neither
-births, deaths, nor marriages since I was there last.&nbsp; Everybody
-lived in the same house, and wore pretty nearly the same well-preserved,
-old-fashioned clothes.&nbsp; The greatest event was, that Miss Jenkyns
-had purchased a new carpet for the drawing-room.&nbsp; Oh, the busy
-work Miss Matty and I had in chasing the sunbeams, as they fell in an
-afternoon right down on this carpet through the blindless window!&nbsp;
-We spread newspapers over the places and sat down to our book or our
-work; and, lo! in a quarter of an hour the sun had moved, and was blazing
-away on a fresh spot; and down again we went on our knees to alter the
-position of the newspapers.&nbsp; We were very busy, too, one whole
-morning, before Miss Jenkyns gave her party, in following her directions,
-and in cutting out and stitching together pieces of newspaper so as
-to form little paths to every chair set for the expected visitors, lest
-their shoes might dirty or defile the purity of the carpet.&nbsp; Do
-you make paper paths for every guest to walk upon in London?<br>
-<br>
-Captain Brown and Miss Jenkyns were not very cordial to each other.&nbsp;
-The literary dispute, of which I had seen the beginning, was a &ldquo;raw,&rdquo;
-the slightest touch on which made them wince.&nbsp; It was the only
-difference of opinion they had ever had; but that difference was enough.&nbsp;
-Miss Jenkyns could not refrain from talking at Captain Brown; and, though
-he did not reply, he drummed with his fingers, which action she felt
-and resented as very disparaging to Dr Johnson.&nbsp; He was rather
-ostentatious in his preference of the writings of Mr Boz; would walk
-through the streets so absorbed in them that he all but ran against
-Miss Jenkyns; and though his apologies were earnest and sincere, and
-though he did not, in fact, do more than startle her and himself, she
-owned to me she had rather he had knocked her down, if he had only been
-reading a higher style of literature.&nbsp; The poor, brave Captain!
-he looked older, and more worn, and his clothes were very threadbare.&nbsp;
-But he seemed as bright and cheerful as ever, unless he was asked about
-his daughter&rsquo;s health.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;She suffers a great deal, and she must suffer more: we do what
-we can to alleviate her pain; - God&rsquo;s will be done!&rdquo;&nbsp;
-He took off his hat at these last words.&nbsp; I found, from Miss Matty,
-that everything had been done, in fact.&nbsp; A medical man, of high
-repute in that country neighbourhood, had been sent for, and every injunction
-he had given was attended to, regardless of expense.&nbsp; Miss Matty
-was sure they denied themselves many things in order to make the invalid
-comfortable; but they never spoke about it; and as for Miss Jessie!
-- &ldquo;I really think she&rsquo;s an angel,&rdquo; said poor Miss
-Matty, quite overcome.&nbsp; &ldquo;To see her way of bearing with Miss
-Brown&rsquo;s crossness, and the bright face she puts on after she&rsquo;s
-been sitting up a whole night and scolded above half of it, is quite
-beautiful.&nbsp; Yet she looks as neat and as ready to welcome the Captain
-at breakfast-time as if she had been asleep in the Queen&rsquo;s bed
-all night.&nbsp; My dear! you could never laugh at her prim little curls
-or her pink bows again if you saw her as I have done.&rdquo;&nbsp; I
-could only feel very penitent, and greet Miss Jessie with double respect
-when I met her next.&nbsp; She looked faded and pinched; and her lips
-began to quiver, as if she was very weak, when she spoke of her sister.&nbsp;
-But she brightened, and sent back the tears that were glittering in
-her pretty eyes, as she said -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;But, to be sure, what a town Cranford is for kindness!&nbsp;
-I don&rsquo;t suppose any one has a better dinner than usual cooked
-but the best part of all comes in a little covered basin for my sister.&nbsp;
-The poor people will leave their earliest vegetables at our door for
-her.&nbsp; They speak short and gruff, as if they were ashamed of it:
-but I am sure it often goes to my heart to see their thoughtfulness.&rdquo;&nbsp;
-The tears now came back and overflowed; but after a minute or two she
-began to scold herself, and ended by going away the same cheerful Miss
-Jessie as ever.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;But why does not this Lord Mauleverer do something for the man
-who saved his life?&rdquo; said I.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Why, you see, unless Captain Brown has some reason for it, he
-never speaks about being poor; and he walked along by his lordship looking
-as happy and cheerful as a prince; and as they never called attention
-to their dinner by apologies, and as Miss Brown was better that day,
-and all seemed bright, I daresay his lordship never knew how much care
-there was in the background.&nbsp; He did send game in the winter pretty
-often, but now he is gone abroad.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-I had often occasion to notice the use that was made of fragments and
-small opportunities in Cranford; the rose-leaves that were gathered
-ere they fell to make into a potpourri for someone who had no garden;
-the little bundles of lavender flowers sent to strew the drawers of
-some town-dweller, or to burn in the chamber of some invalid.&nbsp;
-Things that many would despise, and actions which it seemed scarcely
-worth while to perform, were all attended to in Cranford.&nbsp; Miss
-Jenkyns stuck an apple full of cloves, to be heated and smell pleasantly
-in Miss Brown&rsquo;s room; and as she put in each clove she uttered
-a Johnsonian sentence.&nbsp; Indeed, she never could think of the Browns
-without talking Johnson; and, as they were seldom absent from her thoughts
-just then, I heard many a rolling, three-piled sentence.<br>
-<br>
-Captain Brown called one day to thank Mist Jenkyns for many little kindnesses,
-which I did not know until then that she had rendered.&nbsp; He had
-suddenly become like an old man; his deep bass voice had a quavering
-in it, his eyes looked dim, and the lines on his face were deep.&nbsp;
-He did not - could not - speak cheerfully of his daughter&rsquo;s state,
-but he talked with manly, pious resignation, and not much.&nbsp; Twice
-over he said, &ldquo;What Jessie has been to us, God only knows!&rdquo;
-and after the second time, he got up hastily, shook hands all round
-without speaking, and left the room.<br>
-<br>
-That afternoon we perceived little groups in the street, all listening
-with faces aghast to some tale or other.&nbsp; Miss Jenkyns wondered
-what could be the matter for some time before she took the undignified
-step of sending Jenny out to inquire.<br>
-<br>
-Jenny came back with a white face of terror.&nbsp; &ldquo;Oh, ma&rsquo;am!&nbsp;
-Oh, Miss Jenkyns, ma&rsquo;am!&nbsp; Captain Brown is killed by them
-nasty cruel railroads!&rdquo; and she burst into tears.&nbsp; She, along
-with many others, had experienced the poor Captain&rsquo;s kindness.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;How? - where - where?&nbsp; Good God!&nbsp; Jenny, don&rsquo;t
-waste time in crying, but tell us something.&rdquo;&nbsp; Miss Matty
-rushed out into the street at once, and collared the man who was telling
-the tale.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Come in - come to my sister at once, Miss Jenkyns, the rector&rsquo;s
-daughter.&nbsp; Oh, man, man! say it is not true,&rdquo; she cried,
-as she brought the affrighted carter, sleeking down his hair, into the
-drawing-room, where he stood with his wet boots on the new carpet, and
-no one regarded it.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Please, mum, it is true.&nbsp; I seed it myself,&rdquo; and he
-shuddered at the recollection.&nbsp; &ldquo;The Captain was a-reading
-some new book as he was deep in, a-waiting for the down train; and there
-was a little lass as wanted to come to its mammy, and gave its sister
-the slip, and came toddling across the line.&nbsp; And he looked up
-sudden, at the sound of the train coming, and seed the child, and he
-darted on the line and cotched it up, and his foot slipped, and the
-train came over him in no time.&nbsp; O Lord, Lord!&nbsp; Mum, it&rsquo;s
-quite true, and they&rsquo;ve come over to tell his daughters.&nbsp;
-The child&rsquo;s safe, though, with only a bang on its shoulder as
-he threw it to its mammy.&nbsp; Poor Captain would be glad of that,
-mum, wouldn&rsquo;t he?&nbsp; God bless him!&rdquo;&nbsp; The great
-rough carter puckered up his manly face, and turned away to hide his
-tears.&nbsp; I turned to Miss Jenkyns.&nbsp; She looked very ill, as
-if she were going to faint, and signed to me to open the window.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Matilda, bring me my bonnet.&nbsp; I must go to those girls.&nbsp;
-God pardon me, if ever I have spoken contemptuously to the Captain!&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Miss Jenkyns arrayed herself to go out, telling Miss Matilda to give
-the man a glass of wine.&nbsp; While she was away, Miss Matty and I
-huddled over the fire, talking in a low and awe-struck voice.&nbsp;
-I know we cried quietly all the time.<br>
-<br>
-Miss Jenkyns came home in a silent mood, and we durst not ask her many
-questions.&nbsp; She told us that Miss Jessie had fainted, and that
-she and Miss Pole had had some difficulty in bringing her round; but
-that, as soon as she recovered, she begged one of them to go and sit
-with her sister.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Mr Hoggins says she cannot live many days, and she shall be spared
-this shock,&rdquo; said Miss Jessie, shivering with feelings to which
-she dared not give way.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;But how can you manage, my dear?&rdquo; asked Miss Jenkyns; &ldquo;you
-cannot bear up, she must see your tears.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;God will help me - I will not give way - she was asleep when
-the news came; she may be asleep yet.&nbsp; She would be so utterly
-miserable, not merely at my father&rsquo;s death, but to think of what
-would become of me; she is so good to me.&rdquo;&nbsp; She looked up
-earnestly in their faces with her soft true eyes, and Miss Pole told
-Miss Jenkyns afterwards she could hardly bear it, knowing, as she did,
-how Miss Brown treated her sister.<br>
-<br>
-However, it was settled according to Miss Jessie&rsquo;s wish.&nbsp;
-Miss Brown was to be told her father had been summoned to take a short
-journey on railway business.&nbsp; They had managed it in some way -
-Miss Jenkyns could not exactly say how.&nbsp; Miss Pole was to stop
-with Miss Jessie.&nbsp; Mrs Jamieson had sent to inquire.&nbsp; And
-this was all we heard that night; and a sorrowful night it was.&nbsp;
-The next day a full account of the fatal accident was in the county
-paper which Miss Jenkyns took in.&nbsp; Her eyes were very weak, she
-said, and she asked me to read it.&nbsp; When I came to the &ldquo;gallant
-gentleman was deeply engaged in the perusal of a number of &lsquo;Pickwick,&rsquo;
-which he had just received,&rdquo; Miss Jenkyns shook her head long
-and solemnly, and then sighed out, &ldquo;Poor, dear, infatuated man!&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-The corpse was to be taken from the station to the parish church, there
-to be interred.&nbsp; Miss Jessie had set her heart on following it
-to the grave; and no dissuasives could alter her resolve.&nbsp; Her
-restraint upon herself made her almost obstinate; she resisted all Miss
-Pole&rsquo;s entreaties and Miss Jenkyns&rsquo; advice.&nbsp; At last
-Miss Jenkyns gave up the point; and after a silence, which I feared
-portended some deep displeasure against Miss Jessie, Miss Jenkyns said
-she should accompany the latter to the funeral.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;It is not fit for you to go alone.&nbsp; It would be against
-both propriety and humanity were I to allow it.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Miss Jessie seemed as if she did not half like this arrangement; but
-her obstinacy, if she had any, had been exhausted in her determination
-to go to the interment.&nbsp; She longed, poor thing, I have no doubt,
-to cry alone over the grave of the dear father to whom she had been
-all in all, and to give way, for one little half-hour, uninterrupted
-by sympathy and unobserved by friendship.&nbsp; But it was not to be.&nbsp;
-That afternoon Miss Jenkyns sent out for a yard of black crape, and
-employed herself busily in trimming the little black silk bonnet I have
-spoken about.&nbsp; When it was finished she put it on, and looked at
-us for approbation - admiration she despised.&nbsp; I was full of sorrow,
-but, by one of those whimsical thoughts which come unbidden into our
-heads, in times of deepest grief, I no sooner saw the bonnet than I
-was reminded of a helmet; and in that hybrid bonnet, half helmet, half
-jockey-cap, did Miss Jenkyns attend Captain Brown&rsquo;s funeral, and,
-I believe, supported Miss Jessie with a tender, indulgent firmness which
-was invaluable, allowing her to weep her passionate fill before they
-left.<br>
-<br>
-Miss Pole, Miss Matty, and I, meanwhile attended to Miss Brown: and
-hard work we found it to relieve her querulous and never-ending complaints.&nbsp;
-But if we were so weary and dispirited, what must Miss Jessie have been!&nbsp;
-Yet she came back almost calm as if she had gained a new strength.&nbsp;
-She put off her mourning dress, and came in, looking pale and gentle,
-thanking us each with a soft long pressure of the hand.&nbsp; She could
-even smile - a faint, sweet, wintry smile - as if to reassure us of
-her power to endure; but her look made our eyes fill suddenly with tears,
-more than if she had cried outright.<br>
-<br>
-It was settled that Miss Pole was to remain with her all the watching
-livelong night; and that Miss Matty and I were to return in the morning
-to relieve them, and give Miss Jessie the opportunity for a few hours
-of sleep.&nbsp; But when the morning came, Miss Jenkyns appeared at
-the breakfast-table, equipped in her helmet-bonnet, and ordered Miss
-Matty to stay at home, as she meant to go and help to nurse.&nbsp; She
-was evidently in a state of great friendly excitement, which she showed
-by eating her breakfast standing, and scolding the household all round.<br>
-<br>
-No nursing - no energetic strong-minded woman could help Miss Brown
-now.&nbsp; There was that in the room as we entered which was stronger
-than us all, and made us shrink into solemn awestruck helplessness.&nbsp;
-Miss Brown was dying.&nbsp; We hardly knew her voice, it was so devoid
-of the complaining tone we had always associated with it.&nbsp; Miss
-Jessie told me afterwards that it, and her face too, were just what
-they had been formerly, when her mother&rsquo;s death left her the young
-anxious head of the family, of whom only Miss Jessie survived.<br>
-<br>
-She was conscious of her sister&rsquo;s presence, though not, I think,
-of ours.&nbsp; We stood a little behind the curtain: Miss Jessie knelt
-with her face near her sister&rsquo;s, in order to catch the last soft
-awful whispers.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Oh, Jessie!&nbsp; Jessie!&nbsp; How selfish I have been!&nbsp;
-God forgive me for letting you sacrifice yourself for me as you did!&nbsp;
-I have so loved you - and yet I have thought only of myself.&nbsp; God
-forgive me!&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Hush, love! hush!&rdquo; said Miss Jessie, sobbing.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;And my father, my dear, dear father!&nbsp; I will not complain
-now, if God will give me strength to be patient.&nbsp; But, oh, Jessie!
-tell my father how I longed and yearned to see him at last, and to ask
-his forgiveness.&nbsp; He can never know now how I loved him - oh! if
-I might but tell him, before I die!&nbsp; What a life of sorrow his
-has been, and I have done so little to cheer him!&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-A light came into Miss Jessie&rsquo;s face.&nbsp; &ldquo;Would it comfort
-you, dearest, to think that he does know? - would it comfort you, love,
-to know that his cares, his sorrows&rdquo; - Her voice quivered, but
-she steadied it into calmness - &ldquo;Mary! he has gone before you
-to the place where the weary are at rest.&nbsp; He knows now how you
-loved him.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-A strange look, which was not distress, came over Miss Brown&rsquo;s
-face.&nbsp; She did not speak for come time, but then we saw her lips
-form the words, rather than heard the sound - &ldquo;Father, mother,
-Harry, Archy;&rdquo; - then, as if it were a new idea throwing a filmy
-shadow over her darkened mind - &ldquo;But you will be alone, Jessie!&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Miss Jessie had been feeling this all during the silence, I think; for
-the tears rolled down her cheeks like rain, at these words, and she
-could not answer at first.&nbsp; Then she put her hands together tight,
-and lifted them up, and said - but not to us - &ldquo;Though He slay
-me, yet will I trust in Him.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-In a few moments more Miss Brown lay calm and still - never to sorrow
-or murmur more.<br>
-<br>
-After this second funeral, Miss Jenkyns insisted that Miss Jessie should
-come to stay with her rather than go back to the desolate house, which,
-in fact, we learned from Miss Jessie, must now be given up, as she had
-not wherewithal to maintain it.&nbsp; She had something above twenty
-pounds a year, besides the interest of the money for which the furniture
-would sell; but she could not live upon that: and so we talked over
-her qualifications for earning money.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I can sew neatly,&rdquo; said she, &ldquo;and I like nursing.&nbsp;
-I think, too, I could manage a house, if any one would try me as housekeeper;
-or I would go into a shop as saleswoman, if they would have patience
-with me at first.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Miss Jenkyns declared, in an angry voice, that she should do no such
-thing; and talked to herself about &ldquo;some people having no idea
-of their rank as a captain&rsquo;s daughter,&rdquo; nearly an hour afterwards,
-when she brought Miss Jessie up a basin of delicately-made arrowroot,
-and stood over her like a dragoon until the last spoonful was finished:
-then she disappeared.&nbsp; Miss Jessie began to tell me some more of
-the plans which had suggested themselves to her, and insensibly fell
-into talking of the days that were past and gone, and interested me
-so much I neither knew nor heeded how time passed.&nbsp; We were both
-startled when Miss Jenkyns reappeared, and caught us crying.&nbsp; I
-was afraid lest she would be displeased, as she often said that crying
-hindered digestion, and I knew she wanted Miss Jessie to get strong;
-but, instead, she looked queer and excited, and fidgeted round us without
-saying anything.&nbsp; At last she spoke.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I have been so much startled - no, I&rsquo;ve not been at all
-startled - don&rsquo;t mind me, my dear Miss Jessie - I&rsquo;ve been
-very much surprised - in fact, I&rsquo;ve had a caller, whom you knew
-once, my dear Miss Jessie&rdquo; -<br>
-<br>
-Miss Jessie went very white, then flushed scarlet, and looked eagerly
-at Miss Jenkyns.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;A gentleman, my dear, who wants to know if you would see him.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Is it? - it is not&rdquo; - stammered out Miss Jessie - and got
-no farther.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;This is his card,&rdquo; said Miss Jenkyns, giving it to Miss
-Jessie; and while her head was bent over it, Miss Jenkyns went through
-a series of winks and odd faces to me, and formed her lips into a long
-sentence, of which, of course, I could not understand a word.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;May he come up?&rdquo; asked Miss Jenkyns at last.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Oh, yes! certainly!&rdquo; said Miss Jessie, as much as to say,
-this is your house, you may show any visitor where you like.&nbsp; She
-took up some knitting of Miss Matty&rsquo;s and began to be very busy,
-though I could see how she trembled all over.<br>
-<br>
-Miss Jenkyns rang the bell, and told the servant who answered it to
-show Major Gordon upstairs; and, presently, in walked a tall, fine,
-frank-looking man of forty or upwards.&nbsp; He shook hands with Miss
-Jessie; but he could not see her eyes, she kept them so fixed on the
-ground.&nbsp; Miss Jenkyns asked me if I would come and help her to
-tie up the preserves in the store-room; and though Miss Jessie plucked
-at my gown, and even looked up at me with begging eye, I durst not refuse
-to go where Miss Jenkyns asked.&nbsp; Instead of tying up preserves
-in the store-room, however, we went to talk in the dining-room; and
-there Miss Jenkyns told me what Major Gordon had told her; how he had
-served in the same regiment with Captain Brown, and had become acquainted
-with Miss Jessie, then a sweet-looking, blooming girl of eighteen; how
-the acquaintance had grown into love on his part, though it had been
-some years before he had spoken; how, on becoming possessed, through
-the will of an uncle, of a good estate in Scotland, he had offered and
-been refused, though with so much agitation and evident distress that
-he was sure she was not indifferent to him; and how he had discovered
-that the obstacle was the fell disease which was, even then, too surely
-threatening her sister.&nbsp; She had mentioned that the surgeons foretold
-intense suffering; and there was no one but herself to nurse her poor
-Mary, or cheer and comfort her father during the time of illness.&nbsp;
-They had had long discussions; and on her refusal to pledge herself
-to him as his wife when all should be over, he had grown angry, and
-broken off entirely, and gone abroad, believing that she was a cold-hearted
-person whom he would do well to forget.<br>
-<br>
-He had been travelling in the East, and was on his return home when,
-at Rome, he saw the account of Captain Brown&rsquo;s death in <i>Galignani</i>.<br>
-<br>
-Just then Miss Matty, who had been out all the morning, and had only
-lately returned to the house, burst in with a face of dismay and outraged
-propriety.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Oh, goodness me!&rdquo; she said.&nbsp; &ldquo;Deborah, there&rsquo;s
-a gentleman sitting in the drawing-room with his arm round Miss Jessie&rsquo;s
-waist!&rdquo;&nbsp; Miss Matty&rsquo;s eyes looked large with terror.<br>
-<br>
-Miss Jenkyns snubbed her down in an instant.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;The most proper place in the world for his arm to be in.&nbsp;
-Go away, Matilda, and mind your own business.&rdquo;&nbsp; This from
-her sister, who had hitherto been a model of feminine decorum, was a
-blow for poor Miss Matty, and with a double shock she left the room.<br>
-<br>
-The last time I ever saw poor Miss Jenkyns was many years after this.&nbsp;
-Mrs Gordon had kept up a warm and affectionate intercourse with all
-at Cranford.&nbsp; Miss Jenkyns, Miss Matty, and Miss Pole had all been
-to visit her, and returned with wonderful accounts of her house, her
-husband, her dress, and her looks.&nbsp; For, with happiness, something
-of her early bloom returned; she had been a year or two younger than
-we had taken her for.&nbsp; Her eyes were always lovely, and, as Mrs
-Gordon, her dimples were not out of place.&nbsp; At the time to which
-I have referred, when I last saw Miss Jenkyns, that lady was old and
-feeble, and had lost something of her strong mind.&nbsp; Little Flora
-Gordon was staying with the Misses Jenkyns, and when I came in she was
-reading aloud to Miss Jenkyns, who lay feeble and changed on the sofa.&nbsp;
-Flora put down the <i>Rambler</i> when I came in.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Ah!&rdquo; said Miss Jenkyns, &ldquo;you find me changed, my
-dear.&nbsp; If can&rsquo;t see as I used to do.&nbsp; I Flora were not
-here to read to me, I hardly know how I should get through the day.&nbsp;
-Did you ever read the <i>Rambler</i>?&nbsp; It&rsquo;s a wonderful book
-- wonderful! and the most improving reading for Flora&rdquo; (which
-I daresay it would have been, if she could have read half the words
-without spelling, and could have understood the meaning of a third),
-&ldquo;better than that strange old book, with the queer name, poor
-Captain Brown was killed for reading - that book by Mr Boz, you know
-- &lsquo;Old Poz&rsquo;; when I was a girl - but that&rsquo;s a long
-time ago - I acted Lucy in &lsquo;Old Poz.&rsquo;&rdquo;&nbsp; She babbled
-on long enough for Flora to get a good long spell at the &ldquo;Christmas
-Carol,&rdquo; which Miss Matty had left on the table.<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-CHAPTER III - A LOVE AFFAIR OF LONG AGO<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-I thought that probably my connection with Cranford would cease after
-Miss Jenkyns&rsquo;s death; at least, that it would have to be kept
-up by correspondence, which bears much the same relation to personal
-intercourse that the books of dried plants I sometimes see (&ldquo;Hortus
-Siccus,&rdquo; I think they call the thing) do to the living and fresh
-flowers in the lines and meadows.&nbsp; I was pleasantly surprised,
-therefore, by receiving a letter from Miss Pole (who had always come
-in for a supplementary week after my annual visit to Miss Jenkyns) proposing
-that I should go and stay with her; and then, in a couple of days after
-my acceptance, came a note from Miss Matty, in which, in a rather circuitous
-and very humble manner, she told me how much pleasure I should confer
-if I could spend a week or two with her, either before or after I had
-been at Miss Pole&rsquo;s; &ldquo;for,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;since
-my dear sister&rsquo;s death I am well aware I have no attractions to
-offer; it is only to the kindness of my friends that I can owe their
-company.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Of course I promised to come to dear Miss Matty as soon as I had ended
-my visit to Miss Pole; and the day after my arrival at Cranford I went
-to see her, much wondering what the house would be like without Miss
-Jenkyns, and rather dreading the changed aspect of things.&nbsp; Miss
-Matty began to cry as soon as she saw me.&nbsp; She was evidently nervous
-from having anticipated my call.&nbsp; I comforted her as well as I
-could; and I found the best consolation I could give was the honest
-praise that came from my heart as I spoke of the deceased.&nbsp; Miss
-Matty slowly shook her head over each virtue as it was named and attributed
-to her sister; and at last she could not restrain the tears which had
-long been silently flowing, but hid her face behind her handkerchief
-and sobbed aloud.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Dear Miss Matty,&rdquo; said I, taking her hand - for indeed
-I did not know in what way to tell her how sorry I was for her, left
-deserted in the world.&nbsp; She put down her handkerchief and said
--<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;My dear, I&rsquo;d rather you did not call me Matty.&nbsp; She
-did not like it; but I did many a thing she did not like, I&rsquo;m
-afraid - and now she&rsquo;s gone!&nbsp; If you please, my love, will
-you call me Matilda?&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-I promised faithfully, and began to practise the new name with Miss
-Pole that very day; and, by degrees, Miss Matilda&rsquo;s feeling on
-the subject was known through Cranford, and we all tried to drop the
-more familiar name, but with so little success that by-and-by we gave
-up the attempt.<br>
-<br>
-My visit to Miss Pole was very quiet.&nbsp; Miss Jenkyns had so long
-taken the lead in Cranford that now she was gone, they hardly knew how
-to give a party.&nbsp; The Honourable Mrs Jamieson, to whom Miss Jenkyns
-herself had always yielded the post of honour, was fat and inert, and
-very much at the mercy of her old servants.&nbsp; If they chose that
-she should give a party, they reminded her of the necessity for so doing:
-if not, she let it alone.&nbsp; There was all the more time for me to
-hear old-world stories from Miss Pole, while she sat knitting, and I
-making my father&rsquo;s shirts.&nbsp; I always took a quantity of plain
-sewing to Cranford; for, as we did not read much, or walk much, I found
-it a capital time to get through my work.&nbsp; One of Miss Pole&rsquo;s
-stories related to a shadow of a love affair that was dimly perceived
-or suspected long years before.<br>
-<br>
-Presently, the time arrived when I was to remove to Miss Matilda&rsquo;s
-house.&nbsp; I found her timid and anxious about the arrangements for
-my comfort.&nbsp; Many a time, while I was unpacking, did she come backwards
-and forwards to stir the fire which burned all the worse for being so
-frequently poked.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Have you drawers enough, dear?&rdquo; asked she.&nbsp; &ldquo;I
-don&rsquo;t know exactly how my sister used to arrange them.&nbsp; She
-had capital methods.&nbsp; I am sure she would have trained a servant
-in a week to make a better fire than this, and Fanny has been with me
-four months.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-This subject of servants was a standing grievance, and I could not wonder
-much at it; for if gentlemen were scarce, and almost unheard of in the
-&ldquo;genteel society&rdquo; of Cranford, they or their counterparts
-- handsome young men - abounded in the lower classes.&nbsp; The pretty
-neat servant-maids had their choice of desirable &ldquo;followers&rdquo;;
-and their mistresses, without having the sort of mysterious dread of
-men and matrimony that Miss Matilda had, might well feel a little anxious
-lest the heads of their comely maids should be turned by the joiner,
-or the butcher, or the gardener, who were obliged, by their callings,
-to come to the house, and who, as ill-luck would have it, were generally
-handsome and unmarried.&nbsp; Fanny&rsquo;s lovers, if she had any -
-and Miss Matilda suspected her of so many flirtations that, if she had
-not been very pretty, I should have doubted her having one - were a
-constant anxiety to her mistress.&nbsp; She was forbidden, by the articles
-of her engagement, to have &ldquo;followers&rdquo;; and though she had
-answered, innocently enough, doubling up the hem of her apron as she
-spoke, &ldquo;Please, ma&rsquo;am, I never had more than one at a time,&rdquo;
-Miss Matty prohibited that one.&nbsp; But a vision of a man seemed to
-haunt the kitchen.&nbsp; Fanny assured me that it was all fancy, or
-else I should have said myself that I had seen a man&rsquo;s coat-tails
-whisk into the scullery once, when I went on an errand into the store-room
-at night; and another evening, when, our watches having stopped, I went
-to look at the clock, there was a very odd appearance, singularly like
-a young man squeezed up between the clock and the back of the open kitchen-door:
-and I thought Fanny snatched up the candle very hastily, so as to throw
-the shadow on the clock face, while she very positively told me the
-time half-an-hour too early, as we found out afterwards by the church
-clock.&nbsp; But I did not add to Miss Matty&rsquo;s anxieties by naming
-my suspicions, especially as Fanny said to me, the next day, that it
-was such a queer kitchen for having odd shadows about it, she really
-was almost afraid to stay; &ldquo;for you know, miss,&rdquo; she added,
-&ldquo;I don&rsquo;t see a creature from six o&rsquo;clock tea, till
-Missus rings the bell for prayers at ten.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-However, it so fell out that Fanny had to leave and Miss Matilda begged
-me to stay and &ldquo;settle her&rdquo; with the new maid; to which
-I consented, after I had heard from my father that he did not want me
-at home.&nbsp; The new servant was a rough, honest-looking, country
-girl, who had only lived in a farm place before; but I liked her looks
-when she came to be hired; and I promised Miss Matilda to put her in
-the ways of the house.&nbsp; The said ways were religiously such as
-Miss Matilda thought her sister would approve.&nbsp; Many a domestic
-rule and regulation had been a subject of plaintive whispered murmur
-to me during Miss Jenkyns&rsquo;s life; but now that she was gone, I
-do not think that even I, who was a favourite, durst have suggested
-an alteration.&nbsp; To give an instance: we constantly adhered to the
-forms which were observed, at meal-times, in &ldquo;my father, the rector&rsquo;s
-house.&rdquo;&nbsp; Accordingly, we had always wine and dessert; but
-the decanters were only filled when there was a party, and what remained
-was seldom touched, though we had two wine-glasses apiece every day
-after dinner, until the next festive occasion arrived, when the state
-of the remainder wine was examined into in a family council.&nbsp; The
-dregs were often given to the poor: but occasionally, when a good deal
-had been left at the last party (five months ago, it might be), it was
-added to some of a fresh bottle, brought up from the cellar.&nbsp; I
-fancy poor Captain Brown did not much like wine, for I noticed he never
-finished his first glass, and most military men take several.&nbsp;
-Then, as to our dessert, Miss Jenkyns used to gather currants and gooseberries
-for it herself, which I sometimes thought would have tasted better fresh
-from the trees; but then, as Miss Jenkyns observed, there would have
-been nothing for dessert in summer-time.&nbsp; As it was, we felt very
-genteel with our two glasses apiece, and a dish of gooseberries at the
-top, of currants and biscuits at the sides, and two decanters at the
-bottom.&nbsp; When oranges came in, a curious proceeding was gone through.&nbsp;
-Miss Jenkyns did not like to cut the fruit; for, as she observed, the
-juice all ran out nobody knew where; sucking (only I think she used
-some more recondite word) was in fact the only way of enjoying oranges;
-but then there was the unpleasant association with a ceremony frequently
-gone through by little babies; and so, after dessert, in orange season,
-Miss Jenkyns and Miss Matty used to rise up, possess themselves each
-of an orange in silence, and withdraw to the privacy of their own rooms
-to indulge in sucking oranges.<br>
-<br>
-I had once or twice tried, on such occasions, to prevail on Miss Matty
-to stay, and had succeeded in her sister&rsquo;s lifetime.&nbsp; I held
-up a screen, and did not look, and, as she said, she tried not to make
-the noise very offensive; but now that she was left alone, she seemed
-quite horrified when I begged her to remain with me in the warm dining-parlour,
-and enjoy her orange as she liked best.&nbsp; And so it was in everything.&nbsp;
-Miss Jenkyns&rsquo;s rules were made more stringent than ever, because
-the framer of them was gone where there could be no appeal.&nbsp; In
-all things else Miss Matilda was meek and undecided to a fault.&nbsp;
-I have heard Fanny turn her round twenty times in a morning about dinner,
-just as the little hussy chose; and I sometimes fancied she worked on
-Miss Matilda&rsquo;s weakness in order to bewilder her, and to make
-her feel more in the power of her clever servant.&nbsp; I determined
-that I would not leave her till I had seen what sort of a person Martha
-was; and, if I found her trustworthy, I would tell her not to trouble
-her mistress with every little decision.<br>
-<br>
-Martha was blunt and plain-spoken to a fault; otherwise she was a brisk,
-well-meaning, but very ignorant girl.&nbsp; She had not been with us
-a week before Miss Matilda and I were astounded one morning by the receipt
-of a letter from a cousin of hers, who had been twenty or thirty years
-in India, and who had lately, as we had seen by the &ldquo;Army List,&rdquo;
-returned to England, bringing with him an invalid wife who had never
-been introduced to her English relations.&nbsp; Major Jenkyns wrote
-to propose that he and his wife should spend a night at Cranford, on
-his way to Scotland - at the inn, if it did not suit Miss Matilda to
-receive them into her house; in which case they should hope to be with
-her as much as possible during the day.&nbsp; Of course it <i>must</i>
-suit her, as she said; for all Cranford knew that she had her sister&rsquo;s
-bedroom at liberty; but I am sure she wished the Major had stopped in
-India and forgotten his cousins out and out.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Oh! how must I manage?&rdquo; asked she helplessly.&nbsp; &ldquo;If
-Deborah had been alive she would have known what to do with a gentleman-visitor.&nbsp;
-Must I put razors in his dressing-room?&nbsp; Dear! dear! and I&rsquo;ve
-got none.&nbsp; Deborah would have had them.&nbsp; And slippers, and
-coat-brushes?&rdquo;&nbsp; I suggested that probably he would bring
-all these things with him.&nbsp; &ldquo;And after dinner, how am I to
-know when to get up and leave him to his wine?&nbsp; Deborah would have
-done it so well; she would have been quite in her element.&nbsp; Will
-he want coffee, do you think?&rdquo;&nbsp; I undertook the management
-of the coffee, and told her I would instruct Martha in the art of waiting
-- in which it must be owned she was terribly deficient - and that I
-had no doubt Major and Mrs Jenkyns would understand the quiet mode in
-which a lady lived by herself in a country town.&nbsp; But she was sadly
-fluttered.&nbsp; I made her empty her decanters and bring up two fresh
-bottles of wine.&nbsp; I wished I could have prevented her from being
-present at my instructions to Martha, for she frequently cut in with
-some fresh direction, muddling the poor girl&rsquo;s mind as she stood
-open-mouthed, listening to us both.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Hand the vegetables round,&rdquo; said I (foolishly, I see now
-- for it was aiming at more than we could accomplish with quietness
-and simplicity); and then, seeing her look bewildered, I added, &ldquo;take
-the vegetables round to people, and let them help themselves.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;And mind you go first to the ladies,&rdquo; put in Miss Matilda.&nbsp;
-&ldquo;Always go to the ladies before gentlemen when you are waiting.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I&rsquo;ll do it as you tell me, ma&rsquo;am,&rdquo; said Martha;
-&ldquo;but I like lads best.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-We felt very uncomfortable and shocked at this speech of Martha&rsquo;s,
-yet I don&rsquo;t think she meant any harm; and, on the whole, she attended
-very well to our directions, except that she &ldquo;nudged&rdquo; the
-Major when he did not help himself as soon as she expected to the potatoes,
-while she was handing them round.<br>
-<br>
-The major and his wife were quiet unpretending people enough when they
-did come; languid, as all East Indians are, I suppose.&nbsp; We were
-rather dismayed at their bringing two servants with them, a Hindoo body-servant
-for the Major, and a steady elderly maid for his wife; but they slept
-at the inn, and took off a good deal of the responsibility by attending
-carefully to their master&rsquo;s and mistress&rsquo;s comfort.&nbsp;
-Martha, to be sure, had never ended her staring at the East Indian&rsquo;s
-white turban and brown complexion, and I saw that Miss Matilda shrunk
-away from him a little as he waited at dinner.&nbsp; Indeed, she asked
-me, when they were gone, if he did not remind me of Blue Beard?&nbsp;
-On the whole, the visit was most satisfactory, and is a subject of conversation
-even now with Miss Matilda; at the time it greatly excited Cranford,
-and even stirred up the apathetic and Honourable Mrs Jamieson to some
-expression of interest, when I went to call and thank her for the kind
-answers she had vouchsafed to Miss Matilda&rsquo;s inquiries as to the
-arrangement of a gentleman&rsquo;s dressing-room - answers which I must
-confess she had given in the wearied manner of the Scandinavian prophetess
--<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Leave me, leave me to repose.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-And <i>now</i> I come to the love affair.<br>
-<br>
-It seems that Miss Pole had a cousin, once or twice removed, who had
-offered to Miss Matty long ago.&nbsp; Now this cousin lived four or
-five miles from Cranford on his own estate; but his property was not
-large enough to entitle him to rank higher than a yeoman; or rather,
-with something of the &ldquo;pride which apes humility,&rdquo; he had
-refused to push himself on, as so many of his class had done, into the
-ranks of the squires.&nbsp; He would not allow himself to be called
-Thomas Holbrook, <i>Esq</i>.; he even sent back letters with this address,
-telling the post-mistress at Cranford that his name was <i>Mr</i> Thomas
-Holbrook, yeoman.&nbsp; He rejected all domestic innovations; he would
-have the house door stand open in summer and shut in winter, without
-knocker or bell to summon a servant.&nbsp; The closed fist or the knob
-of a stick did this office for him if he found the door locked.&nbsp;
-He despised every refinement which had not its root deep down in humanity.&nbsp;
-If people were not ill, he saw no necessity for moderating his voice.&nbsp;
-He spoke the dialect of the country in perfection, and constantly used
-it in conversation; although Miss Pole (who gave me these particulars)
-added, that he read aloud more beautifully and with more feeling than
-any one she had ever heard, except the late rector.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;And how came Miss Matilda not to marry him?&rdquo; asked I.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Oh, I don&rsquo;t know.&nbsp; She was willing enough, I think;
-but you know Cousin Thomas would not have been enough of a gentleman
-for the rector and Miss Jenkyns.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Well! but they were not to marry him,&rdquo; said I, impatiently.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;No; but they did not like Miss Matty to marry below her rank.&nbsp;
-You know she was the rector&rsquo;s daughter, and somehow they are related
-to Sir Peter Arley: Miss Jenkyns thought a deal of that.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Poor Miss Matty!&rdquo; said I.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Nay, now, I don&rsquo;t know anything more than that he offered
-and was refused.&nbsp; Miss Matty might not like him - and Miss Jenkyns
-might never have said a word - it is only a guess of mine.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Has she never seen him since?&rdquo; I inquired.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;No, I think not.&nbsp; You see Woodley, Cousin Thomas&rsquo;s
-house, lies half-way between Cranford and Misselton; and I know he made
-Misselton his market-town very soon after he had offered to Miss Matty;
-and I don&rsquo;t think he has been into Cranford above once or twice
-since - once, when I was walking with Miss Matty, in High Street, and
-suddenly she darted from me, and went up Shire Lane.&nbsp; A few minutes
-after I was startled by meeting Cousin Thomas.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;How old is he?&rdquo; I asked, after a pause of castle-building.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;He must be about seventy, I think, my dear,&rdquo; said Miss
-Pole, blowing up my castle, as if by gun-powder, into small fragments.<br>
-<br>
-Very soon after - at least during my long visit to Miss Matilda - I
-had the opportunity of seeing Mr Holbrook; seeing, too, his first encounter
-with his former love, after thirty or forty years&rsquo; separation.&nbsp;
-I was helping to decide whether any of the new assortment of coloured
-silks which they had just received at the shop would do to match a grey
-and black mousseline-delaine that wanted a new breadth, when a tall,
-thin, Don Quixote-looking old man came into the shop for some woollen
-gloves.&nbsp; I had never seen the person (who was rather striking)
-before, and I watched him rather attentively while Miss Matty listened
-to the shopman.&nbsp; The stranger wore a blue coat with brass buttons,
-drab breeches, and gaiters, and drummed with his fingers on the counter
-until he was attended to.&nbsp; When he answered the shop-boy&rsquo;s
-question, &ldquo;What can I have the pleasure of showing you to-day,
-sir?&rdquo; I saw Miss Matilda start, and then suddenly sit down; and
-instantly I guessed who it was.&nbsp; She had made some inquiry which
-had to be carried round to the other shopman.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Miss Jenkyns wants the black sarsenet two-and-twopence the yard&rdquo;;
-and Mr Holbrook had caught the name, and was across the shop in two
-strides.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Matty - Miss Matilda - Miss Jenkyns!&nbsp; God bless my soul!&nbsp;
-I should not have known you.&nbsp; How are you? how are you?&rdquo;&nbsp;
-He kept shaking her hand in a way which proved the warmth of his friendship;
-but he repeated so often, as if to himself, &ldquo;I should not have
-known you!&rdquo; that any sentimental romance which I might be inclined
-to build was quite done away with by his manner.<br>
-<br>
-However, he kept talking to us all the time we were in the shop; and
-then waving the shopman with the unpurchased gloves on one side, with
-&ldquo;Another time, sir! another time!&rdquo; he walked home with us.&nbsp;
-I am happy to say my client, Miss Matilda, also left the shop in an
-equally bewildered state, not having purchased either green or red silk.&nbsp;
-Mr Holbrook was evidently full with honest loud-spoken joy at meeting
-his old love again; he touched on the changes that had taken place;
-he even spoke of Miss Jenkyns as &ldquo;Your poor sister!&nbsp; Well,
-well! we have all our faults&rdquo;; and bade us good-bye with many
-a hope that he should soon see Miss Matty again.&nbsp; She went straight
-to her room, and never came back till our early tea-time, when I thought
-she looked as if she had been crying.<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-CHAPTER IV - A VISIT TO AN OLD BACHELOR<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-A few days after, a note came from Mr Holbrook, asking us - impartially
-asking both of us - in a formal, old-fashioned style, to spend a day
-at his house - a long June day - for it was June now.&nbsp; He named
-that he had also invited his cousin, Miss Pole; so that we might join
-in a fly, which could be put up at his house.<br>
-<br>
-I expected Miss Matty to jump at this invitation; but, no!&nbsp; Miss
-Pole and I had the greatest difficulty in persuading her to go.&nbsp;
-She thought it was improper; and was even half annoyed when we utterly
-ignored the idea of any impropriety in her going with two other ladies
-to see her old lover.&nbsp; Then came a more serious difficulty.&nbsp;
-She did not think Deborah would have liked her to go.&nbsp; This took
-us half a day&rsquo;s good hard talking to get over; but, at the first
-sentence of relenting, I seized the opportunity, and wrote and despatched
-an acceptance in her name - fixing day and hour, that all might be decided
-and done with.<br>
-<br>
-The next morning she asked me if I would go down to the shop with her;
-and there, after much hesitation, we chose out three caps to be sent
-home and tried on, that the most becoming might be selected to take
-with us on Thursday.<br>
-<br>
-She was in a state of silent agitation all the way to Woodley.&nbsp;
-She had evidently never been there before; and, although she little
-dreamt I knew anything of her early story, I could perceive she was
-in a tremor at the thought of seeing the place which might have been
-her home, and round which it is probable that many of her innocent girlish
-imaginations had clustered.&nbsp; It was a long drive there, through
-paved jolting lanes.&nbsp; Miss Matilda sat bolt upright, and looked
-wistfully out of the windows as we drew near the end of our journey.&nbsp;
-The aspect of the country was quiet and pastoral.&nbsp; Woodley stood
-among fields; and there was an old-fashioned garden where roses and
-currant-bushes touched each other, and where the feathery asparagus
-formed a pretty background to the pinks and gilly-flowers; there was
-no drive up to the door.&nbsp; We got out at a little gate, and walked
-up a straight box-edged path.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;My cousin might make a drive, I think,&rdquo; said Miss Pole,
-who was afraid of ear-ache, and had only her cap on.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I think it is very pretty,&rdquo; said Miss Matty, with a soft
-plaintiveness in her voice, and almost in a whisper, for just then Mr
-Holbrook appeared at the door, rubbing his hands in very effervescence
-of hospitality.&nbsp; He looked more like my idea of Don Quixote than
-ever, and yet the likeness was only external.&nbsp; His respectable
-housekeeper stood modestly at the door to bid us welcome; and, while
-she led the elder ladies upstairs to a bedroom, I begged to look about
-the garden.&nbsp; My request evidently pleased the old gentleman, who
-took me all round the place and showed me his six-and-twenty cows, named
-after the different letters of the alphabet.&nbsp; As we went along,
-he surprised me occasionally by repeating apt and beautiful quotations
-from the poets, ranging easily from Shakespeare and George Herbert to
-those of our own day.&nbsp; He did this as naturally as if he were thinking
-aloud, and their true and beautiful words were the best expression he
-could find for what he was thinking or feeling.&nbsp; To be sure he
-called Byron &ldquo;my Lord Byrron,&rdquo; and pronounced the name of
-Goethe strictly in accordance with the English sound of the letters
-- &ldquo;As Goethe says, &lsquo;Ye ever-verdant palaces,&rsquo;&rdquo;
-&amp;c.&nbsp; Altogether, I never met with a man, before or since, who
-had spent so long a life in a secluded and not impressive country, with
-ever-increasing delight in the daily and yearly change of season and
-beauty.<br>
-<br>
-When he and I went in, we found that dinner was nearly ready in the
-kitchen - for so I suppose the room ought to be called, as there were
-oak dressers and cupboards all round, all over by the side of the fireplace,
-and only a small Turkey carpet in the middle of the flag-floor.&nbsp;
-The room might have been easily made into a handsome dark oak dining-parlour
-by removing the oven and a few other appurtenances of a kitchen, which
-were evidently never used, the real cooking-place being at some distance.&nbsp;
-The room in which we were expected to sit was a stiffly-furnished, ugly
-apartment; but that in which we did sit was what Mr Holbrook called
-the counting-house, where he paid his labourers their weekly wages at
-a great desk near the door.&nbsp; The rest of the pretty sitting-room
-- looking into the orchard, and all covered over with dancing tree-shadows
-- was filled with books.&nbsp; They lay on the ground, they covered
-the walls, they strewed the table.&nbsp; He was evidently half ashamed
-and half proud of his extravagance in this respect.&nbsp; They were
-of all kinds - poetry and wild weird tales prevailing.&nbsp; He evidently
-chose his books in accordance with his own tastes, not because such
-and such were classical or established favourites.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Ah!&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;we farmers ought not to have much
-time for reading; yet somehow one can&rsquo;t help it.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;What a pretty room!&rdquo; said Miss Matty, <i>sotto voce</i>.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;What a pleasant place!&rdquo; said I, aloud, almost simultaneously.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Nay! if you like it,&rdquo; replied he; &ldquo;but can you sit
-on these great, black leather, three-cornered chairs?&nbsp; I like it
-better than the best parlour; but I thought ladies would take that for
-the smarter place.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-It was the smarter place, but, like most smart things, not at all pretty,
-or pleasant, or home-like; so, while we were at dinner, the servant-girl
-dusted and scrubbed the counting-house chairs, and we sat there all
-the rest of the day.<br>
-<br>
-We had pudding before meat; and I thought Mr Holbrook was going to make
-some apology for his old-fashioned ways, for he began -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I don&rsquo;t know whether you like newfangled ways.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Oh, not at all!&rdquo; said Miss Matty.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;No more do I,&rdquo; said he.&nbsp; &ldquo;My house-keeper <i>will</i>
-have these in her new fashion; or else I tell her that, when I was a
-young man, we used to keep strictly to my father&rsquo;s rule, &lsquo;No
-broth, no ball; no ball, no beef&rsquo;; and always began dinner with
-broth.&nbsp; Then we had suet puddings, boiled in the broth with the
-beef: and then the meat itself.&nbsp; If we did not sup our broth, we
-had no ball, which we liked a deal better; and the beef came last of
-all, and only those had it who had done justice to the broth and the
-ball.&nbsp; Now folks begin with sweet things, and turn their dinners
-topsy-turvy.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-When the ducks and green peas came, we looked at each other in dismay;
-we had only two-pronged, black-handled forks.&nbsp; It is true the steel
-was as bright as silver; but what were we to do?&nbsp; Miss Matty picked
-up her peas, one by one, on the point of the prongs, much as Amin&eacute;
-ate her grains of rice after her previous feast with the Ghoul.&nbsp;
-Miss Pole sighed over her delicate young peas as she left them on one
-side of her plate untasted, for they <i>would</i> drop between the prongs.&nbsp;
-I looked at my host: the peas were going wholesale into his capacious
-mouth, shovelled up by his large round-ended knife.&nbsp; I saw, I imitated,
-I survived!&nbsp; My friends, in spite of my precedent, could not muster
-up courage enough to do an ungenteel thing; and, if Mr Holbrook had
-not been so heartily hungry, he would probably have seen that the good
-peas went away almost untouched.<br>
-<br>
-After dinner, a clay pipe was brought in, and a spittoon; and, asking
-us to retire to another room, where he would soon join us, if we disliked
-tobacco-smoke, he presented his pipe to Miss Matty, and requested her
-to fill the bowl.&nbsp; This was a compliment to a lady in his youth;
-but it was rather inappropriate to propose it as an honour to Miss Matty,
-who had been trained by her sister to hold smoking of every kind in
-utter abhorrence.&nbsp; But if it was a shock to her refinement, it
-was also a gratification to her feelings to be thus selected; so she
-daintily stuffed the strong tobacco into the pipe, and then we withdrew.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;It is very pleasant dining with a bachelor,&rdquo; said Miss
