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diff --git a/38186.txt b/38186.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..2cd3246 --- /dev/null +++ b/38186.txt @@ -0,0 +1,16823 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Sailor, by J. C. Snaith + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Sailor + +Author: J. C. Snaith + +Illustrator: W. A. Hottinger + +Release Date: December 2, 2011 [EBook #38186] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE SAILOR *** + + + + +Produced by Al Haines + + + + + + + + + + +[Frontispiece: "Mr. Harper was completely out of his depth." (Page +267.)] + + + + + + +THE SAILOR + + +BY + +J. C. SNAITH + + +AUTHOR OF "ANNE FEVERSHAM," "BROKE OF COVENDEN," + "ARAMINTA," ETC. + + + +ILLUSTRATED BY + +W. A. HOTTINGER + + + +THOMAS LANGTON + +TORONTO + +1916 + + + + +COPYRIGHT, 1916, BY + +D. APPLETON AND COMPANY + + + + +LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS + + +"Mr. Harper was completely out of his depth." . . . . . . _Frontispiece_ + +"A nigger with rings in his ears came forward with a light." + +"'I was a bit on last night,' she said with well assumed humility." + +"'Mary,' he said, 'do you remember your words eleven months ago?'" + + + + +THE SAILOR + + + +BOOK I + +GESTATION + +I + +A large woman in a torn dress stood at the gate of a rag and bone +dealer's yard. The season was November, the hour midnight, the place a +slum in a Midland textile town. + +Hanging from the wall of the house beyond was a dirty oil lamp round +which the fog circled in a hundred spectral shapes. Seen by its light, +she was not pleasant to look upon. Bare-armed, bare-headed, savage +chest half bare and sagging in festoons, she stood stayless and +unashamed, breathing gin and wickedness. A grin of quiet joy was upon +her alcoholic countenance. Nay, more than joy. It was a light of +inward ecstasy, and sprang from the fact that a heavy carter's whip was +in her hand. + +Not many feet from the spot on which she stood was the wall of a +neighbor's house. Crouching against it so that he was scarcely visible +in the darkness was a boy of thirteen. Without stockings or shoes, he +wore only a filthy shirt, a thing that had once been a jacket, and a +tattered lower garment which left his thighs half naked. + +His face was transfigured with terror. + +"Enery Arper," said the woman with a shrill snigger not unlike the +whinny of a horse, "Auntie said she'd wait up for you, didn't she? And +she always keeps a promise, don't she, my boy?" + +The figure six yards away the fog was doing its best to hide cowered +yet closer to the wall. + +"And what was it, Enery, that Auntie promised you if you come 'ome +again with ninepence?" The wheeze of the voice had a note of humor. + +The boy was wedged so close to the wall that he had barked the skin off +his bare knees. The woman, watching him intently, began to trail the +heavy lash on the cobbled yard. + +"Said she'd make it up to a shillin' for you, didn't she? ... if you +come 'ome again with ninepence. Said she'd cut the heart out o' you +... same as if it was the eye of a pertater." + +A powerful arm was already loose. The eye of an expert had the +distance measured to a nicety. + +"Clean out." + +A scream followed that was not human. The heavy whip had caught the +boy round the unprotected thighs. + +"I'll do ye in this time." + +Mad with pain and terror the boy dashed straight at her, charging like +a desperate animal, as with leisurely ferocity she prepared for a +second cut at him. The impact of his body was so unexpected that it +nearly knocked her down. + +It was his only chance. Before she could recover her balance he was +out of the gate and away in the fog. A lane ran past the yard. He was +in it before the whip could reach him again; in it and running for his +life. + +The lane was short, straight and very narrow, with high walls on both +sides. A turn to the right led through a small entry into a by-street +which gave access to one of the main thoroughfares of the city. A turn +to the left ended in a blank wall which formed a blind alley. + +By the time the boy was halfway down the lane, he realized that in his +mad terror he had turned to the left instead of to the right. There +was no escape. He was in a trap. + +A moment he hesitated, sick with fear. He could hear the heavy +footfalls of his pursuer; as she plowed through the fog he could hear +her wheezy grunts and alcoholic curses. + +"Took the wrong turnin', eh?" She was within ten yards. "Hold on a +minute, that's all, young man!" + +In sheer desperation the boy ran on again, well knowing he could not +get beyond the wall at the bottom of the lane. He could see it +already. A lamp was there, faintly revealing its grim outline with fog +around it. + +"I'll do ye in, by God, I will!" + +The voice was so near that his knees began to fail. Overcome with +terror he threw himself on the ground near the wall. He had neither +the strength nor the courage to try again the trick that had saved him +a minute ago. + +He knew she was standing under the lamp, he knew she was looking for +him. + +"Ah, Enery, I see yer," she said, with a savage laugh. + +Content to know there was no escape for him she paused to get her +breath. + +The boy began to wriggle along under the lea of the wall, while she +stood watching him. The wall was old, and all at once he made a +discovery. Close to his head was a small hole, where three or four +bricks had fallen out. It was a mere black space, leading he knew not +where. But he didn't hesitate. Hardly knowing what he did, he +squeezed his head through the hole. And then with the frenzied +desperation of a rat in a trap he dragged his body after it. + +An oath came from the woman under the lamp, a short ten yards off. She +sprang at the wall. She lashed at it again and again, cursing +horribly. But it was no use. Her prey had escaped with one savage cut +across the heels. She continued to lash at the hole, but the boy was +out of her reach. + + + + +II + +Where was he? He didn't know. Half dead with fear he could hear her +lashing at the wall, but she wouldn't be able to get at him. + +With a great effort he rose from his hands and knees. He had hardly +strength to stand up. He seemed to be in a sort of garden. There was +mold under his feet. It was too dark to see it, but he knew by the +smell; also it was damp and sticky. He moved a few yards and his feet +became entangled among roots and bushes. And then suddenly a dog began +to bark and his heart stood still. + +For quite a minute he dared not move another step. The dog sounded +very near, yet he could not return by the way he had come. No, in +spite of the dog he must find another outlet from this garden. Very +cautiously he moved a yard or two, and then stopped to listen. Shaking +with terror he then moved on again. + +Groping about in the fog and darkness, his teeth chattering with cold, +his brain quite numb, it seemed that he would never be able to find a +way out. Where was he? He had no idea of anything except the ground +under his feet. Now it was a stretch of gravel, now a rubbish heap, +now moist earth, now roots and bushes, and then finally, after the +lapse of hours as it seemed, he came up against a wall. + +It might be the wall through which he had crept. Of that he could not +be sure, but yet he did not think it was. He began to follow the line +of it, taking care to do so in the opposite direction to the dog whose +barking was incessant. As he walked he rubbed his hands along the +surface of the wall in the hope of finding a gate. + +For a long time he groped through the darkness, but came upon nothing +in the least resembling a gate. Again he grew desperate. He would +have to wait there until daylight. But he simply dared not do that +with the dog straining at his chain, seemingly, only a very few yards +off. + +Sick with cold and shaking in every limb he began to cry feebly. His +knees were knocking, he was at the end of his wits. There was no way +out of the garden, yet if he stayed in it the dog would kill him. +Suddenly he decided upon the only possible course; he must climb the +wall. Not knowing its height, or what there was beyond, or whether it +was merely the wall of a house, he began to "shin" up it for all he was +worth, grasping its rough surface as well as he could with his hands +and his knees and his bare toes. There must be some kind of a top to +it, and when the dog broke his chain, as every moment he threatened to +do, he might not be able to reach him. + +Wild and precarious struggling, in the course of which he was several +times within an ace of toppling backwards into the garden, brought his +numb fingers at last to a kind of coping. He had just strength enough +to draw up his body on to the narrow ledge, only to find that he could +not possibly remain on it. The top of the wall was sown thickly with +broken glass. + +He knew his hands and knees were cut, yet he could hardly feel +anything. There was only one thing to do now; he must jump for it--one +side or the other. He came to no deliberate decision; at that moment +he was completely unbalanced in body and mind, but a voice inside him +said suddenly: + +"Chance it!" + +Hands and knees instinctively gripping as hard as they could, he +slipped over the other side. But it was impossible to keep a hold. He +slipped and swayed and slipped again, and then he knew that he was +falling ... falling ... falling through space into the unknown. + + + + +III + +Something hit him, something so hard that it seemed to crack him as if +he had been an egg. It was the earth. He lay a moment almost without +sensation, and then he realized that the dog was no longer barking. +Feeling reassured he made an effort to rise. He couldn't move. The +sensation was horrible. Perhaps he had broken his back. + +He tried several times, and because he could feel no pain the thought +seemed to grow upon him. Presently, however, he found he could stand. +Still dazed and shaken in every bone, he knew now that he had had the +luck to fall upon soft earth. But as soon as he stood up there came a +savage grinding pain in his left leg, and he lay down whimpering +feebly. He then got up again, and then lay down again, and then +suddenly he wished he was dead. + +If only he had had the luck to kill himself! But every moment now made +the wish seem more vain. He was conscious of one ache after another, +in every part of his body; his hands and feet were bleeding, he was +sick and sorry, but he seemed to know that death was a long way off. +Suddenly he stood up again. The cold, wet earth under him was +unendurable. Where was he? He set his teeth, and began to drag his +left leg after him in order to find out. Where was he? This place +seemed a sort of garden too. But there was no dog in it. The damp +soil was merged very soon in substances less gentle to the feet; old +crocks and scraps of metal and other debris, the prelude to a rubbish +heap. And then without in the least expecting it, he came upon water. +The question was answered. He was on the bank of the canal. + +The knowledge chilled right through him. Here and now was his chance. +It wouldn't take more than a minute if he jumped straight in. But the +water looked still and cold and horrible. As he came to the edge he +found he couldn't face it. He simply hadn't the pluck. + +He limped on a few yards. It might seem easier a bit lower down. But +when he came a bit lower down he couldn't face it either, and he stood +at the edge of the water crying miserably. + +After a while he dragged himself away from the canal. He stumbled over +rubbish heaps and stones and brickbats, varied now and then with +nettles and twitch grass. He came to a low bridge and crossed it. +Nothing would have been easier than to slip over the side; it might +have been there for the purpose; but this was one of the places where +the fog had lifted a little, again he caught a glimpse of the water and +again he moved on. + +At last he came to some wooden railings and got through a gap where one +or two had been broken. Here the fog was so thick that he lost his +bearings altogether. He didn't know in the least where he was, he +couldn't see his hand before him; and then he stumbled over something +which jarred his hurt foot horribly. The something was a wire. + +Of course, it was the railway. He remembered, almost with a feeling of +excitement, that the railway was in the next field to the canal. A +moment he stood trying to make out things and noises in the fog. Yes, +he could hear, at least he thought he could hear, wagons being shunted +in the sidings. After he had moved a few yards towards the sound, he +was able to make out a red light in the distance. + +For some odd reason which he couldn't explain, the feeling of +excitement began to grow with the certainty that he was on the line. +He could feel the metals, icy cold, smooth and slippery under his feet. +He limped along until a dim shape loomed ahead. It was a signal box. +By this time his excitement was almost terrible. + +He stood a moment listening to the snortings of an engine which he +couldn't see, and the clang-clang-clang of the wagons as they were +being shunted in the sidings. And then all at once the signal under +which he was shivering dropped with a great clatter, and something very +deep down in him, a something he had not known existed until that +moment, gave a sort of little exultant cry and told him that now was +his chance. + +Excited almost to the verge of joy he limped past the signal box in +order to get away from its lights. If the thing was done at all it +would have to be done in darkness. Presently he looked round, and with +a sensation of downright terror, found that the lights of the signal +box were no longer to be seen. Here the fog was quite thick again; +whichever way he looked there was not a single object he could make out +in the darkness. But under his bare feet he could feel the broad +metals icy, smooth, inexorable. + +"Now's your chance," said a gentle voice deep down in himself. + +Instantly he lay full length in the six-foot way. + +"Set your head on the line," said the voice. + +He did as he was told. The sensation of the icy metal under his right +ear was so horrible that his heart almost stopped inside him. + +"Close your eyes," said the voice, and then it said a little more +gently as if it knew that already he was half dead with fear, "Stay +just as you are and you'll not know nothink about it." + +He closed his eyes. + +"Don't move," said the voice. "Stay there and it'll not hurt you." + +If he had had a God to pray to, he would have prayed. + +The engine seemed a long time on the way. He daren't move hand or +foot, he daren't stir a muscle of his body. But as the seconds passed +an intense desire came upon him to change the position of his head. It +felt so undefended sideways on. Surely it would be better if he turned +it round so that.... + +"Don't move," the voice commanded him. "Keep just like that. Quite +still." + +He was bound to obey. The voice was stronger than he. + +"Eyes shut, and you'll not know nothink." + +It was as a mother would have spoken had he ever heard a mother speak. + +... The engine was coming. He could hear it snorting and rattling in +the distance. He simply daren't listen. He tried to imagine he was +already dead. But a frightful crash suddenly broke in upon his brain, +and then another, and then another ... he had never realized how much +it took to... + +"Fog signals," said the voice. "Keep just as you are ... eyes shut +... quite still ... quite still." + +There it was, grunting and rattling.... Know nothink! ... there ... +now... + +Grunting, rattling, snorting, what a time it took! In spite of himself +he opened his eyes, and found that he was still alive. + +"You were on the wrong line after all." + +The sound of the voice turned him faint. + + + + +IV + +There was only one thing to be done now, and this he did without delay. +He took his head from the metals and stood up as well as he could. His +body was all numb and lifeless, but there was a queer excitement in him +somewhere that for the moment made him feel almost happy. After all, +he wasn't dead. And in that strange moment that was like a dream he +was almost glad he wasn't. Yes, almost glad. It was hard to believe +that he should wish to find himself alive, and yet as he stretched his +limbs and began to move he couldn't honestly say that after all he +wasn't just a little bit pleased. + +He was not able to move very fast; he was so dreadfully cold for one +thing, and then his left foot was hurt. But now, as he walked along +the six-foot way, he felt somehow stronger than he had ever felt in his +life before. Of a sudden he crossed the metals and plunged recklessly +sideways into the fog. He stumbled over some signal wires and fell on +his knees, got up and stumbled over some more. What did it matter? +What did anything matter? After all, it was quite easy to die. He +must find the right line and make a job of it. + +He stopped a moment, and turned this thought over in his mind. And +then he heard the voice again. + +"_Henry Harper, you'll never be able to do that again as long as you +live._" + +The words were gentle and composed, but they struck him like a curse. +He knew that they were true. Not as long as he lived would he be able +to do again as he had just done. It was as if the judge in his wig +whom he had seen that afternoon riding to the Assizes in his gilt +carriage had passed a life sentence upon him. His knees began to +crumble under him again; he could have shrieked with terror. Crying +miserably he limped along into the sidings. He came to a lamp. All +around were silent, grim shapes upon which its feeble light was cast. +They were loaded wagons, sheeted with tarpaulins. With the amazing +recklessness that had just been born in him he determined to find a way +into one of them in the hope of being able to lie down and sleep. It +was not very difficult to climb up and get under one of the sheets, +which happened to have been loosely tied. Also he had the luck to find +a bed that would have been more or less comfortable had the night not +been so bitterly cold. The wagon was loaded with sacks full of a +substance soft and yielding; as a matter of fact, it was flour. + +Henry Harper lay down with a feeling of relief and burrowed among the +sacks as far as he could get. A mass of aches in body and soul, +anything was better than the darkness and damp fog and icy substances +cutting into his bare feet. Presently, with the sacks piled all round +him, he felt less miserable, and he fell asleep. + +How long he slept he didn't know. But it must have been some little +time, and the sleep must have been fairly sound, for he was only +awakened by a great jolt of the wagon. And before he was fully awake +it had begun to move. + +Hadn't he better jump out? No, let it move. Let it do anything it +liked. Let it go anywhere it pleased. What did it matter? Again he +fell asleep. + +The next time he awoke he was shivering with cold and feeling very +hungry. But the wagon was moving now and no mistake. It was still +pitch dark, although the fog seemed to have lifted a bit, but the +detonators which had been placed on the line were going off now and +again with tremendous reports, signals flew past, and while he lay +wondering what he ought to do now, he passed through an array of lights +which looked like a station. + +He soon came to the conclusion that it was useless to do anything. He +couldn't get out of the wagon now even if he wanted to, that was unless +he wanted to kill himself. Yes ... that was exactly what... + +"Lie quiet. Go to sleep," a stern voice commanded him. + +He tried to sleep again but soon found he couldn't. He was cold and +ill, but after an attack of vomiting he felt better. Meanwhile the +wagon rattled on and on through the night, and it seemed to go faster +the farther it went. + +Where was it going? What did it matter where it went so long as he +went with it? But--the sudden thought was like a blow--that was just +what did matter! They would find him lying there, and they would give +him to the police, and the police would do something to him. He knew +all about that, because they had done something to him once already for +taking an apple off a stall in the market place. He had only taken +one, but they had given him six strokes, and in spite of the cold and +the pain in his left leg he still remembered just what they were like. + +Perhaps he ought to jump for it. No, that was impossible with his leg +like that; the wagon was going too fast. He had better lie quiet and +slip out as soon as the wagon stopped at a station. He burrowed far +down into the sacks once more, for the sake of the warmth, and after a +while he went to sleep again. + +And then he had a dream that filled him with terror. The police had +found him. The police had found him in the wagon. + +He awoke with a start. Rough hands were shaking him. Yes, it was +perfectly true! + +"Kim up ... you!" + +It was the voice of the police. + +He turned over with a whimper and lifted up his head, only to drop it +instantly. He had been blinded by the glare of a lantern held six +inches from his eyes. + +"Well, damn me," a great, roaring voice surged into his ears. "Here, +Ike!" + +"What's up now?" said a second voice, roaring like the first. + +"Come and look at this." + +The boy dug his head into the sacks. + +"What's up?" said voice the second. + +"What about it? Must ha' got in at Blackhampton." + +"Well, damn me." + +The boy burrowed deeper and deeper into the sacks. + +"Here, come out of it." The owner of the first voice took him by the +ear and dragged him out of the wagon. + +"What's yer name?" + +No answer. + +His captor shook him roughly. + +"Enry Arper," whimpered the boy. + +"Enry what?" + +"Enry Arper." + +"Enry Arper, is it? Well, you are going to have something to 'arp for, +you are, my lad." + +"Ever had the birch rod, Mister Enry Arper?" inquired the first voice +with a kind of grim pleasantness. + +The boy didn't answer. + +"No? Not had that pleasure? The police are going to cut the skin off +o' you and sarve you right. They'll larn you to trespass on to the +railway. Fetch the foreman, Ike." + +While the boy, securely held by the ear, stood shivering, Ike went +leisurely in search of the foreman shunter. It was six o'clock, and +that individual, who had been on duty since that hour the previous +evening, was on the point of going home. Ike found him in the +messroom, where he had gone to exchange his lantern for the small +wicker basket in which he brought his meals. His name was Job Lorimer, +and being large and fat and florid he sauntered up to the scene of +action with an air of frank acceptance of life as it is, that seems to +go as a rule with his type of physique and countenance. + +"Why, blow me, Iggins, what's all this year?" + +"Allow me to introjuice Mr. Enry Arper o' Blackhampton.--Mr. Job +Lorimer, foreman shunter, Kentish Town." + +"'Owdy do, young man. Pleased to meet you." Mr. Lorimer winked +solemnly at both his subordinates. "What can we do for you?" + +"Twelve strokes with the birch rod," said subordinate the first. + +"Eight for the first offence," said subordinate the second. + +Suddenly the boy fell down senseless at the foreman shunter's feet. + + + + +V + +"Well, blow me," said the Foreman Shunter. "Show the light, Pearson." + +The second subordinate maneuvered the lantern. "On'y a kid. And I +never see sich a state as he's in. No boots. No stockings. Just look +at them feet. And his hands all of a mush. Gawd!" said the Foreman +Shunter. + +"What'll you do about it, Job?" said subordinate number one. + +"Do about it?" said the Foreman Shunter sharply. "Do about what?" + +"Might let him go this time?" said subordinate number two. + +The boy opened his eyes. + +"I'll take him 'ome to the missus and give him some breakfast," said +the Foreman Shunter with an air of asperity. + +The odd thing was that both subordinates seemed silently to approve +this grave dereliction of a foreman shunter's duty. + +"Can you walk, me lad?" + +"O' course he can't, Iggins, not with them," said the Foreman Shunter. +"Can't stand on 'em, let alone walk on 'em. Here, catch holt o' the +bawsket." + +The Foreman Shunter took the boy in his arms and carried him away from +the goods yard as he would have carried a baby. + +"Leave the bawsket at No. 12 when you come off duty," he called back to +the first subordinate. + +"Right, Job, I will," said the first subordinate rather respectfully, +and then as the Foreman Shunter passed out of hearing, the first +subordinate said to his mate, "Fancy taking a thing like that 'ome to +your missus." + +In the meantime the boy was shivering and whimpering in what he felt to +be the strong arms of the police. + +"Let me go, mister, this once," he whined as awful recollections surged +upon him. He had been getting terribly hurt all through the night, but +he knew that he was going to be hurt still more now that the police had +got hold of him. + +But his faint whimpers and half-hearted wriggles were without effect +upon the majesty of the law. + +"Lie still. Keep quiet," growled the Foreman Shunter, adding as quite +an impersonal afterthought, "Blast you!" + +It seemed a very long time to the boy before he came to prison. Up one +strange street and down another he was carried. As he lay in the arms +of the police he could make out lamp after lamp and row after row of +houses in the darkness. + +It was a long way to the station. + +"Let me go this once, mister," he began to whine again. "I'll not do +it no more." + +"Quiet, blast you," growled the large, rich voice of the police. + +At last they came to a door, which in the uncertain light seemed +exactly similar to one he had passed through on an occasion he would +never forget to his dying day. He began to cry again miserably. +Perhaps they would give him something to eat--they did so before--but +he would not be able to eat anything this time if they offered it, not +until they had done what they had to do. + +He could hear sounds a little way off ... inside the prison. He +gripped convulsively the rough overcoat of his captor. How vividly he +remembered it all! They gave it two other boys first. Again he could +hear their screams, again he could see the blood running down their +bare legs. + +He must try to be a man ... he remembered that one of the other boys +had laughed about it afterwards ... he must try to be a man ... at +least that had been the advice of a fatherly policeman in spectacles +who had presided over the ceremony.... + +"Mother ... that you..." The terrific voice of his captor went right +through him. "Where are you, Mother? Show a light." + +Suddenly a door at the end of the passage was flung open. There came a +blinding gush of gaslight. + +"Why, Job ... whatever...!" + +"I'll set him on the sophy." + +"Yes, on the sophy. Goodness gracious me!" + +The boy realized that he was on a horsehair sofa, and that a fine, +clean, handsome-looking lady was standing with her mouth open in front +of him. + +"Goodness gracious, Job!" + +"Come all the way from Blackhampton in a truck this morning. By the +5:40 Express." + +"Well, I'm blessed if I ever see such a hobject. I'll give him some +tea and a bit o' bacon, and some bread and butter, and then I'll get +some o' that mud off him." + +"Some of it's blood," said the Foreman Shunter. + +"Yes, I see it is. Never ... did ... I ... see ... anythink ... like +him. I'll make the tea; the kettle's boiling." The voice of Mother +was the nearest thing to music the boy had ever heard. It was better +even than that of the ladies who sang in the bar of the Wheat Sheaf, +the Red Lion, and the Crown and Anchor, outside which places he had +always stayed to listen when he could conveniently do so. This room +was not in the least like the police station. And he was quite sure +that the lady called Mother had nothing whatever to do with.... + +"Set him a bit nearer to the fire, Job,"--yes, the voice was +music--"and put this round him." + +"This" was an old coat. + + + + +VI + +"I'll give it him in a saucer," said Mother. "It'll be cooler that +way." + +A saucer of tea was offered to the boy. + +"Can you hold it, me lad?" + +"Yes, lady," he said, faintly. + +"Lap it up, then. Better let me try it first." She sipped a little +out of the saucer. "Yes, that's right enough." + +The tea was so perfectly delicious that he swallowed it at a gulp. +Mother and the Foreman Shunter watched him with surprise. + +"Now for a bite o' bread and butter," said Mother, sawing away at a +quartern loaf. + +The boy seized the bread and butter like a hungry dog. Mother and the +Foreman Shunter stood looking at him with queer, rather startled faces. + +"I never see the likes o' that, Job." + +"No, never," said the Foreman Shunter, solemnly. "Damn me." + +"What's your name, boy?" + +"Enry Arper, lady." + +"Enry what?" + +"Enry Arper, lady." + +"Could you eat a bit o' bacon, do you think?" + +The boy nodded with an eagerness that made the Foreman Shunter laugh. + +"I see nothing to laugh at, Job Lorimer," said his wife sharply. Tears +had come into her eyes. She whisked them away with a corner of her +apron, and then gave a sniff of remarkable violence. "And they call +this a Christian land." + +"You never heard me call it that, Mother," said the Foreman Shunter. + +"More shame to you, then, Job Lorimer." + +"I know this," said the Foreman Shunter, speaking in a slow and +decisive manner, "whatever this country is or whatever it ain't, +there's as much Christianity in it as there is in that hearthrug. And +there ain't a bit more." + +"Shut your head," said his wife. "And hand me that knife and I'll cut +up this bit o' bacon for him." + +She took a delicately browned rasher out of a hissing, delicious +smelling frying-pan on the fire, cut it into very small pieces, gave it +to the boy, and told him to eat it slowly. + +After the boy's wants had been attended to, Mother spread a newspaper +on the sofa and told him to put up his legs and rest a bit. The +Foreman Shunter then passed through a door and performed wonders in the +way of blowing and splashing at the scullery sink. When he reappeared +his face was very red and shining and the boy was fast asleep. + +"I'm thinking I'll have a bite meself," said Job, with a glance at the +sofa. "And then I suppose I had better take him along to the police +station." + +Mother made no reply, but gave her husband a breakfast worthy of a +foreman shunter. She then examined carefully the boy's hands and feet. + +"I never did see such a hobject," said she. And then with an imperious +air, "I'll give him a wash, that's what I'll do." + +In order to carry out this resolve, she went into the scullery, filled +the copper, and lit the fire. + +Presently the members of the family, three small boys and a smaller +girl, came down to breakfast _en route_ to school. They looked +wonderingly at the creature on the sofa, with great curiosity in their +half frightened eyes. Their father told them sternly to keep away from +it, to get on with their breakfasts, not to make a noise, and to clear +off to school. + +"Is it a boy or a girl?" Alfie asked Johnnie, in a thrilling whisper as +soon as father had retired to help Mother in the scullery. + +"A girl, o' course." + +There was some excuse for Johnnie: there was something that looked +exactly like a girl in the sleeping face. The rest was hidden by the +coat. + +The family was soon packed off to school, Johnnie "with a flea in his +ear" for having cleaned his boots imperfectly the night before. Mother +then cleared away the remains of breakfast, and the Foreman Shunter +fetched a fair-sized zinc bath out of the washhouse, pushed back the +table, and set it down before the fire. He filled it with warm water +from the copper, and then gave the sleeper a shake and said, + +"Now, then, boy." + +The boy roused himself with a little whimper of protest. He had not +been very fast asleep; the police in varying forms of their activity +were still hovering round the outskirts of his mind. He began to cry +miserably at the sight of the zinc bath, which supplied a forgotten +link in an awful chain of memories. Yes, this was the police station +after all. He remembered now quite well how they gave him a bath +before they ... + +"What are you crying for?" asked Mother. "I'm not going to hurt you, +my boy. Nice warm bath. Bind up your feet. Then you can go to sleep +again." + +Perhaps it wasn't the police station, after all. Certainly that +institution as he knew it had no Mother and no warm tea and no fried +bacon, and no sofa and no old coat. + +Mother removed the filthy shirt and the tattered knickerbockers with +uncompromising but not indelicate hands. + +"Them had better be burnt, Job," she said sharply, as she gave them to +the Foreman Shunter to throw into the back yard. + +"Better ha' done this job in the scullery, Mother," said he. + +"Too cold...." She took the temperature of the bath with an expert's +finger.... "I never did see anything like this poor child. There's +nothing to him. Look at his ribs. You can count 'em. Ugh!" The eye +of Mother had been arrested by a broad red mark across both thighs. + +"That's been done with a whip," said the Foreman Shunter, grimly. + +"Just look at those feet ... they are beginning to bleed again. And +these pore hands. I'll get some rags and some Friar's Balsam. And his +hair! Goodness gracious me! I'll have to go to the chemist's for +that, I'm thinking." + +It was perfectly true that Mother had to pay a visit to the chemist for +the boy's hair. Nothing less than the chemist could meet the case. + +In the meantime, the Foreman Shunter soaped and washed the boy +thoroughly, dried him with a coarse towel, rubbed the Friar's Balsam on +the mutilated hands and feet, which made them smart horribly, and bound +them in clean rags. Mother then returned to perform wonders with the +chemist's lotion. Afterwards she fetched a nightgown of Alfie's, put +it on the boy, wrapped him up in a couple of blankets, and made him +comfortable on the sofa, and the Foreman Shunter drew it a bit nearer +the fire. Then the boy was told he could sleep as long as he liked. +Presently he began to doze, his mind still running on the police; but +certainly this was not a bit like the station. + + + + +VII + +"What'll you do with him, Mother?" + +It was tea time, the kitchen blind was down, the gas was lit; and +mother was toasting a muffin for the Foreman Shunter, who was about to +go on duty. + +"He can't stay here, you know. We've as many as we can manage already." + +"I know that," snapped Mother. + +Like most mothers who are worth their salt, she had rather a habit of +snapping at the Foreman Shunter. + +The boy was feeling wonderfully comfortable. In fact, he had never +felt so comfortable in his life. And he was just sufficiently awake to +know that his fate was being decided upon. + +"What'll you do with him, anyhow?" + +"I don't know," snapped Mother. + +"I don't neither. Seems to me there's nothing for it but to hand him +over to the police." + +The boy was fully awake now. His heart stood still. It seemed an age +before mother spoke in answer to this terrible suggestion. + +"Yes, of course, there's always that," she said, at last. + +The boy's heart died within him. + +"He can't stay here, that's a moral," said the Foreman Shunter. + +"I never said he could," snapped Mother. "But I don't hold with the +police myself. It means the Work'us, and you'd better not be born at +all, Job Lorimer, than go to the Work'us." + +"You are right there," said the Foreman Shunter. + +"He wants a honest occipation," said Mother, buttering the muffin. + +"He wants eddicatin' first," said the Foreman Shunter, beginning to eat +the muffin. "What can you do with a kid like that? Don't know A from +a bull's foot. Not fit for any decent society." + +"You are right there," said Mother. "But I'm all against the Work'us, +and it's no use purtending I ain't." + +"Same here," said the Foreman Shunter. "But he can't stay at No. 12, +Gladstone Villas, and you can lay to that." + +"Did I say he could?" snapped Mother yet again. + +"Very well, then." + +And the Foreman Shunter went on duty. + +It took five days for the _famille_ Lorimer to decide the fate of Henry +Harper. Five wonderful days in which he lay most of the time wrapped +in warm blankets on a most comfortable sofa in a warm room. Everybody +was remarkably good to him. He had the nicest things to eat and drink +that had ever come his way; he was spoken to in the only kind tones +that had ever been used to him in all his thirteen years of life. He +was given a clean shirt of Alfie's without a single hole in it; he was +given a pair of Johnnie's socks; a pair of the Foreman Shunter's +trousers were cut down for him; he was given boots (Alfie's), a +waistcoat (Alfie's), a jacket (Alfie's), a necktie (Johnnie's), a clean +linen collar (Alfie's), a red-spotted handkerchief (Percy's--by Percy's +own request). In fact, in those five days he was by way of being taken +to the bosom of the family. + +He was really a very decent sort of boy--at least, Father said so to +Mother in Johnnie's hearing. That is, he had the makings of a decent +boy. And Johnnie knew that if Father said so it must be so, because +Johnnie also knew that Father was an extremely acute and searching +critic of boys in general. They were all very sorry for him, and Alfie +and Percy were also inclined to be sorry for Johnnie, who had made a +regular mug of himself by declaring that this poor street arab was a +girl. It would take Johnnie at least a year to live it down, but in +the meantime they were full of pity for this miserable waif out of the +gutter who could neither write nor read, who tore at his food, who +called Mother "lady" and Father "mister," and said "dunno" and used +strange terms of the streets in a way they could hardly understand. +This poor gutter-snipe, who had been so badly knocked about, who had +never had a father or a mother, or a brother or a sister, was whole +worlds away from the fine assurance, the complete freedom and security +of Selborne Street Higher Grade Schools. He was more like a dumb +animal than a boy; and sometimes as they watched his white, hunted face +and heard his strange mumblings--the nearest he got, as a rule, to +human speech--it would have taken very little to convince them that +such was the case, could they only have forgotten that his like was to +be found at every street corner selling matches and evening papers and +begging for coppers when the police were not about. + +During those five days the boy's future was a sore problem for the +Foreman Shunter and his wife. And it was only solved at last by a god +out of a machine. Mr. Elijah Hendren was the deity in question. + +That gentleman happened to look in upon the evening of the fatal fifth +day. A benign, cultivated man of the world, he came regularly once a +week to engage the Foreman Shunter in a game of draughts. It was also +Mr. Hendren's custom on these occasions to smoke a pipe of bacca and to +give expression to his views upon things in general, of which from +early youth he had been an accomplished critic. + +Mr. Hendren, it seemed, had a relation by marriage who followed the +sea. He was a rough sort of man, in Mr. Hendren's opinion not exactly +what you might call polished. Still, he followed a rough sort of +trade, and this was a rough sort of boy, and Mr. Hendren didn't mind +having a word with Alec--the name of the relation--and see what could +be done in the matter. + +"I don't know about that," said Mother. "They might ill-use him, and +he's been ill-used more than enough already." + +"Quite so," said Mr. Hendren politely, "huffing" the Foreman Shunter. +"Quite so, M'ria"--Mr. Hendren was a very old friend of the family--"I +quite agree with you there. The sea's a rough trade--rough an' no +mistake--Alec can tell you tales that would make your hair rise--but as +I say, he's a rough boy--and even the 'igh seas is better than the +Work'us." + +"Anything is better than that," said Mother. "All the same, I wouldn't +like the poor child to be knocked about. You see, he's not very +strong; he wants building up, and he's been used that crool by somebody +that he's frit of his own shadow." + +"Ah," said Mr. Hendren impressively. Impressiveness was Mr. Hendren's +long suit. At that time, he was perhaps the most impressive man under +sixty in Kentish Town. "Ah," said Mr. Hendren, "I quite understand, +M'ria. I'll speak to Alec the first thing tomorrer and see what he can +do. Not to be knocked about--but the sea's the sea, you quite +understand?" + +"My great-uncle Dexter sailed twelve times round the Horn," said Mother +with modesty. + +"Did he so?" said Mr. Hendren. "Twelve times. Before the mast?" + +"Before the mast?" was a little too much for Mother, as Mr. Hendren +intended it to be, having no doubt a reputation to keep up. + +"I don't know about afore the mast," said Mother stoutly. "I only know +that great-uncle Dexter was terrible rough ... terrible rough." + +"All sailors is terrible rough," said Mr. Hendren, politely "huffing" +the Foreman Shunter again. "Still, M'ria, I'll see what I can do with +Alec ... although, mind you, as I say, Alec's not as much polish as +some people." + +"Great-uncle Dexter hadn't neither," said Mother. "Foulest-mouthed man +I ever heard in my life ... and that's saying a good deal." And Mother +looked volumes at the Foreman Shunter. + +"That so?" said Mr. Hendren, tactfully, crowning his second king. +"However ... I'll see Alec ... first thing tomorrer...." + +"Thank you, 'Lijah," said the Foreman Shunter. + + + + +VIII + +"Alec's" real name was Mr. Thompson. He was a very hirsute man, with +whiskers all over him, and at first sight he seemed to bear a very +striking resemblance to his arboreal ancestors of the largest and most +terrifying species. His distinguished relation, upon introducing him +in the course of the next evening to the family circle of No. 12, +Gladstone Villas, seemed not in the least proud of him, and to tell the +truth about Mr. Thompson, he did appear to be lacking in the graces of +the town. His rough pea-jacket and huge, ungainly limbs, his gruff +voice and gibbon-like aspect might all have been forgiven on the ground +of his calling, but unfortunately he began by expectorating with really +extraordinary freedom and vehemence into the kitchen fire, and from +that moment it was quite impossible for Mother or any other responsible +person to render Mr. Thompson in terms of the higher humanity. This +was a pity, because Mr. Thompson had evidently a range of private +qualities. + +Truth to tell, Mother did not take to Mr. Thompson as kindly as she +might have done, and it needed all Mr. Hendren's tact, which was very +remarkable even for one who was "wholesale," to enable her to have any +truck with "Alec" at all. + +"You must be reasonable, M'ria," said Mr. Hendren, urbanely. "It's +either the Work'us for this boy or it's the 'igh seas. If it's the +latter, you couldn't have a better man than Alec to look after him; if +it's the former, of course I wash my hands of the matter." + +This flawless logic was strongly approved by the Foreman Shunter. + +"'Lijah speaks to the p'int," he affirmed, with a rather doubtful +glance in the direction of Mr. Thompson, who was again expectorating +into the fire with a display of virtuosity that was almost uncanny. + +In the meantime, the boy stood white and trembling in the midst of +Johnnie and Alfie and Percy while his fate hung in the balance. Not +one of these had taken kindly to Mr. Thompson, in spite of the fact +that at frequent intervals the admired Mr. Hendren assured their father +and mother that "he was a first-rate seaman." + +"Now, this is the crux of the matter," said Mr. Elijah Hendren, +bringing in the word "crux" as though he well knew it was only +"wholesale" people who were allowed to use such a word at all. "Either +the boy goes to sea with Alec, and he couldn't have no better to take +charge of him--Alec's a first-rate seaman--else he goes to the Work'us. +Now, my boy, which is it to be?" And Mr. Hendren fairly hypnotized the +poor waif in father's trousers cut down with the large and rolling eye +of an accepted candidate for the honorary treasurership of the Ancient +Order of Hedgehogs. + +"Now, me lad, which is it to be?" Mr. Hendren's forefinger wagged so +sternly that the boy began to weep softly. "Alec'll not eat you, you +know. If he says he'll see you through, he'll see you through. Am I +right, Alec?" + +"Yep," growled Alec, beginning to threaten a further assault upon the +kitchen fire. + +"Very well, then," said Mr. Hendren. "There you are. What can you ask +fairer? You can either go with Alec--Mr. Thompson to you, my boy--else +you can be handed over to the police, and they'll send you to the +Work'us. Now, boy, which is it to be?" Mr. Hendren put the question +with awful impressiveness. "It's a free country, you know. You can +take your choice: Alec--Mr. Thompson--or the Work'us?" + +If Henry Harper had had a doubt in his mind as to which was the less +grim of these alternatives, the casual mention of the police +undoubtedly laid it at rest. Mr. Thompson looked capable of eating a +boy of his age, but after all that was very little compared with what +the police, as Henry Harper knew them, took a pride in doing in the +ordinary discharge of their functions. + +"I'll go wiv 'im, mister," said Henry Harper, in sudden desperation. + +He then hid himself behind his friend Johnnie. + +"With Mr. Thompson?" + +"Yes, mister." + +Henry Harper began to sob, and Alfie and Percy at least didn't blame +him. Mr. Thompson was the nearest thing to the wicked ogre in "Jack +and the Beanstalk" they had ever seen in their lives. + +However, their mother who had the heart of a lion, who was afraid of +nothing so long as it was human--and even Mr. Thompson was apparently +that--took upon herself to have a little serious discourse with the man +of the sea. + +"I suppose, Mr. Thompson, this is a decent ship to which you will be +taking the poor child?" said she. + +It was necessary for Mr. Thompson to roll his eyes fearfully before he +could do justice to such a leading question. He was then understood to +say in his queer, guttural voice, which seemed to come out of his +boots, that the ship was right enough, although a bit hungry at times +as all ships were. + +"Is the captain of the vessel a gentleman?" demanded Mother at +point-blank range. + +Mr. Thompson was understood to say that when the Old Man was all right +he was all right, but when in drink he was a devil. + +"All men are," said Mother, succinctly. "That's the worst of it. But +I understand you to say that at ordinary times the captain's a +gentleman." + +"Yep," said Mr. Thompson, comprehensively. + +In spite, however, of this valuable testimonial to the captain's +character and status, Mother seemed very loath to put her trust in him +or in Mr. Thompson either. For one thing that admirable seaman +expectorated again into the kitchen fire, but that apart, the note of +primeval extravagance in his outward aspect hardly commended itself to +Mother. + +"The child is very young," she said, "to be going to sea. And you +sailors has rough ways--my great-uncle Dexter always said so. And he +was a rough man if you like--not as rough as you are, Mr. Thompson, but +still he was rough. And as I say, the boy is not grown yet, there's +nothing to him, as you might say; still, as it's you, Mr. Thompson, or +the Work'us, I suppose it'll have to be you." + +"Quite so, M'ria," interposed Mr. Hendren with marked urbanity. + +"Now you quite understand," said Mother. "Mr. Thompson, I hold you +responsible for this boy. You'll be good to him, and stand his friend, +and teach him seafaring ways, and you'll see that nobody ill-uses him. +You'll promise that now, Mr. Thompson. This boy's delicate, and as I +say, he's already been knocked about so crool, he's frit of his own +shadow." + +Mr. Thompson promised with becoming solemnity that he would see no harm +came to the boy. Thereupon he seemed to go up a little in Mother's +estimation. Moreover, he suddenly took an odd fancy to Johnnie. He +produced a foreign penny from his pea-jacket, offered it to Johnnie and +asked him what he thought of it, and he seemed so gratified that +Johnnie--who had about as much imagination as the leg of a chair--was +not in the least afraid of him, that he told Johnnie to keep the penny, +and then he fairly took away the breath of everybody, Mother included, +by promising magnificently to bring Johnnie a parrot from the West +Indies. + +Even Mr. Elijah Hendren was impressed by this princely offer on the +part of his kinsman by marriage. + +"He's rough, o' course," whispered Mr. Elijah Hendren to the Foreman +Shunter, "but he means it about the parrot. That's the kind o' man he +is, although, mind you, I don't say he's polished." + +Whatever doubts might have been entertained for the future of Henry +Harper, the parrot somehow seemed to soften them. Even Mother felt +that to express misgiving after that would be in bad taste. Mr. +Thompson promised that he would see the old man in the course of the +morrow, as the _Margaret Carey_ had to sail on Friday, but he had no +doubt it would be all right as they never minded a boy or two. And +then the Foreman Shunter sent Johnnie to the end of the street for a +quartern of rum, as there was only beer in the house, and that mild +beverage was not the slightest use to a sailor. + +Johnnie walked on air. At every shop window he came to he stopped to +examine his foreign penny. But what was that in comparison with a real +live parrot all the way from the West Indies? That night, Johnnie was +the happiest boy in Kentish Town. He slept with the foreign penny +under his pillow, and his dreams were of unparalleled magnificence. + +And on the sofa in the kitchen below, tossed and dozed the unhappiest +boy in Kentish Town. He had escaped the police by a miracle, he was +quit of Auntie, he was free of the selling of matches, but tomorrow or +the day after he was leaving the only friends he had ever known. As +for the sea and Mr. Thompson and the _Margaret Carey_, there was some +subtle but deadly instinct in him that had warned him already. There +would be no Mother to wash him and bind his wounds, or to give him +fried bacon and see that he came to no harm. + +Twice he woke in the middle of the night, sweating with fear, and +wildly calling her name. + + + + +IX + +The next day it rained incessantly from morning till night, and there +was just a faint hope in the boy's mind that it might prevent Mr. +Thompson coming to fetch him. He clung desperately to this feeble +straw, because it was the only one he had, but he was not such a fool +as to think that Mr. Thompson was the kind of man who stays at home for +the weather. Therefore it did not surprise him at all when he was +solemnly told that evening about six o'clock, just after he had had his +tea, that Mr. Thompson had come for him. + +Sure enough Mr. Thompson had. Moreover, he had come in a cab. All the +same, he managed to enter the kitchen with the water running off his +pea-jacket on mother's spotless floor, and as he stood blinking +fiercely in the gas light, he looked bigger and hairier and less like a +human being than ever. + +Henry Harper's one instinct was to take a tight hold of Mother's apron. +And this he did in spite of the fact that Johnnie and Alfie and Percy +were sitting round the table, drinking tea and eating bread and jam. +Mother told Henry Harper very gently he must be a man, whereupon he did +his best to meet Mr. Thompson boldly. But he made a very poor job of +it indeed. + +Mr. Thompson, whose speech could only be followed with certainty by +specialists, was understood to ask whether the boy's sea chest was +ready. + +"He has only the clothes he stands in," said Mother, tartly. + +Mr. Thompson said that was a pity. + +The boy hadn't even an overcoat, and Mother decided to give him quite a +good one of Johnnie's--Johnnie bravely saying he didn't mind, although +he minded a goodish bit, as he was rather proud of that particular +garment. + +"Your father will buy you another," said Mother. "I couldn't think of +sending any boy to sea without an overcoat." + +She also made up a bundle of odds and ends for the boy: a flannel +shirt, two much-darned pairs of drawers, a rather broken pair of boots, +a knitted comforter, and a pot of marmalade. She then gave him a kiss +and put an apple into his hand and told him to be a good boy, and then +he was gone. + + + + +X + +Henry Harper followed Mr. Thompson into the cab that was waiting at the +street door. He sat all alone opposite that ogre in the darkness, +holding on desperately to the bundle and the apple that Mother had +given him. He didn't venture to speak; he hardly ventured to breathe +while the cab rumbled and tumbled through the rain. He didn't know +where he was going. He only knew that he was going to sea, and he +didn't even know what the sea was like, except that it was water and +people got drowned in it. There was no sea at Blackhampton. + +Mr. Thompson had not much conversation. This may have been due to his +superior rank, or because he was one of those strong, silent men who +prefer actions to words after the manner of the heroes in the best +modern romances. Not that the boy was acquainted with any of these; he +could neither read nor write; indeed, it was quite true what the +Foreman Shunter had said, "that he didn't know A from a bull's foot," +although, of course, that was speaking figuratively. + +Mr. Thompson sat grim and silent as the tomb. But suddenly, by the +light of a passing lamp, the boy saw his right hand enter his pocket +and come out with a large clasp knife in it. This he opened at his +leisure. And then all at once a wave of terror swept over Henry +Harper. This man was Jack the Ripper. + +That famous person was then at his zenith. He had lately committed his +fourth horrible murder in Whitechapel. The boy knew that as an +undoubted fact, because he had cried the crime in the streets of +Blackhampton, and had sold out twice in an hour. Moreover, he knew as +a fact--extremely well informed contemporaries had told him--that Jack +the Ripper was a sailor. + +It was no use attempting to struggle or cry out. Besides, he was now +paralyzed with terror. The only thing there was to hope for was that +the Ripper would kill him before he started to mutilate. + +They passed another street lamp, and the boy saw that Mr. Thompson had +something else in his hand. It was a fantastically shaped metal case. +The murderer opened it coolly and took out a queer, dark looking +substance. He cut a piece off with his knife, put it in his mouth, +then closed the blade and returned it to his pocket. The boy began to +breathe again. It was a plug of tobacco. + +All the same, Henry Harper knew he was not yet out of the wood. He was +as sure as he was sitting in a four-wheeler--a thing he had never done +before in his life--that this large and hairy sailor with the clasp +knife was the murderer. Moreover, as he cast terrified glances through +the wet windows into the sodden streets, he was certain this was +Whitechapel itself. Everything looked so dark and mean and sullen, +with noisome alleys on every hand and hardly any lamps to see them by, +that full-grown women, let alone boys of thirteen, could be done to +death in them without attracting the police. + +It was not a bit of use trying to escape. Jack the Ripper would cut +his throat if he moved hand or foot. The best thing he could do was to +keep still. That was all very well, but he was sick with fear. He was +being taken into the heart of Whitechapel to be done to death as Mary +Ann Nichols and Catherine Morton--he was always very good at +remembering names--and the other victims had been. He was familiar +with all the details; they had been enormously discussed; there wasn't +a newsboy in Blackhampton who hadn't his own private theory of these +thrilling crimes. For instance, Henry Harper himself had always +maintained that the sailor was a big sailor, and that he had a black +beard. He had little thought a week ago when he had presented this +startling theory to young Arris with a certain amount of intellectual +pride that he would so soon be in a position to prove it. + +They came to some iron gates. The cab stopped under a lamp. Mr. +Thompson put his head out of the window. If the boy had not been +petrified with terror now would have been his chance. But he couldn't +move. + +The Ripper began to roar like a bull at some unseen presence, and soon +the gates moved back and the cab moved on. And then about a minute +later, for the first time in his life, the boy saw the mast of a ship. +He knew it was a ship. He had seen pictures in shop windows. There +was one shop window in particular he frequented every Friday evening, +which always displayed the new number of the _'Lustrated London News_ +and the _'Lustrated London News_ was great on ships. This was a kind +of glorified canal boat with masts, but according to the _'Lustrated +London News_, and there could be no higher authority, it was +undoubtedly a ship. + +In his excitement at seeing it, he nearly forgot who was sitting +opposite. Perhaps he wasn't going to be mutilated in Whitechapel after +all. There might be yet a chance; the murderer had not again taken his +knife out of his pocket. But suddenly another special edition flashed +through his memory: "'Orrible crime on the 'Igh Seas. Revolting +Details." And then he knew that he was being decoyed to the high seas, +in order that this man could work his will upon him at his leisure in +circumstances of unspeakable ferocity. + +The cab stopped again. Mr. Thompson opened the door and got out. It +was still raining very hard. There was a lamp close by, and the boy +could see the water falling in long, stealthy, narrow rods. The +murderer told him roughly to come out. He came out at once. Had he +had the pluck of a mouse, he would have run for it. But he was quaking +and trembling, his knees were letting him down. + +The driver of the cab, a grotesque in an oilskin cape with a hat to +match it, dragged a large wooden box tied round with cord off the roof +of his machine and with the help of its owner lowered it to the ground. +By the time this was done there came out of the darkness three or four +strange men, who moved with the stealth of those used to the night. +They gathered round the box and its owner with humble offers of their +assistance. + +The boy's first thought was that these scarecrows were confederates of +the eminent murderer. But this theory was soon shattered. At any +rate, if confederates they were, Mr. Thompson seemed to have little use +for them at the moment. Without a word of warning he suddenly ran boot +first at one of these wretches and sent him spinning into the mud. The +man fell with a howl and rose with a curse, and then made off into the +darkness muttering imprecations, in the wake of his companions who had +disappeared already. + +The boy could only feel that murderers of Mr. Thompson's class act +according to their tastes in these little matters; but the cabman was +rather impressed. He had made up his mind to stand out for "eight and +a kick," but he now took what was given him without a word. As a +matter of fact, he was given five shillings, which was considerably +under his legal fare, but he did not venture to question Mr. Thompson's +arithmetic. He moved off at once, but proceeded to take it out of his +wretched horse as soon as he got through the dock gates. + +In the meantime, Mr. Thompson was left standing beside his sea chest in +the rain, and Henry Harper stood beside it also, convulsively clutching +in one hand the bundle Mother had made up for him and in the other the +apple she had given him. + +Should he run for it? What was the use? All at once Mr. Thompson +shouldered his sea chest with an air of quiet ferocity, and growled +something that sounded like, "Git forrard, bye." + + + + +XI + +Expecting to be kicked into the sea if he didn't do as he was told, the +boy got forrard at once. Mr. Thompson and his sea chest followed close +upon his heels. Henry Harper crossed a couple of crazy planks with +water lying far down underneath them, Mr. Thompson and his sea chest +always just behind him, and then to his wonder and dismay he suddenly +realized that he was on the deck of a ship. + +He hadn't time to take his bearings, or to make out at all clearly what +the deck of a ship was like, before he was descending a ladder into +total darkness which smelled like a sewer. A nigger with rings in his +ears came forward with a light, and Mr. Thompson asked if the Old Man +was in the cabin, and the nigger said, "Yessah." + +[Illustration: "A nigger with rings in his ears came forward with a +light."] + +Mr. Thompson led Henry Harper to the cabin, which was a kind of room, +about twelve feet by ten, miserably lit by a single dirty oil lamp. +Here the smell of sewage that pervaded the vessel was rather genteelly +mingled with an odor of rum. The Old Man was in the cabin right +enough. He was not a very prepossessing old man to look at; to begin +with, he hardly looked old at all. He was just a rough, middle-aged +seaman, with a sodden, half-savage face, with a peculiar light in it +that somehow reminded the boy of Auntie when she had been to the +public. It might almost have been taken for humor, had not humor some +little reputation as a Christian quality. + +"Bye, sir," said Mr. Thompson, briefly. + +"Bye," said the Old Man, with equal brevity. He then passed half a +bloodshot eye over the shrinking figure in Johnnie's overcoat and +father's trousers cut down, and said, "Git forrard, bye," in a tone +that no boy of judgment would ever hesitate for a single moment to obey. + +Henry Harper got forrard at once, although he didn't know where. He +found his way out of the cabin somehow, and made ahead for a light that +was suspended in an iron bracket. Under this he stood a moment trying +to collect himself, or as much of himself as he had managed to bring +aboard the ship, when Mr. Thompson came along and led him through +various queer sorts of passages and up a flight of stairs to a place +which he called the cook's galley. + +The cook, a fearful looking Chinaman, received Henry Harper with a +scowl, which, however, was merged at once in an extreme servility +towards Mr. Thompson who was clearly a person of high consequence +aboard the _Margaret Carey_. In deference to Mr. Thompson's wishes, +the cook, whose name was Sing, showed the boy a sort of small manhole +between the copper and the galley stairs where he could put his gear, +and also where he could creep in and rest whenever his duties permitted. + +"All snuggee," said Sing, with an ingratiating grin for the exclusive +benefit of Mr. Thompson. Moreover, still further to impress Mr. +Thompson with his humanity, Sing kindly presented the boy with a piece +of moldy biscuit and a couple of scraps of broken meat. Mr. Thompson, +having formally started Henry Harper on his career, withdrew. Sing +resumed his scowl and pointed to an inverted bacon box on which his new +assistant could sit and eat his supper. + +But Henry Harper found very little in the way of appetite. The biscuit +was so hard that it seemed to require a chisel, and the meat so salt +and tough that any expenditure of jaw power was unlikely to prove a +profitable investment. There still remained the apple that Mother had +given him. But not for a moment did he think of eating that. It would +have been sacrilege. Mother had her shrine already in his oddly +impressionable mind. No matter how long he might live, no matter where +his wanderings might take him, he never expected to come across such a +being again. He wrapped the apple reverently in Percy's red-spotted +handkerchief. He would always keep that apple in order that he might +never forget her. + +Sing, like Mr. Thompson, was not a great hand at conversation. +Nevertheless, he had his share of natural curiosity. His wicked little +yellow eyes never left the boy's face. He seemed unable to make up his +mind about him, but what sort of a mind it was that he had to make up +greatly puzzled and perplexed Henry Harper, who had only once seen a +real live Chinaman before, and that was through the open door of the +worst public in Blackhampton. Sing looked capable of anything as he +sat scowling and smoking his pipe, but it was a subtler and deeper sort +of capability than the sheer Jack-the-Ripperishness of Mr. Thompson. +It was reasonably certain that Mr. Thompson would be content with a +knife, although he might do very fearful things with it in moments of +ecstasy; with Sing there might be every sort of horror known to the +annals of crime. + +After Sing had gazed in silence at Henry Harper for about an hour, he +pointed to the manhole, which meant that the boy had better get to bed. +Henry Harper took the hint as quickly as possible, not in the least +because he wanted to get to a bed of that kind, but because the +Chinaman seemed of a piece with Mr. Thompson and the Old Man. Implicit +obedience was still the only course for a boy of judgment. Those +wicked little yellow eyes, about the size of a pig's, held a promise he +dared not put into words. Henry Harper had still a morbid dread of +being hurt, in spite of the fact that he had been hurt so often. + +With a heart wildly beating, he crawled into the manhole and he knew at +once, oversensitive as he was, that it was full of things that crept. +He shuddered and nearly screamed, but fear of the Chinaman restrained +him. It was so dark in that chasm between the copper and the galley +stairs that he couldn't see his hand when he held it in front of him; +also it was so hot, in spite of the cold November rain he had left in +the good and great world outside this death trap, that he could hardly +breathe at first; yet as soon as he had got used to the temperature he +took off Johnnie's overcoat and wrapped his face in it in order to +prevent unknown things crawling over it. + +He didn't cry himself to sleep. Tonight he was too far gone for tears. +If only he had had a bit of pluck he would have chosen the police. The +thing they did was awful, but after all it could not compare with a +'orrible crime on the 'igh seas. The police did one thing sure and you +knew the worst--but there were a thousand ways of murder, and very +likely more for Jack the Ripper and a Chinaman. + +He hardly dared to breathe, indeed was scarcely able to do so, with +Johnnie's overcoat covering his eyes and mouth. But even as he lay +gasping in a sweat of fear, there was just one thing, and the only one +he had to which to cling. And he clung to it desperately. It was the +sacred apple he had had the luck to wrap in the red-spotted +handkerchief which Percy had given him. + +Sleep was not to be thought of. Something was racing and hammering +upon his brain. After a lapse of time which seemed like hours, but was +only twenty minutes in point of fact, he began to understand that this +turmoil had a definite meaning. An idea was being born. + +When at last it burst upon his mind it was nothing very remarkable. +"Henry Harper, you must find your way out of this before it's too late. +Never mind the police. You must find your way out of this, Henry +Harper." + +He took Johnnie's overcoat from his face and sat up and listened. It +was absolutely pitch dark. At first there was not a sound. Then he +thought he could detect a gentle scratching, a noise made by a rat near +his head. But he could hear nothing of the Chinaman. No doubt he had +gone to bed. The boy rose with stealthy care, and well it was that he +did, otherwise he would have hit his head against the under side of the +galley stairs. + +It was so dark that he couldn't see the opening from the manhole into +the galley itself. But he found it at last and climbed out cautiously. +The lamp in the galley had gone out; there was not a glimmer of light +anywhere. He had no knowledge of the Chinaman's whereabouts, he could +not find the opening which led into the other parts of the ship. He +groped about as noiselessly as he could, hoping to avoid the one and to +find the other, and then suddenly there came a truly terrible sound. +He had put his foot on the Chinaman's face. + +He heard the Chinaman get up in his rage; he even knew where he was +although it was too dark to see him. His heart stood still; the +Chinaman was feeling for him in the darkness; and then he was obliged +to feel himself for the Chinaman in order to avoid him. + +Suddenly he caught a glimpse of a light. He ran towards it not knowing +what else to do. But in almost the same moment the Chinaman had seen +it too, and also had seen him go. Near the light was a ladder which +ascended to some unknown region. The boy raced up the ladder with the +Chinaman upon his heels. As soon as he got to the top the sharp, wet +air caught his face. He was on the deck. He dashed straight ahead; +there was no time for any plan. The Chinaman was at the top of the +ladder already and trying to catch him by the leg. + +Running like mad, the boy gained a yard or two along the deck. But he +had no real chance of escape, for he had not the least notion of his +bearings or of the hang of the ship. And luck did not favor him at +all. Suddenly he tripped over an unseen obstacle and fell heavily, and +then the Chinaman came down on him with both knees, fastening fingers +upon his throat. + +He was not able to cry out, the Chinaman saw to that. But if Sing was +going to kill him, he could only hope it would be soon. This, however, +was not the cook's intention. He merely led Henry Harper back to the +galley by the ear, gave his arm a ferocious twist which made the boy +gasp, and then sent him flying head-first into the stifling darkness of +the manhole with the help of a well-timed boot. The boy pitched in +such a way that he was half stunned, and when at last he came fully to +himself light was creeping through a tiny chink in the manhole, and he +knew that it was morning. Also he knew by the curious lapping sound +made by the waves under the galley stairs that the ship was already at +sea. + + + + +XII + +Yes, it was true, the ship was already at sea. He was lost. And +hardly was there time for his mind to seize this terrible thought when +the Chinaman looked into the manhole. As soon as he saw the boy was +sitting up, a broad grin came on his face and he beckoned him out with +a finger. + +The boy obeyed at once, and tumbled unsteadily into the galley. But as +soon as he tried to stand on his legs he fell down. The Chinaman with +a deep smile pointed to the bacon box, and the boy sat on it, and then +tried as well as he could to prevent his head from going round. + +Luckily, for the time being, the Chinaman took no further notice of +Henry Harper, but set about the duties of the day. It was nearly six +bells of the morning watch, and he had to serve breakfast for the crew. +This consisted partly of a curious mixture that was boiling in the +copper, which was called wet hash, and was esteemed as a luxury, and +partly of an indescribable liquid called coffee, which was brewed out +of firewood or anything that came handy, and was not esteemed as +anything in particular by the most catholic taste. + +Long before the boy's head had done spinning six bells was struck, and +the members of the crew came into the galley with their pannikins. +There were sixteen all told, excluding the Old Man and the superior +officers, of whom Mr. Thompson was the chief. Henry Harper's breath +was taken away by the sight of this wolfish looking lot. He had seen +distinguished members of the criminal classes massed around the Judge's +carriage at the Assizes at Blackhampton, just for old sake's sake as it +were, and to show that they still took a friendly interest in the Old +Cock; but these were tame and rather amateurish sort of people compared +with the crew of the _Margaret Carey_. + +As a body of seamen the crew of the _Margaret Carey_ was undoubtedly +"tough." Dagoes, Yanks, Dutchmen and a couple of not very "white" +Britishers; they came into the galley, one after another, took up their +pannikins of wet hash, and as soon as they saw and smelled it, told Mr. +Sing what they thought of him in terms of the sea. Henry Harper was +chilled to the marrow. He was still seated on the bacon box, his head +was still humming; but he seemed to remember that Auntie, even on +Saturday nights, when she came home from the public, was not as these. + +At the end of a fortnight the boy was still alive. At first he was so +dreadfully ill that his mind was distracted from other things. And as +he did not lack food as soon as he could eat it, body and soul kept +together in a surprising way. + +He was still in great dread of the Chinaman and of the nights of +torment in the crawling darkness of the manhole under the galley +stairs. But he kept on doing his job as well as he could; he took care +to be alert and obliging to whomever crossed his path; he tried his +honest best to please the Chinaman by saving him as much trouble as +possible, thus at the end of a fortnight not only his life was intact, +but also his skin. + +The truth was he was not a bad sort of boy at all. For one thing he +was as sharp as a needle: the gutter, Dame Nature's own academy, had +taught him to be that. He never had to be told a thing twice. Also he +was uncommonly shrewd and observant, and he very soon came to the +conclusion that the business of his life must be to please the Chinaman. + +In this task he began to succeed better than he could have hoped. +Sing, for all his look of unplumbed wickedness, did not treat him so +badly as soon as he began to make himself of use. For one thing he got +a share of the best food that was going, the scraps from the cabin +table, and this was a very important matter for one of the hungriest +boys aboard one of the hungriest ships athwart the seas. + +In the course of the third week, Henry Harper began to buck up a bit. +His first experience of the motions of a ship at sea had made him +horribly unwell. As night after night he lay tossing and moaning as +loudly as he dared in the stifling darkness between the boiler and the +galley stairs, without a friend in the world and only an unspeakable +fate to look forward to, he felt many times that he was going to die +and could only hope the end would be easy. + +However, he had learned already that the act of death is not a simple +matter if you have to compass it for yourself. Every morning found him +limp as a rag, but always and ever alive. And then gradually he got +the turn. Each day he grew a little stronger, a little bolder, so that +by the end of the third week he had even begun to feel less afraid of +the Chinaman. + +In the middle of the fourth week, he had a bit of real luck. And it +came to him in the guise of an inspiration. It was merely that one +night when the time came for turning into that stifling inferno which +he still dreaded with all his soul, he literally took his courage in +his hands. He spread Johnnie's overcoat in the farthest corner of the +galley itself, made a pillow of the bundle that Mother had given him, +and then without venturing a look in the direction of the Chinaman very +quietly lay down and waited, with beating heart, for the worst. + +Strange to say, the worst never happened. For a long time he expected +a boot in his ribs. Every nerve was braced to receive it. But the +slow minutes passed and no boot came. All this time Sing sat on the +bacon box, smoking solemnly, and taking an occasional sip of grog from +his pannikin. And then suddenly Henry Harper went quite deliciously to +sleep, and dreamed that he was in the West Indies, and had caught a +real live parrot for Johnnie. + +It was a really wonderful sleep that he had. He did not wake once till +four bells struck in the morning watch, the proper time for starting +the duties of the day. These began with lighting the fire and filling +the copper. He rose from his corner a new boy, and there was Sing +lying peacefully in the middle of the floor, not taking notice of +anyone. And the odd thing was that during the day Sing showed him no +disfavor; and when night came and it was time once more to turn in, +Henry Harper lay down again in the corner of the galley. There was now +no need to await the arrival of the Chinaman's boot. + + + + +XIII + +The floor of the galley gave Henry Harper his first start on the road +to manhood. He got so far along it as to be only a little afraid of +the Chinaman. But that was his limit for some little time to come. +Meanwhile he continued in the punctual discharge of his duties, and for +some months things seemed to go fairly well with him. But at last +there came a fatal day when the sinister figure of Mr. Thompson +appeared once more upon the scene. The boy was told briefly and +roughly that the ship was short-handed, that he was wanted aft at once, +and that he had better take his truck along with him. + +From that hour the current of his life was changed. For many a day +after that he was to know neither peace nor security. He had been +called to bear a part in the terrific fight that went on all day and +all night, between this crazy windjammer and the forces of nature. + +For days and weeks the brain of Henry Harper was a confused horror of +raging seas, tearing winds, impossible tasks, brutal and savage +commands. He did his best, he kept on doing it even when he didn't +know what he was doing, but what a best it was! He was buffeted about +the slippery decks by the hand of man or the hand of nature; he +understood less than half of what was said to him, and even that he +didn't know how to set about doing. The _Margaret Carey_ was so ill +found that she seemed at the mercy of the great gales and the mighty +seas of the Atlantic. She was flung and tossed to all points of the +compass; her decks were always awash; her furious and at times half +demented Old Man was always having to heave her to, but Henry Harper +was never a hand's turn of use on the deck of that hell ship. + +He was so unhandy that in the port watch they christened him "Sailor." +There wasn't a blame thing he could do. He was so sick and sorry, he +was so scared out of his life that the Old Man used to get furious at +the mere sight of him. + +For weeks the boy hardly knew what it was to have a whole skin or a dry +shirt. The terrible seas got higher and higher as they came nearer the +Horn, the wind got icier, the Old Man's temper got worse, the ship got +crazier, the crew got smaller and smaller by accidents and disease; +long before Cape Stiff was reached in mid-Atlantic the _Margaret Carey_ +was no habitation for a human soul. + +Sailor's new berth in the half-deck was always awash. Every time he +turned into it he stood a good chance of being drowned like a rat in a +hole. The cold was severe. He had no oilskins or any proper seaman's +gear, except a pair of makeshift leggings from the slop chest. Day +after day he was soaked to the skin, and in spite of Johnnie's overcoat +and all the clothes in the bundle Mother had given him, he could seldom +keep dry. + +Every man aboard the _Margaret Carey_, except the Old Man and Mr. +Thompson, and perhaps the second mate, Mr. MacFarlane, in his rare +moments of optimism, was convinced she would never see Frisco. The +crew was a bad one. Dagoes are not reckoned much as seamen, the +Dutchmen were sullen and stupid, none of the Yankees and English was +really quite white. The seas were like mountains; often during the day +and night all available hands had to be literally fighting them for +their lives. + +All through this time Henry Harper found only one thing to do, and that +was to keep on keeping on. But the wonder was he was able even to do +that. Often he felt so weak and miserable that he could hardly drag +himself along the deck. He had had more than one miraculous escape +from being washed overboard. His time must come soon enough, but he +could take no step to bring it nearer, because he felt that never again +would he be able to arrange the matter for himself. Something must +have snapped that night he had waited on the wrong rail for the engine. +Bowery Joe, the toughest member of the crew, a regular down-east +Yankee, who liked to threaten him with a knife because of the look on +his face, had told him that he ought to have been born a muddy dago, +and that he was "short of sand." + +There seemed to be something missing that others of his kind possessed. +But he had many things to worry about just then. He just kept on +keeping on--out of the way of the Old Man as well as he could--out of +the way of the fist of the second mate--out of the way of the boots and +the knives of all and sundry--out of the way of the raging, murderous +sea that, after all, was his only friend. The time came when sheer +physical misery forced him to be always hiding from the other members +of the crew. + +One morning the Old Man caught him skulking below after all hands had +been piped on deck to get the canvas off her. The Old Man said not a +word, but carried him up the companion by the nape of the neck as if he +had been a kitten, brought him on the main deck, and fetched him up in +the midst of his mates at the foot of the mast. He then ordered him +aloft with the rest of them. + +In absolute desperation Sailor began to climb. He knew that if he +disobeyed he would be flung into the sea. Clinging, feet and claws, +like a cat, for the sake of the life he hadn't the courage to lose, he +fought his way up somehow through the icy wind and the icier spray that +was ever leaping up and hitting him, no matter how high he went. He +fought his way as far as the lower yardarm. Here he clung helpless, +dazed with terror, faint with exhaustion. Commands were screamed from +below, which he could not understand, which he could not have obeyed +had he understood them, since he now lacked the power to stir from his +perch. His hands were frozen stiff; there was neither use nor breath +in his body; the motions of the ship were such that if he tried to +shift a finger he would be flung to the deck he could no longer see, +and be pulped like an apple. So he clung frantically to the shrouds, +trying to keep his balance, although he had merely to let go an instant +in order to end his troubles. But this he could not do; and in the +meantime commands and threats were howled at him in vain. + +"Come down, then," bawled the Old Man at last, beside himself with fury. + +But the boy couldn't move one way or the other. At that moment it was +no more possible to come down than it was to go up higher. + +They had to roll up the sails without his aid. After that the fury of +the wind and the sea seemed to abate a bit. Perhaps this was more +Henry Harper's fancy than anything else; but at least it enabled him to +gather the strength to move from his perch and slide down the futtock +shrouds to the deck. + +The Old Man was waiting for him at the foot of the mast. He took him +by the throat. + +"One o' you fetch me a bight o' cord," he roared quietly. He had to +roar to make himself heard at all, but it was a quiet sort of roar that +meant more than it could express. + +He was promptly obeyed by two or three. There was going to be a bit of +fun with Sailor. + +Frank, an Arab and reckoned nothing as a seaman, was the first with the +cord, but Louis, a Peruvian, was hard on his heels. The boy wondered +dimly what was going to happen. + +The Old Man took hold of his wrists and tied them so tightly behind him +that the double twist of cord cut into his thin flesh. But he didn't +feel it very much just then. The next thing the boy knew was that he +was being dragged along the deck. Then he realized that he was being +lashed to the mizzen fife-rail while several of the crew stood around +grinning approvingly. And when this was done they left him there. +They left him unable to sit or to lie down, or even to stand, because +the seas continually washed his feet from under him. There was nothing +to protect him from the pitiless wind of the Atlantic that cut through +his wretched body like a knife, or the yet more pitiless waves that +broke over it, soaking him to the skin and half dashing out his life. +Mercifully the third sea that came, towering like a mountain and then +seeming to burst right over him, although such was not the case, left +him insensible. + +He didn't know exactly how or when it was that he came to. He had a +dim idea that he was very slowly dying a worse death than he had ever +imagined it was possible for anything to die. It was a process that +went on and on; and then there came a blank; and then it started again, +and he remembered he was still alive and that he was still dying; and +then another blank; and then there was something alive quite near him; +and then he remembered Mother and tried to gasp her name. + +When at last Henry Harper came to himself he found he was in the arms +of Mr. Thompson. The Old Man with the devil in his eyes was standing +by; all around the Horn he had been drinking heavily. Mr. MacFarlane, +Mr. Petersen the third mate, and some of the others were also standing +by. + +The boy heard the Old Man threaten to put Mr. Thompson in irons, and +heard him call him a mutinous dog. Mr. Thompson made no reply, but no +dog could have looked more mutinous than he did as he held the boy in +his arms. There was a terrible look on his face, and Mr. MacFarlane +and the others held back a bit. + +It chanced, however, that there was just one thought at the back of the +Old Man's mind, and it was this that saved Mr. Thompson, also the boy +and perhaps the ship. He feared no man, he had no God when he was in +drink, and he didn't set much store by the devil as a working +institution; but drunk or sober he was always a first-rate seaman and +he cared a great deal about his ship. And he knew very well that +except himself Mr. Thompson was the only first-rate seaman aboard the +_Margaret Carey_, and that without his aid there was little chance of +the vessel reaching Frisco. It was this thought at the back of the Old +Man's mind that prevented his putting Mr. Thompson in irons. + +The boy lay longer than he knew, hovering much nearer to death than he +guessed, in Mr. Thompson's bunk, with Mr. Thompson's spare oilskins +over him, his dry blankets under him, and Mr. Thompson moistening his +lips with grog every few minutes for several hours. It was a pretty +near go; had Henry Harper known how near it was he might have taken his +chance. But he didn't know, and in the course of two or three days +nature and Mr. Thompson and perhaps a change in the weather pulled him +through. + +All the way out from London until the third day past the Horn the +weather had been as dirty as it knew how to be; and it knows how to be +very dirty indeed aboard a windjammer on the fifty-sixth degree of +latitude in the month of December, which is not the worst time of the +year. But it suddenly took quite a miraculous turn for the better. +The wind allowed Mr. Thompson to shift the course of the _Margaret +Carey_ a couple of points in two hours, so that before that day was out +the old tub, which could not have been so crazy as she seemed to Henry +Harper, was running before it in gala order with all her canvas spread. + +During the following morning the sun was seen for the first time for +some weeks, and the port watch gave it a cheer of encouragement. By +nightfall the wind and the sea were behaving very well, all things +considered, and they shared the credit with Mr. Thompson of having +saved the life of Henry Harper. + +The Old Man's temper began to mend with the weather. He was not all +bad--very few men are--it was merely as Mr. Thompson had said, that +when drink was in him he was a devil. The dirtier the weather the more +drink there was in him, as a rule. When the sun shone again and things +began to look more hopeful, the Old Man's temper improved out of all +knowledge. + +The Old Man set such store by seamanship that it was the one quality he +respected in others. His world was divided into those who were good +seamen and those who were not good seamen. If you were a good seaman +he would never forget it in his dealings with you; if you were not a +good seaman, whatever else you might be, you could go to hell for all +that he cared. And of all the seamen he had shipped in the course of a +pretty long experience as a master mariner, he had never, in his own +judgment, come across the equal of Mr. Thompson. This was his fifth +time round the Horn with that gentleman as mate, and each voyage +increased the Old Man's respect for his remarkable ability. He had +never seen anything better than the style in which the mate got the old +ship before the wind; nothing could be more perfect than the way she +was moving now under all her canvas; and that evening in the cabin, +after supper, the Old Man broached a bottle of his "pertickler" and +decided upon some little _amende_ to the mate for having threatened to +put him in irons. + +"That bye is no use on deck," he said. "He had better come here and +make himself useful until he gets stronger." + +The Old Man meant this for a great concession, and Mr. Thompson +accepted it in the spirit in which it was offered. The Old Man now +regarded the boy as part and parcel of Mr. Thompson's property, and it +was by no means certain, such is the subtle psychology of active +benevolence, that Mr. Thompson did not regard the boy in that light +also. At any rate the boy looked on the mate as his natural protector. +Henry Harper craved for someone to whom he could render homage and +obedience. He would have reverenced the Old Man had he been worthy of +such an emotion; as it was he had to fall back on the mate, a rough man +to look at, and a very bad one to cross, but one to whom he owed his +life, and the only friend he had. + +It took Henry Harper a fortnight to get fairly on his legs again. Then +he was able to come on deck as far as the break of the poop. Much +seemed to have happened to the world since he had been below. He found +the sun shining gloriously; there was hardly a puff of wind; the crew +in high good humor were cheerfully mending sails. It was not the same +ship, it was not the same sea, it was not the same world he had left a +long fortnight ago. He was amazed and thrilled. The slum-bred waif +had no idea that any world could be like this. Moreover, the +convalescent stage of a dangerous illness was cleansing and renewing +him. For the first time since he had been born he forgot the burden of +his inheritance. He was suddenly intoxicated by the extraordinary +majesty and beauty of the universe. + +The sea, what an indescribably glorious thing! The sky without a cloud +in it! He had never seen any sky at Blackhampton to compare with this. +The air, how clean and bright it was! The mollymawks with their +beautiful white breasts were skimming the green water. It was a +glorious world. He heard a dago singing at his work. He almost wanted +to sing as well. + +He got a needle and some packthread and sat down on the afterhatch and +suddenly made up his mind to do his best. He could make nothing of his +life, or of his circumstances. His wretched body was all sore and +bruised and broken; his head was still going round and round; he didn't +know what he was, or why he was, or where he was; but a very glorious +earth had been made by Somebody, just as a very miserable thing had +been made by Somebody. However, let him keep on keeping on. + +He had gone too far, thus early in life, for self-pity. Besides there +was too much happening around him, too much to look at, too much to do +to think very deeply about himself. Yes, it was a very wonderful +world. The sun began to warm his veins as he sat plying his needle, +such a sun as he had never known. The colors all around were simply +marvelous; blues and yellows, greens and purples! There was nothing at +Blackhampton to compare with them. The dago seated near had set down +his needle, had dabbled his hand in the water, had begun to sing louder +than ever. Yes, Blackhampton was not to be compared with such a world +as this. + +For the next three weeks things began to go a bit kinder for Henry +Harper. Each day grew warmer, more gorgeous; there was no wind to +speak of; the sea became so smooth that it might have been the West +Norton and Bagsworth canal. And as it was clearly realized by the rest +of the crew that for some mysterious reason Sailor was now under the +extremely powerful protection of Mr. Thompson, they were careful to +keep their hands off him, and also their boots. This made life a +little duller for them, but a bit easier for Henry Harper. + + + + +XIV + +Three weeks or so this good life went on. Horror unspeakable was at +the back of the boy's mind. There were things he could never forget as +long as life lasted. At any moment they might return upon him; but +during those days of sun and calm Henry Harper was in an enchanted +world. It was so warm and fair that he retrieved Johnny's overcoat and +Mother's bundle from his bunk where they had been a long time soaking, +spread them on the deck to dry, and had them for a pillow when he slept +that night underneath the stars. + +But the good days were soon at an end. Each one after the +twenty-second got hotter and hotter; the twenty-fourth was quite +unpleasant; the heat on the twenty-seventh became almost unbearable. +They were now in the doldrums in a dead calm. + +"Shouldn't wonder if we find trouble before we get to the China seas." +Thus Mr. MacFarlane, the second mate, a prophetic Scotsman, in Henry +Harper's hearing. + +Mr. MacFarlane was right, as he generally was in these matters--more so +perhaps than he had reckoned, for they managed to find a good deal of +trouble before they got to the China seas. + +For several days there was no stir in the air. The heat grew worse; +and then one afternoon it suddenly became very dark, without any +apparent reason. Mr. Thompson went about with a face uglier than +usual, and Mr. MacFarlane said they were cutting straight into the tail +of a typhoon; and then there was an anxious consultation with the Old +Man on deck. + +Mr. Thompson's face got uglier as the sky got darker, and the sea +became like a mixture of oil and lead. It was almost impossible to +breathe even on deck; there wasn't a capful of air in the sails or out +of them; all the crew had their tongues out; and instead of eating his +supper that evening the Old Man opened a bottle of his "pertickler." + +The boy turned in that night, in the new berth that had been found for +him by Mr. Thompson's orders, with a feeling that something was going +to happen. For one thing the Old Man looked like having the devil in +him again before the morning. Moreover, the heat was so intense that +sleep seemed out of the question. + +However, the boy fell asleep unexpectedly, and was presently awakened +in a stifling darkness by a sudden awful and incredible sound of +rushing and tearing. He sat up gasping for air and wondering what it +was that had happened. + +Afraid to stay where he was, for it was certain that something terrible +had occurred, he got out of his bunk and groped his way as well as he +could through the darkness, and at last made his way on deck. Here it +was as black as it was below; all the lights were out; the sky was like +pitch; the sea could not be seen; but he knew at once the cause of the +tearing and rushing. It was the wind. + +The wind was blowing in a manner he would not have thought to be +possible. Its fury was stupendous. It was impossible to stand up in +it, therefore he did the only thing that he could: he lay down. + +Some time he lay on the deck, unable to move forward a yard, or even to +return whence he came, such was the pressure that held him down. Then +it was he felt a new kind of terror. This was more than physical, it +seemed beyond the mind of man. They had had high winds and fierce +storms at Blackhampton, but never had he known or guessed that there +could be a thing of this kind. Such a wind was outside nature +altogether. It seemed to be tearing the ship into little bits. + +Several times he tried to rise to his feet in the darkness and find his +way below, but it was no use. Flesh and blood could not stand an +instant against such a rage as that. And then as he lay down again +full length, clutching the hot deck itself for safety, he began to +wonder why no one else was about. Slowly the truth came to him, but +not at first in a form in which he could recognize or understand it. +It seemed to creep upon him like a nightmare. All the crew and Mr. +Thompson and the Old Man had been blown overboard, and he was drifting +about the world, a strange unbelievable world, alone on the ship. + +He began to shriek with terror. Yet he didn't know that. It was not +possible to hear the sound of his own voice. He lay writhing on the +deck in a state of dementia. A caveman caught and soused by his first +thunderstorm could not have been more pitiable. He was alone, in this +unknown sea, in this endless night, with all eternity around him. + +Again he tried to rise from the deck, but he was still held down, +gasping and choking, by a crushing weight of wind. It would be a +merciful thing if the ship went to the bottom. But even if it did his +case might be no better. Then came the thought that this was what had +happened. The ship had foundered, and this tempest and this appalling +darkness were what he had heard the Reverend Rogers speak of, at a very +nice tea party at the Brookfield Street Mission Hall to which he had +once been invited, as "the life to come." + +Henry Harper remembered that "the life to come" was to be a very +terrifying business for "those who had done evil," and according to the +Reverend Rogers all men had done evil; moreover, he had dwelt at great +length on the Wrath of the Supreme Being who was called God. + +Henry Harper was in the presence of God. This terrific wind in which +it was impossible for any created thing to exist was the Wrath of the +Supreme Being. Such a thought went beyond reason. It was a key which +unlocked secret chambers in the inherited memory of Henry Harper. Many +were the half remembered things of which he had had experience through +former eons of time. The idea of God was the chief of these. + +Half mad with subconscious recollection, he began to crawl like a snake +on his belly along the deck. The key was unlocking one chamber after +another in his soul. Now he was a fire worshiper in a primeval forest; +now he was cleansing his spirit in the blood of sacrifice; now he was +kneeling and praying; now he was dancing round a pile of stones. He +was flooded with a subconscious memory of world-old worship of the +Unseen, a propitiation of the thing called God. + +He was a caveman in the presence of deity. Shuddering in every pulse +of his being he pressed his face to the hot boards of the deck. The +secret chambers of his mind were assailing him with things unspeakable. +Even the Reverend Rogers could not have imagined them. + +All at once he rolled up against something soft in the darkness. With +a thrill of hope he knew it was a living thing. It was a dago bereft +like himself. Lying with his sweating face pressed to the deck, he +also was in the presence of deity. + +The noise was too great for their voices to be heard, but each knew +that the other was alive, and they lay side by side for two hours, +contriving to save their reason by the sense of each other's nearness. + +After that time had passed they were able to crawl into shelter. Here +they found others of the crew in varying states of terror and +stupefaction. But it was now getting lighter, and the wind was blowing +less. The worst was over. It seemed very remarkable that the +_Margaret Carey_ was still afloat. + +In two hours more the wind had died. An hour after that they saw the +sun again and the ship kept her course as if nothing had occurred. +Indeed, nothing had occurred to speak of, in Mr. Thompson's opinion, +except that two members of the crew had fetched away and gone +overboard, and they could ill afford to lose them, being undermanned +already. + +It was now the boy's duty to wait on the Old Man in the cabin. This +was more to his taste than having to lend a hand in the port watch. He +was not the least use on deck, and was assured by everybody that he +never would be, but in the cabin he was very alert and diligent, and +less inefficient than might have been expected. He was really very +quick in some ways, and he laid himself out to please the Old Man with +his cheerful willingness, not that he felt particularly willing or +cheerful either, but he knew that was the only way to save his skin. +At any rate, Sailor was not going back into the port watch if he could +possibly help it. + +For such a boy as he, with an eager, imaginative brain always asking +questions of its profoundly ignorant owner, the cabin was a far more +interesting place than the half-deck or the forecastle. There was a +measure of society in the cabin; Mr. Thompson and Mr. MacFarlane +sometimes fraternized with the Old Man, after supper, and their +discourse when they turned to and smoked their pipes and discussed a +noggin of the Old Man's "pertickler," of which they were great +connoisseurs, was very well worth hearing. + +Henry Harper found that when the Old Man was not upset by the +weather--which generally brought on a drinking attack--he was human +more or less. Although prone to outbursts of fury, in which anything +might occur, he was by no means all bad. In fact, he was rather by way +of being religious when the elements were in his favor. When at a +loose end he would read a chapter of the Bible, which was of the large +family order, adorned the cabin sideboard, and had apparently been +handed down from father to son. If the weather was good there was +often an instructive theological discussion with Mr. MacFarlane after +supper. The second mate was very full of Biblical lore. His +interpretation of Holy Writ was not always identical with that of his +superior officer, and being a Scotsman and a man of great parts and +character, he never temporized or waived a point. Sometimes he flatly +contradicted the Old Man who, to Henry Harper's intense surprise, would +take it lying down, being an earnest seeker after light in these high +matters. For all that, some of the Old Man's Biblical theories were +quite unshakable, as, for instance, that Jonah could not have been a +first-rate seaman. + +In spite of being short-handed, things began to go a bit better. There +was very little wind, the sea was like glass, the sun was beautifully +warm all day, and at night a warm and glowing sky was sown thickly with +stars. Rather late one afternoon, while the Old Man was drinking his +tea, Mr. MacFarlane appeared in the cabin with a look of importance, +and reported land to starboard. + +"Nonsense, Mr. MacFarlane," said the Old Man. "We are a good nine days +from anywhere." + +Mr. MacFarlane, however, maintained with polite firmness--land to +starboard not being a theological matter--that land there was on the +starboard bow, N. by NE. as well as he could reckon. + +"Nonsense, Mr. MacFarlane," said the Old Man. + +But he rose from his tea at once, took his binoculars and clambered on +deck. A little while afterwards he returned in a state of odd +excitement, accompanied by Mr. Thompson, and they spread out a chart on +the cabin table. + +"By God," said the Old Man, "it's the Island of San Pedro." And he +suddenly brought his fist down on the chart. Moreover, he pronounced +the name with a curious intensity. "By God," he said, "I haven't seen +that island for four and twenty years. We tried to dodge a typhoon, +but was caught in her, and went aground on the Island of San Pedro. +There was only me and the ship's bye as lived to tell the tale." + +The voice of the Old Man had grown hoarse, and in his eyes was a glow +of dark excitement. Suddenly they met full and square the startled +eyes of the boy who was listening eagerly. + +"Only me and the ship's bye," said the Old Man, his voice falling +lower. "We lived six weeks on shellfish and the boots and clothes of +the dead." + +The voice of the Old Man sank to a thrilling whisper. He then said +sharply: "Bye, a bottle o' brandy." + +When Henry Harper brought the brandy his face was like a piece of white +chalk. + +"Only me and the ship's bye," repeated the Old Man in a hoarse whisper. +"The others went ravin' mad. We knifed 'em one by one; it was the +kindest thing to do. The bye didn't go ravin' mad till afterwards. +And there weren't no Board of Trade Inquiry." + +"No, sir," said Mr. Thompson, nodding his ugly head and speaking in a +slow, inhuman voice. + +"No Board o' Trade inquiry," said the Old Man. "Nine men and the +ship's bye on the Island o' San Pedro, latitude eighteen degrees, +longitude one hundred and twenty-four degrees." He placed his finger +on the chart on the cabin table. "There y'are, Mr. Thompson. And on'y +me to tell the tale. The bye was gibbering like a baboon by the time +he was fetched aboard the _Para Wanka_, Chinese barque out o' Honolulu. +I was a bit touched meself. Thirteen weeks in 'orspital. Remarkable +recovery. That's the knife on the sideboard in the leather case." + +Mr. Thompson took the knife in his hand reverently. + +"No Board o' Trade inquiry, sir," he said. + +"No Board o' Trade inquiry," said the Old Man, taking a good drink of +neat brandy. "Come on deck and let us have another look at the Island +of San Pedro." + +Overcome by a sense of uncanny fascination the boy followed the Old Man +and the mate up the companion and to the deck. Long the Old Man gazed +at the island through his glass, but made no further remark. Then, +having seen enough of it, he handed the glass to Mr. Thompson, who made +no remark either, but gazed with a mask of steel at the Island of San +Pedro. + +Mr. MacFarlane, who stood by, pointed with his finger suddenly. + +"Sharks," he said. + +"Aye," said the Old Man with queer eyes, "these roads is full of 'em. +Aye, there they are, the pretties!" + +The boy followed Mr. MacFarlane's finger over the deck rail, and sure +enough, quite near to the ship was a number of creatures whose upturned +bellies shone a strange dead white. + +"Come every morning to look at us, the pretties, on the Island of San +Pedro." The Old Man laughed in a queer way. "The tide brought 'em +more than one nice breakfast, but they never had no luck with me and +that bye. He! he! he!" + +The Old Man went down to the cabin rather unsteadily, but laughing all +the way. + + + + +XV + +"Shouldn't wonder if it's a wet night," said Mr. MacFarlane to the mate +in the hearing of the boy. + +This was a technicality that Henry Harper didn't understand, but it +held no mystery for Mr. Thompson, who smiled as he alone could and +growled, "Yep." + +After supper, the Old Man sat late and drank deep. He pressed both his +officers to share with him. He was always passing the bottle, but +though Mr. Thompson and Mr. MacFarlane were able to keep a stout +course, they were simply not in it with the Old Man. For one thing +both were men of principle who preferred rum to brandy, and very +luckily for the _Margaret Carey_, Mr. Thompson in certain aspects of +his nature preferred his ship to either. + +The Old Man talked much that night of the Island of San Pedro, overmuch +perhaps for the refined mind of the second mate. The boy stood +listening behind the Old Man's chair, ready to go about as soon as the +Old Man should be at the end of the bottle. + +"No, we didn't touch human flesh," said the Old Man. "I give you my +word of honor as a Christian man. But we caught one o' the Chinamen at +it--two of us was Chinamen--an' we drew lots as to who should do him +in. There was three white men left at that time, including myself and +excluding the bye. Andrews it was, our bosun, who drawed the ticket, +and as soon as he drawed it I thought he looked young for the work. He +wanted to pass it to me, but I said no--he'd drawed the ticket an' he +must do the will o' God." + +"'Scuse my interrupting, sir," said Mr. MacFarlane, "but how did ye +know it was the will o' God?" + +"Because he'd drawed the ticket, you fool," snapped the Old Man. +"Didn't I say he'd drawed the ticket?" + +"Yep," nodded Mr. Thompson. + +"Very well, then," said the Old Man with acerbity. "It was up to +Andrews to do the will o' God. He said he'd not do it then, but he'd +wait until the morning. I said, 'There's no time like the present,' +but he was Scotch, and he was obstinate, an' the mornin' never come for +Andrews. He began to rave in the night, as we all lay together on the +sand, with the Chinaman in the middle, and at the screech o' dawn when +I give him the knife, I see at once he was off his rocker." + +"Up the pole, sir?" asked Mr. MacFarlane, politely. + +"Yes, blast you," said the Old Man. "Don't you understand plain +English? Bye, another bottle." + +As the boy's livid face was caught by the lamp on the table while he +bent over it with the new bottle, the Old Man suddenly laughed. There +was something in the boy's eyes that went straight to his heart. + +"By God!" he said, refilling his glass. "That's a good idea. We'll +put Sailor here ashore on the Island o' San Pedro first thing in the +morning. We will, so help me!" And the Old Man winked solemnly at Mr. +Thompson and the second mate. + +Mr. Thompson smiled and the second mate laughed. The idea itself was +humorous, and the Old Man's method of expressing it seemed to lend it +point. + +"That's a good idea," said the Old Man, bringing his fist down so +sharply that the brandy out of his glass slopped over on the +tablecloth. "Sailor here shall be put ashore at sunrise on the Island +of San Pedro. We'll never be able to make a man of him aboard the +_Margaret Carey_. We'll see what the tigers and the lions and the +wolves and hyenas 'll do with him on the Island o' San Pedro." + +"Sirpints, Cap'n?" inquired Mr. Thompson innocently, as he returned the +look of his superior officer. + +"God bless me, yes, Mr. Thompson!" said the Old Man in a thrilling +voice. "That's why you've got to keep out o' the trees. My advice to +Sailor is--are ye attendin', young feller?