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diff --git a/37833-8.txt b/37833-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..fb164dd --- /dev/null +++ b/37833-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,6783 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Danes Sketched by Themselves. Vol. III +(of 3), by Various + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Danes Sketched by Themselves. Vol. III (of 3) + A Series of Popular Stories by the Best Danish Authors + +Author: Various + +Translator: Mrs. (Anna S.) Bushby + +Release Date: October 23, 2011 [EBook #37833] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK DANES SKETCHED BY THEMSELVES, VOL III *** + + + + +Produced by Charles Bowen, from page scans provided by the Web Archive + + + + + + + + + + + 1. Page scan source: + http://www.archive.org/details/danessketchedbyt02bush + + 2. The diphthong oe is represented by [oe]. + + + + + + THE DANES + + Sketched by Themselves. + + A SERIES OF POPULAR STORIES BY THE BEST + DANISH AUTHORS, + + + + TRANSLATED BY MRS. BUSHBY. + + + + _IN THREE VOLUMES.--VOL. III_. + + + + LONDON: + RICHARD BENTLEY, NEW BURLINGTON STREET. + 1864. + + * * * * * + + [_The right of Translation is reserved_.] + + + + + + + LONDON: PRINTED BY W. CLOWES AND SONS, STAMFORD STREET, + AND CHARING CROSS. + + + + + + CONTENTS OF VOL. III. + + + The Fair Prospect. + Death and his Victims.--By Adam Oehlenschl[oe]ger. + All Souls' Day.--By B. S. Ingemann. + Lisette's Castles in the Air.--By H. V. Holst. + Twice Sacrificed.--By Carit Etlar. + Herr Sinclair.--By E. Storm. + The Aged Rabbi.--By B. S. Ingemann. + The Bankrupt.--By Carl Bernhard. + The Hereditary Goblet.--From the Swedish of Uncle Adam. + The Death Ship.--By B. S. Ingemann. + The Brothers; or, A Good Conscience. + Esben.--By S. S. Blicher. + + + + + THE DANES + + Sketched by Themselves. + + * * * * * + + THE FAIR PROSPECT. + + +From his infancy he had loved the sea, with its restless waves; the +dark blue ocean, with its white sails; and the idea of a sailor's +pleasant life pervaded his very dreams. During the winter months he was +satisfied to go to school, and learn to read and write; but in summer, +when the soft wind stole with its balmy breath through the windows of +the schoolroom, he used to fancy that it brought him greetings from the +adjacent sea--that it came fraught with the odour of the sun-bleached +deck, of the tarry rope, of the swelling sail--and then the schoolroom +became too confined for him, and his little breast heaved with a +longing which he could not repress. + +All his holidays were spent at the quays, or on the seashore. When a +ship arrived from some foreign land, he would gaze at it with longing +eyes, and he would wish it were not speechless, that it might tell him +of the magnificent clear moonlights on which the tropical skies and the +dreamy ocean seemed to unite, and form one wide and bland expanse, or +of the dark stormy night on which the tempest, resting on its breezy +pinions, broods over the foaming sea. Oh! how he envied the careless, +sunburnt sailors, who looked down from the gunwale, or hung, apparently +in frolic mood, amid the yards above! Who could be so happy as they, to +skim over the sea with only a slender plank beneath their feet, with +the white sails outstretched like wings above their heads! + +When it became late in the evening, he would saunter slowly and +sorrowfully homewards to the small, confined house in the suburbs of +the town, where his mother, who had, perhaps, just finished her day's +hard work, would meet him with gentle reproaches for staying out so +long. When he had then assisted her to bring in the heavy pail of +water, to stretch the somewhat blackened ropes in the court, and prop +them up with long sticks; to water the flowers in the little garden, +and the pots of balsam and geranium in the window; and when their +simple supper was finished, it was his delight to place himself on a +low wooden stool at his mother's feet, while she knitted, and listened +to the stories she told him of his poor father, who had gone far away +and had never returned. Vivid were the pictures the good woman drew +from the magic-lantern of her memory. Now, it was of her maritime +wedding, with the two waving Dannebrog flags, the numerous +smartly-dressed sailors, with their short jackets, white hats, and red +pocket-handkerchiefs, each with his sweetheart on his arm; now, of the +day when his father came home from a voyage, and found him--the boy--in +the cradle, a welcome gift on his arrival; now, of the dreadful hour +when the owner of the ship sent for her, and she was informed, in a few +cold words, that her husband had died out on the wide ocean, had been +wrapped in his hammock, and lowered into the deep. The stories always +ended here with the widow's tears; but the boy would sit lost in deep +thought, and would follow in his imagination the sinking hammock, with +his father's corpse, down beneath the blue, blue waves, lower and +lower, into the darkening abyss, until he became giddy from his own +fancies. + +Sometimes his mother was not at home; then he always fixed his gaze +upon a miserable little picture which hung against the wall, and which +represented a brig in full sail. He would fancy himself standing +beneath its broad canvas, and waving his farewell to the land; or he +would steal into the recess of the window, and please himself by +imagining that he was in the cabin of a ship, and that the white +curtain which hung in the window, and was slightly agitated by the +wind, was the flapping of the sails in a storm. His little head would +at length droop and rest against the window-sill, whilst sleep closed +his eyes, and permitted him to continue in dreams his fancied voyage. + +One day--a bright sunshiny day--he was strolling along the edge of the +harbour wall, gazing at the ships, and chattering now and then with the +seafaring people. His little white hat had fallen back, and rested awry +upon his curly head, as the poor boy jumped and played about, his shirt +sleeves tucked up, and without any jacket. How happy he was when the +sailors bade him run an errand for them, or what was better still, help +them to move or lift anything. As he wandered farther and farther on, +he came upon a large ship that was lying close to a wharf, and taking +in its cargo. The boy stood long opposite to it, and looked attentively +upon it. + +That strange, mysterious feeling in the human mind, which arises at the +sight of the place where our death-bed is to be, or our coffin is to +rest, prompted him to exclaim, 'How quiet; how peaceful it is here.' +Though he thought--unknowing of the future--that his grave would be +under some shady tree, yet in contemplating the scene before him, he +felt that it was cool, and fresh, and inviting to repose. It was with a +peculiar and undefinable sensation that his eye wandered over the +newly-tarred hull of the ship--around which the glancing waves were +lightly sporting--up the supple mast, till it rested on the pennon at +its top. The busy crew went backwards and forwards, to and from the +vessel, which appeared to be nearly ready for its approaching voyage, +and the master stood upon the deck, issuing commands, and +superintending everything. + +The boy ventured nearer and nearer; with earnest looks he watched +everything on board, and everything seemed to have been familiar +to him in some dream of the past--everything, from the nicely-painted +half-open cabin-door, to the dog that rattled its chains whenever any +of the sailors passed it. The captain at length came forward, and, as +he leaned over the gunwale, his scrutinizing eye fell upon the boy, who +as steadily gazed at him. For a time they stood thus--both silent. At +last the captain said: + +'What do you want here, boy? Are you waiting for anyone?' + +'No; I am only fond of seeing ships, sir,' was the boy's answer; as he +took off his little white hat, and twirled it about in his hand. + +'To whom do you belong?' asked the skipper. + +'My mother supports herself by her labour, sir,' replied the boy, 'and +my father lies out yonder;' he pointed towards the ocean. 'I also +should like to go to sea; but my mother says I am too little yet. Do +you think, sir, I am _really_ too little?' he added, with an arch, +insinuating smile, as he looked up into the captain's eyes. + +'Well, well, perhaps not,' said the master of the vessel. 'Do you know +anything about a ship?' + +How happy was the boy at that moment; with one bound he was at the side +of the captain, and he proceeded with sparkling eyes and flushed cheeks +to name to him all parts of the ship; there was not a sail, not a rope, +not a topmast unknown to him, and the master's looks followed him with +approbation and goodwill. + +'I am bound to the Brazils,' said he; 'would you like to go with me? +But it is a long voyage, and the weather is not always good.' + +The boy's answer was a cry of joy; he seized the skipper's hard hand +and pressed it to his soft cheek, but suddenly his gladness was +checked. + +'My mother!' he exclaimed, sorrowfully. + +'We will go to her,' said the captain, as he laid aside his pipe and +took his hat. + +Next day there was a fresh and stiff breeze, but the wind was fair, +and the good ship 'The Fair Prospect' bent its way out of the harbour +under full sail; it was going to the Brazils, far away beyond the +wide, wide ocean, and many a month must pass before its anchor +would again drop amidst the waters that laved the shores of the +dear native land. But--'Away, into the world--away!' came wafted +on the joyous breeze;--'Be of good cheer!' smiled the gay, bright +sun;--'Farewell--forget me not!' whispered the rolling waves; and high +up amidst the masts hung the exulting ship-boy, while he waved his +little red cap, and wept from mingled feelings of grief and joy. + +How many remained upon that shore in unruffled tranquillity! They only +felt that they were obliged to be stationary, and would never see all +the beautiful, the grand, and the wonderful things that the vast world +has to display. But among them stood the loving mother, who had no joy +on earth but him who had just left her--and in deep sorrow she +concealed her tearful countenance. 'Dear mother, farewell!' he breathed +upon the air; but she could not hear these, his parting words. Yet he +felt as if his heart would have burst from his breast, and flown to +her. And surely she knew this. Did she not feel that there were some +sad, tender, affectionate thoughts from him who was gone, following her +to her humble home, to her deserted rooms, to the empty little couch, +on which she cast herself in an agony of grief? Alas! how many anxious +nights would she not have to pass in that lonely cottage, now terrified +by frightful dreams, now startled from her troubled sleep by the +howling and uproar of the midnight storm! + +_One_ was terrible to listen to. It was a night in spring; but the +heavens were black and threatening, so that all was darkness around. +The tempestuous clouds chased each other wildly through the skies, and +cast their gloomy masses from one part of the heavens to another; the +moon shone forth every now and then for a moment, as if in derision of +its own impotence, and when its straggling beams then glanced in +through the small windows, they seemed for one second to gleam upon the +floor, merely to vanish again. The low house shook; the tiles fell from +the roof with a loud crash into the little court below; the doors +swayed backwards and forwards as if moved by invisible hands; and the +wind absolutely roared in the chimney. + +The mother lay awake in her little chamber: she sat up in her bed, +clasped her hands, and cried in her agony of spirit, 'Oh, my dear, dear +child! where are you this fearful night?' Then she looked at his bed, +which had so long stood empty. How willingly she would have cheated +herself into the idea that all was a dream, and that it _really_ was +his fair little head she saw resting on his pillow; but it was +fancy--only fancy--for no living form was there! There was none to +speak one word of comfort to her; no human being near to console her; +she raised her thoughts to heaven, and prayed to God to spare the life +of her child in that terrific night; she prayed that she might once +more be allowed to fold him in her arms, and earnestly did she +further pray--alas! for a mother's heart--that if he _must_ die, the +death-struggle might be brief! + +And where was the boy while these anxious prayers were ascending to +Heaven on his behalf? Behold! Yonder on the vast wild sea, where the +tempest is lashing the waves into mountains, flies the slight bark with +the lightning's speed! The subordinate has become the master: the wind, +that but lately, managed by the sailors' art, wafted their vessel +gently along, has suddenly burst forth in its might, and in its wanton +fury assails them from every point. Now the ship seems engulfed by the +raging waters; now borne aloft as if it were about to career in the +air. Yet on these frail planks, which seem to be but as a toy to the +elements, there is a will stronger than theirs. See how every stitch of +canvas disappears from the towering masts! Look at the fearless, +determined countenance of the man who holds the rudder in his strong +grasp! See how boldly, how firmly, yon sailors tread upon and hang +among the swaying yards above! Oh slip not, slip not! for ye hold life +and death in your hands; place cautiously the searching foot; turn the +swimming eye from yonder raging deep. Hark! what a frightful blast of +wind! It seems to come howling from afar, then rolls with a hollow +sound over the foaming waves. The ship trembles from stem to stern; +and, as if battling with the ocean, it swings first to one side, then +to the other, and then it seems to rise and ride triumphant over the +heaving billows. In its lightness lies its only hope of safety. + +But what is that which has fallen from the main-topsail-yard down into +the sea beneath? The bubbling foam conceals it for a moment, but it +rises to the surface. From a break between the dark heavy clouds the +moon casts a solitary ray, mild as a compassionate smile. It is the +boy--the boy who loved the blue billows so much--he has fallen into +their wild embrace, and they like him too well to give him up again. In +vain do anxious faces bend over the side of the ship; in vain are ropes +cast out; the small hands fight but a feeble battle for life; the fair +curly head, over which his unseen mother's prayers and blessings are at +that moment hovering, raises itself once more in the pale moonshine; +but the struggle is soon over. Some few undefined thoughts flit through +his soul: he fancies that he hears his mother's voice. Yes, peace be +with you, child! She is praying with you at your hour of death. And he +sinks down--down--calmly beneath the waves. The subsiding tempest +chants his requiem; the moon sheds a farewell ray upon the spot where +he sank; and the grave has closed over the sea-boy's corpse! The war of +the elements is over, and the ship glides peacefully into its destined +harbour. + + + + + DEATH AND HIS VICTIMS. + + BY ADAM OEHLENSCHL[OE]GER. + + + Though I am feeble, yet, dear Death, + Awhile let me remain! + 'Old man--thy locks are white as snow-- + Still thou art loth with me to go: + But come--thy pray'r is vain!' + + I am in manhood's prime--wouldst thou + Then break my staff to-day?-- + 'The tall pine on the mountain's side, + By lightning struck, falls in its pride, + My call thou must obey!' + + I am a maiden--beauteous, young, + Wouldst hide me in the tomb? + 'Thou, for this world, art all too fair, + The bright rose never withers where + Thou soon again shalt bloom!' + + So soon, a hero canst thou snatch + From glory's high career? + 'I come, clad as a warrior proud-- + What wouldst thou? 'neath my mailed shroud + No fleshless bones appear.' + + Extinguish not--oh yet--dear Death! + Love's fire--that burns so bright! + 'Oh! I can hold in close embrace, + And though my mouth no warm lips grace, + Behold--my teeth are white!' + + Wouldst tear me from my golden hoard + With merciless commands? + 'Follow! beneath the earth's black mould + Gold never rusts--and thy dear gold + Shall shine in others' hands!' + + What! from his country's councils drag + The statesman proud? away!-- + 'I call thee to a court more high, + Where angel-forms, above the sky, + Throng round God's throne alway! + + Against my ancient 'scutcheon--ha!-- + To raise thy scythe dar'st thou? + 'Adam--the noblest of thy race-- + Was made to bow before my face, + Thy farce is ended now.' + + Thy vengeance wreck not thou on me. + Behold--this brow a crown adorns! + 'Vain is thy claim--thy power is o'er-- + Death on the cross God's own Son bore; + Think on His crown of thorns!' + + We are so little--us at least + From the dark grave--oh, spare! + 'Does not your Heav'nly Father love + Young children? Ye shall sport above + With winged cherubs there.' + + Call not the anxious mother hence + From those her cares employ! + 'Come--at Heaven's window thou shalt stand + And gaze on the beloved band, + And thou shalt weep with joy! + + 'For though my form is frightful--I + Am less your foe than friend, + I bring ye all but transient woe; + Your souls my scythe may never mow, + These shall to God ascend!' + + + + + ALL SOULS' DAY. + + BY B. S. INGEMANN. + + +It was a stormy autumn evening; the last yellow leaves of the +beech-trees were whirling through the forest near Soröe, and the +usually calm lake was lashed into wild waves like those of the open +sea. + +'Does Italian Franz reside in this wood?' asked a clear, manly voice +from the road, as Count Otto stopped his grey steed close to a +peasant's cottage, and knocked at the little window with his +riding-whip. + +'You can't lose your way,' replied an old woman, opening the window a +very little. 'If you take the path on the left, alongside of the lake, +the first house you will come to is where the under-ranger lives.' + +The young count thanked her and proceeded on. When he turned into the +path by the left, where the moon shone full through the trees, and cast +its silver rays upon the agitated lake, his horse shied, and sprang to +one side; at the same moment the count's eyes fell upon the trunk of a +hollow oak-tree by the side of the road, against which a figure +appeared to be leaning. It was that of a man in the garb of a hunter he +saw; his rifle lay at his feet; his horse, bound to the old tree, stood +by his side, and, as a moonbeam fell on his face, lighting up his +features, the young count felt, for the first time in his life, a +strange sensation of terror--it was as if he beheld before him a +well-known countenance, but terribly changed and distorted. He gave +himself no time to examine into the cause of this fear, a feeling which +he had never before experienced in any of his numerous journeys, not +even when he had fallen in with highwaymen and robbers, with whom he +had often had desperate encounters, but without reasoning one moment +with himself, or taking time to think why he felt such sudden dread, he +plunged his spurs into his horse's sides, and galloped on as fast as +possible. The solitary hunter leaning against the decayed tree was +Italian Franz. This name had been bestowed on him on account of his +having been in the employment of a noble family, with whom he had +resided for several years in Italy, and who, as a reward for his +faithful services to them, had obtained for him the rangership he now +held near Soröe. He was born in this part of the country, where his +father had been the owner of a mill. But his long residence in a +southern climate had tanned his originally fair northern complexion, +and imparted a swarthy, sunburnt hue to his cheek, while his light hair +had also become darker in these remote lands. He was a man somewhere +about forty years of age, and when he was in good spirits, or in a gay +humour, he might have passed for much younger, especially when he +indulged in the vivacity of manners he had acquired in the South. But +when his fierce and gloomy fits came over him, he looked so old, and +also so wild and formidable, that no one would willingly have met him +alone in the woods. He would often remain whole nights in the forest, +with his gun over his shoulder, whistling or singing Italian airs in +the moonlight, especially when autumnal gales whirled the leaves around +him, and the lake was dark and agitated. + +While he thus wandered in the deep woods or by the lonely lake, his +only child, the beautiful Giuliana, who was born in Italy, sat, a +solitary being in the forest lodge, and gazed at the charming pictures +of Capri, Torrento, and Ischia, and many other lovely spots, views of +which her father had brought with him from her enchanting native land, +and which she in vain tried to recall to memory, for she had left it at +so early an age that she retained but a very faint recollection of it, +and to her its beauties were almost ideal. She did not remember her +mother at all; her father could never be induced to speak of her; and +from the time she first began to notice what was going on around her, +she had always felt inclined to cry when other children spoke of their +mothers, because she had none herself. + +She was about three years of age when the Countess R. took her from +Salerno on her journey home from Italy, accompanied by her father, who +had attended the noble family on a previous journey; and thenceforth +Giuliana had never seen her beautiful unknown native land. During the +two years, over which period their travels had extended, her infantine +mind had opened considerably; and of that time she preserved many +reminiscences. She had always been a pet of the beautiful countess, and +had travelled in the inside of the carriage with her and the two young +counts Otto and Wilhelm, while her father went outside with the +servants, though he was by no means always their companion, for when +the party arrived at inns in towns where they knew no one, it was +always Jæger Franzesco who enlivened them, and amused the whole party. +Giuliana well remembered how the countess and both her sons had wept +when her father, ten years back, took leave of them, and carried her, +then only five years of age, to the forest lodge at Soröe, while the +young counts, who were then nearly grown up, accompanied their invalid +and melancholy mother to some German watering-place. + +From that time, no year had passed over Giuliana's head without her +having received several kind and costly souvenirs--dresses, and other +gifts--from the countess. She always wore, however, the simple dress of +a peasant girl, not to seem peculiar or arrogant amongst her +neighbours; and she looked much prettier on Sundays, in her knitted red +sleeves and flowered bodice, than the smartest country girls, who, +instead of appearing in their national costume, awkwardly attempted to +sport what they thought fashionable attire. It was only at weddings, +and on other great occasions, that she drew forth from her stores some +pearls, or other precious stones, to adorn herself; and occasionally +when she was alone, or on her father's or her own birthday, she could +not resist the childish temptation to put on the pretty foreign garb +which she knew was worn in her native country, and which, copying from +her father's Italian pictures, she had amused herself by making up out +of the foreign silks and other materials the bountiful countess had +sent her. + +Jæger Franz bad acquired more knowledge from his foreign travels than +was usually possessed by men in his situation of life. He had been a +great favourite of the deceased count, and had been treated by him more +as a friend than as a servant. Being the companion of so superior and +well-informed a man as the count, had improved him greatly. Up to the +last hour of the count's life, Franz had been, next to the countess and +their two children, his chosen associate; and when, on his return from +a scientific tour in Sicily and the coasts of Barbary, he was attacked +by a fever at Naples, which put an end to his life, the countess, being +at that time confined to her bed by illness, Franz was the only one +from whose hands he would take the medicines prescribed for him; and +his last request to his wife was, that she would provide for the future +days of his faithful Franz. + +The many foreign countries Franz had visited, and the intercourse in +which he had so long lived with his superiors, had much improved his +mind and tastes, and he was able to give his daughter a much better +education than the generality of country girls could aspire to. Italian +Franz's pretty daughter was, therefore, well known over the whole +district of Soröe, and the daughters of the principal burghers in the +town did not think it beneath them to visit her. If ever they took upon +themselves the least airs of superiority, she soon put them down in a +gay and seemingly whimsical manner. She was a favourite, also, among +the peasant girls, and they were not a little proud that she generally +classed herself amongst them, notwithstanding her intimacy with the +daughters of the clergyman and other young ladies in the neighbourhood. +Within the last few months, however, her numerous young female friends +had evinced some lukewarmness towards her, and she was left more to +solitude in her father's somewhat lonely house; but if those of her own +sex partly deserted her, the young gentlemen of the neighbourhood, both +those who belonged to town and country, began to pay much attention to +the little Italian, who was now fifteen years of age, and had been +confirmed the last Easter. + +Franz had secretly embraced Roman Catholicism in Italy, but had not +found it possible to avoid letting his daughter be brought up in the +Lutheran religion, although in her early childhood she had learnt the +Ave Maria, and treasured the Holy Virgin and all the saints in her +heart. + +In a small side-chamber in the forest lodge, into which no one entered +but the father and daughter, there hung over a little domestic altar, +made of oak-tree, a beautiful picture of the Queen of Heaven, before +which a lamp burned day and night, and Giuliana never forgot to keep +the lamp always trimmed, and to ornament the little altar with fresh +flowers on every festival day. Her father often retired to solitary +meditation, or prayer, in this little oratory; but on one particular +day every year he locked himself in there for twenty-four hours, and +always issued from it in a state of great agitation, and as pale as a +corpse, exhausted by fasting and earnest prayer. This was always on the +2nd of November, _All Souls' Day_. + +Giuliana had once asked her father why he kept that particular day so +strictly, but she never ventured to repeat the inquiry, she had been so +frightened by the terribly withering look he cast upon her. There also +lay an impenetrable veil of mystery over her mother's fate, and the +history of her own childish years, which she never dared to attempt to +raise. She was always glad when her moody father seemed for a little +while to forget the past and the future. He also appeared to enjoy +these short intervals of forgetfulness, and many people thought him the +gayest and happiest man breathing. However, whenever All Souls' Day +approached, he avoided the society of his fellow-beings, and plunged +into the depths of the forest night and day, apparently in quest of +game; but he frequently returned on these occasions without having shot +anything, and often without having once discharged his gun. + +It was on just such an evening in the beginning of October that +Giuliana, in her loneliness, had taken out her dear Italian costume, to +please herself by putting it on, and perhaps amuse her father when he +came home. She was sitting with the silver ornaments in her dark hair, +with the rose-coloured bodice and skirt of which she had read, and with +the little pictures she loved so much before her, fancying herself +amidst the charming scenes her imagination so often portrayed. It was +late in the evening when she heard the sound of a horse's feet +approaching, and observed that it had stopped at the paved pathway +which led to the house. She concluded it was her father, and rose to +meet him, when the door opened, and the young Count Otto entered, +starting with astonishment at seeing the beautiful Italian girl in a +Danish forester's house. He did not know if he was dreaming or awake, +for never before had he beheld any one so lovely, and the Southern +costume gave to the charming figure which stood before him an air +strangely fanciful and romantic. + +'Giuliana!' he exclaimed, after a moment's reflection. 'Yes, you must +be Giuliana herself; and I am Otto,' he added--'the frolicsome little +Otto, who teazed you with bitter oranges in the corner of the carriage +ten years ago.' + +'Otto!' cried Giuliana, calling to mind the half-grown boy who used to +be her playfellow, as she had often seen him in her dreams of +childhood. In her joy she had almost thrown her arms round his neck, +but she beheld a handsome young man before her, and drew back, +blushing. 'You have taken me by surprise, count,' she said, colouring +still more deeply. 'I was only a very little child when you last saw +me, and now you find in me but a big child. I expected no one but my +father this evening, and this dress--' + +'Becomes you admirably,' interrupted the count, 'and transports me +back, as if by magic, to fair Italy. Do not thus cast your eyes down; +let me see if I can recognize my little pet of five years old again. +Yes, the eyes are the same; but I must not now speak so familiarly to +you, or call you "my Giuliana," as I did then.' + +'And my little knight Otto, with his wooden sword, which was to protect +me from the brigands, has also disappeared,' said Giuliana. 'But tell +me, count, what fortunate circumstance has recalled us to your +recollection, that you should surprise us with a visit here, in our +remote hermitage?' + +'I shall tell that to your father,' replied Otto, gravely. 'He is not +at home, I find: but do you not expect him back this evening?' + +'He is out hunting in the forest,' said Giuliana. 'However, I hope he +will come home this evening; I have seen very little of him for some +days past. But you must be tired after your long journey, and must +require some refreshment. Please to make yourself at home here, Herr +Count, and excuse my absence for a few minutes; I will soon return.' + +So saying, Giuliana tripped out of the room, and Count Otto sat down +near the table. At first he observed nothing around him; he could see +nothing but the image of the beautiful Giuliana, who had made a sudden +and strong impression upon him, which, however, he chose to ascribe to +her fanciful attire, and the surprise of their first meeting. + +Nevertheless, he almost forgot why he had come, and that his visit was +more to the father than to the daughter. But he now decided on +remaining a little time at Soröe. Carelessly glancing over the table, +he observed some of the best travels in Italy that had ever been +published, and lying near them, collections of engravings of the +most remarkable places, and of national costumes. He also saw some +nicely-bound volumes, containing Tasso and Aristo in their original +language, and, on a shelf against the wall, handsome copies of the old +Danish tragedies, with selections from the best Danish and foreign +poets. + +A small wooden crucifix, on which was placed a wreath of _immortelles_, +stood on a chest of drawers in an alcove, and at its feet lay an open +Bible. The count rose, and, approaching the recess, he saw a curtain, +which he drew aside, when a small bed on a pretty oaken bedstead in a +corner became visible. + +'Here, then, that lovely creature sleeps,' thought he, 'happy in her +sweet, innocent dreams: and she has chosen very intellectual and +refined company for her solitude. Who would have expected to find such +a girl in an abode like this?' + +At that moment a nice-looking peasant girl entered, and began to +arrange the table for supper--it was Giuliana, who had laid aside the +foreign costume in which she had felt so embarrassed before the +stranger. He thought she looked still more charming in the simple, +unpretending peasant dress, but he did not wish to make her feel +bashful by letting her see how much he admired her. He questioned her +about her father's circumstances, and her own position; and then +informed her of his mother's death, a piece of intelligence which made +a much deeper impression on Giuliana's feeling heart than he could have +anticipated. + +He himself was much affected when he told of his bereavement; but his +extreme grief seemed to be caused by something more than even sorrow +for her loss. As soon as they had recovered themselves a little, the +count took pains to avoid entering further on a subject so distressing +to them both, and led the conversation towards those topics on which +the various books of travels scattered about made him think he could +venture. He soon perceived how the dim, childish recollections in +Giuliana's excitable mind had been revived, and kept from fading away, +by the beautiful engravings and interesting works depicting the +enchanting land of her birth, and how it was that she felt herself such +a stranger in the bleak North, and longed so much to return to the +sunny South. To her it appeared like a wonderful fairyland, where her +brightest dreams and hopes were centred. Her father's fits of deep +melancholy, and his frequent uncontrollable bursts of agony of +soul--the cause of which she could not fathom, and which she had no +means of alleviating--often grieved her extremely. The constraint under +which she generally felt with him, even when he was in good spirits, +and unusually cheerful, contributed much to increase her longing for a +change to a brighter land, and also to make her contrast in her young +mind the peace and happiness entwined amidst her childish +recollections, with her gloomy life in the lonely forest lodge. + +She did not, however, express these sentiments to the young count, or +dwell upon her own feelings, but they were soon perceived by her +observant guest. He had begun to place before her some pleasanter +prospects for the future, and had just mentioned that he knew a +family who were soon going to Italy, and that they were in want of a +lady-companion, who would take charge of two little girls. He was just +speaking of this, and feeling in his own secret soul some dim, +undefined hopes of agreeable days to come, when the neighing of a horse +was heard close by. Suddenly the door was opened, and a man entered, in +whom the count recognized the solitary hunter he had seen near the old +tree in the forest, whose countenance had appeared so dreadful to him +in the pale moonlight. + +'My dear father,' cried Giuliana, springing forward to meet him, 'guess +whom I have to present to you! Hush!' said she to Otto, 'let us see if +he can find out who you are.' + +Otto, who had been standing in the shade, now came forward towards the +light which Giuliana held up near his face, and looked earnestly and in +silence at Italian Franz. + +'What is the matter, father?' exclaimed Giuliana. 'You have turned +deadly pale--you seem to be seized with giddiness!' + +'Who art thou?' cried Franz, starting back from Otto as if struck with +sudden insanity. 'If thou art a living being, speak!--speak, and do not +thus gaze like a spectre at me!' + +'Good Heavens, father! it is only Otto!' said Giuliana, anxiously, yet +soothingly. + +'We take turns in being afraid of each other this evening,' said the +count. 'For as I rode past you in the forest, Franz, I took _you_ for a +spectre, or some awful apparition, and now you pay me the same +compliment, I see. But how goes it, old Franz, and how are you?' + +'Very well, Herr Count--very well, thank you,' said Franz. 'I recognize +you now by your voice, though it has, of course, become much deeper +than when I heard it last. So it was you who rode past me down yonder, +near the lake, upon that fiery horse? I was standing wrapt up in my own +thoughts, when suddenly a horseman sprang forward from among the trees, +and, passing me in wild haste, vanished speedily from my sight. By the +glimpse I had of him, I thought his face was not altogether unknown to +me, but I should as soon have expected to have seen the Wild Huntsman, +or a ghost, as you, Herr Count.' + +'Am I so much changed?' asked the count. 'I can now quite recognize you +again, Franz, although you certainly look a little older. And +Giuliana's eyes shine like a pair of well-remembered stars from my +childhood's heaven. I believe I am as tall as my father was, and I am +thought very like him.' + +'I can't see any very strong resemblance,' said Franz, turning away +from him. 'But has the count had no refreshment, Giuliana? Move that +light a little farther off, it hurts my eyes; sit down, Herr Count, and +let us be merry. I have still a flask of old Syracuse--we shall empty +that together to the health of your mother, the noble countess.' + +'I wear this mourning for her,' said Otto, suppressing his emotion. +'Three months ago, at Toplitz, she was released from her long-continued +sufferings.' + +'Dead!' exclaimed Franz, and covered his face with his hands. 'You +come, perhaps, Herr Count, as the envoy of the dead, and bring me a +word of farewell; or, more probably, she has latterly forgotten Jæger +Franz. She has had no communication with me for ten long years.' + +'My dying mother sent this ring to your daughter, said Otto, handing to +Giuliana a gold ring, with a little diamond cross on it. On the inside +of the ring was engraved, 'Keep watch over your soul, and pray for the +dead.' + +'I have a few words to say to you, Franz, when we are alone.' + +'Go, my daughter, and fetch us some wine,' said Franz, bending the +while a scrutinizing look upon Otto, yet trying to appear quite at his +ease, though a degree of nervousness and anxiety in his countenance and +demeanour proved that he was not so. + +Giuliana left the room; and after a moment's silence, which seemed +embarrassing to them both, Otto took Italian Franz's hand, and said: + +'You must solve an enigma for me, which embitters my remembrance of my +mother's last hours. She suffered exceedingly, but I think not so much +from bodily as from mental pain. In the last interview I had with her, +when I hoped she would have opened her mind to me, and have cast off +the burden of some secret which seemed to oppress her heart, it was +almost too late; she could scarcely speak, but she pronounced your +name, and said, in a trembling voice, "Go to him, and ask him if _that_ +be true about which I have never ventured to ask him, and which, for +full fifteen years past, like a frightful suspicion, has haunted my +soul--ask him, for the sake of my eternal salvation, if--"' + +'If what?' demanded Franz, springing up from his seat. + +'I could not understand another word; she was dying, and her speech was +very imperfect. Suddenly a convulsive fit came on, and in a moment she +was gone. It is now, alas! too late to obtain, for _her_ peace, an +answer to the mysterious question; but for the sake of my own peace, I +would claim it. Tell me, Franz, what is it you know which made my +mother so miserable on her death-bed?' + +'And did she really and truly say nothing more?' asked Franz, with a +relieved look. + +'Not another word. But you must tell me the rest.' + +'Thank your God that you have escaped hearing more, Herr Count! I will +carry to my grave what I know; it would be good neither for you nor for +myself, were I to disclose it.' + +'You shall, though,' cried the count, grasping his short sword. 'I will +know it, or--' + +'Act as you please, Herr Count,' said Franz, coldly, and without +appearing to be in the least intimidated by the threat. 'You would be +doing me a service by putting an end to a life which I care not to +hold; but no power on earth shall wring from me one word I do not +choose to utter.' + +The coolness of Franz checked the rising anger of the young man. + +'Forgive my impetuosity, Franz,' he said, in a lower tone; 'your +firmness and your calm demeanour put me to shame; I have no right to +insist on any explanation from you. But I shall remain for a little +while in this neighbourhood; we shall probably meet often, and when you +are convinced of the great importance it is to me to discover what you +now think advisable to conceal, perhaps you will change your +determination.' + +'I doubt that,' replied Franz. 'If you were a holy priest, Herr Count, +and belonged to the true church, in which alone salvation can be found, +but which is proscribed hereabouts, it would be another thing.' + +'It is, then, a matter of conscience, Franz, about which my mother--' + +'Think what you will of me, Herr Count, but do not implicate your +mother! Whatever she may have fancied, and whatever account I may have +to render to Him who will judge every soul, and the actions of every +being, at the great day of doom--for the sake of your own peace of mind +seek not to dive into the mystery of my gloomy fate; enough that it +casts a dark shadow over my life. For Giuliana's sake, let me also +entreat of you to keep this conversation secret from her, and if you do +not wish to destroy the childish simplicity and peace of that +unfortunate girl, leave us as soon as you possibly can, that she may +not witness such scenes between you and myself.' + +'I have a plan in regard to Giuliana, Franz, which I shall tell you +to-morrow. To-night I do not feel in spirits to enter on the subject. +Farewell!' + +So saying, the young count left him, and when Giuliana entered shortly +after with the wine, she found her father alone, and asked why Count +Otto had gone away in such a hurry, and without even bidding her +farewell. + +'He had business to attend to, my child,' replied her father; 'but he +intends to remain at Soröe to-night, and he will pay us another visit +before he goes away.' + +'What! is he going away so soon?' sighed Giuliana. 