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diff --git a/38170.txt b/38170.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..c633e28 --- /dev/null +++ b/38170.txt @@ -0,0 +1,11043 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Grit Lawless, by F.E. Mills Young + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Grit Lawless + +Author: F.E. Mills Young + +Release Date: November 29, 2011 [EBook #38170] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK GRIT LAWLESS *** + + + + +Produced by Nick Hodson of London, England + + + + +Grit Lawless +By F.E. Mills Young +Published by John Lane, The Bodley Head, London and New York. +This edition dated 1912. + +Grit Lawless, by F.E. Mills Young. + +________________________________________________________________________ + +________________________________________________________________________ +GRIT LAWLESS, BY F.E. MILLS YOUNG. + +CHAPTER ONE. + +"This job has grown. There has got to be a fourth in it, and the fourth +must be a man.--You understand?" + +The speaker, who was known as the Colonel, took the cigar he was smoking +from his mouth the better to emphasise his words, and looked gravely +into the serious faces of his audience. It comprised a man of +middle-age, bearded, secretive, calculating; and one other. The other +was little more than a boy. By profession he was a mining engineer, by +disposition a scamp, ready to plunge into any undertaking that promised +adventure. The boy's head was bandaged where recently it had been +broken for him, and he sat very quiet and silent, which was unusual; as +the Colonel was wont to remark, he frequently talked too much. But he +was not proud of his broken head and its consequences, so he held his +peace. + +"Do either of you know of a man likely to suit? He must be possessed of +a good nerve and a none too tender conscience. He'll have to put +himself outside the law--the business is outside the law. And he must +be a man we can trust." + +The Colonel looked sharply from one to the other of his listeners, but +neither answered. The young engineer was sulkily examining his +finger-nails, displaying the same air of detachment that he had shown +throughout. He had received so severe a reprimand over the affair of +his broken head that he had felt strongly tempted to sever his +connection with the Colonel. Only that spirit of adventure that had led +him into it, and an unnatural greed of gain, prevented him from cutting +the concern. + +"I want a man with grit," the Colonel said slowly. "There must be +plenty such men in Africa, if I could only put my hand on one." + +As he paused the older man looked up suddenly. Something in the +Colonel's speech had jerked into his mind a name he had almost +forgotten. + +"I knew a man once," he said, and hesitated because he was not quite +sure whether his knowledge of the man justified a recommendation. The +acquaintance had been of the slightest; his opinion of his character was +based more upon hearsay than deduction, but he believed it was not at +fault. + +"Well?" + +The Colonel threw in the interjection with sharp impatience, and the +other added briefly: + +"He might not be sufficiently discreet. I know little of him... I did +him a service once." + +"What are his qualifications for this job?" the Colonel asked, passing +over the half-implied doubt as to discretion. "Let us get hold of +facts; we can deal with surmises later." + +"Your saying you wanted a man with grit brought him to my mind,--that's +what the fellows called him--Grit. And, upon my word! though I suppose +I've heard his real name, I can remember him by no other. Nobody ever +called him anything else. He was a lean chap, with an ugly scar down +one side of his face. I met him first up in Rhodesia. He was mining +then. But I saw him recently in Cape Town." + +"How did he earn the name of Grit?" the Colonel inquired, showing an +increasing interest; and the boy left off biting his nails and looked up +with a half-resentful scowl, as if jealous of the unknown man's +qualifications for a mission he knew his chief would not entrust to him. + +"I don't know whether he earned it on a particular occasion, or if it +was only a general recognition of the chap's pluck. They said of him at +the mines that he was a man who did not know fear." + +"Pshaw?" The Colonel struck the arm of his chair impatiently with his +open palm, and jerked one knee over the other. "I thought you had found +me my man," he said irritably, "a man with coolness and nerve. I don't +want any braggart with a school-boy hero reputation. Tell me something +he has done beside boast of his courage." + +The other man smiled. He rolled a cigarette and stuck it between his +teeth. Then he struck a match and lighted it. + +"I can't tell you much," he said. "I know little of him, but I never +heard him boast. He was a reserved fellow with a sort of hard +recklessness of manner that gave one the impression that life hadn't +used him well. I remember one night, some fellows, in illustration of +his almost incredible lack of any sense of fear, telling a yarn of how +during one of the punitive expeditions after some native rising--he was +in the Cape Police then, or some force, I don't remember the details +rightly--several of the boys surrounded a hut in which six of the +rebellious ringleaders were hiding. They wanted to take the blacks +alive and not lose any of their own men over the business. Grit +originated a plan, which they carried out, very successfully too, +foolhardy though the undertaking seemed. He climbed on a comrade's +shoulders, dropped through a hole in the grass roof right into the midst +of them, and he kept those six armed niggers at bay, fighting with a +naked sword and his back against the mud wall. And when the other chaps +rushed in they declare he was smiling quietly and seemed to be enjoying +himself. He never bragged about it, and he never turned a hair. He +simply hadn't felt fear." + +"Then there was no particular credit due to him." + +"Exactly. Nevertheless, it proves the possession of nerve." + +"Oh, dash it all!" the boy, who was called Hayhurst, exclaimed suddenly. +"Give the fellow his deserts. It was a damned plucky thing to do." + +The Colonel smiled drily. + +"It's the kind of hare-brained escapade that appeals to youth." + +"Call it hare-brained, if you like. How would you have got at them, +sir?" Hayhurst asked brusquely, resenting the other's speech. + +"In exactly the same manner, if I could have found anyone fool enough to +volunteer." + +He pitched the end of his cigar out through the open window and sat up +straighter. + +"Do you think you could find your man, Simmonds?" he asked. "And if you +found him could you persuade him to come and see me here? It would be +safer than my going to him. He had better come at night so as to avoid +detection. We don't want him to be spotted as in with us at all. If he +isn't marked he stands a better chance of success." + +"I can find him, right enough," the other answered. + +"Then do so with as little delay as possible. You needn't mention what +the job is he will be wanted for, but let him know that however valuable +his time is it will be paid for well, and give him thoroughly to +understand the necessity for secrecy." + +The man addressed as Simmonds nodded without speaking; and the boy, +muttering something about a headache, got up, and with a brief +good-night passed out through the French window, and swinging himself +off the stoep was swallowed immediately in the heavy blackness without. +The two men smoked in silence while they listened to the crunching of +his footsteps on the gravel path, until the sound died away in the +distance and only the stirring of the trees as the fitful wind swept +through their branches broke the silence of the night. Then Simmonds +looked round sharply at the man who sat near the opening, his strong +brows drawn together in a frown of balked annoyance, his eyes still +turned in the direction whence Hayhurst had disappeared. + +"What on earth induced you to enlist that young fool?" he asked. + +The heavy brows contracted yet more fiercely as their owner answered, +without moving his position: + +"Not such a fool as you fancy. And his youth is--or rather, was--an +advantage; it put others off their guard. He was smart enough in +getting on to the right trail." + +"And then bungled the business, and gave away the whole show." + +"Many an older man," the Colonel answered tersely, "has been outwitted +by a woman." + +He mixed himself a whisky and soda, and talked of other matters until, +close upon midnight, Simmonds took his leave. + +"Better send your man to me, not bring him," the Colonel said as he was +departing,--"safer. And be careful not to mention what I am likely to +want of him. I prefer to judge a man for myself before engaging his +services." + +Then he wished his companion good-night, and held a lamp for him to +light him to the gate. + +A few nights later the man whom other men called Grit, the man who was +credited with being entirely devoid of fear, presented himself at the +bungalow that the Colonel had rented furnished during the owner's +temporary absence in England. The bungalow was on the outskirts of Cape +Town, and the Colonel had chosen it for its proximity to the city and +its lonely situation. It stood back from the road in an ill-kept, +overgrown garden that was a wilderness of trees and vine-tangled shrubs +and palms. Tall straggling gum trees, with their bare untidy trunks and +ill-shaped limbs, towered above the one-storied building and shaded the +Dutch stoep built on to the front of the house. Oleanders, pink and +white, grew to an immense height, lending their fragrance to the heavily +perfumed air, rich with the mingled scents of nicotine and gardenia, and +the strong cloying sweetness of the orange tree, the dark green of its +foliage starred with the matchless beauty of its blossoms. Date and +other palms, the prickly cactus and aloe, grew in a wild confusion; and +enclosing the whole, undipped, neglected, yet glorious in their +disorder, were tall hedges of the blue plumbago, whose pale flowers +swept the ground. + +The Colonel was seated on the stoep when his visitor arrived. He was +alone, and thinking about the man though he was not expecting him. The +stranger advanced rapidly, with a trained regular step that caught the +listener's attention. Instinctively he sat up straighter, and peered +forward into the darkness, curious to behold who it was who approached +along the winding path from the gate. When the new-comer stepped into +the patch of light below the stoep he recognised him for the man +Simmonds had spoken of by the scar on the left side of his face. + +He mounted the steps and came on to the stoep, a tall spare man with +muscles of iron, the set of whose shoulders suggested, as his footstep +had, a military training. He was fair, with a long lightish moustache, +a face that was tanned almost copper-coloured, and a pair of dark grey +eyes. The eyes were the keenest and the most sombre the Colonel ever +remembered to have seen. They were extraordinarily expressive, and yet +bafflingly reticent. A woman would have called them beautiful. They +conveyed so much of sex, pride, power, of cool aloofness, and at the +same time of an almost startling concentration, that their gaze was +somewhat disconcerting. The Colonel when he encountered them fully for +the first time was conscious of their influence; for quite ten seconds +he looked steadily into their inscrutable depths without speaking. Then +he tilted the shade of the reading lamp at his elbow the better to see +his man, and, perfectly understanding the reason of his action, the +stranger advanced a few paces and stood where the light fell more +directly on his face. + +"I don't know whether Simmonds prepared you for my visit," he said; "but +I am here in accordance with your wish." + +"Thank you. I am obliged to you for your prompt response." + +The Colonel had risen. He led the way into the house through the open +window at his back, and carefully closed the window behind his visitor. + +"I am fond of trees," he remarked, "but I distrust them. I prefer to +hold this interview between walls. We have no occasion to fear the +keyholes, for there is not a soul besides ourselves beneath this roof." + +He turned up the lamp as he spoke, and again peered closely at the +stranger. By the brighter light in the room he observed the disfiguring +scar more clearly. It ran a deep seam slantwise down the lower half of +the face. At some time or other a bayonet had slashed the man's cheek +open and laid the jawbone bare. + +"You've been in the Service?" he said. + +"Yes." + +The answer, brief, uncommunicative, almost curt, told the Colonel among +other things that this man with the ugly scar and the strange +unfathomable eyes would brook no catechism in regard to his private +affairs. If he wanted his services, he must be prepared to take him on +trust. He stared once again into the grey eyes and sat down. + +"Take a seat," he said. Then with a motion of his hand to the decanter +of whisky that stood on the table between them: "Do you drink?" + +The stern mouth behind the heavy moustache relaxed slightly; its owner +realised that a negative answer would have been welcomed by his host, +who, though he drank himself in moderation, preferred in the present +business the services of an abstainer. + +"On occasions--yes," he replied as he sat down. + +The Colonel pushed the decanter towards him and a glass. + +"Help yourself," he said briefly; and the stranger deliberately half +filled the glass with spirit and added a dash of soda. His host watched +him curiously, and, reversing the quantities, mixed himself a glass. + +"The business for which I shall require you, if we come to an +understanding," he began, with a formality and stiffness which he had +not displayed before, "needs absolute discretion as well as coolness and +courage. I do not doubt for a moment," he added hastily, meeting the +piercing gaze of the grey eyes, "that your discretion is equal to your +courage. I have heard tales of the latter. They tell me fear is +unknown to you. I have heard your courage spoken of in terms of the +highest admiration." + +The grey eyes smiled suddenly. + +"I've heard a lot about that too," their owner said. "It's mostly from +youngsters, though." + +"My informant was no youngster." + +"Ah! you mean Simmonds. His knowledge isn't first hand. He's been +listening to the youngsters probably. It doesn't amount to much, a +reputation like that." + +The Colonel sat back in his chair and sipped his whisky meditatively. + +"You disclaim then the reputation you have gained?" he said. + +The other shrugged his shoulders indifferently. + +"Does any man actually deserve the admiration accorded him?--or the +discredit? Such things have their fashion." + +"Then, you would not, perhaps, describe yourself as absolutely +fearless?" + +The man flushed darkly, hesitated for an instant, and then touched the +scar on his face deliberately. + +"That marks a moment of absolute terror," he said quietly. "Thank God! +the fear of being a coward made me receive it in the face instead of the +back. Courage is only a matter of control. The hero differs from the +coward by the smallest accident of temperament. If self-control were +appreciated rightly and made a particular part of the education of the +race, the term coward would be seldom applied, and then only to the +person it fitted." + +The Colonel leant forward suddenly, resting his arms on the table, his +glance still searching the thin, inscrutable face that puzzled and yet +attracted him. + +"It is men like you we want... Why did you leave the Service?" he asked +abruptly. + +His hearer stiffened visibly. + +"Need we go into that?" he said. + +"Not if you prefer to keep your own counsel." + +There was a barely perceptible pause. The younger man broke it. + +"My objection to speak has probably led you to a fairly correct +inference," he said. "I was cashiered from the Army. But for which +stroke of fortune I should not now be offering my services to you." + +He lifted his glass, put it to his lips, and draining the contents, set +it down again empty. + +The Colonel remained silent, regarding him with freshly awakened +distrust. By his own showing the man was an adventurer. Despite his +first prejudice in his favour he began to wonder whether after all it +were wise to place confidence in him. He knew nothing of him. There +was to his credit merely a few garnished tales of daring which, either +from modesty or a knowledge of their exaggeration, he had himself +practically disclaimed,--and to his discredit the ugly truth he had just +heard from his own lips. He sat up suddenly. In the piercing eyes that +met his own steadily he perceived the flicker of a smile. + +"You haven't committed yourself, sir. There is time to draw back." + +But at the half-mocking speech, the almost insolent challenge of the +tone, the doubt in the Colonel's mind suddenly vanished. What if the +man were an adventurer? Were not his services required for an +adventurous undertaking? The balance sheet of his past life was no +concern of his. He wanted courage, daring, and intelligence; he was +prepared to pay for them; and he believed that the man before him +possessed these qualifications. + +"You are not the first man who has gone under who in happier +circumstances would have been a credit to the Service," he said gravely, +and having said it dismissed the subject almost it seemed with relief. +It did not do to be over particular in regard to a man's past with great +odds at stake. + +"I have mentioned what the business I wished to see you about demands of +the man who undertakes it," he added, without pausing, "but I have said +nothing about the business itself as yet. Briefly, it is the recovery +of certain letters and incriminating papers--some of them, I believe, +forgeries--that are being now used for the purposes of blackmail." + +"Half a moment, please. Is this a personal matter, or are you merely +negotiating for someone else?" + +"It is not a personal matter. It affects someone of greater importance. +I have been sent out here to get hold of those papers at any cost. We +have offered a big sum down for them, but the rogues who hold them won't +part. Their game is to keep on squeezing. They believe they have an +inexhaustible mine." + +"From what you tell me I should say their belief was justified. Since +they won't sell, how do you purpose getting hold of the papers?" + +"We must take a leaf from their book and steal them back." + +There was a momentary silence during which the grey eyes looked straight +into the brown eyes with a hard, unflinching gaze. + +"And that's where I come in," he said, completing the Colonel's +sentence. + +The Colonel nodded. + +"That's where you come in--if you do come in, that is... There is a +certain danger attaching to the enterprise, but that I needn't mention +to you. You will have determined men to deal with, and, unfortunately, +men who are in a sense prepared. The plan has been attempted already-- +and bungled." + +"I should like," Grit interposed, "to hear about that, if you please." + +The Colonel briefly narrated the story of young Hayhurst's successful +tracing of the incriminating papers, of how he managed to get hold of +them, and how he lost them again through blabbing of the affair to a +woman. + +"That woman is in it, take my word for it," the Colonel said. + +"What's her name?" inquired the man who had listened quietly to the +recital without once interrupting or even moving his position. At the +abrupt question the Colonel looked across at him sharply. He had +purposely omitted the mention of any names; he intended to secure his +man before going into particulars; but now that the question was put to +him point blank he felt that he had not sufficient reason for +withholding the information. + +"Her name is Lawless--Mrs Lawless, living at Rondebosch.--You know +her?" he asked, seeing the unmistakable start his companion gave on +hearing the name. + +"Know her!--Yes, I suppose I do." + +The Colonel did not appear greatly surprised. + +"It's likely you would. She is somewhat notorious, I believe." + +"In what way?" + +"Oh! nothing actually against her that I know of. A beautiful woman +living alone, and much admired. ... Rumour has it that she's a widow, +and again has it that she is not. I've got beyond the age when a man +troubles to find out." + +"What causes you to imagine she is in with the other side?" inquired his +hearer, a shade of impatience in his tone. + +"The boy--" + +"Hayhurst?" + +"Yes. Hayhurst declares that she induced him to go home with her, that +she pumped him, and then signalled to a man who must have been hiding on +the stoep, and who sprang in through the window behind him and knocked +him senseless with a blow over the head. When he came to himself he was +lying in the gutter near his lodging and the papers were gone. My God!" +wound up the speaker savagely, "to know that that young fool had in his +possession what I've been months scheming to get hold of, and lets a +woman Delilah him out of his prize! I could cheerfully have slain him +when he brought the tale of his failure to me." + +"Lucky for him it was not to me he brought it," the other said grimly; +"I should probably have done it. You don't reckon yourself over +credulous, I suppose, in accepting his tale as it stands?" + +"No. I might have questioned it; but it seems probable enough in face +of the fact that the fellow who holds the papers has been paying marked +attention to Mrs Lawless for some time, and she certainly does not +discourage him. Cape Town couples their names together, I believe. One +can credit anything about a woman who will listen to the suit of a rogue +like that,--a damned swindler, with a reputation for being bigamously +married already in another country!" + +"His name?" the man with the scar asked sharply, leaning half-way across +the table. + +"Van Bleit." + +Grit sat up. + +"God! man, I know him intimately. We were in Rhodesia together." He +laughed harshly. "It is to him I owe the nickname that has stuck closer +than my own. The former acquaintance may prove helpful." + +The Colonel peered at him closely. + +"You have just reminded me that the nickname is all I know you by," he +said. "Simmonds could not recall your rightful title." + +"He is not singular in that respect," was the curt response. "My name +is Lawless." + +The Colonel stared at him blankly, his jaw fallen. + +"Lawless!" he repeated, and for the life of him he could not prevent the +sudden freeze in his manner. It even occurred to him at the moment that +he was the victim of a trick. If so, he had walked into the trap fairly +easily. + +"It is a somewhat uncommon name," he added. "Are you by any chance +related to the lady of whom we have been speaking?" + +The man he addressed returned his suspicious scrutiny with careless +indifference. + +"By marriage only," he answered briefly. + +The Colonel was only partially relieved. + +"I have confided in you so much, Mr Lawless," he said, "that you will +readily understand how unwelcome this intelligence is. Had I known of +the connection sooner I should have hesitated to speak so freely of a +matter that is as a sacred trust to me--" + +"You need not let what you have just learnt trouble you, sir," the other +returned carelessly. "Nothing that you have told me so far would be +news to the other side. As for the connection!"--he flicked his fingers +scornfully,--"it need weigh with you no more than that... The lady +disapproves of me. We have not met for years." + +"Perhaps, though, since a connection of yours is mixed up in this affair +you might not care to go on with it..." + +"It makes no difference," Lawless answered. + +The Colonel reached across the table. + +"You are throwing in your lot with me?" he asked quickly. + +The other's hand met his. + +"I'll get those papers back for you, or I'll kill your man," he said. + +CHAPTER TWO. + +It was late afternoon. The sun hung low in the blue sky and shot its +beams between the palm slits, making a brilliant tracery on the smooth +paths where it pierced a passage between the branches of the mimosa +trees, yellow with their golden balls. The chirrup of a cricket was the +only sound that broke the quivering silence, save when every now and +again the warm wind swept lazily through the gum trees and made music +with their leaves. + +Looking out upon the sultry stillness of the garden, her pose stiller +even than the almost motionless trees, with tense features, and eyes +that were stirred with emotion, as the eyes of one who looks back upon +the past from the stage of the present, seeing things with the broadened +vision of experience, stood the woman of whom the Colonel had spoken in +his interview with Lawless. She was tall and dark and splendid, with +large brown eyes flecked with a lighter shade as though they held +imprisoned sunbeams in their pellucid depths. Her rich dark hair waved +back from a low brow that was like ivory in its smooth whiteness, and in +the thin lips, scarlet as the flower of the pomegranate, showed her only +touch of colour. She wore a white dress of some Indian embroidery, and +the plain gold band of her wedding-ring comprised her sole ornament. + +A clock inside the room chimed the half-hour, and scarcely had the sound +died away into silence when the door behind her opened and a native +servant showed a visitor into the room. Mrs Lawless turned slowly +round, and with a hesitating, reluctant step moved forward a few paces +and then stood still, her arms hanging motionless at her sides, her lips +slightly parted, perhaps in a greeting that never passed them, for she +did not speak when she met the straight gaze of the visitor's keen eyes, +and looked into the scarred yet still handsome face of the man she had +not seen for eight years. He had halted just inside the doorway, and he +remained where he was, staring at her, the light falling direct upon his +face. The scar showed livid. She gazed at it with fascinated eyes. +She had not seen it before. + +"It was good of you to consent to see me," he said with grave +politeness. "I would not have troubled you with a visit had it not been +important. But what I have to say to you could not be written in a +letter." + +"I quite understand," she answered quietly. "Won't you sit down?" + +And in this commonplace manner passed a moment that marked a crisis in +two lives. + +He waited until she was seated, then he crossed to the window and stood +with his back to the sunlit scene. + +"I'd rather stand, thank you." + +He looked at her uncertainly, looked at the handsome furnishing of the +room and frowned. Where had she got her wealth from, this woman whom he +had always understood to be poor? + +"I did not know," he said slowly, bringing his gaze back to her face, +"that you were in South Africa until a few weeks ago. It was a surprise +to me. I trust you do not consider it intrusive that I took early +advantage of the knowledge to solicit an interview. I would not have +done so in ordinary circumstances, but it is a peculiar coincidence that +you and I should be mixed up in the same shady concern. I want you to +believe," he added earnestly, "that I had no knowledge of your part in +the business of which I am here to speak until after I had volunteered +my services. What part you actually played in it I am hoping you will +confide in me, and not consider that I am guilty of an impertinence in +seeming to interfere in what you do." + +"Oh no!" she answered gently, in her rich, deep voice, and added: "I +expect it is the affair of that poor boy and the letters you have come +to speak about. I always felt that I should hear of it again." + +He confirmed her surmise. + +"You are suspected," he said in conclusion, "of having assisted in their +recapture." + +She sat forward on the low sofa upon which she had taken her seat, and, +gripping the cushions tightly, questioned him with her eyes. + +"Suspected by whom?--You?" + +"That question is unnecessary, surely," he replied coldly. "Had I +suspected such a thing I should not be here. It is because I want to +hit the next man who breathes such a slander that I desire to have from +your own lips an explanation of that night's work. Will you tell me all +you know of the affair? It may be a help to me in tracing those +letters." + +"What have the letters to do with you?" she asked. + +"That's easily answered," he replied. "I am a soldier of fortune; my +hand and brain go to the highest bidder. Personally, I am not +interested in this matter--or rather, I was not interested; it has now +become a matter of life or death to me. I am pledged to recover those +letters,--and I mean to do it." + +She released her grip of the sofa cushion, folded her hands loosely in +her lap, and looked calmly into his sombre eyes. He thought as he +watched her that she was the most alluringly beautiful woman he had ever +seen. + +"I did not know," she said slowly, halting between the words. "I +haven't been out very long--barely six months; and I had not heard-- +anything... I will tell you all I know about the letters, though I +don't quite understand their importance. It's a case of blackmail, of +course--at least, I gathered from Mr Hayhurst that they were being held +for blackmail. He had succeeded in getting hold of them. The boy +drinks too much, and when he has been drinking he talks. I met him at a +friend's house, and he was talking, boasting of his achievement. He had +these most important papers on his person at the time, and was inflated +with success, I suppose--and too much wine. I persuaded him to come +home with me; and in the carriage he told me so much about the letters +that on arriving here I asked him to show me the packet. I intended to +induce him to leave it with me until he was sober and more discreet." + +"That was very unwise," her hearer interrupted. "He would probably have +gone away and blabbed further, with the result that this house would +have been broken into during the night. It was a risky thing to do." + +"Perhaps you are right," she said. "But I doubt whether I should have +succeeded in persuading him. I think I only roused his suspicions as to +the honesty of my intentions. And in any case I should not have been +allowed to keep them, for he had evidently been shadowed without knowing +it. While I talked with him in this room I fancied I heard a sound on +the stoep. The window was open. I walked over to it to look out, but +before I could reach it, or realise quite what was happening, a man +sprang past me into the room. He struck the poor drunken boy one blow +over the head with a stout short stick he carried that stunned him, and +I--I was paralysed with terror. I neither moved nor made any sound, +until I saw the man coming towards me, and then I suppose I fainted; for +I remember nothing more until I came to my senses later and found myself +alone." + +"And you never communicated with the police?" he said quickly. + +"I sent for the police the following day," she explained; "but before +the inspector arrived I received a message from Tom Hayhurst asking me +not to move in the matter." + +She got up and walked with a certain restrained excitement in her +movements to the mantel, where she stood, tall and graceful and +outwardly composed, with one arm on the high shelf, her face turned away +from him. + +"There is danger in this undertaking," she said. "I don't like it. Why +should a man risk his life to do another man--a stranger--a service?" + +"You forget the reward," he said cynically. "The pay is high." + +"The reward would be no compensation to a man for the loss of his life." + +He laughed bitterly. + +"We have only to die once, and no amount of prudence will release us +from the obligation." + +She faced round quickly. + +"The men who hold those letters in their possession are desperate," she +said. + +"So am I," he answered carelessly. "It's the same on both sides, I +imagine--merely a matter of gain." + +"It doesn't only amount to that with you," she exclaimed sharply, and +her eyes darkened in her pale face. + +"No. There are other considerations; but it is not necessary to go into +them." + +His tone was quietly aloof; it almost seemed that he would remind her +his doings were no concern of hers. She withdrew within herself; and +for the space of a few seconds there was silence between them. He broke +it. + +"You did not tell me who the man was who entered your house that night," +he said. + +"He was a stranger to me," she replied. "I had not, to my knowledge, +seen him before." + +"It was not Van Bleit?" + +"No." She met his eyes steadily. "Why should you suppose it might be?" + +"I would warn you against him," he said curtly, "if I might presume to +give you advice." + +"Thank you," she answered coldly. "I do not think I stand in need of +advice. And your warning is quite unnecessary." + +He drew himself up stiffly as a man might who realises a rebuff. + +"I beg your pardon," he said. + +He looked at her fixedly in the pause that followed his brief apology, +and his eyes were hard. + +"I have heard what I came to hear. It won't be of great service to me, +but I scarcely expected to learn more, and I am obliged to you for +receiving me. I will now relieve you of the embarrassment of my +presence." He bowed to her with formal politeness. "Good afternoon," +he said. "With your permission, I will leave by the window. I see a +path which leads direct to the gate." + +He turned his back towards her and stepped through the aperture on to +the stoep. She followed him with her eyes, those beautiful sun-flecked +eyes shadowed with the stirring of memory; but she made no move to +detain him. Not until after he had left her did she remember that she +had said no word in parting. She had simply let him go in silence out +of her sight--out of her life. He had come into her life that +afternoon, a spectre of the past, and, like a spectre, he had vanished, +leaving only another memory to add to those that already disturbed her +peace. + +She stood quite motionless, gazing, not out through the window whence he +had disappeared, but at the place where he had stood, and as she gazed +it was suddenly borne in upon her that an opportunity had come to her +with the presence of this man, and she had missed it. She had travelled +nearly six thousand miles for this,--to realise when it was too late +that she had missed her opportunity. It happens thus frequently: we +refuse to grasp the event when it entails the smallest sacrifice of +self. Could she have humbled her pride sufficiently, she might have had +this man's destiny in her hands and have fashioned it to brave issues. + +She moved forward deliberately and took her stand where he had taken +his, with her back to the glowing garden. Save where his foot had +pressed the carpet, he had touched nothing; he had not so much as rested +a hand against the window frame. She could have wished that he had +touched things so that she might touch them also, and imagine in so +doing that she drew near to him. Despite the firmness of her nature, +despite the ugly facts of the man's past that were well known to her, +she could not crush the love of him out of her heart. The woman never +learns to hate the man who has once brought romance into her life. That +he had brought romance into the lives of other women this woman who +stood in the opening with her hands locked together knew. The knowledge +was torture to her. It wrung her anew each time her thoughts dwelt on +it, and they dwelt on it often. Even now, while she stood there with +the remembrance of their recent interview vividly impressed on her mind, +the sight of the scarred face photographed on her brain with a +distinctness that was almost as though she had his image still before +her eyes, the old gripping, agonising jealousy, the wounded self-esteem, +were tearing her heart as with searing pincers. + +This man, who had brought her romance, had come to her with a gift in +either hand. While one gift was goodly, the other had been evil; and +the evil had spoilt both. + +CHAPTER THREE. + +Mrs Lawless was dining out. She had become the fashion in Cape Town; +no function was complete without her. Hostesses who wished to attract +those they could never hope to capture of themselves knew that by adding +Mrs Lawless to their list they could command the most exclusive. Mrs +Lawless had a friend at Government House. A cousin of hers was +aide-de-camp to the Governor. In addition she was wealthy, with an +intellect above the average, and a beauty that was quite remarkable. +The last qualification was sufficient for the male population of Cape +Town. It rallied round her like the swarm round the queen bee, and +those women who wished to be well considered of their males rallied +round her also, and in submitting to an obligation were forced to +acknowledge that her charm was undeniable. Though she had many male +admirers she made more feminine friends. She did not seek popularity +with her own sex from any sense of diplomacy, but because she liked, and +got on better with, women. While the men considered her cold, the women +found her peculiarly sympathetic. + +She had made one close friend in this new country, which was to her +still so strange, so alien; so careless and pleasure-seeking in its +social life, so keenly self-seeking in its business methods, and withal +so vivid and picturesque and stirring. This friend, brilliant in +political and literary circles, and connected with one of the oldest +families in the Colony, was of Dutch extraction. She had married an +Englishman, named Smythe; an alliance that had uprooted an old and +bitter racial prejudice, not only on her side, but on her husband's. +Smythe, the erstwhile rabid anti-Boer, had been heard warmly supporting +universal tolerance. + +"After all," he would blandly assert, "it is only one world, and one +mother for the whole of us. There are bound to be factions in a very +large family. But one needn't carry things to extremes." + +His theory, however, did not include the natives. + +"A nigger's a nigger," he answered, when approached on this point. +"He's not a human being; he's a link,--the one that wasn't lost. If any +man chooses to call him a brother he's at liberty to do so. Personally, +I'd as soon fraternise with a chimpanzee." + +There was one Dutchman, however, whom the tolerant Smythe could not +swallow, and that was his wife's cousin, Van Bleit. It seemed as though +all his former dislike for the entire race had been concentrated into +hatred of this one man. He made no attempt to conquer this aversion, +because he knew it was something beyond his control, but he did his best +to hide it from his wife, whose fondness for, and admiration of, her +cousin was a never-ending source of wonder to him. + +Van Bleit had a confident, masterful manner that won him an easy way to +the hearts of certain women. By nature he was a bully: a few of the +women who had fallen prey to the roystering charm of his personality had +found this out. But they invariably made the discovery too late; Van +Bleit squeezed his victims dry before he revealed his less amiable side. +It was usually in making the discovery that they had been drained that +they discovered the other thing. If Van Bleit knew how to overcome +feminine reluctance with a masterful manner, he also knew how to shout +down feminine recrimination. In cases where shouting alone would not +avail, he showed no hesitation whatever in having resource to physical +force. The woman who pitted her strength against his came off worse +than the victim who suffered in silence, knowing her case to be beyond +hope of redress. + +Van Bleit had carried on most of his intrigues in Europe. Because +Europe, on account of the suicide of an inconsiderate widow who had +really cared for him, had become for a time inconvenient as a place of +residence, he had brought his handsome body and his evil mind back to +the land of his birth; and was now pursuing with greater zest than he +had pursued any of his former conquests the beautiful and wealthy woman +who was his cousin's particular friend. And Mrs Smythe, with the best +intention in the world, took every opportunity of throwing them +together. + +It was at the Smythes' house that Mrs Lawless was dining on the evening +of the day that Lawless called upon her. Van Bleit was there also. He +was her dinner partner. It was not a large gathering. Of the +half-dozen guests only one was a stranger to Mrs Lawless, a tall, +military-looking man, with iron-grey hair, and an awkward habit of +hunching his shoulders which gave them the appearance of being round. +After dinner, the hostess, at his request, introduced him; and Mrs +Lawless, as she acknowledged the presentation and met the intent gaze of +the unsmiling eyes, wondered why the name should be familiar while the +owner was quite unknown. Then in a flash she remembered where she had +heard it before; young Hayhurst had talked of Colonel Grey in his +drunken confidence on the night that the papers had been lost. She +understood why he had wished to be introduced; he was curious to +discover for himself something of the woman whom he believed to be his +enemy. + +He was summing her up even while he looked at her; and he was forced to +acknowledge with considerable impatience that he too was influenced like +any young hotheaded fool by her wonderful fairness and the beauty of her +candid eyes. His summary was surely at fault, since, despite the proof +against her, he felt that here was a woman to be trusted, a woman who +would be loyal to her friends and just to her enemies. He squared his +shoulders as though conscious of the awkward hunching habit, and said in +his harsh voice: + +"I am glad to meet you, Mrs Lawless. I have recently had the pleasure +of making the acquaintance of a kinsman of yours." + +He observed the quick suspicion of the look that flashed from her eyes, +the sudden reserve that masked her features, changing their smiling +indifference to a cold displeasure, and he remembered a sentence that +Lawless had uttered which the change in her manner corroborated: "The +lady disapproves of me." Good taste should have prohibited his touching +on the subject, but in the game he was playing he set all laws at +defiance and pushed forward with but the one aim in view. + +"A kinsman--of mine!" she echoed, and the soft contralto voice was a +little unsteady. He watched her curiously. + +"Someone of the same name," he added. + +"Oh! someone of the same name... That's rather a broad claim to +kinship." + +The change in her tone was unmistakable. Her manner became more +guarded, more studiously careless, but the face exposed to the merciless +raking of his gaze wore a faintly distressed flush. + +"He claimed kinship with you," he insisted, smiling pleasantly at her, +while he pulled at his iron-grey moustache with a large, well-shaped +hand. "I can't help feeling he was justified even on the most slender +grounds. He was related to you by marriage, so he said." + +She looked at him inquiringly. + +"By marriage only," he added, unconsciously quoting Lawless. + +"Yes!" + +Her composure had reasserted itself. The man who watched her felt +puzzled to understand what there had been in his tactless speech to +cause her embarrassment, what there was in his further speech to relieve +the strain. Her disapproval of the man must be fairly deep-rooted when +an indirect mention of him caused her distress. She turned the tables +while he was thus wondering, and roused dark doubts and anxious +suspicions in his own breast as to the honesty of purpose of the +reckless adventurer in whom he had confided an important trust. + +"You speak of Mr Lawless," she said quietly. "He called upon me +to-day." + +"Indeed?" + +The Colonel's eyes snapped. He hunched his shoulders, and jerked his +big head forward and peered hard at her. Intuition told her what he was +thinking. He feared treachery. Distrust grew in him, distrust of the +man for whose services he was paying,--the man who was connected by +marriage with this woman who had tricked a drunken boy and robbed him; +who was on visiting terms with her, though he had emphatically stated +that the connection counted for nothing,--the man who was a friend and +comrade of the scoundrel Van Bleit,--the man who was cashiered from the +Army for a reason the Colonel had yet to find out. And he intended to +find out. He had already started inquiries. + +She looked back at him steadily, and her slightly raised eyebrows +betokened a faint curiosity. She was fencing with him. They were +fighting a duel with wit for their weapons; and if the first advantage +had been on his side, the second and greater advantage was to her. The +knowledge annoyed him. + +"Mr Lawless is to be doubly congratulated," he said drily. "Many men +would envy him his reputation, all men would envy him the privilege of +calling himself your kinsman." + +She smiled faintly. + +"That is flattery, Colonel Grey," she answered. "But tell me why men +should envy him his reputation. I was not aware that it justified +envy." + +"Is there nothing enviable in a reputation for valour?" he asked. + +She turned deathly white, and her eyes glittered angrily in her tense +face. + +"If I do not misunderstand you," she replied, "that is the meanest +speech man ever made." + +He looked, as he felt, wholly nonplussed. There was to come a day when +he better understood her then incomprehensible indignation, when he not +only understood but sympathised with it; but at the time he was entirely +baffled. He could only feel astonishment at her outbreak. + +"I fear you do misunderstand me," he said. "There was nothing unworthy +in the speech. I merely conceded to a brave man a brave man's due. I +have heard many tales of his courage. Men call him Grit who remember +him by no other name. If there is truth in hearsay, he has earned the +nickname." + +His manner was sufficiently earnest to convince her of his sincerity. +The swift anger died out of her eyes, leaving them softly pensive, and +wistful, like the eyes of a woman who meets Hope on the road of +Disillusion, and being unprepared for the meeting, is inclined to doubt +that it is Hope that she encounters. + +"Grit!" she repeated softly. And added: "I have not been out here long, +and I have heard nothing of Mr Lawless for years... I have not heard +the nickname before, but--I like it... Why do men call him Grit?" + +"Because," he answered quietly, "they credit him with being without +fear. They tell tales of his courage--or, rather, less of his courage +than of his absolute fearlessness. He is a man to whom fear is +unknown... That is the popular belief." + +"And you do not share it?" + +He was not altogether prepared for the question. She sprang it upon him +suddenly, as if something in his manner challenged her to the inquiry. + +"I have his word for it that he has known terror," he answered quietly, +after a brief hesitation. + +"That does not disprove his courage," she said quickly. + +"No," he allowed. "Courage is fear overcome." + +There was another and longer pause. He ended it with the reluctant +admission: + +"I am inclined to believe myself that Grit Lawless has earned his +nickname." + +"You give your meed of praise grudgingly," she said. But she smiled +while she spoke, and the Colonel was dazzled, as many men had been +dazzled before him, by the extraordinary seductiveness of her smile. + +It was not until he was back in his bungalow going over the interview, +and that part of their talk that had related to Lawless, that it +occurred to him her manner had been rather that of a person jealous for +a friend's reputation than of a woman who disapproved of, and disowned, +a kinsman. And his old suspicion of her, and of the man whom he had +trusted in a difficult and dangerous enterprise, returned with renewed +force. It struck him as a highly suspicious circumstance that while +Lawless was on visiting terms with the woman he should have given him to +understand that the relationship between them was the reverse of +friendly. He would have liked to question Lawless on the subject; but +it had been agreed between them for the greater success of their plans +that it was safer to hold no intercourse. If either wished to +communicate with the other it was left to his discretion to select a +trustworthy messenger. The occasion scarcely justified, in the +Colonel's opinion, so extreme a measure. If he had enlisted the +services of a traitor, it was but another false move of the many that +had been made. Trickery could only be mated by trickery. He must keep +his own counsel and watch the game... + +He remembered, thinking quietly over the evening's entertainment, how +Van Bleit had come forward while he was talking with Mrs Lawless, and +ignoring him with pointed insolence, had offered her his arm and led her +away on some pretext or another. She had glanced back over her shoulder +and given him another of her wonderful dazzling smiles as she left him; +and he had uttered the wish then, which now in the lonely silence of his +own quarters he repeated: + +"I would to God that woman were on our side!" + +CHAPTER FOUR. + +Lawless meanwhile had renewed his acquaintance with Van Bleit. On +leaving Mrs Lawless' residence he had driven as he had come back to +Cape Town, and, dismounting from the taxi outside his hotel, was in the +act of paying the driver when Van Bleit passed him with the stream of +business men homeward bound while he stood upon the kerb feeling for the +change. But that scar on Lawless' face was unmistakable, and Van Bleit, +arrested by it, paused in his rapid march and glanced inquiringly at +him. Then he came back and waited until Lawless had paid and dismissed +his driver. + +When the tall, spare man with the ugly scar faced round, it was to find +the broad figure of Van Bleit blocking his passage. He held out his +hand as carelessly as though they had met the day before. + +"God, man!" said Van Bleit sharply. "Where have you sprang from? It's +a matter of nearly five years since we met, I believe, if one bothered +to calculate; and it seems almost a lifetime. It takes me back into the +past to see you. What are you doing here?" + +"Damned if I know," Lawless answered laconically. + +Van Bleit laughed. + +"Grit, you haven't altered," he said. + +He scrutinised the thin, handsome face intently. Then he looked from +the man to the hotel before which the latter had alighted. + +"Stopping here?" he asked. + +Lawless nodded, and Van Bleit's manner warmed. + +"I've made lots of inquiries about you, but could never learn anything," +he said. "I feared you had gone under, but," with a glance at the hotel +front, "this scarcely looks like it." + +"On the contrary," Lawless answered, "I'm on top at present. I've been +under and afloat several times since last we met." + +"You struck it rich at the mines, I suppose?" + +Lawless laughed unexpectedly. + +"Yes," he lied. "I struck it rich at the mines. Any man might who +wasn't a fool." + +Van Bleit looked cunningly intelligent. + +"True," he answered. "If a man wants to get there in Africa it don't do +for him to be squeamish. You didn't earn your nickname, Grit, in being +over soft." + +At the mention of his nickname, Lawless looked fierce. + +"Damn you!" he said irritably. "If I remember rightly I owe that to +you. It sticks closer than my own. That nickname has landed me in for +many a ridiculous adventure. Men seem to imagine that I'm a survival of +the mediaeval desperado; and I am offered any shady undertaking that +entails the slightest risk." + +"They pay best, those undertakings," Van Bleit responded drily; and +Lawless, regretting the speech as soon as it was made, answered +indifferently: + +"Very likely. But a man doesn't sweep sewers when he has his pockets +lined." + +He advanced towards his hotel. Van Bleit walked beside him, and +together they passed from the glare of the pavement into the shaded +coolness of the vestibule. + +"Come and drink to the good old times," he said,--"and to many more good +times ahead." + +He led the way into the lounge. When they were seated, with drinks on a +table in front of them, he asked: + +"What are you doing to-night? If you've nothing more amusing on hand, +will you dine with me?" + +"If you care to repeat the invitation on some future occasion, you will +see how readily I shall respond," Van Bleit answered. "But this evening +I am dining at my cousin's. I don't know if that kind of thing amuses +you," he added, after a moment's reflection, "but, if it does, I am +confident my cousin would be delighted to welcome a friend of mine. Get +into your togs, and I'll pick you up on my way. It's at the Smythes'. +Smythe himself is a beastly prig, but my cousin is a good sort; and she +gets hold of the right people, and gives one the right things to eat. +What do you say?" + +"Not for me," Lawless answered. "I'm not long returned to civilisation. +I'll look on at the game for a while. You go and eat your dinner, and +make yourself agreeable--I trust both the meal and the company will come +up to expectation--and give me to-morrow evening." + +"Good!" + +Van Bleit hesitated, looked at Lawless uncertainly, looked about him, +changed colour; then looked at Lawless again. + +"The company for me to-night will consist of one," he jerked out in a +burst of half-eager, half-reluctant confidence. + +His listener smiled unsympathetically. + +"The one and only She of the moment; eh?" + +"Man, you wouldn't say that if you could see her," Van Bleit returned, +his manner unusually earnest. "She is the most beautiful woman in the +world." + +"That's a tall order," Lawless replied drily. "If my memory serve me, +you have happened across perfection a few times in your career." + +"Never before," Van Bleit asserted. "My God, Lawless--" + +He broke off abruptly, and stared at the other curiously, his mouth +agape. + +"I had forgotten... it's the same name," he said. "Are you by any +chance related to Mrs Lawless?