--always sleep on sand. +Sirpints won't face sand, and it's something to know that, Mr. +Thompson, when you are all on your lonesome on the Island of San Pedro." + +"I've heard that afore, sir," said Mr. Thompson, impressively. "Never +knowed the truth o' it, though." + +"True enough, Mr. Thompson," said the Old Man. "Sirpints has no use +for sand. Worries 'em, as you might say." + +"I've always understood, sir," said Mr. MacFarlane, whose humor was apt +to take a pragmatical turn, "that it's only one sort o' sirpint what's +shy o' sand." + +The Old Man eyed the second mate sullenly. + +"O' course it is," he said, "and that's the on'y sort they've got on +the Island o' San Pedro. The long, round-bellied sort, as don't bite +but squeeges." + +"And swallers yer?" said Mr. Thompson. + +"And swallers yer. Pythons, I think they're called, or am I thinkin' +o' boar constrictors?" + +"Pythons, sir," said Mr. MacFarlane. "What swallows a bullock as easy +as it swallows a baby." + +"Yes, that's right." The Old Man turned to grin at the boy, but there +was pathos in his voice. "Sailor, my bye, you must keep out o' the +trees. Promise me, Sailor, you'll keep out o' the trees." + +The boy had to hold on by the table. The laughter that rang in his +ears could only have one meaning. He knew that the Old Man with the +drink in him would be as good as his word. Suddenly, by a queer trick +of the mind, Henry Harper was again a newsboy crying, "'Orrible Crime +on the 'Igh Seas," along the streets of Blackhampton. + + + + +XVI + +Sailor didn't sleep that night in his bunk in the half-deck but lay in +the lee of the chart-house looking up at the stars. Now and again, he +could hear little plop-plops in the water, and these he knew were +sharks. It was a night like heaven itself--not that Sailor had had +much experience of heaven so far--wonderfully calm, with the stars so +bright that even as he lay he could see the outline of the Island of +San Pedro. It was so clear in the starlight that he could see little +dark patches here and there rising to the skyline. These were trees he +was sure. + +He didn't try to sleep, but lay waiting for the dawn, not thinking of +what he should do, or what he ought to do. What was the use? He was +alone and quite helpless, and he was now in a state altogether beyond +mere terror; he was face to face with that which his mind could not +meet. But he was as sure as those stars were in the sky, that as soon +as it was light the Old Man would put him ashore on the Island of San +Pedro, and that even Mr. Thompson would raise no protest. + +Once or twice he tried to think, but it was no use. His brain was +going. He must lie there and wait. How long he lay he didn't know, +but it seemed hours before he heard the morning watch come on deck, and +even then it was some while from daylight. For a long, long time he +lay stupefied, unable to do anything but listen for the stealthy +plop-plop of the sharks in the water. And when the daylight came, at +first it was so imperceptible that he did not notice it. + +At last the sun got up, and then he saw that right away to starboard +the sky was truly wonderful, a mass of delicate color which the eye +could not grasp. For a moment, the soul of Henry Harper was entranced. +Heaven itself was opening before him. His mind went back to the +Reverend Rogers and the Brookfield Street Mission. With a stab of +shame for having so long forgotten them, he suddenly recalled the words +of the Reverend Rogers upon the subject of the Golden Gates. Flooded +by an intolerable rush of memories, he imagined he could see and hear +the Choir Invisible. The fowls of the air were heralding a marvelous +sunrise in the Pacific. + +For a moment he forgot the Island of San Pedro. Another door of memory +had been unlocked. He was in a flood of golden light. There straight +before him were the gates of paradise. He was looking at the home of +God. Suddenly Henry Harper thought he could hear the voices of the +angels. He strained his eyes to starboard. Real angels with wings +would be a wonderful sight. The fowls of the air were in chorus, the +sharks were plopping in the water, the gates of heaven were truly +marvelous--orange, crimson, gold, purple, every color he had ever seen +or imagined, and he had seen and imagined many, was now filling his +eyes with ecstasy. At every pore of being he was sensing light and +sound. He was like a harp strung up. And then in the midst of it all, +there came the voice of the Old Man as he climbed on deck, with Mr. +Thompson at his heels. And then ... and then ... the heavens opened +... and Henry Harper saw ... and Henry Harper saw.... + + +There was a great plop in the water, much nearer than that of the +sharks. There followed heartrending screams and cries, enough to +appall the soul of man. All hands rushed to the side of the ship. + +"It's on'y Sailor," said the Old Man, with a drunken growl. "Let him +drown." + +In the next instant there came another great plop in the water. + +"What the hell!" roared the Old Man. + +"Please, sir, Mr. Thompson's gone for him." + +"Mr. who? ... blast you!" + +"Mr. Thompson, sir." + +"Then lower the gig." The Old Man began to stamp up and down the deck, +roaring like a maniac. "Lower the gig, I tell ye." His fingers were +the first on the davits. "And all hands pipe up a chantey ... louder +... louder ... blast you! ... to keep off those sharks." + +The Old Man's voice was hoarse and terrible, as he worked like a demon +to launch the boat. + +"Louder, louder, blast you!" he kept roaring. The smooth, dead-white +bellies lay all around, shining in the sunrise. The Old Man was in a +frenzy; it seemed as if the boat would never be got into the water. + +At last it was launched and the Old Man was the first to jump into it, +still roaring like one possessed. He beat the water furiously with a +piece of spar. But Mr. Thompson with the boy in tow seemed to be +holding his own very well. Either the sharks had not seen them, or +they dare not approach in the midst of that terrific outcry. + +They were soon in the boat, Mr. Thompson being a powerful swimmer; and +when at last they were back on the deck of the _Margaret Carey_, the +boy lay gasping and the mate stood by like some large and savage dog, +shaking the water out of his eyes. + +"Whatever made you do that, Mr. Thompson?" expostulated the Old Man. +He was a good deal sobered by the incident, and his manner showed it. + +Mr. Thompson did not answer. He stood glowering at a number of the +hands who had gathered round. + +"Don't none o' you gennelmen touch that bye," he said with a slow +snarl, and he pointed to the heap on the deck. + +They took Mr. Thompson's advice. Most people did aboard the _Margaret +Carey_. Even the Old Man respected it in the last resort, that was if +he was sober enough to respect anything. But with him it was the +seamanship rather than the personal force of his chief officer that +turned the scale. It was the man himself to whom less exalted people +bowed the knee. + +It took the boy the best part of two days to recover the use of his +wits. And even then he was not quite as he had been. Something seemed +to have happened to him; a very subtle, almost imperceptible change had +taken place. He had touched bottom. In a dim way he seemed to realize +that he had been made free of some high and awful mystery. + +The knowledge was reflected in the thin brown face, haunted now with +all manner of unimaginable things. But the feeling of defeat and +hopelessness had passed; a new Henry Harper had come out of the sea; +never again was he quite so feckless after that experience. + +For one thing, he was no longer afraid to go aloft. During the warm +calm delightful days in the Indian Ocean when things went well with the +ship, and there happened to be nothing doing in the cabin, Sailor began +to make himself familiar with the yards. All through the good weather +he practiced climbing assiduously, so that one day the Old Man remarked +upon it to the mate, demanding of that gentleman, "What has happened to +Sailor? He goes aloft like a monkey and sleeps in the cross-trees." + +Mr. Thompson made no reply, but a look came into his grim face which +might be said to express approval. + +The Old Man and the mate were the first to recognize that a change had +taken place in Sailor, but the knowledge was not confined exclusively +to them. It was soon shared by others. One evening, as Sailor sat +sunning himself with the ship's cat on his knee, gazing with intensity +now at the sky, now at the sea, one of the hands, a rough nigger named +Brutus, threw a boot at him in order to amuse the company. There was a +roar of laughter when it was seen that the aim was so true that the boy +had been hit in the face. + +Sailor laid the cat on the deck, got up quietly, and with the blood +running down his cheek came over to Brutus. + +"Was that you, you ----?" To the astonishment of all he addressed in +terms of the sea the biggest bully aboard the ship. + +"Yep," said the nigger, showing his fine teeth in a grin at the others. + +"There, then, you ugly swine," said Sailor. + +In an instant he had whipped out one of the cabin table knives, which +he had hidden against the next attack, and struck at the nigger with +all his strength. If the point of the knife had not been blunt the +nigger would never have thrown another boot at anybody. + +There was a fine to-do. The nigger, a thorough coward, began to howl +and declared he was done. The second mate was fetched, and he reported +the matter at once to the Old Man. + +In a great fury the Old Man came in person to investigate. But he very +soon had the rights of the matter; the boy's cheek was bleeding freely, +and the nigger was more frightened than hurt. + +"Get below you," said the Old Man savagely to the nigger. "I'll have +you in irons. I'll larn you to throw boots." + +That was all the satisfaction the nigger got out of the affair, but +from then boots were not thrown lightheartedly at Sailor. + + + + +XVII + +After many days of ocean tramping with an occasional discharge of cargo +at an out of the way port, the ship put in at Frisco. Here, after a +clean up, a new cargo was taken aboard, also a new crew. This was a +pretty scratch lot; the usual complement of Yankees, Dutchmen, dagoes, +and an occasional Britisher. + +For a long and trying fifteen months, Sailor continued on the seas, +about all the oceans of the world. At the end of that time he was +quite a different boy from the one who had left his native city of +Blackhampton. Dagoes and niggers no longer did as they liked with him. +He still had a strong dislike, it was true, to going aloft in a gale, +but he invariably did as he was told to the best of his ability; he no +longer skulked or showed the white feather in the presence of his +mates. Nevertheless, he was always miserably unhappy. There was +something in his nature that could not accept the hateful discomforts +of a life before the mast, although from the day of his birth he had +never known what it was to lie soft. He was in hell all the time. +Moreover, he knew it and felt it to the inmost fiber of his being; the +soul of Henry Harper was no longer derelict. + +The sense of the miracle which had happened off the Island of San Pedro +abided with him through gale and typhoon, through sunshine and +darkness, through winter and summer. It didn't matter what the sea was +doing, or the wind was saying, or the Old Man was threatening, a +miracle had happened to Henry Harper. He had touched bed rock. He had +seen things and he had learned things; man and nature, all the terrible +and mysterious forces around him could do their worst, but he no longer +feared them in the old craven way. Sailor had suffered a sea change. +The things in earth and heaven he had looked upon none could share with +him, not even Mr. Thompson, that strange and sinister man of the sea, +to whom he owed what was called "his life"; nay, not even the Old Man +himself who had lived six weeks on shellfish on the Island of San Pedro. + +When the _Margaret Carey_ had been to Australia and round the larger +half of the world, she put in at Frisco again. Here she took another +cargo and signed on fresh hands for a voyage round the Pacific Coast. +Among the latter was a man called Klondyke. At least, that was the +name he went by aboard the _Margaret Carey_, and was never called by +any other. At first this individual puzzled Henry Harper considerably. +He shared a berth with him in the half-deck, and the boy--now a grown +man rising sixteen--armed with a curiosity that was perfectly +insatiable, and a faculty of taking lively and particular notice, found +a great deal to interest him in this new chum. + +He was about twenty-four and a Britisher, although Sailor in common +with most of his shipmates thought at first that he was a Yankee. For +one thing, he was a new type aboard the _Margaret Carey_. Very +obviously he knew little of the sea, but that didn't seem to trouble +him. From the moment he set foot aboard, he showed that he could take +good care of himself. It was not obtrusive but quietly efficient care +that he took of himself, yet it seemed to bear upon the attitude of all +with whom he had to do. + +Klondyke knew nothing about a windjammer, but soon started in to learn. +And it didn't seem to matter what ticklish or unpleasant jobs he was +put to--jobs for which Sailor could never overcome a great dislike--he +had always a remarkable air of being in this hard and perilous business +merely for the good of his health. + +Klondyke said he had never been aloft before in his life, and the first +time he went up it was blowing hard from the northeast, yet his chief +concern before he started was to lay a bet of five dollars with anybody +in the starboard watch that he didn't fall out of the rigging. But +there were no takers, for there was not a man aboard who would believe +that this was the first time he had gone up on a yard. + +It was not many weeks before Klondyke was the most efficient ordinary +seaman aboard the _Margaret Carey_. And by that time he had become a +power among the after gang. As one of the Yankees, who was about as +tough as they made them but with just a streak of the right color in +him, expressed it, "Klondyke was a white man from way back." + +The fact was, Klondyke was a white man all through, the only one aboard +the ship. It was not a rarefied or aggressively shining sort of +whiteness. His language on occasion could be quite as salt as that of +anybody else, even more so, perhaps, as he had a greater range of +tongues, both living and dead, from which to choose. He was very +partial to his meals, and growled terribly if the grub went short as it +often did; he also set no store by dagoes and "sich," for he was very +far from believing that all men were equal. They were, no doubt, in +the sight of God, but Klondyke maintained that the English were first, +Yankees and Dutchmen divided second place, and the rest of sea-going +humanity were not on the chart at all. He was always extremely clear +about this. + +From the first day of Klondyke's coming aboard, Sailor, who was very +sharp in some things, became mightily interested in the new hand in the +wonderful fur cap with flaps for the nose and ears, who went about the +ship as if he owned it; while after a time the new hand returned the +compliment by taking a friendly interest in Sailor. But that was not +at first. Klondyke, for all his go-as-you-please air, was not the kind +of man who entered easily upon personal relations. Moreover, there was +something about him which puzzled Henry Harper. He spoke a kind of +lingo the boy had never heard before. It was that as much as anything +which had made Sailor think he was a Yank. He had not been used to +that sort of talk at Blackhampton, nor was it the kind in vogue on the +_Margaret Carey_. If not exactly la-di-da, had it been in the mouth of +some people it would have been considered a trifle thick. + +Sailor's intimacy with Klondyke, which was to have an important bearing +upon his life, began in quite a casual way. One afternoon, with the +sea like glass, and not a puff of wind in the sails, they sat together +on the deck picking oakum to keep them from idleness, when Klondyke +suddenly remarked: "Sailor, don't think me inquisitive, but I'm +wondering what brought you to sea." + +"Inquisitive" was a word Sailor had not heard before, and he could only +guess at its meaning. But he thought Klondyke so little inquisitive +that he said at once quite simply and frankly, "Dunno." He then added +by way of an afterthought, although Klondyke was a new chum and rated +the same as himself, "Mister." + +"No, I expect not," said Klondyke, "but I've been wondering a bit +lately"--there was something very pleasant in Klondyke's tone--"how you +come to be aboard this hell ship. One would have thought you'd have +done better ashore." + +Sailor was not able to offer an opinion upon that. + +"In some kind of a store or an office?" + +"Can't read, can't write." + +"No?" Klondyke's eyebrows went up for a fraction of an instant, then +they came down as if a bit ashamed of themselves for having gone up at +all. "But it's quite easy to learn, you know." + +Sailor gasped in astonishment. He had always been led to believe that +to learn to read and write was a task of superhuman difficulty. Some +of his friends at Blackhampton had attended a night school now and +again, but none of them had been able to make much of the racket of +reading and writing, except one, Nick Price, who had a gift that way +and was good for nothing else. Besides, as soon as he really took to +the game a change came over him. Finally, he left the town. + +"I'd never be able to read an' write," said Sailor. + +"Why not?" said Klondyke. "Why not, like anybody else ... if you stuck +it? Of course, you'd have to stick it, you know. It mightn't come +very kind at first." + +This idea was so entirely new that Sailor rose with quite a feeling of +excitement from the upturned bucket on which he sat. + +"Honest, mister," he said, gazing wistfully into the face of Klondyke, +"do you _fink_ I could?" + +"Sure," said Klondyke. "Sure as God made little apples." + +Sailor decided that he would think it over. It was a very important +step to take. + + + + +XVIII + +Klondyke's library consisted of two volumes: the Bible and "Don +Quixote." Sailor knew a bit about the former work. The Reverend +Rogers had read it aloud on a famous occasion when Henry Harper had had +the luck to be invited to a real blowout of tea and buns at the +Brookfield Street Mission. That was a priceless memory, and Henry +Harper always thought that to hear the Reverend Rogers read the Bible +was a treat. Klondyke, who was not at all like the Reverend Rogers in +word or deed, said it was "a damned good book," and would sometimes +read in it when he was at a bit of a loose end. + +It was by means of this volume that Sailor learned his alphabet. +Presently he got to spelling words of two and three letters, then he +got as far as remembering them, and then came the proud day when he +could write his name with a stump of pencil on a stray piece of the +_Brooklyn Eagle_, in which Klondyke had packed his tooth brush, the +only one aboard the _Margaret Carey_. + +"What is your name, old friend?" Klondyke asked. + +"Enry Arper." + +"H-e-n with a Hen, ry--Henry. H-a-r with a Har, p-e-r--Harper." + +"There ain't no aitch in Arper," said Sailor. + +"Why not?" + +Enry Arper was Sailor's own private name, which he had been given at +his birth, which he had used all his life. He had always felt that as +it was the only thing he owned, it was his to do with as he liked. +Therefore he was determined to spell it according to his fancy. He +wouldn't admit that there could possibly be an aitch in Arper; and for +some little time his faith in Klondyke's competence was a bit shaken, +for his mentor was at pains to make out that there could be and was. + +Henry Harper stuck to his ground, however. + +"It's me own name," he said, "an' I oughter know." + +Klondyke was amused. He seemed rather to admire Sailor's attitude. No +doubt he felt that no Englishman is worth his salt who doesn't spell +his name just as the fancy takes him. + +Klondyke's own name was Jack Pridmore, and it was set out with other +particulars on the flyleaf of his Bible. In a large and rather crude +copperplate was inscribed: + + Jack Pridmore is my name, + England is my nation, + Good old Eton College + Gave me a lib'ral education. + Stet domus et + Floreat Etona. + +The arms of Eton College with the motto "Floreat Etona" were inscribed +on the opposite page, also in tattoo on the left arm of the owner. In +Sailor's opinion, Eton College did flourish undoubtedly in the person +of Jack Pridmore. He was a white man all through, and long before +Sailor could make out that inscription on the flyleaf of Klondyke's +Bible, he was convinced that such was the case. + +In Sailor's opinion, he was a good one to follow anywhere. Everything +in Klondyke seemed in just the right proportion and there was nothing +in excess. He was new to the sea, but he was not in the least green or +raw in anything. You would have to stay up all night if you meant to +get ahead of him. So much had he knocked about the world that he knew +men and cities like the back of his hand, and he had the art of shaking +down at once in any company. + +All the same, in Sailor's opinion, he had odd ideas. For one thing, he +set his face against the habit of carrying a knife in your shirt in +case the dagoes got above themselves. + +"It's not quite white, you know, old friend," said Klondyke. + +"Dagoes ain't white," said Sailor. + +"No; and that's why we've got to show 'em how white we are if we are +going to keep top dog." + +This reasoning was too deep for Sailor. + +"Don't see it meself. Them dagoes is bigger'n me. If I could lick +'em, I'd lick 'em till they hollered when they started in to fool +around. But they are real yaller; none on 'em will face a bit o' +sheffle." + +"No," said Klondyke, "and they'll not face a straight left with a punch +in it either." + +Klondyke then made a modest suggestion that Sailor should acquire this +part of a white man's equipment. He was firmly convinced that with the +rudiments of reading and writing and a straight left with a punch in +it, you could go all over the world. + +At first Sailor took by no means as kindly to the punching as he did to +the other branches of knowledge. He wanted a bit of persuading to face +Klondyke in "a little friendly scrapping practice" in the lee of the +chart house when no one was by. Klondyke was as hard as a nail; his +left was like a horse's kick; and when he stood in his birthday suit, +which he did once a day to receive the bucket of water he got Sailor to +dash over him--another of his odd ideas--he looked as fine a picture of +make and muscle as you could wish to see. Sailor thought "the little +friendly scrapping practice" was a very one-sided arrangement. His +nose seemed to bleed very easily, his eyes began to swell so that he +could hardly see out of them, and his lips and ears thickened with +barely any provocation at all, whereas he never seemed to get within a +yard of Klondyke's physiognomy unless that warrior put down his hands +and allowed him to hit it. + +By this time, however, Klondyke had laid such a hold on Henry Harper +that he didn't like to turn it up. He'd never make a Slavin or a +Corbett--it simply wasn't in him--but all that was "white" in Sailor +mustered at this chap's call. The fact was, he had begun to worship +Klondyke, and when with the "sand" of a true hero he was able to get +over an intense dislike of being knocked about, he began to feel a sort +of pride in the process. If he had to take gruel from anybody, it had +better be from him. Besides, Sailor was such a queer fish that there +seemed something in his nature which almost craved for a licking from +the finest chap he had ever known. His affection for this "whitest" of +men seemed to grow with the punishment he took from him. + +One night, after an easy watch, as they lay talking and smoking in +their bunks in the dark, Klondyke remarked: + +"Sailor, there's a lot o' guts in you." + +Henry Harper, who was very far off that particular discovery, didn't +know what Klondyke was getting at. + +"You've taken quite a lot of gruel this week. And you've stood up to +it well. Mind, I don't think you'll ever make a bruiser, not if you +practice until the cows come home. It simply isn't there, old friend. +It's almost like hitting a woman, hitting you. It is not your line of +country, and it gets me what you are doing aboard this blue-nose +outfit. How do you stick it? It must be hell all the time." + +Henry Harper made no reply. He was rather out of his depth just now, +but he guessed that most of this was true. + +"I don't mind taking chances, but it's all the other way with you. +Every time you go aloft, you turn white as chalk, and that shows what +grit you've got. But your mother ought never to have let you come to +sea, my boy." + +"Never had no mother," said Sailor. + +"No"--Klondyke felt he ought to have known that. "Well, it would have +saved mine a deal of disappointment," he said cheerfully, "if she had +never had such a son. I'm her great sorrow. But if you had had a +mother it would have been another story. You'd have been a regular +mother's boy." + +Sailor wasn't sure. + + + + +XIX + +Klondyke was ten months an ordinary seaman aboard the _Margaret Carey_. +In that time the old tub, which could not have been so crazy as she +seemed to the experts of the forecastle, went around the Pacific as far +as Brisbane, thence to Durban, thence again to California. Meanwhile, +friendship ripened. It was a great thing for Sailor to have the +countenance of such a man as Klondyke. He knew so much more about the +world than Sailor did, also he was a real friend and protector; and, +when they went ashore together in strange places, as they often did, he +had a wonderful knack of making himself respected. + +It was not that Klondyke wore frills. In most of the places in which +they found themselves a knife in the ribs would have done his business +out of hand had that been the case. It was simply that he knew his way +and could talk to every man in his own language, and every woman, too, +if it came to that. Whether it was a Frisco hash-slinger or a refined +bar-lady along the seaboard made no difference to Klondyke. It was +true that he always looked as if he had bought the earth at five per +cent. discount for cash and carried the title deeds in his pocket, but +he had such a way with him that from Vancouver to Sydney and back again +nobody seemed to think the worse of him for it. + +However, the day came all too soon when a tragic blow fell on Sailor. +The ship put in at Honolulu one fine morning, and as soon as Klondyke +went ashore he picked up a substitute for himself on the waterfront, +whom the Old Man was willing to accept for the rest of his term. +Klondyke then broke the news to Sailor that he had just taken a fancy +to walk across Asia. + +It was a heavy blow. Sailor was very near tears, although he was +growing in manhood every week. + +"It's no use asking you to come with me," said Klondyke. "We shouldn't +have enough brass to go round. Besides, now the _wanderlust_ is on me +there is no saying where I'll get to. I'm very likely to be sawed up +for firewood in the middle of Tibet." + +Sailor knew that Klondyke wanted to make the journey alone. Partly to +soften the blow and partly as an impulse of friendship, he gave the boy +his Bible and also his wonderful fur cap with flaps for the nose and +ears. + +"Stick to the reading and writing, old friend," were the final words of +this immortal. "That's your line of country. It'll pay you in the +end. You'll get no good out of the sea. If you are wise, whenever you +touch the port of London, you'll give a miss to this old tub. A life +on the ocean wave is never going to be the least use to you." + +Sailor knew that Klondyke was right. But among the many things he +lacked was all power of initiative. As soon as he had lost his prop +and stay, he was once more a derelict. For him life before the mast +must always be a hell, but he had no power of acting for himself. +After Klondyke left the ship there didn't seem anything else to do +beyond a mere keeping of body and soul together aboard the _Margaret +Carey_. There was nothing else he could do if it came to that. He had +only learned to sell papers on land, and he had given the best years of +his life to the sea. Besides, every voyage he became a better sailor +and was paid a bit more; he even had visions of one day being rated +able seaman. Moreover, being saving and careful, his slender store of +dollars grew. But his heart was never really in his work, never in the +making of money nor in the sailing of the ship. + +He was a square peg in a round hole. He didn't know enough about +himself or the world or the life he was trying to live to realize fully +that this was the case. And for all his weakness of will and complete +lack of training, which made his life a burden to him, he had a curious +sort of tenacity that enabled him to keep on keeping on long after +natures with more balance would have turned the thing up. All the +years he was at sea, he never quite overcame the sense of fear the sea +aroused in him; he seldom went aloft, even in a dead calm, without +changing color, and he never dared look down; he must have lost his +hold in many a thrashing northeaster and been broken on the deck like +an egg but for an increasing desire to live that was simple torment. +There was a kind of demon in his soul which made him fight for a thing +that mocked it. + +He had no other friend after Klondyke went. No other was possible; +besides, he had a fierce distrust of half his shipmates; he even lost +his early reverence for Mr. Thompson, in spite of the fact that he owed +him his life, long before the mate left the ship at Liverpool nine +months after the departure of Klondyke. Above all, the Old Man in +liquor always inspired his terror, a treat to be counted on once a +month at least. The years of his seafaring were bitter, yet never once +did he change ship. He often thought about it, but unluckily for Henry +Harper thought was not action; he "never quite matched up," as Klondyke +used to express it. He had a considerable power of reflection; he was +a creature of intuitions, with a faculty of observation almost +marvelous in an untrained mind, but he never seemed able to act for +himself. + +Another grave error was that he didn't take Klondyke's advice and stick +to reading and writing. No doubt he ought to have done it; but it was +such a tough job that he could hardly take it on by himself. The +drudgery made him miserable; it brought too vividly to his mind the +true friend who had gone out of his life. For the rest of his time +aboard the _Margaret Carey_ he never got over the loss of Klondyke. +The presence and support of that immortal had meant another world for +him. For many months he could hardly bear the sight of the Bible his +friend had given him, but cherished it as he had once cherished an +apple that had also been given him by one who had crossed his orbit in +the night of time and had spoken to him in passing. + +It is not unlikely that Henry Harper would have sailed the seas aboard +the _Margaret Carey_ until that miraculous ship went to pieces in +mid-ocean or turned turtle round the Horn; it is not unlikely that he +would have gone down to his grave without a suspicion that any other +kingdom awaited him, had it not been that in the last resort the +decision was taken out of his hands. + +One day, when he had been rather more than six years at sea, the +_Margaret Carey_ was within three days of London, whither she was bound +with a cargo of wheat, when the Old Man informed him briefly and curtly +that she was making her last voyage and that she was going to be broken +up. The news was such a blow that at first Sailor could not realize +what it meant. He had come to feel that no sort of existence would be +possible apart from the _Margaret Carey_. He had lived six crowded and +terrible years of worse than discomfort, but he could envisage no +future apart from that leaking, crazy, foul old tub. + +All too soon the day came, a misty morning of October, when he stepped +ashore. A slender bundle was under one arm, Klondyke's fur cap on his +head, a weird outfit on his lathlike body, an assortment of clothes as +never was on sea or land before; and he had a store of coins of various +realms, no less than eighty-five pieces of all sizes and values, from +an English farthing to a Mexican five dollars, very carefully disposed +about his person. + + + + + + +BOOK II + +TRAVAIL + +I + +The Sailor, shipless and alone, was about to enter the most amazing +city in the world. + +He was a handsome boy, lean, eager eyed, and very straight in the body +in spite of his gear, which consisted mainly of leggings, a tattered +jersey, and a wonderful fur cap with flaps for the nose and ears. He +was fairly tall, but being as thin as a rail looked much taller than he +was. His face and hands were the color of mahogany, his vivid eyes +were set with long intercourse with the sea, and in them was a look +that was very hard to forget. + +He came ashore about ten o'clock in the morning of Tuesday, October the +fifth. For a while he stood on the edge of the quay with his bundle +under his arm, wondering what he should do. It had not occurred to him +to ask advice when he left the ship. Even the bosun had not said, "So +long" to him; in spite of six years' service he was a poor seaman with +no real heart for his job. He had been a cheap and inefficient hand; +aboard a better ship, in the Old Man's opinion, he would have been dear +at any price. + +His relations with the rest of the crew had never been intimate. Most +considered him "soft" or "a bit touched"; from the Old Man to the last +joined ship's boy, he was "only Sailor." He never thought of asking +what he ought to do; and had he done so his curious intuition told him +the answer he would have been likely to receive. They would have told +him to go and drown himself. + +He had not been ashore a quarter of an hour when he began to feel that +it was the best thing he could do. But the queer faculty he had told +him at once that it was a thing he would never be able to do now. If +he had had any luck it would have been done years ago. + +Therefore, instead of jumping over the side of the quay, he suddenly +walked through the dock gates into the streets of Wapping. All the +morning he drifted aimlessly up one street and down another, his bundle +under his arm, but neither plan nor purpose in his mind. At last, he +began to feel very hungry, and then he found himself up against the +problem of getting something to eat. + +Opposite where he stood in the narrow, busy, interminable street was an +imposing public house, painted a magnificent yellow. He knew that +bread and cheese and a tankard of beer, which he so greatly desired, +were there for the asking. But the asking!--that was the rub. He +always felt tongue-tied in a public house, and his experience of them +in his brief shore-goings in Frisco, Sydney, Liverpool, or Shanghai had +never been happy, and had sometimes ended in disaster. But now under +the spur of need, he crossed the street and, fixing his will, found his +way through the swing doors into the gilded interior of the Admiral +Nelson. + +Happily, the American bar was at that moment without a customer. This +was a great relief to the Sailor. But a truly thrilling bar-lady, +replete with earrings, a high bust, and an elaborate false front, gave +him an eye of cool disdain as he entered with his bundle, which he laid +upon a marble-topped table as far from her as possible; and then, after +a long moment's pause, in order to screw his courage to the +sticking-point, he came over to the counter. + +The sight of the bar-lady brought a surge of previous shore-goings into +the Sailor's mind. Quite automatically, he doffed his fur cap as +Klondyke would have done in these heroic circumstances, and then all at +once she forgot to be magnificent. For one thing, in spite of his +grotesque clothes and his thin cheeks and his shock of chestnut hair, +he was a decidedly handsome boy. Also he was a genuinely polite and +modest one, and the bar-lady, Miss Burton by name, who had the worldly +wisdom that owns to thirty-nine and the charm which goes with that +period of life, was favorably impressed. "What can I do for you?" Miss +Burton inquired. It was clear that her one desire was to help a shy +youth over his embarrassment. + +The voice of the fair, so charmingly civilized, at once unlocked a door +in the Sailor's memory. With a further slow summoning of will-power +which made it the more impressive, he answered precisely as Klondyke +had at the Bodega in Frisco: "May I have some bread and cheese, please, +and half a pint of beer?" + +"Certainly you may," she smiled. + +The tone of deference had touched a chord in her. Moreover, he really +was handsome, although attired as a very ordinary, not to say a very +common, seaman, and evidently far more at home on the deck of a +windjammer than in the American bar of an up-to-date public-house. + +"Fourpence, please." The bar-lady set before him a pewter flagon of +foaming fresh-drawn ale, also a liberal piece of bread and cheese, +beautifully white to one accustomed to hard tack aboard the _Margaret +Carey_. + +In some confusion the Sailor produced a handful of silver coins from +his amazing trousers, out of which he solemnly chose a Spanish +fourpenny. + +"Haven't you got anything English?" she asked, bursting suddenly into a +laugh. + +Not a little disconcerted, the Sailor began to struggle with a second +handful of coins which he took from another pocket. Blushing to the +tips of his ears, he finally tendered half a crown. + +"Two-and-two change." With an intent smile she marked what he did with +it. + +Having stowed away the two-and-twopence, he was about to carry his +plate of bread and cheese and tankard of beer to the marble-topped +table where he had left his bundle, when the lady said, in a royal tone +of gracious command, "Why not sit and eat it here?" + +The Sailor would have been the last young man in the world to think of +disobeying. He felt a little thrill creep down his spine as he climbed +up on the high stool exactly opposite her. It was the sort of thrill +he had had when under the aegis of Klondyke he had carried out this +delicate social maneuver for the benefit of the bar-ladies of Frisco, +Liverpool, and Shanghai. + +At first, he was too shy to eat. + +"Go on. Don't mind me," she encouraged him. + +An intensive politeness caused him to cut his bread carefully with his +knife. And then before he put it into his mouth he said, in an abrupt, +but well modulated Klondyke manner, "'Scuse me, lady, won't yer 'ave a +bite yerself?" + +The deferential tone belonged to the mentor of his youth, yet the +speech itself seemed to owe little to Eton College. + +"No, thank you," said Miss Burton. "I'm not hungry." And then, seeing +his look of embarrassment, "Now get on with it. Don't mind me." + +This was a woman of the world. She was a ripe student of human nature, +at least of the trousers-wearing section of human nature. Not for many +a day had she been so taken by a specimen of an always remarkable genus +as by this boy with the deep eyes, whose clothes and speech and +behavior were like nothing on earth. + +A true amateur of the male sex, she watched this quaint specimen eating +bread and cheese. Presently he raised his tankard aloft, said, "Good +'ealth, lady," in a shy manner, and drank half of it at a gulp. + +"When are you going to sea again?" asked Miss Burton, conversationally. + +"Never going to sea no more," said the young man, with a strange look +in his eyes. + +"What--never?" She seemed surprised. + +"Never no more. I'll never sail agen afore the mast. I'd sooner +starve. It's--it's----" + +"It's what?" + +"It's hell, lady." + +Miss Burton was taken aback by the tone of conviction. After all, this +grotesque young sea monster was no true amphibian. + +"Well, what are you going to do ashore?" she asked after a pause, while +she gazed at him in astonishment. + +"Dunno." + +"No plans?" + +The boy shook his head. + +"Like another tankard of mild?" + +"Yes, please, lady." + +The impact of the bar-lady's easy and familiar style had caused a +rather sharp relapse from the Klondyke standard of refinement, but not +for a moment did the Sailor forget the dignity of her estate. In spite +of the hybrid words he used, the note of subtle deference was never out +of his voice; and Miss Burton, unconsciously intrigued by it, became +even more interested in this strange product of the high seas. + +"How long have you been afloat?" She handed him a second tankard of +mild. + +"Near six year." + +"Six years. Gracious goodness! And you didn't like it?" + +"No." + +For some reason, the look in his eyes caused her to shiver a little. + +"Why did you stick it, then?" + +"Dunno." + +A pause followed. Then he lifted his tankard again, said, "'Ere's +lookin', lady," and drank it right off. + +"Well, you are a rum one, you are, and no mistake," murmured Miss +Burton, not to the Sailor, but to the beer engine at her side. + + + + +II + +After the young man from the sea had drunk his second tankard of mild, +he sat on the high stool silent and embarrassed. He was hoping that +the gorgeous creature opposite would continue the conversation, but he +didn't seem to know how to encourage her. However, as soon as a +powerful feminine intelligence had told her the state of the case, she +said abruptly, "Well, and what are you going to do for a living now +you've retired from the sea?" + +He gave his head a wistful shake. + +The gesture, rather pathetic in its hopelessness, touched Miss Burton. + +"Well, you can't live on air, you know." + +"No, lady." + +"Well, what are you going to do?" + +Another shake of the head was the only answer, but as he met her +sympathetic eyes, an inspiration came to him. + +"Lady," he said humbly, "you don't happen to know of a shack?" + +"Know of a what!" The touch of acerbity froze him at once. "Shack!" +Coming to his assistance, "What on earth's that?" + +"Lodgings, clean and decent, for a single man." The phrase was +Klondyke's, and it came to him quite oddly at that moment in all its +native purity. His mentor had a private collection of such phrases +which he used to roll out for his own amusement when he went ashore. +This was one. Henry Harper could see him now, pointing to a dingy card +in a dingy window in a dingy street, in some miserable seaboard suburb, +and he could hear him saying, "There you are, Sailor, lodgings, clean +and decent, for a single man." + +Miss Burton pondered. And then the slow smile came again. + +"Well, if you really want lodgings clean and decent for a single man I +suppose I must try and help you," she said graciously. "But I'm afraid +I shan't be much use. They are not quite in my line." + +"No, lady." + +"Still, Fore Street is full of them. That's the second turn to the +left and then the first on the right, and then the first on the right +again." + +"Yes, lady." + +"You might try No. 5--or No. 7--or No. 9--but Fore Street's full of +them." + +Miss Burton was really trying to be helpful, and the young seaman was +very grateful to her, but Klondyke would have known at once that "she +was talking out of the back of her neck." + +Armed with this valuable information, the young man got off his high +stool at last, raised his fur cap once more, with a little of the +unconscious grace of its original owner, said, "So long, lady," +collected his bundle and went out by the side door. And in the +meantime, the bar-lady, who had marked every detail of his going, +hardly knew whether to laugh or to shed tears. This was the queerest +being she had ever seen in her life. + +The Sailor managed to find Fore Street after taking several wrong +turnings and asking his way three times. And then his difficulties +really began. + +Fore Street was very narrow, very long, very gloomy, very dirty. In +each of these qualities it seemed well able to compare with any street +he had seen in Frisco, in Sydney, in Liverpool, or even in Port Said. +But it didn't discourage him. After all he had never been used to +anything else. + +The first house in Fore Street had a grimy card in a grimier window, +exactly in the manner to rejoice the heart of Klondyke. Sailor, who +had forgotten almost every syllable of "book-learning" he ever +possessed--and at no time had he been the possessor of many--leaped at +once to the conclusion that the legend on the card was, "Lodgings, +clean and decent, for a single man." Unfortunately it was, +"Dressmaking done here." + +A very modest knock was answered by a large female of truculent aspect, +to whom he took off his cap, while she stood looking at him with +surprise, wonder and inveterate distrust of mankind in general and of +him in particular spreading over her like a pall. + +"Lodgings, clean and decent, for a single man!" + +The door of No. 1, Fore Street, was slammed violently in the face of +the applicant. + +The Sailor nearly shed tears. He was absurdly sensitive in dealing +with the other sex and prone to be affected by its hazards and +vicissitudes. However, Auntie of the long ago surged into his mind, +and the recollection seemed to soften the rebuff. All, even of that +sex, were not bar-ladies, sympathetic, smiling, and magnificent. +Therefore he took courage to knock at the door of the next house which +also had a card in the window. But, unfortunately, that again was not +to proclaim lodgings, clean and decent, for a single man, but merely, +"A horse and cart for hire." + +Here the blow, again from the quarter which knows how to deal them, was +equally decisive. A creature, blowsy and unkempt, told him, after a +single glance at his fur cap and his bundle and his deep-sea-going +gear, "that if he didn't take hisself off and look sharp about it she'd +set the pleece on him." + +At this second rebuff the Sailor stood at the edge of the curb for some +little time, trying to pluck up spirit to grapple with the problem of +the next card-bearing domicile, which happened to be the third house in +the street. He felt he had begun to lose his bearings a bit. It had +come upon him all at once with great force that he was a stranger in a +strange land whose language he didn't know. + +He had just made up his mind to tackle the next card in the window, let +the consequences be what they might, when he felt his sleeve plucked by +a small urchin of nine with a preternaturally sharp and racial +countenance. + +This promising product of the world's greatest race, one Moses +Gerothwohl by name, had had an eye fixed on the fur cap ever since he +had heard its owner ask at the first house in the street for lodgings, +clean and decent, for a single man. This was undoubtedly one of those +foreign sailors, perhaps a Rooshian--a Rooshian was the very highest +flight of which the imagination of Moses Gerothwohl was at present +capable--who, even if they were apt to get drunk on queer fluids and +sometimes went a bit free with their knives, were yet very +good-natured, and as a rule were pretty well off for money. + +"Did yer sye, mate, yer wanted a shakedown?" said Moses Gerothwohl, +plucking at the sleeve of the Sailor. + +The Sailor looked down at the urchin and nodded. + +"Come with me, then," said Moses, stoutly. "And I'll take yer to my +grandma's." + +He led the Sailor through a perfect maze of by-streets, and through a +nest of foul courts and alleys, until at last he came to the house of +his grandmother, to whom he presented the foreign seaman. + +She was not very prepossessing to look at, nor was her abode enticing, +but she had a small room to offer which, if not over clean and +decidedly airless, contained a bed of which he could have the sole use +for the reasonable sum of sixpence a night. + +The young man accepted the terms at once and laid his bundle on the +bed. But the old woman did not accept him with equal alacrity. There +was a little formality to be gone through before the transaction could +be looked upon as "firm." It was usual for the sixpence to be paid in +advance. + +Grandma was one-fifth tact, three-fifths determination, one-fifth +truculence, and the whole of her was will power of a very concentrated +kind. She was as tough as wire, and in the course of several tense and +vital minutes, during which her wolf's eyes never left Henry Harper's +face, that fact came home to him. + +It took nearly five minutes for the Sailor to realize that Grandma was +waiting for something, but as soon as he did, the way in which he bowed +to fate impressed her right down to the depths of her soul. He took an +immense handful of silver out of his pocket, the hoarded savings of six +years of bitter toil, chose one modest English "tanner" after a search +among many values and nationalities, and handed it over with a polite +smile. + +The old woman was a very hard nut of the true waterside variety, but +the sight of such affluence was almost too much for her. Money was her +ruling passion. She went downstairs breathing hard, and with a deep +conviction that Rothschild himself was in occupation of her first floor +front. + +In the meantime, the Sailor had seated himself on the bed at the side +of his bundle, and had started to think things out a bit. This was a +long and tough job. Hours passed. The small, stuffy, evil-smelling +bedroom grew as black as pitch; a heavy October darkness had descended +upon the strange land of Wapping, but the Sailor was still thinking +very hard; also he was wondering what he should do next. + +He hadn't a friend on the wide earth. There was nothing to which he +could turn his hand. He could neither read nor write. And in his +heart he had a subtle fear of these queer longshore people, although he +had sense enough to know that it was a Sailor's duty to trample that +feeling under foot. One who six long years had sailed before the mast +aboard the _Margaret Carey_ had nothing to fear in human shape. + +As Henry Harper sat on that patched counterpane in the growing October +darkness, unloosing that strange and terrible thing, the mind of man, +he was not merely lonely, he was afraid. Afraid of what? He didn't +know. But as the darkness grew there came an uncanny feeling under his +jersey. It seemed to stick him in the pit of the stomach like the icy +blade of a knife. He had tasted fear in many forms, but this kind of +stealing coldness was something new and something different. + +It grew darker and darker in the room. The sense of loneliness was +upon him now like a living presence. There was not a soul in the world +to whom he could turn, to whom he might speak, unless it was the old +woman downstairs. Yet lonely and rather terrified as he was, his odd +intuition told him it would be better to converse with no one than to +converse with her. + +At last, shivering and supperless, although his pockets were heavy with +silver untold, he made up his mind to turn in. It was a counsel of +desperation. He was sick to nausea with the business of thinking about +nothing, a process which began in nothing and ended in nothing; and at +last with a groan of misery, he pulled off his boots and leggings, but +without removing his clothes stretched himself on the bed. + +If he could have had his wish he would have gone to sleep, never to +awake again. But he could only lie shivering in the darkness without +any hope of rest. Presently a clock struck two. And then he thought +he heard a creak on the stairs and shortly afterwards a stealthy +footfall outside his door. + +He had never been anything but broad awake. But these creeping noises +of the night seemed to string up every sense he had to a point that was +uncanny. He held his breath in order to listen--to listen like a +frightened animal in a primeval forest that has begun to sense the +approach of a secret and deadly foe. + +The door of the room came very softly open. It was at the side of the +bed, and he could not see it; but he felt an almost imperceptible +vibration in the airless stuffiness in which he lay. Moreover, a +breathing, catlike thing had entered the room; a thing he could neither +hear nor see. It was a presence of which he was made aware by the +incandescent forces of a living imagination. + +It was too dark to see, there was not a sound to hear, but he knew +there was a breathing shape within reach of his left hand. + +Suddenly his hand shot out and closed upon it. + +He caught something electric, quivering, alive. But whatever it was, a +deadly silence contained it. There was not a sound, except a gasp, as +of one who has made a sudden plunge into icy water. The Sailor lay +inert, but now that live thing was in his hand he was not afraid. + +He expected a knife. Realizing that he must defend his face or his +ribs or whatever part might be open to attack, he knew he must be ready +for the blow. + +But a queer thing happened. The attack was not made by a knife. It +was made by a human will. As he lay grappling in the darkness with his +visitor, slowly but surely he felt himself enfolded by an unknown +power. Such a force was beyond his experience. His own will was in a +vice; there was a deadly struggle, yet neither moved. Not a sound was +uttered, but in the end the Sailor nearly screamed with the +overmastering tension which seemed to be pressing out his life. And +then he realized that his hand was no longer holding the thing upon +which it had closed. + +The room was empty again. The darkness was too great for his eyes to +tell him, but every sense he had, and at this moment he had more than +five, seemed to say that whatever his peril, it had now passed. + +He sat up and listened tensely through the still open door. He thought +he could hear the creak of a foot on the stairs. Then he began to +search his pockets for a box of matches, and suddenly remembered that +he hadn't one. But the sense of physical danger had given him a new +power over his mind. He was now terribly alert. + +His instinct was to get out of that house at once. But a very little +reflection showed that such a course was not necessary. It was only an +old woman after all. + + + + +III + +Reinforced with the idea that an old woman with wolf's eyes should have +no terrors for a sailor, Henry Harper decided to stay where he was, +until daylight at least. In the absence of matches and local knowledge +it would not be easy to find a way out of the house in the middle of +the night. Moreover if he drew the chest of drawers from under the +skylight, which was too thickly plastered with generations of grime to +dispense light from the sky or anywhere else, and barricaded the door, +he could not be taken by surprise and need have fear of none. + +He decided to do this. With arms as tough as steel, he lifted up the +chest of drawers bodily and dumped it with a crash against the door. +Let Grandma get through that if she could. If she did, God help her. + +Yes, God help her. The Sailor suddenly took from his pocket a large, +bone-hafted clasp knife. There came the friendly click of the opening +blade, he felt the well ground edge lightly with the ball of his thumb. +He would lie quietly for Grandma in comfort and in simple faith. + +What a fool to let her go! ... the trusty friend in his hand was +speaking to him.... Had you forgotten me? I'd have done Grandma's +business in a brace of shakes, you know. + +The Sailor, aware of that, felt rather sorry. + +But in a little while there was another voice in the room. In climbing +back on the bed, one hand touched the fur cap which lay at the foot of +it. Instantly, a second voice spoke through the darkness. + +"No, Sailor, my boy." What a voice it was! "It ain't quite white. +Put your knife in your pocket, old friend. And if Grandma calls again +and you feel you _must_ set your mark on her, what's wrong with your +ten commandments, anyway?" + +The tones of Klondyke filled the darkness with their music. + +Sailor obeyed instinctively, in the way he had always done. He put the +knife back in his pocket with a gentle sigh. + +The dirty dawn of a wet October day stole on the young man's eyes as he +was attempting a doze on the patched counterpane with his sea-going +gear around him. The arrival of an honest Wednesday morning, chill and +dismal as it was, dispelled with a magic that seemed ironical any +lingering trace he might have of his night fear of Grandma. Was he not +a sailor who six long years had sailed the seas? Had he not seen, done +and suffered things which held him forever from any human thrall? + +But Henry Harper knew better than to ask Grandma what she had got for +breakfast. + +He chose instead to sling his hook. Gathering his truck back into its +bundle, and cramming the magic cap over his eyes, he pulled the chest +of drawers away from the bedroom door. Then as soon as there was light +enough to see the way he crept down the creaking stairs, unlocked, +unbolted and unchained the door below, and slipped out into Wednesday +morning. + +Wednesday morning received him with a chill spatter of rain. He stood +a minute on the cobbles of the squalid yard in front of Grandma's +abode--wondering where he was, what he should do, which turn he should +take. As a fact, there was only one turn he could take, and that lay +straight ahead across the yard, through a short arched passageway +leading to a maze of courts and alleys which led heaven knew where. + +He proceeded to find out. Bundle under arm, fur cap over eyes, a roll +in his gait, the Sailor emerged at last upon a main street, at present +only half awake. But it contained a thing of vast importance: a +policeman. + +The Law in its majesty looked at the Sailor. The Sailor in his +simplicity looked at the majesty of the Law. There was a time, six +long, long years ago, when he would not have ventured such a liberty +with the most august of human institutions. But he was through that +phase of his career. By comparison with all the stripes that had since +been laid upon him even the police were gentle and humane. + +There was not a soul in sight except this solemn London bobby, who +stood four square in the Sailor's path. + +"Mornin', mister." The Sailor lifted his cap, partly from a sense of +fraternity, partly from a proud feeling of being no longer afraid to do +so. + +The bobby surveyed the strange nondescript that had been washed up by +the tide of Wapping. He looked gravely at the bundle and at the fur +cap, and then decided in quite an impersonal way not to return their +owner's salutation. + +The Sailor was not hurt by the aloofness of the Law. He had not +expected anything else. After all, the police were the police. He +knew that a gulf of several hemispheres was fixed between a real +three-stripe rozzer of the Metropolitan Force and a thing it had +pleased fate to call by the name of Henry Harper. + +"A wrong un, I expect," was the reflection of Constable H23, who always +expected a wrong un at that hour of the morning. Upon the spur of this +thought, the bobby suddenly turned on his heel, and saw the wrong un, +bundle, fur cap and all, crossing the road like an early morning fox at +the lure of a favorite hencoop. Moreover, he was crossing it for the +reason that he was frantically hungry. + +Across the road, at a junction it formed with three others as mean and +dismal as itself, was a sight supremely blessed in the eyes of the +Sailor. It was nothing less than a coffee stall in the panoply of +matutinal splendor. Steaming fluids, with flames glowing under them, +flanked one half of its counter; rock cakes, ham sandwiches, beef +sandwiches, rolls and butter, and pork pies, splendidly honest and +genuine pork pies, flanked the other half of it. + +The proprietor of the stall, an optimist in white apron and shirt +sleeves, being unmistakably of the male sex had no terrors for the +Sailor. Besides, he was flushed with the knowledge that he had just +said good morning to the police. + +"Cup o' coffee, mister, and one o' them." + +Nothing less than a pork pie could meet the need of the Sailor. +Moreover, he dived in his pocket, took the first coin that came, which +happened to be half a crown, and laid it with true Klondyke +magnificence on the counter. + +The proprietor of the stall, who added a power of clear thinking to his +many qualities, appeared to see in the action as well as in the coin +itself, a declaration of financial status on the part of the young +seaman in the remarkable gear. Also this view was shared by the only +one of his early morning customers who happened to be at the stall: to +wit, an almost aggressively capable looking and slightly bow-legged +young man with flaming red hair and ears set at right angles to his +head, who was devouring a pork pie with quiet ferocity. + +A single glance passed between Ike, who owned the stall, and the most +influential of his patrons, who answered to the name of Ginger; a +single glance and that was all. + +"Nothing smaller, sonny?" said Ike, smiling and pleasant. "Not used to +big money at seven g.m. Penny the corfee and two pence the pie. Three +d." The proprietor raised three fingers and beamed like a seraph. + +Ginger suspended operations on the pork pie to see what Dr. Nansen +would do next. + +The Sailor, with memories of Grandma still in his mind, put back the +half-crown carefully before he brought out anything else. He was not +going to give himself away this time. Thus he went warily in search of +the smallest coin he could disentangle from the welter of all shapes +and sizes, of all values and countries, which had been disposed in +every pocket of his person. At last he produced one and laid it on the +oilcloth modestly, as though he merely valued it at threepence. But in +that part of the world it was valued at half a sovereign. + +"Rich aunt," said the proprietor of the stall, with respectful humor. + +The young man with the flaming hair turned half about, pork pie in +hand, to get a better view of Dr. Nansen. This close observer +proceeded to chew steadily without venturing any remark. + +There was nothing left for the Sailor but to give away his wealth in +handfuls now. He had to keep diving into his secret hoard, which out +of deference to the thought of Grandma he was still determined not to +disclose in bulk and sum. Now came up a Spanish fourpenny, now a +Yankee nickel, now a Frenchman, now a Dutchman, now a Mexican +half-dollar, now a noble British quid. For several crowded and +glorious minutes, Ike and the most influential of his patrons had the +time of their lives. + +"Thank you, Count," said the proprietor of the stall urbanely, when at +last the owner of the fur cap had managed to discharge his liability in +coin current in the realm of Great Britain. Then, in common with the +entranced Ginger, he watched the young man recruit exhausted nature. + +The Sailor having made short and clean work of his first pie went on to +his second, then to his second cup of coffee, then to a rock cake, then +to a ham sandwich, then to a third cup of coffee, then to a third pie, +when Ike and Ginger, his patron, watched with ever growing respect. +And then came the business of finding ninepence, and with it a second +solemn procession of Yankees and Dutchmen and Spaniards and Mexicans, +which roused the respect of Ginger and Ike to such a pitch that it +became almost unbearable. + +"See here, Vanderbilt!" said Ike at last, yielding reluctantly the hope +that the young plutocrat would ever hit the exact coin that would meet +the case. "Dig up that half dollar. Me and Ginger"--a polite grimace +at Ginger--"can make up one-and-nine." + +Ginger, divided between the reserve of undoubted social position--he +was earning good money down at the docks--and an honest desire to make +himself agreeable in such romantic circumstances, warily produced a +grimy and war-worn sixpence and handed it across the counter, looking +Ike straight in the eyes as he did so. + +"Any use?" said Ginger, calm, aloof, and casual. + +In the meantime the Sailor had begun the search for his half-crown. +Ginger and Ike waited hopefully, and in the end they were rewarded. +The Sailor found it at last, but not before he had made an end of all +secrecy. In sheer desperation he disclosed handfuls of his hoard. + +"Thank yer, Count. One-and-nine change," said Ike. + + + + +IV + +The Sailor, fortified by one of the best breakfasts of his life, +politely said "Mornin'" to the proprietor of the coffee stall with a +lift of the cap not ungraceful, adding a slightly modified ritual for +the benefit of Ginger, and stepped out again into the world. + +Ike and Ginger, his patron, turned to watch the Sailor go. Neither +spoke, but with eyes that glowed in the gray light of the morning like +those of a couple of healthy basilisks, they marked all that the young +man did. The Sailor walked into the middle of the road to the point +where four arteries of traffic met, and then hesitation overcame him as +to what he should do next. For a little while, he stood looking up one +street and down another with an expression of bewilderment upon his +face. + +"So long," said Ginger to Ike. + +The proprietor of the stall had now none to share his thoughts. He saw +Ginger, assured but wary, saunter up to the Sailor as he stood at gaze; +saw him touch the young man on the shoulder as if by chance rather than +design; saw him speak words which, bend across the counter as he might, +he was too far away to catch. + +"Lookin' for anything?" were the words that Ginger spoke. Moreover, he +spoke them blandly, yet with such a subdued air that he might have been +talking in his sleep. The Sailor, whose eyes were far away in the gray +mists of the morning, was looking for nothing, it seemed. + +"Which way you goin'?" asked Ginger, in the same tone of mild +somnambulism. + +"Dunno," said the Sailor, his eyes farther away than ever. + +"Don't know," repeated Ginger. + +At this point, he ventured to look very hard and straight into the face +of the Sailor. His knowledge of the human race was pretty considerable +for one of his years, and there was something about the wearer of the +fur cap that interested him. The face under it was fine-drawn, much +tanned by the weather, open as the sky. Ginger then flung an expert's +eye over the lean length of blue jersey which surmounted a grotesque +pair of leggings. + +"You don't know," said Ginger. "Well, suppose you walk as far as the +docks?" + +The Sailor didn't seem to mind. + +"Been long at sea?" inquired Ginger, as with intimate local knowledge +he piloted the young man through a series of short cuts. + +"Six year." + +"Have ye so!" Ginger was surprised and impressed. "Like it?" + +The eyes of the Sailor looked straight down into those of Ginger. But +he didn't say anything. + +"You didn't like it?" + +"No." + +"Why did you stick it, then?" + +"Dunno." + +The conversation languished a moment, but Ginger's curiosity was +increasing. + +"Still foller the sea?" + +"No." + +"What's yer job?" + +"Ain't got one." + +Ginger stroked a resolute jaw. + +"Lookin' for a billet?" + +"Yep." + +"Ashore?" + +The Sailor nodded. + +"Better come with me, then," said Ginger, with an air of decision. +"Dare say we can fix you at our shop. Fifteen bob a week ... fifteen +bob and a tizzey ... if you leave it ter me." + +The heart of the Sailor leaped under his jersey. This was big money as +money was understood aboard the _Margaret Carey_. + +At the end of a narrow street they came suddenly upon the dock gates. +Through these on the left, then to the left again, and then to the +right was the private wharf of Antcliff and Jackson, Limited, and also +at Hull and Grimsby. Ginger, having told the Sailor tersely to wait +outside, entered the decrepit wooden office at the entrance to the +wharf, with the air of a partner in the firm. After he had had two +minutes' conversation with a melancholy individual with a red nose and +a celluloid collar, he beckoned to the Sailor to come inside. + +The Sailor entered the office like a man in a dream. + +"Name?" said, or rather snapped, the Individual. + +"Enry Arper." + +The Individual took down the time book from the rack above his head +with a vehemence that seemed quite uncalled for, opened it savagely, +dipped a pen in a cracked inkpot and dashed down the name ferociously. + +"Sign." + +The Sailor took up the pen coolly and with a sense of power. The +Individual was a mere babe at the breast compared to Mr. Thompson and +the Old Man. Moreover, the ability to sign his name was his one +literary accomplishment and he was honorably proud of it. Klondyke had +taught him that, and he had hung on for all he was worth to such a +priceless asset. H-e-n with a Hen, r-y Henry, H-a-r with a Har, p-e-r +Harper--the letters were formed very carefully with his tongue sticking +out of his mouth. + +Ginger, rather impressed by the insouciance of the whole proceeding, +then led the Sailor across the yard to his duties. He wasn't quite +such a guy as he looked. There was something there it seemed; +something that went pretty deep. Ginger noted it not unfavorably. He +was all for depth. He was a great believer in depth. + +The Sailor was informed by this new and providential friend that he had +stood out for the princely emolument of seventeen and a tizzey, and had +been able to get it. This was big money for his rank of life, but his +occupation was menial. He had to haul sacks, to load and unload +cargoes. Still he didn't complain. It was the life of a gentleman in +comparison with being afloat on the high seas. + +To be sure his money was not as big as it looked. He had to live out +of it and to find a berth to sleep in at night. But making every +allowance for longshore extravagance there could be no doubt that this +new existence was sheer luxury after six years of Sing and wet hash and +hard-tack and a bed in the half-deck of the _Margaret Carey_. + +Dinner time came at twelve o'clock, and under the aegis of Ginger, the +Sailor walked up the main street once more to Ike's coffee stall, and +at Ginger's expense had as much as he could eat for sixpence. He +wanted to pay his own shot and Ginger's also, but Ginger simply would +not hear of such a thing. This was His, he said firmly; and when +Ginger spoke firmly it generally had to be His whatever it was or might +be. It was nice of Ginger; all the same that paladin was far-sighted, +he was clear-headed, he was sure and cool. What Ginger didn't know was +not knowledge, and it was no less a person than Ike who said so. + +For example, after dinner, which took exactly twelve minutes by the +clock of the Booteries across the road and opposite the stall, Ginger +remarked almost in the manner of one who communes with his subliminal +self, "There's one thing yer wantin'." + +The Sailor looked incredulous. At that moment he felt it was not in +the power of wide earth or high heaven to offer him anything further. + +"You want a belt for your brass." Ginger spoke behind his hand in a +whisper. "Mon't carry it loose. Wear it round your waist, next your +skin. Money's money." + +Ike, absorbed in the polite occupation of brushing stray crumbs of rock +cake from the strip of grimy oilcloth which graced the counter, was so +much impressed by Ginger's grasp of mind that he had the misfortune to +bring down a jubilee mug with his elbow, without breaking it, +fortunately. + +Ginger laid such emphasis upon the point that the Sailor accompanied +him across the street to Grewcock's emporium, where body belts were +kept in stock. A careful survey of all to be found on the premises, +together with an examination, equally careful, of their prices +convinced Ginger that better value for the money could be had +elsewhere. Thus they withdrew lower down the street to Tollemache and +Pearson's, where unfortunately the scale of charges was even higher. + +This was discouraging, but there was a silver lining to the cloud. It +appeared that Ginger had a belt, which in his own opinion was far +superior to anything they had yet seen; it was Russia leather of the +finest quality and he was willing to sell it for less than it cost if +the Sailor was open to the deal. The Sailor was not averse from doing +business, as Ginger felt sure would be the case, when the material +advantages had been pointed out to him. But as Ginger had not the belt +upon him he suggested that they should call at his lodgings on their +way back to the docks in order that the Sailor might inspect it. + +Ginger's lodgings were within a stone's throw of the wharf of Antcliff +and Jackson, Limited. Not only were they very clean and comfortable, +but also remarkably convenient; in fact, they were most desirable +lodgings in every way. Their only drawback was they were not cheap. +Otherwise they were first class. + +By a coincidence the Sailor, it seemed, was in need of good lodgings as +well as a belt for his money. Before he returned to the wharf of +Antcliff and Jackson, Limited, at one o'clock, he had been provided +with things so necessary to his comfort, well-being, and social status. + + + + +V + +The Sailor paid six-and-six for the belt of Russia leather, and in +Ginger's opinion that was as good as getting it for nothing. Also he +agreed to share bed and board with Ginger for the sum of twelve +shillings a week. It was top price, Ginger allowed, but then the +accommodation was _extra_. Out of the window of the bedroom you could +pitch a stone into the wharf of Antcliff and Jackson, Limited. + +This arrangement, in Ginger's opinion, was providential for both +parties. Such lodgings would have been beyond Ginger's means had he +been unable to find a decent chap to share them with him. Then the +Sailor was young, in Ginger's opinion, in spite of the fact that he had +been six years at sea. It would be a great thing in Ginger's opinion +for so young a sailor to be taken in hand by a landsman of experience +until he got a bit more used to _terrier firmer_. + +So much was the Sailor impressed by Ginger's disinterestedness that at +six o'clock that evening, when his first day's work was done, he +brought his gear from the wharf to No. 1, Paradise Alley. Ginger +superintended its removal in the manner of an uncle deeply concerned +for the welfare of a favorite nephew. Indeed this was Ginger's +permanent attitude to the Sailor from this time on; all the same, he +received twelve shillings in advance for a week's board and lodging. +Uncle and nephew then sat down to a high tea of hot sausages, with +unlimited toast and dripping, before a good fire, in a front parlor so +clean and comfortable that the mind of the Sailor was carried back a +long six years to Mother and the Foreman Shunter. + +When Henry Harper sat down to this meal with Ginger opposite, and that +philanthropist removed the cover from three comely sausages, measured +them carefully and helped the Sailor to the larger one-and-a-half, his +first thought was that he was now as near heaven as he was ever likely +to get. What a change from the food, the company, and the squalor of +the _Margaret Carey_! Klondyke himself could not have handed him the +larger sausage-and-a-half with an air more genuinely polite. There was +a self-possession about Ginger that was almost as wine and music to the +torn soul of Henry Harper. + +As the Sailor sat eating his sausage-and-a-half and after the manner of +a sybarite dipping in abundant gravy the perfectly delicious toast and +dripping, he felt he would never be able to repay the debt he already +owed to Ginger. That floating hell which had been his home for six +long years, that other hell the native haunt of Auntie where all his +early childhood had been passed, even that more contiguous hell in the +next street but two, the abode of Grandma, were this evening a thousand +miles away. Just as the mere presence of Klondyke had once given him +courage and self-respect which in his darkest hours since he had never +altogether lost, so now, after such a meal, the mere sight of Ginger +sitting at the other side of the fire, smoking Log Cabin, put him in +new heart, touched him, if not with a sense of joy, with a sense of +hope. + +As became a man of parts Ginger was not content to sit for the rest of +the evening smoking Log Cabin and gazing into the fire. At a quarter +past seven, by the cuckoo clock on the chimneypiece, there came a knock +at the outer door of the room which opened on the street. This was to +herald the arrival of Ginger's own private newspaper, the _Evening +Mercury_, which had been brought by a tattered urchin of nine, of whom +the Sailor caught a passing glimpse, and as in a glass darkly beheld +his former self. + +In the eyes of the Sailor hardly anything could have ministered so much +to Ginger's social position as that every evening of his life, Sundays +excepted, his own newspaper should be delivered at No. 1, Paradise +Alley. It was impossible for the Sailor to forget his early days in +spite of the fact that fortune had come to him now in a miraculous way. +His world was still divided into those who sold papers and those who +bought them. Ginger clearly belonged to the latter exclusive and +princely caste. He was of the class of Klondyke--of Klondyke who in +his shore-goings in the uttermost parts of the earth behaved in an +indescribably regal and plutocratic manner. Sometimes it had appeared +to the Sailor, such were the amazing uses to which Klondyke had put his +money, that the earth was his and all the lands and the waters thereof. + +Ginger's ideas were not as princely as those of Klondyke; that was, in +regard to money itself. He did not throw money about in the way that +Klondyke did, nor had he Klondyke's air of genial magnificence which +vanquished all sorts and conditions of men and women. But in their own +way Ginger's ideas were quite as imperial. + +As soon as Ginger opened his evening paper he remarked, with a short +whistle, "I see Wednesday has beat the Villa." + +"No," said the incredulous Sailor. + +It was an act of politeness on the part of the Sailor to be +incredulous. He might have accepted the fact without any display of +emotion. But he felt it was due to his feelings that he should make +some kind of comment, for they had been stirred considerably by the +victory of Wednesday over the Villa. + +"Win by much?" asked the Sailor, his heart suddenly beginning to beat +under his seaman's jersey. + +"Three two," said Ginger. + +"At Brum?" + +"No, at Sheffle, in foggy weather, on a holdin' turf." + +The Sailor's eyes glowed. And then with his chin in his hands he gazed +deep into the fire. + +"I once seen the Villa," he said in a dreaming voice. It was the +proudest memory of his life. + +Ginger withdrew his mind from a consideration of the Police Report and +the latest performances of the Government. + +"At the Palace?" Ginger's tone was deep as becomes one entering upon +an epic subject. + +"No," said the Sailor, the doors of memory unlocked. "At Blackhampton. +The Villa come to play the Rovers. My! they could play a bit. Won the +Cup that year. Me and young Arris climbed a tree overlookin' the +ground. Young Arris got pinched by a rozzer." + +Ginger was not impressed by the reminiscence. It seemed a pity that a +chap who had been six years before the mast, and not a bad sort of +fellow, should give himself away like that. From the style and manner +of the anecdote it was clear to this exact thinker that the Sailor had +begun pretty low down in the scale. In the pause which followed the +Sailor shivered like a warhorse who hears the battle from afar. The +memories of his youth were surging upon him. In the meantime, Ginger, +who appeared to be frowning over the Government and the Police news, +was watching the Sailor's eyes very intently. He was watching those +strange eyes with a cool detachment. + +"Enery," said Ginger, choosing his words carefully, "if I was you, do +you know what I'd do?" + +Enery didn't. + +"I'd very seriously be considerin' how I could earn my four quid a +week." + +The Sailor smiled sadly. He knew from cold experience that such a +remark was sheer after-supper romance. Still it must be very nice to +own a mind like Ginger's, which could weave such fantasy about the +facts of life. + +"If I was you," proceeded Ginger, "I wouldn't sleep in my bed until I +was earnin' my four quid a week, winter _and_ summer." + +The Sailor who knew the price exacted in blood and tears to earn a +pound a month could only smile. + +"I'm goin' out for it meself," said Ginger. "And I'm not so tall as +you. And I haven't your make and shape, I haven't your turn o' the +leg, I haven't your arms an' wrisses." + +Ginger might have been speaking Dutch for all that the Sailor could +follow the emanations of his remarkable intellect. + +"See here,"--an unnecessary adjuration since the Sailor was looking in +solemn wonder with both eyes---"my pal Dinkie Dawson has just been +engaged for three years by the Blackhampton Rovers at four thick uns a +week. Fact." + +The Sailor didn't doubt it. The very genius of scepticism would have +respected such an announcement. + +"Dinkie Dawson, if you please," said Ginger. "Why, I used to punch his +head fearful. He did my ciphering at school--an' now--an' now----!" +Ginger was overcome by emotion. "But if a mug like Dink--yes, mark +you, a _mug_ can earn big money, I'm sort of thinkin' _that_ puts it +right up to William Herbert Jukes, Esquire." + +The eyes of the Sailor glowed like stars in the light of the fire. It +was almost as if he had heard the flutter of the wings of destiny. As +a boy of nine flying shoeless and stockingless through the icy mud of +Blackhampton, bawling, "Result of the Cup tie," he had felt deep in his +heart the first stab of ambition. One day he would help the Rovers +bring the Cup to his native city. That was no more than a dream. The +Rovers were heroes and supermen--not that Henry Harper was able to +formulate them in terms of psychological accuracy. And here was +Ginger, a new and very remarkable friend, whom fate had thrown across +his path, seated within three yards of him, setting his soul on fire. + +"Why not?" There was no fire in the soul of Ginger. His voice was +arctic cold, but the purpose in it was deadly. "If a guy like Dink, +why not me?" A slight pause. "And if Ginger Jukes, who is five foot +six an' draws the beam at eleven stun in his birthday suit, why not Mr. +Enery Arper?" And Ginger looked across at the Sailor almost with pity. + +The heart of the Sailor began to thump violently. And there came +something soft and large in his throat. + +"How tall are you, Sailor? Six foot?" The eye of an expert traversed +the finely turned form. + +"Thereabouts." + +"What's your fighting weight in the buff?" + +"Dunno." + +"Ought to know to a bounce. But it don't matter. You'll thicken. How +old next birthday?" + +"Nineteen." + +"That's a good age. Wish I was. I'm one and twenty." + +The Sailor thought he looked more. + +"I'm a lot more in some things," said Ginger. "But at football I shall +not be one and twenty until the middle o' Janawerry." + +The Sailor was a little out of his depth. There was a subtlety about +Ginger that went far beyond anything he had ever met. Even Klondyke, +great man as he was, seemed a mere child by comparison with this +forcible thinker. + +"Nineteen is just the age," said Ginger, "to learn to chuck yerself +about. But I dare say you know how to do that, having follered the +sea." + +"I can climb a bit," the Sailor admitted with great modesty. + +"Can yer jump?" + +The Sailor could jump a bit too. + +"Could you throw yerself at the ball like a rattlesnake if you see it +fizzing for the fur corner o' the net?" + +The Sailor's modesty could not hazard an opinion on a matter of such +technical complexity. + +"I expect so," said Ginger, with a condescension that was most +agreeable. "You are just the build for a goalkeeper. If it's fine +tomorrow dinner-hour, we'll put you through your paces on Cox's Piece. +I'm thinkin', Enery, you and me will soon be out after that four quid. +Anyhow, I'll answer for Mr. W. H." + +With the air of a Bismarck, Mr. W. H. Jukes, _alias_ Ginger, resumed an +extremely concentrated perusal of the evening's news. + + + + +VI + +That night the repose of the Sailor was rather disturbed. For one +thing he was unused to sleeping on dry land; for another Ginger took up +a lot of the bed, and as he slept next the wall, the Sailor's position +on the outer verge was decidedly perilous. Also when Ginger lay on his +back, which he did about two, he was a snorer. Therefore the Sailor +had to adjust himself to circumstances before he could begin to repose +at all. + +Even when slumber had really set in, which was not until after three, +he had to wriggle his lean form into the famous but very tight jersey +of the Blackhampton Rovers, the historic blue and chocolate. But what +a moment it was when he came proudly on to the field in the midst of +the heroes of his early dreams, coolly buttoning his goalkeeping +gloves, and pretending not to be aware that thousands were massed tier +upon tier around the amphitheater craning their necks to get a glimpse +of him, and shouting themselves hoarse with their cries of battle! + +It was odd that his first game with his beloved Rovers should be +against the doughtiest of their foes, the world-famous Villa. And it +seemed at first that the occasion would be too much for him. But +Ginger was there, ruddy and insouciant, also in a magnificent new +jersey. Ginger was playing full back, and just as the match was about +to begin he turned round to the goalkeeper and said, "Now, Sailor, pull +up your socks, old friend." But the queer thing was, the voice did not +belong to Ginger, it was the voice of Klondyke. Then confusion came. +It was not Ginger, it was Klondyke himself who was playing full back, +Klondyke the noblest hero of them all. So much was the Sailor +astonished by the discovery that he fell out of bed, without disturbing +Ginger who was in occupation of three parts of it and snoring like a +traction engine. + +Next day, the dinner-hour being fine, the Sailor made his debut as a +football player on Cox's Piece in the presence of a critical assembly. +A number of the choicest spirits of the neighborhood, some in work, +some out of it, but one and all fired with real enthusiasm for a noble +game, gathered with a football about a quarter past twelve. This was a +stalwart company, but as soon as Ginger appeared on the scene he took +sole command of it. There were those who could kick a football as well +as he, there were those who were older, bigger, stronger, but by sheer +pressure of character in that assembly Ginger's word was law. + +"Parkins," said Ginger, "you can't keep goal. Come out of it, Parkins. +Here's a chap as can." + +While the crestfallen and unwilling Parkins deferred to the master +mind, a wave of solemn curiosity passed through the cognoscenti of +Cox's Piece. The Sailor was seen to doff his wonderful fur cap, which +alone was a guaranty of untold possibilities in its wearer, to roll up +solemnly the sleeves of his tattered blue seaman's jersey, and to take +his place in the goal which had been formed by two heaps of coats. + +"He's a sailor," said Ginger, for the general information. But the +statement was entirely superfluous. It was clear to the humblest +intelligence that he was a sailor and nothing else, but Ginger knew the +value of such an announcement. To a landsman--and these were landsmen +all--a sailor is a sailor. Strange glories are woven round his +visionary brow. He is a being apart. Things are permitted to him in +speech and deed that would excite criticism in an ordinary mortal. For +instance, the first shot at goal, which Ginger took himself by divine +right, and quite an easy one, by design, for a real goalkeeper to +parry, the Sailor missed altogether. Had he been aught but a sailor +his reputation as far as Cox's Piece was concerned would have been gone +forever. + +"Ain't got his sea legs yet." Ginger's coolness and impressiveness +were extraordinary. "Been eight year at sea. Round the world nine +times. Wrecked twice. Seed the serpent off the coast o' Madagascar. +Give me the ball, Igson. Wait till he gets his eye in an' you'll see." + +Ginger's second shot at goal was easier than his first, and the Sailor, +to the gratification of his mentor, was able to mobilize in time to +stop it. + +"What did I tell yer?" said Ginger. "You'll see what he can do when he +gets his sea legs." + +Within a week the Sailor was the unofficial hero of Cox's Piece. +Ginger, of course, was the only authentic one. But he was too great a +man ever to be visited by a suspicion of jealousy. Jealousy is a +second rate passion, and whatever Ginger was he was not second rate. +Besides the Sailor's remarkable success on Cox's Piece increased the +prestige of his discoverer. + +The Sailor took to goalkeeping as a duck takes to water. The truth was +he was a goalkeeper born, as a poet is born or a soldier or a musician. +His slender body was hung on wires, his muscles were toughened into +steel and whipcord by long years of hard and perilous training. Then +his eye, keen and clear as a hawk's, was quick and true. Also he was +active as a cat, and with very little practice was able to compass that +_tour de force_ of the goalkeeper's art, the trick of flinging himself +full length upon the ground in order to parry a swift shot at short +range. + +Ginger was a wonderfully shrewd judge of men. And this faculty had +never shown itself more clearly than in seeing a born goalkeeper in the +Sailor even before that young man had made his debut on Cox's Piece. +The brilliant form of his protege was a personal triumph for Ginger. +His reputation for omniscience was more firmly established than ever. +In little more than a fortnight the Sailor was able to keep goal not +merely to the admiration of Cox's Piece, his fame had begun to spread. + +It was not that Henry Harper, even in these critical days, was wholly +absorbed in the business of learning to play football. Of vast +importance to his progress in the world, as in Ginger's opinion that +art was, there was still time and opportunity for the Sailor to think +of other things. + +He was much impressed by Ginger's perusal of the evening's news, which +always took place after supper. At the same time he was troubled. +Ginger took it for granted that Enery could read a newspaper. He +treated that as a matter of course, perhaps for the reason that he had +seen the Sailor sign his name, laboriously it was true, in the +time-book of Antcliff and Jackson, Limited. But Ginger, with all his +shrewdness, made a bad mistake. He little guessed that the Sailor's +signature stood for the sum of his learning. He little guessed when he +flung the _Evening Mercury_ across to the Sailor after he had done with +it himself, and the Sailor thanked him with that odd politeness which +rather puzzled him, and became absorbed in the paper's perusal, that +the young man could hardly read a word. + +On the evening this first happened the Sailor had intended no deceit. +He was so straight by nature that he could not have set himself +deliberately to take in anybody. The deception came about without any +will of his to deceive at all; and he was soon having to maintain a +false impression which he had not intended to create. All the same, he +would have been mortally ashamed to let the cat out of his bag. He +well knew that it would have been a crushing blow to that terrible +thing, the pride of Ginger. + +The young man wrestling behind the _Evening Mercury_ with the simplest +words it contained, and able to make very little of them in the way of +sense because they so seldom came together, reflected ruefully that he +ought at all costs to have borne in mind Klondyke's advice. "Stick to +the reading and writing, old friend. That's your line of country. +You'll get more out of those than ever you'll get out of the sea." +Bitterly he regretted now that he had not set store by those inspired +words. He began to see clearly that you could not hope to cut much ice +ashore unless you were a man of education. + +He was able to write his name, and that was all. Also he knew his +alphabet and could count up to a hundred if you gave him plenty of +time. There were also a few words he knew at sight, and thirty, +perhaps, short ones, and the easiest in the terribly difficult English +language, that he could spell with an effort. This was the sum of his +knowledge, and the whole of it was due to Klondyke, who had given many +a half-hour of his leisure to imparting it in the cold and damp misery +of the half-deck with no more than a sputter of candle by which to do +it. + +Sailor had clung desperately to all the scraps of learning which +Klondyke had given him, but when his friend left the ship he had not +had the grit to plow the hard furrow of knowledge for himself. Somehow +he had not been able to stick it. He needed the inspiration of +Klondyke's voice and presence, of Klondyke's humor and friendliness. +He could hardly bring himself to open the Bible his friend had given +him, and when he tried to read the _Brooklyn Eagle_ he couldn't see it +for tears. + +Now he had left the sea for good, he knew a bitter price would be +exacted for his weakness. To begin with it would be impossible to tell +Ginger the truth. Ginger was the kind of man who would look down on +him if once he knew his secret. Besides it was a grievous handicap +ashore never to have been to school. Moreover the Sailor was so honest +that any kind of deception hurt him. + +"Read that yarn about Kitchener and the Gippy?" + +"No," said the miserable Sailor. + +"Better. Page three. Bottom. Damn good. What?" + +"Yep," said the Sailor, wishing to commit the act of hari-kari. He +must find a way out. The longer the pretense was kept up the worse it +would be. But it was impossible to tell Ginger that he couldn't even +find the yarn of Kitchener and the Gippy, let alone attempt to read it. + + + + +VII + +Ginger was a wonderful chap, but his nature was hard. He had little of +Klondyke's far-sighted sympathy, which in circumstances of ever growing +difficulty would have been an enormous help to the Sailor. + +Henry Harper had felt no shame when he told the dismal truth to +Klondyke that he could neither read nor write. But he would rather +have his tongue cut out than tell that particular truth to Ginger. +Still the game of make-believe must not go on. It made the young man +horribly uncomfortable to be driven to play it after supper every +night. Something must be done if the esteem, perhaps the friendship, +of Ginger was not to be forfeited. + +The Sailor was no fool. Therefore he set his wits very seriously to +work to grasp the nettle without exposing his ignorance more than was +absolutely necessary. He spent anxious hours, not only during the day, +but in the watches of the night, trying to find a way out. + +One Saturday evening he sat in a frame of mind bordering upon ecstasy. +At the instance of Ginger, who was the captain and treasurer of the +club, the chairman of the committee, and also one of its +vice-presidents, the Sailor had been invited that afternoon to keep +goal for the Isle of Dogs Albion. The Sailor had done so. Ginger had +shaken hands with him impressively after the match, and had solemnly +told him that he had won it for his side, which was truly the case. +And the fact was frankly admitted by the rest of the team. + +"Mark my words," said Ginger to his peers, "that feller's young at +present, but he plays for England when he gets a bit more powder in his +hold." + +This was talking, but no member of the Isle of Dogs Albion was so +misguided as to argue the matter. Ginger's word was the law of +nations. Besides, the Sailor was a goalkeeping genius; his form that +afternoon could not have been surpassed by Robinson of Chelsea. + +That evening as the Sailor sat gazing, chin on hands, into the fire, +while Ginger read out the results of the afternoon's matches, he began +to think to a purpose. + +"Sunderland hasn't half put it acrost the Arsenal. Villa and Wolves a +draw." + +"Ginger," said the Sailor wistfully, "if you had been to sea for near +seven year an' you had forgot a bit o' what you knowed at school, what +would you do about it?" + +"Do about what? 