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diff --git a/38311.txt b/38311.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..3b18023 --- /dev/null +++ b/38311.txt @@ -0,0 +1,18986 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of What Will People Say?, by Rupert Hughes + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: What Will People Say? + A novel + +Author: Rupert Hughes + +Release Date: December 15, 2011 [EBook #38311] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK WHAT WILL PEOPLE SAY? *** + + + + +Produced by Darleen Dove, Shannon Barker, Cathy Maxam, and +the Online Distributed Proofreading Team at +http://www.pgdp.net (This file was produced from images +generously made available by The Internet Archive/American +Libraries.) + + + + + + + + + +[Illustration: THEY WERE AS OBLIVIOUS OF THEIR PERIL AS TRISTAN AND +ISOLDE + +[See page 405]] + + + + + WHAT WILL + PEOPLE SAY? + + A NOVEL + BY + RUPERT HUGHES + + ILLUSTRATED + + [Illustration] + + HARPER & BROTHERS PUBLISHERS + NEW YORK AND LONDON + MCMXIV + + + + + COPYRIGHT, 1914. BY HARPER & BROTHERS + + PRINTED IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA + PUBLISHED APRIL, 1914 + + + + +ILLUSTRATIONS + + + THEY WERE AS OBLIVIOUS OF THEIR PERIL + AS TRISTAN AND ISOLDE _Frontispiece_ + + AND NOW DESIGN EMERGED, A WOMAN STOOD + REVEALED _Facing p. 18_ + + "THERE'S THAT OTHER ME DOWN IN THE POOL, + WATCHING THIS ME" _Facing p. 252_ + + + HER OBSTINATE PLUCK BEWILDERED HIM _Facing p. 480_ + + + + +WHAT WILL PEOPLE SAY? + + + + +CHAPTER I + + +Fifth Avenue at flood-tide was a boiling surf of automobiles. But at +nearly every corner a policeman succeeded where King Canute had failed, +and checked the sea or let it pass with a nod or a jerk of thumb. + +The young army officer just home-come from the Philippines felt that he +was in a sense a policeman himself, for he had spent his last few years +keeping savage tribes in outward peace. When he was away or asleep the +Moros rioted at will. And so the traffic-officer of this other extreme +of civilization kept these motor-Moros in orderly array only so long as +he kept them in sight. + +One glare from under his vizor brought the millionaire's limousine to a +sharp stop, or sent it shivering back into position. But once the vista +ahead was free of uniforms all the clutches leaped to the high; life and +limb were gaily jeopardized, and the most appalling risks run with +ecstasy. + +The law of New York streets and roads forbids a car to commit at any +time a higher speed than thirty miles an hour; and never a man that owns +one but would blush to confess it incapable of breaking that law. + +As Lieutenant Forbes watched the surge of automobiles from the superior +height of a motor-bus it amused him to see how little people lose of the +childhood spirit of truancy and adventure. All this grown-up, +sophisticated world seemed to be run like a school, with joyous deviltry +whenever and wherever the teacher's back was turned, but woe to whoso +was caught; every one winking at guilt till authority detected it, then +every one solemnly approving the punishment. + +Mr. Forbes had not seen Fifth Avenue since the pathetic old +horse-coaches were changed to the terrific motor-stages. He had not seen +the Avenue since it was widened--by the simple process of slicing off +the sidewalks and repairing their losses at the expense of the houses. +The residences on both sides of the once so stately corridor looked to +him as if a giant had drawn a huge carving-knife along the walls, +lopping away all the porticos, columns, stoops, and normal approaches, +and leaving the inhabitants to improvise such exits as they might. + +The splendid facade of the Enslee home had suffered pitifully. He +remembered how the stairway had once come down from the vestibule to the +street with the sweeping gesture of a hand of welcome. Now the door was +knee-deep in the basement, and the scar of the sealed-up portal was not +healed above. + +The barbarity of the assault along the line had not apparently relieved +the choke of traffic. Or else the traffic had swollen more fiercely +still, as it usually does in New York at every attempt in palliation. + +As far as Forbes could see north and south the roadway was glutted from +curb to curb with automobiles. And their number astonished him even less +than their luxury. The designers had ceased to mimic hansoms, broughams, +and victorias following invisible horses ridiculously. They had begun to +create motors pure and simple, built to contain and follow and glorify +their own engines. + +Many of the cars were gorgeously upholstered, Aladdin's divans of +comfort and speed; and some of them were decorated with vases of +flowers. Their surfaces were lustrous and many-colored, sleekly +tremendous. They had not yet entirely outgrown the imitation of the +wooden frame, and their sides looked frail and satiny, unfit for rough +usage, and sure to splinter at a shock. But he knew that they were +actually built of aluminum or steel, burnished and enameled. + +What he did not know was that the people in them, lolling relaxed, and +apparently as soft of fiber as of skin, were not the weaklings they +looked. They, too, like their cars, only affected fatigue and +ineptitude, for they also were built of steel, and their splendid +engines were capable of velocities and distances that would leave a +gnarled peasant gasping. + +This was one of the many things he was to learn. + +From his swaying eery he seemed to be completely lost in a current of +idle wealth. The throng, except for the chauffeurs, the policemen, and a +few men whose trades evidently fetched them to this lane of +pleasure--the throng was almost altogether women. And to Forbes' eye, +unused to city standards, almost all the women were princesses. + +At first, as his glance fell on each radiant creature, his heart would +cry: "There is one I could love! I never shall forget her beauty!" And +before the vow of eternal memory was finished it was forgotten for the +next. + +By and by the show began to pall because it would not end. As peers +become commonplace at a royal court, since there is nothing else there, +so beauty canceled itself here by its very multitude. For the next mile +only the flamboyantly gorgeous or the flamboyantly simple beauty caught +his overfed eye. And then even these were lost in the blur of a +kaleidoscope twirled too fast. + +There was one woman, however, that he could not forget, because he could +not find out what she was like. In the slow and fitful progress up the +Avenue it chanced that his stage kept close in the wake of an open +landaulet. The stage never fell far behind, and never quite won +alongside. + +A young woman was alone in the tonneau. At least, he judged that she was +young, though his documents were scant. Her head was completely hidden +from his view by a hat that was just exactly big enough to accomplish +that work of spite. + +It was a sort of inverted flower-pot of straw--one of those astonishing +millinery jokes that women make triumphs of. It bore no ornament at all +except a filmy white bird-of-paradise feather stuck in the center of the +top and spraying out in a shape that somehow suggested an +interrogation-mark. + +Even a man could see that it was a beautiful plume and probably +expensive. It had a sort of success of impudence, alone there, and it +mocked Forbes by trailing along ahead of him, an unanswerable query. + +He grew eager and more eager to see what flower-face was hidden under +that overturned straw flower-pot of a hat. + +Now and then, as the stage pushed forward, he would be near enough to +make out the cunning architecture of the mystery's left shoulder and the +curious felicity of her left arm. Seen thus detached, they fascinated +him and kindled his curiosity. By and by he was swept near enough to +glimpse one rounded knee crossed over the other, and one straight shin +creasing a tight skirt, and a high-domed instep, and the peak of one +slim shoe. + +And once, when the traffic was suddenly arrested, he was close enough to +be wildly tempted to bend down and snatch off that irritating hat. He +would have learned at least the color of her hair, and probably she +would have lifted her startled face to view like a reverted rose. He was +a fearless soldier, but he was not so daring as all that. Still, he +heard her voice as she gossiped to a momentary neighbor who raised his +hat in a touring-car held up abeam her own. + +Her voice did not especially please him; it was almost shrill, and it +had the metallic glitter of the New York voice. Her words, too, were a +trifle hard, and as unpoetic as possible. + +"We had a rotten time," she said. "I was bored stiff. You ought to have +been there." + +And then she laughed a little at the malice implied. The policeman's +whistle blew and the cars lurched forward. And the stage lumbered after +them like a green hippopotamus. Forbes began to feel a gnawing anxiety +to see what was under that paradise feather. He assumed that beauty was +there, though he had learned from shocking experiences how dangerous it +is to hope a woman beautiful because the back of her head is of good +omen. + +It became a matter of desperate necessity to overtake that +will-o'-the-wisp chauffeur and observe his passenger. Great expectations +seemed to be justified by the fact that nearly every policeman saluted +her and smiled so pleasantly and so pleasedly that the smile lingered +after she was far past. + +Forbes noted, too, that the people she bowed to in other cars or on the +sidewalk seemed to be important people, and yet to be proud when her hat +gave a little wren-like nod in their directions. + +At Fifty-first Street, in front of the affable gray Cathedral, there was +a long and democratic delay while a contemptuous teamster, perched atop +a huge steel girder, drove six haughty stallions across the Avenue; +drove them slowly, and puffed deliberate smoke in the face of the +impatient aristocracy. + +Here a dismounted mounted policeman paced up and down, followed by a +demure horse with kindly eyes. This officer paused to pass the time of +day with the mysterious woman, and the horse put his nose into the car +and accepted a caress from her little gloved hand. Again Forbes heard +her voice: + +"You poor old dear, I wish I had a lump of sugar." + +It was to the horse that she spoke, but the officer answered: + +"The sight of you, ma'am, is enough for um." + +Evidently he came from where most policemen come from. The lady laughed +again. She was evidently not afraid of a compliment. But the policeman +was. He blushed and stammered: + +"I beg your pairdon, Miss--" + +He gulped the name and motioned the traffic forward. Forbes was +congratulating himself that at least she was not "Mrs." Somebody, and +his interest redoubled just as the young woman leaned forward to speak +to her chauffeur. She had plainly seen that there was a policeless space +ahead of her, for the driver put on such speed that he soon left Forbes +and his stage far in the rear. + +Forbes, seeing his prey escaping, made a mental note of the number of +her car, "48150, N. Y. 1913." + +He had read how the police traced fugitive motorists by their numerals, +and he vowed to use the records for his own purposes. He must know who +she was and how she looked. Meanwhile he must not forget that +number--48150, N. Y. 1913--the mystic symbol on her chariot of +translation. + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +Helpless to pursue her with more than his gaze, Forbes watched from his +lofty perch how swiftly she fled northward. He could follow her car as +it thridded the unpoliced traffic by that dwindling bird-of-paradise +plume, that sphinxic riddle of a feathery question-mark. + +He mused indulgently upon her as she vanished: "She breaks the law like +all the rest when no one is there to stop her. She wheedles the police +with a smile, but behind their backs she burns up the road." + +Evidently there were narrow escapes from disaster. One or two +pedestrians leaped like kangaroos to escape her wheels. Once or twice +collisions with other cars were avoided by sharp swerves or abrupt +stops. + +The plume went very respectably across the Plaza, for policemen were +there on fixed post; but, once beyond, the feather diminished into +nothingness with the uncanny speed of a shooting-star. + +She was gone. And now he wondered whither she sped, and why. To what +tryst was she hastening at such dreadful pace, with such rash desire? He +felt almost a jealousy, at least an envy, of the one who waited at the +rendezvous. + +And then he felt alarm for her. Already she might have met disaster. Her +car might have crashed into some other--into a great steel-girder truck +like that that crossed the Avenue. She might even now be lying all +crumpled and shattered in a tangle of wreckage. + +That taunting white question-feather might be dabbled with red. The face +might be upturned to any man's view and every man's horror. He was +almost afraid to follow farther lest his curiosity be more than sated. + +His irresolution was solved for him. The stage was turning out of Fifth +Avenue, to cross over to Broadway and Riverside Drive. Forbes was not +done with this lane. He rose to leave the bus. It lurched and threw him +from bench to bench. He negotiated with difficulty the perilous descent, +clutched the hand-rail in time to save himself from pitching head first +to the street, clambered down the little stairway with ludicrous +awkwardness, stepped on solid asphalt with relief, and walked south. + +The press gradually thickened, and before long it was dense and viscid, +as if theater audiences were debouching at every corner. + +The stream was still almost entirely woman: beautiful woman at the side +of beautiful woman, or treading on her high heels; chains of womankind +like strings of beaded pearls, hordes of women, dressed in infinite +variations of the prevailing mode. They strode or dawdled, laughing, +smiling, bowing, whispering, or gazing into the windows of the shops. + +The panorama of windows was nearly as beautiful as the army of women. +The great show-cases, dressed with all expertness, were silently +proffering wares that would tempt an empress to extravagance. + +A few haberdashers displayed articles of strange gorgeousness for +men--shirt-patterns and scarves, bathrobes, waistcoats that rivaled +Joseph's; but mainly the bazars appealed to women or to the men who buy +things for women. + +The windows seemed to say: "How can you carry your beloved past my +riches, or go home to her without some of my delights?" "How fine she +would look in my folds!" "How well my diamonds would bedeck her hair or +her bosom! If you love her, get me for her!" "It is shameful of you to +pretend not to see me, or to confess to poverty! Couldn't you borrow +money somewhere to buy me? Couldn't you postpone the rent or some other +debt awhile? Perhaps I could be bought on credit." + +Show-windows and show-women were the whole cry. The women seemed to be +wearing the spoils of yesterday's pillage, and yet to yearn for +to-morrow's. Women gowned like manikins from one window gazed like +hungry paupers at another window's manikins. + +The richness of their apparel, the frankness of their allure were almost +frightful. They seemed themselves to be shop-windows offering their +graces for purchase or haughtily labeling themselves "sold." Young or +antique, they appeared to be setting themselves forth at their best, +their one business a traffic in admiration. + +"Look at me! Look at me!" they seemed to challenge, one after another. +"My face is old, but so is my family." "My body is fat, but so is my +husband's purse!" "I am not expensively gowned, but do I not wear my +clothes well?" "I am young and beautiful and superbly garbed, and I have +a rich husband." "I am only a little school-girl, but I am ready to be +admired, and my father buys me everything I want." "I am leading a life +of sin, but is not the result worth while?" "My husband is slaving +down-town to pay the bills for these togs, but are you not glad that I +did not wait till he could afford to dress me like this?" + +Lieutenant Forbes had been so long away from a metropolis, and had lived +in such rough countries, that he perhaps mistook the motives of the +women of New York, and their standards, underrated their virtues. Vice +may go unkempt and shabby, and a saint may take thought of her +appearance. Perhaps what he rated as boldness was only the calm of +innocence; what he read as a command to admire may have been only a +laudable ambition to make the best of one's gifts. + +But to Forbes there was an overpowering fleshliness in the display. It +reminded him of the alleged festivals of Babylon, where all the women +piously offered themselves to every passer-by and rated their success +with heaven by their prosperity with strangers. + +It seemed to him that the women of other places than New York must have +dressed as beautifully, but in an innocenter way. Here the women looked +not so much feminine as female. They appeared to be thinking amorous +thoughts. They deployed their bosoms with meaning; their very backs +conveyed messages. Their clothes were not garments, but banners. + +He had dwelt for years among half-clad barbarians, unashamed Igorrotes; +but these women looked nakeder than those. The more studiously they were +robed, the less they had on. + +A cynicism unusual to his warm and woman-worshiping soul crept into +Forbes' mind. He went along philosophizing: + +"All these women are paid for by men. For everything that every one of +these women wears some man has paid. Fathers, husbands, guardians, +keepers, dead or alive, have earned the price of all this pomp. + +"The men who pay for these things are not here: they are in their +offices or shops or at their tasks somewhere, building, producing; or in +their graves resting from their labors, while the spendthrift sex gads +abroad squandering and flaunting what it has wheedled. + +"What do the women give in return? They must pay something. What do they +pay?" + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +He brooded like a sneering Satan for a time upon the meaning of the +dress-parade, and then the glory of it overpowered him again. He felt +that it would be a hideous world without its luxuries. It was well, he +concluded, that men should dig for gold, dive for pearls, climb for +aigrets, penetrate the snows for furs, breed worms for silk, build +looms, and establish shops--all in order that the she half of the world +should bedeck itself. + +The scarlet woman on the beast, the pink girl with the box of +chocolates, the white matron, the widow in the most costly and becoming +weeds--they were all more important to the world than any other of man's +institutions, because they were pretty or beautiful or in some way +charming--as useless, yet as lovely as music or flowers or poetry. + +He was soon so overcrowded with impressions that he could not arrange +them in order. He could only respond to them. The individual traits of +this woman or that, swaggering afoot or reclining in her car, smote him. +Every one of them was a Lorelei singing to him from her fatal cliff, and +his heart turned from the next to the next like a little rudderless +boat. + +Each siren rescued him from the previous, but the incessant impacts upon +his senses rendered him to a glow of wholesale enthusiasm. He rejoiced +to be once more in New York. He began to wish to know some of these +women. + +It was apparent that many of them were ready enough to extend their +hospitality. Numbers of them--beautiful ones, too, and lavishly +adorned--had eyes like grappling-hooks. Their glances were invitations +so pressingly urged that they inspired opposition. They expressed +contempt in advance for a refusal. But men easily find strength to +resist such invitations and such contempt. + +It was not in these tavern-like hearts that Forbes would seek shelter. +He wanted to find some attractive, some decently difficult woman to make +friends with, make love to. He was heart-free, and impatient for +companionship. + +When a man is a soldier, an officer, and young, well-made and well-bred, +it is improbable that he will remain long without opportunity of +adventure. + +The woman of the bird-of-paradise feather was buried in Forbes' mind as +deeply as if a balcony full of matinee girls had collapsed upon her. +Forbes fell in love at first sight a hundred and fifty times on the +Avenue. Had he met any one of that cohort again under favoring auspices +he might have found in her arms the response he sought. It might have +brought him tragic unrest, or the sort of home comfort that makes no +history. + +Perhaps he did meet some of these potential sweethearts later; but if he +did, he could not remember them and he did not heed them, for he was by +then involved inextricably with the one he had hunted for and lost. + +When he found her he did not remember her any more than the others. She +impressed him as a woman of extreme fragility, yet she was to test his +strength to its utmost, his endurance, his courage, his readiness for +hazard. + +He had won a name among brave men for caution in approaching danger, for +bravery in the midst of it, and for agility in extricating himself from +ambush and trap. This most delicate lady was to teach him to be +reckless, foolhardy, maladroit. She would wear him out in the pursuit of +happiness and disgust him with his profession, with himself and her. +Under her tutelage he would run through scenes of splendor and scale the +heights of excitement. He would know beauty and pleasure and intrigue +and peril. He would know everything but repose, contentment, and peace. +He would love her and hate her, abhor her and adore her, be her greatest +friend and enemy, and she his. + +At his first meeting with her he pursued her without knowing who she was +and without overtaking her. And she, not knowing she was pursued, +unconsciously teased him by keeping just out of his reach and denying +him the glimpse of her face. + +Perhaps it would have been better for both if they had never come nearer +together than in that shadowy, that foreshadowing game of hide-and-seek +in the full sun among the throngs. + +Perhaps it was better that they should meet and endure the furnace of +emotions and superb experiences in gorgeous scenes. + +But, whether for better or worse, they did meet, and their souls engaged +in that grapple of mutual help and harm that we call love. + +The world heard much of them, as always, and inevitably misunderstood +and misjudged, ignoring what justified them, not seeing that their most +flippant moments were their most important and that when they seemed +most to sin they were clutching at their noblest crags of attainment. + +It is such fates as theirs that make the human soul cry aloud for a God +to give it understanding, to give it another chance in a better world. +The longing is so fierce that it sometimes becomes belief. But while we +wait for that higher court it is the province of story-tellers to play +at being juster judges than the popular juries are. + +Meanwhile Forbes was unsuspicious of the future, and unaware of nearly +everything except heart-fag and foot-weariness. + +When he returned to his hotel he was a tourist who has done too much +art-gallery. Fifth Avenue had been an ambulant Louvre of young +mistresses, not of old masters. + +He crept into a tub of water as hot as he could endure, and simmered +there, smoking the ache out of him, and imagining himself as rich as +Haroun al Raschid, instead of a poor subaltern in a hard-worked little +army, with only his pay and a small sum that he had saved, mainly +because he had been detailed to regions where there was almost nothing +fit to buy. + +The price of his room at the hotel had staggered him, but he charged it +off to a well-earned holiday and pretended that he was a millionaire. He +rose from the steaming pool and turned an icy shower on himself with +shuddering exhilaration. His blood leaped as at a bugle-call, a reveille +to life. + +He heard the city shouting up to his windows, and he began to fling on +his clothes. And then he realized that he knew nobody among those +roaring millions. He cursed his luck and flung into his bathrobe. As he +knotted the rope he felt that he might as well be a cowled and +cloistered monk in a desert as his friendless self in this wilderness of +luxury. + +Happiness was bound to elude him as easily as that woman of the white +query-plume eluded him when he in his ten-cent bus pursued her in her +five-thousand-dollar landaulet. All he had of her was the back of her +hat and the number of her car--N. Y. 41508. Or was it N. Y. 85140, +or--what the devil was the number? + +He had not brought away even that! + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +Nothing can be lonelier than a room in even a best hotel when one is +lonesome and when one's window looks out upon crowds. Forbes had pitched +his tent at the Knickerbocker, and his view was of Longacre Square. + +The Times Building stood aloft, a huddled giraffe of a building. A +fierce wind spiraled round it and played havoc with dignity. It was an +ill-mannered bumpkin wind from out of town with a rural sense of humor. +Women pressed forward into the gale, bending double and struggling with +their tormented hats and writhing skirts. Some of the men seemed to find +them an attractive spectacle till they felt their own hats caught up and +kited to the level of the fourth and fifth windows. + +A flock of newsboys, as brisk as sparrows, drove a hustling trade in +recovering hats for men who were ashamed of bare heads as of a +nakedness. The gamins darted among the street-cars and automobiles, +risking their lives for dimes as sparrows for corn, and escaping death +as miraculously. + +At the western end of Forty-second Street stood a space of sunset like a +scarlet canvas on exhibition. Then swift clouds erased it, and gusts of +rain went across the town in volleys of shrapnel, clearing the streets +of a mob. Everybody made for the nearest shelter. + +The onset ended as quickly as it began. The stars were in the sky as +suddenly as if some one had turned on an electric switch. On the +pavements, black with wet and night, the reflected electric lights +trickled. All the pavements had a look of patent leather. + +Forbes sat in the dark room in an arm-chair and muffled his bathrobe +about him, watching the electric signs working like solemn acrobats--the +girl that skipped the rope, the baby that laughed and cried, the woman +that danced on the wire, the skidless tire in the rain, the great sibyl +face that winked and advised chewing-gum as a panacea, the kitten that +tangled itself in thread, the siphons that filled the glasses--all the +automatic electric voices shouting words of light. + +Forbes wanted to be among the crowds again. He could not tolerate +solitude. He resolved to go forth. It inspired him with pride to put on +his evening clothes. While he dressed he sent his silk hat to be ironed +by the hotel valet. It came back an ebon crown. + +He set it on his head, tapped the top of it smartly, swaggered to the +elevator, bowed to the matronly floor clerk as to a queen, went down to +the main dining-room, and tried to look at least a duke. He was glad to +be in full dress, for the other people were. The head waiter greeted him +with respect and handed him the bill of fare with expectation. + +He ordered more than he had appetite for, and tried not to blanch at the +prices. + +The flowers, the shaded candles, the tapestries, the china and the glass +and silver, the impassioned violinist leading the sonorous orchestra, +all gave him that sense of royalty from which money is most easily +wooed. But the cordiality of the thing was fascinating. The whole city +seemed to be attending a great reception. New York was giving a party. + +And now, indeed, he was in New York again--in it, yet not of it; a poor +relation at the wedding feast. He lingered at his solitary banquet like +a boy sent away from the table and forced to eat by himself. His +extrusion seemed to be a punishment for not being rich. But while his +funds held out to burn he would pretend. + +The room emptied rapidly as the hour for opera and theater arrived. But +he lingered, not knowing where to go. He pretended to be in no hurry. He +had, indeed, more leisure than he enjoyed. Still he sat smoking and +protracting his coffee, and haughtily playing that he was not starving +for companionship. + +When almost the last couple was gone he realized that he faced an +evening of dismal solitude. He realized also that a number of +kind-thoughted gentlemen had erected large structures for the +entertainment of lonely people and had engaged numbers of gifted persons +to enact stories for their diversion. + +He called for his account, paid it with a large bill, and ignored the +residue with a ruinous lifting of the brows as he accepted a light for +his exotic cigar. + +He helped to put false ideas in the hat-boy's head with the price he +paid for the brief storage of his hat and coat and stick. He sauntered +to the news-stand with the gracious stateliness of a czarevitch +incognito, and asked the Tyson agent: + +"What's a good play to see?" + +The man named over the reigning successes, and some of their titles fell +strangely pat with Forbes' humor: + +"Romance," "The Poor Little Rich Girl," "Oh, Oh, Delphine!" "Peg o' My +Heart," "The Lady of the Slipper," "The Sunshine Girl." + +"They're mostly about girls," Forbes smiled. + +"They mostly always are," the agent grinned. "But there's others: +'Within the Law,' 'The Argyle Case,' 'The Five Frankfurters,' 'Years of +Discretion.'" + +"I reckon I'd better see 'Within the Law.' I've heard a good deal about +that." + +"I guess you have. It's been a sell-out for months." + +"Can't I get in?" + +"I'm afraid not. How many are you?" + +"One." + +"One? Let me see. Here's a pair ordered by a party that hasn't called +for them. Could you use them both?" + +"I could put my overcoat in one seat," Forbes groaned, at this added +irony in his loneliness and penuriousness. + +"I'd split the pair, but it's too late to sell the other one." + +"I'll take both." Forbes sighed and waved a handsome five-dollar bill +farewell. + +The boy who twirled the squirrel-cage door told him that the theater was +just down the street, and received a lavish fee for the information. +Forbes was soon in the lobby, but the first act was almost finished. +Rather than disturb the people already seated, he stood at the back, +leaning over the rail. He thrilled instantly to the speech of the +shop-girl sentenced to the penitentiary for a theft she was not guilty +of, and warning the proprietor that she would amply revenge herself when +she came back down the river. At the height of the outcry of militant +innocence Forbes heard the susurrus of robes and turned to see a small +group of later comers than himself. + +At the head went something that he judged to be a woman, though all he +saw was a towering head-dress, a heap of elaborately coiffed hair, a +wreath of mist, an indescribably exquisite opera-cloak shimmering down +to an under-cascade of satin. + +This tower of fabrics went along as if it were carried on a pole, and +Forbes could see no semblance of human shape or stride inside it. But he +judged that it contained a personality, for it paused to listen to +something another pile of fabrics said to it, and from both came a +snicker--or was it only a frou-frou of garments? In any case, it angered +the part of the audience adjacent. The group went down the side-aisle, +up a few steps to the little space behind the box. + +From where he stood Forbes could see the usher helping them lay off +their wraps. They showed no anxiety to catch the remainder of the act, +but stood gossiping while the frantic usher waited, not daring to +reprimand them, yet dreading the noise of their incursion. + +[Illustration: AND NOW DESIGN EMERGED, A WOMAN STOOD REVEALED] + +Forbes watched one of the clothes-horses stripped of its encumbrances. + +From somewhere in the chaos two long-gloved arms came up; they were +strangely shapely; they made motions like swan's necks dipping into +water-lilies. A garland of fog came away, and a head on a throat +appeared, a bust set upon a heap of drapery. Then the opera-cloak +slipped off into the usher's hands. And now design emerged, a woman +stood revealed. The head and throat were seen to be attached to a scroll +of shoulders, and a figure like a column rose from the floor--strangely +columnar it was, and so slender that there was merely the slightest +inslope of waist, merely the slightest entasis at the hips. + +In other periods only portions of the human outline have been followed +by the costume. The natural lines have been broken, perverted, and +caricatured by balloon sleeves, huge farthingales, or paniers like a +jennet's pack-saddles, the incredible Botocudo ideal of the bustle, +corsets like hour-glasses, concentric hoops about the legs, with +pantalets coquetting inanely at the ankles--the almost impossible facts +of fashion. + +Just then the costume was hardly more of a disguise than the gold or +bronze powder smeared on by those who pose as statues at the +vaudevilles. Inside their outer wraps women were rather wall-papering +themselves than draping their forms. It was saner so, and decenter, too, +perhaps. + +And yet Forbes stared at this woman as Adam must have stared at Eve when +the scales were off his eyes. Even her hair was almost all her own, and +it was coiled and parted with simple grace. Her head-dress was something +bizarre--not a tiara of diamonds, but a black crest with a pearl or two +studding it--the iridescent breast of a lyre-bird it was, though he did +not know. A cord of pearls was flung around her throat. At the peak of +each shoulder her gown began, but the two elements did not conjoin till +just in time above the breast, and just a little too late at the back. + +The fabric clung lovingly to the loins, thighs, and calves, so closely +that an inverted V must be cut between the ankles to make walking +possible at all. There was a train of a fish-tail sort, a little +twitching afterthought. And so this woman-shape came forth from a +shapelessness as Aphrodite from the sea-foam. + +Forbes was so startled that he felt all the chagrin of one who is caught +staring at a woman just returned from the surf in a wet bathing-suit. He +shifted his eyes from her. When he looked back she had vanished into the +crimson cavern of the box. + +The other women followed her, and the men them. They seated themselves +just as the curtain fell. + +And now Forbes felt at liberty to go to his own seat, found an usher to +pilot him down the aisle. He bowed and murmured "Beg pardon" and "Thank +you" to each of those who shoved back awkwardly and wonderingly to let +him in. He felt like explaining to them that he had not just arrived, +and that he really was not so foolish or so dilatory as he looked. He +put his overcoat in his extra seat and studied his program. + +A voice that should have reminded him of the landaulet, but did not, +caught his ear and led his eyes to the box. He was not far from the late +arrivals. + +They were attracting a deal of attention from the audience, and paying +it none. The loudness of their speech and their laughter would have +shocked him in a crowd of farmers. Coming from people of evident wealth +and familiarity with town customs, it astounded him. + +He had not yet seen the face of the woman of whom he had seen so much +else. She was talking to a man in the interior of the box. Her back was +turned to the house. + +It never occurred to Forbes that it might be the same back he had +followed up the Avenue. How could he have told? + +That back was clothed and cloaked, and even that famous left arm was +sleeved. These shoulder-sheaths, not blades, were so astoundingly bare +that he felt ashamed to look at them. Their proprietress was evidently +not ashamed to submit them for public inspection. One might not approve +her boldness, but one could hardly fail to approve her shoulders. When +she moved or shrugged or laughed or turned to speak, their exquisite +integument creased and rippled like shaken cream. + +At length the footlights went up, the curtain went up. The three women +aligned themselves in profile along the rail as if they were seated on +unseen horses. The men were mere silhouettes in the background. + +The bulk of the audience was in darkness; but the people in the boxes +were illumined with a light reflected from the scenery, and it warmed +them like a dawn glowing upon peaks of snow. + +And now, at last, Forbes saw the face he had watched for with such +impatience. It did not disappoint him. At first she gave him only the +profile; but that magic light of stage-craft was upon it, and once she +turned her head and cast a slow, vague look along the shadowy valley of +the audience. She could not have seen him, but he saw her and found her +so beautiful, so bewitchingly beautiful and desirable, that he caught +his breath with a stitch of pain, an ache of admiration. + +Just a moment her eyes dreamed across the gloom, and she turned back to +watch the stage. It was like a parting after a tryst. Then she broke the +spell with a sudden throe of laughter. The little shoplifter and +blackmailer on the stage was describing her efforts to learn the ways of +society, the technique of pouring tea and pretending to like it. She +swore, and the audience roared. Formerly an actor could always get a +laugh by saying "damn." Now it must be a woman that swears. + +Jarred back to reasonableness by the shock of laughter, Forbes looked +again to the box to see what manner of women this woman went with. One +of them was tiny but quite perfect. She had the face of a debutante +under the white hair of a matron. If her age were betrayed by her neck, +the dog-collar of pearls concealed the ravage. She sat exceedingly erect +and seemed to be cold and haughty till another splurge of slang from the +shoplifter provoked her to a laugh that was like a child's. + +The other woman laughed, too, laughed large and wide. She was beautiful, +too, a Rubens ideal, drawn in liberal rotundities--cheeks, chin, throat, +bust, hips. No Cubist could have painted her, for she was like a cluster +of soap-bubbles. Her face was a great baby's. + +The men were almost invisible, mere cut-outs in black and white. + +None of them had the jaded look of boredom that Forbes supposed to be +the chief characteristic of New York wealth. They were as eager and +irrepressible as a box-load of children fighting over a bag of peanuts +at a circus. + +One of the men leaned forward and whispered something; all the women +turned to hear. They forgot the play, though the situation was critical. +They chattered and laughed so audibly that the audience grew restive; +the people on the stage looked to be distressed. + +Forbes was astonished at such bad manners from such beautiful people. He +wondered how the play could go on. He had heard of actors stepping out +of the picture to rebuke such disturbers of the peace. He expected such +an encounter now. + +Then somebody in the audience hissed. Somebody called distinctly, "Shut +up!" The group turned in surprise, and received another hiss in the +face. Silence and shame quieted it instanter. The women blushed like +grown girls threatened with a spanking. Tremendous blushes ran all down +their crimson backs. + +Forbes could see that they wanted to run. A kind of pluck held them. +They pretended to toss their heads with contempt, but the mob had cowed +them so completely that Forbes felt sorry for them--especially for her. +She was too pretty for a public humiliation. + +When the curtain fell on the second act Forbes saw one of the men in the +box rise and leave along the side-aisle. Forbes knew the man. His name +was Ten Eyck--Murray Ten Eyck. + +Forbes dreaded to repeat that voyage through the strait between knees +and seat-backs; but he had seen at last a man he knew. And the man he +knew knew the woman he wanted to know. + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +The women he passed glared hatpins at Forbes and groaned as they rose +and hunched back to let him by. They clutched at the wraps he +disarranged. He rumpled one elaborate hat stuck in the back of a seat, +and one silk tie that had fallen out of the wire rack he kicked under +the row ahead. He had an impulse to go after it; but when he realized +the postures and scrambles it would involve, it was too horrible an +ordeal. He pretended not to have noticed, and pressed onward. + +None was so indignant as the man who had similarly climbed out for a +drink the _entr'acte_ before. Forbes knew it was a drink he had gone out +for the moment he passed him. Forbes was not going out for a drink, but +for important information. + +He apologized meekly, yet continued on his course. By the time he was in +the open Ten Eyck had disappeared. He was not in the lobby, nor among +the men smoking on the sidewalk or dashing across the street to one of +the cafes where coffee could not be obtained. Forbes found his man at +last in the smoking-room below-stairs. + +He was puffing a cigarette, and met Forbes' eager glance with such blank +indifference that Forbes' words of greeting stopped in his throat. + +To explain his presence in the smoking-room Forbes lighted a cigar, +though he knew that he could have but a few puffs of it. And it was such +a good cigar! There can only be so many good cigars in the world. + +The two men paced back and forth on crisscrossing paths as violently +oblivious of each other as the two traditional Englishmen who were cast +away on the same desert island and had never been introduced. + +It was not till Murray Ten Eyck flung down his cigarette and made to +leave that Forbes mustered courage enough to speak, in his Virginian +voice: + +"Pardon me, suh, but aren't you Mr. Mu'y Ten Eyck?" + +"Yes," said Ten Eyck--simply that, and nothing more. + +Forbes, nonplussed at the abrupt brevity of the answer, tried again: + +"I reckon you don't remember me." + +Ten Eyck showed a hint of interest. If he were a snob he blamed it on +his own weaknesses. + +"I seem to, but--well, I'm simply putrid at names and faces. A man +pulled me out of the surf at Palm Beach last winter--I had a cramp, you +know. I cut him dead two weeks later. When I knew what I had done I +wished he had let me drown. So don't mind me if I don't remember you. +Who are you? Did you ever save my life? Where was it we met?" + +"It was in Manila. You were--" + +"Oh, God bless me! You're Harvey Forbes--well, I'll be--" He reversed +the prayer. "Of course it's you." He was cordial enough now as he +clapped both hands on Forbes' shoulders. "But how the hell was I to know +you all dolled up like this? I used to see you in uniform with cap and +bronze buttons and sword and puttees. You were a lieutenant then. I dare +say you're a colonel by now, what?" Forbes shook his head. "No? Well, +you ought to be. You did save my life out in that Godforsaken hole. And +now you're here! Well, I'll be--Let's have a drink." + +"No, thank you!" + +"Yes, thank you!" He hurried Forbes up the stairs, out into the street, +and into a peacock-rivaling cafe. With one foot on the rail, one elbow +on the bar, and one elbow crooked upward, they toasted each other in a +hearty "How!" Then, with libations tossed inward, the old friendship was +consecrated anew. + +"Tell me," said Ten Eyck, "are you alone--or with somebody? Don't answer +if it will incriminate you." + +"No such luck," groaned Forbes. "I'm alone, a castaway on this deserted +island." + +"Well, I'm the little rescuing party. How long you here for?" + +"I don't know. I was ordered to Governor's Island. I don't have to +report for a week, so I thought I'd have a look at New York." + +"That won't take you long. There's nothing going on, and nobody in +town." + +Forbes remembered the crowds he had seen, and smiled. "I saw three ve'y +charming ladies in that party of yours." + +"Glad you like 'em. Come and meet 'em." + +"Perhaps one of them is your wife. Are you ma'ied yet?" + +"Not yet. Not while I have my health and strength." + +"I'm right glad to hear it. I was beginning to feel afraid that you had +ma'ied that wonderful one." + +Ten Eyck shook his head and laughed. + +"Who? Me? Me marry Persis Cabot?" + +"Is that her name? Well, why not?" + +"If you only knew her you wouldn't ask why. I'm not a millionaire." + +"She doesn't look mercenary." + +"She's not. Money is nothing to her; she doesn't know what it means; she +just tosses it away. She's like a yacht. You think it costs a lot to +buy, but wait till you count the upkeep. Persis is a corker. She's a +fine girl to play with. But you must promise not to marry her." + +"I promise." + +"Fine! Come along." As they climbed the stairs Ten Eyck was saying: "I +hate an obligation like poison. Always want to pay back a mean turn or +a good one. You made a devil of a hit with me, Forbesy, out in Manila +there, when I was blue and sick and a million miles from home. I suppose +there's nothing makes a hit with a man like calling on him when he's +sick. You got your hooks on me that way, and I'm yours to boss around. +I'll put you up at a lot of clubs and trot you about till you flash the +S. O. S. That is, if you want that sort of thing. Maybe you want to be +let alone. If you do, you can kick me out whenever I'm in the way." + +Forbes denied any inclination to solitude. When they reached the head of +the aisle to the box he paused. He had the Southern idea of ceremonial +courtesy, and he suggested that Ten Eyck had better ask the permission +of the ladies before he introduced a stranger. Forbes had the rare knack +of using the word "lady" without an effect of middle class. + +And he had never forgotten what Ten Eyck had said to him once: "I love +the extremes of society. I can get along with the highest, and I dote on +the lowest, but God, how I loathe a middle-class soul." + +Ten Eyck waived Forbes' scruples, dragged him to the box, and presented +him to the women and the two other men. Forbes was too much perturbed to +catch a single name. Even the last name of Persis escaped both his +memory and his attention. + +Ten Eyck gave Forbes a glowing advertisement as a brilliant soldier and +a life-saver, and offered him his own chair next to Persis. + +She had answered his low bow of homage with nothing more than a +wren-like nod and half a hint of a smile. + +Ten Eyck threw Forbes into confusion by saying: + +"You'll have to do better than that, old girl. Mr. Forbes not only +rescued me from the depths, but he told me you were the most beautiful +thing he ever saw on earth." + +Persis smiled a little more cordially and murmured: + +"That's very nice of him." + +She was evidently so used to bouquets in the face that they neither +offended nor excited her. But Miss--or was it Mrs?--anyway, the plump +woman interposed: + +"He must have been referring to me. My mirror tells me I am fatally +beautiful, and God knows there's more of me than of anybody else on +earth." + +Forbes was in a dilemma. He had not made the comment ascribed to him, +yet he could hardly deny it. Nor could he deny the plump lady's claim to +the praise. He simply flushed and smiled benignly on everybody. + +Fortunately, the lights sank just then, and the curtain went up with a +sound like a great "Hush!" The party, having been once rebuked, fell +into silence. Forbes rose to return to his own seat, but Ten Eyck, +standing back of him, pressed him into his chair with powerful hands. + +He stayed put. But the play no longer held him. He could think only of +one thing. He was posted at the side of this creature who had fascinated +him from afar and terrified him anear, and whose last name he did not +yet know. + +The lesson of the previous act was not long remembered by the +irrepressibles. One of the men, a queer little fellow he was, whispered +a comment to Persis. She laughed and answered it. The other women had to +be told. They giggled. Their voices gradually rose in pitch and volume. + +When the thief in the play shot the stool-pigeon with a silencered +revolver a man seated below the box was overheard to say: + +"I wish somebody would invent a silencer for box-parties." + +Again there were almost audible stares of reproach from the audience, +and quietude settled down once more like a pall. At the end of this act +again Forbes rose to go, but Ten Eyck checked him again. + +"What you doing after the play?" + +"Nothing." + +"Come turkey-trotting with us." + +"Turkey-trotting!" Forbes gasped. "Do nice people--" + +"We're not nice people," said Persis, "but we do." + +"It's all we do do," said the lady of the embonpoint, whose first name +by now he had gleaned as Winifred. + +Forbes was surprised to hear himself speaking as if to old acquaintance. +"When I was in San Francisco, six years or so ago, slumming parties were +taking it up along the 'Barbary Coast.' And on my way East just now I +read an editorial about its rage in New York, but I didn't believe it." + +"It's awful," said the little man. "People have gone stark mad over it. +The mayor ought to stop it." + +"Oh, Willie, don't be a prude," said Persis. "You know it's healthier +than playing bridge all day and all night." + +"And much less expensive," said the white-haired one. + +"It's sickening," Willie insisted. "It's unfit for a decent woman." + +"Thanks!" said Persis, with a tone of zinc. + +The little man made haste with an apology. "I don't mean you, my dear, +of course; you dance it harmlessly enough; but--well, I don't like to +see you at it, that's all." + +"Your own mother is learning it," said Winifred. + +"Oh, mother!" Willie gasped. "I gave her up long ago." + +Ten Eyck intervened. Forbes remembered now that he was always +intervening between extremists in the club quarrels in Manila. + +"What difference does it make?" he said. "All dancing is impure to some +people. The waltz and polka used to be considered bad enough to get you +kicked out of the churches. The turkey-trot is only vulgar when vulgar +people dance it, and they'd be vulgar anyway, anywhere. The trot has set +people to jigging again. That's one good, wholesome thing. For several +years you couldn't get people to dance at all. Now they're at it +morning, noon, and night." + +"The police ought to stop it, I tell you," Willie insisted, with a +peevishness that was like a dash of vinegar. "I hate to see it." + +"Then don't come along, my dear," Persis answered, with a glint of +temper. + +Forbes did not like that "my dear." It might mean nothing, but it might +mean everything. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +When the final curtain came down like a guillotine on the play there was +a general uprising, a sort of slow panic to escape from this finished +place and move on to the next event--by street-car to a welsh rabbit in +a kitchenette, or by motor to a restaurant of pretense. + +Everybody being in haste, everybody went slowly. Forbes retrieved his +hat and overcoat after a ferocious struggle. In the lazy ooze-out of the +crowd he was gradually shunted to the side of Persis, and willing enough +to be there, proud to be there. He walked a little more militarily than +he usually did in civilian's. + +He heard people whispering with a shrillness that Persis had evidently +grown accustomed to, for she could not have helped hearing, yet showed +no sign. And now Forbes recaptured her last name, and it was familiar to +him, little as he knew of social chronicles. + +"Look! That's Persis Cabot," said one. "There's the Cabot girl you read +so much about," said another. "She's got a sister who's a Countess or +Marquise, or something." Then Forbes learned by roundabout the last name +of Willie, and learned it with alarm from two of the sharpest +whisperers: + +"That's Willie Enslee with her, I suppose." + +"I guess so." + +"Don't see why they call that big fellow Little Willie." + +"Just a joke, I guess." + +"They say he's worth twenty million dollars." + +"He looks it." + +At any other time it would have amused Forbes immensely to be called so +far out of his name and to receive twenty million dollars by +acclamation. + +But now he could only busy himself with deductions: why did they assume +that any man who was with Persis Cabot was sure to be Willie Enslee? +Could it mean--what else could it mean? + +He glanced around to take another look at Willie Enslee. Now that he +knew him for what he was, the situation was intolerable. Marry this +dream of beauty to that cartoon, that grotesque who came hardly to her +shoulder! + +His glance had showed him that the men and women they had passed were +looking up and down Persis' back like appraising dry-goods merchants or +plagiarizing dressmakers. When he turned his head forward he saw that +the women in front were inspecting her with even more brazen curiosity. +It astounded Forbes to see such well-dressed people behaving so +peasantly. But Persis seemed as oblivious of their study as if they were +painted heads on a fresco. Forbes, however, flushed when their eyes +turned to him, because he felt that they were saying, "That must be +Willie Enslee," and "Why do they call that big thing Little Willie?" + +Meanwhile Little Willie himself was handing the attendant at the +switchboard a punctured carriage check, with which to flash the number +on the sign outside. + +There was a long wait for their own car, while motor after motor slid up +and slid away as soon as its number had been bawled and its cargo had +detached itself from the waiting huddle. + +After the close, warm theater Forbes flinched at the edged night wind +coming from the river. With the caution of an athlete he turned up his +collar and buttoned his overcoat over his chest. But Persis stood with +throat and bosom naked to the wind, and to all those staring eyes, and +never thought to gather about her even the flimsy aureole of chiffon +that took the place of a scarf. And equally unafraid and unashamed +stood Winifred and Mrs. Neff. (He had collected her name, too, during +the conversation that flourished throughout the last act.) + +At length the footman, who had howled out other people's numbers, held +up a timid finger and murmured, awesomely, "Mr. Enslee?" + +The limousine, whose door he opened, was by no means the handsomest of +the line. Enslee was evidently rich enough to afford a shabby car. The +three women bent their heads and entered with difficulty, their tight +skirts sliding to their knees as they clambered in. + +There was a great ado over the problem of room. Every man offered to +walk or take a taxi. Ten Eyck made sure that Forbes should not be +omitted. Ignoring his protests, he bundled him into one of the little +extra seats and crawled in after him. The huge third man (still +anonymous and taciturn) next inserted his bulk--a large cork in a small +bottle. + +Willie put his head in to ask: + +"Where d'you want to go, Persis?" + +"Trotting, of course," came from the crowded depths. + +"But I don't think--" + +"Then take me home and go to the devil." + +"We'll trot," sighed Willie. He spoke to the chauffeur dolefully, then +appeared at the door to wail helplessly: + +"There seems to be no room for me." + +"You're only the host," said Winifred. "Hop on behind." + +"You can sit on my lap," said Ten Eyck. + +And as that was the only vacant space, the big man lifted him up and set +him there. The footman, reassured by the tip in his hand, grinned at the +spectacle and laughed, as he closed the door: "Is you all in?" + +Seven persons were packed where there was hardly space for five; but +Forbes noted that they were as informal and good-natured as yokels on a +hay-ride. All except Willie, and his distress was not because of the +crowd. + +The car had no more than left the theater when Mrs. Neff was groaning: + +"A cigarette, somebody, quick--before I faint!" + +Winifred by a mighty twisting produced a concaved golden case and +snapped it open, only to gasp: + +"Empty! My God, it's empty!" + +Persis saved the day. "I have some. Give us a light, Willie. There's a +dear." + +As usual, Willie had a counter-idea. + +"But, Persis, don't you think you could wait till--" + +Her only answer was, "Murray, give me a light." + +Ten Eyck called out, "Right-o, milydy, if Bob will hold our little +hostlet half a mo." And he deposited Willie in the arms of the big man +while he fumbled in his waistcoat for a book of matches and passed it +back into the dark. "'Ere you are, your lydyship." He was forever +talking in some dialect or other. + +But Persis gave him her cigarette and pleaded: "It's so conspicuous +holding a match to your face on Broadway. Light mine for me, Murray." + +"It's highly unsanitary," said Ten Eyck; "but if you don't mind I don't. +I fancy these cigarettes of yours would choke any self-respecting +microbe to death." + +Ten Eyck kindled her cigarette as delicately as he could and handed it +to her. The same service he performed for the other eager women, and the +three were soon puffing the close compartment so full of smoke that the +men felt no need of burning tobacco of their own. + +When a particularly bright glare swept into the car from the street the +women made a pretense of hiding their cigarettes; but it was an +ostrich-like concealment, and Forbes could see other women in other cabs +similarly engaged. During his absence smoking had evidently become +almost as commonplace among the women as among the men. + +Forbes, cramped of leg and choked of lung, was wondering at his presence +here. It was a far cry from Manila. He had never dreamed when he showed +an ordinary human interest in the melancholy Ten Eyck, fallen ill there +on a jaunt around the world, that his courtesy in the wilderness would +be repaid with usury in the metropolis. Nor had he learned from Ten +Eyck's unobtrusive manner that he was a familiar figure in the halls of +the mighty. Forbes had cast an idle crust on the waters, and lo, it +returned as a frosted birthday cake! + +He had come to town at noon a lonely stranger, and before midnight he +was literally in the lap of beauty and chumming with wealth and +aristocracy in their most intimate mood. + +The sidewalks outside were packed with theater crowds till they spilled +over at the curbs, and the streets were filled with all sorts of +vehicles till they threatened the sidewalks. Guiding a car there was +like shooting a rapids full of logs in a lumber-drive, but Enslee's man +was an expert charioteer. + +Suddenly they whirled off Broadway, and, describing a short curve, came +to a stop. A footman opened the door, but nobody moved. + +Ten Eyck said: "The problem now is how do we get out. I'm so mixed up +with somebody, I don't know my own legs." Like a wise man of Gotham, he +jabbed his thumb into the mixture, and asked, "Are those mine?" + +"No, they are not!" said Winifred. + +Willie was lowered ashore first. Bob What's-his-name bulged through +next, then Ten Eyck, then Forbes. Ten Eyck dropped into the gutter the +three lighted cigarettes that had been hastily pressed into his hand, +and turned to help the women out. + +Forbes, wondering where they were, looked up and read with difficulty a +great sign in vertical electric letters, "Reisenweber's." + +Willie told his chauffeur to wait, and the car drew down the street to +make room for a long queue of other cars. Ten Eyck led the flock into a +narrow hall, and filled the small elevator with as many as could get in. +He included Forbes with the three women, and remained behind with Willie +and Bob. + +Crowded into the same space were two young girls, very pretty till they +spoke, and then so plebeian that their own beauty seemed to flee +affrighted. The blonde seraph was chanting amid her chewing-gum: + +"He says to me, 'If you was a lady you wouldn't 'a' drank with a party +you never sor before,' and I come back at him, 'If you was a gempmum +you'd 'a' came across with the price of a pint when you seen I was dyin' +of thoist.'" + +And the brunette answered: "You can't put no trust in them kind of +Johns. Besides, he tangoes like he had two left feet." + +Forbes was uneasy till Persis whispered, "Don't you just love them?" +Then a door opened and they debarked into a crowded anteroom. While they +waited for the car to descend and rise again with the rest of the party +the women gave their wraps to a maid, and Forbes delivered his coat and +hat and stick across a counter to a hat-boy. + +When Ten Eyck, Willie, and Bob appeared and had checked their things the +seven climbed a crowded staircase into an atmosphere riotous with +chatter and dance-music of a peculiarly rowdy rhythm. + +But they could only hear and feel the throb of it. They could not see +the dancers, so thick a crowd was ahead of them. + +A head waiter appeared, and, curt as he was with the rest of the mob, he +was pitifully regretful at losing Mr. Enslee, who had failed to reserve +a table and who would not wait. + +It was disgusting to slink back down the stairs, regain the wraps and +coats and hats, and make two elevator-loads again. Willie alone was +cheerful. + +"Now, maybe you'll go to the Plaza or some place and have a human +supper." + +"I'm going to have a trot and a tango if I have to hunt the town over," +said Persis. + +Willie gnashed his teeth, but had the car recalled, and asked her where +she would go. + +"Let's try the Beaux Arts," she said; and they huddled together once +more. + +"It's too bad we were thrown out of Reisenweber's," Winifred pouted. "I +was dying to see Francois dance and have a dance with him." + +Forbes felt well enough acquainted by now to ask: "Pardon my ignorance, +but who is Francois?" + +"Oh, he's a love of a French lad," said Winifred. "Everybody's mad over +him. I used to see him in Paris dancing between the tables at the Cafe +de Paris or the Pre-Catalan with some girl or other. Then somebody +brought him over here for a musical comedy, and he's been on the crest +of the wave ever since." + +"They say he's getting rich dancing in theaters and restaurants and +giving lessons at twenty-five per." + +"Somebody was telling me he actually makes fifteen hundred to two +thousand dollars a week," said Mrs. Neff. + +"If I had that much, would you marry me, Persis?" said Ten Eyck. + +"In a minute," said Persis. "We might earn it ourselves. You dance as +well as he does, and you could practise whirling me round your neck." + +"Then we're engaged," said Ten Eyck. + +"It's outrageous!" said Willie. "That fellow with an income equal to +five per cent. on a couple of million dollars." + +"What you kicking about, Willie?" said Winifred. "You get several times +as much, and you never lifted hand or foot in your life." + +"But Willie's father did," said Mrs. Neff. "He killed himself working." + +"Willie has it much better arranged," said Bob. "Instead of Willie +working for money he has the money working for him." + +"It works while he sleeps," said Winifred. + +Forbes was thinking gloomily in the gloom of the car. This dancer, this +mountebank, Francois, was earning as much in a week as the government +paid him in a year, after all his training, his campaigning, his +readiness to take up his residence or lay down his life wherever he was +told to. + +Then he compared his income with Willie Enslee's. Enslee did not even +dance for his supper, yet into his banks gold rained where pennies +dribbled into Forbes' meager purse. And it was not a precarious salary +such as dancers and soldiers earned by their toil; it was the mere sweat +from great slumbering masses of treasure. + +Forbes felt no longer an exultance at falling in with these people. He +felt ashamed of himself. He was no more a part of the company he kept +than a gnat on an ox or a flea caught up in the ermine of a king. The +air grew oppressive. He felt like a tenement waif patronized for a +moment on a whim, and likely to be tossed back to his poverty at any +moment. He wanted to get out before he was put out. The very luxuries +that enthralled him at first were intolerable now. The perfume of the +women and their flowers lost its savor. Their graces had gone. They were +all elbows and knees. He suffocated as in a black hole of Calcutta. + +When a footman at the Cafe des Beaux Arts wrenched the door open and let +the cool air in, it was welcome. Forbes moved to escape. But he was kept +prisoner while Bob was sent as an avant courier. He returned with the +bad news that he was unable even to reach a head waiter. + +The car nosed round, turned with difficulty, and went to Bustanoby's. It +was the same story here. + +"New York's gone mad, I tell you!" Willie raved. "And nobody is as crazy +as we are. To think of us going about like a gang of beggars pleading +to be taken in and allowed to dance with a lot of hoodlums and muckers. +Even they won't have us." + +"We'll try once more," said Persis. "The Cafe de Ninive." + +After a brief voyage farther along Broadway the suppliant outcasts +entered a great hall imposingly decorated with winged bulls and other +Assyrian symbols. The huge space of the restaurant was a desert of +tables untenanted save by a few dejected waiters and a few couples +evidently in need of solitude. + +An elevator took the determined Persis and her cohort up to another +thronged vestibule. + +Persis had said to Willie in the car, "If you don't get us a table here +I'll never speak to you again." + +With this threat as a spur Little Willie accosted a large captain of +waiters, who shrugged his shoulders and indicated the crowd inside and +the crowd outside. Willie fumbled in his pockets, and his hand slyly met +that of the captain, who glanced into his palm, then up to heaven in +gratitude, and laid aside all scruple. + +Willie triumphantly beckoned Persis, who approached the captain with the +pouting appeal of a lady of the court to a relenting sovereign. + +"Fritz," she said, "you've got to take care of us." + +"How can I refuse Mees Cabot," said Fritz. "Do you weesh to seet and +watch the artists, or to seet weeth the dancers?" + +"We want to dance," said Persis. + +"There is one table resairve for a very great patron. You shall have it. +I shall lose me my poseetion, and he will tear down the beelding; but +that is better as to turn away Mees Cabot and Meester Enslee." + +He whispered to a horrified captain on the other side of a silk rope. +The barrier was removed, and they were within the sacred inclosure, +while the baffled remnant gnashed its teeth outside. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +The room they were in was a mass of tables compacted around a central +space, where professional entertainers were displaying the latest +fashions in song and dance. A pair of "Texas Tommy" dancers were +finishing a wild gallopade with a climax, in which the man hurled the +woman aloft as if he were playing diabolo with her, caught her on his +long sticks of arms, and spun her round his neck, then let her drop head +first, rescuing her from a crash by the breadth of her hair, swinging +her back between his legs and across his hip. When her heels touched the +floor he bent her almost double and gazed Apache murder into her eyes. +Her hair fell loose on cue, and then he righted her, and they were +bowing to the rapturous applause. When they retired they were panting +like hunted rabbits and sweating like stevedores. + +And now a somewhat haggard girl, who looked as if she had forgotten how +to sleep, dashed forward in a snowbird costume and sang a sleigh-bell +song. Little bells jingled about her, and the crowd kept time by tapping +wine-glasses with forks or spoons. Some kept time also with their +rhythmic jaws. + +The girl sang in a mock childish voice in the nasal dialect of the +vaudevilles, with "yee-oo" for "you," and "tree-oo" for "true," and +"lahv" for "love." The words of the song were too innocent, and not +important enough to detain Persis, who felt herself drawn by the distant +music of a turkey-trot in the farthest room. The warring counterpoint of +the two orchestras only added to the lawless excitement of the throng. +The dance was just over, and the dancers were settling down to their +chairs, their deserted plates and glasses. The guide led them to the +only empty table, whisked off the card "Reserved," and turned them over +to a waiter. + +While Willie scanned the supper card Mrs. Neff lapsed into reminiscence. +It was the only sign she had given thus far that she had earned her +white hair by age, and not by a bleach. + +"Funny how this building tells the story of the last few years," she +said. "A few winters ago we thought it was amusing to go to supper at a +good restaurant after the theater, have something nice to eat and drink, +talk a while, and go home to bed. We thought we were very devilish, and +preachers railed at the wickedness of late-supper orgies. And now the +place down-stairs is deserted. Just taking late supper is like going to +prayer-meeting. + +"Then somebody started the cabaret. And we flocked to that. We ate the +filthiest stuff and drank the rottenest wine, and didn't care so long as +they had some sensational dancer or singer cavorting in the aisle. They +were so close you could hear them grunt, and they looked like frights in +their make-up. But we thought it was exciting, and the preachers said it +was awful. But it has become so tame and stupid that it is quite +respectable. + +"At present we are dancing in the aisles ourselves, crowding the +professional entertainers off their own floors. And now the preachers +and editors are attacking this. Whatever we do is wrong, so, as my +youngest boy says, 'What's the use and what's the diff?'" + +"Only one thing worries me," said Winifred, as she peeled her gloves +from her great arms and her tiny hands. "What will come next? Even this +can't keep us interested much longer." + +"The next thing," Willie snapped, "will be that we'll all go into +vaudeville and do flip-flaps and the split and such things before a +hired audience of reformed ballet-girls." + +"I hope they play a tango next," was all Persis said. "Willie, call a +waiter and ask him to ask the orchestra to play a tango." + +"Wait, can't you?" he protested. "Let's get something to eat ordered +first. We've got to buy champagne to hold our table; but we don't have +to drink the stuff. What do you want, Persis? Winifred? Mrs. Neff, what +do you want?--a little caviar to give us an appetite, what? What sort of +a cocktail, eh? What sort of a cocktail, uh?" + +Before an answer could be made the orchestra struck up a tune of +extraordinary flippance. People began to jig in their chairs, others +rose and were in the stride before they had finished the mouthfuls they +were surprised with; several caught a hasty gulp of wine with the right +hand while the left groped for the partner. The frenzy to dance was the +strangest thing about it. + +"Come on, Murray!" cried Persis. "Willie, order anything. It doesn't +matter." Her voice trailed after her, for she was already backing off +into the maelstrom with her arms cradled in Ten Eyck's arms. + +Bob Fielding, with his usual omission of speech, swept Winifred from her +chair, and she went into the stream like a ship gliding from her +launching-chute. Mrs. Neff looked invitingly at Willie, but he answered +the implication: + +"I'll not stir till I've had food." + +Forbes leaned over to explain to the marooned matron: + +"I wish I could ask you to honor me; but I don't know how." + +She smiled almost intolerantly and sank back with a sigh just as a huge +and elderly man of capitalistic appearance skipped across the floor and +bowed to her knees. She fairly bounded into his arms. The two white +polls mingled their venerable locks, but their curvettings were +remarkably coltish. Mrs. Neff, who had sons in college and daughters of +marriageable age, was giving an amazing exhibition. She backed and +filled like a yacht in stays; she bucked and ducked like a yacht in a +squawl; she whirled like a dervish, slanting and swooping; her lithe +little body draped itself closely about the capitalist's great curves; +her little feet followed his big feet or retreated from them like two +white mice pursued by two black cats. + +At first Forbes was disgusted; the one epithet he could think of was +"obscene." As he watched the melee he felt that he was witnessing a +tribe of savages in a mating-season orgy. He had seen the Moros, the +Igorrotes, the Samoans, and the Nautch girls of Chicago, and the meaning +of this turmoil was the same. He knew that the dance was the invention +of negroes. Its wanton barbarity was only emphasized by the fact that it +was celebrated on Broadway, in the greatest city of what we are pleased +to admit is the most civilized nation in the world. + +He could not adjust it to his mind. In the eddies he saw women of +manifest respectability, mothers and wives in the arms of their +husbands, young women who were plainly what are called "nice girls," and +wholesome-looking young men of deferential bearing; yet mingled with +them almost inextricably, brushing against them, tripping over their +feet, tangling elbows with them, were youth of precocious salacity, +shop-girls of their own bodies, and repulsive veterans from the barracks +of evil. And the music seemed to unite them all into one congress met +with one motive: to exploit their sensual impulses over the very borders +of lawlessness. + +Thus Forbes, left alone with Willie Enslee, regarded the spectacle with +amazement verging on horror, and thought in the terms of Jeremiah and +Ezekiel denouncing Jerusalem, Moab, and Baal. + +Meanwhile Willie Enslee studied the menu and gave his orders to the +waiter. When the supper was commanded Enslee lifted his eyes to the +dancers, shook his head hopelessly, and, reaching across the table, +tapped Forbes on the arm and demanded: + +"Look at 'em! Just look at 'em! Can you believe your own eyes, uh? Now I +ask you, I ask you, if you can see how a white woman could hold herself +so cheap as to mix with those muckers, and forget her self-respect so +far?" + +It was a weak voicing of Forbes' own repugnance, yet as soon as Willie +spoke Forbes began to disagree with him. Willie was fatally established +among those people with whom one hates to agree. As soon as one found +Willie holding similar views, one's own views became suspect and +distasteful--like food that is turned from in disgust because another's +fork has touched it. + +And there might have been a trace of jealousy in Forbes' immediate anger +at Enslee's opinions. In any case, here he was, in the notorious haunts +of society, seated in its very unholy of unholies, and gazing on its +pernicious rites, and saying to his host: + +"I must say I don't see anything wrong." + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +Harvey Forbes came of a Southern stock that inherited its manners with +its silver. Both were a trifle formal, yet very gracious and graceful. + +The family had lost its silver in the Civil War; but the formalities and +the good manners remained as heirlooms that could be neither confiscated +nor sold off. + +He had known something of New York as a cadet at West Point. He had seen +the streets as he paraded them on one or two great occasions; he had +known a few of its prominent families; but principally Southrons. + +He knew that the careful people of that day would have shuddered at the +thought of dancing even a minuet in public. They surrounded admission to +their festivities with every possible difficulty, and conducted +themselves with rigid dignity in the general eye. Even the annual event +of the Charity Ball had been countenanced only for the sake of charity, +and fell into disfavor because of the promiscuity of it. + +In the Philippines Forbes had seen the two-step drive out the waltz; but +it had not there, as here, almost ended the vogue of dancing altogether. + +And now, after a few years of immunity, people were tripping again as if +the plague of the dancing sickness had broken out. The epidemic had +taken a new form. Grace and romance were banished for grotesque and +cynical antics. The very names of the dances were atrocious--bunny-hug, +Texas Tommy, grizzly bear, turkey-trot. + +It was a peculiar revolution in social history that people who for so +long had refused to dance in public or at all should take up the dance +and lay down their exclusiveness at the same time, and with a sort of +mania; and that they should be converted to these steps by a dance that +had first startled the country from the vaudeville stage, and had been +greeted as a disgusting exhibition even for the cheaper theaters. + +By a strange insidiousness the evil rhythms had infected the general +public. The oligarchy was infatuated to the point of finding any place a +fit place. The aged were hobbling about. The very children were capering +and refusing the more hallowed dances. + +Forbes was not ready to see how quickly such things lose their +wickedness as they lose their novelty and rarity. "The devil has had +those tunes long enough," said John Wesley, as he turned the ribald +street ballads into hymns. + +But with Forbes, as with everybody, vice lost her hideous mien when her +face became familiar. Like everybody else, he first endured, then +pitied, then embraced. Later he would talk as Persis did and Ten Eyck; +he would proclaim the turkey-trot a harmless romp, and the tango a +simple walk around. Later still he would turn from them all in disgust, +not because he repented, but because they were tiresome. But for the +present he was smitten with revulsion. The very quality of the company +had served as a proof of the evil motive. + +Even though he told Willie Enslee he saw nothing wrong, he sat gasping +as at a turbulent pool of iniquity. + +Motherly dowagers in ball costumes bumped and caromed from the ample +forms of procuresses. Young women of high degree in the arms of the +scions of great houses jostled and drifted with walkers of the better +streets, chorus-girls who "saved their salary," sirens from behind the +counters. + +As the dance swirled round and round among the gilded pillars, the same +couples reeled again and again into view and out, like passengers on a +merry-go-round. + +Forbes watched with the eager eyes of a fisher the reappearance of +Persis. It pleased him to see in her manner, and in Ten Eyck's, an +entire absence of grossness; but it hurt him surprisingly to see her in +such a crew and responding to the music of songs whose words, unsung but +easily remembered or imagined, were all concerned with "teasing," +"squeezing," "tantalizing," "hypnotizing," "honey babe," "hold me +tight," "keep on a-playin'," "don't stop till I drop," and all the +amorous animality of the slums. + +He found himself indignant at Ten Eyck's intimacy with the wonderful +girl. They clung together as closely as they could and breathe. Now they +sidled, now they trotted, now twirled madly as on a pivot. Their feet +seemed to be manacled together except when they dipped a knee almost to +the ground and thrust the other foot far back. + +Then gradually, in spite of him, the music began to invade his own feet. +He felt a yearning in his ankles. The tune took on a kind of care-free +swagger, a flip boastfulness. He wanted to get up and brag, too. His +feeling for Ten Eyck was not of reproof, but of envy. He longed to take +his place. + +When at length the music ended he felt as if he had missed an +opportunity that he must not miss again. He had witnessed a display of +knowledge which he must make his own. + +Ten Eyck brought Persis back to the table, and the other women returned, +Mrs. Neff's partner nodding his head with a breathless satisfaction as +he relinquished her and rejoined his own group. + +The eyes of all the women were full of sated languor. They had given +their youthful spirits play, and they were enjoying a refreshed fatigue. + +The waiter had meanwhile set cocktails about, and deposited two silver +pails full of broken ice, from which gold-necked bottles protruded. And +at each place there were slices of toast covered with the black shot of +caviar. + +The dancers fell on the appetizers with the appetite of harvesters. +Persis thrilled Forbes with a careless: + +"It's too bad you don't trot, Mr. Forbes." + +"He's not too old to learn," said Ten Eyck. "It's really very simple, +once you get the hang of it." + +And he fell into a description of the technic. + +"The main thing is to keep your feet as far from each other as you can, +and as close to your partner's as you can. And you've got to hold her +tight. Then just step out and trot; twirl around once in a while, and +once in a while do a dip. Keep your body still and dance from your hips. +And--get up here a minute and I'll show you." + +Forbes was embarrassed completely when Ten Eyck made him stand up and +embrace him. But the people around made no more fun of them than +revivalists make of a preacher and a new convert. They were proselytes +to the new fanaticism. Forbes, as awkward as an overgrown school-boy, +picked up a few ideas in spite of his reluctance. + +He sat down flushed with confusion, but determined to retrieve himself. +In a little while the music struck up once more. + +"L'ave your pick in the air, the band's begun again," said Ten Eyck. +"Come on, Winifred!" Bob Fielding lifted Mrs. Neff to her feet and haled +her away, and Persis was left to Forbes. + +"Don't you want to try it?" she said, with an irresistible simplicity. + +"I'm afraid I'd disgrace you." + +"You can't do that. Come along. We'll practise it here." + +She was on her feet, and he could not refuse. He rose, and she came into +his arms. Before he knew it they were swaying together. He had a native +sense of rhythm, and he had been a famous dancer of the old dances. + +He felt extremely foolish as he sidled, dragging one foot after the +other. He trod on her toes, and smote her with his knee-caps, but she +only laughed. + +"You're getting it! That's right. Don't be afraid!" + +Her confidence and her demand gave him courage like a bugle-call. But he +could not master the whirl till she said, as calmly as if she were a +gymnastic instructor: + +"You must lock knees with me." + +Somehow and quite suddenly he got the secret of it. The music took a new +meaning. With a desperate masterfulness he swept her from their +back-water solitude out into the full current. + +He was turkey-trotting with Persis Cabot! He wanted everybody to know +it. This thought alone gave him the braggadocio necessary to success. + +Perhaps he was too busy thinking of his feet, perhaps the dance really +was not indecent; but certainly his thoughts of her were as chivalrous +as any knight's kneeling before his queen. + +And yet they were gripping one another close; they were almost one +flesh; their thoughts were so harmonious that she seemed to follow even +before he led. She prophesied his next impulse and coincided with it. + +They moved like a single being, a four-legged--no, not a four, but a +two-legged angel, for his right foot was wedded close to her left, and +her left to his right. + +And so they ambled with a foolish, teetering, sliding hilarity. So they +spun round and round with knees clamped together. So they seesawed with +thighs crossed X-wise, all intermingled and merged together. And now +what had seemed odious as a spectacle was only a sane and youthful +frivolity, an April response to the joy of life, the glory of motion. +David dancing before the Lord could not have had a cleaner mind, though +his wife, too, contemned and despised him, and for her contempt won the +punishment of indignant God. + +Abruptly, and all too soon, the music stopped. The dancers applauded +hungrily, and the band took up the last strains again. Again Forbes +caught Persis to him, and they reveled till the music repeated its final +crash. + +Then they stood in mutual embrace for an instant that seemed a long time +to him. He ignored the other couples dispersing to their tables to +resume their interrupted feasts. + +He was bemused with a startled unbelief. How marvelous it was that he +should be here with her! He had come to the city a stranger, forlorn +with loneliness, at noonday. And at noon of night he was already +embracing this wonderful one and she him, as if they were plighted +lovers. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +Willie Enslee brought the dancers off their pinions and back to earth by +a fretful reminder that the bouillon was chilling in the cups, and the +crab-meat was scorching in the chafing-dish. + +The question of drinks came up anew. Forbes was in a champagne humor; +his soul seemed to be effervescent with little bubbles of joy. But Mrs. +Neff wanted a Scotch highball. Winifred was taking a reduction cure in +which alcohol was forbidden. Persis wanted two more cocktails. Ten Eyck +was on the water-wagon in penance for a recent outbreak. Bob Fielding +was one of those occasional beings who combine with total abstinence a +life of the highest conviviality. Offhand, one would have said that Bob +was an incessant drinker and a terrific smoker. As a matter of fact, he +had never been able to endure the taste of liquor or tobacco. When he +ordered mineral water, or even milk, nobody was surprised; even the +waiter assumed that the big man had just sworn off once more. + +Forbes experienced a sinking of the heart as each of the guests named +his choice, and nobody asked for any of the waiting champagne. + +Yet when Willie turned to him and said, "Mr. Forbes, you have the two +bottles of _brut_ all to yourself," Forbes felt compelled to shake his +head in declination. He never knew who got the champagne. He wondered if +the waiter smuggled it out or juggled it on the accounts. And Willie +forgot to ask Forbes what he would have instead! Willie ordered for +himself that most innocent of beverages which masquerades ginger ale +and a section of lemon peel under the ferocious name, the bloodthirsty +and viking-like title of "a horse's neck." There was a lot of it in a +very large glass, and Forbes noted how Willie's little hand looked like +a child's as he clutched the beaker. And he guzzled it as a child mouths +and mumbles a brim. + +Forbes observed how variously people imbibed. There were curious +differences. Some shot their glasses to their lips, jerked back their +heads, snapped their tongues like triggers, and smote their throats as +with a solid bullet. Some stuck their very snouts in their liquor like +swine; others seemed hardly to know they were drinking as they flirted +across the tops of their glasses. + +Persis did not raise her eyes as she sipped her cocktail. She looked +down, and her lips seemed to find other lips there. Forbes wondered +whose. + +There was some rapid stoking of food against the next dance. When it +irrupted, Forbes, greatly as he longed to dance again with Persis, +invited Winifred for decorum's sake. Winifred speedily killed the +self-confidence he had gained from his first flight. His sense of rhythm +was incommensurate with hers. When she foretold his next step, she +foretold it wrong. He lost at once the power to act as leader, and when +she usurped the post he was no better as follower. + +As Forbes wrestled with her he caught glimpses of Persis dancing with +Willie for partner. Little Willie's head barely reached her bare +shoulder. He clutched her desperately as one who is doomed from babyhood +not to be a dancer. Still he hopped ludicrously about, and almost made +her ludicrous. + +Forbes longed to exchange partners with Willie, for he felt that he and +Winifred were equally ludicrous. They were making the heaviest of going. +He gave up in despair and returned to the table. + +When the music stopped there was another interlude of supper. People +gulped hastily, as at a lunch-counter when the train is waiting. Forbes +intended to sit out the next dance; but he found himself abandoned as on +a desert island with Mrs. Neff. + +"Come along, young man," she said. + +"I'm afraid I don't know how." + +"Then I'll teach you." + +"But--" + +"Don't be afraid of me. I've got a son as old as you, and I taught him." + +Forbes had danced at times with elderly women, but not such a dance as +this. It was uncanny to be holding in his arms the mother of a grown +man, and to be whirling madly, dipping and toppling like wired puppets. + +Mrs. Neff's spirit was still a girl's. Her body felt as young and +lissome in his arms as a girl's. Her abandon and frivolity were of the +seminary period. Now and then he had to glance down at the white hair of +the hoyden to reassure himself. The music had the power of an +incantation; it had bewitched her back to youth. It seemed to Forbes +that this magic alone, which should turn old women back to girlhood for +a time, could not be altogether accursed. + +Perhaps the music had unsettled his reason, but in the logic of the +moment he felt that there was a splendid value in the new fashion, which +broke down at the same time the barriers of caste and the walls of old +age. + +It was the Saturnalia come back. The aristocrats mingled as equals with +the commoners, and the old became young again for yet a few hours. + +He had read so much about the cold, the haughty, and the bored-to-death +society of New York, yet here he was, a young lieutenant from the +frontier, and he was dancing a breakdown with one of the most important +matrons in America. And she was cutting up like a hired girl at a +barn-dance. Plainly the nation was still a republic. + +When the music ended with a jolt Mrs. Neff clung dizzily to him, gave +him an accolade of approval with her fan, and booked him for the next +dance but one. If Forbes had had social ambitions, he would have felt +that he was a made man. Yet if he had had social ambitions he would +probably have betrayed and so defeated them. + +Mrs. Neff having granted him a reprieve of one dance, Forbes made haste +to ask Persis for the next. She smiled and gave him that wren-like nod. + +His heart beat with syncopation when he rose at the first note of music. +How differently she nestled and fitted into his embrace. Winifred had +been more than an arm-load, and gave the impression of an armor of silk +and steel and strained elastic. Mrs. Neff was too slender for him, and +for all her agility there was a sense of bones and muscles. But Persis +was flesh in all its magic. She was not bones nor muscles nor corsets, +she was a mysterious embodiment of spirit and beauty, fluid yet shapely, +unresisting yet real, gentle and terrible. + +By now Forbes was familiar enough with the trickeries of the steps to +leave his feet to their own devices. He was a musician who knows his +instrument and his art well enough to improvise: soul and fingers in +such rapport that he hardly knows whether the mood compels the fingers +or the fingers suggest the mood. + +And the same rapport existed with Persis. They evaded collisions with +the other dancers and with the gilded columns by a sort of instinct; +they sidled, whirled, dipped, pranced, or pirouetted, composed strange +contours of progress as if with one mind and one body. + +And now the rapture of the dance was his, and he was enabled to play +upon her grace and her miraculously pliant sympathy. Her brow was just +at the level of his lips, and he began to wish to press his lips there. +Now and then her eyelids rose slowly and she looked up into his downward +gaze. They were mysterious looks she gave him. They were to her as +impersonal and vague as the rapture that fills the eyes when the west is +epic with sunset, or when an orchestra pours forth a chord of unusual +ecstasy, or a rose is so beautiful that it inspires a kind of heavenly +sorrow. + +But Forbes misunderstood. He usurped to himself the tribute she was +unconsciously paying to the mere beatitude of being alive and in +rhythmic motion to music. + +We have built up strange subtleties of perception. The most intolerable +discords are those of tones that lie just next each other; the harshest +of noises rise when an instrument is only a little out of tune or a +voice sings a trifle off the key. + +Persis had accepted Forbes at Ten Eyck's rating as a gentleman to whom +she could intrust her body to embrace and carry through the complex +evolutions of a dance on a floor whose very throngs made a solitude and +concealment for wantonness of thought and carriage. + +So intimate a union is required when two people dance that it is easy to +understand why the enemies of the dance denounce it as shameless +carnality. It is hard to explain to them how potently custom and minute +restraints permit an innocent dalliance with the materials of passion. +One can only compare it to skating over thin ice, and say that so long +as one keeps on skating a tiny crust of chill permits a joyous exercise +without a hint of the depths beneath. And the ice itself gives warning +when the danger is too close; its tiny crackling sound is thunder in the +ears. + +This was Forbes' experience. A beautiful woman of exquisite breeding +gave him a certain enfranchisement of her person. He could take her in +his arms, and she him in hers. She would make herself one flesh with +him; he could sway her this way and that, drag her forward or backward, +co-exist with her breast to breast, thigh to thigh, and knee to knee. +But he must not ever so slightly take advantage of her faith in him. He +must not by the most delicate pressure or quirk of muscle imply anything +beyond the nice conventions and romantic pretenses of the dance. +Actresses make the same distinctions with stage kisses, and endure with +pride before a thousand eyes what they would count a vile insult in the +shadow of the wings or at a dressing-room door. + +Forbes made the old mistake. Nothing venture, nothing gain, is a risky +proverb. He ventured almost unconsciously, without any baseness of +motive. Or, rather, he did not so much venture as relax his chivalry. He +breathed too deeply of her incense, paid her the tribute of an enamored +thought, constrained her with an ardor that was infinitesimally more +personal than the ardor of the dance. + +Somehow she understood. Instantly she was a little frightened, a little +resentful. As subtle as the pressure of his arm was the resistance of +her body. The spell of the dance was dissolving, the thin ice crackling. +He whispered hastily: + +"Forgive me!" + +She simply whispered: + +"All right." + +And the spirit of the temple of dance was rescued and restored. He had +sung a trifle sharp, and she, like a perfect accompanist, had brought +him back to the key. + +But even as they whirled on and hopped and skipped in the silly +frivolity of the turkey-trot he was solemnly experiencing an awe of her. +And now her beauty was less victorious over him than that swift pride +which could rebuke so delicately, that good-sportsmanship which could so +instantly accept apology. + +When the music ended he mumbled: + +"Will you ever dance with me again?" + +She abashed him with the true forgiveness that forgets, and spoke with +all cheerfulness: + +"Of course! Why not?" + +The incident was closed in her heart. Its influence had just begun in +his. + + + + +CHAPTER X + + +The turbulence of the dance increased as the respectable people were +sifted out. Hysteria is a kind of fretful fatigue, and the wearier these +children of joy were, the more reckless they grew. + +Willie Enslee first insinuated, then declared that he had had enough. He +yawned frankly and abysmally. He urged that it was high time they were +all in bed. But the women begged always for yet another dance. + +"Just one little 'nother," Winifred wheedled. + +Ten Eyck whispered, "About this time Winifred always begins to talk +baby-talk." + +She was soon calling Forbes "the li'l snojer man." Whether the wine or +the dance were the chief intoxicant, a tipsiness of mood prevailed +everywhere. It affected individuals individually: this one was +idiotically amused, that one idiotically tearful, a third wolfishly +sullen, a fourth super-royally dignified, a fifth so audacious that her +befuddled companions tried to restrain her. + +The thin ice was breaking through in spots, and a few of the couples +were floundering in black waters. + +Others were merely childish in their wickedness. They tried to be +vicious, and their very effort made them only naughty. + +It all reminded Forbes of certain savage debauches he had witnessed. +Only the savages lacked the weapons of costume. It was curious--to a +philosopher it was amusingly curious--to see how much excitement it gave +some of these people to expose or behold a shoulder or a shin more than +one ordinarily did. The peculiar cult that has grown about the human +leg, since it has been wrapped up, is surely one of the quaintest phases +of human inconsistency. + +But intention is the main thing, and a circus woman in trapeze costume +may suggest less erotic thought than a flirt who merely gathers her +opera cloak about her closely. There was no mistaking the intention of +some of these dancers. It was vile, provocative, and, since it was +public, it was hideous. Mobs left without rule or inspiring rulers +always degenerate into excesses. The pendulum that swings too far one +way is only gathering heavier and heavier impetus to the other extreme. + +It happens whenever emotions are overstrained. At religious revivals and +camp-meetings and crusades, no less than at revels, the aftermath is apt +to be grossness. These people had danced too long. It was time to go +home. + +Forbes finally agreed with Willie that it was no place for decent +people. He began to wish very earnestly that Persis were not there. He +would rather miss the sight of her than see her watching such +spectacles. He felt a deep yearning that she should be ignorant of the +facets of life that were glittering here. This longing to keep another +heart clean or to restore it to an earlier purity is the first blossom +of real love. + +The floor grew so rowdy that Forbes would no longer take Persis out upon +it. He did not ask her to dance again. Even when she raised her eyebrows +invitingly he pretended not to understand. + +Then she spoke frankly: + +"Sha'n't we have another dance? They're playing the tune that made +Robert E. Lee famous." + +"I'm afraid I'm too tired," he pleaded. As soon as he had spoken he felt +that the pretext was insultingly inadequate addressed to a woman and +coming from a soldier used to long hikes. But it was the only evasion he +could imagine in his hurry. Instead of turning pale with anger, as he +expected, she amazed him by her reply: + +"That's very nice of you." + +"Nice of me," he echoed, fatuously, "to be tired?" + +"Umm-humm," she crooned. + +"Why?" + +"Oh, just because." + +Then he understood that she had read his mind, and she became at once a +sibyl of occult gifts. This ascription of extraordinary powers to +ordinary people is another sign that affection is pushing common sense +from his throne. Parents show it for their newborn, and what is loving +but a sort of parentage by reincarnation? + +Forbes thought that he wore a mask of inscrutable calm, because he was +accustomed to repressing his naturally impetuous nature. He had not +realized that the most eloquent form of expression is repression. It is +the secret of all great actors, and enables them to publish a volume of +meaning in a glance or a catch in the voice, a quirk of the lips or a +twiddling of the fingers. + +Forbes never dreamed that the gaucherie of his excuse showed the +desperation of his mind and the strain on his feelings, and that while +his lips were mumbling it his eyes were crying: + +"Don't stay here any longer. You are tired. You do not belong here. I +beg you to be careful of your soul and body. Both are precious. It makes +a great difference to me what you see and do and are." + +All this was writ so large on his whole mien that anybody might have +read it. Even Winifred read it and exchanged a glance with Mrs. Neff, +who read it, too. Naturally, Persis understood. The feeling surprised +her in a stranger of so brief acquaintance. But she did not resent his +presumption as she did Willie's equal anxiety. She rather liked Forbes +for it. + +Then she saw his consternation at her miraculous powers, and she liked +him better yet for a strong and simple man whose chivalry was deeper +than his gallantry. And when a man from another table came across to +ask her to dance with him, she answered: + +"Sorry, Jim, we're just off for home. Come along, Willie. Are you going +to keep us here all night?" + +Willie lost no time in huddling his flock away from the table. He fussed +about them like a green collie pup. + +They paused at the door for a backward look. Seen in review with sated +eyes, it was a dismal spectacle. On the floor a few dancers were glued +together in crass familiarity, making odious gestures of the whole body. +At the disheveled tables disheveled couples were engaged in dalliance +more or less maudlin. Many of the women were adding their +cigarette-smoke to the haze settling over all like a gray miasma. + +"Disgusting! Disgusting!" Willie sneered. + +"Oh, the poor things!" sighed Mrs. Neff. "What other chance have they? +At a small town dance they'd behave very carefully in the light, and +stroll out into the moonlight between dances. Good Lord, I used to have +my head hugged off after every waltz. I'd walk out to get a breath of +air, and have my breath squeezed out of me. But these poor city +couples--where can they spoon, except in a taxi going home, or on a park +bench with a boozy tramp on the same bench and a policeman playing +chaperon? Let 'em alone." + +But she yawned as she defended them, and looked suddenly an old woman +tired out. They all looked tired. + +They slipped weary arms into the wraps they had flung off with such +eagerness. In the elevator they leaned heavily against the walls, and +they crept into the limousine as if into a bed. + +Forbes said that he would walk to his hotel. It was just across the +street. They bade him good night drearily and slammed the door. + +He watched the car glide away, and realized that he was again alone. +None of them had asked him to call, or mentioned a future meeting. Had +he been tried and discarded? + + + + +CHAPTER XI + + +The sky was black, and the stars dimmed by the street-lights. Stars and +street-lights seemed to be weary. The electric acrobats had knocked off +work, and hung lifeless upon their frames like burned-out fireworks. + +A grown-up newsboy, choosing a soft tone as if afraid to waken the +sleeping town, murmured confidentially: + +"Morn' paper? _Joinal_, _Woil_, _Hurl_, _Times_, _Sun_, _Tolegraf_? +Paper, boss?" + +Forbes bought one to enjoy the paradox of reading to-morrow's paper last +night. + +He entered the brightly lighted lobby of the hotel. It was deserted save +by two or three scrubwomen dancing a "grizzly bear" on all fours. They +looked to be grandmothers. Perhaps their granddaughters were still +dancing somewhere. + +Once in his room, Forbes stared from his window across the slumbrous +town. The very street-lamps had the droning glimmer of night lights in a +bedroom. The few who were abroad wore the appearance of prowlers or +watchmen or hasteners home. New York was not so lively all night as he +had been taught to believe. + +While he peeled off his clothes he glanced at his newspaper. The chief +head-lines were given, not to the epochal event of the first parliament +in the new republic of China, nor to the newest audacity in the +Amazonian insurrection in London, but to an open letter sent by the +mayor of New York to the police commissioner of New York, calling upon +him "to put an end to all these vulgar orgies" of the "vulgar, +roistering, and often openly immodest" people who "indulge in +lascivious dancing." The mayor announced that one o'clock in the morning +was none too soon for reputable people to stop dancing. He instructed +the commissioner to see to it that at that hour thereafter every +dance-hall was empty, if he had to take the food and drinks from the +very lips of the revelers and put them in the street. + +Forbes was amazed. The great, the wicked city still had a Puritan +conscience, a teacher to punish its naughtiness and send it to bed--and +at an hour that many farmers and villagers would consider early for a +dance to end. Forbes was startled to realize that he was included in the +diatribe, and that those ferocious words were applied to Persis, too. + +In all the things he had to wonder at this was not the least wonderful. +He stepped into his pajamas and spread himself between his sheets, too +weary to reach forth a hand and turn out the little lamp by his bed. + +He had slept no more than half an hour when suddenly he wakened. The +last cry of a bugle seemed to be ringing in his ears. He sat up and +looked at his watch. It was the hour when for so many years the +cock-a-doodle-doo of the hated reveille had dragged him from his +blankets. Habit had aroused him, but he thanked the Lord that now he +could roll over and go back to sleep. + +He rolled over, but he could not sleep. Daylight was throbbing across +the sky like the long roll of the drums. Street-cars were hammering +their rails. The early-morning population was opening the city gates, +and the advance-guards of the commercial armies were hurrying to their +posts. The city, which he had seen at its dress-parade and at its night +revels, was beginning its business day with that snap and precision, +that superb zest and energy and efficiency that had made it what it was. + +It was impossible for Forbes to lie abed where so much was going on. +Fagged as he was, the air was electric, and he had everything to see. + +He pried his heavy legs from the bed, and clenched his muscles in +strenuous exercise while his tub filled with cold water. He came out of +it renewed and exultant. + +When he was dressed and in the hall he surprised the chambermaids at +their sweeping. They were running vacuum cleaners like little +lawn-mowers over the rugs. + +In the breakfast-room he was quite alone. But the streets were alive, +and the street-cars crowded with the humbler thousands. + +He walked to Fifth Avenue. It was sparsely peopled now, and even its +shops were still closed. The homes were sound asleep, save for an +occasional tousled servant yawning at an area, or gathering morning +papers from the sill. + +He walked to Central Park. The foliage here was wide awake and all alert +with the morning wind. He strolled through the Zoo; the animals were up +and about--the bison and deer, the fumbling polar bears. The lions and +tigers were already pacing their eternal sentry-posts; the hyenas and +wolves were peering about for the loophole that must be found next time; +the quizzical little raccoons were bustling to and fro, putting forth +grotesque little hands. + +Forbes crossed bridges and followed winding paths that led him leagues +from city life, though the cliffs of the big hotels and apartment-houses +were visible wherever he turned. On one arch he paused to watch a +cavalcade of pupils from a riding-school. He was surprised to see them +out so early. Other single equestrians came along the bridle-path, +rising and falling from their park saddles in the park manner. + +There were few women riding, and few of these rode sidewise. He was used +to seeing women astride in the West; but here they did not wear divided +skirts and sombreros; they wore smart derby hats, long-tailed coats, +riding-trousers, and puttees. + +Coming toward him he noted what he supposed to be an elderly man and +his son. They were dressed almost exactly alike. As they approached, he +saw that the son was a daughter. The breeze blew back the skirts of her +coat, and as far as garb was concerned she was as much a man as the +white-mustached cavalier alongside. + +He clutched the rail hard. The girl was Persis, different, yet the same. +There was a quaintly attractive boyishness about her now, an unsuspected +athleticism. Her hair was gathered under her hat, her throat was clasped +by a white stock. Her cutaway coat was buttoned tightly over a manly +bosom, and her waist was not waspish. Her legs were strong, and gripped +the horse well. + +He could hardly believe that the lusciously beautiful siren he had seen +with bare shoulders and bosom, and clinging skirts, the night before, +was this trimly buttoned-up youth in breeches and boots. Could an orchid +and a hollyhock be one and the same? + +He had felt sure that at this hour, and on till noon, she would be +stretched out in a stupor of slumber under a silken coverlet in a dark +room. + +The night had been almost ended when he had left her heavy-eyed with +fatigue, yet the morning was hardly begun when he saw her here with face +as bright and heart as brisk as if she had fallen asleep at sunset. + +Her eyes were turned full upon him when she looked up before she passed +under the bridge. + +A salvo of greeting leaped into Forbes' eyes, and his hand went to his +hat; but before he could lift it she had lowered her eyes. She vanished +from sight beneath him, without recognition. + +He hurried to the other side of the bridge, to catch her glance when she +turned her head. But she did not look. She was talking to the elderly +man at her side. She was singing out heartily: + +"Wake up, old boy, I'll beat you to the next policeman." + +The old boy put spurs to his horse, and they dwindled at a gallop. + +Forbes watched her till the trees at the turn in the bridle-path +quenched her from his sight. The light went out of his sky with her. + +She had looked at him and not remembered him! He would have known it if +she had meant to snub him. He had not even that distinction. He was +merely one of the starers always gazing at her. + +He had held her in his arms. But then so many men had held her in their +arms when she danced. Even his daring had not impressed her memory. So +many men must have pressed her too daringly. It was part of the routine +of her life, to rebuff men who made advances to her. + +Forbes left the bridge and left the park, humbled to nausea. His cheeks +were so scarlet that the conductor on the Seventh Avenue car stared at +him. He could not bear to walk back to his hotel. When he reached there +he went to his room, dejected. There was nothing in the town to interest +him. New York was as cold and heartless as report had made it. + +He realized that he was very tired. He lay down on his bed. A mercy of +sleep blotted out his woes. It seemed to be only a moment later, but it +was high noon when his telephone woke him. He thought it an alarm-clock, +and sat up bewildered to find himself where he was and with all his +clothes on. + +From the telephone, when he reached it, came the voice of Ten Eyck. + +"That you, Forbesy? Did I get you out of bed? Sorry! I have an +invitation for you. You made a hell of a hit with Miss Cabot last night. +I know it, because Little Willie is disgusted with you. Winifred says +she is thinking of marrying you herself, and Mrs. Neff says you can be +her third husband, if you will. Meanwhile, they want you to have tea +with us somewhere, and more dancings. Wish I could ask you to take +breakfast with me at the Club, but I was booked up before I met you. +Save to-morrow for me though, eh? I'll call for you this afternoon about +four, eh? Right-o! 