--at present living at Rondebosch." + +"We are connected by marriage," Lawless answered. He removed the cigar +from his mouth and trimmed the ash deliberately. "If you want to stand +high in the lady's good graces, you will be well advised not to mention +my name. We do speak when accident throws us together, but I believe I +state the bare truth when I say that the fact of our paths seldom +crossing gives mutual satisfaction." + +"Yes! In-laws don't always hit it, of course. I never got on with my +brother-in-law. I was glad when the beast died. Still, I regret the +breach in this instance; the relationship might have served me, I'm +going in to win. Grit. You give me your good wishes, I hope?" + +"In consideration of what I have told you, I wonder what my good wishes +are worth?" Lawless returned. "But I'll give you a bit of good advice. +The lady is puritanical, unpleasantly so. You will never win her +favour in the character in which I have known you. Are you going in for +reform?" + +"I'll go in for anything," Van Bleit answered promptly; "but I'll get my +own way." He leant forward and laid a hand on the other's shoulder. +"And when I've got it," he said boastfully, "there'll be other +changes... We'll close all family dissensions--my friends will be my +wife's. She'll soon see things from my view." + +Lawless looked carelessly amused. + +"Two people may use the same pair of binoculars," he remarked, "but they +almost invariably alter the focus. I never attempted the absurdity of +trying to make a woman see through my long-distance lens. Their horizon +is generally contracted, and few see beyond that restricted line of +their imagination. With your experience, Karl, I should have imagined +you had long ago discovered that woman, while appearing the most pliable +of substances, is as difficult to bend as wrought iron." + +Van Bleit smiled unpleasantly. + +"When I can't bend a thing, I break it," he answered. + +Lawless regretted when it was too late that he had refused Van Bleit's +invitation to dine at his cousin's. He might have got some amusement +out of the evening, and the closer he shadowed the Dutchman the better +for the success of his undertaking. He decided that in future he would +avail himself of such a chance as Van Bleit's offer had promised; by his +refusal he had sacrificed a move in the game. That in going to the +Smythes' he would perforce meet Mrs Lawless did not weigh with him: +there was as much space between four walls as in the universe if one +person did not desire to be brought into contact with another. And he +had no intention of inflicting himself upon her. He knew her opinion of +him; it was not sufficiently complimentary to cause him to seek her +society. Nevertheless he experienced some curiosity to again encounter +this woman whose hard purity made her so severe a judge in human +affairs,--to measure weapons with her once more. There came to him +sometimes in the lonely watches of the night the belief that one day, +despite past failures, he would pit his strength against hers +successfully. He never attempted to determine the line his conduct +should take in the case of victory; it sufficed for him that the moment +should fashion the event. But with the passing years that dream of his +triumph steadily receded. He had even given up the expectation of +seeing her again... And now he had met her... He had spoken with +her... And their sympathies were as widely divergent as ever they had +been... + +He got up and paced the room restlessly for some time. His thoughts +worried him so that inaction became unbearable. He left the hotel, and +wandered forth into the city in search of such diversion as it could +provide. But his mind still worked round the recent extraordinary +events, of which the interview of the afternoon had not been the least +surprising; and almost insensibly his footsteps turned in the direction +of the Smythes' house. For two hours he patrolled the roadway for the +purpose of getting a glimpse of the face he had seen so nearly only that +afternoon. + +When eventually Mrs Lawless came forth she was attended by Van Bleit, +who saw her into her motor, and closing the door on her, leant upon it +confidentially while he made some low-toned remark to her where she sat +inside in the dark. Lawless was too far off to hear their voices, but +he judged fairly well from the pantomime what was taking place, and he +saw by the street light the admiration in Van Bleit's face. His own +face, when presently the motor passed him, was as expressionless as a +mask. The woman seated inside did not see him. She was sitting very +straight and motionless. The smile had faded from the beautiful lips, +and her eyes looked sad. Then the motor flashed out of sight, and the +man was left standing stiffly in the shadowy roadway like a sentinel on +guard. + +The moon shone out suddenly through a rift in the heavy clouds, throwing +the tall figure into strong relief, and revealing his face distinctly, +stern and set, the scar on his cheek showing livid in the silvery light. +As though the unexpected brilliance disturbed him, he altered his rigid +attitude abruptly, swung round, and started to walk. He walked rapidly, +unconscious of his surroundings in the turmoil of his thoughts. By a +process of introspection his mind worked back continually. He regarded +himself in a detached, impartial light, as if it were a stranger upon +whom he looked, a stranger whose actions he was called upon to criticise +and pass judgment upon. Not until that night had he ever considered his +actions in a condemnatory light. Life was only a chance... Things had +just happened... That had been his philosophy. And he had acted upon +it until the thing happened that meant the finish of his career in the +Army. He had finished himself socially shortly after that event. + +His dismissal from the Service had cut him deeply, and he had bitterly +resented it. He had enemies. That was what he had asserted at the +time, what he still believed. The other affair he treated as a +midsummer-night's madness, and spoke of as such. He refused to consider +it more seriously. But the midsummer-night's madness had been +responsible for more than the wrecking of his career. And it was of +that he was thinking chiefly as he walked along the warm, dusty road +between the motionless trees that lined the pathway and cast long black +distorted shadows upon the ground. He had not called it a midsummer's +madness always; he had thought of it--ay, and spoken of it--once as +Love. And he had believed the world well lost at the time. But that +form of madness is transitory. He had come out of the sickness +extraordinarily sane,--scarcely penitential, but with a proper +appreciation of the truth of certain lines that came to his sobered +senses unbidden, yet with an appropriateness that suggested some occult +influence, probably conscience, working upon his mind: + + "If a man would give all the substance of his house for love, + He would be utterly despised." + +In a sense, he had done that; and he had won the despite such conduct +merited. He had been mad. He said it again to himself, muttering the +words under his breath. Then he smiled grimly at the thought behind the +words. Poor creature of circumstance! To be cured of one form of +madness only to develop another! + +The ever-revolving wheel of fate turned relentlessly, now bearing him, a +mere puppet, upward, now downward in its revolutions. The wheel had +been turning steadily downward for a long while now. He wondered +whether, when it began to rise again, it would still bear him with it, +or whether before that time it would have broken him utterly and left +him in the uttermost depths. + +CHAPTER FIVE. + +For eight years Lawless had led an adventurous life, consorting chiefly +with men who, like himself, were outside the pale of society. He had +earned a livelihood how he could, sometimes working for his bread with +his hands, at others fairly affluent; but improvident always, giving +away recklessly in his prosperous days what later he knew he would need +for himself. It was during one of his poorer periods that he had +happened across Simmonds, the man who had since introduced him to +Colonel Grey, and so helped him towards a good thing when his fortunes +chanced to be at a particularly low ebb. The tide had turned with +surprising swiftness. + +He found it a little difficult at first to realise this unexpected +change of fortune, even more difficult to adapt himself to it. +Doubtless it was the influence of Van Bleit that eventually drew him +from his misanthropic habits and plunged him, somewhat reluctantly, into +the vortex of Cape Town society. The Smythes and Van Bleit introduced +him everywhere. Lawless had no record at the Cape. He became known as +a man of means, and it was rumoured that his family held a good position +in England. The fact that he was connected by marriage with the +beautiful Mrs Lawless added to his popularity; and the vague +information, given by a would-be know-all, that he had once been in the +Army and had left under a cloud was discredited by the civilian +population. But the men in the Service, especially the man at +Government House who was a relation of Mrs Lawless, remembered certain +things; the years that had rolled by since Lawless' disgrace were not so +many as to have put the affair so entirely out of mind that by a little +hard thinking the reason of his dismissal could not be recalled. It was +a reason for which few men have any sympathy. But, perhaps because it +is not the custom in the Service for one man to give another away, +perhaps, too, because this particular man was connected, however +remotely, with the most beautiful woman in Cape Town, those who +remembered the facts held their peace, and the discreditable whisper +died from sheer atrophy. + +A certain section of Cape Town society took Lawless up. Among men he +was very popular, and the women decided that he was extraordinarily +fascinating, if a trifle too reserved. He was a man with very little +small talk. Where he recognised a sympathetic personality he left +trivialities alone and plunged straightway into the depths. Every +emotion he betrayed or called forth was of the most profound. Young +girls found him irresistible, but, fortunately for them, he had no taste +for anything but a matured intellect. He admired youth externally, but +he avoided intercourse with it. + +One exception he made in favour of a girl he first saw in a railway +carriage while he was returning from Symons Bay to Cape Town in the heat +of a late afternoon. The girl was travelling with her mother and +sister, and Lawless would scarcely have noticed her but for the +persistence of her gaze, which, without her volition, remained +unwaveringly fixed upon the scar on his face. His attention was +attracted towards her long before she realised that she was observed. +He saw her eyes riveted on the scar, and watched her, carelessly at +first, but with increasing interest as he marked the effect of his +disfigurement upon her. She stared at the long deep seam with wide, +surprised eyes; then, her imaginative mind conjuring up a battle-field +with all the paraphernalia of war, she pictured the moment when that +swift relentless slash of the bayonet had been given and received; and +he saw the big eyes darken, and an almost imperceptible shudder shake +her slender frame. His own eyes twinkled humorously, and, drawn perhaps +by their magnetism, the girlish gaze lifted unexpectedly and met his. +If he thought to see her betray a swift confusion, he was disappointed. +Apparently it was the most natural thing in the world that this man +should be staring into her eyes, and that she should return his stare, +not boldly, nor with any thought of intercourse, but with a degree of +reverence such as a young girl feels for a brave man. + +The rest of the journey was a duel of looks. + +When he got out at the terminus, Lawless stood on the platform and +waited until the girl and her party alighted. He gave no outward sign +of recognition when she passed him, lifting her eyes gravely for a +moment to his face; but the inscrutable grey eyes conveyed far more of +meaning than the mere raising of his hat could possibly have done, or +even a furtive attempt at speech. The girl went home with her mind full +of him. She made a hero of him in her thoughts. Always she pictured +him in the forefront of the battle; she saw him dashing forward against +great odds, to be cut down even while he led his men to victory, waving +them forward over his fallen body. She invested him with all the +attributes which a youthful feminine mind conceives befitting a god of +war. + +A few weeks later he met her at a ball. He was introduced to her at her +request. He had attended the dance more to please Van Bleit than +himself, and was standing, a little out of it, near the doorway when one +of the committee came up to him with the announcement that he wished to +introduce him to Miss Weeber. + +Lawless followed him indifferently. When he discovered that Miss Weeber +was the girl of the train, the indifference gave place to a satisfaction +that not even the girlish admission that she had solicited the +introduction could damp. He was extraordinarily pleased. + +"I knew we should meet some time," he said. "It was written... But I +never pictured it like this. I have imagined you in an unconventional +setting with the veld for a background... illimitable space--a selfish +picture--with only you--and me..." + +"And we meet in the heart of a crowd," she said, and smiled. She liked +the imaginative picture that he drew. + +"Things are always different in life," he replied, "from what we would +have. But I'll not quarrel with the occasion; we will make the most of +it. Will you let me see your card?" + +She handed it to him. + +"It is almost empty," she explained. "We have only just arrived." + +"That," he replied gravely, "is fortunate for me. I claim every waltz +you have left." + +"Oh no?" she returned quickly. "I couldn't allow that." + +"Then every other one," he said; and duly initialled the dances and +returned her her programme. + +The quiet mastery of his manner, the assumption that what pleased him +would be equally agreeable to her, robbed her of the power to protest. +She was glad and yet discomfited at the number of dances he had claimed; +and she scribbled subsequent partners' names on the card herself, not +choosing that others should see those frequently recurring initials. +She was also a little apprehensive of what her mother would think if she +noticed, as she could scarcely fail to do, how often she danced with the +same man. But she would not have forgone one of those dances whatever +the penalty. + +Lawless had acted on an impulse in initialling her programme as he had +done--a recurrence, even though slight, of the old midsummer madness. +She attracted him. She was not exactly pretty, but there was the charm +of youth in her favour, and an inexplicable something about her that +piqued his curiosity. Also the very obvious fact that she took a +romantic interest in him because of an old wound considerably amused +him. It was so distinctly feminine. How shall a world in which the +mothers of the nations love nothing better than the clash of arms enjoy +universal peace? + +He recognised that the scar was the fundamental attraction. But for it +she would probably never have noticed him; because of it she singled him +out from among his fellows, and through it he lived daily in her memory, +figuring as greater than the race generally--a modern Achilles with the +vulnerable spot in the face. The thing became an obsession. Lawless +was conscious even while he danced with her of the fascination the scar +held for her; her eyes seldom strayed from it, and between the dances, +when he led her to the more secluded places for sitting out, she leant +back in her seat and watched it with undiminished interest, while he +fanned her and cynically wondered what she would make of the tale if he +told her the history of the scar... + +Before the evening was very far advanced he did tell her its history-- +with reservations. She asked for it, a little diffidently, a little +apologetically, but, as he felt, with an irresistible curiosity there +was no subduing. + +"I want to know so badly," she said, colouring brightly. "I've wondered +about it ever since I saw you first... You must think it very rude of +me. ... Of course you've noticed me staring. It's abominable, but I +can't help it. It's such a grim souvenir--and splendid too in its way. +I've wanted to ask you about it a dozen times this evening, and I've +been afraid of annoying you. And yet, why should curiosity annoy when +it isn't unkind? ... I wish you'd tell me... Will you?" + +"Better curb your curiosity. You will be disillusioned otherwise," he +replied. "It was about the most unromantic moment in my life when I +received that." + +"Your life must have been very full of adventure," she answered with +simple and unconscious flattery. + +He smiled grimly. + +"It hasn't lacked experience of sorts," he admitted. + +She looked up into his face, and her eyes were wonderfully soft, and big +with admiration. He was tempted to stoop and kiss the fresh, young, +slightly parted lips. He wondered whether she would resent it if he +did. But the inclination that moved him to take the liberty was hardly +strong enough to cause him to put it into effect. + +"Won't you let me judge?" she asked presently. + +"Judge what?" he said. He had forgotten for the moment the drift of the +conversation; his mind was intent upon her. Then he saw her eyes fasten +on the scar again, and, remembering her curiosity, laughed. "Oh, that! +... I was forgetting... There isn't much to tell, as a matter of fact. +It represents one lurid moment, and then a blank... I received that +slash over the jaw from one of my own Tommies--we were fighting on +opposite sides at the time... The only satisfaction I got out of it was +when later I learnt that the man next me had settled the reckoning for +me." + +"Oh!" the girl whispered, and her soft eyes hardened. Behind the +hardness there lurked conflicting emotions of pity and horror. Naked +fact seemed so much grimmer, so much more significant of the hatred and +the actuality of war than her heroic imagining. She had drawn for +herself a splendid elaborated picture of dash and courage and the glory +of battle, and in a few words he had blotted her picture from the canvas +and set up in its place the rugged and brutal reality. But the reality, +though it hurt, was far more impressive, than her carefully +stage-managed adaptation. + +"He deserved death," she said. "How dastardly to attempt to kill his +own officer! ... A deserter, too!" + +"No, not a deserter," he contradicted quietly. + +"But you said he was fighting on the opposite side!" She looked up at +him suddenly. "Was it during the Boer war?" + +"Yes." + +He played with her fan, which he was holding, opening and closing it +absently, bringing the sticks together with a little click. Then +abruptly he shut it with a snap and laid it back in her lap. + +"There are necessarily two sides to every question, and generally much +to be said on both," he remarked in his sharp, incisive manner. "The +man who was fighting on the Boers' side had been dismissed the Service, +and I suppose, having the killing lust in him, he gave his services +where they were appreciated." + +"That's treachery," she said. + +He smiled at her cynically. + +"I'd like your definition of treachery... I imagine you hold the +popular exaggerated ideal of man's duty to the State. Fine thinking is +all very well in theory, but put it to the test, and where are you? ... +This world is built for the practical, not for the sentimentalist. A +thousand years hence we may be sufficiently civilised to make the ideal +life possible. Then we shall be satisfied to recognise one another's +good qualities, instead of overlooking them in the eagerness of our +eternal search after the bad. But that will entail social and political +revolution--and the abolition of war." + +"You say that!" she cried, catching on to the part of his speech which +she understood.--"You!--a soldier!" + +"My only right to the title now is that of soldier of fortune," he +replied. + +She looked a little surprised. + +"Of course I knew you had left the Army," she said. "But once a soldier +always a soldier." + +"On the principle that the leopard cannot change his spots!" + +"I've only heard that applied to vicious tendencies," she said. + +"Very true," he returned with a harshness of tone and manner that she +was puzzled to account for. "There is never any hope for the damned in +this world... When a man has been evil we see to it that we keep him +so." + +Had it been possible for him to displease her, he knew that he would +have done so then. As it was, his sentiments disappointed her. She +could not understand, and therefore had no sympathy with, a cynical +outlook on life. And he was lacking in self-appreciation. She was a +type of womanhood who enjoys a heroic pose,--a type that is +unconsciously responsible for the braggart and the egotist. He was +perfectly aware that he might have made a fine story out of the scar +that appealed to her so powerfully, that he could have posed as a very +god in her eyes; but he was either lacking in conceit, or the desire to +stand high in her regard was not sufficiently strong to incline him to +be boastful. And the scar was one of the distinctions he was least +proud of. It marked the most gallingly unsuccessful period in a life +which, it seemed to him, had been one big futile promise. Few men had +had better chances, fewer still had been hedged about as he had been by +conflicting and destructive forces. His very temperament was opposed to +a successful career. And yet he had all the gifts--and he knew it--that +go towards the making of a successful man. He was bigger than the +majority, a man who even as a failure was bound to make his mark. But a +mental superiority only made him realise more certainly his inadequacy +in other respects. He chafed at the knowledge of wasted powers, the +perversion of ideas, and the lowering of talents to fit the altered +conditions of his life. Some men adapt themselves to evil fortune, but +to the man who realises his essential place in the scheme of things, to +be forced to take a position on a lower plane is humiliating to the +point of revolt. Time had accustomed Lawless to his downfall; but his +resignation was no reconciled submission, it was at best acceptance of +the irremediable. + +The girl had risen at the conclusion of his trenchant speech, and stood, +holding her fan loosely in both hands, looking up at him in the dim rosy +glow of the Chinese lanterns. She wore white with a string of pearls +round the slender throat. Lawless, looking down at her, observed how +thin her shoulders were. The prettiest part of her neck was hidden--the +concession to youthful modesty. + +"The band is playing the next dance," she said. + +"Yes," he answered. But he did not move at once. "You are dancing it, +I suppose?" + +She nodded. At the moment she wished that she had been less eager to +fill her card. He was sitting out most of the dances. She had watched +him hanging about doorways looking on with a slightly bored curiosity, +and once or twice she had passed him on her partner's arm seated alone +on the stoep. His aloofness appealed to her imagination. Everything in +connection with him interested her tremendously. She was even tempted +to skip the next dance, and trust to her partner not finding her in this +secluded and dimly lit place. It was not so much the knowledge that +such conduct was unworthy, as the fear that he might think less highly +of her, that kept her to her engagement. + +"I'm sorry," he said. "I shall look forward to our next waltz." + +She smiled up at him suddenly, and stooping deliberately he held her by +both arms and kissed her on the lips. + +It had been an impulse, not an irresistible impulse; he had made no +effort at resistance. The red young lips appealed to him,--the girlish +homage appealed to him. She was altogether fresh and delightful. And +she did not resent his conduct. For a moment she drew back startled, a +little confused, a little undecided as to what she ought to do; the next +instant self-consciousness vanished; she was pathetically proud and +pleased and grateful that this hero of her imagination should feel +sufficiently kindly towards her to wish to kiss her. She remained quite +quiet under his hands, blushing, with eyes downcast, and a little +fleeting smile playing tenderly about her mouth. He removed his hands +from her shoulders, and offered her his arm. + +"Your partner will be getting perfectly rabid," he said. "I suppose I +must take you back now to the madding crowd, kind little friend..." + +Afterwards he wondered at himself. The thing was absurd... A girl in +her first season! It puzzled him to think what the attraction could be. +She was not even especially good-looking. A starving man is no +epicure, he told himself; and determined--but did not keep his resolve-- +to leave the thing alone. + +CHAPTER SIX. + +The band was playing a barn dance when Lawless and his companion +re-entered the ball-room, and most of the dancers had already taken the +floor. A disconsolate-looking youth, who was wandering aimlessly round +the room with his gaze continually on the exits, hurried towards them +when they appeared in the doorway, and eagerly claimed his partner. + +"I thought you had forgotten," he said to her reproachfully, "that this +was our dance." + +"Oh no!" she answered as she took his arm. "Only I didn't hear the +music quite at once." + +She let him lead her straightway among the throng of dancers, and was +surprised to find how little the excitement of the exercise moved her, +to whom dancing had once seemed an all-sufficient joy. Her partner's +rather commonplace, but heretofore entirely satisfying, conversation +pleased her no more than the movement. That dance was altogether the +dullest and most stupid affair in which she had taken part. Other dull +dances were to follow. Throughout the evening she rather unfairly +compared each of her partners with the man who was already enshrined in +her heart and worshipped as a hero. + +Lawless, having handed Miss Weeber over, retired to the stoep to smoke. +Van Bleit was there, and several other men who possessed assertive +thirsts and a settled belief in a reservation of strength. There was a +small bar fixed up at one end of the stoep. Lawless made his way to it, +and Van Bleit joined him, but refused to drink. He chaffed Lawless +good-naturedly on his partiality. + +"It's most marked, old chap," he said. "Why don't you ring the changes? +I overheard quite the best-looking girl in the room declare she was +dying to dance with you, and I as good as promised to introduce you. +She's keeping the supper dance open." + +"Then you'd better book it yourself, Karl," the other answered +indifferently. + +"I'm not booking anything," Van Bleit replied with a quiet smile. "I'm +reserving myself until She arrives." + +Lawless emptied his glass hastily and set it down. + +"You don't mean," he said, moving away from the buffet, "that Mrs +Lawless is coming to-night?" + +"Why wouldn't I mean that?" Van Bleit asked, looking at him curiously. + +"It's close on midnight, man. And... this kind of show..." + +"She isn't such a puritan as you imagine," Van Bleit rejoined.--"I ought +to know something about that by now... And she promised me she would +come to-night. There was something--some rotten music she was going to +hear first with the Smythes. Then they were coming on here." + +He pitched away his cigar and twirled the ends of his big moustache into +fine points curving upward, which gave him, he imagined, a distinguished +and military appearance. He was well enough to look upon without going +to this excess of trouble. + +"She's not keen on dancing," he added complacently; "but I've had her +out on the floor once or twice. Her waltzing! ... it isn't dancing... +it's a poem. And the satisfaction of her nearness! ... Just to hold +her in one's arms! ... Oh Lord! Lawless, if you only knew what it felt +like! But you're too damned self-contained to understand. You simply +sneer till I want to hit the look off your face. I wonder whether any +woman ever warmed your fish-blood, and set your pulses beating a +fraction of a second quicker!" + +"You seem to forget my violent partiality of this evening," Lawless +returned sarcastically. + +"Pshaw! It's no bread-and-butter miss who'll set your veins on fire." +And then, the man having a kink in his nature which made him peculiarly +evil, he added: "It's quite a safe game, though. There are no +interfering male relations. The mother is the widow of a wool-merchant. +They're not well off; and she'd welcome a wealthy son-in-law. +Incidentally, there is no reason why a man shouldn't amuse himself." + +"I will make the mother's acquaintance to-night," Lawless answered, and +struck a match and lighted himself a cigarette. Van Bleit was sucking +cachous for the sweetening of his breath. The smell of musk irritated +Lawless' nostrils. "It takes some living up to," he observed drily. + +"What does?" + +"Being enamoured of a goddess." + +"Oh?" Van Bleit laughed sheepishly. + +"In these days, when most women smoke themselves, I should consider such +precaution unnecessary." + +"Women appreciate it," Van Bleit responded. "It's a tribute of +masculine homage." + +"One of those tributes," Lawless answered, "that cost so little either +in the way of self-sacrifice or money that men don't mind offering them. +But love asks bigger things. That's where the majority of us jib. +Love is over exacting; we quarrel with it on account of its demands... +I suppose where a man's love was big enough to understand, it would be +equal to removing mountains and draining the ocean... In lesser cases +it contents itself with sucking sweets." + +"You are trying to make out that you know something about it, I +suppose?" Van Bleit said, slightly nettled. + +Lawless laughed. + +"I should never attempt the moving of mountains," he replied. + +Mrs Lawless arrived during the extras that followed immediately upon +the supper dance. The ball-room was empty, save for a few couples, +mostly young enthusiasts who preferred to make the most of their +opportunity when the floor was not so crowded, and to sup later when the +refreshment-room too had thinned, and the faithful Van Bleit. He +insisted upon taking her in to supper. She had come with the Smythes; +and she turned to Mrs Smythe at the mention of supper and lifted +protesting shoulders. + +"One cannot keep on eating," she said. + +"Karl can," Mrs Smythe responded. + +"I'm famished," he said. "I've been waiting until you arrived. In +fairness to me you must come and see me through." + +Smythe pointed to the revolving couples. + +"We shan't get seats," he said; "they're crowded out, you see." + +"Oh! I'll find room. There isn't such a crush as all that." + +"Well, you can take the ladies. There's a limit to human endurance... a +drink will satisfy me." + +"We shall have to go," Mrs Smythe said, slipping a gloved hand within +Mrs Lawless' arm. "When I have determined people to deal with I never +argue. It is so much less trouble to give in." + +Van Bleit conducted his party to the supper-room, and found seats for +three at a table near the door. + +"What a pity Theo didn't come," Mrs Smythe remarked, with a glance at +the vacant chair on her right. + +She looked round the crowded room and nodded to several acquaintances. +There was a confusion of sound that yet was not noisy,--the hum of talk +and laughter, the frequent popping of champagne corks, a soft continuous +rustle of movement, and the clatter of knives and forks. She glanced +smilingly across Van Bleit, who was trying to catch the attention of a +waiter, to where Mrs Lawless sat, leaning forward looking away from her +towards the next table. + +"Zoe, the sight of all these people feeding makes me hungry," she said. + +"Of course you're hungry," Van Bleit responded. "You can't sit up all +night on nothing." + +But Mrs Lawless apparently did not hear. She was gazing with +unconscious intensity at a man at the table on the opposite side of the +opening. He had his face towards her; but he had seen her entry, and, +having watched her while he could do so unobserved, he now gave his +undivided attention to the girl beside him. + +Mrs Lawless regarded the girl with critical interest. There was +nothing especially remarkable about her in any way. She was young and +fresh-looking, and wore a simple white frock, and a pearl necklace the +beads of which were of a size to open up doubts as to their genuineness +in an inquiring mind. Mrs Lawless did not question the pearls; she +accepted them, as she accepted the peerless youth of the wearer, as +parts of a whole the effect of which was pleasing. + +She turned in response to a question of Van Bleit's as to what she would +eat, and answered carelessly: + +"Oh! anything." + +He ordered for the three of them, and then sat back in his seat and +surveyed the scene at his leisure. He saw Lawless at the table opposite +with the girl he had danced with most of the evening; but he made no +reference to him. He acknowledged the acquaintance before Mrs Lawless, +but, remembering what Lawless had told him concerning her disapproval of +himself, he never admitted intimacy for fear of prejudicing his cause. +Mrs Smythe, on the other hand, made no concealment of her liking for +her friend's discredited kinsman. She did not often speak of him to +Mrs Lawless, recognising that the subject was rather more painful than +the ordinary family dispute, but nothing would have given her greater +pleasure than to assist towards a reconciliation between them. With +that end in view she had given Lawless an open invitation to her house, +thinking that perhaps if occasionally brought together by chance they +might eventually, if only for the sake of appearance, smooth over their +differences and close the breach. Continued feud was the invariable +result of an exaggerated sense of dignity on both sides, and it was +old-fashioned. But Lawless very seldom availed himself of her kindness, +and had managed his few visits so far when Mrs Lawless had not been +present. She more than suspected design in this, and it helped to +strengthen her belief that the estrangement had originated with him, and +that he was responsible for its continuation. + +"You don't like that chicken," Van Bleit remarked abruptly to Mrs +Lawless, observing that she was only trifling with the food upon her +plate. "Let me send it away and get you something else." + +"Please, don't," she remonstrated. "I've already dined. I'm just +keeping you in countenance." + +"But that's rotten for you," he expostulated. "If I had really thought +it would bore you, I wouldn't have brought you here. Drink some more +champagne then, if you won't eat." + +"I'm not in the least bored," she replied, flashing a brilliant smile at +him. "To eat is not my sole source of amusement. There is plenty to +interest me here for an hour, if you are inclined to stay that time." + +"I'm not," he returned. "I'm longing to try the floor. I've not danced +yet... I've been waiting. You'll give me the first waltz after +supper?" + +She met his bold, eager gaze pensively, her splendid dreamy eyes +expressing a slight hesitation. + +"You know I don't care for dancing," she said. + +"Yes, I know. But... just one waltz!" He leaned nearer to her. "You +won't disappoint me? ... I have waited through the entire evening for +this." + +She smiled at the extravagance, but faintly, and looked away across the +crowded room with its numberless small tables, and the gay, careless, +laughing company that filled them. + +"Oh! if you make so much of it!" she said. + +Mrs Smythe, who was also gazing about her with more interest in the +company than in the supper, here interposed with the irrelevant remark: + +"I think Colonel Grey is the most distinguished-looking man I know." + +Van Bleit grunted. + +"Oh! I know you don't like him, Karl... It's obvious that the +antipathy is mutual. But that doesn't make him any the less interesting +from a woman's point of view. What do you think, Zoe?" + +"I think he is exactly what you describe him." + +Mrs Smythe looked at her in surprise. It was not the words, but the +manner in which they were delivered, that arrested her attention. + +"You don't like him either," she said. + +Mrs Lawless smiled. + +"_He_ doesn't like _me_," she corrected. "And though I find that +attitude interesting, it does not encourage affection on my side." + +"Impossible!" Van Bleit exclaimed incredulously. "Dear lady, you must +be mistaken. I haven't much of an opinion of him, but he can't be such +an unappreciative hog." + +The man referred to had risen, and, with his supper companion, now +prepared to leave the room. They were not the first to make a move; the +tables had thinned considerably since the entry of Van Bleit's party. +He paused for a second by Mrs Smythe's chair and spoke to her, and +bowed to Mrs Lawless. He did not see Van Bleit. Neither did he see +Lawless. When he passed his table his head was turned towards his +companion and he was deep in conversation with her. + +Van Bleit watched him curiously, and the finely pointed ends of his +moustache lifted slightly as the lips beneath it smiled. + +"He rather overdoes it," he murmured. + +"Overdoes what?" his cousin questioned. + +Van Bleit looked at her. He had not, as a matter of fact, intended the +remark to be heard. + +"His diplomacy." + +"You are pleased to be cryptic," Mrs Smythe returned. + +He suddenly laughed. + +"I must have made my meaning very obscure when you're not on it," he +said. "I was merely criticising the fellow's habit of ignoring the +people it doesn't suit him to see. But come... Shall we go? You are +neither of you eating, and I don't care to feed alone." + +Lawless rose when they did, and, with his partner on his arm, followed +them to the ball-room. The band was playing an extra, a waltz. He +passed his arm around his companion's waist and joined the throng of +dancers, whose numbers momentarily increased as the supper-room emptied +itself of diners. + +Van Bleit was waltzing with Mrs Lawless. He had persuaded her to try +the floor when it was not so crowded; but before the dance was far +advanced the room had filled surprisingly, and dancing became difficult. +A slight block occurred in one corner, and Van Bleit found himself held +up temporarily with his partner, so closely wedged that he had much ado +to keep the crowd from pressing on her. + +"I'm sorry," he said. "When we get out of this we'll find a seat +somewhere outside." + +Mrs Lawless did not answer him. She was conscious of an arm pressing +against her shoulder, pressing hard, and, looking up, met fully the keen +grey piercing eyes of the man whom before that night she had not seen +since the afternoon when he had called upon her at her house in +Rondebosch. The arm, the shoulder of which pressed her shoulder, +belonged to him. It encircled the girl who had sat beside him during +supper, the girl in the white frock with the string of pearls about her +neck. She leant against him, laughing, flushed, and happy, her eager +eyes alight with excitement. It was all enjoyment to her; the crush +with that strong arm to shield her was part of the fun. + +Mrs Lawless scarcely noticed the girl; she looked above her, and for a +long moment gazed back into the sombre dominating eyes, the owner of +which surveyed her as he might have surveyed a stranger, with an intense +yet aloof curiosity. In the quiet, steady, concentrated look he bent +upon her, and in his grave, unsmiling face, there was an amount of +interest, even of admiration, but no outward sign of recognition. The +initiative, Mrs Lawless realised, was with her. She smiled faintly, a +smile that was half-diffident, half-wistful; and then suddenly the crowd +swayed, parted, and moved forward again; and Van Bleit steered his +partner between the revolving couples to the nearest exit. + +"What a beastly squeeze," he said, when they emerged into the fresh air. +"I'm afraid you will blame me for letting you in for that." + +Mrs Lawless sat down on a settee on the stoep. She was flushed and a +little breathless; but it was not owing to the crush in the ball-room; +she had been so well guarded that she had scarcely felt the +inconvenience of the crowd. She looked at Van Bleit, and there was a +gleam that was almost triumphant in her eyes. + +"I'm not blaming you... As an experience, I enjoyed it," she said, and +laughed. + +She put up a hand to her shoulder. She could still feel the impression +of a man's sleeve against her flesh. It had pressed hard. The man had +stood like a rock, immovable and as firm; there had been no give in the +shoulder that had, as it were, set itself against hers. In all +probability, she decided, there was a red mark upon her arm. If Van +Bleit had not been present she would have made an examination. + +"I wish you would go and find me a wrap," she asked him suddenly. "I +brought one with me. It isn't altogether wise to sit here without after +getting so hot dancing." + +And when he had gone she moved deliberately into the brighter light that +streamed forth through the open doorway of the ball-room, and pulling +her sleeve aside examined the arm. The mark she had expected to +discover was there, a faint pink stain upon the whiteness of the soft +flesh. She lowered the sleeve over it gently, and her face quivered. +And yet it was only a small matter that could not have caused her the +least pain. + +"I trust you were not hurt a while since?" a voice addressed her curtly +from the doorway, and lifting her eyes for the second time that night, +they encountered the keen gaze of the man who was responsible for the +injury. She flushed quickly. + +"No," she answered, and hesitated, confused and obviously nervous. + +He stepped out on to the stoep. + +"Where's your partner?" he asked abruptly. + +She explained, and he turned and walked beside her away from the bright +light and the sight and sound of the dancers. His own partner had been +compelled to retire to the dressing-room to have some damage to her +frock repaired. She would not be back to finish the dance, which was +practically finished then; the music was getting faster and faster, and +so were the hurrying feet. + +"Do you care to sit down?" he asked, pausing before a couple of low +chairs arranged in a sheltered corner of the less-frequented side of the +stoep. She seated herself in one, and he took up a position behind the +second, leaning forward with his arms on the back of it. + +"Shall I stay... until Van Bleit returns?" he asked. + +"Please do." + +She clutched at the arm of her chair, grasping it firmly. There were so +many things she wanted to say to this man, and time was so short; at any +moment they might be interrupted... The precious moments were slipping +away... And he gave her so little help. His manner was so curt as to +be almost repellent. + +"Do you think it necessary," she asked, "that when we meet it should be +as strangers--almost enemies?" + +"Aren't we that?" he said. "I understood that I represented both to +you." + +She was silent because his last words had recalled a hard thing she had +once in the years gone by written to him in an hour of wounded anger: "I +do not know you... I think I have never known you. You are a stranger +to me, and, I see now, my greatest enemy..." + +"It is for you," he added, filling in the pause, "to determine our +future relations... I am a little surprised that you should meet me as +you have done. And I'm not sure that it wouldn't have been happier for +both if you had acted differently... The fires of yesterday are ashes +on the hearth of to-day... I don't know how it is with you, but the +sight of greying embers chills me." + +She sat leaning forward, her eyes fixed unseeingly straight before her +as though they sought to pierce the blackness that lay beyond the stoep. +Some of the pain and bitterness that was in her heart shone through +them, so that they looked tortured in the soft glow of the artificial +lights. She gripped the arm of her chair more tightly, and, still +staring into the darkness, said tonelessly: + +"With women it is not usual to leave ashes lying on the hearth." + +"You sweep them up and throw them away," he answered. "It is wiser +so... One forgets." + +"Some do," she rejoined slowly. "And others--collect their ashes +carefully and kindle them anew." + +He looked at her closely. + +"Foolish and futile," he said. "Ashes can never give forth the glow and +the heat of unspoilt fuel. A thing that is dead has served its end. It +should then be applied to other uses; for it is impossible that it +should ever again serve its original purpose." + +"If that is your philosophy," she began. + +"It is," he interrupted shortly. + +"Then with you the ashes remain ashes to despoil the hearth of to-day!" + +"I brush them out of sight," he returned lightly. "I have lived so long +now amid the dust of such memories that I have learnt to turn my back +upon the muddle till it no longer inconveniences me..." He smiled +cynically, and added: "There was room for a retort there. You might +have flung out at me that I have always shown a propensity for turning +my back." + +She winced. His speech cut her more than he would have believed any +words of his could wound her. It was with great difficulty that she +kept back the tears. + +"That wasn't worthy of you," she said. + +He reddened suddenly. + +"I beg your pardon... It was an ill-considered remark. But it's one of +the memories that sticks closest... The dust of it lies thick upon +everything and clouds the rest of life." + +She sat back in the depths of her chair and turned her white face up to +his; a great sadness and a great yearning showed in the beautiful eyes. + +"I think you make too much of it," she said... "The accident of a +moment!" + +"An accident that ruined my career," he returned with great bitterness. + +"Not ruined it," she expostulated,--"checked it. You could have made a +name and a place for yourself in spite of it." + +"And I didn't." + +"And you have not," she corrected,--"yet." + +He laughed abruptly. + +"Think of the time that has been wasted," he said. "You might have said +all this to me years ago. I don't say it would have made any +difference... unless it were to keep green some corner of my heart. But +encouragement to be efficacious should be given when life is hardest, +not when one has learnt to adapt it to one's needs. But it's generous +of you to offer even a belated encouragement. I don't wish to appear +ungrateful. It's more than I have deserved--or, indeed, expected of +you." + +She stretched out a hand and laid it on his arm. + +"Don't be bitter, Hugh... We both have made mistakes." + +He looked down at the white glove that rested on his sleeve, and his +lips tightened. The arm inside the sleeve was tense. There was no more +response than if she had touched instead the stuffed arm of the chair. + +"Perhaps," he allowed. "But we won't add to our mistakes by growing +sentimental." + +She removed her hand without speaking, and sat silent with strained +face, curiously still and composed. He watched her in his aloof +fashion. If he felt any interest in her beyond the ordinary interest +that a man experiences in a beautiful woman, he concealed it admirably. +He betrayed not the slightest regret when Van Bleit came hurrying up to +them with a light wrap over his arm. He had had some difficulty in +finding it. Mrs Smythe eventually assisted in the search. He was +voluble and apologetic. He shot a suspicious glance at Lawless, +standing at the back of the chair in the same position, leaning forward +with his arms on the top of it, and then turned again to the quiet +figure of the woman who had not spoken after the first smiling word of +thanks. + +"You moved," he said. "I looked for you where I left you, but the seat +was unoccupied." + +"It was quieter here," she explained. She rose and stood while Van +Bleit put the wrap around her shoulders, and, with an exaggerated air of +devotion, drew it close about her throat. Lawless bowed to her and +moved away, making a slow progress along the stoep against the stream of +dancers, pouring forth from the ball-room in quest of air. + +"Gods!" he mused, avoiding the stream mechanically while seeming not to +see it. "What a queer trick of fate! What has brought her out here, I +wonder? ... That's what I should like to get at... What has brought +her out here?" + +When in the early hours of the morning Mrs Lawless appeared on the +pavement on Van Bleit's arm, Lawless was standing on the kerb beside the +waiting motor in the act of lighting a cigar. He tossed away the match, +and opened the door for her. Then he raised his hat, and turning +silently, disappeared into the blackness beyond the lights of the car. +She turned her head to look after him; but the darkness had swallowed +the tall figure, and the throbbing of the engine drowned the sound of +his rapidly retreating steps. + +CHAPTER SEVEN. + +Colonel Grey sat alone on his stoep in the darkness and listened, as +once before he had listened, to the quick, measured step of the man +whose claim upon his consideration had rested solely on a reputation for +valour. + +The Colonel had believed strongly hitherto in his own discernment. Now +he doubted, not only his judgment in human affairs, but his +qualification for the responsible mission he had undertaken to carry +successfully through. Twice he had been mistaken in the persons he had +employed. He had paid off the one a month before, and had satisfied +himself that the boy had taken his passage to Durban, and gone aboard +with his broken head still encased in bandages, and with more money in +his pockets than was good for him. The other case could not be disposed +of in the same manner. In so far as their dealings together went, the +man had given no cause either for satisfaction or complaint. Up to the +present nothing definite had been accomplished. Colonel Grey doubted +that anything would be accomplished. He mistrusted his man--the man +whose reputation for courage he now knew to be spurious,--who was +further accredited with being a traitor. The thing stuck in the +Colonel's mind and inflamed it. In a quiet, controlled way he was +furious that he should have been led into having anything to do with the +scoundrel. He was impatient to face him, to confound him with the +knowledge of his disgrace. He wondered whether the fellow would try to +bluff it, or if he would cave in... + +And then the man he was thinking about arrived, and stepping up to the +stoep with his firm, decided tread, stood before him, as he had stood on +the night of their first meeting, looking at him inquiringly with those +strangely penetrating, inscrutable grey eyes. + +"You sent for me," he said briefly, and waited to learn the reason of +the summons. + +The other man rose without speaking, and led the way into the house, +closing the French windows behind them as he had done before. + +"You are sure you were not followed?" he asked, as he drew a chair out +from the table and seated himself. + +"I think not. I saw no one." + +"Ah! ... I fancied I heard footsteps in the road." + +"You have good ears," Lawless answered. "I heard nothing, and I was on +the alert." + +Colonel Grey regarded him attentively. It was an extraordinary thing, +but the sight of the purposeful face, with the steady eyes, and the +deep, slanting scar, was strangely reassuring. Unaccountably, he felt +his resentment dying. Against his reason, against his volition, he had +a liking for the man. In face of his liking the charges against him +seemed monstrous. It was almost incredible that he should have been +cashiered from the Army for cowardice--"misbehaviour in the Field in the +face of the enemy," that was the wording of the indictment. He had +received the information from an unquestionable source. Through the +same channel he had learnt that subsequently, under another name, he had +taken up arms against his country. The first was a grave enough offence +in the Colonel's opinion, the second was unpardonable. + +"Have you no news for me?" he asked abruptly, sitting very straight in +his chair, his brows drawn fiercely together while he watched his +companion from under them with a curiously intent gaze. "It is many +weeks since we met." + +Lawless leant back negligently, his knees crossed, one arm, with the +hand lying loosely open, resting on the table. At his last remark he +looked over at the speaker in his quick, direct way, and said: + +"I supposed that was why you had summoned me. You've been wondering +what I have been doing with your time and your money... Well, not +much... I've learnt one thing, that Van Bleit carries the papers on his +person for their greater safety, and a loaded revolver for his own. +Apart from that we are not more forward." + +"You've no plan for getting the packet from him?" + +"Not so far. The fellow does not give me a chance. If I spent +forty-eight hours beneath the same roof with him, I'd manage it... Of +course, I could get hold of what you want at any time if I chose to kill +the brute; but I've a strong disinclination to swing for him." + +"Yes." Colonel Grey looked thoughtful. "That wouldn't do," he said. +"No! ... We don't want murder done... Risky... And awkward too... +afterwards... too many questions asked." + +There was silence between them for a space. Inside the room a +death-watch ticked loudly against the wainscot, and without a large +white moth beat with futile insistence upon the window-pane in its +endeavours to reach the light. The noise of its soft body thudding +against the glass drew Colonel Grey's attention to the fact that the +blinds were not drawn. He rose promptly and lowered them. + +"Quite unnecessary," Lawless observed. "I saw to it when I took this +seat that no one, unless he stood on the stoep and stared deliberately +in at the window, could see me sitting here." + +The Colonel wheeled round and faced him. + +"Your forethought is quite extraordinary," he said, "for a novice at the +game." + +The other laughed carelessly. + +"During an adventurous life," he replied, "I've had rogues to deal with +before." + +The speech, as the Colonel heard it, was almost a challenge. His mind +reverted to the serious indictment against this man who sat there so +coolly, with the half-derisive smile lingering on the thin, handsome +face; and the fierce feeling of indignation against him surged up +afresh. He walked deliberately back to his seat and sat down. + +"Yours has certainly been no ordinary career," he said bluntly. "For +the honour of my countrymen, I'm glad to think that is so... You will +be less surprised at my taking this tone when I tell you that I have +received information concerning you of a very unsatisfactory nature. +Subsequent to our first meeting I instituted inquiries relative to +certain matters we touched upon at that interview. The reply to those +inquiries reached me by last mail." + +"Yes." Lawless did not change his lounging attitude, but his face +hardened perceptibly, and his voice rang like steel. "After our talk I +supposed you would," he said. "The only thing that surprised me was +that you didn't pursue your inquiries before making arrangements with +me." + +"That was where I made my mistake," the Colonel replied stiffly. + +"And how do you purpose rectifying that? ... Do you think that the +charges against me, as you have heard them, unfit me for the dirty work +you have given me to do? I've had some strange billets in my time, and +this, in my opinion, is the least honourable of all. A case of +blackmail that can't be entrusted to the proper authorities is a +precious shady business." + +"There are reasons," the Colonel began, and stopped suddenly. Why +should he attempt explanations? Whatever the business, the employment +was worthy the man. + +"Well, no matter!" Lawless said. "Let that pass. But I should like to +hear what you have against me... When it is one's misfortune to only +win notoriety through misdeeds it is interesting to know the limit of +such publicity... What part of my record have you?" + +"I have no interest in your affairs, Mr Lawless, beyond your one-time +connection with the Army," Colonel Grey answered quietly. "When you +informed me you had been cashiered, I was curious to know the reason. I +am now in possession of the details, and the further discreditable +information that you sold your sword arm to the enemies of your +country... Have you anything to say to that charge?" + +"Nothing... Your information is quite correct." + +"Then, sir, I will tell you to your face you are a damned traitor." + +The Colonel was leaning forward in his excitement, his arm stretched out +along the table. The man he addressed, and thus deliberately insulted, +drew himself up straighter, his face set and stern, a cold glint in the +steel-grey eyes that narrowed dangerously as they met the other's angry +gaze. + +"I can excuse your heat, sir," he replied with amazing control, "in +consideration of your ignorance of the circumstances. Had things been +otherwise, and it had been my privilege to criticise another's disgrace, +I should probably have made use of the same forcible language that you +give utterance to... When we have been through the mire we recognise a +different quality in the mud. Men have been reduced to the ranks for +the misdemeanour for which I was dismissed the Service... Had I been +reduced to the ranks I should have made a good soldier. My punishment, +I contend, was unjust." + +"By which specious reasoning, I presume, you excuse the crime of +treachery, and seek to justify a spirit of revenge?--or gain, was it?" + +Lawless frowned. + +"I make no excuses," he returned curtly. "I don't recognise that my +actions need condoning. And I did not join the Boers' side with thought +either of revenge or gain..." + +He halted abruptly, and, for the first time taking his eyes off the +other's face, stared hard at the unshaded lamp. + +"It appears," the Colonel interposed drily, "that you were actuated by +blind impulse." + +Lawless drummed on the table with his fingers and said nothing. He felt +strangely annoyed. And yet he had known positively that the facts must +come to this man's knowledge before long. In the circumstances it was +little likely that he would make no inquiries concerning one he had +employed in a secret and confidential matter. That he regretted his +haste in having employed him was obvious. It was the term traitor that +stuck in the Colonel's gorge. He found it particularly distasteful to +hold further intercourse with one so steeped in dishonour. + +"Perhaps it would be as well to bury the past," he said with an effort +after a while. "In the lives of many men there are matters which it is +not profitable to discuss. I can only add that I wish I had known of +this before." + +Lawless got upon his feet, and stood stiffly upright, his face grim, and +colourless under the sunburn, like the face of a man whose blood is at +white heat with hardly repressed passion. + +"Am I to understand that you dispense with my services?" he asked +curtly. + +Colonel Grey was somewhat slow in replying. Discretion weighed in the +balance against a strong personal objection to working with the man, and +won. + +"I don't know as to that," he replied at last uncertainly. "We've gone +so far... You have a dangerous knowledge... I prefer to have you on +our side." + +"I see." Lawless' manner was icy. "Then, you mean me to go on with the +job?" + +"Yes, I think so... Yes! ... I do." + +"You don't ask me whether I am satisfied to go on with it." + +His hearer's eyebrows went up with a jerk. + +"Why shouldn't you?" he asked, surprised. "You're well paid." + +"True! The pay's good. It would be absurd to throw away good money for +a scruple..." + +"I was under the impression that you had buried your scruples," the +other answered, and was amazed at the sudden passion that blazed in the +sombre eyes. + +"Never in my life before have I permitted a man to insult me as you have +insulted me," was the angry reply. "I've swallowed as much as I intend +to swallow... Whatever you have learnt concerning my past does not +invest you with the right of insulting me." + +"Your complaint is quite reasonable," Colonel Grey returned with a +certain quiet dignity that partially disarmed the other's math. "I have +allowed my feelings to lead me away. I regret it. Will you please be +seated, Mr Lawless? There are one or two things which I wish to say to +you, if you are satisfied to go on with this business." + +He paused deliberately; and, after a moment's hesitation, Lawless sat +down. + +"In the first place," he added, when Lawless was again occupying the +chair from which he had risen, "I think we should have a time limit for +the carrying out of this enterprise. Is that agreeable to you?" + +"Perfectly," came the brief response. + +"Then, suppose we say six months... How does that strike you?" + +"It's fair enough." + +"You haven't any suggestion of your own to make on that head?" + +"None... Only I shall get the papers before six months are up." + +"You are very confident," the Colonel said. + +Lawless looked thoughtful. + +"I take a peculiar personal interest in this affair," he said. "If I +did not I should not go on with it... I told you I would get those +papers for you, or kill your man... I mean to do one or the other--or +both." + +Colonel Grey scrutinised him earnestly. His lips parted as though he +would say something, and then shut with a snap on the unspoken words. +Lawless sat up suddenly. + +"There isn't any use in your seeing me," he said. "Give me my head, the +funds to go on with for a few months, and then leave the matter in my +hands. You shall have those papers... It's not that I take a +particular interest in them, or in your client, but it pleases me to do +this thing. When I make up my mind to carry a thing through I do it. +You may call that tall talking--but it amounts simply to this, that I +hold life cheaply; the only law I recognise is the unwritten law. I've +lived among the social outcasts--I'm one of them, and so, perhaps, I am +well suited to carry through a matter that is outside the law. You +don't trust me... Because of what you have heard you doubt even that I +have the courage which this affair may demand. It's natural that you +should doubt. But if you can bring yourself to accept my word, this +matter is safe in my hands." + +There was a long silence. Then the Colonel spoke abruptly, and, as it +sounded, greatly against his inclination. But in spite of himself, in +spite of all the evidence against him, he liked and trusted this man. +Perhaps the fact that he had not attempted to explain, or to excuse an +inexcusable crime, prejudiced him favourably. + +"I do accept your word," he said bluntly. "I confess I have entertained +misgivings... That is hardly surprising, I think, considering how much +is at stake. But I'll take your word, Mr Lawless... And I accept your +conditions. When you have anything of importance to communicate you +will let me hear from you..." + +When Lawless got back to his hotel that night he was astonished to find +a visitor waiting for him--a woman. She had been shown into a private +room. The hour was unusual, so were the circumstances; but the +management had no wish to offend so good a client as Lawless; therefore +the lady was, after a little difficulty, admitted; and Lawless on his +return was discreetly informed of her presence. He received the +information in silence, betraying none of the astonishment that moved +him, which was considerable. He could not for the life of him imagine +who the lady could be. + +He was no wiser on entering the room where she was. She was a tall +woman of commanding presence, very fashionably dressed--almost too +fashionably to suggest a perfect taste. There was--Lawless was quick to +observe it--the unmistakable stamp of the demi-mondaine about her. She +looked round as he entered and closed the door behind him, and then very +slowly got up from the sofa on which she had been seated. Her movements +were extraordinarily languid for a woman of such splendid physique, and +less graceful than deliberately sensuous, Lawless decided. Something +about the woman stirred a chord of memory in his mind, as he stood +critically surveying her with a look of cool inquiry in his eyes. The +figure was vaguely familiar. The face he could not see; she was so +heavily veiled that he could only trace a shadowy outline of her +features. + +"This is an unexpected honour," he said, with ironical politeness. "May +I ask to what I am indebted, and to whom, for this amazing +condescension?" + +She held out a pair of well-gloved hands towards him. + +"You have forgotten... so soon?" she said in a low voice, the deep tones +of which sounded nervously tremulous. + +"I've a memory no longer and no shorter than most men's," he retorted, +not touching the outstretched hands. "If you'd raise your veil..." + +She put up one hand to the dense folds that concealed her face, but she +did not lift them. She waited, looking at him through their disfiguring +thickness with wide, smiling, observant eyes. + +"And this is your welcome after all this while! ... your welcome to +_me_! ... No wonder those tiresome people downstairs were so reluctant +to admit me! ... I only got round them by telling them I was your +wife." + +"The devil you did!" ejaculated Lawless. + +He did not speak loudly His voice had dropped to a low note of caution. +He approached nearer. Astonishment had driven the irony out of his +eyes, and left in its stead an expression of strong curiosity. + +"Oh, Hughie!" she said reproachfully... "To think that you could +forget..." + +Lawless seized her by the arm. Then quickly, almost roughly, he lifted +the disguising veil and stared hard into the handsome, painted face, +with the smiling vermilion lips, and the mocking eyes. + +"Oh, Lord!" he exclaimed, and fell back a step or two in sheer +amazement. + +The woman laughed suddenly. + +"I thought I should surprise you, Hughie," she said. + +CHAPTER EIGHT. + +It is a generally accepted fact that the social life of the Colonies is +less conventional than the social life of England. It is broader in +outlook, wider in sympathy, not less critical, perhaps, but certainly +more understanding. This is to be accounted for by the continual +inpouring of fresh blood, the infusion of fresh ideas. The Colonies +adapt themselves more readily to change than the older civilisation; +they represent a younger, more vigorous generation, and, if behind the +mother country in many respects, are ahead of her in others of quite +vital importance. But though life in South Africa is unconventional, +strenuous, and--as is inevitable in a land that attracts to its shores +the more ardent and adventurous spirits--more impulsive, more passionate +and unrestrained, it has its fixed code of morality, and the man or +woman who defies its laws must be prepared to accept the reward of +ostracism. + +Lawless' sudden leap to popularity suffered an equally sudden rebound +when it became apparent how utterly contemptuous he was of public +opinion, as it concerned his private life. His life became an open +scandal. The woman who had visited him at his hotel late one night was +installed in rooms that he had taken for her, and regularly every day he +visited her, and frequently took her driving in the public +thoroughfares. The women of his acquaintance cut him, and not a few of +the men. His behaviour was too flagrant to be passed over. Van Bleit +alone was interested and sympathetic. He coveted an introduction to his +friend's handsome inamorata, and on occasions when he deemed it quite +safe put himself deliberately in the way. But Lawless was blind to +these devices. He cared neither for the disapproval of the many, nor +for Van Bleit's furtive approbation. He was entirely indifferent to +outside criticism. It pleased him to do this thing, and he did it. +Society had not treated him so well as to give it a right to be +exacting; and, in any case, he had no intention of considering it in +this or any other matter. + +There were two women in Cape Town who were most unhappily affected by +this sordid intrigue, Mrs Lawless, and the girl who had made a hero of +the man, and who worshipped him with the extravagance of a youthful, +unsophisticated mind. For a long while Julie Weeber refused to admit +that there was anything unusual in Lawless' friendship with the handsome +demi-mondaine; but in her heart she was jealous of the friendship, and +when she saw them together she hated the woman with the complacently +smiling, painted lips, and the mocking eyes. Her distress was primarily +due to the knowledge that by his actions he was separating himself from +her. She would have condoned anything for the gratification of seeing +and talking with him occasionally. But intercourse was out of the +question; not only did her mother assert that she would neither receive +him in future nor permit her daughters to acknowledge him, but Lawless +himself held aloof. Once when she passed him in the street driving with +the woman, although she knew he had seen her, he deliberately turned his +face aside. It wounded the girl deeply. + +"Why should he treat me like that?" she asked herself passionately... +"It isn't fair to me." + +She encountered him again a few days later. He was alone, walking +towards the city. Julie had been to see a friend some distance out, and +was cycling homeward when she overtook him. It was evening. The sun +had dipped below the horizon; where it had disappeared the sky still +glowed with changing colours that paled perceptibly before the oncome of +precipitate night which in Africa follows rapidly on the path of the +vanished day. A shaft of the fading colour in the sky glanced +earthwards and glowed in Julie Weeber's cheeks when she recognised the +solitary pedestrian striding along the middle of the road. She +slackened speed as she drew near to him, and glanced swiftly about her. +No one was in sight, not even a Kaffir; though had a crowd been there to +witness her actions she would probably have behaved in exactly the same +way. She pedalled her machine alongside the tall, familiar figure, and +slipped to the ground. Lawless glanced round. He looked surprised, he +also looked--Julie observed it--pleased. + +"How do you do?" she said, deliberately holding out her hand. "Isn't it +a beautiful evening?" + +He smiled involuntarily at this determined effort at conversation, and +answered that such was his opinion also. + +"Are you walking into town?" she asked. "I am, too." + +"You mean, you are riding," he corrected. + +"I'm not," the girl returned imperturbably. "I hate cycling against the +wind. I only stuck to my machine because it's lonely walking by +oneself." + +"In that case," he said, stepping behind her and relieving her of the +charge of the cycle, "you must let me wheel this." + +Julie walked along beside him for a few yards without speaking. Then +abruptly she turned her face towards him. He was looking down at the +machine, a very old one with well-worn tyres and rusty handlebars of a +pattern quite out of date. His face was grave and somewhat preoccupied. + +"You cut me the other day in Adderly Street," she said bluntly... "You +saw me..." + +"Yes," he admitted. + +It did not seem to occur to him to turn the speech aside. During their +brief, but rapid, acquaintance they had always been extraordinarily +frank with one another. + +"Why did you?" she asked almost fiercely. "It wasn't kind." + +"In that I differ from you," he replied. "It was the only kind act I +have ever performed towards you." + +A pained flush leapt to her cheeks. She looked away from him down the +dusty road, along a vista of flowering gum trees, with eyes that were +clouded and misty and rebellious, and a mind that for all its +youthfulness dimly discerned his meaning. + +"I thought we were--friends," she said falteringly. + +And then he made use of one of the remarks that were responsible for the +development of her understanding. + +"There is no such thing as friendship between the sexes." + +The flush in her cheeks deepened. There was a strained air of +embarrassment about her, noticeable even in her walk. + +"And so... you don't wish to know me?" she said with an effort. + +"My dear child!" He looked at her earnestly. "It's not a matter in +which I am entitled to consider my wishes." + +"And what of mine?" she asked in a low voice that was tremulous, as +though the speaker were on the verge of tears. + +He looked down awkwardly, and fidgeted with the handle of the brake. + +"I don't consider that I am entitled to consult your wishes either," he +replied. "My friendship, according to the accepted standard, is neither +good nor safe for you... Haven't you been so informed?" + +"Yes," she answered, and added sullenly: "I don't care... I want your +friendship more than I want anything. It has meant so much to me... +And I miss... things so. You never come to the house now... You never +go anywhere." + +"No," he returned briefly. + +There was silence between them for a while. Then suddenly Julie put out +a hand and touched his hand where it hung at his side. + +"You won't--cut me again?" she pleaded. + +"No," he answered as briefly as before, but in a kinder tone with a ring +of determination in it that carried conviction. + +"I want to see you sometimes," she said... "to talk with you sometimes. +I know that I'm not intellectual, that I'm undeveloped and silly, and +altogether too young to be companionable to you; but you have taken +pleasure in my society--you have," she exclaimed with vehemence, +"haven't you?" + +"Yes," he acknowledged, "I have... I do. And it's just because of that +I deem it best to let the thing end." + +"Oh no!" she cried quickly... "No!" + +"When you talk like that," he said, smiling at her pleasantly, "you +convince me that my judgment is right... Oh! don't worry," he added in +response to a quick gesture of protest; "I'm not going to rely on +anything so stodgy. I'm going to follow inclination. Remain my dear +little friend... If there is no great good to you in it, there shall be +no great harm in it either... And, in any case, it won't matter much... +I am going away shortly." + +"Going away!" she echoed blankly. "Leaving Cape Town, do you mean?" + +"Yes." + +She turned to him with a swift abandonment that proved how strong was +the influence he already exerted over her, and with white face, and +distressful, tear-filled eyes, cried out-- + +"Oh! don't go! don't go! ... Or--couldn't you--take me with you?" + +He came to an abrupt standstill, and leaning towards her, with his hand +resting on the saddle of the cycle, looked steadily into the shamed, +young, piteous face. His look brought the colour flaming back into the +white cheeks. + +"Ah! now you think me unwomanly," she said, and her voice shook +pitifully... "You won't like me any more..." + +"My dear!" he replied, "you are talking nonsense." + +Her head drooped lower and lower like a flower that is beaten down in a +storm. She stared down at the strong, sunburnt hand gripping the +saddle, and the slow tears overflowed and fell, big, shining drops, into +the dust of the road. She made no effort to stay them or to wipe them +away; and the man, watching her with his keen, observant eyes, was +stirred with an unwonted sense of compassion, and a swift self-hatred +because of what he had in idle selfishness done. + +"If you knew me for what I am," he said gravely, "you would not honour +me with your friendship. I'm not the hero your fancy has painted. A +man rates himself at a higher valuation usually than his deserts, but as +high as I can place the standard it leaves me still unworthy of your +regard." + +"And you don't feel... contempt for me?" she faltered. + +"No... The only contempt I feel is for myself." He held out his hand +to her. "We are coming to the more frequented part," he said. "I would +prefer that you mounted and rode into town." + +She gave him her hand shyly, but still she hesitated. + +"You promise not to withdraw your friendship?" she pleaded. "I--I don't +know what I should do if--if you wouldn't let me be--just a friend." + +Her eyes as well as her voice implored him; they dragged a reluctant +consent from his lips. When she had mounted and cycled out of his +sight, turning at the bend of the road to wave him a last farewell, he +regretted that he had allowed his better judgment to be overruled by her +girlish pleading. Public opinion was right in this instance; there was +danger in the friendship. There had been danger for the girl from the +beginning; since intercourse in the future could only be by stealth that +danger was considerably increased. The secret friendship of a young +girl for a man of notorious character must be disastrous in its results +even if the man act towards her honourably according to his lights. + +When Lawless reached his hotel he found two letters waiting for him in +the rack. He carried them to his room. The first, so ill-written as to +be scarcely legible, was signed "Tottie." The writer stated that she +was bored to death, and commanded him to come round and amuse her. The +second was also in the nature of a command. It was very short--only one +line. + +"Will you come to see me?