'Otspur hasn't half punctured Liverpool, I don't +think." + +"Do about learnin' what you've forgot?" + +"Come again, pardner. I'm not Old Moore. Manchester City and +Birmingham no goals half time." + +"Do about learnin' a bit o' figurin' what you ought to ha' knowed afore +you went to sea?" + +"Do you think I'm Datas?" The flash of scorn seared the soul of Henry +Harper like the live end of an electric wire. "It's a silly juggins +question. How the hell should I know?" + +No, Ginger was not helpful. + +But tonight the Sailor was in the seventh heaven, he was walking on +air, therefore with a courage not his as a rule he would not own defeat. + +"Suppose you'd almost forgot how to read the news. What'd you do about +it?" + +"Do about it? Why, I'd pleadin' well go and drown meself." + +The Sailor drew in his breath in a little gasp. But the matter was so +tragic that he must go on. And it was no more than Klondyke had +foreseen. + +"Perhaps there's someone as would learn me," said the Sailor half to +himself. And then his pluck gave out. + +Silence fell for twenty minutes. Ginger smoked Log Cabin and read the +evening's news, while the Sailor continued to stare in the fire. Then +Ginger flung across the _Evening Mercury_ with, as the Sailor fancied, +a slight touch of contempt. But Henry Harper had not the heart to take +up the paper tonight. He must never take it up again until he had +learned to read it! + +In the meantime Ginger reflected. + +"Sailor," he said, looking at the fire-lit figure, with vibrations of +depth and power in his voice, "you'll go far. That's my opinion, an' I +don't talk out o' the back o' my neck as a general rule. You'll go +far." + +This conveyed nothing to the Sailor. + +"I'm tellin' yer," said Ginger. Rising with his freckled face shining +and his deep mind fired by ambition, he took from a drawer in the +supper table a sheet of writing-paper, an envelope, and a blotter which +a philanthropic insurance company had presented to the landlady, an +ancient ink bottle and a prehistoric pen from the chimneypiece, cleared +a space by piling saucers upon plates and cups on the top of them, and +then sat down to compose the following letter: + + +DEAR DINK, + +I write these few lines hoping you are well as they leave me at +present. A chap has just joined our club as I think you ought to know +about. He's a sailor, and his goal-keeping is marvelous. None of our +chaps has seen anything like it. Thought you might like to know this +as the Hotspurs is after him. Two of their directors came to see him +play this afternoon, and from what I hear they are going to make him an +offer. But from what he tells me he would rather play for the Rovers +than anybody as he is Blackhampton born, and though he's been nine +times round the world and wrecked twice, he thinks there's no town like +it. At present he is young and green, being took to sea as quite a +kid, but I honestly think your directors ought to know about him, as he +will be snapped up at once. I can arrange to bring him over to +Blackhampton any Saturday for your club to look at if they care to give +us both a trial with the Rovers' second team. We would both come for +our expenses, railway fares, and one day's wages, but he won't come +without me as we lodge together and play for the same club. You can +take it from me he's a Nonesuch. + +Yours truly, + W. H. JUKES. + +P. S.--This season I am in pretty fair form myself at right full back. +W. H. J. + + +Ginger wrote this letter with great pains in a very clear and masterful +hand. He addressed it to Mr. D. Dawson (Blackhampton Rovers F.C.), 12 +Curzon Street, Blackhampton. Then, without saying a word to the +Nonesuch, he went out to post it at the end of the street. Having done +this, thinking hard, he made his way to the little alien hairdresser in +the High Road, who had the honor of his patronage, and sternly ordered +"a hair cut, and see that you go close with the lawn mower." + +Meanwhile the Sailor sat by the fire. Presently the room was invaded +by Mrs. Sparks, the landlady. She was a fatigued and faded creature, +but honest, discreet, and thoroughly respectable in Ginger's opinion, +and in that of his fellow lodger there could be no higher. Besides it +was no secret that Mrs. Sparks had seen better days. She was the widow +of a mariner, who had borne a gallant part in the bombardment of +Alexandria, although his country and hers appeared rather to have +overlooked the fact. + +The Sailor was a little afraid of Mrs. Sparks. She was to his mind a +lady, and overawed by her sex in general, the young man was rather +embarrassed by her air of austerity. She never spoke without choosing +her words, also the order in which to place them; and Ginger, who was +frankly and cynically contemptuous in private discourse of Mrs. Sparks' +sex, was always careful to address her as "Ma'am," a fact which as far +as the Sailor was concerned amply vouched for her status. + +At ordinary times the Sailor would not have dared to speak to his +landlady unless she had first spoken to him. But tonight he was in a +state of excitement. By some curious means the events of the afternoon +had translated him. A tiny bud of ambition was breaking its filaments +in his brain. + +While Mrs. Sparks, weary and sallow of countenance, was clearing the +table, a compelling force made the Sailor remove his chin from his +hands and cease gazing into the fire. + +"Beggin' pardon, m'm," he said, with the odd, almost cringing +humbleness which always inspired him in his passages with even the +least considerable of Mrs. Sparks' sex, "would you mind if I ask you a +question?" + +The landlady was a little surprised. Her lodgers were not in the habit +of taking her into their confidence. But in spite of a bleak exterior +she was less formidable than she looked, and this the Sailor had felt +to be the case. In his tone, moreover, was a note to touch the heart +of any woman. + +"Not at all," said Mrs. Sparks genteelly. + +"If you had been seven year at sea," said the young man, enfolding her +with his deep eyes, "an' you had forgot your figurin', what would you +do about it?" + +Mrs. Sparks was so completely at a loss that the Sailor felt it to be +his duty to make himself a little clearer. + +"Suppose, m'm, you had forgot all yer knowed of your writin' and +readin' while you was at sea, what 'u'd you do about _that_?" + +Mrs. Sparks shook her head. It was a ladylike expression of hopeless +defeat. + +The Sailor grew desperate. + +"See here, m'm." He took up the _Evening Mercury_ with a fierceness +which immensely surprised Mrs. Sparks; he looked so gentle that he +didn't seem to have it in him. "It's like this year. I can't read a +word o' this pleadin' paper. Beg parding, lady." Her face had +hardened at such a term of the sea. The voice of the young man died +suddenly as if thoroughly ashamed of its own vehemence. + +However the vehemence had done the trick. + +"I would learn," said the landlady curtly. + +"Yep," said the Sailor, with the blush of a girl, "it's what I want to." + +"Then why not?" + +"Dunno how, m'm," he said helplessly. + +"Why not go to a school?" + +"Can't while I'm at work, m'm." + +"There are schools you can go to at night." + +Mrs. Sparks swept up the crumbs, whisked away the table cloth, replaced +it with a cheerful looking red one, and retired with a look which the +Sailor took for disdain. + +No, he ought never to have let the cat out of the bag. It would have +been better to have bitten off his tongue. But after all it was only +Mrs. Sparks ... although Mrs. Sparks was Mrs. Sparks. He must be very +careful how he let on to people about his shameful ignorance. + +He was a fool to worry about it. "It's nothing to be ashamed of, old +friend," Klondyke had said, but the world was not made up of Klondykes. +It was something to be ashamed of if you looked at it as Mrs. Sparks +and Ginger did. He felt, as far as they were concerned, he would never +live it down. Once more he looked into the fire in order to resume the +captaincy of his soul. But it was no use. Fix his will as he might, +the famous blue and chocolate jerseys of the Blackhampton Rovers had +yielded permanently to Mrs. Sparks with a look of scorn in her face. + +He got up and in sudden despair took his cap off the peg behind the +door. No longer could he stay in the room with his shame. More space, +more air was needed. As he flung open the outer door, a gust of damp +fog came in; and with it came the squat, powerful, slightly bow-legged +figure of Ginger, looking more than ever like a man of destiny now he +had had his hair cut. + +"Where goin'?" + +"Walk," said the Sailor miserably. + +"Nice night for a walk. Rum one you are." Had the Sailor's promise as +a goalkeeper been less remarkable Ginger would have been tempted to +rebuke such irresponsible behavior. As it was he was content merely to +place it on record. + +"Well if you must, you must," said Ginger magisterially, closing the +door. + + + + +VIII + +At five minutes past six on Tuesday evening, when Ginger came home from +work, a letter was waiting for him on the sitting-room chimneypiece. +The first thing he noticed was that it bore the Blackhampton postmark, +but being a very cool and sure hand, he did not open it at once. He +preferred to fulfil the first and obvious duty of a self-respecting +citizen of "cleaning himself up" at the scullery sink with water from +the pump, and of sitting down to a dish of tripe and fried onions, +always a favorite with him, and particularly on Tuesday when the tripe +was fresh, while the Sailor, looking rather forlorn, poured out the +tea. Ginger chose to do all this with astounding sang-froid before +opening Dinkie Dawson's letter. + +He read slowly, with unruffled countenance. Then with a noncommittal +air, he threw the letter carelessly across the table to the Sailor, who +had to retrieve it from the slop basin which fortunately was empty. + +"Read it," said Ginger, his face a mask, his tone ice cold, without a +trace of emotion. + +The Sailor blushed vividly. + +"Read it, yer fool," said Ginger. The pitiless autocrat was now +striking through the tone of detachment. + +Hopelessly confused, the Sailor turned the letter the right side up. +But he didn't attempt to read. He knew it was no use. There was not a +line he could understand, yet he was forced to hold it before his eyes. + +"What do you think o' that, young feller, my lad?" + +Stern triumph was striking now through Ginger's almost terrible +detachment. "What do you think on it, eh?" + +The Sailor was not able to think anything of it at the moment. + +"None so dusty--what?" Ginger fairly glowed with a sense of victory. + +"Yep," said the Sailor feebly. + +"About fixes it--what?" + +"Yep," said the Sailor. + +He gave back the letter to Ginger with nervous guilt, neither knowing +why it was none so dusty nor what it was that it fixed. + +"Yer silly perisher. Don't yer see what it means?" + +The Sailor nodded feebly. + +"Very well, then, why don't yer say so?" + +There was the light of contempt in the truculent eyes of Ginger. The +Sailor simply could not meet them. + +"Blymy"--the scorn of Ginger was withering--"if you hadn't been nine +times round the world afore the mast, I should say you was just a +guy--I should straight. Don't you understand what Dinkie Dawson says?" + +The Sailor's stammer might be taken for, "Yep." + +"Very well, then," said Ginger, so savagely that he had to read the +_Evening Mercury_ in order to calm himself. + +The Sailor began to wish he was dead. And then suddenly Ginger laid +down the paper. + +"This touch is goin' to cost you money, young Mister Man," he said, +magniloquently. + +The Sailor's face was haggard. + +"You'll have to lay out thirty bob on a new suit of clothes to start +with." + +The Sailor nodded. + +"Of course, you can get a suit for less, but myself I'm all for +quality." + +The Sailor nodded. + +"If you'll take my advice, young feller, you'll go to Dago and Rogers +and get one o' them blue suitings as they shows in the winder, neat but +not gaudy, cut in the West End style. I'm thinkin' o' gettin' one +meself; you simply can't help lookin' a gentleman in one o' them, with +a spotted tie and a double turnover collar." + +"Yep," said the Sailor, to whom all this was as intelligible as a play +of Sophocles. + +"You'll also want a nice neat Gladstone." + +"Yep," said the Sailor abjectly. + +"Brown paper parcel and your boots tied on by string at the end o' it +won't do in this scene, young feller." + +"No," said the Sailor. + +"Got to dress the shop winder a bit in this act." A strange inner +light was beginning to gleam in the eyes of Ginger. "Nice new +Gladstone, pair o' nice wide knickers cut saucy round the knee, and a +set o' new laces in your boots. And I'm thinking one o' those all-wool +white sweaters you can get at Tallow's might turn out a good +investment." + +The Sailor nodded feebly. + +"Never spile the ship for a ha'porth o' tar. Allus dress the part. +Never stint a coat o' paint for Mrs. Jarley's Waxworks." + +The Sailor nodded. + +"You've got to learn to knock the public silly," concluded Ginger, with +a ferocity almost frightening, "if you are ever goin' to cut any ice on +this bleedin' planet." + +Utterly nonplussed, the Sailor went early to bed with his shame. + + + + +IX + +In the opinion of Cox's Piece, "lift" was not the word for the bearing +of Ginger on the morrow at the mid-day gathering. It was pardonable, +no doubt; Ginger was Ginger, a being apart. Twopenny Sturgess wouldn't +half have had it dusted out of him. It wouldn't have been stood from +Gogo, or Hogan, or Foxey Green, but with Ginger it was different. It +was realized in a way that was almost sinister by the cognoscenti of +Cox's Piece that if there was such a thing existing in the world, +Ginger was really and truly It. + +Nevertheless, Pouncer Rogers was so unwise as to put into words the +unspoken thought that was in every mind when he told Ginger bluntly to +his face "that he'd believe it when he seed it." + +"Yer call me a liar," said Ginger, drawing himself up to his full +height of five feet six inches with remarkable dignity. + +"I said I'd believe it when I seed it," said the heroic Pouncer. + +"Sailor here read the letter," said Ginger, underplaying from the sheer +strength of his hand. "Didn't you, Sailor boy? _You_ read Dinkie +Dawson's letter?" + +"Yep," said the miserable Sailor. + +"An' didn't he say a day's wages and railway fares both ways?" + +The answer of the Sailor was understood to be in the affirmative. + +"First class, o' course," said Pouncer, with a deliberate wink at Gogo +and Twopenny. + +Ginger's hand was so full that he could afford to treat the observation +on its merits. + +"_Third_ class, Pouncer. It was _third_, Sailor boy?" The appeal to +Sailor boy had a superb touch of condescension. Pouncer would +cheerfully have given a week's wages for the privilege of slaying +Ginger. + +"Yep--third," muttered the miserable one. + +"Ginger Jukes," said the defiant Pouncer, "if you want my 'pinion, you +don't know Dinkie Dawson at all. That's my 'pinion." + +"Your opinion was not _ast_, young Pouncer." Ginger's air was that of +a Napoleon. "An' when anyone pleadin' well _asts_ it, Pouncer, you can +give it. Perhaps you'll say that Sailor didn't read Dinkie's letter?" + +"So he says," sneered Pouncer. + +The Sailor winced, but the cognoscenti were much too busy to notice him. + +"You are never goin' to call _him_ a liar," said Ginger. + +"I call him nothing." + +"You had better not," said Ginger, who noticed that Pouncer was drawing +in his horns a bit. "_I_ can afford to take your lip, young Pouncer +Rogers. I'm used to it an' you are no class, anyway, but if you call +the Sailor here a liar, he'll have to put it acrost you. Won't you, +Sailor boy?" + +No reply from the Sailor. + +"I call him nothing," said Pouncer, coming back a bit at this rather +unexpected silence on the part of the Sailor. "But I simply says he +pleadin' well didn't read no pleadin' letter from Dinkie Dawson, that's +all I simply says." + +"Young Pouncer," said Ginger, "you have called the Sailor a liar." He +turned to his protege with the anxious air of an extraordinarily polite +Samaritan. "I'll hold your coat, Sailor boy. You've took too much +already from the likes o' him. Give me your coat. You are bound to +put it acrost him now." + +Ginger looked around magisterially; the cognoscenti concurred as one. +Already the Sailor's coat was in Ginger's hand. In the next moment he +had rolled up the sleeves of the Sailor's blue jersey, remarking as he +did so, "If ever I see a chap on his bended knees a-lookin' for +trouble, it's this here young Pouncer. Sailor boy, if you'll be ruled +by me, you won't half give him his gruel." + +"It's more than you can, Ginger Jukes," said Pouncer, with ill-timed +and unworthy defiance. + +Ginger was aware of that fact. In the first place, fighting was not +his long suit. He had too much intellect to love so vulgar a pastime +merely for its own sake. Not only was it violent and dangerous, but it +seldom meant anything in particular when you were through with it. All +the same, it had its uses. Pouncer had been getting above himself for +some little time now. If he didn't soon receive a proper licking from +somebody, the hegemony of Cox's Piece might cease to be a sinecure. + +"His left's fairly useful," whispered Ginger, as he brought his man up +to the scratch. "But that's all he's got. Now mind you punch a hole +right through him." + +It was a rather disappointing scrap. But for this it would be unfair +to blame either Pouncer or the Sailor. The fiasco was due to the +unexpected, unwarranted, thoroughly ill-timed, and almost unprecedented +behavior of the Metropolitan Police, who in the person of a certain +Constable Y28 promptly moved on the combatants while they were sparring +for position. He was obviously a young constable who had not quite +shaken down into his duties. + +"It'll have to be a draw," announced Ginger a little lower down the +road, while Constable Y28 stood watching the ebb and flow of the +cognoscenti. But it may have been that Ginger's verdict was governed +less by a consideration of the attitude of Constable Y28, than by the +fact that Pouncer's ring-craft appeared to have improved considerably +since Ginger had last seen it in action. For obvious reasons, it would +not do for the Sailor to meet his Waterloo just then. + +"Young Pouncer," said Ginger, as a final and dramatic parting shot, +"you've called the Sailor a liar, but all the same, we can neither on +us play next Saturday for the Isle of Dogs Albion. An' if on Saturday +mornin' you take the trouble to roll up at the station about five +minutes to seven, you will flaming well see the reason." + +"Seein' ain't always believin," said Pouncer. + +In spite, however, of that unchallengeable statement, Cox's Piece was +well represented at the up platform to London Bridge at five minutes to +seven, or thereabouts, on the morning of Saturday, November 3. These +enthusiasts, touched with scepticism as they were, deserved well of +fate. It was not that they sympathized with Pouncer Rogers in his +ignoble point of view; they believed that for the first time in its +brief and rather checkered history, the Isle of Dogs Albion F.C. was +coming into its own. + +An impressive sight met the faithful who were present on the up +platform to London Bridge at a few minutes to seven on the morning of +Saturday. Then it was that Ginger and the Sailor were seen in the +booking-hall taking their tickets for Blackhampton. Each carried a +brand-new and decidedly elegant Gladstone bag, brilliant of hue and +affirming its ownership in bold and clear letters; W.H.J.--H.H. +Moreover, both Ginger and the Sailor wore a brand-new cap of black and +white tweed, a brand-new overcoat with velvet collar, a brand-new blue +suit, undoubted masterpieces of Jago and Brown, 25 The Arcade, and at +Finsbury Circus, the whole surmounted by lustrous boots, spotted +necktie and spotless double collar. The effect was heightened by a +previous evening's haircut and a close matutinal shave. + +Those of the faithful who had assembled on the up platform to wish _bon +voyage_ to their club mates on their journey to High Olympus were +rather staggered by the sight of them. Had the goalkeeper and the +right full back of the Isle of Dogs Albion been going forth to play for +the first team of the Villa itself, they could not have dressed the +part more superbly. Such stage management, its inception due to the +genius of Ginger, its execution, the fruit of the Sailor's fabulous +wealth, filled their friends with awe. The unworthy doubt cast by +Pouncer upon Ginger's _bona fides_ brought its own Nemesis. Pouncer +was so completely overthrown by the spectacular appearance on the up +platform that he sneaked out of the station _via_ alternate doors of +the refreshment buffet, an illegal crossing of the main line, and a +final exit by the booking-hall of the down platform. + +Seated in a third smoker, on the way to his natal city of Blackhampton, +upon which he had not set eyes for seven long and incredible years, the +emotions of Henry Harper were very complex. He was in a dream. He had +been made to realize by the Force seated opposite smoking Log Cabin and +reading _Pearson's Weekly_, that romance had come at last into a mean +and hopeless life--into a life which had never looked for such things +to happen. + +The Sailor knew now the ordeal before him. He was to be tried as a +goalkeeper by the great and famous Blackhampton Rovers, the gods of his +youth. The fact was very hard to believe, but according to the +relentless Force to the wheel of whose chariot he was tied such was the +case. And there was his new gear to prove it. + +When they got past Luton, they had the compartment to themselves. It +was then that the Force, _alias_ Ginger, laid _Pearson's Weekly_ aside +and admonished the Sailor out of the store of his wisdom. + +"First thing you bear in mind, young feller, is your name's Cucumber. +That's the hallmark o' class. It's the coolest player what takes the +kitty. Did you ever see Jock Norton o' the Villa?" + +The Sailor did not remember having done so. + +"It don't matter," said Ginger. "This afternoon you'll see me. I've +formed myself on Jock Norton o' the Villa. There's no better model for +a young and risin' player. But as I say, Cucumber's your docket. +That's my first an' my last word to you, young feller. It's Cucumber +what'll put the half Nelson on the kermittee. And, o' course, +everythink else yer leave to me. Understand?" + +The Sailor did his best to do so. + +"Everythink I tells yer, you'll do. Everythink I says, you'll stand +by. What I says you've said, you've pleadin' well said, young feller, +an' don't forget it." + +The Sailor was not likely to forget. The look in the eyes of Ginger, +slightly flecked with green in a good light--why they should have +assumed that color is part of the eternal paradox--sent little chills +down the Sailor's spine. + +They steamed into the Central Station of the famous but murky city of +Blackhampton at half-past twelve. The Sailor was still in a dream, but +of so vivid a hue that he was fairly trembling with excitement. And +the first person he saw, who actually opened the door of their +compartment, was a certain grim railway policeman, who, on Henry +Harper's last appearance at Blackhampton Central Station, had led him +outside by the ear and cuffed him soundly for having ventured to appear +in it. The final words of this stern official had been, "If ever you +come in here again, you'll see what I'll do." + +Well, Henry Harper had come in again, and he was now seeing what the +policeman did. He felt subconsciously that fate was laughing at this +obsequious figure in uniform opening the door of a third smoker for a +new goalkeeper, who had come specially from London to be tried by the +Rovers. + +Ginger considered it an economy of time, also the part of policy, to +have a light repast at the refreshment buffet. While they were in the +act of consuming egg sandwiches, bananas, and a pint of bitter--they +were good to play on--the throng around the buffet was swollen by three +or four smart individuals not quite so well dressed as themselves +perhaps, but each carrying a handbag which if not so new as theirs was +very similar in shape, design, and general importance. + +There was a little commotion near the beer engine. "Play up, Rovers," +cried an enthusiast in a chocolate and blue necktie. The quick ear of +Ginger caught the sound; his eye envisaged the cause of it. He gave +the Sailor a nudge so shrewd and sudden as to involve disaster to his +pint of bitter. + +"There's Dink," he said, in a thrilling whisper. + +One less than Ginger would have waited for the situation to evolve. He +would have been modestly content for the famous and redoubtable Dinkie +Dawson, already an idol of the public and the press, to confer notice +upon those whose reputations were in the womb of time. But that was +not Ginger's way. + +"Come on, Sailor boy, I'll introjuice yer. But mind--Cucumber. And +leave the lip ter me." + +The Sailor didn't feel like being introduced to anybody just then, +certainly not to Dinkie Dawson, or the Prince of Wales, or Lord +Salisbury, or anyone of equal eminence. In spite of new clothes and a +Gladstone bag, he knew his limit. But the relentless Force to the +wheel of whose chariot he was tied, the amazing Ginger, sauntered up to +the beer engine and struck Dinkie Dawson a blow on the shoulder. + +"Hullo, Ginge," said the great man. Moreover he spoke with the large +geniality of one who has really arrived. + +"Hullo, Dink." Cucumber was not the word for Ginger. "Where are ye +playin'?" + +"At Durbee agen the Countee." + +"Mind yer put it acrost 'em," said Ginger, in the ready and agreeable +tone of the man of the world. "Let me introjuice Mr. Enery Arper. Mr. +Dinkie Dawson." + +"'Ow do," said Dinkie. But it was not the tone he had used to Ginger. +There was inquiry, condescension, keep-your-distance and quite a lot of +other things in it. Ginger, whom Dinkie knew and liked, had described +Mr. Enery Arper as a Nonesuch, but Dinkie, who was himself a Nonesuch +of a very authentic breed, was not all inclined to make concessions to +a Nonesuch in embryo. + +Mr. Harper's shyness was so intense that it might easily have been +mistaken for Lift. But Ginger, wary and alert, stepped into the breach +with his accustomed gallantry. + +"I told yer in my letter he had been a sailor," whispered Ginger in the +great man's ear. "He's sailed eight years afore the mast. Three times +wrecked. Seed the serpent. Gee, what that chap's done an' seen--it +fair makes you dizzy. Not that you would think it to look at him, +would yer?" + +"No, I wouldn't," said Dinkie, who measured men by one standard only. +"But what about his goalkeeping? Can he keep goal or can't he? +There's a big chance for a chap as can really _keep_ goal. But he must +be class." + +"He's class," said Ginger--coolly. + +"Can he clear well?" + +"He's a daisy, I tell yer." + +"That's got to be seen," said Dinkie. "But he looks green to me. An' +I tell you this, Ginger Jukes, it's not a bit o' use anybody trying to +lumber a green un on to a club like the Rovers." + +"I know that," said Ginger urbanely. "But you'll see--if he keeps his +thatch. By the way, Dink, you didn't say in your letter whether the +Rovers had a vacancy for a right full back." + +"We've got Mullins and Pretyman, the best pair o' backs in England." + +Ginger knew that perfectly well, but he did not allow it to defeat him. + +"There's as good fish in the sea as ever come out of it," said he. + +"I don't know about that," said Dinkie Dawson coldly. + +It was clear that Ginger Jukes did not realize where he was or what he +was up against. + + + + +X + +Ginger and the Sailor drove to the ground of the Blackhampton Rovers on +the roof of a two-horse bus. It was a long way from the Central +Station, but they had time in hand; the match did not begin until +half-past two, and it was only a little after one at present. As +together they made what both felt to be as fateful a journey as they +would ever take in the whole course of their lives, their emotions were +many and conflicting. + +"There y'are, young feller." Ginger pointed to a hoarding on which a +chocolate and blue poster was displayed. In spite of his religion of +Cucumber, the thrill in his voice was perceptible. "There's a bill of +the match." + +"Who are we p-playin'?" stammered the Sailor, half choked by a sudden +rush of emotion that threatened to unman him. + +"Can't yer read?" + +"No," gasped the Sailor. + +"No?" gasped Ginger. + +"I--I mean, I can't see very well." + +"_Can't see!_" + +Ginger nearly fell off the bus. + +"Not at this distance, I--I mean." + +"Blymy." For a moment Ginger was done. Then he said with a ferocity +ruthless and terrible, "Young feller, you've pleadin' well _got_ to see +this afternoon. You've got to keep yer eyes skinned or ... or I'll +scrag yer. Understand? If you let me down or you let Dinkie make a +mark on us, you'll see what I'll do." There was something deadly now +in the freckled skin and the green eyes. Ginger might have been a +large reptile from the Island of San Pedro. + +The Sailor felt horribly nervous, and the demeanor of Ginger did not +console him. The fact was, Ginger was horribly nervous too. It was +the moment of his life, the hour to which vaulting ambition had long +looked forward. Before this damp, dismal November afternoon was three +hours older would be decided the one really pregnant problem of +Ginger's universe, namely and to wit, could he contrive to get his foot +on the ladder that leads to fame and fortune? If courage and +resolution and an insight into the ways of men could bring this thing +to pass there was reason for Ginger to be of good faith. But--and the +But was a big one--none knew better than Ginger that many are called +and few are chosen, that the world is full of gifted and ambitious +people who have never quite managed to "deliver the goods," that life +is hell for the under dog, and that it is given to no man to measure +the exact distance between the cup and the lip. + +The ground of the Blackhampton Rovers Football Club came into view as +the bus dived into a muddy and narrow lane. It then crossed the bridge +of the West Norton and Bagsworth canal, and there before the thrilled +eyes of the Sailor was the faded flag of chocolate and blue flying over +the enormous corrugated iron roof of the grand stand. But there were +not many people about at present. It was not yet two o'clock, moreover +the spectators were likely to be few, so dismal was the afternoon, and +of such little importance the match, which was a mere affair of the +second team. + +Ginger, with all his formidable courage, was devoutly thankful that +such was the case. It was well that the prestige of the Blackhampton +Rovers was not at stake. For he knew that he was taking a terrible +risk. The Sailor was young and untried, his experience of the game was +slight, and had been gained in poor company. Even the second team of +the august Blackhampton Rovers was quite a different matter from the +first team of the Isle of Dogs Albion. They were up against class and +had better look out! + +This was the thought in Ginger's mind as he entered the ground of the +famous club, with the Sailor at his heels, and haughtily said, +"Player," in response to a demand for entrance money on the part of the +man at the gate. Ginger was a little overawed by his surroundings +already in spite of a fixed determination not to be overawed by +anything. + +As for the Sailor, following upon the heels of Ginger and speaking not +a word, he was as one in a dream. Yes, this was the ground of the +Rovers right enough. There was the flag over the pavilion. God in +heaven, what things he had seen, what things he had known since he +looked on it last! Somehow the sight of that torn and faded banner of +chocolate and blue brought a sudden gush of tears to his eyes. And in +a queer way, he felt a better man for shedding them. There at the end +of the ground by the farther goal, in the shadow of the legend, +Blackhampton Empire Twice Nightly, painted in immense letters on a +giant hoarding, was the tree out of which young Arris fell and was +pinched by a rozzer on the never-to-be-forgotten day when the Villa +came to play the Rovers in that immortal cup tie it had been the glory +of his youth to witness. And now ... and now! It was too much! Henry +Harper could not believe that he was about to wear the chocolate and +blue himself, that he was about to tread the turf of this historic +field which had not so much as one blade of grass upon it. + +"Young feller." The face of Ginger was pale, his voice was hoarse. +"Don't forget what I've told yer. Remember Cucumber. Stick tight to +your thatch. There's a lot at stake for both on us. This has got to +mean two quid a week for you and me." + +The Sailor did not reply. But an odd look came into his deep eyes. +Could Ginger have read them, and it was well he could not, those eyes +would have accused him of sacrilege. It was not with thoughts like +these that Henry Harper defiled the classic battleground, the sacred +earth of High Olympus. + + + + +XI + +In the Rovers' dressing-room the reception of Ginger and the Sailor was +cool. Their look of newness, of their bags and overcoats in +particular, at once aroused feelings of hostility. They implied +greenness and swank; and in athletic circles these carry heavy +penalties. Greenness is a grave misdemeanor, swank a deadly sin. +Fortunately Ginger was far too wise to talk. He contented himself with +a civil passing of the time of day. One less a warrior might have been +a little cowed by the glances at his bag and his overcoat. But Ginger +was not. He did not care two straws for the opinion of his fellow +hirelings. It was his business to impress the club committee. + +As for the Sailor, he was not in a condition to understand what was +taking place around him. Cucumber might be his name, but his brain was +like a ball of fire. + +One of the immortal chocolate and blue shirts was handed to him, but +when the time came to put it on he stood holding it in his hand. + +"Into it, yer fool," said his mentor, in a fierce whisper. It would +not be wise to attract by a display of eccentricity the notice of nine +pairs of eyes. + +With a start, the Sailor came back to the present and thrust his head +into the shirt. His thoughts were with young Arris. He, too, had had +a dream of playing for the Rovers. If only young Arris could see him +now! + +The "gate" was small, the afternoon unpleasant, the match by no means a +good one. The result did not matter to the Rovers, whose reputation +was known wherever football was played. In the view of the ruling +powers of that old and famous club, who sat in the center of the +grandstand, the object of this rather scratch game was not glory but +the discovery of new talent. But small as the audience was, it +contained a personage of vast consequence, who sat like Olympian Zeus +enthroned on high with his satellites around him. + +He was a majestic figure whose importance could be seen at a glance. +His expansive fur coat, his superb contour, his spats, his red face, +the flower in his buttonhole, and the large cigar with a band round it +stuck in the side of his mouth, were a guaranty of status, apart from +any consideration of supreme capacity. Mr. Augustus Higginbottom was +the chairman of the club. + +"Who have we got keepin' goal?" said Olympian Zeus, as he fixed a pair +of gold-rimmed eyeglasses on his nose and looked at his card. "Arper, +I see. Who the 'ell's Arper?" + +"On trial, Gus." Three or four anxiously officious satellites hastened +to enlighten the chairman. + +"I rather like the look o' Arper." It was as Plato might have spoken +had he ever worn a fur coat and had a large cigar with a band round it +tucked in the side of his mouth, and had he placed his services at the +disposal of the committee of the Blackhampton Rovers Football Club in +order to enable it to distinguish the false from the true. + +"Make and shape there," said Mr. Higginbottom. "Light on his pins. +Gets down to the ball." + +"Oh, well stopped, young un!" shouted an adventurous satellite, in +order that an official decree might be promulgated to the general +public. + +It was known at once round the ground that the critics had got their +eyes on the new goalkeeper. + +"I've heard say, Gus," said the adventurous one, "that this +youth--_well_ saved, _my_ lad!--is a sailor." + +"Sailor is he?" Mr. Higginbottom was so much impressed by the +information that he began to chew the end of his cigar. "Ops about, +don't he. I tell you what, Albert"--six satellites craned to catch the +chairman's ukase--"I like the cut o' the Sailor." + +"Played, young un," cried the grandstand. + +"Albert," said the chairman, "who's that cab oss?" + +"The right full back, Gus?" + +"Him I mean. He's no use." The chairman glanced augustly at his card. +"Jukes, I see. Who the 'ell's Jukes?" + +"On trial," said Mr. Satellite Albert. "But I don't altogether agree +with you there, Gus." Albert differed deferentially from the chairman. +"There's nothing like a touch o' Ginger." + +"I grant you," said the chairman. "But the goods has to be there as +well. Ginger's no class. Moves like a height-year-old with the +staggers." + +"Wake up, Jukes." The official decree was promulgated from the +grandstand. + +It was known at once round the ground that it was all up with Jukes. + +"Chrysanthemum Top can't play for rock cakes and Everton toffee," was +the opinion of the proletariat in the sixpenny stand. + +"Ginger's no class," said Mr. Augustus Higginbottom. "There's no class +about Ginger." + +"Pull up your socks, Jukes," the grandstand exhorted him. + +Ginger knew already, without any official intimation, that he was being +outplayed. Do as he would he did not seem able to mobilize quickly +enough to stop these swift and skillful forwards. He had never met +anything like them on Cox's Piece. Ginger knew already, without any +help from the grandstand, that he was out of it. He was doing his +level best, he was doing it doggedly with set teeth, but the truth was +he felt like a carthorse compared with these forwards of the enemy who +were racehorses one and all. + +But the Sailor ... the Sailor was magnificent so far. He had stopped +every shot, and two at least only a goalkeeper touched with the divine +fire could have parried. Half time was signaled, and in spite of the +inefficiency of the right full back, the enemy had yet to score a goal. + +As the players walked off the field to refit for the second half, a +special cheer was raised for young Harper. + +"Played, me lad." It was the voice of the chairman of the club from +the center of the grandstand. + +"Played, me lad." Three hundred throats echoed the cry. Zeus himself +had spoken. + +A ragged urchin, who had paid his threepence with the best of them and +had therefore a right to express his opinion in a public manner, looked +up into the sweating face and the haggard eyes of Ginger as he walked +off the ground. "Go 'ome, Ginger. Yer can't play for nuts. Yer no +class." + +Like a sick gladiator, Ginger staggered into the dressing-room, but in +his eyes was defiance of fate and not despair of it. + +"Mate," he said, in a hollow voice to the attendant, "fetch me six +pennorth o' brandy." + +He dipped his head into a basin of cold water and then sat in a +truculent silence. He did not so much as glance at the Sailor, who had +the rest of the team around him. Where did Harper come from? What +club did he play for? Was it true that he had been a sailor? + +Henry Harper was only able to answer these questions very shyly and +imperfectly. He was in a dream. He could hardly realize where he was +or what he was doing. When they returned to the field of play, the +goalkeeper, already a favorite, was given a little private cheer. But +the Sailor heard it not; he was dreaming, dreaming, walking on air. + +"Buck up, Ginger," piped the shrill urchin, as the tense and heroic +figure of that warrior came on the field last of all. But the grim +eyes and the set face were not in need of admonition. Ginger was +prepared to do or die. + +"Cab Oss can use his weight," said the All Highest. + +"First good thing he's done," said Mr. Satellite Albert. The right +full back, it seemed, had charged like a tiger at the center forward of +the enemy and had laid him low. + +"Good on yer, Ginger," cried the proletariat. + +After this episode, the game grew rough. And this was in Ginger's +favor. Outclassed he might be in pace and skill, but no human soul +could outclass Ginger in sheer fighting quality when his back was to +the wall. Before long the stricken lay around him. + +"It isn't footba'," said Mr. Augustus Higginbottom. "You can't call it +footba', but it's the right game to play under the circumstances." + +It began to seem that the enemy would never score the goal it so much +desired. The goalkeeper kept up his form in quite a marvelous way, +parrying shot after shot of every range and pace from all points of the +compass. He was a man inspired. And the right full back was truly +terrible now. He had ceased to trouble about the ball, but wherever he +saw a red-shirted adversary he brought him down and fell on him. +Ginger did not achieve any particular feat of arms, but his moral +effect was considerable. + +The shades of night were falling, but not a single goal had been scored +by either party. The goalkeeper grew more and more wonderful, the +right full back was more like a lion than ever. + +"Blame my cats," said Mr. Augustus Higginbottom, "that Ginger's +mustard. But they'll never stan' him in a League match. What do you +say, Davis?" + +Mr. Davis, a small buttoned-up man in a knitted comforter and a brown +bowler hat, had given far fewer opinions than his peers. He was a man +of deeds. He had played for England _v._ Scotland in his distinguished +youth, but no one would have guessed it to look at him. + +"Quite agree, Gus," said Mr. Davis, in a measured tone. "Football is +not a game for Ginger. Not the man we are looking for. But that +goalkeeper..." + +"That's all right, Davis," said Mr. Augustus Higginbottom, "we are +going to make no mistake about him." + +Night fell, the referee blew his whistle, the match was at an end, and +still not a goal had been scored. Utterly weary, covered with mud from +head to heel, the twenty-two players trooped back to the dressing-room. +They flung off the reeking garments of battle and fought for the icy +shower bath, the heroic Ginger still the foremost in the fray. + +"Look slippy into yer duds, young feller," he breathed hoarsely in the +ear of the Sailor. "We've pleadin' well got to catch that kermittee +afore it goes." + + + + +XII + +Ginger might have spared himself all anxiety in regard to the +"kermittee." The Great General Staff had made up its mind in the +matter already. The directors would like to see Harper in the +committee room before he went. + +"What abaht me?" said Ginger. + +"It's Harper they want to see," said their emissary. "They don't want +to see no one else." + +"Oh, don't they!" was Ginger's eloquent comment to himself. + +"Ready, Harper?" said the emissary, with the air of a law-giver. "I'll +show you the way." + +"Come on, Sailor boy," said Ginger, with his affectionate avuncular +air, as he gave a final touch, aided by a hairbrush and a +looking-glass, to his auburn locks which he wore in the form of a +fringe on his forehead. + +"Jukes, there's your expenses," said the emissary rather haughtily, as +he handed Ginger a sovereign. "The directors don't require to see you." + +"I'd like to see them," said the imperturbable Ginger. + +"Their time is valuable." + +"So's mine," said Ginger. "Come on, Sailor boy." + +The chairman, now enthroned in the committee room, had short shrift for +Ginger. + +"Jukes," he said with brutal directness, as he chewed the end of his +cigar, "we didn't send for you. You are not the Rovers' sort and never +will be. You are a trier an' all that, you are a good plucked un, but +the Rovers is only out for one thing, an' that's class." + +This oration was extremely well delivered, cigar in mouth, yet the +committee seemed to be more impressed by it than Ginger himself. + +"That's right, Gus," said Mr. Satellite Albert. "Those are our views." + +Mr. Augustus Higginbottom might have expressed the views of the +committee, but it did not appear that they were the views of Mr. W. H. +Jukes. That warrior stood, tweed cap in hand, the Sailor by his side, +as though they did not in any way concern him. + +"You understand, Jukes?" said the chairman. + +No reply. + +"Arper here is the man we sent for. Arper"--the impressiveness of Mr. +Higginbottom was very carefully calculated--"you've no polish, me lad, +you lack experience, you are young, you've got to grow and you've got +to learn, but you might make a goalkeeper if you was took in hand by +the Rovers. Understand me, Arper,"--the chairman raised an eloquent +forefinger--"I say ye _might_ if you was took in hand an' trained by a +club o' the class o' the Rovers. But you've a long way to go. Do you +understand, me lad?" + +"Yes, mister," said the Sailor humbly. + +The "mister" jarred horribly upon the sensitive ear of Mr. W. H. Jukes, +who whispered, "Call him 'sir,' yer fool." + +"Very well, then," proceeded Mr. Augustus Higginbottom, "now we'll come +to business. My feller directors"--the chairman waved a magniloquent +hand--"agrees with me that the Rovers can offer you a pound a week +because you are promisin', although not justified as you are at +present. Now what do you say?" + +"Nothin' doin'," said Mr. W. H. Jukes, before the goalkeeper could say +anything. "Come on, Sailor boy. We are wastin' our time. We'll be +gettin' to the station." + +"My remarks, Jukes, was not addressed to you," said the chairman with +awful dignity. "The directors has no use for _your_ services, as I +thought I 'ad made clear." + +"I'm sorry, sir," said Ginger, with a considered politeness that seemed +rather to surprise the committee. "Come on, Sailor. A quid a week! I +think we can do better nor that." + +"One moment," said Mr. Augustus Higginbottom. There was a hurried +consultation while Ginger and the goalkeeper began to move to the door. +"One moment, Arper." + +Ginger, drawing the Sailor after him, returned with every sign of +reluctance to the middle of the room. + +"Jukes," said the chairman, "you have nothing to do with this matter, +anyway." + +"No, sir," said Ginger, with a deference he was very far from feeling. + +"You quite understand that, Jukes?" + +"Yes, sir," said Ginger, with formidable politeness. + +"Very good. Now, Arper, the directors is prepared to rise to +twenty-five shillings a week, an' that's their limit." + +"I'm sorry, gentlemen," said Ginger, "but twenty-five bob a week is not +a bit o' use to either on us. We like the town what we've seen on it, +but two pound a week's our minimum. It's only wastin' time to talk of +less. If we ain't worth two pound a week to the Blackhampton Rovers, I +dessey we'll be worth it to the Otspur or the Villa. Come on, Sailor. +We're only wastin' our time, boy." + +This carefully delivered ultimatum made quite a sensation. There was +not one of the committee who would not cheerfully have slain Mr. W. H. +Jukes. But they wanted that goalkeeper very badly. Moreover, the +mention of the Hotspur and the Villa did not lessen this desire. + +"One moment, Jukes." + +A further consultation followed. This matter called for very masterful +and, at the same time, very delicate handling. + +Mr. Augustus Higginbottom went to the length of removing his cigar from +the corner of his mouth. + +"See here, Jukes," said he, "it's not you we want, it's the goalkeeper. +Now, Arper, I am empowered by my feller directors to offer you two +pound a week with a rise next year if you turn out satisfactory." + +"That's more like it," said Ginger coolly. "Two pound a week and a +rise next year. What do you say, Sailor boy? Or do you think it would +be better to see the Villa?" + +It was as much as the chairman could do to keep from pitching Jukes out +of the room. His cheek was amazing, but if this course was taken, it +was clear that Harper would not adorn his person with a chocolate and +blue shirt. + +The unlucky fact was that the goalkeeper and the right full back had +only one mind between them. And that mind was not in the possession of +the goalkeeper. + +"We've allus played together," said Ginger, "and we allus shall. I've +taught him all he knows--haven't I, Sailor boy?" + +"Yep," said the Sailor, coming humbly into the conversation for the +first time. + +"We've allus played for the same club, we lodge together, we work +together, we are pals in everythink--ain't we, Sailor boy?" + +"Yep," said the Sailor. + +"And if you don't want us it's all the same to us--ain't it, Sailor +boy?" + +"Yep," said the Sailor. + +There followed a final consultation between the chairman of the club +and his fellow committee-men. But only one conclusion to the matter +was possible. The Blackhampton Rovers must either accept Mr. W. H. +Jukes with all his limitations, or lose the type of goalkeeper they had +been seeking up and down the land for many a year. + + + + +XIII + +To the Sailor, the visit to Blackhampton was a fairy tale. At first, +he could not realize that he had worn the chocolate and blue, and had +performed wonderful deeds at the instance of a power beyond himself. +As for the sequel, involving a farewell to the wharf of Antcliff and +Jackson, Limited, and a triumphal return to his natal city as a +salaried player of the Rovers, even when this had really happened, it +was very hard to believe. + +Ginger took the credit. And if he had not had a talent for affairs +these things could not have come about. It was entirely due to him +that Henry Harper learned to play football, and had he not mastered the +art, it is unlikely that he would ever have found the key to his life. + +The Sailor was a simple, modest soul. He felt the sudden turn of +fortune's wheel was due to no grace of his own. From that amazing hour +when certain documents were signed and Henry Harper, who had suffered +terrible things to gain a few dollars a month, began to draw a salary +of two pounds a week with surprisingly little to do in order to earn +it, his devotion to Ginger became almost that of a dog for its master. + +They both had their feet on the ladder now, if ever two young men had. +It might be luck, it might be pluck, it might be a combination of +anything you chose to call it, but there it was; two untried men had +imposed their personalities upon some of the shrewdest judges of +football in the United Kingdom. The Sailor had shown genius on the +field; Ginger had shown genius of a kind more valuable. + +On the Monday week following their triumph, they invaded Blackhampton +again. This time they were accompanied not merely by their Gladstone +bags and their velvet-collared overcoats, but they came with the whole +of their worldly goods. + +They obtained---"they" meaning Ginger--some quite first-rate lodgings +in Newcastle Street, near the canal. These had been recommended by +Dinkie Dawson, who lodged in the next street but two. The charges of +the new landlady, Miss Gwladys Foldal, were much higher than those of +Mrs. Sparks, but the accommodation was Class compared to Paradise +Alley. As Ginger informed the Sailor, socially they had taken a big +step up. + +For example, Miss Foldal herself was, in Ginger's opinion, far more a +woman of the world than Mrs. Sparks. Her hair was golden, it was +always amazingly curled about tea time, when she had newly powdered her +nose; she maintained a "slavey" and did little of the housework +herself, apparently never soiling her well-kept hands with anything +menial; also she had an undoubted gift of conversation, could play the +piano, and if much entreated would lift occasionally an agreeable voice +in song; in a word, Miss Foldal was a lady versed in the enchantments +of good society. + +The Sailor was quite overawed at first by Miss Foldal. Always very +responsive to the impact of her sex, a word or a look from the least of +its members was enough to embarrass him. Miss Foldal, with her +tempered brilliancy and her matured charm, impressed him greatly. + +Even Ginger, who was so cynical in regard to ladies in general and +landladies in particular, was inclined to approve her. This was a +great concession on Ginger's part, because up till then there were only +two persons in the universe whom Ginger did approve, one being himself, +whom he approved wholeheartedly, the other being Dinkie Dawson, whom he +accepted with reservations. + +Ginger and the Sailor soon settled down in their new quarters. They +were well received by their fellow players. They must not look beyond +the second team at present, so august was the circle in which they now +moved, but Harper was "the goods" undoubtedly; one of these days the +world would hear of him; while as for Jukes, although without genius as +a player he was such a trier that he was bound to improve. Indeed, he +began to improve in every match in which he appeared in this exalted +company. His time was not yet, but the directors of the club, +resentful as they were of the coup that Ginger had played, shrewdly +foresaw that a man of such will and determination might one day prove a +sound investment. + +These were golden days for the Sailor. The perils and the hardships +aboard the _Margaret Carey_, the titanic fights with nature, the +ceaseless struggles on the yards of that crazy vessel in order to save +himself from being dashed to pieces on the deck below, had been such a +training for his present life as nothing else could have been. + +It was now for the first time that Henry Harper began to envisage that +queer thing, Himself. He was never at any period an egotist in a +narrow way. Fate had mercilessly flogged a sense of proportion into +him at the threshold of his life; whatever the future had in store he +would never be able to forget that man himself is a creature of +strange, terrible, and tragic destiny. As soon as a little prosperity +came to him, he began to develop. The respect of others for the +accidental prowess he wore so unassumingly, good food, regular habits, +a sense of security, did much for Henry Harper in this critical phase +of his fortunes. + +First he learned to take a pride in his body. That was a very simple +ethic of the great religion to be revealed to him. He was quick to see +that he was one of a company of highly trained athletes whom nature had +endowed nobly. Together with his fellow players, he was exercised with +as much care as if he had been a racehorse. He was bathed and +massaged, groomed and tended; such a sense of physical well-being came +to him that he could not help growing in grace and beauty, in strength +and freedom of mind and soul. + +After several weeks of this new and wonderful life there was still a +dark secret that continued to haunt the Sailor. He could neither read +nor write, and he was living in a world in which these accomplishments +were taken for granted. He had to conceal the fact as best he could. +None must know, but a means would have to be found of overcoming this +stigma. + +He dared not speak of it to Ginger, or to Miss Foldal either, much as +he liked and respected her. He remembered the face of Mrs. Sparks. +But after giving much thought to the matter, he made cautious +inquiries, and then one morning it suddenly occurred to him that he was +a fool. Here was Henry Harper in his native city of Blackhampton, +certain parts of which he knew like the back of his hand, and yet he +had forgotten the night school in Driver's Lane that Cocky Footit and +Leary Jeacock went to and never did any good afterwards. + +The thought hit the Sailor hard as he was seated at his princely +breakfast of eggs and bacon, very choicely fried, and such a cup of +coffee as any man might have envied him. He remembered how seven years +ago, in the Cocky Footit and Leary Jeacock days, he simply daren't go +home at night unless he had sold a certain number of _Evening Stars_. +And what a home it was for any boy to go to! + +In spite of the eggs and bacon and the warm fire and Ginger seated +opposite with the _Athletic News_ propped against the coffee pot, a +shudder crept through Henry Harper. He regretted bitterly that he +should have allowed his thoughts to stray. But how could they go back +to Cocky Footit and Leary Jeacock and the night school they attended in +Driver's Lane, without taking a leap unbidden to that other lane which +ran level with Driver's, with the rag and bone yard and the iron gates +where dwelt Auntie and her cart whip, the only home at that time he had +known? + +He couldn't help shuddering at the picture in his mind. Where was +Auntie now? How would she look to one who had sailed before the mast +over all the oceans of the world? + +The subject of Auntie had a morbid fascination. It held him as +completely as the night school in Driver's Lane. The truth was, it was +impossible to recall the one without envisaging the other. + +As soon as he had finished breakfast, he put on the overcoat with the +velvet collar and the smart tweed cap, stepped into Newcastle Street +and began to wander across the canal bridge. Then he turned to the +right through Clover Street, crossed the tram lines, passed the Crown +and Cushion, his favorite public-house of yore, where he had listened +many an evening to the music and singing that floated through the swing +doors, with always a half formed thought at the back of his mind which +he dared not face. As of old, he stood to listen, but there was no +music now, for it was only ten o'clock in the morning, and it didn't +begin until seven at night. + +He was not afraid of the life of seven years ago. As he stood outside +the Crown and Cushion that was the idea which exalted him. Henry +Harper was not obliged to meet Auntie, but was going to do so out of +curiosity, and because he owed it to himself to prove that he no longer +went in fear of her. + +That might be so, but as he passed through the old familiar streets and +alleys, with bareheaded Aunties standing arms akimbo in conversation +with the neighbors, while many a Henry Harper sprawled half naked in +the gutter, his courage almost failed. The slums of Blackhampton had +changed less than he in seven years. + +Yes, this was Crow's Yard. And there at the door of No. 1, as of yore, +was Mother Crow, toothless and yellow, unspeakably foul of word and +aspect, whose man often threatened to swing for her and finally swung +for another. Henry Harper stole swiftly through Crow's Yard, fearing +at every step that he would be recognized. + +With a thudding heart, he came into Wright's Lane. It was like a +horrible dream; he nearly turned and ran. What if Auntie was still +there? He had just seen Mother Crow and Meg Baker and Cock-eyed Polly +and others of her circle. Well, if she was...? + +The beating of his heart would not let him meet the question. He ought +not to have come. All the same, there was nothing to be afraid of now. + +No, there was nothing to be.... Again he nearly turned and ran. The +iron gates were before him. There were the piles of stinking bones, +old newspapers, foul rags, scrap iron, and all sorts of odds and ends. +And there was the broken-down handcart he had trundled so often through +the mud. The wheels were still on it, but they looked like new ones. +And there on the wall of the shed was the nail. + +A sick thrill passed through Henry Harper. He couldn't make out in the +thick November halflight whether on that nail there was really what he +thought there was. A wave of curiosity forced him to enter the yard. +The whip was hanging there as usual. The heavy handle bound with +strips of brass shone through the gloom. The sight of it seemed again +to hold him in a thrall of terror. As if it were a nightmare he fought +to throw it off. He had been a sailor; he was the goalkeeper for the +Blackhampton Rovers; he was earning two pounds a week; he had a velvet +collar to his overcoat; there was no need to be afraid of... + +"Now, young man?" + +A thick, wheezy grunt came out of the inner murk of the yard and sent a +chill down the spine of Henry Harper. + +"What can I do for yer?" + +Auntie, cheerfully alcoholic as ever, stood before him in all her +shapeless obscenity. She stood as of old, exuding gin and humor and +latent savagery. She had changed so little that he felt he had not +changed either. At first he could not believe that she did not +recognize him. + +Auntie stood eyeing him with disfavor. The good clothes, the clean +collar, the polished boots told against him heavily. Most probably a +detective. + +"What do you want for _that_, missus?" He pointed to the nail. + +"Not for sale." The light he had seen so often sprang to her eyes. +"You can have anythink else. Scrap iron, rags and bones, waste paper, +bedsteads, but yer can't have that." And Auntie looked at him, +wheezing humorously at the idea of anyone wanting to buy such an +article. Suddenly Henry Harper met again the eyes of Medusa in their +depth and power. + +At once he knew why he had stayed those long years under her roof. It +was not merely that he had nowhere else to go. There was a living +devil in the soul of Auntie and it was far stronger than anything at +present in the soul of Henry Harper. Already he could feel the old +helpless terror striking into him again. He was forgetting that he had +been a sailor, he was forgetting the Blackhampton Rovers, he was +forgetting his two pounds a week.... + +"Well, missus, if yer won't, yer won't," he said, with a mighty effort +of the will. + +Auntie laughed her old rich note of genial defiance, as if an affection +for a thing of little value and less use must be defended. As she did +so, a miserable cur sneaked out through the open door of the house +beyond the archway. She turned to it humorously. + +"I thought I told _you_ to keep in." + +The dog cast a look at her and sneaked in again. + +"Mornin', missus." + +"Mornin', young man. Sorry I can't oblige yer." It was the old note +of affability that always endeared her to the neighbors. + +But it was not of Auntie that Henry Harper was thinking when he got +into Wright's Lane. It was of the dog. In the eyes of that animal he +had seen his former self. + + + + +XIV + +It had been Henry Harper's intention to go on across the Lammas and +make inquiries about the night school. But his courage suddenly +failed. As soon as he got into Wright's Lane, he felt that for one day +at least he had seen enough of the haunts of his youth. + +As he stood at the corner, trying to make up his mind what to do, an +intense longing for Newcastle Street came upon him. It seemed wiser to +postpone the night school until the afternoon. + +He had not expected to find the other side of the canal quite so bad as +it had proved to be. It seemed ages away in point of experience. +There was no place for good clothes, a clean collar, and polished boots +in the region the other side of the canal. It was very unfortunate +that the night school lay in the middle of that area. + +Henry Harper was in an unhappy frame of mind when he sat down to dinner +with Ginger at one o'clock. A very bad aura enveloped him. The sight +of Auntie in her lair would take him some little time to overcome. +Then the sense of failure was unpleasant. It was unworthy of a sailor +to have shirked his job. Every day made it more necessary for +something to be done. His pretence of understanding the newspapers +when he could hardly read a word was telling against him with Ginger. +His contribution to the after-supper conversation was so feeble, as a +rule, that Ginger was almost afraid "he was not all there." + +However, he would inquire about the night school that afternoon. The +matter was so urgent that he could have no peace until he had moved in +it. But fate, having taken his measure, began to marshal silent +invisible forces. + +To begin with the forces were silent enough, yet they were not exactly +invisible. A little after three, while the Sailor, still in the Valley +of Decision, was looking into the fire, wondering whether it was +possible after all to postpone the task until the following morning +when he might be in a better frame of mind, Ginger looked out of the +window, announced that "there wasn't half a fog coming over," and that +he had a good mind to make himself comfortable indoors for the rest of +the day. + +This was enough for the Sailor. The fog put the night school out of +the question for that afternoon; it must be postponed till the morrow. +All the same, he fell into a black and bitter mood in which +self-disgust came uppermost. + +Ginger's good mind to stay indoors did not materialize. As soon as the +clock chimed four he remembered that he had to play a hundred up with +Dinkie at the Crown and Cushion. + +At quarter-past four, Miss Foldal came in, drew down the blinds, lit +the gas, and laid the cloth for tea. She then sought permission, as +the fire was such a good one, to toast a muffin at it, which she +proceeded to do with the elegance that marked her in everything. + +The Sailor had never seen anybody quite so elegant as Miss Foldal in +the afternoon. The golden hair was curled and crimped, the blonde +complexion freshly powdered, there was a superb display of jewelry upon +a fine bosom, she was tightly laced, and the young man watching her +with grave curiosity heard her stays creak as she bent down at the fire. + +Two ladies further apart than Miss Foldal and Auntie would be hard to +conceive. Dimly the young man had begun to realize that it was a very +queer cosmos in which he had been called to exercise his being. There +were whole stellar spaces between Auntie and Miss Foldal. + +The latter lady was not merely elegant, she was kind. Miss Foldal was +very kind indeed to Mr. Harper. From the day he had entered her house, +she had shown in many subtle ways that she wanted to make him feel at +home. And Mr. Harper, who up till now only realized Woman +extrinsically, already considered Miss Foldal a very nice lady. + +It was true that Ginger referred to her rather contemptuously as Old +Tidde-fol-lol, and saw, or affected to see, something deep in her most +innocent actions. But the Sailor, with a natural reverence for her sex +in spite of all he had suffered at its hands, was constrained to +believe these slighting references to Old Tidde-fol-lol were lapses of +taste on the part of his hero. Homer nods on occasion. Henry Harper +was not acquainted with that impressive fact at this period of his +life, but he was sure that Ginger was a little unfortunate in his +references to Miss Foldal. + +The Sailor was beginning to like Miss Foldal immensely. He did not go +beyond that. The great apparition of Woman in her cardinal aspect had +not yet appeared to him, and was not to do so for long days to come. +As Ginger said, he was a kid at present, and hardly knew he was born. +Still, he was beginning to take notice. + +"Would you like me to pour out your tea, Mr. Harper?" + +"Thank you, miss." He was no longer so ignorant as to say, "Thank you, +lady." + +"Sugar?" + +"Please, miss." + +He admired immensely the manipulation of the sugar tongs by those +elegant hands. They were inclined to be fat and were perhaps rather +broad to the purview of a connoisseur, but they were covered in rings +set with stones more or less precious, and the soul of Henry Harper +responded instinctively to all that they meant and stood for. The +hands of Auntie were not as these. + +"You _do_ take two lumps and milk, of course?" + +There was an ease and a charm about Miss Foldal that made the Sailor +think of velvet. + +"Now take a piece of muffin while it's warm." + +She offered the muffin, already steeped in delicious butter, with the +slightly imperious charm of a Madame Recamier, not that Henry Harper +knew any more about Madame Recamier than he did about Homer at this +period of his career. Yet he may have known all about them even then. +He may have known all about them and forgotten all about them, and when +the time came to unseal the inner chambers of his consciousness, +perhaps he would remember them again. + +Auntie had never handed him a muffin in such a way as that. Mrs. +Sparks hadn't either. Ginger might sneer and call her Old +Tidde-fol-lol, although not to her face--he was always very polite to +her face--but there was no doubt she was absolutely a lady, and her +muffins ... her muffins were _extra_. + +This afternoon, Miss Foldal lingered over the tea table in most +agreeable discourse. The fog was too thick for her to venture into the +market place, where she wanted to go. + +"If it's shopping you want, miss," said Mr. Harper, with an +embarrassment that made her smile, "let me go and do it for you." + +"I couldn't think of it, Mr. Harper." + +"I will, miss, I'll be very glad to." She liked the deep eyes of this +strikingly handsome young man. + +"I couldn't think of it, Mr. Harper. I couldn't really. Besides, my +shopping will keep till tomorrow." + +"You know best, miss." There was resignation tempered by a certain +chivalrous disappointment. Quite unconsciously, Mr. Harper was doing +his utmost to rise to the standard of speech and manner of Miss Foldal, +which was far beyond any he had yet experienced. + +"I saw in the _Evening Star_ that you won your match on Saturday."' + +"Yes, miss, four-two." But the mention of the _Evening Star_ was a +stab. Every night the _Evening Star_ presented its tragic problem. + +"Mr. Jukes tells me you will be having a trial with the first team +soon." + +Mr. Jukes had told Miss Foldal nothing of the kind. She was the last +person to whom he would have made any such confidence. + +"Oh no, miss." The native modesty was pleasant in her ear. "I'm +nothing near good enough yet." + +"It will come, though. It is bound to come." + +The young man was not stirred by this prophecy. His mind had gone back +to the night school; it was tormenting itself with the problem ever +before it now. He would have liked to bring the conversation round to +the matter, if only it could be done without disclosing the deadly +secret. But the memory of Mrs. Sparks was still fresh. There was no +denying that for a chap of nineteen not to have the elements of the +three r's was a disgrace; it was bound to prejudice him in the eyes of +a lady of education. + +Still, Miss Foldal was not Mrs. Sparks. Being a higher sort of lady +perhaps she would be able to make allowances. Yet Henry Harper didn't +want her or anyone else to make allowances. However, he could not +afford to be proud. + +Chance it, suddenly decreed the voice within. She won't eat you anyway. + + + + +XV + +Miss Foldal, it seemed, had been trained in her youth for a board +school teacher. In a brief flash of autobiography, she told Mr. Harper +she had never really graduated in that trying profession, but had +forsaken a career eminently honorable for the more doubtful one of the +stage, and had spent the rest of her life in regretting it. But always +at the back of her mind was the sense of her original calling to leaven +the years of her later fall from grace. + +Not only Miss Foldal, but the Sailor also was quick to see the hand of +Providence, when that young man, coloring pink in the gaslight and +eating his last muffin, made the admission, "that his readin' an' +writin' was rusty because of havin' followed the sea." And she +answered, "Reelly," in her own inimitable way, to which the Sailor +rejoined, "Yes, miss, reelly, and do you _fink_ you could recommend a +night school?" + +"Night school, Mr. Harper?" And this was where the higher kind of lady +was able to claim superiority over Mrs. Sparks. "Please don't think me +impertinent, but I would be delighted to help you all I could. You +see, I was trained for a pupil teacher before I went on the stage +against my father's wishes." + +The heart of the Sailor leaped. In that tone of sincere kindness was +the wish to be of use. If Miss Foldal had been trained as a pupil +teacher, the night school in Driver's Lane might not be necessary, +after all. + +"What do you want to learn?" said Miss Foldal, with a display of grave +interest. "I am afraid my French is rather rusty and I never had much +Latin and Italian to speak of." + +The Sailor was thrilled. + +"Don't want no French, miss," he said, "or anythink swankin'. I just +want to read the _Evenin' Star_ an' be able to write a letter." + +"Do you mean to say----" Like the lady she was, she checked herself +very adroitly. "I am quite sure, Mr. Harper, that is easily arranged. +How much can you read at present?" + +"Nothink, miss." The plain and awful truth slipped out before he knew +it had. + +Miss Foldal did not flicker an eyelash. She merely said, "I'll go and +see if I can find Butter's spelling-book. I ought to have it +somewhere." + +She went at once in search of it, and five minutes later returned in +triumph. + +"Do you mind not sayin' anythink about it to Ginger Jukes, miss?" the +young man besought her. + +"If it is your wish," said Miss Foldal, "I certainly will not." + +Here was the beginning of wisdom for Henry Harper. The prophetic words +of Klondyke came back to him. From the very first lesson, which he +took that evening after tea before the return of Ginger from the Crown +and Cushion, it seemed that reading and writing was the Sailor's true +line of country. A whole new world was spread suddenly before him. + +Mr. Harper was an amazingly diligent pupil. He took enormous pains. +Whenever Ginger was not about, he was consolidating the knowledge he +had gained, and slowly and painfully acquiring more. At Miss Foldal's +suggestion, he provided himself with a slate and pencil. This enabled +him to tackle a very intricate business in quite a professional manner. + +It was uphill work making pothooks and hangers, having to write rows of +a-b, ab, and having to make sure of his alphabet by writing it out from +memory. But he did not weaken in his task. Sometimes he rose early to +write, sometimes he sat up late to read; every day he received +instruction of priceless value. And never once did his preceptress +give herself airs, or sneer at his ignorance; above all, she did not +give him away to Ginger. + +These were great days. The beginning of real, definite knowledge gave +Henry Harper a new power of soul. C-a-t spelled cat, d-o-g spelled +dog; nine went five times into forty-five. There was no limit to these +jewels of information. If he continued to work in this way, he might +hope to read the _Evening Star_ by the end of March. + +In the meantime, while all these immense yet secret labors were going +forward, he felt his position with Ginger was in jeopardy. Somehow as +the weeks passed with the Sailor still in the second team, they did not +seem to be on quite the terms that they had been. The change was so +slight as to be hardly perceptible, yet it hurt the Sailor, who had a +great capacity for friendship and also for hero worship. Ginger, to +whom his present fabulous prosperity was due, must always be one of the +gods of his idolatry. + +The truth was, Ginger was one of those who rise to the top wherever +they are, while Henry Harper lacked this quality. Ginger, although +only in the second team at present, always talked and behaved as if he +was a member of the first. There could be no doubt his honorable +friendship with Dinkie Dawson--one of England's best, as the _Evening +Star_ often referred to him--was the foundation upon which he +sedulously raised his social eminence. + +In fact, Ginger seldom moved out of the company of the first team. He +played billiards with its members at the Crown and Cushion; he played +whist and cribbage with them at the same resort of fashion; they almost +regarded him as one of themselves, although he had yet to win his +spurs; moreover, and this was the oddest part of the whole matter, even +the committee had come to look upon him favorably. + +The Sailor was a little wounded now and then by Ginger's persiflage. +Sometimes he held him up to ridicule in a way that hurt. He made no +secret, besides, of his growing belief that there was not very much to +the Sailor after all, that he was letting the grass grow under his +feet, and that he was good for very little beyond getting down to a hot +one. No doubt, the root of the trouble lay in the fact that during the +first months of his service with the Rovers, the Sailor was less +interested in football and the things that went with football than he +ought to have been. He was secretly giving his nights and days to a +matter which seemed of even greater importance than his bread and +butter. This might easily have led to disaster had it not been for a +saving clause ever present in the mind of Henry Harper. + +His dream, as a shoeless and stockingless newsboy, miserably hawking +his Result Edition through the mud of Blackhampton, had been that one +day he would help the Rovers bring the Cup to his native city. This +thought had sustained him in many a desperate hour. Well, Henry Harper +was something of a fatalist now. He had come very much nearer the +realization of that dream than had ever seemed possible. Therefore, he +was not going to let go of it. His mind was now full of other matters, +but he must not lose sight of the fact that it was his bounden duty to +make his dream come true. + +To begin with he had to find his way into the first eleven. But the +weeks went by. January came, and with it the first of the cup ties, +but Henry Harper was still in the second team and likely to remain +there. It was not that he did not continue to show promise. But +something more than promise was needed for these gladiatorial contests +when twenty, thirty, forty, fifty thousand persons assembled to cheer +their favorites, whose names were in their mouths as household words. +His time might one day come, if he kept on improving. But it would not +be that year. As Ginger said, before he could play in a cup tie he +would have to get a bit more pudding under his shirt. + +During these critical months Henry Harper was getting other things to +sustain him. Every week marked a definite advance in knowledge. Miss +Foldal found him other books, and one evening at the beginning of +March, he astonished her not merely by spelling crocodile, but by +writing it down on his slate. + +April came, and with it the end of the football season. Then arose a +problem the Sailor had not foreseen. Would the Rovers take him on for +another year? He was still untried in the great matches, he was still +merely a youth of promise. Would he be re-engaged? It was a question +for Ginger also. But as far as he was concerned, the matter did not +long remain in doubt. One evening in the middle of that fateful month, +he came in to supper after his usual "hundred up" at the Crown and +Cushion. + +"Well, Sailor," he said, a note of patronage in his tone. "I've fixed +it with the kermittee. They are going to take me on for next year." + +Sailor was not surprised. His faith in Ginger never wavered. + +"Wish I could say the same for you, Sailor," said Ginger, +condescendingly; "but the kermittee think you are not quite class." + +"They are not goin' to take me on again!" said the Sailor in a hollow +voice. + +"No. They think you are not quite Rovers' form. They are goin' to +give you back your papers." + +Such a decree was like cold steel striking at the Sailor's heart. The +dream of his boyhood lay shattered. And there were other consequences +which just then he could not muster the power of mind to face. + + + + +XVI + +Those were dark hours for Henry Harper. Not only must he yield great +hopes, he must also give up a princely mode of life. Here was a +disaster which must surely make an end of desires that had begun to +dominate him like a passion. + +In this time of crisis Ginger showed his faith. He was not a young man +of emotional ardor, but the Sailor was a chap you couldn't help liking, +and in his heart Ginger believed in him; therefore all the influence he +could muster he brought to bear on those in high places. + +This could not be done directly. Ginger was still in the second team +himself, but his social qualities had given him a footing with the +first. Among these, with the redoubtable Dinkie Dawson for his prop +and stay, he let it be widely circulated that it would be an act of +folly for the Rovers to turn down the Sailor without giving him a fair +trial, because sooner or later he was bound to make good. + +This view became so fashionable in the billiards' saloon at the Crown +and Cushion that it came to the ears of its proprietor, who was no less +a person than Mr. Augustus Higginbottom. Therefore one evening Ginger +was able to hearten the Sailor in the depths of his despair. + +"They are goin' to give you a trial with the first on Saturday, young +feller. And just remember all depends on it. If you do well, you'll +stay; if you don't, you'll have to pack your bag." + +It was not very comforting for one so highly strung as the Sailor. But +Ginger meant well; also he had done well; it was entirely due to him +that the Sailor was to have his chance. And that chance would never +have been his if Ginger's astuteness had not been very considerable. + +Saturday came, and Henry Harper found himself in action with the first +team at last. It was the end of the season and little importance was +attached to the match, but the Sailor, as he took his place nervously +in the goal, well knew that this game was to make or mar him. All was +at stake. He had felt as he lay sleepless throughout the previous +night that the issue would try him too highly. It was the penalty of +imagination to be slain in battle before the battle came. But when the +hour arrived and he stood in the goal, he was able after all to do his +bit like a workman. + +In his own way he was a fighter. And genius for goalkeeping stood to +him, as Ginger had been confident it would. In the first minute of the +game he gathered a hot one cleverly, got rid of it before the enemy +could down him, and from that moment he had no further dread of losing +his nerve. + +"What did I tell yer, Dink?" said Ginger with an air of restrained +triumph. "That young feller plays for England one o' these fine +afternoons." + +This was a bold statement, yet not unsanctioned in high places. That +evening the Sailor was summoned to the Presence, and was offered a +contract for another season with a promised rise if he continued to do +well. + +The months which followed meant much to Henry Harper. In many respects +they were the best of his life. It was a time of dawning hope, of +coming enlargement, of slow-burgeoning wisdom. During those golden +summer mornings in which he wandered in the more or less vernal meadows +engirdling the city, latent, unsuspected forces began to awake. +Knowledge, knowledge, knowledge, he craved continually. Every fresh +victory won in an enchanted field was a lighted torch in the Sailor's +soul. + +He knew that the playing of football was but a means to an end. It +gave him leisure, opportunity, wherewithal for things infinitely more +important. During those months of his awakening, his desire became a +passion. There were whole vast continents in the mind of man, that he +could never hope to traverse. There was no limit to the vista opened +up by those supreme arts of man's invention, the twin and cognate arts +of reading and writing. + +Knowledge is power. That statement had been made quite recently by his +already well-beloved Blackhampton _Evening Star_. With his own eyes he +had been able to read that declaration. Its truth had thrilled him. + +He was making such progress now that he could read the newspaper almost +as well as Ginger himself. He no longer dreaded the unmasking of his +guilty secret because he no longer had one to unmask. Of course he had +not Ginger's ease and facility; to tackle a leading article was a task +of Hercules, but give him time and Marlow's Dictionary--Miss Foldal had +marked his diligence by the gift of her own private copy--and he need +not fear any foe in black and white. + +September came, and with it football again. And from the first match +it was seen that Sailor Harper, which was the name the whole town +called him now, had taken a long stride to the front. By the end of +that month his place in the first team was secure, and his fame was in +the mouth of everybody. + +For many years, in Mr. Augustus Higginbottom's judgment--and there +could be none higher--the one need of the Blackhampton Rovers had been +a goalkeeper of Class. They had one now. The Sailor was performing +miracles in every match, and Ginger, his mentor, was going about with a +permanent expression of, "What did I tell yer?" upon a preternaturally +sharp and freckled countenance. + +Ginger did not allow the grass to grow under his own feet either. He +was now installed as billiards marker and general factotum at the Crown +and Cushion; in fact he had already come to occupy quite a place at +court. But even this was not the limit of that vaulting ambition, +which was twofold: (1) to be the official right full back of the +Blackhampton Rovers; (2) the acquisition of a tobacconist's shop in the +vicinity of the Crown and Cushion. But the latter scheme belonged, of +course, to the distant future. + +Ginger was far-sighted, such had always been Dinkie Dawson's opinion, +and Dinkie did not speak unless he knew. Therefore little surprise was +caused by a startling rumor at the beginning of November of Ginger's +engagement to Miss Maria Higginbottom. And it was coincident with +Ginger's "making good" with the Rovers' first team. + +It was said that the engagement had not the sanction of the chairman of +the club. Nevertheless Ginger kept his place as general factotum at +the Crown and Cushion; moreover, as understudy to Joe Pretyman who had +been smitten with water on the knee, he stepped into the breach with +such gallantry that the first part of his ambition was soon assured. +By sheer