'I thought he meant +to have stayed some time among us.' + +'Have you, then, much pleasure in the thought of seeing him, my +daughter?' asked Franz. + +'Oh yes, yes! he is my dear old playfellow, and it seems to me as if we +had always known each other. If he had not been so tall, and also a +count, a nobleman of high rank, I would actually have embraced him when +he came in so suddenly, and told me he was little Otto.' + +'Never forget, my child, to behave to him with the respectful distance +which becomes the difference between his situation and ours,' said +Franz gravely, and fell into a gloomy mood. + +In the hope of enlivening him, Giuliana took up the little Italian +mandolin which her father had brought from her native land, and sang, +in the language of that foreign country, Franz's favourite song, which +ran as follows:-- + + + 'If life's joys thou wouldst find, + 'Twere well oft to be blind, + Let the changeful hours roll as they may. + The stranger who goes, + Where the summer wind blows, + Dreads to think of a dark wintry day. + + 'The stranger who goes, + Where the summer wind blows, + Dreams that brightness and beauty shall last. + But too oft as he strays, + Where life's fountain plays, + He turns with regret to the past. + + 'Yet sometimes he strays, + Where life's fountain plays, + And pleasures unfading are met. + Where the balmy breeze sighs, + 'Neath the soft Southern skies, + His soul can all sorrow forget!' + + +The next day Count Otto came again. Contrary to his usual custom, Franz +remained at home, and he sought, by lively conversation and jovial +manners, to efface the remembrance of the painful scene of the previous +evening. He seemed determined to entertain his guest himself without +any assistance from Giuliana, with whom Otto had, therefore, very +little communication. Thus several days passed, yet the young count did +not seem to think of his departure, although Franz often reminded him +of it by drinking to his safe journey home. + +Otto no longer doubted that Franz had observed the impression which the +beautiful Giuliana had made upon him, and at the same time he became +more watchful of his own feelings. Upon reflection, he allowed to +himself that the father was acting wisely in wishing to check a passion +which, if it were implanted and nourished in the heart of the lovely +Giuliana, might cause, on account of the difference in their rank and +station in life, great unhappiness to both. For several days he battled +with himself, and several times he resolved to go away at once, and to +give up the plan about Giuliana, which he had not yet communicated to +her father. This plan would indeed gratify her long-cherished desire to +visit her dear native land, but it would necessarily place her and him +in a position which might be dangerous to the peace of both, unless he +could sacrifice for her the opinions of his family, and the prejudices +inherent to his standing in life. The longer he considered the matter, +the more he felt convinced that the situation he proposed her filling +was far beneath Giuliana. After all, he was his own master, and _he_ +valued mind, beauty, and amiable disposition more than all the +genealogical trees and worm-eaten patents of nobility that ever +existed. + +Notwithstanding all her father's efforts to prevent Giuliana from being +much with the count, he met her frequently by accident, and often saw +her when Franz's occupations obliged him to be absent, and it was not +long before he perceived that the interest she took in him, and the +attention she paid him, sprang from something more than mere good will, +or simple childish affection. She tried, indeed, to obey her father's +directions, and to be distant and respectful; she called him, as she +had been desired, 'Herr Count,' and always corrected herself when the +familiar 'Otto' trembled on her lips. Yet, from a thousand little +circumstances, the said Otto could not fail to see that he was very +dear to her, and when his departure was mentioned, it was evident that +she tried in vain to conceal her distress at the idea of his going. + +One evening, on returning home, Franz found Count Otto at the forest +lodge, where he was sitting close to Giuliana, reading some beautiful +old ballads to her; the sight of their intimacy displeased him, and by +way of reminding the count of his long-delayed journey, he asked what +day of the month it was. + +'It is the second of November,' replied Otto; whereupon Franz, who for +some weeks past seemed to have dismissed all his old sad thoughts, and +had been always cheerful, often in a gay humour, became suddenly silent +and gloomy. In a minute or two he rose with a grave air, and entering +the little side-room, which he had fitted up as an oratory, he locked +himself in. As he did not come back, Otto asked Giuliana what could +detain him so long there. + +'This is All Souls' Day,' she replied; 'my father did not remember it +until you mentioned the day of the month. He keeps _this_ day more +strictly than any of the other fasts or festivals of the Church. He +always passes it in fasting and prayer. I shall not see him again until +about this time tomorrow evening.' + +'Who would have thought that Jæger Franz was so pious?' said Otto. 'For +some days after my arrival he scarcely gave me an opportunity of saying +one serious word, he was so full of mirth and pleasantry.' + +'My father's humours are very changeable now-a-days,' sighed Giuliana, +'and I am certain he would be happier if he did not get into such wild +spirits sometimes. These strange fits of gaiety are generally succeeded +by moods of deep dejection. Do you remember,' she continued, 'the +evening that you arrived--' + +'Let us not think of that evening,' cried Otto, interrupting her, while +his countenance darkened at the recollection of the dreadful secret +which he had come on purpose to discover, but his anxiety about which +had given way to the new and softer feelings which his daily +intercourse with the beautiful Giuliana had awakened in his heart. He +tried in vain to recover his equanimity of manner, and finding that +even _her_ society could not, that evening, chase away the gloom that +was stealing over his mind, he took his leave earlier than usual. + +When Count Otto returned the next evening, he found that Franz had not +yet made his appearance, and that Giuliana was very uneasy at his long +self-imprisonment; but she did not dare to knock at the door, or in any +way to intrude on his solitude. At length the door of the oratory was +slowly opened, and Franz came out of it, but so altered in appearance +as scarcely to be recognized. There was such agony in the expression of +his wild, almost livid face, that he looked like one who might be +supposed to have died in a state of despair, and arisen from the grave +because he could find no rest there. + +'But, dear Franz, what strange whim induces you to do such terrible +penance?' asked Otto, with a mixed feeling in his own mind of horror +and compassion. + +Giuliana made a sign to him to be silent, while she quickly, yet +quietly, set about getting something to revive and strengthen her +father. It was not until he had drunk a whole flask of wine that he +seemed to recover his consciousness, and to observe who was in the +room. + +'What, you still here, Herr Count?' he said, turning to Otto. 'I +thought you had gone long ago. I have been ill, as you may perceive, +and my memory is not quite clear yet, but I shall soon be better. Some +good wine and the fresh air will speedily set me to rights. Will you +hunt with me to-morrow?' + +'Oh yes, with pleasure,' replied Otto, who treated him almost as if he +were a lunatic, who must be coaxed and humoured. Before he left the +lodge, however, that evening, Franz had quite recovered himself, and +was as talkative and lively as usual. + +'I have done penance long enough,' said he, as he emptied glass after +glass of wine. 'Let us be merry now, as long as we can.' + +The next day they rode out hunting together. On their way homewards +Giuliana became the subject of their conversation, and Otto praised her +warmly, and commended Franz for the care he had taken in educating her +so well, and in cultivating her natural taste for all that was grand +and beautiful. 'But,' he added, 'what sort of abode is a forester's +lonely cottage for such a superior girl? Such a jewel would adorn a +crown, and is too good to be thrown away among low people, or hidden in +obscurity. She is fitted to shine in a much higher station of life.' + +'I pray you not to put any such nonsense into the girl's head, count,' +replied Franz. 'I see that you like her, but she can never be a +countess; and if you say one syllable to her touching upon love or +admiration, I shall be compelled to make it my earnest request to you +to give up coming to my house.' + +'But if I now ask her hand, Franz--' + +'Are you mad, Herr Count?' said Franz, stopping his horse, and looking +inquiringly at him. 'If things have really come to this pass, I must +only warn you, Herr Count, that you will have to put up with my society +alone for the future, should you continue to honour us with your +visits, for hereafter I shall lock Giuliana up out of your way.' + +'But if she herself, as I hope--' + +'So much the worse,' cried Franz, interrupting him. 'She shall _never_ +be yours, Herr Count; rather than that, I would bury her in a convent, +if I could find one here.' + +'But what are your reasons?' + +'I am the girl's father, and do not choose to give my consent; if that +is not a sufficient reason, fancy any one you please. Cast a glance at +your genealogy, and see how well a woodman's daughter would look among +such a noble assemblage. Doves may not mate with eagles--that is _my_ +opinion. Breathe not a single word about love to Giuliana, Herr Count; +not a single whisper. Promise me this, upon your honour, or you shall +never see her again.' + +'Well,' replied Otto, 'for the present I cannot escape giving you the +promise you require; but you must, and shall, withdraw your +unreasonable objections.' + +'Never, as long as I live. Nothing can make me alter my decision while +I have life; and when I am dead, perhaps you will change your mind +yourself.' + +After this conversation, Otto determined, as soon as possible, to tear +himself away from the vicinity of the beautiful Giuliana, that he might +not be tempted to break the promise her singular father had wrung from +him; but he also resolved, in the course of a very few years--under, he +hoped, more propitious circumstances--to return, and seek future +happiness in a marriage with the beautiful girl, to whom, he now felt +convinced, his whole soul was bound by the most delightful and +indissoluble of chains, and from whom, he thought, that only an absurd +and obstinate whim was the cause of his present needless separation. He +had not, as yet, said a single syllable to Giuliana of his feelings for +her; but she had not failed to read them in his amorous glances, and +perceived them in the warm interest he took in her, and in his pleasure +at the congeniality of their minds and tastes. That she seemed to find +new life in his society, that he had made a deep impression on her +heart, and that her sentiments were an echo of his, were evident to him +also; he saw that a word, a breath from his lips, of love, would +develop the sweet feeling of affection, which she scarcely understood +herself, and cause the opening rosebud to burst into the full-blown +charming flower. If that word were not to be spoken, Otto knew that he +must fly from the lovely girl. But he was angry at himself for not +having resisted the opposition he had encountered from selfish tyranny, +and for having bound himself by a promise, which he could not break +without creating disunion and unhappiness in a family circle; a +proceeding from which he shrank, even though he believed that despotic +and unjust authority was exercised on one side. He determined, however, +once more to endeavour to make Franz yield to his wishes; and while +waiting for an opportunity of doing this, an event occurred which +materially changed the face of affairs. + +The celebrated painter, Carl van Mander, who was invited by Christian +IV. from the Netherlands, to improve the arts in Denmark, resided for +some time at Soröe, where he painted an altar-piece for the church. He +was an ardent lover and studier of nature, and was anxious always to +give truthful design and colouring to his pictures. This caused him +often to introduce real portraits into his historical or Scripture +pieces, and whenever he beheld a striking countenance he hastened to +make a sketch of it, which he afterwards worked up to suit different +subjects. + +Thus the countenance of Italian Franz had often almost terrified him +when he met him accidentally in the woods, and on one occasion he had +seized an opportunity of sketching him while they were both sitting, +among other chance visitors, in a little tavern to which the painter +sometimes resorted for the purpose of seeing a variety of faces. +Without considering that there might be any harm in so doing, the +painter transferred the likeness of Franz to his altar-piece for the +church of Soröe. The artist had gone, and the picture was put up in its +proper place in church. Everyone, from far and near, hastened to see +it, and Carl van Mander's 'Last Supper' was pronounced a masterpiece. + +Italian Franz seldom attended church; he liked the doctrine of +absolution, and the rites of the Roman Catholic Church, which he had +joined in Italy; and there being none within reach of his residence, he +had fitted up an oratory in his own house. When he felt indisposed, or +his gloomy fits came on, he often lamented that no Catholic priest was +near to give him absolution, or to administer extreme unction to him +when he should be at the point of death. At such periods of excited +feelings he would lock himself into his oratory, and, as he had no +priest to whom to make his shrift, he would write his confessions in +secret, with injunctions that the document should not be opened until +after his death. He had often thought of taking a journey to the +capital to see a priest, but had always put it off, and sometimes he +seemed to forget altogether that he had anything to confess. + +Franz had acquired in Italy a taste for the arts--he had become fond of +paintings; therefore, when he heard that the new altar-piece was +finished and hung up in the church, he felt a wish to see it, and +agreed to accompany Count Otto to the morning service one Sunday. They +entered just as the clergyman was finishing his sermon. He had been +endeavouring to awaken to a sense of their sins the souls around him; +and with fervent eloquence was likening those careless Christians, who +heard the Word but did not obey it--who acknowledged Christ with their +lips, but denied him in their actions--to Judas Iscariot, who, with a +kiss, betrayed his kind Lord and Master. + +Franz started at these last words. At that very moment his eyes fell on +the altar-piece, in which he instantly beheld his own likeness in the +face of Judas Iscariot, who sat like a traitor amidst the holy group. + +'Yes, I am Judas!' he shrieked, in accents of agonized despair. 'Do you +not all see that I am Judas? Why do ye not curse me? Why do ye not +stone me? I am Judas--the execrable Judas! + +The entire congregation turned and looked with horror at the frantic +being, who stood like a maniac, his whole countenance fearfully +distorted, gazing wildly at the picture over the altar, and who, at the +first sound of the organ, rushed out of the church with a piercing cry, +as if its deep tones had sounded on his ear like the last trumpet's +blast. + +Otto was so overwhelmed with astonishment at this extraordinary scene, +that he stood for a time as if nailed to the floor of the church. When +he remembered himself, and hastened after the unfortunate Franz, whom +he now sincerely believed to be deranged in his intellects, and who, he +feared, might commit self-destruction in his access of insanity, that +individual was nowhere to be found. After he had in vain sought for him +in the town, he decided on taking the road to the forest lodge, to see +if he were there, and to prepare Giuliana to hear of the calamity, the +existence of which he thought could no longer be doubted. As he pursued +his way in much anxiety, a terrible suspicion crossed his mind--a +dread, which Franz's strange conduct, and his last astounding outbreak, +rendered but too likely to be realized. When, on following the path to +the left through the wood, he approached the shores of the lake, he +beheld a crowd of peasants gathering round a tree, on which some +miserable person had hanged himself, but whom, in their terror at the +sight, and their horror of a suicide, they had not attempted to cut +down. + +It was Italian Franz, who thus fearfully had carried out his insane +fancy that he was Judas, and who had put an end to himself in this +dreadful manner. Count Otto had the body cut down instantly, and he +resorted to every means of restoring animation, but in vain, for life +was quite extinct. With many entreaties, and considerable bribes, Otto +at length prevailed on some of the peasants to remove the corpse, at +dusk, to the town, where it was quietly buried in the churchyard, and +the affair was hushed up as much as possible. + +Giuliana was sitting alone at the forest lodge when Count Otto entered, +and broke to her, cautiously and kindly, the sad intelligence of her +father's sudden death; but he considerately withheld from her the +knowledge of the mode of his death, as well as the strange scene in the +church. But when she insisted on seeing the body, and was told that it +was already consigned to the grave, she herself suspected what Otto had +taken such pains to conceal from her. Her tears then flowed in silence, +and in silence she prayed, with her whole soul, to the Almighty for the +salvation in eternity of her unhappy parent. + +While Giuliana sat absorbed in her sorrow, Otto, who had constituted +himself the guardian and adviser of the orphan girl, undertook the duty +of looking through the papers of her late father. During his search +among them, he found, in a hidden drawer, the secret confession, which +the unfortunate deceased had written in his moments of wretchedness and +self-upbraiding. He carried it privately away with him, and read it +when quite alone. + +When Giuliana met Otto again, she almost forgot her own grief in her +distress at the deep affliction which she saw in his countenance. She +anxiously inquired if he were ill, and she forced herself to battle +against her own dejection in order to cheer him, and restore peace and +happiness to his heart. But the more warmly and affectionately she +showed him her sympathy and solicitude--the nearer their common sorrow +seemed to bring their hearts, and to accelerate the moment, when their +deep, though unconfessed mutual attachment need no longer be pent up, +but all, of which neither could doubt, might be openly admitted--the +more unaccountable became Otto's melancholy and singular conduct. He +avoided all intimate conversation. He assumed a measured calmness of +manner, and a degree of distance in his communication with her, which +she would have believed to arise from coldness, indifference, or a +narrow-minded regard to their different positions in life, had she not +before observed such unmistakable marks of his love for her, and known +how little he cared for the distinctions of rank, and how capable he +was of overcoming all such obstacles if he pleased. + +'I can no longer delay my departure,' he said to her one day, when the +constraint which prevailed between them was most painful to both; 'but +I am not now going to Italy--America is my destination.' He then +entreated the astonished Giuliana to accept of a large portion of his +fortune, in order to secure her from all pecuniary adversity in the +future, and which would enable her to purchase a small property in the +country, or to reside in the capital with a respectable family, to whom +she was related, and who would receive her kindly. + +Giuliana could hardly suppress her tears, but she forced herself to +smile, while she declined any assistance. + +'I thank you, Herr Count,' she said, with composure--'I thank you much +for the sympathizing kindness you, unasked, have shown me. I have but +one wish in this world, and that is to see my native country again. +Here I cannot live, and if you have any benevolent desire to benefit +me, Herr Count, have the goodness to procure for me a situation as +waiting-maid, or in some other capacity, in a family who are going to +Italy. You once yourself proposed this; and I venture to hope that +perhaps you will, if possible, indulge me in my dearest wish, now that +I am left a solitary being in the world.' + +'Well, then,' said the count, after a moment's reflection, 'since your +longing to revisit your native country is so strong that you cannot +live happily anywhere else, I will myself accompany you thither, and we +shall adopt my original plan. You shall travel as companion to my aunt, +and go with her and her children to Rome and Naples, where I shall see +you safely settled in some agreeable family circle before I set off on +my more distant voyage.' + +Giuliana's childish delight at the hope of seeing the much-loved land +of her birth could not, however, overcome her deep, secret sorrow at +the alteration which had taken place in Count Otto; and her wounded +feelings would not permit her to accept of his offer, for her sake, to +relinquish for a time the visit to another continent, on which he had +so recently determined. She entreated him, therefore, earnestly not to +delay his voyage, but allow her to attend his aunt and her children, +without himself accompanying them. + +But he had made up his mind to go, and he told her that, without _his_ +escort, his aunt would not undertake to travel so far as Italy. + +All was soon prepared for the journey. The aunt was informed of the +count's plan for Giuliana, to which, fortunately, she was willing to +agree. In a few days afterwards she made her appearance in her +travelling carriage at the door of the principal hotel at Soröe; the +count met her there, and took her and her children to the forest lodge, +where they were introduced to their travelling companion, who +immediately joined them, and who soon made a favourable impression on +them all by her beauty and sweetness of manners. + +The aunt had conjectured that there was some love affair between the +young count and the pretty daughter of the sub-ranger, in whose +neighbourhood he had remained so long, and she fancied that, in order +to escape the taunts and gibes of the other members of his family, her +nephew intended to marry Giuliana in a foreign country. Rumour had not +failed to busy itself in the capital, by assigning a reason for the +count's stay at Soröe. Poor Giuliana had been described sometimes as a +simple peasant girl, who had allowed herself to be deluded by the gay +count, and who believed his fine speeches, mistaking them for more +honest ware; sometimes as an artful, half-Italian wood-nymph, who, +under the mask of modesty and virtue, had enticed the hoodwinked young +count into a snare, from which he could not escape. + +His aunt had not troubled herself much about all this gossip; she +educated her children herself, and had only accepted Giuliana's +companionship because the count had made _that_ the condition of his +escort, without which she would not have liked to have ventured on so +long a journey. + +Now, however, she was very curious to ascertain the exact nature of +their connection, and found, to her great surprise, that they +themselves avoided that degree of intimacy and freedom in behaviour +which travelling together almost rendered necessary; and that, far from +seeking each other, they rather seemed to shun every opportunity of +being near each other, even though these often occurred by accident. On +the other hand, she could not but remark the anxious attention, nay, +even devotion, with which the count forestalled every wish of Giuliana; +and the quiet, retiring manner in which she sought to take her place as +an inferior among the travelling party, although in mind and manners +fitted to be their equal. The expression of patient sadness in her +countenance, which neither her youthful pleasure at approaching +Italy, nor the enlivening effect of the frequent changes of scene +during a long journey, seemed to chase away, soon won the heart of the +good-natured baroness; and she was pleased to see that Giuliana had +also become a favourite with her children. The young girl seemed to be +always more at ease and more cheerful in the count's absence than when +he was present. Giuliana had taken her mandolin with her in the +carriage, and she often amused the children by playing on it, and +singing for them. When they stopped at the different inns, and she was +alone in her own room in the evening, the baroness sometimes heard her +playing and singing there also, but not the lively airs she sang in the +carriage. Her songs were all expressive of deep sadness, and if the +baroness entered her room unexpectedly, she generally found the sweet +songstress with tears in her eyes. + +The count's melancholy surprised his aunt still more, as he had always +been remarkable for his gaiety and high spirits. He would now sit for +hours in the carriage without uttering a syllable, and when they were +all enjoying themselves at the evening's repast, after the fatigues of +the day, he would often start up and leave them, complaining of a +violent headache. + +However, when they had crossed the Simplon, and were descending into +the paradise of Giuliana's dreams--when they beheld the rich plains +where the vines festooned themselves gracefully around the elms--where +the lovely lakes were studded with beautifully wooded islets, and the +lofty hills reared their blue summits to the skies, all gloomy thoughts +seemed to have vanished, and everyone gazed with delight on the +enchanting view. Giuliana clapped her hands in her transport of joy, +and seizing Otto's hand, she pressed it to her heart, while she +exclaimed: + +'May God bless and reward you, dear count! I shall never cease to thank +you for affording me yonder sight, and this happy moment!' + +Tears sprang to Otto's eyes, and throwing his arm round her, he pressed +her suddenly with impetuosity to his heart; but as if frightened at +this unpremeditated act, he immediately afterwards got out of the +carriage, and thenceforth took a seat on the outside, where, he said, +he could have a better view of the country. + +This scene in the carriage, of which the baroness had been a witness, +fully convinced her of Otto's suppressed passion for Giuliana; and soon +after their arrival at Florence, some words spoken to herself in her +own apartment by Giuliana, in which Otto was named in terms of deep +attachment--and the words of a song which she sang in her solitude, all +of which had been overheard by the baroness--proved to her that the +same sentiments pervaded both their hearts, though both seemed to wish +to conceal their feelings. + +She had, in consequence, a serious conversation with Otto, and urged +him to explain what was the reason of his conduct, and why he seemed +thus to seek and to repress the poor girl's affection. + +In reply, he placed before her the confession of Italian Franz, and +then hastened out to order post-horses for Leghorn, where the American +ship, by which he had engaged a passage, was lying almost ready to +sail. + +The baroness shut herself up in her own chamber, and read: + +'I, Franz Ebbeson, born September--, anno Domini 1--, and, when this +shall be read, dead, as I hope, in sincere repentance, and trusting to +mercy hereafter, confess and make known, that in my irregular youthful +days I burdened my soul with fearful sins, for which I pray that the +mediation and 'good offices of the Holy Church may be granted, +therewith to obtain pardon for me at the great day of judgment. + +'For some years I attended the noble family of R--ske while they were +travelling and residing in Italy. The count was very kind to me, and +raised me from the situation of his servant to that almost of a friend. +But, notwithstanding his goodness, I betrayed and wronged him, out of a +criminal love for his beautiful wife. In his absence on a scientific +tour in Sicily and the coast of Barbary, which lasted nearly two years, +during which he had left his family to my care at Naples, T took +advantage of the weakness and the kind condescension of the young +countess. At the time of the count's return, the consequences of the +countess's and my faithlessness were too evident; and she pretended +illness to screen herself. The count, almost immediately after his +arrival, was taken ill, and I was the only one whom he would allow to +attend him. In my wretchedness at having plunged myself and the +countess into a misfortune which would lead to inevitable disgrace, the +Wicked One inspired me with a horrible thought--a dreadful temptation +that my sinful soul could not chase away; and when I ought to have +mixed a few drops of laudanum with the medicine the poor count was to +take, my hand trembled, and more than a hundred drops fell into it. I +was going to throw the medicine away, but it seemed as if Satan seized +my hand, and--I carried the deadly mixture to my unfortunate master. + +'"God reward you for your kind attention to me, Franz," he exclaimed; +and he speedily fell into that deep sleep from which he never more was +to awaken. For fifteen years I have borne alone the burden of this +guilty secret, of which neither the repentant countess, nor her and my +daughter Giuliana, had the slightest knowledge, though perhaps during +our last journey together, the countess might have suspected it. On All +Souls' Day--the day of my ill-requited master's death--I have for ten +years past devoted myself to praying for his eternal salvation. On that +solemn day may some purer spirit pray for me, and may God have mercy on +my sinful soul!' + +The paper fell from the hands of the baroness, but she instantly caught +it up, and destroyed it. + +'Then they are half-sister and brother!' she exclaimed. And she +understood what had seemed poor Otto's strange conduct. + +But did Giuliana know it also? + +At that moment a letter was brought to her from the young count, in +which he entreated her to conceal from Giuliana what it would be better +she should never know, and to treat her with motherly kindness for his +sake. He added, that he had himself provided for her future comfort in +pecuniary matters. There was, however, a little note addressed to +Giuliana enclosed, which he requested should only be given to her if it +were necessary to calm her grief for his departure. + +A few days after he had left them, Giuliana became extremely ill and +the baroness, thinking it was better she should know the truth, handed +her Otto's farewell letter, which ran as follows: + + +'EVER-BELOVED SISTER,--In this world we must separate, but yonder, +where bride and bridegroom are as sister and brother, where there are +no ties of blood, you will find the fond and faithful spirit, which is +eternally bound to you, before Him who is Lord of the living and the +dead.' + + +Giuliana outlived her grief for being separated from Otto, and learned +to love him as an angel whom she would meet in future at the holy gates +of the heavenly paradise. She retired into a convent dedicated to the +Virgin Mary, and never forgot, on All Souls' Day, to pray for the +repose of her unhappy father's spirit. + +Count Otto returned no more to Europe. He died in a skirmish with some +savage Indians. But by his papers which were sent to his family, it was +evident that, unlike the more tranquil Giuliana, he had never overcome +his unfortunate passion, but had carried that fatal attachment in its +full force to his distant grave. + + + + + LISETTE'S CASTLES IN THE AIR. + + FROM THE DANISH OF H. P. HOLST. + + +I have always considered a garret as one of the most poetical abodes on +earth. Ye happy beings who, from that lofty altitude, can look down +upon the paltry bustle of the world, do ye not also appreciate the +advantages which ye possess? Envy not those whose cradles were rocked +in palaces or gilded saloons, for their good fortune cannot be compared +to yours. In these airy regions peace and freedom reign. Ye are +surrounded with the purest atmosphere--ye have but to throw open your +elevated casements to inhale the clear, fresh air, whilst the rich +beneath you, in their close chambers, seek eagerly for one breath of it +to refresh them, and assist their stifled respiration. No prying +opposite neighbour watches you, or disturbs your peace: there is +nothing except the swallow which builds its nest upon the roof, or the +linnet that flutters before your window, and greets you with its song. +Ye are raised far above all human misery, for none of it is apparent to +your eye; the manifold sounds of the busy street--the itinerant +vendor's varied cries--the rumbling of carriages and carts, scarcely +reach your ears. Ah, happy tenants of those lofty regions! how +frequently, and with what magnetic power, do ye not draw my glances +upwards towards you! + +Far up yonder--high--high--mounting towards the clouds--where the +rosebush and the white curtains adorn the window, lives a little +milliner girl, about seventeen years of age. Courteous reader, if you +are not shocked at the idea of ascending that steep staircase, and +these innumerable steps, we will visit her together. Be not afraid! +Your reputation shall not suffer--I shall cast Peter Schlemil's cap +over you--you shall see all, and be yourself unseen. You will! Then +follow me, but be silent and discreet; it is a charming girl whom we +are going to see. + +We enter--hush! Make no noise, for Heaven's sake; Lisette is occupied. +At this moment she is busy trying on, before the mirror, a bonnet of +the newest fashion, which she has just finished making. This is one of +the most important incidents in a milliner's life. It is to her of as +much consequence as his pieces are to a dramatic writer; with every new +bonnet which _she_ has constructed--with every new play which _he_ has +composed--comes the deep anxiety, whether the work shall add another +blossom to the garland of their fame, or shall despoil them of their +_renommée_. Let us not disturb her, but rather let us take a survey of +the little apartment which contains all her treasures. + +If your eye be accustomed to rest on silken tapestry, rich carpets, +elegant toilet, and costly work-tables, these principal embellishments +of a young lady's boudoir, I would advise you somewhat to lower your +ideas, for Lisette possesses none of these, nor does she feel the want +of them. All that belongs to her is simple and frugal, but scrupulously +clean and neat. The ceiling and the walls rival in whiteness the snowy +coverlet which is spread over her couch. Near this stands a wardrobe, +in which hang two dresses and a shawl; and on a chair close by lie a +couple of caps and a straw hat, trimmed with gay ribbons. These form +her little stock of habiliments. A large oaken table occupies the +centre of the room; it is covered with pieces of _crêpe_, silk, satin, +artificial flowers, plaits of straw, patterns, a knife, and a pair of +scissors. These are all her store, and all her apparatus. On a plain +chiffonier lie a Psalm-book, a well-worn romance of Sir Walter Scott, +some songs, and a little pamphlet, entitled 'The Ladies' Magic and +Dream Book.' These comprise her whole library. I had nearly forgotten +the most valuable article among her furniture--yon old lounging-chair, +covered with morocco leather: I call it the most valuable, for _it_ was +her only heirloom from her forefathers. A mirror is suspended over the +chiffonier, before which Lisette is standing, fully engaged in taking a +survey of herself. There is no mistaking the smile that is playing +around her lips--the light that is beaming from her eyes. The critical +examination has been satisfactory, and she is pleased with her own +handiwork. And well may she be so; for the tasteful white silk bonnet +casts a soft shade over her brow of ivory, and the rose-coloured +_crêpe_ with which it is trimmed seems pale when compared to her +blooming cheek. I could venture to wager a thousand to one that +Lisette's face is a hundred times prettier than that of the fair dame +or damsel for whom this bonnet is intended. Doubtless this idea has +struck _her_ also; see, she hastens to her wardrobe, and takes from it +her light green shawl. She throws it around her shoulders, arranges it +in graceful folds over her slender throat and fairy form, turns to the +glass and contemplates herself, first on one side, then on the other, +and laughs in the glee of her heart. + +Brava, Lisette--brava! Hark! she sings-- + + + 'For a country girl I surely may + Look on myself with some small pride; + Alonzo--yes! all the world will say, + Thou hast chosen a nice little bride.' + + +At that moment she fancies she hears some one knock at her door. In the +twinkling of an eye everything is put in due order; the shawl is hung +on the peg in its proper place, the bonnet laid conspicuously on the +table, and 'Come in' is answered to the summons. 'Come in, Ludvig,' she +repeats in a clearer voice; but Lisette must surely have been mistaken, +for no one enters at her bidding. She goes towards the door and +listens, she peeps through the keyhole, and finally opens the door and +looks out, but no mortal is there. + +The foregoing scene is resumed: the shawl is taken again from its +sanctum, the bonnet is replaced on her rich glossy brown hair; again +her dark eyes shine, and again she smiles in the most captivating +manner. Happy little Lisette! How unpretending must be her claims to +the joys of life! A bonnet is sufficient to minister to her happiness. +She parades up and down the room. How proudly she carries her little +head; what fascination in her air and figure! She has that grace which +is neither acquired nor affected; that untaught grace which nature, in +its caprice, sometimes bestows on a milliner's girl, and denies to a +lady of the court, or to a princess! + +At that moment her glance falls on the forgotten common straw hat with +its pink ribbons, and the sight of it instantly dispels all her gaiety. +Who now wears such a bonnet? It is quite, quite out of fashion, +unfortunate Lisette! You--you alone are born to hide your lovely +countenance under such a hideous shade; and not one single male being +may behold how charmingly the modern little silk bonnet becomes you. +Another is to enjoy the fruit of your labour, to sport the work of your +hands, and the production of your taste and skill! Poor girl! It is +hard, it is unjust, your sad fate is really to be pitied. + +With the slightest look in the world of chagrin she has cast herself +into the leather arm-chair to take some rest after her fatigues. The +clock has struck half-past seven, and she has been working since four +in the morning. She can hardly repress her impatience. 'What can have +become of Ludvig!' she exclaims to herself. 'Everything seems to +conspire against me to-day; surely he cannot have taken it into his +head to visit me in the forenoon, when he knows that _this_ is my +leisure time? Why does he not come? For though he plagues me sometimes, +and he is often vexed with me, he knows very well how glad I am to see +him.' + +Lisette becomes thoughtful, and begins to meditate upon the future. Her +position is trying enough. What signifies it to her that her +embroidery, her flounces, her caps, are always beautiful; that her +bonnets look quite as fashionable as those of the court milliners? She +barely makes a maintenance, and she has an invalid mother to support. +What prospect is there of any change in her circumstances? What good +fortune has she to hope for in the future? She throws herself back in +the lounging-chair, closes her eyes, and begins--_to dream_. + +Ah! who does not know what happy miracles take place in dreams? Real +joys are seldom the growth of this world, and are only found by a few, +but to compensate for their absence, by the bounty of Providence, a +reflection of them is permitted to all mankind; for _fancy_ may, for an +instant, bestow that happiness which never can be realized. The +pleasures of imagination are open to all; in dreams we may taste of +felicity, and surely none are so wretched as never in fancy to have +known a moment of consolation and comfort. + +Lisette is smiling; she is not asleep, but she has closed her eyes, the +better to enjoy her little world of phantasies and dreams. Her +situation in life is altered. She is no longer the poor Lisette who +must toil from day to day to supply her urgent wants, and whose +wardrobe consists only of two or three dresses, a shawl, and a coarse +straw hat. Oh, no; it is far different! She need no longer exert +herself so much, and is no longer obliged to rise with the swallow, +whose nest is near her window. She has bought silk dresses, a pretty +bonnet, and a fashionable shawl. She has been to Charlottenlund; has +heard the band at Frederiksberg; and wandered in the woods with her +young friends. What magic has suddenly wrought this change in her +destiny? She dreams it; and who would recall her from the harmless +enjoyment of her vivid waking visions? Lisette delights in the theatre; +she has been there twice in her life, and has seen the 'Elverhöi' and +'King Solomon;' but she knows all the opera and vaudeville airs by +heart, and sings them like an angel. She has just settled that she will +take a box for the season, when she hears a knock at the door. 