--Zoe." + +He read the second note twice, and then remained for a long while +motionless with the letter in his hand, staring at the big, firm +characters thoughtfully, his brows puckered in a heavy frown. Why had +she written to him? ... Why should she wish to see him, when all +self-respecting women held their skirts aside? ... The frown deepened. +He was baffled by the very simplicity of the brief message, the meaning +of which was so purely conjectural and obscure. He read the note for +the third time, seeking enlightenment from a greater familiarity with +the words. But the purpose of the message still eluded him. He could +not imagine what was in the writer's mind to move her to pen such a +note. It was inconsistent with her attitude in the past. He felt +strangely irritated, even suspicious, as he stared at the sheet of paper +in his hand. It was a little late in the day for her to think of +starting an "influence." + +He seated himself at a writing-table in a corner of the room and +answered the note. His reply was laconic in its brevity. "No," he +wrote, and signed it simply, "H.L." Then he addressed it and slipped it +into the pocket of his coat with the idea of posting it himself. She +would probably expect him that evening, he decided, and smiled +ironically, thinking of the writer of the other letter, who was also +expecting him, and whom he had no intention to disappoint. In the +morning she would receive the answer to her note; then she would +understand. + +But the answer was not posted. Lawless was delayed as he was leaving +the hotel; when later he set forth his mood had changed, and he tore the +reply he had written into fragments and scattered them on the pavement, +to be further scattered by the boisterous wind that swept them into +corners, only to dislodge them and scatter them anew. A few of the +fragments fluttered under his feet as he strode along. He trod them +heavily underfoot and walked on. Would she conclude from his silence +that he would obey the summons? ... He was not quite sure whether by +his action in destroying his answer he meant to accede to her wish, or +simply to ignore it. A strong curiosity as to her reason for wishing to +see him strove against his disinclination to comply with the request. +Finally he decided to leave the matter in abeyance. If the humour took +him he would go to her the following day. But the humour did not take +him. The next day came and passed, and the note remained in his pocket +still unanswered. + +Mrs Lawless waited at home each day in the hope of his coming, and +denied herself to other visitors. On the third day she made an +exception in favour of Mrs Smythe. + +"I came to inquire if you were ill," Mrs Smythe exclaimed as she +entered the drawing-room. "You were not at the Frenches' the other +evening, and we missed you yesterday at the Admiral's At Home. You +aren't ill, Zoe... I don't think I ever saw you look better." + +She surveyed her friend critically. There was no indication of +ill-health in the dark splendour of Zoe Lawless' face, nor in the +graceful, beautiful body, but in the sun-flecked eyes was a hint of +sadness which Mrs Smythe detected. + +"You are tired," she said. + +"No." Mrs Lawless drew her to the sofa and sat down beside her... "At +least not physically tired," she added... "I'm feeling old. I'm +thirty-three to-day, Kate." She lifted the dark hair at her temples. +"Grey hairs there already, plenty of them. I spent some time this +morning pulling them out, until it occurred to me as rather trivial... +and futile, too. It's like stripping the red leaves from the trees in +autumn in a poor pretence that the summer is not past... It only +advances winter." + +"My dear girl!" Mrs Smythe said briskly, "when you are sixty-three you +will be privileged to talk like that... Don't say too much about your +age; I'm thirty-five." + +Zoe laughed, and as suddenly grew grave again. + +"With you age doesn't signify," she said. "You've had your years, and +lived them, and each one has brought its past year's satisfaction; but +with me there has been waste." She leant back against the cushions, +with one arm flung out over the head of the sofa. "The years that the +locusts have eaten!" ... she murmured... "It's when you have let the +locusts eat into the precious years that you feel the bitterness of the +loss of the golden hours. If I'd had my golden hours--if I'd enjoyed +them, I shouldn't feel sorrowful at the coming of silver hairs. Youth +that is wasted is like a day when the sunshine has been obscured by +clouds. Towards evening the clouds pass, and the sun shines forth, +perhaps, for a few minutes before it sets. But the clouds have spoilt +the morning and rendered the tardy radiance ineffectual... The time has +passed." + +"Your philosophy would be less painful if it were not so +incontrovertible," Mrs Smythe returned quietly. "But if there has been +waste, Zoe, isn't it adding to it to spend the hours mourning over those +already gone? It would be far more sensible if you were to get out of +that ridiculously becoming tea-gown and come out driving with me. I'm +not surprised at your depression if you have spent the last few days +dwelling on uncomfortable things." + +Mrs Lawless smiled faintly. + +"It's not so bad as that," she answered. "I'm a creature of moods. Had +you called yesterday you would have found me quite cheerful." + +"Then I'm glad that my visit has fitted in with the heavier mood. +Cheerfulness needs no distraction. Change your gown, Zoe, and come out +with me." + +Mrs Lawless shook her head in response to her friend's inquiring look. +Her fingers were playing absently with one of the heavy tassels of a +sofa cushion, twisting and pulling at it, and entwining themselves with +the silky strands. She looked down at the tassel pensively, and at the +busy fingers fidgeting with it continually as though their purposeless +occupation held an interest for her. + +"Thank you for suggesting it," she said slowly. "I would have been glad +to go; but I am expecting Mr Lawless." + +Mrs Smythe stared at her. Amazement bereft her of her customary tact. + +"Expecting him! ... this afternoon?... Why, my dear, I passed him +driving with--" + +She came to an abrupt halt, and gazed at her quiet companion with +dismayed and apologetic eyes. + +"His mistress," Zoe finished for her, looking up. "You needn't mind +saying it... I have accustomed myself to the idea. He may not come +this afternoon, of course... But--I think I prefer to stay at home." + +Mrs Smythe was silent for a while. + +"I never was so disappointed in anyone in my life as I am in him," she +remarked at length. + +Zoe's big eyes showed a faint surprise. + +"No!" she said. + +"Aren't you disappointed in him?" Mrs Smythe asked wonderingly. + +"Oh! I don't know..." She sat up suddenly. "I try not to think of +it," she said... "It's another instance of waste... waste and failure. +All the years I've known him--" + +She looked at the other woman, and her eyes softened. "Perhaps if he +had felt the influence of a good woman he might have made a better thing +of life." + +CHAPTER NINE. + +Mrs Lawless stood on the stoep in the fading light and watched her +friend drive away. In the east the intense blue of the sky had deepened +to purple, and here and there a pale star lay, like a jewel in its azure +setting, ready to adorn the sombre robes of night. The light breeze had +dropped at sundown. There was no stir, no movement anywhere, no sound +to awake the stillness. The strong scent of many flowers perfumed the +languid, sensuous air which as yet gave no sign of the near approach of +winter... if there can be any winter in a land where there is always +sunshine, where the trees never bare their branches, and the flowers are +ever in bloom. + +She leaned her arms on the broad rail, and stared unseeingly before her +through the foliage of the mimosa trees into the blue distance. The +expression of her face was troubled, and a gleam of resentment shone in +the proud eyes. So her summons was to be disregarded! His mistress +claimed all his leisure, and he had no time to spare for anyone else. +She had waited in three days in the hope that he would come, had spent +three lonely evenings so that if he chose to call on her at night he +would find her ready to receive him. And he had neither come nor sent a +message. She had almost ceased to expect him, had almost ceased to wish +to see him. The mood that had moved her to write to him had passed. +She felt cold now, and indifferent; and the futility of the task she had +thought to undertake struck her in a new and more forcible light. Was +it worth it? ... Was she not wasting time that might be more profitably +employed? ... Was she not harrowing her feelings to no purpose? + +She went indoors and sat down at the piano and played to herself. She +was a brilliant pianist, and it was a custom of long standing to soothe +herself with music when her mind was disturbed. It was in her sad +moments--occasionally also in her moods of anger--that she oftenest +played. + +The light outside faded; it grew dark in the room. A native entered, +lighted the shaded lamps, and noiselessly retired. Zoe Lawless played +on. She did not hear the ring at the bell that followed shortly on the +servant's exit; she was not aware that anyone had come until the door +was thrown open by the same quiet servitor, who ushered in Mr Lawless, +and then again retired and closed the door behind him. + +Mrs Lawless turned slowly on the stool, and then stood up. She gave +the visitor no greeting, and, beyond a slight bow, he made no move to +greet her either. But he looked at her curiously as she stood facing +him, and she observed with failing courage that his eyes were stern and +hard. + +"I had almost given up expecting you," she said. + +"You sent for me," he answered curtly... "Whenever you send for me I +will come." + +She regarded him long and earnestly. There was that in his speech +which, despite the harshness of his manner, inclined her towards a +softer mood. She no longer saw the picture which Mrs Smythe had +unconsciously drawn for her of him driving with his mistress, instead +she recognised a man whom life had dealt hardly with accepting +obligations which another man in similar circumstances would have +ignored. + +"Thank you," she said at last gently, and with a faintly wondering +hesitation. "I did not know... I--felt scarcely justified in writing +my request... But,"--she put self-consciousness behind her, and spoke +from her heart simply, and with great earnestness--"I could not look on +in silence while you deliberately spoilt your life. You were making +your way in Cape Town... You could, if you chose, make it anywhere. +But you are so indifferent to the world's opinion." + +"I have never found the world's opinion especially intelligent," he +answered bluntly. "If it were worth studying, I might study it." + +"Is it not, rather," she returned unexpectedly, "that you are over prone +to yield to the influence of the hour? ... The opinion of others has +never counted for much with you." + +"You are mistaken," he said. "It is the opinion of others that has made +me what I am. In the past I have been far too susceptible of public +criticism. Had I been as indifferent as you imagine I should not be the +failure that you see to-day." + +She threw out a protesting hand. + +"You always speak as though there was nothing ahead, as though you had +shuttered all the exits of the soul... When you talk like that I feel +that I cannot breathe." + +"It's only a first impression," he answered sarcastically; "respiration +becomes easier when you grow accustomed to the shutters... There _is_ +nothing ahead. I reconciled myself to the want of outlook years ago; +now I adapt,--not myself to circumstances, but circumstances to suit me. +It's astonishing how one can bend events to one's service. The doing +so contrives to add a peculiar satisfaction of its own. I don't wish +you to suppose that I've been sitting all these years with my head +between my hands--the image is depressing. My hands have been otherwise +employed. I've had them on the throat of life, and when it has used me +spitefully I've pressed it hard in return. I've had some bad knocks, I +admit; but, believe me, I'm not beaten yet. And the bruises have +healed. The marks may be apparent, but there is no soreness... And +those blows served a purpose too. They confirmed me in a resolve I made +more than eight years ago,--to live my life independently of my +fellows,--to enjoy such pleasures as the moment offered,--to deny myself +no single desire that I had the means of gratifying. I have not gone +back on that through all these years." + +"Not a very lofty resolve," she said, as she sank into a chair. + +"No... Not from your point of view... I suppose not." + +"And from your point of view?" she asked. + +He laughed. + +"You forget the shutters," he said. "My view is enclosed. I am unable +to gaze up at the heights." + +"You could open the shutters if you would," she said in a voice that was +only a little louder than a whisper. + +"Perhaps I don't wish to," he answered. + +He moved nearer to her. He did not sit down, but he leant with his arms +on the back of a chair, looking at her, as he had leant the night of the +ball when they had talked together on the stoep. + +"I'm satisfied with things as they are," he said. "I've got used to the +rough and tumble of my lot. And I've become so thoroughly saturated +with the belief that it is no concern of anyone's what I do that it's +very unlikely I will submit to interference. I'm behaving quite +abominably, I know," he added, in response to the quick, pained flush +that warmed the pallor of her skin from the smooth brow to the slender +white column of her throat; "but it would be a satisfaction to me if you +would only realise that I'm not worth your distress. I understand what +your idea is--most good women fall into the same error. But when a man +has no desire to be influenced it is waste of time to attempt it." + +Her glance fell under his direct, steady look, and the embarrassed +colour that had flamed into her cheeks retreated and left them whiter +than before. She put up a hand for a second as if to screen her eyes +from the light, and he knew that she was pressing back the starting +tears. + +"I know," she said very low, and without looking at him, "that I've no +right to interfere. But whatever you say,--whatever you think, we can +none of us act independently of our fellows. When we do wrong we are +bound to hurt someone--as well as ourselves." + +There was a brief silence during which both still figures remained so +rigidly quiet that the subdued ticking of the dresden clock on the +mantelpiece sounded intrusively loud in the stillness. Then Lawless +moved abruptly. + +"You mean," he said, "that I am hurting you." + +"Yes... You are hurting me." + +He straightened himself and walked away to the window, where he stood +looking out at the quiet night. A young moon shone like a white curved +flame in the purple dome, casting its pure reflection on the misty +beauty of the garden that, like a picture painted without colour, lay +motionless under the starry heavens,--patches of black shadow, and +splashes of white where the pale flowers showed in clusters in the +uncertain light. + +"I never thought of it touching you," he said after a pause. "I +suppose... the scandal--" + +"Oh! the scandal!" She looked up with a quick resentment in her eyes. +"Can't you get deeper than just the part that shows?" + +"In this instance," he returned quite quietly, "it's the part that shows +which matters--only the part that shows. If I were doing this thing +secretly I should be reckoned decent living, and be well considered of +my fellows. And it would never have offended your susceptibilities, nor +disgusted other women whose feelings I have not a jot of respect for. +You simply wouldn't have known... It appears to me that it is the part +that shows which means everything." + +She answered nothing. She sat still, watching him, with her fine eyes +clouded and disapproving, and her lips closed in a thin, determined line +of scarlet that looked the more brilliant because of the set whiteness +of her face. He swung round suddenly and faced her. + +"I might have anticipated this," he said. "But, oddly enough, I never +took you into consideration. After all, you've a right to complain... +The same name! ... Yes, it's awkward--very... and unpleasant." + +He crossed the room and stood in front of her chair, looking down at her +with an almost hostile expression in his sombre eyes. + +"In your opinion," he asked, a hard resentment in his voice, "is there +any reason why I should especially consider you?" + +She looked back at him steadily. "Have I not already acknowledged that +my interference is unjustifiable?" + +"True!" he allowed, and thought for a moment. + +"One condition alone would give you any right to take exception at +anything I do," he added--"and that is such an unlikely condition that +we need not reckon it in... But, however dead I may be to all sense of +honour and decency, I have still sufficient perception to realise that +the situation is--uncomfortable for you. It shall cease to annoy you. +I leave Cape Town this week." + +The expression of glad hopefulness that had momentarily lighted her eyes +died out as suddenly as it had kindled. She understood him perfectly. +Because this thing was humiliating to her he was going to remove it from +her path. That much he would concede--and that was all. + +"You are going away?" she said in a low voice, leaning towards +him.--"And you will take your mistress with you?" + +"And I take my mistress with me," he answered firmly... "Yes." + +She winced. He was standing so close to her chair that she could not +rise without touching him. She sat farther back, and leant her dark +head against the cushions as a woman who is weary might do. This was +but another of the many bitter moments she had endured on his account. +An icy coldness crept over her and seemed to grip her heart. She had +battled with her pride so fiercely and persistently, setting up an ideal +of duty to be followed despite every difficulty, with this man's +salvation as its ultimate aim; and at the very outset she owned herself +defeated. She could not plead with him; a certain intolerant hardness +in her nature awoke and set a seal on her lips. If he was so lost to +all fine thinking, to all sense of decent living and restraint, let him +go with this woman who was a fitting companion for the ill-spent hours. +She would not undertake so futile a mission as to attempt to dissuade +him. + +"If that is final," she remarked at last, "there is nothing more to be +said." + +"It is final," he answered. + +He moved away. She did not rise, but she turned her head and looked +after him, the proud eyes darkened with trouble that was not caused only +by distress at what he purposed doing, but by her lack of power to hold +him back. + +At the door he paused, and glanced quickly in her direction. + +"This interview has been unsatisfactory," he said abruptly. "I have +disappointed you. I regret it, because on a former occasion when I +solicited an interview you were more considerate. If you didn't send +for me solely with a view to improving my morals, but were content to +accept me as I am, the result might be more satisfactory for both of us. +Good-night." + +He went out and shut the door sharply behind him, and Mrs Lawless, +sitting still where he had left her, listened to the bang of the hall +door, and to the crunching of his steps upon the gravelled path as he +walked past the drawing-room windows to the gate. She heard the gate +open and swing to after him, and then followed silence--silence so +profound, so prolonged, that to the woman seated alone in the quiet room +it was an immense relief when presently the sound of a concertina +floated in through the open windows from the direction of the servants' +quarters. The sound broke the tension. She moved slightly, and her +eyes lost their fixed expression. She plucked at a soft fold of the +silken tea-gown with nervous fingers, and listened absently to the +strains that drifted towards her on the evening air. A Kaffir was +singing in a rich, deep voice to his own untaught accompaniment. + +"_All de world am sad an' dreary everywhere I roam_." + +The haunting, familiar air with its tender pathos, its hopelessness, its +strange beauty, moved her to an extraordinary degree, perhaps because +she was so deeply moved already. A sob caught her throat, and the +unaccustomed tears started to her eyes for the second time that evening. +As before, she put up a hand to press them back, but they pushed their +way under her lids and between the restraining fingers, and coursed +rapidly down her cheeks... + +"_Oh! darkies, how my heart grows weary_!" + +The sob was louder this time... + +"_Oh! darkies, how my heart grows weary_!" + +Swiftly she turned and buried her face in the cushion of the chair and +wept unrestrainedly. + +CHAPTER TEN. + +Lawless made hasty preparations for leaving Cape Town. He did not give +up his room at the hotel. When a man is spending other people's money +there is no particular need for him to study economy. His headquarters +were at Cape Town--he was merely taking a holiday while he matured his +plans. On the day before he left he lunched with Van Bleit at the +latter's invitation. Van Bleit was openly admiring, and not a little +envious. + +"Going on your honeymoon," he murmured, growing maudlin over his wine. +"You lucky devil! But the luck was always with you, Grit." + +"It depends on what one reckons luck," was the dry response. + +"That's just like you favoured chaps--always grudging in your thanks. +You expect the world to come to heel, and it usually does." + +"Yes; and yaps at your trouser hems until it frays them. I've been out +at elbow and empty in pocket... If that's luck I don't appreciate it. +I've no desire to have the world at my heels, with its sneaking hands +dipping into my pockets, and its servile lips smiling while its teeth +worry holes in my clothes. I like to face the enemy and have my foot on +it." + +"You, to talk of the world as your enemy! Why, man alive, it gives you +all you ask for." + +Lawless looked gloomy enough for a wealthy and successful lover. The +other's envying admiration gave him no pleasure. He took up his glass +and drained it. Both men had been drinking freely, but both were well +seasoned, and, save for their flushed faces, there was no outward sign +of the quantity of wine they had imbibed. + +"I wish to God," Van Bleit said, "that I were as successful in my wooing +as you. Give me your secret, Grit... I believe it's that damned scar +on your jaw that helps you with the women--that, and a certain dash you +have." + +"Oh! call it swagger," growled Lawless. + +"No,--damn you!--I would if I could; but it's not that. All things +considered, you're a fairly modest beast." + +"I've not had so much to make me vain as you imagine," Lawless answered, +and added curtly: "Look here, Karl, if you don't wish to be offensive, +give over personalities. I'm sick of myself." + +Van Bleit looked slightly annoyed. + +"You're so devilishly unsympathetic," he complained sulkily. "I notice +you take no interest in another man's affairs... You never trouble to +inquire how my suit prospers." + +Lawless made no immediate response. He took a cigar from a case of Van +Bleit's that lay open on the table, snipped the end deliberately, and +proceeded to light it. When he had had two or three whiffs at it, he +took it from his mouth, leant forward with his elbows on the table and +looked squarely at his host. + +"I don't need to inquire," he said. "I've been observing... You are +making no headway at all." + +"That's true enough," Van Bleit replied, reddening. "Though, dash it +all! you needn't be quite so brutally frank. I'm not making headway. +Sometimes I fancy I have gone back a few paces. At one time she liked +me--I'll swear she did. She used to appear glad to see me. That was +before you turned up." + +He paused, and eyed Lawless for a moment suspiciously. The alteration +in Mrs Lawless' manner and the advent of Lawless on the scene being +contemporaneous roused a sudden doubt in his mind. + +"You've not been giving me away?" he asked... "You haven't told her of +any of our little sprees? If I thought you'd made mischief! ... I've +noticed you talking with her, though you as good as told me she'd sooner +talk with the devil." + +Lawless puffed away at his cigar indifferently. + +"My good fellow," he said, "she has not the faintest idea that you are a +friend of mine. And we do not discuss sprees, or anything of that +nature. The only topic she ever gets on with me is that of my morals, +which ever since I have known her have caused her distress and +annoyance. It is a topic which you may easily imagine holds no interest +for me." + +Van Bleit looked only half convinced. + +"I'd let a woman like that talk to me about anything," he returned. +"I'd let her try her hand at reforming me--I _would_ reform for her +sake." + +"You might--for a month or so... yes." + +"Oh, go to blazes!" ejaculated Van Bleit irritably. "You don't believe +in anything." + +"I don't believe in a nimbus for you, Karl, old man," Lawless replied +with unruffled serenity. "All the same, I'm glad to see you in earnest +for once. When a man is in downright earnest he generally wins." + +He smoked for a few moments in silence. + +"Have you put your luck to the test yet?" he asked, trimming the ash of +his cigar with careful deliberation. + +"No." + +Van Bleit drummed on the table, and stared moodily at the cloth. + +"She never gives me a chance," he said. "She's cleverer than any woman +I ever knew at putting one off. She makes a man realise that if he +persists in coming to his point he'll get the wrong answer, and, of +course, when a fellow's in earnest he isn't going to risk that." + +"Naturally." + +There was silence for a few seconds. Then Lawless spoke again. + +"You might win if you'd try the right tactics," he said. "But I know +that it's no use advising a man in love... You simply wouldn't take the +advice." + +"Well, let's hear it, anyway," Van Bleit said churlishly, still drumming +on the tablecloth with his big, coarse fingers. "If I think it's worth +anything, I'll follow it, I daresay." + +"Keep away from her for a time." + +Van Bleit looked up at him sharply. + +"You say that!" he cried... "You!--just off on a honeymoon of your own! +What would you reply if a man advised you to chuck it?" + +"If you were off on your honeymoon," Lawless returned calmly, "my advice +would be unnecessary." + +"But why," Van Bleit persisted, "should I keep out of her way? What +purpose could it possibly serve? ... It would give others a chance, +that's all." + +"She would probably miss you," Lawless answered. "When she realised +that, she would want you; and when you returned you would be sure of +your welcome... You needn't scowl. You asked for the advice. I didn't +suppose you would take it, and I shan't feel offended if you don't." + +"I don't believe in the efficacy of that plan," Van Bleit said shortly. + +"A man in love wouldn't," Lawless returned indifferently. "The moth has +to make for the light." + +"Well, but--" + +Van Bleit appeared to be wavering. He stared hard at the inscrutable +face opposite, trying to gauge the purpose of the carelessly given +advice that accorded so ill with his own inclinations. But he could +make nothing of it. The man baffled him as he baffled many another. +Although he had given the advice, it seemed to be a matter of supreme +indifference to him whether it were acted upon or not. + +"I've a great belief in your knowledge of women," he said slowly. + +Lawless smiled. + +"It's faith in my disinterestedness you lack," he threw in, and Van +Bleit did not deny it. + +"You've never been keen on it, somehow," he observed. "I noticed that +when I first told you about it... Seems as though you couldn't get out +of the manger. I suppose it is human nature that a man should object to +seeing another fellow's success in the case of a beautiful woman, even +though he knows himself out of the running." + +Lawless leant back in his seat and puffed a number of blue rings into +the air. + +"You may know a lot about human nature, Karl," he said presently, +"you're very human yourself--but you don't know me. If I've been +somewhat unsympathetic over this affair it's because I happen to know +something of both of you. I realised that you were serious, but I never +imagined you stood anything of a chance... It wasn't until I saw you +together that it occurred to me that, if your chance was not great, she +certainly liked you. She is not prodigal of her favour, so I think you +have grounds to feel flattered. But women, when they grow accustomed to +having a man at their beck and call, are inclined to take it rather as a +matter of course. Relegate him to a distance, and they appreciate a +service they have not realised until they are called upon to do without +it. That's my experience... But go your own way, old man, and if you +find your tactics fail then follow mine." + +Lawless left Cape Town that night. He did not go alone, a fact that +transpired very quickly, and caused consternation in more breasts than +one. Colonel Grey was beside himself with fury. The man was an +adventurer of the worst kind. He was living riotously on the money that +was allowed him for a definite purpose, and that purpose, which was +hazardous and dangerous and highly important, was being neglected while +he amused himself after his own loose fashion with the funds that should +only have been applied to one end. + +The Colonel summoned Simmonds to a consultation, and told him in the +plainest language what he thought of the man he had recommended. + +"I did not recommend him," Simmonds returned. "I told you I knew very +little about him. His noted pluck was the only qualification I gave +you." + +The Colonel stared at him. + +"True!" he muttered. "His courage! ... Yes! I accepted that without +proof. And when I saw the man I accepted him. This is where it leaves +me." + +He looked at the other for a while without speaking, thinking deeply. +This man--the traitor, the coward, the licentious liver--was in his pay +for a term of six months. He had agreed to that, knowing what he did of +the man's past life. He had believed in him. The strong, virile +personality had been strangely convincing, all the more so in view of +the fact that he had made no attempt to vindicate himself, nor sought to +explain away facts. There had been something almost attractive in the +curt directness of speech and manner that had seemed to repudiate the +necessity for self-justification. That he had allowed himself to be +deceived in this matter was entirely his own fault. It was only +consistent with his record that the man should misuse the funds +entrusted to him. And there was no redress possible because of the +secret nature of the undertaking. + +"It's a bad business," he said at last--"the worst bungle that has been +made so far. The fellow is entirely unprincipled. A man of that +unscrupulous order is capable of turning the knowledge he has acquired +to his own account. I feel now that I shall never see those letters." + +Simmonds did not feel particularly sanguine either. But he sought to +encourage his chief. + +"In a case where a man is governed by his passions, you can't tell," he +said. "This escapade is possibly merely an interlude. He'll come up to +the mark later." + +His hearer did not look reassured. + +"It's somewhat of a coincidence," he added, after a moment's reflection, +"that a woman has stepped in in two instances to the frustrating of your +plans." + +Colonel Grey glanced up sharply. + +"The other affair was a matter of outwitting," he said. "This is +different altogether. We've put ourselves in the power of a rogue, and +we shall have to pay for it--dearly." + +"Yes." + +Simmonds looked at the other inquiringly. The Colonel was staring hard +at the light that stood on the table between them, swiftly revolving, in +a mind much given to scheming of late, plan after plan which, after a +brief consideration, he put successively on one side as ineffectual or +unfeasible. While he thought he smoked in a state of inward fume, +oblivious of his companion altogether. It was very evident that the +last check had hit him hard. He saw no opening for his next move. + +"There is one thing fairly certain," he remarked at length, "we shall +have to pull this off without assistance. Van Bleit knows we are both +his enemies; we must fight openly. We can't trust this matter to other +hands." + +"I agree with you there," Simmonds answered. "You might keep all the +rogues in the Colony. It's the soft sort of billet they would tumble to +promptly. And there's no possible guarantee of good faith--save their +word." + +"Their word!" Colonel Grey repeated sourly. "Lawless passed me his +word--and I accepted it." + +He thought for a moment. + +"One piece of information he gave me which may prove of service," he +said, suddenly looking up. "Van Bleit carries the letters on his +person--and a loaded revolver. I'm not scared of revolvers. I'd like +to see this one of Van Bleit's at close range--here, in this room." + +"You've got a plan?" said Simmonds interrogatively. + +"Not much of one... It may not work. We must get him here, if +possible... You must see him... Ask him to come here to treat with +me... Tell him I've a new proposal to make. Then, when we've got him, +we'll lock the door; and if there should be any firing, no one will be +any the wiser--unless someone gets hurt." + +"He won't come," Simmonds answered confidently. + +"He's slim, is Van Bleit, and a coward--of the bullying sort. He'll +scent danger." + +"We can but try it," Colonel Grey said. And added grimly: "If we once +get him inside this room he doesn't leave it until we get those +letters." + +Simmonds smiled drily. + +"If I know anything of the man," he said, "he'll not bring them with +him. He may carry them around as a rule, but he isn't at all likely to +march into the enemy's camp with them. You forget Denzil's in this. He +will leave the letters with him." + +"He may do." + +The Colonel spoke with a slight irritation, the result of +discouragement. He had been many months striving to get hold of these +papers, and he was no nearer success than when he first landed in Cape +Town. The rogue he had to deal with was insatiable, unprincipled, and +unrelenting. He had attempted in the first instance straightforward +methods; but Van Bleit, being possessed of a crooked mind, was +suspicious of straightforward dealings, and he had been forced to resort +to more subtle and underhand means. It was, he felt sure, by no open +and honest device that he would prevail against him--if, indeed, he ever +prevailed. To-night, baffled and disheartened, he believed that he +would be forced to throw down the cards and acknowledge himself beaten. + +"I'd give five years of my life," he said--"and my years are not so many +now that I can spare them--to best that scoundrel. To think that a +contemptible hound like that should have the power to intimidate anyone +with a Damocles' sword in the form of a packet of damning letters! The +law of the land ought to permit one to shoot blackmailers on sight." + +"I rather fancy the law--out here, anyway--would bring it in +manslaughter," Simmonds replied coolly. He knocked the ash out of his +pipe. "Then, I understand you wish me to try to induce him to come +here?" + +"Yes, that's it." + +The Colonel was still meditating on the unsatisfactoriness of the law. + +"I'd bring it in justifiable homicide," he said at last. + +CHAPTER ELEVEN. + +Poor little Julie Weeber was having a bad time of it. + +She was, to the scornful surprise of her family, which was neither +sympathetic nor particularly wise in its mode of condemnation, grieving +for a man who was utterly worthless. Her sister declared that she was +wanting in proper pride, and her mother regarded her as a silly, +sentimental child, and refused to consider the trouble seriously. So +Julie nursed her heart-hunger in silence, and the round, young face grew +thinner, the laughter died out of her eyes, and her lips lost the +humorous twist that had made her many admirers want to kiss them. It +was but a pale reflection of the old Julie they met at dances and +parties, a Julie who would not flirt with them, and whose once ready +repartee failed her utterly and left her with curiously little to say. +She had been good sport once, and the youths with whom she had been +popular found it difficult to realise the change. When they discovered +that the change was enduring and not merely a passing mood, they +deserted her for more amusing company, and Julie found herself neglected +with a programme half filled at dances, and only one staunch ally to +depend upon for an escort. The ally was Teddy Bolitho, whose great +ambition was to earn a sufficient income on which to set up +housekeeping, and to win Julie's consent to become mistress of his home. +But the ambition was distant of fulfilment. Young Bolitho had as much +as he could do to pay his modest way. + +Julie liked Teddy Bolitho. Before the advent of Lawless she had liked +him better than any man she had ever met. Bolitho had stood aside when +the older man claimed her attention. It had been a blow for him, but he +had taken it pluckily with his back against the wall. He had quickly +recognised that he stood no chance against Lawless, who had everything +in his favour so far as outward seeming went, and despite his successful +rivalry, he entertained a half-reluctant liking for the man. It was not +surprising that Julie should find him fascinating; and it would be a +very much better match for her, he had decided, judging--as Julie's +mother had judged when she encouraged Lawless to visit at the house--by +externals. + +And then had arisen the scandal concerning Lawless, and his subsequent +disappearance; and Bolitho had quietly stepped out from the background, +and taken his place again quite naturally at Julie's side. She accepted +his action without comment. He was the only one in her world who +understood. She felt instinctively that he did understand, that she +could count on his sympathy, though neither by word nor sign did he +allude to what was past; and she repaid him in the trust and regard of +an earnest friendship, which is the next best thing to love. But an +earnest friendship is not what a man covets from the girl who holds his +heart. Bolitho was acquiring patience in the hard school of necessity; +nevertheless, there were times when his spirit chafed sorely, times when +he felt thoroughly disheartened and discouraged; despite the happy +optimism of his nature, the outlook was not promising. + +"I don't know why you bother about me," she said to him one evening at a +dance, when he came upon her sitting out in a corner by herself. He had +only just arrived, having been detained at the store, where they were +short-handed through the illness of a clerk. He had looked for Julie as +soon as he entered the room, and caught sight of her in her corner +looking wretched and forlorn. At her speech he sat down beside her, +and, with a smile, possessed himself of her programme. + +"It's curious that I should, isn't it?" he said. "But I've always been +in the habit of pleasing myself. What are you going to give me, Julie?" + +"Oh! anything you like," she answered dispiritedly. "You'll find any +amount of blanks. I have spent most of the time so far adorning the +walls." + +He looked at her steadily. + +"You do it very prettily," he answered. + +"Thank you, Teddy." + +She moved a little closer to him, and her face brightened. + +"I don't mind now you've come," she said. "But I was feeling--hurt +before. I've seen girls sitting out often--the dull ones, and I've +felt, not so much sorry for them, as surprised that they couldn't get +partners. Now I know what it feels like." Her eyes flashed with sudden +anger. "It's beastly, the selfishness of people," she said with a note +of disgust in her tones. "So long as you are amusing, or interesting, +or pretty, you are wanted and sought after... you're popular; but lose +your looks, or, worse still, your gift of amusing others, and you might +as well be buried for all the attention you get... You simply don't +exist. The amusing person can always command friends, but the poor dull +person who most needs friendship is invariably shunned... Now I'm being +bitter and hateful, and, perhaps, even you--But I know you are not like +that... It was horrid of me to have said that. I'm often horrid now, +Teddy. I get more horrid every day." + +"Look here," he returned quickly, "I'm not dancing with anyone--most of +the girls have filled their cards by now. Every dance that you have +open we'll have, or sit out, together, and those that you're fixed up +for I'll dance with anyone I can discover who is sitting out. We'll +square matters that way." + +"Oh, Teddy! you are a good sort," she said. + +She watched him while he marked his programme, comparing it with hers. +He had reddened slightly at her words of approbation, but by the time he +had finished pencilling his programme his embarrassment had vanished, +and he returned her card with his usual cheerful smile. + +"I've stolen all the blanks," he said. "You don't mind--if it's +remarked?" + +"No... I don't care," she answered stubbornly. + +He rose and offered her his arm. + +"We won't sit here inhaling the dust they're kicking up," he said. +"There are one or two jolly little retreats, Julie, where we can talk at +our ease." + +She laughed. + +"You always had a genius for discovery," she returned. As she took the +proffered arm she gave it a little grateful squeeze. "Oh! I'm so glad +to get out of this room." + +Outside the ball-room they came face to face with Mrs Lawless and Van +Bleit. There was a block at the entrance. Many couples were leaving +the room, and new-comers pressed forward, and for several minutes people +were forcibly restrained in the narrow passage. + +Mrs Lawless looked searchingly into the young face, as she recognised +the girl who had been Lawless' partner in the dance when they had been +held up by the crowd as they were now. It was obvious that the girl +also recognised her. The older woman smiled. + +"It seems fated that we should meet in a crush," she said in her +peculiarly soothing voice. "On the last occasion we both were slightly +damaged. May we have better luck this time." + +Julie smiled back at her and flushed warmly. She felt strangely shy in +the presence of this beautiful, composed woman, with the sweet voice and +easy manner, and the so distressingly familiar name. But the owner of +the familiar name looked gracious, and--Julie could not but notice it-- +sad, despite the ready smile. The girlish heart went out to her +unquestioningly, recognising instinctively a common bond. She did not +know why the lovely sun-flecked eyes held shadows, she only saw that the +shadows were there, and felt drawn towards their owner in consequence. +Her shyness left her suddenly. She drew her hand from Teddy Bolitho's +arm, and shielded the other woman's body with two young, vigorous arms. + +"You shall not be damaged this time," she said, and laughed. + +Mrs Lawless laughed with her. + +"What a valiant champion you make," she said. "Trust a woman to protect +a woman in any serious crisis." + +And then the press suddenly ceased. Julie's arms fell to her side, and +with a further smile of friendship and understanding, Mrs Lawless +passed on with her companion. + +"Who is that girl?" she inquired as they passed through into the +ball-room. + +She was not dancing. She had merely come for an hour to look on; and +she chose a seat not too far away from the exit, so that she could make +her escape without inconvenience as soon as she desired. Van Bleit sat +down beside her, and, following his customary tactics, sought by his +impressive manner to draw attention to themselves. He was usually a +daring wooer, but Mrs Lawless so baffled him that he was forced to +resort to more insidious methods. + +"The girl who embraced you? ... That's Miss Julie Weeber... Quite a +nice little thing. Not exactly in your set, you know." + +She regarded him strangely. + +"And the boy she was with?" + +Van Bleit laughed. + +"Oh! that's Bolitho, her faithful squire. He's clerk in a wool-store. +Miss Weeber has slighted him of late, but he's in favour again +apparently. She'd be well advised to stick to him." + +"I like the look of him," said Mrs Lawless slowly, "and I like her. I +shall cultivate the acquaintance. If I were to remain so long, couldn't +you manage that we sat together at supper?" + +Van Bleit would have contrived anything to have kept her longer at the +dance. When she left it would be for home, he knew; and it was never +permitted him to accompany her on the homeward drive. He had several +times suggested doing so, but he had always met with the same pleasant +but firm refusal. + +It was a surprise for Julie to find herself _tete-a-tete_ with the +beautiful Mrs Lawless at supper. Van Bleit so managed matters that it +appeared wholly accidental when he and his companion took the vacant +seats opposite herself and young Bolitho, and he exerted himself to an +unusual degree to make the meal a success. Julie was astonished at the +fun she was getting out of the evening. + +"Why, I'm really enjoying myself," she remarked naively in a pause +between the laughter. "And I had feared it was going to be such a slow +affair." + +"At your age," Mrs Lawless answered, "no dance should prove slow." + +"That depends," retorted Julie. "But, of course, you've never +experienced the pain of sitting out." + +"I usually sit out," Mrs Lawless answered. "I am no dancer. But there +is pleasure in watching others enjoy themselves." + +"Oh yes!" Julie replied. "Anyone could enjoy that when the sitting out +wasn't compulsory." + +"I see." Mrs Lawless laughed. "A little discipline of that nature +isn't exactly harmful," she said. + +Julie laughed too. + +"I always hated discipline," she said. + +"I can't understand any girl sitting out," Van Bleit interposed. "That +men can't find partners is common enough. There are plenty of fellows +supporting the door-posts to-night." + +"Yes; but they want amusing," Julie returned brightly. "They won't give +their services for nothing." + +"There is something very decadent in the sound of that," Mrs Lawless +remarked. + +Before rising, she leaned across the table and addressed herself +directly to the girl. + +"Do you ever get as far as Rondebosch?" she asked. + +"I get farther than that," Julie answered. "I cycle, you know." + +"Then, take pity on my loneliness. I am an Englishwoman, unused to the +Colony. Will you ride out to see me some day?" + +"Of course I will... Any time you wish." + +"Come to-morrow... I will be at home to no one else..." + +"Lucky little girl!" murmured Van Bleit, as he escorted Mrs Lawless +from the supper-room. "She enjoys a privilege that many would envy +her... You never ask _me_ to visit you..." + +She looked at him steadily. + +"Perhaps some day I shall do that," she answered, and smiled at him, a +smile so kind and gentle that it set Van Bleit's heart beating high with +expectation, and a hope he did not often dare to indulge. + +When he had assisted her into her motor and shut the door upon her, he +took the hand she extended to him and raised it to his lips. The car +drove off and left him standing in the roadway, looking after it with a +complacent smile widening the corners of his sensual mouth. Truly he +had a way with women! He had never known any woman who could stand out +against him for long. + +As he turned and started to walk in the opposite direction from that +taken by the car, a figure loomed suddenly out of the darkness and, with +a word of greeting, came to a halt in front of him. Van Bleit +recognised the sallow, bearded face, the darkness notwithstanding, and +instinctively his right hand went to his breast pocket in a manner that +brought a smile to the lips of the man who had accosted him. Recovering +himself almost immediately, he feigned to be searching for his +cigar-case, which eventually he produced, and leisurely proceeded to +abstract a cigar therefrom. While thus employed, he replied to the +brief salutation of the new-comer with the sarcastic observation: + +"Still taking an interest in my movements, Mr Simmonds? I thought your +gang had tired of me." + +"You pay yourself a poor compliment, Mr Van Bleit," was the dry +response. "The Colonel seems keener on your society just now than on +any other. He'd like to see you. I've been hanging about outside this +social ballet for some time with the express object of telling you so." + +"A dull amusement," Van Bleit returned, lighting his cigar, "which you +might have spared yourself. Colonel Grey and I have given free vent to +our opinions of one another sufficiently often to obviate the necessity +of a repetition of our views. Mine have undergone no change--I doubt +that his have." + +"I doubt it too," Simmonds replied. "But this matter he has in mind has +no bearing on his personal feelings. He has had a letter recalling him +to England." + +"I'm glad of that at least," said Van Bleit. + +"There were other matters contained in the letter besides his recall +which concern you," Simmonds added. "He wishes to see you on the +subject." + +"You may tell him from me," Van Bleit answered rudely, "that his postal +communications, as his movements, have not the slightest interest for +me." + +He started to walk again. Simmonds, wholly unmoved, walked beside him. + +"You speak without knowledge, Mr Van Bleit," he said. "The +instructions contained in this imperative and important letter concern +you very particularly. Colonel Grey has a further proposal to lay +before you, which you will be well advised to consider. Failing a +satisfactory issue to these final negotiations, he is instructed to +place the matter in the hands of the police and return to England." + +Van Bleit, his assurance notwithstanding, was taken aback. He had not +foreseen this move, and was totally unprepared for it. It was merely +bluff, he told himself, and really believed it was so; but at the back +of the belief lurked the fear that his victim might have grown reckless, +and, with the courage that is sometimes born of despair, be prepared to +face the worst. + +"Faugh!" he exclaimed impatiently. "That's an old dodge." But his +voice had lost its confidence and resumed its natural bullying tones. +"Go and tell your chief to do his worst, and be damned to him!" + +"Go and tell him yourself," returned Simmonds. "You could at least then +hear what he has to say." + +"And how do I know you are not up to some treachery?" demanded Van +Bleit, his suspicions at once on the alert. + +"I suppose it is natural you should judge other men by your own +standard," Simmonds answered indifferently. "If you are afraid we may +arrange a trap, why not go and see him to-night when he is unprepared +for your visit?" + +"What makes you so confident we should find him at home?" Van Bleit +asked quickly. + +"Because, until I set out to look for you, I was seated on his stoep +with him, smoking." + +"--And discussing me?" + +"And discussing the letter and its conditions as they concerned you-- +yes." + +"He keeps late hours if he is out of bed when we get there," Van Bleit +remarked. "It's after midnight." + +Simmonds, who had been instructed to fetch Van Bleit to the bungalow +that night if possible, with difficulty repressed a smile. + +"I imagine he does keep late hours," he said. "The only occasions I +have surprised him in bed have been in the daytime. But if he were abed +I don't doubt he would see you. Nevertheless, if you prefer some other +time, I am sure it will be equally convenient to him." + +"And if I refuse to go at all?" + +"Then, I expect he will drop down on you. You see his instructions are +imperative. He has no voice in the matter." + +Van Bleit swung round suddenly and stared in the other's face. + +"It's a game of bluff you're playing," he said. "I don't trust you. +I'll go with you to-night--yes. I'll hear the proposal this precious +letter contains. But, remember, I'm armed, and I shan't hesitate to use +my weapon if I see the slightest occasion." + +"You may reassure yourself. Great as you know our interest in you to +be," Simmonds replied imperturbably, "I don't suppose either of us +covets the distinction of hanging for you." + +CHAPTER TWELVE. + +Karl Van Bleit was neither popular nor especially respected among his +fellows, nevertheless a sensation that had in it something of +consternation supervened when the news burst like a bomb over Cape Town +that he had been arrested on a charge of murder. His connection with +the Smythes added considerably to the interest, and lent a social +importance to the affair. Speculation was rife concerning the crime, +the details of which were tardy in forthcoming; only the barest facts +were known, and these were sufficiently unusual to strain public +curiosity to the utmost. A sense of mystery enveloped the affair: the +lonely bungalow; the hour; the unexplained connection between the three +men, who had met by arrangement seemingly, for what reason had not +transpired; the shooting affray, in which one man, Simmonds, had been +killed; and finally the arrest of Van Bleit, who had on leaving the +bungalow walked into town and given himself up to the authorities. + +The whole business was, in the opinion of Theodore Smythe, worthy the +shady character of his wife's undesirable connection. Out of a feeling +of delicacy he kept the verbal expression of his views from her. He did +his utmost to console her; for she was not only inexpressibly shocked, +but acutely alive to the danger of Van Bleit's position. He even +promised to secure for his defence the best services that money could +procure. But he entertained no great belief that Karl would get out of +the present mess. He had been extraordinarily lucky hitherto through a +career of suspected crime; nothing beyond suspicion had clung to him; +but it seemed as though this time at least the law had got its iron grip +on him and would not be likely to let go. Putting his wife's feelings +out of the question, Smythe had a distinct dislike to the idea of a +connection of his own suffering the penalty of the law. + +"It's such a beastly low-down, undignified position," he complained. + +Mrs Lawless read the news while she lingered over her breakfast. The +midnight tragedy had already been seized upon to fill a column of the +daily paper. Her face turned paler as she read, and the hand that held +the newspaper was not quite steady. When she had read to the last line +she laid the paper down beside her plate and sat staring out at the +sunshine with wide startled eyes... Murder! ... There was something +terrible in the mere sight of the word in print--something horribly +revolting. Could it be possible that this man with whom she had talked +so often, who had touched her with his hands, was guilty of this foul +crime? She shivered at the mere remembrance that only the night before +he had held her hand and touched it with his lips. He had parted from +her and had gone straightway and done this thing... What violent deeds +men who engage in desperate ventures will commit! + +She rose from the table, and leaving her unfinished breakfast, went out +into the garden. The news had shocked her. She looked like a woman who +is frightened and at the same time infinitely relieved. As she paced up +and down beneath the trees that cast their pleasant shade upon the path, +one thought kept beating upon her brain with an insistence that drove +out every other thought and lulled a long-endured pain at her heart like +some blessed anodyne. She smiled as she looked up into the green +tracery above her head. + +"If she by her evil influence over him has saved him from danger," her +thought ran, "then I am grateful to her for coming into his life." + +And so she put behind her her jealousy of the woman who for the present +dominated Lawless' life. + +Later in the morning Mrs Lawless ordered the car and drove into Cape +Town to call on her friend. + +She found Mrs Smythe reclining on a cane lounge on the stoep, a book +beside her, which she was not reading, and the morning paper open at the +page with the gruesome headline lying in her lap. She looked round as +Zoe Lawless mounted the steps, and seeing who it was, got up and went to +meet her. + +"Oh! how good of you to come," she said. "I have been thinking of +you... Zoe, isn't it awful? ... I can't believe it. I can scarcely +realise it yet." + +Tears rose in her eyes, already spoiled with futile weeping for a man so +little worthy of her grief. She dabbed at them ineffectually with a wet +handkerchief, and added with unconscious absurdity: + +"Karl couldn't have done it... He wouldn't hurt a fly." + +Mrs