'By!" + +Forbes wanted to ask a dozen questions about what Persis had said, but a +click showed that Ten Eyck had hung up his receiver. Forbes clung to the +wall to keep the building from falling on him. + +She had not forgotten him! She had been impressed by him! It was small +wonder that she had not known him this morning. Had he not thought her a +young man at first? Besides, she had had only a glance of him, and he +was not dressed as she had seen him first. + +The main thing was that she wanted to see him again, she wanted to dance +with him again. She had betrayed such a liking for him that the +miserable runt of a Little Willie had been jealous. + +What a splendid city New York was! How hospitable, how ready to welcome +the worthy stranger to her splendid privileges! + + + + +CHAPTER XII + + +Forbes had planned to visit the Army and Navy Club, in which he held a +membership, but now he preferred to lunch alone--yet not alone, for he +was entertaining a guest. + +The head waiter could not see her when Forbes presented himself at the +door of the Knickerbocker cafe. And when he pulled out the little table +to admit Forbes to a seat on the long wall-divan that encircles the +room, the head waiter thought that only Forbes squeezed through and sat +down. The procession of servitors brought one plate, one napkin, silver +for one, ice and water for one, brown bread and toast for one; and the +waiter heard but one portion ordered from the _hors d'oeuvres varies_, +from the _plat du jour_ in the _roulante_, and from the _patisseries_. + +But Forbes had a guest. She sat on the seat beside him and nibbled +fascinatingly at the banquet he ordered for her. + +The vivacious throng that crowds this corner room at noon paid Forbes +little attention. Many would have paid him more had they understood that +the ghost of Persis Cabot was nestling at his elbow, and conspiring with +him to devise a still newer thing than the dancing tea or the tango +luncheon--a before-breakfast one-step. In fancy he was now thridding the +maze between the tables with her. + +But he paid for only one luncheon. The bill, however, shocked him into a +realization that he could not long afford such fodder as he had been +buying for himself. He decided to get his savings deposited somewhere +before they had slipped through his fingers. + +On his way to New York he had asked advice on the important question of +a bank, and had been recommended to an institution of fabulous strength. +It did not pay interest on its deposits, but neither did it quiver when +panics rocked the country and shook down other walls. + +When Forbes computed the annual interest on his savings, the sum was +almost negligible. But the thought of losing the principal in a +bank-wreck was appalling. He chose safety for the hundred per cent. +rather than a risky interest of four. Especially as he had heard that +Wall Street was in the depths of the blues, and New York in a doldrums +of uncertainty. + +To Forbes, indeed, nearly everybody looked as if he had just got money +from home and expected more, and the talk of hard times was ludicrous in +view of these opulent mobs and these shop-windows like glimpses of +Golconda. But perhaps this was but the last flare of a sunset before +nightfall. + +In any case, he was likely to have his funds tempted away from him, and +he must hasten to push them into a stronghold. He found at the bank that +there was a minimum below which an account was not welcome. His painful +self-denials had enabled him just to clear that minimum with no more +interval than a skilful hurdler leaves as he grazes the bar. + +He felt poorer than ever for this reminder of his penury, and he almost +slunk from the bank. Just outside he stumbled upon Ten Eyck, who greeted +him with a surprised: + +"Do you bank here?" + +"I was just opening an account," Forbes answered. + +"Pardon my not lifting my hat before," said Ten Eyck. "I didn't know +your middle name was Croesus." + +Forbes could only shrug his shoulders with deprecation. He had no desire +to pose as a man of means, and yet he had too much pride to publish his +mediocrity. + +"I'll call for you at four, Mr. Rothschild," said Ten Eyck. "Got a date +at Sherry's here. Good-by!" + +The afternoon promised to be unconscionably long in reaching four +o'clock, and Forbes set out for another saunter down the Avenue. There +was a mysterious change. It might have been that the sky had turned +gray, or that the best people were not yet abroad; but the women were no +longer so beautiful. He kept comparing them with one that he had learned +to know since yesterday afternoon's pageant had dazzled him. Already +there was a kind of fidelity to her in this unconscious disparagement of +the rest of womankind. + +He did not explain it so easily to himself, nor did he understand why +the shop-windows had become immediately so interesting. Yesterday a +spadeful of diamonds dumped upon a velvet cloth was only a spadeful of +diamonds to him, and it was nothing more. It stirred in him no more +desire of possession than the Metropolitan Art Gallery or the Subway. He +would have been glad to own either, but the lack gave him no concern. + +This afternoon, however, he kept saying: "What would she think if I gave +her that crown of rubies and emeralds? Does she like sapphires, I +wonder? If only I had the right to take her in there and buy her a dozen +of those hats? If that astounding gown were hung upon her shoulders +instead of on that wax smirker, would it be worthy of her?" + +He found himself standing in front of jewelers' windows, and trying to +read the prices on the little tags. He had already selected one ring as +an engagement ring, when he managed by much craning to make out the +price. He fell back as if a fist had reached through the glass to smite +him. If he could have drawn out his bank-account twice he could not have +paid for it. + +He gave up looking at diamonds and solaced himself by the thought that +before he bankrupted the United States Army with buying her an +engagement ring, he had better get her in love with him a little. + +This train of thought impelled him to pause now before the windows of +haberdashers. Without being at all a fop, he had a soldier's love of +splendor, and he saw nothing effeminate in the bolts of rainbow +clippings which men were invited to use for shirts. He looked amorously +at great squares of silk meant to be knotted into neck-scarves, of which +all but a narrow inch or two would be concealed. And he saw socks that +were as scandalously brilliant as spun turquoises or knitted opals. + +These little splashes of color were all that the sober male of the +present time permits himself to display. They were all the more enviable +for that. From one window a hand seemed to reach out, not to smite, but +to seize him by his overworked scarf and hale him within. He departed +five dollars the poorer and one piece of silk the richer, and hurried +back to his room ashamed of his vanity. + +On his way thither he remembered that he was still an officer in the +regular establishment, and the first thing he did on his return to his +room was to compose a formal report of his arrival in New York City. He +sent it to the post at Governor's Island, so that in case a war broke +out unexpectedly, an anxious nation might know where to find him. + +The only war on the horizon, however, was the civil conflict inside his +own heart. His patriotism was undergoing a severe wrench. He was +expected to maintain the dignity of the government on a salary that a +cabaret performer would count beneath contempt. And for this he was to +give up his liberty, his independence, and his time. For this he was to +teach nincompoops to raise a gun from the ground to their round +shoulders, and to keep from falling over their own feet; for this he was +to plow through wildernesses, give himself to volleys of bullets or +mosquitoes to riddle, or worse yet, to live in the environs of a great +city where beauty and wealth stirred a caldron of joy from which he must +keep aloof. + +But that was for next week. For a few days more he was exempt; he was a +free man. And she wanted to dance with him again! She would not even +wait for night to fall. She would dance with him in the daylight--with +tea as an excuse! + +He began feverishly to robe himself for this festival. Luckily for him +and his sort, men's fashions are a republic, and Forbes' well-shaped, +though last year's, black morning coat, the pin his mother gave him +years ago skewering the scarf he had just bought, his waistcoat with the +little white edging, his heavily ironed striped trousers, and his last +night's top-hat freshly pressed, clothed him as smartly as the richest +fop in town. It is different with women; but a male bookkeeper can dress +nearly as well, if not so variously, as a plutocrat. + +Forbes had devoted such passionate attention to the proper knotting of +that square of silk, that he was hardly ready when the room telephone +announced that Mr. Ten Eyck was calling for Mr. Forbes. + +But his pains had been so well spent that Ten Eyck, meeting him in the +lobby, lifted his hat with mock servility again, and murmured: + +"Oh, you millionaire! Will you deign to have a drink with a hick like +me?" + +Forbes pleasantly requested him not to be a damned fool, but the +flattery was irresistible. + +They went to the bar-room, where, under the felicitous longitude of +Maxfield Parrish's fresco of "King Cole," they fortified themselves with +gin rickeys, and set forth for the short walk down Broadway and across +to Bustanoby's. + +They had been rejected here the night before, but Ten Eyck, at Persis' +request, had engaged a table by telephone. + +"It's Persis' own party," he explained; "but I have sad news for you: +Little Willie isn't invited. He's being punished for being so naughty +last night." + +"He acted as if he owned Miss Cabot," said Forbes. + +"He usually does." + +"But he doesn't, does he?--doesn't own her, I mean?" Forbes demanded, +with an anxiety that did not escape Ten Eyck, who answered: + +"Opinions differ. He'll probably get her some day, unless her old man +has a change of luck." + +"Her old man?" + +"Yes. Papa Cabot has always lived up to every cent he could make or +inherit; but he's getting mushy and losing his grip. The draught in Wall +Street is too strong for him. Persis will hold on as long as she can, +but Little Willie is waiting right under the peach-tree with his basket, +ready for the first high wind." + +"She couldn't marry him." + +"Oh, couldn't she? And why not?" + +"She can't love a--a--him?" + +"He is an awful pill, but he's well coated. His father left him a pile +of sugar a mile high, and his mother will leave him another." + +"But what has that to do with love?" + +"Who said anything about love? This is the era of the modern business +woman." + +Forbes said nothing, but looked a rebuke that led Ten Eyck to remind +him: + +"Remember you promised not to marry her yourself. Of course, you may be +a bloated coupon-cutter, but Willie has his cut by machinery. If you put +anything less than a million in the bank to-day, you'd better not take +Persis too seriously. Girls like Persis are jack-pots in a big game. In +fact, if you haven't got a pair of millions for openers, don't sit in. +You haven't a chance." + +"I don't believe you," Forbes thought, but did not say. + +They reached the restaurant, and, finding that Persis had not arrived, +stood on the sidewalk waiting for her. Many people were coming up in +taxicabs, or private cars, or on foot. They were all in a hurry to be +dancing. + +"It's a healthier sport than sitting round watching somebody else play +baseball--or Ibsen," Ten Eyck observed, answering an imaginary critic; +and then he exclaimed: + +"Here she is!" as a landaulet with the top lowered sped down the street. +The traffic rules compelled it to go beyond and come up with the curb on +its right. As it passed Forbes caught a glimpse of three hats. One of +them was a man's derby, one of them had a sheaf of goura, one of them +was a straw flower-pot with a white feather like a question-mark stuck +in it. His heart buzzed with reminiscent anxiety. He turned quickly and +noted the number of the car, "48150, N. Y. 1913." The woman he had +followed up the Avenue was one of those two. + +The chauffeur turned sharply, stopped, backed, and brought the landaulet +around with the awkwardness of an alligator. A footman opened the door +to Bob Fielding, Winifred Mather, and Persis Cabot. + +The answer to the query-plume was Persis. Forbes saw a kind of mystic +significance in it. + +Winifred, as she put out her hand to him, turned to Persis: + +"You didn't tell me our li'l snojer man was coming." + +"I wasn't sure we could get him," said Persis, and gave Forbes her hand, +her smile, and a cordial word. "Terribly nice of you to come." + +He seized her hand to wring it with ardor, but its pressure was so lax +that he refrained. His eyes, however, were so fervid that she looked +away. For lack of support his hopes dropped like a flying-machine that +meets a "hole in the air." + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + + +She was talking the most indifferent nothings as they went up the stairs +to the dancing-room, a largish space with an encircling gallery. As +usual the dancing-floor was a clearing in a thicket of tables. It was +swarming already with couples engaged in the same jig as the night +before. + +The costumes were duller than at night, of course. Most of the men wore +business suits; the women were not decolletees, and they kept on their +hats. + +Only Forbes noted at once that the crowd included many very young girls +and mere lads. Here, too, there was a jumbled mixture of plebeian and +aristocrat and all the grades between. There were girls who seemed to +have been wanton in their cradles, and girls who were aureoled with an +innocence that made their wildest hilarity a mere scamper of wholesome +spirits. + +An eccentricity of this restaurant was a searchlight stationed in the +balcony. The operator swept the floor with its rays, occasionally +fastening on a pair of professional dancers, and following it through +the maze, whimsically changing the colors of the light to red or green +or blue. For the general public the light was kept rosy. + +When Forbes arrived a certain couple whirled madly off the dancing-floor +straight into the midst of Persis' guests, with the havoc of a strike in +a game of tenpins. + +The young man's heel ground one of the buttons of Forbes' shoe deep into +his instep, and the young girl's flying hand smote him in the nose. He +needed all his self-control to repress a yowl of pain and dismay. +Persis must have suffered equal battery, but she quietly straightened +out the dizzy girl and smiled. + +"Come right in, Alice; don't stop to knock." + +The girl under whose feet the floor still eddied clung to Persis and +stared at her a second, then gasped: + +"Oh, Miss Cabot, is it _you_? I must have nearly _killed_ you. Can you +ever _ever_ for_give_ me?" + +Persis patted her hand and turned her round to Forbes: "You'd better ask +Mr. Forbes. You gave him a lovely black eye." + +The girl acknowledged the introduction with a duck and a prayer of wild +appeal: + +"Oh, Mr. Forbes, _what_ a ghastly, _ghastly_ shame! Did I really hurt +you? I must have simply _murdered_ you. I'm so _ashamed_. Can you ever +_ever_ forgive me?" + +Forbes smiled at her melodramatic agitation: "It's nothing at all, +Miss--Miss--I never liked this nose, anyway. I only wish you had hit it +harder, Miss--" + +"Miss Neff," Persis prompted. "You met her mother last night." + +Forbes vaguely remembered that somebody had said something about a +beautiful mother of a more beautiful daughter; but he could not frame it +into a speech, before Persis startled the girl beyond reach of a pretty +phrase, by casually asking: + +"Were you expecting to meet your mother here this afternoon, Alice?" + +"Good Lord, I should say _not_! Why?" + +"I just wondered. She is to meet us here." + +"When? In heaven's _name_! When?" + +"She ought to be here now." + +Alice thrust backward a palsied hand and, clutching the young man she +had danced with, dragged him forward. He was shaking hands with Ten +Eyck, and brought him along. + +"Stowe! Stowe!" Alice exclaimed, with a tragic fire that did not greatly +alarm the young man; he was apparently used to little else from her. + +"Yes, dear," he answered, with a lofty sweetness; and she cried: + +"Oh, honey, what _do_ you sup_pose_?" + +"What, dear?" + +"That awful Mother of mine is expected here any _moment_!" + +The young man's majesty collapsed like an overblown balloon in one pop: +"Lord!" + +Tableau! Ten Eyck, seeing it, muttered, gloatingly: + +"Some folks gits ketched." + +Alice turned eyes of reproach upon him: + +"She'll _kill_ us if she finds us together. Isn't there some other way +out?" + +"I could go down the stairs the waiters come up," said Stowe; "but how +will you get home?" + +"Oh, Mother will get me home all right, never fear!" said Alice. "Run +for your _life_, honey. I'll have my maid call you on the 'phone later." + +The young man gave her one long sad look fairly reeking with desperate +kisses and embraces. Then he vanished into the crowd. + +Alice must have remarked the comments in Forbes' eyes, for she turned to +him: + +"You mustn't misunderstand the poor boy, Mr. Forbes. Mr. Webb is as +_brave_ as a _lion_, but he runs away on my account. He knows that my +mother will give me no rest if she finds it out." + +"I understand perfectly," said Forbes. "There are times when the better +a soldier is the faster he runs!" + +"Mr. Forbes is a soldier," Persis explained. + +"Oh, thank you, twice as much!" said Alice, "for appreciating the +situation." Then she turned to Persis, and clenched her arm as if she +were about to implore some unheard-of mercy: "And, Oh, Miss Cabot, will +you do me one _terribly_ great favor? I'll remember it to my _dying_ +day, if you only will." + +"Of course, my dear," Persis answered, with her usual serenity. "What is +it? Do you want me to tell your mother that I met you somewhere and +dragged you here against your will to meet her?" + +Alice's wide eyes widened to the danger-point: + +"Aren't you simply _wonderful_! How on earth could you possibly have +ever _ever_ guessed it?" + +Persis cast a sidelong glance at Forbes; it had all the effect of a wink +without being so violent. + +"I'm a mind-reader," she said. + +Alice caught the glance but not the irony of it, and exclaimed: + +"In_deed_ she is, Mr. Forbes. She really _is_." + +"I know she is," said Forbes, with a quiet conviction that was almost +more noisy than the violent emphasis of Alice. + +Persis gave Forbes another sidelong glance; this time with a meek +wonderment in place of irony. Once more the man had shown a kind of awe +of her. Unwittingly he was attacking her on her most defenseless wall; +for a woman who is always hearing praise of her beauty or her vivacity, +so hungers and thirsts after some recognition of her intellectual +existence that she is usually quite helpless before a tribute to it. + +Persis knew that there was no importance in her guess at what Alice was +about to ask; but there was importance in the high rating Forbes gave +it. The comfort she found in this homage was put to flight by Alice's +nails nipping her arm. + +"Before mother comes we must rehearse what we're to say. She thinks I +went to one of those lectures on Current Topics. They're so very +im_proving_ that Mother can't bear to go herself. She sends _me_ and +then forgets to ask me what it was all about. So I sneaked it to-day and +met Stowe." + +Persis could not resist a motherly question: "Is this an ideal +trysting-place, do you think?" + +"Where's the harm? We couldn't go to the Park very well. Everybody's +always going _by_ and looking _on_." + +"Why don't you receive Mr. Webb at home?" + +"Oh, _why_ don't I, indeed! Mother won't allow him within a _mile_ of +the place. Didn't you know that?" + +Persis shook her head and turned to Forbes: "Doesn't it sound +old-fashioned, a young girl afraid of her parents?" + +"Quite medieval," Forbes agreed. + +"Oh, but you are quaint, Alice," Persis laughed. "I thought it only +happened in books and plays, but here's Alice actually obeying a cruel +order like that. I'd like to see my father try to boss me. I'd really +enjoy it as a change." + +Alice broke in: "Oh, fathers--they're different! My poor Daddelums was +the sweetest thing on earth. I wrapped him round my little finger. But +mother--umm, she gets her own way, I can tell you--at least she _thinks_ +she does. I wouldn't let _any_ earthly power tear me away from my +darling Stowe, but I don't dare face her down." + +"I thought she always liked Mr. Webb?" Persis said. + +"Oh, she did till his father's will was probated. His insurance was +immense, but his debts were immenser. So poor Stowe is dumped upon the +world with hardly a cent. Of course, I love him all the more; but mother +has turned against him. I wouldn't mind starving with Stowe, but mother +is _so_ materialistic! She wants to marry me off to that dreadful old +Senator Tait." + +"Dreadful?" snorted Winifred, who had listened in silence. "Old? Senator +Tait is neither dreadful nor old. He is a cavalier, and in the prime of +his powers." + +"You can have him!" snapped Alice, with a flare of temper that she +regretted instantly, and the more sincerely since she knew that Winifred +had long been angling vainly and desperately for the Senator. There was +a bitterer sarcasm in her retort than she meant, but Winifred knew what +Alice was thinking, and canceled it by meeting it frankly: + +"I wish I could have him. God knows I'd prefer him to any of these +half-baked whippersnappers that--" + +"Winifred!" Persis murmured, subduingly; and Miss Mather subsided like a +retreating thunder-storm. "The Senator is one of the--" + +"I know he is, my dear," Alice broke in, in her most soothing tone. +"He's far, _far_ too splendid a man for a fool like me. But can't I +admit how splendid he would be in the Senate Chamber without wanting him +in my boudoir?" + +"Alice!" gasped Persis. "Remember that there are young men present." + +Forbes spoke very solemnly: "Pardon my asking, but do you really mean +that Senator Tait is--is proposing for your hand?" + +"So my awful mother says." + +"It doesn't sound like the Senator Tait I used to know." + +"You knew him well?" Persis asked, with a quick eagerness that did not +quite conceal a note of surprise. + +Forbes caught it, and answered somewhat icily: "I had that privilege. He +and my father used to ride to the hounds together. In fact, they were +together when my father's horse threw him and fell on him, and crushed +him to death. Senator Tait brought the body home to my poor mother. He +was very dear to us all." + +Persis looked what sympathy she could for such remote suffering. And +Forbes was something less of a stranger. Also he had moved one step +closer to her degree. + +He had appeared first under the auspices of Murray Ten Eyck, who +guaranteed him as an officer in the army. He had demonstrated his own +dignity and magnetism. And now his family was sponsored by an old-time +friendship with Senator Tait, a very Warwick of American royalty. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + + +Persis was not of the period or the set that thinks much of family. In +fact, the whole world and its aristocracies have been shaken by too many +earthquakes of late to leave walls standing high enough to keep youth +from overlooking and overstepping them. Few speak of caste nowadays +except novelists, editors, and the very old. What aristocracies we have +are clubs or cliques gathered by a community of tastes, and recruited +individually. + +In any case, the Persis that was willing to go out into the byways and +highways and public dancing-places would have made no bones of granting +her smiles and her hospitality to anybody that entertained her, +mountebank or mummer, tradesman or riding-master. + +And yet it did Forbes no harm in her eyes to be established as of high +lineage and important acquaintance. If only now he were rich, he would +be graduated quite into the inner circle of those who were eligible to +serious consideration. + +Unconsciously Ten Eyck gave him this diploma also, though his motive was +rather one of rebuke to Persis for her little tang of surprise. + +"You needn't raise your brows, Persis, because Forbesy knows senators +and things," he said. "He's a plutocrat, too. I caught him depositing a +million dollars in one of our best little banks to-day." + +"A million dollars!" Forbes gasped. "Is there that much money in the +world?" + +Forbes had no desire to obtain the reputation of money under false +pretenses. Yet he could not delicately discuss his exact poverty. He +could not decently announce: "I have only my small army pay and a few +hundred dollars in the bank." It would imply that these people were +interested in his financial status. Yet even the pretense by silence +troubled him, till his problem was dismissed by an interruption: + +"Is anybody at home?" + +Mrs. Neff spoke into the stillness as if she had materialized from +nothing. Nobody had noticed her approach, and every one was startled. To +Forbes her sharp voice came as a rescue from incantation. And Mrs. Neff +was in the mood of the most unromantic reality. She did not pause to be +greeted or questioned, but went at her discourse with a flying start: + +"I'm mad and I'm hungry as the devil--oh, pardon me! I didn't see my +angel child. Alice, darling, how on earth did you get here? Murray, if +you have a human heart in your buzzum get the waiter man to run for a +sandwich and a--a--no, I'll be darned if I'll take tea, in spite of +example to youngers, who never follow our good examples, anyway; make it +a highball, Murray; Scotch, and quick!" + +The waiter nodded in response to Ten Eyck's nod, and vanished with an +excellent imitation of great speed. + +"Give over, Win!" Mrs. Neff continued, prodding Miss Mather aside and +wedging forward with the chair Ten Eyck surrendered to her. "What's in +those sandwiches? Lettuce? Thanks! Don't all ask me at once where I've +been! I'm the little lady what seen her dooty and done it. If my angel +child had done hers she would be even now listening to a lecture on +Current Topics, so that she could inform her awful mother, as she calls +me, what the tariff talk is all about, and who Salonica is, and why the +Vulgarians are fighting the Balkans. But, of course, being a modern +child, she plays hookey and goes to _thes dansants_ while her poor old +mother works." + +"But mother dear, I was just--" + +"Don't tell it, my child! I know what you're going to say: that Persis +picked you up and dragged you here by the hair, and Persis will back you +up, of course, like the dear little liar she is. But I'll save you the +trouble, darlings. Where is he? Is he still here or did he learn of my +approach and flit?" + +"He--who?" said every one, zealously, with a stare of innocence sadly +overdone. + +"He--who?" Mrs. Neff mocked. "He-haw! Oh, but you're a putrid lot of +actors. So he has been here. Well, I mention no names, but if a certain +young person whose initials are Stowe Webb wants to meet a little old +lady named Trouble, let him come out from under the table." + +"Mother dear, how you do run on," Alice protested. "I don't think you +really need another highball." + +"Another! Listen to that. Dutiful child trying to save erring mother +from a drunkard's grave! And me choking with thirst since luncheon! Do +you know where I've been? Yes? Then I will tell you. I've been at a +committee meeting of the Vacation Savings Fund." + +The waiter brought a tiny flask, a tall glass, and a siphon, and offered +to mix her a potion; but she motioned him aside and arranged it to her +own taste. The band struck up, and she sipped hastily as she talked: + +"That's the most insulting music I ever heard, and I'm just mad enough +to dance well. If nobody has any prior claim on this young soldier man, +he's mine. Mr. Forbes, would you mind supporting your grandmother around +the room once or twice?" + +Forbes had counted on having this dance with Persis. He had wasted one +important tango while Alice poured out her woes. To squander this dance +on her mother was a grievous loss. There was nothing for him to do, +however, but yield. + +He bowed low and smiled. "Nothing would give me more pleasure." + +Mrs. Neff returned his bow with an old-fashioned courtesy, as she +beamed: + +"Very prettily said! Old fashioned and nice. My first husband would have +answered like that. Did Murray tell you that I had offered you the job +of being my third husband?" + +"Mother!" Alice gasped. + +Forbes was exquisitely ill at ease. It is hard to parry banter of that +sort from a woman. He bowed again and answered with an ambiguous smile: + +"Nothing would give me more pleasure." + +"Fine! Then we may as well announce our engagement. Kind friends, permit +me to introduce my next husband, Mr.--Mr.--what is your first name, +darling?" + +"Mother!" Alice implored. + +"Oh, I'm sure his first name can't be Mother. But we're missing the +dance. Come along, hero mine!" + +Forbes cast a farewell look of longing at Persis, who was regarding him +with an amused bewilderment. + +The blare of the band was as effectual as a Gabriel's trumpet opening +graves. From the tables the dead came to life and took on stilts if not +wings. + +Big Bob Fielding and Winifred Mather set out at once in close embrace. + +"Look at 'em! Look at 'em!" Ten Eyck chortled. "They're grappled like +two old-time battleships on a heavy sea." Ten Eyck was the +great-great-grandson of one of the first commissioned officers in the +American navy, a rival even of Paul Jones. So now his comment was +nautical. "Bob and Winifred remind me of the _Bonhomme Richard_ and the +_Serapis_. And Winifred is like old John Paul Jones: when everybody else +is dead her motto is: 'I've just begun to fight.'" + +But Alice could not smile. She folded her hands and sighed. "It's awful +to be a widow when they play that tango." + +Persis provided for her at once. "Murray, you take Alice out and dance +with her." + +Ten Eyck saluted. "Come on, Alice, we'll go in for the consolation +stakes." + +Alice protested: "But we can't leave you alone." + +Persis beckoned to a lonesome-looking acquaintance at another table, and +he came to her with wings outstretched. She locked pinions with him, and +they were away. + +Ten Eyck put his arms up like racks; Alice hung herself across them, and +they romped away. As they performed it, the dance was as harmless as a +game of tag. + +As Persis was twirled past Forbes now and again, her eyes would meet his +with a gaze of deep inquiry. + +And he was thinking so earnestly of her that at some indefinitely later +period he was almost surprised to find that Mrs. Neff was in his arms, +and that they were footing it intricately through a restless maze. He +realized, also, that he had not spoken to her yet. He cast about in his +mind for a topic of conversation, as one whips a dark trout-pool, and +brought up a question: + +"That Vacation Savings Fund--may I ask what it is?" + +"You may, indeed, young man," she answered, and talked glibly as she +danced, occasionally imitating a strain of music with mocking sounds. +"It's an attempt a lot of us old women have been making to teach the +poor woiking goil what we can't learn ourselves; namely, to save up +money--_la-de-de-da-de-da!_ The poor things slave like mules and +they're paid like slaves--_te-dum-te-dum!_--yet most of them never +think of putting a penny by for a rainy day, or what's more +important--_ta-ra-rum!_--a sunny day. + +"So Willie Enslee's mother, and Mrs. Clifton Ranger, and the Atterby +girls, and a gang of other busybodies got ourselves together and cooked +up a scheme--_la-de-de-da-de-da!_--to encourage the girls to stay +home--_ta-ra-rum!_--from a few moving-picture fetes and cut down their +ice-cream-soda orgies a little, and put the pennies into a fund to be +used in giving each of them--_te-dum-te-dum_--a little holiday when her +chance came--_te-di-do-dee!_" + +"Splendid!" said Forbes. "Did it work out?" + +"Rather. We started with forty girls, and now we've got--how many do you +suppose?" + +"A hundred and fifty." + +"Eight thousand! And they've saved fifty thousand dollars!" + +"That's wonderful!" Forbes exclaimed, stopping short with amazement. +Instantly they were as battered and trodden by the other dancers as a +planet would be that paused in its orbit. + +"Come on, or we'll be murdered!" cried Mrs. Neff, and dragged him into +the current again. + +Forbes looked down at her with a different feeling. This typical +gadabout, light-minded, cynical little old woman with the girlish ways, +was after all a big-hearted toiler in the vineyard. She did not dress as +a Sister of Charity, and she did not pull a long and philanthropic face, +but she was industrious in good works. + +He was to learn much more of this phase of New York wealth, its enormous +organizations for the relief of wretchedness, and its instant response +to the human cry once it makes itself heard above the noise of the cars +or the music of the band. + +City people have always made a pretense of concealing their sympathetic +expressions under a cynical mask. It is this mask that offends so many +of the praters against cruelty, irritates them to denunciations more +merciless than the lack of mercy they berate, and blinds their +nearsighted eyes to the village heart that beats in every city--a huge +heart made up of countless village hearts. + +So Mrs. Neff, having betrayed an artless Samaritanism, made haste to +resume the red domino of burlesque to hide her blushes, as children +caught in a pretty action fall to capering. Her motive was not lost on +Forbes when she said: + +"We've got to do something to get into heaven, you know. That line about +the camel and the needle's eye is always with us poor rich, though the +Lord knows I'm not rich. I hope you have a lot of money, or we'll +starve--unless we loot the Savings Fund." + +He hardly knew what to say to this, so he danced a little harder and +swept her off her feet, till she was gasping for breath and pleading: + +"Stop, stop! I'm afraid I'm only an old woman after all. And I didn't +want you to know." + +He led her to a chair, where she sank exhausted and panting hard. By the +time the dance was over and the rest had returned, she was herself +again. + +"My new husband is the love of a tangoist," she babbled across her +highball. "If that infernal committee meeting hadn't kept me so late, I +could have had more. Are you all going to the Tuesday to-night?" + +They all were. + +"I was to have taken Alice, but I'm going to put her to bed without any +supper. I'll take Mr. Forbes instead. Will you come? Nothing would give +you more pleasure. That's right. Sorry I can't accept your invitation to +dinner, but I'm booked. What about the opera to-night? It's 'Tristan and +Isolde' with Fremstad. Senator Tait was to have taken us, but he can't +go; so Alice won't care to go. He sent me his box, and I have all those +empty chairs to fill. Mr. Forbes can fill one. You can, can't you?" He +nodded helplessly, and she hunted him a ticket out of a handbag as +ridiculously crowded as a boy's first pocket. "It begins at a quarter to +eight. I can't possibly be there before nine. You go when you want to. +Who else can come?" + +Persis said that she was dining at Winifred's with Willie, and added: +"He hates the opera, but if I can drag him along I'll come. And if I +can't I'll come anyway." + +Winifred accepted for Bob. "I always think I ought to have been a +grand-opera singer," she sighed, "I've got the build for it." + +Ten Eyck "had a dinner-job on," but promised to drop in when he could. + +Having completed her quorum, and distributed her tickets, Mrs. Neff made +ready to depart by attacking her highball again. The music began before +she had finished it, and Forbes rose before Persis with an old-time +formula. + +"May I have the honor?" + +As Persis stepped into his arms, Winifred cried: + +"Traitress! It's my turn with the li'l snojer man." + +And Mrs. Neff caught Persis' elbow to say: "Be very circumspect or I'll +sue you for alienation of the alimony." + +Forbes and Persis sent back mocking smiles as they side-stepped into the +carousel. + +She was his again in the brief mock-marriage of the dance. His very +muscles welcomed her with such exultance that he must forcibly restrain +them from too ardent a clasp. The whole mood of the music was triumph, +overweening boastfulness, and irresistible arrogance. It was difficult +to be afraid of anything in that baronial walk-around. + +But Forbes was afraid of silence. It gave imagination too loose a rein. +To keep himself from loving her too well, and offending her again after +she had forgiven him once, he had recourse to language, the old +concealer of thought. + +At first he had been too new to the steps to talk freely. Words had +blurted out of him as from a beginner in a riding-school. But now there +was a spirit in his feet that led him who knows how? + +Forbes astonished Persis and himself by his first words: + +"Don't you ever sleep, Miss Cabot?" + +She threw him a startled glance. "Do I look so jaded as all that?" + +He was so upset that he lost step and regained it with awkwardness of +foot and word. "No, no, it's be--because you look--you look as if you +slept for--forever. I don't mean that exact--exactly, either." + +"Then what do you mean, Mr. Forbes?" + +"I mean: I left you this morning at about four o'clock in one costume, +and I saw you at eight in another." + +"At eight this morning? Oh yes, I was riding with my father. Were you +riding, too? I didn't see you." + +"Oh yes, you did. I stood on the bridge at daybreak. And you looked at +me and cut me dead." + +"Did I really? I must have been asleep." + +"Far from it. Your eyes were as bright as--as--" + +"This music is very reassuring, isn't it?" + +"Yes; please blame the music if I grow too rash. But you really were +wonderful. I thought you were a boy at first. And you ride so well! You +were racing your father. How could you be so wide awake after so +strenuous a night?" + +"Oh, I had to get up. It is poor Dad's only chance nowadays. He's +awfully busy in the Street, and he's so worried. And he needs the +exercise. He won't take it unless I go along." + +There was an interlude of tenderness in the music. He responded to it. + +"That's very beautiful and self-sacrificing of you. But how can you keep +up the pace?" + +"I can't, much longer. I'm almost all in. The season is nearly over, +though. If everything goes right, Dad and I will get out of town--to the +other side, perhaps. Then I can sleep all the way across. If he can't go +abroad, we'll be alone anyway, since everybody else will leave town. +Then I can catch up on sleep." + +"You must be made of iron," he said. + +"Am I so heavy as all that?" + +"Oh, no, no, you are--you are--" But he could not say anything without +saying too much. She saved the day by a change of subject. + +"And I stared right at you, and didn't know you?" + +"Why should you? It was stupid of me to expect you to remember me. But I +did, and--when you didn't, I was crushed." + +"Of course you were," she crooned. "I always want to murder anybody who +forgets me." + +"Surely that can't happen often? How could any one forget You?" + +It was perfectly sincere, yet it sounded like the bumptious praise of a +yokel. She raised her eyelids and reproved him. + +"That's pretty rough work for a West-Pointer. Rub it out and do it over +again." + +Again he lost the rhythm, and suffered agonies of confusion in +recovering it. But the tango music put him on his feet again. How could +he be humble to that uppish, vainglorious tune, that toreador pomposity? + +Persis herself was like a pouter pigeon strutting and preening her high +breast. All the dancers on the floor were proclaiming their grandeur, +playing the peacock. + +Forbes grew consequential, too, as he and Persis marched haughtily +forward shoulder to shoulder, and outer hands clasped, then paused for a +kick, whirled on their heels, and retraced their steps with the high +knee-action of thoroughbreds winning a blue ribbon. + +Then each hopped awhile on one foot, the other foot kicking between the +partner's knees. Then they dipped to the floor. As he swept her back to +her full height, the music turned sly and sarcastic. It gave an unreal +color to his words. + +"Will you pardon me one question?" + +"Probably not. What is it?" + +"Didn't you wear this same hat yesterday?" + +Her head came up with a glare. "Isn't that a rather catty remark for a +man to make?" + +"Oh, I didn't mean it that way," he faltered. "It's a beautiful hat." + +"No hat is beautiful two days in succession. It's unkind of you, though, +to notice it, and rub it in." + +"For heaven's sake, don't take it that way. I--I followed this hat of +yours for miles and miles yesterday." + +"You followed this hat?" + +"Yes." + +They danced, marched, countermarched, pirouetted, in a pink mist. And he +told her in his courtly way, with his Southern fervor, how he had been +captivated by the white plume, and the shoulder and arm, and the foot; +how vainly he had tried to overtake her for at least a fleeting survey. +He told her how keen his dismay was when she escaped him and fled north. +He told her how he made a note of the number of her car. He did not tell +her that he forgot it, and he did not dare to tell her that he was +jealous of the unknown to whom she had hastened. + +Persis could not but be pleased, though she tried to disguise her +delight by saying: + +"It must have been a shock to you when you saw what was really under +this hat." + +She had not meant to fish so outrageously for a compliment. She +understood, too late, that her words gave him not only an excuse, but a +compulsion to praise. Praise was not withheld. + +"If you could only know how I--how you--how beautiful you--how--I wish +you'd let me say it!" + +"You've said it," she murmured. His confusion revealed an ardor too +profound to be rebuked or resisted. She luxuriated in it, and rather +sighed than smiled: + +"I'm glad you like me." + +It was a more girlish speech than she usually made. Unwittingly she +crept a trifle closer to him, and breathed so deeply that he felt her +bosom swell against him with a strangely gentle power. By immeasurably +subtle degrees the barrier between them dissolved, or rather shifted +until it surrounded them. They were no longer strangers. They were +together within a magic inclosure. + +He understood the new communion, and an impulse swept him to crush her +against him. He fought it so hard that his arm quivered. She felt the +battle in his muscles, and rejoiced in the duel of his two selves, both +hers. She knew that she had a lover as well as a guardian in his heart. + +She looked up to see what manner of man this was who had won so close to +her soul in so brief a time. He looked down to see who she really was. +Their eyes met and held, longer than ever before, met studiously and +hospitably, as the eyes of two lonesome children that have become +neighbors meet across a fence. + +What she saw in his gaze gave a little added crimson to her cheeks. And +then the music flared up with a fierce ecstasy that penetrated even +their aloofness. He caught her close and spun with her in a frenzied +rapture round and round. He shunted other dancers aside and did not know +it. He was glared at, rebuked, and did not know it. The impetus of the +whirl compelled a tighter, tighter clutch. Their hands gripped faster. +He forgot everything in the mystic pursuit and surrender of the dance, +the union and disunion of their bodies--her little feet companioning +his, the satin and steel of her tense sinews, the tender duality of her +breast against the rock of his, the flutter of her quick, warm breath on +his throat, the sorcery of her half-averted eyes tempting his lips +almost unbearably. + +The light burned about them like a flaming rose. The other couples had +paused and retreated, staring at them; but they did not heed their +isolation. They swooped and careened and twirled till they were blurred +like a spinning top, till they were exhausted and wavering in their +flight. + +At length he found that she was breathless, pale, squandered. She hung +all her weight on his arm, and grew so heavy that it ached. + +And now, when he looked down at her, he saw that the operator had +inadvertently put upon them the green light. In Forbes' eyes it had a +sickly, cadaverous glimmer as of death and dissolution. He did not know +that she was about to swoon; but she was so gray and lifeless that he +was frightened. In the green, clammy radiance she looked as if she had +been buried and brought back to the daylight. She was horribly +beautiful. + +Just in time the music came to an abrupt end, and the _danse macabre_ +was done. But the floor still wheeled beneath his feet, and he staggered +as he held her limp and swaying body. + +She shook the dizziness from her eyes, and put away his arm, but seized +it again. He supported her to the table and guided her to a seat. Then +he caught up a glass and put it to her wan mouth. + +Ten Eyck, who had been watching them from his place, shoved a chair +against Forbes relaxing knees, and set a tall glass in his hand, saying: + +"Gad, old man, you need a drink!" + +Forbes took a gulp of a highball and sat staring at Persis. Ten Eyck was +quietly dipping his fingers into his own glass and flicking water on +Persis' face. She regained her self-control wonderingly. Her lips tried +pluckily to smile, though her eyes studied Forbes with a kind of +terrified anger--more at herself than at him. He met them with a gaze of +adoration and dread. + +As his hot brow cooled, it seemed that an icy hand passed across it. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + + +The safety match that resists all other friction needs only the touch of +its peculiar mate to break into flame. And many chemical compounds, +including souls, change their behavior and expose their secret +identities when they meet just the right--or the just the +wrong--reagent. + +Persis Cabot was the wonder of her world for being at the same time so +cordial and so cold, so lightly amused, so extravagant, and yet +apparently so immune to the follies of passion. She was thought to be +incapable of losing either her head or her heart. Mrs. Neff called her +"fireproof." + +Willie Enslee was universally accepted as her fiance, simply because his +wealth and his family's prestige were greater than anybody's else in her +circle. This made him the logical candidate. Everybody knew that he was +mad about Persis in his petty way. But nobody expected Persis to fall +madly in love with Willie, or to let that failure keep her from marrying +him. + +And now Forbes appeared from the wilderness and strange influences began +to work upon her. She began to study the man with increasing interest. +She resented his effect upon her, and could not resist it. He was like a +sharp knife, or a loaded revolver, or the edge of a cliff, quiet and +unpursuing, yet latent with danger, terrifying and therefore +fascinating. + +Hitherto she had played with firearms and danced along abysses and +juggled daggers in many a flirtation, but always she had kept her poise +and felt no danger. Now she was just a trifle startled by a feeling of +insecurity. + +Many men had made ferocious love to her, had tried to set up a +combustion in her heart, had threatened her with violence, with murder +and with suicide; and she had laughed at them, laughed them back to the +sanity she had never lost. + +But this man Forbes made no campaign against her. If he pressed her too +hard in the dance he apologized at once. He seemed to be at her mercy, +and yet she felt that he brought with him some influence stronger than +both. He was like one of Homer's warriors attended by a clouded god or +goddess bent on his victory or his destruction--she could not tell +which. When she caught him gazing at her devouringly he looked away, yet +she found herself looking away, too, and breathing a little faster. + +Scores of men had embraced her as she danced with them and some of them +had muttered burning love into her ear. But they left her cold. This man +said little or less, and he held her almost shyly; yet she felt a +strange kindling in his touch, saw in his eye a smoldering. + +In this last dance with him a panic of helplessness had confounded her. +He had whirled her about till she had lost all sense of floor and +ceiling. She felt herself falling and spinning down the gulfs of space +in a nightmare of rapture. She would have swooned had he not seen how +white and lost she was and stopped short. She had felt that other people +were staring and making comments. + +She was afraid to dance with him again. When she had regained her +self-control she made a pretext to escape out of the lateness of the +hour and the necessity of dressing for dinner and the opera. + +There was an almost hysterical flippancy in her chatter. In spite of the +protestations of the three men, she insisted on paying the bill. It was +her own party, she said. The waiter looked sad at this, but what she +left on the plate tempered his despair of her sex. + +She offered to drop Forbes and Ten Eyck at their destinations, and they +clambered into her car with Winifred and Bob. Forbes was all too soon +deposited at his hotel, where the footman and the starter hailed Persis +with affectionate homage and Forbes with a new courtesy because of her. +Forbes lingered at the curb to watch her away. As the landaulet sped +toward Fifth Avenue all he saw of her was the fluttering white +interrogation-mark. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + + +Forbes was prompt at the Opera. Though it was barely half past seven, he +found the foyer already swarming with a bustling mob of women swaddled +in opera-cloaks, and prosperous-looking men overcoated and mufflered. +Everybody was making haste. Dinners had been gulped or skimped, and +there was evident desire not to miss a note. + +Forbes knew nothing of the music except a vague echo of the ridicule on +which Wagner had ridden to the clouds. He was just as ignorant of the +poem, and though he bought a libretto from an unpromising vocalist in +the lobby, he had time only to skim the argument, and to learn with +surprise that Isolde was Irish, and her royal husband, Mark, a +Cornishman. + +The head usher directed him up a brief flight of steps, and another +attendant unlocked a door marked with the name-plate of Lindsley Tait. +From the little anteroom where he hung up his hat and coat, Forbes saw +as through a telescope the vast curtain and the tremendous golden arch +of the proscenium; at its foot a pygmy orchestra settling into tune and +making oddly pleasant discords. + +When Forbes stepped to the edge of the box, he seemed to be the entire +audience, another mad King of Bavaria come to witness a performance in +solitude. The famous red horseshoe stretched its length a hundred yards +or more on either side of him. In each of its little scallops a family +of empty chairs sat facing the stage in solemn silliness. The owners +were still filling chairs at dinner-tables. + +But when Forbes took the next step forward he found a multitude. Above +him he saw other horseshoes in tiers dense with faces peering downward. +Below him a plain of Babel inhabited by the tops of heads, numberless +pates in long windrows, the men's skulls close-cropped or bald, and +their shoulders black; the women's elaborately coiffed, over an enormous +acreage of bared shoulders and busts. + +Suddenly all the white-gloved hands fluttered in coveys with the show +and sound of innumerable agitated pigeons. Toscanini was picking his way +through the orchestra to the desk. + +From the opening phrase of the Vorspiel Forbes became a Wagnerian. Those +first stifled moans of almost sullen desire so whelmed him that he +wondered how Persis and Mrs. Neff and her guests should dare to be late +and lose this precious expression. Before the opera had finished +breaking his heart on its eternal wheel of anguish, he wondered that any +one should care to submit to its intolerable beauty a second time. + +Yet here were thousands thronging to its destroying blaze like fanatic +moths--moths that paid a high price to be admitted to the lamp, and +clamored to be consumed in its divine distress. + +Forbes smiled at the universal lust for artistic and vicarious suffering +that has made other people's pathos the most lucrative of all forms of +entertainment. + +The time was to come when he himself would pay dearly for the privilege +of great pain; when his mind would strive futilely to dissuade his heart +from clenching upon the thorn that made it bleed. Humanity has almost +always preferred strong emotions at any cost, to peace however cheap. + +The prelude was one long stream of bitter-sweet honey, and it affected +Forbes as music had never affected him. He wondered how people could +ever have ridiculed or resisted this man Wagner. He wished that Persis +would come soon. He thought of her as "Persis"--or "Isolde"; he could +not think of her as Miss Cabot to this music. + +The first act was ended and the long intermission almost over before she +arrived, with Enslee, followed immediately by Bob and Winifred, and last +of all by the hostess, Mrs. Neff. + +Everybody greeted Forbes with the casual informality of old friendship, +except Willie Enslee, who nodded obliquely, and murmured: + +"H' are yu, Mr. Ward." + +Nobody corrected him, least of all Forbes, who was too much disgusted +with Willie's existence there to feel any minor resentment. The three +women fell to wrangling, altruistically, of course, over the two front +seats. Mrs. Neff was trying to bully Persis and Winifred into occupying +them. Winifred's demurrer was violent: + +"If I sit there nobody can see the stage. You're such a little wisp I +can see round you or through you." + +Persis preferred almost anything to a disturbance, and her protest was a +mere form. + +Only the rising curtain brought the battle to a close. Persis dropped +into a chair on the right. Winifred pushed Mrs. Neff into the other, and +sat back of her. Willie annexed the chair behind Persis, Bob Fleming +took that aft of Winifred, and motioned Forbes to the center chair. Then +Mrs. Neff beckoned him to hunch forward into the narrow space between +her and Persis. + +All along the horseshoe people were just arriving or returning from +visits among the boxes. There was much chatter. The orchestra might as +well have been wasting its sweetness on a crowded restaurant. + +Forbes pretended to be looking over the audience on his right, but he +was looking at Persis. The music of the garden where Isolde awaited her +Tristan, and the far-off rumorous hunting-horns of the King, her +husband, were working a magic upon her. He could see its influence on +her face. + +She wore brighter raiment than at the theater; her head-dress was more +imperious, and more jewelry glittered about her. When she breathed or +moved the diamonds at her ears, her throat, and in her corsage flashed +and dulled as if they had eyelids; the pearls had a veiled radiance. + +She was a combination of beauty unadorned and most adorned. Despite her +trappings of gem and fabric, even more of her was candidly presented +than at the theater last night--or was it not a year ago? Surely he must +have known her for more than a day. + +Her bodice would have seemed to be shamelessly low, had it not been as +high as almost any other there. This was one of those common yet amazing +sessions where thousands of women of every age and class agree to +display as much of their skins as the police will allow, and far more +than their husbands and fathers approve. + +But Forbes had not yet reached the stage where a man resents the +publication of his charmer's charms. He was still hardly more than a +fascinated student of Persis. He found her a most engrossing text. + +She was so thoroughly alive--terribly alive all over! Wordsworth's +phrase would have suited Forbes' understanding of her: she "felt her +life in every limb." Her brows now moved sinuously, and now relaxed as +Isolde sang of her longing and quenched the torch for a signal to her +lover. One moment Persis' eyelids throbbed with excitement; the next +they fell and tightened across her eyes. Accesses of emotion swelled her +nostrils and made her lips waver together. Her throat arched and flexed +and was restless; and her lovely disparted bosom filled and waned. + +If she sat with clasped hands, the fingers seemed to convene and +commune. She was incessantly thrusting back her hair and stroking her +temples, or her forearms. Her knees were always exchanging places one +above the other; her feet crossed, uncrossed, and seemed unable to +settle upon precedence. + +If she had been a child she would have been called fidgety, but all her +motions were discreet and luxurious. She was like a lotos-eater stirring +in sleep and just about to open her eyes. + +The second act of the opera proved to be hardly more than a prolonged +duet. The rapture of it outlasted Forbes' endurance; it did not bore +him, it wore him out. He grew weary of eavesdropping on these two. He +was jealous to love and be loved on his own account. + +The woman next him was becoming more beautiful every moment. He felt a +craving to touch her--with reverence; to link arms in comradeship, and +to clench hands with her when the music stormed the peaks. + +An aura seemed to transpire mistily from his pores to meet the aureole +that shimmered about her. + +His mood was far above any thought of flirtation, or evil desire. He was +too knightly at heart to dream of adventure against her sacred +isolation. But he wished and wished that he knew her better; had known +her longer. Unconsciously he plagiarized the sigh of Johanna Ambrosius' +poem: "_Ach, haett' ich frueher dich geseh'n!_" + +But Fate can play the clown as well as the tragedian, and accomplish as +much by an absurd accident as by elaborate glooms. + +That afternoon, when Forbes was lured into the haberdashery, he had +invested in black silk hosiery, very sheer and very dear. Later he had +acquired a pair of new pumps. The shoes were not too small, but their +rigid edge cut his instep like a dull knife. By the time that Isolde's +husband had found her in Tristan's arms, and begun to deplore his +friend's treachery at great length, the pressure upon Forbes' heart +relaxed enough to let his feet attract his attention. They proclaimed +their discomfort acutely. + +After some hesitation he resolved to slip them out of their glistening +jails a moment, under cover of the darkness. + +A sense of immense relief rejoiced him when he sat with his +silk-stockinged feet perched on top of instead of inside of his shoes. +Though he was unaware of it, he was not the only one in that box to +seize the opportunity. Heaven alone knew how much empty foot-gear was +scattered along the floors of that opera-house. Persis for one had +vacated her slippers long ago. She always did at every opportunity. + +Eventually she tucked her little left foot back of her and bent it round +the leg of her chair. By and by Forbes, in shifting his position, +straightened his right knee. His foot collided with a most smooth +something, and paused in a kind of surprise. Primevally our feet had as +much tactile intelligence as our hands, and Forbes' almost prehensile +big toe pondered that tiny promontory a second; then it hastily explored +the glossy surface of Persis' sole. + +Silk is a facile conductor of electricity, and Persis was not divine +enough to be above ticklishness. Shudders of exquisite torment ran +through her before she could snatch her foot away. And before she could +check the impulse she snickered aloud. + +And Forbes, suddenly understanding what he had done, snickered too, and +just managed to throttle down a loud guffaw. + +Mrs. Neff and Winifred turned in amazement at hearing such a sound at +such a time, and the women in the next box craned their necks to inflict +a punitive glare. Which made it all the worse. + +Persis and Forbes were suddenly backslidden almost to infancy. They were +like a pair of children attacked with a fit of giggles in church. The +more they wanted to be sober, the more foolish they felt. The harder +they tried to smother the laughter steaming within them, the more it +threatened to explode. + +Persis would have taken to flight, but one of her slippers she could not +find, and she could not get the other on. + +She and Forbes were still stuffing their handkerchiefs into their mouths +when the act ended, as the pitifully distraught Tristan permitted the +infuriated Melot to thrust him through with a sword, and fell back in +Kurwenal's arms. + +Mrs. Neff and her faction did not join the ovation to the singers. They +were too busily demanding what Persis and Forbes had found to laugh at. +But neither of them would tell. It was their secret. + +Willie Enslee was acutely annoyed. He had not curiosity enough to be +quick to jealousy, nor intelligence enough to suspect that Persis' and +Forbes' laughter might be, must be, due to some encounter. + +Still, he had ideals of his own, such as they were, and his religion was +to avoid attracting attention. He had liked Persis because she was of +the same faith; but now she had sinned against it, and he rebuked her. +She did not flare up as usual. She laughed. + +She was ashamed to have been so frivolous, ashamed to have profaned the +temple of art with her childishness. And so was Forbes. But when they +looked into each other's eyes now they no longer stared with timorous +wonderment; they smiled together in a dear and cozy intimacy. And +already they owned a secret. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + + +Mrs. Neff and Winifred may have had their suspicions. They were both +amiable cynics, and always put the worst possible interpretation on any +happening. But whatever their theories, they could never have guessed +the actual reason for the contretemps, and Persis speedily changed the +subject. But her feet remembered it and tingled with reminiscent little +electric storms. And when she looked at Forbes she tittered like a +school-girl. So she avoided his eyes. + +Willie was furious at Persis' lack of dignity, and forgot his own in +complaining of it. + +"Cut out the soubrette spasms, for God's sake, Persis, or let us all in +on the joke. If you have any comic relief for this ghastly opera let me +have it. Why did you drag me here, anyway? We might have gone to +Hammerstein's. It wouldn't be so bad if Caruso were singing; but Caruso +knows better than to bark himself hoarse on this Wagner fella. And that +Dutch tenor has got to die yet. He'll be two hours dying, and then the +lady has to follow suit. Why should we sit here all that time watching +people die? Why didn't we go to Bellevue Hospital and watch an amusing +operation? What would you say to making a sneak just about now and--" + +"I'd say, run right along, Willie, if you want to," said Persis. "_Moi, +j'y suis, j'y reste!_" + +"Oh, all right, I suppose I'll have to _suis_ and _reste_, too. But +don't mind if I snore." + +Ten Eyck appeared now with apologies for his delay. And a number of +callers knocked at the back door of the box and were admitted to an +informal little reception, shared by the next-door neighbors, who +gossiped across the rail with a charming friendliness. These latter were +determined to find out what Persis had been laughing at. But she shook +her head mysteriously. + +Forbes heard great names bandied, and he judged that he was meeting +important people, but there were no introductions, except in the case of +a man and a woman who were treated with deference. To these Ten Eyck +presented Forbes with flourish as an eminent military expert called home +from the Philippines to help fortify New York against foreign attack. + +Forbes denied this violently, but Ten Eyck winked. + +"Diplomatic, eh?" + +When they were gone Forbes asked who they were. + +"Society reporters!" said Ten Eyck. And the next day Forbes read in two +of the papers a varying description of the costumes of Persis, Winifred, +and Mrs. Neff, and a duplicated mention of his own name with the added +information that he was "the eminent military expert called home from +the Philippines to help fortify New York against foreign attack." + +When he read this Forbes breathed a prayer that none of his superior +officers might be addicted to the social columns. + +But that was to-morrow's excitement. + +The third act brought him back under the Wagnerian yoke. Tristan's +castle walls ran along a cliff overlooking the ocean; in a green space +under a tree the wounded knight lay eternally demanding of his devoted +squire if he could not yet see the ship, the ship that was to bring +Isolde to nurse him back to life. + +Forbes forgot all light thoughts before the infinitely pathetic wail of +the shepherd's pipe and the reiterated appeal of Tristan for "_das +Schiff!_ _das Schiff!_" + +Like most men of to-day, Forbes never wept except at the theater, or at +some other fiction. He had not wept so well since he had seen "Romeo +and Juliet" played. Now again, as then, it startled him to think what a +genius for love some hearts have, while others have only a talent or a +taste for it. He felt a little ashamed that he had never been able to +love as Romeo or Tristan loved, and yet he thanked his stars that he had +been spared that fatal power. + +How often we thank our stars that we have never met the very thing that +waits us round the corner! Perhaps that Pharisee who stands immortally +thanking the Lord that he was not as other men, found out the same +afternoon how very like he was. + +The thrall of the theater was so complete upon Forbes that when the +sorrowful drone of the shepherd's pipe suddenly turned to joy at the +sight of Isolde's ship, Forbes' heart leaped up as if he were witnessing +a rescue in actual life. + +The hurrying rapture of the music that described Isolde's arrival, and +her haste up the cliff, sent his hopes to heaven; but when the delirious +Tristan rose from his couch to his staggering feet and began to tear at +the bandages about his wound, Forbes felt the stab of fear. He wanted to +cry out, "Oh no! no!" He sat with lips parted in anguish, and his hand +groping for support. + +The left hand of Persis was reaching about in the same gesture of +protest against intolerable cruelty. It met the hand of Forbes. Their +fingers clutched each other in an instinct for companionship. The two +souls were so intent upon the action of the scene, and so swept along by +the torrential music, that they hardly knew their hands were joined. + +When Tristan fell at Isolde's feet, with one poor wailing "Isolde!" and +died before she could clasp him in her arms, it seemed that Forbes' +heart broke. A groan escaped him; his hand clenched the hand of Persis +with all its might. He heard a little gasp from her, and he thought that +her heart had broken with his. + +He had bitten into one of the beautiful apples of Hades, and his mouth +was filled with ashes. The tears poured down his cheeks, and in his +aching throat there was a lump like broken glass. + +The noblest song in all music, the "love-death" of Isolde, gave the +tragedy nobility; but it was the mad beauty of a grief too great for +grieving over. Passion shivered in the air and seemed to come from +Forbes' own soul. The harmonies kept climaxing, eternally reaching the +last possible thrill, only to find that it led on to one yet higher. The +melodies were crowded like the angels climbing Jacob's ladder into the +clouds, where every rung seemed heaven, till it disclosed one more. + +The music was a love-philter to Forbes and Persis; they could not escape +it, had no thought of escape. Their hands swung in a little arc, +clenched and unclenched in an utter sympathy of mind and body, in a kind +of epic dance. + +And then the opera was over, and Forbes began to dread the raising of +the lights. He was grateful for the long ovation to the singers, since +it kept the house dark till he could shake off the tears he was ashamed +to dab with a handkerchief. Time was when greater soldiers than he were +proud rather than ashamed of their tears, but Forbes was thankful for +the gloom. He applauded and joined the cries of "Bravo!" to prolong the +respite. + +Mrs. Neff was sniffling as she beat her gloves together. + +"Even Isolde's husband couldn't hate her--or him--for a love like that." + +And Winifred, with her cheeks all blubbered, swallowed hard as she +applauded. + +"Why don't we have such lovers nowadays? Even I could play Isolde if I +could find a Tristan." + +"Permit me," said Bob Fielding. But he was referring to the opera-cloak +he was holding out for her. + +Willie Enslee, however, shook his head contemptuously and made no +pretense of applause. + +"Can you beat 'em, Mr. Lord? They're never so happy as when they're +crying their make-up off. They pretend they're blue, but they've been +having the time of their lives." + +And Forbes hated him for saying it. Then he noted that Persis was not +applauding. She was pulling off a long glove slowly and wincingly. When +it was off, she looked ruefully at her left hand and nursed it in her +right. She glanced to see that the others were busy with their wraps, +then she held her hand out where Forbes could see it; and gave him a +look of pouting reproach. + +His first stare showed him only that her soft, slim fingers were almost +hidden with rings. And then he saw that the flesh was all creased and +bruised and marred with marks like tiny teeth. He realized that it was +his fierce clench that had ground the rings and their settings into her +flesh, and his heart was wrung with shame and pity. + +He saw, too, that on one of the little fingers there was a thread of +blood. The alert old eyes of Mrs. Neff caught the by-play of the two, +and her curiosity brought her forward with a question. + +"How in heaven did you hurt your finger?" + +Persis answered quietly and at once: + +"I caught it on the thorn of a rose. It's nothing." + +Willie insisted on seeing the wound, and was frantic with excitement. He +was genuinely distressed. He poured out sympathy for the pain, anxiety +for the future of the wound, the necessity for sterilizing it. But it +was Willie's doom to be always tactless or unwelcome, and his sympathy +was an annoyance. + +Forbes was compelled to silence by Persis' explanation of the accident. +He must not say how sorry he was, though he had wounded her--he had +wounded Persis till she bled! + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + + +There was an atmosphere of mourning everywhere as the enormous audience +issued from the exits. It had assisted at the obsequies of a tremendous +love, and all the eyes were sad. + +Forbes had seen it stated until he had come to believe it, that the +Metropolitan Opera was supported by snobs who attended merely to show +off their jewels, and that the true music-lovers were to be found in the +gallery. It came upon him now that this is one of the many cheap +missiles poor people of poor wit hurl at luckier folk, with no more +discrimination than street Arabs show when they throw whatever they can +find in the street at whoever passes by in better clothes. + +Forbes was sure that most of these sad-eyed aristocrats, so lavish in +their praise of the singers and the music and the conductor, had come +with a musical purpose, and he wondered if some few, at least, of those +in the gallery might not have climbed thither less for art's sake than +to see in the flesh those people of whose goings and comings and +dressings, weddings and partings, they read so greedily in the +newspapers. + +During the long wait for the carriage, a wealthy rabble stood in a +draughty doorway waiting turns at the slowly disintegrating army of +limousines and landaulets and touring-cars and taxicabs--even of +obsolete broughams and coaches drawn by four-legged anachronisms. + +Mrs. Neff claimed Forbes as her personal escort, and carried him off in +her own chariot, which rolled up long before Enslee's. + +Forbes regretted to leave Persis standing there, with throat open as +usual to the night gale; but his consolation was that he could gossip +about her. + +Mrs. Neff's first word, of course, was of tobacco. The door was hardly +slammed upon them before she had her cigarettes out. + +"Give me a light, there's a dear boy. I've just time for a puff. And you +light your cigar; I know you're dying for it. You can finish it in the +cloak-room. You men have still a few advantages left. The one I envy you +most is your right to smoke in public." + +It was strange to Forbes to be proffering a light to a white-haired +lady. His own mother had thought it almost an escapade to sit on a +piazza with a man who was armed with a cigar. Years ago, when Forbes had +come home from West Point, she had said to him after dinner: + +"I reckon my boy is simply pe'ishing for a cigar. Of course a gentleman +can't smoke in the drawing-room, and the odor never comes out of the +curtains. But I don't mind it in the open air--much. We'll stroll in the +garden. They say tobacco is good for the plants--bad for the insects." + +And she took his arm and sauntered with him while he ruined the scent of +the honeysuckle vines. + +And Forbes had heard an anecdote, probably untrue, of the great Mrs. +Astor; according to this legend, a man, hankering for a cigar, yet +hesitating to suggest it, asked her casually: "What would you say if a +man asked you for permission to smoke?" To which she answered, in her +stately way: "I don't know. No man ever asked me." And neither did he. + +But nowadays a man rarely ever murmurs the formula: "Do you object to +smoke?" He is apter to say: "Do you carry your own, or will you try +mine?" + +The petite grande dame, Mrs. Neff, carried her own. The glow of it in +the dark seemed to add one more ruby to her burdened fingers. And when +she lost her light, she reached out for Forbes' cigar and rekindled her +cigarette, smiling: + +"Aren't we nice and clubby?" + +Once her weed was prospering, she began to puff gossip: + +"Isn't she a darling--Miss Cabot, I mean? Everybody is crazy over her, +but Willie scares 'em all off. What a pity she's mixed up with the +little bounder! Of course, she needs a lot of money, and her It of a +father is nearly ready for the Old Ladies' Home; but what a shame that +love and money go together so rarely! For the matter of that, though, I +don't think Persis knows what love is--yet. Maybe she never will. Maybe +she won't learn till it's too late. Murray Ten Eyck says you are rich. +Why don't you marry Persis? What a pair you'd make! What children you'd +have! They'd win a blue ribbon at any stock-breeder's show." + +Forbes was much obliged to the dark for hiding his blushes. Besides, he +felt it a little premature to be discussing the quality of his +offspring. He made bold to ask a leading question. + +"You say that Miss Cabot is mixed up hopelessly with Mr. Enslee. Do you +mean that they are engaged?" + +"They haven't announced it, of course, but it's generally agreed that +they are. Still, I suppose that if some handsome devil came along with a +million or two, he might coax her away." + +"But they are not actually engaged?" + +"I don't know. But it looks inevitable to me. If you've got a lot of +money, ask her--and save her from Willie. She'd make a nice wife to a +nice man, with a nice income. Go on and get her. Oh, Lord, here we are +at Sherry's and I've got to throw my cigarette away. I'll have to sneak +another in the women's room somehow." + +They went through the revolving doors and into the corridor, where women +in opera-cloaks were moving forward with something of the look of a +spice caravan, some to the supper-rooms, and some toward the elevators +to the various assembly-rooms, where various coteries were giving +dances. + +The ways of Mrs. Neff and Forbes parted at the elevator's upper door. +His led to the large room where he passed his hat and coat across a +table to be stowed in a compartment in one of the wicker wardrobes. + +While he waited for Mrs. Neff, he sauntered to and fro, smoking and +feeling a stranger among the men, who were just beginning to collect. +Forbes noted the callowness of most of them, and felt himself a veteran +among the shiny-haired blonds and glistening brunettes pulling on their +white gloves, straightening their ties and trying, some of them, to find +mustache enough to pull. + +He could see the women they brought--girls and their mothers, or aunts +or something. + +After his experience at the restaurant dances, Forbes had begun to +wonder if New York's aristocracy had been entirely converted to +socialism, and had given over all attempt at exclusiveness. Here at last +he found selection. People were here on invitation, and they were at +home--_chez eux_. + +If they went among the common herd, it was only as a kind of slumming +excursion, a sortie of the great folk from the citadel into the town. It +did not mean that the town was invited to repay the visit at the castle. + +This was a dance at the castle. Everybody here seemed to belong. There +were no shop-girls, no pavement-nymphs, or others of the self-supporting +classes. These women had been provided for by wealthy parents. They had +been provided with educations, and aseptic surroundings, and sterilized +amusements, and pure food of choicest quality. Hence they all looked +hale and thoroughbred. And they were not discontent. They came with the +spirit of the dance. + +Yet there was variety enough in the unity. Girls of intellectual type, +girls of plain and old-maidish prospects, girls of prudish manner, +wantons, athletes, flirts, and uncontrollables. There were good taste +and bad in costume, simple little pink frocks and Sheban splendors, loud +voices and soft, meek eyes and insolent. But they were all protected +plants, not hothouse flowers, yet flowers from high-walled, well-tended +gardens. + +Inside the wall there was the pleasantest informality. Everybody seemed +to call everybody else by the first name or by some nickname, and there +were surprisingly many old-fashioned "Jims" and "Bills," "Kates" and +"Sues." There was much hilarity, much slang, and the women seemed to use +the music-hall phrases even more freely than the men. + +In the dances there was a deal of boisterous romping. The turkey-trot, +here called the one-step, was as vigorously performed as in the +restaurants, and some of the highest born showed the most professional +skill and recklessness. + +While Forbes was waiting for Mrs. Neff, he saw Persis arrive with her +entourage. She was like the rest, yet ever so different. In her there +was the little more that meant so much. She had, of course, the +advantage of his affection. Yet he could see that everybody else gave +her a certain prestige, too. It was "Oh, there she is!" "Look, there's +Persis!" "Hello, Persis, how darling of you to come!" + +The fly in the ointment was Willie Enslee, preening himself at her side, +taking all her compliments for his own, as if he were the proprietor of +a prize-winning mare at a horse-show. Forbes hated himself for hating +him, but could not help it. When Enslee left Persis and entered the +men's coat-room, Forbes' eyes followed him balefully. + +Ten Eyck happened to glance his way as he held out his hand for his coat +check. He noted the glare in Forbes' eyes and followed their direction +to Enslee. He was so amazed, that when the attendant put the check in +his hand, he started as if some one had wakened him. Then he went to +Forbes and took him by the elbow. And Forbes also started as if some one +had wakened him. Ten Eyck smiled sadly: + +"Is it as bad as that, already, old man?" + +"Is what as bad as what already?" Forbes answered, half puzzled and half +aware. Ten Eyck replied with a riddle. + +"You can buy 'em for almost any price. It's the upkeep that costs." + +"What the devil are you talking about?" + +"Yachts." + +"Yachts?" + +"Yachts. Better do as I do, Forbesy: instead of trying to own and run +one, cultivate the people who do; and then you can cruise without +expense." + +"What's that about yachts?" Willie Enslee asked, unexpectedly at his +elbow. Ten Eyck answered, blandly: + +"I was making the highly original remark that it's not the initial +expense--" + +"--But the up-keep that costs," Willie finished for him. "And that's no +joke, either. Thinking of buying one, Mr. Forbes? Take my advice and +don't! Gad, that ferryboat of mine costs me twenty-five or thirty +thousand a year, and she's not in commission two months in the season." + +Twenty-five thousand a year! The words clanged in Forbes' mind like a +locomotive's warning bell. He would hardly earn so much in the next ten +years. He would certainly take Enslee's advice and not buy a yacht. He +was as ill-equipped for a contest with the Enslee Estates as David was +for the bout with Goliath. David won, indeed; but he had only to kill +the giant, not to support him in the manner he had been accustomed to. + +What could Forbes offer a woman like Persis in place of a yacht? He +could offer her only love. His love must be cruiser and automobile, town +house and country house, home and travel. Isolde had married the king +only to run away from his palace to the ruined castle of the wounded +knight. Perhaps this Isolde would take warning and prefer the poor +knight and his shabby castle in the first place. + +As Forbes glanced down at Willie Enslee he could not feel that even the +Enslee millions could suffice to make the fellow attractive. They +certainly had not added a cubit to his stature. Persis could not +conceivably mate herself for life to a peevish underling like him. + +Plainly Forbes needed only to be brave and persistent and he would win +her. Then Persis reappeared, and looked to be a prize worth fighting +for, at any hazard of failure. There was a bevy of young women about +her, bright clouds around a new moon. They were all jeweled to +incandescence. On their fingers and wrists were rings and bracelets +whose prices Forbes could guess from his inspection of shop-windows the +day before. He could not give such gifts. + +But he would not let anything chill him. He advanced to Persis with as +much cordiality as if he had not seen her for years. Persis was too +human to follow the usual New York and London custom of avoiding +introductions. She presented Forbes to the galaxy with a statement that +he was a famous soldier (which brought polite looks of respect), and a +love of a tangoist (which evoked gushes of enthusiasm). + +He had not caught a single name, and as the group dispersed, each girl +took even her face from his memory as effectually as if it were a +picture carried out of a room. + +This did not distress him at the time, for the orchestra on the stage in +the grand ballroom was busily at work. + +"The music is calling us," said Forbes. "May I have the honor?" + +"I wish you might," Persis sighed, "but Willie would be furious if I +gave his dance away. And Mrs. Neff would snatch me baldheaded if I +kidnapped her _preux chevalier_. I'm afraid she'll expect you to pay +for your ride in her car by a little honest work, won't she?" + +"I'm afraid so. Of course she will," Forbes groaned, ashamed of his +oversight. "But the next one I may have?" + +"The next one is yours. Don't forget." + +"Forget!" He cast his eyes up in a look of horror at the possibility. He +hastened to Mrs. Neff, who was just simmering to a boil. She forgot her +pique with the first sidewise stride. She tried to imagine herself +young, and Forbes tried to imagine her Persis. + +He passed Persis in the eddies again and again, and she always had some +amiable wireless greeting to flash across the space. She was difficultly +following the spasmodic leadership of Willie, who puffed about her like +a little snubby tug conducting a graceful yacht out to sea. + +When the dance was done and the inevitable encore responded to, Forbes +tried to carry on a traffic of conversation with his hostess; but he had +only the faintest idea of what she said or what he himself said--if +anything. His mind was lackeying Persis, who knew so many people and was +having so good a time. At the first squeak of the next dance Forbes +abandoned Mrs. Neff like an Ariadne on a beach of chairs, and presented +himself open-armed before Persis. + +She slipped into his embrace as if she were mortised there. The very +concord of their bodies seemed an argument for the union of their souls. +They were as appropriate to each other as the melodies of a perfect +duet, such a love-duet as Tristan and Isolde's. + +Once more Forbes was master of Persis; she followed wherever he led. He +could whirl her, dip her, sidle her, lead or pursue her; and she obeyed +his will as instantly as if he were her owner. She did belong to him. +How could he ever give her up? And yet at the moment the orchestra +stopped he must let her go. + +The end of the dance was their divorce. He transferred her into Bob +Fielding's arms for a time, while he swung Winifred with as much +rapture as he would have taken from trundling a bureau around. Even +Winifred's surprising lightness of foot reminded Forbes of nothing more +poetic than casters. + +After this ordeal a strict sense of duty forced him to dance with Mrs. +Neff once more. And after her with an anonymous sprig, to whom Mrs. Neff +bequeathed him. This girl was as young as Alice Neff, but loud of voice, +gawky, and awkward. Some day she would grow up to herself and enter into +her birthright of beauty. Now she was neither chick nor pullet, but at +the raw-boned, pin-feathered stage between--just out from her mother's +wings. Her knees were carried so well forward that Forbes could not +avoid them. He came out of the dance with both patellas bruised. + +And then, at last, he was free to tango with Persis again. In the brief +space of a few dances, he had held in his clasp the young-old Mrs. Neff, +the super-abundant charms of Winifred, and the large-jointed frame of a +young girl. When Persis was his again the contrast was astonishing. In +these forms the cycle of the rose was complete; the girl was the bud +still clenched in its calyx; Winifred was the flower too far expanded; +Mrs. Neff the flower of yesterday with the bloom gone from the petal and +the wrinkles in its place; but Persis! Persis was the rose at its exact +instant of perfection. + +At the close of the dance, the hour being somewhat past midnight, supper +was announced. Persis seized upon one of the small tables, and stood +guard over it while she despatched Forbes to round up Mrs. Neff and +Willie and Bob and Winifred, and Ten Eyck and a debutante he was +rushing. + +Persis saw to it quite casually that Forbes sat close to her; and that +was very close, since the little clique was crowded so snugly about the +table, that half of those who ate had to convey the food across the +elbows and knees of the others. + +Persis sat with both elbows on the table, and raised her bouillon cup +with both hands. Her elbow touched that of Forbes, and she did not draw +it away. For the matter of that, all the elbows were clashing in the +crowded circle. + +It was now that Forbes was tempted to make his first advance. How was he +to marry her if he never made love to her? How show his love except by +some signal? Before all those ears he could not speak his infatuation; +before all those eyes he could not seize her hand and kiss it, or kneel, +or push his arm around her. + +Under the table he might have held hands with her, but she kept her +hands above the board. Then, as she leaned close to him to speak across +him to Mrs. Neff, her foot struck lightly against his. It was gone at +once, but it suggested to his mind an ancient form of flirtation that +has been more honored in modern observance than in modern literature. +Remembering the experience at the Opera House, he was visited with a +tender temptation to renew that acquaintance of feet. + +He gathered his courage together, as if he were about to step off a +precipice into a fog, and pursued her foot with his. He found it, but at +a touch it vanished again. Realizing that she took his silly action for +an accident, he determined to see the adventure through. He sent his +foot prowling after hers, found it, and raising his toe, pressed hers +softly. + +This time her foot was not withdrawn, and he felt that his emprise was +rewarded. But a moment later, when every one's attention was attracted +to another table, and the rest were discussing a prematurely fashionable +costume, Persis leaned close to him and murmured: + +"In the first place, how dare you? In the second place, I have on white +slippers. And in the third place, you are perfectly visible from all the +other tables." + +And then she slipped her foot away. It was as if she had unclasped his +arms from about her waist, only not so hallowed a precedent. + +Forbes turned pale with shame. He felt that his deed was boorish, and +now it had been properly rebuked and resented. The gentleness of the +reproof made it the more galling; for it was the gentleness of authority +so sure of itself that it needed no clamor of assertion. Another woman +might have been, or pretended to be, furious at an insult; a flirt might +have rebuked him only to encourage and tease him on; a vixen might have +dug her other heel into his instep and forced her release. + +But Persis was sophisticated enough not to set her protest in italics. +She was probably used to such suggestions. It hurt Forbes' pride to feel +that he was not the first man she had rebuffed for this. He had loved +her and longed to tell her his secret secretly, and had merely apprised +her that he was a blundering bumpkin. She had shamed him yet spared him +open disgrace. She had made him respect her intelligence and her tact. + +He gnawed his lip with remorse; but his apologies were frustrated by the +return of all hands to the table. Persis chattered with the rest and +nibbled a marron with an apparent relish that implied forgetfulness of +what was only an incident to her. + +Forbes was learning what Persis was, by all these little tests, as a +general studies the enemy's strength and disposition, by trying the line +at all points. If he finds the pickets always alert, his respect +increases the more he is baffled. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + + +After the supper no time was lost in returning to the main business of +the meeting. Again Willie claimed the first dance, and Forbes was +deputed to Ten Eyck's debutante. The next dance, however, brought him +back to Persis. He had asked for it, uneasily, and she had granted it +with an amiable "Of course." + +The moment they were safely lost in the vortex he began to make amends. +While he was strutting his proudest through the tango, he was stammering +the humblest apologies. + +"Oh, don't let that worry you," she answered. "I suppose all men believe +they have to do that sort of thing to entertain us. Poor fellows, you +think we women expect it of you. Some of us do, I suppose; but I don't +like it. And it doesn't seem quite what I had expected of you." + +He got a little comfort from the thought that she had taken the trouble, +at least, to form an opinion of him. But mainly he admired her for the +continued good sportsmanship of her attitude. There was a kind of +manliness about it, as if one gentleman should say to another: + +"Pardon me, but you are trespassing on my property. It was a natural +mistake, but I thought you'd like to know my boundary line." + +And yet something was gone from her warmth. She danced with him, +chatted, laughed. But a chill was upon her. That little bloom of +tenderness that had softened her words as the down velvets the peach, +had vanished. Frost had nipped the firstling of spring. + +Forbes was infinitely repentant, rebuffed, but not routed. He began once +more to scout along her outposts. + +"That hat you wore, you remember, day before yesterday?" + +"Yes." + +"I told you how I followed it." + +"Yes." + +"My heart ran after you like a newsboy calling to you. But you didn't +hear." + +"I'm so sorry!" + +"All of a sudden you spoke to your driver, and he put on full speed up +the Avenue, as if you were in a great hurry. I had a funny idea that you +might be making haste to meet some man." + +"Let me see! Yes, I was. I was hurrying home to meet Willie. He is +always furious when I am late." + +This time the name of Enslee was like a blow in the face. It dazed +Forbes with a confirmation of his worst fears. He did not realize that +he thought aloud: + +"I guessed right! I knew it was a man, and I was jealous." + +Persis stared up at him. She smiled incredulously. + +"You were jealous? But you hadn't even seen me." + +"No, but I wanted to see you. I felt you in the air. And I was jealous." + +His eyes were laughing into her laughing eyes. But both of them were a +trifle solemn at heart. Forbes determined to learn how her affairs stood +with Enslee. He could never have found the temerity to demand the +information if the music had not flared with such dare-deviltry. + +"Would you mind if I asked you one very personal question?" he said. + +"Not if you'll look the other way when I answer it." + +"Are you engaged to Willie Enslee?" + +The question was so unexpected and so forthright that it almost +staggered her. She flashed one look up into his earnest eyes and +laughed; but it was a cold laugh. + +"You are the most amazing piece of impudence I ever met." + +"You haven't answered." + +"What difference could it make to you?" + +"All the difference in the world. It is a matter of the utmost +importance to me." + +"Why?" + +"Because if you are not--" The music was the most inconsequential jig, +and their feet were frolic, but his voice was solemn as a prayer. "If +you are not, I want to--to tell you that you have--you are--that--well, +my heart is at your feet." + +"Watch out, then, for I can't see my feet, and my heels are sharp." + +"Won't you be serious?" + +"You are the frivolous one. You've only just met me; you don't know +anything about me, nor I about you, yet you talk this talk." + +"I've known you long enough to know that you are--" + +"Oh no, you haven't. You've only seen me with my party manners on." + +"But you--you--oh, I can't talk to this music. Will you sit down a +moment somewhere?" + +"No, indeed. I came here to dance, and I wish you would stick to your +knitting." + +"You haven't answered my question. Are you engaged to that man?" + +"Oh, so he is 'that man' already?" + +"Are you going to marry him?" + +"I'm no prophet, Mr. Forbes." + +The medley broke into the ribald tune of a popular song: a woman's +celebration of the generosity of her keeper whom she called "Daddy," and +who always brought her gifts. The refrain was a disgustingly +irresistible hilarity: "Here comes my Daddy now, Pop, oh, Pop, oh Pop!" +Half the dancers shouted the refrain as they whirled. + +Forbes' heart selected from the sordid lyric only its rejoicing. He +selected from Persis' words only the hope they negatively implied. He +began to dance in a frenzy, locking knee to knee, whipping her off her +feet, and clenching her sweet body so close to him that she gasped: + +"I have to breathe, you know." + +"Forgive me," he murmured into the curls about her ear. "But you're a +wonderful thing!" + +"Am I?" she laughed, but with a sort of patient indifference. + +"I'm mad about you." + +"Are you?" + +"I wish I dared to tell you that I love you." + +"I hope you won't." + +"Men are always telling you that?" + +"No--not always--once or twice." She was so far away, though in his +arms, that her voice seemed to come to him across a long wire. + +"Did you love any of them?" + +"No." + +"Are you sure?" + +"There's nothing I'm surer of than that." + +"Does that mean that you are not engaged to Mr. Enslee?" + +She laughed again. + +"Not necessarily." + + + + +CHAPTER XX + + +Forgiveness and garters lose their snap when they are stretched too +often. Once before Forbes had apologized to Persis for an excess of +enthusiasm, and her forgiveness had brought back her cordiality with +perfect elasticity. The second time there had been a slight sag. + +The boundary between the impertinence of a cad and the privilege of a +suitor is vague and wavering. The act that is accepted as a +manifestation of devotion, a pretty caress, from the accepted lover +becomes a liberty from the libertine. In his ardor Forbes had +overstepped the dead-line. + +There was no especial reason why the pressure of foot upon foot should +be a less poetic tribute than a lingering clasp of the hands. But +thinking makes it so, and when Forbes put his best foot forward, Persis +resented it as a familiarity, an affront. It meant in her eyes that he +held her cheap and easy. It was like her to be less angry with him than +with herself. She reasoned that if a man she had just met could so +speedily rate her so low, there must be some appalling fault in her +manner. Her self-confidence was shaken. + +But just as she had set Forbes in the category of men with whom a woman +must be on her guard, he spoke of being jealous of her, and his very +eyes and the flush on his cheeks shouted that he meant it. + +There is, perhaps, no other tribute a woman prizes so highly as +jealousy. Other tokens of esteem may be silver, gilt, or plated ware, +but jealousy is the hallmark of sincerity; jealousy is at least eighteen +karats fine. + +The moment Forbes said he had been jealous, and by his eager questions, +by their very insistent impertinence, indeed, proved that he was now +jealous, he became important to Persis. The fervor of his previous +actions was almost justified. Even the intrusion upon her foot was a +different act. + +Women usually think that love excuses almost everything, and sanctifies +what were else ridiculous or disgusting. They absolve the sinner who can +plead, "I was in love," more easily than the self-righteous abstainer. + +Besides, there was something uncanny to Persis in Forbes' statement that +he had followed her up the Avenue, and had felt a jealousy of her haste; +because that had been a momentous day altogether. + +She had begun it by a shopping raid. She had run across a flock of new +hats, curious oddities from Paris, perched like strange birds alighted +in a window. They pulled down so far on one side that they blinded one +eye of the wearer, and they thrust out so far to the rear and the side +that they blinded the passer-by. + +As she was trying one of them on, she turned her head to speak to the +rhapsodical manager. She swept the face of the saleswoman till she +sneezed; and when Persis turned to apologize to the saleswoman, the +manager found himself inhaling exotic goura. It was fascinating. She +simply must have some of these hats. + +But there had been a very polite note with her last bill, a timid plea +that she pay a trifle on the venerable debt. She hardly dared increase +the sum instead of diminishing it. She decided to ask her father's help. +The price was beyond her own private bank-account, which was usually +chaotically overdrawn, and which the bank carried along with an amused +patience, because her father was one of its oldest customers. + +Determined to have those hats that day or die, Persis had ridden all the +way to her father's office in Broad Street to ask him to buy them. She +had found him in great distress. Before she could explain her errand, +he had said, with a smile that was pitifully brave: + +"I needn't ask what evil motive brings you down here. It was just to +tell your old father how much you love him." + +"Yes, of course; you know how I worship you." She sat on the arm of his +chair with a smile as alluring as a mining-stock prospectus. "Also, I +thought you'd like to know that I've struck the most wonderful hats ever +imported. They're marked down to almost nothing, and they're really an +amazing bargain--especially when you deduct the cost of an ocean voyage, +for I couldn't equal them this side of Paris." + +He shook his head with a helpless finality that gave her pause. This +terrified her. He had refused her something! She knew that the only +things that would prevent him from giving her money were absence of +funds and inability to borrow them. He explained, tenderly: + +"I'm in a lot of trouble, honey. I've got to shift some of my loans to +other banks, and I've got to borrow a lot more somewhere. And I don't +know where. I'm sorry to tell you, but you'd better know." + +She soothed him with loving terror. She told him how little she really +cared for the hats; she wanted them only because everybody else had +them. The hat she had on would do for a while. It had been so far in +advance when she bought it that it was quite good style now--not the +very latest, of course, but still good enough since he was feeling poor. + +He told her that she need not worry; everything would come out all +right. He was just a little pinched for the moment. But he kissed her +very devoutly, and sighed and told her how beautiful she was and how +dear to him. + +She returned to her car, and ordered the driver home. It was a long +journey up the canon of Broadway, a plank road for miles, since a subway +was burrowing underneath. She had ample time to figure out just what it +meant to her to be poor. They had been pinched before. Her father was +the fourth generation of wealth, and the inheritance of financial genius +was wearing out in the family. + +Cold flashes of fright ran through Persis as the car rumbled and +swerved. Then she remembered that Willie Enslee was to call upon her +that afternoon. He had said that he had something very important to say, +and she had laughed inly, knowing just what he meant. He was so +ridiculous in his love. But now she thought of him as a salvation. She +resolved to be sensible and cut the silly romance out of her hopes. She +could save her father, and have all the hats in the world. She must not +keep Willie waiting. He might not wait. It was in this mood that Forbes +had first seen her and her old hat from the bus. + +At home she had found Willie. As she walked into the drawing-room he was +pacing up and down rehearsing his proposal in whispers. He went into a +blue funk at the sight of her, and she had the greatest difficulty in +coaxing him to propose. Then she accepted him with proper surprise. + +Willie had brought the ring--a wonderful composition by Rene Lalique. +Fashion had changed enough to permit an engagement ring to be something +besides a solitaire diamond. This poem in gold had cost him more than +Forbes' salary for two years. Persis had worn it when she met Forbes +that same night at the theater. She had worn it when she taught him to +turkey-trot. It was the edge of that ring that had cut her finger till +it bled under the fierce grip of Forbes' hand at the performance of +"Tristan and Isolde." + +Thoughts like this danced through Persis' mind now, while her body +danced in Forbes' arms. And Forbes was talking of his jealousy! + +Forbes was different from Willie in so many ways. He could be loved. She +did not love him now. But he was of the type that women love. She +wondered, rather helplessly, if she were going to love him. She +certainly could never love Willie, and no woman wants to die without +loving somebody. + +She would not be indiscreet, of course, or disloyal in any important +way. But--After all, she might not marry Willie. She might marry Mr. +Forbes. All things were possible. Why not this? He would be a husband +worth having--a soldier, a gentleman, a lover, distinguished--nobody +would laugh if she went up the aisle with him. + +Luckily Forbes had money. He was surely not so rich as Willie. But then +Persis was not mercenary. She wanted only a reasonable amount--just +enough to keep up with the procession, have a fresh hat now and then, +and some gowns and a contemporary car, and a place in town and a place +out of town, and enough to go abroad on every summer, and South every +winter, and a few things like that. Surely Mr. Forbes must have enough +money for such a simple household. + +Of course, she would not marry him, and it might be dangerous to play +with fire; but it would be pitiful never to go near the fire. Worse, it +would be pusillanimous. Now that she had accepted Willie, it was certain +that she was not to have love in her life unless she took it outside. + +Not all of this Cubist chaos of meditation went on during the brief +remainder of the dance. But it began there, and it was small wonder if +the logic had a little rag-time in it; as for instance: + +Since Persis and Willie had agreed not to announce their engagement just +yet, this justified lying to a lot of people; for one surely had a right +to evade a question that nobody had a right to ask. Of course, if Forbes +were really in love with Persis he had a right to ask. But if she told +him, then he would stop loving her; at least he would stop seeing her. +She knew the man. And she didn't want him to stop seeing her. He was +really very nice! + +He was a box of matches. She would not strike a light. Or perhaps she +might strike one; but she would let it burn only a moment, and then blow +it out and not light another. Besides, she was not an official fiancee +till it was announced. And Mr. Forbes danced so wonderfully--oh, Lord, +it was a sad world. Yet it was very comfortable, dancing in this man's +arms. + +Meanwhile he was pounding at the door of her heart again: + +"Are you going to ride in Central Park to-morrow--this morning?" he +said. + +"Yes." + +"Rain or shine?" + +"Yes." + +"May I ride there, too?" + +"It's not my park." + +"That's not very encouraging." + +"Isn't it? Well, haven't you been a trifle discouraging yourself?" + +"I'm terribly sorry," he pleaded; and she surprised him by sighing: + +"I'm rather glad." + +"Glad? Why?" + +"Because I had come dangerously near to feeling that you +were--different." + +"I am," he cried, stung by the deep significance of her light regret. +"Please let me prove it. Please let me ride with you in the park?" + +"I'll be with my father, you know," she answered, with a trace of +relentment. "It's my only chance to visit with the poor old boy. You'd +better not." + +"But some day you will ride with me?" + +"Maybe." + +"To-morrow may I stand on the bridge and watch you go by?" + +"The park is open to the public at all hours." + +"Would you mind if I got a horse and rode by and said 'Good morning!'" + +"Fine. Come along. I'll introduce you to my father." + +"I'll be there!