'Come +in!' she exclaims, languidly; and this time it is no false alarm, for a +waiting-maid walks in with a parcel and a bandbox. Lisette is somewhat +annoyed at the interruption; however, she rises and asks what is +wanted. The maid brings an old bonnet to be retrimmed for her mistress, +and orders a new one for herself, which she desires may be ready by the +next Sunday, when she is going out, and will call for it. She dares not +let her mistress see it; but her lover, the mate of a ship trading to +China, insists on her being nicely dressed. He has presented her with a +China-crape shawl, which she begs may be allowed to remain at Lisette's +until the important Sunday. + +As she is leaving the room the clock strikes eight, and Lisette +suddenly remembers that she has not watered the rosebush, which was +given her by Ludvig. What shameful carelessness! She hastens to perform +the pleasing task: that in doing this her glance falls upon the +pavement below, and that at the same moment the handsome hussar +officer, Lieutenant W----, is passing by--surely must be the work of +chance. He bows--it must be to the family of the Councillor of State in +the lower story, not to the inhabitant of the poor garret up at the +roof of the house. He casts a look up towards heaven, and sees a heaven +in Lisette's beautiful eyes. Perhaps he was watching the clouds, and +thinking of the weather; but his eyes sparkled like the beam of the +noonday sun, or like two very bright stars. He lifts his hand to his +military cap--how elegant are his movements! What a pretty compliment +to pass unnoticed! Unnoticed? If so, what means that deep blush on +Lisette's cheek? Is it the blush of triumphant beauty, or is it merely +a passing tint, cast by the roses over which she is bending? + +Lisette busies herself with the plant, and trains its branches with +more than usual assiduity. It would seem that she redoubled her care of +the rosebush, by way of making up to its donor for her momentary +faithlessness. 'I will never see him more,' said Lisette to herself; 'I +will never come near the window again at eight o'clock. To-day I have +done so for the last time. But why so? I am guilty of nothing--I have +never once spoken to him; all I know is, that he always passes this way +precisely at eight o'clock; but I have no right to think that it is on +my account. Perhaps it is not good for my rosebush to be watered so +late; and Ludvig is so jealous--oh, _so_ jealous! I can't imagine why; +I am sure he has no cause for jealousy. It is too bad. Ah--these men! +these men! They expect from us one sacrifice after another, but not the +slightest pleasure will they allow to us.' + +During this monologue her eye had fallen on the parcel left by the +waiting-maid. Her curiosity became excited to see what is in it, and +especially what sort of a shawl the mate had bestowed upon 'that stupid +Lena.' She stands for some time debating with herself, her eye riveted +on the parcel; at length she determines to open it. What a beauty it +is! No countess could have a handsomer shawl. Lisette wraps it round +her, and betakes herself again to the glass, where she gazes at it with +the utmost admiration, slightly tinctured perhaps with a _little_ dash +of envy. Taking it off, and laying it on her table, she places herself +a second time in the old leather arm-chair, and sinks back into the +world of dreams. But it is no longer the box at the theatre that +occupies her imagination; her head is full of the charming shawl. She +fancies that she has one as pretty; that her plain dress is exchanged +for another of splendid materials; that she is surrounded by admirers, +and--little coquette that she is--that she gives them no hope, for she +loves only Ludvig: but still, she does not quite discard them. + +But where is Ludvig himself all this time? Look round, and you will +behold him now! + +Do you see that young man with an intelligent countenance, with bright +speaking eyes and dark curly hair, who at this moment has entered the +room. That is Ludvig. His open collar exhibiting his throat, and the +rest of his somewhat fantastic costume, at once evince that he is an +artist: but we must add that he is an artist of no ordinary talent, and +that as a portrait-painter he is admired and sought after, he has +closed the door softly, and stealing forward on tiptoe, he approaches +Lisette, who, lost in her magic world of dreams, is not at all aware of +his presence. She is leaning gracefully back in the large easy-chair, +her eyes closed, their long dark lashes reposing on her fair soft +cheeks, and an enchanting smile, caused by the drama of her +imagination, playing around her rosy lips. He bends over her as if he +would fain, from the expression of her countenance, read her unspoken +thoughts. What a study for a painter! What an exquisite pleasure for an +ardent lover! Ludvig can no longer merely _look_--he snatches up her +hands, and covers them with kisses. Lisette opens her eyes. At that +very moment she had been dreaming of him; she had refused all her other +suitors for his sake; she had forgotten the caprice, the jealousy, the +absurdities of which she had often accused him, and only remembered how +happy she was to be beloved by him. Ludvig could not have arrived more +opportunely. She reproaches him playfully for being so late, scolds him +for keeping her waiting so long, but soon allows herself to be +appeased. She tells him how industrious she has been, shows him the +newly-finished bonnet, and does not omit to try it on before him--for +she must have _his_ opinion to confirm her own. Perhaps all this may be +called coquetry; well, allowing it to be coquetry, there is no guile or +deceit in it. Poor Ludvig is over head and ears in love; therefore he +is charmed with Lisette, with the bonnet, with everything. His warm +feelings find expression in compliments such as Lisette is not +accustomed to hear from him, and she naturally thinks him more than +usually agreeable. They chat about their first acquaintance, the simple +incidents of their love history, and '_Do you remember when?_'--'_Do +you recollect that time?_'--these phrases, so often introduced into the +colloquies of lovers, pass and repass from their lips; they dwell, not +only on their past reminiscences, but on their future hopes, and above +all, on their mutual affection, that theme which never seems to become +wearisome, and the variations to which appear to be endless. Lisette +then relates her day-dreams and her castles in the air--at least a part +of them, as much as she thinks Ludvig can bear to hear, but even that +part seems to displease him, for an ominous shake of his head, as he +listens to her, does not escape her observation. + +'Good Heavens!' she exclaimed, 'how have I sinned now? What does that +grave look portend? It is really very tiresome. Two minutes ago you +were so lively and so good-humoured. Is there any harm in my building +castles in the air to amuse my leisure moments, and laying plans in +fancy which I know can never come to pass?' + +'And how can _you_ be so hasty, and seem so vexed about nothing? I am +not at all displeased, my dear girl. I do not deny that these dreams of +yours are quite innocent; but I do say this, that if your head be +filled with all these romantic schemes and ideas, and you encourage +yourself in cherishing them, by-and-by you will be so led away by the +vagaries of your own imagination, that you will be discontented with +the humble lot which, alas! I have but the means of offering you.' + +'Oh! you have no need to entertain such a fear. Am I not happy in the +thought that the time may come when we shall share each other's +destiny? or have I ever regretted that my fate is to be united to +yours? What care I for wealth, or for all those fictions which it +pleases the world to call good fortune? It is your affection alone +which can make me rich; without that, I should value nothing.' + +Who could withstand such words from the beautiful mouth of a charming +young girl? Ludvig has already in his own mind owned he was wrong, and +now he hastens to beg a thousand pardons. He presses her to his heart, +and is about to assure her of his entire confidence in her, when he +suddenly perceives the costly shawl that is lying, half folded, on the +table, and the words die away upon his lips. Suspicion has darted +across his mind. 'Where could that expensive shawl have come from?' he +asks himself. 'She could not afford to buy it. Does she receive +presents from anyone but me? Can she be faithless--false?' His +easily-aroused jealousy speedily got the better of him, and her guilt +was no longer to be doubted. + +Lisette had not in the slightest degree observed this sudden change; +she permitted her head to rest affectionately on his shoulder--but he +quickly disengaged himself, and pushed her coldly from him. + +'What is the matter, Ludvig?' she asked, in much surprise. 'Are you out +of humour again? What is wrong now?' + +'Oh! nothing, nothing! at least, nothing of consequence enough for you +to care about.' + +'What can you mean? Am I not privileged to share your sorrows and +annoyances, whether they are great or small? You know you are sure of +my sympathy; why, then, should you conceal anything from me? But you +have no longer any confidence in me; you love me no longer as you used +to do, or you would not treat me thus.' + +'These reproaches come well from your lips, indeed, Miss Lisette. +Certainly you have much to complain of.' + +Lisette became angry, for she knew that she was innocent of all evil. +Had she not, a few minutes before, vowed not to go so often to the +window, when the handsome hussar officer passed? And had she not +recently, in fancy, discarded all her suitors, determining to admit and +to listen only to Ludvig? And now to be treated so by him! Was her +fidelity to be thus rewarded? 'Fie, Ludvig!' she exclaimed, with some +vehemence. 'You are too tyrannical; you have often been hasty, +irritable, nay, unkind to me; but I have borne it all patiently, for I +knew your unreasonable jealousy; but you are too sharp with me--too +cruelly sharp--I have not deserved this from you, and I will not put up +with it.' + +'Well said! You speak out, at any rate. You won't "_put up with it_," +Lisette? Of course you have no need to put up with _me_ any longer. +There are plenty, I know, who will flatter you, and make a fool of you: +but you will not find one who loves you as sincerely as I do.' + +'And why not, pray? Perhaps I may though.' + +'What do you say, Lisette? Ah! now I see I have been mistaken in you. +Farewell! You shall never behold me more. I will not stand in the way +of your good fortune. My presence shall never again irritate you for a +moment. Farewell!' + +He rushed from the room, and Lisette had already the handle of the door +in her hand, intending to run after him and call him back; but she +stopped a moment to reflect. 'No!' she exclaimed to herself, 'I will +not afford him such a triumph. Let him go. Is he not clearly in the +wrong; and must I invariably give in? No; this time he shall wait +awhile.' + +Lisette is very angry; she paces up and down her room, without so much +as casting one look down towards the street to see where he is going. +'It is quite unbearable,' she cries. 'He teazes me out of my life with +his ridiculous jealousy. It is a proof of his love, he says.... Ah, +dear! I am sure I would much rather dispense with such love tokens.' +Lisette throws herself into the easy-chair, and commences humming an +opera air. Then she begins to rack her brains to discover what on earth +could have caused Ludvig's sudden transition from good-humour to anger +and jealousy; but she vainly tries to find a reason for his strange +conduct. 'I will think no more about him! He does not deserve the +affection I waste upon him, nor that I should take his folly so much to +heart. Is this love? Not the slightest indulgence will he permit to me; +he cannot endure that I should be happy even in dreams! It is my only, +only comfort, and he shall _not_ deprive me of it.' So saying, she lets +herself fall back in her lounging-chair: at that moment she feels a +kind of perverse satisfaction in doing what Ludvig disapproved of. + +The force of habit is strong, and she soon fails into her day-dreams +again. She fancies she has dismissed all her admirers, and now stands +alone in the world. She invests herself with astonishing talents; no +longer wastes her energies in making bonnets and taking in sewing. She +has had first-rate masters for every accomplishment under heaven, +and every possible branch of education, from moral philosophy down +to--hair-dressing. She dances like Vestris--sings like Catalani--and +plays like Moschelles. With youth, beauty, and shining talents, she is +received into the highest society, and the mystery which hangs over her +early days but adds a piquancy to the charm of her numerous +fascinations: for the great world, so monotonous in itself, loves the +excitement of curiosity. She soon becomes the cynosure of fashion, +adored by all the gentlemen--envied by all the ladies. Still she is not +satisfied with mere drawing-room admiration. She will go upon the +stage. She comes out in an opera of Scribe, composed by Auber, and +arranged by Heiberg. The theatre rings with applause; bouquets are +showered at her feet; the bright stars of Copenhagen--Madame H----, and +Mademoiselle W----, have, at length, found a rival, and to this rival a +large salary is offered by the manager of the theatre. She has scarcely +finished reading his highly complimentary letter, when another is +brought to her. In haste she opens it, and, casting her eyes on the +signature, she sees, 'Sigismund Frederick, Count of R.' She starts with +surprise; the young, the rich, the distinguished count, assuring her +that he cannot live without her, offers her his heart, his fortune, and +his hand! But, just then, amidst the glow of her gratified vanity and +ambition, a small voice whispers the name of--_Ludvig_. He has been +rough and rude to her; he left her in anger; he deserves no remembrance +from her; yet--her heart yearns towards him--she feels that she can +forgive and forget; that she can repay good for evil, and can sacrifice +everything for him she loves. + +Poor Lisette passes into a state of great excitement between the +phantasms of her imagination and the real feelings of her soul; she +actually rises to answer the visionary letter, and she writes as +follows:-- + + +'NOBLE COUNT,--I should be very ungrateful if I did not highly value +the honour which you have conferred upon me, in condescending to make +me the offer which I had not the slightest claim to expect. I will not +repay your goodness by any want of candour, and am, therefore, obliged +to confess to you that _that_ heart for which you ask is no longer +free; and that love with which you would honour me I am unable to +return as it deserves. From my earliest youth I have been attached to a +poor artist; he was my first love, and will be my last. I will venture +to indulge the hope that you will receive this open admission as a +proof of my sincere regard and high esteem for you, which forbid me to +accept the happy fortune that destiny, doubtless, reserves for one more +worthy of it than myself.' + + +Lisette was mightily pleased with this billet, which she considered a +_chef-d'[oe]uvre_ of the romantico-literary style. She had conned it +over several times, and was about to fold and seal it, when the +striking of a neighbouring clock awoke her to the realities of life, +reminded her that she had some work to finish, and at once demolished +all her _castles in the air_. + +The horn inkstand is put away, the letter is left lying forgotten +amidst the shreds of silk; and the scissors and the needles are once +more in full activity. In the meantime Ludvig has returned, and stands +by Lisette's side, in a repentant mood. He has come back to try to +obtain some explanation about the unfortunate shawl, and to throw +himself at her feet, and beg her forgiveness that he had again offended +her by his suspicions. But Lisette is angry, and she will scarcely take +the least notice of him. She does not, however, hold out long, her +naturally kind heart soon becomes softened, she sets his mind at ease +by enlightening him on the affair of the shawl; but, very properly, +takes him well to task. Ludvig is in the seventh heaven. He blames +himself severely, calls Lisette by all the tender names that language +can suggest; he swears never more to torment her by his suspicions and +jealousy, and seizes her hands to kiss them, in ratification of his +vow, but, at that moment, he espies some stains of ink on her delicate +fingers. 'You have been writing! To whom were you writing?' he abruptly +asks, in a hoarse voice, while his countenance gradually darkens. +Lisette colours, and looks perplexed. She is unwilling to confess that +she has again been building castles in the air, knowing, as she does, +that he has an objection to them; she stammers, and is at a loss for an +answer. + +Her embarrassment adds fuel to the flames; the demon of jealousy is +again at work in Ludvig's mind, he utters not a syllable, but darting +at her a glance that, if looks could kill, would have annihilated her +on the spot, he seizes his hat and is about to leave her. Lisette is in +the greatest consternation. She tries to detain him. 'Ludvig--dear +Ludvig!--I have--can you forgive ...?' + +'What have you done? What am I called on to forgive? you false, +deceitful one!' he cries, passionately interrupting her, while he +endeavours to break away from her. + +'Oh, do not be so violent, Ludvig! I have been amusing myself with my +dreams again. I have again been building castles in the air. Forgive me +this once more! _There_ is what I have been writing.' + +She hands him the letter, and, as he reads it, his stormy brow clears, +and his features relax. 'From my earliest youth I have been attached to +a poor artist, he was my first love, and will be my last.' These words, +which he reads, and re-reads, several times, quickly appease his wrath. +'And this is what you were writing!' he exclaims, in a tone of joy. Oh! +I am so happy! Now I cast suspicion to the winds; from this time, +henceforth, I bid adieu to all jealousy.' In the delight of the moment +he communicates to Lisette what had before been hovering on his lips, +the unexpected good fortune which had fallen to his share. An uncle, +whom he had never seen, had bequeathed him a little fortune, which was +large enough to place them in easy circumstances. Lisette is in +raptures, and, mingling their joy, they lay plans together for their +future life. It is not Lisette alone who now _builds castles in the +air_, for Ludvig joins her in this pleasing occupation with all his +might; and yon humble garret becomes, at that moment, a heaven of love +and happiness. + + + + + TWICE SACRIFICED.[1] + + FROM THE DANISH OF CARIT ETLAR. + + * * * + + + I. + + THE DREAMS OF YOUTH. + +About three miles from Viborg lies the celebrated Hald. The palace upon +the high hill, the lake slumbering beneath the ruins of the old +baronial castle upon the island, the fresh luxuriant forest, make in +combination a charming and romantic picture, which, placed as it were +in a frame of dark-brown heath-clad hills, forms a strong contrast to +the monotonous, melancholy-looking plain, in the centre of which it +appears like a beautiful flower in the dreary desert, suddenly and +unexpectedly seen, and therefore the more highly appreciated. + +One afternoon, in the spring of the year 1705, three persons were +riding through the wood not far from Viborg. One was a young lady, by +her side rode a gentleman who did not look much older than herself, and +at some distance behind them a servant in a rich livery, embroidered +according to the fashion of the time. + +The young lady was very beautiful; the mild, calm, expression of her +countenance, the sweet, trusting glances from her large dark-blue eyes, +disclosed one of those soft, feminine natures for which life should be +all quiet and sunshine, because they bend and break beneath its storms. + +The gentleman who rode by her side, as near as the horses could +approach each other, wore the uniform of an officer. His features were +expressive of courage and talent, and all that freedom from care which +is the happiest endowment of youth and inexperience. + +The young lady was Jeanné Rysé, a daughter of the Baroness Rysensteen, +in the district of Rive. The gentleman was her cousin, Captain Krusé. +They were both returning from a visit to Major-General Gregers Daa, who +two years before had purchased Hald, and built the handsome house upon +the hill. + +There was evidently a deeper feeling between Jeanné and the captain +than merely cousinly regard; this was betrayed both by their very +confidential conversation, by Jeanné's smile, and by the endearing +glances that seemed to meet and answer each other. They loved each +other; and they were laying plans for the future, as that afternoon +they rode together through the wood. It was not of the present moment +they were thinking--no, none but children and old people, the two at +the extreme points of life--take pleasure in the present moment. Around +them everything reposed in a deep and serene tranquillity; the clear, +transparent air, the sun's rays gleaming through the foliage of the +trees, the perfume of the flowers, the blackbird's flute-like song, all +tended to increase the sense of happiness which pervaded both their +hearts, that fresh young love that causes all the blossoms of the soul +to expand. + +'This evening,' said Jeanné, 'I will tell all to my mother; it appears +to me that it would be wrong to conceal our wishes longer.' + +'Oh, let us wait,' said he. 'The confession will not augment our +happiness.' + +'But it will indeed!' replied Jeanné. 'My mother has hitherto always +been my confidante in everything; it will distress her when she finds +that I am concealing our attachment from her. Do not be afraid, +dearest. She is so good, she has never thought of anything but my +happiness, and she will undoubtedly give her consent to our engagement. +I know perfectly well that my mother will refuse me nothing,' she added +with a gay smile. + +Krusé made no reply; they rode on for some time in silence side by +side, while the same subject engrossed the minds of both, but there was +a difference in the way they thought of it. He was thinking, as it is +natural for men to do, only of his own happiness; Jeanné, on the +contrary, of that which she hoped to be able to bestow upon him. + +'What if your mother should disapprove of our marriage?' exclaimed +Krusé, at length, after they had left the wood, and were riding towards +Viborg, which was to be seen at a little distance. + +'But she will not disapprove,' replied Jeanné, decisively. 'I know her +too well. Still, happen what may, my friend,' she said, as she +stretched out to him a small, well-shaped hand, 'we love each other, +and we will never cease to do so. Is not this knowledge enough to +induce you to overcome every obstacle?' + +Krusé's answer was the same as has been given in similar cases from +the time of the Deluge. Both forgot at that moment how long it is +to--never! + +On the same evening, about two hours later, Jeanné sat alone with the +Baroness in her private apartment, and confided to her the whole story +of the attachment--indeed, the engagement between herself and Krusé. +The elder lady listened patiently and attentively to the tale; her face +wore its usual bland smile, her voice had its accustomed sweet and +affectionate tone. + +'I have long suspected these feelings on your cousin's side, my dear +child,' she said quietly, 'but I did not suppose that you would admit +having returned them without first making some communication to me.' + +'Oh, my own dearest mother!' cried Jeanné, in the most caressing +manner, and in a beseeching tone, 'you must forgive me!' + +'There is nothing to forgive,' replied the Baroness. 'What has happened +has happened, and it appears to me there is nothing more to be said on +the subject. I have known Krusé since he was a child; he is of a very +amiable disposition and noble character, most gentlemanly and chivalric +in all his actions. I also truly believe that he loves you, my darling +Jeanné; who could do otherwise?' + +And the mother leaned over the kneeling daughter, who had placed her +hands upon her lap, and kissed her fair brow. + +'But Krusé, notwithstanding all these excellent qualities, can never be +your husband.' + +Jeanné uttered a faint shriek. + +'Oh, mother, mother! What do you say?' she cried, in the greatest +consternation. + +'Listen to what I have got to say,' continued the Baroness, 'and listen +calmly. Krusé is poor; he has nothing except his pay as an officer, +which is scarcely enough to meet the daily expenses of a gentleman. +You, my dear child, are not rich either, as after my death your +brother will inherit the property. It is only, therefore, by marriage +that your future comfort can be secured. You have, naturally, never +thought of all these circumstances. At your age the heart is swayed by +happier interests; it is not until later that the prosaic part of life +forces itself upon us, and awakens us from our dreams. But I--your +mother--have well considered all this. While you have engaged yourself +to your cousin, I have fixed upon another for you--another who, with +the same chivalric character, unites better prospects for your future +life. Yes, weep on, my darling girl! I understand your tears, for I +have felt as you do, for I have loved as you do. When I was about your +age I was much attached to a young nobleman, who was as poor as Krusé. +My parents chose another for me, and I acknowledge now how fortunate it +was that they were not influenced by my wishes. I judge by this--that +the woman whom he afterwards married has led a very unhappy life.' + +Jeanné's face expressed the deepest grief while her mother was +speaking; she wept, she wrung her hands, and at length she exclaimed: + +'Oh, my dear mother! If you have considered what is best for me, have +you not remembered that the fate for which you destine me will render +me utterly miserable? It will be my death!' + +'No, it will not, Jeanné! That is merely an idea peculiar to your age; +people don't die so easily. Time is an excellent doctor for such +wounds.' + +'Who, then, have you chosen for me?' + +'Major-General Gregers Daa, of Hald. He was with me to-day when you +were out riding with your cousin; he asked for your hand, and obtained +my consent to your marrying him.' + +Major-General Gregers Daa was a tall, thin man, with a pallid face and +very grave expression of countenance. His hair was beginning to turn +grey, the numerous wrinkles on his expansive brow-were perhaps as much +the consequence of deep thought as of advanced age, for both of these +despots impose their marks in the same mode. + +Gregers had held an important post, and had won many laurels in the +last war. At the cessation of hostilities which followed the peace of +Travendal, he returned to Jutland, purchased Hald, and had the palace +rebuilt. When these two events were completed, he had nothing before +him but a quiet, monotonous life, without interest to himself, and +without affording happiness to any one. The landed proprietors who were +his neighbours found no pleasure in his society, for he was cold and +reserved in manners. The poor lauded his charity and his munificent +donations; but these, in accordance with the nature of the donor, were +dictated more by a sense of duty than by any positive satisfaction he +had in relieving distress. No one sought his friendship; indeed, it was +rather avoided. In the lonely situation in which he was placed, he was +poor--for even fortune becomes a burden in utter solitude. The present +time offered nothing, the future seemed to promise nothing, and the +past was the repository of no cherished recollections for him. + +When Gregers returned from the war, and had ceased to fight foreign +foes, he found at home a still more obstinate foe to battle with, and +that was _ennui_. A sister, much younger than himself, who had resided +with him, and taken charge of his house, had died a few years before +the date of the commencement of this story. He regretted her loss very +much, and day by day he missed more and more the comforts a lady's +taste and society had spread around him. It was about this time that he +first met Jeanné Rysé, and the sight of her awakened emotions in his +mind which he had never before known. He wished to have her in his lost +sister's place; he wished to be her confidential friend, her +counsellor, her companion, and, yielding to these growing wishes, he +determined on asking from the Baroness the hand of her daughter. He +had, however, not the most remote idea of the wretchedness with which +his proposals were to blast Jeanné's hitherto tranquil and happy +existence. + +He was wealthy; he was the last--the only survivor of his race. Both of +these considerations had also some weight in Gregers's resolution, and +had not less influence on that of the Baroness Rysé. But expediency and +good intentions sometimes merge into wrong, especially when they forget +to take into account the passions and the heart. This fault was +committed both by Gregers and the Baroness. + +Eight days after her conversation with Jeanné, the Baroness Rysé's +carriage was seen going towards the Hald, with running footmen before +the horses, a coachman, and another servant, with powdered perukes; in +short, with all that show and affectation of state which might lead the +beholder to forget the Dutch plebeian Henrik Rysé, to whom the family +owed their patent of nobility. The Baroness herself was elegantly +dressed; she was one of those old beauties on whose exterior the hand +of taste must replace what time has stolen away. + +Gregers Daa received the lady at the foot of the outside stairs in a +garb which plainly showed he had not expected her visit at that moment. +He led her with a bewildered air into his study, where, before her +arrival, he had been occupied. Everything in this room bore witness to +an old bachelor's uncomfortable home. An ancient-looking hound was +stretched on the sofa, and gazed in evident astonishment at the +intruder without vacating his place. The dust lay thick on the sills of +the window, on the chairs, tables, and bookcases; the air was redolent +of tobacco-smoke; books, plants, and weapons were lying in dire +confusion about the room. + +The Baroness's ironical smile, and the somewhat sneering manner in +which she glanced round at the various articles in the study, seemed to +open Gregers's eyes to its untidy condition. He stammered an apology, +and opened a door leading to a large room close by, but the lady +declined entering it. + +'Let us stay here,' she exclaimed. 'The one room is as good as the +other for what we have to talk about.' + +She removed a bundle of papers from a high-backed easy-chair, placed +herself in it, and motioned to Gregers to sit down also. + +The sun was shining brightly through the window, the soft breeze was +swaying the branches of a large elm-tree, with their fresh light-green +leaves, backwards and forwards outside, the sparrows were chirping +under the roof; farther off was heard the song of the larks as they +soared over old Buggé's Hald,[2] the ruins of which were to be seen +from the window, and were glittering in the sun. + +Presently the lady spoke. + +'I come to you, general, on the same errand, relative to which you +lately called on me, and I bring you my entire acceptance of the +proposal you did me the honour to make respecting a marriage between +you and my daughter. + +Gregers Daa's tall figure drew itself up in military style; he bowed, +and said: + +'You have, then, communicated my wishes to your daughter, dear madam?' + +'I did so on the very same day that you called on us.' + +'And she has no objection to pass her future life with an old man such +as I am?' + +'On the contrary,' replied the Baroness, quietly, and without the +slightest hesitation, 'she has many objections to it.' + +Gregers looked thunderstruck; he fancied he had not heard aright. + +'My dear general!' said the Baroness, with an insinuating smile, +'the principal duty you and I owe to each other is sincerity, and I +shall, therefore, venture to speak candidly to you. My daughter likes +another--stay, do not interrupt me--I mean that she feels a great +kindness for, and much interest in, a poor relation, who, so to speak, +has grown up with her, and who has been the only one, until now, who +could realize the visions every young girl's fancy is prone to create. +But, good Heavens! what does that signify? At her age one loves the +whole world, or rather, we really love only our own selves in every +object which pleases our inclination. I have impressed on my daughter +the necessity of giving up her foolish dreams, and of forsaking the +world in which she has hitherto lived, to enter into another by your +side. + +'And was she willing to obey you?' asked Gregers, anxiously. + +The Baroness's cheerful smile partially chased away his fears: + +'Willing!' she exclaimed. 'Do you really think, my dear general, that I +would wish to see you united to a lady who could not prove, by her +obedience to her parent, that she would be able to obey her husband?' + +'But as she already loves another, a younger man than I am, who, +doubtless, is more able than I to comprehend and to share her +sympathies, how can I expect her to love me?' + +'Love you!' exclaimed the Baroness, in evident surprise. 'No--at least +not at the present moment; she cannot be expected to do so, since she +has, as yet, hardly the honour of knowing you. In regard to the future, +it will altogether rest with yourself to call forth this love. Your +superior character, and the mildness of manners I have remarked in you, +will indubitably lead the dear child to the goal you desire. I say +lead, not mould, because I know that a husband may easily lead his +wife, but not easily gain his wishes by coercion. From my experience of +the feelings of my own sex, I can affirm that, in most cases, gentlemen +may obtain as much affection as they can desire; but they understand +less how to awaken this affection than to retain it when once bestowed. +It is an acknowledged fact, that though the man begins by showing the +woman the first attention, it generally ends in her showing him the +last.' + +Thus commenced a conversation, during the course of which the Baroness +succeeded in removing all the general's scruples. They afterwards +proceeded to discuss the matter in question under another point of +view--a view which appeared to the lady of very much more consequence +than anything wherein feelings were concerned. The marriage settlements +were skilfully introduced by the Baroness, who evinced as much +practical sense in this second portion of the conversation as in the +first; while Gregers Daa, on his side, showed a degree of high-minded +liberality which quite surpassed her most exaggerated expectation. + +And thus was this marriage determined on, this bargain concluded, in +which was bartered away a young girl's future happiness, to secure for +her some insignificant worldly advantages. The sacrifice was +accomplished with festive pomp, with flowers, smiles, and songs on one +side, with smothered sighs and suppressed tears on the other. The same +wedding-bells that rang to announce Gregers Daa's happiness rang +Jeanné's freedom of soul and happiness into the grave. + +The first few weeks after the wedding were spent in society, visiting, +and all the round of amusements which it was more the fashion to offer +to newly-married people at that period than in our days. Gregers +objected to this dissipation in vain, the Baroness insisted on it, and +the complaisant son-in-law allowed her to take her own way. The +Baroness Rysé hoped, by these means, to procure her daughter some +diversion, which might lead her to _forget_: she had herself never felt +any other than these small sorrows that vanish amidst wax-lights and +noise in a ball-room; she could not, therefore, conceive that Jeanné +might, indeed, be stupified by all the entertainments provided for her, +but that solitude is the only comfort in deep sorrow, and the great +physician for suffering. + +Betwixt the mother and daughter, these such opposite characters, the +principal difference was simply this--that the Baroness thought only of +marriage, and Jeanné of love. + +As to the general, he found, to his great surprise, that all those +feelings, so new to him, which had begun to be so softening and so +pleasant, had suddenly changed their nature. That love, which had wiled +his heart out of its accustomed torpor, which had come like a sunbeam +on a late day in autumn, unexpectedly, and all of a sudden, had been as +hastily enjoyed as if its loss were feared. He tried in vain to acquire +the affection he coveted; but how could he think that an old man's +measured and bashful love could be able to chase away the clouds of +lassitude and grief which rested on Jeanné's beautiful but pale brow, +or dislodge the remembrance of what she had lost by what she had won? +When at last, after long and fruitless struggles, he perceived the +impossibility of attaining the desired object, which seemed always to +draw back from him like the obscure and misty images on a wide heath, +he shut himself up in his own study--but not with his former peace of +mind; and he bore the marks of his internal battles in his hollow +sunken cheeks and whitened hair. From this time forward Gregers endured +his sorrows in silence, as Jeanné did hers: the only difference between +them was--the cause of the unhappiness of each. + +Thus passed some years: Gregers Daa felt that no blessing had attended +his marriage. He was childless. There lay a little embalmed corpse in +his family vault in the cathedral of Viborg, with an inscription full +of grief on the lid of the coffin--that was his only child; it had died +soon after its birth. + +The only person who never appeared to remark the cold and comfortless +terms on which Gregers and Jeanné lived was the Baroness. She resided +for some months every summer in her son-in-law's house at Hald, drove +about in his carriage, received visits from all her acquaintances; in +short, she seemed to be the real mistress of the mansion, exactly as on +every alteration and improvement at Rysensteen she showed herself to +have unlimited command over the general's money. + +War at length broke out again, after the short and enforced peace +Denmark had been obliged to put up with. King Frederick IV. had +secretly entered into an alliance with Poland and Saxony against +Sweden. Reventlow was fighting in Scania; shortly after was heard, for +the first time, that one of the most ancient and most honoured names +among the Danish nobility was coupled with a lost battle--a name from +which heroism and victory, until then, had appeared to be inseparable. +Jörgen Ranzau was defeated by Steenbock on the outside of the gates of +Helsingborg, and the scene of war after that was removed into Germany. +Gregers Daa was ordered to join the army. One evening in the month of +November this intelligence reached Hald. + + + II. + + THE FAREWELL. + +Gregers Daa received the letter when he was sitting in the same room as +Jeanné. His pale cheeks flushed as he read it; Jeanné remarked his +emotion. She sat working near the fireplace, and at a little distance +from her was a third person, a guest that evening--this person was +Captain Krusé. + +After Jeanné's marriage he had often visited her at Hald, Gregers +himself encouraged him to come, when he perceived that she seemed +pleased to see him. He had not then the most remote idea of the +engagement which had formerly existed between them. + +'That letter seems to interest you,' said Jeanné, turning towards the +general. + +'Yes--certainly!' replied Gregers. 'I am called away to-morrow.' + +'Called away!' exclaimed at the same moment Jeanné and Krusé. + +There was something in the tone of the captain's exclamation which +seemed to displease the general; he knitted his brow, while he +answered, + +'I ought to have said that _we_ are called away. I have just received +an order for our regiment to join the army in Holstein immediately.' + +Jeanné uttered no exclamation. During the last two or three years she +had acquired complete command over her feelings; her countenance +remained calm, and did not betray the slightest sign of agitation. + +Gregers relapsed into his former silence; he had returned to the place +where he had before been sitting, by a table in a corner of the room, +at a little distance from Jeanné, because, he said, the lights on her +table hurt his eyes; from that place his look seemed to be fastened +steadily upon the two others. + +During the uncomfortable silence which now reigned in the drawing-room, +were distinctly heard the wailing of the stormy wind, and the screech +of the owls amidst the elm-trees on the outside of the windows. + +Shortly after Gregers arose, took a candle, and left the room. Those +who remained behind heard his steps becoming fainter and fainter as he +traversed the long corridor which led to his study. When they were +alone Jeanné let her work fall, and bending over the table covered her +eyes with her hand. On raising her head again in a little time, she +uttered a low cry, for Krusé was lying at her feet! She made a motion +of her hand as if to bid him go, but the captain seized that soft white +hand and pressed it to his lips, while he cast an indescribably +beseeching look up at her. + +'You have heard it,' he whispered; 'we must go--we shall part, for +ever, perhaps--I must say a few words to you first. Meet me down +yonder--only this once, this once--for the first and the last time!' + +'No, no!' cried Jeanné, vehemently: 'I have already refused this. Oh, +go!--it would be wrong!' + +'Oh, I pray you,' he continued, in a still more touching and trembling +voice, 'do not refuse my petition! Are you afraid of me, Jeanné, though +in all these long years I have shown you how safe you are near me? Or +are you afraid that your glance will fall on yonder wood, where, one +afternoon, you promised to love me, where the sun shone, and the birds +sang, while God received those vows which have since been so cruelly +broken?' + +Jeanné burst into tears. 