-Matty softly, as we settled ourselves in the counting-house.&nbsp; &ldquo;I
-only hope it is not improper; so many pleasant things are!&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;What a number of books he has!&rdquo; said Miss Pole, looking
-round the room.&nbsp; &ldquo;And how dusty they are!&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I think it must be like one of the great Dr Johnson&rsquo;s rooms,&rdquo;
-said Miss Matty.&nbsp; &ldquo;What a superior man your cousin must be!&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Yes!&rdquo; said Miss Pole, &ldquo;he&rsquo;s a great reader;
-but I am afraid he has got into very uncouth habits with living alone.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Oh! uncouth is too hard a word.&nbsp; I should call him eccentric;
-very clever people always are!&rdquo; replied Miss Matty.<br>
-<br>
-When Mr Holbrook returned, he proposed a walk in the fields; but the
-two elder ladies were afraid of damp, and dirt, and had only very unbecoming
-calashes to put on over their caps; so they declined, and I was again
-his companion in a turn which he said he was obliged to take to see
-after his men.&nbsp; He strode along, either wholly forgetting my existence,
-or soothed into silence by his pipe - and yet it was not silence exactly.&nbsp;
-He walked before me with a stooping gait, his hands clasped behind him;
-and, as some tree or cloud, or glimpse of distant upland pastures, struck
-him, he quoted poetry to himself, saying it out loud in a grand sonorous
-voice, with just the emphasis that true feeling and appreciation give.&nbsp;
-We came upon an old cedar tree, which stood at one end of the house
--<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;The cedar spreads his dark-green layers of shade.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Capital term - &lsquo;layers!&rsquo;&nbsp; Wonderful man!&rdquo;&nbsp;
-I did not know whether he was speaking to me or not; but I put in an
-assenting &ldquo;wonderful,&rdquo; although I knew nothing about it,
-just because I was tired of being forgotten, and of being consequently
-silent.<br>
-<br>
-He turned sharp round.&nbsp; &ldquo;Ay! you may say &lsquo;wonderful.&rsquo;&nbsp;
-Why, when I saw the review of his poems in <i>Blackwood</i>, I set off
-within an hour, and walked seven miles to Misselton (for the horses
-were not in the way) and ordered them.&nbsp; Now, what colour are ash-buds
-in March?&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Is the man going mad? thought I.&nbsp; He is very like Don Quixote.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;What colour are they, I say?&rdquo; repeated he vehemently.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I am sure I don&rsquo;t know, sir,&rdquo; said I, with the meekness
-of ignorance.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I knew you didn&rsquo;t.&nbsp; No more did I - an old fool that
-I am! - till this young man comes and tells me.&nbsp; Black as ash-buds
-in March.&nbsp; And I&rsquo;ve lived all my life in the country; more
-shame for me not to know.&nbsp; Black: they are jet-black, madam.&rdquo;&nbsp;
-And he went off again, swinging along to the music of some rhyme he
-had got hold of.<br>
-<br>
-When we came back, nothing would serve him but he must read us the poems
-he had been speaking of; and Miss Pole encouraged him in his proposal,
-I thought, because she wished me to hear his beautiful reading, of which
-she had boasted; but she afterwards said it was because she had got
-to a difficult part of her crochet, and wanted to count her stitches
-without having to talk.&nbsp; Whatever he had proposed would have been
-right to Miss Matty; although she did fall sound asleep within five
-minutes after he had begun a long poem, called &ldquo;Locksley Hall,&rdquo;
-and had a comfortable nap, unobserved, till he ended; when the cessation
-of his voice wakened her up, and she said, feeling that something was
-expected, and that Miss Pole was counting -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;What a pretty book!&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Pretty, madam! it&rsquo;s beautiful!&nbsp; Pretty, indeed!&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Oh yes!&nbsp; I meant beautiful&rdquo; said she, fluttered at
-his disapproval of her word.&nbsp; &ldquo;It is so like that beautiful
-poem of Dr Johnson&rsquo;s my sister used to read - I forget the name
-of it; what was it, my dear?&rdquo; turning to me.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Which do you mean, ma&rsquo;am?&nbsp; What was it about?&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I don&rsquo;t remember what it was about, and I&rsquo;ve quite
-forgotten what the name of it was; but it was written by Dr Johnson,
-and was very beautiful, and very like what Mr Holbrook has just been
-reading.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I don&rsquo;t remember it,&rdquo; said he reflectively.&nbsp;
-&ldquo;But I don&rsquo;t know Dr Johnson&rsquo;s poems well.&nbsp; I
-must read them.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-As we were getting into the fly to return, I heard Mr Holbrook say he
-should call on the ladies soon, and inquire how they got home; and this
-evidently pleased and fluttered Miss Matty at the time he said it; but
-after we had lost sight of the old house among the trees her sentiments
-towards the master of it were gradually absorbed into a distressing
-wonder as to whether Martha had broken her word, and seized on the opportunity
-of her mistress&rsquo;s absence to have a &ldquo;follower.&rdquo;&nbsp;
-Martha looked good, and steady, and composed enough, as she came to
-help us out; she was always careful of Miss Matty, and to-night she
-made use of this unlucky speech -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Eh! dear ma&rsquo;am, to think of your going out in an evening
-in such a thin shawl!&nbsp; It&rsquo;s no better than muslin.&nbsp;
-At your age, ma&rsquo;am, you should be careful.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;My age!&rdquo; said Miss Matty, almost speaking crossly, for
-her, for she was usually gentle - &ldquo;My age!&nbsp; Why, how old
-do you think I am, that you talk about my age?&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Well, ma&rsquo;am, I should say you were not far short of sixty:
-but folks&rsquo; looks is often against them - and I&rsquo;m sure I
-meant no harm.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Martha, I&rsquo;m not yet fifty-two!&rdquo; said Miss Matty,
-with grave emphasis; for probably the remembrance of her youth had come
-very vividly before her this day, and she was annoyed at finding that
-golden time so far away in the past.<br>
-<br>
-But she never spoke of any former and more intimate acquaintance with
-Mr Holbrook.&nbsp; She had probably met with so little sympathy in her
-early love, that she had shut it up close in her heart; and it was only
-by a sort of watching, which I could hardly avoid since Miss Pole&rsquo;s
-confidence, that I saw how faithful her poor heart had been in its sorrow
-and its silence.<br>
-<br>
-She gave me some good reason for wearing her best cap every day, and
-sat near the window, in spite of her rheumatism, in order to see, without
-being seen, down into the street.<br>
-<br>
-He came.&nbsp; He put his open palms upon his knees, which were far
-apart, as he sat with his head bent down, whistling, after we had replied
-to his inquiries about our safe return.&nbsp; Suddenly he jumped up
--<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Well, madam! have you any commands for Paris?&nbsp; I am going
-there in a week or two.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;To Paris!&rdquo; we both exclaimed.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Yes, madam!&nbsp; I&rsquo;ve never been there, and always had
-a wish to go; and I think if I don&rsquo;t go soon, I mayn&rsquo;t go
-at all; so as soon as the hay is got in I shall go, before harvest time.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-We were so much astonished that we had no commissions.<br>
-<br>
-Just as he was going out of the room, he turned back, with his favourite
-exclamation -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;God bless my soul, madam! but I nearly forgot half my errand.&nbsp;
-Here are the poems for you you admired so much the other evening at
-my house.&rdquo;&nbsp; He tugged away at a parcel in his coat-pocket.&nbsp;
-&ldquo;Good-bye, miss,&rdquo; said he; &ldquo;good-bye, Matty! take
-care of yourself.&rdquo;&nbsp; And he was gone.<br>
-<br>
-But he had given her a book, and he had called her Matty, just as he
-used to do thirty years to.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I wish he would not go to Paris,&rdquo; said Miss Matilda anxiously.&nbsp;
-&ldquo;I don&rsquo;t believe frogs will agree with him; he used to have
-to be very careful what he ate, which was curious in so strong-looking
-a young man.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Soon after this I took my leave, giving many an injunction to Martha
-to look after her mistress, and to let me know if she thought that Miss
-Matilda was not so well; in which case I would volunteer a visit to
-my old friend, without noticing Martha&rsquo;s intelligence to her.<br>
-<br>
-Accordingly I received a line or two from Martha every now and then;
-and, about November I had a note to say her mistress was &ldquo;very
-low and sadly off her food&rdquo;; and the account made me so uneasy
-that, although Martha did not decidedly summon me, I packed up my things
-and went.<br>
-<br>
-I received a warm welcome, in spite of the little flurry produced by
-my impromptu visit, for I had only been able to give a day&rsquo;s notice.&nbsp;
-Miss Matilda looked miserably ill; and I prepared to comfort and cosset
-her.<br>
-<br>
-I went down to have a private talk with Martha.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;How long has your mistress been so poorly?&rdquo; I asked, as
-I stood by the kitchen fire.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Well!&nbsp; I think its better than a fortnight; it is, I know;
-it was one Tuesday, after Miss Pole had been, that she went into this
-moping way.&nbsp; I thought she was tired, and it would go off with
-a night&rsquo;s rest; but no! she has gone on and on ever since, till
-I thought it my duty to write to you, ma&rsquo;am.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;You did quite right, Martha.&nbsp; It is a comfort to think she
-has so faithful a servant about her.&nbsp; And I hope you find your
-place comfortable?&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Well, ma&rsquo;am, missus is very kind, and there&rsquo;s plenty
-to eat and drink, and no more work but what I can do easily - but -
-&rdquo; Martha hesitated.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;But what, Martha?&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Why, it seems so hard of missus not to let me have any followers;
-there&rsquo;s such lots of young fellows in the town; and many a one
-has as much as offered to keep company with me; and I may never be in
-such a likely place again, and it&rsquo;s like wasting an opportunity.&nbsp;
-Many a girl as I know would have &rsquo;em unbeknownst to missus; but
-I&rsquo;ve given my word, and I&rsquo;ll stick to it; or else this is
-just the house for missus never to be the wiser if they did come: and
-it&rsquo;s such a capable kitchen - there&rsquo;s such dark corners
-in it - I&rsquo;d be bound to hide any one.&nbsp; I counted up last
-Sunday night - for I&rsquo;ll not deny I was crying because I had to
-shut the door in Jem Hearn&rsquo;s face, and he&rsquo;s a steady young
-man, fit for any girl; only I had given missus my word.&rdquo;&nbsp;
-Martha was all but crying again; and I had little comfort to give her,
-for I knew, from old experience, of the horror with which both the Miss
-Jenkynses looked upon &ldquo;followers&rdquo;; and in Miss Matty&rsquo;s
-present nervous state this dread was not likely to be lessened.<br>
-<br>
-I went to see Miss Pole the next day, and took her completely by surprise,
-for she had not been to see Miss Matilda for two days.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;And now I must go back with you, my dear, for I promised to let
-her know how Thomas Holbrook went on; and, I&rsquo;m sorry to say, his
-housekeeper has sent me word to-day that he hasn&rsquo;t long to live.&nbsp;
-Poor Thomas! that journey to Paris was quite too much for him.&nbsp;
-His housekeeper says he has hardly ever been round his fields since,
-but just sits with his hands on his knees in the counting-house, not
-reading or anything, but only saying what a wonderful city Paris was!&nbsp;
-Paris has much to answer for if it&rsquo;s killed my cousin Thomas,
-for a better man never lived.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Does Miss Matilda know of his illness?&rdquo; asked I - a new
-light as to the cause of her indisposition dawning upon me.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Dear! to be sure, yes!&nbsp; Has not she told you?&nbsp; I let
-her know a fortnight ago, or more, when first I heard of it.&nbsp; How
-odd she shouldn&rsquo;t have told you!&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Not at all, I thought; but I did not say anything.&nbsp; I felt almost
-guilty of having spied too curiously into that tender heart, and I was
-not going to speak of its secrets - hidden, Miss Matty believed, from
-all the world.&nbsp; I ushered Miss Pole into Miss Matilda&rsquo;s little
-drawing-room, and then left them alone.&nbsp; But I was not surprised
-when Martha came to my bedroom door, to ask me to go down to dinner
-alone, for that missus had one of her bad headaches.&nbsp; She came
-into the drawing-room at tea-time, but it was evidently an effort to
-her; and, as if to make up for some reproachful feeling against her
-late sister, Miss Jenkyns, which had been troubling her all the afternoon,
-and for which she now felt penitent, she kept telling me how good and
-how clever Deborah was in her youth; how she used to settle what gowns
-they were to wear at all the parties (faint, ghostly ideas of grim parties,
-far away in the distance, when Miss Matty and Miss Pole were young!);
-and how Deborah and her mother had started the benefit society for the
-poor, and taught girls cooking and plain sewing; and how Deborah had
-once danced with a lord; and how she used to visit at Sir Peter Arley&rsquo;s,
-and tried to remodel the quiet rectory establishment on the plans of
-Arley Hall, where they kept thirty servants; and how she had nursed
-Miss Matty through a long, long illness, of which I had never heard
-before, but which I now dated in my own mind as following the dismissal
-of the suit of Mr Holbrook.&nbsp; So we talked softly and quietly of
-old times through the long November evening.<br>
-<br>
-The next day Miss Pole brought us word that Mr Holbrook was dead.&nbsp;
-Miss Matty heard the news in silence; in fact, from the account of the
-previous day, it was only what we had to expect.&nbsp; Miss Pole kept
-calling upon us for some expression of regret, by asking if it was not
-sad that he was gone, and saying -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;To think of that pleasant day last June, when he seemed so well!&nbsp;
-And he might have lived this dozen years if he had not gone to that
-wicked Paris, where they are always having revolutions.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-She paused for some demonstration on our part.&nbsp; I saw Miss Matty
-could not speak, she was trembling so nervously; so I said what I really
-felt; and after a call of some duration - all the time of which I have
-no doubt Miss Pole thought Miss Matty received the news very calmly
-- our visitor took her leave.<br>
-<br>
-Miss Matty made a strong effort to conceal her feelings - a concealment
-she practised even with me, for she has never alluded to Mr Holbrook
-again, although the book he gave her lies with her Bible on the little
-table by her bedside.&nbsp; She did not think I heard her when she asked
-the little milliner of Cranford to make her caps something like the
-Honourable Mrs Jamieson&rsquo;s, or that I noticed the reply -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;But she wears widows&rsquo; caps, ma&rsquo;am?&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Oh!&nbsp; I only meant something in that style; not widows&rsquo;,
-of course, but rather like Mrs Jamieson&rsquo;s.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-This effort at concealment was the beginning of the tremulous motion
-of head and hands which I have seen ever since in Miss Matty.<br>
-<br>
-The evening of the day on which we heard of Mr Holbrook&rsquo;s death,
-Miss Matilda was very silent and thoughtful; after prayers she called
-Martha back and then she stood uncertain what to say.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Martha!&rdquo; she said, at last, &ldquo;you are young&rdquo;
-- and then she made so long a pause that Martha, to remind her of her
-half-finished sentence, dropped a curtsey, and said -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Yes, please, ma&rsquo;am; two-and-twenty last third of October,
-please, ma&rsquo;am.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;And, perhaps, Martha, you may some time meet with a young man
-you like, and who likes you.&nbsp; I did say you were not to have followers;
-but if you meet with such a young man, and tell me, and I find he is
-respectable, I have no objection to his coming to see you once a week.&nbsp;
-God forbid!&rdquo; said she in a low voice, &ldquo;that I should grieve
-any young hearts.&rdquo;&nbsp; She spoke as if she were providing for
-some distant contingency, and was rather startled when Martha made her
-ready eager answer -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Please, ma&rsquo;am, there&rsquo;s Jem Hearn, and he&rsquo;s
-a joiner making three-and-sixpence a-day, and six foot one in his stocking-feet,
-please, ma&rsquo;am; and if you&rsquo;ll ask about him to-morrow morning,
-every one will give him a character for steadiness; and he&rsquo;ll
-be glad enough to come to-morrow night, I&rsquo;ll be bound.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Though Miss Matty was startled, she submitted to Fate and Love.<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-CHAPTER V - OLD LETTERS<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-I have often noticed that almost every one has his own individual small
-economies - careful habits of saving fractions of pennies in some one
-peculiar direction - any disturbance of which annoys him more than spending
-shillings or pounds on some real extravagance.&nbsp; An old gentleman
-of my acquaintance, who took the intelligence of the failure of a Joint-Stock
-Bank, in which some of his money was invested, with stoical mildness,
-worried his family all through a long summer&rsquo;s day because one
-of them had torn (instead of cutting) out the written leaves of his
-now useless bank-book; of course, the corresponding pages at the other
-end came out as well, and this little unnecessary waste of paper (his
-private economy) chafed him more than all the loss of his money.&nbsp;
-Envelopes fretted his soul terribly when they first came in; the only
-way in which he could reconcile himself to such waste of his cherished
-article was by patiently turning inside out all that were sent to him,
-and so making them serve again.&nbsp; Even now, though tamed by age,
-I see him casting wistful glances at his daughters when they send a
-whole inside of a half-sheet of note paper, with the three lines of
-acceptance to an invitation, written on only one of the sides.&nbsp;
-I am not above owning that I have this human weakness myself.&nbsp;
-String is my foible.&nbsp; My pockets get full of little hanks of it,
-picked up and twisted together, ready for uses that never come.&nbsp;
-I am seriously annoyed if any one cuts the string of a parcel instead
-of patiently and faithfully undoing it fold by fold.&nbsp; How people
-can bring themselves to use india-rubber rings, which are a sort of
-deification of string, as lightly as they do, I cannot imagine.&nbsp;
-To me an india-rubber ring is a precious treasure.&nbsp; I have one
-which is not new - one that I picked up off the floor nearly six years
-ago.&nbsp; I have really tried to use it, but my heart failed me, and
-I could not commit the extravagance.<br>
-<br>
-Small pieces of butter grieve others.&nbsp; They cannot attend to conversation
-because of the annoyance occasioned by the habit which some people have
-of invariably taking more butter than they want.&nbsp; Have you not
-seen the anxious look (almost mesmeric) which such persons fix on the
-article?&nbsp; They would feel it a relief if they might bury it out
-of their sight by popping it into their own mouths and swallowing it
-down; and they are really made happy if the person on whose plate it
-lies unused suddenly breaks off a piece of toast (which he does not
-want at all) and eats up his butter.&nbsp; They think that this is not
-waste.<br>
-<br>
-Now Miss Matty Jenkyns was chary of candles.&nbsp; We had many devices
-to use as few as possible.&nbsp; In the winter afternoons she would
-sit knitting for two or three hours - she could do this in the dark,
-or by firelight - and when I asked if I might not ring for candles to
-finish stitching my wristbands, she told me to &ldquo;keep blind man&rsquo;s
-holiday.&rdquo;&nbsp; They were usually brought in with tea; but we
-only burnt one at a time.&nbsp; As we lived in constant preparation
-for a friend who might come in any evening (but who never did), it required
-some contrivance to keep our two candles of the same length, ready to
-be lighted, and to look as if we burnt two always.&nbsp; The candles
-took it in turns; and, whatever we might be talking about or doing,
-Miss Matty&rsquo;s eyes were habitually fixed upon the candle, ready
-to jump up and extinguish it and to light the other before they had
-become too uneven in length to be restored to equality in the course
-of the evening.<br>
-<br>
-One night, I remember this candle economy particularly annoyed me.&nbsp;
-I had been very much tired of my compulsory &ldquo;blind man&rsquo;s
-holiday,&rdquo; especially as Miss Matty had fallen asleep, and I did
-not like to stir the fire and run the risk of awakening her; so I could
-not even sit on the rug, and scorch myself with sewing by firelight,
-according to my usual custom.&nbsp; I fancied Miss Matty must be dreaming
-of her early life; for she spoke one or two words in her uneasy sleep
-bearing reference to persons who were dead long before.&nbsp; When Martha
-brought in the lighted candle and tea, Miss Matty started into wakefulness,
-with a strange, bewildered look around, as if we were not the people
-she expected to see about her.&nbsp; There was a little sad expression
-that shadowed her face as she recognised me; but immediately afterwards
-she tried to give me her usual smile.&nbsp; All through tea-time her
-talk ran upon the days of her childhood and youth.&nbsp; Perhaps this
-reminded her of the desirableness of looking over all the old family
-letters, and destroying such as ought not to be allowed to fall into
-the hands of strangers; for she had often spoken of the necessity of
-this task, but had always shrunk from it, with a timid dread of something
-painful.&nbsp; To-night, however, she rose up after tea and went for
-them - in the dark; for she piqued herself on the precise neatness of
-all her chamber arrangements, and used to look uneasily at me when I
-lighted a bed-candle to go to another room for anything.&nbsp; When
-she returned there was a faint, pleasant smell of Tonquin beans in the
-room.&nbsp; I had always noticed this scent about any of the things
-which had belonged to her mother; and many of the letters were addressed
-to her - yellow bundles of love-letters, sixty or seventy years old.<br>
-<br>
-Miss Matty undid the packet with a sigh; but she stifled it directly,
-as if it were hardly right to regret the flight of time, or of life
-either.&nbsp; We agreed to look them over separately, each taking a
-different letter out of the same bundle and describing its contents
-to the other before destroying it.&nbsp; I never knew what sad work
-the reading of old-letters was before that evening, though I could hardly
-tell why.&nbsp; The letters were as happy as letters could be - at least
-those early letters were.&nbsp; There was in them a vivid and intense
-sense of the present time, which seemed so strong and full, as if it
-could never pass away, and as if the warm, living hearts that so expressed
-themselves could never die, and be as nothing to the sunny earth.&nbsp;
-I should have felt less melancholy, I believe, if the letters had been
-more so.&nbsp; I saw the tears stealing down the well-worn furrows of
-Miss Matty&rsquo;s cheeks, and her spectacles often wanted wiping.&nbsp;
-I trusted at last that she would light the other candle, for my own
-eyes were rather dim, and I wanted more light to see the pale, faded
-ink; but no, even through her tears, she saw and remembered her little
-economical ways.<br>
-<br>
-The earliest set of letters were two bundles tied together, and ticketed
-(in Miss Jenkyns&rsquo;s handwriting) &ldquo;Letters interchanged between
-my ever-honoured father and my dearly-beloved mother, prior to their
-marriage, in July 1774.&rdquo;&nbsp; I should guess that the rector
-of Cranford was about twenty-seven years of age when he wrote those
-letters; and Miss Matty told me that her mother was just eighteen at
-the time of her wedding.&nbsp; With my idea of the rector derived from
-a picture in the dining-parlour, stiff and stately, in a huge full-bottomed
-wig, with gown, cassock, and bands, and his hand upon a copy of the
-only sermon he ever published - it was strange to read these letters.&nbsp;
-They were full of eager, passionate ardour; short homely sentences,
-right fresh from the heart (very different from the grand Latinised,
-Johnsonian style of the printed sermon preached before some judge at
-assize time).&nbsp; His letters were a curious contrast to those of
-his girl-bride.&nbsp; She was evidently rather annoyed at his demands
-upon her for expressions of love, and could not quite understand what
-he meant by repeating the same thing over in so many different ways;
-but what she was quite clear about was a longing for a white &ldquo;Paduasoy&rdquo;
-- whatever that might be; and six or seven letters were principally
-occupied in asking her lover to use his influence with her parents (who
-evidently kept her in good order) to obtain this or that article of
-dress, more especially the white &ldquo;Paduasoy.&rdquo;&nbsp; He cared
-nothing how she was dressed; she was always lovely enough for him, as
-he took pains to assure her, when she begged him to express in his answers
-a predilection for particular pieces of finery, in order that she might
-show what he said to her parents.&nbsp; But at length he seemed to find
-out that she would not be married till she had a &ldquo;trousseau&rdquo;
-to her mind; and then he sent her a letter, which had evidently accompanied
-a whole box full of finery, and in which he requested that she might
-be dressed in everything her heart desired.&nbsp; This was the first
-letter, ticketed in a frail, delicate hand, &ldquo;From my dearest John.&rdquo;&nbsp;
-Shortly afterwards they were married, I suppose, from the intermission
-in their correspondence.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;We must burn them, I think,&rdquo; said Miss Matty, looking doubtfully
-at me.&nbsp; &ldquo;No one will care for them when I am gone.&rdquo;&nbsp;
-And one by one she dropped them into the middle of the fire, watching
-each blaze up, die out, and rise away, in faint, white, ghostly semblance,
-up the chimney, before she gave another to the same fate.&nbsp; The
-room was light enough now; but I, like her, was fascinated into watching
-the destruction of those letters, into which the honest warmth of a
-manly heart had been poured forth.<br>
-<br>
-The next letter, likewise docketed by Miss Jenkyns, was endorsed, &ldquo;Letter
-of pious congratulation and exhortation from my venerable grandfather
-to my beloved mother, on occasion of my own birth.&nbsp; Also some practical
-remarks on the desirability of keeping warm the extremities of infants,
-from my excellent grandmother.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-The first part was, indeed, a severe and forcible picture of the responsibilities
-of mothers, and a warning against the evils that were in the world,
-and lying in ghastly wait for the little baby of two days old.&nbsp;
-His wife did not write, said the old gentleman, because he had forbidden
-it, she being indisposed with a sprained ankle, which (he said) quite
-incapacitated her from holding a pen.&nbsp; However, at the foot of
-the page was a small &ldquo;T.O.,&rdquo; and on turning it over, sure
-enough, there was a letter to &ldquo;my dear, dearest Molly,&rdquo;
-begging her, when she left her room, whatever she did, to go <i>up</i>
-stairs before going <i>down</i>: and telling her to wrap her baby&rsquo;s
-feet up in flannel, and keep it warm by the fire, although it was summer,
-for babies were so tender.<br>
-<br>
-It was pretty to see from the letters, which were evidently exchanged
-with some frequency between the young mother and the grandmother, how
-the girlish vanity was being weeded out of her heart by love for her
-baby.&nbsp; The white &ldquo;Paduasoy&rdquo; figured again in the letters,
-with almost as much vigour as before.&nbsp; In one, it was being made
-into a christening cloak for the baby.&nbsp; It decked it when it went
-with its parents to spend a day or two at Arley Hall.&nbsp; It added
-to its charms, when it was &ldquo;the prettiest little baby that ever
-was seen.&nbsp; Dear mother, I wish you could see her!&nbsp; Without
-any pershality, I do think she will grow up a regular bewty!&rdquo;&nbsp;
-I thought of Miss Jenkyns, grey, withered, and wrinkled, and I wondered
-if her mother had known her in the courts of heaven: and then I knew
-that she had, and that they stood there in angelic guise.<br>
-<br>
-There was a great gap before any of the rector&rsquo;s letters appeared.&nbsp;
-And then his wife had changed her mode of her endorsement.&nbsp; It
-was no longer from, &ldquo;My dearest John;&rdquo; it was from &ldquo;My
-Honoured Husband.&rdquo;&nbsp; The letters were written on occasion
-of the publication of the same sermon which was represented in the picture.&nbsp;
-The preaching before &ldquo;My Lord Judge,&rdquo; and the &ldquo;publishing
-by request,&rdquo; was evidently the culminating point - the event of
-his life.&nbsp; It had been necessary for him to go up to London to
-superintend it through the press.&nbsp; Many friends had to be called
-upon and consulted before he could decide on any printer fit for so
-onerous a task; and at length it was arranged that J. and J. Rivingtons
-were to have the honourable responsibility.&nbsp; The worthy rector
-seemed to be strung up by the occasion to a high literary pitch, for
-he could hardly write a letter to his wife without cropping out into
-Latin.&nbsp; I remember the end of one of his letters ran thus: &ldquo;I
-shall ever hold the virtuous qualities of my Molly in remembrance, <i>dum
-memor ipse mei, dum spiritus regit artus</i>,&rdquo; which, considering
-that the English of his correspondent was sometimes at fault in grammar,
-and often in spelling, might be taken as a proof of how much he &ldquo;idealised
-his Molly;&rdquo; and, as Miss Jenkyns used to say, &ldquo;People talk
-a great deal about idealising now-a-days, whatever that may mean.&rdquo;&nbsp;
-But this was nothing to a fit of writing classical poetry which soon
-seized him, in which his Molly figured away as &ldquo;Maria.&rdquo;&nbsp;
-The letter containing the <i>carmen</i> was endorsed by her, &ldquo;Hebrew
-verses sent me by my honoured husband.&nbsp; I thowt to have had a letter
-about killing the pig, but must wait.&nbsp; Mem., to send the poetry
-to Sir Peter Arley, as my husband desires.&rdquo;&nbsp; And in a post-scriptum
-note in his handwriting it was stated that the Ode had appeared in the
-<i>Gentleman&rsquo;s Magazine</i>, December 1782.<br>
-<br>
-Her letters back to her husband (treasured as fondly by him as if they
-had been <i>M. T. Ciceronis Epistolae</i>) were more satisfactory to
-an absent husband and father than his could ever have been to her.&nbsp;
-She told him how Deborah sewed her seam very neatly every day, and read
-to her in the books he had set her; how she was a very &ldquo;forrard,&rdquo;
-good child, but would ask questions her mother could not answer, but
-how she did not let herself down by saying she did not know, but took
-to stirring the fire, or sending the &ldquo;forrard&rdquo; child on
-an errand.&nbsp; Matty was now the mother&rsquo;s darling, and promised
-(like her sister at her age), to be a great beauty.&nbsp; I was reading
-this aloud to Miss Matty, who smiled and sighed a little at the hope,
-so fondly expressed, that &ldquo;little Matty might not be vain, even
-if she were a bewty.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I had very pretty hair, my dear,&rdquo; said Mist Matilda; &ldquo;and
-not a bad mouth.&rdquo;&nbsp; And I saw her soon afterwards adjust her
-cap and draw herself up.<br>
-<br>
-But to return to Mrs Jenkyns&rsquo;s letters.&nbsp; She told her husband
-about the poor in the parish; what homely domestic medicines she had
-administered; what kitchen physic she had sent.&nbsp; She had evidently
-held his displeasure as a rod in pickle over the heads of all the ne&rsquo;er-do-wells.&nbsp;
-She asked for his directions about the cows and pigs; and did not always
-obtain them, as I have shown before.<br>
-<br>
-The kind old grandmother was dead when a little boy was born, soon after
-the publication of the sermon; but there was another letter of exhortation
-from the grandfather, more stringent and admonitory than ever, now that
-there was a boy to be guarded from the snares of the world.&nbsp; He
-described all the various sins into which men might fall, until I wondered
-how any man ever came to a natural death.&nbsp; The gallows seemed as
-if it must have been the termination of the lives of most of the grandfather&rsquo;s
-friends and acquaintance; and I was not surprised at the way in which
-he spoke of this life being &ldquo;a vale of tears.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-It seemed curious that I should never have heard of this brother before;
-but I concluded that he had died young, or else surely his name would
-have been alluded to by his sisters.<br>
-<br>
-By-and-by we came to packets of Miss Jenkyns&rsquo;s letters.&nbsp;
-These Miss Matty did regret to burn.&nbsp; She said all the others had
-been only interesting to those who loved the writers, and that it seemed
-as if it would have hurt her to allow them to fall into the hands of
-strangers, who had not known her dear mother, and how good she was,
-although she did not always spell, quite in the modern fashion; but
-Deborah&rsquo;s letters were so very superior!&nbsp; Any one might profit
-by reading them.&nbsp; It was a long time since she had read Mrs Chapone,
-but she knew she used to think that Deborah could have said the same
-things quite as well; and as for Mrs Carter! people thought a deal of
-her letters, just because she had written &ldquo;Epictetus,&rdquo; but
-she was quite sure Deborah would never have made use of such a common
-expression as &ldquo;I canna be fashed!&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Miss Matty did grudge burning these letters, it was evident.&nbsp; She
-would not let them be carelessly passed over with any quiet reading,
-and skipping, to myself.&nbsp; She took them from me, and even lighted
-the second candle in order to read them aloud with a proper emphasis,
-and without stumbling over the big words.&nbsp; Oh dear! how I wanted
-facts instead of reflections, before those letters were concluded!&nbsp;
-They lasted us two nights; and I won&rsquo;t deny that I made use of
-the time to think of many other things, and yet I was always at my post
-at the end of each sentence.<br>
-<br>
-The rector&rsquo;s letters, and those of his wife and mother-in-law,
-had all been tolerably short and pithy, written in a straight hand,
-with the lines very close together.&nbsp; Sometimes the whole letter
-was contained on a mere scrap of paper.&nbsp; The paper was very yellow,
-and the ink very brown; some of the sheets were (as Miss Matty made
-me observe) the old original post, with the stamp in the corner representing
-a post-boy riding for life and twanging his horn.&nbsp; The letters
-of Mrs Jenkyns and her mother were fastened with a great round red wafer;
-for it was before Miss Edgeworth&rsquo;s &ldquo;patronage&rdquo; had
-banished wafers from polite society.&nbsp; It was evident, from the
-tenor of what was said, that franks were in great request, and were
-even used as a means of paying debts by needy members of Parliament.&nbsp;
-The rector sealed his epistles with an immense coat of arms, and showed
-by the care with which he had performed this ceremony that he expected
-they should be cut open, not broken by any thoughtless or impatient
-hand.&nbsp; Now, Miss Jenkyns&rsquo;s letters were of a later date in
-form and writing.&nbsp; She wrote on the square sheet which we have
-learned to call old-fashioned.&nbsp; Her hand was admirably calculated,
-together with her use of many-syllabled words, to fill up a sheet, and
-then came the pride and delight of crossing.&nbsp; Poor Miss Matty got
-sadly puzzled with this, for the words gathered size like snowballs,
-and towards the end of her letter Miss Jenkyns used to become quite
-sesquipedalian.&nbsp; In one to her father, slightly theological and
-controversial in its tone, she had spoken of Herod, Tetrarch of Idumea.&nbsp;
-Miss Matty read it &ldquo;Herod Petrarch of Etruria,&rdquo; and was
-just as well pleased as if she had been right.<br>
-<br>
-I can&rsquo;t quite remember the date, but I think it was in 1805 that
-Miss Jenkyns wrote the longest series of letters - on occasion of her
-absence on a visit to some friends near Newcastle-upon-Tyne.&nbsp; These
-friends were intimate with the commandant of the garrison there, and
-heard from him of all the preparations that were being made to repel
-the invasion of Buonaparte, which some people imagined might take place
-at the mouth of the Tyne.&nbsp; Miss Jenkyns was evidently very much
-alarmed; and the first part of her letters was often written in pretty
-intelligible English, conveying particulars of the preparations which
-were made in the family with whom she was residing against the dreaded
-event; the bundles of clothes that were packed up ready for a flight
-to Alston Moor (a wild hilly piece of ground between Northumberland
-and Cumberland); the signal that was to be given for this flight, and
-for the simultaneous turning out of the volunteers under arms - which
-said signal was to consist (if I remember rightly) in ringing the church
-bells in a particular and ominous manner.&nbsp; One day, when Miss Jenkyns
-and her hosts were at a dinner-party in Newcastle, this warning summons
-was actually given (not a very wise proceeding, if there be any truth
-in the moral attached to the fable of the Boy and the Wolf; but so it
-was), and Miss Jenkyns, hardly recovered from her fright, wrote the
-next day to describe the sound, the breathless shock, the hurry and
-alarm; and then, taking breath, she added, &ldquo;How trivial, my dear
-father, do all our apprehensions of the last evening appear, at the
-present moment, to calm and enquiring minds!&rdquo;&nbsp; And here Miss
-Matty broke in with -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;But, indeed, my dear, they were not at all trivial or trifling
-at the time.&nbsp; I know I used to wake up in the night many a time
-and think I heard the tramp of the French entering Cranford.&nbsp; Many
-people talked of hiding themselves in the salt mines - and meat would
-have kept capitally down there, only perhaps we should have been thirsty.&nbsp;
-And my father preached a whole set of sermons on the occasion; one set
-in the mornings, all about David and Goliath, to spirit up the people
-to fighting with spades or bricks, if need were; and the other set in
-the afternoons, proving that Napoleon (that was another name for Bony,
-as we used to call him) was all the same as an Apollyon and Abaddon.&nbsp;
-I remember my father rather thought he should be asked to print this
-last set; but the parish had, perhaps, had enough of them with hearing.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Peter Marmaduke Arley Jenkyns (&ldquo;poor Peter!&rdquo; as Miss Matty
-began to call him) was at school at Shrewsbury by this time.&nbsp; The
-rector took up his pen, and rubbed up his Latin once more, to correspond
-with his boy.&nbsp; It was very clear that the lad&rsquo;s were what
-are called show letters.&nbsp; They were of a highly mental description,
-giving an account of his studies, and his intellectual hopes of various
-kinds, with an occasional quotation from the classics; but, now and
-then, the animal nature broke out in such a little sentence as this,
-evidently written in a trembling hurry, after the letter had been inspected:
-&ldquo;Mother dear, do send me a cake, and put plenty of citron in.&rdquo;&nbsp;
-The &ldquo;mother dear&rdquo; probably answered her boy in the form
-of cakes and &ldquo;goody,&rdquo; for there were none of her letters
-among this set; but a whole collection of the rector&rsquo;s, to whom
-the Latin in his boy&rsquo;s letters was like a trumpet to the old war-horse.&nbsp;
-I do not know much about Latin, certainly, and it is, perhaps, an ornamental
-language, but not very useful, I think - at least to judge from the
-bits I remember out of the rector&rsquo;s letters.&nbsp; One was, &ldquo;You
-have not got that town in your map of Ireland; but <i>Bonus Bernardus
-non videt omnia</i>, as the Proverbia say.&rdquo;&nbsp; Presently it
-became very evident that &ldquo;poor Peter&rdquo; got himself into many
-scrapes.&nbsp; There were letters of stilted penitence to his father,
-for some wrong-doing; and among them all was a badly-written, badly-sealed,
-badly-directed, blotted note:- &ldquo;My dear, dear, dear, dearest mother,
-I will be a better boy; I will, indeed; but don&rsquo;t, please, be
-ill for me; I am not worth it; but I will be good, darling mother.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Miss Matty could not speak for crying, after she had read this note.&nbsp;
-She gave it to me in silence, and then got up and took it to her sacred
-recesses in her own room, for fear, by any chance, it might get burnt.&nbsp;
-&ldquo;Poor Peter!&rdquo; she said; &ldquo;he was always in scrapes;
-he was too easy.&nbsp; They led him wrong, and then left him in the
-lurch.&nbsp; But he was too fond of mischief.&nbsp; He could never resist
-a joke.&nbsp; Poor Peter!&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-CHAPTER VI - POOR PETER<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-Poor Peter&rsquo;s career lay before him rather pleasantly mapped out
-by kind friends, but <i>Bonus Bernardus non videt omnia</i>, in this
-map too.&nbsp; He was to win honours at the Shrewsbury School, and carry
-them thick to Cambridge, and after that, a living awaited him, the gift
-of his godfather, Sir Peter Arley.&nbsp; Poor Peter! his lot in life
-was very different to what his friends had hoped and planned.&nbsp;
-Miss Matty told me all about it, and I think it was a relief when she
-had done so.<br>
-<br>
-He was the darling of his mother, who seemed to dote on all her children,
-though she was, perhaps, a little afraid of Deborah&rsquo;s superior
-acquirements.&nbsp; Deborah was the favourite of her father, and when
-Peter disappointed him, she became his pride.&nbsp; The sole honour
-Peter brought away from Shrewsbury was the reputation of being the best
-good fellow that ever was, and of being the captain of the school in
-the art of practical joking.&nbsp; His father was disappointed, but
-set about remedying the matter in a manly way.&nbsp; He could not afford
-to send Peter to read with any tutor, but he could read with him himself;
-and Miss Matty told me much of the awful preparations in the way of
-dictionaries and lexicons that were made in her father&rsquo;s study
-the morning Peter began.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;My poor mother!&rdquo; said she.&nbsp; &ldquo;I remember how
-she used to stand in the hall, just near enough the study-door, to catch
-the tone of my father&rsquo;s voice.&nbsp; I could tell in a moment
-if all was going right, by her face.&nbsp; And it did go right for a
-long time.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;What went wrong at last?&rdquo; said I.&nbsp; &ldquo;That tiresome
-Latin, I dare say.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;No! it was not the Latin.&nbsp; Peter was in high favour with
-my father, for he worked up well for him.&nbsp; But he seemed to think
-that the Cranford people might be joked about, and made fun of, and
-they did not like it; nobody does.&nbsp; He was always hoaxing them;
-&lsquo;hoaxing&rsquo; is not a pretty word, my dear, and I hope you
-won&rsquo;t tell your father I used it, for I should not like him to
-think that I was not choice in my language, after living with such a
-woman as Deborah.&nbsp; And be sure you never use it yourself.&nbsp;
-I don&rsquo;t know how it slipped out of my mouth, except it was that
-I was thinking of poor Peter and it was always his expression.&nbsp;
-But he was a very gentlemanly boy in many things.&nbsp; He was like
-dear Captain Brown in always being ready to help any old person or a
-child.&nbsp; Still, he did like joking and making fun; and he seemed
-to think the old ladies in Cranford would believe anything.&nbsp; There
-were many old ladies living here then; we are principally ladies now,
-I know, but we are not so old as the ladies used to be when I was a
-girl.&nbsp; I could laugh to think of some of Peter&rsquo;s jokes.&nbsp;
-No, my dear, I won&rsquo;t tell you of them, because they might not
-shock you as they ought to do, and they were very shocking.&nbsp; He
-even took in my father once, by dressing himself up as a lady that was
-passing through the town and wished to see the Rector of Cranford, &lsquo;who
-had published that admirable Assize Sermon.&rsquo;&nbsp; Peter said
-he was awfully frightened himself when he saw how my father took it
-all in, and even offered to copy out all his Napoleon Buonaparte sermons
-for her - him, I mean - no, her, for Peter was a lady then.&nbsp; He
-told me he was more terrified than he ever was before, all the time
-my father was speaking.&nbsp; He did not think my father would have
-believed him; and yet if he had not, it would have been a sad thing
-for Peter.&nbsp; As it was, he was none so glad of it, for my father
-kept him hard at work copying out all those twelve Buonaparte sermons
-for the lady - that was for Peter himself, you know.&nbsp; He was the
-lady.&nbsp; And once when he wanted to go fishing, Peter said, &lsquo;Confound
-the woman!&rsquo; - very bad language, my dear, but Peter was not always
-so guarded as he should have been; my father was so angry with him,
-it nearly frightened me out of my wits: and yet I could hardly keep
-from laughing at the little curtseys Peter kept making, quite slyly,
-whenever my father spoke of the lady&rsquo;s excellent taste and sound
-discrimination.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Did Miss Jenkyns know of these tricks?&rdquo; said I.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Oh, no!&nbsp; Deborah would have been too much shocked.&nbsp;
-No, no one knew but me.&nbsp; I wish I had always known of Peter&rsquo;s
-plans; but sometimes he did not tell me.&nbsp; He used to say the old
-ladies in the town wanted something to talk about; but I don&rsquo;t
-think they did.&nbsp; They had the <i>St James&rsquo;s Chronicle</i>
-three times a week, just as we have now, and we have plenty to say;
-and I remember the clacking noise there always was when some of the
-ladies got together.&nbsp; But, probably, schoolboys talk more than
-ladies.&nbsp; At last there was a terrible, sad thing happened.&rdquo;&nbsp;
-Miss Matty got up, went to the door, and opened it; no one was there.&nbsp;
-She rang the bell for Martha, and when Martha came, her mistress told
-her to go for eggs to a farm at the other end of the town.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I will lock the door after you, Martha.&nbsp; You are not afraid
-to go, are you?&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;No, ma&rsquo;am, not at all; Jem Hearn will be only too proud
-to go with me.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Miss Matty drew herself up, and as soon as we were alone, she wished
-that Martha had more maidenly reserve.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;We&rsquo;ll put out the candle, my dear.&nbsp; We can talk just
-as well by firelight, you know.&nbsp; There!&nbsp; Well, you see, Deborah
-had gone from home for a fortnight or so; it was a very still, quiet
-day, I remember, overhead; and the lilacs were all in flower, so I suppose
-it was spring.&nbsp; My father had gone out to see some sick people
-in the parish; I recollect seeing him leave the house with his wig and
-shovel-hat and cane.&nbsp; What possessed our poor Peter I don&rsquo;t
-know; he had the sweetest temper, and yet he always seemed to like to
-plague Deborah.&nbsp; She never laughed at his jokes, and thought him
-ungenteel, and not careful enough about improving his mind; and that
-vexed him.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Well! he went to her room, it seems, and dressed himself in her
-old gown, and shawl, and bonnet; just the things she used to wear in
-Cranford, and was known by everywhere; and he made the pillow into a
-little - you are sure you locked the door, my dear, for I should not
-like anyone to hear - into - into a little baby, with white long clothes.&nbsp;
-It was only, as he told me afterwards, to make something to talk about
-in the town; he never thought of it as affecting Deborah.&nbsp; And
-he went and walked up and down in the Filbert walk - just half-hidden
-by the rails, and half-seen; and he cuddled his pillow, just like a
-baby, and talked to it all the nonsense people do.&nbsp; Oh dear! and
-my father came stepping stately up the street, as he always did; and
-what should he see but a little black crowd of people - I daresay as
-many as twenty - all peeping through his garden rails.&nbsp; So he thought,
-at first, they were only looking at a new rhododendron that was in full
-bloom, and that he was very proud of; and he walked slower, that they
-might have more time to admire.&nbsp; And he wondered if he could make
-out a sermon from the occasion, and thought, perhaps, there was some
-relation between the rhododendrons and the lilies of the field.&nbsp;
-My poor father!&nbsp; When he came nearer, he began to wonder that they
-did not see him; but their heads were all so close together, peeping
-and peeping!&nbsp; My father was amongst them, meaning, he said, to
-ask them to walk into the garden with him, and admire the beautiful
-vegetable production, when - oh, my dear, I tremble to think of it -
-he looked through the rails himself, and saw - I don&rsquo;t know what
-he thought he saw, but old Clare told me his face went quite grey-white
-with anger, and his eyes blazed out under his frowning black brows;
-and he spoke out - oh, so terribly! - and bade them all stop where they
-were - not one of them to go, not one of them to stir a step; and, swift
-as light, he was in at the garden door, and down the Filbert walk, and
-seized hold of poor Peter, and tore his clothes off his back - bonnet,
-shawl, gown, and all - and threw the pillow among the people over the
-railings: and then he was very, very angry indeed, and before all the
-people he lifted up his cane and flogged Peter!<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;My dear, that boy&rsquo;s trick, on that sunny day, when all
-seemed going straight and well, broke my mother&rsquo;s heart, and changed
-my father for life.&nbsp; It did, indeed.&nbsp; Old Clare said, Peter
-looked as white as my father; and stood as still as a statue to be flogged;
-and my father struck hard!&nbsp; When my father stopped to take breath,
-Peter said, &lsquo;Have you done enough, sir?&rsquo; quite hoarsely,
-and still standing quite quiet.&nbsp; I don&rsquo;t know what my father
-said - or if he said anything.&nbsp; But old Clare said, Peter turned
-to where the people outside the railing were, and made them a low bow,
-as grand and as grave as any gentleman; and then walked slowly into
-the house.&nbsp; I was in the store-room helping my mother to make cowslip
-wine.&nbsp; I cannot abide the wine now, nor the scent of the flowers;
-they turn me sick and faint, as they did that day, when Peter came in,
-looking as haughty as any man - indeed, looking like a man, not like
-a boy.&nbsp; &lsquo;Mother!&rsquo; he said, &lsquo;I am come to say,
-God bless you for ever.&rsquo;&nbsp; I saw his lips quiver as he spoke;
-and I think he durst not say anything more loving, for the purpose that
-was in his heart.&nbsp; She looked at him rather frightened, and wondering,
-and asked him what was to do.&nbsp; He did not smile or speak, but put
-his arms round her and kissed her as if he did not know how to leave
-off; and before she could speak again, he was gone.&nbsp; We talked
-it over, and could not understand it, and she bade me go and seek my
-father, and ask what it was all about.&nbsp; I found him walking up
-and down, looking very highly displeased.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;&lsquo;Tell your mother I have flogged Peter, and that he richly
-deserved it.&rsquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I durst not ask any more questions.&nbsp; When I told my mother,
-she sat down, quite faint, for a minute.&nbsp; I remember, a few days
-after, I saw the poor, withered cowslip flowers thrown out to the leaf
-heap, to decay and die there.&nbsp; There was no making of cowslip wine
-that year at the rectory - nor, indeed, ever after.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Presently my mother went to my father.&nbsp; I know I thought
-of Queen Esther and King Ahasuerus; for my mother was very pretty and
-delicate-looking, and my father looked as terrible as King Ahasuerus.&nbsp;
-Some time after they came out together; and then my mother told me what
-had happened, and that she was going up to Peter&rsquo;s room at my
-father&rsquo;s desire - though she was not to tell Peter this - to talk
-the matter over with him.&nbsp; But no Peter was there.&nbsp; We looked
-over the house; no Peter was there!&nbsp; Even my father, who had not
-liked to join in the search at first, helped us before long.&nbsp; The
-rectory was a very old house - steps up into a room, steps down into
-a room, all through.&nbsp; At first, my mother went calling low and
-soft, as if to reassure the poor boy, &lsquo;Peter!&nbsp; Peter, dear!