Lawless put her hands upon her shoulders, and bending from her +superior height, kissed the tremulous mouth. + +"Poor Kate!" she said, and led her gently back to her seat. + +"I feel," said Mrs Smythe plaintively, "as though he were dead +already... as though he, and not the other man, had met with a violent +end. Oh! surely he will be able to explain... They were two to one... +What could they have wanted with him? And why were they armed? Men who +are peaceable citizens don't carry firearms. Karl must have distrusted +them to take a revolver with him... And yet, Colonel Grey--" + +She broke off suddenly, and added in a voice of puzzled questioning: + +"Zoe, you never liked Colonel Grey!" + +Mrs Lawless leant back in a chair, her chin tilted slightly upward, +gazing into the remote blueness of the sky. The flicker of a smile +shone in the dark eyes, but the gravity of her features remained +otherwise unchanged. + +"That isn't quite a correct statement," she said. "As I told you +before, it is Colonel Grey who doesn't like me." + +Mrs Smythe regarded her doubtfully. + +"I thought you were joking when you said that," she replied. "If you +really believe it, I think you are mistaken. He has often spoken of +you, and it seemed to me that he greatly admires you. It is a strange +thing to say in face of what has happened, but I always felt he was a +man to be trusted." + +"You can't be certain," replied Zoe, "that your first impression of him +is wrong. Quarrels between men--even violent quarrels--don't +necessarily make them rogues. I feel the same about him. I think he is +an eminently trustworthy person." + +"But," objected Mrs Smythe, "there is this affair with Karl... Karl +always disliked him--he was rude to him once in this house. He made me +angry, I remember, poor fellow!" + +She sighed and again dabbed at her eyes with her ruined +pocket-handkerchief. + +"We've been more like brother and sister than cousins," she explained +apologetically. "He has confided his troubles to me since he was a boy, +and now in this great trouble I can't even help." + +She did not think it necessary to explain that in those early days, when +he was an impecunious young man and she a good-looking girl with a +larger dowry than most girls, he had expended much time and eloquence in +endeavouring to persuade her to accept his name in exchange for her +fortune. She had believed then in the honesty of his professions of +love, though she had felt too sisterly towards him to yield to his +wishes; and it had been her one desire ever since her own happy marriage +to see him happily married also. In Mrs Lawless she believed she had +found a worthy mate for him. + +"Zoe," she exclaimed suddenly, turning appealingly towards her friend, +"you won't let this shocking affair prejudice you against the poor boy! +He may be able to justify himself. I can't believe that there isn't +some explanation. It seems a horrible gigantic mistake... You won't be +prejudiced, will you?" she pleaded. + +"I am not prejudiced, Kate," the other answered. + +There was in the steady voice, in the expression of the composed face, +so little encouragement to be read that Mrs Smythe for the first time +entertained serious doubts of Karl's success. She had imagined that his +suit was prospering satisfactorily; now, like a further darkening of the +already dark cloud that depressed her spirit, it was borne in upon her +consciousness that Zoe Lawless did not love him. She could not love him +and remain so entirely unmoved in face of the awful fate that +overshadowed him. + +"Of course," she went on, still more dejectedly, for her heart was +sorely troubled, "no woman cares to have her name mixed up in a scandal +like this. It would be only a great love that could live through such +an ordeal. I suppose I'm foolish, Zoe, but I had hoped--" + +She paused, unable to complete the sentence, and surveyed the dark +glowing beauty of her silent companion with added distress in her eyes. + +"Oh, Zoe!" she burst out impulsively. "He thinks the world of you... +There's a new quality comes into his voice whenever he speaks of you. +You are the sunshine of the land to him--it's his own phrase. If he +thought he stood no chance of winning you, I don't believe he would +attempt to defend himself against this awful charge--I truly don't." + +A wave of colour swept over Zoe Lawless' face, but beyond the swift +blush she showed no sign of embarrassment. + +"My dear," she said, "you are mistaken--utterly mistaken." + +"How can I be mistaken, Zoe, when I had it from his own lips? He would +never forgive me for telling you... And, indeed, I ought to have held +my peace. He could tell you so much more convincingly himself. I'm a +fool to have spoken... It's the wrong time to speak of such things. +But my mind's so full of him, poor boy!" + +Mrs Lawless got up, and stooping over her chair kissed her +affectionately. + +"Don't worry. You have done no harm," she said. "If anyone could plead +for him it would be you, you kind, dear soul. You make me feel--" She +hesitated, and straightening herself stood slowly upright, looking +gravely into the lifted face,--"mean," she added, after a pause. + +She clasped her hands behind her, and turning her back to the puzzled, +questioning, tear-swollen eyes that stared up at her in helpless +wonderment, gazed out upon the view. Through a break in the trees the +great square rock that is Table Mountain showed in the clear atmosphere +so surprisingly near that it seemed as though it formed a boundary to +the garden. The sunlight lay warmly on its rugged prominences leaving +the clefts and crannies in its grey sides cold and dark and secretive, +the lurking-places of mystery and shadows, hiding ever from the light +like the evil thoughts of a man's mind. Zoe Lawless gazed at the +mountain, looking blue in the brilliant sunshine, and her eyes were +clouded as the dark clefts in its sides. She was ashamed of the part +she had deliberately played, ashamed above all of having deceived this +woman who was her friend. + +"I'm wondering what you are thinking of me," she said quickly. "And it +hurts. I care... so much. You tempt me to tell you things--things that +I keep double-locked in my heart--in order to justify myself." + +She turned round suddenly, frowning, and tapped her foot impatiently on +the stone floor of the stoep. + +"Merely to justify myself!" she repeated... "Was ever a more paltry +reason given than that? Shall I tell you, Kate? ... Shall I show you +the wound in my breast... the ugly, raw, unhealing wound that I am for +ever tearing open with my own hand? I would tell you what I would not +tell another human being sooner than you should think ill of me." + +"If that is your only reason for giving me your confidence, there is no +need," the other answered. "It's just because I think so highly of you, +Zoe, that I feel the disappointment so keenly. But perhaps it's as well +that you don't care, because... in the event of..." + +Here she broke down completely, her thoughts so charged with gruesome +possibilities that Mrs Lawless' efforts at reassurance were futile. It +was impossible, she declared, to accept comfort with the idea of the +hangman's rope ever present in her mind. + +"I'm waiting for Theo to come up from town," she said tearfully. "He's +gone to interview lawyers and barristers, and anyone who is likely to be +able to help. Thank Heaven the assizes are on this month! I don't know +how I should bear a longer suspense." + +Mr Smythe reached home as Mrs Lawless was driving away. She stopped +the car when she saw him, and he got out of the taxi he had driven up +from town in and went to speak to her. + +"You've been with Kate," he said. "I'm glad of that. She's horribly +cut up, poor girl! It's a bad business... very. Looks black for Karl." + +"You think,"--Mrs Lawless shivered involuntarily--"that he won't be +able to clear himself?" + +At sight of the shiver and her white face he remembered her friendly +relations with Van Bleit, and hesitated to give free expression to his +thoughts. + +"Oh! I don't know," he said... "You see, we know so little. The only +thing that is positive is that he killed the man... He admits it. But +men have done that before, you know, and haven't swung for it. We won't +look on the worst side until we've got to." + +She realised that his desire was to spare her feelings, and a soft blush +mantled her cheeks at the knowledge of what he was thinking. + +"I'm not Kate," she said quietly. "I wish you wouldn't hold out hopes +you don't in the least entertain. You are afraid the case will go +against him... Why don't you say so frankly?" + +"Because," he answered jerkily, "I've got no grounds for supposing +anything of the sort. But I've been interviewing men this morning whose +business it is to see the more serious side, and it doesn't tend to +reassure one. Don't let that worry you, though, Mrs Lawless; we are +going to do the best we can for him." + +Again the swift rush of embarrassed colour warmed her face. The +tell-tale crimson strengthened his misapprehension. He fell to +wondering what women saw in Van Bleit that won their liking. His wife's +partiality for her cousin was the greatest unsolved puzzle of his life. + +"We'll do our best," he repeated, wishful to allay her anxiety. "If it +wasn't for Grey... It'll be rather like two dogs worrying over a bone. +It will be interesting to see who wins. The odds are against us... But +we'll do our best." + +That phrase rang in Zoe Lawless' ears like a refrain as she drove on... +"We'll do our best." ... So Theodore Smythe, as well as his wife, +imagined that Karl Van Bleit's danger mattered to her. He had sought to +hearten her with encouraging words; the very pressure of his hand when +he bade her good-bye had conveyed a silent kindly sympathy, and his +smile was meant to be reassuring. Apart from the shock the news had +occasioned her, Van Bleit's danger concerned her no more than the danger +of the man in the street. Yet she by her actions had led these people +to the inference they had drawn. + +She frowned as the car spun along the dusty road, under the huge +straggling trees that lined it on either side, and waved their long +gaunt arms musically in the wind. It troubled her to remember now, in +face of all that had happened, that she had stooped to such deception, +even though her motive had not been entirely unworthy. She had taken +advantage of Van Bleit's attitude towards herself, had sought +deliberately--as some women seek from motives of vanity--to attain an +influence over him, and she had succeeded so far beyond her expectation. +Her object had been to get possession of the letters that men were +risking and sacrificing their lives to obtain. She had meant to destroy +the letters had they come into her possession, and so put it out of the +power of any man to turn them to his own use. In the accomplishment of +this her one hope had been to save from danger the man who had so +recklessly, for a sordid compensation, undertaken their recovery. Van +Bleit's feelings, as also to what extent she would have to lower her +pride in the pursuance of her project, had scarcely been taken into +consideration. All that had seemed up to now beside the main issue. +But now things had undergone a change, and the man for whose sake she +had been willing to sacrifice her own prejudices, had gone out of her +life, slaying by his own act all possible hope of intercourse between +them in the future... + +She leant back in her seat, and closed her eyes to the sunshine, the +garish, laughing, intrusive sunshine that seemed to mock her pain. She +was mourning for him, setting up a headstone to him in her memory; for +he was as dead to her as though Van Bleit's bullet after effecting its +deed of violence had sped through the darkness and spent itself in his +heart. And upon the headstone she inscribed the one word "Waste." + +CHAPTER THIRTEEN. + +Mrs Lawless was like a sick woman whose illness increased as the day +advanced. She had recognised the finality of things on the night when +Lawless walked out of her presence--out of her house, to return to the +woman with whose lot he had thrown in his own. It was another of the +mad, reckless acts that had governed his undisciplined nature. But +to-day, with her mind disturbed with thoughts of death and deeds of +violence, the memory of how she had let him go without exerting every +effort to persuade him to reconsider his decision troubled her greatly. +Why had she not humbled her pride and pleaded with him? ... Why had she +let the thought that it would be derogatory to her dignity deter her +from freely avowing her love for him? ... Might not the strength of her +love have stood between him and this evil? ... She felt as though hers +had been the hand to thrust him forth into the darkness for the second +time. Once before, in the years that were gone, she had thrust him +forth; and in the empty years that had succeeded she had learnt bitterly +to regret the hard unforgivingness of that act. Her one cry then had +been: "I didn't understand... Oh! if only I could have the chance +again." The opportunity had been given her, and she had failed to +recognise it. "He was so cold," she excused herself. "I was afraid of +him." And then: "I could not have prevented him from doing what he had +made up his mind to do... My power over him is dead..." + +In that knowledge lay the bitterness of the sting... + +In the afternoon, according to her promise, Julie Weeber arrived. She +was somewhat diffident of intruding, uncertain how Mrs Lawless felt the +news of Van Bleit's arrest. Julie shared the popular belief that it +would be a grievous shock to the woman whose name had been bandied about +in connection with his for months. To make sure, she inquired of the +native who opened the door to her whether Mrs Lawless were receiving. + +"I would come another day, if it were more convenient," she said. + +"Missis is expecting you," he answered, and showed her into the +drawing-room. + +Zoe Lawless was seated in a low chair near one of the windows, with her +hands lying idly in her lap. She was very pale. Julie decided that she +looked ill, and imagined that she understood the reason of her pallor. + +"I came," she explained, "because I said I would. But if you'd rather +have me some other day, I'll go away again." + +"I'd rather that you stayed," Mrs Lawless answered, rising and shaking +hands. "You see, I'm lonely. Why should you condemn me to my own +society to-day?" + +"I thought perhaps--" + +Julie stammered and came upon an awkward pause, whereupon Mrs Lawless +went quickly to her assistance. + +"I know," she said. "This shocking news is all so fresh. But, +obviously, I cannot assist my friends by becoming a recluse, can I? We +won't speak of the subject, if you don't mind. It is sufficiently +painful to make the discussion of it depressing. My sympathy with Mrs +Smythe is great. She is very fond of her cousin, and feels this deeply. +And I am very fond of her... Sit here--will you?--with your back to +the light. It's more restful." + +Julie sat down wondering. She was beginning to reconstruct her ideas. +There was nothing in Mrs Lawless' manner to bear out the supposition +that she was in love with Van Bleit. She did not suspect that Mrs +Lawless was intentionally correcting her error, nor did she guess how +her assumption of the truth of the common report embarrassed her +hostess. This ugly misapprehension had struck at her on three separate +occasions that day. It was strange that she had not realised before the +construction that might be put on her friendship with Van Bleit. She +wondered whether Lawless had shared the same belief. And then she +remembered how in her first interview with him he had warned her against +the man. Why, if he was so entirely indifferent, need he have concerned +himself about her acquaintance? + +She looked up suddenly and surprised Julie's inquisitive eyes studying +her intently. The girl smiled. + +"It's awfully sweet of you to have asked me to come and see you," she +said. "I've wanted to know you--oh! for ever so long." + +"Why?" + +"I don't know--unless it is because you are so beautiful. Women do +admire other women whatever's said to the contrary. I've watched you +motoring past our house... I saw you pass this morning." + +She did not add that she had thought how sad she looked. + +"Yes," Mrs Lawless answered. "I went to see Mrs Smythe. If my +thoughts had not been so occupied with other matters I would have +stopped and driven you out with me then. It's rather selfish to let you +cycle out here when I have a car." + +"Oh no!" Julie contradicted eagerly. "I make nothing of this journey." + +"Nevertheless, I shall drive you next time. I want you to come out +often. You play tennis, of course? There is a beautiful lawn there-- +wasting... Nobody plays on it." + +She pointed through the window to a stretch of green sward which the +Hottentot gardener kept surreptitiously watered during the dry season, +so that whatever else suffered from the long droughts the grass was +always green. + +"I should like that," Julie said. "Do you play?" + +"Not much. I'm a lazy person. But I have thought I should like to get +a few young people out for a game occasionally. I enjoy looking on. If +you would bring Mr Bolitho, I could manage to make up the numbers." + +Julie did not answer immediately. She sat looking out into the garden +with heightened colour and vaguely perplexed eyes. She wondered why +Mrs Lawless should have singled out Teddy Bolitho from the host of +young men who would all have been willing to come. She wished that she +had mentioned any name rather than his. + +"You don't like my plan?" Mrs Lawless said quietly. + +Julie looked up. + +"Yes... Yes, I do," she said. "I was only--thinking. Of course Teddy +Bolitho would come--anybody would, if you asked them. And it's heavenly +playing on a grass court; there are so few in the Colony. It'll spoil +it, though." + +"I would rather it were spoilt with use than wasted," Mrs Lawless +said... "We waste so much." + +She had risen, and now, moving nearer to the girl, she laid a strong, +well-shaped hand upon her shoulder. + +"Don't you make waste too," she added gently. "I did when I was +young... and it leaves me full of vain regrets. Some people think that +youth is the best gift of the gods: but it is far from a perfect gift; +for the proper appreciation of it is withheld. It is only when the gift +is withdrawn that we realise all that it meant. If one could have one's +youth a second time, one would get the full value of the hours. You've +got it now--that priceless gift; and you are inclined to be careless of +it." + +"I wonder why you say this to me?" Julie murmured. + +"Because I've been looking on. You say you have observed me... +Interest is usually mutual. I have certainly felt interested in you." + +Julie coloured awkwardly, and looked down. She wondered whether Mrs +Lawless had observed her friendship for the man whose name was the same +as her own, and if she disapproved of it. + +"I don't think it altogether depends on oneself what one makes of one's +youth," she said. + +"There is much to be said for that argument," Mrs Lawless answered. +"But I could wish you had not found it out so soon." + +Julie looked up quickly. + +"You mustn't pity me," she said. "I wouldn't retrace one step of the +past... It's the future I would alter, if I could." + +"And how can you tell," Mrs Lawless inquired, "what the future holds?" + +The girl smiled drearily. + +"I know very well what it doesn't hold," she answered. "That's as far +as I care to go." + +And then suddenly her wandering gaze fell on a photograph that stood in +a silver frame on the piano, and she became silent, regarding it with an +intensity that drew Mrs Lawless' eyes to the object that excited her +interest. + +"You recognise it?" she said, and there was a quality in her voice such +as Julie had never heard in any voice before. "That was taken before-- +he left the Army." + +It was a portrait of Lawless in regimentals, younger and handsomer than +the man Julie knew; but there was lacking in the younger face something +which the older face possessed. Julie could not determine what that +something was. + +"Yes, I recognise it... But I miss--the scar," she said. + +She blushed violently. It was the scar that had appealed so strongly to +her youthful imagination. And then, raising her glance furtively to see +whether her embarrassment were observed, she was profoundly disconcerted +at the sight of the tears that were standing in the other woman's eyes. +Mrs Lawless moved away. + +"I don't know," she said, "why I put that portrait there to-day... +There's a connection, I suppose, between it and one's wasted youth. The +portrait stands for waste... It is the sight of it that has set me +thinking back." + +She crossed to the piano and lifted the frame as though her purpose were +to remove it. Then, changing her mind, she set it again in its place, +and came slowly back. + +"I wonder what you think of my getting you here and depressing you with +my reminiscences," she said in a lighter tone. "It wasn't my intention. +I suppose it's due to reaction following the shock of recent events. +We'll flee from gloomy subjects, shall we? ... Come out with me. I +want to show you my garden..." + +Whether it was owing to Mrs Lawless' display of emotion, or the +unexpected sight of the photograph in her room, or to both reasons +combined, added to the strange new quality in her voice when she spoke +of the portrait's original, Julie conceived the idea that she too loved +this man with the dominating personality,--the strangely aloof manner,-- +the air of quiet detachment that made him at once a figure attractive +and unapproachable, so that women, while desirous of knowing him, +hesitated to solicit an introduction. It was not strange that she +should love him--that to Julie was a natural, almost an inevitable, +consequence of knowing him--but it was incredible that he could remain +indifferent to her regard. The only explanation she could arrive at was +that he was ignorant of it. Julie understood at last the tragedy that +occasionally looked out from Mrs Lawless' beautiful eyes; and in her +sympathy with her the pain at her own heart grew less. She had no +thought of competing against this peerlessly lovely woman. It was +unaccountable to her by the light of her new understanding that Lawless +should have troubled to show any interest in her at all. She wondered +whether, if she ever saw him again, she would find the courage to tell +him the secret she had surprised... + +That evening, after Julie had left her, Mrs Lawless took the portrait +of Lawless from the piano, and sat with it in her hands examining it +closely. She was wondering whether the woman he had gone away with now +was the same woman he had wrecked his happiness for eight years ago-- +wondering in a quite impersonal, dulled sort of way. The thing was past +remedying and altogether beyond her control. She remembered that in the +past it had been the wound to her self-esteem she had felt the most +bitterly. Her feelings had changed during the long years. She +experienced little of the grief, the anger, the disgust that had moved +her then. Her present sorrow was less a selfish emotion than sorrow for +the man because of the waste he was making of life. She scarcely +considered the woman outside her connection with Lawless, save, after +the tragedy of the previous night, to be relieved that, since she was to +influence him, she had removed him from other influences of a more +actively dangerous nature. She was glad that he was out of Cape Town, +otherwise she knew he would have been concerned in the affair that had +cost one life and might yet cost another. + +And while she sat there musing on these matters with the photograph in +her hands, the door of the room opened, and to her astonishment Colonel +Grey was announced. He followed quickly on his name, as though +anticipating and anxious to prevent a refusal on her part to receive +him, offering an apology for intruding on her as he entered. + +Mrs Lawless laid the photograph face downwards on the sofa and rose to +greet him. Her face expressed her surprise; his was grey and tired and +haggard, and his blood-shot eyes looked like the eyes of a man who has +not slept. + +"I fear I have disturbed you," he said. "I'm sorry to intrude, but I +wish to see you." + +"You have disturbed me doing nothing," she answered composedly. "I was +wearied of my thoughts. Sit down and tell me what you wanted to see me +for... Will you take anything?" she added, on a sudden thought, as he +dropped wearily into a chair. "You look tired." + +"Thank you, no," he answered. "I am less tired than worried. But I +won't distress you by going into that. I quite understand that the +subject is painful to you, and for that reason I regret to inflict my +company on you." + +Mrs Lawless looked slightly impatient. This man too! ... Was everyone +she met to say the same thing to her, only in different words? + +"Please disabuse your mind of any such impression," she said. "Of +course I feel sympathy with the trouble of my friends, but your presence +cannot possibly increase my distress. Why should it?" + +"I feared you might hold me responsible for what has occurred," he said +simply. "And the sight of me cannot fail to call up painful thoughts. +I do not profess to be other than an enemy of the man you regard as a +friend. You know too much of the matter for me to impose on you--even +if I wished to do so. I can only say that I regret that our interests +are opposed." + +She smiled faintly. + +"You take rather much for granted, I think," she said. "Why should you +suppose I am interested in the matter at all? Women do not usually +meddle in such dangerous and discreditable enterprises--you will forgive +me for speaking of this as I feel... I cannot see that it is creditable +to be concerned in this business of yours." + +"Perhaps not," he said. "But then, again, perhaps you don't fully +understand. And aren't you judging a little by results?" + +"I think it is reasonable to draw conclusions from results in most +instances," she answered. + +"From final results," he returned... "But not at this stage." + +"I had hoped this was the last stage," she said. + +"I had hoped it might be," he returned with some grimness of manner... +"But we haven't won yet." + +"Nor lost?" + +"We can't lose, Mrs Lawless. It has to be a fight to the finish." + +He regarded her fixedly. As was usual when in her presence, the +distrust which he entertained for her at other times vanished to yield +to a liking and confidence which he admitted with some reluctance, but +which he was unable to subdue. Hers was a magnetic personality, and +this in conjunction with her beauty robbed a man of his wits. At his +age he should be impervious to the charm of women. But man is never too +old to be influenced by the sex. + +"It's rather a big check we've come upon," he resumed, after a momentary +pause. "I'm sadly in need of assistance... That's why I have come to +you." + +She opened her eyes wide in astonishment. + +"You never supposed that I might assist you?" she said. + +"I am hoping you will," he answered... "in a way in which only you can. +I want you--if you will be so kind--to furnish me with Mr Lawless' +present address. He ought to be here, on the spot." + +She sat very still for a while, looking beyond him out through the +window. + +"Isn't one broken head and one life sufficient?" she asked presently in +a low, strangely controlled, unemotional voice. "It seems to me that +your view of things is out of proportion, Colonel Grey, when you can +sacrifice the lives of men for a packet of scandalous letters." + +"That means," he said, "that you decline to give me the information?" + +"I have not the information to give," she answered with dignity.--"I +should certainly not give it, if I had. ... My one fear is that Mr +Lawless will hear of this affair and return." + +"I could wish I shared your belief," he replied. "But I fancy you may +ease your mind on that score... And there is less danger in this than +you imagine... the dog that bites is chained." + +He eyed her narrowly as he referred thus to Van Bleit's arrest; but he +could make nothing of the calm, unchanging face, the quiet eyes that +looked steadily back into his. + +"You hate that man," she said slowly. "You will--hang him, if you can." + +He sat forward and peered at her queerly from under his bent brows. He +had half expected when he went there that evening that she would make an +appeal to his clemency on behalf of the man against whom he would appear +as principal witness. That she did not, spoke well for her pride and +self-control. Such courage and restraint moved him to admiration. She +hid her feelings magnificently, he decided, ignorant of how little she +had to conceal. + +"You think so," he said, rising, and standing, hat in hand, in front of +her, preparatory to taking his leave after his fruitless errand. "I +should have thought you might have perceived that until I have got +possession of the letters I have nothing to gain by his death. Denzil +has the packet in his keeping, I believe. If I can get hold of it +before the case comes on, Van Bleit shall account for the life he has +taken." + +"And that is your reason for coming to me for the address?" she +observed. + +"That," he answered bluntly, "is my reason. I want Grit Lawless for the +job." + +CHAPTER FOURTEEN. + +In a lonely shanty on the veld, twenty good miles from the nearest town. +Lawless took up his quarters with the woman in whose society he had +left Cape Town. The shanty was of corrugated iron lined with planks, +and consisted of two small bedrooms and a living-room, divided from one +another by matchboard partitions. There were primitive out-buildings +that had served a former occupier for stables, and a disused mud hut +stood in a sort of blank isolation some quarter of a mile distant. +Behind the hut on steeply shelving ground was densely wooded cover, the +only sign of shade in the whole picture. The hut had been used by +natives apparently quite recently. The wooden blocks, curved to fit the +neck, that serve the black man for pillow, stood on the ground. These +blocks were joined together by a wooden chain, as is the marital custom +of the land. Beside them was a worn and dirty blanket, and a calabash +and mealie stamper lay against the wall close to the doorless opening. +This primitive native home, with its rude implements and poor +accommodation, was seemingly deserted. Probably the coloured occupants, +having no lawful possession of the place, had fled precipitately at the +coming of strangers who might question their right to be there, and were +doubtless watching at no great distance until the white man should +depart, as he always departed after the briefest of sojourns in that +lonely spot. That they would return eventually was certain; no native, +save under compulsion, vacates a place and leaves his blanket behind. + +Lawless and his companion settled into their temporary home and +proceeded to do for themselves. The woman set the house to rights, +while Lawless stabled the horses he had hired from the town, and went +out to gather wood to make a fire. When he had collected a sufficient +quantity, he returned to the house, piled the logs upon the hearth, and +set light to them. They had brought provisions with them, and he filled +a new tin kettle from his water-bag and set it on the flames. The woman +emerged from the bedroom while he knelt upon the hearth, and stood in +the doorway watching him with a light of admiration in her eyes. + +"Say, baas, there are no sheets to the beds," she drawled,--"nor +blankets." + +He was intent on his occupation, and did not look round. + +"Damn it!" he muttered. "I never thought of that... Of course not... +We'll have to sleep in our clothes." + +"Been jumped, I expect," she said. + +"Very likely. What an ass I was not to come better prepared." + +"Oh! what does it matter?" she returned. "We've both roughed it before. +It's a picnic. Get up, Grit. The cooking's my department. You unpack +the food stuff. I tumbled on a gridiron under one of the beds. It's a +bit rusty, but I'll clean it in the flame; then we'll cook some of those +chops you bought. I'm hungry." + +He was hungry also, and he fell to with appetite, the roughness of the +fare notwithstanding, when she placed the fizzling chops on a tin plate +and brought them to the table. He cleared a space for them, and cut a +chunk of bread from the loaf for himself and another for her, while she +made the tea. Then they sat down to the first meal in their new +quarters. + +It was a silent meal. They were too hungry to talk, and both were tired +after a long day in the saddle. It was more than three weeks since they +had left Cape Town. They had stayed at different places, until, hearing +of the shanty from a man in Stellenbosch, who was anxious to let it, and +who told wonderful fairy-tales of the sport to be enjoyed in the +neighbourhood. Lawless had decided to take it, and having paid the +first month's rent in advance, bought provisions and hired horses and +set out with his companion to take possession of what the owner +described as a comfortably furnished shooting-box. Comfort is largely a +matter of comparison. Lawless had roughed it often, had fared worse, +and been worse housed; but his new surroundings depressed him. It was +probably the contrast between them and the recent comfort he had enjoyed +that forced home the sordidness of the present life. + +When they had supped he dragged his chair nearer the doorway and sat +smoking, while the woman cleared away the remains of their meal. She +joined him when she had finished her task, drawing up a chair opposite +to his on the other side of the opening. Then she took a packet of +cigarette-papers and tobacco from her pocket, and rolled herself a +cigarette. + +"You are dull, dear boy," she remarked, as she caught the box of matches +which Lawless tossed her in silence. "You are a man of action, and the +solitudes are not to your taste. This life is the silly sort of mistake +made by most honeymooners." + +Lawless looked across at her, a queer expression in his eyes. In the +dim light, which mercifully concealed the thickness of the paint upon +her face, she was really strikingly handsome. She looked younger than +she appeared in the daytime. + +"You ought always to sit in the twilight," he said with brutal +frankness. + +She laughed good-naturedly. + +"If you pay me compliments like that, Hughie, you'll make me vain," she +said. + +She drew at her cigarette, inhaling the smoke and discharging it through +her nostrils. He watched her with an odd feeling of disgust. The bond +between them was peculiar. The affection was without doubt stronger on +her side than on his. But he ungrudgingly admitted she made a man a +capital chum; and since throwing in his lot with hers he was keenly +alive to the fact that many men envied him his possession. It had been +a source of much annoyance to him, and of great gratification to Tottie, +that she had been the object of offensive admiration at every place they +visited. She had declared that it was because he was jealous that he +determined to bury her in the wilds of the veld. + +"You are the type of man who would be capable of murdering a woman, +Grit," she said. + +"There you are mistaken," he had answered. "If a woman once washed her +hands of me, I should simply have done with her." + +"One can't turn one's back on an incident so as to forget it +altogether," she had objected. + +"For the matter of that," he had returned, "a man can't command memory, +but he can so put a thing out of mind that it ceases to disturb him." + +"Then, if ever I chance to elope with Van Bleit," Tottie had flung at +him audaciously, "I shall have the satisfaction of knowing my memory is +relegated to the ashbin..." + +They sat on until the light failed and darkness settled upon the veld, +closing about them stealthily, and shutting out the immensity of the +endless stretch of treeless waste that was all that could be seen from +the house, a wide expanse of undulating veld held in the blue hollow of +the sky. The darkness crept closer. It shut out the face of each from +the other's view. A small red glow marked where Tottie still held a +cigarette between her painted lips, and a larger duller glow shone from +the bowl of Lawless' pipe. + +"The moon will be up in a short while," he said abruptly, and the words, +quietly as he had spoken, snapped the silence almost violently, as a +voice raised above a whisper in a death-chamber might do. "Shall we +stay and see it rise?" + +"Yes, if you like." + +She flung the end of her cigarette out into the darkness, and watched it +where it lay like a somewhat fiery glow-worm until it smouldered out. + +And then slowly the darkness began less to roll away than to disclose +itself. Black objects stood out dimly from the shade, and the line of +the horizon defined itself and almost imperceptibly, so gradual was the +change, grew lighter. Tones of colour appeared in the picture; the +black melted into purple, so rich and deep as to seem more dense than +the sombre shade it superseded. And then abruptly the scene brightened. +A soft yellow glow appeared in the sky, and the inverted curve of a +blood-red moon showed above the horizon. + +Lawless stood up, and knocking the ash from his pipe, leant with his +shoulder pressed against the framework of the door, and watched the +rising of the moon in silence until, like a thing released from +restraining bonds, new-dipped in the life-blood of departed day, it shot +up into the sky. He was not aware how long he remained thus, he was not +aware that his companion had risen also and stood beside him, until he +felt the touch of a hand upon his shoulder. + +"Grit, it's cold," a voice said, rousing him from his meditations.--"And +we haven't any bedclothes." + +He turned his head slowly and surveyed her by the increasing light of +the moon. Then he pushed her inside and shut the door. + +"We'll take a mattress off one of the beds," he said, "and sleep in +front of the fire..." + +The next day Lawless announced his intention of going into town in quest +of a further supply of comforts. Tottie suggested accompanying him, but +he negatived the idea. + +"I want your mount for a pack-horse," he said. + +"That's all very fine," she grumbled. "What am I to do all day by +myself? Think of the risk in a place like this... The white woman and +the black man, you know." + +He laughed grimly. + +"You have a revolver. I'd back you against any nigger that happened +along." + +He rode away in the morning sunshine with the second horse on a lead. +For the first mile the woman accompanied him, walking beside him with +her hand on his stirrup. Once or twice she looked up at him as he sat, +a straight soldierly figure, in the saddle, with the strong stern face +shaded by the wide-brimmed hat, and the keen sombre eyes fixed steadily +ahead, and in her own eyes shone the light of loyal affection and +admiration which so often appeared in them when they rested on him +unseen. + +"Bring some sort of a newspaper back with you, Grit," she begged. +"It'll help to keep up the fiction that we're still in the world, +somehow." + +Then she parted from him and started to walk back alone, and he put the +horses at a canter and rode forward into the blue haze that shrouded and +softened the scene. The morning air was delicately fresh and crisp with +a touch of sharpness in it like the feel of an English spring. The +African winter, with its warm sunshiny days and cold nights, is the most +perfect season in a land that boasts one of the finest climates in the +world. White man's weather, it is called; and it sets the white man +thinking pleasantly of the land he speaks of and thinks of as Home. It +set Lawless thinking of Home as he rode across the veld,--of a gabled +grey-walled house set down in a pretty garden that gave upon a lane. +The lane in summer was gay with wild flowers and shaded by find old +elms, and he had walked there often with the beautiful woman who had +lived in the grey stone house, the woman who had professed to love him, +and who had written to him later that she never wished to see him again. + +As he thought of it now a wave of bitterness surged over him. He +recalled a sentence in her letter that had stung him at the time--that +stung him still with a no less poignant pain: "_I do not know you... I +think I have never known you. You are a stranger to me, and, I see now, +my greatest enemy_." ... There were other things in the letter that had +hurt; but that sentence stood out luridly with no whit of the bitterness +gone from it after all the years... + +And so he rode, haunted by memories, his consciousness lashed with the +knowledge that what she had written was true. And he knew that the pain +of it all was still fresh in her memory as in his. He had read that in +her face, and in the tones of her voice, when, at what cost to her pride +he dimly understood, she had met and spoken with him again. And he was +consciously, deliberately, adding to her distress. At the time it had +been a matter of indifference to him what she thought of the life he was +leading; now, with his thoughts of her softened by distance, he +regretted that he had not deceived her as to the manner of his leaving +Cape Town. It had been a poor sort of revenge to flout his mistress in +her face--and unnecessary. A man usually conceals such ugly facts. But +it could avail little to harbour regrets at this stage. The thing was +at an end for ever. He was out of her life now. If she allowed her +thoughts to dwell upon him at all, it would only be, he felt, as upon +one who was dead to her, and who had caused her no less pain in his +dying than he had caused her in his life. + +Lawless was late in getting back to the shanty. The light had fallen +and night was settling upon the land. While he was still a good way off +he discerned the house by the flickering yellow glimmer of the candles +Tottie had put in the window as a landmark for him. It was the only +means of illumination she had at hand. There was an oil lamp in the +house, but the paraffin, which Lawless was bringing with him, had been +forgotten on the day of their arrival. + +He gave a short sharp whistle as he rode up, and she opened the door and +came forth to meet him. + +"Lend a hand at unloading," he said, swinging himself out of the saddle. +"The pack's heavy. Come round this side." + +She helped him lift the sacks from the back of the led horse, and +accompanied him to the stable to settle the animals for the night, +carrying a dripping tallow-candle in her hand, by the feeble light of +which they accomplished their task. + +Lawless was very silent, almost taciturn, while he off-saddled and +rubbed down his weary horse, giving to Tottie's gossiping inquiries curt +monosyllabic replies. + +"Tired, Grit?" she asked, noting his preoccupation. + +He swore. + +"It's something more than tired," he said. + +They left the stables, and walking back to where they had deposited the +sacks, lifted them, and carried them indoors. + +"Got my paper?" she inquired. + +He took the newspaper from his pocket and flung it on the table with an +oath. The woman looked at him searchingly. It occurred to her that he +had been drinking. If it were not that, something had happened to put +him out. + +Lawless suddenly approached the table and struck the paper, lying where +he had flung it, with his open hand. + +"They've bungled this business again," he said savagely,--"that pompous +fool, Grey, and his crony, Simmonds... Simmonds has gone to his +account, poor devil! And Van Bleit's in tronk, awaiting his trial for +murder." + +Tottie's mouth fell open. + +"And the letters?" she gasped. + +Having fired his bomb. Lawless cooled down. He took out his pipe, +filled, and lighted it, and dropped wearily into a chair. + +"You'll read it all in the paper," he said. "There's no mention of the +letters." He gave a short laugh. "My little plan, which I've rehearsed +to you, in which you were to help, is knocked on the head. I might just +as well never have come here. It's that crass, pig-headed, officious +old muddler's doing. He never trusted me... He fancies I've done a +bunk... That's because you're in it." He laughed again. "It hasn't +occurred to them that you might be useful--I'm supposed to be simply +enjoying myself." + +He smoked for a few minutes at a furious rate, while Tottie opened and +read the paper with her elbows on the table and her chin in her hands. + +"It's a case of the biter bit," observed Lawless. "Looks as though they +had intended murdering him... A silly sort of a game." + +"Do you think Van Bleit will hang for it?" she asked presently. + +"It's impossible to say. If it pans out at a term of imprisonment it's +checkmate. I've a mind to wash my hands of the job." + +Tottie looked up. + +"Don't do that," she said earnestly. "The Colonel might take it that +his suspicions were justified, if you did." + +"I don't care a damn what he thinks. If a man can't trust me, he can do +the other thing." + +"But I care," she said quickly. "I'm jealous for your honour, Grit." + +He lifted his head and surveyed her in surprise. + +"You!" he said. + +Then he laughed awkwardly at the half-shamed admiration he surprised in +the woman's eyes. She turned her face aside quickly, and resumed her +reading of the paper. + +"All right!" he said sheepishly. + +When she had finished the case, she got up and stood opposite him on the +other side of the hearth. + +"What is your next move?" she asked. + +"I don't move," he answered quietly, "until after the case is finished." + +"And in the meantime?" + +"In the meantime," he replied, smiling across at her, "you stay here +with me in this God-forsaken hole." + +CHAPTER FIFTEEN. + +Van Bleit's trial occupied considerably less time than was anticipated. +It came on early in the session, and was quickly disposed of. The +evidence was contradictory and unsatisfactory. Van Bleit, who was put +in the witness box by his counsel, gave the only clear and unreserved +account of the night's doings. His plea was that he killed Simmonds in +self-defence. There had been ill-feeling between himself and Simmonds +for some time. On the night in question he had gone to the bungalow in +perfect good faith. There was nothing remarkable in his being armed. +He had carried a revolver ever since he had roughed it in Rhodesia. At +the bungalow he had met with a hostile reception. Simmonds had locked +the door of the room and put the key in his pocket. He had then drawn a +revolver from his coat pocket and had covered Van Bleit with it. + +"I recognised that I must defend my life," Van Bleit finished with fine +dramatic effect. "A man hasn't time to consider on such occasions; he +acts on impulse. But I solemnly declare I had no intention to kill the +man. I fired wildly, and I am certain no one could have been more +distressed than myself when I discovered that my shot had proved fatal. +I was scarcely conscious that I had fired until Simmonds fell." + +Colonel Grey corroborated his statement as to the locking of the door; +but he added that there was nothing hostile in the act. He believed it +had been done to guard against interruption. He further allowed that +Simmonds had been somewhat hasty. He had been the first to produce a +revolver. He had not, however, covered the prisoner with it. The +prisoner had been excited and had fired without provocation. + +The jury retired for about ten minutes. When they returned they +pronounced the prisoner Not Guilty. The verdict was received with +cheers. When a man has stood on trial for his life the tension of +feeling is sufficiently strained to cause a strong reaction on his +acquittal in favour of the accused. + +Van Bleit left the court with his friends, and Smythe, who was as much +astonished as relieved at the turn affairs had taken, drove him home to +his wife as the surest proof he could offer her that her cousin was a +free man. + +"I don't know how he does it," he confided in Van Bleit's counsel, who +was a personal friend, and whose fee he was responsible for. "I take +it, he's reserved for something worse than hanging." + +The strain had told on Van Bleit. He had recognised that he stood in a +particularly tight place. Death had been his constant companion +sleeping and waking for so long that his nerve was shattered for the +time. Excitement had kept him up hitherto, now that the necessity to +brace himself was ended he collapsed like a deflated paper bag. + +When he got alone with his cousin he gave way and blubbered feebly as a +child blubbers who has been beaten and desires to but cannot retaliate. +Mrs Smythe was shocked. She pressed whisky on him with a heart +overflowing with pity, and he helped himself liberally from the decanter +until his lachrymose condition gave place to a bombastic assurance that +was almost as pitiful to witness. Mrs Smythe sent her husband off to +his club, unmindful that he should encounter Karl in his present mood, +and she and her cousin dined alone. + +"We'll have a nice quiet time together," she said gently. "You'll sleep +here to-night, Karl?" + +"I might as well--yes," he replied. + +He got up, wandered aimlessly round the room, and then came back, put +his arms round her shoulders and kissed her. + +"You haven't told me anything about Her yet," he said. "Has she been +upset? ... anxious? ... I've thought about her day and night." + +Mrs Smythe looked troubled. + +"You mean--Zoe?" + +He stared at her in surprise. + +"Why, who else?" he asked. + +"She has been with me a lot," she answered evasively. "She's very kind, +Karl--so sympathetic." + +"Of course she didn't believe me guilty?" he questioned, his bold dark +eyes holding hers, confident in the remembrance of his last interview +with Mrs Lawless that she could not have thought unkindly of him in the +interval. + +"I don't know... She never spoke of you," Mrs Smythe returned +unwillingly. "Zoe is very reserved." + +He smiled with some complacence. + +"She won't be reserved with me," he said, "when I see her to-morrow. +I'm living for to-morrow. I would have gone to her this evening only--" + +He hesitated to complete the sentence, but Mrs Smythe understood. + +"I think it just as well not to be too precipitate," she said. + +Something in her manner arrested him. He glanced at her sharply. + +"You don't know... you haven't heard anything?" he stammered. + +She had neither the heart nor the courage to shatter his hopes. She +smiled at him and shook her head. + +"Women don't bare their hearts to one another," she answered. "But I +always feel with Zoe Lawless that she lives in the past." + +"Pshaw!" he returned easily. "You're a sentimentalist, Kate." + +The following day when Van Bleit called upon Mrs Lawless he had +occasion to remember his cousin's words, and to wonder whether she might +not have some grounds for her opinion. The message he received at the +door was that Mrs Lawless was out. He left the magnificent basket of +flowers he had brought with him, and scribbled hastily on a visiting +card that he would call again on the morrow, and went away dissatisfied. +She must have known that he would call that day. If she had felt +kindly towards him she would have remained at home to receive him. He +was undecided whether to infer from her action that she no longer had +any wish to meet him, or if she was merely piqued that he had not gone +straightway to her after his liberation, and desired to show by her +coldness her displeasure at his negligence. The latter view appealing +more to his self-esteem he inclined towards adopting it; though a +knowledge of Zoe Lawless' character should have dispelled any such +supposition. + +The next day when he reached the house and rang the bell, with +considerably less confidence than on the former occasion, he was met +with the same disconcerting message as before. Mrs Lawless was not at +home. There could be no mistake this time as to the intention of the +rebuff. + +He ground his heel savagely into the gravel of the path and turned away. +It was the trial and the charge of murder, he decided, which had +probably shocked her. It was not sufficient apparently that he had been +acquitted of the charge; womanlike, she held him responsible for the +life he had taken. + +He went back to his own rooms. He had left the Smythes. The animosity +that existed between himself and Smythe rendered it inadvisable for them +to remain long beneath the same roof. And he had no inclination for his +cousin's society. He shrank from the thought of her sympathy. It was +humiliating beyond measure to have to acknowledge his defeat to her. + +Then, like an inspiration, the advice Lawless had given him on the last +occasion when they had lunched together flashed into his mind. He +decided to adopt it, to leave Cape Town immediately. It did not seem to +occur to him that had absence been likely to further his cause his +recent detention should have considerably advanced him in favour. + +At this crisis a telegraphic message arrived from Lawless himself. + +"_Congrats try change of air bed board and welcome here grit_." + +Van Bleit read this message many times, and considered it for fully half +an hour before he wrote a reply. He considered his reply with equal +care, and made several alterations in the form before finally writing it +out on a fresh form and dispatching it. + +"_good travelling with denzil might as well come your way karl_." + +He put on his hat and went out. It remained for him to look up Denzil +and inform him of the holiday he had planned. He had taken all the +risks he intended taking. He had had experience of two men against one; +on this occasion he determined the strength of numbers should be on his +side. + +Denzil was astonished, and not altogether delighted, when he heard Van +Bleit's proposal. He had no particular fancy for wintering on the high +veld, and he did not desire to leave Cape Town. + +"What makes you suspect treachery in Grit Lawless?" he asked. "I +thought he was a particular chum of yours." + +"I thought so myself until I found out he was in Colonel Grey's pay." + +"And how did you discover that?" the other inquired sceptically. "Told +you, I suppose?" + +"Not much," Van Bleit answered craftily. "But I keep a watch on the +Colonel's doings, and I know fairly accurately all the visitors he +receives at the bungalow. It was the greatest surprise in the world to +me when I tracked Grit Lawless there. I watched him unseen go in and +out on three separate occasions. He has passed me so close that by +stretching out a hand he could have touched me, and bade me good-night +in response to my `Good-night, baas,' taking me for the Kaffir I +disguised myself to represent. He is very wide awake is Grit Lawless, +but I'm wider awake still. I've followed him up to the stoep of the +bungalow and heard him greet the old man, unconscious of a listener. He +can't kid me. The only thing that puzzles me is his absconding with +that she-devil. It's just possible that he has had a split with the +Colonel. But that doesn't make him any friend of ours, you understand. +Grit is cunning enough to play the game off his own bat. I'm not for +trusting any man. We'll go, but we'll need to be wide awake." + +Denzil looked at the speaker admiringly. He was cunning himself; it was +due to his fertile brain that the letters had fallen into Van Bleit's +hands, otherwise he would never have participated in the profits; but +his cunning was not equal to the Dutchman's, nor his courage. He was a +nervous little fellow, and would gladly have parted with the letters for +the handsome sum offered by the other side. He was always keenly alive +to the danger of his profession as blackmailer. It was only his fear of +Van Bleit that kept him in subjection. And he was sorely afraid that +Van Bleit would overreach himself and land them both some day into +difficulties with the law. + +"Why go," he asked sensibly, "if you don't trust the man?" + +Van Bleit shrugged his huge shoulders. + +"It suits me to go somewhere," he answered. "And I'd like to test the +fellow." + +"You're more than a match for him," Denzil remarked tentatively. + +Van Bleit smiled drily. + +"I daresay, Dick," he said. "But I've a fancy for your company... I +shouldn't like the Colonel to get worrying you just now." + +"You mean," Denzil said stiffly, "that you distrust me?" + +"Not you, my dear fellow, but your judgment," Van Bleit replied easily. +"If it hadn't been for me you would have parted with a fortune for a +beggarly sum long since." + +"I'd be content," observed Denzil in an injured tone, "with a handsome +sum down. Where's the sense in squeezing a man past his endurance?" + +"We've got to find out how far his endurance goes," the other answered. +"Your conscience is over sensitive, my boy, for a job of this kind. +We've a handsome annuity in those letters... Why on earth should we +sink it in a sum we should both squander in a year? There's no reason +in it, and no commercial instinct. Apart from that, I've gone through +an experience that entitles me to redress. Do you suppose I've endured +nothing in standing on my trial? I wasn't responsible for Simmonds' +death; it was his own silly fault. But I might have had to pay for it. +The other side has got to make that good to me, and it isn't to be done +cheaply. Putting a man's private feelings on one side, think of the +expense of counsel's fees, and such things?" + +Van Bleit was careful not to mention that all the expenses of his trial +had been borne by Theodore Smythe, who laboured under the delusion that +his wife's cousin had very little ready money at his command. It was a +mystery to him how Van Bleit lived. Had he suspected him of +blackmailing, he would not have lifted a finger to save his neck from +the rope. + +Denzil nodded shortly. + +"Yes, of course... I quite see your point," he said. "At the same +time, I wish you could come to some sort of agreement. I think after +this Grey might meet you quite handsomely. And it would be satisfactory +to me, at least, to be finished with the business. Men have got twenty +years for blackmail before now." + +Van Bleit drew himself up and eyed his subordinate aggressively. + +"If you're funking it," he said, "say so, and be done with it. I'm not +going to work with a man I can't be sure of. We have worked together so +far satisfactorily that it will be regrettable if you separate our +interests now. But it has to be now or never. I'm not throwing this up +for any scruple. Do you, or do you not, stand in with me?" + +Denzil's nature was weak, prone to any influence; and the dominating +personality of the other man bore him down easily. + +"Of course I stand in with you," he said. "Our interests are +identical." + +"Good!" Van Bleit rejoined. "You're a wobbler, Dick; but you generally +rise to the occasion. Then you go with me to-morrow? You won't find it +very amusing, though it may have its exciting moments... Unless, of +course, the lady is still keeping house for Grit. But from the invite I +imagine she has left him in the lurch." + +"He'd scarcely ask you up there if he'd got any women about," was the +reply, which Van Bleit construed into a compliment. He smiled +complacently. + +"I wouldn't mind hunting down the quarry on my own account," he said. +"She was devilishly handsome--and a dashed bad lot." + +CHAPTER SIXTEEN. + +The result of the trial was as great a surprise for Lawless as it had +been for Theodore Smythe. Lawless had ridden into Stellenbosch daily +for the paper, and had scanned the columns eagerly for any mention of +the case. On the day that he read of Van Bleit's acquittal he sent off +the telegram, the receipt of which had decided Van Bleit on a change of +air. + +He had ridden into town alone; Tottie, who usually accompanied him, had +remained at home to attend, as she informed him, to the ravages her +wardrobe had sustained through the hard wear of the veld. When Lawless +got back he flung the paper in through the open doorway and rode on to +the stable, where he off-saddled, and then returned to the house. +Tottie, when he entered, was seated at the table in her favourite +attitude, with her elbows upon it and her chin in her hands, devouring +the paper with avidity. She looked up as his tall figure blocked the +doorway and laughed. + +"He's got the devil's own luck," she said. "But this is all right for +you, old man." + +Lawless walked up to the table. + +"I've sent off a wire asking him here," he said. + +She laughed again. + +"You don't lose time... And what's to become of me? Plainly, you +wouldn't expose me to such a risk as that." + +"I shall banish you to the hut we looked at on our arrival. It's +quarter of a mile away, and the bush just behind it. You'll sleep there +and spend your days in the bush." + +"What a lively programme!" she ejaculated. + +"Fairly dull--yes." He went nearer to her and laid a hand on her +shoulder. "I'm not going to pretend that you'll get much joy of it," he +said. "But you wanted to help me." + +She looked up and nodded. + +"Yes, I wanted to help... If I had to spend my nights as well as my +days in the bush, I'd do it." + +His hand gripped her shoulder till it hurt. + +"You're the right stuff," he said,--"the best stuff. You and I together +will pull this off." + +That night was destined to be a night of surprises. Hardly had they +supped, while they yet lingered at the table discussing their plans, a +sound broke suddenly upon the silence, a sound so unusual that Lawless +stopped abruptly in the middle of his talk, and Tottie's head went up +with a jerk like the head of a wild thing scenting danger. And so they +remained for a while listening in attitudes of strained attention. The +sounds were unmistakably made by the heavy creaking wheels of a waggon +travelling towards them across the veld. Tottie looked at her companion +inquiringly. + +"It's a surprise party, baas," she said. "They've seen our light and +are for outspanning." + +For answer Lawless pushed back his chair, and, rising, started to clear +away the evidence of the _tete-a-tete_ meal. She helped him swiftly and +in silence, pausing every now and again to listen to the sounds that +were gradually getting nearer, growing momentarily louder and more +distinctive. The cracking of a whip was heard, and above it the noise +of men's voices raised in a rollicking song. + +"Get into the bedroom," Lawless commanded. "You must make your escape +by the window, and sleep in the hut." + +"But--strangers!" she protested. "Why shouldn't I participate in the +fun?" + +"We can't run the risk," he said.