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + + +Persis had not misjudged Forbes. If she had told him then that she was +another man's betrothed, he would have changed his whole attitude toward +her. He would have flirted with her no more. He would have ceased to +regard her with ambition or desire. She would have become again only +another piece of jewelry in a shop-window--beautiful, but not for him; +beautiful, but already bespoken. He was not of the covetous and +burglarious type that always wants other people's property. + +Equally, the romance would have ended before it began if Forbes had told +Persis that he was not rich, as Ten Eyck had carelessly assumed. + +Persis might have liked him and admired him and been great friends with +him; but she would not have admitted him to the anteroom that all hearts +have where those eligible to the inner soul are first admitted to wait +their time. + +Persis did not make a test of money any more than the rest of her set +did. Many enormously wealthy strugglers were wasting coin and labor in a +vain effort to bribe a smile from these really unimportant persons. Many +poor artists, actors, authors, town wits, were welcomed to their boon +companionship. These latter paid their way by bringing along their charm +or notoriety as their contribution to the picnic. But they rarely +married into the set. + +In spite of all the talk of snobbery and wealth-worship, it is really +very simple. People are people, and classes are merely clubs where more +or less congenial neighbors coagulate, more or less haphazard. Those +that cannot pay the dues drop into other clubs. Even labor-unions are +run in that way. + +And in classes as well as in clubs two kinds of persons are most +offensive: those who try to force their way in unsolicited, and those +who do not keep up their end of the expenses. The social struggler and +the man who never stands treat when it comes his turn are welcome +nowhere, from the slums up. + +Some such thought as this came by coincidence into Forbes' mind. He +realized suddenly that he was accepting a deal of hospitality and +repaying none. He knew that he could do nothing to dazzle these people, +but he could not endure to take their favors as charities or tips. He +was wondering vaguely just what he could do when the problem was solved +for him. + +He was resolved not to relinquish what he had gained in Persis' esteem. +He would cling to her, keep at her heels, till the chance came to prove +how dear he held her. + +He had dropped the question of her betrothal to Enslee, sure that it was +a paradox. Now he realized that he had no further promise of meeting +Persis except on horseback and with her father alongside. He put forth +an antenna. + +"Am I ever going to see you again?" + +"I shouldn't be at all surprised," she answered, blowing neither cold +nor hot. + +"To-morrow?" + +"Maybe." + +"Where?" + +"Oh, I'll probably be dancing at some tea-place or other, as usual." + +"Don't you ever stop dancing?" + +"Sometimes." + +"Could I see you one of those times?" + +"Why, yes, of course." + +"When?" + +"Oh, almost any time." + +"Any time is no time." + +"I haven't my engagement-book here. I can't remember." + +He was hoping that she would ask him to call, but she failed to take the +hook. He surprised himself by saying with an abrupt rashness: + +"Will you take lunch with me to-morrow?" + +He had a vision of a charming little hour alone with her in the solitude +made by a crowd. She missed the point, and asked: + +"Do you mean all of us?" + +"I suppose I do. I reckon I wouldn't dare ask you alone." + +"I reckon you betta hadn't," she said, mocking his accent as best she +could. + +"When will you-all come?" + +"Oh, it would be right smart of a job to get us-all together at the same +time." + +He smiled at her burlesque, but persisted: + +"How would you like to--to give the party and order the fodder? I'm just +back from the Philippines, you know. I could get up a mess for my +company, but I'm afraid I couldn't feed you people to your liking." + +"Oh, nobody eats anything any more, or drinks much of anything." + +"All the more reason for having what you do have right. Won't you order +it for me, and tell me where to have it?" + +She was tempted to seize the chance. It was a delight to her to compose +a meal. It was a kind of millinery or dressmaking in its art of +arrangement. She checked herself on the brink of acceptance, realizing +that it would set people to talking if she conducted Forbes' +entertainments for him. Even Willie, who was neither very observing nor +very jealous, would raise a row at that. + +"I'll tell you," she said. "Ask Mrs. Neff to be the hostess. You're +under some obligations to her, and none to me." + +"May I ask her to order the luncheon, too?" said Forbes, with dwindled +enthusiasm. + +"Oh no; you must do that!" + +"I'm afraid I don't know what to have." + +"It's the simplest thing in the world. Just go to the Ritz-Carlton and +ask for Fernand. Tell him I'm coming, and I said for him to take good +care of you--of us. And now let's see who can come." + +She strolled about with him while he made his invitations. Everybody had +engagements of various sorts, but they were brittle. Mrs. Neff was +flattered immeasurably, and asked if she could bring Alice along. She +was afraid to leave her lest she connive with Stowe Webb at some +escapade. Bob Fielding could not come so far up-town from his office, +and Winifred could be present only if she were permitted to be late. + +"I'm not allowed to eat anything, anyway," she moaned, "except a little +dried toast and some lemon-juice; and the waiters treat me like a dog. +But I'll be there if you'll protect me." + +Ten Eyck had planned to run down to Piping Rock, but he would not desert +Forbes in his hour of peril. Willie had an important engagement with one +of the executors of his father's estate, but he quickly shifted it when +he found that Persis was to be present. This made seven all told, four +women and three men. + +"I could get more if you want," said Persis; "but seven is lucky, and +more is no fun." + +"Seven is just right," said Forbes, with a little premonitory chill at +the thought of the probable cost. + +It was finally agreed that they were to lunch late, take a little spin +round town, and then turkey-trot again in the afternoon. + +Forbes was amazed at himself. Now he was to play the host, and Persis +was to be at his elbow! Or should he put her opposite him, as if she +were his wife? What a decoration she would be at a man's home table! + +The word "home" took a new timbre in his soul. Hitherto home had meant +the tall, white columns and broad lawns where his mother lived. Now it +began to mean almost any place--soldiers' quarters, hotel--any place +where Persis would rest awhile. Even the humming-bird has a nest to go +to when its wings are tired. Some day Persis must nest, too. Her wings +could not beat on forever. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + + +There had come to be more and more room on the floor as the crowd +dispersed slowly. Many of the young owls were by daylight bank-clerks +and office assistants, learning their father's trades of money. They +were remembering that they must be up betimes in the morning. They had +been campaigning all winter on short rations of sleep. If they made up +lost slumber anywhere, it was at their desks, to which nothing but a +spanking cold bath could have roused them day after day. + +They were glad now when their demoiselles confessed to fatigue, too, or +the mothers began to mention the hour. + +Even Mrs. Neff was a trifle groggy. The poor old soul was trying hard to +keep from confessing how tired and sleepy she was. She kept herself +young by pretending to be young, and her motto was, "A woman is just as +old as she says she is." Though, for the matter of that, if her +statement of her age had been correct, her eldest son must have been +born before she was; and Alice would have come along when her mother was +about eight years old. + +Persis was growing drowsy-eyed, too, and heavy-limbed, with an almost +voluptuous longing for sleep. She drooped like a flower at sunset. She +ceased to smuggle her yawns as sighs, and once or twice she forgot to +lift her hand to hide them. + +Forbes was so infatuated that he admired even her yawns. He wanted to +whisper over her round shoulder, "How pretty you are when you are a +sleepy-head!" But he had been lessoned enough for one evening. + +At last, however, she gave up the effort to go on dancing forever. She +inquired for Willie. He was not to be seen. Ten Eyck went exploring, and +found him in retirement clutching a big highball glass with his little +raccoon-like fingers, and blinking his little raccoon-like eyes. He was +of a surly trend in his cups, but Ten Eyck was angelically patient as he +lugged him to the coat-room. Forbes was horrified at the thought of +Persis under such escort; but she seemed to ignore Willie's temper, and +Forbes dared not intervene. + +However, as they were all waiting on the curb in the fresh auroral air, +while the starter whistled up their cars, he ventured a chance to murmur +to Persis: + +"I beg you to go home and sleep till noon. Please don't try to get up +and ride in the morning." + +"I must," she answered. "It's the one duty I do." + +But the note of protecting solicitude in his voice had touched her. She +turned softer eyes upon him and smiled. + +"We'll dance some more to-morrow afternoon. Till then, _au revoir_." + +"But I am to _revoir_ you in the park in a few hours?" + +"So you say." + +"Also at luncheon?" + +"Oh yes, of course." + +"Persis, are you never c-coming?" Willie Enslee hiccoughed. + +"Yes, pet," she laughed, ironically, and nodded again to Forbes. Forbes +winced at the endearment she gave Enslee, even though he felt it to be +sarcastic. He winced again as Enslee took her white elbow in his white +glove and made a fumbling effort to help her in. The white fleece she +was vanished into his dark car like a moon slipping into clouds. + +Ten Eyck boosted Willie in and clambered after him "as a chaperon." + +Bob Fielding and Winifred tested the capacity of a taxicab, and Forbes +stood ready to escort Mrs. Neff home in her own car; but she shook her +head as she gaped: + +"Nonsense! I'll not be so cruel. You've done enough for me. You go on +back to your hotel and get to bed. But first wait--oh wait--have you a +box of matches you can give me? Thanks! You've saved my life. Good +night." + +Forbes paused to say: "Does the chauffeur know you want to go home?" + +"I should hope so, at this hour!" + +Forbes closed the door with an apology and set out to walk to his hotel. +It was only a few blocks away, but it seemed a hundred miles. And he +yawned so ferociously that he feared for the buildings. He found the +scrubwomen agonizing again on their knees across the lobby floor. He was +too drowsy to feel sorry for them, or to remember to leave a call for +six o'clock at the desk, as he had planned. + +He plucked off his clothes in a stupor, and slid straight into the abyss +of sleep as he shoved his dance-weary toes down into the sheets. At five +the imaginary reveille woke him for a moment. He simply came up to +consciousness like a diver gulping a breath, and was underneath again at +once. He dreamed that he was riding in the park and, catching sight of a +saddle-horse in a tantrum, galloped forward to find that Persis was the +rider. She was having a desperate battle with the frothing beast and was +about to be thrown off. But Forbes, outstripping two or three mounted +policemen, swept alongside and caught her from her saddle to his pommel. +Her father, whose own horse was plunging, was so grateful that he +presented Forbes with Persis' hand. A mounted clergyman chanced to be +cantering by, and he was recruited to perform the ceremony, with the +mounted policemen as bridesmaid and best man. By one of those splendid +coincidences in which dreams are so fertile, a thicket of trees proved +to be a pipe-organ, and began to blare a popular tune of Mr. +Mendelssohn's. The noise woke Forbes, and to his unspeakable +disappointment he found himself in a bachelor bed at a hotel, with Times +Square furnishing a roaring offertory. + +Automatically he reached for his watch, wondering if he could not have a +little further nap to get back into that dream without delay. + +But the dial blandly informed him that it wanted a few minutes to noon. +Horror shocked him wide awake. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + + +He leaped from his hateful couch, swearing at himself like an army +teamster. He stumbled to the telephone and curtly demanded the exact +time, hoping to prove his watch a liar. Back from space came the reply: +"K'reck time is 'le'm fifty-eight." + +His "Thanks!" had almost the effect of an oath. He slammed the innocent +receiver on the hook and stood staring at the bare feet protruding from +his indolent pajamas, where there should have been puttees and spurs and +smartly flaring riding-breeches. He was doubly indignant with himself +because he had counted upon that morning galopade. He rode like a +centaur, though with the military and not the park seat, and he had +expected his horsemanship to commend him to Persis. + +He wondered what he should do. He reversed Sancho Panza and cursed the +man that invented sleep. He formed a wild project to fling into his +things, leap to horse, and hunt the park through. But he had not yet +bespoken the horse, and he knew that Persis must have finished her ride +hours ago, doffed her boyish togs, cold-showered her glowing body, and +put on whatever finery her engagements required. She had probably spent +the irretrievable hours at a committee meeting of some society for +rescuing working-girls from work. And her father had probably earned or +lost a million while Forbes lay annulled in a coma of stupidity. + +How should he apologize? He could not wait till he saw her. The offense +must be erased before it set. He must call her up instantly. He +ransacked the dangling telephone-tome. Her father's office was +mentioned, but not his residence. Yet he must have a residence, and it +must have a telephone. + +Forbes banged the hook and demanded "Information," and when that +mysterious dame answered from her airy throne he besought her to give +him at once the number. + +Information answered with a lilt as if the name of Persis were one of +importance: + +"I think it's a private wire; I'll see." + +While Forbes waited he was interrupted, incessantly cut off, restored to +the wrong number, helplessly forced into other people's personal chats, +and left dangling in empty space. When at length he retrieved +Information, she told him: + +"Jus' z'I thought, 's a priva twire." + +"Of course it's a private wire!" Forbes thundered. "I don't want to have +a public conversation. What's the number?" + +"'S 'gainst comp'ny rules to give numbers listed as private. Sorry." + +"But this is a matter of life and death." + +There was an almost audible sigh, as if she had heard that before. + +"Sorry, but under no soic'mstances are we p'mitted to give numbers of +parties listed private." + +He insisted, pleaded, threatened; but she answered with implacable +politeness. "Sorry, but--" + +At length he screwed his courage to the point of calling up the office +of her father. Here he learned only that Mr. Cabot had left the office, +and it was contrary to orders to give his house number. + +After beating his head and hands vainly for a long time against those +walls that New-Yorkers have to build about themselves if they are ever +to know seclusion, Forbes remembered Ten Eyck and called up his house. +He was not at home, and his whereabouts were unknown. + +A deferential, yet stately voice with the indescribable tone of a butler +or a valet advised "Mr. Forbes, ah, yes," to try various clubs; "The +Racquet or the Brook, possibly," or "I believe I heard him say" (the two +h's were hazy) "that he was to be at the Metropolitan at one. If you +could call him then, sir, I'm quite sure you'd--Not at all! Very good, +sir." + +Ten Eyck could give him Persis' occult number; then he could send a note +and some flowers to plead for him and appease her wrath before they met +at the luncheon. When they met no time must be wasted in more apologies. + +But Ten Eyck was not to be found anywhere. Forbes gave up. He telephoned +for "coffee and rolls and a morning paper in a powerful hurry," and +stormed into his bathroom. When he came out as sparsely dressed as most +of the gentlemen are in the advertising pages of the magazines, he found +his breakfast on a little half-table mysteriously apported. + +While he danced into his trousers his eyes were caught by head-lines on +the paper folded at his plate: + +"Mayor puts Lid on _Thes Dansants_." + +Forbes seized the paper, flung himself into a chair, and read with +violence the dire news that the same mayor who had ordered people to +quit dancing at one now ordered them not to begin dancing before dinner. +He grew hot with rage, while his coffee cooled and his rolls brittled. +He had found the dancing-tea a delightful institution, a joyous +democracy. But, according to the scathing indictment of the mayor and +the adroit wording of the reporters, the tea-dance was a home-wrecking, +youth-defiling abomination, only the more dreadful because it wrought +its hellish purposes in the broad daylight. + +According to the newspaper account of a typical dancing-tea, it was +apparent that Forbes had failed to grasp the depravity of the crowd he +had been dancing with; it seemed that the women were all fat fiends +pursuing immature school-girls, and the men all evil-eyed brokers whose +corpulence alone was proof enough of their wickedness. + +Forbes stared aghast at a wholesale condemnation that must include Mrs. +Neff, Persis, Winifred, Alice, and the respectable rest. He had not yet +learned that certain journalists are mere newsboys always beating out of +their dreadnaught typewriters cries of "Extra! Extra! All about the +turrible moider!" + +Forbes was dumfounded to learn that the modern Babylon plus Nineveh, New +York, could be sent to bed at one o'clock and forbidden to dance by +daylight. Ordinarily nothing on earth would have mattered less to Forbes +than the fate of tea-dances. But this ukase drove him further than ever +from his Persis. + +The curious mania for public dancing had enabled him, though come to +town a stranger, to join immediately in festival relations with people +to whose homes he would normally have been months in penetrating. The +mayor's edict revoked this democracy, and he was once more a stranger in +the city. He must meet his new-found friends formally and at long +intervals, if at all. He thanked his stars that he had arranged to give +the luncheon in time. He must set about ordering it at once, and he must +see to it that there was no flaw in its perfection. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + + +On his way to the Ritz-Carlton, Forbes stopped at his bank to draw some +money. He decided that he would better take along a hundred dollars. It +would look impressive when he paid the waiter. He realized that it would +drag his bank-account below the acceptable minimum. But he set his teeth +and determined to do the thing right if he bankrupted the government. He +would probably need most of the rest of the hundred before the week was +out. He could begin to save again when he was in his uniform again. + +He drew the money, strolled to the hotel, asked for Fernand, and found +him at a glass screen in a superb room that ran from street to street. A +multitude of red chairs populated the floor, and the medallioned white +ceiling was a huge ellipse that looked as big as the earth's orbit. + +Fernand was cautiously gracious till he learned that Miss Cabot had sent +Forbes to him; then he became quite paternal. Forbes slipped him a +ten-dollar bill, and he listened almost tenderly as Forbes explained: + +"I want to give a little luncheon--nothing elaborate, but--well, +something rather nice, you know." + +"Perfectly, M'sieur. And how many will there be?" + +Fernand spoke English glibly, with hardly more accent than a sweetish +thickness. + +"We are seven," said Forbes. + +"Very good, sir. Will you select what you wish, or--" + +He handed Forbes the card of the day. Forbes looked at the French. He +could read military memoirs and strategical works in French, but he was +floored by the technical food-terms. A glimpse at the prices unnerved +him further; but he asked: "What would you suggest--I'm just home from +Asia. I feel a little out of it." + +"If Monsieur would permit me," said Fernand, with the eagerness of a +benevolent conspirator, an artist with a mission, "I will arrange it and +give you a pleasant surprise or two." + +Forbes swallowed a small lump of embarrassment, and was careful to ask +carelessly: + +"About how much would it be?" + +He wanted to forestall at least one surprise. + +"Oh, not a great deal," Fernand smiled, with the bedside manner of a +family doctor. "Miss Cabot hates heavy food. Zhoost a little cocktel, +and some _caviar d'Astrakhan_ to begin; and perhaps a little broth; ah, +better! she likes _puree St.-Germain_. And after, a little berd and some +salade, a sweet, perhaps, or a cheese, some coffee--nothing more! Very +simple is best." + +This sounded so sane that Forbes began to pluck up hope. He asked: + +"Does she--do they--will you give us wine of any kind?" + +"Miss Cabot does not care for champagne; and Mr. Enslee--did you say he +would be of the party?" + +Forbes had not said it, and he flushed to think that everybody, even a +head waiter, must be linking Persis' name with Enslee's. But more than +ever now he must make sure not to give a shabby meal. Meanwhile he +answered the question with a casual nod: + +"Yes, Mr. Enslee will be here." + +Fernand spoke with indulgent pity: "Mr. Enslee takes usually only a +highball of the Scotch. But I think you could tempt them both with a +little sherry--for the sake of the berd. I have a sherry that is +delicious." + +"How much delicious?" Forbes asked, trying to be flippant at his own +funeral. + +"Eight dollars the bottle. But very fine! They would all like it very +much." + +At the mention of a concrete price Forbes grew uneasy, and asked +outright: "Could you tell me how much--about how much this luncheon is +going to cost me?" + +Forbes felt ashamed of discussing prices, though many a richer man, +especially Enslee, would have fought all along the line and delivered an +oration on the extortions of restaurateurs. But Fernand began to +compute: + +"Let me see; seven cocktels at twenty-five is one-seventy-five. Caviar +would be one-twenty-five per person; for seven would be +eight-seventy-five. The _puree St.-Germain_ we shall make it +special--say, about five dollars. I should recommend the _poulet de +grain aux cepes_; it is two-fifty per person. You do not really need any +_legumes_, except the asparagus. Oh, this morning what asparagus! I saw +it! Asparagus, yes?" Forbes nodded desperately. "That will be seven +dollars more; but then you will not wish _salade_--no, you will not wish +_salade_, though the endive is--no, we will not have endive. For the +sweet would you wish special favors? No, it is too much; the Nesselrode +pudding is nice. Miss Cabot adores the marrons--good! We might serve +cheese, though it is too much. But we will have it ready. Then the +coffee is special, and a liqueur, perhaps--yes? Miss Cabot likes the +white mint. There will be some cigars for the gentlemen, of course--and +the ladies will take their cigarettes with their coffee down the steps +here, I presume. Now, let me see." He mumbled his addition a moment, +then broke the news. "That makes--about fifty-four-seventy-five. Yes--ah +no! we have not added the sherry--one bottle, perhaps two. So you see, +Monsieur, it will come only to sixty--sixty-five dollars--roughly." + +Forbes thought the word "roughly" appropriate. In his soul there was a +sound like the last sough of water in an emptying bathtub. He added +mentally the ten dollars he had given Fernand, and the ten dollars he +must give the waiter. He wondered if he looked as sick as he felt; as +sick as his hundred dollars would look. He had cherished a mad fancy for +inviting everybody to dinner, the theater, and a tango supper. If his +modest luncheon put him where it did, he wondered where such an evening +would have left him. From this point of view he was escaping cheaply. +Anyway, he had crossed the Rubicon. He was too poor to be able to afford +to skimp. If he had been an Enslee Estate, he could have offered his +guests toast and distilled water without being suspected of poverty. + +And once committed to the course he had chosen, he would have beggared +his family rather than stint his hospitality. He was a gentleman; a +fool, perhaps, but a gentleman. + +He gave Fernand the order to go ahead. Fernand was upset by the brevity +of the time allotted him, but promised to do his best. Forbes cast his +eye about for a good table. Fernand put up his hand: + +"Miss Cabot has her favorite table. You shall have that, also her +captain and her waiter." + +Forbes remembered Persis' warning. + +"But this luncheon is really in honor of Mrs. Neff," he said. + +"Ah, in that case you will want her table. She prefers the opposite +side, nearer the band." + +Forbes, having a little while to kill, set out for a stroll round the +block. It came to him suddenly that the precious hundred dollars he had +drawn to make a good show would evaporate and leave almost nothing. He +went to his bank and wrote a check for fifty dollars more. As he stood +waiting at the paying-teller's grill he felt as if he were a forger +taking money he had no right to. But the teller expressed no surprise. +When Forbes returned to the Ritz-Carlton he found his guests already +gathering in the lounge. Willie Enslee came in late and surly. He +explained that his man had had the impudence to fall ill, and had left +him to dress himself. + +They had their cocktails, and then Forbes led his little flock up to the +rich pasture. He had to beg pardon through a knot of people pleading +vainly for tables in the circle. They were being turned off into the +side rooms of mediocrity. + +It gave Forbes a feeling of elation to be greeted with homage by name +and led at once to his table. It made a brave showing with silver, +glass, and napery already disposed, and a great bouquet of fresh lilacs +in the center. + +Fernand whispered to Forbes that he had taken the liberty of changing +the bill of fare somewhat. The result was a surprise to those spoiled +palates, and Forbes' guests were like children in their expressions of +delight. Forbes was voted a gourmet, but he gave the credit to the +hovering Fernand. He was honest enough still for that, though he had not +the courage to admit how deep a gouge the luncheon made in his savings. + +Still, he felt as he surveyed his triumph that wealth was a noble thing. +If only he could give such artistic banquets every day! If only he could +frequent such places and hold up his end among all these brilliant +crowds! So many, many people had so much money. Thousands of them were +banqueting here and in other restaurants, encouraging all the arts from +architecture to salad-dressing. Why should he be denied the status of +his tastes? + +He attempted to grovel before Persis in apology for oversleeping. But +she refused to take the offense seriously, and she congratulated him for +having the courage and the honesty to confess the real excuse for +absence. He told her that he was sure, from her alert and lustrous eye, +that she too had overslept, but she vowed she had not, and he wondered +again that such delicate beauty should be conjoined to such unfailing +strength. + +Save when it was interrupted by exclamations of applause for the choice +of the dishes, or childish yum-yums for the exquisiteness of their +preparation, the talk was all about the mayor's order closing the _thes +dansants_. + +"They call this a free country," Mrs. Neff grumbled, "and yet they tell +us we may not dance with our tea!" + +"A good thing, too!" said Enslee. "It was time somebody stepped in +before the whole country went absolutely nutty over this dance business. +A little more and they'd have had the waiters trotting in with soup." + +"But what are we to do with our afternoons?" Winifred sighed. + +"What did you do before?" said Willie. + +"I don't know; but I'm sure it was stupid." + +Ten Eyck, the consoler, came to the rescue. "Sigh no more, ladies! +There'll be turkey-trotting in this old town when we're all trotted out +to Woodlawn. Forbesy, were you ever in Yellowstone Park?" + +"Yes." + +"Did you see the Old Faithful geyser geyse?" + +"Yes." + +"Remember how she would lie quiet as a tub for an hour, and then blow +off her head and explode a stream of water to the clouds, make an awful +fuss for a few minutes, and then drop off to sleep again?" + +"Yes." + +"Well, that's reform in New York or any big town. There's wild +excitement now; there'll be editorials and sermons and police raids and +license-revoking for a few days. Then everything will quiet down, and in +a week all the old dancing-stands will be running away as before." + +Willie changed the subject with his usual abruptness. All this time he +had been revealing an unexpected enthusiasm for the little purple forest +of lilacs in the centerpiece. He kept pulling the nearest sprays to him +and breathing their incense in. + +"Do you know I simply adore lilacs," he smiled. "Up at my country place +they must be glorious. My gardener writes me they have never been so +good as this year. I wish I could see them." + +Nobody paid much heed to his emotions until, a little later, he broke +out suddenly: + +"By Jove, I believe I'll take a run up in the country and see my lilacs +and spend a night in real air." + +"That's a fine idea," said Winifred; "we'll all go along." + +"Oh no, you won't," said Willie. "The place isn't open yet. Nobody there +but the gardener and his helpers." + +This checked Winifred only for a moment, then she returned to the +charge. + +"All the more fun," she exclaimed. "Let's all go up and make a week-end +of it." + +"But there are no servants there, I tell you," Willie insisted. + +"That's where the fun comes in," said Winifred, in love with her +inspiration. "It would be a glorious lark. There's nothing to do here in +town." + +"We have to eat, you know," Willie reminded her, coldly; "and nobody to +cook it." + +"I'm a love of a cook," said Winifred. "And I've been through your +kitchen up there. It's a model--electric dingblats and all sorts of +things. I'll cook the meals if the rest of you will build the fires and +make the beds and wash the dishes." + +"Oh, Winifred, behave!" Willie sniffed. + +But Winifred would not behave. She drummed up her scheme until she +raised the others to a kind of amused interest in the venture. It would +be a novelty at least. + +"We can always cut and run at a moment's notice," Winifred explained, +for a clincher. "A couple of hours in a car and we're back in town." + +"But there are no servants there, I tell you," Willie reiterated. "You +don't seriously expect us to go up there and do our own work?" + +"Why not?" said Winifred. "It's time you learned to use your lazy hands +before they drop off from neglect." + +"No thank you!" Willie demurred. "If we've got to go, we'll take along +some deck-hands. What do you say, Persis?" + +"The only thing I like about it," said Persis, "is the absence of the +servants. I can't remember a time when they haven't been standing round +staring or listening through the doors. Oh, Lord, how good it would be +to be out from under their thumbs for a few days!" + +"We can't afford the scandal," said Willie. "Servants are the best +chaperons there are. If we went up without them there'd be a sensation +in the papers." + +"You and your fear of the newspapers!" Winifred retorted. "They need +never know." + +"You can't go up to my place without some chaperon!" Willie snapped, +with a pettish firmness. "I don't run a road-house, you know." + +"If you've got to have a chaperon, maybe you'd take me," said Mrs. Neff. + +"You!" Willie laughed cynically. "And who'll chaperon the chaperon? +You'll make more mischief than anybody. Your affair with Mr. Lord--er, +pardon me, Mr. Ward--is the talk of the town already." + +Mrs. Neff's laugh was a mixture of ridicule at the possibility and +yearning that it might not be impossible. Her comment was in the spirit +of burlesque. + +"But if I marry him afterward it will put a stop to the scandal." + +"Mother, you are simply indecent!" her daughter piped up, with a kind of +militant innocence. + +The luxury of such a reproof was too dear to Mrs. Neff's unwithered +heart to be neglected. She added her vote to those of Winifred and +Persis. + +Forbes dared not speak, but he was aglow with the vision of a few days +with Persis in the country. As he crossed the continent he had seen the +traces of spring everywhere; everywhere the mad incendiary had been +kindling fires in tree and shrub and sward. From the train window he +had watched the splendors unroll like a moving film. He had wished to +leap from the car and wander with somebody--with a vague somebody. And +now he had found her, and the golden opportunity tapped on the window. + +Willie fenced with Winifred till the luncheon was finished. Then they +retired to the lounge for coffee. Here women had the franchise for +public smoking, and they puffed like small boys. Winifred renewed the +battle for the picnic. + +Ten Eyck had watched the contest with a grin. At last he spoke: "It's a +pretty little war. Reluctant host trying to convince guests that they +are not invited. Guests saying, 'We'll come anyway.' Better give in +peacefully, Willie, or they'll take possession and lock you outside." + +Then Willie gave in, but on the ground that Persis wanted it. He +attempted a sheepish gallantry and a veiled romantic reference. He, too, +had a touch of April in his frosty little heart. Forbes winced at the +rivalry; but at any price he wanted to be with Persis where the spring +was. + +Willie, yielding to the role of _hote malgre lui_, announced that since +they were determined to invade his respectable ancestral home, the +sooner they got it over with the better. Persis and the rest were +creatures of impulse, glad to have an impulse, and they agreed to the +flight as quickly as a flock of birds. What engagements they had they +dismissed. Their maids could send telegrams of "regret that, owing to +unexpected absence from town," etc. + +Willie went to call up his gardener and have the house thrown open to +the air and fresh provisions ordered in. + +He had just gone when a page came to Persis with the word that her +father wanted to speak to her on the telephone. + +She gave a start and looked afraid as she rose. Forbes watched her go, +and his heart prayed that no bad news might await her. She was so +beautiful as she moved, and so plucky. He knew that she was frightened, +but she spoke to various people she passed with all the light-hearted +graciousness imaginable. She came back speedily with a look of anxiety +vainly resisted. She explained that her father was leaving for Chicago +on the Twentieth Century, and wanted to tell her good-by. She would +barely have time to reach the house before he left. + +Forbes offered to accompany her home. She insisted that he should not +leave his guests. Winifred and Mrs. Neff rose at once, claiming that +they must also leave to make ready for the excursion. + +Forbes bade them good-by rather awkwardly. He regretted the disorder of +his exit as a host, but he would not forfeit this chance to be alone +with Persis. + +She was so distressed about her father that she forgot Willie's +existence, and left no message for him. When he had finished his tempest +in a telephone-booth, and conveyed his orders to his head gardener, he +found Mrs. Neff and Winifred waiting for their cars. They explained +Persis' flight and made arrangements for the hour and place of meeting +for the journey. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV + + +When Forbes hastened after the hastening Persis and saw how distraught +she was he felt the sharp cutting-edge of sympathy. It was his first +sight of her in a mood of heartache, and his own heart ached akin. + +When they reached the outer door they found to their amazement that it +was raining hard. Within doors there had been such luxurious peace under +such glowing lights that the sun was not missed and the rain was not +heard. But along the street, gusts of wind swept furious, with long +javelins of rain that made the awning almost useless. Women gathered +their finery about them, and men clung to their hats while they waited +for their cars, and then bolted for them as they came up dripping under +the guidance of dripping chauffeurs. + +While Persis waited for a taxicab Forbes tried to shelter her with his +body. He ventured to hope that her father's absence would not distress +her. + +"Oh no," she answered, bravely, "not at all. He's going on business. He +told me the other day he might have to leave town for a few days--on +business." + +Forbes hesitated over his next words. + +"I hope this won't prevent you from going up to Mr. Enslee's." + +"Oh no, quite the contrary," she said. "I'd be alone at home. I'll be +glad of the--the diversion. Here's the taxi. It's really not necessary +for you to go with me." + +For answer he took her arm and ran with her to the door the footman +opened. A blast of windy rain lashed them as they crept into the car. +The door slammed and they were under way, running cautiously on the +skiddish pavement. + +At last he was alone with her. The rain made their shelter cozier, and +for all its bluster it was a spring rain. With its many-hoofed clatter +it was a battalion of police clearing the way for the flower procession. + +Thinking of this, Forbes said: + +"I'm mighty glad you're not leaving town." + +"But I am." + +"With your father, I mean. You're leaving town with me, instead." + +She looked him in the eye with some surprise. + +"It's a good thing we put the blame for that luncheon on Mrs. Neff. It +tickled her to death and--do you know that Willie really thinks you're +flirting with her--or aiming at Alice? He can't tell which." She laughed +deliciously. It did not grieve her to fool Willie. + +The cab rocked in the wind, and the rain beat upon it with the sound of +waves protesting against the rush of a yacht's prow. Forbes caught a +glimpse of a street sign. It warned him that they were already passing +Fiftieth Street. In a few minutes they would be at her home. + +"I'm not flirting with anybody," he said. "I'm adoring you." + +A little frown of bewilderment troubled the smile she gave him. She felt +his hand on hers and tried to draw it away, but he held it fast. + +"We're not at the opera, you know," she said. "That noise isn't the +music of 'Tristan and Isolde.' That's rain." + +"I know it," he answered, "and I don't want you to be Isolde. If only +she had married Tristan in the first place--" + +"They might have been divorced in the second place." + +"Don't be--don't talk that way. I'm in deadly earnest," he pleaded, but +she laughed evasively. + +"That was very heady sherry you gave us to-day." + +He shook his head sadly, as over the flippancy of a child, and took her +hand in both of his. + +"It's broad daylight, Mr. Forbes, and this is Madison Avenue." + +"But nobody can see us," he answered. "Look at the rain." + +"What difference does that make?" she answered, tugging at her hand. But +she looked, and saw how they were closed away from the world. Sheets of +water splashed and spread so thickly that they covered the windows with +gray curtains. + +It was as if a brief tropical flood had burst upon New York. + +Somehow it did make a difference that nobody could see. It always makes +a difference in us that nobody can see us. + +Even Forbes felt the change in Persis. Perhaps it was only that her +resistance was minutely diminished, or that one of her many fears was +removed, one support gone. As a soldier he had sometime felt that +slackening of morale across the space between firing-lines. It is then +that the military genius orders a charge and turns the enemy's momentary +weakness into a panic. + +So Forbes charged Persis. In his face gathered a fierce determination. +His fingers tightened upon hers, no longer caressingly, but cruelly, +till they hurt. He pulled her right hand across him with his right, and +thrust his left arm back of her, caught her farther shoulder in the +crook of it, and drew her close till their faces almost touched, till +her eyes were so close to his that they were grotesquely one. + +And then he paused. He lacked the elan to seize the red flag of her +lips. He paused weakly to stare at her and to beseech the kiss he might +have captured. + +"Kiss me!" he said. + +So silly a phrase for so warm a deed. She shook her head, and her +fright was gone. She taunted him from her eyes as from an unconquered +citadel. + +"Kiss me!" he repeated, feeling poltroon and idiotic. + +She did not upbraid him or feel any anger or any helplessness; she just +studied him, ignoring the fact that he held her body close to him in a +crushing embrace. After all, that meant nothing. Almost anybody might +hold her so at a dance for all the world to see. Nothing mattered, she +thought, so long as their souls did not embrace. + +But therein she was wrong, for their souls were not dancing to music. He +was demanding her love, her submission to his love. Their souls were +debating that vital question, without speech, yet with every argument. + +She enjoyed the struggle. She was striking the first of the matches. She +would watch the pretty blue flame a moment before it blazed red, then +she would blow it out with a little breath from the lips he demanded. + +It was fascinating to see how tremendously excited he was over the +privilege of touching his lips to hers. It was a quaint little act to +make so much of. He was a splendid man, brave, charming, good to see, +and now he was crimson and fierce-eyed and breathing hard, trembling +with the struggle to keep from taking what was so close. She smiled at +him triumphantly. She was about to puff out the flame with a whiff of +sarcasm, when he said, with all the simplicity of truth: + +"I couldn't take a kiss unless you gave it to me. I don't want to kiss +you unless you want me to. May I?" + +It was such a boyish plea that she could not be sophisticated in its +presence. She could not answer such hunger with wit. She felt a sudden +power from somewhere pressing her head forward to his lips and her heart +closer to his. + +She smiled tenderly with veiled eyes, and no longer held off. With a +gasp of joy he understood and caught her against him. But just as their +lips would have met another instinct saved her. + +She had always felt a kind of sanctity about her mouth, a preciousness +that must not be cheaply cast away. Among all the kisses she had given +and taken there still remained this first kiss, still vestal and virgin. +And that was the kiss he asked. + +She turned her head swiftly, and it was her cheek that he touched. There +was such a burning in the touch that the fire ran through her. Her +cheeks crimsoned. She closed her eyes in a kind of sweet shame. + +She was amazed to be there, huddled in his arms, with his lips preying +upon her cheek. Her soul was in wild debate with itself, busy with +reproaches and summons to battle against the invader. But it was like a +senate without president. There was no one to give the order. + +At last she opened her eyes to see again what manner of man this was +that had conjured away all her pride and her wisdom and her strength. +Her eyes saw that the curtain of rain was slipping from the windows. The +downpour had abated. They were drawing up at her own curb. + +She flung off his hands with a gasp of anger and terror. He stared at +her in a daze. Then he understood. + +"Forgive me!" he pleaded. + +She was furious with him; but she blamed herself more, and breathed hard +with rage as she straightened her hat and her hair. + +An old footman was waiting at the top of the steps with an umbrella. He +ran down and opened the door. + +"Your father is waiting for you, miss," he said. + +Forbes stepped forth into the light drizzle and helped her out. + +"Good-by," he said. And again "Good-by." But she hurried up the steps. +Forbes followed her with his eyes, and saw an elderly gentleman waiting +for her at the door. There was a troubled look on his face. The door +closed upon him as he caught Persis in his arms. + +Forbes told the chauffeur to take him to his hotel, and crept back into +the deserted nest of romance. The taxicab turned slowly round. As it +passed the house again, Forbes saw another car stop at the curb. From it +stepped Willie Enslee. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + + +All the way back to the hotel, all the while he was selecting what +clothes he should take, all the while he waited for the hour of the +general rendezvous to arrive Forbes was troubled by the remembrance of +Willie Enslee's appearance at Persis' home. + +He had apparently come in hot pursuit. On the other hand, he might have +come merely to make the final arrangements for the excursion to the +country. And yet Willie must be accepted as a rival. Or, rather, it was +Forbes that was the rival, since Enslee's infatuation for Persis was +generally known long before Forbes reached New York. + +Forbes did not approve of men who went after other men's sweethearts to +take them away. But Persis had told him that she had never loved any +man; ergo, she had not loved Enslee--if Enslee could be called a man. + +Even so, Forbes would have preferred to make love to Mr. Enslee's +sweetheart somewhere else than at Mr. Enslee's home. But how was he to +fight his rival except where his rival was? How rescue the imprisoned +princess but by invading the ogre's castle? Physically, Enslee was +hardly more than a pocket ogre, but his wealth made him a giant. It was +with the Enslee Estates that Forbes must grapple. He feared that Persis +might drift into their wizard power, and he wanted to save her from that +life of "luxurious misery" of which he had read so much, for that life +of "blissful poverty with love" of which he had read so much. + +Besides, in invading Enslee's own domain he was giving Enslee every +advantage. All of the splendor of Enslee's chateau, the armor of riches +and the sword of gold, would defend him, while Forbes would attack only +with his empty hands and the power of love. If Goliath thought that +David took an unfair advantage of him, why did not Goliath lay aside his +buckler and his bludgeon and use a sling, too? Pebbles were plentiful +enough. + +Forbes reasoned at his scruples till they faced the other way. He argued +till what he would have called vicious in other men became sincerely +virtuous in his own special instance. So men and empires, republics and +religions have always argued when they were about to try to take +something away from somebody. + +As Forbes folded his togs and wished them better and braver, he paused +to laugh at what Persis had told him: Willie believed that Forbes was +flirting with Mrs. Neff for herself or her daughter! What a blind little +ape Enslee was! Then Forbes straightened up and flushed and called +himself a double-dyed cad. He flung aside the things he was folding and +resolved not to go to Enslee's home at all. + +He sank into a chair and pondered. If he did not go he would be left +alone in New York. Only a few days remained of his little vacation. By +the time Persis came back Forbes would be at his army post, a slave of +discipline and the everlasting round of the same dull duties. Persis +would be angry and hurt, and she would marry Enslee; she would live in +that home with Enslee; she would become part of the Enslee Estates, body +and soul. + +Forbes' gorge rose at the visions this brought to his mind. He ripped +out an oath, and flung off the withes of such false honor. He would, he +must, save Persis at any cost. If Enslee were foolish enough to think +that Forbes was hunting Mrs. Neff or Alice, let him take the +consequences. If Enslee had not thought so, he would not have asked +Forbes to come along. To take advantage of an enemy's weaknesses was the +first rule of warfare. To shoot from cover was the first business of a +marksman. + +This was not a contest in sharp-shooting at targets under strict rules, +with a medal for a prize. This was a battle in rough country for the +rescue of a beautiful girl. + +Forbes granted himself a plenary indulgence, and resumed packing, +smiling again at Willie's idea that he was a suitor for the post of +third husband to Mrs. Neff. + +He did not smile so well a few hours later, when Willie, with the +kindliest of motives, assigned him to Mrs. Neff's automobile. + +"You two sweethearts," Enslee said, with a matchmaker's grin, "will want +to ride together, of course. Persis and I will keep out of your way as +much as we can." + +Forbes was sportsman enough to credit Willie with a bull's-eye. He +smothered his chagrin and helped Mrs. Neff into her car, while his two +suit-cases were strapped in the trunk-rack with the family baggage. + +The motor-caravan was made up of three machines. Winifred ran her own +roadster, nursing the steering-wheel to her bosom, while her fat elbows +harried Ten Eyck's cramped form. Bob Fielding had been unable to get +away from the troubled waters of Wall Street, and Winifred had adopted +Ten Eyck as his understudy. + +Mrs. Neff took her four-passenger touring-car. Forbes decided after +several appalling bumps that it had belonged to her first husband. Alice +sat with the chauffeur, dreaming of Stowe Webb, no doubt. In the rear +Mrs. Neff, in her most garrulous mood, talked nonsense through a veil +whose flying ends kept snapping in Forbes' face. And when they were +beyond Broadway her cigarette ashes kept sifting into his eyes. + +He was as polite as possible, but his thoughts were trying to pierce the +dust-wake of the great six-cylinder touring-car in which Willie Enslee +led the way with Persis. All Forbes could see of her was the top of her +motor-hood and the veil that fled back like a signal beseeching him to +make haste and save her. + +Broadway in the late afternoon was thick with the home-going armies, and +it seemed to stretch as long and as crowded as the Milky Way. On through +Yonkers to Dobbs Ferry and Tarrytown the journey took them, passing an +occasional monument of our brief history, a tablet to mark where +Rochambeau met Washington and brought France to our rescue, or a +memorial to the cowboys that arrested Major Andre. + +In Forbes' then humor no small charms of nature or legend could have +caught his mind from his jealousy. Even the epic levels of the Hudson +River and the Valhalla walls of the Palisades hardly impressed him. What +success they had with him was mainly due to his remembrance of seeing +them first from the train that brought him to New York a few days, or a +few eons, ago. He was full then of ambitions to shine as a soldier in an +enlarged camp. Now his treasons and stratagems were concerned with a +love-campaign whose spoils was Persis Cabot. + +There was a pause by agreement for dinner at a road-house--"their last +civilized meal," as Ten Eyck mournfully prophesied, "before they entered +the Purgatory of Winifred's cooking at Willie's boarding-house." + +When the task of fretting out a dinner was finished they got under way, +pushing north again. + +Eventually the pilot-car, or, rather, its guiding cloud of dust, swept +off to the east, turning its back on the Hudson and plunging into the +heart of Westchester County, an ocean of hills like green billows, and +valleys like their troughs; peaceful castles set on high places, and +pleasant villages dispersed in low; the homely roominess of farms, and +now and then a huddle of crowded rookeries, where Italian peasants had +set up a congenial little slums along some ugly waste. + +Everything took on a wistfulness in the evening air, which the sunset +was tincturing like claret poured into water. Forbes was aching to be +with Persis, and he hoped that she was wistful to be with him. The moon +had loitered with torch half aglow in the wings of the sky until the sun +was gone, and then its lamp was raised, and it entered its own scene. In +the houses lights began to pink the dark with the trite but irresistible +appeal of Christmas-card transparencies. + +Forbes lost all sense of direction in the winding roads, and even Mrs. +Neff's chatter yielded to the brow-caressing dusk. The swift progress of +the car gave no suggestion of wheels, but rather of a flying keel on a +smooth stream. + +Finally the searchlights of Enslee's machine turned sharp at right +angles. A beautiful granite bridge leaped into view as suddenly as if +the great god Wotan had builded it with a word. At the farther side of +the bridge stood a lodge-keeper's home, whose architecture seemed to +shift the scene instantly to the France of the first Francis. + +"Here we are!" Mrs. Neff cried. "And I'm half frozen. I hope the +gardener has aired the rooms and put dry sheets on the beds, or I'm in +for lumbago." + +"Mother, you're just death to romance!" Alice protested. She had +doubtless been thinking of Stowe Webb. + +The car glided across the bridge, and the moon-whipped stream reveling +below it, then preceded through a granite gateway with a portcullis +suspended like a social guillotine. And then the sense of privacy began. +The very moon seemed to become a part of the Enslee Estates. + +The motors tilted backward as the hill rose; and Mrs. Neff's rheumatic +car groaned and worried a spiraling road up and up through masses of +anonymous shrubs pouring forth incense, through spaces of moon-swept +hillside and thickets of somber velours. Then there was a glimpse of the +radiant geometry of moon-washed roofs. A turn or two more, and the +wheels were swishing into the graveled court of a stately mansion. + +The door under the porte-cochere was open, and in its embrasure stood a +leanish man and his fattish wife, hospitable as innkeepers, the warm +light streaming back of them like peering children. + +Enslee's voice came out of the silence: + +"That you, Prout? H'are you, Martha?" And then, with characteristic +originality, "Well, we got here." + +To which Prout responded with equal importance: + +"So you did, sir." + +He and his wife had been working like mad since Enslee telephoned, +trying to turn themselves into a troop of servants, whisking shrouds +from table and piano and chairs, and mopping a cloth of dust from every +surface. They were as respectful now as Philemon and Baucis welcoming +Jupiter, and as apologetic as if the palace were their own unworthy cot. + +"I've got a pack of Indians with me, Prout," said Enslee. "I didn't want +'em, but they would come, and now we've got to make the best of it. +Don't let 'em trample your flower-beds. And if anybody breaks a +flower-stem we'll have him or her shot at sunrise." + +Martha giggled into her fat palm. + +"Oh, 'e will 'ave 'is joke; 'e will so. And isn't this Miss Cabot? Of +course it is." + +Forbes, seated in the rear car, heard again that assumption of Persis +and Enslee as a couple. + +The cars rolled up to the door in turn. The women as they got out piled +their wraps on Martha till she completely disappeared, except for a pair +of clutching hands, and a voice from the depths. + +The chauffeurs made off down the road to the distant garage, with +instructions to stay there after one of them should have come back for +Winifred's roadster. + +The gardener, apologizing for his awkwardness in the office of a butler, +led the little troop into the great living-room, where a big fire +blazed, splashing walls and floors with banners of red and yellow. + +Prout explained that he had been unable to start either the hot-water +furnace that heated the house or the dynamo that lighted it. And, being +short-handed like, and took with a stroke of sciatiky from the +onseasonable cold of the backward spring, he had found time to make +fires only in the master's room, his mother's room, and one other. The +caretaker, who had kept a fire going all winter for the sake of the +water-pipes, had let it go out at the first warm weather and gone for a +visit to his wife's mother. + +"That's what we get for coming up before the place has been set to +rights," Willie grumbled. "I suppose you girls will have to draw lots +for my room." + +"Me for the nursery," said Winifred. "It's the sunniest place in the +house, and--" + +"You're not going to try to sleep on one of those children's beds?" +Willie gasped. + +"No, nor on two of them," said Winifred; "but there's a glorious +window-seat a mile wide." + +Willie's self-sacrifice was of the parsimonious sort that made +acceptance impossible. None of the women would deprive him of his bed. +Mrs. Neff was assigned to Willie's mother's room, and Alice and Persis +to those on either side. Forbes and Ten Eyck were exiled to the +southwest wing. + +Prout and Martha could not believe that Mr. Enslee had come without the +retinue of servants that ordinarily preceded his august appearance. In +fact, the adventure was as unlike Enslee as it was uncongenial to him. +He could not and would not see the fun of it. + +Martha and Prout offered their service, but Winifred would not let them +mar the perfection of her Swiss Family Robinson. She overawed Willie and +drove the old couple back to their own cottage. + +When they had retired with prophecies of disaster and evil the would-be +gipsies felt relieved of all the encumbrances of civilization. Winifred +called it a return to nature. For the time being, however, the chief +emotion was one of blissful weariness. Host and guests had kept +themselves keyed up all season, like instruments in a concert, and now +that the tension was released they seemed to collapse upon themselves. + +In front of the great fireplace was a divan almost as big as a +life-boat, and cushioned into such a cloud as the gods rested on. +Winifred and Mrs. Neff and Alice were lolling on it, and Murray Ten Eyck +sat on the edge. Back of it was the usual living-room table with a pile +or two of books and magazines. + +Persis paused for a moment, looking over the books to select something +to take up to her room. She pushed them about with indifference. + +"Last year's novels!" she smiled. "As thrilling as last year's birds' +nests." + +She turned up an illustrated society weekly of a former spring. The +frontispiece held her a moment, and she shook her head. + +"And last year's reputations. Here's a big portrait of Mrs. Richard +Lanthorpe and her two children." She read the caption aloud: "'Prominent +young matron who is just opening her Newport villa. Though a devoted +mother to her charming little daughters, Mrs. Lanthorpe is also well +known as a skilful whip.'" + +"Good Lord!" said Winifred, reaching out her hand. "Let me see the cat. +A whip, eh? You could drive a coach and four through her reputation +now." + +Mrs. Neff took the paper from her hand. "Her husband got the kiddies. +Pretty little tikes, too." + +"She sold 'em for the Newport villa," said Alice, looking over her +mother's shoulder. Mrs. Neff turned on her with a glare of amazement. + +"Where do you children pick up such things?" + +"I'm not children," said Alice, "and the papers were full of it." + +"Mrs. Dicky was up here last spring for a week-end with her husband," +said Willie. "And so was the other man. What's his name? Later I heard +that people had been talking a lot even then, but I never suspected +anything till later." + +"You never would, Willie," said Mrs. Neff. She stared at the picture. +"She's really very good-looking, and she wasn't a bad sort altogether. I +wonder which one of us will be gone next winter?" + +"You, probably," Willie snickered, and the others laughed lazily. But +Mrs. Neff bristled. + +"I don't see why you have to laugh. Am I too old to misbehave?" + +"Far from it, darling!" said Willie. "You're just at the dangerous age. +I--er--I don't mean exactly that, either." + +Mrs. Neff turned a page hastily. "Here's a picture of Deborah Reeve in +her coming-out gown." + +"She came out so far and so fast she went right back," said Ten Eyck, +and explained to Forbes: "Hesitated between her riding-master and her +mother's chauffeur, and finally ran off with the first officer of her +father's yacht. She was a born democrat." + +"Here's a snapshot of Mrs. Tom Corliss at the Meadowbrook Steeplechase. +Look, that's 'Pup' Mowat standing with her. Good Lord, he was hanging +round her a year ago, and people are just beginning to notice. Haven't +they been clever? A whole year under the rose and right under the +public's nose." + +"Tom Corliss will be finding it out before long," said Winifred. + +"Oh no," said Willie, "I've discovered that the husband is always the +last to find out." And he tossed his head in careless pride at the +novelty of his pronouncement. + +"Isn't Willie the observing little thing?" said Winifred. The others +exchanged glances of contemptuous amusement while their host looked +wise. + +Persis strolled round to the divan, took Murray by the ear, and hoisted +him from his place. + +"No, thanks, Murray," she said. "I couldn't think of taking your seat." +And dropped into it. + +"What are we going to do for amusement to-night?" said Willie. "Who +wants to play auction?" + +"Hush!" said Mrs. Neff. + +"Shall we have some music, then?" A general declination. "Some singing? +A dance?" + +They refused even that, and he grew desperate. + +"Charades?" + +"Shut up!" came from the crowd. + +"I don't want to be entertained," said Persis. "I'm never so miserable +as when I'm being entertained." + +Everybody approved. Just to be let alone was a luxury. + +Willie ventured a last retort: "Anybody want a drink?" + +Everybody wanted a drink. Willie went to a side-wall and groped for a +button, pushed it and held it, then resumed his place before the fire. +After a time he pushed it again. + +"Where is everybody?" he snapped. Then the truth dawned on him again. +"Good Lord, we're marooned!" + +Winifred chuckled at the situation. "You'll have to be your own barkeep, +Willie. Go rustle us what you can find." + +"But everything would be in the cellar," he answered. "If there's +anything here at all, which I doubt. And the key is in town. Couldn't +trust Prout with it. Fine old gardener--give his life to save a +peony--but he's death on liquor. I couldn't trust him to order in +drinkables--besides, I forgot." + +There were groans of horror. + +"'Water, water, everywhere,'" said Ten Eyck, "'and not a drop to +drink.'" + +"It's bad enough having no servants to wait on us," Mrs. Neff pondered, +"but who's to do our thinking for us? Which'll we die of first? thirst +or starvation?" + +"We'll get in a supply from the village to-morrow," said Willie, +handsomely. + +"To-morrow never comes," said Winifred. + +For lack of artificial stimulus the momentary enthusiasm lapsed again. +Nobody cared even to read. The fireplace was books enough. + +Forbes and Ten Eyck stood at either end of the mantel, mere supporting +statuary, their heads in shadow. Willie teetered at the center of the +hearth, toasting his coat-tails. + +The four women occupied the divan, sketched out brilliantly against the +dark like a group portrait of Sargent's. The light worked over their +images as a painter works, making and illuminating shadows, touching a +strand of hair or a cheek-bone with a high light, modeling with a streak +of red some lifted muscle, then brushing it off again. + +The poses of the women were as various as their bodies and souls. At one +corner Mrs. Neff sat erect among the cushions in a sleepy stateliness. +Winifred filled the other corner like another heap of cushions, hardly +moving except to flick her cigarette ashes on the floor to the acute +distress of Willie's neat soul. Alice drooped with arched spine in a +young girl's slump, and clung to a hand of Persis', doubtless wishing it +were Stowe Webb's. Persis sat cross-legged, a smoking Sultana, her chin +on the back of one hand, one elbow on one knee. + +From his coign of shadow Forbes watched them. Vague reverie held them +all. The very shadows seemed to breathe unevenly in restless meditation. +The fire-logs alone conversed aloud in mysterious whispers, with +crackling epigrams. + +Forbes wondered at the group, so real and so unreal. He wondered what +they were thinking of, each in her castle of self, each with her +yearnings backward and forward. Winifred was wishing her lover there, +perhaps, and that her slim and gracile soul were not mislodged in so +determinedly fat a body; Mrs. Neff was wishing, perhaps, that her gray +hair and her calendar of years did not so thwart the young, romantic +girl that housed in her body, and must sleep alone, perhaps, forever. +Suddenly Forbes wished that he had not smiled so ruthlessly at the +thought of her expecting to be courted. Her longings were pitiful, +perhaps, but not ridiculous. + +It was easy to guess at Alice's thoughts. She was wishing to be not so +young and curbed by authority. She was years older than Juliet had been +when she went to the church with Romeo and threw him the ladder and +preceded him to the tomb; yet Alice's well-matured desires were smiled +away and patronized as childish. + +And Persis: what were the thoughts that burned within her soul and +twitched at her fingers, or tugged at her eyebrows, shook her eyelids, +or tightened her lips? Was she thinking of Forbes as he was thinking of +her? + +Suddenly her drooping bosom expanded with a great breath, her lips +parted, her eyes widened, her hand rose. She was about to speak. What +would she say? + +She yawned. Her hand automatically came up for politeness' sake, but +lingered to pat her straining lips as if in approval. Her eyes blurred +and fairly writhed. All the muscles of her divine beauty were contorted. +She was not so much yawning as yawned. She was enjoying it, too, and as +it ended she sighed over it as over a sweetmeat. The musing goddess had +been suddenly restored to humanity with a thump. + +Her comfortable sigh was echoed and her yawn outdone by Winifred, who +moaned: + +"I'm so damned sleepy I'll turn in here if the rest of you will get off +the bed." + +Then Alice yawned and wriggled, and Mrs. Neff gaped with a slight +restraint and staggered to her feet. + +"I'm on my way. I'd be bored to death if I weren't so excited over the +wonderful sleep I'm to have. I hope I don't wake up for a week." + +"I hope you don't," said Willie, thrusting out his arms in an +all-embracing oscitation. + +There was an epidemic of yawns, and they staggered to the console table +where a long row of candles waited. Ten Eyck lighted them and +distributed them, and the line moved on like a drunken torchlight +procession, helped and hindered one another up, and sang out faint "Good +nights" as they dispersed in the upper hall. + +Doors were closed, only to be flung open with wails of distress. Martha +and Prout had lugged all the trunks and suit-cases and handbags to the +wrong rooms. + +The three men were compelled to act as porters. Willie was furious and +full of "I told you so's"; but Ten Eyck impersonated the transfer-men he +had met, and had a different dialect for every room. + +Forbes went timidly into the exquisite apartment where Persis was +ensconced. It was a shrine to him, and he averted his eyes from the +carved and lace-adorned altar of her bed. + +But Ten Eyck turned back to pound on the door and put in his palm, +whining: + +"Don't forget the poor baggage-smasher, lady." + +Persis opened the door a trifle and gave him a twenty-five-cent piece. +She held out another for Forbes, and he took it with a foolish rapture. + +Ten Eyck bit his coin and touched his hat, with a husky murmur of: + +"'Ch obliged, mum! 'Ch obliged!" + +Forbes kept his for a lucky piece--the first keepsake he had had from +her. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + + +If Persis and the others were rejoicing in their emancipation from +formalities too familiar, Forbes was glad that he had escaped them for +the reverse reason. Hospitality had been dispensed on a lavish scale at +his own home in the South before his father's death, but the servants +there were negroes, slaves, or descendants of slaves, and he knew just +the right mixture of affection and tyranny to administer to them. But +where servile white foreigners, with their curious humilities and +pomposities, bowed heads and elevated eyebrows, he had not learned just +how much to demand and how much to concede. + +He was glad that there was no valet to unpack his things, for he was +afraid that his secret wardrobe might not pass such experienced +inspection. He laid out his own pajamas, brushes, and clean things +against the morning. + +Ten Eyck, who shared the same bathroom with Forbes, came in to borrow a +match for his pipe, noted Forbes' industry, and quoted one of the few +classics that he still read--Rabelais: "Panurge had it right when he +said, 'I am never so well served as when I am my own valet.'" + +"Is this your first experience as your own man?" said Forbes. + +"I should say not!" Ten Eyck snorted, with a cloud of smoke. "I've +roughed it as rough as any rough-neck going, Forbesy." + +Forbes, from the experience of a campaigner, a wilderness hiker, lifted +an eyebrow of patronizing incredulity. Ten Eyck retorted: + +"You needn't grin. I don't mean any of this roughing _de luxe_. I had +the real thing. I quarreled with the governor once. I was hitting it up +pretty hard, and he gave me a call. I told him I didn't need his dirty +money; I could earn my own, and I swore I'd never ask him for a cent. I +lit out for the Wild and Woolly. What I took with me went fast. I +couldn't get a job I'd look at; and by the time I was ready to look at +any job I could get, nobody would look at me. Finally they took me on as +unskilled labor in the construction camp of a railroad. I slept in +cattle-cars, or on the ground, or in wooden bunks with Swedes and Finns, +and Huns and coons, and other swine in the adjoining styes. I fought +'em, too, when I had to. Later I waited on the table in a cheap hashery. + +"God knows where I'd have ended if my dear old dad hadn't got so +homesick he put the Pinkertons on my trail. And when he found me he +apologized and begged me to come back. And I very graciously accepted. I +had had all the poverty I needed for a lifetime. Hereafter, Forbesy, I'm +for the nap on the velvet and the plush on the peach. I tell you, +Forbesy, we millionaires may have our little troubles, but we escape the +worst of 'em, eh John D.?" + +"I wish you'd cut out that talk about my being a millionaire," Forbes +broke in, impatiently. + +"Millionaire is a newspaper term," Ten Eyck explained, "for anybody who +is worth more than a few thousand dollars." + +"But I'm not worth anything and never shall be," Forbes confessed. "I'm +not rich at all. I've nothing but a few hundred dollars and my picayune +salary." + +Ten Eyck took the great denial without emotion. "Then I congratulate you +on being one of the poor but honest, instead of the criminal rich." + +"I'm poor, but I'm not honest," Forbes said; "I'm obtaining courtesy +under false pretenses." + +"Rot!" said Ten Eyck. "Money couldn't buy what you're getting, and the +lack of it couldn't lose what you've gained. They like you. You belong. +That's all there is to it." + +"I wonder." + +"Of course that's all. What does anybody here care how much you've got +or haven't got, so long as you're congenial and aren't proposing to +marry anybody." + +Forbes lifted his head with a quick, startled movement that did not +escape Ten Eyck, who pretended to misunderstand. + +"Of course, if you really are after Mrs. Neff or the little Neffkin, +there might be a call for a show-down of bankbooks." + +"I'd be just as much obliged if you people would drop that joke about my +courting Mrs. Neff," Forbes grumbled. Ten Eyck was patient; his voice +fell to a deep and earnest tone: + +"What I say goes along the line, Forbesy. You were good to me when I was +sick in Manila. Don't you go and get sick here. You told me what I +mustn't eat and drink and wear out there, and I want to warn you against +the dangers of this place. There's a tropics right here, too, with +deadly miasmas and mosquitoes that buzz strange things and sting you +full of delirious fevers. Don't fall in love too far, Forbesy. I like +you mighty well and--naming no names--I like her mighty well, but don't +get false notions in your head, and don't put false notions in hers." + +"About my money, you mean?" + +"Umm-humm." + +"You think that money would make a difference to her?" + +"Hah!" Ten Eyck snorted. "Would water make any difference to a fish?" + +"But if she loved--" + +"My boy, you can keep a mighty sweet canary in a mighty little cage, and +it will sing away like mad and be very fond of you; but you can't keep +a bird of paradise there--or a sea-gull--can you?" + +"I reckon not," said Forbes. + +"It isn't the fault of the bird of paradise, either, is it?" + +Forbes shook his head and sighed: "It's the fault of the man that puts +it in the cage." + +"Well, maybe he means well. He may be crazy about the bird, just crazy +to keep it near him, but--he can't. That's all, he can't. It'll beat +itself to death or break loose." + +"Unless he lets it go," said Forbes. + +"That's it! You understand me, don't you, old man?" + +"I get you, Steve." + +"And you won't feel too hard about it, will you? There's a lot of other +birds besides the big ones. There's nothing cozier than a little +canary--is there?" + +"I reckon not," said Forbes, dismally. + +"And there's a lot of them to be had. And some of them are very pretty." + +They sat and smoked a long while. Then Ten Eyck yawned, and gripped +Forbes' shoulder hard and went out, pausing to look at him sadly. For +his good night he dropped into a cockney quotation: "'Wot I meanter s'y, +Pip, is: allus the best o' friends?'" + +He ended with a querying inflection, and Forbes echoed it with a period: + +"Allus the best o' friends." + +He sat smoking his cigar till it was gone. Then he made ready for bed, +blew out the candle, raised the curtain, and paused to stare blankly +into the dark mass of a green hill or a great cloud, whichever it was, +piled up against a sky sprinkled over with a powder of little stars. +Among them was one planet whose name he did not know. As he watched, it +moved with imperceptible stealth out of his sight behind the hill. + +He gave up Persis as completely as he gave up the planet. A few days +ago he did not know her name. A few days more and she would have slipped +from his sky. + +He was so tired, so full of the need of sleep, that despair was only +another kind of night, black but blessed, without ecstasy, but void of +torment. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + + +The only dream that Forbes knew that night--or remembered, at least--was +a dream of his latest garrison, and the same bugle humming like the +single nagging morning fly that frets a sleeper awake. It was warily +intoning its old "I can't get 'em up, I can't get 'em up, I can't get +'em up in the morning." + +He leaped from his bed, and was astonished to find himself standing in a +strange room with an open window facing an unknown landscape. He screwed +his fists into his eyes boyishly before he realized his whereabouts. + +At night he had seen his room in vast shadows clouded about a meek +candle. The window had shown him only a blur of gloom against a sky of +star-dust. + +Now he found himself in a sumptuously furnished chamber, whose window +framed a scene of royally ordered beauty--a great lawn as level and +almost as spacious as a parade-ground, and bordered with a marble +balustrade that seemed to run on forever regardless of expense. Marble +statues and bronzes and fountains were here and there. And up a noble +hill a stairway, as beautiful as a sea-gull's wings, soared to a parked +space where a little marble temple sheltered an image which he judged to +be Cupid's. + +Beyond the big hill reared aloft a primeval forest which the sunrise +wind was shaking. The tips of the topmost trees were crimsoned, as if +roses had bloomed at last on pines. The climbing sun had just reached +them, its rays climbing down the hill as itself climbed the east. + +Forbes crept back to bed, but only to reproach himself with sloth. He +could not afford to miss a sunrise such as this would be. There would be +occasions enough for sleep; but he was going to leave the Enslee Eden +this very day forever. The flaming sword of gold would keep him from +re-entering the Paradise he had got into as a boy crawls under a circus +tent. + +He flung himself from the alien linen and mahogany, and, hastening into +the bathroom, stepped into the tub, drew the circular curtain around him +quietly not to waken his neighbor, Ten Eyck, and turned the little +wheels marked "shower" and "needle" and "cold," and received the +responding rains. There was no question that they were cold. + +But the reaction was a jubilee in every artery, and he dressed with +eagerness for whatever the day might bring. He opened his door softly +and went down the twilight of the stairway like an escaping thief. The +servantless tenants had neglected to bolt and chain the outside door. He +swung it back and stepped out. + +He glanced with admiring awe at the dew-pebbled lawn, the colonnades, +and the cloisters, but hastened to the eastern side to watch the day +breaking over the sky-lines of Westchester. The scene was Alpine with +the Alps removed, and the green herds of foothills left. Across a +marble-walled pool stood a family of birches, and held the red sun +prisoner in a web of green leaves and white boughs. The light that shot +through them played upon shrubs and trees and walks arranged according +to the highest canons of the landscaping art, taking nature's scenario +and dramatizing it. + +One imperial group of lilac-trees seemed to hold torches up for the sun +to kindle. They blazed with purple flame. + +Forbes thought: "Those are the lilacs Enslee loves and owns. This is +Enslee's heaven. That is Enslee's sun. And she is Enslee's, too." Then, +with all the bravery and optimism the dawn could lavish, he felt: "Well, +she belongs here; I don't. She needs these things. I can't get 'em for +her. So it's good-by, Persis, and no harm done." + +He was sure that Enslee would never know of the kiss he had stolen from +Enslee's property. And he was sure that Enslee would never miss a +certain lilac cluster whose grace and color especially caught Forbes' +fancy. He plucked it. Just as it snapped in his hand and flung a +fragrant dew upon his face he heard another slight sound above. He +glanced up. + +The vision he saw smote him with beauty like a thunderbolt, and knocked +him Saul-wise backward off the high horse of jaunty resolution into a +new religion. + +At an upper window, a few paces from where Forbes stood, Persis leaned +out like another blessed damosel looking downward at the sun. It kindled +her eyes as it kindled the lilacs, and she frowned a little against it. +She did not see Forbes as her drowsy gaze swept the hills. She was not +there, however, to adore the dawn. It had troubled her sleep, and she +wanted to shut it out. Her hands were tugging drowsily at one of the +blinds, but it was held by a catch in the wall. She must lean far out to +release it. + +The very homeliness of her motive and the act made her the more +appealing to Forbes. A creamy nightcap of lace and bow-knots was all +askew on her tousled hair, and a long loop of it slid down into her +bosom as she bent far forward. She had not paused even to throw on a +shawl, and her nightgown was so vaporous a drapery that it hardly +mattered where it clung or lapsed. + +Forbes blushed for her, but gazed entranced while she fumbled at the +lock till it yielded. Then she reached out for the other shutter and +stared forth into the sun, stared between her white arms, outstretched +like the wings of an angel at a window in the sky. + +Now Forbes knew that he loved her irretrievably. He would storm the +clouds to win her. He could afford a home with a pair of shutters, and +she could close them against the sun and be as snug as a cuckoo in a +clock. + +After all, she was no bird of paradise, no sea-gull. She was just a +fascinating sleepy-head pouting at the morning for interfering with her +dreams. + +He was so resolved upon winning her that he counted her already his, +and, with a gesture like throwing up his cap, flung the lilacs he held +straight at her. They missed her, but they caught her eye, and she +followed them down to where he darted to catch them for another cast. + +When he looked up again the blinds were shut. He was alone in the world, +his lilacs and his heart barred out and rejected. She had retreated to +Enslee's stronghold and shuttered herself in. + +Forbes turned away to exile in a world of gloom. He heard a little sound +above, and whirled quickly. The shutters were opening again. He saw her +eyes. She was frowning fiercely; but that was because of the sharp sun, +for her lips were smiling and she was whispering something. + +He hurried to the spot beneath her window. He saw that her hair had been +stuffed back into her nightcap. She was muffled to the ears in a heavy +bathrobe, so shapeless and opaque that its big sleeves hid her very +hands. But she smiled through like an Eskimo angel. And she was +whispering in Eskimese. + +He could not understand her, and she could not hear his whisper. They +were afraid to waken the house with louder talk. So he beckoned to her +to come down. She shook her head. He insisted with ardent gesticulation +at the beauty of the scene. She shook her head so violently that her cap +fell off. She clutched at it, and her hair fell all about her. He caught +the cap as it drifted down like a tired butterfly. She brushed her hair +back and pleaded for the cap. He shook his head and tossed her the +lilacs. She refused to take them, and put out her hands for the cap. He +beckoned her again to come down, and she frowned ferociously. Then, at +length, she smiled and nodded and turned away. + +He waited, afraid to walk because the gravel crunched alarmingly. He +could see the gardener's cottage down the hill, and he was glad that no +one was stirring there; not a thread of smoke spun from the chimney. + +After he had waited for a tiny eternity he heard her snap her fingers, +and looked up to find her fully dressed, all kempt and shiny-faced and +precise. She held out beseeching palms for her cap, but he pocketed it +and commanded her to descend. She left the window with a look of angry +amusement, and he knew that she was yielding to his orders. + +It was his first command, and she had obeyed it. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + + +For convincing the human heart there is no argument like a parable or +analogy, and there is no more worthless proof to the mind. So long as +Persis could be called a bird of paradise, too rich for a canary cage, +or a sea-gull, too wild, or a planet unattainable, Forbes admitted that +his hopes of winning her and keeping her were foolish. He gave her up. +So much for the metaphors. But when he saw her at the window in the +daylight, and saw, not a sea-gull nor a planet, but just a pretty, +drowsy girl with rumpled hair, he tossed aside all the arguments by +parable and analogy, as candle-ends unfit for sunshine. She was only a +woman, and he was all of a man, and this was America, and, by George +Washington, he would have her to wife! + +He would begin the day right with a wholesome morning smack. He tiptoed +along the grass around to the door, and met her in the living-room. And +as soon as he met her he set his arms about her. But she was almost +sullen as she pushed him away. + +"I won't have it!" she said, with a harshness that shocked him. "It's +too early in the morning. And I don't like it. And I don't want gossip +set going. And you must be doubly circumspect." + +He fell back, baffled, and dropped his eyes in discontent. He saw that +her little high boots were sprawling open. He smiled at the homely touch +again. + +"If you're so circumspect," he said, "you'd better button your shoes." + +"I forgot to bring up a button-hook," she laughed, "and when I bent +over with a hairpin I got so sleepy that I nearly fell back in bed." + +"Permit me," he urged. + +"No, thank you!" + +"You can't walk with 'em falling off like that," he insisted. "A +hairpin, please." + +She took one from her hair, and he dropped to one knee. He could not +seem to find the right position to work from. After hunching about from +position to position he said: + +"I reckon your feet are put on the wrong way." + +"Thanks." + +"For being buttoned, I mean." + +"My maid buttons them every morning." + +"Tell me how on earth she gets at your foot?" + +"No, thanks. I'll button them myself." + +"Oh no, you won't. How do the shoe clerks manage it?" + +She set her foot on the rung of a chair, and he went at his task with +all awkwardness. Her feet were small, yet the shoes were as tight as +could be, and she winced as the buttons ground or bit. But she choked +back the little cries of pain that rose to her lips. + +"Get away," she said; "you're killing me." + +But he would not surrender the privilege. He took her foot on his knee +and wrought with all care. The hairpin was soon a twisted wreck, and he +must have another, and another. + +When the lowest buttons were done she checked him. "That's enough! I'd +rather my shoes fell off than my hair. And that reminds me: where is my +cap?" + +"In my pocket next my heart." + +"Give it to me, please." + +"I'm going to keep it." + +"By what right?" + +"Conquest and possession." + +"What if somebody should see you with it?" + +"Nobody shall." + +"Somebody always does. Nobody would believe it fell out of a window!" + +"It fell straight into my heart." + +She gave him up with a shrug. "Good Lord, you men! I don't suppose +there's any coffee? I'm so used to having it in bed before I get up that +I'm faint." + +"I could make you some, if I knew where the coffee was, and the +coffee-pot, and if there were any fire." + +"Let's look into the kitchen." + +She knew the way, and led him into a great food-studio--a place to +delight a chef with its equipment and an artist with its coppers. + +But the range was as cold as its white-glazed chimney. They cast about +for fuel, and found that Prout had fetched kindling and coal the +afternoon before. + +Forbes soon had a fire snapping under one lid, and Persis hunted through +cupboards and closets till she discovered a coffee-pot, evidently +belonging to the servants' dining-room, and a canister half full of +coffee. + +"I haven't the faintest idea how much of that goes in, have you?" she +said, helplessly. He nodded and made the measurements deftly. + +"Where did you learn so much?" she asked, with a primeval woman's first +wonder at a cave-man's first blaze and first cookery. + +"A soldier ought to be able to build a fire and make a cup of coffee, +oughtn't he?" + +"Oh," she shrugged, "I always forget that you're a soldier. I've never +seen you in uniform. You never tell me anything about yourself. I always +think of you as just one of us loafers." + +"It's mighty pleasant to be building a fire for you--for just us," he +maundered. + +"It is fine, isn't it?" she chuckled, with glistening eyes. "Rather +reversing the usual, though, for idiotic woman to stand by while strong +man boils the coffee--or are you baking it? I might be getting the +dishes." + +"I'd be willing to do this every morning--for you--for us," he ventured, +his heart thumping at its own dauntlessness. + +She evaded the implied proposal as she ransacked a cabinet. "I fancy it +would rather lose its charm in time. As a regular thing, I like to see +breakfast brought up on a tray by a nice-looking maid." + +She brought out a perilous, double arm-load of cups and saucers, and a +sugar-bowl. + +"This is the service china, I suppose. You could drive nails with it." + +He stared at her with idolatry. She was so variously beautiful; at the +theater, the opera, the luncheon, here in a country kitchen--everywhere +somebody else, and everybody of her beautiful. His hands went out to +seize her again, but she tumbled the crockery crackingly on the table +and waved a cup at him. "Stand back, or I'll brain you with this. +There's no cream. I suppose even the cows aren't up yet. And I can't +find any butter--or any bread--just these tinned biscuits." + +They sat at the kitchen table. The coffee was not good, really; but she +found it amusing, and he thought it was ambrosia--Mars and Venus at +breakfast in an Olympian dining-room. He told her something of the sort, +and implied once more that he longed to make the arrangement permanent. + +"I wish you'd quit proposing before breakfast," she said. "I feel very +material in the morning, anyway, and I'm having a bully time. I'm +feeling far too sensible to listen to any nonsense about the simple +life. I can enjoy a bit of rough road as well as anybody. I can turn in +and work or do without, or dress in rags--anything for a picnic--for a +while. But as a regular thing--ugh! To get breakfast once in somebody's +else kitchen at an ungodly hour with a captivating stranger--glorious! +But to get up every morning--every every morning, rain or shine, cold +or hot, sleepy or sick or blue--no, thank you!" + +"You think the rich are happier than the poor?" + +"Of course they are. That's why everybody wants to be rich." + +"But the rich aren't contented." + +"Oh, contented! Nobody's contented except the blind, and hopeless +invalids. Contentment is a question of being a sport. There's a lot of +good losers that will grin if they have to walk home in the rain from +the races, and there are a lot of what they call 'bum sports' that throw +their winnings on the ground because the odds weren't longer. But don't +tell me that there's any special joy in being poor. If I had to be poor, +I suppose I'd put the best face I could on it. That happens to be my +nature. It's the good sports making the best of poverty that cause so +much talk; but all the poor and middlers that I've met have hated it and +envied the rich. + +"You see, the rich can buy everything the poor have, but the poor can +buy hardly anything the rich have. Sometimes my father goes out in the +field on his farm and tosses hay, or beds down the horses, or chops dead +trees. Sometimes he likes to have just a bowl of milk and some crackers +for his supper. But when he wants something else he can have it--at +least, he always has been able to--up to now." + +A little shiver agitated her like a flaw of wind running along a calm +lake. + +"It's cold and damp in here," she said. "Let's get out in the sunshine +and quit talking poverty. We're neither of us poor--yet." + +She rose and moved out to the kitchen porch, and, round the house, up a +sweep of stairs to the main terrace. + +"Look," she cried, "isn't it wonderful? Isn't it worth while? It costs +thousands of dollars just to make that lawn smooth, and thousands more +for the marble balustrades, and the fountains are a fortune, and the +sunken garden--the poor can't have a glimpse of it! They don't know it +exists. Even Mr. Enslee's cook hardly knows it's here; he doesn't permit +any of the servants except the house staff to come out front. Isn't it a +shame? But don't you love it? Isn't it heavenly under your feet? My eyes +fly over it like birds. It's splendid to have tea out here in the +summer, and wear long sweeping gowns and picture-hats, and have +delicious things brought to you on the finest of china. Oh, I never was +meant for a poor man's daughter. Even if I feed the chickens or pat the +cattle, I like to do it as Marie Antoinette did at the Petit Trianon +just for a contrast--an _hors d'oeuvre_." + +Forbes thought of the bird of paradise and the sea-gull again, and he +doubted the value of his cage again. They sauntered across the lawn and +up the stairs. He took her arm to help her, but she shook her head. + +"Please! Now, tell me all about yourself." + +"There's nothing to tell." + +"There must be. I've a right to hear it. Think of it, you've kissed me +once, and I didn't fight. I let you. Good Lord, I nearly kissed you!" +His arms rushed toward her; but she frowned. "Don't make me go back. I +was saying, you've kissed me, and we've had a terrible escapade in a +strange kitchen, and I hardly know your first name. So you're a +soldier." He nodded. "West Point?" He nodded. "Did you ever get in a +real fight?" He nodded. "Where?" + +"Cuba. Philippines." + +"You were in the Spanish War? Really! I didn't know you were so old." + +"I wasn't so old then. I'm very ancient now." + +She mused aloud: "They say a husband should be ten years older than his +wife." + +The implication enraptured him. It showed that she was at least toying +with the thought. "Then there's no hope for me. I'm far too old for +you." + +"But I'm very ancient," she said. "I ought to have been married years +ago." + +"I'm sorry I kept you waiting so long. There's no need for further +delay." + +"Are you proposing again? The man's a regular phonograph with only one +old broken record! So you've been in battles and battles. Were you +afraid?" + +"Afterward. I suppose it's because I'm slow and stupid: but I don't +usually get scared till the trouble's over. Then I'm sick as a dog and +as frightened as a girl." + +"That's something like me. Only I get terribly scared of little things +that don't count. A mouse or a spider or anything crawly--ugh! is that a +caterpillar?" + +She shrank back against him in a palsy of repugnance at about an inch of +moving fuzz on a rhododendron. He held her with one hand, and with the +other broke off the twig and cast the vermin into space. She put his arm +away, and said: + +"You are brave!" + +"St. George and the dragon," he smiled. + +"In those battles of yours," she resumed, "were you ever by any chance +wounded or killed or anything?" + +"I was never killed entirely," he answered, "but I stopped a few bits of +lead." + +She shuddered and caught his arm with a rush of sympathy none the less +fierce for being belated. + +"Wounded! You were wounded?" + +He put his hand on hers where it lay on his sleeve. "Yes, you blessed +thing. Does it make any difference to you?" + +She drew her hand away gently. "I hate to think of--of anybody getting +hurt. Did it hurt--to be wounded?" + +"Afterward. I didn't notice it much at the time--except when I was shot +in the mouth." + +"Good Lord, how?" + +"I was yelling something to my sergeant, and a bullet went right in and +out here." He put his finger on his cheek. + +"Great heavens! I thought it was a dimple. I rather liked it." + +"Then I'm glad I got it." + +She writhed with pain for his sake. + +"Did it hurt--hideously?" + +"Not half as much as the two pellets I got in my side. They probed for +them till I made them stop, partly because I wasn't enjoying it and +partly because probing kills more than cartridges." + +"How did they get them out, then?" + +"They didn't." + +She stared at him wild-eyed. + +"You don't mean to say that you're standing there with a couple of +bullets in you? Why, you're positively uncanny." + +"I'm sorry, if it disturbs you." + +"Oh, please! You're wonderful. But aren't you afraid they'll kill +you--turn green or something?" + +"They're neatly surrounded by now with aseptic sacs, the surgeon tells +me. I'd forgotten all about them till you reminded me." + +"And they never pain you?" + +"The only wound I'm suffering now is from the arrow of this +sharp-shooter." + +They were standing in the little temple, between them a little marble +rascal with a bow and arrow. Persis put her hand to her heart. He +mistook the gesture and asked, with sudden zest: + +"He didn't hit you, too, did he?" + +"I was thinking of you," she murmured, staring at him with wet eyes. +"Wounded and bleeding, your flesh all torn, and the surgeons gouging in +the wounds. Oh!" + +She toppled backward and sank on a marble bench before he could help +her. He stared at her in bewildered unbelief. He understood that she +was nearly aswoon because he had suffered once. + +"Why, God bless your wonderful sweet soul!" he gasped, and would have +knelt and clasped his arms around her. But even in the swimming of her +senses her prudence was on guard, and his indiscretion restored her to +herself like a dash of water. + +"I beg you to be careful," she said. "You are perfectly visible from the +house." + +"But nobody's awake. The blinds are closed." + +"There are always eyes behind blinds." + +"Then let them see me tell you how much I--" + +"Not here!" she gasped. "Don't tell me that here." + +"Why not?" + +"Do you really want to know?" + +"Yes." + +"Mr. Enslee built this little temple to this little Cupid to propose to +me in." + +"And did he?" Forbes asked, in a voice that rattled. "Did he propose to +you?" + +"Regularly." + + + + +CHAPTER XXX + + +She studied Forbes closely and laughed aloud at the almost nausea he +plainly felt. + +"I thought that would shock the nonsense out of you," she triumphed. +"Now let's be sensible while the sun shines, and get better acquainted. +Tell me more about you, and I'll tell you some awful things about me." + +She sauntered on in an arch and riant humor. He resented it, and yet he +followed her, hating this mood of hers, yet finding her more precious as +he found her more difficult. If he had known women better he would have +guessed, or "reckoned," that her very effort to make herself difficult +was a proof that she was not really so difficult as she would have him +believe. The one who takes such joy in being pursued is not entirely +unwilling to be caught. + +She quizzed him about his life, his home, his earlier loves. She +demanded descriptions of every sweetheart he had cherished, from the +first chub of infancy to the girl he left behind in Manila; and she said +she hated them all impartially. + +She told him of her life: endowed with every material comfort, yet with +a vague unhappiness for something or somebody--"perhaps it was for you," +she added, but spoke teasingly. She had had nurses and governesses and +maids from her first day on earth. She had been to school in France, and +traveled round the world; she had been presented at the courts of +England and Italy, Germany and Russia; had visited at castles and +chateaux. Her sister was in England. She had married a title and was +unhappy; but for the matter of that, so were the wives of most of the +stanch Americans she knew, rich and poor. + +Persis had had flirtations of cosmopolitan variety. Her ambition was to +go on skimming the cream off of life. She had given up the hope of ever +loving, at least with abandonment. There was too much else in the world. +She had been so thoroughly and incessantly schooled in self-control that +she doubted if even her heart could forget the rules of conduct. She did +not want love to make the fool of her it had made of so many of her +friends, and of the people she read about in newspapers and books. + +She never took much enjoyment in adventures, anyway, she said, because +her imagination was always busy with the appearance of her acts. She +found herself considering: "How will this look? What gossip will that +start?" She hated herself for the cold, calculating instinct; but she +could not rid herself of it. + +"This very minute," she admitted, "my fun is half spoiled by thinking of +what those people down there in the house will say if they learn that +I've been up here with you? Nothing could be more harmless than a stroll +before breakfast in a highly illuminated forest, but they'd talk +and--well, I'd rather they wouldn't." + +She led the protesting Forbes homeward again, down the long flight of +steps. The most he could exact was the promise of another walk +together--sometime when it could be arranged without attracting +attention or detracting from the duties toward the host and his other +guests. + +As they started across the lawn, whose dew the risen sun had pretty well +imbibed, they met the gardener. Prout was yawning, and when he took off +his hat he looked sleepy enough to fall over into it. + +"You folks been up all night?" he asked, with a drowsy surliness. + +Persis shook her head and smiled. "It's you that have overslept." + +He changed the subject abruptly. "I just been buildin' a fire for Miss +Mather." + +"Good Lord, is she awake?" Persis gasped. + +"Well," said Prout, "as to that, she's not wot you'd exackly call awake, +but she's up an' doin' in the kitchin." + +While the gardener shuffled away to play valet to his flowers, Persis +stood irresolute. + +"I hope Winifred hasn't seen us," she said. "The kitchen and the nursery +are both to the east. We'll take a chance. You go on into the kitchen +and help her, and I'll telephone down from my room. _Au 'voir!