-it&rsquo;s only me;&rsquo; but, by-and-by, as the servants came back
-from the errands my father had sent them, in different directions, to
-find where Peter was - as we found he was not in the garden, nor the
-hayloft, nor anywhere about - my mother&rsquo;s cry grew louder and
-wilder, Peter!&nbsp; Peter, my darling! where are you?&rsquo; for then
-she felt and understood that that long kiss meant some sad kind of &lsquo;good-bye.&rsquo;&nbsp;
-The afternoon went on - my mother never resting, but seeking again and
-again in every possible place that had been looked into twenty times
-before, nay, that she had looked into over and over again herself.&nbsp;
-My father sat with his head in his hands, not speaking except when his
-messengers came in, bringing no tidings; then he lifted up his face,
-so strong and sad, and told them to go again in some new direction.&nbsp;
-My mother kept passing from room to room, in and out of the house, moving
-noiselessly, but never ceasing.&nbsp; Neither she nor my father durst
-leave the house, which was the meeting-place for all the messengers.&nbsp;
-At last (and it was nearly dark), my father rose up.&nbsp; He took hold
-of my mother&rsquo;s arm as she came with wild, sad pace through one
-door, and quickly towards another.&nbsp; She started at the touch of
-his hand, for she had forgotten all in the world but Peter.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;&lsquo;Molly!&rsquo; said he, &lsquo;I did not think all this
-would happen.&rsquo;&nbsp; He looked into her face for comfort - her
-poor face all wild and white; for neither she nor my father had dared
-to acknowledge - much less act upon - the terror that was in their hearts,
-lest Peter should have made away with himself.&nbsp; My father saw no
-conscious look in his wife&rsquo;s hot, dreary eyes, and he missed the
-sympathy that she had always been ready to give him - strong man as
-he was, and at the dumb despair in her face his tears began to flow.&nbsp;
-But when she saw this, a gentle sorrow came over her countenance, and
-she said, &lsquo;Dearest John! don&rsquo;t cry; come with me, and we&rsquo;ll
-find him,&rsquo; almost as cheerfully as if she knew where he was.&nbsp;
-And she took my father&rsquo;s great hand in her little soft one, and
-led him along, the tears dropping as he walked on that same unceasing,
-weary walk, from room to room, through house and garden.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Oh, how I wished for Deborah!&nbsp; I had no time for crying,
-for now all seemed to depend on me.&nbsp; I wrote for Deborah to come
-home.&nbsp; I sent a message privately to that same Mr Holbrook&rsquo;s
-house - poor Mr Holbrook; - you know who I mean.&nbsp; I don&rsquo;t
-mean I sent a message to him, but I sent one that I could trust to know
-if Peter was at his house.&nbsp; For at one time Mr Holbrook was an
-occasional visitor at the rectory - you know he was Miss Pole&rsquo;s
-cousin - and he had been very kind to Peter, and taught him how to fish
-- he was very kind to everybody, and I thought Peter might have gone
-off there.&nbsp; But Mr Holbrook was from home, and Peter had never
-been seen.&nbsp; It was night now; but the doors were all wide open,
-and my father and mother walked on and on; it was more than an hour
-since he had joined her, and I don&rsquo;t believe they had ever spoken
-all that time.&nbsp; I was getting the parlour fire lighted, and one
-of the servants was preparing tea, for I wanted them to have something
-to eat and drink and warm them, when old Clare asked to speak to me.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;&lsquo;I have borrowed the nets from the weir, Miss Matty.&nbsp;
-Shall we drag the ponds to-night, or wait for the morning?&rsquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I remember staring in his face to gather his meaning; and when
-I did, I laughed out loud.&nbsp; The horror of that new thought - our
-bright, darling Peter, cold, and stark, and dead!&nbsp; I remember the
-ring of my own laugh now.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;The next day Deborah was at home before I was myself again.&nbsp;
-She would not have been so weak as to give way as I had done; but my
-screams (my horrible laughter had ended in crying) had roused my sweet
-dear mother, whose poor wandering wits were called back and collected
-as soon as a child needed her care.&nbsp; She and Deborah sat by my
-bedside; I knew by the looks of each that there had been no news of
-Peter - no awful, ghastly news, which was what I most had dreaded in
-my dull state between sleeping and waking.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;The same result of all the searching had brought something of
-the same relief to my mother, to whom, I am sure, the thought that Peter
-might even then be hanging dead in some of the familiar home places
-had caused that never-ending walk of yesterday.&nbsp; Her soft eyes
-never were the same again after that; they had always a restless, craving
-look, as if seeking for what they could not find.&nbsp; Oh! it was an
-awful time; coming down like a thunder-bolt on the still sunny day when
-the lilacs were all in bloom.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Where was Mr Peter?&rdquo; said I.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;He had made his way to Liverpool; and there was war then; and
-some of the king&rsquo;s ships lay off the mouth of the Mersey; and
-they were only too glad to have a fine likely boy such as him (five
-foot nine he was), come to offer himself.&nbsp; The captain wrote to
-my father, and Peter wrote to my mother.&nbsp; Stay! those letters will
-be somewhere here.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-We lighted the candle, and found the captain&rsquo;s letter and Peter&rsquo;s
-too.&nbsp; And we also found a little simple begging letter from Mrs
-Jenkyns to Peter, addressed to him at the house of an old schoolfellow
-whither she fancied he might have gone.&nbsp; They had returned it unopened;
-and unopened it had remained ever since, having been inadvertently put
-by among the other letters of that time.&nbsp; This is it:-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;MY DEAREST PETER, - You did not think we should be so sorry as
-we are, I know, or you would never have gone away.&nbsp; You are too
-good.&nbsp; Your father sits and sighs till my heart aches to hear him.&nbsp;
-He cannot hold up his head for grief; and yet he only did what he thought
-was right.&nbsp; Perhaps he has been too severe, and perhaps I have
-not been kind enough; but God knows how we love you, my dear only boy.&nbsp;
-Don looks so sorry you are gone.&nbsp; Come back, and make us happy,
-who love you so much.&nbsp; I know you will come back.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-But Peter did not come back.&nbsp; That spring day was the last time
-he ever saw his mother&rsquo;s face.&nbsp; The writer of the letter
-- the last - the only person who had ever seen what was written in it,
-was dead long ago; and I, a stranger, not born at the time when this
-occurrence took place, was the one to open it.<br>
-<br>
-The captain&rsquo;s letter summoned the father and mother to Liverpool
-instantly, if they wished to see their boy; and, by some of the wild
-chances of life, the captain&rsquo;s letter had been detained somewhere,
-somehow.<br>
-<br>
-Miss Matty went on, &ldquo;And it was racetime, and all the post-horses
-at Cranford were gone to the races; but my father and mother set off
-in our own gig - and oh! my dear, they were too late - the ship was
-gone!&nbsp; And now read Peter&rsquo;s letter to my mother!&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-It was full of love, and sorrow, and pride in his new profession, and
-a sore sense of his disgrace in the eyes of the people at Cranford;
-but ending with a passionate entreaty that she would come and see him
-before he left the Mersey: &ldquo;Mother; we may go into battle.&nbsp;
-I hope we shall, and lick those French: but I must see you again before
-that time.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;And she was too late,&rdquo; said Miss Matty; &ldquo;too late!&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-We sat in silence, pondering on the full meaning of those sad, sad words.&nbsp;
-At length I asked Miss Matty to tell me how her mother bore it.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Oh!&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;she was patience itself.&nbsp; She
-had never been strong, and this weakened her terribly.&nbsp; My father
-used to sit looking at her: far more sad than she was.&nbsp; He seemed
-as if he could look at nothing else when she was by; and he was so humble
-- so very gentle now.&nbsp; He would, perhaps, speak in his old way
-- laying down the law, as it were - and then, in a minute or two, he
-would come round and put his hand on our shoulders, and ask us in a
-low voice, if he had said anything to hurt us.&nbsp; I did not wonder
-at his speaking so to Deborah, for she was so clever; but I could not
-bear to hear him talking so to me.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;But, you see, he saw what we did not - that it was killing my
-mother.&nbsp; Yes! killing her (put out the candle, my dear; I can talk
-better in the dark), for she was but a frail woman, and ill-fitted to
-stand the fright and shock she had gone through; and she would smile
-at him and comfort him, not in words, but in her looks and tones, which
-were always cheerful when he was there.&nbsp; And she would speak of
-how she thought Peter stood a good chance of being admiral very soon
-- he was so brave and clever; and how she thought of seeing him in his
-navy uniform, and what sort of hats admirals wore; and how much more
-fit he was to be a sailor than a clergyman; and all in that way, just
-to make my father think she was quite glad of what came of that unlucky
-morning&rsquo;s work, and the flogging which was always in his mind,
-as we all knew.&nbsp; But oh, my dear! the bitter, bitter crying she
-had when she was alone; and at last, as she grew weaker, she could not
-keep her tears in when Deborah or me was by, and would give us message
-after message for Peter (his ship had gone to the Mediterranean, or
-somewhere down there, and then he was ordered off to India, and there
-was no overland route then); but she still said that no one knew where
-their death lay in wait, and that we were not to think hers was near.&nbsp;
-We did not think it, but we knew it, as we saw her fading away.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Well, my dear, it&rsquo;s very foolish of me, I know, when in
-all likelihood I am so near seeing her again.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;And only think, love! the very day after her death - for she
-did not live quite a twelvemonth after Peter went away - the very day
-after - came a parcel for her from India - from her poor boy.&nbsp;
-It was a large, soft, white Indian shawl, with just a little narrow
-border all round; just what my mother would have liked.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;We thought it might rouse my father, for he had sat with her
-hand in his all night long; so Deborah took it in to him, and Peter&rsquo;s
-letter to her, and all.&nbsp; At first, he took no notice; and we tried
-to make a kind of light careless talk about the shawl, opening it out
-and admiring it.&nbsp; Then, suddenly, he got up, and spoke: &lsquo;She
-shall be buried in it,&rsquo; he said; &lsquo;Peter shall have that
-comfort; and she would have liked it.&rsquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Well, perhaps it was not reasonable, but what could we do or
-say?&nbsp; One gives people in grief their own way.&nbsp; He took it
-up and felt it: &lsquo;It is just such a shawl as she wished for when
-she was married, and her mother did not give it her.&nbsp; I did not
-know of it till after, or she should have had it - she should; but she
-shall have it now.&rsquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;My mother looked so lovely in her death!&nbsp; She was always
-pretty, and now she looked fair, and waxen, and young - younger than
-Deborah, as she stood trembling and shivering by her.&nbsp; We decked
-her in the long soft folds; she lay smiling, as if pleased; and people
-came - all Cranford came - to beg to see her, for they had loved her
-dearly, as well they might; and the countrywomen brought posies; old
-Clare&rsquo;s wife brought some white violets and begged they might
-lie on her breast.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Deborah said to me, the day of my mother&rsquo;s funeral, that
-if she had a hundred offers she never would marry and leave my father.&nbsp;
-It was not very likely she would have so many - I don&rsquo;t know that
-she had one; but it was not less to her credit to say so.&nbsp; She
-was such a daughter to my father as I think there never was before or
-since.&nbsp; His eyes failed him, and she read book after book, and
-wrote, and copied, and was always at his service in any parish business.&nbsp;
-She could do many more things than my poor mother could; she even once
-wrote a letter to the bishop for my father.&nbsp; But he missed my mother
-sorely; the whole parish noticed it.&nbsp; Not that he was less active;
-I think he was more so, and more patient in helping every one.&nbsp;
-I did all I could to set Deborah at liberty to be with him; for I knew
-I was good for little, and that my best work in the world was to do
-odd jobs quietly, and set others at liberty.&nbsp; But my father was
-a changed man.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Did Mr Peter ever come home?&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Yes, once.&nbsp; He came home a lieutenant; he did not get to
-be admiral.&nbsp; And he and my father were such friends!&nbsp; My father
-took him into every house in the parish, he was so proud of him.&nbsp;
-He never walked out without Peter&rsquo;s arm to lean upon.&nbsp; Deborah
-used to smile (I don&rsquo;t think we ever laughed again after my mother&rsquo;s
-death), and say she was quite put in a corner.&nbsp; Not but what my
-father always wanted her when there was letter-writing or reading to
-be done, or anything to be settled.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;And then?&rdquo; said I, after a pause.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Then Peter went to sea again; and, by-and-by, my father died,
-blessing us both, and thanking Deborah for all she had been to him;
-and, of course, our circumstances were changed; and, instead of living
-at the rectory, and keeping three maids and a man, we had to come to
-this small house, and be content with a servant-of-all-work; but, as
-Deborah used to say, we have always lived genteelly, even if circumstances
-have compelled us to simplicity.&nbsp; Poor Deborah!&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;And Mr Peter?&rdquo; asked I.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Oh, there was some great war in India - I forget what they call
-it - and we have never heard of Peter since then.&nbsp; I believe he
-is dead myself; and it sometimes fidgets me that we have never put on
-mourning for him.&nbsp; And then again, when I sit by myself, and all
-the house is still, I think I hear his step coming up the street, and
-my heart begins to flutter and beat; but the sound always goes past
-- and Peter never comes.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;That&rsquo;s Martha back?&nbsp; No!&nbsp; <i>I&rsquo;ll</i> go,
-my dear; I can always find my way in the dark, you know.&nbsp; And a
-blow of fresh air at the door will do my head good, and it&rsquo;s rather
-got a trick of aching.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-So she pattered off.&nbsp; I had lighted the candle, to give the room
-a cheerful appearance against her return.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Was it Martha?&rdquo; asked I.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Yes.&nbsp; And I am rather uncomfortable, for I heard such a
-strange noise, just as I was opening the door.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Where?&rsquo; I asked, for her eyes were round with affright.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;In the street - just outside - it sounded like&rdquo; -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Talking?&rdquo; I put in, as she hesitated a little.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;No! kissing&rdquo; -<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-CHAPTER VII - VISITING<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-One morning, as Miss Matty and I sat at our work - it was before twelve
-o&rsquo;clock, and Miss Matty had not changed the cap with yellow ribbons
-that had been Miss Jenkyns&rsquo;s best, and which Miss Matty was now
-wearing out in private, putting on the one made in imitation of Mrs
-Jamieson&rsquo;s at all times when she expected to be seen - Martha
-came up, and asked if Miss Betty Barker might speak to her mistress.&nbsp;
-Miss Matty assented, and quickly disappeared to change the yellow ribbons,
-while Miss Barker came upstairs; but, as she had forgotten her spectacles,
-and was rather flurried by the unusual time of the visit, I was not
-surprised to see her return with one cap on the top of the other.&nbsp;
-She was quite unconscious of it herself, and looked at us, with bland
-satisfaction.&nbsp; Nor do I think Miss Barker perceived it; for, putting
-aside the little circumstance that she was not so young as she had been,
-she was very much absorbed in her errand, which she delivered herself
-of with an oppressive modesty that found vent in endless apologies.<br>
-<br>
-Miss Betty Barker was the daughter of the old clerk at Cranford who
-had officiated in Mr Jenkyns&rsquo;s time.&nbsp; She and her sister
-had had pretty good situations as ladies&rsquo; maids, and had saved
-money enough to set up a milliner&rsquo;s shop, which had been patronised
-by the ladies in the neighbourhood.&nbsp; Lady Arley, for instance,
-would occasionally give Miss Barkers the pattern of an old cap of hers,
-which they immediately copied and circulated among the elite of Cranford.&nbsp;
-I say the <i>&eacute;lite</i>, for Miss Barkers had caught the trick
-of the place, and piqued themselves upon their &ldquo;aristocratic connection.&rdquo;&nbsp;
-They would not sell their caps and ribbons to anyone without a pedigree.&nbsp;
-Many a farmer&rsquo;s wife or daughter turned away huffed from Miss
-Barkers&rsquo; select millinery, and went rather to the universal shop,
-where the profits of brown soap and moist sugar enabled the proprietor
-to go straight to (Paris, he said, until he found his customers too
-patriotic and John Bullish to wear what the Mounseers wore) London,
-where, as he often told his customers, Queen Adelaide had appeared,
-only the very week before, in a cap exactly like the one he showed them,
-trimmed with yellow and blue ribbons, and had been complimented by King
-William on the becoming nature of her head-dress.<br>
-<br>
-Miss Barkers, who confined themselves to truth, and did not approve
-of miscellaneous customers, throve notwithstanding.&nbsp; They were
-self-denying, good people.&nbsp; Many a time have I seen the eldest
-of them (she that had been maid to Mrs Jamieson) carrying out some delicate
-mess to a poor person.&nbsp; They only aped their betters in having
-&ldquo;nothing to do&rdquo; with the class immediately below theirs.&nbsp;
-And when Miss Barker died, their profits and income were found to be
-such that Miss Betty was justified in shutting up shop and retiring
-from business.&nbsp; She also (as I think I have before said) set up
-her cow; a mark of respectability in Cranford almost as decided as setting
-up a gig is among some people.&nbsp; She dressed finer than any lady
-in Cranford; and we did not wonder at it; for it was understood that
-she was wearing out all the bonnets and caps and outrageous ribbons
-which had once formed her stock-in-trade.&nbsp; It was five or six years
-since she had given up shop, so in any other place than Cranford her
-dress might have been considered <i>pass&eacute;e</i>.<br>
-<br>
-And now Miss Betty Barker had called to invite Miss Matty to tea at
-her house on the following Tuesday.&nbsp; She gave me also an impromptu
-invitation, as I happened to be a visitor - though I could see she had
-a little fear lest, since my father had gone to live in Drumble, he
-might have engaged in that &ldquo;horrid cotton trade,&rdquo; and so
-dragged his family down out of &ldquo;aristocratic society.&rdquo;&nbsp;
-She prefaced this invitation with so many apologies that she quite excited
-my curiosity.&nbsp; &ldquo;Her presumption&rdquo; was to be excused.&nbsp;
-What had she been doing?&nbsp; She seemed so over-powered by it I could
-only think that she had been writing to Queen Adelaide to ask for a
-receipt for washing lace; but the act which she so characterised was
-only an invitation she had carried to her sister&rsquo;s former mistress,
-Mrs Jamieson.&nbsp; &ldquo;Her former occupation considered, could Miss
-Matty excuse the liberty?&rdquo;&nbsp; Ah! thought I, she has found
-out that double cap, and is going to rectify Miss Matty&rsquo;s head-dress.&nbsp;
-No! it was simply to extend her invitation to Miss Matty and to me.&nbsp;
-Miss Matty bowed acceptance; and I wondered that, in the graceful action,
-she did not feel the unusual weight and extraordinary height of her
-head-dress.&nbsp; But I do not think she did, for she recovered her
-balance, and went on talking to Miss Betty in a kind, condescending
-manner, very different from the fidgety way she would have had if she
-had suspected how singular her appearance was.&nbsp; &ldquo;Mrs Jamieson
-is coming, I think you said?&rdquo; asked Miss Matty.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Yes.&nbsp; Mrs Jamieson most kindly and condescendingly said
-she would be happy to come.&nbsp; One little stipulation she made, that
-she should bring Carlo.&nbsp; I told her that if I had a weakness, it
-was for dogs.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;And Miss Pole?&rdquo; questioned Miss Matty, who was thinking
-of her pool at Preference, in which Carlo would not be available as
-a partner.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I am going to ask Miss Pole.&nbsp; Of course, I could not think
-of asking her until I had asked you, madam - the rector&rsquo;s daughter,
-madam.&nbsp; Believe me, I do not forget the situation my father held
-under yours.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;And Mrs Forrester, of course?&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;And Mrs Forrester.&nbsp; I thought, in fact, of going to her
-before I went to Miss Pole.&nbsp; Although her circumstances are changed,
-madam, she was born at Tyrrell, and we can never forget her alliance
-to the Bigges, of Bigelow Hall.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Miss Matty cared much more for the little circumstance of her being
-a very good card-player.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Mrs Fitz-Adam - I suppose&rdquo; -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;No, madam.&nbsp; I must draw a line somewhere.&nbsp; Mrs Jamieson
-would not, I think, like to meet Mrs Fitz-Adam.&nbsp; I have the greatest
-respect for Mrs Fitz-Adam - but I cannot think her fit society for such
-ladies as Mrs Jamieson and Miss Matilda Jenkyns.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Miss Betty Barker bowed low to Miss Matty, and pursed up her mouth.&nbsp;
-She looked at me with sidelong dignity, as much as to say, although
-a retired milliner, she was no democrat, and understood the difference
-of ranks.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;May I beg you to come as near half-past six to my little dwelling,
-as possible, Miss Matilda?&nbsp; Mrs Jamieson dines at five, but has
-kindly promised not to delay her visit beyond that time - half-past
-six.&rdquo;&nbsp; And with a swimming curtsey Miss Betty Barker took
-her leave.<br>
-<br>
-My prophetic soul foretold a visit that afternoon from Miss Pole, who
-usually came to call on Miss Matilda after any event - or indeed in
-sight of any event - to talk it over with her.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Miss Betty told me it was to be a choice and select few,&rdquo;
-said Miss Pole, as she and Miss Matty compared notes.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Yes, so she said.&nbsp; Not even Mrs Fitz-Adam.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Now Mrs Fitz-Adam was the widowed sister of the Cranford surgeon, whom
-I have named before.&nbsp; Their parents were respectable farmers, content
-with their station.&nbsp; The name of these good people was Hoggins.&nbsp;
-Mr Hoggins was the Cranford doctor now; we disliked the name and considered
-it coarse; but, as Miss Jenkyns said, if he changed it to Piggins it
-would not be much better.&nbsp; We had hoped to discover a relationship
-between him and that Marchioness of Exeter whose name was Molly Hoggins;
-but the man, careless of his own interests, utterly ignored and denied
-any such relationship, although, as dear Miss Jenkyns had said, he had
-a sister called Mary, and the same Christian names were very apt to
-run in families.<br>
-<br>
-Soon after Miss Mary Hoggins married Mr Fitz-Adam, she disappeared from
-the neighbourhood for many years.&nbsp; She did not move in a sphere
-in Cranford society sufficiently high to make any of us care to know
-what Mr Fitz-Adam was.&nbsp; He died and was gathered to his fathers
-without our ever having thought about him at all.&nbsp; And then Mrs
-Fitz-Adam reappeared in Cranford (&ldquo;as bold as a lion,&rdquo; Miss
-Pole said), a well-to-do widow, dressed in rustling black silk, so soon
-after her husband&rsquo;s death that poor Miss Jenkyns was justified
-in the remark she made, that &ldquo;bombazine would have shown a deeper
-sense of her loss.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-I remember the convocation of ladies who assembled to decide whether
-or not Mrs Fitz-Adam should be called upon by the old blue-blooded inhabitants
-of Cranford.&nbsp; She had taken a large rambling house, which had been
-usually considered to confer a patent of gentility upon its tenant,
-because, once upon a time, seventy or eighty years before, the spinster
-daughter of an earl had resided in it.&nbsp; I am not sure if the inhabiting
-this house was not also believed to convey some unusual power of intellect;
-for the earl&rsquo;s daughter, Lady Jane, had a sister, Lady Anne, who
-had married a general officer in the time of the American war, and this
-general officer had written one or two comedies, which were still acted
-on the London boards, and which, when we saw them advertised, made us
-all draw up, and feel that Drury Lane was paying a very pretty compliment
-to Cranford.&nbsp; Still, it was not at all a settled thing that Mrs
-Fitz-Adam was to be visited, when dear Miss Jenkyns died; and, with
-her, something of the clear knowledge of the strict code of gentility
-went out too.&nbsp; As Miss Pole observed, &ldquo;As most of the ladies
-of good family in Cranford were elderly spinsters, or widows without
-children, if we did not relax a little, and become less exclusive, by-and-by
-we should have no society at all.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Mrs Forrester continued on the same side.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;She had always understood that Fitz meant something aristocratic;
-there was Fitz-Roy - she thought that some of the King&rsquo;s children
-had been called Fitz-Roy; and there was Fitz-Clarence, now - they were
-the children of dear good King William the Fourth.&nbsp; Fitz-Adam!
-- it was a pretty name, and she thought it very probably meant &lsquo;Child
-of Adam.&rsquo;&nbsp; No one, who had not some good blood in their veins,
-would dare to be called Fitz; there was a deal in a name - she had had
-a cousin who spelt his name with two little ffs - ffoulkes - and he
-always looked down upon capital letters and said they belonged to lately-invented
-families.&nbsp; She had been afraid he would die a bachelor, he was
-so very choice.&nbsp; When he met with a Mrs ffarringdon, at a watering-place,
-he took to her immediately; and a very pretty genteel woman she was
-- a widow, with a very good fortune; and &lsquo;my cousin,&rsquo; Mr
-ffoulkes, married her; and it was all owing to her two little ffs.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Mrs Fitz-Adam did not stand a chance of meeting with a Mr Fitz-anything
-in Cranford, so that could not have been her motive for settling there.&nbsp;
-Miss Matty thought it might have been the hope of being admitted into
-the society of the place, which would certainly be a very agreeable
-rise for <i>ci-devant</i> Miss Hoggins; and if this had been her hope
-it would be cruel to disappoint her.<br>
-<br>
-So everybody called upon Mrs Fitz-Adam - everybody but Mrs Jamieson,
-who used to show how honourable she was by never seeing Mrs Fitz-Adam
-when they met at the Cranford parties.&nbsp; There would be only eight
-or ten ladies in the room, and Mrs Fitz-Adam was the largest of all,
-and she invariably used to stand up when Mrs Jamieson came in, and curtsey
-very low to her whenever she turned in her direction - so low, in fact,
-that I think Mrs Jamieson must have looked at the wall above her, for
-she never moved a muscle of her face, no more than if she had not seen
-her.&nbsp; Still Mrs Fitz-Adam persevered.<br>
-<br>
-The spring evenings were getting bright and long when three or four
-ladies in calashes met at Miss Barker&rsquo;s door.&nbsp; Do you know
-what a calash is?&nbsp; It is a covering worn over caps, not unlike
-the heads fastened on old-fashioned gigs; but sometimes it is not quite
-so large.&nbsp; This kind of head-gear always made an awful impression
-on the children in Cranford; and now two or three left off their play
-in the quiet sunny little street, and gathered in wondering silence
-round Miss Pole, Miss Matty, and myself.&nbsp; We were silent too, so
-that we could hear loud, suppressed whispers inside Miss Barker&rsquo;s
-house: &ldquo;Wait, Peggy! wait till I&rsquo;ve run upstairs and washed
-my hands.&nbsp; When I cough, open the door; I&rsquo;ll not be a minute.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-And, true enough it was not a minute before we heard a noise, between
-a sneeze and a crow; on which the door flew open.&nbsp; Behind it stood
-a round-eyed maiden, all aghast at the honourable company of calashes,
-who marched in without a word.&nbsp; She recovered presence of mind
-enough to usher us into a small room, which had been the shop, but was
-now converted into a temporary dressing-room.&nbsp; There we unpinned
-and shook ourselves, and arranged our features before the glass into
-a sweet and gracious company-face; and then, bowing backwards with &ldquo;After
-you, ma&rsquo;am,&rdquo; we allowed Mrs Forrester to take precedence
-up the narrow staircase that led to Miss Barker&rsquo;s drawing-room.&nbsp;
-There she sat, as stately and composed as though we had never heard
-that odd-sounding cough, from which her throat must have been even then
-sore and rough.&nbsp; Kind, gentle, shabbily-dressed Mrs Forrester was
-immediately conducted to the second place of honour - a seat arranged
-something like Prince Albert&rsquo;s near the Queen&rsquo;s - good,
-but not so good.&nbsp; The place of pre-eminence was, of course, reserved
-for the Honourable Mrs Jamieson, who presently came panting up the stairs
-- Carlo rushing round her on her progress, as if he meant to trip her
-up.<br>
-<br>
-And now Miss Betty Barker was a proud and happy woman!&nbsp; She stirred
-the fire, and shut the door, and sat as near to it as she could, quite
-on the edge of her chair.&nbsp; When Peggy came in, tottering under
-the weight of the tea-tray, I noticed that Miss Barker was sadly afraid
-lest Peggy should not keep her distance sufficiently.&nbsp; She and
-her mistress were on very familiar terms in their every-day intercourse,
-and Peggy wanted now to make several little confidences to her, which
-Miss Barker was on thorns to hear, but which she thought it her duty,
-as a lady, to repress.&nbsp; So she turned away from all Peggy&rsquo;s
-asides and signs; but she made one or two very malapropos answers to
-what was said; and at last, seized with a bright idea, she exclaimed,
-&ldquo;Poor, sweet Carlo!&nbsp; I&rsquo;m forgetting him.&nbsp; Come
-downstairs with me, poor ittie doggie, and it shall have its tea, it
-shall!&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-In a few minutes she returned, bland and benignant as before; but I
-thought she had forgotten to give the &ldquo;poor ittie doggie&rdquo;
-anything to eat, judging by the avidity with which he swallowed down
-chance pieces of cake.&nbsp; The tea-tray was abundantly loaded - I
-was pleased to see it, I was so hungry; but I was afraid the ladies
-present might think it vulgarly heaped up.&nbsp; I know they would have
-done at their own houses; but somehow the heaps disappeared here.&nbsp;
-I saw Mrs Jamieson eating seed-cake, slowly and considerately, as she
-did everything; and I was rather surprised, for I knew she had told
-us, on the occasion of her last party, that she never had it in her
-house, it reminded her so much of scented soap.&nbsp; She always gave
-us Savoy biscuits.&nbsp; However, Mrs Jamieson was kindly indulgent
-to Miss Barker&rsquo;s want of knowledge of the customs of high life;
-and, to spare her feelings, ate three large pieces of seed-cake, with
-a placid, ruminating expression of countenance, not unlike a cow&rsquo;s.<br>
-<br>
-After tea there was some little demur and difficulty.&nbsp; We were
-six in number; four could play at Preference, and for the other two
-there was Cribbage.&nbsp; But all, except myself (I was rather afraid
-of the Cranford ladies at cards, for it was the most earnest and serious
-business they ever engaged in), were anxious to be of the &ldquo;pool.&rdquo;&nbsp;
-Even Miss Barker, while declaring she did not know Spadille from Manille,
-was evidently hankering to take a hand.&nbsp; The dilemma was soon put
-an end to by a singular kind of noise.&nbsp; If a baron&rsquo;s daughter-in-law
-could ever be supposed to snore, I should have said Mrs Jamieson did
-so then; for, overcome by the heat of the room, and inclined to doze
-by nature, the temptation of that very comfortable arm-chair had been
-too much for her, and Mrs Jamieson was nodding.&nbsp; Once or twice
-she opened her eyes with an effort, and calmly but unconsciously smiled
-upon us; but by-and-by, even her benevolence was not equal to this exertion,
-and she was sound asleep.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;It is very gratifying to me,&rdquo; whispered Miss Barker at
-the card-table to her three opponents, whom, notwithstanding her ignorance
-of the game, she was &ldquo;basting&rdquo; most unmercifully - &ldquo;very
-gratifying indeed, to see how completely Mrs Jamieson feels at home
-in my poor little dwelling; she could not have paid me a greater compliment.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Miss Barker provided me with some literature in the shape of three or
-four handsomely-bound fashion-books ten or twelve years old, observing,
-as she put a little table and a candle for my especial benefit, that
-she knew young people liked to look at pictures.&nbsp; Carlo lay and
-snorted, and started at his mistress&rsquo;s feet.&nbsp; He, too, was
-quite at home.<br>
-<br>
-The card-table was an animated scene to watch; four ladies&rsquo; heads,
-with niddle-noddling caps, all nearly meeting over the middle of the
-table in their eagerness to whisper quick enough and loud enough: and
-every now and then came Miss Barker&rsquo;s &ldquo;Hush, ladies! if
-you please, hush!&nbsp; Mrs Jamieson is asleep.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-It was very difficult to steer clear between Mrs Forrester&rsquo;s deafness
-and Mrs Jamieson&rsquo;s sleepiness.&nbsp; But Miss Barker managed her
-arduous task well.&nbsp; She repeated the whisper to Mrs Forrester,
-distorting her face considerably, in order to show, by the motions of
-her lips, what was said; and then she smiled kindly all round at us,
-and murmured to herself, &ldquo;Very gratifying, indeed; I wish my poor
-sister had been alive to see this day.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Presently the door was thrown wide open; Carlo started to his feet,
-with a loud snapping bark, and Mrs Jamieson awoke: or, perhaps, she
-had not been asleep - as she said almost directly, the room had been
-so light she had been glad to keep her eyes shut, but had been listening
-with great interest to all our amusing and agreeable conversation.&nbsp;
-Peggy came in once more, red with importance.&nbsp; Another tray!&nbsp;
-&ldquo;Oh, gentility!&rdquo; thought I, &ldquo;can yon endure this last
-shock?&rdquo;&nbsp; For Miss Barker had ordered (nay, I doubt not, prepared,
-although she did say, &ldquo;Why, Peggy, what have you brought us?&rdquo;
-and looked pleasantly surprised at the unexpected pleasure) all sorts
-of good things for supper - scalloped oysters, potted lobsters, jelly,
-a dish called &ldquo;little Cupids&rdquo; (which was in great favour
-with the Cranford ladies, although too expensive to be given, except
-on solemn and state occasions - macaroons sopped in brandy, I should
-have called it, if I had not known its more refined and classical name).&nbsp;
-In short, we were evidently to be feasted with all that was sweetest
-and best; and we thought it better to submit graciously, even at the
-cost of our gentility - which never ate suppers in general, but which,
-like most non-supper-eaters, was particularly hungry on all special
-occasions.<br>
-<br>
-Miss Barker, in her former sphere, had, I daresay, been made acquainted
-with the beverage they call cherry-brandy.&nbsp; We none of us had ever
-seen such a thing, and rather shrank back when she proffered it us -
-&ldquo;just a little, leetle glass, ladies; after the oysters and lobsters,
-you know.&nbsp; Shell-fish are sometimes thought not very wholesome.&rdquo;&nbsp;
-We all shook our heads like female mandarins; but, at last, Mrs Jamieson
-suffered herself to be persuaded, and we followed her lead.&nbsp; It
-was not exactly unpalatable, though so hot and so strong that we thought
-ourselves bound to give evidence that we were not accustomed to such
-things by coughing terribly - almost as strangely as Miss Barker had
-done, before we were admitted by Peggy.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;It&rsquo;s very strong,&rdquo; said Miss Pole, as she put down
-her empty glass; &ldquo;I do believe there&rsquo;s spirit in it.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Only a little drop - just necessary to make it keep,&rdquo; said
-Miss Barker.&nbsp; &ldquo;You know we put brandy-pepper over our preserves
-to make them keep.&nbsp; I often feel tipsy myself from eating damson
-tart.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-I question whether damson tart would have opened Mrs Jamieson&rsquo;s
-heart as the cherry-brandy did; but she told us of a coming event, respecting
-which she had been quite silent till that moment.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;My sister-in-law, Lady Glenmire, is coming to stay with me.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-There was a chorus of &ldquo;Indeed!&rdquo; and then a pause.&nbsp;
-Each one rapidly reviewed her wardrobe, as to its fitness to appear
-in the presence of a baron&rsquo;s widow; for, of course, a series of
-small festivals were always held in Cranford on the arrival of a visitor
-at any of our friends&rsquo; houses.&nbsp; We felt very pleasantly excited
-on the present occasion.<br>
-<br>
-Not long after this the maids and the lanterns were announced.&nbsp;
-Mrs Jamieson had the sedan-chair, which had squeezed itself into Miss
-Barker&rsquo;s narrow lobby with some difficulty, and most literally
-&ldquo;stopped the way.&rdquo;&nbsp; It required some skilful manoeuvring
-on the part of the old chairmen (shoemakers by day, but when summoned
-to carry the sedan dressed up in a strange old livery - long great-coats,
-with small capes, coeval with the sedan, and similar to the dress of
-the class in Hogarth&rsquo;s pictures) to edge, and back, and try at
-it again, and finally to succeed in carrying their burden out of Miss
-Barker&rsquo;s front door.&nbsp; Then we heard their quick pit-a-pat
-along the quiet little street as we put on our calashes and pinned up
-our gowns; Miss Barker hovering about us with offers of help, which,
-if she had not remembered her former occupation, and wished us to forget
-it, would have been much more pressing.<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-CHAPTER VIII - &ldquo;YOUR LADYSHIP&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-Early the next morning - directly after twelve - Miss Pole made her
-appearance at Miss Matty&rsquo;s.&nbsp; Some very trifling piece of
-business was alleged as a reason for the call; but there was evidently
-something behind.&nbsp; At last out it came.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;By the way, you&rsquo;ll think I&rsquo;m strangely ignorant;
-but, do you really know, I am puzzled how we ought to address Lady Glenmire.&nbsp;
-Do you say, &lsquo;Your Ladyship,&rsquo; where you would say &lsquo;you&rsquo;
-to a common person?&nbsp; I have been puzzling all morning; and are
-we to say &lsquo;My Lady,&rsquo; instead of &lsquo;Ma&rsquo;am?&rsquo;&nbsp;
-Now you knew Lady Arley - will you kindly tell me the most correct way
-of speaking to the peerage?&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Poor Miss Matty! she took off her spectacles and she put them on again
-- but how Lady Arley was addressed, she could not remember.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;It is so long ago,&rdquo; she said.&nbsp; &ldquo;Dear! dear!