'But go--only go, unhappy one! Do you not +hear? There is some one coming--it is my husband.' + +'Let him come, he is not my worst enemy at this moment.' + +Jeanné cast on him a sorrowful and reproachful look, but at the same +time held out her hand to him. Krusé sprang up. + +'Then you have some pity for all that I have suffered,' he said; 'and +you will not let me go without one kind word at parting?' + +She bowed her head almost imperceptibly, and yet it was sufficient for +him; his eyes shone, his lips trembled, in his deep emotion. + +When Gregers returned to the room, they were both sitting quietly and +in perfect silence. + +A few minutes afterwards, Krusé took leave, and rode away. Within an +hour from that time, a youthful figure stole softly out of one of the +side-doors which led from the apartments of the lady of the house down +to the garden. She was wrapped in a large shawl, and moved slowly, and, +as if unwillingly, onwards. Krusé hastened to meet her as she entered +the garden. Jeanné received him more coldly than she need have done +after having consented to the interview. But he knew her so well, he +had expected nothing else. + +'You desired me yesterday,' he began, in a low and unsteady voice, 'not +to come up often to Hald, and were vexed at me this evening because I +venture to disobey your injunction. God is my witness, Jeanné, that it +was my intention to have been guided by your commands.' + +'Why, then, did you come this evening?' she asked. + +'Because I knew before the general did that we were to be ordered on +immediate service, and I could not resist seeing you once more ere our +departure.' + +'Would to God we had never met each other!' she whispered in a low sad +voice. 'It would have been better for us both.' + +'Oh, I entreat you,' he said, with that irresistible tenderness which +had always found its way to Jeanné's heart, 'do not say that. I am +going far away now, and your wish will be fulfilled; but why should you +give me so sad a souvenir to take with me? It is probable, Jeanné, that +I shall never return--indeed, it is almost certain, for on what +account, or for whom need I seek to save my life?--but if I _do_ +return, should I be fated to live, will you then be less merciful than +God, and deny me permission to visit you as hitherto? If you will only +grant me leave to see you again, I shall never misuse that kindness by +a word or a look of which you might disapprove; no sigh, no complaint +shall betray to you what I suffer.' + +'Oh Heavens!' whispered Jeanné, 'do _I_ not suffer too myself, and do +you not perceive that your presence here only prolongs a struggle under +which it is certain that we shall both sink? What can you wish to know +that you do not already know? What can you see here except that I am +Gregers Daa's wife?' + +'Yes, it is true--too true!' he replied, scarcely above his breath. +'Farewell! It is best that we should never meet again.' + +'Farewell!' replied Jeanné, in the same heartbroken tone. 'But you will +not thrust yourself needlessly in the way of danger. Do you hear?--you +will not do that? Oh, you must not--you dare not!' + +'I am weary of battling with my fate!' + +'And I, too!' exclaimed Jeanné, bursting into tears. + +There was a confession as well as a depth of sorrow in these words; he +raised his head, grasped her hand, and carried it to his lips. + +'Farewell!' he said--'farewell! God be with you, Jeanné!' + +She left her hand in his, and whispered, 'Farewell, until we meet +again!' + +'I may come, then!' he exclaimed joyfully. + +'Since you threaten to throw your life away. But go now--leave me. Let +me beg this of you.' + +Krusé knelt before her, whilst he kissed her hand and said: + +'Put up a prayer for me, then I shall, perhaps, come back, and God may +have compassion upon us both.' + +He sprang up and left her; a minute or two after, the clatter of his +horse's hoofs was heard upon the other side of the garden fence. + +Jeanné stood and listened. + +At that moment Jeanné felt her hand seized, and the following words +were uttered in a low, sad, scarcely audible tone: + +'Put up also a prayer for me, Jeanné!' + +She started back, and uttered a piercing shriek. A man stood before +her, in whom she recognized Gregers Daa, whose countenance in the +bluish moonlight looked even paler than usual, and whose smile was +sweet, placid, and resigned as it had ever been. + +Jeanné thought herself lost; she fell at his feet, and stretched out +her clasped hands towards him, while she exclaimed: + +'Oh, forgive me! Do not condemn me. I am not so guilty as you must +think--if you only understood me--if you only knew all--' + +'Hush, my dear child!' whispered Gregers, in a voice that was full of +grief, but mild and consoling. 'Do not weep so bitterly; I know all, +and it is you who do not understand me. You have never understood me +aright. Let us go in now.' + +He assisted the pale, trembling young woman up to her apartment, and +then retired to his own study. + +The next morning, Gregers, attended by his servant, had started on his +journey before Jeanné was awake. + + + III. + + THE BATTLE. + +One dark December evening, about a month after the general's departure +from home, the Danish army had encamped in the vicinity of Gadebusk. In +spite of the darkness and the rough weather, there seemed to be an +unusual stir and activity in the camp that evening, which betokened +that something of importance was about to happen. + +Shortly before it had become dark, a reconnoitring expedition which had +been sent out returned with the intelligence that General Steenbock, +the commander-in-chief of the Swedish army, had approached until within +three miles of the Danish camp, and that, according to all appearances, +he was preparing to attack the Danes at dawn of day. Messengers were +sent in various directions. A few of these were to summon the general +officers to a council of war, others to take orders to the different +portions of the infantry who lay in cantonments in the nearest +villages. + +King Frederick IV. had arrived at the camp two days previously from +Oldeslobe. He had taken up his quarters at the little country town of +Wakenstadt, whither the officers who had been commanded to assist at +the council of war that evening repaired. + +There was a striking contrast between the appearance of these +gentlemen, who, on account of the presence of the king, wore their +embroidered and dashing uniforms, and the low, dirty, peasants' +parlour, where the meeting was to be held. + +A peat fire was smoking and blazing in the open chimney; its lurid +glare fell on the plastered clay walls, to which time and damp had +imparted a greenish hue. Two small windows, whose panes of glass the +storm raging without caused to shake in their leaden frames, had no +curtains. The floor was of clay, the furniture consisted of a long +bench and three straw chairs, which were arranged around a deal table +that stood in the middle of the room, covered with maps and drawings, +and the apartment was illuminated by two or three tallow candles. The +moment, however, was too critical for any of those present to waste a +thought upon the chattels around them. + +The discussions in this council of war were long and stormy. +Immediately after the king had communicated the intelligence brought by +the scouts, there arose a difference of opinion between him and +Reventlow, the commander-in-chief. The count thought that it would be +unwise to accept battle at the place where the army then was, because +the infantry either could not be assembled before the following +morning, or, at any rate, they would be fatigued after their forced +march, which it would be necessary to undertake very early to arrive in +time. + +To this was to be added that the Saxon auxiliaries, thirty-two +squadrons of cavalry, happened that evening to be at eighteen miles' +distance from the rest of the army. + +The king did not see the force of the argument; he entirely differed +from the count. Full of confidence in the continuance of the good luck +which had placed in his power the most important of the German +provinces of Sweden, he declared the position of the army to be +excellent, covered as it was by hills, woods, and morasses. He hoped +that the forthcoming battle would crown all his previous victories. + +The shrewd courtier only adhered to his opinion until he saw that the +king was determined not to give up his own. Thereupon he pretended to +have been reasoned over to his majesty's views. He bowed smilingly, and +exclaimed: + +'I also agree that we should remain here. If we conquer, to your +majesty will belong the whole glory of the victory. The whole glory, +but above all the whole responsibility,' he added, in a whisper to his +neighbour, as he took his place again on the wooden bench at the table. + +Reventlow's yielding to the king's wishes was a sign to all his party +to act in the same spirit. One alone still contended that it would be +wrong to accept battle under their circumstances--one alone, and he was +Major-General Gregers Daa. He stood in that circle somewhat paler and +more suffering than usual, cold, stiff, and stern as ever. He would not +swerve from his opinion, gave reason after reason, and did not seem to +remark that his coadjutors had by degrees changed their ground and had +become his adversaries. + +'But, by the Lord, Major-General Daa!' exclaimed the king, angrily, and +evidently provoked at the general's cold, calm, but determined +opposition, 'you must undoubtedly have stronger reasons for contending +with us all than those you please to name? From the time that you +joined the army last you have been prevented by illness from taking any +part in the earlier actions, and now that you appear to be well again, +you are the only one who maintains that we ought to retreat. ARE YOU +AFRAID OF BEING KILLED?' + +A general silence followed this insulting question. All present looked +by turns at the king and at the general. Gregers's face became deadly +pale, his eyes flashed, and his lips trembled as if from cold, while he +rose and replied: + +'I shall answer your majesty's question to-morrow. I beg to say that I +now quite agree with all the rest.' With these words he bowed and left +the room. + +The king saw the terrible effect his insult had produced, and he called +to Gregers to come back, but the latter seemed not to hear him. He +hastened out, closing the door after him. + +When Gregers had gone a little way beyond the village, where the camp +commenced, he stopped for a few moments, as if in earnest thought; he +cast a glance of deep distress up towards the heavens, and pressed his +hand upon his breast. He then walked quickly back to the camp. + +Here all was movement and noise. The sutlers had a rich harvest that +evening. Crowds of soldiers lay around the watch-fires, chattering +together, or playing at throwing dice on the top of the drums. They +sang, they drank, or prepared themselves for the coming dangers by +relating the wonderful heroic exploits that had been performed during +those that were past. The report of the enemy's approach had already +reached every one. Gregers continued his walk until he had reached one +of the farthest-off tents. Here he came to a stand, listened for a +moment, and then entered it. + +Captain Krusé was sitting at a table, which stood near his camp-bed; he +was supporting his head with both his hands, and was so intently gazing +on an open letter, so absorbed in its contents, that he did not observe +the general's entrance until the latter was standing by the table. He +then quickly concealed the letter, and rose. + +'Do I interrupt you?' asked Gregers. + +'No,' replied Krusé, evidently much confused. + +'You have received a letter?' + +'No!' + +'It appeared to me, though, that you were reading one when I came in.' + +'The letter I was reading is six years old,' said Krusé. + +'Indeed! And at such a length of time after its date does it retain +sufficient interest to carry it with you to your tent and read it on +such an evening as _this?_' + +'It is the memento of a loss--of a death; and you know, general, that +the heart does not value its memories by their age, but by the +estimation in which we hold those to whom they are traceable.' + +'No,' said the general, 'I am not aware of any such feeling, for _I_ +have no souvenirs, no cherished remembrances.' + +Krusé looked up in amazement at the bitter and almost despairing +meaning which lay in these words. Gregers continued: + +'I came to ask you to visit me this evening. There is a subject on +which I wish to have some conversation with you. Have you time to +spare?' + +'Yes, general.' + +'Very well, come then to me in my tent, near the forest of firs, within +an hour--not later, pray observe.' + +'I shall be punctual,' said Krusé. + +Gregers took leave, but, before doing so, he cast a glance towards the +table, where Krusé had concealed the letter. + +The captain remained behind, musing: he could not fathom the cause of +this visit. Latterly, Gregers seemed to have avoided his society. +During the foregoing conversation, it struck him that there was +something harsh and unfriendly in the expression of his countenance, +which betokened a dark and hostile mood. + +An hour later Krusé entered the general's tent. He found him sitting at +a table, on which lay two pistols and a sealed letter. Gregers beckoned +to him to come forward, and, pointing to a straw chair a little way +from the table, requested him to be seated. + +'Have you heard the news?' he began abruptly. 'We are to fight +to-morrow.' + +'Yes,' replied Krusé. 'So much the better!' + +'I also would have thought the same at your age. I would, most likely, +have thought the same now, if I, like you, were single, and had not +bound another to my fate.' + +'You allude to the amiable lady yonder, at Hald?' + +'Yes; and perhaps you are surprised that I should be thinking of her +just this evening?' asked Gregers sharply. + +'No--certainly!' replied Krusé, somewhat astounded at the question. +'What is there to surprise me in your doing so?' + +'You are not speaking the truth, captain. Among all living creatures, +you are the only one who could dare to conceive a doubt on this +subject. You,' he continued, in a hollow and moaning tone of voice, +as if the words he were uttering could with difficulty pass his +lips--'you, who love her, and whom--she loves in return.' + +Krusé was speechless for a moment, while Gregers was making visible and +violent efforts to regain his composure. + +'Now I understand him,' he thought; 'he has found everything out, and +intends to murder me.' + +This thought had scarcely entered his mind when it took the shape of a +conviction. In the deep silence now reigning in the tent, he heard the +general's suppressed groans as he drew his breath heavily, and saw the +arm by which he supported himself as he leaned it on the table, +tremble. + +'What answer have you to give me?' inquired the general. + +Krusé raised his head: + +'It is true what you say, general. I do love her.' + +The admission did not make the slightest alteration in the expression +of the general's countenance, as Krusé had expected it would have done. + +'How long ago did your love for her commence?' he asked. + +'I have loved Jeanné Rysé since my childhood. She was the first, the +only one I ever loved--the only one I ever will love. And now, general! +After this confession, I wait to hear what further you have to say to +me. I see that you have prepared for what was to happen,' he added, +glancing towards the pistols which lay on the table. 'I have been long +expecting it, and, when you came into my tent, I anticipated that what +sooner or later must end thus was close at hand.' + +Gregers remained silent for a few seconds, and then said: + +'You are mistaken, captain! I was not thinking of killing you when I +asked you to come here this evening. If such had been my intention, it +would have been carried out long ago. For three years, Krusé, I have +known that you loved her, but I saw, at the same time, how little guilt +there was in this secret love.' He held out his hand to Krusé. 'Poor +fellow!' he continued, 'how could you help that you loved her? You, who +were young, and whom God had destined for her. The error was, that no +one gave me any idea of this until it was too late. I was a witness to +the grief you both evinced; I heard the last words, the last sighs with +which you parted from each other! I know it all. What you, on the +contrary, do not know is--that I also loved Jeanné.' + +'You!' cried Krusé. + +'Yes; you are surprised at that, are you not?' continued Gregers, with +a melancholy smile. 'An old man, who had no other right to that girl's +love than what chance and authority bestowed. But I loved her, +nevertheless, with an affection that in strength and devotion quite +equalled your own. She was the only one, the last who bound me to life; +my heart grew young again under the influence of this love, which, in +spite of a husband's claims, preserved a lover's first timidity.' + +'You loved her!' cried Krusé, as if he must have the words repeated, in +order that he might take in the possibility of their truth. 'But Jeanné +never suspected this.' + +'Nay, do not think that I could betray my feelings when I so soon +perceived that she was not able to return them! From the garden below +have I, like you, often and often gazed up at her windows, until her +shadow and her light disappeared; I have felt myself intoxicated at +inhaling the perfume she scattered around her; in short, I have been +more easily contented than you, for you told her that you loved her, +while I hardly dared to confess so much to myself. Nor will she ever +know it until I have ceased to live.' + +Gregers stopped speaking for a few minutes, while he fixed his gaze on +the empty space before him within the tent Krusé could not find words +to answer him, he felt so much moved by what he had just heard. A +little after, Gregers continued: + +'To-morrow we go to battle, or rather accept it, since the enemy offers +it to us. It is possible that I shall not outlive the day; it is, +indeed, almost certain.' + +'Certain!' exclaimed Krusé. + +'Yes, my friend!' replied Gregers quietly. 'As you said lately, one has +one's presentiments in this world, let us suppose that mine will be +fulfilled. In case this should happen, I have written a letter, which I +now give into your keeping; take care of it, for it contains my last +will. My first intention was that you should have remained for a time +ignorant of its contents, but I have thought better of it. When I am +dead, go back to Hald, its doors will open to you, not as heretofore, +to receive your sighs and complaints--no, you will enter Hald as its +master, Jacob Krusé! I give Jeanné to you, and when I have done that I +have given you all, for my property shall belong to you both, since I +am a childless man and the last of my race. Raise your head, my son! +Why do you bend over the table in this manner? She shall be yours, as a +reward for her fidelity and your sufferings! You must love each other. +I bequeath her to you, and it is my wish and my prayer that you will +make up for all the sorrow I have caused her.' + +Gregers placed his hand on the young officer's drooping head. Krusé +sank to the ground, and knelt before him! As Gregers raised him, he +flung his arms round his neck and burst into tears. There was something +very strange in this scene between the husband and the lover! + +'Oh my God!' cried Krusé, 'I see it all; you will let yourself be +killed.' + +'No, certainly not that, my friend!' replied the general. 'But I shall +be killed, that is all. I believe, as I told you, in presentiments, and +I owe you both this reparation--you and her. Go, now! Go and take the +letter with you. I wish to be alone a little time.' + +So saying, the general opened the tent, and motioned to Krusé to leave +it. + +The next day, about mid-day, the battle near Gadebusk commenced. Twice +during the morning Krusé had gone to Gregers's tent, but the general +had declined receiving him either time, upon the plea of having much +business to attend to. The drums and the trumpets shortly after called +the soldiers to muster in their ranks, and the captain was obliged to +hurry to his duty. + +When Gregers Daa rode past Reventlow, to the head of the division he +commanded, he stopped his horse, and turning to the commander-in-chief, +said in a low tone, so as not to be overheard by those near, + +'General! I have a request to make to you.' + +'To me!' cried Reventlow, much surprised. + +'Yes!' continued Gregers; 'and I beseech of you, for the sake of that +friendship of which you have given me so many proofs, to grant it.' + +'It is already granted, my dear general, if even only on this account, +that within another hour I may not be in a condition to accede to +anyone's wishes.' + +'With the third national regiment, on the left wing of the army, there +is one Captain Krusé in command of a company. I particularly wish that +his life may be saved, if possible. Will you, therefore, kindly place +him accordingly?' + +'Colonel Eifeler,' cried Reventlow, beckoning to one of the nearest +officers, 'be so good as to order a portion of the third national +regiment, under Captain Krusé, to serve as cover for the height, on +which his majesty has determined to take the command.' + +The colonel touched his cap, put spurs to his horse, and galloped off. +Gregers Daa thanked Reventlow with a long and warm pressure of the +hand, and then went on to join his own men. + +The Danish army was drawn up on a hill, behind a morass; its left wing +was protected by a river, its right by a large and thick forest of +firs. Two hours before the commencement of the action the Saxon cavalry +had arrived, and had united with the Danish. + +The Swedes commenced the battle with a brisk cannonade, and stormed the +hill under their watchword, '_Mit Gott and Jesu Hülfe!_' Shortly after +all was enveloped in smoke, which the wind drove over against the +enemy. The fire of musketry mingled with the louder booming of the +cannon; the signal trumpets sounded; the drums rolled, and men were +falling in the agonies of death. + +An old chronicle says that the battle, 'with great effusion of blood, +lasted until five o'clock. As no one on either side would give any +quarter, there were fewer prisoners made; officers fought each other as +in a duel, and such were the individual combats, that the Danish and +Swedish officers were generally found dead, lying close to each other +on the field of slaughter.' + +The same chronicle tells us that the Swedes stormed the hill three +times. The last time they were so fortunate as to be able to take up +their position at the foot of the hill, without the Danes having the +power to hinder them. Two attempts had been made in vain. The Danes +were beaten back, the Saxon cavalry gave way, and fled in disorder; +Steenbock followed up his good fortune, and sent troops to pursue them. +The Danes, too, were beginning to give way, for the enemy's cannon, +loaded with grape, and discharged from a short distance, was making +terrible havoc among them. + +At that moment a squadron of Danish horse, led by a tall, thin officer, +came dashing down the hill, and for the third time made an attempt to +drive back the enemy. The spirited horsemen dropped on all sides, but +others, who had escaped unharmed, continued their onset, and fell upon +their foes, their brave leader charging at their head. The cannons were +silent, while musket and pistol shots flew hotly around. Shouts of +triumph--groans from the wounded horses--prayers--the moans of the +dying--and wild cries of encouragement, issued from that confused +multitude, immersed in dust and smoke, amidst which were to be seen +sabres flashing and sinking, and in the hottest of the fight the tall +officer, who seemed invulnerable himself though he dealt destruction +around. + +From a height at a little distance King Frederick had witnessed the +whole. He had seen the two unsuccessful attempts to drive the enemy +back, and the dragoons who had galloped down the hill to make the third +effort. Gregers Daa's name was in the mouth of everyone around. It was +he who was speeding on to fulfil his promise. + +This furious attack took the Swedes by surprise, and they began at +length to draw back. It was in vain that Steenbock sent them +reinforcements; before these reached the battlefield he beheld his +troops, as if panic-struck, take wildly to flight, and heard the noise +made by the dragoons as they spiked the Swedish cannon. + +In the midst of the field, among heaps of the wounded and dying on both +sides of him, lay their commander, the heroic Gregers, struck by a +pistol-ball, while he was trying to wrest the colours from a Swedish +officer. + +This episode--the gallant conduct of the dragoons--had given the Danes +time to recover themselves, and the battle was resumed with fury at +another place. Some of the dragoons jumped from their horses, and bore +their wounded general away from the field. Gregers was carried to the +village, and into the very same room in which, the evening before, he +had been so humbled and insulted. + +King Frederick soon after entered the chamber, went up to the bed, and +leaning over him, took his hand, while he exclaimed: + +'How this disaster goes to my heart, my dear general! I have sent for +my own surgeon; he will be here presently, and he will do all that he +can to preserve to our fatherland a life so invaluable as yours.' + +'You are mistaken, my liege,' replied Gregers. 'The surgeon will be of +no use, and I am only fulfilling my destiny. Had your majesty been +unequal, yesterday evening when you put upon me the humiliation of +doubting my courage, I would have killed you; _that_ being impossible, +there was nothing for it but to let myself be killed. The ball is in my +breast. It will realize my wish.' + +The king uttered in a low voice some words full of admiration of a +heroism that sought death on account of a hasty and inconsiderate +expression from his lips. + +When Gregers had finished speaking to the king, he turned his head away +from him. His eyes met those of Krusé, who was kneeling on the other +side of the bed. A sweet and happy smile stole over the pale +countenance of the dying man, as he held out his hand to the captain. + +'You see that my presentiments were correct,' he whispered, in a weak +and failing voice. 'Now she will be happy, and you also; now you may +love each other freely--for ever. And when you are happiest, sometimes +spare a thought to me--an old man, who was ignorant that it was he who +hindered your happiness--who went away when he discovered it. Farewell, +my son. Be kind to her, whom we both love!' + +Gregers drew a deep sigh, clasped his feeble hands, and his spirit fled +to other worlds!' + + * * * + +A month later, two persons were sitting in one of the drawing-rooms at +Hald; the one was Jeanné, the other Captain Krusé, who the same day had +arrived with the general's body from Holstein. Gregers Daa had been +buried in his family vault in the cathedral at Viborg. Jeanné had read +the letter he had addressed to her in his tent the evening before the +battle. Krusé related to her, word for word, what had passed the same +evening between them. Jeanné wept bitterly while he spoke, and when he +had finished there was a long and unbroken silence in the room. A +little after, Jeanné held out her hand to him, and said, + +'Leave me, now, my friend. I wish to be alone.' + +There was something of decision and earnestness in the tone in which +she spoke that alarmed the captain.' He held her hand in his while he +asked: + +'And when may I come back?' + +'Never! Never come back!' replied Jeanné, with the utmost composure, +'for I no longer love you!' + +Krusé stood petrified. Then he whispered in accents which betrayed the +deepest despair: + +'And your vows, and your assurance that if you did not belong to _him_, +no living creature should separate us?' + +'I have not forgotten all that,' she replied; 'but I now belong to him +more than ever I did. Go, Jacob Krusé, I beseech of you. It is not the +living which separates us, but the dead!' + +Having thus spoken she left the room. + +What strange contradictions there are in a woman's heart! Jeanné kept +her word, and remained until her death a lonely and sorrowing widow. + +The following year Krusé fell at the siege of Tönning. + + + + + HERR SINCLAIR. + + BY E. STORM. + + + Herr Sinclair o'er the briny wave + His course to Norway bent; + 'Midst Guldbrand's rocks he found his grave; + There, his last breath was spent. + + Sinclair pass'd o'er the billows blue + For Swedish gold to fight; + He came, alas! he little knew + Norwegian dust to bite. + + Bright beams that night the pale moon flung-- + The vessel gently roll'd-- + A mermaid from the ocean sprung + And Sinclair's fate foretold. + + 'Turn back, turn back, thou Scottish chief! + Hold'st thou thy life so cheap? + Turn back, or give my words belief, + Thou'lt ne'er repass this deep!' + + 'Light is thy song, malicious elf! + Thy theme is always ill! + Could I but reach thy hated self + That voice should soon be still!' + + He sail'd one day--he sail'd for three-- + With all his vassal train; + On the fourth morn--see--Norway--see! + Breaks on the azure main. + + By Romsdal's coast he steers to land, + On hostile views intent; + The fourteen hundred of his band + Were all on evil bent. + + With lawless might, where'er they go + They slaughter and they burn; + They laugh to scorn the widow's woe: + The old man's pray'r they spurn. + + The infant in its mother's arms, + While smiling there--they kill. + But rumours strange, and wild alarms + Soon all the country fill. + + The bonfires blazed--the tidings flew-- + And far and wide they spread + The valley's sons that signal knew; + From foes _they_ never fled. + + 'We must ourselves the country save; + Our soldiers fight elsewhere. + And cursed be the dastard knave + Who now his blood would spare!' + + From Vaage, Lessoe, and from Lom, + With axes sharp and strong; + In one great mass the peasants come-- + To meet the Scots they throng. + + There runs a path by Lidé's side, + Which some the Kringell call; + And near it Laugé's waters glide: + In them the foe shall fall. + + Now weapons, long disused, are spread + Again that bloody day. + The merman lifts his shaggy head + And waits his destined prey. + + Brave Sinclair, pierced with many a ball, + Sinks groaning on the field. + The Scots behold their leader fall, + And rank on rank they yield. + + 'On peasants! on--ye Normand men! + Strike down beneath your feet!' + For home and peace the Scots wish'd then; + But there was no retreat. + + With corpses was the Kringell fill'd; + The ravens were regaled. + The youthful blood which there was spill'd + The Scottish girls bewail'd. + + No living soul went home again + Their countrymen to tell + The hope to conquer those how vain, + 'Midst Norway's hills who dwell. + + They raised a column on that spot, + To bid their foes beware; + And evil be that Normand's lot + Who coldly passes there! + + + + + THE AGED RABBI. + + A Jewish Tale. + + BY B. S. INGEMANN. + + * * * + + + I. + +'Is thy day of persecution to return, lost, unhappy Israel?' exclaimed +the old rabbi, Philip Moses, sadly shaking his venerable grey head, as +one evening in the autumn of 1819 stones were thrown in through the +windows of the house in which he resided, whilst the rabble of Hamburg +shouted in the street in derision the first words of the Jew's lament +for Jerusalem. + +'Yes! ye are right,' he continued mournfully; 'Jerusalem is demolished +and laid waste. Ye could not stone us against Jehovah's will! But His +wrath is sore kindled against us. His patience was great, but His +people have forgotten Him in the midst of their banishment; they have +forsaken the Law and the Prophets amidst the dwellings of strangers; +they have mingled their blood with the blood of the unbeliever; and lo! +therefore God's people are thrust forth from the earth, and blotted out +from among the living.' + +'Oh, grandfather, grandfather!' cried his weeping grandchildren, +clinging to him in their terror, 'protect us from the fearful +Christians!' + +'If ye be still the children of Israel,' answered the old man calmly, +'fold your hands and bow your knees, turn your faces towards the +east--towards the ruins of God's holy city--and pray to Jehovah, the +God of your fathers! While thus engaged in prayer, what if these stones +crush your heads and dash out your brains? Praise Jacob's God with me, +and die in the name of the Lord God of Sabaoth! Then shall His cherubim +bear ye in peace to our father Abraham's bosom!' + +'Is that the only comfort you can bestow, simple old man?' said his son +Samuel, the father of the children. He was the richest jeweller in +Hamburg, and now saw his valuable shop exposed to be ransacked and +plundered by the furious mob. 'Can you give us no better advice than to +pray? _I_ know something better. We will all let ourselves be baptized +to-morrow.' + +'Would you renounce the faith of your fathers on account of your +anxiety about your jewellery, my son?' said the old man, casting a +contemptuous glance on the wealthy, trembling Israelite, who, overcome +with fear, was rushing from keeping-place to keeping-place, gathering +together and packing up his most valuable articles. + +'Truly it is indifferent to me whether they call me Jew or Christian,' +replied Samuel, 'so I can save my goods and my life. When the question +is, whether I shall be a rich man to-morrow or a beggar--whether I +shall walk the streets, and go to the Exchange in peace, or if I am to +be pelted in open day by the very children, and risk my health, my +limbs, my life itself--when my jewels, my furniture, my wife, my +children, and my windows are in question--I should be a great ass if I +hesitated to let a handful of cold water be thrown upon me. It is only +a stupid ceremony; but I daresay it is just as good as our own +crotchets. Now-a-days that is the best creed which gives security and +advantages in trade and commerce.' + +'Miserable being!' cried old Philip Moses, drawing himself up to his +full length, 'accursed be the spirit that speaks by your mouth! It is +that pestilential spirit which has wrought evil among God's people, and +caused them to become a byword to the nations of the earth, and an +abomination to the Lord of Heaven! Accursed be those goods and that +life for which you would barter the faith of your forefathers, and mock +even the altar of the strangers, to which you would fly in your abject +cowardice! Accursed be the security and the advantages for which you +would betray Jehovah! Accursed be the trade and the commerce that have +enticed God's people to become the slaves of Mammon, and frantic +worshippers of the golden calf!' + +'You talk wildly, old man!' replied Samuel. 'You do not know how to +accommodate yourself to the times. You are aged, and cling to old +notions; but the days of your prophets are gone by.' + +'Their words shall stand to the last of days,' said the old man, +raising his head proudly; 'and be it my care to proclaim them among ye, +even if the earth should burn around me, and sink beneath my feet! Is +it not enough that we are a stricken and dispersed race, cast forth +into the wide world, and condemned to live despised in the land of the +stranger? Shall we add humiliation to humiliation, and despicably +constrain ourselves to laud and call those just who scorn us and +trample us in the dust?' + +The jeweller's handsome saloon was full of fugitive Israelites, who +sought refuge and protection at the abode of the wealthy Samuel; whilst +the police and the watchmen _pretended_ to be endeavouring to quiet and +disperse the mob outside. + +The assembled Jews loudly deplored their misfortunes, and some of them +gazed with astonishment on the aged Philip Moses, who stood there +firmly and fearlessly, like a prophet among them, and poured forth +words of wisdom and instruction to his trembling fellow-believers. + +Two or three of the old rabbis, with long beards and black silk +_talars_, or robes, alone listened attentively and with calm +seriousness to him, the most ancient of their community. But the young +beardless Israelites uttered cries of lamentation, bewailing the +conduct of the people of Hamburg, bewailing their broken windows, and +all the damage that would accrue to their trades or business in +consequence of this new persecution. + +'Ah! if my mother had not been so over-faithful to my father,' said a +conceited young Jew, 'I might have gone with comfort to the theatre, +and seen that pretty Ma'amselle Wrede, without being recognized as a +Jew, and abused accordingly; and running the risk of getting my head +broken to boot.' + +'Oh! that we had never been circumcised!' cried another; 'our lives are +actually not safe in the streets.' + +'Would that we were all baptized!' groaned a third. 'Ay, with some +philter that would turn our dark hair to red, and remove the too +apparent marks with which Jehovah has signalized us and cast us out +among our foes.' + +'Oh!--woe--woe!' shrieked the women and children--'whither shall we fly +in our great distress and misery? Ah! were it but morning, and this +dreadful night were past!' + +'Leave off your lamentations, ye foolish and untoward ones!' cried +Philip Moses. 'The Lord has struck ye with imbecility, and with +blindness, and with corruption of heart. He has scattered ye abroad +among all the tribes of the earth, because of your perversity; he has +given thee a timorous heart, oh Israel! so that the sole of thy foot +cannot find rest, and thou feelest that thy life is in jeopardy, and +goest about groaning night and day; and in the morning thou sayest, +Would that it were evening! and in the evening, Would that it were +morning! because of the terror of thy heart, and the visions that are +before thine eyes. But hearken what the Lord declares unto you by the +mouth of His servants from the tabernacle in your foreign synagogue. If +your affliction and your humiliation be greater than your +transgressions, shake the dust from your feet, and go forth from the +place where ye are treated with ignominy and oppression. Leave the +iniquitous Mammon in the hands of the evildoers, and take only with you +that to which there cleaves no curse in the sight of Jehovah! Come! I +will lead ye from city to city, and from land to land, until we find +some spot on earth where Jehovah may veil our disgrace and grant us +freedom among the children of mankind, or else, like our fathers of +old, among the wild beasts of the wilderness!' + +'What are you dreaming of, old man?' exclaimed his rich kinsmen, in +dissatisfied chorus. 'Should we leave our hard-won gains, and go forth +like beggars into the world, with old sacks on our shoulders? Where +shall we find a more commercial town than this? And in what part of the +world would we not be exposed to annoyances and persecutions? No path +leads back to the promised land, and were we to be guided by your +dreams, we should neither be able to feed our wives and our little +ones, nor to gather golden pieces and silver ducats.' + +'If ye believed in Jehovah,' replied Philip Moses, 'ye would also +believe that there is a way to the promised land; but that thought is +too grand for your contracted souls. The flesh-pots of Egypt are dearer +to you than the manna from heaven in the wilderness; and if the Lord +God were to call up Moses among you, ye would stone him as your fathers +stoned the prophets.' + +'What avails all this long discourse, poor, foolish old man?' said his +son, the rich jeweller, interrupting him. 'Sit down there in your +comfortable arm-chair, and amuse yourself with the children, Moses, +while the rest of us consult together what is best to be done. He is +going into his dotage,' added he, turning to the other Jews, 'and +sometimes he is not quite in his right senses, he has quarrelled with +all his family, and I keep him here, out of charity, in my house, as +you see; but for all that I have to put up with many hard words, and +much abuse from him.' + +Then there commenced a mumbling in the room, and a buzzing sound as in +a bee-hive, everyone giving his opinion as to the best way of quieting +the people of Hamburg, and making up matters with them. Some proposed +that a deputation should be sent to the Senate to demand the protection +of the military for their houses. + +'It would be of no use,' said others. 'These mean, abominable members +of the Hanseatic League are our worst enemies; these stupid, paltry, +petty dealers, who envy our cleverness in business, and covet our +profits--it is just they themselves who set the populace against us.' + +'Then let us remove to Altona,' cried some. 'Those Danish blockheads +will at least have sense enough to be willing to receive us with all +our riches; and they will be glad to have an opportunity of causing a +loss to the impudent Hamburgers, in return for their "_Schukelmeier_" +_cry_.'[3] + +'But when the worst part of the storm is over, we will repent having +gone,' argued others; 'for there is not so much business done, or so +much money to be made there, as here. It is better for us to put up +with rudeness and with temporary annoyances, than to run the risk of +seriously injuring our business, and lessening our gains.' + +'If the worst happens, we can but let ourselves be baptized,' said +Samuel, 'and then we can no more be called Jews than the Hamburgers +themselves.' + +'What good would that do?' exclaimed a shabby-looking Jew, with a long +beard. 