_" + +She opened the outer door ever so slightly and oozed through the slit as +narrowly as Bernhardt used to when she had murdered Scarpia. Forbes +dawdled a few moments, then went into the kitchen. + +He found Winifred playing the part of cook with a vengeance. Her hair +was disheveled, her sleeves rolled back, and her face smudged from her +smudgy fingers. She had assumed a cook's prerogative of wrath. The +moment she saw Forbes she began with a savage, "Oh, it's you! And who's +been littering up my clean kitchen?" + +"I took the liberty of making myself a little coffee," said Forbes. + +"There are two cups." + +"I made two cups," said Forbes; and she was too busy to notice the +evasion. + +"Then, since you've had your breakfast," she snapped, "you can help me +get something for the rest. You'd better put this on." + +Like another Omphale, she fastened a womanish apron on Hercules, and set +him at uncongenial tasks, retrieving butter, milk, salt, and eggs. + +After a time there was a buzz, and a little hopper fell in a box on the +wall. Winifred went to the house telephone and called out: + +"Well! H'lo, Perse, what you doing awake so early? Insomnia? No, I will +not send your breakfast up on a tray! You can come down and get it. My +little snojer man is helping me." + +She hung up the ear-piece and turned to Forbes with her broad smile. + +"A cook has no chance to entertain her gempman friends. The minute I get +a policeman in here somebody rings." + +She kept him wretchedly ill at ease by more of the same banter, which he +hardly knew how to take. And she seized his arm with a gesture of +culinary coquetry just as Persis sauntered in. Forbes was horrified to +note a look of anger in Persis' eyes. He should have been flattered. She +greeted Winifred, and also Forbes, with a discreet "Good morning!" + +"Good get-busy!" Winifred growled. + +"What can I do?" said Persis, helplessly. + +"For one thing, you can rout the other loafers out of bed." + +"How?" + +"Use the telephone. Tell 'em the house is on fire." + +While Forbes fetched and carried at Winifred's beck and call, Persis +rang up the various rooms and conveyed Winifred's orders. But her gentle +voice carried no conviction, and Winifred took her place at the +instrument and howled in her best cook lingo: + +"Get up and come down, or I'll quit you cold and lave you to starve. +It's scrambled eggs and bacon the marnin', and no goods exchanged." + +She went back to the range, only to be called to the telephone again. +Mrs. Neff was imploring a brief respite. Water boiling over and +scuttering in hot hailstones from the stove brought Winifred back with a +screech. She upbraided Persis for a useless scullery maid and threatened +Forbes with a skillet. She was enjoying herself tremendously. She +ordered Persis to set the table in the breakfast-room, but refused +Forbes permission to help her. + +But he slipped away a little later, when she went to rummage the +ice-room. He found Persis drifting about in a lake of golden sunshine, +distributing delicate chinas and looking like a moving figurine of +bisque. There was a pleasant clink of silver as she laid the knives and +forks and spoons, and he thought how wonderful she would be in such a +little home as he could offer her, how she would grace the quarters at +an army post. She smiled on him, and her smile was sunshine. He went at +her once more with that rush of desire. She put up her hand to fend him +off, and he knocked a cup out of it. + +They knelt together to pick up the pieces. He began: + +"While I'm down here on my knees, I ask you again--" She put her hand to +her lips in warning, but he seized the hand. She snatched it away and +rose to her feet just as Willie Enslee came in. + +Forbes, still on his knees, set busily to work picking up the scattered +petals of the china. He felt guilty as a caught burglar, but the +unsuspecting Willie paused on the threshold to yawn. Willie was always +yawning on the threshold of discovery. + +"'Morning! 'Morning!" was his almost swallowed greeting. + +"We just broke one of your cups," said Persis, "while we were setting +the table." + +"So long as you don't break the table, I suppose I'm to be +congratulated. Had a fearful time this morning without my man. Had to +fill my own tub, put own buttons in, shave self--cut a map of Russia on +face. Couldn't get tie tied to save life. Persis, you'll have to help +your little Willie with his bib." + +So Persis knotted his scarf for him while Forbes grew restive at the +sight. Willie was proprietary in his tone, and he clung drowsily to +Persis' arm while her hands hovered about his throat. But when the task +was done he toddled through the swinging-door to see what wreck had been +made of the kitchen. + +"You see!" said Persis, reproachfully, putting down the silver very +slowly. "You nearly got caught." + +"But what of it?" Forbes broke out. "I love you. I'm not ashamed of my +love or of you. I want you to be my wife." + +The boyish manly sincerity of this convinced her and filled her eyes +with a morning haze. + +"You do? Really?" She moved on to the next place. He followed her. + +"Of course I do. Will you?" + +She continued slowly circling the table, with side trips to the +sideboard, and he followed with a great ado of helping her. The two were +making a slower job of it than either would have required alone. + +"It's rather fun being proposed to while one is setting the table," +Persis murmured. "We're getting terribly domestic already." + +"You'd be so beautiful domesticated," Forbes urged. + +"But so somebody else thinks--and we're on his grounds." And since it +was characteristic of Persis to express a virtue in a sporting term, she +shook her head. "We're not playing strictly according to Hoyle. It's not +quite cricket." + +"I know it," said Forbes. "And I--I dare you to come outside--off the +place." + +"All right. I will, the first chance I get." + +"The first chance you get to what?" said Mrs. Neff, who appeared as +suddenly as Cinderella's witch. And she looked a trifle witchy this +morning without the rejuvenating spells of her maid. "I couldn't help +overhearing, but my eyes aren't open. I didn't see anything." + +Persis surprised Forbes and Mrs. Neff by her frankness. + +"I was saying I would take a long walk with Mr. Forbes the first chance +I get." + +"Good work!" said Mrs. Neff, quite earnestly. "I was telling him what a +love of a couple you two would make." + +Persis turned on her in amazement. "You were telling Mr. Forbes that?" + +"Yes, I was. When a woman gets as old as I feel of mornings, she has the +right to be a matchmaker. You two go on and work out your own salvation +and I'll keep Willie off the scent. If I could prevent Alice from +marrying Stowe Webb, and you from marrying Willie, I'd retire on my +laurels. I dote on conspiracies. That's where Alice gets her knack for +plots." + +This to her daughter, who sauntered in just in time to receive the facer +and gasp: + +"Why, mother, what do you mean?" + +"Oh, I can smell a mouse even if I can't trap it right away. I know you +telephone him and write him and all that. I used to when I was your age. +Only, I fooled my mother and married the man I wanted to. If I'd married +the one she wanted me to, I'd be one of the richest women on earth +instead of a starving twice-widow with a pack of children to drive to +market." + +"Isn't she the most appalling mother a poor child ever had?" Alice +gasped. "Sometimes I think I ought to take her over my knee and spank +her." + +Forbes and Persis paid little heed to the usual duel of these two women. +They were thinking of the complexity of outside interference in their +own program of quiet communion. + +Persis' mind was full of reproof for Mrs. Neff; but she was silenced by +the presence of Alice, and Ten Eyck's appearance, and the irruption of +Winifred with a great tray of egg-gold and bacon-bronze. + +It was an informal gathering at that breakfast-table. Important articles +of toilet had been forgotten, and there were no maids or men to repair +the omissions. But too great correctness would have been an anachronism +at Winifred's table. Everybody had gone to bed early and tired, and had +slept longer and better than usual. Doing without was a new game to +these people, and they made a picnic-ground of the breakfast-room. + +Even Willie tried to romp with his guests, but he lacked the genius for +hilarity, and his jokes consisted principally of repeating exactly what +somebody else had just said, then laughing as hard as he could. + +He told Persis that he wanted to show her the farm, and the new fountain +in the sunken gardens, and he told her in such a way that the others +felt themselves cordially invited not to go along. But they were used to +tactlessness from Willie, and they merely winked mutually. + +Willie seemed to feel the winks in the air, and to realize that he had +not done exactly the perfect thing, so he reverted to his favorite +witticism: "You take Mrs. Neff, Mr. Forbes" (he was getting the name +right at times now). "You take Mrs. Neff and go where you please. You +turtle-doves will find several arbors and summer-houses and lovers' +lanes scattered around the place. I'll tell the gardener and his men to +keep out of the way. Come along, Persis." + +Forbes watched them off with a look of jealousy that did not escape Mrs. +Neff. She put a kindly hand on his arm. + +"After all, he owns the place; he's the host--a poor thing, but our +host. She'd rather be with you, and you'd rather be with her; but you'll +have to wait. You'll probably get plenty of each other soon enough." + +Winifred detailed Alice and Ten Eyck to wash the breakfast dishes. The +turn of the others would come later. Persis and Mrs. Neff were to make +the beds. + +"Winifred was born to be a poor man's wife," said Mrs. Neff, as she led +Forbes across the lawn. "She dotes on cooking and pot-walloping and +mending, and she had to be born with a mint of money, and the only man +that ever cared for her is Bob Fielding, who will hardly let her lift +her teacup to her lips, for fear she'll overwork herself. + +"Now Persis is as dainty as a cat, and as hard to boss. And she has a +fatal attraction for men who can't afford to keep her. Willie's the only +suitor she ever had that has more money than she could spend. And I +think she likes him less than anything on earth except work." + +Forbes was tempted to confess to Mrs. Neff what he had divulged to Ten +Eyck, but he postponed the miserable business. It was an uncongenial +company for proclaiming one's poverty. + +The surroundings were as tempting as Naboth's vineyard was to David. He +understood why men grew unscrupulous in the hunt for great wealth. + +Mrs. Neff led Forbes about the place, which she knew well. But the +beauties were only torments to him. Below the climbing marble stairway +to the temple there was a broken stairway winding down the hill. It +meandered like the dry bed of a stream, between brick walls, bordered +with flowers, with now and then a resting-place, or some quaint niche +where a little statue smiled or a fountain trilled and tinkled. + +At two stages of the descent there were circular levels with ornate +shelters and aristocratic plants. From the lowest shelf there was only a +path dropping down the long hill to a distant wall; beyond this a ragged +woods like a mob of poor shut out from a rich man's place. + +"That wall is the end of the Enslee estate," said Mrs. Neff. + +"There is an end to it, then?" said Forbes, more bitterly than he +intended. + +"There's an end to everything, my boy," Mrs. Neff brooded, with a +far-off bitterness of her own--"an end to wealth and love +and--everything." + +"Who owns that place off there, I wonder?" said Forbes. + +"Nobody in particular," said Mrs. Neff. "Some old cantankerous absentee +that won't sell. Do you want to buy it to be near Mrs. Enslee? Willie +has offered him all sorts of money, but he won't let go. You might have +better luck." + +Forbes again ignored the assumption that he was wealthy, and said: + +"There are things, then, that even the Enslee money can't buy?" + +"Many things," said Mrs. Neff. "Persis' love, for one, and Willie's own +happiness, and a foot more of height and a certain charm, and--but +aren't we stupid and cynical this beautiful morning?" + +"Are we?" Forbes smiled. + +"We are, and I have a right to be," said Mrs. Neff. "But you haven't. +You are not white-haired, nor old, nor a woman." + +"Are those the only causes for unhappiness?" + +"They are three of the worst, and the most incurable." + +But Forbes was too young in his own anxieties to give much importance to +her ancient plaints, though she was not too old to understand his. He +was glancing upward now and then to the little temple. It was visible +from here, though the two figures in it were small and blurred with +light. + +Forbes was sure that Enslee was proposing to Persis, for he +gesticulated, pointed at the landscape and the house. He was evidently +commending these to Persis, laying them at her feet, begging her to +become at once the chatelaine of this splendor. + +Forbes wanted to abandon Mrs. Neff and fly to the rescue of Persis. He +wanted to break in on that proposal, prove to her how much better he +loved her than Enslee did, how much greater happiness she could have +with him than with Enslee. But he made no move in that direction. It was +one of those simple things that almost nobody can find the courage to +do. He loitered with Mrs. Neff, hating himself for a skulker. + +He could not know that he pleaded well enough at a distance. His absence +wrought for him against Willie Enslee's presence. Willie was indeed +commending his estate to Persis, urging her to marry him at once and +settle here for the summer, except what time they might spend abroad or +on the yacht, or his other palace at Newport. + +But while he pleaded Persis was searching Enslee's landscape for Forbes. +The view had been entrancing from the temple with Forbes at her side. +Now she felt that it was not after all so satisfying. The very fact that +Willie praised it brought up suspicion. She would prefer to choose +another landscape, one better suited to her and Forbes, not a +second-hand landscape built along some other person's lines. + +It would be a joy for Forbes and her to pick out a hundred acres or +more--not too far from New York; perhaps among the hunting and poloing +colonies on Long Island. While they were building they could cruise. + +But perhaps Forbes could not afford a yacht. She must not run him into +extravagances. Well, after all, the suites _de luxe_ on some of the +ocean liners were not so bad, with their own dining-saloons attached. By +omitting the yacht they could have a stunning town house. Mrs. Jimmie +Chives wanted to sell her place for a song, and nearly every room in it +was imported bodily from some European castle or mansion. With a few +changes it could be made quite a habitable shack. + +And so, while Willie pleaded in his nagging way, her own imagination was +attorney for Forbes. Only it was imagining a Forbes that did not exist, +a fairly rich and decently leisurely Forbes. Down below, looking up to +her with such eyes as lovers in hell cast on their beloveds in heaven, +was the real Forbes, poor, hard-worked, with no financial prospects +beyond a minute increase of wage by slow promotion. And he had only a +few days more of leisure before he resumed the livery of the nation. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI + + +Luncheon was breakfast again with a few additions. Winifred had lost the +hang of the range, and what successes she had were ruined by her +inability to corral the herd on time. The soup was salted beyond the +sanction of even the most amiable palate. The chickens were guaranteed +not to be resurrections from a cold-storage tomb; but they would have +been the better for a little longer hanging and a little shorter +cooking. The vegetables had not been salted at all, nor warmed quite +through. + +"The average is perfect," was Ten Eyck's verdict. + +"And the salad's fine, Winifred," said Mrs. Neff, in a desperate effort +to console the despondent cook, who retreated to the kitchen and cried a +little more salt into the soup. + +Ten Eyck rubbed his sagging waistcoat and groaned: + +"This is the emptiest empty house-party I ever went to." + +"It would have been a noble institution in Lent," Persis sighed. + +"You would come," Willie snapped. + +"Thank heaven," Alice purred, "I have a five-pound box of chocolates in +my room." + +Mrs. Neff glared at her. "He'd better save his money. Or has he an +account at Maillard's? You can't live on candy, you know." + +"It's quite as nourishing as the Congressional Record," said Alice. + +"Deuce all!" cried Ten Eyck. "But family matters aside, we've got to do +something about food. I've survived the fireless and foodless cooking at +breakfast and luncheon, but the dinnerless dinner would finish me. +Winifred can afford to bant, I can't. I'm going to give a party. We'll +all dine over at the Port of Missing Men and have dinner on me; that +will get us through until to-morrow at least." + +This was agreed upon with enthusiasm. Winifred was tactfully proffered a +vote of thanks and a vacation. There remained only the afternoon to +kill. Persis thought to steal a few minutes with Forbes, and they struck +out for the sunken gardens, but Willie came panting after them and +constituted himself their guide. + +He was like one of those pests that can rob the Pitti Palace of interest +and make the Vatican an old barn. He led them through the gardens, the +greenhouses, the stables, and the kennels. Here a little sea of beagles +flowed and frothed round Persis' feet. They were a relic of the days +before the hunting fever left Westchester for Long Island. They were mad +for exercise, and so were the horses in the stables. + +"We must take these poor nags out for a run," said Persis, looking at +Forbes, who accepted with his eyes. + +"All right, we will. To-morrow morning," said Willie; and Forbes +resigned with a look. + +Unable to shake off Willie, Persis pleaded the need for a little sleep +and retreated to her room. Forbes wandered about, puzzled at the +appalling loneliness he could feel in so beautiful a place with so many +people around and only one missing. + +Eventually, however, the sun, which had begun the day with such ecstasy +for him, began to approach the top of the western hill, and the caravan +set out for the Port of Missing Men, which proved to be a little cottage +of an inn set upon the edge of a small mountain and surveying a vast +panorama. + +On the piazza the crowd dined well, and returned through the great park +to the homeward roads, for when they reached the Enslee bridge it was +like coming home. The wings of the motor had made it possible to run +twenty-five miles to dinner and twenty-five miles back in almost +negligible time; but the exultant speed of the journey and the multitude +of sights that had fled past fatigued the mind like a long voyage, and +it was once more a subdued company that gathered before the living-room +fireplace. + +Silence fell upon them all, and they sat once more staring into the +flames, each finding there the glittering castles of desire. + +Prout came in with more logs of wood and tiptoed out, shaking his head +in stupefaction at this latest game of these amazing people. + +At some vaguely later hour Persis rose and went into the adjoining +music-room. Forbes longed to follow, but feared to move. She strummed a +few inexpert chords on the piano. Then she went to the victrola and +searched among the black disks. A little later she called out: + +"Everything in this house is last year's. There's not a turkey-trot on +the place, or a tango." + +A little later she spoke again, "Here's a bit of ancient history." She +cranked up the machine, set the needle to the disk, and "The Beautiful +Blue Danube" came twanging forth from a scarred record that riddled the +melody with curious spatterings. + +The once world-victorious rhapsody had almost a dirge-like tameness now; +but it brought Willie to his feet, and he began to circle the room with +Persis. She drooped over his inferior shoulders like a wilted flower. + +Ten Eyck scooped Alice off the floor and danced in double time. Forbes +bowed to Winifred, but she waved him away with a heavy hand. Mrs. Neff +beckoned him. + +"I'd rather be second choice than a wallflower. That music takes me back +a thousand years." + +She glided with an old-time dignity. Forbes tried to keep his eyes from +Persis and heed Mrs. Neff's reminiscences. + +"Waltzes, waltzes!" she wailed. "How much they meant once to me. There +are no dances like the old dances." + +"There never were," said Forbes. "I reckon that twenty years from now +old folks will be shaking their heads and telling how sweet and +dignified the turkey-trot was compared with the epileptic crawl and the +hydrophobia skedaddle they'll be doing then." + +"I reckon so," said Mrs. Neff. "I can just remember when the polka was +considered immoral." + +Other waltzes were played, but Willie's appetite for them was quenched +after the first. He sank into a chair by the living-room table and took +up a story in an old magazine. + +Persis waltzed with Forbes more often than with the others; but Willie +never knew. In fact, it was not long before his head grew heavier and +heavier, and finally, with his chin in his necktie, he slept. + +The dancing, the copious wine, and the sudden warmth of the weather soon +led to the opening of doors. From the music-room one stepped out into a +kind of cloister opening on the lawn. + +Eventually Persis set a two-step record whirling on the machine. Forbes +asked her to dance with him. As they were passing one of the doors a +little gust of summer-night air blew upon them so appealingly that +Forbes swung Persis across the sill and stepped out into the cloister, +where the moonlight streamed like a distant searchlight. + +The music followed them, but muffled, by the pat of their feet along the +tiled floor. To silence this noise Forbes danced across the margin of +stone out upon the smooth, short, silent grass. Persis made no +resistance, and he danced always a little deeper into the lawn, a little +farther from the house. He danced her round the inky plumes of a +cluster of cedars. These shut out the lights from the door. The music +was quite lost here, and Persis hummed the tune herself; seemed to croon +it into his very heart. + +The music must have stopped in the house long before they knew it, and +some one must have put on a disk in whose hard-rubber surface was +embedded the voice of Sembrich singing a waltz-song of Chopin's. + +This angelic melody floated on the air as if it came from nowhere and +everywhere, and Forbes and Persis fell into the swift rhythm of it. They +must needs dance furiously fast to keep up; but the music brought with +it some of its own resistless energy. + +Out here in this moon-world they seemed to be utterly aloof from the +earth. They seemed to whirl like twin stars in a cosmic dance to the +music of the spheres, the song the stars sing together. The Milky Way +was but moonlit dew on the lawn of the sky. And they darted between the +planets in a divine rhythm on a vast orbit, until at last a +breathlessness of soul and body compelled Persis to end the occult rite. + +The moonlight fell about her in a magic veil, and Forbes could not let +her go. He caught her closer to him. But before his lips could brush her +cheek, she broke his clasp and said: + +"We must get back." + +"Oh, please!" he implored. + +"The others will wonder." + +"What of it?" + +"We can't afford to set them talking." + +"We can't afford to waste a night like this in a stuffy room." + +"There will be other moonlight nights." + +"How do you know? We can't be sure." + +"The moon is pretty regular in its habits." + +"But we may not be alive. It may rain to-morrow. And the day after I +must be getting back to my post." + +"Really? Oh, that is too bad!" There was such deep regret in her words +that he took courage to say: + +"If we could only walk together a long, long distance! Doesn't the moon +seem to--to command you to march?" + +"Yes; but--but my slippers are all wet with the dew." + +"You could change them." + +"And what would the others say?" + +"Must they know?" + +"How could they help knowing?" + +"If you told them all good night and went to your room and changed your +slippers, and came out later, and I met you--" + +It was a very elaborate conspiracy for him, and she gasped: + +"Do you think I'm quite mad?" + +"I know I am, or it seems that I'll go mad unless I can be with you in +this wonderful light." + +"It is wonderful, but--even if I were crazy enough to do as you say you +would spoil it all--you wouldn't be good." + +"Oh yes, I would. I promise." + +"Solemnly?" + +"I solemnly promise that I will not annoy you. I will not presume to--to +kiss you unless you ask me to." + +"That ought to be safe enough," she laughed. "Well, I'll think it over. +And now we really must get back. Alice and Murray are at the door +looking this way." + +They returned slowly to the cloister, discussing the beauty of the night +and the brilliance of the moon. Persis told on herself; confessed that +she had been foolish enough to dance on the grass, and her shoes and +stockings were drenched. + +Willie, who was partially awake, supplied the necessary excuse for +absence. He demanded that she change at once and not risk pneumonia. + +"If I'm sent to my room I won't come back," said Persis, and yawned +convincingly. This set up a contagion of yawns. Everybody was instantly +smitten with sleepiness. There was no necessity to keep awake, and they +were all easy victims of the demands of long-deferred sleep. + +There was some flurry over the nightcap drinks, and a leisurely exit of +all except Persis, who left immediately. When the rest went up to their +rooms Forbes went to his. + +He waited with frantic impatience for the light to go out in Ten Eyck's +room. It was nearly midnight when Forbes felt it safe to venture out +into the hall and tiptoe down the stairs. He had just arrived there when +Persis stole down and met him. There was no light except a shaft of +moonshine weirdly recolored by a stained-glass window. They did not +venture even a whisper. He took her arm and groped with his free hand +through a black tunnel to a blacker door, which opened stealthily and +admitted a flood of moonlight. + +Persis was dressed warmly, and she had put on high boots and a short, +thick mackinaw jacket. But she shivered with the midnight chill and with +a kind of ecstatic terror. + +Forbes had planned his route. He would avoid the ascending stairway to +the temple of Enslee's worship, and lead her to the sunken gardens, +which he had longed to explore with her at his side. + +They did not wade out into the mid-sea of the lawn. He remembered +Persis' dictum that behind the blinds there are always eyes. Like +snickering truants they skirted the balustrade, the shadowy privet +hedge, the masses of juniper and bay and box, till they reached the +point where the winding stairway dropped down between its high brick +walls. + +The shadows were doubly dense here, and Persis hung back, but Forbes +laughed at her for a poltroon, and she refused to take the dare. He was +so afraid that she might fall that he finally suggested: + +"If you are afraid of stumbling here, I--I'm not forgetting my promise; +but I just wanted to say that I--I don't mind holding on to you, if you +want to ask me to." + +She declined with whispered thanks. Down, down the walk drifted. At +length they heard a murmur--the mysteriously musical noise of a +fountain. They rounded a few more curves and came upon a niched Cupid +riding a dolphin, from whose mouth an arc of water poured with a sound +of chuckling laughter. The green patina that covered the bronze was +uncannily beautiful in the moonlight, and the water was molten silver. + +They stood and watched it like children for a long while. Then Forbes +urged Persis along to the lowest of the circular levels. + +There he led her to a bench and dropped down beside her. They both +looked off into the huge caldron of the hills, filled with moonlight as +with a mist. + +The ragged woods in the distance were superb now in blue velvet. +Everything was ennobled--rewritten in poetry. Everything plain and +simple and ugly took on splendor and mystic significance. Every object, +every group of objects, became personal and seemed to be striving to say +something. + +Persis and Forbes sat worshiping like Parsees of the moon, in awesome +silence, till Forbes could no longer hush the clamor in his heart. + +"Miss Cabot," he said, "I promised not to annoy you. Would it annoy you +if I told you that--that I love you with all my heart and soul and +being?" + +"How could you love me?" she answered, softly, hoping to be +contradicted. "You've known me only a few days." + +"There are some people we live with for years and never like nor +understand; others we know and love the moment our eyes meet." + +"And did you love me the moment our eyes met?" + +"Long before that. I loved the back of your hat and one shoulder." + +"Do you tell everybody you meet the same thing? It's rather a stale +question to ask a man, but you do seem rather impulsive on so short an +acquaintance." + +"Short acquaintance? We've seen each other more than most people see of +each other in six months. I know you and I know myself, and I know that +I shall never be happy unless I can be trying to make you happy." + +"I am very happy just now," she murmured. + +"But we can't sit here forever, and we can't even be together for more +than a day or two. I want you for my own. I don't want to see you +only--only on--Mr. Enslee's property." + +"Which reminds me," Persis said, with a tone of dispelled romance, "that +we are still on Mr. Enslee's property, and it doesn't seem fair to him." + +"Then let's leave Mr. Enslee's property." + +"How? In an airship?" + +"See that wall down there. That is one of the boundary lines. If we were +over that I could tell you some things that I've got to tell you." + +"It's an awfully long way." + +"Not so long as you think." + +"No, no; it's easy to descend to Avernus, or whatever it was; but to get +back! I'd never have the strength for that." + +"It's not far. Let's walk to keep warm. You are cold, aren't you?" + +"Frozen, that's all. Well, come along, I'll go part way with you." + +They set out upon the little path. There were no trees to shelter them +now from the moon, and its light seemed to beat upon the hillside like +waves. The moon that draws the sea along in tides could not but have its +influence on these two atoms, and on the blood that sped through their +tiny veins. The moon filled them with the love of love. + +Constantly pausing to turn back, but finding it easier to drift on down +than begin the upward climb, Persis went on and on, arm in arm with +Forbes. By and by they reached the boundary wall. He helped her to set +one knee upon it and mount awkwardly. He clambered up and sat down at +her side. Their backs were toward the Enslee demesne, their feet in the +unknown. + +And there, without delay, Forbes told her that she must be his wife, +told her that he loved her as woman had never been loved before. + +His hands fought to caress her, his lips tingled to be again at her +cheek, but he kept his promise. + +Yet the influence of the promise was potent on her, too. She knew that +he was in an anguish of temptation, and she glowed with his struggle. +The moon and the width of the world, the silent night-cry of the world +in the lonely dark, and the yearning light filled her with a need of +love. She regretted the promise, she wished that he would break it, and +her absolution waited ready for his deed. + +But his sense of honor prevailed upon his hands, though he could not +keep silent about his heartache. + +"Couldn't you possibly love me, Miss Cabot? Couldn't you possibly?" he +pleaded; and she whispered, with a sad sweetness: + +"I could--all too easily, Mr. Forbes, but I am afraid to love. I thought +I never should love anybody really. And now that I know I might, it is +so terrible an awakening that I--I'm afraid of it." + +"Don't be afraid," he implored. "Love me. Let yourself love me." + +"I'm afraid, Mr. Forbes." + +"Then if you're afraid to love, it's because you don't, because +you--can't." + +This hurt her pride. Her heart was so swollen with this new power that +it would not be denied either by herself or him. + +"Yes, I could! Oh, I could! But I mustn't--I mustn't let myself love +you--not now--not so soon." + +"Then I must wait," he sighed, and said no more. And she sat in a +silence, though there was a great noise of heartbeats in her breast and +in her temples and ears. + +She began to shiver with the night and with her excitement. She wanted +to say that they must start back; but her tongue stumbled thickly +against her chattering teeth. The world was bitter cold--so far from +him. In his arms would be warmth and comfort as at a fireplace. She was +lonely, unendurably lonely and wistful. + +And he sat at her side in an equal ague of distance and need. + +Finally he took his eyes from the moon and bent his gaze on her. He saw +how her shoulders quaked. + +"You're cold, you poor, sweet child--you're cold. I'm dying to take you +in my arms, but I promised--I promised." + +She was afraid to surrender, and afraid to defy the will of the night. +The chill shook her with violence again and again till she felt the +world rocking, the stone wall wavering. Then she leaned toward him and +whispered: + +"Kiss me!" + +He could hardly believe that he heard, but he caught her to him and +sought her lips with his. Immediately she was afraid again. Again she +hid the preciousness of her mouth from him, writhed and struggled and +twisted her face, hid it in his breast. But now he fought her with +gentle ruthlessness, took her cold cheeks in his cold hands, and, +holding her face up to the moonlight, kissed her eyes, and her +dew-besprent hair and her cheeks, and pressed the first great kiss on +her lips. They fled from him no more. + +Only a moment she lingered in Elysium, and then she sighed: + +"We must go back--we must! I hate to, but there's to-morrow--and the +people! What wouldn't they think if they saw us?" + +He knew that they would not think the beautiful and holy thoughts that +filled his heart and hers, so he consented to climb back from this lowly +heaven to the Upper Purgatory. + +Her strength was gone, and he had little of his own; but somehow he +helped her up. Again and again they paused to rest, and every time he +tried to tell her that he was poor, and at each pause found her lips so +sweet that he could not speak of so mean a thing as money and the meaner +lack of it. + +And behind her aching brows there were wild decisions made and unmade to +tell him that she had no right to his love until she had released +herself from her pledge to Enslee. But at each pause she, too, put off +the harsh truth. It was sacrilege to intrude the name of Enslee into +this divine communion. + +They could not harm the perfection of that bliss by any other +confessions than their love. + +And this is one of the pitifulest things in this world, that people lie +mutely lest they spoil a beautiful truth; they put off till to-morrow +what would mar to-night; they spare some heart-pain; they pay some +virtue too exclusive court, and lo, they find afterward that they have +brought about only corruption and confusion and damnation. + +So Persis and Forbes climbed slowly the winding stairway, and their mood +was one of hallowed reverence for God and His beautiful world. They +paused to wish even the little bronze Cupid well, and his dolphin and +the stream of living water; the moon had deserted it now, but still it +chuckled. Forbes and Persis skirted the balustrade with a guilty +rapture, avoiding the almost daylight of the moon-swept lawn. They +opened the door with the innocent stealth of good fairies. + +They mounted the stairway with their arms about each other's bodies, and +in the hall above they kissed and whispered, "Good night! Good night! +Good night!" and tiptoed in opposite directions. + +At their remote doors they paused to throw kisses into the black dark +toward each other's invisible presences. + +Forbes turned the knob of his door with fierce caution, and waited to +hear Persis close hers. There was a faint thud and a little click like a +final kiss. He tiptoed across his sill, and was just closing his door +after him when he heard somewhere in the hall the soft thud of another +door, the click of another lock. His heart leaped as if a fist had +seized it suddenly. Some one else had been in the hall. In the deep +black there was no telling whose door it was. But some one else had been +in the hall. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII + + +Lieutenant Forbes had known what it was to bivouac in the black of night +in Mindanao, surrounded by wild men native to the trees and as stealthy +as the dark, and armed with blow-guns, carved, painted, sometimes +studded with gems, but emitting poisonous darts. He had stood then +trying to peer them out in the gloom, knowing they were there and unable +to descry them. + +So he stood now gripping his door-knob lest it turn in his hand and +betray him. He realized that he and Persis had lingered in a social +ambush. They were in no peril of life, but the unknown spy might let +loose upon them an envenomed dart from the silent, the sometimes jeweled +blow-gun of gossip. + +Forbes' eyes fought in vain against a dark that was like a black +bandage. He felt sure that it was not Ten Eyck's door that had thudded +so slyly shut. But he could not even guess whether it were the door of +Enslee or of one of the women. + +He waited and waited, hoping that a light would be made, but there was +no glimmer along any sill. Even Persis was evidently undressing in the +dark, or in the moonlight that must be pouring into her room. + +Forbes visioned her there chilled and tired, her sleepy hands fumbling +at the sepals of her clothing till she stripped them off and stood +glimmering in the blue a moment before she slipped into that creamy +nothing he had seen her wear at the window. And then he visioned her +with chattering teeth and shivering hands immersing her lonely beauty +in the sheets, snow-white, snow-cold, like a nymph returning to her +brook in winter-time. He felt immensely sorry that she should be cold +and alone. + +He wondered if she prayed at her bedside, and thought of her as a nun in +one long, white line of beauty, from her brow bent down, to the palms of +her little bare feet upturned on the floor. He hoped that she would not +pray too long lest she catch cold. And this seemed a kind of +sacrilegious thought, like individual communion cups. + +All these things he thought as he waited, gripping the door-knob and +listening fiercely for a sign of the eavesdropper. And lest she should +have been too cold to pray, he prayed for her, that calumny might not be +the reward of her innocent love, the sweet surrender she had made of her +discretion and her good repute into his keeping. + +Yet he feared for her. He doubted that the secret observer would think +her free of guile. He did not fear for himself. The man would be +regarded at worst as a successful adventurer, but the woman despised for +an easy victim or a willing accomplice. + +Forbes reproached himself for bringing this blight on Persis. It was he +that had dragged her protesting from the house, persuaded her to steal +forth, led her into the distance, and kept her while the respectable +hours slipped by. + +The only atonement he could make was to proclaim as speedily as possible +that their love was honest and that they carried the franchise of +betrothal. To-morrow he must make sure of her. He closed his door with +the utmost caution, and got out of his clothes and into his bed with all +possible silence. He was exhausted with the long day of love's anxieties +and triumph, and the new anxiety he had stumbled into. He had yet to +tell her how far from rich he was. He had yet to persuade her to leave +this golden world of hers for the parsimony he offered. + +Perhaps her courage or her love would flinch from the sacrifice. Then he +could not protect her from the unknown sneerer. Indeed, if the unknown +listener were Enslee, Forbes would not stand as the protector of Persis +at all, but as a ruthless tempter of another man's love. If it were Ten +Eyck, he would have ground for reviling Forbes as one whom he regretted +sponsoring, a wolf admitted into the fold in sheep's clothing. Or if it +were one of the women--everybody knows what mercy females have for one +another. + +In the chaos of his perplexities he fell asleep, and did not waken till +the whir of the telephone on his wall called him from his slumber. +Winifred's voice gruffly informed him that his breakfast was waiting for +him. + +When, as little later as he could manage, he joined the group already at +the table, he tried to read in the "Good morning" of each some telltale +hint. Mrs. Neff's A.M. languor might mask a reproach. Alice's casual +glance might mean aversion. Ten Eyck's reproving frown might be a +comment on his tardiness or a rebuke for his bad faith. Winifred's curt +manner might be merely her way of play-acting a surly cook, and it might +represent disgust. + +Willie Enslee smiled--smiled! Was it a crafty sneer, or was it simply +his stinted hospitality? If Enslee knew that he was clandestine with +Enslee's sweetheart, how could Enslee smile? He must eliminate Enslee, +at least, from his suspicion. + +Persis alone greeted him with heartiness; her blessed and blessing eyes +were like kisses on the brow. But Persis did not know that they had been +watched. She had closed her door first. How was he to tell her? how put +her on her guard? + +Forbes ate his breakfast in the mixed humor of a detective and a +suspect. He studied the others, and they seemed to study him or to avoid +him. He could not settle upon even a theory. + +After the breakfast he sought an opportunity for a secret word with +Persis. She was told off to the bed-making squad. She was even to do +his room! He caught her at the foot of the stairs. She warned him with a +gesture, and he broke the news to her without preparation: + +"Last night when we were saying good night some one else was in the +hall." + +Her lips parted in a gasp of terror, and her eyes whitened. "How do you +know?" she whispered. + +"I heard her--or him." + +"Who was it?" + +"I don't know. I can't even guess," he mumbled. + +"Do you think it could have been--All right, Mr. Forbes, I'll be careful +of your razor-blades." + +This last aloud for the benefit of Mrs. Neff, who came by and spoke with +icy severity--was it ironical? + +"Chambermaids are not allowed to flirt with customers in this hotel." +She went on up; and Persis followed helplessly, leaving Forbes +distraught. + +Later he saw her at his windows beating his pillows. The intimate +implication thrilled him, and he threw her a kiss while pretending to +take his cigar from his lips, and she retreated into the embrasure to +answer it with a secret waft from her own mouth. + +Forbes had hoped to be invited to ride with Persis, and had put on a +pair of civilian riding-breeches and his army puttees. But he was +ignored in the program for the day, announced by Enslee, who decreed +that he and Persis would ride over to the Sleepy Hollow Country Club, by +the quietest roads they could find, while the rest were to motor across. +They would all have luncheon together and return in the same way. "If +that horse of mine doesn't break both of our fool necks," he added. + +"What about Persis and her horse's neck?" Ten Eyck asked, speaking +Forbes' own uneasy thought. + +"Oh, Persis can ride anything," Willie said. "She's a born centaurette, +while a horse and I are like oil and water--only oil always stays on +top, and I don't." + +But Forbes did not feel so sure of Persis as Willie did. He ventured to +say as much when she appeared, but she laughed at him: + +"Horses are not among my afraids. I've ridden since I graduated from the +back of a Great Dane to a Shetland pony. I've got rubber bones; when I +fall off I bounce back." + +He could make no further protest, and hung about in the futile +discomfort of an old woman. There was no reassurance for him in the +behavior of the horses, which two stablemen brought up the hill with a +difficulty that led Ten Eyck to comment: + +"Are those men leading horses, Willie, or flying kites?" + +There was a slight break in Willie's laugh as he said: "My horse had +better behave or I'll let him find his way home alone. I wish I had a +parachute." + +Persis was wearing the bowler hat and the coat and breeches and boots +Forbes had seen her in that morning in Central Park. He knew how well +she rode in the bridle-path, but he feared for her in the motor-swept +roads. He told her so, but she laughed again. + +She set her foot in the stirrup, flung her leg across the saddle, and +warned the groom away. While Willie got one foot in the stirrup and went +hopping hither and yon in pursuit of it with the other, Persis was +getting acquainted with her own mount, humoring him in his school-boy +hilarity, and sharply repressing any malicious mischief. + +The moment Willie was aboard the two horses whirled and charged down the +winding road in a mad gallopade. And Forbes' heart galloped in his +breast as he wondered if he should ever see her alive again. He had felt +this same fear for her that first day on the Avenue, when her motor shot +forward so wildly. He was always feeling afraid for her. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII + + +The motor passengers were in no haste to be gone, and they loitered, +watching the mad riders on their breakneck descent, now hidden, now +revealed again by a swerve of the road, a jut of hillside, or a group of +trees. + +Forbes was sure at every vanishing that they would never come into view. +But they always did, and getting their horses in hand at last, finished +the hill with sobriety, trotted across the granite bridge, and turned to +wave good-by. + +They were as small as dolls on toys where they jogged along the distant +high-road. A tiny motor-cycle, whose thumping flight was faintly audible +even at such a distance, whizzed round a curve and almost cut the +horses' feet from under them. The animals lifted their hoofs well out of +danger, but they came to earth again out of the cloud of dust, and +Forbes dared to resume the business of breathing. + +He saw that Enslee was a well-schooled rider who annoyed his horse a +good deal, yet ruled him somehow. But Persis was perfect to the saddle, +part of the horse, as fearless and as expert in her smart gear as any +cowgirl of the plains. + +Forbes watched her till the last curve blotted her from his sight, and +yearned after her like a child left behind from a picnic. He looked at +his own riding-costume ruefully, and said that he would better change. +But the others would not wait for him. Mrs. Neff urged: + +"They're very becoming. Keep 'em on. You've got good legs, and you make +Willie look like a wishbone." + +Enslee had sent his own driver and his own car to take them to the club, +and with an unusual thoughtfulness had ordered the robe-rack filled with +lilacs. And so they rode behind a screen of purple beauty, and breathed +in a spicy air filtered through flowers. + +Forbes continued his search for a clue to last night's eavesdropper in +the manner of his fellow-passengers. They were all in high spirits, +which might be in any one's case either ghoulish glee or innocence. As a +matter of fact, Mrs. Neff's enthusiasm was owing to her knowledge that +Senator Tait was at the Country Club; but she did not tell Forbes lest +her daughter hear. Alice was rapturous in the knowledge that Stowe Webb +had arranged before she left New York to be at the club against just +such an opportunity as this; but she did not explain to Forbes lest her +mother hear. Winifred was buoyant because Ten Eyck had promised her a +few sets of tennis, and she saw herself already whole ounces leaner. And +Ten Eyck was cheerful because the world usually amused Ten Eyck when the +weather was fit. And to-day, as old Gower put it, "The weder was merie +and faire ynough." + +Merry and fair enough for any wight, and the scenery wonderful. After a +few swift miles of country whose old walls, well-groomed meadows, and +shapely forests gave a look of England, the land rose higher and higher, +till the car swung out at last on a height commanding a river in the +utmost contrast with England's stream. As Ten Eyck put it, "The Thames +and the Hudson are as much alike as a pearl necklace and an +anchor-chain." The water came down between its hills in tremendous calm, +and the Palisades opposite were no longer sheer cliffs, but a congress +of ponderous masses like reclining gods along a banquet board. + +The homes responded, of necessity, to the scene. In place of the +ballroom levels and exquisite parks along the reaches of the Thames, +with its flat punts and its houseboats moored in shady niches, these +lawns sloped and rolled in massive sweeps, fronting a mighty stream. + +Forbes' heart could not rise to the bigness of the scene; it was too +much tossed between the hope that the next turn might reveal Persis, +spick and span on a glossy horse, and the fear that some of these +countless whizzing, hooting motors might frighten the beast into panic +and hurl her under the swarming wheels. + +Ten Eyck seemed to note the anxiety that kept his eyes shuttling this +way and that, for he remarked, as if quite casually: + +"Small chance of meeting Persis and Willie here. They said they'd try to +keep off the busiest roads, and Willie has probably got himself lost +somewhere in the twists and turns of Sleepy Hollow. Sleepy Hollow is +just where Willie belongs, all right; he is the most headless headless +horseman that ever threw a pumpkin. I'll bet he turns up late to +luncheon and makes a spectacular entrance on the back of his neck." + +Ten Eyck was as nearly right as a prophet is required to be. + +The car reached its destination without encountering Persis or Willie. +More majestic than the usual country club, that of Sleepy Hollow was +approached by a stately entrance gate. The road wound between broad +lawns, where children played among tropical thickets of veteran +rhododendrons tall as trees, and studded with flowers as big and +brilliant as Chinese lanterns. The club-house was a pile of creamy +brick, tall and spacious as a hotel. The servants were in livery, some +of them already in summer white, with dark collars and lapels--"to +distinguish them from the members," said Ten Eyck. + +Ten Eyck and Winifred offered Forbes a racquet in their tennis game, but +he preferred to be alone with his loneliness. He accepted Ten Eyck's +suggestion, however, that he might care to go round the links, and Ten +Eyck procured him a bag of clubs and a caddy, promising him ample time +for at least nine holes before Persis could arrive. + +Mrs. Neff, meanwhile, had vanished with Alice. She had learned that +Senator Tait was on the golf-course, and had dragged Alice forth. Mrs. +Neff loathed walking, but to-day she announced a determination to +reform. Alice went along with double reluctance. She lost her chance to +get word to Stowe Webb, who did not know she was coming, and she feared +she might find him on the links in some spot exposed to her mother's +far-sweeping vision. + +Forbes, left to his own devices, and feeling like a dolt for golfing in +horse costume, dawdled about marveling at the luxury of the club and the +splendor of the views that met the eye everywhere within or without its +walls. At length he reached the golf-grounds squired by a lean little +caddy, who might almost have crawled into the bag of sticks and passed +for one of them. + +With the usual luck of beginners and re-beginners at a game, Forbes did +his best work at the start. His first drive from the first tee drew such +a white arc across the sky that even the caddy was moved to an +exclamation of applause, hitched his sack on his shoulder, and set off +in search of the ball with vicarious pride. + +The ball waited for Forbes in a position so good as to be almost +suspicious. It was an ideal brassy lie; but Forbes, thinking now of his +form, just missed it with surprising nicety, and sent gouts of turf +flying. According to the rules, he was to replace them; and, according +to custom, he affected not to see them. His score mounted rapidly while +he mauled the air and the grass around the ball, and when he finally got +away he had lost his temper and the respect of the caddie irretrievably. + +As he worked his way up a steep ridge green and vast as the back of a +tidal wave he saw at the top of the height a bunker thrusting out into +the sky like the comb on the top of a Spanish woman's head. He paused +for his approach, to let two women clear the way. He recognized Mrs. +Neff and Alice, but they did not see him. Mrs. Neff seemed to be in a +mood of displeasure. There was vexation in her very heels. + +Thinking the pathway clear, Forbes mumbled "Fore," and, picking the ball +up neatly in his iron, sent it over the edge of the bunker with a +hurdler's economy of gap. And just as it escaped the top a head arose, +followed by a pair of shoulders. + +Forbes shrieked an _ex post facto_ "Fore!" but it was drowned in the +snort of pain and rage from the man, whose left shoulder-blade stopped +the ball. + +As Forbes ran forward with abject apologies a glaring face peered over +the bunker and roared out: + +"Damn it, man! Where do you think you--Why, it's you! Harvey, my boy!" + +"Senator Tait!" Forbes cried, darting for one corner of the bunker as +Senator Tait dashed for the other. They paused, turned back, and made +for the opposite ends, stopped short foolishly in the middle, and +laughingly clasped hands over the ledge. + +"I'll come round," said Forbes; and the Senator met him, put his arms +about him, and hugged him with a fatherly roughness. After he had told +Forbes how much he had grown and how fine he was, and Forbes had +exclaimed how young the Senator looked, the Senator hugged him again. + +"I can't believe that you are yourself. The first time I saw you was in +your father's arms; you were about half an hour old, and your father +said you were very handsome. I couldn't see it at the time, but you've +improved. I wish he could see you now. I was with him, you know, when +his horse fell with him and--" + +"Yes, I know," Forbes murmured. "You were his best friend--our best +friend." + +"It's a shame that we've lost sight of each other. We mustn't any more. +Life's too short to waste in not seeing people we love. I must say, +though, I'm rather hurt at your not looking me up before. Mrs. Neff has +just told me you've been in town nearly a week." + +"I--I've been very busy," Forbes stammered. + +"So I hear, you young scoundrel!" Tait growled, jovially. "You're at the +heartbreaking, heartaching age, and no time to spend on old duffers like +me when young beauties are drooping on every bough. But what's this Mrs. +Neff tells me about your being rich? I hadn't heard it. I hadn't +expected it, either, for your father was a better fox-hunter than a +financier. What did you do--invent some new explosive--or a new gun?" + +Forbes smiled bitterly and explained the foolish mistake, too foolish to +correct at first, and later embarrassing. + +The Senator stared at him a moment searchingly with a tender +inquisition, then said: + +"Unless you're golf-hungry, let's send the caddies back and have a +talk." + +"By all means," Forbes agreed; and even as he cast his glance about in +search of his caddy he looked farther to see if Persis were not visible +somewhere from this Pisgah height. He was fond of the old man, but he +loved the young woman. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV + + +Forbes' caddy was standing by the ball, and came in with it, cannily +claimed his pay and tip for the full course, and hurried back with the +Senator's caddy to pick up other fares. They took both the golf-bags +with them to put away. + +Tait and Forbes strolled aside from the traffic of the golf-course and +found a quiet seat in the shade. + +"And now tell me," the Senator said; "but first have a cigar?" + +He took out a portly wallet stuffed with brown backs, the famous cigars +made expressly for him in Havana. Forbes accepted one and sniffed its +bouquet. + +"It's a shame to waste these in the open air," he said, and sprung a +cigar-lighter he carried, holding the flame to Tait, who waived it with +a sigh: + +"Doctor's orders." + +"Then I won't." + +"Go on; I carry them for my friends. I love to see others enjoy what I +can't. Well, I will smoke just one to celebrate the prodigal's return." +And he took a cigar from the case as tenderly as if it were forbidden +ambrosia. As Forbes made a light again, he asked: + +"What's this about doctor's orders? You're the kind of picture that goes +with the testimonials--after taking." + +"I'm a hollow sham, my boy; bad heart, bad liver, fat and sluggish, +ordered to Carlsbad, but I hate to go. May have to," he puffed. "Did you +see my daughter Mildred at the club-house?" + +"No, I don't think so. I don't suppose I'd know her. She was a little +tike in short skirts when I saw her last." + +"She's a big woman now--regular old maid--fanatic on charities--fine +mind--great heart. Thinks too much about the poor and the downtrodden to +be very cheerful company; but somebody ought to look after 'em, I +suppose. She's one of those hotheads that are trying to make the world +over. Sounds hopeless, but they do get a lot done. She thinks poverty is +no more necessary than slavery was. And she says the same of the oldest +profession in the world. + +"Good Lord, Harvey, what that child knows! Her mother to her dying day +never heard of half the things that young spinster discusses, and has +never had a flirtation so far as I know. Her conversation is really what +has turned my hair white. Things that used to be kept for the medical +books or smoking-room conversation she tosses off glibly, earnestly, +and--to me! And spends my money, too, on scientific rescue work among +women who--whew! And to think her mother and I didn't dare to tell her +things! Now she tells 'em to me! She knows more about the seamy side +than I do. But she's wonderful, Harvey. I'm afraid of her, but I do +admire and love her. Women like her make these mad tango-trotters look +pretty cheap." + +Forbes resented the unintended criticism on the wonderful soul the tango +mania had enabled him to meet and know so well so soon. He murmured +something formulaic about his eagerness to see Mildred, and then he +added, with a little hint of raillery: + +"You congratulated me on my wealth. Am I to congratulate you the same +way for your success with little Miss Neff?" + +The Senator stared at him. "My success with little Miss Neff? What do +you mean? Who's little Miss Neff? Alice?" + +"Yes." + +"The girl that was just here with her mother?" + +"Yes." + +"What success should I have with her?" + +Forbes was confused, and tried to back out, but Tait would know, and +Forbes at last explained: "Alice says that her mother is trying to marry +her off to you." + +Tait's eyes popped, and his mouth gaped stupidly, then he swore with +sonority, and blurted out: "Do you mean that that old harridan of a +Cornelia Neff has gone mad enough to--Why, Alice is younger than +Mildred! I thought of her as a little tot. I tweaked her cheek and told +her how sweet she was, and never dreamed she'd grown up yet. So that's +why Cornelia has been so hospitable to me. I had a kind of sneaking fear +that she wanted to add me to her own regiment of husbands. But it's her +daughter, eh? Well, I'll be double--Is Alice in on the game, too?" + +"Oh no; Alice is crazy to marry Stowe Webb." + +"Poor old Jim Webb's boy, eh?" Forbes nodded. "Well, why doesn't she?" + +"He has no money." + +"Oh, she's one of those." + +"He hasn't even a job." + +The Senator puffed like an unmufflered cut-out, and he frowned like a +pirate, then he began to chuckle in the manner of a pirate ordering the +plank put over the side. + +"He hasn't a job, eh? Well, I'll get him one. I'll pay that old lady in +her own coin. Make a fool out of me, will she? Well, we'll see what an +old politician can do to countermine an old lady." + +"Speaking of politics," said Forbes, "the papers are full of the +possibility of your being an ambassador somewhere. Is there anything in +it?" + +"Well, my old friend the President has written me a few letters and +whispered it in my ear, but I don't want to go. I'm too old. I like my +own country and my own slippers. Foreign languages and foreign cooking +and all that would play the devil with me. I don't want to go." + +Forbes laughed at the spectacle of a big, rich man pouting like a +reluctant child against having a sweetmeat forced on him. + +"Then why are you going?" he grinned. + +"How did you know I was?" + +"Because you said you didn't want to. We only say, 'I don't want to' +when we're just about to." + +Tait looked at him in surprise. Forbes was not the type from whom one +expects epigrams and generalizations. That was among his chief +attractions. Tait laughed sheepishly. + +"Well, I'll tell you, Harvey. There's just one reason--I'm worried about +Mildred. She's getting in too deep with her crusades and causes. She's +done enough. She mustn't lose her own life as a woman--a wife--a mother. +I'm old-fashioned enough to believe that that's a woman's first +business, as a man's first business is to build a home and keep it. +Afterward all the charity and uplift they can do is legitimate and +worthy. But first pay your debts, I say, before you make donations. Now +I can't pry Mildred loose from her clubs and committees. No marrying +young man will go near her. There's no encouragement to the pink +nonsense of love in an atmosphere of tenement-house needs, tuberculosis +exhibits, and the harrowing statistics of white slavery. + +"I got an idea that if I went abroad as an ambassador she'd have to go +along to take care of me and run the social end of the embassy. She'd +have to dress up and give dinners, and go places and dance and meet +cheerful people, and--well, who knows? Anyway, my last business on this +earth is leaving my only child provided for, and I'm worried +because--because--well, I'm too fat around the heart, and my neck is too +thick, and the doctor tells me to be ready. You understand? + +"My father went that way. He had to be very careful of his health, and +one day, when he was about to go out in the rain, my mother told him he +must wear his rubbers. He bent over to pull on an overshoe, and--he +just went on over and sprawled out on the rug--dead." + +He stared off into space, and seemed not to be a venerable old man any +more, but a lonely orphan with the sad eyes of boyhood in the presence +of death. + +Forbes knew what it means for a man to think of the death of his first +great man, his father; and his hand wrung the Senator's. Tait looked up, +smiled sadly, and returned the pressure with his big, soft fingers. + +"I wish I had a son to leave her with, Harvey; then I'd feel better, but +my only boy--well, he married the wrong woman, and she drove him to the +dogs, deceived him and tormented him, and--finally he had to make her +divorce him. And he loved her in spite of it--he was ashamed of his +love; but he couldn't kill it; she couldn't kill it; drink couldn't kill +it. But the two of them killed him. Oh, Lord, Harvey, it's a cruel +world, and we're so helpless! I could have done so much for my boy; but +I couldn't help him in the one way he needed help. I couldn't make the +woman over. + +"Don't repeat his mistake, Harvey. Don't let a pretty face and a +fascinating body blind you to a bad, selfish heart. Don't let yourself +love the wrong woman. You can do a good deal with your heart if you hold +a tight rein on it and keep it on the right road. There are fine enough +women on the straight road, just as beautiful, just as passionate with +the right man. If only--" + +He paused, looked at Harvey, who was looking everywhere but at the +Senator. He was searching the landscape for Persis, and he was as +restless among his own thoughts as the young usually are when the old +are commenting on the helplessness of life. The young know so much +better. It is the young who have theories of the universe and who expect +to carry out their hopes; it is the old scientists who are bewildered +and who merely observe and accept. + +But Tait did not notice Forbes' inattention. Rummaging among the +confusions of his own griefs, he had come upon a bright hope. What if +Forbes should be the man to win Mildred away from her avocations back to +the main business of love? He was such a youth as even Mildred could +hardly ignore or despise. He had little money, but Tait had more than +enough for the two, and he had made many a poor man rich. + +He smiled. He felt like apologizing to Mrs. Neff for stealing a hint +from her. Why should not old men engage in the pleasant chess-game of +match-making, too? What better task could he undertake than making this +beloved son of his old comrade the husband of his own beloved daughter? + +The idea was so exhilarating that it almost leaped from his heart. But +he was politician enough to realize that such a plan would be frustrated +in advance by premature publication. This was a benevolent conspiracy +that must be kept dark. + +He studied Forbes with admiring affection. His heart went out to him as +to a son, or, better yet, a son-in-law. He put a hand on Forbes' +shoulder to claim him just as Forbes started with a sudden elation, just +as a light broke forth in his eyes. + +Tait followed the line of Forbes' gaze and made out a man and a woman on +horseback turning in at the gate marked "Exit Only." That was like +Willie Enslee. If any gate could excite his interest as an entrance it +would be one marked "Exit Only." Tait could not see who it was; he +hastily got out his distance-glasses and put them on. But a glowing wall +of rhododendrons and cedars concealed the riders by the time his great +tortoise-shell spectacles hobgoblined his eyes. + +Forbes spoke. "Sha'n't we stroll back to the club-house? I'm expected +there for luncheon." + +"By all means," said Tait. "And I want you to meet Mildred again." + +"I'd love to," said Forbes, absently. He said nothing more, but strode +on so rapidly down the steep slope that Tait had to take his arm for +support and to hold him back. + +"You're visiting at the Enslees', Mrs. Neff tells me," the old man +panted. + +"Yes." + +"Excuse my fatherly familiarity, but how can you afford to gad with +those wild asses?" + +"I can't." + +"What's her name?" Tait laughed. + +"I may be able to tell you later, and I may not." + +"Well, my boy, I don't know who she is, but I bet she isn't worth +it--not if she trails with the Enslee pack." + +"Oh, but she is beautiful--she is wonderful." + +"You must be hit damned hard." + +"Am." + +And then, not heeding the connotation, he exclaimed, as Persis emerged +from the eclipsing shrubbery: + +"There's only one woman can ride like that." + +Tait stared again, and now he made her out. Instantly, with the +exultance one feels over a secret some one else lets slip, he cried: +"Oho, my boy, that's the woman who keeps you here! Mrs. Neff hinted at +it, but I wouldn't believe it till I had it from you." His gloating sank +again to fatherly solicitude as he pleaded earnestly: "For God's sake, +boy, don't love her! Of all women don't love Persis Cabot! She's the +most heartless of them all." + +Forbes was tempted to ask him how he could accept a reputation as a +proof of character, but he was still calm enough to pay Tait's white +hair the homage of silence. Tait, feeling the import of his silence, +grew uneasy, and demanded: + +"Harvey, it's not possible that you love her--actually love her?" + +"Is it possible not to?" + +"But you've not known her long." + +"No, but I've known her well. Do you know her?" + +"Yes, and I knew her mother. Once I thought I loved her mother. But I +had less money--when I proposed to her than I have now--Heaven be +praised!" + +"Heaven be praised?" + +"Yes, for she might have married me. Harvey, a certain part of the +society here is like a big aquarium. The people are all fish--the men +goldfish, the women catfish. Their blood is cold--Lord, how cold! Just +look at their eyes! Hard eyes, hard hearts. They despise sincerity; they +laugh at honest emotion." + +"But Persis has soft eyes," Forbes broke in, "and a warm heart." + +"Has she?" Tait sighed, feeling that the siren had already sung Forbes' +wits away. "Well, maybe, in the moonlight. But she'll soon freeze. Now, +if she had been born poor--" + +"But, Senator, the rich can't all be bad," Forbes complained. + +"The rich are no worse than anybody else as a class," said Tait. "My +father and mother were rich, and they were as good and sweet and simple +as any poor people that ever lived. They were like Romeo and Juliet. The +Montagues and Capulets were both rich. But if young Mr. Montague had +been poor we might have had a different story. Or, if you had only gone +into finance." + +"It's too late for me to dream of money. I'm a soldier." + +"And it's too late for you to dream of Persis Cabot, not merely because +she's wealthy. One class is as good as another; it's the set that +counts. And she gallops with the rich runaways. Their life is one long +stampede. There are rich women who toil like slaves for the poor, who +lead lives of earnestness and purity, who respond to every appeal, and +make organized charity possible. But there are others, rich and poor, +that never think of anybody but themselves, never have real pity except +for themselves, never toil or fret except for their own amusement. And +those people gravitate together into colonies and cliques. Don't run +with that pack, Harvey." + +He was not the first man of eld that had warned youth against beauty. +Nor was he the last that shall fail to be heeded. He tried another tack. + +"I understand that Willie Enslee expects to marry her." + +"She doesn't expect to marry him." + +"How do you know?" + +"Oh, I have my reasons for believing that she doesn't love him." + +"Nobody ever accused her of that, but--well, does she think what Mrs. +Neff thinks--that you have money?" + +Forbes did not answer except with a blush. The Senator spared him any +pressure on that point. He said, simply: + +"Enslee has a lot of money--more than her father has. In fact, her +father is in a very bad plight." + +"How do you know?" + +"I am about six bank directors, Harvey, and a few other things. Her +father is about to be forced into involuntary bankruptcy; her father's +pet railroad may go into receiver's hands to-day or to-morrow." + +"Poor Persis!" Forbes groaned. "Poor Persis!" + +There was such anguish in his tone that the Senator gripped his arm hard +and murmured: + +"Do you care so much for her?" + +Forbes stopped short and stared into the old man's eyes. "A man like me +loves once, and loves hard. If I lost her, my life wouldn't be worth the +snap of my finger." And he added in a raucous voice, "Or the click of a +trigger." + +The Senator leaned heavily on him and closed his eyes in a wince of +pain. He had heard his own dead son speak just that way. + +When he opened his eyes he saw that Forbes was smiling glowingly. + +"Look at her, Senator! She's so beautiful! I can't let Enslee have her! +Look at him! He's as afraid of his horse as his horse is ashamed of him. +What's he up to now? Rein him in, you fool! He'd drive a hobbyhorse into +hysterics. And now he's sent Persis' horse in the air! What's the matter +with him? Why doesn't he--" + +But the fault was not Enslee's, nor was he so bad a rider as an expert +like Forbes might think. As the event proved, even Persis could not +control her mount in the face of what was happening unseen by Forbes. A +chauffeur, relying on the fact that he was on the exit road, was driving +a big red six at high speed along the curves. He had not seen Enslee and +Persis till he was almost into them. He swung aside so sharply that he +almost capsized, and ran into something sharp enough to rip open a shoe. + +This was just one too many automobiles for the horses Persis and Enslee +rode. They had been curbed and scolded and kept in hand all morning; but +to have a dragon leap at them from the cedar-trees was too much. They +went frantic, dancing erect, and threshing the air with their fore +hoofs. And then the tire exploded like a cannon, and they went mad. They +feared nothing but what was behind them; nothing could hurt them but +their terror. + +They crashed through cedars and rhododendrons, and plunged across the +lawn to the clear space of the golf-links. Forbes saw the demon look in +the white eyes of Persis' horse. He had seen mustangs in that humor +shake off their tormentors and tear them wolfishly with their fangs. + +"He's got the bit in his teeth!" he groaned. "He'll kill her! My God, +he'll kill her! She can't hold him! I've got to get him somehow." + +He had a fierce impulse to meet the horse, leap at him, catch him by the +bridle and the nose and smother him to a standstill. But Tait had seen +a policeman killed trying to stop a horse so, and he flung his arms +about Forbes. + +"No, you won't!" he gasped. "You can't stop him! I won't let you risk +your life--not for that woman." + +"Let me go! Let me go!" Forbes pleaded, unwilling to use his strength +against the old man. But Tait clung to him, seized him anew as Forbes +wrenched his hand loose; fell to his knees, but still held fast and was +dragged along, moaning: + +"My boy, I love you like a son. You sha'n't risk your life--not for +her!" + +Then suddenly his clutch relaxed; his fingers opened; he rolled forward +on his face, his white hair fluttering in the grass. + +And Forbes, hardly knowing that he was released, felt himself free, and +ran with all his might to intercept the plunging monster, who came +snorting his rage, flinging his huge barrel this way and that, and +shaking the white saliva from his mouth. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV + + +Persis met equine wrath with female rage. The fiercer the horse plunged +the harder she beat him with the crop, the more bloodthirstily she +stabbed his sides with her keen-spurred heels. Her hair flung looser and +looser, and at length set free her hat, and then shook out its own +tortoise-shell moorings and flew to the winds. She sawed at the horse's +head, stabbed him with the spurs, railed at him with shrill voice, and +fought him as a Valkyr might have fought her charger panic-stricken at +the noise of battle. + +Even the old man, who lay on the ground clutching at his heart, could +not but feel a thrill at the wild beauty of the girl; her long hair +flowed and writhed smokily, her face was the more commandingly beautiful +for the very merciless hate that fired it; her girlish body in her +boyish costume was strangely alive. Her thighs gripped the horse's sides +visibly like arches of steel. All this beauty Forbes saw also, and more, +for he saw with the eyes of idolatry; and yet more again, for his +beloved was in mortal danger. He ran in a frenzy of fear and +determination. As he and the horses met on their converging paths Persis +shrieked to him: "Keep away! Keep away!" + +None the less he leaped for the bridle with both hands flung out. But +she would not let him endanger himself. She threw all the power of both +her arms and her weight on the farther bridle, dragging the horse's head +aside till he swerved out of Forbes' reach. + +Forbes sprawled on the turf; but at least he had not been struck by the +hoofs or knees of the horse. And then the horse came down in turn, +thrown out of his stride and with his head brought round so sharply that +he came down on his shoulder and almost broke his neck. + +Persis went through the air like a pinwheel, and those who witnessed the +affair gave up her and the horse for dead. But she clung to the bridle, +and got up on all fours. For once Persis was awkward. She and Forbes met +and stared like quadrupeds, and the horse rolled over on his belly and +stared too. + +What had almost been a tragedy was turned to a farce by coincidence. If +all the corpses in the last act of Hamlet should rise and stare at one +another--as they do when the curtain is down--audiences might roar as +the golfers and the club servants and members roared at this spectacle. + +Willie, meanwhile, had vanished over the hill like the headless horseman +Ten Eyck had likened him to. + +After the first automatic recovery Persis was overtaken by a wave of +terror she had had no time to feel. She turned ashen about the mouth, +and a queasy feeling sickened her. Her elbows gave way, and she sank to +the ground. + +Senator Tait came up with difficulty, forgetting that he had been, +perhaps, nearer death on that green battle-field than any other of the +fallen. He heard Forbes wailing, as he gathered Persis into his arms and +strengthened his own weak knees: + +"Persis, my darling, my angel, speak to me! Are you dead?" + +Persis opened her eyes with a flash. She began to realize that she had +been very conspicuous. "Of course I'm not dead. But what's worse, my +hair's down. I must be a sight! And my breeches are torn. Oh, Lord, why +wasn't I killed romantically? Turn your backs at once." + +The two men stared all the more, but she released herself from Forbes' +arms, rose to her feet with some twinges of evident pain, and put up her +hair with what few hairpins remained of her store, and borrowed a pin +from the Senator's lapel to mend a rip that let one exquisite knee +escape to view. A caddy came running up with her hat, and she thanked +him. + +"Come along," she said; "I feel as if I were on the stage of the +Metropolitan Opera House." + +The horse got clumsily to his feet, all the battle knocked out of him, +and followed weakly till she handed him over to a groom. + +Eager to escape the stares that met her and the sympathy and +felicitations that greeted her, she walked so rapidly that the Senator +dropped back. She found herself alone with Forbes, and she murmured: + +"You were wonderful to try to save me as you did." + +"As I didn't," he groaned. "You wouldn't let me." + +"No, I don't want you ever to risk anything for me, Harvey. But I'm just +as grateful--and more than that. If there weren't so many people looking +on do you know what I'd say?" + +"What?" + +"Kiss me." The words came so unexpectedly that he forgot their +subjunctive mode. He took them to be in the imperative, and came near +obeying. He checked himself in time, and said: + +"How soon shall I be able to call you mine before all the world?" + +"Do you wish that?" + +"Madly! It is my one great wish." + +She breathed deeply and caressed him with a delicious smile, and +murmured: + +"It is mine, too." + +And then Ten Eyck and Winifred and Mrs. Neff and Alice, and others of +her acquaintance, crowded round, summoned by the flying rumor of the +incident. At length some one exclaimed: + +"But where's Willie?" + +"Good Lord," Persis gasped, "I forgot all about him." + +Some one else who had been on the links described Willie's disappearance +over the brow of the hill. He had been still attached to the horse when +last heard from. But his prospects were reported to be poor. + +By the time Persis had reached the club-house and had undergone the +ministrations of a maid, who was also a seamstress, Willie came limping +up on the terrace, where Persis was seated with the others. + +"Oh, there you are, my dear," Willie drawled. "And not a bit hurt, not a +hair turned, so far as I can make out, eh? And here I've been worrying +myself sick over you--simply sick." + +"Well, I'll go out and break a few bones if it would make you feel any +easier," Persis answered. "But what happened to you? Where's your +horse?" + +"Well, I'll tell you. It was like this. You see, that beast I was on +went galumphing up the hill playing the deuce with putting-greens, until +he came to that big bunker at the top, you know--you know the one I +mean--at the top there--the big bunker?" + +"Yes, I know." + +"Well, he refused it." + +"What did you do?" + +"I took it alone." + +"Where's your horse?" + +"I don't know. I hope to God he breaks a leg or rips himself open on +barbed wire or something." + +There was a vindictive ferocity in his voice that surprised Forbes. + +The luncheon, which Ten Eyck had commanded, was announced just then, and +they all adjourned to the dining-room. Forbes resented Enslee's habit of +"my-dear"-ing Persis, but took solace from the thought that he should +soon confound his rival with the news of his own triumph. + +Suddenly, in his joy at being near to Persis, he remembered that he had +neglected Senator Tait, after promising to meet his daughter. He did not +venture to leave his own table; but as soon as the luncheon was eaten, +and while Winifred and Mrs. Neff and Persis sneaked off somewhere for +their after-coffee cigarettes, he sought out Tait and found him with a +tall and self-reliant girl whom he introduced as Mildred. + +Forbes made the usual remarks one makes to a little girl one meets again +as a grown woman. She had indeed changed from the shy and leggy little +minx to this robust, ample-bosomed bachelor girl with the sorrows of the +world on her shoulders and pity and courage warring in her resolute +eyes. + +Recalling what the Senator had said of her appalling lore, Forbes was at +some loss for words. He said, at last, the obvious thing, waving his +hand toward the great park and the panorama of river and headland spread +out beyond: + +"Wonderful, isn't it?" + +But Mildred, instead of an equally commonplace answer, sighed: "I +suppose it is, but I--somehow I can't take much pleasure in beautiful +things like these. I keep thinking how the poor kiddies and their +worn-out mothers in the tenements would love to see it--and never will. +And when I think how much money it costs to build and keep up this place +I can't help saying to myself: 'How many loaves of bread this would buy +for hungry waifs! how many pairs of shoes! how many lives it could +save!' I see this big lawn all overrun with little newsboys and +factory-girls and sick men and women." + +Senator Tait shrugged his shoulders and smiled at Forbes. + +"Isn't she hopeless?" + +"She's very splendid," Forbes said, with admiration and also a little +awe. The father felt this in Forbes' manner, and it strengthened his +resolution to rescue his daughter from her rescue work. + +Mildred had not yet learned the exact point where nobility becomes +offensive because it is too consistent and too insistent. She had not +yet learned that charity, like art, must conceal itself, and that +grandeur of soul unchecked by tact provokes only resentment. + +But she was young and radiant with unfocused love, and she had seen too +much wretchedness. The people whose miseries she relieved did not resent +her, but adored her. She was tactful enough with them. + +Forbes was ashamed of himself for feeling a little chilled by Mildred's +irrepressible enthusiasm for sorrow. He blamed himself, not her. But +when Persis returned he thanked heaven for beauty untroubled by any +deeper concerns than its own loveliness, and for a heart that inspired +desire for itself rather than pity for the submerged myriads. + +He bade the Senator and his daughter as cordial a good-by as he could, +and promised to meet the Senator as soon as possible in town. Then he +forgot them both, for when Enslee's automobile swept up to the +club-house door, Enslee's two horses were also brought up, and he +imagined Persis riding away again on that dangerous beast with that +dangerous escort. + +Enslee stared at the horses in disgust. "There are those brutes of mine, +and not a bit hurt, either--worse luck. I'll have 'em both sold to +somebody who'll work 'em hard and beat 'em harder." + +"You'll do nothing of the sort," said Persis. "If you don't want them +I'll take them." + +"And get your neck broken, eh?" Enslee snarled. "Oh no, you won't. Look +at that beast! I'll have his throat cut for him." + +There was something in his voice like the edge of a knife, and it made +Forbes' blood run cold. Enslee had unsuspected streaks of viciousness. +But Persis was used to this quality of his nature, and it did not alarm +her. When he said, "Hop into the car, Persis; I'll send a groom over for +the nags," Persis shook her head, and answered: + +"I propose to show my horse who is master. He can't spill me all over +the landscape and get away with it. You ride home in the car, and I'll +go back as I came." + +"And a pretty fool you'll make of me," Enslee wrangled. "Besides, I +haven't ridden much lately; I'm saddle-sore." + +"I've been riding every morning in the Park," Persis insisted. "I'll +lead your horse back, unless--" She hesitated and looked at Forbes, who +leaped at the cue. + +"I'd be glad to ride him, if you don't object, Mr. Enslee." + +Enslee stared at Forbes, saw nothing ulterior in his eyes, and yielded +with a bad grace. + +"Oh, all right. Go ahead. Only don't sue me for damages if you get +pitched under an auto." + +"I won't," Forbes laughed, elated beyond belief by the unimaginable luck +of riding at Persis' stirrup for miles and miles. + +And so they mounted. Persis' horse was humbled beyond struggle; but +Enslee's big black had lately tossed his rider over his head. He tested +the seat of his new visitor. Forbes was a West-Pointer, a cavalryman, +and the horse had not made more than one pirouette before he understood +that he was bestridden by one whom it was best to obey. + +Willie tried at first to keep the motor back with the horses, but Persis +ordered him to go about his business, and turned off the hard track to a +soft road. + +And now at last they were free, Forbes and Persis, cantering along a +plushy road, a lovers' lane that mounted up and up till they paused at +the height to give the horses breath. + +Back of them the Hudson spread its august flood between mountainous +walls. Before them the road dipped into the deep forest seas of Sleepy +Hollow. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI + + +"Is it possible that we're actually alone?" Forbes gloated, turning in +his saddle to take her in in her brisk, youthful beauty. + +"I shouldn't exactly call it alone up here on the mantelpiece of the +world in broad daylight," Persis smiled. "But it's nice, isn't it?" + +"Wonderful, to be riding with you!" + +"I'm immensely happy," she said. "Even the horses know the difference. +This morning they hated each other. They wouldn't trot in rhythm or +alongside, and they fought like snapping-turtles. Now look at them +nuzzle and flirt. Ouch! that's my game knee you're colliding with. It +would be better if I rode side-saddle. There were advantages in +old-fashioned ways. You ride splendidly, don't you?" + +"Do I?" he said. "As you told me the first time I met you, I'm glad you +like me." + +"I more than that, now." + +"More than like me?" + +"Umm-humm!" + +"Love me?" + +"Umm-humm!" + +"If I could only brush away all of these houses and people and take you +in my arms! If this were only a Sahara or Mojave!" + +"I doubt if there's a desert where nobody is peeking. They used to tell +me that God was looking when no one else was." + +"Well, He would understand." + +"Maybe He would see too much. But the human beings don't understand. And +they're everywhere. Oh, Lord, I'm so sick of other people's eyes and +ears. All my life I've had them on me--servants', nurses', maids', +waiters', grooms', footmen's! Sometimes I think I'd love to live on a +desert island. Couldn't you buy me a desert island somewhere--a +thoroughly equipped desert island with hot and cold water and automatic +cooking?" + +"I'll see if there's one in the market." + +"It would be a fine addition to the same old town and country house and +yacht. Had you thought where you will have your--our country place?" + +"Er--no, I hadn't." + +"Shall you have to be at your post much? Are the office-hours very +strict?" + +"Pretty strict. We'd have to live on Governor's Island, you know." + +"Really? In one of those little houses?" He nodded. "I saw them there +once when they gave a lawn fete. I never dreamed I'd live in one of +them. They aren't very commodious, are they?" + +"That depends." + +"Nichette--she's my maid--would make an awful row, and my chauffeur--I +suppose we could keep him? He expects to marry Nichette." + +"Does he?" + +"If they can stop fighting long enough to get married. Does a garage go +with the house we should occupy there?" + +"I doubt it." + +"No garage!" she exclaimed. "How should we manage? It's rather awkward +getting to the Island, too, as I remember--a ferry or something. I don't +suppose you could arrange to live up-town and do your army work by +telephone on rainy days?" + +"I'm afraid not." + +His heart was thumping. She grew more exquisite as she grew more +fairy-like in her visions. He could not tell her the truth--not +yet--not, at least, till they had passed through the woods ahead, where +there was a promise of opportunity for at least a moment's embrace, at +least one hasty kiss. + +They jogged on in silence awhile, she pondering like a solemn child, he +longing to give her the toys she kept imagining. They drew into the +thicket, shady and soft with a breeze that wandered about murmuring +"Woo! woo!" and leaves that whispered "Kiss! kiss!" and a deep forest +voice that mumbled "Love!" + +No one was visible ahead. He turned and stared back. They were shut in +by a projecting hill that seemed to close after them like a door. He +leaned sidewise with arm outstretched to enfold her waist. But with a +quick lift of her hand and a scratch of the spur she carried her horse +aside and ahead. + +"You mustn't!" she warned. "Really!" + +"But no one can see us." + +"So we thought in the dark hall. And there was some one there. Do you +know who it was?" + +"I haven't been able to find out." + +"I have!" She spoke triumphantly. + +"Who was it, in Heaven's name?" + +"Who would be your last guess?" + +"Enslee." + +"Why?" + +"Because he smiled; because he let me ride with you." + +"That shows how much a man's reasoning power is worth. That was just who +it was." + +"Why do you think so?" + +"I know so. He told me." + +Forbes was dazed; he marveled aloud: "And yet he smiled? He let me ride +with you?" + +She laughed. "Willie is such an idiot! He knew it was you; but he never +dreamed that the woman was me. He thought the woman was Mrs. Neff or +Winifred. That's why he smiled at you." + +Forbes chuckled a moment, then flushed, as Persis went on: + +"He could only hear our whispers, you know, and you can't distinguish +whispers. He thought it was a great joke. He laughed his head off. And I +laughed too. It was delicious. It came near being serious, though. What +do you suppose? He heard the door open below and thought it was a +burglar. He had a revolver and a flashlight. The flash wouldn't +work--thank the Lord! So he was going to shoot first and then call, +'Who's there!' That would have been nice, wouldn't it? Then he heard +our--our kisses. He didn't shoot. He kept quiet, smothering his +snickers. He could only judge by the closing of the door who was who. He +recognized your door, and he got mine mixed. But you're not laughing." + +"It doesn't seem very funny to me," Forbes admitted. "My love for you is +no joke. I don't enjoy sneaking about in dark halls and having you +mistaken for some other woman." + +She stared at him, and her mischief turned to a deep tenderness. She +rode closer and put her free hand on his bridle-hand. "How right you +are! That's the way I want you to feel, the way I want you to love me." +And then she laughed again. "What do you suppose Willie told me? +To-night he's going to wait till you sneak out with your lady bird, and +then he's going to lock the door and make you beg for admission. That'll +be nice, eh?" + +"That means I can't be with you to-night." + +"It seems so." + +"And you won't let me kiss you now?" + +"But we couldn't go spooning about in the daylight, could we? Not even +if we were an old married couple, could we?" + +"I suppose not. But when--when are we going to be an old married +couple?" + +"Whenever you say," she said, with a shy down-look. "We'd have to +announce our engagement, I suppose, and then it would take a long time +to get my clothes made." + +"Would it?" + +"Yes. I haven't a thing. I'm in perfect rags. And besides, a bride ought +to begin new. Isn't it thrilling to be talking of such things! Am I +blushing as red as I feel?" + +"You're like a rose on fire." + +"I feel deliciously a ninny. Can you get away from your hateful army for +a good long honeymoon, do you suppose?" + +"I don't know. Where would you like to go?" + +"The Riviera isn't bad. A trip around the world would be pleasant." + +"Wouldn't it!" he groaned. "But I'm afraid I couldn't." + +"I suppose the country would be afraid to let you get so far away, with +all this talk about trouble with the Mexicans. Oh, well, it doesn't +matter so long as we are together, does it?" + +"Do you feel that way?" he asked, hungrily. + +"Terribly. I love you--I love you hideously much. Watch out! Will you +never learn that somebody's always looking?--a whole picnic this time." + +They were nearing Pocantico Lake. In a thicket on its shores a +wagon-load of villagers had finished its basket-lunch and scattered in a +rather dreary effort at inexpensive happiness. + +Among the trees the wagon waited pitifully to take them back from their +dingy cheer to their dull homes. It was rendered only the more pitiful +by a strip of red-white-and-blue bunting. A coat of paint would have +become it better. + +While the horses cropped the grass soberly a pack of substantial wives +cleared away such part of the debris of the banquet as was not scattered +about the ground. + +As Forbes and Persis rounded the turn that disclosed the revelers a +homely couple evidently in search of a less populous nook severed a +highly unromantic-looking clasp. It was hard to see how either took much +pleasure from the other. The man was in his shirt-sleeves, with his hat +askew; the girl, shapeless and freckled, in a shapeless freckled dress. +They squinted their eyes against the sun, gaped at the tailor-made +couple on the varnished horses, and stumbled in the roadside gully to +let them pass. + +"Isn't it ghastly?" Persis whispered. "They were trying to spoon--just +as we were. And we both broke up both of us. It makes love rather a +silly, shabby spectacle, doesn't it?" + +"I don't think so," Forbes said. "I should say that instead of their +making love shabby, love covered them with a little glory." + +"That's a much prettier way to put it. But shabby people--oh Lord! Look +at that family, dear! If that's wedded bliss, give me chloroform." + +It was a doleful exhibit on the edge of the woods: a fat, paunchy, +sweaty man was taking his picnic in carrying a squally, messy baby. +Alongside him a bunchy woman with stringy hair waddled in answering +stupidity, hanging to her husband's suspenders. + +"You can't tell which of them's going to have the next one," Persis +commented, before she caught herself. "Forgive me, I didn't realize how +it would sound." + +Forbes laughed sheepishly. "It was what I was thinking, too." + +As they rode on she shuddered. "What an odious thing to be like that! +Suppose you lost your job in the army and we got very poor, and I had to +take in washing, and we had a lot of children; should we be like that, +do you think?