-how stupid I am!&nbsp; I don&rsquo;t think I ever saw her more than
-twice.&nbsp; I know we used to call Sir Peter, &lsquo;Sir Peter&rsquo;
-- but he came much oftener to see us than Lady Arley did.&nbsp; Deborah
-would have known in a minute.&nbsp; &lsquo;My lady&rsquo; - &lsquo;your
-ladyship.&rsquo;&nbsp; It sounds very strange, and as if it was not
-natural.&nbsp; I never thought of it before; but, now you have named
-it, I am all in a puzzle.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-It was very certain Miss Pole would obtain no wise decision from Miss
-Matty, who got more bewildered every moment, and more perplexed as to
-etiquettes of address.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Well, I really think,&rdquo; said Miss Pole, &ldquo;I had better
-just go and tell Mrs Forrester about our little difficulty.&nbsp; One
-sometimes grows nervous; and yet one would not have Lady Glenmire think
-we were quite ignorant of the etiquettes of high life in Cranford.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;And will you just step in here, dear Miss Pole, as you come back,
-please, and tell me what you decide upon?&nbsp; Whatever you and Mrs
-Forrester fix upon, will be quite right, I&rsquo;m sure.&nbsp; &lsquo;Lady
-Arley,&rsquo; &lsquo;Sir Peter,&rsquo;&rdquo; said Miss Matty to herself,
-trying to recall the old forms of words.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Who is Lady Glenmire?&rdquo; asked I.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Oh, she&rsquo;s the widow of Mr Jamieson - that&rsquo;s Mrs Jamieson&rsquo;s
-late husband, you know - widow of his eldest brother.&nbsp; Mrs Jamieson
-was a Miss Walker, daughter of Governor Walker.&nbsp; &lsquo;Your ladyship.&rsquo;&nbsp;
-My dear, if they fix on that way of speaking, you must just let me practice
-a little on you first, for I shall feel so foolish and hot saying it
-the first time to Lady Glenmire.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-It was really a relief to Miss Matty when Mrs Jamieson came on a very
-unpolite errand.&nbsp; I notice that apathetic people have more quiet
-impertinence than others; and Mrs Jamieson came now to insinuate pretty
-plainly that she did not particularly wish that the Cranford ladies
-should call upon her sister-in-law.&nbsp; I can hardly say how she made
-this clear; for I grew very indignant and warm, while with slow deliberation
-she was explaining her wishes to Miss Matty, who, a true lady herself,
-could hardly understand the feeling which made Mrs Jamieson wish to
-appear to her noble sister-in-law as if she only visited &ldquo;county&rdquo;
-families.&nbsp; Miss Matty remained puzzled and perplexed long after
-I had found out the object of Mrs Jamieson&rsquo;s visit.<br>
-<br>
-When she did understand the drift of the honourable lady&rsquo;s call,
-it was pretty to see with what quiet dignity she received the intimation
-thus uncourteously given.&nbsp; She was not in the least hurt - she
-was of too gentle a spirit for that; nor was she exactly conscious of
-disapproving of Mrs Jamieson&rsquo;s conduct; but there was something
-of this feeling in her mind, I am sure, which made her pass from the
-subject to others in a less flurried and more composed manner than usual.&nbsp;
-Mrs Jamieson was, indeed, the more flurried of the two, and I could
-see she was glad to take her leave.<br>
-<br>
-A little while afterwards Miss Pole returned, red and indignant.&nbsp;
-&ldquo;Well! to be sure!&nbsp; You&rsquo;ve had Mrs Jamieson here, I
-find from Martha; and we are not to call on Lady Glenmire.&nbsp; Yes!&nbsp;
-I met Mrs Jamieson, half-way between here and Mrs Forrester&rsquo;s,
-and she told me; she took me so by surprise, I had nothing to say.&nbsp;
-I wish I had thought of something very sharp and sarcastic; I dare say
-I shall to-night.&nbsp; And Lady Glenmire is but the widow of a Scotch
-baron after all!&nbsp; I went on to look at Mrs Forrester&rsquo;s Peerage,
-to see who this lady was, that is to be kept under a glass case: widow
-of a Scotch peer - never sat in the House of Lords - and as poor as
-job, I dare say; and she - fifth daughter of some Mr Campbell or other.&nbsp;
-You are the daughter of a rector, at any rate, and related to the Arleys;
-and Sir Peter might have been Viscount Arley, every one says.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Miss Matty tried to soothe Miss Pole, but in vain.&nbsp; That lady,
-usually so kind and good-humoured, was now in a full flow of anger.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;And I went and ordered a cap this morning, to be quite ready,&rdquo;
-said she at last, letting out the secret which gave sting to Mrs Jamieson&rsquo;s
-intimation.&nbsp; &ldquo;Mrs Jamieson shall see if it is so easy to
-get me to make fourth at a pool when she has none of her fine Scotch
-relations with her!&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-In coming out of church, the first Sunday on which Lady Glenmire appeared
-in Cranford, we sedulously talked together, and turned our backs on
-Mrs Jamieson and her guest.&nbsp; If we might not call on her, we would
-not even look at her, though we were dying with curiosity to know what
-she was like.&nbsp; We had the comfort of questioning Martha in the
-afternoon.&nbsp; Martha did not belong to a sphere of society whose
-observation could be an implied compliment to Lady Glenmire, and Martha
-had made good use of her eyes.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Well, ma&rsquo;am! is it the little lady with Mrs Jamieson, you
-mean?&nbsp; I thought you would like more to know how young Mrs Smith
-was dressed; her being a bride.&rdquo;&nbsp; (Mrs Smith was the butcher&rsquo;s
-wife).<br>
-<br>
-Miss Pole said, &ldquo;Good gracious me! as if we cared about a Mrs
-Smith;&rdquo; but was silent as Martha resumed her speech.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;The little lady in Mrs Jamieson&rsquo;s pew had on, ma&rsquo;am,
-rather an old black silk, and a shepherd&rsquo;s plaid cloak, ma&rsquo;am,
-and very bright black eyes she had, ma&rsquo;am, and a pleasant, sharp
-face; not over young, ma&rsquo;am, but yet, I should guess, younger
-than Mrs Jamieson herself.&nbsp; She looked up and down the church,
-like a bird, and nipped up her petticoats, when she came out, as quick
-and sharp as ever I see.&nbsp; I&rsquo;ll tell you what, ma&rsquo;am,
-she&rsquo;s more like Mrs Deacon, at the &lsquo;Coach and Horses,&rsquo;
-nor any one.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Hush, Martha!&rdquo; said Miss Matty, &ldquo;that&rsquo;s not
-respectful.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Isn&rsquo;t it, ma&rsquo;am?&nbsp; I beg pardon, I&rsquo;m sure;
-but Jem Hearn said so as well.&nbsp; He said, she was just such a sharp,
-stirring sort of a body&rdquo; -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Lady,&rdquo; said Miss Pole.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Lady - as Mrs Deacon.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Another Sunday passed away, and we still averted our eyes from Mrs Jamieson
-and her guest, and made remarks to ourselves that we thought were very
-severe - almost too much so.&nbsp; Miss Matty was evidently uneasy at
-our sarcastic manner of speaking.<br>
-<br>
-Perhaps by this time Lady Glenmire had found out that Mrs Jamieson&rsquo;s
-was not the gayest, liveliest house in the world; perhaps Mrs Jamieson
-had found out that most of the county families were in London, and that
-those who remained in the country were not so alive as they might have
-been to the circumstance of Lady Glenmire being in their neighbourhood.&nbsp;
-Great events spring out of small causes; so I will not pretend to say
-what induced Mrs Jamieson to alter her determination of excluding the
-Cranford ladies, and send notes of invitation all round for a small
-party on the following Tuesday.&nbsp; Mr Mulliner himself brought them
-round.&nbsp; He <i>would</i> always ignore the fact of there being a
-back-door to any house, and gave a louder rat-tat than his mistress,
-Mrs Jamieson.&nbsp; He had three little notes, which he carried in a
-large basket, in order to impress his mistress with an idea of their
-great weight, though they might easily have gone into his waistcoat
-pocket.<br>
-<br>
-Miss Matty and I quietly decided that we would have a previous engagement
-at home: it was the evening on which Miss Matty usually made candle-lighters
-of all the notes and letters of the week; for on Mondays her accounts
-were always made straight - not a penny owing from the week before;
-so, by a natural arrangement, making candle-lighters fell upon a Tuesday
-evening, and gave us a legitimate excuse for declining Mrs Jamieson&rsquo;s
-invitation.&nbsp; But before our answer was written, in came Miss Pole,
-with an open note in her hand.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;So!&rdquo; she said.&nbsp; &ldquo;Ah!&nbsp; I see you have got
-your note, too.&nbsp; Better late than never.&nbsp; I could have told
-my Lady Glenmire she would be glad enough of our society before a fortnight
-was over.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; said Miss Matty, &ldquo;we&rsquo;re asked for Tuesday
-evening.&nbsp; And perhaps you would just kindly bring your work across
-and drink tea with us that night.&nbsp; It is my usual regular time
-for looking over the last week&rsquo;s bills, and notes, and letters,
-and making candle-lighters of them; but that does not seem quite reason
-enough for saying I have a previous engagement at home, though I meant
-to make it do.&nbsp; Now, if you would come, my conscience would be
-quite at ease, and luckily the note is not written yet.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-I saw Miss Pole&rsquo;s countenance change while Miss Matty was speaking.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Don&rsquo;t you mean to go then?&rdquo; asked she.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Oh, no!&rdquo; said, Miss Matty quietly.&nbsp; &ldquo;You don&rsquo;t
-either, I suppose?&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I don&rsquo;t know,&rdquo; replied Miss Pole.&nbsp; &ldquo;Yes,
-I think I do,&rdquo; said she, rather briskly; and on seeing Miss Matty
-look surprised, she added, &ldquo;You see, one would not like Mrs Jamieson
-to think that anything she could do, or say, was of consequence enough
-to give offence; it would be a kind of letting down of ourselves, that
-I, for one, should not like.&nbsp; It would be too flattering to Mrs
-Jamieson if we allowed her to suppose that what she had said affected
-us a week, nay ten days afterwards.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Well!&nbsp; I suppose it is wrong to be hurt and annoyed so long
-about anything; and, perhaps, after all, she did not mean to vex us.&nbsp;
-But I must say, I could not have brought myself to say the things Mrs
-Jamieson did about our not calling.&nbsp; I really don&rsquo;t think
-I shall go.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Oh, come!&nbsp; Miss Matty, you must go; you know our friend
-Mrs Jamieson is much more phlegmatic than most people, and does not
-enter into the little delicacies of feeling which you possess in so
-remarkable a degree.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I thought you possessed them, too, that day Mrs Jamieson called
-to tell us not to go,&rdquo; said Miss Matty innocently.<br>
-<br>
-But Miss Pole, in addition to her delicacies of feeling, possessed a
-very smart cap, which she was anxious to show to an admiring world;
-and so she seemed to forget all her angry words uttered not a fortnight
-before, and to be ready to act on what she called the great Christian
-principle of &ldquo;Forgive and forget&rdquo;; and she lectured dear
-Miss Matty so long on this head that she absolutely ended by assuring
-her it was her duty, as a deceased rector&rsquo;s daughter, to buy a
-new cap and go to the party at Mrs Jamieson&rsquo;s.&nbsp; So &ldquo;we
-were most happy to accept,&rdquo; instead of &ldquo;regretting that
-we were obliged to decline.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-The expenditure on dress in Cranford was principally in that one article
-referred to.&nbsp; If the heads were buried in smart new caps, the ladies
-were like ostriches, and cared not what became of their bodies.&nbsp;
-Old gowns, white and venerable collars, any number of brooches, up and
-down and everywhere (some with dogs&rsquo; eyes painted in them; some
-that were like small picture-frames with mausoleums and weeping-willows
-neatly executed in hair inside; some, again, with miniatures of ladies
-and gentlemen sweetly smiling out of a nest of stiff muslin), old brooches
-for a permanent ornament, and new caps to suit the fashion of the day
-- the ladies of Cranford always dressed with chaste elegance and propriety,
-as Miss Barker once prettily expressed it.<br>
-<br>
-And with three new caps, and a greater array of brooches than had ever
-been seen together at one time since Cranford was a town, did Mrs Forrester,
-and Miss Matty, and Miss Pole appear on that memorable Tuesday evening.&nbsp;
-I counted seven brooches myself on Miss Pole&rsquo;s dress.&nbsp; Two
-were fixed negligently in her cap (one was a butterfly made of Scotch
-pebbles, which a vivid imagination might believe to be the real insect);
-one fastened her net neckerchief; one her collar; one ornamented the
-front of her gown, midway between her throat and waist; and another
-adorned the point of her stomacher.&nbsp; Where the seventh was I have
-forgotten, but it was somewhere about her, I am sure.<br>
-<br>
-But I am getting on too fast, in describing the dresses of the company.&nbsp;
-I should first relate the gathering on the way to Mrs Jamieson&rsquo;s.&nbsp;
-That lady lived in a large house just outside the town.&nbsp; A road
-which had known what it was to be a street ran right before the house,
-which opened out upon it without any intervening garden or court.&nbsp;
-Whatever the sun was about, he never shone on the front of that house.&nbsp;
-To be sure, the living-rooms were at the back, looking on to a pleasant
-garden; the front windows only belonged to kitchens and housekeepers&rsquo;
-rooms, and pantries, and in one of them Mr Mulliner was reported to
-sit.&nbsp; Indeed, looking askance, we often saw the back of a head
-covered with hair powder, which also extended itself over his coat-collar
-down to his very waist; and this imposing back was always engaged in
-reading the <i>St James&rsquo;s Chronicle</i>, opened wide, which, in
-some degree, accounted for the length of time the said newspaper was
-in reaching us - equal subscribers with Mrs Jamieson, though, in right
-of her honourableness, she always had the reading of it first.&nbsp;
-This very Tuesday, the delay in forwarding the last number had been
-particularly aggravating; just when both Miss Pole and Miss Matty, the
-former more especially, had been wanting to see it, in order to coach
-up the Court news ready for the evening&rsquo;s interview with aristocracy.&nbsp;
-Miss Pole told us she had absolutely taken time by the forelock, and
-been dressed by five o&rsquo;clock, in order to be ready if the <i>St
-James&rsquo;s Chronicle</i> should come in at the last moment - the
-very <i>St James&rsquo;s Chronicle</i> which the powdered head was tranquilly
-and composedly reading as we passed the accustomed window this evening.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;The impudence of the man!&rdquo; said Miss Pole, in a low indignant
-whisper.&nbsp; &ldquo;I should like to ask him whether his mistress
-pays her quarter-share for his exclusive use.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-We looked at her in admiration of the courage of her thought; for Mr
-Mulliner was an object of great awe to all of us.&nbsp; He seemed never
-to have forgotten his condescension in coming to live at Cranford.&nbsp;
-Miss Jenkyns, at times, had stood forth as the undaunted champion of
-her sex, and spoken to him on terms of equality; but even Miss Jenkyns
-could get no higher.&nbsp; In his pleasantest and most gracious moods
-he looked like a sulky cockatoo.&nbsp; He did not speak except in gruff
-monosyllables.&nbsp; He would wait in the hall when we begged him not
-to wait, and then look deeply offended because we had kept him there,
-while, with trembling, hasty hands we prepared ourselves for appearing
-in company.<br>
-<br>
-Miss Pole ventured on a small joke as we went upstairs, intended, though
-addressed to us, to afford Mr Mulliner some slight amusement.&nbsp;
-We all smiled, in order to seem as if we felt at our ease, and timidly
-looked for Mr Mulliner&rsquo;s sympathy.&nbsp; Not a muscle of that
-wooden face had relaxed; and we were grave in an instant.<br>
-<br>
-Mrs Jamieson&rsquo;s drawing-room was cheerful; the evening sun came
-streaming into it, and the large square window was clustered round with
-flowers.&nbsp; The furniture was white and gold; not the later style,
-Louis Quatorze, I think they call it, all shells and twirls; no, Mrs
-Jamieson&rsquo;s chairs and tables had not a curve or bend about them.&nbsp;
-The chair and table legs diminished as they neared the ground, and were
-straight and square in all their corners.&nbsp; The chairs were all
-a-row against the walls, with the exception of four or five which stood
-in a circle round the fire.&nbsp; They were railed with white bars across
-the back and knobbed with gold; neither the railings nor the knobs invited
-to ease.&nbsp; There was a japanned table devoted to literature, on
-which lay a Bible, a Peerage, and a Prayer-Book.&nbsp; There was another
-square Pembroke table dedicated to the Fine Arts, on which were a kaleidoscope,
-conversation-cards, puzzle-cards (tied together to an interminable length
-with faded pink satin ribbon), and a box painted in fond imitation of
-the drawings which decorate tea-chests.&nbsp; Carlo lay on the worsted-worked
-rug, and ungraciously barked at us as we entered.&nbsp; Mrs Jamieson
-stood up, giving us each a torpid smile of welcome, and looking helplessly
-beyond us at Mr Mulliner, as if she hoped he would place us in chairs,
-for, if he did not, she never could.&nbsp; I suppose he thought we could
-find our way to the circle round the fire, which reminded me of Stonehenge,
-I don&rsquo;t know why.&nbsp; Lady Glenmire came to the rescue of our
-hostess, and, somehow or other, we found ourselves for the first time
-placed agreeably, and not formally, in Mrs Jamieson&rsquo;s house.&nbsp;
-Lady Glenmire, now we had time to look at her, proved to be a bright
-little woman of middle age, who had been very pretty in the days of
-her youth, and who was even yet very pleasant-looking.&nbsp; I saw Miss
-Pole appraising her dress in the first five minutes, and I take her
-word when she said the next day -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;My dear! ten pounds would have purchased every stitch she had
-on - lace and all.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-It was pleasant to suspect that a peeress could be poor, and partly
-reconciled us to the fact that her husband had never sat in the House
-of Lords; which, when we first heard of it, seemed a kind of swindling
-us out of our prospects on false pretences; a sort of &ldquo;A Lord
-and No Lord&rdquo; business.<br>
-<br>
-We were all very silent at first.&nbsp; We were thinking what we could
-talk about, that should be high enough to interest My Lady.&nbsp; There
-had been a rise in the price of sugar, which, as preserving-time was
-near, was a piece of intelligence to all our house-keeping hearts, and
-would have been the natural topic if Lady Glenmire had not been by.&nbsp;
-But we were not sure if the peerage ate preserves - much less knew how
-they were made.&nbsp; At last, Miss Pole, who had always a great deal
-of courage and <i>savoir</i> <i>faire</i>, spoke to Lady Glenmire, who
-on her part had seemed just as much puzzled to know how to break the
-silence as we were.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Has your ladyship been to Court lately?&rdquo; asked she; and
-then gave a little glance round at us, half timid and half triumphant,
-as much as to say, &ldquo;See how judiciously I have chosen a subject
-befitting the rank of the stranger.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I never was there in my life,&rdquo; said Lady Glenmire, with
-a broad Scotch accent, but in a very sweet voice.&nbsp; And then, as
-if she had been too abrupt, she added: &ldquo;We very seldom went to
-London - only twice, in fact, during all my married life; and before
-I was married my father had far too large a family&rdquo; (fifth daughter
-of Mr Campbell was in all our minds, I am sure) &ldquo;to take us often
-from our home, even to Edinburgh.&nbsp; Ye&rsquo;ll have been in Edinburgh,
-maybe?&rdquo; said she, suddenly brightening up with the hope of a common
-interest.&nbsp; We had none of us been there; but Miss Pole had an uncle
-who once had passed a night there, which was very pleasant.<br>
-<br>
-Mrs Jamieson, meanwhile, was absorbed in wonder why Mr Mulliner did
-not bring the tea; and at length the wonder oozed out of her mouth.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I had better ring the bell, my dear, had not I?&rdquo; said Lady
-Glenmire briskly.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;No - I think not - Mulliner does not like to be hurried.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-We should have liked our tea, for we dined at an earlier hour than Mrs
-Jamieson.&nbsp; I suspect Mr Mulliner had to finish the <i>St James&rsquo;s
-Chronicle</i> before he chose to trouble himself about tea.&nbsp; His
-mistress fidgeted and fidgeted, and kept saying, I can&rsquo;t think
-why Mulliner does not bring tea.&nbsp; I can&rsquo;t think what he can
-be about.&rdquo;&nbsp; And Lady Glenmire at last grew quite impatient,
-but it was a pretty kind of impatience after all; and she rang the bell
-rather sharply, on receiving a half-permission from her sister-in-law
-to do so.&nbsp; Mr Mulliner appeared in dignified surprise.&nbsp; &ldquo;Oh!&rdquo;
-said Mrs Jamieson, &ldquo;Lady Glenmire rang the bell; I believe it
-was for tea.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-In a few minutes tea was brought.&nbsp; Very delicate was the china,
-very old the plate, very thin the bread and butter, and very small the
-lumps of sugar.&nbsp; Sugar was evidently Mrs Jamieson&rsquo;s favourite
-economy.&nbsp; I question if the little filigree sugar-tongs, made something
-like scissors, could have opened themselves wide enough to take up an
-honest, vulgar good-sized piece; and when I tried to seize two little
-minnikin pieces at once, so as not to be detected in too many returns
-to the sugar-basin, they absolutely dropped one, with a little sharp
-clatter, quite in a malicious and unnatural manner.&nbsp; But before
-this happened we had had a slight disappointment.&nbsp; In the little
-silver jug was cream, in the larger one was milk.&nbsp; As soon as Mr
-Mulliner came in, Carlo began to beg, which was a thing our manners
-forebade us to do, though I am sure we were just as hungry; and Mrs
-Jamieson said she was certain we would excuse her if she gave her poor
-dumb Carlo his tea first.&nbsp; She accordingly mixed a saucerful for
-him, and put it down for him to lap; and then she told us how intelligent
-and sensible the dear little fellow was; he knew cream quite well, and
-constantly refused tea with only milk in it: so the milk was left for
-us; but we silently thought we were quite as intelligent and sensible
-as Carlo, and felt as if insult were added to injury when we were called
-upon to admire the gratitude evinced by his wagging his tail for the
-cream which should have been ours.<br>
-<br>
-After tea we thawed down into common-life subjects.&nbsp; We were thankful
-to Lady Glenmire for having proposed some more bread and butter, and
-this mutual want made us better acquainted with her than we should ever
-have been with talking about the Court, though Miss Pole did say she
-had hoped to know how the dear Queen was from some one who had seen
-her.<br>
-<br>
-The friendship begun over bread and butter extended on to cards.&nbsp;
-Lady Glenmire played Preference to admiration, and was a complete authority
-as to Ombre and Quadrille.&nbsp; Even Miss Pole quite forgot to say
-&ldquo;my lady,&rdquo; and &ldquo;your ladyship,&rdquo; and said &ldquo;Basto!
-ma&rsquo;am&rdquo;; &ldquo;you have Spadille, I believe,&rdquo; just
-as quietly as if we had never held the great Cranford Parliament on
-the subject of the proper mode of addressing a peeress.<br>
-<br>
-As a proof of how thoroughly we had forgotten that we were in the presence
-of one who might have sat down to tea with a coronet, instead of a cap,
-on her head, Mrs Forrester related a curious little fact to Lady Glenmire
-- an anecdote known to the circle of her intimate friends, but of which
-even Mrs Jamieson was not aware.&nbsp; It related to some fine old lace,
-the sole relic of better days, which Lady Glenmire was admiring on Mrs
-Forrester&rsquo;s collar.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; said that lady, &ldquo;such lace cannot be got now
-for either love or money; made by the nuns abroad, they tell me.&nbsp;
-They say that they can&rsquo;t make it now even there.&nbsp; But perhaps
-they can, now they&rsquo;ve passed the Catholic Emancipation Bill.&nbsp;
-I should not wonder.&nbsp; But, in the meantime, I treasure up my lace
-very much.&nbsp; I daren&rsquo;t even trust the washing of it to my
-maid&rdquo; (the little charity school-girl I have named before, but
-who sounded well as &ldquo;my maid&rdquo;).&nbsp; &ldquo;I always wash
-it myself.&nbsp; And once it had a narrow escape.&nbsp; Of course, your
-ladyship knows that such lace must never be starched or ironed.&nbsp;
-Some people wash it in sugar and water, and some in coffee, to make
-it the right yellow colour; but I myself have a very good receipt for
-washing it in milk, which stiffens it enough, and gives it a very good
-creamy colour.&nbsp; Well, ma&rsquo;am, I had tacked it together (and
-the beauty of this fine lace is that, when it is wet, it goes into a
-very little space), and put it to soak in milk, when, unfortunately,
-I left the room; on my return, I found pussy on the table, looking very
-like a thief, but gulping very uncomfortably, as if she was half-chocked
-with something she wanted to swallow and could not.&nbsp; And, would
-you believe it?&nbsp; At first I pitied her, and said &lsquo;Poor pussy!
-poor pussy!&rsquo; till, all at once, I looked and saw the cup of milk
-empty - cleaned out!&nbsp; &lsquo;You naughty cat!&rsquo; said I, and
-I believe I was provoked enough to give her a slap, which did no good,
-but only helped the lace down - just as one slaps a choking child on
-the back.&nbsp; I could have cried, I was so vexed; but I determined
-I would not give the lace up without a struggle for it.&nbsp; I hoped
-the lace might disagree with her, at any rate; but it would have been
-too much for Job, if he had seen, as I did, that cat come in, quite
-placid and purring, not a quarter of an hour after, and almost expecting
-to be stroked.&nbsp; &lsquo;No, pussy!&rsquo; said I, &lsquo;if you
-have any conscience you ought not to expect that!&rsquo;&nbsp; And then
-a thought struck me; and I rang the bell for my maid, and sent her to
-Mr Hoggins, with my compliments, and would he be kind enough to lend
-me one of his top-boots for an hour?&nbsp; I did not think there was
-anything odd in the message; but Jenny said the young men in the surgery
-laughed as if they would be ill at my wanting a top-boot.&nbsp; When
-it came, Jenny and I put pussy in, with her forefeet straight down,
-so that they were fastened, and could not scratch, and we gave her a
-teaspoonful of current-jelly in which (your ladyship must excuse me)
-I had mixed some tartar emetic.&nbsp; I shall never forget how anxious
-I was for the next half-hour.&nbsp; I took pussy to my own room, and
-spread a clean towel on the floor.&nbsp; I could have kissed her when
-she returned the lace to sight, very much as it had gone down.&nbsp;
-Jenny had boiling water ready, and we soaked it and soaked it, and spread
-it on a lavender-bush in the sun before I could touch it again, even
-to put it in milk.&nbsp; But now your ladyship would never guess that
-it had been in pussy&rsquo;s inside.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-We found out, in the course of the evening, that Lady Glenmire was going
-to pay Mrs Jamieson a long visit, as she had given up her apartments
-in Edinburgh, and had no ties to take her back there in a hurry.&nbsp;
-On the whole, we were rather glad to hear this, for she had made a pleasant
-impression upon us; and it was also very comfortable to find, from things
-which dropped out in the course of conversation, that, in addition to
-many other genteel qualities, she was far removed from the &ldquo;vulgarity
-of wealth.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Don&rsquo;t you find it very unpleasant walking?&rdquo; asked
-Mrs Jamieson, as our respective servants were announced.&nbsp; It was
-a pretty regular question from Mrs Jamieson, who had her own carriage
-in the coach-house, and always went out in a sedan-chair to the very
-shortest distances.&nbsp; The answers were nearly as much a matter of
-course.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Oh dear, no! it is so pleasant and still at night!&rdquo;&nbsp;
-&ldquo;Such a refreshment after the excitement of a party!&rdquo;&nbsp;
-&ldquo;The stars are so beautiful!&rdquo;&nbsp; This last was from Miss
-Matty.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Are you fond of astronomy?&rdquo; Lady Glenmire asked.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Not very,&rdquo; replied Miss Matty, rather confused at the moment
-to remember which was astronomy and which was astrology - but the answer
-was true under either circumstance, for she read, and was slightly alarmed
-at Francis Moore&rsquo;s astrological predictions; and, as to astronomy,
-in a private and confidential conversation, she had told me she never
-could believe that the earth was moving constantly, and that she would
-not believe it if she could, it made her feel so tired and dizzy whenever
-she thought about it.<br>
-<br>
-In our pattens we picked our way home with extra care that night, so
-refined and delicate were our perceptions after drinking tea with &ldquo;my
-lady.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-CHAPTER IX - SIGNOR BRUNONI<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-Soon after the events of which I gave an account in my last paper, I
-was summoned home by my father&rsquo;s illness; and for a time I forgot,
-in anxiety about him, to wonder how my dear friends at Cranford were
-getting on, or how Lady Glenmire could reconcile herself to the dulness
-of the long visit which she was still paying to her sister-in-law, Mrs
-Jamieson.&nbsp; When my father grew a little stronger I accompanied
-him to the seaside, so that altogether I seemed banished from Cranford,
-and was deprived of the opportunity of hearing any chance intelligence
-of the dear little town for the greater part of that year.<br>
-<br>
-Late in November - when we had returned home again, and my father was
-once more in good health - I received a letter from Miss Matty; and
-a very mysterious letter it was.&nbsp; She began many sentences without
-ending them, running them one into another, in much the same confused
-sort of way in which written words run together on blotting-paper.&nbsp;
-All I could make out was that, if my father was better (which she hoped
-he was), and would take warning and wear a great-coat from Michaelmas
-to Lady-day, if turbans were in fashion, could I tell her?&nbsp; Such
-a piece of gaiety was going to happen as had not been seen or known
-of since Wombwell&rsquo;s lions came, when one of them ate a little
-child&rsquo;s arm; and she was, perhaps, too old to care about dress,
-but a new cap she must have; and, having heard that turbans were worn,
-and some of the county families likely to come, she would like to look
-tidy, if I would bring her a cap from the milliner I employed; and oh,
-dear! how careless of her to forget that she wrote to beg I would come
-and pay her a visit next Tuesday; when she hoped to have something to
-offer me in the way of amusement, which she would not now more particularly
-describe, only sea-green was her favourite colour.&nbsp; So she ended
-her letter; but in a P.S. she added, she thought she might as well tell
-me what was the peculiar attraction to Cranford just now; Signor Brunoni
-was going to exhibit his wonderful magic in the Cranford Assembly Rooms
-on Wednesday and Friday evening in the following week.<br>
-<br>
-I was very glad to accept the invitation from my dear Miss Matty, independently
-of the conjuror, and most particularly anxious to prevent her from disfiguring
-her small, gentle, mousey face with a great Saracen&rsquo;s head turban;
-and accordingly, I bought her a pretty, neat, middle-aged cap, which,
-however, was rather a disappointment to her when, on my arrival, she
-followed me into my bedroom, ostensibly to poke the fire, but in reality,
-I do believe, to see if the sea-green turban was not inside the cap-box
-with which I had travelled.&nbsp; It was in vain that I twirled the
-cap round on my hand to exhibit back and side fronts: her heart had
-been set upon a turban, and all she could do was to say, with resignation
-in her look and voice -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I am sure you did your best, my dear.&nbsp; It is just like the
-caps all the ladies in Cranford are wearing, and they have had theirs
-for a year, I dare say.&nbsp; I should have liked something newer, I
-confess - something more like the turbans Miss Betty Barker tells me
-Queen Adelaide wears; but it is very pretty, my dear.&nbsp; And I dare
-say lavender will wear better than sea-green.&nbsp; Well, after all,
-what is dress, that we should care anything about it?&nbsp; You&rsquo;ll
-tell me if you want anything, my dear.&nbsp; Here is the bell.&nbsp;
-I suppose turbans have not got down to Drumble yet?&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-So saying, the dear old lady gently bemoaned herself out of the room,
-leaving me to dress for the evening, when, as she informed me, she expected
-Miss Pole and Mrs Forrester, and she hoped I should not feel myself
-too much tired to join the party.&nbsp; Of course I should not; and
-I made some haste to unpack and arrange my dress; but, with all my speed,
-I heard the arrivals and the buzz of conversation in the next room before
-I was ready.&nbsp; Just as I opened the door, I caught the words, &ldquo;I
-was foolish to expect anything very genteel out of the Drumble shops;
-poor girl! she did her best, I&rsquo;ve no doubt.&rdquo;&nbsp; But,
-for all that, I had rather that she blamed Drumble and me than disfigured
-herself with a turban.<br>
-<br>
-Miss Pole was always the person, in the trio of Cranford ladies now
-assembled, to have had adventures.&nbsp; She was in the habit of spending
-the morning in rambling from shop to shop, not to purchase anything
-(except an occasional reel of cotton or a piece of tape), but to see
-the new articles and report upon them, and to collect all the stray
-pieces of intelligence in the town.&nbsp; She had a way, too, of demurely
-popping hither and thither into all sorts of places to gratify her curiosity
-on any point - a way which, if she had not looked so very genteel and
-prim, might have been considered impertinent.&nbsp; And now, by the
-expressive way in which she cleared her throat, and waited for all minor
-subjects (such as caps and turbans) to be cleared off the course, we
-knew she had something very particular to relate, when the due pause
-came - and I defy any people possessed of common modesty to keep up
-a conversation long, where one among them sits up aloft in silence,
-looking down upon all the things they chance to say as trivial and contemptible
-compared to what they could disclose, if properly entreated.&nbsp; Miss
-Pole began -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;As I was stepping out of Gordon&rsquo;s shop to-day, I chanced
-to go into the &lsquo;George&rsquo; (my Betty has a second-cousin who
-is chambermaid there, and I thought Betty would like to hear how she
-was), and, not seeing anyone about, I strolled up the staircase, and
-found myself in the passage leading to the Assembly Room (you and I
-remember the Assembly Room, I am sure, Miss Matty! and the minuets de
-la cour!); so I went on, not thinking of what I was about, when, all
-at once, I perceived that I was in the middle of the preparations for
-to-morrow night - the room being divided with great clothes-maids, over
-which Crosby&rsquo;s men were tacking red flannel; very dark and odd
-it seemed; it quite bewildered me, and I was going on behind the screens,
-in my absence of mind, when a gentleman (quite the gentleman, I can
-assure you) stepped forwards and asked if I had any business he could
-arrange for me.&nbsp; He spoke such pretty broken English, I could not
-help thinking of Thaddeus of Warsaw, and the Hungarian Brothers, and
-Santo Sebastiani; and while I was busy picturing his past life to myself,
-he had bowed me out of the room.&nbsp; But wait a minute!&nbsp; You
-have not heard half my story yet!&nbsp; I was going downstairs, when
-who should I meet but Betty&rsquo;s second-cousin.&nbsp; So, of course,
-I stopped to speak to her for Betty&rsquo;s sake; and she told me that
-I had really seen the conjuror - the gentleman who spoke broken English
-was Signor Brunoni himself.&nbsp; Just at this moment he passed us on
-the stairs, making such a graceful bow! in reply to which I dropped
-a curtsey - all foreigners have such polite manners, one catches something
-of it.&nbsp; But when he had gone downstairs, I bethought me that I
-had dropped my glove in the Assembly Room (it was safe in my muff all
-the time, but I never found it till afterwards); so I went back, and,
-just as I was creeping up the passage left on one side of the great
-screen that goes nearly across the room, who should I see but the very
-same gentleman that had met me before, and passed me on the stairs,
-coming now forwards from the inner part of the room, to which there
-is no entrance - you remember, Miss Matty - and just repeating, in his
-pretty broken English, the inquiry if I had any business there - I don&rsquo;t
-mean that he put it quite so bluntly, but he seemed very determined
-that I should not pass the screen - so, of course, I explained about
-my glove, which, curiously enough, I found at that very moment.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Miss Pole, then, had seen the conjuror - the real, live conjuror! and
-numerous were the questions we all asked her.&nbsp; &ldquo;Had he a
-beard?&rdquo;&nbsp; &ldquo;Was he young, or old?&rdquo;&nbsp; &ldquo;Fair,
-or dark?&rdquo;&nbsp; &ldquo;Did he look&rdquo; - (unable to shape my
-question prudently, I put it in another form) - &ldquo;How did he look?&rdquo;&nbsp;
-In short, Miss Pole was the heroine of the evening, owing to her morning&rsquo;s
-encounter.&nbsp; If she was not the rose (that is to say the conjuror)
-she had been near it.<br>
-<br>
-Conjuration, sleight of hand, magic, witchcraft, were the subjects of
-the evening.&nbsp; Miss Pole was slightly sceptical, and inclined to
-think there might be a scientific solution found for even the proceedings
-of the Witch of Endor.&nbsp; Mrs Forrester believed everything, from
-ghosts to death-watches.&nbsp; Miss Matty ranged between the two - always
-convinced by the last speaker.&nbsp; I think she was naturally more
-inclined to Mrs Forrester&rsquo;s side, but a desire of proving herself
-a worthy sister to Miss Jenkyns kept her equally balanced - Miss Jenkyns,
-who would never allow a servant to call the little rolls of tallow that
-formed themselves round candles &ldquo;winding-sheets,&rdquo; but insisted
-on their being spoken of as &ldquo;roley-poleys!&rdquo;&nbsp; A sister
-of hers to be superstitious!&nbsp; It would never do.<br>
-<br>
-After tea, I was despatched downstairs into the dining-parlour for that
-volume of the old Encyclopaedia which contained the nouns beginning
-with C, in order that Miss Pole might prime herself with scientific
-explanations for the tricks of the following evening.&nbsp; It spoilt
-the pool at Preference which Miss Matty and Mrs Forrester had been looking
-forward to, for Miss Pole became so much absorbed in her subject, and
-the plates by which it was illustrated, that we felt it would be cruel
-to disturb her otherwise than by one or two well-timed yawns, which
-I threw in now and then, for I was really touched by the meek way in
-which the two ladies were bearing their disappointment.&nbsp; But Miss
-Pole only read the more zealously, imparting to us no more information
-than this -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Ah! I see; I comprehend perfectly.&nbsp; A represents the ball.&nbsp;
-Put A between B and D - no! between C and F, and turn the second joint
-of the third finger of your left hand over the wrist of your right H.&nbsp;
-Very clear indeed!&nbsp; My dear Mrs Forrester, conjuring and witchcraft
-is a mere affair of the alphabet.&nbsp; Do let me read you this one
-passage?&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Mrs Forrester implored Miss Pole to spare her, saying, from a child
-upwards, she never could understand being read aloud to; and I dropped
-the pack of cards, which I had been shuffling very audibly, and by this
-discreet movement I obliged Miss Pole to perceive that Preference was
-to have been the order of the evening, and to propose, rather unwillingly,
-that the pool should commence.&nbsp; The pleasant brightness that stole
-over the other two ladies&rsquo; faces on this!&nbsp; Miss Matty had
-one or two twinges of self-reproach for having interrupted Miss Pole
-in her studies: and did not remember her cards well, or give her full
-attention to the game, until she had soothed her conscience by offering
-to lend the volume of the Encyclopaedia to Miss Pole, who accepted it
-thankfully, and said Betty should take it home when she came with the
-lantern.<br>
-<br>
-The next evening we were all in a little gentle flutter at the idea
-of the gaiety before us.&nbsp; Miss Matty went up to dress betimes,
-and hurried me until I was ready, when we found we had an hour-and-a-half
-to wait before the &ldquo;doors opened at seven precisely.&rdquo;&nbsp;
-And we had only twenty yards to go!&nbsp; However, as Miss Matty said,
-it would not do to get too much absorbed in anything, and forget the
-time; so she thought we had better sit quietly, without lighting the
-candles, till five minutes to seven.&nbsp; So Miss Matty dozed, and
-I knitted.<br>
-<br>
-At length we set off; and at the door under the carriage-way at the
-&ldquo;George,&rdquo; we met Mrs Forrester and Miss Pole: the latter
-was discussing the subject of the evening with more vehemence than ever,
-and throwing X&rsquo;s and B&rsquo;s at our heads like hailstones.&nbsp;
-She had even copied one or two of the &ldquo;receipts&rdquo; - as she
-called them - for the different tricks, on backs of letters, ready to
-explain and to detect Signor Brunoni&rsquo;s arts.<br>
-<br>
-We went into the cloak-room adjoining the Assembly Room; Miss Matty
-gave a sigh or two to her departed youth, and the remembrance of the
-last time she had been there, as she adjusted her pretty new cap before
-the strange, quaint old mirror in the cloak-room.&nbsp; The Assembly
-Room had been added to the inn, about a hundred years before, by the
-different county families, who met together there once a month during
-the winter to dance and play at cards.&nbsp; Many a county beauty had
-first swung through the minuet that she afterwards danced before Queen
-Charlotte in this very room.&nbsp; It was said that one of the Gunnings
-had graced the apartment with her beauty; it was certain that a rich
-and beautiful widow, Lady Williams, had here been smitten with the noble
-figure of a young artist, who was staying with some family in the neighbourhood
-for professional purposes, and accompanied his patrons to the Cranford
-Assembly.&nbsp; And a pretty bargain poor Lady Williams had of her handsome
-husband, if all tales were true.&nbsp; Now, no beauty blushed and dimpled
-along the sides of the Cranford Assembly Room; no handsome artist won
-hearts by his bow, <i>chapeau bras</i> in hand; the old room was dingy;
-the salmon-coloured paint had faded into a drab; great pieces of plaster
-had chipped off from the fine wreaths and festoons on its walls; but
-still a mouldy odour of aristocracy lingered about the place, and a
-dusty recollection of the days that were gone made Miss Matty and Mrs
-Forrester bridle up as they entered, and walk mincingly up the room,
-as if there were a number of genteel observers, instead of two little
-boys with a stick of toffee between them with which to beguile the time.<br>
-<br>
-We stopped short at the second front row; I could hardly understand
-why, until I heard Miss Pole ask a stray waiter if any of the county
-families were expected; and when he shook his head, and believed not,
-Mrs Forrester and Miss Matty moved forwards, and our party represented
-a conversational square.&nbsp; The front row was soon augmented and
-enriched by Lady Glenmire and Mrs Jamieson.&nbsp; We six occupied the
-two front rows, and our aristocratic seclusion was respected by the
-groups of shop-keepers who strayed in from time to time and huddled
-together on the back benches.&nbsp; At least I conjectured so, from
-the noise they made, and the sonorous bumps they gave in sitting down;
-but when, in weariness of the obstinate green curtain that would not
-draw up, but would stare at me with two odd eyes, seen through holes,
-as in the old tapestry story, I would fain have looked round at the
-merry chattering people behind me, Miss Pole clutched my arm, and begged
-me not to turn, for &ldquo;it was not the thing.&rdquo;&nbsp; What &ldquo;the
-thing&rdquo; was, I never could find out, but it must have been something
-eminently dull and tiresome.&nbsp; However, we all sat eyes right, square
-front, gazing at the tantalising curtain, and hardly speaking intelligibly,
-we were so afraid of being caught in the vulgarity of making any noise
-in a place of public amusement.&nbsp; Mrs Jamieson was the most fortunate,
-for she fell asleep.<br>
-<br>
-At length the eyes disappeared - the curtain quivered - one side went
-up before the other, which stuck fast; it was dropped again, and, with
-a fresh effort, and a vigorous pull from some unseen hand, it flew up,
-revealing to our sight a magnificent gentleman in the Turkish costume,
-seated before a little table, gazing at us (I should have said with
-the same eyes that I had last seen through the hole in the curtain)
-with calm and condescending dignity, &ldquo;like a being of another
-sphere,&rdquo; as I heard a sentimental voice ejaculate behind me.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;That&rsquo;s not Signor Brunoni!&rdquo; said Miss Pole decidedly;