'It is not on account of our religion that they persecute us; it +is only our wealth and the luxuries we can afford, that excite their +envious dislike. Our handsome houses are our misfortune, and our +splendid equipages; our beautiful villas on the Elbe and the Alster, +and all the braggadocio of our young fops. Go about like me, with a +matted beard and tattered garments. Live well in the privacy of your +own houses, but let not your abundance be seen by anyone. You will then +find that no one will envy you, or persecute you. Let the children in +the street point at us, and abuse us. Is it not for being what it +should be our pride to be called? If they even treated us as if we were +lepers, they could not prevent us from being God's chosen people. We +are blessed in our affairs, and in our wedlock; we multiply, and fill +all lands, and devour the marrow thereof; we are _really_ the lords of +the people, though we do not blush to seem their slaves.' + +This advice was rejected by the richer and more modern Israelites, who +had no inclination to array themselves in sackcloth and ashes, and to +relinquish the ostentatious display of that wealth which, in the midst +of so many humiliations, and with so many equivocal acts, and little +tricks in trade, they had amassed. + +'No, no! I know a much better plan,' said one of the richest men +present, who had originally been a sort of pedlar, and sold tapes and +ribbons. 'We will take it by turns to give turtle-feasts; we will +invite all the young men, the sons of the merchants, to our tables; our +wives and our daughters must show all manner of kindness and +complaisance to them, and not keep them at such a cold distance as they +do now; let them lay aside their reserve, and try to please them. It is +better, far better, even to marry among the Christians, than to have +them as enemies, now-a-days.' + +On hearing these words, old Philip Moses arose; he could no longer +endure to listen to his people humbling themselves, as he thought, so +basely. He tore his clothes, and anathematized the tongue that spoke +last. He then tried, with all the eloquence of which he was master, to +touch the hearts and rouse the spirits of those who were the best among +the assembly, by setting forth to them the misery and degradation which +their own selfishness and cupidity had brought upon them. He +characterized their present persecution as a just punishment from +Jehovah for their degeneracy, and their being so absorbed in the +pursuit of money. He condemned their indifference to the faith and the +customs of their forefathers; their neglect of the Sabbath, and of its +holy rites; their shaving off their beards, and their being ashamed to +be known to be what they were. He inveighed against their connection +with Christians, and more especially their marriages with them, by +which two of his own sons had disgraced him. And he denounced their +excessive keenness in the pursuit of gold, as likely to be ruinous to +them, as being certain to have an injurious effect on their settling +happily in any and every country in the world. + +But this was too much for his fellow Jews to harken to in silence. They +all attacked him vehemently, calling him a crazy old traitor, who only +wished their destruction. Loudly, however, as swelled their chorus of +abuse, still more loudly arose the voice of the old man, as he, in the +words of the prophet Jeremiah, reproved them: 'O Israel! thine own +wickedness shall correct thee, and thy backslidings shall reprove thee. +I had planted thee a noble vine, wholly a right seed; how then art thou +turned into the degenerate plant of a strange vine unto me? For though +thou wash thee with nitre, and take thee much soap, yet thine iniquity +is marked before me, saith the Lord God. Your sons have withholden good +things from me. For among my people are found wicked men; they lay wait +as he that setteth snares; they set a trap, they catch men. As a cage +is full of birds, so are their houses full of deceit, therefore they +are become great and waxen rich. They are waxen fat--they shine; yea, +they overpass the deeds of the wicked. They judge not the cause of the +fatherless, yet they prosper. Shall I not visit for these things? saith +the Lord. Shall not my soul be avenged on such a nation as this? Go ye +upon her walls and destroy; but make not a full end: take away her +battlements, for they are not the Lord's!' + +Scarcely had he uttered these last words than a shower of stones, +hurled against the closed window-shutters, demolished them, and dashed +in, while this new attack was followed by shouts of triumph and +derisive laughter from the streets. + +'Away with him--away with the old prophet!' cried several of the Jews. +'His imprecations are bringing fresh evil and persecution upon us.' + +'This is not a time to be preaching all that old twaddle to us about +our sins,' said his son, the rich Samuel. 'I will not listen to another +word; and if you expect to remain longer in my house, you must keep +your tongue to yourself, I can tell you. It would be more to the +purpose if you went to your room, and shaved off that beard of yours, +that you might look like other men. We must howl with the wolves we are +among, and if the mob were to catch a glimpse of your long beard, which +is just like that of an old he-goat, and your masquerade garb, they +would pull the house down about our ears.' + +'Oh, grandfather, grandfather!' exclaimed the youngest of his +grandchildren, starting away from him, 'how your eyes are blazing! You +are not going to hurt my father?' + +'For _your_ sakes, I will not curse him,' said the old man, in a low, +tremulous voice; 'but accursed be the spirit which influences him, and +my unfortunate, perverted people! I shall shake the dust from my feet +at the threshold of your door, my son, and never more shall you behold +my countenance in this world; but, in your last moments, you will +remember _this_ hour. I will wander defenceless among our enemies; I +will bare this grey head to their insults, stand amidst their showers +of stones, and peradventure be torn asunder by their violent hands, +before my own child shall pluck out the beard from my aged cheeks, or +turn me out of his house as a beggar.' + +'Stay!--are you mad?' cried Samuel; 'you will not pass alive through +that mob outside. Hold him, some one!' he exclaimed to those around. +'He is deranged, as you see, and is going into his dotage. I should be +sorry if anything were to happen to him, or he were to meet with any +injury.' + +But old Philip Moses went away, like Lot, from the doomed Sodom, and +never once looked back. No one attempted to detain him, for his +denunciations, and his terrible look, had frightened them all. With his +snow-white locks uncovered, and in his torn dark silk _talar_, alone, +and without his staff, he went forth, and shook the dust from his feet +as he stepped from the door. + +When the Hamburg populace perceived him, a group of children began to +abuse him, but no one took up the cry, and not a hand was lifted +against the silent, venerable-looking old man. + +'Let him go in peace!' said one to the other; 'it is old Philip Moses. +He is a good man; it would be a sin to hurt _him_, or to scoff at him.' + +'But if we had his son Samuel in our clutches,' said others, 'he should +not get off so easily; he is the greatest bloodsucker among them all!' + + + II. + +It was late at night--the tumult in the streets had ceased. No more +carriages rolled along from the theatre, or from parties at the houses +of the rich Hamburg merchants. The promenade on the 'Jungfernstieg' had +been over long before, and the pavilions were locked up. Lights +glimmered faintly from the upper windows of the large hotels, and only +here and there a solitary reveller was to be seen, humming an air, as +he was wending his way homewards from the 'Salon d'Apollon,' or was +stopped by some straggling night-wanderer of the female sex. The moon +was shining calmly on the Alster, and the watchman had just called the +hour by St. Michael's clock; but two strange-looking figures still +walked up and down the 'Jungfernstieg,' and seemed to have no thought +of home, though the sharp wind scattered the leaves of the trees around +them, and the flitting clouds often obscured the moon on that cold +September night. A dark-haired young girl walked, shivering with cold, +alongside of an old Jew, and seemed to be speaking words of comfort to +him, in a low, sweet voice; and that Jew was the aged Philip Moses! + +'You are freezing, my child,' said the old man, as he threw the +skirt of his torn talar around her shoulders. 'Let me take you back to +the house of your mother's brother; but _I_ will not cross his +threshold again. I made that vow the day he was seduced into wedding +the artful Christian girl. On this day has my third son closed his +door against me, and I have no more daughters on this earth. But yes, I +have _you_ still--you, the daughter of my dear and excellent Rachel! +Come, let me take you home. It is hard enough upon you to be an +orphan--fatherless and motherless--and a servant to your Christian +aunt; you shall not become houseless for my sake. Poor Benjamina!' he +exclaimed, as a bright beam from the moon, that was unclouded for a +minute, enabled him to see her lovely youthful face distinctly, and to +observe how tears were gathering in her long dark eyelashes. 'Poor +Benjamina! you are indeed kind to care so much for your rough old +grandfather, and not to be afraid to come and wander about with him, in +our day of persecution, when he was thrust out alone among our foes!' + +'Ah, dear, good grandfather!' replied Benjamina, 'how could my uncle +Samuel behave so ill to you! But all my uncles are not so bad as he is. +I am tolerably comfortable at uncle Daniel's every other week, and they +are kind to me now at uncle Isaac's, since I have grown stronger, and +am able to assist my aunt in the kitchen. Do go with me to one of them. +Their wives and new connections do not hate us as the other Christians +do; and you must go somewhere. Since uncle Samuel has become so rich, +he disdains all his poorer relations, and will not associate with them. +Why did you choose to live with him, rather than with either of your +other sons? I am sure neither of them could have found it in his heart +to have treated you as Samuel has done to-day. You never took a vow not +to enter Isaac's house, therefore do go with me to it. I shall reside +there with you, and attend upon you: and the pretty children will +become fond of you. They can learn from you the history of Joseph and +his brethren, and hear about little Benjamin, my namesake. You can +teach them as you taught me at my poor mother's, when I was a little +girl. Come, dear grandfather, come!--before day dawn, and our +persecutors awake. In these times of tribulation we must cherish each +other--we unfortunate and persecuted fugitives.' + +'It is five years since I have entered my son Isaac's house,' said the +old man, slowly. 'How many children has he now?' + +'Ah, you do not know that, dear grandfather, and yet he is your own +son! His fifth boy is an infant in its cradle.' + +'Is his Christian wife kind to him? and does she not turn his feeble +spirit from Jehovah, and the faith and the customs of our forefathers? +I have not seen him lately at the synagogue, but he never misses going +to the Exchange.' + +'Only come with me to him, grandfather, and you will see that he is +better than Samuel, though he may not go to the synagogue, and only +puts the shop-door on the latch on Saturday, instead of shutting it up. +You will like his nice little boys, though my aunt rather spoils the +eldest. They have all light hair and pretty blue eyes, like their +mother. Many Christians visit the house; and the good Mr. Veit, who is +a painter, sometimes teaches me to draw when I am there. You do not +hate _all_ Christians, do you, grandfather, because some of them treat +us cruelly? You do not condemn them all so much as these--our +uncharitable persecutors?' + +'No, my child,' replied the old man. 'I admit the general philanthropy +of the Christians, which they believe they learned from their wise but +unfortunate prophet; though, in their present conduct towards us, they +give no proof of it. Yet far be it from me to blame them for this. Our +law tells us to make our own hearts clean before we judge others; that +so we may find forgiveness in the day of atonement. But stay not out +here longer, so late, my daughter; your good name may be made the prey +of the tongue of the backbiter and the slanderer, although it is only +in a work of mercy and of love in which you are engaged, and for which +the Lord God of Sabaoth will bless you in future days. Leave me to +wander out into the solitary paths! The Lord can send to me--even to +me--a raven in the desert, if he think fit. My tent is now the great +Temple of the Lord, where the sun and the moon are lights in the high +altar, and the four corners of the earth are the pillars of the +tabernacle. Hark! from thence shall it seem to me that His mighty +cherubs are singing praises to His name, when the wild storms of nature +are playing around my head. Let me go, my child, and weep not because I +am a lonely wanderer! I would rather roam, houseless, through the +world, than seek a refuge under the roof where I am an unwelcome +intruder. I would rather be stoned by the Christians than be disdained +as a pauper by my own kindred--my own children--and perhaps hear that I +am so, when the infirmities of age compel me to listen in silence.' + +'Well, then, so be it, dear grandfather, and I will remain with you. +The Christians may stone me in your arms if they will.' + +The old man was silent for a time, and he appeared to be fighting a +hard battle in his heart. + +'Come then, my child,' said he at length, seizing Benjamina by the +hand, 'for your sake will I endure disgrace, and ask shelter from a +son, who cared more for a strange woman than for his father's +blessing.' + +They then proceeded in silence to the 'Hopfenmarkt,' and rang at the +clothier Isaac's door. + +'Is that any of our people?' whispered an anxious voice from a window. +Philip Moses answered in Hebrew, and a little while after the outer +door was opened. + +Isaac received his deserted old father, who had thus taken refuge with +him, with sincere pleasure; yet this pleasure was damped by the +perplexed and uneasy feelings which came over him when he thought of +the daily reproaches which he foresaw he would have to encounter, and +the many disturbances in his domestic life which he feared the +unbending rabbi would occasion. But their common grievances and danger +drew their hearts together. Though Isaac's house was, at present, +exempt from all damage (since, through his marriage with a Christian, +and his frequent intercourse with Christians, he seemed almost +separated from his own people), he lived still in constant terror, on +account of the inimical disposition evinced towards the Jews, which had +now actually broken out in open persecution of them; and he sought in +vain to conceal from those with whom he associated the interest he +secretly took in the fate of his unhappy nation. + +He was extremely indignant when he heard how his rich brother, Samuel, +had behaved to the old man: and he begged his father to forget all the +past, and make himself at home in his house. But he resolved, at the +same time, not to permit his domestic peace to be disturbed, or the +habits of his daily life to be disarranged, by the old man's +prejudices--such at least as could not be borne with easily, and might +not give cause of complaint. 'He must accommodate himself, as my guest, +to the ways of the house,' thought he to himself. 'He will be +accustomed to them in time, and there would be no use in beginning as +we could not go on.' + +'Your brother Samuel has not honoured his father, and he cannot succeed +in worldly matters,' said Philip Moses, as he seemed endeavouring to +read in the countenance of his son what was passing in his mind. 'But +may the Almighty give him, and all our people, grace to repent, and let +not His angry countenance be turned upon us to our ruin! _My_ days will +not be many,' he added, earnestly; 'but had it not been for my +faithfully attached Benjamina's sake, I would rather have gone forth to +wander over the wide world than have exposed your heart, my son, to a +trial which, I fear, is beyond your strength.' + +Isaac's wife was quite out of humour when Benjamina went to her bedroom +to tell her what had taken place. + +'It will never answer,' said she, 'to have that old instigator of +strife here in our house. He hates me already, because I am not one of +your nation. It was on my account that he has never hitherto chosen to +put his foot within our doors.' + +'No, my grandfather does not hate the Christians,' replied Benjamina, +cheerfully. 'If he lives here, he will bring good luck and a blessing +to the house. Dearest aunt, may I not get the little blue chamber ready +for him? I did not dare to go near him when he was with my uncle +Samuel, and yet he was so kind to me when I was a child.' + +'Well, I suppose I can't help his staying, for the present at least,' +replied the aunt, peevishly, 'so you can put the blue chamber in decent +order for him, Benjamina. But if you make too much fuss about him, or +give me any additional trouble with this new pest, I will send you back +to Daniel. You may stay for the present; but keep him as much as +possible away from the children and the rest of us. We shall have quite +annoyance enough with him at the dinner-table.' + +'Poor, poor grandfather!' sighed Benjamina, as weeping silently she +left her unkind aunt, who had often before spoken harshly to her, but +had never wounded her feelings so deeply as now. + +Isaac had afterwards an unpleasant matrimonial scene, and a sharp +battle of words with his wife, in reference to the old man, to whom he +could not deny an asylum in his house, however many scruples he himself +had as to keeping him. + + + III. + +The next day was Saturday. Philip Moses kept the sabbath in his own +room, and prayed for his unhappy people; but he often started, and a +look of pain seemed to contract his features when he overheard his son +talking loudly to his customers in the shop, and rattling the money in +the till; while his wife, in the other apartments, was engaged in +various household duties, in all of which Benjamina was obliged to +assist her. He frequently heard her aunt scolding her, and she had +scarcely been able to snatch more than a minute to carry her +grandfather's breakfast to him, and affectionately to bid him good +morning. On that short visit he perceived that she had been weeping; +but he would not deprive her of the comfort of fancying she had +concealed her tears from him, by letting her know that he had observed +them. + +Philip Moses was lying with his old head literally bowed into the dust, +and was engaged in prayer, when Benjamina returned and called him to +dinner. His daughter-in-law had slightly hoped he would be able to put +up with such accommodation as their house afforded, but she was neither +able nor willing to conceal her ill-humour; and the old man sat +silently at table without tasting any of the dishes placed on it, for +these consisted of the very things that the Mosaic law particularly +forbade. His son did not seem to notice all this; but poor Benjamina +did, and fasted also, though she was very hungry. The tumult of the +preceding night was talked of, and it was told that there had not been +one window left unbroken in Samuel's residence, nor in many of the +handsomest houses belonging to the Jews; also, that a couple of Jew +old-clothesmen, who were perambulating the streets, had been very +ill-used by the mob. + +'Why do the rich make so much useless display?' said Isaac, 'and why do +the poor seek, by their needless oddity, to draw public observation +upon themselves?' + +'Have you become a Christian, my son?' demanded the old man; 'or +perhaps this is not the Sabbath-day?' + +'I adhere to the doctrines of my forefathers,' replied his son, 'in +what I consider to be of consequence, and in what is applicable to the +age in which we live, and to the ideas of what is holy and unholy that +my reason and my senses can acknowledge. I wish my father would do the +same, and not be scandalized at what is really quite innocent.' + +'My father-in-law must try to put up with our fare,' said the mistress +of the house, handing him, with thoughtless indifference, a plate of +roast pork. 'Our house is quite in disorder to-day,' she added, by way +of apology, when he silently handed her back the plate, 'and I really +did not bethink me of our guest; but I shall have something else +another time, when I am accustomed to remember what he will not eat.' + +A gloomy silence then followed at table, and Isaac cast a reproachful +look at his wife, which she did not omit to notice. The old man made a +movement as if he were about to rise, but at that moment his eye fell +on Benjamina; he remained silent and reseated himself. What Benjamina +read, however, in her grandfather's countenance, drew unbidden tears to +her beautiful eyes--tears which she quickly brushed away, while in her +embarrassment she, unwittingly, broke up her bread into small crumbs on +the tablecloth. For this act of extravagance she received a sharp +reprimand from her aunt, with a rude reminder that these were not times +to waste bread, and that 'those who had nothing of their own should +think themselves lucky to get anything to put in their mouths.' + +'Wife!' whispered Isaac, to his better half, as they rose from table, +'that was not according to our agreement.' + +When old Philip Moses was alone with his son afterwards, he looked long +and earnestly at him, and then said, in a dejected tone of voice: + +'My son, speak out the truth freely--the grey-haired, antiquated Jew is +an unbidden guest; you are ashamed to close your doors against him, but +not to give him wormwood in his cup of welcome; and my poor Benjamina +is looked on as a mendicant here, to whom you have not many crumbs of +bread to spare.' + +'How so--my father?' stammered Isaac. 'If my wife--forgive her!--I +myself remarked a degree of thoughtlessness in her, which pained me.' + +'Isaac--Isaac!' exclaimed the old man, 'why does your voice tremble, +and why do your eyes avoid mine? But I will still call you my son, and +will tarry awhile to see if you can free yourself. Your heart is not +bad, Isaac; but, alas! it has been with you, as with the sons of +Israel, who, captivated by the daughters of a strange people, forgot +father and mother, and that Lord who brought them out of Egypt--they +never beheld the promised land.' + +'Let not my marriage offend you so much, my dear father,' said Isaac, +gathering courage to speak out, 'and be not shocked at my way of +living. Remember, I came into the world half a century later than you +did. Opinions alter with time and with circumstances, and I have +learned to see much in our religion, and our position as regards the +rest of the world, in a very different light to what you do. I should +indeed be blind, if I did not perceive that our people are the most +remarkable on the face of the earth, and the least subject to change, +even in their ruin, and their dispersion among all the nations in the +world. But I do not think that we are, therefore, called upon eternally +to separate ourselves from all other living beings. Inwardly we may, +indeed, feel our distinction from them; and let this secret knowledge +strengthen us to support our humiliations, and teach us to rise +superior to our oppressors and persecutors, even when we are condemned +to crawl in the dust before them; _inwardly_ we may despise them, but +_outwardly_ we must amalgamate with the great masses of mankind, who +will otherwise crush us in our stubbornness.' + +'If I understand you aright, my son, you mean that we may continue to +be Israelites, while we accept Christian customs and fashions; and that +our race might be preserved, notwithstanding that we put an end to it +ourselves by mingling our blood with that of the stranger.' + +'As a people and as a nation we are already lost,' replied his son; +'and with the destruction of the temple at Jerusalem has the outward +structure of our religion fallen to the ground. Do you not believe that +if our great lawgiver had lived in these times, and in this land, he +would not have prescribed very different rules for our conduct?' + +'Would he have changed the commandments to fear and serve the God of +Sabaoth, and to honour father and mother?' asked the old man. + +Some persons came in at that moment, and the conversation was broken +off. + +In the evening Isaac was not at home, but some of his wife's relations +came to visit her, along with a couple of foppish young men, who looked +in from a party in the neighbourhood. No one seemed to notice old +Philip Moses; he sat quietly in a remote corner of the room, and +listened to the jokes, with which some of the gentlemen entertained the +company about the rising against the Jews, at which they laughed very +heartily; also telling, with great glee, that they were to be attacked +again. Amongst the visitors was a handsome young man, with long fair +hair falling over his white collar. He was the young painter Veit, who +had lately returned from Rome, and who still wore the peculiar costume +adopted there by artists. The two fops seemed inclined to turn his +dress into ridicule, for they were afraid that he intended introducing +the fashion into Hamburg; but he took no notice of them. He was the son +of the physician who attended Isaac's family, and who resided on the +'Hopfenmarkt.' His attraction to the house was Benjamina's beautiful +face, which was very interesting to him as an artist. He had hitherto +taken no share in the general conversation, but had been standing apart +in a window with Benjamina, talking to her about her reverend-looking +grandfather, whom he had saluted with the respect which his age and +patriarchal appearance demanded. + +He now remarked the tenour of the conversation that was going on, and +turned quickly from Benjamina to try to stop it, by introducing some +other subject. But the thoughtless and unfeeling young men soon resumed +their ridicule of the Jews, and indulged in witticisms at the expense +of their sufferings during the riot, without at all being checked by +the remembrance of whose house they were in, or who was present. At +length Veit thought it necessary to remind them where they were; and he +did this in so pointed and stinging a manner, that, ashamed and +enraged, they immediately took their departure, but not until they had +whispered him that he would find them the next morning near the +Obelisk. No one overheard the challenge, but Veit vowed to himself that +he would chastise them severely, and that _that_ meeting should be a +blacker hour to them than any which had occurred during the tumult they +had considered so amusing. But _their_ exit did not put an end to +strife. Some elderly wholesale dealers thought fit to take up the +defence of their friends who had just gone, and seemed at least not to +disapprove of the chastisement inflicted on the privileged Hebrew +usurers for their long-practised extortions. + +Veit again became the champion of the Jews, and descanted with warmth +on the hateful, unchristian spirit which could impel Christians so +shamefully to break the peace, and maltreat a fugitive, defenceless +race, to whom the state had promised its protection. + +4 We complain that they hate us and defraud us,' said he. 'Do we show +love to them when we stone them? Do we not betray them, when we +infringe our own laws in order to break faith with them, and withdraw +the security on which we told them they might rely, when they settled +among us? If we were to show more justice and Christian feeling, we +might induce them to like us; but hatred, scorn, and persecution, never +yet won either proselytes or friends.' + +Benjamina rewarded the defender of her people with a grateful smile, +and old Philip Moses rose and stepped quietly, but with dignity, forth +from his corner. + +'It is just and right that we should be humbled before the Lord!' said +he. 'But unjust and wicked are our fellow-creatures who seek our +humiliation. Accept an old man's thanks,' he added, as he turned +towards the young painter, 'that thou dost not echo the cry of the +persecutor, and cast stones at us in the time wherein we are exposed to +the contumely and the reproach of the scorner, but that thou hast a +word of kindness for the Lord's oppressed and humbled people in the +hour of their desolation.' + +'Who is that strange old man? He speaks as if he were a Bible,' said +the startled visitors one to another. + +Isaac's eldest child, a boy of about five years of age, and his +mother's darling and absolute image, had all day been peeping at the +old man, as if he were some extraordinary spectacle. + +'Are not you a Jewish priest?' said he, pertly, as he approached him +more closely. 'Why, what a nasty, ugly, long beard you have! Don't come +near the windows, or they will be broken for us, mother says.' + +'He is your grandfather,' whispered Benjamina to the child; 'you must +love him, and behave well to him, Carl!' + +'Nonsense!' cried the child, laughing outright--'a Jew with a long +beard, who won't eat pork, _my_ grandfather! No, no. See if I don't +tell him all the funny things that all the boys say--' + +Benjamina cried, and placed her hand over the child's mouth, to prevent +the old man from hearing what he was saying; but the unfortunate +grandfather had not lost a word that he had uttered. He lifted his hand +to crush the serpent that thus hissed in his ear, but at that moment he +observed Benjamina's tearful eyes; his arm fell by his side, and he +stood pale and silent, with his flashing eyes fixed on the floor. + +Just then Isaac came in, and almost started as he beheld the +embarrassed countenances around. Not one of the strangers, except the +painter, seemed to feel any pity for the old man, but some were +hastening away, while others were evidently preparing to follow. + +'What is the matter,' asked Isaac, glancing first at the excited old +man, and then, with some suspicion, at his wife. 'Has anyone been +annoying my old father?' + +'How can I help that poor child's chattering?' replied his wife. 'But +come, my boy,' she added, taking the urchin tenderly by the hand, and +leading him out of the room--'come; hereafter none of us must dare to +open our mouths in our own house.' + +The painter, reddening with anger, stood near Benjamina and Philip +Moses, whose hand he shook kindly; but the old man stood as a statue of +stone, with his eyes fixed on the floor. Suddenly he seemed to awaken +as if from a dream, raised his head, and looked all around. When he saw +Isaac standing before him, the tears started to his eyes, and coursed +each other down his pale cheeks into his long white beard. + +'Farewell, my son!' he exclaimed, laying his hand on Isaac's head. 'The +hand of the Lord rests heavily on thee for thy backsliding. I will not +curse thy house, but I leave it, lest its roof should fall down upon +me!' + +So saying he walked out of the house, and his son made no attempt to +detain him. But the weeping Benjamina followed him, and Veit followed +them both at a little distance, in order to afford them assistance if +the mob should attack them; for the tumult of the preceding evening was +recommencing, and there were even more ill-disposed persons gathering +in the streets than before. Veit saw the old man take the way towards +the gates of Altona, hand in hand with Benjamina, whom he had in vain +besought to return to her uncle's family, and Veit therefore concluded +that they intended leaving Hamburg, and seeking an asylum in Altona. He +determined still to follow them, so as to obtain shelter for them at +the house of a friend of his there, in case they should find any +difficulty in procuring such for themselves. But before they reached +the Altona gates they were intercepted by a mob of the lowest rabble +and a number of tradesmen's apprentices, who were flocking from all +parts of the town, and wandering from street to street, breaking the +windows of the Jews' houses. + +'Stop, Stop!' roared the rabble. 'Where are you taking that pretty +girl, you old Jew rascal?' Some of them then commenced pulling the old +man by the beard, while others began to treat the pale and trembling +Benjamina with rudeness and indignity. But at that moment Viet rushed +to the rescue, and drawing a sword from his walking-stick, he laid +about furiously among the offenders; some gentlemen, and other members +of the more respectable classes of the Hamburg population, took his +part; and while the police were endeavouring to disperse the mob, Veit +succeeded in getting Philip Moses and his granddaughter away, and +conveying them through a side gate into a small back street: after a +rather long circuit through deserted by-lanes and narrow streets, he +was so fortunate as to reach his father's house without further +molestation, and the old doctor received his unexpected guests with +kind cordiality, and did all he could, both as host and physician, to +minister to their wants and comforts. Benjamina was half dead from +terror, and the unfortunate old man had sunk in a state of +insensibility on the floor the moment he was safely within the door of +the house. + + + IV. + +When Philip Moses returned to consciousness, he stared wildly about +him, tore his hair, and then, like Job, he opened his mouth and cursed +the day of his birth. + +'Let the day perish whereon I was born--let darkness and the shadow of +death stain it--let a cloud dwell upon it--wherefore is light given to +him that is in misery, and life unto the bitter in soul? For the thing +which I greatly feared is come upon me, and that which I was afraid of +is come unto me!' + +He speedily, however, became exhausted; and a violent fever ensued. In +his delirium he raved of the destruction of his people--of Sodom and +Gomorrah; and wrung his withered hands as he denounced the sins of the +chosen race, and deplored the vengeance of Jehovah. During his illness +Benjamina attended him faithfully, and when his fits of excitement came +on, she would pray by him, or read to him from a Bible lent to her by +Dr. Veit, till he was soothed to peace, and passed into a tranquil and +almost happy state. + +The good physician had given an asylum in his house to those +unfortunate individuals; and his son, the young artist, sat whole days +with Benjamina, sharing in her watchful care of the aged invalid. +Often, when Benjamina had read to the old man till he went to sleep, +and when she then sat by his bedside, with the sacred volume in her +hand, while he seemed to smile upon her in his dreams, Veit would take +up his pencil, and sketch them together. A new light seemed to beam on +Benjamina's soul, partly from what she read to her grandfather, and +partly from her conversation with the amiable artist about the holy +book which contained the foundation of her faith and of _his_. + +One day Veit came home with his arm in a sling, and gave out that he +had hurt it by a fall. But he had found it necessary to chastise the +two young fops, who had in vain waited for him at the appointed place +of meeting near the Obelisk, the morning that he had promised to be +there. He had been unable to go that morning, on account of his guests; +and the young men had boasted so much of their own prowess, and sneered +so at his failure on the occasion, that he determined to lower the tone +of their self-satisfaction, and effectually did so by placing them both +in a condition to require the care of a surgeon for six weeks at least. +The duels had been fought with swords, and though Veit's wound was but +slight, it was some days before he could make use of his pencil. +Benjamina suspected what had taken place, and blessed him in her heart +for conduct which she deemed so noble and so delicate. + +The old Jewish rabbi, in the meantime, was daily recovering. What Veit +felt for the young Jewess was no longer a secret to himself, and she +had not failed to perceive his sentiments, which were betrayed by a +thousand little affectionate acts, by the tones of his voice, and by +his eloquent looks. She had liked and admired him from the first time +that she had seen him; but since the evening that he had so warmly +taken the part of her poor grandfather, since he had continued to show +such generous kindness to them both, her grateful heart had learned +almost to worship him. But neither of them had yet expressed in words +what neither could any longer doubt in regard to themselves, or each +other. + +Several weeks had now passed. The persecution of the Jews had ceased; +all was quiet in Hamburg, and the people of that persuasion could +venture into the streets without fear of being hooted at, or +ill-treated. But the newspapers told how the same ill-will against the +Jews had evinced itself in other places; and from Copenhagen, and many +other towns in Denmark, came accounts of similar shameful scenes. + +Philip Moses at length arose from his sick bed, but his steps were +feeble and tottering. His countenance was less stern, and less +_petrified_, as it were, than formerly; a more subdued and gentler +spirit seemed to animate him; yet he still adhered so much to his old +feelings, as to lament deeply that it was to Christians he owed his +dear Benjamina's safety, and the preservation of his own life. + +His son Samuel, the rich jeweller, had during this time, in consequence +of his own speculations, and of the failure of a foreign mercantile +house with which he had had large dealings, become utterly ruined; and +not only did he leave Hamburg a beggar, but he had also been attacked +and severely handled when making his escape from his creditors. And +though all the right-minded inhabitants of the city disapproved of the +ill-treatment he had received, yet there was not much pity felt for him +on account of his conduct to his father, who was respected as a really +upright man. + +Their late tribulations and adversity had checked the arrogance of the +Hamburg Jews; and they also began to resort more to their synagogues, +and to pay more attention to their priests. A deputation waited upon +old Philip Moses, and expressed the wish of the congregation that he +would return among their community, saying that they had made +arrangements to provide for his maintenance, and that he should be +entirely independent of all his relations. They acknowledged that what +he had often predicted to them had come to pass, and they now felt +inclined to honour him, as a true servant to Jehovah, upon whom a +prophetic spirit had descended. + +'Will ye turn from the evil of your ways, O Israel!' exclaimed the old +man to the messengers of the congregation. If ye will do this, the Lord +will let the light of His countenance shine once more upon you. "They +that trust in the Lord, shall be as Mount Zion, which cannot be +removed." "We will go into His tabernacle; we will worship at His +footstool." "He gathereth together the outcasts of Israel;" and my +heart shall rejoice before I go hence, and ascend into Father Abraham's +bosom.' + +When Philip Moses went with Benjamina to Dr. Veit and his son, to bid +them farewell, to thank them for all their humanity and goodness, and +to pray that blessings might be returned to them tenfold, the two young +people looked sorrowfully at each other, and tears came into their +eyes. + +'Oh, Benjamina!' exclaimed the younger Veit, 'I see that you love me, +as I have long loved you;' and before she had time to answer, he had +seized her hand, and suddenly they, dropped on their knees before the +old man, while the young painter asked their blessing. + +Both Dr. Veit and the rabbi started back in consternation. + +Could I have dreamed of this, my son,' said Dr. Veit, 'I would +never have brought you back from Rome. The difference between your +religion--' + +'Benjamina is a Christian at heart,' said the young man, abruptly, as +he rose from his knees, and assisted the trembling girl to rise. 'By +the sick couch of this excellent old man she read our holy Scriptures, +and their divine truths have enlightened her soul.' + +'Is this true, Benjamina?' exclaimed Philip Moses, turning very pale. + +'Yes, dear grandfather, it is true,' replied the young girl, as she +threw herself at his feet, and clasped her arms around his knees. 'It +was the word of Christ that I read to you when, in the darkness of your +soul, you cursed the day of your birth; it was the word of Christ that +gave you peace when you would have denounced eternal perdition to your +people!' + +'You are a Christian at heart, Benjamina, and you love this Christian?' +asked the old man, slowly, and apparently with a painful effort. + +'Yes, grandfather--yes. I cannot deny the truth,' sobbed the weeping +girl, as she bathed his hands with her tears. + +'You, also, Benjamina!--you also, daughter of my Rachel!--the last hope +of my old days, you also!' + +Tears choked his further utterance, and the old man covered his head +with his garment, turned away, and tottered towards the door. + +'Farewell, then, for _this_ world!' said Benjamina to her sorrow-stricken +lover, as with a strong effort she withdrew herself from his encircling +arms. 'Yonder--above! where love, and justice, and mercy rule--where +Jehovah and Christ are one--we shall be united for evermore!--Father, I +will go with you!' she said, as she hastened after the old man. 'Take +me with you, and let me die in your arms, but curse me not in the hour +of death, for my soul has only bent to the will of the Most High.' + +'Lost, for this world!' sighed the young man, as the door closed upon +her he loved so much; and all hope seemed extinguished for them on +earth. + + + V. + +'What is the matter with you, my son? You go about like one in a dream, +and as if the world in which you live were nothing to you,' said the +old doctor one day to his son, the young painter, shortly after their +guests had left them. 