--should we?" + +"You could never be anything that was not beautiful!" Forbes exclaimed, +partly because he believed it to be unquestionable truth and partly to +quell her ferocious repugnance for anything that was ugly and tawdry. + +"Perhaps that awful man told that awful woman the same thing," she +groaned, "and believed it! Come on; let's run away from it." She lifted +her horse to a gallop and fled so fast that Forbes, for all the +authority and help he gave his horse, could not overtake her, since hers +was the better mount. As he followed, lumbering and scolding his black +beast, he felt that she was indeed too fleet, too elusive for him ever +to capture and keep. + +But at length she relented, and reined in till he came abeam. Then she +urged her horse on again, and they galloped in the mad swoop of a +cavalry charge with boots griding together. She forgot her wounded knee, +and he forgot his doubts of her. + +There were narrow escapes, unexpected swerves round loitering wagons or +deliberate wayfarers. Once she rode up a shelving bank to give him room +to avoid a mangy canine landlord so earnestly attempting to evict a +family of tenants from his left ear that he paid no heed to the risk of +his own life or hers. + +"If we ride fast on levels, we can take more time later," she said; +"then they won't wonder at our being so late." + +She was always thinking of what other people would think. He wished that +she would forget the eternal audience, the unbroken spectators, now and +then. And yet it was intelligent. It was wise. Only he loved her more +when she was uttering those childish plans of hers for a life in which +the funds were to be taken from a fairy purse automatically replenished +as fast as it was depleted. + +Yet he feared both of the women she was: the cautious and forethoughtful +who might in all wisdom refuse his penury, and the spoiled demander who +might resent it. + +They trotted now into a park-like domain with roads branching out on +either side. At the edge of each of them stood a sign-board warning +against trespass and signed with the resounding name of the richest man +on earth. + +"They say he's worth a hundred or two hundred million dollars," Persis +called across to Forbes. + +"That ought to be enough," said Forbes. "It's more than we shall have." +And he smiled at the comparison. Persis sighed: + +"If he could lend us just one million for a few years we could make good +use of it." + +"I might ask him," said Forbes. "I'll send a boy over for it to-night." + +He said it lightly, yet there was a sardonic bitterness in his smile. He +understood for the moment why the established poor become so eager to +take away from men who were once poor the wealth they have somehow +amassed. + +It seemed to Forbes that he would never reach the limit of this man's +acres. But at last he escaped from the oppression of some one else's +success. They cantered through a little village, and crossed rusty +railroad-tracks into another ocean of sparsely settled country. It +amazed Forbes to find so much wilderness so close to so vast a +metropolis. There were long stretches where the woods on either side had +a look of the primeval. He felt a longing to explore some of these leafy +jungles. He told her his whim, and it was hers. + +By and by they came to a grass-matted road that lost itself in ferns and +undergrowth. Forbes looked at Persis. Her eyes consented. He laid his +bridle-hand on the left side of his horse's mane and shifted his weight +a trifle. And his horse shouldered hers into the jungle. Heads bent low, +the horses mounted with cautious hoofs till the ferns were brushing +their saddle-girths. The prattle of a brook somewhere lured them +farther, and they pressed on into a fog of leaves and crackling boughs +and flowers. Birds cried warnings and shot through the branches, bearing +news of the invasion. Others in sentimental oblivion did not budge, but +sat still and went on sawing the air with silver phrases shrilly sweet. + +Suddenly the brook was visible, rushing here and there through the woods +and making noises that were rapture just to hear. And with that music of +water and woods, and that multitudinous beauty about them, they gazed +only into each other's eyes, inclined together, and locked arms and +breasts and lips in close embrace. They clung together till the soulless +horses, nibbling here and there, sundered them. + +And then they slid from the saddles and, slipping the bridles to their +elbows, walked on with arms about each other's bodies and eyes so +mutually engaged that they stumbled like blind folk. At last she sank to +the ground at the edge of the brook, and he, instead of helping her up, +dropped down at her side. + +He took her into his arms again and kissed her and laughed at her. + +"I reckon you'll warn me now that the horses are looking." + +"No," she said; "but one of them is standing on one of my coat-tails." + +So he rose and led the horses to a tree a few paces off and tied them +there. When he came back he found her swinging her little boots over a +still pool in an alcove of the brook. Its quiet surface mirrored her +feet from beneath quaintly. "We're at the antipodes already," he +laughed. She put out her hand beggingly. + +"It's secluded enough for a smoke. Can you give me a cigarette? I forgot +mine." He had nothing but a cigar, and she ventured a puff or two of +that, then gave it back and sighed, "I wish we were married and all." + +"Why?" + +"I'd take off my boots and dip my poor aching feet in that water." + +"Why don't you?" + +"In the first place, I don't know you well enough to go barefoot before +you. In the second, somebody would be sure to come along." + +[Illustration: "THERE'S THAT OTHER ME DOWN IN THE POOL, WATCHING THIS +ME"] + +"Not here," he urged. + +"Well, then, there's that other Me down in the pool watching this Me, +and saying, 'Don't make a fool of yourself, honey.'" + +"There are two Persises, then?" + +"At least a hundred. But there's one down there. Look, you can see her +yourself!" + +She knelt above the water-glass, and he bent over to gaze. He saw her +looking up at him, and his own image looking up close to hers. They +smiled and made faces like children. And when he rubbed his cheek +against hers the images imitated the foolishness. + +"See, they're mocking us," she said. A little breeze wrinkled the +mirror, and she cried: "They're frowning! They want us to be sensible! +Come along! They'll be missing us at home." + +"At home?" he echoed, reprovingly. + +"At Willie's, I mean," she corrected. And then she put his hands away +and spoke earnestly. "It came mighty near being home to me. I have a +confession to make. I ought to have made it before. I have been amazed +at myself for not telling you, for taking your love when I had no right +to." + +He stared at her in terror, and she smiled with pride at his fear and +babbled on almost incoherently. + +"Don't be afraid--though I'm glad you are. But I hope you won't despise +me. But I couldn't seem to help myself. You're really to blame for being +so terribly overwhelming. You see, I--I--I've told you how often Willie +Enslee proposed to me, and--well, one day--that very day you saw me in +my old hat--the first time, you know--well, I had just had a talk with +my father, and the poor old boy was all cut up about his--his money +matters. He's too nice and sweet to be much of a financier, you know, +and--well, I was scared to death, and I thought the world was coming to +an end, and I'd better--better get aboard the ark, you know--and I +hadn't met you then, you know, and Willie proposed again, and I--I +accepted him." + +"You promised to be his wife!" Forbes whispered, chokingly. + +"Yes," she answered. "I--you see, I didn't know you. I didn't dream I +should ever meet anybody who would--would thrill me--that's the only +word--as you did, as you do. I didn't imagine that I should ever love as +other people do--insanely, madly, dishonorably--anythingly to be with +the one I loved. And I didn't dare give up Willie till I was sure I +loved you, and when I was sure I loved you, I--it seemed so hateful even +to mention his name. It would have been like--like this." + +With her heel she pushed a rock into the water, and it thumped and +splashed and curdled the little pool. + +"That's the effect his name would have had on our moonlight, and I +couldn't tell you then. Will you forgive me, or do you think I'm a +hopeless rotter and a sneak?" + +He smiled at her mixed vocabulary, and gathered her into his arms. "My +love! My Persis! But you'll tell him now, won't you?" + +"Oh, now, yes!" she cried, ecstatic as a comforted child. "You are +glorious to forgive me so easily, and not be nasty and lecture-y. And +see the pool; it's all smooth and clear again." + +He looked, and held back the confession he was about to make in his +turn. The mention of his poverty would be pushing another rock into the +pool. And he wondered if the mirror would clear after that. He could +forgive her her betrothal to Enslee because that was of the past; but +the lack of money was not a matter for forgiving and forgetting; it was +something to endure. It was asking love to accept poverty as a concubine +or a mother-in-law. + +He kept silent on that score, and they murmured their loves and kissed +and laughed with contentedness purling through their hearts, and the +world far away. She glanced back at the horses blissfully tearing young +leaves from high branches. + +"We ought to keep those horses as a souvenir of our engagement. It would +be a pity to let any one else ride the dear old brutes, wouldn't it?" + +"It would, indeed!" he said. + +"Let's buy them from Willie. He would sell them for a song." + +"That's a fine idea," Forbes answered, with a gulp. He knew how much +horses like these were worth--and saddles, bridles, and stables. + +"We shouldn't want to ride in a car all the time, should we?" she asked. + +"No, indeed," he answered. She was at her fairy plans again, and his +heart sickened. + +"We mustn't let ourselves get fat. Of all things we must avoid that," +she said. "We might have just a little car like Winifred's--to hold only +two. I could drive down and get you and bring you home. It would save +wear on our limousine--or perhaps we won't get a limousine just yet. If +we didn't have a big car it would be a good excuse for not having a lot +of people tagging round with us everywhere, wouldn't it? I feel an awful +longing for a lot of solitude with just you and me. I suppose we'll have +to put up with the United States army. But I want to shake the gang I've +been running with--at least for a year or so, till you and I can get +acquainted. Will you buy me a little car like Winifred's--a good one? +There's no use wasting money on the cheap kind. The good little ones +cost as much as the good big ones; but once they're paid for, they don't +run up repair bills, and they take you where you're going instead of +dying under you half-way there. Will you buy me a little car for just +us? You can get a darling for about twenty-five hundred; I was asking +Winifred." + +He made no answer. She turned and looked at him and saw on his face the +look she had seen on her father's that day--the look a man wears when +he cannot buy his beloved what she pleads for. Now, as then, Persis felt +ashamed rather than resentful, and she hastened to add: + +"If you can't afford it, old boy, say so. You mustn't mind me. My father +says I'm a terrible asker. Just say No, and I won't mind. Promise me +that, dear. I want to be a good economical housewife to you; and I was +only thinking that if we had a little car it would save taking the big +car out, and that saves tires and gasolene and general upkeep." + +He heard Enslee's words, "It's the upkeep that costs," and they mocked +him again. He realized that in persuading this girl to choose him +instead of Enslee, who had already chosen her, he was not only robbing +her of a yacht, a palace, two or three palaces, half a dozen +automobiles, servants, and servants of servants, foreign travel and +foreign clothes and jewels--he was not only robbing her of such things, +but he was asking her to learn a new way of life, a habit of infinite +denial, eternal economy, and meager amusement. + +Experience and common sense--for he had them in large measure in his +ordinary life--seemed to bend down and say: "Let your sea-gull go. +She'll die in your cage, or she'll break it apart." + +But she was in his arms. She was leaning against him, flicking his boots +with her riding-crop, and loving him, contented utterly. Romance elbowed +Reason aside and said: "See how happy she is. It isn't money that makes +happiness. You're sitting on the edge of a silly little brook in +somebody's backwoods, and you're happy as a king and queen on a throne +of gold." + +Common Sense grinned: "Suppose it should rain? This is all very well for +a while, but what of next winter?" + +Reason and Romance wrangled in his head while she was babbling something +in her elfin economy about, "So we won't have two cars yet, just one, a +nice big 1913 six, with my chauffeur to run it. Father pays him fifteen +hundred a year, and that's good pay. Don't you let him wheedle you out +of a penny more." + +Forbes' heart cried aloud within him: "My God! her very chauffeur gets +nearly as much as I do!" This was the spark of resentment that gave him +his start. He spoke bitterly, almost glad that she was dazed. And he put +her away from him that both might be free. And he savagely kicked a rock +into the smiling little pool and watched it grow turbid as he poured out +his confession. + +"Listen, honey; you've got a wrong idea of my situation. I'm to blame +for it, I reckon. I've been meaning to speak about it, but I didn't--for +just the same reason that kept you quiet about Enslee. I'm not rich, +honey. I didn't tell anybody I was rich, but the idea got started from +Ten Eyck's fool joke about seeing me coming out of a big bank. I told +him the truth, and now I must tell you. You'll hate me, but you've got +to know some time. I'm not rich, honey." + +"What of it, dear?" she said, creeping toward him. "I love you for +yourself. I never thought you were rich like Willie. I gave up all that +gladly." + +"But I'm what you would call--a pauper, I suppose. I have only my army +pay." + +"Isn't that enough?" + +"Plenty of couples seem to be happy on it, but they're mostly the sons +and daughters of army people. You've been brought up so differently. +Wild extravagances for our people would be shabby makeshifts to you." + +"Don't you think I'd be able to adapt myself?" + +"Would you?" + +"I should hope so. How much is your army pay, if you don't mind my +asking?" + +"As first lieutenant I get a little over two thousand." + +"Two thousand a week? Why, that's not bad at all. Why did you frighten +me?" + +He laughed aloud, and she corrected herself. + +"Oh, two thousand a month. That's about twenty-five thousand a year. It +isn't much, is it? But we could skimp and scrape, and we'd have each +other." + +She had given him his death-blow unwittingly. + +He smiled dismally, and groaned: + +"Two thousand a year with forage." + +She stared at him in unbelief. "Two thousand a year with forage! We +couldn't eat the forage, could we? They give you a pittance like that +for being an officer and a gentleman and a hero?" + +"The hero business is the worst paid of all. Look at the firemen." + +"But, my dear, two thousand a--why, our chef gets more than that, and +our chauffeur nearly as much; and my father's secretary--everybody gets +more than that." + +"Not everybody. The vast majority of people get much less. But that's +what I get." + +She had been prepared for self-denial, but this was self-obliteration. +If he had told her that he had the yellow fever she could hardly have +felt sorrier for him, or more appalled at the prospect of their union. +She loved him, perhaps, the more for the pity that welled up in her. She +denounced the government for a miser. + +"We're better paid than other armies," said Forbes. "Officers in foreign +armies are supposed to have private fortunes." + +"I don't wonder," she gasped. "And you haven't any?" He shook his head. +"No relatives?" + +"None that aren't poorer than I am." + +She put out her hand and caressed his brow. "Poor boy, it's cruel, it's +hateful! Willie Enslee with all that money, and you with two thousand a +year! And no prospects for more?" + +"Well, I hope to be promoted captain very shortly--any day now I should +get my commission. That carries with it twenty-four hundred a year." + +She sighed. "The little car I wanted would cost more than that. Well, +let it go. Walking is healthier. It would save the chauffeur's wages, +too. And my maid--I don't know what Nichette would say. But--well, let +her go. Let everything go but you." + +She clasped her arms round him, and he clutched her tight; but his +embrace was like a farewell. She was infinitely pathetic to him. She had +so much sophistication, and was so innocent of so much. She kissed him +tenderly, but her mood was an elegy. + +"That knocks out my wedding plans, too, doesn't it? It was the dream of +all my life, the ambition of all my girlhood." And she fell to musing +aloud. "Many's the night I've lain awake planning that wedding, and that +divine wedding-gown all of ivory satin--with a train a mile long, and +with point lace like whipped cream all over it, and the veil floating in +a cloud about me. And I was to have counts and barons and things for +ushers, and the belles of the season for bridesmaids--all very envious +of me. And the cathedral was to be one ocean of flowers and silk +ribbons, and--and I was to have at least an archbishop to marry me. And +the presents! Oh, they were to have been so glorious that everybody that +gave them would be bankrupted for life and hate me; and there were to be +no duplicates. And the bridegroom was to be so wealthy that all the +bridesmaids would loathe me for winning him. And we were to go away in a +private car to a palace built brand new just for me." + +He was so fascinated with watching her soul in debate with itself that +he did not speak. He just held her fast and listened. She went on: + +"It was a silly dream. It's not the ceremony that counts--it's the long +life after. Love's the main thing, isn't it?" + +He lifted her gauntleted hand to his cheek and said nothing. She was +silent a long while. Then she pondered aloud again: "I wonder what sort +of a poor man's wife I'll make. I'm afraid I'll be an awful failure. You +know, we were poor once--yes. My father got squeezed in a corner, and +nearly went bankrupt. Oh, but mother and I had to skimp and scrape! I +had to turn my old gowns, give up our box at the opera, sell my +saddle-horses. We couldn't go to dinners or receptions because we +couldn't return them. We sat at home and received--indignant creditors. +Oh, the bills, the bills--my God, the bills! + +"At the end of a year father found a man who was unbusinesslike enough +to put him on his feet again. It was Willie Enslee, of course. We had +money once more; we could hold our heads high, snub those who snubbed +us, get even with those who had patronized us, or--ugh! insulted us with +their sympathy. Oh, money is a great thing, isn't it? It was like coming +out of a cave again into the sunlight. I used to say I would face +anything rather than poverty again. + +"And think of it, Harvey, when we were at our poorest we were spending +thirty or forty thousand a year. And we called it poverty. But you and +I--two thousand a year--and forage! + +"Why, Harvey, it would take you a year and a half of work to pay for the +little car I wanted--if we did without a big car and didn't spend a cent +on clothes or theaters or the opera or taxies or the seaside or Europe +or entertaining people or servants' wages, and--and ate only the forage. +We couldn't have a chauffeur. I couldn't have my maid. I couldn't have +any friends--what should I do? I couldn't have anything! Those two +horses I wanted would cost a year of your salary. My dressmaker's bills +are four or five times as much, and at that I never have anything to +wear. Why, Harvey, it's frightful! I never knew what money meant before. +I don't see how we could ever manage it. I don't see how." + +She put his arms away as if they irked her and hampered her breath. She +was breathing hard. Merely to imagine a life devoid of everything she +had always found about her was like a suffocation. She was +understanding how a fish must feel when it is drawn from the water and +flung to stifle on dry pebbles. She suffered such dismay as overwhelms a +rat in the bell of an air-pump when the experimenter begins to create a +vacuum. + +She had seen poverty and its wreckage, and her mind was filled with +pictures, not from the charming homes of moderate means, but from the +slums that she had visited once and avoided thereafter as a nightmare. +She had had friends who had gone into bankruptcy and slunk off into +obscurity to hide its penalties. One very dear woman, whose husband +lapsed from affluence to mediocrity, had written a few little notes, +calmly taken an overdose of a headache powder, stretched herself out on +her mortgaged chaise-longue and fallen asleep over an unusually sedative +novel. Persis had received one of the notes. + + Good-by, Persis dear. You know the situation, and you at least will + understand. Would it be too much trouble for you to have a little + talk with the undertaker man and have things as nicely managed as + possible? Don't let them treat me too shabbily, will you? I + couldn't rest easily even There. You understand, don't you? + +Persis had understood, and, being in funds at the time, had seen all +conducted with taste and even with a little splendor. + + * * * * * + +To every one his or her especial cowardice. Persis, so brave in so many +ways, was afraid of creepy things like caterpillars and creditors and +poverty. They spoiled for her everything that they touched, flower or +ceremony or future. + +She was silent a long while. Forbes longingly set his arms about her; +but she did not respond; her hands were idly rolling her riding-crop up +and down the shin of her boot, for she was thinking hard. + +Forbes felt that he clung to the mere clothes of her soul. Herself was +already gone from him. Yet he loved her so that he found her not +unworthy nor selfish nor craven, but infinitely precious and beautiful, +difficult to win and wear. + +A great many shining throngs of water went down the brook, making all +the conversation there was, before Persis began to flog her boots with +her riding-crop. She wanted to groan, but as was her custom in torment, +smiled instead; and, having something of tragic solemnity to utter, put +it forth with a plucky flippancy: + +"Well, old boy, I'm afraid all bets are off." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII + + +Forbes had been recruiting strength to tell her that he released her; +but she anticipated him by jilting him first--and in sporting terms. He +stared at her, but he could not see the tears raining down in her heart. +He heard her, but was deaf to the immense regret in the little words she +added: + +"You're pretty poor, aren't you?" + +His very forehead was drenched with red shame at such comment from her. +She could see how she had hurt his pride, and she put on the solemnity +he expected her to wear. + +"Oh, don't misunderstand me, Harvey, I implore you! I love you all the +more for being just your glorious self. You've paid me the greatest +honor I ever had--or shall have. You asked me to be your wife, and you +are willing to divide up your pitiful little income with me. You'd give +it all to me. You'd run into debt till you smothered. But it wouldn't +work out. Mother was right: 'People can do without love easier than +without money.'" + +"Not people with hearts like yours," he ventured at last to put in as a +feeble objection. + +"Oh, I'm afraid of this heart of mine," she answered. "If it had any +sense it wouldn't have fallen in love with you--you of all men. I knew +you weren't really terribly rich, but I didn't think you were so +pitifully, cruelly poor." + +The epithet reiterated stung him like a whip in the face. He protested +impatiently: + +"I'm not really poor. Army officers have many ways of saving expenses. I +might not give you princely luxuries, Persis, but I'd make your life +happy." + +His resistance gave her something to fight, and her resentment at fate +welcomed it. + +"Me happy at an army post? With nothing but poker for you and gossip for +me? No, thank you!" + +She caught a twitch of anger in his brows, and she grew harsher: + +"Look here! Would you give up your career for me?" + +"A woman can't ask a man to give up his career," he answered; and she +retorted with the spirit of her time: + +"Then why should she give up hers for him?" + +He looked an old-fashioned surprise. "And have you a career?" + +"Of course I have. Every woman has; and nowadays a woman has got to look +out for herself and her future, or she'll get left at the post." + +"And what career have you?" he asked, amazed. + +"Marriage. It's the average woman's main business in life, Harvey. If +she fails in that she fails in everything." + +"Then you think the poor have no right to marry?" + +"Oh no, I'm not such a fool as that. There are people with simple tastes +who can be happy on nothing a year--sweet domestic women who love to +manage and cook and sweep and mend and sew. There are lots of unhappy +rich women who would be thoroughly contented if they were the wives of +laboring-men. But that doesn't happen to be my type. I can't help it. I +grow positively sick at the sight of a needle. Even fancy stitching +hurts my eyes. And I can't help that. There are lots of poor women who +are making their homes hells because they have no money. They'd be +angels if they didn't have to economize. Some people, rich and poor, +take a sensuous delight in watching a bank account grow, and they get +more thrill out of saving a penny than out of getting something more +beautiful for it. + +"But I'm not one of those. I'm a squanderer by nature. I hate to be +denied things. I loathe counting the cost of things. I can't endure to +see some one else wearing better things than I've got on. I want to +throttle a woman who has a later hat than mine. Oh, I may be a bad one, +Harvey, but it isn't my fault. I am what I was born to be. I've got to +marry money, Harvey. I've just got to." + +He cried out against her self-portrait as a libel. "Oh, Persis, don't +tell me that you are mercenary--a woman with a big heart like yours." + +"I'm not mercenary exactly; I loathe money as money, but I like nice +things. I have to have them. I'm trying to be honest with myself and +with you--in time--before it's too late. It's hard; but I didn't arrange +the world, did I? I didn't choose my own soul, did I? But I've got to +get along with what was given me, haven't I? I tell you I'd ruin your +life, Harvey. You'd divorce me in a year." + +"Don't talk like that, or you will ruin your own life! There's a big +tragedy in store for you, Persis, unless you--" + +She was so tortured with disillusion and with the death of her first +romance that she grew very hard. + +"Well, so long as it isn't the tragedy of being unable to pay my bills +and of eating my own cooking I can stand it. I'd rather be unhappy than +shabby. But it's growing late; we must get back." + +He aided her to her feet, untied the horses, and offered her his hand +for a mounting-block. But she said: + +"We can walk quicker here than we can ride." Taking her bridle in her +arm, she set out swiftly. She seemed once more to be running away from +something--a shadow of poverty, no doubt. He felt unspeakably sorry for +her. Again he was about to offer her back her heart when an abrupt light +broke over her face. She paused, laughed, turned to him. + +"What a fool I am! My father set my sister up in business as a British +peeress and bought her her husband and settled a whacking dower on her. +He can do the same for me and keep the money in this country--and get +me a real husband. He could give me enough for us both to live on +comfortably." + +"I reckon I could hardly accept that arrangement," Forbes said, as +gently as he might. + +"You see!" she cried out. "You expect me to murder my pride and accept +poverty, but you won't accept wealth because you must keep your pride. +You couldn't object to my having the money to spend on myself, could +you?" + +"No, I could hardly object to that," he said. + +"Well, then, if everything goes right with my father's plans we'll have +love and money and all. It will be wonderful--heaven on earth! Kiss me!" + +She put up her lips, and he kissed them and found them bitter-sweet. +Then she strode on with a lilting joy, humming a song and putting her +horse to his paces to keep up with her. Forbes remembered what Senator +Tait had said of her father's impending doom, and her rapture was a +heartbreak to him--a final irony. + +As they issued from the green cave of the forest and walked down to the +State Road to take the saddle, a motor came along. Two men were in it. +The driver stopped the car in front of Persis, and the other man lifted +his hat. It disclosed a shock of brindle hair and half of one eyebrow +gone. + +"Can you tell me if this road leads to Briarcliff?" he asked. + +"Yes, I think so," Persis answered. + +"Thank you, Miss Cabot," he called out, as the car whirred away. + +Persis stared after him in amazement. "Now who was that? How did he know +my name?" + +"By your pictures in the papers," Forbes suggested. + +"No," said Persis; "I've met him somewhere. Oh, I know. He's a reporter +on the--some paper. Lord, I hope he didn't misconstrue our being here. I +didn't like the grin on his face." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII + + +The reporter's fleering smile and his acidulous "Thank you, Miss Cabot," +convinced Persis that the man had, with the sophistication reporters +learn too well, put the worst possible interpretation on her forest +promenade with Forbes. This was all that it needed to turn her +disappointment into dismay, her bewilderment into panic. She had lost +rhythm with her life and the world. + +She thrust one boot into its stirrup, swung the other across the saddle, +and jerked her horse's head impatiently. Her temper threw his motor +machinery out of gear, and he found himself with at least two too many +feet. He bolted and sidled in a ragged syncopated gait, snorting and +flinging his head angrily. She could not get him into meter with himself +or her, or with the horse that Forbes brought clattering alongside. + +At first she had felt infinitely sorry for Forbes and indignant only at +the fate that made him poor. As she rode her fretful horse she began to +feel infinitely sorry for herself and indignant at Forbes. He had +permitted her to think that he had ample means. He had encouraged her to +love him seriously. Her resentment was the fierce resentment people feel +when those they love and idealize do not live up to the standards set +for them. + +Forbes had come into her life like a bull sauntering into a china shop. +A moment before his entrance everything was arranged, orderly, +exquisite, and formal--a little cold, perhaps, but charmingly definite. +Now everything was crashing about her. She must walk warily among the +fragments or she would suffer. + +Persis was an orderly soul, and had not suspected that she was also a +passionate one. She was more like Forbes than either of them understood. +For all the deep intensity of his nature, training had made him first +the soldier. In battle he was the fiery warrior; but battles were +infrequent, and almost all his days had been spent in acquiring and +instilling precision, exactness in the manual of arms, rectitude in the +lines of drill formations, perfection in uniform and equipment, in the +company books and reports--everywhere. + +So Persis had acquired from infancy the rituals of household service, +the proprieties and their observance, the arrangement of ceremonies, +social book-keeping. And now she was discovering what a disorganizer +love is, what an anarch among plans, what a smasher of china. + +Before the advent of Forbes she had almost given up the expectation of +love. Then out of nothing the fates evoked this man. If he had confessed +even a pittance of twenty-five thousand a year, that would have meant at +worst "love in a cottage"--cottage being an elastic word. Friends of +hers owned cottages of palatial dimensions. But two thousand a +year--with a prospect of twenty-four hundred a year! She simply could +not imagine it. + +She tried to mask her anger under an unusually cheerful manner. She +spoke with approval of the landscape, chattered vivaciously about +everything, and all the while was burning with resentment. It was small +wonder that Forbes felt the blight of her wrath when the very horses +knew of it. The most determined politeness can never imitate the fine +flower and bouquet of genuine enthusiasm. But what could Forbes say to +set things right? The one effective speech would have been a declaration +of independent means, a smiling disclaimer of poverty: "I was only +joking; I am really very rich." + +That would have re-established the _entente_. But that was the one thing +Forbes could not say. He rode on at Persis' side, a silent and dejected +prisoner of circumstances, a spy captured in the enemy's camp in the +enemy's uniform. + +Eventually they reached the Enslee place--the mountain that was +Enslee's, with the stately pleasure dome he had decreed there. The +majesty of it belittled Forbes still more. The beauty of it shamed him. + +They trotted across the granite bridge and urged the horses to the +ascent. + +The horses plodded doggedly up and up, and the beauty of every spot as +they reached it wore away Persis' anger. It was difficult to feel a +bitterness against anybody, even against the fates, when they permitted +some aromatic shrub to throw an almost visible veil of perfume about +her, and another to dandle before her eyes a smiling throng of blossoms +almost audibly singing like clustered cherubim. The mere dapple of +shadow and sun-splash was felicity, and the white road that curved among +its lawns was voluptuously sinuous, like a tawny Cleopatra on a green +divan or one of Titian's high-hipped Venuses. + +The gardening was formal, the swards were shaved, the trees seemed to +have been whisk-broomed, the shrubs had been curled and scented; but +they were beautiful, and only wealth could have collected them or kept +them at their best. And above them all loomed the house, a chateau of +stately charm enthroned in beauty. + +Forbes saw how good it was, and coveted it. But it was as if Naboth, the +soldier, had envied David, the King, his garden. Persis also saw how +good it was, and she could possess it all, become the chatelaine of this +place. + +She spoke her thought aloud: + +"It's this sort of thing, Harvey, that I love and need--beautiful things +and plenty of them." + +"I understand," Forbes groaned. + +"If only you could get them for us!" + +"If only I could!" + +A little farther she checked her horse, whose trunk was heaving like a +bellows. It was in a little colonnade of trees with an arched roof of +green leaves in more than Gothic confusion. Birds were everywhere, +fluting, fighting, and building. + +"Listen to them, Harvey," Persis murmured, with a kind of sad joy, as he +reined in alongside. "It's their courtship-time, too. And the male bird +is the better dressed of the two." + +Forbes noted how sweet her throat was as it arched back; and the under +surface of her chin, how beautiful. They were no longer his to admire, +and bitterness came into his heart. His smile was close to a sneer as he +said: + +"The males put on their Sunday best and pour out their finest songs, and +the lady bird chooses, they say, the one that wears the best clothes." + +She gave him a look that was both rebuking and rebuked, and urged her +horse along. But a little later her response to beauty filled her again +with the contentment of repletion, and she checked her horse by the +marble-walled pool, whose surface was broken and circled here and there +by gleaming red fish with lacy fins and tails; they were darting and +leaping in acrobatic ecstasies. + +"They're making love, too, I suppose," Persis said, a trifle anxiously. + +And he was still aggrieved enough to answer: "And the fish ladies also +select the gentleman with the most gold." + +She stared at him a moment, hurt and shamed. Then she flung back at him: + +"Then you oughtn't to blame us--us other females for making the wisest +choice we can. It must be a law of nature." + +"It must be," he sighed, so humbly that she regretted her victory. She +would have put out her hand to comfort him, but she saw above them +Willie Enslee leaning across the balustrade. She lifted her horse into a +jog-trot, and they rode into the court, where a chauffeur waited to take +the horses to the stable. + +Willie greeted them in his whiniest tone. + +"Where on earth were you? We've been home for ages." + +"We got off the main road," Persis said, as she climbed the steps, +followed by Forbes, "and the horses were tired and--" + +"I was awfully anxious. I was about to start out to look for you." + +"There was no occasion to be anxious." + +"Besides, your father telephoned you." + +"My father! Is he back in New York?" + +"No; he telephoned from Chicago. He was just leaving on the twenty-hour +train. He couldn't wait till you got back." + +"What did he have to say?" + +"Lots." Willie looked uneasily at Forbes, as if he were in the way. + +"I'll be changing for dinner," Forbes said, with uncomfortable haste. + +"You'd better be cooking the dinner," Willie said. "Winifred is counting +on your soldierly experience to help her out." + +So Forbes went to the kitchen to salute and report for duty. As he +entered the house he looked back to see Enslee leading Persis toward the +marble steps to the little temple where he proposed regularly. + +Forbes' heart thudded heavily in his breast. He felt helpless to protest +or intervene in any way. Persis was up at auction. He had bidden her in +under a misapprehension of the upset price, and she was put back for +sale again. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX + + +As she mounted the steps with Willie, Persis felt something of Forbes' +regret. She was a slave on the block, and the man she wanted for owner +was crowded from the mart. + +"What did father have to say?" she asked, in a dull tone already +despairing. + +"I--I--it wasn't very pleasant." + +"Hand it to me." + +"He said to break it to you gently." + +"Well, speak up, Willie. Break it! For the Lord's sake, break it!" + +"Sit down, won't you?" He led her to a bench in the temple. "I hardly +know where to begin." + +"Begin at the ending." + +"Well, you see, your poor governor--" + +"Has lost all his money?" + +"Well, yes--in a way." + +"It's getting to be rather a habit with the poor old boy, isn't it? Is +he smashed up badly?" + +"Pretty badly." + +"The house in town and the country place will have to go?" + +"I'm afraid so." + +"The cars and the horses--my car, too?" + +"Looks like it." + +"Then I needn't worry about it's being a last year's model," she +laughed. Willie stared at her admiringly. + +"Gad, but you're a good loser." + +"I try to be; an easy winner, an easy loser. I'm awfully sorry for +father, though. Did you--did you tell him anything?" + +"I told him we were engaged." + +She shivered and mumbled, "What did he say to that?" + +"He seemed immensely relieved. He said, 'God bless her.' His voice was +very faint, but I think that's what he said." + +"Perhaps he said, 'God help her.'" + +"Maybe he did," Willie sighed. "Anyway, we're to meet him in town +to-morrow." + +He stared at her with hungry eyes, and his little lean fingers crept +toward the exquisite hand of hers that lay supine, relaxed, with +upturned fingers like the petals of an open rose. He took that flower in +his hands timidly. She looked down into his famished eyes and smiled +pitifully--perhaps a little for him, certainly for herself. + +He overestimated the tenderness in her gaze and squeezed her fingers in +his. She winced and drew her hand away. + +"I'm awfully sorry I hurt you," he said. + +"It was this ring again," she explained, though she had not meant to say +the "again." + +"My ring? Our ring?" he murmured, with such joy that her sportsmanship +compelled a last effort at playing fair. + +"Under the circumstances," she said, "I think I'd better return it to +you--with thanks for the loan." + +"I don't want it back!" he gasped. "I won't have it back." + +"You didn't agree to marry a beggar." + +"I want to marry you--just you," he pleaded. "The engagement stands." + +"You're terribly polite, but I can't--not for charity." + +"Charity--bosh!" he stormed. "I can't get along without you. You +couldn't get along without a lot of money, Persis. If--if you'll let the +engagement stand I'll put your father on his feet again. I'll--I'll do +anything." + +"How put him on his feet? I thought he was smashed?" + +"He went to Chicago to raise a lot of money. He couldn't. He's coming +back to face the music. It's a funeral march unless--unless--well, I +could take up his obligations. I don't understand it very well myself, +to say nothing of explaining it to you. But I've got a lot of money, and +money is what your father's enemies want. He'll be all right if he's +tided over the shallow places. So for my sake and your governor's, let +me announce the engagement." + +"Think what people would say. It looks so hideously mercenary on my +part." + +"We can prove that we were engaged before this thing threatened. +Everybody will have to confess it's a true love match on both sides. +Please, please, Persis! pretty please!" + +She resigned herself to all the shames she foresaw, and sighed: + +"All right, Willie, it will brace Dad up a bit." + +"Is he the only one you think of?" Willie pouted. "Haven't you a word +of--of love for me?" He wrung her hands in his little claws again, and +they set her nerves on edge. She wanted to shriek her detestation of her +plight; but she controlled herself enough to keep down her feelings. She +could not, however, mimic love where she felt loathing--the best she +could do was to mumble: + +"We can't very well play a love scene up here before everybody, can we? +I may feel more enthusiastic when I've had a bath and a change of +costume." + +She broke from him and hurried down the steps. He overtook her half-way +to plead: + +"Let me announce our engagement now--to the people here." + +"Not now," she pleaded; "not here!" And she ran on. But he followed +chuckling. He had a great dramatic idea. + + + + +CHAPTER XL + + +That was an extraordinary dinner. The famished aristocracy hovered about +the kitchen porch like waifs, pleading for the privilege of assisting. +Ten Eyck wanted to scour the cake-dish or put raisins in something. He +and the rest were set to work dusting the palatial dining-hall and +bringing forth the best Enslee plate. Willie stood by and warned them to +be careful. He was in so triumphant a humor that he felt nearly like +breaking something himself. + +When at last the board was decked, the candelabra alight, fresh flowers +lavished everywhere, and chairs arranged, the guests were ravenous. + +"Do we dress for dinner?" said Ten Eyck. Winifred threw a boiled potato +at him. It grazed Mrs. Neff, who swore splendidly and was prepared to +respond with a mop when disarmed. + +It was one of the necessities of the feast that the entire body of +guests should be also the corps of waiters. The service would have +appalled the shabbiest butler. There were woeful collisions at the +deadly swinging doors; wine-glasses that had been made in Bohemia and +monogrammed there were splintered. A wonderful soup-tureen of historic +associations was juggled and lost. It fell on a venerable rug of every +color except spilled soup. The tureen was picked up empty and badly +dented. + +But nothing could check the riot. There were battles around the +serving-tables in the kitchen and the pantry and at the sideboard. Those +who got their plates filled rushed to their places like fed dogs +dispersing each with its bone. + +Winifred was exhausted by her long day's work. She made no pretense of +toilet, but followed her viands in and slumped into her chair with +sleeves rolled up, knees apart, and the general collapsed look of cooks. + +Forbes had taken off his coat for his kitchen work. Winifred would not +let him put it on again. + +"My butler and footmen eat with their livery on the back of their +chairs," she said. "We'll make this a regular banquet in the servants' +hall." + +The idea pleased everybody but Willie. They had all happened into the +servants' dining-rooms during the meals of those weary ministers, so now +they sprawled and gobbled and chattered in the best imitation they could +improvise. + +"Our own people are probably eating at our own tables at home," said +Mrs. Neff, "and passing scandal with every plate." + +"There's the one thing missing to make this a true servant's soiree," +said Ten Eyck--"a lot of down-stairs gossip. I am now Willie's man: +'Whatever do you suppose I turned up this morning whilst I was unpacking +the mahster's bag after his trip to Philadelphia--a receipted bill for +five-and-twenty dollars for Mr. and Mrs. William Jones, one night's +lodging, so 'elp me!'" + +Everybody glanced at Willie, but he giggled. "You flatter me." + +Alice, with the sophistication that young women have apparently always +had except in fiction, put up her hand reprovingly to Ten Eyck. + +"No depravity, no depravity! Remember my young mother is present. Now +I'm our second man talking to my maid: 'My Missus, for all she's so +crool to her darling dorter Aluss, do you knaow the hour she come in +lawst night? Nao? Four o'clock this mornin', she did! Strike me if she +didn't!'" + +Mrs. Neff smiled and retaliated: "Now I'm Alice's Hibernian maid: 'At +that the ould shrew had nothin' on Miss Aluss. Whilst her mother was +toorkey-trattin', wasn't the darlin' child after tahkin' four dollars' +worth of baby-tahk over the telephone to that young bosthoon of a Stowe +Webb.'" + +"How on earth did you find out?" said Alice. + +Mrs. Neff's answer was further revelation of the domestic secret +service: "It's a nice little colleen, Aluss is, and pays me liberal for +smooglin' notes in and out of the house. And then the ould woman pays me +still more liberal to bring the notes to her first. It's a right careful +mother she is." + +Alice stared in horror, and Mrs. Neff tee-hee'd like a malicious little +girl. Winifred came to Alice's rescue with a cross-fire: + +"Now I'm Mrs. Neff's secretary talking to my little niece's governess." + +"Help, help!" cried Mrs. Neff. "No fair, Winifred. I had to discharge +the cat. If you dare, I'll give an imitation of your laundress talking +to--" + +"I surrender," said Winifred, hastily. + +"Go on," said Ten Eyck. "As Connie Ediss sang, 'It all comes out in the +wash.'" + +Mrs. Neff put up her hand. "As official duenna of this family, I think +we'd better change the game or put out the lights." + +"That's a fine idea!" said Ten Eyck. "A game of tag in the dark." + +"Not in my dark!" said Willie, sternly, with a calm incisiveness that +surprised everybody and ended the project before it was begun. + +Ten Eyck complained: "We came here to be rid of the spying servants, and +we've been more respectable than ever." + +"Crowds are almost always respectable," said Mrs. Neff, "unless they're +drunk." + +"Everybody is almost always respectable," said Ten Eyck. "Even the worst +of us only sin for a few minutes at a time. A murder takes but a +moment, and thieves are notorious loafers. This talk of a life of sin is +mostly rot, I think. Sin is a spasm, not a life." + +"It's the remorse and the atonement that make up the life," said Mrs. +Neff. + +"Good Lord, how funereal we are," said Persis, "talking about sin and +spasms and remorse when the flowers are blooming and the moonlight is +pounding on the windows! We ought to be--" + +"Washing the dishes," said Winifred, rising. "Come on, the all of youse, +clear up this mess and get into the suds. Persis and Mrs. Neff and Alice +are the dish-washing squad to-night, and Willie and Murray can wipe them +dry." + +"We haven't had our smoke yet," protested Mrs. Neff. A respite was +granted for this. + +Everybody smoked but Alice. + +"What's the matter with you, Alice?" said Winifred. "Sore throat?" + +Alice shrugged her shoulders and answered, "Ask my awful mother." + +Mrs. Neff flicked the ashes off her cigarette. "My father always used to +tell my brothers that tobacco wouldn't hurt them if they didn't smoke +till they were twenty-one. I think it applies to women also." + +"Great heavens!" said Winifred, pretending to put away her cigarette, +"I've ruined my life. No wonder I'm wasting away." + +"Eighteen is the legal age for women," said Ten Eyck. + +Winifred resumed her cigarette with a mock childishness. "Then I can +just qualify. I was eighteen last--" + +"Last century, my dear?" Mrs. Neff cooed. + +"For that you can scrub the pots and pans, darling," Winifred crooned. +"And I was going to let you off with the wine-glasses. Another crack +like that and I'll have you stoking the range." + +"I am a martyr in the cause of truth," Mrs. Neff groaned. "Come on; +let's get it over with." + +Winifred was a sharp taskmaster, and so bulky that none of the women +dared to disobey. Nor the men either. Forbes was for helping Persis and +saving her delicate hands, but Winifred would not have him in the pantry +at all: + +"The little snojer cooked the dinner, and he gets a furlough. If I could +trust the rest of you I'd walk with him in the moonlight and let him +hold my dainty white mitt in his manly clasp." + +Forbes was banished, and spent his exile pacing up and down smoking and +peering in at the window, where Persis, aproned and wet-armed and with a +speck of soot on her nose, buried her jeweled fingers in greasy +dish-water, and smoked the while her customary cigarette. She was more +fascinating than ever to Forbes, whose mind kept ringing the domestic +chimes. + +When the kitchen and dining-room chores were done to the satisfaction of +Winifred, who demanded as much of her amateur scullions as she would +have demanded of her own servants, they were all exhausted. Returning to +the living-room, they sprawled in those inelegant attitudes that tired +laborers assume. Their minds were jaded with their muscles. + +"I never understood before why my servants are so snappy at night," said +Mrs. Neff. "If anybody speaks to me I'll cry." + +"Pull down your skirts, at least, mother," said Alice. + +"They're too far away," sighed Mrs. Neff. "And nobody's interested in my +old legs." + +Alice, with the fierce decency of the young, rose wearily, bent down, +put her mother's ankles together, and covered them with the skirt. + +"Isn't it odd," sighed Mrs. Neff, "how we pretend that old people must +go along to chaperon the young? It ought to be the other way about." + +Alice was too tired to get up. She sank on the floor and laid her head +on her mother's knee. And Mrs. Neff put out a thin, white hand upon the +girl's soft hair. + +"It's a nice little girl, sometimes," she sighed. + +"And it would be a nice little mother," said Alice, "if--" + +"Don't say it, my child. He's not the man for you at all. I know best. +I'm thinking of your happiness." Alice shrugged a skeptical comment. + +Her mother went on: "Do you remember how you had all the chocolate +creams you wanted--once? You couldn't look at one for a year after. +Well, living on love alone is like trying to live on chocolate creams +alone. And he couldn't afford even to keep you in chocolate creams." + +Alice made no answer. She sat studying her own thoughts. + +Forbes felt a sudden kinship with Alice's absent lover and beloved, this +Stowe Webb, whose crime was lack of money. He imagined that Persis' +mother had told her the same cold things that Alice was hearing now. He +began to believe that many daughters must hear such financial talk +against love from their mothers. He had heard so many married women +scoff at love as a delusion. He wondered if, after all, it were not +really man, rather than woman, who is the romantic animal. + +"Men," he pondered, "write the great poems and the great romances, paint +the great pictures, fight the great fights against nature and ignorance +and oppression and poverty. They compose the great music, supply the +demand for love songs and love stories, and build the places to love in. +Then they lay their wealth and ambition and achievement at the feet of +little women, and each little woman selects from those that gather at +her feet the one that she thinks will dress her best and house her best +and give her the best time." + +He had read much in books, written chiefly by gallant gentlemen whose +flattery was greater than their accuracy, that woman was a slave, a toy, +a plaything, a victim of man's cruelty. Now he began to believe that in +the vast bulk of instances the reverse was true. The little women set +their feet on the men's necks and rode upon their shoulders, and when +they were displeased pulled the men's hair, poked fingers into their +eyes, or abandoned them entirely. + +He felt again what he had felt when he studied Fifth Avenue and its +womankind; for every woman's finery some man pays. Woman was the +grasping sex, the exacting, yet extravagant sex. The eternal feminine +was the eternal calculatrix. + +He had wondered what these women paid for what they got from men. He +believed now that he had found the answer. They paid with their bodies, +their kisses, the encircling of arms, the cooing of tender words. In +return for so much money they granted permission to spend yet more. + +He studied Persis; how beautiful she was, how soft and gracile, how apt +to endearments! Yet she held herself at a price, at a high price, and +called it pride, self-protection. What was it but self-exploitation? + +Yet what man ever desired an object less because it was beyond his +means? Persis was certainly no less adorable to Forbes because he could +not buy her. He would have to get along without her. But, having once +held her in his arms while she held him in hers, he would never cease to +desire her. Like the father of a spendthrift child, he rather felt +ashamed of himself for being incompetent to meet her demands, than +contemned her for making them. + +After a while of silent meditation Mrs. Neff spoke up, briskly: + +"There's only one thing that would rest me, and that's a tango. Where +are those records we bought this afternoon?" + +On the homeward way the motor party had passed a shop where disks were +kept, and had bought up the entire visible supply of latter-day tunes to +replace the dances of yesteryear. There was general agreement that it +was high time to turkey-trot again. + +"I'll run the machine," said Winifred. "Bob Fielding isn't here, and +I'll be true to his memory for a dance or two." + +"I choose to dance with Major General Forbes," said Mrs. Neff, "unless +he's otherwise engaged." + +"Before we dance," said Willie, "I have an announcement to make. Ladies +and gentlemen, so to speak"--he cleared his throat and ran his fingers +round inside his tight collar--"I am about to--er--give birth--er--to an +after-dinner speech--my first and only." + +"Hear! Hear!" + +"Some time ago Miss Persis--er--Cabot, whom you all know, did me +the--er--unspeakable honor of consenting to become Mrs. +William--er--Enslee. Circumstances rendered it--er--advisable to +defer--er--the publication of the glorious--er--news, so to speak. But +Miss Cabot has to-night given me--er--permission to announce--" + +"I have not!" Persis broke in; but Willie put up his hand. + +"Order in the court--er! Anyway, now you know the worst. You behold in +me the happiest man on--er--earth." + +There was a round of applause, and Ten Eyck proposed "three lusty chahs +and a tigress for the--er--bride and--er--groom--er." + +Forbes felt as if a shell full of shrapnel had burst at his feet. +Military instinct brought his heels together, and he stood as erect as +Dreyfus did when they tore the buttons from his tunic and snapped his +sword in two before him. He stared at the revel that broke out around +Persis and Enslee. In his eyes it had something of the hideousness of +savages dancing. It was a torture dance, and he was the man at the +stake. + + + + +CHAPTER XLI + + +Forbes tried to smile, but his muscles seemed unable to support his +lips. He heard much noise, yet distinguished nothing till he seemed to +wake suddenly at finding Willie Enslee smirking up at him. + +"You haven't congratulated me, Mr. Ward--er--Forbes." + +Forbes seized Enslee's small hand and wrung it, and said in a tone more +fitted to condolence: + +"I do congratulate you, indeed, and Miss Cabot, I--I congratulate her." + +He tried to look at her, but Willie was clinging to his hand and +driveling on: "I want to thank you for--er--at least trying to save her +when her horse bolted this morning. They told me you were--er--quite +splendid, and I take it as a--er--personal favor." + +"Don't mention it, please." + +"And now let's--er--dance," said Willie. "I will dance with the blushing +bride, if you don't mind. Let 'er go, Winifred." + +Winifred set off the Victrola, and a blare of nasal cacophony broke from +the machine imitating a steamboat whistle; then ensued a negroid music +of infinite inappropriateness to Forbes' tragic mood. He saw the woman +who loved him, and whom he loved, tagged and claimed by a contemptible +pygmy, the accidental inheritor of wealth. He saw his beautiful Persis +in the fellow's incompetent arms and her body drooping over him as if he +had carried her off in a kind of burlesque rape of the Sabines. The +music was not Wagnerian epopee, nor were the words something from +Sophokles; it was a romping ditty about + + 'Way down on the lev-ee + In old Alabam-y, + There's daddy and mam-my, + There's Ephraim and Sam-my + On a moon-light night. + +Forbes felt Mrs. Neff's presence in front of him. Her wiry arms clutched +him and danced him away. She was chattering reproaches because he had +not taken her advice and captured Persis for himself. And her unwitting +irony ran on against the words that Alice and Ten Eyck were singing as +they danced: + + Watch them shuf-flin' along, + See them shuf-flin' along. + Go take your best--gal--real--pal, + Go down to the lev-ee, + I said to the lev-ee, + And join that shuf-flin' throng. + Hear that mu-sic and song. + It's simply great--O mate. + Waitin' on the levee, waitin' for the _Robert E. Lee_. + +Forbes felt a ribaldry in the whole situation, an intolerable contumely. +He watched Persis darting here and there as Willie urged her. The little +whelp could not keep time to the music, and his possession of Persis was +as grotesque as the presence of a gargoyle on a cathedral. But +cathedrals are thick with gargoyles, and life is full of such pairings. + +For the second dance Forbes demanded Persis, and she granted him the +privilege with some terror; the look on his face had alarmed her. + +The music now celebrated "dancing with the Devil; oh, the little Devil! +dancing at the Devil's ball." There was a fiend raging in Forbes' heart, +and something infernal in the frenzy with which he whipped Persis this +way and that. + +"Why didn't you tell me?" he groaned. "Why didn't you warn me? The last +I knew was that you and I were to be married. And suddenly that man +speaks up and claims you. And you don't deny it. What in God's name does +it mean?" + +"Not so loud, my love!" + +"'My love?'" he quoted. "You can call me that?" + +"You're not going to make a scene, are you?" she whispered, trembling in +his arms. + +"A scene!" he laughed. "Is that your greatest terror in life?" + +"One of them." + +"You intended to marry him, and you let me kiss you! Were you simply +making a fool of me?" + +("_At the Devil's ball, at the Devil's ball._") + +"No, Harvey, no! I love you. It is you that were making a fool of me. I +can explain, but I don't think you would understand." + +("_I saw the cute Mrs. Devil, so pretty and fat._") + +"When will you explain?" + +"The first chance I get." + +("_Dressed in a beautiful fireman's hat._") + +"To-night?" + +"I don't dare. Willie is going to stand guard, as he said he would. +Seeing you dancing with Mrs. Neff, he was just telling me what a joke it +would be to lock you out. He's going to pretend to go to bed. Then he's +going to slip down-stairs, lock the front door, and wait till you and +Mrs. Neff come back. Isn't it ridiculous?" + +("_Dancing with the Devil; oh, the little Devil!_") + +"Everything on earth is ridiculous, but nothing is so ridiculous as I +am." + +"Don't say that, dear." + +"'Dear!'" he echoed, bitterly. "When do I see you, I say?" + +("_Dancing at the Devil's Ball._") + +"There's no chance." + +"Then I'll make one. I'll--I'll come to your room." + +"Oh, in Heaven's name, are you mad? Or do you think I am? Mrs. Neff's +room adjoins mine. She could hear the softest whisper." + +"Then let Willie Enslee lock us out." + +She saw that he was in a frenzy. He had the bit in his teeth. He would +bolt in a moment. She thought hard and swiftly. Then she said: + +"There's just one way. When I was playing chambermaid to-day I wandered +about and found the servant's stairway in the service wing. It leads +down into the kitchen. We could get from there into the dining-room and +the drawing-room. There's a great window there--well cut off from view. +I don't think Willie or anybody would see us there. Listen for Willie's +door, and when he has gone down into the front hall, slip out and tiptoe +down the service stairs to the kitchen and wait for me there. Will you?" + +It was a nauseating role to play; but he was bent upon making a last +appeal to her before they returned to town on the morrow. He whispered +his assent to the elaborate deceit, and made a whirlwind of the last +measures of the tune, "Dancing with the devil; oh, the little Devil! +dancing at the Devil's ball!" + +And then he and Persis, dizzy on the swirling floor, reeled to chairs +and sat gasping for breath. Mrs. Neff, passing on Willie's arm, urged +Forbes to give Alice the next dance, and he obeyed, surrendering Persis +to Enslee, who was so elate with triumph that only the braggart pomp of +the tango could express him. + +Alice was lonely and forlorn, and so much in Forbes' mood that they were +unintentional parodies on each other. Forbes remembered his talk with +Senator Tait, and, feeling that Alice was desperately in need of +comfort, told her the whole conversation. If she resented the discussion +of her affairs and her mother's plans, she kept silent; but when he told +her that Senator Tait had vowed to help her defeat Mrs. Neff's +match-making plot by giving Stowe Webb a position she became a maenad of +joy. She italicized every other word, and declared herself insanely +grateful. She declared now that she simply idolized the Senator, and had +always thought him the most adorable of men in every respect except the +quality of husband. + +"I'm afraid he won't give Mr. Webb much of a salary to begin with," +Forbes said, to moderate her fantastic hopes. + +"Oh, I don't care how little it is," Alice panted, "so long as it's +enough for us two to live on, if we have to live in a Harlem flat eleven +stories high and no elevator!" + +She made so startling a contrast with Persis that Forbes regretted +thinking her shallow and hysterical. Under her volatile explosiveness +was evidently a deep store of loyalty, as under Persis' reposeful manner +was a shifty uncertainty, a terror of consequences. "Still waters run +deep" was plainly as fallible as any other proverb, for very shallow +ponds may lie very calm, and very spluttering geysers may come from far +underground. + +But it is one thing to approve and quite another to love. Forbes admired +Alice, but he loved Persis. He approved Alice as much as he distrusted +Persis. But he loved Persis. + + + + +CHAPTER XLII + + +There were not many more dances before Willie, in his new capacity of +Benedick-to-be, declared for early closing hours, and ordered his guests +off to bed, warning them that the next morning the caravan would set out +on its return betimes in order that Persis might "break the news to her +father as soon as he got back." So Willie phrased it, and flattered +himself that it was rather considerate and tactful to put it so. + +When good-nights were said, and Forbes had gone to his room, Ten Eyck +came in to smoke a night-cap cigar. His words were congratulatory, but +his intent was sympathetic. + +"You looked a bit cut up, old boy," he said, "when Willie, with his +usual tact, exploded the news of his marriage. I hope you weren't hit +too hard. I warned you, you know." + +"I know," said Forbes; "I promised you I wouldn't take Miss Cabot +seriously. I--I admit I was surprised. That's all. And it rather shocks +me to think of so--so--of her tying up with a man like Enslee. That's +all." + +"It's her own choice," said Ten Eyck. "And it's a good choice. She can't +bankrupt the Enslee estates, and she'll earn all she squanders. Being +the wife of Willie Enslee is not going to be any sinecure, believe me. + +"And the sooner she's married to Enslee and beyond your reach, the +better for your peace of mind and the efficiency of the U. S. A. Get +back on the job, Forbesy. You're too important a man to be wasting +yourself even on a siren like Persis. I believe in sirens, and I like to +hear 'em sing; but they don't convince me one little minute, and I drop +anchor at a safe distance from the reef. Promise me you won't let Persis +haunt you. Get yourself a pretty canary and forget the siren, eh what?" + +"That's the best of advice," Forbes assented. + +He thought that he sounded convinced; but Ten Eyck shook his head and +masked a sigh as a yawn. + +"Am I as deadly as all that? And papa always told me that the man who +gives the best of advice might better have saved his breath for blowing +out his candle. Instead of more advice I will now do so. Good night!" + +And he closed his door. + +Forbes knew that Ten Eyck was right, and told himself so. He told +himself that common decency, self-respect, Persis-respect, and respect +for the rights of a host and a fiance forbade him to keep tryst with +Persis. And having resolved that the one thing he ought not to do was to +sneak down the servants' stairs, he sneaked down the servants' +stairs--after he had put out his light, opened his door delicately, and +waited till he heard Enslee open his door and tiptoe down to the +entrance hall. + +As Forbes waited in that least poetic of bowers, the kitchen, he felt +like a thief. He had abundant time for pondering what a destroyer of +dignity love is. But Persis came at last, and so silently and so vaguely +through the moonlight that he could hardly believe her to be more than a +phantom. + +She gave him a hand, however, that was warm and human, and when he +caught her in his arms and she yielded rather than struggle, her body +was as real as rose-leaves and lilies, a delight to his embrace; and her +cheek such a sweetmeat to his lips that he dismissed all scruples as +follies beneath contempt. + +When she had extricated herself from his clasp she took his hand and led +him through the butler's pantry and its swinging door, across the +moonlit dining-room, through a majestic somber portal into a cave of +black gloom, which was the salon. + +"Have you a match?" she whispered. "If you haven't I have." + +"I have a cigar-lighter," he whispered. + +He snapped the little engine, and a small, blue flame threw a sickly +light that helped them to find a channel through the islands of chairs +and divans and tables, to the lofty hangings masking the windows. + +The wee taper gave Forbes a glimpse as well of the place he was in. + +This superb chamber had not been opened to the present guests. It was +still in its winter garb, the portraits in shrouds, and chairs and +tables disguised in winding sheets. There was the hint of a mortuary +vault about the place. The walls were of Istrian stone hung with gray +tapestries of unhappy lovers. The floor was of marble devoid of +rugs--they were rolled up against the walls like mummies. The mantel was +a huge carved structure. In this dull light it might have been a funeral +monument. Noises seemed to be repeated here with spooky comment, and to +Forbes the spirit in the air was ominous. + +Persis knew the room well, and remembered it as she had first seen it +glowing with color, flooded with sunlight, and crowded with gorgeous +people; she did not feel the oppression that weighed on Forbes. + +To her it was a clandestine romance--the sort of poetic encounter she +had read about in ever so many books. Her heart was beating with terror +of discovery and ecstasy of adventure. When she gained the window she +reached up and persuaded the hangings back on gently tinkling rings. A +well of moonlight was revealed--a broad, padded seat in front of a tall +mullioned window. Within the window was a smaller window, and she swung +this back. + +Into the dreary air of the unvisited room flowed a little brook of +perfumed breeze scented with the lilacs it streamed across. It shook +with all gentleness the hair about Persis' face and the soft lace around +her throat. For now she was not in boyish riding-duds with collar and +cravat, but in the exquisite trifle of a silken house gown she had put +on for dinner. + +She was so beautiful in Forbes' eyes that the very faults he had found +in her seemed to enhance her. The absence of utility and reliability and +other homely virtues seemed to leave her the unmarred unity of futile, +fragile loveliness. But this was the fantasy of the moment only. She had +no sooner spoken than she was committed to something more than a vision +for the eyes. + +She smiled at him, and he gathered her up into his arms once more and +gave and took a blindly sweet kiss from her smiling lips. + +When he released her from this constraint she sighed luxuriously: + +"Well, Harvey, it seems as if all the happiness in the world had to be +sneaked, doesn't it?" + +Instantly he realized again the dishonesty of their communion. + +"Is that your creed?" he groaned. + +"It's my experience. Stolen fruit, you know--" + +"I hate stolen fruit. I want to have the right to own--you." + +"You do--pretty nearly." + +"I want everybody to know it. I want you to be my wife. It's not too +late, if you love me." + +"Oh, there's no question of that, for I do love you. You are--it's funny +how hard it is to find new expressions for anything you really mean, +isn't it? All I can think of is the same old comic-paper line: you are +the only man I ever loved. But--oh, Lord, if you only had a little more +money! For I sha'n't have any, Harvey. My father can't give me any. I've +just found that out. He can't get enough to save himself. I can get +enough for us both if I take Willie. + +"It's horrible talk, Harvey, but it's business. It's for your sake as +much as mine. If I married you I'd drive you mad. I'd rather have you +hate me lovingly, as you do now, than have you hate me loathingly, as +you would if I became a millstone round your neck. You'd be faithful and +work hard and try to love me, but I'd be simply unendurable. + +"My brother--you haven't met him; he's loafing through college--he knows +more about sport than he does about books. He's always talking about +prize-fighters and class. He's always telling about some poor fellow +getting knocked senseless because he strayed out of his class. I +remember one brilliant welterweight champion who lasted only one round +with a broken-down heavyweight. My brother said the welterweight got +what was coming to him because he hadn't intelligence enough to stay +where he belonged. I'm trying to do that. I'm horribly tempted just to +fling everything to the winds and run away with you. I'm starving for +your love. My heart says, 'Put love before everything else--'" + +"Obey your heart!" Forbes broke in, at last. She shook her head. + +"But my brain says, 'Think of the long, long future!' A woman spends so +little of her married life with her husband. It's the long days that +count, the days she spends with other women, with rivalries, jealousies, +with economy, economy, economy. That's what I'm afraid of. Economy would +play the devil with me, Harvey. Two thousand a year and forage! I'm +afraid of it." + +"So you will marry this rich man. And then?" + +"Then I shall probably learn to hate him." + +"And to love somebody else?" + +"I shall never love anybody but you, Harvey. I've never told anybody +else my real mind as I have you, for I am trained to conceal--always to +conceal." + +"But don't conceal from yourself the failure you are going to make of +your life. No woman can play false to her heart and prosper. I beg you +not to despise my love." + +"Despise your love!" she cried. "It's myself I despise. Ah, Harvey, try +to understand me." + +"I can't! I can only warn you." + +"Oh, don't warn me! Don't lecture me! Just love me! Let's not think of +the future--it's always full of tragedy. If we married in all our love, +we should meet so much unhappiness! The most loving love matches I've +known have burned out--ended in divorces and open scandal, or scandal +concealed like ostriches for everybody to see and laugh at. Two people +fall in love and meet opposition and run away together to a preacher. +Then they have nobody to oppose them, so they oppose each other. And by +and by they run away from each other and don't meet till they get to a +divorce court in some small town to avoid the notoriety." + +"And you think that you will escape that by marrying without love?" + +"Yes. Because I don't expect love. I sha'n't expect Willie to be a +romantic saint, and then hate him for not living up to my +specifications." + +"But yourself--your body--you will give that to him?" + +She closed her eyes and turned ghastly white as she whispered: "I +suppose so. That's the usual price a woman pays, isn't it?" + +He flung her from him as something unclean, common, cheap. + +From the huddle she was in she whispered: + +"I understand. I--I don't blame you." + +There was a sort of burlesque saintliness about her meekness that +nauseated him. He did not realize that she forgave him because his rage +seemed a proof of his love. She would have forgiven him with bruised +lips if he had struck her in the face. + +He loathed himself for his vicious wrath, but he almost loathed her more +for compelling it. Yet when she got to her feet and stood clinging to +the velvet curtain, and mumbled: + +"It was better that this happened before we were married, wasn't it? And +now that you are cured of loving me I may go, mayn't I?" + +He stared at her; his lips parted to utter words he could not find; he +put out his hands, and she went back to his arms. And she cried a +little, not forgetting even in her grief to sob stealthily lest some one +hear. And he understood that, too, and hated her for her eternal +vigilance. Even while he kissed the brackish tears from her cheeks and +eyes he hated her for being so beautiful and so wise, so full of passion +and so discreet. + +She wept but a little while, and then she was quiet, reclining against +him in silence and meditating. + +And he pondered the mystery of his own behavior. A sense of duty and a +sense of honor had always guided his acts hitherto. This woman acted +upon him like the drug that doctors use for controlling violent patients +and the criminal insane; it leaves the senses all alive but annuls the +power of motion. + +Here he was, convinced to the very depths of his soul that it was +abominable to embrace the betrothed of another, yet he did not take his +arms from about her, he did not put her away from him. Instead, he held +her fast even when she made to go. And yet he blamed her. + +This much at least he accomplished in the long silence: he ceased to +blame Persis and accused himself, tried himself before the tribunal of +his own soul, and denounced himself as guilty of treason to himself and +her and the laws of the world. But he did not put her from him. + +And now, having condemned himself, he followed the usual program and +forgave himself. He bent down and kissed her forehead and her hair, and +tightened his arms about her. She did not answer his kiss. Once more he +felt, as in the sunlight by the brook, that he held only the shell of +her, while her soul--that other man's soul of her--was gone voyaging. + +But now it was in the cold of night, in the dark chill of a room long +closed up like a grave and her body was the only warmth in the room, or +in the world for him. It seemed to glow like an ember breathing rosily +in ashes. + +And now gradually desire grew imperious, the angry, sullen desire of +Tristan seeing his Isolde given to another man to wife. He burned with +resentment at the ill-treatment accorded him by the fates, who saved his +love and her love for this mockery, this money-infected, money-paralyzed +romance. His wrath rose in revolt against a world where such a sarcasm +was possible. The laws of the world became suspect with the mercy of the +world. The pangs of disprized love were so bitter that he began to claim +revenge, revenge especially on her. + +He clenched his arms about her with a new and different ardor--no longer +the sacred fervor of a lover who protects his affianced from himself, +but the outlaw that raids and desecrates. + +She understood and was afraid and fought against him, but her mutinous +love fought for him. And nature, and the moonlight, and the scented +breeze purring at the window fought for him. All her beauty clamored to +surrender. She was already lost when some last impulse of horror cried +out against the irreparable profanation. Even as her arms went round him +she murmured: + +"Help me! Harvey, help me!" + + + + +CHAPTER XLIII + + +In the panic of her soul there was just honor enough awake to raise that +prayer, and in the fury of his there was just honor enough left to +answer it. It was the one irresistible appeal she could have made--the +cry of "Help!" that never falls in vain on the ears of a man unless he +has become a beast--or a god. + +Mysteriously the almost stifled cry released from the dungeon of Forbes' +soul all the powers of decency; they took possession of him anew. His +senses and his muscles obeyed, and he was now so pure-hearted a defender +of Persis' integrity that he resisted even the little moan of almost +regret that escaped her tormented soul when he let her go. + +The aftermath of the ordeal was an ague of reaction. The blood seemed to +flow backward into her heart. She was overwhelmed with the terror one +feels for a disaster narrowly escaped, and with shame for the +realization that the credit was none of hers. + +Forbes did not take her in his arms, but contented himself with closing +out the breeze that seemed to have turned colder now, and with wrapping +about her quivering shoulders the heavy velvet of the curtain. + +Whatever other flaws she had, Persis was not marred by self-conceit. +Even her nobler motives she tended to reinterpret from some cynical +point of view. When she was calmer she spoke with that intelligence of +hers that always chilled Forbes' idealizing heart. + +"I can't tell you how grateful I am, Harvey, and how ashamed. I didn't +know I was so--so hopelessly like other people. I didn't know I could +forget myself so completely. But I've learned my lesson. I've had my +scare. And I must keep away from the edge of the cliff. We mustn't meet +alone this way any more, Harvey. I love you too well, and I don't want +to go altogether to the bad, do I? It isn't that I'm good; I'd love to +be good, but I'm afraid I wasn't meant to be. But I must be sensible. I +mustn't be a fool. A woman risks too much, Harvey. It's too hideously +unfair. The consequences would be nothing at all to you--and might be +utter destruction to me. I told you there were a hundred Persises in me. +And now I've seen one of them face to face that I never knew was there. +I've got to starve her to death. We mustn't meet alone any more, must +we?" + +He could not say anything without saying too much. So he simply shook +his head and pressed her hand, and, rising, led her from the niche of +peril. With his free hand he found his cigar-lighter and snapped it; but +it would not flame, and they stumbled through an archipelago of +furniture, jostling together, more afraid of contact with each other +than of any other danger. + +They walked into the wall, but, groping, found at last the door and +entered the dining-room again. The moonlight was gone, and the first +tide of daybreak was seeping through the windows. There was no +rose-color in this dawn. It promised to be a gray day. + +They hurried to the kitchen and came back indeed to life in its most +material surfaces, a chill, drab light beating upon pots and pans. + +They bade each other good night and good-by there; but their embrace was +appropriately matter-of-fact, galvanized ware upon cold iron. They +tiptoed wearily up the service stairway and into the main corridor +above. + +Here, too, there was daylight like dirty pond water. Persis went +stealthily to the railing of the stairway, and, glancing down, beckoned +to Forbes, who moved to her side and peered where she pointed. + +He saw that Willie Enslee, exhausted by his vigil, had fallen asleep on +a sumptuous divan. The divan would have honored a palace, and Willie's +pajamas were of silk, and his bathrobe was of brocaded silk. But after +all it was Willie Enslee that was in them. And he slept with his little +eyes clenched and his mouth ajar. And a cold cigarette was stuck to his +lower lip. + +Forbes was impelled to taunt her with a whispered: "There is your +husband. Go to him!" + +But when he looked at her she was so wan and pitiful that he could not +be as pitiless as the wan daylight was. She was making an advance +payment on her price; and she was shivering and lonely. So he kissed her +icy hands and whispered to her how beautiful she was and a sorrowful +"God bless you!" and sneaked back into his room, his bachelor room. + +Had he paused as once before to throw her another kiss, he would have +found her with her arms stretched out to him pleading for rescue from +the vision she had seen and the unspoken taunt she had understood. But +he did not look back, and she dared not knock at his door. The click of +his lock frightened her, and she fled to her room like a ghost surprised +by the morning. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIV + + +When Forbes shut the door upon Persis (and unwittingly shut out her +little gesture of appeal to come back, be stronger than she was, and +rescue her from herself in spite of herself) he looked from his room +upon a world that was just the colorless color of the glass in his +window. + +There was a menace of rain in the sky, and the dawn was a colorless +affair, neither night nor morning. The day woke like a sleeper that has +not rested well. + +As a mere formality Forbes took off his clothes and lay down. Life was +colorless ahead of him. The woman who had fascinated him utterly had +utterly disappointed him. She loved Forbes, but not his penury; she +would marry Enslee's money, but not Enslee. She wanted success in +life--called it her "career"! + +Men, he knew, put their careers first, made everything subservient to +success, asked their women to kowtow to it. Perhaps women were going to +do the same thing. Perhaps they had been all these centuries hunting +success and disguising the materialism of their ambition under more +romantic words, aided in their deceit by the numberless gallantries of +authors. Perhaps Persis was not different from millions of women, except +for being frank where the others were hypocrites, more or less +intentionally. + +This thought softened his heart toward Persis, and he regretted it. He +did not want to think softly of Persis any more. It unnerved his +resolution, and uncertainty and irresolution were terrific strains on a +man of action and precision. If he could renounce Persis with contempt +he would be able to close that incident and resume the progress of +life. But to find in every beauty of hers something of ugliness, and to +find in every cruelty of hers something to respect and something to +pity, was the paralysis of decision. + +How could he hate her when he loved her so madly, and was so unhappy out +of her sight? How was he to endure it that she should marry another man, +and how was he to prevent it? + +He tossed between sleeping and waking, between condemnation of Persis +and acquittal, between resolutions to cut her out of his heart and his +life, and resolutions to win her yet. Eventually he heard people +stirring about the house, and he rose drearily. + +The shower-bath gave forth a lukewarm drizzle that neither stimulated +nor soothed him. Outside, rain was falling lazily in a gray air that hid +the hills and gardens as if the sky, too, were a curtained shower-bath. + +He began to pack his suit-cases. As he was folding one of his coats +there dropped from its inside pocket a mesh of beribboned lace. It +surprised him by its inappropriateness. He picked it up, and it was the +nightcap that had fallen from her tousled hair as she looked from the +window into that wonderful dawn of day before yesterday. What a liar +that dawn had been! It was illustrious and spendthrift of promises. +To-day's dawn was the fulfilment. That was romance, this was truth. The +nightcap itself was but a snare, a broken snare. + +He flung it angrily back to the floor and went on packing his bachelor +things to take back into his bachelor future. The little cap lay +huddled--as she had crouched when he flung her out of his arms. She had +whispered, "I understand." It seemed also not to reproach him. But it +was very beautiful. He could not leave it there for some servant to +find. Especially not, as she had prophesied just such a result and he +had promised to keep it secret. He picked it up. It was fragrant and +pink and silken and lacy--as she was. + +He rebuked himself for venting his spite on an inanimate object, a +nightcap of all things! Thence he was led to reproach himself for +condemning Persis. She, too, was knitted and bow-knotted together with +the sole purpose of being exquisite. As well blame the nightcap for not +being a helmet as blame Persis for not being a heroine. + +He found himself caressing the cap and murmuring to it. He folded it +tenderly and slipped it into the suit-case. Then he took it out and put +it in the inside pocket of his waistcoat. It seemed to nestle there, and +he felt a lurch in his heart, as if Persis had just crept back into it +and curled up to sleep. He buttoned them in, Persis and the nightcap, +and, closing his suit-cases, carried them down-stairs as one does in a +hotel where there are no bell-boys. + +He found Willie Enslee staring at him, rubbing his eyes. Willie had +wakened only a moment before, had realized the hour with bewilderment, +had tried the front door and found it still locked. He was just +wondering where Forbes and Mrs. Neff had spent the night when Forbes +walked down the stairs and said "Good morning!" but with a queer tone +and an odd something in his eyes. + +Willie drowsily answered "G'maw!" and stared harder, for Mrs. Neff came +down the steps after Forbes. She was sneezing so violently that she had +to cling to the banister-rail to keep from sneezing herself into space. + +She did not see Willie; but her appearance and her sneeze confirmed his +theory. He backed out through a side door and made his way through the +kitchen and up the stairway there to his own room. His mind was still +fumbling with the riddle of how Forbes and Mrs. Neff got in. + +He wondered what he should tell Persis when she asked him what had +happened during his night-watch. He had promised her great things from +his practical joke. But she never asked him, and he was so greatly +relieved that he never broached the subject himself. + +Breakfast was served more slipshoddily than before. Even the novelty of +the experience had gone. Henceforward Winifred was converted to the +vital importance of servants. + +Persis was the last to appear. Mrs. Neff greeted her with: + +"Persis, your eyes are all red. Have you been cry-cr-cry-ing-g-gk!" She +finished with an almost decapitating sneeze. It gave Persis a hint. + +"I caught cold, too," she said. "The change in the weather." + +The explanation sufficed to satisfy Mrs. Neff and to convince Forbes +that Persis was dangerously apt at concealments. + +When the breakfast was eaten the dishes were washed and dried at +Winifred's direction. But when it came to what Forbes called "policing +the camp," it was unanimously voted to leave that to the gardener and +his wife, or to the caretaker on his return. + +The three automobiles rolled up through the rain, all shipshape for the +storm, with tops hooded and side-curtains buttoned down snugly. + +Forbes remembered that other rain with Persis in the taxicab. How much +better the opportunity here, with the world shut out from view and two +hours' cruise ahead. But he was again consigned to Mrs. Neff's car, and +it was Willie Enslee who had Persis and the opportunity. Forbes could +not follow even the flutter of her veil. All he could see ahead was the +shoulder of Mrs. Neff's chauffeur and the windshield studded and +streaked with rain. + +There was no landscape to divert the mind, only his imagination of the +courtship Willie would be paying to his newly announced fiancee. Forbes +pictured the privileges he would exact, and Persis would not deny. And +he gnashed his teeth in wrath. In the cave of Mrs. Neff's car Alice had +nothing to say. She was thinking too eagerly ahead. Mrs. Neff had +nothing to say. She was wondering what Alice was so cheerful about. + +And so the car pushed south, with no passing scenery to indicate +progress, only the bumps and teeterings, the swerves and slitherings, +and the nauseating belches of noise made by the horn. Eventually the +wheels ceased to run upon irregular ground and glided on asphalt. This +must be New York. + +At Seventy-second Street they turned off Broadway and crossed Central +Park. At the eastern gate Mrs. Neff's chauffeur checked his car +alongside a whale-like mass, from which Willie Enslee's voice was heard +shrilly calling through the rain: + +"Good-by, Mrs. Neff! Good-by Alice! Good-by Mr. Wa--er--Forbes. Awfully +glad you could come. See you again. Go on to Miss Cabot's house." This +last to his own driver. + +Mrs. Neff and Alice cried in unison: "Good-by! Had lovely time! See you +soon!" + +And out of space came the disembodied voice of Persis as from a grave: +"Good-by, Mrs. Neff! By-by, Alice! Good-by, Mr. Forbes!" + +"Good-by, P--Miss Cabot!" he called. Her voice trailed away as if it +were her soul going to death, and his voice followed with an ache of +despair in it. Mrs. Neff caught the pathos hovering over the cries like +overtones sounding above and beyond a tone of music. She said: + +"Too bad you let Willie take her away from you; it's not too late yet if +you've any ambition." + +Forbes smiled dully, and Alice said: + +"Mother, you do say the most tactless things!" + +"I had set my heart on that love-match," sighed Mrs. Neff. + +"Better begin at home," said Alice, with unusual cheer. + +Mrs. Neff changed the subject. "We'll get out at our house, if you don't +mind, and the man can take you to your hotel." + +"That's mighty kind of you," said Forbes. He helped them to alight, +promised to call, and re-entered the car. + +On his way to the hotel he pondered what Mrs. Neff had said. It cheered +him until he realized she was still assuming that he had a respectable +income. If she had known the truth she would have thought him as unfit +for Persis as she thought Stowe Webb unfit for Alice. She would have +approved Persis' theory that such a wedding was impossible. + +It is doleful travel that takes one home from an unaccomplished +errand--only Forbes was not returning even to his home. His home was as +shifty as a Methodist minister's. At present it was a hotel, and after +that the army post. + +And now those duties which he had dreaded so to resume became in his +mind a refuge. He had spent a few wild days pursuing a will-o'-the-wisp +of a woman's whim through a moonlit marsh, never sure which turn it +would take, sure only that it would not be where he expected it to be. + +After such a maddening recreation there was a kind of heaven in the +thought of living according to a rigid program. At such an hour a bugle +would exclaim and drums would ruffle, and the day's work would begin. At +such an hour a roll-call would be due, or a sick-call, or a guard-mount +call, or a headquarters call. Certain books were to be inspected and +corrected; certain men were to be taught to do certain things exactly +so. If there were ever a doubt, the answer was printed in a book, or in +an order numbered and dated. + +Everything was gloriously impersonal and objective, accurate and +material. + +Forbes understood the spirit of old convicts who, after cursing their +penitentiaries for years, are let out into the world's turmoil, and by +and by return, pleading to be let in again. + +Only yesterday he had been trying to concoct schemes for postponing the +date of his return to duty; now he was resolved to anticipate it. + +He paid his bill at the hotel--with further erosion of the +bank-account--and took the Subway and the ferry to Governor's Island. + +The first sentinel he encountered recognized him for an officer by his +shoulders and his carriage; and, halting on his post at just the right +distance, faced outward and presented arms with decorative rigidity. As +Forbes' hand went to the brim of his derby hat it felt a vizor there, +and his heart went up in thanks. And his eyes went to the colors!--the +little piece of wrinkling sky in the corner and the red stripes swimming +in luxurious curves. + +Next Forbes noted a doting smile half hidden by a saluting hand. It was +a sergeant who had served with him in the Philippines; the very man +Forbes had been shouting to when the bullet passed through his cheek; +the very sergeant who had carried him half a mile to a field hospital in +a rain of sun that beat upon the head like a thug's sandbag. That was +man's work. Forbes returned the salute and shook the hand of the +sergeant. As he remembered, he had got the sergeant out of some woman +scrape. Why should good soldiers always be so easily defeated by women? + +And next he met two officers he had known in West Point and in Cuba and +at Manila. The small army of the United States seemed hardly more than a +large club. + +One of these officers, Major Chatham, dragged Forbes to his home for +dinner--as pretty a home as a man could wish, with as pretty a wife and +two children. And they had a maid to wait on them--and they kept a +little automobile, too, the major being his own chauffeur. They seemed +happy. Perhaps it was only manners, but the wife seemed as happy as a +lark--or, rather, a canary. And yet Forbes could see how she differed +from Persis. And he was glad that he had not brought a sea-gull down +there for a mate. + +He left, after his first cigar, on a pretext of unpacking. In the late +twilight the sea-gulls that swung and tilted and dipped about the bay +like little air-yachts did not seem so desirable, after all. He declared +himself emancipated and contented. He thrust his head high and bulged +his chest and walked soldierly. + +And so he prospered till he was alone in his quarters, and the dark +closed in and he turned on the light, and set about the establishment of +his effects with all the fanatic neatness and order a West Point +training could give a man. + +He put his coats and overcoats on the hangers, and the trousers in their +holders, flat and creased, and set his shoes out in rows, and the boxes +of belts and spurs, and the sword-cases, and the various hat-boxes. He +took off his civilian coat and waistcoat--and found in the inside pocket +that perfumed nightcap. + +And then he wanted Persis! He thirsted and hungered for her. He fevered +for her. He called himself names, reasoned, laughed, cursed, tried to +read, to write; but "Persis! Persis! Persis!" ran among his thoughts +like a tune that can neither be seized nor forgotten. He put out the +light, flung up the curtain and the window, and a soft breeze moving +from the ocean up the bay seemed to pause like a serenader and croon her +name. The torch of the Statue of Liberty glowed like a chained star, and +it seemed to be that planet which was Persis and which he could not +reach. + +Only last night she was in his arms, in his power, and so afraid of him +that she cried to him for help from her love; and he had given her +up--given her back to herself! + +He had kept her pure that Enslee might take her intact! His nobility +seemed very cheap to him now. He repented his virtue. If he had taken +her then he could have kept her for his own. Now that she had escaped +she would never risk the danger again. She had told him so. And she +could be very wise, very cold, very resolute. + +That night was a condensed eternity. The next morning's duties were +performed in a kind of somnambulism. + +The second day brought his commission as captain. He glanced over it +listlessly and tossed it aside. + +For years he had fretted for this document, focused his ambitions on it, +upbraided a tardy government for withholding it so long. And now that it +was here he sneered at the accolade of it. The increase of pay was a +mere sarcasm; it brought him no nearer his planet than going to the roof +and standing on tiptoe would have done. The commandant congratulated +him. His fellow-officers wrung his hand. He was no longer to be called +"Mr. Forbes," but "Captain Forbes." He had a title. But what was the +good of it? It did not even make him a rival of Enslee, whose only title +was "Little Willie." + +Now and then the profundity of his gloom was quickened with resolutions +to seek Persis, to storm her home and carry her off. Perhaps that was +what she was waiting for. He had often read that women love to be +overmastered. Then his pride would revolt. It was not his way of +courtship. + +But at least he would telephone her. Then he remembered the fruitless +effort he had made to discover her number--that mystical "private wire." +Ten Eyck would know it. He would call up Ten Eyck. With the receiver off +the hook and Central asking, "Number, please?" he grew afraid and +answered, "Never mind." He dared not invite another of Ten Eyck's +fatherly lectures. + +Besides, if Persis cared enough for him to grant him an interview she +would seek it herself. But perhaps she had called up the hotel and found +him gone. Perhaps she was afraid to call up the post and have him +summoned. Women do not like to call up men's organizations; it is like +visiting them. + +No! she had undoubtedly crossed him off her books, as he ought to cross +her off his. He ought to write the word "Dropped" under her name, as +under that of a soldier who was out of the service. + +And so he tossed hope and despair like a mad juggler who cannot rest. +On the third day, when he came from the parade-ground, he was informed +that he had been wanted on the telephone. He was to call up such a +number. "Yes, sir, it was a lady's voice, sir." + +It must be Persis. No, it might be an operator in a hotel. It might be +her maid. It might be anybody. It proved to be the telephone-girl in the +office of Senator Tait. + +In a moment, by the occult influence of the telephone, the unknown woman +vanished and Senator Tait's soul was in communication with his. The +genial heart seemed to quiver in the air. + +"That you, Harvey?" + +"Yes. Hello, Senator." + +"You sound mighty doleful, my boy. Anything the matter?" + +"No, I'm all right." + +"Are you sure you're not dead? You disappeared so completely I thought +you might be. You sound as if you wished you were." + +"Oh no, I'm all right." + +"Can't you come up to the house for dinner to-night?" + +He realized that this would mean meeting Mildred--and dressing in his +evening things. He did not want to put on his evening things. They had +danced with Persis last. He did not want to meet any woman. He was in +mourning. All this flashed through his mind while he was inventing an +excuse of official duty. + +"To-morrow night, then?" + +"Terribly sorry. I can't get off." + +"How about lunch? At the club--to-morrow." + +"I'd like that." + +"I have something to discuss with you." + +"I'll be there! At one?" + +"Fine! One o'clock. Metropolitan Club. Do you know where it is?" + +"I'll find it." + +"Good! Perhaps Mildred can be there." + +"Fine!" His voice wavered. He was trapped. He had not guessed that the +club would have an annex. The Senator felt the constraint across the +wire. It hurt him, but he laughed. + +"Cheer up! Maybe she can't come!" + +"Oh, I--I hope she can. She's--I'd love to see her, I assure you." + +"All right. Don't worry. Good-by." + +The Senator was laughing, but there was a wounded pride in his voice. +Forbes hung up the telephone, feeling a cad and an ingrate. + + + + +CHAPTER XLV + + +The next forenoon, having obtained the privilege of absence, Forbes +crossed from Governor's Island to Manhattan Island, took the Subway from +South Ferry to Fifty-ninth Street, and, entering Central Park, kept +along its southernmost path till he reached the Plaza, where he paused a +moment to admire Saint-Gaudens' statue of General Sherman, a gilded +warrior on a gilded horse squired by a gilded girl--Victory or Peace or +something, he was not sure just what. + +In his present humor of misogyny he wondered why it was thought to be +necessary to put a woman in everything. Of all the campaigns where she +was lacking, surely the March to the Sea was among her most conspicuous +absences. But he admired the lean warrior with the doffed hat and the +splendid stride of the big horse--a very different horse from the Park +horses he found, with their tan-clad grooms clustered at the +mounting-blocks near by. + +Toward this starting-point fat women with looped-up skirts and top-hats +and little knock-kneed girls in breeches were hurrying. He smiled with +the superiority of a cavalry officer. + +Among the living caricatures were a few expert riders. Suddenly Forbes' +heart shivered and raced with a feeling that a certain one of them might +be Persis. Surely there could not be another back so trim, another grip +so firm. But it was his longing that created the resemblance, for as the +horse whirled and loped away he caught sight of the woman's profile. It +was less like Persis' profile than like the horse's! + +But the moment's agitation had gone like an earthquake through his +calmed soul. It shook down the towers of resolution and independence and +sickened him with the instability of his poise. + +He would have turned back from his engagement, but he had not even the +strength for that much action. He crossed the Avenue to where the +Metropolitan Club stood four square in its gray and white dignity. As he +passed through the carved and colonnaded entrance-court a motor-car +deposited two women at the door of the annex. + +He feared that one of them might be Mildred; but he was unnecessarily +alarmed. Mildred had pleaded official duties. She had shown the same +reluctance Forbes had revealed. Perhaps she saw through her father's +motives. But the old Senator was willing to wait. He was a born +compromiser, a genius at making fusions out of factions. + +When Forbes entered the club and asked for Tait, the doorman consulted +the roster-board, and, finding a cribbage peg opposite the Senator's +name, sent a page for him. He was not far to fetch, and he was in a +humor of Falstaffian heartiness. He came upon Forbes' foggy mood like a +morning sun. He was just what Forbes needed. + +He clapped his arm across Forbes' shoulder, and, as he registered him in +the guest-book, wrote the new word "Captain" large, and pointed to it; +then dragged Forbes to the cigar-case and commanded "the biggest cigar +there is, one with a solid-gold wrapper." He treated the forlorn victim +of a woman's jilt as a notable worthy of notable entertainment. It was +the lift that the prodigal son got when he slunk home and was met with a +bouquet instead of blame. + +He led Forbes into the great central hall, with its white-marble cliffs +and its red-velveted double stairway mounting like a huge St. Andrew's +cross, placed him on a settle where a platoon of men might have sat +a-knee, and gave the bell a royal bang. He recommended a special +cocktail, and joined Forbes in it in joyous disobedience of his +physician's warning. + +When the cocktail arrived Forbes gave him the army toast of "How!" and +Tait answered "Happy days!" On the way up to the dining-room he led +Forbes through the building, pausing before the crimson opulence of the +two reading-rooms; the lounging-room, with its windows commanding Fifth +Avenue; the card-rooms, deserted battle-fields now; the board-rooms, +where committees gathered to settle huge financial destinies, the solemn +library walled solid with books. + +Forbes wondered at the almost complete absence of other people in the +club; but Tait explained that most of the members were hard-working +millionaires who lunched down-town "or took their dinner-pails with +them," some of them hardly stopping to eat a sandwich from a desk leaf. + +On the top floor their luncheon awaited them at a table by the window. +As Forbes drew his napkin across his knee he gazed down at the corner of +the Park and the lake where white swans drifted like the toy sloops of +children. From this height the hills and curving walks looked miniature +as a Japanese garden. + +When the clam-shells were emptied they were replaced with chicken, a +second waiter served rice, and a third curry. It was strangely +comforting to be well served with choice food in a beautiful room above +a beautiful scene. He felt that in places like this wealth justified +itself--wealth the upholsterer, the caterer, the artist, the butler. + +Forbes looked down at a shuffling vagrant slouching across the Plaza. He +felt sorry for that man, and yet was glad that he was here instead of +there. He wished that he himself might belong to this delightful place +they called the "Millionaire's Club." He longed for riches, especially +as they would mean Persis. He remembered what she had said: "The rich +can get anything that the poor have, but the poor can't get what the +rich have." The rich Enslee could even get Persis. + +He sat musing bitterly, forgetting that he had a host, and unaware that +the host was looking at him with sad affection, not resenting his +listlessness, but hoping to relieve it. Remembering Forbes' father, Tait +knew that he must move warily about that sensitive Forbes pride, as +swift to strike an awkward hand as a caged tiger that greets an +unwelcome caress with a wound. + +Tait hesitated to open his real business. He began obliquely. + +"Well, I've just fired the first gun in my war with Mrs. Neff." + +"Yes?" said Forbes, drearily. + +"Yes," said Tait, positively. "Just before you came young Stowe Webb was +here--nice young fellow. I sent for him, and said to him: 'Young man, +Miss Alice Neff, whom I believe you know'--he blushed like a house +afire--'tells me,' I said, 'that her mother objects to you because you +have no money.' He flashed me a look of amazement, and I said: 'If you +need money, why don't you make it?' And he said: 'How can I?' 'Why, +money is growing on bushes everywhere,' I said, 'just waiting to be +picked off; poor men are getting rich every day,' I said; and he said: +'Yes, and rich men are getting poor. My family is one of the bushes, and +we've been pretty well picked. My father left me nothing but his +blessing, and I can't pawn that,' he said. 'Still, I'm not dead yet,' he +said. 'I'll show you all some day.' And I said: 'There must be something +in any man that a good girl loves and believes in. And any girl that's +worth having is worth working for, and if she really wants you she'll +wait for you.' And then I lowered my voice about an octave and growled, +'I wonder if you have the grit to go out in this hard old world and work +for that girl and--and earn her?' He said, 'You bet I have!' So I said: +'Well, I know where there's a job you might get; it's small salary and a +lot of work at first, and by and by a little more salary and much harder +work; and you won't be able to see her often; perhaps not at all for a +long while; but eventually, if she'll wait, you'll be able to support +her as well as any girl needs to be supported who has love in the +bargain. Do you want that job, young man?' I said, glaring at him. And +he said: 'Lead me to it!'" + +Forbes listened with eagerness and envy. The portrait of Alice, who +would wait till her lover worked his way up to a competence, contrasted +sharply with Persis, who would not accept the competence Forbes already +had. He asked, with an effort at enthusiasm: + +"And what is the job?" + +"I'm going to make him my secretary, at twelve hundred a year, at first. +He won't be worth it, and I'll have to do all my own work for a while; +but I'll give him his chance. I won't pamper him. I'll test him out--and +her, too. If they can't stand the test they wouldn't last long in the +battle of matrimony." + +"Your secretary?" said Forbes. "Does he know any law?" + +"I'm not going to be a lawyer. I'm going to be a diplomat--in Paris." + +"Splendid!" cried Forbes, reaching across to squeeze his hand. "I +congratulate the country--and France. I envy you Paris. I've never been +there." + +"How would you like to go?" + +"How should I like to be a major-general?" + +Tait opened his lips to say something important, then stammered, and +said instead: + +"Waiter, give Captain Forbes some more of that curry. It's good here, +isn't it?" + +"Splendid," said Forbes, who had hardly touched what was on his plate. + +Senator Tait shifted uncomfortably, made to speak, pursed his lips, eyed +Forbes, and then said, with abrupt irrelevance: + +"I was wrong, I see, about old Cabot." + +"Were you?" Forbes mumbled, with a sudden flush at the broaching of that +dangerous theme. + +"Yes, I said that he was to be closed up, forced into involuntary +bankruptcy, and all that." + +"Wasn't he?" said Forbes, weakly. + +"No, he got money and credit and a new start--from the Enslee estates. +There is a rumor that his daughter is to marry Willie Enslee. I thought +that perhaps you--did you--did you hear anything of it--from Enslee?" + +Tait made an elaborate pretense of indifference and showed a violent +interest in the leg of a chicken. Forbes turned curry-color with shame +as he answered: "Yes, Enslee announced the engagement himself--the very +day I saw you last." + +His head drooped as if his neck could no longer hold it up. Tait noted +his harrowed look and broke out angrily: + +"Don't be cut up, my boy, just because she's fool enough to marry a +bigger fool than herself." + +"Oh, please!" Forbes protested. He could have struck a younger man in +Persis' defense, but he could only appeal to so old a man as Tait. Tait, +however, persisted: + +"You ought to be glad to be revenged so neatly." + +Forbes was in desperate case; he laughed bitterly. "Revenge is a little +late. My life is ruined. I might as well put an end to it." + +The old man stared at the tragic face, the brow corded with veins, the +eyes fanatic with despair. He could not believe that so brilliant an +officer could kill himself. And yet men did kill themselves--several +thousand every year. When Forbes' father was a young man courting the +fickle young beauty who was later to become the so steadfast wife and +the mother of Forbes, they had quarreled, and Forbes' father had been +frantic with grief, had threatened self-destruction. Tait himself had +taken the revolver away from him and helped to lift him across the dark +waters of jealousy. It startled him to see the father's black despair +repeated in the son. He felt that he must repeat the rescue. + +Yet, as humanity is constituted, tragedy becomes grotesque when it is +repeated. He felt a certain helpless amusement at finding the son just +as desperate as the father had been. He had laughed the elder Forbes out +of his gloom. He attempted to ridicule the son free of the same +obsession. He spoke in a low tone surcharged with an anxiety whose +exaggeration was too dolorous to catch. + +"You say that you can't stand the loss of Miss Cabot, and you might as +well commit suicide?" + +"I might as well." + +"I'll tell you, Harvey, let's commit suicide together!" Forbes' haggard +glance showed that he was not yet awake to the old man's parody of his +solemnity. + +"Do you mean it?" Forbes asked. + +"Yes," Tait murmured; "all good Americans go to Paris when they +die--let's go to Paris." + +Now Forbes caught the twinkle in his eye. It took him off his guard. It +was as if some one had made a funny face at a funeral. A guffaw of +laughter escaped him. It shocked him and shamed him, but it shattered +his depression. + +Tait seized the opportunity of Forbes' disorder and urged his idea: + +"I've got to have a military attache, you know. I could get the billet +for you." + +"Why select me for the honor? You'll be beset with applications." + +"Yes, but I like you, Harvey. You are your father come to life again. I +love you--as if you were your father--or my son. I'm old. I need young +shoulders to lean on. I've nobody else but you. And you need me. You've +had a whack in the solar plexus. You're seeing stars. But you mustn't +let 'em count you out. Once you get your breath you'll be as good a man +as you ever were. But don't lie down and take the count. + +"Besides, I can help you while you're helping me. It's a new world for +you, Harvey. Nobody ought to die without seeing France and England--the +Old World that's so much newer than ours and so much wiser in so many +ways. It's your opportunity. It may mean wonderful things for you. You +can't refuse. You won't refuse, will you?" + +The very impact of his blows pounded Harvey's cold heart to a glow. The +word "opportunity" glinted like a shower of sparks in the night. He +smiled in spite of himself. He felt such a leap of new blood in his +arteries, such a rush of fresh air into his lungs, that he seemed to +waken from a coma. He could not speak, but he thrust his hand across the +table and wrung the Senator's fat old fingers till they ached. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVI + + +Willie Enslee was as little masculine as a man could be without being in +the least effeminate. Ten Eyck, whose French was more fluent than exact, +called him "_petite_." His head was small and childish, and the more +infantile for a great rearward overhang that would have looked better on +a yacht. His voice was high and trebling in its sound. His costumes were +always of next season or the season after next. Yet, carefully as he +dressed, his clothes never dignified him nor he them. Rich as he was, he +attracted few parasites. + +Now, no one realized Willie Enslee's defects half so thoroughly as did +Willie Enslee. But his failings did not amuse him as they did other +people; he could not laugh with the world at himself. He knew the world +laughed at him, and not without cause, and yet he hated the world for +its laughter. He hated everybody he knew almost as much as he hated +himself. To this misanthropy there was one exception--Persis. He hated +her, too, in a way, for she never concealed her scorn of him, and she +ridiculed his foibles before his face; but he found her so beautiful +that he loved her while he loathed her, desired while he abhorred. + +He found her cold and flippant to his most earnest moods, but he assumed +that she was cold and flippant to everybody else. She certainly had that +reputation, and he comforted himself with the feeling that, while she +may have failed in response to his ardors, it was not because she was in +love with anybody else. + +So little jealousy he had--or, rather, so slow a jealousy--that the +silly theory of Forbes' flirtation with Mrs. Neff sufficed to prevent +him from paying the slightest attention to Forbes' conversation with +Persis. Lack of jealousy is sometimes a form of conceit. Perhaps it was +this feeling that no woman could prefer any other man to an Enslee that +led him to ignore the ordinary caution of a lover. Perhaps it was just +his idolatry of Persis, his inability to believe her capable of the +infamy of duplicity. + +But somewhere in his soul there must have been a latent spark of +suspicion which might some day burst into a consuming flame, for into +his dreams came now and then little glints of uneasiness. He dismissed +them as the results of indigestion, but they persisted. + +One day, shortly after his return from his Westchester estate, he sat +down in the living-room of his town house to read the evening papers. +All of them published the announcement of his engagement to Persis, +under the general heading of "June brides." There were portraits of +Persis in various poses and costumes. Willie saw no picture of himself, +and the allusions to him were mainly concerned with "William Enslee, +Esq., son of the famous William Enslee." + +Willie took so much pride in the fame of his betrothed that he was not +jealous even of her monopoly of the newspaper attention. He felt only a +great pride in being the future owner of all that beauty. + +He lolled on the divan and smoked the cigarettes of prosperity. The +divan was so comfortable, and his satisfaction so soothing, that he grew +drowsy. His jaw fell open as his eyes fell shut. The newspapers dropped +to the floor, and he was asleep. + +Into the room, which was now almost ready for the closing of the house +and the emigration to Newport or the country, came his mother, a young +matron whose aristocratic face and figure were markedly Spanish. Her +black hair was fogged with gray at the temples, as if with a careless +powder-puff. She pushed back the covering of the mirror over the mantel +that she might catch a glimpse of her hair. + +She brightened at the vision she saw within, and not without reason, for +she had broken many hearts in Cuba and in New York before the elder +William Enslee won her and married her. The only result of the union had +been that at his death he left a widow who was more attractive than a +widow has a right to be, and a son who was less attractive even than is +expected of a millionaire's son. + +As Mrs. Enslee stared at her image in the looking-glass Willie's heavy +breathing caught her ear, and she heard that he was asleep even before +she saw him. And then she spoke sharply: + +"But you mustn't sleep here. Go to your own room--or the club." + +"Let me alone," Willie protested, with querulous anger, still befuddled, +and relapsing at once into sleep. + +"When I was young parents weren't spoken to like that," said Mrs. +Enslee, forgetting how she used to speak to her parents. She paused to +muse upon her man-child. She felt sorry for him, but sorrier for herself +for having him. As she watched him he began to mumble a gibberish. She +bent closer to hear. Then his hand, hanging limply near the floor, began +to clench and twitch. + +Suddenly from his lips broke a half-strangled gurgle, then a wild shriek +of "Persis! Persis!" + +His own outcry seemed to waken him. His eyes flew open, and he stared +about him as if searching for some one whose absence bewildered him. + +His mother peered into his eyes, and he clutched her by the arms, +staring at her. Then he mumbled: + +"Oh, it's you," and smiled foolishly, and laughed as with a great +relief. + +"What is it, my boy?" said Mrs. Enslee. + +"I must have dropped off to sleep. It was only a dream." + +"What was it?" Mrs. Enslee repeated; but he spoke with a sickly cheer: + +"That's the one consolation about nightmares, when you wake up--thank +God, they're not true!" + +"But what did you dream?" Mrs. Enslee demanded till he explained: + +"Well, it seemed to be my--er--wedding-day. And I was standing there by +Persis--I was--er--fumbling in my pocket for the--er--ring, and feeling +like a fool--because she's so much taller than I am--and the preacher +said, 'If anybody knows any--er--reason why these two should not +be--er--wed, let him speak now, or forever--'" + +"Yes, yes," said his audience of one. + +"There was--er--silence for a minute. Then a man stood up in the +church--I couldn't see his face--but he was tall, and he called out--er, +'I forbid the banns! She loves me. She is only marrying that man for +his--er--money!' I turned to Persis and said: 'Is that true?' And she +said: 'I don't know the man. I never saw him.' And then, when she said +that, he gave her one look and--er--walked out of the church. And +the--er--ceremony went on. But Persis shivered all the time--er--just +shivered, and when I kissed her her lips were like--er--like ice. Then +the music began, and we marched down the aisle--and then--then +we--er--er--no, I won't tell you." + +"Go on--please go on!" the mother pleaded; but Willie grew embarrassed, +and his eyes wandered as he stammered: + +"Well--at last--we were in our room--and I--er--she shrank away from me +as if I were--er--a toad. And she swore she hated me--and loved +the--er--other man. Then I saw everything red--I hated her. I wanted to +throttle her--to tear her to pieces. But she ran to the window and fell, +all--er--tangled up in the veil and the long train. I tried to save +her--but I couldn't. And then--when it was too late--my love for her +came back, and I cried, 'Persis! Persis!' and--er--woke up. Mother, do +you believe in--er--dreams?" + +"No, no, of course not," said Mrs. Enslee, without conviction. "Or else +they go by contraries." + +"Ugh! How real they are while they last. I can't get over it." + +"Well, of course, I'm not superstitious," Mrs. Enslee insinuated; "but, +if you are, perhaps--I just say perhaps--it might be a sort of omen that +you'd better not marry Persis, after all." + +"Not marry Persis!" Willie gasped. + +"There are other women on earth," Mrs. Enslee suggested. + +"Not for me!" + +Mrs. Enslee pondered a moment before she took up the debate again. "But +do you think she loves you as much as you'd like to be loved?" + +Willie laughed. "Huh! nobody ever loved me like that; nobody ever will." + +"Except your mother," said Mrs. Enslee, laying her hand on his hair. +Willie hated to have his hair smoothed, and he edged away, laughingly +bitterly. + +"I'm afraid even you've found me--er--unattractive, mother. I couldn't +have been much to be proud of even as a little brat. I never had a chum +as a boy. I never had a girl--er--sweetheart. It wasn't that I didn't +like other people, but other people can't seem to--er--like me." + +He pondered the mystery so tragically that Mrs. Enslee caressed him, and +said: "You mustn't say that. I adore you." + +Willie eyed her with a cynical stare. "Don't be--er--literary, mother. I +remember when I was a little boy how lonely I used to get in this big +old house. Poor father was so busy heaping up money I hardly knew him by +sight. Once he--er--passed me on the street and didn't speak to me! Then +at night you used to give big dinners. I had to eat early and alone up +in the--er--nursery. But I used to lie awake for hours, and when the +doors opened I could hear laughter. And often there was music. You used +to go down to dinner after I had gone to bed." + +"But I always stopped in to kiss you good night, didn't I?" the mother +urged, in self-defense. + +"Sometimes you would forget," Willie sighed. "Then I'd be left there +alone with the governess. I didn't want to--er--speak French to a +governess. I wanted to--er--talk to my mother. And when you did stop in +to kiss me, your lips sometimes used to--er--leave red marks on my +cheek." + +"Willie!" Mrs. Enslee gasped; but he went on: + +"I couldn't put my arms around your neck for fear I'd--er--disarrange +your hair, and even that was--er--dyed!" + +Mrs. Enslee turned on him in rage. "Willie! How dare you?" + +He rounded on her fiercely. "You know it was! You know it was!" + +"You little beast!" Mrs. Enslee cried; but Willie laughed maliciously. + +"See! See! Now you're showing your--er--real feelings to me." + +Mrs. Enslee controlled her pain and her wrath, and implored: "Come, my +boy, let's be friends." + +"Oh, that's all right, mother," said Willie. "Friends is the word. It's +too late for anything else." + +"You're in one of your nasty moods, Willie," said Mrs. Enslee, +retreating from this hateful situation. "But we were talking of Persis. +You must decide about her." + +"I have decided." + +"You won't marry her, then?" + +"Not marry her?" Willie repeated, like a sarcastic echo. "Of course I +will. And why not?" + +Motives are hard tangles to unravel, especially a mother's toward other +women. Perhaps Mrs. Enslee was really afraid of Persis. Perhaps she +wanted to assure herself of the future ability to say, "I warned you." +Perhaps it was just motherly jealousy of the new proprietress of +Willie's time and attention. In answer to Willie's "Why not?" she +insinuated: "People might say she is marrying you for your money." + +"Well, what of it? What if she is?" Willie stormed. "What else is there +to marry me for? My--er--beauty? What does it matter, so I get her? Why +do dukes marry--er--chorus-girls--when they can afford 'em? Because they +want 'em! That's why, isn't it? What fools they'd be not to take 'em if +they want 'em and can get 'em?" + +His mother shrugged his troubles from her shoulders and left him to +ferment in his own vinegar. But Willie was not happy. He was getting +what he asked for, and it was not what he wanted. Perhaps he had never +been truly happy in his whole existence. He had been amused at times, +but usually then with a cynical delight in somebody's misfortunes or +mistakes. + +How could he have been thoroughly happy when he had never been truly +well? What health he had was a negation, a convalescence; it was at best +a not being sick. He was of a fabric that broke down and wore through +constantly. He could understand the definition of happiness as "having a +splinter in your finger and getting it out." + +But the joy that comes from bounding arteries, glowing skin, a galloping +heart, a volcanic desire to laugh because the soul is bursting with +laughter, or to sing for mere song's sake, or to be an instrument in the +symphonic universe when it is playing one of its mighty ensembles--that +cosmic happiness was unknown to Willie Enslee. + +When he found a rapture he always found something the matter with it; +there was a worm in the apple, a slug in the salad, a fly in the +ointment, a flaw in the diamond. And so it was with his one big +ambition--Persis. He had won his choice of all the world's women. And +now his mother was asking if he thought she loved him, and if people +would not question her motives. She was already perhapsing and +better-notting. + +And he was dreaming dreams that somebody else had a priority in her +heart. Of course, dreams were follies. According to some superstitions, +they went by contraries. But they are as hard to disbelieve as a +convincing play. One may not be sure that Josephine was untrue to +Napoleon; but he knows that Mrs. Tanqueray II. had a most inconvenient +lover, and that her past spoiled her husband's daughter's future. + +So Willie, emerging from the playhouse of his nightmare, wondered who it +was that was likely to interrupt his wedding with Persis. He suspected +everybody except Forbes. Him he canceled at once from the list, because +Forbes had met Persis only a week ago, and had never seen her alone, and +had, furthermore, devoted himself to Mrs. Neff. He set Forbes down as a +fortune-hunter willing to marry a much older woman of moderate means. He +doubted if he were important enough for an invitation to the wedding. + +He could not decide upon any other man to fit the faceless vision of his +nightmare, that shadowy being who stood up in the dream-cathedral and +claimed Persis for his own. He was tempted to ask Persis. But he was not +tempted long. Naturally she would deny it; but what if she should +confess? Then he would have to give her up. And he wanted her more than +anything else on earth. + +He resolved that the one safe step was to get Persis safely married at +once and take her away from all of her acquaintances. Aboard his yacht +would be one secure asylum. When they tired of that they could travel +Europe, and the moment any old friend appeared he could decamp with her +overnight. + +He chuckled triumphantly over this plot, and set about its perfection. +He rejoiced to be in a position to compel Persis by way of her father's +necessities. The support he had advanced to the "old flub" he could +threaten to withdraw unless the wedding were hastened. That would clinch +it. + +And then he glowed with the imagined scenes of the honeymoon. Persis +might not love him as he wished, but he would have her for his own. He +would have as much of her as any man could be sure of in possessing a +woman. He knew he was not handsome, but he knew handsome men whose +homely wives were notoriously false to them. Did he not know of wild +romances that had ended in mutual contempt? Did he not know of +unpromising beginnings that had ended in happiness? Monogamy was a +gamble at best. And at worst he should have Persis for his own for a +while. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVII + + +When Willie's mother left him in the aftermath of his nightmare she went +to pay her duty call on Persis, to welcome her formally into the family +and proffer her the use of the family name. + +There was the most gleaming cordiality on the surface of their meeting, +but the depths of both streams were a trifle murky. Willie's mother +understood now why her own husband's fierce old mother, known as +"Medusa" Enslee, had received her with such constraint on a similar +occasion. That mother had had to give up part of her name, too, and step +back from being queen to being queen-mother, with endless confusion in +the newspapers, the invitations, the correspondence, and the gossip. + +The present Mrs. Enslee felt now a sympathy for the old woman she +had hated. But it crowded out the sympathy she should have felt +for Persis, who was suffering what she had suffered as a +young-woman-afraid-of-her-mother-in-law. + +It was bitter for Willie's mother, still beautiful, feeling herself as +young as ever, to realize that henceforth she must be the "the elder," +or, worse yet, the "old Mrs. Enslee." Perhaps in a year or two a +grandmother! It would be just like Persis to hasten that ghastly day. + +At present Persis was not thinking of motherhood. She would have called +it quite a ghastly day herself--one to be postponed by every ingenuity +and subtlety known to American womanhood. She was thinking of her new +name. + +"You'll be Mrs. Enslee, and I suppose I'll be Mrs. William Enslee, or +Mrs. Little Willie, sha'n't I, mama? Do you want me to call you mama, +or shall I stick to Mrs. Enslee?" + +"As you like, my dear," said Mrs. Enslee, with a little shudder at being +"mama" to a strange woman and a rival. Persis rattled on in ill-managed +embarrassment. + +"It will be pretty mixy with two Mrs. William Enslees, won't it? Like +two in a single bed--pardon me! I'll have to be awfully good or awfully +careful, sha'n't I, for fear my letters may fall into your hands? But +I'll promise not to give away what I find in yours if you won't tell on +me." + +Mrs. Enslee was rather pleased than offended at this. At least it +credited her with the ability to create scandal. + +She was like Mrs. Neff in hating to get too old to be suspected. + +She smiled at Persis with Spanish coquetry, and offered her aid in the +appalling details of announcing the engagement. It was the new mode to +use the telephone for the more intimate friends. For others there were +letters, calls, advertisements, luncheons, and dinners in all the +exquisite degrees of familiarity. + +She and Persis were going into business for a while on a large scale--a +business for which Persis was peculiarly fitted and in which she +developed an extraordinary energy. + +When Persis had returned to New York from the Enslee country place to +find her father helpless and dejected, the offer of Willie's aid had +acted like a magic elixir. It had meant the payment of old bills, or +their enlargement, and the opening of new credits. Dealers whom the +mercantile agencies had secretly filled with alarm for the Cabot +accounts had been subtly reassured. + +In place of letters of pathetic appeal for a little something to meet a +pay-roll there came letters announcing private views of new +importations. Persis' own father called her his loan-broker, and said +that she had earned the usual commission; he ordered her to buy new +things. He complained of the shabbiness of her hats. Why hadn't she +bought the lot she had spoken to him about some time ago? She did at +once--and more. + +Persis was like a child waking from a bad dream to find that it is +Christmas morning and that its stockings are cornucopias spilling over +with glittering toys. + +And what woman lives that does not find more rapture in shopping with a +full purse or an elastic charge-account than in any other earthly or +spiritual pleasure? + +The barbaric love of beads and red feathers and mirrors has never been +civilized out of the sex. The male succeeds in love and elsewhere by +what he thinks and makes and gives; the female by what she looks and +wears and extracts. The shops are her art-museums, her gymnasiums, her +paradises, and the privilege of reveling among them is more voluptuous +than any other of her sensualities. Shopping takes the place of +exploration. That is her Wanderlust. + +And so when Willie Enslee arrived at the Cabot house with all his +weapons ready to force Persis to an early marriage, he was astounded--he +was even dismayed--to find that she offered no resistance, but greeted +his proposal with delight. It was like making ready to besiege and storm +a castle and being met half-way there by flower-girls instead of troops. +Persis was so instant with acceptance that he took credit to himself. He +cherished a pitiful delusion that she wanted to marry him--was actually +in a hurry to marry him! + +But it was because she had seen in the shops the new things for this +year's brides. They were absolutely ravishing! Whatever they are in +reality or in retrospect, fashions are always ravishing as they dawn on +the horizon. Such beauties brighten as they make their entrance and +wither as they take their flight. + +To prepare herself for a wedding did not mean--to Persis, at least, +whatever it may mean to other women--that she must prepare her soul for +a mystic union with a stranger soul. It meant that she must prepare her +wardrobe for the inspection of all sorts of critics, from the most +casual to the most intimate. It meant not only buying a veil and some +orange blossoms and a meekly glorious white dress, but it meant +outfitting a private department store. It meant preparing for travel and +a prolonged campaign known as a honeymoon, rather than entering shyly +into obscurity and domestic bliss. It meant not half so much what the +groom should think and see as what to show and what to whisper to the +bridesmaids, hysterically envious and ecstatically horrified. + +Persis' father had nearly bankrupted himself once before over the +wedding of Persis' sister into the British peerage, when she ceased to +be the beautiful Miss Cabot and became the Countess of Kelvedon, and had +the privilege of being nineteenth in the fifty-seven varieties of +precedence among British women. + +Mr. Cabot had learned nothing from that investment. He encouraged Persis +to extravagances she would never have dared even in her present mood. It +was like chirruping and taking the whip to a horse that was already +running away. + +He sent a long cablegram to Persis' sister, insisting that she come over +at once for the wedding and bring the Earl and the eight-year-old +Viscount of Selden, the six-year-old Honorable Paul Hadham, and the +five-year-old Lady Maude Hadham. Persis received at once a brief reply +from the Countess: + +"Congratulations old girl snooks says awfully glad to be with you if +papa pays the freight we are stony. Elise." + +"Snooks" was the Earl of Kelvedon. Sometimes Elise called him "Kelly" +for short. Papa cabled the freight--and "freight" was beginning to +describe his burdens. But he was in for it; yet he felt that, come what +come would, he should henceforward lean comfortably on the Enslee +Estates. + +Persis kept him signing checks till he was tempted to buy one of those +ingenious machines by which one signs twenty at a time. + +Persis was running amuck among the shops. She was in a torment of +delight--a cat in a cosmos of catnip. The equipment of the humblest +bride is a matter of supreme effort. To make a Persis Cabot ready to +enter the dynasty of the Enslees was a Xerxic invasion. + +The wedding-gown, though it was designed and builded with almost the +importance of St. Paul's Cathedral, was the least part of the trousseau. +Willie was to take her yachting and motoring and touring--perhaps around +the world. They were to be presented at court if the Queen forgave the +Countess her latest epigram in time. They were to visit capitals, +castles, chateaux, gambling-palaces, golf-links, beaches, spas. Costumes +and changes of costumes must be constructed for all these; for each +costume there must be a foundation from the skin out. If it had been +possible, the skin would have been changed as well. They do their best +in that direction--these women with their pallor for a gown of one color +and their carmine for a gown of another. + +Persis had to have a going-to-the-altar gown, and a going-away gown, and +going-to-bed gowns, getting-up gowns, going-motoring costumes, and +going-in-swimming suits, dinner-gowns, house-gowns, tea-gowns, informal +theater-gowns, opera-gowns, race-track togs, yachting flannels. And +these were of numberless schools of architecture from train-gowns to tub +frocks and smocks, from lingerie dresses to semi-tailored one-piece and +two-piece suits, coats, and coatees, and coat-dresses, and sport-coats, +opera wraps, rain slip-ons. + +And there were colors to choose from that made the rainbow look like a +study in sepia. And there were fabrics of strange names--crepe, tulle, +serge, taffeta, brocade, charmeuse, paillette, jet, batiste, voile--what +not? + +And there were the underpinnings to all these--the stockings and +garters, the corsets and chiffon corset-covers and combinations, +chemi-pantalons and petticoats. And there were the accessories--hats, +caps, bonnets, gloves, fans, parasols, veils, jabots, collars, +aigrettes, boots, shoes, slippers, powders, paints, cerates, +massage-cream--_ad infinitum_. And in every instance there must be a +choice. + +The complexity of a woman's wardrobe! A man is fitted out in a small +haberdashery and a tailoring establishment, a hat shop and a shoe store. +For woman they build Vaticans of merchandise in order that she may make +an effect on--other women! + +Persis had so many dresses to try on that she had two pneumatic images +made of her form to stand in her stead. She had the servants' tongues +hanging out from running errands. Delivery-wagon drivers and +messenger-boys kept the area doorbells ringing early and late. + +There was so much mail to send out that she hired two secretaries. Ten +Eyck called on her just once, and was used as telephone-boy, +package-opener, stenographer, change-purse, box-lifter, +memorandum-maker, doorbell-answerer, gift-cataloguer till he was +exhausted. + +"How does a man ever dare to marry one of you maniacs?" he said. +"Marriage isn't a sacrament with you; it's a massacre. They have a money +macerator at the mint that destroys old greenbacks. Why don't they get a +couple of brides to do the work? A wedding costs as much as a small +war." + +Persis might have retorted that wars were quite as foolish a waste as +fashions, and not half so pretty. A new style in projectiles, the latest +fabric of armor plate, the mode in airships--these things, too, come and +go, cost fortunes, and are soon mere junk. But Persis' head was too full +of other things, and her mouth too full of pins, to make any answer to +Ten Eyck. + +If Forbes had called he might have seen that Persis was a great general, +or at least a great quartermaster, equipping not an army with one +uniform, but one poor little frantic body with an army of uniforms. And +Forbes would have been glad to take that body without a shift to its +back and wrap it in one of his own overcoats and ride away with it. But +for Willie she must loot Paris. + +Still it was her career. Forbes would not give up his for her; why +should she give up hers for him? + +If Forbes had been leading his company to war he would have felt sorry +for Persis, bitterly sorry to leave her, afraid for her; but he would +still have gone, as men have always gone. He would not have been immune +to bugles or the gait-quickening thrup of drums. He might have hummed +love songs to her, but "Dixie" would still have thrilled him. He would +not have neglected his uniform or his tactics. He would not have skulked +from a charge or dodged a shell on her account. + +That was his trade. This was hers. And Persis was as happy as a man is +when he is going into battle. She was happy because she was busy and +because she was buying, exercising choice, spurning, pillaging among +cities of beautiful things. She dozed standing while skirts were draped; +at night she simply fell into bed and was asleep; her maid drew her +skirts from her hips and her stockings from her legs as if she were +dead. But the next morning she woke without being called, and began the +day with new ferocity of attack. + +She had not forgotten Forbes. The thought of him hovered about her +heart. She paused now and then, with hand on cheek and eyes far away, +thinking of him so intently that the saleswoman had to speak twice to +her, or the dressmaker to lift her arms into the position he wanted for +the try-on. + +Sometimes she woke from dreams in which she seemed to feel Forbes' arms +about her. As she woke they were withdrawn, as if he fled. She would +weep a little and lick the salt from her lips and find her tears very +bitter. She would pout at Fate and muse: "Why couldn't it have been +Harvey instead of Willie? Oh, what a pitiful sacrifice I am making of my +life!" + +But her anger or despair in these humors was not half so intense as her +despair at finding that some color could not be matched or that a color +chosen in electric light was wrong in the daylight, or her anger because +some tradesman failed to keep his word or some caller came to wish her +well at a busy time, when true well-wishing would have shown itself in +keeping out of the way. + +A president could hardly have given more thought to selecting his +cabinet than Persis gave to the choice of her bridesmaids, those +lieutenants who must stand by in the same uniform like moving +caryatides. There was the enormously important subject of their costume +to debate. Since the livery that suited one style of beauty was +loathsome on another, there was no little politics to play. + +Persis invited the four elect to a luncheon at her club, and by having +her ideas clear and enforcing them in a delicately adamant tone she +managed to close the session in two hours. It was good work, and it was +necessary; for the bridesmaids' costumes must be ready in time for the +photographs. + +She managed the luncheon so well that she finished it ahead of the time +she had told her chauffeur to call for her. She left the bridesmaids all +talking at once, for she had an appointment with one of her dressmakers. +As she came down the steps of the quaintly colonial Colony Club she +found no taxi in sight. She would not wait to have one summoned. The +brief walk would do her good. She set out briskly down Madison Avenue +and turned into Twenty-ninth Street to cross to Fifth Avenue. + +This brought her to one of the few churchyards in almost grassless New +York--the pleasant green acre of the Church of the Transfiguration, +known to theatrical history as "The Little Church Around the Corner," +and to the elopement industry as another Gretna Green. + +As she approached it a taxicab drew up at the curb, and Stowe Webb and +Alice Neff bounced out, almost bowling Persis over, as usual. Both had a +much dressed-up look, and Alice carried a little bouquet. + +Persis was in a hurry, but she scented excitement. When the two lovers +had apologized for their Juggernautical haste she asked, with the +demurest of smiles: + +"And what are you children doing in this dark alley?" + +"Oh, we're just--just--" Alice stammered. + +"Does your mother know you're out?" + +"Naturally not," Alice smiled, more cheerfully. + +"Mischief's brewing. I've got to know." + +"Can you keep a secret?" + +"That's my other name--Inviolate." + +Alice hesitated, then took a precaution. "Cross your heart and hope to +swallow fish-hooks?" + +Persis drew an X over her heart, and vowed: "I am full of fish-hooks." + +Alice looked up and down the street cautiously, then spoke in a whisper +of awesome solemnity: "Well, then, Stowe and I have given mama the slip, +and we're going to--to--" + +"Get a chocolate-sundae with two spoons!" + +Alice bridled with indignation. "Certainly not! We're not children! We +are going to run away and be married." + +Persis nodded her head gravely. "That was what I was afraid you were +going to say. But why this haste?" + +"Well, you see, Stowe has just got a job--umm-humm! It's a terribly +important post--secretary to Ambassador Tait." + +"Ambassador?" + +"Yes; the Senator is going to France, and Stowe is to help him out." + +The young secretary spoke in, trying not to look as important as he +felt: "I simply can't endure the thought of leaving Alice all alone over +here. So we're going to get married." + +"Fine!" said Persis, with subtlety. "I suppose you get a whopping big +salary." + +"Indeed he does!" said Alice. "Twelve hundred a year! It's wonderful for +a beginning." + +Persis suppressed her emotions at the talk of salary. She hated the +word; but she exclaimed, "Wonderful!" Then she turned to Stowe to ask: +"Does the Senator know you're going to bring a bride along?" + +"No; we're going to surprise him." + +Persis thought of her appointment. It was vitally important, but she +felt a call to duty. She thought it was rather good of her to heed it. +She bundled the two young people back into the waiting taxicab in spite +of their protests. + +"Take us for a little drive, Stowe," she said. "I want a word with you. +Tell the man to go down Washington Square way. You're not so likely to +meet her mother." + + + + +CHAPTER XLVIII + + +Stowe obeyed reluctantly, and the taxicab groaned on its way. Persis set +Stowe on the small flap-seat and turned so that she could skewer him and +Alice with one look. + +"Now, Alice," she began, "let's be sensible." Alice looked appealingly +at Stowe, but Persis objected. "Don't look at him--look at me. First, +who's going to support you children when you are married?" + +They answered like a chorus: "Why, he is (I am), of course." + +"Alice, dear, how much has your mother been allowing you for +pin-money--say, five thousand a year?" + +"Oh, she claims it's more than that. We had an awful row the first of +last month." + +Persis looked very innocent and school-girlish as she said: "And Mr. +Webb gets twelve hundred?" + +"Yes." + +"Now, Alice, I'm very backward in mathematics, so you'll have to tell +me: if one person cannot live on five thousand a year, do you think two +persons will be perfectly comfortable on twelve hundred?" + +"Oh, but I'll economize!" Alice protested. "It will be a pleasure to do +without things--if I have Stowe." + +"Yes," Persis sniffed, "almost anything we're not used to is pleasant +for a novelty; but in time I should fancy that even economy would cease +to be a luxury. And where in Paris do you plan to live on your twelve +hundred?" + +"At a hotel, to begin with," Stowe suggested. + +"Oh, you'll eat your cake first, eh? Not a bad idea; you're sure of +getting it, then." + +"Then we can get such ducks of flats in Auteuil." + +"The Harlem of Paris," Persis sneered, then grew more amiable. "A duck +of an apartment is all very well, my dear, for those who have wings; but +climbing stairs--ugh! Four flights of stairs six times a day--that's +twenty-four flights. Seven times twenty-four is--help!" + +"One hundred and sixty-eight, I believe," said Stowe, after a mental +twist. + +"Bravo! You're a regular wizard at mathematics," said Persis. "One +hundred and sixty-eight flights of stairs a week, and fifty-two times +one hundred and sixty-eight is how much? Quick!" + +"You've got me there. I fancy I could do it with a piece of chalk and a +blackboard." + +"Well, it's a million, I'm sure," Persis summed it. "Think of that! a +million flights of stairs the first year of marriage! What love could +survive it? And how many rooms is your sky-parlor going to have?" + +"Seven and bath." + +"On twelve hundred a year?" Persis gasped. "Aren't you going to eat +anything?" + +"Well, we could manage with two." + +"Two rooms!" Persis gasped again. "And your mother's house has thirty! +Two rooms? Why, where will the servants sleep?" + +"We sha'n't have any servants," Alice averred, stoutly. + +And her husband-to-be protested: "No, Alice, I'll never let you soil +your pretty hands with work." + +Persis pressed the point. "But really, now, what about food?" + +"You can do Wonders with a chafing-dish," said Alice. + +"And a chafing-dish can do wonders with a stomach," said Persis. "Bread +and cheese--that is to say, Welsh rabbits--and kisses as a steady diet?" +She shook her head. + +Alice made another try. "Well, everybody says you can buy almost +everything in cans." + +"Including ptomaines. Oh, children, you don't know what's in store for +you." + +"Of course we shall have hardships," Stowe confessed; "but nothing can +be worse than this uncertainty, this separation." + +"Oh yes, it can, Stowe!" Persis cried. "There are harder things to bear +than the things we lose, and they are the things we can't lose." + +"The things we can't lose?" said Stowe; "that means me, I suppose?" + +"Oh, Alice, come back to earth," Persis urged, with all her might. +"Think how tired you'll get of living in a dark little pigeonhole away +up in the air, with no neighbors but working-people. And when your +pretty gowns are worn out, and you lose your pretty looks and your +pretty figure and your fresh color--for those are expensive +luxuries--and when you see that your husband is growing disappointed in +you because the harder you work for him the homelier and duller you +become--that's a woman's fate, Alice: to alienate a man by the very +sacrifices she makes to bind him closer; and when--" + +"Oh, don't tell me any more whens," Alice whimpered. "What do I care? I +want Stowe. He needs me. We are unhappy away from each other." + +Persis shook her head like a sibyl. "Be careful that you don't find +yourselves more unhappy together. For some day you'll grow bitter. +You'll remember what you gave up. You'll begin to remind him of it--to +nag--and nag--oh, the unspeakable vulgarity of it! And then you'll ruin +Stowe's career--just as it's beginning. The Senator doesn't want a +secretary with a wife. You'll always be in the way. Stowe will have to +be leaving you all the time or fretting over you. You'll hamper his +usefulness, and check his career, and grind him down to poverty, break +his spirit." + +"Oh, I don't want to do that!" Alice wept. "I mustn't do that!" + +"Then wait--wait!" Persis pleaded. "Marriage is risky enough when there +is no worry about money. But when the bills come in at the door love +flies out at the window." + +Stowe seized Alice's hands with ardor. "Don't listen to her, Alice." + +"But I'm frightened now," Alice wailed. "It's for your sake, Stowe. We +mustn't--not yet. And now may I please go home where I can cry my eyes +out." + +Persis in triumph called the address to the chauffeur. Stowe Webb, in +the depths of dejection, left the cab and stared after it with eyes of +bitter reproach. + +Alice's tears were standing out like orient pearls impaled on eyelashes +as she said good-by to Persis at her own curb. + +"You hate me now," said Persis, "but you'll be very glad this happened +some day." + +"I don't hate you," said Alice. "I know you're terribly wise; but I--I +wish you hadn't come along." + +Persis laughed tenderly. "It's only for your happiness, Alice darling. +Well, good-by!" + +Persis felt that she had done an honest day's work of Samaritan wisdom, +and ordered the cab to make haste to her dressmaker. A he-dressmaker it +was, who, like a fashionable doctor, found it profitable to behave like +a gorilla and abuse his clients. He turned on Persis and stormed up and +down his show-room. He threatened to throw out all her costumes. She +bore with him as meekly as if she were a ragged seamstress pleading for +a job instead of the bride-elect of an Enslee. + +When she had thus appeased his wrath he changed his tune to a rhapsody. +She was to be the most beautiful bride that ever dragged a train up an +aisle, and she should drag the most beautiful train that ever followed a +maid to the altar and a wife away. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIX + + +Persis was not the only busy person in New York. Willie was kept on the +jump preparing his share of the performance. The ushers were to be +chosen, and their gifts, and a dinner given to them; and his list of +friends to receive announcements and invitations must be made up, and +the bride's gift selected, and the itinerary of the honeymoon arranged, +his yacht put into commission, and a dinner of farewell to bachelorhood +accepted and endured. + +He hardly caught a glimpse of Persis all this while, and when he heard +her voice on the telephone it was only to receive some new list of +chores. He missed the billing and cooing that he knew belonged to these +conversations. His heart ached to be assured of Persis' love; but she +was incapable of even imitating the amorous note with him. When he +pleaded for tendernesses she put him off as best she could by blaming +her brusqueness on her overwork, as one who does not wish to sign +oneself "Yours faithfully" or "affectionately" or even "truly" writes +"Yours hastily." + +But Willie's incessant prayer for love harassed her. It was a phase of +him that had been unimportant hitherto. And it alarmed her a little. It +would have given her greater uneasiness if she had not had so many other +matters to worry her, if she had not had so many fascinating excitements +to divert her. + +Forbes was busy, too. Senator Tait had easily arranged his appointment +as military attache. He had his duties to learn in this capacity. He had +to polish up his French and take lessons in conversation and +composition, and learn what he could about the French military +establishment and procedure. And he had to make ready for a long +residence abroad. + +To him, too, preoccupation was an opiate for suffering. Ambition and +pride were resuming their interrupted sway. So long as he was busy he +counted Persis as one of the tragedies of his past, and his love of her +as a thing lived down and sealed in the archives of his heart. + +But when he had an hour of leisure or of sleeplessness, she came back to +him like a ghost with eery beauty and uncanny charm. He found her in +nearly every newspaper, too. The announcement of her engagement brought +forth a shower of portraits. There were articles about the alliance +between the two families of Enslee and Cabot, about the bride's style of +beauty, her recipes for beauty, silly accounts of interviews she never +gave, beauty secrets she never used, exercises she never took, opinions +on matters on which she had never thought. She was caught by +camera-bogies on every shopping expedition, at the steeplechases, at the +weddings of other people--everywhere. There were moving pictures of her; +pictures of her in her babyhood, her girlhood, in old-fashioned costumes +and poses. Women began to copy her hats, her coiffures, her costumes. An +alert merchant with a large amount of an unsalable material on hand +named it "Persis pink," and women fought for it. It became a household +word, or, its substitute nowadays, a newspaper word. + +Forbes was dumfounded at the publicity of Persis. He was tempted to +believe that she had gone mad and hired a press-agent. But a woman who +marries a rich enough man needs no booming to-day. The whisper of her +engagement starts the avalanche. She becomes as public as a queen or a +politician or a criminal. + +The incessant encounter with Persis' beauty in every newspaper, morning +and evening and Sunday, and in the illustrated weeklies, kept Forbes' +wound open. He could not escape her. It was like being a prisoner at a +window where she was always passing. She smiled at him everywhere, and +always with the shadow of the Enslee name imminent above her. + +On the morning of the day he sailed, as he held his newspaper between +his coffee and his cigar, certain head-lines leaped up and shouted at +him from the top of a column with a roar as of apocalyptic trumpets. He +hastened to his room to be alone while he read the chronicle of what was +already past. + + + MISS PERSIS CABOT + WEDS WM. ENSLEE + + HEAD OF THE FAMOUS HOUSE + MARRIED AT ST. THOMAS'S + YESTERDAY AFTERNOON + + Reception at Bride's Home + + Earl and Countess of Kelvedon among Distinguished Guests. + Church a Mass of Bloom. + + The marriage of William Enslee, the present head of the great + dynasty of Enslee, and Miss Persis Cabot, the famous beauty, + daughter of an equally distinguished family, was celebrated at 4:30 + yesterday afternoon in St. Thomas's Church, Fifty-third Street and + Fifth Avenue. This was the largest and most brilliant wedding of + the season. + + The chancel of the church was banked with rambler roses and white + daisies, against a background of camellia-trees and towering palms, + and the way to the altar was marked with bay and orange trees. The + altar was a mass of bridal roses under an immense trellis of + trailing smilax. + + While the guests were arriving a recital was given by an orchestra, + which played several selections at the bride's request, including + the "Evening Star" from "Tannhaeuser," the prelude to "Lohengrin," + the gavotte from "Mignon," and Simonetti's "Madrigale." + + The ushers who seated the guests included the bride's brother, + LeGrand Cabot, Murray Ten Eyck, Robert Gammell Fielding, and Ives + Erskine. + + The full vested-choir service was used for the ceremony, and + Barnby's "O Perfect Love" was played as the processional. The bride + walked down the nave with her father, who gave her in marriage, + being preceded by the ushers, bridesmaids, matron, maid of honor, + and flower-bearers. The bride wore a robe of heavy white satin, the + skirt being draped with long motifs of old family lace and finished + with a square train, which was edged with clusters of orange + blossoms. The bodice was cut low and square in front, of lace and + chiffon, with a deep collar of rose point lace of square and + distinctive cut at the back. Her tulle veil was arranged about her + head in cap effect, held by a coronet of orange blossoms. Her only + ornament was a superb necklace of diamonds, the gift of the + bridegroom. + + She carried a cluster bouquet of white orchids, an ivory + prayer-book that was also carried by her mother at her wedding, and + a Valenciennes handkerchief. + + The Countess of Kelvedon, the bride's sister, was matron of honor. + She wore a costume of soft white charmeuse, with an overskirt + drapery effect of green chiffon, almost as deep in color as + jade-green, and the upper part of her gown was a combination of + satin and white chiffon, with a V opening at the neck. Her round + leghorn hat was encircled with jade-green satin, and topped at the + side with bows of green ribbon and pink roses. Her only ornament + was a solitaire diamond suspended on an invisible platinum chain, + and she carried a bouquet of Mme. Chatenay roses. + + Her two little children were the flower-bearers, the tiny Honorable + Paul Hadham and the exquisite little Lady Maude Hadham. + + The four bridesmaids, the Misses Winifred Mather, Emma Gay, Lois + Twombly, and Frances Iselin, also wore gowns that were a charming + combination of white and green. Wide panels of green chiffon fell + from the back of the shoulders to the hem of the ankle-length + skirts of charmeuse, which disclosed white slippers with large + rhinestone buckles. The green chiffon crossed the shoulders in + fichu effect, and the elbow-length sleeves were edged with bands of + green. Their leghorn hats of brown straw were trimmed with green + satin and white chiffon, and faced with black velvet, with upright + bows of green at the side. They each carried bouquets of roses, + sweet-peas, and field-daisies, tied with pink satin streamers, and + their ornaments were locket watches, the gift of the bride. + + The ceremony was performed by the rector of the church, assisted + by.... + + Twenty-five hundred invitations were sent out for the wedding. The + church was quite full, and the residence of the bride's parents, + where the wedding reception was held, was crowded to its utmost. + Mr. and Mrs. Enslee received congratulations in the Cabot + drawing-room. A collation was served in the.... + + Some of the wedding-gifts were shown in rooms on the third floor. + They were.... + + After the reception Mr. and Mrs. Enslee will leave almost + immediately for a honeymoon cruise on Mr. Enslee's yacht. They will + tour Europe later. + + Among those invited to the wedding were.... + +The paper dropped from Forbes' hand. The irrevocable was accomplished. +She was Enslee's, body and soul and name. + + + + +CHAPTER L + + +Forbes had not been invited to Persis' wedding. She had debated the +matter feverishly and resolved that it was the lesser slight to leave +him out of the twenty-five hundred who received the double-enveloped +engravings. There was a certain distinction in being omitted, and she +knew that he could not account it an oversight. She had been tempted to +write him a letter. She scrawled off a dozen and tore them up in turn. +What she had to say could not be put on paper. Besides, it would be +hideously indiscreet. + +But Forbes was present in her thoughts. He was the chief wedding guest +in her soul. He seemed to kneel between her and the groom and try to +shoulder him away. This added a last terror to the multitude of her +frights--frights ranging in importance from a fear that she might kneel +on her veil and pull it askew to nameless terrors of the bridegroom. + +There had been a lilt of gaiety in trying on the bridal robe for the +rehearsals and the posings before the camera. But when she made her +final entrance into the snowy costume it seemed to be entering into the +shroud of maidenhood. The journey to the church was like a ride in her +hearse, only that the progress through the streets was difficult because +of a crowd so dense that mounted policemen could hardly push and trample +lane enough for her to reach the awning. + +And under the narrow canopy a rabble jostled her and peered into her +face, even plucked at her robes, as if she had been a French princess on +her way to the guillotine. The rabble inside the church was hardly less +insolently inquisitive for being better dressed. + +The preliminaries of the march; the whispered instructions and warnings; +the corrected blunders; the stupidity of her father, made a child by the +shame that sweeps over a father at delivering his girl-child to a man to +possess; the sudden grief of her sister, the Countess; Persis' almost +overpowering tempest of desire to flee from the church and run to Forbes +for refuge--a whirlpool of emotions and memoranda and impressions. + +And then the march beginning, the organ blaring, the ushers setting +forth, and her sister and the children and the maids of honor; herself +clinging to her father's arm, which trembled so that she rather +supported him than he her; the arrival at the altar, where Willie was +standing, a sick green from church-fright; the waiting priests, the +rites, the hush of the throng to hear the answers; the strange piping +tone of Willie's voice; the odd sound of her own. + +Now she was filled with a realization of the awe of this great deed, a +realization so vivid and so new that it seemed to be her first +understanding of it. While she was kneeling in the prayer her thoughts +were not soaring aloft, but swirling with thoughts of Forbes and +memories of his embraces, a sense of his arms clasping her now so that +she could hardly breathe, a wondering if his eyes and thoughts were on +her, and where her nightcap was, and a swooning recollection of her cry +of "Help me, Harvey!" a frightful impulse to leap to her feet and cry +again to him to help her--then sick shudders at the blasphemy of such +thoughts amid the sacraments at her husband's side--for Willie was +already her husband, she wore his ring. He had kissed her. They were +standing up again. They were signing something. They were leaving the +church. It was over. It was just beginning. She was no longer her own; +nor her father's. Her father could not protect her from this man at her +side. Nobody could. The police and the judges and the laws were drawn +up to keep her his. + +Everybody was congratulating her, everybody was smiling, everybody was +grinning to think that the marriage was not yet consummated. Back of all +the gorgeousness and the glitter and the music and the sacrament waited +the hideous profanation, the grossness, the violation of all that was +precious and secret and holy. + +She had a blurred sense of returning to the carriage and to the house, +and of the mob there, the clatter of tongues, the price-mark appraisal +of gifts, the swinish greediness about the buffet, the smirking +repetition of the same banalities, the lines of drifting hands, the +faces that floated up like melons on a stream and spoke and sometimes +kissed her. But what did it matter who kissed her now? They were +Willie's cheeks and Willie's lips. She was all Willie's, now and for +evermore. + +Eventually, when she was white-mouthed with fatigue and eager to swoon +out of the pandemonium, some one took pity on her, and she was spirited +away to her room and her bridal livery taken from her. The weight of the +veil and the train had been greater than she knew. The blossoms were +lifted from her head, and in their place a little black straw hat with a +frill of black tulle was pinned. And in place of her white satin a +simple Callot gown of sage-green cloth was fastened about her girlhood +the last time. + +She looked to be only a smart young woman, but she was now truly in the +robe of sacrifice. They whispered about her and called her "Mrs. Enslee" +with immemorial mischief; but it was still Persis Cabot that slipped +from the house and met Willie, still a bachelor. They hurried into the +limousine and sped to that clandestine meeting in the hotel suite where +they were to tarry till the morrow. And then the yacht was to take them +on a long cruise across an ocean of bliss to the unknown continent +beyond the honeymoon. + +And now the crowdless silence seemed to ring in her ears. She had heard +so much noise and suffered so many stares and vibrated to so many +excitements that the abrupt hush left her dizzy as on the edge of an +unexpected abyss. It was like one of Beethoven's symphonies, where sound +is piled on sound and speed on speed till the storm sweeps toward an +intolerable climax, and just as the thunder and the lightning are to +come there is instead a complete hush; and then a little oboe voice +twanging. + +She had been swept and spun in a maelstrom, an eternal crash! crash! +crash! Then suddenly she was alone in a room with this little man. She +heard the thud of the door like a coffin lid. She heard the lock click; +she saw him peering at her with a fox-like slyness. He was whipping off +his coat and waistcoat and fumbling at his scarf. And his words were in +his whining, oboe voice: + +"Well, that's over. And, thank God, I can get out of this damned collar +before it chokes me!" + +That was his first comment on their solitude! But it was better than the +love speeches he tried to make next. + +She sank into a chair; but he was wrapping his arms about her. He was +trying to say pretty things, and making a complete fiasco. He was +kissing her with ownership, and she dared not turn her lips from his, +though all her soul was averted. + +He was tugging at her hatpins and pulling her hair naggingly. She rose, +controlling her impatience, and spoke with a meekness that amazed her: + +"Nichette is there. She will--help me." + +He grinned peevishly. + +"Nichette, eh? I thought we were to be alone--for once? Well, send her +away--as soon as you can." + +He spoke already with command, and she said, with that sick meekness: + +"All right, Willie." + +She slunk away and was afraid to meet the eyes of Nichette. And even +Nichette wept at her ministrations. And then she sent Nichette away. At +the door Nichette paused to stare through eyes of water, then ran back +and clasped Persis and kissed her, and ran out and closed the door. + +And Persis waited for her husband. Her thoughts were bitter. She was +utterly ashamed. It was not the beautiful shame of a bride whose lover +knocks at her door. She was understanding her bargain. She had kept +herself for Willie Enslee. She had fought off lovers and love and fled +from her own heart that she might be worthy of Willie Enslee and his +money! Her body was no longer a shrine. She had rented it to the highest +bidder. And the tenant had arrived. + + + + +CHAPTER LI + + +As Forbes had once surveyed the tide of Fifth Avenue from the upper deck +of a motor-bus, so now, from a sky-scraping ship he watched the thronged +traffic along the spacious avenue of the Hudson River and the broad +plaza of the bay. + +Among the tugs, noisy and rowdy as newsboys, the waddling ferry-boats, +the barges loaded with refuse or freight-trains, the passenger-boats and +excursion-boats, and the merchantmen from many ports, a few yachts +picked their way superciliously, their bowsprits like upturned noses, +their trim white flanks like skirts drawn aside. + +Among these yachts, though Forbes was unaware of it, was the _Isolde_, +known to those who know such things as a ridiculously luxurious craft, a +floating residence. Persis had christened the yacht at Willie's request, +and he had accepted the name as a good omen, since he said: "I always +have a perfect sleep when _Isolde_ is under way." + +Persis, herself now an Isolde wedded to one man and loving another, +passed the famous sky-line which seemed to continue another Palisades, +only fantastically carved and honeycombed with windows. When these +cliffs of human fashioning were pulled backward, there was a space of +dancing water, and then Governor's Island, with its moldy old mouse-trap +of a fort. + +Never dreaming that Forbes was on the liner that had gone down the bay a +few moments before, Persis fastened her binocular on the island and +tried to pick him out from among the men whom distance rendered +lilliputian. She selected some vague promenader and sent him her +blessings. If he ever received them he never knew whence they came. + +Forbes was groping toward her in thought like a wireless telegrapher +trying to reach another and unable to come to accord. Forbes was +entering upon the Atlantic Ocean for the first time, and Persis was +embarking on another sea equally new to her, for marriage is a kind of +ocean to a woman. Maidens struggle toward it and consecrate themselves +to it from far inland; they come forth upon the roaring wonder of its +cathedral music; the surf flings white flowers at their feet. They +venture farther and encounter the first shocks of the breakers, and +thereafter the sea lies vast and monotonous with happiness or grief and +their interchange. But the prosperity of the voyage is less from without +than from within the boat. Persis was not lucky in the captain she had +shipped with. + +To-day's Persis on the boat was altogether another woman from +yesterday's Persis. The toil and fever of preparation, the bacchantic +orgies of purchase, the dressing up, the celebration of the +festival--these were the joys of the wedding to her, and she had drained +them to the full. They left her exhausted and sated. The anticipation +was over, the realization begun. + +In some wiser communities the bride and groom separate for a day or two +after the ceremony. But Persis had no such breathing-space. Persis was +delivered to Willie Enslee in a state of fagged-out nerves, muscles, and +brain. To him, however, the weeks of preparation had been a mere +annoyance, a postponement, a prelude too long, too ornate. And when at +last the prize was his he found the fact almost intolerably beautiful. +He possessed Persis Enslee! She had no longer even a name of her own. +Miss Cabot had been merged into the Enslee Estates. + +One does not expect to-day the childlike innocence that was revealed or +pretended by the brides of other years. Nowadays even their mothers +"tell them things." And Willie knew that Persis was neither ignorant +nor ingenuous. Her gossip, the scandal she knew, the books and plays she +discussed, her sophisticated attitude toward people and life had long +ago proved that, whatever she might be, she was not without knowledge. +She knew as much as Mildred Tait, and her talk was nearly as free, but +always from the cynical, the flippant, or the shocked point of view. + +Willie did not expect to initiate an ignoramus into any unheard-of +mysteries. He expected at most a certain modest reluctance and +confusion. He was dumfounded to be met with icy horror and shuddering +recoil. After the first repulse the terror with which she cringed away +from his caresses enhanced her the more. + +He imputed it to a native purity. He believed--and it was true--that she +had come through all the years and temptations and the dangerous +environments with her body and her soul somehow protected to this great +event. It was a kind of purity. But not what he thought it. + +Persis' creed--if she had thought much about it--would have been the +creed of many a woman: that love sanctifies all that it inspires; and +that unchastity is what Rahel Varnhagen defined it--intercourse without +love, whether legalized or not. + +If Persis had married the man she loved, the man whose touch was like a +flame, she would still have been terrified; but love would have hallowed +the conquest, changed fright into ecstasy, and glorified surrender. + +Willie's touch had always chilled her clammily. What she saw in his eyes +now offended her utterly, filled her with loathing and with panic as +before a violation. But after this first rebellion she regained control +of her fears and reasoned coldly with herself. When she had said "Yes" +to Willie's courtship, and when she had made her affirmations in the +church, she had given him her I. O. U. She was not one to repudiate a +gambling loss. She forbore resistance, but she could not mimic rapture. +Yet rapture was part of the bargain. Soul and flesh could not pay the +obligation her mind had so lightly incurred. + +And now it was Enslee that recoiled, strangely smitten with an awe, a +reverence for her and her integrity. "You are a saint," he murmured, "an +angel, and I am a brute. You are too good, too wonderful!" + +Persis was startled at being treated with reverence. It was perhaps the +first time she had ever been held sacred. She accepted this tribute in +lieu of the others, and they left the hotel as they had entered it, +still bachelor and maid, though they wore the same name. + +But she was alone upon the ocean now, and she feared her husband more +than before. She found him somewhat ridiculous in his uniform, with his +yachting-cap a trifle top-heavy for his slim skull. Yet he was the +owner; his flag and his club pennant were fluttering aloft. And Persis +felt sure that he had repented of his mercy and was ashamed of his +asceticism. + +He ogled her as he paced the unstable deck, and found her more beautiful +than ever, clad in a trim white suit and curled up in her chair like a +purring kitten, the sun sifting over her through the awning like a +golden powder. And he knew that she was his. He paused at her side and +mellowed her cheek, pinched the lobe of her ear, and pursed his lips to +kiss her red lips. She winced, then frowned, and shook her head. + +"Why not?" he demanded. + +"The crew is watching," she explained. And he retorted: + +"They expect us to be a little silly, don't they? They'll think it +stranger if we aren't than if we are, won't they? Even those +Scandinavian sailors are human." + +And so--for the sake of the Scandinavians--she accepted his caresses. + +It was such a sarcastic parody of her own code that she laughed aloud. +She was good sport enough to laugh at herself when the joke was on her. + +But it was bitter laughter; and it ended on the margin of hysteria. She +conquered that--for the sake of the Scandinavians. But she felt +altogether forlorn, miserably cheap, fooled. + +That bitterness of hers embittered Enslee. He felt that he was being +made ridiculous in the sight of man and God and himself. He remembered +proverbs about mastership, about women's love of brutality, their +fondness for being overpowered. + +He grew fiercely petulant, sardonic, ugly. He whined and swore and +muttered. And, finally, to that mood she yielded, feeling herself +degraded beneath her own contempt. + +And now Persis was married and not married. Strange fires were kindled +and left to smolder sullenly. Unsuspected desires were stirred to mutiny +and not quelled. Latent ferocities of passion were wakened to terrify +and torment her. And only now she understood who and what it was she had +married. Only now she realized what it meant to marry without love and +to marry for keeps. The vision of her future was unspeakably hideous. +Her life was already a failure, her career a disaster. + +Persis had always loved crowds and the excitement they make. It was only +with Forbes that she had found contentment in dual solitude, in hours of +quiet converse, or in mute communion. Next best to being with him was +being alone, for then she had thoughts of him for company. + +Now Forbes was banished from her existence by her own decree. Willie was +to be her life-fellow for all her days and nights, while her youth +perished loveless. + +And now once more she pined for crowds. Solitude with Willie was an +alkaline Death Valley without oasis. She grew frantic to be rid of him, +or, at least, to mitigate him with other companionships. And he who had +been restlessly unhappy without her found that he could not be happy +with her, because of the one mad regret that he could not make her love +him as he loved her. + +Mismated and incompatible in every degree, they glared at each other +like sick wretches in the same hospital ward. The next evening as they +sat at table in the dining-saloon it came over her that for the rest of +her days she must see that unbeautiful face opposite her. She felt an +impulse to scream, to run to the railing and leap overboard, to thwart +that life-sentence in any possible way. But she kept her frenzy hidden +in her breast and said, with all the inconsequence she could assume: + +"To-morrow they'll be playing the first international polo game." + +Even Willie heard the shiver of longing in the tone. It meant that the +honeymoon was already boring her. His heart broke, but all he said was: + +"Er--yes--I believe it is to-morrow. Like to go?" + +"Oh no," she murmured. "I was just thinking what a splendid sight it +will be. Everybody will be there, I suppose." + +"Er--yes--I suppose so." + +She lighted her third cigarette since the soup, and, rising from the +table, drifted to the piano clamped to the walls of the drawing-room. +Her mind was far off, and her fingers, left to themselves, stumbled +through a disjointed chaos of melodies from nocturnes to tangos and +back. + +Willie stood it as long as he could, then his torment broke out in a cry +more tragic than its words: + +"For God's sake play something or quit." + +She quit. + +She walked to a porthole and stared out at the dark waves shuffling past +like stampeding cattle. + +He apologized at once. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean it. I apologize." + +"Oh, that's all right," she sighed, with doleful graciousness. But when +he knelt by her and put his arm around her she slipped from his clasp +and went out on the deck. He followed her. But neither of them spoke. + +The moon on the sea spread a pathway of dancing white tiles. She wanted +to run away, to step forth on that fantastic pavement and follow it out +of the world. + +To Forbes, on a distant ship in midocean the same moon was spreading the +same path straight to him. He stared into its shifting glamour till his +eyes were bewitched. He could see Persis walking on the water in the +boudoir cap and the shimmering thing she wore that morning. + +They were thinking of each other, longing for each other, and the space +between them was widening every moment. + +It came over Persis with maddening vividness that she had made a ruin of +her happiness. All the wealth was nothing but mockery. Even the hats and +the multitudes of dresses were wasted splendor, weapons of conquest to +be left in an armory. + +The night grew more and more wonderful. The moon was like a white face +flung back with unappeased desire. The wind across the waves tugged +amorously at her hair and whimpered and caressed her. And she was with +Willie Enslee, the unlovable, the hideously uninteresting, the +intolerable. She was handcuffed to Willie Enslee for life. + +The ache of longing that thrilled the night world thrilled Enslee's +heart, too; and he crept close to her, his adoration, his wife, the only +soul on earth he deeply loved. He set his cheek against hers and +clenched her in his arms fiercely. And immediately he encountered that +hopeless antipathy, though all she said was a faintly petulant "Don't, +please!" + +It struck him in the face like a little fist. He moved aloof from her in +abject humiliation and thought hard, took out a cigarette, tapped it on +the back of his hand, puffed restlessly, threw the cigarette over the +rail, and a moment later took out another. There was no need for words. +The air throbbed with Persis' detestation of the voyage. The +sailing-master passed. Willie called to him: + +"Svendsen!" + +"Yes, sir!" + +"Put about and make for home." + +"I beg pardon, sir." + +"You heard!" + +"Aye, aye, sir." + +The commands were given in the distance, a bell rang remotely in the +engine-room, and the stars wheeled across the sky as the yacht came +round. + +The phosphorescent sea revealed the wake they had plowed in a long +straight furrow of white fire, and now there was a sharp curve in the +line. And shortly they were paralleling its dimming radiance. + +They were bound for home. The mere thought of the word brought a tragic +chuckle from Enslee's heart. Home was a word he could not hope to use. +Home was a thing he must do without. + + + + +CHAPTER LII + + +Persis was sorry for her husband, but just a trifle sorrier for Persis. +She solaced herself with the thought that it was partly for Willie's own +sake that she consented to go back, since if she stayed out in that +solitude with him any longer she would go mad and jump overboard. And he +would not like that in the least. A bride in town would be worth two in +the ocean. Besides, a suicide on a honeymoon would be sure to cause a +fearful scandal. She could imagine the head-lines. + +Willie was a darling to yield so easily. It showed her how much he loved +her--also how meekly he obeyed her. That is always an important question +to settle. Perhaps it is what honeymoons are for--training-stations in +which husbands are broken to harness and taught to answer a mere +chirrup; it saves the whip. + +But the comfort Persis took in finding that her husband was her +messenger-boy ended as they came up the bay again. She suddenly realized +that for Willie and her to be seen at the polo games, when they had so +ostentatiously set out on their honeymoon only two days before, would +provoke a landslide of gossip. Everybody on earth would be at the polo +games, and she and Willie could not hope to escape attention. They would +be ridiculed to death behind their backs and to their faces. Therefore +they must not go. + +She explained this to Willie, and he shook his head and broke out, +peevishly: + +"Why the bally hell didn't you think of all this in the first place?" + +"In the first place, Willie," said Persis, "you are the man of the +family, and supposed to do the thinking. In the second place, I won't be +sworn at." + +"I wasn't swearing at you, my love. I was just swearing. Well, if you +don't want to go to the polo games, where in--where do you want to +go--up to the country place?" + +Here was a problem. She was sure that she did not want to be alone in a +country house with Willie. That would be worse than the yacht. Since she +could not endure either to be alone with him or to go among crowds with +him, the dilemma was perfect. Already there was another incompatibility +established. + +She was mad for diversion, and, being herself a polo player of no small +prowess, she was frantic to see the effort of the British team to wrest +back the trophy. But a stronger passion still was the determination to +evade gossip. + +She and Willie, therefore, sneaked from their yacht to their house in +town. They astounded the servants, and there was much scurrying and +whisking. + +They dined together alone, though Persis was eager to be in a restaurant +where there was music. She was like a child kept in after school. She +flattened her nose against a window-pane and stared out at life. After +dinner the prospect of an evening with Willie rendered her desperate. +They could at least go to the theater somewhere. Nobody was in town; +they would be quite unnoticed. But when nobody is in town the theaters +close up. There was nothing they had not seen or had not been warned +against. Willie proposed a roof-garden--Hammerstein's. + +They went, and beheld a chimpanzee that rode various bicycles, smoked a +cigar expertly, and spat with amazing fidelity to the technique of the +super-ape; also a British peeress who danced in less clothes than the +chimpanzee wore. + +Ten Eyck was there. He tried to hide from Persis and Willie, not +because he was ashamed to be seen by them, but because he was afraid +that Persis and Willie would not want to be seen by him. He had +cherished no illusions for the success of the match on its sentimental +side, but he had expected them to see the honeymoon through. He kept out +of their sight, but they stumbled on him during the intermission, when +the audience crowded into a space at the back of the roof where a +patient cow was milked by electricity at an uncowly hour, and where +couples rowed boats up and down an almost microscopic lake. + +Ten Eyck had not expected Persis and Willie to join this hot and foolish +mob. But he felt a hand seize his arm. He turned and looked into Persis' +eyes. She welcomed him as a rescuer, but it was Willie that urged him to +sit with them. Ten Eyck's hesitation was misconstrued by Persis. She +said: + +"Perhaps he is--er--not alone." + +"Oh yes, I am," Ten Eyck hastened to say. "I'll join you." And he went +with them to an upper box. Even Ten Eyck felt a little shy. + +Persis and Willie knew what he was thinking, and they were like a pair +of youngsters caught spooning. Only their misdemeanor was that they had +been caught not spooning. Ten Eyck ventured to speak. + +"So the penance is over already? I thought you two doves were still on +the ark." + +"We are, officially," said Persis. + +Ten Eyck wanted to help them out, so he said: + +"What's the matter? Did the yacht puncture a tire or lose a shoe or--" + +Willie attempted to carry along the idea by saying: + +"It was trouble with the sparker." And he did not understand why Persis +blushed and Ten Eyck blurted. + +They were rescued from this personal confusion by what would have thrown +any audience into a panic ten years before and now was greeted almost +with apathy: the appearance of the British peeress in a costume that +was hardly more than Eve wore after the eviction. A gauzy shift was all +she had on, with a few wisps of chiffon as opaque as cigarette-smoke. +Shoulders, arms, and all of both legs were as bare as her face. + +No policeman interfered, and not a sermon had been preached against her. +Nudity had lost its novelty, and her posturings and curvetings were +regarded with as academic a calm as if she were a trick pony or an +acrobat. There was much laughter later when a male comedian burlesqued +her, with a bosom composed of two toy balloons, one of which escaped, +and one of which exploded when he fell on it. + +"I think this age will go down in history as the return to nature," Ten +Eyck said, struggling for some impersonal topic. "Women in and out of +vaudeville have left off more and more of their concealments, till the +only way a woman can arouse suspicion now is by keeping something on. +And I can't see that we are any worse--or any better. An onion is an +onion, no matter how many skins it has on or off. We'll see +bathing-suits on Fifth Avenue next season." + +He did not know that the next season was to bring a sudden revolution +and divert women from disclosure to the covering of their bodies with +chaotic fabrics till they resembled dry-goods counters in disarray. + +Philosophizing did not interest Willie. He came always back to the +individual. By and by he wrestled with silence, and asked: + +"Er--whatever became of that--er--soldier you brought up to the farm? +Stupid solemn fella--Ward--or Lord--or something?" + +"Forbes, you mean?" said Ten Eyck, taking pains not to look at Persis. +But he could feel her eager attention in the sudden check of her fan. + +"That's it--Forbes. Still at Ellis Island--or is it Ward's?" + +"Governor's," said Ten Eyck. "He's been made military attache at the +French Embassy. Sailed for Paris the other day with Senator +Tait--and--and Mildred." + +Persis' whole body seemed to clench itself like a hand. But Willie, +everlastingly oblivious to significant things, driveled on: + +"Paris, eh? Racing season's on over there now. How'd you like to run +across for the Grand Prix, Persis?" + +"Paris is a nice place," said Persis, with a mystic veil about her +voice. + +And now Ten Eyck looked at her. Their eyes met. His were angry, and hers +fell before their prophetic ire. She stammered a little as she said: + +"I like London better. We could make the Royal Cup at Ascot if we +hurried. My sister could take care of us in the country." + +But Ten Eyck slapped his knees impatiently, glared at her, and growled: + +"Bluffer! Good night!" + +And he was gone without shaking hands. + +"What did he mean by bluffer?" said Enslee. "Doesn't he like your +sister?" + +"Apparently not," said Persis. "And he used to be crazy about her. She +threw him overboard for 'Kelly.'" + + + + +CHAPTER LIII + + +Willie had arranged for supper at home. As they left the theater and +sped through the streets crowded with uncharacteristic mobs Persis +thought longingly of the tango-hunts she had indulged in during the past +season. But there was no one to dance with her now. And she realized +that she would be impossibly conspicuous as a cafe-hunting bride with a +husband who abhorred this whole chapter in the chronicle of diversion. + +Alone with Willie in the Enslee palace, which Ten Eyck described as "a +sublime junk-shop," Persis was oppressed to melancholia. The air that +came in at the windows had a mournful breath. The peculiar aversion for +the city, that overtakes New-Yorkers in the late spring seized her and +shook her. The mansions neighborly to theirs were boarded up now, with +only a caretaker's window alight here and there. There was nobody even +to summon by telephone as a rescuing third party to make a crowd out of +the appallingly tiresome duet with Willie. + +"This town is a cemetery," she exclaimed, as she quenched her eighth +cigarette stump. "Opening a house here now is like opening a grave in +Woodlawn at midnight. You've got to take me away or leave me in +Bloomingdale." + +"What about Paris?" Willie suggested. + +She remembered Ten Eyck's eyes, and said, "Let's make it London." + +"I'll get what I can to-morrow. You wouldn't like to cross in the +yacht?" he asked, haughtily. "_Isolde's_ all right in the ugliest +weather." + +She shook her head violently, and yawned and spoke so eloquently of her +fatigue that he slunk away to his own room. + +The next day he set his secretary to work running down a berth on a +steamer. Everything seemed to be gone. People whom the panicky times had +reduced from wealth to anxiety were crossing the ocean to places where +they could economize without ostentation. The final report was that the +only suitable berth was the imperial suite on the new _Imperator_. + +"Did you grab it?" said Willie. The secretary shook his head. + +"Why the devil didn't you?" Willie snapped. + +"They ask five thousand dollars for it." + +Even Willie winced at this. "I don't want it for a year," he groaned. +"Just one voyage." + +"It has a private deck, a drawing-room, two bath-rooms, two servants' +rooms--" + +The "private deck" decided Willie; but when he told Persis he laid +stress on the price he paid; not from any braggart motive, but as a +pathetic sort of courtship. + +Persis smiled a little. It was something. But when she found the private +deck she took pains to invite other passengers she knew to make it their +own piazza. Among the passengers were Mrs. Neff and Alice. + + * * * * * + +After Persis had thwarted Alice's elopement with Stowe Webb the boy had +been tempted to go to Mrs. Neff and plead with her to withdraw her ban, +seeing that he was now a man of affairs with an assured income. But he +imagined what she would say when she asked him the amount of that +income; and he imagined her smile. She did not have to ridicule his +fortune. The sum itself was so petty that it ridiculed itself. + +He and Alice had met clandestinely a few times at the houses of friends, +but both were young and both were timid, and their friends were cynical +with discouragement. Alice wanted to go to watch him off at the dock, +but had not dared, and only sent him a tear-blotted steamer letter. And +while he was down in his state-room reading it she was locked in her +pink-and-white virginal chamber crying her blue eyes crimson on her bed. +She never spoke of him to her mother, and Mrs. Neff did not know what +had become of him. + +So the two child-lovers pined away. New York became a deserted village +to Alice, and Stowe found the ocean a congenial waste, for he felt in +his breast an Atlantic loneliness. Nor was Paris less sad; its +allurements were only thorns; he felt that he must be true to his little +wife-to-be, and it seemed that even to indulge in the more innocent +gaieties would belie his desolation. + +Then Mrs. Neff grew just a trifle too shrewd. Noting that Alice never +spoke of Stowe Webb, she made up her crafty old mind that the two young +wretches were meeting secretly. Since nothing happened at all, she all +too cleverly decided that something was about to happen, and resolved to +nip the passion-flower in the bud. She read Alice a long curtain-lecture +on the perfection with which children obeyed their parents when she was +young, then dilated on the advantages of European travel in broadening +the mind, and drew such a glowing portrait of her own benevolence in +offering Alice the opportunity of going abroad that the girl began to +foresee what was coming, and what real motive was actuating her mother. +By the time Mrs. Neff arrived at the heartbreaking news that she was +about to drag Alice off to Paris the simple child was able to dissemble +her ecstasy and give a convincing portrayal of a daughter who would +rather go anywhere on earth than to France. Like Br'er Rabbit, she +pleaded not to be thrown into the briar-patch of all places. So she was +thrown into the briar-patch. Alice was on her way to Paris. + +She took Persis into her confidence, and Persis found a dreary pleasure +in the joke. She even forbore to warn Alice against the folly of +marrying into poverty. She was not so satisfied with her own triumph as +to recommend her example to others. + +There was, as there will always be, a certain joy in having the best and +the most expensive things of every sort. But there was, as there will +always be, a disappointment in getting by merely wishing or commanding; +especially as the fairy gift of wishes has always carried a few +amendments: "You may have anything you wish for except--" Whereupon the +"excepts" become the only things sincerely wishable. + +Persis found London at the height of its June festivity. The President +of France was visiting the King of England, and there were state +banquets and state balls and state everything, mingled with private +celebrations that rivaled them in pomp; and a horse-show, and +horse-races, regimental polo tournaments; the annual hysterical +wholesale celebration of nothing in particular. + +Many of Persis' school-girl friends were duchesses, countesses, +marchionesses, mere ladies. Lady Crainleigh, whom Persis had once beaten +in a potato-race at a country horse-show in Westchester, gave a dance +where seven hundred guests were present and where titles were as common +as pebbles on a shore. Persis wore her "all-around" diamond crown, and +danced with a Russian grand-duke and a prince or two. + +The tango and the turkey-trot had spread overseas, and royalties trod on +Persis' toes as they bungled the steps like yokels. It was fantastic to +hear the trashy tunes of American music-halls resounding through the +ballrooms of mansions and palatial hotels. + +At the Royal Ascot the Queen sent a duke to fetch Persis to the royal +box, and spoke amiably of her sister. + +But, however Persis glittered abroad, when the inevitable time came to +become mere woman and go to bed, she must always return to the nagging +presence of Willie, infatuated the more by the inaccessible distances +her soul kept from his. + +With his harrowed face, his unwelcome caresses, his unanswerable prayers +for a little love, he ceased to be tragic. He became a pest. + +Persis was learning wherein wealth, as well as poverty, has its +poverties, its nauseas, its petty annoyances, its daily denials, its +hair-cloth shirts. + +She began to feel that if she had married Forbes and made her own +clothes she could not have grown wearier than she grew from putting on +and taking off the complicated harnesses devised by intoxicated +dressmakers. + +Sometimes she declared that she would rather trim one bonnet and wear it +the rest of her life than try on any more of the works of the mad +hatters of Europe. + +And what mockery her splendor was!--for the ulterior purpose of +gorgeousness is love. Humanity has stretched its mating season +throughout the whole year, but the meaning of bright plumage remains an +invitation to courtship, a more or less disguised advertisement: +"Behold, I am ready. I am desirable!" + +Persis was dressing herself up for yesterday's party. Men courted her +still, slyly and disgustingly, but she felt herself insulted by the +adventure, degraded by the implications. Whatever other faults she had, +Persis was not promiscuous. There was nothing of the female rake in her +nature. She was meant to be loved by many and to love one. Her heart had +selected its one among the ones; but the hand had married elsewhere. +There was great danger for her soul if she did not meet that One. And +greater danger if she did. + + + + +CHAPTER LIV + + +Paris and London were like two rival circuses bidding for the public, +beating tom-toms, blowing horns, and sending out band-wagons and +parades. While Persis was wearying of the English side-shows, Forbes was +tiring of the French. The wounds Persis had inflicted on his heart and +his pride were still fresh and bleeding. The fever had not left him. At +the thought of her, or the sight of her name frequently in the daily +papers, or her portrait in the illustrated papers, the scarlet shame of +his defeat still ran across his brow, still the hunger for her gripped +him, regret sickened him. + +Senator Tait had not enjoyed the progress of his conspiracy. For +secretary he had taken Stowe Webb, who moved about like an immature +Hamlet with a heart draped in black. For military attache he had brought +Forbes, whose thoughts flew backward to the past instead of scouting +ahead. For acting ambassadress he had brought a daughter who, though +torn away from her New York charities, found new miseries to engage her +everywhere. Even on the ship she had sought distress--in the stokehold, +in the steerage and the second cabin. Instead of holding hands in +moonlit nooks and funnel-corners, she was taking up purses, sterilizing +milk for sick babies, and selling tickets for a benefit concert. + +Forbes admired Mildred profoundly, but he preferred his own sorrows to +the woes she discovered in other people. Mildred liked Forbes immensely, +in a motherly, elder-sisterly, trained-nursish way. But of love between +them there was no visible trace. + +Tait grew fonder and fonder of Forbes as a son, but he could not +contrive him as a son-in-law. The mating of human hearts, he found, was +a task beyond diplomacy or politics. He wondered if he would have more +success in promoting affection between America and France, the two +republics that made each other possible. He wished that he had never +undertaken any of his tasks. He felt old, ill, tired. He had agreed to +take over the Embassy on the fifth of July. Hardly more than a week +remained of his freedom, and that week was the big week of the year--the +_grande semaine_. + +He did not know that other dangers lurked in ambush ahead of himself. +Mrs. Neff, ignorant of Stowe Webb's office, had come straight to Paris +from the _Imperator_, bound to expose Alice again to the Senator's +inspection. More dangerous yet was Winifred Mather. Tait had been warned +of Mrs. Neff, but not of Winifred. + +The heavy times in Wall Street had played havoc with Bob Fielding's +means and with his spirits. The gradual jolting down and down of values, +and the buying public's desertion of the market left the Stock Exchange +like a neglected billiard parlor, where in the absence of customers the +professionals played against one another--for points. + +Bob Fielding was so big that when he was happy he was a Falstaff, but +when he was unhappy he was a whale ashore. Winifred liked him happy. She +grew weary of her blue Behemoth and began to think again of Senator +Tait. She reasoned that he really needed a wife; it was a handicap to +the Embassy to have only an elder daughter to run its social branch, +especially such a daughter as Mildred, with her exasperating to-morrow's +virtues and her last year's clothes. Winifred felt it her patriotic duty +to marry the Embassy over. + +She had a widowed sister in Paris, Mrs. Mather Edgecumbe. With her as +complotter and under her aegis Winifred attacked Senator Tait in a +campaign so skilfully arranged under so many disguises that Tait was +left hardly a minute to himself. All his invitations included Forbes +and Mildred and young Stowe Webb. + +At one of them, a night fete in Mrs. Mather Edgecumbe's house in the Rue +de Monceau, with musicians in Persian costume playing in the garden +under the illuminated trees, Mrs. Neff and Alice were included unbeknown +to Winifred. She was aghast at the tactical mistake, and she was curt +enough when Alice, hastening as usual in one direction and looking in +another, ran into her. + +"Oh, it's you Alice. How are you? I didn't know you were in Paris. +Followed the Senator over, I suppose." + +"I suppose so," said Alice. "Did you?" + +"Where's your mother?" + +"She's probably looking for me. I hope she doesn't find me. Have you +seen Stowe?" + +"Somewhere," said Winifred, with a perceptible thaw. "Does your mother +know he's here?" + +"If she did, should I be here?" Alice giggled, and laughter bubbled from +Winifred, too. It continued with increase as Alice went on: "The Senator +and I have come to a perfect understanding. He knows I don't love him, +and that I do love Stowe. He gave Stowe his job as a starter to get me +with. Yes, he did! My awful mother, of course, is always conspiring to +leave the Senator alone with me. Sends us driving and Louvre-ing +together. Well, that angel man, the Senator, just waits till mama is +safely out of sight, then he notifies Stowe and goes away about his +business and leaves us together." + +"Oh, then the Senator's devotion for you is all for Stowe's sweet sake?" +and there was a rapturous little break in Winifred's voice. + +"Of course. Isn't he an angel?" + +"He is, indeed!" said Winifred, with a sigh of relief so deep that Alice +stared at her in surprise and exclaimed: + +"Why, do you really want him?" + +Winifred bridled as proudly as she could, but Alice only gasped: +"Heavens! here comes that awful mother of mine. Don't give me away!" +And she fled from tree to tree. + +There was small risk that Winifred would violate the secret left with +her, and she greeted Mrs. Neff with an unprecedented smile when she +swept into the arbor and found there the last person on earth she would +have wished to see. + +"Why, it's Winifred Mather!" was her undeniable affirmation. "So you are +in Paris!" + +"Yes, dear. Did you bring dear Alice to Paris with you?" + +"I was just going to ask if you had seen her." + +Winifred lied with the glibness of long training: + +"No, indeed. But I'd love to. Let's look for her." + +And she took Mrs. Neff's sharp elbow in her fat hand, and led her in the +wrong direction. A moment later she whirled her away from an alley of +roses where Stowe Webb was blundering along in such eager search of +Alice that he would have walked into her mother but for Winifred's +alertness as a chauffeuse. + +"She's here somewhere," Mrs. Neff was saying as her eyes ransacked the +glittering crowd. "I snatched her away from America to keep her from the +possibility of meeting that young Webb." + +"What a very clever idea!" said Winifred, and she began to laugh so +helplessly that Mrs. Neff grew suspicious. But having no clue to work +on, she changed the subject: + +"Persis and Willie are here, I see." + +"Are they? I telegraphed the dear girl an invitation, but I was afraid +she was stuck in London." + +"She came over for the _Prix des Drags_ to-morrow." + +"How does the poor child look after--after honeymooning with Willie; +Heaven help her!--and him!" + +"She looks--oh, of course, she's still our dear beautiful Persis, but +Willie, of course, is the same dear little dam-phool. Alice's maid, the +Irish one, said Persis looked like her heart was dead in her, the +creature. She had it from his man that Willie and she get along like +the monkey and the parrot. But, of course, one can't listen to +servants." + +"No, of course not; though God knows what we'd do for news without 'em." + +As they entered the house Mrs. Neff saw Forbes. He was in his military +full dress, and he was standing alone in a reverie. He was as solitary +in the crowd as if he were a statue on a battle-field gazing through +eyes of bronze. + +"There's our little snojer man," said Winifred. + +"So it is," said Mrs. Neff, struggling toward him through a sort of +panic of complexly moving groups. "How is the dear boy? Paris has swept +him off his feet, eh?" + +"He's the melancholiest man here--the ghost of the boulevards." + +"It's too bad," said Mrs. Neff. "He was the man for Persis." She reached +his side, took his hand, and laughed up into his face. He came out of a +dream and stared at her foggily, then answered the warm clench of her +little fingers. She said: + +"And what are you staring at so hard?