-and so audibly that I am sure he heard, for he glanced down over his
-flowing beard at our party with an air of mute reproach.&nbsp; &ldquo;Signor
-Brunoni had no beard - but perhaps he&rsquo;ll come soon.&rdquo;&nbsp;
-So she lulled herself into patience.&nbsp; Meanwhile, Miss Matty had
-reconnoitred through her eye-glass, wiped it, and looked again.&nbsp;
-Then she turned round, and said to me, in a kind, mild, sorrowful tone
--<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;You see, my dear, turbans <i>are</i> worn.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-But we had no time for more conversation.&nbsp; The Grand Turk, as Miss
-Pole chose to call him, arose and announced himself as Signor Brunoni.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I don&rsquo;t believe him!&rdquo; exclaimed Miss Pole, in a defiant
-manner.&nbsp; He looked at her again, with the same dignified upbraiding
-in his countenance.&nbsp; &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t!&rdquo; she repeated
-more positively than ever.&nbsp; &ldquo;Signor Brunoni had not got that
-muffy sort of thing about his chin, but looked like a close-shaved Christian
-gentleman.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Miss Pole&rsquo;s energetic speeches had the good effect of wakening
-up Mrs Jamieson, who opened her eyes wide, in sign of the deepest attention
-- a proceeding which silenced Miss Pole and encouraged the Grand Turk
-to proceed, which he did in very broken English - so broken that there
-was no cohesion between the parts of his sentences; a fact which he
-himself perceived at last, and so left off speaking and proceeded to
-action.<br>
-<br>
-Now we <i>were</i> astonished.&nbsp; How he did his tricks I could not
-imagine; no, not even when Miss Pole pulled out her pieces of paper
-and began reading aloud - or at least in a very audible whisper - the
-separate &ldquo;receipts&rdquo; for the most common of his tricks.&nbsp;
-If ever I saw a man frown and look enraged, I saw the Grand Turk frown
-at Miss Pole; but, as she said, what could be expected but unchristian
-looks from a Mussulman?&nbsp; If Miss Pole were sceptical, and more
-engrossed with her receipts and diagrams than with his tricks, Miss
-Matty and Mrs Forrester were mystified and perplexed to the highest
-degree.&nbsp; Mrs Jamieson kept taking her spectacles off and wiping
-them, as if she thought it was something defective in them which made
-the legerdemain; and Lady Glenmire, who had seen many curious sights
-in Edinburgh, was very much struck with the tricks, and would not at
-all agree with Miss Pole, who declared that anybody could do them with
-a little practice, and that she would, herself, undertake to do all
-he did, with two hours given to study the Encyclopaedia and make her
-third finger flexible.<br>
-<br>
-At last Miss Matty and Mrs Forrester became perfectly awestricken.&nbsp;
-They whispered together.&nbsp; I sat just behind them, so I could not
-help hearing what they were saying.&nbsp; Miss Matty asked Mrs Forrester
-&ldquo;if she thought it was quite right to have come to see such things?&nbsp;
-She could not help fearing they were lending encouragement to something
-that was not quite&rdquo; -&nbsp; A little shake of the head filled
-up the blank.&nbsp; Mrs Forrester replied, that the same thought had
-crossed her mind; she too was feeling very uncomfortable, it was so
-very strange.&nbsp; She was quite certain that it was her pocket-handkerchief
-which was in that loaf just now; and it had been in her own hand not
-five minutes before.&nbsp; She wondered who had furnished the bread?&nbsp;
-She was sure it could not be Dakin, because he was the churchwarden.&nbsp;
-Suddenly Miss Matty half-turned towards me -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Will you look, my dear - you are a stranger in the town, and
-it won&rsquo;t give rise to unpleasant reports - will you just look
-round and see if the rector is here?&nbsp; If he is, I think we may
-conclude that this wonderful man is sanctioned by the Church, and that
-will be a great relief to my mind.<br>
-<br>
-I looked, and I saw the tall, thin, dry, dusty rector, sitting surrounded
-by National School boys, guarded by troops of his own sex from any approach
-of the many Cranford spinsters.&nbsp; His kind face was all agape with
-broad smiles, and the boys around him were in chinks of laughing.&nbsp;
-I told Miss Matty that the Church was smiling approval, which set her
-mind at ease.<br>
-<br>
-I have never named Mr Hayter, the rector, because I, as a well-to-do
-and happy young woman, never came in contact with him.&nbsp; He was
-an old bachelor, but as afraid of matrimonial reports getting abroad
-about him as any girl of eighteen: and he would rush into a shop or
-dive down an entry, sooner than encounter any of the Cranford ladies
-in the street; and, as for the Preference parties, I did not wonder
-at his not accepting invitations to them.&nbsp; To tell the truth, I
-always suspected Miss Pole of having given very vigorous chase to Mr
-Hayter when he first came to Cranford; and not the less, because now
-she appeared to share so vividly in his dread lest her name should ever
-be coupled with his.&nbsp; He found all his interests among the poor
-and helpless; he had treated the National School boys this very night
-to the performance; and virtue was for once its own reward, for they
-guarded him right and left, and clung round him as if he had been the
-queen-bee and they the swarm.&nbsp; He felt so safe in their environment
-that he could even afford to give our party a bow as we filed out.&nbsp;
-Miss Pole ignored his presence, and pretended to be absorbed in convincing
-us that we had been cheated, and had not seen Signor Brunoni after all.<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-CHAPTER X - THE PANIC<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-I think a series of circumstances dated from Signor Brunoni&rsquo;s
-visit to Cranford, which seemed at the time connected in our minds with
-him, though I don&rsquo;t know that he had anything really to do with
-them.&nbsp; All at once all sorts of uncomfortable rumours got afloat
-in the town.&nbsp; There were one or two robberies - real <i>bon&acirc;
-fide</i> robberies; men had up before the magistrates and committed
-for trial - and that seemed to make us all afraid of being robbed; and
-for a long time, at Miss Matty&rsquo;s, I know, we used to make a regular
-expedition all round the kitchens and cellars every night, Miss Matty
-leading the way, armed with the poker, I following with the hearth-brush,
-and Martha carrying the shovel and fire-irons with which to sound the
-alarm; and by the accidental hitting together of them she often frightened
-us so much that we bolted ourselves up, all three together, in the back-kitchen,
-or store-room, or wherever we happened to be, till, when our affright
-was over, we recollected ourselves and set out afresh with double valiance.&nbsp;
-By day we heard strange stories from the shopkeepers and cottagers,
-of carts that went about in the dead of night, drawn by horses shod
-with felt, and guarded by men in dark clothes, going round the town,
-no doubt in search of some unwatched house or some unfastened door.<br>
-<br>
-Miss Pole, who affected great bravery herself, was the principal person
-to collect and arrange these reports so as to make them assume their
-most fearful aspect.&nbsp; But we discovered that she had begged one
-of Mr Hoggins&rsquo;s worn-out hats to hang up in her lobby, and we
-(at least I) had doubts as to whether she really would enjoy the little
-adventure of having her house broken into, as she protested she should.&nbsp;
-Miss Matty made no secret of being an arrant coward, but she went regularly
-through her housekeeper&rsquo;s duty of inspection - only the hour for
-this became earlier and earlier, till at last we went the rounds at
-half-past six, and Miss Matty adjourned to bed soon after seven, &ldquo;in
-order to get the night over the sooner.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Cranford had so long piqued itself on being an honest and moral town
-that it had grown to fancy itself too genteel and well-bred to be otherwise,
-and felt the stain upon its character at this time doubly.&nbsp; But
-we comforted ourselves with the assurance which we gave to each other
-that the robberies could never have been committed by any Cranford person;
-it must have been a stranger or strangers who brought this disgrace
-upon the town, and occasioned as many precautions as if we were living
-among the Red Indians or the French.<br>
-<br>
-This last comparison of our nightly state of defence and fortification
-was made by Mrs Forrester, whose father had served under General Burgoyne
-in the American war, and whose husband had fought the French in Spain.&nbsp;
-She indeed inclined to the idea that, in some way, the French were connected
-with the small thefts, which were ascertained facts, and the burglaries
-and highway robberies, which were rumours.&nbsp; She had been deeply
-impressed with the idea of French spies at some time in her life; and
-the notion could never be fairly eradicated, but sprang up again from
-time to time.&nbsp; And now her theory was this:- The Cranford people
-respected themselves too much, and were too grateful to the aristocracy
-who were so kind as to live near the town, ever to disgrace their bringing
-up by being dishonest or immoral; therefore, we must believe that the
-robbers were strangers - if strangers, why not foreigners? - if foreigners,
-who so likely as the French?&nbsp; Signor Brunoni spoke broken English
-like a Frenchman; and, though he wore a turban like a Turk, Mrs Forrester
-had seen a print of Madame de Sta&euml;l with a turban on, and another
-of Mr Denon in just such a dress as that in which the conjuror had made
-his appearance, showing clearly that the French, as well as the Turks,
-wore turbans.&nbsp; There could be no doubt Signor Brunoni was a Frenchman
-- a French spy come to discover the weak and undefended places of England,
-and doubtless he had his accomplices.&nbsp; For her part, she, Mrs Forrester,
-had always had her own opinion of Miss Pole&rsquo;s adventure at the
-&ldquo;George Inn&rdquo; - seeing two men where only one was believed
-to be.&nbsp; French people had ways and means which, she was thankful
-to say, the English knew nothing about; and she had never felt quite
-easy in her mind about going to see that conjuror - it was rather too
-much like a forbidden thing, though the rector was there.&nbsp; In short,
-Mrs Forrester grew more excited than we had ever known her before, and,
-being an officer&rsquo;s daughter and widow, we looked up to her opinion,
-of course.<br>
-<br>
-Really I do not know how much was true or false in the reports which
-flew about like wildfire just at this time; but it seemed to me then
-that there was every reason to believe that at Mardon (a small town
-about eight miles from Cranford) houses and shops were entered by holes
-made in the walls, the bricks being silently carried away in the dead
-of the night, and all done so quietly that no sound was heard either
-in or out of the house.&nbsp; Miss Matty gave it up in despair when
-she heard of this.&nbsp; &ldquo;What was the use,&rdquo; said she, &ldquo;of
-locks and bolts, and bells to the windows, and going round the house
-every night?&nbsp; That last trick was fit for a conjuror.&nbsp; Now
-she did believe that Signor Brunoni was at the bottom of it.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-One afternoon, about five o&rsquo;clock, we were startled by a hasty
-knock at the door.&nbsp; Miss Matty bade me run and tell Martha on no
-account to open the door till she (Miss Matty) had reconnoitred through
-the window; and she armed herself with a footstool to drop down on the
-head of the visitor, in case he should show a face covered with black
-crape, as he looked up in answer to her inquiry of who was there.&nbsp;
-But it was nobody but Miss Pole and Betty.&nbsp; The former came upstairs,
-carrying a little hand-basket, and she was evidently in a state of great
-agitation.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Take care of that!&rdquo; said she to me, as I offered to relieve
-her of her basket.&nbsp; &ldquo;It&rsquo;s my plate.&nbsp; I am sure
-there is a plan to rob my house to-night.&nbsp; I am come to throw myself
-on your hospitality, Miss Matty.&nbsp; Betty is going to sleep with
-her cousin at the &lsquo;George.&rsquo;&nbsp; I can sit up here all
-night if you will allow me; but my house is so far from any neighbours,
-and I don&rsquo;t believe we could be heard if we screamed ever so!&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;But,&rdquo; said Miss Matty, &ldquo;what has alarmed you so much?&nbsp;
-Have you seen any men lurking about the house?&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Oh, yes!&rdquo; answered Miss Pole.&nbsp; &ldquo;Two very bad-looking
-men have gone three times past the house, very slowly; and an Irish
-beggar-woman came not half-an-hour ago, and all but forced herself in
-past Betty, saying her children were starving, and she must speak to
-the mistress.&nbsp; You see, she said &lsquo;mistress,&rsquo; though
-there was a hat hanging up in the hall, and it would have been more
-natural to have said &lsquo;master.&rsquo;&nbsp; But Betty shut the
-door in her face, and came up to me, and we got the spoons together,
-and sat in the parlour-window watching till we saw Thomas Jones going
-from his work, when we called to him and asked him to take care of us
-into the town.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-We might have triumphed over Miss Pole, who had professed such bravery
-until she was frightened; but we were too glad to perceive that she
-shared in the weaknesses of humanity to exult over her; and I gave up
-my room to her very willingly, and shared Miss Matty&rsquo;s bed for
-the night.&nbsp; But before we retired, the two ladies rummaged up,
-out of the recesses of their memory, such horrid stories of robbery
-and murder that I quite quaked in my shoes.&nbsp; Miss Pole was evidently
-anxious to prove that such terrible events had occurred within her experience
-that she was justified in her sudden panic; and Miss Matty did not like
-to be outdone, and capped every story with one yet more horrible, till
-it reminded me oddly enough, of an old story I had read somewhere, of
-a nightingale and a musician, who strove one against the other which
-could produce the most admirable music, till poor Philomel dropped down
-dead.<br>
-<br>
-One of the stories that haunted me for a long time afterwards was of
-a girl who was left in charge of a great house in Cumberland on some
-particular fair-day, when the other servants all went off to the gaieties.&nbsp;
-The family were away in London, and a pedlar came by, and asked to leave
-his large and heavy pack in the kitchen, saying he would call for it
-again at night; and the girl (a gamekeeper&rsquo;s daughter), roaming
-about in search of amusement, chanced to hit upon a gun hanging up in
-the hall, and took it down to look at the chasing; and it went off through
-the open kitchen door, hit the pack, and a slow dark thread of blood
-came oozing out. (How Miss Pole enjoyed this part of the story, dwelling
-on each word as if she loved it!)&nbsp; She rather hurried over the
-further account of the girl&rsquo;s bravery, and I have but a confused
-idea that, somehow, she baffled the robbers with Italian irons, heated
-red-hot, and then restored to blackness by being dipped in grease.<br>
-<br>
-We parted for the night with an awe-stricken wonder as to what we should
-hear of in the morning - and, on my part, with a vehement desire for
-the night to be over and gone: I was so afraid lest the robbers should
-have seen, from some dark lurking-place, that Miss Pole had carried
-off her plate, and thus have a double motive for attacking our house.<br>
-<br>
-But until Lady Glenmire came to call next day we heard of nothing unusual.&nbsp;
-The kitchen fire-irons were in exactly the same position against the
-back door as when Martha and I had skilfully piled them up, like spillikins,
-ready to fall with an awful clatter if only a cat had touched the outside
-panels.&nbsp; I had wondered what we should all do if thus awakened
-and alarmed, and had proposed to Miss Matty that we should cover up
-our faces under the bedclothes so that there should be no danger of
-the robbers thinking that we could identify them; but Miss Matty, who
-was trembling very much, scouted this idea, and said we owed it to society
-to apprehend them, and that she should certainly do her best to lay
-hold of them and lock them up in the garret till morning.<br>
-<br>
-When Lady Glenmire came, we almost felt jealous of her.&nbsp; Mrs Jamieson&rsquo;s
-house had really been attacked; at least there were men&rsquo;s footsteps
-to be seen on the flower borders, underneath the kitchen windows, &ldquo;where
-nae men should be;&rdquo; and Carlo had barked all through the night
-as if strangers were abroad.&nbsp; Mrs Jamieson had been awakened by
-Lady Glenmire, and they had rung the bell which communicated with Mr
-Mulliner&rsquo;s room in the third storey, and when his night-capped
-head had appeared over the bannisters, in answer to the summons, they
-had told him of their alarm, and the reasons for it; whereupon he retreated
-into his bedroom, and locked the door (for fear of draughts, as he informed
-them in the morning), and opened the window, and called out valiantly
-to say, if the supposed robbers would come to him he would fight them;
-but, as Lady Glenmire observed, that was but poor comfort, since they
-would have to pass by Mrs Jamieson&rsquo;s room and her own before they
-could reach him, and must be of a very pugnacious disposition indeed
-if they neglected the opportunities of robbery presented by the unguarded
-lower storeys, to go up to a garret, and there force a door in order
-to get at the champion of the house.&nbsp; Lady Glenmire, after waiting
-and listening for some time in the drawing-room, had proposed to Mrs
-Jamieson that they should go to bed; but that lady said she should not
-feel comfortable unless she sat up and watched; and, accordingly, she
-packed herself warmly up on the sofa, where she was found by the housemaid,
-when she came into the room at six o&rsquo;clock, fast asleep; but Lady
-Glenmire went to bed, and kept awake all night.<br>
-<br>
-When Miss Pole heard of this, she nodded her head in great satisfaction.&nbsp;
-She had been sure we should hear of something happening in Cranford
-that night; and we had heard.&nbsp; It was clear enough they had first
-proposed to attack her house; but when they saw that she and Betty were
-on their guard, and had carried off the plate, they had changed their
-tactics and gone to Mrs Jamieson&rsquo;s, and no one knew what might
-have happened if Carlo had not barked, like a good dog as he was!<br>
-<br>
-Poor Carlo! his barking days were nearly over.&nbsp; Whether the gang
-who infested the neighbourhood were afraid of him, or whether they were
-revengeful enough, for the way in which he had baffled them on the night
-in question, to poison him; or whether, as some among the more uneducated
-people thought, he died of apoplexy, brought on by too much feeding
-and too little exercise; at any rate, it is certain that, two days after
-this eventful night, Carlo was found dead, with his poor legs stretched
-out stiff in the attitude of running, as if by such unusual exertion
-he could escape the sure pursuer, Death.<br>
-<br>
-We were all sorry for Carlo, the old familiar friend who had snapped
-at us for so many years; and the mysterious mode of his death made us
-very uncomfortable.&nbsp; Could Signor Brunoni be at the bottom of this?&nbsp;
-He had apparently killed a canary with only a word of command; his will
-seemed of deadly force; who knew but what he might yet be lingering
-in the neighbourhood willing all sorts of awful things!<br>
-<br>
-We whispered these fancies among ourselves in the evenings; but in the
-mornings our courage came back with the daylight, and in a week&rsquo;s
-time we had got over the shock of Carlo&rsquo;s death; all but Mrs Jamieson.&nbsp;
-She, poor thing, felt it as she had felt no event since her husband&rsquo;s
-death; indeed, Miss Pole said, that as the Honourable Mr Jamieson drank
-a good deal, and occasioned her much uneasiness, it was possible that
-Carlo&rsquo;s death might be the greater affliction.&nbsp; But there
-was always a tinge of cynicism in Miss Pole&rsquo;s remarks.&nbsp; However,
-one thing was clear and certain - it was necessary for Mrs Jamieson
-to have some change of scene; and Mr Mulliner was very impressive on
-this point, shaking his head whenever we inquired after his mistress,
-and speaking of her loss of appetite and bad nights very ominously;
-and with justice too, for if she had two characteristics in her natural
-state of health they were a facility of eating and sleeping.&nbsp; If
-she could neither eat nor sleep, she must be indeed out of spirits and
-out of health.<br>
-<br>
-Lady Glenmire (who had evidently taken very kindly to Cranford) did
-not like the idea of Mrs Jamieson&rsquo;s going to Cheltenham, and more
-than once insinuated pretty plainly that it was Mr Mulliner&rsquo;s
-doing, who had been much alarmed on the occasion of the house being
-attacked, and since had said, more than once, that he felt it a very
-responsible charge to have to defend so many women.&nbsp; Be that as
-it might, Mrs Jamieson went to Cheltenham, escorted by Mr Mulliner;
-and Lady Glenmire remained in possession of the house, her ostensible
-office being to take care that the maid-servants did not pick up followers.&nbsp;
-She made a very pleasant-looking dragon; and, as soon as it was arranged
-for her stay in Cranford, she found out that Mrs Jamieson&rsquo;s visit
-to Cheltenham was just the best thing in the world.&nbsp; She had let
-her house in Edinburgh, and was for the time house-less, so the charge
-of her sister-in-law&rsquo;s comfortable abode was very convenient and
-acceptable.<br>
-<br>
-Miss Pole was very much inclined to instal herself as a heroine, because
-of the decided steps she had taken in flying from the two men and one
-woman, whom she entitled &ldquo;that murderous gang.&rdquo;&nbsp; She
-described their appearance in glowing colours, and I noticed that every
-time she went over the story some fresh trait of villainy was added
-to their appearance.&nbsp; One was tall - he grew to be gigantic in
-height before we had done with him; he of course had black hair - and
-by-and-by it hung in elf-locks over his forehead and down his back.&nbsp;
-The other was short and broad - and a hump sprouted out on his shoulder
-before we heard the last of him; he had red hair - which deepened into
-carroty; and she was almost sure he had a cast in the eye - a decided
-squint.&nbsp; As for the woman, her eyes glared, and she was masculine-looking
-- a perfect virago; most probably a man dressed in woman&rsquo;s clothes;
-afterwards, we heard of a beard on her chin, and a manly voice and a
-stride.<br>
-<br>
-If Miss Pole was delighted to recount the events of that afternoon to
-all inquirers, others were not so proud of their adventures in the robbery
-line.&nbsp; Mr Hoggins, the surgeon, had been attacked at his own door
-by two ruffians, who were concealed in the shadow of the porch, and
-so effectually silenced him that he was robbed in the interval between
-ringing his bell and the servant&rsquo;s answering it.&nbsp; Miss Pole
-was sure it would turn out that this robbery had been commited by &ldquo;her
-men,&rdquo; and went the very day she heard the report to have her teeth
-examined, and to question Mr Hoggins.&nbsp; She came to us afterwards;
-so we heard what she had heard, straight and direct from the source,
-while we were yet in the excitement and flutter of the agitation caused
-by the first intelligence; for the event had only occurred the night
-before.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Well!&rdquo; said Miss Pole, sitting down with the decision of
-a person who has made up her mind as to the nature of life and the world
-(and such people never tread lightly, or seat themselves without a bump),
-&ldquo;well, Miss Matty! men will be men.&nbsp; Every mother&rsquo;s
-son of them wishes to be considered Samson and Solomon rolled into one
-- too strong ever to be beaten or discomfited - too wise ever to be
-outwitted.&nbsp; If you will notice, they have always foreseen events,
-though they never tell one for one&rsquo;s warning before the events
-happen.&nbsp; My father was a man, and I know the sex pretty well.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-She had talked herself out of breath, and we should have been very glad
-to fill up the necessary pause as chorus, but we did not exactly know
-what to say, or which man had suggested this diatribe against the sex;
-so we only joined in generally, with a grave shake of the head, and
-a soft murmur of &ldquo;They are very incomprehensible, certainly!&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Now, only think,&rdquo; said she.&nbsp; &ldquo;There, I have
-undergone the risk of having one of my remaining teeth drawn (for one
-is terribly at the mercy of any surgeon-dentist; and I, for one, always
-speak them fair till I have got my mouth out of their clutches), and,
-after all, Mr Hoggins is too much of a man to own that he was robbed
-last night.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Not robbed!&rdquo; exclaimed the chorus.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Don&rsquo;t tell me!&rdquo; Miss Pole exclaimed, angry that we
-could be for a moment imposed upon.&nbsp; &ldquo;I believe he was robbed,
-just as Betty told me, and he is ashamed to own it; and, to be sure,
-it was very silly of him to be robbed just at his own door; I daresay
-he feels that such a thing won&rsquo;t raise him in the eyes of Cranford
-society, and is anxious to conceal it - but he need not have tried to
-impose upon me, by saying I must have heard an exaggerated account of
-some petty theft of a neck of mutton, which, it seems, was stolen out
-of the safe in his yard last week; he had the impertinence to add, he
-believed that that was taken by the cat.&nbsp; I have no doubt, if I
-could get at the bottom of it, it was that Irishman dressed up in woman&rsquo;s
-clothes, who came spying about my house, with the story about the starving
-children.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-After we had duly condemned the want of candour which Mr Hoggins had
-evinced, and abused men in general, taking him for the representative
-and type, we got round to the subject about which we had been talking
-when Miss Pole came in; namely, how far, in the present disturbed state
-of the country, we could venture to accept an invitation which Miss
-Matty had just received from Mrs Forrester, to come as usual and keep
-the anniversary of her wedding-day by drinking tea with her at five
-o&rsquo;clock, and playing a quiet pool afterwards.&nbsp; Mrs Forrester
-had said that she asked us with some diffidence, because the roads were,
-she feared, very unsafe.&nbsp; But she suggested that perhaps one of
-us would not object to take the sedan, and that the others, by walking
-briskly, might keep up with the long trot of the chairmen, and so we
-might all arrive safely at Over Place, a suburb of the town.&nbsp; (No;
-that is too large an expression: a small cluster of houses separated
-from Cranford by about two hundred yards of a dark and lonely lane.)&nbsp;
-There was no doubt but that a similar note was awaiting Miss Pole at
-home; so her call was a very fortunate affair, as it enabled us to consult
-together.&nbsp; We would all much rather have declined this invitation;
-but we felt that it would not be quite kind to Mrs Forrester, who would
-otherwise be left to a solitary retrospect of her not very happy or
-fortunate life.&nbsp; Miss Matty and Miss Pole had been visitors on
-this occasion for many years, and now they gallantly determined to nail
-their colours to the mast, and to go through Darkness Lane rather than
-fail in loyalty to their friend.<br>
-<br>
-But when the evening came, Miss Matty (for it was she who was voted
-into the chair, as she had a cold), before being shut down in the sedan,
-like jack-in-a-box, implored the chairmen, whatever might befall, not
-to run away and leave her fastened up there, to be murdered; and even
-after they had promised, I saw her tighten her features into the stern
-determination of a martyr, and she gave me a melancholy and ominous
-shake of the head through the glass.&nbsp; However, we got there safely,
-only rather out of breath, for it was who could trot hardest through
-Darkness Lane, and I am afraid poor Miss Matty was sadly jolted.<br>
-<br>
-Mrs Forrester had made extra preparations, in acknowledgment of our
-exertion in coming to see her through such dangers.&nbsp; The usual
-forms of genteel ignorance as to what her servants might send up were
-all gone through; and harmony and Preference seemed likely to be the
-order of the evening, but for an interesting conversation that began
-I don&rsquo;t know how, but which had relation, of course, to the robbers
-who infested the neighbourhood of Cranford.<br>
-<br>
-Having braved the dangers of Darkness Lane, and thus having a little
-stock of reputation for courage to fall back upon; and also, I daresay,
-desirous of proving ourselves superior to men <i>(videlicet</i> Mr Hoggins)
-in the article of candour, we began to relate our individual fears,
-and the private precautions we each of us took.&nbsp; I owned that my
-pet apprehension was eyes - eyes looking at me, and watching me, glittering
-out from some dull, flat, wooden surface; and that if I dared to go
-up to my looking-glass when I was panic-stricken, I should certainly
-turn it round, with its back towards me, for fear of seeing eyes behind
-me looking out of the darkness.&nbsp; I saw Miss Matty nerving herself
-up for a confession; and at last out it came.&nbsp; She owned that,
-ever since she had been a girl, she had dreaded being caught by her
-last leg, just as she was getting into bed, by some one concealed under
-it.&nbsp; She said, when she was younger and more active, she used to
-take a flying leap from a distance, and so bring both her legs up safely
-into bed at once; but that this had always annoyed Deborah, who piqued
-herself upon getting into bed gracefully, and she had given it up in
-consequence.&nbsp; But now the old terror would often come over her,
-especially since Miss Pole&rsquo;s house had been attacked (we had got
-quite to believe in the fact of the attack having taken place), and
-yet it was very unpleasant to think of looking under a bed, and seeing
-a man concealed, with a great, fierce face staring out at you; so she
-had bethought herself of something - perhaps I had noticed that she
-had told Martha to buy her a penny ball, such as children play with
-- and now she rolled this ball under the bed every night: if it came
-out on the other side, well and good; if not she always took care to
-have her hand on the bell-rope, and meant to call out John and Harry,
-just as if she expected men-servants to answer her ring.<br>
-<br>
-We all applauded this ingenious contrivance, and Miss Matty sank back
-into satisfied silence, with a look at Mrs Forrester as if to ask for
-<i>her</i> private weakness.<br>
-<br>
-Mrs Forrester looked askance at Miss Pole, and tried to change the subject
-a little by telling us that she had borrowed a boy from one of the neighbouring
-cottages and promised his parents a hundredweight of coals at Christmas,
-and his supper every evening, for the loan of him at nights.&nbsp; She
-had instructed him in his possible duties when he first came; and, finding
-him sensible, she had given him the Major&rsquo;s sword (the Major was
-her late husband), and desired him to put it very carefully behind his
-pillow at night, turning the edge towards the head of the pillow.&nbsp;
-He was a sharp lad, she was sure; for, spying out the Major&rsquo;s
-cocked hat, he had said, if he might have that to wear, he was sure
-he could frighten two Englishmen, or four Frenchmen any day.&nbsp; But
-she had impressed upon him anew that he was to lose no time in putting
-on hats or anything else; but, if he heard any noise, he was to run
-at it with his drawn sword.&nbsp; On my suggesting that some accident
-might occur from such slaughterous and indiscriminate directions, and
-that he might rush on Jenny getting up to wash, and have spitted her
-before he had discovered that she was not a Frenchman, Mrs Forrester
-said she did not think that that was likely, for he was a very sound
-sleeper, and generally had to be well shaken or cold-pigged in a morning
-before they could rouse him.&nbsp; She sometimes thought such dead sleep
-must be owing to the hearty suppers the poor lad ate, for he was half-starved
-at home, and she told Jenny to see that he got a good meal at night.<br>
-<br>
-Still this was no confession of Mrs Forrester&rsquo;s peculiar timidity,
-and we urged her to tell us what she thought would frighten her more
-than anything.&nbsp; She paused, and stirred the fire, and snuffed the
-candles, and then she said, in a sounding whisper -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Ghosts!&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-She looked at Miss Pole, as much as to say, she had declared it, and
-would stand by it.&nbsp; Such a look was a challenge in itself.&nbsp;
-Miss Pole came down upon her with indigestion, spectral illusions, optical
-delusions, and a great deal out of Dr Ferrier and Dr Hibbert besides.&nbsp;
-Miss Matty had rather a leaning to ghosts, as I have mentioned before,
-and what little she did say was all on Mrs Forrester&rsquo;s side, who,
-emboldened by sympathy, protested that ghosts were a part of her religion;
-that surely she, the widow of a major in the army, knew what to be frightened
-at, and what not; in short, I never saw Mrs Forrester so warm either
-before or since, for she was a gentle, meek, enduring old lady in most
-things.&nbsp; Not all the elder-wine that ever was mulled could this
-night wash out the remembrance of this difference between Miss Pole
-and her hostess.&nbsp; Indeed, when the elder-wine was brought in, it
-gave rise to a new burst of discussion; for Jenny, the little maiden
-who staggered under the tray, had to give evidence of having seen a
-ghost with her own eyes, not so many nights ago, in Darkness Lane, the
-very lane we were to go through on our way home.<br>
-<br>
-In spite of the uncomfortable feeling which this last consideration
-gave me, I could not help being amused at Jenny&rsquo;s position, which
-was exceedingly like that of a witness being examined and cross-examined
-by two counsel who are not at all scrupulous about asking leading questions.&nbsp;
-The conclusion I arrived at was, that Jenny had certainly seen something
-beyond what a fit of indigestion would have caused.&nbsp; A lady all
-in white, and without her head, was what she deposed and adhered to,
-supported by a consciousness of the secret sympathy of her mistress
-under the withering scorn with which Miss Pole regarded her.&nbsp; And
-not only she, but many others, had seen this headless lady, who sat
-by the roadside wringing her hands as in deep grief.&nbsp; Mrs Forrester
-looked at us from time to time with an air of conscious triumph; but
-then she had not to pass through Darkness Lane before she could bury
-herself beneath her own familiar bed-clothes.<br>
-<br>
-We preserved a discreet silence as to the headless lady while we were
-putting on our things to go home, for there was no knowing how near
-the ghostly head and ears might be, or what spiritual connection they
-might be keeping up with the unhappy body in Darkness Lane; and, therefore,
-even Miss Pole felt that it was as well not to speak lightly on such
-subjects, for fear of vexing or insulting that woebegone trunk.&nbsp;
-At least, so I conjecture; for, instead of the busy clatter usual in
-the operation, we tied on our cloaks as sadly as mutes at a funeral.&nbsp;
-Miss Matty drew the curtains round the windows of the chair to shut
-out disagreeable sights, and the men (either because they were in spirits
-that their labours were so nearly ended, or because they were going
-down hill), set off at such a round and merry pace, that it was all
-Miss Pole and I could do to keep up with them.&nbsp; She had breath
-for nothing beyond an imploring &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t leave me!&rdquo;
-uttered as she clutched my arm so tightly that I could not have quitted
-her, ghost or no ghost.&nbsp; What a relief it was when the men, weary
-of their burden and their quick trot, stopped just where Headingley
-Causeway branches off from Darkness Lane!&nbsp; Miss Pole unloosed me
-and caught at one of the men -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Could not you - could not you take Miss Matty round by Headingley
-Causeway? - the pavement in Darkness Lane jolts so, and she is not very
-strong.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-A smothered voice was heard from the inside of the chair -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Oh! pray go on!&nbsp; What is the matter?&nbsp; What is the matter?&nbsp;
-I will give you sixpence more to go on very fast; pray don&rsquo;t stop
-here.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;And I&rsquo;ll give you a shilling,&rdquo; said Miss Pole, with
-tremulous dignity, &ldquo;if you&rsquo;ll go by Headingley Causeway.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-The two men grunted acquiescence and took up the chair, and went along
-the causeway, which certainly answered Miss Pole&rsquo;s kind purpose
-of saving Miss Matty&rsquo;s bones; for it was covered with soft, thick
-mud, and even a fall there would have been easy till the getting-up
-came, when there might have been some difficulty in extrication.<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-CHAPTER XI - SAMUEL BROWN<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-The next morning I met Lady Glenmire and Miss Pole setting out on a
-long walk to find some old woman who was famous in the neighbourhood
-for her skill in knitting woollen stockings.&nbsp; Miss Pole said to
-me, with a smile half-kindly and half-contemptuous upon her countenance,
-&ldquo;I have been just telling Lady Glenmire of our poor friend Mrs
-Forrester, and her terror of ghosts.&nbsp; It comes from living so much
-alone, and listening to the bug-a-boo stories of that Jenny of hers.&rdquo;&nbsp;
-She was so calm and so much above superstitious fears herself that I
-was almost ashamed to say how glad I had been of her Headingley Causeway
-proposition the night before, and turned off the conversation to something
-else.<br>
-<br>
-In the afternoon Miss Pole called on Miss Matty to tell her of the adventure
-- the real adventure they had met with on their morning&rsquo;s walk.&nbsp;
-They had been perplexed about the exact path which they were to take
-across the fields in order to find the knitting old woman, and had stopped
-to inquire at a little wayside public-house, standing on the high road
-to London, about three miles from Cranford.&nbsp; The good woman had
-asked them to sit down and rest themselves while she fetched her husband,
-who could direct them better than she could; and, while they were sitting
-in the sanded parlour, a little girl came in.&nbsp; They thought that
-she belonged to the landlady, and began some trifling conversation with
-her; but, on Mrs Roberts&rsquo;s return, she told them that the little
-thing was the only child of a couple who were staying in the house.&nbsp;
-And then she began a long story, out of which Lady Glenmire and Miss
-Pole could only gather one or two decided facts, which were that, about
-six weeks ago, a light spring-cart had broken down just before their
-door, in which there were two men, one woman, and this child.&nbsp;
-One of the men was seriously hurt - no bones broken, only &ldquo;shaken,&rdquo;
-the landlady called it; but he had probably sustained some severe internal
-injury, for he had languished in their house ever since, attended by
-his wife, the mother of this little girl.&nbsp; Miss Pole had asked
-what he was, what he looked like.&nbsp; And Mrs Roberts had made answer
-that he was not like a gentleman, nor yet like a common person; if it
-had not been that he and his wife were such decent, quiet people, she
-could almost have thought he was a mountebank, or something of that
-kind, for they had a great box in the cart, full of she did not know
-what.&nbsp; She had helped to unpack it, and take out their linen and
-clothes, when the other man - his twin-brother, she believed he was
-- had gone off with the horse and cart.<br>
-<br>
-Miss Pole had begun to have her suspicions at this point, and expressed
-her idea that it was rather strange that the box and cart and horse
-and all should have disappeared; but good Mrs Roberts seemed to have
-become quite indignant at Miss Pole&rsquo;s implied suggestion; in fact,
-Miss Pole said she was as angry as if Miss Pole had told her that she
-herself was a swindler.&nbsp; As the best way of convincing the ladies,
-she bethought her of begging them to see the wife; and, as Miss Pole
-said, there was no doubting the honest, worn, bronzed face of the woman,
-who at the first tender word from Lady Glenmire, burst into tears, which
-she was too weak to check until some word from the landlady made her
-swallow down her sobs, in order that she might testify to the Christian
-kindness shown by Mr and Mrs Roberts.&nbsp; Miss Pole came round with
-a swing to as vehement a belief in the sorrowful tale as she had been
-sceptical before; and, as a proof of this, her energy in the poor sufferer&rsquo;s
-behalf was nothing daunted when she found out that he, and no other,
-was our Signor Brunoni, to whom all Cranford had been attributing all
-manner of evil this six weeks past!&nbsp; Yes! his wife said his proper
-name was Samuel Brown - &ldquo;Sam,&rdquo; she called him - but to the
-last we preferred calling him &ldquo;the Signor&rdquo;; it sounded so
-much better.<br>
-<br>
-The end of their conversation with the Signora Brunoni was that it was
-agreed that he should be placed under medical advice, and for any expense
-incurred in procuring this Lady Glenmire promised to hold herself responsible,
-and had accordingly gone to Mr Hoggins to beg him to ride over to the
-&ldquo;Rising Sun&rdquo; that very afternoon, and examine into the signor&rsquo;s
-real state; and, as Miss Pole said, if it was desirable to remove him
-to Cranford to be more immediately under Mr Hoggins&rsquo;s eye, she
-would undertake to see for lodgings and arrange about the rent.&nbsp;
-Mrs Roberts had been as kind as could be all throughout, but it was
-evident that their long residence there had been a slight inconvenience.<br>
-<br>
-Before Miss Pole left us, Miss Matty and I were as full of the morning&rsquo;s
-adventure as she was.&nbsp; We talked about it all the evening, turning
-it in every possible light, and we went to bed anxious for the morning,
-when we should surely hear from someone what Mr Hoggins thought and
-recommended; for, as Miss Matty observed, though Mr Hoggins did say
-&ldquo;Jack&rsquo;s up,&rdquo; &ldquo;a fig for his heels,&rdquo; and
-called Preference &ldquo;Pref.&rdquo; she believed he was a very worthy
-man and a very clever surgeon.&nbsp; Indeed, we were rather proud of
-our doctor at Cranford, as a doctor.&nbsp; We often wished, when we
-heard of Queen Adelaide or the Duke of Wellington being ill, that they
-would send for Mr Hoggins; but, on consideration, we were rather glad
-they did not, for, if we were ailing, what should we do if Mr Hoggins
-had been appointed physician-in-ordinary to the Royal Family?&nbsp;
-As a surgeon we were proud of him; but as a man - or rather, I should
-say, as a gentleman - we could only shake our heads over his name and
-himself, and wished that he had read Lord Chesterfield&rsquo;s Letters
-in the days when his manners were susceptible of improvement.&nbsp;
-Nevertheless, we all regarded his dictum in the signor&rsquo;s case
-as infallible, and when he said that with care and attention he might
-rally, we had no more fear for him.<br>
-<br>
-But, although we had no more fear, everybody did as much as if there
-was great cause for anxiety - as indeed there was until Mr Hoggins took
-charge of him.&nbsp; Miss Pole looked out clean and comfortable, if
-homely, lodgings; Miss Matty sent the sedan-chair for him, and Martha
-and I aired it well before it left Cranford by holding a warming-pan
-full of red-hot coals in it, and then shutting it up close, smoke and
-all, until the time when he should get into it at the &ldquo;Rising
-Sun.&rdquo;&nbsp; Lady Glenmire undertook the medical department under
-Mr Hoggins&rsquo;s directions, and rummaged up all Mrs Jamieson&rsquo;s
-medicine glasses, and spoons, and bed-tables, in a free-and-easy way,
-that made Miss Matty feel a little anxious as to what that lady and
-Mr Mulliner might say, if they knew.&nbsp; Mrs Forrester made some of
-the bread-jelly, for which she was so famous, to have ready as a refreshment
-in the lodgings when he should arrive.&nbsp; A present of this bread-jelly
-was the highest mark of favour dear Mrs Forrester could confer.&nbsp;
-Miss Pole had once asked her for the receipt, but she had met with a
-very decided rebuff; that lady told her that she could not part with
-it to any one during her life, and that after her death it was bequeathed,
-as her executors would find, to Miss Matty.&nbsp; What Miss Matty, or,
-as Mrs Forrester called her (remembering the clause in her will and
-the dignity of the occasion), Miss Matilda Jenkyns - might choose to
-do with the receipt when it came into her possession - whether to make
-it public, or to hand it down as an heirloom - she did not know, nor
-would she dictate.&nbsp; And a mould of this admirable, digestible,
-unique bread-jelly was sent by Mrs Forrester to our poor sick conjuror.&nbsp;
-Who says that the aristocracy are proud?&nbsp; Here was a lady by birth
-a Tyrrell, and descended from the great Sir Walter that shot King Rufus,
-and in whose veins ran the blood of him who murdered the little princes
-in the Tower, going every day to see what dainty dishes she could prepare
-for Samuel Brown, a mountebank!&nbsp; But, indeed, it was wonderful
-to see what kind feelings were called out by this poor man&rsquo;s coming
-amongst us.&nbsp; And also wonderful to see how the great Cranford panic,
-which had been occasioned by his first coming in his Turkish dress,
-melted away into thin air on his second coming - pale and feeble, and
-with his heavy, filmy eyes, that only brightened a very little when
-they fell upon the countenance of his faithful wife, or their pale and
-sorrowful little girl.<br>
-<br>
-Somehow we all forgot to be afraid.&nbsp; I daresay it was that finding
-out that he, who had first excited our love of the marvellous by his