fighting power, by his sovereign faculty of never knowing when +he was beaten, Ginger in the first week of December was in a position +that nature could hardly have meant him to grace. + +"Blame my cats," said Mr. Augustus Higginbottom, whose thoughts were a +little rueful. "That Ginger's mustard. He plays better an' better in +every match." + +"Yes, Gus, he does," said Mr. Satellite Albert. + +On the evening of that proud day, Ginger obtained a rise in his salary. +According to rumor, no sooner had it been granted than he urged Miss +Maria Higginbottom to fix a date. It was said that, in spite of +Ginger's recent triumphs, the lady declined the offer. Even money was +freely laid, however, that within a twelvemonth Ginger would lead her +to the altar. + +During that glorious December, the Rovers won every match. While the +Sailor continued to be a wonder among goalkeepers, Ginger quietly took +his place as the authentic successor to the famous Joe Pretyman. +Indeed, things were carried to such a perilous height of enthusiasm in +the town of Blackhampton that two coming events were treated as +accomplished facts: the Rovers would win the Cup and the Sailor would +be chosen for England in the match against Scotland. + +These were dream days for Henry Harper. He was performing miracles, +yet compared with going aloft in a gale in latitude fifty degrees +everything seemed absurdly simple. He had merely to stand on dry land, +or on land dry more or less, since the ground of the Rovers was not so +well drained as it might have been, in thick boots and a warm sweater, +catching a football which was so much easier to seize than a ratline, +and evading the oncoming forwards of the enemy who were not allowed to +use their hands, let alone their knives. It was as easy as tumbling +off a yard. But there was just one drawback to it, which he did not +think of mentioning to anyone, not even to Miss Foldal. Every match in +which he played seemed to increase a feeling of excitement he was never +without. + +This was queer. There was really so little to excite one who had been +six years before the mast. At first he was inclined to believe it must +be the presence of the crowd. But he ought to have got over that. +Besides, it was not the crowd which caused the almost terrible feeling +of tension that always came upon him now the night before a match. + +After a great game on Christmas Eve, he was raised shoulder high by a +body of admirers and carried off the field. The committee of the club +marked his achievements by a substantial rise of wages and by obtaining +his signature to a contract for the following year. Ginger also, who +had performed wonderful deeds, was honored in a manner equally +practical. That Christmas both were on the crest of the wave. But the +highest pinnacle was reserved for the Sailor. It was not merely that +he was tall and straight and strong as steel, that he could spring like +a cat from one side of the goal to the other, or hang like a monkey +from the crossbar, or fling his lithe body at the ball with calculated +daring; it was perhaps his modesty which took the public captive. + +It may have been this or it may not; there is so little of the +corporate mind of man that can be reduced to set terms. Ginger's most +partial worshiper would have had to look a long while to find modesty +in the bearing of that hero, yet he was very popular also. Nothing +succeeds like success, was an apothegm of the Blackhampton _Evening +Star_. The Sailor knew that now from experience, but he was presently +to know, as he had known before, that nothing fails like failure, at +least in the minds of many for whom the Blackhampton _Evening Star_ was +the last word of wisdom. + + + + +XVII + +"Sailor boy," said Ginger, on Christmas night, "what are you readin' +now?" + +"'Pickwick Papers,'" said the Sailor, trying to speak as if this was +nothing out of the common. + +"Potery?" + +"It's by Charles Dickens," said the Sailor, with a thrill of triumph +which he was quite unable to keep out of his voice. + +When Ginger was out of his depth, which was not very often, he always +took care not to give himself away. The only Charles Dickens with whom +he was acquainted was doing great things just now at center half back +for Duckingfield Britannia. But with all respect to Chas., Ginger did +not believe that he was the author of the "Pickwick Papers." Therefore +he made no comment. But silence did not debar him from the process of +thought. + +"Sailor boy," he said at last, "if you take the advice o' your father, +you'll not go over-reading yerself. Them deep books what you get out +o' the Free Libry is dangerous, that's my experience. Too much truck +with 'em turns a chap's brain. Besides, they mean nothing when you've +done." + +The Sailor was less impressed than usual. But Ginger was very clear +upon the point. + +"I once knowed a chap as over-read hisself into quod. He was as sound +a young feller as you could find in a month o' Sundays, but he took to +goin' to the Free Libry to read Socialism, and that done him in. He +come to think all men was equal and Mine is Thine, and that sort o' +tommy, an' it took a pleadin' old Beak to set him right in the matter; +at least he give him six months without the option, and even that +didn't convince the youth. Some chaps take a deal o' convincin'. But +the Free Libry was that chap's ruin, there's no doubt about it." + +Ginger urged this view with a conviction that rather alarmed the +Sailor. "Pickwick Papers," although very difficult and advanced +reading, seemed harmless enough, but Ginger had such a developed mind, +he appeared to know so much about everything, that the Sailor felt it +would be the part of wisdom to consult Miss Foldal. + +It had been her idea that he should join the Free Library. He had +promptly done so, and from the perfectly amazing wealth of the world's +literature garnered there had led off with the "Pickwick Papers," which +he had heard was, next to the Bible and "Barriers Burned Away," the +greatest book in the English language. His instinct pointed to +"Barriers Burned Away"--he had read little bits of the Bible already, +of which Miss Foldal had a private copy--but he felt that "Pickwick +Papers" was the less difficult work of the two. For the present, +therefore, he must be content with that famous book. + +Miss Foldal reassured him wonderfully. She was convinced that Mr. +Jukes took an extreme view. She had never read any of the works of +Dickens herself, she simply couldn't abide him, he was too +_descriptive_ for her, but she was sure there was no harm in him, +although she had heard that with Thackeray it was different. Not that +she had read Thackeray either, as she understood that no unmarried lady +under forty could read Thackeray and remain respectable. + +The Sailor was strengthened by Miss Foldal's view of Dickens, but her +reference to the rival and antithesis of that blameless author was in a +sense unfortunate. Mr. Harper wanted to take back "Pickwick Papers" at +once; he had had it three weeks and had only just reached Chapter Nine; +he would exchange it for the more lurid and worldly works of the +licentious Thackeray. But Miss Foldal dissuaded him. For one thing, +she had the reputation of her household to consider. She had once had +an aunt, an old lady very widely read and of great literary taste, who +always maintained that the "Vanity Fair" of Thackeray ought to have +been burned by the common hangman, and that nothing but good would have +been done to the community if the author had been burned along with it. +Miss Foldal allowed that her aunt had been an old lady of strong views; +all the same, she was of opinion that _Thorough_ must be Mr. Harper's +motto. He had begun "Pickwick Papers," and although she allowed it was +dry, he must read every word for the purpose of forming his character, +before he even so much as thought about Thackeray. + +"Rome was not built in a day," said Miss Foldal. "Those who pursued +knowledge must not attempt to run before they could walk. Thackeray +was so much more advanced than Dickens that to read the one before the +other was like going to a Robertson comedy or Shakespeare before you +had seen a pantomime or the Moore and Burgess Minstrels." + +The ethics of Miss Foldal were a little too much for the Sailor. But +one fact was clear. For once Ginger was wrong: no possible harm could +come of reading Charles Dickens. + +Thus Henry Harper was able to continue his studies in ease of mind. +And at the beck of ambition one thing led to another in the most +surprising way. His appetite for knowledge grew on what it fed. +Reading was only one branch; there was the writing, also the ciphering. +The latter art was not really essential. It was rather a side-dish, +and _hors-d'oeuvre_--Miss Foldal's private word--but it was also very +useful, and in a manner of speaking you could not lay claim to the +education of a gentleman without it. + +The Sailor did not at present aspire to a liberal education, but he +remembered that Klondyke had always set great store by ciphering and +had taught him to count up to a hundred. It was due perhaps to that +immortal memory rather than to Miss Foldal's somewhat fanciful and +romantic attitude towards the supremely difficult science of numbers +that Henry Harper persevered with the multiplication table. At first, +however, the difficulties were great. But his grit was wonderful. +Early in the winter mornings, while Ginger was still abed, and Miss +Foldal also, he would come downstairs, light the gas in the +sitting-room, put on his overcoat and sit down to three hours' solid +study of writing and arithmetic. Moreover, he burned the midnight oil. +Sometimes with the aid of Marlow's Dictionary, he read the "Pickwick +Papers" far into the night, with a little of the Bible for a change, or +the Blackhampton _Evening Star_. And if he had not to be on duty with +the club, he would spend all his time in these exacting occupations. + +In the meantime, the Blackhampton Rovers were making history. They +were an old established club; for many years they had had one of the +best teams in the country, and although on two occasions they had been +in the semi-final round for the Cup, they had never got beyond that +critical stage; therefore the long coveted trophy had not yet been seen +in the city of Blackhampton. + +However, the Cup was coming to Blackhampton this year, said the experts +in football with whom the town was filled. The Rovers had not lost a +match since September 12. They had won three cup ties already, beating +on each occasion a redoubtable foe, of whom one was that ancient and +honorable enemy, the Villa. One more victory and the Rovers would be +in the semi-final again. + +As far as local knowledge could discern there was none to thwart the +Rovers now. In the words of Mr. Augustus Higginbottom, every man was a +trier, the whole team was the goods. They had the best goalkeeper in +England, and Ginger, in whom he had never really believed, had turned +out mustard. The proprietor of the Crown and Cushion, with that +largeness of mind which is not afraid to change its opinions, expressed +himself thus a few minutes before closing time in the private bar when +he took "a drop of summat" to stimulate the parts of speech and the +powers of reason. + +The Rovers could not fail to win the Cup. According to rumor, after +the triumph over the Villa, they were freely backed. This may have +been the case or it may not. But no body of sportsmen could have been +more confident than the thirty thousand odd who paid their shillings +and their sixpences with heroic regularity, who followed the fortunes +of the Rovers in victory or defeat. + +For this noble body of partisans there was one authentic hero now. +Dinkie Dawson was class, Erb Mullins was a good un, Mac was as good a +one as ever came over the Border, Ginger was a terror for his size and +never knew when he was beat, but it was the Sailor in goal who caught +and held every eye. There was magic in all the Sailor did and the way +he did it, which belonged to no one else, which was his own inimitable +gift. + +Sailor Harper was the idol of the town. He might have married almost +any girl in it. People turned round to look at him as he walked over +the canal bridge towards the market place. Even old ladies of the most +fearless and terrific virtue seemed involuntarily to give the glad eye +to the fine-looking lad "with all the oceans of the world in his face," +as a local poet said in the _Evening Star_, when he got into a tram or +a bus. If the Sailor had not been the soul of modesty, he would have +been completely spoiled by the public homage during these crowded and +glorious weeks. + +It was a rare time for Blackhampton, a rare time for the Rovers, a rare +time for Henry Harper. The very air of the smoke-laden and unlovely +town seemed vibrant with emotion. A surge of romance had entered his +heart. The wild dream of his newsboy days was coming true. He was +going to help the Rovers bring the Cup to his native city. Such a +thought made even the "Pickwick Papers," now Chapter Twenty-three, seem +uninspired. He had not ventured on Shakespeare; he was not ripe for it +yet, said Miss Foldal. Shakespeare was poetry, and the crown of all +wisdom, the greatest man that ever lived with one exception, but the +time would come even for the Bard of Avon. On the night the Rovers +brought home the Cup, Miss Foldal volunteered a promise to read aloud +"Romeo and Juliet," the finest play ever written by Shakespeare, in +which she herself had once appeared at the Blackhampton Lyceum, +although that was a long time ago. + +However, there the promise was. But when it came to the ears of Ginger +he expressed himself as thoroughly disgusted. + +"Keep your eyeballs skinned, young feller," said that misogynist. +"That's the advice of your father. She's after your four pound a week. +Take care you are not nabbed. You ain't safe with old Tidde-fol-lol +these days, you ain't reelly." + +The Sailor was hurt by such reflections on one to whom he owed much. +It is true that a recent episode after supper in the passage had rather +disconcerted him, but it would be easy to make too much of it, as he +was never quite sure whether Miss Foldal did or did not intend to kiss +him, even if she put her arms round his neck. Also he had once seen +her take a bottle of gin to her bedroom, but he was much too loyal to +mention to Ginger either of these matters; and, after all, what were +these things in comparison with her elegance and her refinement, her +knowledge of Shakespeare and the human heart? + + + + +XVIII + +Great was the excitement in the town when the _Evening Star_ brought +out a special edition with the news that the Rovers had to play +Duckingfield Britannia in the fourth round of the Cup. + +Duckingfield was the center of a mining district about fifteen miles +away, and the rivalry between the Britannia and the Rovers was +terrific. In the mind of any true Blackhamptonian there was never any +question as to their respective merits. The Rovers had forgotten more +about football than the Britannia would ever know. One was quite an +upstart club; the other, as all the world knew, went back into the +primal dawn of football history. The Rovers practiced the science and +culture of the game; the Britannia relied on brute force and adjectival +ignorance. + +Still, Duckingfield Britannia were doughty foes, and although the +Rovers had no need to fear anyone, the feeling at the Crown and Cushion +was that they rather wished they had not to play them. The truth was, +in their battles with these upstarts, the Rovers never seemed able to +live up to their reputation. Whether they met at Duckingfield or at +Blackhampton, and in no matter what circumstances, the Rovers +invariably got the worst of the deal. This was odd, because the Rovers +were much the superior team in every way, always had been, always would +be. They didn't know how to play football at Duckingfield, whereas +Blackhampton was the home of the game. + +Moreover, there was one historic meeting between these neighbors which +was always a _causa foederis_ at any gathering of their partisans. It +was a certain match on neutral ground in which they met in the +semi-final for the Cup, when to the utter confusion and bewilderment of +all the best judges, the Rovers, who in their own opinion had really +won the Cup already, were beaten four goals to nothing. It is true +that a snowstorm raged throughout the match, and to this fact the +defeat of the Rovers was always ascribed by the lovers of pure +football. It could never be accounted for on any other hypothesis. No +comparison of the real merits of the teams was possible, any more than +it was possible to compare the towns whence they sprang. You could not +mention a town like Duckingfield in the same breath as a town like +Blackhampton; to speak of the Britannia being the equal of the Rovers +merely betrayed a fundamental ignorance of what you were talking about. + +All the same the feeling in the private bar of the Crown and Cushion on +the night of the announcement that the Rovers and the Britannia must +meet once more in a cup tie was one of anxiety. It had long been felt +in Blackhampton that the fates never played quite fairly in the matter +of Duckingfield Britannia. No reasonable person outside the latter +miserable place ever questioned the Rovers' immense superiority, but +there was no glossing over the fact that a clash of arms with these +rude and unpolished foemen ended invariably in darkness and eclipse. +"It's what I always say," Mr. August Higginbottom would affirm on these +tragic occasions, "they don't know _how_ to play footba' at +Duckingfill. Bull-fighting's their game. Brute force +and--_hignorance_, that's all there is to it." + +For ten days nothing was talked of in Blackhampton but the coming +battle. But there could be only one result. Britannia was bound to be +wiped off the face of the earth. Still, the whole town would breathe +more freely on Saturday evening, when this operation had been performed +and the Rovers were safely in the semi-final round. + +On the eve of the match, it was whispered all over Blackhampton that +big money was on. The confidence of the enemy was overweening, +ridiculous, pathetic; partisans of the Britannia were said to be +backing their favorites for unheard-of sums. "Rovers would be all +right if they had a front parlor to play in," was a favorite axiom of +these unpolished foemen. "Britannia plays footba'. They don't play +hunt-the-slipper nor kiss-in-the-ring." + +The great day dawned. A chill February dawn it was. Queerly excited +by the coming match, Henry Harper had hardly closed his eyes throughout +the previous night. He knew that wonders were expected of him; there +seemed no reason, under Providence, why he should not perform them; in +match after match, he had gone from strength to strength; yet on the +eve he hardly slept. + +He had not been sleeping for some little time now. He had paid no heed +to the warnings of Ginger, who was quite sure "he was over-reading +hisself," but he didn't believe this was the case. No doubt he had +studied hard; his thirst for knowledge grew in spite of the copious +draughts with which he tried to quench it. Only too often before a +match, he felt nervous, overstrung, but it did not occur to him that he +was on the verge of disaster. + +On the morning of a never-to-be-forgotten day, the Sailor rose before +it was light to practice writing and to study arithmetic--he was as far +as vulgar fractions now. He sat in an overcoat in a fireless +sitting-room for three hours before breakfast, and continued his labors +for several hours afterwards. Then, after a light luncheon, he walked +with Ginger to the ground. + +The famous field of the Rovers was called Gamble's Pleasance. History +has not determined the source of its name. Extrinsically it was hard +to justify. Only one tree was visible, and not a single blade of +grass. It was surrounded on four sides by huge roofed structures of +wood and iron, towering tier upon tier; it had capacity for fifty +thousand people. When Ginger and the Sailor came on the scene, these +had taken up their places already, the gates had been closed, and +disappointed enthusiasts were turning away by the hundred. There was +not room in Gamble's Pleasance for another human being. + +It was a scene truly remarkable that met the eyes of Ginger and the +Sailor. Tier upon tier, wall upon wall of solid humanity rose to the +sky. The Blackhampton Excelsior Prize Brass Band fought nobly but in +vain against fifty thousand larynxes, and mounted police did their best +to prevent their owners bursting through the barriers to the field of +play. + +The majority were strong partisans of the Rovers and wore favors of +chocolate and blue. But there had been an invasion of the Huns. +Barbarians from the neighboring town of Duckingfield could be picked +out at a glance. One and all wore aggressively checked cloth caps, on +which a red-and-white card was pinned bearing the legend, "Play up, +Britannia." + +The supporters of that upstart club were massed in solid phalanxes +about the scene of action. They waved red-and-white banners, they +shook rattles, they discoursed the strains of "Rule, Britannia" on +trumpets and mouth-organs, they let off fireworks, and far worse than +all this, they indulged in ribald criticism of their distinguished +opponents' style of play. "They were goin' to mop the floor with 'em +as usual." The consequence was hand-to-hand conflicts became general +all over the ground between the dignified supporters of True Football, +and these Visigoths who were ignorant of that godlike science. These +encounters pleasantly assisted the efforts of the mounted police and +the Blackhampton Excelsior Prize Brass Band to beguile the fleeting +minutes until the combatants appeared on the field of honor. + +"Yer talk about yer Sailor," said a red-and-white-rosetted warrior with +a rattle in one hand and a bottle of beer in the other. "We'll give +him Sailor. Rovers can swank, but they can't play footba'." + +"Villa didn't think so, anyway," said another sportsman, who flaunted a +chocolate-and-blue rose in his buttonhole without intending any affront +to horticulture. + +"Villa," said the Duckingfield barbarian. "Who's Villa! Play oop, +Britann-yah!" He then proceeded to render the slogan of Britannia on +the mouth-organ, until some seething superpatriot hit him on the head +from behind with a rattle. + +In the midst of the "scrap" that followed this graceful rebuke, which +two unmounted members of the Blackhampton Constabulary regarded from a +strategic distance with the utmost detachment, a cry of "'Ere they +come!" was loosed from at least thirty-five thousand throats, and such +a roar rent the heavens as must have disturbed Zeus considerably just +as he was settling down for the afternoon. + +"Play up, Rovers!" + +Blackhampton might well be proud of the eleven wearers of the chocolate +and blue. A finer-looking set of warriors would have been hard to +find. And it did not lessen the pride of their friends that among the +eleven only the goalkeeper could claim to be representing the place of +his birth. + +"Play up, Sailor!" + +The slender, handsome boy, looking rather fine-drawn, but with +something of the turn of limb of a thoroughbred racehorse, came into +the goal and was duly greeted by his admirers. + +"'E plays for England," proclaimed one of these. + +"I don't think," said a Visigoth with a mouth-organ. + +"Play up, Dink!" + +The great Dinkie, side-stepping with the loose-limbed elegance of a +ragtime dancer, looked as smart as paint. + +"There's not a better inside left playing footba'," said another +enthusiast, looking round for contradiction. + +"I don't think," said a Visigoth with a rattle. + +"Play up, Ginger!" + +Ginger, with head of flame, looking more bow-legged, prick-eared and +pugnacious than ever, was a veritable pocket edition of the "Fighting +Temeraire." + +"'E's a daisy, ain't 'e?" said the enthusiast. + +"I don't think," quoth the Visigoth. + +Another roar was loosed, this time by fifteen thousand Duckingfield +larynxes. + +"'Ere they are. Play oop, Britann-yah. Play oop, me little lads." + +All this was merely the prelude to such a game as never was seen on +Gamble's Pleasance. The Rovers were on the crest of the wave. They +had not lost a match since September 12, and this day was Saturday, +February 20. They were proud and confident, they were playing on their +own ground in the presence of their friends, and they had a very long +score to settle with Duckingfield Britannia. + +And yet deep in the hearts of the wearers of the chocolate and blue was +the sense of fate. And it is a stronger thing than any that has yet +existed in the soul of man. Fought they never so fiercely, under no +matter what conditions, whenever the haughty Rovers met these +unpolished foemen they had invariably to bite the dust or the mud, as +the case might be. + +The pace was a corker to start with. It was as if twenty-two +parti-colored tigers had been suddenly let loose. But it was not +football that was played. Britannia was not capable of expounding the +noble science as it was understood by the polished and urbane Rovers of +Blackhampton. + +"Goin' to be a dog-fight as usual," proclaimed Mr. Augustus +Higginbottom, who was seated in the exact center of the members' stand. + +This grim remark was a concession to the fact that the Britannia was +already fiercely attacking the Rovers' goal, and that Ginger, under +great pressure, had been compelled to give a corner kick. + +From the word "go" it was a terrific set-to. Up and down, down and up, +ding dong, hammer and tongs, east, west, north and south of that +turfless, sand-strewn area surged the tide of battle. Every yard of +ground was yielded at the point of death; at least so it seemed to +fifty thousand spectators and six mounted constables who could hardly +breathe for excitement. + +"Durn me, if that Ginger ain't top weight," hoarsely remarked the +chairman of the club to Mr. Satellite Albert. + +Ginger had just laid out the center forward of the enemy when a goal +seemed sure. The advantage of the proceeding was twofold. In the +first place, the Rovers' citadel was still uncaptured, in spite of the +fact that thirty-five thousand persons had as good as yielded it to the +enemy, fifteen thousand of whom were already hooting with delight at +receiving it; while in the second place, Ginger's fellow warriors, who +were gasping and holding their sides, were provided with a "breather." + +"If Britannia would only play footba', it wouldn't matter," roared the +Rovers' chairman in a bull's voice above the din. + +Five minutes' grace, the fruit of Ginger's timely action, was much +appreciated by his comrades, who were able to recover their wind while +the enemy's center forward, supine and attended by the club trainer +with a sponge and a cordial, recovered his. Nevertheless, the referee, +a cock-sparrow in knickerbockers, who tried to spoil a fine game by +stopping it without visible reason for doing so, felt he could do no +less than caution Ginger for dangerous play. + +"Turn him off." Fifteen thousand Duckingfielders besought the referee. +"Turn him off. Dirty dog!" + +"Good old Ginger! Played, Ginger! Good on yer, Ginger!" proclaimed +thirty-five thousand stalwart Blackhamptonians. + +Had Ginger received marching orders thirty-five thousand +Blackhamptonians would know the reason why. + +"Don't know what footba' is at Duckingfill," said Mr. Augustus +Higginbottom, glaring around with a truculence awful to behold. + +But they were at it again. Quarter was neither asked nor given. +Duckingfield Britannia couldn't play for rock cakes, they couldn't play +for toffee and bananas, but had not the Sailor in goal performed one of +his miracles just before the referee blew his whistle for half time, +the Rovers would have been a goal down at that sorely needed interval. + +As it was, when, at the end of forty-five minutes' pounding, the +twenty-two warriors limped off the ground to the strain of "Hearts of +Oak," rendered with extraordinary vehemence by the Blackhampton +Excelsior Prize Brass Band, no goal had been scored, and fifty thousand +persons and six mounted policemen appeared for the time being +reasonably content. + +"Can't call it footba', but you mark my words, Albert, it is goin' to +be a hell of a second half." + +Mr. Satellite Albert could only faintly concur with the chairman of the +club. He had a rather weak heart. + + + + +XIX + +In the Rovers' dressing-room the trainer, an obese individual in a +dirty cloth cap and dirtier sweater, handed round a plate of sliced +lemons to the team. But, white as a ghost, sat the Sailor in a corner +apart from the rest. He realized that the match was only half over, +and with all his soul he wished it at an end. He was in no mood for +sucking lemons just now. The hand of fate was upon him. + +Everything seemed to be going round. He was so oddly and queerly +excited that he could hardly see. How in the world he had stopped that +shot and got rid of the ball with two Britannias literally hurling +themselves upon him, he would never know. But he understood dimly, as +he sat chin in hand on the farthest bench by the washing basins, that +anything might happen before the match was over. The truth was, and he +simply dared not face it, this terrific battle of giants was a bit too +much for him. No, he dared not face that thought, he, whose dream, +whose imperial destiny it was to bring the Cup for the first time to +his native city. + +"Buck up, Sailor boy." + +Ginger, the greatest hero of them all, had laid an affectionate hand on +his shoulder. + +"Buck up, Sailor boy. You'll never stop a better nor that one. We've +got 'em boiled." + +Mr. Augustus Higginbottom appeared in the dressing-room, fur coat, +chocolate waistcoat, blue tie, spats, watch-chain and all. His face +had a grim and dour expression. + +"Me lads," said he, "if ye can make a draw on it there's two pound +apiece for ye. And if ye can win there's four. Understand?" + +They all understood but Sailor. At that moment he could neither hear +nor see the chairman of the committee. The only person he could see +was a certain young Arris in a certain tree, and all he knew was that a +decree of inexorable fate compelled him to stand in the shadow of that +tree for forty-five minutes by the clock, with the gaze of fifty +thousand people and six mounted policemen centered upon him. + +The second half of the match began with a sensation. In the very first +minute, the dauntless Ginger checked a rush by the enemy's left, gave +the ball a mighty thump with his good right boot, and more by luck than +anything it fell at the feet of Dinkie Dawson. And he, as all the +world knew, was, on his day and in his hour, a genius. He trapped the +ball, he diddled and dodged, he pretended to pass but he didn't. He +merely kept straight on, yet feinting now to the right and now to the +left of him. Britannia's center half back, a bullet-headed son of +Hibernia, challenged him ruthlessly, but at the psychological instant +Dinkie side-stepped in a way he had, and he of the bullet head barged +fathoms deep into the mud of Gamble's Pleasance. Britannia's left full +back now came up to see what was the matter, a singularly ill-advised +proceeding; he ought to have waited for trouble instead of going to +look for it was the unanimous opinion of fifteen thousand +Duckingfielders, who shrieked with dismay as Dinkie and the ball went +past the ill-advised one before you could say "knife." And then it was +that fifty thousand persons and six mounted policemen suddenly grew +alive to an intensely critical situation. + +It was this. Only one thing under Providence could now save +Britannia's citadel. A very fine and notable thing it was, no less +than the agile yet majestic goalkeeper, Alexander MacFadyen by name, +late of Glasgow Caledonians, and many times an international player. +There was no better in the world to cope with such a titanic situation, +but in times like these Dinkie Dawson was not as other men. + +The heroic Scot knew that, but he didn't flinch or turn a hair. All +the same, he must not go to Dinkie, as his puir fulish Saxon comrade +had; Dinkie must come to him. "Yes, ma laddie," said the dour visage +of Alexander MacFadyen, "I'll be waitin' for ye, I'm thinkin'." + +It was such a moment as no pen--leaving out Shakespeare and the +football reporter for the _Evening Star_--could do justice to. "I'm +waitin' for ye, Dinkie, ma laddie," said Alexander MacFadyen, with +Dinkie coming on and on, his dainty feet twinkling to the tunes of +faerie. Hardly so much as the horse of a mounted policeman ventured to +breathe. For a fraction of an instant, the two warriors eyed each +other like tiger-cats about to spring. Crash! It was sheer +inspiration. Dinkie had drawn a bow at a venture. The ball lay in the +corner of the goal net, the citadel was captured, Britannia's flag was +down. + +It was, undoubtedly, in the opinion of thirty-five thousand souls the +finest goal seen on Gamble's Pleasance within the memory of man. In +the considered judgment of the other fifteen thousand it was such a +wicked fluke that a well contested game was covered with ridicule. + +Over the scene that followed it is kind to draw the veil. People of +all ages and both sexes made themselves so indescribably ridiculous +that Zeus of the Bright Sky, in dudgeon no doubt for the ruin of his +afternoon, drew down the blinds and sought to cool their courage with +one of his honest showers of rain. + +It seemed all over, bar the shouting. There was only twenty minutes to +play. The Rovers were still leading one goal to nothing, the attacks +of the Britannia were being shattered against the rock of an +impregnable defense, when a string of tragic incidents befell which +turned a sure triumph into dire disaster. + +Some maintain it was the rain alone which caused the debacle. None can +deny that the ball was greased by Jupiter's shower. But even that fact +cannot cover all that happened. As for the other sinister explanation, +which is firmly believed at Blackhampton to this day, it was never +accepted by the fellow players of him who gave away the match. + +Fate was at the root of the tragedy. There were twenty minutes to +play, the Rovers were leading one to nothing, and the Sailor had to +take a free kick from goal. He could do this at his leisure; according +to the laws of the game no opponent was allowed to approach. But as he +placed the ball for the kick, he somehow failed to notice in the +gathering gloom that Ginger was right in the line of fire. Of course +he ought to have done so. Yet so great was his excitement now that he +did not know what he was doing. He took the kick; the ball struck +Ginger full in the middle of the back and rebounded through the goal. + +It was growing so dark that at first not a soul realized what had +happened. By the time the goalkeeper, like a man in a dream, had +retrieved the ball from the net, the awful truth was known. The Sailor +had given away the match. + +Henry Harper never forgot to his dying day the look in the eyes of +Ginger. In the presence of their grim reproach his one desire was for +the earth to open and swallow him. + +Pandemonium had been unchained, but the Sailor heard it not, as he +leaned against the goalpost feeling like a man in a nightmare. At that +moment his whole being was dominated by a single thought. He had given +away the match. + +Strictly speaking, all was not yet lost. But the Sailor was completely +unnerved by his crime, and Ginger's eyes were haunting him. As he +leaned against the post, the farthest from the tree sacred to the +memory of young Arris, he knew that if anything came to him now, he +would not be able to stop it. + +Another shot came. It was inevitable. The gift of the gods was as +wine in the veins of Duckingfield Britannia. They were tigers again: +eleven parti-colored tigers. But the second shot was just a slow +trickling affair that any goalkeeper in his senses ought to have been +able to deal with. But the Sailor bungled it miserably. He didn't +know how, he didn't know why, but the ball wriggled slowly out of his +hands through the goal, and the match was lost beyond hope of recovery. + +There could be no thought now of the Cup coming to Blackhampton. He +daren't look at Ginger. He tried not to hear, he tried not to see. It +must all be a hideous dream. But there to the left was the historic +tree simply alive with young Arrises cursing and scorning him. +Suddenly there was a mighty surge by the crowd in the farthest corner +of the ground, which called for all the address of the mounted police +to restrain. + +"Sailor, you've sold the match." + +The ugly words were being bellowed at him out of the night. He could +hear the loud and deep curses of the Rovers' partisans; he imagined he +could see their fists being shaken at him. He wished he was dead, but +he had to stand there another twelve minutes exposed to the public +ignominy. + +In that twelve minutes, Duckingfield Britannia scored four goals more. +All was darkness and eclipse. The Rovers, noble warriors as they were, +had done all that mortal men could do; in the case of the heroic +Ginger, they might even be said to have done a little more. But fate +was too much for them. The last line of defense, on which all +depended, had played them false. The Sailor muddled hopelessly +everything that came to him now. The end of the game was not merely a +defeat for the Rovers, it was a disaster, a rout. + +The referee blew his whistle for the last time, and Act One of the +tragedy was at an end. But its termination was merely the signal for +Act Two to begin. The crowd, in a frenzy of rage, surged over the +ground. "Sailor's sold the match," was the cry of the angry thousands. + +The oncoming hordes had no terrors for Henry Harper. Let them do with +him as they liked. Death would have been more than welcome as he +leaned against the goalpost, not seeking to escape the tender mercies +of the mob. + +It was Ginger who realized the danger. + +"Dink," he called hoarsely, "Mac, Peter, Joe, they are coming for +Sailor. They'll kill him if they catch holt on him." + +It was true. And it seemed that the sternest fight of that terrific +day was yet to be. An angry mob is not responsible for its actions. +There was a fierce set-to between a handful of good men, with help from +six mounted constables, and many hundreds bereft by an excitement which +at that moment made them little better than savages. + +"Scrag 'im! Scrag 'im!" + +Henry Harper could hear their voices all about him, but little he +cared. Indeed they were almost pleasant to his ears. Again it was a +case of hard pounding, with the police bearing a gallant part, and the +goalkeeper's escort taking blows and freely returning them. + +There was a vision in the mind of Henry Harper which he never forgot, +of the blood streaming down the face of Ginger as he dealt out blows to +the right and to the left of him. He never forgot the look on the face +of Dinkie as they kept driving on and driving home. + +Times and again it seemed as if the Rovers' partisans must tear their +late hero in pieces. But his escort got him somehow to the +dressing-room, and a strong force of the Blackhampton Constabulary +watched over it for a solid hour by the pavilion clock. By that time, +the crowd had dispersed, the ground was clear, and Henry Harper was +able to go home. + + + + +XX + +"You are late for your tea, Mr. Harper," said Miss Foldal. "It's +twenty past seven. It will be supper time soon." + +The Sailor apologized in his gentle, rather childlike way. + +"Do you know where Ginger Jukes is, miss?" he asked, in a queer voice. + +"He came in for his tea and then went out again," said Miss Foldal, +regulating her tone with care. + +She had been told already by the _Evening Star_ that the Rovers, after +leading by a goal within twenty minutes of the end of the game, had +suffered a crushing and incomprehensible defeat, that the crowd had +made an infuriated attack on Harper, the goalkeeper, and in the blank +space reserved for the latest news, it said that in deference to public +feeling, the committee of the club had decided to hold an inquiry into +his conduct. + +Miss Foldal was far too discreet to refer to the match. But if ever +she had seen tragedy in a human countenance, it was now visible in the +face of this young man. She poured out a cup of tea for him, which he +declined. Then he said, in that queer voice which did not seem to +belong to him, that he would not be in need of supper. + +"If you want my opinion, Mr. Harper," said Miss Foldal, "you have been +working too hard. I really think the best thing for you is bed." + +The young man stood white as a sheet with a face not pleasant to look +upon. + +"I do reelly. Go to bed now, and I'll bring you a basin of gruel with +a little something in it." + +A basin of gruel with a little something in it was Miss Foldal's +specific for all the ills to which flesh is heir. Mention of it was +clear proof that Mr. Harper's present condition gave cause for anxiety. + +"I don't want nothing, miss," said the young man, in a voice quite +unlike his own. "It's very kind of you, but the only thing I want just +now is to be let be." + +Had Mr. Jukes or any of her other lodgers made that speech it would +have seemed uncivil, but Miss Foldal knew that Mr. Harper was incapable +of any kind of intentional rudeness. He was as gentle as a child. +Perhaps that was why the look now in his eyes hurt her so much. + +Without saying anything else, the young man went up to his bedroom. + +Time passed. The supper hour came and went. Mr. Jukes did not return +and Mr. Harper did not come down again. But it was this latter fact +that disconcerted the landlady. She could not get the look of those +eyes out of her brain. Only once had she seen such a look in the eyes +of any human being, and that was in those of her Uncle Frederick just +before he destroyed himself. + +Nine struck. There was no sound from the room above. Miss Foldal grew +horribly afraid. Memories of her Uncle Frederick had descended very +grimly upon her. + +Perhaps Mr. Harper had gone to bed. She hoped and believed that he +had. And yet she could not be sure. It was her duty to go up to his +room and inquire. But it was too much for her nerves to be quite alone +in the house. Ethel, the maid-servant, had gone out shopping as it was +Saturday night, and Mr. Jukes had not yet come in for his supper. + +Miss Foldal was not a brave woman. Her deepest instinct was against +going up those stairs. It was much to her credit that she did go up at +a quarter past nine. The door of Mr. Harper's room was shut, but a +light was coming from under it. + +She knocked so timidly that a mouse would not have heard her. + +No answer. + +She knocked again, a little louder, as she imagined, but no louder in +reality. + +Still no answer. + +"It is exactly as I feared." Miss Foldal began to shake, and the +spirit of her Uncle Frederick crept out from under the door. + +She wanted to scream; indeed, she was about to act in this futile +manner, when it suddenly occurred to her that screaming would be no use +whatever. Far wiser to open the door, if only out of deference to the +manes of her uncle, whose end had taught her that suicide was not such +a terrible thing after all. + +At last Miss Foldal opened the door of the bedroom. A great surprise +was in store, but it was not of the kind that had been provided by her +Uncle Frederick. + +Mr. Harper, wearing his overcoat and cap, was in the act of strapping +together a bag full of clothes. The relief of Miss Foldal was great; +at the same time a quaver in her voice showed that she was full of +anxiety. + +"Why, Mr. Harper, you are never going away?" + +"Yes, miss." + +"Without your supper?" + +"Yes, miss." + +"Mr. Harper, wherever are you going to?" + +"Dunno, miss." The gentle voice had a stab in it for the woman's heart +of his landlady. "'Ere's my board and lodging, miss." He took a +sovereign from his pocket, and put it in her hand. "I'll be very sorry +to go. I'm thinking I'll never 'ave another 'ome like this." + +Miss Foldal thought so too. Somehow she was not the least ashamed of +the sudden tears which sprang into her eyes. There was some high +instinct in her, in spite of her rather battered and war-worn +appearance, which seemed to urge her to protect him. + +"I cannot hear of you going away like this, Mr. Harper, not at this +time of night and without your supper, I cannot reelly." + +It was vain, however, of Miss Foldal to protest. Moreover, she knew it +was vain. There was a look in Mr. Harper's face that all the Miss +Foldals in the world could not have coped with. + +"Well, I'm sorry, I'm very sorry," was all she could gasp, and then he +was gone. + + + + +XXI + +Bag in hand he entered the February night. As he turned up the collar +of his overcoat his excitement crystallized into a definite thought. +Whatever happened he must not meet Ginger. + +He didn't know where he was going; he had neither purpose nor plan; his +only guide was a vague desire to get a long way from Blackhampton in a +short space of time. + +In obedience to this instinct, he passed over the canal bridge, the +main highway to the center of the city, turned down several byways in +order to avoid the Crown and Cushion, threaded a path through a maze of +slums and alleys, and emerged at last, almost without knowing it, +within twenty yards of Blackhampton Central Station. + +This seemed a special act of Providence; and subsequent events +confirmed Henry Harper in that view. He walked through the station +booking-hall, yet without taking a ticket, since in a dim way he felt +it was not wise to do so before you have given the least thought to +where you are going. + +A train was standing in the station. The porters were closing the +doors, the guard had taken out his whistle. + +"Jump in, sir, we're off." + +Henry Harper pitched head foremost into a first non-smoker, his bag was +pitched in after him, the door was slammed, and the train was already +passing through the long tunnel at the end of the station before he was +able to realize what had happened. + +An old lady was the only other occupant of the compartment. She was a +stern looking dame, with a magnificent fur cloak, a dominant nose, +fearless eyes, and a large black hat with plenty of trimming but +without feathers. + +It was clear from the demeanor of the old lady that she was inclined to +regard the intruder with disfavor. However, as she was a person not +without consequence in her own small world, this was her fixed attitude +of mind in regard to the vast majority of her fellow creatures. But +she never allowed herself to be afraid of them, partly out of pride, +also because it was good for the character. All the same, a nature +less powerful might easily have pulled the cord and communicated with +the guard, such was the look of wildness in the eyes of her fellow +traveler. Moreover, he had fallen into her lap, and had trodden on her +foot rather severely, and she was not sure that he had apologized. + +Between Duckingfield Junction and High Moreton she became involved in +quite a train of speculations. In the first place, he was obviously +not a gentleman. That was her habitual jumping-off point in her survey +of the human male. In fact, she would have ignored his existence had +it been possible to do so. But her foot had suffered so much from his +clumsiness that she was not able to put him out of her mind. Besides, +she was a sharp and quizzical old thing, and from the height of her own +self-consequence she stole glances at him that were a nice mingling of +caution and truculence. It was an honest, open, unusual face, there +was that to be said for it. The behavior, the manner, and the +portmanteau marked H.H. were unconventional, to say the least; there +was an absence of gloves, but the eyes were remarkable. Probably a +young poet on his way to Oxford for the week-end. Although they +confessed to two of these unfortunate persons in her own family, it was +an article of her faith that a poet was never a gentleman. + +Somehow the young man in the corner interested the old lady so much +that when the last of the tunnels was safely passed, a temperament by +nature adventurous as became three grandsons in the Household Cavalry +led her to study him at closer quarters. + +"Do you mind having the window down a little?" + +"No, lady." + +He sprang to his feet and lowered the window, and the old lady, pitying +herself profoundly that she could ever have thought about him at all, +settled herself in her corner and was very soon asleep. + +This cynical proceeding had no effect upon the young man opposite. As +far as he was concerned she did not exist, any more than he now existed +for her; moreover, she never had existed for him, therefore the balance +of indifference was in his favor. + +The Sailor's one preoccupation, as the long and slow succession of +stations passed, was the face of Ginger. It was gazing through the +window at him out of the intense darkness of the night. And what a +face it was, with the blood streaming down it and a look in the eyes he +would never forget. + +Where was he going? He didn't know and he didn't care, if only it was +far enough from Blackhampton. Presently he began to feel cold and +hungry and horribly lonely. Now he was beginning to realize that +Ginger and Miss Foldal and Dinkie and the Rovers were things of the +past, his misery grew more than he could bear. His dream was +shattered! He would never bring the Cup to Blackhampton. And there +was the face of Ginger looking in at the window, and he nearly woke the +old lady by jumping up with a cry of agony. + +There was nothing left for him now but to go on into unending night. +He was moving out of an unspeakable past into a future of panic and +emptiness. And then he tried to sleep, but strange and awful thoughts +prevented him. The old lady awoke with a start, only to find that her +feet were cold in spite of their hot water bottle, which was also cold, +and was great negligence on the part of the railway company. Still, +she hoped to be at the end of her journey soon. In that reflection the +old lady was more fortunate than her fellow traveler, who had no such +hope to console him. + + + + +XXII + +The train went on and on. Its stoppings and startings were endless; +the night grew very cold; the old lady, gathering her fur cloak around +her, resettled herself in her corner and slept again. The chill in the +heart of the Sailor was now a deadly thing. Repose for him was out of +the question. Red and white striped phantoms converged upon him +through the gloom; tier upon tier of massed humanity rose shrieking to +the sky; but there was only one face that he could recognize, and it +was a face he would never forget. + +At last the Sailor dozed a little. And then the train stopped once +more, and an official of the railway company entered the carriage with +a demand for tickets. The old lady found hers without difficulty, but +the young man opposite had no ticket, it appeared. Also his behavior +was so odd that at first the official seemed to think he was drunk. He +had no idea of where he was going. But the next station, it seemed, +was Marylebone, and that was as far as he could go. + +While the old lady watched from her corner grimly, the official was +able to gather that this unsatisfactory traveler had come from +Blackhampton, which, as he had been so unwise as to travel first class, +meant a sovereign in coin of the realm. + +The traveler was able to produce a sovereign from a belt which he wore +round his waist--a proceeding which seemed to stimulate the curiosity +of his fellow traveler in the highest degree--and paid it over without +a murmur. The official wrote out a receipt with an absurd stump of +pencil. + +"Thank you, mister," said the young man. + +The train moved on. + +A few minutes later it had come to the end of a long and wearisome +journey. The old lady was the first to leave the carriage. She was +assisted in doing so by the ministrations of a very tall and dignified +footman. + +As the Sailor stepped to the platform, bag in hand, there was a great +clock straight before him pointing to the hour of midnight. Where was +he? He had never heard of Marylebone. It might be England, it might +be Scotland; in his present state of mind it might be anywhere. + +"Keb, sir?" The inquiry surged all round him, but the Sailor did not +want a cab. + +His first feeling as he stood on the platform of that immense station +was one of sheer bewilderment. He didn't know where he was, he had +nowhere to go, he had no plans. An intense loneliness came over him +again. Soon, however, it was merged in the exhilaration of the +atmosphere around him. This was a different place from Blackhampton; +it was larger, more vital, more mysterious. + +As he walked slowly down the platform the importance of everything +seemed to increase. He would have to think things out a bit, although +just now any kind of thinking was torment. + +He had learned much during his sixteen months at Blackhampton, not only +in regard to the world in which he lived, but also--and as he moved +down the platform with his bag the thought gave him a thrill of joy--to +read and write. He felt these things, bought and paid for at a heavy +cost, were so infinitely precious that he need not fear the future. + +Straight before his eyes was the legend, "Cloak Room." Sixteen months +ago it would have been High Dutch. But the new knowledge told him it +was the place to leave your bag. Accordingly, he went and left it, +paid his twopence, and put the ticket in exchange carefully in his +belt, where nineteen sovereigns and twelve half-sovereigns were secure. + +He had learned the meaning of money during his six years at sea. +Perhaps it was the sight of so much and the knowledge of its value that +gave him a thrill of power as he passed out of the station into the +wide, peopled immensity of this unknown land. There was a policeman +standing on an island in the middle of the road, and the time had long +passed since those grim days when he would have been as likely to fly +to the moon as to address a question to the police. + +"What place is this, mister?" + +"Marylebone Road." + +The information did not seem very valuable. Still, the policeman's +tone implied that it might be. As the Sailor stood in the middle of +the road he was suddenly comforted by the sight of manna in the +wilderness. Across the way was a coffee stall. Such a bright vision +told him how sore was his need. + +All the same he was not hungry. He drank two cups of coffee, but he +was too excited to eat. That was odd, because there was nothing to +excite him. But when he turned away from the stall and started to walk +he didn't know where, something curious, and terrible had begun again +to lay hold of his brain. Nevertheless, he went on and on through +streets interminable, fully determined to free himself of that eerie, +horrible feeling. + +Had it not been for the face of Ginger perhaps all would have been +well. But it was lurking everywhere amid the gloom and byways of the +night. The place he was in was endless; it was a waste of bricks and +mortar. Even Liverpool and the waterfront at Frisco could not compare +with it. Then it suddenly came upon him that he was a guy. This place +was London. It was the only place it could be. + +There was something in the mere thought which fired the imagination of +the Sailor. The Isle of Dogs had been London in a manner of speaking, +but this was surely the heart of the city. He could not remember to +have seen such houses as he was passing now. Liverpool and Frisco had +had them no doubt. But in his present mood the mass and gloom of these +great bulks addressed him strangely. This vastness immeasurable, +debouching upon the lamps at the corners of the streets, was instinct +with the magic of the future. It was as if this world of bricks and +mortar towering to the night was girt with fabulous secret riches. + +Symbols of opulence spoke to the Sailor as he walked. Somehow he felt +he could claim kinship with them. He had his store of riches also. +No, it was not contained in the belt around his body. That was only a +very little between him and the weather; a man like Klondyke would soon +have done it in. But Henry Harper could now read and write, that was +the thought which nerved him to meet the future, that was his store of +secret and fabulous wealth. + +God knew he had paid a price for Aladdin's lamp. A week ago that night +he had seen performed at the Blackhampton Lyceum the first play of his +life, "Aladdin's Wonderful Lamp." He had sat in the pit, Dinkie Dawson +one side of him, Ginger the other. He had now his own wonderful lamp. +It was glowing and burning, a mass of dull fire, in the right-hand +corner of his brain. It was a talisman which had come to him at the +cost of blood and tears; a magic gift of heaven that he must guard with +life itself. + +On and on he went. Now and again the face of Ginger tried to overthrow +him, but the presence of the talisman meant much to him now.... + + +After weary hours his pace began to fail. There were no more houses as +far as he could tell. Grass was under his feet; bushes of furze and a +clean smell of earth enveloped him. The darkness was less, but +everything was very still. Suddenly he felt strangely tired. And then +an awful feeling crept upon him. + +A low wooden seat was near, and he sat on it. It was still dark, and +the weather was particularly chill February. As he drew his overcoat +across his knees, he was overmastered by a sense of terror. Somehow it +seemed more subtle and more deadly than all the fear he had ever known; +of Auntie, of Jack the Ripper, of the Chinaman, of the Old Man, of the +Island of San Pedro, of Duckingfield Britannia, of even that +blood-stained visage of which he could still catch glimpses in the +darkness. It was a stealthy distrust of Aladdin's lamp, the wonderful +talisman glowing like a star in the right-hand corner of his brain. + +Long he sat in the February small hours. He would wait for the light, +having neither inclination nor strength to continue his journey into +regions unknown. It grew very cold. And then a new fear crept over +him. He felt he was going to become very ill. + +However, he determined to use all the force of his will. This feeling +was pure imagination, he was sure. He would put it out of his mind. +It was a matter of life and death not to be ill now. And not for a +moment must he think of dying, now a wonderful talisman had been given +him which was about to unlock the doors of worlds beyond his own. + +With fierce determination he rose from the seat unsteadily. And as he +did so he saw the cold, cold light of the morning paling the tops of +the distant trees. He began to move forward again. He would have to +keep going somehow if he was not to be overtaken by darkness and +eclipse. Whatever he did, he must hold on to his identity. Whatever +he did, he must keep secure the treasure rare and strange that was now +within himself. + +Suddenly in the light of the dawn, he made out a man's figure coming +towards him. It was a policeman. + +"What place do they call this, mister?" + +"Barnes Common." + +They moved on slowly in their opposite ways. + + + + +BOOK III + +BEING + +I + +Barnes Common seemed a very large place. The Sailor was afraid he +would not be able to keep on much longer, but he had learned endurance +in his six years before the mast. Weeks and months together he had +just kept on keeping on while he had sailed the terrible seas. At that +time there was no magic talisman to hold him to his course, there was +neither hope nor faith of the world to be. But now it was otherwise. +Surely he had no reason to give in, just as a new heaven and a new +earth were opening before his eyes. + +He came presently to a row of houses. A road was beyond and traffic +was passing along it. The hope of a coffee stall sprang to his mind. +He walked doggedly along the road, until at a point where it was merged +in an important thoroughfare he came upon a cabman's shelter. And +there within, in answer to his faith, were the things he sought. +Through the open door was a fire, a smell of steaming fluids, of frying +meats, and an honest bench on which to enjoy them. + +He asked no leave, but stumbled in and at the beck of his powerfully +stimulated senses ordered a kingly repast, and spread both hands before +the fire. Sausages and mashed potatoes were brought to him and he sat +down to eat, just as a very cheerful looking cabman entered with a face +of professional red, and wearing apparel not unworthy of an arctic +explorer. + +The cabman ordered a cup of cocoa and a "doorstep," and that justice +might be done to them sat on the bench by the young man's side. A +little while they ate in silence, for both were very hungry. Then +under the influence of food and a good fire the cabman talked. His +sociability enabled the Sailor to ask an important question. + +"Can you tell me, mister, of lodgings, clean and decent, for a single +man?" + +"What sort o' lodgings are you wantin', mister?" The cabman was +favorably impressed by the young man's air of politeness. + +"Lodgings clean and decent," said the Sailor. + +"I know that," said the cabman urbanely, "but what do you want to pay +fur 'em?" + +The Sailor reflected. There were nineteen sovereigns and twelve +half-sovereigns in his belt; all the same, he was enough of a landsman +to know the value of money. + +"I want to live cheap," he said, with extreme simplicity. "Just as +cheap as I can, and be clean and decent, too." + +The cabman let his large wise eyes flow over the Sailor, and quietly +took his measure as became a veteran of the town. + +"Ever tried Bowdon House?" + +The Sailor shook his head. + +The cabman ruminated. + +"Tizzey a day fur your cubicle an' the use o' the kitchen fire." + +The young man was not insulted, although the cabman feared he might +have been, so good were his clothes, so gravely courteous his aspect. + +"O' course," said the cabman, "it ain't Buckingham Palace, it's no use +purtendin' it is." + +"So long as it's clean and decent," said the Sailor. + +"I give you my word for that. Never stayed there myself, but I know +them as has." + +The Sailor nodded. + +"O' course, it ain't the Sizzle. I don't say that all on 'em moves in +high circles, that would be tellin' a lie, but if you don't mind all +sorts there's wuss homes, they tell me, in this metropolus, than Bowdon +House." + +The young man said he would try it, anyway, if it wasn't far. + +"It's at the back o' Victoria," said the cabman. "Can't miss it if you +go sharp to the left at the second turnin' past the station." + +Henry Harper had to confess that he didn't know the way to Victoria +Station. + +"It's quite easy," said the cabman. "Buss 14 that goes by here will +set you down at Victoria. Then do as I say, or ask a bobby to put you +right." + +Armed with these instructions, Henry Harper presently set out for +Bowdon House. Feeling much better for a good meal and human +intercourse, he found it without difficulty. Bowdon House was a large +and somber building. Its exterior rather abashed the Sailor. But a +sure instinct warned him that now he could not afford to be abashed by +anything. Therefore he entered and boldly paid the sum of sixpence for +a vacant cubicle. + +The beds might not be equal to the Sizzle, but they were clean and +decent undoubtedly, and not too hard for a sailor. You could have a +bath for a penny, you could keep your own private frying pan, you were +allowed the use of the kitchen range to cook any food you liked to buy, +and a comfortable place was provided where you could sit and eat it. +The company was mixed, it was true, as the cabman had said, but these +were solid advantages, and the chief of them at the moment, in the +opinion of Henry Harper, was that you could go to bed when you liked +and stay there forever if only you continued to pay your six-pence a +night. + +The first thing the young man did was to have a hot bath. He then +hired for a penny a nightgown, as clean and decent as his cubicle, and +within a very short time was in a sleep so long and deep that it +banished entirely the new fear that had crept into his brain. + +About five o'clock in the evening he awoke a new man. After a toilet +as careful as the absence of a razor and a hairbrush would permit, he +found his way to the common room. He felt extremely hungry, but the +outlay of another six-pence, brought him a pot of tea, some brown bread +and butter, and a slice of meat pie. + +There was only one other patron in the common room, and he at once +attracted Henry Harper's curiosity. This individual was engaged in +toasting a muffin at the large and clear fire, and even with the +Sailor's experience of Miss Foldal in this kind, he had never seen one +of these delightful articles dealt with in a manner of such sacerdotal +delicacy. + +A blue china plate was warming before the fire, and the muffin was +presently placed on it, soaked in butter in true Miss Foldal style, and +brought to table piping hot. The young man had chosen a place as near +the fire as he could get, and the muffin expert took a place opposite, +poured out a brew of tea from his own blue china teapot, and to the +Sailor's amazement squeezed a little lemon juice into it. + +This Sybarite was eating his first piece of muffin with an air of +feminine elegance when he suddenly caught the young man's eye. The +limpid glance seemed to stimulate his own blue orb to a mild and calm +curiosity. The Sybarite looked the young man up and down, but +continued to eat his muffin with a kind of apostolic pleasantness, +which somehow recalled to Henry Harper the Reverend Rogers and a +certain famous tea-party at the Brookfield Street Mission Hall in his +distant youth. + +Presently, to Henry Harper's grave surprise, the muffin eater was +pleased to discourse a little of men and things. + +The Sailor in his genuine modesty was flattered, moreover he was +charmed. Never in all his wanderings had he heard a man discourse in +this way. It might have been Klondyke himself--at times there was an +odd resemblance to that immortal in the occasional grace notes of the +Sybarite. Yet it was a suggestion rather than a resemblance. This was +a kind of composite of Klondyke and the Reverend Rogers, a Klondyke +raised to a higher intellectual power. + +Of course, this was only one aspect of the Sybarite, and that the least +important, because with every allowance for the sacred memory of the +Reverend Rogers, the person opposite was quite the most wonderful +talker Henry Harper had ever heard in his life. + +Had the Sailor heard the music of Palestrina, which at that period was +a pleasure to come, he might have imagined he was listening to it. The +voice of the Sybarite was measured yet floating, his phrases were +endless yet perfectly rounded and definite, there was a note of +weariness, older than the world, yet there was a charm, a lucidity, a +mellow completeness that was perfectly amazing. The Sailor, with a +wonderful talisman now burning bright in his soul, was enchanted. + +This remarkable person owned, with a sort of frankness which was not +frankness at all, that there were just two things he could do of +practical utility. One, it seemed, was to toast a muffin with anybody, +the other was to make the perfect cup of tea. Here he ended and here +he began. He had also the rather unacademic habit of quoting dead +languages in a manner so remarkably impressive as to bewilder the +Sailor. + +Henry Harper listened with round eyes. He devoured the Sybarite. His +talisman seemed to tell him that he was on the verge of worlds denied +to the common run of men. This remarkable person had even a private +language of his own. He used words and phrases so charged with +esoteric meanings that they somehow seemed to make the Aladdin's lamp +burn brighter in the Sailor's soul. He had a knowledge of books +comprehensive and wonderful, of all ages and countries apparently, yet +when the young man ventured to ask timidly, but with a sort of pride in +his question, whether he had read the "Pickwick Papers," the answer +overthrew him completely. + +"God forbid," said the Sybarite. + +Henry Harper was utterly defeated. And yet he was charmed. Here was a +depth far beyond Miss Foldal, who had suggested that he should get a +ticket for the Free Library in order to be able to read Charles Dickens. + +"I suppose, sir"--the "sir" would have had the sanction of Ginger, the +perfect man of the world--"I suppose, sir, you don't think much of +Charles Dickens?" + +After all, that was what the Sybarite really meant. + +"Not necessarily that. He is simply not in one's ethos, don't you +know." + +The Sailor was baffled completely, but in some way he was a shrewd +young man. He had soon decided that it would be wiser to listen than +attempt to talk himself. + +The Sybarite was fastidious but he was not shy. He liked to speak out +of the depths of his wisdom to a fit audience if the spirit was on him. +He knew that he talked well, even beautifully; the immortal flair of +the artist was there; and in this strange young man with the deep eyes +was the perfect listener, and that was what the soul of the Sybarite +always demanded. + +The Sailor listened with a kind of fascinated intensity; also he +watched all that the Sybarite did with a sense of esthetic delight. +His lightest movements, like his voice, were ordered, feline, +sacramental. It made no difference whether he was toasting muffins, +buttering them, or merely eating them; whether he was pouring out tea +or conveying it in a blue china cup to his lips, it was all done in a +manner to suggest the very poetry of motion. And when it came to a +matter of rolling a cigarette, which it presently did, the almost +catlike grace of the long and slender hands that were so clean and kept +so perfectly, touched a chord very deep in the Sailor. + +The name of this wonderful person, as the Sailor learned in the course +of the next two days, was Mr. Esme Horrobin. He had been formerly a +fellow and tutor of Gamaliel College, Oxford; he let out much +pertaining to himself in the most casual way in an exegesis which was +yet so neutral that it seemed to be more than wisdom itself. Also he +did not shrink from impartial consideration of an act which +circumstances had imposed upon him. + +"It was one's duty to resign, I assure you." As the enchanted hours +passed, the discourse of the Sybarite grew more intimate, so rapt and +so responsive was the young man with the deep eyes in his elemental +simplicity. "It was most trying to have to leave one's warm bed in the +middle of winter at eight o'clock, to breakfast hastily, merely for +what? Merely to sustain an oaf from the public schools in a death +grapple with an idyll of Theocritus. There's a labor of Sisyphus for +you. We Horrobins are an old race; who knows what mysteries we have +profaned in the immortal past! I hope I make myself clear." + +Mr. Horrobin was not making himself at all clear, but the Sailor was +striving hard to keep track of him. The Sybarite, a creature of +intuitions when in the full enjoyment of "his personal ethos," was +ready to help him to do so. + +"We Horrobins are what is called in the physical world born-tired. We +are as incapable of continuous effort as a dram drinker is of total +abstinence. This absurd cosmos of airships and automobiles bores us to +tears. A mere labor of Sisyphus, I assure you, my dear fellow. The +whole human race striving to get to nowhere as fast as it can in order +to return as quickly as possible. And why? I will tell you. Man +himself has profaned the mysteries. The crime of Prometheus is not yet +expiated on our miserable planet. Take my own case. I am fit for one +thing only, and that is to lie in bed smoking good tobacco with my +books around me, translating the 'Satyricon' of Petronius Arbiter. It +seems an absurd thing to say, but given the bed, the tobacco, the +books, and the right conjunction of the planetary bodies, which in +these matters is most essential, and I honestly believe I am able to +delve deeper into the matchless style of Petronius than any other +person living or dead." + +The Sailor was awed. The "Satyricon" of Petronius Arbiter was whole +worlds away from Miss Fordal. + +"Whether I shall ever finish my translation is not of the slightest +importance. Personally, I am inclined to think not. That is one's own +private labor of Sisyphus. It won me a fellowship and ultimately lost +it me. Let us assume that I finish it. There is not a publisher or an +academic body in Europe or America that would venture to publish it. +Rome under Nero, my dear fellow, the feast of Trimalchio. And assuming +it is finished and assuming it is published, it will be a thing +entirely without value, either human or commercial. And why? Because +there is no absolute canon of literary style existing in the world. It +is one labor of Sisyphus the more for a man to say this is Petronius to +a world for whom Petronius can never exist. Do I make myself clear?" + +The Sailor was silent, but round eyes of wonder were trained upon the +blue-eyed, yellow-bearded face of Mr. Esme Horrobin. The Sybarite, +agreeably alive to the compliment, sighed deeply. + +"It may have been right to resign one's fellowship, yet one doesn't say +it was. It may not have been right, yet one doesn't say it was not. +At least, a fellowship of Gamaliel in certain of its aspects is better +than bear-leading the aristocracy, and a person of inadequate resources +is sometimes driven even to that." + +The next morning, the Sailor retrieved his bag from the cloak room at +Marylebone Station, to which he went by bus from Victoria without much +difficulty. He felt wonderfully better for his day's rest, and much +fortified by the society of Mr. Esme Horrobin. Friendship had always +been precious to Henry Harper. There was something in his nature that +craved for it, yet he had never been able to satisfy the instinct +easily. But this inspired muffin eater opened up a whole world of new +and gorgeous promise now that he had Aladdin's lamp to read him by. +Mr. Esme Horrobin was what Klondyke would have called a high-brow. But +he was something more. He was a man who had the key to many hidden +things. + +When the Sailor had brought his bag to Bowdon House, the first thing he +did was to find Marlow's Dictionary. Miss Foldal had presented him +with her own private copy of this invaluable work, and the name Gwladys +Foldal was to be seen on the flyleaf. "Ethos" was the first word he +looked up, but it was not there. He then sought "oaf," whose +definition was fairly clear. Then he went on to "bear-leading" and to +"aristocracy." These proved less simple. Their private meanings were +plain, more or less, but to correlate them was beyond the Sailor's +powers, nor did it fall within the scope of Marlow's Dictionary to +explain what the Sybarite meant when he spoke of bear-leading the +aristocracy. + + + + +II + +Henry Harper's acquaintance with Mr. Esme Horrobin had important +consequences. That gentleman's interest deepened almost to a mild +liking for the young man. He was a type new to the Sybarite; and he +might have taken pleasure in his primitive attitude to life had it been +possible for such a developed mind to take pleasure in anything. + +The company at Bowdon House was certainly mixed, but Mr. Esme Horrobin +was a miracle of courtesy to all with whom he came in contact. He had +a smile and a nod for a bricklayer's laborer, a bus conductor out of a +billet, a decayed clerk or a reformed pickpocket. No matter who they +were, his charming manners intrigued them, but also kept them at their +distance. When he fell into the language of democracy, which he +sometimes did for his own amusement, it was always set off by an access +of the patrician to his general air. By this simple means he +maintained the balance of power in the body politic. He had grasped +the fact that every man is at heart a snob. Even the young man who had +followed the sea accepted Mr. Esme Horrobin's estimate of Mr. Esme +Horrobin. + +Indeed, the Sailor was absorbing Mr. Esme Horrobin at every pore. He +felt it to be a liberal education to sit at the same table, and when he +went to his cubicle there were at least half a dozen carefully +remembered words to look up in Marlow's Dictionary. But it would not +do to linger in the land of the lotus. He must find a means of earning +a living. + +It occurred to the Sailor on the morning of his third day at Bowdon +House, that he might ask Mr. Horrobin for a little advice on the +matter. But he did not find it easy to do so. The young man was very +shy. It was one thing to listen to Mr. Horrobin, but quite another to +talk to him. However, after tea on the third evening, when no one was +by, he screwed up courage and boldly asked whether Mr. Horrobin knew of +a billet for a chap who didn't mind hard work, or how such a thing +could be obtained. + +Frankly Mr. Horrobin did not. It was the first time in his life that +he had been met by any such problem. The problem for Mr. Horrobin had +always been of a very different kind. His tone seemed to express the +unusual when he asked the young man if he had any particular form of +occupation in view. + +"I'd like something to do with literature, sir," said Henry Harper, +venturing timidly upon a new word. + +"Ah." Mr. Horrobin scratched a yellow-whiskered chin. It was very +ironical that a young man who had asked whether he read Dickens should +now seek advice upon such a matter. + +"Do you mean reading literature, my dear fellow, writing literature, or +selling literature?" + +The young man explained very simply that it was the selling of +literature he had in mind. + +"Ah," said Mr. Esme Horrobin gravely. But he had a kind heart. And if +he really took to a person, which he very seldom did, he had the sort +of disposition that is mildly helpful. And he had taken to this young +man, therefore he felt inclined to do what he could for him. + +Mr. Horrobin rolled and lit a cigarette. After five minutes' hard +thought inspiration came. Its impact was almost dramatic, except that +in no circumstances was Mr. Esme Horrobin ever dramatic. + +"I really think," he said, "I must give you a line to Rudge, my +bookseller, in the Charing Cross Road. He is a man who might help you; +at least he may know a man who might help you. Yes, a little line to +Rudge. Pray remind me tomorrow." + +The young man was filled with gratitude. But he allowed his hopes to +run too high. Even a little line to Rudge the bookseller was not a +thing to compass in this offhand way. Tomorrow in the mouth of Mr. +Esme Horrobin was a very comprehensive term. It was Tomorrow that he +was going to complete his translation of the "Satyricon" of Petronius; +it was Tomorrow that he would return to the world in which he was born; +it was Tomorrow that he would rise earlier and forswear the practice of +smoking and reading in bed. Therefore, with the promised letter to +Rudge the bookseller burning a hole in his mind the young man spent a +very anxious tomorrow waiting for Mr. Esme Horrobin to emerge from his +cubicle. + +"No use asking for Mr. Orrobin," he was told finally by the groom of +the chambers, a man old and sour and by nature the complete pessimist. +"It's one of his days in bed. He'll not put his nose outside his +cubicle until tea time." + +That discreet hour was on the wane before Mr. Horrobin was to be seen +at work with a kettle, a caddy, and a toasting fork. Even then he was +in such conversational feather that it was nearly three hours later +before the young man was able to edge in a timid reminder. + +"I have not forgotten," said Mr. Horrobin, all charm and amenity. "But +remind me tomorrow. I will write most gladly to Rudge. He is quite a +good fellow." + +The Sailor grew desperate. It seemed impossible to live through a +second tomorrow of this kind. + +"If I get a bit of paper and an envelope and a pen and ink, will you +have any objection to writing the letter now, sir?" + +"My dear fellow"--the grace notes were languid and delicate--"I shall +be delighted. But why tonight? It hardly seems worth while to trouble +about it tonight." + +But the young man rose from the common room table with almost a +sensation of fear upon him, and ran to his cubicle, where all the +materials for a little line to Rudge the bookseller had been in +readiness since eight o'clock that morning. + +Mr. Horrobin smiled when they were brought to him, a smile half +weariness, half indulgent patronage. Even then it was necessary to +consume two more cigarettes before he could take the extreme course of +addressing Rudge the bookseller. Finally, he was addressed as follows: + + +Mr. Esme Horrobin presents his compliments to Mr. Rudge, and will be +glad if he can find employment on his staff, or on that of any +bookselling friends, for the bearer, whom he will find clean, +respectful, obliging, and anxious to improve himself. + + +The letter was composed with much care and precision, and written in a +hand of such spiderlike elegance as hardly to be legible, +notwithstanding that every "t" was crossed and every comma in its +place. Then came the business of sealing it. Mr. Horrobin produced a +tiny piece of red sealing wax from some unsuspected purlieu of himself; +a prelude to a delicately solemn performance with a wax vesta, which he +took from a silver box at the end of his watch chain, and a signet ring +which he gracefully removed from a finger of his right hand. + + + + +III + +The next morning, before nine o'clock, armed with a red-sealed document +addressed in a kind of ultra-neat Chinese, "To Mr. Rudge, Bookseller, +Charing Cross Road," the Sailor set out upon one phase the more of an +adventurous life. + +It was not easy to find the Charing Cross Road, and when even he had +done so, Mr. Rudge was not there. Booksellers were in abundance on +both sides of the street. Mr. Hogan was there, Messrs. Cook and Hunt, +Messrs. Lewis and Grieve; in fact, there were booksellers by the score, +but Mr. Rudge was not of these. In the end, however, patience was +rewarded. There was a tiny shop on the right near the top of the long +street, which bore the magic name on its front in letters so faded as +to be almost undecipherable. + +Only one person was in the shop, a small and birdlike man to whom Henry +Harper presented Mr. Horrobin's letter. The recipient was apparently +impressed by it. + +"Mr. Horrobin, I see," said Mr. Rudge the bookseller--the small and +birdlike man was not less than he--in a tone of reverence as he broke +the seal. + +A man of parts, Mr. Rudge was proud of an acquaintance which might +almost be considered non-professional. When out of funds, Mr. Horrobin +would sell Mr. Rudge a classic at a very little below its original +cost, and when in funds would buy it back at a price somewhat less than +that at which he had sold it. Mr. Rudge did not gain pecuniarily by +the transaction, but in the course of the deal Mr. Horrobin would +discourse so charmingly upon the classics in general that Mr. Rudge +felt it was as good as a lecture at the Royal Institution. Although +not a scholar himself in the academic sense, he had a ripe regard for +those who were. In the mind of his bookseller, Mr. Horrobin stood for +Culture with a very large letter. + +Mr. Rudge was not in urgent need of an assistant. But he had felt +lately that he would like one. He was getting old. It seemed a +special act of grace that Mr. Horrobin should have sent him this young +man. + +Perhaps it was Mr. Rudge's reverence for Mr. Horrobin which committed +him to a bold course. It was stretching a point, but Mr. Horrobin was +Mr. Horrobin, and in the special circumstances it seemed the part of +homage for pure intellect to do what he could for the bearer. Thus, +after a few minutes' consideration of the matter, Henry Harper was +engaged at a salary of twenty-five shillings a week to be in attendance +at the shop from eight till seven, and eight till two Saturdays. + +This was a stroke of real luck. A special providence had seemed to +watch over the Sailor ever since he had left the _Margaret Carey_. The +situation that had been offered was exactly the one he would have +chosen. The mere sight of a shop crammed with treasures ancient and +mysterious was like a glimpse of an enchanted land. The previous day +he had bought a copy of the "Arabian Nights" for a shilling. Such +facility had he now gained in reading that he had dipped into its pages +with a sharp sense of delight. No. 249, Charing Cross Road, was a +veritable Cave of the Forty Robbers. + +These endless rows of shelves were magic casements opening on +fairyland. The Sailor felt that the turning point of his life had +come. A cosmos of new worlds was spread before him now. Moreover, it +was his to enter and enjoy. + +He had come, as it seemed, miraculously, upon a period of expansion and +true growth. His duties in the shop were light. This was one of those +quiet businesses that offer many intervals of leisure. Also Mr. Rudge, +as became one with a regard for the things of the mind, gave his +assistant a chance "to improve himself" in accordance with Mr. +Horrobin's suggestion. Perhaps that happy and fortunate phrase had a +great deal to do with the new prosperity. Mr. Rudge had been flattered +by such a request coming from a man of such distinction; he felt he +must live up to it by allowing Henry Harper to improve himself as much +as possible. + +The Sailor had entered Elysium. But he had the good sense to walk +warily. He knew now that it was over-reading, the danger against which +Ginger had solemnly warned him, that had brought about the Blackhampton +catastrophe. He must always be on his guard, yet now the freedom was +his of all these magic shelves, it was by no means easy to stick to +that resolve. + +Mr. Rudge dwelt at the back of the shop. Most of his time was passed +in a small, dark, and stuffy sitting-room, where he ate his meals and +applied himself to Culture at every reasonable opportunity. Now that +he had an assistant, he was able to bestow more time than ever upon the +things of the mind. He spent half his days and half his nights taking +endless notes, in a meticulous hand, for a great work he had conceived +forty-two years ago when he had migrated from Birmingham to the +metropolis. This _magnum opus_ was to be called "A History of the +World," and was to consist of forty volumes, with a supplementary +volume as an index, making forty-one in all. Each was to have four +hundred and eighty pages, which were to be divided into twenty-four +chapters. There were to be no illustrations. + +Four decades had passed since the golden hour in which this scheme was +born. In a spare room above the shop were a number of large tin trunks +full of notes for the great work, all very carefully coded and +docketed. These were the fruits of forty-two years' amazing industry. +Every year these labors grew more comprehensive, more unceasing. But +the odd thing was that only the first sentence of the first volume of +the opus was yet in being. It ran, "'In the beginning,' says Holy +Writ, 'was the Word.'" And even that pregnant sentence had yet to be +put on paper. At present, it lay like the text of the History itself, +in the head of the author. + +With Henry Harper to mind the shop, the historian was able to devote +more time to the work of his life. This was a fortunate matter, +because Mr. Rudge was already within a few months of seventy, and forty +volumes and an index had yet to be written. As a fact, considerable +portions of the index were already in existence; and during Henry +Harper's first week in the front shop it received a valuable accession +in the form of "Bulrushes, Vol. IX., pp. 243-245. Moses in, Vol. III., +p. 120." Careful and voluminous notes upon Bulrushes, based upon an +unknown work that had lately arrived in a consignment of second-hand +books from Sheffield, went to line the bottom of yet another large +trunk which had been added recently to the attic above the shop. + + + + +IV + +The day soon came when Henry Harper said good-by to Mr. Horrobin and +Bowdon House. Mr. Rudge took a fancy to him from the first. It may +have been his high credentials partly; no one could have been equipped +with a better start in life than the imprimatur of such a scholar and +such a gentleman as Mr. Esme Horrobin. But at the same time there was +much to like in the young man himself. He was diligent and respectful +and his heart was in his work; also, and perhaps this counted more with +Mr. Rudge than anything else, he was very anxious to improve himself. +And Mr. Rudge, who was an altruist as well as a lover of Culture, was +very anxious to improve him. + +Sometimes Mr. Rudge had a feeling of loneliness, notwithstanding the +immense labor to which he had dedicated his life. This was due in a +measure to the fact that a nephew he had adopted had taken a sudden +distaste for the Charing Cross Road, and had now been twelve months at +sea. A bedroom he had occupied above the shop was vacant; and the use +of it was presently offered to Henry Harper. + +The young man accepted it gratefully. It was one more rare stroke of +luck; he was now free to dwell in the land of faerie all day and all +night. It seemed as if this was to be a golden time. + +In a sense it was. Aladdin's lamp was fed continually and kept freshly +trimmed. The Sailor began to make surprising progress in his studies, +and his kind master, when not too completely absorbed in his own +titanic labors after supper, would sometimes help him. In fact, it was +Mr. Rudge who first introduced him to grammar. Klondyke had never +mentioned it. Miss Foldal had never mentioned it. Mr. Horrobin had +never mentioned it. Mr. Rudge it was who first brought grammar home to +Henry Harper. + +Reading was important, said Mr. Rudge, also writing, also arithmetic, +but these things, excellent in themselves, paled in the presence of +grammar. You simply could not do without it. He could never have +planned his "History of the World" in forty volumes excluding the +index, let alone have prepared a concrete foundation for such a work, +without a thorough knowledge of this science. It was the key to all +Culture, and Culture was the crown of all wisdom. + +On the shelves of the shop were several works on the subject. And Mr. +Rudge soon began to spare an hour after supper every night from his own +labors, in order that Henry Harper might acquire the key to the higher +walks of mental experience. + +The young man took far less kindly to grammar than he did to reading, +writing, arithmetic, or even geography, which Miss Foldal considered +one of the mere frills of erudition. He could see neither rhyme nor +reason in this new study; but Mr. Rudge assured him it was so important +that he felt bound to persevere. + +Moreover, these efforts brought their reward. They kept him certain +hours each day from the things for which he had a passion, so that when +he felt he could turn to them again his delight was the more intense. + +The books he read were very miscellaneous, but Mr. Rudge had too broad +a mind to exercise a censorship. In his view, as became a bookseller +_pur sang_, all books were good, but some were better than others. + +For instance, works of the imagination were less good than other +branches of literature. In Volume XXXIX of the "History of the World" +a chapter was to be devoted to Shakespeare, pp. 260-284, wherein homage +would be paid to a remarkable man, but it would be shown that the +adulation lavished upon one who relied so much on imagination was out +of all proportion to that received by Hayden, the author of the +"Dictionary of Dates." Without that epoch-making work the "History of +the World" could not have been undertaken. + +Ill-assorted the Sailor's reading might be, but this was a time of true +development. Day by day Aladdin's lamp burned brighter. There was +little cause to regret Blackhampton, dire tragedy as his flight must +ever be. When he had been a fortnight with Mr. Rudge he tried to write +Ginger a letter. + +To begin it, however, was one thing; to complete it another. It seemed +so light and callous in comparison with his depth of feeling that he +tore it up. He was disgraced forever in the sight of Ginger and his +peers. + +Therefore he decided to write to Miss Foldal instead. But when he took +pen in hand, somehow he lost courage. He could have no interest for +her now. It would be best to forget Blackhampton, to put it, if +possible, out of his life. + +Still he felt rather lonely sometimes. Mr. Rudge was wonderfully kind, +but he lived in a world of his own. And the only compensations Henry +Harper now had for the crowded epoch of Blackhampton were the books in +the shop which he devoured ravenously, and the daily visits of the +charlady, Mrs. Greaves. + +For many years she had been the factotum of Mr. Elihu Rudge. Every +morning she made his fire, cooked his meals, swept and garnished his +home, and "did for him" generally. She was old, thin, somber and +battered, and she had the depth of a bottomless abyss. + +Mrs. Greaves was a treasure. Mr. Rudge depended upon her in +everything. She was an autocrat, but women of her dynamic power are +bound to be. She despised all men, frankly and coldly. In the purview +of Mrs. Caroline Agnes Greaves, man was a poor thing. Woman who could +get round him, who could walk over him, who could set him up and put +him down, merely allowed him to take precedence in order that she might +handle him to better advantage. She had a great contempt for an +institution that was no "use any way," and to this law of nature it was +not to be expected that "a nine pence to the shilling" creature like +Mr. Henry Harper would provide an exception. + + + + +V + +One evening the Sailor made a discovery. At first, however, he was far +from grasping what it meant. Like many things intimately concerned +with fate, it seemed a trivial and commonplace matter. It was +presently to change the current of his life, but it was not until long +after the change was wrought that he saw the hand of destiny. + +After a week of delight he turned the last page of "Vanity Fair" by the +famous author, William Makepeace Thackeray, the rival and contemporary +of Charles Dickens, the author of the "Pickwick Papers." It was within +a few minutes of midnight, and as Mr. Rudge, engaged upon copious notes +of the life of Charles XII of Sweden, made no sign of going to bed, +Henry Harper determined to allow himself one more hour. + +Therefore he took a candle and entered the front shop with a sense of +adventure. First he put back "Vanity Fair," Volume II, on its shelf, +and then raising his candle on high, with the eagle glance of stout +Cortez, he surveyed all the new worlds about him. With a thrill of joy +he stood pondering which kingdom he should enter. Should it be "The +Origin of Species," by Charles Darwin, which his master said was an +important work and had been laid under contribution for the History? +Should it be the "Queens of England," by Agnes Strickland, also several +times to be quoted in the History? Or should it be Volume CXLI of +_Brown's Magazine_, 2_s._ 9_d._, re-bound with part of the July number +missing? + +By pure chance the choice fell upon _Brown's Magazine_, incomplete as +it was, and in its outward seeming entirely commonplace. He took the +volume from its shelf, beat the dust out of it, and carried it into the +sitting-room. + +He began to read at the first page. This happened to be the opening of +a serial story, "The Adventures of George Gregory; A Tale of the High +Seas," by Anon. And the tale proved so entrancing that that night the +young man did not go to bed until it was nearly time to get up again. + +Without being aware of it he had found his kingdom. Here were +atmosphere and color, space and light. Here was the life he had known +and realized, set forth in the vicarious glory of the printed page. +For many days to come he could think of little save "The Adventures of +George Gregory." This strange tale of the high seas, over which his +master shook his head sadly when it was shown to him, declaring it to +be a work of the imagination and therefore of very small account, had a +glamour quite extraordinary for Henry Harper. It brought back the +_Margaret Carey_ and his years of bitter servitude. It conjured up Mr. +Thompson and the Chinaman, the Old Man and the Island of San Pedro. +With these august shades raised again in the mind of the Sailor, "The +Adventures of George Gregory" gained an authority they could not +otherwise have had. In many of its details the story was obviously +inaccurate. Sometimes Anon made statements about the _Belle Fortune_, +the name of the ship, and the Pacific Isles, upon one of which it was +wrecked, that almost made Henry Harper doubt whether George Gregory had +ever been to sea at all. However, he soon learned that it was his duty +to crush these unworthy suspicions and to yield entirely to the +wonderful feast of incident spread before him. + +Charles Dickens, and even W. M. Thackeray, for all his knowledge of the +world, were poor things compared with Anon. It was a real misfortune +that the part of the July number of _Brown's Magazine_ which was +missing contained an installment of "The Adventures," but there was no +help for it. Moreover, having realized the fact, the gift of the gods, +Aladdin's lamp, came to the