--Mrs. Enslee?" + +He started at the name--"Mrs. Enslee?" + +"Yes, Persis. You haven't forgotten her so soon?" + +"Oh no, of course not. But she isn't here?" + +"Oh yes, she is, with her brand-new husband." + +"Really," he said, trying to sound casual, though the warning of her +nearness frightened him and put his heart to its paces. + +"I'll never forgive you for not marrying her after you flirted with her +so dreadfully." + +"Did I?" he laughed, wretchedly. "And you say she's in Paris?" + +"She's right behind you." + +Forbes felt as a man feels when some one says, "There's a rattlesnake +just back of you." He became an automaton of wax and turned slowly as on +a creaking pivot. Yes, there she was. Persis had just come in with her +husband. The news, and the presence of the man at her side, sent a +shudder through Forbes. The Enslees had happened upon Ambassador Tait, +and Forbes could see that the old man was struggling hard to be decently +polite to them. + +Persis caught sight of Forbes, and her beautiful brows went up as she +smiled. He had an intuition that her look was an appeal for mercy. Then +she moved on with Willie, to lay off her cloak. + +Tait, glancing about, saw Forbes and came to him at once. Mrs. Neff, +seeing him, forgot the study she was making of Forbes' emotions. She +demanded of Tait: "Have you seen Alice? I hoped she was with you." + +"No, I haven't seen her to-night," he answered guilelessly, forgetting +his role in his excitement. + +"Then I must look for her. Come along, Winifred. I can't run about +alone." + +Winifred did not want to come along, but Mrs. Neff did not intend to +leave the Senator in her clutches. She ran her arm through Winifred's +and dragged her away. + +Then Tait took Forbes by the arm and spoke with a curious sick +thickness: "Let's get out into the air a minute." + +Forbes was alarmed by his tone and by the prominence of the veins about +his forehead and throat. They walked into the garden filled with soft +lantern lights like luminous flowers, the moon over all and the +strangely zestful air of Paris like an intoxicant. The orchestra in the +garden was just finishing a tune, and the orchestra in the house was +just beginning an American tango played with a marked French accent. +They found a marble seat in a green niche where it was yet too early for +flirts to be found. + +"Well, Harvey, she's here--that damned woman--and her toy husband." + +Forbes smarted under the hatred the man he loved bore for the woman he +loved, and when the Ambassador, trying to be cheerful, spoke hopefully, +"But, then, that flame has smoldered out, hasn't it?" Forbes only +sighed: + +"Oh, I think so--I hope so!" + +"What's this? What's this?" Tait gasped. "Are you still at her +mercy--_her_ mercy?" + +Forbes made a gesture of distress: "I don't know! The thought of her has +never left me. The sight of her again hurts like the bullet I got in +that first brush with the Spanish. And she doesn't look happy. There was +a shadow over her." + +"There ought to be," Tait grumbled. "She's a cold-blooded, mercenary, +calculating--" + +"Don't!" Forbes pleaded, but the old man raged on. + +"She sold herself to a man she didn't love. She's to blame for--" + +"The older I grow," Forbes interposed, "the less I feel that people +deserve either blame or praise for being what they are or doing what +they do." + +"Don't waste your pity on her; she had none for you." + +"It's not pity--it's--" + +Tait clapped his hand to his left side and choked back a cry of +distress. Forbes turned to him with an exclamation of alarm. "You ought +to see your doctor." + +Tait shook his head: "No, he'd only swear at me for disobeying him. I'm +all right--if I can only avoid any excitement. Been going a little too +hard. It's that damned dilated heart of mine. The doctor said I ought to +be in bed to-night." + +"Why did you come here then?" + +"Oh, young Webb was afraid that Alice's mother would drag her home if +she knew I was not about. But I'm a fool. This life is killing me. I +ought to run down to Vichy or Evian for a few days." + +"Yes; you mustn't delay any further." + +"I'll go if you'll come with me, Harvey. For one thing, it will get you +away from that woman." + +"Oh, there's no danger from her," said Forbes. "She's married now." + +Tait shrugged his shoulders: "That's when a woman is most dangerous. +Young girls tied to their mother's apron-strings are risky enough, the +Lord knows, but when a woman unhappily married meets an old lover who is +still unmarried--humph, the weather doesn't last long as a topic of +conversation. You come along with me." + +Forbes felt doubly humiliated by his position. "I don't like the idea of +running away from a woman." + +"You're good enough soldier to know that there are times when it is +cowardly not to run away. Do we go to Evian-les-Bains?" + +"Yes. To-morrow, if you wish." + +"Good! And I want you to promise not to see that woman at all to-night. +There are a lot of sharp eyes about, and the gossips can work up a big +trade on a very small capital. Will you promise?" + +"You are needlessly worried." + +"Harvey, I never believed in playing with fire. I haven't asked you many +favors. Will you grant me this one?" + +Forbes was almost filial in his obedience: "Why, of course I promise not +to meet her if I can avoid it." + +"Good!" Tait rose to his feet with some difficulty. He was weak and +shaken with premonitions. When a man's heart races and misses fire he is +filled with dismay. He paused to lay his hands on Forbes' shoulders and +plead as if for forgiveness for his solicitude. "Harvey, you may think +I'm an old fool, but if you didn't run away from this danger, in after +years you might have been sorry that you didn't." + +"I understand," said Forbes. "God bless you, I appreciate it. I shall +always be grateful for all you've done for me." + +"I've done nothing but make a crutch of you, used you to fill the place +of my own boy. If only you could--but we won't talk of her. But if +anything happens to me--" + +"Nothing is going to happen to you." + +"I know that, but if anything should, I--I want you to promise to take +care of Mildred. She'll have money enough--and so will you. I've fixed +that--but--she'll need somebody to--well, we'll talk it over at Evian. +Let's go, home." + +He moved on, leaning heavily on Forbes, but Winifred, seeing him about +to escape, pounced on him and led him away in search of an imaginary +diplomat. + +Forbes, left alone, sank again on the marble bench, a prey to his +thoughts. He felt that if he waited in this semi-obscurity he would not +be discovered by Persis. + +But she was hunting for him. She had eluded Willie, and appeared in the +garden just as the Ambassador was being haled away. She paused to wait +for Forbes to be alone, and at that moment her husband regained her +side; she heard his voice. + + + + +CHAPTER LV + + +"I say, Persis, I lost track of you in that ghastly mob. I'm sorry. By +the way, wasn't that tall fella in the uniform the same Lieutenant +What's-his-name that was honeying around Mrs. Neff?" + +Persis was in too fierce a mood to continue that nonsense. She turned on +Willie as a she-wolf turns on a terrier at her heels: + +"Oh, Lord! Can't I escape you for a moment? Do go somewhere and smoke +something. Or if the worst comes to the worst, drink something; but +don't stand there making green eyes at me like an ape." + +"Green eyes like an ape!" he echoed, stupidly. "Well, I'll be--" Then an +unusual vigor of wrath stirred him. "Look here, Persis, I won't have you +make fun of me. Everybody else laughs at me, even for winning you. They +think you've made a fool of me, and they think you couldn't have married +me except for my money. I don't suppose it could be love--nobody ever +did love me. But whatever it was that made you marry me, you did marry +me, and, by gad, you've got to remember it." + +"There's no danger of my forgetting that," Persis snapped, frantic lest +Forbes escape her. "Don't be odious! Don't make me hate you." + +Willie grew the more fierce. "Well, I'd rather have you hate me than +make a fool of me. I won't be laughed at--I won't." + +Persis groaned with repugnance: "Oh, you've ceased to be a laughing +matter to me, Willie." + +Willie was about to reply in kind, but he gave her a long look and, +seeing how beautiful she was, grew more tender. "Everything seems to +have ceased to be a laughing matter to you, Persis. What has come over +you? Before we were married you were always laughing--at everything, +everybody. I used to love to watch you. Even when you guyed me I didn't +much mind--because there was fun in it. I used to say I'd give +everything I possessed just to have you about, and see the world through +your eyes. But from the time we were married you quit laughing. Hang it +all, I married you to cheer me up a bit. What in Heaven's name has +changed you?" + +Before this weakness she relented a little. "Oh, nothing has changed me. +Don't worry about me. I'm just a trifle bored with life." + +"I've bought you everything you asked for, haven't I?" he asked. "Gad, +your dressmaker's bills were enough. But the minute a gown came home you +sickened of it. You tired of the theater, of the opera, of dancing. When +I took you to the Royal Ascot you yawned as the horses came down the +stretch. I bought you three new automobiles, and when we came down from +Dieppe to Paris at a million miles an hour the pace scared me cold, but +you--you went to sleep." + +"It was soothing," she smiled. + +"Soothing? Gad! do you want a bally flying-machine?" + +"If it could take me to another planet." + +Never dreaming how eager she was to be rid of him, he tried to please +her in every manner save the one sure method of going away. He grew +desperate: "Isn't there anything you want that money can buy?" + +"I don't want anything that money can buy," was her dreary confession. +Somehow he seemed at last to understand. + +"I suppose you're just tired of me," he sighed--"everlasting me. I must +be a nuisance to you. Lord knows I am to myself!" + +She looked at him with suddenly gentler eyes. In contemning himself he +was commending himself. The best approach to a human tribunal, as to a +divine, is a humble and a contrite heart. She put out her hand to him, +but he did not see it; he set off to find some one to lead him to a +Scotch highball. And Persis, now that she was rid of him, was free to +glide forward to the marble bench, where she could see Forbes half +concealed in a grotto of shadow and a mood of gloom. + +The thought of what she was about to do gave her pause. She realized the +atrocity of attempting to keep Forbes in mind when she had taken such +solemn vows so publicly. She must be kinder to Willie. She tried to +dismiss her conscience by telling herself that it would be childish to +run away from Forbes. She caught sight of Mrs. Neff hovering about with +the recaptured Alice. She dreaded what interpretation Mrs. Neff would +put upon her appearance in the environs of Forbes. She remembered with +what fierce criticism she had always met the slightest indiscretions of +other married women. + +A wife's progress must be along a tight wire, and she must walk it +exactly. The least step aside attracts attention and invites disaster +like the inaccuracy of a Blondel crossing Niagara and carrying a man on +his shoulders. + +Persis hesitated, breathing hard with enormous excitement over so small +a matter. While she hesitated an Italian duke who had been a little too +gracious in London approached her like an erect cobra. Her skin crawled +at his manner. Yet he had no worse motive than she was dallying with. + +Before she could exquisitely make it clear to him that with all due +deference she despised him, she saw Senator Tait hurrying toward Forbes, +greeting hastily those who stopped him and thredding the increasingly +mucilaginous crowd till he reached Forbes' side. Then the two men made +their way out beyond the intervening mass. + +Persis went back into the house and danced with the Italian duke what +he called "_il trotto alla turca_." She was so distraite that she never +knew how well he made love and how badly he danced. + +Later she happened upon the surreptitious Stowe Webb, and learned that +Senator Tait and Forbes were leaving Paris in the morning to take the +waters somewhere--Vichy, Carlsbad, Marienbad, or Matlock; he was not +sure where. + +Now Persis regretted her hesitation. She had wasted a precious +opportunity to warm her chilled soul with a word from the beloved lips +and a look from the eyes and a pressure of the hand that were dearer +than any other in the world to her. + +She was amazed at her own ability to suffer so much from the loss of so +little. She felt an impulse to be alone with her anguish, to huddle over +the hearth where the ashes could at least remind her of how warm and +cozy she once had been. + +She sent for Willie, and he came with a slight elevation of manner which +showed that he had found some one to arrange him at least one +Scotch-and-soda. + +He was demonstrative in the car and very affectionate in the elevator at +the Hotel Meurice, where they were stopping. This did not endear him to +Persis. + +His man exchanged a glance with her maid as they peeled off their wraps. +When man and maid had been sent to bed Willie came shuffling into +Persis' dressing-room where she sat staring at her doleful beauty in the +mirror. He saw how listless she was, and was awkwardly eager to cheer +her up. He could not have depressed her more than by trying to cheer her +up. Even he realized his failure eventually and yawned sonorously: + +"We're married, and I suppose we've got to stay married--for a while, at +least. But I hate to see you unhappy. It's an awful slam on me to have +you so blue before the honeymoon is really begun." + +"Don't worry any more, Willie," she said, gently. "I suppose I'm just +like a child on Christmas afternoon. I always used to get blue after I'd +looked over all the presents and broken most of my toys--and grown tired +of the others--and eaten too much candy. And I thought, 'So this is the +Christmas I've waited for the whole year long! It doesn't amount to +much. I've had all that money can buy--and--and I'm too tired to +sleep.'" + +"I used to feel like that, too," he said. "And I remember that I usually +turned back to some cheap old toy; usually it was a little lead +soldier--my first love." + +"First love!" she murmured. + +He tried to shake off gloom as a wet spaniel shakes off water. + +"Oh, I say, Persis, buck up! Don't feel like this. You're so beautiful; +you're simply ripping to-night." He laid his hand on her bare arm. She +started at his touch and before she realized it gasped, "Please don't +paw me." + +He stared at her, aghast: "Do you hate me as much as that?" + +"Oh, I don't hate you, Willie! It's myself I hate," Persis cried. "You +mustn't mind me; I'm just a little blue and lonely." + +He laughed gruesomely. "Bride and groom together on honeymoon, and both +terribly lonely! Gad! I wonder if other married couples come to feel +this way when the honeymoon turns to green cheese. And do they just +bluff it through? It reminds me of that chap in Hogarth's _Mariage a la +Mode_, where the wife is yawning and the husband is sunk back in his +chair in a dismal stupor. Only he was drunk--I think I'll get drunk." + +He stumbled out to find his usual nepenthe. When he came back her door +was locked. + + + + +CHAPTER LVI + + +Persis sat in grim communion with her image for hours. She faintly heard +her husband's tapping on her door, and calling through it at intervals +in thicker and thicker speech. But it was like a far-off rumor from a +street. She was in session with herself. + +She took her boudoir cap from her hair, and sat in the cascade of it +peering through as from a cavern, and smoking always. She was smoking +much too much, but she felt a companionship in tobacco. As she held the +cap in her hand she thought of Forbes; and the remembrance was so joyous +that she vowed to brave the world to get back to him. + +But she pondered what the world would say of her, how it had dealt with +the others that had openly defied it, and she was afraid. Then she vowed +that she would take her love secretly and cleverly. She would hunt for +Forbes till she met him and regained him. + +Then she pictured how he would look at her when he understood. She +imagined him starting back from her as from something abhorrent. She +threw a cigarette-stub at her face in the mirror and gasped: "Pagh!" She +could endure anything better than such cheapening of herself in Forbes' +eyes. And after a while she began to think of her self-respect. She had +only herself. She must keep that self precious. + +Worn out at last with her silent war, she bent her head on her crossed +hands and fell asleep among the fripperies of her dressing-table. These +temptations in the wilderness come to people in various places. This +tired butterfly fought with evil and won the duel in a boudoir in a +fashionable hotel in Paris. + +Hours later she woke in broad daylight and crept to bed with tingling +arms and aching forehead. She did not wake again till noon. Nichette had +tiptoed about her like a sentinel and had kept Willie at a distance. He +discharged her a dozen times, but she simply shrugged and sniffed and +answered him in French too rapid for him to follow or reply to. + +When at last Persis sat up with her coffee and crescents on her knees, +Nichette read to her the news in the French columns of the Paris +_Herald_. She learned that Ambassador-elect Tait and his entourage had +gone to Evian-les-Bains. + +Willie came in with new plans for Persis' diversion. He suggested a +visit to Switzerland and Lake Geneva. She would have liked to go to the +mountains. There was something heroic in them. But Evian was closely +adjacent to Switzerland. She nobly suggested Norway and Sweden. The +thought of fjords and midnight suns and things was also heroic. + +In the meanwhile she must make haste to dress for the _Prix des Drags_, +and she took some interest in the choice of a gown sufficiently striking +to insure success in the fierce rivalry of that great costume race. + +Everybody said that the world had not seen such undressing in public +since the Grecian revival at the time of the Directoire. Persis was not +the least astounding figure there. She felt that, after a deed of such +sacrifice as she had achieved in forswearing love, she had earned an +extra license in her draperies. Willie raised a tempest about her gown, +but she felt that she had done enough for him. She was suffering that +morning-after sullenness which follows unusual indulgences in virtue as +well as other excesses. + +Life once more was a tango. She shifted from costume to costume like a +dressmaker's model. She went the rounds of _thes dansants_, and +musicales, and embassies, town houses, hotels, and chateaux, +watering-places, and mountains, lakes, and seas. But she kept away from +Switzerland till she read that Ambassador Tait was at his desk in Paris; +and then she avoided Paris and went to Trouville. + +And so the days totaled into weeks, and the weeks became a month, two, +three, six. She fled from boredom to boredom. She skimmed the cream of +life and whipped it, and it turned sour. Though her abiding-places were +all oases and her tents were of silk, she led only a Bedouin existence. +After all, she and Willie were but tramps--velvet-clad hoboes. Variety +became monotony, luxury an oppression, contentment a will-o'-the-wisp. + +She went to America and found that loveless contentment was not among +the Yankee inventions. She went back to Europe, and it was not among the +Parisian devices. There was everything for sale on the Rue de la Paix +except peace. She had not come to Paris purposely to find Harvey Forbes, +but she had sickened of being good, and she had grown nauseated with +denying her heart. If fate willed that their communion should be renewed +she would no longer tamper with destiny. + +She wondered if time had cured Forbes' love. She wondered if he cared +for some one else--Mildred Tait, for instance, or some Parisian witch. +At the mere thought her heart beat like the wings of a wounded bird, and +she knew that she loved him and always would love him. + +Half a year of Willie's tempers and whinings, his indigestions and +colds, and his diminishing patience with her whims, his growing habit of +complaining of her extravagances, his quarrels with their servants, with +every waiter, every messenger-boy, and hotel-keeper, had worn out even +her courtesy. They quarreled shamelessly in private, and with less and +less caution in public. + +And now she was beginning to feel that she earned all she got, and was +paying usury on her money, and being badly treated in the bargain. She +was arriving at that sick frame of mind that makes cashiers and +statesmen and married people unfaithful to their trusts. + +This was her humor when she met Forbes again. She had tried in various +ways to gain invitations to affairs of the Embassy. But Tait wasted no +diplomacy on cutting out the Enslees. He was the more brutal about this +since he felt that he was guarding his daughter's welfare. + +Mildred had made herself dear to the more earnest elements of Paris. She +had grown somewhat less of a joke to the more frivolous. The +entertainments at the Embassy were not quite so Puritanical now, and her +costumes had amazingly improved since her father had put her under the +direct control of a tyrannical dressmaker of world-wide fame. + +Whether she were growing to be merely a habit with Forbes or not, they +were more and more together. They fought bitterly on the question of +war, which she considered an unmitigated horror and he believed to be +the loftiest form of tragedy. But the whetting of mind on mind was +producing sparks, and Tait hoped that some day one of them would set +their two hearts on fire. + +He was preparing for that day by making Forbes less poor. His post kept +him from taking advantage of the financial secrets he stumbled on. But +when he put Mildred in the hands of a dressmaker he gave the financial +destinies of Forbes to a retired capitalist, who juggled Forbes' five +hundred dollars into a thousand in a pair of weeks; and that thousand +into three. Then he encouraged Forbes to borrow, indorsed his notes and +speculated with the proceeds pyramidally. He was enjoying it as a form +of chess. At the end of half a year Forbes was talking as much of the +Bourse and Argentines as he was of projectiles and trajectories. + +Having assured Forbes of enough money in bank to give him a salubrious +self-confidence, Tait dropped hints of a certain clause in his will and +sat back to watch the result. He was counting on receiving as his +Christmas gift the news that Forbes and Mildred were to be married, and +he was polishing up a joke about giving them inside rates on the +consular fees for that complicated ceremony. + +And then the Enslees came to Paris in an unusual snow-storm, and winter +set in about the old man's overworked, undermined heart. He did his best +to keep Persis and Forbes apart; but when were the old ever vigilant +enough to thwart the young? + + + + +CHAPTER LVII + + +One day Mrs. Mather Edgecumbe found the Enslees shivering like a pair of +waifs in a restaurant famous for its cuisine and infamous for its +heating arrangements. She asked them if they were coming to the _the +dansant_ she was giving at her home that afternoon. They had forgotten +all about it, and Persis pleaded an engagement with her doctor. Mrs. +Edgecumbe was "so sorry. There would be hardly any Americans there, +then, except the old faithful Ambassador and Captain Forbes." + +Persis' heart warmed instantly, but she said she was afraid that she had +some other engagement booked; in any case, they might drop in for a +minute. She shivered with exultance and blamed it on the chill. + +When five o'clock came round Persis carelessly remembered the +half-promise to Mrs. Mather Edgecumbe. Willie was out of humor. Persis +angelically urged him to stay in his room and nurse his cold. Her +unusual thought for his welfare startled him. It delighted him. He +decided to stay by her and get more of the tenderness she was lavishing +to-day. She could not shake him loose. + +The _the dansant_ was a failure in Mrs. Mather Edgecumbe's mind, and in +her sister Winifred's heart, for the storm kept most of the Parisians +away, and the Ambassador sent word by Forbes that he would be tardy if +he came at all. He pleaded motives of state. But he sent Forbes with his +apologies. + +Forbes, having been on a visit in his official capacity, was again in +uniform. His eyes and cheeks were aglow from the cold, and Persis +watched him with adoration as he came nearer and nearer. + +He did not see her, even when he paused to talk to Mrs. Edgecumbe, so +close to Persis that she could have touched him. And when she could not +endure the delay any longer, she thrust her hand beneath his eyes, and +murmured: "Captain Forbes doesn't remember me, but I met him in New York +ages ago." + +Her voice, suddenly leaping out of the grave of memory, terrified him. +He whirled so quickly that his sword caught in her gown. He knelt to +disengage it, and there was laughter over the confusion, and then Mrs. +Edgecumbe was called away by a new-comer, and they were left together. + +Persis beamed upon the complete disarray of all his faculties, and spoke +with affected raillery, though her own mind was in a seethe. + +"At last we meet again! And how magnificent we are in our gorgeous +uniform! It's only the second time I've seen you in it. And I believe we +are no longer plain Mr. Forbes--but Captain! Captain Harvey Forbes, U. +S. A.! And they say we are rich now. What a pity I didn't wait a +little!" + +Forbes was hurt at her flippancy. He smiled dismally, and she purred on: +"I assure you your title and your wealth are vastly becoming; almost as +becoming as all these buttons and epaulettes and things." She walked +around him, looking him over like an inspecting officer. "Um-m! How very +nice! Magnificent!" + +"Oh, I beg of you--" Forbes protested, tortured with chagrin. + +But she went on, "And a sword, too!" She ventured even to pull the blade +a little way from its scabbard. He would have killed a man for doing +that, and he almost wanted to kill Persis as she tantalized him with a +strange mixture of ridicule and idolatry. "I've no doubt the boulevards +are strewn with the broken hearts of Frenchwomen. Who could resist you? +I'm sure my own heart isn't anywhere near healed. It was very cruel of +you, Harvey, to throw me over and run away after you had stolen my poor +young affections." + +Forbes was distraught; he groaned, "I see you've not forgotten how to +make fun of me." + +But Persis went on in mock petulance: "It wasn't at all nice of you to +cast me off just because I married Willie." + +This gave Forbes a chance to return her ridicule and he asked, "By the +way, how is your excellent husband?" + +"You can see for yourself. There he is, still unable to learn the tango +and trying to teach it to a fat Marquise." + +Forbes attempted that most uncivil of tones to a woman, the ironical: "I +hear that you and Mr. Enslee are the most devoted of couples." + +"Oh, it's a silly custom that married people should pretend to be +congenial during their honeymoon," Persis said. "Thank heaven, my +initiation is almost over." + +Forbes was genuinely horrified at such dealing with a subject so sacred +as marriage; he forsook irony for his usual forthright utterance: + +"Surely your--your husband doesn't neglect you?" + +There was a touch of quick anxiety in Forbes' tone that showed how +deeply he still cherished her. + +"Neglect me?" Persis quoted. "If he only would! Willie does tag after me +even more than I could wish; but he is growing restless. I can usually +escape him by staying at home. He's doing the music-halls very +thoroughly. If I can only suggest some very shocking _revue_ I am +assured of an evening alone. He is going to one over on Montmartre +to-morrow night. I shall be quite deserted. We are stopping at the Hotel +Meurice." + +There was so dire a meaning in her hint and so much danger in playing +again with the fire whose scar he still bore that Forbes ceased fencing +and slashed: "Why do you torment me? You refused my love once." + +"Never your love, my dear boy," said Persis, with abrupt seriousness. +"I never refused your love--only your hand. I always encouraged your +love." + +"But I was poor," Forbes sneered. + +"Yes, you were poor," Persis said, taking his own word and turning it +against him, "and I knew less than I do now." She walked away to a niche +beside a statue where they could talk without being overheard, but, +being visible, were chaperoned by the crowd. She sank upon a settle of +gold and old rose and motioned him to her side. Then, while her face and +her fan proclaimed that their conversation was of the idlest, her voice +was deep with elegy: + +"Harvey, try to be just. If you had been rich--oh! if you had been +rich!--then, as you are now, Harvey, then I could have believed that +such a thing as a love-match is feasible." + +"But I was poor!" Forbes reiterated, with a knell-like persistence. + +"That was Fate's fault, not mine," said Persis, in all solemnity. "But +haven't I been honest with you? You declared that you loved me; I +confessed that I loved you." + +"Was it honest, then, not to give me your heart?" + +"My whole heart has always been yours for the asking--and still is." + +Forbes recoiled with a sudden: "What are you saying? You have a husband +now!" + +"What does that prove?" was Persis' grim reply. "I don't owe him +anything in the inside of my heart. He didn't buy that, thank God! +Before the world, I owe him everything, and I should be the first to +abhor any open indiscretion, for my ten commandments are condensed to +two: 'Don't be indiscreet!' and 'Beware of what people will say!' What +more could a husband ask?" + +Forbes tossed his hands in despair. He gave her up. She and her creed +were beyond his understanding. "A fine code, that!" + +"It is the morality of half the world, Harvey, rich or poor, city or +country," Persis declared. "The crime consists in being found out." + +"Do you realize what you are saying?" Forbes demanded, eager to shield +her from her own blasphemies. But she ran on unheedingly. + +"Even I have a heart; and why should I play the hypocrite before you of +all men? Before Willie Enslee? Yes; he is my husband. Before the gossipy +world? Yes; it is the one duty I feel I owe that man. Ours was no +marriage for love." + +"But it was a marriage," Forbes urged, stoutly, and rose to escape. + +"Yes, but after all, what is a marriage?" Persis demanded, like a Pilate +asking, "What is truth?" She rose to her feet, but paused as ardor swept +her headlong. "Do you think it possible for any woman to live her life +out without a lover? She may cherish the memory of a dead man or a +faithless man; or throw her affection away on a fool or a rake; she may +keep it a secret almost from herself, but never, never, never believe +that any woman can exist without some man to pay worship to." + +Forbes could only attempt a weak sarcasm, "Is it impossible that a woman +should love her husband?" + +In a daze he fell back to his seat, forgetful that he left her standing; +but she was too much engrossed with her great problem to heed this; she +went on, earnestly: + +"Any woman may love her husband for a little while; or in rare case for +a lifetime, especially if he beats her or is a drunkard." Then her +unwonted oratory on abstract subjects palled on her. She came back to +the concrete instance with an abrupt, "But Harvey, Harvey, why should we +be wasting time talking about love?" She bent over him, but he did not +even look up at her. He shook his head helplessly. + +"I wasn't bred in your world. I can't understand a thing you have said." + +His aloofness of manner gave Persis a sense of loneliness, and she +wailed to him as from afar, though she sank down close to him. "But +can't you understand how fate has made a fool of me? I married for +wealth and to cut a wide swath. Well, I have the wealth. I can cut the +swath. But I've found that my ambition isn't enough, any more than your +soldier ambitions were enough. Harvey, I'm lonely, terribly lonely. My +heart is empty; it is like an old deserted house, and a ghost haunts it, +and the ghost is--I don't have to tell you who the ghost is?" + +"And you know," Forbes echoed, "what ghost haunts me." + +Persis was melted by his kinship with her suffering. She leaned so close +to him that her very perfume appealed to him as the perfume wherewith +one flower calls to another in the noontime of desire. And she said: +"Harvey, I'm going to tell you a terrible secret that I've hardly dared +to tell myself: I--I crossed the ocean to find you!" + +He was suffocated with longing for her, and horror of her. He gasped, +"My God! on your honeymoon!" + +Everywhere in that day there seemed to be a band somewhere playing a +turkey-trot. There was such a band here, and such music was to be +expected; but there was something whimsical about the fact that the tune +this band struck up now was a rag-time version of "Mendelssohn's Wedding +March." + +Persis was so eager to be in Forbes' arms again, and the dance was so +ample an excuse, that she smiled into his mask of horror. "We haven't +danced for ever so long." + +A wanton whoop of the violins swept away all such solemn things as +honor, decency, duty. He rose and caught her in his embrace. It was the +same girlish body, irresistibly warm and lithe. They swung and sidled +and hopped with utter cynicism. The only remnant of his horror was a +foolish, bewildered, muttered: "How could you?" + +"Come to Paris?" she asked. + +"Yes." + +"Because I felt you still loved me as I still love you, and because I +thought you were--perhaps--afraid." + +"Afraid, eh?" He laughed, his professional soldier's pride on fire. +"Well, I don't think you will find me a coward." + +And he tightened his arm about her like a vise and spun her so dizzily +that, though she was rejoiced by his brutality, the discretion that was +her decalogue spoiled her rapture. She felt again that swoon of fear, +and made him lead her back to their niche. + +She did not know that Ambassador Tait had come in and had watched the +vortex, was watching now with terror the look on Forbes' face and her +answering smile. He could not hear their words--he did not need to. He +knew what their import would be. The burlesque of the wedding music was +the final touch of sarcasm. + +Persis, ignorant of his espionage, sighed, "Oh, it is wonderful to be +together again!" + +"Wonderful," Forbes panted. "But it is in a crowd, and you are married." + +"That does not mean that I am never to see you alone, does it?" she +asked, anxiously and challengingly. + +Forbes was still wise enough and well enough aware of his own passion to +say, "But discovery and scandal would be the only result." + +"Not if we were very discreet," Persis pleaded, thinking of those lonely +months. + +"But your husband?" + +Persis uttered that ugly old truth, "If we can evade gossip abroad, we +shall be safe enough at home." + +And as if in object-lesson, Willie Enslee joggled up that very moment. +He showed the influence of mild tippling on a limited capacity, and, +coming forward, shook hands foolishly and forcibly with Captain Forbes. +"How d'ye do--Mr. Ward," he drawled. + +"Captain Forbes, dear," Persis corrected. + +"That's right. I always was an ass about names, Mr. Ward. I haven't seen +you for years and years, have we? Have you met my wife? Oh, of course +you have." + +Forbes was revolted. There was something loathsome about the little +farce. Enslee reminded him of the clown in "I Pagliacci," and Persis, +like another Nedda, was determined to finish the scene. Tucking her fan +under her thigh, she said with innocent voice, "Oh, Willie, I've lost my +fan somewhere; would you mind looking for it?" + +Obediently Enslee turned and wandered about, scanning the floor +carefully and chortling idiotically, "Fan, fan, who's got the fan?" And +so he floated harmlessly and blindly out of the cloud that was +thickening around his household. + +Persis laughed. "You see what an ideal husband Willie is?" But Forbes, +who had a strong stomach for warfare with its mangled enemies and +shattered comrades, shuddered at this tame domestic horror. He blurted +out: + +"It is all the more shameful to deceive a fool." + +"Oh, now you're becoming scrupulous again!" said Persis, who thought +pride of little moment in the face of the victory she had set her heart +on. + +But now she was confronted by an adversary of more weight and acumen +than Willie, a man whose trade was diplomacy and politics. Ambassador +Tait came forward. He was a little pale and weak, and he felt his heart +laboring in his breast, but he had at least one more good fight in him, +and when he found Forbes plainly enmeshed, though struggling, in Persis' +gossamer web, the old man resolved to make the fight at whatever cost. + +After a moment of hesitation he came briskly forward with a blunt: +"Pardon me a moment, Mrs. Enslee, I have an important communication for +the Captain. These state secrets you know." And he led Forbes to an +adjoining room, the library, where he said in a low tone, "Harvey, my +boy, I've cooked up an imaginary errand to get you away from her." + +But Forbes tossed his head at this aspersion on his ability to take care +of himself. He answered, "I'm not afraid." + +Tait's eyes grew very sad, though his lips smiled when he said: "Well, +I'm afraid for you. You're not responsible when you're in her magnetic +circle." Then, seeing that Persis had resolutely followed them into the +room, he raised his voice for Persis' benefit: "You'll find the papers +on my desk. Read them carefully and sign them if they're all right. They +must be mailed this evening." Then he deliberately pushed the reluctant +and faltering captain from the room, hardly leaving him time to say, +"You'll excuse me, Mrs. Enslee?" + +Persis understood it all and answered with thinly veiled pique, "I'll +have to." But she would not surrender him so easily. She called after +Forbes, "I'll expect you back as soon as you have signed those--alleged +papers." + +The Ambassador was jolted. He could think of nothing to say. He watched +Forbes go, then started to follow; noted that Persis was alone, and +remembered the laws of courtesy enough to ask: + +"May I send you an ice--or your husband?" + +"An ice--or my husband?" Persis was forced to smile at such a +collocation. "Neither, please. Sit down, Ambassador." + +Tait had not expected this. With a hesitating "Er--ah! Thank you!" he +seated himself as far as possible from her on a leather divan. +Immediately she rose, crossed the room, and sat next to him. There was +no escaping her now, and Tait felt like calling for help. + +Persis forsook all the modulations of diplomacy and cut straight to the +point. "Ambassador Tait, why don't you like me?" + +"Why, I--I admire you immensely," he gasped, amazed. + +"Oh, drop diplomacy; I'm not the President of France!" Persis said, with +a whit of vexation. When a woman answers a compliment with anger she +means business. Persis repeated: "I said, why don't you like me?" + +"But--I--I--" Tait fumbled for a word; then, somewhat angered by his +discomfort, met a woman's directness with a man's bluntness. "Well, why +should I?" + +Persis parried his rudeness with a return to gentle measures; she +beamed. "I'm very nice! I was good to my mother. I'm good to my +husband." + +"But are you?" + +"I'm as good a wife as he deserves. You've seen him?" + +Tait smiled in spite of himself, for he was one of Willie's numberless +non-admirers. Now Persis, seeing him smiling, returned to open attack: + +"Last summer you took Captain Forbes to Evian-les-Bains to get him away +from me. Didn't you?" + +Tait was off his guard; he stammered: "Certainly not--that is--well, how +did you find it out?" + +Persis shrugged her shoulders and smiled. "My mother took me to England +when I was very young to get me away from a beautiful butcher's boy. She +succeeded; she was a woman. You won't; you're a man." + +"Help, help!" Tait gasped, in a parody of fear that had a groundwork of +reality. + +"You love Captain Forbes, don't you?" Persis lunged at his heart again; +and he answered, solemnly: + +"Yes, I do, as if he were my own son." + +"Why don't you want me to see him?" + +"Why do you want to see him? You're married." + +"But they don't keep women in harems nowadays. Paris is very dull this +winter. Don't take Captain Forbes away again." + +"As I remember, you gave him marching orders once yourself. You mustn't +mind if he goes of his own accord now." + +"But he won't go of his own accord if you don't make him. Why do you? +You're not afraid of me?" + +"Oh, but I am." + +Persis laughed with a kind of pride. "Really! You flatter me! But why?" + +Tait twisted his big, soft hands together and stared at her a long while +before he could speak. "This is very embarrassing, Mrs. Enslee; but +since you are so frank, let me ask you one question. Will you answer it +frankly?" + +"That depends upon the question." Persis chuckled, never dreaming of its +nature. When it came it was: + +"Are you in love with Captain Forbes?" + +She laughed evasively now. "What a remarkable question!" + +The old lawyer repeated the demand: + +"Are you in love with Captain Forbes?" + +"I think he is very nice," she dodged. "But what has that to do with our +friendship?" + +"Everything," Tait answered, with tightened lips. "Mrs. Enslee, your +father and I rowed together in the same college crew, and Harvey's +father was my best friend. May I speak freely to you?" + +She responded immediately to the almost affection of his tone. "I wish +you would." + +"What little success in life I have had," Tait began, with the somewhat +formal speech of an orator, "has been due to my habit of foreseeing +dangerous combinations and preventing them, or running away from them. +The most dangerous combination on earth is a woman, a man, and another +man. No married woman has a right to the--I believe you said +'friendship,' of a man who cares for her as Harvey cares for you." + +She extracted from his warning only the hidden sweet. "And he does care +for me still!" + +"But you've married another man." + +"Of course," she answered. "But do you think that I can find Mr. Enslee +so fascinating that I must give up all my friends?" + +"Friends!" Tait exclaimed, with bitterness. "In my day, Mrs. Enslee, I +have seen some of the proudest families in New York dragged into the +mire of public shame by tragedies that began as innocent experiments in +friendship. Don't risk it, Mrs. Enslee. You are on dangerous ground." + +She mused aloud. "And you think he loves me still?" + +Tait tossed his mane in despair. "Good Lord! That's all my words have +meant to you? Well, since we are talking so bluntly, you'll perhaps +permit me to say that I know you are not happily married. Everybody knew +you never would be happy with Willie Enslee." + +"I thought I'd be as happy with him as with anybody-else," she answered, +meekly; "but since you assume that I am not happy, why deny me the +friendship of a man whose society I am fond of? Don't you think that +everybody has the right to be happy?" + +"Indeed I don't!" + +"Doesn't the Constitution, or the Declaration of Independence, or +something guarantee everybody the right to life, liberty, and the +pursuit of--" + +"Yes, the pursuit!" Tait cried. "But the Constitution doesn't guarantee +that anybody will get happiness, and there are laws that take away life, +take away liberty, take away even the right to the pursuit of +happiness." + +She was on unfamiliar ground among constitutions. She was more at home +in emotion. "Let's not get into a legal debate. All I know is that +Harvey used to love me, and I loved him too much to marry him, because +he was poor, and because I was bred to reckless extravagance. Besides, I +had ambitions. I didn't know then what a vanity they were. But +now--well, I don't pretend to be a saint, but I have a heart--a kind of +heart. I love only one man on earth. You know that he still loves me. +Don't rob us of the happiness we can find in each other's society--the +innocent happiness." + +A gesture of unbelief escaped the Ambassador. "How long could such love +remain innocent--when it begins by being unlawful?" + +"But I love him," she insisted, "and he loves me with all his heart. +Some day, I presume"--the coming sorrow cast its shadow over her +already--"some day, no doubt, he'll find somebody he loves more, and +he'll marry her. He can have anybody now; but when he came to me he was +poor; he needed money. But I also needed money! Things have changed; +money has come to him, as it always comes, too late. But that's no +reason for robbing me of my chance for a little while of happiness. And +you mustn't--oh, you mustn't rob him of the happiness I could give him!" + +Tait was always afraid of himself when his tenderness was appealed to, +for he knew from experience that such an appeal if harkened a moment too +long, would smother all judgment, all resistance. He felt his heart +yearning toward Persis' world-old cry, "Happiness! happiness! a little +happiness!" He tried to be harsh. + +"But, my good woman--my dear girl--you had your chance; you made your +choice. You must pay the price. We can't all have the love we want. I +can't. You can't." + +Persis laid her hand on his arm. "But why? Why?" + +And Tait, after a weak temptation, girded himself for the eternal battle +with unholy happiness, and answered with Mosaic simplicity: + +"Because it is against the law." + +"But you know," Persis returned, unabashed, "you were once a lawyer--you +know that the laws in the books are only made for those who haven't the +skill to bend them without breaking them." + +"Such a love as yours is against the great unwritten laws of society." + +Persis would not be crushed with precepts. She sneered: "Society! Is +anybody on the square? Why shouldn't we be happy in our own way?" + +Tait hesitated, then answered coldly: "There are ten thousand reasons, +Mrs. Enslee. I'll give you the one that will appeal to you most +strongly: 'You're bound to get found out.'" + +"Don't you think I have any discretion? Do you think I am a fool?" + +"The first sign of being a fool is trying to play double with the world. +Some day--let me warn you--some day you will find yourself so tangled up +in your own cleverness that you will be delivered, bound hand and foot, +to the shame--yes, the shame of a horrible exposure." + +She blenched at this facer. "Don't speak to me as though I were a +criminal!" + +He struck out again. "Then don't become one. You have no right to love +Captain Forbes, nor he to love you. It is a simple question of duty." + +"Duty?" she raged. "I want happiness. I'm like a hungry woman standing +before a window filled with bread. Your duty says, Stay there and +starve. But it isn't duty that lets people starve. It's being afraid." + +Tait put off all restraint of courtesy. "Oh, I understand your creed. +It's the creed of your set. You're not afraid of any risk. You fear +nothing but self-sacrifice. Your greatest horror is being bored. But +you'll find that there is a worse boredom than you suffer now--the ennui +of exile, of ostracism. The very set that practises your theory is the +most merciless to those that get found out. It's like a pack of wolves +on the chase. The one that falls or is wounded is torn to pieces by the +rest, and then they rush on again. I mean to save Harvey from that pack +at any cost." + +She had no refuge but a prayer. "I implore you not to break my heart." + +Tait donned in manner the black cap of a judge. "Such hearts as yours +ought to be broken, Mrs. Enslee, for the health of the world. I +understand you. I don't blame you. I don't blame your mother in her +grave. It was her breeding, as it is yours and that of your pack. You +are the people who bring wealth into disrepute. The noise of your revels +drowns the quiet charities of the rich who are also good and busy with +noble works. I'm afraid of you all. But I don't blame you. I don't blame +the criminals, the thieves, madmen; but I fear them. And in all mercy I +would mercilessly put them out of the way of doing harm to the peace of +the world." + +Persis saw that for once appeal could not melt. She said, with +resignation: "Then you are my sworn enemy?" + +"No," Tait protested, "I would be your friend as far as I safely can. +But I love Harvey as a son. I would save him from the fire of perdition, +beautiful as it is, bright as it is. And you are the fire." + +"And so you will fight me?" Persis faltered. + +"To the death!" the old jurist cried, as he got heavily to his feet; +"though it breaks Harvey's heart--and your heart--and mine." He +staggered weakly and jolted against the divan. + + + + +CHAPTER LVIII + + +Persis, forgetting that he was her enemy, leaped to his aid with +instinctive womanliness. "You are ill; let me get you something." + +Tait straightened himself with an effort, saying: "I'm all right now, +thank you. I mustn't let myself get excited, that's all." He was touched +by her sudden charity in his behalf. He gazed at her sadly, and, taking +her hand, spoke venerably as a father. He was too sad for her sake to be +sad for his own. "I'm sorry for you, little woman. You've a big, warm +heart; but this is a cold, hard world, and you mustn't try to break its +laws. They are based on the scandals and the tragedies of thousands of +years, millions on millions of foolish lovers. The world is old, my +child, and it is stronger than any of us. And it can punish without +mercy. Don't risk it." + +An almost unknown earnestness stirred Persis. "You're right, of course. +I suppose I must give up all hope of happiness. It's my punishment. I'll +take my medicine like a little man." + +"That's splendid!" Tait cried. "Live square--in the open. Respect the +conventionalities; they're the world's code of morals. If you really +love Harvey, let him go his way." + +"I'll prove to you that I do love him!" she said, laughing nervously. +"I'll give him up. He used to think I was heartless and mercenary. He +shall go on thinking so. It's awfully hard, but it is the one way I can +help him, isn't it?" + +The old man squeezed her slim hand in both of his. "It's the one way. +God bless you! And you won't see him again?" + +"No," she said, with all the vigor of her soul. Then she caught a +glimpse of Forbes. He had returned hurriedly. He was looking for her. +She amended her promise: "Except to tell him good-by. I've got to tell +him good-by--and make him think I was only--only fooling him, haven't +I?" + +The old man's triumph collapsed again. But he could not demand +everything. He nodded and left her as Forbes appeared at the door. With +the mocking laughter of fiends, the band brayed another tango. It was +faint in the distance, but it was a satanic comment. Persis made haste +to get her business done. + +"Well, Harvey, good-by. I'm off to Capri to-morrow." + +"But I thought--" he stammered. "You're not going to leave just as we +meet again? I thought--" + +"You never could take a joke, could you, Harvey?" + +"But you said--" + +"I'm sorry, Harvey. But I'm married now." + +She was turning his own weapons on him. He was befuddled with her whims. +He repeated, "You told me you loved me, that you were unhappy." + +"You ought to have known I was only fooling you. I'm Mrs. Enslee now. +And whom God hath joined--" + +He was beside himself with rage. She had wheedled him out of his honor, +and now she mocked him where she had left him. He sneered: + +"God didn't join you and Enslee. God's voice doesn't speak every time a +hired preacher reaches out for a wedding fee! It was the devil that +joined you, and God keeps you asunder. God joined you with me. He meant +us for each other. But you hadn't the courage to face a little poverty. +You wanted prestige and position, and you bought them with the love that +belonged to me. You haven't the courage now to deny that you are +unhappy, that you love me still." + +She trembled before the storm of his wrath. "But I don't--I don't love +you any more. I am happy." + +"You can't look me in the eyes, Persis, and repeat that lie." + +She tried vainly to meet his glare. She mumbled weakly, "Why, I'm +happy--enough." + +"Do you love me still?" he demanded. + +"N-no! Of course not!" + +He wanted to strike her, primevally, for a coward, a liar, a female cad. +He controlled himself and groaned: "Well, that makes everything simpler. +Good-by." + +She seized his arm and threw off the disguise. "Harvey, Harvey, I can't +stand it. I can't endure the thought of it. I can't live without your +love. I don't care what happens. I never did love anybody else but you. +I never shall." + +His love came back in a wild wave. He seized her blindly, and she hid +blindly in his arms, sobbing: "I am so unhappy, so unutterably lonely! +You must love me, Harvey, for I love you. I love you." + +They were as oblivious of their peril as Tristan and Isolde in the spell +of the love philter. Only the old Ambassador, who had hovered near to +shield their farewell, saw them. The vision was like a thunderbolt. To +hear of a scandal, to be convinced of it is as nothing to seeing it. +That comes like an exposure, an indecency, a slap in the face. The +Ambassador was furious with disgust. He stormed into the room: "Can I +believe my eyes? Are you both lost to common sense? Is this your +discretion, Mrs. Enslee? Do you realize where you are?" + +Persis toppled out of Forbes' relaxed embrace, and spoke from a daze: +"No--I forgot--I must be out of my mind." + +Forbes came to her defense: "You mustn't blame her. It was my fault." + +"No, it was mine," Persis insisted. "But I couldn't help it." + +Tait was filled with contempt. "What if it had been any of the guests +that had found you two maniacs as I did. What if I had been Enslee!" + +Persis was as amazed as he was. She muttered, "I know--I know--but I +can't stand everything." + +Tait tried to patch up his broken plan. "Harvey, you've disappointed me +bitterly. But I give you one more chance to retrieve yourself. Promise +me never to see Mrs. Enslee again." + +Forbes shook his head. + +Tait could hardly believe his senses. "My God! Must the deep friendship +of two men always be at the mercy of the first woman that comes along? +Harvey, Harvey, I beg you to give this woman up!" + +"I can't." + +Tait's voice glittered with anger. "You've got to! I command you to! You +can't commit this infamy and remain with me!" + +Forbes set his jaw hard. "I resign." + +Tait snapped: "I accept." + +Persis was frantic at this outcome of her passion. "No, no! Oh, don't! +I'd rather die than be the cause of a breach between you two." She +clutched Tait's arm. "Don't listen to him!" + +Forbes seized her other hand. "I'll not give you up again. You belong to +me." + +"You are wrecking my trust in humanity," Tait groaned; then his wrath +blazed again. "But I'll break up this intrigue at any cost, even if I +have to tell Enslee." + +Persis stared at him in a panic. "You couldn't do that." + +Tait had made one step to the door. He hung irresolute before the +loathsome office of the tattle-tale. "What in the name of God is a man +to do? If I tell your husband I am a contemptible cad. If I don't tell +him I am your accomplice." He pondered deeply, and chose between the +evils. "Well, I'd rather have you two think me a cad than to be a +criminal and a coward." He took another step to the door. + +Persis clung to his sleeve. "Oh, I implore you!" + +He shook her loose. "I am going to tell your husband what I saw." + +And then the man most deeply concerned appeared in the doorway. Willie +Enslee stumbled at the sill and spoke with a blur: "Pershish, itsh time +we were dresshing for d-dinner." + +Tait looked at him in disgust, then at Persis and Forbes, who stood +cowering with suspense. The old man shivered in an agony of decision. +"Mr. Enslee, I must tell you--" + +He clapped his hand to his heart, and strangled at the words: "I must +tell you--I must tell you--good night!" + +He could not force his tongue to the task. The fierce effort broke him. +He wavered. A sudden languor invaded him. His muscles turned to sand. He +crumbled in a heap. + +Forbes ran to him, and with all difficulty heaved the limp huge frame +into a chair that Persis pushed forward. He straightened the arms that +flopped like a scarecrow's, and steadied the great leonine head that +rolled drunkenly on the immense shoulders. And he spoke to Enslee as if +he were a servant. + +"Run for a doctor--quick--you fool!" + +Willie staggered away, almost sobered with fright. Persis stood wringing +her hands. Through her brain ran the music of the tango they were +playing: + + At the devil's ball, at the devil's ball, + Dancing with the devil--oh, the little devil! + Dancing at the devil's ball. + +She ran to the door like a fury and shrieked: "Stop that music! For +God's sake, stop that music!" + +The music ended in shreds of discord. The dancers paused in puppet +attitudes, then turned like a huddle of curious cattle and drifted +toward the door. Persis returned to Forbes' side, and, bending close, +heard the old man speaking thickly as his hands fluttered feebly about +Forbes' arm. + +"Harvey--I'm so--sor-ry for you--and for her. Take care of--my +poor--ch-child, won't you?" + +"Yes, yes!" Forbes whispered. + +"And--and Harvey--I wanted to--to die in A-mer-America. Take me b-back +and bury me--at home, won't you?" + +"Yes, yes!" + +The soft hands glided along Forbes' arm in a fumbling caress. + +"Th-thass--a goo' boy. You've been a--a--a--a son to me. Har-har-vey. +Goo'-b-b--Good-by!" + +Forbes bent down and pressed his lips to the old man's forehead. + +Liveried servants with wan faces glided through the crowd, and, lifting +the chair, struggled from the room with its great burden, the old head +wagging, the lips laboring at the messages they could not accomplish. + +Forbes followed the chair as if it were already the coffin of his ideal +among men. Persis waited in a trance, shaken now and then with sudden +onsets of ague, but otherwise motionless, her whole soul pensive. Willie +hung about her, whining: + +"I say, old girl, let's be getting home--I feel all creepy. Awfully +unfortunate, wasn't it? Let's be getting home. Rotten luck for the +Ambassador. Nice old boy, too. Let's be getting home." + +Persis did not answer. By and by Willie went in search of his coat and +her furs. The other guests dispersed. Outside there was a muffled hubbub +of chasseurs calling carriages and cars, of horns squawking, of doors +slammed. + +Winifred could be heard sobbing in the room where the musicians were +putting up their violins and slinking out. Mrs. Mather Edgecumbe was +audible in the stillness telephoning the alarm to the Embassy. + +Persis stood fixed, still staring where Forbes had gone. Suddenly her +face lighted up. Forbes wandered back all bewildered. She forced her +hand on him, and he took it idly. It was some time before he could speak +that ultimate word "Dead!" + +Persis wrung his hand and sighed: + +"Poor old fellow! I'm sorry he hated me so bitterly. He said he'd fight +against my happiness till he died, and now--" + +Forbes did not hear her. He was thinking only of the foster-father he +had lost. He mumbled, with dark dejection: + +"I'm alone now--alone!" + +But Persis' face was overswept with a shaft of light. Glancing over her +shoulder, and seeing that no one was near their door, she moved closer +to Forbes, laid her other hand on his, and spoke with all meekness and +with a questioning appeal. + +"Not alone, Harvey? I'm here." + +He opened his clenched eyes a little and met her upward gaze. He closed +his eyes again against her. She waited. Only a moment, and then with a +sudden frenzy he gripped her in a mad embrace and smote her lips with +his. She closed her eyes in ecstasy. + +Immediately he started back from her in horror, groaning: "What am I +thinking? And he's just dead!" + +"He's dead, but I live!" She meant only to soothe him, but through her +low voice an exultance broke like a bugle of triumph, and she whispered +again: "I live! I live!" + +So the eyes of Jael must have widened when she had driven the nail +through the temples of Sisera. + +In her victory she remembered discretion and glided aside from Forbes +just before Willie entered the room with a servant carrying Persis' +furs. + +"Come along, Persis," Willie complained; "we can't stay here all night." + +"I'm quite ready," she answered, with bridal gentleness. Then, +"Good-by, Captain Forbes; so glad to have seen you again. Good-by." + +She offered her hand formally, and he took it formally, dumbly. As it +slipped warmly, reluctantly from his grasp it was replaced by the +clammy, bony fingers of Willie, who was doing his best in the gentle art +of consolation: + +"Awfully sorry, old chap. These things have got to happen, though, +haven't they? Don't take it too hard, and if you get too blue come round +and let us try to cheer you up a bit. We're at the Meurice." + +"Thank you," said Forbes. He bowed and did not raise his eyes for fear +of what might be smoldering in the eyes of Persis. + + + + +CHAPTER LIX + + +In the exceeding industry of the days following the death of Ambassador +Tait, Captain Forbes found no chance to see Mrs. Enslee. Their meeting +would have been perilous. The Ambassador had received his death-stroke +in their presence. + +Physicians, police, reporters, all demanded minute descriptions of the +event, and from the first Forbes blurred the account so that Persis +should not be drawn into it. He emphasized the strenuous diplomatic +labors of the last week and the final afternoon. He italicized the +presence of Mr. Enslee at the moment of death, which came, he said, +without immediate explanation. He described how the Ambassador's father +had died--just died while pulling on his overshoes. + +He lied about the last words of the Ambassador in spirit at least, for +it was sadly incomplete truth to say that the Ambassador, after +discussing trivial matters, had said, "Mr. Enslee, I must tell you good +night," and fallen to the floor. + +Yet the account was not questioned. Enslee was too befuddled to know or, +when the shock sobered him, to remember. Persis could be trusted to keep +silent. In fact, she retired from view "prostrated with the shock." It +was explained that the Ambassador had been a classmate of her father's, +an old friend of the family's. + +The story was telegraphed and cabled about the world. As usual, every +newspaper published a minutely circumstantial account with a pretendedly +_verbatim_ statement of the last words, and, as usual, the accounts were +as discrepant mutually as they were commonly remote from the truth. + + * * * * * + +The idea that the Ambassador's death might be concerned with an intrigue +between Mrs. Enslee and Captain Forbes occurred perhaps only to one mind +on earth, and that the too-sophisticated brain of a reporter in New +York, a brindle-haired man with half of one eyebrow gone. He could not +confirm his suspicion even enough for publication, so he hid it in the +cellar of his soul, alongside the memory of seeing Persis Cabot walk out +of a lonely forest with a man he afterward learned to be Forbes. + +When this reporter--Hallard, his name was--was comfortably drunk he +would discuss New York society's rotten state of morals, usually with a +horrified barkeeper, forgetting his own morals and that of his class and +of the other classes low and middle that he knew well enough. He would +add: "There's lovely li'l lady growin' a peach of a scan'al--um-m, a +pippin!--swee' li'l dynamite bomb. Story's going to break some day, and +I'm lovely li'l feller's goin' to break it." + +But he would not tell the name. He was holding that in trust for +whatever newspaper should be employing his fanatic loyalty at the time +of the break. And he was waiting, listening, following. + + * * * * * + +Persis had been soft-hearted enough to feel the pity of the Ambassador's +death. She had wept a little for her stricken enemy, and she suffered +some acute stabs of repentance as the instrument of his assassination. +But regret was mingled with the lilt of victory and successful +evasion--even with blasphemous prayers of gratitude to the Lord for +saving her from exposure in the matter. She had fallen on her knees to +pour out this thanksgiving, and piously or impiously promised her Lord +not to be indiscreet again. + +One's god is apt to be one's ideal servant magnified. As the daughters +of joy in old Florence used to keep a votive Mary in their rooms and +pray to it for success in their offices, so Persis whispered to her +heaven words of praise and gratitude for aid in escaping the +consequences of her mad whim to nestle in Forbes' arms. + +She went to the Ambassador's funeral, partly as a tribute of awesome +esteem, partly as good sportsmanship toward a beaten adversary, and +chiefly because it would have been conspicuous to stay away when almost +every other American in Paris was sure to be there. She compelled Willie +to go along, an unwilling and unwitting chaperon. + +She saw Forbes in the church, but at a distance, and noted with a gush +of pity how haggard and lonely he seemed. She hoped that not all of his +grief was for his dead friend. She longed to go to him with comfort, but +she ventured only a nod from afar and one of her slow, sweet, tender +smiles. + +Forbes had been kept intensely active at the Embassy, where the Consul +took over the interrupted duties of the Ambassador's office, but left to +Forbes the personal details of the funeral ceremony, the closing up of +the house, and the arrangements for getting Mildred back to New York. +The Ambassador's body was to be taken home to America on board a +war-ship proffered by the French Republic. + +For three days Forbes was too grimly busy and too grief-stricken to feel +more than a longing to see Persis; an impossible desire without impulse +to achieve it. + +Mildred was, for once, demanding help instead of giving it. The loss of +her father was a devastation in her soul. She clung to Forbes as to a +brother. Had Persis seen her in his arms she might have felt a jealousy; +but not if she could have seen Forbes' heart. That was filled only with +a sense of shame. He felt that in denying Mildred his love he had robbed +the old man of his last great wish. At times he reproached himself with +the very murder of his best friend, the murder of a great statesman, +the noble father of a noble woman. And the motive of the assassination +was his obstinate devotion to another man's wife! + +People have a genius for remorse as for other emotions, and Forbes was +of those who can mercilessly indict their own souls. Storms of +self-condemnation were succeeded by storms of longing. About him hovered +the tantalizing beckoning vision of Persis. He was mad to see her. He +kept alternately vowing that he would not go near her and wondering when +he should. + +At first he dared not make an effort to see her, because he feared to +involve her and because he had not a moment he could call his own. He +was burdened with tasks of every sort, and in and out of his office he +was beset with correspondents like sparrows demanding crumbs of news to +cable to America. He had no leisure of his own except the black hours +when he sank into his bed. + +He would trudge to his room so exhausted, so drowsy, that he could +hardly get his clothes off. The moment he lay down he was the prey to a +swarm of black emotions that swooped about him like bats in a cave, +swooped and shot and chittered, swept him with their vile wings and +fastened their claws in his hair. He reproached himself with every +wickedness and worthlessness from hideous ingratitude to murder and +adultery that dared not take what it lusted for. + +Sleepless nights and restless days wore him out until the funeral, an +affair of great pomp and enormous impressiveness. When he saw Persis in +the church her beauty was overwhelming in the black costume she wore +under the shadow of a black hat. + +Somehow, after the funeral ceremony, the prayers, and the long ritual, +with which the church formally restored the soul to the heaven from +which it emigrated and the body to the earth of which it was made, there +came a great relief to Forbes--the restful word "Finis." + +That night he dined with Mildred. She, too, felt the relaxation of a +burden removed. She almost collapsed into sleep at the table, and her +maid supported her to her room. She had wept herself out. + +Forbes envied her nothing but her fluency in weeping. He carried about +with him the ache of the tears a man feels but cannot release, the +unshed tears that scratch the eyes like blown grit. He longed to be a +boy again and cry his heart out as he had cried when his father was +brought home dead. He longed to weep stormily as he had wept when the +boy he was had been denied some luxury he greatly desired--honey, or a +staying home from school, or some wild animal for a pet. + +The thought of Persis came to him now with the charm of all +three--honey, truancy to duty, and danger. He lifted the telephone from +the rack to ask her permission to call. He put it down again, his heart +beating as if he had touched a snake. He went out into the air. + +It was a typical, sharp, wet winter night in Paris, the chill going with +a peculiar directness straight to the marrow of the bones and freezing +the body from within outward. Forbes had buffeted blizzards and the +still, grim, icy airs of Dakota when the mercury seemed to crowd into +the bulb of the thermometer to keep warm. But he wondered if he had ever +been so cold in his life as he was now, when the thermometer had not +reached even the zero of the French centigrade. + +Paris was not Paris. The sidewalks were not peopled with tables, and the +restaurants were deserted within. There were few people abroad, for the +audiences were at this hour in the theaters and the home-keepers were at +home. Nobody loitered in the streets but a few miserables, and they were +wretchedly cold. + +Forbes was so desperately lonely that he resolved to call upon Persis, +even if he had to talk to her husband. He walked to the Meurice, but +dared not turn in; he went on by. Later he was back again. Three times +his courage--or his cowardice--failed him. The last time he stopped +short as if he heard a sudden "Halt!" + +Willie Enslee was just stepping into a car with two other men, violently +American and manifestly bent on finding in Paris what Paris manufactures +for American visitors. + +Willie paused and cast his eyes along the street idly while he waited +for the other two to precede him. Forbes stepped behind a shelter till +Willie vanished. + +Forbes, the brave, the upright, found himself dodging to escape Willie's +fishy eyes, found himself chuckling over Willie's blindness. Then he +cursed himself for a reptile. He turned away from the hotel and started +back to his apartment, groaning to himself, "The woman doesn't live that +can make a sneak of me." + + + + +CHAPTER LX + + +When he had gone a few hundred paces he whirled about and hurried back +to the hotel; asked for Monsieur _et_ Madame Enslee; sent up his card; +wished he had it back; received a summons to come up; cursed the +slowness of the Parisian _ascenseur_; wished it would fall and kill him; +moved toward Persis' door as to his execution; and was ushered in by +Nichette, who was cloaked and bonneted for an evening out. She left him +a moment, then came back and rattled off a string of French, from which +he gleaned that he was _voulez-vous'd_ to seat himself and attend a +little moment. Then Nichette left him and hastened to the corner of the +street, where a little waiting _piou-piou_ shivered in his uniform. + +The hostility Forbes read in Nichette's look was merely her impatience +at being kept a few moments longer from her sergeant after having been +detained an hour by a quarrel of the Enslees--a quarrel ending in a +defiant announcement from Willie that he was going to see the wickedest +show he could find in Paris, and from Persis an hilarious "_Bonne +chance!_ I hope you find somebody to take you off my hands for a while!" + +This had horrified Willie as a sacrilege, and he had regretted his vow. +But in the court of the hotel he found two Americans who had typically +arrived in Paris, and bibulously prepared for a night of social +investigation without having taken the trouble to learn a word of +French, the distinction of coins, or the system of cab fares and tips. +They welcomed Enslee as a life-saver, embraced him, and bade him confirm +their worst suspicions of Paris. + +This Forbes did not know, and he misinterpreted Nichette's brusquerie. +His own thoughts were brusque. He loathed himself, and hated Persis and +blamed her as if she had cast down a net from her window and dragged him +to her feet. + +He paced the lavishly furnished reception-room of the suite and resolved +to escape before it was too late. The thought of the cold loneliness of +the streets, of the town, of the world, held him back. He was +unutterably forlorn. He sank into a chair and clenched his hands +together. + +Then he heard Persis' voice. It came through the glistening portieres +masking the doors to the room adjoining, a kind of living-room. Music +and welcome and all of Persis' beauty were in the little hospitable +words: + +"Come in here, Harvey, won't you? I can't budge, and I'm all by myself." + +Wondering where she was and how he should find her, he pushed through +the curtains timidly, as timidly as Joseph entering Potiphar's wife's +boudoir. + +He found Persis cuddled up on a chaise longue of gold and satin. She was +almost lost in a jumble of parcels and toys and knickknacks. She had +been writing addresses, and the fingers she gave into his were smudged +with ink. + +She sat like a sultana, with her feet curled under her. She wore a light +confection of a house-gown of some astonishingly attractive hue, with +plentiful display of white lace and arms and bosom and a good deal of +stocking. She wore a boudoir-cap fetchingly awry. + +Forbes put her hand up to his lips and laughed as he kissed the smudge +of ink. It was the first laugh he had known for days. It was like the +first chuckle of rain after a drought. It brought moisture to his eyes. + +He clung to her hand. It was now a rescuing hand put out to lift him +from the dry well of gloom. He dropped to his knee, and without any +coquetry she put her arms around him and huddled him close. His hot +cheek knew the ineffable comfort of her silken shoulder; his brow felt +her lips upon them. He was at home. + +All the strength that had sustained him, all his ideas of duty and +honor, were blown away like the down of a dandelion puff by the mere +breath of her lips. And now the tears his eyes had refused broke from +them in flood. He wept because he was happy and because he had found +contentment and refuge. He wept as great heroes and fierce warriors used +to weep before tears went out of fashion for men and began to fall into +disuse even among women. + +Persis mothered him, wondering at his childishness. She did not weep +with him. She smiled. She laughed the low, thorough laughter of the +victorious Delilah getting her Samson back. She loved him though she +betrayed him. She loved the triumph of her beauty, the victory of her +soft bosom, over all the hateful inconveniences of law and justice and +piety. + +By and by he was smiling, too, with shame at his humanity and his return +to boyhood, and with the revel of her companionship. She humiliated him +deliciously by drying his wet eyelids with her fragrant tiny +handkerchief and by the silly baby talk she lavished on him. But it was +the only comfortable shame he had felt in the past black days. + +And now they were indeed acquainted with each other. She had seen him +weep. When a woman has gained that advantage over a man, what dignity +has he left? She can make a face at him, and all his pride becomes a +laughing-stock. + +At length, to avoid the reefs of more important talk, he asked her how +she came to be alone, and what all the bundles were for. She explained +that she had been shopping betimes for Christmas presents and had been +making the things ready for the morrow's American mail; Willie had +mutinied and gone vaudevilling; his man had taken the English maid of a +neighbor in the hotel to a dance at the Red Mill; and Nichette had +refused to miss her soldier's evening out. + +Persis made Forbes help her with the remaining packages, and they +laughed like youngsters over the knots she tied, and the blots she made, +and the things she had bought for all the people she had to buy things +for--her father, her mother-in-law, her sister, her sister's children, +and an army of servants. When finally the last address was inscribed she +felt that she had done enough duty for a month, and voted herself a +vacation--also a cigarette. She told Forbes where Willie's cigars were +kept, but he made a punctilio of not smoking them, though he had none of +his own and would not order any from the hotel. + +They talked small talk and love talk; they laughed and cooed. They were +congenial to the infinitesimal degree. The world outside was dank and +cheerless. They shut it away with great curtains. They forgot that there +was any curse upon their rapture. They shut out all their obligations as +things clammy and odious. + +Nature had selected them for each other. Nature mated them and wooed for +them, and did not know or did not care what other plans they had made, +what contracts or pledges had been assumed. The true damnation was in +the earlier crime: that solemn marriage in the church before the world. +The wickedness was begun at the altar: the violation of duty, the breach +of the seventh "Thou shalt not." It was there that Persis' feet took +hold on hell. + +Yet the world had made a jubilee of that occasion. People had put on +their best clothes and were proud to be asked to assist. Rather, they +should have hidden their eyes from the abomination; they should have +resented the request to play accomplice to that indecency. Instead, they +celebrated the crime with flowers, and music, and with surplices in a +church. + +There would be resentment enough, but belated, when the consequences of +that impious sacrifice were reaped, when nature demanded restitution and +scoffed at the mortgage. If this night's rite were ever heard of it +would be cried out against, the celebrants would be shunned, banished. + +None of this is to say that faith should not be kept, however rashly +pledged, or that people should make a virtue of refusing to pay the +debts they run and repudiating the laws that shelter them. + +Persis' earlier crime did not justify or cancel the latter, but added +another to it. She had entered with open eyes into her compact with +Enslee; she auctioned herself off; he was the highest bidder, and she +knocked herself down. She was in honor bound to stay sold. But the very +readiness to commit that infamy, the yielding to that temptation, was +instruction for the next. Easy bind, easy break. + +Her only safety was in keeping away from Forbes. That was the +Ambassador's wisdom. He feared the very proximity of Persis and Forbes. +He foresaw that, while nature would hold cheap the laws of mankind, +mankind would not accept nature as an excuse for lawlessness. + +In spite of him Persis and Forbes were reunited. The withes that +marriage had bound about her were as nothing to the great changes it had +made in her soul. It had taken away the enormous power that exists in +maidenhood, with its self-awe and its fierce defense of integrity. That +instinct of self-preciousness that had made Persis hide her lips from +Forbes' kisses on a far-off day was annulled, for her lips had been +Willie Enslee's for more than half a year. Her body had been his toy. He +had schooled her to maturity, made a woman of the girl. + +And now in the presence of the bridegroom selected by nature and love +what protection had she? She had no harem walls to inclose her, no +guardians to keep the suitor away or to threaten exposure. She had lost +the fawn-like girlishness that would take flight; there was no +nun-spirit within her now to cry "Help me!" + +What remorse there was was the man's. He blamed himself for overpowering +where he was overpowered and decoyed. With the traditional mistake of +the man he accused himself of a ruthless conquest when he was really the +prey of ancient guile and wile. And this again is not to blame Persis. +She was herself the mere puppet of world-old impulses along the wires of +sense. She was a victim, too. But her remorse was hardly remorse at all, +rather amazement or dismay. It was Forbes that condemned himself for +dishonor. + +Man is the maker of laws, the upholder of laws, the punisher of those +who violate the majesty of the law. + +But law for law's sake has little or no meaning for woman. She has her +own codes and reads them within. The complex tissue of her loves and +hates is her attorney, always plaintiff or defendant, not often referee. +She has her glories, and perhaps they are greater than any of man's; but +the creation of laws and constitutions and codes is not one of them. She +is timid, she is brave, she is merciful, she is ruthless. She may +reproach herself for indiscretion, for folly, for misplaced trust, for +misguided emotion; but did any woman ever honestly reproach herself for +a breach of honor as honor? A disloyalty to religion, yes; to faith, +yes; to love, oh yes; but to honor? + +Persis was dumfounded at the completeness of her success by surrender +and at its rashness. She was afraid that Forbes might despise her; but +she felt also the barbaric primeval perfection of the triumph of nature. +She had achieved her destiny. She had been female to the male of her +choice. She would fight the consequences; she would deny the fact, but +she felt that she could never regret it. + +Immediately having made conquest of Forbes, she began to own him. She +began to resent his other obligations, his other codes; her jealousy +began to function. + +She implored him to postpone his return to America; to follow the +Ambassador's body on a later steamer; not to go, at least, on the +steamer Mildred took--anything to escape the breaking of the rose-chains +wherewith she withed him. But his almost filial love for his benefactor +overcame even his passion. Nothing could move him from that last +foothold on self-respect. + +The triumph of love wound up in a war, a downright quarrel, with all the +brutality of a married couple. And that came to an abrupt end with the +tinkle of a clock sounding the hour. Both of them blenched. It was as if +rats fighting heard the bell of the cat. + +"You must hurry," she gasped, "Willie is long past due." + +Forbes needed no urging. He fled so precipitately that he hardly paused +for a farewell kiss. They had time for no future plans. He sneaked along +the corridors of the hotel. He feared to summon the elevator lest Willie +step out of it. He went down by the stairways. From the entresol he +studied the lobby of the hotel to make sure of not meeting Enslee. A +detective might have suspected him for a thief had not his manner been +the immemorial stealth of clandestine lovers. Love had belittled him +thus in one evening. + +Little Willie Enslee could have put him to flight, have struck him +without resistance, have shot him down without provoking an answering +shot. + +So Forbes had coerced and terrified soldiers of his who were far +superior to him in bulk and brawn. They saw his shoulder-straps and +respected them, took a pride in being humble before them. Back of them +was the whole power and dignity of the nation. + +Willie Enslee wore the shoulder-straps of the husband. He wore that +authority, and back of it was arrayed the decency and the safety of +human society. + + + + +CHAPTER LXI + + +Forbes took the steamer he had planned to take, though he had such +battles with his recalcitrant heart that he did not feel safe till the +tender at Cherbourg put away from the ship and left him no opportunity +of return. + +Equally disconsolate was young Stowe Webb, who had lost his post with +his chief, and who was in a panic of uncertainty. But Mildred, on her +first day of calm, reverted to habit and began to take thought of the +welfare of others. She asked Stowe of his plans, and, learning of his +hopelessness, immediately begged him to act as her own secretary--"at an +increase of salary because of the extra trouble she would give him." + +The reaction from despair to this paradise was so great that young Webb +found it hard to maintain the appropriate solemnity. He fired off a +wireless to the friend who received his messages for Alice, and when he +heard it crackling from the mast it was like a volley of festival +sky-rockets. + +He told Forbes of his new-found hope and how poor it was at best, and +Forbes envied him his very deferment; there was something so clean and +beautiful about a young lover trying to earn enough to earn the girl +that waits for him. Young Webb was building a home, and Forbes was +destroying one. + +The arrival in New York brought a new mountain of tasks for Forbes. +Mildred had adopted him as an elder brother; she gave him power of +attorney in the endless interviews with the lawyers, executors, +directors, and the officials in the Department of State. + +Forbes soon learned what the Ambassador's hints as to his will had +meant. A recent codicil bequeathed to him almost as much as Tait's dead +son was to have had. + +It seemed to Forbes as if Satan had laid the wealth of Ormus and of Ind +at his feet and knelt there grinning over the hoard. There was a further +sardonic bitterness in the legacy, since he knew that it had been given +him so that he might feel able to make Mildred his wife without +sacrifice of his pride. + +The thought came to him that he could square himself with the dead and +with the living by carrying out this implied, if not inscribed, +condition of the deed of gift. + +Mildred was a splendid soul. She was not Aphrodite like Persis, but +Minerva was beautiful, too. Mildred was far nobler than Persis, who was +not noble at all. She would be a magnificent wife. She would make their +home a bee-hive of lofty purposes amid serene delights. A union with +Mildred would be wonderful. It would crown life. + +And he felt that Mildred would not oppose it. He resolved again and +again to ask her; but he simply could not tell her that he loved her as +a wife ought to be loved. He and Mildred had become so dear to each +other as brother and sister that no other affection seemed possible. To +marry her would mean not only an infidelity to Persis, but a more cruel +infidelity to Mildred. + +Unable to fulfil the condition of the legacy, he tried to refuse it. The +executors asked him why; his evasions led them to suspect his sanity. +Mildred would ask him why? What could he tell her? + +He consulted Ten Eyck, but could tell him only that he could not give +Mildred the love that was needed to sanctify the marriage. Ten Eyck +probably understood more than he admitted. He lifted one eyebrow and +lowered the other, as if his mind were divided between two comments. He +said: + +"I see why you can't go to nice old Mildred and say, 'Dear girl, I +wouldn't marry you for a hundred thousand dollars.' That would be an +awful black eye to hand a charming lady. But I can't say that your +motives of love appeal to me, Forbesy. You sound like the heroine of an +old-fashioned novel refusing to marry a rich man because she loves old +Dr. A. Nother. + +"But whatever you do, Forbesy, don't refuse the money. In times like +these, when bank presidents are robbing their children's savings-banks +for carfare, don't spurn any real money, or you'll cause several persons +to die of apoplexy, and strong men will lead you to the paddedest cell +in the house of foolishness. + +"Take the money and build an Old Ladies' Home with it; but don't make a +solemn jackass of yourself right out in public." + +Forbes took the money, promising himself that he would scatter it in +beautiful deeds of charity. + +But he didn't. + +One never does. + +In the first place, money in large quantities has singular adhesive and +cohesive properties. In the second place, when the news of his wealth +was published he received such serial avalanches of begging letters of +every sort, noble and ignoble, that he was dismayed. He showed a stack +of them to Ten Eyck, who said: + +"You could give away your fortune in a week, and make about as much of a +show as if you drove a sprinkling-cart along the main street of hell. +All millionaires grow callous; if they don't, they cease to be +millionaires." + +Forbes answered a few of the appeals with cheques, and planned to file +the others alphabetically for future reference. But he never got round +to filing them. + +This was not the only sarcasm of his wealth. He had returned to his +duties as a line captain and was restored to Governor's Island. But here +again there was discomfort. His fellow-officers envied him his luck, but +despised him for not profiting by it. And it did seem peculiarly +grotesque that a man of his important means should be trudging about on +a drill-ground giving orders to stupid privates and taking orders from +stupid superiors. His very men seemed to think he was a ludicrous +fanatic. He felt that he must leave the service. + +He poured out his woes to Ten Eyck again, who advised caution. "Don't +jump out of the frying-pan, Forbes, till you've tested the fire with +your big toe. You might be even unhappier out of the army than in it. +Ask for a long leave of absence--say, six months, and see how you like +it. Then you can resign or go back." + +"They won't give me six months' leave without a good reason," Forbes +demurred, though he was fascinated by the idea. + +"A lot of money is a good reason for nearly anything. Anybody will give +a rich man what he asks for," Ten Eyck insisted. "Take some of the high +boys out in your car, and blow them off to a gorgeous evening, and +promise them some more of the same. Then pop the question." + +Forbes made the attempt, and it succeeded with surprising ease; he was +granted six months' leave of absence without pay "for special research +and experiment." + +His research was into the comforts of wealth, and his experiment was the +effect of life without labor or ambition. + +Forbes had a car now. He had not intended to get one, but after dodging +salesmen for weeks one of them lay in ambush for him and carried him off +for a ride--a demonstration in disguise. He was so captivated by the +1915 model and the enlarged powers it gave him that he capitulated and +bought. He learned to be his own chauffeur; but this was so inconvenient +at times that he was soon hiring a charioteer. And, of course, he never +skimmed the earth or sped through beauties of landscape that he did not +wish for Persis at his side. He had a better car than Enslee's now. He +could buy Persis the costly, cozy little runabout she wanted; he could +hire her father's chauffeur and Nichette. He could buy her great +quantities of clothes, and he had leisure for her entertainment. But he +had not her, nor the right to buy things for her. + +Away from her he found that time was softening his remorse without +hardening his heart against her. His wealth was mockery, his leisure was +mockery. His mind was hardly more than a music-box eternally purling one +little tune: "Persis-Persis-Persis!" + +And then Persis came back, as if his longing had pulsed across the sea. +She had no difficulty in persuading Willie to return to New York. He +felt positively footsore from travel. + +As they came up the Bay on a home-bound liner her heart was beating as +if she were entering a dark room full of ghosts. As Governor's Island +was reached she studied it again with a marine-glass. + +She thought of the little homes of the officers' wives, the little +garage-less quarters where there must be so much content. She wished to +God that she were living in one of those little homes there. + +If she had married Forbes she would never have caused the Ambassador's +death; she would not have given herself to Willie Enslee. She could not +have had more unhappiness, more loneliness and vain regrets. She would +have dwelt in Forbes' arms; she would have been his all day long and all +the long nights. All this past and horrible year would have been a true +honeymoon. Love would have been wealth enough. + +As she had told Alice Neff, "Almost anything that we are not used to is +a luxury." She had learned the corollary, that almost any luxury becomes +a poverty as soon as one is used to it. She was all too familiar with +splendor. She hungered for a life of little comforts. The word "cozy" +grew magically beautiful. + +She had not been long ashore before she learned the new status of +Forbes. It was Mrs. Neff who told her, taunting her with having jumped +into the marital noose with Willie too soon. + +She had not been long ashore before she met Forbes. And once more it was +Willie who brought her into his presence. + +Forbes was now a member of several of the more important clubs. Willie +met him at one of them, and asked him to join a crowd he was inviting up +to the country place. + +Forbes' heart began to knock at his breast at the thought of being with +Persis again in the Enslee Eden. A remnant of honesty led him to decline +the invitation on the ground of another engagement, but Willie insisted. + +"You had such a rotten time there last spring," he said. "I want to make +up. There won't be any lilacs yet; but there'll be servants--and +something to eat." + +Forbes flung off his scruples, and promised to "motor up." The phrase +sounded odd in his ears, for he remembered the poverty of his first +visit, when he went as a passenger in Mrs. Neff's car. + +When he spoke of his car Enslee said: "By the way, if you're motoring up +you might bring Mrs. Neff and Alice. The old lady's old car has got the +sciatica or something." + +So Forbes brought Mrs. Neff along, and Alice. Mrs. Neff had much to say +of his wealth. And now that she knew Persis to be out of the running, +she had evidently entered Alice for the Forbes stakes. Forbes could feel +the idea in the air, and he was exceedingly embarrassed. + +He was embarrassed more by his arrival at the country home. The great +hill was as bleak as the granite bridge. The trees were shaggy with +snow. The house was part of the winter, as white as an igloo. The +statues were oddly distorted with icicles and snow; they looked very +cold--especially the Cupid in the temple--a windy and forlorn white +kiosk where a naked child suffered exile. It struck him as pitifully +appropriate to the Enslee menage that Love should be left out in the +cold. + +Persis received him now in her quality of owner and housewife, with a +flock of servants everywhere. He found her in the living-room, +surrounded by guests, chattering and lounging and sprawling. He had not +seen her since he left her that night in Paris. + +She gave him her hand and a few commonplace words, but their eyes +embraced and their lips were tremulous with unspoken messages and +ungiven kisses. + +Her manner warned him, and her apparent neglect of him gave him the cue +of his behavior. But there were brief collisions when it was possible to +murmur a word or two before one of the numerous other guests drifted up +and ruined the tete-a-tete. He pleaded ruthlessly for a meeting; she +pleaded for discretion above all things. She reminded him of the great +difference between the condition of their former visit and the present. +With only a few about them before, they had narrowly escaped discovery; +what chance had they now? + +As the dinner-hour approached, and the others went up to dress, Forbes +lingered, and Persis sat with him a moment in the embrasure of that +drawing-room window where they had once held rendezvous. The mystery was +gone from it, and the poetry. But they seized each other in one swift +embrace of arms and lips. Even this was broken just in time to escape +the sight of the butler, who entered to ask a question as to the wines +for the dinner. + +Persis gave her orders with an impatience that could hardly have escaped +the man's notice. She felt a little extra effort at impassivity in his +manner, and was sure that he suspected her of more than a hospitable +interest in Forbes. She could not resent an unexpressed intuition, but +she felt humbled and shamed and afraid. + +When the butler was gone she repeated her warning to Forbes, but he took +her in his arms again. Her mind told her that she must not go on +risking, go on registering faint impressions in the minds of servants +and of guests; but her heart would not defer entirely to her +intelligence. + +Forbes was taciturn at the dinner. Mrs. Neff could not provoke him to +vivacity. She noted that his gaze returned constantly to Persis, and +that when her look came down the board to him it softened strangely. + +After dinner little cliques were formed about the billiard and the pool +tables, the card-tables, and a few danced the everlasting tango with +some new variation. Forbes and Persis danced together, and many eyes +noted the perfect rapport of their mood, the solemn joy they took in the +welded union. + +"How well they dance!" was the spoken comment; but the thought was, "How +congenial they seem!" + +Shortly after nine there was an excitement. On the hill opposite a +building was on fire. The guests crowded and jostled at the windows. +Somebody proposed that they all go to the scene of the blaze. The +irresistible fascination of a burning building at night was inducement +enough. Motors were telephoned for from the distant garage, and there +was a scramble for wraps. Forbes' car was not brought up, and he was +invited into Enslee's. He climbed in, but clambered out again to get an +extra wrap for Mrs. Neff. A maid had already run for it, and by the time +he returned the cars had all gone. + +He stood regretting boyishly the loss of the opportunity to go to a +fire. He watched for a few moments from the steps, and then turned back +into the house. He found Persis at the drawing-room window. She had +declined to go. He joined her. Out on the white edge of the lawn they +could see the servants in a little mob staring at the pyrotechnics of an +upward rain of sparks. + +"I'll put out the light. We can see better," he said. + +"No, no!" she protested; but he had already found and turned the switch. +They were in a cavern of darkness, with one window dimly reddened. He +found his way back to her. She urged him to turn the light on again, +but he refused. She moved to turn it on herself, but he held her fast, +and compelled her back to the deep embrasure, and drew the curtains +behind them. + +She could count the servants on the lawn outside. They were all there. +She felt that it was safe to be alone with Forbes, at least till one of +the domestics should detach himself from the group and move across the +snowy sheet of white. + +They watched in silence awhile the leaping red geyser of the flames. It +grew and expanded till it formed a huge ember-mottled orchid with vast +petals trembling in the wind. + +On the far-off roads they could see the long shafts of motor-lights +wavering like antennae. From all the homes of the region the neighbors +were hastening to the spectacle, huge night moths drawn by the flaring +lamp. + +For a long, blissful while the flame-flower bloomed against the black +sky. At last it wilted and failed and shriveled. Then the servants +turned back to the house. Persis fled from Forbes' arms to her own room, +where Nichette found her, apparently established the past hour. + +Forbes waited at another window, and when at last the motors came +puffing back the home-comers were too benumbed with cold and too eager +for warming drinks to know or care whether Forbes had been with them or +not. Any one who might have missed him would have supposed him to be in +one of the other cars. + +The next day some of the guests rode over to see the ruins. Forbes and +Persis went along. To their amazement, what had seemed, while flaming, +to be a miracle of enchantments, a palace afire, proved in the daylight +to have been a miserable shack whose hollow shams and rotten timbers the +flames had mercilessly exposed to public contempt, stark, charred, cold, +obscene. + +"It was so beautiful while it burned," said Persis. "I can't believe +it's the same. It was like a wild rose in the night; but in the daylight +it's hideous, it's revolting. Look at the fraud in the building of the +house--the rotten timbers, the ghastly furniture in the back rooms!" + +Forbes was about to say that their passion had something akin to this. +But as he raised his eyes to hers he saw that she had the same thought. + +She shivered and said, "Let's get away from the place." + + + + +CHAPTER LXII + + +Never, it seems, has human ingenuity been able to devise a scheme of +guardianship that human ingenuity could not thwart. Seeing that seraglio +walls, and yashmaks, and eunuchs, and bow-strings, and scarlet letters, +and pillories, and divorce courts, and gossips have failed to scare +fidelity into the disloyal, perhaps the modern honor system is as good +as any. But the honor system is not infallible; and not all the spies of +Mrs. Grundy can coerce from without those who are not coerced from +within their own hearts. + +For those who are willing to devote themselves to deceit and make an +industry of other people's property, opportunities have always been +infernally provided. Persis and Forbes did not find it difficult to be +alone. Solitudes seemed to be created suddenly in crowds, chances to +escape and to creep back undetected seemed to be brandished in their +faces. The unabated plague of the tango explained their presence at all +sorts of hours at all sorts of places. There were morning classes in new +steps; between the courses of luncheon at numerous restaurants in and +out of town there were dances, and these were prolonged till tea, and +after that till dinner, and on until whatever hour of closing the +individual cabareteer had arranged with the police. The private +hostesses seemed to vie with the restaurateurs. + +The dancing frenzy had shown no signs of passing. It had developed into +a revolution that swept the world. Dancers who were yesterday unknown, +to-day were wealthy. A dancer and his wife had grown to such dimensions +of fame that influential people rented them a house on Fifth Avenue, +where lessons could be given at all hours. A girl who had danced in a +restaurant became a national figure and hired a hall. The clergy and the +editors fought in vain; the Kaiser and the Pope were unheeded; all the +nations danced; even the Japanese caught the contagion. New steps +abounded, became so complex that it was not easy to change partners. The +turkey-trot was laughably obsolete. Everything and everybody was +influenced by the tango in one of its countless forms. It had already +made itself an epoch in human history. + +Willie Enslee was one of the stubborn minority that refused to dance or +go to dances. After a number of vain assertions of an authority he could +not enforce he ceased to concern himself with Persis' whereabouts; she +ceased to announce her program in advance or to report it afterward. + +The motor-car was another immense enlargement of liberty--and license; +it was so easy to outstrip pursuit and outwit espionage. In two hours +one could vanish into the wilderness and return without evidence of +escape. At distant road-houses and motor-caravansaries the twang of +tango music troubled the country midnights. + +And so the intrigue of Captain Forbes and Mrs. Enslee prospered and +established itself as the habit of their lives; their souls adapted +themselves to it. Precautions against discovery became second nature, +like precautions against disease and accident. They were bound together +in a kind of secret wedlock, what Tibullus called the _furtivi foedera +lecti_. + +Persis, like another Guenevere, justified herself to herself by the +feeling that she was true to one Launcelot; she flirted with no one +else; she kept Willie's home in order as best she could; she paid him +the tribute of outward devotion and public respect. Above all, she +justified herself by her success. So far as she could see, not a human +being suspected her love for Forbes, not a breath of scandal had been +stirred. + +And all the while gossip was busy with them; evidence accumulated +against them grain by grain, as sand-dunes are formed into walls. +Everybody spoke of the intrigue to everybody but those most concerned. +Nobody warned Persis or rebuked Persis or tattled to Willie. A few +fearless persons talked to Persis' father, but he could not believe, or, +believing, could not touch so repulsive a topic in his few meetings with +his daughter. How could a father accuse his little girl of outrages +against a commandment he had been afraid even to mention to her. Several +women broached the theme with Willie's mother, who had been suspicious +on her own account. She answered the gossips with fervent denials and +with vigorous defense of Persis; but she vowed to herself that she would +descend upon her daughter-in-law with vengeance. Yet, before Persis' +eyes she could only dissemble; then she would resolve to warn her son, +but she feared the terrific possibilities of lighting such a fuse. +Willie was like herself in so many ways, and half of her blood was from +the Spanish aristocracy through an international marriage. + +Eventually people began to say that somebody must tell Willie, and some +day somebody might. Some day he might stumble upon some tryst, or open a +letter, or overhear a gossip's careless word. + +Ten Eyck heard plenteous scandal, and he was heartbroken. Even his +cynicism could not stomach the intrigue. But even his affection could +not bring him to protest. + +He had intervened once before in such a scandal; but the husband had +forgiven his wife because of her beauty and her gaiety, and both of them +had thereafter been his bitterest enemies, because he knew and had said +too much. Friends who had merely gossiped behind their backs were +reinstated to complete favor. + +Everybody felt that Persis and Forbes, in their mad gallop across +another man's boundary line, were riding for a fall. But everybody was +fascinated by the breathlessness of the gallopade, the escapes from +disaster. Nobody cut Persis, omitted her from a list of invitations, or +treated her otherwise than as a valued and charming ornament to the +world. Nobody would desert her so long as she kept the saddle, held her +head up, and remained attractive. + +But should she fall and be dragged in the dirt, then the panic would +come; then the majesty of public morals would assert itself, and her +friends would flee from her as if she appeared among them chalk-faced +and scaly-handed with leprosy. + +Meanwhile the poison of their Judas life was wearing upon their own +souls. Forbes was growing restive to be at work again upon his career. +To be the messenger-boy of a woman's summons grew increasingly irksome. +He dreaded an official cognizance of his new career as home-wrecker, and +his innate decency was more and more rebellious against the outrages he +committed incessantly against his self-respect, his creeds, his codes, +his position. + +And, last of all, a strange new horror assailed the basking luxury of +Persis. It dawned upon her that in spite of all her precautions nature +was about to make the use of her that all this rapture was for. Her +physician confirmed her dread, and congratulated her--and her husband! +She dared not ask his aid in foiling her destiny. She dared not ask +anybody's aid. Her life of pleasure-hunting had made a coward of her. + +And so at length remorse found a lodging even in her voluptuous life. +She understood the fearful responsibility she had assumed to a future +soul. And she groveled in abject self-derision to think that even she +could not be sure of her child's legitimacy. So helpless a vessel for +nature's chemistry she was that she was not permitted to know even that! +And she could not so much as be sure whether she even wished it to be +love's child or the law's. + +The treachery to her own child was so hideous that she would have killed +herself had she not dreaded to add murder to suicide. She longed to pour +out her woes to Forbes, but she could not bring herself to confess her +degradation. He only knew that somehow all the rapture was gone from +their union. It had lost even that compensation. + +The thought came to Forbes that there was but one way to make their life +livable--to make it frank and public. Persis must enter the divorce +court, and as soon as possible after marry him. That sort of solution +for such intrigues had been much practised of late. It had become so +fashionable that protest was losing its vigor. + +He opened the subject to Persis. She shrank from it with revulsion. She +could not tell him her secret even then; but it was a mighty argument to +herself against such a step. She gave other reasons cogent enough in her +opinion. + +"Anything but divorce, Harvey. I'd rather die than go through it. Willie +couldn't do the polite thing. He is a Catholic, you know, and his +mother's Spanish blood boils at the divorce habit." + +"Then if he won't give it, you can take it, anyway." + +"But suppose he should fight. Suppose he should set detectives going +back over our trail or bribe the servants. Look at this morning's +papers--the ghastly head-lines about Mrs. Tom Corliss--her photographs! +Did you read the testimony of the maid at that big hotel? Suppose Willie +should get hold of that bellboy who was so insolent to us--the one we +didn't dare rebuke and had to tip so heavily. Did you read Mrs. Tom's +love letters yesterday? Only one paper dared to print them all. Mrs. +Neff said everybody bought it specially. Mrs. Neff laughed till she +cried. + +"Wouldn't you rather die than go through with it? And, my God, how they +would tear me to pieces! The poor people and the middle-class people +push through the divorce court in droves--eighty divorces were granted +in two hours the other day, Murray Ten Eyck was telling me, and only one +paper mentioned it--in a paragraph! But if Mrs. Tom Corliss gets the +front page, what wouldn't they give to Mrs. Willie Enslee?" + +Forbes said no more. Somehow he was reminded of the time when he was +dancing with Persis, and the rose light was suddenly changed to green. +There was a charnel odor in the air. + + + + +CHAPTER LXIII + + +The following afternoon Persis came home from a tango-tea, where she had +expected to meet Forbes. Through some misunderstanding he had failed to +appear. This left her plans in a decided tangle. He was probably trying +to find her by telephone. He would doubtless call up the house. Things +were in a mess there, too. An ancient romance in the servants' quarters +had resulted in a wedding between the second man and one of the +chambermaids. Nichette had been chosen as a bridesmaid and had begged +off for the afternoon, as had all of the others that could be spared. + +Nichette had long ago been taken into their confidence as a necessary +go-between. Persis trembled lest a message from Forbes should fall into +inexperienced hands. + +To complicate matters Willie had resolved to go to the opera that night +and to be on time. He had read an editorial somewhere ridiculing the +horseshoe of box-holders for their indifference to overtures and first +acts. Willie naturally selected this one evening for his rebuke to the +editor. Dinner was to be served an hour earlier than usual. + +Harrowed by the multiplex difficulties surrounding an intrigue, Persis +was kept waiting at the door a long time in the cold. She was about to +rend the tardy footman to pieces when the door was opened by Crofts, the +superannuated butler, an heirloom from Enslee's father. + +Crofts had long ago reached the age when he was too venerable to wear +the Enslee livery. He was an ideal gentleman, respected and loved by all +the family and its friends. But as an officer of the household he was +deaf, decrepit, and almost useless. Yet he was too much of an +institution to discharge, and he simply would not retire. + +He was permitted to lag superfluous as a sort of butler _emeritus_. At +large dinners he hovered about in the offing correcting and directing +with a marvelous tact and an infallible memory for the encyclopedic lore +of nice service. For a guest to be recognized by his watery old eyes and +named by his thin lips was in itself a distinction. + +To-day he was blissfully happy. The young upstart servants had flocked +to the wedding, and he was called to the helm. When Persis saw him at +the door her heart melted, but it also sank. + +"Did anybody call?" she asked, and asked several times in _crescendo_. + +"Only Mrs. Enslee, ma'am," he whispered, in his dry, cackling, deaf +man's voice. + +Persis cast her eyes up in despair and hastened to pay her devoirs to +her mother-in-law. The elder Mrs. Enslee was looking radiantly beautiful +in her white hair and her black eyes and the assisted red of her Spanish +lips, with her cascade of furs falling about her. + +She smiled at Persis sadly. Her daughter-in-law was beautiful +undeniably. What a pity that she was not also good! But she kept back +her reproaches, and said in the most delicate of accents, with her +tendency to an exquisite lisp: + +"Don't worry, my dear. It's only a duty call." + +"Won't you stop to dinner?" Persis urged. "We're only going to have a +bite. We're dining early and hurrying away to the opera. Willie is +determined to hear the overture and the first act. I dote on 'Carmen,' +but I've never been in time for the first of it." + +"'Carmen!'" Mrs. Enslee sniffed. "That old slander on my race--as if +Spanish women were all faithless!" + +"But if it's Carmen for Spain," Persis said, "it's Camille for France, +and Becky Sharp for England, and--who for America?" + +"Hester Prynne, perhaps." + +"Oh yes," laughed Persis. "Even the Puritans had their scandals; but she +was a grass-widow, and the town was so dull, and the preacher so +handsome. Can you blame her?" + +"Cynical Persis!" Mrs. Enslee sighed. "Well, I shall be late." + +"I wish you'd stay," Persis lied, graciously. "You're a picture. And +everybody says you are flirting dreadfully with old General Branscomb." + +"I hope you don't believe all you hear." + +"Only the worst." + +"Then you're on the safe side. But remember, my dear, other people can +apply the same rule. I'm not the only one who has been suspected of +flirting with an army officer." The doorbell had punctuated their +chatter several times. It rang again. "Now, who's that? Expecting +anybody?" + +"No, and I've got to fling into my opera-gown." + +"What are you wearing to-night?" + +The rhapsody of description was interrupted by the incursion of Willie. +He wore his overcoat and top hat into the room, and his key-chain +dangled. He was in one of his most fretful moods. He vouchsafed his +mother a casual "Oh, hello, _madre mia_," then turned to Persis. + +"What the devil has happened to the servants? Nobody to answer the bell. +Had to let myself in. Deuced nuisance unbuttoning coat, getting keys +out, finding right one. What are we coming to? I'll fire that Dobbs." + +"You forget, dear, he is getting married this afternoon." + +"We all ought to have gone," said Mrs. Enslee; but Willie has no sense +of obligation to his employees. + +He ignored the suggestion and raged on, "Well, Dobbs isn't our only +servant, is he?" + +"No," Persis explained; "but, you see, he's marrying the housekeeper's +daughter, and the butler is best man, and the maids are bridesmaids--" + +"Romance everywhere," Willie sneered, as he laid off his things and +threw them on a chair, "except up-stairs. I suppose that's why my man +was so surly when I told him he'd have to stay and dress me. He'll +probably cut my throat while he shaves me. I wish he would." + +"That's cheerful!" said Persis. "What brings you home from the club so +early? It's such an unusual honor." + +"I heard something I didn't like--gossip." + +"Tell us what you heard," Mrs. Enslee asked, hungrily. + +"I prefer not to retail club gossip in my home," said Willie. + +"Oh, aren't we punctilious?" Persis railed; and Willie answered, curtly: + +"One of us ought to be." + +Persis was jarred a trifle, but her only comment was: "Why is it that +when men are feeling ugly they always come home early?" + +Willie threw her a look of wrath and turned to his distressed mother. +"Won't you stop to dinner?" + +"Not when there's so much war-paint visible, thanks!" + +"But hang it all--" Willie began, and checked himself, for Crofts +shuffled through the room. Willie rounded on him. "Oh, somebody at last, +eh? Why the deuce was no one at the door? I had to let myself in." + +Crofts cupped his hand behind his ear, and crackled, "Beg pardon, sir?" + +"I had to let myself in, I say." + +"Very sorry, sir, but owing to Dobbs' wedding and your early dinner, +sir, the servants have a great deal to do." + +"But I rang and rang!" Willie stormed, and repeated, wrathfully, "I rang +and rang!" + +"Very sorry, indeed, sir," Crofts pleaded. "My hearing isn't as good as +it was when I entered your father's service." + +"Well, I won't have my house turned into a--an infirmary." + +Crofts heard that and withered. "Your father never complained of me, +sir." + +"You heard better then and jumped quicker," Willie shouted. + +The old man, at bay, answered with unintended irony: "I meant no +offense, sir, by growing old." + +"Oh, get out!" Willie snapped. + +Crofts bowed and turned on Persis a pitiful look. She gave him a glance +of sympathy, then pointed to Enslee's coat and hat. Crofts took them, +and, touching the back of his hand to his eyes and swallowing hard, +shuffled away. + +Willie's mother rebuked him. "You've broken his poor old heart." + +And Persis was more severe. "You ought to be ashamed of yourself." + +Willie retorted, more sharply: "Oh, we all ought to be ashamed of +ourselves--for something or other. Crofts isn't the only man on earth +with a broken heart." + +As Persis stared in wonderment at his unusual mood Crofts came back. +"You are wanted on the telephone, ma'am. The gentleman wouldn't give his +name." + +Persis flinched at this, and stammered, "You'll excuse me?" + +Mrs. Enslee answered with a sudden frigidity, "Of course, but I'll not +wait. Good-by." + +"Good-by!" said Persis, uneasily, and left the room. The moment she was +gone Mrs. Enslee put her hand on Willie's arm and spoke in some +confusion. + +"Willie, I--it's very hard for me to say it. But I think you allow +Persis too much liberty." + +Willie snorted. "Gad! a lot of good it does an American husband to try +to manage his wife!" + +"I know, and Persis is very headstrong," Mrs. Enslee faltered; +"but--well, if anything happens, remember I tried to--" + +"Enjoying the luxury of an 'I told you so' already, eh?" Willie sneered. +"What's up?" + +"Oh, nothing--nothing definite--but I--I'm just a little uneasy. It +can't hurt to keep your eyes open, can it?" + +She had said this much at last. Willie took it solemnly. "What could +hurt a man worse than to have to watch his wife?" + +"Well, if that's the way you feel, just forget what I've said. I'm a +foolish old woman. Good-by!" + +Willie let her make her way out unattended. He stood musing till Persis +came back, then he wakened with a start, and demanded, "Who was it +telephoned you?" + +The question took Persis by surprise. "No one that would interest you." + +"Are you sure?" + +"Since when this sudden concern in my affairs?" + +"Aren't your affairs mine?" he pleaded; but she was curt: + +"Indeed they're not. I don't nag you with questions." + +He answered this with a sorrowful humility. "Sometimes I wish you would +take a little more interest." + +"You're in a funny mood," she said, more gently. + +"It's not very funny to me," he groaned. + +"You'll feel better after dinner. Run along and let Brooks dress you." + +"What about you?" + +"I had my hair done while I was out. I've got to wait for Nichette to +get back. I--I'll come up as soon as I--as soon as I write a letter or +two." + +"All right," he sighed, and went out obediently, but paused to stare at +her with a curious craftiness. + + + + +CHAPTER LXIV + + +Persis awaited his departure impatiently, tapping her foot with +restlessness. She fell into reverie of indefinite duration. The bell +rang. She gave a start of joy. Crofts went by on his way to the door. +She checked him. "I'm expecting Captain Forbes." He got the name on the +third iteration. "If it is he, show him in here." He nodded and set out +again. She called after him, "If it is any one else I'm not at home." + +She ran to a mirror, preened herself expectantly, and waited with a look +of joy. Crofts returned with a card. Persis took it, and asked, "You +told her I was out?" + +Crofts was alarmed at once. "No, ma'am, I said you were at home." + +"But I said I was out to every one except--" + +Crofts was in despair at his blunder. "Oh, I'm so sorry! I'm afraid I'm +too old and deaf to--" + +She relented and patted his hard shoulder-blade. "There, there! don't +worry, we'll get through the day somehow. Show Mrs. Neff in; but nobody +else except Captain Forbes." + +Crofts smiled like a forgiven child, and returned with Mrs. Neff, who +bustled in crying, "Ah, my dear, such luck to find you at home." + +"So sweet of you to come," said Persis. She was in no mood for Mrs. +Neff. She determined to be rid of her. She explained about the early +dinner and begged to be excused lest Willie murder her for being late. +Persis rang for Crofts, kissed Mrs. Neff a grateful good-by, and fled. +As Crofts opened the door to let Mrs. Neff out he let Winifred Mather +in. Crofts protested feebly that Persis was not at home, but Winifred +came in anyway. + +Winifred was just returned from Paris, foiled in her campaign for the +late Ambassador, and determined to regain her control over Bob Fielding. +She had not seen Mrs. Neff, and she had much to say. Ignoring the +helpless Crofts, they drifted back to the drawing-room to swap scandals +from the opposite shores of the ocean. In this fascinating barter they +forgot the flight of time, forgot even the place they were in, for they +fell to discussing Persis and her affair with Forbes. + +Winifred had heard of it even in Paris. + +"But what does Willie think of it?" she asked; "if he can think?" + +"In any intrigue, my dear," Mrs. Neff pronounced, "the last three +persons to learn what all the world knows are the husband and the two +intriguers." + +"I saw Bob Fielding yesterday," said Winifred. "He told me about it on +the dock. He's furious at Persis. He said somebody ought to tell +Willie." + +"He's right, my dear," said Mrs. Neff; "but who wants to do that sort of +job? It's like street-cleaning--very necessary and sanitary, but we +don't care to do it ourselves, and we don't admire the people who do. +Crooked things have a way of arranging themselves in this naughty world. +Leave Persis alone. Some day some little accident she couldn't +foresee--the mistake of a messenger-boy or a postman or somebody--and +bang! out comes the whole scandal. Persis is clever, but she's juggling +with dynamite." + +It was only the last thirteen words that Persis overheard as she came +down to the drawing-room, never dreaming that Mrs. Neff had not gone or +that Winifred had come. Her slippers were soft, and her gown made no +frou-frou. The voices of the women, softened to a ghoulish stealth, +reached her with uncanny clearness. + +She paused, struck to stone. Her heart pummeled her till her throat +throbbed visibly. She wanted to fall down and die. She wanted to run +from the house and from the town. Instead, she shook off every primitive +impulse, and, tossing her head in defiance of fate, marched into the +room with all the gracious majesty of a young queen going to her +coronation. Her costume completed the picture: she was robed for the +opera, and she wore her all-around crown of diamonds. She stared +incredulously at Winifred, and cried with ardent hospitality: + +"Winifred, it's you! I didn't know you were in town!" + +And Winifred, assured by her manner that she had not overheard, hastened +to embrace her, exclaiming: "Persis, darling! I haven't seen you for a +thousand years." + +And they kissed each other. + +"You see, I haven't gone yet," Mrs. Neff apologized. "Winifred and I +fell to talking--about you, of course." + +"Say it to my face," said Persis. + +Winifred lied angelically. "Cornelia was telling me how famously you and +Willie get along. You're so congenial." + +Persis recognized the intended obloquy, and beamed in answer: "Willie is +a duck of a husband. Why don't you try marriage?" + +This was so straight a lunge that Winifred slid in a sly _riposte_: + +"Do you ever see that li'l snojer man of yours any more?" + +"Li'l snojer man? Have I one?" said Persis, white-mouthed with fear at +the directness of the attack, and at the simultaneous tingle of the +door-bell. She tried to check Crofts, calling to him as he moved to the +door. But he did not hear. + +Mrs. Neff was enjoying the rare treat of seeing Persis discomfited, ill +at ease. She joined the onset. + +"She means Captain Forbes." + +"Yes--that's the one," Winifred smiled. "See him often?" + +"Oh, once in a long while," Persis confessed. "Why?" + +"I just wondered. He used to be so devoted to you." + +"Oh, that was ages ago," Persis laughed. And then Crofts came in with +his little salver. Persis regarded it with as much dread as if it bore +the head of John the Baptist instead of a tiny white card. + +Crofts was so proud of remembering his instructions that he murmured, +with a senile smile: "You told me you were at home to him, ma'am." + +Persis read the name, and it danced before her eyes, fantastically. In +the phrase of the prize-fighters, "they had her going." It was all so +simple and foolish, yet so naggingly annoying, that she was utterly +nonplussed. She stood a moment snapping the card in her fingers. Then +she had a mad inspiration. She smiled stupidly between Mrs. Neff and +Winifred and said: + +"It's my--my lawyer. I--I'll go to the door and see him." + +"But I asked him to come up!" Crofts protested in a doddering collapse, +and vanished like a ghost at cockcrow. + +Forbes appeared at the door. He saw Persis, and there was no mistaking +the love in his eyes. Then he saw Winifred and Mrs. Neff, and there was +no mistaking his confusion, though he tried to put on a smile of delight +at the sight of them. + +Mrs. Neff grinned with rapturous malice, and bewildered Forbes utterly +by asking three ironical questions and not staying for an answer: + +"Changed your profession, Captain Forbes? A lawyer now? Specialty +divorces?" + +Then she nodded to Winifred, and they made their way out, ignoring +Persis' outstretched hand. + + + + +CHAPTER LXV + + +Forbes stared after the two women in complete perplexity. He turned to +Persis to ask stupidly: + +"What did they mean, Persis?" + +Persis had lost almost every whit of self-control. She had an insane +desire to scream, to hide somewhere and go into hysterics. She sank into +a chair and mumbled: + +"They know everything." + +"Good God, it's not possible! Was it because I came in as I did?" + +"Yes, but it wasn't your fault. It was mine and Crofts'." + +He made to take her in his arms, but she warned him where he was with a +gesture. He sank into a chair, groaning: + +"I'd rather cut off my right hand than bring suspicion on you, Persis." + +Staring idly ahead of her, Persis maundered in a hollow voice, "And they +refused my hand!" The lash of this remembered insult brought her to her +feet with a snarl. "They refused my hand! Oh, it's all over now. A war +extra couldn't spread the scandal faster than those two women. But I +suppose it had to come some day. And we thought we were so discreet!" + +She laughed bitterly, for the luxury of self-contempt was alkali upon +her tongue. But Forbes could only sigh, "How you must hate me!" + +"How much I love you!" she whispered. Even in her panic she had no +reproach for the author of her defeat; and as she paced the floor she +touched his cheek with a passing caress. + +She walked to the window idly and stared out into the street. She fell +back with a gasp. "Oh, they saw me!