--"No! You make yourself scarce, and +leave this to me. Strangers or no, they're rowdy... I would rather +have no woman in this." + +She demurred still, foreseeing a merry evening, and not relishing the +part allotted to her; but he carried his point; and reluctantly she went +into the bedroom and fastened the door upon herself. He waited until +she was secure from observation, then he opened the outer door and stood +in the lighted aperture, looking into the night. + +"Hallo!" shouted a voice in English out of the darkness. + +"Hallo!" he answered back. + +A young man came forward, swinging a lantern in his hand. + +"We're outspanning here," he said. "I never expected such luck as that +this place was occupied. A fire is all we need. We carry provisions +with us." + +"Come in and welcome," Lawless answered. "How many of you are there? +Whatever accommodation I have is at your service." + +"We are five," the other answered. "They're unharnessing the mules. We +lost our driver at the last uitspan." He lifted his lantern and looked +about him. "This is a slice of luck. For two nights we've been jolly +near frozen, sleeping in the wain." + +"I'm glad," Lawless said, "that you happened this way. I was just about +fed up with my own society. Let's lend a hand with unharnessing the +mules. It's a Godsend a visitation like this." + +The young man looked at him curiously. + +"If you're so out of conceit with it all, why do you stay?" he asked. + +"Because," Lawless answered, and smiled strangely, "I was under the +delusion I'd have companionship when I took the place. My tenancy +expires shortly, and I shan't renew it." + +The new-comer understood. He looked away from his companion and spat +noisily on the ground. + +"I'm glad we chanced by while you were still in possession," he said. + +They walked together by the fitful light of the lantern to where the +rest of the party were busy with the mules. They lent a hand, and when +the team was outspanned and haltered to the disselboom inside a hastily +improvised laager, they repaired to the house, carrying provisions with +them. Amongst the provisions was a limited quantity of whisky and any +amount of Cape dop. Most of the party were already drunk. It was +evident from the outset that they meant to make a night of it. + +"I expect," Lawless said, as he preceded his visitors into the +living-room, "that you'll be glad of a hot supper. My culinary powers +are not great, such as they are I'll be happy to cook for you." + +"Don't you bother, baas," the young man who had first introduced himself +exclaimed. "I'll cook for them. You supply the fire and the roof, +that's quite enough." + +Lawless was immeasurably relieved. Tottie had done all the cooking +their simple household had required; he had very little idea of the art +himself. But he knew where the cooking utensils were kept, and supplied +them; and the young man set about making a stew that smelt very +appetising as it heated over the fire. The others sprawled before the +hearth and drank while they waited for the meal. Before it was ready a +further interruption occurred that made an addition to the numbers +already assembled. It was indeed a night of surprises for the man who +acted as host to these unexpected and none too welcome guests. + +The new-comer made his appearance on horseback, and rode right up to the +window before anyone suspected his approach. The sound of his horse's +hoofs was deadened by the noisy chaff round the fire. He looked in +through the open window upon the rowdy group, and, leaning from the +saddle, gripped the sill with his hand. + +"Hallo, there!" he shouted in a cheery voice. "Got room for another? +I've lost my bearings on this tractless waste, and seeing your uitspan +calculated some sort of hospitality was going forward. I'm going to +stable my mount. May I come in? I'm Tom Hayhurst." + +Lawless started, and looked round. The name conveyed much to him. It +conveyed something to several others present; they looked up with a grin +of welcome. + +"Good old Tom!" said one man. "I haven't seen him since we were at the +poor man's diggings together." + +Tom Hayhurst's face beamed in upon them. + +"Who's baas here?" he asked. + +"I am," Lawless answered quietly, stepping forward to the aperture. +"There's room for your mount in the stable. Come in." + +"Right!" the young man answered. "I don't know you from the devil. Got +a lantern, anyone?" + +Someone handed him a lantern through the window, and he rode away, +whistling. One of the men laughed. + +"Old Tom has been missing lately. Wonder where he's been?" he mused. + +"There are plenty of us can't always account for our movements," someone +else answered, amid a fresh guffaw of mirth. "But wherever he's been in +the interval, he's always good company. Say, baas, you've got a picnic +to-night." + +Lawless made no reply. The name of Tom Hayhurst had roused memories, +had taken him back to a lonely bungalow in Cape Town, where a man had +related to him briefly how Tom Hayhurst had failed him in an important +mission. He had been for wringing Tom Hayhurst's neck at the time. He +did not feel especially friendly towards him on that particular night; +but Hayhurst had happened upon his dwelling out of the darkness, and +claimed his hospitality, as was customary in the veld. + +He moved back to the ring round the fire, and seated himself on an +upturned box and stared thoughtfully into the flame. The arrival of the +new-comer was strangely annoying to him. + +Hayhurst came in noisily, and shaking hands with the man who had been at +the diggings with him, nodded to the rest. They made way for him at the +fire. He stood in front of it, looking curiously at Lawless while he +warmed his hands at the blaze. The scar on Lawless' face seemed to hold +his attention. + +"My name's Hayhurst," he remarked somewhat pointedly. + +Lawless surveyed him with an air of quiet aloofness, and, without +removing the pipe from his mouth, replied: + +"So you said before." + +Hayhurst was not easily disconcerted, but he reddened slightly and gave +an awkward laugh. + +"It's damned cold," he said. "I'm chilled to the bone. If anyone +presses me, I'll take a glass of dop... Don't overdo it with water." + +Stephens, the man from the diggings, handed him a glass. Young Hayhurst +drank the contents, and remained a while staring into the empty tumbler +with a thoughtful smile on his face. Then he put the tumbler down, and +returned to his occupation of warming his hands. He glanced again at +Lawless. + +"I've heard of you," he said,--"from a chap who won't tell any more +tales of anyone, good or bad... That mark on your face gives you away." + +"Don't be personal, Tom," hiccoughed his friend. + +Lawless got up. + +"I've heard of you, too," he returned curtly. "The repetition of the +information wouldn't be likely to make you vain, so we won't go into +that." + +There was a perceptible hang in the conversation. The men broke off in +their talk to listen, and the man who was cooking the supper looked up +from his task to stare. The sense of something in the air penetrated +even to the dulled wit of the most intoxicated of the party, a man of +rough appearance and no education, who spent all his spare time in +getting drunk, and crowded as much work into his sober hours as three +ordinary men would have accomplished. He shook his head gravely, and +then with solemn deliberation refilled his ever-empty glass from the +bottle of dop at his elbow. + +"Don't mix your drinks," he counselled... "bad for the constitootion-- +very." + +He maundered on, but nobody heeded him. Hayhurst was looking steadily +into the keen eyes of the man whom he recognised from the description he +had once listened to of the peculiar scar on his face. He had no shadow +of a doubt as to the man's identity. + +"Since what I have heard of you," he returned, "might be calculated to +make you vain, I'll spare your modesty. As for my own reputation!" He +laughed suddenly. "That wouldn't pay for whitewashing, would it, boys?" + +He gazed round on the group with the laugh still in his eyes. Rentoul, +who had given the advice against mixing one's liquor, looked up +owlishly. + +"You never done a dirty trick, Tom," he said... "Nothin' mean about +you. Gimme your 'and, me boy. No need for whitewashing... What say?-- +Tom's all ri', ain't 'e?" + +Hayhurst flung himself down on the hearth beside him, and stretched his +legs, encased in dusty gaiters, towards the fire. + +"Tom's a good sort," Rentoul continued, blinking round on the rest... +"Always said so--goo' sort!--but fond of his liquor. You're drunk, +Tom... Been takin' wets along the road." + +Hayhurst laughed again. + +"The veld's so overstocked with pubs--ain't it?" he said. + +"Here, hand out the plates, someone--will you?--this mess is ready," +announced the chef. + +There was a general move. The clattering of plates and knives +superseded the talk; and for a fairly lengthy interval conversation gave +place entirely to the sound of hungry men feeding noisily in rude and +primitive fashion. + +CHAPTER SEVENTEEN. + +When supper was ended the plates were pushed into a bucket of water and +left to soak until they should be required again. One of the men got +hold of the newspaper, and read it aloud to the rest. The names of Van +Bleit and Simmonds were familiar to everyone present. Some of them had +been personally acquainted with the owners of the names, and all were +interested more or less in the case. + +"It's the best man that has reached his terminus," Stephens remarked. +"I could spin a yarn or two about Van Bleit." + +"Who couldn't?" laughed another man. "But he always comes up smiling, +somehow. I should say this let off was the biggest surprise he ever +had." + +"'E served me an ugly trick once," muttered Rentoul darkly, endeavouring +to obtain a further supply of dop from the empty bottle beside him... +"Over a woman that was... When I was down with dysentery too." + +He sat up with a poor attempt to look sober, and leaning forward tried +to push the floor away, which, in the most annoying manner, threatened +to hit him in the face. To avoid collision with it, he stood upon his +feet, and turning round two or three times to get his balance, raised +his arms and solemnly addressed the grinning group of listeners. + +"Dysentery's a crool complaint, gets a grip on a man. Reg'lar epidemic +it was in camp that year. Doctor done 'is best to stamp it out, but +whot could 'e do in that beastly 'ole? I done whot I could to 'elp 'im. +`Boys, the doctor's right,' I says. `You're a dirty lot o' swine. +Look at your camps. D'you expect the doctor to go round an' stick 'is +nose into your stinking places? Why don't you clean up? ... Personal +cleanliness... I know... I've seen it afore.'" He pointed at the +grinning faces about him, and became personal and aggressive. "You +wouldn't wash your dirty mugs if you could 'elp it, any of you." + +"That'll do, Mat," someone interrupted. + +"Neither would I," resumed the orator in a more conciliatory tone, +"unless I 'ad to. But we've got to be clean... We've got to 'elp the +doctor... We've got to fight this thing. Coming events cast their +shadders before. It'll be here amongst us next. And it ain't no use +waitin' for the Government. What's the use of the Government when +you're out prospecting with six boys, an' the lions come on you an' kill +three of them? Whot d'you do? S'pose you got a gun loaded in two +barrels... Do you run back to call the p'lice? ... Do you go for the +magistrate to come an' 'elp yer? Where'd you an' your boys be? ... No! +You put your barrel into their guts and pull the trigger--yes, every +time. An' we got to do the same with the dysentery. 'E don't come on +you with a bound; 'e crawls through the grass, like a snake. 'E comes +on gradually and slow... takes you unawares. We've got to stamp 'im +out. We've got to pull the trigger, and not wait for the Government..." + +"Sit down, Mat, and give somebody else a chance," Stephens interrupted, +with a wink at the rest. + +"You can 'ave your say," retorted Mat, "when I've finished." He turned +round and round, emphasising his remarks with repeated blows of one hard +soiled fist upon the grimy palm of the other hand. "We've got to stamp +it out," he shouted. "We've got to fight it. I remember when I was +young--" + +"For God's sake, dry up!" interposed another. "You've missed your +vocation." + +"Who're you gettin' at with yer `vocation'?" Rentoul demanded with +bitter superiority. "I don't know anything about vocation. I picked up +my eddication off jam tins and pickle bottles. I've no time for +vocation. If you'd been in Jo'burg when I was there, you'd 'ave 'ad no +time for eddication either. You'd 'ave been in tronk, where they makes +yer wash yer face every morning--behind the ears too. To hell with yer! +I've said all I want ter say... We've got to stamp it out." + +He fell to muttering, and eyeing the last interrupter malevolently, sat +down again. + +"We've got to stamp it out," he said. "Gimme the bottle, Tom. You've +swilled too much of that dysentery mixture, me boy. You're drunk--tha's +what you are." + +"Van Bleit was running some quarry in Cape Town," an older man observed, +continuing the conversation from where it had been broken off. He +sucked thoughtfully at his pipe and stared into the fire... "Woman with +lots of money, I heard--and looks too. Must be hard up for an honest +man if she takes on Karl." + +"This case will have about finished that game, I should fancy," the chef +of the party remarked. + +Lawless got up, and flung a fresh log on the fire. He kicked it into +position with his boot, and pressed it down among the glowing embers, +pressing heavily as though it were some enemy he trod beneath his foot. +Then he turned slowly round. + +"Time's been standing still for some of you," he said. "I've been in +Cape Town recently. There's nothing in that report." + +Rentoul looked up from his corner. + +"Whot you talking about?" he asked. "Time always stands still... We +move--Time don't move. If you come back in a thousand years, Time will +still be 'ere, I tell you... I read it in them magazines." + +"Did you see Van Bleit when you were there?" someone asked, ignoring the +dissertation on Time. + +"I did. I lunched with him the day I left. He is by way of being a-- +chum of mine." + +Rentoul made a clumsy effort to get upon his feet. + +"Then I'm goin' to 'it you," he said. "I can't get at 'im, but I'll +bash your mug in, see if I don't." + +"Oh! sit down, and don't be a silly ass," Lawless returned irritably. + +Tom Hayhurst pulled the quarrelsome member back into his place. + +"Go easy, Mat; he's baas here," he said. + +Rentoul scowled darkly. + +"I don't own any man baas," he muttered thickly. "I don't care a damn +for any man breathing... All men are equal. I don't care for you, nor +anyone. In a few years we'll all be the same. When some digger comes +along and digs up my skull and Cecil Rhodes' skull, who'll tell which +was Mat Rentoul's, and which Rhodes'?" + +Somebody laughed. + +"They'll only need to look at the size of the cavity in the craniums, +Mat," he said. + +"There you go again!" Rentoul rejoined acrimoniously. "Fancies yerself +a British encyclopaedia don't yer?" + +The oldest of the party, who was slightly grizzled, and had the +appearance of one who might have done something in the world and had +somehow missed his opportunities, looked hard at Lawless. + +"Weren't you in the C.M. at one time?" he asked. "The name conveys +nothing, but I seem to remember your face." + +Lawless nodded. + +"That's right," he said. "I knew you the minute I saw you. But as I +stood for law and order in those days and you didn't, I did not insist +on the acquaintance. It was only the accident of the different sources +from which we drew our pay that put me in the right and you seemingly in +the wrong. The Police were too damned interfering with the privileges +of humanity for my taste. That's why I chucked it." + +"Good!" The grizzled man smiled in appreciation of the speaker's +sentiments, and tossed his nearly empty tobacco-pouch across to him. +"Fill up," he said. "That's good stuff." + +Lawless caught the pouch, filled his pipe, and tossed it back again to +the owner. + +"It was while I was in the Police I got chummy with Van Bleit," he +volunteered. + +Tom Hayhurst rose unexpectedly and swaggered through the group sprawling +before the hearth, until he stood close to Lawless, with his back +towards the fire. + +"I wouldn't mind making a wager there isn't a man here who hasn't heard +of `Grit,'" he said. + +His face was flushed, his mien slightly defiant, as though he +challenged, not only the men he addressed, but the stern, keen-eyed man +who surveyed him disapprovingly with his strangely penetrating, +inscrutable grey eyes. + +"`Grit'!" The grizzled man looked up with a laugh. "Of course. That +was the name you went by in the days when you weren't Lawless either in +name or occupation. To think I should forget!" + +"You're too damned modest," yelled a youngster. "The chaps tell stories +about you up in Rhodesia to-day." + +"Fairy-tales," Lawless responded, smoking indifferently. + +"That's a lie, anyway," retorted Hayhurst. "I know one or two facts." + +"Among facts I know about you," Lawless replied sharply, "is that you +gab too freely. Sit down, and shut up." + +Hayhurst looked nettled. He lost his ready assurance and lapsed into a +sulky mood. + +"I'll knock any man's head off who says that about me," he muttered. + +"Well, come and knock mine off," was the curt invitation; and during the +derisive laughter that followed Hayhurst sat down. + +"Shake!" + +Mat Rentoul had emerged from his corner, and, swaying at Lawless' elbow, +unsteadily advanced his huge fist. + +"Shake!" he repeated peremptorily. And on the command being complied +with, he turned about and harangued the rest. "Said I'd 'it 'im, didn't +I? Well, 'e can 'it me, if 'e likes. I'll 'it any man whot isn't a +friend of 'is. That woman I spoke of--" + +"Oh! dry up," shouted Lawless, beginning to lose his temper. + +"'It me, if you like," returned Mat imperturbably... "I've said you +might... Gave 'er 'is last thick 'un, 'e did, and 'elped 'er back to +'er friends. She told me 'erself... You did--you lie!--an' took in yer +belt two 'oles when you fancied she wasn't looking. I don't care what +hell's scum you chum with... they won't do you any 'arm." + +"Oh! let him alone, Grit," the man whose pouch he had shared, and who +was called Graves, interposed carelessly. "Nobody's listening. Send +round the bottle, boys. There's been too much leakage in one quarter. +Play fair." + +Somebody produced a tin whistle, and after a very creditable performance +on it, took a draught from a glass another man offered him, wiped his +lips with the back of his hand, and started a familiar music-hall ditty. + +"You take solo, Tom," Stephens suggested. + +Hayhurst, who was lying sulking, with his elbow on the floor and his +hand supporting his head, kicked out a dusty riding-boot aggressively, +but made no other move. + +"I'm holding my jaw," he said. + +"Don't be a jackass. If you won't take the solo, I will." + +The other rolled over and sat up. + +"There's one thing I object to more strongly than singing myself on the +present occasion," he remarked, "and that's listening to you. Give me +the note, Bill, and then go ahead." + +The men sat round, smoking and listening, while Bill played his little +tin whistle, and the youngster sang in a throaty tenor some jingling +absurdity about a girl and a balloon. Each in his way was an artist, +and made music out of the poor material. Mat Rentoul grew noisily +hilarious, and then tearful; but he joined in the chorus with the rest. +Lusty and strong rang out the voices from half a dozen stalwart throats, +all of which needed lubricating when the song was finished before they +started afresh. Through the open window the sound floated out into the +night. The stars that hung low in the purple heavens blinked as it were +with astonishment at this rude breaking of the surrounding peace, and +someone, crouching in the darkness against the mud wall of the hut, with +the dirty blanket wrapped around her to protect her from the cold, +opened wide eyes and listened intently to the unfamiliar noise. + +One by one the voices trailed off, till only the tenor was left singing +to the thin accompaniment of the tireless tin whistle. Then that too +ceased, and the night was silent again, given over to the watchful stars +and the stirless air, as they waited for the dawn. + +Lawless looked round on his sleeping guests, and stirred the fire +noisily with his boot until it leapt into flame. Slumber had overtaken +these men where they sprawled before the hearth. Some rested easily +with their heads pillowed on their arms; one--it was Rentoul--lay like a +log on his back, his great mouth open, breathing stertorously, and his +twitching limbs flung wide. + +"Hogs!" he muttered. + +He fetched a pillow from one of the bedrooms, and lifting Rentoul's +inert head slipped it underneath. As he straightened himself after the +performance of this office he became aware of a pair of eyes that +followed his movements with interest, and perceived that among those +silent figures one at least was wakeful and alert. + +Hayhurst sat up, and then got upon his feet. + +"Not all hogs this journey," he said. And added: "The bed where that +pillow came from will serve me better than the floor." + +Lawless nodded. + +"There's a bed apiece," he answered. "The floor to-night is good enough +for these." + +He flung on fresh logs, and stepping between the closely packed forms, +took up the lamp from the table and led the way to the bedrooms. Before +separating for the night Hayhurst held out his hand. + +"To show there's no ill-feeling," he explained with a self-conscious +laugh. + +Notwithstanding the late carousal of the previous night, the morning +found the men early astir. Rentoul awoke only half sober, and had to +sharpen his faculties with a nip before he rose, and, despite his +overnight homily on personal cleanliness, wiped the dust from his hair +and beard with a grimy hand and sat down to breakfast unwashed. In the +clear light of day they were a rough, strangely assorted lot; only the +older man, Graves, with his air of distinction and education, stood out +from the rest, like a man-of-war among a flotilla of "tramps"--but a +man-of-war that has been in battle and come out of it badly damaged. + +"Rum go, our meeting again, like this," he said to Lawless, while they +stood in the sunshine together and watched the others inspanning the +mules. "I'd ask you to make a return call, only,"--he lifted his +shoulders and smiled--"I'm a descendant of Cain--a wanderer upon the +earth. I'll own my six feet some day, I suppose, and come to anchor." + +Lawless glanced at the speaker with interest. + +"I'm something of a rolling stone myself," he answered. "I doubt I +shall ever lay claim to greater acreage than you." + +"Ah!" Graves stroked the back of his head reflectively, and stared +vaguely away into space. "Failures!" he muttered... "Eh?... And to +think of some of the fellows who're on top!" + +"It's another form of selfishness, theirs," Lawless replied. "They've +gone for the one thing, and stuck to it. A single idea would never +satisfy either you or me. One man takes Wealth for his mistress; +another, being polygamous, goes for a bevy of mistresses that we may +bring under a common heading--Pleasure. The fool pursues Ambition, and +the sentimentalist his Ideal... And when it comes to the finish--as +Rentoul says--who shall say which man's skull it is he turns up?" +Graves nodded assent. + +"And yet," he said--"a man's talents... It seems rotten things should +pan out like that. I was never a white-haired boy exactly, but I had +ideas once of doing something... Rot, of course--damned rot! And +queer, too, how ideas run to seed before they fruit. I tell you a man +needs to be ever on the alert, watching his ideas to prevent the growth +exceeding the vitality. We don't prune and tend enough. We're so proud +of our ideas that we let 'em run up rank and weedy, till they seed +before time. It's the man with the strength of mind to nip the young +shoots and exert patience who sees the fruition of his ideas." + +"I confess I don't understand," said Lawless, "how you came to allow all +yours to seed. With men like those," and he waved his hand in the +direction of the swearing, noisy group hitching the mules to the +disselboom with many loud and unnecessary oaths, "it's easy of +comprehension. But--" + +Graves filled in the pause with a laugh. "Ah well!" he returned... +"Who can say? The secret to the riddle lies in what you spoke of just +now... I'm a polygamist." + +CHAPTER EIGHTEEN. + +Lawless stood in the sunshine and watched the departure of this strange +aggregate of human limitation setting forth on its journey into the +infinitudes. The clumsy waggon, drawn by its team of four mules, with +the dirty faded hood of yellowish green shading the wain, bumped and +rumbled over the uneven ground. The jingling of the harness, the +creaking of the heavy wheels, and the loud and too frequent cracking of +the long whip, struck separate and not inharmonious notes of sound in +the stillness of the morning air. And above these sounds a strong voice +rang out heartily: + +"Good-bye, Grit." + +The men in the waggon started to sing, "_For he's a jolly good fellow_." +The rude music of their voices came back strongly to Lawless' ears, and +then grew fainter, and yet more faint, until only the silence reigned +about him, and the waggon showed smaller and smaller as it trailed +slowly across the veld, farther and farther into the illimitable blue +distance. Hayhurst had ridden off some time before, taking an opposite +direction to that followed by the waggon. The occupant of the shanty +was left alone. The world seemed to have emptied suddenly and to have +overlooked himself in its indiscriminate sweeping away of all life. + +He gazed about him at the solitudes--waste land on all sides, stretching +away league upon league in one great sameness,--vast, unchanging open +spaces of veld, green and brown and orange, in which the yellow stones +shone warmly in the sunshine, and the dew that lay heavily on the ground +like a veil of silver flashed a prismatic defiance with the fire of +myriads of gems. + +He turned about and went into the house. The advent of these men had +been unwelcome, their departure left a blank feeling of desolation +behind. He had had as much of the solitudes as was good for him, he +decided; if Van Bleit arrived, he would settle matters with him speedily +and return to the beaten track. He felt depressed, and knew not that it +was the influence of Graves' personality working upon his mind. This +man who had stirred up thoughts of failure by his talk, who in his +person stood for waste--the result of neither competition nor +intellectual incapacity, but of his own ineffectually--had set him +thinking of the purposelessness of his life, its want of aim, of every +high and right intention that once had actuated him, and which he had +flung aside and trampled on in weak resentment against the tide of +circumstances he had himself set loose and made no attempt to stem. He +also stood for waste--the waste of powers which had left him stunted +mentally and morally enervated. It is waste that is responsible for the +world's great failures. + +He made an effort to shake off the mood that held him, and moving across +the littered room surveyed the disordered breakfast-table with disgust. +Empty bottles stood upon the table, and lay under it where they had been +rolled the night before when they had yielded the last drop of their +contents. They had been thirsty souls, these men who had happened out +of the darkness and vanished again with the light,--failures, in a +certain sense, each one of them,--a queer conglomerate of misdirected +energy. + +Lawless had a feeling that he ought to reduce the muddle to order, but +he had only a vague idea how to set about it. He caught up the empty +bottles, and going outside with them flung them out upon the veld. + +"It's no use, Grit, playing Aunt Sally with those bottles. You can't +hide your debauch from me." + +He turned his face with a laugh and a look of quick relief in the +direction of the voice, and there stood Tottie in her short tweed skirt, +with a golden lock straggling rakishly over one eye, and her lips +unusually pallid. + +"You! Gods! I'm glad," he cried. + +"Don't stare at me like that," she exclaimed,--"look somewhere else, +can't you? I won't have the eye of man upon me until I have attended to +my toilet. There wasn't the vestige of a glass in the hut, you +lunatic." + +He followed her into the house. + +"What an orgy!" she exclaimed, with a swift glance round the untidy +room. Her wandering gaze came back to his face and rested upon it +curiously. "Reaction!" she murmured. + +"Eh?" he said. + +She put a hand on his shoulder and pushed him towards the door. + +"You're looking cheap. Clear out of this. I'll put things right. Come +back in half an hour, and you'll find breakfast ready." + +"I've breakfasted," he answered indifferently. + +"Have you? Then you can return in half an hour and repeat the +performance with me." + +"I want to ride into town," he said. + +"Yes, of course. I'll go with you. You might put in your time now +grooming the horses. It'll keep you out of mischief, anyhow... It may +be the last ride we'll take together for many a day." + +He looked swiftly at her. She was trying to hide her feelings, but it +was evident that the near termination of this life in the wilds which he +had been contemplating with satisfaction, affected her differently. She +had enjoyed the uneventful weeks with only his society to companion the +long days. It had been a fresh experience which a really strong +affection for him had made altogether agreeable. She turned her back on +him, and putting up a hand jerked back the straying lock of hair +impatiently. + +"Get out, Grit. You're in the way," she said. + +He faced about, and without a word strode out into the sunshine. + +It was rather a silent ride they took--that last ride together into +Stellenbosch. Lawless was preoccupied, and the woman too appeared busy +with her thoughts. She asked him once what he purposed doing if Van +Bleit decided not to come up, and he answered shortly: + +"If he doesn't come to me, I go to him." + +She looked him straight in the eyes. + +"You mean to best him, Grit," she said. + +"Yes." + +"Remember, I'm your lieutenant." + +"Yes," he said again. And they fell into silence as before. + +Van Bleit's answer acted somewhat as a set-back to their plans. Lawless +had never contemplated the addition of Denzil to their numbers. It came +altogether as a surprise. + +"This complicates matters," he said. "Looks fishy... rather as though +he had his doubts of me. And yet I'll swear when I last saw him--" + +He broke off and thought about the matter. + +"It won't be so easy to outwit two," he said. Then a smile of +satisfaction dawned in his eyes. "It's safe to predict, if they're both +up here, we shall have a chance of seeing those letters..." + +Van Bleit and Denzil on their arrival hired a Cape cart from the town +and drove the twenty miles across the veld. They congratulated +themselves long ere they reached their destination on the foresight that +had decided them to bring only a small amount of luggage. + +"No man," Van Bleit observed to his companion, "could stick it here for +long. What a cheek the fellow has to imagine a woman--and such a +woman--is going to find his companionship sufficient to reconcile her to +this sort of thing! It's not surprising Tottie scooted." + +Denzil looked out across the unvarying scene with increasing +dissatisfaction. + +"Lots of chaps have the Turk in them. They'd like to veil their women," +he returned, with no particular interest in the subject. + +He was watching without appreciation the wonderful effects of the +sunshine on the inimitable blending of colour in the veld, and the +slowly moving shadows that swept across it where the clouds veiled the +golden light. A soft wind was blowing, a wind that had the warm feel of +the spring in it with its promise of early summer. The Cape winter was +passing, going its way unmarked, even as it had come. But here on the +high veld the nights were cold yet, and the crispness of the mornings +still reminded a man of the feel of an English spring. + +Van Bleit examined his finger-nails--which was a habit with him--and +laughed. + +"That would be all right if the women didn't prefer being looked at," he +said. "The Turk will have to awake to the fact one day that the veil is +out of fashion." + +It was afternoon when they reached the shanty. They had had three +stoppages on the journey owing to the breaking of different parts of the +harness, that was, native fashion, repaired with string. The horses +were outspanned, and left to graze, while the coloured driver flung +himself face downwards in the full rays of the sun to sleep for a couple +of hours before making the return journey. Van Bleit settled with him, +and bade him return for them in three days. + +"Make it four," urged Lawless. "You're in a devil of a hurry to quit." + +"I should think so," Van Bleit responded. But he made the alteration in +the time. "What on earth do you do with yourself up here? I'd want to +cut my throat if I stayed a week." + +"Oh! it hasn't been half bad. I was getting a bit sick of my own +company, though." + +"All alone, eh?" + +"All alone," Lawless answered. "It was all right while she was here; +but the life was too domesticated for her taste. I was on the point of +chucking it myself when I sent you that wire. It occurred to me that +this might suit your book." + +"Awfully decent of you," Van Bleit replied. But his eyes narrowed +vindictively. He had a score to pay off against this man. His +treatment at the hands of Mrs Lawless was, he felt convinced, +attributable to him somehow. Grit had played him false in more ways +than one. + +"It's not a bad little hutch," he said, as he looked round the interior. + +"Oh! it's all right... A bit cramped." Lawless threw open a door. +"The bedrooms lead out," he explained,--"two of them. Boxes, of course; +but they serve for single rooms. You and Denzil can make shift for a +few nights. I'll bunk up in here." + +Van Bleit walked into the bedroom. + +"Nonsense!" he replied decidedly. "We aren't turning you out of your +room. Denzil and I will sleep together. I'll not hear of any other +arrangement, Grit." + +"As you like," Lawless answered. + +Van Bleit went into the inner room. + +"Check number one, Master Grit," he murmured. Aloud he said: "I'd like +a wash, old man. And then, if you've anything to eat, we won't say no." + +When they were alone together, Van Bleit drew Denzil's attention to the +thinness of the partition between the two rooms, and laid a significant +finger upon his lips. + +"Leaks," he said, and winked expressively. + +He put his eye to a crack in the boarding. + +"That's where he'll spy upon us when he thinks we're unsuspecting," he +whispered, coming back. Then, whistling cheerily, he divested himself +of his coat and plunged his face into a basin of cold water. + +Later, when, having eaten, they sat outside smoking and talking, while +the sun dipped below the horizon and the low wind died away, Van Bleit +spoke of his trial and the night at the bungalow, giving a word picture +of the shooting which by constant repetition he was beginning to +believe. The recital made him something of a hero, but it did not +reflect well on Colonel Grey. + +"It was a damned trap," he finished, and blew a cloud of smoke into the +quiet air. "People who set traps for me are apt to find themselves +ensnared." + +"I knew Simmonds. He seemed a decent, harmless sort of chap," Lawless +remarked after a pause. "I can't associate him with traps, somehow. He +lent me ten pounds once, and never bothered me to return it. I'm glad +to remember now that I settled my account with him." + +"I've settled my account with him too," Van Bleit rejoined... "I don't +go back on my word whatever the consequences." + +He was growing excited. Denzil, whose impulses did not lead him into +indiscretions, brought him up suddenly with the quietly uttered remark: + +"No one could have been more upset than you were over Simmonds' death, +dear fellow." + +"That's a fact," Van Bleit returned readily. "It was a shock to me. +But it was my life against his. I fancy most men value their own lives +more highly than another's. Simmonds tricked me to the bungalow, and he +paid the cost. He meant mischief. It isn't wise for any man to attempt +that sort of game with me." + +Lawless smoked in silence, and Denzil, under the pretext of getting a +light for his pipe, nudged his friend significantly. Van Bleit in his +excitement was giving himself away. + +"Well, anyway," Van Bleit resumed more collectedly after a pause, "he's +gone, poor devil! Let him Rip. My resentment doesn't cross the +border." He laughed. "I require a certain amount of the commodity this +side the Styx... most chaps do. I reckon you've got an enemy or so +yourself, Grit?" + +"I'm pretty well at enmity with all mankind," Lawless answered. "And my +greatest enemy, I take it, is myself." + +"That's rot," Van Bleit returned. "Every man has at least a sneaking +affection for himself, and no enemy entertains the slightest regard for +the object of his animosity." + +"There is something in that," Lawless agreed, and thought for a moment. +"Nevertheless, a man who makes enemies has an enemy in himself," he +added with conviction. "It is so much easier to win friends." + +"My experience hasn't tended to that conclusion," Van Bleit replied. +"Friends are like the diamonds men dig out of the bowels of the earth at +great expense of time and labour, valuable on account of their +scarcity." + +"You've had some good friends yourself, Karl," Denzil interposed with a +wink. "Take Lawless, for instance. How many men would stay on in this +God-forsaken hole solely to accommodate another?" + +"There wasn't much sacrifice in that," Lawless replied. "The house is +mine till the end of the month. So long as I can get anyone to bear me +company there isn't any incentive to leave it. When you go I clear out +also. I can't stick it here alone. The place has served its purpose. +I've had a good time on the whole. But, as anyone can see, it's not +intended for a single man. In all these weeks I haven't seen a soul +besides yourselves, except for a party of prospectors who outspanned one +night." + +He rose and knocked the ash from his pipe. Away in the distance he had +seen a pinpoint of light like a dull star low down upon the horizon, and +he knew that Tottie had lighted her candle in the lonely hut a quarter +of a mile away. He planted himself between Van Bleit's vision and the +hut. + +"It's getting chilly," he said. "I've no particular fancy for watching +the stars: Have you?" + +"No," Van Bleit answered, and he and Denzil rose and accompanied their +host indoors. + +"It's a dashed sight more comfortable inside," he remarked. + +Lawless drew the outer door to and fastened it. Neither of them had +observed that pinpoint of flickering yellow light that was more like the +elusive glimmer of a firefly than the luminous brilliance of a star. He +wondered how he would have explained it had they remarked on the +unexpected illumination in the hut. + +CHAPTER NINETEEN. + +The following morning Lawless suggested a ride as the only entertainment +he had to offer. There were only two mounts, he explained, and looked +at Van Bleit. Van Bleit remarked that it would be fairly slow for the +third man. + +"Let's take our guns and tramp," he said. "There ought to be something +in that bush yonder." + +"There isn't," Lawless answered. "I've been there myself." + +"It would give some sort of object for the walk," Van Bleit observed. + +"I can loaf about here very well by myself," Denzil put in obligingly, +missing the venom of the glance Van Bleit shot at him, a glance that +Lawless intercepted and read aright. Van Bleit was not minded to trust +himself alone in his company. There was not a shadow of doubt in his +mind any longer that the Dutchman was suspicious of his intentions. It +remained for him to lull those suspicions if possible. + +"Come on, Karl," he said. "Take your gun with you if you're keen on +potting things. But don't expect much. I've been over the ground too +often to hamper myself with carrying a gun. I'll leave the killing to +you. Sure you don't mind?" he asked, turning to Denzil. + +"Not in the least. I'll potter about here. It's more in my line." + +Van Bleit did not like the arrangement, but he went. When a man has a +gun loaded in both barrels slung across his shoulders, and a revolver +charged in all six chambers in his right-hand pocket, he is fairly well +provided against attack. It amused Lawless to observe how careful his +companion was to ride on his left, and how persistently he kept his +right hand in his pocket. He rode himself with both hands quite as +ostentatiously displayed on the reins. Whenever he moved the right in +the performance of the most simple office he was conscious of being +observed until he returned it to its position on the rein. The +knowledge that Van Bleit distrusted him gave him a peculiar sense of +satisfaction. It was more to his liking to outwit a rogue who was +prepared than to take advantage of a man's trust. He was glad to feel +at this stage that they faced one another as foes. + +During that ride, between the fragments of conversation, Lawless decided +that on some such expedition as the present he would lead Van Bleit to a +given place, and, with Tottie's assistance, overpower him and get hold +of what he wanted. In view of the shortness of the time in which to +carry out his designs, it was necessary to put his plans into prompt +effect. He determined upon seeing Tottie that night. He would slip out +when the others were asleep and make his way to the hut. Then, if he +could induce Van Bleit to fall in with his arrangements in the morning, +success would be fairly assured. His policy in the meantime was to +allay Van Bleit's suspicions. In this he had succeeded fairly well so +far. On the homeward journey Van Bleit rode most of the way with his +right hand on his thigh; and once, Lawless noticed, when he plunged his +own right hand into his pocket his companion did not appear in the least +apprehensive. However much he doubted him, it was plain he had given up +all thought of treachery on that occasion. + +"I suggest we stick indoors and play cards this afternoon," Van Bleit +proposed when they got back. He swung his heavy frame out of the +saddle. "It's warm," he said. + +Van Bleit was lucky at cards. He played for high stakes; it was one of +his varied methods of obtaining a livelihood. Certainly that afternoon +he became no poorer. He and Denzil between them swept in the stakes. + +"We'll give you your revenge," he said to Lawless. + +And after supper they resumed their game and played far into the night. +It was Lawless who eventually insisted on leaving off. He had been +chafing for some time, thinking of his thwarted plans. Van Bleit, he +knew, was likely enough to play through into the dawn. He pushed back +his chair at last and rose. + +"If you fellows don't want any sleep," he said, "I do. We've another +day before us." + +Van Bleit laughed, rose, and stretched himself with a huge yawn. + +"Late, is it? I never regard the time I spend over cards--or women," he +said. He finished his glass of whisky and scooped in his gains. +"To-morrow I'll give you a chance of winning some of this back." + +Lawless lighted the candles. + +"Right!" he said. "I have a feeling that the luck is on the turn." + +"Then you ought to play on... She's a fickle jade, and will change her +mind in the daylight." + +"I'll risk that. A man can't be expected to play cards if he's dead +asleep." + +Lawless' look of alertness when he was alone in the bedroom belied the +plea of fatigue. He made such sounds and preparations as he deemed +suitable for a man retiring to rest, and kicking off his boots, blew out +the light, and flung himself dressed upon the bed. He listened intently +to the sounds from the adjoining room. The jerky scraps of conversation +between the two men were perfectly audible to him. It was rather like +people talking in the same apartment with a screen dividing them. It +would require the exercise of the utmost caution to leave the house +without arousing their attention. + +"Old Grit always had the rottenest luck at cards," he heard Van Bleit +mumbling. "But it's made up to him in other ways." + +And Denzil in a sleepy drawl replied: + +"Don't believe in luck... When a man gets a thing it's because he goes +for it in the right way." + +Van Bleit's response to that sapience was a grunted "Good-night." + +For a long while after they had ceased to talk Lawless lay still, +staring wide-eyed into the darkness, until by the continued silence,-- +the heavy soundlessness that enwrapped the house like some listening +mystery, he judged the two men were asleep. Nevertheless, it was very +warily he slipped his stockinged feet to the floor and then stood up. +Noiselessly, one step at a time, feeling his way in the darkness with +the unerring judgment of a man who has already in the light measured the +distance carefully from wall to wall, he crept towards the door. +Cautiously as he proceeded, his hand came in contact with the rickety +washstand, and in the general hush the noise he made, though slight +enough, sounded tremendous in his imagination. It brought him up all +standing, the pulses in his ears beating like so many hammers. He +remained quite still and almost held his breath while he listened for +the faintest movement from the next room, where Van Bleit and Denzil lay +in the dark waiting, as he waited, until they felt the time was ripe for +discussing certain plans of their own. + +Perfect silence reigned. + +Lawless drew a slow breath of relief. There was no sound in the +stillness other than that dull hammering of pulses in his ears. The +noise he had made, he rightly conjectured, was not so audible as he had +feared. But he did not mean running any risks; and so he remained where +he was, rigid, waiting, listening, while the minutes slipped away, and +the silence, heavy, portentous of lurking evil, remained absolutely +unbroken. + +He was about to advance a further step when an extraordinary +interruption occurred. Stealthily, as though the striker sought to +stifle the sound, a match was rubbed lightly against its box, and the +next instant a light shone through the chinks in the partition, and from +the sounds Lawless judged that someone was getting off the bed, and that +in so cautious a manner as to suggest that whoever it was he was anxious +not to be heard. For a few moments Lawless suspected that his own +movements had aroused attention, and he waited, quiet-eyed and grim, for +the next move in the game. But after a while he began to think that he +was altogether mistaken. The occupants in the next room were as anxious +as he had been not to be overheard. They were whispering together, and +one of them moved stealthily across the floor, and a sound that was like +the crackle of paper reached Lawless' ears. + +With even greater caution than he had used to cross the floor to the +door he now retraced his steps and softly advanced towards the glimmer +of light that showed through the chinks in the partition. He put his +eye to the biggest crack. Van Bleit stood in his pyjamas beside the bed +facing Lawless, a sealed packet, the sight of which gave the watcher a +queer start, in his hand. He was speaking to Denzil, who, sitting up in +bed, listened attentively with his eyes on the speaker. Van Bleit spoke +in so low a tone that had he been facing the other way it was doubtful +that Lawless could have heard. As it was he only made out part of what +was said. + +"I daren't risk it," Van Bleit was murmuring. "I don't trust him... +ride this morning... If it hadn't been that I was armed he would... +letters must be got out of this..." + +He began to speak more slowly and with greater distinctness. + +"We'll wait for the dawn... there's no hurry. If he hears you, I'll say +you have gone for a ride before breakfast... out of the window... no +need to make a noise... ride slowly for the first half-mile, and keep +going towards the bush. If he should happen to catch sight of you, he'd +never suppose you were making for the town. I may be quite out in this, +of course, but I have my suspicions... satisfied when those letters are +safely out of..." + +Lawless caught nothing more. But he had heard enough. He saw Denzil +take charge of the packet, and he caught sight of the butt of a revolver +sticking out obliquely from beneath the pillow. + +He drew back softly, and smiled grimly to himself in the dark. Van +Bleit in his eagerness to save the letters from falling into his hands +was deliberately placing them there. The wily scoundrel had overreached +himself. + +He stepped softly back to the bed, and lying down, waited for the dawn. +It seemed long in coming. And when at last the first pale glimmer of +light showed wanly in the sky he began to think that sleep had overcome +his companions. There was no stir from within. He lay quite still, +listening. After a while he fancied, but could not be sure, that he +heard someone moving. He listened more attentively. Without a doubt +someone was pattering about the floor in bare feet while he struggled +into his clothes as noiselessly as possible. He heard the window-sash +slide open, and raising himself and looking out, saw Denzil drop from +the low sill and pass beneath his window. He gave him time to reach the +stable and saddle a horse. Then he got up quietly and made his careful +exit by the door. + +Once outside his movements were less cautious. He hurried to the +stable, and saddling the second horse, started in pursuit. He rode +behind the house, trusting that Van Bleit if he heard would ascribe the +sounds to Denzil, and followed the directions he had heard given in the +whispered instructions of the previous night. + +It was not long before he descried his quarry. Denzil was riding +easily, as a man rides for exercise with no particular object in view. +He did not once turn his head to look back, but jogging quietly on his +way made steadily for the dense cover behind the hut. Lawless quickened +his pace and overtook him about a mile from the house. On hearing +someone behind him Denzil looked round, and reining in his horse waited +for him to come up. + +"Hallo!" he said, a trifle uneasily, it seemed to Lawless. "You're +early astir. I thought I had the day to myself." + +"Any objection," Lawless asked, "to a companion on your ride?" + +Denzil laughed awkwardly. + +"On the contrary," he said. "I hate riding alone. But I thought you +chaps were dead asleep. This to my thinking is the best time of the +day." + +"Yes," Lawless agreed. "I usually ride before the sun is up." + +They drew abreast, and walked their horses alongside the dense bush. +Denzil talked continuously as a man might who was ill at ease and +anxious to gain time. It was evident to Lawless that he scented danger, +and would gladly have been without his companionship. Once or twice he +looked about him furtively, as though some idea of flight possessed his +mind; but either his nerve was not equal to the attempt or the +possibility of being mistaken in his deductions suggested the prudence +of awaiting developments. + +The development, when it came, was startling and unpleasant. + +He had been looking about him in his furtive, shifty, nervous way, as +though wishful yet fearful of attempting escape, when suddenly facing +about, impelled by some force other than conscious volition, he found +himself staring blankly into the shining barrel of a revolver. + +"If you so much as lift a finger," Lawless said coolly, "I'll blow your +brains out. Halt!" + +The horses came to a standstill. Lawless, still covering the other man, +freed his foot from the stirrup and swung himself out of the saddle. + +"Dismount!" he said, standing with the rein over his left arm, the right +raised with the revolver gripped in his hand. + +Denzil reddened, but complied with the curt command. + +"What's your game?" he stuttered, as he stood on the veld facing that +business-like weapon at uncomfortably close quarters. "What are you up +to?" + +"Hands up!" Lawless said. And Denzil, alarmed and reluctant, held his +hands high above his head. + +"I'll not keep you in that undignified and uncomfortable position longer +than necessary," Lawless went on. "It depends upon yourself how long +you have to endure the annoyance. You have in your possession a packet +of letters which it is my intention to relieve you of. You will save me +trouble, and yourself continued inconvenience, by telling me in which +pocket I shall find what I require." + +"Oh! that's it, is it?" Denzil smiled uneasily. "You might have spared +yourself trouble. Van Bleit has the packet. He wouldn't trust it with +me." + +Lawless dropped the rein, leaving it hanging down in front of the +forelegs after the Colonial custom with standing horses, and advanced +upon the speaker. + +"If you waste my time by lying," he said, "I'll shoot you. Which pocket +is it in?" + +Denzil's eyes snapped; but he was too genuinely alarmed at the cold feel +of the revolver against his temples to attempt further procrastination. + +"Breast... right-hand side," he answered shortly. + +"This spells ruin for me," he muttered, as Lawless plunged his left hand +inside his coat and drew out the sealed packet Van Bleit had given into +his charge in the bedroom a few hours before. "I don't know how I'll +face Karl. He'll be for shooting me himself." + +"He's had one escape from hanging," Lawless responded drily; "he'll not +risk a second." + +He withdrew to a short distance, briefly examined the packet, and +slipped it into his own breast pocket with an extraordinary sense of +exultation. He had succeeded where others had failed. He had boasted +to Colonel Grey that he would get the letters or kill his man, and here +were the letters that had cost so much safely in his possession... + +He walked to where he had left his horse standing, and putting his foot +in the stirrup, vaulted into the saddle. Then he gathered up his rein, +and caught at the rein of the other horse. + +"You can lower your hands," he said; "but be careful what you do with +them; I'm not uncovering you yet." + +Denzil dropped his hands to his sides, and watched with considerable +interest the movements of the man who had so completely outwitted him. + +"You are leaving me to tramp it, I suppose?" he said. + +"I'm depriving you and Van Bleit of the means of following me," was the +brief answer. + +"Van Bleit will never believe how entirely you surprised me," Denzil +returned dejectedly. "He'll think I ought to have stuck to the packet +at all costs. Man, I wonder if you know the value of what you've got +there? Look here! ... Stop a bit!" ... His manner became eager and +confidential. "Can't we do a deal, you and I? ... Let me stand in with +you--or, better still, give me a sum down, and I'll let you into the +know how to work those letters to the best advantage... What do you +say, eh?" + +"What I have to say won't interest you," Lawless replied. "If I hadn't +passed my word, I wouldn't touch the damned letters, and the first thing +I mean to do with them is to get rid of their charge... But not to +you... If you had your deserts you would find yourself on the +breakwater. Now, march!" he added. "Turn your back, and keep going." + +He had hardly issued the order when something happened that put an +altogether different aspect upon the face of things. Inexplicably, he +saw Denzil grinning as he abruptly turned about, and the next moment +something hurtled through the air and fell about his shoulders, +tightening with a suddenness that pinned his arms to his sides. The +revolver flew from his hand, and simultaneously he was jerked violently +out of the saddle. He fell heavily to the accompaniment of raucous +laughter, and, lying on the veld, straining impotently at the cords that +held him, he realised with bitter mortification that Karl Van Bleit had +securely lassoed him by a cowboy trick he was an adept in. + +CHAPTER TWENTY. + +"Check number two, Master Grit Lawless!" + +Van Bleit stood over his victim with a smile of satisfaction widening +his features, the end of the long rope which he had used to such purpose +coiled upon his arm. He took a shorter length from his pocket and +tossed it to Denzil, who, in thorough appreciation of the trick, was +still laughing immoderately over the discomfiture of the man who had +believed himself upper dog. Lawless sat up and swore vigorously. + +"Fasten his wrists," Van Bleit commanded. + +He twirled the ends of his moustache complacently while he watched the +execution of this order, and offered a few suggestions for the more +efficacious tightening of the bonds. + +"Oh! you can squirm as much as you like," he said. "You are about as +helpless as a trussed fowl." + +When Lawless' hands were securely bound behind him, Van Bleit loosened +the noose that had tightened until it stopped the circulation, and drew +the loop over the captive's head. Then he picked up the revolver that +lay on the veld and sat down facing him. He was enjoying himself +immensely. The security of his position as captor, Lawless' utter +helplessness, and the certainty of no outside interference, completed a +situation which, having no element of risk about it, appealed to him +amazingly. He rested his right elbow on his knee, and levelled the +revolver at Lawless' breast. + +"It would be so simple and so safe to settle you for ever," he remarked +pleasantly, "that I wonder I don't do it... Denzil, just hobble those +left-overs from the Ark. We shall need them presently. They look as +though they'd stand till the crack of doom, but there's just a chance +that if this revolver should happen to go off we might lose them, and +that would be awkward. When you have done that you can relieve +long-eared Grit of what he sneaked from you." + +Lawless set his teeth and said nothing. He was beginning to understand +that while he had been busy trying to devise a trap for Van Bleit, the +Dutchman had got ahead of him, and that in so wily a manner that he had +not had the faintest suspicion of trickery when he had listened at the +partition with his eye to the crack. And yet the mere lighting of the +candle should have warned him... There would have been no need for a +light had it not been intended that he should see. He cursed his folly +for tumbling into a pit the digging of which he had been permitted to +witness. And the letters! ... The letters that he had been allowed to +handle, that he believed he had got so secure... + +When Denzil bent over him and drew the sealed packet from his pocket, he +made a frantic but futile effort to burst the bonds that fastened his +wrists. The rope, already uncomfortably tight, cut into the flesh and +caused such pain he was fain to desist. Denzil dangled the packet +before his face, jeering, then he gripped it tighter and struck him with +it across the eyes. + +"One day," Lawless said grimly, "when my hands aren't tied, you'll pay +for that." + +Van Bleit laughed loudly. The bully in him enjoyed watching aggression +that feared no retaliation. To strike a man with his hands tied was +infinitely amusing. + +"Thought you had a wonderful find in that packet, eh?" he sneered. +"Going to make your fortune--were you?