-unprecedented arts, had not sufficient every-day gifts to manage a shying
-horse, made us feel as if we were ourselves again.&nbsp; Miss Pole came
-with her little basket at all hours of the evening, as if her lonely
-house and the unfrequented road to it had never been infested by that
-&ldquo;murderous gang&rdquo;; Mrs Forrester said she thought that neither
-Jenny nor she need mind the headless lady who wept and wailed in Darkness
-Lane, for surely the power was never given to such beings to harm those
-who went about to try to do what little good was in their power, to
-which Jenny tremblingly assented; but the mistress&rsquo;s theory had
-little effect on the maid&rsquo;s practice until she had sewn two pieces
-of red flannel in the shape of a cross on her inner garment.<br>
-<br>
-I found Miss Matty covering her penny ball - the ball that she used
-to roll under her bed - with gay-coloured worsted in rainbow stripes.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;My dear,&rdquo; said she, &ldquo;my heart is sad for that little
-careworn child.&nbsp; Although her father is a conjuror, she looks as
-if she had never had a good game of play in her life.&nbsp; I used to
-make very pretty balls in this way when I was a girl, and I thought
-I would try if I could not make this one smart and take it to Phoebe
-this afternoon.&nbsp; I think &lsquo;the gang&rsquo; must have left
-the neighbourhood, for one does not hear any more of their violence
-and robbery now.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-We were all of us far too full of the signor&rsquo;s precarious state
-to talk either about robbers or ghosts.&nbsp; Indeed, Lady Glenmire
-said she never had heard of any actual robberies, except that two little
-boys had stolen some apples from Farmer Benson&rsquo;s orchard, and
-that some eggs had been missed on a market-day off Widow Hayward&rsquo;s
-stall.&nbsp; But that was expecting too much of us; we could not acknowledge
-that we had only had this small foundation for all our panic.&nbsp;
-Miss Pole drew herself up at this remark of Lady Glenmire&rsquo;s, and
-said &ldquo;that she wished she could agree with her as to the very
-small reason we had had for alarm, but with the recollection of a man
-disguised as a woman who had endeavoured to force himself into her house
-while his confederates waited outside; with the knowledge gained from
-Lady Glenmire herself, of the footprints seen on Mrs Jamieson&rsquo;s
-flower borders; with the fact before her of the audacious robbery committed
-on Mr Hoggins at his own door&rdquo; - But here Lady Glenmire broke
-in with a very strong expression of doubt as to whether this last story
-was not an entire fabrication founded upon the theft of a cat; she grew
-so red while she was saying all this that I was not surprised at Miss
-Pole&rsquo;s manner of bridling up, and I am certain, if Lady Glenmire
-had not been &ldquo;her ladyship,&rdquo; we should have had a more emphatic
-contradiction than the &ldquo;Well, to be sure!&rdquo; and similar fragmentary
-ejaculations, which were all that she ventured upon in my lady&rsquo;s
-presence.&nbsp; But when she was gone Miss Pole began a long congratulation
-to Miss Matty that so far they had escaped marriage, which she noticed
-always made people credulous to the last degree; indeed, she thought
-it argued great natural credulity in a woman if she could not keep herself
-from being married; and in what Lady Glenmire had said about Mr Hoggins&rsquo;s
-robbery we had a specimen of what people came to if they gave way to
-such a weakness; evidently Lady Glenmire would swallow anything if she
-could believe the poor vamped-up story about a neck of mutton and a
-pussy with which he had tried to impose on Miss Pole, only she had always
-been on her guard against believing too much of what men said.<br>
-<br>
-We were thankful, as Miss Pole desired us to be, that we had never been
-married; but I think, of the two, we were even more thankful that the
-robbers had left Cranford; at least I judge so from a speech of Miss
-Matty&rsquo;s that evening, as we sat over the fire, in which she evidently
-looked upon a husband as a great protector against thieves, burglars,
-and ghosts; and said that she did not think that she should dare to
-be always warning young people against matrimony, as Miss Pole did continually;
-to be sure, marriage was a risk, as she saw, now she had had some experience;
-but she remembered the time when she had looked forward to being married
-as much as any one.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Not to any particular person, my dear,&rdquo; said she, hastily
-checking herself up, as if she were afraid of having admitted too much;
-&ldquo;only the old story, you know, of ladies always saying, &lsquo;<i>When</i>
-I marry,&rsquo; and gentlemen, &lsquo;<i>If</i> I marry.&rsquo;&rdquo;&nbsp;
-It was a joke spoken in rather a sad tone, and I doubt if either of
-us smiled; but I could not see Miss Matty&rsquo;s face by the flickering
-fire-light.&nbsp; In a little while she continued -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;But, after all, I have not told you the truth.&nbsp; It is so
-long ago, and no one ever knew how much I thought of it at the time,
-unless, indeed, my dear mother guessed; but I may say that there was
-a time when I did not think I should have been only Miss Matty Jenkyns
-all my life; for even if I did meet with any one who wished to marry
-me now (and, as Miss Pole says, one is never too safe), I could not
-take him - I hope he would not take it too much to heart, but I could
-<i>not</i> take him - or any one but the person I once thought I should
-be married to; and he is dead and gone, and he never knew how it all
-came about that I said &lsquo;No,&rsquo; when I had thought many and
-many a time - Well, it&rsquo;s no matter what I thought.&nbsp; God ordains
-it all, and I am very happy, my dear.&nbsp; No one has such kind friends
-as I,&rdquo; continued she, taking my hand and holding it in hers.<br>
-<br>
-If I had never known of Mr Holbrook, I could have said something in
-this pause, but as I had, I could not think of anything that would come
-in naturally, and so we both kept silence for a little time.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;My father once made us,&rdquo; she began, &ldquo;keep a diary,
-in two columns; on one side we were to put down in the morning what
-we thought would be the course and events of the coming day, and at
-night we were to put down on the other side what really had happened.&nbsp;
-It would be to some people rather a sad way of telling their lives,&rdquo;
-(a tear dropped upon my hand at these words) - &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t
-mean that mine has been sad, only so very different to what I expected.&nbsp;
-I remember, one winter&rsquo;s evening, sitting over our bedroom fire
-with Deborah - I remember it as if it were yesterday - and we were planning
-our future lives, both of us were planning, though only she talked about
-it.&nbsp; She said she should like to marry an archdeacon, and write
-his charges; and you know, my dear, she never was married, and, for
-aught I know, she never spoke to an unmarried archdeacon in her life.&nbsp;
-I never was ambitious, nor could I have written charges, but I thought
-I could manage a house (my mother used to call me her right hand), and
-I was always so fond of little children - the shyest babies would stretch
-out their little arms to come to me; when I was a girl, I was half my
-leisure time nursing in the neighbouring cottages; but I don&rsquo;t
-know how it was, when I grew sad and grave - which I did a year or two
-after this time - the little things drew back from me, and I am afraid
-I lost the knack, though I am just as fond of children as ever, and
-have a strange yearning at my heart whenever I see a mother with her
-baby in her arms.&nbsp; Nay, my dear&rdquo; (and by a sudden blaze which
-sprang up from a fall of the unstirred coals, I saw that her eyes were
-full of tears - gazing intently on some vision of what might have been),
-&ldquo;do you know I dream sometimes that I have a little child - always
-the same - a little girl of about two years old; she never grows older,
-though I have dreamt about her for many years.&nbsp; I don&rsquo;t think
-I ever dream of any words or sound she makes; she is very noiseless
-and still, but she comes to me when she is very sorry or very glad,
-and I have wakened with the clasp of her dear little arms round my neck.&nbsp;
-Only last night - perhaps because I had gone to sleep thinking of this
-ball for Phoebe - my little darling came in my dream, and put up her
-mouth to be kissed, just as I have seen real babies do to real mothers
-before going to bed.&nbsp; But all this is nonsense, dear! only don&rsquo;t
-be frightened by Miss Pole from being married.&nbsp; I can fancy it
-may be a very happy state, and a little credulity helps one on through
-life very smoothly - better than always doubting and doubting and seeing
-difficulties and disagreeables in everything.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-If I had been inclined to be daunted from matrimony, it would not have
-been Miss Pole to do it; it would have been the lot of poor Signor Brunoni
-and his wife.&nbsp; And yet again, it was an encouragement to see how,
-through all their cares and sorrows, they thought of each other and
-not of themselves; and how keen were their joys, if they only passed
-through each other, or through the little Phoebe.<br>
-<br>
-The signora told me, one day, a good deal about their lives up to this
-period.&nbsp; It began by my asking her whether Miss Pole&rsquo;s story
-of the twin-brothers were true; it sounded so wonderful a likeness,
-that I should have had my doubts, if Miss Pole had not been unmarried.&nbsp;
-But the signora, or (as we found out she preferred to be called) Mrs
-Brown, said it was quite true; that her brother-in-law was by many taken
-for her husband, which was of great assistance to them in their profession;
-&ldquo;though,&rdquo; she continued, &ldquo;how people can mistake Thomas
-for the real Signor Brunoni, I can&rsquo;t conceive; but he says they
-do; so I suppose I must believe him.&nbsp; Not but what he is a very
-good man; I am sure I don&rsquo;t know how we should have paid our bill
-at the &lsquo;Rising Sun&rsquo; but for the money he sends; but people
-must know very little about art if they can take him for my husband.&nbsp;
-Why, Miss, in the ball trick, where my husband spreads his fingers wide,
-and throws out his little finger with quite an air and a grace, Thomas
-just clumps up his hand like a fist, and might have ever so many balls
-hidden in it.&nbsp; Besides, he has never been in India, and knows nothing
-of the proper sit of a turban.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Have you been in India?&rdquo; said I, rather astonished.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Oh, yes! many a year, ma&rsquo;am.&nbsp; Sam was a sergeant in
-the 31st; and when the regiment was ordered to India, I drew a lot to
-go, and I was more thankful than I can tell; for it seemed as if it
-would only be a slow death to me to part from my husband.&nbsp; But,
-indeed, ma&rsquo;am, if I had known all, I don&rsquo;t know whether
-I would not rather have died there and then than gone through what I
-have done since.&nbsp; To be sure, I&rsquo;ve been able to comfort Sam,
-and to be with him; but, ma&rsquo;am, I&rsquo;ve lost six children,&rdquo;
-said she, looking up at me with those strange eyes that I&rsquo;ve never
-noticed but in mothers of dead children - with a kind of wild look in
-them, as if seeking for what they never more might find.&nbsp; &ldquo;Yes!&nbsp;
-Six children died off, like little buds nipped untimely, in that cruel
-India.&nbsp; I thought, as each died, I never could - I never would
-- love a child again; and when the next came, it had not only its own
-love, but the deeper love that came from the thoughts of its little
-dead brothers and sisters.&nbsp; And when Phoebe was coming, I said
-to my husband, &lsquo;Sam, when the child is born, and I am strong,
-I shall leave you; it will cut my heart cruel; but if this baby dies
-too, I shall go mad; the madness is in me now; but if you let me go
-down to Calcutta, carrying my baby step by step, it will, maybe, work
-itself off; and I will save, and I will hoard, and I will beg - and
-I will die, to get a passage home to England, where our baby may live?&rsquo;&nbsp;
-God bless him! he said I might go; and he saved up his pay, and I saved
-every pice I could get for washing or any way; and when Phoebe came,
-and I grew strong again, I set off.&nbsp; It was very lonely; through
-the thick forests, dark again with their heavy trees - along by the
-river&rsquo;s side (but I had been brought up near the Avon in Warwickshire,
-so that flowing noise sounded like home) - from station to station,
-from Indian village to village, I went along, carrying my child.&nbsp;
-I had seen one of the officer&rsquo;s ladies with a little picture,
-ma&rsquo;am - done by a Catholic foreigner, ma&rsquo;am - of the Virgin
-and the little Saviour, ma&rsquo;am.&nbsp; She had him on her arm, and
-her form was softly curled round him, and their cheeks touched.&nbsp;
-Well, when I went to bid good-bye to this lady, for whom I had washed,
-she cried sadly; for she, too, had lost her children, but she had not
-another to save, like me; and I was bold enough to ask her would she
-give me that print.&nbsp; And she cried the more, and said her children
-were with that little blessed Jesus; and gave it me, and told me that
-she had heard it had been painted on the bottom of a cask, which made
-it have that round shape.&nbsp; And when my body was very weary, and
-my heart was sick (for there were times when I misdoubted if I could
-ever reach my home, and there were times when I thought of my husband,
-and one time when I thought my baby was dying), I took out that picture
-and looked at it, till I could have thought the mother spoke to me,
-and comforted me.&nbsp; And the natives were very kind.&nbsp; We could
-not understand one another; but they saw my baby on my breast, and they
-came out to me, and brought me rice and milk, and sometimes flowers
-- I have got some of the flowers dried.&nbsp; Then, the next morning,
-I was so tired; and they wanted me to stay with them - I could tell
-that - and tried to frighten me from going into the deep woods, which,
-indeed, looked very strange and dark; but it seemed to me as if Death
-was following me to take my baby away from me; and as if I must go on,
-and on - and I thought how God had cared for mothers ever since the
-world was made, and would care for me; so I bade them good-bye, and
-set off afresh.&nbsp; And once when my baby was ill, and both she and
-I needed rest, He led me to a place where I found a kind Englishman
-lived, right in the midst of the natives.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;And you reached Calcutta safely at last?&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Yes, safely!&nbsp; Oh! when I knew I had only two days&rsquo;
-journey more before me, I could not help it, ma&rsquo;am - it might
-be idolatry, I cannot tell - but I was near one of the native temples,
-and I went into it with my baby to thank God for His great mercy; for
-it seemed to me that where others had prayed before to their God, in
-their joy or in their agony, was of itself a sacred place.&nbsp; And
-I got as servant to an invalid lady, who grew quite fond of my baby
-aboard-ship; and, in two years&rsquo; time, Sam earned his discharge,
-and came home to me, and to our child.&nbsp; Then he had to fix on a
-trade; but he knew of none; and once, once upon a time, he had learnt
-some tricks from an Indian juggler; so he set up conjuring, and it answered
-so well that he took Thomas to help him - as his man, you know, not
-as another conjuror, though Thomas has set it up now on his own hook.&nbsp;
-But it has been a great help to us that likeness between the twins,
-and made a good many tricks go off well that they made up together.&nbsp;
-And Thomas is a good brother, only he has not the fine carriage of my
-husband, so that I can&rsquo;t think how he can be taken for Signor
-Brunoni himself, as he says he is.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Poor little Phoebe!&rdquo; said I, my thoughts going back to
-the baby she carried all those hundred miles.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Ah! you may say so!&nbsp; I never thought I should have reared
-her, though, when she fell ill at Chunderabaddad; but that good, kind
-Aga Jenkyns took us in, which I believe was the very saving of her.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Jenkyns!&rdquo; said I.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Yes, Jenkyns.&nbsp; I shall think all people of that name are
-kind; for here is that nice old lady who comes every day to take Phoebe
-a walk!&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-But an idea had flashed through my head; could the Aga Jenkyns be the
-lost Peter?&nbsp; True he was reported by many to be dead.&nbsp; But,
-equally true, some had said that he had arrived at the dignity of Great
-Lama of Thibet.&nbsp; Miss Matty thought he was alive.&nbsp; I would
-make further inquiry.<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-CHAPTER XII - ENGAGED TO BE MARRIED<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-Was the &ldquo;poor Peter&rdquo; of Cranford the Aga Jenkyns of Chunderabaddad,
-or was he not?&nbsp; As somebody says, that was the question.<br>
-<br>
-In my own home, whenever people had nothing else to do, they blamed
-me for want of discretion.&nbsp; Indiscretion was my bug-bear fault.&nbsp;
-Everybody has a bug-bear fault, a sort of standing characteristic -
-a <i>pi&egrave;ce de r&eacute;sistance</i> for their friends to cut
-at; and in general they cut and come again.&nbsp; I was tired of being
-called indiscreet and incautious; and I determined for once to prove
-myself a model of prudence and wisdom.&nbsp; I would not even hint my
-suspicions respecting the Aga.&nbsp; I would collect evidence and carry
-it home to lay before my father, as the family friend of the two Miss
-Jenkynses.<br>
-<br>
-In my search after facts, I was often reminded of a description my father
-had once given of a ladies&rsquo; committee that he had had to preside
-over.&nbsp; He said he could not help thinking of a passage in Dickens,
-which spoke of a chorus in which every man took the tune he knew best,
-and sang it to his own satisfaction.&nbsp; So, at this charitable committee,
-every lady took the subject uppermost in her mind, and talked about
-it to her own great contentment, but not much to the advancement of
-the subject they had met to discuss.&nbsp; But even that committee could
-have been nothing to the Cranford ladies when I attempted to gain some
-clear and definite information as to poor Peter&rsquo;s height, appearance,
-and when and where he was seen and heard of last.&nbsp; For instance,
-I remember asking Miss Pole (and I thought the question was very opportune,
-for I put it when I met her at a call at Mrs Forrester&rsquo;s, and
-both the ladies had known Peter, and I imagined that they might refresh
-each other&rsquo;s memories) - I asked Miss Pole what was the very last
-thing they had ever heard about him; and then she named the absurd report
-to which I have alluded, about his having been elected Great Lama of
-Thibet; and this was a signal for each lady to go off on her separate
-idea.&nbsp; Mrs Forrester&rsquo;s start was made on the veiled prophet
-in Lalla Rookh - whether I thought he was meant for the Great Lama,
-though Peter was not so ugly, indeed rather handsome, if he had not
-been freckled.&nbsp; I was thankful to see her double upon Peter; but,
-in a moment, the delusive lady was off upon Rowland&rsquo;s Kalydor,
-and the merits of cosmetics and hair oils in general, and holding forth
-so fluently that I turned to listen to Miss Pole, who (through the llamas,
-the beasts of burden) had got to Peruvian bonds, and the share market,
-and her poor opinion of joint-stock banks in general, and of that one
-in particular in which Miss Matty&rsquo;s money was invested.&nbsp;
-In vain I put in &ldquo;When was it - in what year was it that you heard
-that Mr Peter was the Great Lama?&rdquo;&nbsp; They only joined issue
-to dispute whether llamas were carnivorous animals or not; in which
-dispute they were not quite on fair grounds, as Mrs Forrester (after
-they had grown warm and cool again) acknowledged that she always confused
-carnivorous and graminivorous together, just as she did horizontal and
-perpendicular; but then she apologised for it very prettily, by saying
-that in her day the only use people made of four-syllabled words was
-to teach how they should be spelt.<br>
-<br>
-The only fact I gained from this conversation was that certainly Peter
-had last been heard of in India, &ldquo;or that neighbourhood&rdquo;;
-and that this scanty intelligence of his whereabouts had reached Cranford
-in the year when Miss Pole had brought her Indian muslin gown, long
-since worn out (we washed it and mended it, and traced its decline and
-fall into a window-blind before we could go on); and in a year when
-Wombwell came to Cranford, because Miss Matty had wanted to see an elephant
-in order that she might the better imagine Peter riding on one; and
-had seen a boa-constrictor too, which was more than she wished to imagine
-in her fancy-pictures of Peter&rsquo;s locality; and in a year when
-Miss Jenkyns had learnt some piece of poetry off by heart, and used
-to say, at all the Cranford parties, how Peter was &ldquo;surveying
-mankind from China to Peru,&rdquo; which everybody had thought very
-grand, and rather appropriate, because India was between China and Peru,
-if you took care to turn the globe to the left instead of the right.<br>
-<br>
-I suppose all these inquiries of mine, and the consequent curiosity
-excited in the minds of my friends, made us blind and deaf to what was
-going on around us.&nbsp; It seemed to me as if the sun rose and shone,
-and as if the rain rained on Cranford, just as usual, and I did not
-notice any sign of the times that could be considered as a prognostic
-of any uncommon event; and, to the best of my belief, not only Miss
-Matty and Mrs Forrester, but even Miss Pole herself, whom we looked
-upon as a kind of prophetess, from the knack she had of foreseeing things
-before they came to pass - although she did not like to disturb her
-friends by telling them her foreknowledge - even Miss Pole herself was
-breathless with astonishment when she came to tell us of the astounding
-piece of news.&nbsp; But I must recover myself; the contemplation of
-it, even at this distance of time, has taken away my breath and my grammar,
-and unless I subdue my emotion, my spelling will go too.<br>
-<br>
-We were sitting - Miss Matty and I - much as usual, she in the blue
-chintz easy-chair, with her back to the light, and her knitting in her
-hand, I reading aloud the <i>St James&rsquo;s Chronicle</i>.&nbsp; A
-few minutes more, and we should have gone to make the little alterations
-in dress usual before calling-time (twelve o&rsquo;clock) in Cranford.&nbsp;
-I remember the scene and the date well.&nbsp; We had been talking of
-the signor&rsquo;s rapid recovery since the warmer weather had set in,
-and praising Mr Hoggins&rsquo;s skill, and lamenting his want of refinement
-and manner (it seems a curious coincidence that this should have been
-our subject, but so it was), when a knock was heard - a caller&rsquo;s
-knock - three distinct taps - and we were flying (that is to say, Miss
-Matty could not walk very fast, having had a touch of rheumatism) to
-our rooms, to change cap and collars, when Miss Pole arrested us by
-calling out, as she came up the stairs, &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t go - I can&rsquo;t
-wait - it is not twelve, I know - but never mind your dress - I must
-speak to you.&rdquo;&nbsp; We did our best to look as if it was not
-we who had made the hurried movement, the sound of which she had heard;
-for, of course, we did not like to have it supposed that we had any
-old clothes that it was convenient to wear out in the &ldquo;sanctuary
-of home,&rdquo; as Miss Jenkyns once prettily called the back parlour,
-where she was tying up preserves.&nbsp; So we threw our gentility with
-double force into our manners, and very genteel we were for two minutes
-while Miss Pole recovered breath, and excited our curiosity strongly
-by lifting up her hands in amazement, and bringing them down in silence,
-as if what she had to say was too big for words, and could only be expressed
-by pantomime.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;What do you think, Miss Matty?&nbsp; What <i>do</i> you think?&nbsp;
-Lady Glenmire is to marry - is to be married, I mean - Lady Glenmire
-- Mr Hoggins - Mr Hoggins is going to marry Lady Glenmire!&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Marry!&rdquo; said we.&nbsp; &ldquo;Marry!&nbsp; Madness!&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Marry!&rdquo; said Miss Pole, with the decision that belonged
-to her character.&nbsp; &ldquo;<i>I</i> said marry! as you do; and I
-also said, &lsquo;What a fool my lady is going to make of herself!&rsquo;&nbsp;
-I could have said &lsquo;Madness!&rsquo; but I controlled myself, for
-it was in a public shop that I heard of it.&nbsp; Where feminine delicacy
-is gone to, I don&rsquo;t know!&nbsp; You and I, Miss Matty, would have
-been ashamed to have known that our marriage was spoken of in a grocer&rsquo;s
-shop, in the hearing of shopmen!&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;But,&rdquo; said Miss Matty, sighing as one recovering from a
-blow, &ldquo;perhaps it is not true.&nbsp; Perhaps we are doing her
-injustice.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;No,&rdquo; said Miss Pole.&nbsp; &ldquo;I have taken care to
-ascertain that.&nbsp; I went straight to Mrs Fitz-Adam, to borrow a
-cookery-book which I knew she had; and I introduced my congratulations
-<i>&agrave; propos</i> of the difficulty gentlemen must have in house-keeping;
-and Mrs Fitz-Adam bridled up, and said that she believed it was true,
-though how and where I could have heard it she did not know.&nbsp; She
-said her brother and Lady Glenmire had come to an understanding at last.&nbsp;
-&lsquo;Understanding!&rsquo; such a coarse word!&nbsp; But my lady will
-have to come down to many a want of refinement.&nbsp; I have reason
-to believe Mr Hoggins sups on bread-and-cheese and beer every night.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Marry!&rdquo; said Miss Matty once again.&nbsp; &ldquo;Well!&nbsp;
-I never thought of it.&nbsp; Two people that we know going to be married.&nbsp;
-It&rsquo;s coming very near!&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;So near that my heart stopped beating when I heard of it, while
-you might have counted twelve,&rdquo; said Miss Pole.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;One does not know whose turn may come next.&nbsp; Here, in Cranford,
-poor Lady Glenmire might have thought herself safe,&rdquo; said Miss
-Matty, with a gentle pity in her tones.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Bah!&rdquo; said Miss Pole, with a toss of her head.&nbsp; &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t
-you remember poor dear Captain Brown&rsquo;s song &lsquo;Tibbie Fowler,&rsquo;
-and the line -<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-&lsquo;Set her on the Tintock tap,<br>
-The wind will blaw a man till her.&rsquo;&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;That was because &lsquo;Tibbie Fowler&rsquo; was rich, I think.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Well! there was a kind of attraction about Lady Glenmire that
-I, for one, should be ashamed to have.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-I put in my wonder.&nbsp; &ldquo;But how can she have fancied Mr Hoggins?&nbsp;
-I am not surprised that Mr Hoggins has liked her.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Oh!&nbsp; I don&rsquo;t know.&nbsp; Mr Hoggins is rich, and very
-pleasant-looking,&rdquo; said Miss Matty, &ldquo;and very good-tempered
-and kind-hearted.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;She has married for an establishment, that&rsquo;s it.&nbsp;
-I suppose she takes the surgery with it,&rdquo; said Miss Pole, with
-a little dry laugh at her own joke.&nbsp; But, like many people who
-think they have made a severe and sarcastic speech, which yet is clever
-of its kind, she began to relax in her grimness from the moment when
-she made this allusion to the surgery; and we turned to speculate on
-the way in which Mrs Jamieson would receive the news.&nbsp; The person
-whom she had left in charge of her house to keep off followers from
-her maids to set up a follower of her own!&nbsp; And that follower a
-man whom Mrs Jamieson had tabooed as vulgar, and inadmissible to Cranford
-society, not merely on account of his name, but because of his voice,
-his complexion, his boots, smelling of the stable, and himself, smelling
-of drugs.&nbsp; Had he ever been to see Lady Glenmire at Mrs Jamieson&rsquo;s?&nbsp;
-Chloride of lime would not purify the house in its owner&rsquo;s estimation
-if he had.&nbsp; Or had their interviews been confined to the occasional
-meetings in the chamber of the poor sick conjuror, to whom, with all
-our sense of the <i>m&eacute;salliance</i>, we could not help allowing
-that they had both been exceedingly kind?&nbsp; And now it turned out
-that a servant of Mrs Jamieson&rsquo;s had been ill, and Mr Hoggins
-had been attending her for some weeks.&nbsp; So the wolf had got into
-the fold, and now he was carrying off the shepherdess.&nbsp; What would
-Mrs Jamieson say?&nbsp; We looked into the darkness of futurity as a
-child gazes after a rocket up in the cloudy sky, full of wondering expectation
-of the rattle, the discharge, and the brilliant shower of sparks and
-light.&nbsp; Then we brought ourselves down to earth and the present
-time by questioning each other (being all equally ignorant, and all
-equally without the slightest data to build any conclusions upon) as
-to when IT would take place?&nbsp; Where?&nbsp; How much a year Mr Hoggins
-had?&nbsp; Whether she would drop her title?&nbsp; And how Martha and
-the other correct servants in Cranford would ever be brought to announce
-a married couple as Lady Glenmire and Mr Hoggins?&nbsp; But would they
-be visited?&nbsp; Would Mrs Jamieson let us?&nbsp; Or must we choose
-between the Honourable Mrs Jamieson and the degraded Lady Glenmire?&nbsp;
-We all liked Lady Glenmire the best.&nbsp; She was bright, and kind,
-and sociable, and agreeable; and Mrs Jamieson was dull, and inert, and
-pompous, and tiresome.&nbsp; But we had acknowledged the sway of the
-latter so long, that it seemed like a kind of disloyalty now even to
-meditate disobedience to the prohibition we anticipated.<br>
-<br>
-Mrs Forrester surprised us in our darned caps and patched collars; and
-we forgot all about them in our eagerness to see how she would bear
-the information, which we honourably left to Miss Pole, to impart, although,
-if we had been inclined to take unfair advantage, we might have rushed
-in ourselves, for she had a most out-of-place fit of coughing for five
-minutes after Mrs Forrester entered the room.&nbsp; I shall never forget
-the imploring expression of her eyes, as she looked at us over her pocket-handkerchief.&nbsp;
-They said, as plain as words could speak, &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t let Nature
-deprive me of the treasure which is mine, although for a time I can
-make no use of it.&rdquo;&nbsp; And we did not.<br>
-<br>
-Mrs Forrester&rsquo;s surprise was equal to ours; and her sense of injury
-rather greater, because she had to feel for her Order, and saw more
-fully than we could do how such conduct brought stains on the aristocracy.<br>
-<br>
-When she and Miss Pole left us we endeavoured to subside into calmness;
-but Miss Matty was really upset by the intelligence she had heard.&nbsp;
-She reckoned it up, and it was more than fifteen years since she had
-heard of any of her acquaintance going to be married, with the one exception
-of Miss Jessie Brown; and, as she said, it gave her quite a shock, and
-made her feel as if she could not think what would happen next.<br>
-<br>
-I don&rsquo;t know whether it is a fancy of mine, or a real fact, but
-I have noticed that, just after the announcement of an engagement in
-any set, the unmarried ladies in that set flutter out in an unusual
-gaiety and newness of dress, as much as to say, in a tacit and unconscious
-manner, &ldquo;We also are spinsters.&rdquo;&nbsp; Miss Matty and Miss
-Pole talked and thought more about bonnets, gowns, caps, and shawls,
-during the fortnight that succeeded this call, than I had known them
-do for years before.&nbsp; But it might be the spring weather, for it
-was a warm and pleasant March; and merinoes and beavers, and woollen
-materials of all sorts were but ungracious receptacles of the bright
-sun&rsquo;s glancing rays.&nbsp; It had not been Lady Glenmire&rsquo;s
-dress that had won Mr Hoggins&rsquo;s heart, for she went about on her
-errands of kindness more shabby than ever.&nbsp; Although in the hurried
-glimpses I caught of her at church or elsewhere she appeared rather
-to shun meeting any of her friends, her face seemed to have almost something
-of the flush of youth in it; her lips looked redder and more trembling
-full than in their old compressed state, and her eyes dwelt on all things
-with a lingering light, as if she was learning to love Cranford and
-its belongings.&nbsp; Mr Hoggins looked broad and radiant, and creaked
-up the middle aisle at church in a brand-new pair of top-boots - an
-audible, as well as visible, sign of his purposed change of state; for
-the tradition went, that the boots he had worn till now were the identical
-pair in which he first set out on his rounds in Cranford twenty-five
-years ago; only they had been new-pieced, high and low, top and bottom,
-heel and sole, black leather and brown leather, more times than any
-one could tell.<br>
-<br>
-None of the ladies in Cranford chose to sanction the marriage by congratulating
-either of the parties.&nbsp; We wished to ignore the whole affair until
-our liege lady, Mrs Jamieson, returned.&nbsp; Till she came back to
-give us our cue, we felt that it would be better to consider the engagement
-in the same light as the Queen of Spain&rsquo;s legs - facts which certainly
-existed, but the less said about the better.&nbsp; This restraint upon
-our tongues - for you see if we did not speak about it to any of the
-parties concerned, how could we get answers to the questions that we
-longed to ask? - was beginning to be irksome, and our idea of the dignity
-of silence was paling before our curiosity, when another direction was
-given to our thoughts, by an announcement on the part of the principal
-shopkeeper of Cranford, who ranged the trades from grocer and cheesemonger
-to man-milliner, as occasion required, that the spring fashions were
-arrived, and would be exhibited on the following Tuesday at his rooms
-in High Street.&nbsp; Now Miss Matty had been only waiting for this
-before buying herself a new silk gown.&nbsp; I had offered, it is true,
-to send to Drumble for patterns, but she had rejected my proposal, gently
-implying that she had not forgotten her disappointment about the sea-green
-turban.&nbsp; I was thankful that I was on the spot now, to counteract
-the dazzling fascination of any yellow or scarlet silk.<br>
-<br>
-I must say a word or two here about myself.&nbsp; I have spoken of my
-father&rsquo;s old friendship for the Jenkyns family; indeed, I am not
-sure if there was not some distant relationship.&nbsp; He had willingly
-allowed me to remain all the winter at Cranford, in consideration of
-a letter which Miss Matty had written to him about the time of the panic,
-in which I suspect she had exaggerated my powers and my bravery as a
-defender of the house.&nbsp; But now that the days were longer and more
-cheerful, he was beginning to urge the necessity of my return; and I
-only delayed in a sort of odd forlorn hope that if I could obtain any
-clear information, I might make the account given by the signora of
-the Aga Jenkyns tally with that of &ldquo;poor Peter,&rdquo; his appearance
-and disappearance, which I had winnowed out of the conversation of Miss
-Pole and Mrs Forrester.<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-CHAPTER XIII - STOPPED PAYMENT<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-The very Tuesday morning on which Mr Johnson was going to show the fashions,
-the post-woman brought two letters to the house.&nbsp; I say the post-woman,
-but I should say the postman&rsquo;s wife.&nbsp; He was a lame shoemaker,
-a very clean, honest man, much respected in the town; but he never brought
-the letters round except on unusual occasions, such as Christmas Day
-or Good Friday; and on those days the letters, which should have been
-delivered at eight in the morning, did not make their appearance until
-two or three in the afternoon, for every one liked poor Thomas, and
-gave him a welcome on these festive occasions.&nbsp; He used to say,
-&ldquo;He was welly stawed wi&rsquo; eating, for there were three or
-four houses where nowt would serve &rsquo;em but he must share in their
-breakfast;&rdquo; and by the time he had done his last breakfast, he
-came to some other friend who was beginning dinner; but come what might
-in the way of temptation, Tom was always sober, civil, and smiling;
-and, as Miss Jenkyns used to say, it was a lesson in patience, that
-she doubted not would call out that precious quality in some minds,
-where, but for Thomas, it might have lain dormant and undiscovered.&nbsp;
-Patience was certainly very dormant in Miss Jenkyns&rsquo;s mind.&nbsp;
-She was always expecting letters, and always drumming on the table till
-the post-woman had called or gone past.&nbsp; On Christmas Day and Good
-Friday she drummed from breakfast till church, from church-time till
-two o&rsquo;clock - unless when the fire wanted stirring, when she invariably
-knocked down the fire-irons, and scolded Miss Matty for it.&nbsp; But
-equally certain was the hearty welcome and the good dinner for Thomas;
-Miss Jenkyns standing over him like a bold dragoon, questioning him
-as to his children - what they were doing - what school they went to;
-upbraiding him if another was likely to make its appearance, but sending
-even the little babies the shilling and the mince-pie which was her
-gift to all the children, with half-a-crown in addition for both father
-and mother.&nbsp; The post was not half of so much consequence to dear
-Miss Matty; but not for the world would she have diminished Thomas&rsquo;s
-welcome and his dole, though I could see that she felt rather shy over
-the ceremony, which had been regarded by Miss Jenkyns as a glorious
-opportunity for giving advice and benefiting her fellow-creatures.&nbsp;
-Miss Matty would steal the money all in a lump into his hand, as if
-she were ashamed of herself.&nbsp; Miss Jenkyns gave him each individual
-coin separate, with a &ldquo;There! that&rsquo;s for yourself; that&rsquo;s
-for Jenny,&rdquo; etc.&nbsp; Miss Matty would even beckon Martha out
-of the kitchen while he ate his food: and once, to my knowledge, winked
-at its rapid disappearance into a blue cotton pocket-handkerchief.&nbsp;
-Miss Jenkyns almost scolded him if he did not leave a clean plate, however
-heaped it might have been, and gave an injunction with every mouthful.<br>
-<br>
-I have wandered a long way from the two letters that awaited us on the
-breakfast-table that Tuesday morning.&nbsp; Mine was from my father.&nbsp;
-Miss Matty&rsquo;s was printed.&nbsp; My father&rsquo;s was just a man&rsquo;s
-letter; I mean it was very dull, and gave no information beyond that
-he was well, that they had had a good deal of rain, that trade was very
-stagnant, and there were many disagreeable rumours afloat.&nbsp; He
-then asked me if I knew whether Miss Matty still retained her shares
-in the Town and County Bank, as there were very unpleasant reports about
-it; though nothing more than he had always foreseen, and had prophesied
-to Miss Jenkyns years ago, when she would invest their little property
-in it - the only unwise step that clever woman had ever taken, to his
-knowledge (the only time she ever acted against his advice, I knew).&nbsp;
-However, if anything had gone wrong, of course I was not to think of
-leaving Miss Matty while I could be of any use, etc.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Who is your letter from, my dear?&nbsp; Mine is a very civil
-invitation, signed &lsquo;Edwin Wilson,&rsquo; asking me to attend an
-important meeting of the shareholders of the Town and County Bank, to
-be held in Drumble, on Thursday the twenty-first.&nbsp; I am sure, it
-is very attentive of them to remember me.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-I did not like to hear of this &ldquo;important meeting,&rdquo; for,
-though I did not know much about business, I feared it confirmed what
-my father said: however, I thought, ill news always came fast enough,
-so I resolved to say nothing about my alarm, and merely told her that
-my father was well, and sent his kind regards to her.&nbsp; She kept
-turning over and admiring her letter.&nbsp; At last she spoke -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I remember their sending one to Deborah just like this; but that
-I did not wonder at, for everybody knew she was so clear-headed.&nbsp;
-I am afraid I could not help them much; indeed, if they came to accounts,
-I should be quite in the way, for I never could do sums in my head.&nbsp;
-Deborah, I know, rather wished to go, and went so far as to order a
-new bonnet for the occasion: but when the time came she had a bad cold;
-so they sent her a very polite account of what they had done.&nbsp;
-Chosen a director, I think it was.&nbsp; Do you think they want me to
-help them to choose a director?&nbsp; I am sure I should choose your
-father at once!&rsquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;My father has no shares in the bank,&rdquo; said I.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Oh, no!&nbsp; I remember.&nbsp; He objected very much to Deborah&rsquo;s
-buying any, I believe.&nbsp; But she was quite the woman of business,
-and always judged for herself; and here, you see, they have paid eight
-per cent. all these years.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-It was a very uncomfortable subject to me, with my half-knowledge; so
-I thought I would change the conversation, and I asked at what time
-she thought we had better go and see the fashions.&nbsp; &ldquo;Well,
-my dear,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;the thing is this: it is not etiquette
-to go till after twelve; but then, you see, all Cranford will be there,
-and one does not like to be too curious about dress and trimmings and
-caps with all the world looking on.&nbsp; It is never genteel to be
-over-curious on these occasions.&nbsp; Deborah had the knack of always
-looking as if the latest fashion was nothing new to her; a manner she
-had caught from Lady Arley, who did see all the new modes in London,
-you know.&nbsp; So I thought we would just slip down - for I do want
-this morning, soon after breakfast half-a-pound of tea - and then we
-could go up and examine the things at our leisure, and see exactly how
-my new silk gown must be made; and then, after twelve, we could go with
-our minds disengaged, and free from thoughts of dress.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-We began to talk of Miss Matty&rsquo;s new silk gown.&nbsp; I discovered
-that it would be really the first time in her life that she had had
-to choose anything of consequence for herself: for Miss Jenkyns had
-always been the more decided character, whatever her taste might have
-been; and it is astonishing how such people carry the world before them
-by the mere force of will.&nbsp; Miss Matty anticipated the sight of
-the glossy folds with as much delight as if the five sovereigns, set
-apart for the purchase, could buy all the silks in the shop; and (remembering
-my own loss of two hours in a toyshop before I could tell on what wonder
-to spend a silver threepence) I was very glad that we were going early,
-that dear Miss Matty might have leisure for the delights of perplexity.<br>
-<br>
-If a happy sea-green could be met with, the gown was to be sea-green:
-if not, she inclined to maize, and I to silver gray; and we discussed
-the requisite number of breadths until we arrived at the shop-door.&nbsp;
-We were to buy the tea, select the silk, and then clamber up the iron
-corkscrew stairs that led into what was once a loft, though now a fashion
-show-room.<br>
-<br>
-The young men at Mr Johnson&rsquo;s had on their best looks; and their
-best cravats, and pivoted themselves over the counter with surprising
-activity.&nbsp; They wanted to show us upstairs at once; but on the
-principle of business first and pleasure afterwards, we stayed to purchase
-the tea.&nbsp; Here Miss Matty&rsquo;s absence of mind betrayed itself.&nbsp;
-If she was made aware that she had been drinking green tea at any time,
-she always thought it her duty to lie awake half through the night afterward
-(I have known her take it in ignorance many a time without such effects),
-and consequently green tea was prohibited the house; yet to-day she
-herself asked for the obnoxious article, under the impression that she
-was talking about the silk.&nbsp; However, the mistake was soon rectified;
-and then the silks were unrolled in good truth.&nbsp; By this time the
-shop was pretty well filled, for it was Cranford market-day, and many
-of the farmers and country people from the neighbourhood round came
-in, sleeking down their hair, and glancing shyly about, from under their
-eyelids, as anxious to take back some notion of the unusual gaiety to
-the mistress or the lasses at home, and yet feeling that they were out
-of place among the smart shopmen and gay shawls and summer prints.&nbsp;
-One honest-looking man, however, made his way up to the counter at which
-we stood, and boldly asked to look at a shawl or two.&nbsp; The other
-country folk confined themselves to the grocery side; but our neighbour
-was evidently too full of some kind intention towards mistress, wife
-or daughter, to be shy; and it soon became a question with me, whether
-he or Miss Matty would keep their shopmen the longest time.&nbsp; He
-thought each shawl more beautiful than the last; and, as for Miss Matty,
-she smiled and sighed over each fresh bale that was brought out; one
-colour set off another, and the heap together would, as she said, make
-even the rainbow look poor.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I am afraid,&rdquo; said she, hesitating, &ldquo;Whichever I
-choose I shall wish I had taken another.&nbsp; Look at this lovely crimson!