--they saw me!" + +"Who?--who saw you?" + +"Alice Neff and Stowe Webb just drove up. They waved to me. They're +coming here. Good Lord of heaven, at such a time!" + +The door-bell rang in confirmation, and Crofts shuffled down the hall. +He glanced timidly at Persis, and she nodded her head. + +"You can't see them now," Forbes protested; "tell the man not to let +them in." + +"It wouldn't do any good. Besides, they saw me. Now of all times I must +keep up a bold front. Wait in the library, Harvey. I'll get rid of them +as soon as I can." He was hardly gone before Alice came running, crying, +"Oh, here you are," and seizing the hand that Persis thrust at her +absent-mindedly. Stowe Webb seized her other hand and clung to it as +Alice rattled on: "We had the narrowest escape! Just as our taxi drew up +to your door my awful mother and Winifred drove away--without seeing +us!" + +"And do you poor children still have to meet in secret, too?" Persis +asked with a dreary sympathy. + +"Indeed we have to," Webb replied, "and always shall. Her mother won't +let me in the house! And I am doing a little better now--two thousand a +year. But Alice's mother still calls me a pauper. Our only hope is a +runaway marriage. But Alice always remembers what you told her. I wish +you could advise her differently now, for we are hopelessly unhappy. We +couldn't be more miserable even if we were married." + +Alice corroborated this theory. "It's simply terrible the trials we are +put to now. But you made it so vivid to me--the other side of it--the +sordidness, the poverty, the stairs, the bills; how I should grow plain, +and begin to nag; how I should ruin Stowe's career. Oh, why do we women +always seem to be getting in the way of the careers of the men we love! +Why can't we help them?" + +"We can, Alice, we can!" Persis averred, with a sudden energy. "If we +begin the right way, if our love is the right sort, if we don't wait too +long. Marry him, Alice." + +"But you said," Alice reminded her, "that I should miss all the comforts +that make life worth while." And Persis answered with a solemnity that +was unwonted in her: + +"If you don't marry the one you love you miss everything that makes life +worth while. If you don't sacrifice everything that love asks, why, love +robs you of all your delight in the things you have kept. Your mother +will forgive you, Alice. But what if she doesn't? It is better to lack +the forgiveness of some one else--of every one else!--than to feel that +you can never, never forgive yourself. That is the most horrible thing +in life, not to forgive yourself." + +"But you talk so differently now!" Alice interposed; and Persis +explained it dismally enough: + +"I know more now than I did then." + +Alice went into her arms, eager to be coerced and decided for: "And you +really think it is my duty to go?" + +"A woman's first duty is to her love," Persis cried. "Go, marry the boy, +Alice, and be true to him--oh, be true to him!--always! +whatever--whoever--comes into your life. Love and fidelity!--what a +marriage they make!" + +Young Webb bent and kissed her hand, saying: "You must be a very good +woman to give such noble advice. And Willie Enslee must be a mighty good +husband. Come along, Alice, remember your promise!" + +He started to drag her out, but Alice hung back and demanded, "Give us +your blessing first." + +"My blessing? My blessing?" And Persis' amazement was hardly greater +than a curious shock of rapture over the unheard-of prayer. + +"Yes, for you are so good!" Alice insisted. And Persis, in +half-hysterical emotion, waved her shivering hands over them and +murmured: + +"God be with you forever!" + +When they had gone and Forbes came back to her she was mumbling in a +strange delight: "I don't believe any one ever before called me good. It +has a rather pleasant sound." She was half laughing, half crying. "I've +done some good in the world at last." + +"I don't believe I ever truly loved you till now," Forbes said. He had +played eavesdropper to her counsel, and it had endeared her to him +magically. He took her in his arms and she kissed him, and there was a +moment of peaceful oblivion. Then the habit of stealth resumed control +of Persis. She began anew to hear footsteps everywhere and to imagine +eyes gazing from all sides. + +"You mustn't stay a minute longer," she whispered. "Willie is at home. +You telephoned you had something awfully important to tell me." + +"Yes. You've got to help me make the most important decision of my +life." + +"Can't it wait?" + +"No. I must decide to-day. My leave of absence has been withdrawn, and +I've been ordered back to my cavalry regiment at once." + +So disaster followed disaster. + +"Isn't there any way out of it?" she asked, weakly. + +"I tried to get the order recalled, but there is some influence against +me at Washington." + +"Some woman! I know! It's Willie's mother. She has General Branscombe +under her thumb." + +"But that would mean that she suspected us!" + +"A woman always suspects the worst. And she's always right. Well, what +are we to do?" + +"That is for you to decide, Persis," Forbes said. "I have two letters +here, two requests." He produced two formidable official envelopes. "I +have influence enough to get either of them granted." + +"What are they?" she asked, terrified by the documents. + +"This is an acknowledgment of the order and a statement that I take the +train to-morrow for New Mexico." + +"New Mexico!" Persis gasped. "I shouldn't see you again for a long, long +while." + +"Never." + +"Then I choose that you send the other letter, of course," she spoke +almost gaily. "What is it?" + +"My resignation from the service." + +"Your resignation?" she gasped. "Why should you resign?" + +"To avoid court-martial for the crime of stealing another man's wife. +Either you go away with me where your husband can't follow, or I go away +where you can't follow." + +"You don't mean to force a choice like that on me?" she protested. He +nodded grimly. + +But her frantic soul was incapable of decision; it fled from the effort. +The memory of her humiliation before Mrs. Neff and Winifred swept back +over her with intolerable shame; she began to stride along the floor +again, gnashing her teeth in rage: + +"What can I do to silence those women? Harvey, you must help me. Think +up some neat lie that will look like the truth." + +He was so tired of deception that he groaned aloud. She whirled on him +in raucous fury: "Do you suppose I'm going to give in to a couple of +frumps like those two? Do you think I'll let an old hen and an old maid +down me?--now! Well, hardly! I'm no quitter, Harvey. I never was a +quitter, was I? But what can I do? No story would convince them. I must +stop their mouths--that's it. Everybody's got a scandal somewhere. What +do I know about them? What have I heard?" She beat her head to stir her +memory. "If I can't find out something I must make it up." + +Forbes glared at her incredulously. "Persis! Are you lost to all +decency?" + +"You ought to know," she retorted. "But what of that? I'm desperate. I'm +fighting for life." + +"Oh, my God, Persis, what have we come to?" he moaned. "Is this the +result of our love?" + +"Yes, this is it!" she laughed. "This is what comes of having a heart. I +see now why a love like ours is against all the laws, written and +unwritten. It's the wisdom of the ages, Harvey." His very neck rebelled +against the galling yoke of their intrigue. He groaned: + +"We can't go on with the situation any more. We are getting +degraded--driven to lies, and now you suggest blackmail. What next? We +must pull up short and sharp, Persis. You must decide this minute: +either to go away with me or to stay here without me." + +"You've got to stay here and help me fight." + +"I tell you I won't fight such a battle. It isn't fighting; it's +cowardice, it's treachery. Decide now, once for all. Give me up or free +yourself from Enslee and become my wife. You advised Alice to run away; +you can't go back on your own advice." + +"Oh, but the elopement of a young unmarried couple is a pretty romance; +ours would be a hideous scandal." + +"But we're all smothered in scandal now. Everybody is talking about +us--everybody. The only way to make our love right is to come out before +the world and proclaim it." + +"And even now, when I should be thinking of you, all I can think of is +what they'll be saying of me to-morrow." + +"If we do the best we can what difference does it make what people say? +Persis, I'd rather die than endure another hour of this underhand life. +But I can't give you up. I can't leave you here to the mercy of these +people and the evil influences around you. I offer you happiness. We +shall be together always. You can't refuse." + +"You're right, of course. I've got to decide. I'm afraid to be alone. +I'll go with you. Give me just one moment to get my cloak. I--I can't +very well go like this, though, can I--in an opera-gown and tiara? I +must change to a traveling-suit. And Willie expects me to go to the +opera." + +The little things, the little briery things of life were holding her +fast, tripping her headlong desires. She grew more irresolute with +delay. "It's a terrible step, and it means the end of me. Everybody will +cut me dead on the street. My own father will never speak to me again. +The newspapers will be full of it. They'll only remember the scandal +when they see us. It will follow us everywhere, and come between us and +turn even you against me." + +Then she shivered and sank into a chair helpless. + +"I can't go, Harvey, I just can't go. I'm afraid of what people will +say." + +That was the acid phrase that turned his love to hate, his adoration to +disgust. He broke the vials of his wrath upon her head. + +"What will people say?" he sneered. "Is that all you can think of? Why, +that has become your religion, Persis. You can stand the lying--the +sneaking--the treachery--can't you? You've courage enough for the +crimes, but when it comes to consequences, you're a coward, eh? But I'm +not afraid of the consequences. I'm afraid of the crimes. I'm not afraid +of the gossips, but of giving them cause. I offered you protection, +devotion. I wanted to rescue our honor. But you--what do you care for +me--for love--for honor? You care only for yourself and for what people +will say--well, you'll soon know. But I won't help you to ruin your +life. I won't let you ruin mine. I'm sorry I ever saw you. Before God, +I'll never see you again!" + +He turned to go. A cry of anguish broke from her. She rushed in pursuit +of him, flung her arms about him, sobbing: "No, no, I won't let you! +You've no right to leave me. I've given up everything for you. I've +been everything to you. You can't leave me! Don't, don't, don't!" + +He was too deeply embittered to have mercy. Her panic only angered him +the more. He ripped her hands from his shoulders, jeering at her: "Agh, +you're faithless to your duty to your husband, faithless to your love of +me, faithless to everybody--everything." + +"Don't say that, Harvey," she pleaded, brokenly. "Take that back." + +"You've killed my trust," he raged. "You've killed my love. I hate the +sight of you." + +She put her hand over his cruel mouth to silence it. "Don't let me hear +that from you--pity me, pity me!" + +He tried to break her intolerable clasp, but she fought back to him. +Abruptly she ceased to resist. She just stared past him. Startled, he +looked where she stared. She whispered: + +"Some one is behind that curtain--listening!" + +The curtain trembled, and she gasped again: "Look!" + +A shudder of uneasiness shook him, but he muttered: "It's only a draught +from somewhere." + +"Perhaps it is," she answered, weakly. "I feel all cold." And then she +stared again and whispered: "No! See! There's a hand there in the +curtain!" + +And Forbes could descry the muffled outlines of fingers clutching the +heavy fabric. He hesitated a moment, then he moved forward. + +She put out her arm and stayed him, and spoke with abrupt +self-possession. "No, it is my place." Then she called, hoarsely: +"Crofts, is that you? Crofts!" There was no answer, but the talons +seemed to grip the shivering arras tighter. She called again: "Nichette! +Dobbs! Who's there?" + +There was no answer. + +"It's none of the servants," she whispered. Then, after a pause of +tremulous hesitation, she strode to the curtain and hurled it back with +a clash of rings. It disclosed Willie Enslee cowering in ambush. He held +a silver-handled revolver in his hand. + + + + +CHAPTER LXVI + + +A little groan of dismay broke from Persis' lips as she rushed between +Forbes and the danger, interposing her body to protect his. Forbes +seized her and thrust her away and leaped toward Enslee. + +But Enslee darted aside and, running behind a great carved table, +covered Forbes with the revolver, and cried, in a quivering voice, +"Don't you move or I'll fire!" + +Forbes smiled grimly at the plight, and spoke with the calm of the +doomed. "All right, if you want to. It's your privilege. But I wouldn't +if I were you. In the first place, I'm sure you'd miss; you don't hold +your revolver like a marksman." + +"The first shot might miss," Enslee admitted; "but there are five +others." + +"You'd never pull the trigger a second time," said Forbes, icily. "And +there's not one chance in a thousand of that toy stopping me. I've got +two bullets in me now--from real guns. And I'm not dead yet. If you +should wing me, though, I'm afraid you'd never shoot a second time, for +I'd have you by the wrist and by the throat--and I'd strangle you to +death before I realized what I was doing." + +Enslee quaked with terror, less of Forbes than of his own fatal +opportunities and his own weapon; Forbes began to edge imperceptibly +closer and closer as he reasoned with the wretch, who, having lost the +momentum of his frenzy, was a prey to reason. + +"After all, what good would it do to shed a lot of blood?" Forbes urged, +gently, as to a child. "It would only publish your disgrace. Besides, +people don't indulge in pistol-play any more. It's out of style, man. +That ought to appeal to you, if nothing else will. And then it's so +unjust. Why kill a man because your wife preferred him to you? It's a +free country, isn't it? What does a man want with a wife who doesn't +want him? The days of slavery are over, aren't they? If she doesn't love +you enough to--" There was such a pitiful sag of Enslee's head at this +stab that Forbes spared him more, and went on soothingly: "Better let +this whole affair just drop. I was going away. She wouldn't go with me. +She didn't love me enough, either. She preferred to stay with you. I'll +never see her again. I promise that." + +He put his right hand out appealingly. "Come, let's make the best of it +and cheat the gossips." + +One quick motion and he had struck Enslee's wrist aside and down, and +clamped it to the table with his left hand. It was hardly necessary to +press his thumb between Enslee's knuckles to force his inert fingers +open. Forbes picked up the revolver, pressed the catch to the safety, +and dropped it into his pocket. Then he breathed a deep sigh, less of +relief than regret, and turned to go. He almost stumbled over the body +of Persis. She had swooned to the floor when he thrust her off, and had +lain unnoticed while the males fought through their feud on her account. + +Forbes stared down at her. Shame and anger had so burned him out that he +had no love left for her and no mercy. She seemed an utter stranger to +him. He did not even stoop and lift her to a chair. He shook his head, +smiled bitterly, and went out. + +Enslee hung across the table in a stupor of imbecility. The noise of the +outer door, as Forbes closed it, shocked him back to life. He peered +about the room and understood. He dropped into a chair and hid his face +in his hands. + +By and by Persis gradually returned to consciousness. She rose to her +elbow in a daze, striving to collect her senses. With a sudden start she +recalled everything, got to her knees, and hobbled with all awkwardness +toward Enslee, whispering, haggardly: "Have you killed him? Where is +he?" + +"Gone!" + +"Gone! No, no! No, no!" She raised herself to her feet to set out in +pursuit of him, but just as she reached the door she was confronted by +Crofts, who bowed once and walked away. + +Persis' training and her heart fought a duel in her quivering frame. +Then she gained her self-control, turned to Willie, and murmured: + +"Dinner." + +The marvelously inappropriate word sent through him a shudder of nausea. + +Persis appealed to his other self. "Must we take the servants into our +confidence?" + +"I think you may trust my breeding," he answered, frigidly. He stalked +woodenly to the door, held back the curtain, and bowed with mechanical +gallantry. + +"Thank you!" she sighed. She wavered a moment and clutched at her +throat. Then she flung her head high in that thoroughbred way of hers +and walked steadily from the room. + +And Willie followed in excellent form. + + + + +CHAPTER LXVII + + +In the famous Enslee dining-room, where brilliant companies had gathered +for a generation, giving and taking distinctions, and where Persis in +her brief reign had mustered cohorts of pleasure that outgleamed them +all, only two chairs were drawn up to the table; and that was contracted +to its smallest circle. All the other chairs were aligned along the +white marble walls with a solemn look as of envious, uninvited ghosts +sitting with hands on knees and brooding. The walls were broken with +dark columns like giant servants, and between them hung tapestries as +big as sails. The tapestries told in a woven serial the story of +"Tristram and La Beale Isoud." + +Only three servants waited now: Roake and Chedsey--in the somber Enslee +livery, whispering together as they straightened a rose stem or balanced +a group of silver--and Crofts, eternally bent in an attitude of +deference, standing near the door--the great golden portal ripped from +the Spanish castle of one of the senior Mrs. Enslee's ancestors. + +For all their listening the servants had been unable to learn the +details of the immediate wrangle, though they knew that war was in the +air. + +Crofts had kept them at their tasks and at a distance, and Crofts either +had not heard or would not have told if one of them had presumed to ask +him. + +He had lived through so many family tragedies that he rather celebrated +in his heart a day of good spirits than remarked a period of stress. And +of all times, he felt, a good servant shows his quality best when the +atmosphere is sultry with quarrel and a precarious truce is declared in +the dining-room. To Crofts that was a temple for peace and perfect +ceremony. There flourished the genius for self-effacement and the +invisible, inaudible provision of whatever might be needed, that made +service a high art, a priesthood. + +Crofts, in his plain black, slightly obsolete evening dress, looking +rather like a poor relation than a servant, had been in his day an +aristocrat among servants. To-night he was old and alarmed. He had seen, +when he announced the dinner, that he broke in upon some unusually +desperate conflict, and his old heart fluttered with terror. He had +heard so much gossip at the servants' table, such ribald comment and +interchange of eavesdroppings, that he wondered what new stain +threatened the old glory of Enslee. + +He loved the new Mrs. Enslee. All the servants did--as much as they +disliked Mr. Enslee. But they all felt that she was as dangerous in the +house as a panther would have been in a wicker cage. And they all +gossiped with other people's servants. And one of the maids, on her +evenings off, was meeting a very attentive gentleman with brindle hair +and half an eyebrow. She didn't know his business, but he was generous; +he took her to tango-places, and he loved to hear her talk about her +employers. + + * * * * * + +Suddenly Crofts lifted his head and threw Roake and Chedsey a glance of +warning; they came to attention, each behind a chair, watching with +narrow eyes where Persis slowly descended, as into a gorgeous dungeon, +the three velveted steps leading down through the red-velvet-curtained +golden portal. + +First they saw Persis' slipper, a golden slipper on a slim, gold-silk +stocking. Next the gleaming shaft of her white-satin skirt, with its +wrinkles flashing and folding round her knees; and then a rose-colored +mist with glints of gold spangles; a few flowers fastened at her waist; +the double loop of a long rope of pearls; then her wide, white bosom, +with half the breasts revealed in the deep V between. And next her +shoulders; her long throat, passionate and bare save for one coil of +pearl-rope; and then her high-held, resolute chin; her grim, red lips; +her tense nostrils; her downcast eyelids; her brows; and, finally, the +crown of diamonds sparkling in her hair. + +Her velvet-muffled footsteps grew faintly audible as her heels advanced +with a soft tick-tock across the black-and-white chessboard of the +marble floor. There was such a hush in the room that even her soft, +short train made a whispering sound as it followed reluctantly after +her. + +Then Enslee's glistening black shoes appeared on the steps; his short +legs; the black-rimmed bay of white waistcoat and shirt, and tie, and +the high, choking collar, where his fat little head rested like a ball +on a gate-post. + +In the rich gloaming of the big room the table waited, a little altar +alight and very beautiful with its lace and glass and silver and its +candles gleaming upon strewn roses. + +Overhead the massive chandeliers hung dark from an ornate ceiling +powdered with dull Roman gold. It was illuminated now only by the +fretful glow of the fire slumbering beneath the carved mantel ravished +from a bishop's palace in Spain. + +In such a scene the audience of three servants awaited the performance +of the polite comedy by the farceur and farceuse, who would pretend to +leave their personal tragedies in the wings. The actors made their +entrance with a processional formality, faced each other, and were about +to be seated in the chairs the men had drawn back a little. + +But the dignity vanished when the male buffoon, glancing at the array +before him, broke out with a sharp whine: + +"Where's my cocktail?" + +There was such a twang of temper in his voice that Crofts heard at once, +and made a quick effort at placation. + +"Very sorry, sir, but, the other servants being away, I was not able to +learn just how you had it mixed, sir." + +"Just my luck!" Enslee snarled. "When I need a bracer most I can't have +one." He shook his head so impatiently that Persis foresaw calamity and +hastened to intervene. + +"Let me make it for you, dear." + +Enslee threw her an ugly glance, and wanted to refuse, but could find no +reason to give except the truth: that he hated to accept any more of her +ministrations. And truth was the one thing that must be kept from these +menials at all cost. So he said: + +"Mighty nice of you." + +Persis went to the vast sideboard, and, while Crofts fussed about her, +handing her the shaker, the ice, and bottle after bottle, she prepared +the cup as if it were a mystic philter of love. She poured each +ingredient into one of the glasses, and held it up to the light to make +sure of the measure; then she emptied its contents into the shaker and +filled it again from another bottle; and so when the square, squat +flagon of gin, the longnecks of Italian and of French vermouth, and the +flask of bitters, had contributed each its quota, she pondered aloud: + +"That's all, isn't it?" + +Willie, who had strolled to the sideboard in a kind of loathing +fascination, spoke up: + +"Here, barkeeper, you're forgetting the absinthe." + +"Oh yes," she said, recalling his particular among the numberless +formulas--"six drops of absinthe and twelve drops of lemon." + +Crofts passed her the absinthe, and, finding a lemon, sliced it across +and handed it to her on a plate. She held it over the shaker and, +squeezing, counted the drops. + +"Nine, ten, eleven, twelve--oh, there went the thirteenth! That's a bad +omen." She was so overwrought that a little genuine fear troubled her. +Enslee felt it, too, but would frighten the bogie with indifference: + +"Hang the omen, so long as the cocktail's not bad." + +Persis nodded with a difficult smile, and, setting the top on the +shaker, said: + +"Now, Crofts." + +The old man was so slow and so feeble with his agitation that she +snatched the shaker from his hand and shook it herself, the ice clacking +merrily. Then she lifted off the top and poured the cold amber through +the strainer into the two glasses and dried her chilled hands on a +napkin. + +Willie was too eager for the stimulus to go back to the table and take +the cocktail there. He lifted his glass. + +"We'll take it standing at the bar." And he reached for an imaginary +foot-rail, as he had seen the vaudeville comedians do. Persis laughed, +and he laughed, but sorrily. Still another idea occurred to him in his +determination to enact domestic bliss. + +"And now what's the toast? To the absent one?" + +The ghastly patness of this unnerved him, but Persis came to the rescue +with, "Toasts are out of date." And Willie, setting the glass to his +lips, guzzled it in that chewing way they had never been able to correct +in him since his infancy. Persis stood a moment with a far-off look of +fierce regret in her eyes, then drained her glass swiftly and dabbed her +rouged lips with her handkerchief. + +Crofts held out a little tray, and Willie set his glass down so hard +that the stem cracked. He gave Crofts the blame in a sullen look, then +went back to the table and sat in the chair that Roake pushed under him. + +He was up again instantly with another complaint. Willie was by nature +one of the tribe of waiter-worriers. In his present tension he was +doubly irascible. + +"Where the devil is my cushion?" he barked. "You know I can't carve +without my cushion." + +The cushion was whisked under him instantly. + +He stabbed at his canape of caviar with his fork as if he hated it, ate +but a morsel of it, and turned aside in his chair. Persis, watching him +with anxious eyes, gave Crofts a command in a glance, and the plates +were removed and replaced with oysters, the men bringing everything to +the table, but Crofts alone serving their Majesties. + +Crofts was senile and slow, and unusually aspen with anxiety and the +rebukes he had had. His deliberation was maddening to Enslee. The +old-fashioned deference of Crofts' manner was only further irritation. + +Persis' own heart was wretched enough with its load of shame; she was +hard put to it to sit and smile at the husband who had caught her in the +arms of her paramour and heard him casting her off. But she had that +social understanding of the actor's creed that the show must go on to +the last curtain, no matter what had preceded it, or what might happen +between the acts, or what might follow. She was certain of only one +thing, that she and Willie must sit out this dinner somehow. + +The entr'actes in the solemn mummery were the spaces between the courses +while the servants left the room for a few moments to bring on the next +thing. + +When the caviar had been nibbled and rejected, the oysters set down and +refused without being tasted, the two men went into the pantry for the +soup-tureen and the hot plates. The swinging door oscillated with little +puffs of air like sneers, and a breath ran around the tapestries hung on +the walls. Ripples went through them in shudders, and, as the wrinkles +traveled, averted faces seemed to turn and glance quickly at the +Enslees, then turn away again. + +With all the surreptition possible Crofts and his lieutenants brought in +the silver urn and the ladle and the plates, and set them down on the +serving-table behind the screen of Spanish leather with its glowing +landscape and its gilded sky. + +But Enslee's raw nerves shrieked at the soft thud of plate on tray, the +infinitesimal click of ladle on tureen, the very endeavor not to make a +sound. He fidgeted, bit his knuckles, wrung his hands out like damp +cloths, played a tattoo on the arm of his chair, and passed his hand +wildly across his eyes. At length he whirled, and shouted: + +"In God's name, less noise! Less noise!" + +Crofts turned to bow and made a trifle more noise. And when he took the +plate from Roake's tray and set it before Enslee his hand trembled +perilously. It was Enslee's favorite soup, a luscious _puree Mongole_. +He lifted one spoonful now to his lips and put it away with disgust. His +ignominy was so vile that it sickened his stomach. He had been told that +his wife was unfaithful to him; he had found it true; he had wrought +himself to a frenzy of revenge upon the destroyer of his home; but the +lover, instead of leaping from the window like the typical man of guilt, +had taken the husband's weapon from him, denounced the wife, and left +the wrecked home in triumph. + +Enslee had endured all these disgraces; why should he add one more? Why +should he play a part before his own menials? Why should he care what +they thought? None the less, as mutinous soldiers keep the line +automatically, so a lifetime of paying devotion to the ordinances of +etiquette held him to the mark now. + +Seeing that Persis had not even made a pretense of lifting her spoon to +her lips, he nodded to Crofts, "Take it away." + +The failure of a dinner was a catastrophe to Crofts, and he forgot his +wonted reticence enough to ask: + +"Isn't it good, sir? Sha'n't I tell the chef to--" + +His solicitude brought him only a reproof: + +"Crofts, if you speak again I'll have the other servants serve the +dinner. Take it away, I said." + +Hurt and frightened, Crofts hurried the soup and its apparatus off. As +he slipped out with his aides the swinging door went "Phew!" and the +tapestried figures glanced and whispered together. + +As soon as he was alone with his wife, Enslee's voice rose querulously: + +"If Dobbs ever leaves us in the lurch again I'll fire him for keeps. +This old fool gets on my nerves. Everything is going wrong here. The +whole house is falling to rack and ruin. Ought at least to have decent +servants--if I can't have a decent wife!" + +Persis smiled patiently at this, but as with lips bruised from a blow. + +"I trust, Willie, that you won't forget yourself. All these doors have +ears, you know." + +"You bet they have!" he snapped. "And eyes, too. Are you crazy enough to +think that lowering our voices will conceal the truth from any one? +Don't you realize that those hounds out there know everything that goes +on in this house? Don't you understand that your good name and my honor +were gossiped away down-stairs long before my dishonor became public +property?" + +Persis felt a panic in her own heart at his manner. Still she tried +suasion. "I implore you to postpone this. At any moment Crofts will be +back." + +"Crofts, eh?" Willie shouted. "Crofts! Crofts will be back! Why, do you +imagine for a moment that even that deaf old relic is ignorant of this +intrigue you have carried on? Don't you know that every servant of ours +that has left the house for weeks has carried through the area-gate a +bundle of news and innuendo and suspicion and keyhole information, to be +scattered broadcast in every servants' hall in town?" + +And then he heard Crofts at the door, and in spite of him habit +throttled him; he pulled down the comic mask he had pushed back from his +dour face. He ransacked his brain for something humorous to serve as a +libretto, and he was reminded of a story he had laughed at heartily +before he learned that his own household was a theme for laughter. + +He began to giggle uncannily, gruesomely. Persis looked at him, +wondering if he had gone mad and begun to gibber. But while Crofts and +the others served deviled crabs in their grotesque shells he began to +explain his elation, overacting sadly: + +"I heard the best story to-day about Mrs. Tom Corliss." + +Forgetfully Persis, from her own glass house, protested: "Oh, don't tell +me anything about that woman!" + +Enslee sneered. "Oh, you're always so easily shocked--such a prude, so +conventional!" + +Persis understood and blanched. "Go on, I'll stand it." + +Enslee began to snicker again, taking some support in his shame from +another man's disgrace. + +"Well, you know old plutocrat Crane?" + +"Not old Deacon Crane," Persis gasped, "that passes the plate at +church?" + +Willie nodded. + +"What can he have to do with any story about Mrs. Tom?" + +Enslee he-he'd. "That's the fun of it. Mrs. Tom, it seems--one day when +Tom was off to the races--entertained the dear Deacon at a little +dinner--served _a deux_. The Deacon used to give her tips on the market +and back them himself for her, and she--well, he was talking about the +present-day craze for dancing with bare feet, _et cetera_; and she vowed +that she wasn't ashamed of her feet either; and so she made the Deacon +play Mendelssohn's Spring Song on the pianola, and--" + +He looked up to find that Chedsey, while pretending to be very busy at +the sideboard, wore a smile that extended almost into the ear he perked +round for the gossip. Willie choked on his own laughter, and roared: + +"Chedsey, leave the room, and don't come back!" + +Chedsey slunk away, and Roake became a statue of gravity. Crofts had not +heard at all. Willie finished his story without mirth. + +"Anyway, Tom Corliss came in unexpectedly just then, and--well, when the +Deacon finally got home his wife met him in the hall; he told her he had +been sandbagged by a footpad; and she believed him!" + +Willie found Tom Corliss' shame so piquant that he began to relish his +food. Crofts, a little encouraged, nodded to Roake and led him out for +the next dish. + +Persis took small comfort from other people's sordid scandals. They +seemed to have no relation to the pure and high tragedy that had ended +the romance of her own love. Seeing that they were alone again, she +expressed her dislike before she realized its inconsistency. + +"And where did you pick up all this garbage?" + +Enslee was outraged at this ingratitude for his hard work. "Oh, it +shocks you, eh? So beautiful a veneer of refinement and so thin!" + +"Where did you hear it?" Persis persisted, lighting herself a cigarette +to give her restless hands employment; and Willie answered: + +"Mrs. Corliss' second man told it to Mrs. Neff's kitchen maid, and she +to Mrs. Neff's maid, and she to Mrs. Neff; and Mrs. Neff to Jimmie +Chives, and he to me--at the Club." + +"At the Club?" + +"Where I heard of your behavior." + +"You heard of me at the Club?" Persis gasped. + +"Yes, that crowning disgrace was reserved for me. Big Bob Fielding took +me to one side and said: 'Willie, everybody in town knows something that +you ought to be the first to know--and seem to be the last. I hate to +tell you, but somebody ought to,' he said. And I said 'What's all that?' +And he said: 'Your wife and Captain Forbes are a damned sight better +friends,' he said, 'than the law allows,' he said." + +The room swam, and Persis clung to her chair to keep from toppling out +of it. + +"So that's what he said. And what did you say?" + +"I didn't believe him--then. I was too big a fool to believe him; but he +opened my eyes, and I came home to see what was going on. And I saw!" + +Persis was on fire with a woman's anxiety to know if any champion had +defended her name. She demanded again: + +"What did you say to Bob Fielding?" + +And Enslee answered with a helpless, mincing burlesque of dignity: + +"I told him he was a cad, and I didn't want him ever to speak to me +again." + +"And you didn't strike him?" + +Enslee cast up his eyes at the thought of attacking the famous +center-rush; then he lowered his eyes before her blazing contempt. She +demanded again, incredulously: "You didn't strike him?" + +Enslee dropped his face into his two palms and wept, the tears leaking +through his fingers. Persis felt outlawed even from chivalry. She gagged +at the thought: "Agh! The humiliation!" + +Enslee lifted his head again, his wet eyes flashing. "Humiliation?" he +screeched, in a frenzy of self-pity. "Do you talk of humiliation? What +about me? My father and mother brought me into the world with a small +frame and a poor constitution. They left me money as a compensation. And +what did my money do for me? It bought me a woman--who despised me--who +dishonored me before the world. And I'm too weak to take revenge. I'm +helpless in my disgrace, helpless!" + +He sobbed like a lonely girl, his eyes hid in the crook of his left arm, +his elbow on the table, his little hand clenching and unclenching. His +tears brought tears to Persis. It was the first time she had ever felt +sorry for Willie; had ever realized that a weak man does not select his +weaknesses, though he must endure their consequences. She had often +justified herself by the plea that she had not chosen her own soul, but +must get along with it. That defense was her husband's, too. + +The swinging door thudded softly, and Willie raised himself in his +chair, but he could not quell the buffets of his sobs, and he dared not +put his handkerchief to his eyes. And so Crofts, bending close to remove +the crab-shells, noted the grief-crumpled face and the drench of tears; +his mind went back to the time when Willie Enslee was a child and wept +in a high chair in his nursery. Before he could suppress it the old man +had let slip the query: + +"Why, Master Willie, you're not crying?" + +Willie, with splendid presence of mind, answered: + +"Nonsense, you old fool, it's that deviled crab. There was so much +cayenne pepper in it, it w-went to my eyes." + +Crofts was desolated. + +"Oh, I am sorry, sir. The chef shall hear of it, sir. And the roast +now--shall I carve it, or will you?" + +Willie looked drearily across at Persis. "Do you want any roast?" + +She frowned with aversion. "I couldn't touch it." + +And Willie shook his head to Crofts. "We'll skip the roast. What follows +that? Be quick about it!" + +Crofts lowered his voice, as if a game-warden might be listening, for it +was after the season had closed. "There is a pheasant, sir--sent down +from your own run, sir. It is braised, _financiere_. I'm sure you'll +like it. You may have to wait a little, seeing as you didn't eat the +roast; but it's worth waiting for, sir." + +The old man was pleading both for the honor of his menu and for the +welfare of his master. Willie nodded curtly, and the roast, that had +ridden in so royally on its silver palanquin with its retinue of cutlery +and its hot plates, was removed in disgrace. + +Once more husband and wife were abandoned to themselves. But now Persis +looked with new eyes at the heap of misery collapsed in the opposite +chair. All these years Willie had tried to win her love with gifts, with +splendors, with caresses, prayers, compliments, and with weak +experiments in tyranny. And he had failed dismally. Finally his failure +and his shame had crushed him into abjection. + +And now her heart went out to him with a melting tenderness. But now she +was unworthy to approach him. Now it was she that must plead: + +"I'm awfully sorry for you, Willie. You haven't had a fair deal. I never +realized what a rotter I've been till now. But if you'll let me, I'll +try again; I'll try hard, really, honestly, Willie. The only man I ever +seemed to care for has taken himself out of my life. He hates me as you +hate me. I haven't much of anything to live for now except to try to +square things with you. I'll do better by you. I'll be on the level with +you after this. Honestly I will. We'll find happiness yet." + +"Happiness!" + +Even at this belated hour the world's ambition was so dear to him that +he was wrung with longing. + +"It might have been possible if I hadn't found you out. I was a fool to +trust you so blindly, but I was a happy fool. I didn't know how happy I +was till I learned how unhappy I can be. Oh, Persis, how could you--how +could you? You seemed so clean and so cold and so proud, and you've let +that man make as big a fool of you as you've made of me." + +She took her lashings meekly, hoping thereby to achieve some atonement. +"I know, I know," she confessed. "But we can keep other people from +knowing. We don't have to tell all the world, do we?" + +Again the vision of stalking gossip enraged him. "The world--ha! It +always knows everything before the husband suspects anything. I've said +that about so many other fools I've known. Now it's my turn. Here we sit +at dinner in this ruined home as if everything were all right. Think of +it! After what I saw and heard I'm sitting here trying to persuade a +pack of flunkeys that you have been a good wife to me!" + +"It's hideous, I know, Willie. I'll go away to-morrow. You can divorce +me if you want to. I won't resist. It will be horrible to drag your name +through the yellow papers. But I won't resist--unless you think you +might let our life run along as before until gossip has starved to +death? We'll be no worse than the rest, Willie. Every family has its +skeleton in the closet. The worst gossips have the worst skeletons. +Let's fight it out together, Willie, won't you? Please!" + +She stretched one importunate hand across the table to him, but he +stared at her with glazed eyes. "And go on like this the rest of our +lives? Sitting at table like this every day, facing each other and +knowing what we know? Knowing what other people know of us? Keep up the +ghastly pretense till we grow old?" + +She drew back her rejected hand with a sigh, but pleaded on: "It's not +very pretty, that's true; but let's be good sports and play the game. We +tried marriage without love, for you knew I didn't really love you, +Willie. You knew it and complained of it. But you married me. I tried to +do what was right. I ran away from him in France, and I tried to love +you and unlove him. But you can't turn your heart like a wheel, you +know. We've married and failed. But nearly everybody else has failed one +way or another, Willie. Nobody gets what he wants out of life. Let's +play the game through. You said to me once--do you remember?--you said, +'Gad, Persis, but you're a good loser.' And I've lost a little, too, +Willie. I've had a pretty hard day of it, too. Let's be good losers, +Willie; let's try it again, won't you? Won't you, please?" + +She sat with hands clasped, and thrust them out to him and prayed to him +as if he were an ugly little idol. But contrition did not seem to render +her more attractive in his eyes. It hardened his heart against her. + +"When I look at you I can only think what you've been to that man; +where you've gone, what you've done. You sit there half naked now, ready +to go to the opera, to expose your body before the mob--my body--my +wife's body. You show it in public--and you dance it in public with +anybody--with him! The first time you saw him you were dressed like +that, and you danced with him that loathsome tango. You taught him how. +And he has taught you how to be his wife--not mine. + +"You've set everybody laughing at me. They're all saying I was a blind, +infatuated fool before. Now you want them to fasten that filthy word +'complacent' on me. You want me to overlook what you have done and what +you've brought me to. I'm just to say: 'Well, Persis, you've had your +lover and your fling, and you're tired of each other, so come home and +welcome, and don't worry over what's past. It's a mere trifle not worth +discussing. What's the Seventh Commandment between friends?" + +She was trying to silence him, but he had not heeded the return of +Crofts till the pheasant was placed before him in all its garnishment, +and the plates and the carving-fork and the small game-knife. He was +ashamed, not of what he had said of her, but of his own excitement. + +"Is the knife sharp?" he asked, for lack of other topic. + +"Oh yes, sir," said Crofts. "I steeled it myself." + +Willie began anew, groping in his tormented brain for something to +dispel the silence. The result was a dazed query: + +"By the way, my dear, what's the opera to-night?" + +"Carmen," she said. + +He brightened. "Oh, of course. That's the opera where the fellow kills +the girl who betrays him, isn't it?" + +"Yes." + +"With a knife like this, eh?" And with a fierce absent-mindedness he +made a quick slash in the air. The knife was small and curved a little, +and it fitted his hand like a dagger. He chuckled enviously. "Ah, he was +the wise boy, that Don Jose. He knew how to treat faithless women. He +knew how to talk to 'em. A knife in the back--that's all they can +understand." + +Crofts was too anxiously trying to avoid spilling a drop of the wine he +was pouring to heed the warning gestures of Persis. She felt that the +breaking-point of Willie's self-control had been reached. She must +dismiss the audience. She spoke hastily: + +"Willie, my dear--my dear! Won't you send for some champagne--or sherry. +I hate this red wine, and, besides, we've skipped the roast." + +"Oh yes," Willie agreed, with abrupt calm. "Crofts, down in +the--er--wine-cellar in the farthest end--you'll find laid away by +itself one bottle of--er--L'Ame de Rheims--one bottle, the last of its +ancient and--er--honorable name. Bring that here." + +As Crofts stumbled out on his long journey, Willie commented, ominously: + +"It's a good time to say good-by to that vintage!" + +His roving eyes discovered Roake standing aloof. Willie snapped his +fingers and yelped at him: + +"Get out! And stay out!" + +Roake withdrew in haste, and Enslee muttered: + +"I'm sick of seeing so many people standing around, staring, smirking, +listening, thinking about me. I wish I were on a desert island." + +He sat forward to the pheasant, set the fork into it, and paused with +the knife motionless. Suddenly there were beads of sweat on his +forehead, and he was panting hard; then he groaned: + +"My God, he took my revolver away from me!" + +His eyelids seemed to squeeze his eyes in anguish. When he opened them +they were bloodshot and so fierce that they seemed to be crossed. He +laughed. + +"I was too weak to kill your soldier. But I think I'm just about strong +enough to pay you up. Carmen got her reward with a knife, and you're no +better than she was." + +He looked at the knife; it was beautifully sharp, and it inspired a +desire to use it. As a man seeing a gun wants to fire it at something, +he felt the call to employ this implement. He pushed back his chair, +rose, and groped his way round the table toward her, all crouched and +prowling. + + + + +CHAPTER LXVIII + + +Persis watched him come, and did not move. It was unbelievable that +disaster should fall to such as her from such as him in such a way. He +was evidently only playing a part to frighten her. + +She blew a puff of smoke from her cigarette and fanned it away with +leisure, and smiled. + +"You'd look well, now, wouldn't you, if one of the servants came in?" + +She laughed at the picture. + +"You're laughing at me again!" he groaned. "You're always laughing at +me. But you won't feel so funny with this knife in you." + +She saw now that he was not fooling. But she despised him for his effort +to prove his bravery by a cowardice, and she eyed him with a marble calm +worthy of a nobler cause and a better reward. + +"Sit down, Willie, and don't threaten me. You don't frighten me at all. +But you may alarm some of the servants and give them more of that gossip +you have harped on so much." + +Her obstinate pluck bewildered him, but he lowered his voice as he +commented to some imaginary spectator: "My God! she has no higher +thought than that! Even now when death stares her in the face!" Then he +had a fanatic's mercy for her. "Why aren't you saying your prayers, you +fool?" + +She answered him with all the authority she could command: + +"Put down that knife! Put it down, I say! You know I could save myself +from any danger by raising my voice. And you know I'd rather die than +bring the servants in on such a scene." + +"A scene!" he shrieked. "A scene! Why, woman, I'm going to kill you. +Don't you understand anything? You've only got a minute more to live. +Say your prayers! Damn you! say your prayers!" + +There was an insanity in his look that frightened her at last. She tried +persuasion now, and her voice was soft and caressing. + +"Gently, Willie; gently now, I beg you. You're not yourself, you know. +You must control yourself. Please!--as a favor to me." + +It was the wrong word. It maddened him, and he snarled: "As a favor to +you? You dare ask favors of me? Go ask 'em of the man you've given +favors to! The man? The men!" + +And this was sacrilege to her one love. Her lip curled in angry +contempt, and she turned from him in loathing, muttering: + +"You dirty little beast!" + +It was his muscles rather than his mind that did it. While his mind was +recoiling from the insult his arm had struck out, and the knife had slid +deep in the snow of her half-averted left breast; through the petal of a +rose, and the satin gown, and the deep white flesh beneath it, and on +into the wall of her struggling heart. + +The blow and her effort to escape flung her backward, but the heavy +chair held her. Before she could remember a wild scream broke from her +lips. + +As Enslee fell back his hand withdrew the knife. It came out all red. He +gaped at it and shuddered, and it fell with a little clatter on the +marble floor, flinging a few crimson drops on the black-and-white. + +The noise startled him, and he retreated from her, clinging to the edge +of the table. He felt queasy, and pushed back till he felt his chair and +dropped into it--still staring at her and wondering, and she +wondering at him. + +[Illustration: HER OBSTINATE PLUCK BEWILDERED HIM] + +It seemed a long time before her cry brought any response. Chedsey was +in the cellar with Crofts and heard no sound, but Roake was in the +pantry. He paused a moment, not trusting his ears, then he pushed the +door open slightly and peered through. Other servants came crowding into +the pantry whispering and jostling. He motioned them back. + +His master and mistress were in their places. Mrs. Enslee looked pale +and was lying back in her chair. He slipped through the door and spoke +timidly: + +"Beg pardon, ma'am; but did you call?" + +Persis, at the sound of the door, finding her fan still in her hand, had +instantly spread it across her wound. And her first impulse was to deny. + +"No," she answered; then quickly: "Yes, I--I am ill--a little--suddenly. +Telephone for Doctor--Doctor--the nearest doctor. You'd better run." + +He turned to obey, but paused to ask: + +"Isn't there anything I can do first, ma'am?" + +"No, go! Go!" she fluttered. + +"Sha'n't I send some one else while I am gone, ma'am?" + +"No, no; keep them all away, all of them, till I ring." + +Roake, with a face like ashes, still waited, staring. + +"But, ma'am, you are hurt! You are bleeding!" + +"Nonsense!" she stormed. "I spilled some claret on my fan. The doctor! +Will you never go?" And he ran out through the jumble of servants, +ordering them back to their stations. + +And then Nichette came stumbling through the golden portal. She had +heard the cry above, and had understood the pain and terror in it, and +had run pell-mell down the great stairs, her hand whistling on the +marble balustrade. + +She paused now, clinging to one of the red curtains, and stammering: + +"_Madame, Madame! qu'y a-t-il? qu'avez-vous?_" + +Persis turned her head dolefully toward the face so wild with anxiety +for her sake, and murmured, with a smile of affection and a tender form +of speech: + +"_C'est toi, Nichette? Ce n'est rien, mais--mais_"--A shiver ran through +her. "_Je sentis des frissons. Va faire mon lit. Je me vais coucher._" + +Nichette came forward unconvinced or to help her, but she motioned her +off with a frantic hand, crying impatiently, "_Depeche-toi! veux-tu te +depecher!_" + +And Nichette, mutinously obedient, ran away, leaving Persis shivering +indeed with a chill. + + * * * * * + +And now husband and wife were alone once more. And Willie could only +stare and murmur, vacuously: + +"What have I done? What have I done?" + +"You've killed me, that's all," she answered, with a curious amusement. +"It was such a funny thing for you to do, so old-fashioned." + +There is a strange fact about wounds in the heart. If they are not so +deep that they flood the lungs and smother out life they inspire a wild +desire to talk, a fluttering garrulity. + +So Persis, now, with that madly stitching shuttle in her breast, and +that red seepage from her side, had unnumbered things to say. She +chattered desperately, disjointedly: + +"Oh, I suppose it had to come. It's what I get for trying to run things +my own way. And now the tango-shop's closed up. But it's so funny that +you should be the one to--and with a knife! You didn't mar my face, +anyway. I thank you for that much. I'd hate to have my face hidden at +the funeral. I should hate to make an ugly cor--" + +Her lips refused the awful word as a thing unclean, abominable. Her body +and all the voluptuous company of her senses felt panic-stricken at the +thought of dissolution. She moaned and struggled with her chair. + +"No, no, not that! What have I to do with death? I'm not ready to die. +I'm not ready to die." + +Willie got up and ran to her left side, but shrank back from what was +there, and moved cautiously round on the slippery floor, crying: "You're +too beautiful to die, too beautiful! You'll not die! The doctors will +save you!" + +"They must come very soon, then," Persis said, "for I'm bleeding--oh, so +fast." She looked down along her side and complained: "See, my gown is +quite ruined. And it was such a pretty gown. I'm afraid of my blood. How +it gushes! Will it never stop? And it hurts! Willie, it hurts!" + +In a long writhe of pain she gathered the table-cloth about her left +side as if to stanch its flow. There was a rattle of falling glasses and +a chink of tumbled silver as she moaned: "Oh, what shall I do? What +shall I do?" And she turned her head this way and that, panting as one +pursued, bewildered, utterly at a loss. "Oh, what shall I do? I don't +want to die. It's an awful thing to die--just now of all times, with no +chance to make good the wrong I've done." + +"You can't die; I won't let you die. You're too beautiful to die," +Willie protested, and then turned to pleading: "I didn't mean to. I +didn't mean to strike you, Persis, at all. It was just my hand. It +wasn't me that stabbed you, Persis. I couldn't hurt you, Persis." + +"Oh, that's all right, Willie. I understand. I understand things better +now, with so few minutes more to live. It is you that must forgive me. I +haven't been a good wife to you, Willie. And he--he, of all men!--said I +wasn't worth fighting for! Faithless to you--faithless to him! But oh, +God knows, most faithless to myself. And now I must die for it." + +"You are too beautiful to die! I won't let you die! You can't die!" + +"But I must, boy. Don't hate me too much. I didn't mean to harm you. +Some day--long after--you'll forgive me, won't you?" + +"Oh, if you only won't die I'll forgive you anything." + +"That's awfully nice of you, Willie," she said, with almost a smile. "I +wonder if God will be as polite? They--they usually pray for dying +people, don't they? I'm afraid they'll never get a doctor in time, to +say nothing of a preacher. So you'd better pray for me, Willie." + +The idea was so ridiculously tragic that she laughed; but he would not +so far surrender her as to pray. He sobbed: + +"You've got to live! I don't know a single prayer. You mustn't die, I +tell you. You've got to live!" And he wept his little heart out as he +knelt at her side, and, clinging to her hand, mumbled it with kisses. + +She wept, too; moaned, and dreaded the black Beyond, which she must +voyage prayerless. Still she must talk. From her silence came a frail, +thin voice like a far-off cry. + +"It's growing very dark, Willie--very dark! And I'm drifting, I wonder +where? Can you hear my voice away off there? Better throw me a kiss, and +wish me bon voyage! for this--is the last--of Persis. Poor Persis!" + +Something of old habit reminded her of the gossip that would break into +storm at her death. This spurred her heart to strive again. She clutched +at the table and at Willie's arm and shoulder, and held herself erect as +with claws, while she babbled: + +"Willie, Willie, I've just thought. They'll try you for--for murder. The +newspapers--the newspapers! Oh, my poor father! And they'll put you in +jail! That mustn't happen to you--not to one of your family!--not +through me!--no--no, it just mustn't! You must run--run--run!" + +Enslee shivered at the future, and would have fled if he could have +found the strength to rise from his knees. + +And then the swinging door puffed softly, sardonically, and on the +tapestries Tristram and Isoud looked at each other and then at her and +shook their heads in pity. + +Crofts, who had neither heard nor been told, came in with that eminent +champagne in a dingy and ancient bottle. + +He went behind the screen to untwist the wires and rub away the +spider-webs. Then he came forward toward Willie's place to pour the +first few drops there, according to the rite, before he filled Persis' +glass. He had eased out the cork, and the soul of the wine was frothing +forth into the swathing cloth when he blinked at the empty chair; then +his eyes went across to Persis. He stared at her in mute amazement. She +stared at him. She beckoned. + +He put the bottle on the table and shuffled toward her. + +She motioned him nearer with a limp and tremulous hand, and he bent down +to hear her tiny voice. + +"Crofts, come closer--listen to me--do you hear?" He nodded. +"Perfectly?" He nodded, wringing his dry old hands. + +"Well," she began, "I must tell you--and you must remember. Mr. Enslee +and I had a--a little quarrel--and I--I lost my temper--you know--and +seized the knife and--and stabbed myself." + + * * * * * + +The old man did nothing unbecoming to his caste, but he stood doddering +and longed to die in place of that beautiful youth. She beckoned him +nearer again, and spoke in a strangled voice: "Remember, I did +it--myself! Re-mem--" + +Her head fell forward, her exquisite chin rested in her bosom. Her body +collapsed upon itself, and only the arms of the chair and the table kept +it from rolling out on the floor. + +But as if even this last ugliness of attitude were intolerable to her, +she fought against the chair and the table, and pushed and slid backward +till her head was erect. And she was whispering courage to herself, +hoarsely: + +"Come--come--Persis!" + +She seemed to be trying to die like a thoroughbred, a good loser. + +And then her head rolled back in the billows of her hair, with the +jeweled crown pointing downward and her eyes staring upward. Her wan, +pouting, parted lips and the long arch of her perfect throat were +themselves a prayer for mercy, offering up beauty as its own undoing and +its own excuse. + +She was dead. + + + + +THE AFTERMATH + + + + +I + + +We cannot live to ourselves alone, nor die so. If a man or a dog crawl +off to perish in a wilderness, immediately death sets in motion a great +activity. On the ground ants muster, flies drum and pound; in the earth +worms make haste upward. On the empty sky a speck appears, wings gather, +buzzards are overhead. In the bushes eyes peer, paws are lifted and set +down with caution; coyotes, hyenas arrive. A city of scavengery is +founded and begins to flourish. + +Persis had said, "This is the last of Persis." As if there were ever the +last of anybody or anything. + +Of Persis it was almost the beginning. People were to hear of her now +who had never known of her existence. She who had never done anything +ambitious or earnest in any large sense was to become the cause of +world-wide debate. The newspapers she dreaded so much were to give her +head-lines above panics, wars, and empires. + +When Persis screamed at the horror and the shame of being knifed, and +Roake appeared, and she told him that she was ill, he believed her. He +dispersed the servants. They knew, as servants always know, that a +quarrel had been raging; but family quarrels were the staple of their +lives, and they suspected nothing unusual. + +Persis had told Roake to call the nearest physician. The telephone is +the confusion of distance; it mixes near and far hopelessly. So Roake +called the family physician, Dr. Thill; caught him dressing for the +opera. He promised to "be right over." + +Then Roake went back to give Mrs. Enslee this word. He found the woeful +spectacle of Persis no longer able to hide her wound, no longer thinking +of appearances. Enslee was on his knees sobbing. Crofts, too good a +servant to express his emotions noisily, had not fallen to the floor or +sunk into a chair; he had turned a little aside and stood waiting the +next command; only, rubbing his hands together a little harder than +usual, while the tears poured across his eyelids. + +Roake tiptoed to him and put his hand on his arm, and whispered, "Mr. +Crofts." + +Crofts put his finger to his quivering lips and, beckoning his underling +aside, whispered to him: "No word of this to the rest of the house, mind +you. We'd best carry Mrs. Enslee to her room. Then we must help the +master to his." + +They took Persis' chair by the arms dreadfully; but Crofts could not +lift his share of the weight. It was necessary to call Chedsey, and to +explain things a little to him and to pledge him to silence for the +honor of the house. He sickened of his burden and nearly fainted in the +little elevator as they crowded into it with their hideously beautiful +freight. + +Nichette had the bed ready, and Enslee's man was helping her. Also two +other chambermaids had gathered to talk of the scream that had shot +through the house. Nichette banished the men while she took what care +she could of what remained of Persis--so different an office now from +what it had always been to Nichette. + +Crofts told Roake to see to things below, and Roake and Chedsey went +down to the dining-room. Here there were tasks that were not pleasant. +They stared at the ruined graces of the table, the spilled wine and the +red-stained flowers, the glasses shattered and fallen, as if an orgy had +preceded there. The cook was told that the rest of the dinner would not +be served. The laundress was called from her supper to take away the red +table-cloth and the napkin. The housekeeper must know that Roake and +Chedsey were not to be charged with the breakage. The kitchen-maid was +sent to scrub the marble, and on her knees she must follow the crimson +trail to the door of the elevator, and wash that, too. + +Before the doctor arrived a dozen people had been told that the mistress +of the household had killed herself. It was easy to warn them that +loyalty to the family imposed absolute silence. But what money or what +threat or plea could ever bribe a loose tongue to keep a secret for +somebody else? + +Then Dr. Thill came in his motor. He left his huge fur coat on the hall +floor, and, dashing up-stairs, flung off his evening coat and his white +waistcoat, and rolled back his cuffs. He wrought upon the exquisite bare +flesh of Persis and upon the stopped clock of her heart with all his +science; yet he could not make her anything but a cadaver. + +As he toiled he asked questions. Crofts and Nichette told him what they +knew, or thought they knew. Willie was supported in and questioned. +Remorse and fright made him pitiable. Still there remained a fox-like +intelligence. He told the doctor what Persis had told Crofts, but he was +so full of contradictions and confusion that Dr. Thill quickly suspected +the truth. He was enraged and revolted. The cruelty of the murder was +bad enough; but the wantonness of destroying so perfect a machine, as he +found Persis to be, was more wicked in his eyes. + +Still, he was a typical family doctor. People who were dead were outside +his province. His clients were the living, and his business to keep them +alive and well. He had foiled death-bed revenges, aborted scandals that +threatened ruin to the young; risked his life and his liberty for his +patients. His trade was fighting the ravages of sin and error; saving +people, not destroying them. He felt no call to deliver an Enslee to the +electric chair. + +He put Willie to bed, jammed bromides into him, and forbade him to talk +or to see any one. He telephoned Persis' father and Willie's mother to +come at once. He told them as delicately as he could. It was like +breaking a thunderbolt gently. Persis' father was stricken frantic. He +could not believe that his beautiful, his wonderful girl was dead. He +ran to her bedside, lifted her in his arms as if she were again his +little child, called to her, wept horribly over her, imagined the truth, +and vowed every revenge. + +After the first tempests had worn him out he began to feel that it would +not comfort her to add scandal to her fate. He loathed the very name of +Enslee; but he had profited by it; he was still involved with it +financially; it was his daughter's final name. He joined the conspiracy +to bury the truth in Persis' grave. To say that she had killed herself +was an appeal for mercy; to proclaim that her indignant husband had +executed her for her crimes was a damning epitaph. He solaced himself +with the thought that it would be her wish. + +Mrs. Enslee was first and last Willie's mother. Her thought was of him; +her heart was his advocate alone. She committed herself utterly to his +defense. + +Dr. Thill was ready to give a certificate that Persis had died of +heart-failure. Even the story of suicide would attract the noisy +attention of the journals. He left the matter in abeyance for the +moment. The needful thing was a few hours of saving peace and silence. +He would be glad even to postpone the news from the next morning's to +the next evening's papers. + +But little things thwart great schemes. + + + + +II + + +One of the Enslee housemaids, who had been flirting with the +brindle-haired reporter Hallard, remembered in the midst of the panic +that he was to take her that night to a moving-picture theater. He would +be loitering in the area now. She ran out bareheaded to explain that she +could not keep her engagement. When he asked why, she told him +falteringly that there had been a death in the family. She apologized +for permitting such an affair to interfere with her promised evening +out, but he gasped: + +"A death in the Enslee family! Gosh, I've spent so many dismal hours on +death-watches that it's great to have you slip me a nice little +ready-made death like this. Whose was it? Who died?" + +The maid felt that she had a clue now to Mr. Hallard's profession: from +his cheerful reception of such news he must be an undertaker. She +explained that it was Mrs. Willie Enslee who was dead. + +"My God! the young one?" he cried, afire with the news possibilities. + +"Yes; she killed herself." + +This was almost too good to be true. Hallard grew greedy as a miser. + +"Does anybody else know of this? Have any reporters called at the +house?" + +"Nobody; only the doctor." + +Hallard looked at his watch. He had time to build up a big story, which +was good; but there was time enough for the other papers also to arrive +on the ground, which was bad. + +"Why did she kill herself?" + +"Nobody knows. She had a terrible quar'l with Mr. Enslee, though." + +"What about?" + +"Nobody could find out." + +Hallard thought hard. The name of Forbes occurred to him, for he +remembered the time he had seen Forbes with Persis. + +"Did Captain Forbes call to-day?" + +The maid stared. "Ain't you a wonder! How did you know?" + +"Did they quarrel about him?" + +"Nobody knows they did, but all of us feels sure they did." + +Hallard bade his inamorata good night with genuine affection. She had +been worth while. + +He went to the door of the house and reached it just as Persis' father +arrived in his car and was helped up the steps. Hallard tried to push in +with him, but was thrust out. He sent his card in, and it was returned +to him. + +Dr. Thill threw up his hands in despair at the card. Reporters seemed to +be as ubiquitous as microbes. But he realized that it was now necessary +to make a formal announcement to the papers. He wrote out for Hallard a +statement, and had the housekeeper telephone it to a press bureau, that +"Mrs. William Enslee, during a period of mental aberration, committed +suicide at her home at seven-thirty o'clock, in the presence of her +husband. Mr. Enslee is prostrated with the shock." It was a simple +announcement. + +Meanwhile Hallard, rebuffed at the front door and at the tradesman's +entrance, and rebuffed by telephone when he called up from a booth in +the nearest drug-store, was trembling with the opportunities almost +within his reach. His was the ecstasy of the writer of tragedies who +exults in every new horror that he can inflict on his characters. Only, +the Hallards are dealing in real lives, and not feigned. + +Hallard's scent for news quickened at the thought of Forbes. Easily +enough he learned the name of Forbes' hotel. He hurried there and sent +up his card, with a penciled note: "Would appreciate expert opinion +regard to probable fate Philippine Islands in case of war with Japan." + + + + +III + + +The card found Forbes not yet recovered from the hurricane of passion +that had swept through his heart. He was dumfounded at what he had done +and said; at his ruthless cruelty, his revulsions from love to hate and +back again; at the supreme insolence of his treatment of the husband he +had wronged. + +He found Enslee's little silver-handled revolver in his pocket and +tossed it on the table. He felt that he ought to turn it against himself +in self-execution. It was too weak an instrument for such a business. He +got out his own big army revolver. But he was not of the type that is +capable of suicide, any more than Persis was. + +He began to pack his things for his return to hard service away from the +frivolities of the city. The sight of his uniforms made him the soldier +once more. He grew homesick for the brisk salute of his soldiers, the +gruff and wholesome joviality of fellow-officers, the noble reality of +his chosen career. + +And then he came across her boudoir cap again. It bewitched him. It was +so utterly unmilitary, so far from usefulness or importance, all pliant +and fragrant and adorably foolish. He put it back in its nest in the +pocket next his heart. And his heart quickened its pace. + +With that quickening came by reflex a sense of terror. What had become +of Persis? He had left her to the mercies of Enslee. It occurred to +Forbes that if a man had dealt with him as he had dealt with Enslee he +would be so maddened that he would run amuck and slay the first thing he +met, and first of all the woman who had dragged him into such shame +below shame. + +What if Enslee had attacked Persis? Beaten her, or torn her face with +his nails, or hurled her out into the street? Forbes felt that he must +go to her rescue. The impulse lasted only long enough to be ludicrous. +What right had he in that household? What harm could Enslee wreak upon +Persis to equal the wrongs that Forbes had done her? He blamed himself +for everything, and, blaming himself, absolved Persis, forgave her, +loved her again. + +In this seethe of moods the card of Hallard arrived with a request for +his expert military opinion on a subject that had been one of his +hobbies in the days when military ambition was the major theme of his +life. It renewed his hope. It was like the feel of something solid +underfoot to a spent swimmer in cross-currents. + +He welcomed Hallard with cordiality, apologized for the disorder of the +room, expressed an opinion that he had met Hallard somewhere before. +Hallard said he thought not. As he stated his plans for a Sunday +special, a "symposium" of views on Philippine fortification, he picked +up the silver-handled revolver on the table and laughed: + +"Is this lady-like weapon the latest government issue?" + +Forbes did not laugh; he flushed as he shook his head. A wild thought +came to Hallard. Forbes might have been present at Mrs. Enslee's death. +He might have killed her himself with her own revolver. It was a wild +theory; but he had known so much of murder, and had come upon such +fantastic crimes, that nothing seemed impossible to him. + +With pretended carelessness he broke the silver revolver open and +glanced at the cylinder. Every chamber was full but one. Had a shot been +fired from it, or had one chamber been left unloaded for the hammer to +rest on? + +Hallard put down the weapon and talked yellow journalism of the +Philippine problem. A little later he said, quite casually: + +"Too bad about Mrs. Enslee, wasn't it, Captain?" + +The startled look of Forbes confounded his theories. + +"What is too bad about Mrs. Enslee?" + +"Her sudden death, I mean." + +"Her death!" Forbes cried, the world rocking with sudden earthquake. +"Her death! Not Persis! Persis isn't dead?" + +"Why, yes; didn't you know?" + +"My God! My God! how did she die? She was well, perfectly well +at--at--this afternoon when I--tell me, man, man, what do you mean?" + +Hallard was readjusting his case. He spoke very gently. + +"I'm mighty sorry to have told you without warning. I thought, of +course, you knew. You were a great friend of the family, weren't you, +Captain?" + +Forbes whitened at this, but his grief was keener than his shame. + +"Tell me, how did she die?" + +"The story we get is that she killed herself--stabbed herself!" + +Forbes gripped his head in his arms and bowed to the thunderbolts +crashing about him. At length his distorted face appeared again and he +demanded: + +"Who was with her when she killed herself?" + +"Her husband." + +"Then it's a lie. She never--she wouldn't--he killed her! And it's my +fault for leaving her with him. I ought to have known better. I was +tempted to go back to her. I shouldn't have left her there with +that--that--and now she's dead! He butchered her! I'll kill him for it. +I will! He wasn't man enough to fight me--he--did you say you were a +reporter?" + +"Well, I'm a special writer." + +Forbes' words began to roar back through his memory. He began to hear +them as they would fall on a stranger's ear. Even in his frenzy he +realized the danger of his madness. Talking to a reporter was like +crying his thoughts aloud in Madison Square Garden. Grief, discretion, +remorse, revenge, assailed him from all sides at once. + +He seized Hallard by the shoulder and raged at him. + +"Look here! This Philippine idea was just a trick, wasn't it, to startle +me and make me forget myself? You fooled me, but you can't get away with +it." + +He saw his big Colt's revolver in his trunk-tray, and he thundered: + +"I ought to shoot you for this, and I will unless you swear that you +will never print a word of what I've said, never breathe a word of it to +a soul. Promise, or by--" + +Hallard smiled and raised his half-eyebrow. + +"You're a little excited, Captain, aren't you? You're kind of forgetting +that shooting a reporter would be about the poorest way of escaping +publicity ever imagined. People would naturally ask what it was you were +so anxious to conceal, eh?" + +Forbes turned away helpless. + +Hallard anticipated his next desperate idea. "I'm much obliged to you, +Captain, for not offering me a ten-dollar bill or a new suit of clothes. +They usually begin with that. But it rarely works, Captain. We're a +shiftless lot, some of us, but we've got our ideas of duty, too." + +"Duty to what?" Forbes sneered. "Duty to act as grave-robbers and expose +the sorrows of the world to the laughter of the public? To drag families +down to ruin?" + +"Duty to throw the light into dark places, Captain; duty to make it hard +to conceal things the public ought to know; duty to keep digging up the +truth and throwing it into the air." + +"Truth!" Forbes raged. "What have you got to do with the truth? Would +you know it if you saw it? Would you use it if you had it?" + +"You bet I would," Hallard said. "If you'll tell me the exact truth, as +far as you know it, about the suicide--or murder, as you call it--of one +of the most beautiful members of one of the most prominent +families--I'll publish it." + +"In your own way, yes." + +"In your own words, Captain. I write shorthand. Just dictate to me the +whole story of your acquaintance with Mrs. Enslee and your reasons for +believing that her husband killed her; and I'll not change a word. You +can read it, and sign it, and take affidavit that it's the truth, so +help you--" + +Forbes dropped into a chair, discredited, his bluff called. All the +lofty motives and compulsions of chivalry took on an ugly look. Sir +Launcelot was an adulterer and a welcher. + +The hideously altered face of things shattered him so that Hallard felt +merciful. + +"I'm sorry, Captain; but you see how it is. You see why reporters get a +little hard, why our mouths sag. We don't publish the truth oftener +because people won't tell it to us. The truth isn't the pure white lady +in a nice clean well that the painters represent her: the truth is a +kind of a worm-eaten turnip that comes out of the ground with a lot of +dirt on it. We don't print all we find out by a long shot. If we did +this old town would make for the woods, and the people in the woods +would run to cover in town. I'd be glad to drop this affair right here; +but, don't you see, I can't. The Enslees are too big to overlook. +There'll be an army of reporters on the job, with their little +flashlights poking everywhere. The police will fall in line later. +There'll be editorials on the wickedness of society. Society--if there +is such a thing--isn't any wickeder than anybody else. The middle +classes are rotten, and the lower classes are putrid. But society makes +what old Horace Greeley called 'mighty interesting reading.' + +"The name of Enslee is going to be a household word, because when an +Enslee sins it's like sinning in the grandstand. I saw something like +this coming a year ago. I thought it might simmer down; but it's broken +bigger than I ever dreamed. You're in for it, Captain. The Great +American People is going to rise on the bleachers and holler for blood. +It will forget all about you the minute something else happens. Take +your medicine, Captain. It will be somebody else's turn soon, for most +of us are doing the tango on a thin crust of ashes over a crater. But +it's the face-cards that the two-spots like to read about. The minute +somebody else that's prominent pops through we'll let you alone. But +you're in for it, Captain--'way in. Better crawl under my umbrella and +give me the story." + +He meant it well, but it was impossible for Forbes to accept his +philosophy or his counsel. To Forbes he was a slimy reptile with a +hellish mission. Forbes told him so, denied all that he had said, defied +him, and turned him out. And now he had leisure to understand the full +meaning of it all. First, his grief for Persis broke his heart open. He +mourned her as a sweetheart, a betrothed, a wife; mourned her with an +intolerable aching and rending and longing, and with an utter remorse +because of his last words to her. When she was afraid and distraught he +had heaped condemnation on her! And who was he to reproach her? Had he +not pursued her, overwhelmed her, made and kept her his? And then to +discard and desert her, knock aside her pleading hands and leave her in +the clutch of the maniac who had threatened them both! He had taken +Enslee's revolver away--as if that were the only weapon in the world! + +Never had Persis seemed so beautiful to Forbes as he remembered her now, +cowering under his wrath, pleading for pity, rushing to protect him even +then, and falling in a white swoon at his feet, as if already dead. And +even then he had spat on her and left her! + + + + +IV + + +The next morning's papers, without exception, gave the death of Mrs. +Enslee "under mysterious circumstances" the doubtful honor of the front +page, right-hand column. In some of them the account bridged several +columns. The head-lines ranged from calm statements to blatant +balderdash. + +To Forbes, who had not slept all night and had sent down for the papers +soon after daybreak, the stories were inconceivably cruel, ghoulish, +fiendishly ingenious. The fact that Persis' wedding had been celebrated +only a year before was emphasized in every account. She was called a +"bride" in most of them, and her "honeymoon" was used dramatically in +others. The importance of her family and of Enslee's was exaggerated +beyond reason. Her portrait was published even in papers that rarely +used illustrations. + +Her beauty pleaded from every frame of head-lines till it seemed as if +her face had been clamped in a pillory, and that the newspapers were +pelting her without mercy or decency. + +There was no way of protecting her, no way of punishing the anonymous +rabble, no way of crying to the mob how lovable she had been and how +impossible it was that she should have taken her own life. Forbes was +understanding now how much worse a scandal it implied to say that she +had been murdered. A woman might kill herself for any number of reasons, +most of them pathetic; but a woman whom her husband puts to death can +hardly escape calumny. Her lover was silenced by the reasons that +silenced her father. + +Forbes had not heard, or had forgotten, what paper Hallard represented. +He soon recognized his touch. One paper, and one only, implied that +Persis' death might not have been a suicide, but a murder. One paper +alone referred to her "interest in a certain well-known army officer who +had recently come into a large fortune and was much seen with her." + +When he read this Forbes turned as scarlet as if he had been bound hand +and foot and struck in the mouth. + +Only one morning paper implied that Persis had strayed into the primrose +path of dalliance. Not one evening paper failed to emphasize this +theory. The editors of these sheets, appearing at their office before +dawn, issued their first "afternoon" editions at 8 A.M., and had their +"night" editions ready by noon. They all made use of Hallard's material +and tried to supplement it. + +Before Forbes had finished his breakfast he was visited by the first +reporter, and refused to see him. Within the next half-hour a dozen +reporters were clustered in the hotel lobby. They lay in wait for him +below like a vigilance committee zealous for his lynching. + +Forbes felt like a trapped desperado. He dared not venture out into that +lurking inquisition. He dared not call upon any of his friends for help, +lest they be tarred with the brush that was blackening his name. He had +planned to take a morning train to his Western post. He was afraid to go +to it now. He was afraid to arrive at the garrison, knowing that the +scandal would have preceded him on the wires. + +He decided that he must resign from the army before he was dismissed the +service for bringing disgrace upon the uniform. There were officers +enough whose irregularities were overlooked, but they had kept from the +public prints. Forbes had not only sinned, but had been found out. + +He felt like a mortgager who sees himself foreclosed and sold up. He had +lost Persis, and he was about to lose his career. He wrote out his +resignation, addressed the envelope, sealed it, bent his head down in +his arms above it, and gave himself up to despair. His loneliness was +almost more than he could endure. + +By and by a letter was brought to his room. He had refused to answer the +telephone, and he ignored the knocks of the hall boys. This letter was +pushed under the door. It was from Ten Eyck: + + DEAR HARVEY,--Just a line to tell you that my heart aches for you + and with you. The thought of Persis dead is almost unthinkable, + nearly unbearable to me. What it must be to you I dread to imagine. + + I always remember the old Persian philosopher's motto when he was + tempted to enjoy joy too much or grieve too much over grief: "This, + too, will pass away." + + You are too big a man to let this or anything break you down. Bend + to it, but don't break. + + It occurs to me that you may need a little time to recuperate, + where you can't read the papers or hear them bawled under your + window. + + On Long Island I have a little shack on a sandbar on the edge of + the ocean. How would you like to run down there for a few days? You + can do your own cooking. If you wish I'll go along; but if you'd + rather be by yourself I won't go. I think you'd better be by + yourself and think it all out. + + I enclose a time-table with the best trains marked. + + Take a closed taxi to the station, and you'll not be noticed. If I + can do anything, command me. + + Affectionately yours, + + MURRAY TEN EYCK. + + +Not a reproach. Not an "I told you so." Not a minimizing of the tragedy. +Just a life-preserver thrown to a man in deep waters. + +Forbes wrote: + + God love you for this. I'll never forget. I'll prove my gratitude + by sparing you the ordeal of my company. + +He packed a suit-case, bribed a porter and an elevator man, and escaped +from the hotel by one of the service elevators and the trade entrance. +He swore to Heaven that this should be the last time he would sneak or +cower. He reached his destination without remark, and found it +congenially dreary. + +There was a furious storm that night. Wind and rain flogged his cabin, +and the sea cannonaded the beach. But the shack survived, and the beach +was still there in the morning. There was only the wreckage of a little +schooner cast ashore. + +At first Forbes railed against the heartlessness of the sea. But +gradually he came to understand that the ocean is not heartless; it +simply obeys its own compulsions, and the wrecks it makes are those that +should not have been out upon the waters or those that got in the way of +the laws. That was what Forbes had done. + +As he strolled the sands or sat and watched the endless procession of +waves, waves, waves, hurling themselves upon the shore to their own +destruction, in his thoughts memories came up one after another, like +waves: memories of beautiful hours that seemed to have no meaning beyond +their own brief charm; visions of Persis in a thousand attitudes of +enchantment, in costume after costume. He saw her at the theater, lithe, +exposed, incandescent; he clasped her in the tango; he clenched her hand +at the opera; he saw her riding her cross-saddle in her boyish togs; he +clasped her in the taxi-cab in the rain; he walked with her in moonlight +and in the auroral rose; he galloped alongside her, strode with her in +the woods; he held her in his arms while they watched the building +burning gorgeously at night; he saw her in all the lawless intimacies of +their secret life--careless, childish ecstasies and wild throes of +rapture. + +Then he remembered what she had told him of Ambassador Tait's warning: +"The world is old, my child, but it is stronger than any of us. And it +can punish without mercy." + +He was tasting now the mercy of the world, and Persis, lying in cold +white state, as he imagined her, was the visible slain sacrifice on the +altar. They had indeed sinned. She had chosen wealth instead of love, +and then had tried to steal love, too. The simple fact was that they had +been wicked. They had duped and sneaked and feasted on stolen sweets. +Their punishment was just. Many others had sinned more viciously and +prospered in their sin or repented comfortably and suffered nothing. But +they were not to be envied altogether. + +Somehow to his man's heart it brought a strange kind of comfort to feel +that this ruination was not a wanton cruelty, but a penalty exacted. It +made the world less lonely; it replaced chaos with law and order. +Perhaps other souls would take warning from their fate; perhaps other +guilty couples would be frightened back to duty; perhaps somebody +tempted by the scarlet allurements of passion would be helped toward +contentment with the gray security and homely peace of fidelity. + +The world was in a tempest against him. The waves had cast up his +beautiful fellow-voyager on the sands. If only their shipwreck might +keep somebody else from putting out to sea in pleasure craft unseaworthy +and unlicensed! + + + + +V + + +Had Forbes read the papers he would have known that the storm had not +subsided yet. The wealth of Enslee could not bribe the least mercy; it +was rather a stimulus to the press. + +At the height of the tempest the funeral of Persis was held. Almost +nobody attended it, and the few that did were rather drawn by curiosity +than respect. Those who knew Persis well were afraid to be seen in the +company even of her body. They were busy denying their earlier intimacy +or telling how they had foreseen this disaster. She went in lonely state +to join the silent throng in the cemetery, and she knew no more of the +storm that raged about her than the world knew of the one high +achievement of her soul. She was like some little brilliant bird of +paradise flung to the ground by a lightning stroke. The storm roared on, +the ferocity of the newspaper attacks increased with every extra. The +fact that a theory was hinted in an early edition was taken as proof +enough for a positive statement in a later. Finally there were demands +for the arrest of the husband. + +The district-attorney was busy, however, on an Augean task--the cleaning +out of the police stable. He delayed or forbore to take up the Enslee +matter. He was accordingly attacked as a toady to the rich. This stung +him to an investigation. + +And at last the police entered into the affair. Enslee was sent for and +cross-questioned by commissioners. He was at bay, and he revealed +unexpected gifts of evasion. Willie's lawyers stood by him. They were +high-priced men, and they earned whatever he paid them. They succeeded +in fighting off an indictment. + +But even now Hallard and his cronies would not let him rest above ground +or Persis beneath. Conflicting bits of Enslee's testimony were published +in parallel columns, and his explanation that Persis, in her final rage, +had seized the knife from his hand and stabbed herself was declared +impossible and unconvincing. Her dying statement, as sworn to by Crofts, +stood, however, as the one strong shelter over Enslee's head. + +The skeptics insisted that Crofts, being deaf, had heard wrong or been +bribed to perjury. None of them dreamed that Persis could have devised +that snow-white lie as her atonement to the man she had betrayed. +Hallard was obsessed with an idea that if Persis' body were exhumed it +would be shown that she could not have dealt the fatal wound with her +own hand. He had once organized a campaign against a decision of the +court sentencing a valet to the penitentiary, and kept it up until the +prison gates were opened and the man gained an opportunity to tell his +story anew. He was found guilty again and sent back to his cell; but the +despotic power of the press was demonstrated. If Hallard could open the +penitentiary, why not the grave in which a _corpus delicti_ had been +hastily hidden? + +With every weapon in the vast armory of newspaperdom Hallard waged his +battle. The political ambition of the district-attorney finally yielded +to the coercion. An order was obtained from the court commanding the +officials of the cemetery to unseal the tomb where Persis' body had been +stored until the great monument Enslee had commissioned could be made +ready to weigh her down irretrievably. + +Forbes, having regained his courage in his absence in the wilderness, +was seized with a mad desire to gaze upon his beloved's face once more +and to whisper to her a prayer that she forgive him for abandoning her +in her desolation and her peril. Ten Eyck used every plea to dissuade +him; but, failing, determined to go with him. + +Permission to be present at the exhumation was secured with little +difficulty, and the two men joined the group of court officials and the +six experts who were to decide from examination whether or not Persis +could have inflicted the fatal wound upon herself. + + + + +VI + + +And so Persis came back again to the world in a mockery of resurrection, +back again from the sodden earth to the light of day that had blessed +her beauty and not known her sin. + +Forbes waited her reappearance in a frenzy of anxiety. It was to him a +kind of holy tryst that he must keep at any cost. + +Slowly the casket was raised; one by one the screws in the coffin-lid +were removed, and at last the board was removed from over the white, +white face. Some impulse of protection led Ten Eyck to thrust Forbes +back until he himself had taken the first look. He gazed and groaned at +the havoc death had wrought in all that beauty. When Forbes pressed +forward, Ten Eyck whirled and clapped his hands over Forbes' eyes and +dragged him aside, whispering huskily: + +"Don't look! In God's name keep the memory of her as she was." + +Forbes suffered himself to be led aside. He and Ten Eyck waited at a +distance while the tests were made. The knife was closed in the icy +fingers, and the exquisite arms moved here and there. Over the cold and +silent body the experts wrangled. And the upshot of the desecration was +that they could not agree; three of the jurors declared that Persis +could not have reached so far around to set the knife in her side; and +three that she could have done it, whether she did or not. + +Persis, wherever she was, kept her secret. And Willie, abiding the +decision in a stupor of terror, thanked God and her for their silence. + +The newspapers had much to say of this last phase of the Enslee mystery. +They summed up again all the old scandals, and then they, too, went +silent. Their readers grew weary of the juggle of facts and falsehoods. +The mishaps of other lovers furnished them with unfailing supply of the +old mistakes that are the eternal news. Forbes, who had withheld his +resignation from the army at Ten Eyck's bidding, was received back into +his place, shorn of his ambitions, his youth, and his pride. + + * * * * * + +Often and often when he is alone he takes from its hiding shelter a +little nightcap of ribbons and laces and shakes his head with vain +regret. + +He thinks of Persis always as she was that morning when the filmy cap +fell from her lawless curls. He cannot but feel that there was something +elect in her, something divinely beautiful, however thwarted for this +world. + +But then he loved her, he could forgive her anything. If God loved her, +could he not do as much? + +When the skies are clouded he remembers her wise little saying, "Behind +the blinds there are always eyes." He wonders if there are eyes behind +the clouds and beyond the sun. And if there are, and if they are the +seeing eyes of perfect understanding, What do those people say? + +THE END + + + + +TRANSCRIBER'S NOTE: + +Obvious typographical errors in spelling and punctuation have been +corrected without comment. One example of an obvious typographical error +is on page 345 where the word "irrevocaable" was changed to +"irrevocable" in the phrase: "The irrevocable was accomplished." Other +than obvious typographical errors, the author's original spelling, +punctuation, hyphenation and use of accents has been left intact with +the following exceptions: + + Page 24: "tile" was changed to "tie" in the phrase: "... one silk + tie..." + + Page 99: "lovelily" was changed to "lovely" in the phrase: "... her + lovely disparted bosom..." + + Page 206: "darkled": was changed to "darted" in the phrase: "And + they darted between the planets..." + + Page 251: The phrase: "... some one's else success." was changed + to: "... some one else's success." + + Page 284: "ditto" was changed to "ditty" in the phrase: "... it was + a romping ditty...." + + Page 423: A question mark (?) was changed to a period (or + full-stop) in the sentence ending: "... stealth of clandestine + lovers." + +The author's use of the words "thridding" and "thredding" have been left +unchanged as in the following instances: + + Page 13: "... as it thridded the unpoliced traffic...." + + Page 67: "... he was now thridding the maze...." + + Page 380: "... thredding the increasingly mucilaginous crowd...." + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of What Will People Say?, by Rupert Hughes + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK WHAT WILL PEOPLE SAY? *** + +***** This file should be named 38311.txt or 38311.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/3/8/3/1/38311/ + +Produced by Darleen Dove, Shannon Barker, Cathy Maxam, and +the Online Distributed Proofreading Team at +http://www.pgdp.net (This file was produced from images +generously made available by The Internet Archive/American +Libraries.) + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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