assistance of the Sailor. + +With the help of the magic talisman it was quite easy to fill in the +missing part which contained the adventures of poor George when +marooned, not on the Island of San Pedro, but on an island in the +southern seas. There would certainly be serpents, and for that reason +he would have to keep out of the trees; and although the July number +was not able to supply the facts, once you had Aladdin's lamp it was a +very simple matter to make good the omission. + +One thing leads to another. "The Adventures of George Gregory," +imperfect as they were, fastened such a grip on the mind of Henry +Harper, that one dull Monday afternoon in March, when he sat in the +shop near the oil-stove waiting for an infrequent customer, a great +thought came to him. Might it not be possible to improve upon George +Gregory with the aid of the talisman and his own experience? + +It was a very daring thought, but he was sustained in it by the +conclusion to which he had come: the work of Anon, exciting and +ingenious as it certainly was, was not the high seas as the Sailor had +once envisaged them. The color, the mystery, the discomfort, the +horror were not really there. Even the marooning of poor George upon +the Island of Juan Fernandez did not thrill your blood as it ought to +have done. True, it could be urged that the part containing the +episode was missing; but in no case would it have been possible to +equal in horror and intensity the marooning of Sailor upon the Island +of San Pedro with serpents in every tree around him, although with +equal truth it might be urged by the skeptical that the incident never +took place at all. + +"Never took place at all!" lisped Aladdin's lamp in magic syllables. +"Pray, what do you mean? It certainly took place in your experience, +and in the opinion of your learned master who is writing a history of +the world in forty volumes, that is the only thing that matters." + +A flash of the talisman was soon to raise a bottle of ink and a quire +of foolscap. Therefore one evening after supper, Mr. Rudge, still at +Charles XII of Sweden, was startled painfully when "The Adventures of +Dick Smith on the High Seas," by Henry Harper, Chapter One, was shown +to him. It was a fall, but his master was too kind to say so. These +misspent hours could have been used for a further enrichment of the +mind. He might have added to his knowledge of grammar. He might have +ventured upon the study of shorthand itself, a science of which Mr. +Rudge never ceased to deplore his own ignorance. However, he said +nothing, and went on with the great work. + +Thus, not realizing the true feelings of his master, the young man +continued to supplement the entrancing but incomplete "Adventures of +George Gregory" with his own experience. The strange tale grew at the +back of the genie who tended the lamp, and with it grew the soul of +Henry Harper. In this new and wonderful realm he had entered it seemed +that the Sailor had surely found his kingdom. Deep down in himself +were latent faculties which he had not known were there. They were now +springing forth gloriously into the light. + +All his life he had been a dreamer of dreams; now the power was his of +making them come true, he had a world of his own in which to live. He +was only half awake as yet to the world around him; and this arrest of +growth was for a time his weakness and his strength. It is impossible, +it is said, to touch pitch and not be defiled. The worth of that +aphorism was about to be tried by the clairvoyant soul of Henry Harper. + +At this time, while he was drawing very painfully and yet rapturously +upon his inner life, he was like an expanding flower. All his leisure +was not spent in the back parlor at No. 249, Charing Cross Road. There +were hours when he walked abroad into the streets of the great city. + +Much was hidden from his eyes as yet. The truth was it was not his own +great city in which he walked. He gazed and saw, listened and heard in +a mirage of fanciful ignorance. A life of unimaginable squalor and +hardship had not been able to slay the genie sleeping in that elemental +soul. But it had yet to get its range of values in the many worlds +around it. + +One Sunday morning in the spring, in one of his enchanted walks about +the city in the pursuit of knowledge, he chanced to enter Hyde Park. +It was the hour when the churches of the neighborhood disgorged their +fashionable congregations. Here, as he sat near the statue of Achilles +and watched the brilliant throng pass by, a feeling of awe and +bewilderment overcame him. He had never realized before that his +fellow occupants of the planet could be so wonderful. Here was a +significance, a beauty, a harmony of aspect beyond anything he had +imagined to be possible. The fine-ladyhood of Miss Foldal was nothing +in comparison with that queening it all around him. Even the quality +of Mr. Esme Horrobin paled in luster. This was a very remarkable world +into which he had strayed. He had almost a sense of guilt at finding +himself there. With such clothes as he wore and such a humility of +heart as he had, he had clearly no right of entry to this paradise. +But there he was with every nerve alive, and the scene burned itself +vividly into his heart and brain. + +These gorgeous beings with their kingliness of mien, these children of +the sun who spoke with the accent of the gods meant much more to the +primitive soul of Henry Harper than as yet it could understand. In the +intoxication of the hour, with the sun and the birds, the trees, the +green earth, the bright flowers paying their homage to the grace and +beauty of his countrywomen, he felt like an angel who has fallen out of +heaven, who after aeons of time in a bottomless hell is permitted to +see again a fair heritage that once was his. + +The genie had unlocked another door. Henry Harper was now in a world +of romance. In order to know what these wonderful beings truly were he +listened eagerly for fragments of their talk as they passed by. All of +a sudden there came miraculously a voice that had a tang of ocean in +it. There and then was he flung out of Hyde Park to the deck of the +_Margaret Carey_. + +Leaping at the sound of a laugh, a full-chested music the Sailor could +never forget, he saw, a few yards off, the oncoming figures of a man +and a girl. Both were tall and young and splendid; both seemed to be +dressed in the last cry of fashion. Moreover they bore themselves with +the assured grace of a sweet ship under canvas. + +The pair were clearly brother and sister, and the figure of the man, at +least, was extraordinarily familiar to Henry Harper. Yet almost before +he had realized them, they were level with him. It was not until they +were actually past the seat on which he sat that there came a flash of +recognition. The man was Klondyke. + +For an instant the heart of the Sailor stood still. The immortal had +almost touched his knee, yet he was yards away already. But Klondyke +it was, laughing his great note and rolling out his rich and peculiar +dialect. It was Klondyke in a top hat and a tail coat, looking as if +he had come out of a bandbox. Who could believe that such faultless +magnificence had been washed habitually out of its berth in the +half-deck of the _Margaret Carey_? + +He did not look a bit older than when the Sailor had seen him last, +that unhappy six years ago when his friend shook him by the hand, told +him to stick to his reading and writing, and then started to walk +across Asia. And in that time Klondyke did not appear to have changed +at all. He had the same brown, large-featured face, the same keen and +cheerful eye, the same roll in his gait, and that cool, indefinable, +you-be-damned air that was both admired and resented aboard the +_Margaret Carey_. + +By the time the Sailor had recovered from his surprise, Klondyke was +out of sight. A strong impulse then came upon Henry Harper to go after +his friend and declare himself. But a feeling of timidity defeated +him. Besides, he understood more fully at this moment than ever before +that there were whole continents between such a man as Klondyke and +such a man as Henry Harper. + + + + +VI + +The emotions of the Sailor were many and conflicting as he made his way +back to Charing Cross Road to the homely meal which Mrs. Greaves +provided for his master and himself. A long afternoon and evening +followed in which _Dick Smith_ and the brigantine _Excelsior_ roamed +the high seas. + +Infinite pains had now brought the narrative to Chapter Six. But for +some days progress was very slow. The figure of Klondyke held the +thoughts of the Sailor. Surely it was cowardice not to have made +himself known. It was treason to assume that his friend, in spite of +the wonderful girl by his side, would not have been glad to see him +again. Yet was it? That was the half formed fear which tormented him. +Klondyke had forgotten his existence: so much was clear because he had +almost touched his knee as he went by. And why should he remember him? +Who was he that he should be remembered by such a man as Klondyke? The +tale of the high seas had a bad week. The Sailor was held in thrall by +an emanation from the past. How Klondyke would have roared had he +known what he was at! Somehow it set the blood tingling in Henry +Harper's ears to reflect that it was he who a few brief years ago had +first introduced him to reading and writing. + +Do as he would, it was not a propitious hour for the story of _Dick +Smith_ and the brigantine _Excelsior_. And when the next Sunday came +he had to decide whether or not to go to Hyde Park in the hope of +seeing the immortal. Finally, in a state of utter misgiving, he went. +This time, although he sat a long hour on a seat near the statue of +Achilles, there was never a sign of him. Yet he was content to be +disappointed, for the longer he sat the more clearly he knew that +cowardice would defeat him again should Klondyke and his attendant +nymph appear. + +Henry Harper was coming now to a phase in which ladies were to play +their part. Mrs. Greaves had a niece, it seemed. From brilliant +accounts furnished from time to time he learned that she was a +strikingly gifted creature, not only endowed with beauty, but also with +brains in a very high degree. + +"Miss Cora Dobbs," in the words of her aunt, "was an actress by +profession, and she had done so well in it that she had a flat of her +own round the corner in the Avenue. Toffs as understood Cora's merit +thought 'ighly of her talent. She could dance and she could sing, and +she earned such good money that she had a nest-egg put by." + +Henry Harper was at first too absorbed in his work to pay much +attention to the charlady's discourses upon her niece. Besides, had he +not known Miss Gwladys Foldal who had played in Shakespeare and been +admitted to an intimacy of a most intellectual kind? The indifference +of Mr. Harper seemed to pique Mrs. Greaves. She often recurred to the +subject of Miss Dobbs; moreover, she seemed anxious for the young man +to realize that "although she was the niece of one as didn't pretend to +be anythink, Cora herself was a lady." + +Such statements were not really necessary. In the eyes of Mr. Harper +every woman was a lady more or less, even if to that rule there must +always be one signal exception. He had a deep-rooted chivalry for Mrs. +Greaves' sex. He even treated her, flat-chested, bearded and +ferret-like as she was, with an instinctive courtesy which she at once +set down as weakness of character. + +For a reason Mr. Harper did not try to fathom--just now he was far too +deep in his task to give much thought to the matter--Mrs. Greaves +seemed most anxious that he should make the acquaintance of Miss Cora +Dobbs. One reason, it is true, she gave. "Mr. Arper was a snail as +was too much in his shell. He wanted a bright and knowing girl like +Cora to tote him around a bit and teach him not to be afraid of life." + +Mrs. Greaves had such a contempt for Mr. Harper's sex that her +solicitude was rather strange. As for its two specimens for whom she +"did" daily, the emotion they inspired was one of deadly cynicism. In +her razor-like judgment they were as soft as pap. It was therefore the +more remarkable that she should now take such an interest in the +welfare of the younger man. + +What was he writing? Lips of cautious curiosity were always asking the +question. A book! She was greatly interested in books and had always +been since she had "done" for a gentleman who got fifty pounds for +every one that he wrote. What did Mr. Harper expect to get by it? + +It had not occurred to Mr. Harper that he would get anything by it. + +"Why write it then?" she asked with acrid surprise. Why get up so +early and sit up so late? Why use all that good ink and expensive +paper if he didn't expect to get something out of it? + +The young man was writing it because he felt he must. + +"I sometimes think you must be a reg'lar soft-biled un," said Mrs. +Greaves, with an air of personal affront. "I do, honest. Wasting your +time like that ... and mine as well!" + +At that moment, however, the Sailor was far too deep in Chapter +Eighteen to attend to the charlady. His total lack of interest sent +her in a huff to the back kitchen. Yet she was not cast down +altogether. He was more of a half-bake than she had guessed, that was +all. + + + + +VII + +Next morning a lady walked into the shop. She was tall and stout, +beaming and fashionable. The first detail of a striking, even +resplendent personality which caught the young man's eye was her boots. +These were long, narrow, perilously high in the heel, they had black +and white checked uppers, and a pair of fat feet had been buttoned into +them. + +"I want 'Etiquette for Ladies,' please. It's in the window. A +shilling. Yellow cover." + +It was not the voice the young man had heard in Hyde Park, nor was it +the voice of Miss Foldal; on the contrary, it was direct, searching, +rather aggressive in quality. There was ease and confidence in it, +there was humor and archness. It was a voice of hyper-refinement, of +Miss Foldal receiving company, raised to a higher, more dominant power. + +"Yes, that's the one. By a Member of the Aristocracy. At least it +says it is. And if it isn't, I get my money back, don't I?" + +The flash of teeth and the smile that followed startled the young man +considerably. He blushed to the roots of his hair. This was a new +kind of lady altogether and he didn't know in the least how he was +going to cope with her. + +"Thanks very much." Elegantly the sum of one shilling was disbursed +from a very smart reticule. + +That, however, was not the conclusion of the incident. + +"Excuse me," said the lady, "but you are Mr. Harper, aren't you?" + +Blushing again he admitted very humbly that he was. + +"Yes, you look clever. I'm Cora Dobbs. You know Auntie, I think." + +With a blush deepening to a hue that was quite nice the young man said +he knew Miss Dobbs' aunt. + +"She's a rum one, isn't she?" The sudden friendliness was overpowering. + +The young man, not knowing what to say, said nothing. Thus far he had +been on the high seas with _Dick Smith_ and the brigantine _Excelsior_, +but he was quickly coming to dry land, to London, to the Charing Cross +Road. So this was the niece of whom Mrs. Greaves thought so much. +Henry Harper could understand the charlady's pride in her, but it was +very surprising that she should be the niece of Mrs. Greaves. She was +something totally different. In manner she was even more refined than +Miss Foldal herself, although in some ways she had a slight resemblance +to his good fairy. But Miss Dobbs had a candor, a humor and a charm +quite new in Henry Harper's very limited social experience. She was +really most agreeable; also her clothes, if not exactly Hyde Park, were +so fine that they must have cost a great deal of money. + +So much for Miss Dobbs in the sight of Mr. Harper. As for Mr. Harper +in the sight of Miss Dobbs, that was a very different matter. He was +not bad looking; he was tall, well-made, clean, his eyes were good. +But their queer expression could only mean that he was as weak as water +and as green as grass. Evidently he hardly knew he had come on to the +earth. Also he was as shy as a baby and his trousers wanted ironing +badly. + +"I have heard quite a lot about you, Mr. Harper, from my aunt." + +It was a little surprising that a creature so fashionable should own an +aunt so much the reverse. Even Mr. Harper, who had hardly begun to get +a sense of perspective, felt the two ladies were as wide asunder as the +poles. Not of course that Mrs. Greaves was an "ordinary" char, he had +her own assurance of that. She was a kind of super-charlady who "did" +for barristers and professional gentlemen, cooked their meals, +supervised their bachelor establishments, and allowed them to share her +pride in a distinguished niece. + +Had Mr. Harper been a more sophisticated young man he must have felt +the attitude of the niece to be admirable. There was not a shade of +false shame when she spoke of her aunt. Miss Cora Dobbs was too +frankly of the world to suffer any vicarious embarrassment. She was +amused with a relationship thrust upon her by an ironical providence, +and that was all. + +"I hear you are writing a book." + +That was a false move. Mr. Harper was only able to blush vividly and +to make a kind of noise at the back of his throat. + +"I have a great friend who is writing one." Miss Dobbs hastened to +repair a tactical mistake. "Hers is reminiscences. I am helping with +a few of mine. I dare say Auntie has told you I have been on the +stage?" + +Mr. Harper had been told that. + +"Don't you think it's a good idea? My friend gives her name because +she married a lord, but I'm to do the donkey work. It would be telling +if I told you her name, but don't you think it's business?" + +Mr. Harper thought, not very audibly, that it was. + +"One of our girls at the Friv., Cassie Smallpiece, who married Lord +Bargrave, you know..." + +... Mr. Harper did not know, but Miss Dobbs had already struck such a +note of intimacy that he somehow felt he ought to have known.... + +"... Made quite a pot of money out of hers. Of course there was +scandal in Cassie's. Cassie was rather warm pastry. But there'll be +none in ours, although I expect that'll be money out of our pockets." + +Mr. Harper hoped such would not be the case. + +"Bound to be," said Miss Dobbs. "That's the worst of being a clean +potato, you are always missing your share of the cake." + +Mr. Harper was completely out of his depth. He had no reply to make to +this very advanced remark. + +Miss Dobbs watched his perplexed face with a narrow-lidded wariness, +behind which glittered the eyes of a goshawk. But she was too wise to +force the pace unduly. With a suddenness that was almost startling, +she said, "Well, ching-a-ling. I'll look in again when you are not so +busy, Mr. Harper. One of these days perhaps you will give me advice +about my reminiscences." And with a smile and a wave of her muff of +excruciating friendliness, Miss Cora Dobbs gave a trip and a waddle, +and the high heels and the black and white check uppers were on the +pavement of the Charing Cross Road. + +For at least three minutes, however, after they had gone, _Dick Smith_ +and the brigantine _Excelsior_ were left in a state of suspended +animation. The author had to make a great effort before he could +proceed with Chapter Eighteen. A glamour had passed from the earth; at +least from that part of the earth contained by the four walls of No. +249, Charing Cross Road. + + + + +VIII + +Miss Cora Dobbs was as good as her word. She looked in again; indeed +she formed quite a habit of looking into the shop of Elihu Rudge, +bookseller, whenever she was passing. This seemed to work out on an +average at one morning a week. Her reminiscences could hardly have +induced this friendliness because, strange to say, she never mentioned +them again. + +On a first consideration, it seemed more likely due to her deep +interest in the book Mr. Harper was writing, of which her aunt had told +her. Whenever Miss Dobbs looked in she never failed to ask, "How is it +going today?" and she declared she would not be satisfied until a +chapter had been read to her. + +Mr. Harper was rather embarrassed by the attentions of Miss Dobbs. He +was a very shy young man, and in regard to his new and strange and +sometimes extremely painful labors he was unreasonably silent. But so +determined was the interest of Miss Dobbs that in the end Mr. Harper +yielded to its pressure. At last he let her see the manuscript. But +even that did not content her. She was set, it seemed, on having some +of the choicest passages read aloud by the author when there was no one +in the shop. + +In a way the determination of Miss Dobbs was rather a thorn. Yet it +would have been idle and ungracious for Mr. Harper to pretend that he +was not flattered by this remarkable solicitude for the story of _Dick +Smith_ and the brigantine _Excelsior_. He was very flattered indeed. +For one thing, Miss Dobbs was Miss Dobbs in a way that Miss Foldal had +never been Miss Foldal. She was a force in the way that Ginger was; +her elegance was positive, it meant something. She had a subtle air of +"being out for blood," just as Ginger had when they had paid their +first never-to-be-forgotten visit to Blackhampton. Deep in his heart +the Sailor was a little afraid of Miss Cora Dobbs. Yet he did not know +why he should be. She was extraordinarily agreeable. No one could +have been pleasanter to talk to; she was by far the wittiest and most +amusing lady he had ever met; it was impossible not to like her +immensely; but already a subtle instinct told him to beware. + +As for Miss Dobbs, her state of mind would be difficult to render. +Just as Mr. Harper was very simple, Miss Dobbs was extremely complex. +In the first place, there seemed no particular reason why she should +have come into the shop at all. It may have been curiosity. Perhaps +her aunt had aroused it by the statement that Mr. Rudge had "set up a +nice-looking boy as wrote books," and it may have been that the bearing +of the nice-looking boy gave warrant for a continuance of Miss Dobbs' +friendly regard. + +On the other hand, it may have been the nature of Mr. Harper's calling +which inspired these punctual attentions. It certainly had +possibilities. Among the friends of Miss Dobbs was a certain Mr. +Albert Hobson who was reputed to earn several thousands a year by his +pen. Again, it may have been the statement of her aunt that the young +man "had follered the sea and had a nest-egg put by." Or again it may +have been the young man himself who appealed to her. His clean +simplicity of mind and of mansion may have had a morbid attraction for +a complexity that was pathological. Of these hypotheses the last may +seem least probable, but the motives of a Miss Cora Dobbs defy +analysis; and in a world in which nothing is absolute she is perhaps +entitled to the benefit of any doubt that may arise concerning them. + +In spite of Miss Dobbs, whose attentions for the present were confined +to a few minutes one morning a week, the story of _Dick Smith_ began to +make excellent progress. All the same it was uphill work. The Sailor +was a very clumsy craftsman using the queerest of tools, but oddly +enough he had a remarkable faculty of concentration. + +At last came the day when the final chapter was written. And a proud +day it was. In spite of many defeats and misgivings, he was able at +three o'clock of a summer morning to write the magic words, "The End." +Yet it was far from being the end of his labors. He little knew that +he had merely come to Mount Pisgah, and that for many days he must be +content with no more than a glimpse of the Promised Land. + +In telling the story of his early years the Sailor had no particular +object in view. Certain mysterious forces were craving expression. +Such a task had not been undertaken at the call of ambition. But now +it was done ambition found a part to play. + +On the very morning the story was finished, by an odd chance Miss Dobbs +came into the shop. In answer to her invariable, "Well, what of it?" +she was gravely informed that the end had been reached. + +"My! you've been going some, Mr. R. L. Stevenson. Run along and fetch +the last chapter and read it to me and then I'll tell you honestly +whether I think it's as good as Bert Hobson." + +Miss Dobbs had the habit of command. Therefore Chapter the Last, +telling of the hero's miraculous deliverance from the Island of San +Pedro, was at once produced. Moreover, it was read to her with naif +sincerity in a gentle voice. + +"Hot stuff!" Miss Dobbs dexterously concealed a yawn with a dingy +white glove. "It's It." + +The author blushed with pleasure, although he could hardly believe the +story was as good as all that. + +"And what are you going to do with it now you've written it?" + +To her intense surprise it had not occurred to him to do anything with +it. + +"Oh, but that's potty. That's merely potty. Of course you are going +to bring it out as a book." + +The author had not thought of doing so. + +"Anyhow, it is just the thing for a magazine." + +Even a magazine had not entered his mind. + +"What are you going to do with it, then?" demanded Miss Dobbs, with +growing incredulity. + +This was a question Mr. Harper was unable to answer. + +"You are going to do nothing with it?" gasped Miss Dobbs. + +"No." + +"But it's 'some' story, I assure you it is. If you send it to the +_Rotunda_ or the _Covent Garden_ it may mean big money." + +Quite absurdly the financial aspect had not presented itself. + +"Well, you're potty," said Miss Dobbs, with despondency. "Don't you +know that Bert Hobson, who writes those stories for the _Rotunda_, +makes his thousands a year?" + +Mr. Harper, who had never heard of Bert Hobson or of the _Rotunda_, +seemed greatly surprised. + +"Why, you are as green as green," said Miss Dobbs reproachfully. "It's +such a nugget of thrills, you ought to see that it gets published. You +ought really." + +But in spite of her conviction it was some time before he felt able to +take her advice. Such unpractical reluctance on the part of genius +gave her pain. It seemed to lower its value. He must be a genius to +have written a book, but it was a great pity that he should confirm the +world's estimate of genius by behaving like one. + +Why had he taken so much trouble if he was not going to get a nice fat +check out of it? + +He had written it because he felt he must. + +It's a very sloppy reason, was the unexpressed opinion of Miss Dobbs. + +After such a hopeless admission on the part of the young man with the +queer eyes, Miss Dobbs felt so hurt that she did not appear in the shop +for three weeks. And when at last she came again, she learned that the +story of _Dick Smith_ and the brigantine _Excelsior_ was still in its +drawer and had yet to be seen by anyone. + +"You beat Banagher," said Miss Dobbs. And then she suddenly exclaimed, +"Look here, Mr. Harper, give me that story and I'll send it myself to +the _Rotunda_." + +Very gently and politely, but quite firmly, Mr. Harper declined to do +so. But in order to appease Miss Dobbs, who was inclined to make this +refusal a personal matter, he solemnly promised that he would send it +to the _Rotunda_ himself, or some other magazine. + +Henry Harper took a sudden resolve that night to send the story to the +home of its only true begetter, _Brown's Magazine_. Why he chose that +periodical in preference to the _Rotunda_ was more than he could say. +It may have been a feeling of reverence for the dilapidated Volume CXLI +with part of the July number missing. Some high instinct may have been +at work since the gods must have some kind of machinery to help them in +these matters. At least the material fact was beyond dispute. He +packed the story that evening in neat brown paper, and before taking +down the shutters of the shop the next morning, went out and posted it, +although sure in his own mind that he was guilty of a foolish +proceeding. + +Still, there was a lady in the case. But when in the course of the +following day Miss Dobbs looked in again, by some odd perversity she +was inclined to share this view to the full. She had never heard of +_Brown's Magazine_. The _Rotunda_ and the _Covent Garden_ were her +stand-bys. She never read anything else. But she dared say that +Brown's money would be as good as other people's, although _Brown's +Magazine_ certainly would not have the circulation of the _Rotunda_. + +Several weeks passed. Miss Dobbs looked in now and again to ask if Mr. +Harper had "had any luck." To this inquiry one invariable answer was +given, and after a time Miss Dobbs seemed to lose something of her +faith. Her interest in the story of Dick Smith and in Mr. Harper +himself began to wane. She had said from the first that _Brown's_ was +a mistake. It should have been the _Rotunda_ or nothing. Miss Dobbs +was a firm believer in beginning at the top; in her opinion it was +easier to come down than it was to go up. + +When the fourth week of silence on the part of _Brown's Magazine_ had +been entered upon, she suggested that Mr. Harper should stir them up a +bit. With surprising inconsequence he asked for one more week of +grace. For his own part, he could not help thinking it was a good +sign. Miss Dobbs did not share his view. _Brown's_ had either mislaid +the manuscript, they had not received it, or they had destroyed it; and +in a state verging upon sarcasm she withdrew from the shop with the +final and crushing remark, "that Mr. Harper was a rum one, and she +doubted very much whether he would ever make good." + +However, Miss Dobbs, in spite of her knowledge of the world, had to +admit, a week later, that Mr. Harper knew more about _Brown's Magazine_ +than she did. For when she looked in on the morning of Saturday to +inquire for news of the ill-fated _Dick Smith_ she was met triumphantly +with a letter which had come by the last post the previous evening. + +With quite a thrill she took the letter out of its neatly embossed +envelope and made an attempt to read the following: + + +12B, Pall Mall, + September 2. + +DEAR SIR, + +Your story has now been read twice, and the conclusion very reluctantly +come to by the writer is that it would be impossible to use it in +_Brown's Magazine_ in its present form. It bears many marks of +inexperience, but at the same time it has such a strikingly original +quality that the writer would be very glad to have a talk with you +about it. In the meantime the MS is being returned to you. + +Yours very truly, + EDWARD AMBROSE. + + +"I don't call that writing," said Miss Dobbs, who had been utterly +defeated by the hand of the editor of _Brown's Magazine_. "It is just +a fly walking across the paper without having wiped its feet. Read it +to me, Mr. Harper." + +Mr. Harper, who had spent nearly an hour the previous evening in making +out the letter, and now knew it by heart, enforced her respect by +reading it aloud as if it had been nothing out of the common. + +"Marks of inexperience!" was her comment. "Like his impudence. I +wonder who he thinks he is. You take my advice, Mr. Harper, and send +it to the _Covent Garden_. See what they've got to say about it." + +However, before taking that course, Henry Harper felt it would be the +part of wisdom to get in touch with the real live editor who had +expressed a wish to see him. Besides, there had been something in the +letter signed "Edward Ambrose" which had set a chord vibrating in his +heart. + + + + +IX + +In order to pay a visit to 12B, Pall Mall, Henry Harper had to ask for +leave. This was readily granted by his master, who was even more +impressed by the letter from the editor of _Brown's Magazine_ than was +its recipient. + +As became one who had a practical acquaintance with editors and +publishers, Mr. Rudge knew that for more than a century _Brown's +Magazine_ had been a Mecca of the man of letters. Great names were +enshrined in its history. These began with Byron and Scott, and flowed +through the Victorian epoch to the most gifted and representative minds +of the present. Mr. Ambrose himself was a critic of some celebrity; +moreover, _Brown's Magazine_ was still half a crown a month as it +always had been, so that even its subscribers had a sense of +exclusiveness. + +Henry Harper was so shy that when the hour came for him to set forth to +12B, Pall Mall, his one desire was to take the advice of Miss Dobbs and +not pay his visit at all. But Mr. Rudge was adamant. Henry must go to +Pall Mall if only for the sake of the firm. Just as the young man was +about to set out, his master emphasized the immense importance of the +matter by appearing on the scene, clothes brush in hand, in order to +give a final touch to his toilet. No discredit must be done to 249, +Charing Cross Road. An unprecedented honor had been conferred upon it. + +The reception of Mr. Harper in Pall Mall was of a kind to impress a +sensitive young man of high aspiration and very limited opportunity. +To begin with, Pall Mall is Pall Mall, and No. 12B in every chaste +external was entirely worthy of its local habitation. After a much +bemedaled commissionaire of incredibly distinguished aspect had ushered +the young man into the front office, he was received by a grave and +reverend signior in a frock coat whom Mr. Harper instinctively felt was +the editor himself. Such, however, was not the case. The grave and +reverend one was a trusted member of the staff, whose duty it was to +usher contributors into the Presence, and in the meantime, if delay +arose, to arrange for their well-being. + +Before Mr. Harper could be received, he spent some terrible minutes in +a tiny waiting-room, in which he felt he was being asphyxiated. During +that time it was borne in upon him that he would not be equal to the +ordeal ahead. Every minute he grew more nervous. He could never face +it, he was sure. Far better to have taken the advice of the wise Miss +Dobbs, and have been content with the _Covent Garden_. + +Before the fateful moment came he was in a state of despair. Why he +should have been was impossible to say. What was Pall Mall in +comparison with the forecastle or the futtock shrouds of the _Margaret +Carey_? What were the commissionaire and the frock-coated gentleman in +comparison with Mr. Thompson and the Old Man? Yet he came within an +ace of flying out of that waiting-room into the street. + +The cicerone reappeared, led the young man up a flight of stairs, +opened a door, and announced, "Mr. Harper." + +Seated at a writing table in a bay of the large, airy, well-appointed +room, was a gravely genial man, whose face had that subtle look of +power which springs from the play of mind. + +He rose at once and offered a welcome of such unstudied cordiality that +Henry Harper forgot that he had ever been afraid of him. The editor of +_Brown's Magazine_ placed a chair for the young man and asked him to +sit down. He then returned to his writing table, leaned back in his +own chair, and half turned to face his visitor. + +"Your story interested me enormously." The editor studied very closely +the young man opposite without appearing to do so; and then he said, in +a slightly changed tone, as if a theory previously formed had been +confirmed, "I am sure you have had experience of the sea." + +The Sailor knew already that he was going to like Mr. Ambrose +immensely. In a subtle way he was reminded of Klondyke, and more +remotely of Mr. Horrobin, but yet he felt that Mr. Ambrose was not +really like them at all. + +As for Edward Ambrose, he had at once fixed in his mind a picture of +great simplicity, of eager intensity, of an earnestness pathetic and +naif. Strange to say, it was almost exactly the one he had been able +to envisage beforehand. If ever a human document had ascended to the +first floor of 12B, Pall Mall, it was here before his eyes. + +The Sailor began presently to forget his shyness in a surprising way. +Mr. Ambrose differed from Mr. Horrobin inasmuch that he was ready, even +anxious, to listen. He seemed quite eager that the Sailor should speak +about himself. The story had interested him very much. He felt its +power, and saw great possibilities for a talent, immature as it was, +which could declare itself in a shape so definite. + +After a while the Sailor talked with less reserve than perhaps he ought +to have done. But such a man was very hard to resist--impossible for +certain natures. He had a faculty of perception that was very rare, he +was amazingly quick to see and to appreciate; and with this curious +power of realizing all that was worthy there was a knack of +overlooking, of perhaps even blinding himself, to things less pleasing. + +The Sailor's speech, queer and semi-literate as it was, exactly +resembled his writing. Here was something rare and strange. The shy +earnestness of the voice, the neat serge suit, well tended but of poor +quality, the general air of clean simplicity without and within; above +all, the haunted eyes of this deep-sea mariner, which had seen so much +more than they would ever be able to tell, fixed towards a goal they +could never hope to attain, were much as Edward Ambrose had pictured +them. + +"I want to use your story," said the editor; "but please don't be +offended by what I am going to say." + +The look in the face of the Sailor showed it would be quite impossible +for Mr. Ambrose to offend him. + +"There are little things, certain rules that have to be learned before +even Genius itself can be given a hearing. And it is vital to master +them. But you are so far on the road, that in a short time, if you +care to go on, I am convinced you will have all the tricks of a craft +which too often begins and ends in trickery and once in a lustrum rises +to power. At least that's my experience." And Mr. Ambrose laughed +with charming friendliness. + +"Now," he went on, "I will let you into a secret that all the world +knows. We declined _Treasure Island_. Not in my time, I am glad to +say, but _Brown's Magazine_ declined it. The story is told against us; +and if we can we want to wipe the blot off our escutcheon. And I feel, +Mr. Harper, that if you will learn the rules of the game and not lose +yourself, one day you will help us to do so." + +It took the editor some time to explain what he meant. But he did so +at considerable length and with wonderful lucidity. The personality of +this young man appealed to him. And he felt that the author of _Dick +Smith_ had had an almost superhuman task laid upon him. Here was a +competitor in the Olympian games starting from a mark so far behind his +peers that by all the laws he was out of the race before he started to +run it. But was he? Somehow Edward Ambrose felt that if this +dauntless spirit, already many times defeated, but never completely +overthrown, could find the courage to go on, the world would have cause +one day to congratulate _Brown's Magazine_. + +The editor took a cordial leave of his strange visitor. "Keep on +keeping on, and see what comes of it. Don't be afraid to use the +knife, but be careful not to cut yourself. That's the particular form +of the eternal paradox assumed by the absolute for the overthrow of the +writing man! It's a riddle each must read in his own way. But +instinct is the master key. Trust it as you have done already, and it +will unlock every door. However, we will talk of that another time. +But you might bear in mind what a great writer said to me here in this +room only last week. 'When you feel anything you may have written is +really fine it is a golden rule to leave it out.' Clear away a few of +the trees, and then we may begin to see the wood. But this doesn't +apply to the Island of San Pedro. Not a word of _that_ can be spared." + +The Sailor walked on air as far as the National Gallery. But as he +turned the corner into Charing Cross Road he was brought to earth by a +violent collision with an elderly gentleman. He was not brought +literally to earth because he suffered less than his victim. + +Before the elderly gentleman had ceased to blaspheme the young man came +within an ace of an even more emphatic reminder of earth's realities: +at the end of Cranbourn Street an omnibus nearly ran over him. Still, +it is the part of charity to cover his sins, because up till then, +Tuesday, September the fifth had been the day of his life. + + + + +X + +This mood did not last very long. He was now up against the stern +facts of authorship. The story of _Dick Smith_ would have to be +written again and written differently. In the reincarnation would be +little of the creative rapture of the primal birth. And so little +faith had the Sailor in his powers that he could not help feeling that +too much had been asked of them. + +To add to his doubts, he was beset by conflicting advice. Miss Dobbs +was quite angry when she learned the result of the interview with Mr. +Ambrose, which she did the day after it had taken place. + +"Wants you to write it again, does he?" she said with a glow of +indignation. "I call that the limit! Now, if you'll be guided by me, +Mr. Harper, which, of course, you ought to have been from the first, +you'll do nothing of the kind. Send it to the _Rotunda_ or the _Covent +Garden_." + +Miss Dobbs was so firm and Henry Harper was so oppressed by the +magnitude of his task, that he came very near taking her advice. + +It was the intervention of the author of "A History of the World" in +forty volumes with an index that saved the situation. Mr. Rudge was +horrified when he learned that Henry Harper thought of trying his luck +with the _Rotunda_. It was nothing less than an act of _lese-majeste_. +There could be so little ground of comparison between that upstart and +_Brown's_ that in the opinion of Mr. Rudge it was better to be damned +by the fountain of honor, which had published Byron and Scott, than be +accepted and even tricked out with illustrations--there would be no +illustrations in the "History of the World"--by a cheap and flashy +parvenu which bore a similar relation to literature to that a toadstool +bore to horticulture. + +Miss Dobbs had force of character, but she was no match for Mr. Rudge +when it came to a question of _Brown's Magazine_ v. the _Rotunda_. He +even went to the length of telling her that she didn't know what she +was talking about. The grave spectacled eyes of the historian flashed +to such purpose that Miss Dobbs was fain to admit "that she never would +have thought the old fool had it in him." But great issues were at +stake. All that he stood for was in the scale. Such an affront should +only be offered to Culture over the dead body of the author of the +"History of the World." + +Finally, Henry Harper sat down to rewrite the story of _Dick Smith_ and +the brigantine _Excelsior_. As a fruit of victory, Mr. Rudge ordained +that the young man should return to the study of grammar. It was more +than ever necessary now. He was sure that had he been as well up in +grammar as he ought to have been, the question of rewriting the story +of _Dick Smith_ could never have arisen. + +These were trying days. But the Sailor stuck gallantly to his guns. +In spite of the pessimism of Miss Dobbs, who still looked in now and +again, he grappled with an extremely difficult task. Moreover, he did +so very thoroughly. Mr. Ambrose had given him only general rules to go +by; yet these, few and succinct as they were, seemed to cut into the +woof and fabric of his mind. + +As the days passed, and the end of Henry Harper's labor seemed farther +off than ever, Miss Dobbs grew more gloomy, but her regard for his +welfare was still considerable. He might have been grateful had it +become less, but he was far too chivalrous to admit such a thought. +Besides, it was not a little surprising that a lady of the standing of +Miss Dobbs should take an interest in such a person as himself. + +One day, she invited him to tea at her flat. He _must_ come tomorrow +afternoon, to meet her great friend, Zoe Bonser, who was a Maison Perry +girl, and very nice and clever. Had there been a way of evading this +point-blank invitation, he would certainly have sought it. +Unfortunately there was not. Before issuing her invitation Miss Dobbs +had already taken the precaution of asking casually whether "he was +doing anything Sunday afternoon?" + +Mr. Harper grew quite alarmed as soon as he realized what he had done. +The mere thought of the society of promiscuous ladies, however nice and +clever, was enough to frighten him. Miss Dobbs herself, who was +niceness and cleverness personified, had never really broken through +the ice. They were old friends now, but even she, with all the arts of +which she was mistress, had never been able to penetrate the reserve of +this odd young man. If he had not been incapable of deliberately +wounding the feelings of a lady who had shown him such kindness, he +would have boldly refused to meet the nice and clever Miss Bonser, +which with all his soul he longed to do. + +Therefore, on Sunday afternoon, he sadly abandoned a chapter of _Dick +Smith_, which was now in a tangle so hopeless that it seemed it would +never come right. After infinite pains had made him as presentable as +a very limited wardrobe allowed, he went to No. 106, King John's +Mansions, the whereabouts of which had already been explained to him +very carefully. + +Miss Dobbs' flat was right at the top of a very large, very gloomy, and +very draughty building. Its endless flights of stone stairs--there was +no lift, although it was clearly a case for one--seemed not to have +been swept for a month at least. But this was in keeping with a +general air of cheapness and discomfort. By the time Mr. Harper had +climbed as far as No. 106, and had knocked timidly with a decrepit +knocker upon an uninviting door, he was in a state of panic and +dejection. + +Miss Dobbs opened the door herself. As she stood on an ungarnished +threshold, cigarette in hand, flashing rows of fine teeth in welcome, +the young man's first thought was how different she looked without her +hat. His second thought was that its absence hardly improved her. She +looked older, flatter, less mysterious. Even the fluffy and +peroxidized abundance, which came low on the forehead in a quite +remarkable bandeau, somehow gave a maturity to her appearance that he +had not in the least expected. + +Miss Dobbs had all the arts of gracious hospitality. She took his +overcoat and hat away from him, and then hustled him genially into what +she called her "boo-door," into the alert but extremely agreeable +presence of the nice and clever Miss Bonser. + +Miss Bonser was not exactly what you would call beautiful, but she had +Chick--to adopt the picturesque language of her oldest and dearest +friend in rendering her afterwards to Mr. Henry Harper. She had the +appearance of a thoroughly good sort, except that her eyes were so +terribly wary, although hardly so wary perhaps as those of her hostess, +because that would have been impossible. Still, there was Chick and +refinement, and above all, great cordiality in Miss Bonser. +Cordiality, indeed, was the prevailing note of No. 106, King John's +Mansions. Miss Dobbs addressed Miss Bonser as "dear," Miss Bonser +addressed Miss Dobbs as "dear," and then Miss Dobbs covered Mr. Harper +with confusion by suddenly and unexpectedly calling him "Harry." + +"Take a pew, Harry," said Miss Dobbs. + +Mr. Harper knew that he alone was intended, because no other gentleman +was there. Nervously he sat down in a creaking and rickety cane chair. +The "Harry" had flattered him a goodish bit, since Miss Dobbs was quite +as much a lady in her home as she was out of it; also she had for a +friend another lady, a very nice and clever one, with a refined voice, +smart clothes, and a great amount of jewelry. She had also the air and +the manners of Society, of which he had learned in the works of the +famous novelist, W. M. Thackeray. The way in which Miss Bonser +produced a private case and offered it to him after choosing a +cigarette for herself, somehow reminded him of "Vanity Fair." + +"Harry don't smoke, do you, Harry?" said the hostess, covering Mr. +Harper's extreme confusion with rare tact and spontaneity. + +Miss Dobbs then made tea, and by the time Mr. Harper had had two large +and cracked cups of a weak brew and had eaten one piece of buttered +cake, being too shy to eat anything else in spite of great pressure, he +was able to collect himself a little. + +"Cora tells me you are writing a book, Harry," said Miss Bonser +conversationally. + +Mr. Harper admitted this, although again startled by the Harry. + +"You don't mind, do you," said Miss Bonser, in answer to his face. +"'Mister' is so formal. I'm all for being friendly and pleasant +myself. What was I saying? Oh, about the book you are writing. My +best boy, Bert Hobson, the novelist, makes simply pots of money. He's +got a serial running now in the _Covent Garden_. You've read it, I +daresay." + +It appeared that Mr. Harper had not read the story. + +"Well, you ought reelly." Mr. Harper noticed that Miss Bonser +pronounced the polite word "reelly" exactly as Miss Foldal did, +although a much more fashionable lady in other respects than the good +fairy of Blackhampton. "Start at once. Do it now. It's Albert's top +notch." To Miss Dobbs: "Don't you think so, dear?" + +Miss Dobbs was quite of Miss Bonser's opinion. + +"What's the name of your book?" asked Miss Bonser. + +"'The Adventures of Dick Smith,'" said Mr. Harper nervously. + +"It's a very good title, don't you think so, dear?" Miss Dobbs thought +so too. + +"I suppose you'll dedicate it to Cora," said Miss Bonser, "as she has +taken such an interest in it." + +Mr. Harper had to admit rather shamefacedly that it had not occurred to +him to do that. Miss Bonser was surprised; but Miss Dobbs said she +couldn't think of it. She didn't look for a reward. Miss Bonser said +she was sure of that, yet Mr. Harper felt very uncomfortable because it +was borne in upon him that he had been guilty of a sin of omission. An +awkward silence followed, at least so it appeared to Mr. Harper, but it +was very tactfully terminated by Miss Bonser, who suddenly asked Miss +Dobbs about Harold. + +Harold, it seemed, was very keen on Miss Dobbs; in fact, he was her +best boy. He was an architect who lived at Wimbledon, but had just +taken rooms in town. He was a Cambridge man, had a commission in the +Territorials, and was a regular sport. However, this seemed to convey +so little to Mr. Harper that the conversation soon appeared to languish +in regard to Harold. + +After this, the young man sat very anxiously in the cane chair, wanting +sorely to get out of it, yet with not enough knowledge of society to be +able to do so. "The Adventures of Dick Smith" were calling him loudly, +yet he had too little courage and too much politeness to venture upon +the headlong flight which above all things he now desired. Presently, +however, his air of mute misery appealed to his hostess, who suddenly +said with great good nature. "Now, don't you be staying, Harry, a +moment longer than you think you ought. I know you want to get back to +your writing." And Miss Dobbs rose and shook hands with him gravely. +Miss Bonser then sat up in her wicker chair and offered her hand at a +very fashionable angle, but said good-by with real friendliness, and +then Mr. Harper made a very awkward exit without either self-possession +or dignity. + + +"Chase me," said Miss Bonser, as soon as the smiling Miss Dobbs had +returned from letting the young man out of the front door. + +"Priceless, isn't he?" Miss Dobbs flung herself with a suppressed +giggle into a wicker chair. + +"Well, well," reflected Miss Bonser. "One of these days he may be +useful to bring you in out of the rain." + +"If he begins to make good," said Miss Dobbs sagely. "You never know +your luck." + +"Cruelty to children, isn't it?" + +Miss Dobbs smiled thoughtfully. "Don't you think his eyes are rather +nice?" she said. + +"He's got a lot in his face," said Miss Bonser. "That's a face that's +seen things. And I'm not so sure, dear, that he is such a juggins as +we fancy." + +"We'll hope not at any rate," said Miss Dobbs coolly. + +"Still, I like a man with a punch in him myself." + +"Perhaps I'll be able to improve him a bit. He hardly knows he's born +at present." + +"That's true, dear," said Miss Bonser, with a rather indiscreet gurgle. + +"It's nothing to laugh at, Zoe." To the surprise of her friend, Miss +Dobbs seemed a little hurt. + +"Well, well." Miss Bonser flung away the end of her cigarette. + + + + +XI + +"The Adventures of Dick Smith" continued to make progress. Still, it +was uphill work. But Henry Harper had a tenacity truly +remarkable--"the angelic patience of genius," in the phrase of Balzac. +Not that it ever occurred to the Sailor himself that he was a genius, +or for that matter to Mr. Rudge, who did not believe in genius; yet, a +little ironically, Miss Dobbs informed her friend Miss Bonser more than +once that she would not be surprised if he turned out a bit of one. + +Mr. Harper's first visit to King John's Mansions was not his last. +Miss Dobbs saw to that. He was so odd that she was tempted to ask +herself whether this particular game was worth the candle; also her +friends were continually asking each other a similar question on her +behalf. Nevertheless, "Harry" unconsciously formed quite a habit of +going to tea round the corner in the Avenue on Sunday afternoons. + +He was chaffed rather unmercifully at times by several of the ladies he +found there, in particular by a certain Miss Gertie Press, by nature so +witty and sarcastic that the young man was genuinely afraid of her. +Still, it was a very valuable experience to have the _entree_ to this +dashing circle, and often when he did not wish to go he forced himself +to do so by sheer power of will, he had such a strong, ever-growing +desire to improve himself and to increase his knowledge of the world. + +Miss Gertie Press was a knut. It was about the time that portent was +coming into vogue. She was one of the rather primitive kind to be +found in the second row of the Frivolity chorus of which she was an +ornament. She was extremely good-natured, as all these ladies seemed +to be, at least in Mr. Harper's presence; but could he have heard their +comments when he had returned to his "masterpiece," about which they +were always chaffing him, he might have held other views. "Greased +Lightning" was Miss Press's name for him, he was so extraordinarily +quick in the uptake! "He's got the brains of my boot," said she. +"Your money is on the wrong horse, Cora." + +These ladies were really sorry for poor Cora. She must be potty to +trouble herself with a thing like that. But the time came when Cora's +friends began to think differently. + +At the end of April, after nearly eight months' hard toil, in the +course of which the "Adventures" had been cut down one half, and the +half that remained had been remodeled and rewritten, and then written +all over again, the Sailor packed up the manuscript, without any +particular emotion except a vague one of simple despair, and sent it to +the editor of _Brown's Magazine_, from whom he had not heard a word +since September 5. + +Mr. Rudge, after reading the revised version in a very conscientious +manner, thought the grammar decidedly weak, and felt the thing must +always suffer from being a work of the imagination. In his eyes +nothing could soften that cardinal defect; but he was a liberal-minded +man, and if _Brown's Magazine_ was really interested in that sort of +thing--well, it was no business of his to decry it. There was no +accounting for taste after all, and _Brown's_ was certainly the best +magazine of its kind in existence. + +A week passed, and then one evening the replica of a certain envelope +which would ever remain upon the tablets of his memory was dropped +through the slit in the shop door. It was addressed to "Henry Harper, +Esquire," and ran as follows: + + +DEAR MR. HARPER, + +Come and see me as soon as you can and let us have another little talk +about "The adventures of Dick Smith." + +Very sincerely yours, + EDWARD AMBROSE. + + +Henry Harper did not understand the significance of those few and +simple words. Mr. Rudge had a fair juster appreciation of the three +barely legible lines signed "Edward Ambrose." But the next morning, +after further ministrations of his master's clothes brush, the young +man went courageously forth to 12B, Pall Mall. + +The bemedaled commissionaire and the bald-headed gentleman had no +terrors for him now. Had he not walked and talked with Zeus himself? +These Olympian sconce bearers could not eat him, and there is always +comfort in that reflection for an imaginative mind. Even a ten +minutes' wait in the room below did not matter. + +Mr. Ambrose greeted him with a grip of the hand which seemed to utter a +volume. + +"It's a very fine thing," said the editor, without a word of preface, +as if there could be only one thought for either just then. "At least +that's my opinion." He laughed a little at his own vehemence. "Some +people will not agree with me. They'll say it's too crude, they'll say +the colors are laid on too thick. But that to me is its wonderful +merit; it convinces in spite of itself, which is almost the surest test +of genius, although that's a big word. But you've a great faculty. +I'm so glad you've been able to make such a fine thing." His eyes +shone; the charming voice vibrated with simple enthusiasm. "How one +envies a man who can make a thing like that!" + +"You needn't, sir," said the Sailor, hardly knowing that he had spoken. + +Edward Ambrose fell to earth like an exploded firework. In spite of an +eagerness of temperament which amused his friends, he was not a +vaporer. He, too, had been in deep places, although the strange +kingdoms he had seen were not exactly those of this young man, this +curious, awkward, silent, unforgettable figure. + +"No, I expect not," said Mr. Ambrose in a changed tone, after a short +pause. And then he added abruptly, "Now, suppose we sit down and talk +business." + +They sat down, but the Sailor had no better idea of talking business +than the table in front of him. + +"I want very much to run it as a serial in the magazine," said the +editor. + +"I'll be very proud, sir." + +"Well, now, what do you think we ought to pay for it? Just for the +serial rights, you know. Of course I ought to explain that you are a +new and untried author, and so on. But to my mind that's cheating. +Either a thing is or it isn't. I dare say I'm wrong ... in a world in +which nothing is certain ... however ... what do you think we ought to +pay for the serial rights? + +"I'll leave it to you, sir." + +"Well, the magazine can afford to pay three hundred pounds. And we +will talk about the book rights later." + +Such a sum was beyond the Sailor's wildest dreams. Truth to tell he +had dreamed very little upon that aspect of the matter. He knew the +value of money, therefore it had never occurred to him that it would be +within the power of a pen and a bottle of ink to bring it to him in +such fabulous quantities. He seemed just now to be living in a dream. + +"Three hundred pounds, then," said Mr. Ambrose. "And I wish the +magazine could have paid more without injustice to itself. But its +audience is small, though select--as we hope--at any rate." + +The Sailor's manner showed very clearly that no apology was called for. +Such a sum was princely. Gratitude was the emotion uppermost, and he +did his best to express it in his queer, disjointed way. + +"I'll always remember your kindness, sir," he said huskily. "I'd never +have been able to make anything of it at all if it hadn't been for you." + +"Oh, yes, you would. Not so soon, perhaps, but it's all there. +Anyhow, I'm very glad if I've been a bit of use at the first fence." + +The cordial directness of Edward Ambrose made a strong appeal to the +Sailor. He had knocked about the world enough to begin to know +something of men. And of one thing he was already convinced. The +editor was of the true Klondyke breed. He said what he meant, and he +meant what he said. And when this fortunate interview was at an end +and the young man returned to the Charing Cross Road, it was not so +much the fabulous sum which had come to him that made him happy, as the +sure knowledge that he had found a friend. He had found a friend of +the kind for which his soul had long craved. + + + + +XII + +"Now that Greased Lightning is beginning to make good," said Miss +Gertie Press, "I suppose you'll marry him, my Cora?" + +"Shouldn't wonder. Have a banana." + +This was persiflage on the part of Miss Dobbs. She meant have a +cigarette. + +Miss Press lit the cheap but scented Egyptian that was offered her, and +lay back in the wicker chair with an air of languor which somehow did +not match up with the gaminlike acuteness of her comically ill-natured +countenance. + +"That's where long views come in," philosophized Miss Press. "Wish I +could take 'em. But I can't. I haven't the _nous_. We all thought +you was potty to take up with him. But you won't half give us the bird +now he looks like turning out a good investment." + +Miss Dobbs smiled at the frankness of her friend. Miss Press was noted +throughout the length and the breadth of the Avenue for her habit of +thinking aloud. + +Miss Zoe Bonser, who was eating a tea cake, also smiled. It was Sunday +afternoon, and these three ladies were awaiting the arrival of Mr. +Henry Harper in a rather speculative frame of mind. The previous +Sunday Mr. Harper had not appeared. + +It was no longer possible to laugh at the mere name of Greased +Lightning and to pull Cora's leg and chaff her unmercifully. It seemed +that Miss Bonser, having mentioned casually to Mr. Albert Hobson that +she had a friend who had a friend who knew a young fellow whose first +serial was just beginning in _Brown's_, the admired Albert had inquired +immediately: + +"What's the name of your young fellow?" + +"He's not my young fellow," said Zoe the cautious. "But his +name's--Lord, I've forgotten it!" This was untrue. "But we all think +he's potty." + +"His name is not Henry Harper, by any chance?" + +Miss Bonser nodded discreetly. She was a little surprised at the set +of the wind. + +"But, of course, he's barmy." + +"Whatever he is, he's no slouch," said the judicial Mr. Hobson. He +himself was no slouch either, in spite of the company which in hours of +ease he affected. "He'll go far. He's another Stevenson and with luck +one of these days he might be something bigger." + +"Don't care if he's a John Roberts or a Dawson," said Zoe; "he's not +fit to be out without his nurse." If the latter part of Mr. Hobson's +statement had meant little to that astute mind, the first part meant a +good deal. + +Miss Bonser bore the news to King John's Mansions on the following +Sunday afternoon. It made quite a sensation. Bert Hobson was the +nearest thing to "the goods" which had yet impinged on that refined +circle. He was something more than the average harmless fool about +town; in the opinion of Miss Dobbs and Miss Press, he knew his way +about; and if Albert had really said that Harry was the coming man, he +could not have such a great distance to travel. + +"I hope he is not going to give us a miss in baulk now he's got there. +That'll be swank if he does, won't it, Bonser?" Miss Press winked at +Miss Bonser in a serio-comic manner. + +"It will, Press," said that lady. + +"He'll come. You'll see," said Miss Dobbs, with reasoned optimism. +"He's here now." + +In fact, at that moment a mild assault was being delivered by the +decrepit knocker on a faintly responsive front door. + +"What was the check that _Brown's_ gave him?" Miss Press asked Miss +Bonser, as Miss Dobbs went forth to receive her guest. + +"Three hundred--so she says." + +"Do you believe it?" + +"Why not?" + +"But he's barmy." + +"All these writing men are." + +"Except Bert." + +"Oh, he's barmy in a way, else he wouldn't have taken up with me." + +"Yes, that's true, dear. But did he say that about It?" + +"Ye-es." + +"Well, it's time she had a bit of luck ... if she's really going to +have it. She wants it badly." + +"Yes, by God." + +At this moment Mr. Henry Harper came into the room. He entered very +nervously with his usual blush of embarrassment. The truth was, +although he had yet to realize it clearly, the undercurrent of sarcasm, +never absent from this refined atmosphere, always hurt him. Mr. Henry +Harper was a very sensitive plant, and these fashionable and witty +ladies did not appear to know that. + +"He's a swanker," was the greeting of Miss Press, as she offered her +hand and then withdrew it playfully before Mr. Harper could take it. +"And I never shake hands with a swanker, do I, Bonser?" + +"But he's so clever," said Miss Bonser, politely offering hers. "He's +Bert Hobson at his best." + +Mr. Harper was so overcome by this reception that he had the misfortune +to knock over the teapot, which had been placed on a small and +ill-balanced Japanese table. + +"Damn you!" The voice of the hostess came upon the culprit like the +stroke of a whip. For a moment Miss Dobbs was off her guard. She was +furious at the ruin of her carpet and her hospitality, although the +latter was really the more important as the carpet was ruined already. +"However, it doesn't matter." She hastened to cover the "Damn you" +with a heroic smile. "Take a pew, Harry, and make yourself comfy. I +can easily get some more; it's the slavey's Sunday out." The hostess, +teapot in hand, withdrew from the room with a winning air of +reconstituted amenity. + +"If you had been a little gentleman," said Miss Press, as the hostess +left the room, "you would have shot out of your chair, opened the door +for her, carried the teapot to the kitchen, and held the caddy while +she put in more tea. And then you'd have fiddled about with the kettle +while she held the teapot, and poured boiling water over her hand. +After that you'd have gone down on your knees, and then you'd have +kissed it better. At least, that's how you'd have behaved if you had +been a mother's boy in the Guards. Wouldn't he, Bonser?" + +"Shut up, Press," said Miss Bonser. "It's a shame to rag as you do." + +"But he's a swanker," said Miss Press. "And I don't like swankers." + +Mr. Harper was in a state of extreme misery and feeling very pink about +the ears, when the smiling Miss Dobbs reappeared with a fresh pot of +tea. The way in which she contrived to efface the tragic incident was +admirable. She poured out gracefully a cup of tea for Mr. Harper, a +terribly weak cup of tea it was, and pressed half a buttered scone upon +him and smiled at him all the time, perhaps a little anxiously, with +her wonderful teeth. But in spite of these winning attentions, it was +not certain that the young man was going to enjoy himself. That honest +and forthright "Damn you" had brought with it somehow the taste of +Auntie's whip, and he could feel it still. Then, too, these clever and +witty ladies had a way of making him feel ridiculous. Also, they spoke +a language he didn't understand. Moreover, he knew that Miss Press +meant it when she said he wasn't a gentleman. To tell the truth, that +was a fact of which he was growing daily more conscious, and the +jesting remark of Miss Press hurt almost as much as the "Damn you." + +"If I was clever, and had a three-hundred-pound serial running in +_Brown's Magazine_," said Miss Press, "I'd be so set up with myself +that I wouldn't give a word to a dog when I came out to a bun-worry. +Would you, Bonser?" + +"Shut up, Press," said the benign Miss Bonser. "Little girls should be +seen but not heard--at least, that's what my dear old governess taught +me in the long ago." + +"Yes, I knew you was brought up a clergyman's daughter," said Miss +Press, returning stoutly to the charge. "And so was Pressy and so was +Dobby, and so was all of us." + +"Play cricket, Pressy," said the hostess, rather plaintively. + +For all that he knew, Mr. Harper might have been listening to a dead +language. This may have relieved his mind a little. All the same, it +made it very difficult to take a hand in the conversation, which these +ladies clearly felt to be the duty of a gentleman, whether he was in +the Guards or not. + +Suddenly Miss Press caused a portion of Mr. Harper's buttered scone "to +go the wrong way" by placing one of his hands in that of his hostess, +who had taken a seat rather near him. + +"Allow me," said Miss Press, rising gallantly from her chair, and +dealing Mr. Harper a succession of hearty buffets in the middle of the +back. "You really are the limit, Enery. You might never have been in +love before." + +"Chuck it, Pressy," said Miss Dobbs. "Let my Harry alone. My Harry's +very clever, and his Cora's very proud of him. Aren't I, Harry?" Miss +Dobbs flashed upon the unhappy young man a glance of very high candle +power. She also sighed seraphically. + +When Mr. Harper had swallowed his tea, of which one cup sufficed, and +after abandoning any further attempt to deal with his buttered scone, +the hostess gathered the tea things with the aid of her friends. She +then took them to the back premises, declining further help. In spite +of the protests of her guests, Miss Dobbs insisted on this self-denying +course. She left Mr. Henry Harper in their care, and hoped they would +do their best to amuse him during her absence. + + + + +XIII + +"Harry," said Miss Press, with a dramatic change of tone as soon as the +hostess had retired with the tea things, "Zoe and I have to talk to you +very serious. Haven't we, Zoe?" + +Miss Bonser nodded impressively. + +"You are not playing fair with Cora, Harry." + +During the slight pause which followed this statement, a look of +fawnlike bewilderment flitted across the eyes of the Sailor. + +"You are breaking her heart," said Miss Press, with tragic simplicity. + +"Yes, dear," came the thrilling whisper of Miss Bonser. + +"That's true." + +"We are telling you this, Harry," said Miss Press, "because we think it +is something you ought to know. You think so, don't you, dear?" + +"I do, dear," said Miss Bonser. + +"Cora is one of the best that ever stepped," said Miss Press. "She has +a heart of gold, she is a girl in a thousand. It would be a black +shame to spoil her life. You think that, don't you, dear?" + +"Yes, dear," said Miss Bonser emotionally. + +Mr. Harper was completely out of his depth. He didn't know in the +least what they were talking about. + +"Forgive us, Harry, for taking it upon ourselves in this way," said +Miss Bonser, in a kind, quiet voice. "We are all for a bit of fun, but +we can't stand by and see a good girl suffering in silence, can we, +Gertie?" + +"No, dear," said Gertie, with pathos. + +Both ladies eyed him cautiously. He was so innocent, he was such a +simple child that they could almost have found it in their hearts to +pity him. + +"We feel bound to mention it, Harry," said Miss Press. "Poor Cora +can't take her oats or anything. She has to have a sleeping draught +now." + +"And she's getting that thin, poor thing," chimed the plaintive Miss +Bonser. + +The Sailor's perplexity grew. + +"If you ask me," said Miss Press, suddenly taking a higher note, "it's +up to you, Harry, to play the gentleman." Watching the color change in +his face, she knew she was on the target now. "A gentleman don't play +fast and loose, if you ask me." + +"At least, not the sort we are used to," whispered Miss Bonser, in a +superb pianissimo. + +"It's Lord Caradoc and Pussy Pearson over again," said Miss Press. +"But Caradoc being the goods married Pussy without making any bones +about it. Harry, it's up to you to follow the example of a real +gentleman. Forgive us for speaking plain." + +Henry Harper glanced nervously from one lady to the other. A light was +just beginning to dawn upon him. + +"Cora's a straight girl," said Miss Bonser, taking up the parable. +"She's one of the plucky ones, is Cora. It's a hard world for lonely +girls like her, isn't it, Gert?" + +"It is, dear," said Gert. "And one like Cora, whose position, as you +might say, is uncertain, can't be too careful. You see, Harry, you +have been coming to her flat for the best part of a year. You've been +with her to the theater and the Coliseum; two Sundays ago she was seen +with you on the river, and--well, she's been getting herself talked +about, and that's all there is to it." + +"Cora's a girl in a thousand," chimed Zoe the tactful. "She worships +the ground you walk on, Harry." + +A painfully startled look came suddenly into the eyes of the young man. +Both ladies felt the look rather than saw it, and gave another sharp +turn to the screw. + +"Of course, you haven't known it, Harry," said Miss Press. "She +wouldn't let you know it. But that's Cora." + +"She would rather have died," said Zoe. "You will not breathe a word, +of course, Harry. She would never forgive us if she knew we had let +on." + +"That's her pride," said Miss Press. + +"And the way that poor thing cried her eyes out when you didn't turn up +at tea time last Sunday as usual, the first time for nearly a year, +well----" Language suddenly failed Miss Bonser. "A pretty job we had +with her, hadn't we, Gert?" + +So cunningly had the screw been applied, that Mr. Harper felt dazed. +Suddenly Miss Bonser raised a finger of warning. + +"Shush!" It was half a whisper, half a hiss. "Not a word. Here's +Cora." + +Miss Dobbs came in so abruptly that she nearly caught the injunction. +And hardly had she entered, when Miss Press and Miss Bonser rose +together and declared that they must really be going. + +The hostess made a polite and conventional objection, but both ladies +kissed her effusively and hustled her out into the passage. + +"Dobby," Miss Press whispered excitedly, as soon as they had reached +that dark and smelly draught distributor, "we've fairly put the half +Nelson on him. Now go in and fix him up." + +Miss Bonser and Miss Press tripped down the many unswept stone stairs +of King John's Mansions, and Miss Dobbs closed the front door of No. +106. She then returned to Mr. Harper in the "boo-door." + +"Well, Harry," she said, "why didn't you come last Sunday?" + +Had the Sailor been true to his strongest instinct he would have fled. +But he stayed where he was for several reasons, and of these the most +cogent was quite a simple one. There was a will stronger than his own +in the room just then. + +Miss Bonser and Miss Press, as became a long experience of the chase, +had done their work with efficiency. The Sailor had not guessed that +this friendly and amusing and very agreeable lady--in spite of the +"Damn you"--was so very much in love with him. It was a wholly +unexpected issue, for which the young man was inclined to blame himself +bitterly. + +"Well, Harry," said Miss Dobbs, breaking suddenly upon a whirl of +rather terrifying thoughts, "why didn't you come last Sunday?" + +He was in a state of mental chaos, therefore to attempt to answer the +question was useless. + +"Why didn't oo, Harry?" Miss Dobbs suddenly felt that it was a case +for _force majeure_. Very unexpectedly she flung her arms round his +neck. Risking the rickety cane chair she sat heavily upon his knee, +yet not so heavily as she might have done, and with a she-leopard's +tenderness drew his head to her ample bosom. + +A thrill of repugnance passed through Henry Harper, yet he was so fully +engaged with a very pressing problem as hardly to know that it had. + +"Kiss your Cora, Harry." + +But his Cora kissed Harry instead. And as she did so, the unfailing +instinct given to woman told her that that kiss was a mistake. + +In the next instant, the fat arms had disengaged themselves from the +young man's neck, and Miss Dobbs had slipped from his knee and was +standing looking at him. + +Her gesture was striking and picturesque; also she had the air of a +tragedy queen. + +"Harry," she said, with a catch in her voice, "you are breaking my +heart." + +The Sailor had already been informed of that. He had tried not to +believe it, but facts were growing too strong for him. A superb tear +was in the eyes of Miss Dobbs. The sight of it thrilled and startled +him. + +Twice before in his life had he seen tears in the eyes of a woman, and +with his abnormal power of memory he vividly recalled each occasion +now. The first time was in the eyes of Mother, the true woman he would +always reverence, when she took off his clothes after his first flight +from Blackhampton, and put him into a bath; the second time was in the +eyes of Miss Foldal, and she also was a true woman whose memory he +would always honor, when she said good-bye on the night of the second +departure from the city of his birth. But the tears in the eyes of +Mother and Miss Foldal were not as the superb and terrible tear in the +eye of Miss Cora Dobbs. + +"Don't think I blame you, Harry," said that lady with a Jocasta-like +note, trying to keep the bitterness out of her tone. "I'm only a +lonely and unprotected girl who will soon be on the shelf, but that's +no fault of yours. Yet, somehow, I thought you were different. +Somehow, I thought you was a gentleman." + +Miss Dobbs had no illusions on that point, but she well knew where the +shoe was going to pinch. + +"I'll be a mark and a laughing stock," said the tragic Cora, "as poor +Pussy was before Caradoc made up his mind to marry her. While he was +plain Bill Jackson nothing was good enough for Pussy. Used to take her +to the Coliseum and on the river in the summer, and used to come to her +flat a bit lower down the Avenue to take tea with her and her friends +every Sunday of his life. And then suddenly Bill came into the title, +and poor Pussy got a miss from my lord. We all thought at first she +would go out of her mind. She worshiped the ground that Bill walked +upon. Besides, she couldn't bear to be made a mark of by her friends; +and being nothing but a straight girl there was always her reputation +to consider. Poor Pussy had to take a sleeping draught every night for +months. But Caradoc played cricket in the end as he was bound to do, +being a gentleman by birth, and Pussy is now a countess with two +children, a boy and a girl, and only last summer she invited me to go +and spend a fortnight with her at her place in Ireland, but, of course, +I couldn't, because I hadn't the clothes. Still, I'm glad for Pussy's +sake. She was always one of the best, was Pussy. All's well that ends +well, isn't it?" And Miss Jocasta Dobbs very abruptly broke down. + +It was a breakdown of the most nerve-shattering kind. The tears +streamed down her face. She struggled almost hysterically not to give +way, yet the more she struggled, the more she did give way. + +"Miss Dobbs," he gasped, huskily--he had known her a long and crowded +year, but he had never ventured on Cora--"Miss Cora"--he had done it +now! "I didn't mean nothing." + +Better had he held his peace. + +"You didn't mean anything!" There was a change in the voice of +Jocasta. "You didn't mean anything, Mr. Harper? No, I suppose not." + +The young man drew in his breath sharply. The tone of Miss Dobbs was +edged like a knife. + +"It was only a poor and unprotected girl with whom you might play the +fool until you had made good. It was only a girl who valued her fair +name, a girl who would have died rather than be made a mark of by her +friends. I suppose now you are a big man and earning big money, you +will take up with somebody else. Well, I'm not the one to grudge any +girl her luck." + +The sudden fall in the voice of Miss Dobbs and the half veiled look in +her eyes somehow took Henry Harper back to the Auntie of his childhood. +And it almost seemed that she also had in her hand a weapon which she +knew well how to use. + +"I thought I had a gentleman to deal with," said Miss Dobbs, brushing +aside a tear, "but it was my mistake. However, it's never too late to +learn." Her laugh seemed to strike him. + +"I didn't mean to mislead you," mumbled the young man, who felt like a +trapped and desperate animal. Yet when all was said, the emotion +uppermost was not for himself. This woman was hurting him horribly, +but it was the fact, as he thought, that he was hurting her still more +without any intention of evil towards her, which now took possession of +his mind. He would do anything to soften the pain he was unwittingly +causing. It was not in his nature to hurt a living thing. + +"I beg pardon, Miss Cora," he said, faintly, "I didn't mean nothing +like that." + +She turned upon him, a tigress, and rent him. Nor did he shrink from +the wounds she dealt. It was no more than he deserved. He should have +learned a little more about ladies and their fine feelings and their +social outlook, before daring to go to tea at their private flats and +to meet their friends; before daring to be seen with them at a public +place like the Coliseum or in a boat on the river. He was receiving a +much needed lesson. It was one he would never forget. + + + + +XIV + +Henry Harper did not go to tea at King John's Mansions on the next +Sunday afternoon. And on the following Sunday he stayed away too. +Moreover, during the whole of that fortnight Miss Cora Dobbs did not +call once at No. 249, Charing Cross Road. + +This was a relief to the young man. He would not have known how to +meet her had she come to the shop as usual. He was so shattered by the +bolt from the blue that he didn't know in the least what to do. + +Happily there was his work to distract him. Mr. Ambrose had suggested +that he should write another tale for _Brown's Magazine_. He was to +take his own time over the new story, bearing ever in mind the advice +given him formerly, which he had turned to very good account; and in +the meantime, his fancy could expand in the happy knowledge that the +"Adventures of Dick Smith" were attracting attention in the magazine. +Mr. Ambrose had already arranged for the story to appear as a book when +its course had run in _Brown's_, and he was convinced--if prophecy was +ever safe in literary matters--that real success awaited it. + +Could Henry Harper have put Miss Cora Dobbs out of his thoughts, he +might have been almost completely happy in planning and writing the +"Further Adventures of Dick Smith." Aladdin's wonderful lamp was +making his life a fairy tale. An incredible vista of fame and fortune +was spreading before his eyes. Even Mr. Rudge had been stricken with +awe by the check for three hundred pounds. + +Yet, at the back of everything just now was a terrible feeling of +indecision. There could be no doubt that the great world of which he +knew so little, clearly looked to him "to act the gentleman." The +phrase was that of the elegant and refined Miss Bonser and the dashing +Miss Press, who mixed habitually with gentlemen, and therefore were in +a position to speak with authority on such a delicate matter. And so +plain was his duty that it had even percolated to Mrs. Greaves, who, in +ways subtle and mysterious, seemed to be continually unbosoming herself +to a similar tenor. + +In the course of the third week of crisis, Mr. Harper's perplexities +were greatly increased by a brief but emotional note, written on +elegantly art-shaded notepaper, which had the name "Cora" with a ring +round it engraved in the left-hand corner. It said: + + +DEAR HARRY, + +Why haven't you been or written? I am feeling so low and miserable +that unless you come to see me Sunday, the doctor says I shall have a +bad breakdown. + +Yours, CORA. + + +Somehow, this letter, couched in such grimly pathetic terms, seemed to +leave the young man with no alternative. Therefore, on the following +Sunday afternoon, at the usual hour, he was just able to screw up +courage to knock at the door of No. 106, King John's Mansions. + +He was rather surprised to find Cora in good health; certainly the tone +of her letter had implied that such was not the case. She had no +appearance of suffering. In tone and manner she was a little +chastened, but that was all. + +Miss Bonser and Miss Press were also there when Mr. Harper arrived. +But their reception of him was so much more formal than was usual that +a feeling of tension was at once created. It was as if these +experienced ladies understood that some high issue was pending. + +Each of them treated him in quite a different way from that which she +had used before. In her own style, each was lofty and _grande dame_. +It was no longer Harry, but Mr. Harper; and they shook hands with him +without cordiality, but with quiet dignity, and said, "How do you do?" + +Strange to say, Mr. Harper found this reception more to his liking than +the less studied manner in which he was received as a rule. Now that +he had not to meet persiflage and chaff, he was fairly cool and +collected. The stately bow of Miss Press and the archly fashionable +handshake of Miss Bonser were much less embarrassing than their +habitual mode of attack. + +This afternoon, Mr. Harper was treated as a chance acquaintance might +have been by three fashionable ladies who knew the world better than +they knew him. There was a subtle note of distance. This afternoon, +Miss Press talked books and theaters, and talked them very well, +although, to be sure, rather better about the latter than the former. +Yet in Mr. Harper's judgment, her conversation was more improving than +her usual mode of discourse. Had he not been in such a state of +turmoil it would have been quite a pleasure to sit and listen, she +talked so well about the things that were beginning to interest him +intensely; also her manner of speaking was extremely refined. + +Miss Bonser talked mainly about the Royal Academy of Arts. She knew a +good deal about art, having studied it, although in what capacity she +didn't state, before she went to the Maison Perry. Nevertheless, she +had both fluency and point; she didn't like Leader so much as she liked +Sargent; she spoke of values, composition, brushwork, draughtmanship, +and it was really a pity that Mr. Harper was not easier in his mind, +otherwise he could not have failed to be edified. As it was, Miss +Press and Miss Bonser rose considerably in his estimation. He could +have wished that they always hoisted themselves on these high subjects. + +Both ladies, wearing white gloves and looking very _comme il faut_, +went soon after five, as they had promised to go on to Lady Caradoc's. +Mr. Harper felt quite sorry. They had talked so well about the things +that interested him that somehow their distinguished departure left a +void. As they got up to go, Mr. Harper, remembering a hint he had +received from Miss Press, touching the behavior of a gentleman in such +circumstances, sprang to the door, and with less awkwardness than +usual, contrived to open it for them to pass out. + +The ordeal he dreaded was now upon him. He was with Cora alone. +However, much to his relief, there was no sign at present of "a bad +breakdown." + +For three weeks he had been living in a little private hell of +indecision. But now there was a chance of winning through. His duty +was not yet absolutely clear, but he was not without hope that it would +become so. In that time he had been thinking very hard and very deep. +And by some means, he had added a cubit to his stature since he stood +last on that tea-stained hearthrug in the quasi-comfort of that +overfurnished "boo-door." It was a new and enlarged Mr. Harper who now +confronted a more composed and dignified Miss Dobbs. + +"Well, Harry," said Miss Dobbs, "it is nice to see you here again." + +He was touched by such a tone of magnanimity. Somehow, he felt that it +was more than he deserved. + +"How's the new story getting on?" There was not a sign of the +breakdown at present. "Will it be as good as the old one?" This was a +welcome return to her first phase of generous interest; to the Miss +Dobbs of whom he had memories not wholly unpleasant. + +"I think it is going to be better," he said gravely. "Much better. +Anyway, I intend it to be." + +"That's right. I like to hear that. Nothing like ambition. I suppose +you'll get another three hundred for this one?" + +"Five," said the young man. "That's if the editor likes it." + +"My!" said Miss Dobbs, with an involuntary flash of the wary eyes. +"And that's only for the serial." + +"Yes." + +"And, of course, you'll be able to bring it out as a book as well?" + +"The editor has arranged for that already. For the present one, I +mean." + +"But you'll get paid for it extra, of course!" + +"Oh yes." + +"How much?" Miss Dobbs spoke carelessly, but her eyes were by no means +careless. + +"I'll get a shilling for every copy that's sold." + +"And how many will they sell?" + +"Nobody knows that," he said, and from his tone it seemed that aspect +of the matter was unimportant. + +"No, I expect not." Her tone coincided readily with his. "But I +suppose a man like Stevenson or Bert Hobson would sell by the hundred +thousand?" + +"No idea," said the young man. + +"But you ought to have an idea, Harry. It's very important. What you +want is somebody with a head for business to look after your affairs." + +He was inclined to accept this view of the matter, but there would be +time to think of that when he really was selling in thousands, which, +of course, could not be until the book was published. + +"When will it be published?" + +"Next week." + +"Next week! And you are going to get a sure five hundred, apart from +the book, for the story you are writing now?" + +"If Mr. Ambrose likes it." + +"Of course he'll like it. You must make it so good that he can't help +liking it." + +"I'll try, anyway." + +Miss Dobbs grew thoughtful. She was inclined to believe, having regard +to all the circumstances, that she had a difficult hand to play. +Therefore, she began to arrange two or three of the leading cards in +her mind. To be perfectly candid with herself, she could not help +thinking, and her two friends had confirmed her in that view, that she +had shown lack of judgment in the cards she had played already. For +one thing, it was agreed that they might have a little underrated the +size and the weight of the fish that had to be landed. + +Miss Dobbs was a trifle uncertain as to what her next move should be. +There was much at stake, and one blunder in tactics might be fatal. +However, she was about to receive assistance of a kind she had felt it +would no longer be wise to expect. + +"Miss Dobbs ... Cora," said the young man, with an abruptness that +startled her. "There's something ... something particular I want to +say to you." + +Cora was on guard at once. But she was able to make clear that +whatever he might have to say to her, she was prepared to listen. + +"I've been thinking a goodish bit," said Henry Harper, with a quaint +stiffening of manner as the gruff words found a way out of him, "about +that talk we had the last time I come here." + +Miss Dobbs listened with eyes half shut. Her face was a mask. + +"I don't pretend to know much about what's due to ladies," he said, +after a pause so long and so trying that it seemed to hypnotize him. +"I've not mixed much in Society"--W. M. Thackeray, in whose works he +was now taking so much interest, had a great belief in Society--"but I +should like to do what's straight." + +Silence still seemed the part of wisdom for Miss Dobbs. + +"If I've done wrong, I'm sorry." There was another very awkward pause +to navigate. "But I didn't see no harm in what I've done, and that's +the truth." + +A very slight sniff from Miss Dobbs ... a very slight sniff and nothing +more. + +"If I never speak again, Miss Cora, it's a solemn fact." + +The sniff grew slightly more pronounced. + +"If I had known a bit more about Society, I might not have come here +quite so often." + +"What's Society got to do with it, anyway?" suddenly asked Miss Dobbs, +who was getting a trifle bored by the word. + +"I don't know," said the young man, "but I thought it had." + +"Why should you think so?" + +"Hasn't it, Miss Cora?" + +At this point, it seemed necessary for Miss Dobbs to regard the +situation as a whole. A wrong move here might be fatal. + +"Yes, I suppose it has," said she, trying very hard to keep from +laughing in his face. "If you put it that way." + +Again there was a pause. Henry Harper seemed to be overawed by this +admission on the part of a lady of great experience. + +"I make no claim"--Miss Dobbs felt that a little well-timed assistance +was called for--"if that's what you mean. My reputation's gone, but as +I am only a girl, without a shilling, who has to fight her own battle, +of course it's not of the slightest consequence." + +"That's just what I want to talk to you about," he said, with a +simplicity that made her lip curl in spite of the strong will which +ruled it. Zoe was right, it was cruelty to children. + +"Talk away, then," said Miss Dobbs, with dreary and tragic coldness. + +"I just want to do right. I admit I've done wrong. But what I've +done, I've done in ignorance. I didn't know it would be against your +reputation for me to come here constant, and to take you on the river, +and go with you to the theater and the Coliseum." + +"No, I don't suppose you did," said Cora, holding her hand very +carefully now that he had been such a fool as to put a weapon in it. +"No, I suppose not, Mr. Harper." + +The "Mr." was stressed very slightly, but she felt him flinch a little. + +"Well, Miss Cora," he said huskily, "it's like this. I just want to do +right by you as any other gentleman would." + +"Oh, do you, Mr. Harper." She fixed him with the eye of a basilisk. + +"Yes," he said, and the sweat broke out on his forehead. "Whatever +it's got to be." + +She sensed the forehead rather than saw it. Every nerve in her was now +alert. Yet the desire uppermost was to spit in his face, or to dash +her fist in it with all the strength she had, but at such a moment she +could not afford to give rein to the woman within. She must bide her +time. The fish was hooked, but it still remained to land it. + +"Well, Mr. Harper, I am sure you are most kind. But you know better +than I can tell you that there is only one thing you can do under the +circumstances." And Miss Dobbs suddenly laughed in Mr. Harper's face, +in order to show that she was not such a fool as to treat his heroics +seriously. + +"What's that, Miss Cora?" he asked, huskily. + +"What's that, Mr. Harper? What innocence! I wonder where you was +brought up?" + +"Don't ask that, Miss Cora." He could have bitten out his tongue +almost before the words had slipped from it. + +But Miss Cora was not going to be sidetracked at this critical moment +by a matter so trivial as Mr. Harper's upbringing. + +"You take away a straight girl's reputation, you as good as ruin her, +and then you come and ask her what you should do about it. What ho, +she bumps!" And Miss Dobbs, with an irrelevance fully equal to her +final remark, suddenly flung herself down to the further detriment of +the broken-springed sofa. + +Mr. Harper, however, was able to recognize this as a cry of the soul of +a lady in agony. + +"If you think I ought to marry you," he said, with dry lips, "I'll do +it." + +Miss Dobbs, flopping on the sofa, sat up suddenly with a complete +change of manner. + +"It's not what I think, Mr. Harper," she said. "That don't matter. +It's what you think that matters. If a man is a gentleman, he don't +ask those sort of things." + +"No, I suppose he doesn't," said Mr. Harper, who suddenly felt and saw +the great force of this. "Miss Dobbs ... Cora.... I ... I ... will you +marry me, Miss Cora?" + +The answer of Miss Cora was to rise from the sofa in the stress of +feminine embarrassment. But she did not fall into his arms, as some +ladies might have done; she did not even change color. She merely said +in an extremely practical voice-- + +"Harry, you've done right, and I'm glad you've acted the toff. There +was those who said you wouldn't, but we'll not mention names. However, +all's well that ends well. And the sooner we get married the better." + +He made no reply. But a slow, deadly feeling had begun to creep along +his spine. + +"Do you mind where we are married, Harry?" + +"No," he said, gently, with faraway eyes. + +"I'm all for privacy," said Miss Dobbs, in her practical voice. "I +hope you are." + +"Whatever's agreeable to you is agreeable to me." He seemed to feel +that that was good W. M. Thackeray. + +"Very well, then, Harry, tomorrow morning at eleven I'll call for you, +and we'll toddle round to the Circus and see what the Registrar has to +say to us." + +"If that's agreeable to you, it's agreeable to me," he said, sticking +doggedly to his conception of the man of the world and the English +gentleman. + +"And now, Harry---" But Cora suddenly stopped in the very act of +advancing upon him. He had read her purpose, and she had read his +eyes; moreover, she had read the look which those eyes had been unable +to veil. With the sagacity upon which Miss Cora Dobbs prided +herself--if she happened to be perfectly sober--she decided to postpone +any oscular demonstration of regard for Harry until the next day. + + + + +XV + +It was not until Tuesday evening that Henry Harper informed the old man +who had treated him with such kindness that he had decided to give up +his situation. Mr. Rudge was not surprised. Now that the young man's +time had become so valuable his master disinterestedly approved this +step, although he would regret the loss of such a trustworthy +assistant. Henry Harper then felt called upon to explain that he had +married Cora that afternoon, and that he was about to transfer his +belongings to No. 106, King John's Mansions. + +"You don't mean to say you have gone and got married?" said Mr. Rudge. + +"Yes, sir. But Cora wanted it to be kept very quiet, else I should +have told you before." + +"Cora who?" asked his master, pushing up his spectacles on to his +forehead. + +"Cora Dobbs." + +"Do you mean that niece of Mrs. Greaves?