'If you cannot conquer your love, and if the girl +return your affection in an equal degree, I am willing to withdraw my +objection to your marriage, and old Philip Moses is too worthy a man to +wish to make you both miserable.' + +'I honour him for the unshaken sincerity of his religious feelings,' +replied his son, 'although these will bring me to the grave. I have had +a long conversation with him, father: I might have rebelled against his +severity, but his mildness has overcome me, and taken from me my last +hope. I know that from a sense of gratitude he might bring himself even +to join our hands; but the heart of the old man would break in doing +so, and I should have to look upon myself as the murderer both of him +and Benjamina. He is immovable in his adherence to his creed; and even +though he might give Benjamina to me himself, he would curse her in his +heart for having deserted the faith of her forefathers.' + +'But she has already deserted that faith in her own mind; she loves +you; and the old man knows all this, yet he has not condemned her.' + +'Still he might do so, if she were openly to throw off Judaism. He +loves her as he does his own soul, but he would deem his soul doomed to +perdition if it could stray from _Jehovah_, as he calls his peculiar +worship.' + +'Well, have patience, my son. The old man's days are numbered. My +medical knowledge enables me to tell you that death is already creeping +over him. + +'Ah, father! you do not know Benjamina; though her heart should break, +she would be as true to the dead as she is to the living. But I would +not that a knowledge of my grief should add to her sufferings, or +deprive her of the peace she may perhaps acquire in the performance of +what she considers her duty. Allow me to travel, father! There is no +hope of happiness before me _now_ in this world; but I will seek +tranquillity in the charming land which is sacred to the arts, and in +absence from all that may recall the past.' + +Thus the father and son conversed, while the rabbi, Philip Moses, was +engaged in consecrating the great sin-offering for his unhappy people. +Three days after this event the old man breathed his last in the arms +of the faithful Benjamina. + + + VI. + +'The Jews are going to bury their last prophet to-day,' said a lounger +on the 'Jungfernstieg' to one of his associates. 'See how they are +gathering from all corners! And any one of them who meets the hearse +must follow it.' + +'It is old Philip Moses,' replied the other: 'he was the only honest +Jew in Hamburg, and some say he is the last of the old Mosaic type in +the world. He died in the belief, notwithstanding all their wanderings +and miseries, that _his_ nation were the holiest on earth, and God's +favourite people. When he was dying, they say, he had his windows +opened, expecting that their Messiah would come flying in to carry him +and his people away back to the promised land.' + +'What absurd folly!' exclaimed the first speaker laughing; 'however, we +must admit that he was consistent to the last.' + +And ridiculing the Jews, they entered one of the pavilions near the +Alster. + +Towards evening, a young man in a travelling dress stood at the gate of +the churchyard belonging to the Jewish community, and gazed sadly and +earnestly at a female figure, which, in a deep mourning dress, was +kneeling by a newly-made grave. The traveller was the young painter +Veit, who had engaged post-horses for that very evening to take him +from his native town on his way towards Italy, where he intended to +bury himself and his hopeless passion amidst the classic ruins of Rome. +Benjamina's self-sacrificing devotion to her grandfather, and his +patriarchal adherence to the faith of his ancestors, which held up to +execration every departure from that faith, and the intermingling +with those whose religion was different, had entirely destroyed his +long-cherished hopes; but he determined once again to see his beloved +Benjamina, once more to be assured of her sentiments towards him, and +then to take a last and sad farewell. + +With this resolution he had approached her dwelling, just as the +hearse, containing the mortal remains of old Philip Moses, was leaving +it. Seeing this, he mingled among the mourners and followed the funeral +_cortége_, although the passers-by wondered to see a fair-haired +Christian, in a travelling garb, among the mumbling Jews who +accompanied the dead to his last resting-place. + +When the mournful ceremony was ended, and they had all left the grave, +Veit felt that he could not tear himself away; it seemed as if he found +himself impelled to wait there the last scene of his sorrowful fate. He +also thought that Benjamina would visit the tomb before night. This +expectation was realized, for she did come, later in the evening, with +flowers to strew over her grandfather's grave. When he perceived her +approaching, he stepped aside, not to disturb her in her pious duty; +but he felt that _this_ was the sad and solemn place where he was to +take leave of her for life. He remained at a little distance, gazing at +her, as she knelt in prayer by the grave, and it was not until she rose +to depart that he approached her slowly and silently. He held in his +hand a cross of shining mother-of-pearl, which his mother had given him +when a child, bidding him present it to her to whom in future he should +give his heart. When packing his portmanteaus and desk, he had stumbled +on this maternal gift, so long laid by, and he had now brought it to +offer it as a parting _souvenir_ to her he loved so hopelessly. It +seemed to shine with peculiar brightness in the clear moonlight. + +'Benjamina!' he exclaimed; and she raised her beautiful dark eyes from +the grave, and recognized him. But when she saw the shining cross in +his hand, she sank on her knees, and folded her hands across her +breast. + +'Heavens! it is fulfilled!' she exclaimed. 'His spirit shows me the +symbol of peace and redemption at this grave.' + +'What!' cried Veit, in deep anxiety, 'at _this_ grave?' + +'At _this_ grave I was to be released, were his last words to me, as an +angel enlightened his mind at the moment of death. And see, his spirit +has led you here with that holy symbol in your hand, the sign of that +faith, believing in which I shall be united to your crucified Redeemer +for ever.' + +'Praised be the name of that Redeemer!' cried the happy Veit, 'and +blessed be that spirit which in death permitted you to seek redemption! +Now there is nothing to prevent our union, and I claim you as my bride +in the face of the Almighty, and by this grave, where I had feared our +final parting was to have taken place.' + +They joined their hands over the old man's grave, and Benjamina then +told how her departed grandfather, in his last moments, seemed to have +understood that the noble predictions of David and the prophets +respecting the Messiah had been fulfilled, that he had made the sign of +a cross on his death-bed with his cold stiffening hand, and with a +smile of ineffable happiness had yielded up his spirit in her arms. + +'It was ordained, and it has been wonderfully fulfilled!' exclaimed +Veit, as he and Benjamina knelt together by the new-made grave. + +The following year, on the anniversary of that day, a happy Christian +couple stood by a tomb, which was thickly strewed with fresh flowers; +within that tomb reposed the aged Philip Moses, with his face turned +towards the east. Benjamina clasped her beloved husband's hand in one +of hers, while with the other she pressed the mother-of-pearl cross to +her heart. + +'Now he knows the truth,' said she, 'and has seen the promised land, +and the holy city which is lightened by the glory of God, and where the +redeemed out of every kindred, and people, and nation of the earth +shall be blessed for evermore!' + + + + + THE BANKRUPT. + + FROM THE DANISH OF CARL BERNHARD. + + +About the end of the last century there lived in Copenhagen a wealthy +merchant, whose name was _Kraft_. He was a proud, imperious man, who +looked upon riches as the greatest of all advantages, and their +possession as the universal, in fact, the only, passport to, or rather +source of, happiness. He was extremely rich. His housekeeper declared +that he was not able to count his money, he had so much; he measured +his ducats by the bushel, and was certainly worth hundreds of thousands +of dollars. Born in affluence, he had never seen the slightest +diminution in the fortune which surrounded him, for his father's +mercantile house was already in its third generation, having descended +from father to son, without any lessening of its capital during that +long period, as there never had been more than one son in the family. +In consequence of this, the large means of the firm had remained +undivided, and they had been enabled to extend their mercantile +transactions over half the world. Their acceptances were as good as +ready money. The present merchant Kraft had also an only son, but he +had not, in accordance with the custom of his forefathers, taken him +into partnership, for he must then have made over to him--at least in +appearance--a portion of his supreme authority, and he was too haughty +to share his power even with his only son. He had therefore established +the young man in business on his own account, though, to a certain +extent, under his own surveillance. Herr Kraft's wife had died at an +early age; she had presented him with all he wished--a son, who might, +in progress of time, carry on the affairs of the house and uphold its +name and high credit. When she afterwards presented him with a +daughter, he was so alarmed at the possibility of such gifts becoming +too abundant, that he thought it rather a fortunate circumstance that +the birth of this child cost its mother her life. The unwelcome little +girl was sent to the care of an aunt, who brought her up, and it was +not until she was a young woman that she returned to her father's +house, where, however, she found no sympathy. Her brother was just +married to a girl with a handsome fortune, and he had removed to a +house of his own. The family now consisted of Herr Kraft, senior, his +daughter, and his cousin, an old maiden lady, who was received as an +inmate of his house after his wife's death, to give her a home, said +Herr Kraft--that he might have some one to vent his ill-humour upon, +said Miss Regine herself--that there should be another torment in the +house, said the counting-house clerks and the domestic servants, who +hated her and her fat, snoring pet, 'Mops,' as much as they feared Herr +Kraft and loved his daughter. For Louise was their declared favourite, +and, if need had been, they would all have gone through fire and water +for her. + +A complete contrast to the merchant was his relative, Herr Warner. He +was of a mild, unassuming character; he could easily mould his own +wishes to those of others, and he valued wealth only as a means of +doing good. In all his actions he was guided much more by his feelings +than his interests. The lives of these two gentlemen had been as +different as were their characters. Herr Warner's parents had not been +rich. His mother had made an _unfortunate_ marriage, according to the +merchant Kraft, for her husband had lost his small inheritance, and had +gone abroad to seek for fortune under foreign skies. Herr Warner, on +the contrary, considered that his mother had made a _fortunate_ +marriage, for her and her husband's mutual affection outlived the loss +of their property, and if they did not become rich in the distant +country to which they had gone, they at least obtained a competence +there, and a peaceful, happy home. + +After the death of his parents, their son went, with but a poor +heritage, to the East Indies, where he married a young lady without any +fortune. Good luck, however, seemed now to attend him; his cotton +plantations throve well and yielded large returns, and a beloved wife +and three fine children made his home a paradise. At the expiration of +a few years he determined to return to his native country, there to +enjoy the fruits of his labours. An infectious disease, however, just +then carried off his wife and her elder children, and with his youngest +daughter, who alone was left to him, he sailed from India. But she died +on the voyage, and was committed to the deep. Thus deprived of every +tie, friendless and hopeless, the much-afflicted man quitted the ship +in a French port, and repairing to Paris, he resided there for some few +years, endeavouring to while away his time in the pursuit of science +and literature, the pursuit of wealth having lost all interest for him, +who had no one now for whom he cared to work. At length he returned to +his native city, where he lived quietly, frugally, and in great +retirement, visiting at very few houses except at that of his cousin +Herr Kraft, in whose family he appeared to take a warm interest; the +regard, however, which he entertained for them all was only returned by +the daughter, who became much attached to him. Herr Kraft made a point +of disputing with him every day, and had so accustomed himself to this +amiable habit, that he absolutely could not do without his relative and +these demi-quarrels. There were many different opinions about the state +of his finances. 'He must have saved something in the East Indies, +where money is as plentiful as grass,' said some; but others, among +whom was Herr Kraft, declared 'that he only had enough to make shift +with, and it would be a wonder if the little he possessed should hold +out during his life--for he was one of those persons whom Dame Fortune +seldom favoured, as he did not put a proper value on her gifts, letting +his money slip through his fingers by bestowing it on everyone who came +with a whining tale to him, he was so foolishly soft-hearted.' And Herr +Kraft was right there. + +In the large drawing-room, which was furnished more richly than +tastefully, and where everything looked stiff rather than comfortable, +Herr Kraft and Herr Warner were pacing up and down. Their conversation +had come to a stand. They had been disputing about some of the measures +of the government, and Herr Kraft had called the government stupid and +despotic; he said it took upon itself to be the guardian of the nation, +and to treat the burghers as if they were children under age, +prescribing for them, forsooth, what they were to do, and meddling in +their own private affairs! He was as warm a supporter of free trade for +the higher grade of merchants, as he was an advocate for restraints +upon the working classes, for he looked upon all those in an humble +sphere of life as 'trash, full of fraud and tricks,' who must have 'a +rod held over their heads.' It was the old story--liberality for the +higher, despotism for the lower; and this will be repeated till the end +of the world. Herr Warner had differed from him in opinion; he thought +confidence might be placed in a wise government, and he wished freedom +and justice for _all_, whether they were rich or poor. The argument +might have become an angry one, but Warner gave in, for he was anxious +to avoid exasperating his violent-tempered cousin, to whom he had come +that morning on a delicate mission, requiring no small degree of tact. + +A very fine young man, who had been for some time much attached to +Louise, and who had won her affections, had determined to ask her hand +in a respectful letter to her father. But the reply he had received was +a flat refusal, Herr Kraft having made up his mind to listen to no +proposals for his daughter except from a suitor selected by himself. +Louise wept and was very sad. 'Aunt Regine,' as she was styled, +favoured her with sundry ill-natured dissertations upon ungrateful and +disobedient children, Mops growled and snarled as if he were taking +part with his mistress in the family disagreement, and the entire house +and household appeared even more dull and silent than usual. Herr +Warner exerted himself to the utmost to bring his cousin to reason, but +in vain. Herr Kraft was much enraged that his daughter should have +presumed, even at the house of his own sister, to have become intimate +with any person who was unknown to him, and could not forgive her +having dared even to think of anyone as a lover without _his_ +permission. 'And the fellow such a poor wretch into the bargain!' For +what was a small landed property, not much bigger than a couple of +peasants' cottages and cabbage gardens? He was of an ancient and noble +family, it had been said--but what of that? He, Herr Kraft, did not +care a straw for nobility; it was merely an idea--an imagination--that +some men are to be better than others, because their forefathers, +perhaps a hundred years ago, had been people of some renown. Herr +Warner maintained that such an 'imagination' contained a moral +obligation to be also a distinguished, or at least a worthy man, not to +dishonour one's ancestors; and reminded his cousin that he himself was +by no means indifferent to his descent. + +'No, in that he was certainly right,' said the merchant: 'but _he_ had +good grounds for his pride in his forefathers, because for more than a +hundred years they had been wealthy merchants, who had established and +maintained a highly-esteemed commercial house. _That_ was something +solid--not mere fancy.' And then he went on exhibiting all that +arrogance which is sometimes to be found among the rich burghers, who +are quite as proud of their wealth, and their burgher's brief of a +century old, as any nobleman of his genealogical table, or his +forefathers' wounds or scars received on the field of glory. But Herr +Warner had to go away without having disclosed his errand, and could +only console poor Louise with the uncertain hope of a brighter future, +in which, however, he himself had little confidence. + +Soon after, her prospects became still darker. Herr Kraft gave notice +suddenly one day that he had promised Louise to the son of one of his +commercial friends, that the betrothal was to take place in eight days, +and the wedding in three months. The husband destined for Louise was +the son of a rich man, but he was far from handsome, and was still less +agreeable. Aunt Regine bestirred herself to make every preparation for +the betrothal; Louise implored with tears that her father would not +insist on this sacrifice; she said she would give up the man she loved, +to please him, but she could not marry another. Uncle Warner, as Louise +called him, did all he could for her, and pleaded her cause with her +father to the best of his ability; but Herr Kraft laughed--a thing he +seldom did--at hearing him speak of true and faithful love. 'Sheer +folly, childishness, absurd sentimentality and foolery, that would not +pay a shilling of interest.' + +'You will make your child miserable,' said Warner. + +'On the contrary, she will get a husband worth half a plum, with the +prospect of a great deal more,' said the father. + +'That may be; but he squints, and has red flaming hair.' + +'Bah! People don't notice these trifles after they are married.' + +'But he is also dull and stupid, and obstinate and wearisome, and +unfeeling and conceited--' + +'Well! and what else? However, whatever he may be, she shall take him, +and so--Basta!' + +'She will not take him--she will throw herself into the sea rather.' + +'Bah! It is both wet and cold in the sea. She will take him, because +she _shall_ do so. To-morrow we shall have the betrothal, as sure as my +name is Kraft, and I will not hear another word on the subject. Will +you give us the pleasure of your company at the betrothal? It will take +place at seven o'clock in the evening, precisely.' + +Herr Kraft and Aunt Regine were the only persons in the house who slept +that night. Everyone else was kept awake by uneasiness and anxiety, and +the unfortunate Louise cried till her eyes were so swollen, that in the +morning she could hardly read a few lines which one of the housemaids +brought to her from her sympathizing friend, Herr Warner, who was +always anxious, as well as he could, to comfort the afflicted. After +reading them, she wept still more bitterly, and the servant girl +observed her wringing her hands in despair. + +The day wore on, the evening came, and at seven o'clock precisely the +invited guests had all arrived, forming quite a family congress of the +members of the two wealthy mercantile houses. Uncle Warner was there +also. In the morning he had requested an interview with the bridegroom, +and had plainly stated to him that Louise loved another, and did not +entertain even the slightest friendly feeling towards him; but the +young man bristled up, thrust his hand conceitedly through his carotty +locks, and looked into the corner of his own eyes, while he replied +with the comforting assurance, that what he had been told was nothing +to the purpose, it gave him no concern, and that he would not give up +the match 'for any price,' as he expressed himself. Uncle Warner was +deeply disappointed at his ill-success with the self-sufficient +gentleman. They met again at the betrothal party, and the young man had +arrayed himself, as he thought, to the best advantage, and looked as +smiling as if he were awaiting a beloved and devoted bride. All was +ready, and Aunt Regine went to Louise's apartment to bring her. + +Heavens and earth! She was not there! She had gone! A letter lay on a +table in her room, and that was all the information Aunt Regine could +give. But old Maren had heard some one leave the house about an hour +before, and almost at the same moment she had observed a carriage drive +away, which had been standing at least a quarter of an hour in the +street, as if the coachman were waiting for some one. There was +presently an awful hubbub in the house. Herr Kraft rushed like a madman +from room to room, Aunt Regine hobbled after him, doors were banged, +and every corner of the mansion was searched, but Louise was nowhere to +be found, and it was now certain that she had fled to escape the +threatened evil. The letter she had left was then read, and a heart of +stone might have melted at the anguish and the terror expressed in it, +as well as the earnestness with which she prayed for forgiveness; every +word breathed of a spirit that was utterly crushed and prostrate. But +her father threw the letter into the fire, and exclaimed in a firm, +harsh voice: + +'I have no longer a daughter--her name shall never again be mentioned +within my doors--I disown her--I--' + +Uncle Warner caught his arm, and pressed it so tightly that he +involuntarily stopped, and the curse he was about to utter was arrested +on his lips. Aunt Regine began to howl with all her might. + +The bridegroom and his family took their departure, and the rest of the +party speedily followed their discreet example; Uncle Warner alone +remained with the enraged father. But every attempt to mollify his +anger, or to awaken in his mind any regret for the harshness by which +he himself had driven his daughter to this desperate step, was +addressed to deaf ears. Herr Kraft's wrath was only increased by every +new argument the good Warner brought forward in the hope of allaying +it, and at length he took his leave, expressing his intention of making +every inquiry concerning the fate of the unfortunate fugitive. But just +as he had left the room, the door was suddenly opened, and Herr Kraft +roared after him, in an imperious voice: + +'I desire to be troubled with no information you may gather; and with +this--Basta!' + +He then slammed the door so hard that the noise resounded throughout +the whole house. + +A whole year had elapsed, but time had worked no change in Herr Kraft's +vindictive feelings. Constant fretting, however, had impaired his +health, and he became ill. Uncle Warner thought it might be a good +opportunity to soften his heart, and he led the conversation to the sad +position of forsaken old age, and upon the comfort of an affectionate +nurse amidst sickness and infirmities. But Herr Kraft replied that _he_ +could never be forsaken in his declining years, for he had a son, 'the +heir of his house;' and as far as concerned illness and infirmities, +the best attendant was some hired sick-nurse, for she thought only of +the good wages she was to get, and it never entered her head to +speculate upon what he might leave. He did not put any faith in +all the babbling about affection and love, and such nonsense; it was +self-interest and money that people thought of in this world, and those +who had wealth would always get plenty of attention. + +'But you might lose your fortune, you might become as poor as many +others are, and then you would stand in need of affection, and learn to +know its value,' said Herr Warner. + +The rich merchant stared at him with contemptuous surprise; then, with +a scornful laugh, he said: + +'Yes, to be sure; the moon might fall down from the heavens, but it +would not be necessary on that account to put up an umbrella. Don't +tease me any more with such nonsense. Enough of it--Basta!' + +Herr Kraft got better, and he resumed his accustomed rich man's +life--the constant yearning and busy schemes to become richer; but in +his cupidity he never thought of Providence. + +The moon certainly did not fall from heaven, but within the space of +three years, one fine morning, as Herr Kraft was lounging over his +breakfast-table, and congratulating himself on being worth a very +considerable sum of money, the postman brought him a large packet of +letters. His spirits fell the moment he had read them, for they +conveyed the startling and afflicting intelligence of a commercial +crisis in a foreign country, which had caused the failure of many +houses of old standing; and their failure had brought down several +others. Among these sufferers was Herr Kraft himself. Yes, the wealthy +Kraft, dragged down by others, was now _a bankrupt!_ At that time +bankruptcy was a more serious matter than it is now-a-days; a bankrupt +never raised himself to fortune a second time, and there were _then_ no +instances of a man having failed several times, and yet being able to +live on the fat of the land. However, credit, in those days, was a very +different matter from what it is now. + +Herr Kraft had failed--the honourable, ancient, commercial house was +ruined, its riches and its lustre annihilated in a moment. What during +a century, and by the zealous labour of several generations, had been +gathered, had been destroyed by a single storm, and scattered like +chaff before the wind! The cash-keeper suggested--and it was true what +he said--that the ready money which was lying in their iron chest might +be easily removed and placed somewhere else in security, and that _it_ +alone would be sufficient to yield a competency to any man for life. +But Herr Kraft was a rigidly honest man, and had not the fall of the +house thrown the cash-keeper also out of bread, he would have +discharged him for advising such a fraudulent measure. Everything was +given up, and as an honourable and respected, but a poor and ruined +man, the lately so wealthy and so envied Herr Kraft took his departure +from his forefathers' abode. + +Herr Warner showed the warmest sympathy in his misfortunes. He +immediately proposed that his cousin should come to his house, although +he knew that he would have also to receive Aunt Regine and her pet, +Mops. But Herr Kraft had already accepted his son's invitation to spend +some time with him. This invitation to his house was perhaps not more +than was due to a father who had placed him in so independent a +position that he was now in easy circumstances, and had not lost +anything by the failure of the house. But yes, he had lost the expected +rich inheritance, the succession to the firm, &c. &c.; and as he was +his father's son, and brought up in his ways, he was very well versed +in the calculation of the interest of money, and in book-keeping by +single and double entry, but knew little about humanity and kind +feeling, which, from his earliest infancy, he had heard his father +ridicule. + +His failure was a cruel trial to old Herr Kraft; his pride was +severely wounded, but his heart was not at all softened. During these +sorrowful days, a letter was brought to him by the post, but, as he +recognized his daughter's writing, he laid it aside, and when 'Uncle +Warner' came, he handed it to him unopened, saying, 'If you know where +the writer lives, be so good as to see that this is returned; and +therewith--Basta!' + +His residence in his son's house was destined to be another heavy +trial. The son's wife was the ruler there, and she was far from +amiable. Aunt Regine had always been an eyesore to her. Her long-winded +prosing was now cut short and ridiculed, and her Mops dare scarcely put +his nose outside the good lady's petticoats, under the shelter of which +he lay snoring from morning till night. The endless talking about what +everything cost, and the eternal reference to the advantage of having +money, which formerly had never annoyed Herr Kraft, were now +exceedingly disagreeable to him, and drew many a sigh from his +oppressed heart. It was given out that everything was to be done to +please him, and be heard several times a day these words: 'Whatever +papa likes--our only desire is that papa may be comfortable in our +house.' But he felt as often that these were empty phrases, a mere +_façon de parler_, and that his wishes, in reality, were never +consulted. Had he known what _heart_ was, he would have deplored their +want of it; as it was, he only grieved for the loss of his fortune. + +When a bubble that has been blown is nearly exhausted, an atom will +make it burst. The life Herr Kraft led in his son's house was such, +that he only waited for some event to form an excuse for leaving it; he +could stand it no longer. The opportunity was not long wanting. His +son's wife purchased a dog, which was double the size of Aunt Regine's +Mops, and was a very pugnacious animal. It was a great amusement to the +young couple to set the two dogs at each other, and they enjoyed +exceedingly the terror which Hector's entrance into the room soon +seemed to cause Mops, who, with as much speed as his fat would allow, +would always waddle towards his mistress, and rush for protection under +her garments, which she hospitably raised to admit him, sometimes, in +her anxiety on his account, to a most ludicrous height. One day Herr +Kraft was sitting on a sofa reading the newspapers, Aunt Regine was +taking a quiet nap in an arm-chair, near, and Mops, seduced by the +stillness and the warm sunshine, was stretched full length upon the +carpet, as happy as dog could be. Suddenly the door of the room was +opened, and the son's wife entered, accompanied by Hector. As quick as +lightning the animal sprang forward and pounced upon the half-sleeping +Mops, Aunt Regine started from her slumbers, and lifted her dress in +her hurry up to her very knees, but before Mops could take flight to +that open temple of peace, Hector had rendered the asylum useless--he +had put an end to the poor favourite's existence, and Mops lay dead +upon the floor! The son's wife was shaking with laughter at Aunt +Regine's comical appearance, and was so amused that she forgot to call +off her dog from Mops, and even when she saw the calamity that had +occurred she could scarcely stop laughing. Herr Kraft witnessed this +scene over his newspaper; his knitted eyebrows foretold a coming storm, +but he mastered his anger, and taking Aunt Regine by the hand, he led +her out of the room. + +For the first time in his life he felt a sort of longing for a +sympathizing friend, and sent to ask Herr Warner to come to him. That +gentleman had been much engaged in the affairs of his cousin's +bankruptcy, and had been striving to make the best possible arrangement +with his creditors for him. Herr Kraft wished to know if he thought it +would be possible to rescue as much as would enable him to live with +great economy in some retired country place, for the short period of +time he might still remain in this world. Nothing would induce him, he +said, to remain longer in his son's house, or in Copenhagen, and he +would not forsake Aunt Regine. Herr Warner encouraged him in this +judicious plan, and promised to do his best to find a residence fur him +that would suit, in all respects, 'an amiable family,' he added, 'where +you can have the society of worthy people, and yet be as much alone as +you choose. For in the days of adversity it is kind-hearted people to +whom we cling, and in your son's house, though everything is very +handsome and in the nicest order, there is no disposition to make +anyone happy, and no trace of real hospitality.' Herr Kraft made no +reply to these observations, and when his cousin was gone, he fell into +deep thought. + +A few days afterwards, the indefatigable friend brought him the +information that he had been so fortunate as to find a family at some +distance in the country who were willing to receive Herr Kraft and Aunt +Regine. The terms were very reasonable, and the size of the house would +admit of the host and his guest being quite independent of each other. +The family was small, the gentleman was clever and well-educated, his +wife, indeed, was absent from home for a time, having gone to some +German baths on account of her health, but the house, nevertheless, was +well managed. The country round was pretty, though the situation was +rather lonely. 'The person in question is named Warner, like me,' said +the cousin, 'but we are not at all of the same family. I take it for +granted that his name will not be disagreeable to you.' Herr Kraft +shook his hand with a friendly smile, and agreed to the arrangement. +Two days after this he quitted his son's house, and went into the +country, accompanied by Herr Warner, Aunt Regine, and old Maren, who +for many years had been Herr Kraft's especial attendant, and was +acquainted with all his ways. She was the only human being of whom he +would have felt the want, she knew so well how he liked his bed made. + +Uncle Warner's namesake received the travellers very politely on their +arrival at their future home, and regretted that his wife was not there +to welcome her guests; 'she was at present at the baths of Pyrmont,' he +said, 'but would be back ere long.' Two fine children, half hidden by +their father, gazed with curiosity at the strangers who were +thenceforth to live with them. By the kind care of Uncle Warner, a +portion of Herr Kraft's own furniture had been brought thither from +Copenhagen, and he immediately found himself quite at home in his new +sitting-room; every arrangement had been made with a view to his +convenience, and the indulgence of his former habits. Aunt Regine's +tastes and comforts had also been sedulously attended to; her +bed-chamber contained all her favourite articles of furniture, and she +had a delightful surprise on finding in a basket near the stove a +second Mops, who licked her hand affectionately, and was so like her +defunct pet 'of blessed memory,' that she instantly took a fancy to +him. + +Uncle Warner spent a few days with them, and then returned to town with +the pleasing conviction that his cousin could not fail to be +comfortable in his new abode. And so he certainly was. Herr Kraft began +by degrees to associate with his host, whom he found to be a sensible, +pleasant man, and whom he began gradually to like and respect. Before a +month had elapsed, Herr Kraft had become so much accustomed to the +quiet, secluded life he led, that he would have regretted leaving the +peaceful home where he had found so much hitherto unknown comfort, and +where he felt that, though stripped of his fortune, he was treated with +much more attention than had ever been paid to him in the days of his +affluence. Nature had hitherto been a sealed book to him; he now +studied it in his wanderings amidst the charming scenery of the +neighbourhood, and it spoke to him in language which he could never +before have dreamed of understanding. He had never formerly taken any +notice of children, but his host's two sweet children managed to +insinuate themselves so much into his good graces, that he was always +happy to see them, and have them about him. He could not imagine why he +took such interest in them, but they were such good-tempered, pretty, +clever little creatures, that it was impossible not to be pleased with +them. And Aunt Regine liked them almost as much as her new Mops, and +_it_ almost as much as her first canine favourite, so that old Maren +was right in saying: + +'Well, this is really a blessed house we are in; we seem to have all +become better-tempered since we have been here; even the master himself +is quite a different creature, and does not find fault with his bed as +he used to do; formerly, there was no making it to please him. And +really now, when he sits leaning his cheek on his hand, wrapt up in his +own thoughts, he looks quite a good old man.' + +And Herr Kraft often sat with his cheek resting on his hand, wrapt up +in his own thoughts, but what these were he communicated to no living +being; perhaps they were hardly clear to himself, for they were +frequently new and unaccustomed thoughts that came to him in his +solitude. + +Herr Warner occasionally paid him a short visit, and when he began to +speak of commercial matters and the affairs of his late house, the old +merchant would heave a deep sigh, and say: 'If everyone has been paid, +and no one has lost anything by me, my wishes are fulfilled. I desire +nothing more--my time is over--and therewith--Basta!' + +But the word came forth like the echo of a sound--the ghost of a habit +now almost forgotten; and this conclusion, which had so often caused +consternation by its irrevocable vigour, seemed now almost sad. + +About the time that the mistress of the house was expected back from +Pyrmont, Herr Kraft felt very much indisposed, and when she reached +home, he was labouring under a fever, the violence of which had made +him delirious. In his delirium he sometimes fancied himself the rich +man, whose commercial influence extended over half the world--sometimes +impoverished and destitute, a dependant on those around him; but it was +always on money that his fevered dreams dwelt, and the demons of gold +fought their unhallowed battles in his clouded mind. In the course of a +week or two this state of morbid excitement passed away, and was +succeeded by an utter prostration of strength, an extreme degree of +weakness, in which he lay, for the most part, with his eyes closed, as +if sleeping. With how much kindness and solicitude was he not tended +during that long illness! Day and night was his anxious hostess in his +sick-room, and whenever he opened his eyes, they always rested on the +same form. And when the crisis was over, the greatest danger was past, +and all the family would assemble round his bed, anyone would have +thought that he was a dear member of it, they treated him with so much +affectionate attention. + +One evening, in the dusk, when they had all left his room for a short +time, and old Maren alone was sitting by his bedside, he suddenly +opened his eyes and gazed around him, as if he were trying to recollect +where he was, and what had happened to him. He then asked about the +children. Maren clasped her hands in joy that her master had recovered +to consciousness again, while he repeated his question, and added: + +'Is it not true, Maren, that the boy is called Ludvig, and the girl +Georgia? These are both my own names--' + +'Well, that is very natural,' said Maren, significantly. 'What else +should they be called?' + +'Is my cousin Warner here?' asked the invalid soon after. + +He was there, and Maren went immediately to call him. Herr Kraft made a +sign to him to sit down near his couch, and another to Maren to leave +them by themselves. + +'Cousin,' he said, 'I see now how things are--I am in my daughter's +house. I have been very ill, but I did not lose the use of my eyes, and +Louise has watched by my bed, and attended me.' + +Herr Warner nodded in affirmation of what he had said. + +'You knew it all along. You took the place of her father when I threw +her off--is it not so?' + +Warner nodded again; he was so surprised to hear a person generally so +stern and overbearing speak thus gently, that he could not utter a word +for a moment. + +'But her husband was not named Warner, and he had only a very small +property, not such a large place as this? How are all these +discrepancies to be reconciled?' + +Herr Warner then related to him in a few words that his son-in-law had +assumed _his_ citizen-like name out of gratitude, because he had +presented Louise with a considerable sum of money he had received from +the East Indies, for which he had no use himself, but which had enabled +the young couple to purchase this large property, where they had lived +as happily as they could do while under the ban of his displeasure, and +without having obtained his forgiveness. But now he would surely not +longer withhold that, and they would all be happy together, for which +he thanked God from the bottom of his heart. + +To Herr Kraft it seemed all a romance. The discarded daughter had +received and devotedly attended in his illness her harsh and +unforgiving father; the scorned son-in-law had won his friendship and +esteem; the poor cousin had been able to give away a fortune; and the +rich merchant lay there an impoverished and repentant man. + +'Money was in your hands only an instrument of doing good--to me it was +an idol!' he exclaimed, after a silence of some duration. 