--in another man's gold mine." + +"I shouldn't have objected to that idea so much," Denzil interposed in a +tone of deep disgust. "But he wouldn't confess to that... He was +posing virtuous." + +"Ah!" returned Van Bleit, grinning. "Looks virtuous, don't he? ... Job +on his rubbish heap! Well, it may ease his virtuous mind to know that +so far as the value of that packet is concerned he might be allowed to +keep it. It's a fake, old man... got up for your amusement, and that of +other fellows of an inquiring turn of mind. Almachtig! you don't +imagine I'm so green as to carry around letters that are worth a +fortune?" He snapped his fingers in derision. "For a cute boy, Grit, +you are surprisingly credulous. Those letters that so many mouths are +watering for are safe--where you won't get them. I don't cart them +round in my suit-case." + +He laughed again at the expression of Lawless' face. + +"Sold all round, eh? Lord! ain't it funny?" + +Then, his mood changing suddenly, he fell to scowling, and eyed Lawless +malevolently above the revolver that still pointed direct at his heart. + +"You fancy because Tom Hayhurst got hold of them once, it's any man's +job. Well, it isn't. And Tom wouldn't have had the chance, only I was +fool enough to bring them from Jo'burg to Cape Town. I deserved to lose +them for not leaving them safe where they were. But I'm not taking any +further risks. That packet of dummy letters is all I carry about... +And I carry them with a purpose--the purpose of discovering such +treacherous scoundrels as yourself. You're in Grey's pay. I know +that... I found it out long ago. And you profess friendship for me... +start out to win my confidence with the intention of robbing me--killing +me, perhaps. You deserve to pay dearly for that. I've half a mind to +shoot you... I'll punish you somehow." + +He got up, and, pocketing the revolver, approached menacingly. Lawless +watched him in silence. Van Bleit, it was clear, meant mischief; and he +was powerless to defend himself, incapable of hitting back. The +knowledge of his helplessness galled him unspeakably. To have had his +hands free! ... just his bare hands, and nothing more... + +"It's a safe game you're playing," he observed drily. "If I faced you +with my bare fists you wouldn't take this tone." + +"Safe game or not," Van Bleit shouted, "I'm going to punish you, my boy. +There's a treatment for treachery that has been found efficacious +before." + +He snatched at a riding-whip which one of the men had dropped, and +struck the strong quiet face he hated again and again with it, raising a +dozen weals on the thin tanned cheeks. One blow cut Lawless' lip open, +and the blood spurted out and ran down his chin, and stained the blonde +moustache. At each blow he winced though he made no sound, but the +wince gave Van Bleit immense satisfaction. The score he had to pay off +against this man was heavy. To his influence he attributed the coldness +of Zoe Lawless... That could only be expatiated with his life; but the +taking of human life meant a risk Karl Van Bleit would not again lightly +undertake. He had a morbid horror of the hangman's rope since it had +dangled so perilously near his own neck. + +When he had flogged Lawless in the face, he flogged him again across the +shoulders with even greater venom. This being borne without flinching, +soon ceased to amuse him, and he flung the whip from him with an oath. + +"That's enough for the present, damn you! If we meet again you'll know +what to expect. I shan't spare your life a second time... It's almost +a pity," he reflected, inclination weighing against discretion, "to lose +this chance of quieting you. Who's to know if I settle your account for +ever?" + +For the next few seconds Lawless felt his life hung in the balance. His +whole being revolted against the thought of death at this man's hands +without ever a chance of repaying the insult he had suffered. If his +life were spared that day he vowed he would never rest until he had +squared their account finally. Some idea of this probability seemed to +possess Van Bleit, and inclined him strongly toward committing the foul +deed he contemplated; but Denzil, the more timorous, stood out against +murder. + +"There are the horses, Karl," he urged... "Any amount of awkward +questions may be asked." + +"All right," Van Bleit said shortly. "We'll leave him as he is. It +will take him all he knows to worry his hands free." + +He struck his foe again in the face with his open hand, and turning +away, walked towards the horses. He mounted, and Denzil following his +example, they rode off, leaving their victim seated on the veld, his +wrists securely bound, without, so far as they knew, any prospect of +freeing them, and with no available means of pursuit. It was a safe +game, as Lawless had said. + +He remained seated until they were out of sight. Not on any +consideration would he have given Van Bleit the satisfaction of watching +him rise and proceed on his way with his arms in their present +undignified position. When the two men finally disappeared from view he +got up, and walking painfully, for the fall from his horse had injured +him, made his way slowly back towards the hut. The riders had passed +quite close behind it after climbing the rise, little guessing that it +was tenanted. The noise of the horses' hoofs awoke Tottie. She rubbed +her eyes, and half sat up, and so, resting on her elbow, remained still, +listening, till the sounds died away in the distance and complete +silence reigned once more. No suspicion crossed her mind that anything +was amiss. + +"Grit's early astir," her thoughts ran as she settled down to sleep +again. + +She was half-wakeful, half-dozing, when something happened that roused +her fully and brought the languid eyes open with a jerk. Abruptly, +without warning, the light from the doorless exit was obscured, and a +man's figure, bending from the waist, entered, and, straightening +itself, stood upright, looking uncertainly about with eyes unaccustomed +to the dimness, upon unfamiliar surroundings. + +Tottie sat up on her improvised mattress of bush and dried rushes and +stared in amaze at the appearance presented by the intruder. The +swollen, inflamed face with the ugly weals across it was scarcely +recognisable, the blood running down the chin on to the front of his +shirt gave it a savage, even a sinister look, that was strangely +repellent. She wondered why he made no effort to wipe the blood away, +and noticed that he kept his hands behind him, but did not realise that +this was owing to compulsion, until he turned suddenly about and +requested her shortly to undo the "damned knots." + +"Good God! Grit," she said, "what's happened?" + +"Van Bleit's scored this time," he answered. "It's first game to him... +But the rubber isn't won yet. I've merely got my deserts for being a +gullible idiot." + +She worked at the knots with her teeth, and after a while unbound his +raw and bleeding wrists and flung the rope to the floor. + +"My word! but they've used you ill," she said... "If I'd only +guessed..." + +Lawless made no response. He was peering with half-blinded eyes at a +huddled object on the ground that he had taken for a bundle of old rags, +but now that his sight was growing used to the obscurity discovered to +be the sleeping form of a native woman, who lay curled up against the +mud wall, like an animal, with her superb arms flung high above her +head. She was either fast asleep or feigning slumber, for she made +neither sound nor movement, but lay like a dead woman, save for the +gentle rise and fall of her bosom under the ochre blanket that formed +its sole covering. + +"What is the meaning of that?" he said sternly, pointing to the +recumbent figure, his burning gaze on Tottie's face. + +She laughed with a slight embarrassment. In the surprise of his entry +she had forgotten that the woman was there. + +"Oh! that's all right," she answered jerkily. "Couldn't turn her out, +you know... The hut belongs to her--in a way. She happened along the +first evening, and was for running like a scared rabbit at sight of me, +but,"--Tottie laughed again. "Even a nigger is companionable," she +said. + +Lawless looked hard at her. + +"She's raw," Tottie explained... "Zulu... only speaks her own tongue. +I know a few words, and so we rub along." + +"And her belongings?" Lawless asked. "Has it occurred to you that +there's a nigger husband somewhere? If she makes this place her home +she doesn't live alone here." + +"He hasn't shown up so far," Tottie answered comfortably. She touched +significantly a holster at her waist. "I'm not scared of niggers, +Grit." + +"Well, it doesn't matter," he said. "You've done with this. Van +Bleit's gone--Denzil too... And they've taken the horses. It's twenty +miles to the town, but we've got to do it." + +Tottie looked thoughtful. + +"There's a nearer way than that, baas," she said. She jerked her head +in the direction of the sleeping native. "There's some sort of a farm +within reasonable walking distance... _She_ makes the journey for sour +milk. They'd let us have a conveyance if we paid enough, I expect... +It's better than tramping, anyhow. We'll rouse her, and make her show +us the way." + +She stood up, shook out the folds of her skirt, and surveyed herself in +the glass she had brought from the house and hung by a nail on the wall. +One cheek was hectic with artificial colour, the other, on which she +had been lying, was white and red in streaks. + +"What a guy!" she murmured. "I'll need to repair the ravages before we +start, old man... You wouldn't look any the worse for a wash yourself." + +She laid a hand affectionately on his arm. + +"We'll wipe out that score--you and I--pretty thoroughly. It's come to +a point now where I shall be able to help. It won't do for you to +follow him, because, plainly, he'll be expecting you. He'll be on the +look out. I don't know whether you've got a plan, but I have. We won't +follow him... He shall follow me." She chuckled wickedly. "I've +always had an idea I should elope with old Karl... You go back to Cape +Town, Grit, and leave this to me. When I've got him safely in tow, I'll +communicate with you, and you can drop down on us and finish him, if +necessary." + +Lawless regarded her earnestly. + +"How will you get on his trail?" he asked. + +She smiled significantly. + +"I'm going to turn up in the same town; then, if I know anything of him, +the pursuit will be all on his side. You must give me a cheque for +something killing in the way of a trousseau... I'll manage the rest." + +He appeared not altogether pleased with the arrangement. + +"You'll overplay the part," he objected. + +"You trust me," she answered confidently. + +"Besides, he doesn't carry the letters on him... He boasted this +morning that they were safely out of reach." + +She turned round from the glass to stare at him. + +"Then what's the good--Well, in any case," she finished, in the manner +of one who clinches an argument, "there's got to be a settlement over +that bashed face of yours." + +CHAPTER TWENTY ONE. + +Late that afternoon, with their scant belongings, Lawless and his +companion drove into Stellenbosch in the broken-springed buggy which, +after much persuasion, they had induced the owner of the farm to which +the Zulu woman had led them to hire out to them. + +The difficulty had arisen, not from disinclination to oblige a stranger, +but on account of having no spare hand to act as driver. In the end the +farmer drove them himself, not because he could best spare the time, but +because he knew he was least likely to waste it. He and a small son of +the house harnessed the horse, while Lawless looked on, and Tottie +waited in the shade of the stoep where the farmer's wife sewed, and eyed +her askance, responding distantly to her tentatives towards +conversation. + +Afterwards she observed to her husband: "I was glad you gave in over the +buggy. It was a relief when that woman was out of sight. One could +have grown a crop of mealies in the dirt on her face, only nothing so +wholesome could thrive in such rubbish. I didn't see her left hand +because she kept her gloves on; but if there was a wedding-ring on every +finger, I'd know she wasn't married to that man. It's one of those +cases one recognises by instinct." + +"The man's no good either," the farmer answered... "Been fighting-- +unless he drinks, and she mauled him like that when he couldn't defend +himself. She looks capable of it... She's fond of him too. Did you +notice how she helped him into the cart, seeing he was a bit sick?" + +"Oh, that!" The wife looked unconvinced. "She's probably afraid of him +when he's sober; he's a savage-looking man." + +"Well, I'm glad we're quit of them," he returned. "One's best without +neighbours if one can't have them respectable... But they paid me +well." + +"Ah! he's one of that sort," she responded... "more money than morals. +The want of money's a curse, and the having it is a curse as often as +not." + +"The latter," her husband said, smiling, "is a curse that would be to my +taste." + +She smiled too. + +"That's because you know you'll never have it, you old stodger, you." + +Lawless learnt on inquiry after arriving in Stellenbosch that Denzil and +Van Bleit had separated, the former having departed earlier for the +coast, while Van Bleit had left only a quarter of an hour before they +arrived. He had taken a ticket for Worcester. + +"That, then, is my destination," Tottie announced, when he told her the +result of his investigations. + +"Better take a ticket for a couple of stations beyond, and work your way +back to Worcester," he advised. + +"Not a bad idea," she returned readily. "But I'm going to stay a couple +of days here with you before running after Karl." + +"What for?" he asked. "It's losing time." + +"You're a bit keen to get rid of me, Grit," she said. + +He wheeled round abruptly and took her by the arm. + +"Don't get any of those fool ideas into your head," he said quickly. +"When we've put this job successfully through, we'll go on the spree +together--to Jo'burg, or anywhere you've a fancy for. You're a +first-class chum." + +She flushed with pleasure even through the paint, and emitted a little +awkward laugh. + +"I'd enjoy that more than enough. Just ourselves, and no need for this +fooling round. But I'd like to stay and do first aid for twenty-four +hours, anyhow... You won't go down to the coast with your face like +that?" + +"Then, stay," he said, giving in with the spiritless manner of a man +unequal to further contention. "I'll be glad enough of your company. +I'm stiff and sore and jolly well out of conceit with myself. If anyone +can reinstate me in my own opinion it's you." + +They put up at the hotel, and Tottie, whose ideas of first aid were +practical if crude, was only deterred from putting them into effect by +Lawless' irritable refusal to be touched. He bathed his sore and +swollen face himself with warm water, and swore at the stiffness and its +unfamiliar contours. In the morning the face was even less comfortable +than on the day of assault, and he could not see out of one eye. But he +was firm in insisting that Tottie should start on her journey. He +bought her ticket and saw her off by the train. She parted from him +reluctantly, and leaning half-way out of her compartment as the train +was moving out, called to him: + +"Go and see a doctor, Grit. I don't like that eye of yours." + +He nodded to her, and because he was in haste to be rid of the +inconvenience of his injury, took her advice; and for the next few days +was forced to go about wearing a shade, to his no small discomfort and +disgust. + +As soon as he was able to dispense with the shade he started for Cape +Town. + +A strong south-east was blowing when he reached the capital. The +pavements were greasy and wet, and the sticky thickness of the +atmosphere, laden with salt and a mist that swept in from the sea, clung +to his garments, and wetted his face and hair as with fine rain. He +took a cab and drove to his hotel. The management seemed relieved to +see him back. There had been several inquiries, and one or two letters +had arrived during his absence. These they could not forward, having no +address. + +He took the letters and went to his room with them. They were for the +greater part unimportant, bills most of them. There were one or two +personal communications, and one imperative epistle marked, "Private. +Please Forward," from Colonel Grey. The wording of it was brief: + + "Dear Mr Lawless,--I stand in urgent need of your services and + advice. Kindly report yourself at the earliest possible.--Yours + faithfully, F.W. Grey." + +Lawless glanced at the date of the letter; it was more than a month old. +He smiled drily. Doubtless Colonel Grey would consider it a tardy +response were he to present himself at the bungalow that night, and yet +there could be no more prompt compliance with a command. + +He changed his dusty garments, dined, and having no inclination for +walking on so damp and boisterous a night, hired a taxi and drove the +mile and a half to the quiet road where Colonel Grey's bungalow stood in +its wild, luxuriant garden behind the undipped hedges of plumbago. He +dismissed the taxi, and walking up the path to the stoep made for a +window where a light was burning, and tapped upon the glass. There was +an immediate response from within. Lawless heard someone move and walk +heavily across the floor, then the French window was flung wide, and +Colonel Grey himself stood in the aperture facing him with an expression +of cold surprise and inquiry in his look. + +"I got your letter," Lawless explained, "to-night. I am here in +accordance with the request contained in it." + +"Come inside." + +Colonel Grey moved aside for him to pass, and, closing the window, sat +down. It was not the same room in which Lawless had been received +before; that, on the other side of the hall, had been locked since the +shooting affray. He dropped into an easy-chair opposite his host. He +was tired with travelling and was glad to stretch his limbs, but the +older man, with his ingrained ideas of discipline, taking note of the +relaxed attitude, drew his own inference. He frowned as he sat +straighter himself. + +"After all this while I had given up every expectation of seeing you +again," he said in a curt manner that betrayed his disapprobation. "You +have not, I imagine, brought me any special news?" + +"I have not," Lawless answered. "All the happenings have been going +forward here during my absence. I have come to receive, not to give, +explanations." + +The frown on the Colonel's brow showed heavier and more fierce. He sat +forward and stared at the speaker, who, still relaxing his inert +muscles, lay indolently back in his chair. + +"Damn your impudence!" he said. "What do you mean by that?" + +"Why," asked Lawless imperturbably, "were you so anxious a month ago for +my services and advice?" + +"It was before Van Bleit's trial I wrote that letter... If you'd been +on the spot we'd have hanged the brute." + +"And why was my presence necessary to the carrying out of justice?" + +The Colonel pulled savagely at his moustache. He was thinking, not so +much of his present annoyance, but of the chance he believed had been +lost of getting hold of the letters. He had come to consider it a +practical certainty that had Lawless remained at his post success would +have been achieved. He looked at the thin, scarred face, at the +indolent grace of the outstretched limbs, and his strong sense of +indignation, of having been somehow defrauded, increased. He had paid +well for this man's services; he had a right to command them. + +"Plainly, I couldn't hang him before getting hold of the letters," he +said. "It might have been defeating my own ends. Had you been on the +spot--as I had every right to expect you to be--we could have recovered +them." + +"Do you happen to know where they are?" Lawless asked. + +"Denzil had them then... And Denzil without Van Bleit would be easy to +deal with." + +The man lounging in the chair suddenly sat up. + +"You've been misinformed," he said. "Denzil never had those letters at +any time in his charge. Van Bleit doesn't trust him... he's wise not +to. We've assumed too much because Hayhurst got hold of them once... +That is the first and only time Van Bleit has risked having them in his +possession. Those letters are safe--where you and I can't get them. +Van Bleit alone can touch them." He laughed shortly. "The search has +narrowed considerably since we met." + +"What the devil are you driving at? ... You talk as though you know +where the letters are," the Colonel said sharply. + +"So I do, man... They're in the Bank, of course." + +"In the Bank!" There was silence for a few seconds. Then in a voice +that had lost its quick tone of authority Colonel Grey asked quietly: +"How do you know?" + +"Know! I don't know... And yet I do know. Where would _you_ keep +important papers that you feared might be stolen? ... where would I? ... +In the Bank, of course. I wonder we never thought of it before. It +was Hayhurst misled us. Because he got hold of them, we took Van Bleit +for a fool--which he isn't... Scoundrel every inch of him, but no fool. +I had it from himself that the letters were safe from us. He didn't +mean to give me a clue... I jumped to it. I've had him staying with me +since his acquittal." + +He laughed mirthlessly at the expression of astonishment in his +listener's face, and, as though the recollection of his recent meeting +with Van Bleit excited him, got up from his chair and took a turn the +length of the room, and then came back. + +"I thought I had a good game on... that I had only to get hold of Van +Bleit and the letters were mine," he said. "You nearly upset my plans +by that unexpected move of yours which cost so dear in the end... As it +chanced, it wouldn't have mattered had you frustrated them altogether. +What made you interfere, as you did, when you had entrusted me with the +affair?" + +He paused in front of the Colonel, and waited for his answer, regarding +him fixedly with his keen, penetrating eyes. The Colonel appeared, not +so much unequal, as disinclined to reply. + +"I thought you had lost your head," he said at last. "Your manner of +leaving Cape Town was not calculated to inspire confidence." + +"And that's the reason you failed to pay the amount agreed upon into my +account last month?" + +"That was my reason--yes." He stared back into the dominating, +inscrutable grey eyes, and his own were stern and unyielding. "You've +come to me to-night with a request for more money, I suppose?" + +"I have. I'm short--in debt, in fact. I must have something at once to +go on with." There was a perceptible pause. The Colonel ended it. + +"I'm not paying for work that isn't performed," was his curt response to +this appeal. "You'll have to satisfy me that you are earning your pay +before you get anything further. Suppose you give an account of what +you have done up to the present,--of what you purpose doing in the near +future that justifies a further outlay. There has been nothing but a +verbal agreement between us, which is no more binding on one side than +on the other--save for the final agreement you hold for a sum down when +you deliver, or cause to be delivered, the packet of letters into my +hands. When I undertook to make you a monthly allowance, it was on the +understanding that you pursued your quest with conscientious +persistence; there was no question of leisure for the following of your +amusements. I have not been exacting in demanding hitherto a full +account of service rendered in exchange for money received. It has +occurred to me that you might have given a fuller account than you have +done unasked." + +"Probably I should have," Lawless replied, "had I not been perfectly +aware of the distrust with which you regard me, which you have never +succeeded in controlling or concealing since you first engaged my +services. You have--whether intentionally or not, I can't say--insulted +me more than enough. You have openly questioned my honesty. And you +expect me to swallow all that--for a consideration... And I do swallow +it... Why? ... I hardly know... For the consideration, perhaps." + +He moved away to the window, halted there, and turned sharply upon his +heel. + +"You want to hear what I've done," he said, coming back, and hovering +uncertainly between a small table on which a lamp burnt and the chair +from which he had risen. He was too excited to seat himself. Colonel +Grey watched him curiously, the old struggle between liking for the man +and distrust of him still battling for the supremacy. It was odd that, +in spite of the distrust, in face of prejudice, the liking remained. +"I've been in the Stellenbosch district ever since leaving Cape Town--" + +"Alone?" interrupted the Colonel. + +"Not alone--no! ... I went there solely on your business--" + +"With a companion?" + +Lawless swore at this further interruption. + +"Damn it! ... yes," he answered almost violently.--"On your business-- +with a companion. And, what's more to the point, that same companion is +following up Van Bleit now." + +The Colonel leant forward and stared at the speaker aghast. + +"That--that _woman_!" he spluttered. + +"Have a care!" Lawless said curtly. "The agent that I have employed is +working for my sake, not for yours; and is likely to prove more +successful than either you or I could hope to be at the present stage of +affairs. Van Bleit recognises an enemy in me." + +"I won't have it," the Colonel shouted. "You were not justified in +employing an agent on your own authority... A--woman like that is not +to be trusted on such a delicate mission. The letters would be as +dangerous in her possession as they are in Van Bleit's... You are a +fool if you believe she would hand them over to you... She mustn't be +allowed to get hold of them." + +"She won't," Lawless replied calmly. "You forget, I tell you he hasn't +them in his charge." + +"How can you possibly be sure of that? ... And if it's true, where's +the use in following him?" + +"At our first meeting," Lawless reminded him, and took one of his short +sharp turns between the table and chair and back again, "when I +undertook this job, I told you that if I failed in getting the letters I +would kill your man... That's what I'm after now. I'm keener on it +than on anything else." + +Colonel Grey sat back in his seat and crossed one knee over the other. + +"You need reminding in your turn that you are not paid to follow your +inclination... Will you please go on with the story? I am curious to +learn how it came about that Van Bleit boasted to you that the letters +were out of our reach. What grounds have you for assuming such a +statement to be true?" + +"Grounds!" Lawless laughed again, with a savage sound in the mirth. +His mind had reverted to the scene on the veld in the early morning when +Van Bleit had sat with a revolver covering him, and a murderous finger +crooked round the trigger. "I have had what I believed to be those +letters in my hands--a dummy packet got up in order to trick me. I fell +into the trap with an ease that astounds me when I think of it. I've +been flogged like a Kaffir--by Van Bleit... bound by the wrists and +lashed." He touched his inflamed and injured eye. "I haven't recovered +the proper use of that yet," he said. "I doubt that I ever shall. What +little self-respect I had he has deprived me of... Perhaps that's why I +don't care a damn when you openly question my honesty. That's a full +report of my doings, up to the present. I am now waiting until my decoy +has got Van Bleit in tow--then I am going to face him again." + +He fell to pacing the floor once more with his hands clasped behind him, +and his eyes filled with an expression of uncontrollable hate. + +"When a man holds life cheaply--as I do,--when he's nothing to look +forward to, and very little to look back upon, he makes an ugly enemy... +You know something--not much, but still something--of my past. As I've +gone along Life's High Road there has been a hand occasionally to rest +in mine for a brief while; but at the first stumble it has been +withdrawn,--not one has ever clasped mine more firmly to help me over +the difficulties in the way... I'm not whining to you in self-excuse. +I've knocked up against hard facts all my life... I'm hard myself, +which may account for much. If it were not for a military training, I +should probably hit you in the face when you accuse me of applying to my +own use the money I have received from you. As it is, I ask you to +withdraw that charge. It's possibly the only creditable thing I have +achieved in life, but I have managed to steer clear of fraud." + +He put a hand in his breast pocket, and, withdrawing a notebook, took +from between its leaves a paper which he tossed upon the table. + +"There's the agreement you referred to a while since... You can tear it +across; it's not worth the paper it's written on. I'll stick to my part +of the bargain. I'll get the letters for you, if they're to be got. +But I want no other reward than the squaring of my account with Van +Bleit. For the rest--the funds to go on with--" + +The Colonel stopped him with a gesture, and, rising, crossed to a desk +near the window. He unlocked a drawer, took from it a cheque-book, and +drawing up a cheque in Lawless' favour, and signing it, passed it to him +with a pen to fill in the amount. Lawless supplied the figures. + +"The usual sum," he said... "And a month in arrears." + +Colonel Grey nodded. Then he re-locked the desk and rose. + +"I have doubted you," he said. "I admit it. But--" + +"Oh! what in hell does it matter?" Lawless interrupted roughly. "I +don't know why I have grown so suddenly sensitive on the point of my +honour... And what's the use of words? You would probably skirt the +question as nicely as a politician, but the fact remains--you distrust +me still." + +Later, when he was alone, the Colonel pondered the subject for an hour +while he smoked before retiring to bed. Did he absolutely distrust the +man? Were not his suspicions wearing down? He had no knowledge what +was wearing them--certainly not that ill-considered act on Lawless' part +in throwing up the formal agreement between them. He picked up the +agreement, but instead of tearing it across, he locked it away in the +desk. Its repudiation had been the final struggle after the respect he +had spoken of as lost to him on the part of one who had wanted above all +else to stand well in this man's regard, and who felt that he had failed +in that as in most things. + +CHAPTER TWENTY TWO. + +It is not only in the heroic moments of life that the depth of human +feeling is sounded; occasionally in the simple and seemingly commonplace +incident the stress of emotion is greater than at times of a higher +mental tension. Tragedy passes often unsuspected, and the eye of the +casual observer rests without recognition on many intimate crises in the +destiny of the race. It is well that this is so. The heart that is +wounded prefers to cover its scars, and the breast that holds a sorrow +carries usually a jealous dread of discovery. For the eye of the world +is unsympathetic towards what it fails to understand. As the searching +light of the sun reveals not only the beauties of life but all its +sordid inequalities, so the judgment of humanity rests upon the obvious +and appraises and condemns with relentless indiscrimination. When Eve +ate of the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil, she did not eat largely +enough. We recognise Good and Evil, but we miss the liner shades. + +It was but a commonplace incident that happened in the square close to +Parliament buildings on the morning following Lawless' return to Cape +Town, but for the two people concerned it marked a moment of intense +significance,--a moment during which for them their world stood still. +Quite a number of eyes witnessed the meeting, but in the slight +encounter there was nothing to excite the faintest interest or comment-- +merely the swift advance of a motor-car, to allow which to pass the tall +man with the scarred face, who was crossing the square at the moment, +was obliged to fall back a few paces, or risk being run down. The +occupant of the car looked straight into his eyes for the fraction of +time occupied in passing, and unsmiling, with white set face, slightly +inclined her head. He raised his hat, his own face quite as gravely +set, and standing where he was, with the dust of the road which the car +had raised upon his clothes, looked after it till it whirled out of +sight. + +"Beastly things!" a stranger remarked to him sympathetically... "Jolly +nice when you're in 'em, but spoil the roads for pedestrians." + +Lawless nodded, and stepping on the pavement pursued his way. The +spring sunshine poured warmly on the glaring white surface in the +square, and bathed in a yellow radiance the fine facades of the block of +buildings where the administrative affairs of the Colony are directed. +It was still blowing from the south-east, and little whirlpools of dust +rose in unexpected places, catching in their vortex any straying scrap +of paper, whirling it giddily and then ejecting it, or subsiding with it +in untidy heaps that the next gust disturbed and roused into fresh +activity. + +Lawless walked in aimless fashion along the street. Time, since he had +nothing to do but wait, hung heavy on his hands. The men he had known +before fought shy of him, less, he felt, for what he had done than the +public manner of the doing. If one sin, sin secretly, was their gospel. +And what he had done had been done in the light of day before the eyes +of all men. It is easy when one lives in the world to become a cynic. + +He left the busier thoroughfares and turned into the road that led past +the Weebers' house. There was one person in Cape Town, he knew, who +viewed his failures leniently, and just then he was curiously eager to +meet her. He had not sufficient effrontery to call at the house, but he +passed it slowly, and even retraced his steps and passed it a second +time, without, however, the result he had hoped for. Disappointed, he +returned to his hotel. + +It was a surprise encounter when eventually he met her. He was walking +along the road one afternoon towards Rondebosch when she overtook him on +her cycle as she had done once before, only on this occasion she was not +alone. Young Bolitho was riding with her, and they both carried tennis +rackets slung on the handlebars of their machines. + +She did not recognise him until her machine came abreast of him. She +had been unprepared for the encounter, not knowing that he was in Cape +Town, and when she met his glance she flushed hotly, and losing control +of her machine, swerved violently to one side. Bolitho swerved after +her, but she righted herself dexterously, and smiled into his anxious +face. + +"I'm getting off, Teddy," she said. "Don't wait for me. I'll probably +overtake you,--at any rate, I shan't be far behind... Ride on, please." + +He nodded, and only dimly understanding, and greatly troubled in mind, +kept on his course, while Julie slowed down her machine and alighted, +and waited for Lawless to come up. + +"You!" she cried, and held out her hand to him in glad surprise. + +He took the hand, pressed it warmly, and relieved her of the charge of +the cycle--the same old well-worn cycle he had wheeled for her before. + +"I didn't know you were back in town," she said, walking along beside +him with flushed, glad young face and smiling eyes. "You've come--to +stay?" + +"For a few days only," he replied... "I've spent three of them already. +I began to fear I should miss seeing you." + +"Oh!" she said, and gasped with consternation at the mere thought. "I +wish I'd known..." + +"I've been past the house a few times," he said. + +"And I never saw you! ... It was nice of you to take the trouble," she +added, blushing. + +"When a man counts his friends on the fingers of one hand--and then has +fingers to spare," he returned, looking into her eyes with a grave +smile, "he can't afford to overlook the truest of them." + +"Not the truest," she contradicted quickly, her thoughts unconsciously +reverting to a scene she was little likely to forget, when a woman with +beautiful tear-filled eyes held in her hands a portrait of this man, and +spoke of her wasted youth. + +Julie turned her face away from his and looked along the sunlit road. +She was wondering whether she could find the courage to tell him what +she knew. It was so difficult to talk to one towards whom, perhaps on +account of his reserve, she had always felt a certain shyness, of such +private and intimate things. + +"No!" he said quietly.--"A very true friend, then... And one I value +highly,--perhaps because I know that I have her regard quite +independently of any merit. A man doesn't prize his fair-weather +friends; it's the friends of his adversity he holds dear." + +"There is someone," Julie began, and hesitated, and then gathered fresh +courage and essayed again... "There is someone who--if you would let +her--would be the best friend you ever had... I don't understand why +you won't see it,--there are many things about you I fail to understand. +And I'm horribly afraid I'm going to annoy you. It's so impertinent to +interfere in other people's lives." + +"It's an impertinence a great many people are guilty of," he returned... +"I don't fancy, myself, it ever does much good." + +"You aren't going to be very severe with me, are you?" she pleaded. + +"I'm not in the least likely to be severe with you," he answered. "But +since you feel like that about it, why not leave it alone?" + +"Because," Julie replied bravely, "it's the saddest thing in all the +world that you shouldn't know what I do. I'm convinced you can't +know... You'd act differently if you knew." + +"You are a little mystifying," he said, and looked at her uncertainly. +"It sounds rather like a grammatical conundrum to which the key may be +found in the tense. I'm not good at riddles. If you want me to +understand, you'll have to take the plunge, and not stand shivering on +the brink." + +So Julie took the plunge, but took it after a feminine method, going in +by degrees with the instinctive aversion for putting her head under +water. + +"I'm speaking of someone," she said, "I've grown to know and to love... +I think she also loves me." + +"That wouldn't be very difficult," he interposed. + +"Because," Julie went on, as though there had been no interruption, "she +talks to me sometimes of intimate things." + +He stared at her. + +"You are not going to repeat her confidence to me, surely?" + +"Why, no," she answered. "But--I'm trying to explain." + +"You're doing it very badly," he said; and it occurred to Julie that he +was anxious to prevent her explaining more fully. But because this +thing mattered to her, mattered tremendously, she persevered. + +"I'm sorry for that," she said... "I so want you to understand. Please +try... And be a little patient with me. Once she spoke to me about +you. She didn't say much. But she had your photograph in her room, and +when she looked at it the tears were in her eyes. And then--" + +Julie broke off abruptly and searched about after words. He waited in +silence. She had at least succeeded in gaining his attention. But his +interest was not of an entirely agreeable order. A heavy frown +contracted his brows, and the grey eyes sought the dust of the road in +preference to her earnest face. There was that in the quality of the +dust that was seemingly absorbing. + +"She spoke of her wasted youth," the girl went on in a voice scarcely +above a whisper. "I wish--oh! how I wish I could give you some idea of +the sorrow in her voice,--the longing. She's proud. She tried to hide +her emotion. But I know." + +He turned towards her suddenly, making no pretence of misunderstanding, +though she had mentioned no name, to whom she referred. + +"You've allowed your love of romance to lead you astray," he said +curtly. "I am a better judge than you are in this matter." + +"Ah! now," she cried quickly, "I have angered you, and done harm." + +"Not so," he returned. "I shall cease to think of what you have told +me. You've jumped to a wrong conclusion, that's all. The friend you +speak of took away her friendship from me long ago. It was her own +doing. She would not thank you for your intercession." + +"You are hard," she said unexpectedly. The accusation hit him; it was +what he had recently called himself. "And you're wrong. I understand +better than you do--perhaps because I'm a woman, and have suffered +myself." + +"You are not a woman," he said, with sudden gentleness of manner. "You +are a child almost, and to children their sorrows appear +disproportionately great. As for suffering! ... Who among us can +expect to escape his share? And a little suffering is not harmful. The +human heart that hasn't been through the fire is inclined to be shallow. +All the pleasant pools in life are shallow; the great thoughts and the +great deeds come from the deep seas." + +They walked for a while in silence after his last speech. When they had +covered a few yards in this manner Julie stopped and offered to take the +cycle. + +"Teddy will be wondering what has become of me," she said. "We are +playing tennis this afternoon at Mrs Lawless'." + +He stopped also and held the machine for her. + +"I should like to see you again before you go," she added. + +"Every evening at about five o'clock I will pass your house," he +replied. + +She mounted and rode off, and Lawless, wheeling about, returned to the +city, his mind, for all his assertion that he would think no more of +what she had said, busy with the picture she had conjured up, a picture +which in his larger knowledge of the circumstances struck him as +exaggerated and unreal. + +Julie overtook Bolitho round the first bend. He had dismounted and was +waiting for her at the roadside. + +"I told you to go on," she said, when she came up with him. + +"I know," he answered. "But I preferred to wait." + +She slipped from her saddle to the ground, and, seating herself beside +him in the hedge, to the young man's intense embarrassment, dissolved +into tears. + +"Oh, don't, Julie!" he pleaded... "Don't! I will go on and leave you, +if you wish it, dear." + +"Silly!" she sobbed. "I don't wish it. You're the best fellow I ever +knew. Oh, Teddy! I'm so miserable. I've made a hash of things with +the best intentions in the world. There's nobody understands me, but +you. And you don't understand altogether." + +"If you'll give me the cue, I'll try," he declared earnestly, leaning +towards her and encircling her with his arm. "You know that I'd do +anything on earth to please you. Julie, my darling! I love you so, I +can't bear to see you cry." + +She suddenly sat up straighter, and laughed, and dabbed at her eyes. + +"I know," she said. "I know... Oh, goodness! what a scarecrow I must +look! And anyone might come along." + +She put up her hands and rearranged her hat. + +"Is it straight, Teddy!" she asked. + +"Yes," he answered, and looked her steadily in the eyes. + +"My dear, don't try to deceive me," he said... "Better hurt my feelings +now than later... If it's the other fellow who wins I'll go my way." + +"Stupid!" she cried, leaning her wet cheek against his shoulder. +"There's someone else for the other fellow--only he won't see it." + +"I can't blame him," Teddy answered, "when there's you." + +She laughed again. + +"There has never been me for anyone besides yourself," she said. "If I +lower the prize in your eyes by that admission I can't help it. And +there's still left to you the choice of grabbing your machine out of the +hedge and riding away." + +Teddy Bolitho sat gravely stiff and expectant. Beneath the light banter +of her manner he caught at a deeper note. + +"Julie," he said nervously, "will you--If you don't mean anything, for +God's sake I don't lead me to hope falsely... You know that I've loved +you for years with the whole force of my nature. There's no one else +for me though I live to be a hundred. I've met you... That's enough. +It's you or no one. I'm not much of a catch, but if you'll have me, +such as I am, I'll spend my life in trying to make you happy." + +"You make me happy as it is, Teddy," she answered quietly. "It is I who +will need to spend my life in trying to satisfy you." + +CHAPTER TWENTY THREE. + +Lawless' stay in Cape Town was so much longer than he had expected that +he began to fear Tottie had not been so successful as her vanity had led +her to suppose. He looked daily for news of her; but she was no hand at +corresponding; until she had something definite to tell him he knew she +would not write. + +In the end it was not a letter but a telegram that reached him. It had +been handed in at Ceres Road. Beyond this clue as to her whereabouts, +the contents told him little. + +"_go to junction hotel kraaifontein find instructions there tottie_." + +He hunted up the trains. There was nothing before the morning. He +packed a portmanteau in readiness, and sat down and wrote to Colonel +Grey. + +"Dear Sir,--I have received my summons. Am off up the line to-morrow. +Junction Hotel, Kraaifontein, will find me. I will keep you informed as +to my movements.--Yours faithfully, H. Lawless." + +"That will keep the old boy quiet for a time," he mused, and went out +and posted it himself. + +On turning away from the pillar-box he came face to face with Denzil. +It was the first time they had met since the memorable occasion on the +veld, and it was evident from the expression on their faces that that +last occasion was in the minds of both. The present encounter sprang +upon them unawares. Denzil had known that Lawless was in Cape Town, he +had written to Van Bleit to inform him of the fact; but he had not +happened across him before. He would have felt infinitely happier had +he not happened across him then. Doubtless he remembered Lawless' +words, when, having him at a disadvantage, he had struck him with the +packet of letters across the face. He fervently wished he had refrained +from allowing his feelings to get the better of discretion in the hour +of triumph. Plainly, that hour no longer endured. It was not +inspiriting to meet fully the man whom, when his hands were bound, he +had struck in the face, and recall his words that one day when his hands +were free he would repay the insult. + +He eyed the tall figure nervously, and quickened his steps. Lawless +glanced him over with a speculative eye. One blow from his fist would +have knocked him down. And he was sorely tempted to strike out, to +punish this miserable little cur who had dared to insult a better man +than himself. But it was against his policy to endanger his liberty at +that juncture; and to punish Denzil in the open street, with people +passing continually, and a policeman standing at the corner, was +courting arrest. And so he allowed his man to slip past him; but there +was in the keen grey eyes as they rested upon the foe such a look of +quiet prospective vengeance that, though he passed unmolested, Denzil +was not greatly reassured. It was a temporary let-off, he felt. + +He hurried on, and Lawless pursued his way in an opposite direction. +The evening was all before him. He decided that with the uncertain +promise of rest the following night held, he would turn in early and +take all the sleep he could procure. He might be glad during the next +few days of a reserve to fall back upon. He returned to his hotel to +dine. Against the kerb before the entrance a motor-car was stationed. +It occurred to Lawless that he had seen the car before; but it was not +until he entered the hotel that he realised its being there concerned +him in any way. A messenger was waiting for him in the vestibule with a +note. He had been waiting some time, and seemed immeasurably relieved +when Lawless came in. + +"It requires an answer, sir," he said, as he presented the note. + +Lawless ripped open the envelope, and withdrawing the contents, glanced +his eye down the page. + +"Very good," he said. "Tell Mrs Lawless I will be with her in about an +hour's time." + +The messenger looked at him calculatingly. + +"There's the car outside, sir. If you'd like it to wait--" + +"I shouldn't," Lawless interrupted curtly. + +He tipped the man and went to his room to dress. He wondered why she +should wish to see him, and recalled with an unaccountable irritation +what Julie Weeber had confided to him as the result of her unaided +observation. He had a natural antipathy towards scenes, and he disliked +above all things listening to a dissertation on his moral delinquencies. + +When he had dined he hired a taxi and drove to Rondebosch. He told the +driver to wait for him, and went inside the garden and up the path to +the door. His visit was expected. The servant who admitted him helped +him out of the light overcoat he wore to cover his dress suit, and +conducted him to the drawing-room, where Mrs Lawless waited to receive +him, pacing restlessly up and down, up and down, her face white even in +the warm glow of the lights, and her eyes darkly luminous in their pale +setting. + +She came to a halt when she heard his step in the hall, and took up a +book as though she would appear to occupy herself, but put it down again +with instinctive dislike towards posing. His step came nearer, she put +out a hand and grasped the back of a chair, gripping it tightly, her +nervousness painfully apparent in the trembling of her lips. + +And then the door opened... + +A sudden calm overspread her features at sight of him, her stiffened +attitude relaxed. The hand that had gripped the chair-back rested upon +it easily; the other, that hung clenched at her side, fell loosely open. +It seemed as though the appearance of this man for whom she had waited +in a state of great nervous excitement quieted her agitation, as though +his ready response to the summons that conflicting emotions had dictated +and held her back from sending before, brought relief. It was a very +composed and dignified woman that confronted Lawless' gaze, a woman +gowned simply in black, which suited her brilliant beauty, with a single +deep red rose at her breast where the slight opening revealed the +slender throat. + +He advanced into the room and stood quite close to her, looking steadily +into the dark glowing eyes. + +"I don't know whether this prompt response to your note is +inconvenient," he said. "But it was now or not at all. Had you left it +until to-morrow you would have missed me." + +"You are leaving Cape Town again?" she asked... "When?" + +"To-morrow morning." + +"And where do you go?" + +"Up the line," he answered... "Not very far." + +She flushed quickly. Some instinct told her that he was going to rejoin +the companion in whose society he had left Cape Town before. A chilled +look came into her eyes. It seemed that whenever she held out a hand +across the distances that separated them a great wall of his making rose +between them to divide them more certainly than before. And he +invariably made her aware of this wall at the very outset, so that her +every effort during the difficult interviews between them was but an +ineffectual hurling of herself against this impassable barrier. She +moved from behind the chair and seated herself. + +"I'm sorry," she said simply. "Won't you sit down?" He accepted the +invitation, and leaning back surveyed her with a thoughtful interest +that was critical rather than admiring, and intensely curious. She had +some purpose in sending for him, he supposed. He wondered, with a +slight impatience, why she distressed herself so unnecessarily. They +had come long ago to the parting of the ways,--it was a mistake to go +out of one's road in order that the paths should recross merely to +separate again. + +"I had no idea you would be leaving--so soon," she said. "I wasn't +aware you were in Cape Town until I passed you that morning in the car." + +"I had only just got back," he explained. + +"Afterwards I was sorry--that I didn't stop," she went on slowly, +labouring somewhat over the sentences. "But--I was surprised. And I +felt a little diffident about asking you to come out... I knew you +would come, of course... That's why, perhaps." + +"My only wonder is that you take the trouble," he returned. "Plainly, +you don't get any joy of it... And hasn't it ever occurred to you that +it's painful for me as well? My life hasn't been wholly without +regrets. You remind me of the old Inquisitorial system--continually +stretching a man on the rack for some imaginary good purpose. And you +rack yourself in the process... Where's the sense in it, anyway?" + +"I have thought," she said,--"I have tried--" + +She got up abruptly from her seat and turned her back on him and walked +slowly down the long room, and stood by the fireplace with her elbow on +the mantel and her face dropped on her hand. He remained seated where +he was, and leaning forward, his hands between his knees, watched her +with interest. She made a curiously striking and graceful picture, +standing there with her half-averted face, the warm lamp-light falling +on her black-robed figure. There was a restrained yet dramatic appeal +in her attitude that touched him, and in the long drooping line of neck +and shoulder as it was turned towards him was a suggestion of weakness +that commended itself to his masculine mind. She looked lonely, and +sad, he considered. + +"I know what you thought," he said. "I know what you tried to do. It +was praiseworthy in many respects... But it was too late. If you would +fashion the clay into a goodly shape you should hasten to do so while it +is pliable. When once it is set you can only break it." + +"You always make me feel," she said, without changing her position, +"that I am directly responsible for the waste of your life." + +"I don't admit that my life stands for waste," he replied coldly. + +She lifted her face, and turning it slightly looked steadily in his +direction. + +"Perhaps," she said, "I am not qualified to judge. I only judge from +what I see--from what I know you might have done if only you had willed +it. And now--" + +She looked away from him, and once more dropped her face upon her hand. + +"Hugh," she said, and her voice was so low as to be scarcely louder than +a whisper, "I asked you to come here to-night, because I felt that there +was much in the past on my side that needed your forgiveness. I was +hard... I see that now... When you wanted sympathy I failed you. And +things happened to separate us. Perhaps it was less your fault than I +imagined. But--there are certain things a woman finds it difficult to +pardon." + +"I have never blamed you," he interposed harshly. + +He too got up, but he did not follow her. He stood leaning against one +of the windows with his back to the outer air. + +"I have blamed myself," she answered gently,--"often." + +"You would," he said. "You're made like that. You'd bow your back to +any burden you believed it to be your duty to bear. But you needn't +imagine it your especial mission to undertake any burden on my account. +I wish from the bottom of my soul you could bring yourself to forget my +existence." + +"I can't do that," she answered... "I don't want to." + +She moved from her position and came to a standstill in front of him +with her hands locked together in an attitude that was like a +supplication in the nervous entwining of her fingers. + +"I want you to lead a life more worthy of yourself," she said... +"worthier of the man I knew and loved. Oh, my dear! if you only knew +how all these years you have been steadily breaking my heart... I can't +bear it... I can't bear it, that you should lead the life you are +leading... You are going back to that woman to-morrow... I know it. +Give her up, Hugh,--and this life of adventure,--for my sake--because I +ask it. Don't go to-morrow. I hate the thought of your going... Stay +here." + +"Impossible," he answered with quiet decision. "I am pledged. I must +go. I have no choice in the matter." + +Her hands fell apart. She made a quick, almost a despairing gesture. + +"And do I count for nothing in your life?" she asked passionately. "You +loved me once... in the years that are past--when you were younger. And +I was young too--a girl. Ah! life, life! How full of promise it seems, +and how each successive year fades and dims that promise! You were a +king among men to me then... And now--you lead the life of a common +adventurer, following reckless and dangerous enterprises, and enjoying +your idle moments after the manner of a loose liver. Oh! my God! need +this thing be? ... Why will you wantonly subjugate all that is fine in +your nature? It was those finer qualities in you that I loved, and you +are deliberately killing them." + +Lawless had drawn himself instinctively straighter under the shower of +words. He looked at her with hard, unresponsive eyes. + +"I have no use for that kind of love," he said coldly. "It is of no +human value. To love the imaginary saint in a man is not going to help +the man when you make the inevitable discovery that the saint isn't +there. If love is to be of any use it must be for the sinner as well." + +He went nearer to her, and laughed harshly when he observed how she drew +back involuntarily from his advance. + +"When you can bring yourself," he said, "to suffer my touch without +flinching; when you can feel glad for my lips to rest upon yours without +consideration for where last they may have rested; when you can love me +for myself--as I am--as you know me, a common adventurer, a profligate, +then we may wipe out the intervening years... not before." + +She was silent for a while after he had finished; and he knew that she +was considering what he had uttered with such brutal frankness, weighing +it in her mind. + +Presently she said, moistening her dry lips before speaking: + +"Will you promise not to go to-morrow? ... to break with the old life +finally?" + +"Bargain for bargain," he returned cynically. "You can't give freely, +you see." + +His face hardened, became more resolute. + +"I can't do what you ask... It is out of the question. I am pledged +irrevocably--promised. I can't draw back." + +She moved away with a gesture of bitterness, and with her back towards +him, stood, a reluctant tragic figure, with one hand on the back of the +chair where she had stood when he entered. + +"It is always the same," she whispered... "Always the same. Your +desires--the desire of the moment, first. I don't believe you ever +loved me, though at one time you professed so much." + +"At least, I did not love an ideal," he answered. "I loved the flesh +and blood that is you." + +She turned her head slowly and looked at him. + +"That is it," she answered bitterly... "The flesh and blood! ... The +fairness of the flesh... All that the flesh means you care for." + +"Oh! I'm materialistic," he admitted. "I've no fancy for falling in +love with a dream." + +He followed her, and took up his position again close to her, with his +hands behind him, looking steadily into her eyes. + +"Until I met you," he said, "I never realised how closely allied vice +and virtue are. You are so very virtuous that to knock up against your +purity flings a man back on himself and inclines him to the other +extreme. I've always looked on intolerance as a vice. ... You are +intolerant--most good people are. If only intolerance realised the +amount of evil it is directly responsible for! But you'll wonder at my +impertinence in preaching to you... Indeed, I wonder at myself." + +"Go on," she said hoarsely. "Perhaps--when you are gone--I shall +remember." + +"Good Lord!" he cried. "I don't want you to remember. Put me out of +your thoughts altogether." + +"Ah! if we could command our thoughts," she said. + +His face suddenly lost its hard look, a kinder light came into the keen +eyes. For a brief moment he rested a hand on the chair-back beside +hers, then, recollecting, as suddenly removed it. + +"When I go out of this room to-night," he said, "I go out of your life +finally. If you send for me again, I shall not obey the summons. God +knows, I have injured you enough... The least that I can do is to help +you to forget. This raking among the ashes is unprofitable. You can't +step down from your pedestal. I can't stand with you on the heights. +We look at life from different points of view, at different elevations. +You see things from a height that obscures your perspective; I look upon +life from a lower level, and behold its naked realities. What seems to +me natural, you would regard as gross. It is one of the essential +differences--only exaggerated--between man and woman. I can't see the +use in reviving through these unsatisfactory meetings all the stresses +we lived through in the past... I'll keep out of Cape Town as much as +possible, and when my job here is ended I'll leave the country." + +"There is no need for that," she replied in so low a voice that he only +just heard what she said. "I came out because I knew you were out here. +I wanted to see you. Now that I have seen you I shall go Home." + +She looked at him quite calmly and held out her hand. + +"Good-bye," she said, that was all. + +He felt grateful to her after he had left that she had spared him a more +emotional scene. Could he have looked back into the room when he was +speeding towards Cape Town he would have known that the emotion had +merely been held in check. + +CHAPTER TWENTY FOUR. + +Lawless reached Kraaifontein to find that there was neither word from +nor sign of Tottie. No person answering Tottie's description had been +seen in the neighbourhood recently. + +He engaged a room at the hotel and prepared to wait. Plainly, Tottie +had not found Van Bleit come to heel as readily as she had supposed. He +found the waiting extraordinarily dull. There was nothing for it but to +tramp over the veld between meals. That, the eating of the meals, and +sleeping, were the sole means of enjoyment provided by the +neighbourhood, so far as he could judge. The sleeping, in Lawless' +opinion, was the most amusing of these recreations. During meals he was +bored almost beyond endurance by the schoolmaster for the district, who +had his lodging there; and the tramping, with no object beyond the +exercise, proved a poor pastime. + +"It is good to meet a man of education in a place like this," the +schoolmaster observed on the first day. "Are you making any length of +stay, may I inquire?" + +"God forbid!" Lawless ejaculated. + +The other smiled a trifle deprecatingly. + +"We have not much to offer--no," he admitted thoughtfully. "But if you +are here for a few days I can show you some good walks, and introduce +you to one or two nice families--quite nice, where you will be well +received." + +"Your quite nice families may not be so glad of my acquaintance as you +imagine," Lawless answered. + +"With my recommendation that will be all right," the other said. + +"What the devil do you know about me," Lawless demanded, "that you offer +me a passport to the houses of your friends? My good sir, you should be +more discreet in the matter of your introductions." + +The schoolmaster, who had taken a liking to the new-comer, looked hurt. + +"I don't know anything about you," he replied. "But during a fairly +long and varied life I have learnt to trust my judgment of men." + +Lawless suddenly smiled. + +"And you judge a man as you find him," he said, "without looking beneath +the surface? You countenance him, even to introducing him to your +friends... _quam diu se bene gesserit_." + +"What more is necessary?" inquired the schoolmaster promptly. + +"True!" acquiesced Lawless. "If a man have seven devils what need their +possession matter to anyone save himself so long as he keep them out of +sight?" + +On the second day after his arrival the letter of instructions reached +him. It bore the Wellington postmark. Tottie was gradually working her +way down the line. It was a scrawling, lengthy epistle, containing many +interlineations and corrections and succinct marginal notes. Lawless +carried it to the garden, and sat on a bench under a huge eucalyptus +tree while he deciphered the contents. Properly adjusted, and omitting +the evil spelling, it read: + +------------------------------------------------------------------------ + +Dear old Grit,--I know you'll be chafing horribly at the delay; but +there have been difficulties, and it was no use ringing up the curtain +on this act before we had got things thoroughly in order, and every man +knowing the part he has to play. Poor old Karl is under the delusion he +is to play hero to my heroine. I have him properly in tow. He tumbled +to his part beautifully at our first accidental encounter. He pursued, +and I eluded. I got him as far as Ceres Road in this manner. Then one +evening in the dusk I met and had a talk with him... Such a talk! ... +He kissed me... He kept on kissing me--keep your hair on. Grit. I +told him I was afraid of you,--that I'd bolted from you, and were scared +to death you'd find me out. I said you were mad to get me back, but I +wasn't taking any. He offered to take me under his protection. I +declined, but with less firmness than virtue should have displayed. He +fancied I only needed pressing. I told him my idea was to get back to +Cape Town and take the first boat up the coast, only I was scared of +happening across you. And then he said some fine brave manly things +that made one feel your life wasn't worth an hour's purchase. Bombastic +fool! Always crowing and flapping his wings when he gets among the +hens... + +I let him talk. The next day I left Ceres Road and came on here. Of +course he turned up almost immediately. We met again in the dusk and +had another talk. Karl's a hot one... The difficulty I have to keep +him at arm's length! ... I gave in to his pleading after a decent show +of reluctance... He fancies I was only holding out for personal gain. +We are going to a little place across the river about ten miles from +Kraaifontein. It's known as Jager's Rest. By the time you get this we +shall be on our road thither in a Cape cart. I've