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Goodness gracious me!" Mr. Rudge was never moved to this objurgation +except under duress of very high emotion. "Goodness gracious me ... +why, she's not respectable!" + +"Beg your pardon, sir, but there you are wrong." The young man +addressed his master with an independence and a dignity that +twenty-four hours ago would not have been possible. "Cora is quite +respectable and ... and Cora's a lady. If there's those who think +otherwise, it's my fault for ... for compromising her." To Mrs. Henry +Harper belonged the credit for the word "compromising," although it was +worthy of W. M. Thackeray himself. + +"Goodness gracious me!" Mr. Rudge mopped his face with a profuse red +handkerchief. "Didn't I most strongly warn you against her when I +found her that morning in the shop?" + +"You have never once mentioned Cora to me, sir," said Henry Harper +respectfully. "And I'm very glad you haven't, because a great wrong's +been done her." + +"Didn't I tell you she was up to no good, and that you had better be +careful?" + +"No, sir, you never said a single word to me." + +"I certainly meant to do so ... but that's my unfortunate memory. I +remember I had Charles XII. of Sweden in my head at the time; +practically three hundred pages of Volume XXXIII. But it's no excuse. +I'll never be able to forgive myself for not having warned you. It's a +pity she's Mrs. Greaves' niece, but I'm as sure as Tilly sacked +Magdeburg that that girl Cora is not respectable." + +"You are quite mistaken in that, sir," said Henry Harper, with a +dignity of an entirely new kind, "because she is now my wife." + +"I beg your pardon, Henry." Mr. Rudge had begun to realize that he was +letting his tongue run away with him. "I'd forgotten that. I dare say +I have been misinformed." + +"Yes, sir, I am quite sure of that. You have no idea how careful she +is in that way. It is because she is so careful that I've married her." + +"Goodness gracious me!" said Mr. Rudge. + +"She is most particular. And so are all her lady friends. And it's +because I've been going to her flat and getting her talked about and +going to the Coliseum with her, that I thought I ought to act the +gentleman." + +"Goodness gracious me! I wouldn't have had this happen for a thousand +pounds." + +"I wouldn't, either, sir," said Henry Harper. + + + + +XVI + +When, at the instance of the lady who was now his wife, the young man +removed his few belongings to No. 106, King John's Mansions, his first +feeling was that he had entered quite a different world. He was very +sorry to leave Mr. Rudge, who had been a true friend and to whom he had +become deeply attached. Also he was sorry to leave that comfortable +sitting-room with all its associations of profitable labor which +embodied by far the best hours his life had known. As for the books in +the shop, he would miss them dreadfully. + +It was a wrench to leave these things. But at the call of duty it had +to be. Cora regarded the change as inevitable, and she saw that it was +made at once. From the very hour of their marriage, she took absolute +charge of him. It was due to her infinitely greater knowledge of life +and of the world that one who was so much a child in these matters +should defer to her in everything. He was expected to do as he was +told, and for the most part he was perfectly willing to fulfil that +obligation. + +Almost the first question she asked him, as soon as they were man and +wife, was what he had done with the check for three hundred pounds? +Her highly developed business instinct regarded it as more or less +satisfactory, that at the suggestion of Mr. Rudge he had opened an +account at a bank. It was a very sensible thing to have done, but it +would be even more sensible if the money was paid over to her. She +also felt that all sums he earned in the future should be banked in her +name. There were many advantages in such a course. In the first +place, only one banking account would be necessary, and she always +favored simplicity in matters of business. Again, their money would be +much safer with her: she understood its value far better than he. +Again, it would be wise if she made all financial arrangements; a man +who had his head full of writing would naturally not want to be +bothered with such tiresome things, and he would have the more time to +use his pen. + +These arguments were so logical that Harry felt their force. There was +no doubt that Cora's head was much better than his. Besides, as she +said, with a penetration which was flattering, he lived in a world of +his own, and she was quite sure he ought not to be worried by things of +that kind. + +Up to a point, this was true. The world Henry Harper lived in at +present was largely of his own creation; and he was content that the +wife he had married should take these trite burdens from his shoulders. +Moreover, at first he did not regret Mr. Rudge and the old privacy as +much as he thought he would. Cora was by no means deficient in common +sense, and having had what she knew was a great stroke of luck, she +determined to show herself worthy of it by doing her best "to settle +down." + +There was prudence and wisdom in this. Mrs. Henry Harper had been a +scholar in a very hard school, and she now hoped to profit by its +teaching. Therefore, she tried all she knew to make the young man +comfortable, not merely because she liked him as much as it was +possible for her to like any man, but also for the more practical +reason that he might begin to like her. + +At first his work, which meant so much more to him than ever Cora +could, suffered far less than he had feared. To be sure, he missed the +books terribly. He had not realized the value of those serried rows in +the shop until the time had come to do without them. But Mr. Rudge, in +saying good-by to him with distress in his honest eyes, had promised +that the run of the shelves should always be his. + +Now there was no longer the bookshop to look after, he had more time +for reading and writing, and for gaining general knowledge. Also Cora +had the wisdom to trouble him little. She stayed in bed most of the +morning, and as Royal Daylight had strict instructions to walk +delicately in going about her household duties, Henry Harper with his +habit of rising early was always able to count on a long and +uninterrupted morning's work. + +In the afternoon, Cora generally went forth to visit her friends. And +as she showed no desire for Harry to accompany her, there were so many +more precious hours in which he could do as he liked, in which his +fancy could expand. In the evening, however, his trials began. After +the first few days of matrimony, Cora developed a passion for +restaurants, whither she expected him to accompany her. As a rule they +dined at the Roc at the bottom of the Avenue, where there was music and +company, and here they sometimes fell in with one or another of Cora's +circle. Then about twice a week they would go on to a theater or a +music hall, and have supper at another restaurant. The young man soon +grew aware that if Cora's attention was not fully occupied, she became +restless and irritable. + +These evenings abroad gave Henry Harper a feeling of profound +discomfort. But he did not complain. It would not have been fair to +Cora, who, as she proudly said, gave him a free hand for the rest of +the day. And even the publicity of restaurant life, against his +deepest instinct as it was, had compensations quite apart from the +performance of duty. There was much to be learned from these places. +The Sailor had a remarkable faculty of minute observation. The genie +within never slept. Other worlds were swimming into his ken. Golden +hours were being stolen from his labors, but he was gaining first-hand +knowledge of men and things. + +These early days of married life were in some respects the most +valuable the Sailor had yet known. He was no longer living entirely in +his dreams. So much was coming into his purview which he could not +grasp, to which he had hardly a clue, that he had an overmastering +desire for more exact information. + +For example, the talk of Cora's numerous friends was almost a foreign +language, which left him as a rule with a sense of hopeless ignorance +and inferiority. But this merely increased the wish to catch up. Just +as a surprisingly brief four years ago he had been tormented with an +almost insane desire to read and write and to learn geography and +arithmetic, so now he had a terrible craving to enter a world in which +Cora moved with such ease and assurance. + +The chief difficulty now was the multiplicity of worlds around him. +There was his own private world which none could enter but himself. +That was a thing apart. It was made up of the awful memories of his +youth: of Auntie, of the slushy streets of Blackhampton, of special +editions, of the police, of a December night on the railway, of Mother, +of Mr. Thompson, of the Old Man, of the half-deck of the _Margaret +Carey_, of the Island of San Pedro, of the Chinaman, of Klondyke, of +Ginger, of Auntie again, of Miss Foldal, of the final catastrophe; all +these memories lay at he back of the world he inhabited--these memories +and the wonderful books he was always studying. Yet enthroned above +them all was the Aladdin's lamp that glowed like a star in the +right-hand corner of his brain. But even that seemed to be related to +other strange, ineluctable forces which lay deep down at the root of +his being, in the center of which was the thing he called himself. + +This private cosmos, however, wide as it was, was only an imperceptible +speck of the whole. Yet it was all important, because he felt it was +the only one he would ever really know. As for this world of Cora's, +it was quite outside his experience. Even the simplest objects in it +did not present themselves at the same angle of vision. They were man +and wife and went about together, but the worlds they inhabited were so +diverse that he soon felt it would never be possible to merge them in +one another. + +Then, too, there was the cosmogony of Mr. Rudge. That was a vastly +different matter from his own and Cora's, and the great world of the +Roc and the Domino where there was continual music and people drank +things called liqueurs and wore evening clothes. Again, there was the +world of his friend Mr. Ambrose, and beyond this again was the world of +those wonderful people whom he used to watch with such solemn delight +and curiosity when he paid his Sunday morning pilgrimages to Hyde Park. + + + + +XVII + +Early in November "The Adventures of Dick Smith on the High Seas" was +published by a firm with which Mr. Ambrose was connected. It was clear +from the first that it was going to succeed. The progress of the story +through the chaste pages of _Brown's_ had brought many new readers to +that old and respected periodical. The editor made no secret of the +fact that it was the best serial story the magazine had had for years, +and as soon as "Dick Smith" appeared as a book it had many friends. + +The notices in the papers, which Mr. Ambrose took the trouble to send +to Henry Harper from time to time, were kind to the verge of +indiscretion. Almost without exception they summed up the modest and +unpretending story in the same way: it was a thing entirely new. The +writer saw and felt life with extraordinary intensity, and he had the +power of painting it with a vivid force that was astonishing. The +effect was heightened by a quaintness of style which seemed to give the +impression of a foreigner of great perception using a tongue with which +he was unfamiliar. Yet, allowing for every defect, there was a +wonderful power of narrative, not unworthy of a Bunyan or a Defoe. A +spell was cast upon the reader's mind, which made it very difficult for +those who began the book to lay it down until the last page had been +read. + +Henry Harper was quite unconscious of the stir he had begun to make in +literary circles. One aspect only of a literary success had anything +to say to him at first, and that was purely monetary. Moreover, Edward +Ambrose, unaffectedly proud of being the sponsor of "the new +Stevenson"--a generalization so crude as to be very wide of the +mark--was wise enough to stand between the personality of this half +formed but rapidly developing man of genius and the curiosity of his +admirers. + +The young man was more than content that Edward Ambrose should take +charge of his literary affairs and "dry nurse him" through these early +and in some ways very critical months of his fame. And child of nature +as the Sailor was, it was a task that could only have been carried +through by a man of tact and liberality of mind. + +One day, at the beginning of December, when Henry Harper had been +married nearly six weeks--the visit to the Registrar round the corner +in the Circus had coincided almost exactly with the book publication of +the "Adventures of Dick Smith on the High Seas"--he received a letter +from his friend. It said: + + +Bury Street, + Tuesday. + +MY DEAR HARPER, + +If you are free, come and dine here on Friday next at eight. There +will be two or three men (no ladies!), old friends, and your humble +admirers, who would like very much to meet you. Do come if you can. + +Yours ever, + EDWARD AMBROSE. + + +The Sailor's first instinct, in spite of his confidence in Mr. Ambrose +and a liking for him that now amounted to affection, was to decline +this invitation. He was well aware that he was not fitted by education +and by social opportunity to take his place as the equal of Mr. Ambrose +and his friends. Therefore, a summons even in these siren terms, +worried him a good deal. It seemed disloyal to deny such a friend for +such a reason; but he had learned that the genie who now accompanied +him day and night wherever he went, had one very sinister quality. It +had a power of making him morbidly sensitive in regard to his own +deficiencies. + +In order to end the state of uncertainty into which the letter had +thrown him, he showed it to Cora. She advised him to accept the +invitation. This Mr. Ambrose, as she knew, had helped him very much, +and it would be wise, she thought, for Harry to meet these friends of +his, who no doubt would be literary men like Mr. Ambrose himself. + +Cora having made his mind up for him, the young man determined to do +his best to lay his timidity aside. After all, there was nothing of +which to be ashamed. He was what he was; and it would be the part of +loyalty to a true friend to believe that no harm could come of dining +with him. + +All the same, the evening of Friday, December 13, was in the nature of +a great ordeal for Henry Harper. Why he should have had this feeling +about it was more than he could say. But having duly written and +posted his acceptance, he knew no peace of mind until that ominous day +was through. + +The evening itself, when it came, began badly. Cora, whom he left at +the door of the Roc at a little after half past seven, told him exactly +how to get to Bury Street. He would have plenty of time to walk as he +had not to be there until eight. But either he did not follow her +instructions as carefully as he ought to have done, or he was in a +chaotic state of mind, for things went hopelessly awry. He took +several wrong turnings, had twice to be put right by a policeman, began +to wish miserably, when it was too late, that he had taken a taxi, and +in the end arrived nearly twenty minutes after eight at Edward +Ambrose's door. + +It was a flustered, guilty, generally discomposed Henry Harper who was +admitted by Mr. Ambrose's servant, whom he addressed as "Sir." The +host and his two other guests were waiting patiently to begin dinner. + +"Here you are," said Edward Ambrose, coming forward to greet the young +man almost before he was announced. "I know what has happened, so +don't apologize. No good Londoner apologizes for being late, my dear +fellow." He then introduced Henry Harper to his two friends, and they +went in to dinner. + +The young man was so much upset at first by the absence of a dinner +jacket, that he felt he must take an early opportunity of apologizing +for that also. This he accordingly did with the greatest simplicity, +and excused himself on the plea that he had no evening clothes at +present, but was intending to get some. + +Before Edward Ambrose could make any remark, his servant, of whom Henry +Harper was really more in awe than of anyone else--he looked so much +more imposing than either his master or his master's guests--was asking +whether he would have sherry. + +"No, thank you, I'm teetotal," he said to the servant in answer to the +invitation. "At least, I'm almost teetotal." For he suddenly +remembered that since his marriage he had rather fallen away from +grace, yet not to any great extent. + +"Have just half a glass," said Ambrose. "I'm rather proud of this +sherry, although that's not a wise thing to say." The host laughed his +rich note, which in the ear of Henry Harper was even finer than +Klondyke's, if such an admission was not sacrilege; and his two +friends, to whom the latter part of his remark was addressed, echoed +his laugh with notes of their own that were almost equally musical. + +"A simple beverage, warranted harmless," said the host as he raised his +glass, making a rather feeble attempt to secure his line of retreat. + +"Plutocrat," said his friend Ellis, who was in the Foreign Office, and +who dignified his leisure with writing plays. + +"It's very nice indeed, sir," said Henry Harper, speaking as he felt. +He was convinced that this was the nicest wine he had ever tasted--to +be sure, he had tasted little--and that it called for sincere +commendation. + +This evening was a landmark in the Sailor's life. Nervously anxious as +he had been at the outset, the ease and the simplicity of his three +companions, their considered yet not too obviously considered kindness +towards him, the discreet pains they took to establish him on a basis +of equality, could hardly fail of their effect. Very soon Henry Harper +began to respond to this new and subtly delightful atmosphere as a +flower responds to the sun. + +He had never imagined that any dinner could be so agreeable as this +one. He had never dreamed of food so choice or cooked so deliciously, +or wines of such an exquisite flavor. He had never seen a room like +that, or such beautiful silver, or such flowers as those in the bowl in +the center of the table. All these things addressed a clear call to +the soul of Henry Harper, a call it had never heard before. + +Mr. Ambrose was a delightful host, and not less delightful were his +friend Mr. Ellis and his other friend Mr. Barrington, yet perhaps Mr. +Portman, the servant, who bore himself with apostolic calm and dignity, +was really the most wonderful of all. + +Somehow, these three gentlemen, Mr. Ambrose, Mr. Ellis, and Mr. +Barrington, continually recalled, by little things they said and the +way in which they said them, no less a person than Mr. Esme Horrobin. +And to recall that gentleman was to evoke the even more august shade of +the immortal Klondyke. + +By an odd chance, Mr. Esme Horrobin was to be brought to the mind of +Henry Harper in a manner even more direct before dinner was over. By +the time they had come to the apples and pears and Mr. Ambrose had +persuaded him to have half a glass of port wine, they were all talking +freely and frankly together--Henry Harper a little less freely and +frankly than the others, no doubt, but yet having settled down to enjoy +himself more thoroughly than he could ever have thought to be +possible--when the name of Mr. Esme Horrobin was suddenly mentioned. +It was either Mr. Ellis or Mr. Barrington who mentioned it. The young +man was not sure which; indeed, throughout the evening he was not quite +sure which was Mr. Ellis and which was Mr. Barrington. Anyhow, after +the host had told an anecdote which made them laugh consumedly, +although the Sailor was not quite able to see the point of it, Mr. +Ellis-Barrington made the remark, "That story somehow reminds one of +Esme Horrobin." + +"Alas, poor Esme!" sighed Mr. Ellis-Barrington with mock pathos. "It's +odd, but this story of Ned's, which really seems to handle facts rather +recklessly, recalls that distinguished shade. Alas, poor Horrobin!" + +All three--Mr. Ellis, Mr. Barrington, and their host--laughed at the +mention of that name, but to the acute ear of Henry Harper it seemed +that their mirth had suddenly taken a new note. + +"You never met Horrobin," said Mr. Ellis-Barrington to the Sailor. "We +were all at Gamaliel with him." + +Mr. Ellis-Barrington was wrong to assume that Mr. Harper had never met +Mr. Esme Horrobin. Mr. Harper had not been with Mr. Horrobin at +Gamaliel, but he had been with him at Bowdon House. + +"Oh, yes," said Mr. Harper, feeling honorably glad that he could play +this part in the conversation. "I have met a Mr. Horrobin of Gamaliel +College, Oxford." Somehow, the young man could not repress a thrill of +pride in his excellent memory for names and places. + +"Not the great Esme?" cried Mr. Ellis-Barrington with serio-comic +incredulity. + +"Yes, Mr. Esme Horrobin," said Henry Harper stoutly. + +"Do tell us where you met the great man?" The voice of Edward Ambrose +was asking the question almost as if it felt that it ought not to do so. + +"I met him, sir, when I was staying at Bowdon House. He was staying +there, too, and he used to talk to me about the 'Satyricon' of +Petronius Arbiter and the Feast of Trimalchio." + +For one brief but deadly instant, there was a pause. The odd precision +with which the carefully treasured words were spoken was uncanny. But +the three friends who had been with the great Esme Horrobin at Gamaliel +somehow felt that an abyss had opened under their feet. + +Edward Ambrose was the first to speak. But the laugh of gay charm was +no longer on his lips. There was a look almost of horror in those +honest eyes. + +"That's very interesting, my dear fellow," he said, with a change of +tone so slight that it was hardly possible to detect it. "Interesting +and curious that you should have met Horrobin." And then with a return +to carelessness, as though no answer was required to a merely +conventional inquiry: "What's he doing now, do you know?" + +The Sailor's almost uncanny power of memory was equal even to that +question. + +"He's bear-leading the aristocracy," said the young man, with a proud +exactitude of phrase. + +"Oh, really!" + +But in spite of the adroitness of the host, the tact of Mr. Ellis, and +Mr. Barrington's feeling for the nuances, another pause followed. For +one dark instant it was by no means clear to all three of them that +their legs were not being pulled rather badly. This rare and strange +young sea monster with a primeval simplicity of speech and manner, who +had just absentmindedly quenched his thirst from his finger bowl, might +not be all that he appeared. It seemed hardly possible to doubt the +_bona fides_ of such a curiously charming child of nature, but.... + +For another brief and deadly moment, silence reigned. But in that +moment, Mr. Henry Harper, with his new and rather terrible +sensitiveness, was beginning to fear that he had committed a solecism. +He remembered with a pang that Marlow's Dictionary had been unable to +correlate "bear-leading" and "aristocracy." Clearly he had done wrong +to make use of a phrase whose significance he did not fully understand, +even though it was the phrase most certainly used by Mr. Esme Horrobin. +It was pretending to a knowledge you didn't possess, and these +gentlemen who had all been to college and to whom, therefore, pretence +of any kind was entirely hateful.... + +"It's so like him!" The rare laugh of Edward Ambrose had come suddenly +to the young man's aid. But the question for gods and men was: did Mr. +Ambrose mean it was so like Mr. Esme Horrobin to be bear-leading the +aristocracy, or so like Mr. Henry Harper to be using a phrase whose +meaning was beyond him? + +"Alas, poor Esme!" sighed Mr. Ellis-Barrington. + +The Sailor echoed that sigh. His relief was profound that after all a +pause so deadly had not been caused by himself. + + + + +XVIII + +Henry Harper at this period of his life was in the grip of a single +passion; the passion to know. Already he had learned that books, +wonderful, enchanting as they were, formed only one avenue to the +realms of truth. He had now come to realize that there are many +secrets in earth and heaven which books, even the wisest of them, are +not able to disclose. + +Of late, he had begun to reinforce the thousand and one volumes placed +at his disposal by Mr. Rudge with the daily and weekly newspapers, and +those contemporaries of _Brown's_ which came out once a month. He had +been quite confounded by the reception given to "Dick Smith" by the +public press. A thing so trivial seemed unrelated to the life of +incomprehensible complexity in which he lived. Besides, he was +convinced that the merit of the story had been exaggerated, as it no +doubt had, in accordance with a generous custom of giving a newcomer a +fair chance. Still, the author felt in his own mind that whatever the +reviewers found in "Dick Smith" to admire was to be laid to the door of +the friend who had made it possible for the story to reach the world. + +One of the first fruits of this new craving for exact knowledge was to +prove bitterly embarrassing. The Sailor had been haunted for several +weeks by a report, which he had found among Mr. Rudge's miscellaneous +collection, of the royal commission which sat to inquire into the +terrible case of Adolf Beck. He became obsessed by the thought that +the apparatus of the criminal law in a free country could fasten bonds +on an entirely innocent person, could successfully resist all attempts +to cast them off, and when finally pinned down and exposed to public +censure could easily evoke a second line of defense, which, under +juridical forms, freed it of blame in the matter. + +To such an extent did the affair react upon the Sailor's mind that when +he called one afternoon upon Edward Ambrose in Pall Mall, he had to +make a sad confession. He had been so much troubled by it that he had +not been able to work. + +"Ah, but there we come to the core of official England," said Edward +Ambrose. "Such miscarriages of justice happen in every country in the +world, but the commission which solemnly justifies them on the ground +of indisputable common sense could only have happened in this land of +ours." + +The young man was grateful for the tone of indignation. It was +something to know there was one man in the world who agreed in sum with +a certain trite formula which was all he had to work by. It had come +to him by accident on the _Margaret Carey_.... Right is right, and +wrong is no man's right. + +"You should go to the Old Bailey one day and hear a trial," said Edward +Ambrose. "All things that are concerned with reality might help you +just now. I dare say it will hurt you horribly; but if you are not +unlucky in the judge, it may help to restore your faith in your +country." + +"Yes, sir, I'll go there one day, as you advise me to," said Henry +Harper, as a boy in the fourth form who was young for his age might +have said it; and then with curious simplicity: "But I won't much fancy +going by myself." + +"I'll come with you," said Edward Ambrose, "if that is how you feel +about it." + +Thus it was that one evening, about a fortnight later, Henry Harper +received a postcard, which said: + + +Meet me outside O. B. 10.30 tomorrow. Murder trial: a strange and +terrible drama of passion for two students of the human comedy! E. A. + + +On the following morning, the Sailor had already mingled with the crowd +outside the Old Bailey when, punctual to the minute, he was joined by +his friend. + +"It's brave of you to face it," was his greeting. + +Mr. Ambrose little knew the things he had faced in the course of his +five and twenty years of life, was the thought that ran in the mind of +the Sailor. + +They made their way in, and became witnesses of the drama that the law +was preparing to unfold. + +The judge began the proceedings, or rather the proceedings began +themselves, with a kind of grotesque dignity. After the jury had been +sworn, the prisoner was brought into the dock. Henry Harper gazed at +him with an emotion of dull horror. In an instant, he had recognized +Mr. Thompson, the mate of the _Margaret Carey_. + +There could be no doubt it was he. Alexander Thompson was the name +given in the indictment; besides, the Sailor would have known anywhere +that shaggy and hirsute man who had cast such a shadow across his +youth. There he was, that grim figure! He had changed, and yet he had +not changed. The long, lean, angular body was the same in every +awkward line, but the deadly pallor of the face was horrible to see. +It was Mr. Thompson right enough, and yet it was not Mr. Thompson at +all. + +A surge of memories came upon Henry Harper as he sat in that court. +They were so terrible that he could hardly endure them. He did not +hear a word that was being spoken by the barrister who, in even and +impartial tones, was reciting the details of a savage but not ignoble +crime. The Sailor was thousands of miles away in the Pacific; the +groves of the Island of San Pedro were rising through the morning +mists; he could hear the plop-plop of the sharks in the water; he could +hear the Old Man coming up on deck. + +"That man looks capable of anything," whispered Edward Ambrose. + +The Sailor had always been clear upon that point. There was the drive +to the docks in a cab through the rain of the November night in his +mind. Again he was a helpless waif of the streets seated opposite Jack +the Ripper. He almost wanted to scream. + +"Would you rather not stay?" whispered his friend. + +"I'm not feeling very well," said Henry Harper; thereupon they left the +court and went out into the street. + +They walked along Holborn in complete silence. To the Sailor the +fellowship, the security, the friendliness of that crowded street were +a great relief. His soul was in the grip of awful memories. Even the +man at his side could not dispel them. Mr. Ambrose was much farther +away just now than the Old Man, the Island of San Pedro, and the savage +and brutal murderer to whom he owed his life. + +For days afterwards, the mind of the Sailor was dominated by Mr. +Thompson. He learned from the newspapers that the mate of the +_Margaret Carey_ was condemned to death, and that he awaited the last +office of the law in Dalston Prison. One day, an odd impulse came upon +him. He bought some grapes and took them to the prison, and with a +boldness far from his character at ordinary times, sought permission to +see the condemned man. + +As Mr. Thompson had only one day more to live, and not one of his +friends had visited him for the simple reason that he had not a friend +in the world, the governor of the prison, a humane man, gave the Sailor +permission to see the mate of the _Margaret Carey_. + +Behind iron bars and in the presence of a warder, Henry Harper was +allowed to look upon Mr. Thompson, to speak to him, and to offer the +grapes he had brought him. But a dreadful shock awaited the young man. +He saw at once that there was nothing human now in the man who was +ranging his cell like a caged beast. + +"Don't you know me, Mr. Thompson?" cried Henry Harper feebly, through +the bars. + +The mate of the _Margaret Carey_ paid no heed to his voice, but still +paced up and down. + +"Don't you know me, Mr. Thompson? I'm Sailor." + +For a fraction of time, the condemned man turned savage, unutterable +eyes upon him. They were those of a wild beast at bay. + +"There's no God," he said. + +He dashed his head against the wall of his cell. + + + + +XIX + +Henry Harper was now in a universe of infinite complexity. The genie +who lived in the wonderful lamp in his brain had taught him already +that he knew nothing about whole stellar spaces in this strange cosmos +that he, the thing he called himself, inhabited. Moreover, it +presented many problems. Of these the most instant and pressing was +Cora. + +It was no use mincing the matter: Cora and he were not getting on. +There was no bond of sympathy between them. His work and all that went +with it were far more to him than the woman he had married. And when +this fact came home to her, she began to resent it in a contemptuous +way. It made it more difficult for both that his work only appealed to +her in one aspect, and that the one which least appealed to him. The +hard and continuous labor it involved meant nothing to her; the hopes +and the fears of an awakening artistic sense were things beyond her +power to grasp; if his work had not a definite commercial value, if it +could not be rendered in pounds and shillings, it was a waste of time +and worse than meaningless. Everything apart from that was a closed +book as far as she was concerned. She began to despise his timidity +and his ignorance, and the time soon came when she did not hesitate to +sneer at him before her friends. + +For one thing, she was bitterly resentful. It was useless to disguise +that he was not merely indifferent to her physical charms, he +positively disliked and even dreaded that aspect of their life +together. Within a very short time after their marriage, he made the +discovery that she drank. + +Even before that knowledge came he had discerned something unwholesome +about her. The blackened eyebrows, the rouged cheeks, the dyed hair, +the overfine presence, the stealthy, cloying color of scent she exuded, +the coarse mouth, the apathetic eyes, had always been things that he +dared not let his mind rest upon in detail even before he had taken +them unto himself. And now that he had done so at the call of duty, +and with even that to sustain him, he foresaw that he must come to +dislike them more and more. It hardly needed a pervading reek of +brandy in her bedroom to read the future. + +Unluckily for Cora, the monotony of a "straight" life with such a +humdrum young man was more than she could stand for any length of time. +The old fatal habit was soon upon her again. Years of yielding had +weakened her will; and now she was beginning to grow contemptuous of +her husband--perhaps as a requital of his apathy towards her--she began +to assume a defiant carelessness, first of manner and then of conduct. + +Disaster was foreshadowed by several quarrels. None of these were +serious, but they showed the inevitable end towards which matters had +begun to drift. Henry Harper was not the sort of man with whom it was +easy to quarrel; he had no aptitude for a form of reflex action quite +alien to his nature. All the same, there were times when he was almost +tempted to defend himself from Cora's perpetual sneers at his dullness, +not only in her company, which was bad enough, but in that of her +friends, which was worse. + +Her chief complaint was his bearing in restaurants and public places. +He had not a word to say for himself; he let "the girls" and "the +boys"--Cora included her whole exceedingly numerous acquaintance in +these terms--"come it over him"; he took everything lying down; and she +couldn't understand why a man who was as clever as he was supposed to +be "didn't let himself out a bit now and again." + +Harry's social maladroitness became a very sore subject. It annoyed +Cora intensely that the boys and the girls should so consistently "make +a mark of him." His inability to hit back seemed to be a grave +reflection upon her judgment and good taste in marrying him. The time +soon came when she told him that if he couldn't show himself a little +brighter in company, he could either stay at home of an evening or go +his way, and she would go hers. + +As a fact, neither alternative was irksome to Henry Harper. But the +ultimatum hurt him very much. The odd thing was that in spite of the +nipping atmosphere to which his sensitiveness was exposed, it seemed to +grow more acute. He had a very real sense of inferiority in the +presence of others. Not only did he suffer from a lack of any kind of +social training, but even the few counters he was painfully acquiring +in a difficult game he had not the art of playing to advantage. Thus +he was only too glad to accept Cora's ukase. It was a merciful relief +to sit at home in the evening and eat the meager cold supper that Royal +Daylight provided, and then go on with his work to what hour he chose, +instead of being haled abroad at the heels of a superfashionable and +therefore hyperdisdainful Cora to public places, where he was always at +a miserable disadvantage. + +She thus formed a habit of sallying forth alone in the evening. +Although she sometimes returned after midnight in a slightly elevated +condition, or in her own words, "inclined to be market merry," her +husband had too little knowledge of life to be really suspicious or +even deeply resentful. + +Under the new arrangement, which suited the young man so well, he was +able to attend public lectures at various places, the Polytechnic in +Regent Street, the British Museum, the London Institution, the South +Kensington Museum, and other centers of light. These helped him in +certain ways. He was no dry-as-dust. Already his eyes were set +towards the mountain peaks, yet with a humility that was perhaps his +chief asset, he felt it to be in the power of all men to help him upon +his journey. + +Twice a week, now, after an early supper, he would go to a lecture. +When it was over, he would often take a stroll about the streets in +order to observe the phantasmagoria around him of which he knew so +little. Yet his eager mind was looking forward to a time when all +should be made clear by the play of the light that shines in darkness. + +As a rule, he would finish his evening's excursion with a cup of coffee +and a sandwich at Appenrodt's in Oxford Circus. And then thinking his +wonderful thoughts, he would take a final enchanted stroll homewards to +the Avenue, to No. 106, King John's Mansions, where his work and his +books awaited him. Sometimes, however, he was greatly troubled with +the thought of Cora. It was idle to disguise the ever growing sense of +antagonism that was arising between them. But she went her way and he +went his. The financial arrangement they had now come to was that he +should pay the rent of the flat and all household expenses, and as Cora +had apparently no money of her own, he also allowed her half of what +remained of his income. + +One evening in the summer, as he was walking slowly down Regent Street, +a man and a woman passed him in an open taxi. The woman was Cora, and +the man, who was in evening dress, appeared to have his arm around her +waist. The sight was like a blow in the face. And yet it was a thing +so far outside his ken that it was impossible to know exactly what it +meant. For a moment he was dazed. He did not know how to regard it, +or in what way to deal with it. To begin with, and perhaps oddly, it +did not make him particularly angry. Why he was not more angry, he +didn't know. No doubt it was because he was growing to dislike Cora so +intensely. But as he walked slowly to King John's Mansions he still +had the curious feeling of being half stunned by a blow. + +He went to bed without awaiting her return. She had recently taken to +coming home very late. Partly because of this, and partly in +consequence of the condition in which she often returned, he had +insisted for some little time past upon a bedroom of his own. This she +had been very unwilling to concede, but he had fought for it and had in +the end won; and tonight as he turned in and locked the door, he +determined that no power on earth should cause him to yield the spoils +of victory. He got into bed with hideous phantoms in his mind. But +the thought uppermost was that he had turned yet another page of +experience. And there suddenly in the midst of the flow and eddy of +his fancies, the awful face of Mr. Thompson emerged at the foot of the +bed. He could almost hear the mate of the _Margaret Carey_ dash his +head against the wall of his cell. + +He put forth all his power of will in the hope of inducing sleep, but +before it showed signs of coming, he heard Cora's latchkey fumbling at +the front door of the flat. She opened it with a rattle, and closed it +with a bang; and then he heard her come stumbling along the passage, +her fuddled voice uplifted in the mirthless strain of a music hall +ditty. + +With a sensation of physical nausea, he heard her try the handle of the +bedroom door. And then there came a knock. + +"Let me in, ducky." + +He didn't answer, but pulled the bedclothes over his head. + +"Let me in, ducky. I want to kiss you good night." + +In spite of the bedclothes, he could still hear her. + +Receiving no answer, she beat upon the door again. + +"Don't then"--he could still hear her--"You are no good, anyway." + +She then stumbled to her own room singing "Ta-ra-ra-boom-de-ay" with +cheerful defiance, and slammed the door. + +XX + +The next day Cora was not visible until about two o'clock, which was +now her invariable rule. They lunched together. He could hardly bring +himself to eat the comfortless meal with her. But, after all, he had +taken her for better or for worse. He must keep his part of the +contract, therefore it was no use being squeamish. + +He waited until the meal was over and Royal Daylight had cleared the +table, and had also cleared away herself, before he mentioned the taxi. +And then very bluntly, and in a tone entirely new to her as well as to +himself, he demanded an explanation. + +Cora, it seemed, was in a rather chastened mood. For one thing, she +was now sober, and when she was sober she was not exactly a fool. She +was not really repentant. He was too poor a thing to make a +self-respecting woman repent. But now she was again herself, she was +both shrewd and wary; after all, this double-adjectival idiot was the +goose that laid the golden eggs. + +"I was a bit on last night," she said, with well-assumed humility. + +[Illustration: "'I was a bit on last night,' she said, with +well-assumed humility."] + +"Yes, I heard you was when you come home," he said, with the new note +in his voice that she didn't like. + +"Oh, so you _did_ hear." She suddenly determined to carry the war into +the enemy's country. "Why didn't you open it, then?" + +The cold impudence stung. + +"I'd rather have died than have opened it to a cow like you." He +hardly knew the words he used. They had seemed to spring unbidden from +the back of beyond. + +She half respected him for speaking to her in that way, and in such a +tone; there was perhaps a little more to the double-adjectival one than +she had guessed. And as the cards were dead against her now, she +decided on a strategic grovel of pathos and brandy. + +"Call yourself a gentleman?" Tears sprang reluctantly to the raddled +cheek. + +The sight of a lady in tears, even a lady who drank, was a little too +much for Henry Harper. + +"I beg your pardon," he said. "I oughtn't to have said that." He had +remembered that the word "cow" as applied to the female sex was a +Blackhampton expression and a favorite with Auntie. + +The lady could only weep a little more profusely. This mug was as soft +as butter. + +He stood looking at her with tight lips and with eyes of sorrowful +disgust. + +"But you've no right to drink as much as you do," he said, +determinedly. "And you've no right to ride in taxis with gentlemen and +to let them put their arms round you." + +"And you've no right to call your own lawful wife a cow," she said, +tearfully. + +"I've apologized for that," he said. "But you've given me no +explanation of that gentleman." + +"Didn't I say I was a bit on," she said aggrievedly. + +"It's no excuse. It makes it worse." + +"Yes, it does," said Mrs. Henry Harper, with a further grovel, "if it +happened. But it didn't happen. You was mistaken, Harry. I'm too +much the lady to let any gentleman, whether he was in evening dress or +whether he wasn't, put his arm around me in a taxi. I wouldn't think +of it now I'm married. Now, you kiss your Cora, Harry, for calling her +a name." + +She approached him with pursed lips. In spite of the shame he felt for +such a lapse from his official duties, he retreated slowly before her. + +"It's no use denying it," he said, as soon as the table had been placed +successfully between them. "I saw his arm round you." + +"You are mistaken, Harry." She did not like the look or the sound of +him. She was beginning to be alarmed at her own folly. "I may have +been a bit on, but I was not as bad as that. Honest." + +"I saw what I saw," he persisted; and then feeling no longer able to +cope with her or the situation, he slipped out of the room and out of +the flat. + +He had now to look forward in a dim way to the time when he would have +to leave her. The time was not yet, but he was beginning to feel in +the very marrow of his bones that it was near. Now that her secret was +out and a hopeless deterioration had begun, there was something so +revolting in the whole thing that he foresaw already their life +together could have only one end. But in the meantime, he must be man +enough to keep with a stiff upper lip a contract he ought never to have +made. + +Apart from his domestic relations, things were going very well indeed +with him. He had completed the "Further Adventures of Dick Smith" to +the satisfaction of Mr. Ambrose, and it was on the point of starting in +the magazine. Moreover, the first series had won fame on both sides of +the Atlantic. It was felt, so rare was its merits, that if Henry +Harper never wrote anything else his reputation was secure for twenty +years. + +This, of course, was an amazing piece of fortune. Edward Ambrose, who +had had no small share in bringing it about, and whose discriminating +friendship had made it possible, compared it, in his own mind, with the +success of Dickens, who, after a life of poverty and hardship, gained +immortality at five and twenty. It was far too soon as yet to predict +such a crown for Henry Harper, but he had certainly burst upon the +world as a full-fledged literary curiosity. His name was coming to be +in the mouth of all who could appreciate real imagination. + +One of the first fruits of this success was his election to the +Stylists' Club. This distinguished and esoteric body met on the +afternoon of the first Tuesday of the autumn and winter months at +Paradine's Hotel in Upper Brook Street, Berkeley Square, to discuss +Style. Literary style only was within the scope of its reference; at +the same time, the members of the club carried Style into all the +appurtenances of their daily lives. Not only were they stylists on +paper, they were stylists in manner, in dress, in speech, in mental +outlook. The club was so select that it was limited to two hundred +members, as it was felt there was never likely to be more than that +number of persons in the metropolis at any one time who could be +expected to possess an authentic voice upon the subject. Happily, +these were not all confined to one sex. The club included ladies. + +That the Stylists' Club, of all human institutions, should have sought +out Henry Harper for the signal honor of membership, seemed a rare bit +of byplay on the part of Providence. For a reason which he could not +explain, Edward Ambrose gave a hoot of delight when the young man +brought to him the club's invitation, countersigned by its president, +the supremely distinguished Mr. Herbert Gracious, whose charmingly +urbane "Appreciations," issued biennially, were known wherever the +English language was in use. Mr. Herbert Gracious was not merely a +stylist himself, he was a cause of style in others. + +Henry Harper had been a little troubled at first by the hoot of Mr. +Ambrose, and the feeling of doubt it inspired was not made less by a +rather lame defense. All the same, Mr. Ambrose so frankly respected +the young man's intense desire to improve himself that he urged him to +join the club, and to attend the first meeting, at any rate, of the new +session, if he felt he would get the least good out of it. + +In response to a basely utilitarian suggestion, Henry Harper said he +would do so. He was not in a frame of mind to face such an ordeal. +But he must not let go of himself. Miserable as he was, he felt he +must take such advice if only to prove his courage. He would attend +the first meeting of the Stylists' Club on the ground of its being good +for the character, if on no higher. + +"I suppose you'll be there, sir?" + +"No," laughed Mr. Ambrose. "I'm not a member. It's a very +distinguished body." + +Henry Harper looked incredulous. It did not occur to him that anybody +could be so distinguished as to exclude such a man as Edward Ambrose. + +"I don't think I'll go, then," said Henry Harper. "It will be a bit +lonesome-like." + +"Please do. And then come and tell me about it. Your personal +impression will be valuable." + +It was for this reason that the Sailor finally decided not to show the +white feather. + + + + +XXI + +Henry Harper found the Stylists' Club of far greater interest than he +thought it would be. To one as simple as he it was a very stimulating +body. Moving precariously towards fresh standards of life, he knew at +once that he was in a strange new world. He knew even before a +powdered footman had led him across the parqueted floors of Paradine's +Hotel, and a personage hardly less gorgeous had announced him to the +congeries of stylists who had assembled to the number of about sixty. + +"It is such a pleasure, Mr. Harper," said a large, florid, benign and +beaming gentleman, seizing him by the hand. "You will find us all at +your feet." + +Mr. Harper was overawed not a little by the size and the distinction of +the company, but the benign and beaming gentleman, who was no less a +person than Mr. Herbert Gracious himself, took him in charge and +introduced him to several other gentlemen, most of whom were benign but +not beaming, being rather obviously preoccupied with a sense of Style. +Indeed, Mr. Herbert Gracious was the only one of its members who did +beam really. The others were far too deeply engaged with the momentous +matters they had met to consider. + +When Mr. Henry Harper had been allowed to subside into a vacant chair +in the midst of six stylists, four of whom were female and two of whom +were male, he was able to pull himself together a little. He knew +already that he was in very deep waters indeed: Mr. Esme Horrobins and +Mr. Edward Ambroses were all around him. And these ladies ... these +ladies who waved eyeglasses stuck on sticks were not of the Cora and +the Miss Press and the Miss Bonser breed; they were of the sort that +Klondyke put on a high hat and a swallowtail to walk with in Hyde Park. +Yes, even for a sailor, he was in very deep waters just now, and he was +obliged to tell himself once again, as he always did in such +circumstances, that having sailed six years before the mast there was +nothing in the world to fear. + +All the same, at first he was very far from being happy. A dozen +separate yet correlated discussions upon Style had been interrupted by +his entrance. The announcement, "Mr. Henry Harper," had suspended +every conversation. For a moment all the Mr. Esme Horrobins were mute +and inglorious. But then, having glutted their gaze upon one whom Mr. +Herbert Gracious himself had already crowned in the Literary Supplement +of the _Daily Age and Lyre_, the Mr. Esme Horrobins and the Mrs. Esme +Horrobins--the mere male was not allowed to have it all his own way in +this discussion upon Style--took up the theme. + +It was the part of Mr. Henry Harper to listen. The public press of +England and America had compared his own style to that of Stevenson, +Bunyan, Defoe, the Bible, Shakespeare, Laetitia Longborn Gentle, Memphis +Mortmain Mimpriss, finally Dostoievsky, and then Stevenson again. In a +true analysis Stevenson would have defeated all the other competitors +together, leaving out Dostoievsky, who was a bad second, and excluding +the Bible, Shakespeare, and Memphis Mortmain Mimpriss, who, to their +great discredit, were an equally bad third. Stevenson was first and +the rest nowhere. And there that glorious reincarnation sat, in a +modest blue suit, but looking very neat and clean, listening to every +word that fell in his vicinity from the lips of the elect. At least, +that was, as far as it was possible for one human pair of ears to do so. + +"Tell me, Mr. Harper," said Miss Carinthia Small, with all Kensington +upon her eyebrows, imperiously attacking with a stick eyeglass, which +she wobbled ferociously, this very obvious young genius who didn't know +how to dress properly, as soon as Mr. Marmaduke Buzzard--M.B. of the +_Stylists' Review_--had allowed her, much against his will and for +purely physical reasons, to get in a word. "Tell me, Mr. Harper, +exactly how you feel about Dostoievsky? Where do you place him? +Before Meredith and after Cuthbert Rampant, or before Cuthbert Rampant +and after Thomas Hardy?" + +It was a dismal moment for Mr. Henry Harper. Fortunately he hesitated +for a fraction of an instant, and he was saved. That infinitesimal +period of time had given Mr. Marmaduke Buzzard his chance to get in +again. And stung by the public acclamation of Mr. Cuthbert Rampant, a +well-nourished young man in a checked cravat, who was curving +gracefully over Miss Carinthia Small, he proceeded to show with some +little violence, yet without loss of temper, that in any discussion of +style _qua_ style, Turgenieff alone of the Russians could possibly +count. + +"But everybody knows," breathed the defiant Miss Carinthia in the +charmed ear of Mr. Cuthbert Rampant, "that had it not been for +Dostoievsky, the 'Adventures of Dick Smith' could never have been +written at all." + +The considered reply of Mr. Cuthbert Rampant was lost in the boom and +the rattle of Mr. Marmaduke Buzzard's heavy artillery. + +Henry Harper might have sailed six years upon the high seas, but a +flood of deep and perplexing waters was all around him now. Stylists +to right of him, stylists to left of him, all discoursing _ex cathedra_ +upon that supreme quality. Never, since the grim days of the _Margaret +Carey_ had he felt a sterner need to keep cool and hold his wits about +him. But with the native shrewdness that always stood to him in a +crisis, he had grasped already a very important fact. It must be the +task just now of the new Stevenson to sit tight and say nothing. + +To this resolve he kept honorably. And it was less difficult than it +might have been had not Style alone been the theme of their discourse, +had not this been an authentic body of its practitioners, and had not +"The Adventures of Dick Smith" been acclaimed as the finest example of +pure narrative seen for many a year. All through the period of tea and +cake, which Mr. Henry Harper contrived to hand about with the best of +them, being honestly determined not to mind his inferior clothes and +absence of manner, because, after all, these things were less important +than they seemed at the moment, he kept perfectly mute. + +Nevertheless he had one brief lapse. It was after he had drunk a cup +of tea and the undefeated Miss Carinthia Small had drunk several, and +Mr. Marmaduke Buzzard had retired in gallant pursuit of some watercress +sandwiches, that the dauntless lady felt it to be her duty to draw him +out. + +"Tell me, Mr. Harper," said she, "what really led you to Stevenson?" + +So much was the novice troubled by the form of the question that she +decided to restate it in a simpler one, although heaven knew it was +simple enough already! + +"What is your favorite Stevenson?" she asked, looking Mr. Cuthbert +Rampant full in the eye with an air of the complete Amazon. + +The author of "The Adventures of Dick Smith" was bound to speak then. +Unfortunately he spoke to his own undoing. + +"I've only read one book by Stevisson," he said, in a voice of curious +penetration which nervousness had rendered loud and strident. + +"Pray, which is that?" asked Miss Carinthia Small in icy tones. + +"It's the one called 'Virginibus Puerisk,'" said Mr. Henry Harper. + +Miss Carinthia Small felt that a pin might have been heard to fall in +Upper Brook Street, Berkeley Square. Mr. Cuthbert Rampant shared her +emotion. Yet the area of the fatal silence did not extend beyond Mr. +Marmaduke Buzzard, who had already reopened fire a short distance away, +and was again doing immense execution. + +Miss Carinthia Small and Mr. Cuthbert Rampant risked no further +discussion of Stevisson with this strange young Visigoth from the back +of beyond. Neither of them could have believed it to be possible. +When he had been first ushered into the room by the benign Herbert, and +had modestly sat down, he had looked so clean and neat, and anxious to +efface himself that he might have been a product of some +self-respecting modern university who was on a reconnaissance from a +garden suburb. But how could that have been their thought! This was a +cruel trick that somebody had played upon Herbert. There was malice in +it, too. Dear Herbert, England's only critic, the British Sainte +Beuve, had had his leg pulled in a really wicked manner! He had always +prided himself upon being democratic and inclusive, but there was a +limit to everything. + +Happily the Sailor did not stay much longer. Many stylists were going +already. It had been an interesting experience for the young man. If +he had gained nothing beyond a cup of lukewarm tea and a cucumber +sandwich, he certainly felt very glad that he had had the courage to +face it. + +"Good-by, ma'am," he said, squeezing a delicate white glove in a broad +and powerful grip. "I'm very proud to have met you. What else ought I +to read of Stevisson?" + +Miss Carintha Small felt an inclination to laugh. But yet there was +something that saved him. What it was she didn't know. She only knew +it was something that Winchester and New College in the person of Mr. +Cuthbert Rampant did not possess. + +"Good-by." There was really very little of the stylist in her voice, +although she was not aware of it, and would have been quite mortified +had such been the case. "And you _must_ read 'Treasure Island.' It is +exactly your style, although 'Dick Smith' is very much deeper and truer +and to my mind altogether more sincere." + +Miss Carinthia Small had not meant to say a word of this. She had not +meant to say anything. She had intended to efface this young man +altogether. + +The Sailor threaded his way through a perfect maze of stylists with +almost a sense of rapture. It had been a delightful adventure to +converse on equal terms with a real Hyde Park Lady: a brilliant +creature who had neither chaffed him nor hit him in the back, nor +addressed him as "Greased Lightning," nor had rebuked him with "Damn +you." He walked out on air. + +As the author of "The Adventures of Dick Smith" was retrieving his hat +from the hotel cloak room, he was suddenly brought to earth. Two +really imperial stylists were being assisted into elaborate fur coats +by two stylists among footman. + +"My dear Herbert." An abnormally quick ear caught the half humorous, +half indignant remark, in spite of the fact that it was uttered in a +very low tone. "This man Harper ... I assure you the fellow hasn't an +aitch to his name." + + + + +XXII + +It was not until Henry Harper had escaped from Paradine's Hotel and had +managed to find a way into Regent Street that the words he had +overheard seemed to hit him between the eyes. His mind had been thrown +back years, to Klondyke and the waterlogged bunk in the half-deck of +the _Margaret Carey_. He recalled as in a dream the great argument he +had dared to maintain as to the true manner of spelling his name, and +how, finally, he had been compelled to give in. Ever since that time, +he had always put in the aitch in deference to his friend's superior +artillery, which included Greek and Latin and other surprising things. + +It was clear, however, that it was not a bit of use putting the letter +aitch in your name unless you included it in your speech as well. It +was amazing that he had not grasped such a simple truth until that +moment. He had known, of course, for some little time now, in fact, +ever since he had met Mr. Esme Horrobin at Bowdon House that his manner +of speaking only very faintly resembled that in vogue in college and +society circles. + +On the edge of the curb at Piccadilly Circus, waiting to make the +perilous crossing to the Avenue, the crushing force of the remark he +had overheard seemed to come right home to him. Moreover, as he stood +there he saw in an almost fantastically objective way that the letter +aitch should be attended to at once. He must not be content merely to +improve his mind, he must improve himself in every possible manner. + +It was here, as he stood in deep thought, that his old friend +Providence came rather officiously to his aid. A derelict walked past +him in the gutter, and on the back of the human wreck was fixed a +sandwich board bearing the legend: + + +Madame Sadleir gives lessons daily by appointment in voice production, +elocution, correct speaking, and deportment. Apply for terms at 12, +Portugal Place, W. + + +This was very friendly of Providence. The young man knew that two +minutes ago he had passed Portugal Place. He was strung up to the +point of adventure. This too long neglected matter was so vital to one +who desired to mix with stylists on equal terms, that it would be the +part of wisdom to see about it now. + +At this moment thought was action with Henry Harper. Therefore he +turned almost at once and retraced his steps into Regent Street. +Within a very short time he was assailing the bell pull of 12, Portugal +Place, W., third floor. + +Providence had arranged that Madame Sadleir should be at home. She was +alone, moreover, in her professional chamber, and fully prepared to +enter into the matter of the letter aitch. + +Madame Sadleir was stout and elderly, she wore an auburn wig, she was +calm and efficient, yet she also had an indefinable quality of style. +In spite of a certain genial grotesqueness she had an air of +superiority. Henry Harper, his vibrant sensibilities still astretch +from an afternoon of stylists, perceived at once that this was a lady +with more or less of a capital letter. + +Experience of Cora and her friends had by this time taught the Sailor +that there were "common or garden" ladies, to use a favorite expression +of Miss Press, and there were also those he defined as real or Hyde +Park ladies. He had little first-hand knowledge, at present, of the +latter; he merely watched them from afar and marked their deportment in +public places. But there was a subtle quality in the greeting of +Madame Sadleir, almost a caricature to look at as she was, which +suggested the presence of a lady with a capital letter, at least with +more or less of a capital letter, a sort of Hyde Park lady relapsed. +Henry Harper was aware, almost before Madame Sadleir spoke a word, that +she had been born to better things than 12, Portugal Place, W., third +floor. + +Completely disarmed by the calm but forthcoming manner of Madame +Sadleir, Mr. Henry Harper stated his modest need with extreme +simplicity. He just wanted to be taught in as few lessons as possible +to speak like a real college gentleman that went regular--regularly +(remembering his grammar in time)--into Society. + +Madame Sadleir's smile was maternal. + +"Why, certainly," she said in the voice of a dove. "Nothing easier." + +The young man felt reassured. He had not thought, even in his moments +of optimism, that there would be anything easy in the process of making +a Mr. Edward Ambrose or a Mr. Esme Horrobin. + +"It will be necessary," said Madame Sadleir, "to pay very particular +attention to the course of instruction, and also to practice +assiduously. But first you must learn to take breath and to assemble +and control the voice. Do you desire the Oxford manner?" + +Mr. Henry Harper, with recollections of Mr. Edward Ambrose and Mr. Esme +Horrobin, said modestly that he did desire the Oxford manner if it +could be acquired in a few lessons, which was yet more than he dared to +hope. + +"The number of lessons depends entirely upon your diligence and, may I +add"--and Madame Sadleir did add--"your intelligence and natural +aptitude. But, of course, to remove all misunderstanding, the Oxford +manner is an extra." + +Somehow he felt that such would be the case. + +"Personally, one doesn't recommend it," said Mtdame Sadleir, "for +general use." + +Mr. Harper was a little disappointed. + +"It is not quite so popular as it was," said Madame Sadleir, "unless +one is going into the Church. In the Church it is always in vogue, in +fact one might say a _sine qua non_ in its higher branches. Do you +propose to take Orders?" + +Mr. Harper had no thoughts of a commercial life. + +"Personally," said Madame Sadleir, speaking with the most engaging +freedom and ease, "one is inclined to favor a good Service manner for +all round general use. There is the A manner for the army subaltern, +the B manner for the company officer, either of which you will find +admirable for general purposes. There is also the Naval manner, but +excellent as it is, I am afraid it is hardly to be recommended for +social life. The Civil Service manner, which combines utility with a +reasonable amount of ornament, might suit you perhaps. I am +recommending it quite a good deal just now. And, of course, there is +the Diplomatic or Foreign Office manner for advanced pupils, but it may +be early days to talk of that at present. One does not like to raise +false hopes or to promise more than one can perform. Now, Mr. Harper, +kindly let me hear you read this leading article in the Times on 'What +is Wrong with the Nation?' paying particular attention to the vowel +sounds." + +With grave deliberation, Mr. Henry Harper did as he was asked. Having +painfully completed his task, Madame Sadleir, in a remarkably benign +way, which somehow brought Mr. Herbert Gracious vividly to his mind, +proceeded to deal with him with the utmost fidelity. + +Said she: "It is my duty to tell you that for the present a good sound +No. 3 Commercial manner is earnestly recommended. If you are diligent, +it may be possible to graft a modified Oxford upon it, but I am afraid +it would be premature to promise even that." + +This was disappointing. But, after all, it was to be foreseen. Mr. +Edward Ambroses and Mr. Esme Horrobins were not made in a day. And +when he came to think the matter over at his leisure he was sincerely +glad that they were not. It would have taken a mystery and a glamour +from the world. + + + + +XXIII + +About this time, Henry Harper became a member of a society which met +once a week at Crosbie's in the Strand. This step was the outcome of a +course of lectures he had attended at the London Ethical Institution, +in Bloomsbury Square. They had been delivered by the very able +Professor Wynne Davies, on that most fascinating of all subjects to the +truly imaginative mind, the Idea of God. + +During these lectures, and quite by chance, Henry Harper had made the +acquaintance of a certain Arthur Reeves, a young journalist, who +suggested that he should join the Social Debating Society, which met at +Crosbie's every Tuesday. This he accordingly did; and being under no +obligation to take an active part in the proceedings until he felt he +could do so with reasonable credit, he was able to enjoy them +thoroughly. Moreover, he was in full sympathy with these alert minds +which for the most part were owned by young and struggling men. + +Some of the discussions Henry Harper heard at Crosbie's made a deep +impression upon him. All the members seemed to have a turn for +speculative inquiry. The majority of those who took an active part in +the debates spoke very well. Now and again, it is true, the pride of +intellect raised its head. Some of its members were young enough to +know everything, but there was also a leaven of older minds which saw +life more steadily, and in as rounded a shape as it is possible for the +eye of man to perceive it. + +There was one man in particular who attracted Henry Harper. His name +was James Thorneycroft, and he was in his way a rare bird, a bank +manager with a strong ethical and sociological bias. He was one of the +graybeards of the society, a man of sixty, who had the worn look of one +who had been fighting devils, more or less unsuccessfully, all his +life. For Henry Harper there was fascination and inspiration in James +Thorneycroft. His was a mind capable of delving deep into spiritual +experience, and of rendering it in terms which all could understand. + +At the third meeting which Henry Harper attended at Crosbie's, his +friend and introducer, Arthur Reeves, under the spell cast by the +brilliant Professor Wynne Davies, ventured to combat a certain +skepticism in regard to the scope and function of the Deity, which some +of the advanced members had put into words at the previous meeting. + +The performance of Arthur Reeves was crude and rather unphilosophical, +and yet it was stimulating enough to bring James Thorneycroft on to his +legs. + +"My own view about God is this," he began in that curiously +unpremeditated and abrupt way which made an effect of absolute +sincerity. "There is a form of inherited belief that will overthrow +the most fearless and independent mind if it ventures to disregard it. +I suppose most men who think at all are up against this particular +problem some time in their lives. But it all comes back to this: it is +absolutely impossible for any man to banish the idea of God and +continue as a reasoning entity. Of the First Cause we know nothing, of +the Ultimate Issue we know even less, but my own faith is that as long +as the idea of God persists, Man himself will not perish. I know there +are many who will say that science is against me. They will say that +there is nothing inherent in the mere idea of God which will or can +prevent an earthquake banishing all forms of organic life from this +planet in sixty seconds. Well, it is my faith that if that came to +pass Man would still persist in some other form. Science would at once +rejoin that he would cease to be Man, but to my own psychic experience +that is not at all a clear proposition. Science is based upon reason +which states as an absolute fact that two and two make four. The idea +of God is based upon the fact that two and two plus One make five, and +all the science and all the clear and exact thinking in the world can't +alter it. Man is only a reasoning animal up to a point. He has only +to keep exclusively to reason to bring about his own defeat. Every +thinking mind, I assume, must oscillate at some period of its +development between Reason on the one hand (two and two make four) and +Experience (two and two make five) on the other. Well, if it won't +bore you" ... "Go on, go on!" cried the meeting, not out of politeness +merely, since all felt the fascination of the unconventional and +childlike personality of James Thorneycroft.... "I will give you in as +few words as I can the experience that happened to me nearly thirty +years ago, which laid at rest all doubts I might ever have had on this +point. + +"At that time I was a clerk in a bank at Blackhampton. Employed at the +bank was a young porter." ... + +For a reason he could never explain, a strange thrill suddenly ran +through Henry Harper. + +"... And this young chap was one of the best and most promising fellows +I ever met. He belonged to the working class, but he was tremendously +keen to improve himself. When I met him first he couldn't even +read--it makes one smile to hear people talk about the good old +days!--but he very soon learned, and then he began to worry things out +for himself. I lent him one or two books myself ... John Stuart Mill, +I remember, and that old fool Carlyle, who ruled the roast at that +time."--Here a bearded gentleman at the back had to be called to +order.--"Then we both began to get into deeper waters, and with +assistance from Germany, soon found ourselves in a flood of isms, +although I am bound to say without being able to make very much of them. + +"The time came, however, when this young man, who was really a very +fine fellow, took the wrong turning. He somehow got entangled with a +woman, a thoroughly bad lot I afterwards found out, a person of a type +much below his own. He was an extraordinarily simple chap, he had the +heart of a child. From a mistaken, an utterly mistaken sense of +chivalry, he finally married her. + +"If ever a man was imposed upon and entrapped it was this poor fellow. +Of course he didn't know that at first. But from the hour of his +marriage deterioration set in. Ambition and all desire for +self-improvement began to go. Then he lost his mental poise, and he +became cynical, and no wonder, because that woman made his life a hell. +Even when the truth came to him he stuck to her, really I think out of +some quixotic notion he had of reforming her. Certainly he stuck to +her long after he ought to have, because slowly but surely she began to +drag him down. At last, when the full truth came home to him, he +killed her in a sudden fit of madness. + +"Now, there was no real evil in that man. There were one or two soft +places in him, no doubt, as there are in most of us, but it is my firm +belief that had he married the right woman he would one day have been a +credit to his country. He was in every way a very fine fellow--in +fact, he was too fine a fellow. It was the vein of quixotic chivalry +in his nature that undid him. That was the cruelest part of the whole +thing. And I am bound to say that the doubts the higher criticism had +put into my mind were very much assisted by the fact that it was this +poor chap's real nobility of soul which destroyed him. + +"From the point of view of reason, any man was wrong to marry such a +woman, even allowing for the fact that he was ignorant of her real +character and vocation when he married her. From the point of view of +ethics he was wrong; that is to say, he had not even infringed the code +of conventional morality, and was therefore under no obligation to do +so. And where he was doubly wrong in the sight of reason and ethics, +and where, in the sight of the Saviour of mankind, he was so +magnificently right, was in sticking to her in the way he did. + +"And yet that man came to the gallows. For years afterwards I could +never think of him without a feeling of inward rage that almost +amounted to blasphemy. But to return to Reason _v._ Experience, I am +merely telling this story for the sake of what I am going to say now. +I went to see that poor man in prison after his trial, when he had only +one day to live, and I shall never forget the look of him. He was like +a saint. He looked into my eyes and took my hand and he said, and I +can hear his words now, 'Mr. Thorneycroft, you can take it from me, +there is a God.' + +"I have never forgotten those words. And many times since they were +spoken I firmly believe it has only been the words of my poor friend, +Henry Harper, spoken on the brink of a shameful grave, which have saved +me." The name fell unconsciously from the lips of James Thorneycroft. + + + + +XXIV + +The Sailor never went again to the meetings of the Social Debating +Society at Crosbie's in the Strand, Somehow he had not the courage. +The simple unadorned story of James Thorneycroft had taken complete +possession of his mind. + +Without making any researches into the subject, some instinct which +transcended reason, which transcended experience itself, told him that +the Henry Harper of the story was his own father. Moreover, he was +prepared to affirm that it was his own presence in that room--unknown +as he was to James Thorneycroft to whom he had never spoken a word in +his life--which had been responsible for the story's telling. + +This clear conviction brought no shame to Henry Harper. No man could +have been more amply vindicated in the sight of others than his father +had been by him who had given his story with a poignancy which had +silenced all criticism of the deductions he had ventured to draw from +it. + +The feeling uppermost in the mind of Henry Harper was that one world +more had been revealed. At various times in his life he had had +intimations of the Unseen. There was something beyond himself with +which he had been in familiar contact. But up till now he had never +thought about it much. + +The story he had heard seemed to alter everything. In a subtle way his +whole outlook was changed. The fact that his father had died such a +death brought with it no sense of ignominy. It was too remote, too far +beyond him; besides, the man who had told the story had been careful to +show his father's true character. + +It was almost inconceivable that he did not apply the logic of this +terrible event to his own case. By now it should have been clear that +he was literally treading the same path. Perhaps the voice of reason +could not argue with the overwhelming forces which now had Henry Harper +in their grip. Once they had driven him into an identical position +they forced him to act in a similar way. Just as the father had made +the disastrous error of setting himself to reform his wife when he had +found out what she was, the son was now preparing to repeat it. + +He determined upon a great effort to win Cora from drink. + +Since the quarrel over the man in the taxi, which had occurred nearly +two months ago, they had drifted further apart. Cora had behaved with +great unwisdom and she was aware of the fact. But she was not going to +risk the loss of the golden eggs if she could possibly help it. She +had been shaken more than a little by her own folly, and if Harry had +not been a dead-beat fool it must have meant a pretty decisive nail in +her coffin. Even as it was, and in spite of the softness for which she +despised him, his tone had hardened perceptibly since the incident. +Not that she cared very much for that. She did not believe he had it +in him to go to extremities. And yet now he had taken this new tone +she was not quite sure. Perhaps he was not quite so "soppy" as her +friends always declared him to be. + +Be that as it may, Cora accepted it in good part when Harry took upon +himself to beg her earnestly to check her habit of drinking more than +she ought. She was even a little touched; she had not expected a +solicitude which she knew she didn't deserve. Instead of "telling him +off," as she felt she ought to have done, she promised to do her best +to meet his wishes. + +He was so grateful that he tried to find a way of helping her. He must +let her see that he was ready to assist any effort she might make by +every means in his power. Therefore, several evenings a week he +accompanied her to the Roc and sometimes they went on, as formerly, to +a play or a music hall. + +When, after an absence of many months, Henry Harper reappeared in these +haunts of fashion, he had to run the gantlet of the girls and the boys. +But Cora was secretly gratified to find that he was much better able to +take care of himself now. Those months of sequestration, unknown to +her, had been a period of very remarkable development. He had been +mixing on terms of equality with a class much above hers, he had been +enlarging the scope of his observation, he had been deepening his +experience. Moreover, he had discovered the letter aitch, and with the +help of the indefatigable Madame Sadleir, who was a skillful and +conscientious teacher, was now making use of the new knowledge. + +Yes, there was a great improvement in Harry. In the opinion of his +critics he was much more a man of the world; callow youths and insipid +ladies of the town could no longer "come it over him" in the way that +had formerly delighted them. Even Miss Bonser and Miss Press had to +use discretion. The new knowledge did not make him a prig, but it +seemed to give his character an independence and a depth which called +for respectful treatment. + +He disliked these evenings as much as ever. The Roc and Cora's friends +could never have any sort of attraction for Henry Harper. But there +was now the sense of duty to sustain him. He was making a heroic +effort to save Cora from herself, yet he sometimes felt in his heart +that such a woman was hardly worth the saving. + +The fact was, it was no use disguising it now, she jarred every nerve +in his soul. The more he developed the more hopeless she grew. He +knew now that she was very common, sordid clay. It was not in her to +rise or to respond. She was crass, heavy-witted, coarse-fibered; his +effort had to be made against fearful, and as it seemed with the new +perceptions that were coming upon him, ever increasing odds. + +By this he had learned from the new and finer world into which his +talent had brought him that Cora had but a thin veneer of spurious +refinement after all. He knew enough now to see how hopelessly wrong +she was in everything, from the heart outwards. It began to hurt him +more and more to be in her company in public places. Sometimes he +could hardly bear to sit at the same table with her, so alien she was +from the people he was meeting now on terms approximating to equality. + +Edward Ambrose, realizing how the young man was striving to rise with +his fortunes, was doing all that lay in his power to help him. At this +time, the name of Mrs. Henry Harper had not been mentioned to him. +Several times the Sailor had been at the point of revealing that +sinister figure in the background of his life. More than once he had +felt that it was the due of this judicious friend that he should know +at least of the existence of Cora. But each time he had tried to screw +his courage to the task a kind of nausea had overwhelmed him. The +truth was Edward Ambrose and Cora stood at opposite poles, and whenever +he tried to speak of her it became impossible to do so. + +Henry Harper had been present at several of the very agreeable bachelor +dinner parties in Bury Street, and on each occasion his host had noted +an honorable and increasing effort on the part of the neophyte to rise +to the measure of his opportunity. There could be no doubt he was +coming on amazingly. The rough edges were being smoothed down and he +was always so simple and unaffected that it was hardly possible for +liberal-minded men whom fortune had given a place in the stalls at the +human comedy to refrain from liking him. + +"Henry," said his friend when the young man looked in one afternoon in +Pall Mall, "what are you doing tomorrow week, Friday, the twenty-third?" + +Henry was doing nothing in particular. + +"Then you must come and dine with me," said Edward Ambrose. + +"I'll be delighted." + +"Wait a minute. That's not the important part. You'll have to take +somebody in to dinner. And she's about the nicest girl I know, and she +wants very much to meet the author of 'Dick Smith,' and I promised that +she should. There will be two or three others ... Ellis and his +fiancee ... I told you Ellis had just got engaged ... but we shall not +be more than ten all told. Will you face it, Henry, just to oblige a +friend?" + +A dinner party of ten with ladies was rather a facer for Mr. Henry +Harper, in spite of the fact that his social laurels were clustering +thicker upon him. + +"I suppose I'll have to if you've promised her," he said with not +ungracious reluctance. + +"I'm sure you'll like her as much as she'll like you," said Edward +Ambrose. + +That remains to be seen was the mental reservation in the mind of the +Sailor. + + + + +XXV + +Friday week soon came, but very unfortunately it found Cora "in one of +her moods." + +The first intimation she had of the dinner party was the arrival of a +parcel of evening clothes, which Harry had purchased that morning in +the Strand. As ladies were to be present, his sense of the fitness of +things had led him at last to incur this long-promised expense. +Indeed, Cora herself had said that sooner or later this would have to +be. But now that the clothes had actually arrived and she insisted +upon being told for what purpose they were required, she flew into a +tantrum. + +In Cora's opinion, there had been too much dining already with this Mr. +Ambrose, and now that Harry was being invited to meet ladies, had Mr. +Ambrose been a true gentleman she would have been invited as well. It +did not occur to her that he was not aware of her existence. But in +any case Harry ought not to be going to meet other women without his +wife. + +Cora became very sulky. And she mingled unamiability with abuse. The +sad truth was, and her husband realized it with intense bitterness in +the course of that afternoon, she had begun drinking heavily again in +spite of all that he could do to check her. It was a failure of the +will. There was no doubt life bored her. The restraints she had +recently put upon herself, not in regard to drink alone, had become +more than she could bear. For a week past she had known that another +"break-out" was imminent. + +She was now inclined to make this dinner party to which she was not +invited a pretext for it. + +"I see what it is," she said with ugly eyes. "Your lawful wife is not +good enough for my lord Ambrose and his lady friends." + +This stung, it was so exactly the truth. + +"But don't think for a moment I am going to take it lying down. If you +go to this party I'm coming too." + +"You can't," said her husband quietly--so quietly that it made her +furious. + +"Oh, can't I!" + +"No, you can't," he said with a finality that offered no salve. He was +angry with his own weakness. He knew that it had caused him to drift +into a false position. And yet what could he do--with such a wife as +that? + +"You're ashamed of me," she said, with baffled rage in her voice. + +"You've no right to say that." It was a feeble rejoinder, but silence +would have been worse. + +"I am going to give you fair warning, Harry. If you go to this party +and meet other women while I am left at home, I shall...." + +"You'll what?" he said, recoiling from her heavy breathing ugliness. + +"I shall go a good old blind tonight, I warn you." + +She spoke with full knowledge of the effort he had made to help her and +all that it had cost him. + +"It won't be half a blind, I'm telling you," she said, reading his +eyes. "I've done my best for weeks and weeks to please you. I've +hardly touched a drop--and this is all the thanks I get. I'm flesh and +blood like other people." + +She saw with malicious triumph that she had him cornered. + +"Look here, Cora," he said, "it's too late to get out of this now. It +wouldn't be fair or right for me to break my word to Mr. Ambrose. But +I'll promise this. If you will only keep sober tonight, I'll never go +to another party without ... without your permission." + +"Without my permission!" + +"Without you, then, if that's what you want me to say." + +"Oh, yes! I don't think!" + +"I don't ever break my word," he said simply. "You know that. If I +say a thing I try my best to act up to it." + +"Well, it's not good enough for me, anyhow," she said, with a sudden +and jealous knowledge of her own inferiority. "If you leave me +tonight, so help me God, I'll get absolutely blind." + +She saw the horror in his eyes and was glad. It gave her a sense of +power. But it brought its own Nemesis. She forgot just then that he +alone stood between her and the gutter. + +"Be reasonable, Cora," he said weakly. There did not seem to be +anything else he could say. + +"I've warned you," she said savagely. "Leave me tonight and you'll +see. I'll not be made a mark of by no one, not if I know it." + +In great distress he retired to his bedroom in order to think things +out. He felt that he was much in the wrong. Somehow he did not seem +to be keeping to the terms of the bargain. Up to a point Cora had +reason and justice on her side. Yet beyond that point was the duty to +his friends. + +In a miserable state of mind he sat on the bed. He was desperately +unwilling to undo all the good work of the past six weeks, but it was +certain that if he left Cora in her present mood something would +happen. Twice he almost made up his mind not to go, but each time he +was over-powered by the thought of his friend. It was really +impossible to leave him in the lurch without a shadow of excuse. + +At last, with a sense of acute misery, he came to a decision, or rather +the swift passage of time forced it upon him. Suddenly he got off the +bed, opened the parcel and spread out the new clothes. + + + + +BOOK IV + +DISINTEGRATION + +I + +The process of dressing for Henry Harper's first dinner party was not a +very agreeable operation. No man could have undertaken it in a worse +state of despair. The new links he had bought could only be persuaded +with difficulty into the cuffs of the boiled shirt; further trouble +presented itself with the collar, and finally, when all the major +operations were complete, he had to solve the problem of a white tie or +a black one. In the end he chose a black one on the ground that it +would be more modest, although he was not sure that it was right. + +When at last he was complete in every detail, he returned to the +sitting-room where his wife still was. She was smoking a cigarette. + +"Cora," he said quietly and politely, "I am only going because I must. +I couldn't look Mr. Ambrose in the face if I let him down without a +fair excuse. But I'll promise this. I'll never go to another party +without you, and I give you my solemn word I wouldn't go now if there +was a way out." + +She made no answer. Without looking at him, but with sour rage in her +eyes, she threw the end of the cigarette she was smoking into the fire +and lit another. + +The young man was rather short of time, and remembering a former +excursion to Bury Street which was yet quite easy to find from the top +of the Avenue, he took a taxi. Driving in solitary state he was very +nervous and strangely uncomfortable. The evening clothes felt horribly +new and conspicuous, and they didn't seem to fit anywhere. Then again +he knew this was an adventure of the first magnitude. The bachelor +parties of two or three intimate friends were on a different plane from +an affair of this kind. However, he determined to thrust unworthy +fears aside. There could be no doubt he was far better equipped than +he had been before Madame Sadleir took him in hand. Besides, when all +was said, the feeling uppermost in his mind just now, outweighing even +the black thought of Cora, was a sense of exhilaration. Somehow he +felt, as his swift machine crossed Piccadilly Circus, in spite of Cora, +in spite of new clothes, in spite of bitter inexperience, that for the +first time in his life he was entering the golden realm whose every +door had been double-locked, thrice-bolted against him by the dark and +evil machinations of destiny. + +Even when the taxi stopped before the now familiar portals in Bury +Street and he had paid the driver his fare, he still had a sense of +adventure. And this was heightened by what was going on around him. +The magic door was open wide to the night, the august form of Portman, +the butler, was framed in it, and at that very moment the Fairy +Princess was descending from her chariot. + +How did he know it was she? Some occult faculty mysteriously told him. +She was tall and dark and smiling; a bright blue cloak was round her; +he saw a white satin slipper. It was She. Beyond a doubt it was the +real Hyde Park lady he was going to take in to dinner. + +He hung back by the curb, a whole discreet minute, while Mr. Portman +received her. She made some smiling remark that Henry Harper couldn't +catch. He could only hear the beautiful notes of her voice. They were +those of a siren, a low deep music. + +The Sailor came to the door just as another chariot glided up. He +greeted Portman, his old friend, of whom he was still rather in awe, +and doffed his coat and hat in the entrance hall without flurry, and +then went slowly up the stairs where he found that the butler had +already preceded him. Moreover, he was just in time to hear him +announce: "Miss Pridmore." + +The name literally sang through the brain of the Sailor. Where had he +heard it? But he had not time then to hunt it down in his memory. + +"Mr. Harper." With a feeling of excitement he heard the rolling, +unctuous announcement. + +For a brief instant the vigorous grip and the laughing face of his host +put all further speculation to flight. Edward Ambrose was in great +heart and looking as only the Edward Ambroses of the world can look at +such moments. But he merely gave Henry Harper time to note, with a +little stab of dismay, that the tie he had chosen was the wrong color, +when he was almost hurled upon Miss Pridmore. + +"This is Mr. Harper, Mary, whom you wanted to meet." And then with +that gay note which the Sailor could never sufficiently approve: "I +promised him one admirer. He wouldn't have come without." + +Where had he heard that name? The question was surging upon the Sailor +as he stood looking at her and waiting for her to speak. A moment ago +it had been uttered for the first time, yet it was strangely familiar +to him. And that face of clear-cut good sense, with eyes of a +fathomless gray, where had he seen it? + +"I should love to have been a sailor." Those were her first words. +That voice, where had he heard it? It seemed to be coming back to him +out of the years, out of the measureless Pacific. A Hyde Park lady was +speaking in Bury Street, St. James', but at that moment he was not in +London, not in England, not in Europe at all. He was on the high seas +aboard the _Margaret Carey_, he was in his bunk in the half-deck. In +one hand he held a sputtering candle; in the other a torn fragment of +the _Brooklyn Eagle_. It was Klondyke who was speaking. The Fairy +Princess was speaking with the voice of his immortal friend. + +"I have a brother who has sailed before the mast." + +In a flash he remembered the inscription in Klondyke's Bible: "Jack +Pridmore is my name, England is my nation." The mystery was solved. +This was Klondyke's sister. There was no mistaking the resemblance of +voice, of feature; this was the unforgettable girl he had seen with +Klondyke in Hyde Park. + +He suddenly remembered that he must say something. It would hardly be +proper to stand there all night with his mouth open, yet with not a +word coming out of it. + +"I think I know your brother," were his first words. They were not the +result of deliberate choice. Some new and strange power seemed to have +taken complete possession of him. + +"You've met my brother Jack?" + +"Yes. We were aboard the same craft pretty near two years. We used to +call him Klondyke." + +A delightful laugh rang in his ears. + +"What a perfect name for him! I must tell that to my mother. It was +because he had been in the Klondyke, I suppose." + +"Yes, that was it. He had been in the Klondyke. He used to yarn about +it on the _Margaret Carey_. We were both berthed for'ard in the +half-deck. His bunk was under mine." + +"Isn't it odd that we should meet like this!" + +"Yes, it's queer. But there are many queer things in the world, ain't +there? At least I've seen a goodish few and so has Klondyke. But he +was a grand chap." + +Mary Pridmore, who felt rather the same about her brother Jack, +although he was not a brother to be proud of, but quite the reverse, as +the members of his family always made a point of explaining to him +whenever they had the chance, was somehow touched by the tone of +reverence with which his shipmate spoke of him. + +"He's the black sheep of the family, of course you know that," she +said, feeling it necessary to take precautions against this delightful +young sailorman who had already intrigued her. + +"He used to say so," said the Sailor, with the simplicity of his kind. +"He used to say his mother was fearfully cut up about him. She thought +he was a rolling stone and he would never be any good at anything. But +you don't think so, Miss Pridmore, do you?" The eyes of the young man +delighted her as they looked directly into hers. "No, I can see you +don't. You think Klondyke's all right." + +"Why should you think, Mr. Harper, that I think anything of the kind?" +The voice was rebuking, but the eyes were laughing, and it was the eyes +that mattered. + +"You can't deny it!" he said with a charming air of defiance. "And if +I was Klondyke's sister I wouldn't want to." + +"As long as mother never hears anyone speak of him like that it really +doesn't matter what we think of him, you know." + +This wonderful creature, who in the sight of the Sailor was perfection +from head to heel, whose very voice he could only compare to John +Milton whom he had lately discovered, let her hand rest on his arm very +lightly, yet with a touch that was almost affectionate. And then they +went downstairs to dinner. + + + + +II + +Politeness forbade that they should talk all the time to each other +during that enchanted meal. Mr. Ellis was at the other side of Miss +Pridmore, and an unknown lady of great charm and volubility was at the +other side of Mr. Harper. These very agreeable people had to have a +little share of their conversation, but during the major part of a +delightful affair, Henry Harper was talking as he had never talked in +his life before, not even to Klondyke himself, to Klondyke's sister. + +It was not only about Klondyke that they talked. They had other things +in common. Miss Pridmore was a perfectly sincere, a frankly outspoken +admirer of "The Adventures of Dick Smith." She had never read anything +like it; moreover she was quite fearless and nobly unqualified in her +admiration of that fascinating tale of adventure, for the most part +murderous adventure, on the high seas. + +"We all have great arguments at home," she said, "as to which volume is +the best. I say the first. To me those island chapters are +incomparable. The Island of San Pedro. I say that's better than +'Robinson Crusoe' itself, which makes Uncle George furious. He +considers it sacrilege to say anything of the kind." + +"It is so," said the author with a little quiver of happiness. + +"But you are bound to say that, aren't you?" + +"I wouldn't say it if I didn't think it, Miss Pridmore." + +The quaint solemnity delighted her. + +"Uncle George says the Island of San Pedro is an imitation of 'Robinson +Crusoe,' but nothing will ever make me admit that, so you had better +not admit it either. Please say it isn't, to save my reputation for +omniscience." + +"I had not read 'Robinson Crusoe' when I wrote the Island, and I +suppose if I had I should have written it differently." + +"It's a very good thing you hadn't. There's nothing like the Island +anywhere to my mind. You can see and feel and hear and smell and taste +that Island. It is so real that when poor Dick was put ashore by the +drunken captain of the brigantine _Excelsior_ I literally daren't go to +bed. And my brother Jack says--and I always quote this to Uncle +George--that no more lifelike picture of a windjammer--it is a +windjammer, isn't it?