'But I have +learned to know that our Lord did not will money to be a primary +consideration. It is all gone now, however!' + +Herr Warner assured him that it was not all gone; there would be a +surplus left for him after all the creditors were paid, and that he +himself had a little money laid by, and they would commence business +together; they would soon increase the capital, as Herr Kraft +understood mercantile affairs so well. The bankrupt shook his head at +these smiling prospects, and replied that his hours were numbered, and +he had other employments for the few that might remain of them. + +'Whilst I was so ill,' he continued, 'I had very singular dreams. It +appeared to me as if an angel and a devil were contending which should +get possession of me; the angel always resembled Louise, and at last +she drove the devil away, and as he was going, I seemed to hear piles +of money falling down, as it were, with a crash. It was a dreadful +sound. But just then I heard a voice singing solemn hymns, and, lulled +by the soothing melody, I felt a sense of peace and happiness steal +over me. I sank into a deep sleep, and had such a charming dream--so +charming that I cannot describe it.' + +Herr Kraft folded his hands and fell back on his pillow somewhat +exhausted, but apparently tranquil. In a few minutes, however, he +became restless, and moved uneasily from side to side on his bed. +Suddenly he raised himself till he sat upright, and cried, in an +excited tone, 'Where is my daughter? Bring her to me--and her +children--and her husband.' + +Herr Warner summoned them all. Louise knelt by her father's bed, and +kissed his hand, over which her tears fell fast. He took her hand and +placed it in that of her husband, and then pressed his own hand on her +head, as if invoking a blessing upon her. Warner brought the children +to him, and he kissed them on their foreheads; he then stretched out +both his hands to his cousin, but before the latter had time to clasp +them, the invalid had fallen back on his pillow exhausted. It was a +solemn moment, and one of entire reconciliation, without a word having +been spoken; but they understood each other without words, for language +is not always so necessary as many think. + +A state of extreme exhaustion succeeded this exertion, and Herr Kraft +lay for a long time perfectly quiet, with his eyes closed as if he were +sleeping. The party who surrounded his bed felt relieved from a load of +sorrow, and, full of hope that he would recover, they whispered +cheerfully to each other. Late in the evening he awoke, and spoke of +his son. 'Tell him,' said he, 'that I always loved him, but I was +foolish in my way of showing my affection. Tell him that, exclusive of +a provision for poor Maren, all that can be saved from the wreck of my +fortune shall be divided between him and Aunt Regine. Louise, you have +had more of a father in Uncle Warner than in me, and may God bless him +for his kindness to you! You will all remember me, I know, with +affection!' + +He held out his hands to them all, and smiled cordially to them, but he +retained Herr Warner's and Louise's hands in his. He then lay for a few +moment in silence; his lips moved, however, though no sound was heard. +Perhaps he was engaged in prayer. A little after he exclaimed half +aloud: + +'Is it not declared in the Bible, that "it is easier for a camel to go +through the eye of a needle, than for a rich man to enter into the +kingdom of God?" The Almighty had placed much in my power. But He will +be merciful to me! Everyone has got his own--I have defrauded none, and +I possess nothing. Yet God has made me rich--and with that--Basta!' + +A happy smile flitted over his countenance--a pleading remembrance for +those who survived him. By midnight all was over; he had passed into +the deep, dark sleep of death. + + + + + THE HEREDITARY GOBLET. + + FROM THE SWEDISH OF UNCLE ADAM. + + +Has the spiritual world any intercourse with the material world? This +is a question which must always remain undecided, and which only fools +and narrow-minded people definitively answer. It is by analogy alone +that we can acquire any kind of right even to guess on this subject--we +can determine nothing. + +The whole creation is a continuation of imperceptible transitions; it +is a close chain, and, in order to arrange it into a system to suit our +ideas, the inquirer into it must parcel it into divisions. In nature +none exist; the chain itself having no interruptions whatsoever. + +As the events of one period influence those of another, by bringing +about an uninterrupted series of results, in like manner the powers of +nature produce a constant regeneration--a constant repetition of +themselves in various forms. + +Thus, it is only when we arrive at the boundary between life and +eternity, when _our_ conception of forms is no longer applicable, when +we are close upon the transition to a higher state of being, that we +admit that one link of the chain is missing. Despite of analogy, the +want of positive evidence puts it out of our power to prove anything; +but, however, the sages of our days, before whose eyes everything, +except their own weakness, stands clear, may sneer at me, and consider +me superstitious, and a lover of nursery-tales--however the frivolous +may ridicule me, or be provoked at my belief in the possibility of such +an intercourse--my reason does not reject this belief, and my +experience corroborates it. + +About twenty years ago I was staying with a lively party in the +country. In our circles there reigned a degree of unaffected and +openhearted hilarity, an almost childish joy, in which all seemed to +participate, and which was not chilled by the highly-polished manners +of those who were thus agreeably assembled. It was a charming September +afternoon, and the country around was most beautiful; we gave ourselves +up to the gaiety and the refreshing enjoyments of a country life. I +felt particularly happy, and deeming myself far removed from all +earthly sorrow, I fancied that I only breathed to sip in joy with every +breath. But I had cause to be joyous, for my sister, who a few years +previously had been married against her inclination, had shortly before +written me that she _now_ felt very happy with her husband, which +hitherto had not been the case. He had altered his conduct, and had +become kind, considerate, and cheerful--he was more affectionate and +sincere, and Emilie had begun to lead a happier life than she had dared +to hope for since the dreadful marriage ceremony had taken place. + +This news made me joyful even to extravagance; for I had always loved +Emilie more than myself; she had ever been the first to excuse my +faults, the readiest to forgive injuries, and to forget her own +afflictions; she was my most intimate and most sincere friend, and the +whole world might have gazed freely, with me, into her clear eyes, and +her pure soul. Her husband, Theodore, on the contrary, had never +pleased me; he was one of those reserved, proud beings, who glide like +an enigma through life. His feelings and thoughts were like words +written in a cipher, to which one vainly endeavours to find the key. In +his look there was an inexpressible something, which kept me at a +distance; and with his fawning manners, he always appeared to me to +resemble a magnificent flower, which even in its pomp looks +suspicious--one of Linnæus's Lucidæ. + +But I had been mistaken--my sister's letters told me so--her +unhappiness had only been occasioned by trifling faults on both sides. +I had, therefore, resolved to make atonement for my past injustice, and +to become Theodore's friend, however repugnant this might be to my own +feelings. + +One evening we were all assembled in a summerhouse in the garden, +chatting, laughing, and singing as merrily as if we had met to +celebrate the funeral ceremony of Sorrow--there was no one who seemed +to have the most distant idea that, even in our gayest moments, Fate, +invisible and icy-cold, always stands amongst us ready to choose her +next victim. + +Suddenly a servant appeared--he inquired for me--he wore Theodore's +livery--a fearful foreboding seized me, I grew pale--a suppressed +murmur ran through the company, and the gloomy silence which followed +made the moment still more dreadful. The servant handed me a letter--I +was forced to sit down to prevent myself from falling; everyone +remained in intense expectation, awaiting to hear what the contents of +the letter might be! + +I read it--'She is dead!' I exclaimed, in a low voice to myself--and +'_dead!_' sounded like an echo through the circle of my friends. + +'Emilie!' I cried, and gazed fixedly before me, as if I were reflecting +whether Emilie really _could_ be dead. I sprang up like a madman, but +suddenly stood as still as a frightened child--'My sister is dead!' I +said to those present--'Farewell, my friends.' + +I set off in the most terrible state of mind; I had been all at once +hurled from the summit of happiness into the unfathomable depths of +misery, where not even hope can find its way, and from which there is +no other exit, except by death. + +I had to travel thirty miles before I could see my Emilie in her +coffin, and I arrived just the day previous to the funeral. + +I found everything as usual at the country-house of my sister; the oaks +were still standing, rustling in the alley; the rivulet, on the banks +of which Emilie and I had last sat beside each other, quietly rippled +along--everything was the same; she alone was missing--she had passed +away, and gone to her Heavenly Father. + +Theodore came to meet me; he was pale; and looked confused; he embraced +me, and shed a few tears--I remained as cold as a statue. + +I could not understand myself; formerly I had so readily sympathized in +the happiness, the sorrow, and the fate of my fellow-creatures--but +now, I could take no interest in my own. + +Emilie's portrait hung on the wall; how beautiful, how blooming she +looked, gentleness beamed from those happy eyes, and that smiling mouth +seemed only made to shower blessings on all. 'Thus she was,' I thought; +'thus she always looked upon me;--let me go alone to my sister!' I said +in an irritable tone, turning to Theodore, who stood beside me; 'I wish +to take leave of her undisturbed.' + +He seemed to wish to dissuade me from this, but I would not listen to +him, rushed towards the room where the corpse was lying, and drawing +out the key, I shut and locked the door, just as Theodore was about to +enter. + +Here stood the star-spangled coffin, surrounded by massive +silver-sconces, the candles in which, with their long wicks, threw a +gloomy light upon the black hangings of the apartment. + +I fell upon my knees by the side of the coffin and grasped one of my +poor sister's hands--it was clenched!--I shuddered, and let it go +again, it fell heavily back upon the shroud. A veil was thrown over the +face; I wished once more to behold the sweet features; I raised the +veil--a distorted, livid countenance grinned at me, the dim, wide +extended eyes seemed to wish to pierce through me with their gaze. I +grew chill with horror, and dropped the veil. 'Emilie!' I whispered, +seized with unutterable anguish. 'It is thee, nevertheless! This +frightful head is covered with thy beautiful curls! O God! How death +distorts the human face!' + +I hurried from the room, it seemed to me as if ghostly spectres stood +in every corner, and gazed at me with their rayless eyes--I hardly knew +how I got out--but I fancied I heard hollow, scornful laughter behind +me. + +On the day of the funeral I met old Anna, the companion of my poor +sister during her short worldly career; she had been her nurse, and had +built her modest hopes and the happiness of her life upon Emilie. Now, +she was alone, poor old woman; the object on which all her affections +had been centred was gone, and in the future she saw only darkness and +misery. As she stood there with her recollections, she resembled an +aged tree from times gone by, and which, in a circle of younger and +unknown plants, awaits the last storm. + +I considered it would be only an annoyance to my brother-in-law if I +questioned him concerning the last moments of my beloved sister--but +with Anna this would not be the case, I therefore inquired of her. + +With the usual garrulity of old age, she now began to describe to me +the life of my sister, from the time that I had last seen her; she +seemed to find consolation in relating all that she had seen, and +had enjoyed, and what she had lost. There often seems nothing which +binds aged people to this life but the pleasure of being able to +complain--why then should not this faithful old woman be allowed to +enjoy this one privilege? + +She pictured to me with a sort of enthusiasm how happy Emilie had been, +how kind Theodore had lately shown himself, how grieved he had been +when my sister caught cold and became seriously ill, with what anxiety +he had endeavoured to procure relief for her, how he watched by her +bed-side, counted every respiration, and in what despair he was when +she finally expired in the most frightful convulsions. 'The day after +her decease,' continued the old woman, weeping, 'I saw him prostrate on +his knees by the bed-side of the corpse.' + +I had therefore done Theodore injustice, had been cold and reserved to +one who by his conduct had deserved a better return from me. 'Why must +this be?' I thought. 'Why cannot I bear his look? Why do I recoil from +his friendship? He certainly never offended me, and Emilie perceived +her faults, and became happy with him--why, then, should I increase his +sorrow?' + +Such were the reproaches which I made to myself, and I again +resolved to act like a friend and a brother to him; but it was +impossible--between us there existed such a decided aversion that we +were never at our ease in the company of each other. + +My sister was buried in the evening. The ceremony was solemn and +mournful, and the future appeared to me as dark as the church in which +it took place. Notwithstanding the numerous lights, a gloomy obscurity +reigned throughout the sacred edifice, the dusky monotony of which was +uninterrupted, save here and there by escutcheons, distinguishable only +from the columns against which they hung by their glaring colours; the +coffin was lowered into the family vault; I looked down--it was so dark +and sombre in the space below; it seemed to me as if I gazed into +eternity. 'Farewell, Emilie!' I said once more--and she was gone. + +When I returned to my own room, I placed myself at the window, and +looked out upon the fields. The church in which my sister rested lay in +the background, illuminated by the silver rays which the pale moon cast +upon it. I stood and thought of her life in another world, of our +reunion there, and I gazed up towards the heavens, as if I expected to +behold her glorified spirit floating in the moonlight. Suddenly it +seemed to me as if I heard a movement behind me; I turned round, +but saw nothing, for at this moment the moon disappeared behind a +cloud--the noise continued--I thought I heard the door of a corner +cupboard open--something fell jingling upon the ground and rolled +towards me, the moon now shone forth again, and I grew chill with +horror--there stood Emilie wrapped in her shroud, gazing at me +earnestly with her hollow eyes! She pointed to that which lay on the +ground. A moment later and the spectre had disappeared, and my almost +broken heart recommenced beating, and warmth returned again to my +stiffened limbs. Was it imagination--only a phantom of my excited +fancy? No matter; I had distinctly seen her, and something glittering +lay at my feet. It was a silver goblet, and no other than that which +Emilie had received from her mother as a wedding gift. It was of an +antique form, and had been handed down to the females of my mother's +family as an heir-loom. There was an old legend attached to it, which +prophesied that it should cause the last possessor to obtain speedy +happiness. I had not before thought of this; but now it struck me, for +I remembered that Emilie was the last possessor, since she had no +daughter to whom to bequeath it I lighted a candle, and examined the +old family relic more attentively; it was ornamented with flowers and +inscriptions, written in hieroglyphics, or some unknown character--I +did not understand it. Inside the goblet was thickly gilded, but I soon +remarked that from the bottom to about the middle the gold had become +of a silvery white, and that also a streak of the same colour extended +on one side up to the rim. + +It appeared as if some fluid had worn away the gold and laid bare the +silver. 'Strange!' I thought 'Nothing can dissolve gold--what can this +be?' I determined I would ask some clever man about it, and could not +rest until I found an opportunity on the following day, under some +pretence or other, to repair to the neighbouring town. + +I went to the doctor, a venerable old man, and showed him the goblet, +without telling him how it had come into my possession; and I asked him +what it could have been that had produced the white appearance. + +The old man answered smiling, 'It only shows that the possessor is no +chemist, but the goblet is not injured, and you have only to let a +goldsmith heat it thoroughly.' + +'What has made it so?' I inquired. + +'That I cannot exactly tell,' he answered, 'but probably something of +quicksilver, which has adhered to the gold--perhaps a solution of +corrosive-sublimate.' + +'Is not corrosive-sublimate poison?' I asked, horror-struck. + +'Yes, certainly it is poisonous--why so?' demanded the old man, +surprised at my warmth. + +'Nothing!' I replied, trying to regain my composure, 'but tell me, my +dear sir! how do people die who have taken this poison?' + +He cast a searching glance at me. + +'They die,' he said, at last, shrugging his shoulders. 'They die in the +most dreadful torments--death is preceded by tremor, and burning in the +stomach, and finally by fearful convulsions, which distort the +features, and the corpse soon goes to decay.' + +Now, all at once a terrible secret was clearly disclosed to me, and +almost staggering, I left the worthy old man, who, astonished at my +unusual behaviour, seemed to doubt whether I were in my right senses. +And he was right, if he did so, for at this moment I was hovering on +the brink of insanity. I thank God that I did not really become insane. + +Like a spirit of vengeance I flew back to Theodore; I found him sitting +on the sofa, and occupied in reading. He rose and came to meet me, with +his usual smiling manner. With terrible calmness, and an inward joy, +such as a fiend might experience when he is about to crush his victim, +I drew forth the goblet, and fixing a look upon Theodore, as if I could +annihilate him, I demanded of him with suppressed anger, + +'Do you know this?' + +He turned pale. + +'Confess!' I continued; 'confess, Demon! that my sister received her +death by means of this goblet!' + +Theodore's usual self-possession entirely forsook him, and he stood +there, as if he had fallen from a cloud, and 'Yes!' the only word +audible to my excited nerves, convinced me of his crime. + +'God!' I cried, shaking the trembling sinner--'Do you know that there +is a God? _He_, not I, will punish you!' + +I left him and became as tranquil again as if nothing had happened. + +As I drove past the church, on my journey home, I cast a sad glance +through the lattice window, into the family vault; I could distinguish +the coffin of my sister; 'Emilie, I have revenged you!' I cried, as if +the deceased could hear me, and in almost a happy state of mind I +continued my journey. + +Not long after this, Theodore put an end to his existence, in a fit of +gloomy despair. May God be merciful to his soul! + +The family goblet could never more be found. Probably Theodore had +destroyed that mute witness of his crime. Thus the last possessor had, +in fulfilment of the prophecy, received speedy happiness from it--and +that happiness was--Death! + + + + + THE DEATH SHIP. + + BY B. S. INGEMANN. + + + Upon the deck fair Gunhild stands + And gazes on the billows blue; + She sees reflected there beneath, + The moon and the bright stars too. + + She sees the moon and the lovely stars + On the clear calm sea--the while + Her steady bark glides gently on + To Britain's distant isle. + + 'Twas long since her betrothed love + Had sought, alas! that foreign strand; + And bitterly had Gunhild wept + When he left his native land. + + He promised tidings oft to send-- + He promised soon to come again; + But never tidings reached her ear-- + She looked for him in vain! + + Fair Gunhild could no longer bear + Such anxious, sad suspense; + One gloomy night from her parents' home, + She fled,--and hied her thence. + + Mounting yon vessel's lofty side, + To seek her love she swore-- + Whether he lay in ocean's depths, + Or slept on a foreign shore. + + Three days had she been toss'd upon + Wild ocean's heaving wave, + When the sea became at the midnight hour + As still as the solemn grave. + + On the high deck the maiden stood, + Gazing upon the deep so blue; + She saw reflected there beneath, + The moon and the bright stars too. + + The crew were wrapt in hush'd repose, + The very helmsman slept, + While the maiden clad in robes of white, + Her midnight vigil kept. + + 'Twas strange!--at that still hour--behold! + A vessel from the deep ascends-- + It flutters like a shadow there, + Then near, its course it bends. + + No sail was spread to catch the breeze; + Its masts lay shattered on the deck; + And it did not steer one steady course, + But drifted like a wreck. + + Hush'd--hush'd was all on board that bark, + But flitting by--now here--now there-- + Seem'd dim, uncertain, shadowy forms, + Through the misty moonlit air. + + And now the floating wreck draws near, + Yet in the ship 'tis tranquil all; + That maiden stands on the deck alone + To gaze on the stars so small. + + 'Fair Gunhild;' faintly sighs a voice, + Thou seek'st thine own betrothed love-- + But his home is not on the stranger's land, + No--nor on earth above. + + ''Tis deep beneath the dark, cold sea, + Oh! there 'tis sad to bide; + Yet he all lonely there must dwell, + Far from his destined bride!' + + 'Right well, right well thy voice I know, + Thou wand'rer from the deep wide sea; + No longer lonesome shalt thou dwell + Far, far away from me.' + + 'No, Gunhild, no--thou art so young, + So fair--thou must not come; + And I will grieve no more if thou + Art glad in thy dear home. + + 'The faith that thou to me didst swear, + To thee again I freely give; + I'm rocking on the billows' lap, + Seek happier ties and live.' + + 'The faith I vow'd I still will hold, + I swear it here anew-- + Oh! say if in thy cold abode + There is not room for two?' + + 'Room in the sea might many find, + But all below is cheerless gloom; + When the sun's rays are beaming bright, + We sleep as in the tomb. + + 'Tis only at the midnight hour + When the pale moon shines out, + That we from ocean's depths may rise, + To drift on the wreck about.' + + 'Let the sun brightly beam above, + So I within thine arms repose! + Oh! I shall slumber softly there, + Forgetting earthly woes! + + 'Then hasten--hasten--reach thy hand! + And take thy bride with thee; + With thee, oh, gladly will she dwell, + Deep, deep beneath the sea! + + 'And we will oft at midnight's hour + Upon the lonely wreck arise, + And gaze upon the pale soft moon + And the stars in yonder skies.' + + Then reach'd the dead his icy hand-- + 'Fair Gunhild! fear not thou-- + The dawn of rosy morn is near, + We may not linger now!' + + Upon the wreck the maiden springs, + It drifts away again; + The crew of her bark--awaking--see + The _Death-ship_ on the main! + + The startled men crowd on the deck + With horror on each brow; + They pray to God in heaven above-- + And the wreck has vanish'd now! + + + + + THE BROTHERS; + + OR, A GOOD CONSCIENCE. + + FROM THE DANISH. + + +It was a fresh, cool summer morning; the birds appeared to have +exhausted themselves with singing; but the breeze was not exhausted, +for, if it seemed lulled for a moment under the clustering leaves of +the trees, it was but suddenly to shake them about, and mingle its +sighs with their rustling sound; there waved to and fro the heavy heads +of the ears of corn in the fields, and the more lowly clover scattered +its fragrance around. On the summit of yon green eminence, under the +swaying branches of those oak-trees, stands a young peasant, a robust, +vigorous youth. Shading his eyes with his hand, he is gazing across the +fields, where the public road winds along, separated from the luxuriant +corn by rows of young trees, and deep narrow ditches, whose edges are +bordered by wild flowers. + +Yet it was but a short time before, that war--savage and bloody +war--had raged there; that the heavy trampling of the cavalry had +torn up that ground, now covered with the plentiful grain; that the +thunder of cannon had hushed every wild bird's song, and that those +flower-bordered ditches had been the death-beds of many a sinking +warrior. The traces of such scenes are soon effaced in nature; it is +only in the minds of mankind that they remain, and cannot be blotted +out. + +Is it this remembrance which calls an expression of gloom to Johan's +eyes, as he surveys the meadows, and casts a shade over his brow, as he +turns his head and looks into the quiet valley beneath? In it stands a +pretty cottage, newly whitewashed and repaired, with white curtains +adorning its low windows, and surrounded by a neat little garden, gay +with flowers of every hue. There dwell his mother and his betrothed; +she who is soon to become his wife--for the wedding-day is fixed. But +it is not the preparations for that event which have set the whole +house astir; it is a festival of the village, a general holiday; for +this day they are preparing to receive the men who had left their homes +in order to defend their native land. These had been long absent, had +encountered many hardships and perils, and many of them had been +prisoners in the enemy's country. Most among them had one true loving +heart at least awaiting his return with anxiety--therefore the whole of +the little village was preparing a festal welcome for them. But why +does Johan look as if he did not observe the promise of abundance +around him--as if he were not himself the most fortunate among the +villagers--he, who is about to celebrate a double festival? Why does he +throw himself down beneath yon tree, and hide his face with his arm? + +Ah! memory has recalled to him _that_ day when he and his brother--two +strong, active boys--had stopped at this very place to look at a little +girl who was crying bitterly. She was very poorly clad, and the +curiosity of the boys passing into sympathy, they inquired why she was +in tears? It was a long time before she would impart the cause of her +grief to them; but when they placed themselves by her on the grass, +patted her little cheek, and spoke words of kindness to her, she +confided to them that she had recently come to their village. On the +other side of the hill stood the small house in which her mother had +lived: but she was now dead, and strangers had brought her over to the +village. The overseer of the poor had placed her in service with a +peasant woman; but she felt so lonely--so forsaken! She would fain +return to her cottage, which stood by itself on the heath; but she +dared not leave her mistress. Johan took her hand, looked earnestly +upon her, and asked what there was so uncommon about her mother's +cottage? + +'Ah! there is no house like it here in your village,' replied the +little girl, with animation. 'You see, it stood so entirely alone, +nobody ever came near it, and out before the door the purple heather +grew so thickly! When I lay there in the morning, it was so warm and +still, and one never heard a sound but the humming of the wild bees and +the whirring of the great flies' wings. In the autumn, my mother and I +used to cut off the long heather, bind it into bundles, and sell them +yonder in the village. There was a well near our door, and when one +looked down into it, oh! it was so dark, and deep, and cold! And when +one was drawing up the bucket, it creaked and creaked, as if it were a +labour to come up; and if it were let go again, one might wait and +watch a long time before it got down to where the water was. In winter, +my mother sat in the house spinning; then the snow almost blocked up +our little windows; we dared not peep out of the door, for fear of the +cold north wind getting in; and if one ventured into the outhouse to +get peats for the little stove, one's teeth chattered with the cold. On +the long, pitch-dark nights, when we went to bed early, to save +candles, we used to lie awake, and creep close to each other, listening +to every sound. Oh! how glad we were that we were too poor to fear +robbers or bad men. Do you think it possible that there can be such a +dear cottage as ours anywhere?' + +Johan pointed down towards the valley, and said-- + +'Do you see our house, yonder? Is _it_ not pretty?' + +The little girl shook her head, while she replied-- + +'You think so, perhaps, for you are accustomed to it.' + +'I should like very much to see your former home,' said the other +brother, George, who had been gazing upon the child with his large +expressive eyes. 'Could you find the way to it?' + +'Oh! to be sure I could,' she replied. When I go with the sheep up to +the top of the hills, I can see it far away towards the east.' + +It was agreed that the following Sunday they should all three go to see +the wonderfully beautiful cottage the girl had described; and after +that excursion they became playfellows and fast friends. In process of +time, when the girl grew stronger, the mother of the boys, at their +earnest and repeated request, took her as an assistant in her household +work, and Ellen became happier and prettier every day. Johan carved +wooden shoes for her, carried water for her, and helped her at her +weaving; George whitewashed her little room, and planted flowers +outside her window: and neither of the brothers ever went to the +market-town without bringing a little gift to her. + +They were all three confirmed on the same day, though the brothers were +older than Ellen; but from that day their peace was disturbed; Lars, +the son of the clerk of the church, took it into his head to make up to +Ellen, presented her with flowers and a silver ring, and, what was +worse, at a dance in the village, shortly after, he danced with her +almost the whole evening. Why was it that the gloomy looks of the +dissatisfied brothers sought not each other's sympathy? Why did not +they open their lips in mutual complaints--why not tell each other that +they had never dreamed of any one else dancing with their sister, +giving her presents, and speaking soft words to her? Was it not _they_ +who had met her first, and had visited with her the cottage on the +heath? _They_, who had been so attached to her? But there had hitherto +been two to love her--why had two suddenly become one too many? And +when Ellen, her face radiant with joy, came tripping up to George, +seized his hand, and said, 'Will you not dance one little dance with +me, George?' why did Johan spring forward with a wrathful countenance, +snatch away her hand, and exclaim--'No; I am tired of staying here, +Ellen; we must go home!' + +Then George threw his arm round her waist, pushed Johan away, and said, +'Go, if you like, Johan; but Ellen and I will dance.' + +Suddenly the brothers turned upon each other as if they had been bitter +enemies; and they would have come to blows, had Ellen not burst into +tears, and, separating them, accompanied them home. + +From that day forth they watched narrowly each other's word and look, +and seemed to be always in a state of miserable anxiety about each +other. If they were going to market, they made a point of starting at +the same time; for the one dared not leave the other a moment behind, +for fear he should have an opportunity of saying a kind word privately +to Ellen, or of obtaining a kind look from her, in which the other +could not share. If they were sitting together in their humble parlour, +they kept a sharp and jealous look-out upon every motion and every +glance of hers; and if she spoke a little longer, or with a little more +apparent interest, to one, the room seemed to be too confined for the +other, and he would rush out to breathe the free air, but yet without +feeling the oppression removed from his heart. At length, even the +little friendly attentions they used to pay to Ellen were given up, for +jealousy taught both the brothers what poison there might lie in them +for each. + +Perhaps it would have been better if Ellen could have then declared +which she preferred; her heart would have led her willingly to do so; +but to make the other dear brother unhappy! Had they not both been so +kind to the poor child whom they found under the tree? Which, could she +say, had surpassed the other in affection to her? Besides, neither of +them had asked her which she liked best. No--neither of them had +ventured to do that: but both became more gloomy, both apparently more +miserable, and the love of both became more impetuous. + +They were all three sitting together one evening; for the young men's +mother was now very feeble and mostly confined to bed. At length, Johan +spoke of the news he had that day heard at the clergyman's house--'that +war had broken out, and that the king had called upon all his faithful +subjects to assist him in it. For the first time for many months the +brothers looked frankly and unsuspiciously at each other, and, holding +out his hand, George said-- + +'Brother! shall we go to the war?' + +A hearty shake of the hand was Johan's reply. + +'For God's sake, do not leave me, my dear brothers!' cried Ellen. +'Would it not be enough at least for one to ...' she added, almost in a +whisper; but she stopped suddenly, for the countenance of both the +young men had darkened in a moment. In the fierce look which they +exchanged lay more than words could have expressed; and Ellen felt, as +if the idea had been conveyed to her in a flash of lightning, that they +must both go. She seized a hand of each, pressed them to her beating +heart, and told them, in a voice broken by suppressed sobs, that they +must go, that they must trust in God, and that she would pray for them +both. + +That night, when she had retired to her little chamber, she wept bitter +tears, and prayed to the Almighty that he would watch over them both; +and if one _must_ fall, that he would preserve him whose life would be +of the greatest utility. But her sighs were for George, and her secret +wishes for his safety. + +The brothers joined the army. The life they led there, so new to both, +seemed to call forth from their inmost souls long-dormant feelings, and +they once more became intimate, but of home they never dared to speak. +They often wished to write to that home, but something invisible seemed +always to prevent them, and neither of them would let that duty devolve +upon the other. It was almost a relief to them when they had to march +to the field of battle; the lives of both would be exposed there--God +would choose between them. And they looked earnestly one upon the +other, and wrung each other's hand. But when they met after the battle, +they did _not_ shake hands, they nodded coldly to each other; and, to a +comrade from their native village, they said--'When you write home, +tell them that our Lord has spared us.' + +Again they went forth to meet the enemy; again they participated in +that fearful lottery for life or death; and amidst the tumult of the +fight, they chanced to stand side by side. At length, driven off the +field, they took refuge in a small building, but it was speedily +attacked by the enemy; they saw the bayonets glittering on the outside, +and heard the officer in command give orders to fire at it. +Immediately, Johan pressed the secret spring of a trap-door which led +to the woods, and forced himself through it. George stooped over it and +was about to follow his example, when an evil spirit entered into +Johan's heart; he thrust his brother back, drew down the trap-door, and +rushed towards the trees. Immediately he heard the sound of firing; the +smoke concealed his flight, he crept into the wood, trembling in every +limb, and fainted away upon the grass. + +On recovering from his swoon, all was still around him; but he soon +fell in with some of his comrades, and rejoined his regiment. The +troops were shortly afterwards mustered, and the name of each +individual was called. How intense were his feelings when his brother's +was heard! None answered to it; and, conquering with a violent effort +his emotion, he ventured to glance towards the place that his brother +used to occupy, and where he almost dreaded to see a pale and +threatening spectre. He heard his comrades talk of him, but his heart +appeared to have become seared. He felt that he ought to write to +Ellen, and evening after evening he sat down to the task; but he always +abandoned it, for he fancied, that without any confession, she would +discern that the hand which traced the letters on the paper to her had +thrust his brother into the jaws of death. He gave up the idea of +writing, but through another sent a message of kindness from himself, +and the tidings of George's death. + +When a cessation of hostilities for a time was agreed on, and Johan was +to return home, he endeavoured and hoped to be able to shake off his +deep gloom. He was to see Ellen again, but the thought of her no longer +brought gladness to his soul. It was with slow and heavy steps that he +approached the cottage in the valley; and when Ellen came out to meet +him, and hid her tearful face on his breast, it did not anger him that +she wept, for his own heart was so overcharged with misery, that it +seemed to weigh him down to the earth. At length he felt somewhat +easier; he tried to concentrate his thoughts upon Ellen, and he had +everything that could remind him of his brother removed from sight. +Yet, when in passing through the woods, he came near some large tree, +on which his brother and himself, as children, had cut their names +together, painful and dark remembrances would rush on him; and it was +still worse when his mother wept, and spoke of George--of what he was +as a little boy, and how good, and affectionate, and kind-hearted he +had always been. When in the society of the neighbouring peasants, he +was silent, and seemingly indifferent to all amusement; and when he +heard them remark 'How Johan is changed since he went to the wars!' he +felt himself compelled to leave them and fly to solitude. Ellen was +kind and gentle to him; but when, of an evening, he loitered near the +window of her little chamber, he could not help hearing how she sighed +and sobbed. + +One afternoon, when he came slowly home from his work in the fields, he +began to commune with himself, and his soliloquy ended by his saying to +himself--'I _will_ be happy; for, as things are now, I might as well be +where George is.' And, thus resolving, he went straight to the window +of Ellen's room, at which she was standing, and leaning against the +outside frame, he said-- + +'Listen to me, Ellen! We have mourned long enough for George. I have +been fond of you ever since you were a child--will you be my wife now?' + +Ellen looked down for a moment; then, raising her eyes to his, she +said-- + +'Ah, Johan! I saw very well how matters stood between you and George; +but I will tell you frankly, that I would have preferred to have taken +poor George for my husband, and kept you as my brother. However, since +it was God's will to remove him from this world, there is no one whom I +would rather marry than you. Are you content with this acceptance?' + +'I suppose I must be,' replied Johan; but he became very pale, and he +added, in a lower and somewhat discontented tone--'There was no need +for your saying all this, Ellen; you may believe my assurance, that I +am as much attached to you as ever George could have been.' + +'Yes, Johan, yes!' said Ellen; 'but it is needless to make comparisons +now; nor ought you to be angry at what I have said. You are dearest to +me after him; and, even if he stood here in your place, I should not be +happy if you were dead and gone.' + +'Hush, Ellen, hush!' cried Johan, as he glanced over his shoulder with +uneasiness. 'Let us speak about our wedding-day; for my mother cannot +live long, and we could not reside together after her death unless we +were married.' + +After a little more conversation, Ellen shut the window, and withdrew; +and the subject was not again alluded to the whole evening. When Johan +went to bed, the thought occurred to him--'It was very strange that I +forgot to seal our engagement with a single kiss. Am I never more to +feel that I have a right to be happy?' + +He could not sleep that night--he could not help reflecting how it +would have been, if it were George who was about to marry Ellen, and he +who was lying in the grave. 'But George would then have caused my +death, and perhaps things are better as they are.' He tried to escape +from thought--he tried to sleep, and at last sleep came; but it brought +no relief, for he found himself again standing in that well-remembered +wood, and saw again before him that small house, with its dreadful +recollections. He felt himself struggling violently to keep the +trapdoor shut, till the perspiration poured down his face; and then he +awoke in his agitation, and anything was better than the horror of such +a vivid dream. 'Oh! why is it not all a dream?' he exclaimed, as he +wrung his hands in agony of spirit. + +And there he stood now upon the hill, hiding his face from the +sweetness of the morning, and the cheerful rays of the sun, as if he +feared to pollute the glorious gifts which God had bestowed on +creation, and felt that they were not intended for his enjoyment. +Suddenly, he flung himself down, and buried his face amidst the early +dew that stood upon the ground, mingling with it the hot tears that +chased each other swiftly down his cheeks. At that moment, a soft hand +was gently laid upon his head, and a mild voice exclaimed-- + +'But, Johan! why are you lying here? What can be the matter with you?' + +And when he raised his head, and Ellen saw his disturbed look, she sat +down by him, and put her arm affectionately round him. + +'Do you believe that we shall be happy, Ellen?' he asked mournfully, as +he laid his head on her shoulder. 'Tell me--do you really believe that +we shall be happy?' + +'Why not, dear Johan?' said Ellen, in a soothing manner. 