-it would be so warm in winter.&nbsp; But spring is coming on, you know.&nbsp;
-I wish I could have a gown for every season,&rdquo; said she, dropping
-her voice - as we all did in Cranford whenever we talked of anything
-we wished for but could not afford.&nbsp; &ldquo;However,&rdquo; she
-continued in a louder and more cheerful tone, &ldquo;it would give me
-a great deal of trouble to take care of them if I had them; so, I think,
-I&rsquo;ll only take one.&nbsp; But which must it be, my dear?&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-And now she hovered over a lilac with yellow spots, while I pulled out
-a quiet sage-green that had faded into insignificance under the more
-brilliant colours, but which was nevertheless a good silk in its humble
-way.&nbsp; Our attention was called off to our neighbour.&nbsp; He had
-chosen a shawl of about thirty shillings&rsquo; value; and his face
-looked broadly happy, under the anticipation, no doubt, of the pleasant
-surprise he would give to some Molly or Jenny at home; he had tugged
-a leathern purse out of his breeches-pocket, and had offered a five-pound
-note in payment for the shawl, and for some parcels which had been brought
-round to him from the grocery counter; and it was just at this point
-that he attracted our notice.&nbsp; The shopman was examining the note
-with a puzzled, doubtful air.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Town and County Bank!&nbsp; I am not sure, sir, but I believe
-we have received a warning against notes issued by this bank only this
-morning.&nbsp; I will just step and ask Mr Johnson, sir; but I&rsquo;m
-afraid I must trouble you for payment in cash, or in a note of a different
-bank.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-I never saw a man&rsquo;s countenance fall so suddenly into dismay and
-bewilderment.&nbsp; It was almost piteous to see the rapid change.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Dang it!&rdquo; said he, striking his fist down on the table,
-as if to try which was the harder, &ldquo;the chap talks as if notes
-and gold were to be had for the picking up.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Miss Matty had forgotten her silk gown in her interest for the man.&nbsp;
-I don&rsquo;t think she had caught the name of the bank, and in my nervous
-cowardice I was anxious that she should not; and so I began admiring
-the yellow-spotted lilac gown that I had been utterly condemning only
-a minute before.&nbsp; But it was of no use.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;What bank was it?&nbsp; I mean, what bank did your note belong
-to?&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Town and County Bank.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Let me see it,&rdquo; said she quietly to the shopman, gently
-taking it out of his hand, as he brought it back to return it to the
-farmer.<br>
-<br>
-Mr Johnson was very sorry, but, from information he had received, the
-notes issued by that bank were little better than waste paper.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I don&rsquo;t understand it,&rdquo; said Miss Matty to me in
-a low voice.&nbsp; &ldquo;That is our bank, is it not? - the Town and
-County Bank?&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; said I.&nbsp; &ldquo;This lilac silk will just match
-the ribbons in your new cap, I believe,&rdquo; I continued, holding
-up the folds so as to catch the light, and wishing that the man would
-make haste and be gone, and yet having a new wonder, that had only just
-sprung up, how far it was wise or right in me to allow Miss Matty to
-make this expensive purchase, if the affairs of the bank were really
-so bad as the refusal of the note implied.<br>
-<br>
-But Miss Matty put on the soft dignified manner, peculiar to her, rarely
-used, and yet which became her so well, and laying her hand gently on
-mine, she said -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Never mind the silks for a few minutes, dear.&nbsp; I don&rsquo;t
-understand you, sir,&rdquo; turning now to the shopman, who had been
-attending to the farmer.&nbsp; &ldquo;Is this a forged note?&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Oh, no, ma&rsquo;am.&nbsp; It is a true note of its kind; but
-you see, ma&rsquo;am, it is a joint-stock bank, and there are reports
-out that it is likely to break.&nbsp; Mr Johnson is only doing his duty,
-ma&rsquo;am, as I am sure Mr Dobson knows.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-But Mr Dobson could not respond to the appealing bow by any answering
-smile.&nbsp; He was turning the note absently over in his fingers, looking
-gloomily enough at the parcel containing the lately-chosen shawl.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;It&rsquo;s hard upon a poor man,&rdquo; said he, &ldquo;as earns
-every farthing with the sweat of his brow.&nbsp; However, there&rsquo;s
-no help for it.&nbsp; You must take back your shawl, my man; Lizzle
-must go on with her cloak for a while.&nbsp; And yon figs for the little
-ones - I promised them to &rsquo;em - I&rsquo;ll take them; but the
-&rsquo;bacco, and the other things&rdquo; -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I will give you five sovereigns for your note, my good man,&rdquo;
-said Miss Matty.&nbsp; &ldquo;I think there is some great mistake about
-it, for I am one of the shareholders, and I&rsquo;m sure they would
-have told me if things had not been going on right.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-The shopman whispered a word or two across the table to Miss Matty.&nbsp;
-She looked at him with a dubious air.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Perhaps so,&rdquo; said she.&nbsp; &ldquo;But I don&rsquo;t pretend
-to understand business; I only know that if it is going to fail, and
-if honest people are to lose their money because they have taken our
-notes - I can&rsquo;t explain myself,&rdquo; said she, suddenly becoming
-aware that she had got into a long sentence with four people for audience;
-&ldquo;only I would rather exchange my gold for the note, if you please,&rdquo;
-turning to the farmer, &ldquo;and then you can take your wife the shawl.&nbsp;
-It is only going without my gown a few days longer,&rdquo; she continued,
-speaking to me.&nbsp; &ldquo;Then, I have no doubt, everything will
-be cleared up.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;But if it is cleared up the wrong way?&rdquo; said I.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Why, then it will only have been common honesty in me, as a shareholder,
-to have given this good man the money.&nbsp; I am quite clear about
-it in my own mind; but, you know, I can never speak quite as comprehensibly
-as others can, only you must give me your note, Mr Dobson, if you please,
-and go on with your purchases with these sovereigns.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-The man looked at her with silent gratitude - too awkward to put his
-thanks into words; but he hung back for a minute or two, fumbling with
-his note.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I&rsquo;m loth to make another one lose instead of me, if it
-is a loss; but, you see, five pounds is a deal of money to a man with
-a family; and, as you say, ten to one in a day or two the note will
-be as good as gold again.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;No hope of that, my friend,&rdquo; said the shopman.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;The more reason why I should take it,&rdquo; said Miss Matty
-quietly.&nbsp; She pushed her sovereigns towards the man, who slowly
-laid his note down in exchange.&nbsp; &ldquo;Thank you.&nbsp; I will
-wait a day or two before I purchase any of these silks; perhaps you
-will then have a greater choice.&nbsp; My dear, will you come upstairs?&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-We inspected the fashions with as minute and curious an interest as
-if the gown to be made after them had been bought.&nbsp; I could not
-see that the little event in the shop below had in the least damped
-Miss Matty&rsquo;s curiosity as to the make of sleeves or the sit of
-skirts.&nbsp; She once or twice exchanged congratulations with me on
-our private and leisurely view of the bonnets and shawls; but I was,
-all the time, not so sure that our examination was so utterly private,
-for I caught glimpses of a figure dodging behind the cloaks and mantles;
-and, by a dexterous move, I came face to face with Miss Pole, also in
-morning costume (the principal feature of which was her being without
-teeth, and wearing a veil to conceal the deficiency), come on the same
-errand as ourselves.&nbsp; But she quickly took her departure, because,
-as she said, she had a bad headache, and did not feel herself up to
-conversation.<br>
-<br>
-As we came down through the shop, the civil Mr Johnson was awaiting
-us; he had been informed of the exchange of the note for gold, and with
-much good feeling and real kindness, but with a little want of tact,
-he wished to condole with Miss Matty, and impress upon her the true
-state of the case.&nbsp; I could only hope that he had heard an exaggerated
-rumour for he said that her shares were worse than nothing, and that
-the bank could not pay a shilling in the pound.&nbsp; I was glad that
-Miss Matty seemed still a little incredulous; but I could not tell how
-much of this was real or assumed, with that self-control which seemed
-habitual to ladies of Miss Matty&rsquo;s standing in Cranford, who would
-have thought their dignity compromised by the slightest expression of
-surprise, dismay, or any similar feeling to an inferior in station,
-or in a public shop.&nbsp; However, we walked home very silently.&nbsp;
-I am ashamed to say, I believe I was rather vexed and annoyed at Miss
-Matty&rsquo;s conduct in taking the note to herself so decidedly.&nbsp;
-I had so set my heart upon her having a new silk gown, which she wanted
-sadly; in general she was so undecided anybody might turn her round;
-in this case I had felt that it was no use attempting it, but I was
-not the less put out at the result.<br>
-<br>
-Somehow, after twelve o&rsquo;clock, we both acknowledged to a sated
-curiosity about the fashions, and to a certain fatigue of body (which
-was, in fact, depression of mind) that indisposed us to go out again.&nbsp;
-But still we never spoke of the note; till, all at once, something possessed
-me to ask Miss Matty if she would think it her duty to offer sovereigns
-for all the notes of the Town and County Bank she met with?&nbsp; I
-could have bitten my tongue out the minute I had said it.&nbsp; She
-looked up rather sadly, and as if I had thrown a new perplexity into
-her already distressed mind; and for a minute or two she did not speak.&nbsp;
-Then she said - my own dear Miss Matty - without a shade of reproach
-in her voice -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;My dear, I never feel as if my mind was what people call very
-strong; and it&rsquo;s often hard enough work for me to settle what
-I ought to do with the case right before me.&nbsp; I was very thankful
-to - I was very thankful, that I saw my duty this morning, with the
-poor man standing by me; but its rather a strain upon me to keep thinking
-and thinking what I should do if such and such a thing happened; and,
-I believe, I had rather wait and see what really does come; and I don&rsquo;t
-doubt I shall be helped then if I don&rsquo;t fidget myself, and get
-too anxious beforehand.&nbsp; You know, love, I&rsquo;m not like Deborah.&nbsp;
-If Deborah had lived, I&rsquo;ve no doubt she would have seen after
-them, before they had got themselves into this state.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-We had neither of us much appetite for dinner, though we tried to talk
-cheerfully about indifferent things.&nbsp; When we returned into the
-drawing-room, Miss Matty unlocked her desk and began to look over her
-account-books.&nbsp; I was so penitent for what I had said in the morning,
-that I did not choose to take upon myself the presumption to suppose
-that I could assist her; I rather left her alone, as, with puzzled brow,
-her eye followed her pen up and down the ruled page.&nbsp; By-and-by
-she shut the book, locked the desk, and came and drew a chair to mine,
-where I sat in moody sorrow over the fire.&nbsp; I stole my hand into
-hers; she clasped it, but did not speak a word.&nbsp; At last she said,
-with forced composure in her voice, &ldquo;If that bank goes wrong,
-I shall lose one hundred and forty-nine pounds thirteen shillings and
-fourpence a year; I shall only have thirteen pounds a year left.&rdquo;&nbsp;
-I squeezed her hand hard and tight.&nbsp; I did not know what to say.&nbsp;
-Presently (it was too dark to see her face) I felt her fingers work
-convulsively in my grasp; and I knew she was going to speak again.&nbsp;
-I heard the sobs in her voice as she said, &ldquo;I hope it&rsquo;s
-not wrong - not wicked - but, oh!&nbsp; I am so glad poor Deborah is
-spared this.&nbsp; She could not have borne to come down in the world
-- she had such a noble, lofty spirit.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-This was all she said about the sister who had insisted upon investing
-their little property in that unlucky bank.&nbsp; We were later in lighting
-the candle than usual that night, and until that light shamed us into
-speaking, we sat together very silently and sadly.<br>
-<br>
-However, we took to our work after tea with a kind of forced cheerfulness
-(which soon became real as far as it went), talking of that never-ending
-wonder, Lady Glenmire&rsquo;s engagement.&nbsp; Miss Matty was almost
-coming round to think it a good thing.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I don&rsquo;t mean to deny that men are troublesome in a house.&nbsp;
-I don&rsquo;t judge from my own experience, for my father was neatness
-itself, and wiped his shoes on coming in as carefully as any woman;
-but still a man has a sort of knowledge of what should be done in difficulties,
-that it is very pleasant to have one at hand ready to lean upon.&nbsp;
-Now, Lady Glenmire, instead of being tossed about, and wondering where
-she is to settle, will be certain of a home among pleasant and kind
-people, such as our good Miss Pole and Mrs Forrester.&nbsp; And Mr Hoggins
-is really a very personable man; and as for his manners, why, if they
-are not very polished, I have known people with very good hearts and
-very clever minds too, who were not what some people reckoned refined,
-but who were both true and tender.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-She fell off into a soft reverie about Mr Holbrook, and I did not interrupt
-her, I was so busy maturing a plan I had had in my mind for some days,
-but which this threatened failure of the bank had brought to a crisis.&nbsp;
-That night, after Miss Matty went to bed, I treacherously lighted the
-candle again, and sat down in the drawing-room to compose a letter to
-the Aga Jenkyns, a letter which should affect him if he were Peter,
-and yet seem a mere statement of dry facts if he were a stranger.&nbsp;
-The church clock pealed out two before I had done.<br>
-<br>
-The next morning news came, both official and otherwise, that the Town
-and County Bank had stopped payment.&nbsp; Miss Matty was ruined.<br>
-<br>
-She tried to speak quietly to me; but when she came to the actual fact
-that she would have but about five shillings a week to live upon, she
-could not restrain a few tears.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I am not crying for myself, dear,&rdquo; said she, wiping them
-away; &ldquo;I believe I am crying for the very silly thought of how
-my mother would grieve if she could know; she always cared for us so
-much more than for herself.&nbsp; But many a poor person has less, and
-I am not very extravagant, and, thank God, when the neck of mutton,
-and Martha&rsquo;s wages, and the rent are paid, I have not a farthing
-owing.&nbsp; Poor Martha!&nbsp; I think she&rsquo;ll be sorry to leave
-me.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Miss Matty smiled at me through her tears, and she would fain have had
-me see only the smile, not the tears.<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-CHAPTER XIV - FRIENDS IN NEED<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-It was an example to me, and I fancy it might be to many others, to
-see how immediately Miss Matty set about the retrenchment which she
-knew to be right under her altered circumstances.&nbsp; While she went
-down to speak to Martha, and break the intelligence to her, I stole
-out with my letter to the Aga Jenkyns, and went to the signor&rsquo;s
-lodgings to obtain the exact address.&nbsp; I bound the signora to secrecy;
-and indeed her military manners had a degree of shortness and reserve
-in them which made her always say as little as possible, except when
-under the pressure of strong excitement.&nbsp; Moreover (which made
-my secret doubly sure), the signor was now so far recovered as to be
-looking forward to travelling and conjuring again in the space of a
-few days, when he, his wife, and little Phoebe would leave Cranford.&nbsp;
-Indeed, I found him looking over a great black and red placard, in which
-the Signor Brunoni&rsquo;s accomplishments were set forth, and to which
-only the name of the town where he would next display them was wanting.&nbsp;
-He and his wife were so much absorbed in deciding where the red letters
-would come in with most effect (it might have been the Rubric for that
-matter), that it was some time before I could get my question asked
-privately, and not before I had given several decisions, the which I
-questioned afterwards with equal wisdom of sincerity as soon as the
-signor threw in his doubts and reasons on the important subject.&nbsp;
-At last I got the address, spelt by sound, and very queer it looked.&nbsp;
-I dropped it in the post on my way home, and then for a minute I stood
-looking at the wooden pane with a gaping slit which divided me from
-the letter but a moment ago in my hand.&nbsp; It was gone from me like
-life, never to be recalled.&nbsp; It would get tossed about on the sea,
-and stained with sea-waves perhaps, and be carried among palm-trees,
-and scented with all tropical fragrance; the little piece of paper,
-but an hour ago so familiar and commonplace, had set out on its race
-to the strange wild countries beyond the Ganges!&nbsp; But I could not
-afford to lose much time on this speculation.&nbsp; I hastened home,
-that Miss Matty might not miss me.&nbsp; Martha opened the door to me,
-her face swollen with crying.&nbsp; As soon as she saw me she burst
-out afresh, and taking hold of my arm she pulled me in, and banged the
-door to, in order to ask me if indeed it was all true that Miss Matty
-had been saying.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I&rsquo;ll never leave her!&nbsp; No; I won&rsquo;t.&nbsp; I
-telled her so, and said I could not think how she could find in her
-heart to give me warning.&nbsp; I could not have had the face to do
-it, if I&rsquo;d been her.&nbsp; I might ha&rsquo; been just as good
-for nothing as Mrs Fitz-Adam&rsquo;s Rosy, who struck for wages after
-living seven years and a half in one place.&nbsp; I said I was not one
-to go and serve Mammon at that rate; that I knew when I&rsquo;d got
-a good missus, if she didn&rsquo;t know when she&rsquo;d got a good
-servant&rdquo; -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;But, Martha,&rdquo; said I, cutting in while she wiped her eyes.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Don&rsquo;t, &lsquo;but Martha&rsquo; me,&rdquo; she replied
-to my deprecatory tone.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Listen to reason&rdquo; -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I&rsquo;ll not listen to reason,&rdquo; she said, now in full
-possession of her voice, which had been rather choked with sobbing.&nbsp;
-&ldquo;Reason always means what someone else has got to say.&nbsp; Now
-I think what I&rsquo;ve got to say is good enough reason; but reason
-or not, I&rsquo;ll say it, and I&rsquo;ll stick to it.&nbsp; I&rsquo;ve
-money in the Savings Bank, and I&rsquo;ve a good stock of clothes, and
-I&rsquo;m not going to leave Miss Matty.&nbsp; No, not if she gives
-me warning every hour in the day!&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-She put her arms akimbo, as much as to say she defied me; and, indeed,
-I could hardly tell how to begin to remonstrate with her, so much did
-I feel that Miss Matty, in her increasing infirmity, needed the attendance
-of this kind and faithful woman.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Well&rdquo; - said I at last.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I&rsquo;m thankful you begin with &lsquo;well!&rsquo;&nbsp; If
-you&rsquo;d have begun with &lsquo;but,&rsquo; as you did afore, I&rsquo;d
-not ha&rsquo; listened to you.&nbsp; Now you may go on.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I know you would be a great loss to Miss Matty, Martha&rdquo;
--<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I telled her so.&nbsp; A loss she&rsquo;d never cease to be sorry
-for,&rdquo; broke in Martha triumphantly.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Still, she will have so little - so very little - to live upon,
-that I don&rsquo;t see just now how she could find you food - she will
-even be pressed for her own.&nbsp; I tell you this, Martha, because
-I feel you are like a friend to dear Miss Matty, but you know she might
-not like to have it spoken about.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Apparently this was even a blacker view of the subject than Miss Matty
-had presented to her, for Martha just sat down on the first chair that
-came to hand, and cried out loud (we had been standing in the kitchen).<br>
-<br>
-At last she put her apron down, and looking me earnestly in the face,
-asked, &ldquo;Was that the reason Miss Matty wouldn&rsquo;t order a
-pudding to-day?&nbsp; She said she had no great fancy for sweet things,
-and you and she would just have a mutton chop.&nbsp; But I&rsquo;ll
-be up to her.&nbsp; Never you tell, but I&rsquo;ll make her a pudding,
-and a pudding she&rsquo;ll like, too, and I&rsquo;ll pay for it myself;
-so mind you see she eats it.&nbsp; Many a one has been comforted in
-their sorrow by seeing a good dish come upon the table.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-I was rather glad that Martha&rsquo;s energy had taken the immediate
-and practical direction of pudding-making, for it staved off the quarrelsome
-discussion as to whether she should or should not leave Miss Matty&rsquo;s
-service.&nbsp; She began to tie on a clean apron, and otherwise prepare
-herself for going to the shop for the butter, eggs, and what else she
-might require.&nbsp; She would not use a scrap of the articles already
-in the house for her cookery, but went to an old tea-pot in which her
-private store of money was deposited, and took out what she wanted.<br>
-<br>
-I found Miss Matty very quiet, and not a little sad; but by-and-by she
-tried to smile for my sake.&nbsp; It was settled that I was to write
-to my father, and ask him to come over and hold a consultation, and
-as soon as this letter was despatched we began to talk over future plans.&nbsp;
-Miss Matty&rsquo;s idea was to take a single room, and retain as much
-of her furniture as would be necessary to fit up this, and sell the
-rest, and there to quietly exist upon what would remain after paying
-the rent.&nbsp; For my part, I was more ambitious and less contented.&nbsp;
-I thought of all the things by which a woman, past middle age, and with
-the education common to ladies fifty years ago, could earn or add to
-a living without materially losing caste; but at length I put even this
-last clause on one side, and wondered what in the world Miss Matty could
-do.<br>
-<br>
-Teaching was, of course, the first thing that suggested itself.&nbsp;
-If Miss Matty could teach children anything, it would throw her among
-the little elves in whom her soul delighted.&nbsp; I ran over her accomplishments.&nbsp;
-Once upon a time I had heard her say she could play &ldquo;Ah! vous
-dirai-je, maman?&rdquo; on the piano, but that was long, long ago; that
-faint shadow of musical acquirement had died out years before.&nbsp;
-She had also once been able to trace out patterns very nicely for muslin
-embroidery, by dint of placing a piece of silver paper over the design
-to be copied, and holding both against the window-pane while she marked
-the scollop and eyelet-holes.&nbsp; But that was her nearest approach
-to the accomplishment of drawing, and I did not think it would go very
-far.&nbsp; Then again, as to the branches of a solid English education
-- fancy work and the use of the globes - such as the mistress of the
-Ladies&rsquo; Seminary, to which all the tradespeople in Cranford sent
-their daughters, professed to teach.&nbsp; Miss Matty&rsquo;s eyes were
-failing her, and I doubted if she could discover the number of threads
-in a worsted-work pattern, or rightly appreciate the different shades
-required for Queen Adelaide&rsquo;s face in the loyal wool-work now
-fashionable in Cranford.&nbsp; As for the use of the globes, I had never
-been able to find it out myself, so perhaps I was not a good judge of
-Miss Matty&rsquo;s capability of instructing in this branch of education;
-but it struck me that equators and tropics, and such mystical circles,
-were very imaginary lines indeed to her, and that she looked upon the
-signs of the Zodiac as so many remnants of the Black Art.<br>
-<br>
-What she piqued herself upon, as arts in which she excelled, was making
-candle-lighters, or &ldquo;spills&rdquo; (as she preferred calling them),
-of coloured paper, cut so as to resemble feathers, and knitting garters
-in a variety of dainty stitches.&nbsp; I had once said, on receiving
-a present of an elaborate pair, that I should feel quite tempted to
-drop one of them in the street, in order to have it admired; but I found
-this little joke (and it was a very little one) was such a distress
-to her sense of propriety, and was taken with such anxious, earnest
-alarm, lest the temptation might some day prove too strong for me, that
-I quite regretted having ventured upon it.&nbsp; A present of these
-delicately-wrought garters, a bunch of gay &ldquo;spills,&rdquo; or
-a set of cards on which sewing-silk was wound in a mystical manner,
-were the well-known tokens of Miss Matty&rsquo;s favour.&nbsp; But would
-any one pay to have their children taught these arts? or, indeed, would
-Miss Matty sell, for filthy lucre, the knack and the skill with which
-she made trifles of value to those who loved her?<br>
-<br>
-I had to come down to reading, writing, and arithmetic; and, in reading
-the chapter every morning, she always coughed before coming to long
-words.&nbsp; I doubted her power of getting through a genealogical chapter,
-with any number of coughs.&nbsp; Writing she did well and delicately
-- but spelling!&nbsp; She seemed to think that the more out-of-the-way
-this was, and the more trouble it cost her, the greater the compliment
-she paid to her correspondent; and words that she would spell quite
-correctly in her letters to me became perfect enigmas when she wrote
-to my father.<br>
-<br>
-No! there was nothing she could teach to the rising generation of Cranford,
-unless they had been quick learners and ready imitators of her patience,
-her humility, her sweetness, her quiet contentment with all that she
-could not do.&nbsp; I pondered and pondered until dinner was announced
-by Martha, with a face all blubbered and swollen with crying.<br>
-<br>
-Miss Matty had a few little peculiarities which Martha was apt to regard
-as whims below her attention, and appeared to consider as childish fancies
-of which an old lady of fifty-eight should try and cure herself.&nbsp;
-But to-day everything was attended to with the most careful regard.&nbsp;
-The bread was cut to the imaginary pattern of excellence that existed
-in Miss Matty&rsquo;s mind, as being the way which her mother had preferred,
-the curtain was drawn so as to exclude the dead brick wall of a neighbour&rsquo;s
-stable, and yet left so as to show every tender leaf of the poplar which
-was bursting into spring beauty.&nbsp; Martha&rsquo;s tone to Miss Matty
-was just such as that good, rough-spoken servant usually kept sacred
-for little children, and which I had never heard her use to any grown-up
-person.<br>
-<br>
-I had forgotten to tell Miss Matty about the pudding, and I was afraid
-she might not do justice to it, for she had evidently very little appetite
-this day; so I seized the opportunity of letting her into the secret
-while Martha took away the meat.&nbsp; Miss Matty&rsquo;s eyes filled
-with tears, and she could not speak, either to express surprise or delight,
-when Martha returned bearing it aloft, made in the most wonderful representation
-of a lion <i>couchant</i> that ever was moulded.&nbsp; Martha&rsquo;s
-face gleamed with triumph as she set it down before Miss Matty with
-an exultant &ldquo;There!&rdquo;&nbsp; Miss Matty wanted to speak her
-thanks, but could not; so she took Martha&rsquo;s hand and shook it
-warmly, which set Martha off crying, and I myself could hardly keep
-up the necessary composure.&nbsp; Martha burst out of the room, and
-Miss Matty had to clear her voice once or twice before she could speak.&nbsp;
-At last she said, &ldquo;I should like to keep this pudding under a
-glass shade, my dear!&rdquo; and the notion of the lion <i>couchant</i>,
-with his currant eyes, being hoisted up to the place of honour on a
-mantelpiece, tickled my hysterical fancy, and I began to laugh, which
-rather surprised Miss Matty.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I am sure, dear, I have seen uglier things under a glass shade
-before now,&rdquo; said she.<br>
-<br>
-So had I, many a time and oft, and I accordingly composed my countenance
-(and now I could hardly keep from crying), and we both fell to upon
-the pudding, which was indeed excellent - only every morsel seemed to
-choke us, our hearts were so full.<br>
-<br>
-We had too much to think about to talk much that afternoon.&nbsp; It
-passed over very tranquilly.&nbsp; But when the tea-urn was brought
-in a new thought came into my head.&nbsp; Why should not Miss Matty
-sell tea - be an agent to the East India Tea Company which then existed?&nbsp;
-I could see no objections to this plan, while the advantages were many
-- always supposing that Miss Matty could get over the degradation of
-condescending to anything like trade.&nbsp; Tea was neither greasy nor
-sticky - grease and stickiness being two of the qualities which Miss
-Matty could not endure.&nbsp; No shop-window would be required.&nbsp;
-A small, genteel notification of her being licensed to sell tea would,
-it is true, be necessary, but I hoped that it could be placed where
-no one would see it.&nbsp; Neither was tea a heavy article, so as to
-tax Miss Matty&rsquo;s fragile strength.&nbsp; The only thing against
-my plan was the buying and selling involved.<br>
-<br>
-While I was giving but absent answers to the questions Miss Matty was
-putting - almost as absently - we heard a clumping sound on the stairs,
-and a whispering outside the door, which indeed once opened and shut
-as if by some invisible agency.&nbsp; After a little while Martha came
-in, dragging after her a great tall young man, all crimson with shyness,
-and finding his only relief in perpetually sleeking down his hair.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Please, ma&rsquo;am, he&rsquo;s only Jem Hearn,&rdquo; said Martha,
-by way of an introduction; and so out of breath was she that I imagine
-she had had some bodily struggle before she could overcome his reluctance
-to be presented on the courtly scene of Miss Matilda Jenkyns&rsquo;s
-drawing-room.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;And please, ma&rsquo;am, he wants to marry me off-hand.&nbsp;
-And please, ma&rsquo;am, we want to take a lodger - just one quiet lodger,
-to make our two ends meet; and we&rsquo;d take any house conformable;
-and, oh dear Miss Matty, if I may be so bold, would you have any objections
-to lodging with us?&nbsp; Jem wants it as much as I do.&rdquo;&nbsp;
-[To Jem ] - &ldquo;You great oaf! why can&rsquo;t you back me! - But
-he does want it all the same, very bad - don&rsquo;t you, Jem? - only,
-you see, he&rsquo;s dazed at being called on to speak before quality.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;It&rsquo;s not that,&rdquo; broke in Jem.&nbsp; &ldquo;It&rsquo;s
-that you&rsquo;ve taken me all on a sudden, and I didn&rsquo;t think
-for to get married so soon - and such quick words does flabbergast a
-man.&nbsp; It&rsquo;s not that I&rsquo;m against it, ma&rsquo;am&rdquo;
-(addressing Miss Matty), &ldquo;only Martha has such quick ways with
-her when once she takes a thing into her head; and marriage, ma&rsquo;am
-- marriage nails a man, as one may say.&nbsp; I dare say I shan&rsquo;t
-mind it after it&rsquo;s once over.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Please, ma&rsquo;am,&rdquo; said Martha - who had plucked at
-his sleeve, and nudged him with her elbow, and otherwise tried to interrupt
-him all the time he had been speaking - &ldquo;don&rsquo;t mind him,
-he&rsquo;ll come to; &rsquo;twas only last night he was an-axing me,
-and an-axing me, and all the more because I said I could not think of
-it for years to come, and now he&rsquo;s only taken aback with the suddenness
-of the joy; but you know, Jem, you are just as full as me about wanting
-a lodger.&rdquo;&nbsp; (Another great nudge.)<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Ay! if Miss Matty would lodge with us - otherwise I&rsquo;ve
-no mind to be cumbered with strange folk in the house,&rdquo; said Jem,
-with a want of tact which I could see enraged Martha, who was trying
-to represent a lodger as the great object they wished to obtain, and
-that, in fact, Miss Matty would be smoothing their path and conferring
-a favour, if she would only come and live with them.<br>
-<br>
-Miss Matty herself was bewildered by the pair; their, or rather Martha&rsquo;s
-sudden resolution in favour of matrimony staggered her, and stood between
-her and the contemplation of the plan which Martha had at heart.&nbsp;
-Miss Matty began -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Marriage is a very solemn thing, Martha.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;It is indeed, ma&rsquo;am,&rdquo; quoth Jem.&nbsp; &ldquo;Not
-that I&rsquo;ve no objections to Martha.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;You&rsquo;ve never let me a-be for asking me for to fix when
-I would be married,&rdquo; said Martha - her face all a-fire, and ready
-to cry with vexation - &ldquo;and now you&rsquo;re shaming me before
-my missus and all.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Nay, now!&nbsp; Martha don&rsquo;t ee! don&rsquo;t ee! only a
-man likes to have breathing-time,&rdquo; said Jem, trying to possess
-himself of her hand, but in vain.&nbsp; Then seeing that she was more
-seriously hurt than he had imagined, he seemed to try to rally his scattered
-faculties, and with more straightforward dignity than, ten minutes before,
-I should have thought it possible for him to assume, he turned to Miss
-Matty, and said, &ldquo;I hope, ma&rsquo;am, you know that I am bound
-to respect every one who has been kind to Martha.&nbsp; I always looked
-on her as to be my wife - some time; and she has often and often spoken
-of you as the kindest lady that ever was; and though the plain truth
-is, I would not like to be troubled with lodgers of the common run,
-yet if, ma&rsquo;am, you&rsquo;d honour us by living with us, I&rsquo;m
-sure Martha would do her best to make you comfortable; and I&rsquo;d
-keep out of your way as much as I could, which I reckon would be the
-best kindness such an awkward chap as me could do.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Miss Matty had been very busy with taking off her spectacles, wiping
-them, and replacing them; but all she could say was, &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t
-let any thought of me hurry you into marriage: pray don&rsquo;t.&nbsp;
-Marriage is such a very solemn thing!&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;But Miss Matilda will think of your plan, Martha,&rdquo; said
-I, struck with the advantages that it offered, and unwilling to lose
-the opportunity of considering about it.&nbsp; &ldquo;And I&rsquo;m
-sure neither she nor I can ever forget your kindness; nor your&rsquo;s
-either, Jem.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Why, yes, ma&rsquo;am!&nbsp; I&rsquo;m sure I mean kindly, though
-I&rsquo;m a bit fluttered by being pushed straight ahead into matrimony,
-as it were, and mayn&rsquo;t express myself conformable.&nbsp; But I&rsquo;m
-sure I&rsquo;m willing enough, and give me time to get accustomed; so,
-Martha, wench, what&rsquo;s the use of crying so, and slapping me if
-I come near?&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-This last was <i>sotto voce</i>, and had the effect of making Martha
-bounce out of the room, to be followed and soothed by her lover.&nbsp;
-Whereupon Miss Matty sat down and cried very heartily, and accounted
-for it by saying that the thought of Martha being married so soon gave
-her quite a shock, and that she should never forgive herself if she
-thought she was hurrying the poor creature.&nbsp; I think my pity was
-more for Jem, of the two; but both Miss Matty and I appreciated to the
-full the kindness of the honest couple, although we said little about
-this, and a good deal about the chances and dangers of matrimony.<br>
-<br>
-The next morning, very early, I received a note from Miss Pole, so mysteriously
-wrapped up, and with so many seals on it to secure secrecy, that I had
-to tear the paper before I could unfold it.&nbsp; And when I came to
-the writing I could hardly understand the meaning, it was so involved
-and oracular.&nbsp; I made out, however, that I was to go to Miss Pole&rsquo;s
-at eleven o&rsquo;clock; the number <i>eleven</i> being written in full
-length as well as in numerals, and A.M. twice dashed under, as if I
-were very likely to come at eleven at night, when all Cranford was usually
-a-bed and asleep by ten.&nbsp; There was no signature except Miss Pole&rsquo;s
-initials reversed, P.E.; but as Martha had given me the note, &ldquo;with
-Miss Pole&rsquo;s kind regards,&rdquo; it needed no wizard to find out
-who sent it; and if the writer&rsquo;s name was to be kept secret, it
-was very well that I was alone when Martha delivered it.<br>
-<br>
-I went as requested to Miss Pole&rsquo;s.&nbsp; The door was opened
-to me by her little maid Lizzy in Sunday trim, as if some grand event
-was impending over this work-day.&nbsp; And the drawing-room upstairs
-was arranged in accordance with this idea.&nbsp; The table was set out
-with the best green card-cloth, and writing materials upon it.&nbsp;
-On the little chiffonier was a tray with a newly-decanted bottle of
-cowslip wine, and some ladies&rsquo;-finger biscuits.&nbsp; Miss Pole
-herself was in solemn array, as if to receive visitors, although it
-was only eleven o&rsquo;clock.&nbsp; Mrs Forrester was there, crying
-quietly and sadly, and my arrival seemed only to call forth fresh tears.&nbsp;
-Before we had finished our greetings, performed with lugubrious mystery
-of demeanour, there was another rat-tat-tat, and Mrs Fitz-Adam appeared,
-crimson with walking and excitement.&nbsp; It seemed as if this was
-all the company expected; for now Miss Pole made several demonstrations
-of being about to open the business of the meeting, by stirring the
-fire, opening and shutting the door, and coughing and blowing her nose.&nbsp;
-Then she arranged us all round the table, taking care to place me opposite
-to her; and last of all, she inquired of me if the sad report was true,
-as she feared it was, that Miss Matty had lost all her fortune?<br>
-<br>
-Of course, I had but one answer to make; and I never saw more unaffected
-sorrow depicted on any countenances than I did there on the three before
-me.<br>
-<br>
-I wish Mrs Jamieson was here!&rdquo; said Mrs Forrester at last; but
-to judge from Mrs Fitz-Adam&rsquo;s face, she could not second the wish.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;But without Mrs Jamieson,&rdquo; said Miss Pole, with just a
-sound of offended merit in her voice, &ldquo;we, the ladies of Cranford,
-in my drawing-room assembled, can resolve upon something.&nbsp; I imagine
-we are none of us what may be called rich, though we all possess a genteel
-competency, sufficient for tastes that are elegant and refined, and
-would not, if they could, be vulgarly ostentatious.&rdquo;&nbsp; (Here
-I observed Miss Pole refer to a small card concealed in her hand, on
-which I imagine she had put down a few notes.)<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Miss Smith,&rdquo; she continued, addressing me (familiarly known
-as &ldquo;Mary&rdquo; to all the company assembled, but this was a state
-occasion), &ldquo;I have conversed in private - I made it my business
-to do so yesterday afternoon - with these ladies on the misfortune which
-has happened to our friend, and one and all of us have agreed that while
-we have a superfluity, it is not only a duty, but a pleasure - a true
-pleasure, Mary!&rdquo; - her voice was rather choked just here, and
-she had to wipe her spectacles before she could go on - &ldquo;to give
-what we can to assist her - Miss Matilda Jenkyns.&nbsp; Only in consideration
-of the feelings of delicate independence existing in the mind of every
-refined female&rdquo; - I was sure she had got back to the card now
-- &ldquo;we wish to contribute our mites in a secret and concealed manner,
-so as not to hurt the feelings I have referred to.&nbsp; And our object
-in requesting you to meet us this morning is that, believing you are
-the daughter - that your father is, in fact, her confidential adviser,
-in all pecuniary matters, we imagined that, by consulting with him,
-you might devise some mode in which our contribution could be made to
-appear the legal due which Miss Matilda Jenkyns ought to receive from
--&nbsp; Probably your father, knowing her investments, can fill up the
-blank.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Miss Pole concluded her address, and looked round for approval and agreement.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I have expressed your meaning, ladies, have I not?&nbsp; And
-while Miss Smith considers what reply to make, allow me to offer you
-some little refreshment.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-I had no great reply to make: I had more thankfulness at my heart for
-their kind thoughts than I cared to put into words; and so I only mumbled
-out something to the effect &ldquo;that I would name what Miss Pole
-had said to my father, and that if anything could be arranged for dear
-Miss Matty,&rdquo; - and here I broke down utterly, and had to be refreshed
-with a glass of cowslip wine before I could check the crying which had
-been repressed for the last two or three days.&nbsp; The worst was,
-all the ladies cried in concert.&nbsp; Even Miss Pole cried, who had
-said a hundred times that to betray emotion before any one was a sign
-of weakness and want of self-control.&nbsp; She recovered herself into
-a slight degree of impatient anger, directed against me, as having set
-them all off; and, moreover, I think she was vexed that I could not
-make a speech back in return for hers; and if I had known beforehand
-what was to be said, and had a card on which to express the probable
-feelings that would rise in my heart, I would have tried to gratify
-her.&nbsp; As it was, Mrs Forrester was the person to speak when we
-had recovered our composure.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I don&rsquo;t mind, among friends, stating that I - no!&nbsp;
-I&rsquo;m not poor exactly, but I don&rsquo;t think I&rsquo;m what you
-may call rich; I wish I were, for dear Miss Matty&rsquo;s sake - but,
-if you please, I&rsquo;ll write down in a sealed paper what I can give.&nbsp;
-I only wish it was more; my dear Mary, I do indeed.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Now I saw why paper, pens, and ink were provided.&nbsp; Every lady wrote
-down the sum she could give annually, signed the paper, and sealed it
-mysteriously.&nbsp; If their proposal was acceded to, my father was
-to be allowed to open the papers, under pledge of secrecy.&nbsp; If
-not, they were to be returned to their writers.<br>
-<br>
-When the ceremony had been gone through, I rose to depart; but each
-lady seemed to wish to have a private conference with me.&nbsp; Miss
-Pole kept me in the drawing-room to explain why, in Mrs Jamieson&rsquo;s
-absence, she had taken the lead in this &ldquo;movement,&rdquo; as she
-was pleased to call it, and also to inform me that she had heard from
-good sources that Mrs Jamieson was coming home directly in a state of
-high displeasure against her sister-in-law, who was forthwith to leave
-her house, and was, she believed, to return to Edinburgh that very afternoon.&nbsp;
-Of course this piece of intelligence could not be communicated before
-Mrs Fitz-Adam, more especially as Miss Pole was inclined to think that
-Lady Glenmire&rsquo;s engagement to Mr Hoggins could not possibly hold
-against the blaze of Mrs Jamieson&rsquo;s displeasure.&nbsp; A few hearty
-inquiries after Miss Matty&rsquo;s health concluded my interview with
-Miss Pole.<br>
-<br>
-On coming downstairs I found Mrs Forrester waiting for me at the entrance
-to the dining-parlour; she drew me in, and when the door was shut, she
-tried two or three times to begin on some subject, which was so unapproachable
-apparently, that I began to despair of our ever getting to a clear understanding.&nbsp;
-At last out it came; the poor old lady trembling all the time as if
-it were a great crime which she was exposing to daylight, in telling
-me how very, very little she had to live upon; a confession which she
-was brought to make from a dread lest we should think that the small
-contribution named in her paper bore any proportion to her love and
-regard for Miss Matty.&nbsp; And yet that sum which she so eagerly relinquished
-was, in truth, more than a twentieth part of what she had to live upon,
-and keep house, and a little serving-maid, all as became one born a
-Tyrrell.&nbsp; And when the whole income does not nearly amount to a
-hundred pounds, to give up a twentieth of it will necessitate many careful
-economies, and many pieces of self-denial, small and insignificant in
-the world&rsquo;s account, but bearing a different value in another
-account-book that I have heard of.&nbsp; She did so wish she was rich,
-she said, and this wish she kept repeating, with no thought of herself
-in it, only with a longing, yearning desire to be able to heap up Miss
-Matty&rsquo;s measure of comforts.<br>
-<br>
-It was some time before I could console her enough to leave her; and
-then, on quitting the house, I was waylaid by Mrs Fitz-Adam, who had
-also her confidence to make of pretty nearly the opposite description.&nbsp;
-She had not liked to put down all that she could afford and was ready
-to give.&nbsp; She told me she thought she never could look Miss Matty
-in the face again if she presumed to be giving her so much as she should
-like to do.&nbsp; &ldquo;Miss Matty!&rdquo; continued she, &ldquo;that
-I thought was such a fine young lady when I was nothing but a country
-girl, coming to market with eggs and butter and such like things.&nbsp;
-For my father, though well-to-do, would always make me go on as my mother
-had done before me, and I had to come into Cranford every Saturday,
-and see after sales, and prices, and what not.&nbsp; And one day, I
-remember, I met Miss Matty in the lane that leads to Combehurst; she
-was walking on the footpath, which, you know, is raised a good way above
-the road, and a gentleman rode beside her, and was talking to her, and
-she was looking down at some primroses she had gathered, and pulling
-them all to pieces, and I do believe she was crying.&nbsp; But after
-she had passed, she turned round and ran after me to ask - oh, so kindly
-- about my poor mother, who lay on her death-bed; and when I cried she
-took hold of my hand to comfort me - and the gentleman waiting for her
-all the time - and her poor heart very full of something, I am sure;
-and I thought it such an honour to be spoken to in that pretty way by
-the rector&rsquo;s daughter, who visited at Arley Hall.&nbsp; I have
-loved her ever since, though perhaps I&rsquo;d no right to do it; but
-if you can think of any way in which I might be allowed to give a little
-more without any one knowing it, I should be so much obliged to you,
-my dear.&nbsp; And my brother would be delighted to doctor her for nothing
-- medicines, leeches, and all.&nbsp; I know that he and her ladyship
-(my dear, I little thought in the days I was telling you of that I should
-ever come to be sister-in-law to a ladyship!) would do anything for
-her.&nbsp; We all would.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-I told her I was quite sure of it, and promised all sorts of things
-in my anxiety to get home to Miss Matty, who might well be wondering
-what had become of me - absent from her two hours without being able
-to account for it.&nbsp; She had taken very little note of time, however,
-as she had been occupied in numberless little arrangements preparatory
-to the great step of giving up her house.&nbsp; It was evidently a relief
-to her to be doing something in the way of retrenchment, for, as she
-said, whenever she paused to think, the recollection of the poor fellow
-with his bad five-pound note came over her, and she felt quite dishonest;
-only if it made her so uncomfortable, what must it not be doing to the
-directors of the bank, who must know so much more of the misery consequent
-upon this failure?&nbsp; She almost made me angry by dividing her sympathy
-between these directors (whom she imagined overwhelmed by self-reproach
-for the mismanagement of other people&rsquo;s affairs) and those who
-were suffering like her.&nbsp; Indeed, of the two, she seemed to think
-poverty a lighter burden than self-reproach; but I privately doubted
-if the directors would agree with her.<br>
-<br>
-Old hoards were taken out and examined as to their money value which
-luckily was small, or else I don&rsquo;t know how Miss Matty would have
-prevailed upon herself to part with such things as her mother&rsquo;s
-wedding-ring, the strange, uncouth brooch with which her father had
-disfigured his shirt-frill, &amp;c.&nbsp; However, we arranged things
-a little in order as to their pecuniary estimation, and were all ready
-for my father when he came the next morning.<br>
-<br>
-I am not going to weary you with the details of all the business we
-went through; and one reason for not telling about them is, that I did
-not understand what we were doing at the time, and cannot recollect
-it now.&nbsp; Miss Matty and I sat assenting to accounts, and schemes,
-and reports, and documents, of which I do not believe we either of us
-understood a word; for my father was clear-headed and decisive, and
-a capital man of business, and if we made the slightest inquiry, or
-expressed the slightest want of comprehension, he had a sharp way of
-saying, &ldquo;Eh? eh? it&rsquo;s as dear as daylight.&nbsp; What&rsquo;s
-your objection?&rdquo;&nbsp; And as we had not comprehended anything
-of what he had proposed, we found it rather difficult to shape our objections;
-in fact, we never were sure if we had any.&nbsp; So presently Miss Matty
-got into a nervously acquiescent state, and said &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo;
-and &ldquo;Certainly,&rdquo; at every pause, whether required or not;
-but when I once joined in as chorus to a &ldquo;Decidedly,&rdquo; pronounced
-by Miss Matty in a tremblingly dubious tone, my father fired round at