----" + +"That's right." + +"And of an island in the Pacific could possibly be given." + +"Well, I wouldn't quite say that myself," said the sailorman, with the +blood singing in his ears. + +"Of course not. It wouldn't be right for you to say it." + +"Where is Klondyke now, Miss Pridmore?" he asked suddenly. + +"No one knows. He probably doesn't know himself. The last letter my +mother had from him arrived about two months ago. He was then in the +middle of Abyssinia. But he has moved since. He never stays long +anywhere when the wanderlust is on him. But we don't worry. He'll +turn up one of these days quite unexpectedly, looking rather like a +tramp, and will settle down to civilization for a short time; and then +one morning he'll go off again to the most outlandish place he can +think of, and we may not see or hear anything of him for months or even +years." + +A dull period followed the dessert. Miss Pridmore and the other ladies +went and the Sailor had to remain with four comparatively flat and tame +gentlemen who smoked very good cigars and talked of matters which the +young man did not feel competent to enter upon. + +It was an irksome twenty minutes, but it had to be endured. And it was +not really so very difficult because he was in heaven. + +At last when the four other gentlemen had solemnly smoked their cigars, +and he had smoked the mild cigarette which contented him, they went +upstairs. And as they did so he felt the hand of Edward Ambrose on his +shoulder and he heard a laughing voice in his ear. "Henry, you are +going great guns." + +That was quite true. He felt wonderful. There is no doubt people do +feel wonderful when they are in heaven. And there was his divinity +sitting in the middle of the smaller sofa, and as soon as he entered he +was summoned with a gesture of charming imperiousness which the boldest +of men would not have dared to disobey. And as he came to her she +laughingly made room for him. He sat by her side and fell at once to +talking again of Klondyke. From Klondyke, whom she would not admit was +quite the hero the author of "Dick Smith" considered him to be, they +passed to the High Seas, and then to Literature, and then to the Drama, +and then to Life itself, and then to the High Seas again, and then to +Edward Ambrose, whom she spoke of with great affection as a very old +friend of hers and of her family, and then once more to Life itself. +After the flight of a winged hour she rose suddenly and held out her +hand. But as she did so she also said one memorable thing. + +"Mr. Harper"--her fingers were touching his--"promise, please, you will +come to tea one afternoon soon. No. 50, Queen Street, Mayfair. I am +going to write it on a piece of paper if you will get it for me, so +that there will be no mistake." + +The Sailor got the piece of paper for Miss Pridmore. As he did so the +eternal feminine rejoiced at his tall, straight, cleanly handsomeness, +in spite of the reach-me-down which clothed it. + +"Now that means no excuse," she said, with a little touch of royal +imperiousness returning upon her. "No. 50, Queen Street. One of those +little houses on the left. About half past four. Shall we say +Wednesday? I want to hear you talk to my mother about Klondyke." + +She gave him her hand again, and then after a number of very cordial +and direct good-bys which Klondyke himself could not have bettered, she +went downstairs gayly with her host. + +"Tell me, Mary," said Edward Ambrose on the way down, "who in the world +is Klondyke?" + +"It's Jack," she said. "They were together on board the brigantine +_Excelsior_--although that's not the real name of it." + +"How odd!" said Edward Ambrose. "But what a fellow he is not to have +said so. When one remembers how he gloated over the yarn one would +have thought----" + +"But how should he know? It must have been years ago. Yet the strange +thing is he remembers Jack and he knew I was his sister because we are +so exactly alike, which I thought very tactless." + +"Naturally. Did you like him?" The question came with very swift +directness. + +"He's amazing." The answer was equally swift, equally direct. "He is +the only author I have ever met who comes near to being----" + +"To being what?" Mary Pridmore had suddenly remembered that she was +being escorted downstairs by a distinguished man of letters. + +"Do you press the question?" + +"Certainly I press the question." + +"Very well, then," said Mary Pridmore. "Wild horses will not make me +answer it. But I can only say that your young man is as wonderful as +his books. He's coming to tea on Wednesday, and it will be very +disappointing if you don't come as well. Good-by, Edward. It's been a +splendid evening." And she waved her hand to him as she sped away with +an air of large and heroic enjoyment of the universe, while Edward +Ambrose stood rather wistfully at the door watching her recede into the +night. + + + + +III + +"My friend," said Edward Ambrose, as he helped the last departing guest +into his overcoat, "I suppose you know you have made a conquest?" + +The Sailor was not aware of the fact. + +"Mary Pridmore is ... well, she is rather ... she is rather..." + +"We talked a lot," said the young man, with a glow in his voice. "I +hope she wasn't bored. But as she was Klondyke's sister, I couldn't +help letting myself go a bit. She's--she's just my idea of what a lady +ought to be." + +The young man, who was still in heaven, had the grace to blush at such +an indiscretion. His host laughed. + +Said he: "Had I realized that you were such a very dangerous fellow, I +don't think you would have been invited here tonight. I mean it, +Henry." And to show that he didn't mean it in the least, Edward +Ambrose gave the Sailor a little affectionate push into Bury Street. + +As the night was fine and time was his own, Henry Harper returned on +foot to King John's Mansions. He did not go by a direct route, but +chose Regent Street, Marylebone Road, Euston Road, and other circuitous +thoroughfares, so that the journey took about four times as long as it +need have done. Midnight had struck already when he came to the top of +the Avenue. + +By that time he was no longer in heaven. As a matter of fact, he had +fallen out of paradise in Portland Place. It was there he suddenly +remembered Cora. For several enchanted hours he had completely +forgotten her. He had been in Elysium, but almost opposite the Queen's +Hall he fell out of it. It was there the unwelcome truth came upon him +that he had been surrendering himself to madness. + +He clenched his teeth as if he had received a blow in the face. He was +like an ill-found ship wrenched from its moorings and cast adrift in +mid-ocean. God in heaven, how was he to go home to that unspeakable +woman after such a draught of sheer delight! + +For a moment, standing dazed and breathless in the middle of the road, +he almost wanted to shriek. He had been drinking champagne, not with +undignified freedom, yet for unseasoned temperaments it may be a +dangerous beverage even in modest quantities. He had really drunk very +little, but he felt that in the situation he had now to face it would +have been better to have left it alone. + +How was he going to face Cora now he had seen the peri, now he had +looked within the Enchanted Gates? + +There was only one possible answer to the question. And that had come +to him as he had crossed, quite unnecessarily, the Marylebone Road, and +had fetched up against the railings of Regent's Park. He must accept +the issue like a man. Setting his teeth anew, he moved in an easterly +direction towards the Euston Road. + +He allowed himself to hope, as he turned the latchkey in the door of +No. 106, King John's Mansions, that Cora had not carried out her +threat. But he was not able to build much upon it. As he climbed up +slowly towards the roof of the flats there seemed something +indescribably squalid about the endless flights of bleak, iron-railed +stone stairs. + +When the door of No. 106 opened to his latchkey, the first thing he +perceived was a stealthy reek of alcohol. A light was in the passage; +and then as he closed the outer door, he caught an oddly unexpected +sound of voices coming through the half open door of the sitting-room. +He stood and listened tensely. One of the voices was that of a man. + +It was not necessary to enter the sitting-room itself to confirm this +fact. A man's hat, one of the sort called a gibus, which he knew was +only worn with evening clothes, was hanging on one of the pegs in the +passage. An overcoat lined with astrachan was under it. + +He could hear a strange voice coming from the sitting-room. It was +that of a man of education, but it had a sort of huskiness which +betrayed the familiar presence of alcohol. Involuntarily, he stood to +listen at the half open door. + +"Cora, old girl, you are as tight as a tick." After all, the tones +were more, sober than drunk. "I'll be getting a move on, I think. +I'll soon be as bad as you, and then I won't be able to, I expect." + +"Don't go yet, ducky. I am just beginning to like you." It was the +voice of Cora--the voice of Cora drunk. + +"I will, if you don't mind. That second bottle has been a mistake. +And you are not so very amusing, are you?" + +"Speak for yourself." And the voice of Cora subsided into some far and +deep oblivion. + +There was a silence. In the midst of it, the young man suddenly +entered the room. + +The visitor, who was tall and powerful and well dressed, had the look +of a gentleman. Perhaps a gentleman run a little to seed. He was +standing on the threadbare hearthrug, his hands in his pockets, in a +rather contemptuous attitude, while Cora, unmistakably drunk, had +subsided on the sofa. Several bottles with glasses beside them were on +the table. + +As Henry Harper entered the room, the man looked at him in utter +astonishment. His surprise seemed too great to allow him to speak. + +"'Ullo, Harry," muttered Cora from her sofa. She did not attempt a +more formal or coherent greeting. + +He did not know what to say or how to act. He was wholly taken aback +by the man's air of cool surprise; indeed his attitude expressed grim +resentment for the intrusion of a third person. + +"Who is this gentleman, Cora?" at last the young man was able to ask. + +"Go to hell," Cora muttered. + +"Yes, go to hell," said the man, apparently grateful for the lead. + +Harper stood nonplused, defeated. But he managed to say, feebly enough +as it seemed to himself, "I don't know who you are, sir, but I'll thank +you for an explanation." + +The man laughed insolently. "It's the limit," he said. + +At this point, Cora, by an effort verging upon the superhuman, sat up +on the sofa. + +"Charlie." Her voice was a wheeze. "I want you to set about this +beauty--to oblige me." + +"My God, I've a good mind to," said Charlie, who as he became more +sober seemed to grow more dangerous. "I don't know who you are, my +friend, but if you'll take advice you'll clear out." + +As the man spoke, his eyes looked particularly ugly. But among the +things the Sailor had learned aboard the _Margaret Carey_ was the art +of keeping cool in a crisis. + +"You've no right here at all, sir," said the man. "You ought to know +that." + +"No right!" said Henry Harper, in astonishment. + +"If you are a wise man, you will go away. I was here first." + +"What do you mean?" + +"I came at the invitation of this lady, Miss Cora Dobbs, who is a very +old friend of mine." + +The man turned towards the sofa. Cora nodded. But she was now +bordering on a state of coma. + +"Who are you, sir?" Harper tried hard to keep his temper in spite of +the man's calculated insolence. "Are you a relation of hers?" + +"A relation!" The man was taken aback. "We are both here for the same +object, I presume." + +"I don't know what you mean, but this is my flat and I'll be very +thankful if you'll quit." + +"Your flat!" A light seemed to dawn. The man turned to Cora: "Why +didn't you tell me? I thought you were on your own, as you were before +I went to Canada." + +To the man's clear annoyance, Cora had now reached a phase which +forbade her to answer this question. He then addressed Henry Harper +with a sudden change of voice. + +"She's not played the game," he said, half apologetically. + +"I don't know what you mean by that. I don't understand you." + +The man looked at him in astonishment. He then looked at Cora, who was +half lying upon the sofa, mute, fuddled, and indifferent. + +"Come outside," said the man, in a lower tone, "and I'll explain." + +Feeling completely bewildered, Harper accompanied him into the passage. + +"I apologize," said the man, as soon as they got there. "But Cora is +entirely to blame. There's no need to say she never told me she was +living with you." + +"I don't understand," said Henry Harper. + +The man stared at him. He was at a loss. + +"Of course, I've known Cora Dobbs for years." He lowered his voice. +"But I've been away in Canada. Before I went, I used to come here +pretty regularly." + +As the man spoke, light came to Henry Harper. All at once, a chill ran +in his veins. + +"But ... but she's ... she's my wife," he gasped, leaning heavily +against the wall of the passage. + +"She's your _what_!" the man almost shouted. + +"She's my wife." + +Again the man stared at him, but now with a look of consternation and +pity. + +"You mean to say you didn't know?" + +The young man, still leaning against the wall, was unable to speak. A +glance at the ashen face convinced the older man that there was no need +to repeat the question. + +"Well, I'm sorry, and I can only apologize," he said, after a moment's +pause, and in a tone of good feeling. He then took his hat and coat +from the peg, and suddenly darted out of the flat. The door closed +after him with a bang. + + + + +IV + +The Sailor continued to lean against the wall. An abyss had opened. +The look on the face of Mr. Rudge, his late master, and the strange +words he had used were returning upon him with awful force. + +With this discovery came surprise, bewilderment, self-disgust. It +hardly seemed possible that a man in his senses could be so blind, so +ignorant, so gullible. Where had been his wits, that he should have +allowed the creature at the other side of the passage wall, and her +associates, to dupe him so completely? + +As the feeling of amazement at his own folly deepened, a gust of fury +swept through him like a storm. An overmastering desire came upon him +to enter that room, to deal once and for all with this bird of prey. +Let the world be rid of a foul thing. Let his be the hand to efface it +in its infamy. + +He would go in at once and make an end of her. A surge of inherited +forces, a flood of old, unhappy, far-off things were whirling him like +a piece of driftwood into the maelstrom. He was in the grip of a +terrible power ... a power beyond his control. It was not merely that +she had entrapped him, or that he had been incredibly blind to the drab +and sordid world in which she lived; in the light of a widening +knowledge, the fact which now drove him to frenzy was that a creature +so common and unclean should have found it so easy to make him her +victim. + +He did not return to the room at once. There were other forces, it +seemed, vibrating in the air around him. There came a sudden reminder +from the talisman that he bore continually in the right-hand corner of +his brain. He heard a voice. + +"Henry Harper, is she worth it? Remember, if you destroy her, you +destroy yourself utterly, body and soul." + +The words sank into him. The issue was joined, and there came the +shock of battle. A will half wrenched asunder seemed about to be +overthrown. The desire to enter the room was overmastering; a sense of +duty was reinforced by the passion of revenge. There was madness in +the thought that he was the dupe of a common woman of the streets. + +Shaken with a fury that was awful, he still leaned against the wall of +the passage. The voice of the genie was no longer heard. The talisman +shone no more. The old, unhappy, far-off things had overwhelmed them. + +"Kill her, kill her," they whispered savagely. "It is the only thing +to do." + +He was half down already. The forces of destiny were crushing out his +life. + +"Kill her. Kill her." The very walls were breathing commands in his +ears. "It is a duty to others to avenge yourself." + +There was subtlety in the demand. But this was a strong, not a subtle +nature. It did not practice self-deception lightly. Aladdin's lamp +was quick to reveal the sophist; moreover, it had its own answer ready. +Suddenly it flashed before the mind of Henry Harper the elemental +figure of the man James Thorneycroft simply relating his story. By a +curious trick of the brain, the words of the condemned man were again +in his ears. + +"You can take it from me that there is a God." + +He hardly knew what those words meant even as he heard them now. But +he knew they had a significance beyond any which had previously touched +his life. Then a miracle happened. The powers which had him in their +grip began to relax. It was as if his whole being was translated. He +was again his own man. Broken and shattered he was able to stagger to +his own room and light the gas. + +The battle was not decided yet. But a new power had come to him. +Therefore Henry Harper's first act was to do that which he had never +done before in his life. He kneeled by the side of his bed and prayed. + +Presently he rose, and went out again into the little lobby, past the +half open door through which could be heard a succession of drunken +snores. He snatched his coat and hat from the peg and went hurriedly +down into the street. + +It was one o'clock. The Avenue and its environs were almost deserted, +save for an occasional policeman and a few returning revelers. He had +no idea as to the way he should go. His one desire was to get as far +as he could from King John's Mansions in the shortest possible time. + +Walking about the streets of the city hour after hour, he could not +measure the abyss which had engulfed him. He was completely cast away, +he had lost track of himself, he didn't know where he was, he had no +chart by which to go. + +Ceaseless wandering through remote and unknown places brought the dawn +at last, and then he found that the spot he had reached was Camberwell +Green. Overcome with fatigue, he sat on a public seat near a tram +terminus for a little while. Then he tried to shape his thoughts, but +the mind refused to act. + + + + +V + +The longer he sat the more confused he became. At last it occurred to +him that the best thing he could do was to seek the advice of Edward +Ambrose. Indeed, in his present state that seemed the only course to +take. Almost mechanically, he began to make his way in the direction +of Bury Street, St. James'. + +He had a long way to go, and the road was obscure, but as there was not +the least need for hurry, he followed the tram lines as far as the +Embankment. By the time he had reached Whitehall, it was about eight +o'clock. Less than half an hour afterwards he had entered Bury Street, +and was back in that house which a few short hours ago had given him +his first glimpse of paradise. + +"Why, Henry!" His friend gave a cry of surprise. And then to cover it +he said: "You are just in time for breakfast. Another knife and fork, +Portman. Take off your overcoat." + +The young man had no wish to do so. He remembered that his evening +clothes were under it. Nor had he any desire for breakfast. + +As soon as the servant had retired, Edward Ambrose compelled him firmly +but kindly to eat. + +Ambrose had noted already that the Sailor was in a decidedly +overwrought state. The ashen face, the wild eyes, the disheveled +appearance was not pleasant to see. + +"Tell me what has happened." + +"Before I do that," said the young man, in a voice unlike his own, "I +want you to consider this a secret between us." + +"Yes ... of course." + +"To begin at the beginning of a rotten story." There was a queer break +in the voice. "You didn't know that I was married, did you?" + +"No," said Ambrose, impassively. + +"I dare say I ought to have told you. Several times I made up my mind +that I would. I am very sorry now I didn't." + +"You were under no obligation to do so." + +"There wouldn't be so much to tell you now if I had," said the Sailor, +with horror in his eyes. He then told his story at length, with detail +and with difficulty, but concealing nothing. + +Edward Ambrose was much affected. He somehow felt, as a generous mind +was likely to feel in such a case, that it should have been his part to +shield this lamb from the wolves. Yet he knew that blame did not lie +at his door. + +Still, he was deeply grieved. He accepted the story without question +as it was told him. There could be no doubt that all the essential +facts were exactly as they had been related. Harper, in his curious +ignorance of the world, had fallen into a trap. + +The young man ended the story with a pathetic appeal for advice. He +made it clear that he could never go back to this woman; he dared not +even venture to see her again lest he do her violence. He must get +free of her at all costs. Could his friend tell him how such a thing +must be managed? + +"One feels it ought not to be very difficult in the circumstances," +said Edward Ambrose, "if we go the right way to work. But the first +thing is to consult a lawyer." + +Accordingly, before he had finished a greatly interrupted meal, Ambrose +went to the telephone and arranged to see his own solicitor as soon as +that gentleman should arrive at his office in Spring Gardens. When he +returned to the dining-room, he found Henry Harper striding up and down +it. A sort of determined rage had taken possession of him. The +hereditary forces that had so nearly overthrown him a few hours before +had returned upon him. + +"I'll never be so near murder as I was between twelve and one last +night," he said, huskily, with a clenched and deadly look. + +"She wouldn't have been worth it," said Edward Ambrose. He then turned +abruptly from the subject. "You will want rooms, won't you--somewhere +to go?" He had a fund of very practical kindness. "And you'll want +clothes. And your papers and books. But I think we had better send +one of Mortimer's clerks to collect those. As for rooms, perhaps +Portman may know of some." + +Upon due interrogation, Portman, it seemed, knew of some rooms that +might be vacant. Thereupon he was sent on a diplomatic mission; the +scale of charges must be strictly moderate. He must not show his nose, +which prided itself on a resemblance to that of a certain very eminent +statesman, in Bury Street again until his errand had been carried out +successfully. + +Presently, the solicitors, Messrs. Mortimer, Groves, Pearce, Son and +Mortimer, rang up to say that Mr. Daniel Mortimer had arrived at the +office, and would be glad to see Mr. Ambrose. Accordingly, Henry +Harper went at once with his friend in a taxi to Spring Gardens. + +Mr. Daniel Mortimer was the kind of man who would have greatly +impressed the Sailor on an ordinary occasion. Mr. Mortimer was by +nature very impressive. He could not help being so. Even when he was +quite alone and merely warming his hands at the fire, he was +impressive. In fact, it was a quality which was worth several +thousands a year to him. + +Mr. Mortimer had the reputation of being a very sound lawyer. He +certainly looked a very sound lawyer. His geniality was most engaging, +and there was a shrewd and knowledgeable personality beneath. + +He greeted Mr. Ambrose less as a client than as a rather irresponsible +nephew received by a preternaturally wise yet jovial uncle. Ambrose +had been his fag at school. + +"Well, Edward, what can we do for you?" was the pontifical greeting. + +"Allow me to introduce Mr. Harper--Mr. Mortimer--and you can prepare to +speak out of the depths of your wisdom after the ancient manner." + +"Certainly," said Mr. Mortimer, with the air of one very well able to +do so. "Won't you sit down?" He placed two chairs with innate and +almost oriental magnificence. "We are now at your service." It was +less a trick of speech than sheer pressure of human character which +caused Mr. Mortimer always to refer to himself in the plural. + +"I think you had better tell the story, Henry," said Edward Ambrose. +"Tell it to Mortimer exactly as you have told it to me." + +That gentleman assumed his armchair of state, and for the second time +that morning Henry Harper told his strange story. + +"And you never guessed!" was the solicitor's brief comment when it had +been told. + +"I can't think why I didn't," said the young man. + +Mr. Mortimer frowned tremendously. He then took up a pencil and began +with great freedom of style to draw on his blotting pad a portrait of +no one in particular. + +"Edward," he said, after he had continued to do this for several +minutes, "I am afraid this is a difficult business." + +"I am afraid so," said Edward Ambrose gravely. "And we have come to a +very wise man to set it right for us. It oughtn't to be beyond your +powers, ought it, having regard to the acknowledged character of the +lady?" + +"I fear," said Mr. Mortimer, "the character of the lady is too much +acknowledged if the question of a divorce is running in your mind." + +"Well, of course it is," said Edward Ambrose, with an air of deep +disappointment as he looked at Henry Harper. + +"I'll have a divorce if I can possibly get one," said the young man. +"And I don't care what trouble I take or what it costs." + +Mr. Mortimer continued to draw very spirited pictures on his blotting +pad. + +"Don't you advise it?" asked Edward Ambrose. + +"Yes, I do, if we can get one. But in the special circumstances, it is +going to prove uncommonly difficult, in fact, one might say impossible." + +"You don't mean that, sir," said Henry Harper. + +"It is only my opinion." Mr. Mortimer spoke as if there could be no +other. "But let me be quite candid, as I am sure you want me to be. I +am perfectly certain you will never get a British jury to believe the +first part of your story." + +"But you believe it?" said Henry Harper, with wild eyes. + +"I most certainly believe it, I believe every word you tell me. But we +have to deal with a British jury, and in any question affecting what it +calls 'morality,' a British jury is a very difficult proposition. At +least, that's my experience." + +Both Henry Harper and his friend were so dismayed by the force of Mr. +Mortimer's conviction, that at first they did not say anything. Soon, +however, Edward Ambrose, who was looking particularly unhappy, +remarked: "Then you don't advise him to fight it?" + +"I don't. I am sorry to say I don't. There is not a dog's chance +without very strong direction from the Bench, and there is little hope +of that in a case of this kind. His Majesty's judges are quite as bad +as a British jury when they are out on the 'morality' racket." + +"The good bourgeois, in fact, without a spark of imagination?" + +"Quite so. Of course, we might try, but really one doesn't advise it. +There would be unwarrantable expense, and even if we were lucky enough +to get a verdict, it would still be a very serious matter for a young +and rising man. At least, that's my view." + +"I don't doubt you are right," said Edward Ambrose, with a groan of +sheer vexation. + +"You mean, sir, I can't get free of her?" said the Sailor. + +"Only with great difficulty, I am afraid. And in any event, the issue +is uncertain. As I understand, you are in a position to prove very +little. Conjecture will not satisfy a jury, and even that must be +based on a set of circumstances that will not help your case." + +"Well, what do you advise?" asked Edward Ambrose. + +"I should be inclined to let matters take their course for the present. +As she appears to be drinking heavily, it is not unreasonable to hope +that in time things may adjust themselves automatically." + +"But in the meantime how can she be kept from making herself +objectionable?" + +"If you care to leave that to us, I think a way may be found." + +"By paying her a sum weekly?" suggested Edward Ambrose. "And by +threatening to withdraw it if she doesn't behave herself?" + +"I don't think it will be necessary to do that." + +However, the young man felt it to be his duty to keep her from the +gutter, which seemed to be her present destination. + +"That is for you to consider," said Mr. Mortimer. "In my judgment, you +are under no obligation to provide for her, but if on grounds of +humanity you wish to do so, let no one dissuade you." + +Edward Ambrose agreed. + +The upshot of a painful matter was that it was left in Mr. Mortimer's +hands. He undertook to deal in such a way with Mrs. Henry Harper that +there should be no fear of molestation from her. Also, he would have +inquiries made into her past history and her present mode of life; and +if a subsequent reconsideration of the case should make a final appeal +to the law seem in any wise expedient, then would be the time to invoke +it. In the meantime a sum would be paid to her weekly. Mr. Mortimer +undertook to send a clerk to the flat in order to collect Henry +Harper's papers and other belongings. + +It was an unhappy state of affairs, but the young man realized that for +the present it would be the part of wisdom to leave the matter in the +prudent hands of Mr. Mortimer. + + + + +VI + +The Sailor found sanctuary at Bury Street until late in the afternoon. +By that time a member of Mr. Mortimer's staff had retrieved his +chattels from King John's Mansions; also the admirable Portman had +returned from his quest "for lodgings, clean and decent, for a single +man." Moreover, success had crowned it, as Edward Ambrose had been +confident that it would. + +Portman, it appeared, had found very nice rooms for a single gentleman +in Brinkworth Street, Chelsea. They were kept by a friend of his who +had been butler in the service of the Honorable Lady Price, relict of +the late Sir O'Gorman Price, K.C.M.G., a former governor of the +Bowerman Islands, who had given him an excellent character. It was +also fortified by the fact that he had married the cook lately in the +service of that lady. Portman was sure that Mr. Harper would find +everything very comfortable. + +Half an hour later, Henry Harper was on his way to Brinkworth Street +with his few belongings. Before taking leave of Portman, he presented +him with half a sovereign. This was a princely emolument in the eyes +of the Sailor, but he felt that nothing less could meet the case. + +On his arrival at Brinkworth Street, the young man knew at once that he +would be in good hands. The air of respectability which hovered round +his rooms was a little portentous, perhaps, but at least it was in +welcome and vivid contrast to the cheap and dismal tawdriness of King +John's Mansions. Mr. Emerson Paley, the proprietor of No. 14, and Mrs. +Paley also, had something of Portman's impressiveness. It was clear +that they had their own standard of taste and conduct. Moreover, Henry +Harper welcomed it. To him it meant a fixing of social values. The +atmosphere of No. 14, Brinkworth Street, was wholly different from that +which had enveloped any home he had ever known before. + +The Sailor found a stimulus in these new surroundings. Brinkworth +Street, its outlook and its ideals, was a cosmos he had yet to traverse +and explore. Mr. Paley was in his own way surprisingly a gentleman, as +Mrs. Paley in hers was surprisingly a lady; not, of course, in the way +that Edward Ambrose and his new friend, Mary Pridmore, were, but still +they undoubtedly stood for something--a curious, indefinable something +wholly beyond the _menage_ he had lately left, with its air of +make-believe refinement which was not refinement at all. + +Mr. Paley and also Mrs. Paley treated him with great consideration. +And it was no second-hand or spurious emotion. It seemed to be their +nature to pay respect, they seemed to have a craving to pay it, just as +a person there was no need to name and that person's friends had a +craving to be always what they called "pulling your leg." Not only was +Mr. Harper treated with deference, but solid comfort, well cooked food +and punctual attention were lavished upon him, so that for his own part +he was bound to honor the source whence these blessings sprang. The +august shade of the relict of Sir O'Gorman Price, K.C.M.G., might have +been a little too much in evidence now and again for the plain and +unvarnished taste of a sailor, but an ever deepening perception showed +him that the very things he was inclined to despise and to laugh at--as +most of the people with whom his life had been passed would undoubtedly +have done--were of real importance if you were able to look at them +from the right point of view. + +From the moment he invaded its rather oppressively respectable +precincts, No. 14, Brinkworth Street, by some alchemy of the spirit of +place, began to work sensibly upon the Sailor. A rapidly expanding +life had been in peril of being torn asunder, but Providence, which +owed him so much, had found him a harbor of refuge. + +From the very first evening in his new quarters reconstruction began. +An air of ordered calm seemed to pervade the carefully laundered pillow +as he laid his head on it that night. He was miserably weary, for one +thing, but his physical state was not alone the cause of his sleeping +in a way that had not been possible at No. 106, King John's Mansions, +in all the months he had known it. Somehow, that sleep in those clean +sheets, in that well-aired room, seemed to be the prelude to a new +phase of being. + +It was Sunday morning when the Sailor awoke. The first thing he knew +was that the noiseless Mr. Paley was in the room, that he had placed a +tiny tray on a small table at the side of his bed, that he had said, in +his discreet voice, "Eight o'clock, sir," and that he was now in the +act of drawing up the blinds and letting in the light of February. + +"Do you desire a warm bath or a cold, sir?" + +It might have been Portman himself who was asking that considered +question. + +"Cold, please," said the Sailor, rubbing his eyes with a feeling of +pleasure. + +Mr. Paley spread a mat and then produced from a chastely curtained +recess a large, yellow-painted bath. Shortly afterwards, he evolved +two cans of water from outside the bedroom door. + +"Your bath is quite ready, sir." + +"Thank you. Much obliged." + +The Sailor sprang out of bed. Yes, it was another new world he had +entered. + +Half an hour later, he had descended to the dining-room, feeling +perhaps a stronger and more composed man than he had ever been in his +life. A well cooked rasher and two poached eggs and crisp toast and +butter and the best Oxford marmalade awaited him. He sat near the +pleasant fire, with his back to the enlarged photograph of the late Sir +O'Gorman Price, K.C.M.G., the last portrait taken by Messrs. Barrett +and Filmer, of Regent Street, and at Brighton, before the country and +the empire endured its irreparable loss. He ate steadily for twenty +minutes by the marble and ormulu clock in the center of the chimney +piece, presented by the Honorable Lady Price (a daughter of Lord Vesle +and Voile) in recognition of the faithful and valued service of Miss +Martha Handcock, on the occasion of her marriage with Mr. Emerson +Paley. He also contrived to hold a brief conversation with Mr. Emerson +Paley in regard to the weather. In a word, the Sailor's first +breakfast in Brinkworth Street was a memorable affair. + +After his meal, beginning to feel more and more his own man, and with +this new world of order, of respect for established things, unfolding +itself around him, he proceeded to unpack the books which the +surprisingly efficient member of Messrs. Mortimer's staff had collected +in three large parcels. He felt a little thrill of delight as he laid +out carefully each beloved volume on the well polished writing table +with its green baize top, and then arranged them with precision and +delicacy on a row of empty shelves that had been freshly papered to +receive them. + +When this had been done and the litter had been carefully removed, the +Sailor chose the volume which had had the most to say to him of late. +In fact, it was the book which up till now had meant more to him than +any other. Then he sat luxuriously before the fire, bravely determined +to forget the world he had left and to envisage the new one opening +around him. + +Two hours passed, whose golden flight it was not for him to heed, when +all at once he was brought to earth. + +"Mr. Ambrose," announced Mr. Paley. + +"I thought I'd like to see if you had moved in in good shape," said his +friend, as he entered briskly and cheerfully. "Sorry I couldn't come +with you last night, but I should have been hopelessly late for a very +dull dinner party, which might have made it longer for others. What +are you reading? Milton?" + +"It simply takes my head off," said the Sailor. "I almost want to +shout and sing. It's another new world to me." + +"We can all envy any man who enters it," said Edward Ambrose, with his +deep laugh. + + + + +VII + +Three days later, at the punctual hour of half past four in the +afternoon, Mr. Henry Harper was at the threshold of No. 50, Queen +Street, Mayfair. He had been at pains to array himself as well as a +limited wardrobe allowed, which meant that neatness had been set above +fashion. In spite of all he had been through since his glimpse of +paradise, the coming of this present hour had been a beacon in his +mind. And now as he stood on the doorstep of No. 50, waiting for his +echoing summons to be heeded, he felt so nervous that he could hardly +breathe. + +The magic portals of the Fairy Princess were drawn back by another Mr. +Portman, a bland and spreading gentleman who bore himself with the same +authentic air of chaste magnificence. He took charge of Mr. Harper's +coat and hat and then took charge of Mr. Harper himself as though he +had clearly expected him. As the young man followed him upstairs to +the drawing-room his heart beat with a violence wholly absurd. + +Mary came forward to greet him as soon as he appeared in the room, her +eyes alight, her hand outstretched. It was a reception of pure +unstudied friendship. + +There was only one other person in the large room just then, a lady of +quiet, slightly formidable dignity, who was enthroned before a massive +silver tea service on a massive silver tray. + +"Mr. Harper--my mother," said Mary. + +The young man took the offered hand timidly. The lady of the silver +tea service, kindly and smiling though she was, had none of the +impulsive accessibility of her daughter. The Sailor knew in a moment +that she belonged to another order of things altogether. + +She was large and handsome, sixty, perhaps, and her finely modeled face +was framed in an aureole of extremely correct white hair. Indeed, in +spite of her smile and an air of genuine kindness, correctness seemed +to be her predominant feature. Everything about her was so ordered, so +exactly right, that she had the rather formal unimaginative look to +which the whole race of royalties is doomed by the walls of the Royal +Academy of Arts. + +It is not certain that Lady Pridmore felt this to be a hardship. Mary +roundly declared that nothing would have induced her mother to part +with it. She had often been mistaken for this or that personage, and +although much teased on the subject by her daughters, it was an open +secret that such resemblances were precious in her sight. + +To this lady's "How do you do?" Mr. Harper responded with incoherency. +But the watchful Mary, who knew "the effect that mother had on some +people," promptly came to the young man's aid and helped him out with +great gallantry and success. + +With the laugh peculiarly hers, Mary fixed the sailorman in a chair at +a strategic distance from her mother, gave him a cup of tea and a +liberal piece of cake, also thoughtfully provided him with a plate and +a small table to put it on, because this creature of swift intuitions +somehow felt that he had not quite got his drawing-room legs at present. + +"You have a whole volume of questions to answer presently, Mr. Harper," +said Mary, "so take plenty of nourishment, please. One of the pink is +recommended. They've got maraschino." She took one herself and bit it +in half with a gusto that rather amazed the young man; somehow he had +not looked for it in a real Hyde Park lady. + +"Mmm--I told you--mmm--Klondyke." The real Hyde Park lady was speaking +with her mouth full. "Klondyke is the black sheep of the family. My +mother is simply dying to talk to you about him." + +This was not strictly true. Lady Pridmore was not of the kind that +simply dies to talk of anything to anybody. Before she married Sir +John, she had been a Miss Colthurst, of Suffolk. At the time of her +union with that gentleman, then plain Mr. Pridmore, _charge d'affaires_ +at Porocatepetl, and afterwards Her Britannic Majesty's representative +in several European capitals, her standard of conduct had been rigidly +fixed. She had seen much of life since, but nothing had ever caused +her to modify it. She was greatly interested in the perennial subject +of her eldest son, but to her mind, as it would have been to the +collective mind of the Colthursts of Suffolk from immemorial time, it +was merely an abuse of language for Mary to state that she was simply +dying to hear about Klondyke. She was always _much_ interested, +nevertheless, in the doings of poor dear Jack. + +However, a disappointment was in store for Lady Pridmore. This rather +strange looking young man with the shy and embarrassed manner was not +so communicative on the subject in conversation with her as he had been +when Mary had met him at dinner. He had really very little to tell +her. For one thing, it was by no means so easy to converse with her as +it had been with the altogether delightful daughter who knew exactly +when and how to lend a hand. + +The mother of Klondyke had therefore to do most of the talking about +that unsatisfactory young man. She certainly did it very well. That +is to say, she talked about him in a very even, precise, persistent, +Hyde-Park-lady tone. And the Sailor, as he sat listening with awe to a +conversation in which he did not feel in the least able to bear a part, +could only marvel that Klondyke had had such a mother as Lady Pridmore +and that Lady Pridmore had had such a son as Klondyke. + +It had always been Lady Pridmore's wish that her eldest son should +enter his father's profession. In the first place, he would have had +Influence to help him, and if there was anything more precious in the +sight of Lady Pridmore than Influence, it would have been very hard to +discover it. Again, he was the offspring of two diplomatic families; +at least, it was recorded in Burke, where each family's record was set +out at considerable length and no doubt with reasonable veracity, that +diplomacy was one of the callings which adorned two supremely honorable +escutcheons. + +In the opinion of Mary, also in that of Silvia, who ought to have been +back from Mudie's by now, and also, but in a less degree, in the +opinion of Otto--named after his godfather, a certain Prince Otto von +Bismarck--who generally got home from the Foreign Office about five, +their mother exaggerated the importance of the Pridmores of Yorkshire +and the Colthursts of Suffolk. No doubt they were two fairly old and +respectable families; Burke could certainly show cause for setting +store by them; each family ran to two full pages, fairly bristling with +peers and baronets and Lady Charlottes and Lady Sophias; and yet, to +their mother's grief, these three heretics, Mary, Silvia, and Otto, +generally known as the Prince, took pleasure in developing the theory +that it was mere Victorianism for Burke or anyone else to flaunt such a +pride in the Colthursts and the Pridmores. + +"Because," said Mary, "it is not as though either family has ever +produced anybody at all first-rate in anything." + +The intrusion of Burke reveals a certain attitude of mind in Lady +Pridmore. It was really surprising--three of her progeny always +maintained it, and a fourth would undoubtedly have done so had he ever +felt called upon to express an opinion in the matter--that one who had +seen as much of the world as their mother, who had dined and supped and +danced and paid calls in the most famous European capitals, who had +been intimate with Crowned Heads, who had been whirled by them across +ballrooms, who had the entree to the great world and had cut a very +decent figure in it, according to the memoirs of the time, should have +such obsolete ideas in regard to the value of the Colthurst family of +Suffolk and in slightly modified degree of the Pridmore family of +Yorkshire. As Mary said, it was funny. + +At present, however, Mr. Henry Harper did not share any such view of +Lady Pridmore. She and all that went with her seemed too important to +be contemplated in the light of levity. She had a dignity beyond +anything the Sailor had known or up till then had conceived to be +possible. Therefore, it made her relationship to Klondyke a crowning +wonder. + +"I shall always think, Mr. Harper," said Lady Pridmore, "that if they +had only given Jack his Eleven during his last term at Eton, it would +have made a great difference in his life. I don't say he ought to have +played against Harrow, but I certainly think they might have played him +against Winchester for his bowling. Had they done that, I am convinced +it would have steadied him, and then, no doubt, he would have settled +down and have followed in the footsteps of his father." + +This was the tragedy of Lady Pridmore's life, yet it said much for the +callousness of youth that Mary, Silvia, and the Prince were unable to +approach the subject with reverence. + +The Sailor kept up his end as well as he could, but his awe of Lady +Pridmore did not grow less. Therefore he could do himself no sort of +justice. Mary, who had taken him completely under her wing, was always +on the watch to render well-timed assistance. She helped him out of +one or two tight places, and then Silvia came in, with three books in a +strap. + +She was of a type different from Mary's, but Mr. Harper thought she was +very good to look at. She had the same air of directness that he liked +so much in the elder sister. An amused vivacity made her popular with +most people, yet behind it was a cool, rather cynical perception of men +and things. + +Mary introduced Mr. Harper, and Silvia shook hands with him in her +mother's manner, but with an eye of merriment which made quite a comic +effect. + +"I've just come from Mudie's," she said, "where they say everybody is +reading your book. It is wonderfully clever of you to have written it. +Sailors don't write as a rule, do they? Something better to do, I +suppose." + +"I don't know about that," said Henry Harper. Somehow he felt already +that Silvia was disarmingly easy to get on with. "Myself, I'd rather +be John Milton than the master of any ship that ever sailed the seas." + +"Yes, but that's because you were a sailor before you were a writer, +isn't it?" + +"It's what every writer that's worth his salt has got to be," said the +young man, quaintly. "John Milton was a sailor, too. A master +mariner." + +"Yes, of course," said Silvia. "I see what you mean." + +She had decided already that she very much liked this strange, wistful, +rather fine-drawn young man. He was quite different from any other +young man she had ever met. Somehow, he was exactly like his book. + +"It is odd you should have been on the same ship as my brother." + +"Yes," said the Sailor. "And yet it isn't. Nothing is really queer if +you come to think about it. It seems very much more strange to me that +I should be in this beautiful room talking to you ladies, than that I +should have been in the port watch with Klondyke aboard the _Margaret +Carey_." + +"The sea is more familiar to you than London," said Silvia, completely +disarmed by his naivete, as Mary had been. + +Otto now came in. His general aspect was not unlike Klondyke's, his +air was frank and manly, yet his bearing was more considered than that +hero's. All the same he had a full share of the family charm. + +"Otto," said Mary, "this is Mr. Harper, who knows Jack." + +"What, you know old Fly-up-the-Creek! Heaven help you!" + +Mr. Harper had already made the discovery that these people had a +language of their own, which he could only follow with difficulty. It +was a language which Madame Sadleir didn't teach, a language that Mr. +Ambrose didn't use, although he understood it well enough; in fact, it +was a language he had never heard before, and he somehow felt that Lady +Pridmore was rather pained by it. + +"Mr. Harper," said Mary, "this is our respectable brother. He is true +to type." + +"For the love of heaven, be quiet!" said Otto, gulping his tea. + +"Here's your book on Nietzsche," said Silvia. "Mr. Harper, what do you +think of Nietzsche?" + +Mr. Harper had never heard of Nietzsche, and he didn't hesitate to say +so. Lady Pridmore alone, of the four people present, failed to respect +his frankness. To her mind, it was inconceivable that an author by +profession and one reputed to be successful should not have heard of +Nietzsche. It was almost as if he had not heard of Lord Tennyson. + +Yet Mary and Silvia and even the Prince honored this candor. This chap +was a queer freak in the eyes of the budding diplomatist, but he had +been told by people who knew about such matters that all writing chaps +were, if they were at all first rate. All the same, he liked him. One +felt he was straight and decent, in spite of his outlandishness. +Somehow this quaint bird did not seem to be following the usual line of +country of the soaring eagles of the moment whom his sisters brought to +the house from time to time. + +The Prince took not unkindly to the sailorman, who had written two very +curious books about the sea. They were much overrated, in the Prince's +opinion. The style was uncertain, and the colors were laid on too +thick for anything, but people who knew Ted Ambrose, for instance, +thought a good deal of them. Personally, the Prince believed in style. +Stevenson, for example, wrote like an educated man. This man's writing +in its crude force had somehow the air of the lower deck. Ambrose said +there was greatness in it, all the same. Personally, the Prince +preferred polished mediocrity, and was not ashamed of the fact, not +that one could call a chap like Stevenson mediocre. But this man +Harper lacked something, although it was to his credit to admit that he +had never heard of Nietzsche. But obviously he hadn't. + + + + +VIII + +Mary's enthusiasm for the sailorman was shared by Silvia, although not +perhaps in an equal degree. Lady Pridmore was inclined to be a little +distressed by it, in the way that she was inclined to be a little +distressed by so many things. The Prince merely thought there was no +harm in the chap, but that he was a freak. + +Edward Ambrose, who had discovered what Lady Pridmore considered this +rather odd young man, had many questions to answer when next he +appeared in Queen Street. As a particular friend of the house, he +turned the tables by adroitly chaffing Lady Pridmore and the Prince, +and by ministering gaily to Mary's and Silvia's tempered ecstasies. + +In the meantime, the Sailor was indulging little private ecstasies of +his own. The visit to a Mayfair drawing-room had marked one more epoch +in a strange career. He had entered another new and wonderful world. +It was a world whose language was a closed book to him at present. +Perhaps it always would be; at any rate, it seemed to lie out of the +range even of Madame Sadleir, whose instruction he still courted +diligently. + +It was a world of peculiar grace, of external harmony and beauty. The +trained minds marching with the trained movements of these people lent +the quality of poetry to all they said and did. And they took what he +could only call their refinement so much for granted, that they seemed +almost to apologize for the sheer niceness in which they had so +completely enveloped themselves. He had not known that such people +existed in mass and bulk, at least that they had a corporate life of +their own. The glamour they had for him was extraordinary. It would +have been impossible to think without a thrill of his friend Miss +Pridmore, even if she had not been the sister of the immortal Klondyke. + +Mary herself found so much in common with the Sailor that she began to +show him the sights of the town. She was quite a modern girl in her +breadth and independence, happily inoculated against every sort of ism, +but at the same time capable of following any line she marked out for +herself. The Sailor had soon begun to interest her very much, and +instinctively divining something of his handicap, she wished to help +him all she could. + +About a week after the first visit to Queen Street, she led the young +man to the National Gallery to see the Turners. They spent a very +profitable morning holding high communion before them. His unstudied +comments seemed to give her a juster view not of art merely, but of +life as well. The depth of his intoxication as he stood before these +seascapes, sensing them, drinking them in, filled her with wonder. + +"God!" he muttered once. She saw his eyes were full of tears, and she +felt a stab of pity. + +Life had not been kind to this man. A thousand subtle, half +apprehended things had already told her that. He had said in his odd +way, which was yet so poignant, that he "had started a long way behind +scratch." Indeed, it was the sight of these very Turners which had +wrung the admission from him. + +After this, they went one day to Manchester Square to see the Wallace +collection, and to concerts on several Sunday afternoons, but the +climax of esthetic delight was reached for Henry Harper when one +evening he was taken to the Opera to hear "Tristan." Edward Ambrose, +who it seemed numbered the super-rich among his friends, had been lent +a box on the grand tier. And nothing would content him save that +others should share the blessings which attend acquaintance with +plutocracy. + +The box was able to accommodate six persons, and those whom Edward +Ambrose lured into honoring it and being honored by it were the three +ladies, the Prince, Henry Harper, and himself. Lady Pridmore and the +Prince were a little bored undoubtedly. She had the lowest opinion of +Wagner and thought the Germans overrated generally. The Prince was +more discreet in his condemnation, but he certainly thought the Prelude +was too long. Edward Ambrose, Mary, and Silvia had heard it so often +that it was almost ceasing to be an excitement for them: a frame of +mind, it is said, which connotes the amateur. As for Mr. Harper, that +was an ever-memorable night. + +From this time on he was in a state of growing ecstasy which threatened +to become perilous. Existence was now an enchanted thing. A veritable +Fairy Princess had come into his life. In speech, in manner, in look, +in deed, she was of royal kin. In all the Sailor's wanderings, in all +his imaginings, no mortal woman had assumed the significance of this +sister of the immortal Klondyke. + +O goddess rare and strange! He was already in her thrall. She was +gray-eyed Athena of whom his reading had lately been telling him, she +was Wisdom herself come to earth in the disciplined splendor of her +spirit. Already he was prostrate at the shrine. It was for Her that +he had sailed the multitudinous seas, it was for Her that he had +traversed noisome caverns measureless to man. + +Aladdin, with a flash of the wonderful lamp, had shown him a reason for +many things. Strange and dreadful burdens had been laid upon him, +every inch of his endurance had been tested in Fate's crucible, that in +the end he might win through to a high destiny. Was it for nothing +that, shoeless and stockingless, he had cried, "Orrible Crime on the +Igh Seas," in the slush of a Blackhampton gutter? Was it for nothing +that he had looked on the Island of San Pedro? No; there was purpose +behind it all. At the chosen hour the goddess Athena was to appear in +order that he might be healed with the divine wisdom. + +Life was touched to very fine issues for the Sailor now. And yet so +swift was the change that he did not realize its peril. The sister of +Klondyke meant much to him already. Sometimes he read his work to her. +When they discussed it afterwards her comments would reveal a depth of +knowledge that astonished him, and raised the whole matter of the +argument to a higher plane. Many an enchanted talk they had together. +So miraculously were their minds in tune that it almost seemed they +must have conversed through unnumbered ages. Then, too, in the most +tactful and delicate way, she was his guide amid the elusive paths of +this new and divine world he was entering. Yet she asked so little and +gave so much, such a change was wrought in his life by subtle degrees, +that he was blind to the terrible danger. + +It was in late spring, when they had known each other nearly three +months, that the Sailor had a first intimation of coming disaster. By +that time he had yielded completely to a state of bliss. Moreover, he +was now in the thrall of Athena's counterfeit and epitome as imaged by +other sailormen who had held communings with her. She had sent to +Brinkworth Street on three successive Mondays, recking nought of her +deed, certain magic volumes in which she herself was mirrored by the +mind of a poet: "Richard Feverel," "Beauchamp," and "The Egoist." And +then as he felt the sorcery of Renee, Clara, Lucy, and other +adumbrations of Athena herself, something happened. + +It was merely that she went out of town for a fortnight. But that +fortnight was enough to tell the Sailor one tragic thing. A glamour +had gone from the earth. The grass of May was no longer green; +Chelsea's river was no longer a vindication of Turner; the birds no +longer sang in Middlesex. + +A strange thing had come to pass. The Sailor had suffered one sea +change the more. But at first, had his life depended on it, he could +not have said what it was. He only knew that he was losing appetite +for the magic food on which he had been waxing lately: it was no longer +possible to devour poetry and wisdom in the way he had done. Moreover +his pen no longer flew across the paper. It took him a whole week to +do that which he now expected to accomplish in a morning, and then the +result pleased him so little that he tore it up. He was bitterly +disconcerted by this mystery. But one day, the eighth of her absence, +the truth came to him, like a ghost in the night. Life was no longer +possible without Mary Pridmore. + +It was about four o'clock of a morning in June when this fact overtook +him. As he lay in bed, facing it as well as he could, it seemed to +submerge him. He sprang forth to meet the cold dawn creeping from the +Thames, flung up the blind and opened the window. In the grip of the +old relentless force he turned his eyes to the east. The faint flecks +of orange across the river were the gates of paradise, yet the Sailor +hardly knew whether the sinister gloom beyond was a bank of cloud or +the trees upon the Island of San Pedro. In an exaltation of the spirit +which he had only known once before in his life, he seemed to hear a +particular name being twittered by the birds in the eaves. Mary +Pridmore! Mary Pridmore! + +It was fantastic, it was ridiculous, it was perhaps a form of mania, +but there was the fact. And a policeman, passing along Brinkworth +Street at that moment, seemed to tread out that magic name upon its +echoing pavement! + +She had given him her address: Miss Pridmore, at Greylands, near +Woking. He must write, she had said, but not before he had finished +"The Egoist," and had made up his mind about it; thereby revealing, as +became a properly conventional Miss Pridmore, that it was not so much +the sailorman who was of consequence as his opinion on a highly +technical matter! + +In the innocence of his heart he had already written and posted a +letter. His views were expressed with a naivete at the opposite pole +from Box Hill on these high epistolary occasions. It was not in this +wise that the mage addressed his own particular goddesses. + +No answer had yet come to this letter. Therefore in the half light of +dawn he sat down to write a second and more considered one. Vain +endeavor! It was not for the pen of mortal to unlock the heart of the +true prince, unless the genie willed it. And this morning, alas, the +genie was not amenable. For it suddenly addressed the Sailor, not with +the voice of a magician, but with rude horse sense. + +"Get into bed, you fool," said the genie. "Cease making an idiot of +yourself. Athena is as far beyond you as the stars in their courses +which have just gone back into heaven." + +The Sailor returned to his bed, to dream. He did his best to be +rational, but the task was hopeless. "Mary Pridmore! Mary Pridmore!" +twittered the sparrows in the eaves of Chelsea. + + + + +IX + +A little after five had struck by the church of St. Clement at the +bottom of Brinkworth Street, he rose again from his bed. He flung on +his clothes, draped a scarf round his neck in lieu of a collar, crept +downstairs and out of the front door of No. 14 into the streets of the +metropolis. + +This morning there was a coolness in the air. And as soon as he felt +it he was able to think more clearly. A sharp thrill ran through his +brain. It was hardly three months since he had roamed the streets of +London in the morning hours with tumult in his heart. + +Since that night he had explored whole continents; hardly anything +remained of many former worlds he had inhabited; but there was a spear +in the side of Ulysses, and he must always remember that none could +pluck it out. + +As he reached the bottom of the street and Thames in his majesty smiled +grimly upon him, he knew that he was in terrible case. He was no more +than a frail mortal, caught in the toils of irresistible forces. What +hope had such a one of outfacing the decrees of fate? + +It was not until he had walked for an hour by the waters of Thames that +he returned to Brinkwater Street, to breakfast. A letter with the +Woking postmark was at the side of his plate. It said: + + +Greylands. + Thursday. + +MY DEAR MR. HARPER, + +Your view of 'The Egoist' is a new light to me on a most wonderful +book. It is not exactly how I see it myself, but I somehow feel you +are very near the truth. But when you say that a man such as +Willoughby is not quite sane there is a point for argument. You are +also too severe, I think, in your judgment of the author of his being. +You say he could never really have known what life is. There I frankly +don't agree with you, but of course we look at things so differently, +and that is the great charm of your long letter. This is a very stupid +one, but I won't apologize for it, because it is the best I can write, +and I shall not have the presumption to try to meet you on your own +ground. You have sailed the High Seas, whereas I have only read about +them. Looking back on the conversations we have had I see you as a +master mariner. This is not an idle compliment. You have not yet +gained your full stature, you have yet to declare yourself in your +power, but believe me you have the strength of a giant, and if such a +wish is not an impertinence I hope you will have the courage to achieve +your destiny. + +Yours always most sincerely, + MARY PRIDMORE. + + +This letter was like a draft of wine to the Sailor. He read it many +times before that day was out, but he turned to it again and again long +after he knew every word by heart. It gave him a new zest for his +work. He had quite a good day with the pen. Under these high auspices +he took new courage to go on. Much was asked of him by this sacred +intimacy. By deeds alone could he show himself worthy. + +In reply to this letter he wrote a very long one to Miss Pridmore, at +Greylands, near Woking. It was not so discreet and carefully +considered as the one he had intended to write; he let himself go far +more than he felt he ought to have done. And the reply he received the +day before the fortnight was up was similarly expansive and just as +entrancing as the former one. But the whole effect was marred by a +grievous disappointment. Instead of returning from Greylands on the +morrow, which was Saturday, she was going to stay another week. + +How could he bear the burden of existence for such an intolerable +length of time without a sight of her? It was asking more of flesh and +blood than flesh and blood thought reasonable. + +The next day, Saturday, was a time of gloom. He could not work at all, +and it was no use making a pretence of it. But in the evening, sadly +smoking a pipe after so meager a dinner that Mr. Paley was quite +disconcerted, there came an inspiration. + +Why not pay a visit to Woking on the morrow? Why not make his way to +Greylands--wherever Greylands might be--and without revealing an +unsanctioned presence, gaze upon Athena in all her glory as she came +out of church, which he knew she attended every Sunday? + +The idea at once took possession of him. And presently it flamed so +hot in his mind that he borrowed a Bradshaw from Mr. Paley and found, +as he had surmised, that there was no lack of trains to Woking on the +morrow. He decided that the one which arrived at 9.20 would be the +best for his purpose. That would give him plenty of time to locate +Greylands, and ample opportunity, no doubt, to reach it. + +Sunday came, a fair June day, and the Sailor, having made an early, but +in the circumstances surprisingly efficient, breakfast, set forth to +Waterloo Station. Such an adventure could receive no sanction from men +or gods, but after all, reflected Henry Harper as he went his way, no +possible harm can come of it if I don't let her see me! + +The train arrived at Woking only five minutes late, which was really +not bad for the Sabbath. Only one porter was to be seen on the +deserted platform, and he, with the gruffness of a martyr ill resigned, +had "never heard on it," that is to say, had never heard of Greylands. + +This was a rebuff. The clerk in the booking office, suffering also +from a sense of injustice, was equally unhelpful. However, outside the +station was a solitary flyman in charge of a promiscuous vehicle, and +he, it seemed, had heard of Greylands, moreover, scenting a fare, knew +how to get there. + +"It's afore you come to Bramshott, just off the Guildford Road. How +far? All out three mile. But I shan't ask more than four shilling." + +The Sailor declined this offer with politeness. He would have plenty +of time to walk, which was what he wanted to do. The flyman, in spite +of a keen disappointment, received such a sincere and cordial "Good +morning," that he returned it without discourtesy. + +The first thing to enkindle the senses of the Sailor was the smell of +the fresh country earth. A very little rain had fallen in the night, +but enough to renew with a divine cleanliness these wide spaces, these +open heaths. + +The bracken, young and green and a mass of shining crystals, was +uncurling itself on each side of the road. The birds were in full +choir, the trees were near the pomp of midsummer, the sun of June made +a glory of the distant hills. It was a noble world. Long before the +Sailor came to Greylands he was like a harp strung and touched to +ecstasy by the implicit hand of nature. + +He knew he was speculating on the bare chance of a sight of Athena. +There was nothing to tell him that she would go that morning to +Bramshott parish church. The only guide he had was that she went to +church at least once every Sunday, and sometimes twice, but whether +this would involve attendance at the local service must be the part of +faith to answer. + +At any rate, whether he set eyes on her or not, he was trudging to +Greylands through the bracken in ease of mind and high expansion of +spirit. He might not see her, yet he was giving himself the glorious +opportunity. It was on the knees of the gods, but already he felt +stronger, braver, saner, for having put it to the touch. + +A little after ten he came to Bramshott village. It was a small place +of quaint timber-framed houses, and in the middle was a church. But it +all seemed commonplace enough. There was nothing here to minister to +an intense emotion; nothing but the sun, the birds, the sky, the +bracken, the perfumed loveliness of mother earth. + +He was not such a fool as to fear his ecstasy. Come what might he +would live his hour. The towers of Greylands, he was told in the +village, could be seen from the church porch. There they were, sure +enough, banked and massive, cutting across the sun with their +importunate red brick. This, at any rate, was her local habitation. +It was his to gaze upon even if no other guerdon rewarded him. + +As became a true sailorman, who had sailed six years before the mast, +he had brought home a pocket of horse sense from his wanderings. +Therefore, as soon as he had drunk his fill of those flanked towers, he +went inside the church and found a decrepit pew-opener who was full of +information. + +The service began at eleven. Reverend Manson was the vicar and also +the squire of the parish, although Greylands was the rich folk, and +they always came of a Sunday morning, whatever the weather, if the +Fambly was at home. Their name was Ellis, and they were very rich. + +Armed with this knowledge, the Sailor decided upon a bold course. He +took up a position in a corner of the church some way behind the +Greylands pew, which had been duly pointed out to him. Here he sat +unseen with one solid pillar to conceal him. But he had taken care +that in spite of the pillar a clear sight of the Greylands pew should +be his. + +It seemed a long time to eleven. But it came at last, and with it, or +rather shortly before it, by the courtesy of the gods, came Mary +Pridmore. She entered before the Sailor, counting the seconds in his +fastness, realized that she was there. + +She wore a simple dress of soft gray and a black hat. But in no +particular had she abated a whit of her regality. In that fine outline +was a quality that made his pulses leap. As she went down the aisle +with two white-spatted, ultra-princelike cavaliers, and two ladies, +older than she, yet in garb more fanciful, the Sailor caught just a +glimpse of her face. Yes, this was Athena herself, a creature +altogether splendid yet restrained, who drew the Sailor's very soul and +held it, while she knelt on her hassock, with an air of gravest +submission and dignity. + +Suddenly he realized that she was praying. With a rather irrational +impulse of shame he fell on his knees. The knowledge abased him that +he had neglected this obvious duty, but yet he had the excuse, such as +it was, that this was the very first time in his life he had entered a +church. + +Hitherto--if the Sailor must face the truth--the whole of his +intercourse with religious things had been confined to two tea and bun +fights with addresses to follow, under the aegis of that light of his +youth, the Reverend Rogers, at the Brookfield Street Mission Hall. +Therefore he didn't know in the least what to do. However, let him +keep his eyes in front of him. When Athena got up he must get up, when +she sat down he must sit down. And kneeling as she kneeled, he +devoutly hoped that he was rendering homage to the same God as she, +although with far less whole-hearted allegiance than hers at the moment. + +It was hard to know what use to make of the Book of Common Prayer that +the verger had given him. He had never opened such a volume before. +To the best of his recollection one had been lent him at the Brookfield +Street Mission Hall, but certainly it had not been opened. It would +have been no use to do so, seeing that he could not read a word of it +then. But he could read it now, and he desired to render thanks for +that miraculous, that crowning mercy. + +The service was long, but to the Sailor it was entrancing. The +imperial outline of Athena was ever before him; and yet in despite of +her he had at least a part of a devout mind to spare for an ancient +mystery. Reverend Manson in his dual role of vicar and squire of +Bramshott was something of a patriarch. It was a fine face, and to the +Sailor it was a symbolical presence. He was simple and sincere, and +whatever his learning may have been he wore it like a flower. Somehow, +Reverend Manson spoke to the heart of the Sailor. During that +enchanted hour he followed him into an unknown kingdom. Yet as he did +this the young man was thrilled by the thought that he did not journey +alone. Athena was with him at every step he took. + +The prayers passed and the singing, which affected him strangely; then +came the sermon, and after that more singing, and then came the verger +with the collection plate. The Sailor put in half a sovereign; +anything but gold seemed a profanation of a most solemn rite. And then +he did an immensely wise thing. He glided swiftly, in the midst of the +hymn, out of the church, and out of Bramshott village into the lanes of +Surrey. + + + + +X + +More than one long and golden hour the Sailor wandered through bracken +and heather. He didn't know in the least where he was going, and there +seemed no reason why he should care. He had a wonderful sense of +adventure. Here was something real. This was the noble and gorgeous +life to which the streets of Blackhampton, the deck of the _Margaret +Carey_, the sojourn at King John's Mansions were the dreadful but +necessary prelude. + +After a long beat across country, and away, away he knew not where, he +struck a path which carried him into a charming village tucked away +under a hill. It then occurred to him that he was very hungry. The +sign of "The Chequers" in the village street brought the fact home. At +this neat hostelry with a roof of thatch he was able to declare himself +a _bona fide_ traveler, and was rewarded with a noble chunk of bread +and cheese and a glass of beer, a thin and tepid brew whose only merit +was the quality of wetness. But such fare and an hour's rest on a +wooden bench in a cool parlor with a sanded floor was Elysium. + +After that again the road--but only the road in a manner of speaking. +The Sailor, roaming now the high seas of his desire, was in no mood at +present for the ordered routes of commerce. Let it be the open +country. Let him be borne across multitudinous seas on the wings of +fancy. Therefore, as a bird flies, he struck across the pathless +heather. The bracken rose waist high, but wherever it ran he followed +it, now through the close-grown woods, now across furzy common and open +spaces. + +On and on he wandered all the golden afternoon. And then quite +suddenly came evening and an intense weariness which was not made less +because he didn't know where he was. He only knew that he was in +Surrey and very tired. But, all at once, Providence declared itself in +an unexpected way. Straight ahead among the trees was a tiny opening, +and threading it a hum of telegraph wires. + +This could only mean that a main road was at hand. Quickened to new +life by such a rare piece of luck he pushed on, thanking his stars. +Evidently he could not be far from a town or a railway. As a fact, he +had struck the Guilford Road, and a hundred yards or so along it the +friendliest milestone he had ever met assured him that he was three +miles from the country town of Surrey. + +Those three miles, honest turnpike as they were, proved a test of +endurance. But they ended at last. Footsore and limping now, he +crossed a bridge and entered a railway station where the lamps were lit +already. And then Providence really surpassed itself! The last train +to London was due in twenty minutes. + +The Sailor flung himself down on a seat in the station in a state of +heavenly fatigue. It had been such a day as he had never known, and +his final gracious act of fortune was a fitting climax. It was true +the last train to London was twenty minutes late, but it sufficed to +know that it was surely coming. + +Finally it came, and the Sailor entered it. Moreover, he had the +carriage to himself, and was able to lie full length on the cushions in +an orgy of weariness. He dozed deliciously all the way to Waterloo, +which he reached at something after eleven. It was striking midnight +by St. Clement's Church as he turned the latchkey in the door of No. 14 +Brinkworth Street. At a quarter past that hour the Sailor was in his +bed too deeply asleep even to dream of Athena. + + + + +XI + +One of Mary Pridmore's first acts upon her return from Greylands was to +summon the sailorman to dine in Queen Street. She was a little +peremptory. That is to say, she could take no refusal; it seemed that +a certain Mr. Nixon, a Cabinet Minister, had expressed a wish to meet +the author of "Dick Smith." + +Miss Pridmore was a little excited by this desire on the part of Mr. +Nixon. In her opinion, if you were a member of the Cabinet, it was +important you should be met; yet Henry Harper did not attach as much +significance to the matter as perhaps he ought to have done. In fact, +he was a little vague upon the subject. He knew that the newspapers +talked mysteriously about the Cabinet, and abused it fearfully every +morning with the most devoted and courageous persistency; also he +remembered that one of Auntie's temporary husbands was said to have +been a cabinetmaker when he was in work, but neither this fact, nor the +attitude of the public press, seemed to afford any reason why he must +in no circumstances disappoint the President of the Board of +Supererogation. + +"Please don't be so cool to the Cabinet, Mr. Harper," Athena pleaded, +while the young man sought a way out of the impasse. "When such a man +as Mr. Nixon asks to meet you, it means that you have _really_ arrived. +Not that it matters. You have arrived without any help from Mr. Nixon. +But he is an old friend of mother's, and he is greatly interested in +your book." + +The Sailor wanted very particularly, but as delicately as he could, to +escape the ordeal of dining in Queen Street, Mayfair. Instinct warned +him that this would prove a different matter from a party in Bury +Street. The truth was, he had not been able to overcome an +unreasonable awe of Lady Pridmore. Then, too, he had an uneasy feeling +that he was a little out of his depth with the Prince. Yet again, Miss +Silvia, friendly and amusing as she was, gave him a slight sense of +hidden, invisible barriers which he could never hope to surmount. + +Mary, however, would take no denial. Her mother would be much +disappointed, and so would Mr. Nixon, and so would Uncle George, who +had also expressed a desire to be present. In Lady Pridmore's opinion +this really "ranged" Mr. Harper, and with such a person as Lady +Pridmore, that was an operation of the first magnitude, not, of course, +that her daughter confided that to the Sailor in so many words. + +"I am talking nonsense," said Mary, with that sharp turn of frankness +which the Sailor adored in her. "If you don't want to meet people, +there is no reason why you should. I sometimes feel exactly the same +myself. Mr. Nixon is a bore, and Uncle George--well, he's Uncle +George. It will be a tiresome evening for you, but Edward is coming +and Jack Ellis, whom we both like, and his fiancee who is quite +amusing, and if you really decide to come, I am sure it will please +mother." + +The Sailor saw, however, that it would please Mary. And that was +reason enough for him to accept the invitation after all. + +When the day came, it was in fear and trembling that he put on his new +evening clothes, with which he had been provided by Edward Ambrose's +own tailor. Upon a delicate hint from his friend, he discarded his +first suit, which he now realized was a little too crude for a growing +reputation. Yet, rather oddly, he could hardly be brought to +understand that he had such a thing as a reputation. Indeed, it was +only in Queen Street, Mayfair, that a reputation seemed to matter. + +A dinner party at No. 50 was a serious affair. He had to begin by +shaking hands with Lady Pridmore, who looked like a lady from the walls +of Burlington House. A week ago he had been with Mary to the Royal +Academy of Arts. Then, also, formidable looking strangers abounded. +Foremost of these was Uncle George. + +Uncle George was an elderly admiral retired. Among the younger members +of the family he was known as "Old Blunderbore." His voice, once of +great use on the quarterdeck, was really a little too much for a +drawing-room of modest dimensions. Also, his opinions were many and +they were unqualified, his stories were long and quite pointless as a +rule, he was apt to indulge in a kind of ventriloquial entertainment +when he ate his soup, he drank a goodish deal, and was not always very +polite to the servants; yet being Uncle George, his sister-in-law +seemed to feel that he was a person of immense consequence, and he did +not disguise the fact that he considered her a sensible woman for +thinking so. + +Uncle George seized the hand of the Sailor in marine style, and said, +in his loud voice, "Good book you wrote, young man. 