'We are both +young--we have a sincere affection for each other--we will do all we +can for our mutual happiness through life--and when one has a good +conscience, everything goes well.' + +Her last words pierced Johan to the very soul; he felt perfectly +wretched--he became as pale as death--and a confession which would have +crushed his hearer's heart trembled on his lips; but he forced it back +to the depths of his own soul, and was silent. Ellen, too, sat silent. +After a few moments she seemed to be listening to something, and +suddenly she exclaimed-- + +'Hark! the church bells are ringing! They are coming--I must hasten to +our poor mother.' + +After she had left him, Johan remained for a time in speechless +anguish. '_When one has a good conscience_,' he repeated at length. +'Yes--it is true! But I, who have _not_ a good conscience, how shall I +become fortunate and happy? Oh! if she adored me--if she would be +everything to me--of what avail would that be to me? Do I not feel that +every endearment is a crime--every word of love an offence to _him_ in +his grave? Oh! if she knew all, she would spurn me from her, order me +out of her presence, and heap curses on my head! But soon--soon--she +will not be able to do that. We shall become man and wife--ay, man and +wife before God's holy altar ... but--will that ever be? When I walk +with her up the church aisle--when the bells are ringing, the church +adorned with green branches and flowers, and the rich tones of the +organ make the heart swell in one's breast--can _I_ be proud or happy? +Can I help looking back to see if a bloody shadow be not following me +amongst my kindred and my friends, who are the bridal guests? Oh! +horror, horror! And when the pastor pronounces that those whom God has +joined together no man shall put asunder--oh! the blood will freeze in +my veins. No--no living man--but a shadow from the tomb--a spectre--a +murdered brother's revengeful ghost--will appear. Oh! George, George! +arise from your grave, and let me change places with you!' + +Drops of agony are falling from his brow, every joint seems rigid in +his closely-clasped hands, and every limb of the unhappy sinner is +trembling. But what angel from heaven is yon? He kneels by his side--he +pushes back the thick hair, and wipes off the clammy dew of mortal +anguish from his forehead. Johan looks up. + +'Oh! is it a spectre from the grave, or is it he? George!--George! +No--no--no!--he smiles--it cannot be himself!' + +Johan stretched out his feverish, trembling hands, and grasped his +brother's arm. + +'Is it you, George? Merciful God! can it be yourself?' + +'It is I--I myself!' replied George, approaching closer to his brother. + +'And you are not dead?' cried Johan. 'Answer me, for God's sake! Have I +not murdered you?' + +'Hush!--hush!' said George; 'you pushed me back from the trap-door, +indeed, but I fell down flat, and the guns did not injure me. The enemy +took me prisoner, however, and I have just come from captivity. Forgive +me, Johan, that I so long forgot we were brothers--so long, that you at +last learned to forget it too.' + +Johan stood for a few moments as if he had been turned into stone, then +raised his eyes, and cast one long, earnest look towards heaven; but in +that look there was a world of gratitude and delight. He then threw +himself on his brother's neck and embraced him warmly. + +'Go to your bride!' he cried, as he withdrew his arms, and pointed to +the cottage in the vale. 'I have not killed him!' he shouted; 'I have +not murdered my brother!--he lives! Oh! thou God of goodness, I thank +thee that thou hast saved my brother!' And he kissed the flowers, he +embraced the trees, he rolled on the grass in the wild delirium of his +joy; but he became calmer by degrees, his thoughts seemed to become +more collected, and he raised his tearful eyes to the blue heavens +above, while his lips murmured his thanks and praise for the unexpected +blessing vouchsafed to him. + +Several days have passed since then; the wedding morning has come at +last; the bells ring; the church is decorated with fresh flowers and +green boughs, and the pealing organ is heard outside in the churchyard. +See, here comes the bridal party, gaily dressed, and adorned with +garlands of flowers. The bride advances between two young men, each +holding one of her hands. The one brother gives her to the other. Long +had they disputed in a friendly spirit which should be permitted to +sacrifice himself, and to yield Ellen; but one of them had a crime to +expiate; he was most anxious to make reparation for it, and he +triumphed in the fraternal struggle. See how his eyes sparkle! See with +what firm and elastic steps he advances! And, though deeply agitated as +he holds out his right hand to place the bride by his brother's side at +the altar, how earnestly he joins in prayer, and how distinctly +gratitude and peace are depicted in his countenance! + +It is night in the valley; the wind is hushed, and not a leaf is +stirring; all is so still, that the gentle trickling of the water in +the little rivulet near can be heard at an unusual distance. The quiet +moonbeams shine on the windows of the cottage where George and Ellen, +the newly-married couple, are; and the roses which cluster round them +exhale their sweetest perfumes. But what wanderer is yon, who, with a +knapsack on his back and a staff in his hand, stands beneath the oak +trees on the hill? He stretches out his arms towards that lowly house +in a last adieu, for _his_ path must henceforth lead elsewhere. Why +does he now kneel on the grassy height? why does he lift his hands to +heaven in prayer? Can it be possible that he thanks God because his +beloved is his brother's bride? Can it be possible that, with a heart +unbroken by grief--that with tears, which are not of sorrow, in his +eyes, he can leave all he has ever loved, to become a pilgrim in a +foreign land? It is--for a conscience, released from the heavy burden +of guilt, supports and blesses him, and transforms every sigh into +gratitude and joy. + + + + + ESBEN. + + FROM THE DANISH OF S. S. BLICHER. + + + The greatest sorrow that this world can give, + Is, far away from those one loves--to live. + +Sometimes, when I have wandered away--away over the wild and apparently +endless moors, where I could see nothing but the brown heath below, and +the blue skies above me; when I have roamed on far from men, from their +busy haunts, and the signs and tokens of their active worldly labours, +which, after all, are but molehills, that Time, or some restless and +turbulent Tamerlane, shall again level to the ground; when I have +strayed, light of heart and proudly free as a Bedouin, whom no fixed +domicile, no narrow circumscribed fields chain to one spot, but who, as +its owner, occupies _all he beholds_; who does not indeed dwell, but +pitches his tent where he will; if then my keen searching glances along +the horizon have discovered a house, how often--God forgive me! has not +the passing thought arisen in my mind--for it was no settled desire--to +wish that the human habitation was annihilated. There, must dwell +trouble and sorrow; there, must exist disputes about _mine_ and +_thine!_ Ah! the happy desert is both thine and mine, is everyone's, is +no one's. A lover of the woods would have contented himself with +wishing a whole colony of trees planted there; I have wished that the +heath could have remained as it was a thousand years ago, uncultivated +by human hands, untrodden by human feet! Yet this wish was not always +satisfactory to myself, for when fatigued, overheated, suffering +from hunger and thirst, I have endeavoured to turn my thoughts with +longing to an Arab's tent and rude hospitality, I have caught myself +thanking Heaven that a house thatched with broom--at not a mile's +distance--promised me shelter and refreshment. + +It so happened that some years ago, one calm warm September day, I +found myself on the same heath that, in my Arabian dreams, I called +mine. Not a breath of wind crept among the purple heather; the air was +sultry and heavy, the distant hills that bounded the view seemed to +float like clouds around the immense plain, and assumed the appearances +of houses, towns, castles, men, and animals: but all was vague in +outline, and ever shifting, as the images seen in dreams. A cottage +would expand into a church, and that again into a pyramid; here, +suddenly uprose one spire; then, as suddenly sank another; a man turned +into a horse, and that again into an elephant; here glided a little +boat, and there, a ship with every sail spread. Long did my delighted +eyes gaze on these fantastic figures--a panorama that only the mariner +or the wanderer of the desert has ever the pleasure of beholding--when, +becoming a prey to hunger and to thirst, I began to look for a real +house among the many false ones in my sight. I longed most earnestly to +exchange all my beautiful fairy palaces for one single peasant's +cottage. My wishes were granted: I descried at length a real tenement, +without spires or towers, whose outline became sharper and more defined +the nearer I approached, and which, flanked by stacks of peat, looked +larger than it really was. + +The inhabitants were unknown to me. Their clothing was poor; their +furniture of the plainest description; but I knew that dwellers on the +heath often hid their precious metal in some secret depository, and +that a tattered garb sometimes concealed a well-lined pocket-book. +When, on going in, I observed a recess filled with stockings, I +shrewdly guessed that I had introduced myself into the abode of a +wealthy hosier (in a parenthesis be it said, that I never knew a poor +one). + +An elderly, grey-haired, but still vigorous man, advanced to meet me, +and with a cordial 'welcome' offered me his hand. 'May I be permitted +to ask,' he added, 'where my guest comes from?' One must not take +umbrage at so blunt and unmannerly a question. The rustic of the heath +is almost as hospitable as the Scotch lairds, though rather more +inquisitive; but, after all, one cannot blame him that he seeks to know +whom he entertains. When I had enlightened him as to who I was and +whence I came, he called his wife, who without loss of time set before +me the best the house contained, kindly inviting me to partake of it; +an invitation which I was not slow in accepting. + +I was in the midst of my repast, and also in the midst of a political +conversation with mine host, when a young and uncommonly beautiful girl +came in, whom I should indubitably have pronounced to have been a young +lady in disguise, who had made her escape from cruel parents or hateful +guardians, had not her red hands and country dialect convinced me that +there was no _travestissement_ in the case. She curtsied with a +pleasant smile, looked under the table, went hastily out, and soon +returned to the room with a dish of bread and milk, which she placed on +the ground, saying, 'Your dog will probably also want something to +eat.' + +I thanked her for her kind consideration; but my gratitude was nothing +compared to that of the great dog, whose greed had soon caused the dish +to be emptied, and who then thanked the fair donor after his own +fashion, by jumping roughly upon her; and when she, in some alarm, +threw her arms up in the air, Chasseur mistook her meaning, sprung up +higher, and brought the shrieking girl to the ground. I called the dog +off, of course, and endeavoured to convince the damsel of his good +intentions. I should not have drawn the reader's attention to so +trivial a matter, but to introduce a remark, namely, that everything is +becoming to beauty; for every motion and even look of this rural fair +one had a natural grace and charm which the well-tutored coquette might +in vain try to assume. + +When she had left the room, I asked the good people if she was their +daughter. They answered in the affirmative, adding that she was their +only child. + +'You will not have her long with you,' I remarked. + +'God help us! what do you mean?' asked the father; but a sort of +self-satisfied smile showed me that he full well understood my meaning. + +'I think,' I replied, 'that she is likely to have a great many wooers.' + +'Oh!' muttered he, 'wooers are in plenty; but unless they are worth +something, what is the use of talking of them? To come a wooing with a +watch and silver-mounted pipe is nothing to the purpose--great cry and +little wool--and faith!' he exclaimed, setting both his elbows on the +table, and stooping to look out at the low windows, 'here comes one of +them, a fellow who has just raised his head above the heather--one of +those pedlars who travel about with a pair or two of stockings in their +wallet as samples, forsooth. The cur-dog, he wants to play the +sweetheart to my daughter, with his two miserable oxen, and his cow and +a half! Yes, there he is, skulking along, the pauper!' + +The object of these execrations, and the person on whom were bent looks +as lowering as if he had been a thief, was now approaching the house, +but was still far enough off for me to ask my host who he was, and to +be told that he was the son of his nearest neighbour, who, however, +lived at the distance of more than a mile; that his father possessed +only a small farm, upon the security of which he owed the hosier 200 +dollars; that the son, who had for some years hawked about woollen +goods, had lately presumed to propose for the beautiful Cecilia, but +had received a flat refusal. + +Whilst I was listening to this little history, Cecilia herself came in; +and her anxious and sorrowful looks, which wandered, by turns, between +her father and the traveller without, enabled me to guess that she did +not coincide in the old man's view of affairs. As soon as the young man +entered by one door, she disappeared by another, not however, without +casting on him a hurried, but kind and speaking glance. My host turned +toward the new comer, grasped the table with both his hands, as if he +found some support needful, and acknowledged the young man's 'God's +peace be here,' and 'Good day,' with a dry 'Welcome.' The uninvited +guest stood for a few moments while he cast his eyes slowly round the +room, took a tobacco-pouch from one pocket and a tobacco-pipe from +another, knocked it on the stove by his side and filled it again. All +this was done leisurely, and in a kind of measured manner, while my +host remained motionless, in the attitude he had assumed. + +The stranger was a very handsome youth, a worthy son of our northern +clime, where, though men are slow of growth, their frames become lofty +and strong. He had light hair, blue eyes, fair complexion, ruddy +cheeks, and a chin on whose downy smoothness the razor had not yet +played, although its owner had numbered his twentieth year. His dress +was not that of a common peasant, it was the costume generally adopted +by tradesmen, but was much superior in its texture and its smartness to +that of the rich hosier himself. He wore a frock coat, white trousers, +a striped red vest, and a cotton cravat; he looked, at least, no +unworthy suitor to the lovely Cecilia. His pleasant, open countenance +pleased me: it was expressive of that enduring patience and power of +unswerving perseverance, which form such prominent features in the +Cimbric national character. + +A long time elapsed before either of them would break silence; at +length my host was the first to open his mouth, which he did by asking +slowly, and in a cold and indifferent tone and manner, 'Whither bound +to-day, Esben?' + +The other answered, without at all hurrying himself, while he lighted +his pipe leisurely, and took a long whiff, 'No farther to-day, but +to-morrow I am off to Holstein.' + +Thereupon there occurred another long pause, during which Esben looked +at all the chairs one after another, took one, and finally sat down. At +that moment the mother and daughter entered, and the young man nodded +to them with such an unaltered and tranquil air, that I should have +thought he was quite indifferent to the beautiful Cecilia, had I not +known that love, in a breast such as his, might not be the less strong +that it lay concealed; that it is not the blaze, which flashes and +sparkles, but the steady fire that burns and warms the longest. + +Cecilia, with a sigh, placed herself at the farthest end of the table, +and began immediately to knit; her mother condescended to say, +'Welcome, Esben!' as she settled herself at her spinning-wheel. + +'Are you going on account of business?' drawled out the hosier at +length. + +'If any offers,' replied the visitor. 'One can but try what may be done +in the south. My errand here is, to beg that you will not be in too +great a hurry to get Cecil married, but will wait till I come back, and +we can see what my luck has been.' + +Cecilia coloured, but continued to look steadfastly at her work. The +mother stopped her spinning-wheel with one hand, laid the other on her +lap, and looked hard at the speaker; but the father said, as he turned +with a wink to me, '"While the grass grows"--you know the rest of the +proverb. How can you ask that Cecil shall wait for you? You may stay +very long away, perhaps, even--you may never come back.' + +'It is your own fault, Michel Krænsen!' replied Esben, with some +impetuosity. 'But listen to what I say; If you compel Cecil to marry +anyone else, you will do grievous wrong both to her and to me.' + +So saying, he arose, held out his hand to both the old people, and bade +them a short and stiff farewell. To their daughter, he said, but in a +more tender and somewhat faltering voice, 'Farewell, Cecil! and thanks +for all your kindness. Think of me sometimes, unless you are obliged +to--God be with you, and with you all! Farewell!' + +He turned towards the door, thrust his tobacco-pouch and pipe into his +pocket, seized his hat, and went forth without casting one look behind. +The old man smiled triumphantly, his wife sighed aloud an 'Ah, dear!' +as she set her spinning-wheel in motion again, but large tears rapidly +coursed each other over Cecilia's now pale cheeks. + +I had the greatest possible inclination to invite a discussion of the +principle which actuated these parents in regard to their child's +marriage. I could have reminded them, that wealth does not suffice to +ensure happiness in married life; that the heart must also have its +share; that prudence counsels to think more of integrity, industry, and +a good disposition, than of mere riches. I could have remonstrated with +the father (for the mother seemed at least neutral) on his harshness to +his only daughter. But I knew the nature of the lower orders too well +to waste useless words on such subjects; I knew that _money_ takes +precedence of everything else in that class: but--is it otherwise with +other classes? I knew, moreover, the dogged firmness of the peasantry, +approaching almost to obstinacy, especially when any controversy with +one in a superior rank of life was in question, and that the less they +felt themselves able to argue, the more stiff-necked they became in +adhering to their own notions. There came yet another reflection to +prevent me, unbidden, from thrusting my finger into the pie. It was +this:--Are not riches, after all, the most real and solid of all the +good things of this earth? Is not money a sufficient substitute for +every other sublunary advantage and blessing; the unexceptional +passport for securing meat and drink, clothes and household comforts, +respect and friendship, nay, a pretty large share of love itself? Is it +not fortune which furnishes the greatest number of enjoyments, and +bestows the greatest independence--which supplies almost every want? Is +not poverty the rock upon which not only friendship, but love itself, +often splits? 'When poverty comes in at the door, love flies out at the +window,' is a proverb quoted by all classes. Alas! it is much to be +wished that only Love and Hymen should meet together, but they too +often insist on having Plutus to accompany them. + +After such a review of the world, as it is--but, perhaps a more +rational review than many would wish or expect from a writer of +novels--they will easily believe that I did not meddle in Esben's and +Cecilia's romance, especially as I thought it not unlikely that, on the +part of the former, this might have been merely an eligible +speculation, founded less on the daughter's beauty and affection than +on the father's commercial credit and well-filled purse. And though I +could not admit that _true love_ is only a poetic fiction, yet I could +not deny that it is more frequently found in books than in reality. + +When the beautiful Cecilia had left the room, apparently to give vent +to her feelings in a passion of tears, I ventured to remark that it was +a pity the young man was not better off, adding that he seemed to be a +fine fellow, and fond of the girl. + +'What if he came back,' I asked, 'with some hundred dollars' worth of +bank-notes?' + +'If they were his own,' said old Michel, with a significant wink, +'well--that would be another affair.' + +I soon after took my departure, and went forth again into the deserted +heath, free as it was from human beings and their cares. At a good +distance on one side I perceived Esben, and the smoke issuing from his +pipe. 'Thus,' thought I, 'he is consoling himself in his sorrow and his +love; but the unhappy Cecilia!' I cast a lingering look back on the +rich hosier's domicile, and said to myself, 'Had that house not stood +_there_--there would have been so many less tears in this sad world!' + +Six years had passed away before I happened again to be on that part of +the heath; it was a calm September day, like the one on which I had +formerly been there. Chance led me to the hosier's habitation; and as I +recognized old Michel Krænsen's lonely dwelling, I recalled to memory +the pretty Cecilia and her lover. With the remembrance came a +curiosity, or rather a longing to know what had been the conclusion of +this pastoral poem--this heath-drama. + +As usual with me in similar cases, I felt much inclined to anticipate +the probable history. I made my own conclusions, and settled in my own +mind how everything had turned out, guided by destiny to a happy +_dénouement_. Alas! how often were not my conclusions widely different +from the real course of events! And such was the case here; I pictured +to myself Esben and Cecilia as man and wife--she, with an infant in her +arms--the grandfather with one or two little prattlers on his knee--and +the young hosier himself a thriving and happy partner in the still +flourishing concern: but, it was far otherwise. + +Before I had crossed the threshold I heard a female's sweet voice +singing what, at first, I took for a lullaby, or cradle-song, though +the tone was so melancholy that my raised expectations at once fell +considerably. I stood a moment and listened; the words of the song were +mourning over hopeless love. They were simple, yet full of truth and +sorrow, but my memory only retains the two lines which formed the +refrain: + + + The greatest sorrow that this world can give, + Is, far away from those one loves--to live. + + +With dark forebodings I pushed open the door. A stout, strong-looking, +middle-aged woman, of the labouring class, who was carding wool, was +the first on whom my eye fell; but it was not she who sang. The +songstress had her back turned to me, she sat rocking herself rapidly +backwards and forwards, and kept moving her hands as if she were +spinning. The first-named arose and bade me welcome, but I hastened +forwards to see the face of her companion. It was Cecilia--pale, but +still beautiful. She looked up at me--ah! then I read insanity in the +vacant, though shining eyes, in the inexpressive smile, in the whole +mindless countenance! I also observed that she had no spinning-wheel +before her, but that _that_ which she was so busily turning must have +been made of the same material as Macbeth's dagger. + +She suddenly stopped both her song and her airy wheel, and asked me +hurriedly and eagerly, 'Are you from Holstein? Did you see Esben? Is he +coming soon?' + +I perceived her state, and thinking it best to humour her, I answered +without hesitation, + +'Yes; he will not be very long of coming now. I bring his kind +remembrances to you.' + +'Then I must away to meet him!' she exclaimed, in a joyful tone of +voice, and springing up from her straw chair, she rushed towards the +door. + +'Wait a moment, Cecil!' cried the other woman, throwing aside her work, +'and let me go with you.' She winked to me, and put her finger to her +head, to inform me in dumb show that her companion was wrong _there_. + +'Mother,' she exclaimed aloud, knocking hastily at the kitchen-door; +'there is some one here--come, will you, for we are going out!' +She then ran after the wanderer, who was already beyond the little +court-yard. + +The old woman came in. I did not recognize her, but guessed, rightly +enough, that she was the unfortunate girl's mother. Years and sorrow +had made sad havoc on her appearance. She did not seem to remember me +either, but after a civil 'Welcome--pray, sit down,' she asked the +usual question, 'May I be permitted to know where you are from, good +sir?' + +I told her; and also reminded her that I had been her guest some years +ago. + +'Good Lord!' she exclaimed, clasping her hands, 'is it you? Pray, take +a seat at the table while I got some refreshment for you.' + +Though I was very eager to hear all the particulars of what had caused +poor Cecilia's sad situation, yet a presentiment that some great +calamity had happened, and a feeling of respect for the old woman's +grief, restrained me from at once asking what I wished, yet dreaded, to +hear. + +'Is your husband not at home?' was my first inquiry. + +'My husband!' she exclaimed. 'Our Lord has taken him long since--alas! +It is now three years, come Michaelmas next, that I have been a widow. +But, pray eat something--it is homely fare--but don't spare it.' + +'Many thanks,' said I. 'But tell me about yourselves. So your poor +husband is gone--that must have been a sad loss--a sad grief to you.' + +'Ah, yes!' she replied, with tears in her eyes; 'but that was not the +only one. Did you see my daughter?' + +'Yes,' I answered; 'she seemed to me a little strange.' + +'She is quite deranged,' she exclaimed, bursting into tears. 'She has +to be watched constantly, and I am obliged to keep a woman to look +after her. To be sure she spins a little--but she has scarcely time to +do anything, for she has to be after poor Cecil at every hour of the +day, when her thoughts fall upon Esben.' + +'Where is Esben?' I asked. + +'In God's kingdom,' she answered, solemnly. 'So you did not ask her +about him? Oh, Lord, have mercy on us! He came to a dreadful end, +nobody ever heard of such a frightful thing. But pray make yourself +at home--you can eat and drink while you are listening. Ay, ay, sad +things have happened since you were here. And times are also very +hard--business is extremely dull, and we have to employ strangers now +to carry it on.' + +When I saw that her regret for past comforts mingled with her sorrow +for present evils, and that neither were too great to prevent her +relating her misfortunes, I took courage and asked her about them. She +gave me a history, which, with the permission of my readers, I will +repeat in the narrator's own simple and homely style. After having +drawn a chair to the table, and taken up her knitting, she began: + +'Kjeld Esbensen and ourselves have been neighbours since my first +arrival here. Kjeld's Esben and our Cecil became good friends before +anyone knew anything about it. My husband was not pleased, nor I +neither, for Esben had nothing, and his father but little. We always +thought that the girl would have had more pride, or more prudence than +to dream of throwing herself away on such a raw lad. It is true he +travelled about with a little pack, and made a few shillings; but how +far would these go? He came as a suitor to Cecilia, but her father said +_No_, which was not surprising, and thereupon Esben set off to +Holstein. We observed that Cecil lost her spirits, but we did not think +much of that--'She is sure to forget him,' said my good man, 'when the +right one comes.' + +'It was not long before Mads Egelund--I don't know if you ever saw +him--he lives a few miles from this--he came and offered himself with +an unencumbered property, and three thousand dollars a-year. That was +something worth having. Michel immediately said _Yes_; but Cecil, God +help her! said _No_. So her father was very angry, and led her a sad +life. I always thought he was too hard upon her, but the worthy man +would take no advice; he knew what was best, and he, and the father of +Mads, went to the clergyman to publish the banns. All went well for two +Sundays, but on the third one, when he said, "If any of you know cause +or just impediment why these two persons should not be joined together +in holy matrimony, ye are to declare it," Cecil rose abruptly and cried +out, "I do; the banns for Esben and myself have been published three +times in Paradise." + +'I tried to hush her, but it was too late; every soul in church had +heard her, and had turned to stare at our seat. We were put to dreadful +shame and mortification! I did not then imagine she was out of her +mind; but when the clergyman had left the pulpit, she began again, and +raved about Esben and Paradise, her wedding and her wedding-dress, till +we were obliged to take her out of church. My good Michel scolded her +well, and declared that it was all a trick; but, God help us! there was +no trick in it. It was all sad reality--she was insane then, and she is +insane now.' + +Here the speaker let the stocking she was knitting drop on her lap; +took the woollen clew from her left shoulder, turned it round and +round, and looked at it in all directions, but it was evident that her +thoughts were not with it. After seeming to forget everything around +her for a few minutes, she took up her knitting-needles, and, along +with her work, resumed her sad tale. + +'All her talk was about her being dead, and having got to Paradise, +where she was to be married to Esben, as soon as he also was dead; and +she remained in this state day and night. My good Michel, of blessed +memory, then perceived how it was with her. "It is God's doing," said +he, "and none can read His will." But he took it to heart for all that; +and as to me, many were the hours that I lay awake in my bed and wept, +while everybody else was sleeping. Sometimes I could not help saying, +that it would have been better if the young people had married. "That +may still come about," said my husband. But that never was to be. + +'For the first two months or so she was very ungovernable, and we tried +severity with her; afterwards she became quiet, spoke little, but +sighed and wept a great deal. She could not be induced to occupy +herself in any way, for she always said, "In Heaven every day is a +holiday." + +'Full half-a-year passed in this way, and it was more than double that +time since Esben had gone to the south, yet none of us had heard +anything of him, either for good or for evil. However, one day, when we +were sitting here--my good man, Cecil, and myself--who should walk in +but Esben! He had just arrived, had not yet even been to his own home, +and had no idea what had happened, until he cast his eyes upon the +girl, and then he could not fail to see that all was not right there. + +'"You have tarried long," said she; "everything has been ready for the +bridal a year and a day. But, tell me, are you living or dead?" + +'"Good Heavens, Cecil!" cried he, "you can surely see that I am +living." + +'"That is a pity," said she, "for then you cannot enter the gates of +Paradise. Strive to die as soon as possible, for Mads Egelund is +watching to see if he can't come first." + +'"This is a sad condition," said he. "Oh, Michel! Michel! you have done +terrible wrong to us. I am now worth my five thousand dollars, too; and +my mother's brother in Holstein has lately died unmarried--I am to be +his heir." + +'"What's that you say?" exclaimed my husband. "It is a pity we did not +know all this some time ago. But have patience; the girl will recover +now." + +'Esben shook his head, but went up to my daughter, and taking her hand, +said, + +'"Cecil, speak sensibly now--we are both living; and if you will only +be reasonable, your parents will give their consent to our marriage." + +'But she snatched her hand from him, and putting both her arms behind +her back, she shrieked, + +'"Away from me! What have I to do with you? You are a mortal man, and I +am one of God's angels." + +'Thereupon he turned away, and began to weep bitterly. + +'"God forgive you, Michel Krænsen!" at last he said; "God forgive you +for the evil you have done to us two miserable beings!" + +'"Nay, take comfort," said my good man, "all may yet go well. Sleep +here to-night, and let us see how she behaves in the morning." + +'It was towards evening, and a dreadful storm of thunder and lightning +came on, the most fearful I ever witnessed in my life--one might have +thought the last day was at hand. So Esben consented to stay with us, +and by-and-by, when the storm had abated, we all went to bed; but +through the wall I could hear Esben sighing, and almost sobbing. I +fancied, too, that I heard him praying to our Heavenly Father: at +length, I fell asleep. + +'It might have been an hour or two past midnight when I awoke. All was +still around. The storm was over, and the clear moonlight shone in +calmly at the windows. I lay reflecting on the calamity that had +befallen us--little did I think of that which I am now going to relate. +It struck me, after a time, that Cecil was very quiet. Her little room +was close to ours; I listened, but could not, as usual, hear her +breathe; Esben, too, seemed to be extremely still. I felt a sort of +foreboding that all was not right; therefore, leaving my bed, I crept +softly to Cecilia's. I looked in--I felt for her--but _there_ she was +not. I then became very uneasy, hurried to the kitchen, struck a light, +and went to the room which Esben occupied. Oh, horror of horrors! what +did I behold there! She was sitting on Esben's bed, and had laid her +head upon his breast, but when I came closer I saw that he was as white +as a corpse, and that the lower part of his face, and the sheets, were +red with blood. I screamed, and sank to the ground, but Cecil beckoned +to me with one hand, while she patted his cheek with the other. + +'"Hush, hush!" she exclaimed, half aloud, "my dearest love is now +sleeping the sweet sleep. As soon as you have buried his body, angels +will carry his soul to Paradise, and there we shall hold our bridal, +amidst joy and glory." + +'Alas! alas! merciful Father, pardon her! She had cut his throat--the +bloody knife lay upon the floor beside the bed!' + +Here the unfortunate widow hid her face with both her hands, and wept +bitterly, while horror and distress filled my heart. + +After a pause, she continued:--'As you may believe, there were sad +lamentations and great wretchedness both at our house and at Esben's; +but what is done cannot be undone. When the dead body was carried to +the parents, they thought at first that it had been brought from +Holstein--and, oh, what a crying and a screeching there was! It was +enough to bring the house down about their ears. No wonder, too, for +Esben was a fine young man, well to do--and just when he had come into +a fine property and so much money, that he must die in the flower of +his youth, and by the hand of her he loved. My worthy Michel could +never get over _that_; he never held up his head again. In the course +of a short time he became seriously ill, and then our Lord took him +from me. + +'The self-same day that he was buried, Cecilia fell into a deep sleep, +and slept for many, many hours on a stretch. When she awoke, her reason +had returned. I was sitting by her bed, and praying that the Almighty +would release her, when suddenly, as she lay there, she heaved a deep, +deep sigh, and casting her eyes on me, said, "Are _you_ there? Where +have I been? It seems to me that I have had a most extraordinary dream. +I fancied I was in heaven, and Esben was there with me. Speak, mother; +tell me, for God's sake, where is Esben? Have you heard nothing from +him since he went to Holstein?" I hardly knew what I could answer, but +I said, "No, we have no news from him." She sighed. "Where is my +father?" she then asked. "All is well with your father," I replied; +"God has taken him to himself." She began to weep. "Ah, mother, let me +see him!" she entreated. "That is impossible, my child," I said, "for +he is in his grave." "God preserve me!" she exclaimed. "How long, then, +have I slept?" By this exclamation I perceived that she had no idea of +the state that she had been in. "Why did you not wake me, mother?" she +asked; "had you nothing for me to do? Oh! how sweetly I have been +sleeping, and what delightful dreams I have had. Esben came every +evening and visited me; but it was rather odd that he had on a shining +white dress, and a red necklace round his neck.'" + +At this part of her story the old woman fell into deep thought, and it +was not until after she had heaved many heavy sighs, that she continued +her narration. + +'My unfortunate child had recovered her reason, but God only knows if +it was better for her. She was generally cheerful, but never got into +high spirits; she spoke little, except when she was spoken to: worked +very diligently, and was neither positively ill nor positively well in +health. The news of her restoration to her senses spread rapidly in the +neighbourhood, and, about three months after, came Mads Egelund a +second time as her suitor. But she would have nothing to say to him +whatsoever. When he was at length convinced that she could not endure +him, he became much enraged, and did sad mischief. I, and all our +neighbours, and everyone who came here, agreed that we should never +drop the slightest hint to Cecilia that she herself, during her +insanity, had murdered the unfortunate Esben, and she imagined that he +was either married, or had died in the south. + +'One day that Mads was here, and was urging her vehemently to say "Yes" +to him, and that she declared she would rather die than marry him, he +said plainly out, that he was, after all, too good for one who had cut +the throat of her first lover; and thereupon he maliciously poured +forth all that had happened. I was in the kitchen, and only caught part +of what he was saying. I instantly left what I was about, rushed in, +and cried to him, "Mads, Mads! for God's sake, what is that you are +saying?" But it was too late; there she sat, as white as a plastered +wall, and her eyes stood fixed in her head. + +'"What am I saying?" retorted Mads; "I am saying nothing but the truth. +It is better for her to know _that_, than to treat her like a fool, and +let her be waiting for a dead man the whole of her life." + +'He left us; but her reason had fled again, never more to return in +this mortal life. You see yourself in what state she is; at all hours, +when she is not sleeping, she is singing that song, which she herself +composed when Esben went to Holstein, and she fancies that she is +spinning linen for her house when married. But she is quiet enough, +Heaven be praised! and does not attempt to harm the meanest creature +that lives; however, we dare not lose sight of her for a moment. May +God take pity upon us, and soon call us both away!' + +As she uttered these last words, the unfortunate girl entered with her +keeper. + +'No,' said she, 'to-day he is not to be seen--but we shall surely have +him to-morrow. I must make haste, or I shall not have finished this +linen.' She placed herself hurriedly upon her low straw chair, and with +her hands and feet in rapid, yet mimic action, she recommenced her +mournful ditty. + +These words, so often repeated, + + + The greatest sorrow that this world can give, + Is, far away from those one loves--to live, + + +always drew forth a heavy sigh; and as she sang them, her pale, but +still lovely face, would sink on her breast, her hands and feet would +become languidly still, but directly she would rouse herself up to her +labour, commence another verse, and set the invisible wheel going +again. + +In deep thought, I wandered forth from the widow's house. My soul was +as dark as the colour of the heath I trod on; my whole mind was +occupied with Cecilia and her dreadful fate. In every airy phantom, far +and near, that flitted before my eyes, I fancied I beheld the +unfortunate maniac as she sat and seemed to spin, and rocked herself, +and threw up and down her hands with untiring motion. In the wild +bird's plaintive whistle--in the lonely heath lark's mournful song, I +heard only that one sorrowful truth--the words, alas! deeply felt by +thousands of saddened hearts-- + + + The greatest sorrow that this world can give, + Is, far away from those one loves--to live. + + + + FOOTNOTES: + +[Footnote 1: From a collection of short tales in one volume, entitled +'Haablös,'--Hopeless.] + +[Footnote 2: Niel's Bugge, in Danish history generally called Ridder +Buggé, the wealthy owner of the ancient castle of Hald, was on had +terms with King Waldemar Kristoffersen, to whom he would not yield +allegiance. After it had been sought in vain to bring about a +reconciliation at Slagelsé, Ridder Buggé and two ether noblemen, Otto +Stigsen and Peter Andersen, were treacherously murdered when returning +home from the meeting. Some burghers of Middlefort were blamed for this +dark deed, but they were probably employed by persons in a higher +station; at least, Waldemar found it necessary to clear himself from +the suspicion of guilt by the oaths of twelve men.] + +[Footnote 3: '_Schukelmeier_,' a play upon the name _Mr. Meier_, was a +nickname signifying _Smuggler_, which the lower classes in Hamburg +bestowed on the Danes, whom they accused of having smuggled the French +into Hamburg.] + + + + THE END. + + + + + LONDON: PRINTED BY W. CLOWES AND SONS, STAMFORD STREET, + AND CHARING CROSS. + + + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Danes Sketched by Themselves. 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