arranged with the +nigger what route he drives, so if you follow my instructions all will +be well; if you fail me now, devil knows what will happen. + +I enclose a map I've drawn of the route. Just half-way between here and +Kraaifontein--see my mark on the map--you'll take your stand, and wait +for us to pass somewhere about noon. There's cover there, and one can +play highwayman without risk. If I can get hold of Karl's revolver I'll +spoil it for him, if I can't I'll hamper him in more feminine mode. In +any case, I am not afraid you won't be equal to him. If you murder him, +I'll stop and help you bury him. Tottie. + +Lawless folded the letter, and carefully examined the map. Then he +folded that also, put both in his pocket, and went in to breakfast. The +schoolmaster, who had all but finished his meal, looked up to nod. + +"You are indefatigable," he said. "You have been exercising before +breakfast?" + +"Only loafing in the garden," Lawless answered as he sat down. + +"Yes." The other glanced wistfully at the undisturbed end of the table, +and then out through the window at the brilliant sunshine. "I'd been +counting on your company this morning," he said. "But of course now." +... He looked keenly disappointed. "It's going to be a hot day," he +remarked. + +"Looks like it." + +Lawless unfolded his napkin and began on the eggs and bacon which the +coloured boy placed before him. In his preoccupation he was scarcely +conscious of the presence of the other man, save when he spoke, and then +it was to feel a slight irritation at the inconsequent remarks that +called for attention and response. + +"Perhaps to-morrow," the little insignificant shabby man proceeded +tentatively, "you might feel inclined to accompany me. It's a pleasant +walk, and--" + +Lawless looked up suddenly. + +"To-morrow, I am returning to the coast," he said. + +"So soon!" + +The speaker's increased disappointment was too marked to pass unnoticed. +Lawless looked at him in some surprise, and was rather ashamed of +himself because he found the little man such a bore. + +"It may seem soon to you," he said. "You see, you lead a useful life; +but when a man has nothing to occupy his time he quickly tires of a +place like this. I never intended to stay more than a day or two." + +"I shall miss your company," the other said, and rising from the table, +lingered for a few moments with his hand upon it. "I suppose the place +has not many attractions for visitors. For those who live here it is +different. I drifted here. I scarcely know how. I began at Port +Nolleth, but the west coast fever drove me inland. This little place +suits me, and I suit it. We're neither go-ahead." + +He smiled at his mild joke, but without mirth. His lonely life appeared +lonelier contrasted with the break which the vigorous personality of +this chance acquaintance had made in the monotony of his days. He had +never met anyone whose going he so much regretted. + +"Well, I won't interrupt you at your breakfast any longer," he said +apologetically. "I must be starting. We shall meet this evening." + +"We'll have our walk to-morrow, if it's agreeable to you," Lawless +returned, and wondered at himself for being such a fool, yet was not +ill-pleased with his folly when he caught the eager look that shone in +the mild eyes behind the spectacles. + +"Awful bore, old Burton," he mused, looking through the window after the +shabby figure as it disappeared in the sunshine. "But I'm damned if he +isn't rather a fine simple soul, after that!" + +When he had finished his breakfast he went out to see about a horse to +ride. There was a mare in the stable which, according to the +proprietor, could go like the wind. Appearance is not everything to +judge by in the matter of a horse's paces. The animal in question +looked languid, Lawless considered; but that alone could not disprove +her reputation as a racer. He ordered the mare to be saddled, and went +indoors to examine his revolver and make certain preparations for the +encounter with Van Bleit. He had very vividly in his mind the last +encounter in which he had been so cunningly outwitted. He meant to +settle that score, which, like a debt of honour, weighed upon his mind. + +When he was ready he went to the stables, and, having made full +inquiries as to the direction of Jager's Rest, rode off, a feeling of +exhilaration swaying him as he felt the wind in his teeth, and listened +to the rhythm of his horse's hoofs thudding over the veld. After his +compulsory inactivity the present adventure was particularly welcome. +From choice he would have preferred to face Van Bleit with the odds +equal; but in the circumstances, with all there was at stake, it had +ceased to be a personal matter, it was a matter calling for the utmost +discretion. + +When he arrived at the place marked for him by Tottie on the map, which, +following her directions, he found without difficulty, he dismounted, +and, being ahead of time, hobbled his horse and allowed it to graze +while he enjoyed a pipe, lying full length on the veld with his eye +fixed attentively along the line of route the Cape cart would travel, +according to the information in his letter. In many respects the lie of +the land reminded him of the spot where Van Bleit had so cleverly +tricked him. The open, undulating stretch of veld, save that it was +more thickly overgrown with scrub, was much the same, it presented the +same wide desolate appearance; and in place of the dense bush was a belt +of wattles,--the cover Tottie had mentioned, where a horseman could +conceal himself without fear of detection. Lawless approved the choice +of ground. Tottie had evidently been over the route and arranged it all +beforehand. So far everything had been contrived with the greatest +forethought and discretion. + +He rose after a while, and pocketing his pipe, whistled to the mare, +which, feeding on the veld some yards distant, lifted her head at the +sound, and moved farther away. Lawless followed her, and untying the +rein with which he had hobbled her, patted her lean sides encouragingly. +She had carried him well, thus disproving her appearance, and verifying +to some extent her reputation. + +He led her into the shade of the trees, and standing with his shoulders +resting against one of the trunks waited with the rein over his arm, +peering between the interlacing branches for a sign of the cart. It was +late. Tottie had mentioned noon. He looked at his watch. It was after +the half-hour. + +And then, far off, he saw it coming. + +He remained quite still, not a muscle of his tense face relaxed, only +into the grey eyes there leapt a sudden flash of stern, fierce joy. + +The cart came on at a fair pace. It was drawn by two horses with a +coloured man driving. In the back seat, under the hood, were the +figures of a man and woman. + +While it was still some distance off Lawless mounted, and keeping well +under cover of the trees, rode his horse as near to the opening as he +considered safe, and sat motionless in the saddle, waiting. A shaft of +sunlight that pierced its way between the branches glinted brightly on +the barrel of a revolver which was gripped in his right hand. + +The cart drew nearer. The sound of the wheels was audible,--nearer +still. Lawless could hear distinctly Tottie's deep, rather vulgar +laugh. She was talking incessantly in a high-pitched, unnatural voice +that suggested a nervous desire to distract her companion's attention. +When they drew parallel with the belt of trees, Lawless observed her +call Van Bleit to look at something on the other side of the cart, +something which was plainly not there, and which therefore Van Bleit, +following her pointing finger with every desire in the world to oblige +her, failed utterly to see. What he did see the next minute, bringing +his head round with a jerk at the unexpected sound of a horse's hoofs, +was the barrel of Lawless' revolver unpleasantly close to his head. + +"Hands up?" cried Lawless. "Or, by Jove! you're a dead man." + +Tottie shrieked, and flung her arms around Van Bleit with a grip the +strength of which considerably surprised him. He was quite convinced in +his own mind that if she had not hampered him he could have defended +himself. He swore at her. Then, his eye on the revolver, he nodded +sulkily. + +"All right?" he said. "You score this round." + +Lawless spoke to the driver, who, staring at the shining weapon in the +stranger's hand with distended eyes and fallen jaw, reluctantly pulled +in his horses and brought the cart to a standstill. + +"You'll oblige me," he then said to his discomfited foe in a voice like +the click of steel, "by getting out of the cart. I have business with +you." + +Van Bleit obeyed with an alacrity he did not often display. He +recognised the seriousness of his case, but, unaware of Tottie's +treachery, hoped rather forlornly that with her aid he might yet +contrive some device whereby to get even with his assailant. It was a +bold game for a man to play, to hold up three persons, and one of them +armed. + +Tottie alighted after him. After the first shriek she had subsided into +an extraordinary calm, and all that could be seen of her face through +the thick blue veil gave no indication of alarm. She was indeed broadly +smiling. She sidled up to Van Bleit and slipped a hand into his pocket. +For the moment he imagined she was playing his game for him, the next +he was quick to suspect she was not, and his hand came down +spontaneously and grasped her wrist. At the same time he felt something +cold against his temple, and instantly perceived she held a revolver in +her other hand. + +"I don't want to shoot you," Lawless said curtly; "but if you don't put +your hands up I shall be forced to." + +Van Bleit's hands went up again, and he coughed and spat in disgust. He +realised fully now that he had been tricked. It was apparent to the +meanest intelligence that Lawless and the woman were acting in concert. + +The woman took his weapon from him and flung it out of reach. Then an +extraordinary thing happened. It was the most humiliating and the most +astounding moment in his life. The woman put up a hand to her hat and +dragged at it so that it seemed to him she was pulling, not only her +hat, but her head with it. And then the hat with its crown of roses and +its big blue veil, and the wonderful golden hair, which Van Bleit had +believed to be dyed but had never suspected of being a wig, hit him in +the face, and so fell at his feet; and he stood with his upraised arms, +his face purple with rage, staring into a painted, grinning, vaguely +familiar countenance which, with its short fair hair, and prominent ears +that the golden curls had hidden, he guessed at rather than recognised +for Tom Hayhurst's. + +"There's a lock of my hair for remembrance, dear boy," said Tottie. + +CHAPTER TWENTY FIVE. + +The amazement of Van Bleit was equalled by that of the Kaffir driver. +He nearly tumbled out of his seat in his astonishment; but the child +that is in the African was more tickled than anything else at this rapid +change of sex. He chuckled audibly, and uttered a succession of rapid +clicks in expression of his appreciation. With the cunning of his race +he quickly perceived which was the winning side, and decided forthwith +that if a choice had to be made he would submit himself to the orders of +the new baas, and the baas-missis. The native does not willingly risk +his skin or his ultimate chance of reward. Having arrived at this +decision he settled himself comfortably in his seat, and with the reins +held loosely in his hands, prepared to watch developments. If there was +to be murder done, which he firmly believed, he was going to see it. + +The same belief was in the mind of Van Bleit. He looked into the hard +cold face of the man on horseback, and recalled with very real regret +how he had slashed that same thin, scarred face with his whip when he +had the man at his mercy. With still greater regret he remembered how +he had refrained from shooting him on that occasion. If he had only +killed him then he would not be in this mess. + +He blinked stupidly, and dropped his eyes, and fell to thinking. There +was no way out. He was fairly trapped, and that by two men who owed him +each a very considerable grudge. He thought of Tom Hayhurst's broken +head. It was easily seen where the blow had fallen by the deeper shade +of the new hair that had grown over the place. Then later thoughts of +Tom Hayhurst in connection with his disguise obtruded themselves, and +again the angry purple showed in his greying face. + +"Did you bring a length of rope, Grit?" he heard a voice inquire, and +started involuntarily at the unfamiliar sound. It was the voice of +Hayhurst, no longer high-pitched in the affected drawl that was assumed +and discarded with the wonderful golden wig, but the sharp clear tones +of the young engineer as he had heard them in Cape Town. + +There was no verbal answer, but the man addressed took a short coil of +rope from his coat pocket and threw it to the speaker. Hayhurst caught +it and approached Van Bleit. + +"Now, darling," he said, in the accents that were Tottie's, "put your +hands behind you." + +Van Bleit complied because he dared not refuse. + +"I'd like," he said, and his hands wavered till the click of Lawless' +revolver set at half-cock reluctantly compelled him to bring them into +the required position, "to throttle you." + +Hayhurst laughed. + +"I don't doubt it," he answered. + +Not being particularly soft-hearted, and having in mind, besides his own +injuries, those raw wrists of Lawless' which he had unbound in the early +morning by the obscure light in the Kaffir hut, he drew the rope tightly +about Van Bleit's thick wrists and fastened it securely with a +vindictive satisfaction in the knowledge of the discomfort he caused. + +"You ought to feel flattered," he said, "that we admired your methods +sufficiently to copy them." + +He stepped from behind and stood in front of him, jeering. + +"Wouldn't you like to kiss me? ... It may be your last opportunity." + +Van Bleit's ashen face turned brick red, and from red changed again +slowly to the dirty grey colour that told of the terror that possessed +him. He did not answer, but he spat at his tormentor in his rage. + +Lawless dismounted and hitched the rein of his horse to a limb of a +tree. He pocketed his weapon, and approached Van Bleit, who, expecting +a personal attack, fell back hurriedly before his advance. + +"Stand still," he commanded. And Van Bleit obeyed. + +"What are you up to?" he asked nervously... "You're remembering things +against me. You've got a grudge--both of you. Well, just you remember +that I might have murdered you that morning--without risk... and I +didn't." + +"I'm remembering," Lawless answered, "everything." + +He turned to Hayhurst. + +"Change your rig, Tom," he said quietly. "And clean your face, if you +can. I may need you presently." + +And to the huge delight of the Kaffir, and the further mortification of +Van Bleit, Hayhurst proceeded in a business-like manner, with an +occasional lapse into fooling, to divest himself of pointed shoes, skirt +and blouse, corsets and artificial bust, until with an exaggerated sigh +of relief he stood in his pants and shirt and stretched himself +luxuriously. + +"No, I wouldn't be a woman," he remarked,--"not even a successful +woman... And I've enjoyed a fair amount of popularity in the role." + +While he went to the cart for the portmanteau of male attire he had +brought with him, Lawless occupied himself in going through the contents +of Van Bleit's pockets, who, while asserting with a contemptuous laugh +that there was nothing there of the least value to anyone beside +himself, seemed none the less uneasy at being searched. + +"I suppose you don't believe me," he said sneeringly, "when I say that I +don't carry that packet you want about with me?" + +"Oh! I believe you," Lawless answered, calmly continuing the search. +"I've a great faith in your veracity." + +He came upon Van Bleit's pocket-book, and withdrew a few paces to +examine the contents at his leisure. He had a strong idea that if Van +Bleit carried what he was looking for, he would find it somewhere +between the closely packed covers. Van Bleit watched him with hardly +controlled anxiety. + +"I don't see what concern you have with my private papers," he remarked +bitterly. + +"Your vision will be clearer if I happen across what I want," Lawless +replied. "If I don't it will be so much the worse for you." + +He went through the contents carefully while Van Bleit looked on in +almost painful interest, and Tom Hayhurst, having changed into a +light-coloured suit, proceeded to remove by the aid of much grease the +bloom of a complexion that had helped to Van Bleit's undoing. The +grinning native held a looking-glass for him, which Hayhurst carried +with his make-up box. He had studied the art of making-up from a +professional for the innocent purpose of amateur theatricals at which he +was remarkably clever. He had acquired his knowledge of the manners and +appearance of the demi-mondaine also at first hand, and had conceived +the idea of turning his knowledge to practical account as a means of +retrieving his former failure and avenging his broken head. + +As he stood in the brilliant sunshine in his shirt sleeves and removed +the extraordinary quantity of grease paint with a soft rag, he felt +satisfied that he had played a difficult part, and played it exceedingly +well. Anyone but a genius might have overplayed the part and given the +thing away. The finish of the game was in Grit's hands. + +He had an immense admiration for Lawless. It had been aroused in the +first instance by the tales Simmonds had told Colonel Grey of the man +with the scar and the queer nickname and the reputation for courage. +Other accounts he had heard later had fostered it, and his subsequent +personal knowledge of the man had led to a hero-worship which, being shy +of showing affection for his own sex, he contrived fairly successfully +to hide. But it was sufficiently real to allow him to contemplate +without envy Lawless' final success in the matter of the letters. He +was satisfied that the credit of the affair should be his. Moreover, he +was curiously anxious that Colonel Grey should be forced to acknowledge +the integrity of the man whose trustworthiness he seemed to doubt. + +He was in the act of removing the last traces of make-up from his +eyebrows when a sudden exclamation from Lawless caused him to look up +from his occupation. + +"Got the letters?" he asked. + +Lawless stood with a slip of paper in his hand. The pocket-book and its +further contents lay on the veld at his feet. + +"Yes," he answered briefly. + +Hayhurst whistled. Then he stared at the slip of paper in the other's +possession. + +"Clue to 'em, I suppose?" he said, a trifle disappointedly. + +"Hurry up, Tom, and finish. I want you," Lawless returned, without +vouchsafing any explanation. + +Van Bleit looked at the slip of paper, and scowled darkly. + +"That's no use to you," he said, with an attempt at bluff. "If you hand +in that receipt they won't give you the packet." + +"I know all about that," Lawless answered, and smiled quietly. "Ever +since you put it into my mind to guess where those letters were I've +been waiting to get hold of this. Are you ready, Tom?" + +He ran his eye over the metamorphosed figure, as Hayhurst, having +removed the last of the paint, came forward in response to his inquiry, +and the smile on his face deepened. + +"By Jove!" he said. + +Hayhurst laughed. + +"Old Karl don't seem to like me nearly so well," he complained, grinning +at Van Bleit's scowling visage. "Don't seem to want to tickle my ribs +now? ... Well, baas, what's my job?" + +"Get round to the left side and keep him covered while I free his hands. +He's going to do a little writing, and if he attempts any tricks you +have my orders to fire." + +"You don't try that game. I'll see you to hell first," Van Bleit +shouted. + +"You'll find yourself in hell very shortly, _if_ you give trouble," +Lawless answered grimly, as he proceeded to undo the ropes that bound +his captive's arms. + +Van Bleit looked green. + +"You daren't do it," he stammered... "There's the nigger for a +witness." + +"I'll risk that. Besides, there's such a thing as sending the nigger +out of it... and the boy too." + +"Not much. Grit," Hayhurst interposed, with his glance on Van Bleit and +his finger on the trigger. "If there's going to be any fun I'm in at +the finish." + +Van Bleit gritted his teeth, and finding his hands free, looked eagerly +round for a means of escape. There was none. Unarmed, he was helpless +against these two. The horse, hitched to the tree, was too far away to +reach, the cart was not much nearer. Before he could reach either +Hayhurst would shoot him down. And if he missed, Lawless was armed and +could not fail to hit him. He was like a rat in a trap in sight of the +water in which he was to drown. A cold sweat broke out on his brow. +Life was very sweet... And the letters! ... The loss of the letters +would be almost as great a disaster as the loss of life. + +"It's not a bit of use," he muttered, as Lawless produced a fountain pen +and held it out to him; "the Bank won't hand the packet over to anyone +but myself, even if he tender the receipt." + +"Don't you exercise your mind as to what the Bank will or will not do," +Lawless remarked. "What you have to think about is to obey orders. +You'd better concentrate all your attention on that." + +Van Bleit took the pen. + +"You can't make me sign," he said. + +"I can't make you--no. But it amounts to this, if you refuse I send +that nigger out of earshot and shoot you where you stand... And mind +this, if you attempt any tricks the threat holds good. I know your +signature. If you don't write it fair and square on this you're a dead +man. You know me, Karl Van Bleit. I don't suppose you've any reason to +imagine I shall go back on my word." + +He held the Bank's receipt for the safe deposit of the sealed packet of +letters on the back of a notebook which he took from his pocket, keeping +his hands upon it, and holding it firmly against his chest for Van +Bleit's greater convenience in writing. Van Bleit hesitated. Only the +knowledge that Tom Hayhurst's revolver would go off as an inevitable +consequence prevented him having a struggle for the paper. + +"My patience is not inexhaustible. I give you one minute," Lawless +said. + +The Dutchman started, raised his pen hand nervously, and again drew +back. This was slow torture. + +"I'll sell to you... Give me a sum down," he muttered, thinking vainly +of the handsome sum he had several times refused. "They won't part with +the packet in exchange for this... But I'll sell it to you--for a sum +down." + +Hayhurst chuckled. + +"Don't know when you're beaten, do you, old man?" + +"Write," was all Lawless vouchsafed... "Here, the discharge across the +back." + +Van Bleit obeyed. He flung down the pen when he had finished with an +oath. + +"I hope you are satisfied now," he remarked with great bitterness, as +Lawless carefully placed the receipt in an envelope and slipped it +inside his coat. + +"Not quite," he answered. He stooped for the pen and handed it again to +Van Bleit. "We are not through yet. You have played your game of bluff +very well, but you know perfectly that I could not get that packet from +the Bank even with your receipt without a letter of authority from you." + +Van Bleit completely lost his temper. This man knew too much. It was +almost like parting with his life's blood, this plundering him of his +treasure. + +"Damn you?" he spluttered. "Damn you! May my hand rot off before it +writes any such letter for you!" + +Lawless took an envelope and paper from his pocket, and calmly placed +and held in position the envelope on the improvised writing-pad. + +"Now," he said, presenting it as he had the official receipt, "you will +please address this to the Manager." + +"That I never will," Van Bleit blustered. "S'elp me, I never will." + +"Tom," said Lawless in a voice of deadly quiet, "when I give the word, +don't hesitate to fire." + +"Right-ho?" Hayhurst answered cheerfully. "My only fear is that this +weapon of mine is so eager it may go off on its own account." + +Lawless looked Van Bleit steadily in the eyes. + +"I want you to understand," he said, "that I am in earnest when I say +that it is your life against these letters. Personally, I would quite +as soon it were your life. The letters are nothing to me; but they are +of considerable importance to other people... I doubt, on the whole, +whether I should not be doing them and society at large a greater +service by putting an end to you. I don't intend wasting my time in +persuasion. Either you write as I direct, or I put a bullet through +your heart." + +In his chagrin and utter helplessness Van Bleit began to whimper. + +"What have I ever done to you," he asked, "that you should hunt me down +as you have? It's all spite--and jealousy. I'd like to kill you... I +will kill you for this. My turn will come." + +He took out his handkerchief and wiped the tears from his eyes +impatiently. + +"If you'd only be reasonable," he said, "and come to terms..." + +"I've stated my terms," Lawless interrupted drily. "Count ten, Tom; +then if he doesn't write, blaze away." + +Hayhurst began to count audibly and fairly rapidly. When he reached +eight Van Bleit with the tears in his eyes put his pen to the envelope +and hurriedly directed it. Lawless examined it, put it away as he had +the receipt, and spread, and held, the sheet of notepaper. There was a +hard look of satisfaction in his eyes as he fastened them on Van Bleit's +livid convulsed face. The knowledge of the exquisite torture he was +inflicting gave him the peculiar pleasure that a man experiences when he +is wiping out an injury. + +"Write briefly," he said, "to the Manager to the effect that you will be +obliged if he will hand over to the bearer of this letter, Tom Hayhurst, +the packet you deposited for safe keeping in the Bank, for which you +enclose your receipt." + +With a hand that shook Van Bleit obeyed. But half-way through he +hesitated, and, with his shaking hand upraised, looked savagely at +Lawless. + +"Count ten, Tom." + +The steely tones rang out commandingly, and had scarcely ceased when +Hayhurst in audible response started his rapid counting. Van Bleit +finished the letter in desperate haste, and signed it. Then with a +bitter imprecation he snapped the pen between his hands and flung the +broken pieces violently in Lawless' face. + +"Have you done with me now?" he demanded. + +"Not quite." + +The reply was unexpected. Van Bleit paused irresolute, and stared with +fallen countenance at this man who, not content with robbing him, +demanded more. He began to fear that having tricked him out of the +letters he would now foully murder him. The knowledge that, if so, he +would in all probability hang for the crime was neither reassuring nor +consoling. + +Lawless read the letter, folded it, and placed it in his breast pocket. +Then he looked up and met Van Bleit's eye. + +"What are you after?" Van Bleit asked dully. "You've got what you +wanted... You let me go." + +The man he addressed smiled quietly, and taking his revolver from his +pocket, covered the speaker with it. + +"You don't take me for quite such a fool, I hope?" he said. "All right, +Tom! You're off guard now. Just tie his hands again. I shan't want +him to use them further in my service." + +Van Bleit swung round as Hayhurst approached him, prepared to offer +resistance. + +"No, no?" he cried quickly. "I know what you're after... None of +that--no?" + +"It's not worth your while to resist," Lawless returned curtly. "It's +hands behind or a bullet in your leg. I'm not particular which." + +Van Bleit faced round again and stared at him helplessly. + +"You b-bully!" he stammered. + +But he submitted quietly while Tom Hayhurst secured his wrists as +before. And then he gazed about him with his trapped-rat expression, +his full cheeks flabby and grey, and his thick lip fallen, showing the +big white teeth. He was terribly afraid that his ease-taking, +pleasure-loving body was about to suffer hurt. If they did not purpose +murdering him, Grit Lawless would wreak his vengeance in some violent +manner for the lashing he had received at his hands. + +Lawless put the receipt with the letter inside the envelope which, +taking Van Bleit's seed ring off his finger, and some wax and matches +from his own pocket, he proceeded to seal. + +"You see, I came prepared," he said. + +Van Bleit scowled, but answered nothing. He was now principally +concerned for his personal safety. If he could escape in time to wire +to Denzil before the Bank opened in the morning, there was still a +chance of saving the letters, even if Denzil had to pay for it with a +couple of months for assault. Telegraphing to the Bank to stop the +delivery of the packet was, he felt, useless. + +Lawless gave the letter into Hayhurst's charge. + +"Take the horse, Tom," he said. "I've a fancy for keeping the nigger in +sight. We're not running any risks this trip. Tell 'em at the hotel +that I'm spending the night with a friend, and will be back for +breakfast in the morning. You're in plenty of time for the train. Get +to the Bank as soon as it opens, and when you receive the packet take it +to Colonel Grey, and deliver it into his hands." + +"And you?" Hayhurst asked, eager to undertake the mission; yet firmly +convinced that the final delivery of the letters to the Colonel was a +privilege that by rights should be Lawless'. + +"I'm entertaining Van Bleit," Lawless replied. + +Tom Hayhurst glanced in the direction of their prisoner, and from him +towards the cart where the whip stood invitingly in the socket, +suggesting thoughts of retribution pleasing to dwell upon. + +"I'd like to see you mark his face before I go," he said. He pointed to +the whip. "Shall I fetch it?" he asked. + +"You fetch your mount and clear out," Lawless answered. "When I +horsewhip a man I don't do it with his hands tied." + +Hayhurst gave the speaker a quick look. Then he walked towards the tree +where the horse was fastened, unhitched it, and sprang into the saddle. + +"So long, Grit," he sang out. + +He blew a kiss to Van Bleit as he cantered past. + +"You'll fancy yourself an Indian Brave when you wear my wig on your +watch-chain," he cried. + +Van Bleit scowled yet more fiercely, and consoled himself with planning +future vengeance against this impudent impostor to whom he owed his +downfall. If ever fortune played into his hands he would have Tom +Hayhurst's life. + +CHAPTER TWENTY SIX. + +Lawless had during a chequered career spent many an eventful night round +a camp fire, but no more strange experience had he passed through than +on that night, guarding Van Bleit on the open veld. + +The night was cold, with a fresh wind blowing. The Kaffir, who remained +greatly against his will, but dared not openly refuse to stay for fear +of the baas of the scarred face and compelling eye, gathered wood and +made a fire, before which Lawless sat with his revolver at his hand, and +Van Bleit stretched himself on the cushions that had been taken from the +cart and flung down on the veld. He feigned slumber, but did not +actually close his eyes throughout the night. He watched his captor +incessantly, hoping that sleep would overtake him; but Lawless sat +wakeful and alert, with his eyes upon the flames, only moving at long +intervals when he rose to throw fresh wood upon the fire. + +There was nothing to eat, and only a small quantity of spirit in Van +Bleit's flask. The Kaffir had a pocketful of mealies which he chewed +before the fire. Close by their uitspan was a watercourse from whence +he fetched water in small quantities in the empty flask. + +Van Bleit complained of hunger. He also complained of cold, and of the +tightness of the rope that bound his wrists. In common humanity, +Lawless loosened the knots. He had no fancy to torture the man. But if +Van Bleit had hoped by this means to slip his bonds he was doomed to +disappointment. They were more comfortable, but none the less secure. + +He lay still afterwards for a long while feigning sleep; and Lawless, +watching intently, observed by the uncertain flickering light, that now +leapt upward in a tongue of brilliant flame, and again died down to a +dull red glow that left all beyond the immediate circle round the fire +in absolute darkness, that with every interval of obscurity Van Bleit +drew himself stealthily nearer the fire. When he lay quite close to the +hot embers with his bound hands among them, Lawless rose, flung on fresh +wood to make a blaze, and leisurely approaching the recumbent figure, +stirred it with his boot. + +"Get back," he said. "I don't mind you blistering your hands, that's +your look out; but I object to you trying to burn that rope." + +Van Bleit rolled back on his cushions without replying, and lay still +again; and Lawless sat as before, smoking his pipe to solace his empty +stomach, with his revolver beside him, and his eyes on the leaping +flames. Only the Kaffir slept, and his rest was tranquil and unbroken, +in strange contrast with the silent conflict that was going on close by +him on the opposite side of the fire. + +The stars sloped to the westward, and the night grew darker, with the +heavy blackness that precedes the dawn. The wind died away. Cold and +still and strangely pure was the feel of the air. Lawless kicked the +fire into a blaze and looked down at Van Bleit. + +"Want a smoke?" he asked. + +"Yes." + +Van Bleit's tone was sulky. Lawless took his pipe from his pocket and +filled it for him. He put the stem in his mouth and held a match to the +bowl. Van Bleit was not gracious. He wanted to smoke badly or he would +have refused the offer. + +"Makes a man feel a precious fool," he said. + +"Makes him look one," Lawless answered. + +He returned to his place and sat silent and still, watching for the +dawn. It came with a faint breath of wind in the trees, just a +whispering stir among the leaves. Then silence again, and the light +broke like a white line drawn horizontally upon the blackboard of the +sky. Lawless watched it broaden, grow brighter, till it dispersed the +surrounding blackness, and objects and landmarks familiar in the +daylight began to take definite shape and form. He stretched himself +wearily and looked about him. His glance fell on Van Bleit, pallid, +red-eyed, obviously suffering, observing him with the baleful look of +some savage captive beast. + +He got up and took a few short rapid turns to circulate his blood. It +was cold in the dawn, and the fire was dying. There was no more wood to +throw on. He had spent nights like this in the Boer lines during the +war, but he had never been told off single-handed to guard a prisoner. + +He kept a watchful eye on the east for the first flushing of the clouds. +Never had he welcomed the sun more gratefully than when it lifted +itself indolently from the rose clouds that veiled its rising and soared +above them into the blue of the morning sky. Van Bleit stirred, +stretched himself to the warmth as an animal does, and sat up. + +"Blast you!" he snarled. "When are you going to make a move out of +this? I want some breakfast. I'm famished... And I've got a chill. +My clothes are wet through with the dew." + +Lawless looked at his watch. + +"There's lots of time yet," he answered cheerfully. "You won't hurt for +a little fasting. When a man habitually overfeeds it's good for his +stomach to give it a rest." + +"How long are you for keeping me here?" Van Bleit asked, his voice +quivering with repressed rage. + +"I'm giving Tom his chance to get to the Bank," Lawless answered. +"After that, I've no further interest in your movements." + +Van Bleit eyed him calculatingly. His courage had returned to a certain +degree since he had suffered no personal violence. He felt reassured on +that point. But his respect for his captor was no greater on that +account. Had their relative positions been reversed he would have acted +very differently. + +"My arms are numb," he grumbled. "Can't you put me on parole and undo +this cord? It's the very devil I'm suffering in my wrists." + +But Lawless was wholly unmoved. + +"When we part company," he said, "I'll free them--which is more than you +did for me. As for your parole! ... I wouldn't place greater trust in +your word than I would in that of a Kaffir." + +Van Bleit controlled himself with an effort. + +"You're armed, and I'm not," he sneered. + +"Yes, I'm armed. But I'm not going to put myself to the trouble of +sitting with my finger on the trigger." + +Van Bleit got up and walked about. He was stiff and hungry, and his +head ached. He believed he had a touch of fever. He was subject to +intermittent attacks, and lying out all night with no protection from +the heavy dews was sufficient to bring on an attack. He cursed volubly +as he tramped about, and swore swift and dire vengeance on his enemy, +who, exercising also with his hands in his coat pockets, was keeping a +steady watch on his movements. + +The Kaffir awoke after a while, and, rolling over, stared about him as +if wondering how he came to be amid his present surroundings. Then his +eye encountered the terrible eye of the strange baas with the scar upon +his face, and he scrambled to his feet and grinned nervously. + +"In an hour's time I shall want the horses inspanned, John." + +"Ja, baas." + +The Kaffir made off. There was in the woolly head instructed at the +Mission-station a suspicion that the tall, stern-faced baas with the eye +that pierced through one, and the ugly scar along his jaw, was, if not +the Devil himself, a very near relation. Had he suddenly disappeared in +smoke with his captive, though it would have terrified the black man, it +would not greatly have astonished him. + +As he moved rapidly away to where the horses were hitched to the pole of +the cart he came upon one of his former gods, a strange-looking insect +that, after the manner of the chameleon, took on the shade of the grass +upon which it fed. It closely resembled in form a forked blade of +coarse grass. With a surreptitious look about him to make certain he +was not observed, the Kaffir bowed before his one-time god and uttered a +weird invocation in his native tongue for protection against the white +man's Devil. Then in order to square the white man's God he looked up +at the blue sky in the hope that the great mysterious Being, who was +somewhere behind the clouds, was not conversant with the Kaffir +language, and so had failed to understand his lapse into idolatry, and +cried aloud, parrot-fashion, a prayer he had been taught in English when +he became a convert at the Mission, because his brother Klaus had joined +the Mission, and had a blanket given him, and plenty good things when he +was zwak. But the chance encounter with the little grass-god, which, +being tangible, was easier of comprehension, did more to reassure him +than the prayer sent into the blue distance which, having such a long +way to travel, might never reach. + +The Kaffir's idea of time was vague. He went by the sun. One hour the +sun him so much higher. He rubbed down the horses as best he could, +having nothing to groom them with save handfuls of grass, and led them +away to the watercourse to drink. He did not hasten to return, but kept +an observant eye on the sun, fearful of incurring the baas' anger by +overstaying the limit. When he judged the hour up he returned to the +uitspan and proceeded to harness the horses. The baas still stood with +his hands in his pockets; but he no longer watched the other baas, who +was reclining again on the cushions of the cart, a huddled inert mass of +misery. The game was up, and he had lost finally. He felt like a man +who has toiled honestly and laboriously and been scandalously defrauded +of the rewards of his industry. + +The Kaffir finished harnessing the horses, and then came up for the +cushions. Lawless spoke to Van Bleit, and he got up sullenly, kicking +the native savagely as he stooped and reached out a dusky hand. The +Kaffir shot a venomous glance at him, but uttered no verbal protest. He +gathered up the cushions and carried them away and arranged them in the +cart. Then he mounted to his seat and sat with the reins in his hands, +waiting. + +Lawless again addressed himself to Van Bleit. + +"Turn round," he said curtly, "and I'll unfasten your wrists." + +Van Bleit's arms were so cramped when eventually they were released that +for some time he could only work them gently, moving his wrists and +fingers and relaxing his stiffened muscles. The inconvenience and the +pain in them did not improve his temper. And when it became clear to +him there was no room in the cart for him, that he must walk many miles +before he could get a conveyance or break his fast, his rage was beyond +control. + +"You devil!" he shouted. "You dirty low cad of a Kaffir! Look out for +your skin, that's all. I keep my word regardless of consequences, and I +say that for this you shall pay--and pay dearly, you hired spy who does +another man's dirty work." + +"Drive on," said Lawless indifferently; and the Kaffir promptly whipped +up his horses and drove off at a furious rate. + +The little schoolmaster was seated at breakfast when the Cape cart +clattered noisily up the sunny street, and Lawless, descending from it, +entered the hotel. He went to his room, stripped, bathed, and changed +his clothes; then he repaired in all haste to the dining-room, and +nodding to Mr Burton, sat down at the end of the table. + +"I'm famished," he said. "But if you'll give me a little time in which +to take the brunt off an appetite that seems as though it would never be +satisfied, I'll be ready to accompany you as we arranged." + +The mild eyes behind the glasses blinked their surprise and their +pleasure in equal degrees. + +"Oh! plenty of time! plenty of time?" he asserted, and quietly pushed +the butter and rolls and fruit nearer the new-comer's hand. "It's +early... I am glad to see you. I was afraid you might not be +returning." + +Lawless fell to on his breakfast when it made its appearance with a zest +that astonished his companion. + +"What a good thing it is to have a healthy appetite," he observed. +"Early rising and a drive before breakfast suit you, my friend." + +Lawless laughed grimly. + +"For the first time I experience a sneaking sympathy with the +cannibal... I could almost eat you." + +Even a much neglected appetite reaches its limit in time. The quantity +of food that Lawless managed to dispose of was a revelation to the +schoolmaster; he had never in all his life been equal to making such a +meal. + +"You have a good digestion," he remarked. "It is a fine thing." + +"No doubt," Lawless answered. "But it becomes assertive when a man +neglects to give it work. And now, Mr Burton, I won't keep you waiting +any longer. Your patience has stood a test this morning that mine would +not bear so well." + +"Indeed, I have been well entertained," the other assured him. + +"In watching the exhibition of a man's eating prowess! You are more +easily amused than I am." + +"I imagine that to be so. I belong to a generation that enjoyed simpler +pleasures than you men of the present day. But I fancy we who took +pleasure in simple things got more joy out of life... I may be wrong." + +"Joy! There's precious little joy in life that I can see," Lawless +replied, and rose, scraping his chair noisily upon the carpetless floor. +The little man looked at him earnestly. + +"I am not a philosopher," he said, "nor have I over much learning--just +enough for the exercise of my profession, and no more. But I can tell +you the reason you find no joy in life; it is because you don't know +where to look for it. Joy lies in ourselves." + +Lawless laughed shortly. + +"I'm not a likely sort of subject to harbour joy," he returned. + +"Why not?" the other said quite simply... "You shut the door in her +face, my friend, or she would find her way in fast enough. Give her a +chance." + +He took up his hat, and lighted his old meerschaum pipe before going +out. + +"On a day like this," he said, "it makes a man joyful merely to feel he +is alive." + +It was a great pleasure to the schoolmaster to walk along beside his +tall companion and point out to him the many beauties of the place, +beauties which alone Lawless would assuredly have overlooked. A lizard, +peeping with bright eyes between the stones of a piece of broken wall, +caught the little man's attention. As they approached it darted into a +crack and disappeared. The schoolmaster pointed to it like an eager boy +who discovers something rare. Despite his boredom at such trifles, +Lawless was faintly amused. A wild flower, a humming-bird, a large +green butterfly, each in turn excited interest, and called forth +admiration and comment. + +The man was a botanist, and spoke learnedly of the flora of the +neighbourhood. The wild flowers of the Cape have yet to be properly +classified; many of them are unnamed; they are simply "bloemetjes." The +schoolmaster had named many of them to please himself. He picked a +beautiful pure white bloom from the veld, and gave it to Lawless to +admire. + +"It is so flawless, so pure," he said. "I call that my Flower of +Innocence. The veld is full of them. But they are scentless. One day +someone will take it, perhaps, and cultivate it and give it a scent. +But I like it best as nature has made it. To me it is perfect." + +Lawless placed it in his buttonhole, not that he cared for wearing +flowers, but because--why he did not know--it pleased him to give +pleasure to this simple-minded man. + +The schoolmaster introduced his friend to his pupils, a proceeding that +was fraught with embarrassment to both sides. Never in his life before +had Lawless felt so great a fool. He was glad to make his escape. + +Mr Burton parted from him reluctantly. He went a little way with him +on his backward journey, and stood for quite ten minutes looking after +the tall figure as it strode away over the veld. Afterwards he was +heard to assert that Providence had without doubt moved him to act as he +acted that morning. No man was ever more conscientious in the +performance of his duties than this man, yet here was he lingering in +the sunshine, gazing after a departing acquaintance while his pupils +idled their time away waiting for him in vain. + +Mr Burton held no class that morning. + +As he was about to turn back to his work he saw a strange sight. The +figure he was watching suddenly threw up its arms and fell and lay upon +the veld quite motionless, so that had he not seen the falling of it he +would not have known that it was there. And galloping away from the +spot where the man had fallen was another man seated on a raw-boned +white horse. + +The schoolmaster was no athlete, but he put foot to ground and ran for +all he was worth. + +CHAPTER TWENTY SEVEN. + +Colonel Grey lay in bed smoking his customary before-breakfast cigar. +He was not an early riser--or, as he expressed it, he had had so much +early rising during his life that he was justified in taking his +leisure. + +He was unaccountably thinking of Lawless and the letters. He still +half-trusted and half-doubted his man. That is to say, at times his +belief in him was unbounded, and again at other moments, according to +his mood, he mistrusted the man's honesty of purpose. Reckless, +impecunious, an admitted adventurer, were not the chances even that if +he got hold of the letters he would turn them to his own purposes? With +such a source of profit in his possession, would he be likely to give it +up for the sum originally agreed upon between them? Colonel Grey could +not altogether conquer his suspicions; the man's past life had +prejudiced him. + +While he lay thinking, sending clouds of blue smoke-rings up from the +pillow like smoke from a sacrificial altar, the bell of his front door +was rung loudly and imperatively. As it was not answered with the +promptitude that could only have been possible had a doorkeeper been +stationed in readiness, the bell pealed again. Colonel Grey got out of +bed and went to the window. He had already paddled out of bed once to +admit his boy, for no servant slept in the house; and he paddled across +the room a second time, jerked open the window, and looked out. It was +with an involuntary exclamation of surprise that he recognised Tom +Hayhurst. + +"Good Lord!" he ejaculated. + +And then, in accents of anger: + +"What the devil are you pulling that bell down for?" + +Hayhurst came forward, saluted the irate speaker, and followed him into +the bedroom. + +"I thought I paid you to clear out," the Colonel observed sharply, +eyeing with no great favour the spruce, confident young man he had last +seen--or so he imagined--with a bandaged head, taking his passage to +Durban. + +"You did, sir." + +Hayhurst controlled his countenance with difficulty. In dealing with +the Colonel he made it a practice to allow him to let off steam first. +It gave a man a chance of second place, he used to say. + +"Then, why in hell are you back here? ... I've no further use for you." + +"I'm not asking you to use me," Hayhurst answered coolly. "I came by +Lawless' orders, to give into your own hands the packet of letters which +I've just received from the Bank." + +He put his hand inside his coat as he spoke, and withdrew a sealed +packet from an inner pocket, which, in a matter-of-fact manner, he +tendered the Colonel. The Colonel nearly collapsed at sight of it. The +cigar dropped from his lips, his mouth fell helplessly open. + +"The--letters!" he gasped. + +He stretched forth an eager hand that shook with his excitement, and +almost tore the packet from Hayhurst's grasp. + +"Sit down, my boy," he said... "Sit down." He turned the packet +lovingly. "Good God! the letters--at last!" + +Breaking the seal with fingers that in their feverish eagerness could +scarce perform their office, he glanced through the contents, counted +the letters, and finally, going to a drawer and unlocking it, he took +out a notebook to which he referred continually while he went through +the packet again. + +"It's all right," he said... "They're all here." + +He snatched up a box of matches, and carrying the letters to the grate, +thrust them between the bars and set light to them. Hayhurst watched +with him while they burnt, dividing his attention between the flaming +papers and the intent set face of the man who crouched before the +hearth, watching, watching, while the letters that had cost much money +and a man's life were swiftly reduced to ashes. When only the charred +and blackened paper remained, Colonel Grey took the ashes up in his +hands and crumbled them to powder. He drew a long breath of relief. + +"They've cost dear," he muttered,--"too dear... But they'll do no more +harm." + +He rose and, turning, stared into the young man's eyes. + +"A moment since," he said, and his voice trembled with an emotion he +could not altogether subdue, "it seemed to me that nothing mattered +outside that," and he pointed to the ashes in the grate. "Now I'm back +in the world again, and I want to know how you came to have them in your +possession." + +"It's a fairly long story," Hayhurst said. "It's taken weeks to bring +to a successful issue." + +The Colonel shook his head. + +"Don't you get into the habit of drinking before breakfast, my boy," he +said. + +Tom Hayhurst laughed. His eye had certainly travelled towards a syphon +and bottle of whisky that stood on the washstand. + +"You don't know what I've been through," he said. "Besides, I have +breakfasted. And I've been strict teetotal practically ever since I've +been working with Lawless. It was a condition he made in taking me on." + +The Colonel went to the washstand to cleanse his hands. + +"Pity to break it," he said. "But help yourself, if you've a mind to." + +When he had washed he got back into bed, and Hayhurst sat on a chair +facing him, with a glass of whisky in his hand. + +"We'll have to go back to the beginning," he said, "if you want to +follow the yarn--that is, to the time when Lawless left Cape Town before +poor Simmonds' murder. You may remember he left Cape Town with a +companion." + +"I do," Colonel Grey answered drily. "I have reason to remember." + +"So have I," Hayhurst rejoined. + +"Indeed!" + +"You see, I was with him," he explained, taking pleasure in the +Colonel's open amazement. "We were in Stellenbosch together." + +"You!--With that she--" + +"Devil," prompted the young man cheerfully. "Yes! She wasn't half a +bad sort either. You mustn't call her names. I've a sneaking affection +for her." + +"I can imagine you would have." + +The Colonel snipped a fresh cigar, and lighted it, and lay with his +hands clasped behind his head eyeing the youngster curiously as, in +obedience to a nod, he helped himself from the box of cigars that stood +on the table beside the bed. + +"I suppose you wouldn't believe me," he hazarded, "if I were to tell you +that that was the most platonic friendship Grit Lawless ever indulged +in?" + +"I should say that your ideas and mine of platonism were widely +different," was the response. + +Hayhurst laughed. + +"Did you ever see the lady at close quarters?" he asked. + +"No... And have no wish to." + +"I fancy you are labouring under a mistake... You are looking at her +now." + +He stroked his clean-shaven lip to hide his amusement, and his blue eyes +smiled at the Colonel, who, in incredulous amazement, stared back at him +from the pillow. + +"I never reckoned myself an effeminate-looking fellow," he said; "but +I'm a tremendous success in petticoats--though it took a thundering lot +of paint, no matter how carefully I shaved." + +"You lying young devil!" the Colonel ejaculated. "I don't believe a +word of it." + +"Van Bleit wouldn't either," Hayhurst answered, calmly sipping his +whisky, "if I hadn't changed my sex in front of him. I left him my hair +as a keepsake... His friendship wasn't as platonic as old Grit's." + +The Colonel half sat up as a light broke in on him. + +"And that," he exclaimed with conviction, "is how you got hold of the +letters?" + +"No." Tom Hayhurst leant forward with his hand on the counterpane, his +boyish face flushed and eager. "All the credit for getting hold of the +letters belongs to Lawless," he said. "I was merely the decoy for +leading Van Bleit into his hands. He managed the rest. He's fine, Grit +Lawless--a man... a white man. My conscience! you ought to have been +with us yesterday and seen him handle Van Bleit." + +He furnished a description of the scene on the veld, and the Colonel +listened in silence, save for an occasional appreciative grunt. + +"And I left him," the boy finished admiringly, "guarding the beast. He +might have put a bullet into him and saved himself the trouble; instead +of which I expect he has been sitting by him all night. I tell you, +when Grit undertakes a thing he doesn't half do it." + +Colonel Grey looked thoughtfully at the speaker. He was remembering how +at their last meeting Lawless had said to him, with reference to Van +Bleit, that he was keener on killing the man than anything else. + +"I wouldn't be too sure," he said, "that he didn't put his bullet into +him after you were gone." + +But Tom Hayhurst had no doubts on that head. + +"Grit isn't the man to shoot another with his hands tied, and unarmed," +he said. "He wouldn't even lash him so, although I wanted him to. I've +got a blunter sense of honour, I suppose; but I don't believe in being +generous to swine like Karl Van Bleit." + +"No," the Colonel agreed. + +He smoked for a few moments in silence. Then he put the end of the +cigar down in the ashtray, and flung back the bedclothes. + +"You say you've breakfasted! It must have been a fairly early meal. +You'd better stay and breakfast with me. When do you suppose Lawless +will be coming down?" + +"To-night, I expect. He didn't say. But there's nothing to keep him +there. I shall meet the train anyway." + +"I'd like to see him." The Colonel frowned thoughtfully. "Pity!" he +said. "I'm dining out to-night--at the Smythes'. If it had been any +other house I would have sent an excuse. But, owing to the trial, +things have been a bit strained. To-night will be the first time I have +been to the house since that affair... I can't very well get out of +it." + +"Leave early, sir," Hayhurst suggested, "and come round to his hotel." + +"And suppose he shouldn't arrive?" + +"Oh! he'll arrive right enough... If he doesn't, I'll manage to let you +know." + +There was no happier man in Cape Town that day than Colonel Grey when he +went into the city and cabled Home to the person it most concerned the +news of success. It had taken months to accomplish at a terrific cost, +but the matter was ended, and the incriminating letters were beyond +reach for any purpose evil or the reverse. + +Because his conscience accused him of having misjudged the man, quite as +much as in recognition of his valuable services, he determined to use +his influence with the greater influence behind him in getting Lawless +some honourable occupation that would give him a fresh start. There was +use in the world for men like that. The idea grew in his mind and took +definite shape. He decided to talk it over with Lawless when they met +and then write home. Whatever his past, he merited some consideration +for his present services. The impulse of the moment is no correct index +to a man's nature, and only a crude sense of justice assigns life-long +punishment for the sins of youth. In Colonel Grey's opinion Grit +Lawless had expiated his crime. + +He went to the Smythes' that evening with his thoughts still revolving +around Lawless' future, which quite suddenly had become of immense +importance to him. It was his liking for the man, that strange +unaccountable feeling he had had for him at their first meeting which, +despite prejudice and later distrust, he had never managed to conquer, +that made him so extraordinarily anxious to hold out a helping hand. +Simmonds, the man who was dead, had had a similar regard for him; and +the boy, Tom Hayhurst, in a more exaggerated degree realised the +magnetic attraction of his personality. Given a second chance. Colonel +Grey was fully convinced that Lawless would carve out a future for +himself of which no man need be ashamed. It remained for him to see +that a suitable chance offered. + +By an odd coincidence the first person he came across in the Smythes' +drawing-room after greeting his hostess was Mrs Lawless. He was, he +discovered later, to take her in to dinner. He had not seen her to +speak to since the evening he had called upon her at the time of +Simmonds' murder, and he was not quite sure until she turned and spoke +to him how he stood in her regard. + +She was looking very lovely, but older, he decided. He had never +observed anyone age as she had within a few months. There were lines in +her face that had not been there when he first knew her, and her eyes +were sadder, her bearing altogether less confident. Some people might +have considered her less attractive on this account; but to him, in the +clouded expression of the thoughtful eyes, in the thin line that ran +from nose to mouth, there was a pathetic appeal that was infinitely +womanly, and therefore more alluring than the proud defiance of youth. + +She held out her hand to him, and smiled a welcome. + +"I began to think that you and I were not to meet again," she said. + +"That is a very gracious speech," he answered, "for it permits me the +belief that you were not unwilling for a meeting. But there is a grim +suggestion underlying the words that pleases me less. Is it my speedy +dissolution you anticipate?" + +"No," she answered quietly. "But--I thought you might have heard--I'm +going Home." + +"Indeed!" he said, and looked at her with quickened interest. "That's +news to me. Do you leave shortly?" + +"Next week," she replied slowly, her fingers entwining themselves in the +silver girdle at her waist. "I never intended to stay very long, you +know. I came to... Just on a visit." + +"And you return satisfied?" he asked, and knew not why he asked the +question, nor why she should look at him so strangely with so sad an +expression in the look. + +"No," she replied. + +There was a perceptible pause. He pulled his heavy moustache, and his +shrewd eyes met hers with a look of understanding and sympathy. He did +not know what her purpose had been in coming out, but he felt she had +followed no idle whim, nor sought merely health or pleasure from the +visit. She had come, as he had come, for a definite purpose, and while +he was leaving with his mission accomplished, she returned discouraged +with her object unattained. + +"I'm sorry for that," he said... "If there is any way in which I can be +of service to you..." + +She shook her head. + +"I go back as I came," she said... "It was a venture. But at least I +have the consolation of knowing that the attempt has been made. One +can't help one's failures." She looked into the grave, distinguished +face and smiled. "We are in danger of growing serious," she said. + +"Look here," he cried quickly, moved by some inexplicable and +irresistible impulse, a sense of chivalry perhaps that her evident +depression roused in him. "You say you are going home next week. I +propose going also. If I can make my arrangements in the time, would it +be agreeable to you that I should travel in the same boat?" + +"You!" Her voice as well as her face expressed astonishment. "Then +you--Have you accomplished your purpose in coming out?" she asked. + +A glow of satisfaction overspread his features. + +"I have," he answered, and was conscious of feeling half ashamed to show +his joy in the successful issue of his undertaking. + +She rested her hand, oblivious of the people about them, for a moment on +his arm. + +"Oh! I'm glad," she said... "I'm glad. That's finished with. I have +always felt those letters would cost another life." + +"God forbid!" he muttered, and added reassuringly: "They're past doing +harm now... They're destroyed. I burnt them myself--to-day." + +She drew a long breath that was, he felt, a sigh of genuine relief. He +looked at her curiously. He had never understood her interest in the +letters, but he knew she was very greatly interested; and her relief in +the knowledge of their destruction conclusively proved that in this +matter at least she had no sympathy with Karl Van Bleit. He sometimes +wondered whether he had not been mistaken in his opinion as to her +feeling for Van Bleit. + +"They are making a move," he said to her. And then, as Theodore Smythe +spoke to him in passing, he turned to her and offered her his arm. "I +have the pleasure of taking you in," he added. + +And neither of them remembered, then or later, that