'Adventures of +Paul Jones.' Good book. Some of it's true, I'm told, and, of course, +that makes it much better." + +At this point, Mary the watchful led the Sailor gently but firmly out +of the range of Uncle George. + +That warrior, baffled of his prey, fell like a sea leopard upon Edward +Ambrose, who, however, countered him quietly and with frank amusement. + +"Never made a bigger mistake in your life, Ambrose, than to compare +'Paul Jones' with 'Robinson Crusoe.'" + +Ambrose did not consider it necessary to point out that he had never +once mentioned "Paul Jones," and that he was too wise a man ever to +compare anything with "Robinson Crusoe." Instead, he laughed the note +that was quite peculiar to himself, and mildly asked Uncle George what +he thought of the latest performance of the First Lord of the Admiralty. + +In the meantime, the Sailor was having to sustain the shock of a first +meeting with the President of the Board of Supererogation. His mentor +had already described this pillar of the Government as a bore. But the +Sailor was not yet sufficiently acquainted with things and men to +regard the Right Honorable Gregory Nixon with this measure of +detachment. + +The impact, however, of the Front Bench manner was less severe than was +to have been expected. The voice of Mr. Nixon was nothing like so +formidable as his appearance. + +"A great pleasure, a great pleasure." Mr. Nixon had a trick of +repeating his phrases. "Pray, how did you come to write it all? +Angrove thinks"--to the profound and morbid horror of the public press, +Mr. Angrove at that moment was the Prime Minister of the +realm--"Angrove thinks..." + +Happily, the butler informed his mistress that dinner was served, and +for a time Mr. Nixon had to postpone what Mr. Angrove thought. + +It was only for a time, however, that it was possible to do so. The +President of the Board of Supererogation did all his thinking +vicariously in terms of Mr. Angrove. But there was just one subject on +which Mr. Nixon had opinions of his own. That was the subject of +divorce, and it may have been for the reason that it was not a cabinet +matter. Before the evening was over, it was tolerably certain that the +President of the Board of Supererogation would identify himself +publicly and at length with the minority report. + +This cheerless fact had to be taken for granted. Divorce in its +various aspects was a constant preoccupation of the right honorable +gentleman. He had never been married himself, and was never likely to +be. Had this not been the case Mr. Gregory Nixon must have felt bound +to defer to any opinion that Mr. Angrove might or might not have +expressed upon the matter. + +"We are in for it now," whispered Mary to the Sailor, who was eating +the entree, sweetbreads with white sauce, and wishing he could use a +knife as well as a fork. "But it's Uncle George's fault. He's given +him a chance with his silly and pointless story, which is a mere +perversion of a very much better one. There, what did I say?" + +It was tragically true, that Mr. Nixon was already in the saddle. + +"If he would only say something sensible! He is like that character in +Dickens--but his King Charles's head is the minority report." + +Still, this may have been a woman's thrust, because Mary did not happen +to be an admirer of Mr. Nixon's personality. Yet he was a very +agreeable man, and on the subject of divorce he talked extraordinarily +well, perhaps quite as well as it is possible for any human being to +talk on such a vexed and complicated subject. + +Mr. Nixon knew that, no doubt. The fact was, that just as one man may +have a genius for playing chess, another for shooting clay pigeons, a +third for hitting a golf ball or casting a fly, so this eminent +politician had a genius for discussing divorce. He may have felt that +on that topic no human being could stand against him at a small dinner +party where the conversation was general. Lady Pridmore seemed grieved +when her hero began to expose this flaw in the armor of a Christian +gentleman, Uncle George became furious and was suddenly rude to the +butler, Mary and Silvia and the Prince looked the picture of misery, +and Edward Ambrose came within an ace of choking himself. + +All the same, the discussion which followed was of breathless interest +to one person at that table. Henry Harper hung on every word of it. + +Mary herself was the first to take up the gage of battle. And she took +it up gallantly. She didn't think for a moment that divorce ought to +be made more easy. In her opinion, it ought to be made more difficult. + +"Why?" asked Mr. Nixon. He asked no more than that, but there was the +weight of several royal commissions in the inquiry. + +But Mary had the flame of war in her eyes. She knew what Mr. Nixon's +opinions were, and she was heartily ashamed of them. On this subject +she could make a very good show for herself, because she happened to +feel strongly upon it. + +Mr. Nixon was a latitudinarian. He would have divorce brought within +the reach of all classes of the community. It should be equally +accessible to the poor and the well-to-do. He would greatly amplify +the grounds for obtaining it, and even went the length of affirming +that the mutual consent of the contracting parties should alone +suffice. Moreover, he saw no reason why marriage should not be a +contract like any other for a period of years. + +Mary bluntly considered these were abominable heresies, and several +other women, not to mention Mr. Ellis and Uncle George, shared her +opinion. Even Lady Pridmore, who in her heart was horrified by her +hero's fall, was moved to remark that it would be impossible to carry +on society on any such basis. + +"Of course it would," said Mary, with a vehemence that was startling. +"For better for worse, for richer for poorer, that's my view. I dare +say it's old-fashioned, but I'm sure it's right." + +"There I dissent," said Mr. Nixon. "It isn't right at all. Our +marriage laws are out of date. They can no longer meet the needs of +the community. They are as far behind the twentieth century as a stage +coach or a two-horse omnibus. Untold misery and hardship have been +inflicted upon the population, and it is high time there was practical +legislation upon the subject." + +"Marriage," said Mary, with charming pugnacity, "is the most sacred +contract into which it is possible for any human being to enter. And +if it is not to be binding, I really don't know what contract is or can +hope to be. What is your view of the question, Mr. Harper?" she asked, +suddenly, of the young man at her side. + +The Sailor had been listening with an attention almost painful. But he +felt quite unequal to taking a part in the argument. Therefore he +contented himself with the general statement that it ought to be easier +to get a divorce than it was at present. + +"I am grieved to hear you say that," said Athena, with a note in her +voice which startled him. "I know I am rather a fanatic, but I really +don't see how there can be two opinions upon the matter." + +Feeling very unhappy, Henry Harper did not try to contest the point. +But this was a subject upon which she felt so strongly that she could +not leave it in such a very unsatisfactory state. + +"Those whom God hath joined let no man put asunder," said Athena. "How +is it possible to go beyond that! I would even abolish divorce +altogether." + +The young man felt a sudden chill. + +"Suppose a man had been divorced through no fault of his own?" he said +in a far-away voice. + +"I don't think a divorced person ought ever to remarry." + +"That might hit some people very hard," said Henry Harper, perhaps +without a full understanding of the words he used. + +"There are bound to be cases in which it would work very cruelly. One +realizes that. But ought it to make a difference? There must always +be those who have to be sacrificed for the sake of the community." + +Henry Harper appreciated the strength of that argument. At the moment, +in the strangeness of his surroundings, he was not able to grapple with +it. But he was dimly aware that almost unknown to himself he had come +to the border of another perilous country. + + + + +XII + +As the June night was ablaze with stars Edward Ambrose and the Sailor +walked some of the way home together. + +"I hope you enjoyed yourself," said Ambrose. + +Was it possible for a man to do otherwise with gray-eyed Athena sitting +beside him nearly the whole evening! + +"I enjoyed myself very much," said the Sailor simply. + +"The Pridmores are very old friends of mine. An interesting family, I +always think." + +They walked on in silence for a little time, and then the Sailor said +suddenly: + +"Mary seems to have strong ideas about divorce." As he spoke he felt a +curious tension. + +"Surprisingly so," said Edward Ambrose, in his detached way, "for such +a modern girl. Somehow one doesn't quite expect it." + +"No," said the Sailor. + +"It is the measure of her genuineness." Edward Ambrose seemed at that +moment to be addressing his words less to the young man at his side +than to the stars of heaven. "But she is very complex to me. I've +known her all her life.... I've watched her grow up." A whimsical +sigh was certainly addressed to the stars of heaven. "It is rather +wonderful to see all that Pridmore and Colthurst crassness and +narrowness, that has somehow made England great in spite of itself--if +you know what I mean..." + +The Sailor didn't know in the least, but that was of no consequence to +Edward Ambrose in the expression of his mood. + +"... touched to finer issues." + +The Sailor knew now, but his companion gave him no chance to say so. + +"She's so strong and fine, so independent, so modern!" Edward Ambrose +laughed his rare note, yet for some reason it was without gaiety. + +The truth was he had long been deeply in love with Mary Pridmore, but +it was only in certain moments that he realized it. + +"I suppose you knew Klondyke?" said the Sailor, wistfully. + +"Her brother Jack? Oh, yes. He's thrown back to some Viking strain. +One can hardly imagine his being the brother of Otto and the son of his +mother or the son of his father." + +"I can imagine Mary being the sister of Klondyke," said the Sailor. + +"Really! I never see her at quite that angle myself. He's a funny +chap." Edward Ambrose was really not thinking at all of any mere male +member of the Pridmore family. "Might have done well in diplomacy. +Son of his father. Ought to have gone far." Again Edward Ambrose +loosed his wonderful note, but it had nothing to do with Jack Pridmore. +"And what does he do? And yet, the odd thing is he may be right." + +"Klondyke's a white man from way back," said the Sailor abruptly. + +The phrase was new to Edward Ambrose, who, as became a man with a keen +literary sense, turned it over in his mind. And then he suddenly +remembered that he owed it to his friends, the Pridmores, to be a +little more guarded in his utterances concerning them. + +"Good night, Henry," he said, offering his hand at the corner of +Albemarle Street. + +In the same moment, a human derelict fastened upon the Sailor, who had +to send him away with the price of a bed before he could return his +friend's good night. + +Thinking their thoughts they went their ways. Edward Ambrose crossed +in a black mood to St. James Street. For a reason he could not explain +a sudden depression had come upon him. A sharp sense of life's tragic +complexity had entered his mind. In order to correct its dire +influence he lit a pipe and started to read a manuscript which had come +to him that morning. It was called, "A Master Mariner," Book the First. + +"Damn it all," he thought a few minutes later. "There can be no +possible doubt about that boy. If he can only put the whole thing +through in this style, what a book it will be!" + + + + +XIII + +In the meantime, the Sailor was walking home to Brinkworth Street, +distributing largesse. + +"Poor, broken mariners," he said, when his pockets were finally empty. +"Poor marooned sailormen. I expect all these have seen the Island of +San Pedro. I expect some of them are living on it now." + +He went to bed, but not to sleep. He had begun to realize that he was +getting into very deep waters. The truth was, he was growing a little +afraid. He had been a little afraid ever since that magical Sunday in +the wilds of Surrey. And now tonight, as he lay tossing on his pillow, +a very definite sense of peril was slowly entering into him. If he was +not very careful, the tide of affairs would prove too much, and he +would find himself carried out to sea. + +As he lay awake through the small hours, the sinister truth grew clear +that grim forces were closing upon him again. His will was in danger +of being overpowered, if it was not overpowered already. Mary Pridmore +had come to mean so much to him that it seemed quite impossible to hold +life on any terms without her. Yet it was morbidly weak to admit for a +single moment anything of the kind. + +During the week that followed, Mary and "the sailorman" undertook +several harmless little excursions. One afternoon she called for him +with Silvia in her mother's car and drove by way of Richmond Park to +Hampton Court. For the Sailor that was a very memorable day. He had a +walk alone in the palace garden with Athena, while Silvia, with a keen +sense of the fitness of things, paid a call upon some friends of hers +in what she impudently called the Royal Workhouse. + +This enchanted afternoon, Mary and the Sailor didn't talk divorce. +Many things in earth and heaven they talked about, but that subject was +not among them. They scaled the heights together, they roamed the +mountain places. She told him that the first book of "A Master +Mariner," which she had been allowed to read in manuscript, had carried +her completely away, and she most sincerely hoped that he would be able +to sustain a soaring eagle flight through the hundreds of pages of the +two books to follow. + +"But you will," she said. "I am convinced of it. I have made up my +mind that you must." + +As she spoke the words the look of her amidst a glory of color set his +soul on fire. It was as much as he could do to refrain from taking the +hand of Athena. He wanted to cry aloud his happiness. She looked +every inch of royal kin as thus she stood amid flowers, a high and +grave wisdom enfolding her. She was indeed a daughter of the gods, +tall, slender, virile, an aureole of purest poetry upon her brows that +only John Milton could have hymned in their serenity. + +"Edward Ambrose thinks as I do about it," she said. "He dined with us +last night, and afterwards we had a long talk. I hardly dare tell what +hopes he has of you. And, of course, one oughtn't. But, somehow, I +can't help it ... I can't help it...." + +She spoke to herself rather than to him. The words fell from her lips +involuntarily, as if she were in a dream. + +"You are so far upon the road that last night Edward and I willed it +together that you should go to the end of your journey. We both feel, +somehow, that you must ... you must ... you must!" + +Again the Sailor wanted to cry out as he looked at her. He thought he +could see the tears leap to her eyes. But that may have been because +they had leaped to his own. + +He could not trust himself to speak. He dare not continue to look at +her. + +"What a life you must have had!" + +It was the first time that note had been on the lips of Athena. The +sound of it was more than music, it was sorcery. + +"You must have had a wonderful life. And I suppose in some ways..." +The beautiful voice sank until it could not be heard, and then rose a +little. "In some ways, it must have been ... rather terrible." + +He did not speak nor did he look at her. But had he been a strong man +armed, he would have fled that magician-haunted garden. He would have +left her then, he would never have looked on her again. + +"... Rather terrible." In an odd crescendo those words fell again from +the lips of Athena. "Edward thinks so. But it's an impertinence, +isn't it? Except that some lives are the property of others ... of the +race. You are not offended?" + +"No," he said. And then feeling that it might have the sound of yes, +he gathered defiantly all that remained of his will. "My life has not +been at all like what you and Mr. Ambrose think. It has been just +hell." + +"That is exactly what we imagined it had been," said Athena, with +divine simplicity. "And perhaps that is why"--her eyes were strangely +magnetic--"Edward and I have willed it that your life to come..." + +A surge of wild blood suddenly darkened the wonderful lamp of Aladdin +in the right-hand corner of his brain. + +"... shall be crowned with more than thorns." + +She seemed almost to shiver. + +"I beg your pardon," she said, suddenly applying the curb of a powerful +will. "It is impertinence. But there is always something about this +old garden which seems to carry one beyond oneself. It was wrong to +come." + +"Don't say that...." The Sailor hardly knew that he was speaking. "We +are running a risk ... but ... but it's worth it. Let us sit on that +seat a minute. Shall we?" + +"Yes, and wait for Silvia." She was using the curb with a force that +was almost brutal, as many a Pridmore and many a Colthurst had used it +before her. + +The Sailor was shattered. But new strength had come to Athena. All +the jealous, inherited forces of her being had rallied to the call of +her distress. + +"By the way." It was not Athena who was speaking now, but Miss +Pridmore, whose local habitation was Queen Street, Mayfair. "I nearly +forgot to tell you"--it was a clear note of gaiety--"a great event has +happened. You shall have one guess." + +There was not so much as half a guess in the sailorman. + +"There's news of Klondyke. My mother had a letter from him this +morning. It's his first word for nearly a year. He sent a postcard +from Queenstown to say he will be home tomorrow, and that I must clean +out of his own particular bedroom. Whenever he turns up and wherever +he comes from, I have always to do that at a moment's notice." + +"Where's he been this time?" asked the Sailor. + +"Round the whole wide world, I believe." + +"Working his passage?" + +"Very likely. As soon as he arrives, you will have to come and see +him. We are going to keep you as a surprise. Your meeting will be +great fun, and you are to promise that Silvia and I will be allowed to +see it. And you are to behave as if you were aboard the brigantine +_Excelsior_--it will always be the brigantine _Excelsior_ to me--and +greet him in good round terms of the sea. Now promise, please ... and, +of course, no one will mind if you swear. It will hardly be as bad as +Uncle George in a temper." + + + + +XIV + +"Here you are." It was the gay voice of the returning Silvia. "So +sorry I've been so long. But I've had to hunt for you. One might have +known you would choose the coolest and quietest spot in the whole +garden." + +As the sailorman was handing them into the car, Silvia said: + +"By the way, have you remembered to tell Mr. Harper about Klondyke?" + +"Yes, I have," said Mary. + +"It will be priceless to see you and Klondyke meet," said Silvia. "We +shall not say a word about you. You are to be kept a secret. You have +just got to come and be sprung on him, and then you've got to tell him +to stand by and go about like the sailormen in Stevenson." + +Henry Harper tried very hard to laugh. It was so clearly expected of +him. But he failed rather lamentably. + +"I don't suppose he'll remember me," was all he could say. "It's years +and years since we met. I was only half-grown and half-baked in those +days." + +"Of course, he'll remember you," said Silvia, "if you really sailed +round the world together before the mast. But you _will_ let us hear +you talk? And it must be pure brigantine _Excelsior_, mustn't it, +Mary?" + +"He's already promised." + +In the Sailor's opinion, this was not strictly true; at least he had no +recollection of having gone so far as to make a promise. He could +hardly have been such a fool. Mary, in her enthusiasm, was taking a +little too much for granted. + +"I beg your pardon," he said, desperately, "but I don't remember having +said so." + +"Oh, but you did, surely, as we sat under the tree." + +"No hedging now," said Silvia, with merry severity. "It will be +splendid. And the Prince wants to be in at it." + +"I don't think we can have Otto," said Mary. + +"But I've promised him, my dear. It's all arranged. Mr. Harper is to +come to dinner. And not a word is to be said to Klondyke." + +"I dare say Mr. Harper won't want to come to dinner?" Mary looked +quizzically across at the sailorman through the dim light of a car +interior passing under a Hammersmith archway. "One dinner per annum +with the _famille_ Pridmore will be quite enough for him, I expect." + +"That cuts off his retreat, anyway," said Silvia. "And I think, as the +Prince is going to be there, it will only be fair to have Edward +Ambrose. Of course, Mr. Harper, you fully realize what you have to do. +To begin with, you enter with a nautical roll, give the slack of your +trousers a hitch, and as soon as you see Klondyke, who, I dare say, +will be smoking a foul pipe and reading the _Pink Un_, you will strike +your hand on your knee and shout at the top of your voice, 'What ho, my +hearty!'" + +"How absurd you are!" said Mary, with a rather wry smile. She had just +caught the look on the Sailor's face. + +"Well, my dear, that's the program, as the Prince and I have arranged +it." + +Henry Harper was literally forced into a promise to dine in Queen +Street on an appointed day in order to meet Klondyke. There was really +no escape. It would have been an act of sheer ungraciousness to have +held out. Besides, when all was said, the Sailor wanted very much to +see his hero. + +Nevertheless, grave searchings of heart awaited him now. His sane +moments told him--alas! those in which he could look dispassionately +upon his predicament seemed to be few--that a wide gulf was fixed +between these people and himself. In all essentials they were as wide +asunder as the poles. Their place in the scheme of things was fixed, +they moved in a definite orbit, while at the best of it he was a mere +adventurer, a waif of the streets whom Klondyke had first taught to +read and write. + +The fact itself was nothing to be ashamed of, he knew that. It was no +fault of his that life had never given him a chance. But a new and +growing sensitiveness had come upon him, which somehow made that +knowledge hard to bear. He did not wish to convey an impression of +being other than he was, but he knew it would be difficult to meet +Klondyke now. + +This, however, was weakness, and he determined to lay it aside. Such +feelings were unworthy of Klondyke and of himself. The price to be +paid might be heavy--he somehow knew that far more was at stake than he +dared think--but let the cost be what it might, he must not be afraid +to meet his friend. + +All too soon, the evening came when he was due at Queen Street. He +arrayed himself with a care almost cynical in his new and well cut +clothes, brushed his hair very thoroughly, and took great pains over +the set of his tie. Then giving himself doggedly to a task from which +there was no escape, he managed to arrive in Queen Street on the stroke +of the hour of eight. + +An atmosphere of veiled amusement seemed to envelop him as soon as he +entered the drawing-room, but the hero was not there. The Sailor was +informed by Silvia in a gay aside that Klondyke always made a practice +of being absolutely last in any boiled-shirted assembly. The Prince, +however, was on the hearthrug, wearing his usual air of calm +proprietorship, and with an expression of countenance even more +quizzical than usual. Edward Ambrose was also there, looking a trifle +perplexed and a little anxious. Lady Pridmore in white satin and +really beautiful black lace had that air of regal composure she was +never without, but Mary and Silvia were consumed with frank amusement. + +"Klondyke is still struggling," said Silvia, "but he won't be long." + +It was easy to see that the hero and his boiled shirt were a standing +jest in the family circle. He was really a figure of legend. +Incredible stories were told of him, all of which had the merit of +being based upon truth. He would have been a source of pure joy for +the things he had done could he ever have been forgiven for the things +he hadn't done. + +Dinner had been announced a full five minutes, and a frown was slowly +submerging the Prince, when Klondyke sauntered in, his hands deep in +his pockets, looking extremely brown and _soigne_ and altogether +handsome. By some miracle he was even better turned out than his +younger brother. + +"Here he is!" cried Silvia. + +But the Sailor had no need to be told it was he. This was a Klondyke +he had never known and hardly guessed at, but after a long and +miraculous nine years he was again to grasp his hand. Somehow, at the +sight of that gay and handsome face, the room and the people in it +passed away. He could only think of Klondyke on the quay at Honolulu +starting to walk across Asia, and here was his hero brown as a chestnut +and splendidly fit and cheerful. + +Silvia, with a display of facetiousness, introduced Mr. Harper, the +famous author, while the others, amused yet strangely serious, watched +their greeting. The Sailor came forward shyly, once again the ship's +boy of the _Margaret Carey_. But in his eyes was a look which the eyes +of that boy had never known. + +The first thing Klondyke did was to take his hands out of his pockets. +He then stood gazing in sheer astonishment. + +"Why ... why, Sailor!" + +For the moment, that was all. + +The Sailor said nothing, but blind to all things else, stood looking at +his friend. It was the old note of the good comrade his ears had +cherished a long nine years. Yes, this was Klondyke right enough. + +The hero was still gazing at him in sheer astonishment. He was taking +him in in detail: the well cut clothes, the air of neatness, order, and +well-being. And then a powerful fist had come out square to meet that +of Henry Harper. But not a word passed. + +It was rather tame, perhaps, for the lookers-on. It was part of the +Klondyke tradition never to take him seriously. An utterly comic +greeting had been expected between these two who had sailed before the +mast, a greeting absurdly nautical, immensely grotesque. It seemed odd +that there should have been nothing of this kind in it. + +Those two commonplace words of Klondyke's were all that passed between +them--before they went down to dinner, at any rate. And throughout the +meal, the eyes of the two sailormen were continually straying to each +other to the exclusion of everything else. Somehow, to Henry Harper it +was like a fantastic dream that he should be seated in Elysium with the +goddess Athena by his side and the immortal Klondyke looking at him +continually from the head of the table. + +All through dinner, Klondyke was unable to overcome a feeling of +astonishment that Henry Harper should be sitting there. He couldn't +help listening to all that he said, he couldn't help watching all that +he did. It was amazing to hear him talk to Mary and his mother about +books and plays and to watch his bearing, which was that of a man well +used to dining out. To be sure, Klondyke was not a close observer, but +as far as he could see there was not a single mistake in anything +Sailor said or did, yet nine years ago, when he left him in tears on +the quay at Honolulu, he was just a waif from the gutter who could +neither write nor read. + +When the women had returned to the drawing-room and Klondyke and Edward +Ambrose and the Prince sat smoking their cigars, while Henry Harper was +content with his usual cigarette, it suddenly grew clear to one of the +four that these two sailormen very much desired to be left together. + +"Prince," said Edward Ambrose, "let us go and talk Shakespeare and the +musical glasses." + +As soon as the door had closed Klondyke said: "Now, Sailor, you must +have a little of this brandy. No refusal." He filled two liqueur +glasses with the fastidious care of one who knew the value of this +magic potion. "Sailor"--Klondyke had raised his own glass and was +looking at him as of old, with eyes that had traversed all the oceans +of the world as well as all its continents---"I'm very glad to see you +here." + +As soon as the glass touched the lips of Henry Harper, something within +him seemed to beat thickly, and then an odd sort of phrase began to +roll through his brain. Somehow it brought with it all the sights and +the sounds and the odors of the _Margaret Carey_. It was a phrase he +had once heard a Yank make use of in the forecastle of that hell-ship, +and it was to the effect that Klondyke was a white man from way back. + +That was quite true. Klondyke was a white man from way back. Not that +Sailor had ever doubted it for a moment. + + + + +XV + +To the disappointment of the drawing-room, Klondyke and the sailorman +sat a long time together. They had much to say to one another. + +It was Klondyke, however, who did most of the talking. He had not +changed in the least, and he was still the hero of old, yet the Sailor +felt very shy and embarrassed at first. But after a while, the magic +of the old intercourse returned, and Henry Harper was able to unlock a +little of his heart. + +"Life is queer," said Klondyke. "And the more you see of it, the +queerer it seems. Take me. If I had been born you, I'd have been as +happy as a dead bird swabbing the main deck and shinning up the futtock +shrouds and hauling in the tops'ls. And if you had been born me, you'd +have been as happy as a dead bird going great guns and doing all sorts +of honor to the family. I wanted to go into the Navy, but my mother +and the old governor wouldn't stand for it. It must be diplomacy, +because the governor had influence, and I was the eldest son and I +ought to make use of it. What a job you would have made of that +billet! And how you hated the _Margaret Carey_. It was hell all the +time, wasn't it?" + +"Yes," said the Sailor, "just hell." + +"Still, it helped you to find yourself." + +"Yes--if I was worth finding." + +"Of course you were." + +"Anyhow, I took the advice you gave me," said the Sailor, with his odd +simplicity. + +"You'd have given it yourself in the end without any help of mine. But +it's strange that when I read your book I never guessed that you were +the author, and that you were writing about our old coffin ship and the +Old Man and the mate ... what was his name?" + +"Mr. Thompson." + +"Since deceased, I hear." + +"Yes." + +"One always felt he was a proper cutthroat." + +"I'd not be sitting here now, but for Mr. Thompson. I'll tell you." + +Klondyke's eyes began to shine. + +In a few words and very simply, the Sailor told the story of the Island +of San Pedro. + +"I've sometimes thought since," was his conclusion, "that they were +just guying me, knowing they could frighten me out of my wits." + +"Of course they were," said Klondyke. "That's human nature. But you +had rotten luck ever to come to sea. However, you are in smooth waters +now. You'll never have to face the high seas again, my boy." + +"I don't know that," said the Sailor, with a sudden sickness of the +heart. + +"No fear. The wicket's going to roll out plumb. You are the most +wonderful chap I have ever met. Now I suppose we had better join the +others." + +They went upstairs and had a gay reception. + +"I wish you would dance a hornpipe or something," said Silvia, "or +cross talk as they did on the brigantine _Excelsior_, else we shall +none of us believe that either of you have ever been before the mast at +all." + +"I tell you, Sailor, what we might do," said Klondyke. "If we can +remember the words, we might give 'em that old chantey that was always +so useful round the Horn. How does it go?" + +Klondyke sat down at the piano and began to pick out the notes with one +finger of each hand. + +"'Away for Rio!' I'll sing the solo, if I can remember it, and you +sing the chorus, Sailor!" + +Such stern protests were raised by those who knew the capacity of +Klondyke's lung power that very reluctantly he gave up this project, +yet the very indifferent backing of his shipmate may have carried more +weight with him than the pressure of public opinion. + +When Edward Ambrose and the Sailor had gone their ways and the others +apparently had gone to bed, Klondyke doffed the coat of civilization in +favor of a very faded and generally disreputable Ramblers' blazer, lit +his pipe, and then, in the most comfortable chair he could find, began +to read again "The Adventures of Dick Smith on the High Seas." + +"Yes, he's a wonderful chap," he kept muttering at intervals. After he +had been moved to this observation several times, he was interrupted by +the reappearance of the Prince, who looked uncommonly serious, in an +elaborate quilted silk smoking jacket that he affected in his +postprandial hours. + +"This chap Harper," suddenly opened the Prince. "I want to have a word +with you about him." + +The look on the face of the elder and less reputable brother seemed +pretty clearly to show that this desire was not shared. But duty had +to be done, and the Prince seated himself doggedly on the high fender, +his back to the fire. + +"Tell me," he said, "what you know about this chap Harper." + +Somehow, Klondyke hardly felt inclined. For one thing, the slow but +sure growth of the Foreign Office manner, which he was able to detect +in his younger brother every time he returned from his wanderings, +always seemed to rattle him a bit. Of course Otto was a first-rate +chap according to his lights; still, Klondyke was the elder, and if +questions must be asked he did not feel bound to answer them. + +A mild but concentrated gaze conveyed as much. + +"Ted Ambrose brought him here," said the Prince, with a nice feeling +for these nuances. "A good chap, I dare say ... quite a good chap ... +but..." + +The mild gaze was still concentrated, but if possible more limpid. + +"... but somehow a little ... Mother thinks so, anyway." + +"Oh, yes, I dare say," said Klondyke, with a casualness that rather +annoyed the Prince. + +"Fact is ... I might as well tell you..." The tone of the Prince +implied nothing less than a taking of the bull by the horns. "We all +think Mary is inclined to ... to..." + +With nice deliberation, Klondyke laid "The Adventures of Dick Smith" on +the hearthrug. + +"Mother thinks," said the Prince plaintively, after a pause, "it would +be better if he didn't come to the house so much." + +Klondyke frowned heavily and tapped his pipe on a fire-dog. + +"How long's he been coming here?" he asked. + +"Some little time now." + +Klondyke still frowned. + +"Mother thinks," said the plaintive Prince, "that Mary sees far too +much of him. And I rather agree with her." + +"Why?" asked Klondyke stolidly. + +"Why?" repeated his younger brother, looking at him with wary +amazement. "Well, to start with, he ain't a gentleman." + +Klondyke tapped his pipe again. + +"I don't mind telling you," said the Prince, "we all think she is +making a perfect idiot of herself." + +"What's Ted Ambrose think?" + +"I've not asked him, but I believe mother has mentioned the matter." + +"What did he say?" + +"She thought he seemed a good deal worried." + +Klondyke's frown had assumed terrific dimensions. + +"She's old enough to take care of herself, anyway," he said, beginning +abruptly to refill a foul briar from a small tin box that he +unexpectedly evolved from the pocket of his trousers. + +"That's hardly the point, is it?" said the Prince, with a deference he +didn't feel. + +"What is the point?" asked Klondyke, striking a wooden match on the +sole of his shoe. + +"Mother has mentioned the matter to Uncle George, and he thinks the +chap ought not to come here." + +"Oh, that's rot," said Klondyke coolly. "That's like the old fool." + +"I'm afraid I agree ... with Uncle George, I mean ... and so does +Silvia." + +"What's Ted Ambrose think about it? He generally knows the lie of a +country." + +"He'd give no opinion to mother. But he was certainly worried." + +Klondyke resumed his frown. He felt rather at sea. He was, in spite +of birth and training, a man of primal instincts; he looked at things +in an elemental way. Either a man was a good chap or he was not. If +he was a good chap, no matter where he may have started from in the +race of life, he was fitted by nature to marry his sister. If he was +not a good chap, no matter what else he was or might be, he didn't +count anyway. + +"You see"--the plaintive voice of the Prince broke in upon Klondyke's +unsubtle analysis of the situation--"no one knows anything about him. +Ambrose sprang him on us from nowhere, as you might say. Of course, +he's a man with a sort of reputation ... in his own line ... but he's +not one of us ... and it wouldn't have so much mattered if he had been +a gentleman." + +"There I don't altogether agree," said Klondyke with conviction, but +without vehemence. "I always think with Ted Ambrose on that point. +Gentlemen are not made. They are born, like poets and cricketers." + +"That's rot," said the Prince, with a sudden deepening of his tone of +courtesy which made it seem excessive. "You are mixing, I +think--aren't you--two entirely different things?" + +"No, I don't think so," said Klondyke. "Harper is not a chap who would +ever go back on a pal, and that's all that matters." + +The Prince suddenly became so deeply angry that he decided to go to bed +at once, and accordingly did so. + + + + +XVI + +For a number of people there followed anxious days. Mary's friends +made no secret of their belief that she was losing her head. They were +much troubled. She was a universal favorite, one of those charming +people who seem to have an almost poetic faculty of common sense. But +she was thought to be far too wise ever to be carried away by anything. + +The Pridmores, at heart, were conventional. They were abreast of the +times, were lively and intelligent, and could be at ease in Bohemia, +but up till now Bohemia had known the deference due to Queen Street, +Mayfair. + +Lady Pridmore had always thought--and Silvia, Uncle George, and the +Prince had agreed with her--that Mary was predestined for Edward +Ambrose. For one thing, Edward, when his father died, would be very +well off--not that the Pridmores were in the least mercenary. They +simply knew what money means to such a being as man in such a world as +the present. Then Edward was liked by them all. It had long been a +mystery why Mary had not married him. He was always her faithful +cavalier, and a rather exceptional man. And now she had suddenly gone +off at half cock, as Uncle George expressed it. + +During this period, tribulation was rife at other places also. Edward +Ambrose was in no enviable frame of mind. The woman he loved and the +friend he served were cutting deeply into his life. But of one thing +he was convinced--neither of them realized their danger. + +He was a sufficient judge of his kind to know that Henry Harper was not +a man willfully to practice deceit. Ambrose was aware of the skeleton +in the cupboard. It was ever present to his mind. And his position +was rendered painfully difficult by the fact that he was under a pledge +not to reveal it. The root of the matter, as far as Harper was +concerned, was that his inexperience of the world might cause him to +drift into a relationship which he did not intend and could not foresee. + +Ambrose was tormented by a desire to tell Mary Pridmore all he knew. +Surely it was his duty. Her ignorance of certain facts, which Harper +most unwisely withheld, was a very real and grave danger. Ambrose +realized how quickly such a woman, almost unknown to herself, could +sweep a man off his feet. He also felt that Henry Harper, with his +atmosphere of mystery, and his remarkable powers which needed the help +of a strong and stable intelligence, might make an irresistible appeal +to a girl like Mary Pridmore. + +Ambrose felt that he alone knew the peril which beset his friends. Yet +he could not warn one without treason to the other. His regard for +both seemed to preclude all interference. He had a sincere affection +for a brave-spirited man; for Mary he had long cherished something more +than affection; yet in circumstances such as these an untimely word +might do mischief untold. + +For the present, therefore, he had better remain silent. In the +meantime, the Sailor had descended once more into the pit. He had been +cast again, by that grim destiny which had never failed to dog him from +the outset of his life, into the vortex of overmastering forces. He +felt the time was near when without the help of Mary Pridmore he could +not keep on. + +One day, worn out with anxiety, he called at Spring Gardens and had an +interview with Mr. Daniel Mortimer. That gentleman could give little +solace. The woman drew her allowance every week. There was reason to +believe that she had bad bouts of drinking, but Mr. Mortimer was still +unable to advise a petition for divorce. The whole matter was full of +difficulty, there was the question of expense, also it would be wise +not to ignore the consequences to a rising reputation. + +Henry Harper felt the force of this reasoning. It was no use +attempting to gainsay the view of an expert in the law. Moreover, he +had a clear knowledge of Mary's opinion on the subject of divorce. In +any event she would never consent to marry him. + +The young man took leave of the kindly and wise Mr. Mortimer, and with +despair in his heart walked slowly back to Brinkworth Street. Every +yard of the way he wondered what he should do now. He felt like an +animal caught in a trap. For more than a week he had not been able to +think of his work. + +He had not seen Mary for some days. He was trying to keep her out of +his thoughts. But the more he denied himself the sight of her, the +less power he had to fight the demon in whose grip he was now held. He +was unable to work, he slept little, he had no appetite for food; for +the most part, he could only walk up and down this wonderful and +terrible city of London which had now begun to appall him. + +He had outgrown his present strength. And, as only a woman can, she +realized where and how she might help him. This deep-sea mariner +should not call to her in vain. Athena, in her high maternal sanity, +was ready to yield all. + +Three days ago, when he had seen her last, and had sat with her in the +shade of the park, her eyes, her voice had told him that. They had +told him that, even when it had not been his to ask. It was this +implicit declaration which had so gravely frightened him. The truth +struck home that he was not treading the path of honor. + +By the time he had returned to Brinkworth Street, he knew the necessity +of a definite course of action. It was madness to go on in their +present way. They had come to mean too much to each other; besides, a +perception keenly sensitive had told him that her friends were +beginning to regard him with a tacit hostility. It had not found +expression in word or deed; he was always received with kindness; but +except on the part of Klondyke, there was no real warmth of sympathy. + +Circumstances had placed him in a terribly false position, and he must +be man enough to break his fetters. He knew that there was still one +way of doing that. The course was extreme, but honor demanded it. + +He had been invited to tea the next day at the house of a friend they +had in common. It was to be a large party, and he knew that if he +carried out his original intention of going, he would see Mary and no +doubt have a chance of talking to her. Much painful reflection that +evening finally decided him. He would go prepared to tell everything. +It must be their last meeting, for she would surely see how hopeless +was the intimacy into which they had drifted. + +Having quite definitely made up his mind, he was able to snatch a +little more sleep that night than for some weeks past. Moreover, he +got up the next day with his resolution strong upon him. Let the cost +be what it might, he must accept a bitter and humiliating situation. + +At half past four that afternoon he was one of many more or less +distinguished persons filling the spacious rooms of a house in a +fashionable square. The hostess, a quick-witted adroit woman, was very +much a friend of both. She had a real regard for Mary, also a genuine +weakness for a man of genius. + +Athena was there already when the Sailor arrived. And as she sat on a +distant sofa, nursing her teacup, with several members of her court +around her, the young man was struck yet again, as he always was, by +her look of vital power. She had in a very high degree that curious +air of distinction which comes of an old race and seems to strike from +a distance. The features were neither decisive nor regular, but the +modeling of the whole face and the poise of the head no artist could +see without desiring to render on canvas. + +The Sailor had to steel his will. The thought was almost intolerable +that at one blow he was about to sever his friendship with her. She +was so strong and fine, she was a sacred part of his life, she was the +key of those central forces that now seemed bent on his destruction. + +Presently, amid the slow eddy of an ever changing crowd they came +together. Her greeting was of a peculiarly simple friendliness. She +seemed grave, with something almost beyond gravity. There was a shadow +upon a face that hardly seemed to have known one in all its years of +shelter and security. + +"Is there anywhere we can talk?" he managed to say after a little while. + +She rose from her sofa with the decision he had always lacked. + +"Let us try the library," she said. + +And with the assured skill of an experienced navigator of social +waters, she led him there and found it empty. + + + + +XVII + +Henry Harper's decision had been taken finally. But as soon as he +entered this large and dull room, he felt the chill of its emptiness in +an almost symbolical way. It was what his whole life was going to be, +and the thought nearly wrung a groan out of him. + +She was puzzled by a certain oddness in his manner, a feeling which of +late had been growing upon her. It was hard to understand. She knew +his need of help, his craving for it, yet now the time had come when he +had only to ask in order to receive it he seemed at the mercy of a +painful indecision which had the power to wound. + +Here and now a subtle withdrawal of the highest part of himself seemed +more than ever apparent. It was even in his face this afternoon, in +the wonderful face of Ulysses that had all the oceans of the world in +it. What did it portend? Was it that he was afraid? + +What had he to fear? How could such a person as herself repel him? +She had all to give if only he would demand it of her. + +Of that he must be aware. The haunted eyes of the sailorman too +clearly proclaimed his knowledge. + +"How is 'A Master Mariner'?" she asked, in order to end the silence +which had intervened as soon as they entered the room. + +"It doesn't get on," he said, in a voice that did not seem to be his +own. + +"I'm very sorry." The deep note was sincerity itself. + +"I don't know why," said the Sailor, "but it's too much for me now." + +"Of course, it is all immensely difficult. The latter part +particularly. Somehow, one always felt it would be." + +"It's not that," said the Sailor. "Not the difficulty, I mean. That +was always there, and I was never afraid of it. But I think I am +losing grip." + +She looked at him, a little disquieted. There was a note in his voice +she heard then for the first time. + +"That must not be," she said. "There's no reason for it." + +"Ah, you don't know. I begin to feel now that I'll never be able to +put it through." + +"Why should you feel that? What reason can you have, a man of your +wonderful powers, a man with all his life before him?" + +"I just haven't the strength," he said in his quaint speech, "and +that's all there is to it." + +To her surprise, to her horror almost, he suddenly covered his face +with his hands. Somehow, the sight of a weakness so palpable in a +thing so strong and fine was unnerving. + +"I'll never be able to put it through by myself." + +As she stood facing him, she felt the truth of that. + +"Is it necessary?" The words seemed to shape themselves in despite of +her. + +"Yes." Involuntarily, he drew away from her. A sure feminine instinct +waited for the words that should follow. She read in those strange +eyes that he must now speak. She could almost feel, as she stood so +near him, a slow and grim gathering of the will. She could almost hear +the surge of speech to his lips. But no words came, and the moment +passed. + +Now that he had to strike the knife into his heart, it could not be +done. It was not cowardice, it was not a failure of the will, it was +not even a momentary weakness of the soul. He was in the grip of +ineluctable forces, of a power beyond himself. As he stood not three +yards from her with the table supporting him, his whole nature seemed +wrenched and shaken to the roots of being. + +She couldn't help pitying him profoundly. There was something that had +crept into his eyes which harrowed her. Poor mariner! For the first +time in her life, she felt a curious sudden tightening of the throat. +She could have shrieked, almost, at the sight of this tragic pain it +was not to be hers to ease. + +A moment later, she had regained control. + +"You must keep on," said Athena. "You must keep on." + +But he knew that he was down, and that the ineluctable forces were +killing him. + +She may have known it, too. No longer able to bear the look upon his +face, she drew back, an intense pity striking her. + +Was she upon the verge of some great tragedy? She did not dare to +frame the question. + +"Mary." ... She awoke to the sound of the Sailor's voice and of her own +name on his lips.... "I've made up my mind to--to go away for a bit." + +In the midst of these throes, an inspiration had come to him. It was +no more than a miserable subterfuge, but it was all he could do. + +"I somehow feel I'm on the rocks. I think I'll go a voyage. I'm +losing myself. I'll perhaps be able to..." + +A stifling sense of pity kept her silent. + +"... to persuade Klondyke to come along with me." + +"I wish I could have helped you." The words were wrung from her. + +"You can't," he said, and he spoke with a gust of passion as one half +maddened. "No one can help me." + +She saw his wildness, and somehow her strength went out to him. + +"You can't think what I've been through," he said, with something worse +than rage entering his voice. + +She knew she couldn't even guess, and was too wise to try. But again +she was hurt by the sight of a suffering it could never be hers to heal. + +"Henry," she said, "I would like you always to feel and always to +remember that whatever happens to you, and wherever you are, I am your +friend, if only I may be." + +To this high and rare simplicity of Athena the goddess, he could make +no response. + +"And now I must go," she said, gathering the whole force of her +resolution. + +"Suppose I walk with you a little of the way?" he said. + +She almost guessed that he meant it for their last stroll together. + +It was a long step from the scene of the tea party to Mary's door, but +no finer evening for a walk could have been desired. Neither knew why +they chose to take it. For both it was a mere prolongation of misery. +Perhaps it was that he still hoped, against hope itself, for the moment +to return in which it would be possible to tell the secret that locked +his lips. + +Humiliated as he was, there may still have been that thought in his +mind. But it was vain in any case. There could be no real intention +now of telling her. By the time they had crossed the park, he had cast +it entirely away. And now they fell to talking of other matters. + +Unwilling to let her go, cleaving to her in his weakness to the very +last second of the very last hour, he persuaded her to sit a few +minutes on an empty bench under the trees ... under the trees within +whose shade he had sat when he had seen her first. And there he had +from her lips a definite expression of her faith. + +It was with that they parted--finally, as he believed. He dared not +put it to himself in a way so explicit, it was not a thing he could +face in such bare, set terms, but in his brain the Aladdin's lamp was +burning fitfully, and it was this that flashed the cruel light of truth. + +"... If ever you want help!" + +Those were the words of their parting, as the pressure of his fingers +met the last touch of hers. And then she was gone, and he was gone ... +and then a bleak, dull blindness came over him and he knew that more +than life had gone with her. + + + + +XVIII + +A rudderless ship in mid-ocean, he wandered long and aimlessly about +the byways of the city. It was past midnight when he found himself +back in Brinkworth Street. Without taking off his clothes, he flung +himself face down on his bed. + +After a while, he tried very hard to pull himself together. He must be +a man, that was the whole substance of his thoughts. As ever, he knew +that to be his simple duty. Throughout his overdriven life, he had +always had to tell himself, and other people had always made a point of +telling him, to be a man. Auntie had been the first to ask it of him +when she had dragged him upstairs and tied him to the bed. "Enry +Arper"--he had heard that shrill snigger above the roar of +Knightsbridge--"what I shall do to you is going to hurt, but you must +be a man and bear it." A jolly looking policeman had told him to be a +man at the police station. Mr. Thompson had told him to be a man the +night he carried him to sea. The Old Man had given him equally sound +advice when he had gravely told him of the Island of San Pedro. + +All his life, it seemed, he had not lacked good advice, and hell only +knew he had always done his best to follow it. But as now he lay on +his bed in Brinkworth Street in a cold summer dawn, he felt that he was +done. + +The plain fact was he was coming to believe that he had not had a +square deal. Life was tolerable for some, no doubt; for people like +the Pridmores, for instance, and his friend Edward Ambrose--he was not +envying them meanly, nor was he merely pitying himself--for those who +had been born right, who had had a fair start, who had been given a +reasonably plumb wicket to play on, as Klondyke expressed it. But for +gutter breeds such as himself, there was not one chance in a million of +ever winning through. He had done all it was possible for a man to do, +and now with a feeling of more than impotence, he realized that he was +out. + +He had learned a trick of praying this last year or two, but in this +cold summer dawn he had no longer a use for it. What was the good? +Somebody--it was not for him to say Who--had not played fair. Henry +Harper, you must be a man and bear it! A sudden gust of rage swept +through him as he lay. The voice of Auntie was coming back to him out +of the years. And she was exhorting him to an inhuman stoicism in +order that she might serve her private ends. + +Some time between six and seven, in a state of awful dejection, he +undressed and got into bed. He did not want Mr. Paley to find him like +that when he brought the water for his bath at eight o'clock. It would +not be right to wound the feelings of a good man. But if Henry Harper +had had the courage to take a razor, well.... Mr. Paley would not have +found him in bed. Since that night on the railway, now many years ago, +he had lost the nerve for anything of that kind. He had always thought +that on that night something had snapped in the center of himself. + +At eight o'clock, when the punctual Mr. Paley came with the water can, +Henry Harper told him that he was not going to get up at present, and +that he would not be in need of breakfast. + +"Aren't you well, sir?" asked Mr. Paley, in his discreet voice. + +"No, I'm not very well." + +"I'm sorry, sir." Mr. Paley had the gift of expressing true sympathy +in his tone and bearing. "You have been a little run down some days +now, have you not, sir?" + +"Longer than that," said the Sailor. "Ever since I've been born, I've +been a poor sort of brute." + +"Robust health is an untold blessing. I'm glad to say I've always +enjoyed it myself, and so has Mrs. Paley. Would you like to see a +doctor, sir? I'll go along at once to Dr. Gibb at the end of the +street." + +"A doctor is no use for my complaint." + +Mr. Paley was grieved, but he wisely withdrew without further comment. + +The Sailor turned his face to the wall with a vague sort of prayer that +he might be allowed to die. But it was not to heaven; the deadly +pressure of events had forced him in spite of a lifetime's hard and +bitter fighting to accept Mr. Thompson's theory. The troll of Auntie, +who was exuding gin and wickedness around his pillow, had been now +reinforced by the mate of the _Margaret Carey_. + +A pleasant pair they made, these trolls from his youth. And there were +others. If only that delicate spring had not snapped, he must have +jumped out of bed and settled the business out of hand. "Be a man," +said the voice of Auntie. "There's the case on the dressing table +straight before your eyes. Be a man, Enry Arper, and set about it." + +Auntie was right. He got out of bed. He took up the case and stood an +instant holding it in his hand. + +"Lay holt on it, bye." That was Mr. Thompson's gruff tone, and it was +followed immediately by Auntie's shrill and peculiar snigger. + +There was one other thing, however, on the dressing table: a +comfortable, green-backed edition of the "Poems of John Milton." The +Sailor didn't know why, but he took up the now familiar volume with his +unoccupied hand. It may have been mere blind chance, it may have been +one last cunning effort on the part of the genie, for by some means the +book came open at a certain place in the middle. Suddenly the brown +case fell to the carpet with a thud. + +In spite of the trolls besieging him, the Sailor crept back to his bed +with the book in his hands. What wonderful, wonderful worlds were +these! And he was little more than twenty-eight. And the sun of +Brinkworth Street had entered his chamber to tell him that this was a +gorgeous morning of midsummer. + +The battle was not over yet, however. Auntie and Mr. Thompson in the +hour of their necessity had summoned to their aid the Old Man and Cora +Dobbs. It was now all hell let loose. + +"Chuck it, ducky." It was Cora's voice now. "You are not a man, you +know, and never will be. You are no use, anyway. Get out of your +little bed, now, and cut off the gas at the meter." + +Time went on, but he made no attempt to reckon how much of it. He was +too fiercely occupied in fighting the damned. Once or twice it seemed +that they must surely down him. Their insane laughter hovered round +his pillow continually, even in the broad light of a very glorious day. +Sooner or later, he feared, there could only be one end to it all. +John Milton or no John Milton, they almost had him out of bed again, +when Mr. Paley came quite unexpectedly into the room. + +"Mr. Pridmore, sir, has called. Shall I ask him up?" + +Klondyke, however, had come up without waiting to be invited. + +"Mary told me you were a bit below the weather," he said, "so I thought +I'd come and see you. What's the matter?" + +The Sailor could not answer the question. He could only gaze with wild +eyes at his friend. + +"You've been working too hard, I expect," said Klondyke, looking at him +shrewdly. "Overdriving the buzz-box, my boy, with this new book that +Ted Ambrose thinks is going to be great. You'll have to have rest and +a change." + +Klondyke perched on the edge of the bed, as if it had been Sailor's +bunk in the half-deck of the _Margaret Carey_. + +"Mary said you talked of going away for a bit, and she thought you +might like me to come with you. Now what do you say to a little trip +as far as Frisco, for the sake of old times? You can put me down +there. I'm just beginning to feel, after a month here, that I shall be +none the worse for another trek to Nowhere and back. And then you can +come home by the next boat and finish your job, or go on a bit further +round the coast, if you fancy it. What do you say, old friend?" + +The Sailor, supine in his bed, was unable to say anything. But the +trolls had no use for Klondyke. Hissing and snarling they had flown +already to distant corners of the room. + +"Shall we fix that? I'll go now to Cockspur Street and see if I can +book a couple of saloon berths for tomorrow--there's a boat for Frisco +most Wednesdays, and you are not up to roughing it at present. +Besides, there's no reason why you should. Now, Sailor, what do you +say?" + +In spite of all the trolls there were in the universe, Klondyke was +still Klondyke, it seemed. Perhaps he alone could have conquered them. + +"That fixes it," he said. "Just get your gear together. You won't +want much. And mine's ready any time. I'll go along at once, and come +back and report." + +Two minutes later, Klondyke was away on his errand, only too happy at +the prospect of being in harness again. + +For the time being, the trolls were overthrown. The battle was not yet +won, but a staunch friend had given the Sailor new fighting power. He +was by no means his own man; he felt he never could be again; all the +same, when Klondyke returned about an hour later with the news that he +had been able to secure two berths for the following day, Henry Harper +was dressed, he was bathed and shaved, he was clothed in his right mind +more or less. + + + + +XIX + +On the following night, the Sailor put once more to sea. But it was +very different faring from any he had known before. A craft of this +kind was another new world to him. Indeed, so little did it resemble +the _Margaret Carey_, that it was hard to realize at first that he was +once more ocean bound. Even the tang of salt in the air and the wash +of the waves against the sides of the great ship were scarcely enough +to assure him that he was again afloat. + +It was the presence of Klondyke which really convinced him. + +"I never thought we should come to this," said his friend as they +lingered in boiled shirts over an excellent dinner and a band the +second day out. "It's better than having to turn out on deck at eight +bells with your oilskins soaked and the nose of the Horn in front of +you. You think so, Sailor, I know." + +Henry Harper confessed that he did. + +"How you stuck it all those years, I can't think," said Klondyke. "How +any chap sticks it who doesn't really take to the sea passes me. But +you were always a nailer for keeping on keeping on." + +The case might be even as Klondyke said, but the Sailor had about +reached his limit. + +Klondyke himself, who was not a close observer, was struck by the +change. He couldn't quite make him out. In his peculiar way, he had a +great regard for the Sailor. He considered him to be a white man all +through; and knowing so much of the facts of his life, he felt his grit +was quite extraordinary. But now it had begun to seem that this +gallant fighter was losing tenacity. There was something about him +which suggested a boxer who has been knocked to the boards, who is +trying to rise before he is counted out and sickly realizes that he +can't. + +What had happened? It was clear that he had had an awful facer. How +had he come by it? Klondyke belonged to a type which strictly +preferred its own business to that of anyone else, but it was +impossible not to ask these questions, knowing as much of Henry Harper +as he did. + +Was Mary the cause? Had the blow been dealt by her? Somehow, he did +not think that could be the case. And yet there was a doubt in his +mind. He knew, at least, that Mary was fearfully upset. It was she +who had come to him with a particular look in her eyes and had proposed +a voyage for the Sailor on the plea that he had been working too hard. +That certainly did not suggest any unkindness on her part. All the +same, he knew that his family strongly disapproved of her intimacy with +Henry Harper. + +Putting two and two together, he was half inclined to believe that the +Sailor had proposed to Mary, and that against her own wish she had +refused him. But even that hypothesis did not account for the morbid +and rudderless state he was in now. + +Nevertheless, the Sailor had still a little fight left in him. About +the third or fourth day out, he had begun to make an effort to pull +himself together, and then it became clear that the voyage was doing +him good. In a week he was a new man. He was still deeply mysterious, +he was not keen and alert as he used to be, but to the unsubtle mind of +Klondyke that implied a case of overwork. + +Indeed, as far as he was concerned, that must always be the primary +fact in regard to the Sailor. How the chap must have sapped in the +nine years since last they had put to sea. It was almost incredible +that a man who had made a reputation with his pen, who in speech and +bearing could pass muster anywhere, should have been picked out of the +gutter unable to write his own name, and set aboard the _Margaret +Carey_. + +Yes, this chap had enormous fighting power. There was not one man in a +million who could have overcome such a start as that. It would be a +tragic pity if he went under just as he was coming into his own. + +When they reached Frisco the Sailor was so much more himself that +Klondyke, who at one time had been disinclined to leave him, felt that +now he might do so without any fear for his safety. In every way he +seemed very much better. He was brighter, less silent. There was +still a mysterious something about him which he could not account for, +but he felt the worst was past and that there was no reason why Henry +Harper should not go home alone. + +Therefore, when they came to Frisco, Klondyke carried out his plan of +trekking to nowhere and back, where boiled shirts would cease to +trouble him, and where, with a rifle and a few cartridges, and one or +two odds and ends in a makeshift carry-all which had accompanied him to +the uttermost places of the earth, he would really feel that he was +alive. He invited the Sailor to come with him, yet he knew that such a +mode of life was not for Henry Harper. And the Sailor knew that, too. +For one thing, he would be wasting precious time he could not afford to +lose; again, now that fighting power was coming back to him, he must +run his rede, must prepare to outface destiny. + +Still, in taking leave of his friend, he was trying himself beyond his +present strength. + +The fact struck him with cruel force at the moment of parting on the +waterfront at Frisco. Klondyke, wearing a fur cap the replica of one +that would ever be the magic possession of Henry Harper, was on the +point of going his way, and the Sailor had booked a return passage to +Liverpool. It came upon him as they said good-by that it was more than +he could bear. + +"You'll win out," were the last words spoken in the familiar way. +"You've not got so far along the course to be downed in the straight. +Keep on keeping on, and you'll get through." + +That was their farewell. But as soon as the Sailor was alone, the +awaiting trolls were on him. He was in better shape now than in those +hours in Brinkworth Street, but the conflict was grim. Every ounce of +will was needed. + +He went aboard feeling dazed. Even yet he had not grasped the worst. +He did not know until the next day that England and Brinkworth Street +were not yet possible, and that perhaps they never would be. +Therefore, when they touched at the port of Boston he changed ship and +put about, having suddenly determined to make the grand tour as a +saloon passenger. + +He was well off for money. Popularity had come to him as well as +technical success. He could afford to sail round the world first +class. And having reached this wise decision, he began in earnest to +fight destiny. + +He had made a pledge that he would not write to Mary, also, if his will +endured, he would never see her again. It seemed the only course after +that last failure. + +John Milton was with him, also the Bible and Shakespeare and Shelton's +"Don Quixote" and Boswell's "Life of Johnson," and a translation of +Montaigne. Moreover, he had the Iliad and the Odyssey in English, also +a Greek Lexicon. With the aid of this, he spent many an hour in +quarrying painfully, but with a certain amount of success, in the +original. This royal company did much to hold the trolls at bay. But +in the evening they would hover round the lamp in the saloon; and +during the night, when he awoke to the wash of the sea, expecting to +hear eight bells struck and half wishing he was dead in consequence, +because he would have to tumble out of his bunk and ascend shivering to +the deck of the _Margaret Carey_, then was a time for the foe. But +with John Milton and a greater than John by his elbow, and with +Aladdin's wonderful lamp still burning fitfully through the night, +although of late the genie had apparently forgotten to trim it, the +demons for all their hissing and snarling were never really able to +fasten their fangs upon him as they had done that morning in Brinkworth +Street. + +Weeks went by. He saw strange sights and many familiar ones, he +touched at some unknown and some half remembered ports, he watched the +sun gild many majestic cities. Once again he saw on the starboard bow +the trees of the Island of San Pedro. Once again he saw the sharks +with their dead-white bellies and heard their continual plop-plop in +the water. Once again he heard the Old Man come up the cabin stairs. +This time the heavens did not open, perhaps for the reason that there +was no heaven to open for Henry Harper now. + +About the third day out from Auckland on the homeward tack, he put +forth a great effort to come to grips with "A Master Mariner," Book +Three. But after a week of futile struggling he discovered that +Aladdin's lamp was extinguished altogether. + +The knowledge was bitter, but it must be accepted. Hope was the magic +fuel with which the lamp was fed. If that priceless stuff should fail, +the lamp could burn no more. Whatever he did now it seemed as clear as +the glorious sun of the Antipodes that the mariner would never come +into port. + +Several times he changed ship. Mind and will steadily developed, but +he was never captain of his soul. The demons of the past no longer +besieged him, but Book Three was still becalmed. The hour was not yet +in which he could return. + +Months went by, but the future remained an abyss. + +In the end, Ulysses came back to the shores of his native Ithaca for a +prosaic but sufficient reason. It was merely that he was in need of +money. After eleven months of wandering on the face of the waters, the +liberal store he carried had almost disappeared. Quite suddenly one +night, in the Mediterranean, he took the decision to return to London. + + + + +XX + +The Sailor knew as soon as he stepped on the platform at Charing Cross +that he had no wish to see again that city which had treated him with +such unkindness. He left his gear in the station cloak room, and then +by the time he had gone a few yards he regretted bitterly that he had +ever come back at all. The mere sight of the omnibuses, of the names +on the hoardings, of the grotesquely miscellaneous throngs in the +Strand, told him that eleven months of ceaseless wandering had done +nothing, or at the best very little, to heal the wound he bore. + +These streets brought an ache that, steel his will as he might, he +could hardly bear. There to the right was the National Gallery. It +was on just such a morning as this that she had led him to the Turners. +Farther along were Pall Mall and Edward Ambrose. + +Five minutes he stood on the curb at the top of Northumberland Avenue, +trying to decide whether he should cross Trafalgar Square. Once more +the old sense of disintegration was upon him. Once more he was asking +himself what he ought to do. + +Eleven months had passed, but things were as they were. In that time +not a line had been added to the work he was trying to do. Yet he felt +that his first duty was to go to see Edward Ambrose. Let him go now. +It was no use shirking it. But a curious instinct was holding him +back. It was illogical, he knew, but every moment that he stood there +seemed to make the task more difficult. + +In a state of irresolution he crossed the road as far as an island in +the middle. The sense of familiarity was growing at every step. +Within a very few yards was Spring Gardens. He could see two doors up +the street the brass plate of Messrs. Mortimer mocking him through a +weird substitute for the light of day. + +In spite of all the months that had passed, the sight of that brass +plate was like a knife in his body. He turned from the island to dash +across a very dangerous road, and came within an ace of the death that +would have been so welcome. A taxi avoided him by an almost miraculous +swerve, for which, when he realized it, he did not thank the driver. + +All at sea he crossed the Square and entered Pall Mall. In the process +of time he came to the home of _Brown's Magazine_. Edward Ambrose gave +him a welcome that nearly brought tears to his eyes. + +"My dear boy!" he said. "Not one word in all these months! Anyhow you +have come back to us." + +It was impossible to doubt the friendship and the affection of this +greeting. The Sailor felt a pang of shame. As a fact, he had been too +modest to expect such loyalty. + +"I'm ... I'm sorry." + +"You had no right to forget your friends," said Edward Ambrose, a +little resentfully. He knew the workings of this childishly open mind, +and it hurt him that a sincere emotion should have been underrated. + +"Yes," said the Sailor queerly. "It was rotten." + +"You are looking splendidly brown and well," said Edward Ambrose as +soon as it seemed the part of wisdom to speak. "You don't mean to say +that Dick Smith has been sailing the high seas all these long months?" + +"Not Dick Smith. Ulysses." + +Ambrose gave a little start of pure pleasure. + +"Then," he said, "a master mariner has really come into port?" + +"No." He stifled a groan. "And never will, I'm thinking. That poor +sailor man is still becalmed east by west of Nowhere, and never a sign +of land on either bow." + +"But you _must_ put it through somehow. Tell me ... is there anything +I can do to help you?" + +The Sailor shook his head miserably. + +"I can't accept that as final," said Edward Ambrose. "It's--it's--I +hesitate to say what it may be if only you carry it out as you have +conceived it. If you don't do that I some how feel the high gods will +never forgive you ... or me." + +If anything could have rekindled Aladdin's lamp in the Sailor's soul it +would have been the enthusiasm of this friend. But it was not to be; +the trolls had him captive. + +"I'm sorry," he said gently, knowing the stab he dealt. "It is no +fault of yours. It's you that's made me all I am ... and if any man +could have helped me here you would have been that man. But I'm just a +broken mariner. It's no use mincing it--I'm done." + +The stark simplicity of the confession made Edward Ambrose gasp. He +could say nothing. In the honest eyes was a look of consternation. + +"A mariner has got to have a star to work by. Even old Ulysses had to +have that. But there's not one for Henry Harper in all the firmament." +He fell into a sudden, odd, and queer kind of rage. "It's a black +shame. If only I'd had a fair chance I'd have put this thing through. +You might say"--the harsh laugh jarred worse than the baffled +anger--"I'm a chap who has been handicapped out of the race. +However..." The Sailor became silent. + +Ambrose felt himself to be shaken. The impotent fury of this elemental +soul was something beyond his experience. He hardened his heart. It +must be his task to anchor this derelict adrift in uncharted seas until +such time as help could come to him. + +"Henry," he said suddenly, "does Mary Pridmore know you have returned?" + +"No." + +Edward Ambrose mustered his courage. + +"If you don't bring the mariner into port it will be a heavy blow for +her." + +"What has it to do with her?" was the almost savage reply. + +"She believes in you." + +"Why should she?" There was almost a note of menace. + +"She is your friend. We are both your friends." + +The quiet tone somehow prevailed. + +"Of course," he said queerly, "you are both my friends. And I'm not +worthy of either." + +"Suppose we leave her to be the judge of that." + +The Sailor shook his head. + +"She can't judge anything until ... until I've told her ... about Cora." + +"She has not been told?" Ambrose spoke casually, impassively. Somehow +he had allowed himself to guess that the Sailor had told her, and that +she had sent him away. Why he should have come to that rather +fantastic conclusion he didn't know, except that she had not had a line +from Henry Harper in eleven months. But he saw at once that he was +wrong. + +He felt that he must use great care. The ice was even thinner than he +had suspected. Moreover an acute perception told him that nothing +would be easier than for ill informed well-meaningness to commit a +tragic blunder. + +"You don't mean to say you thought I had?" The Sailor put his question +oddly, disconnectedly. + +"The fact is," said Edward Ambrose jesuitically, "I have never been +impertinent enough to think the matter out. I know nothing beyond the +fact that Mary Pridmore is very much your friend." + +"There's no use in saying that when I can never be hers." + +"Ah, there I don't agree," said Edward Ambrose calmly. + +"Why not look the facts in the face?" + +"Yes, why not?" + +"Friendship between us is impossible. That's why I went away. We ... +we played it up too high. Friendship between a man and a woman is no +use ... at least not to her and me ... although..." + +"I'm not talking merely of friendship," said Edward Ambrose, very +deliberately. "I'm talking of something else." + +So charged with meaning were the words that the Sailor recoiled as if +he had received a blow. + +"What ... what are you saying!" he cried with a sudden blind rage in +his face. + + + + +BOOK V + +FULFILLMENT + +I + +"Why do you taunt me?" cried the Sailor after a pause hard to endure. + +"I offer neither reason nor excuse for the words I have used," said +Edward Ambrose calmly. "I can only say that she is more than your +friend. You must remember that you have been away eleven months. In +the meantime water still continues to flow under London Bridge." + +"I don't follow you." + +"Yes, of course--one assumes too much. One forgets that you have been +away so long and that apparently you have not yet seen Mortimer." + +"Mortimer!" + +"Perhaps I ought to have told you ... yes ... I can see I ought to +have. Mortimer has news." + +"News!" + +"Now I am going to put you out. Go at once and see him." + +Henry Harper presently realized that he was again on the pavement of +Pall Mall, but he was too bewildered to know how he had come there. He +was in a kind of dream. But all he did had a specific purpose. For +instance, he was going to see Mr. Mortimer. Yet he could not +understand what lay behind his friend's desire that he should see the +solicitor at once. The true explanation never occurred to him. + +Mr. Mortimer had to tell him that his wife had died two months ago in +the course of one of her bouts of drinking. At first the Sailor could +not grasp the significance of the statement. It hardly seemed to make +any impact upon him. He thanked Mr. Mortimer for all his services in a +trying matter, and went out into the street, apparently giving very +little thought to what had happened. + +Here, however, he grew suddenly aware that the aspect of things had +completely changed. Something had occurred which lay beyond his ken, +but he knew already that the whole universe was different. + +A new man in brain and heart, he collected his things from Charing +Cross and drove to Brinkworth Street. His room was ready to receive +him in spite of the fact that he had been away eleven months. He had +written to Mr. Paley from time to time inclosing money and telling him +that he hoped to be home presently. And home he was at last. + +It was not at once that he could set his thoughts in order. But one +fact was clear. He was free. He was free to enjoy the light of +heaven, to breathe the breath of life. + +In the height of the tumult now upon him he took a resolve. The +barrier was down. He would put all to the touch. Somehow he had an +implicit faith. A gulf was fixed, he knew, between Mary and himself. +She belonged to a world far removed from the one in which he had been +born, in which he had passed so much of his life. But he had that +final pledge, "If ever you want help!" Well, there was only one way in +which she could help him, and that she knew as well as he. + +Soon after five he set out. If he went leisurely he would reach Queen +Street about six, a propitious hour. She was generally at home at that +time. It was hard to believe that he was the same man who had stood +that morning on the curb at Charing Cross. He had absolutely nothing +now in common with that broken mariner. + +In those few brief hours he had suffered one sea change the more. The +genie had relit the lamp. Again he was a forward-looking man. Nay, he +was more. He was a prince of the blood approaching the portals of an +imperial kingdom. Otto, a prince of that other kingdom, issued from +the threshold of No. 50, while Venables, the butler, with polite +surprise, was in the very act of receiving the Sailor. + +"Hulloa, Harper," said the Prince. "Turned up again. We had all given +you up for lost." + +It might have been possible for a delicate ear to detect something +other than welcome in the voice of his highness. But whether such was +the case or not was a matter of no concern to the returned mariner. + +Mary was at home and alone. At first he was a little unnerved by the +sight of her, and she perhaps by the sight of him. The look of sadness +in her face distressed him. + +"Not one line," she said. But there was nothing of Edward Ambrose's +half reproach in her voice. + +"No." + +"I was beginning to think I should never see or hear of you again." +Her simplicity was the exact counterpart of his own. + +"I don't think I ever meant you to." + +She waited patiently for him to add to his strange words and was slow +to realize that he couldn't. + +"That would have been cruel," she said at last. + +"It would have been cruel either way. However, it is all done with +now." + +"I'm afraid I don't understand," she said, finding that speech had +failed him again. + +"I don't know whether I can tell you." + +Ought he to tell her? A harrowing doubt arose. She knew that there +had been some grave reason for his going away. But what the hidden +cause had been, hers was not a nature that would ask. She only knew +that if speech and bearing meant anything, he was deeply in love with +her, and yet for some unfathomable reason he had shirked the issue. + +And now he had returned after these long months, which to her as well +as to himself had been a time of more than bitterness, there was still +this shadow between them. Yet it surely belonged to the past. There +was no barrier between them now, except the memory of a secret which +somehow he could not believe was vital. + +In her immense desire to serve him she was ready to give all that he +might ask. But there was still a reservation in his mind. In the +sudden revelation, as it seemed to him, of the divine clemency, he was +overwhelmed by a desire to confess all. + +There may have been no need to do so, yet that was not a question to +ask. She was his, he knew it; she would not be less, she would be +doubly his, if she learned the circumstances of his life. Besides, so +high was the revulsion of feeling now upon him that it seemed the +course of honor. And was it not her right to know all concerning him +before he demanded so great a sacrifice? + +In this mood he never for a moment doubted that it would be a further +bond. Let him tell his secret now that his lips had been unsealed. + +"Mary," he said, "do you remember your words eleven months ago?" + +[Illustration: "'Mary,' he said, 'do you remember your words eleven +months ago?'"] + +"I remember them perfectly." + +"Well, there was only one way in which you could help me then, and that +was why I went away. And I never intended to return unless I could +claim that which you offered me." + +"Was it necessary?" + +"Mere friendship is no use to you and me. But I couldn't ask you to +marry me then, although I knew ... at least I thought I knew ... you'll +tell me if I am wrong..." + +She couldn't help smiling a little at this rather childlike confusion. + +"... that you would marry me if I asked you. But I didn't, because I +couldn't. Do you understand that? Do you still look at things in the +way you did?" + +The soul of a poor mariner might be tempest tossed on all the oceans of +the world, but the soul of Mary Pridmore was the fixed star of his +faith. The mere thought seemed to brace his courage for the task that +honor laid upon him. + +He took her hand. It was the only manifestation he would allow himself +until he had told her. + +"I could not ask you to marry me then," he said, "because I had a wife." + +"You had a wife." She repeated the words numbly, incredulously. + +"I had a wife," he said, doggedly. "She died two months ago." + +"And ... and you never told me!" + +"No." + +There was an edge to her tone that had struck like a knife. + +"Henry!" + +"I tried," he said feebly. "God knows I tried." + +"You don't mean you deceived me?" Her voice was hardening. + +"No." A queer kind of faintness was coming over him. "I don't mean +that. You never asked me and ... and I never told you." + +"But you knew I took it for granted that you were not married." + +The order and precision of her speech began to frighten him. He could +give no answer. + +"You knew that." Her voice was hurting him terribly. + +"I don't say I didn't," he said. He had a sick feeling that he was +already in the jaws of a trap. God in heaven, what madness had lured +him to tell her when he had no need to do so! + +"Then you deceived me." The voice was pitiless. + +He looked at her with scared eyes. + +"Don't say that," he said. + +He saw there was a cold light blazing in her and he began to grow +miserably afraid. + +"I tried very hard not to deceive you," he said. "God knows I tried. +And it was because I couldn't go on with it that I went away and ... +and never meant to see you again." + +"I don't quite think that is an excuse." + +Somehow the words seemed to goad him on to unknown perils. But he was +in a quicksand, the ground was moving under his feet. + +"You don't know what my life has been," he said desperately. "You +don't know what a wife I married, you don't know anything about me, +else you wouldn't be so hard." + +She realized while he was speaking, realized with a kind of nausea, +which came suddenly upon her, that all he said was true. There was a +peculiar note creeping into his voice that assailed her fastidious ears +like a sudden descent to a subterranean region which she knew to exist, +but of which she had never had first-hand knowledge. The subtle change +of tone was telling her as nothing else could have done that it was +perfectly true that she knew neither what his life had been nor +anything about him. + +"Mary." In spite of an intense feeling for him it was beginning to +make her wince to hear her name on his lips. "If you don't mind I +think I'll tell you one or two things about my life and ... and how I +came ... to get married." + +"I think perhaps I would rather not know." It was not she who said +that. Long generations of Pridmores and Colthursts had suddenly taken +charge and had answered for her. + +It was a tone he had never heard her use, not even at the dinner party +at which she had discussed the question of divorce. It was almost as +if she had hit him a blow and yet without intending to deal one. By +this time he had grown so dazed and frightened that he had begun to +lose his head. + +"The woman I married was not respectable, and that was why I didn't +tell you." + +She drew away from him a little. It was quite an involuntary action, +but he felt it like a knife in the flesh. In sick desperation he +floundered on, suddenly losing touch with all the small amenities of +speech and manner he had so painfully imposed upon himself. Moreover, +he realized the fact with pangs that were almost murderous. There were +notes from the Blackhampton gutter beginning to strike through his +voice. + +"You don't know what my life has been," he said. "You don't know where +I started from." + +Again she made that involuntary movement, almost as if she felt that +the mere tone was defiling her. + +"You must let me tell you ... let me tell you all, if you don't mind. +It'll help you understand." + +"I would rather you didn't." Again the Pridmores and the Colthursts +were speaking. + +He looked at her with a wildness that made her shiver. An intense pity +for this man had suddenly begun to do battle with the Colthursts and +the Pridmores. There was something in those eyes, as there always had +been, that was almost beyond her power to meet. + +"I never had a chance," he said, holding her in thrall with the voice +she no longer recognized as his. "I've been handicapped out of the +race. I'm going to tell you, Mary. It's not that I want your pity ... +I ask more than that. It's more than pity will bring a sailorman like +me into port." + +A kind of defiance of himself and of her had entered his tone. His +words seemed to open a vein in her heart. She had a great compassion +for this man, but with all her strength of soul, with all her +independence, she knew and felt that voice had already told her that +the facts of his life were going to prove more than she could bear. + +In a dogged way, with many of the tricks of speech and manner of former +phases of his life, which he had sloughed as a snake its skin, and had +now reassumed in the stress of overmastering agony, he told her all. +He spared her nothing, not even his comparatively recent knowledge that +his father had been driven to commit a murder, which in Henry Harper's +view accounted for the price the son had had to pay. Nothing was +spared her of Auntie, of the police, of the night on the railway, of +Mr. Thompson and the Old Man, of the _Margaret Carey_ and the Island of +San Pedro, of Ginger and Blackhampton, of the first meeting with +Klondyke, of the first meeting with Edward Ambrose, and, finally, an +account of his fall into the clutches of Cora Dobbs and how he made the +horrible discovery concerning her on the night of their own first +memorable meeting at the dinner party in Bury Street. + +Some insane demon seemed to urge him on. In spite of the look of +horror in her eyes, he told her everything. Somehow he felt it was the +only reparation he could make to her for being as he was. + +"Klondyke gave me my first start," he said finally. "He knows nearly +as much as you--except about that woman--but he's stood to me all +through. I don't ask your pity. I admit I deceived you, Mary, an' I +done wrong, but it warn't because I didn't want to do right. I got to +pay for it, I can see that. I dare say it's right, but I'll only say +... and this is final ... _Enry Arper, whatever 'is father done, don't +deserve not a half, not a quarter of what's been done to him_." + +She had to hold on by the table. Something was stifling her. There +were things in this elemental soul which the Pridmores and the +Colthursts might once have known, but for long generations had +forgotten. + +She dare not look at him. An abyss had opened. She simply couldn't +face it. + +Somehow he knew that. It needed no words to tell him. Everything was +lost. The mariner could never hope to come into port. Again that +horrible sense of rage came on him, which a few hours ago had +overthrown him in his interview with Edward Ambrose. It maddened him +to think that he had been allowed to get so far along the road and that +a subtle trick had defeated him when the goal was actually in sight. + +Yet even at the last there was just one thing, and only one, that stood +to him: if it was still possible he must be a man, a gentleman. He +knew this woman was suffering cruelly, and he owed it to her and to his +friends not to profane the God she worshiped. There was no God in +heaven after all, it seemed, for Henry Harper, but for her, who had not +the stain of a father's crime upon her, it was a different matter. + +As he stood not three paces from her, clenched and incoherent, fighting +not to strike her with the sudden awful blasphemies that were surging +to his lips, he knew nothing of what was passing in her mind. Had he +known she would have had his pity. All that her progenitors had stood +for in the past had suddenly recoiled upon her. All those entries in +Burke it had been her pleasure to deride, all the politicians and the +landed proprietors, all the Lady Sophias and the Lady Carolines, all +that flunkyfied reverence for concrete things of those generations of +the Pridmores and the Colthursts, which had so long affronted her high +good sense, were now having their word to say in the matter. + +She had pledged her help to this man if ever he asked it, but now she +found that help was not hers to give. Said the tart voice of her +famous Aunt Caroline, it is not to be expected, my dear, of a sane +Christian gentlewoman. Think of your father, my dear! By some strange +irony, Mary Pridmore suddenly thought of him, that admired and +bewhiskered servant of a generation which allowed his friend Bismarck +to steal Schleswig and to murder France, but paid itself the tribute of +building the Albert Memorial; the distinguished servant of a generation +that had denied reading, writing, and arithmetic to its Henry Harpers +and had turned them barefoot into its Blackhampton gutters. + +Many things were coming home to the heart of Mary Pridmore in the awful +silence of that room. She was no more to blame for the long line of +her fathers whose governing abilities were commemorated in the England +of the sixties than was their victim, Henry Harper, in whose bruised +body and tormented soul had been commemorated his mother's murder. She +was numb and dazed now she had heard his story, but she had nothing to +give him. + +The truth had come to him already. "Now, Enery, you must be a man and +bear it," said the voice of Auntie, wheezing in the upper air. Well +... if his flesh and blood would only let him he must be a gentleman as +long as he had the honor to converse with a real Hyde Park lady who +believed in God ... that was all he knew at the moment. If there was a +spark of manhood in him he must hold on to that. + +"Miss Pridmore." ... He was able to pull himself together in a way that +astonished even himself.... "I see it's all over with me and you. +I'll never be able to get through without your help. I'm fair done in. +But I don't blame you. An' I just want you to say you don't blame me, +an' then I'll quit." + +She couldn't speak. Aunt Caroline in a hoop and elastic-sided boots +was simply imploring her to behave with dignity. + +"Say you don't blame me, Miss Pridmore, an' then I'll quit. It's not +reelly my fault about my father." He laughed a little, but she didn't +hear him. "I'm sorry, though, about the Mariner. If we could have +brought _him_ into port, you and me, Miss Pridmore, there'd been +nothing like him outside the Russians. However ... say I'm not to +blame ... and then I'll quit." + +She was unable to hear what he was saying. + +"Won't you, Miss Pridmore? I can't bear you should think I've played +it low down. If I could ha' told you afore I'd ha' done it ... you can +lay to that." + +It was not a voice that she knew, and she could not answer it. + +"Well, I'm sorry." + +Suddenly he took her hand, and its coldness startled him. + +"I'll say good-by," he said with a sort of laugh. + +Aunt Charlotte primly informed her niece that Mr. Harper was taking +leave. + +"Oh," she said. "Good-by." + +Without venturing again to touch the hand she offered, he stumbled +headlong out of the room and down the stairs. He took his hat from a +table in the hall and let himself out of the front door before the +butler could get there. He closed the door after him with a sharp +bang--it was a door with a patent catch and could only be closed in +that way--and as he did this and the sound re-echoed along Queen +Street, the lamp in the right-hand corner of his brain suddenly went +out. + +By the time he came to the end of the street it had grown very dark. +And as he turned a corner and found himself in a street whose name he +didn't know he was unable to see anything. And then all at once he +realized that Aladdin's lamp was broken in a thousand pieces, and he +gave a little wild shriek of dismay. The savage hunted eyes of Mr. +Thompson were gazing at him from under the helmet of a passing +constable. + +The trolls had got him. + +Nothing could help him now. It had grown so dark that he couldn't see +anything, although it was hardly seven at present of an evening in +June. He almost shrieked again as he heard the sniggering voice of +Auntie ascend above the gathering noises of the town: "Now, Enery, you +must be a man and bear it." + +He didn't know where he was now amid the maze of the little-frequented +streets of Mayfair. He had lost his way and he couldn't see. He was +blind already with an ever growing darkness. He was losing all sense +of time and place. But the voice of Auntie was ever in his ears, +exhorting him, with that shrill and peculiar snigger of which she never +seemed to grow weary, to be a man and bear it, as he stumbled on and on +into the night. + + + + + +II + +One afternoon about a week later, Edward Ambrose rang up No. 50, Queen +Street, on the telephone to ask if Mary was at home. In reply he was +told by Silvia that Mary had gone for a few days to Greylands to the +Ellises, but her mother would be very glad if Edward would come and see +her as she wished particularly to have a little talk with him. Edward +certainly did not wish particularly to have a little talk with Lady +Pridmore at that moment, but there was no way out of it. Thus in no +very amiable frame of mind he drove to Queen Street. + +Lady Pridmore was alone in the drawing-room. She received Edward with +the grave cordiality that she reserved for favorites. + +"It is very nice of you to come, Edward. Ring for some tea." + +That was like her, when she knew quite well he never took tea. + +"We are dreadfully worried about Mary." + +That was like her again. She was always dreadfully worried about +something, although nothing in wide earth or high heaven had the power +really to upset her. But Edward for some reason was not feeling very +sympathetic towards the Lady Pridmores of the world just now. + +"And we blame you." + +"Me?" + +"Yes, we blame you. It was you who first brought that young man, Mr. +Harper, to the house." + +This was not quite in accordance with the facts. Still, there would be +no point in saying so. Ambrose, therefore, contented himself with +asking, "Well, what of him?" with as much politeness as he could muster +in order to cover a growing impatience. + +"It is not well, Edward, it is very far from well," said Lady Pridmore +aggrievedly. "As I say, we are all dreadfully worried. Mr. Harper +turned up here again one day last week, the first time for a year. And +he saw Mary alone. Silvia and I were out--at--dear me!--but it doesn't +matter----" + +"Quite so," murmured the courteous Edward. + +"Otto met him coming in as he went out." + +"Well?" + +"Well, as I say, Mary and Mr. Harper were together a long time and +somehow--I'm sorry to tell you this--she has seemed quite ill ever +since." + +Edward expressed regret. + +"And Dr. Claughton strongly advised a change." + +"I am very sorry," he said gravely. + +"She is so overstrung that she has had to have sleeping drafts. It is +by Dr. Claughton's advice she has gone down to Woking." + +"But what reason have you to connect all this with Mr. Harper?" + +"The evening he saw her she didn't come down to dinner. Now I would +like you to tell me a little more about--about Mr. Harper. You brought +him here, you know. Otto says he is not altogether ... Do you think +that?" + +"Had I thought for a moment that he was not a desirable acquaintance I +should not have brought him here." This was a shameless begging of the +question; it was not he who had brought the young man there. + +"I'm glad to hear you say that," said Lady Pridmore with feeling. +"That is exactly what I said to Otto. I wish you would tell me all you +know about this Mr. Harper." + +"I am afraid I can only tell you one thing about him." + +"Yes," said Lady Pridmore encouragingly! + +"At the present moment he is very dangerously ill. The doctors take a +very grave view of his case." + +Lady Pridmore was grieved to hear that, but it fully confirmed what she +had surmised. + +What had she surmised? + +"I am quite sure that something rather dreadful took place here a week +ago." + +Ambrose felt that was most probable. + +"I wish you would tell me, Edward," said Lady Pridmore, "what in your +opinion it was that happened." + +The retort on the tip of Edward's tongue was, "How the devil should I +know!" but fortunately he didn't allow it to pass. He contented +himself with silence. + +"I want to see Mary most particularly," he said, after a pause. "I +think I'll send her a telegram to say that I am coming by the first +train tomorrow." + +"Do," said Lady Pridmore. "That will cheer her up." + + + + +III + +He sent a telegram as he returned sadly to his rooms. He was in a +miserable frame of mind. Somehow he was hating life, but he was now +fully bent upon one thing, and no peace could be his until he had done +it. + +After dinner came an answer to say Mary would be very glad to see him. +He sat smoking endless pipes, until he realized that it would soon be +too late to go to bed if he was to catch an early train. + +On arrival at Woking, Mary was at the station with her friend's car. +She looked ill, he thought, but she seemed very glad to see him. At +first they found little to say. Indeed, it was not until they had +decided to use a fine morning in walking to Greylands, had sent on the +car and taken to the road, that they were able to talk in the way they +wished. + +"I suppose you don't quite know why I've come?" said Ambrose. + +"No, I frankly don't," said Mary, "but at least, Edward, it is always +very, very good to see you." + +Ever since she could remember, he had ranked as the chief of her +friends, and that accounted, perhaps, for a certain attitude of mind +towards him. But in all the years they had known each other, in all +the hours they had spent in each other's company, never had they seemed +so intimate as in this walk together. And there was a very clear +reason why this should be so. Never had each felt such a need of the +other's perceptiveness. + +It was not for him to ask what had happened a week ago at that last +interview in Queen Street. But she told him voluntarily. + +"I had promised to help him," she said, growing pale at the +recollection. "And he came to me and told me all ... all the facts and +the circumstances ... things that not I and not you, Edward ... could +ever have guessed." + +"You were not able to do what he asked?" + +"No, I simply was not. I simply couldn't. I meant to help him. I +wanted to. Perhaps ... perhaps I ought to have ... but ... but it was +an abyss he showed me ... you don't know..." + +They walked on in silence a little way. + +"... A year ago, I made a pledge. And he counted on it. I think that +is why he told me the whole dreadful story. Had I not been a coward, I +should never have..." + +"You judge yourself too hardly. He asked too much." + +"It should not have been too much. I ought to have been able to help +him. At least ... I ought not to have sent him away as I did." + +"Assuming it were not too late, do you think you could help him now?" + +"But it _is_ too late." She was evading the question. + +"It is not the view I take myself. I saw both doctors yesterday, and +they have very little hope of a recovery. But you and I are not bound +to agree with them." + +"What can we do ... in the face of such an opinion?" + +"We can have faith." + +"But the doctors?" + +"It is a purely mental case. The mind is the key of the whole matter." + +"Yes, I know ... I know." + +"No doctor, however expert, can ever say anything positively in regard +to the mind, provided the brain is not damaged." + +"Isn't it bound to be?" + +"They do not say that ... and there is our hope. It is a special case. +We must always remember this man is different from other people. It is +my firm belief that it is in your power to save him. The view may be +entirely mistaken, but it is my own personal conviction." + +A new Edward Ambrose was speaking. Here were a strength and a force +which until that moment he had not known how to show her. It may have +been that the occasion had never arisen, or perhaps the conventional +timidity of his kind had never permitted it. + +"I--I don't altogether understand," she said, faintly. + +"You took away his belief. And I ask you to give it him back again." + +She walked dully by his side, striving as well as she could to +represent to herself the strange words he had used in a form she could +accept. + +"You do understand, Mary?" + +"Isn't it too late?" + +Tormenting fears were again upon her. + +"It may be. Certainly the doctors think the balance of probability +against it. But I firmly hold that such a view is not for those who +know this poor sailorman. I cannot help thinking that no one is +allowed to get so far along the road in the face of such paralyzing +odds without there being still some hope of putting the thing through." + +They stood in the middle of the road, looking at each other. + +"I ... I think you are right. You understand him so much better than +I." + +"That we can neither of us believe." He spoke with a queer laugh. +"But if I am asking you to give too much, you mustn't blame me. You +have always taught me to ask too much." His voice tailed off in the +oddest way. "But this time I don't ask for myself." + +She was crying. "I was never the woman that you thought me. Or that I +thought myself." + +She stood a moment, the tears running down her cheeks. + +"You must go to that poor mariner," he said, with odd suddenness, +trying now for the first time in all the long years to impose his will +upon hers. "He has a very wonderful cargo on board. You and I--we owe +it to each other and perhaps to future generations--to see that it +comes into port." + +Such a tone was startling. She had never heard it before. A new and +very potent voice was speaking. + +"There is no time to lose." This was Edward Ambrose raised to a higher +power. "Every hour is going to count. If it is still possible, go and +offer him a refuge from the storm." + +She stood irresolute. But already she had begun to waver. A masculine +nature in its new and full expression was turning the scale. + +"If we go back at once," he said, "there will be time to catch the +twelve o'clock train from Woking. You can telegraph to your maid. And +Catherine Ellis will understand. Or you can write and explain." + +Either the call was stronger than her weakness, or she had underrated +the forces within herself. For suddenly she turned round and they +began to retrace their steps along the road they had come. + +Good walking gave them time for the midday train to Waterloo. Upon +arrival at that terminus, shortly before one, they drove to a nursing +home in Fitzroy Square. + +Permission had already been obtained by Ambrose for Mary Pridmore to +see Henry Harper. It was felt that her presence at his bedside could +do no harm, although there was very little hope that it could do good. +At any rate, the nurse who received them made no difficulties about +admitting her. Ambrose took leave of Mary on the doorstep in the +casual rather whimsical way he affected in all his dealings with her, +and then drove heroically to his club. + + + + +IV + +The Sailor lay breathing heavily. He was still just able to keep on +keeping on. But in spite of the darkened room and the blindness of his +eyes, he knew at once that she had come to him ... the incarnation of +the good, the beautiful, and the true ... gray-eyed Athena, with the +plumes in her helmet. + +His prayer had been heard, his faith had been answered. He knew she +had come to him, this emanation of the divine justice and the divine +mercy, even before her lips had breathed his name ... that name which +through eons of time, as it seemed, he had been striving to fix in the +chaos that once had been his brain. + + + + +V + +It was rather less than a year later that Edward Ambrose, seated in his +favorite chair in his rooms in Bury Street, knocked out the ashes of a +last pipe before turning in. He had already given a startled glance at +the clock on the chimney piece, and had found it was a quarter past +three in the morning. + +The truth was he had been oblivious of the flight of time for a good +many hours. And the cause of this lapse was a bulky bundle of +manuscript which was still on his knees. It had come to him from +abroad with a letter the previous day. And having read the last page +and having cleared the debris from his pipe, he yet returned the pipe, +empty as it was, to his mouth and then read the letter again. + +It said: + + +MY DEAR EDWARD, + +In praying you to accept the dedication of what to you and none other I +venture to call an epic of that strange and terrible thing, the +unsubduable soul of Man, I make one more demand on your patience. I +feel that only a very brave man could father such a thing as this poor +mariner. It is not that he has not proved to be a stouter fellow than +could ever have been hoped. To say otherwise would be black +ingratitude to those who sought him out on the open sea and brought him +safely into port. If his book is more than was to have been expected, +it is yet less than the future promises now that other new, or shall we +say _recovered_ worlds, are continually opening to the gaze of the +astonished sailorman as with Athena by his side he roams the shores of +his native Ithaca. + + Drink deep, O muse, of the Pierian spring, + Unlock the doors of memory. + + +If this prayer is heard, on a day Ulysses may proclaim in native +wood-notes wild the goodness of the living God, and hymn the glories of +a universe that man, ill-starred as he may be, is powerless to defile. +Even if such power is not granted to the mariner, he will yet have a +happiness he had not thought possible for mortal men to know. And she +who had Wisdom for her godmother, I hope and pray she is also happy in +self-fulfillment. If this is a fatal egotism, I am not afraid to +expose it to you. The mariner is not so blind that he does not see +that it is a more developed, a far higher form of our species who sits +with his old pipe in his favorite chair in Bury Street, St. James', +frowning over this ridiculous letter. You and she begin where he +leaves off. What virtue both must have inherited! And who shall dare +to say how terribly a man may be punished for lack of virtue in his +ancestors. + +We send you our blessing and our affection. + +H.H. + + +Having reread this letter, Edward Ambrose turned again to the +concluding pages of the manuscript still lying upon his knees. The +clock on the chimney piece struck four, but no heed was paid to it. +The empty pipe was still between his teeth when finally he exclaimed: +"Yes, it's wonderful ... very wonderful. It is even more wonderful +than I had hoped." + +He then took the pipe from his mouth and found the stem was bitten +right through. + + + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Sailor, by J. C. 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