-me and asked me &ldquo;What there was to decide?&rdquo;&nbsp; And I
-am sure to this day I have never known.&nbsp; But, in justice to him,
-I must say he had come over from Drumble to help Miss Matty when he
-could ill spare the time, and when his own affairs were in a very anxious
-state.<br>
-<br>
-While Miss Matty was out of the room giving orders for luncheon - and
-sadly perplexed between her desire of honouring my father by a delicate,
-dainty meal, and her conviction that she had no right, now that all
-her money was gone, to indulge this desire - I told him of the meeting
-of the Cranford ladies at Miss Pole&rsquo;s the day before.&nbsp; He
-kept brushing his hand before his eyes as I spoke - and when I went
-back to Martha&rsquo;s offer the evening before, of receiving Miss Matty
-as a lodger, he fairly walked away from me to the window, and began
-drumming with his fingers upon it.&nbsp; Then he turned abruptly round,
-and said, &ldquo;See, Mary, how a good, innocent life makes friends
-all around.&nbsp; Confound it!&nbsp; I could make a good lesson out
-of it if I were a parson; but, as it is, I can&rsquo;t get a tail to
-my sentences - only I&rsquo;m sure you feel what I want to say.&nbsp;
-You and I will have a walk after lunch and talk a bit more about these
-plans.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-The lunch - a hot savoury mutton-chop, and a little of the cold loin
-sliced and fried - was now brought in.&nbsp; Every morsel of this last
-dish was finished, to Martha&rsquo;s great gratification.&nbsp; Then
-my father bluntly told Miss Matty he wanted to talk to me alone, and
-that he would stroll out and see some of the old places, and then I
-could tell her what plan we thought desirable.&nbsp; Just before we
-went out, she called me back and said, &ldquo;Remember, dear, I&rsquo;m
-the only one left - I mean, there&rsquo;s no one to be hurt by what
-I do.&nbsp; I&rsquo;m willing to do anything that&rsquo;s right and
-honest; and I don&rsquo;t think, if Deborah knows where she is, she&rsquo;ll
-care so very much if I&rsquo;m not genteel; because, you see, she&rsquo;ll
-know all, dear.&nbsp; Only let me see what I can do, and pay the poor
-people as far as I&rsquo;m able.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-I gave her a hearty kiss, and ran after my father.&nbsp; The result
-of our conversation was this.&nbsp; If all parties were agreeable, Martha
-and Jem were to be married with as little delay as possible, and they
-were to live on in Miss Matty&rsquo;s present abode; the sum which the
-Cranford ladies had agreed to contribute annually being sufficient to
-meet the greater part of the rent, and leaving Martha free to appropriate
-what Miss Matty should pay for her lodgings to any little extra comforts
-required.&nbsp; About the sale, my father was dubious at first.&nbsp;
-He said the old rectory furniture, however carefully used and reverently
-treated, would fetch very little; and that little would be but as a
-drop in the sea of the debts of the Town and County Bank.&nbsp; But
-when I represented how Miss Matty&rsquo;s tender conscience would be
-soothed by feeling that she had done what she could, he gave way; especially
-after I had told him the five-pound note adventure, and he had scolded
-me well for allowing it.&nbsp; I then alluded to my idea that she might
-add to her small income by selling tea; and, to my surprise (for I had
-nearly given up the plan), my father grasped at it with all the energy
-of a tradesman.&nbsp; I think he reckoned his chickens before they were
-hatched, for he immediately ran up the profits of the sales that she
-could effect in Cranford to more than twenty pounds a year.&nbsp; The
-small dining-parlour was to be converted into a shop, without any of
-its degrading characteristics; a table was to be the counter; one window
-was to be retained unaltered, and the other changed into a glass door.&nbsp;
-I evidently rose in his estimation for having made this bright suggestion.&nbsp;
-I only hoped we should not both fall in Miss Matty&rsquo;s.<br>
-<br>
-But she was patient and content with all our arrangements.&nbsp; She
-knew, she said, that we should do the best we could for her; and she
-only hoped, only stipulated, that she should pay every farthing that
-she could be said to owe, for her father&rsquo;s sake, who had been
-so respected in Cranford.&nbsp; My father and I had agreed to say as
-little as possible about the bank, indeed never to mention it again,
-if it could be helped.&nbsp; Some of the plans were evidently a little
-perplexing to her; but she had seen me sufficiently snubbed in the morning
-for want of comprehension to venture on too many inquiries now; and
-all passed over well with a hope on her part that no one would be hurried
-into marriage on her account.&nbsp; When we came to the proposal that
-she should sell tea, I could see it was rather a shock to her; not on
-account of any personal loss of gentility involved, but only because
-she distrusted her own powers of action in a new line of life, and would
-timidly have preferred a little more privation to any exertion for which
-she feared she was unfitted.&nbsp; However, when she saw my father was
-bent upon it, she sighed, and said she would try; and if she did not
-do well, of course she might give it up.&nbsp; One good thing about
-it was, she did not think men ever bought tea; and it was of men particularly
-she was afraid.&nbsp; They had such sharp loud ways with them; and did
-up accounts, and counted their change so quickly!&nbsp; Now, if she
-might only sell comfits to children, she was sure she could please them!<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-CHAPTER XV - A HAPPY RETURN<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-Before I left Miss Matty at Cranford everything had been comfortably
-arranged for her.&nbsp; Even Mrs Jamieson&rsquo;s approval of her selling
-tea had been gained.&nbsp; That oracle had taken a few days to consider
-whether by so doing Miss Matty would forfeit her right to the privileges
-of society in Cranford.&nbsp; I think she had some little idea of mortifying
-Lady Glenmire by the decision she gave at last; which was to this effect:
-that whereas a married woman takes her husband&rsquo;s rank by the strict
-laws of precedence, an unmarried woman retains the station her father
-occupied.&nbsp; So Cranford was allowed to visit Miss Matty; and, whether
-allowed or not, it intended to visit Lady Glenmire.<br>
-<br>
-But what was our surprise - our dismay - when we learnt that Mr and
-<i>Mrs Hoggins</i> were returning on the following Tuesday!&nbsp; Mrs
-Hoggins!&nbsp; Had she absolutely dropped her title, and so, in a spirit
-of bravado, cut the aristocracy to become a Hoggins!&nbsp; She, who
-might have been called Lady Glenmire to her dying day!&nbsp; Mrs Jamieson
-was pleased.&nbsp; She said it only convinced her of what she had known
-from the first, that the creature had a low taste.&nbsp; But &ldquo;the
-creature&rdquo; looked very happy on Sunday at church; nor did we see
-it necessary to keep our veils down on that side of our bonnets on which
-Mr and Mrs Hoggins sat, as Mrs Jamieson did; thereby missing all the
-smiling glory of his face, and all the becoming blushes of hers.&nbsp;
-I am not sure if Martha and Jem looked more radiant in the afternoon,
-when they, too, made their first appearance.&nbsp; Mrs Jamieson soothed
-the turbulence of her soul by having the blinds of her windows drawn
-down, as if for a funeral, on the day when Mr and Mrs Hoggins received
-callers; and it was with some difficulty that she was prevailed upon
-to continue the <i>St James&rsquo;s Chronicle</i>, so indignant was
-she with its having inserted the announcement of the marriage.<br>
-<br>
-Miss Matty&rsquo;s sale went off famously.&nbsp; She retained the furniture
-of her sitting-room and bedroom; the former of which she was to occupy
-till Martha could meet with a lodger who might wish to take it; and
-into this sitting-room and bedroom she had to cram all sorts of things,
-which were (the auctioneer assured her) bought in for her at the sale
-by an unknown friend.&nbsp; I always suspected Mrs Fitz-Adam of this;
-but she must have had an accessory, who knew what articles were particularly
-regarded by Miss Matty on account of their associations with her early
-days.&nbsp; The rest of the house looked rather bare, to be sure; all
-except one tiny bedroom, of which my father allowed me to purchase the
-furniture for my occasional use in case of Miss Matty&rsquo;s illness.<br>
-<br>
-I had expended my own small store in buying all manner of comfits and
-lozenges, in order to tempt the little people whom Miss Matty loved
-so much to come about her.&nbsp; Tea in bright green canisters, and
-comfits in tumblers - Miss Matty and I felt quite proud as we looked
-round us on the evening before the shop was to be opened.&nbsp; Martha
-had scoured the boarded floor to a white cleanness, and it was adorned
-with a brilliant piece of oil-cloth, on which customers were to stand
-before the table-counter.&nbsp; The wholesome smell of plaster and whitewash
-pervaded the apartment.&nbsp; A very small &ldquo;Matilda Jenkyns, licensed
-to sell tea,&rdquo; was hidden under the lintel of the new door, and
-two boxes of tea, with cabalistic inscriptions all over them, stood
-ready to disgorge their contents into the canisters.<br>
-<br>
-Miss Matty, as I ought to have mentioned before, had had some scruples
-of conscience at selling tea when there was already Mr Johnson in the
-town, who included it among his numerous commodities; and, before she
-could quite reconcile herself to the adoption of her new business, she
-had trotted down to his shop, unknown to me, to tell him of the project
-that was entertained, and to inquire if it was likely to injure his
-business.&nbsp; My father called this idea of hers &ldquo;great nonsense,&rdquo;
-and &ldquo;wondered how tradespeople were to get on if there was to
-be a continual consulting of each other&rsquo;s interests, which would
-put a stop to all competition directly.&rdquo;&nbsp; And, perhaps, it
-would not have done in Drumble, but in Cranford it answered very well;
-for not only did Mr Johnson kindly put at rest all Miss Matty&rsquo;s
-scruples and fear of injuring his business, but I have reason to know
-he repeatedly sent customers to her, saying that the teas he kept were
-of a common kind, but that Miss Jenkyns had all the choice sorts.&nbsp;
-And expensive tea is a very favourite luxury with well-to-do tradespeople
-and rich farmers&rsquo; wives, who turn up their noses at the Congou
-and Souchong prevalent at many tables of gentility, and will have nothing
-else than Gunpowder and Pekoe for themselves.<br>
-<br>
-But to return to Miss Matty.&nbsp; It was really very pleasant to see
-how her unselfishness and simple sense of justice called out the same
-good qualities in others.&nbsp; She never seemed to think any one would
-impose upon her, because she should be so grieved to do it to them.&nbsp;
-I have heard her put a stop to the asseverations of the man who brought
-her coals by quietly saying, &ldquo;I am sure you would be sorry to
-bring me wrong weight;&rdquo; and if the coals were short measure that
-time, I don&rsquo;t believe they ever were again.&nbsp; People would
-have felt as much ashamed of presuming on her good faith as they would
-have done on that of a child.&nbsp; But my father says &ldquo;such simplicity
-might be very well in Cranford, but would never do in the world.&rdquo;&nbsp;
-And I fancy the world must be very bad, for with all my father&rsquo;s
-suspicion of every one with whom he has dealings, and in spite of all
-his many precautions, he lost upwards of a thousand pounds by roguery
-only last year.<br>
-<br>
-I just stayed long enough to establish Miss Matty in her new mode of
-life, and to pack up the library, which the rector had purchased.&nbsp;
-He had written a very kind letter to Miss Matty, saying &ldquo;how glad
-he should be to take a library, so well selected as he knew that the
-late Mr Jenkyns&rsquo;s must have been, at any valuation put upon them.&rdquo;&nbsp;
-And when she agreed to this, with a touch of sorrowful gladness that
-they would go back to the rectory and be arranged on the accustomed
-walls once more, he sent word that he feared that he had not room for
-them all, and perhaps Miss Matty would kindly allow him to leave some
-volumes on her shelves.&nbsp; But Miss Matty said that she had her Bible
-and &ldquo;Johnson&rsquo;s Dictionary,&rdquo; and should not have much
-time for reading, she was afraid; still, I retained a few books out
-of consideration for the rector&rsquo;s kindness.<br>
-<br>
-The money which he had paid, and that produced by the sale, was partly
-expended in the stock of tea, and part of it was invested against a
-rainy day - <i>i.e</i>. old age or illness.&nbsp; It was but a small
-sum, it is true; and it occasioned a few evasions of truth and white
-lies (all of which I think very wrong indeed - in theory - and would
-rather not put them in practice), for we knew Miss Matty would be perplexed
-as to her duty if she were aware of any little reserve - fund being
-made for her while the debts of the bank remained unpaid.&nbsp; Moreover,
-she had never been told of the way in which her friends were contributing
-to pay the rent.&nbsp; I should have liked to tell her this, but the
-mystery of the affair gave a piquancy to their deed of kindness which
-the ladies were unwilling to give up; and at first Martha had to shirk
-many a perplexed question as to her ways and means of living in such
-a house, but by-and-by Miss Matty&rsquo;s prudent uneasiness sank down
-into acquiescence with the existing arrangement.<br>
-<br>
-I left Miss Matty with a good heart.&nbsp; Her sales of tea during the
-first two days had surpassed my most sanguine expectations.&nbsp; The
-whole country round seemed to be all out of tea at once.&nbsp; The only
-alteration I could have desired in Miss Matty&rsquo;s way of doing business
-was, that she should not have so plaintively entreated some of her customers
-not to buy green tea - running it down as a slow poison, sure to destroy
-the nerves, and produce all manner of evil.&nbsp; Their pertinacity
-in taking it, in spite of all her warnings, distressed her so much that
-I really thought she would relinquish the sale of it, and so lose half
-her custom; and I was driven to my wits&rsquo; end for instances of
-longevity entirely attributable to a persevering use of green tea.&nbsp;
-But the final argument, which settled the question, was a happy reference
-of mine to the train-oil and tallow candles which the Esquimaux not
-only enjoy but digest.&nbsp; After that she acknowledged that &ldquo;one
-man&rsquo;s meat might be another man&rsquo;s poison,&rdquo; and contented
-herself thence-forward with an occasional remonstrance when she thought
-the purchaser was too young and innocent to be acquainted with the evil
-effects green tea produced on some constitutions, and an habitual sigh
-when people old enough to choose more wisely would prefer it.<br>
-<br>
-I went over from Drumble once a quarter at least to settle the accounts,
-and see after the necessary business letters.&nbsp; And, speaking of
-letters, I began to be very much ashamed of remembering my letter to
-the Aga Jenkyns, and very glad I had never named my writing to any one.&nbsp;
-I only hoped the letter was lost.&nbsp; No answer came.&nbsp; No sign
-was made.<br>
-<br>
-About a year after Miss Matty set up shop, I received one of Martha&rsquo;s
-hieroglyphics, begging me to come to Cranford very soon.&nbsp; I was
-afraid that Miss Matty was ill, and went off that very afternoon, and
-took Martha by surprise when she saw me on opening the door.&nbsp; We
-went into the kitchen as usual, to have our confidential conference,
-and then Martha told me she was expecting her confinement very soon
-- in a week or two; and she did not think Miss Matty was aware of it,
-and she wanted me to break the news to her, &ldquo;for indeed, miss,&rdquo;
-continued Martha, crying hysterically, &ldquo;I&rsquo;m afraid she won&rsquo;t
-approve of it, and I&rsquo;m sure I don&rsquo;t know who is to take
-care of her as she should be taken care of when I am laid up.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-I comforted Martha by telling her I would remain till she was about
-again, and only wished she had told me her reason for this sudden summons,
-as then I would have brought the requisite stock of clothes.&nbsp; But
-Martha was so tearful and tender-spirited, and unlike her usual self,
-that I said as little as possible about myself, and endeavoured rather
-to comfort Martha under all the probable and possible misfortunes which
-came crowding upon her imagination.<br>
-<br>
-I then stole out of the house-door, and made my appearance as if I were
-a customer in the shop, just to take Miss Matty by surprise, and gain
-an idea of how she looked in her new situation.&nbsp; It was warm May
-weather, so only the little half-door was closed; and Miss Matty sat
-behind the counter, knitting an elaborate pair of garters; elaborate
-they seemed to me, but the difficult stitch was no weight upon her mind,
-for she was singing in a low voice to herself as her needles went rapidly
-in and out.&nbsp; I call it singing, but I dare say a musician would
-not use that word to the tuneless yet sweet humming of the low worn
-voice.&nbsp; I found out from the words, far more than from the attempt
-at the tune, that it was the Old Hundredth she was crooning to herself;
-but the quiet continuous sound told of content, and gave me a pleasant
-feeling, as I stood in the street just outside the door, quite in harmony
-with that soft May morning.&nbsp; I went in.&nbsp; At first she did
-not catch who it was, and stood up as if to serve me; but in another
-minute watchful pussy had clutched her knitting, which was dropped in
-eager joy at seeing me.&nbsp; I found, after we had had a little conversation,
-that it was as Martha said, and that Miss Matty had no idea of the approaching
-household event.&nbsp; So I thought I would let things take their course,
-secure that when I went to her with the baby in my arms, I should obtain
-that forgiveness for Martha which she was needlessly frightening herself
-into believing that Miss Matty would withhold, under some notion that
-the new claimant would require attentions from its mother that it would
-be faithless treason to Miss Matty to render.<br>
-<br>
-But I was right.&nbsp; I think that must be an hereditary quality, for
-my father says he is scarcely ever wrong.&nbsp; One morning, within
-a week after I arrived, I went to call Miss Matty, with a little bundle
-of flannel in my arms.&nbsp; She was very much awe-struck when I showed
-her what it was, and asked for her spectacles off the dressing-table,
-and looked at it curiously, with a sort of tender wonder at its small
-perfection of parts.&nbsp; She could not banish the thought of the surprise
-all day, but went about on tiptoe, and was very silent.&nbsp; But she
-stole up to see Martha and they both cried with joy, and she got into
-a complimentary speech to Jem, and did not know how to get out of it
-again, and was only extricated from her dilemma by the sound of the
-shop-bell, which was an equal relief to the shy, proud, honest Jem,
-who shook my hand so vigorously when I congratulated him, that I think
-I feel the pain of it yet.<br>
-<br>
-I had a busy life while Martha was laid up.&nbsp; I attended on Miss
-Matty, and prepared her meals; I cast up her accounts, and examined
-into the state of her canisters and tumblers.&nbsp; I helped her, too,
-occasionally, in the shop; and it gave me no small amusement, and sometimes
-a little uneasiness, to watch her ways there.&nbsp; If a little child
-came in to ask for an ounce of almond-comfits (and four of the large
-kind which Miss Matty sold weighed that much), she always added one
-more by &ldquo;way of make-weight,&rdquo; as she called it, although
-the scale was handsomely turned before; and when I remonstrated against
-this, her reply was, &ldquo;The little things like it so much!&rdquo;&nbsp;
-There was no use in telling her that the fifth comfit weighed a quarter
-of an ounce, and made every sale into a loss to her pocket.&nbsp; So
-I remembered the green tea, and winged my shaft with a feather out of
-her own plumage.&nbsp; I told her how unwholesome almond-comfits were,
-and how ill excess in them might make the little children.&nbsp; This
-argument produced some effect; for, henceforward, instead of the fifth
-comfit, she always told them to hold out their tiny palms, into which
-she shook either peppermint or ginger lozenges, as a preventive to the
-dangers that might arise from the previous sale.&nbsp; Altogether the
-lozenge trade, conducted on these principles, did not promise to be
-remunerative; but I was happy to find she had made more than twenty
-pounds during the last year by her sales of tea; and, moreover, that
-now she was accustomed to it, she did not dislike the employment, which
-brought her into kindly intercourse with many of the people round about.&nbsp;
-If she gave them good weight, they, in their turn, brought many a little
-country present to the &ldquo;old rector&rsquo;s daughter&rdquo;; a
-cream cheese, a few new-laid eggs, a little fresh ripe fruit, a bunch
-of flowers.&nbsp; The counter was quite loaded with these offerings
-sometimes, as she told me.<br>
-<br>
-As for Cranford in general, it was going on much as usual.&nbsp; The
-Jamieson and Hoggins feud still raged, if a feud it could be called,
-when only one side cared much about it.&nbsp; Mr and Mrs Hoggins were
-very happy together, and, like most very happy people, quite ready to
-be friendly; indeed, Mrs Hoggins was really desirous to be restored
-to Mrs Jamieson&rsquo;s good graces, because of the former intimacy.&nbsp;
-But Mrs Jamieson considered their very happiness an insult to the Glenmire
-family, to which she had still the honour to belong, and she doggedly
-refused and rejected every advance.&nbsp; Mr Mulliner, like a faithful
-clansman, espoused his mistress&rsquo; side with ardour.&nbsp; If he
-saw either Mr or Mrs Hoggins, he would cross the street, and appear
-absorbed in the contemplation of life in general, and his own path in
-particular, until he had passed them by.&nbsp; Miss Pole used to amuse
-herself with wondering what in the world Mrs Jamieson would do, if either
-she, or Mr Mulliner, or any other member of her household was taken
-ill; she could hardly have the face to call in Mr Hoggins after the
-way she had behaved to them.&nbsp; Miss Pole grew quite impatient for
-some indisposition or accident to befall Mrs Jamieson or her dependents,
-in order that Cranford might see how she would act under the perplexing
-circumstances.<br>
-<br>
-Martha was beginning to go about again, and I had already fixed a limit,
-not very far distant, to my visit, when one afternoon, as I was sitting
-in the shop-parlour with Miss Matty - I remember the weather was colder
-now than it had been in May, three weeks before, and we had a fire and
-kept the door fully closed - we saw a gentleman go slowly past the window,
-and then stand opposite to the door, as if looking out for the name
-which we had so carefully hidden.&nbsp; He took out a double eyeglass
-and peered about for some time before he could discover it.&nbsp; Then
-he came in.&nbsp; And, all on a sudden, it flashed across me that it
-was the Aga himself!&nbsp; For his clothes had an out-of-the-way foreign
-cut about them, and his face was deep brown, as if tanned and re-tanned
-by the sun.&nbsp; His complexion contrasted oddly with his plentiful
-snow-white hair, his eyes were dark and piercing, and he had an odd
-way of contracting them and puckering up his cheeks into innumerable
-wrinkles when he looked earnestly at objects.&nbsp; He did so to Miss
-Matty when he first came in.&nbsp; His glance had first caught and lingered
-a little upon me, but then turned, with the peculiar searching look
-I have described, to Miss Matty.&nbsp; She was a little fluttered and
-nervous, but no more so than she always was when any man came into her
-shop.&nbsp; She thought that he would probably have a note, or a sovereign
-at least, for which she would have to give change, which was an operation
-she very much disliked to perform.&nbsp; But the present customer stood
-opposite to her, without asking for anything, only looking fixedly at
-her as he drummed upon the table with his fingers, just for all the
-world as Miss Jenkyns used to do.&nbsp; Miss Matty was on the point
-of asking him what he wanted (as she told me afterwards), when he turned
-sharp to me: &ldquo;Is your name Mary Smith?&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Yes!&rdquo; said I.<br>
-<br>
-All my doubts as to his identity were set at rest, and I only wondered
-what he would say or do next, and how Miss Matty would stand the joyful
-shock of what he had to reveal.&nbsp; Apparently he was at a loss how
-to announce himself, for he looked round at last in search of something
-to buy, so as to gain time, and, as it happened, his eye caught on the
-almond-comfits, and he boldly asked for a pound of &ldquo;those things.&rdquo;&nbsp;
-I doubt if Miss Matty had a whole pound in the shop, and, besides the
-unusual magnitude of the order, she was distressed with the idea of
-the indigestion they would produce, taken in such unlimited quantities.&nbsp;
-She looked up to remonstrate.&nbsp; Something of tender relaxation in
-his face struck home to her heart.&nbsp; She said, &ldquo;It is - oh,
-sir! can you be Peter?&rdquo; and trembled from head to foot.&nbsp;
-In a moment he was round the table and had her in his arms, sobbing
-the tearless cries of old age.&nbsp; I brought her a glass of wine,
-for indeed her colour had changed so as to alarm me and Mr Peter too.&nbsp;
-He kept saying, &ldquo;I have been too sudden for you, Matty - I have,
-my little girl.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-I proposed that she should go at once up into the drawing-room and lie
-down on the sofa there.&nbsp; She looked wistfully at her brother, whose
-hand she had held tight, even when nearly fainting; but on his assuring
-her that he would not leave her, she allowed him to carry her upstairs.<br>
-<br>
-I thought that the best I could do was to run and put the kettle on
-the fire for early tea, and then to attend to the shop, leaving the
-brother and sister to exchange some of the many thousand things they
-must have to say.&nbsp; I had also to break the news to Martha, who
-received it with a burst of tears which nearly infected me.&nbsp; She
-kept recovering herself to ask if I was sure it was indeed Miss Matty&rsquo;s
-brother, for I had mentioned that he had grey hair, and she had always
-heard that he was a very handsome young man.&nbsp; Something of the
-same kind perplexed Miss Matty at tea-time, when she was installed in
-the great easy-chair opposite to Mr Jenkyns in order to gaze her fill.&nbsp;
-She could hardly drink for looking at him, and as for eating, that was
-out of the question.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I suppose hot climates age people very quickly,&rdquo; said she,
-almost to herself.&nbsp; &ldquo;When you left Cranford you had not a
-grey hair in your head.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;But how many years ago is that?&rdquo; said Mr Peter, smiling.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Ah, true! yes, I suppose you and I are getting old.&nbsp; But
-still I did not think we were so very old!&nbsp; But white hair is very
-becoming to you, Peter,&rdquo; she continued - a little afraid lest
-she had hurt him by revealing how his appearance had impressed her.<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;I suppose I forgot dates too, Matty, for what do you think I
-have brought for you from India?&nbsp; I have an Indian muslin gown
-and a pearl necklace for you somewhere in my chest at Portsmouth.&rdquo;&nbsp;
-He smiled as if amused at the idea of the incongruity of his presents
-with the appearance of his sister; but this did not strike her all at
-once, while the elegance of the articles did.&nbsp; I could see that
-for a moment her imagination dwelt complacently on the idea of herself
-thus attired; and instinctively she put her hand up to her throat -
-that little delicate throat which (as Miss Pole had told me) had been
-one of her youthful charms; but the hand met the touch of folds of soft
-muslin in which she was always swathed up to her chin, and the sensation
-recalled a sense of the unsuitableness of a pearl necklace to her age.&nbsp;
-She said, &ldquo;I&rsquo;m afraid I&rsquo;m too old; but it was very
-kind of you to think of it.&nbsp; They are just what I should have liked
-years ago - when I was young.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;So I thought, my little Matty.&nbsp; I remembered your tastes;
-they were so like my dear mother&rsquo;s.&rdquo;&nbsp; At the mention
-of that name the brother and sister clasped each other&rsquo;s hands
-yet more fondly, and, although they were perfectly silent, I fancied
-they might have something to say if they were unchecked by my presence,
-and I got up to arrange my room for Mr Peter&rsquo;s occupation that
-night, intending myself to share Miss Matty&rsquo;s bed.&nbsp; But at
-my movement, he started up.&nbsp; &ldquo;I must go and settle about
-a room at the &lsquo;George.&rsquo;&nbsp; My carpet-bag is there too.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;No!&rdquo; said Miss Matty, in great distress - &ldquo;you must
-not go; please, dear Peter - pray, Mary - oh! you must not go!&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-She was so much agitated that we both promised everything she wished.&nbsp;
-Peter sat down again and gave her his hand, which for better security
-she held in both of hers, and I left the room to accomplish my arrangements.<br>
-<br>
-Long, long into the night, far, far into the morning, did Miss Matty
-and I talk.&nbsp; She had much to tell me of her brother&rsquo;s life
-and adventures, which he had communicated to her as they had sat alone.&nbsp;
-She said all was thoroughly clear to her; but I never quite understood
-the whole story; and when in after days I lost my awe of Mr Peter enough
-to question him myself, he laughed at my curiosity, and told me stories
-that sounded so very much like Baron Munchausen&rsquo;s, that I was
-sure he was making fun of me.&nbsp; What I heard from Miss Matty was
-that he had been a volunteer at the siege of Rangoon; had been taken
-prisoner by the Burmese; and somehow obtained favour and eventual freedom
-from knowing how to bleed the chief of the small tribe in some case
-of dangerous illness; that on his release from years of captivity he
-had had his letters returned from England with the ominous word &ldquo;Dead&rdquo;
-marked upon them; and, believing himself to be the last of his race,
-he had settled down as an indigo planter, and had proposed to spend
-the remainder of his life in the country to whose inhabitants and modes
-of life he had become habituated, when my letter had reached him; and,
-with the odd vehemence which characterised him in age as it had done
-in youth, he had sold his land and all his possessions to the first
-purchaser, and come home to the poor old sister, who was more glad and
-rich than any princess when she looked at him.&nbsp; She talked me to
-sleep at last, and then I was awakened by a slight sound at the door,
-for which she begged my pardon as she crept penitently into bed; but
-it seems that when I could no longer confirm her belief that the long-lost
-was really here - under the same roof - she had begun to fear lest it
-was only a waking dream of hers; that there never had been a Peter sitting
-by her all that blessed evening - but that the real Peter lay dead far
-away beneath some wild sea-wave, or under some strange eastern tree.&nbsp;
-And so strong had this nervous feeling of hers become, that she was
-fain to get up and go and convince herself that he was really there
-by listening through the door to his even, regular breathing - I don&rsquo;t
-like to call it snoring, but I heard it myself through two closed doors
-- and by-and-by it soothed Miss Matty to sleep.<br>
-<br>
-I don&rsquo;t believe Mr Peter came home from India as rich as a nabob;
-he even considered himself poor, but neither he nor Miss Matty cared
-much about that.&nbsp; At any rate, he had enough to live upon &ldquo;very
-genteelly&rdquo; at Cranford; he and Miss Matty together.&nbsp; And
-a day or two after his arrival, the shop was closed, while troops of
-little urchins gleefully awaited the shower of comfits and lozenges
-that came from time to time down upon their faces as they stood up-gazing
-at Miss Matty&rsquo;s drawing-room windows.&nbsp; Occasionally Miss
-Matty would say to them (half-hidden behind the curtains), &ldquo;My
-dear children, don&rsquo;t make yourselves ill;&rdquo; but a strong
-arm pulled her back, and a more rattling shower than ever succeeded.&nbsp;
-A part of the tea was sent in presents to the Cranford ladies; and some
-of it was distributed among the old people who remembered Mr Peter in
-the days of his frolicsome youth.&nbsp; The Indian muslin gown was reserved
-for darling Flora Gordon (Miss Jessie Brown&rsquo;s daughter).&nbsp;
-The Gordons had been on the Continent for the last few years, but were
-now expected to return very soon; and Miss Matty, in her sisterly pride,
-anticipated great delight in the joy of showing them Mr Peter.&nbsp;
-The pearl necklace disappeared; and about that time many handsome and
-useful presents made their appearance in the households of Miss Pole
-and Mrs Forrester; and some rare and delicate Indian ornaments graced
-the drawing-rooms of Mrs Jamieson and Mrs Fitz-Adam.&nbsp; I myself
-was not forgotten.&nbsp; Among other things, I had the handsomest-bound
-and best edition of Dr Johnson&rsquo;s works that could be procured;
-and dear Miss Matty, with tears in her eyes, begged me to consider it
-as a present from her sister as well as herself.&nbsp; In short, no
-one was forgotten; and, what was more, every one, however insignificant,
-who had shown kindness to Miss Matty at any time, was sure of Mr Peter&rsquo;s
-cordial regard.<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-CHAPTER XVI - PEACE TO CRANFORD<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-It was not surprising that Mr Peter became such a favourite at Cranford.&nbsp;
-The ladies vied with each other who should admire him most; and no wonder,
-for their quiet lives were astonishingly stirred up by the arrival from
-India - especially as the person arrived told more wonderful stories
-than Sindbad the Sailor; and, as Miss Pole said, was quite as good as
-an Arabian Night any evening.&nbsp; For my own part, I had vibrated
-all my life between Drumble and Cranford, and I thought it was quite
-possible that all Mr Peter&rsquo;s stories might be true, although wonderful;
-but when I found that, if we swallowed an anecdote of tolerable magnitude
-one week, we had the dose considerably increased the next, I began to
-have my doubts; especially as I noticed that when his sister was present
-the accounts of Indian life were comparatively tame; not that she knew
-more than we did, perhaps less.&nbsp; I noticed also that when the rector
-came to call, Mr Peter talked in a different way about the countries
-he had been in.&nbsp; But I don&rsquo;t think the ladies in Cranford
-would have considered him such a wonderful traveller if they had only
-heard him talk in the quiet way he did to him.&nbsp; They liked him
-the better, indeed, for being what they called &ldquo;so very Oriental.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-One day, at a select party in his honour, which Miss Pole gave, and
-from which, as Mrs Jamieson honoured it with her presence, and had even
-offered to send Mr Mulliner to wait, Mr and Mrs Hoggins and Mrs Fitz-Adam
-were necessarily - excluded one day at Miss Pole&rsquo;s, Mr Peter said
-he was tired of sitting upright against the hard-backed uneasy chairs,
-and asked if he might not indulge himself in sitting cross-legged.&nbsp;
-Miss Pole&rsquo;s consent was eagerly given, and down he went with the
-utmost gravity.&nbsp; But when Miss Pole asked me, in an audible whisper,
-&ldquo;if he did not remind me of the Father of the Faithful?&rdquo;
-I could not help thinking of poor Simon Jones, the lame tailor, and
-while Mrs Jamieson slowly commented on the elegance and convenience
-of the attitude, I remembered how we had all followed that lady&rsquo;s
-lead in condemning Mr Hoggins for vulgarity because he simply crossed
-his legs as he sat still on his chair.&nbsp; Many of Mr Peter&rsquo;s
-ways of eating were a little strange amongst such ladies as Miss Pole,
-and Miss Matty, and Mrs Jamieson, especially when I recollected the
-untasted green peas and two-pronged forks at poor Mr Holbrook&rsquo;s
-dinner.<br>
-<br>
-The mention of that gentleman&rsquo;s name recalls to my mind a conversation
-between Mr Peter and Miss Matty one evening in the summer after he returned
-to Cranford.&nbsp; The day had been very hot, and Miss Matty had been
-much oppressed by the weather, in the heat of which her brother revelled.&nbsp;
-I remember that she had been unable to nurse Martha&rsquo;s baby, which
-had become her favourite employment of late, and which was as much at
-home in her arms as in its mother&rsquo;s, as long as it remained a
-light-weight, portable by one so fragile as Miss Matty.&nbsp; This day
-to which I refer, Miss Matty had seemed more than usually feeble and
-languid, and only revived when the sun went down, and her sofa was wheeled
-to the open window, through which, although it looked into the principal
-street of Cranford, the fragrant smell of the neighbouring hayfields
-came in every now and then, borne by the soft breezes that stirred the
-dull air of the summer twilight, and then died away.&nbsp; The silence
-of the sultry atmosphere was lost in the murmuring noises which came
-in from many an open window and door; even the children were abroad
-in the street, late as it was (between ten and eleven), enjoying the
-game of play for which they had not had spirits during the heat of the
-day.&nbsp; It was a source of satisfaction to Miss Matty to see how
-few candles were lighted, even in the apartments of those houses from
-which issued the greatest signs of life.&nbsp; Mr Peter, Miss Matty,
-and I had all been quiet, each with a separate reverie, for some little
-time, when Mr Peter broke in -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;Do you know, little Matty, I could have sworn you were on the
-high road to matrimony when I left England that last time!&nbsp; If
-anybody had told me you would have lived and died an old maid then,
-I should have laughed in their faces.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Miss Matty made no reply, and I tried in vain to think of some subject
-which should effectually turn the conversation; but I was very stupid;
-and before I spoke he went on -<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;It was Holbrook, that fine manly fellow who lived at Woodley,
-that I used to think would carry off my little Matty.&nbsp; You would
-not think it now, I dare say, Mary; but this sister of mine was once
-a very pretty girl - at least, I thought so, and so I&rsquo;ve a notion
-did poor Holbrook.&nbsp; What business had he to die before I came home
-to thank him for all his kindness to a good-for-nothing cub as I was?&nbsp;
-It was that that made me first think he cared for you; for in all our
-fishing expeditions it was Matty, Matty, we talked about.&nbsp; Poor
-Deborah!&nbsp; What a lecture she read me on having asked him home to
-lunch one day, when she had seen the Arley carriage in the town, and
-thought that my lady might call.&nbsp; Well, that&rsquo;s long years
-ago; more than half a life-time, and yet it seems like yesterday!&nbsp;
-I don&rsquo;t know a fellow I should have liked better as a brother-in-law.&nbsp;
-You must have played your cards badly, my little Matty, somehow or another
-- wanted your brother to be a good go-between, eh, little one?&rdquo;
-said he, putting out his hand to take hold of hers as she lay on the
-sofa.&nbsp; &ldquo;Why, what&rsquo;s this? you&rsquo;re shivering and
-shaking, Matty, with that confounded open window.&nbsp; Shut it, Mary,
-this minute!&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-I did so, and then stooped down to kiss Miss Matty, and see if she really
-were chilled.&nbsp; She caught at my hand, and gave it a hard squeeze
-- but unconsciously, I think - for in a minute or two she spoke to us
-quite in her usual voice, and smiled our uneasiness away, although she
-patiently submitted to the prescriptions we enforced of a warm bed and
-a glass of weak negus.&nbsp; I was to leave Cranford the next day, and
-before I went I saw that all the effects of the open window had quite
-vanished.&nbsp; I had superintended most of the alterations necessary
-in the house and household during the latter weeks of my stay.&nbsp;
-The shop was once more a parlour: the empty resounding rooms again furnished
-up to the very garrets.<br>
-<br>
-There had been some talk of establishing Martha and Jem in another house,
-but Miss Matty would not hear of this.&nbsp; Indeed, I never saw her
-so much roused as when Miss Pole had assumed it to be the most desirable
-arrangement.&nbsp; As long as Martha would remain with Miss Matty, Miss
-Matty was only too thankful to have her about her; yes, and Jem too,
-who was a very pleasant man to have in the house, for she never saw
-him from week&rsquo;s end to week&rsquo;s end.&nbsp; And as for the
-probable children, if they would all turn out such little darlings as
-her god-daughter, Matilda, she should not mind the number, if Martha
-didn&rsquo;t.&nbsp; Besides, the next was to be called Deborah - a point
-which Miss Matty had reluctantly yielded to Martha&rsquo;s stubborn
-determination that her first-born was to be Matilda.&nbsp; So Miss Pole
-had to lower her colours, and even her voice, as she said to me that,
-as Mr and Mrs Hearn were still to go on living in the same house with
-Miss Matty, we had certainly done a wise thing in hiring Martha&rsquo;s
-niece as an auxiliary.<br>
-<br>
-I left Miss Matty and Mr Peter most comfortable and contented; the only
-subject for regret to the tender heart of the one, and the social friendly
-nature of the other, being the unfortunate quarrel between Mrs Jamieson
-and the plebeian Hogginses and their following.&nbsp; In joke, I prophesied
-one day that this would only last until Mrs Jamieson or Mr Mulliner
-were ill, in which case they would only be too glad to be friends with
-Mr Hoggins; but Miss Matty did not like my looking forward to anything
-like illness in so light a manner, and before the year was out all had
-come round in a far more satisfactory way.<br>
-<br>
-I received two Cranford letters on one auspicious October morning.&nbsp;
-Both Miss Pole and Miss Matty wrote to ask me to come over and meet
-the Gordons, who had returned to England alive and well with their two
-children, now almost grown up.&nbsp; Dear Jessie Brown had kept her
-old kind nature, although she had changed her name and station; and
-she wrote to say that she and Major Gordon expected to be in Cranford
-on the fourteenth, and she hoped and begged to be remembered to Mrs
-Jamieson (named first, as became her honourable station), Miss Pole
-and Miss Matty - could she ever forget their kindness to her poor father
-and sister? - Mrs Forrester, Mr Hoggins (and here again came in an allusion
-to kindness shown to the dead long ago), his new wife, who as such must
-allow Mrs Gordon to desire to make her acquaintance, and who was, moreover,
-an old Scotch friend of her husband&rsquo;s.&nbsp; In short, every one
-was named, from the rector - who had been appointed to Cranford in the
-interim between Captain Brown&rsquo;s death and Miss Jessie&rsquo;s
-marriage, and was now associated with the latter event - down to Miss
-Betty Barker.&nbsp; All were asked to the luncheon; all except Mrs Fitz-Adam,
-who had come to live in Cranford since Miss Jessie Brown&rsquo;s days,
-and whom I found rather moping on account of the omission.&nbsp; People
-wondered at Miss Betty Barker&rsquo;s being included in the honourable
-list; but, then, as Miss Pole said, we must remember the disregard of
-the genteel proprieties of life in which the poor captain had educated
-his girls, and for his sake we swallowed our pride.&nbsp; Indeed, Mrs
-Jamieson rather took it as a compliment, as putting Miss Betty (formerly
-<i>her</i> maid) on a level with &ldquo;those Hogginses.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-But when I arrived in Cranford, nothing was as yet ascertained of Mrs
-Jamieson&rsquo;s own intentions; would the honourable lady go, or would
-she not?&nbsp; Mr Peter declared that she should and she would; Miss
-Pole shook her head and desponded.&nbsp; But Mr Peter was a man of resources.&nbsp;
-In the first place, he persuaded Miss Matty to write to Mrs Gordon,
-and to tell her of Mrs Fitz-Adam&rsquo;s existence, and to beg that
-one so kind, and cordial, and generous, might be included in the pleasant
-invitation.&nbsp; An answer came back by return of post, with a pretty
-little note for Mrs Fitz-Adam, and a request that Miss Matty would deliver
-it herself and explain the previous omission.&nbsp; Mrs Fitz-Adam was
-as pleased as could be, and thanked Miss Matty over and over again.&nbsp;
-Mr Peter had said, &ldquo;Leave Mrs Jamieson to me;&rdquo; so we did;
-especially as we knew nothing that we could do to alter her determination
-if once formed.<br>
-<br>
-I did not know, nor did Miss Matty, how things were going on, until
-Miss Pole asked me, just the day before Mrs Gordon came, if I thought
-there was anything between Mr Peter and Mrs Jamieson in the matrimonial
-line, for that Mrs Jamieson was really going to the lunch at the &ldquo;George.&rdquo;&nbsp;
-She had sent Mr Mulliner down to desire that there might be a footstool
-put to the warmest seat in the room, as she meant to come, and knew
-that their chairs were very high.&nbsp; Miss Pole had picked this piece
-of news up, and from it she conjectured all sorts of things, and bemoaned
-yet more.&nbsp; &ldquo;If Peter should marry, what would become of poor
-dear Miss Matty?&nbsp; And Mrs Jamieson, of all people!&rdquo;&nbsp;
-Miss Pole seemed to think there were other ladies in Cranford who would
-have done more credit to his choice, and I think she must have had someone
-who was unmarried in her head, for she kept saying, &ldquo;It was so
-wanting in delicacy in a widow to think of such a thing.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-When I got back to Miss Matty&rsquo;s I really did begin to think that
-Mr Peter might be thinking of Mrs Jamieson for a wife, and I was as
-unhappy as Miss Pole about it.&nbsp; He had the proof sheet of a great
-placard in his hand.&nbsp; &ldquo;Signor Brunoni, Magician to the King
-of Delhi, the Rajah of Oude, and the great Lama of Thibet,&rdquo; &amp;c.
-&amp;c., was going to &ldquo;perform in Cranford for one night only,&rdquo;
-the very next night; and Miss Matty, exultant, showed me a letter from
-the Gordons, promising to remain over this gaiety, which Miss Matty
-said was entirely Peter&rsquo;s doing.&nbsp; He had written to ask the
-signor to come, and was to be at all the expenses of the affair.&nbsp;
-Tickets were to be sent gratis to as many as the room would hold.&nbsp;
-In short, Miss Matty was charmed with the plan, and said that to-morrow
-Cranford would remind her of the Preston Guild, to which she had been
-in her youth - a luncheon at the &ldquo;George,&rdquo; with the dear
-Gordons, and the signor in the Assembly Room in the evening.&nbsp; But
-I - I looked only at the fatal words:-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;<i>Under the Patronage of the</i> HONOURABLE MRS JAMIESON.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-She, then, was chosen to preside over this entertainment of Mr Peter&rsquo;s;
-she was perhaps going to displace my dear Miss Matty in his heart, and
-make her life lonely once more!&nbsp; I could not look forward to the
-morrow with any pleasure; and every innocent anticipation of Miss Matty&rsquo;s
-only served to add to my annoyance.<br>
-<br>
-So, angry and irritated, and exaggerating every little incident which
-could add to my irritation, I went on till we were all assembled in
-the great parlour at the &ldquo;George.&rdquo;&nbsp; Major and Mrs Gordon
-and pretty Flora and Mr Ludovic were all as bright and handsome and
-friendly as could be; but I could hardly attend to them for watching
-Mr Peter, and I saw that Miss Pole was equally busy.&nbsp; I had never
-seen Mrs Jamieson so roused and animated before; her face looked full
-of interest in what Mr Peter was saying.&nbsp; I drew near to listen.&nbsp;
-My relief was great when I caught that his words were not words of love,
-but that, for all his grave face, he was at his old tricks.&nbsp; He
-was telling her of his travels in India, and describing the wonderful
-height of the Himalaya mountains: one touch after another added to their
-size, and each exceeded the former in absurdity; but Mrs Jamieson really
-enjoyed all in perfect good faith.&nbsp; I suppose she required strong
-stimulants to excite her to come out of her apathy.&nbsp; Mr Peter wound
-up his account by saying that, of course, at that altitude there were
-none of the animals to be found that existed in the lower regions; the
-game, - everything was different.&nbsp; Firing one day at some flying
-creature, he was very much dismayed when it fell, to find that he had
-shot a cherubim!&nbsp; Mr Peter caught my eye at this moment, and gave
-me such a funny twinkle, that I felt sure he had no thoughts of Mrs
-Jamieson as a wife from that time.&nbsp; She looked uncomfortably amazed
--<br>
-<br>
-&ldquo;But, Mr Peter, shooting a cherubim - don&rsquo;t you think -
-I am afraid that was sacrilege!&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Mr Peter composed his countenance in a moment, and appeared shocked
-at the idea, which, as he said truly enough, was now presented to him
-for the first time; but then Mrs Jamieson must remember that he had
-been living for a long time among savages - all of whom were heathens
-- some of them, he was afraid, were downright Dissenters.&nbsp; Then,
-seeing Miss Matty draw near, he hastily changed the conversation, and
-after a little while, turning to me, he said, &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t be
-shocked, prim little Mary, at all my wonderful stories.&nbsp; I consider
-Mrs Jamieson fair game, and besides I am bent on propitiating her, and
-the first step towards it is keeping her well awake.&nbsp; I bribed
-her here by asking her to let me have her name as patroness for my poor
-conjuror this evening; and I don&rsquo;t want to give her time enough
-to get up her rancour against the Hogginses, who are just coming in.&nbsp;
-I want everybody to be friends, for it harasses Matty so much to hear
-of these quarrels.&nbsp; I shall go at it again by-and-by, so you need
-not look shocked.&nbsp; I intend to enter the Assembly Room to-night
-with Mrs Jamieson on one side, and my lady, Mrs Hoggins, on the other.&nbsp;
-You see if I don&rsquo;t.&rdquo;<br>
-<br>
-Somehow or another he did; and fairly got them into conversation together.&nbsp;
-Major and Mrs Gordon helped at the good work with their perfect ignorance
-of any existing coolness between any of the inhabitants of Cranford.<br>
-<br>
-Ever since that day there has been the old friendly sociability in Cranford
-society; which I am thankful for, because of my dear Miss Matty&rsquo;s
-love of peace and kindliness.&nbsp; We all love Miss Matty, and I somehow
-think we are all of us better when she is near us.<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
-<br>
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