his question as to +travelling Home with her remained unanswered. + +Colonel Grey left the Smythes' early as he had arranged to do, and Mrs +Lawless, who was going on elsewhere, took her departure at the same +time. + +"I am crowding all the dissipation possible into my last week," she +explained, but withheld the reason for this feverish activity. + +He gave her his arm and led her out to the waiting motor. As he came +out of the gate Tom Hayhurst, who had been dawdling about for him for +the past half-hour, stepped quickly forward; then seeing who was with +him stopped abruptly, and drew back. But Mrs Lawless had seen and +recognised him. + +"Mr Hayhurst!" she exclaimed, in a voice of surprise, and held out her +hand. + +"You were going to cut me," she said, as he came forward again. + +He laughed self-consciously. He was a fool for harbouring malice. +Whatever part she had played in the matter of his broken head, she was +an alluringly beautiful woman, and that in his opinion excused a great +deal. + +"Pardon!" he returned. "I was merely diffident as to my welcome." + +She suddenly smiled. + +"I rather suspect," she said, "that you are accustomed to being +forgiven. I haven't any faith in your diffidence." + +Hayhurst opened the door of the car for her and she got in. + +"How is it you are not in evening dress? If you had been I would have +taken you on to the subscription dance, which is where you ought to be, +instead of hanging about other people's doorways." + +"If I'd only known sooner..." he murmured regretfully. + +She looked at Colonel Grey, who, grave and silent, stood behind the +younger man. + +"Can I drop you anywhere?" she asked. + +"Thank you, no," he answered. "I've an engagement with Mr Lawless at +his hotel." + +Mrs Lawless started. + +"He hasn't come, sir," she heard Tom Hayhurst saying. And then, in +reply to an inaudible question: "I met the train. He wasn't there. Van +Bleit came by it." + +There was a muttered exclamation from the Colonel, and Hayhurst added: + +"Yes! I don't like the look of it myself." + +"Well, tell me presently." + +The words were spoken as a caution. Mrs Lawless leaned forward over +the door, the light of the street lamp shining on her white face. + +"Tell him now," she said in a low voice. "I want to hear." + +Hayhurst stared back at her. + +"There's nothing to tell," he stammered. "We expected Lawless by the +train this evening... He didn't come. That's all." + +"Where is he?" she asked. + +"At Kraaifontein." + +She thought for a moment. + +"And Karl Van Bleit was at Kraaifontein too?" + +"Yes... He's back now." + +Mrs Lawless looked straight into the Colonel's eyes. + +"He got the letters for you," she said, and he knew that she referred to +Lawless though she did not utter his name. + +"Yes." + +For the life of him the Colonel could think of nothing further to say. +He was aware that the same suspicion that was in his own mind was in +hers; and he had no reassurance to offer. He could find no word to +supplement his bald affirmative. The pause lengthened. + +"Another life!" she whispered... "I always felt--" + +She touched Tom Hayhurst's sleeve. + +"Tell him to drive home," she said, and sat back in her seat. + +Colonel Grey stepped quickly to the door. + +"Don't worry," he said... "I'm going up to-morrow... I'll let you know +immediately." + +The car drove away, and the two men were left staring blankly into one +another's eyes. + +"What's he to her?" Tom Hayhurst asked. + +But the Colonel shook his head. Here was a complication he had not +foreseen. They turned and walked on together. Hayhurst was excited and +inclined to hunt up Van Bleit and have an explanation, but his companion +quashed the idea. + +"You are positive, I suppose, it was Van Bleit you saw?" + +"Of course I am. I got quite close to him once, and he grinned at me. +I tell you, I didn't like that grin. I followed after him. I wanted to +hit his face for showing his teeth at me, but he got into a taxi and +drove off. He was looking sick too, beastly sick... There's been foul +play,--I'm certain of it. I'd have suspected it by Van Bleit turning up +and Grit not; but when I saw that beast's smug, vindictive grin, I knew +it." + +"Well, I'll find out to-morrow," Colonel Grey said. + +"I'm going up the line with you. If anything's happened to Grit, +whatever hole Van Bleit sneaks into, I'll see he pays." + +CHAPTER TWENTY EIGHT. + +Colonel Grey flung a suit of pyjamas and a few toilet accessories into a +handbag and started out for the station. He was very much perturbed. +Against his judgment he was greatly affected by Mrs Lawless' +forebodings of the previous night; her softly uttered, prophetic--they +seemed to him prophetic--words: "I have always felt those letters would +cost another life." + +And as a foundation for this belief, Tom Hayhurst had turned up with his +tale of suspicion and his unreserved misgivings that had insensibly +given rise to similar doubts in his own mind. What a finish to a life +of failure! ... If this, indeed, should prove the end! He recalled his +recently formulated plans for the man's future... the chance he had +thought to give him; and a hard look came into his eyes, his lips +tightened. Those ashes in the grate had indeed cost dear! + +Tom Hayhurst was already on the platform when he made his appearance +from the direction of the booking-office. He came forward quickly to +meet him, his boyish face grave and concerned. + +"I saw Van Bleit come out of the shipping-office when I passed on my way +here," he said. "I tried to stop him, but he eluded me, and I daren't +give chase for fear of missing the train. I take it he was booking his +passage to England. He means clearing out... Looks queer, eh?" + +Colonel Grey nodded briefly. + +"It'll take a bigger world than this for him to lose himself in, if he's +killed Grit," the young man said. + +They turned and walked the length of the platform side by side. The +train was in the station, and passengers were leisurely selecting their +seats. From the door of the booking-office as they came opposite to it, +among a hurrying group of late arrivals, Mrs Lawless emerged, tall and +composed and very pale, with a cluster of early roses, fresh gathered +with the dew still on them, drooping in her hands. A servant +accompanied her carrying luggage. It was evident that she too was going +by the train. + +The Colonel was the first to see her; Hayhurst in his preoccupation had +eyes for no one. He stopped, regarded her in surprise, and raised his +hat. + +"Mrs Lawless!" he exclaimed. "You! ... Surely you are not thinking--" + +She looked him steadily in the eyes. + +"I am going to Kraaifontein, Colonel Grey," she interrupted him--"to +find my husband." + +It was not often that the Colonel was startled beyond all power of lucid +expression, but in the extremity of his amazement words failed him. + +"Your--Eh?" he said, and stood still on the platform and stared at her. + +He felt a touch on his arm. + +"Unless you want to be left behind, you'd better take your seat." + +Tom Hayhurst stood at his elbow, his blue eyes on the woman's face, with +a mingling of respect in them and wondering resentment. He hurried them +to the train, opened the door of an empty carriage, and shut it on them +with a bang. + +"Send me a wire," he said. + +The Colonel thrust his head out of the window. + +"You're not coming?" + +"No." The young man gave an expressive glance in the direction of Mrs +Lawless, seated in the far corner of the carriage with the fragrant +drooping flowers in her lap. "Grit wouldn't thank us for making a +picnic, or a funeral party, of it with her there," he said. + +Colonel Grey understood. + +"I'll let you know immediately," he promised, and sank back on the +cushions, taking off his hat and mopping his much perplexed and +perspiring brow as the train moved slowly out. + +He looked across at Mrs Lawless. She was gazing out of the window at +the sunny country as it swept past her view with eyes that saw nothing +consciously, and with thoughts, he rightly conjectured, far away from +her surroundings. He tried to think of her in this new connection that +she had sprung on him so suddenly and for which he had been so wholly +unprepared; tried, but failed to remember, what Lawless had said in +respect of his relationship with her that had so entirely misled him. +He recalled that he had asked point blank whether he was a connection of +hers, recalled too the ambiguous answer to his question: "By marriage +only." Truly a man may usually be said to be related to his wife by +marriage only. But the answer had been given with intent to deceive. +And Lawless had said other things that had tended to turn his mind from +any such suspicion. For private reasons he had desired to conceal the +fact of his marriage. + +It was long before Mrs Lawless turned her face in his direction; when +she did he saw that her eyes were filled with a great hopelessness, and +something that resembled dread. Unconsciously she fingered the roses in +her lap, touching them with a nervous caressing hand. + +"I am afraid," she said, and looked at him wistfully. "I have never +imagined anything like this... I thought I was going Home without ever +seeing his face again. I had reconciled myself to that. And now... It +ought not to be more difficult to part from the dead than to part +irrevocably from the living. But it is." + +She looked down suddenly at the roses, and lifted them gently, and laid +them against her face. + +"I brought them for him," she said simply. + +"I think it would be wiser," he returned, "not to make up your mind to +misfortune. It is quite possible that when we arrive we shall find Mr +Lawless in perfect health. There are absolutely no grounds for +supposing otherwise." + +"I have a feeling that all is not well," she answered quietly. "That +feeling was with me throughout the night; and in my sleep I heard him +call me... My own imagination! ... Yes, I know. He wouldn't ask for +me." + +She turned her face away and gazed out of the window again. + +"Do you think," she asked presently, after a further lengthy silence, +and in her tone and manner it was apparent how great was the effort it +cost her to touch upon the subject, "that she will be with him? ... that +woman?" + +Colonel Grey sat up suddenly as though a bomb had been flung at him. He +had forgotten since his knowledge of Tottie's identity that this thing +had been an open scandal, and that she must know of it. + +"Good Lord, no!" he answered. And added quickly: "There wasn't any +woman." + +He moved down to her end of the compartment, and leaning forward took +both her hands and held them firmly. + +"You haven't allowed that to come between you?" he asked gently. + +The tears rose in her eyes. + +"It didn't help," she whispered... "But you see--I am going to him in +spite of it." + +"It was a cruel thing to let you believe that," he said, and dropped her +hands, and sat back against the cushions, watching her. "I'll tell you +the story as I heard it myself yesterday." + +And he related to her unreservedly the history of Tottie and her +connection with Lawless in the recovery of the letters. When he had +finished he found that she was quietly weeping with her face hidden in +her gloveless hands. + +He left her to herself and returning to his former seat sat stiffly +upright, staring out of the window with unseeing eyes beneath their +knitted brows. It would seem that those letters had more to answer for +than even he had supposed. He wondered whether, could he have foreseen +all that this enterprise would involve, he would have consented to its +undertaking. + +There was a prolonged silence. Mrs Lawless rose after a while, moved +by what impulse he failed to understand, and dropped the sweet scented +roses from the window. She turned round and faced him after doing so, +and he felt that already she regretted the act. + +"They were dying," she explained, and went nearer to him and sat down +opposite. "It was a foolish thought to pick them." + +"It was a kind thought," he returned. + +She looked at him gravely. + +"Colonel Grey," she said, "a man must hate a woman when he can let her +believe--what my husband allowed me to believe. Nothing less than hate +could be so cruel as that." + +He looked her straight in the eyes. + +"Dear lady, don't you know," he asked, "how closely love and hate are +allied so that it is difficult to separate the one from the other? It +is possible for a man to hate the woman who is dear to him. I've known +such cases." + +"I can understand," she said, and looked thoughtfully out upon the +passing country, "moments of impulsive hate. But systematic hate... +That's different." + +She pulled at the strap of the window absently, and continued to gaze +out at the scenery, while the shadows darkened the sun-flecked eyes, and +memories stirred in their troubled depths that, far away now but still +unsoftened, covered over a space of hopeless years. She had loved her +husband with such an intensity of passion, and yet she had failed +somehow to satisfy him. She had failed him most at the moment he +particularly needed help and sympathy--at the time of his disgrace. Her +love for him had had its root to a great extent in her pride in him. +The fall of her pride was tremendous. His dismissal from the Service +cut her more deeply than at that time of hysterical patriotism his death +could have. The blow hardened her. Instead of loving encouragement, +unsympathetic silence was all she offered. And he turned from her and +sought comfort elsewhere. Another woman came into his life. Zoe +Lawless did not know how brief had been that interval of madness. She +had refused to hear explanations, had withheld forgiveness. He had +written to her, offering facilities for her release. To that she had +replied that if he wished it, if he desired to give the woman the +protection of his name, she would submit to the humiliation of having +their affairs dragged through the courts. He had answered that he was +merely considering her, that he had no wishes in the matter, and should +certainly not re-marry if she divorced him. + +After that there had been unbroken silence between them, and she lost +sight of him for many years. During those years, in the lonely watches +of the night, she had often lain awake thinking of him, wondering about +him; and her conscience had reproached her for throwing that +undisciplined nature back upon itself. When, unexpectedly, under the +will of an eccentric relative she inherited a comfortable fortune she +determined to follow after him. She had heard from her cousin in Cape +Town that Lawless was in Africa; and so she came to Africa to find him, +with some vague idea in her mind that they might possibly pick up the +dropped strands of their lives and interwind them anew. She had +earnestly desired this until she met him. When they met she realised +how vain had been her hope. And now it was all over... There remained +only the bitterness of the empty years. + +When they reached Kraaifontein, and the Colonel got out of the train and +turned to offer her assistance, she hung back, white and nervous, and +caught at the luggage bracket as though to save herself from falling. +He took her by the arm and assisted her on to the platform. + +"In a little while," he said, with a view to encouraging her, "you will +be smiling at your fears. Come now! be brave." + +He left her for a moment on the platform while he went to speak to an +official. When he returned he endeavoured without success to mask his +gravity behind a reassuring smile. + +"We'll walk," he said, "it's close here. I've arranged about the +luggage." + +She looked at him swiftly. + +"You've heard something," she said. + +"Nothing definite," he answered,--"and nothing very alarming. There is +a visitor at the hotel who has met with an accident. That tells us +little, but at least it proves he is not dead." + +She took his arm and they started to walk. + +"If he's only slightly hurt," she said, as they proceeded, "I'll go back +again. It would only anger him, my being here. But if he's too ill to +notice--then surely I may stay? ... You don't think that I should do +him harm by staying, then?" + +Tears suddenly rose in her eyes, her voice broke. + +"Oh! I'm so afraid," she whispered. "Afraid most of all of his +coldness." + +"I think," he said gently, "you may rest assured he can only feel +grateful to you for your consideration." + +But notwithstanding his words of comfort she grew more nervous with +every step they advanced. Death she could have faced, and faced +bravely; she had had to face worse things than that; but the thought of +his further coldness--his displeasure, perhaps, at being followed-- +completely unnerved her. + +When they reached the hotel and entered from the sunshine into the +small, plainly furnished hall, she sat down on one of the chairs inside +the door and left it to Colonel Grey to make inquiries. The first +person he saw to put a question to was Mr Burton. It chanced to be a +holiday, and Mr Burton was spending his leisure in attendance on the +man whom, brief though the acquaintance was in respect of time, he had +come to regard with an esteem beyond the ordinary. He crossed the hall +at the moment of Mrs Lawless' entry with the Colonel on his way to the +sick man's room, and seeing visitors, and one a lady, bowed with his +customary courtesy as he passed. The Colonel waylaid him, and taking +him aside, stated the object of their visit. Mr Burton looked puzzled. + +"His wife, you say! Strange that he did not mention her. I asked him +if there was anyone he would wish informed of his condition; I was +prepared to communicate with his friends; but he said no, and I knew no +address to telegraph to. He probably feared to alarm her. Does Mrs +Lawless realise what has happened? He's badly hurt." + +"What's the damage?" the Colonel asked gruffly. "We know nothing. It +is only surmise that has led us here. We've heard no details." + +Mr Burton's mild eyes blinked their astonishment behind their glasses. +He had never happened across such an extraordinary sequence of +remarkable incidents in all his life before. It fully bore out his +oft-repeated assertion that it is not only in big cities that the great +events occur. + +"He has been shot in the breast," he answered gravely. "His condition +is not critical, but it is sufficiently serious. It was the most +dastardly attempt upon his life. I witnessed the whole affair,--indeed, +Mr Lawless and I had but a few minutes previously parted company. I am +not a vindictive man, I hope, sir; but I should wish the man who was +responsible for that cowardly attack to suffer punishment. But I cannot +persuade Mr Lawless to furnish me with a clue as to his identity, and I +was too far away to see clearly. Perhaps when Mr Lawless recovers he +may speak of the matter, at present it is not wise to refer to it before +him. We have orders to keep him as quiet as possible." + +"Who's attending him? ... Got a decent medical man?" Colonel Grey +asked, with some idea in his mind of sending to Cape Town for skilled +advice and nurses. + +"Oh! we have an excellent man... Out from England for his health. Mr +Lawless is quite well looked after in that respect." + +"And nurses?" + +The little man looked surprised. + +"The landlady does what is necessary," he explained. "I help a +little... Yes." + +"But--good Lord, man!--he wants trained nursing." + +Colonel Grey turned round and spoke to Mrs Lawless, and she rose from +her seat and approached them. The pathos of her expression, her pallor, +and her great personal charm, made a direct appeal to Mr Burton's +kindly nature. Her singular beauty impressed him vividly. While +sympathising strongly with her anxiety, he was none the less glad that +she had come; it would be such an agreeable piece of news to break to +the sufferer. + +"Tell me," she said. "I have watched you talking till I am half afraid +to ask. He's ill... He's very ill... I know he is. You are not going +to tell me that he will die?" + +"God forbid!" Mr Burton cried, and was slightly ashamed of his +excitement. "He is badly hurt, Mrs Lawless. But he has a wonderful +spirit. He will get over this all right. And with you here to nurse +him, why, bless me! he'll enjoy being ill." + +She smiled, but so wanly that it was in his idea infinitely sadder than +tears. + +"What do you think?" she said, and looked inquiringly at Colonel Grey... +"Ought I to let him know that I am here?" + +"Well, he's got to know some time, I suppose," he answered, and appealed +to the schoolmaster. "He isn't so ill but that he can stand a little +excitement, eh?" + +"Excitement of that nature would not be likely to hurt him," Mr Burton +answered confidently out of his profound ignorance. "I was just about +to visit him. I'm sitting with him to-day. If it is agreeable to you I +will break it to him that you are here." + +He left them and went upon his errand cheerfully, pleasantly +anticipating Lawless' satisfaction in the news. The patient's reception +of his wonderful intelligence was an added astonishment to the many +surprises of that day. It chilled his gladness as completely as cold +water flung upon a cheerful blaze. There was a little spluttering, and +the blaze was finally extinguished. + +"Help me into my clothes, Burton," the man in the bed said querulously. + +"No," Mr Burton refused. "It would be the death of you." + +"Then, get out of this, and I'll dress myself." + +The schoolmaster deliberately approached the bed, and looked down kindly +into the tormented eyes that stared up at him out of the pallid face +upon the pillow. He put out a restraining hand as the patient pushed +the bedclothes fretfully aside and attempted to sit up. + +"You can't do it. Lawless," he said, endeavouring to soothe him, +fearing that he had been over hasty with his news. Delirium alone could +account in his opinion for this rash determination to get up. + +"Lie still," he entreated. "They will come to you." + +"They will do nothing of the sort," Lawless replied, with a lucidity +only to be equalled by his determination. "You're an old fool, Burton, +and you don't understand. Hand me my clothes, there's a good chap, and +so make this matter easier for me." + +In response Mr Burton gathered up the garments and made for the door. + +"Very well," Lawless answered grimly, "then I must make my appearance as +I am." + +The other came back and stood, perplexed and troubled, with the clothes +bundled together in his arms, and a guilty look in his eyes as though he +had been surprised in the act of stealing. + +"You don't mean it?" he said.--"Not seriously?" + +"I'm perfectly serious, and entirely rational," Lawless replied quietly. +"If you are really anxious that I shouldn't overtax my strength you'll +stay and help me dress." + +And so it was that the Colonel and Mrs Lawless were kept waiting for +the expected summons. + +CHAPTER TWENTY NINE. + +Colonel Grey led Mrs Lawless into a room on the right of the hall and +rang the bell. He ordered wine, which he insisted on his companion +drinking. He also requested that two bedrooms should be in readiness +and a meal prepared. The ordinary affairs of life could not be +neglected even if the issues at stake were distressingly serious. The +Colonel was feeling more settled in mind since he was in possession of +the facts. There was no immediate cause for alarm, he decided; and +sought to hearten Mrs Lawless with his sanguine views. But though she +appeared to listen she was too obviously nervous to attend to what he +said. She sipped her wine, sitting by the fluttering curtains near the +open window, looking out at the sunshine. + +"Perhaps I ought not to have come," she said once, and appeared while +looking at nothing in particular to be watching the road with grave +intentness. "I don't think he'll consent to see me." + +She was remembering how recently he had said to her that if she sent for +him again he would not come. She had not sent, but her presence there +amounted to the same thing. + +And then after a while the door opened and he came in. The Colonel +uttered a sudden exclamation. + +"My dear fellow!" he cried in astonishment, his manner charged with +grave solicitude. "My dear fellow! Is this wise?" + +Mrs Lawless sprang up from her chair, but he put out a hand and +motioned her back, and with her startled eyes on his leaden face, she +sank down again without speaking. Lawless took a seat. + +"I don't know how you came to hear of this," he said. "I didn't intend +it should get about. They're making more of it than they need. In a +few days I should have been back in Cape Town." + +He looked inquiringly at the Colonel. + +"You've seen Hayhurst, I suppose?" + +"Yes. He delivered the letters safely." He sat forward and stared at +the ghastly suffering face. "He gave me a fairly graphic history of +their recovery. The whole circumstances were a huge surprise,--huge. +It was a masterly undertaking. The service you have rendered is +incalculable. When the time comes we shall know how to thank you more +adequately, in the meanwhile you have our very earnest gratitude; and I +can only express my sincere regret that the result should be so +disastrous for you." + +Colonel Grey advanced his hand. To his surprise Lawless refused to take +it. + +"Disastrous! Yes," he answered. "Letters that are of a nature to lend +themselves to blackmailing purposes are not worth the risk of a man's +life--and character. I suppose you might argue that I've boasted I hold +life cheaply, and you doubtless consider I have no character to lose. +Confess now," he added, in response to the other's hastily uttered +protest, "that until those letters were safe in your hands you +entertained a suspicion that I might misuse them?" + +The Colonel sought for words and sought vainly. He was far too ruggedly +honest to deny the charge. After a moment or two of silence he tacitly +admitted it. + +"Most men are liable to mistakes," he said. "And... I suppose I was +prejudiced." + +The man lying back in the easy-chair smiled drily. + +"I am so unfortunate as to prejudice most people unfavourably. A +profligate adventurer can scarcely expect to do otherwise." + +An almost inaudible sound broke from Zoe Lawless' lips. He did not look +at her but continued in the same bitter strain to the pain and +embarrassment of both his hearers. + +"For every offence of which I've been guilty I've had to pay to the +uttermost farthing. On appearance I've been convicted of sins I haven't +committed. It's the luck, I suppose, of the man who is marked for +failure from the beginning of things." + +"I can understand," Colonel Grey said, making ready allowance for his +mood, "your resentment of certain injuries. I offer you my frank +apologies for the very unworthy suspicions I have entertained. But if I +have harboured doubts of you, I have also had moments when I have felt +that those doubts were unjustified. I assert, in spite of your morbid +imagining, that you more readily inspire confidence than distrust." + +"Then how comes it that I failed in inspiring you with confidence?" + +"It was probably," Colonel Grey began, and stopped, looking with some +pity at the haggard face. "Really, my dear fellow," he said, "is it +wise to continue this painful subject?" + +"Why not?" The man in the chair sat straighter and pulled himself +together with an effort. "I've a fancy somehow," he said, "for having +the matter out... You've had a down on me ever since you knew I fought +against my own side in the Boer war. It's natural, of course--most +people would feel as you do about it. And yet I don't regret it--even +now." + +"That's an old story," the Colonel said. "Why revive it?" + +"I've a feeling I should like to speak of it. I've never explained my +motive--no one would understand, or sympathise with it, if I did. In +your place, reversing the circumstances, I should feel as you do about +it. But when a man has been kicked out of the Service for cowardice, +there's something he owes to himself as well as to his country. I had +to prove my nature for my own satisfaction. If they'd given me a chance +in the ranks I shouldn't have fought for the Boers. But I had to face +the bullets again... I had to disprove for my personal satisfaction +that quality of unaccountable fear that forced me to retreat in a +dangerous and important crisis. God knows what sudden and uncontrolled +impulse governed me on that occasion! ... I experienced that same cold +terror once again when, unarmed, I faced one of my own Tommies with a +fixed bayonet in his hand. I can feel the horror of that terror now-- +the mad and well-nigh uncontrollable impulse to turn my back and run. +But the motive that had led me to join the fighting proved stronger than +my fear. I went for him with my hands; and the horror left me, as a +nightmare terror leaves a sleeper when he wakes... That is the history +of this scar on my face." + +He paused, pressed his hand to his brow as if weary, and then resumed +with a sort of dogged determination to justify himself,--to make these +two people, who both in their hearts he knew condemned utterly what he +had felt to be a legitimate means of correcting a base tendency before +it became confirmed in him as an incorrigible fault, understand in a +sense,--see and feel with him. It mattered to him so tremendously, the +opinion of these two silent listeners, the one who sat with crossed +knees, watching him intently, the other with her troubled eyes downcast, +looking upon the ground. And both, he felt, judging him,--condemning +him. + +"You'll think it at one with the rest, no doubt," he said; "but I don't +regret the thing I did which all Englishmen abhor. I know now that I +can face death without flinching. I conquered fear. The knowledge +gives me all the satisfaction necessary to qualify the odium of the term +traitor. It's not the right way to look at the matter, perhaps; but +that's how it is." + +"It's not the right spirit--no?" The Colonel spoke gruffly. "No man is +justified in sacrificing honour and duty to his own ends. I recognise +that your object was not altogether unworthy. But as a soldier you had +no choice." + +Mrs Lawless looked up in silent appeal at the speaker. Then abruptly +she rose and stood with her back to the room, facing the window. +Lawless rose also. His face was grey, and the skin seemed to have +tightened over the bones as it does after a sharp or a long illness. +Colonel Grey had seen men look as he did who had fallen on the field; he +had seen them too, lots of them, in hospital. + +Lawless put out a hand gropingly. He was tired. He had better get back +to bed. It was all finished. He had not succeeded in convincing them. +They saw things from a different level; they couldn't get down to him. + +"I daresay you're right," he said uncertainly. "Anyway, it hardly seems +to matter. I'm derelict... and done for." + +Mrs Lawless turned quickly. He did not see the swift rush of pity that +suffused her face, the tears that streamed from her eyes. He was not +conscious that she sprang towards him, that it was her arm about him +that saved him from falling when, having used up his last reserve of +strength in attempting to gain the door, he stumbled over a mat in his +progress, and fell forward a collapsed and pitiful object, with drawn +and shrunken features, and pallid lips. + +The Colonel was at her side in an instant. + +"Don't be alarmed," he said. "He's only fainted. We'd better get him +back to bed. He ought never to have left it... The folly of it!" + +"I ought to have come," she whispered, sobbing. "You see--I did no +good... The sight of me distressed him. I might have guessed..." + +She knelt on the floor beside him and pillowed his head on her knee. It +gave her infinite pleasure merely to hold him in her arms against the +bosom that had hungered for him so long. But oh! the pity of it! to see +him reduced, this strong man, to a mere helpless wreck. She drew him +closer to her and her tears fell on his face. + +"I believe he's dying," she murmured... "And he'll never know how +greatly I loved him... Why do we keep these things to ourselves till +too late?" + +The Colonel rang for assistance. To his infinite relief it was the +schoolmaster who came to the door when it opened. In his assumption of +authority Mr Burton seemed a tower of strength. He took in the +situation at a glance, and, unaccountably, appeared not in the least +surprised. He assumed prompt and resolute command. Between them he and +the Colonel got the patient back to his room and into bed. Mr Burton, +anticipating something of the sort when Lawless insisted on dressing, +had sent for the doctor, and the medical man arrived very shortly, and +standing at the bedside looked with grave dissatisfaction at his +patient. + +"What's the meaning of this?" he asked concisely. + +And Mr Burton explained. + +While they conferred and acted in the sick-room, Mrs Lawless remained +outside the door, listening for any sound from within, her face tense +with anxiety, and her eyes tormented. After a while the door opened and +the Colonel came forth, and seeing her there took her by the arm and led +her back to the sitting-room. + +"They'll be some time in there," he said. "You can't stand about +waiting. You shall see him before he leaves." + +"Was he better?" she asked, not heeding him. + +"He'd come round--Yes." + +She sat down at a small table, and stretched her arms upon it, and +looked at him miserably. + +"I have felt all along," she said, "that that would be the end. It's +his life, Colonel Grey, that he's given--for a packet of letters. A +packet of letters! ... Oh! dear God!" she cried, and dropped her face +on her arms and broke down again and wept. + +"And what is his reward?" she flashed suddenly, looking up at him +through her tears. "He came to you,--to you--I don't know why, unless +it's because you are a soldier and he felt that as a soldier you judged +him--full of a human appeal, and you crushed ruthlessly the glimmering +hope he cherished of justifying himself... I saw the hope slain in his +eyes, heard it die out of his voice. It was the cruellest thing you +could have done. You knew, being a soldier, what your judgment meant." + +Colonel Grey flushed quickly. He stood before her awkward, +hesitating,--accused, judged, condemned, and powerless to defend +himself. It was the very devil to be censured with quiet vehemence by a +beautiful weeping woman, and be unable to retort. He felt that in a +measure he deserved her censure. His conscience was not entirely free +from reproach. He had realised the direct appeal in Lawless' attempt at +self-justification, had recognised, as he had grudgingly admitted, +extenuating circumstances, but if the man had been dying before him he +doubted that he could have concealed his disapproval of conduct that no +soldier could possibly defend. He sympathised with the man; in many +ways he admired him; but the crime of treachery must ever remain a crime +in his eyes. It was inexcusable, unjustifiable. + +"I think, Mrs Lawless, that your husband, having been a soldier +himself, will understand what you, perhaps, cannot," he said. "I'm glad +he explained as he did; it gave one an insight into the motives that can +move a man to commit unworthy and seemingly inexplicable acts. I have +both liking and respect for him apart from that grave offence, which I +cannot in sincerity condone, though I appreciate his reason as he gave +it. He is a brave man guilty of a serious mistake." + +"Ah! if we all had to pay so dearly for our mistakes!" she said, and +brushed away the tears impatiently as they flowed freely over her +cheeks. "But I don't know why I reproach you. I felt once as you feel +about it--and I let him see it. That was the beginning of our +estrangement. I see things differently now. I see points of honour +differently. Human beings can't be classed and judged by a code. It is +necessary to make distinctions. The individual has direct and special +claims which you men drilled in a system don't understand." + +"The judgment of human affairs is beyond human comprehension," Colonel +Grey said quietly. + +"That is one way of evading responsibility," she replied. "But we women +understand these things--the mothers of the race. Even the childless +woman is a mother, for the maternal instinct is the birthright of her +sex. We mothers realise the needs of the children. Hugh was my child, +and I allowed the mother-instinct to be swamped in the pride of the +wife. I adopted the Army system, and judged him by your standard. I +wasn't true to my sex... And so we drifted apart... But he never +attempted to justify himself to me. I wonder whether, if he had, I +should have understood." + +He walked across to the window and stood there looking out. He felt +distressed and troubled and extremely sorry for this woman in her +anxiety with her burden of self-reproach. + +"It is so hard," the sorrowful voice went on tearfully, "to be facing +this with the memory of all the years that have been wasted. If I had +stood by him in his dark hour..." + +Further utterance was stopped by the rush of tears that choked her. She +dropped her head on her arms again, and for a while the only audible +sounds were those made by her bitter weeping. + +It was a distinct relief to Colonel Grey when the door opened to admit +the doctor. He entered abruptly, closing the door behind him, an +undersized, delicate-looking man, with an unattractive manner at +variance with a pair of sympathetic eyes. The sympathetic eyes took in +the scene rapidly. They were accustomed to scenes, and the sight of a +woman's tears failed to embarrass him. He took a chair, drew it up to +the table opposite Zoe Lawless, and regarded her attentively as he sat +down. She had raised her face at his entrance, and was vainly +endeavouring to dry her tears. + +"Don't mind me," he said bluntly. "Crying is often a relief. Let it +come. You are Mr Lawless' wife, I understand?" + +She nodded, not trusting her voice, and looked at him appealingly. What +was he going to tell her, this man in whose power it lay to pass +sentence of death, or hold out hope of life? + +"I understand further that you have had an interview with him which +seems to have considerably excited him?" + +"I have seen him... Yes," she faltered, her eyes filling anew. She +stretched out a hand to him impulsively. "Tell me how he is," she +entreated. "Is he going to die?" + +"I hope not," he answered, but neither the words nor his manner of +uttering them greatly reassured her. "He is very ill. You saw that." + +She nodded again. + +"He'll be worse before he's better. We have to send for trained nurses. +The care he is having at present is inadequate." + +"I'll nurse him," she cried eagerly, jealously. "Oh! let me nurse him. +It is something that I can do." + +He looked at her strangely. For a second he hesitated, then he said, +very slowly and deliberately, with his grave eyes on her face: + +"I'm going to be very unkind; but I'm sure you'll recognise the +necessity for my veto when you consider how unfortunate in effect your +presence has already been. You must not think of nursing your husband, +Mrs Lawless. You must not, unless he asks for you, enter the room. +Sick people have strange fancies," he added in pity for her wrung and +suffering face. "It is often necessary to make these unnatural +restrictions." + +She stared at him with an unspeakable anguish in her eyes. + +"They'll call me," she said, "if--They won't let him die without +allowing me to see him?" + +"Oh dear! no," he answered quickly. "Of course not--no!" + +He rose and held out a sympathetic hand. + +"We won't talk of dying yet awhile. He's got a splendid constitution. +He ought to pull through. But we won't risk any further excitement. +Except for Mr Burton and the nurses, I don't wish anyone to go into his +room. Fresh faces set the mind working, and we must keep him tranquil +and composed." + +"A very unpleasant duty," he remarked to the Colonel, who accompanied +him outside. "I am sorry for the wife; she takes it badly. But in +cases of sickness it is the patient we have to consider." + +"How's it going with him?" the Colonel asked bluntly. + +"At this stage, impossible to say. It will be touch and go. But as I +dislike losing my patients, I never admit the go until the hammer +falls." + +The Colonel looked after him as he walked away in the sunshine, feeling +oddly discouraged, and very disinclined to re-enter the sitting-room. +When, bracing himself to face it, he turned the door-handle and went in, +he found that Mrs Lawless had dried her eyes, and was sitting very +quiet and entirely composed, looking out of the window. + +CHAPTER THIRTY. + +Who shall tell of the moods and feelings, the alternating between hope +and despair, that govern the mind of the looker-on at the conflict +between life and death about the bed of one who is dear; the futility of +tears, of intercession; the long drawn agony of suspense? Day by day, +hourly almost, the mood varies, hope fluctuates, till finally depression +settles upon the spirit, crushes it, reduces it to a state of dull +acquiescence in the inevitable ordering of things. + +Had Zoe Lawless been permitted to take an active part in the nursing the +suspense would have told on her less, but it was almost beyond endurance +to be denied all access to the room where the man she loved, and had so +little understood, lay for the greater part of the time delirious, +yielding up his life without a struggle for it, owning himself beaten,-- +done. + +Mr Burton gave her frequent bulletins, sometimes hopeful, sometimes, +despite his utmost endeavour to appear sanguine before her, depressed. +The final issue had become to him also a matter of tremendous +importance. He had a very warm regard for this man of striking +personality, who had come into his quiet monotonous life and drawn him +as a protagonist into the midst of startling and unusual events. And he +was profoundly sorry for the beautiful woman who was his wife, and yet +appeared to have no place nor share in his life. Mr Burton, knowing +nothing of the circumstances surrounding the lives of these two, +refrained from criticising either. He formed his liking impartially, +and reserved judgment. + +Every morning Mrs Lawless accompanied him part of the way to the +school, and sometimes in the evening she would meet him coming home. He +was the only human being to whom she could talk unreservedly. Colonel +Grey had gone back to the coast after having arranged for a daily +bulletin. He told Mr Burton to telegraph for him if his presence was +needed, and this Mr Burton also undertook to do, supposing him to mean +in the event of a fatal termination. + +The days passed; they grew warmer; but Lawless made no progress towards +recovery. + +"He is not going to get well," Zoe said with conviction one morning to +the doctor when she interviewed him after he left the sick-room. + +The doctor looked nonplussed. + +"He makes no fight," he answered, as though puzzled to account for this +ready giving in. Then he added, with one of his rare attempts at +encouragement: "But he is still with us." + +The hope thus sparingly dealt out was not sufficiently convincing to +reassure her. She felt that the sand in the glass was running low. If +only she might be allowed to sit beside him, to touch him! ... She +feared that he might slip from her in his sleep perhaps, and that she +might not know in time. + +"You'll call me--you'll be sure to call me," she said to the nurses +continually, "if there's any change for the worse?" + +And one morning the call came. She was in bed when the nurse tapped at +the door. She did not stay to dress herself, but slipping on a loose +wrapper, pinned her hair up carelessly, and hurried to the sick-room. +The doctor had been sent for but had not yet arrived. Both nurses were +in the room. The night-nurse, who was only then relieved, remained to +be of assistance. Lawless had been violently sick. He now lay back on +the pillow exhausted with closed eyes, breathing so slightly that he +scarcely seemed to breathe at all. He had all the appearance of a man +who is rapidly sinking. + +"Is it the end?" Zoe whispered to one of the nurses in an awestruck +voice. + +"I'm afraid so," the woman answered, and placed a chair for her beside +the bed. + +She sank into it, and leaning forward looked fearfully at the quiet +figure, the closed eyes, the pinched grey features. Almost she could +fancy that he was dead already. She took one of the listless hands. It +lay in hers limply, without response, without sense of feeling. She +drew it to her and kissed it. Then she laid her head upon the pillow +beside his and drew his face to hers, and held it pressed close against +her cheek. + +And so the doctor found her when he entered with her jealous arms +clasping the inert figure, satisfying their long starvation of denial by +contact, and with the glowing beauty of her warm rounded cheek resting +against the shrunken colourless face on the pillow that had given no +sign of life or movement since her entry. The doctor leant over the +bed. He placed a quiet hand upon her shoulder to prevent her moving, +and bending, low looked intently into the still face. + +"He is asleep," he said, and straightened himself and moved noiselessly +away. + +And Zoe Lawless remained where she was, undisturbed by everything and +everyone about her, as oblivious as the sick man of external things. +She was beyond thinking of the issues. She had ceased to wonder whether +this crisis in his illness which meant the turning-point one way or the +other would decide in his favour or not. He was hers. That was all +that mattered then. Whether it were life or death that claimed him, it +had given him to her. In the detachment of the moment that was the only +thing that held any reality for her. She had got outside of life for a +time. The things that went on in the world did not concern her; she had +drawn apart from it all to a remote distance and was happy in her +isolation with the body of her love. + +All that day Lawless lay in the same comatose condition. It was +impossible to say when he slept and when he was awake. He never +appeared entirely conscious. At intervals the nurse gave him +nourishment or a dose of medicine. She did not disturb Mrs Lawless, +save at meal times to insist on her leaving the room in quest of food. +Zoe went reluctantly, and wandered back after a brief absence, and took +her place as before. Whether she had eaten in the interval was +problematical; but the change and movement were a relief. + +She stayed with him until nine o'clock that night. When she left he was +sleeping soundly and comfortably; and, white and weary but +extraordinarily happy, she went to bed and fell promptly into a deep and +dreamless sleep. + +And the next day the bedroom door was closed against her again. He was +better. He was fully conscious, but he made no demand to see her; and +in compliance with the doctor's wishes she remained outside. + +"Yesterday was the crisis," he said to her. "He's turned the corner. +He isn't out of the wood, but if there are no excitements he ought to +pull through." + +She smiled when he unnecessarily cautioned her to keep out of sight. +She was not at all likely to prejudice her husband's chances of +recovery, even though she never saw him again. + +Her chief pleasure during the next few days was in listening to Mr +Burton's scraps of information concerning the wonderful doings and +sayings of the invalid on the occasions when he went, as he usually did +twice a day, into the sick-room. Even the accounts of the nourishment +he took were absorbingly interesting. + +Mr Burton came out of the bedroom one morning laughing, and, +accompanied by Zoe, set out for his work. She looked at him wistfully +as they left the hotel together. The smile still lingered in his eyes +when they were out upon the road. + +"I am all impatience," she said, "to hear what amuses you. Was it +something--Hugh said?" + +"He called me a fool," Mr Burton said, and chuckled,--"a very +pronounced fool." He had, as a matter of fact, called him a damned +fool, but Mr Burton could not bring himself to use such an expression +before a woman. "That shows a very decided improvement. I think if +there had been anything handy he would have thrown it. Impatience is a +healthy sign." + +"Oh!" she said, and the tears welled in her eyes so that she turned +aside her face to hide them. "If you only knew how jealous I feel--of +you!" And on another occasion she asked him: "Does he never mention +me?" + +"No," Mr Burton answered with obvious reluctance. "You must remember," +he added in a kindly desire to soften the negative, "that since he saw +you he has been so very ill that probably what happened before has been +entirely wiped out. It is possible that he has forgotten seeing you, +that he does not know you are here." + +That day she gathered a great bunch of wild flowers, and arranged them +in a vase, and asked him to carry them to the sick-room. + +"Say that a lady staying at the hotel sent them to him," she said. + +He did her bidding. He carried the vase into the bedroom and placed it +on the dressing-table where the tired eyes could rest on it without +effort. + +"Bloemetjes," he explained, and smiled at the patient. + +"Ah!" Lawless smiled too. "Been botanising, have you? And I benefit +by the fruits of your labour. It's kind of you to remember a poor devil +who can't even crawl out into the sunshine. It's precious dull work +lying here, Burton. I don't know what I should do if it wasn't for your +visits--cut my throat, if they'd give me a chance." + +"Oh! you grow better now with every day," Mr Burton answered +cheerfully. "Discontent is a proof of convalescence. You'll soon be +able to do your own botanising. By the way, I don't wish to appropriate +thanks that are not due to me. I had nothing to do with the gathering +of those flowers. A lady staying in the hotel sent them to you." + +Lawless made no immediate response. His weary, fretful gaze sought the +flowers, rested upon them a moment, and then turned deliberately away. + +"Very kind of her," he answered briefly, and was careful not to refer to +the subject again. + +Mr Burton regretted that he had no more expansive message of +appreciation to carry away with him. But Mrs Lawless did not appear +disappointed. She had not expected more. His want of curiosity as to +the identity of the sender of the flowers told her what she desired to +know. He was fully aware that she was staying in the hotel. + +The next day she gathered fresh flowers, and Mr Burton carried them in +as before. On this occasion the recipient made no remark; so far as Mr +Burton saw he did not even look at them. + +The little man carried away a sorely troubled heart. After his simple +fashion he had grown fond of Zoe Lawless. It was a real delight to him +to bear her any small crumb of comfort, to have to go to her +empty-handed distressed him beyond measure. She shook her head at sight +of his serious face and smiled faintly. She could always judge the +nature of the news he brought before he imparted it by the gravity or +gladness of his look. To-day it was very grave, and since the patient's +condition no longer called for serious anxiety, she knew her offering +had not been well received. + +"He snubbed my poor little gift," she said. + +And he wondered how she had divined it, and sought, as he always did +when he believed she was feeling hurt, to offer consolation. + +"He's rather peevish to-day," he explained excusingly. "He gets weary +of lying there with nothing to do, and it makes him irritable. Not that +he said anything unkind about the flowers... He--he didn't appear to +notice them." + +She nodded. + +"I know," she said. + +That day the doctor removed his veto. + +"There is no reason why you shouldn't visit your husband now, Mrs +Lawless," he informed her, "if you are careful not to excite him, nor +stay long in the room." + +She looked at him for a while thoughtfully, and a soft rose crept into +her cheeks. + +"Since he is so far recovered," she answered quietly, "I think I will +not risk retarding his progress--unless he asks for me." + +On the following day she gathered her flowers as before, and sent them +by her trusty messenger. + +"He has got to look at them this morning," she announced as she gave +them into his hands. "Take them to the bedside, and just say, `Zoe +sends them.'" + +Mr Burton quite blushed at the idea of taking such a liberty with her +name; but he seized the flowers and departed hastily upon his errand, +with many misgivings as to the reception that would be accorded him when +he presented this remarkable message to the invalid. + +When he entered the bedroom the nurse withdrew. She usually did, but he +had never appreciated the tact of the proceeding as he did on that +particular morning. Lawless was resting propped up against a quantity +of pillows. He was colourless and wretchedly thin in face, but the +improvement in his appearance was already very marked. He gained ground +daily now. + +He smiled his welcome when Mr Burton entered, but when his glance fell +on the bunch of bloemetjes he frowned. + +"I wish you didn't bring that litter with you every morning," he +complained. + +Mr Burton, remembering his instructions, walked deliberately to the +bedside and laid his offering on the pillow. + +"Zoe sent them," he explained. + +Lawless stared at him, and the blood mounted slowly to his hollow +cheeks. + +"The devil!" he muttered. + +Then suddenly a wave of angry emotion swept over him. He seized the +flowers in both hands, and flung them with all his feeble strength at +the surprised, concerned little man, who jumped aside to dodge the +missile as though it were a bomb. + +"I was afraid you would resent the familiarity," he said apologetically. +"But she told me to use her name." + +"Oh! go to blazes!" Lawless muttered, already ashamed of the outburst. +"What does it matter what you call her? ... Take back those bloemetjes +to her, you old idiot, and tell her that until her consideration moves +her to make her inquiries and offerings in person they have no interest +for me." + +Mr Burton gathered up the strewn, rejected gift. + +"She has got my white Flower of Innocence here, I see," he remarked, and +smiled with pleasure at sight of the bloom. + +Lawless was lying with his face turned away, staring out of the window. + +"You can leave that with me," he said quietly,--"as being appropriate." + +Mr Burton carried the disordered bunch of flowers back to the giver +with a beaming countenance. + +"He flung them at me," he explained delightedly. + +Mrs Lawless looked hurt. The little man's pleasure in the scorn of her +gift appeared to her unkind. + +"He kept back one bloom--a white one. But so long as you choose an +emissary to convey your gift, he is not interested in it, he says." + +She looked at him in silence for a moment, her face flushing and paling +in turns. Then she went close to him, took the despised flowers from +him and rearranged them carefully. She put a flower in his coat, and +drawing back surveyed the effect and him with a tender, affectionate +smile. + +"That is because this morning I shall not accompany you," she said. + +"No," he answered musingly, and looked at her attentively over the tops +of his glasses. "I suppose you won't. I shall miss you; but I shall +not be lonely because I carry with me the glad heart." + +CHAPTER THIRTY ONE. + +The greatest situations in life are invariably incomplete, inexorably +limited by the very stress of feeling that should make them effective +and convincing, as, for instance, it does on the stage, where effect is +duly studied and considered irrespective of the sensitiveness of the +human mind that shrinks from making a display of its deeper emotions. + +Because of the intensity of their feeling and the natural reserve that +prompted them to its concealment, the meeting between husband and wife +was commonplace in the extreme. For years they had been apart, nursing +resentment one against the other. Each had failed the other in the +great essentials of married life. Both had made mistakes, and both had +been unrelenting. But death makes an extraordinary difference in human +affairs, even when it is merely the overshadowing of death's wings, +which, hovering for a while, pass on, the time being not yet fulfilled. + +The fear, the almost certainty that death would claim her husband had +melted for ever the hardness in Zoe Lawless' heart. She was prepared, +had been prepared from the moment she determined to leave Cape Town in +search of him, to forgive every injury that she had suffered at his +hands,--to accept him as he was for her love's sake, unconditionally, as +he had once told her was the only way possible to complete +reconciliation. He had less to forgive; but he also had come to regard +life differently since he had stood on the borderland of the Great +Eternal,--to realise its limitations and insufficiencies, the pettiness +of ill-feeling, the seriousness of the huge human blunder that is called +unkindness. The overshadowing of death's wings had softened him, had +given him pause to think. + +When the door opened in response to his querulously uttered invitation, +and Zoe entered with her flowers in her hand, he looked towards her with +a quick, sharp glance of inquiry. Behind the look was a certain fierce +shyness, a diffidence which he strove to conceal. She approached the +bed, placed the bloemetjes on the coverlet close to his hand and sat +down in the chair she had occupied on the only other occasion that she +had been permitted inside the room. + +"I am so glad you are better," she said. + +He removed his gaze from her face and played with the flowers. + +"You've been long enough in coming to see me," he returned ungraciously. + +"The doctor was afraid I might excite you," she explained. + +"Rot!" he ejaculated. + +He pulled the flowers about and did not look at her. + +"It's been a near thing with me," he went on, "I've had a closer look at +death than I'm likely to get again, and come through... It didn't seem +to matter, somehow." He still played with the flowers. "It would have +squared things, perhaps, if I'd made you a widow." + +She leant towards him, and spoke in a low voice, reproachfully. + +"You know it wouldn't have squared things. It would have deprived both +of us of the chance to make amends." + +"Still making a matter of conscience of it?" he said cynically. + +She put her hand quickly on his, and so stayed the restless fingers in +their destructive task. + +"Hugh! That isn't kind." + +"No," he agreed. "But you see, it's easy for you to do the right thing +under given circumstances." + +"Oh! my dear!" she said. And then: "Easy! If you knew what it cost me +to reconcile myself to the thought of sharing in nursing you with that +woman... I was prepared to do that. Oh yes! I know the rights of that +story now, but I didn't when I left Cape Town." + +Lawless flushed darkly. + +"I don't deserve that you should come near me, Zoe... I behaved to you +like a cad." + +"You didn't behave well," she returned. "I wonder why you acted as you +did. When Colonel Grey told me the story, I felt that you must hate me +to let me think that... It made me bitter. Afterwards, when death came +so very close, such matters appeared less important, trivial even... I +ceased to think of them." + +"It makes a difference," he said. + +His hand twisted under hers until the palm came uppermost; his fingers +closed upon her fingers, gripping them tightly. A little thrill of +happiness ran through her. It was many a long year since his hand had +gripped hers like that. He turned his face suddenly and looked at her. + +"You are cold," he complained, but his eyes smiled with a look of +complete satisfaction. "You punish me by staying out of my room +altogether until I become violent, commit an assault on a very harmless +person, and practically send for you. And now you are here--you permit +me to hold your hand." + +She laughed and flushed warmly. + +"I'm leaving it all to you," she said softly. "I want to leave it to +you... You ought to understand." + +"When I was sick," he said whimsically, "I suffered from delusions. The +most amazing as well as the pleasantest of these fancies was that one +day you came and sat beside my bed where you are sitting now, only, +inexplicably, your arms were about me, and your face was close to mine +upon the pillow. I was out of my body then. I think I should have +slipped away altogether but for those restraining arms. I've lain often +and tried to will the vision back, but it never reappeared." + +He turned in the bed and lifted himself slightly on his elbow. + +"You are far more elusive than that fancy of mine," he grumbled. + +He gripped the hand he held tighter, and pulled her towards him. + +"I thought you weren't conscious," she said, stooping lower. "I didn't +guess you knew..." + +"Zoe! my dear! my dear!" he cried, his face close to hers. "All these +years without you! ... How have I borne it? I have been a wanderer on +the face of the earth,--a rudderless ship that has drifted with the +current, that has had no helm to answer to, no one on the look-out. I +wonder that I didn't go aground a dozen times. I should have got +aground if there had not been the flame of my love for you alight in my +heart to show me the danger places when I came to them. You have been +my guiding star throughout the years. I never thought that we should +meet, much less come together again; but I've always borne your +goodness, your purity, in mind as things that counted, that kept a man +from breaking himself on the reckless impulses of his own selfishness. +I've been a limited, carnal-minded cad. But whatever brief passion has +possessed me, I have never loved anyone but you. Zoe, I hate myself +when I think of the past. I want to get away and hide myself--from +you." + +"Don't think of it," she said soothingly. "We've done with all that." + +He looked at her wonderingly. + +"What made you follow me out here?" he asked. "What brought you to this +place, believing what you believed of me? ... It puzzles me to +understand." + +She put out her other hand and laid it upon his shoulder and pushed him +gently but firmly back upon the pillow. + +"Why trouble about understanding?" she asked. "I don't understand +myself. It was just love drew me." She spoke lower. "Whatever you +have done, whatever you have been, I have never ceased to love you." + +He turned his face aside weakly. There were tears in his eyes. He +endeavoured unsuccessfully to hide them from her. She put her arms +about him, and gathered the shrunken, suffering figure to her bosom. +Then she laid her head beside his on the pillow and drew his face close +to hers... + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Grit Lawless, by F.E. 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